?< z Y/s P ^ z ^/s Poems . . By Eugene F. McSpedden i L L £89 9Z6 91.0 t iiillllililliililillilllllllilliii 1 SS3d9NO0 dO Advuar Copyright, 1915 By Eugene Foster McSpedden s PREFACE. Coleridge has truly said that all civilized nations agree that the writing of poetry is worthy of the efforts of even the greatest genius. Who writes but one great poem — a poem that shall speak to poster- ity — does not live in vain. If I have attempted to accomplish such a work (and if I have not, my avSpiration as a poet is assuredly not very lofty) but failed in the achievement of it, I should at least be given credit, as I see it, for so worthy a desire, purpose and effort. On the night before the battle of Quebec, after having repeated Gray's Blegy to his comrades. General Wolf declared that he had rather be the author of that poem than to be victor in the impending battle. Let me but write even one poem that shall speak persuasive- ly and with appropriate language and noble sentiment to the minds and hearts of the true and good, or those that would be — but one poem that shall live in the hearts of posterity, and be registered in Heaven — and I will content me with but little of this world's goods or approval. Yea, let me live nobly and for a worthy and noble purpose, though I should have but one stool to sit upon and one ta- ble as did Epictetus, and no home wherein to lay my head, as did Christ. Though I should live alone and depart unhonored and un- sung, let me have the consciousness in my heart of attempting to achieve something great and good and beautifully impressive in its moral worth and persuasiveness. Rousseau said a very significant thing when he declared: ' 'What- ever my apparent success there is one reward that can not fail me. That reward I shall find in the bottom of my heart." However others may regard my productions, I already have my reward in the consciousness of an honorable purpose and honest effort in my work, and in the pleasure, and, I believe, no small profit that I have derived from the composition of poetry. Many hours have I thus whiled away very pleasantly, that otherwise might have passed by rather wearily. And while I have always written to myself and for myself, yet it has not been without a desire and somewhat falter- ing hope that my poetry, some way, sometime, might speak not un- acceptably to the souls of others. Every true poet, I believe, is prompted by an insistent impulse, natural or divine or both, to un- fold his thoughts, convictions and feelings in rythmic and musical numbers. He writes because he must. No author, I suppose, is entirely indifferent as to the reception of his productions by the world, but the greater his soul and the larger his vision, the less will he be solicitous about such things. Neither do I believe that any man, who is really born to write, is without a calm assurance 2 PREFACE. deep in his own soul that the world will not lose his work, and that in Heaven 's good time it will come to its own. I am free to acknowledge my indebtedness, first to our common Creator, and next to the various authors whom I have read. Liter- ature is most emphatically a creature of evolution, and we build more or less of the material and on the foundation of our prede- cessors. To strive to be very original is always to be very narrow. The art of writing well, especially in this age, as I see it, does not consist in forever trying to say something new any more than in giving a new and, if possible, a better setting and combination to something already told. The best and broadest writers, I believe, while they do not attempt at any time to adopt the methods, lan- guage or sentiments of others, except where they point it out, neither do they especially try to avoid doing so, at least at times when it comes perfectly natural to them. Whatever rings true to my inner consciousness and comes clear to my understanding, in a deep sense, is truly mine, however often others may have so felt and seen. All truth and the language of all truth are inate in the very nature of things and belong to him who can see and interpret them well, irrespective of how many others may have done so be- fore him. The old stars speak the same old language age after age. Shall I refuse my own interpretation because another has heard the same and similarly interpreted? "I know very well," says Montaigne, "how impudently I myself at every turn attempt to equal myself to my thefts." But Montaigne had far more orig- inality, I presume, than most of men. But to attempt to cover one's self with another's robe (and here I speak somewhat after Montaigne, but he is too great I am sure to object) is a piece of petty meanness of which only a very small man will be guilty. I know too well my own limitations and the defects of my poems to have other than a modest opinion of their merits. My feeling for them is rather one of affection such as a father might feel for his children to whose imperfections he is not blind. Alas, how much do we need to ask indulgence for the best that any of us can do in this present state. "The best that we do and are just God forgive, " said Wordsworth. That is the language of one alone who has looked into eternity and caught a vision of the Infinite. For the modest manner in which I begin the publication of my poems in a collected form, I have no apologies. I send my songs forth as Noah sent the dove from the ark, and if they should find no other resting place in the weary ocean of human life for the soles of their feet, they shall always have a welcome retreat in the heart of their plain, plodding author, who is glad to be numbered among God's great common people, and among whom he is more desirous that his poems should find a kindly reception. Eugene McSpedden. W'Ci.A381883 FEB 25 1915 NATURE'S DIVINE SUGGESTIVENESS. The heavens declare the glory of God; The firmament sheweth his handiwork. Day unto day uttereth speech, And night unto night sheweth knowledge. —The Bible. So long as I may see one star Hurl lances of light through the dark halls of night, As it marches o'er fields of heaven afar; So long as I may behold the moon Climb up in all her modest glory. Treading beneath her feet the gloom Of night, as soberly she walks o'er me; And, mayhap, in obeisance proud, "Stooping through a fleecy cloud," Which does 'round about her trail lyike a sweet bride's silver veil. While her gleaming robe is streaming Wide o'er the heaven, and she is beaming Like a beauteous angel dreaming. On a couch of gold. Of joys manifold — So long shall I feel that God is there In his paradise above, Keeping us, with special care, 'Neath his brooding wings of love, And in reverence I will bow To the God, as I do now, While from the eternity, Whispering through aisles of immensity, A still small voice speaks to me Of the passing beauty Of worshiping through love, more than from sense of duty. the: rural maid. THE RURAL MAID. I knew lier in the long ago, A simple rural maid, And oft o'er happy hill and dale Together we have strayed. Her gentle voice, her pleasant smile, Her bright and sparkling eye A sunny gladness gave the earth, A glory to the sky. And youth will love, and youth will dream. And down the years to be A golden bliss awaited us — Which we should never see! Yes, youth will love and youth will dream, But death is deaf and cold; There is a mound, a lonely mound — But why should the rest be told? TRUE GREATNESS. Think not in shining hoards of silver and gold. Or in broad acres of landed estate, Consists the wealth of a God-created soul, Is a man or woman made noble or great; The hollow pomp of wealth, its deceptive sheen. May cloak a soul narrow, ignoble and mean. Honor, virtue and truth and lofty thought, Aspirations pure and all sublime — These are riches not to be sold or bought Or swallowed by the hungry stream of time, But such as brighten forever on its silent wave And glow in immortal beauty beyond the grave. Thrice happy and blest is he who still can find. Though poor in obscure and lowl}^ state, Contentment in his wealth of soul and mind — Poor but rich and low but great — Who rests in God, whose unfettered thoughts can rise Above base glittering bonds, and them despise. Who prizes nature's jewels scattered out To glad his thoughtful, seeing eye, true: grkatnejss. In immensities revolving him about, Discovered worlds of treasures lie. These, these are his heritage, all he surveys. Enrich his mind and heart and gladden his days. Earth's lord is he, free, independent still; Untrammeled by greed's baser power. Nature's priest, he enjoys her at his will, And in flying worlds or nodding flowers, In the laughing brooklet or solemn moaning sea — In all he beholds his empire vast and free! With soul, whose windows open to the divine In God's great marvelous world all 'round, Undwarfed by avarice, ennobled by thoughts sublime, He draws from the fathomless profound Of vastness — inspiration — into greatness grows, As expands the rising oak or unfolding rose. Wise mother nature knows her own free born, And, with maternal affections true. Embraces them, and in the roseate morn Or glowing eve, when a crimson hue Suffuses the western heaven, like an angel bright She speaks to them from seas of living light. In her every form, in the dark driving clouds. In picturesque mountains rising grand. In glowing sun, bright stars, night's sable shroud, The billowing seas, the life-giving land — In all she teaches them as they onward plod Great lessons, that exalt in their soul the likeness of God! BURIED ROME. The mistress of empires, in sullenness and gloom, 'Mid the vast, dreamy halls of the Past, with her doom, Sits where she was hurled by the stern hand of Fate Long ago, and bound in that desolate state. O Rome! Buried deep in the ashes and dust Of dead ages, to awake can you hope or trust? Oh canst thou not scatter the overhanging clouds, Tear from thy bosom the sheets and the shrouds, And burst up thy tomb and spring to the light, The arbitress of earth, with the weapons to fight BURIED ROME. Grasped in thy hand, and rush as of old To the field of battle with thy warriors bold? Can't the voice of thy Julius make thee to hear? Or the hand of Augustus arouse thee there? Nor the might of the Pompeius thy bondage break? Or the eloquence of Cicero from slumber awake? Oh, the voices of the Csesars were hushed long ago, And the hand of the Pompeius is ashes, we know! Gone is the power thy state spread afar, From the orient gate to the sunset bar Crowned thee with grandeur, the mistress of the world, To the breeze of all nations thy banner unfurled; Gone are thy heroes, who rushed to the field In a thousand battles with the conquering steel ! Vanished thy banquets, thy triumphs and glory, The conqueror and conquered but a dim fading story; Vanished thy temples and palaces grand, So eloquently fair from the architect's hand; Gone are th}^ maidens so lovely and fair — All, all are but dust in thy dark tomb there ! Thus time bears onward to the dread realm of Night, Empires, beauty, glory, manhood and might, And confusedly hurl est in a mountainous heap In dumb oblivion's waveless deep. The generations of men in their onward tread Shake the silent abodes of the heedless dead ! All, all that breathe in the earth to-day, The slow plodding, sad and the fast whirling gay. The powers of the world, e'en this mundane ball, Down time's stream are drifting, at last to fall Into death's palling cloud, and there gloomily lie Till the trumpet of God shall thunder on high. But there is a Kingdom whose glory and might Shall never be obscured by the black wings of night, Where the pure, the good and the just shall be All regally estated through eternity, Nor fear the hand, the frown nor the nod Of a proud potentate — the potentate is God! the: vision THE VISION. 'Twas twiliglit time of a pleasant eve in May. I sat alone upon a rocky bluff, Which westward overlooked a lovely vale That was by some declared to be enchanted. Around me stood great tall majestic trees, Fit place for mystic rites of ancient Druids; And there below, the valley stretched away In beauty, thick-grown with waving grass and flowers, And streaked with bright, murmuring brooks. Above, The sky was clear and the great moon was full. I fell to brooding on the life of man. Its tragic end and final destiny. Within me arose strange, earnest questionings About the future life; and hope and doubt Alternately my soul cheered and oppressed. Until at length, disconsolate, I cried: Oh can it be that dreamless death 's the end Of man; and all his longing and his hopes Of Heaven, shall swallow the dark silent grave? And then, without the slightest premonition. Upon my spirit fell a sleep, or charm — I was as one that dreameth half awake. Now lo! the softest strains of music fell Tremulous from a choir invisible, Which seemed enthroned among the listening stars; Increasingly sweet and clear they flowed. Ne'er had I heard before such trancing harmony. My soul was lifted by the dulcet sound, And every grosser feeling fled away. And now an angel dropt from out a cloud. Which stood a patch of glory in the sky; Afar his winged brightness shone serene, A sudden burst of strange and wondrous beauty; And swift on snowy wings descended prone. Until beside me he, alighting, stood. His face was exquisitely fair and bright. Deep-set within a cloud of golden hair; His clear and sparkling eyes upon me beamed Benignant, and he was robed in shining white; His feet beside me on the rock were like Pure snow, and were en wrapt with guaze of gold; His form erect and noble bearing spoke the; vision A lofty state among' the thrones of Heaven. And overpowered by his awful presence, Down at his feet I fell amazed and awed, But in a voice more sweet than earthly music; Arise, he said, O mortal and immortal! I here am come to cheer thy drooping heart. And reassure thy wavering hope and faith; For Heaven has heard thy troubled questionings. And sent me hither to resolve thy doubts. And thus assured, I sat erect and said: Thanks, thanks to thee, O kindly, blessed Angel! Myself most highly favored by thy presence I deem, and shall receive thy generous help To aid me to a clearer vision, how gladly. Of man 's great destiny beyond the tomb. Then look to the west, he said, and outward stretched His snowy arm, in that direction pointing. And looking, lo! I beheld a dismal vale, Immeasurable in length, voiceless and still, All overhung with great black heavy clouds. Which only lifted, now and then, and here And there, enough for one to see that 'neath Them there distended wide a woeful valley, Lying along what seemed to be the verge Of Earth, or the dim realm of earthly Time. And now awe-struck, I saw great companies Of human pilgrims marching thitherward. Each one his favorite phantom chasing, heedless, Alas! so it did seem, the greater number Of the weird, dreadful vale before them stretched. Some were pursuing bubbles, which, when caught, Burst in the grasp; and some ran headlong shouting After bright and elusive forms; still others Were breathless chasing rolling, golden wheels, Which oft if caught became a useless burden. Yet others debauched in pools of nameless slime. Until their forms were marred and souls defiled, And they did couch about to hide in gloom. But some with reverent faces and with eyes Illumined by a holy fire, seemed conscious Of that dread valley, but still were hopeful, looking For something glorious beyond its gloom. Wisdom was throned upon their brows, meekness THE VISION Adorned their looks, peace sat within their souls; A light propitious and divine e'er led Them on by certain prophecy. And some Were sad, and some were gay, some plodded, some whirled Amain on wheels 'mid trappings grand; but all In close succession moved toward that Valley, And each, on n earing it, his chosen scheme Forgot, and, dropping 'mid the clouds was lost From sight; for they quick closed again and sealed His seemingly dark doom. As some went down, Still others followed close behind. I saw The old, middle aged, the j^oung and beautiful, The sad and gay, cast back one longing look. And silent sink, nor e'er return to tell Their strange and hidden fate. The Angel seeing That I looked sad and curious then said: All that breathe upon the earth at last Must go and sink into the gloomy depths Of yonder vale, for 'tis the Valley of Death. My hopes all died away, as sunset glow When dark-hooded Night approaches, stalking o'er The eastern hills, and, rolling up a sea Of pitchy blackness, scatters it o'er all The blushing heavens and submissive earth. And I exclaimed: Ah surely man is born In vain, since thus so low his earthly end! Now look again, replied the heavenly one, His face more radiant than e'en at the first. And as I looked, the upper clouds that hung Above the Vale, began to swing apart; And through them broke a clear propitious light, Which seemed a radiant dawning of the day. And as the clouds rolled backward more and more, It brighter grew. Now lo! beyond the Valley, I saw a vasty sea of crystal waters Dimpling and sparkling, far as eye could see. In the unclouded and supernal light; Wherein, wide scattered here and there, were islands Where flowers waved of every hue, and trees Uplifted high their nodding bloomy heads, And flashing streamlets ran, and musical murmurs Floated upon the breezes. And angel forms Most beautiful, with golden hair loose flowing, And snowy garments fluttering in the wind. Went wandering in fair happy groups beneath The trees and 'mong the nodding flowers. And all was paradisiac peace and beauty. And high o'er it all, the unbounded firmament A vast pavilion spread of silvery light, Where radiant clouds were heaped up here and there, As oft we've seen on summer days, white clouds Piled up against the deep blue sky of earth; But they no shadow cast, but seemed unmixed lO THE VISION Accumulations of excessive glory. But soon the steady, intense and unshadowed light My sight oppressed, and turning round, I cried: Angel, what wondrous realm is that I see? What thou beholdest, smiling, he replied. Is the unbounded and eternal regions. How passingly sublime and wonderful! 1 cried. And it, he answered, shall always be As grand and beautiful as now; for nothing In all that heavenly clime shall ever change Or fade or pass away. Now look to the right, Far out across the dimpling sea, he said. And looking, behold! I saw, with clearer vision, Far, far across the bright translucent waves, Uplifted high upon a shining shore, A mighty City flashing like the sun. Its walls were polished gold, extending round As far as eye could see, and higher rose Than those of ancient Babylon. And on Their airy height stood lordly towers of pearl, . Of sapphire and of opal, which far-glittered. Like scintillating cones of fire, and seemed All pendulous hung in mists of glory. But still, Above the wall 's proud domes and pinnacles Of mansions grand (so they seemed), within the City, Uprose in high celestial beauty, and stretched, Flashing and billowing in a restless glory. Away till lost in distance all sublime. And in the hither wall, a massive gate Of snowy pearl on golden hinges oped And shut self -moved, with sound harmonious. To white-robed, radiant beings passing in And out; and tides of music through it poured. Dashed on the sea and flowed to us in strains So sweet, they seemed to raise and bear the waves Along, entranced by celestial harmony. And o'er the glorious city, happy bands Of shining angels, their smooth flight around In airy circles wheeled, and wheeling, chimed Ethereal song, which fell in melting tones. Such as o'er Juda's hills the shepherds heard When Christ, the Lord, was born in Bethlehem. Now turning to the heavenly one, I exclaimed: Tell me, O blessed Angel, what great City Is that, proud looming beyond the crystal sea? And who, the beautiful inhabitants? ' ' It is, he answered, the new Jerusalem, Of which, no doubt, you have often heard; and those There dwelling are the angels and redeemed Of earth, and the high King of kings is there. Aye, I replied, I 've often heard, but oh, What joy to thus behold it with the eye! " Lo, now I saw a stately ship of pearl, the: vision II With snowy sail and pennons streaming free, Majestic sailing the unshadowed main, From the dark Valley to the pearly Portal; Steered by a pilot who wore a blazing crown, Wherein large jewels shown like coals of fire. A golden cross upon his bosom flashed. And he was dressed, so it seemed, in snow-white flame; And standing erect, he looked the god of the ocean. And oh, what ship is that, I asked the Angel, Gliding so swan-like o'er the buoyant waves, As if instinct with self-propelling power? We call it, he replied, the Ship of Zion, For it transports from that dread Valley's gloom To yonder pearly Gate all those who've entered The Vale with garments washed and white — washed In the shed blood of the slain Lamb of God — The pure, the good, and beautiful of soul. And now the ship beside the gate of Heaven Its anchor cast; and then a radiant host Alighted, all dressed in spotless white and crowned With lustrous diadems; and smiling sweet. Went sweeping through the open gateway, greeted With sound of lyre and lute and trumpet, commingled With songs and shouts and ringing alleluias From raptured bands within, who met them. And as I saw and heard them all rejoicing greatly, My heart within me leapt with deep delight; And answering my interrogative look: And they, the Angel said, are some of those Whom you but lately saw sink in the clouds. Ah now, I cried, I see, I understand It all, and stood o'erawed at the great scene. Still they marched on amid the mingled sounds I now heard ringing sweet and clear their praise To God. All hail! they shouted, to his name, Who rules in justice, love and mercy, hail! We'll bow, we'll fall and worship Him, we'll bow, We'll prostrate fall and worship at his throne. All praise to Father, Son and Holy Ghost! And snowy arms and robes flashed beautiful, As they, a great procession formed, which reached Far up within the City glorious. And now I heard an awful voice, which said: Welcome all ye to joys of the great King. Then through the portal, I beheld The streets of that proud City were of gold. All smooth and set with jewels like the stars Of night. Heavenly beings thronged here and there In joyous, beautiful and shining groups; While the clear streets their images reflected. And through the midst of it, I saw a river Of water, clear as crystal, gently winding With musical murmur 'tween bright, pebbled shores. 12 THE VISION Many a mansion towered on either side In rare magnificence and celestial splendor, Such as now fails me to describe. Before Their golden portals, fountains leapt and broke In glory, and flowers nodded in supernal beauty, And on that river's marges waved fair trees Invitingly, in pristine loveliness Of verdure decked, and dashed the drooping boughs With blossoms whiter than the snow. And 'neath Those paradisiac trees and through the mansions, Fair ones in flowing robes, with faces bright And jeweled hair, went joyously; while others Sat by the river wrapt in blissful converse; And the clear tide did seem to fold and bear Their images away, as raptured by their beauty. Methought I heard a thousand concordant voices Whisper: Peace and love, and joy eternal. And far within uprose a throne august And awful (so I deemed from parts exposed) Involved about and nearly hidden all. Except the base, by rolling flashing clouds Of glory; whereat a moment's gaze direct, Mine eyes could not sustain, nor aught discover Of their veiled mystery; but well I knew Their import dread and holy. And high above The cloud-wrapt throne, two fiery seraphims Stood, with their twelve great wings wide spread and flashing Upon a heap of billowy, golden clouds. Which showed like fire and snowy fleece commingled — Like guardian sentinels that stood to see That naught of harm or evil should befall The City. My vision stronger grown, I now Saw 'round about the throne a white- robed host. Which seemed to stand in deepest reverence. And all took off the lustrous diadems Which girt their shining brows and jeweled hair And saying: Now let us worship God, they bov/ed Lowly around the throne; and I too worshiped. Thus for a while they humbly adored; and their Bowed forms, white and scintillant, showed around Upon the golden floor, how lovely. But now Uprising, all began to sing high songs Of praise to Heaven's eternal Majesty, In sweetest tones, and smote a thousand harps With deft and flying hands, and touched the chords Of warbling lutes with white and nimble fingers. Which leaped and danced rythmic, until the tides Of music rose and rolled in sliding waves Of sweet, supernal, enchanting melody; While shouts harmonious made all Heaven ring And echo back, and re-echo again. Ten thousand snowy wings were scintillating; White shining robes were swinging to and fro. THE) VISION 13 And precious jewels were flashing like the sun, And radiant feet kept time on the starry street, And divinest love the beauteous faces looked Intently. It was too much; I bowed my head And silent, wept, I was so overcome. The gate now closed behind the entering host, And in my soul there came a holy peace, Born of assurance deep and calm and high. Now dost thou think, the Angel, smiling, said, Life is an empty show, and man was made In vain. Then I; It's all unspeakable. I see, I feel, but words have not to answer, O Angel, but my gratitude and love To God are deep and strong and shall endure. Much you have seen, he replied, but a hundredth part You have not seen of all beyond that vale. And nothing there shall ever fade or perish. Ten thousand times ten thousand years shall roll. Then the redeemed and angels all shall be As happy, young and beautiful as now. How blest are they, I cried, who trust in God! But now I bethought me of the doomed and lost, And said, O Angel, where 's the final lot Of all the lost — those who dishonor God? Look backward, far to the left, he said, across The crystal dimpling ocean there displayed. And looking, lo! I saw great sable ships Sailing on slow the mighty main, between That Valley and a realm of awful gloom. Which lay far out to the left, across the ocean. Oh what, I said, do mean those dreadful ships? And then, receiving no response, I turned, And lo! the Angel and vision both had flown, And I was alone upon the rocky bluff. Looking across the wide enchanted valley. The sky was clear, and the great moon was full. 14 TO THE EVENING STAR TO THE EVENING STAR. Sweet evening star, on many a still night, From your sapphire throne far out in the west, I've seen you shed your soft streaming light On the world, embosomed in silence and rest. When the sun has set, and the twilight time Gives surcease of toil and of cankering care, lyike a glory-robed angel from Heaven's pure clime, Thou walkest those far lonely fields of air. Generations of men have arisen in the earth, Lived, struggled and toiled and sunk to decay; But thou, unchanged from thy fire-cradled birth. Hast e'er lighted the steps of departing day. Thy bright beams gladdened the first happy pair, As through Eden's bowers they crept in their gleaming. And still fond maidens beautiful and fair, Thou charmest in their lone far-away love-dreaming. Cities have arisen, and become unknown. Empires flourished — and perished in commotion; Still thou, undimmed, through the ages hast shown, lyike a beacon light set on eternity's ocean. Symbol thou art of that unfailing Love, Which, while the long cycles have unceasingly flown, Hast nurtured and supported all below and above. And binds our hearts to the eternal throne. Thou seemest to hint in thy perennial glory. As oft I view thee with a deep-musing eye, Of that unseen home of Biblical story Where the blessed and beautiful never shall die. So shalt thou shine in thy lustre and beauty Till crash of worlds shall the universe jar. As an emblem of purity, of love and of duty, Ever lighting us heavenward, sweet Evening Star! s 36 9Z9e z 7/s ^s Z Y/s