LIBRARY UF CONGRESS. 81iolf. .i-^ UNITKI) STATi:S OT AIHIOIJHA. 'i^J^m SHEAVES A COLLECTION OF POEMS 3^ BY HARRIET CONVERSE NEW YORK V .- ' ... G. P . PUTNAM'S SONS 27 & 29 WEST 23D STREET 1S82 > , ..-.:. 24 1832 > I ^ No.../.fr..o..fo.l iy T'3 /isj Copyright by HARRIET CONVERSE 18S2 Press of ^^ G. P. Futnatfi's Sons % \ Ne^v York CONTENTS The Year . . . • The Days of Dawn . The Days of Morn and Noon y Nearing the Twilight . | Within the Night . . •) To a Field Daisy Day by Day The Sunbeam . . . • The Shadow Lost Voices . Unfolded Hopes Regal October Luna di mi Alma • Driftings Lure . . • • Weary . . . • The Winter Night . Waiting . . . • To Thyself The Quaker Maiden . Retrospect . Endure . . . • Tranquillity PAGE I I 4 8 lO 12 17 19 21 23 26 28 32 33 36 38 39 41 46 47 49 56 5S IV CONTENTS. A Sunset ix March Good- Night Revealing ^ Recognition A Regal Day Reveries Solitude . "] Entreatment I Suhjection . j Devotement j My Ruth Entreat Not The Dead Bird The Easter Daisies . Of Peace After Twilight The Heart Untaught . May Thy Heart and Mine My Heart and Thine Consolation Signification . Reviewing . The Shadow Land Vigils Nativi'i^y Maturity V Identity ; Eternity J 59 C4 05 06 67 70 73 73 74 75 76 7S So 83 85 92 95 97 98 99 lOI 103 105 106 109 112 112 112 113 113 CONTENTS. V fAGE Memory 115 Despair Not . . 118 My Rose .... 120 A Trusting Heart 122 Recompense 124 Tears 126 My Ingle .... 128 When ...... 130 To A Pansy 132 An Allegory 133 The Lost Sunbeams 135 Tangles ... 137 Life 138 Death ... 139 Thou ! . . . 140 Burying the Blossom 141 To A Butterfly . " 143 Waiting in the Shadows 144 Wooing .... 145 Not Forgotten . . 147 Meditations on Deatjj 148 Unity . 153 Peace . 154 Compensations ...... 155 Confidence 156 Dreams 157 Hope ... ... 158 Submission , . . , . 159 Substitution . . ..... 160 THE YEAR. THE DAYS OF DAWN. LARION wind its fellowship is sounding Throughout all space where echoes are re- sounding, And calls for nature's handmaid to adorn A vernal robe of green for spring new-born. To whispers in the creeping moss it dies, And in the fibres of its bed it lies In momentary leisure, while on its breast It traces patterns for the mountain's crest ,* Then, flighting to the topmost, interweaves Its verdant honors through the budding leaves. In softer tones, through southern balm it breathes, Enticing timid flowers from out their sheaths, That with a cautious air — of boisterous wind I 2 SHEA VES. And winter still in fear — their folds unbind ; Then, distrustful, venture to the sun Through beams — their silken beauty still unspun — To languish in his bold alluring rays, Beguiled through softness of the maiden days To wearing hues of glory in his name, And basking in the love his glow-gleams claim. From slumbers of the winter night, and dreams. Awakened by the babbling of the streams, The meadows, in obeisance to their song And low soft murmurings, the joys prolong, Responding welcome through the grace of flowers Adorned with rainbow hues of dewy showers. That sun looks through when tinting all the bloom That decks the valley in a sweet perfume. The trees, arrayed in white of bridal dress — The coy young blossoms in their bashfulness — To fruitage of the year by sun are wed. Then o'er the grassy plains a robe they spread Of virgin leaves, and decorate a path For summer flowers — the spring-time's aftermath. THE YEAR. 3 The birds — congratulating all in love — With all their little hearts in anthems prove The harmony of nature's unity And law, in praiseful peace and purity , Then from their matin song, with sober mien. To shades of wood they turn, while yet unseen By any stray inquiring beam of day That might within its coverts lay, And build a shelter on the greening bough That swaying when the summer breezes blow, Will rock the birdlings in the mossy nest. The feathering young 'neath the mother's breast, That leaves the home and plumes its wings in voice. Uniting in the chorus of loud rejoice. In praise of might and strength, the love and power Of nature's joy, announcing the spring-tide's hour ! SHEA VES. THE YEAR. II. THE DAYS OK MORN AND NOON. HE spring unveils the curtain of its green To (juaff the nectar of the Summer Queen, Who comes apace attended by the flowers Through tranquil shadows of the morning hours, And rosy flushing of the Eastern skies, While in her arms sweet-smelling fragrance lies. Climbing to the sun on ladders of its beams, The flowery kingdom rests in rosy dreams Through day, and laves in dew that fills its cells In perfumes spiced in overflowing wells, That cloister in the stillness of the night. When flower to flower their sweetness re-unite. T/IJ-: YliAK. 5 The meadows, willi the daisy bloom impearled, Unsheathe their [grassy lilades, with ensigns furled ; The colors of ihcir ])urnished gold Xa win Through concjuest of the harvest glow within. The wheat is filling up its milky grain That scythes will level to the earth again, With all its gleesome, joyous retinue : The ragged sailors of the shore, the jolly crew That wanders after poppies in the field, For dews inebriate from the breath they yield ; Intoxicated in their sportive wiles, They search for daisies and their modest smiles. To find their eyes close shut in grave disdain From followers and revels of a train That seeks the night, when folded in their love All blossoms sleep in dreams of the sun above. The shadows deepen far within the glade Where wooded beauties lie within the shade, And sombrous mellowness, that, fearing sun y\nd gleaming butterfiies, his beamings shun ; The hidden sweetness that the wild bee finds .S7/A . / / /'.S. W'ilhin tlu'ir < iips ;is roiiiid his thighs h.c winds, I'oi hoiu'V'c'd molds, his liiiL',;d suiiiiiuT g;iii^ 111 haivi'sl, (If ihc winU'i's wcMiy wane. In this si'chision, in niajcslic j)ri(U> And i;ran(UMiis ol wild nalwir's lace, al)idc riic lori'sl trcts, ihe town-rinL;- niasls tlial loom W ithin ihe sea ol sjiaee, whose siiadows (^loom rhroiij^hoiil tlu" valley, when tlie sun sinks low iK'Nond llu'ir iid_L;c-s, in (lie nij;lit bi'low. The streams are mar;j;ined by the lush green grass, That dips within tlu' rii)ples as tlu"y |)ass. Saluting, hentling in the sununer bree/e, W'hoM- rustlings whisper in \\\c forest trees, W'hiK' pebbled song in dreamy undertone Is lluining lor tlu- sim a plaintive nioai\. And bids laii-well to inradowed wold and wood. Then onward speeds to oeean and its mighty Hood. Twilights lengtlu-n, and the shadows slowly (all ; riu- nestling birds in ( ooing love tones eall lor mates, that ho\c'r still in airy flight Afar from broodlings m '.he dusk of night ; 7 //A y/:Ah'. The sun secrns loth to leave the summer days, And floods the valleys with his golden rays, And in allegiance — loyal to her grace — While Nature sinks to rest, around her face He casts a veil of gray and misty shades. That Night withdraws, wh';n all her st.arry rnairU Are watching Earth in sleep of sweet repose, While o'er her bosom the folding flowers clo.-.e. SHEA VES. THE YEAR. III. NEARING THE TWILIGHT. IIROUGH mellow beams of the sun's declin- ing rays And ripe abundance of autumnal days, The Harvest Matron, in her golden sheaves, Her tribute from the fruitage now receives. The languid hours escorted by the morn, Weary with fragrance of the summer born, Recline within carnation clouds of rest. And with a listlessness toward the west They gaze, through dimness of a veil at Night, As if entreating shadows for the summer's flight. Nature, adorned in honor of the feast. In robes of decorated grandeur dressed, Has crowned the fields from treasures of her gold. While she her vineyards with purple robes enfold ; THE YEAR. 9 The forests, beautified with glowing hues, To summer's shadows bid their fond adieus ; The meadows, freighted with the bearded grain, Yield their burdens to the harvest train ; The birds are flitting to the sunny clime, And blossoms of the south wind's summer-time ; The streams are hushing voices of their song To join the silence of the summer's throng ; The roses pale in the glow of autumn's hue ; In dust the lilies lay in solemn rue ; In lowly sweet submission all the flowers Have turned their faces from the sunshine hours ; Yet through the stilling vale a voice is sounding Throughout all space where echoes are resounding, That calls the reapers with thanksgiving to adorn The prayers for the Harvest newly born. I O SHEA VES. THE YEAR. IV. WITHIN IllK NUJHT. !y"«™]rril leaden lines the skies are overcast ; iMBj Convoying Winter with a trum])et blast, The winds are dolefnl in their moans of woe And swooning sighs, while chill the tempests blow. The sun abandons Morn with but a glance, While Night, more friendly as the shades advance, I'olds round the shivering hours a robe of gray. Pressing to her bosom the wintry day. In woe the trees stretch forth their nakeci arms, Divested of their fair autumnal charms, .\nd trembling, by the angry winds are swayed To and fro in the moody, wintry shade. The streams that babbled in their tuneful songs /■//A yJ:Ah-. 1 I Of vernal joys that siirnrncr sun prolongs, Are silenced in the Imsh of Winter's deatii, Through mandate of its voice and icy l;rcatli. In shrouded silentness all nature lies ! Where Summer bloomed beneath the azure skies, The tempests sweep the deserts of the snow 'rii.a drift seimlchral o'er dead flowers below, While Winter casts o'er Year a mournful veil, 'i'lirough moan and sob and sullen wierdly wail. SHEA I '/iW. ' 'I'o A I'II':li> daisy. IIOU l)ii<;ht " c'f ol clait- " that is opiMiipi; to llu" sun, W'itlim thv ;;()l(lcMi disk \\\c ilay liatli iiist l)c>^iin . riioii tlir littU- wandtMi'i ot a lowly birth. So hiimhU l)cMuliiii; with the wind to niotluT cMilh, As it in «;iat('lnl luMu-diit ion ot ( lod's praise, I'-xti-ndini; to her hosoni all tin llorcts' rays, lu'Si-rchinL; nurturi" tiom the dew within hi-r breast — in trndrrncss o\ all thv h>vo and solf-bctlllt'St — I'oi dnst, wluMi'in lh\ nndfr>;rowinu; t(Mi(h-ils lay. W'lnlr thv wi-ani-il blossoms toUow tlu> sun by dav A U\i;rnd ot the Mytholoi;ic lore RiM ites thr translonnalion to thy starry (lower l'"roin a drvad's beauty by \ irtunnnis deity I )| buds and blossoms who tron\ a woiul nymph ri'seuiHl thet Imprisoni-d in her heart —and savi'd thy i;olden eye i() A jf Love's concealing, While thy [nearly leaves are tolling the silent knell — As one by one to earth they fall through numbered spell Of incantation- " He lovers rne ; he loves me not." 'io be with him his Heart or be by him forgot ; Should Fate decree the answering " No," through sighing breath On sod below, thy lidiess eye will rnourn in death 'I'he wounds of Sorrow, that plucked thee from the day 'i o threnodize a measure in Love's pathetic lay, 'I'o Royalty and Throne thy sweet and modest face, In peace o'er heart of doubtful rest, hath lent a grace, While courtiers multiplied thy beauty in device On sheening arms — by bannered virtues to entice The sunshine of the Queenly srnile from royal throne. 14 SIIEAJ'ES. She of Anjoii — Margaret — the unhappy one : Unostentatious thou, transported from the fields To exile, in i)omp and blazonry of shields To glitter in the sun immortalized through pain Of never giving baek to sun his glance again ! Entwined with laurel leaves in thy simplicity. In homage to a genius — true nobility, — Thine eye was molded by the skill of artisan From virgin gold, thy florets from the moonlight's wan Of silver mine, and coined in a glorious crown With peace in restfulness was ever looking dov/n Through lucid drops, the consolidated dews And thousand lustres of the diamond's gorgeous hues ; From Marguerite to Marguerite, the pearl of France, This tribute from the Scot thy beauty did enhance ; The leaves that nature wreathes thus harmonized a name, With pearls of sea and land for "Pearl of pearls" in fame, TO A FIELD DAISY. 15 Undergrowlh of Nature's heart, and bloom that robes the sod, Transfigured through a mortal skill to speak of God, And symbolize in beauty, j^oesy, and song, Thy captive life, dear Daisy ! that Love and Fame prolong. When on the wayside in thy humble purity Thy faithful eye is ever paying sovereignty To sun — though to thy root the thorns and briers cling Through stones that choke thy breath — a gladness dost thou bring. Dear Daisy, to my heart — on mountain, in the shade. Or on the cool refreshing sod within the glade. With thistles and with thorns that grow beside the road ; Where'er thou art, thou speakest to my soul of God. Thy bending to the winds, thy looking at the sky 1 6 SHEA VES. With cheerfulness through storms in thy adversity, Thy closed lids at night, thy brightened eye at morn. At sun's 'light glancing day by day with love new- born, Bespeak the glow that cometh through a sorrow's night, The benediction of God's justice and His might. I^AV BY DAY, 17 m DAY BY DAY. AY by day the sunshine comes and goes. The moaning sea tide ebbs and flows, Yet Time the unmeasured, measuring all, From slow advance the swift retreat will call. Day by day Time gives to Pleasure wings ; To Pain, what leaden feet he brings ! He cradles Hope — yet gives not sweet repose To Fame, till Death a monument bestows ! Day by day Time, counsel of the wise, Sees Folly with its bells devise The chime that rings aloud Ambition's name In peals of joy, to echo knells of shame ! Day by day Time lends to Friendship hands That write for Sorrow, on the sands Where tides will come and go, the name of Love That seas will drown and leave no sign to prove .' 1 8 SHEAVES, Day by day Time rolls the scroll of Life, Yet man heeds not in worldly strife The vanished years, till Death demands his claim — The mound-lines of the clay that mark his name. THE SUNBEAM. I9 THE SUNBEAM. N the pulse of the wind, on the winged clouJs it lies, Voyaging the day through the arch of its skies. From the dews of the night it calls the young flowers To greet the gray dawn and its morning hours. In a cradle it rocks in the foam of the sea. And tosses in spray in frolicsome glee. In the surge of the waves, on their uppermost crest^ It caresses the winds in their moaning unrest. Within the red heart and the blush of the rose It gleams in the perfume of a day-dream's repose. With gold of its glowing in the dimples of fields It jewels the grain that the full harvest yields. 20 s//J':a]'j:s. It ghuUlcns the bridal, it briglUcns the tonih. Witli llowers of its j^romise, tliroiigh beams in its t;looni. With the ardor of noon, all over the earth, It nourishes the life t)f creation's new birth. Piirsuinij; the shadows of the gray sombre night, It rifts throiigli its darkness in the flood of its light. All through the days of Time's endless flow, iMoni tlie dusk of its ebbing its golden beams glow. THE SHADOW. 21 THE SHADOW. MPOSING a silence on the waves of the sea, It stains the gray darkness that tempests decree. It summons the stars with their majestic night To call forth their Queen in shimmering light. From the feverish glow of the summer's sun skies, In the still, windless forest in twilight it lies. It purples a hood for the violet's face. And feathers the ferns with frondy-leaved grace. In the peace of the lily it worships the rose, Refreshing their sweetness in languid repose. It braids in the waters a willowy grace, When the quivering leaves are caressing its face. It flees from the sunshine to hide in the pines, \n their siientness guarding their evergreen shrines. ?2 S/IKAJ'KS. It touches the lids of the siin-L^azing llowors, While Ihey weep in their dews for the day's golden hours. It folds o'er the valley and Inuls a din\ veil. When the i;ray tardy skies in tlie twiliglit are ]iale. In creation and iieaeefulness all over the earth ll nurtures in niysteiy the sunlii;hl of birlh. All throu^j,h the nii;hl where Time entlless tlows. Though a sigh oi a sunbeam, a ])eace it bestow?;. LOST VOICES, 23 LOST VOICES. ir, yc lost voices lliat never come l)ack again, Where do ye wander in tender and weary pain ? Voices of gladness that welcomed the morning sun When Life was a temple that Time had just begun, Tiie sliout of a freedom tliat knew nol a care When joys of the heart were resounding everywhere' Voices of chiIdhoor \\\c licnirs' ii'd-K-tti'iiiii; Idvo, Lying in their ladoil shrouds in (KmiIi That sliortiMis incniory's tablet to a tln-ani • W'hcio, risini; in its ( haos, sick' 1)V side 111 resum-ctions ot inrirmit\., Through broken moonbeams, sliivering in the space'. They garhind s])eetres of the lieart witli i rowns, riie vain dehisions ol a haunlt-d lite I The altar iiims ot a eoxi'uant ; Negieeti-il and overgrown with wei-ds, raid;, I''lo\V(.M li'ss, odoiless, wet with dews that dii]> r'rom staring cypress trees. Watchers ot tlu> night That closes 'round this shrineless pilgrimage, \ e knew no saint or priestlv i\\c that wvd The hush ol peace in unity t(^ lite ; Nor perfumes of the censers swing o'er \'ows In everlasting fragrances of truth ! The tuneless judse that throbbiul through ira^on's sway. In stern propriety, io cheat the heart JjRJJ'JINiJS. 33 By undulating narrowness of time ; Stilling, in the rust of songlcss, stern (lcr:ay, Echoes tliat. f.liokcd lhron;jh stifling in their l^irtii The hopes grown listless witli the tire (jf age, That lie in shadows of toil and care ; 'J'he f>aling phantoms of heroie love, 'I'hat sought with longings of an eager soul ']"arted clay. Gone down within the refuge of the tomb, i^or resurrection of a perfect day ? 36 SHEA VES. LURE. I. N my neighbor's garden a bright red rose was growing, Fair to see ! Her blossoms ripe to bursting, with fragrance over- flowing, Not for me ! From out my chamber window I watched her nod- ding grace, Far away ! Giving back the sun his kisses through her blushing face, All the day ! III. The burning sun, at noontide, with love crept in her heart, Bud of morn ! For she. alas ! with panting breath, had torn her leaves apart. With her thorn ! LURE. 37 IV. When night had come, sweet rose was drooping, gone her bloom. Sad her sigh I Sun had fled — forgotten rose, alone in direful gloom. Left to die ! . 38 SHEAVES. WEARY. ]EARY of wishing, yet never to win : \'cMitli drifting backward, old ago nisli- ing in ; Toll nio, () Time's tide, from wlionco (omo tho years 'I'hat surge through my life witli sorrow and tears. \Veary of seeking, yet never to find : While o'er my brown locks the silver threads wind ; Tell me thy mystery, invisible hand, That, touching my brow, such furrows conuuand. Weary of ])lodding, yet ucver to gain : Treading the sands, trackless, endless, and vain ; l")esert of age, wliere my limbs, waxing cold. Drag but a burthen, for life 's growing old. Weary, so weary, yet comes not the night : I 'm tired with the travel and bruised in the fight ; Tv)ttering and feeble, oh, lighten my woes. And grant my soul. Lord, a blessed repose. /■//A IV /N 77'. A' AV67/7'. 39 V\\V\ W'W'VVM NIOHT I^'I\'\ I N l'>I) in l.'iircr clirrK.'S, the unwilling sun, 'Neath low'ring winter rlouds, seems da- U) shun ; Ohli(|ue his gaze .'it nifjin, with hinguid gh:anis, He hastens t'ward thcj west with slanting be.'irns. Near edge oi southern sky he linger, still, As if to rn(;ek the hours of wintry ehill ; Wiiile sober dusk sedately comes aj;aee, To veil with sombre shade all nature's face. f look upon the night, and shadows lise, With se-mblances of dreams tliat shroud my eyes ; The requiem, bf;rne by winds, weird moans irn}).'irt Like voire of wandering soul with ghrjstly heart. The trees with outstretched arms — sj^ectres trans- formed — Invite the- sullen winds, and bend deformed; Tlie pines, whose bristling spears defy the blasts, Rise — giant s'niinels — o'er forest fasts. 40 SHEA VES. Where hedges outline meads, a vestal throng, In garb of snowy white, seems ling'ring long. As if to watch the dead — the summer's flowers. Whose blossoms dialled time and marked the hours. From out the gloomy wood, through shadows come A mournful train of captives, stricken dumb ; A multitude that beckons spring to call Aloud, and bid their fetters loosened fall. The flowers, the babbling stream, the daisied sod, The tasselled corn, the fields where poppies nod, With summer days and waving seas of bloom. Embrace, then vanish in the cryptic gloom. O night ! with frowning clouds close my sad eyes, While yonder dreamy pageants shrouded rise ; Thy icy sceptre bears a frosted breath. And changes summer's life to winter's death ! WAITING. 41 WAITING. m ENEATH the snowy veil of winter's sombre grace, Unresurrected beauties lie in sleepful peace ; The sun evokes from shadows, in the genial rite Of consecrated wedlock, the day from winter's night : Spirtualized in beauty, in the strangeness of the hours, Nature casts aside her winter hood to gaze on flowers. Wondrous in rotation, that come in bright array, In fields of frosted browning, where snowy patches lay. As if waiting in the subtle change for signs, She spans the horizon, and looks within her shrines. Her trees are looking upward as if they loved the - sky, And wait in solemn silence her word, to beautify In adornment, with a verdure, all their sober gray, To harmonize their green abreast of golden day. 42 SHE A VES, The deep blue azure of lier sky seems fading down In paling exi)e(:tation — as if of winter's frown In fear, — while opal hues prepare the drifting clouds For summer's glory, in its still unlifted shrouds, Tiirough suggestive balmy winds, in their sighing breath Luxuriant in the sober realm of winter's death. With faithful scrutiny she gazes on her crowns — i'he august lofty mountains that winter yet im- browns, — Then with a thoughtful care, she bids their cata- racts llow In sijarkling jewels to the waiting streams belov/ In the slumbering valleys of her emerald green, To wreathe around her flowery meads their silver sheen. With gentle, dexterous hand she touches all the hills, And lo ! a sudden substance the quiet shadow fills; A mantle falls in graceful folds on all the land, The jewelled robe of Nature's fair and dainty hand ! WAITIXG. 43 With gladsome air and smiling, sweet, uncovered face, She walks abroad, her pathway filled with fragrant grace ; The listening buds will blossom when her footsteps near, While the sunbeams, summoned from the shadows, all appear In answer to her call, dispensing through their beams Her reflected blushes, where'er the flower land dreams. Uprising in her stateliness and matronhood, She leaves for summer's sun the valley fields and wood ; Then onward to the sea — restless \n solemn moans, The voices of its majesty and undertones — She treads with dainty steps close to its sandy -^shore. Where sullen waves surging say : '* Evermore For thee the day and night, for us are all the tides " ; 44 SHEA VES. And the sea calms down where the land its main divides, Hushing its weary tones on the spring-time's broad highway, The answering cadence of Nature's own sweet lay ; While the ships sail on in their commerce to and fro, Through still and quiet tides — the winter's hushed reflow ; Then reclining in her bowers through her perfumed days, Reviewing all with ceaseless care — her broad arrays, — Sweet Nature rests, commanding through her toiler, Spring, The sowing of the broadcast seeds that harvests bring. Hour by hour generous Nature the day recalls That comes and goes, while the sea tide rises and falls. Though we mouni for all the past yet the sun goes on WAITING. 45 Silently claiming his own, unmindful of none : See then where the shadows lay what the sunbeam finds In the green and jewelled fillets that Nature binds Around her sombre crowns, that Winter veils with snow, All purified from dimness in the summer's after- glow ! Thus Nature waits in gentle, true, submissive will. In her deep, profoundest slumbers, Nature still, Triumphant reigning, never ending in all tii^rie, Enduring ever, abiding always, and sublime, Still creating, still renewing, in majestic power Forever new, forever old, forever more Obedient, thine, Oh, Nature ! all in one The universal law from God's creating throne. 4^ SHEA VES. TO THYSELF. IggT^lN tiie army of the multitude EPJ Take thou thy pla.ce ; Among the host bear thou for ensign The holy mace ; Faint not, dear heart, unto thyself alone Will come the grace ! In the battle of the faithful ones Is sorrow told, Through threnodies where God's own mercy Is manifold. Faint not, dear heart, unto thyself alone Will mete be doled ! From tlie darkness of the valley's sliade Tl^.ou hast a])pealed. While yet beyond the mountain's highness Light is concealed. Faint not, for day unto thyself alone Will be revealed \ THE QUAKER MAIDEN. 47 THE QUAKER MAIDEN. w ER dreamy penitential face Is shadowed by a human grace Her solemn, lustrous, spiritual eyes Reflect the shades of earthly skies. In sober folds her golden hair Has prisoned sunbeams in a lair ; With aspirations in her dreams Young Love is' singing gentle themes. Within the kerchief o'er her breast A lily lies in swooning rest ; A rose-bud languished there at morn In fevered blushes sad and lorn. No clamoring sighs disturb her peace ; Inaudible in calm they cease ; Restrained within a proper sphere They wait in silence and in fear, 48 SHEA VES. While yet the sun is following day, Lest one lone wanderer go astray, And, lost within a reckless thought, Betray the secret Love has brought ! RETROSPECT. 49 RETROSPECT. Retrospect ! thou solemn limner of the past, Dash thou thy sombre shades with rosier tint ; Where gloom thy clouds o'ercasting beams of sun, With royal purple lavish generous hues, To signify the golden glow beyond ; With gentle hand outline the years of Time, For bolts of Fate will rive the gaps of woe In every life, and time-grown mantling green, Will hide the chasm where a buried grief, And idols, shattered by a vandal hand, Were thrust — lest with a voice of lamentation loud We cry bereaved at tear-begotten wounds ; For though the dead hear not, the living heart Has echoes where their voices resurrect In sepulchres of Memory's silent tomb. Trace thou the blooming vines of passion-flowers— The tender symbols of a sacrifice — Where'er the hungry dust of grief may lie, To feed the thirsty sorrow with their dews ! 50 SHEA VES. Lo I with thy leaden grays — the sullen frowns That margin thy array of tears and storms — Frugal be thou ! Shadow thou not the flowers That held ill golden cups ambrosial dew, Where butterflies — my vanities — have supped Intoxicating numbers for their dreams ; Such foster growth in naught save gracious light. Thy limnings deepen not to dark'ning clouds, For chilly breath would shiver all their glow. And moths, poor moths, would flutter to their death. Leave halo of the sun, for Pity's sake, Where I can lay them down in beams to rest ! Thou lookest through my eyes, when sad tears flow, O Retrospect ! for horoscopic view ; So faintly numberest thou the stars above, That dimness of a mist has intervened, Obscuring gleams of Hope's celestial rays. Leaving no fixed light for hearts revolve ; The bleak and desolated main below^. Seems naught to me but dreariness and strife, And meditations of a woful cirief ; RETROSPECT. 51 Mirage that doubles through my weeping eyes The festal garb of joy to shroud of death ; Where bells have chimed in joy now dirgeful tones Seem numbering one by. one my years of life. Not so I pray thee count my days — through tears ; But with thy inner vision improvise, For nonce, a garden where a promise glows. Were heart of mine suggesting lines for thee, 'T would ask for flowery beds where roses grow Of fervid red, not buds with mossy hoods O'er faces hanging low, confessing love ; But royal, courtly queens, that govern hearts, Bestowing love as guerdon with a thorn \ That wounds, if avarice of conquest grasps j Too quickly — in the eager greed of life — With fickle power, a Clytie slave to win For madly following day by day the sun. And 'round the sovereign bloom (quite near the rose) The modest sisterhood — the little nuns Who veil their sweets in shade — the violets, Amid the gorgeous blushes of the court, 5 2 SHEA VES. Would grace perfume with blue-eyed beauty's i/eacc, The wild-wood loveliness of nature's heart, That lends, in truthfulness, to quiet lives, I'he rest tliat even blossoms crave in shade ! Within the sanctuary of the flowers — Where queenly roses ever rear the shrine — Set sweet carnation pinks, whose spicy breath Will offer incense to forget-me-nots, Through kisses, fanned by winds o'er beds of moss. The altar where their virgin love will rest When locked in death, they blend in perfect glow The amaranthine hue of purpled life. As gentle summer showers renew the hues And give new life to blossoms trodden down, While sighing breezes whisper hope agam, Through all the weakness of a siiih concealed, My pride would ask of thee, O Retrospect ! For poppies, scarlet-hued — a garden row ; In fields and meads, with rustic joy, they strive. Outgrowing grain, to reach the noonday sun ; Before the winds that blow the chnlY and tares. RETROSPECT. 53 With wheat they bend, and claim the reaper's blade, Caressing scythes in death, unfaded still ; In garden beds, with prideful scorn they nod To all the flowers alike, nor choose to win A love with perfumed breath, or coaxing sighs ; With burning faces to the sun they dream Through day of rivalling beams, and when the night Has come, submissive bend, and, shrouding ])omp With flaming robes wrapped round with self-content. Inhale with sighs their own narcotic sleep ! With peaceful self-content all flowers grow ; The uninvited weeds will force their way Within the garden court and win a place In some forgotten shaded row, that love The sunshine just as well as if their stems Were diademed with bloom, and though their leaves In gratitude receive the heavenly showers, Some watchful gardener's hand will pluck their root And cast them to decay — blindly seeing not God's hand in weeds that dare to grow unasked I 54 siJKAr/'.s. And so, too, Retrospect, our little faults — ()ur sweet enticing sins — will find ;i way And rt';i(h our lic.itts, wlicic purer blosson'i;^ j;ro\. Uncalled lor and nnsoiiglit, and <;ive to life A shaded undergrowth, where ofliiiies live The llowerless weeds that Nature, in her true r.eiievolen<-e, has cast to generous Life, Who claims as well the broadcast seeds tliat gruw in untitled soil, as all the bloom of (lowers. To cultivate, to |)rune, to strengthen all Is Ciod's own task, iiol that of wt-akly man, Who seeks in virtues for the laults of lif(,'; In some' to find, ])erchance, the sell -grown weeds, Intruding with the self-same right as bloom. Will thou, () Ketrospect ! with self-sown grace, In sweet forgetfulness of all save ilowers, I'oitray the ])ast ? Heed not the idle thoughts Tliat lind ill all the thistles wayside thorns, \)i\\ search loi honeyed stores within the briars ; And in thy Innuuigs overshadow all W iih misty veils ol ilusk and heaxi'idy dews ; RKTJ^OSrKCT. 55 On all the weeds, I I'r.iy tlicc, lay thy hand In tender, gentle love : if in the shade 'riu;y will not seek a rival in the sum ; If in the sun tliey will not ask for hlorjui, Contented they with dews ;i.iid pe.'ire :i,ud life ! I'or voi(:(.-s (;f thy song take thfju the sighs Of sCi sill': A I 'A\v. kisCocNi rioN. II ^^jrril Iciidcnu'ss <)l N;ihir(r's love .iiid j^r.icc, "«^l 'I'Im- Mill is h.-iciiij', ii()()ii(l;iy willi it;, l)c;iiiis < )'(|- v.illcy fields, wlicic sliiiiimci int', sticiiiis Ixl minorcd Ix-.iiily, while in inleil.Kc Tlic liL'in'loiis le.ives iwr su'.iyiii}; iiietric liicmc:; For l)r(';illi ol sonllieiii wind, drowsy willi drc.iiiis ;\lid |)elliiines llie V( )iil pi ll()iisiie:,s ol .sp.Kc. Two souls ;ii(' w.ilkiii}.', lliroiii;li inystcrioiis liji^lil 'i'ii.il Ir.iiisloriiis yoiilli, .iiid destiny, ;ind lilc, 'i'iirongli i)circ(:l love, eiil;in^icim-iit ol plow That \v7 A MVA'.iW. I)AV. UNI{J->AMS ll;js)i(pled joyous v(ji<;(-s — Hahbling limes thai heart rejoices ; All th(; wood-trees, juiisic h-ndinp;, Whispered wel<;oiM<: in their hending, When h;ii)d iii li.itid vv<: took our way, To erowri our heart'', true- love-tli.il. day, To elrii lre-(.', ne.ir the stre/mi, whr^se ih^'xrw. San^ Hiir;h a happy life-Ion^ drearri, l^'or you ;ind in<:. iligh hung the sun at. tid*.- (A noon ; Th(r wild birds hushe