frTYVi'lWl I^P^ k A A P'AUVa A*Kf\i ifeff^^ v\attfito>V i^fiftf^aW £w"*flSn/M "*«*fiC^ft &2££^/H ; LIBRARY OF CONGRESS, | j UNITED STATES OF AMERICA. ^AA^aAA rn]]J*A i?mmm* &w /WV &fses^K~f\/ rvAAq<>«/? ^*i +K^tkhMW ft f^Afifc* JUlAi.4 & PM*JpPPty&fc*te*^ P ^^ °^^>^ m&ms.* /> ' \ r\ r\ ^ ^ a ^£&mmmM**f^$^^ rvnn. AAA/^AArsr Srtt ^^^^^5^^^;?! a WJT U .Aa^a^^' § &e8WA; «3>.£wCN*. A A/\flA '^A $j$fl i^^teffc ^8&te! ^^NSh^'dfHrimdrld&im^ toftf^ OTflfcEJ / c^y AN ACCOUNT OF THE EARLY PART OF THE %iit, aitti €onUnttmmt THOMAS MELHUISH, LATE OF TAUNTON. Given by himself in a Letter to a Friend: Together with A Short Account of his subsequent Life, fyc. With Extracts from fome of his Letters On Religious Subjects. Collected and arranged by two Friends, to whom he committed the Revisal of his Papers* LONDON : PRINTED AND SOLD BY PHILLIPS and FARDON, GEORGE YARD, LOMBARD STREET. 1805. 4h W 1 : ^ AN ACCOUNT, -fcfc. IT may not be amifs to introduce the fol- lowing letter with a fhort account of our friend*in his early life. He was born at Bradninch in Devonfhire, about the year 1737, of parents not then profeffing with Friends : but his, mother foon afterwards joined the Society, his father con- tinuing in profeffion with the national church* Having learnt the bufinefs of a taylor, he travelled to London for employment as a journeyman in that line, about the twentieth year of his age, and having been previoufly brought acquainted with the principles of Friends, he foon formed an intimacy with fome in that city, particularly the family of the Marfhmans, who kindly noticed and en- tertained him 5 which doubtlefs proved a lin- gular favour to him, and made a tailing impreflion of gratitude on his mind, opening the way to a correfpondence after his return a into ( 2 ) into the country, from whence it appears he addrefTed a letter to James Marfhman, of which the jfp.llowinq- is an extract 2d Mo. feventh, 1758. Respe*:ted Friend, THE many and repeated -favours received at thy hands, call for my thankful acknowledgements ; and I make ufe of this opportunity to return them, hoping I ihall always "retain a grateful fenfe of thy kindnefs manifefted to me at a time, wherein my poverty and diftrefs -(fpiritually fpeaking) were very great; and as from an obfervation I have made, I believe thou art mindful of the apoflle's advice, " Be not forgetful to entertain flrangers," I doubt not but thou haft largely experienced the bleffmgs which attend fuch a pious difpofition, 5 and that they may be continued to thee is my ardent de- fire. The humble followers of the meek and crucified Jefus, whofe defi.re it is to be found walking in the path of felf-denia!, and are earneftly ( 3 ) carneftly concerned to attain a thorough re- iignation to the divine will, are oftentimes drawn to look back and take a forrowful profpecl: of their once fallen and loft eftate ; and under a humbling fenfe thereof are made to adore the worthy name and magnify that powerful arm, by which they were called and delivered from darknefs, and brought to a ftate of marvellous light ; and from blindnefs and ignorance -to be meafurably acquainted with the hidden myfteries of the cverlafting kingdom: thefe being filled with a fenfe of their unworthinefs, are at all times ready to acknowledge that it is not in the least by any might, ftrength, or even defire of their own, but through the free, univerfal love of God, by the revelation of that in- vifible power in their hearts, which made Felix tremble, that they are prefer ved from the fins and grofs enormities by which they were once led captive; and as by a fteady obedience to divine grace they are kept in a humble ftate, and know themfelves to be (what they really are) poor dependant crea- tures, infufficient of themfelves to do, or even think any good, they have nothing to A 2 glory ( 4 ) glory in but the crofs of Chrift, which, by true faith in it, they have happily experienced to be the 5 ) meet to employ the meanefl veffels in his houfe therein. Excufe me, my dear friend, if from the fincere refpeel: I bear, and the unity of fpirit I have with thee, 1 lay before thee the deep concern of my mind, the ardent prayer and breathing of my foul, that I may not mifs my way in fo important an affair as bearing a teftimony for God : I have been led to fee, yea, and to partake of the deep and baptizing exercifes which thefe at times pafs through. O my foul, mayfl thou never faint under the preparing hand, but be encouraged to prefs forward, remem- bering that the chaflifements of the Lord are tokens of his love, who makes his. people perfect through fuffering. I cannot upon the whole think that the deep concern which thou faweft me under, proceeded from difobedience; I confefs I many times had fome fentences brought to my remembrance, and impreffed with fome weight on my mind whilft with you ; but I did not fee my duty in that refpefr fo indif- putably clear as I wanted, and I was not in the lead willing to a& at an uncertainty in fo momentous an affair j and the awful fenfe of my ( 1 6 ) my being called to fo weighty a fervice as to- fpeak a few words in meetings, took fuch hold of my mind after I came from the Savoy, as to bring that deep concern upon me; and with many tears was I moved to fupplicate the majefty of heaven for prefervation, direction,, and affiftance therein ; and methought in an- fwer to my prayers, I felt fome degree of the anointing oil poured forth; and fmce I came home, way hath been made for me, and with much trembling, reverence, and fear, I one day flood up in our week-day meeting, which is but fmall, and uttered a few words as they were brought to my remembrance; with which fome folid friends have given me caufe, by the kindnefs of their behaviour, to think they have unity; but oh, I find my exercifes increafe, under which nothing can fupport me but that omnipotent arm which hath hitherto- preferved. I find a neceffity for a continual warfare that my life and converfation may eorrefpond with that teflimony given me to bear, and above all things, that in the exer- cife of my gift I may be careful never to move till rightly called: I have forrowfully obferved that many who take upon them to exercife ( *7 ) cxercife the minifterial fun&ion, if they have been rightly called thereto, yet for want of due attendance on the great minifter of minifters, have gone from that life, which alone makes preaching of the gofpel profit- able. Some time after his return to the country, he removed to Taunton, and married Jane Mullet, then a widow of that town. Here he carried on the bufinefs of a Shopkeeper, in which however he met with fome difficulties ; yet under a variety of trying circumftances it appears he kept in view the one thing needful, the cultivation and improvement of his own vineyard ; and fas he found his mind concerned) the labouring for the im- provement of others. About the year 1768, we find him vifit- ing one of the weflern counties: and after his return he wrote an epiftle to Friends of the fame county, expreffive of his deep con- cern on their account: from which the fol- lowing is an extract ( i8 ) Dear Friends, Since I paid you a vifit, various have been the thoughts and cogitations of my heart concerning the (late of things among you in a religious fenfe -, but amidft the doubts which have attended me, I have not been with- out a degree of certainty in this comfortable feeling truth, that let things, be as they may, the extendings of divine help are mercifully continued in order to the further cleanfmg, edifying, flrengthening, and preferving, ac- cording to their feveral growths, all thofe among whom a degree of fmcerity remains; w r hich divine care feems to be manifeiled, not only in that you are favoured with fome remains of a living minitlry, but more efpe- cially in that, though many things have oc- curred to prevent the free circulation of the fpring of life among the body in general, in that increafmg flowing manner which could be defired, yet you are humblingly favoured with a good degree thereof, and but few are funk to fuch a pitch of lethargic fcupidity as not in fome degree to be fenfible of its in- fluence -, ( n 5 Alien cc ; and fome feem to be fo quickened and enlivened thereby, that to feel and enjoy it in this communicating enlarging manner, is become the joy and rejoicing of their fouls.. This general view and fenfe of things, having been prefent with -me, has afforded comfort to my travailing foul, in folid hope, that as you were not forfaken of the ever- lafting helper, but divine mercy difpofed to bear with you yet another year, and con- tinue his cultivating care, fome individuals (I wifb they may be many) will fo carefully attend to the defigo of the great Lord of the vineyard as to bring forth fruit in pro- portion to that care which has been richly and freely manifeilcd towards them ; yielding fubjeclion to the forming hand in all things; that flript of all falfe reafonings, carnal com- prehenfions, and all human felfifh mixings whatever, in the underftanding and ability the truth alone gives, they may attend to the proper bufmefs of the day; watering, planting, or whatever elfe may fall to their lot ; having an eye and dependance on God for an kicreafe both refpe&ing their labours and the particular (late and advancement of their own minds. And ( so ) And bear with me, dear Friends, if under the prevalence of divine love I warn the negligent, carelefs, and lukewarm, (for fueh there are among you) on whofe account I am dipt into deep {offering, and ready to cry out in the myfterious language of the apoftle, (including my brethren fellow-fufferers on the fame account therein,) " If the dead rife not, why then are we baptized for the dead?" If the determined difpofition of their hearts long rivetted to the earth, is to hide their talent therein, and the fixed bent of their minds to grovel in corruption and .vanity, and feek no other crown than what the world can give them, why fuifer we on their account? If they have bartered heaven for earth, and fold their birth-right for a mefs of pottage ; if the wild uncultivated nature of Efau fo prevails in them as to induce them to offer violence to the fecond birth, the true feed of Jacob,, in which their election Hands, why forrow we at the blemng being taken from them ? especially as all our forrow and fuffering refpe&ing them feems to be in vain ? Yet read me, dear friends, in my painful feelings on this occafion, while my c « ) my foul laments that there fliould be any among you who have thus received the grace of God in vain: I pray God, with my whole heart, their number may never be increafed, but that the fmall remains of life in other weak dwarfifh minds, may be fo effectually ftrengthened, that by uling all diligence they may be excited to fuch an holy circumfpection, as that their works may be found perfect before God. And, dear youth, though the affe&ionate Sowings of good- will in my heart, ftrongly reach toward you, yet being fully convinced divine mercy careth for you, and is imme- diately influencing your minds to feek true reft; to that gracious fuccouring care, that nourifhing ftrengthening fupport, which the bifiiop of fouls is ever ready to communicate, to him that can do all in you and for you; to the good fliepherd that puts his own forth, and goes before them, feeding them in the green paftures, and leading them befide the ftill waters ; to. him whofe veftment is dyed in blood, whofe name is the Word of God, do I commend you, and remain, Your friend and brother, Thomas Mejlhuish. ( » ) The following Letter, addrefTed to two women friends, travelling in the fervice of truth about this time, with whom he appears to have 'felt near fympathy, may not be thought unworthy of a place here. Taunton, 11th Mo. 28th, 1760, Dear Friends, AS contrary to my intention and the ex- pectation given, I was prevented from accom- panying you to Bridport, coniidering the abrupt manner in which I took leave of you, a kind of debt feemed due, and an acknow- ledgment of the affectionate nearnefs and ref- pettl bear you : and although fpirits redeemed from the earth, who know the Lord Almighty to be their father, and that by the fpirit of his fon they are quickened to walk in newnefs of life, are under divine protection as their conftant refuge, yet I have thought, while in our prefent mode of being, we fometimes receive confolation in an encou- raging C 23 ) raging hint from a kindred fpirit, though in an inferior relation: and indeed, this feems to have been the general way of the Al- mighty's dealings with his people, fince from the beginning, it is not many mighty, not many wife, &c. that have been called, but God hath chofen the foolifh things of the world, to confound the wife, that no flefh might glory in his fight; but both high and low, rich and poor, flrong and weak, might remain in that acceptable felf-abafement and humility, which will not fail hi" due time to exalt them to honour, through their being made partakers of the ciown immortal ; and notwithstanding by the teftimony of Jems, and fpirit of prophecy which many have received, they arTuredly know falvation to be come to their houfes, yet in every rightly difpofed mind, this comfortable fenfe will tend to promote circurnfpect walking under the power of the daily crofs ; that by the virtue thereof becoming more and more .crucified to the world, and their affections gradually weaned and loofened therefrom, they may have a certain, diftinft knowledge that their falvation is nearer than when they firft ( *4 ) firfl believed, through the abundant increafc of love towards the brethren ; and this love working into a conftraint upon our minds, would, f were it poffible) compel Ifrael to be gathered ; and confident with the Sowings of divine good- will leads again and again to offer reconciliation through the blood of Jefus; yet to the grief of our hearts, this teflimony is not received by many among us, but the workings of a contrary fpirit have fo prevailed, that to deal plainly and honeftly we are neceffitated to adopt the general language of the fpirit to the feven churches, that though there may be a few who have not defiled their garments, and thefe may be permitted to walk with the Iamb in white, for they are worthy; and to whofe prevailing intercession it may be owing that the candleftick is not yet removed out of its place; neverthelefs, " there are many things againft thee;" through the fpreading of the fpirit of error and deception, it has unhappily fo happened: you know it as well as I; and I doubt not are daily fufferers in fpirit thereby; fo that however it has fared with you hitherto, yet it is much to me if in the courfe of your journey, the language of ( ** ) of your hearts be not fometimes, " Darknefs covers the earth, and grofs darknefs the people:"- and fo thick is the cloud there- of, that the teftimony the Lord has given us to bear, does not pierce it 5 neither is it fcattered : the dead are not raifed, and our preaching is in vain. But, dear friends, be fervent and patient in fpirit, and deep in travail for heavenly help, to enable you to roll the ftone from off the mouth of the well ; that living water, pure and unmixed, may be drawn therefrom, and the little tender remnant being refrefhed thereby, they with you, and you with them, may afcribe all honour and praife, thankfgiving and glory, to the bleffed Father and Shepherd of the flock and family. I long to conclude, which I fhall now do with defiring to hear from you: and with the falutation of dear love, in which my wife joins, remain your affectionate^ friend and brother, Thomas Melhuish. i *6 ) Although it appears he wanted not for opportunity to engage more extenfively in worldly concerns, with a profpect of advan- tage, yet his religions care not to exceed the bounds of true moderation in this re- flect, is evinced by the following letter. To Having thoughtfully confidered thy pro- pofal, feveral reafons concur in my appre- iienfion to render fuch an union not advife- able : but notwithstanding a partnerfhip in the retail trade mud be attended with con- siderably more difficulty than is likely to occur where an opportunity offers for engaging in a wholefale bufmefs, and my defire of your continuing in town, would induce me readily to concur in any well founded fcheme to that purpofe, did I look upon myfelf at liberty to enter fo far into the active purfuits and bufy fcenes of life as fome others may commendably do, without infringing on the rule of duty pointed out by the wife director, who is not wanting to imprefs the mind with a language < *7 y a language of this kind, " This is the way, walk in it:" but, as from a careful observa- tion, I find much of the comfort and happi- nefs of my life, as well as the profpect of a future reft in glory, depends on my not neglecting the gift that is in me, the mod fatisfa&ory reafon I can give for my declining to accept of thy offer is, that a growing concern has for fome time fixed on my mind txrvifit the nation of Ireland; and though the prefent fituation of things with me ren- ders my taking fuch a journey aim oil im- pofiible, yet I am in hopes that the fame good hand who has been my fupport in many a trying feafon, will, in his own time 5 work a way for my difcharge of that fervice, which begins to lay as a debt on me, Under fuch circjamftances, I mould be culpable to fubmit to any farther entanglements, (how- ever advantageous the profpeft may be) which had any tendency to hinder my being in the way of co-operating with the grace of God, towards fetting me more at liberty. % M. 8-2 ( «* ) As the time drew near for accomplishing his intended vifit to Ireland, his mind feems to have been more and more deepened and humbled under the exercife which attended him on that account: the following ejacula- tion or prayer, found among his papers, ap- pears to have been penned on this occafion. O Lord God Almighty ! the blelTed Father and provider for thy children., and who hath abundantly promifed to preferve and uphold thofe that rely upon thee; my foul bends in deep reverence before thy throne, and looks towards thee with the voice of fuppli- cation and prayer, humbly begging, that, for thy dear Son's fake, thou wouldefl be gracioufly pleafed to remember every tolTed, tried, and exercifed foul, and enable them to bear the turning of thy hand in judgement. And, O Lord! as thy controverfy is againfl ail unrighteoufnefs, let thy holy fan winnow clean, entirely drive away and feparate the chaff, that nothing may remain that is of a nature contrary to thy pure holy will. And, O Lord! thou who heardeft the didrefTed cry of Ifhmael in the wildernefs, and who beheldeft him when ready to faint, and caufedfl: ( 2 9 ) caufedfl thy holy angel to adminifter to his neceiTitics, be near in every tryirig hour, fupport under every exercife, comfort under every trouble, and fan&ify affliction, both of body and mind, to thofe who have begun to walk in the way of regeneration ; and keep them from falling either on the right hand or on the left $ that, O bleffed Lord! thefe poor fouls may live as monuments of thy mercy and gracious care; may have to acknowledge to thy praife, that thou haft made way for them when there was none, haft fet their fpirits at liberty, haft difengaged them from the mire and clay, the (licking frith of the world, and haft been pleafed to put a new fong in their mouths, and to* eftablifh their goings in righteoufnefs. And I pray "thee, O Father! if fo unworthy a creature may pre fume to approach thee wider that appellation, as thy regard is ex- tended to all thy workmanfhip, be graciouily pleafed to afford a little fuccour to my totter- ing foul ; deliver me from temptation, and preferve me from the paw of the bear. And Lord! as thefecrets of all hearts are open to thy view, and the folitary track in which b 3 I ara '( 3» ) I am led along is known to thee, open the way for my enlargement, and help my bur- dened heart, filled with the burden of thy word, and drawn to a aidant land to dis- charge the growing debt to fas glory of thy great name, the edification of thy church, and the confo.iation of my own poor foul : thou knoweft all my tremblings ; nor are my fecret meanings hid from thy all penetra- ting eye; look with pity upon me. And thou who called!! Samuel of old, and vcuchfafedli to reveal thy fecrets to him, fo make my way plain before me, remove every ftumbling block, and keep me from doubting in thy holy fervice. And now, Lord, with a humbled heart, I afcribe unto thee glory, and greatnefs, thankfgivings and praife, to the Lord God and the Lamb, who through the eternal fpirit, art worthy •for ever and ever. Amen. In the year 1774, he accomplifhcd his vifit to Ireland ; having part of the time the acceptable company of James Gough, then a refident ( S? ) a refident of Briflol, who arriving in Dublin after him, they both attended the fpring national meeting there, and afterwards tra- velled together through moil of that nation. Of this vifit we are not able to give fa complete an account as' we could wi(h; but hope the following extracts of letters from T. M. to his wife, will be acceptable to our readers. Dublin, 11th of 4th- Mo. 1774. I wrote to thee from Liverpool kft fourth; day evening, by which thou wilt be informed of my journey to that place, and the extra- ordinary care and kindnefs of Friends there,, in furnifhing the more than neceilary accom- modations for the paffage. We failed from Liverpool fifth day morning about 9 o'clock, and had a long paflage, (jhe wind being con- trary) and through the favour of Providence, got fafe here feventh day evening, abour, the 9th hour, and met with a very kind reception at the houfe of my friend William Taylor, in Dame Street. Yefterday, after the morning b 4 meeting,- ( 3* ) meeting, I received thine with great fafis- fa&ion and thankfulnefs, in that thou waft brought into a degree of refignation and quiet fubmiifion at my thus leaving thee ; I hope the favour and kind notice of the ever bleffed Father of the family will be over thee for good, and that thy health will be con- tinued in the additional fatigue which falls to thy lot. I expect to leave this city on fourth day, in order to take fome meetings in the country, and go on my way to the Province meeting, for M under, to be held at Clonmel next firft and fecond day week, and from thence to come directly back to Dublin to the national meeting, to begin on the fourth day following; where I expect -to meet my companion, and to join him in fuch fervice as may be pointed out to us. I am willing to be as particular as I w r ell can, that thou mayft be informed of my journeying along ; which I have thankfully to acknowledge, has in degree been under a fenfe o^ beft help being with me, to my folid comfort, attended with an evidence of my being in my right place : and I am induced to hope, that he who ( 33 ) who has engaged me in the fervice, will be near to fupport me through every trial, and bring me to my native land in fafety. Dublin, 5th Mo. 5th, 1774 I returned to this place lad fixth day, hr company with many friends from the country, to the national half years meeting, which- began on feventh day, and ended laft even- ing. The meeting was very large, and a favoured opportunity. Rachel Wilfon found her mind drawn to attend it; and fhe landed lafl fixth day morning, and took up her quar- ters at my lodgings : her company was very inflru£tive, and (lie had excellent, fervice in the meeting. James Gough landed laft fe* cond day evening, well. Rachel Wilfonj. Efther Tuke, Hannah Wigham, Thomas Colley, and poor I from England; Thomas Green, Samuel Neale, with many other friends of this nation, were at the meet- ing, in which I thought it my place to be filent, except a little matter which opened' b 5 ia ( 34 ) in the felecl meeting. Rachel returns the firft opportunity; and the reft of us are dif- pofed of in different routes. My companion and felf intend fetting off to-morrow on our journey ; which I hope we may get quite through in ten weeks at furtheft: I mention this, that thou mayft not be difappointed in frequent expectations to no purpofe; and hope to travel diligently, and get through as fast as I can: for although my mind is mer- cifully preferred in a fettled calm as to every thing in this world, yet I am often induced to look towards my wife and habitation with a nearnefs and affectionate longing beyond ex- preffion ; begging for thy prefervation every- way, and fupport under every exercife. Tullamore, 5th Mo. 16th. Whenever favoured to return, hope it will be to mutual fatisfa&ion, as I feel re- newed affiftance from day to day in my ftepping along ; opening into fervice, and preferving my mind in humble quiet, and refignation to divine difpofal. e 33 ) Cork, 5th Mo. 30th. I reached this city with my companion 7 th (fay afternoon, having rode lafl week 182 miles, and been at fix meetings; and yeflerday morning, much to my fatisfaclion, received thine; and may now inform thee, that through; the continuance of djvine favour, I have in general been helped along with a degree of peace and true comfort. After the week day meeting to-morrow, we intend to fepa- rate for about three weeks; my companion inclining to ftay here longer, and I propofmg to go by Youghal, Clonmekand Shurebank, to Waterford, by £rft day; where I intend to reft fome days, and from thence through the counties of Wexford and Wicklow; after which we think to join, and go through the province of Ulfler together, which will finifh the journey. I have had, through di- vine favour, on the whole, a good fhare o£ health: but have fome what of a cold*, which* expect- a few days will carry off. *§. ( 3<5 ) The cold he here fpeaks of appears to have increafed, and to have brought on a com- plaint,, which confined him for about two weeks ; .after which he fet forward, his companion accompanying him for fome time, and purfuing the track fpoken of in the above letter to his wife, appears to have completed his journey, and to have returned home in fafety without his companion, after an abfence of about 18 weeks. The near afFeclion and fympathy which fubfifted between thofe two friends, and fellow travellers in the work of the gofpel, appears not to have terminated with their vifit to Ireland, but to have continued un- fhaken through the remaining viciffitudes of life. "We apprehend James Gough not long after performing this vifit, removed from Briflol and fettled with his family in Ireland, and that the following lines from Thomas Melhuiih were addreffed to him foon after- wards. ( 37 ) Taunton, lft Mo. 1ft, 1775. Dear Friend, I began to be uneafy at not hearing from thee; when I received thy very acceptable letter of 9th ult. The account of thine and family's welfare, of thy peregrination, and the kind notice of our dear friends, was truly pleafmg j which I have no doubt will be continued; as there is a mutual keeping on the bottom of fincerity and humility, and as thofe difpofitions prevail, and a true friehdfhip is eftablifhed on this foundation, it will be more ftrongly Kvetted by the ownings of divine regard, and the fheddings abroad of the love of God - 9 in which we rejoice together as brethren of the fame family, who have but one common interefl in view ; and this naturally leads us to fhare one with another in the feafons wherein fufferings may be neceflary for a farther refinement, and more meet preparation for that kingdom the joys whereof are divinely fuited to the nature of pure and perfect fpirits, made fo through fuffering: and in our travail in the way ( 38 ) way towards this kingdom, I have feen, I was about to fay, in the light of the Lord,, there mufl be no claiming of pre-eminence, no contefls about priority or feniority ; but even thofe who through divine favour have fo far advanced as to know what it is to be in the fpirit on the Lord's day, mufl in the fame meeknefs and humility, adopt the lan- guage of the favoured apoftle, " I John, who alfo am your brother and companion in tribulation and in the kingdom and patience of JefusChrift." Thefe remarks, as at many other time?, very unexpectedly flip from me; but I con- sider the gofpel as an inexhauflible fund of durable riches, and though we can preach no new dofhrine, yet there is a beautiful difplay of divine mercy, in the variety of gifts it communicates to thofe who in fimplicity embrace it: and whilfl we thankfully admire the Lord's goodnefs in making us partakers of the fellcwlhip of the myftery, let the ardent breathing of our fpirits be for prefer- vation on this innocent, child-like^ foundation. It is not worth my while to take much notice of the little uneaiinefs which occurred at ( 39 ) at Briftol before thy leaving it ; but I am very glad it is removed, and be affured, my dear friend, my heart is often with thee; and though we may not meet again in muta- bility, the Lord grant we may meet where we may part no more. I have moved but little from home fincc my return from Ireland; but from a gentle draught in my own mind, have been at Cla- verham, and Exeter meetings, which were feafons worthy of deep commemoration ; but I am much fhut up about home; and I believe thou knoweft that in our poor little meeting the life of truth is too little fought after, and we fare accordingly; but I labour after contentment in my allotment, with defires to be kept free from entanglement, that fhould there be, in the motion of life, a command given, " Go fee how thy brethren fare," I may be at liberty fo to do. But of any thing of this kind, I have yet no expectation, nor fcarcely any view. ( 40 ) The following, though without date, ap- pears to have been written fome time after the foregoing, to the fame friend. Dear Friend, I may now acknowledge the receipt of thy two letters; the firft by a friend from Dublin, and brought to me by T. P. on his return from London, the other in ufual courfe, by poft, both which were very ac- ceptable: and I truft, to hear from thee, will always afford fatisfaction to my mind. I am truly glad that our valuable friends, > and have been fo emi- nently owned in their vifit to your nation, and hope the fame confoling protecting care will attend them to the conclufion of their labour with you; and indeed to the end of their race. I do not wonder at Y filence with you, as I apprehend her principal bniinefs in leaving home, was from a concern to vifit the nothcrn counties; in which being joined by , fhe found a freedom from the fame draught of love and nearnefs, to accompany ( 4" ) accompany her to Ireland. And fuppofe> whilft under the feeling of unutterable mercy yet extended to a people forgetful of their duty, fome may be conflrained to lift up the voice like a trumpet, in order to fhew them the ftate of alienation they (land in, and livingly to point out the caufe thereof: if others equally loaded with the burden of their perverfe ipirits, under a clear di fcerning of the long fuffering of God, mould find it their duty to move up and down among them as figns and wonders; being dumb, and no otherwife reprovers, than by the deep, inward, mournful exercife of their fpirits; does this point out any inconfiftency in the orderings of infinite wifdom? Nay fure- ]y, let thee and me, my dear friends, ftedfaftly move in our proper allotments, having no will or defire, but to be found doing the will of God, as it may be clearly pointed out, and the way clearly opened. I feel a little with thee in thy prefent fettered ftate, being myfelf under ties of that kind; which whilft I at times feel the incon- venience of, I lament the too general indo- lence, amongft fo many, who have every wilted ( 42 ) V/Ifhed for opportunity to do good ; bnt their own wills not being mortified, that difpofition is alive, in which the will of God can never be acceptably performed. In the years 1776 and 1777* he was en- gaged with divers other friends* appointed by the Quarterly Meeting, in paying a rcligiaus vifit to the families of Friends belonging thereto. Of this vifit our friend kept mi- nutes: by which it appears he had his fhare of the weight and fervfce thereof. One circumftance it may not be amifs to mention, that whilfl in the neighbourhood of Briflol, Thomas Melhuifh went with fbme other friends, his companions, to fee William Fry,, of that city, who was then thought to be near his end ; and concerning whom, he gives the following account. In tranfcribing the foregoing notes of this vifit, I think it may not be improper to re- mark in this place, that our dear friend W. F. departed C 43 ) departed this life in about ten weeks after : whofe removal as a valuable member of religious and civil fociety, muft be fincerely regretted by all who knew his worth. As a Chriftian, he was deep in experience in the hidden, inward life: and although he was rich in this world, through faith he over- came the world, and was far removed from the fpirit and nature of it. And as a minifter of the gofpel of peace, his conduct to all that know their foundation and keep on it, muft appear truly amiable and inftrucb've; exceedingly deep in travail, his fpirit longed to feel the bubblings of the living fpring, and in true filence to enjoy it and be made partaker thereof: and as he knew that nothing but what comes from God, can gather to God, he was remarkably cautious in his appearances; being filled with a reli- gious care that no likenefs might be formed, he waited to feel the burden of the word; and when he flood up, the fpirit of wifdom. was with him, and the power of his God was upon him : fo that it was abundantly evident, he was a minifter, not of man, but of God. How I loved him! — and in this reccJletTioa C 44 ) recolle&itm of him as a Chriflian, a minifterv and a friend, my mind is much afFecled, but yet comforted in a renewed feeling, that as his life, when in this world, was hid with Chrift in God, he now triumpheth over fin, death, hell, and jhe grave, and is entered into his man Hon. In the year 1778, we find him travelling towards Northamptonfhire and Leiceflerfhire, and that in the year 1781, he vifited the meetings of friends in Lincolnfhire and York- (hire. The following extracts of letters, which he wrote to his wife while on this journey, will convey fome account thereof.- Wycombe, (in Buckingham/hire) 3d Mo. 24th, 1781. I wrote to thee lafl fecond day evening, from Marlborough, which we left third day afternoon; and have had meetings at New- bury, Reading, Henley, and this place, which we leave this afternoon, in order to be at C 45 ) at Aylefbury to-morrow, and at Leighton in Bedfordshire in the evening, and from thence to Ampthill into Lincolnfhire, as direclly as we well can. We are favoured with health, and attended with bell help, opening the way to edifying labour in many places, mu- tually comfortable to friends and us. Spalding, (Lincolnfhire,) 4th Mo. 2d. 1781 Since I wrote lad we have been at meet- ings at Aylefbury, Leighton, Ampthill, Hunt- ingdon, Ives, Earith, and Ramfey, and came here feventh day evening; were at two meet- ings here yeiterday, and have been this day to Gedney, (about 12 miles) to a meeting, and back here again, in order to go forward with other friends to the quarterly meeting. Here are in this county about 14 particular meetings, fome of them a good diftance from each other, fo that it will be two weeks hard work to get through it; in about which time, I hope to enter Yorkfhire. We have been favoured with health, and my mare carries me bravely along; being helped from place to C 46 3 to place to caft a little bread on the waters. under the reaching influence of divine love; which hope may be mercifully continued, and that we may be favoured to meet again ig the enjoyment of beft peace* mm Hull, (Yorkfliire,) 4th Mo. 19th. Laft evening we fet our feet in Yorkfliire, having crofled the large river Humber, from Lincolnfhire, about five miles over to this town; and had a pretty good paflage. At this place we have had a meeting this morn- ing; a confiderable number of friends belong to it, and fuitable doctrine opened with a degree of baptizing fweetnefs and authority, tending much to open our way for further fervice in this county. As we did not get into this county at Thorn, as at firfr. intended, I had an opportunity to fend by a friend to N". D. to requefl him to forward the letter directed to him to this place ; which came to hand this morning, and rejoiced I was to hear from thee, and to find thy health mer cifully continued, as we Jiave thankfully to acknowledge ( 47 ) acknowledge ours has been ; and that beft help has greatly favoured us, owning the fer- vice in which we have been and are engaged ; and enabling us to preach the gofpel in de- rnonftration of the fpirit, and with power, to our great humiliation and abafement, and the praife of him who upholds and preferves, and who alone is worthy both now and for ever. Amen. Scarborough, 4th Mo. 27th. I often feel for thee with much affectionate nearnefs, in hopes that as I am thus feparated from thee, (not of choice, but apprehenfion of duty) divine protection will guard thee, and make thy flepping along eafy, as with deep thankfulnefs I have to acknowledge it has been gracioufly extended to me in this journey, affording fuccour and fupport in the needful time. W e have been helped on in this county much to our own and friends fatisfa&bn : after fpending about three weeks more in it, I hope to get a difcharge, and to fet my face homewards. ( 48 ) York, 5th Mo. 4th. After a reafonable repaft, fucceeding a la- borious exerciling meeting at this place, this forenoon, being recruited in my ftxength and quiet in my mind, I fit down to inform thee that we came here on fourth day evening, having had that day two meetings, at Mal- ton and Thorntoa, both fpending and ex- ercifing as to bodily ftrength, but favored with bed faccour and fupport. We left York yeflerday morning, in company with feveral friends, to attend the monthly meet- ing for this diflrift, about 15 miles off, which was a profitable feafon ; and returned w T ith them in the evening, in order for the meeting this day. We propofe leaving this to-morrow morning, a meeting being appoint- ed at a place about ten miles off; after w r hich we propofe going on about 15 miles, to North Cave, in order to be there on firft day. I wrote this day week from Scarborough: fin.ce, I begin to feel a comfortable releafe from my burthen, and hope in fomething more than a week to get out of this county and to haften homewards. ( 49 ) After performing this vifit he appears to have been for feveral years at and about home, being diligent in the attendance of religious meetings both for worfhip and dif- cipline; and in the year 1784 was again en* gaged with divers other friends in vifiting families in the county, which, as well as the former vifit of the like kind, appi ars to have been attended with fatisfacYion and profit. We apprehend he travelled about this time in company with our ancient valuable friend John Thomas, of Winghill, on a vifit to friends in Devon and Cornwall, but of this not having any certain account, fhall pro- ceed to fay that the next vifit we find him engaged in was in the year 1 795, when he vifited the meetings pretty generally in mod of the midland and northern counties: this took him up nearly three months, and being winter time, he appears to have been a good deal expofed to the weather in the northern parts, and to have fuffered in his health j but was enabled to difcharge the fervice re- quired of him to his own folid peace, and we doubt not to the comfort and edification of friends, as will more fully appear by the fol- c lowing ( 5° ) lowing extracts of letters to his wife, while on this journey. Melkfliam, 10th Mo. 23d, 1795. I got here laft evening, agreeable to my expectation; I have been at meeting to-day, and felt a fecret evidence accompanying my mind, that by waiting in faith and patience in a fteady humble feeking after divine help, all will be w r ell, and that I am going in the way of my duty. Thus, amidft the various toflings I have lately palfed through, am now favoured with a calm peaceful mind. Ackworth, 5th Mo. 11th. We got here lafl evening, about five o'clock, thirteen miles from Doncafter, where we had an appointed meeting in the morning, favoured in a good degree by the great Maf- ter of our aflemblies ; indeed, it is with hum- ble ( 5* ) ble gratitude I thankfully acknowledge the continued renewal of his gracious regard from meeting to meeting; opening as it were into the (tore-room of his inexhauftible trea- fury, and furnifhing therefrom every needful fupply. J. H. recovered fo fpeedily as to be able to attend the meeting at Nottingham on firft day, which was large, and after a time of deep inward exercife, I was enabled to (land up, and began to the following purport: Suppofmg this to be the beginning of a time of general calamity; fuppofing the over- flowing fcourge, which had fpread defolation upon defolation in many other places, fliould be permitted to reach the inhabitants of this highly favoured land, in a manner different from what it had hitherto done; and fuppofing the Almighty, in his unfpeakable compaflion, fhould commiffion his angel or meffenger to go forth as with a writers ink-horn, to fet a mark of deliverance on thofe who loved him in, fmcerity, and really feared his name, my very foul within me was grieved to confider how fmall a number of thofe under our name, in many places, were likely to become the favoured c z ( 52 ) favoured objects of his divine prote&icn and companionate regard. In further opening this affecting fubjecl, folemnity covered the meeting, and though I was filled with confolation, yet my mind was fo affected, that my fpirit almoit funk within me, and I retired to my lodgings and wept. I propofe to go to York on feventh day, and from thence to proceed through the county of Durham into Northumberland, and fo to return through Cumberland. His next letters give an account of his getting to York, and from thence through Durham, &c. into Cumberland, with but little remarkable, except that of getting along to good fatisfaclion. In a letter from Cockermouth, dated 12th of 12th Mo. .he writes thus : My movements through this county have been as quick as feemed prudent, and with a deep fenfe of humble gratitude have thank- fully ( 53 ) fully to acknowledge the continued merciful aid of the bleffed Head of the church, fo as to anfwer the purpofe of the vifit in calling bread on the waters, with the fweet returns of confolation to my own mind. The meeting at on fifth day was fo remarkable, that as I make no minutes of my journey except as to distances, I am inclined to mention it here, as it may be preferved when I am gone to where the wicked ceafe from troubling, and where the weary foul will rind reft. I began thus ; " The hiflory of our fociety furnifhes us with an account of two friends, who after the dawning, or rather clear breaking forth of gofpel light in the laft century, after a long night of apoftacy, and thick darknefs, were prepared and fent forth from this part of the nation, towards thofe pans where my accuf- tomed habitation now is^ this fubject, with the beginning of a teftimony which one of them had to deliver, has particularly impref- fed my mind in this meeting, and if my recol- lection is right, was to the following pur- port : I proclaim fpiritual war againft the in- habitants of the earth, who arc in the fall c 3 and ( 54 ) fcparation from God : and (as if he would have enforced the found of his voice from one end of the earth to another) added, and I prophefy to the four winds of heaven. This beginning opened the way to profi- table labour, in which doctrine diftilled as the dew, folemnity covered the meeting, and filled my mind with thankfulnefs, and a con- folation I cannot exprefs. The paffage alluded to may be found in the account or journal of J. Camm and J. Audland, or in C. Marfhall's works. His next letter, dated 16th of 12th Mo. after giving fome account of his journey, and the lafl meeting he had attended, goes on thus : I took leave of Cumberland with a quiet peaceful mind, and of a valuable elder, who had accompanied me to the laft meeting, with near affection. ( 55 ) In a letter from Kendal, ,12th Mo. 24th, he gives an account of his being laid up with a cold, taken through riding in violent wind and rain; but by the kind care of the friends where he lodged, foon recruited, and fet forward for Lancafter; in a letter from which place, dated 12th Mo. 27^ he writes as follows : I am now in the way towards home, and this is caufe of rejoicing to me, as I doubt not but it will be to thee and others of the family ; for fo oppofite to my natural inclinati- on is this mode of travelling, that were it not that the love of Chrift conftraineth and that amidft its inconveniences, it is attended with a peace which the world knows not of, the entering on a journey of this fort feels as the bitternefs of death ; but fo refigned at pre- fent is my will, that I fubmit with cheerful- nefs to the lengthening out of this and even taking my life as in my hand, and going on another if it again become necelTary. From Lancafter he pafTed on to Manchefler, Coalbrook Dale, and Worcefter, having ac- ceptable fervice, and fo returned home in fafety. G 4 ( 56 ) Towards the latter end of the year 179S, he found his mind engaged to vifit again many of the counties through which he had pafledj in his former journey, with this dif- ference, that in fome parts he parTed on with- out having many meetings 5- and feeling him- feif comfortably difcharged from this fervice, returned home. The following (hort extracts from fome of the letters, written to his wife while engaged therein, may not be Unaccept- able. 9th Mo. 17th, 17&8. I have not found any occafion to lay by on account of my health j and through deep wading exercife of mind to be dipped into a clear fenfe of the (late of things, way hath opened to my great relief, and my foul magnifies the fuccouring arm, (till at times made bajre for the help of thofe who truft in it. ( S7 > 10th Mo. 18th. Having" met with feveral of my old ac- quaintance, to whom I was in the lad journey nearly united, we have rejoiced in feeing each other j and parted in the renewed feeling of that love which is the bond of Chriftiari union and fellowship. Without entering into many particulars, which cannot convey much information to thee, with humble thankfulnefs I may ac- knowledge the ever bleffed Father's care, fnftaining in every trial, fupporting in every conflict, and furnifhing flrength fufficient for the day; may my life be devoted to his fervice, and every thing within me; all the faculties of the mind unite in bleffing the ever worthy name. I2'tfi. Mo. 6th.- Bleffed for ever and' ever be the God of my life, for the merciful fupport vouchfafed in this journey, preferring in the heights and in c 5 the C S3 ) depths, enabling in reverent humble gra- titude to fet up another Ebenezer or (lone of memorial, with an infcription that he who runs may read, " Hitherto the Lord hath helped/ 1 The only remaining vifit in which he ap- pears to have been engaged at a diftance from home, was in the fpring of the year 1800, when he vifited the meetings' in the county of Suffer, with fome others in his way out and home; a letter from him to his wife, while engaged therein, gives the fol- lowing account. Lewes, 4th Mo. 22d. 1800. There are only fix meetings in this county, five of which are now paifed much to the relief of my mind, and I contemplate a fpeedier return to thee than I expected, with heart felt gratitude; for although when under J a clear apprehenfion of being called forth | and engaged in the fervice, and under thel influence of divine conftraint enabled to found the C 59 ) the alarm, and endeavour to roufe the lethar- gic from their beds of eafe, I have fometimes thought it would be pleafant to end my days therein; yet when the duty is difcharged, whether at a greater or lefs diftanee, or at home, to feel the dedication accepted, and ChriftVs legacy of peace fealed as it, were on our fpirits, what caufe of heart felt thankful- nefs: and although deep exercife hath often- attended my mind, yet I reverently rejoice in the merciful fuftaining fhare thereof vouch- fafed to me. Having thus attended our friend through mod of his religious labours, we fhall now fubjoin extracts from fome of his letters, &c. on religious fubjects: the following appears to have been written to a friend and his wife^ in the north, after his vifit to thofe parts, m the year 1781. c 6 ( 6o ) Taunton, 7th Mo. 16th, 1781. Dear Friends, Soon after my return, I thought of writing to you, having often had to remember you with gratitude and near affection, and as your hearts were open to receive us as dif- ciples, and plentifully to minifter to our wants, as fuch in looking towards you I have frequently wifhed that both the pro- phets and difciples reward may be yours ; and as my life was, when in your parts, a life of mourning, and the bitternefs of the meffage was often as the bitternefs of death : in this flate of deep humiliation and abafe- ment, your kindnefs and near fympathy were as the healing balm, or a reviving cor- dial. Thus it is poor travellers are led along : fometimes the hand or power of the Lord is upon them, and very evidently to their own underflanding, and that of others, accom- panies them in their fervice : in times of w r eaknefs their judgment becomes more cloud- ed, their faith faileth them, and they go as for their life, from the power of Jezebel; they ( 61 ) they feek to hide themfelves by a- day's journey in the wildernefs; the juniper tree affords a fhadow, but yet in this (late of emptinefs unto death, and fpiritual defection, as wilful tranfgreflion is kept clear from, weaknefs is not imputed as a crime, and he whofe unfpeakable mercy is over all his works, confiders them as proper objects of divine regard: thus it fared with the prophet Elijah, after an extraordinary fervice, before his appearing upon the mount of God at Horeb, where his faith was renewedly con- firmed, and his underflanding more clearly opened as. to the true flate of things; and thus it fares with many now, for as the Lord's melTages by his fervants fpring from the fame ground, and are intended to promote the fame caufe now as formerly, the fame prepa- ration is neceffary to bring the poor creature into a proper degree of fitnefs to go on his errands, to plead with, to invite, to expof- tulate, and finally to proclaim his controverfy with a ftiif-necked and rebellious generation ; and although for their obflinacy, for the clearing of themfelves and him who fent them forth, fome may be permitted to (hake off C 6z > off the duff of fheir feet againfl them, and turn to the Gentiles, yet the day of their vifitation not being finally palTed over their heads, others may be raifed up amongfl them, and as a fign, may be directed to take their bread weeping, and mingle their drink with their tears: and there is no doubt with me in the prefent (late of things, that whoever is pre- ferved in the true line of fervice, will have very narrow tracks and deep wadings to pafs through ; but in and under all this, my beloved friends, is caufe of rejoicing, that they who fuffer with Chrift, are to be ad- mitted to reign with him, and what a painful ministry did he pafs through! how long was his preparation j how fimple his entrance upon fervice, and in the profecution of it ; how contrary was he led to the fpirit of the times in which he made his appearance. A few fimple fifhermen; fome who by reafon of their maladies were the objects of public fcorn ; a few poor women feemed to be the chief of his profelytes; for though many thoufands from curioflty at times followed him, though in mercy he fed them by an amazing miracle, yet the far greater part were C H ) were clofed up in unbelief, and perhaps fame of thofe who had tailed of his miraculous bounty, joined in the cry, " Crucify him; Crucify him." It is now about 24 years ago that being a ftranger ye took me in and admitted me to a place in your friendfhip, and although the acquaintance formed in confequence thereof was near, yet being foon after fta- tioned in my allotment at a diftance from you, I had but feldom an opportunity of manifefling how much. I felt myfelf obliged, or of difcovering my grateful attachment to you, in confequence of favours repeatedly conferred: thus circumftanced-, I have be- held five of the much loved family one after another, paying the debt of nature, fome of whom I may truly acknowledge, in Solomon's language, ftuek clofe to me than a brother; but the lait forrov/ful event, the removal of thy dear brother, was particularly affe&ing, C H ) affecting, arid the cireumftances attending it, loudly proclaim the uncertainty of all human enjoyments - y retired from bufinefs, and bleff- ed with a heart to communicate and do good,, innocently difpofed to mare in the pleafures of fociety , and relifli the fatisfa&ion of vifit- ing his acquaintance and near kinsfolks, ac- cording to the flefh : behold him on this journey, amidft all the fatisfaclions attending it, fummoned to a more delicious banquet, and to drink to the full of thofe rivers of pleafure that are at God's right hand for evermore: under this confederation, though his friends lofs be to his gain, yet as in times of weaknefs it is difficult to dwell in the true fpirit of refignation, without which we may mourn our lofs too much. And view- ing thee now in thy retired fituation, depriv- ed of his agreeable fociety, my mind has affectionately remembered thee in very near fympathy, with fervent defires that this trial may be truly fanc~tified, and thy mind pre- ferred thorougoly awakened to feek after comfort and fupport from that hand which alone can minifter the fame to any purpofe; this, my beloved friend, was the joy of thy younger ( 6 5 ) younger years, and this I doubt not at all, rs now the alone fource from which thou art expecting to derive confolation; and were the fpirit of grace and fupplication poured forth upon me, and were it in my power to direct the language thereof upon this occa- fion, it would run in the channel of mod earned affectionate willies, that the bitter potion might be fweetened with a double portion of the coniblations of the Holy Ghoft, wimciTed as a precious pledge of your again meeting where there is no more forrow, no more death, or feparation, but where the Lamb, who is in the midd of the throne, is known to feed his redeemed flock, and to lead them to the fountains of living waters. Accept, my dear friend, in the reviving of the fpirit of true friendfhip, this little tribute thereof; and although we are fo cir- cumdariced as not to be likely to be much in one anothers company, yet let me have a fhare in thy remembrance ; being, refpecting the nature of the fervice I am engaged in, a man of forrows and acquainted with grief; feeling the increafing weight and burden of the word, frequently to call from the teu~ derdl ( 66 ) dereft connexions in human life, and to leave every concern in it 5 dipped under a painful fenfe of the working of the myftery of iniqui- ty; and led to bear the iniquity of the houfe of Judah and Ifrael like the prophet formerly, lying on his fide; under this concern, an exercifmg journey through part of divers counties, lately fell to my lot, but pointed more particularly to Lincolnshire and York- fhire; from which, through the merciful fuc- cour of him, who called forth, we were fa- voured to return with great peace of mind. Under a renewed feeling of the Father's love, a frefh uniting and reviving former very tender feelings, do I falute thee, and con- clude, Thy very affectionate friend, T. M. To Taunton, I lth Mo. 18th, 1783. Esteemed Friend, If refpecling our own growth a deep at- tention to have the foundation well laid, and to ( <7 ) to build thereon according to the direction of the great mailer builder, is neceflary; if to ftand clofe in our ranks, and watch with diligence the direction and orders of the captain, is to deferve the appellation of good foldiers, let us of the foremofl rank be ex- emplarily confpicuous herein, and endeavour to awaken in the hindermoft claries an inward fubjeclion to the principle of regeneration, which in its progrefs in the mind, gradually feparates from the love, the fpirit, nature, and friendfhip of this world: for although a conformity to the truth has generally efta- blifhed a reputation among men, yet it has been by a conduct which has been the means of opening that eye in them which can fee the beauty of holinefs, though themfelves are not in the nature of it. In this rambling of my pen, a mournful profpect prefents, as to the fucceeding generation : here, were my head waters, and mine eyes a fountain of tears, I might weep night and day; but what will this avail, or can the torrent of corruption be ftemmed thereby? but fo much has the gloomy profpect overwhelmed my mind, that I am aimoft finking under the load, and if I have C 68 > have at any time been furnifhed with weapons to wield in the warfare of the Lamb, they are now ready to fall out of my hands. To perfevere in thofe times with becoming (lability, to magnify the gift, the grace, in careful improvement to the honour of the bleffed giver, I affectionately w 7 ifh may be thy happy experience; and the over£ght of the flock, brought under thy notice, be at- tended to in the fpirit of a true feeder; and difcipline in the power of it, endeavoured to be maintained in a zeal, cultivated by that wifdom, which difcovers how to lay judge- ment to the line, and righteoufnefs to the plumline •, and as far as my capacity reaches, I defire fincerely to unite with thee herein on this ground, and fhould rejoice whilft the edge of it is turned to prune and lop off a variety of fuperfluous branches, if it is alfo directed powerfully to ftrike at the root, from whence thefe evils fpring, w-ithout partiality* To conclude; let unity, a onenefs of heart and mind in the life, prevail in minifters and elders, to the banifhing all fhynefs and dis- tance, and as brethren of the fame family,, children of one father, let us unite in lifting UP ( 69 ) up the Lord's ftandard, and bear the ark in the bottom of Jordan ; and with fpirits clothed with humility and fervent zeal, fup- plicate the Moil High to fpare his heritage a little longer, and take away the reproach from his people. I am, with near affection, Thy friend, Thomas Melhuish^ To Friends in tfee County of • Dear Friends, I cannot eafily forget the deep exercife which attended my mind in my late travel through that part of your county I was again led to vifit , and the remembrance of the near unity I felt with many livingly con- cerned friends in their trying allotments, hath been very precious, as well as that the rawnefs, leannefs, and barrennefs of many in profeffion with us fo painfully affected me that f 70 ) that my ftrength feemed taken from mc, and rottenncfs, as it were, entered into my bones. Now to thofe who were partakers with me in my bonds, does the falutation of that love reach, which being the product of a divine principle in the mind, leavens every thing into its own nature ; and oh, may fuch in whom this birth has taken place, be careful not to indulge or nurfe, either in themfelves, or thofe under their care, any thing oppofite thereto ; for this wounds the pure life, and hinders its growth ; and this care and con- cern as it is abode under, will manifeft itfelf, and its exercife will break forth on all occa- fions; how will the minifters, rightly anointed and renewedly qualified for that purpofe, blow the trumpet in Zion ! how will the elders aiTemble and endeavour to gather the children ; and when thus affembled and gathered, humbled under a fenfe of their own weaknefs, and the need they have of that care which can alone preferve, looking towards thofe who (land at a diflance, and are yet ungathered! how earned at times will their intreaties be to the throne of grace, in a language fimilar to this, " Spare I 7 1 ) thy people, O Lord, and give not thine heritage to reproach." An anxious defire has attended my mind that the youth may be brought more clofely under the notice of their parents or thofe more advanced in years, and that more earn- eft endeavours may be ufed to bring their tender minds into an acquaintance with and fubje&ion to the principle of truth ; if this be eife&ed and their attention thereto quickened by the confiftent example of, thofe who ought to be watching over them for good,, one great point will be gained in the profpecl: of future (lability, and their understandings be likely to improve in things ufeful in religious and civil fociety; and as we differ from others in principle and practice, the ground of .this diffent (of which none need be afhamed) will be clearly underftood, and thofe who are now behind hand in every refpeft be able to give a reafon of the hope that is in them with meeknefs and fear, and the fatal tendency of mixed marriages be clearly feen, and carefully avoided. The grace we recommend the attention of the people to, is a lively inftru&ive principle, and C 72 ) and being a free gift, in mercy communicated as it is believed in and occupied with, won- derfully opens the underftanding ; by this many of the worthy ancients in your county became wifer than their teachers, and were made eminent inilruments in their day for promoting the knowledge of the truth and its fpreading amongft mankind, by which many were turned frcm darknefs. to light, and from the power of Satan to that of God: and I feel an increafing concern on your ac- count, that the line of fucceiTion may be preferved, and by the power of living faith many may beroufed to inquire, " Where is the Lord God of Elijah?" You will accept thefe few hints as pro- ceeding from a real concern for all your growth and increafe with the increafes of God, from JTour affectionate friend, Thomas Millhuish. Taunton, 3d. Mo. 11th, 1759. ( 73 ) The following eight were addrejjed to the Jame Friend. 12th Mo. 25th, 1799. Although the weight of my own exercife, feems enough to fupport under, yet thou wilt perceive by this thou haft been the com- panion of my thoughts, and it has been with iincere defires that thy way may gradually open to difcharge the little truft repofed in thee with fidelity ; and do not feek to get from under the Mailer's hand or eye, and be cau- tious to whom thou opened thy exercifes, or before whom thou fpreadeft the many diffi- culties with which thy progrefs feems embar- raffed, and be fure guard againft unreafonable difcouragement or defpcndency, becaufe if we have been favoured with the knowledge of the truth, the gracious defign of being fo favoured is to introduce into the liberty which it gradually eftabliflieth in, a willing- nefs to ferve the Lord in the way of his requirings. May this be thy comfortable d experience, ( 74 ) experience, and the grace or favour magnified through thy co-operation therewith. 12th Mo. 28th, 1799. If I notice thee with affe&ionate regard and fympatby, it is my duty to do fo ; were it in my power, I would lead thee into the green paftures, and caufe thee to reft befide the ftill waters; but the bieffed Shepherd of Ifrael will do this for thee in his own time, when he has led thee about^and inftru&ed thee, and taught thee wifdom and patience, by the things thou haft fuffered : it may be a feafon of darknefs, and thou mayft be ready to inquire with earneftnefs, " Watchman, what of the night?" Why, behold, the morn- ing cometh, and may it be to thee a morning without clouds: difpelling, for a feafon, thy doubts and anxious fears ; for I long to hear thee adopt this language, " He brought me into his banquetting houfe, and his banner over me was love." ( 75 ) 1st. Mo. 16th, 1800. Thy little communication was very ac- ceptable, pointing out a little return of love, of light and life, from him who is the ador- able and inexhauftible fountain of it. I knew he had not cad thee off, and that when judgment had humbled and produced a thorough willingnefs, to be any thing rather than forfeit his favour, he would yet remem- ber mercy, ftrengthen the weak hands, and confirm the feeble knees ; but. the true fol- diers are to be inured to difcipline, and gradually learn to endure hardnefs; in a flate of infancy thou waft dandled upon the knee, and the breaft of confolation was held forth, and thou drank as it were thy fill ; but this feafon is paft ; thou art now to work for thy bread ; and the more willingly thou takeft to labour, the eafier thou wilt find it; and be fure mind it be under the Matters direction, for I expect thou wilt not be allowed the privilege of chufing for thyfelf. I have known fome, as feemingly weak as thee, who have fo improved, that in time they have been put to threfh the mountains* D 2 C 76 ) 2d Mo. 28th, 1800. And now, my dear friend, a dcfire attends rny mind on thy behalf, that wherever thou art, or in whatever flation thou mayft for the prefent fix, a fleady care may reft that the day's work goes on with the day, and as thy former omiffions are blotted out, and the judgment feat fo covered with mercy that no charge of difobedience is retained againfl thee, and much having been forgiven, that fuch a degree of love may be excited, and gratitude fo awakened, as that a thorough resignation may take place, to follow where- ever the ever-blefTed Shepherd may lead; in this ftate of mind, he will not be unmindful of thee, if in the line of thy duty thou pafs, as through the fire, the names thereof (hall not kindle to thy hurt; or if through the waters, the floods fhall not overwhelm. Be fervent in fpirit, diligent in bufnefs, and of good cheer. ( 77 ) 10th Mo, 29th, 180O« Such an opportunity offering, I am in- clined to addrefs a few lines to thee, left thou fhouldefl in a feafon of poverty and weaknefs, indulge a thought/that my friend- fliip and affectionate refpect are in any degree leffened; this is by no means the cafe; if thou art poor, I am fo likewife, and defire to be thy companion in tribulation, and in the kingdom and patience of Jefus Chrifh Now it is worthy of remark, and affords encouragement, that when that eminent fer* vant of the Lord, John the baptifl, being in prifon, and in a (late of doubting, although he had feen Chriff, and borne ample tefti- mony to the permanency of that difpenfation which was ufhered in by him, fentto inquire,- " Art thou he thatihould come, or look we for another ? " Our bleffed Lord, to remove his doubts, directed the meffengers to go and tell John the things which they faw and heard, referring to the miracles daily wrought by him, and clofmg the lift with this mark of favour, that " to the poor the gofpel is preached. Now this preaching of the gofpel, d 3 as C 78 ) . as it is received and believed in, being the manifeftation of its power unto falvation, what an encouragement to the poor, on whom this privilege feems in an efpecial manner conferred: now to us, my dear friend, this gofpel hath been preached ; let us, therefore, rejoice in our poverty, and in humble confidence, apply to him who is the friend of publicans and finners, who takes thofe into his protection that are poor and contrite, and tremble at his word. 6th Mo. 23d. 1801. When we may meet again, is uncertain, and however deep my future plunges may be, yet if it be in Jordan's purifying dreams, it will, as to myfelf, end well; but I fome- times think that long before this no fpot or blemifh ought to have remained with me ; if any of Lebanon's heights remain, I feel willing at times that all the doors maybe opened, and every obftru&ion removed to the fires entering and devouring all the ce- dars y ( 79 ) dars ; amidft all this weaknefs and infirmity attending me, my defires for thee are, that IfraePs God may blefs thee indeed, and enlarge thy coaft. Should we be favoured to get into and continue in that difpofition of mind, to which the bleffing will aifuredly extend, may we not indulge a humble hope, that the fame mercy and companion, which relieved the impotent man, who had long waited at Bethefda's pool, will in due time reach us, with " Arife, take up thy bed, and walk." 9th Mo. 25th. 1802. I was pleafed to find thou hadft been fa- voured with courage and ftrength to get out a little amongft thy friends, and I affection- ately defire for thee fuch an increafe of it as that the day's work may keep pace with the day; that thy dedication to the caufe of truth may be accompanied with refigned willing- nefs to fubmit to every conftrained endeavour to promote it, and by moving in the inno- d 4 cencc '( So ) cence and fimplicity of a child, gradually feel thy capacity for fervice a little enlarged, and thy obedience rewarded with an increafe in the joy of God's falvation, in thy own particular experience. Oh, my dear friend, let nothing move thee from the fure founda- tion; may the conilraining love of Chriil be the ground of all thy labours, and prove a fort of check to that forward fpirit which is lamentably fpreading in our borders. 12th Mo. 18th, 1802. And now, my dear friend, as thou haft been prevailed on to put thy hand to the plow, take care thou do not look back;; in all thy movements, may the pillar of cloud by day, and pillar of fire by night, be thy direction, and fure defence ; and as fupplies of ftrength will often, in mercy and unfailing kindnefs, unexpectedly open, fo let it increafe a greater degree of dedication and devoted- ncfs of mind to purfue every gentle yet clear opening in the line of duty. ( 8t ) The following four are to another Friend* Such is the nature of the Chriftian warfare, if I underftand it right, that every progreflive advancement therein, is accompanied with its peculiar difficulty or trial, wifely intended to keep the creature humble, and to excite fuch a conflant watchfulnefs, that it may never be off its guard: now it is not eafy for me to defcribe the fatisfaclion I felt when laft at — , at the evidence conveyed to my mind, that a living child was brought forth, or the fervent defires which attended, that the pure birth might not be hurt by unlkilful nurfirig. I very often cad a mourn- ful eye over the (late of things in this county in this- refpeel:, on feeing fome who were likely at one time to ripen into ufefulnefs, fo imprudently pufhed forward, as to have far overgrown their ftrength, and from their fize appearing as men, yet as to capacity and judgment, are on trial found to be fcarcely children; but, my very dear child, I am con- fident thou hail otherwife learned Chrift, and k no weft that his conflraining love is the d 5 only ( "82 ) only ground of all true miniftry, and have a comfortable hope, that thou wilt fettle on this foundation: and however fmall the offer- ing may be, yet when brought forth under the power of divine constraint, how edifying, how comfortable to the living in Ifrael; and oh! may the pure life in thee falute, and thereby ftrengthen the fame immortal birth in others ; but in order to thy growth in this root of living miniftry, learn to bear in pa- tience, the turnings of the Lord's hand, and the winnowing of the fan ; cleave to him with all thy heart, and although he will humble and reduce, and bring felf into fub- jeclion, and may permit Satan to buffet, and fift, and as it were to hedge up the way, yet he will mercifully open the way, where no way appears, and a well of refreshment, as in the midfl of the defert. I was pleafed to receive a few lines from thee y further than this I know not what to fay, unlefs to exprefs the travail of my fpirit for thy prefervation, and that thou mayft be fo ( 3 3 ) fo fupported and ftrengthened in every trial, and againft every temptation, as to add dignity to the caufe, on the behalf of which thou had been called to lift the ftandard ; if thou art pairing through the furnace, heated in thy apprehenfion feven times more than ufual, bear it, my dear child, with patience; the defign of Infinite Wifdom therein is to purge away all the drofs, take away all the tin, -and remove all the reprobate filver, that nothing may remain but what may be fit to bear the royal impreilion. At about thy age I met with flatterers, and was fometimes be- fet with falfe friends, who, in feeming kind- nefs, tried to pufli me forward into what they called fervice, out of the right line ; if any fuch come in thy way, beware of them, and let me conclude with the remark of one formerly, " Trufl. in the Lord with all thy heart, and lean not to thy own underflanding ; acknowledge him fincerely in all thy ways, and moil affuredly he will direct thy paths/' ( 84 ) 11th Mo. 1ft. 1801. I expect, my dear child, thy prefent fitua- tion is as trying as thou canft well bear from fatigue of body, as well as exercife of mind ; but allow me to fay, the Shepherd of Ifrael has taken thee under his care, and he will deal as gently with thee as will be proper for thy real good, and the attaining that experience which will be every way profit- able. When thy flrength feems utterly to fail, and all the pow r ers of nature give way, he will carry thee as in his arms ; and if thou prove (ledfaft in thy love, refcue from the lion and the bear. If the kingdom is to be entered through many tribulations, and the right to fonfhip afcertained through chaf- tening, who would wilh to loofe the earned of this precious inheritance, or being called, fo Hide from under the yoke, as not to be admitted amongil the few chofen? How co- pious is this very interefting fubject, my heart is full of it, with ardent wifhes for thy fafety, and that though the battle prefs hard, and there be fears from without, and doubts within, yet clothed with humility, as a gar- ment ( 8 5 ) mcnt in the reverent dependancc and pa- tient refignation it leads into, thou mayeft witnefs a being made more than a conqueror, through him that hath loved thee. 5th Mo. 2d. 1802. As to myfelf, I think fometimes from in- firmity of body, and exercife of mind, I am juft worn out, and could quietly refign to the grave, but from an apprehenfion that fome part of the day's work remains undone, although fufficient clearnefs to warrant an attempt for fetting about it has not hitherto been afforded; but, my dear child, there is perhaps fometimes a little matter for thee and me to do at home, and I am ftrongly inclined to prefs on thy mind a fubmiffive attention to every clear command to labour; for if in thy progrefs unfaithful nefs is fuf- fered to prevail, an effectual bar is laid in the way to a going forward, and any attempt to ilep out of the right line frequently en- tangles amongfl: briars and thorns, which tear ( 86 ) tear and wound feverely, and many have long borne the fmart thereof, till divine mer- cy has interpofed on their behalf. The prefent ftate of the miniftry amongfl us, and in forward fpirits, the prevalence of a difpofition to recommend themfelves to notice by meddling with unfelt truths, re- quires a ftrong guard on all the rightly anointed for this fervice, that their conduft, as well as weight of expreffion, may as far as in them lies, be a check to that fpirit, the tendency of whofe movements is to exalt felf, and to lead to a complacency and a kind of rejoicing out of the crofs of Chriflj but, dear , let wifdom, divine wifdom, (that which is faid to dwell in holy fouls, and to make them friends of God and prophets) be thy guide, and then divine flrength will affift thy trembling fteps, and furniih the neceflary aid for every occafion, ( 8 7 ) Taunton, 4th Mo. 11th, 1802. Dear Friends, Such has been the opprefTed finking (late of my health for the lad month, that I have been induced to look more towards the grave than to entertain profpe&s which re- quire more ability of body, and perfevering firmnefs of mind than I am now favoured with; not that I am painfully difcouraged, for though infirmity of body, accompanied .with a diflreffing gloom over the mind be very trying, yet fo fuited are thofe feelings to a flate of probation, that it is unwife not to expect them; or having entered on the Chriflian race, to fuppofe we fhall find the path conftantly ftrewed with rofes, and hav- ing engaged in the Lamb's warfare, to think we fhall not feel the difficulties attendant on a fituation expofed to Satan's fiery darts; fince it is by watchfulnefs, by faith, by pa- tience, accompanied with divine aid, that victory is obtained. Whatever the ifTue of this concern may be refpecting myfelf, whe- ther being called to mourning, it may end only ( 88 ) only in folemn filent interceffion on behalf of thofe on whofe account it originated, or may yet fo fpread and ripen, as to make it necelTary to give up all to follow in the path of duty ; whatever way it may turn, I defire to leave it. Thus, my dear friend, I open my heart without referve, on a fubjecl: which has proved a clofe trial, and my mind being favoured with refignation, have no other defire but to go or {lay, as bed Wifdom may direft. Although it appears our dear friend was making fome arrangements in his family con- cerns, with a view to have proceeded on this vifit in the fpring of the year ^803, had' life and health permitted, yet before that period arrived, it pleafed Providence to remove him from works to rewards, after a fliort illnefs. About a week before his de- ceafe, he attended a monthly meeting, held at Taunton, in ufual health, in which he ap- peared in teflimony in a lively weighty man- ner i and the following day was taken ill of a diforder C 8 9 ) a diforder, of a very painful nature, which foon confined him to his bed, but which he bore with patience and compofure of mind, expreffing but little to thofe about him, except repeating that faying of our Lord's, " In my fathers houfe are many manfions, " and that he trufted there was a manfion pre- pared for him,, and that he was going to join many of his dear friends who were gone before him. He departed this life the 16th of 12th month, 1802, and his remains were interred the 20th of the fame, in Friend's burial ground, near Taunton, aged about 6$, and a minifler upwards of 40 years. FINIS, London : Printed uy Phillips Sf Farbon^ George Yard, Lombard Street. BOOKS PUBLISHED BY PHILLIPS and FARDON. 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