■ m»i -1 THE STUDENT-PREACHER MEMOIR WITH DISCOURSES DANIEL JOHNSON GLAZIER. BY ROBERT TURNBULL. BOSTON: Or O U L D AND LINCOLN, 59 "WASHINGTON 3TEEET. NEW YORK: SHELDON, LAMPORT & BLAKEMAN, 115 NASSAU S J? BEET. 1 8 % A . £* Entered according to Act of Congress, in the year 1855, By ROBERT TURNBULL, In the Clerk's Office of the District Court of the United States for the Southern District of New York. ^change t ^ _- Geo. C. Hand & Avery, Printers, 3 Comhill, Boston. CONTENTS i. MEMOIR OF ME. GLAZIER. II. DISCOURSE ON THE POWER OF THE CROSS. "But God forbid that I should glory save in the cross of our Lord Jesus Christ, by whom the world is crucified unto me and I unto the world." — Gal. vi. 14. HI. DISCOURSE ON THE HAPPINESS OF HEAVEN. "For great is your reward in heaven." — Matt. v. 12. IV. DISCOURSE ON THE NEW CREATURE. " If any man be in Christ, he is a new creature." — 2 Cor. v. 17. V. DISCOURSE ON REGENERATION THROUGH CHRIST. " For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus. — Eph. ii. 10. THE STUDENT-PREACHER. It will be difficult for -the writer of the following brief memoir to convey, to strangers, an adequate idea of the charm of appearance, character and manner of his young friend and brother, whose sudden decease has awakened so deep a sympathy among all who knew him. He was tenderly loved by his intimate friends. Perhaps they were too blind to his faults, and dwelt too exclusively upon his virtues. But the more they knew him, the more they loved him. Even his imperfections gave a deeper interest to his high qualities. They were just of that character to awaken the profoundest sympathy. In fact, they were the ebullitions and exaggerations of a quick and generous nature. His death, too, has thrown 1 D THE STUDENT-PREACHER. his faults into shadow, and brought into prom- inent view all his noble and beautiful traits. Of generous disposition, and lofty aims ; pure in life, and dignified in deportment; with a fine form, and gleaming eye ; a voice of music, whose tones thrilled the heart; a vigorous in- tellect highly cultivated, a sensibility strong and delicate, and a heart all aglow with the love of nature and of God, he was preparing for the holy work of the Christian ministry. And just as he was ready for the noble ser- vice, — -just as he had accepted a call to the pastoral care of a church, which had conceived for him the highest esteem and affection, he was cut down; like some noble tree, with its fresh, green leaves and golden fruit in the very heart of the garden. But the spot where he fell is hallowed. The very air is fragrant with his memory. It seems a duty to per- petuate his influence. Brief as was his life, it was not in vain. Unspeakable good has already come of it. His friends have gained a deeper sense of the value of religion, a nearer view of " the better land." Some of them have found it the means of a new spirit- ual life. The few sermons he preached pro- MEMOIR OF DANIEL J. GLAZIER. 7 duced a deep impression. They are full of the spirit of Christ, and may yet be the means of greater and more permanent usefulness. In this hope some of them are given to the public, accompanied by the following sketches and memorials. Daniel Johnson. Glazier was born on the 11th of April, 1828, in "Wellington, a quiet village, hidden among the rocky hills of Con- necticut. His parents were greatly esteemed among their neighbors and friends, for their good sense, piety, and integrity of character. They were members of the Baptist church in "Wellington, and adorned their profession by " a well-ordered life." Both of them died in early life. His mother was a woman of fine sensibilities, and impressed something of her own beautiful image upon her children. She was intelligent and amiable, and tenderly attached to her family and friends, and to the church of Christ. His father must have pos- sessed more than ordinary force of character. His death, which occurred suddenly, after a very brief illness, when he was only thirty- two years of age, was yet peculiarly triumphant. 8 THE student-preacher: " Of his relatives," says a brief obituary no- tice of him, which appeared at the time, in the Christian Secretary, "he took a most tender farewell. His weeping wife and little children seemed to lay near his heart. To them he gave the counsels of a dying husband and father, and cheerfully committed them to the care and protection of that God in whom he had trusted. He frequently spoke of the glorious views which he had of the heavenly world. To the inquiries of his friends in re- gard to the state of his mind from time to time, he would reply, ' My prospects are bright and clear. My hope is in the Saviour, and my trust is in God. I have nothing to fear, and nothing to lament, only that I have not lived more devotedly to the service of my Re- deemer.' Just before his death, and after a season of great bodily distress, on being asked how it was with him, he replied, in a low voice, ' I have got all over it now. I am in the happy land ! '" The death of his mother, who survived her husband about fifteen years, was equally calm and holy. Thus, our young friend, amid all the bereavements and trials of life, from which, MEMOIR OP DANIEL J. GLAZIER. 9 at times, lie suffered so keenly, like Cowper, in similar circumstances, could "boast" him- self " The son of parents passed into the skies." His grandfather, Daniel Glazier, Esq., assumed the care of the orphan children. They could have found no better guardian, no better home. Daniel, who was warmly attached to this ex- cellent and venerable man, ever spoke of him in terms of affectionate endearment. His at- tachment was fully reciprocated ; and as his grandfather perceived in him indications of energy and talent, he resolved to spare no expense in his education. He was a sensitive, warm hearted boy, with some obvious faults, like most other -boys of his age, and especially a quick and somewhat violent temper. Com- pletely superior to everything like unkindness, his sensitive organization exposed him to sud- den and lively emotions. But he was always honest and open hearted; and, in fact, prided himself, even when a boy, in doing everything frankly and fairly. On one occasion he had felt himself aggrieved by one of his young friends ; but would not inflict the deserved 1* 10 THE student-preacher: chastisement till a relative of the boy ap- peared, in whose presence he administered one or two hearty kicks. In subsequent life he had a habit of " speaking his mind " a little too freely, sometimes, for the comfort of those " given to shams." He deeply regretted his too great sensitiveness of temper, and never failed, when he found he had wounded the feelings of a friend, to take the earliest opportunity of making some ample explana- tion or generous apology. Mellowed and sub- dued by religion, this quickness of temper had nearly disappeared, or rather, had as- sumed its proper place, as a repellant of every thing sordid and wrong. We mention it now, because it reveals his natural bent. His con- stitutional temperament was what is some- times styled " nervous," as it possessed great delicacy and vigor, not unmixed with irrita- bility. He belonged, in fact, to the race of the poets, having something of the refinement, sensibility, aspiration, and inspiration of that irratabile genus. Hence, also, his occasional melancholy, his profound dissatisfaction with himself, his passion for the ideal, his longing for perfection. MEMOIR OF DANIEL J. GLAZIER. 11 Still, as a boy, he was vivacious and fond of fun, generally sportive, and at times, hila- rious. A vein of quiet humor ran through his conversation, giving it, at times, an inexpres- sible charm. A little shy with strangers, and apparently grave beyond his years, he was marvellously free and agreeable with his in- timate friends. His lively talk and hearty laugh indicated the natural vigor and freshness of his 'feelings. As a boy, he was remarkably fine looking, with the lively aspect and ruddy glow- of health. In after years he complained of frequent indisposition. His nervous sys- tem, at times, seemed to act with too great violence. Always handsome, he looked a lit- tle languid and careworn, and complained of depression of spirits. His friends hoped this would pass off in due time, and, indeed, it was yielding rapidly to the mild influence of re- ligion. Yet some who know him felt that he was scarcely fit for earth. Manly as he was in all his feelings, and anxious to battle with the stern realities of life, they feel now, that his true home lay far away in some higher sphere. But a finer, manlier little fellow never went 12 tiie student-preacher: to school. He made good progress in his studies, and after gaining all the instruction he could in his native village, he was sent to Hartford, to gain experience in his uncle's store. It was a question whether he should devote himself to business, or to some pro- fessional employment. At any rate, it was thought best he should gain some knowledge of practical affairs, and fit himself for future usefulness. This, indeed, was not his true sphere ; still it was a benefit to him in many respects. In due time, however, his grand- father, who hoped that some day Daniel might be truly converted, and devote himself to the work of the Christian ministry, gave him per- mission to enter the Connecticut Literary In- stitution, at Suffield, where he secured, in a high degree, the esteem of his teachers, by the excellence of his deportment, and the vigorous prosecution of his studies. His fel- low students were warmly attached to him. They loved his frank and generous manner, his high spirit, and noble aims. Well does the writer remember that bright summer anniver- sary, when Daniel, with a group of as inter- esting young men as ever graduated from such MEMOIR OF DANIEL J. GLAZIER. 13 an institution; spoke his oration, with a dig- nity, energy, and enthusiasm, which took his friends by surprise. His fine bearing, bright countenance and beaming eye, lent a peculiar fascination to his address, which he spoke with a precision, freedom and power quite unusual in one so young. The impression which he made upon his intimate associates may be learned from the following letter, written by a congenial friend and fellow student, now engaged in the active business of life. "Hartford, April 20, 1855. • "My Dear Pastor: — For such I love to regard you, although it is my lot to listen less frequently to you, than to teachings from strangers' lips. " I did not count the cost when I gave you my promise to furnish you with some remin- iscences of our dear friend Glazier. My feel- ings control my thoughts, and associations of sorrow shroud every memory. It is not for him that I am sad. For him, whose spirit, touched by divine love, panting beneath the load of earthly infirmity, ' ached for its heaven- ly home ) ' for him, ransomed from the cap- 14 THE student-preacher: tivity to evil, whose chains we still bear; for him ; who knows now what we can only dimly imagine, how fathomless the joy of sinless and immortal life ; I am glad for him. "But for myself, without him, I am sad. Men go veiled through life. We know the names of those we meet in daily traffic; but the men we know not. He was one of whom I could say, he knows me ; and when I think, that while I may press my way any whither duty calls in life, my eyes shall seek him in vain; when I reflect, that his delicate sympa- thy must be remembered among my lost trea- sures, I feel as a stranger, and poor. It is a blessed thing, that whatever of pure friend- ship we are permitted to enjoy on earth, is never lost; it becomes immortal when the ob- jects of it become clothed with immortality. It is subject to no earthly vicissitude : neither change nor diminution. Herein is the mem- ory's most sweet ministry. "I first became acquainted with Daniel at Suffield. Then the 'mantle of his destiny' did not seem to have settled upon him. He spoke of trade as the occupation of his future. MEMOIR OF DANIEL J. GLAZIER. 15 But suddenly, to the apprehension of his asso- ciates, his mind was aroused to a new activity ; a loftier ambition inspired him. He com- menced a course of assiduous practice, which rapidly developed the graces of a rare elo- cutionary power. I seem to hear now the tones of his manly voice, as, alone in his room, he yielded himself, with ever increasing ardor, to his favorite study. He possessed rare power of imitation; and it was frequently brought into requisition for the amusement of his fellows. He would personify what is termed ' Yankee character' in a manner rarely surpassed. It was said of him, that he would attain eminence as an actor, were he to seek it. His fellow-students commonly regarded his future as that of a lawyer ; but there were, I think, secret whisperings within his own breast of a higher calling; and there were those of his friends who even then considered the pul- pit his destined sphere of labor. " One occasion is particularly mentioned, when, assuming the character of the Preacher, he pronounced a sermon, (by whom written it is not now recollected,) and so successfully was the part sustained, that a friend said of 16 THE student-preacher: him, 'He will do that in earnest some day, which he now has done thoughtlessly.' " As it is true, that the orator, like the poet, ' nascitur, non fit J it is not strange that he came, very soon, to be regarded as 'the best speaker at the Institution,' — a reputa- tion which he sustained at college. For pe- culiar reasons I watched his progress in this respect with great satisfaction, and a feeling akin to fraternal pride. How great my hopes were for him, it is needless to say; — they are withered now, for they were earthly ! His tongue has learned a loftier service ! " With the facts incident to his conversion, and his subsequent determination to enter the ministry, you are, doubtless, better acquainted than myself. My recollections of this period of his history are full of interest to me, al- though they are of a nature which would, per- haps, render them uninteresting to those less intimately acquainted with Daniel than it was my happiness to be. "What appeared to others to be his char- acteristics, I cannot tell ; to me he was a sin- cere and truthful friend; an agreeable com- panion, of keen wit and inexhaustible humor; MEMOIR OF DANIEL J. GLAZIER. 17 intelligent and refined. He abhorred shams and those miserable ' expediences/ which so dwarf manly development. He cherished lofty ideals. He never permitted that devil l public conscience/ so called, to guide his action. As a Christian, he acknowledged no formula, seek- ing to compel unquestioning assent ; but most earnestly did he seek instruction from the 1 Great Teacher/ in the truths which his word was designed to convey. " I loved him, chiefly, for his quick and deli- cate sympathy with that l inner life/ which is our best and truest life; and for this, his rare gift, now lost, it is a privilege to be sad. u I am conscious that I have very imper- fectly fulfilled my promise to you ; but I offer what is written, simply as a manifestation of my desire to accede to your request. "Yours, sincerely, "H. E. ROBINS. "Rev. Robt. Turnbull, D.D." After leaving Suffield, our young friend be- came a student in Brown University, and passed honorably through the usual course of 2 18 THE STUDENT-PREACHER. studies in that Institution. His attainments in classical and mathematical studies were respectable, though not particularly distin- guished. His mind was powerfully attracted to English literature, rhetoric, mental and moral philosophy. By his assiduity, good con- duct, and success in his studies, he gained the respect and affection of the professors and president, who have, in various ways, testified their approbation of his character and worth. He attracted, especially, the attention of Pro- fessor Gammell, at that, time the teacher of rhetoric, and now that of history and political economy. This amiable and accomplished gentleman saw in him the germs of eminent success as a public speaker, and took a lively interest in his success. Our readers, therefore, will peruse with interest the following admira- ble letter from his pen. " Providence, April 27, 1855. " My Dear Sir : — I take great pleasure in communicating to you such recollections and impressions as I still retain of our young friend, Mr. Daniel Johnson Glazier, whose re- cent death has brought sorrow to so large a MEMOIR OF DANIEL J. GLAZIER. 19 circle of friends. My acquaintance with him, I ought, however, to state, was limited to the last three years of his residence in college, and was withal restricted very nearly to the relations of instructor and pupil, which we then sustained to each other. Since his grad- uation — the period most interesting, perhaps, in his whole personal history — I have met him but seldom, and only for very brief in- tervals. "Mr. Glazier graduated at Brown Univer- sity, with the class of 1851; while in college, was under my instruction in rhetoric, general history, and other kindred studies. From some circumstances connected with his per- sonal history at the time, "I contracted and continued with him an acquaintance, somewhat more familiar and intimate than usually arises between undergraduates and officers of in- struction. There were at this time qualities in his character and mind that awakened in me an unusual interest. His person was of medium stature, of good proportions, and his manners, though among strangers he may have appeared retiring and shy, among his familiar acquaintances, were open, frank, and engaging. 20 THE STUDENT-PREACHER. They were the natural and unequivocal ex- pression of an independent and manly spirit, which was free from meanness and distrust, and delighted in what is noble and generous. During a large part of his college residence, he was afflicted with a chronic determination of blood to the brain, which often became so violent and depressing, as to require the en- tire suspension of his studies, and almost to destroy his hope of being able to prosecute his education. But the manner in which he struggled with this most dispiriting and en- ervating malady, evinced the fortitude and en- ergy which belonged to his nature. It was his persevering aspiration to secure for himself a liberal intellectual culture, that alone con- ducted him to the end of his collegiate course, in circumstances which would have dismayed most other young men of his age. He, how- ever, steadily pursued the end he had in view, and graduated with honorable rank, and with an intellectual training which promised to se- cure for him wide usefulness, and early rep- utation. " Of the native power of his mind, I had no means of forming an estimate, save such as MEMOIR OF DANIEL J. GLAZIER. 21 were presented in the college exercises, which he performed under my direction. These al- ways gave evidence of a mind liberally, and, as it seemed to me, harmoniously endowed, and, withal, filled with high and worthy aspi- rations. He had no exclusive bias in any one direction, and was wholly free from contempt for particular departments of knowledge, for which he had no special aptitude himself. He appreciated the various branches of learning which he was required to pursue, as means of a complete intellectual culture, though for cer- tain studies he had a much stronger relish than for others. The malady with which he was afflicted often rendered him wholly unable to read a book, or even to fix his attention upon any subject of thought; yet the manner in which he acquitted himself when free from such visitations, indicated that he was fully equal to the successful prosecution of any — even the most difficult — of the studies em- braced in the collegiate course. For some of them his aptitude was quite unusual; his suc- cess in their prosecution was of a high order. Among the subjects of study to which he gave his attention while in college, his preferences 2* 22 THE STUDENT-PREACHER. were, unquestionably, for literature rather than for exact science, and his strongest tastes were for moral rather than for physical truth. " As a student, the highest success which he achieved, was undoubtedly to be found in his public exercises of speaking and writing. A natural taste, cultivated by select and careful English reading; an ear attuned to harmony and propriety of expression; a voice of rich and varied tones, and a manner, dignified, sim- ple, and attractive ; all combined to qualify him for eminent success in wielding that no- blest form of human power, — the power of the public speaker. It was in this class of efforts, — so intimately connected with the use- fulness of a Christian minister, — that I an- ticipated for him a degree of excellence, far above what is now usually attained, or even aspired to in the pulpit. While in the prose- cution of other studies, he was always earnest and diligent ; in this he appeared to be more than usually ambitious. His thoughts thus pre- sented were just and correct, as well as gen- erous and inspiring; and his exercises in col- lege declamation never failed to awaken the interest of his academic auditory. MEMOIR OF DANIEL J. GLAZIER. 23 " Of his religious principles and spirit at this period of his life, I know little or noth- ing. I think he had not then become con- nected with any church, and did not class him- self with religious men. He was, however, as I recollect observing, a regular attendant at public worship, as well as at the morning and evening exercises of the college chapel; and in his daily life, was always careful and exemplary. A high sense of honor character- ized all his intercourse with others, and shone forth, as the occasion required, in every ex- hibition of his character which I had an op- portunity to witness. His life, thus passing amid the seclusion and quiet of college studies, indicated a moral nature composed of fine elements, harmoniously combined, and gave to those who knew him well, high promise of a progressive culture and growth, and of a ca- reer of usefulness and honor. This promise, I think, had grown stronger and stronger with each year of his subsequent course, and was made especially sure by the decided religious faith, in which his mind became established soon after his departure from college. But of these later years of his life, I must leave 24 THE STUDENT-PREACHER. those to write who were associated with him in his daily pursuits, and shared with him the hopes and plans which he had formed for the future. It is only as he appeared to me in the restricted and private relations of an undergraduate scholar, that I recall his amiable character, and the force of his interesting mind; it is only the impressions I then re- ceived, that I have attempted to communicate to you, who knew him at a later period, and in quite different relations. I regret that these impressions are not more adequate to his en- tire character; yet, such as they are, they link his name in my own mind, with the hopes and sentiments which an instructor most de- lights to associate with the memory of a pupil. In his early and sudden death, many of these hopes, lately so widely indulged in by all who knew and loved him, have been sadly blighted. His life ended with the period of promise : it had only reached, but had not entered, the period of actual performance. Its bud- ding and blossoming were beautiful; but ere the season of fruit had come, it has been cut off forever, by the early frosts of death. " With sincere sympathy for all those whose MEM OIK OF DANIEL J. GLAZIER. 25 hopes have been blighted, by the premature departure of this estimable young man, " I remain, my dear sir, " Yery respectfully and truly yours, "W. GAMMELL. "Kev. Dr. Turnbull." A few of Mr. Glazier's letters, written in all the confidence of friendship, and intended for no eyes but those to whom they were ad- dressed, have come into our hands. He had great aversion to this species of composition; and imagined that his letters were " miserably " written. Nevertheless, unstudied as they are, they possess some excellent qualities, and give a pleasing insight into his character and ways. His estimate of college life, his dili- gence in the prosecution of his studies, and his high aspirations, appear in the following, written while at Brown University. They gave some discovery, also, of his moral feel- ings, and his occasional, perhaps frequent, con- victions upon the great subject of the soul's immortal destiny. 26 THE STUDENT-PREACHER. " Brown University, Nov. 26, 1848. "My Dear Grandparents: — Judging from the number of letters I have received from home this term that you are anxious to hear from me, I have seated myself for the pur- pose of gratifying that desire. I suppose that allowance should be made for you on the score of age and the infirmities thereof. I can conceive that it makes a great differ- ence in respect to one's inclination to write. Time, which changes all things, in its noiseless flight, has covered your heads with the whitened locks of age, and decrepitude is fastening itself upon you. Hence it is that you write no oftener. I confess that my letters have not been too frequent, but you must make some allowance for me also. My health has been as good as usual thus far this term. I have had no sickness of any account; although I do not feel so strong and active as I could wish. Time passes off very rapidly — a pretty good sign that my time is occupied. My studies are not as hard as at the beginning of the term. But still they demand much time. I sometimes get tired out, and wish I was through with MEMOIR OF DANIEL J. GLAZIER. 27 them. But my better genius cheers me on, tells me that nothing is worth having that is not worth working for, and that there is no excellence without great labor. Yet there is much pleasure in literary labor. We learn something daily; some new truth is discovered, some new field of thought is opened; and more than all, the angel Hope points us to the future where we shall reap our reward. If we never reach the temple of fame, education will smooth our pathway through manhood, cheer and comfort us in old age, and if rightly directed, help us to lay hold on eternal life. In comparison with the blessings and pleasures derived from education, untold wealth is utterly pal- try. " I like college life. It is a miniature world. Students are a peculiar set of beings. Some people think that they are lazy, roughish fellows. Doubtless some of them are lazy, and some of them are rough- ish; but this is by no means the case with all. We are separated from the world, and live by ourselves. We have common inter- ests, are bound together by a common brother- 28 THE STUDENT-PREACHER. hood. We are all striving for the same great end; we have our pleasures in common, and envy not those who pass their time in the gay society of the world. " I have had an opportunity lately of hear- ing several distinguished men speak this term. Mr. Gough lectured here a few weeks since in his usual interesting manner. I also listened for over two hours, a fortnight ago, to a speech from Daniel Webster. His subject was the Constitution of the United States. More than 1700 persons were pres- ent. He is rightly called " the godlike." He is the most noble appearing man I ever saw, and when he speaks, there are no sleepy hearers. " The term will close in about three weeks, but as I have decided to take that school, I shall not be at home till next spring. I should like to be at home Thanks- giving, but cannot. Please give my love to all friends, and write when it is convenient. "Your affectionate grandson, " D. J. GLAZIER" MEMOIR OF DANIEL J. GLAZIER. 29 " Willixgton, Sunday Eye, April 15, 1849. " Esteemed Cousin and Friend : — For some hour or more I baYe been holding com- munion with myself. Scenes in my past life, and those with whom I haYe been connected, haYe been passing before me. I am some- what inclined to reflection. As I take but little interest in the common topics of conYersation here, I rely almost entirely upon good books, and thought for profit and pleasure. Besides, Sabbath eYening is a time eminently adapted for contemplation and rev- ery. Its peaceful quiet creates a corres- ponding feeling in the breast of eYery one. who is not entirely absorbed in business, in the pleasures or the Yanities of the world. All selfish and sordid thoughts are banished,, all low and trifling objects are forgotten. The spiritual and immortal part of our na- ture is awakened. The mind dwells upon the glories of the celestial world, and the boundless goodness of the great author of our existence. It o'erleaps the narrow boundaries of time, and loses itself in the limitless expanse of eternity. Then, too, memory and affection throw around us their 3 30 the student-preacher: potent charm, call up the cherished forms of friends now living, and of those who after l . life's fitful fever ' sleep in the peaceful grave. How strong is memory ! How lasting is affection ! " But I digress. While I was musing on the past, my thoughts very naturally recur- red to you. I say naturally, because I can ever cherish you as a friend. Though when I lived in your family I was wild and way- ward, I had a heart susceptible to such kind- ness as I always received from you. Though by nature passionate and 'high-strung,' I can never forget a friend. Nor is it generally the case that the warmest heart beats under a cool and placid exterior. I have known men who never showed anger and always wore a smiling countenance. People praised them for the evenness of their temper, loved them for their gentleness, while in the end they proved the veriest hypocrites and black- est villains. There are of course honorable exceptions ; but when I see a man who is excessively pleasant and agreeable, and as- sents to every opinion I advance, I suspect that man. No ; give me the man who is MEMOIR OF DANIEL J. GLAZIER. ol quick to feel an injury and who dares resent it. Such a person will feel a kindness just as quickly. The kind interest which you and your husband have manifested in my welfare has not escaped my attention, and has not failed to deepen my friendship for you. "Perhaps you will inquire ' why have you not written before ? ' A very natural ques- tion certainly. Last Thanksgiving day I sat clown and wrote you a long letter, spent all the forenoon on it, and laid it in my desk intending to send it the next day. But I received a letter from home from which I learned that you were very sick, therefore I did not send it. The week after, I went out to teach school for a few weeks, and when I returned to college I was somewhat be- hind my class, and consequently my time was employed in my studies. I had a very pleasant school, indeed, and I was proud of my scholars. I taught the highest English branches and Latin; and it was called the model school. You, perhaps, smile at the thought of my appearance in the school room, and wonder if I kept cool! But I can assure you my manner was very dignified, 32 THE student-preacher: and that one glance of my old squint eye was enough to make the boldest rogue trem- ble I* Moreover, I lived on the fat of the land, &c. In fine, I passed a very pleasant time, but the most pleasant part of it after all (not an unnatural feeling for a poor stu- dent) was the 'tin' that rattled in my pocket. But I had not more than fairly got into town before it was all gone. If any young man has got a surplus of money, let him go to Brown University and he will not be troubled with it long. But though it takes away our cash, I trust it gives us that which will be of more importance to us. I am not one of that class who bow down to a god of gold, nor do I believe that man's whole energies should be employed in heap- ing up wealth. It has no intrinsic value in itself, and is valuable only for the good that can be obtained by it. Besides, a mind well disciplined and stored with information drawn * Mr. Glazier here facetiously refers to a characteristic expres- sion of his eye. Though remarkably fine looking he had a pe- culiar, half squinting, side glance of the eyes, expressive some- times of one feeling, and sometimes of another. It -was roguish, indignant, and affectionate by turns. All his friends will remem- ber it. MEMOIR OF DANIEL J. GLAZIER. oo from the history of the past, has a greater source of happiness, and one, too, of which neither the fraud nor treachery of the world can deprive him. It is his own so long as life and reason shall last. Such a man, too, takes a wider range of thought, and better comprehends the true end of man's exist- ence. u The present all absorbing subject appears to be ' the gold mines of California f nothing is heard of in the streets but the 'placers,' the ' El-Dorado,' and the 'golden sand-dust.' The brains of old and young seem to be turned with the idea, and thousands eagerly leave home and friends and all the endear- ments of domestic life, crowd into a filthy ship, dare the dangers of a perilous sea, starvation, the murderous knife of the prowl- ing robber, and death itself, in the doubtful expectation of collecting a heap of yellow dust. I have had no interest in this excite- ment. History informs me that the gold fever is no new disease. Thousands of the youth and nobility of Spain lost their lives in searching for this precious metal in the 3* 34 the student-preacher: very same region where so many of our countrymen have gone. " My studies the present year are much harder than those of the last. Students at Brown have very little time for disturbing the peace of society as they do at . No young man can continue here whose con- duct is not gentlemanly, and who is not of industrious and scholarlike habits. Provi- dence, too, is a fine place to live in, with good society and good local advantages. Perhaps students are a somewhat favored class, but certainly they are respected more in Providence than in any other place I know of. I enjoy college life much; time flies swiftly and pleasantly by. Though somewhat secluded from the world, we have pleasures of a superior kind. Mind comes in contact with mind, the treasures of Literature and Science are within our reach, and the con- sciousness of preparing ourselves to act well our part in the great drama of life, lightens our labor and cheers us on. " I have been at home about a fortnight. I eat much, sleep long, and work a little. MEMOIR OF DANIEL J. GLAZIER. 85 The friends in "W. are all well. Eather a dull place for business or amusement, but excellent to rusticate in. I don't know what may happen, but it is my opinion that I shan't spend six years in study, in order to dig these stones, or sell six cents worth of tea, and take pay in paper rags. * . *; 4k * * * * " I was twenty-one years old last Thurs- day — am a man, and for the rest of my life mean to act like a man. I shall soon be cast upon the great ocean of life to guide my own course over its conflicting el- ements. Whether my bark will glide safely over its waters into the haven of success, or be wrecked on the rocks of temptation, or shattered by the blasts of adversity, is for the future to determine. " I intend to return by the way of Hart- ford and to make you a visit. You must pardon the mechanical execution of this let- ter, and believe me Your friend and cousin, D. J. GLAZIER. 36 THE student-preacher: "Brown University, Oct. 3, 1850. " My Dear Friend and Coz. : — I have a few leisure moments this evening, and know not how to employ them better than in writing a few lines to one of my earliest and best friends. I am aware, that in the changes con- tinually going on in the world of matter and of mind, individuals may also change. But there are incidents in the life of almost every one which have given a cast to their char- acter; and there are memories, too, that clus- ter around us, amid all the changes through which we pass. In many things I trust I am changed since the days of my boyhood. But in one thing I am not. I still look back to the many little acts of kindness from those I lived with, and often are thoughts of you pre- sent to my mind. It was so to-night, and, act- ing upon their suggestion, I took pen and pa- per, and began this epistle. " Of course I must first speak of Ego, that is, myself. Well, I am as well in health as usual ; (a little tautology ; but never mind,) and though I have some trouble with the head- ache, manage to do justice to my studies. I have enough to do, I assure you; and, for the MEMOIR OF DANIEL J. GLAZIER. 37 last four weeks, I never worked harder in my life. You may be disposed to question whether study is hard work. If you don't believe it, just try it. Just take up intellectual philoso- phy, lectures on history and German, and get a long lesson in each every day; and mind you get it thoroughly. Write an essay once a week, on some subject connected with men- tal philosophy, and be sure to have it logical; and once in two weeks on an historical sub- ject, and adorn it with the flowers of rhetoric ; and a speech once in four weeks, (one that will 'take'). I say, do all this, and if you don't call it work, I will say, you are made of sterner stuff than I am. All that I have enumerated I am required to do. Hard though it is, mind you, I do not complain. 'What thy head finds to do, do it with thy might,' is my motto. (< Hands ' it is, I believe, in the Bible ; but head is more applicable to my case just now.) I look beyond, and take courage. But enough of this. " I am now, you know, on my last year at college ; and, as I look back, I can hardly be- lieve that I have spent three years here. But so it is. There is something solemn in the 38 THE student-preacher: thought. How have I improved them? Am I better prepared to act my part in the world's theatre ? In short, am I better pre- pared to live as an intelligent being; and, more than all, as a being responsible to an Almighty Creator? I could hope I am j and yet I am too sensible of a disregard, or, ra- ther, not a sufficient regard, for my most im- portant interests. Surrounded, as I am, by the glittering enticements of a worldly am- bition, I too much neglect the still, small voice of the monitor within. There are times, though, when I think, how insignificant are all worldly honors, in comparison with the hon- ors that await the pious soul hereafter. I think much upon religious . topics ; but the great trouble is, I cannot act ! If I could sud- denly be changed into a Christian, I would give worlds were they mine. But that I be- lieve to be impossible. Each one of us has his own part of the work to do, which none else can do. "But I did not intend to wander into such reflections, and I will change the subject." ****** MEMOIR OF DANIEL J. GLAZIER. 89 Mr, G-lazicr graduated; as stated by Pro- fessor Gammell, with the class of 1851, a class of unusual distinction and promise. We hap- pened to be present on the occasion, and, as at Suffield a few years before, had the pleas- ure of listening to his interesting address. Though not the first scholar, or perhaps at that time, the most finished writer of his class, he was considered the best speaker. He spoke on that occasion with a noble dignity and enthusiasm ; and when he closed, the house rang with prolonged applause. Grave and learned men, where we were sitting, clapped their hands with delight, and, in whispered conversation, predicted his future eminence. Ah, little did we think, that those flashing eyes were so soon to be quenched in death, and that attractive form to be laid in the grave ! A year or two after, Daniel came to the city of Hartford, and entered the office of the Honorable Thomas H. Perkins, for the pur- pose of studying law. He was resolved to profit by his opportunities, and, if possible, attain distinction in this noble profession ; yet the study was not in all respects congenial; 40 the student-preacher: for his eager, poetical spirit was perpetually wandering beyond the dominion of forms and precedents. The great principles of law? founded, as it is, on the idea of right, attracted his admiration; but the details of the office, and the dry study of cases, oppressed his mind. Still he was resolved to do his best in the sphere he had chosen, and fit himself for a course of honor and usefulness. High tempered and ambitious, and not yet subdued by the Spirit of God, he indulged in the lofti- est expectations, and was determined, if pos- sible, to realize them. But God was pre- paring him for another sphere. He became dissatisfied and restless. The high cravings of his immortal nature were not met. He had not found his place, or his work. Nay, more, he had not found his God. Though piously educated, and of good moral charac- ter, he had not made "heart work" of re- ligion. Christianity, as a deeper life of the soul, was yet unknown to him. He acknowl- edged its high claims ; but did not feel its transforming power. To penitence and prayer, divine fellowship and worship, he was an ut- ter stranger. But of all this he was only MEMOIR OF DANIEL J. GLAZIER. 41 partially conscious. It had not greatly occu- pied his attention. He had been busy with his studies, and now he was fully occupied with his new plans for life. He would work hard, acquire distinction, win the applause of men, and occupy some post of honor and influ- ence in society. This engrossed his mind, this filled his vision. But he gradually came to the knowledge of the fact, that in all this he was supremely selfish. By glimpses and flashes, so to speak, the startling truth broke in upon his mind. The impression, however, at first was feeble and imperfect. It was only sufficient to pro- duce a sense of want, an uneasiness and hun- ger of the spirit. On the Sabbath his attention was turned to the "one thing needful," — the claims of God and the soul. For a time, however^ he tried to persuade himself, that he was not only moral, but religious — in his way. At any rate, he did not feel the need of pardoning mercy, and regenerating grace. He had grad- ually acquired the notion, that Christ was lit- tle more than a sacred teacher, and that all the soul needed for immortality was, to follow 4 42 the student-preacher: the dictates of natural integrity and honor, somewhat elevated by the genius and teach- ings of Christianity. The Gospel, as a re- medial or redemptive system, was pressed up- on his attention ; but he would not receive it, he could not receive it; and, although edu- cated among Christians and Baptists, the idea of being " converted " and " baptized " was peculiarly obnoxious to him. This, at least, was the state of his mind at times. Perhaps, in his deeper thoughts, he believed differently from what he imagined, or expressed. "No," said he, with severity, on one occasion, " you will never see me join a Baptist church ; " though, a few days after, he repented of the spirit in which he said this, because he thought it might have wounded the feelings of a dear friend and relative, to whom it was spoken, and to whom he made a handsome apology. He never, indeed, attached undue importance to mere forms, either of belief or of action; but his heart seemed to revolt at the very idea of a divine and supernatural regeneration, or of acting upon the supposition that such a thing was possible, at least to him. He al- lowed, that if one could be changed thus, it MEMOIR OF DANIEL J. GLAZIER. 43 would certainly be desirable ; but as to its realization, he deemed it altogether improbable. He had a singular aversion, moreover, to theological dogmas. He could never quite master the distinctions of the schools. These, however, were not pressed upon his atten- tion. He was urged to think for himself, to sound the depths of his own consciousness, to acknowledge the mystery of being, and above all, of life, whether natural or spirit- ual; to realize, if possible, the holiness of God, the sinfulness of man, and especially his own sinfulness ; to study the Bible, particularly the teachings of Christ and his apostles, to pray for light, and, in dependence upon Divine aid, to endeavor to " draw nigh to God." At this time, a most interesting work of grace was enjoyed in this city. Many young persons were "born into the kingdom of God," who, in groups of three, four, or half a dozen, solemnly and joyfully, "went down" with their Savior into the baptismal waters. On one occasion of this kind, he was moved to tears. He said a he had never seen so heavenly a sight." He began with greater thoroughness to examine the Scriptures, and held frequent 44 the student-preacher: conversations with his pastor upon the great question of the soul's eternal destiny; or rather, perceiving his deepening thoughtful- ness, his pastor sought opportunities of en- gaging his attention with reference to this great interest. He endeavored to address his reason and his conscience, and soon found that the Spirit of God was moving powerfully upon his heart. Mr. G. imagined that he did not feel much upon the subject, because there was no agitation, no fear, no great excitement of any kind. But it was obvi- ous, that his whole nature was penetrated with an invisible power, and that his intellect and feelings were becoming absorbed in the mighty inquiry. Other friends sought opportunities of conversing with him, and some that loved him tenderly offered prayer night and day on his behalf. A severe and protracted struggle ensued. He could not understand the sacrifice and atonement of Christ ; he could not feel or acknowledge its necessity. He began, how- ever, to see that his soul, alien from the divine life, must be " regenerated unto God ; " for he was made aware, from the depths of his consciousness, that he was living for self, and MEMOIR OF DANIEL J. GLAZIER. 45 not for God ; for time, and not for eternity. At last, while acknowledging the profound mystery of our Saviour's nature and work, he saw enough both of himself and of Christ to rely, with the sweetest confidence, upon the grace of God. He was reconciled; he loved. He had found the centre of his being, the end of his life. The mystery of the incarnation, " God manifest in the flesh," revealed itself to his believing, adoring spirit; and there he rested with a calm and holy love. We ought to state here, that he was much aided in his inquiries, by " Erskine on the In- ternal Evidence of Christianity," which his pastor had put into his hands. His principal study, indeed, was the New Testament. But this interesting disquisition, the work of a Scottish Advocate, who brought to the . study of the christian system, great simplicity and force of mind, assisted him to appreciate the teachings of the Scriptures. It showed him, what his own consciousness confirmed, that the atonement of Christ, while exalting our con- ceptions of the divine character, is admirably adapted to the human soul, meeting all its wants, and bringing to bear upon it the most 4* 46 the student-preacher: powerful agency for its transformation. Mr. Glazier was hence strongly attracted to the Pauline Epistles, and began, like all other truly regenerated persons, to renounce his own righteousness, and glory only in the cross of Christ. This element in his conversion ran through the whole of his subsequent experi- ence, colored, in fact, all his thinking, con- trolled all his actions in the domain of re- ligion. He was now ready, therefore, to sacrifice the world, to follow Christ, to be " baptized into his death," to commemorate his dying love, in the sacramental supper, to cast in his lot with the disciples of our Lord, and follow the teachings of the Divine Spirit. Joyfully he was buried with Christ in baptism, and, though humbly and modestly, he went on his way rejoicing. He was not unwilling to bear a humble testimony on the subject before others, especially if by this means any good could be accomplished; but his deepest pleasure was in secret to read the Scriptures, to meditate upon the love of Christ, and invoke the influences of the Holy Spirit. Soon, however, another struggle commenced. MEMOIR OF DANIEL J. GLAZIER. 47 He must preach the G-ospel. Of this he felt a strange, secret conviction, which he tried, without success, to overcome. But in order to preach the Gospel, he must abandon some of his cherished schemes ; and, as he supposed, become poor, perhaps despised; break off some dear connections, and lead an obscure, laborious life. At last he yielded to the sa- cred call, and meekly bowed to the yoke of Christ, in the matter of the Christian ministry. His soul was at peace ; his career as a ser- vant of God opened clear and pleasant before him. Faithful and generous brethren were ready to aid him; the church approved his choice, and sent him to " the School of the Prophets," at Newton Centre, where, for nearly three years, he prepared himself for the sa- cred work. He obtained from the First Bap- tist Church, in Hartford, a license to preach, of which he availed himself occasionally, under the direction of the Professors at Newton, greatly to the edification of those who heard him. Mr. Glazier was delighted with Newton, and the course of studies prosecuted there. He never once regretted having gone thither. 48 THE student-preacher: The place, the society, the studies — all were congenial. His health, indeed, as at college, suffered somewhat, and, in certain moods, he longed to be out in the world, engaged in the great battle of life. But he attached great importance to an adequate preparation for the work of the ministry, and took great pleasure in the study of the Scriptures. He was especially delighted with the exegetical exercises, under the care of Dr. Hackett. He bowed, with the profoundest reverence, to the authority of God's word, and always felt at home in its free investigation. Here every thing seemed to be just what it ought to be, just what the soul of man needed. In the study of dogmatic theology, somehow he was less at home. He greatly revered his pre- ceptors, first the excellent and able Dr. Pat- tison, and on his removal to Waterville col- lege, the learned and amiable Dr. Ripley ; but systematic theology, which he was eager to master, gave rise to frequent questionings, which he could not always solve. But, sweetly confiding in Christ, and thoroughly believing the Bible, he was wont to confess his ignor- ance, and leave profounder mysteries where MEMOIR OF DANIEL J. GLAZIER. 49 they belong, among " the deep things of God." Entirely independent in his investigations, and naturally orderly in his modes of thinking, he would not suffer an opinion to be forced upon him ; and hence was in the habit of leaving many points for more thorough and extended examination. What Go* taught, he implicitly received; what man taught, he sometimes doubted, and occasionally rejected. It is not to be inferred, however, from these remarks, that he was inclined to reject any of the great truths, which, in the estimation of regenerated men every where, make up the body of evan- gelical doctrine. He thoroughly believed in the regeneration and the redemption of the soul, through the atoning sacrifice of the Son of God; but he held all theological be- liefs in a free and generous manner, such as was connatural to his vigorous, independent mind. He loved to dwell upon the perfection of Jesus Christ, as human and yet divine. He could say with Bowring, " In the cross of Christ I glory, Towering o'er the wrecks of time. All the light of sacred story Gathers round its head sublime." 50 the student-preacher: He felt, in his deepest consciousness, the need of pardon and renovation, and exulted in the contemplation of that amazing plan of divine wisdom, by which " mercy and truth meet to- gether, righteousness and peace kiss each other." But some extracts^from his letters, written while at Newton, will confirm and illustrate these statements. They will also serve to throw light upon other features of his char- acter. The following addressed to his cousin, and written in one of his playful moods, so pleasant to his old friends, but alas ! how evanescent, gives some insight into his feel- ings on first entering the Institution. " Theo. Inst., Newton Centre, Sept 28, 1852. My Dear Friend: — It is now just three weeks since I bade you good bye, and no doubt you think it is high time you heard from me, and perhaps you have begun to censure me in your thoughts, at least, for my delay. * * * * * * • I may, however, say in palliation of my MEMOIR OF DANIEL J. GLAZIER. 51 delay, that I have begun no less than three letters to you before to-day, but something each time happened to prevent the consum- mation of my plans. So that you see " the spirit has been willing but the flesh weak." To-day I have a leisure time, and part of it I will give to you. The reason of my hav- ing a leisure day is this. Last Friday night, Tutor H., our Instructor in Hebrew, took unto himself a wife, like a sensible man as he is. Now, in such a case, it is but fair to suppose that he will have but little in- clination, for a few days, to hear any other sounds than those of connubial endearment. The harsh sounds of Hebrew consonants would grate upon his ears. So he is ab- senting himself from us for a few days, hav- ing sent to our class that famous " excuse " said to have been made several years ago, though under somewhat different circumstan- ces, viz : that " he had married a wife, and therefore could'nt come " — to recitation. And as anxious as we may be to progress in knowledge, not one of* our class can so far forget that he is a man u subject to like passions " as Tutor H. is, as to be at all 52 THE student-preacher: unwilling to receive the excuse. It is not at all improbable that some of us may, at a future period, need a similar indulgence. But enough of this. "I arrived here safely on the evening of the day I left Hartford, with feelings sad- dened by the thoughts of friends whom I had left behind me. I did not know that I was so much attached to Hartford, till I had left it. I found a good room had been reserved for me, through the kindness of a friend of mine here, who knew I was coming, and the next day I was settled and quite at home. The Institution furnishes a bed and bedding, so I had no trouble on that score. The rest of the furniture I bought from the person who occupied the room before me, consist- ing of all things necessary to make a stu- dent's room his home. If you could look in upon me, I think you would say I was quite "cozy." For the first week or ten days, though, I was rather "blue" and verily be- lieve I had a touch of a disease very like to " homesickness." *But this has all worn off, and I was never happier in my life than MEMOIR OF DANIEL J. GLAZIER. 53 now, or at least was never more pleasantly situated. " I have a first rate room on the front side of the building, commanding as beautiful a prospect as I ever saw. I have a first rate chum, the best one I ever had, and a fellow I like better than any one else of the male kind in the world, that is to say, I room with myself! It is very pleasant to me to room alone. There are here several of my college friends and class-mates, with whom I pass some pleasant hours, and whose company is a source of great pleasure to me. The Institution is most delightfully situated,* on the summit of a high hill, and the scene- ry around it is certainly, in the highest sense of the term, grand. I wish you could witness one of our sunsets behind those blue old hills. The air up here is very pure and exhilirating, so much so as to give a very strong appetite to all the students. My health has rapidly improved since I have been here, and I feel that I grow strong every day. We are only twenty minutes ride from Boston, a portion of which can be seen from my windows. The students,. 5 54 THE student-preacher: many of them walk in Saturdays and spend the day there. " So far as I have been able to judge, I like the Professors very well. My principal study at present is the Hebrew language. It is very difficult at first, but it is said all difficulties will vanish after a study of five or six weeks. I, of course, shall try to master them as soon as possible. "I feel conscious that I am in the path of duty, and act from such motives as the Bible approves, and this consciousness is a source of much happiness to me. I duly seek the illumination of the good Spirit, that it may lead me into truth and keep me in the right way: and here in this quiet retreat, though worldly thoughts will sometimes intrude, I find my religious feelings and convictions be- coming stronger and more settled. I do not allow myself to think much of the future ; but I pray that I may rightly improve the present, and the future will take care of it- self. #.**.##'** "My kind regards to all my friends, and keep just as much of my poor love to your- MEMOIR OF DANIEL J. GLAZIER. 55 self as is consistent, and bestow the rest on the one you think most worthy of it. "Yours, most affectionately, « D. J. GLAZIER." Writing to his grandmother he says : — " My studies are of the most interesting char- acter, but occupy my time and thoughts very fully and severely. I suppose I have never at any time done so much work as I do here, especially this year. But in all my attempts to find out the how and the why of Christian doctrines I am continually baffled, and often- times am made to feel that man can know but little of the infinite God, and that proud reason must bend to the simple facts. Doubt- less one of the best results of the study of theology is to teach one how little he can know ; and when I hear a man attempt to explain and unfold ' the deep things of God,' in a confident and dogmatic manner, I pity him. I do not know whether I am ' ortho- dox' on all points or not, but one thing is certain, I do not feel under obligation to 56 THE student-preacher: take any man's statement of religious doc- trine unless he founds it on the Bible. In my humble judgment a great many things are believed to be true which the Bible does not teach. " Doctor Pattison has left us to take the Presidency of Waterville College. He is an excellent man, and in some respects, a good teacher of theology. His place is supplied for the present by Dr. Ripley, who has been connected with the Institution many years." To another friend he writes thus : — "By mere force of will I have labored all day, and it has amounted, I hope, to something, laving written a good part of a sermon. Most of my sermons, I mean, shall have Christ for their subject. He is the sum and sub- stance of my theology, and whoever loves Him and trusts in Him, ' the same is my brother and my sister,' be our other differ- ences what they may. His all-comprehend- ing compassion cannot be compressed into any church creed, nor is it bestowed on any exclusive party. They who ' seek Him,' MEMOIR OF DANIEL J. GLAZIER. 57 ' find ' Him, and to them He is l precious.' He has been the theme of my meditations to-day. * * * * " I am almost overwhelmed when I think how much of labor and trial there is before me. And yet how weak must be my faith in God if I yield to such feelings. I will not yield to them; He being my helper, through whose strength I can do all things." " My studies this term are in the highest degree interesting, although they are much exacting of strength. They demand much earnest and patient thought. I have been going over ' the Evidences of Christianity/ and am now on the * Attributes of the Deity.' I have often had occasion to feel the force of that expression 'We see through a glass darkly,' and to feel the need of the Spirit's illuminiation and assistance in un- folding 'the deep things of God.' " I have some serious work to do in this world, and I pray that I may be furnished with all needed strength for the service of the great Master. It is a constant warfare 5* 58 the sttjdent-preacher: this life of ours, and we must be ever vigi- lant and active. " I think I can say that I grow in love for the service of Christ, and am more and more weaned from the world. I desire, above all other things, to be a good minister of Je- sus Christ, and to labor for enduring riches. " There are many churches in this neigh- borhood and elsewhere destitute of pastors, and the number of such is daily increasing. Where is the supply to be found? Where are the young men that are willing to give their lives to the service of Him who so loved them as to die for them ? " "My health has been unusually good, and I have been able to do a good amount of study. My studies are of the most absorb- ing interest. Before the term began I felt somewhat of an aversion to begin them. But the great doctrines of our holy religion, though demanding severe thought and the closest application, have been themes of pro- found interest to me, and with each suc- ceeding day my interest in them increases. MEMOIR OF DANIEL J. GLAZIER. 59 Many things there are ' hard to be under- stood/ and I have often to bow in humble adoration before Him, in respect to many of whose truths, it may be truly said, < clouds and darkness are round about him;' but in all such cases I would ever remember that it is sufficient to know that ' righteousness and judgment are the habitation of his throne.' The study of God's truth is a work of the heart no less than of the head, and the ' theology of the intellect' is worth but little without ' the theology of the affections.' " I find the study of the term tends to ex- alt my views and to wean me from the world." Of the estimate formed of Mr. Glazier's character as a student and candidate for the christian ministry, by those most immedi- ately connected with him, some idea may be formed from the following judicious letter from the Rev. Dr. Ripley, " Professor of Sacred Rhetoric and Pastoral Duties," and at the time of Mr. Glazier's decease, acting Professor 60 THE student-preacher: of Systematic Theology in Newton Theolog- ical Institution : "Newton, Theo. Inst., April 7, 1855. "Rev. Dr. Turnbull: " My Dear Brother : — In compliance with your request, I address you a few lines re- specting our late endeared friend, Mr. D. J. Glazier, whose recent death has occasioned so much sadness to his instructors and fellow- students. I have not much to say; for a student's life cannot contain many incidents, and his points of character are rather to be regarded as germs which are to produce fruit in after life. When a student of prom- ising character is cut down, we are afflicted not so much by the present actual loss as by the destruction of hope and the lack of his earnest and well-directed efforts in coming years. " In this respect, the death of Mr. Glazier is indeed to be lamented. He bade fair to become an earnest and eminently useful minister. " To aid in the intellectual and religious qualification of such a one for ministerial MEMOIR OF DANIEL J. GLAZIER. 61 activity is an enviable employment. But though early death may seem to have de- feated the purpose of such labor, it is a gratifying thought that the spirit which we hoped would be so useful on earth has been really preparing for the service of Christ in another sphere, besides swelling the current of good influences and producing some inci- dental and perhaps unknown good results during its brief sojourn on earth. "When Mr. Glazier entered the Theologi- cal Institution, the class which he joined had been prosecuting its studies several weeks. He therefore entered under disadvantages ; and his rather precarious state of health in- creased the fear that he might not be able to derive so much benefit from the early part of the course as in other circumstances it would have given him. He had scarcely be- come fairly occupied in study so as to be making sensible and gratifying progress, when the alarming illness of an aged relative made it necessary for him to return home. After a very considerable interruption he resumed his studies and completed the first year. During the second year and the portion of 62 THE student-preacher: the third while he was permitted to be with us, he was repeatedly compelled by ill health to intermit his studies and be absent from the Institution. The nature of his complaints induced great dejection of spirits, though he was naturally hopeful and ardent. " In the studies which he pursued under my direction, he manifested clearness and vigor of thought and a strong infusion of the religious element. He was strikingly candid, ingenuous, earnest and persevering. His aim was to ascertain the truth, to see it for him- self, and to know exactly the kind and measure of evidence for it; so that he might honestly and fearlessly preach it. From his very nature and from his having a practical aim, if he spoke at all, he must speak clearly, directly and decidedly; he therefore sought to regulate his convictions by requisite evi- dence, though, as a consequence, he did not feel warranted on some points of religious doctrine to make up his mind, but kept him- self in the attitude of an honest and willing inquirer. " He remembered, to good purpose, the ef- fect which had been wrought on himself, and MEMOIR OE DANIEL J. GLAZIER. 63 which he had observed in others, by the di- verse modes of presenting the gospel; and, as the result of his own experience in listen- ing to various preachers, he preferred to lay a subject before men in an intelligent, candid address to their judgment and sense of obli- gation. He had himself been most swayed by the goodness of God ; and considerations drawn from that source he was particularly desirous to urge. "He is taken from us; gone, I doubt not, to the clear light of heaven and its perfect bliss. " I am happy to subscribe myself, "Yours, with Christian affection, " H. J. RIPLEY." Mr. Glazier had an intense love of nature and sympathized with it in all its varying moods. Pensive and spiritual, he was alive to its more hidden as well as its more ob- vious influences. This disposition, blending with his faith in God, gave a peculiar charm to earth, air, and sky, and yet tended to lift his mind beyond all material forms. In Newton this mood of mind was gratified in 64 the student-preacher: a high degree. The solitude as well as the beautiful scenery of that interesting lo- cality had a powerful effect upon him. There, too, the memory of the past, of the loved and the lost, who had gone before him into the world of spirits, and the thought of his immortal home beyond the grave, often mingled in his reveries and dreams. To these things, many of his letters con- tain beautiful and affecting references. "Friday Night, Oct. 6, 1854. " I have just come in from a long walk, somewhat tired in body, but most truly re- freshed in soul. The serene beauty of the evening tempted me several miles from the Institution, and many and precious were the thoughts that came to me. An appreci- ative friend was with me, and our discourse was of things which are not of earth. These evening glories how beautiful they are, and how rich in heavenly suggestions. How far we might have strayed it is impossible to conjecture, had I not been drawn to you by invisible bonds. And now, rather than MEMOIR OF DANIEL J. GLAZIER. 65 talk to you on this sheet, I would much prefer to sit with you at that west window, that together we might drink into our souls the holy and chastening influences of yonder glorious moon." On another occasion he thus writes: — " The elements seem mustering their forces for a storm, and as I sit here speaking with you, the wind shrieks mournfully and drearily through the casement. It ever makes me sad; I know not why. I seem to have an intimate connection with nature in all her moods. When she is glad, I am glad; when she is sorrowful, I sorrow too. "Many are the fancies I have when the wind sighs and moans. Sometimes I seem to hear unearthly voices and the rustling of angel wings. The spirits of l those, whom God hath taken,' are very nigh me, and with them I converse. Past scenes rise up before me, scenes hallowed in my memory, when one and another, and yet another 'folded their pale hands so meekly, and so spake with us 6 66 the student-preacher: on earth no more.' Ah me, how earthly am I when there is so much to draw me heavenward ! Nearer and still nearer do we hourly come to the 'many mansions/ but the dust of the world clings heavily to our garments. But I must check this strain, for it would lead me far away." " Theological Inst., Newton Centre, Thursday Night, (12 o'clk.) "Your slumbers would be disturbed, no doubt, were you aware that at this midnight hour, I was still up, with all my faculties awake, and exulting in the nightly rage of the elements without. A most fu- rious storm of driving snow is beating down upon us, and the winds howl like demons from the pit. And yet there is a sublimity in it which stirs my soul. I feel the force of Byron's oft quoted lines: 'Ye elements in whose ennobling strife I feel myself exalted.' I hope you are sleeping soundly, for you do not like the howling winds," &c. ***** MEMOIR OF DANIEL J. GLAZIER. 67 " There are moments when the dear de- parted ones seem to fold their white wings over me, and I feel a gentle drawing of my spirit above the ' noise and stir of this dim spot which men call earth.' Would that all these ' ministering angels ' might more truly elevate my soul. I know well, cold reason cannot see the proofs of this. But l there are more things in heaven and earth, Horatio, than are dreamt of in your philosophy.' " While at Newton Mr. Glazier suffered a great and painful bereavement in the death of his venerable grandfather and guardian. The moment he heard of his dangerous ill- ness he hastened to Willington, to watch by his bedside, and should it be the will of God to take the venerable man to himself, to re- ceive his last blessing. This mournful satis- faction was granted him. But the trial was severe, as it seemed to deprive our young friend of an earthly home, and made him doubly an orphan. It led him, however, to cling more closely to his Saviour, and deep- ened his resolution to consecrate himself wholly to the great work for which he was 68 THE student-preacher: making preparation. His grandfather was a Baptist of the old school, honest, enthusias- tic and generous, and somewhat quaint and fervid in his modes of thought and expres- sion. He was distinguished by a certain simple heartiness of spirit and frankness of manner which had a peculiar charm. He was tenderly attached to Daniel, and felt, when the latter was converted, and above all when he gave himself to the Christian min- istry, much as the aged Simeon did when he said, " And now Lord lettest thou thy ser- vant depart in peace for mine eyes have seen thy salvation." As " the memory of the just is blessed," we feel it our duty to do what we can to perpetuate the remembrance of this good man, and copy therefore the following char- acteristic sketch of " Father Glazier," from the pen of the Eev. W. C. Walker, pastor of the church in Willington : — "Died, in Willington, Dec. 28, 1853, Dan- iel Glazier, Esq., aged 76. " Truly a father in Israel has fallen. For more than 40 years he ' held fast his pro- MEMOIR OF DANIEL J. GLAZIER. 69 fession without wavering, contending earnest- ly for the faith once delivered to the saints.' Formerly he was a member of the Baptist Church, which held their meetings in the northern part of this town, and under the pastoral care of the Rev. David Lillibridge. But in due time the indications of provi- dence seemed to say, ' ye have compassed this mountain long enough, turn you ' south- ward. And after the conversion of the Rev. Mr. Loomis and a part of his church to Baptist views, it was evident that the time had l fully come ' to plant the Baptist standard on Willington Hill, in the centre of the town. "For several years, father Glazier was the only Baptist in this locality. Like Daniel of old, he dared to be singular in matters respecting ' the law of his God.' He prayed and hoped, and even prophesied of such an event as the erection of a Bap- tist church near his own dwelling, but this idea was pronounced wild and chimerical by not a few. They were ready to say, ' if the Lord would make windows in heaven might this thing be.' At one time, in con- 6* 70 the student-preacher: versation with a neighbor, he was asked what he intended to do with such a spot of ground, (pointing in the direction in which it lay,) he replied, 'I am saving it for a Baptist meeting-house.' " ' I never want to live any longer than that,' was the rejoinder. Nevertheless, father Gla- zier was strong in the faith. He was confi- dent that if his neighbor lived no longer than to witness the completion of such an event, his days were indeed few. To his great joy the thing was soon realized, and his own efforts and donations contributed not a little to its accomplishment. He, with some fifty others who had been recognized as a Baptist church, about a year previous, entered this new edifice with encouraging prospects — the Lord being with them and adding unto them almost daily such as should be saved. He lived to see the little band of tens aug- mented to hundreds. In the prosperity of the church he ever manifested a lively in- terest — was ardently attached to his breth- ren and sisters, and very anxious they should 1 hold on to Christ.' He united in prayer and effort for the conversion of sinners. MEMOIR OF DANIEL J. GLAZIER. 71 " The removal of so many of late, by death, deeply affected him. He would frequently say, ' we have met with a great loss, but I rejoice to witness the steadfastness of those who remain.' His greatest trials generally were with himself. Being a man of thorough and active business habits, and of an ardent temperament, his besetting sins were world- ly-mindedness and hastiness. Of these he appeared to be aware and often expressed his doubts as to the reality of his hope, on account of their predominating influence. He would frequently remark, 1 1 don't know but I have been deceived, I'm so worldly-minded and so unlike Christ.' But though he was a man of like passions with other men, and sanctified only in part, yet it was evident he had the ' root of the matter ' in him. He loved prayer, and the social meeting. His exhortations, prayers and tears, indicated a strong mind, a warm heart, and an intimacy with Jesus. " His originality, quaintness, and general intelligence, especially his knowledge of human nature and the Bible, rendered him agreeable and instructive in conversation. 72 the student-preacher: "He kept an excellent Baptist tavern, as many a minister both old and young can testify. He loved especially to entertain the fathers in the ministry. Their knowledge of the times in which he became a Baptist, and their rich experience in divine things af- forded him a feast, and always made them doubly welcome to his hospitality. "He enjoyed an extensive acquaintance, and his death will be felt in a large circle. He has not lived in vain. The church of his earnest efforts, and many prayers, will ever cherish a grateful remembrance of him. " There is a great vacancy here. His fam- ily sustain an irreparable loss which is deeply felt by his much loved widow, and the en- tire domestic circle. He bore his last pro- tracted illness with Christian fortitude, and died strong in faith, giving glory to God. During the whole period of his confinement, his noble bearing, his kind and pious expres- sions forcibly reminded bystanders of the venerable patriarch, who, when he was a dy- ing, blessed both the sons of Joseph, and worshipped, leaning upon the top of his staff. MEMOIR OF DANIEL J. GLAZIER. 73 "He died worshiping God — confessing Ms sins — praying in the Holy Ghost — trusting wholly for divine acceptance in the merits of Christ, and blessing God with his whole heart. Said he, ' I have had a settlement with God, but I came out wonderfully in debt. I've had heaps of sins — I've done nothing for God; but I do believe that God, for Christ's sake, has forgiven me, and I thank him for it.' 'To God I'm reconciled; His pardoning voice I hear;' u 0, bless the Lord ; I know that my Ee- deemer liveth. His blood will cleanse me from all sin. I shall soon see my Saviour ! Come, Lord Jesus, come quickly. He blessed his weeping companion, telling her never to fear. She had a good hope that God would take care of her, and that they should soon meet again. " He blessed his only son, exhorting him to examine his hope, raise the family altar, and live for God. He blessed his grand- children. Four of these had been thrown upon his care at an early age, by the death 74 THE student-preacher: of a beloved son, and were treated with as much tenderness as if they had been his own children. They feel a loss which lan- guage cannot express. He gave one of them a collegiate education, and he has already entered upon a theological course at Newton, and great hopes are entertained of his use- fulness. This was a source of great grati- fication to his grandfather in his last mo- ments. It was an affecting scene when he laid his hand upon his head, saying ' Daniel, the Lord bless you! Serve the Lord, and serve him only? His brother and two sisters were the the subjects of his earnest prayer, that God would convert them likewise, and make them blessings to the world. For the dear Church of his love, he had a thousand blessings — exhorting one another, and send- ing messengers to others to be faithful, and serve God better than he had done. He re- tained his faculties almost to the last, with increasing light aud joy in his soul. " He expressed great gratitude that God had made him so happy in his last moments — much happier than he ever anticipated when in health. He found dying grace, and MEMOIR OF DANIEL J. GLAZIER. 75 closed his eyes on earthly scenes, with the joyful hope of a better country, l even an heavenly.' « The fathers, where are they ? ' " Believe me, in much love, " Yours truly, "D. J. GLAZIEK.'* In consequence of imperfect health, the loss of relatives, an aversion to be depen- dent on others, an acutely sensitive spirit,, and, it may be, some slight pecuniary em- barrassment, which his friends were entirely willing to relieve, if they could do so with delicacy and propriety, we find him about this time, giving way occasionally to some depression of spirits. Still, it is evident he was making progress in the divine life, and acquiring deeper views of his future destiny* The letter that follows is highly character- istic. " Tiieo. Ixst., Newton Centre, May 20, 185?. " Dear Brother H. : — I hopje you have not excluded me from your affectionate re- gards in consequence of my long silence. That would be ' a punishment greater than I 7 78 the student-preacher: could bear.' I can hardly realize that so long a time has elapsed since I was in Hart- ford; and cannot really excuse myself for my seeming forgetfulness of the kind friends who dwell there. In strict justice therefore, I can hardly ask you to excuse me. And yet I must beg of you to do so. In small matters as well as in great, in our relations to man as well as to God, we often have to rely on some other quality than justice. If we could not, how deplorable our condition. " I said above, l seeming forgetfulness.' It is only seeming, i. e. the inference which may be drawn from so long a silence. I have not forgotten you for a day, and often, very often, when sadness broods over my spirit, does the remembrance of my friends in Hart- ford, their kind words, their deeds of love, bring consolation to me ; for there is con- solation in the consciousness of earthly friend- ships, especially in those who are of < the household of faith.' And so again I blame myself for my negligence. The truth is br. H., I have a natural dislike for letter writ- ing. I remember in a biographical notice I once read of your honored father, that is MEMOIR OF DANIEL J. GLAZIER. 79 mentioned as one trait of his character. Surely I may claim likeness to him in one point at least, and may therefore expect some indulgence from his son. Much the more shame to me, but I have written only two letters this term, one to my sister, the other to my brother. " I do not think I love my friends less than other people, but somehow or other it is not an easy thing for me to write letters. I am so constituted that I become altogether interested in what occupies my immediate at- tention. I was somewhat behind in the reg- ular studies at the commencement of the term, and the consequence has been I have had much extra work on hand. Besides I feel so ignorant of many things with which the humblest Christian is conversant, having had my thoughts so long directed to other things, that my time has been wholly occu- pied with books. I think I have been en- abled to attain a good degree of proficiency this term. " The mere matter of daily recitations, however, does not seem to me the most im- portant object. I have to beg leave to use 80 THE student-preacher: my own discretion sometimes, to deviate from the beaten track. # x * *• #■ # # " I have no longer any earthly home save in the church of Christ, and for the pres- ent, it seems, I must be a pensioner on its bounty. It is a matter of profound grati- tude, however, that I am counted worthy of a place in Christ's Family. Still, brother H., there is much of sadness in the thought, that there is no l green spot ' on earth I can call t my Home.' I have always had a good one — a quiet retreat to which I might always flee, and it has cost me much of anguish to be made to feel that I have one no longer. Though long since past the age when young men ' launch out into the world,' the nature of my pursuits and the manner of my life have not led me to rely much upon myself in worldly matters. I have always had a supporter, and his means have held me up. And I trust you will not judge me harshly, if I tell you in the freedom of a brother, that I suffered much in the fore part of this term, from the fact of my being left so dependent. It was all MEMOIR OF DANIEL J. GLAZIER. 81 weakness, all wrong; but man is very weak, muck inclined to wrong. I have had many severe mental conflicts with myself, and much of my peace has been broken. Strong temptations to forsake the path of duty (preparing for the Christian ministry) have assailed me, but by the grace of -God, have not got the victory over me. (It is one thing to be tempted, another to fall.) And in the light of this confession you may per- haps see another reason for my long si- lence. " These feelings, however, have sometime since, been conquered by Divine assistance, and if I do not greatly mistake myself, I feel to submit humbly to all God's will con- cerning me. I have not the slightest doubt that the experience of the past few months has been wisely ordered by God. It has, I think, resulted in a more filial confidence in Hin^, and a renewed consecration to his ser- vice. If there is one thing I desire more than another, it is that he will make me a true minister of Christ. And yet I have so much trouble with my own heart, that I often think, how can I work for oth- 7* 82 the student-preacher: ers. Of my ' own self I can do nothing ; ' but that is not all; 'through Christ strength- ening me I can do all things.' Besides, it affords me some consolation to believe that one of the ways in which we can best im- prove and regulate our own hearts is in working for others. I am but a novice in the Christian life, but that seems an eminently rational view. Is it not confirmed by expe- rience ? Is it not in accordance with Christ's own declaration : ' He that doeth the will of God shall know of the doctrine ? ' " As I observe from all quarters of our land the complaint of a scarcity of accepta- ble preachers of Christ, I pray God to count me worthy of so high a calling. " My lot in life may be a humble one, my energies may be feeble and exercised obscurely, but it matters not, so long as they are given to Christ, my only Lord and Master. a " One of my studies this term has been Paul's Epistle to the Galatians ; and I trust I have gained not only a clearer intellectual per- ception of the great truths it unfolds, but also a more heartfelt appreciation of them. MEMOIR OF DANIEL J. GLAZIER. 83 Christ is the one all absorbing object of the Apostle's thoughts and love. I have been much struck with the single view in which he contemplates Him; not as a Teacher, or an Example, but as an Atoning Sacrifice. Paul understood, he felt ' the power of the Cross.' Would that we all felt it more ! I cannot understand how an honest, intelligent stu- dent of Paul's epistles can reject the doc- trine of ' an atoning sacrifice,' or fail to catch some of that spirit of lofty devotion to Christ which burns in every line. " Our studies this year are purely exeget- ical. Next term we come to systematic theology, and what that will do for us re- mains to be seen. I cannot anticipate. " Truly yours, «D. J. GLAZIER." During Mr. Glazier's last year at Newton, it is quite evident, from the general tone of his letters, that while ' growing in knowl- edge and grace,' and acquiring greater pu- rity and elevation of character, his humility was all the while deepening. Indeed one 84 the student-preacher: of his most characteristic traits was his modesty and self distrust. While high spir- ited and ambitious in the natural bent of his mind, he had, subsequent to his conver- sion, a marvellously low estimate of his own attainments and worth. It was only at times that he hoped to be at all acceptable or useful as a preacher of Christ. He was often overwhelmed with a sense of the vast responsibility of the work, and of his personal unfitness for it. His self-distrust happily led him to the great Source of strength, and he was becoming more and more hopeful of his eventual success. His modesty and courage, humility and earnest aspiration after perfection are seen in the following extracts from his letters, written during this period. "I have passed through much mental an- guish the last week. I have been led to think much of myself, and the object to which I have professedly devoted myself. And in the profound conviction of my present unfitness for it, in the sense of my unlike- ness to the Master, I have had an abundant MEMOIR OF DANIEL J. GLAZIER. 85 source of grief. I have been led by all this to seek more earnestly than ever the guid- ance and blessing of Him from whom cometh all our strength, yea more who is our strength and our Redeemer. May He have mercy on me, and make me more wholly his. And for the future I would be more earnest in the religious life. I must be more truly consecrated in heart and life. In the ful- ness of my affection, do I pray that we may both dwell under the liorht of his counte- " Life is no mere holiday, but a discipline — a discipline of our immortal natures. "We shall never attain to true happiness on earth, and we should not expect it. We must bring ourselves to look at things as they are, and in meek reliance on Divine aid, walk serenely forward. We shall have trials, but God is good, and his mercy endure th forever. He, ' who tempers the wind to the shorn lamb/ will take care of us. 0, my soul, trust thou in God ! 0, thou compassionate Saviour, abide with us ever. Thou who art so full of ten- derness, breath thy spirit into us." 86 THE student-preacher: " In very truth I do not deserve all the respect and love you so generously bestow on me. I have often told you so ; I feel that it is so. It is no mock humility that makes me speak thus, it is the simple ut- terance of my honest conviction. " If it be true as you say, that ' all who see me love me/ the more is the pity. Not that I am insensible to the good opinion of others, or ever wish to be ; but merely because I know I do not deserve it. If it be merely admiration, I despise it. The man or woman who is dependent for his or her happiness on so mean a thing, or who seeks to gain it, is a very weak being. If it be really good will or affection, I feel I do not deserve it. They do not see me as I see myself. There is many a man who walks the streets of Providence, having no attractions of face or manner, who is more worthy of it than I am. They cannot have before their minds that all glorious, all spotless, all per- fect example, ' the man Christ Jesus.' Ob, how empty are the praises of his fellow men to him who has that image in his mind. I MEMOIR OF DANIEL J. GLAZIER. 87 do not sympathize with ' the orthodox de- nunciation of human nature, as many exhibit it. I care not for their arguments ; they have somewhat of truth, and somewhat of error. Man has a nature susceptible of in- definite good or evil. But I have a much shorter way of proving to myself what I conceive to be the truth in the case. I have only to dwell on the beauty and harmony of Christ's character, to see the deformity and disharmony of my own. And I think by the same process others would reach the same result. And having about with me this con- sciousness, the praises of men are to me no cause of self-glorying. They pass by me — I would have them pass by me as the idle wind, which I regard not. " But perhaps this is unpleasant to you, and it may be there is egotism even in these things; and so let me stop." Speaking of a fault of temper to which he had given some unpleasant manifestation, he says : — " I know you have forgiven me, but it is 00 the student-preacher: more difficult to forgive myself. My way- wardness of temper causes me much sorrow. 1 strive to conquer it, but it sometimes seems I have made but little progress. I do long to be more like the all perfect Ex- ample, to have more of his child-like and gentle spirit. I do pray for strength and wisdom from on high that I may attain more and more of such a likeness. My mind finds rest and comfort only at the Mercy-seat, when I think of my many de- partures from God, my worldliness of spirit, my want of consecration to the Saviour. I am too thoughtless, too much attracted by the glitter of the world, and too often forget what manner of person I ought to be. But God knoweth my desires, and- He will judge not as man judgeth, but in mercy and in love." The following is more hopeful : — "For the week before examination I had made a diligent use of the time, and though absent during a week of the term, I passed the ordeal quite satisfactorily to myself and MEMOIR OP DANIEL J. GLAZIER. 89 all concerned. I find that when I say I will, and mean it, something generally comes to pass, and I have thought sometimes that I accomplish more when I work under pres- sure, somewhat like a steam engine. I often feel, M., a consciousness of strength which has not yet fully revealed itself in action, and that there are in me energies undevel- oped. I would be more in earnest for the future. " Though I have been thus busy the past week, I am not wearied in the least. Indeed I seem to grow stronger and stronger. My health is good, and I can accomplish some- thing. I began a sermon this forenoon, and have had great freedom of utterance, and have written several pages. The text is, 1 Whom having not seen, ye love,' and my ob- ject is to show how worthy Christ, though unseen, is of our love. The text is a part of that glorious first chapter of First Peter. " I have broken away from that sermon to write this letter; and that sermon and this letter have kept me at home to-night when I might have been at the lecture in Boston. A sort of inspiration is on me, 8 90 the student-preacher: though it is quite likely this letter does not exhibit any marks of it." He then calls upon his soul to awake to the great business of life. He encourages himself, like David, in the Lord his -God. He longs for the perfect, the invisible, the im- mortal; and on fire for glory, seems almost to take wing towards heaven. But more of this hereafter. Preaching was Mr. Glazier's natural sphere. All his tendencies, alb his studies adapted him to this work. The moment he began to speak, though before oppressed with a sense of unworthiness and unfitness, he felt great freedom and " enlargement " of soul. His discourses were of the solid character, not ambitious, or showy in any respect, but sensible, solemn and earnest. Delivered in his peculiarly manly and impressive way, they were exceedingly acceptable to all the churches that enjoyed his services. During his last year at Newton, he had more invi- tations to preach than it was judicious to accept. Some of the most intelligent con- gregations in the neighborhood of the Insti- MEMOIR OF DANIEL J. GLAZIER. 91 tution and elsewhere heard him with delight. He preached in Newton, Boston, Brookline, Worcester; Hartford, Conn.; Brooklyn, L. I., and other places, to the entire satisfaction of his hearers. His themes were chiefly Christ crucified, the renovation of the soul, and Heaven. Old and experienced Christians were much taken with his preaching. He was surprised on one occasion, *to find that he had reached the heart of a wanderer, who privately sought his spiritual counsel. This greatly encouraged him to hope that his future labors in the ministry might be useful. It appears that several overtures were made to him to preach, as a candidate for the pas- toral office, in some of our most respectable and intelligent churches. He was grateful for such kindness and appreciation; still it was a matter of wonder to him ; for he was as diffident and humble as he was gifted and eloquent. "With reference to one of these applications he wrote thus to a friend: — " Theo. Inst., Newton Centre, May 25, 1854. "Dear H.:— Yours of the 23d hist., en- closing letters from br. H. and the Commit- 92 the student-preacher: tee of the P. St. church reached me this evening and I hasten to reply. " It would be impossible for me to relate the variety of feelings which the perusal of those letters has occasioned. I cannot but appreciate the kindness of bro. H. and the generosity of his intentions. Nor can I be altogether unaffected by the expression of the favorable regard of the B. people for so un- deserving a person as myself. I feel grateful to God that he has given me favor with his people thus far in all my attempts to declare his truth, but, (I say it in no feigned hu- mility,) I am oppressed with the reflection that I clo not deserve it. And one effect of the reading of those letters has been to lead me to utter the prayer, ' Lord make me more entirely thine.' " In regard to the expression of your opinion in reference to the course I ought to pursue in this matter, allow me to say, that, though it was ' unsolicited,' it is none the less prized. It was your duty to ex- press it. It was the act of a friend, and no apology for doing it is needed. It is quite true, I suppose, that I am by nature MEMOIR OF DANIEL J. GLAZIER. 93 a little inclined to l independence ;' but I should be very sorry to discover that I was altogether unmindful of the opinion of my friends. " It so happened, however, that in this case, the advice of others is in exact accor- dance with my own views and settled pur- pose. I should regard it as a most un- wise thing to leave the Institution before the expiration of the full course. " I have too feeling a sense of my de- ficiencies, to purpose that; and with all the aids I may here acquire in three years, I shall go forth in ' much fear and trembling.' " I am therefore unwilling to visit B., if there be any, even the remotest probability that they would do a thing so unwise for them, as to regard me as a candidate for the pastoral office lately made vacant by Dr. W.'s resignation. And though no such idea is openly expressed in the letter of the Committee, yet from that of H. to you I infer something of the kind. And as it is not my intention to leave my course of study unfinished here, I would do nothing which would look the least like 'candidat- 8* 94 THE student-preacher: ing.' The practice among students, and even among settled pastors, of encouraging < calls ' which they do not intend to answer, just for the sound of it, is altogether a too common and very contemptible one. # *■ # # # # * "Yours, sincerely, «D. J. GLAZIER." The sermons which Mr. Glazier preached at Fall River, Mass., were perhaps the most powerful in impression of any he had de- livered. There was a solemnity and dignity in his manner, a power and pathos in his voice, altogether peculiar. Jefferson Borden, Esq., informed me that he never saw a young man appear or preach as he did. He seemed to be standing, like David Brain- erd, l on the sides of eternity.' The shad- ow of the cross rested upon his spirit. All Heaven appeared open to his vision. Most unexpectedly to himself, he received from this church an unanimous invitation to become their pastor, so soon as he should finish his studies. At first he had no idea but to decline this call, flattering and pressing MEMOIR OF DANIEL J. GLAZIER. 95 as it -was. But on maturer reflection and prayer, as also consultation with his friends, lie came to the conclusion that he must ac- cept it. It seemed to be from God, and the more he thought of the matter, the bet- ter satisfied was he with his decision. His heart was greatly drawn out to this people. He felt that he should be at home with them. His labors among them had not only been acceptable, but useful. It was a season of revival with them, and many, especially of the young, had given themselves to Christ. He cherished the hope, therefore, that here his labors might be crowned with success. Still he had much anxiety as to the result ; and in reply to the congratulations of a friend, with whose destiny his own was intimately linked, he wrote thus : " My prospects look bright, you say; do not think of that, M ; build no glittering castles, for they will vanish like a dream. Our life will be no path of roses ; but must be one of self-denial." By these and other means, God was pre- paring him for active service, not on earth but in heaven. His work was nearly done. Taken sud- 96 the student-preacher: denly unwell, yet strange to say, as was af- terwards discovered from Ms papers, not without a premonition of its fatal issue, he went to the house of one who had proved a mother to him, in the city of Providence, and who had exacted a prom- ise, if ever he was seriously indisposed, to come thither as to a home. It was with extreme difficulty he performed the journey. Next day he was somewhat relieved, but soon after became worse. Fever and delir- ium supervened. Every thing that kindness and skill could accomplish was done ; but in vain. The disease completely mastered his poor sensitive frame, which quivered, struggled, and finally yielded to the myste- rious power. Spasm followed spasm till nature was exhausted, and then he lay qui- etly, like a babe falling asleep on its moth- er's bosom, softly breathing out his life. It was a gracious arrangement to convey his acutely sensitive spirit, without conscious suf- fering, to the realms of the blessed. In his wildest wanderings, however, his mind was occupied about his great work. He was preaching or composing sermons, some on one MEMOIR OF DANIEL J. GLAZIER. 97 topic some on another. "I have eight sermons/' said he, " to write ; and then," he added with satisfaction, " I am going to write one for my- self, one to please myself, and the text will "be 'Submit yourselves unto God.'" These were among his last words. Occasionally he had lucid intervals; and on one occasion he was heard repeating a part of the beau- tiful hvmn, " O when shall I see Jesus, And dwell with him above?" He smiled sweetly once or twice, the day he died, looking steadfastly into the face of those he loved. But he had lost the power of speech, and at half past four o'clock, on the 19th of March, 1855, while a deep still- ness reigned throughout the house, he softly breathed his last. He passed away so gen- tly, that his departure was known only by the cessation of his breathing, and the pro- found repose which settled upon his face. It was like the calm setting of a sweet au- tumnal sun, going down behind the western hills. 98 THE student-preacher: " Behold the western evening light, It melts in deepening gloom; So calmly Christians sink away, Descending to the tomb. " The winds breathe low ; the yellow leaf Scarce whispers from the tree ; So gently flows the parting breath When good men cease to be. The crimson light is shed. 'T is like the peace the Christian gives To mourners round their bed." We need not say that multitudes of dear friends gathered around that dying bed ; that good men came on the day of his funeral, to pay their last homage to his remains. All was peace. A deep, unwonted calm rest- ed upon all hearts. Tears flowed freely j but they were holy tears. After a most solemn and affecting prayer, by the Rev. Dr. Wayland, his body was conveyed from Providence to Willington, no less than twenty-five of the members of the church in Fall River bcinsc present, to testify their regard to his memory. Some of them accompanied his remains to MEMOIR OF DANIEL J. GLAZIER. 99 his native place. There, after an excellent discourse by Rev. Mr. Walker, the pastor of the church at TV., and some remarks by his pastor, he was laid away, with many tears and prayers, in that quiet graveyard among* the hills, to await the resurrection of the just. 'Twas a placid afternoon in early spring. All was still around us. The soft sun shone sweetly on the newly made grave on the hill side. Words of hope were ut- tered by one who loved him ; and we came away reluctantly from the hallowed spot, for it seemed upon the very verge of heaven. Indeed ever since, we have felt that we were walk- ing in the land of Beulah, in sight of the heavenly city, or as one expresses it, in the border lands which separate the life that now is from the life that is to come. We feel that each of us might join our beloved brother, he from experience, and we from expectation, in saying, And solemn are their silent shades ; And my heart welcomes them until The licrht of life's long evening fades. 100 the student-preacher: " I heard them spoken of with dread, As fearful and unquiet places ; Shades where the living and the dead Look sadly in each other's faces. "But since thy hand hath led me here, And I have seen the Border Land, Seen the dark river flowing near, Stood on its brink, as now I stand, — " There has been nothing to alarm My trembling soul ; how could I fear While thus encircled in His arm ? I never felt thee half so near." Before closing this sketch, we answer one question which naturally suggests itself to every mind, respecting such a death. It seems a mysterious providence ; and we ask, Why was this young brother, so gifted and so devout, removed from his work on earth at the very time he was best pre- pared to enter it, and when he seemed to be especially needed? It were sufficient to say, that our Heavenly Father knows best; but perhaps we derive a greater satisfaction from the suggestion that spheres of activity are not confined to this world. This is MEMOIR OF DANIEL J. GLAZIER. 101 but the beginning — the prelude of our des- tiny. God does not permit us to rest here. He does not ever permit his ministers to do so. He needs them in heaven. Possibly too they may accomplish as much by their dying as by their living. Our dear brother is not the only minister that has died young. Spenser and Summerfield were younger than he ; but what a radiant track they have left behind them. Our divine Lord, the greatest preacher the world ever saw, was cut off when only three years older than his young servant, and after a three years' public ministry, much of which was spent in prayer and meditation in solitary scenes. Brainerd, the most successful of mission- aries among the Indians, died at thirty; the devoted Mills at thirty-one ; Henry Martyn, one of the most amiable and accomplished ministers of Christ, at thirty-two ; and Jane- way, who had the spirit of a seraph, at twenty-one, and when he had preached ^nly two sermons to his people. But all these being dead, yet speak. The good they have done, and are yet doing, chiefly, too, by means of their early and triumphant death, is im- 9 102 THE student-pkeachek: mense. Eternity alone will disclose it Moreover they longed, they panted to be gone. Janeway seemed to lie at the very portals of glory; and his exultant words yet thrill us with holy delight. " Oh, he is come ! He is come — the blessed Jesus ! * * Oh my friends stand and wonder! How shall I speak the thousandth part of his praises ! Oh, my friends look upon a dying man, and wonder ! — Surely this is akin to heaven ! If this be dying it is sweet ! Oh ! that you did but see and feel what I do ! Behold a dying man more cheerful than you ever saw a man in health, and in the midst of his sweetest worldly enjoyments ! — This is the hour I have waited for! Praise is now my work, and I shall be engaged in that sweet employment forever! 0, help me to praise him. I have nothing else to do ! I have done with prayer — I have almost done conversing with mortals. I shall soon behold Christ himself, who died for me, and loved me and washed me in his blood. I shall shortly be in eternity singing the song of Moses and the Lamb. I shall presently stand upon Mount Zion, with an innumerable MEMOIR OF DANIEL J. GLAZIER. 103 company of angels and the spirits of just men made perfect. I shall hear the voice of multitudes, and be one amongst them who say, Hallelujah! glory, and honor, and power unto the Lord our God!" Our Daniel had the same unutterable long- ing for his "immortal home;" and who, among all his friends, would now call him back? Among the last letters he wrote from Newton before his death, was one, in which, speaking of the flight of time, he says, in all the confidence of friendship, "How rapidly my are we bound onward to the invisible, and tow eagerly we clutch at shad- ows and neglect the substance. Whither are we tending ? Why do we live ? What wor- thy thing have we done ? Shall we never truly live ? 0, my soul, lift thyself above these earthborn cares. Feel, aye feel thine immortality ! Develope thy resources. Use the means of culture thy God has given thee. Envy not the worldly great, the worldly prosperous. Strive not for baubles, but live, oh! live the only true life — live for humanity, for God, for that ineffable glory which is to be revealed! 104 the student-preacher: " But what am I saying ? And yet I know not how to stop. Such thoughts as these have been in my mind for these two days past, and many more, and it is a relief to write them down, to speak them to one who will sympathize with me. " I have seemed to get new views of the sacred duties of life, of late. Too long have I dwelt in the valley of gloom and despon- dency. I need more hope, more enthusiasm. I need more courage; no, more faith. I would not live this halting life. I would cast myself with confiding trust on the ev- erlasting arm, and taking Chuist for my ex- ampler, press with unfaltering step the straight and rugged pathway of Christian en- durance and endeavor, which leadeth to eter- nal life. Oh ! there are times when I seem to feel the utter worthlessness of the world, in comparison with the heavenly blessedness, and my spirit pants, aye aches for its immor- tal home. I seem to hear the celestial har- monies, and I long to soar above earth's jarring discords. "'But not till God's good time,' a some- thing whispers, and till then, work while MEMOIR OF DANIEL J. GLAZIER. 105 the day lasts, 'what thy hand findeth to do, do it with all thy might.' " And yet, alas ! how prone I am to forget the message, and sink again to the dull level of the world. But by the grace of God, and strong in his great strength, I am resolved to live more like a creature of immortality, more like Him whose disciple I profess to be, and who has left us an example that we should follow his steps. 0, thou all-perfect and all glorious Saviour, keep me near thy side through all the devious way." Go then, beloved brother, " in all thy glori- ous prime ; " for if earth be poorer, heaven is richer by the change. " Go, spirit of the sainted dead, Go to thy longed for, happy home : The tears of man are o'er thee shed, The voice of angels bids thee come. " If life be not in length of days, In silver locks and furrowed brow, But living to the Saviour's praise, How few have lived so long as thou ! 9* 106 the student-preacher: " Though earth may boast one gem the less, May not e'en Heaven the richer be? And myriads on thy footsteps press, To share thy blest eternity." * DISCOURSES. POWER OF THE CRO BUT GOD FORBID THAT I SHOULD GLORY SAVE IN THE CROSS OF OUR LORD JESUS CHRIST, BY WHOM THE WORLD IS CRUCIFIED UNTO ME, AND I UNTO THE WORLD. — GAL. VI : 14. The Galatians, who had embraced Chris- tianity through the labors of the apostle Paul, were, it would seem, soon led astray by the arts of Judaizing teachers. These teachers, while in some respects they held to the truth, did nevertheless, by insisting on circumcis- ion as an essential duty, as a means of jus- tification with God, pervert the Gospel, and virtually make the death of Christ of no ef- fect. To oppose the progress of so fatal an error, and to bring back the Galatians to a simple faith in Christ crucified, was the aim 110 THE student-preacher: of the apostle in the epistle from which the text is taken. And no one who reads it with close attention can fail to perceive with what force of argument, power of illustration and warmth of feeling, he unfolds to the under- standing of his readers the cardinal doctrine % of justification by faith, through a crucified Re- deemer. But, as is the case in all the writings of the apostle, this doctriue is not presented merely as a matter of speculation and formal belief. It is not sufficient for his purpose that the great truths he so clearly presents should be correctly apprehended by the intellect. He would have them received into the heart, to work there a moral transformation, and thus to control the life. And so in the chapter from which the text is taken, and the one preceding, he draws some practical inferences from the argument he has set forth with so much ear- nestness and power; or rather he makes a practical application of it to those to whom it is addressed. They who had recieved Christ must be Christ-like, must illustrate in their life the spirit of the gospel of Jesus, be cru- cified ( with Christ ) to sin, exercise charity and POWER OF THE CROSS. ' 111 forbearance one to another, bear each other's burdens, and by their holy disposition and temper of mind, and by their bonds of love, fulfil the law of Christ. In the text, also, we discover this practical tendency of the apostle, or rather the intro- spective habit of his mind. He has argued at some length that the death of Christ is the only meaus by which man might be delivered from the curse of the law ; the only expedient by which the moral Governor of the universe could, in harmony with the essential attributes of his nature, or with the stability and honor of his righteous government, bestow pardon on his rebelious subjects, and thus lay the true foundation for their reconciliation to and union with him. He has viewed the death of Christ in its relation to God. He now con- siders it in its relation to himself. He speaks of a certain effect which it has produced on himself. He ascribes to it great moral power over the human heart. And it is in this he glo- ries. He glories in the cross of Christ, be- cause by it he is crucified unto the world and the world unto him. I do not, of course, mean to assert that he glories in this to the exclu- 112 the student-preacher: sion of those other truths connected with the cross, and which he has set forth with so much clearness and force in the former portion of his epistle. But that it is the combined ef- fect of all these truths upon himself, on his own character and state, in which the apostle glories in the text. What is this effect, and how shall it be ac- counted for? The effect is described as a crucifixion of himself unto the world, and of the world unto him, by which language we are to understand that in the most complete and perfect manner he had become dead unto sin. In other words, the apostle declares that the cross is the all-efficacious instrumentality by which in his heart and over his life the love and do- minion of sin are vanquished; by which is overcome whatever within him or without him is in opposition to the divine will. A mighty efficacy surely is this which is here ascribed to the cross of Christ. But it is evident, from the writings of the apostle, that in his view the cross is the sum and sub- stance of the gospel, and that he everywhere claims for it this sanctifying power. He POWER OF THE CROSS. 113 preached the cross everywhere, among Jews and Gentiles. He was determined to know nothing save Jesus Christ; not merely as the perfect example, though no man followed that example more closely than he ; not merely as the great Teacher, though Christ was to him the direct source of religious truth; but as Him cruci- fied. In perfect harmony with his assertion in the text, does he invariably speak of this effect of the cross on himself : " I am crucified with Christ ; nevertheless I live, yet not I, but Christ liveth in me ; and the life I now live in the flesh, I live by the faith of the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me." In his view, it was the cross which had the sovereign efficacy not only to save men from the curse of sin, but from the dominion and power thereof. And therefore let other men glory in what they would ; in their carnal and fleshly ordinances, their rigid observance of external rites, their formal adherence to the ceremonial law ; " but God forbid," says he, " that I should glory, save in the cross of our Lord Jesus Christ." We should, however, greatly err, and expose ourselves to the charge of gross superstition, 10 114 THE STUDENT-PREACHER. should we attribute any of this efficacy of the cross to the bare and ragged wood on which the Prince of Glory died. We have, we con- fess, something akin to respect for that feeling which prompts the devotee of a superstitious faith to treat with reverence the instrument of the sufferings of our Lord ; but we ascribe to that instrument no sacredness and no moral power. It is the death of Christ, as an atonement for sin, and the stupendous truths involved in it, which produce this effect, which exert this sanctifying power on man. Neither is it asserted that these truths of themselves, and independent of any other agency, can ever produce the effect of which we speak. We believe that a man, by care- ful and thorough study of the Scriptures, may arrive at just views concerning these truths, may have a correct intellectual appreciation of them, may be able to trace them in all their bearings, to exhibit them even with clear- ness and fidelity in their relations both to God and to man, and yet not feel their power in his own soul, nor be transformed by them into the image of Him who is at once their source and their object. The convictions of POWER OF THE CROSS. 115 the understanding neither regenerate nor sanc- tify man. The heart needs that demonstra- tion of the Spirit which belongs to God alone to give. And it is only when these truths are brought home to the conscience and the heart, and applied in all their power by the almighty energy of the Spirit, that the effect of which we speak is produced. They are but the instrument in the hands of the Spirit, who is the author of all moral changes. Bearing in mind, then, what is meant by the cross of Christ, and the agency of the Spirit in the work of sanctification, we may now con- sider how this effect of the cross on man is accounted for. And first, the cross has this sanctifying power because it presents to man the clearest exhi- bition of the enormity of sin. Of all the things connected with the dispensation of divine grace, there is none, perhaps, of which we have so inadequate a conception as sin, its essential deformity, and its most fatal tendency. But it certainly con- cerns us most nearly to appreciate these things justly. And if you accept but the fact, a fact so clearly taught in the New Testa- 116 THE STUDENT-PREACHER ment, that the death of Christ was an atone- ment for sin, you have the strongest possible proof of its aggravated nature in the sight of God. By the severity of the sufferings en- dured on its account, viewed in connection with the super-angelic nature of the sufferer, you may see in all its deformity that which occasioned the infliction of them. Other means, indeed, may be employed to awaken in man the conviction of the enormity of sin, with more or less of success in individual cases. Some shall be led to it by arguments, which prove, on the admitted principles of ethics, that sin is wrong in itself, contrary to the holiness, the justice, and the goodness of God, a serious evil done to our own souls, which have the capacity for virtue, and which find their true end only in God. But it is main- tained that such considerations are adapted only to a limited few, and that for the great mass of mankind the cross is the only truth- ful exhibition of that abominable thing which God hates, and that in this respect even it is the wisdom of God unto salvation. As we look with the eye of faith to Calva- ry, we see there how a pure and holy God POWER OF THE CROSS. 117 regards sin. We have an open exhibition of its enormity; of His displeasure against it. The simple fact that the precious "blood of the immaculate Son of God was shed in expiation for sin, gives us a more vivid conception of its enormity than all the logical demonstra- tions of all the moralists could give, than all the express declarations of Holy Writ apart from their connection with the cross. It is impossible to conceive any truth so calculat- ed to penetrate us with a just horror of sin in general, and to cover us with the deepest confusion for our offences, as the doctrine of the cross. It stamps upon sin a character of darkness which no tongue can utter; and while it pours gladness into the bosom of the penitent, to the presumptuous rebel it speaks only death. Again: In the cross is seen the clearest exhibition of the Divine justice. Reason, it is true, tells man that God must be just. For the simplest idea of God is that of a being of infinite perfections. Such a being would be alone worthy of our deepest reverence and love. But how could we rev- erence or love a being without justice. It 10* 118 THE STUDENT-PREACHER. seems also to be a conviction of man, the testimony of the universal conscience, that this justice demands strict reparation for of- fences. What other meaning have those oft repeated prayers and penances, those terrible and bloody sacrifices of superstition and hea- thenism the world over? They are but so many painful efforts, on the part of those who perform them, to atone for their past sinful- ness, and to offer some satisfaction to the justice of the Deity. Still man is much inclined to think that God is altogether such an one as himself, and to attribute to him human weak- ness. There are some who love to repre- sent God in the light of an indulgent and feeble father, who, tired of his own severity, shuts his eyes on the faults of a guilty child; or of a timid governer, who does not inflict upon offenders the threatened penalty of his laws. But how utterly falsified are all such views by the cross of Christ. From that cross the justice of God shines forth in an awful blaze of light. In the death of the adorable victim who hangs thereon, we feel how inadequate were our conceptions of this attribute of the POWER OF THE CROSS. 119 Deity. We see the presumption and folly of comparing it with any human standard. Now we perceive that this justice, so far from being mingled with any human weakness, is so stern, so passionless, that it will not spare God's only begotten Son, when he voluntarily presents himself, but inflicts upon him the penalty of the dishonored law. As we stand in sight of that most appaling spectacle; as we hear the groans of anguish, which betoken the agony of spirit on the part of Him who is voluntarily drinking to its dregs the cup of the Divine displeasure against sin; as we mark how the very elements are conspiring to enhance the awful grandeur of the scene, the darkness which covers the heavens, the rending of the vail of the temple, the quaking of the earth, the breaking asunder of the rocks, and the coming forth of the sheeted dead from their sepulchres — in all this do we behold the most tremendous exhibition of the inviolable justice of Him who is the moral Governor of the universe, in whose hands are all our destinies, and who has de- clared that " the soul that sinneth, it shall die." 120 THE STUDENT-PREACHER. Thus does the cross appeal, trumpet-tongue d, to man's fears ; and who that knows the nature of man, will deny the powerfully restraining influence of such an appeal? But while the cross of Christ thus shows man, in all its nakedness, the enormity of sin, and in all its awful character the justice of God, thus urging him by the strongest appeal to his fears to escape from sin, to seek to avoid the retribution which is sure to follow it, it proclaims one other fact which stirs the deepest and best emotions of his soul, and gives an all-controlling influence to his life. An atonement is there made for sin. The Great Sacrifice, so often shadowed forth in all the religions of the nations, is there of- fered up. The justice of God, the honor of his government, is vindicated j there is no lon- ger any obstacle to the exercise of his all comprehending pity and love j and man, the guilty offender, can be pardoned. And this brings me to still another consid- eration by which I would account for the sanc- tifying power of the cross. In the cross of Christ there is the fullest exhibition of Divine love. POWER OF THE CROSS. 121 The proofs of the essential benignity of God, are indeed abundant in all his ways and works. This, not less than his eternal power and God-head, is manifested in the things he has made. It is written all over this material universe. It is legible no less in the moral than in the physical creation. It may be seen in an enlarged view of the dealings of God with every individual and with our race. Every succeeding dispensation of Divine grace, has been only a larger and clearer development of the love of God. But in the wondrous plan of redemption through Jesus Christ, of which the cross is the centre from which all things proceed and to which all things tend, there has dawned upon the world, the noon-day fulness of the Divine compassion. How feeble, in comparison with this, are all the other manifestations of that attribute of the Almighty? Reason as we may concerning the benevolence of the Deity; adduce as we can the long array of proofs from the works of nature and providence ; sum- mon the witnesses from every field of science and human investigation, and blend all the testimony into one great argument; yet the 122 THE STUDENT-PREACIIER. grand demonstration is not there. It is where an apostle has placed it, and only there. " In this was manifested the love of God towards us ; because God sent his only begotten Son into the world, that we might live through him. Herein is love, not that we loved God but that he loved us, and sent his Son to be the propitiation for our sins." " Herein " re- sponds the believer " is love ; " " love unspeak- able, and full of glory." And the more fully he apprehends what his condition would be without Christ, the claims of that moral law, under which every son of Adam is born, the justice and the extent of those claims, and the equity of that punish- ment with which it threatens all transgressors, the more truly does he appreciate the extent and greatness of that love which has provided for his escape, and the more deeply does he enter into the idea of the apostle, " Herein is love." u Herein," too, lies especially the sanctify- ing power of the cross. "Herein" is the power which, by the Spirit, subdues the re- bellious heart, melts it in contrition, moulds it anew, and thus recreates the man. Nor is it POWER OF THE CROSS. 123 difficult to perceive the reasonableness of this assertion. Man cannot be influenced to the right by an appeal to his fears only or chief- ly. For, he has affections, powerful in their nature for good or evil, and which are uncon- querable by time, by anguish, or by death it- self. They are the secret springs of his life. His outward acts do but reveal the objects and the character of his affections. And so, would you turn his life into a new channel, you must first awaken his love. But love is not commanded, it is inspired. The severest injunctions, and the most formidable threat- enings, cannot create in the soul a single emo- tion of tenderness, much less cause the affec- tions of the soul to rise to the benignant Father in heaven. The vivid exhibition of the enormity of sin, and of the inviolable justice of God in the atoning death of Christ upon the cross, do, as we have said, make a tremendous appeal to man's fears; and in what we now say, we allow that appeal its full weight in the secret process by which man becomes crucified unto sin. But this of itself is not sufficient to that end. Nay, more, it is not the principal cause 124 THE STUDENT-PREACHER. of the sanctifying power of the cross. Man can steel his heart against the fierce denunci- ations of vengeance ; but he cannot so easily resist the touching persuasions of love. His very nature forbids it. The exhibition of earnest and self-denying affection toward him, degraded as he may be, naturally awakens a kindred feeling in his own breast. And this principle of human nature, illustrated so often in the life of every individual, an apostle has embodied in the declaration, " We love Him ( i. e. God ) because He first loved us." But God might have been as merciful as he is, had not Christ died. For we cannot suppose that the death of his Son, changed in the slightest degree the essential nature of Him who has said, " I am the Lord ; I change not." Yet man could never have known the extent, or felt the power of his mercy, but by the exhibition on the cross. His mercy could have been manifested to man's heart in no other way. And so it cometh to pass, that when the believer speaks of the love of God in the plan of redemption, he views it as it is revealed in the sufferings POWER OF THE CROSS. 125 and death of Jesus Christ; and to Him, as to God manifest in the flesh, " God acting, de- veloping the divine attributes through human nature," are the warmest affections of the soul raised. And this is in accordance with the prediction of the Saviour himself, who said, when referring to his approaching death, " And I, if I be lifted up, will draw all men unto me." What can be more natural than this? In the light of the principles we have already advanced, concerning the way in which the affections of the soul are called into exercise, what can be imagined more eminently fitted to produce such a result, than the amazing spectacle of so exalted a being, humbled, suf- fering, dying for us ?