CojpghtN?. COPVRICIIT DEPOSm THREADS OF GOLD THREADS OF GOLD Excerpts from jottings along the by-ways of a life not in the pursuit of literature, but engaged in the busy activities, hardships and labors of business, incident to a pioneer life BY HARRIS GEORGE CURTIS -j-6 ^A-')^ ^^3"^ Copyrighted By Harris George Curtis August, 1910 'GI.A271G43 i \ '■% The author wishes to thank the friends who have assisted and encouraged the pub- h'cation of this second volume, and has no other apology to offer than that the whole edition of his first book was immediately sold. To Mp Son and Daughters Will a tear of affection e'er fall to your father Recalling the days that forever have past. When the hand, that with effort this line now is writing. Will be into mold and forgetfulness cast. THREADS OF GOLD NATURE Thy glories in profusion rise, 'Tis night With heaven gemmed with flaming orbs of light The earth its daily circuit, now performs With tropic climes, and fierce Icelandic storms. If vapors oft thy wonder may obscure. Through eternal ages, they will endure, While I, a moment, as a passing flame Ere sinking into night, thy glories name. While in thy wonders lost, save one faint beam; Yet I of thy infinitude may dream. As yon star-walled summits I dimly view Thy temple to my conscious faith renew. For I am. Lord, a creature now of thine And on thy eternal battlements divine, May dwell with angels. Lord and thee Through endless cycles of eternity ; For, my eyes, thy wonders now perceive Wherever, here, my wandering feet may stroll. With joy and rapture, in my wondering soul Pray lend thy spirit, thou infinite one To thy creature, ere its brief day is done Beyond my earthly vision to conceive. IDLE WILD I gazed long at the far off idle wild. No footsteps cross'd its bloom-embosomed shore, An angel by the tree of life there smiled As guardian of its door. A waxen finger pointed to the sea, With its white foam and endless reach of wave, While on its cro^vn was written destiny And 'neath its feet a grave. This chiseled in my heart a dread surmise With loathing, wrought, in all my nameless fears, Trembling with its resistless wrangling guise My eyes were filled with tears. Then far off in the distant falling haze I saw a garden hedged with fruitful leas, For morning woke with golden light ablaze This infant of the seas. There cradled in its elysian shades Stood manhood in his high estate and fair. Nigh to a stream there in its sylvan glades Near by an empty chair. Then fancy roving with a new-born light Lulled by the music of the chanting stream, 'Till lo, again, a shadow fell, 'twas night, I asked if 'twas a dream. The sun arose and then again 'twas day. And by his side there in that empty seat A form bright as the sun-lit bloom of May At rest in joy complete. Again 'twas night, once more my vision closed 'Till morn veiled all the stars with drifting rays, To my wrapped and bewildered sense disclosed Them in their ambrosial ways. My eyes, the elysian scenes surveyed Where destiny had left her footprints deep. Across the threshold of that mystic shade And then were closed in sleep. At noon I woke, the stars their eyes had closed And far off on, the distant floating breeze; I heard their cries, as from their home deposed. Clothed with green woven leaves. 10 With destiny, trembling, locked arm in arm, As o'er life's fitful storms they frightened strode Or hiding by some shelving rock from harm Far from their first abode. Thus roving down the lapsing course of time Led by the legends of an ancient song. Through gulfs of darkness, made more dark by crime And heartless deeds of wrong. Enthroned with error, or crimsoned deep with gore To mock destiny's cold embolden glance As drawn from dim, vague lines of mystic lore That did my soul entrance. All hail! to life's rock-riven broken sea Smoothed by efforts of less unyielding fears, Of harm from that which is, or is to be, To stay my useless tears. For destiny had hung a golden light O'er dreary, midway reaches of the deep, Bright with radium rays to banish night Then why O, why, to weep. 'Twas morn the sun with his soft lips and breath Had kissed away the cold mad ocean foam. And from the rock-riven wilderness of death Had wrought for them a home. Vast continents and isles, with vernal spring Bade glad welcome to my tireless sight. With Eve enthroned and Adam reigning king And then again 'twas night. Lo! 'twas morn again, the stars new anthems sang, God gave to man then, of his joy surcease. Through Heaven, and earth, the chorus loudly rang "Good will to man and peace." Then errors baffled lines from view had fled The sun set in its crimson banks of gold The tree of life, immortal fruit had shed, With gladness manifold. 11 IN MEM'RY OF MRS. MERCY M. TABOR CUR- TIS, WIFE OF THE AUTHOR, WHO DIED SEPT. 9, 1894 No more can I with fond caress Ere press her lips divine. Nor can her presence ever bless This broken heart of mine. They are now closed in silent death ; Nor can their accents fall Again through all life's lonely years With their once welcome call. Who can here solve the mystery That seals her pallid brow, So still are now her voiceless lips. To which in grief I bow. God ! hast thou thus wrought in vain Her life so sweet and brief ; 1 can't believe that thou hast will'd It here to cause but grief. Some morn may yet to me reveal That death does not destroy, Though now is veiled the unseen thought To fill my soul with joy. The latent spark immortal shines With an increasing glow To all poor troubled hearts like mine. Where tears of sorrow flow. WHERE MY FAILING EYES CAN SEE. Where now my failing eyes can see It will be dark as night to me, Save light from God, that is divine, Will then be lent these eyes of mine. 12 For He who knows my every pain Will give my soul new light again, Here to allay my rising fears And stop the flow of falling tears. Although beyond my reach of sight, Now in my heart there is a light. That brightens now the darkest way With an e'erlasting living ray. And I may ere that ray perceive If I will in His word believe. It will destroy my unbelief And bring my soul a sure relief. Then pray, O Lord, may I behold The light that shines with rays of gold. To feel no more the stings of pain, And with Thee in Thy Kingdom reign. MYSTERY In every form of life and thought Thro' all the ancient days. There dwells a dark veiled mystery Along the hidden ways. In all the legends of the past Impressively it speaks. Appealing to my hopes and fears Thro' passing days and weeks. I see it in the battle field Of death and misery, And find in passions maddened sway An unsolved mystery. It is in loves deep, magic pow'r And in hates, hateful hate, That festers life in every web Wove in th' looms of fate. 13 The mystery was never solved That's in a living breath, While still more deep, the mystery Of dead lips, after death. The earth is full of mystery, It floats in sky, and air, I hear it in the roving winds, Its whispered voice is there; I see it in the sombre clouds In flashing thunder-tones. And it is in the icy depth. Of frozen arctic zones. I feel it in the solitude Of night, dark, solemn night. And meet it at the early dawn At its first beams of light. I see it in the trembling wave Embosomed in the sea, In every form of insect life Exists a mystery. I feel it in my longing heart. With a resistless pow'r. And see it in the growth and bloom. Of every smiling flow'r. I see it in the human face With mingled griefs and fears, 'Tis writ in annals of the race With blood, and pain, and tears. And yet, above all mysteries Of earth, of air, or wind. Is that wrought in the living soul The mystery of mind. 14 AN ODE TO THE SOUL Thou wandering birdling from thy parent nest, When will thy pathless journey end Here on life's troubled sea with weary trend A homeless stranger without rest. Has some chance wind, across thy native shore, Borne thee from its dismantled shade? The mad'ning billows there have ruthly sprayed, A hapless pilgrim from its door? — From some Eden, mongst yonder circling spheres; Flung from, the bosom of thy God, Or hast thou on thy earthly message trod To glow with never less'ning ray O'er worlds, whose suns illume thy star-walled way Through lapsing ages of the years? And does a star in thy horizon rise Yond where all mortal vision lies? THE COURSE OF TIME No mind, save the eternal mind Times' illimitable sweeps have crossed For science's radium beams are blind. In its unfathomed depths, and lost. The broken annals of the past Are blazed in strange mysterious ways. Writ in the fierce volcanic' blast And legends of the ancient days. The smouldering depths beneath the sea Oft lava beds of seething flame. Were fields, once yielding fruitage free For those with undeciphered names. Where now yond skyward mountains rise The lashing seething billows rolled, O'er continents with sea-girth skies For those, therein their ancient fold. 15 In arctics waste, once fruitful plains Where plunging rivers freely flowed Till time had forged its frozen chains And silence fell on man's abode. No lines are left by which to blaze Their ways, save solitary gloom, Nor can we now trophies raise To mark their beauty and their bloom. Where forms of life to us unknown Were lost in ancient glacial streams And long Auroras lights have shone With no warm rays, within their beams? Now there in that Icelandic waste. Sleep tenants of the course of time, When man, with rapture proudly traced The beauties of his native clime. From yon Magellans frozen shores, Still onward runs the course of time, And oft some ancient relic pours Unwitting from its frosty clime. From Aden on to Galilee Time's steps of ruin they display, Down Islams flowery bordered sea From Trojan shores back to Cathay. For Babylon, great Babylon Slight marks or lines of glory stand Ye sleep, as sleeps now -Askelon Entombed beneath Euphrasian sand. Adown on life's precarious way. As travelers o'er its ruins climb. With blind illusions madd'ning fray! In riots 'gainst both fate and time. Will God e'er hush the burning pyre, And grandeur of the past return? Entombed deep in the quenchless fire Whose flames as then will ever burn? 16 Was it at destiny's command, Man's brief abode was thus destroyed ? As Heavens first, and last command. And change, and ruin, then enjoyed? Ye darkened records of the past Reveal the will and secret aims. In hidden ages ye forecast. Thy steps of ruin to reclaim? Has destiny, or love here willed. The ruin of the human race? The annals of the past are filled With deeds of mercy, love and grace. Elysian if thou here hast lost The mystic splendor of thy throne, As steps of time thy paths have crossed And scarce thy dwelling place is known? And in oblivions rayless shade Thy hidden wonders silent lie, Thy splendor still, is now displayed, Immortal and can never die. A star of glory long has shone Above that darkened gloomy realm. Whose rays first fell from heaven's throne It is the star of Bethlehem. Nor fate, nor destiny, allied. Can hide it from the human race, Twill change the gloom as prophesied, The course of time cannot displace. For knowledge, with her fleeting wing. Will rise above disastrous fate. And never more oblivion fling, A shade, so dark and desolate. Along the pathways here of life, For stencils, now the record keeps. Unscathed by blight or wasting strife, Or fires of volcanic deeps. 17 Though change and oft impending change, With its inevitable shaft, May o'er vale, and mountain range, Its dread and fatal ruins cast. WITH HER BARE BROWN FEET Pity her w^ith her bare brown feet As she v^eeps by the hovel door Where the empty stockings limply hang In the stalls of the homeless poor. Pity the child wath her rich attire. In her coach and queenly train She needs it more than the hungry waif With her bare brown feet and pain. Pity him in his stately pride That sits in his palace hall An angel stands by the folding doors And gloom falls on the frescoed wall. Yes pity him he needs it more There now in his cushioned seat Yes needs it more; than the weeping child At the hovel door with bare brown feet. Hark, Oh, hark! the train, a cry; And her happy soul has sped The ragged waif with bare brown feet Weeps over the mangled dead. Pity him by his chandelier As he may these lines indite. For he needs it more as he sitteth there In the flare of its flick'ing light. Pity him for he needs it more As he sits by that vacant chair, And gazes up at the panneled wall On the face that is smiling there. 18 For by and by, the bright warm sun Will warm that low and wretched way And that poor child with bare brown feet Will forget her grief in play. While he sits there from early dawn, Until the noon of night, Nigh by that lone and vacant chair In the flare of the flick'ring light. THE LAND OF THE ROSES Oh for a rest, by the wild foaming ocean With my hammock hung loose on the green tufted shore, To lull me to sleep, by its tremulous motion As it rocked in the winds with their deep chanting roar. In the land of the roses, the sweet blooming roses, That now are abloom, away in the land of the West Where Tacoma in glory and grandeur reposes Unheeding the clamors surrounding its rest. Where it looks down from its snow mantled towers On the surf-beaten strand of that far golden shore. And drinks of the fragrance of sweet scented flowers, Crowning' the hills at Columbias' door. In the land of the roses, the sweet blooming roses. That are blushing with beauty and laughter aglee Where her people she in freedom and safety reposes In the soul soothing welcome that comes from the sea. Oh, but for one view of the land of the roses Of the sweet scented roses abloom in the west, Where Tacoma in glory and grandeur reposes. Looking down from the cliffs of its snow mantled crest. With my hammock hung loose on the turf beaten strand Where the wild billow'd ocean would lull me to rest As I gazed with delight on that bright summer land In the home of the roses and queen of the west. 19 THOUGH COLLARS OF GOLD THY OPPRES- SORS MAY WEAR Harken now freemen, no more will thy laughter Ring over thy valleys with accents of glee If greed and ambition shall blindly now barter The gift of thy fathers of freedom to thee Its death notes are heard now loudly ringing The wild clamor has broken with grief to thy ears. Thy Puritan daughters, are silently weeping With tyrants unheeding their sorrows and tears. Shall the bright star of freedom ere fade in the west Whose haloes of glory have brightened the night? No, Heaven forbid, that dimmed be its crest Or greed here shall darken the glow of its light Though collars of gold, the oppressors may wear. Rise! rise! with thy banners of freedom unfurled And leave to thy children thy freedom to share With liberty gladening the heart of the world. Sadly, yes sadly, with danger 'tis threatened And louder, yea louder reechoes the call The fiends of greed on thy toilings have fattened Thy temples of freedom are threatening to fall Rise, save thy children, who sadly are weeping From heartless ambitions unholy assault. That hatred and discord are blindly creating Charging thee, falsely, the blame and the fault. TO THE HONORABLE WILLIAM KENNEDY Thy vision scans with its prophetic eyes, The clouds which darken now thy countrj^'s skies, And sees no break within their dusky walls Through which the shining stars of freedom rise. Despondency is blurring now thy mind, And partly turned thy better judgment blind, To tremble at the falling of a leaf As though a demon followed close behind. 20 Thy genius sings with truth's immortal songs, While toiling millions beat their deathless gongs, If broken hearts are drowned in sorrow's tears, And nations mourn now with their nameless wrongs. If shamrocks faded, on their native shore, And British ships away her treasure bore, While toilers toiled in poverty and pain, The British lion shall wallow in his gore. England's lust, with all its pride and power, Will surely fall, as frost will kill the flower, And soulless hordes who live on war and greed May quickly fall then, helpless in an hour. While prince, or priest, or Apostolic clowns, With martial trains upheld by British crowns, That heartless, gaze oh hosts their greed has slain, Will bleach upon their native moors and downs. Not that England's the one imbruted knave That would sink freedom in an early grave, Go to the mantled towers of the Rhine And hear there the deadly moanings of the brave. Go, too, where greed and plunder are no bane, And toiling slaves are weeping with their pain, Or, to Italia's fair and sunny skies And see the gore along the tracks of Cain. Where Islam rules, or, to the fiery Russ 'Mongst Greeks, or Boers, you'll ever find it thus, Forgive my country! Truth I now must own. It is. Oh God, today, the same with us. This like the mist before the morning sun Will disappear ere Noon-day's hour is done. And leave to freemen yet a fairer sky Before the race of freedom here is run. But pray withhold thy keen, sarcastic tongue! 'Twas British blood on Bunker Hill that ran, No alien gore the purple currents stained Or done the work the Puritans began. 21 Forgive the rudeness of my limping muse, 'Twould be of gold that I would gladly choose, But where the mintage is of grosser dross Thy patience will the baser coin excuse. Thy voice unveils the prophecies of time. While cleaving dumb the servitors o'f crime With fire that lit the dark Egyptians plane, And brightly glows now in thy classic rh5^me. Pray let that strain in swifter currents flow, 'Twas Briton's blood that first struck freedom's blow, And may that strain the currents purify 'Till its pure stream in every heart shall flow. With freedom's welcome sent to every shore Writ on Columbia's wide and lockless door, That in one loyal bond all may be joined As freemen now, and on forevermore. Perish then, greed and Empire's lawless pride That would a Celt or Puritan deride. Let growing Erin cease her clam'rous cry. And stop the feuds which now her shrines divide. I listen gladly to thy living lyre, Touched with the frenzy of immortal fire, Whose deeper music is of higher strain That falls to me around the lonely pyre. O'er her, for whom the deathless roses bloom With ceaseless fragrance 'round her darkened tomb, Though her dear hands seemed clasped with mine today To break the sadness of my silent room. Thy muse, if late, has newly glorified, The mortal form my love had deified. If, chained now to a gruesome spectral bier My dreams vi^ith grief no more are horrified. Bedewed with tears I know she did not die, Though cold the lip and dim the loving eye That shone so bright with its angelic smile If her fair face now in the grave may lie. 22 Oh Genius with thy sylvan notes inborn Canst thou now here with thyfiner sense endure The accents of a harsher nurse less pure? And then repress thy inward thought of scorn. O Tom! thou has thy father's muse imbued, As if 'twere with eternal love endued With power to raise these mortal forms of clay To thy own sphere of pure beatitude. Let angel dreams the weeping dreamer cheer, To stay his tears upon thy sacred bier. Which flow through griefs our frailer nature brings And walk with him along his pathw^ay here Pray, Genius! wipe thy falling tears away, The moon-lit hill now only holds his clay. While birds at twilight sing around the tomb He waits to meet you in the alley way. THAT HEARTBROKEN MAN I have met him so often, in desolate plight, That his sorrow becomes partly mine ; For the seams on his face are so livid and white They tell of his pain in each line, He has genius and wit, excelling them all, Yet they scornfully class him with rags. As they sneeringly point with contempt to his fall. While he the more hopelessly lags. He's penniless and hapless, this grief stricken man. Whom they once sought to share of his fame. While he full of hope was the first in the van Of the crowd that's now sneering his name. And the wisdom and wit which then pleased the gang Now to them is insipid and flat. The' once of his greatness their lips loudly sang, They cr}^, he is dead as a sprat! Thus they cruelly jostle this heartbroken man With their scorn that can only bring pain, 23 And laugh at his poverty, a curse, and the ban They so heartlessly seek to maintain, Not knowing unwisely they're nursing the thorn He has watered with tears, in his heart, And force him to wish he had never been born As wider their ways run apart. IT WAS NIGH FIFTY YEARS AGO. It was nigh fifty years ago By this same crystal stream. I've run along this winding path With Linda, Em, and Pheme. We listened to this mountain stream, As it went dancing by. That has not changed, as I can see; But, Oh ! how changed am I. And, here, now is the very spot, The path runs near the brink, — For O, dear me! it was so quick. Pray stop and let me think. Old crumpled horn, stood in the path, I gave a frightened scream; He backed and shook his tangle fleece, Then dumped me in the stream. O, can it be so long ago! Yet seems if 'twere today! When we then in our childish sports, Ran back and forth, at play? There is the eddy, and the rock, Out in the swirling brook, Where I've sat waiting for the fish, . That nibbled round my hook. 'Tis here, I used to tie the grass, To see the teacher trip. And there is where I saw her fall, With torn and bleeding lip. 24 Ah, me! How frightened then I was, To see what I had done, And started like a wounded hare, As fast as I could run. Here, on my arm, my aching arm! Where mother laid the bout. Now bears the scar, she quickly made, That never has grown out. And there's the place, I plainly see! Just where the pathway turns, The teacher waited with a whip. From which my back now burns. While here I sit, upon the bank, A thousand mem'ries rise. And I cannot repress the tears, Which fill my weeping eyes. The homestead there, stands weather-w^orn. To add still to my pain, For now no loving face is seen, There through the broken pane. No more, there now, the chorus sings With father, Em and Phene, While there their loving faces rise As if it was a dream. While for now, upon the highest ridge, Are two remembered graves. Where mother and my father, rest, ' Unharmed by wind or waves. And Em and Joe, are sleeping now, Out by the golden gate, While I, a stranger, left to mourn Here, at the ways of fate. For there on yonder hill-side too. My sister Linda lies. Below the tangled, tufted ferns. Beneath her native skies. 25 Here, strangers o'er this path now roam, As thoughtless as was I, While oft for it, my heart will j^earn. And breathe a whispered sigh. DREAMING OF MOTHER I've been dreaming of my mother In the years of long ago! As she stood beside the trellis. Where the roses used to grow, And it seems to me the flowers With the roses in their bloom And her presence with their fragrance Gathers round me in my room. While the lapses of the seasons Are like mem'ries of a dream, That are lost in life's wide ocean. As the winding of a stream! And she stands there in the shadows Of the fragrant lilac shade As she was then by the trellis That her nimble hands had made. Yes, I'm dreaming of my mother. Living o'er our lives again, As she was then with the roses She so fondly loved to train, And she smiles on me so sweetly With the -same fond tender glow As when we were there together In the long, long years ago. O, I'm dreaming of my mother. She seems standing by, my side, With the sun looms weaving flowers In the gladness of her pride And her face with love is smiling With its sweet and tender glow, As she stood amongst the flowers In the long, long years ago! 26 Yes, r dreaming of my mother With a snow wreath round her brow, And she looks to me as lovely, Yes, more lovely, lovely, now, Than when with sunbeams waving Roses in the long ago When her hair was bright and golden That today is white as snow. AS IF 'TWERE MINE I often w^ith reluctant thought. Have sat and worried at my lot, While reason told me 'twas in vain. And found it was all borrowed grief, Which never brought a golden sheaf Or added to my store of gain. While having little here to give. The more I wish and pray to live; That I of knowledge may have store, Of that which is, or is to be. For I have learned it is so free, The more I have, it gives me more. With greater marvels of surprise. If seen by me thro' other eyes, When blind, I find to be my own. In wider circles of research If on a borrowed wing 1 perch. While traversing the great unknown. My day-star then with brighter light. Shines thro' the darkness of the darkest night, And spirits winged with thoughts aflame. From every age and date of time. Sing to me in their prose and rhyme. As if 'twere mine, save, but their fame. Whose crown immortal, none can wear, While of their glory I may share Now in their gifts which are divine; 27 They left to me to live and breathe, In living thoughts they did bequeath Me, in my poverty as mine. A FELLOWSHIP WITH PAIN Was it a mem'ry of the soul. Sung wdth imperfect art; Attuned to notes whose lyre, Was hidden in my heart? It sang of the heart-broken. The suff'ring and the slain, And wrought into my being, A fellowship with pain. It sang of those forsaken, Crushed by a hopeless grief. As earth-ward here they wandered. Without hope of relief. But Oh! How wild the discord! Of passion as it rose. As if the trembling wires. Were strung with human woes. The world that seemed so gladsome. Groaned like a swarming hive. And want joined in the struggle. To keep itself alive. While scattered refuge floated. Athwart its gory floor. And hunger, like an ocean. Engulfed the hapless poor. Oh! Heaven, veil the vision. Dry up the tearful eyes. For innocence and childhood, In prostrate anguish cries. It changed to strains of music. With tones of sweetest airs, 28 And lulled my apprehension, Of sorrow, pain and cares. LIFE HAS MORE GOOD THAN ILL? How true it is, the good exceeds the ill. That burns into the core of life, always; And yet, my soul is sometimes, fretful, dark! Out of the aggregate of pain it may have felt; But I'm no pessimist, that sees but thorns. Beneath the beauty of the sweetest flow'rs. Nor blame my neighbor's thoughts, to mine, unlike. Not cast as mine within their narrow mould ; For they have made him better, I daily see! As is the world, while growing old it is, Tho' much there is, I would that had not been, If of the good, I would that there were more Of sunshine bright, that gives to life its joy. Tho sometimes, filtered thro' a passing cloud. That leaves its tear-marks on an anguished heart. With more of joy, in its brief time, than woe; So I am glad that I so long have lived. If, in the past appears some mem'ries dark; I'm thankful, for all the good I've had, And would, that it, would on, forever, last; If, I could have thee with me, whom I love ? And yet, I own that now my heart is glad. THESE SIMPLE LINES These plain unpolished simple lines Can lay no claim to classic art. The only hope the author shares Is they may reach some aching heart. No semblance too, of cultured thought To please a learned fastidious ear. But to relieve some j^earning soul Storm toss'd, upon life's billows here. 29 Some wanderer, o'er dreary strands Reft of companionship and love, That worries on in helpless plight Or fluttering like a wounded dove. No hope to stay his burning tears When grief has fill'd his weeping eyes, With nameless anguish and despair As faltering on he sinks and dies. To turn to God the faithless gaze Made blind by pain and sorrow's throes And lift it up with hope and love Above all fear of earthly woes. Some one whom here neglect and scorn Have turned their steps from better ways, Oblivious to all sense of joy And help their lips to sing with praise. THIS NEW FANGLED RELIGION The churches now have such a wonderful way — To practice religion, I read of today They've games, and they've fairs, they've sales and they've shows. So much so I wonder if God only knows This new f angled religion that we have today? So mixed up with fun in such wonderful way. They tell me that science is moulding the age, Yet fashion and folly is now all the rage. The Master's plain teaching they scarcely will own — They've found a new way up to God's Holy Throne. This new fangled religion that we have today That's mix'd up with shams in such wonderful way, For the risen Redeemer so seldom is seen — That they have forgotten the poor Nazarene. They climb up to Heaven on steeples built high. With pledges that do all the actions belie, 30 For they say Darwin's evolution is true And change the old notions for those that are new. This new fangled religion that we have today That's mixed up with shows in such wonderful way, And the Holy Redeemer so seldom is seen — That they have forgotten the poor Nazarene. DESIRE O could I have knowledge to unravel The buried records of past ages, Of matter, in all its evolutions, Hidden by the grime of all its changes; Through the wasted fields of their existence, In the voids of its evolving surface, Before, on its pages life was written? If, ever such relation then existed. Did there then fall, to its place, the atom, With knowledge, to fill its appointed purpose. In itself to take the part allotted ; To give the in-born thought expression. In the endless reach of its duration. By the creative force of its own creation, That thro God' itself, is self existent. Wrought by him thro' unseen evolution. To unseal the keys of mind, named human In the unity of his immortality? The architect, in mortality, embodied ; To be, revealed, in forms of life still higher. In its ascension towards the infinite. From thoughts here in the crude mass called clay? A SYCOPHANT With artful simulation of a smile Averse to virtue, and a friend of crime, At night a wanton in the slums of guile By day he shuns the ways of vice and grime. 31 A counterfeit of manhood's real worth A star of fashion in the ranks of fame, A leperous cancer from his early birth And reigning magnate in the slums of shame. A panderer to treachery and to wealth Rules at night when selfishness seeks its prey, To gather in his hoarded store, by stealth A friend of want, and poverty, by day. Approving loud, the sacred ways of truth In secret plots the downward course to shame, Suborning virtue and perverting youth At night a knave, by day he gathers fame. At night where rob'ry does its schemes conceive To whom in haste his wanton steps incline. Deceiving all, yet most himself deceives By day a warden of some holy shrine. AT THE GRAVE OF THE HON. JAMES H. McMURDO Here now beneath this marble slab, In silence sleeps the honored dead, Whose feet no more, at early morn. O'er yonder hillside ways will tread. An ever true and constant friend, He was then loved, and is today. Unmoved here by a jarring world. He went along his even way. To only those who knew him best Were all his manly virtues known. Or love of his unselfish heart By masked deeds of kindness shown. One whom in all the ways of life By nature was more ^visely schooled. Than those of more pretentious caste His clear, impartial judgment ruled. 32 A tear to him will often fall, In deep and rev' rent sorrow here, As man}^ a lingering step ^ will turn — To him in memory held so dear. His kindly glance and genial smile Are miss'd, with deep responsive grief, By those who often sought his aid Which brought to many a heart relief. Here to the mem'ry of his worth. By truth and manhood crownea. We bow with rev'rence as we pass His ashes in this hallow'd ground. A CHRISTMAS PRAYER Pity tonight, the needy poor With hearts crushed down by sorrow, No hope within their lonely door Of a coming bright tomorrow. Pity tonight the weak and sad With grief and pain now broken. Without one joy to make them glad, Nor words of kindness spoken. Pity tonight, the furred cheek Rent with its burning anguish. Moaning away life's span so weak In restless dreams to languish. Pity the beggar on the street. With wan face sadly gazing Down at his shivering, frosted feet With fires before him blazing. Pity tonight each lonely heart That throbs with pangs of sorrow. Weeping o'er those from whom they part And countless ills they borrow. 33 For pity, too, I ask, O Lord, On poverty's child there watching. With tear rent face, the orphan ward, Who weeps o'er her empty stocking. Pity for all whose tears may fall Beneath thy shrine, O Heav'n, For rest lies 'yond thy em' raid wall, And joys to all are given. For pity, too, I now implead On those who riches squander; The angel death with cruel greed Waits for them now out yonder. Pity him, by the vacant chair. With arms there listless lying; Whose tears flow down in his despair With grief to him undying. AN ASH AND ELM An ash and elm with swaying boughs Now does my study window shade And on each shiv'ring pendant leaf The sun his silver dress has laid. Thru 'neath the shadows of the trees Lie beds of clover sweet with bloom Now peopled by the robber bees Which oft invade my cozy room. A blushing rose with lovely face Sways listless in the summer breeze And 'bove me hangs a robin's nest Rock'd gently 'mong the aspen trees. The island in the drowsy stream Lies pensive with its robes of green And floating 'round its borders are The purple water lilies seen. 34 One stately elm does tow'ring rise Above the willows bending by While in the tangled brushwood near The little birdlings safely lie. The bridge above the island's head Which binds this to the nether shore Completes the beauty of my view Save teams now, passing by my door. WONDERLAND Hail watchman what of the night? Elfin wardens answer Lend me the reaches of thy sight Thy presence be my sponsor Joined with thee I will away Ofi to world land yonder Ere the sun proclaims 'tis day Long its streams to wonder. Armed, I thus with vision free Rocks and mountains climbing Crossing valleys, strand and sea 'Neath the moonlight shining. Ether waves with footsteps fleet Vales and hills ascending, Over town and busy street, Marsh and fen descending, Halls of grandeur, and deceit Poverty and sorrow, Minds with wisdom and discreet Reason blind and narrow. Innocence with simple prayers Prays to be forgiven, Wrong exultant in its lair Defying earth and heav'n. 35 Marble homes with splendor built Near want where hunger dwelt, — Craft and error with their guilt Where joy, nor love, are felt Fleeting pathways of my dream Sordid gains and treasures, Where the vortex in the stream Destroyed life's sweetest pleasures. Virtue and vice lie wounded With suffering and care. While pain and grief resounded With wailing and despair. The vinters lost their harvest The arts of commerce gained And still the heart was bravest That suffering most had pained. Stop, O wanderer, stop thy flight Rest thy wings, if weary. Journeys through the lonely night Are made ever dreary. Warriors rode on honors steeds God's best gifts commanding Idols worshipped for their deeds Life and death demanding. Soon an early hour rung out, Sunrise cried, 'tis morning. Vales and hills joined in the shout Spirits, too, rejoicing. The morning hours now recall The early days beginning. Darkness of the midnight wall Is, with laughter ringing. All the sadness of my dream Away in silence vanished. Lighter crafts now line the stream The walls and floors are garnished. 36 Toilers turned, their daily way Bells with joy are ringing, Sunshine marked the edge of day Hearts with joy are singing. If yesterday had care and shift And tears and pain begotten Sunlight sent them all adrift Pain and grief forgotten. The sick inhaled the morning air Its subtle essence breathing, And memories of despair Tears of joy relieving. Postman, thanks to thee for rest The new day's beginning, Heav'n's last and best bequest Bells with joy are ringing. Swifter runs my onward step Elfins join in singing, Mis'ries tears, no more are wept Morning bells are ringing. War and wrong had lost their pow'r Peace, and good will to man. Rang from the Elysean bow'r Aloud, rejoice O man. Millennial songs rang in the day With angel voices singing, Heaven's regained, the angels say Morning bells are ringing. Gabriel by me then swiftly flew Across the Heavenly shore Proclaiming all things, are new, And time will be no more. Thus my broken dream begot An unknown wealth of joy, With all my tears and griefs forgot With life without alloy. 37 "Life was love and love was law," Rivers of glass were flowing, And the tree of life, I saw With its fruit there growing. THE GOODNESS OF GOD O Lord what wonders I perceive As I thy works survey, The sunrise of the early morn Thy glory does display. Though from below the horizon The sun's bright face I see. Reflected by the vaporous waves Of atmosphere to me. At sunset too, I do behold. Though mountains intervene By that same wave refracted back Again its face is seen. Earth's darkened walls do not appear As obstacles of sight. They but display thy wondrous pow'r And glory of thy might. Thy goodness and thy care, O Lord, Preserve thy creatures here, They feel thy presence if unseen And bow, with awe and fear. The sun for us here ever shines To give us food and light, Thy days with gladness all may share And find a rest at night. Thy love and goodness here are seen Thy wisdom they proclaim, And man with all his given pow'rs Should glorify thy name. 38 O Lord how wanting is my sight Or reason to conceive, The life within my beating heart With wonder I perceive. FOX RIVER FROM BELOW KIMBERLY No artist but nature could fashion the beauties Or sketched the wild grandeur adorning each shore Nor pictured thy bosom, that sparkles like rubies Far brighter than jewels a queen ever wore. No pupil untaught by the impress of heaven Could paint the bright glints on thy wavelets aglow As onw^ard thy waters are listlessly driven Swept on thy currents that peacefully flow. The foliage seen on thy mirrors imprinted As breathing the breath of its life giving pow'rs And thy rock-mantled walls with crevices dented Are kissed by the lips of the sweet scented flow'rs. Far echoes reecho the torrents awaken And fly on the wings of the blue cloudless sky — The leaves by the breath of the breezes are shaken Bedewed bj^ the mists as they pass gently by. The gossamer spray from the falls now uprising Whose swift-running currents leap fearlessly down Reflecting the rainbows so lustrously forming On the brink of each shore with gold in its crown. CAESAR CROSSING RUBICON He paused, then made the fearful plunge, The fateful die was cast, At cost of freedom 'twas to Rome, The Rubicon was pass'd. Like Caesar, still how many paused Before the fatal deed, 39 To cause disaster of their own And other hearts to bleed. How many stand upon the brink Lured by the tempting strife, Then yield, and make the fatal plunge That ruins hope and life. How many, too, have Caesar-like At Pompey's pillars fell, Dyed with the purple stream of gore, Sin's lowest depths to swell. CLOVERETTE. Stepping lightly on the floor. Flitting through my study door, Often as I'd heard before, When I saw a little boy. With bright sun-lit eyes of joy, Yet he did not speak a word. Till his hands the curtains stirred. Little did I then expect. That it was my Cloverette! Little sun-eyed, Cloverette! He looked with such laughing eyes. Brighter than the star-lit skies. Where the summer sunshine lies. That kept charming me the while, With the sweetness of his smile, That I seemed to share the joy. Of this bright-eyed timid boy. Till he said, "Sir, here's a letter," Mamma hopes you are better," Then I stood and wondered so. Asked him if his name was Joe, Smiling then he answered "No!" Yet, then, as I heard him speak. Saw the dimples on his cheek. As, if playing hide and seek, 40 Laughing till my eyes were wet, For I knew it was my pet! She had borrowed Bennie's clothes, Dress'd herself from head to toes. And I found without regret. That it was my Cloverette. Darling, sun-eyed Cloverette ! When her in my arms I caught. Shouting, Grand-pa! fooled, you lot THIS WONDROUS WORLD. Written in 1861. How little of this wondrous world I really understand, The records of the rolling wave. The changing pebbled strand. The mighty throbbings of the sea, The heralds of the air. May bear to all eternity The secret thoughts I share. The latest breezes may have brought Some message to my heart. Or bear upon their trembling wings A lesson to impart. A pebble toss'd into the sea. May stir the silent deep. And be the stylus to record Some act for which I weep. The very air of which I breathe May witness now my deed. And in celestial letters write A statement of my creed. Are these the agencies of God The air, the earth, the wave? To write the record of each life From childhood to the grave? 41 To bear away our inmost thoughts Up to his throne on high? And are his messengers in flight, Ascending to the sky? And is all motion, the result Of his surpassing care? Does every soul perceive their touch In earth, in sea, and air? Pray! Heaven grant me my desire To know my soul's bequest Was every act of man designed To make him cursed or bless'd? Are they like rocks, dropped in the sea Forever there to lie? Sunken beneath time's restless wave In that abyss, to die? With no recording hand to write This life's unwritten past? What piercing anguish one must feel O'er loss of mind and heart? Science may look with cold disdain Upon this transient dream. And claim life ends like earthly 'forms Fulfilling Nature's scheme. But what presumption to assume The mind's stupendous pow'r. Is here, evolved, from earth and air As is the fleeting flower? For deeply, 'neath its scented bloom, There lies, the living germ. With life drawn from existing life However, brief its term. Yet never did the germ or bud E'er feel a pang of pain, 42 Its every need was satisfied By earth and air and rain. But O, the soul that is revealed By w^hispers of the heart, From pre-existing life in God Of which it is a part. Yet yearning, ever, more and more, To break its earthly thrall, It watches every lingering ray That may from Heav'n fall. Nor metes, nor bounds, can stay its gaze. Or quench its restless fire. The past it sees with ready view The future with desire. And he who false my dream declares, No ill, to me opines. An ether wave may now record These ill-wrought wrangling lines. GOD MUST KNOW. Could I the silent griefs assuage Of hearts that suffer here. How gladly would I seek the art — It might to mine bring cheer. Could I but find some soothing balm That would here sorrows heal, How quickly I would yield the toil — I might more joy then feel. I know the joys oft woven here Into our human lives. And feel within my heart of pain God's promise still survives. And if like thorns, with torture charged, Once pierced my Saviour's face, 43 I feel the piercing pangs of grief His love cannot efface. And still, if 'twere not for that love, How deep would be the woe Our lives would, like eternal night Have no redeeming glow. Yet why should our poor human hearts Be born to suffer so ? And why it was He suffered thus, An All-wise God must know. WHISPERS OF THE SOUL. From whence the notes that are written Unsung in the depths of my heart? H lacking the sweetness of singers. Possessed by the masters art. Their music of mythical longings With whispers intense in my soul. To brighten the chaos of being. With rapture I cannot control. From whom the feelings they waken With anthems of symphony there? Which ring with the thrills of gladness, Or saddens with grief and despair, No efforts of mine can banish, If voiceless, they linger there still, Enchanting my soul with their gladness And charming my senses, and will. There may be fruition in waiting. For all of life's sufferings and pain. Somewhere in the reaches of being Wrought out in each tremulous strain. Outliving the thoughts and dreamings Inwrought in my innermost soul Awakening the wonderful visions At glimpse they have of its goal. 44 Though often if turning faint-hearted With hopes which I dare not now name, While owning inadequate power, To stand on the threshold of fame, The author, creating the feeling Now haunting with longings my heart May forgive all the frailties of being And failures of knowledge and art. For they are not fancies as fickle As wnnds which unconsciously blow. On green browed hills of bloom and flowers, Or sun-burned dunes or trackless snow. They are sparks from anvils of Heav'n, Effusions of passions and love, — Flames from God's bosom igniting The spirit he breathed from above. AWAKEN ISDORE. Awaken, Isdore, the harp that is sleeping Unstrung in the depth of thy innocent soul Thy hymns ring as clear as the orient's greeting That breaks with its beams, the night's last lurking scroll. Yes, sing, sweetly sing, the notes thou art breathing Around me with gladness so tenderly throng I'm blest with their thought of gladness impleading And cannot now turn from the plaint of thy song. Thy melodies ring now from dreamland, Isdore, To change into gladness life's ocean of tears They will live on, and on, in songs evermore For minstrels to sing down the lapses of years. Thy voice so quick to my heart now appealing At rest on the brink of eternity's shore So tenderly wakes at the touch of thy feeling Methinks I have woke now in home-land, Isdore. Thy harp strung with chords that pulsate with pleasure Infusing my life with unspeakable joy W^hose harmonies ring so deep with their measure 45 They all the dark shadows of evil destroy. Then let thy sweet symphonies ring evermore To drive every pain in my heart now away And leave but the gush of thy song there, Isdore, To brighten the sunshine allotted each day. THE FRIENDS I MEET. There is one friend I dread to meet As nimble as a sparrow, Who says don't do that, Jim, today, There's time enough tomorrow. There's one I vainly try to shun Says Jim, now, can I borrow, A dollar, I'm in need today I'll pay it back tomorrow. There's one whom I am glad to meet When hungry as a sparrow. Says Jim, come in with me to tea. Then no! come in tomorrow. While one, too, somewhere in my heart I must now own, with sorrow, Says Jim, let's have an idle day There's time enough tomorrow. BURNS. There oft along his native ayre His rambling feet have often strayed, When echoes of his orphean lyre Awoke the lone sequestered shade. When curfew rang the close of day And toil and cares were laid aside, His humble home he would survey The glory now of Scotland's pride. 46 The Grampion hills before him rose With Albion's lovely splendor dressed, Where Lordlings safe in their repose His toiling brothers had oppressed. Now Scotland's Lords, proud of his worth There wreathe new laurels to his name, And guard his lowly place of birth To share the glory of his fame. TO SCOTT. The wee bit spot, ye did forget, Has grown and will, "For all that," And many a star with flaming jet Shines in its crown, "For all that." Your prophecy has proved amiss. Of schemes and plots, "For all that." The coward rats, ye stopped to hiss Now rule the seas, "For all that." Their ships now sail on every sea Despite your brag and "All that," Whose millions live in liberty. Ye stopped, with scorn to laugh at. A thousand isles, it now would make Like Albion, "For all that," Which now the hand will grasp and shake. Of that same rat ye sneered at. Now Albion has wiser grown. Despite your taunts, "And all that," For truth and justice rules the throne. In freedom's home, "For all that." The very rats, ye stopped to hiss. Are brothers now, "For all that," And never a prayer to God they miss For Albion now, "For all that." .47 Too, nature's purest, strongest ties, Have joined their hearts, "For all that," And love and friendship underlies Their common lot, "For all that." UP TO GOD. When 1 gather up the harvest Of the swiftly passing years, That is stored along life's by-ways, Which were often lined with tears, And when, sometimes, over anxious, Where my aching feet have trod, — Stopping oft to ask who willed it, Something whispered it was God. When I now recount the blessings Which have fiU'd my heart with joy, From the long-ago of childhood. When 1 was then but a boy. Only seeing bloom and roses. Or, perchance, a golden rod If, I've asked from whom the blessing. Then, there, something answered God. When I find, I often stumble Going down life's swift decline, That the maker surely fashioned. For me. by his own design, Then, I've wondered at its roughness. Why it weren't a velvet sod That my \\ay might been made easy, Then, there, something said, ask God? When I've seen, along the roadway. All my loving ones fall out. It then filled my heart with sorrow, Or yet, more, perchance, with doubt. For I've felt a strange temptation As along the way I've trod Here to lay all my misgivings Just to the acts of God. 48 Stopping then to read the land-marks That would tell me of the way, Pointinj^ out the end I'm nearing I then only, now can say, Tho' the way I might made clearer Than the ones I may have trod, For I've found they all are leading Every foot-step up to God. BY FANUEL HALL. (Memories of over sixty years ago from Dorchester to Bunkerhill.) Veiled dimly in the lowering mist Where art and genius, long had vied Their classic trophies to erect. To my uncultured thought denied, The Gibralter of our liberty. And first to freedom's rights here claim, Long may thy strong foundations stand. To mark thee, as the hall of fame. By where historic statues rose. Inscribed oft with an honored name. Yet that which charmed my boyish heart Was Franklin's with his crowning fame. 'Twas there, that brave immortal clan. Raised freedom's strong heroic arm That filled, the British selfish king And all his lordlings with alarm. No early clamor then arose Save as the trusty, watchman pass'd. In answer to a warning call Of riot, with its ringing blast. 'Twas there, her sons imbued with fire The holy war for freedom won, And gave their lives as sacrifice To venge the wrongs by Britton done. 49 There Choate and Webster often worked To frenzy, once, the listening throngs, And Phillipps, with resistless pow'r Declaimed against his country's wrongs. The sun rose from its couch of gold And flung its bright fantastic rays, To greet the waking world below With answers of repeated praise. The vernal breezes floated by The odorous incense of the plain, On drifting wings of ether foam Out to the sun-kissed lashing main. All nature then in praises joined With gladness at returning day, Save where a brooding wayman stood Or muttered on his lonely way. While there a giddy loiterer smiled With languid step along the way. Whose silly trappings plainly proved That they were fashioned for display. The drowsy tenants of the night Had woke to greet the early hour, While bright and pearly jewels clung To every sweet dew-laden flow'r. The song birds sang from wetted throats ' With raptures of a living lyre, And nature seemed attuned with joy. In vestures of her bright attire. The grazing herds had climbed the hills Or roamed with freedom down the glades While passing waymen stopped to view Or rest there in the leafy shades. I too, with joy the scenes beheld As turning oft again to view Or halting in my anxious mood Some pleasing thought then to renew. 50 The earl}' tollers' voice then rang With mingling medleys of the birds Re-answered from the far off hills By lowing of the grazing herds. Then Bunker-Hill's high tower rose All aglow with the setting sun, And where my tired feet then were Once stood the feet of Washington. While yonder nigh its granite base Heroic Warren's blood was shed, And there beneath the green "lush grass" The nation's heroes lie there dead. And here and there, ac'ross the plain Green hedgeways marked some proud estate, Where friends with friends await their friends, Some jocund legend to relate. And far off in the reach of space The glistening flash of church spires rose, With flying trains in swnft pursuit Or resting there in mute repose. The lashing dirges of the sea Repeated back their droning sound. By inharmonious harps attuned, From rock, to rock, with quick rebound. Whose muffled voices loud and deep Then echoed down the distant lea, The breaking waves against the shore Re-echoed back, to it and me. While ocean monsters of the waves Nigh there then to the rocky strand, Where anxious hearts waited with jo)^ To see again their native land. Then often as I homeward turned Met wealth, and splendor's grand attire, And there, too, in that crowded throng Was haggard want and blind desire. 51 When swift along that halting mass There answered back from man to man, A voice which rang with loud reproof, "Man's inhumanity to man." Such are the frailties of the mind When crazed by greed's ambitious pow'r Or blind forebodings of the heart And dark surmises of the hour. Then want and worth joined the refrain, Reverberated back with cheer, While in the twilight's misty haze The cross of Christ stood bright and clear. Soon that inevitable hour To solve the mystery of life, Will come to solve the doubts and fears Of mingled sorrows, joy and strife. The vestal church bells loudly rang From Park streets' high and lofty tow'r. Proclaiming that the day was done, At even-tide's brief, restful hour. Thus closed, there, then, my early jaunt As mem'ry now the way defines Where wealth and want, and war had reigned, And truth and error, left its lines. WHEN THE CRY OF SUMPTER'S FALLEN. When the cry of Sumpter's fallen Echoed through our land and main. With our country's flag half masted For our loyal heroes slain, Rose a voice of vengeful clamor Which across the northland broke And a million sons of freedom To the battle cry awoke. 52 On each warrior's face was written What his loyal heart w^ould seal Death to all his country's traitors Death with burnished flashing steel. On abreast like torrents rushing Fleet the host of freedom sped With their nerves of iron tramping O'er the living and the dead. Oh ! what tears of anguish mingled With the sufferings of the slain, From the homeland wives and mothers As they viewed that royal train. Oh ! what words of love unspoken Breathed within the maiden's heart As the pallid, silent, hopefuls Clasped her lover's hand to part. God of heaven, e'er did freedom Ask so great a sacrifice Or has ever hum^an passion Worn a deeper deadly guise. Swiftly by me all the morning They've been passing rank and file, Bravely through the northland chanting Songs of freedom all the while. Home again their ranks are filing Slowly to a martial knell, For the lost the dead and dying. Left in battles w^here they fell. The eternal wage of freedom Lying gory, stark, and cold, — Yet the nation has embalmed them, On its pages writ with gold. 53 TO MELVIN. Happy hearted little boy, Full of laughter, full of joy, Writing with your infant hands On life's shifting, drifting sands, O ! what sunshine fills thine eyes. Bright as are the sun-lit skies. Unrestrained by rod or rule Taught in nature's wondrous school, Happy, joyous, wild and free. Busy as a honey bee, In the flowers on the hill Eating honey to its fill. Climbing up life's golden stair. Building castles in the air. Building now and then a plan For tomorrow, little man, Learning wisdom in thy school Without book and without rule. Never crimes or sorrow knew, In the sunshine as ye grew. Ever toiling all the day Happy at your work or play, Mongst the castles that you trace With the sunshine in your face. Laughing over halls you build, Here and there with wonders filled. With your playmates by your side In your young unselfish pride, Sowing seeds that soon will grow Thorns or roses, who may know? God alone can only tell? Yet to him who doeth well, Will with knowledge here be fed, And by love and truth be led, Thus dear happy little boy, Build with truth, with hope and joy. 54 A FARMER'S WIFE. Running here, and running there, Burdened with her endless care With so much to do indeed, How can she get time to read ? Everything is topsy turvey, Every moment in a hurry, Stop the papers quick indeed, For she has no time to read. Thus the live-long day she sighs, Making bread, or baking pies, Stop the papers with all speed, How can she find time to read ? There's four boys and that old man. With herself, and husband Dan, All to care for, and to feed. How can she get time to read? Thus she worries, day and night, While her hair is turning white. Chasing chicks, with their feed. How can she find time to read ? Here and there in a flurry. Always something, hurry, hurry! With so many mouths to feed. How can she get time to read ? There's a library full of books See how wan, and tired she looks. Stop the papers quick indeed. How can she get time to read ? Coats and mittens on the floor. Caps and other things a score, How can she find time to read ? Stop the papers quick indeed? Mabel with her soft, white hands, Not made to wash or scrub, 55 Befitting, some high station here, Waiting in a ladies' club. Suns may rise, and suns may set. And worth and virtue get no heed. Leaving her to toil and care. How can she get time to read ? TO A LADY. Dear lady as I often turn To where I met thee last My heart with rapture then will burn As if again by me you pass'd. When swifter beats my throbbing heart As from my lips thy name will fall, With gladness that the thoughts impart Of pleasures which they do recall. Thine eyes appear like burnished gold With angel smiles thy cheeks are dress'd. While trancing beauty does enfold Each pulsing motion of thy breast, Could fitful nature e'er conceived Of innocence, as thine combined, With beauty not to even exceed The greater virtues of her mind. MILDRED. Nature's sweetest, fairest flower, Sparkling with a roseate hue. Blest with love's surpassing power. Sweeter than the morning dew. Tangled curls and eyes of brown. Lips of pearl so sweet to kiss. Wrapped within thy em'rald gown. Fairy-like, my elfin miss. 56 Lovely child in life's glad May, Cast, 'twould seem, in angel mold, Full of laughter, full of play. May God bless thy heart of gold. TO GENEVIEVE. I often see the placid smile That lit thy sweet and lovely face. As from thy lips then rang the while Sweet music with such classic grace. Whose notes I never will forget Nor charm that seemed to me divine. That more endearing seem still yet To draw my heart sweet child to thine. Fond mem'ry will here, gladly wake The bliss I too, so oft shall feel, While wishing in my arms to take Thy lips from which a kiss to steal. To lull to rest some lonely hour As I thy songs and face recall With eyes of such bewitching pow'r They do like sun-rays round me fall. TO ADA. Thy rosy face dressed with the flush Of envious sunbeams dancing there, On dimpled cheeks with smiling blush That loiter long thy smiles to share. If sometimes there an angry pout Unconscious from thy lips may fall. Thy cheerful nature soon drives out And scarce a line, can I recall. If rankling passions fill thine eyes Defiant as if 'twould consume, 57 'Tis but a moment's brief disguise They soon their laughter will resume. If still in thy impulsive heart There lingers there an angry thought, Love w^ill soon with thy native art Disown the lines it may have wrought. While then thy pure immortal soul That angry passion will disprove, And love impassion 'd love control Until it does the thought remove. May long my darling Venus live With every earthly pleasure bless'd, A wish to her, I freely give. To whom I have these lines address'd. TO CLINTON AND RAYMOND. Whatever in life you find to do Do it without complaining. Never a fear about the way You'll find that by trying. Whatever course you may mark out Keep on that way pursuing; The chances are, 'twill bring success To him who keeps on doing. Never a hill so steep or high Without some way of climbing. You'll find it if you only try 'Tis only found by trying. And while you're toiling laugh and sing, A cheerful heart's worth having, A miser's greed will spoil the soul And spoil the heart by halving. A spendthrift is like Satan's boot Which can't be fill'd by filling. And is as useless to mankind As is to him a shilling. 58 TO MR. AND MRS. GEORGE DOWNEY AT PARTING. Too, soon the parting moment comes When friends from friends are reft apart, And friendship's sweetest pleasures end To leave for each a wounded heart. If oft reluctant tears may fall As time again the past reviews, They w^ill bring back, remembered joys Which are fond mem'rys sacred dues. They oft repeated will return In mem'ries of departed ^^ars, And will relieve the heart of pain If too, may be, it is with tears. May they to you here oft appear With rapture, mirth and welcome glee, A pleasure which I wish dear friends May often fall with joy to thee. MY COUNTRY. My country stirs my innmost thought At mention of its name, With records of its noble deeds Crowned with immortal fame. As mem'ry brings in swift review Her genius and her worth, With heritage of liberty God's crowning gift on earth. Though error now may blindly strive To plant its covert feet. It has no grant of franchise here, And soon will meet defeat. If justice turns with weeping eyes From sights it would disown, 59 And manhood gazes with dismay Upon its fallen throne, Yet glory crowns her youthful name With justice, truth and pow'r. The ward of freedom's sacred right Its gracious holy dow'r. If chance a wanton cloud obscures, The sun-light from above. Now smiling on its virgin soil Is fellowship and love. For every breeze across its shores With balmy breath inspires, Thy sacred love of liberty Its gift of pilgrim desires. Nor greed, nor wrong with all their strength Cannot 'gainst it prevail. For it is built upon the rock That error can't assail. I CANNOT HONOR WAR. I cannot honor deeds of war, Nor wreathe a warrior's tomb ; I know its sequence is but death. Its fruits are fruits of gloom. Tho' pampered by a nation's pride, And lauded for its pow'rs. There is no perfume for the dead, Tho' wreathed with bloom and flow'rs. I'd mourn then for the widow's grief, The fatherless in tears; That now are weeping desolate, Thro' all their living years. I'd wreathe for them a magic wreath, With love its only shield ; And for the silent dead lips, dumb, Upon the battlefield. 60 I would rebuild the Cross once raised, Nigh the Assyrian shore; On which no plumaged helmet there, Its martyred hero bore. I'd trust now to its matchless pow'rs, With deeds of love and peace ; To heal the furrowed scars of wrong, Till martial pride should cease. If sleeping now, their loving hearts, Below the clamorous wave, Or if beneath a foreign turf, They find a silent grave, No chaplets twined for sleepers there, Can now their lives restore, It is for those whom here they loved. That I now care the more. COLUMBIA. Columbia shall now thy lust Of military pow'r. Betray the birthright held in trust Of Freedom's holy dow'r? Shall blinded love of empire raise Aloft its draggon head ? And on thy stary fields to blaze The lie that Freedom's dead ? Shall its proud spirit with contempt Humanity betray? And lead here by its base attempt The nation's heart astray? Shall Columbia e'er forget The price that freedom cost. Lured by the star of empire set Above, where it was lost? 61 Heaven forbid, these oft-freetold lies, This shameless bold device, When Washington now loudly cries To follow his advice? MR. SO AND SO. The greatest folly of the mind, Of Mr. So and So, He does not know that he is blind, And yet, in truth 'tis so. He knows of this, and knows of that, Yet when himself he sees He never knows of his red nose Nor snakes that twist his knees. THE MEADOW MOLE. It was this morning through the grass I drew my keen-edged scythe, When peering from the tangled mass Appeared two shining eyes; Then dodging back into its hole, I saw it was a meadow-mole. But on I went then thoughtless by. Not heeding what I saw, 'Till on my blade there wriggling lie A mouse's bleeding claw. And from her half -hid, grassy hole, I saw again the meadow-mole. There, writhing in a gory flood. Four little mousies laid And on the ground their dark red blood The mother there surveyed I heeded not her mournful dole. For it was but a meadow-mole. 62 But then — I could not quite conceal A feeling of remorse, And own I did some sorrow feel For each cold, mangled corpse. But why should I care to condole The mis'ries of a meadow-mole? Reflective, then, a stroke I gave, But still her wistful glance I could not banish from my gaze, While with each step's advance I wished then -deeply in my soul, I had not harmed the meadow-mole. For something whispered in my heart With shame I must confess, I had not done a manly part To cause a mouse distress For in her eyes a living soul Seemed glancing from the meadow-mole. And why should I, when pleasures free Fall from God's willing hand. Have caused that mouse its misery. Or pain to follow man? Too late with grief did I condole The sorrows of that meadow-mole. How often has ambition's curse In greedy search of gold Changed all the joyous fields of earth To icy seas of cold. And cared no more the joys it stole Than I did for the meadow-mole. How oft a cold and cruel world Replete with evil pow'rs, Has fallen on the hearts that heard Like frost upon the flow'rs, Yet careless of the injured soul As I was of the meadow-mole. 63. IN MEMORIAM. The rustling leaves, in whirling pools, Flutter around my door, And sullen winds with dismal round, Keep up their mournful roar. The autumn sun, with lurid beams. Shines through my lonely room. And every voice sounds like a dirge. That echoes from the tomb. My heart, with its imprisoned pain, Is torn with anguish's throes; 'Tis flooded to its very brim, With more than earthly woes. While every step that passes by. Shrieks like the lapwings wail. And tears alternate with the blast. My broken heart assail. Her step, that softly passed my door. Will never cross the stile. Nor will she light my hapless years. Again with her sweet smile. Save mem'ries of unselfish love, Expressed by kindly deed, That break anew the sacred ties. Which cause my heart to bleed. Heaven, can she from thy far shore, See this sad face of mine. Or hear one plaintive cry of grief, Arise to thy fair Shrine? The pathway of my weary life Seems desolate and bare, For human nature's failing force. Shrinks with its dread despair. .64 I walk where often we have walked, Together, side by side. And Oh, my God, why is it thus! Why was it that she died ? Oh, God, soon may new rays of light. Rise from her crumbling dust, And save my sinking soul from death. They must, they must, they must! Shall faith fade from my mortal eyes, So blinded with despair. And this dense cloud of hov'ring gloom, Close 'round me every where? The drooping flow'rs against the pane. That gladdened once my heart. Now with their faded, falling leaves. Seem to new pain impart. Tho' friendship, oft with pity's gaze. Would of my sorrows share, Alas, a ghost of solitude. Sits in her vacant chair. Can she know of my suff'ring here, And still be blest above. Or 3^earns she now to soothe my heart, With ever deepening love? If so, these pangs far worse than death, Like mists would fade away, And leave the only wish I crave. To meet her there, "Some day." Oh, God, hold firm my palsied hands. For now, I see her face, Ah, yes, drive back death's dread alarms. And stay my heart with grace. 65 TO MRS. HANNAH BARNUM. How sacred, dear friend, are the mem'ries of childhood, Endeared to my heart by the scenes they renew So lavish with gladness were the days of my boyhood Now swiftly repassing again in review, Repeating with fervor, the fondest emotions Whose heydays of sunshine around me now twine, Awaking again the old recollections Still dear to my heart, if forgotten in thine. May thine be the gladness, so welcome to me Of mem'ries returning that you cannot forget, With day-dreams of glory, to long for thee shine And never in darkness or sorrow to set. May ever my harp with gladness be wakened, By pleasures I always can claim as my own. For the pathways of mem'ry can never be darkened. If shaded with sorrow, though traversed alone. THE SUN HAD SET. The sun had set, and the twilight. Hung on the edge of the day. While the last dim rays of evening, Slowly were drifting away. And the tangled leafllets fluttered. As the noiseless winds went by. And the wild-birds songs then ringing, Re-echoed adown the sky. Life, left to the wings of fancy. Drank free of its dreamful store. As thought, on the waves of gladness, Roved onward, from shore to shore. Mind, in the revel was master, O'er leaping with joy, if blind By charm that ever will brighten. The jewels of the heart and mind. 66 I stood In the range of the shadows, Grasping a pebble or pearl, That shone so bright in the darkness. It set all my heart awhirl. Not knowing its priceless value, So swift was the passing thought, There came to me like a vision, A glance of my earth-life lot. Whatever my hands had gathered, I knew should be wrought in gold. Or left like dross to be watered, With tears to me manifold. There rose before me, a mountain, Crossing the way where I stood. Its sides were both steep and rugged. Or pathless, covered with wood. IF MY FAULTS ARE LEGION. I gazed at the talent to me given. And a moment stood dismayed. With many a pain and heartache, At the trust to me conveyed. Murmuring then, at my findings. And manner it should be wrought. Till visions grew wider and wider, Far out of my reach of thought. The symbol, I understood plainly, Admonishing me of life, And will'd within me to govern, And meet its dangers and strife. A ray o'er the mountain lingered, Far above its crown of snow. Revealing across the summit, A way over which to go. 67 I wondered then, at the treasure, And int'rest it would command ; Knowing how weak was the holder, To toil with the brain or hand. The darkness kept fleeing and fleeing. And left scarce a trace behind, While hope sprung up in my bosom. Giving new strength to the mind. A thought too, came at the instant, Of Him who's able to give. And if my faults are legion. He is willing to forgive. IS THERE SO POOR A SOUL. Is there so poor a cringing soul To bow here to an aristocrat. Then pass a hungry beggar by Without one sympathetic sigh It only should be laughed at. And is there one that's poorer yet That lives for self and only that? Then pity him, yes pity him Whose narrow vision is so dim. You should not scoff or laugh at. It has no real manly worth And is at most a heartless scat, In stations high or stations low A worshiper alone of show. That honest men will laugh at. If rich or poor, they lack of sense And stop and bow, to this and that When liveried shylocks by them pass If known to be a soulless class To be despised and scoffed at. 68 Sir, if you are an honest man With love and law in compact, Don't let ambition, greed or pride Draw you from your ways aside To then be scorned and laughed at. By every man of heart and brains If beggar born or autocrat, A cringing soul, all should despise. E'en poverty with weeping eyes As something to be laughed at. If one so blind may now exist. Then poor soul beware that Your desert, here, will soon be rue; And deeply as your heart may rue You'll surely then be laughed at. For nature to itself is true. And often seems so hard that We turn away from what is due. While owning in our hearts 'tis true, The more then to be laughed at. Then let not station now divide Our erring hearts, for all that. For worth will prove the only claim, That's worthy of an honored name All honest men will bow at. VISIONS. Now my heart seems even gladdened by the visions of the past And I hear a footstep coming, light as moon-beams in their flight; With the shadows deftly hiding, deeper shadows, which they cast. Till my heart is over-gladdened with the vision in my sight. 69 When the sombre )^ears grow brighter, as the vision re- appears, With a footstep treading softly, lighter, than the falling dew Till the curtains, rise, now hiding in the mist of falling tears, Bring again the sacred vision, brightly to me in re- view. And I wait, the footsteps coming, down a well remem- bered way. When a thousand fancies gather swiftly back on mem'rys wings. From the golden shores of dreamland, dimly seen with fading ray, Till awakened by the gladness and the rapture which it brings. O PALLAS. O, Pallas, lend thy wanton wing To fly from tempting cares away, And feast on bloom, of laughing spring Whose dews repel its swift decay. To drink the nectar of the flow'rs. Ere bloom, and sweetness there shall die Where fragrance fills, kind nature's bow'ers, And cloudless sunshine lights the sky. Where welcome to his step and rest The early wanderer oft will hear, And love, and pleasure all have blest, Nor yet, will fall a sigh or tear. When sweetness fills the early morn That night's delicious dew supplies. Nor yet, obtrudes no bitter thorn, Nor storms, or winds, invade the skies. 70 AWAY WITH THE VISIONS. Away with the visions I painted with pleasure, Their brief dreams of glory have faded or fled, Whose sweet inspiration so free without measure Forever have yanished or silent and dead. The efforts in vain I so lavishly wasted Through frailties of nature which fell to my lot While charmed with elixir, if sweetly it tasted As quickly to perish, as visions it wrought. Away with the visions I painted with pleasure. Their brief dreams of glory have faded or fled, Excepting their phantoms a moment surviving. Repeating their visions, save loss of their charm I crave not, nor care not for jewels adorning The crowns of the monarchs, or magnates of fame They soon fade away as the dews of the morning Oft leaving no virtues to honor their name. Away, O, away; life's vain dreamings forgetting As the last rays of twilight too soon disappear, For sunsets of glory more bright in their setting Repeating tomorrow's more glorious here, While they will forever new changes awaiting With emblems, still brighter of effluent flame, Repeating in mem'ry or visions divining Far brighter than all of earth's annals of fame. Away with the glory of armies and navies, Against all the precepts, and gospel of peace. In citing contempt for the palm that it raises, While the lustings of power and empire increase Away with the pretence of friendship repeating To end inhumanity, "man here to man," When every action implies by its teaching That glory and conquest, alone, is thy plan. Away with repeating thy love and devotion. When selfishness marks every path ye have trod, And falter 'tween precept and blind adoration. At war with the spirit, and worship of God, Let the day beams of Heaven, new wisdom impart 71 Until night shades of error shall break into day, And love and devotion shall bind heart to heart, On earth, as in Heav'n, to God's will obey. MARGUERITE. Thou whisp'ring wslH of lisping song, Breathe now thy sweetest and tenderest lay, 'Till every heart in sorrow's throng, Shall sing with gladness on its way. Let strains of passion's mingled fears. Cease pulsing down on mem'ry's wing, 'Till all the griefs of slumb'ring years. Have lost the torture of their sting. O ! let thy voice, fair Marguerite^ Re-echo like a running stream. While it moves on in swift retreat, To melt as whispers of a dream. And as it wakes the sleeping leas, We'll hear thy vesper music ring. Far o'er the deeps of mystic seas. As sweet as voices of the spring. While down life's restless stream it rolls. In ebbing heart-throbs all divine. To rift the pain of human souls. With thrills of gladness wrought in thine. A USUAL OCCURRENCE. My little, bright eyed darling Am, Now bangs the door, quick, with a slam ! Then peeping, out her baby nose. As fair as Venus in her pose; She goes off dancing on the run, Her laughing eyes so full of fun ; And grabs poor puss, by head or tail. While tripping, hopping, down the rail, 72 To dump her in the washing-dish, Shouts, Mamma! Kit swims like a fish! Then smiling, with an artless glance, She runs off with a wilder prance; 'Till frightened by Kit's maddened yawl. As she runs swiftly round the hall, Shouting, "Mamma!" "Come and see Am! An grandpa, oo! come see the fun," 'Till she and Kit, falls with a slam Crying, "Mamma, O, catch Kit, run!" Mamma, quick catch Am. Suggested by a view of the city of Appleton, and the twin cities of Neenah and Menasha. AT TWILIGHT. It is the hour when Nature seeks repose, Which brings to weary toilers peace and rest; When free from cares their daily cares impose. And troubled hearts, are once, if briefly, blest ; While they beneath night's boundless fields of blue, In dim forgetfulness, beat warm and true. The nodding trees, now dozing in their sleep, In drowsy slumbers to their rest betake; While, there the sun, sinks in the bronzy deep, Half pillowed in the bosom of the lake ; And here the spires above the college domes, Where busy students write their classic tomes. Now pensive night, drives out the light of day. And silv'ry clouds fling back their fading glow; With vales and fields receding far away, Down which, rich streams of milk and honey flow; For here, grim want ne'er stalks about a door. Nor hunger haunts, the humble, toiling poor. Here science smiles upon the works of art ; And knowledge thrives, for knowledge is the cause Of gladness, dwelling in each freeman's heart, 73 Ruled by the sway of wisdom's gracious laws; While the dull tinkling warbling of the stream, Makes Nature seem a sweet, delicious dream. Industry's wheels, now rouse my thoughtful mood, Where honest wage well earns its daily bread ; While crooning songsters in the sleeping wood. On tangled boughs are singing o'er my head ; For twilight bids all creatures now rejoice. While in pursuit of pleasure there by choice! O man, who builds the fires of discontent. To stir the smouldering embers of distrust, By schemes, ambition coldly does invent. To riot in its selfishness and lust While God and Nature, both conspire To fill, to him, his measure of desire. Heaven, thy dews are freely now distilled. And the surcease of goodness here now proves For the Paternal blessings Thou hast willed ; As o'er the heart, thy Holy Spirit moves; While Nature, with a sweet resounding chord, Repeats the promise of Thy Holy word ! But hark! the medly of the night-bird lays. Of crooning songsters on the passing breeze That echo back with loud responsive praise Their joj^ous music, with the fluttering leaves. While swifter on, with deeper passions roll The sweetest music of the human soul. The lily, with its queenly costume dress'd, Feigns no contempt, beside a withered rose; Nor on the Pansey's loving lips have press'd. Does it for once, a jealous look disclose; Then why, is man with all his grace and pow'r. Less, than, the greatest, or, the humblest flow'r? The rising moon through misty vapor wades, Above the glow of bright electric fires; While, nestling in the evening bloom and shades. Twin cities rise, with glist'ning, sparkling spires; 74 And far, across the skies of star-lit hue, Are oceans yet, of deeper, clearer, blue. No rocks, like Scotia's breast the tumbling sea, To turn it back, like beasts to find their lair; Yet, golden harvest crowns the fruitful lea, And vales and hills are more than Albion fair; While, Freedom's temples, do, as proudly rise As those that stand 'neath blue Venetian skies. Here manhood thrives, and virtue wins reward ; For equal justice swaj^s the cause of right. With Truth and Love, the only honored ward, Restraining wrong and giving right its might ; Here long shall stand, fair Freedom's tree, Nursed by the prayers and tears of liberty. For there beneath yon rising burnished tow'rs, The classic halls of learning proudly stand. Where minds are taught through many weary hours That Love and Truth, must rule a freeman's land ; The rock on which our freedom first was built, To break the Tyrant's blade, back to its hilt. Tho' some vain dream, of transitory pow'r. With its illusions, to delude the free, May strike at freedom, for a briefless hour; A still-born waif, it soon will prove to be. And then, some Orpheus with his harp in hand, Will sing the praises of his native land. THE MEETING AT THE SPYE. I was so stupid and bashful. Timidly, foolish and shy, I would go around the corner, When Bessie went by the sype. And when we met at the crossing. She seemed to act strangely too, ' Her face, as red as a Robin's, And mine was crimson, I knew. 75 At night when homeward we started She seemed then silent and sad Yet a smile her face would brighten, As if to say she was glad. My feet at a straw would stumble, And I own I knew not why, While I waited a moment longer For her lips to say good-bye. I stood long there in the silence As I heard her sweet voice ring, For she could sing like the angels Sweeter than May-birds in spring. Her notes rang back in the sunset, On wings of the passing breeze, Or fell, like the silvery moonbeams In shades of the drowsy trees. At noon again as I pass'd her A tear then fell from her eyes And from my troubled heart there sped, The film of its false disguise. And all day long my anxious thoughts Tried to drown their inward pain It only increased the feeling For it would return again. When next we met at the corner Dark clouds hung low in the sky, The lightning flashed bright and fiercely, I knew of the danger nigh. Running in haste to the crossing To find her there by the stye, Seemingly, then, lifeless and dead, — I cried Oh, God, will she die? Her lips were white as the lillies, I grasped her up in alarm. And her eyes seemed then to brighten The lightning did her no harm. 76 I bore her to the farmhouse 3'onder As I pressed her lips to mine While she kiss'd me back the answer Which I answered back from mine. The old house is still there standing Where together w^e have grown old, While weaving life's w^ebs of gladness Woofed and warped with threads of gold. I often wait at the corner There, now to hear Bessie sing For she can sing, like the angels. Sweeter, than May-birds in spring. HALL AND L Hall was once a farmer's boy But now he stands so high, For he is such a gentleman And pray too what am I ? The very things I do dislike He loves, this gentleman ! And tells me of my wasted life ; Then how, to be a man. Hall sees the beam that's in my eye, Yet far, as I have known. He never seems to feel the mote That is now in his own. Hall draws from 'neath his satin vest A tinseled cigarette. And cries, O Tom, your life is hard I do, old boy, regret ! Hall likes to ride my saddle horse With looks so bright, serene. Believing that I'm so well pleased He can afford to lean. 77 Hall smiles to see me drink the milk Though he dislikes the taste, Then blandly swallows down the cream And turns away in haste. Hall likes to sit upon the fence, And see me milk the cow, And praises me for all the skill I have to hold the plow. He asks me for a ten pound note To hold him at the Hub, And kindly then he asks my vote To help him in the club. Yet do not think, I mean to say For once that Hall is mean, For he is such a gentleman He's somehow learned to lean. He says he'll soon be governor; Or go to Congress sure, If not he'll own half Higate street, His titles are secure. For Hall is such a gentleman, He knows 'bout this and that, And keeps me posted 'bout the times For he lives in a flat. Yet Hall was once a farmer's boy. He owns it with a sigh. And now he is a gentleman But O, pray what am I ? ONE BACKWARD STEP. He one backward step has taken How soon are more to follow, Till thorns and thistles only, grow In his neglected fallow? 78 THERE IS A CHARM. There is a charm you do possess, Nor time, nor art, displaces, Alternate, hopes and fears arise, As I now view thy graces. How vain attempts are, to disguise. My sense of joy and pleasure. Like Phoebus in his bronzy deeps, With its exhaustless measure. Erewhile, a fancied dream is dreamt, That brings but pain at waking. While every effort simply fails. At all attempts offshaking! And yet, as Phoebus's golden flame. It is to me alluring. And every impulse of my heart. But makes it more enduring. ELSINORE. Rise, O troubled heart and listen To the voice of Elsinore, In the drowsy midnight speaking Evermore and evermore. Dark as Hebe my life is clouded Now with sorrow, Elsinore, For thou art now unforgotten. Nor to be here, nevermore. Toss'd on grief's wild breaking billows, Waiting for thee evermore. With my weird and wizard fancies That roll on from shore to shore. Pleading with imploring gesture. Now to see thee, Elsinore, As the darkness gathers darker Bound me now, and evermore. 79 Rift the veil now intervening Here between us, Elsinore, For the shifting shadows gather, As they never did before. Bove the vesper whispers calling As I hear thee, Elsinore, In the mystic gloaming darkness. Now forever, ever, more. That with thee I may awaken From my grief, I now implore, With no darkness intervening. Then, between us, Elsinore. Cleave away the closing vapors From thy face, dear Elsinore, Let the mystic midnight vanish From between us, Elsinore. WHY DID YOU WAKE ME, DARLING? To Hattie. O, why did you wake me, darling? I thought I was over there And the faces round me smiling Were to me divinely fair. Yet I know you would not, darling, Have wakened me from my rest; If you'd known that I was, darling. With her whom we all love best. Yes, why did you wake me, darling. They had raiments white as snow; Yet why should I blame you, darling? For I know you did not know. Oh! why did 5^ou wake me, darling, I thought I was over there. With your mother with me, darling. Standing by her vacant chair. 80 But why should I blame you, darling? When I know you did not know She was there beside me, smiling. With her raiments white as snow. No, I will -not blame you, darling. Though I was then over there, She w^ill soon again be smiling. By me in my old arm chair. If you find me sleeping, darling. Do not disturb my chair. Let me keep on sleeping, darling, You will know she's with me there. ON THE SNOW CRESTED HILL. Yon bleak snow- crested hill, So lonely lies, in a silent rest. Wrapped with its mantle, cold and still; Around its crest. Hid there from light of day. Where no wandering dirges rambling by Can on her drowsy slumbers prey. Or cause a sigh. She 'neath the waning moon. There sleeps, tenant of a dead love lost ; Before the close of life's bright noon. She scarce had cross'd. The stars may shine serene. From temples 'bove her sepulter'd brow; And chasing winds the hills careen, As they may now. Spring's misty vapors, dank, May wake again the sleeping bowers ; And crown once more their fretting bank, With bloom and flowers. 81 The sunshine melts its snows, Chasing echoes' echo down thy sides; Or hide away in mute repose, As chance decides. No more as in the past, With thee, my loitering steps invade; Tho' soft be there, the breeze or blast, Thro' thy lone shade. This tear-kiss'd clover leaf, The one memento, press'd now to my heart; As a dear sacred treasured sheaf. We will not part. It was Heaven's decree. Thru all these sad years now floating by ; That I in grief should turn to thee. Where thou dos't lie. But soon, ere-while, some morn, Without the plaint of long dead years; They'll lay me here beneath the thorn, Reft of my tears. 'Till we shall hear the voice, Re-echo, sweetly, down the hill and shore ; Awake, and gladly now rejoice! Forevermore. WHY OWN TO DISCONTENT. Why should I own to discontent, If this be but my monument: These simple lines to fade away. As drifting dust or mould or clay. In which no one a thought will trace, Or genius find a resting place; But turn from it with scorn or ire, Unconscious of my soul's desire. While toiling on, with fear and hope, As clamb'ring up with pain the slope ; 82 Where brighter genius holding sway, Outreaching far my steps today. I see high on Parnassus' brow, The golden sheaves there, shining now, Thru rustling banks of waving trees. That flutter softly in the breeze, Above my lonely hermitage, Beclouding now, each line and page ; Down from their high veiled battlement, Whose winding pathway, time has rent. O'er which I hear the shambling tread. Of those whom now, the pathway thread. By echoes of their weary feet, Which rings me back a slow retreat. 'Twere better in the foremost rank. To perish where a hero sank. For, less to earth the soul would cling. With freedom for its tireless wing, Than live with my one moon-lit ray, That fades before effulgent day: Or faintly lights its dark abode. As up and down life's stream it row'd ; Yet why, my heart be thus beguiled. If fate indignant on it smiled. Because it failed to gain the prize, Why should it fate and God despise? If with my one imprisoned ray, I can fame's temple now survey, It poorly does assuage the woe. While standing here, so far below, And gazing at its golden crest ; So far away from its sweet rest, Imprisoned as in legends old, Chained to the rock, in a damp hold, I still am glad that I can hear. One tender note of love to cheer, If thus we stand so far apart ; It brings some joy now to my heart. 83 NOTHING, NOTHING MORE. Unknown voices from the aarkness, Asking in my dream of gladness, Why keep writing reams of nonsense; Nothing more, no nothing more. As I listened to the statement, That they sang without abatement, And I found to my amazement, It was nothing, nothing more. Then I pondered, pondered sadly, Tho' I own 'twas sometimes madly, As I gave to it no credence. Yet, it answered more and more. That my heart had been so foolish, With a habit all so mulish. Yet I own it may be selfish. To own that my heart was sore If 'twas nonsence to the core, Nothing more, yes, nothing more. Then despite the whispered rancor, I felt in my soul an anchor. Maddened by this evil censor. For 'twas what the spirit told me. If it had so badly sold me. Wrecked me on a barren shore, Still I will write the more and more, If 'twas nonsense, nothing more, Tho' they sang it o'er and o'er. Yet I own it brings me sadness, If in writing it brought gladness. Sometimes to my empty door. When my heart was sick and sore ; If with sadness now I own it, 'Twould be sadder to disown it, For I wrote as God had taught me, If it has so basely sold me. This alone and nothing more. 84 THE FRIEND WHO LAUGHS. The friend whose laugh will make me lauiih Is one whom I would keep ; His smile brings to my heart such joy, 'Tho weeping when I weep. He is to me like summer show'rs, Whose sparkling drops distill The sweetest fragrance from the flow'rs For me to breathe at will. His heart is full of joy and mirth, From fountains wide and deep, It fills my own with nameless cheer, 'Tho weeping when I weep. THE WIDOWS OF BOER-LAND. The widows of Boer-land may weep and may mourn, For her dead and her dying by anguish now torn, While their hamlets are flooded with crimson and gore, As arms of the Britons dismantled their shore. The cries of their children have crossed o'er the seas. While freemen lie bleeding and faint on their knees; The Britons, with trappings of silver and gold, Are burning their homesteads and robbing the fold. The wails of the dying ring out on the air, And the hearts of her yoeman are wrung with despair. For the Sea-lion, clothed in his mantle of mail. Grows bold and defiant, to freedom assail. Now millions are watching, with anger and hate. This brutal assault upon freedom and state. And blood-boiling passions are burning aflame. To crush out the Briton, his wTongs and his shame. Like the dead leaves of Autumn, which carpet the ground, O'er the graves of the dead, so frequently found. Where gathered their children, were murdered or died, To slake the cursed lust of a vile Briton's pride. 85 The world mutel)^ standing aghast at their deeds, Refuses assistance to the Boer in his needs, Is a partner in crime, that its peace will destroy, And leave it unworthy to freedom enjoy. O, Weep, Albion, Weep! quick down on thy knees, Avengers will gather upon thy wild seas. And spread desolation, o'er mountains and moors. As cruel and lieartless as thine to the Boers. TO WHOM SHALL I MY HOMAGE PAY. To whom shall I my homage pay For pleasures I have had today? I love to rollick oft with Burns Along the Ayr, and hills, and tarns. With joy I hie away with Scott, Where Scotland's sturdy warriors fought; From craik-cross to Skilfhill Pen, By everj^ rill and every fen. There's Moore, too, with his Irish lore. In classic lines of endless store. As charming as a maiden's sm.ile. To fill my heart with cheer the while. Too, Adison and Pope impart. With polished sentences of art, A sense of beauty to inspire My drowsy thoughts with new desire. With Tennyson I often row Adown his placid streams which flow. By graceful vales and rocky shore, Where England's lords have strolled before. Longfellow, with his magic pow'r. Brings gladness with his "Children's Hour," And sanctifies a good-night's kiss. For world's no loving heart would miss. 86 Hemans Baer, and Ingelow, With crystal rills of sweetness flow ; Too, Goethe from his lofty tower Charms and awes me with his pow'r. And Milton, with his laj^s sublime, With Pollok in his course of time. While Emerson's profounder song I wait to listen gladly long. There, too, is Mrs. Annie Lee, With waifs flung on life's troubled sea. That ring with a sweet, thrilling tone, Appollo's lyre would not disown. There's Chatterton, whose youthful heart Was born with genius' wand of art, — And Whittier, like a summer breeze. With Bryant nature's God would please. And Byron, with exhaustless art. With far more than a lordling's heart ; And gray with his imperial lyre That may dead lips with life inspire. Ah! then, with all these jewels set. And others, too, I may have met, To whom should I my homage pay For pleasures I have had today? COLUMBIA. My country, my country, though dark clouds may gather Around thee with fury to darken thy sky, Thy emblem of freedom shall live on forever. Its records of glory are written on high. Thy Puritan fathers have planted its banner. Forever o'er freeman to loyally wave, And proudly their children, on mountain and manor. Have made it, the home of the free and the brave. 87 Thy deep love of freedom, with honor and glory, Have crowned thee as mistress of land and the sea; While thy homes of gladness, known long in story, A refuge of safety to all now is free. My country how worthy of greatness thy name. Peace be to thy bosom and glad be its thrill ; Not spurred on by passion, thy freedom to shame. Striving with blessings all hearts to fill. May harps, warmed by freedom, more worthy than mine. Sing long of thy greatness, thy glory and worth ; Till the stars in thy banner more bright and divine. Shall shine with new splendor, unknown at its birth. Till deserts shall bloom with the freshness of Eden From the Rhynes sunny waters to the homes of the Boer, From Finland's ice regions to gateways of Aden, With glory to lighten the dusky Tim.or. While more brilliant may glow the flame at its fountain. Endearing thy people to freedom and home, Where liberty reigns over valley and mountain. The bequest of our fathers for ages to come. Unswayed by ambition's devastating pow'r. Or pride that will lessen thy glory and fame, — Thou art now" for freedom, its only one, bow'r, And chief of the nations, the crown of thv name. A CALM . There is a calm for every sea, A charm for every heart, A joy that is, or is to be. That will new joys impart. HOPE. Hope is like the rising sun. Shining and ever for aye, Building up joys for tomorrow, On the losses of today. 88 HOPES. Don't hang your hopes on follies' horn Nor with it once conspire, 'Twould plant a thorn within your heart And crush its best desire. AMBITION. Let not ambition e'er dissuade You from the right, However great the promise made For right has might. FAME. Fame, here, like wind-harps, often fail With every changing breeze, And leaves you with an empty sail On dark rough billow'd seas. SUGGESTED BY READING AN ANNONY MOUS POEM. The author of these charming lines, Enthused with Parnassian fire. Must have dwelt in poetic shrines Thus to here his soul inspire. Or if nursed in life's angry storms He saw inscribed upon his name. Entwined with bright celestial forms Wreathed with royal wreaths of fame. Unknow^n, and yet forever known As one here of royal birth, A peer upon a peerless throne, Known by his immortal worth. 89 The winds' fleet wings must lit, Up his clear radium sight, Rich with its wealth of inborn wit. In its rapture of delight. I'VE A CLOISTER. I've a cloister grandly gilded Though I have no stately home In the endless fields of reason Where with freedom I may roam. I have halls superbly fashioned With the garniture of love, Springing out of Nature's bosom All around me and above. I have fountains by me flowing Flowers glinting in the dews, On the hills with beauty glowing Dressed with Nature's wondrous hues. I have pleasures, if they're humble, Which the great may well desire; And I find sweet themes of study In the thoughts which they inspire. I have true and fond companions Tho' I seem to be alone; In the winds I hear their voices Coming from the great unknown; And they linger round my pathway As I feast on Nature's bloom. Gazing, oft in silent wonder. At the vastness of my room. I have friendships, sacred friendships. That for worlds I would not lose; Friends that meet me in my study As in silence there I muse. Yet, they are so kind and gentle. Looking with such loving eyes; That the pleasures which they render Make my life a paradise. 90 THE BIRTH OF CHRIST. Bathed in the gold and purple, That fell upon the plain, Where the Lamb of God was sleeping, In his rude manger lain. A star the shepherds greeting, With its celestial ray, While angel throngs were watching, Beside it uhere it lay. Thus dawned the Christmas morning, The holy child was born, To live a life of sorrow, And wear a crown of thorn. While back and forth to Heaven, The Angel foot-steps ran. With a loud chorus ringing, "Good will on earth to man." Tho' errors useless vollies. Send forth their cry afar; Good will to man forever. Re-echoes from the star. And joy and gladness answer. The living, sweet refrain With Heav'n and earth rejoicing. That Christmas comes again. BRITANIA WEEP. Weep, Britania, Weep! at freedom's fall; The nation's last and worst disgrace. That does a waiting world appall. And all thy glorious deeds efface.. Why hast thou soiled thy royal name ; The heritage thy fathers left. To brand thee with indignant shame, At sacrifice of their bequest. 91 Weep now! Oh, weep! repentent tears, That Heaven cast on thee its smiles. And stay the woe-besetting fears, Which gather round thy sea-girth isles. If acts of thine can wash away, The bloody records of thy crime ; Oh, haste! Haste, now! without delay. While God in mercy gives thee time. Is Boer-lands' dread embittered fate, A monument of thy base pow'r; Encircled by the chains of fate, Is their sad doom, to be thy dow'r? "The mills of God, may slowly grind," Yet surely will their crushing wheels, Break down thy tyrant hordes now blind, And hissing serpents bite their heels. Too well you know, that it was won Here by another's toil; And idle drones will spend thy gains, When thou hast changed to soil. Oh ! thou, poor, haughty dupe enthroned, By armed oppressive pow'r; No hand will wash thy crime away, Nor gladness be thy dow'r. The suppliant kneeling at thy feet, May be a genius born ; Yet, vestured with his poverty. Thou wilt his manhood scorn ! For which no gold of thine can pay, For he is wise and true ; The God of Nature made him thus. Nor God, nor man can you. Christ was God's chosen man of earth, Envolved by truth and love, Canst thou, poor mortal, change the will Of Him who reigns above? 92 DEAR ZELL. I would, Ah, yes! I would, dear Zell Drink of the sunshine in thine eyes E'er softly falling from their liquid shell As dews fall from the summer skies. I would. Ah! yes, I would, dear Zell! Catch the sweet incense of thy breath So perfumed in its liquid well It never can, here, taste of death. I'd fold thee to my heart, dear Zell, With grasp of everlasting joy Enamored with thy holy spell That death itself could not destroy. Ah, yes! I would, I would, dear Zell List to the murmurs of thy voice Enchanting as its whispers fell While my glad heart would then rejoice. Thy sacred name is Truth, dear Zell, Lit with infinitude of beams Within whose rays I'd love to dwell, And share the solace of thv dreams. THE COTTAGE BY THE SEA. Ah, me! how well I now can see. The low roofed cottage by the sea; There with its white-sand covered floor, And rose-vine wreathe above the door. The hay-ricks and the barn and sheds. The trees, the bloom and flower beds, The bridge, with arch and cross-beams stay'd. Where oft in childhood I have played. There is the orchard, on the hill. Whose lucious fruit, I taste it still! While in the brook, the sporting trout. From mongst the rocks keep darting out. Ah me! how plain, tonight, they seem, 93 The fields, the hills, the rocks and stream; The loom, the bars, the spool and reel, The web, the quills and spinning wheel, Are standing there for me today, As plain as if 'twere yesterday. With singing of the foaming surf, That breaks against the briny turf. The sea-bird's wild and broken lay. That echoes down the shore and bay; The twilight and the later eve. With the sweet face of Genevieve, Whose rosy cheeks and laughing eyes. Were bluer than her eastern skies; While other faces quite as fair, Are ever smiling by me there, As sleepless on my pillow toss'd. Or dreaming, I the Bridge have cross'd. But, Oh, Ah me! how sweet the hours. Which bring me back the fields and flow'rs, As up the hill again I climb. Or sitting 'neath the beech and lime. In hope-land there, with Genevieve, The golden webs of fancy weave. That do to me such pleasure give, As o'er again the same I live. If wide awake, or in my drearns. The same old gladness comes, it seems; As swift in flight and still its flow. As in the old-time long ago. AT CLOSE OF DAY. I love in silence then alone When waning sunlight hides away, To wrap with curtains of the night The golden mist of fading day. When Katy-dids in mossy cells Awake to sense my drowsy ear, While softer notes of nightingales Ring in the leafy branches near. 94 To seek in quiet solitude As tender mem'ries rise and fall, With feelings of exalted praise, Of nature's flow'r embosomed hall. Nature calmly is at rest, And in unbroken slumbers sleeps ; When lightly o'er the shaded way The night-dews' fragrance sweetness weeps. While as I pass with listless step May rouse with rev-ries whispered sigh, Some sleeping tenant of the grove I've wakened by my passing by. Till dazzling mist with less'ning flame Have lost their tints of crimson hue ; Or if perchance one lingering ray Remains across the star-lit blue. I turn reluctant with a tear On life's unfathomed ways to weep Till weary nature claims the rest I find in sweet refreshing sleep. While, too, the tenants of the grove By that same wise creator taught. Have hushed their piping songs of praise In that same rest which I have sought. INFATUATION. He reveled in Eastalian dews. That 'round AppoUos' temples fell, And with vain glory charmed the while. On visions of their Orphean spell. He on Helicon's summit stood. And from Hippocrene fountains drank, 'Till drunken by Parnassian wine. Into its rocky stream he sank. 95 He listened to Euphrosynus' harp, And worshipped at her fabled shrine, For inspiration to his muse. To write, if one, immortal line. Like Psyche's charms, to cupid's heart. Still dearer grew its treach'rous flame. Perchance as Venus, most, inglorious part. To bring dishonor to his name. Parnassian rocks oft filled his way. And oft his inspiration blast, While o'er Helicon's distant brow Were darker shadows deeply cast. Yet still he loved Helicon wine. When brewed there by AppoUo's art. And often listened to its muse. To hush the dreamings of his heart. He often roved in Delphian shades To revel with this rambling shrew. With his Pegassus by his side And drink the sweet Castilian dew. A THOUGHT. Nor would he for this phantom sprite To waste of genius ever own, And chas'd its phosphorescent flame O'er mountain, moor, and marsh unknown. TO A FLOWER. Sweet little dainty fragrant flow'r With perfume free. What have I left in life to love But her and thee. If now she sleeps within the grave Her form I view. Then whom on earth have I to love But her and you? 96 Thy perfume fills my lonely room With more than myrrh, What then is left for me to love Save thou and her! The sun may revel with thy leaves The breezes stir, What is there more that I should love, Than thou and her. Thy fragrance, charms my roaming sense. From bud and burr. Yes, all that's left in life to love, Is thou and her. The storms may beat the winds may blow O'er her asleep, Yet by thy rustling leaves in gloom, I'll sit and weep. The night's soft dews thy lips may kiss And stars above, Will look down with their twinkling eyes. On her I love. Yon wandering moon will o'er her shine With its pale light. But thou and her wilt still be mine. Both day and night. TO HATTIE. Pray come to me, dear Hattie now, And promise me today, You'll lay these old things safely by. When I have gone away. I know how worthless they may seem, These old things then to thee And that your heart will never know, How dear they are to me. That dear old book, with its worn leaves, 97 Long years ago, may be, A gift from one I dearly loved, And still so dear to me. Yes! and that faded lock of hair, The breezes toss'd so free. Was cleft from her fair golden head. And is, so dear to me. That tarnished necklace, once was worn, By her whom now I see, And if 'tis brown'd with dust and mould, A dear old thing to me. And these old gloves, O ! am I blind, Dear Hattie, can you see? They once enclosed her living hands. And are so dear to me. Oh ! there's the cuf^s she once has worn ; Long years ago, may be, Tho' fading fast away to dust. They are now dear to me. And there too, Hattie, is her old shoes, Fve seen them dance with glee! Tho' if perchance long years ago. They are still dear to me. And yet, I fear some day ere long, A blaze will brightly shine. When they will burn these old things up. These dear old things of mine. But pray! remember, Hattie dear! When these old things j^ou see, They seem to cheer a broken heart. And were once dear to me. 98 SHE SINGS WITH THE STARS TONIGHT. She sings with the stars tonight, To me from some world unknown, Rung down on a wireless 'phone, And rings in my heart tonight. She sings with the stars tonight, Not out of the silent grave, It rings on an ether wave, And gladdens my heart tonight. She sings with the stars tonight, With notes of her Heavenly Lyre For me to my soul inspire And rings in my heart tonight. Yes, she sings for me tonight. Away in some world afar, It may be in yon shining star To gladden my heart tonight. TO ELIZA. Thy treasured gift, to me's the pledge, The love I feel, thou too must share, I'll fold it firmly to my heart, As if thou wert now resting there. Though time its wasting mark may make. Along the changing course of j^ears, I'll treasure it, now for thy sake. If it should often bring me tears. 'Twill be to me as twilight dews. That fall upon the leaves of flow'rs; 'Twill drive the gathering gloom away. That else might haunt my weary hours. No treasure ever will appear. As sacred to my heart as this. For 'twnll renew the friendship past With thee, whom I so much will miss. 99 'Twill not be like the morning stars, Which hide away from brighter rays; Or wait for darkness to return, Ere one can see their dazzling blaze. A SONNET. How many and many, a bygone year. Upon the mountain now so bright and green, The dead and dying leafllets I have seen, Wove by the alchemy of Nature's arts, With rifts of sunshine, and the fretting frost Bringing with it gladness to human hearts. As on the season's changes came and cross'd. When life was born, and too, was quickly lost. Lost, in the vortex deep of wasting time. Which gathers up the ages as they pass. To wait the gladness of the Heav'nly clime, Bej^ond death's reach, across the sea of glass. Where warring passions have no ceaseless strife. To mar the joys of an eternal life. TO MRS. HANNAH BARNUM. Dear friend of my boyhood, how welcome thy greeting. Renewing old friendships I cannot forget, Awakening with fervor the deepest emotion Whose heyday of sunshine forever has set. Repeating with fondness the days of our childhood Inwoven with mem'ries that round me now twine Awakening from silence the sweet recollections Endeared to my heart if forgotten in thine. Let thine be the welcome while I share the gladness That comes from thy greeting and friendship alone, To live in my heart and never forgotten A gladness I'll cherish as something my own Which every note of my Harp will awaken 100 With mem'ries of joy that they will inspire, Stronger than friendship, if true and unshaken To quicken with gladness my song and my lyre. TO THE MEMORY OF MRS. MATE CURTIS- CUNNINGHAM. This tribute now from me is due. To lay upon thy resting place. Although no offering can renew Or add one virtue to thy grace. Each morn, some foot-step here may bring, A new sad off'ring to thy worth. Yet no singer here can sing, Or call thee back again to earth. Thy lips that once so sweetly sang, Are silent 'neath thy moldering bier. Yet whispers of thy soul are rang To greet my off'ring of a tear. Dear child, I often miss thy smile, Illumed with love's enchanting pow'r. Yet seems to smile for me the while. At morn or mid-night's darkest hour. Its beams repress my sorrows here. And all thy wealth of love recalls, While if for thee there falls a tear. Relieves my grief, as here it falls. GOD'S RADIUM LIGHT. As I loiter long the pathway. Of the swift departing years. Looking back upon the midway, As thy radium light appears, While I drink again the fruitage Of their gladness or their tears. 101 O, what phantom forms there rises, In the shadows falling there, Brightend with their sweet surmises. Or darkened with a dread despair! As I stand here wistfull gazing At the mem'ries gathered there. Happy years still unforgotten, Passing in their speeding flight, With the loved ones there begotten. In the rapture of my sight. Greeting those I still remember In my fullness of delight. God of Heaven, now I thank Thee, That we oft may gather there, Though these earthly forms, it may be. Never of their gladness share. Yet the spirits thou hast given, Will forever gather there. THE POWER OF THOUGHT. Ten thousand thoughts cannot dethrone the mind, And yet one thought can make ten thousand blind. Or stay its known expansive power As frost will kill a garden flower. CLINTON CURTIS IN THE ROCKY MOUN- TAINS, READING A LETTER FROM HIS MOTHER, MRS. G. L. CURTIS. Here's a letter from my mother. See her tear drops on the lines. For she's weeping for me, boys, No^v here with you, in the mines. She's standing by the window boys, Near my picture on the wall, 102 Where she ever waits at sunset, There to hear my footsteps fall. Yes, she's by the window, gazing, Far off to the golden west, By my vacant chair, now waiting. For me boys, to come and rest. I will go home tomorrow, boys, For I hear my mother's call, As she's waiting by the window, Now to hear my footsteps fall. Hark, I hear my mother calling. With her loving lips so true, And I'll go home tomorrow, boys, Where, I'll often think of you. TO MYRTLE. Sweet beauty graced her childish face With fascinating wiles. So charming was the artless grace Of her entrancing smiles. Her eyes were bright as sparkling pearls, With beams of youthful health And crowned with rolls of tangled curls Of beauty's priceless wealth. Her lips were sweet as honey dews. Or perfume of the flow'rs. The music of her infant muse Rang with its rythmic pow'rs. Her voice was like a sweet toned lute. Tuned by her childish will. And softer than a shepherd's flute, Or singing whippoorwill. 103 NELL ! Nell, I'm standing in the twi-light, And I'm thinking now of you, When here thru these leafless branches, The warm summer breezes blew. And I'm looking over yonder. At the old house on the hill. Where we've often stood together. And the roses blossom still. But the trellis is now broken. Where the climbing roses grew. And the rustic seat is vacant Where I've often sat with you. When your tossing, tangled ringlets Floated softly in the air. And I turn now to the sun-set. For no smiling face is there. And I hear no more the laughter Of thy ringing childish voice. While wondering if its music Makes some other heart rejoice. Is thy face as fair and lovely. In the sun-set's golden glow. As when we were there together In the long, long years ago? Now, I'm gazing at the trellis. With its broken, loosened bars. And I ask if in the distance. Now beneath the shining stars. If, too, you may be there thinking Of the old-time cottage still, And the playmate once there with you By that broken window sill. And I wonder, from thine eye-lids. If there falls a trembling tear. To the mem'ry of the cottage And the school-mate standing here, Or has time its frosts of silver 104 Flung across your girlish brow, And your cheeks are wan and faded As thy playmates are here now? Then the shadows seem to brighten As the twi-light disappears, And old rriem'ries come to gladden Up the mystic wake of years. As I listen to thy laughter. Echoed down the lapse of time, And the air again is freighted With the roses and the thyme! All the romances of childhood Are now rushing back to me, While I grasp thy hand if absent, With a wild and boyish glee. For the fragrance of the roses Is now mingling with the breeze, And I see you out there standing In the twilight 'mongst the trees. AT PLYMOUTH IN 1852. It was to this inhospitable shore Chilled by the breath of bleak December's blast The Mayflower, once our lone forefathers bore, And to the deep, her trembling anchors cast. Here womanhood, not with her courtly train. For God and freedom dared a Pilgrim's lot, Across the billows of the trackless main For which by faith in these lone wilds they sought. No murmuring sounds of forlorn hopes were heard, They sought protection through their faith in God, Gainst maddened waves, the wintry winds had stirred, While kneeling here upon the frozen sod. Their shivvering barque, its sacred burdens bore, Through storms, and blasts, that then so coldly blew, 105 Till in the forest, on this rocky shore, They built the homes, here for their famished crew. No Lordlings were in their ancestral line, Nor the presence of an ignoble slave, Theirs was true manhood, loyal and divine, The birthright of the noble, and the brave. We now the grandeur of their works survey, Built above their inanimated dust, From ocean on, to ocean far away. Our heritage of freedom left in trust. • Hail, to these early wanderers of the main, That gave freedom its consecrated throne, And made immortal this historic fane With tireless toil, upon its corner-stone. Here oft a treasured relic still remains That has the waste, and wear of time withstood While far across the hills and dotted plains. Their trophies rise, beyond yon leafy wood. Their legends the lapse of time have gathered here. Are deeply carVed upon these ancient rocks. They gave to freedom all they had a tear. Today, the earth and ocean interlocks. We bow with reverence to that heroic band Whose toils and sufferings made the new world free, And planted firmly on this iron strand The cherished, sacred, tree of liberty. TO A BLADE OF GRASS. Thou little blade of tender grass Thy tiny head upholding. What are the vital sparks of life Thy hidden spines unfolding? How dost thou paint with shades of green. Thy glossy tinseled vesture? 106 Wove with the rosy beams of light That twinkles in each jesture. Dost thou drink of delicious dews To feed thy hungry fibers? While unseen artists etch the lines That rim thy silken borders. From whom the perfume of thy breath, And marvels of thy senses? For if I rudely break thy blades You see with eyeless lenses. When laughing at the summer wind As 'gainst thy cheek it presses, Dost thou kiss back a voiceless prayer As it thy lips caresses? How dost thou make the looms to weave, Thy leaves, with woof now filling, And gather from the earth and air, The juices now distilling? ARE YOU? Are you seeking now my brother In the maze of pleasure's rounds, For the good of self, not others. Where frivolity abounds? Are you chasing tempting fortune Up the dizzy steps of fame, While the webbs of life you're weaving For the hollow sound of name? Straining every nerve to gather, Careless of the right or wrong. Treasure that will fade and perish, You will cease to care for long? If 'tis so, thy toil is harmful. Robbing life of sweetest charms, 107 In the race that thou art running, Soon to end in dread alarms! HOW STRANGE. How strange Apollo's mystic art, With all its wealth of treasure, Has never taught my aching heart His notes of rythmic measure. Tho' often list'ning with delight To its entrancing cadence, He turns away as if in fright Or else is out of patience! O could his rhythm but be mine How tenderly I'd guard it. Or is his gift a gift divine That I cannot inherit? Yet, ah! how quick I'd be a thief To gain this one possession. And yet it might not bring relief Despite of my confession. I PRAY FOR I pray for the unrewarded. In this dark and lonely sphere. For the poor and unknown toilers Now falling around us here. I pray for the ones now thirsting For the gold that is refined, Hid in the recesses of being With its wealth of heart and mind. I pray for the hearts o'erflowing With love and unanswered pray'rs. That fall by the wayside lying, Overcome by sorrow and cares, 108 I pray for those in the tumult And rush of the crowded street, With never a word to cheer them, Or steady their jostling feet. I pray for those here whose errors Have closed the windows of light. And hopeless now weep in darkness Through a long and starless night. I pray for the ones who labor, That error may end its reign. Until wrong shall cease forever God's beautiful world profane. IF— If brains, not dollars, made the man, 'Twould be a good beginning. With ghouls and grafters drown'd or hung There'd be far less of sinning. If women ceased to worship dudes There'd be less crime and sorrow. And half the world would not then live On what they steel or borrow. If women ceased to follow clubs They'd be esteem'd as treasures. And soon would find in every home A larger store of pleasures. No shy reporters then would laugh To see their pranks and poodle. And husbands then would not be forced To steel or hunt for boodle. Honest worth would find a place Of trust in every nation, From Porter up to President, If high or low the station. 109 No bankrupts then would have to fall Before writs of ejectment, And homes of rich and poor alike Be bless'd with more contentment. WRITERS OF THE BIBLE. With a beauty quite sublime Of rich exhaustless store, And a wisdom, too, divine Of pure unmeasured lore. In clearness far surpassing The compass of the mind. With a knowledge of the past, Nor to the future blind. Their logic is so perfect. It leads us with surprise, Excelling all the wisdom Of the most worldly wise. Their language has such beauty And purity of st5de. It fills the soul with wonder And gladness all the while. With subtleness and power It tells man of his loss, And of his resurrection Revealed here by the Cross. THE DISADVANTAGES OF IGNORANCE. Chained in the sightless dark abodes. Where ignorance is found. Enslaved within its narrow walls My tim'rous thought is bound. O knowledge, if from brighter worlds Thy Orphean Harps appear, 110 No Neibher with his charming songs Will reach the darkness here. Tartarus' smoky walls will rise To hide the burning spark, And hush the limping broken lyre As Heraditus dark. No slumb'ring notes of pathos wake Thy vieled and darkened shores, With strains of music to my heart Nor lyric sweetness pores. LIBERTY IMPERISHABLE. Imperishable Liberty! Inwrought within the soul. No Tyrant or crud master Can mortal man control. Satanic force can't crush it, Nor bind with iron cells. 'Tis God's bequest to Nature If here in clay it dwells. A spark thrown from the anvil Of his Omniscent Will. The Earth and Time outliving, Nor change, nor death can kill. SPEAK KINDLY. Speak kindly, for thou can'st not know The harvest it may bring, Of rich rewards to other hearts That from it yet may spring. Ill THE ILLUSIVE POWER OF BEAUTY. 'Neath yew- tree shades on mossy rocks I sat and wildly dreamed, Oblivious to the leering eyes That 'neath the mosses gleamed. While above me rose in Fairy land Sweet beauty's winsome smiles, Enamored by her amorous gaze, A slave to all its wiles. Transfixed by passion's magic pow'r Its glances did inspire. Only to shrink as if it were A white Hellanic fire. TO A. M. S. May never fail one beam of light To add its splendor here, Nor dwarf of elfish cloud e'er cause A semblance of a tear. Where long may live thy darling, Its sweetest, fairest flow'r, With royalty and love her crown To rule this Queenly Bow'r. KISS MY LIPS. Come kiss my lips dear kassy, The light has burned away. And night is sure to follow The closing of the day. WE CASTLES BUILT. How long ago I do not know, And yet I can remember We castles built, And etched with gilt With crowns of royal splendor. 112 Our temples rose In verse and prose, O'er which we used to linger Round some new name That rose to fame, Then burnt away like tinder. Hope stronger grew As on time flew, And wilder run our seeming You will insist Did not exist Save only in our dreaming. Love in each heart Lent aid in part In building up each story, And night and day, We used to say. Behold their rising glory. Which like a star Seen from afar We thought would shine forever In the to be. While we were free To dream and dream on ever. As on time flies With wistful eyes We hoped and build together. Which to each heart Did joys impart. To live and last forever. The deep seas lock Life's quiv'ring rock With wild winds across the main. Yet Nature wnll'd That we should build Newer temples on the plain. 113 Lit by a beam Or fev'rish gleam, Shining with a deeper flow, To brightly burn And die by turn, Wrapt with fancy's eager glow. To climes afar, Bej^ond the Bar, Our wandering vision flies. 'Neath suns more fair, Without despair. Where bright magic columns rise. What more to crave This side the grave Than wise Nature does supply Of every good The Fatherhood Has given you and I? If on the plain There lies the slain Of soul-wreck'd mortal man. Who sought to build. With pride st;lf will'd. Without God or Nature's plan. O Vanity! Thy sophistry ^ With its blind deceitful dream. All wonderful. From which to cull Jewels from life's shifting stream. Come happy years, Come joys and tears, If more or less be given. Thank God we built. Of gold and gilt. By pathways up to Heaven. 114 Where yet we see We are to be If only in our seeming, It does inspire The soul's desire To live, you'll say in dreaming? Yet we still love To look above And see the castles rising, Whose Architect Without defect Our lives are supervising. Where we ere long With a new song Will sing and sing forever. While we build on The Rock upon Our temples stand forever. By spirits taught Of being wrought Life is no crumbling clod. Porn with the clay To fade away, For its building is of God. WHAT STRONGER PLEDGE? What stronger pledge of my esteem Could I to thee have given. Than own that if thou wast now here 'Twould make my life a Heaven. THE LEPER. Away from the world In her desolation, Bedridden with pain, yet smiling. She with a sense of her isolation No utterance gave of repining. 115 The sun lifted its shadowy curtain With a lustre shining brightly, And her lips sang a song, making certain Her heart felt its sorrow lightly. If then, sometimes, a sound ringing outward, Like the warm breezes in summer. Whispering a sigh as if wandering homeward, Yet gave no suggestion of murmer. For the peace in her soul, upmost rising. Was the love of God so decided. Though the lep'rous sinew and flesh were dying. In her faith in Him she confided. BLESS'D IS THE MAN. Happy, too, is the mortal man, Who lives unscathed in his estate, Biding the time of Nature's plan While forging to a better state. His purpose rising with delight Above its meager share of gain, Stands firmly in his war for right If at the cost of pride and pain. Then peace be still, too, grovelling care That often blights the glorious names Of those who 'gainst misfortune dare Yet lose, to far less worthy claims. PASSION AND SELFISHNESS. How frail are the efforts engendered by passion To stand on the bed-rock of justice and right. Whose selfishness, lured by its love of oppression, Disclaims its own wrongs and trusts to its might. 116 TO PROVIDENCE. As do the waves on yonder tide Turn quickly back into the sea, I fondly wish that to my side They'd .bring thee back again to me. A thought I do with pleasure own, 'Twould be to me life's greatest gift, And if unwise it would alone The burdens from my heart now lift. For every moment then would be A treasure sacredly I'd prize. As sacred as I'd treasure thee. The idol of my heart and eyes. But ah! how vain the wish at last; For pleasures past I must forego, And yet, they do their rapture cast Without a thought of pain or woe. 'Twould be more vain at this late hour To wish and know the wish is vain. For Fate with its enthralling pow'r Has made the wish a source of pain. If long desire may vainly come Responsive to an inward sense, Must I to pleasure still be dumb And charge it all to Providence? And, too, must be repress'd the sighs That would the sad reflection own. While every effort still defies The thought, or wish, to it disown. Yet, every instant by my side Thou art so plainly in my view. That mem'ry as the rolling tide As often turns again to you. 117 THE INSPIRATION OF A SMILE. A nature with no grace to own The pleasure that a smile has given, With kindly words in tender tone That made Earth seem to it a Heav'n ; Is cold as is the soulless heart That love's sweet smile wil not inspire, Without the schemes of treach'rous art To light its restless living fire. That kindles in a timid breast The flashes of its quenchless flame. Till it has burned away and cleft All, save remembrance of its name; Then as a Hare the hedgerow cross'd. Flees from a fleet pursuing hound, It owns it loved, if love was lost To find a love still more profound. ANGER. O fated muses why I pray Attune thy harps with this sad lay. To bid my pulsing heart be still O'ermastered by thy sovereign will ? If few, there be, to heave a sigh Where now their slaugjhtered victims lie, Foredoom'd to pain and broken hearts Responsive to blind passion's arts. A moment past, they went with glee, Heart joined with heart in unity. When lo ! there came a cry of pain And terror seized the happy twain. While hidden passion soon revealed The death-sting lurking 'neath its shield, As it with Anger's arrows cleft The one the slayer loved the best. 118 MIKE'S PROPOSAL. Say, Biddy, will yer come with me, I've been so long in waitin'? Yes, Mike, but I'm afraid ye'll think I'll not be worth the takin'. Ah, Biddy, ye are to me life; As sweet as gold and silver. No man can be more happy now Than is yer Mike McGilver. O then dear Mike, Gvod bless yer heart, We'll soon be tied togither. And there'll not be a prouder wife Than will be Bid McGilver. Ah Biddy, then God bless ye too. May niver come our partin', Ye have a goodly chunk in bank, We'll not be empty starlin. Ah Mike, ye smooty selfish coot, Is that now what yer arter? If so, begone ye crooning dog, I'm not for trade or barter. OLD REMEMBRANCES. When childhood's bright alluring skies Their golden rays around me shed. Again its hopes and joys arise That long have lain asleep or dead. When every step bears the impress Of some dear old remembered scene, As once again my feet may press Its bloom and breathe its air serene. Tho' fate may oft forbid return Of old delightful happy hours. Their light unquenched will brightly burn With light to light its bloom and flow'rs. 119 And yet how prone my heart to claim When other scenes and hopes have sped, To charge to Nature's fault the blame That now my childhood's joys have fled. THE FLIGHT OF THE NAIADES. The Naiades waking from thier sleep, In wild enchantment swiftly flew, Across the sweeps, beyond the deep Of broad wide fields of azure blue. To rescue their admired dame, The empress of the desert tide. And crown her as the queen of fame The breezy, bustling world calls pride. At last, they found and kiss'd her cheek That turned their lips and hearts to stone, Then bowing as they worship'd meek They placed her on her royal throne. While a new song the Naiads sang, Beneath her temples, halls and spires, Which now at vespers still is sung To awe struck worshipers inspire. NATURE COULD I ? Nature could I thy joyous life Now in my soul possess. It would allay the yearning strife Which does my heart distress. Thy solitudes are full of joy, There music is the wind. No tempest can thy peace destroy Nor e'en disturb thy mind. Thy seasons with eternal rounds Of either frost or bloom, 120 Re-echo back no mournful sounds Of an uncertain doom. Thy nights of darkness have no fear; There's laughter in thy rills; Their limpid waters full of cheer Are singing in the hills. BEHIND ALL FORMS OF LIFE. Behind all forms of changing life A mystery pervades, 'Yond calms, or storms, or changing moods That now my soul evades. Is it that aesthetic sense Beyond the light of day Whose light now to my soul appears Here with its rayless ray? To teach me in my simple way, Man is no dying elf. For nature has my soul e'er taught To learn more of itself. Not that I hear, nor that I see. 'Tis some responsive force, Of being in my heart inwrought That Nature's laws enforce. THE FRUITS OF IGNORANCE. Each law that I may comprehend Will some new law reveal, If long here my uncultured sense Did it from me conceal. For every law that now exists The Universe has known ; If through my narrow consciousness It was to me unknown. 121 • It is my fault if I am blind, They permeate my soul. And matter and will never die They yet will still control. They new relations have revealed Of unity and life, That has God's goodness long concealed By ignorance and strife. INVISIBLE COMPANIONSHIP. There is a sweet companionship Which nature does provide. If found in deepest solitudes The heart is satisfied. 'Tis interwoven in our thought, By ether waves supplied. In unity of God and man The heart is satisfied. It revels with supreme delight . In love's ambrosical bow'rs. It soothes grief in every heart. In sorrow's darkest hours. It rises 'bove our toils and cares, As if 'twere deified. And oft with rapture fills the soul Until 'tis satisfied. If to my eyes invisible. Intangible, unseen. Not like a mirraged mystic spring Oft in a desert seen. It is the overflow of thought Which forms the mystic chain, Uniting love's dissevered links 'Tween Gjod and man again. • 122 'Tis not that Earth's material things Man seeks to deify, From which immortal blessings spring, The soul to satisfy. LIFE'S VITAL STREAMS. How deep and irresistible, Now swiftly on life's currents flow, In vital streams of endless pow'r Of either joy, or pain, and woe. Here in this mysterious life. Invested with creative force, Express'd now in the human soul, Exhaustless still in its resource. While nature's channels here convey Now ever from their hidden springs, New lessons of eternal truth Far yond here man's imaginings. Unfolding immortality and life. By higher altitudes of thought, In revelations of new pow'r Here in itself inwrought. Incarnate energies inspire Now man's too oft perverted will ; If wrapped in mortal vesture here Now to God's holy thought fulfill. In man's relationship revealed. Here by that same creative pow'r, Of God and immortality. Which is his greatest gift and dow'r. Through supreme order which prevails In all of life's created forms. Evolving newer laws wherein To which all life itself conforms. 123 Thus God to consciousness reveals Himself to all the universe. Though man may here attempt in vain His laws and love oft to reverse. A. A DESIRE FOR TRUTH. gracious God unvail my eyes - That I the truth may see, Which permeates the Universe And centers God in Thee. Its slightest fragments now^ disclose A tragic mystery Of life spontaneous everywhere The offspring God of Thee. Eternal forces now reveal Immortal conscious life, Pregnant with existing force That reigns in peace or strife. The evolution of new thought Forever onward moves, With an expansive conscious pow'r That here its presence proves, 1 often in my sleep am roused By rapturous melodies. That soothe life's saddest pangs of pain In all of its realities. Its inspiration fills my heart With an exquisite joy. That all the tragic ends of life Cannot its truth destroy. Winter suspends but never kills Life in its frozen breast, And death with all its terrors here But paves the way to rest. 124 Life as transmitted in God's way, Means transport to new bliss Beyond all conscious concept here In kinship too with this. The universe its truth confirms And revelation too replies, While errors ever limping wail Alone its truth denies. Are these the faint remembrances I in my soul retain, Or evolution of new truth In its evolving chain? CARRY ME BACK. Carry me back on wings of thought To days ye now call old ; Weave me a song with lines inwrought Of threads of purest gold. . If I have here now grown so old, And blind and deaf and halt, While, too, my heart you say is cold. With many a nameless fault. Sing me a song of love and cheer Of days I used to know, 'Twill stay the pain now ever here That oft in grief may flow. Impatient heart withhold thy pain There's joy enough to fill. And bind all hearts with love's own chain In links of God's good will. Though I am old and deaf and blind And differ with your thought. We all have here a changing mind And, too, one common lot. 125 If as you say I'm deaf and lame And, too, I have grown old, With life here but a dying flame My heart has not grown cold. HER FACE WAS LIKE— Her face was like the golden haze Of sunset's bronzy glow, That hides the brightest stars away Here in its deeper flow. Her eyes had a bewitching smile. Excelling fancies dreams, That ever round her seemed to fall In its exhaustless streams. She was like Sheba's ancient queen, With virtue's royal crown, AVhile on her face there never fell The semblance of a frown. Her form no sculptor could portray Here by his ancient art. Nor classic writer could define The virtues of her heart. TO A FLOWER. I gathered once a smiling flower That on the hillside grew. And drank the perfume of its breath Distilled in morning dew. For every tinseled shining cup Was with its fragrance gem'd. And all its bright and velvet leaves With golden borders hem'd. Had I the gracious gift retained Thy gladness to bestow, 126 As deeply grafted in my heart As in thy leaflets grow. What transports then my soul would feel, Sweet impretentious flow'r, To have one line of mine diffus'd With treasures of thy dow'r. TO MR. AND MRS. GEORGE DOWNEY ON THEIR LEAVING FOR MICHIGAN. Too soon the parting moment comes When friends from friends are torn apart, And friendship's sacred pleasures end To leave to each a wounded heart. Although reluctant tears may fall As time again the scene renews, While bringing back remembered joys That are fond memory's sweetest dews. They oft repeated will return Through mem'ries of departed years, Yet will relieve the heart of pain If too perchance with falling tears. May they to you then oft return With rapture, mirth, and fireside glee, A pleasure which I wish dear friends May often fall with joy to thee. ROSES. The world is full of roses For all to gather free. Yet few of them we harvest. For only thorns we see! 127 LIFE. If life has been a failure Still hope to us is left. IF MINE- If mine is but a humble home, It has one gift in this, — God's love and care protecting me, Which gives me happiness. HUMANITY. Humanity, the Polar Star, To draw mankind together In universal brotherhood Of love and peace forever. TRUTH AND ERROR. Error leads to dreary night. Truth to perfect day. Error wantons in its might And revels with its prey. TEACH ME, O LORD. Teach me, O Lord, that I may know And learn the better way. If sin now blinds my sightless eyes Give me more light I pray. I for the truth have often sought, But Oh! how hard to find. The absence of thy glorious light Here leaves me dark and blind. 128 WHAT HAVE I TO SAY? What now have I this morn to say And enter on my book the date, But stop, the morn has pass'd away, And thus I find I am too late. Yet sad indeed it is to speak Where speaking can't the loss repair, And yet, one thought I'll try and seek, And fate or fortune bravely bear. If you should smile upon my plan. And for my lack of brains be sorry. And say, O fudge for such a man ! O'er fate or fortune thus to worry. If wise I own your council is Unusual here to find in girls, It nicely fits my senseless phiz As blank of thought as 'tis of pearls. May I advice if useless give If I this thought have kept in vain. It should have taught me how to live And saved me years perchance of pain. But, I myself have made my lot Half conscious then not knowing. While musing o'er some senseless thought, Or worse, here nothing doing. THE NEW YEAR. The new year has dawned on the nations with glory, Bespeaking God's goodness and good will to man, Immortal in legends of marvelous story, Unfolding the promise of his gracious plan. 129 I WOKE. I woke in the early morning, In light of a new born year, And, thought of the old year's doings, Forgetting the new one here. With a thousand fancies rising As the years then by me pass'd ; Floating away in the gloaming I wondered how long to last. Yes, over the old year's going And the new years dawning day, I wondered then how the record Of the world would be writ today! For the pure white snow was falling And hiding the earth from view. As an emblem of God forgiving Sins of the old year and new. Then a feeling of cheer arising As the years then by me sped. With a New Year 'fore me rising With joys of the one that had fled. GRAM AND I. Old Gram has served me long and well; We've both grown old together. She's borne me over vale and fell. In clear and stormy weather. No neighbor's horse was quite as fleet On either tile or gravel. She never stumbled on her feet If fast or slow she travel'd. She'd canter o'er the hardest street. You'd well nigh think her flying. And never feared a car to meet. Nor turned about and shying. 130 While many a fleety roadster failed In his attempts to follow. For she then only swifter sailed If up the hill or hollow. 'Tis thus we've lived on many a year, Both Gram and I together, In summer time and winter seer, And still go on as ever. So thus it is we run about, If seeming now less willing. And Gram will dance and I will shout, As off she goes — 'tis killing! Many a nag his pace has set. And she would go the faster, Which did not seem her then to fret. For he could never pass her. So Gram and I have thus grown old As on we've run together, And you can't buy her with your gold, Today, nor can 3^ou ever. THE OLD YEAR AND THE NEW. The old year now has pass'd away To only live in mem'ries shrine. Which as the sun's last parting ray Seemed brightest when it ceased to shine. If no more here its scenes I view, Its charms old mem'ries will revive, And often pass in swift review With pleasure that will long survive. While they as all remembered joys Whose spell has lost its sweetest ties. As cherished here as childhood's toys Their mem'ry in my heart still lies. 131 And oft I'll turn to thee old year, As thy dear scenes I chance to view, While from my eyes may fall a tear As mem'ry gladly turns to you. O'er thy decease I'd breathe a sigh, If not on thy retiring bier, A new born year was passing by With nameless joys my heart to cheer. THE FOLLIES OF FASHION. While going down the street today I pass'd a woman old and gray; She walked on with a camel's stride And led a poodle by her side. I'll chance you Sir, now two to four She was three score, and ten, or more, And tortured with a Grecian bend. Save her no lady w^ould defend. In her right hand she held a cane To keep the poodle of¥ her train. Harnessed up well for public show With brass or gold I do not know. The people laughed, if it was rude. At this old dame so like a dude. I laughed to think while writing French Carlyle should stop to scold a wench. How strange that pride should thus create The silly fancies of the great. Though if disguised 'tis lack of brain. Its earmarks bear a shoddy stain. 132 SIR GALAHAD AND HARRIMAN. Sir Galahad has found his match And all the people laugh. For all the bluff he flings about They know is only chaff. While Goliah swings high his club, Says he, the gang can buy. Then Galahad shies wicked words, Cries Ah ! you dog )^ou die ! Then hotter still the kettle boils To cook the tainted stew, While all have pity in their sleeves For Debs and poor Depew. Louder yet the clatter runs With oft a broken snout, While Galahad still vainly tries To knock some corner out. Yet Harriman drives deep his spike, And Galahad is sore ; For every blow helps bar him out Now of the White House door. O Kingdom come, where will it end ? As on the people run. And know that either dog has but An oily sugared tongue. 'Tis hard to kick against the pricks. And both the gangs must fall, They cannot wash the grime away It has the stench of gall. WE TWO ARE ONE. Many a tear I've shed for thee Since you cross'd life's unknown sea, Though time's oceans 'tween us run Still I know we two are one. 133 Often In my boat I glide With thee rowing by my side, Through the storm, or glowing sun, So I know we two are one. Long in sorrow. I have wrought. Always with thee in my thought, Though my toiling is nigh done Still I know we two are one. If in grief I breathe a sigh, Still I know that thou art nigh As we down life's races run. Knowing that we two are one. Ever on my way I wend Thoult be with me to. the end. Swift or slow the race be run. Knowing that we two are one. Darkness often veils my sight, Still to me a rising light Greets me with a brighter sun, And I know we two are one. Soon the threshold we will pass Of that unknown sea of glass. Hand in hand as on we run ; For we two I know are one. BEWARE OF HIM-. Beware of him Who scoffs at tears, Who laughs at grief And turns with jeers. THE OLD. I know that we don't count for much 'Cause we are getting old. For there's no place that we can fill. As we are often told. 134 And daily now I hear ft said, We've long since had our day, And, O dear! what a trouble 'tis To have us in the way 1 They used to think we were of worth In days of long ago, But now they know the times were then So far behind and slow, And often turning with a shrug Our antique notions scorn, And wonder that such stupidness Could ever once been born. This sometimes wakens in my heart A fitful sense of pain, While they believe it selfishness Or lusting after gain. To grudge the time and money spent Just for a little fun ! If we may spend ten dollars now Where they would spend but one? There is enough they have laid by. What is the use to save ? Why should we drudge our lives away And live here like a slave? These foolish notions are played out And of an other age, Unsuited to our wiser thought As to our heritage. WAR. Can it be true God taught mankind 'Twas right to go to war. When half the world will never know What they are fighting for. 135 In many battlefields the dead Lie buried rank and file, And they accord to him as fame Who killed the largest pile. I know that we with sadness turn To where a neighbor dies, And friends will mourn beside his grave Where he in silence lies. Yet if a Dago caused his death. The people, old and young, Will all alike the fiend curse And say he should be hung. While he who slew ten thousand men Is praised for battles won. And will then the Dago scorn Who only kill'd but one. It never seemed to me 'twas right If others think 'tis so. I wonder if God thinks it is? How I would like to know. I know both sides will pray to Him And ask His help to win. Can He regard such worship more Than a cold farce or sin? Tho' thousands differ with my thought, To me all war is wrong, And doubt if in God's Register There's one approving song. I'M ALMOST BIG AS YOU. Mamma, don't you think I'm now Almost as big as you? Look and see how tall I look; Now don't you think it's true? 136 See! Mamma, I'm growing fast; This skirt belongs to Dore, — Look and see how tall I am ! It drags upon the floor. I am almost now, mamma, As large as Lucy Grey, And will have a bonnet soon Just like dear Sister May. I'm learning my A B C's, And soon will read and write. I'll write you a letter then Like hers to Tommy Wright. See how I can dance and waltz With my bright golden curls. I'll be a lady soon, mamma, Just like the other girls. You will buy me diamonds then And other things to match. And I will like my Sister May The nicest fellows catch. Mamma! Papa said last night The mortgage now is due He gave to buy the costly dress For Sister Mag and you. What is a mortgage, mamma dear? For papa almost cried. He was 'fraid we'd lose the farm When Gamble's suit is tried. IS. Is he the wide reported wit Of whom I have been often told ? And author of the books he's writ, Reputed treasures of pure gold ? 137 Is this then all there is to fame ? The blind cheap legacy of pride, With hollow prestige of a name That leaves the heart unsatisfied. If so his royalty disown, Write as a soldier of the cross, If failing then, to fail unknown, 'Twill bring thee gain and cause no loss. LIFE'S SWEETEST FRUIT. How sweet life's ripened fruit will taste Which Nature's culture will bestow. That time and age through passing years Will give if oft the growth is slow. A perfect product then is formed • Which fascinates the human soul. Its vital forces are complete If unperceived and in control. It is through constant ceaseless growth, By age and long experience known, That oldest trees abundance yield And where the sweetest fruit is grown. If oft an aged tree doth fall, Encircled by its crumbling rind. And, too, an aged man may share The empty shadow of a mind. Neglected nature claims the debt That he unwisely failed to pay. He failed to learn the only art That would preserve him from decay. Self culture with increasing store Endows him with mysterious pow'r That will not yield to force of time. And is like fragrance to a flower. 138 'Tis cultured art's refining grace That truly teaches man to live; The only force which can or will The greatest blessings to him give. Man first ripens ere he can The highest and the best possess. His aspirations are the test, Whatever else he may profess. Its fruits are but the overflow Of an enlarged expansive force, Which time and age alone supply Through nature's own appointed course. By this equipment when complete Nature creates the perfect man. His soul absorbs the outward world AUoted here to his brief span. BUILD HIGH. If high or low should be your part Build with true and honest heart. Build with efforts to surpass Early idols made of brass. Brighter then will be thy view. Heaven smiles upon the true. Life will be then to the last A memorial of the past, While successive ages onw^ard roll The seasons of thy living soul. Then let no effort here create A wreck, thy life to desecrate. 139 WHERE IS THE MASTER? Where is the master or the art To solve the mystery of the heart? Its loves, its hopes, its doubts and fears That mingle oft with joys and tears, Then turns triumphantly from their spell Or gazes sadly where it fell. A LONELY LOT. Oblivious to the strong demands Exhausted nature does require, Where age has lost its youthful pow'r That would a fainting heart inspire. While they with indecorous mirth, Or colder^ harsh indignant sneers. Oft turn on him from whom support Dependent they have been for years. Ah, lonely is his lot indeed, Reft of the love he should each hour Receive from those his gifts first gave To those the means to use this pow'r. Adds to the pain that he must feel From added anguish of the thought That on his early toils they live, While they have all his gifts forgot. LIFE IS NO PHANTOM. Ill fated life, can it be true That thou art but a phantom. With all thy daily pains and cares Nor more, nor less, an atom? If so 'twould grieve my heart to think, As I am onward floating, 140 That 'tis like a bitter pill That has a sugar coating. But who with common sense would own To such a senseless folly. If I have owned to such a thought God knows that I am sorry. For it has precious joys apart From all its pain and sorrow. And is sufficient for today And will be for tomorrow. BE BLESS'D THE FACE. How dear to the recipient's heart, When age turns from the past the while, Receives from those whom long it loved Unsought a sweet and tender smile. Forgetful of the trembling step, And free from languid jostling gait, Then turns with half bewildered gaze And laughs at cha'i^es known to fate. Recounting o'er its joys and dreams. No transient pain to it is known, While nature's half exhausted pow'r Resume again its vacant throne. O then be bless'd the face that smiles Upon an aged one, once fair. And presses with a kindly hand Her white disheveled tangled hair. DISTRUST. Oh can I distrust now the purpose or feeling So faintly concealing thy thoughts from my view. Or is it but friendship that's flighting and fleeting Which draws me so strong, if unwisely, to you? 141 These are emotions, discordant, if blending, Which riot unfettered with love and esteem, While reason stands ever unyielding, unbending, Forbidding the pledges it cannot redeem. O, is this wild frenzy of passion a refuge Or altar to burn with unquenchable fire The victim awaiting an unwritten message. Which love and affection will never inspire? If so, to such feelings I'll bid now defiance, And yield to the frenzy of passion no more, While trusting to reason for hope and reliance If born of the feelings unknown here before. FALSEHOOD. O Falsehood, thou a thing accursed ! Turn from thy blind deceptive arts. That Nature's laws have now reversed. And brought but grief to human hearts. Oh Haste, thy fettered feet to stay The blind illusion of thy pow'r. Till truth, and love, thy lips obey The mandates will'd to rule each hour. While those defenseless 'gainst thy wiles Turn often from thy treacherous fray. Deceived by thy deceptive smiles That ne'er thy lep'rous thoughts betray. Yea, stay, with haste thy tongue of fire Which flings afar its burning flame, That does thy festered lips inspire, To perish with the breath it came. THE GEM OF HER BOWER. Her beauty to me was like a sweet flower The mosses and hazels were trying to screen, 142 When gold on each leaf was blushing and blooming, With flashes that mingled with purple and green. So fair her face as she stood there reclining, More bright than the flowers concealed from my view, Her lips were like dew-drops when falling at twilight. And kiss'd by the moonbeams with lovelier hue. O Cupid couldst thou half her beauty divining Withstand this sweet flower so blooming and fair? No weakness of mine should a tear ever borrow, To hasten thy arrows thou couldst not forbear. My fancy beguiling itself in the tumult Would turn from the shaft it dare not defy, Tho' gladly 'twould ambush this gem in its bower, If, too, in the effort 'twould perish and die. FORBID THE THOUGHT. Forbid the thought whose every note Brings back to me but strains of woe. And lives upon the ever past From mem'ries of the long ago. Hush with the light of new-born day That's quickened with a brighter flame. Not built with mold of old decay, But present pleasures left to claim. O stay the caprices of mind That burn with phosphorescent fire, And has no warmth to fill the brain Or lasting rapture to inspire. 'Tis Nature's antidote I crave To bring back hope and cheer again. That oft with fitful smiles appear With joy if new, 'tis not in vain. 143 ON YONDER PURPLE HILLS. I love to go alone and sit On yonder purple hills, Amongst the toiling bees and flowers And hear the whippoorwills, A feeling strange, unsatisfied. Comes to me as I roam, As if I were an alien here And far away from home. There comes back in the solitude A half remembered joy. And when I've feasted on its gold It changes to alloy. I bide by times with anxious hope Upon their highest crown, And wonder at the scenes I view As back I clamber down. A glimpse I catch with golden hues Away across the hills. That's brighter far then to my eyes Than brooks or whippoorwills. If desolate there falls d night Across the golden skies. Still there, beyond that darkened void Arises Paradise. Tho' icebergs float with special gloom 'Tween me and that far shore, A star, if dim, reveals a bridge That leads up to its door. And then I know, soul satisfied, As o'er its hills I'll roam. If but a glimpse is gathered here Of what will be my home. 144 TRUTH. Truth's magic joys ne'er prove us false, Nor lapse of time bring their decay, Though oft like maze of dazzling waltz 'Twill wander in its devious way. Its sun will set in cloudless skies Brightened by love's eternal flame. For yond its twilight ever lies A crown, crowned with immortal fame. Smile not at my ambrosial dreams That wakes in vain a rustic's lyre. Tomorrow's sun with brighter beams May bring new hopes and youthful fire. Take my good-will if not my lot, A rustic's life and bootless way, The sweetest flowers are prone to rot And sometimes soonest to decav. THE INSTABILITY OF MATTER OR MIND. I quail before a new found thought, And tremble at its pow'r, To find that all my labor wrought Has vanished in an hour. And yet despite my change of state 'Tis only change of mind, The morrow may be will'd by fate To prove today I'm blind. The creed I worship fades away Before some new found law^s. And e'en the changes of today Reveal an unknown cause ; That withers with a scorching blast All my concerted plans. And every circle that I've past Is sure to break its bans. 145 For Nature has no limits fix'd Nor fixedness of form. Our lives with joys and tears are mix'd As sunshine with the storm. There cannot be a more perfect personation of the Irish pun than is found in our late Senator John C. Spooner. The Irishman angrily said to his antagonist, "All the men ye ever kilt are alive yet." SOLITUDE. Solitude, the one glad consort of my soul. Within thy cloisters there is a welcome rest, Where thoughts writ on thy mysterious scroll That satisfies the hungry longings of my breast. No night so dark I may not there survey The early dawning of a new born day. TO THE READER. Reader, if thou perchance should spare A moment to these pages read. Let censure not thy thoughts inspire And wisely to their faults give heed. If 'neath a garnished palace tow'r, Where art has built itself a throne, Or sheltered by a humble roof, I pray thou wilt their faults condone ! The rankest thorn may bear a rose, Though growing in a rocky sward, Yet nature has with it no war And kindly owns it as its ward. Forbear to give thy swift reproof, And burn the tares, if spared the wheat. Thorns may survive the wintry storms While roses fall before the sleet. 146 AN APOSTROPHY TO THE STARS. Yon starry concave I behold Of blazing spheres and harmless flame, With twinkling beams of shining gold, Creation's Author to proclaim. Thy plunging rays now swiftly fall Bright as the bronzy close of day, From chambers of thy sparkling wall As I their pathless realms survey. What heavenly landscapes lie concealed Beyond thy starlit golden shores. That angels have in part revealed By whispers through thy open doors. But O how wanting is my gaze To reach thy inner deeps unknown, Through systems by mysterious ways Which lead to God's eternal throne. THE STARS AND GENIUS. Distance lends to greater stars a paler hue Than nearer ones that are more plainly seen. So we to genius greater faults impute Than lesser worth, that distance helps to screen. The brightest gems lie in the deepest sea Embosomed beneath the fiercely rolling tide, So greatest worth will never here be known If struggling 'gainst the wantom shams of pride. Yet as the stars, whose lustre distance hides. Forever shine in all their endless spheres. So genius will with deeper splendor glow Through all the cycles of the speeding years. 147 TO THE MEMORY OF JUDGE SAM RYAN. If he has gone his soul abides Now with us here, In thoughts that ring across the tides Still now more dear. His tired feet have found a rest From toiling free, If nevermore this side the crest His face we see. Though oft with pain and grief we pause To hear his voice, He's paid the debt to Nature's laws, With him rejoice. The triumphs of his active life Are known to fame, And left to live above its strife An honored name. EXHORTATIONS. There's danger in thy present state. Dread dangers fraught with threatened woes, Rise then each race, exalt thyself. You'll reap the fruits that you may sow. God, assimilation here forbids Save in intelligence of mind, Where the fittest will survive And rule the black or white if blind. THE TRUE MAN. His heart is pure. His soul is strong, He's always true Nor fears a wrong. All that he claims 148 Will be his due. His judgment clear And just and true. THAT TROUBLED THOUGHT. When worry begins Over errors or sins 'Tis nonsense and folly at best To fret and to phie, Or mope and repine, 'Twill only add pangs to the rest. Then try to add more To good you've in store By trying and doing your best. Make winter like May, If your hair's turned gray, For laughing, not grieving, brings rest. You can't pay a debt If this you neglect. Make doing and laughing a test. And fortune will smile On you kindly the while And grant all that is for the best. O WORLD! O world where is thy gain, When one here sees so little Yet feels so much thy pain ? THE GREED FOR GOLD. If this known truth the world w^ould own Injustice is now Satan's throne, The thirst for gold and greed for gain Would cease, and save it half its pain. 149 Ambition shackles truthful hearts And plays the fiend with its arts, Trampling justice in its train With its wild thirst and greed for gain. The toiler would his harvest own And right, not might, would rule the throne, And war and hatred end its reign And cease their greed and thirst for gain. While truth and love, with better part Here hand in hand would join with art; And pride with unassuming stride With joy would walk by virtue's side. NATURE AND MIND. The last rays of twilight Had faded from view, Revealing bright stars In their concaves of blue. The bloom of the roses Had perfumed the air, All nature responsive Was peaceful and fair. Yet nature provc^ restless If left here aloue, Unshared in its beauty Nor presence to own; And reap of the harvest Its bounty prepares. And share of its gladness, Its toiling and cares. Unless all her creatures Her beauties survey, And gather the fruits If unused would decay. 150 So mind like a garden, Untutored, unfed. Supinely and listless Will lie 'till 'tis dead. Our lives are like the star paved heavens, — rising higher and higher, forever and ever. DO WELL YOUR PART. Only do well here your part, 'Twill end well, and well 'twill start. IS AND EVER IS TO BE. I am glad of life's endowments, If mine is a meager share, For I wonton oft with pleasure If I'm threatened with despair. If I'm down life's river going, With my lifeboat in the flow, While I watch the currents ever As I half unconscious row. Asking what I am and whence I, As I on my journey go, Knowing not to where, or hence. Only that I am I know. If these are vain and idle thoughts They have rung adown the ages. Written deep in human life, And stamped on all its pages. 151 THE SIBERIAN EXILE. The chieftain gazed with flashing eyes, Bright with their fearless flame, As with the patriot's dying sighs He whispered freedom's name. There, chained beneath the starlit sky. He gave his last faint plaintive cry. ''Shall empires live when freedom dies. On Linden hills of snow, And slavery curse the Russian skies, There with its bloodstained glow; And tyrants spread their sombre pall Where dying freemen thankless fall?" No loving eyes with tender beams Watched o'er the exile's rest. As far from off the icy sheen The cold winds kissed his breast There, sadly 'neath the starry dome He dreamed of native land and home. The pale stars shone with paler beams Upon the dying slave. As raving in his nightly dreams Chained in his felon's grave; While ghoulish phantoms passing by In triumph mocked his dying cry. He cursed the dastard tyrant hordes And wrenched his grating chains, As stabbed him with their sharpened swords, He fell with cries of pain; And there beneath the polar skies The stricken heart of freedom lies. From Caspia's rosy breath there came A voice across the sea That woke the bleak Siberian plain With Anthems of the free; While down upon the glistening snow The moon shone with her crimson glow. 152 The exile laid with drowsy eyes; Grief reveled in his breast; The breezes with their pensive sighs His grizzled locks had cleft, As hushed his freedom loving breath Upon that friendly bed of death. No more shall pangs from plunging steel E'er rouse his drooping head ; Nor music heed from martial peals; Nor tears for freedom shed ; For radiant in the hazy west The sun sets o'er his lifeless breast. TO A SMILING BEAUTY. Now I see deception's cover Long has veiled thy heart from me ; Had I known thy baseness sooner, — Baseness now so plain to see. If the plotting heart within thee. Stung with unrequited pride, Could have felt the wrong it done me. Quickly would that heart have died. Now your coward heart, exultant In its inward baseness born. Little thinks that yet repentant It shall wither 'neath my scorn. Envy dies when 'tis defeated In its own deep-woven snare. And it shrinks from those it cheated In its loathsome, dread despair. Now your sin-cursed soul enthralling With the pangs so just its due, Wears the shackles that are galling To a sin-cursed wretch like you. 153 Could 5^ou know how once I loved you, Ne'er half equalled by my hate, Then repentance might have saved you. But — repentance is too late. Cursed thy deeds are, 'hove repeating, Deeds you wish were hidden now, But to God, who has their keeping. You shall yet submissive bow. You will sometime feel the sorrow That despair alone can teach, O'er the woes you'll daily borrow Still eternal they shall reach. Once I own, I proudly claimed you All a trusting heart could paint. But thy pirate heart has changed you To a devil, from a saint. Yet I leave you not in gladness; 'Tis with feelings 'kin to pain. Mingled with an unfeigned sadness That is tempered with disdain. With that smile with which you've blighted Honor, friendship, love and trust, With the vows you once here plighted But have trampled in the dust. Home itself you've cursed with treason. Blindly by your passions led ; Every noble thought or reason In your selfish heart is dead. Now your eyes so soulless glisten With a vacant, listless stare, If, while smiling yet you listen 'Tis the look born of despair. Soon, thy lustful carcass yielding To corruption's loathsome mass. And the dung-worms will be feeding Where no human step shall pass. 154 Then thy sinful soul shall suffer What no mortal tongue can tell, Sunk with deeds you'd gladly cover In the deepest, darkest hell. Like Castor's burning, dancing eyes, Man's schemes are hard to follow, They're hid so deeply in the shade. Of Pluto's smoking hollow! Yet, deep as are the devil's plans. And frequent his successes. They're punctured by the laws of right, He daily here transgresses! Wrong ten-thousand times succeeding. In time will find correction, Tho' often, long, it hides away, Behind its gross deception ! Justice, surely, will 'venge itself. On those w^ho live by plunder, Tho' counted as the world-wise Kings, And legions be their number! TO MRS. R. L. D. NICKERSON. Another year of harvest wisely stored And friendship pays it's tribute to your worth. As free as in your girlhoods early morn To celebrate the mem'ry of your birth. Nature unsparing with its gen'rous gifts Has lent new grace to crown your modest pride ; For, to your virtues a monument she'll rise Of truth, and love, eternal, side by side. This day made glad by hopes of its return To sanctify the mem'ry of the deeds Of one who was to selfishness no slave With soul too great to be the dupe of creeds. 155 Accept this humble off'ring of respect From those to whom your virtues have been known As to your life in retrospect they turned While on its peaceful currents here have flown. May we again oft gather at thy board In festal mood with hearts to friendship true And pray to Him who holds the keys of life To kindly long your speeding years renew. POVERTY OF HEART. These, are burning thoughts that master, All the phantasies of hope; Heard so plainly, yet a whisper, Having an eternal scope. Truth will live! and live forever; Too, will life itself decide, And its light will darkness sever, If to orion 'tis allied. How my poverty now quickens; Longing, longing for the gain, In the fearful thought that thickens; Poverty of heart and brain. In which dark and frightful shadows. Rising up in multiform. Leave a sense of deeper sorrows. Breaking, like a thunder-storm. Heaven, grant me this petition, In my poverty and fear; Teach my heart by intuition, 'Till thy oracles I hear. DECEPTIVE TEARS. There was a tear fell from her eyes, Altho' her face was smiling, 156 And yet, it was deceptions glance, And failed of its beguilding. If time has placed beyond recall, The look that's gone forever, I never can forget the smile. It will live on, forever! Yet never! can it in my heart. Save, but distress awaken ! For, in fact, to tell the truth, My faith in her was shaken. For never yet, did "Beauty's smile," Conceal so gross deception. It would attempt here to deceive. Its object of affection. JACK'S MISSION. Pray, O Jack ! my nose is freezing, Drop a sun-beam on my head. "Shut your mouth, and stop your sneezing. Don't you know that summer's fled ?" Then away, with ice-wings flew he. Silver laden, bright and clear. Singing as he flew then by me. To the South-land's warmer sphere. Gathering germs of death and sickness. Crushed them neath his icy feet ; Cooling fevered brows with quickness. Flying on with snow and sleet. Truth then flashed across my vision ; Jack was sent, an angel here, With the North Winds, on a mission. If his locks are cold and sear. Soon the falling rain and sun-light, Wove a crescent round his brow, 157 As he vanished through the moon-light, Back to Ice-land, then, I trow. Thus I learned the God of Nature, Had this healing angel sent. Though if fierce of grasp and feature. On love's sacred mission bent. TO MISS B. I know of your displeasure. At suggestions which I make. And think that I am sleeping. While the world is wide awake ; All from lack of thinking. With a blinded fogy's brain. Why I can't believe as you do, When you make it all so plain! Tho' if, often, I have wondered, At the isms newly born ; Yet, a Gnat has never proven That it was a Unicorn : And if here, I have been puzzled, At the wisdom of your say, I cannot quite believe it. If I know it is your way? While yielding much concession. To the change of circumstance. Yet, if, 'tis want of knowledge, I must always take my chance; Tho' with gibs of reprobation. That might fright a modern Czeck, From a senseless superstition That engulphs me to the neck. You may disprove my boldness, So unlike Sir Galahad : 158 But pray to keep your patience, If, in fact, I am so bad ; I'm only bone and muscle, That can hold my tongue in check, With so little store of wisdom, 'Twill not change at human beck! If your amenuensis. Should not write me down as coarse, Remember, there are changes Often, on the street and Bourse ; If quickly, now my household, Is shaken, up and down. Replaced by mental science, 'Twill not draw from me a frown. I believe in a hereafter. In an unknown state, called death! "No way of man evading Drawing now a vital breath ! As sure as leaves when falling. By the ice king's frosty wing, 'Twill crown the naked branches. Of the wakened trees in spring. I own good-cheer, and gladness, Is, now. Nature's priceless boon. That noon-day is not darkness. Nor is midnight light as noon ; I know that science clearly, Has discovered mental laws, And that every change that happens. Has within itself the cause. It proves that evolution. Both of matter and of mind, Bespeakes of new advancement. As by Nature 'twas designed ; Dispersing all the errors, That are woven into thought, 159 'Till temples built on reason, Are by God thro' nature wrought. 'Till with perfected being, If in seeming 'tis in vain. That God permitted evil. Here to breed its grief and pain ! But, only think that winter. Brings its measure here of good, As well as, gentle summer. When its laws are understood! Again I ask your pardon. For my unseemly jest' And pray that strength be given. To make the truth my quest; Yet 'spite of all the gladness, That has fallen to your way, I cannot quite believe it, Tho' I,m pleased at what you say! If half my sense is smothered. By the prejudice of sect, The other half, careering. Has too, failed to keep it checked ; And if you take it silly, Or may laught at what I say. Your theories are failures. In the light of truth today! For 'tis to man appointed. That he surely once shall die, By the laws which give him being, Life's laws, to you and I ; Till the atmosphere of Heav'n, All intelligence has breathed. Then will re-incarnation. Bring no body that's diseased. 160 This Kingdom is within the soul, In upward march of mind, Devoid of lust, of greed and pow'r, A living soul to bind? A LATE DISCOVERY. Ah, me! her face of girlish mirth, Must had its sweetness from its birth; Though late it was discovered. Like pearls found on an ocean strand. Half hidden by the shining sand. The drifting sea-foam covered. The magic of her winsome look, Like music of a running brook, Had living inspiration. And left the wounds of Cupid's dart, In my sad, regretful heart. Outliving its duration. But O ! Ah me, how strange its pranks, The heritage of wildest cranks, That are the slaves of women, Yet are to other hearts than mine. Charmed by a face that seem'd divine, Have proved a sadful omen. The wounded passions left to burn. Like torture of a sharpened thorn. Without exaggeration ; To well nigh cause my heart to break, If 'twas not a dreamy fake. Of my imagination. THE VICTORY OF CHRISTIAN FAITH. The ultimate of Christian faith, Assures the brotherhood of man ; ' Built on foundations of the truth, According to Jehovah's plan. 161 However deep the canyon's gorge, Where madding passion's swiftly run, Or cruel its malignant streams, They calmly will unite, in one. The humanizing force at work, Though often with a tragic hand. Will purify the human heart, And mine the gold from rock and strand. Opression for industrial gain, With all its selfishness and pow'r. Will weave its own grim winding sheet. And fall ignoble in an hour. If with attempted comic smile. And wild, melo-dramatic mirth, 'Twill vanish as its author, Cain, A Recre'nt of untimely birth. The healing force of Christ-like love. Will crush the selfishness of Art, And its preponderate pow'r will fill, With deeper joy the human heart. HARD SCRABLE'S COMPLAINT. The yearly round of pinch has come, Of milk, of meat and bread. And now my needed store is short. My cows are poorly fed. The taxes, too, have to be paid. And winter clothes be bought, With debts to pay and overdue. That leaves a scanty lot. The hens don't lay a single egg. With not a dime in sight. And now it is so freezing cold. Their combs are frozen white. 162 The children, too, are lacking shoes, To make the things look worse. And doctor bills are h^rd to pay Out of any empty purse. I know that I am not to blame. And yet the pinch comes round. And every time I feel the nip, I think I'll till more ground. They call this old Hard-Scrabble's farm, And laugh when I am short. Yet they may laugh, I do not care, I'll have my outings out. TO WYODENE. In yonder bourn of mountain shade, The fragrant roses bloom and grow. To crown the earth where now is laid Unharmed her form by rain or snow. Strangers will often pass this way By whom her virtues will be told. And twilight breezes chant their lay To her beneath the bloom and mould. Her parents, too, will come at eve. With grief her sacred mound to view, While sadly in their hearts they grieve. And with their tears the flowers bedew. Here friendship's swollen eyes with tears Will in their si:rrows mournful weep. While they will throu' their lonely years, Here long their painful vigils keep. The stars will long and brightly shine Above her fair unpillowed head. Yet ne'er believe her soul divine Lies silent here asleep and dead. 163 The parting ties and blissful dream Entombed with her, so lowly laid, Will ne'er disperse the golden beam That lights the darkness of Its shade. For mem'ry long will linger here Twining Its wreath of love to lay Upon the rose-bloom 'bove her bier. Fanned by the breath of ocean spray. No echo of the clam'rous wave That beats against the Harbor's breast, Disturbs her in her flowery grave, There In her silent hillside rest. Her bright and beaming sunlit face With heart rays of glory fill. For she, robed with Immortal grace, Thro' heaven and earth now roams at will. The sun In daily rounds will set O'er changes of the varying scene ; Yet ne'cjt in memory we'll forget Our deaiv.'st, darling Wyodene. CORA WILLIAMS. This incident occurred on Decoration Day at Shiocton. A little daughter of Mr. and Mrs. Harrison Williams ob- serving that many neglected graves had no flowers, she pro- cured all she could and kneeling by these unknown graves, whispering a silent player. It Is said that strong men and women stood in solemn silence, many shedding tears at sight of this sweet child in her devotions. Trembling breezes drifted softly In the May-time sunlit sky. And the breath of perfumed flowers With the winds were passing by. Loving hands, carnations planted To the mem'ry of their dead, 164 Save to those unknown, neglected, For whom no tears were shed. Yet, one infant form was bending, O'er the unknown sleepers there, As she from her store of treasures, Laid, for each, a tear-stained share. While her winsome, waving tresses, With their shim'ring golden haze, Hid the love and sweetness beaming. In her tender, saintly gaze. Men with iron wills stood mutely By the kneeling form they saw; Women's tender hearts were melted. With a holy, reverent awe. Friends and strangers, kneeling by her. With her upturned tearful brow. Whispered with the spirit's whisper, Darling, angel, bless thee now. Startled throngs, with joy and wonder, A new son / of gladness sang. And the watching angles, waiting. Joined the chorus as it rang. While the aims of life rose higher. Where that earth-born angel stood ; For each human heart beat stronger With new purposes of good. FROM WHOM THE THOUGHTS. From whom the thoughts, that are both yours and mine? Veiled deep in mist, as is the April moon. While on they pass, unseen, at night's dark noon ; Or, waiting, with the evening stars, to twine With gladness, round my anxious soul and thine! Awakening strains of music in each heart; 165 Vibrated back, with raptu'rs dreams of peace! And then are gone, from mem'ry ne'er to cease, Upon life's endless waves, tho' worlds apart? The new tomorrows that will come and go; With scattered day-dreams, by us now held dear, Tho' love's losses upon each cheek appear. If seen thro' veils of gladness, or of woe! In morrows, yet, we each shall ever know, That lull to rest, or wake with visioned fear, From impress of the romance of the past! 'Tween us and which, the night is setting fast. That brings no sorrow which can claim a tear! I'M TIRED OF FRETTING. I am tired of all this fretting. Over what is, or is to be ; Yes, tired and weary of setting The time when 'twill cease with me. For my worry is over tomorrow. And not of the things of today; It is over the troubles I borrow, That makes of my heart now its prey. Yes, sick of the talking and scheming. Though you may be planning as I ; 'Tis a frivolous, senseless, dreaming. Believing in half that's a lie. Yet carries me outward, and onward. Like a child that's busy at play ; Running, hither and thither, and forward, Not knowing for what, or the way. This fretting and strug'ling for riches. When we know they cannot endure; The heart, and the soul, so bewitches, With the dread we feel to be poor. Yet, I know it makes me a pauper, This looking for more and for more; 166 Which brings to my heart only torture, That's never once felt by the poor. Then away with the bustle and wrangle, Of riches, if now all the rage; Away with the rustle and tangle. Of a fast unreasoning age. Seek, the gladness, God-given, today, That, something you know cannot die ; And drive all your worry away. For I know it is half a lie. THE TRUE GOLD. Of my own thought I am ashamed, For worshipping the golden past; While present goodness I might claimed Far more than yet I've ever asked. Why should my oft reverted eyes Turn backward with an eager gaze ; Or future with its boundless skies Of endless reach and empty haze. The tender bud before the flow'r Had all its richest perfumes sown; While fullness of its ripened pow'r Its latest, sweetest, bloom could own. Why should I then with plaintive thought Grieve at the daily deeds of men. Or mourn o'er aught that they have wrought When they're the best that's ever been. I reap of that which I have sown, From soil prepared by fool and sage, And yet my thought must be my own. Drawn from life's dark or fairest page. There is no morrow to my soul, Today will be forever mine, 167 Then let its light my heart control, If darkly it or lucent shine. The riches that surround me now In haste I quickly should secure, While deeper still for truth I pray, For gold that will through change endure. GIVE YOUR BEST ENDEAVOR. If effort has not brought reward Don't think that 'twill not never; God controls his own award, Then give your best endeavor. If you've often been defeated Do not count it all as dross; Right of right was never cheated, Effort brings more gain than loss. If waiting oft provokes defeat Or delays invite distrust, A nobler effort then repeat Right is right and win it must. Wait with patience working trying If you find it God's behest — Some wise purpose underlying; For what is, is for the best. The bravest hearts don't always win Judging from our human view. Yet bravest they have ever been Who in doing bravely do. Then O, my soul, dream not of pain, No never, never, never! Each life of toil is full of gain. Then hush my fears forever. 168 THE INSTABILITY OF TIME. Here in our youth how swift the moments fly, And ere we know it, they have pass'd us by. 'Tis then we clothe with quaint illusive rhyme Our past enjoyments with the present time. As the bright glow from phosphorescent bark. Whose beauty is only seen save in the dark. So affections cling fondest round the heart For those we love the most when we must part. Yet, if this sweetest source of pleasure fail, We need not then its seeming loss bewail. For nature has a bounty here supplied As mem'ry does her kindred joys provide. MY SECRET. There is something in my keeping Which I do not care to speak ; Something unexplained by reason. With its mystery so deep. Something that the builder gave me, When he fashioned here my mind. Yet I know not all its meaning, Nor solution can I find. Tho' so frail I alwaj^s tremble, Lest its keeping I might lose. Yet at loss I am here ever What that something is to prove. Reader you now surely have it. Just the same as I do mine, Tho' I never ask you for it, Neither can I lend me thine. Kings and beggars all the same. Do each alike inherit. Yet none can claim it as his own. Or count is as a merit. 169 Tho' we live and learn my neighbor It will never be revealed. Did you ever think in keeping You had something so concealed? Now, o'er this something none can keep, You and I must have no strife. While I whisper you the secret, Don't you answer human life. LET ME TAKE 'OOR GLASSES GANPA. "Ganpa, let me take 'oor glasses, An' I'll 'ook up in 'er skies, An' I'll t'y an' find 'er bosses, An' th' bear with big b'ack eyes." I slowly closed the open page And kiss'd his sweet rosy cheeks, 'Till louder then my infant sage In his childish wisdom speaks. "I'll 'ook up in 'er milky way For the tows must be as'eep. An' Ganpa who dus give 'em hay, An' who dus the bossies keep." "There, there! for they 'av lit th' light! Quick ! Quick ! for da'll go to bed ! For now I dess da tink it night. Can 'oo see a bossie's head?" "Dare! dare! I tan!" with clasping hands. Rattling with his baby tongue. In childish glee 'bout starry lands, Up there, way beyond the sun. Who lit the lights he wildly cried? Dancing with his childish head. "See dare!^dare! where de bossies lied, Ganpa, are de bossies dead?" 170 I gazed then at the starry fold, Far off in the endless deep, And pray'd my boy with head of gold T-he God of the stars would keep. THE EMPRESS OF THE SEAS. Most gracious Queen, fair Empress of the seas, Brittania shall never fall, Columbia's prayers shall loud on every breeze For thy protection call 'Gainst Arab clans and brutish Tartar hordes, Or vile internicene foes, While millions wait now thy sovereign words To deal the Slav his deadly blows. Loyal beats now every Christian heart Afar throughout thy circling clime. And no wide seas thy trusted sons can part. Strike! Empress strike! 'tis now thy time. The tyrant that would all mankind oppress With thralldom of his fruitless years. The growling fiend polar bear repress And rid the burden'd world of tears. Strike ! Albion strike ! loyal to thy name. 'Tis Saxon blood thy sons inspire, Columbia's caught the glinting of the flame. Now lustrous with its native fire. Drive back the brutal hordes far to their haunts. Hush the cold stream of discontent, Joined heart to heart now with our kindred wants, Columbia does their wrongs resent. THE ANGEL'S MESSAGE. Queried have I all the morning. Sleepless, too, was all the night. Asking, asking, still unanswered, Am I, Oh! tell me, am I right? 171 Shall I crush the hand which struck me Such a heart benumbing blow, While the tears repress'd are falling, Will you tell me, yes or no? Fiercely rising is the impulse, Born of passions angry throes, 'Till the all absorbing feeling, That a wounded heart but knows, Bids me turn upon the slayer Who has caused my bitter woe, Yet an angel kindly whispers To my spirit, never, no! 'Tis an asp among the roses, Bound by friendship's golden chain. Hidden by the film of malice, Causes my undying pain. And me thinks 'twere right to slay it. For my heart is burning so; Yet, an angel kindly whispers To my spirit, never, no! Wrong on wrongs, by wrongs inflicted. Tendered with a vicious smile, 'Till my heart seems dead and frozen By false friendships wasting guile; Then 'twould seem a holy purpose Rising from the deadly blow. Bids me rise and slay the slayer, But my spirit answers no ! Through the long night lone and sleepless, Moved by passion's burning flame, With my heart more deeply bleeding. Coming, going all the same; Then, that vengeful thought arises. As I deeply feel the blow. But my guardian angel whispers Never, never, never, no ! 172 O poor human heart how blindly God's own purpose thou dost dare ! Here, when thou should uncomplaining All thy fitful sufE'rings bear ; Yet, again more painful frettmg, Sinking deeper is the steel, And I can't repress the anguish Now that in my soul I feel. Yet a half reproachful murmur From my heart aches will arise, Till a woe begotten shadow Swiftly passes by my eyes. With a look so sad remorseful. That I tremble at its pain ; For I see the hand that struck me By its own remorse is slain. Then to me the angles whisper As the shadow reached the grave. Would you have revenge your master And be cursed like him its slave? When they kiss'd my lips and left me With the fleetness of a dove ; While I thanked the holy angels For her message and her love. THE ONLY ONE LEFT IS JOE. I have been looking aback boys. For the mist has fallen away That hangs o'er the ways of life boys Since the days of frolic and play We ran over the hills with glee boys. And of us all I used to know The only one left is Joe. Now give me aback again boys Life's spring with its bloom and flowers, 173 And the harvest time with glee boys; With its noonday gladsome hours, For they were so full of hope boys, I hardly think it is so The only one left is Joe. The school and the battlefields boys. With the vict'ries won at play. As over the forts of snow boys, Or by the snow guns held at bay, While swinging our hats with glee boys, I can hardly think 'tis so That the only one left is Joe. They have all come back again boys, And the loved and the lost are here. While my heart seems young again boys, O'erbrimed with the hopes and the cheer We had in those olden days boys, And I hardly think 'tis so Now the only one left is Joe. Yes, I remember the days boys When each one went out in his way To gather the sheaves of life boys, And of some that went far astray. But gathered e'er this to rest boys. Yet can it be truly so Now the only one left is Joe. Now I am gazing aback boys To changes I've met in my way, With steps unsteady and weak boys, And my head is so white and grey, A change is nearing my feet boys, And I am certain I know There'll be no one left, not Joe. 174 THE REMORSE OF ILLTEMPER. Tho' I've sometimes said in rashness That thy heart was never true, But my heart then soon regretful Owned the wrong it done to you. Sometimes I have in my anger Cursed thee with a fearful curse, But when reason came to rule me, Cursed the thought which gave it birth. Sometimes in a thoughtless moment When you've said some hasty thing, I have yielded to my passions Through the keenness of its sting. When again by chance I've met you And the heartache died away, I have prayed to be forgiven As I gladly would today. Tho' I own a pang may linger Where love used to rule supreme. Yet I pledge my heart hereafter All its rashness to redeem. Now I see the wrong I done thee, Rather that I done mj^self. Then I shrink tho' I have done it In my very shame from self. GONE, GONE! Gone, gone! and he would gladly staid If I had only spoken The words that then so lightly laid Upon my heart now broken. O foolish pride, deserving shame, Unheard is now thy pleading. His frozen heart I can't reclaim. For it is dead to feeling. 175 And I this pain alone must bear, With my dear bought repentance, That my poor foolish heart might share A moment's brief indulgence. To see his manly face turn pale. Then flush again to crimson. That I'm seeming just might rail In senseless cold derision. O hapless fate, to thee I'm chained. From his stern look recoiling. With mem'ry of my heart so pained, So deathlike and destroying. Now all my dreams of life are crush'd. Yet he can never know it, Nor yet how deeply I am cursed. Nor, e'en how much I rue it. Gone, gone! the hateful cants repeat Till in my life is woven The anguish of its own defeat By long repentance proven. O vi^ould that I ere sense pride Had broke my life's sweet peaceful stream, But ah me! I should have died If this had not been but a dream. THE AFFINITY OF SOULS. What mystic thread of passion strung Between thy loyal heart and mine ; Re-echoes with the notes it sung In old rememb'rance now of thine? Its melodies so sweet to me Was hymm'd with love 'twould seem must last. But 'twould be better not to be Than know it was forever past. 176 O, do'st thou know that thou art cleft From all that loving life apart, And still to him so lonely left Dost yearn to soothe his aching heart? Canst thou entombed beneath the wave Of death's destructive, hopeless lot. Return here from the loathsome grave To meet me with one loving thought? Canst thou from o'er that desert shore Above its breaking tempests rise. And meet me as thou hast before Save but the spectre of disguise? Canst thou through realms of endless space, Where countless suns forever burn, With radiance beaming from thy face Again to me with love return ? I feel the sluggish pulse of life, Now quickened with thy holy touch. And dost thou now survive the strife And feel for me as much ? What message o'er that darkened void To which my mortal eyes can see. Hast thou in faintest whisper'd heard And told the angels 'twas from me. I know not, yet I truly know. It is the converse of the soul. From that far world to this below. O'er which God gives to love control. THE SILENT NIGHT. 'Tis night, 'tis night, the silent night, I'm gazing round with wonder. At yonder stars in endless flight Above the world in slumber. 177 'TIs night, 'tis night, the silent night. The weary world is sleeping. While fond true hearts dream with delight, And loyally are beating. 'Tis night, 'tis night, the silent night. With worlds above me shining, Down on the snow, with lamps of light. From fields of silver lining. 'Tis night, 'tis night, the silent night, And millions now are weeping. Yet God beholds, with ceaseless sight, And has them in his keeping. 'Tis night, 'tis night, the silent night. Its voice to us is speaking. Prepare the sheaves w^ith royal might God's angels now are reaping. AUTUMN. Now Autumn with her yellow hood Has changed the summer green to brown, And sullen rules where she then stood With chill November's surly frown. While summer with her virgin face Hides in the sombre purple shade And yearning with her tender grace To kiss the frosty, jeweled glade. She turns with an approving smile To frolic with the sporting leaves. Or half reluctant strays the while Among the leafless swaying trees. Or southward flies to fairer climes Beyond the hills of frost and snow, Where brooklets sing their drowsy rhymes And breezes sweet with fragrance blow. 178 Thus, too, when cares my heart besieged, I've oft relieved the tortured mind By fleeing to some favorite mead Where friendship did its kinship find. I then this- lesson well may learn, When trouble rends my heart and head, That creature care to which I turn Ne'er yet my path to pleasure led. If autumn with its surfeit cries. More blades to blight and rills to bind, Love will like summer's peaceful skies Allays the troubles of the mind. For life with all its seeming woes May oft be dress'd in autumn's gloom And yet beyond the autumn's snows Lies sweet perpetual bloom. MY FRIEND. If for the want of some better employment I've foolishly murdered one moment for you, Pleasure so poor to be grudged its enjoyment, I can hardly think, My Dear Sir, to be true. You doubtless will say he's a little now off! Swimming a current he never can buffet. But go to old Styx, and while drinking your quaff You'll see yourself then reflected a mullet. A giant would hardly thus muddle his brains When so soon he in Lethe's sweet waters could drink So don't fret at the 'bore, nor yet at your pains, You'll forget his coming while taking your drink. The sight of a bigot is surely enough If sadly I find such a creature in you, To own that I see it, I own it is tough, And yet, if it is so, some merit's your due. ^ 179 A heart made so narrow a vision so blind No broad superstructure can ever create Yet God forgive if one thought in my mind Unv^illing should give place now to hate. TO RIDE ON PEGASUS. If all the vexations and troubdes I meet Might readily crush the most radical saint, In this consolation there's something that's sweet, No pleasures I purchased by making complaint. Though vixicon and hades may their colloques hold And open their gauntlets of terror may be With their shafts wrought to burn, and tongues that are cold, It can never dissever this blessings from me. In tempest of passions and worry of hearts There's something that's never congenial I know. Yet happiness comes if dissembling in part To laugh at the bitter and let the world go. To be a Cyclops and ride on Pegasus No doubt would be pleasure that one would enjoy. But riding a sledge, with trouble to drag us. Would need be quaint wisdom to own it a joy. Hurrah ! for the song that lightens my trouble, Hurrah! for my nag that with wings never flew; Nor yet work single, nor even draw double, Nor e'en in his life time a load ever drew. Hurrah! for the heart that contentment has found. For heads that on pillows of stone soundly sleep And fearlessly rest in the storm's v^^ildest sound. With the laughter that laughs when the grumblers weep. 180 THE GOLDEN CHALICE. Many worthless treasures sought we Fondly in our hearts to nurse, That we once esteemed as riches Which ever after proved a curse. Selfishiness and morbid passion, Lust ill-tempered joined to creeds, With ten thousand nameless nothings. Never one that meets our needs. Kindled by their moral presence That consume us with their fire. Following with a wild disorder Consequences dread and dire. Worshiping but self, our idol, Cruel, selfish, insincere; Making self the slain and slayer, Both to perish on one bier. Deep the Corsair thrusts we've suffered, Vainly seeking chance for flight, As these demons round us fluttered Shutting out the rays of light. Frightened by the incantations, Making jargon clouds of dust. Crowning failure of the harvest Wherein once we thought to trust. But there rose a chaplet radi'nt, Which to life new brilliance brought, And our idols quickly vanished As our dreams had, into naught. Wider, wider, grew its circle; Brighter burned its beams of light; Rose a cry above the tumult, — Worship God! seek truth and right. 181 THE MELODIES OF NATURE. Harps of waves and summer breezes Sweetly mingle in my ears; Songs of stars and wild bird voices Hushing my imagined fears. Rythmic notes of brooks and rivers Echo with their symphonies, Ringing back with glad responses In their chanting melodies. Fragrance flung from rosy margins, Valleys filled with sheep and kine; Speaking of the wondrous nature Wrought in all its works divine. Glinting pearls with limpid beauty Falling in the morning dews, Forming wells of human gladness. Gushing songs of joyful news. Rich with wealth of untold goodness. Singing soul-tuned prophecies; Waking with their gladsome measure All our hearts deep sympathies. Greeting with a joyful greeting Pilgrims down life's weary way; Filling hearts with love and gladness With their music day by day. MY NEIGHBOR. Last night in my fancy while roaming. My neighbor I wandered to thee, In hopes I might in the gloaming Thy fairy sweet Orpheus see. How strange the harp of thy muses That rang in thy lodge then so clear, Unkindly the moment refuses To sing but one note I could hear. 182 Thy songs, like waves oi the ocean, Seem charmingly bless'd with the spell; Awaking my soul with emotion As in rapture around me they fell. Didst thou then bid them when fleeing Not to breathe then one note on my lyre, And hush'd to silence the feeling They woke with the fondest desire? If often thy harp here reposes At rest on thy mantle unstrung, I'll wait near thy bow'r of roses Again till some note they have sung. The voices I heard in my dreaming Must ring from some heavenly shrine ; For the ecstacy woke was a feeling Of sweetness I know was divine. I vainly have waited their coming. Till dream and the music were gone; And the thought felt when awaking Then pierced through my heart like a thorn. Yet God may in kindness not given The spirit to waken my lyre; For poets must breathe from heav'n The power to pleasure inspire. Why should I murmur and sorrow If the muses their favors decline; I'm glad the grief that I borrow My neighbor can never be thine. CAN SEE, YET BLIND. Oft friendship's eyes but blindly see The faults that reason would condemn, While sterner judgment is more free To point with heartless scorn to them. 183 Assurance, too, with pity's gaze Oft makes approval doubly sad ; For wisdom with its wiser ways Cannot confound the good and bad. My truant muse in art so young. Yet I must own to loving well; If ne'er one hymn that thou hast sung From Orpheus' lips has ever fell. If fickle chance might briefly lend Some charm of joy that it had known; I've failed to find one honest friend Within whose heart the truth 'twould own. Tho' hope a moment's charm might crave, And seemly without just offense; Yet, reason would more kindly save The failure of my fruitless sense. Nor yet, in truth, can I deny The pleasures that oft come from them; Nor in my heart can quite rely On what my reason may condemn. Tho' daily now more frail appears The scanty measure of my gain ; And yet if 'twas o'erbrim'd with tears I'd own 'twas gladness mixed with pain. THE FATED PHILOSOPHER. My farm, said he, is all run down. My fences gone to rack; But swine like these when sold in town Will bring the money back. My father once this land did own And raised good stock and grain ; But, since I drew of Brown the loan It will not grow a cane. 184 Yet soon I'll have a house like Brown And have a coach and four ; For I shall live, Sir, then in tov^n. With servants at my door. You see that I have struck the vim That is, Sir, sure to w^in ; And I w^ill buy a v^^atch and chain, For gold w^ill soon come in. Here is jovial thriftless by his sty. Sat idling time away ; And called to every passer by That chanced to hear his say. Thus on he ran so full of cheer I own I felt surprise ; That one as he environed here Should have such blinded eyes. I paused to hear the rustic's thought As on he went to say: ''These hogs this very day I bought Of my near neighbor Grey." "They are. Sir, of a special breed; I'll be a millionaire; For they will burrow in the mud And will not need my care." HOW VAIN THY WORTH. Vain are thy gifts persuasive world, If faith and hope are but surmise. And man, like atoms, on is hurled Till he is lost or, rather, dies. If death is but the only chance And life no more when here 'tis past! What is the good of this brief trance If knowing first it cannot last? 185 If I was but, when I was born, Like the north-wind that sullen blows, What is my life then but a thorn Dead as the earth from which it grows. Less than the roe that wand'reth free From all the burdens that I bear, While Nature wantons in its glee And laughs at grief I have to share. And still of this I'm left in doubt, As brooding o'er my swift decay. And as a boat that's tossed about, No harbor has where safe to lay. POVERTY WITH PLENTY. He is sitting in his mansion, With its walls bedecked with gold ; Nursing his unreas'ning passion That has made his life so cold. And within his heart is hunger. That nigh borders on despair. Brooding o'er his scanty measure When there's fullness everywhere. He has health, and life, and reason. That might bring him joy 'tis true; Yet to him, so out of season. He still yearns for something new. Thus he's poor, so poor with plenty, That he has a beggar's heart; Spurns his footman, fears his sentry. Eking out a miser's part. Would you live the life he's wasted, Wasted for his worthless gains? Be like him to sorrow fated, Cursed with all his ceaseless pains? 186 Would you share with him his treasure For the price that he has paid? Share his joj^s of meager measure That so soon to him must fade? Pray for him, his heart-sick hunger, If his faults you can't condone; Pray for those whose greed for plunder Has turned their hearts into stone. PARMASSUS. Beyond 3^on rim of rosy mist Parmassus' lofty summits rise ; Vet flowing round its golden disc Are deadly streams in deep disguise. Yet firm astride Pegasus' back Rides many a hapless foolish swain O'er fancy's rocky narrow track. Till they with grief and shame are slain. Still rushing down the stream they go With senseless dreams in swift pursuit; Lured by ambition's wanton woe Until their tuneless harps are mute. Yet truant Muse thy tempting song Shall many a hopeful heart yet slay ; That will still with its limping gong In sad illusion chase thy lay. For sweet will still thy whispers ring With accents that around them fall ; Yet ah, what grief to them 'twill bring To find thy notes to them are gall. Up many a steep and rugged hill I've sought in breathless haste to climb; But what avails the hum.an will To one who threads the steeps of rhyme. 187 What nameless joys spring in the soul Whose touch awakes the mystic lyre, That from Appollo's temples roll O'er many a lonely songster's pyre. O cruel vampire, in the heart, That grasps it with an iron hand, Whose pains do deeper pains impart No earthly mortal heart can stand. Thy sweetest songs like gladsome May, So rich with their persuasive store, Fall doubly sad to him who may Ne'er sing one note forevermore. Yet sing, sing on, thou mystic myth. My loss is but thy rightful gain; You justly share the royal bliss That has thy foster brother slain. O FAIRY SYLPH. O fairy sylph wast thou as true As memory makes thee ever? Or has some fated winds to you Blasted thy sweet life forever? Have no false thoughts, betimes renewed, Returned with half reproving fears. And left thy rosy cheeks bedewed To rasp thy heart with grief and tears ? Has wealth of love, — 'twas thine in youth- Revealed by every thought and glance, Retained its sacred pledge to truth Despite the storms and fates of chance? Has glimpse of years, returning fast. The holy vows you used to prize. Revealed a faithless love at last And sundered all life's sweetest ties? 188 Ah no, methinks such treasured worth Must still thy latest breath inspire, And hold as sacred as at birth, So truthful was its first desire. No winds that changing fate can send, By mis-chance or fortune driven. Can e'er that hallowed mem'ry rend, For it must be writ in Heaven. A HAPPY HOME. In yonder ivy covered shade Bright happy faces now are seen. And flowers with sweet fragrance bloom. There 'neath their ample banks of green. Where art and wealth with nature join •To build a peaceful happy shrine. While I with halting gaze survey A home so bless'd and so divine. Where nature has her wond'rous gifts Profusely to each one bestowed ; And wealth of heart and wealth of mind In golden streams have freely flowed. There love and friendship loyal meet Without one false dissembling smile, For culture marks each kindly face And mirth and pleasure reign the while. Long may their gladness rule supreme With love and laughter dwelling there. Without one tear to mar their joy Or cloud of grief or sorrow share. Some unknown pen of them may write A tribute to their genial worth. And save from darkness and for thee Their names, their virtues, and their mirth. 189 SATAN IN NEW DRESS. There is a hero smirk and true, And all the world now bows to him ; He is preaching, and he's praying, He is robbing, and he's slaying Just to make the world now better With his bible and a fetter, — All for God He plies the rod Of his religion. Would you know this Christian's name, That is known so far with shame ? I will tell you, if with pain. For they used to call it Cain, Tho' they've changed it just for bluff, For it read so hard and rough. While for God He robs and slays For his religion. As he sings his hymns and prays For the bless'd millen'al days, Here at home, or over there, Where the Boers and Bolos are That with blood he may baptize. Heathens he may Christianize, For a holy sacrifice — To his religion. Now the prince and president Say his creed is excellent, Full of glory as the sun. Armed with Bibles and a gun ; Made immortal by his trust In the God whom all here must, While he cries, keep up the fight. All but heathens know 'tis right Here to do their Maker's will. For the strong the weak to kill, That the world may be made better, 190 By the spirit and the letter Of his religion. TWIN BROTHERS OF MINE. If endeavor has proven but efforts in vain In search of the life I now^ seek to find, Yet am lost in the myth that now covers my bram, For I find in my search that my eyes are so blind. Yet, here, life from life nov^ does surely appear In the life of the tree and the man and the mind. So my life, born of life, is to me full of cheer, In search of that life I hope yet to find. The sweet hidden life of this beautiful flower. Whose sweetness so kindly now gladdens the day, Inspiring my heart in so lonely an hour. Cannot as its bloom ever perish away. For each one that grows in the forest or field. And clings to the branch of its own mother vine, Does lessons of wisdom most graciously yield, And in some way unknown are twin brothers of mme. So contentment now shares with my troubles apace, Tho' seeming at times but to scarcely exist. No shadows, if real, it does not displace With beams of such brightness no doubts can resist. MY FRIEND'S OPINION. "A little off," he blandly said. With caustic, mystic air. And poised aloft his pond'rous head. This friendly wiseac'r. He scanned each thought, then beat the time, Wrote "plus" here, "minus" there. Said "Bad the measure, worse the rhyme," My friendly wiseac'r. 191 "A little off, and badly mixed; Well, well, I do declare, I don't see how it can be fixed," Said friendly wiseac'r. "But read right on, I like to hear, Tho' I've no time to spare, And then — the thought is not quite clear," Said this great wiseac'r. "Strange one who writes as much as you Can't make a hit somewhere, But here nor there is merit due," Said this great wiseac'r. I own a pang then through me flew But none that pang can share. While he talked on, "Do as I do," Said my friend wiseac'r. "A little off. I can't tell why You talk and reason fair. But when you write, away you fly," Said friendly wiseac'r. I looked at him from jib to main. What was and was not there. Then through my heart there stole a pain For this great wiseac'r. THE NEW RENAISSANCE. Nature and Truth, bespeak a change, Of purpose and of thought; When knowledge, with a higher aim. Will to the world be taught. Commercial genius now alone, That works for gold and gain ; Sits clothed with purple on its throne. That's built with tears and pain. 192 The Knowledge that gives Commerce pow'r, The public mind desires; And sordid impulse rules the heart, That greed of wealth inspires. The evolution now of thought, At slow evolving pace; Moves on the higher lines of truth, To wrong and greed displace. The literature to raise the world, From selfishness and lust, Lies now beneath the jargon wheels Of greed and passion crush'd. Now persecution's iron hand Awaits with burning torch ; And passion with a fiercer glance Cries for the Order March! While Anarchy, a scrowling dupe, A blinded fiend stands; And waits with ready will to strike With cruel, bloody hands. O, Reason, haste! thy laggard steps. And Freedom, light thy flame; Let Justice, tempered now with love. In Mercy truth proclaim. That when the new Renaissance comes, With Freedom's glorious beams; The lion and the land will rest, Fulfilling prophet dreams. Then Heaven let all nations bow Before thy throne to thee. That angels may the truth proclaim To make earth's children free. 193 WILT THOU? Wilt Thou, O Lord, the veil remove Between my love and me? It will a stronger anchor prove To draw me nearer Thee. And do Thou ne'er my hands release While to Thy arms I hold; And may my faith the more increase In Thee ten-thousand fold. BEAUTIFUL THOUGHT. Beautiful thought, beautiful thought, That comes through the gates ajar: As from the angel-lips 'tis caught Brought down by the morning star. Beautiful thought, that softly swells To me on the evening chime. Then ring the bells, then ring the bells, 'Twill shorten the bridge of time. Beautiful dream, beautiful dream, To gladden the drowsy night; While sweetly in the rosy beams Adrift on the wings of light. Beautiful thought, beautiful thought. Coming from over the sea; This new-made song the stars have brought Ad own from the blest to me. Then ring the bells, then ring the bells, Back to them over the sea. And as the answering message swells They'll know that it comes from me. 194 GRANT AND MT. McGREGOR. 4. sacred holy fane shall be McGregor's crown, A shrine to which reverent millions turn ; Made immortal by a hero's great renown As slowly out his dying moments burn. Ages unborn shall to thy temple bow With glad remembrance of a hero's fame, While in solitude upon thy lofty brow It stands guardian of his honor'd name. There 'neath gold fleck'd fields of northern lustrous skies His pangs the pines responsive sighing morn; The moon and stars with tender pity as he lies Reverb'ant cry from God's celestial throne. A nation's heart his painful sufferings share, As pulsing on his ebbing current flies, While each billow does some kindly message bear Columbia's hero as he slowly dies. Ah, more! kindred hearts of war-worn comrades weep, And loyal to their leader sadly bow; Or hushed, in stillness their weary vigils keep, And list'ning wait in breathless silence now As from McGregor's fane the sad requiems ring Their echoes, which the mourning world now hears, While mournful on each trembling vesper wing. There falls the tribute of a nation's tears. PROGRESSIVE THOUGHT. Impelled by instinct born of God, The leaders here of thought, Oft on their cheerless marches move By truth and reason taught. Yet hope inspires their languid steps With courage as they pass. Though hissing voices ring the while From an unthinking mass. 195 The consciousness of human love Their purpose will inspire, Though thwarted oft by obstacles Can never quench desire. With reason it disperses doubt As on the ages move, Though if diverting lines appear Their errors it will prove. The impress of the progress made Will hold the world in trance, By reaches of its wond'rous strides Through change of circumstance. In unformed thought if now unborn Its truth the world will own, To guide man's onward destiny In reaches yet unknown. The impulse that is planted here Will, with increasing sway, Dispel the errors of the past And end in clearer day. The mighty energies inwrought Within the human mind. Here yet will forge the burning chains To wrong and error bind. Truth, love and liberty will reign By strong abiding thought. Though anti-Christ may loudly cry, His cry will come to naught. The righteous laws of providence Subserving Nature's plan. Will be the only horoscope To lead here mortal man. 196 NO FANCIES OF THE MIND. The moments quickly pass away, • The day, too, soon is gone; December soon will follow May And night give place to dawn. The cheek which wears the sweetest bloom May, too, the soonest fade. And thoughts which only bring us gloom Are those we should evade. MY COMRADS IN SUFFERING. My heart aches, now for the sorrows Of the poor, and the homeless here, With no bright sunsets at evening Nor mornings with promiise of cheer. For those now chasing the phantom That sports on the currents of fame. Wrecked by the fables of fortune. So faithless, its purpose and aim. For those on life's cliff rim'd borders With pinions flung wide to the breeze; To sink in the rock-bound billows And shallows of life's stormy seas. THE OLD SOLDIER. Forget not his valour if telling again Of battles he won and the enemy slain. If his steps now are feeble— his eyes lost their fire, His soul is still burning with martial desire. The mem'ry of battles how lives in his heart Recounting the deeds where he bravely took part, 197 Awaken'd by thoughts of their glory and fame When then, for a moment his eyes flash with flame. Smile not at his weakness, if sometimes 'tis seen Repeating the story of an old battle scene, For quickly his comrads are passing away. Yet they will be honor'd and live on as today. You'll soon cease to wreathe with green laurels his brow, Yet oft to his mem'ry twine ringlets as now. Awaking your hearts with the patriot's fire That filled his brave soul and your own will inspire. NEW FOUND JOY. One half our lives we chase vain thoughts to flatter Our imagined dreams. Turning from joys, to ever vanish after Crossing its unbridged streams, We hearken to earths' gleeful songs and singers In pain or laughter. Not list'ning to the spell bound fate that lingers All unchanted after. Until, unwisely, in the sunset. burning Out life's dim treasures, We wait fearful with subtle anguish turning Seek vainly new pleasures, 'Till frightened by shadows of our lost visions, With fait' ring step we gaze, At the strange errors of our untaught reason Across the fading ways. Which in our gross vanities of vanity Help becloud the day. Question, then, our trustfulness and sanity Along life's blind steep way. Fleeing from the spect'ral follies of the past, Gilded with alloy. Until we are sandalled with God's love at last And drink its new found joy. 198 RETROSPECTION. Its gladness comes still, if its brightness is clouded Above the mad tempest of darkness and storm. For a halo of sunshine oft leaves it enshrouded. Revealing in glory her face and her form. Farewell to the hopes my fancies were gilding With roses whose bloom here will never bloom more, If then unprofaned in my blindness when building, And still now as then I no less will adore. For the blush on her cheeks in its innocence smiling With beauty, and sweetness, are ever my own. Which ever now over the darkness is rising With fervor as true, as when first it was known. YESTERDAY AND TOMORROW. Now yonder field with deeper Tints is painted That in the lush soft grass are seen And flow'rs with lips of Sweeter fragrance scented Are smiling in their beds of green. Yesterday was clear with Golden sunlight falling, On honey'd lips of smiling flow'rs, Today the raindrops on the Roof are falling. With gloom to fill the listless hours. Today mem'ries swift o'er My soul are sweeping. With low'ring clouds more darkly cast While thus their streams 199 Of falling rain are weeping, The veering winds are driving past. AMERICA. God's chartered ruler thou wast made The uncrowned child with freedom free, To share his matchless heritage Of love, and truth, and liberty. In thee it was where freedom gained The climax of a world's renown. On seas, and shores, with liberty Thy humbles youmen here to crown. No tyrant arm will dare to strike This child with freedom's love aflame, Though envy grudges it the might And glory of its youthful fame. Thy muses yet with harps will sing As sweetly as Britanias' lyre. When Scotias favorite songster sang Upon the braeis and banks of Ayr. THE MYSTERY OF LIFE. God has awoke thy sleeping soul As spring awakes the flow'rs. To wing it to its heav'nly goal With Christ's reviving power. Thy earthly form to fade away Its life to end in death, My spirit life knows no decay Nor need of mortal breath. Though it was here in weakness sown It now is raised in powers. 200 Ten thousand years will now be known As once a fleeting hour. "'Oh ! grave where is thy victory, Oh! death where is thy sting?" For death unveiled the mystery Through Christ our soverign king. THE ESSENTIALS OF MIND. It needs an active forceful brain To gather food for fruitful thought, As nitrogen to push the grain By handiwork of Nature wrought. To force expansion of the mind, And utilize its unused powers. As potash softens sand to bind The growing grain and stems of flow'rs. Though oft in fields of richest soil Will lodge and fall the growing grain, Without phosphorus aid and toil. As will a sluggish, thoughtless brain. That here will be like headless wheat Or cobs that grow without the corn. And always sure to meet defeat Without the phosphate in it born. Thus Nature in her wisdom here Has kindly too, outlined the plan. Where mind can reach the highest sphere In the development of man. Yet too the mind will fade away If lacking concentrated will. And is as sure to meet decay As frost will here the flow'rs to kill. 201 WIDOW JONES. The Widow Jones has been to town, And now gone home a laughing, For all the people followed her With open mouths and gapping. Chorus. The gray and blue now join the cry For Union stars wave o'er them. And there is glory now for all With freedom's arm around 'em. The Widow Jones was always kind To all our boys with Teddy, And even in their hardest pinch She with her help was ready. Chorus. Yes, Mother Jones has broke the wall Between the Reb and Yankey, And Now we own them partly right If we were somewhat cranky. Chorus. THE DECEITFULNESS OF APPEARANCES. She's lovely with her winsome eyes. With sparkling floss of golden jets, Clear as the bright blue azure skies When twilight's rosy plumage sets Lust'rous on the closing day, Where gems of starry splendor play. And, too, her lips exquisite smile. While flaws of temper she's conseal'd, Seem flushed with sweetness all the while. Her heart of icy flint congealed, 'Till some light word is thoughtless said Then all her gracious smiles are dead. 202 And her bright eyes so full of mirth Have changed and left their wizzard scroll, That you believed were not of earth, Are like the hardness of her soul. That burns with mad and vain desire Like oracles of raging fire. While her sweetness now, wild in flight Bewails more madly with despair And her brief springtime of delight, Her wanton coldness seems to share. As deeper, deeper, sinks the thorn That kills with sorrow and with scorn. WRITTEN IN MEMORY OF THE LATE DR. HENRY LUMMIS. Stop stranger, view the sacred close Where rests a holy man. Whose virtues pillow his repose. Thy mortal eyes may scan. The measure of his genial worth Is in God's records writ. Known as a royal son of earth By wisdom, truth, and wit. To honor had a sovereign's claim Of knowledge's wondrous store. With titles to immortal fame Yet loved his fellows more. Then bow above this hallow'd shrine Dear stranger stop and weep. For angel forms unseen divine His silent watches keep. 203 WENT AND BOUGHT HER BONNET. She said with smiles yet pointed Now, Jim is the time, He was so disconcerted He thought at first to climb. She Indignantly objected, Said no sir, now, today! As oft he had regretted I knew he must obey. He shyly Intimated, Tomorrow, won't it do? She seemed more aggrevated And fierce her temper grew. Her eyes with fury flashing Then glistened with their fire. That threatened such a mashing He dare not face her fire. Though inwardly dissenting. Gazed at her angry face That tears and smiles were flushing With loveliness and grace. He borrowed twenty dollars. Knowing he was in it. Then did as many others Went and bought her bonnet. SUGGESTED BY SEEING MY LITTLE GRAND DAUGHTERS BAKING SAND PIES THE DAY BEFORE STARTING TO THE PACIFIC COAST. Dear sweet little darlings Baking sand for pies. Brighter than the sunbeams Warming up the skies. 204 Full of life and laughter Busy as the bees, Passing round the dishes Feigning bread and cheese. Where will they be tomorrow Whirling far away, Thinking of the dinner That they had today? Who for me can answer Questions full of fears, Hushing up my gladness With a flood of tears. They are in God's keeping Always in his care. Ever, every moment With Him every where. He will keep my treasures Safely in his fold. Precious little jewels Pure as purest gold. On the snow-kiss'd mountains Or in oceans deep. He will keep my darlings, I've no cause to weep? WILL MAN LIVE ON? Will man live on in his despair And gainst misfortune cope, While every moment doom'd to share New failures of his hope. While deeper grows the deep unrest That does more strongly bind. The viper to his aching breast With tortures for the mind? 205 Oh ! torments that the world has curs'd Immersed in its deciets, Have now thy limits reached their worst Or bade but new defeat, Each, exceeding now the past Accented with its woe, Will they live on until the last While new afflictions grow? JIM AND I. He always meets me with a smile And grasps my empty hand. While it is cold as is the rock On which our feet may stand. Yet his warm touch imparts to mine A half unspoken joy. And in my heart I wish like Jim I was a happy boy. Yet I have learned enviroment Don't make a happy heart. That Jim and I are much alike Yet each must act his part. THY CRUEL HEART. Thy cruel heart but ill befits Thy fairy loveliness of face. Or willow'y form with softest touch And tender sweetness of its grace. Yet cold as Greenland's frozen breath The pearly frosty jewels kiss. For the vailed witch'ry of thy lips Would freeze the proffer of a bliss. 206 O why can mortal virtue now Disguise a truant heart so vile, Whose charms can only breed a tear If 'tis concealed beneath a smile? May God forgive the wanton soul That would absue its native charms And make unworthy to unfold Its myth of beauty in my arms. TO HAROLD SPENCER. Where'er thy steps may turn my boy May fortune smile upon thy face, And genius fill thy heart with joy. Crowned with a wreathe of manly grace. Let not ambition's pride and cares Make thee e'er less a man than now, If caught within their tempting snares Ne'er to their baneful impulse bow. For deep beneath their blissful dreams A viper hides within their charms. And lures thee by their tempting beams To crush thy heart and stay thy arms. Yet charge me not, my youthful friend. Oblivious to a sense of fame. Though in oblivion I may end Without so much as known my name. Truth's magic power ne'er proves as false Nor lapse of time brings it decay; Though oft like maze of dazzling waltz 'Twill wander in its devious ways. Its sun will set in cloudless skies Brightened by love's eternal flame. For yond its twilight ever lies A crown, crowned with immortal fame. 207 Smile not at my ambrosial dreams That lures in vain my rustic lyre Tomorrow's sun may bring no beams Nor hopes to burn with youthful fire. Take my good will, if not my lot, A rustic life and bootler's way, The brightest flowers are prone to rot And sometimes soonest to decay. GOD MARKS THE LINE. How true it is God marks the worth Of all our human prayers, For every one is judged and known Here by the fruit it bears. WITHOUT A CROWN. Here lies a man of much renown Yet few here knew his real worth, Although he died without a crown He was a Nero from his birth. CHRIST BEFORE PILATE. Led a vicarious sacrific Before that cruel clan, A free and holy ofiEering To save his fellow man. 208 RING BACK ACROSS THE SEA. Man is but a wandering waif Upon a shallow sea, Afloat upon the drifting waves That were, and are, to be. I spurned what others did enjoy And loved my harder lot. To find its fruits were often pain Its pleasures soon forgot. I've waited at the poet's shrine. To hear divinely sung, And found the songs to please my heart Were for another tongue. Ambition oft her curtain raised And smiled yet 'twas in vain It only left a deeper sting And yet to smile again. NO NOT FOR ME. How often by this sacred fane My sleepless dreams have laurels won As bright as when the ocean waves Their golden robes of morning don ; Yet lost again, they were to be And not for me, no not for me! From out affection's holy shrine There flows a swifter, deeper stream, Of love to bless each human heart Far sweeter than ambition's dream. That floats across life's carnal sea But not for me, no not for me! My harp sounds like the winds low moan That breaks the charm of every lay. Without the notes of joyous song 209 Here to a listening ear repay, For it can't sing nor revel free No not for me, no not for me ! When sorrow holds no longer sway, A sweeter strain rings in my song Some weary wayworn soul to cheer Which here with pain has suffered long. To help its lifeboat o'er the sea But not for me, no not for me ! When love with anguish and despair Awakes at dawn with early day, From out the midnight's darker gloom To wander in the new-born day, 'Twill sing with hope to make it free But not for ne, no not for me ! HOPE MUST HIS HEART HAVE FED. The light of genius in him burns At war now with his fate. As he indignant sadly turns From those who spurn his state. Has wealth and castle only worth? With poverty of mind, If fortune's idol is from birth To truth and honor blind? His wealth of genius far outweighs The heraldry of show, Tho' sorrow ever marks his ways With misery and woe. Some future age will yet deside This empty, heartless shame. And worth and genius gloryfied Will wear a wreath of fame. 210 CELESTIAL FORMS. Celestial forms here fill my room Now to me unseen, O, could my poor dim mortal eyes But penetrate the scene. How many faces long I've loved Would to me then appear, Instead of these cold silent walls Which look so lone and drear. For then my lips would cease to sigh And tears no longer flow, To see the ones I long to see That now are here I know. GOOD BYE. Good bye my friends, for I'm away For long I've waited here to find, The truth as wand 'ring day by day, Until my eyes are nearly blind ; Yet through my blindness I can see % The shore where I shall soon be free. Good bye my friends, 'twas once so bright When flatt'ry clinging to my arms, I walked in rosy beams of light And listened to her whispered charms That well nigh changed to stone my heart. Then say good bye, my friends, we part. Now on the wings of light afloat I hear the sweet Elysian voice Yet will not in my gladness quote The songs which make my soul rejoice, Re-echoed back with joy to me, To thrill my heart with ecstacy. 211 Oh! grimsome death where is thy sting? A new bright gladsome life has woke, The new sweet songs the angels sing I dare not in my rapture quote, Which rings through all eternity Where all are love-bound there to me. For pain and death don't reach so far. No human foot-steps there have trod ; 'Tis far beyond the evening star. In worlds now sacred to my God, And all along its sylvan lines The morning star forever shines. Good bye my friends, no sad good bye, For go my way, I must alone ; Where you ere long the same as I Will seek for thee a new hearth-stone. In that bright world where all are free. That was and is, and is to be. INDEX Page. Nature ^ Idle Wild ^ In Mem'ry of Mrs. Mercy M. Tabor Curtis, Wife of the Author, who died Sept. 9, 1894 12 Where My Failing Eyes Can See 12 Mystery J^ An Ode to the Soul 1-5 The Course of Time 1^ With Her Bare Brown Feet 18 The Land of the Roses 19 Though Collars of Gold Thy Oppressors May Wear 20 To the Honorable William Kennedy 20 That Heartbroken Man 23 It Was Niigh Fifty Years Ago 24 Dreaming of Mother 26 As If 'Twere Mine 27 A Fellowship With Pain 2^ Life Has More Good Than 111? 29 These Simple Lines 29 This New Fangled Religion 30 Desire ^ J A Sycophant ^1 At the Grave of The Hon. James H. McMurdo 32 A Christmas Prayer 33 An Ash and Elm ^^ Wonderland ^| The Goodness of God j8 Fox River from Below Kimberly 39 Caesar Crossing Rubicon 39 Cloverette J^ This Wonderous World 41 God Must Know ^ J Whispers of the Soul 44 Awaken Isdore 45 The Friends I Meet 4b Burns ;^ To Scott 4^ Up to God 4^ By Fanuel Hall 49 When the Cry of Sumpter's Fallen 5^ To Melvin ^4 A Farmer's Wife ^^ Page. To a Lady 56 Mildred 56 To Grenevieve 57 To Ada 57 To Clinton and Raymond 58 To Mr. and Mrs. G-eorge Downey at Parting 59 My Country , 59 I Cannot Honor War 60 Columbia 61 Mr. So and So 62 The Meadow Mole 62 In Memoriam 64 To Mrs. Hannah Barnum 66 The Sun Had Set .66 If My Faults are Legion 67 Is There So Poor a Soul 68 Visions 69 O Pallas ■ 70 Away With the Visions 71 Marguerite 72 A Usual Occurance 72 At Twilight 73 The Meeting at the Spye 75 Hall and I 77 One Backward Step 78 There Is a Charm 79 Elsinore 79 Why Did You Wake Me, Darling 80 On the Snow Crested Hill 81 Why Own To Discontent 82 Nothing, Nothing More 84 The Friend Who Laughs 85 The Widows of Boer-Land 85 To Whom Shall I My Homage Pay 86 Columbia 87 A Calm .^ 88 Hope 88 Hopes 89 Ambition 89 Fame 89 Suggested By Reading An Annonymous Poem 89 I've a Cloister , 90 The Birth of Christ 91 Britania Weep 91 Dear Zell 93 The Cottage by the Sea 93 At Close of Day 94 Infatuation 95 A Thought 96 To a Flower 96 To Hattie 97 Page. She Sings With the Stars Tonight 99 To Eliza 99 A Sonnet 100 To Mrs. Hannah Barnum 100 To the Memory of Mrs. Mate Curtis Cunningham 101 God's Radium Light 101 The Power of Thought 102 Clinton Curtis in the Rocky Mountains, Reading a Let- ter from His Mother, Mrs. G. L, Curtis 102 To Myrtle 103 Nell 104 At Plymouth in 1852 105 To a Blade of Grass 106 Are You? 107 How Strange 108 I Pray For 108 If— 109 Writers of The Bible 110 The Disadvantages of Ignorance 110 Liberty Imperishable Ill Speak Kindly Ill The Illusiive Power of Beauty 112 To A. M. S 112 Kiss My Lips 112 We Castles Built 112 What Stronger Pledge? 115 The Leper ; 115 Bless'd Is The Man .116 Passion and Selfishness 116 To Providence 117 The Inspiration of a Smile 118 Anger 118 Mike's Proposal 119 Old Remembrances 119 The Flight of the Najades 120 Nature Could I? 120 Behind All Forms of Life 121 The Fruiits of Ignorance 121 Invisible Companionship 122 Life's Vital Streams 123 A Desire For Truth 124 Carry Me Back 125 Her Face Was Like — 126 To a Flower 126 To Mr. and Mrs. George Downey on Their Leaving for Michigan 127 Roses 127 Life 128 If Mine— 128 Humanity 128 Truth and Error 128 Page. Teach Me, O Lord 128 What Have I To Say? 129 The New Year 129 I Woke 130 Gram and 1 130 The Old Year and the New 131 The Follies of Fashion 132 Sir Galahad and Harriman 133 We Two Are One 133 Beware of Him 134 The Old 134 War 135 I'm Almost Big As You 136 Is 137 Life's Sweetest Fruit 138 Build High 139 Where Is The Master? 140 A Lonely Lot 140 Life Is No Phantom , 140 Be Bless'd the Face 141 Distrust 141 Falsehood 142 The Gem of Her Bower 142 Forbid the Thought 143 On Yonder Purple Hills 144 Truth 145 The Instability of Matter or Mind 145 Solitude 146 To the Reader 146 An Apostrophy to the Sitars 147 The Stars and Genius 147 To the Memory of Judge Sam Ryan 148 Exhortations 148 The True Man 148 That, Troubled Thought 149 O World 149 The Greed for Gold '. 149 Nature and Mind 150 Do Well Your Part 151 Is and Ever Is to Be 151 The Siberian Exile 152 To a Smiling Beauty 153 To Mrs. R. L. D. Nickerson 155 Poverty of Heart 156 Deceptive Tears 156 Jack's Mission 157 To Miss B 158 A Late Discovery 161 The Victory of Christian Faith 161 Hard Scrable's Complaint 162 To Wyodene 163 Page. Cora Williams 164 From Whom the Thoughts 165 I'm Tired of Fretting 166 The True Gold 167 Give Your Best Endeavor 168 The Instability of Time 169 My Secret 169 Let Me Take 'oor Glasses Ganpa 170 The Empress of the Seas 171 The Angel's Message 171 The Only One Left Is Joe 173 The Remorse of Illtemper 175 Gone, Gone : 175 The Affinity of Souls 176 The Silent Night 177 Autumn 178 My Friend 179 To Ride on Pegasus 180 The Golden Chalice 181 The Melodies of Nature 182 My Neighbor 182 Can See, Yet Blind 183 The Fated Philosopher 184 How Vain Thy Worth 185 Poverty With Plenty 186 Parmassus 187 O Fairy Sylpy 188 A Happy Home 189 Satan in New Dress 190 Twin Brothers of Mine 191 My Friend's Opinion 191 The New Renaissance 192 Wilt Thou? 194 Beautiful Thought 194 Grant and Mt. McGregor 195 Progressive, Thought 195 No Fancies of the Mind 197 My Comrads in Suffering 197 The Old Soldier 197 New Found Joy 198 Retrospection 199 Yesterday and Tomorrow 199 America 200 The Mystery of Life 200 The Essentials of Mind 201 Widow Jones 202 The Deceitfulness of Appearance 202 Written in Memory of the Late Dr. Henry Lummis 203 Went and Bought Her Bonnet 204 Suggested by Seeing My Little Grand Daughter Baking Sand Pies the Day Before Starting to the Pacific Coast 204 Page. Will Man Live On? 205 Jim and 1 206 The Cruel Heart 206 To Harold Spencer 207 God Marks The Line 208 Without a Crown 208 Christ Before Pilate 208 Ring Back Across the Sea 209 No, Not for Me 209 Hope Must His Heart Have Fed 210 Celestial Forms 211 Good Bye 211 SEP 15 &^ One copy del. to Cat. Div.