^'^' The Old Huntsman And Other Poems The Old Huntsman And Other Poems BY SIEGFRIED SASSOON NEW YORK E. p. DUTTON & COMPANY 68 1 Fifth Avenue Published, 1918 ' \o\c^ By E. P. DUTTON & COMPANY First Edition, May, igiy Second Edition, A ugust, igi'j New American Edition, May, iqtS Printed in the United States of America To THOMAS HARDY, O.M. CONTENTS PAGE "^ The Old Huntsman I Absolution 13 Brothers 14 ^^ The Dragon and the Undying 15 France 16 " To Victory 17 When I'm among a Blaze of Lights i8 Golgotha 19 A Mystic as Soldier 20 The Kiss 21 The Redeemer 22 A Subaltern 25 " In the Pink " 26 A Working Party 27 A Whispered Tale 30 " Blighters '* 31 At Carnoy 32 To His Dead Body 33 Two Hundred Years After 34 " They " 35 Stand-to; Good Friday Morning 36 PAGE Special-Constable 37 The Choral Union 39 Liquor-Control 41 •^'The One-legged Man 43 Enemies 44 The Tombstone-Maker 45 Arms and the Man 46 Died of Wounds 47 J The Hero 48 Stretcher Case 49 Conscripts 51 The Road 53 Secret Music 54 Nimrod in September 55 Morning Express 56 Noah 58 Policeman 59 David Cleek 60 Ancestors 61 Haunted 62 Blind 65 Before Day 66 Villon 67 Goblin Revel 68 Night-Piece 69 A Wanderer 70 October 71 VJll PAGE The Heritage 7^ An Old French Poet 73 Dryads 74 I Before the Battle 75 Morning-Land 7^ Arcady Unheeding 11 Gibbet 78 Dream Forest 79 A Child's Prayer 80 -doming Glory 81 To-day 82 Wonderment 83 Daybreak in a Garden 84 Companions 85 A Poplar and the Moon 86 South Wind 87 Tree and Sky 88 Alone 89 Storm and Sunlight 9^ Wind in the Beechwood 9^ Wisdom 93 U The Death-Bed 94 The Last Meeting 97 A Letter Home lOS The Old Huntsman And Other Poems The Old Huntsman [To Norman Loder] I've never ceased to curse the day I signed A seven years' bargain for the Golden Fleece. 'Twas a bad deal all round; and dear enough It cost me, what with my daft management, And the mean folk as owed and never paid me, And backing losers ; and the local bucks Egging me on with whiskies while I bragged The man I was when huntsman to the Squire. I'd have been prosperous if I'd took a farm Of seventy acres, drove my gig and haggled At Monday markets; now I've squandered all My savings; nigh three hundred pound I got As testimonial when I'd growfl too stifif And slow to press a beaten fdx. fit The Fleece! 'Twas the damned Fleece that wore my Emily out, The wife of thirty years who served me well; (Not like this beldam clattering in the kitchen, That never trims a lamp nor sweeps the floor, And brings me greasy soup in a foul crock.) Blast the old harridan! What's fetched her now, Leaving me in the dark, and short of fire? And where's my pipe? 'Tis lucky I've a turn For thinking, and remembering all that's past. And now's my hour, before I hobble to bed, To set the works a-wheezing, wind the clock That keeps the time of life with feeble tick Behind my bleared old face that stares and wonders. • • • • • It's queer how, in the dark, comes back to mind Some morning of September. We've been digging In a steep, sandy warren, riddled with holes. And I've just pulled the terrier out and left A sharp-nosed cub-face blinking there and snapping, Then in a moment seen him mobbed and torn To strips in the baying hurly of the pack. I picture it so clear: the dusty sunshine On bracken, and the men with spades, that wipe Red faces : one tilts up a mug of ale. And, having stooped to clean my gory hands, I whistle the jostling beauties out o' the wood. I'm but a daft old fool! I often wish The Squire were back again — ah, he was a man! They don't breed men like him these days; he'd come For sure, and sit and talk and suck his briar Till the old wife brings up a dish of tea. Ay, those were days, when I was serving Squire! I never knowed such sport as '85, The winter afore the one that snowed us silly. Once in a way the parson will drop in And read a bit o' the Bible, if I'm bad, — Pray the Good Lord to make my spirit whole In faith : he leaves some 'baccy on the shelf, / And wonders I don't keep a dog to cheer me, Because he knows I'm mortal fond of dogs I I ask you, what's a gent like that to me, As wouldn't know Elijah if I saw him. Nor have the wit to keep him on the talk ? 'Tis kind of parson to be troubling still With such as me; but he's a town-bred chap, Full of his college notions and Christmas hymns. Religion beats me. I'm amazed at folk Drinking the gospels in and never scratching Their heads for questions. When I was a lad I learned a bit from mother, and never thought To educate myself for prayers and psalms. But now I'm old and bald and serious-minded, With days to sit and ponder. I'd no chance When young and gay to get the hang of all This Hell and Heaven : and when the clergy hoick And holloa from their pulpits, I'm asleep, However hard I listen ; and when they pray 4 It seems we're all like children sucking sweets In school, and wondering whether master sees. I used to dream of Hell when I was first Promoted to a huntsman's job, and scent Was rotten, and all the foxes disappeared, And hounds were short of blood; and officers From barracks over-rode 'em all day long On weedy, whistling nags that knocked a hole In every fence; good sportsmen to a man And brigadiers by now, but dreadful hard On a young huntsman keen to show some sport. Ay, Hell was thick with captains, and I rode The lumbering brute that's beat in half a mile, And blunders into every blind old ditch. Hell was the coldest scenting land I've known. And both my whips were always lost, and hounds Would never get their heads down; and a man On a great yawing chestnut trying to cast 'em While I was in a corner pounded by 5 The ugliest hog-backed stile you've clapped your eyes on. There was an iron-spiked fence round all the coverts, And civil-spoken keepers I couldn't trust, And the main earth unstopp'd. The fox I found Was always a three-legged 'un from a bag Who reeked of aniseed and wouldn't run. The farmers were all ploughing their old pasture And bellowing at me when I rode their beans To cast for beaten fox, or galloped on With hounds to a lucky view. I'd lost my voice Although I shouted fit to burst my guts. And couldn't blow my horn. And when I woke, Emily snored, and barn-cocks started crowing, And morn was at the window; and I was glad To be alive because I heard the cry Of hounds like church-bells chiming on a Sunday, — Ay, that's the song I'd wish to hear in Heaven! The cry of hounds was Heaven for me: I know Parson would call me crazed and wrong to say it, But Where's the use of life and being glad If God's not in your gladness? I've no brains For book-learned studies; but I've heard men say There's much in print that clergy have to wink at: Though many I've met were jolly chaps, and rode To hounds, and walked me puppies; and could pick Good legs and loins and necks and shoulders, ay, And feet, — 'twas necks and feet I looked at first. Some hounds I've known were wise as half your saints. And better hunters. That old dog of the Duke's, Harlequin; what a dog he was to draw! And what a note he had, and what a nose When foxes ran down wind and scent was catchy! And that light lemon bitch of the Squire's, old Dorcas, — She were a marvellous hunter, were old Dorcas! 7 Ay, oft I've thought: "If there were hounds in Heaven, "With God as Master, taking no subscription; "And all His blessed country farmed by tenants; "And a straight-necked old fox in every gorse!" But when I came to work it out, I found There'd be too many huntsmen wanting places, — Though some I've known might get a job with Nick! I've come to think of God as something like The figure of a man the old Duke was When I was turning hounds to Nimrod King, Before his Grace was took so bad with gout. And had to quit the saddle. Tall and spare, Clean-shaved and grey, with shrewd, kind eyes, that twinkled, And easy walk; who, when he gave good words, Gave them whole-hearted ; and would never blame Without just cause. Lord God might be like that, Sitting alone in a great room of books Some evening after hunting. 8 Now I'm tired With hearkening to the tick-tack on the shelf; And pondering makes me doubtful. Riding home On a moonless night of cloud that feels like frost Though stars are hidden, (hold your feet up, horse!) And thinking what a task I had to draw A pack with all those lame 'uns, and the lot Wanting a rest from all this open weather, — That's what I'm doing now. And likely, too, The frost'll be a long 'un, and the night One sleep. The parsons say we'll wake to find A country blinding-white with dazzle of snow. The naked stars make men feel lonely, — ^wheeling And glinting on the puddles in the road. And then you listen to the wind, and wonder If folk are quite «uch bucks as they appear 9 When dressed by London tailors, looking down Their boots at covert side, and thinking big. This world's a funny place to live in. Soon I'll need to change my country; but I know 'Tis little enough I've understood my life, And a power of sights I've missed, and foreign marvels. I used to feel it, riding on spring days In meadows pied with sun and chasing clouds, And half forget how I was there to catch The foxes; lose the angry, eager feeling A huntsman ought to have, that's out for blood. And means his hounds to get it! Now I know It's God that speaks to us when we're bewitched. Smelling the hay in June and smiling quiet; Or when there's been a spell of summer drought, Lying awake and listening to the rain. lO I'd like to be the simpleton I was In the old days when I was whipping-in To a little harrier-pack in Worcestershire, And loved a dairymaid, but never knew it Until she'd wed another. So I've loved My life; and when the good years are gone down, Discover what I've lost. I never broke Out of my blundewng self into the world, But let it all go past me, like a man Half-asleep in a land that's full of wars. What a grand thing 'twould be if I could go Back to the kennels now and take my hounds For summer exercise; be riding out With forty couple when the quiet skies Are streaked with sunrise, and the silly birds Grown hoarse with singing; cobwebs on the furze Up on the hill, and all the country strange. With no one stirring; and the horses fresh. Sniffing the air I'll never breathe again. II You've brought the lamp then, Martha? I've no mind For newspaper to-night, nor bread and cheese. Give me the candle, and I'll get to bed. 12 Absolution The anguish of the earth absolves our eyes Till beauty shines in all that we can see. War is our scourge; yet war has made us wise, And, fighting for our freedom, we are free. Horror of wounds and anger at the foe, And loss of things desired; all these must pass. We are the happy legion, for we know Time's but a golden wind that shakes the grass. There was an hour when we were loth to part From life we longed to share no less than others. Now, having claimed this heritage of heart, What need we more, my comrades and my brothers? 13 Brothers Give me your hand, my brother, search my face; Look in these eyes lest I should think of shame. For we have made an end of all things base; We are returning by the road we came. Your lot is with the ghosts of soldiers dead, And I am in the field where men must fight. But in the gloom I see your laurell'd head And through your victory I shall win the light. 14 The Dragon and the Undying All night the flares go up; the Dragon sings And beats upon the dark with furious wings; And, stung to rage by his own darting fires, Reaches with grappling coils from town to town; He lusts to break the loveliness of spires, And hurls their martyred music toppling down. Yet, though the slain are homeless as the breeze, Vocal are they, like storm-bewilder'd seas. Their faces are the fair, unshrouded night. And planets are their eyes, their ageless dreams. Tenderly stooping earthward from their height, They wander in the dusk with chanting streams; And they are dawn-lit trees, with arms up-flung, To hail the burning heavens they left unsung. IS France She triumphs, in the vivid green Where sun and quivering foliage meet; And in each soldier's heart serene; When death stood near them they have seen The radiant forests where her feet Move on a breeze of silver sheen. And they are fortunate, who fight For gleaming landscapes swept and shafted And crowned by cloud pavilions white; Hearing such harmonies as might Only from Heaven be downward wafted — Voices of victory and delight '.6 To Victory [To Edmund Gosse] Return to greet me, colours that were my joy, Not in the woeful crimson of men slain, But shining as a garden; come with the streaming Banners of dawn and sundown after rain. I want to fill my gaze with blue and silver, Radiance through living roses, spires of green Rising in young-limbed copse and lovely wood Where the hueless wind passes and cries unseen. I am not sad; only I long for lustre, — Tired of the greys and browns and the leafless ash. I would have hours that move like a glitter of dancers Far from the angry guns that boom and flash. Return, musical, gay with blossom and fleetness, Days when my sight shall be clear and my heart rejoice ; Come from the sea with breadth of approaching brightness, When the blithe wind laughs on the hills with uplifted voice. 17 when Vm among a Blaze of Lights When I'm among a blaze of lights, With tawdry music and cigars And women dawdling through delights, And officers at cocktail bars, — Sometimes I think of garden nights And elm trees nodding at the stars. I dream of a small firelit room With yellow candles burning straight, And glowing pictures in the gloom, And kindly books that hold me late. Of things like these I love to think When I can never be alone: Then someone says, "Another drink?"— And turns my living heart to stone. i8 Golgotha Through darkness curves a spume of falling flares That flood the field with shallow, blanching light. The huddled sentry stares On gloom at war with white, And white receding slow, submerged in gloom. Guns into mimic thunder burst and boom, And mirthless laughter rakes the whistling night. The sentry keeps his watch where no one stirs But the brown rats, the nimble scavengers. 19 A Mystic as Soldier I LIVED my days apart, Dreaming fair songs for God, By the glory in my heart Covered and crowned and shod. Now God is in the strife, And I must seek Him there, Where death outnumbers life. And fury smites the air. I walk the secret way With anger in my brain. O music through my clay. When will you sound again? 20 The Kiss To these I turn, in these I trust; Brother Lead and Sister Steel. To his blind power I make appeal; I o^uard her beauty clean from rust. He spins and burns and loves the air, And splits a skull to win my praise; But up the nobly marching days She glitters naked, cold and fair. Sweet Sister, grant your soldier this; That in good fury he may feel The body where he sets his heel Quail from your downward darting kiss. 21 The Redeemer Darkness: the rain sluiced down; the mire was deep; It was past twelve on a mid-winter night, When peaceful folk in beds lay snug asleep : There, with much work to do before the light, We lugged our clay-sucked boots as best we might Along the trench; sometimes a bullet sang, And droning shells burst with a hollow bang; We were soaked, chilled and wretched, every one. Darkness : the distant wink of a huge gun. I turned in the black ditch, loathing the storm; A rocket fizzed and burned with blanching flare. And lit the face of what had been a form Floundering in mirk. He stook before me there; I say that he was Christ; stiff in the glare, 23 And leaning forward from his burdening task, Both arms supporting it; his eyes on mine Stared from the woeful head that seemed a mask Of mortal pain in Hell's unholy shine. No thorny crown, only a woollen cap He wore — an English soldier, white and strong, Who loved his time like any simple chap. Good days of work and sport and homely song; Now he has learned that nights are very long. And dawn a watching of the windowed sky. But to the end, unjudging, he'll endure Horror and pain, not uncontent to die That Lancaster on Lune may stand secure. He faced me, reeling in his weariness, Shouldering his load of planks, so hard to bear. I say that he was Christ, who wrought to bless All groping things with freedom bright as air. And with His mercy washed and made them fair. 23 Then the flame sank, and all grew black as pitch, While we began to struggle along the ditch; And someone flung his burden in the muck, Mumbling: "O Christ Almighty, now I'm stuck!" 24 A Subaltern He turned to me with his kind, sleepy gaze And fresh face slowly brightening to the grin That sets my memory back to summer days With twenty runs to make, and last man in. He told me he'd been having a bloody time In trenches, crouching for the "crumps" to burst, While squeaking rats scampered across the slime And the grey palsied weather did its worst. But as he stamped and shivered in the rain, My stale philosophies had served him well; Dreaming about his girl had sent his brain Blanker than ever — she'd no place in Hell. . . . "Good God!" he laughed, and calmly filled his pipe, Wondering "why he always talked such tripe." 25 "In the Pink" So Davies wrote : "This leaves me in the pink." Then scrawled his name: ''Your loving sweetheart, Willie." With crosses for a hug. He'd had a drink Of rum and tea; and, though the barn was chilly, For once his blood ran warm; he had pay to spend. Winter was passing; soon the year would mend. He couldn't sleep that night. Stiff in the dark He groaned and thought of Sundays at the farm, When he'd go out as cheerful as a lark In his best suit to wander arm-in-arm Wi^'i brown-eyed Gwen, and whisper in her ear The simple, silly things she liked to hear. And then he thought : to-morrow night we trudge Up to the trenches, and my boots are rotten. Five miles of stodgy clay and freezing sludge, And everything but wretchedness forgotten. To-night he's in the pink; but soon he'll die. And still the war goes on; he don't know why. 26 A Working Party Three hours ago he blundered up the trench, Sliding and poising, groping with his boots; Sometimes he tripped and lurched against the walls With hands that pawed the sodden bags of chalk. He couldn't see the man who walked in front; Only he heard the drum and rattle of feet Stepping along the trench-boards, — often splashing Wretchedly where the sludge was ankle-deep. Voices would grunt, "Keep to your right, — make way!" When squeezing past the men from the front-line: White faces peered, puffing a point of red; Candles and braziers glinted through the chinks And curtain-flaps of dug-outs; then the gloom Swallowed his sense of sight; he stooped and swore Because a sagging wire had caught his neck. 27 A flare went up; the shining whiteness spread And flickered upward, showing nimble rats, And mounds qpf glimmering sand-bags, bleached with rain; Then the slow, silver moment died in dark. The wind came posting by with chilly gusts And buffeting at corners, piping thin And dreary through the crannies; rifle-shots Would split and crack and sing along the night, And shells came calmly through the drizzling air To burst with hollow bang below the hill. Three'hburs'ago he stumbled up the trench; Now he. will never walk that road again: He must be carried back, a jolting lump Beyond all need of tenderness and care; A nine-stone corpse with nothing more to do. He was a young man with a meagre wife And two pale children in a Midland town; He showed the photograph to all his mates; 28 And they considered him a decent chap Who did his work and hadn't much to say, And always laughed at other people's jokes Because he hadn't any of his own. That night, when he was busy at his job Of piling bags along the parapet, He thought how slow time went, stamping his feet, And blowing on his fingers, pinched with cold. He thought of getting back by half-past twelve. And tot of rum to send him warm to sleep In draughty dug-out frowsty with the fumes Of coke, and full of snoring, weary men. He pushed another bag along the top, Craning his body outward; then a flare Gave one white glimpse of No Man's Land and wire; And as he dropped his head the instant split His startled life with lead, and all went out. 29 A Whispered Tale [To J. D.] I'd heard fool-heroes brag of where they'd been, With stories of the glories that they'd seen, Till there was nothing left for shame to screen. But you, good, simple soldier, seasoned well In woods and posts and crater-lines of hell, Who dodge remembered "crumps" with wry grimace, — Cold hours of torment in your queer, kind face. Smashed bodies in your strained, unhappy eyes, And both your brothers killed to make you wise; You had no empty babble; what you said Was like a whisper from the maimed and dead. But Memory brought the voice I knew, whose note Was smothered when they shot you in the throat; And still you whisper of the war, and find Sour jokes for all those horrors left behind. 30 ** Blighters" The House is crammed : tier beyond tier they grin And cackle at the Show, while prancing ranks Of harlots shrill the chorus, drunk with din; "We're sure the Kaiser loves the dear old Tanks!" I'd like to see a Tank come down the stalls, Lurching to ragtime tunes, or "Home, sweet Home,"- And there'd be no more jokes in Music-halls To mock the riddled corpses round Bapaume. 31 At Carnoy Down in the hollow there's the whole Brigade Camped in four groups: through twilight falling slow I hear a sound of mouth-organs, ill-played, And murmur of voices, gruff, confused, and low. Crouched among thistle-tufts I've watched the glow Of a blurred orange sunset flare and fade; And I'm content. To-morrow we must go To take some cursed Wood. . . O world God made 1 ^July 3rd, 1916. 32 To His Dead Body When roaring gloom surged inward and you cried, Groping for friendly hands, and clutched, and died, Like racing smoke, swift from your lolling head Phantoms of thoughts and memory thinned and fled. Yet, though my dreams that throng the darkened stair Can bring me no report of how you fare. Safe quit of wars, I speed you on your way Up lonely, glimmering fields to find new day, Slow-rising, saintless, confident and kind — Dear, red-faced father God who lit your mind. 33 Two Hundred Years After Trudging by Corbie Ridge one winter's night, (Unless old, hearsay memories tricked his sight), Along the pallid edge of the quiet sky He watched a nosing lorry grinding on. And straggling files of men; when thes-e were gone, A double limber and six mules went by, Hauling the rations up through ruts and mud To trench-lines digged two hundred years ago. Then darkness hid them with a rainy scud, And soon he saw the village lights below. But when he'd told his tale, an old man said That he'd seen soldiers pass along that hill; ''Poor, silent things, they were the English dead "Who came to fight in France and got their fill." 34 "They" The Bishop tells us : "When the boys come back "They will not be the same; for they'll have fought "In a just cause: they lead the last attack "On Anti-Christ; their comrade's blood has bought "New right to breed an honourable race. "They have challenged Death and dared him face to face." "We're none of us the same!" the boys reply. "For George lost both his legs; and Bill's stone blind; "Poor Jim's shot through the lungs and like to die; "And Bert's gone siphilitic: you'll not find "A chap who's served that hasn't found some change." And the Bishop said: "The ways of God are strange !" 35 Stand-to: Good Friday Morning I'd been on duty from two till four. I went and stared at the dug-out door. Down in the frowst I heard them snore. "Stand to!" Somebody grunted and swore. Dawn was misty; the skies were still; Larks were singing, discordant, shrill; They seemed happy; but / felt ill. Deep in water I splashed my way Up the trench to our bogged front line. Rain had fallen the whole damned night. O Jesus, send me a wound to-day, And I'll believe in Your bread and wine, And get my bloody old sins washed white! 36 Special-Constable "Put out that light!" he cried. But no one put it out. No one replied, And silence gulped his husky shout. Against the door he blundered, Knocked — but no one came. Wrathful, he wondered; "What's their number? What's their name?" And the moon above the town Through wisps of cloud looked down On roofs and cowls And cats and constables and owls. He clutched his truncheon tight, For he was bold that night. And hurled it high Up at the lit and lawless sky. 37 He bawled: 'Then go to Hell!" And, reeling home to bed, Blue brilliance fell From moons that danced within his head. 38 The Choral Union He staggered in from night and frost and fog, And lampless streets: he'd guzzled like a hog, And drunk till he was dazed; and now he came To hear he couldn't call to mind the name, — But he'd been given a ticket for the show. And thought he'd (hiccup) chance his luck and go. • • • • • The hall swam in his eyes, and soaring light Was dazzling-splendid after the dank night. He sat and blinked, safe in his cushioned seat, And licked his lips; he'd like a brandy, neat. "Who is the King of Glory?" they were saying — He pricked his ears; what was it? Were they praying? . . . . By God, it might be Heaven! For singers stood Ranked in pure white; and everyone seemed good; 39 And clergymen were sitting meekly round With joyful faces, drinking in the sound; And holy women, and plump, whiskered men. Could this be Heaven? And was he dead? . . . . and then They all stood up; the mighty chorus broke In storms of song above those blameless folk; And "Hallelujah, Hallelujah!" rang The burden of the triumph that they sang. * • • « ■ He gasped; it must be true; he'd got to Heaven With all his sins that seventy times were seven; And whispering "Hallelujah," mid their shout, He wondered when Lord God would turn him out. 40 Liquor-Control ' [To Roderick Meiklejohn] In the time of the war with the Philistine, Solomon uttered a law that said: ''Down with the Sign of the Saracen's Head, ''Shut up the Star and the Sun and the Vinel" Then the King went in to his glimmering dames And called the roll of their languorous names; But the Moon-faced Lily, the pearl divine, Swooned and implored, and was sick for wine. Down in the harem something stirred. But none of the eunuchs whispered a word. Glug, glug, glug! the concubines poured Warm wet liquor in health to their lord. 41 And Solomon spoke in a drunken voice: "Let cymbals sound! Let the people rejoice!" So the Jew-boys looked on the wine that was red In the Vine and the Star and the Saracen's Head. 42 The One-Legged Man Propped on a stick he viewed the August weald; Squat orchard trees and oasts with painted cowls; A homely, tangled hedge, a corn-stooked field. With sound of barking dogs and farmyard fowls. And he'd come home again to find it more Desirable than ever it was before. How right it seemed that he should reach the span Of comfortable years allowed to man I Splendid to eat and sleep and choose a wife, Safe with his wound, a citizen of life. He hobbled blithely through the garden gate, And thought: "Thank God they had to amputate I" 43 Enemies He stood alone in some queer sunless place Where Armageddon ends; perhaps he longed For days he might have lived; but his young face Gazed forth untroubled: and suddenly there thronged Round him the hulking Germans that I shot When for his death my brooding rage was hot. He stared at them, half-v^ondering; and then They told him hov^ I'd killed them for his sake, — Those patient, stupid, sullen ghosts of men: And still there seemed no answer he could make. At last he turned and smiled, and all was well Because his face could lead them out of hell. 44 The Tombstone-Maker He primmed his loose red mouth, and leaned his head Against a sorrowing angel's breast, and said: "You'd think so much bereavement would have made "Unusual big demands upon my trade. "The War comes cruel hard on some poor folk — "Unless the fighting stops I'll soon be broke." He eyed the Cemetery across the road — "There's scores of bodies out abroad, this while, "That should be here by rights; they little knowM "How they'd get buried in such wretched style." I told him, with a sympathetic grin. That Germans boil dead soldiers down for fat; And he was horrified. "What shameful sin! "O sir, that Christian men should come to that!" 45 Arms and the Man Young Ctcesus went to pay his call On Colonel Sawbones, Caxton Hall: And, though his wound was healed and mended, He hoped he'd get his leave extended. The waiting-room was dark and bare. He eyed a neat-framed notice there Above the fireplace hung to show Disabled heroes where to go For arms and legs; with scale of price, And words of dignified advice How officers could get them free. Elbow or shoulder, hip or knee, — Two arms, two legs, though all were lost, They'd be restored him free of cost. Then a Girl-Guide looked in to say, "Will Captain Croesus come this way?" 46 Died of Wounds His wet, white face and miserable eyes Brought nurses to him more than groans and sighs: But hoarse and low and rapid rose and fell His troubled voice: he did the business well. The ward grew dark; but he was still complaining, And calling out for "Dickie." "Curse the Wood! "It's time to go; O Christ, and what's the good? — "We'll never take it; and it's always raining." I wondered where he'd been; then heard him shout, "They snipe like hell! O Dickie, don't go out" . . I fell alseep . . . next morning he was dead; And some Slight Wound lay smiling on his bed. 47 The Hero "Jack fell as he'd have wished," the Mother said, And folded up the letter that she'd read. "The Colonel writes so nicely." Something broke In the tired voice that quavered to a choke. She half looked up. "We mothers are so proud "Of our dead soldiers." Then her face was bowed. Quietly the Brother Officer went out. He'd told the poor old dear some gallant lies That she would nourish all her days, no doubt. For while he coughed and mumbled, her weak eyes Had shone with gentle triumph, brimmed with joy. Because he'd been so brave, her glorious boy. He thought how "Jack," cold-footed, useless swine, Had panicked down the trench that night the mine Went up at Wicked Corner; how he'd tried To get sent home; and how, at last, he died. Blown to small bits. And no one seemed to care Except that lonely woman with white hair. 48 Stretcher Case [To Edward Marsh] He woke: the clank and racket of the train Kept time with angry throbbings in his brain. Then for a while he lapsed and drowsed again. At last he lifted his bewildered eyes And blinked, and rolled them sidelong; hills and skies, Heavily wooded, hot with August haze, And, slipping backward, golden for his gaze, Acres of harvest. Feebly now he drags Exhausted ego back from glooms and quags And blasting tumult, terror, hurtling glare, To calm and brightness, havens of sweet air. 49 He sighed, confused; then drew a cautious breath; This level journeying was no ride through death. "If I were dead," he mused, "there'd be no thinking — "Only some plunging underworld of sinking, "And hueless, shifting welter where I'd drown." Then he remembered that his name was Brown. But was he back in Blighty? Slow he turned, Till in his heart thanksgiving leapt and burned. There shone the blue serene, the prosperous land. Trees, cows and hedges; skipping these, he scanned Large, friendly names that change not with the year. Lung Tonic, Mustard, Liver Pills and Beer. 50 Conscripts "Fall in, that awkward squad, and strike no more "Attractive attitudes! Dress by the right! "The luminous rich colours that you wore "Have changed to hueless khaki in the night. "Magic? What's magic got to do with you? "There's no such thing! Blood's red and skies are blue." They gasped and sweated, marching up and down. I drilled them till they cursed my raucous shout. Love chucked his lute away and dropped his crown. Rhyme got sore heels and wanted to fall out. "Left, right! Press on your butts!" They looked at me Reproachful; how I longed to set them free! 51 I gave them lectures on Defence, Attack; They fidgeted and shuffled, yawned and sighed, And boggled at my questions. Joy was slack. And Wisdom gnawed his fingers, gloomy-eyed. Young Fancy — how I loved him all the while — Stared at his note-book with a rueful smile. Their training done, I shipped them all to France. Where most of those I'd loved too well got killed. Rapture and pale Enchantment and Romance, And many a sickly, slender lord who'd filled My soul long since with lutanies of sin. Went home, because they couldn't stand the din. But the kind, common ones that I despised, (Hardly a man of them I'd count as friend). What stubborn-hearted virtues they disguised! They stood and played the hero to the end, Won gold and silver medals bright with bars. And marched resplendent home with crowns and stars. 52 The Road The road is thronged with women; soldiers pass And halt, but never see them; yet they're here — A patient crowd along the sodden grass, Silent, worn out with waiting, sick with fear. The road goes crawling up a long hillside, All ruts and stones and sludge, and the emptied dregs Of battle thrown in heaps. Here where they died Are stretched big-bellied horses with stiff legs; And dead men, bloody-fingered from the fight, Stare up at caverned darkness winking white. You in the bomb-scorched kilt, poor sprawling Jock, You tottered here and fell, and stumbled on. Half dazed for want of sleep. No dream could mock Your reeling brain with comforts lost and gone. You did not feel her arms about your knees, Her blind caress, her lips upon your head: Too tired for thoughts of home and love and ease, The road would serve you well enough for bed. 53 Secret Music I KEEP such music in my brain No din this side of death can quell, — Glory exulting over pain, And beauty, garlanded m hell. My dreaming spirit will not heed The roar of guns that would destroy My life that on the gloom can read Proud-surging melodies of joy. To the world's end I went, and found Death in his carnival of glare; But in my anguish I was crowned. And music dawned above despair. 54 Nimrod in September When half the drowsy world's a-bed And misty morning rises red, With jollity of horn and lusty cheer, Young Nimrod urges on his dwindling rout; Along the yellowing coverts we can hear His horse's hoofs thud hither and about: In mulberry coat he rides and makes Huge clamour in the sultry brakes. 55 Morning Express Along the wind-swept platform, pinched and white, The travellers stand in pools of wintry light. Offering themselves to morn's long, slanting arrows. The train's due; porters trundle laden barrows. The train steams in, volleying resplendent clouds Of sun-blown vapour. Hither and about. Scared people hurry, storming the doors in crowds. The officials seem to waken with a shout. Resolved to hoist and plunder; some to the vans Leap; others rumble the milk in gleaming cans. Boys, indolent-eyed, from baskets leaning back, Question each face; a man with a hammer steals Stooping from coach to coach; with clang and clack, Touches and tests, and listens to the wheels. Guard sounds a warning whistle, points to the clock With brandished flag, and on his folded flock 56 Claps the last door: the monster grunts; "Enough!" Tightening his load of links with pant and puff. Under the arch, then forth into blue day, Glide the processional windows on their way. And glimpse the stately folk who sit at ease To view the world like kings taking the seas In prosperous weather: drifting banners tell Their progress to the counties; with them goes The clamour of their journeying; while those Who sped them stand to wave a last farewell. 57 Noah When old Noah started across the floods Sky and water melted into one Looking-glass of shifting tides and sun. Mountain-tops were few: the ship was foul: All the morn old Noah marvelled greatly At this weltering world that shone so stately, Drowning deep the rivers and the plains. Through the stillness came a rippling breeze; Noah sighed, remembering the green trees. Clear along the morning stooped a bird, — Lit beside him with a blossomed sprig. Earth was saved; and Noah danced a jig. 58 Policeman Sitting in the hedge I hear Through sunlit morning fresh and still Sounds and voices far and near, And sheep-bells under the green hill. Who's a-trudging up the lane? Whistling birds around him saying; "Spring, spring, you're here again! "April's come, and lambs are playing!" Policeman's eye says: "Who are you?" Pacing past me stifif and slow, Tightly buttoned up in blue. Hot and stately. And I know If I jump down, and in my fun Clout his red ear, then start to run, He'll grab me quick and give me hell, And lock me up in quod as well. 59 David Cleek I CANNOT think that Death will press his claim To snuff you out or put you off your game: You'll still contrive to play your steady round, Though hurricanes may svs^eep the dismal ground, And darkness blur the sandy-skirted green Where silence gulfs the shot you strike so clean. Saint Andrew guard your ghost, old David Cleek, And send you home to Fifeshire once a week! Good-fortune speed your ball upon its way When Heaven decrees its mightiest Medal-Day: Till crowds of Angels chant for evermore The miracle of your unbeaten score; And He who keeps all players in His sight. Walking the royal and ancient hills of light, Standing benignant at the eighteenth hole, To everlasting Golf consigns your soul. 60 Ancestors Behold these jewelled, merchant Ancestors, Foregathered in some chancellery of death; Calm, provident, discreet, they stroke their beards And move their faces slowly in the gloom, And barter monstrous wealth with speech subdued, Lustreless eyes and acquiescent lids. And oft in pauses of their conference. They listen to the measured breath of night's Hushed sweep of wind aloft the swaying trees In dimly gesturing gardens; then a voice Climbs with clear mortal song half-sad for heaven. A silent-footed message flits and brings The ghostly Sultan from his glimmering halls; A shadow at the window, turbaned, vast. He leans; and, pondering the sweet influence That steals around him in remembered flowers. Hears the frail music wind along the slopes. Put forth, and fade across the whispering sea. 6i Haunted Evening was in the wood, louring with storm. A time of drought had sucked the weedy pool And baked the channels; birds had done with song. Thirst was a dream of fountains in the moon, Or willow-music blown across the water Leisurely sliding on by weir and mill. Uneasy was the man who wandered, brooding, His face a little whiter than the dusk. A drone of sultry wings flicker'd in his head. The end of sunset burning thro' the boughs Died in a smear of red; exhausted hours Cumber'd, and ugly sorrows hemmed him in. He thought: "Somewhere there's thunder," as he strove To shake off dread; he dared not look behind him. But stood, the sweat of horror on his face. 62 He blundered down a path, trampling on thistles, In sudden race to leave the ghostly trees. And : "Soon I'll be in open fields," he thought, And half remembered starlight on the meadows, Scent of mown grass and voices of tired men, Fading along the field-paths ; home and sleep And cool-swept upland spaces, whispering leaves. And far off the long churring night-jar's note. But something in the wood, trying to daunt him, Led him confused in circles through the brake. He was forgetting his old wretched folly. And freedom was his need; his throat was choking; Barbed brambles gripped and clawed him round his legs, And he floundered over snags and hidden stumps. Mumbling: "I will get out! I must get out!" Butting and thrusting up the bafiling gloom. Pausing to listen in a space 'twixt thorns. He peers around with boding, frantic eyes. An evil creature in the twilight looping. Flapped blindly in his face. Beating it off, 63 He screeched in terror, and straightway something clambered Heavily from an oak, and dropped, bent double, To shamble at him zigzag, squat and bestial. Headlong he charges down the wood, and falls With roaring brain — agony — the snap't spark — And blots of green and purple in his eyes. Then the slow fingers groping on his neck, And at his heart the strangling clasp of death. H Blind His headstrong thoughts that once in eager strife Leapt sure from eye to brain and back to eye, Weaving unconscious tapestries of life, Are now thrust inward, dungeoned from the sky. And he who has watched his world and loved it all, Starless and old and blind, a sight for pity, With feeble steps and fingers on the wall, Gropes with his staff along the rumbling city. 65 Before Day Come in this hour to set my spirit free When earth is no more mine though night goes out And stretching forth these arms I cannot be Lord of winged sunrise and dim Arcady: When fieldward boys far off with clack and shout From orchards scare the birds in sudden rout, Come, ere my heart grows cold and full of doubt In the still summer dawns that waken me. When the first lark goes up to look for day, And morning glimmers out of dreams, come then, Out of the songless valleys, over gray Wide misty lands to bring me on my way: For I am lone, a dweller among men, Hungered for what my heart shall never say. 66 Villon They threw me from the gates: my matted hair Was dank with dungeon wetness; my spent frame O'erlaid with marish agues: everywhere Tortured by leaping pangs of frost and flame, I was so hideous that even Lazarus there In noisome rags arrayed and leprous shame, Beside me set had seemed full sweet and fair, And looked on me with loathing. But one came Who wrapped me in his cloak and bore me in Tenderly to an hostel quiet and clean, — Used me with healing hands for all my needs. The foul estate of my unshriven sin, My long disgrace, and loveless, lecherous deeds, He has put by as though they had not been. 67 Goblin Revel In gold and grey, with fleering looks of sin, I watch them come; by two, by three, by four, Advancing slow, with loutings they begin Their woven measure widening from the door; While music-men behind are straddling in With flutes to brisk their feet across the floor, — And jangled dulcimers, and fiddles thin That taunt the twirling antic through once more. They pause, and hushed to whispers, steal away With cunning glances; silent go their shoon Upon the stairs: but far away the dogs Bark at some lonely farm; and haply they Have clambered back into the dusky moon That sinks beyond the marshes loud with frogs. 68 Night-Piece Ye hooded witches, baleful shapes that moan, Quench your fantastic lanterns and be still; For now the moon through heaven sails alone. Shedding her peaceful rays from hill to hill. The faun from out his dim and secret place Draws nigh the darkling pool and from his dream Half-wakens, seeing there his sylvan face Reflected, and the wistful eyes that gleam. To his cold lips he sets the pipe to blow Some drowsy note that charms the listening air: The dryads from their trees come down and creep Near to his side; monotonous and low, He plays and plays till all the woodside there Stirs to the voice of everlasting sleep. 69 A Wanderer [To Hamo Thornycroft] When Watkin shifts the burden of his cares And all that irked him in his dull employ, Once more become a vagrom-hearted boy, He moves to roundelays and jocund airs: Afield with lusty harvestmen he shares Old ale and sunshine; or, with maids half-coy Pays court to shadows; clowns himself with joy, And shakes a leg at junketings and fairs. Sometimes, returning down his breezy miles, A snatch of wayward April he will bring, Piping the daffodilly that beguiles Foolhardy lovers in the surge of spring: And then once more by lanes and field-path stiles Up the green world he wanders like a king. 70 October Across the land a faint blue veil of mist Seems hung; the woods wear yet arrayment sober, Till frost shall make them flame; silent and whist The dropping cherry orchards of October Like mournful pennons hang their shrivelling leaves Russet and orange: all things now decay; Long since ye garnered in your autumn sheaves, And sad the robins pipe at set of day. Now do ye dream of Spring when greening shaws Confer with the shrewd breezes, and of slopes Flower-kirtled, and of April, sweetling guest; Days that ye love, despite their windy flaws. Since they are woven with all joys and hopes Whereof ye nevermore shall be possessed. 71 The Heritage Cry out on Time that he may take away Your cold philosophies that give no hint Of spirit-quickened flesh; fall down and pray That Death come never with a face of flint. Death is our heritage; with Life we share The sunlight that must own his darkening hour; Within his very presence yet we dare To gather gladness like a fading flower. For even as this, our joy not long may live Perfect; and most in change the heart can trace The miracle of life and human things. All we have held, to destiny we give; Dawn glimmers on the soul-forsaken face; Not we, but others, hear the bird that sings. 72 An Old French Poet When in your sober mood my body ye have laid In sight and sound of things beloved, woodland and stream, And the green turf has hidden the poor bones ye deem No more a close companion with those rhymes we made; Then, if some bird should pipe, or breezes stir the glade, Thinking them for the while my voice, so let them seem A fading message from the misty shores of dream, Or wheresoever, following Death, my feet have strayed. F 2 73 Dryads When meadows are grey with the mora, In the dusk of the woods it is night; The oak and the ash and the pine War with the glimmer of light. Dryads brown as the leaf Move in the gloom of the glade; When meadows are grey with the morn, Dim night in the wood has delayed. The cocks that crow to the land Are faint and hollow and shrill: Dryads as brown as the leaf Whisper and hide and are still. 74 Before the Battle Music of whispering trees Hushed by the broad-winged breeze Where shaken water gleams; And evening radiance falling With reedy bird-notes calling. bear me safe through dark, you low-voiced streams 1 have no need to pray That fear may pass away; I scorn the growl and rumble of the fight That summons me from cool Silence of marsh and pool, And yellow lilies islanded in light. O river of stars and shadows, lead me through the night. June 2Sth, jgi6. 75 Morning-Land Old English songs, you bring to me A simple sweetness somewhat kin To birds that through the mystery Of earliest morn made tuneful din, While hamlet steeples sleepily At cock-crow chime out three and four, Till maids get up betime and go, With faces like the red sun low, Clattering about the dairy floor. 76 Arcady Unheeding Shepherds go whistling on their way In the green glory of the year; One watches weather-signs of day; One of his maid most dear Dreams; and they do not hear The birds that sing and sing; they do not see Wide wealds of blue beyond their windy lea, Nor blossoms red and white on every tree. 77 Gibbet You that in moonlit meadows wander, See where your lover waits you yonder, Who has no guineas now to squander. There stands the lad your eyes were seeking, Whose absence made your false heart fonder — His limbs in rusty fetters creaking. The yellow moon shines clear above him: Go sit with him; he'll ne'er forsake you: Hie to him quick and say you love him, And hear what answer he will make you. 78 Dream Forest Where sunshine flecks the green, Through towering woods my way Goes winding all the day. Scant are the flowers that bloom Beneath the bosky screen And cage of golden gloom. Few are the birds that call, Shrill-voiced and seldom seen. Where silence masters all. And light my footsteps fall, The whispering runnels only With blazing noon confer; And comes no breeze to stir The tangled thickets lonely. 79 A Child's Prayer For Morn, my dome of blue, For Meadows, green and gay, And Birds who love the twilight of the leaves, Let Jesus keep me joyful when I pray. For the big Bees that hum And hide in bells of flowers; For the winding roads that come To Evening's holy door. May Jesus bring me grateful to his arms, And guard my innocence for evermore. Ifc Morning Glory In this meadow starred with spring Shepherds kneel before their king. Mary throned, with dreaming eyes, Gowned in blue like rain-washed skies, Lifts her tiny son that he May behold their courtesy. And green-smocked children, awed and good, Bring him blossoms from the wood. Clear the sunlit steeples chime Mary's coronation-time. Loud the happy children quire To the golden-windowed morn; While the lord of their desire Sleeps below the crimson thorn. 8i To-day This is To-day, a child in white and blue Running to meet me out of Night who stilled The ghost of Yester-eve; this is fair Morn The mother of To-morrow. And these clouds That chase the sunshine over gleaming hills Are thoughts, delighting in the golden change And the ceremony of their drifting state. This is To-day. To-morrow might bring death, — And Life, the gleeful madrigal of birds, Be drowned in glimmer of sleep. To-day I know How sweet it is to spend these eyes, and boast This bubble of vistaed memory and sense Blown by my joy aloft the glittering airs Of heavenly peace. Oh take me to yourselves, Earth, sky, and spirit! Let me stand within The circle of your transience, that my voice May thrill the lonely silences with song. 82 Wonderment Then a wind blew; And he, who had forgot he moved Lonely amid the green and silver morning weather, Suddenly grew Aware of clouds and trees Gleaming and white and shafted, shaken together And blown to music by the ruffling breeze. Like flush of wings The moment passed: he stood Dazzled with blossom in the swaying wood; Then he remembered how, through all swift things, This mortal scene stands built of memories, — Shaped by the wise Who gazed in breathing wonderment, And left us their brave eyes To light the ways they went. 83 Daybreak in a Garden I HEARD the farm cocks crowing, loud, and faint, and thin, When hooded night was going and one clear planet winked : I heard shrill notes begin down the spired wood distinct, When cloudy shoals were chinked and gilt with fires of day. White-misted was the weald; the lawns were silver- grey; The lark his lonely field for heaven had forsaken; And the wind upon its way whispered the boughs of may, And touched the nodding peony-flowers to bid them waken. 84 Companions Leave not your bough, my slender song-bird sweet, But pipe me now your roundelay complete. Come, gentle breeze, and tarrying on your way, Whisper my trees what you have seen to-day. Stand, golden cloud, until my song be done, (For he's too proud), before the face of the sun. So one did sing, and the other breathed a story; Then both took wing, and the sun stepped forth in glory. 85 A Poplar and the Moon There stood a Poplar, tall and straight; The fair, round Moon, uprisen late. Made the long shadow on the grass A ghostly bridge 'twixt heaven and me. But May, with slumbrous nights, must pass; And blustering winds will strip the tree. And I've no magic to express The moment of that loveliness; So from these words you'll never ^uess The stars and lilies I could see. 86 South Wind Where have you been, South Wind, this May-day morning, With larks aloft, or skimming with the swallow. Or with blackbirds in a green, sun-glinted thicket? Oh, I heard you like a tyrant in the valley; Your ruffian haste shook the young, blossoming orchards; You clapped rude hands, hallooing round the chimney, And white your pennons streamed along the river. You have robbed the bee. South Wind, in your adventure, Blustering with gentle flowers; but I forgave you When you stole to me shyly with scent of hawthorn. 87 Tree and Sky Let my soul, a shining tree, Silver branches lift towards thee, Where on a hallowed winter's night The clear-eyed angels may alight. And if there should be tempests in My spirit, let them surge like din Of noble melodies at war; With fervour of such blades of triumph as are Flashed in white orisons of saints who go On shafts of glory to the ecstasies they know. 88 Alone I'VE listened: and all the sounds I heard Were music,— wind, and stream, and bird. With youth who sang from hill to hill I've listened: my heart is hungry still. I've looked: the morning world was green; Bright roofs and towers of town I've seen, And stars, wheeling through wingless night. I've looked: and my soul yet longs for light. I've thought: but in my sense survives Only the impulse of those lives That were my making. Hear me say, "I've thought!"— and darkness hides my day. 89 Storm and Sunlight I. In barns we crouch, and under stacks of straw, Harking the storm that rides a hurtling legion Up the arched sky, and speeds quick heels of panic With growling thunder loosed in fork and clap That echoes crashing thro' the slumbrous vault. That whispering woodlands darken: vulture Gloom Stoops, menacing the skeltering flocks of Light, Where the gaunt shepherd shakes his gleaming staff And foots with angry tidings down the slope. Drip, drip; the rain steals in through soaking thatch By cob-webbed rafters to the dusty floor. Drums shatter in the tumult; wrathful Chaos Points pealing din to the zenith, then resolves Terror in wonderment with rich collapse. 9P II. Now from drenched eaves a swallow darts to skim The crystal stillness of an air unveiled To tremulous blue. Raise your bowed heads, and let Your horns adorn the sky, ye patient kine! Haste, flashing brooks! Small, chuckling rills. Rejoice ! Be opened-eyed for Heaven, ye pools of peace! Shine, rainbow hills! Dream on, fair glimpsed vale In haze of drifting gold! And all sweet birds. Sing out your raptures to the radiant leaves! And ye, close huddling Men, come forth to stand A moment simple in the gaze of God That sweeps along your pastures! Breathe his might! Lift your blind faces to be filled with day, And share his benediction with the flowers. 91 Wind in the Beechwood The glorying forest shakes and swings with glancing Of boughs that dip and strain; young, slanting sprays Beckon and shift like lissom creatures dancing, While the blown beechwood streams with drifting rays. Rooted in steadfast calm, grey stems are seen Like weather-beaten masts; the wood, unfurled Seems as a ship with crowding sails of green, That sweep across the lonely, billowing world. O luminous and lovely! Let your flowers. Your ageless-squadroned wings, your surge and gleam. Drown me in quivering brightness: let me fade In the warm, rustling music of the hours That guard your ancient wisdom, till my dream Moves with the chant and whisper of the glade. 92 Wisdom When Wisdom tells me that the world's a speck Lost on the shoreless blue of God's To-Day. . . I smile, and think, "For every man his way: "The world's my ship, and I'm alone on deck!" But when he tells me that the world's a spark Lit in the whistling gloom of God's To-night. . . I look within me to the edge of dark. And dream, "The world's my field, and I'm the lark, "Alone with upward song, alone with light!" 93 The Death-Bed He drowsed and was aware of silence heaped Round him, unshaken as the steadfast walls; Aqueous like floating rays of amber light, Soaring and quivering in the wings of sleep, — Silence and safety; and his mortal shore Lipped by the inward, moonless waves of death. Someone was holding water to his mouth. He swallowed, unresisting; moaned and dropped Through crimson gloom to darkness; and forgot The opiate throb and ache that was his wound. Water — calm, sliding green above the weir; Water — a sky-lit alley for his boat. Bird-voiced, and bordered with reflected flowers And shaken hues of summer: drifting down. He dipped contented oars, and sighed, and slept. 94 Night, with a gust of wind, was in the ward, Blowing the curtain to a glimmering curve. Night. He was blind ; he could not see the stars Glinting among the wraiths of wandering cloud ; Queer blots of colour, purple, scarlet, green, Flickered and faded in his drowning eyes. Rain; he could hear it rustling through the dark; Fragrance and passionless music woven as one; Warm rain on drooping roses; pattering showers That soak the woods ; not the harsh rain that sweeps Behind the thunder, but a trickling peace Gently and slowly washing life away. He stirred, shifting his body; then the pain Leaped like a prowling beast, and gripped and tore His groping dreams with grinding claws and fangs. But someone was beside him; soon he lay Shuddering because that evil thing had passed. And death, who'd stepped toward him, paused and stared. Light many lamps and gather round his bed. Lend him your eyes, warm blood, and will to live. Speak to him; rouse him; you may save him yet. He's young; he hated war; how should he die When cruel old campaigners win safe through? But Death replied: "I choose him." So he went, And there was silence in the summer night; Silence and safety; and the veils of sleep. Then, far away, the thudding of the guns. 96 The Last Meeting I. Because the night was falling warm and still Upon a golden day at April's end, I thought; I will go up the hill once more To find the face of him that I have lost, And speak with him before his ghost has flown Far from the earth that mijght not keep him long. So down the road I went, pausing to see How slow the dusk drew on, and how the folk Loitered about their doorways, well-content With the fine weather and the waxing year. The miller's house, that glimmered with grey walls, Turned me aside; and for a while I leaned Along the tottering rail beside the bridge To watch the dripping mill-wheel green with damp. 97 The miller peered at me with shadowed eyes And pallid face: I could not hear his voice For the insistent water. He was old : His days went round with the unhurrying wheel. Moving along the street, each side I saw The humble, kindly folk in lamp-lit rooms; Children at table; simple, homely wives; Strong, grizzled men; and soldiers back from war, Scaring the gaping elders with loud talk. Soon all the jumbled roofs were down the hill, And I was turning up the grassy lane That goes to the big, empty house that stands Above the town, half-hid by towering trees. I looked below and saw the glinting lights : I heard the treble cries of bustling life, And mirth, and scolding; and the grind of wheels. An engine whistled, piercing-shrill, and called High echoes from the sombre slopes afar; Then a long line of trucks began to move. 98 It was quite still; the columned chestnuts stood Dark in their noble canopies of leaves. I thought: "A little longer I'll delay, "And then he'll be more glad to hear my feet, "And with low laughter ask me why I'm late. "The place will be too dim to show his eyes ; "But he will loom above me like a tree, "With lifted arms and body tall and strong." There stood the empty house; a ghostly hulk Becalmed and huge, massed in the mantling dark, As builders left it when quick-shattering war Leapt upon France and called her men to fight. Lightly along the terraces I trod, Crunching the rubble till I found the door That gaped in twilight, framing inward gloom. An owl flew out from under the high eaves To vanish secretly among the firs. Where lofty boughs netted the gleam of stars. I stumbled in; the dusty floors were strewn With cumbering piles of planks and props and beams; 99 Tall windows gapped the walls; the place was free To every searching gust and jousting gale; But now they slept: I was afraid to speak, And heavily the shadows crowded in. I called him, once; then listened: nothing moved: Only my thumping beat out the time. Whispering his name, I groped from room to room. Quite empty was that house; it could not hold His human ghost, remembered in the love That strove in vain to be companioned still. II. Blindly I sought the woods that I had known So beautiful with morning when I came Amazed with spring that wove the hazel copse With misty raiment of awakening green I found a holy dimness, and the peace Of sanctuary, austerely built of trees. And wonder stooping from the tranquil sky. lOO Ah! but there was no need to call his name. He was beside me now, as swift as light. I knew him crushed to earth in scentless flowers, And lifted in the rapture of dark pines.^ "For now," he said, "my spirit has more eyes "Than heaven has stars; and they are lit by love. My body is the magic of the world. And dawn and sunset flame with my spilt blood. My breath is the great wind, and I am filled With molten power and surge of the bright waves That chant my doom along the ocean's edge. "Look in the faces of the flowers and find The innocence that shrives me; stoop to the stream That you may share the wisdom of my peace. For talking water travels undismayed. The luminous willows lean to it with tales Of the young earth; and swallows dip their wings Where showering hawthorn strews the lanes of light. "I can remember summer in one thought ^Of wind-swept green, and deeps of melting blue, lOl And scent of limes in bloom; and I can hear Distinct the early mower in the grass, Whetting his blade along some morn of June. "For I was born to the round world's delight, And knowledge of enfolding motherhood, Whose tenderness, that shines through constant toil, Gathers the naked children to her knees. In death I can remember how she came To kiss me while I slept; still I can share The glee of childhood; and the fleeting gloom When all my flowers were washed with rain of tears. "I triumph in the choruses of birds. Bursting like April buds in gyres of song, My meditations are tke blaze of noon On silent woods where glory burns the leaves. I have shared breathless vigils; I have slaked The thirst of my desires in bounteous rain Pouring and splashing downward through the dark. Loud storm has roused me with its winking glare, 1 02 And voice of doom that crackles overhead. I have been tired and watchful, craving rest, Till the slow-footed hours have touched my brows And laid me on the breast of sundering sleep." III. I know that he is lost among the stars, And may return no more but in their light. Though his hushed voice may call me in the stir Of whispering trees I shall not understand. Men many not speak with stillness; and the joy Of brooks that leap and tumble down green hills Is faster than their feet; and all their songs Can win no meaning from the talk of birds. My heart is fooled with fancies, being wise; For fancy is the gleaming of wet flowers When the hid sun looks forth with golden stare. Thus, when I find new loveliness to praise, iQ3 And things long-known shine out in sudden grace, Then will I think: ^'He moves before me now." So he will never come but in delight; And, as it was in life, his name shall be Wonder awaking in a summer dawn, And youth, that dying, touched my lips to song. II 104 A Letter Home [To Robert Graves] I. Here I'm sitting in the gloom Of my quiet attic room. France goes rolling all around, Fledged with forest May has crowned. And I puff my pipe, calm-hearted, Thinking how the fighting started, Wondering when we'll ever end it, Back to Hell with Kaiser send it, Gag the noise, pack up and go, Clockwork soldiers in a row. I've got better things to do Than to waste my time on you. II. Robert, when I drowse to-night. Skirting lawns of sleep to chase 105 Shifting dreams in mazy light, Somewhere then I'll see your face Turning back to bid me follow Where I wag my arms and hollo, Over hedges hasting after Crooked smile and baffling laughter, Running tireless, floating, leaping, Down your web-hung woods and valleys. Garden glooms and hornbeam alleys. Where the glowworm stars are peeping. Till I find you, quiet as stone On a hill-top all alone. Staring outward, gravely pondering Jumbled leagues of hillock-wandering. III. You and I have walked together In the starving winter weather. We've been glad because we knew Time's too short and friends are few. lo6 We've been sad because we missed One whose yellow head was kissed By the gods, who thought about him Till they couldn't do without him. Now he's here again; I've seen Soldier David dressed in green, Standing in a wood that swings To the madrigal he sings. He's come back, all mirth and glory, Like the prince in a fairy story. Winter called him far away; Blossoms bring him home with May. IV. Well, I know you'll swear it's true That you found him decked in blue Striding up through morning-land With a cloud on either hand. Out in Wales, you'll say, he marches Arm-in-arm with oaks and larches; 107 Hides all night in hilly nooks, Laughs at dawn in tumbling brooks. Yet, it's certain, here he teaches Outpost-schemes to groups of beeches. And I'm sure, as here I stand, That he shines through every land, That he sings in every place Where v^e're thinking of his face. V. Robert, there's a v^ar in France; Everywhere men bang and blunder. Sweat and swear and worship Chance, Creep and blink through cannon thunder. Rifles crack and bullets flick. Sing and hum like hornet-swarms. Bones are smashed and buried quick. Yet, through stunning battle storms, All the while I watch the spark Lit to guide me; for I know io8 Dreams will triumph, through the dark Scowls above me where I go. You can hear me; you can mingle Radiant folly with my jingle. War's a joke for me and you While we know such dreams are true! 109 i^$ 4 , ■-- S 'U \ c^ oo^ •V -^"^ n ^ .^^ Deacidified using the Bookkeeper process /• \ Neutralizing agent: Magnesium Oxide .A- Treatment Date: July 2009 PreservationTechnoloqies ^. -t. '*'*"""-'' LEADER IN COLLECTIONS PRESERVATION •^ -^ 111 Thomson Park Drive Cranberry Township, PA 16065 0-, * » I (724)779-2111 n- v^ p''