PPJ^f^TA A COLLECTION OF POEMS. BY / S3 MARY GRANT Q'SHERIDAN. MADISON, WIS.: i - T '/ '-•^- ia DAVID ATWOOD, PUINTEft. «»'•«*' if--^^ ,j 1881. ^^X-i^OF WA5Hl»i<>^ ^ .0.2 Entered according to Act of Congi-ess in the year eighteen hundred and eighty-one, by MARY GRANT OSHERIDAN, in the office of the Librarian of Congress, at Washington, D. C. APOLOGY. E'en in the dullest lives comes oft an hour, Of pleasure exquisite, or agonizing pain; And thoughts and feelings far beyond the power Of language to express come crowding on the brain. Who has not thrilled beneath Joy's warm embrace, Or felt the cold unsympathiziug clasp of Grief? "Who hath not sometime wearied in life's race, Or sought in vain to find from frightful fears relief? Oh hours like these the portion are of all. And all will seek companionship in bliss or woe, Bedecked with bridal veil or funeral pall, We need our friends beside us as we come and go. We need some kindred minds our thoughts to share, Lest they become a burden bearing down our hearts, We need true friendship, boon most bright and fair, Which given to our keeping once, it ne'er departs. Within this book you'll fiud a faint attempt, To tell you of some thoughts and feelings I have known In random hours. Though not from fault exempt. Pray kindly read, compare and blend them with your own. TABLE OF COj^TE^TS. To My Heart, .-...-. 1 On Receipt op a Letter, .... 10 Shadows, - - - - - •- - 11 Farewell to '75, --..-- 15 A Rosebud, ....... i? The Death of Balder, ..... 19 Under THE Willow on the Bank op Lake Monona . 26 Lines, ----... 29 The Rustling op the Corn, - - - - - 30 To A Friend, - . - . . . 33 Morning Glories, ...... 35 Independence Day, July 4, 18T6, - - . 36 Now and Then, . - - - - - - 38 Martha Whalen, ...... 41 Waiting, ....... 43 Sunbeams in the Brook, ... - - 45 For a Friend's Album, - . - - .47 Weary, ....... 48 To Miss Mary Coit Spooner, - . . - 51 Das Grab, ....... 57 The Little Broken Ring, . - - - .59 Sonnet, By Michael Angelo, - - - . 61 To THE Family of a Deceased Friend, - - .63 5 t) TABLE OF CONTENTS. Page. Welcome to Paenell and Dillon, ... 65 Coming, .----.-. 67 Two Maidens, - - - - - . 68 The Picnic at Westport, - . . . - 70 Again, ....... 74 To Hattie H., - - - - - - - 75 The Poem op Life, .... 76 To Carrie Keenan, - - . - . - 77 To C, 78 Two Years, ... - - . - - 79 The Coming OP Winter, - - . - . 81 Lost, ...-..--. 83 Another Year. .-...- 84 Hope, 8'J My Thought, ...... 8T I Will not Forget, - . - - - - 89 ToM. L., ..--..- 91 Completeness, . - ..... 95 If Only, ....... 97 A Keverie, ....... 98 To Mrs M., 100 Longing, ....... 102 TO MY HEART. Hast fchon a wish, my heart? Wish not for fame. 'Tis something so unlike thyself, ■Tis what they think of thee who know thee least, 'Tis what the world is pleased to say, Each one hath formed opinion for himself, And then he saith accordingly. But none can ever know thee, heart, Oh, none can know thy labors, none can know Thy longings, thy desires and disappointments, Thy quickened, passionate beating When joy and love held revelry within thee; Or the slow weariness with Avhich The moments wore away when joy had fled. And love, thy best and purest love, lay dead. Dear heart, they cannot, shall not know. The inner chamber decked Avith flowers, Pale, snowy flowers of richest fragrance. And hung with draperies dark as anguish, That chamber where the treasure of thy thoughts Lies hidden from all gaze save that of God. Ah, who shall see or tell of that! 8 TO MY HEART. And as they measure out their praise or blame, And some, perchance, shall say " she shall have fame," Oh, heed them not; they cannot judge aright That fame cannot but be a part of thee; That part least sacred, which thou darest show Unto the world. Wish not for fame. Seek not content, my heart, seek not content. For if thou seekest it, 'twill ever flee; Feign to care not, but sing, and sing. Be merry all the day; sufficient scope Within the present moment thou canst find For many noble deeds of hand and brain, Oh, sit not down, and murmuring, look afar And sigh, " the fairest fields lie there," Content dwells not upon those misty hills, Nor in those distant valleys green and wide. She makes no place her home, but, as she roams. Will sometimes come and kiss men's brows at night. When dipping, dipping through the clouds, the moon Seems fairly crazed with happiness. And stars shine out, like echoes of the day But just gone out with all earth's yesterdays Into oblivion, yet leaving still The rapture of its presence in all hearts. Such days shall dawn for all, dear, happy days. TO MY HEAKT. 9 Yet seek them not, nor seek content Which comes with them, my heart, which comes with them. Be not ambitious, heart of mine, Baild not thy hopes too high, lest they should fall And crush thee with their weight, and men should scorn Thy vanity, and mock thee for thy pains. wish for peace, my heart, and seek for rest; Peace God-given, rest eternal, most complete. ^3) ON RECEIPT OF A LETTER. Welcome, little stranger white, I'll read thee first and then, good night, 'Mong other missives kind and true I will reserve a place for you. And trusting memory through the years To come, will keep thee; smiles and tears Will alternate, and I will know my share of both. And T will take them, nothing loth, And in my heart of hearts say all is well, Tf thou to me the truth doth tell. 10 SHADOWS. A beautiful vine o'er the window grew, And the evening sun shone brightly through; And, as spirits tread — unheard and fleet — The shadow-leaves in confusion sweet Fell down on the floor of a small, low room; And the wandering wind brought rare perfume It had snatched away from the blossoms red Of the clover fields, as it onward sped; And the cricket's chirp, and the frog's low croon, Seemed parts of a quaint and tender tune, Which, ever seeking to recall, Cricket and frog from spring to fall, Hum over the unforgotten notes, With unswerving will and untiring throats. But within the room, where the shadows fell, Fell a deeper shade with a stronger spell O'er a youthful heart and its eager hope. Its fond desire with the world to cope; And the song that flowed from the parted lips. And the work that dropped from the finger-tips. Fore verm ore unfinished lay 12 SHADOW'S. la tlie fading light of that summer day; And Night came on, with peaceful rest To all who received her as welcome guest; And afar in the west, like a fiery ball, The sun sank back of the tree-tops tall. And away, where the finite path of life Leads into the infinit?, free from strife, From disappointment, doubt and care. And all the crosses which mortals bear; Where victory comes, though sad defeat Came oft before; and where joyful feet Walk trustfully in the perfect light, And where dim eyes see with perfect sight — There, where destinies meet and part. Death unheeded brought many a heart; And, a shadowy guide, he led them through The last of the old life, into the new. And the heart that beat in the small, low room. Where the wandering wind brought sweet perfume, Fate showed to Death, and bade him bring Other tasks to do, other songs to sing. But the poor heart heeded not, nor knew The solemn bound it was speeding to, Nor thought its path so soon could end; For paths in June-time ever wend SHADOWS. 13 'Neath skies of blue, and boughs of green; And everywhere the grass between Grow fairest types of faith and love — Sweet flowers, with hues caught from above, From sunset warm, or softest dawn. Calm skies from which all storm had gone; And who that roams in pleasant ways Looks off into the future's haze. And fears to see the trees turn brown But just a little farther down. And all the bloom that spring has made In midst of summer droop and fade? But oft it fades. We know not why Things thus before their time should die; Why young, warm hearts grow cold and still, Devoid of all life's quickening thrill; Why Nature builds to overthrow, And lays the frail, fair structure low Ere half perfected. Over the hills hung drifting clouds. And wrapped them 'round with darkest shrouds; The wind was sad, and sighed, As quickly o'er the plain it hied; Chill was the air, and the rain Fell mournfully on the window pane. 14 SHADOWS. And within the small, low room, Where once came the scent of the clover bloom, A white, white face near the window lay, Composed and still, in the dawning gray; And friends came there in the dreary hours, And filled the folded hands with flowers, And said she was so young — alas! Too young away from life to pass. And they kissed her one time more — the last — And bore her off through the rain and blast To a new-made grave, and laid her there, In the common home all mortals share. FAREWELL TO 75. I hear the ringing of many a bell, I hear the cannon mouthings loud, I see in the darkness of night a shroud, I hear in the ringing of bells a knell, I see the glimmer of stars so clear. Like tapers burning beside the bier Of the old, old year. The old year is dying, his moments are few, A sadness is cast over all the earth, As we think of the old year's birth. And the time when the old year was new, Eleven sounds fall on my ear. From a clock telling sure and clear. The old year's death is near. Another hour, — spend it not ill. For the angels in heaven its record shall keep, Another hour and the old year shall sleep, In memory's sepulcher cold and still, And the new year bright. O'er the still dark night, Shall cast its light. 16 FAREWELL TO '75. The clock strikes twelve, the old year is gone, It shall live no more, save in the past, And the shadow is lifted that o'er all was cast, •And the voice of the new year says do not mourn, For the bells have rung, From their steeples hung, And the new year's greeting is sung. So let us rejoice in the new year given, And welcome the guest that is sent us from heaven. A EOSE-BUD. You gave to me a rose-bud red, Long ago, And the days have sinc(3 then fled, Fast and slow. Some were bright and full of hope, Some have led me near the slope Of the precipice despair, Shutting out the wonted light, With draperies borrowed from the night Of weariness and world-sick care. With a beauty soft and sweet, Some came on, Fraught with pleasure most complete, At the dawn. But when came the evening still, Sadness all my soul did fill; For, nor noon nor evening brought, That which seemed at morn so near, That which in the sunlight clear, Through the long day I had sought. 18 A ROSE-BUD. Others towards the close grew bright Happy days! Still the memory of their light, With me stays. Still my heart grows joyful when, I live them o'er in dreams again; Withered, scentless was my rose, But I thought more buds will grow. Winds of spring-time gently blow, After storms and winter snows. He will come to me again. In the spring, Roses fair and fragrant then, He will bring. " Dearest one'' he'll say to me; " I have brought them all for thee." But the spring-time came and passed, You came not to me, ah well, Many things my heart could tell. Of vows unkept and buds too sweet to last. THE DEATH OF BALDER. [Dedicated to Prof. R. B. Andekson.] Where fierce and rugged Norway's mouutaius Reach np into the northern sky, And weird wild wells and sacred fountains Within the wondrous valleys lie, Oh beauty, grandeur, might, majestic To Norway's landscape Nature gave, With hand beneficent and plastic. Formed fjord and fountain, cleft and cave. The men who held this land their dower, A stern imaginative race. Were men with minds as full of power As grand as was their dwelling place. And Norway's gods, the gods of Norsemen, Were warriors valliant, judges skilled, In war undaunted, gallant horsemen, Whose hearts with love and bravery thrilled. And Norsemen's gods shall live in story As long as mortal hand can write. Or mortal hearts their ancient glory, Their bravery and fame delight. 19 20 THE J)EATH OF BALDER. In Briedablik (broad-shining splendor), Dwelt Balder, he of gods the best, In beauty more divinely tender. More eloquent than all the rest. So dazzling fair in form and features Light radiated from his brow; Fair far beyond all breathing creatures. All gods to whom those creatures bow. He was the son of mighty Odin, Chief god of all the gods who reign ; Who Hlidskjalf, high and grand, abode in. With spear and wolves and ravens twain. Balder, the good, beloved by many. For grave and wise were all his ways, Deserving not the hate of any, But meriting their love and praise. Balder, the good, asleep, fell dreaming Of sights most terrible and strange, Voices iind words with terror teeming. And each foretelling death and change. Balder, to all the gods assembled. Then told his dream of peril great; And they all with sorrow trembled, Fearing for their favorite's fate. THE DEATH OF BALDEK. 21 Then Balder's mother did solicit All things that the}' would harm him not; And vows and promises explicit Of friendliness from all she got. Bat Odin's grief would not be banished, Something defective seemed to him; The power of the gods seemed vanished, The light of Nature growing dim. Sleipner, of all fleet steeds the fleetest, To Niflheim then Odin rode. And singing magic songs the sweetest. For dangers him did still forebode. Odin, as Vegtam all disguised. Rode to the eastern gate of Hel, And there the prophetess surprised With potent runes and mystic spell. Then she arose, and to him speaking, Said, Why comest thou to waken me? What in the future art thou seeking? What wouldst thou have me tell to thee? Tell me for whom those costly couches Are overlaid with gold, the best; Such unusual splendor vouches The coming of an honored guest. 22 THE DEATH OF BALDER. Your Balder is the one expected, For Balder have we brewed bright drink, Though all the gods are sore dejected, And ready in despair to sink. Who then will be good Balder's slayer, Who Balder of his life bereave, Who the atrocious deed will dare, Who will cause the gods to grieve? By Loke, Hoder instigated, The bane of Balder soon will be. That deed of his will be most hated By gods and men eternally. Now, Odin, ride thou home, and never Shall man again thus visit me, Till Ragnarok all chains shall sever, And gods and men destroyed be. Then Loke, in his wiles outdoing All other things, to Fensal went, Upon the just god Balder's ruin, With cunning malice all intent. When Frigg saw Loke clothed as woman, She told to him without alarm All things inanimate and human Have sworn they Balder will not harm. THE DEATH OF BALDER. 23 Have all things sworn? Aye, all excepting Of mistletoe a feeble sprig; I blame myself not for neglecting To crave an oath from that, said Frigg. The mistletoe he then obtaining, Which grew on Valhars eastern side, And where the gods were gathered gaining, Found Hoder standing far aside. Said Loke, why art thou not throwing? Art blind? I will direct thy hand. Here, hurl this shrub that I found growing On th' eastern side of Valhal's land. The mistletoe then Hoder darted And Balder fell pierced through and through, And all the gods with horror started. No bounds their lamentations knew. Then Frigg said, who would gain her favor Must go to ask her son from Hel, WhoVl do this, could much anguish save her, And he would be rewarded well. Then Hermod, called the nimble, offered The dangerous journey to perform; And took the steed that Odin proffered. Rode faster far than moves a storm. 24 THE DEATH OF BALDER. He onward rode, tliron