PS •3501 LIGHT £? MIS' KATHARINE ADAMS LIBRARY OF CONGRESS DDDaifl'=3Sfi=lfi m Class __:7S:35p\ CjQFXRiGirr Dsposm LIGHT and MIST A Book of Lyrics LIGHT and MIST By KATHARINE ADAMS n Author of "An Irish Day and other Poemj' THE CORNHILL COMPANY BOSTON Copyright 1918 By The Cornhill Company 9V OCT -9 !SiR ©aA50;j770 "-"V-vX* \ TO A. R. W. The author wishes to thank the editors of the following periodicals for permission to in- clude in this volume poems which originally- appeared in their pages: Contemporary Verse ^ The Delineator, the American Scandinavian Review, The Touchstone, the Boston Evening Transcript, The Columbia Literary Monthly, the Buffalo Express, and Otir Dumb Animals. CONTENTS PAGE A Sea Path 1 Light and Mist 2 The Little Town 3 Wistfulness 4 Joy in the Wood 5 A Fog Land 6 London 7 My Dream Child 8 Little Lad 9 An Irish Day 10 The Butterfly 11 February in Ireland 12 At Dawn 13 Questioning 14 "LaVeille — EtApres" 15 In the Shadows 16 Longing 17 Light 18 Down in the Glen 19 Echo 20 The Trumphet Vine 22 The Blind Girls 23 The Irish Soldiers 24 Whispering Leaves 25 Swedish Midsummer Night 26 On the Road to St. Gatiens 27 Irish Spring 28 My Little House 30 An Irish Garden 31 Loneliness 32 The Hunt 33 A Phantom Sail 34 PAGE A Wishing Well 35 Red Rose 36 My Room 37 To Sydney 38 Howth 39 Color 40 " The Face of Esther " 41 Which 42 Shan O'Inchichore 43 A Star Lit Hour 44 The Devil's Glen 45 The Friends 46 Christmas Eve 47 "The Mist" 48 A SEA PATH O LITTLE lonely path close where the sea lies sleeping, Do you still lead on through the lovely night, Above the moon-touched mists so slowly creeping, Do jou still glimmer in the opal light? I wonder, little path, are you still trailing Close to the rain-swept, white-rimmed, restless sea. That through the brooding air is softly wailing Some of its unspoken mystery. O, path sea strewn by angry wind's last gleaming. Are ancient towers above still watching near And faint and far a sea gull's lonely keening O, little rugged path, forever dear? If through the silent night you still are gleaming. Keep all your secrets from the silver sea, As once you did when two of us walked dreaming Of dear and lovely things that could not be. 1 LIGHT AND MIST THE glamour of the City is calling with its lure, It is calling with its clamour and its light; But the mist that's lying softly o'er a lonely Irish moor Seems nearer than the City's call tonight. The brilliance of the City is shining like a star, It is shining bright as incense at a shrine; But the glimmer of the peat fire in an island land afar Shines deeper far within this soul of mine. THE LITTLE TOWN BELGIUM — 1914 '' I ^HERE is a Town now gray and sad, -*- Where children used to play, And peasant girls so gayly clad Would sing upon their way. There is a Tow^n, now still and dead, Where Flemish children smiled — Since then the sunshine sweet has fled With every little child. WISTFULNESS I COULD not see the land The mist lay all too deep — O, you who understand, Child, do not weep. I did not hear the bell That sounded from the shore, But in my soul a knell Sounding ever more. I shall not come to you Back from the sad world's pain Or see the dreaming blue Of your eyes again. You sing your evening song There in the candle light — Oh, but the hours lay long Out in the night! JOY IN THE WOOD WE made a driftwood fire, You and I. Where forest birds were dreaming, And a bad brown owl was scheming, As a baby star was gleaming, Soft and sh}'. The gray mist smoke grew gold, Gold and blue. And the thrilling shadows creeping, Where the jeweled flames were leaping. Brought the dreams of wood birds sleeping Close to you. We heard a night lark call Far and clear. And the answer's deep confessing, Soothed by silence sweet, caressing. Brought the wonder of God's blessing Very near. A FOG LAND THERE'S a fair land, a fog land far away — Such weary leagues between of tossing sea — It's sun-touched and dew-kissed and gray, And oh, it is so precious dear to me! 'Tis a strange land, a bog land over there, And it holds a wondrous wealth of mystery. 'Tis dream-like and fairy-like and rare, And it calls — it fairly calls my heart from me. 'Tis a green land, a gold land in the sea, And it knows a w^orld of tears and joy and light; Sure, it's where I'm longing, longing so to be. Ah, I know that God is blessing it tonight! LONDON TWO of us— And the gray and black shadows Of London, Mist touched, mysterious, Sad figures at the crossings. Misery ! Insistent cry of voices, Boys' young voices calling news. Sheltered lights, The silent grief of Britain for her dead. Touching the City. Then suddenly Trafalgar Square, Silver shrouded, The face of Nelson, And in our eyes tears And in our hearts, I know not why — Peace. MY DREAM CHILD QOMETIMES through the shadows gray, ^ As the fire burns low, From the dusk my dream child comes Timidly and slow. Often, in the twilight dim, Close to me she stands, Smiles at me and strokes my face With her dimpled hands. Sweet and wistful is her smile, Bonny brown her hair, And her eyes shine deeply blue In the firelight there. Then 1 hold her closely, Rock her to and fro. Whisper words of tenderness And she answers low. Just as she seems dearest And her eyelids close And I think her sleeping. My little dream child goes. Creeping through the shadows dim In the evening gray. Never looking back at me, So she slips away. 8 LITTLE LAD ONE still September day you ran to irie High up a hill where I was waitioi^ 3'ou. How gold your hair gleamed in the sun And oh, your eyes — so blue, so blue! Your head held back to breathe the autumn air, Your arm flung round me and your eager smile — How precious is this thought of you to keep, Now that you have left me for awhile. They tell me when you climbed that other hill- Was it but one brief month ago ? You held j^our head thrown back to breathe the air And your young soldier face was all aglow As though you saw, beyond the hill's high crest. Some joy too deep to tell, a sign As tho' there waited for you there A greater love than mine. AN IRISH DAY SHADOWS and fairy mist-like gray, Stillness, joy half touched with pain, Ah, it was an Irish, Irish day That cannot come again. Violets and a gentle shower of rain, Primroses in darkest corners hidden. All along an Irish country lane — Tears come to my longing eyes, unbidden. Twilight and the shadows deeper creeping Through the gray a glimpse of golden furze. All the flowers and treetops sleeping, Just a faint breeze softly stirs. Turf fires, and the far-off call Of sheep, and in my memory I still can feel the magic of it all In dream-like ecstasy. 10 THE BUTTERFLY TT^RAIL wings, gold wings, -■- I found you where the sea Had tossed you in its heedlessness, And thrown you close to me. Rose wings, black wings Swept with angel blue. Seeing your dear helpfulness, My heart went out to 3^ou. Frayed wings, sad wings. Love has set you free As you flutter from my hands Through God's Eternity. For E. A. J. Point AbinOj Canada. Sept. I2th, 1917. 11 FEBRUARY IN IRELAND "O J^OWN bogs and silver pools that dream, ■*-' Lying softly deep and dim With shadows, pools that gleam, And a young moon pale and slim. Birds that sing so soon, you say? Though faded is the golden gorse And heather moors are sad and gray After their fiery days — remorse. Black trees by winds swept stark and clean, Golden bracken, tangled, wet, And a flash of vivid green — The Irish green who can forget. In the woods a carpet faint and blue, Violets that feebly fling Their scent through all the evening dew. Telling of the wonder — Spring! 12 AT DAWN LILT of the thrush at dawn, Still is the air and cool; A young and timid fawn Stood by a flower-rimmed pool. Startled, with throat held high, Through the peaceful wood a sound Sharp, and a shot flies by, A crash, a cry and a bound! Lilt of the thrush at dawn, Innocence lying dead, Shot through the heart, a fawn — Sky in the East blood red! The air is cool and still, Softly the love-birds sing; Dear God, how could men kill So gentle and young a thing! 13 QUESTIONING "r\ O )^ou remember ^^ How fantastic were the shadows In the silver silence Of the night, And how the seaweed seemed alive Upon the beach? Do 5'ou still see The first faint gleam Of dawn, And hear the crooning cry Of the sea-mew? Do you remember How you turned to me, With 5'our smile. Whimsically wondering If somewhere, Sometime, In some dream-haunted space Beyond this life, We two again should walk In the silence, Through the shadows Towards the daw^n? 14 ''LA VEILLE— ET APRES" w ILD popples, Pink in the sunset, Golden wheat and the flicker of leaves; Wild lilies That dream in the moonlight, Pale in their beauty and peace that deceives. Wild poppies, Crushed into fragments, Wheat that is trodden, faces that stare; Wild lilies- Flower of the Christ Child — Trampled and crimson, Yet breathing a prayer. 15 IN THE SHADOWS T N the shadows she was dancing, ■■- All in gray, Like a fay, Heart of me! she was entrancing. In the shadows she w^as swaying, Slow and light, As a sprite, Light and shade around her playing. In the shadows she was singing, Soft and low. To and fro. As she danced I heard her singing. In the shadows I was dreaming, Of this pearl. This gray-clad girl, Rainbow hopes around me gleaming. 16 LONGING HE went away from me And as he closed the gate, He smiled. And then I knew, I know not why, He w^oiild not come again — But the smile stays and flutters at my heart. Autumn dajs are here again Smoke-filled air, listless flying leaves, Garden paths grown gray, News of recent victories. Yet he is gone — But In the late twilight I sometimes think I see him smiling At the gate. 17 LIGHT THE child was blind, but dearly sweet, She could not speak, yet she was fair, I used to guide her faltering feet Through easy paths, but night was there. She could not see the golden sun, Or tell me of her thoughts, or sing. Or know how wondrous tasks are done, Or hear the night bird's echo ring. But one most wondrous star-bright night The soul in her dull eyes awoke ; Christ gave to her the gift of Sight, God's angel touched her, and she spoke. 18 DOWN IN THE GLEN T^OWN In the glen •*^ Through the silence of the leaves, Listen ! You will hear, Softly clear, Music, And see glisten Silver wings. Something sings Down In the glen. Down In the glen In the wonder of the night, Hearken ! By the cool silent pool, Shadows, as they darken, See the gleam Of a dream Down in the glen. Down In the glen Where the moonlight weaves a path. Follow — You will see, In ecstasy, 19 Fairies dancing in the hollow Of a tree, Merrily, Down in the glen. For Little Mary. 20 ECHO ONE time I stood high in a dim green twilight and I heard, Deep in the valley, a sad call of children's last good-night, Then the sleep}^ twitter of a dreaming bird And everywhere a waning wistfulness of light. Gray were the clouds with no faint touch of crimson fire, The frail, late moon of coming made no silver sign, Opal stars, undaunted of their sweet desire, Faintly in palest tw^ilight dared to shine. And, as I watched, the west at last was touched with flame And stars grew gold as though from joy of answered prayer; I know not why but suddenly I called my name As I stood on the lonely hilltop there. And from the far, dim vales of mystery A once loved voice called back my name to me. 21 THE TRUMPET VINE Tj^ORGET-ME-NOTS are praying sweet -■- and bluey gray, Brown and golden wallflowers whisper fairy lore ; But fiercely holding fast the kiss of burning sun A scarlet flame is trailing above the cottage door. Proud and strong and sturdy, knowing not of fear. Beauty breathing fragrance as gleams the crimson wine. Friend of vagrant bees and the love of hum- ming birds. Sways the fearful beauty of the blazing Trumpet Vine. 22 THE BLIND GIRLS TN a long room they are weaving — •*■ Rose and blue and gold, Green and gray and mauve Are the colors that they weave — And the sunshine gilds the room, But they do not see the sunshine. In a long room they are weaving And their wistful faces Bend above their shuttles. Visitors pass by them speaking softly; Looking down with eyes of pity. Something brighter than the colors And the sunshine, Something deeper than the pity Of the strangers, Seems to hold the room in Silence And enfold it with protection. 23 THE IRISH SOLDIERS Tj^ROM the rough and rocky clijffs of Don- -*- egal To the green and shady valleys down in Clare, They are going, going forward, each and all, The share in their dear Empire's pain to bear. With smiles of hope and cheery Irish song, Ever looking straight before them to the fight. They are swinging, swinging off to crush the wrong And to help and have and hold and keep the Right. From the wonder of their dreamy Island land To the awful heat and horror of the strife, With a courage very fine and very grand, They are giving, giving, every man his life. And the glorj- of the splendid sacrifice Shall shine through all the ages yet to be, And the sun shall tell through weeping Irish skies It is living, living through Eternity. 24 WHISPERING LEAVES T EAVES were whispering in the night, -'— ' Long ago on a Terrace high, Fireflies flickered their greenish light, In that hour of my life gone by. Joy will come with the changing years, Life her wonderful pattern weaves. But I shall remember through mists of tears The whispering of the leaves. 25 SWEDISH MIDSUMMER NIGHT WONDER— Silence of midnight! Where are the stars? Hidden in flame, In gold and ameth)'st, In crimson and bronze. The sk}' is fearful In its beauty. Through the narrow waterways Boats glide, White boats, Out to the opal sea With its shadows of blue — A sea touched with fire. Purple black are the pines On the shore And the rocks Gleam as silver. There is music — Voices singing "Du gamla du friska!" And the green mystery — The message Of the Northern Lights. 26 ON THE ROAD TO ST. GATIEN'S T HE rush of the wind and the curlew's cry, The clear, silver twist of the stream, A comforting glimpse of the star-lit sk}^ And the hush of the flowers that dream. The old, dear house and the gate in sight, A fragrance of roses, the sweet far call Of sleepy wood things all saying good-night. And love broods over it all. For M. L. 11 IRISH SPRING IT is fairy time in Ireland In the Spring, With the golden hush of starshine on the hill. Gleaming veils of silver dew, Mystic shadow^s soft and blue, Oh, it's wondertime in Ireland In the Spring. My heart flies far to Ireland In the Spring, With the silence of its secrets still untold. Flowering may, rose, pink and white, Fairies dancing in the night. It is magic time in Ireland In the Spring. It is dreaming time in Ireland In the Spring, With the fields of cowslips gleaming in the sun. And the tender fragile sheen Of the softest, palest green Of the leaves that bud in Ireland In the Spring. 1 O, God keep Ireland safe through All the Spring! 28 It is her holy time in all the year. Violets blue and primrose frail, Columbine and lilies pale, Breathe peace and love to Ireland In the Spring. 29 MY LITTLE HOUSE NO one knows my little house, No one but me; I have fashioned it myself And moulded the key. Windows wide to hold the light, Little doorstep too — Roof of tangled roses wild, Silver pink with dew. Just a little, little house — Will it come true? Let me take you to my heart And show it to you. 30 AN IRISH GARDEN I SAW a garden on a summer night; Crimson roses sweet, and touched with dew, Winding paths and wondrous mystic light, Silence, and a rose-touched wind that blew. I saw a garden on a summer night; The flowers and trees in moonlight silver gleamed. Larkspur blue and lilies pure and white. Through the gentle darkness idly dreamed. I loved a garden on a summer night And breathed the scent of roses growing there. Through the dusk and shadows I found light, Love and peace were round me, every- where. For F, P. Priorslandj Carricmines, Ireland 31 LONELINESS pATHS that wind through the dreaming -■- gorse, Winding on to the far away Where the deep rose of the heather hills Fades to the heart of the evening gray; There where the dreams of the long ago Whisper as they go wandering by And the rise and fall of the purple moor Fades to the edge of a starless sky, Loneliness — n THE HUNT ^ i^ HE wind was still and the sky was gray, -*- The air was filled with the morning sweet And the hunting coats were scarlet and gay. Laughter was there and friends to greet, The pack aquiver, the horn's last call, A wood creature's heart beating high with dread, What is the end and aim of it all? Only a small gray rabbit dead Worn and torn she was lying there — And they said that day that the hunt was fair. 33 A PHANTOM SAIL TF from the dim and silent sea, "*- The miles of misty sea seen through the gloom, You could come sailing back to me Prom your wonderful grave in the sea's green tomb, If just at twilight as the world seems sleeping, Far off I saw j^ou in some shadowy boat And nearer, even nearer, you came creeping, Floating as the water-lilies float; Until you reached the strand, and close beside me Anchored your frail craft and whispered low That you had come from depths of mystery. Because you knew on earth I loved you so; I should bid you to sail back from me, No phantom sign of you could give me rest, But rather would I hold the memory Of your deep love that made my life so blest. 34 A WISHING WELL DEEP in the heart of a fairy dell, Far from the world and men, I know a moss-grown wishing well, Safe in a primrose glen. Many a secret whispered there, Many a wish breathed low. Many a hope and a promise fair, With only the well to know. 35 RED ROSE "VT'OU said that I was a rose -*- Just a red, red rose to you, One time as we strayed through a sunny lane In the way that we used to do. And so when the rain beats ceaselessly And the chill of the keen wind blows, I think of the magical sun-touched day, When you told me I was a rose. 36 MY ROOM I HAVE a room in my dreams, A long, turf-scented room, Where in a fire-place flames die low, then leap And gild the golden fur of a cat asleep. Chintz of mauve and rose and gray, A couch drawn near the fire, And curtains of corn-flower blue that sway And bring a message from the Irish moor Outside, and show a glimpse of darkening purple. And the strange entrancing lure of the heather. There are roses in my room. Pale pink and gold. And through the wistful tender gloom. Faces of my friends gleam — There are always friends in this room of my dreams. For Billy 37 TO SYDNEY A WELL-WORN coat, a pipe, his gun, -^ ^ A letter written just before — Resting now, the warfare done. His cheer)^ message comes no more. He was a soldier, first and last; You're thinking of his sunny smile, Now that his gallant soul has passed. And left you wearying, the while. He always, always played the game; He was so simple and so fine He never even thought of fame. The deed he did was half divine. He only knew the soldier's part, He braved the awful shell to save A black man, and his faithful heart Is stilled deep in a glorious grave. {In memory of Captain A. St. J. Go7-e, Gurhka Rifles, killed in action^ June^ IQIS-) 38 HOWTH HEATHER hills of pink and purple red, Gleam of the golden gorse and hum of bees, Blue, pale sky from which the stars have fled — Dawn's first whisper stirs and sways the trees. Hungry goats that climb the mountain steep, Gentle bleat of lambkins soft and low. The little village waking from its sleep, Deep within the valley far below. Ivy-covered, beautiful and cold. Wild woods round it, turrets tall and gray, Stands an eerie castle, grim and old. Watching for the coming of the day. Ruffled sea, green-gray and touched with shade. Fishing boats red-sailed, the sea-gull's cry. And lying near, some jagged rocks have made A strange, fantastic Isle called Ireland's Eye. For Vaudine 39 COLOR GOLD of the swamp, gold of the sky, Scarlet of cardinals flying, Green of the sea, green of the land, Red of the sun's late dying. Purple of finches, swish of their wings. Gray little love-birds peeping, Bronze of the oriole's burnished breast. Black of the shadows creeping. 40 "THE FACE OF ESTHER" TT^ROM the dusk of a long, dark corridor -*- To the shine of the pale moonlight, A face comes, haunting me evermore, Gaping out into the night. And the old French garden seems to be Soft in the mystic beams, A phantom garden, under the sky A moon-lit vision of dreams. Where the shadows are darkest of all, In the corridor's sombre shade. There glistens a beam by the moon let fall, A path by the moonlight made. And there through the mist of years I see A face that is strange and fair, And eyes that are gazing across at me From the moon-touched window there. O, wondrous face of the long ago, O, charm of a by-gone day, O, dream too dear to keep — for lo, It fades in the dusk away. 41 WHICH? HERE are emeralds from ancient lands, Do you care for these? Or diamonds blue, Deep in fairy settings? I have had wrought for you Rare strings of curious beauty And an opal girdle, You must wear this peach-blow gown And a wisp of pearl-strewn tissue Shall wrap you round. This is not jo)' — you say? You would rather don your smock of brown And your stockings gray And wander o'er the hills And by a wild wood fire cook Your evening meal — then dream Of a small clean house and a brook Close by, and children's laughter This is joy — you say? 42 SHAN O' INCHICHORE SURE a rare lad, a brave lad, Was Shan o' Inchichore. Minny an auld wife loved the lad, Minny a colleen's heart was sad, Whin he wint to the awful war. Oh! he danced so gay, he danced so light, Young Shan o' Inchichore. He danced on the green of a summer night, He sang home songs in the Irish light, Before he wint off to the war. Oh! he fought so brave, he fought so well, Young Shan o' Inchichore. The auld waives keened a weary knell, The wind sighed sad our grief to tell. Whin they killed our Shan, at the war. 43 A STAR-LIT HOUR O TILL in the depths of a star-lit hour, *^ By a lonely sea I stood, And in my soul I felt the power Of infinite love and good. Life seemed simple, and calm, and pure, Under the stars, in the moon's pale light, And I thought, tho' the world has much to endure. All that is Real is Right. Above and beyond all pain and sin Is the light of wonderful love. And into my thoughts this love crept in. As I gazed at the stars above. And I knew that all that is dark and wrong Must fade and pass away, And my heart was filled with a joyful song, As I watched for the coming day. For E. S. 44 THE DEVIL'S GLEN /^H, we were glad as we rode away ^^ From the devil's glen with its paths so drear, Dim and grim and edged with fear, And its eerie shadows dark and gray. All the air of the fields we quaffed As we fled from the glen with its tears untold Into the dream of a sunset gold, With the wild flowers and wind and trees we laughed. Away from the glen with its haunting pain Where secrets of weary ages sleep And silent wraiths of sorrow creep. We ride to the joy of the world again. 45 THE FRIENDS A BOY once played upon the shores of a bay, A boy with wistful eyes, whose name was John. And the lark, The singing joy of the world, Came and sang to him, Filling the air with delicate rapture. And always his message was, — You have a friend. When the silver mountains were strangely clear, And the bay was swept with gold, or in the dim twilight, When the blossoms of the fig trees whispered, The boy would stand with his head bowed And thankfulness Would breathe from him — The name of his friend was Jesus. For P. W. 46 CHRISTMAS EVE To My Father and Mother WINDING and weary streets And the cruel jangle of day Still sounding Through the night. Grim and harsh laughter, Then a silence, As from the pasture lands There comes a breath Of dawn. Voices of the town — The restless crowded town — Are stilled, And a beggar Stops the curse upon his lips And says the moonlight Seems so strange, And that the stars Are whispering. Some murmur that the morrow Will dawn clearly, For the East is very white. There a star That holds the beauty Of all worlds, is quivering, 47 And peace Touches the weary, winding streets, And the restless jangle Of the waiting city. 48 "THE MINE" To W. L. C. WHERE the brown earth Holds a secret They are delving deep Into the heart Of mystery. As the sweet wonder Of sun After darkness, Gilds the rim Of the world, So the gold lives Through the dusky caverns Of earth. . As through the weariness Of grief, And the misery Of sin, Love eternal shines and purifies; So the gold Is washed To shining beauty — Cleansed from the earth And darkness That covered ft. 49