PS 917 aVimje KWK nnMiMawMiiMiuuiMnunHuiMiwuitUi I i m^ ^^^mmm^^wm^^^'WM Class , Book.^ >T^4T S CpEyiiglit]^'^- \7 COPYRIGHT DEPOSm Knapiraltonal f opma ANNIE KIRK 801 >i FIELD AVE. DETROIT. - MICH. ■^6 ^"rS-^^/ Copyright by Annie Kirk, 801 1/2 Field Ave. Detroit, Mich., U. S. A. INTRODUCTION. TO MY READERS: On submitting my book of poems for your perusal it is my desire to tell you how I was led by "The Spirit" to the fountain of life, the streams of which are ever flowing by; the ministering Spirits that our Father God allows to come to help us upwards and onwards along the path of adversity and toil, I came to America in 1906, being a firm adherent to the Orthodox religion. While in England I had never heard of the Philosophy of Spiri- tualism and naturally I clung to the old Dogma, meaning in one word obedience, willing to receive all that was given to us, without further investigation, being taught there were a chosen few who are inspired of God, which is a false belief, God has no favorites in this world, save those who do his bidding. We are all His children both high and low, and we will get our just reward in the future state, according to the life we have lived while on the Earth Plane. We are told in Holy Writ, "That we must work out our own salvation." I had only been in America a short time before I came in contact with friends who had every reason to believe in the phenomena of Spiritualism, but I still remained hard of belief, the old Orthodox threw around me the thick mist of superstitious fear, that I would be taking a wrong turn in my steps Heavenward and thereby im- pede my progression. I had been in this Country about three years, when I received a terrible shock, caused by the departure of a dear friend to the Higher Life, the reason of his passing away is explained in my poem en- titled, "Unrequited Love." This grief caused me to investigate Spiritualism and eventually led me to the light of truth. I began to seek and I certainly found 3 that Gods love to us is greater than we were ever taught in the Orthodox. Oh how I thank God and the Higher forces for the beautiful lamp of hope which is held up to me by my departed loved ones, whom God allows to come to minister to us to give us strength in the Pilgrimage of Life, this beautiful belief in Spirit return abolishes en- tirely the sting of death which in its true sense is a tran- sition to a higher and more beautiful life, neither are visions a thing of the past. I often retire in silence alone, asking my loved ones to manifest to me, and 1 see the faces of those I have loved and lost as I formerly thought. I also feel their touches which is a source of great pleasure to me. I will relate a little incident that happened to me November, 1916. I and Mrs. Meissner, a lady of sterling qualities with whom I have been staying for over four years, who also is a gifted medium and through whose organism I have received some beauti- ful and convincing proofs of Spirit return. This night in question we were discussing various topics when I picked up a pencil and began to write poetry. "What is the matter with me tonight;" I exclaimed, as I looked with dismay at my writing, "I could never write one verse of poetry in my life and here I have written seven verses." My friend looked at me and smiled saying, "there are to be ten verses in that poem and you have got to finish it before another sun rise." I replied " it ia now growing late, and I am going to retire." So I did, but at half past two I awoke and I could not again go to sleep until I had completed the poem entitled, "The Living Stream of Life." So I keep writing whatever the ministering Spirits bring to me. Now I will close, hoping and trusting that when you read the Poems, you will meditate thereon, and ask the Higher forces to bring to you the "Words of Life," also to free you from the superstitious belief that there are a "chosen few" ask the Father of Love to broaden your minds and lead you to the light of truth. THE AUTHOR. 4 THE LIVING STREAMS OF LIFE. As I lay through the lonely hours of life Thinking of the past My soul with heavenly joy was filled And hope beamed bright at last This hope was brought to me by those Whom God allows to come / From just the other side the vail *7 To soothe our yearning souls. They give to us new strength, new joy And happiness untold Without their love we could not live Has not Jesus told us so My strength He said, I give to you; Oh child of earth receive The blessing of your father God Oh in His love believe. Take of the living streams of life That are ever flowing by To feed your souls for future work With your loved ones up on high. They give to you the strength you need In the Pilgrimage of life The body you yourself can feed But the soul is fed by Christ. Christ taught earth's children how to live When the world was so depraved He gave His life in Holy love That His brothers might be saved; Saved from the worlds degrading lusts Of selfishness and greed To raise their souls to higher views Than the transient things of earth. Oh! to be one with Christ in works In this life let it be our aim To love each other as ourselves The Lord, He did the same; He brings to us the symbol of the lilly pure and sweet Even Solomon in his glory was not arrayed like unto it Let this be a sample how our souls should be arrayed In garments white and pure as our Father hath decreed. Oh Father dear, give us Thy grace That we may do Thy will, To help a brother on the road That leads direct to Heaven. Thy love we know Thou will bestow On those who do Thy will; And on the meek who Thee entreat Their hopes will be fulfilled. Although my life by Thee was given I dare not choose my lot T'is Thee who doth my future see I shall not be forgot I know I have a work to do My time is but a span Oh help me to unfold the good Thou plantest in my mind. If I was rich in this world's goods And saw my brother want And did not minister to his needs My life would be a blank The holy one of God advised Give to the poor thy aid A little help given in His name. Shall not loose its reward. Give to the lonely and forlorn A brighter view of life Teach them that in the great beyond Is happiness and life Life fraught with Holy Heavenly joy Unknown to human ken. Our loved ones gone before us are Preparing us for Heaven, The Nazarene gave us the hope In years long ago, He said, "I will prepare a place For those I leave below". Our loved ones too for us will work To help our heavenward flight With God's great love we will not fail If we but live aright. Nov. 16th, 1915 ***** ANGELS WALKING HAND IN HAND. Angels on the Heavenly Shore Walk hand in hand for evermore Seeking those who are depressed In sin's darkest wilderness. To lead them on the road of life Away from bitterness and strife To paths of virtue paved with hope For those who seek the way of life. Oh, Angels of Love, give us your aid Help us to seek The lost to save To give to them the strength they need. God in His Love doth condesend To give to each weary one The future joy laid out for them No finite mind can understand. It never hath entered the heart of man The Love of God given to each one If they will only do His will And try their duty to fullfill. Nov. 11th, 1916. ***** JOY IN HEAVEN. The snow is falling very fast I can't get out to play Oh tell me why Willie dear It should snow today. Mamma says God is Love And children He did bless So today I asked, if I could play And I think He answered yes. But when I went in the yard The snow it lay so deep I could not play in the house As Father is so sick. So Willie who is older Than his sister Jane Looked in dismay at her and said, "You ought to be ashamed." Think of our dear father Who lies so full of pain ^ Ask God to make him better And think less of your own gain. Our mother often says You're a selfish little soul Ask God to make your heart as white And pure as the falling snow. Jane hung her head in silence Not knowing what to add Her Brother's words had gone right home And left her very sad. Willie's heart to her relented As he gazed into her eyes He said let me tell you something Which perhaps will you surprise. If you still keep murmering Against the will of God Something worse than pure snow Will shadow the path you've trod. Jane looked at her brother, Her eyes all wet with tears "I am going in the house," she said, "To speak to mother dear." She flew into her mother's arms With her head upon her breast Saying, "mother dear forgive the past, I will be a good child yet." Her mother looked with wondering eyes Upon her only girl saying Tell me quickly what has brought This sudden change in you. Mother dear you've told us oft The wonderous things God performs That little children can open the door To everlasting dawn. So brother dear held up the light The angel messengers gave to him To show to me that disobedience Is the widest path to sin. Oh mother, I will try and walk In the narrow path of life And your little girl will do her best That the angels may rejoice. Thank God my child at last you see The sin that in you lies A selfish heart God cannot bear Oh try and live aright. Last night I had a vision fair Heaven opened to my view I saw you at the Saviour's feet Seeking his love anew. He placed His hand upon your head The angels then drew near Weaving a crown of flowers sweet And placed it gently at Jesus feet. He put the crown upon your head Saying child of earth receive The blessing of a Saviour's love, For you, His life He gave. So now my daughter you can see How the angels do rejoice To see a little girl repent As you have done to-night. Oct. 8th, 1916. 10 LIFE IN THE HEREAFTER. Our life in the hereafter Depends on the life we live here below We cannot have roses and sunshine Unless we sow seeds as we go. We cannot grow grapes on thistles Neither will figs grow upon thorns Nature is true to conditions We all will reap what we have sown. The same with spiritual growth Dear people, oh study the law. You will find that through faith and obedience You will gain your desired reward. Though life may not hold much for you Cast not the blame on the Lord T'is the earthly conditions around you Of those who are selfish and low. But life in the hereafter Will give you all that you need Oh brothers and sisters be patient And work, as well as believe. The hereafter is filled with bright spirits Who suffered like you when on earth But now have found joy and beauty They never experienced in the world. Some soon get weary when climbing The hills of adversity and toil I know it is hard for us mortals To keep fighting against the tide. II I have had a taste of life's burden, And often wondered why That those who were so indifferent Seem to have all they desired in life. But now as I am quickly traveling To the allotted years of man I often look back on my past life Knowing it to be the Divine plan. And when I pass to the life hereafter I will see plainly the fruits of my work That I gave to the world unbegrudging Whatever my Father gave me to do. Nov. 3rd, 1916 ***** ROSES OF LOVE. Sweet Roses of Love Grow in the garden of deeds Where all is contentment To those who believe. And are struggling daily Some conquest to make To show to the world The power of faith. Faith without works Is an empty shell Just like a house Where our Mortals must dwell. We must have it furnished And made to look nice Or we are sure to be miserable The rest of our life. 12 Then work we have plenty To keep clean and straight Just the same dear people With our spiritual life. This house of clay Must be furnished with deeds Before our dear Father Will our Spirits receive. Deeds of kindness Works of Love Will furnish our Souls For the home above. The home where our loved ones Are eagerly trying To impress us daily With Heavenly desires. They bring to us gifts Of the Roses of Love To brighten our pathway As we journey above. The flowers that bloom In the Paradise of God To feed our Souls With their Heavenly Love. Nov. 12th 1916. * * * * 4e- JOURNEYING TO THE LIFE ABOVE. As we journey to the future life We often wonder why We are born to suffer troubles here Before we reach our home on high. 13 T'is hard for us mortals to understand The Divinity of God; To know the wisdom of His plan Which appears so vague to us. All we can do is to live by faith Trying to unfold The knowledge handed out to us By Gods appointed Son. The trials and temptations We humans must endure If we wish to reach the home Of everlasting glory. Life here on earth is but a school To teach us the way to God Who gives us joy and happiness According to the path we've trod. If we are lax in living true To His just commands, We cannot rise to heights above In that most happy land. We've oft been told by them of old We all should sleep As God sees fit Until the resurrection morn. This is a thought we all must shun Prom whence do ministering spirits come If all are locked within the tomb? Oh no! God would not cast on us such gloom. We must be active in this world of sin Or else no victory we could win Death does not wash our souls white Nor raise us to the heavenly heights. 14 God has for us a work to do Far more important than we know There are millions of souls in darkness held Because they thought to much of self. Uncleanness and greed filled their souls Without thought for those who are feeble and old Who are robbed of all pleasure in this life. Nothing for them but worry and strife. Now their oppressers are praying for light Light to direct them To the spiritual plain Help and forgiveness they are eager to gain. Whatever we've left undone on earth We must work out in the new birth There is no escaping from God's just com- mand We must surely do it before we reach heaven Or we will be held in bondage to earth Instead of enjoying the fruits of our work Don't let father time, with earnest intent Cut off your life thread before your repent. You will find it so hard When you come here To work out your salvation With pleadings and tears. Ask the dear angels While you are on earth To help you to study Life's second birth. U The birth of the soul In the summerland of peace Where there is neither weeping or wailing Nor nashing of teeth. Only sweet ripples From the fountain of love From whence all are nourished Who trust in their God. Encourage your thought waves, Of purity and peace He will not forsake those Who trust in His grace. When temptation assails you Oh do pray and seek That the Ministering Spirits May bring you relief. Nov. 10th, 1916. ***** PREPARATION FOR ETERNITY. Give us grace, oh God of Love To prepare in time for our home above Not to neglect it as a thing of naught And begin to seek it when life is short. Let us not insult the Father of Heaven With the miserable crumbs of an unworthy end Begin life good then you are sure to accend When you have made conditions for your place in Heaven On the Earth plane we cannot reach the desired goal If we are reckless and indifferent to what we are told Then how can we rise in the heavenly spheres Where souls reign in peace without pains or tears? 16 Oh no dear friends, you've got to learn If not on the earth plane, you will when you re- sign The house of clay in which you dwell Deeds of kindness; works of love, we all must do Before we can live a life agreeable to our God Bare in mind what I say or you may get strand- ed on the way. Remember the words of Holy Writ The smoking flax God will not quench, Nor a bruised reed He will not break But gives to those who seek with zest The happiness of a future state Do not discard the day of grace. Nov. 18th, 1916 ***** THE MORNING STAR. Beautiful star in Heaven so bright Showing each morning Your glorious light. The Angels of Love Your light reflects On the children of God Who are careless and weak. Oh help each SouL Who divinely kneels At the Throne of God For comfort and ease. Ease from their burdens Of Sins great load Their future is dark Show them the road. 17 Oh be unto them Like the star in the East Which led Earth's Children To the Lover of Peace. Christ Jesus the Prophet Brother and Priest Who died as a martyr Just for ones sakes. His love was so great His sympathy sincere He always was ready To comfort and cheer All those who believed In His Heavenly gift Never came short Of instant relief. He always was ready With spiritual food To administer to all Who believed in His love. There are others who follow In this Dear Ones steps Who are ready and willing To give others their help. Christ's spirit still slumbers In the hearts of all Who are anxious and willing To give to the Lord. Life here on Earth Is so very short In comparison with the future We all have mapped out. . For all God's Children Both high and low Regardless of color Or title or birth. We certainly shall go To the place we have earned If we have tried to do right Then Heaven is our home. Now I will close With this warning in brief Do keep your thoughts clean Then your spirit finds relief. Nov. 6th, 1916. ***** THE GOLDEN GATES AJAR OR THE WAY TO HEAVEN. The golden gates are kept ajar Its portals always gleaming And those who seek the right of way Will reach the haven safely. The right of way is reserved for all Who follow in Christ's footsteps; Love and might gave Him the right, To enter the heavenly portals. The right of way is given to those Who work out their own salvation By helping others who are down and out And wears'^ and heavy laden. God placed us here. His will to do; If we are careless and neglect it Our own salvation we must work out In the unknown hereafter. 19 Oh do not think when we die We are borne by angelic power To the future home we have never earned But wilfully neglected. In past ages we were told That heaven was easily gotten By just saying, "I believe," Was the teaching of the Pastors. The gates of heaven can never yield To those tainted by earth's riches; By grasping all they can by stealth Even gloating in child labor. The monster greed with fangs of Hell Lays hold on them who serve him, To drag their souls to the depths Of everlasting bondage. The gates of heaven can never yield To those untrue to nature The forbidden apple of our race God strongly denounces. Oh Father dear give us Thy grace, To live our lives pure. And not to struggle in the mire Of this worlds sordid pleasure. This life we know is but a span But oh the great hereafter The love and joy given to each one Will greatly compensate us. The gates of heaven can never yield To those who think they are holy It's works, not words, our Father wants Before we become His chosen. 20 The chosen few we read about Is a misrepresentation God has no favorites in the world Save those who do His bidding. The priests of God are far behind In the dispensing of the Gospel They keep the people dark and blind Instead of broading their conception. As death leaves us, resurrection finds us Without masquerading of the soul All is laid open and bare before us The life we lived on earth is o'er us. The mist of sin is hovering 'round us We cannot see our way, the light has fled Send us ministering spirits, oh God of glory To show us the way we must tread. The time has come when you must think Of warnings you've neglected Now you have got time to repent And wait My benediction. v Deeds of kindness you neglected Are laid out before you then Also lusts of various nature Blocked for you, the path to heaven. As you pass from the body A Surprise awaits you, when, You find your hopes all shattered Because you lived a life of sin. Waken up! unfold the love I have given to all earth's children. Broaden out your future life Become an heir of my salvation. 21 Messengers I have sent without number But the warnings you would never take Until some sickness did befall you Then often my warnings proved to late. Poverty and grief passed your notice Neither held you out a helping hand To a lone and weary brother Stranded on the rock of time. My love on earth you did reject Because it did not pay you To sacrifice your little mite In exchange for the love I gave you. The light of truth our Father said Has been dawning now for ages If you had only searched around The path would have been made clearer. The gates of heaven are closed until You have repented of past doings Then I will send a gleam of light That will lead you on to glory. T'is with the rich I fain would plead To alter their demeanor To our brother and sister in the world As Christ Jesus did, the Saviour. T'is the workers for whom the world has use Not the idle rich or drunkard But for those who strive to make ends meet Will gain their rest hereafter. The rest and peace that passeth knowledge If we strive for that end Not to live and fight and quarrel Making life a hideous den. 22 To the rich the gates of heaven are closed Until they see their folly Of living such a selfish life A life so dense and hollow. To the poor I would vouchsafe A little gleam of comfort Do not doubt your fathers love Though sometimes you feel forgotten. T'is hard at times, I know, to feel Life holds something good in store But those who seek in time salvation Will reap a thousand fold and more. The writer of this poem, had A battle hard to fight And many times my faith has wained Till hope was lost in sight. The visions of my loved ones gave To me, new life, new hope in God, I always tried to live aright And raise my thoughts above. T'is now I've found the light of truth At three score years and one To do the work God sends to me By His Angelic Son. The son of mortals here on earth Oscar Osborn is his name He Brings to me the Word of Life; Christ also did the same. I always trusted in my God And try to serve Him still, Although at times t'is very hard To bend, to Him, my will. 23 But now I reap the seed I've sown In years long ago, And I rejoice to unfold What was given to me of yore. Oh how I wish that I could give To the world at large What I get from my dear ones Who are always by my side. Oh help me God, to give to Thee The remainder of my life To spread the knowledge I have gained From just the other side. Knowledge worth its weight in gold If people would only believe it And broaden out their narrow minds And make conditions to receive it. A wealth of love would in them grow The love of Him who made them. To go along sin's thorny road As a sacrificing Saviour. A Saviour you can be to those Whose lives you try to brighten, And lead from death to light and love To go on their way rejoicing. I and my Father are truly one. The Nazarene did say: We must be one with our father God If we would do His will. Oh brothers and sisters do the work God holds in store for you To build your future up on high With your loved ones gone before. 24 They give to you the strength you need As you travel on the road Though sin and death may cross your path Oh! do not loose your hold. Hold on to hope, faith, and love As the Saviour did of old Your Father needs you in the world Oh! do not seek the gold. The gold will perish at the dawn Of everlasting day But Heavens Portals will open wide And give you all you need. T'is hard at times to hold aloft The sweet banner of hope To those who have so much to bare In this hard world of lust. Oh! let us lay our treasures in Heaven Where moth and rust doth not corrupt Nor thieves break through and steal In the mansion that our Father gives. To those who thus believe. The joy of heaven cannot be told By human eloquence Our finite minds cannot grasp The infinite hereafter. Sept. 22nd 1916. * * * * * SUNSHINE IN THE HOME. Sunshine in the home Is the brightness of the mind, That shines with Holy beauty And reflects a love dvine. 25 A love that passeth knowledge, No human mind can grasp Until they reach the summit Of Heavens angelic hosts. The hosts of heaven encamp around The spirits of the just To lead their souls to higher views Than the fleeting things of earth. The love of God in whom we trust And live and have our being, Will shower the radiance of His love If we are ready to receive it. Deem Him not a God of wroth As in the by-gone ages, When it was taught. His love was bought By a sacrificing Saviour. The love of God is freely given, To earth's children without price; To those who seek His love believing This world would be a paradise. The Nazerene, a man of God Despised and rejected Gave to the world a life of love Without thought of gain hereafter. Oh let us follow in His steps, The world, it greatly needs us To help develope in each soul The love of God, our Father. The light of truth which in the past Has been shadowed by false teaching By those who use the word of God Simply as a benediction. 26 Oh Father may Thy love supreme Broaden the minds of those who doubt And flood with joy the aching heart Of those wlio feel themselves cast out. Sept. 20th, 1916. * * -x- * * THE JOURNEY THROUGH THE GATES AJAR As we journey on through time and space Amidst the mist of doubt and fear We see poor souls by sin oppressed Pleading to us spirits as we pass To show them the way to the promised rest. As we look with compassion On those sin laden souls We beg the Higher forces to give us Their aid To help to develop more light on the road To show them the way to the gates ajar. The journey is long to sin laden souls If they had only tried their gifts to unfold On the earth plain, they had chances numerous and great To escape from the scourge of mans low estate, The Father of Love will keep open wide, The gates of heaven for those who have tried To walk in the path of justice and truth And held out their hand to help those aloft. Who have trampled under foot the warnings of of the just Christ said to His deciples in years long ago, "I will prepare for you a place when I leave here below But in faith you must obey the desire of Him Who is able and willing To cleanse you from sin." 27 Through the work of the spirits The Divine messengers of God, He allows them to impress you, which way you must tread I am giving you the heavenly facts, you can't see God unless you relax Your hold upon treasures which are holding you back. So keep pressing forward the victory to win And shut out the forces which tempt you to sin Cling on to the good and the evil you will shun God has'nt any use for idle mortals upon earth. So try and help others or you will never reach heaven. In the heavenly spheres we have got to work out Our own salvation as well as on earth. In the land of souls we must find use For every faculty our spirits can produce. Before we can reach the final resting place for which we have worked. What I tell you dear people, is faithful and true, As I have been scholar, now I am teacher to you. Through this friend in mortal who desires to hand out All we Spirits can give her In her journey in life. Some seem to think life is nothing but fun To get all they can out of it while they are young But when they get older and time shows on their face They begin to think back of the years of waste Oh! begin when you are young to seek the Lord And you are sure to reap a tenfold reward. Nov. 9tlj, 1916 28 THE MYSTERY OF LIFE. As I was standing by my anvil Working hard and fast It came to me, why should I be Slaving like this for life? Life at its best is only set With weariness and pain Man's born to trouble while he's here; We are told so by Divines. They also say that God decreed Christ should die to set us free They tell us that this plan was laid By a Holy loving God. How could such love bring so much pain Upon a Perfect One? Oh no, God never did ordain Such cruelty to man. T'was man who took Christs life away And laid it on our God They made a creed to suit themselves And piled it on to us. To get us by submission To take our offerings free And receive their benediction A thing anyone can give. It's only God that can us free From the tyrany of sin Oh give to Him the best you have And He will you forgive. n Christ in His Holy humble life Showed us the path to take Let us not wander from the way He opened for our sakes. God never made for us a hell The children of His love, But to those who seek He will vouchsafe A happy home above. We make our heaven and hell as well In this world as we choose Oh help us God to keep the good And not Thy gifts abuse. Nov. 20th, 1915. * * * * * THE EVENTIDE OF LIFE. I was sitting by my window In the eventide of life Thinking of bygone days When youth is filled with might. The happy days of work and care, Bestowed on those I loved Came to my mind so vividly And raised my thoughts above. I toiled so hard from morn till night And often wondered why, That some should have the hills to climb While others idle by. I always lived up to the best, That hath to me been given. While those who are so careless, Had the better side of living, 30 Mother dear and Father too, Are passed to the realms above, I must not complain in such a strain For helping those I loved. Oh help me God to cast aside, This fault of looking back, Nor have regrets for what I did. But thankfulness of heart. And as I mused, I became confused, For there at my right hand, My mother stood all pure and good, Holding out to me her hand. There she stood upon the sea, As Christ had done of yore. Her shining garments swept the waves As they leaped toward the shore. Dear mother bid me come to you Hold me in your embrace, How oft I've prayed for this chance To meet you face to face. Oh take me to your Heavenly Home, That I, with you, may dwell. My life is hard, I often wish I could follow you to Heaven. She very calmly shook her head And said, "You cannot come. As you have other work to do That can't be left undone." "But follow me and you shall see Where now is my abode Some day you shall be gathered in And leave all toil alone." 31 I followed on through miles of space Of beauty grand and great. Until we stood in Holy Light Before Heaven's Golden Gates. And as I looked within I saw Angels as white as snow With crowns of silver on their heads, And harps of shining gold. The gates then did open wide, Dear mother, she passed through And left me on the other side My future work to do. After this Heavenly visit. My soul came back refreshed To take again life's burden As the Lord should deem it best. Not to repine or murmer, But His Divine will to obey, Which will lead me unto glory Though thorns be in the way. Let me plead with you dear people, •vTo be patient in the strife. And seek the Higher Forces, To show to you the light. The light of truth what leadeth, Beyond our mortal view. To the land of love and glory Planned out for me and you. Life here, is so uncertain, Don't risk the joy of Heaven, And your Father's benediction "Well done thou faithful one." Nov. 26th, 1915. 32 UNREQUITED LOVE. The sun was sinking in the west When to my hearts dismay, My dear husband, he took sick And died at dawn of day. To me it was a sudden break, In my most happy life, But unto him was surely given A peaceful home in Heaven, And so life goes, we never know How soon the call may come. To anyone, so do not shun Life's duty here below. Dr. Riding whom my husband loved, Was a man of godly works. To those who need his help he gave God grant him his reward. One day when I on business went To settle my account. He told me of his love and hopes Waiting my consent. I could not say, yes or no. As the time was very short. All I could do was to say good bye, The future would express my thoughts. To tell the truth I did not feel His equal in anyway, I'm very fond of simple life, And feared this step to take. 33 Next day I sailed for foreign lands, Thinking he would forget. And find another who would fill The place of wife and help. I did not know the full extent, Of this good man's great love, And never dreamed for me he gave his life, So unmindful as I was. One day I through the mail received, A letter from a friend. Saying our Doctor's fallen sick, We are waiting for the end. At last he passed from earth to heaven. Through three long years of pain, Caused by the love he had for me, I returned him not again. After his departure. To the Higher Life, My heart grew dead within me Oh why did I him slight. Oh how I longed for a chance, To undo the past. And live with him in joy and peace An earthly paradise. So one night as I lay down My brain wracked with pain. Oh could it be that I could see His dear face close to mine. Yes, there he stood as of yore. His smiling face aglow. He said, "my dear, do not weep It only grieves my soul." 34 I looked at him and tried to smile, And said, Oh how I wish I could hold your hand once more. If God could only grant me this. You cannot dear, while you are here In the mortal garb, But wait a while, and we shall be In our home above the sky. I could not live when you had gone, My life was simply blank. If I had known of spirit return It would have filled my heart with thanks. Thanks to my God who in His love, Designed that we should be Together bound in bands of love. Throughout Eternity. Do not worry or dispare, Let me tell you this. You are never left alone, Do not your guides mistrust. T'is useless to repine. For what we've left undone. So take fresh hold and try to unfold More greatness of the Soul. Our future is mapped out, Our destiny is sealed. By a God of Love who knows Exactly what we need. When your life on earth is ended, And all duty cast aside On the border land I will meet you To dwell forever, side by side. 35 In the home our Father gives To the children of His choice, To dwell in love and unity, In holy heavenly light. Then he began to ascend, And the brightness of his form Was like a glowing sunrise, On an Eastern Morn. Nov. 30th, 1915. ***** CHILDHOOD DAYS. I am thinking of my childhood. The happy days of youth. When flowers bloomed around my path And filled my heart with mirth. In those old days of long ago I loved my Father God, My mother told us that we are The objects of His love. The Master mild He took a child, And placed it in the midst. And said, "each one of you must be As innocent as this." "Before you can make any plan To enter through Heavens Gates. So be forewarned and do not scorn The knowledge I impart." My mother dear informed us oft Of Gods unchanging love, And said if we could but foresee We'd trust Him as we ought. 36 So one day, while out for play, I met a little friend. We sat down to take a rest, And thus our talk began. And as I talked, my childish mind Drifted in to space, I saw a ladder at my feet Which reached to Heavens Gates. And as I looked with wondering eyes I thought within myself This must be Jacob's Ladder That mother spoke about. Again I looked, a voice replied "Come up and see the place. That God prepares for you my child. Decked with beauty and with grace." As I began to ascend The ladder rung by rung. My thoughts went back to my friend Hoping she would come. But when I looked her in the face. She laughed and shook her head, The foolishness of this act, Filled my heart with dread. Oh well I thought, I must obey The loving ones' command. And so I passed up to the top And quietly entered Heaven. And as I stood just by the door. My guide to me explained, This is the gate that leads to life And Angels reap therein. 37 I saw a field so full of wheat The ears as white as snow, And angels stand in happy bands To do their Father's will. I asked my guide the reason why The wheat should be so white, The symbol of the wheat he said Are those pure in heart. Which are gathered by the angels, Their dear Lord to greet. And as He spoke He pointed out The Angels pure and sweet. As I looked my eyes beheld A horse of pure white And on its back a figure veiled, Which hid him from our sight. I thought, oh this must be the Lord, My mother often read His face no one hath ever seen Not even them in heaven. The angels stood in full array, With sickles in their hands, Patiently waiting for the time The Lord gave His command. Then we passed to heights above Where angels stood of yore. In greater throngs of old and young Then I had ever seen before. But who is this in the midst With silent bowed down head. The Saviour Crowned, my guide informed With His angelic band. 38 Those who ministered to His needs, When He on the mountain stood, Preaching salvation to the world Doing all the good He could. The Nazerene in whom we see, A pattern grand and true. Of God's great love and tenderness To his children, me and you. He tried to broaden out the minds, Of those who did Him hate. And to His friends He did supply Unfailing joy and faith. And as I gazed with awe Upon this wonderous sight, The mist around me gathered I could not bear the light. So I turned my thoughts homeward Then the scene entirely changed. I found myself in my room, Thinking, this must be a dream. But as I tried to move myself, My listless form gave way There at my side my sister stood. Draped in glorious array. Why are you here, I gently asked And not in Heaven above? Heaven is here, sister dear Helping those we love. God lets us come to help you shun The many pit-falls of Sin, Oh! tell my daughter I am here If she will only let me in. 39 I am her guardian Angel And always by her side. Guiding her dear footsteps Along the path of time. Life here on Earth is but a school For the higher life above To love each other as ourselves As the Bible teaches us. The open door is left ajar Till the sands of time run out. The God of Love in whom we trust, Will never cast us out. To all my sister's give my love, Tell theni I am often near To help to make lifes burden lighter. Let them trust and do not fear. Then in a golden Halo, She passed from Earth to Heaven Waving her hand and saying Adieu, until we meet again. Then I awoke so full of hope That I some day would be With them in Heaven, my life to spend And joy and peace receive. Nov. 26th, 1915. * -x- * * * LIFE IN THE GREAT BEYOND Oh weary traveler do not shun The path laid out for thee It leads right on to the great beyond Of life and liberty. 40 To say that death ends it all And life is spent without reward Is but a tragic view of those Who lack the greatness of the soul. T'is hard for spirits to describe To mortal minds the joy of heaven But when they reach the goal in store They will find that half has never been told. It has been said to the weary and downcast That the future for them holds peace and rest If they only believe in the blood of the lamb Without any works of their own, they are sure to reach heaven. Oh brothers and sisters be not deceived! God is not mocked with the "only believe" We must work out our salvation by deeds No idle Christians will our Father receive. Oh do not think that only Christ Passed from this world a sacrifice Many more who followed in his steps Where slaughtered in their innocence. Women in those dark days were burned alive Because of mediumistic phase, And by the vile were deemed a fake And led without justice to the stake. Oh if I could take you in the heavenly spheres And show you the joy of martyrs of past years; But what of those who destroyed the life Of innocent souls like Jesus Christ? 41 Here they are in darkness stranded Until they have repented of murder and slander Of greed and lusts of various nature Which hold them in touch with the earths con- ditions. On the earth plain are spirits innumerable and great The "devils" v^e read of in God's Holy Writ; They have passed from the mortal to heaven as they think But found their mistake out when life was ex- tinct. They call upon Jesus, they call upon God But oh you poor spirits what path have you trod? The way of the unjust was attractive to you And the evil within you, you would not subdue. Then by degrees as God sees fit They will rise, Oh so slowly, to their promised rest When they realize the suffering and death Which they caused the weary and the oppressed We who have risen to realms above Descend to the earth plane to help those we love To rise from the depths to which they have sunk From the mire and clay of past results. Sometimes poor sinners in darkness kneel, For centuries, bewailing their past misdeeds Until some spirit higher than they Give them a gleam of light on their way. To show them that the Father of Love, Wants them to rise to the heights above Where love and joy and peace o'er flow Even to those who were sinners here below. 42 We spirits who have worked for salvation and rest Are eagerly waiting some soul to uplift Each time we succeed in doing Gods will A step nearer heaven in our journey is fulfilled. Our Father of Love gives to each soul, A gift Divine if they would only unfold And give to the world what God has in store For the seekers of truth of the life evermore. The angels in heaven we read much about Are simply the spirits who departed the earth Who ministered to Jesus while on the Mount And strengthened His soul with their spiritual help. Also my sisters and brothers in Christ The angels of love do greatly rejoice To give to each soul comfort and peace To lead them from death to Eternal Life. They throw out the life line, hold on to it fast; Let it not go till your soul finds its rest In the presence of those who, when here below, In loving devotion their gifts did unfold. To give to the world as God did direct Knowledge that would help to uplift Those in darkness not knowing the road And are longing and sighing for more light of the soul. Narrow is the path; and rugged the way That leads to the beyond of Eternal Day, The great divide we are bound to pasg As we go through the gates of death, 43 There our dear ones are waiting for us With outstretched arms so full of love Not in their graves as we are told Waiting until the resurrection morn. Oh no! God's love is far too deep To allow His children so long to sleep, When their presence is needed a watch to keep O'er the children of earth when helpless and weak. They gather the forces from heights above These ministering spirits the children of love Inspiration and strength they meet out to each one If we only make conditions for them to come. Jesus Christ, the Saviour gave up His life On the same rock of ages; we also must strive To help those who have gone down with the tide To begin life anew on the other side. The hills of adversity Christ climbed of old To seek salvation instead of the gold We are born in the world midst trouble and grief Only sacrifice and love will bring us relief. True joy lives only in the hearts of those Who try to help others reach the goal The way of the just is open to all Who are anxious and yearing to give to the Lord. He does not ask much only justice and truth Peace and devotion to all children of earth All this must be seen to and studied with care Before you can reach your home over there, 44. I beg of you dear people, look over your life Cut out the dark spots; let the angels rejoice. Life here is so short, oh live as did Christ To benefit his brothers while here upon earth. Nov. 2nd, 1916. ***** FROM DARKNESS TO LIGHT. Oh Brothers, Sisters and Christian friends Why this darkness on the way to Heaven We were often told Christ cleared the road And was waiting anxiously to cleanse each soul. Here we are stranded on this dark path Trying to find the footprints of the just Oh send us light Father of All. And lift from our Souls this deadly pall. We thought when death leaves us Resurrection finds us seated At the right hand of God If we only believe and Christ Jesus receive. There was nothing else left to be done. But through ignorance and neglect We are here to reflect, if we only had known; And the right way been shown We would not have been in this terrible fix. Here we are stranded not knowing what to think I feel I am standing just in sight of the brink Of a terrible chasm as dark as night Oh God! look with compassion and give me a light. Oh how I wish I had followed the pathway of truth! And as my last pleadings passed from my lips I saw a light in the distance, hoping it to be The much desired goal I was anxious to reach. 45 But as I tried onward to press I found I was held by conditions I left When on the earth plane, thinking I would gain Easily the promised rest. Then I heard a voice so low and sweet Saying, "Brother are you trying to reach the Heavenly home Without the wedding garment of peace? It says in Holy writ "They who do not wear it must be bound hand and foot." But listen to me, your Brother, though so weak Still I am trying with my Father's help Some other Spirits To guide and uplift. I, like you, when on the earth's plane, Thought more of my own pleasure Than other peoples pain, now I must work out My selfishness in this dreary plane. Now I must work out What I left undone Is the duty our Father expects From His children, every one. How long I must remain In this dreary place To hear the weeping and wailing of those Who came short of Gods grace. When they were young And full of vital force. They did not seek the way of life Christ taught them when on earth. 4-6 Now Brother give to me your hand Oh dear! I cannot reach The chasm is so very wide and dee^* I fear I cannot give you much relief. But I tell you dear Brother what to do Try and be patient, keep praying for aid To the ministering Spirits Who are seeking to save. Perhaps your dear mother Who has passed to the Heights, Much higher than the Earth plane Through her goodness of heart. Will be seeking her boy When you have made Better conditions For her to draw nigh. Now I must leave you in this sad plight The advice I gave you has increased my light Now I will step higher more victory to win And lead more Spirits from the path of Sin. And he passed through space so slowly It was so very dark and dim Seeking more Spirits who were held In bondage by their Sins. And as he was thinking Of past mishaps A Spirit so bright and fair Crossed his dreary path. Again he looked and his soul grew sick As he fell prostrate at a woman's feet Kneeling and bewailing the past With regrets vivid and deep. 47 This woman he cried has risen up in judgment Against my cowardly act When on the earth plane I trampled her virtues under my feet. Oh God this is more than I can stand Pray send a ministering spirit to give me a helping hand And as he spoke this Angel of Light Who had worked her way upward from the conditions of earth, Held out to him her hand saying "Brother in Christ, don't think of past life But do your best to reach The Heavenly Heights." He rose from his feet, her last words to greet With joy that knew no bounds Saying, "can it be true, that the trouble I gave you Will not hinder my pathway to Heaven." She looked in his face with a Heavenly smile Saying the past is forgiven by me Now look with faith, to our Father's grace He is able and willing your sins to erase. Go forward with your mission Help others to unfold The gift of the Spirit God gives to each soul. And when you have made good your past neg- lect You will steadily gain your future rest Now I must leave you, my time is up My good will I give you to help you aloft. Then she passed to spheres Much higher than the one Who had wronged her on the earth plane By his unlawful plans. 48 Oh friends of earth be careful of deeds Your lusts to appease, Encourage your thought waves of purity and peace Or you must work out all you've done amiss. Nov. 12th, 1916. ***** THE CELESTIAL CITY The Celestial City not made with hands The Bulwarks of Emmanuels Land The Summit of all that is pure and true There nothing remains for Spirits to do. Here they will rest from their Labors well earned To the spheres of earth no more to return This rest they have gained by devotion and faith With God as their King in the Temple of Grace. From Earth they developed to Spheres above Hoping and trusting in their Fathers great love He never forsakes those who trust in His grace But always provides, a sweet resting place. Nov. 4th, 1916. ***** HOW SHALL WE MEET OUR LOVED ONES. How shall we meet our loved ones? Oh! what a joyful thought For those who have long been parted And walk earths pathway alone. The loving hearts that have been severed By the Death Angel's cruel blow, Are just waiting by the Border To take us safely home. 49 To the land of the Soul, of joy and beauty, Where sin can aot molest Neither pain or grief affect us In the Land of Perfect Rest. Nov. 9th, 1916. 50 LIBRARY OF CONGRESS 015 940 196 •