I LIBRARY OF CONGRESS. I #A^,.7^lOM.,„ir. ? f^^? V. l^pmigM^o J $ V^Tt I UNITED STATES OF AMERICA. J MISUNDERSTOOD, EMILY J. BEACH. BOSTON: PUBLISHED BY THE AUTHOR. 1876. ^a,\ '-• CoPYRionr. EauLT J. Beach. 1875. FBANKLIN PRESBi 8TEBE0TVPED AND VUlNTEl) BT Ran II, Avr.uv, & Co. MISUNDERSTOOD. I SAW her first in childhood's morn ; She seemed a quiet, gentle child : Of humble parents was she born, 'Mid woodland scenes and heather wild. Her face could boast no beauty rare, Save the lustrous, timid eye. Which told a depth of soul was there, No chance observer would descry. She early learned to toil and strive ; For brothers, sisters, younger still, In quick succession did arrive : Her post, indeed, was hard to fill. She oft was taxed her strength beyond. Though wpll she loved the little ones. And proved herself a sister kind. If hurt or grieved, her soothing tones 3 4 MISUNDERSTOOD. "Were first to comfort and to cheer, To bring again the sunny smile, . To wipe away the falling tear, And from their sorrows to beguile. 'Twas thus her early years were spent Within this humble cottage dome : Few there were who came or went To or from her peaceful home. Oft when her daily tasks were done, Out in the cool and shady wood. Beside a mossy bank, alone She sat in quiet, pensive mood. She loved those calm and holy hours When Nature's voice alone was heard. Save now and then, 'mid woodland bowers, The chirp of some dear little bird. 'Twas here her inmost soul was filled With shadowy longings so intense. She felt she must, but could not yield ; Why did they come, and. Oh ! from whence ? She pondered oft, and tried to trace The source from Avhence they sprung to light ; O would they never, never cease ? And were they wrong, or were they right ? MISUNDERSTOOD. The more she thought, the more her brain Wiis puzzled with the question sore ; If wrong those feelings to maintain, Why not l)anished long before ? Did not her all- wise Father know Each germ of thought implanterl there? And would he thus a gift bestow Which might on\y prove a snare ? The knowledge which her soul did crave, And which had been so long denied, Must, sure, be right ; and He who gave Would see these longings satisfied. She prayed for patience still to wait His own appointed way and means. Struggling against an adverse fate Which seemed to bind her with its chains. These aspirations pure and high Were from all human eyes concealed : No thoughtless word, no deep-drawn sigh. The secrets of her heart revealed. Though fondly cherished in her home. She longed for wisdom and for power. O'er mountain heights at will to roam, And vaster, wider fields explore. 1* b MISUNDERSTOOD. Though mortal eyes had never searched The inmost recess of her heart, Or touclied the tender chord which waked An answering tone, or could impart That truth and light for which she pined, One there was who heard her cry. And quickly ta her troubled mind Vouchsafed a tender, kind reply. Her brothers, sisters, older grown, Could in a measure fill her place, So out into the world, alone. With hopeful heart and eager face, — She sought in devious ways to find The path which would most sure impart True Avisdom to her willing mind, And strength of purpose to her heart. Her daily food, and raiment too. She still must labor to provide ; But, Oh ! her heart was light and free ; She feared no storms which might betide. Up with the lark at early dawn, Her morning duties to fulfill ; Then, lightly tripping o'er the lawn, To school she went with right good will. MISUNDERSTOOD. The happiest hours her life had known Were spent Avitliin that schoolhouse dear ; Though some might call it poor and mean, She heeded not, nor did she care, — So long as there her heart's desire Seemed granted for a little space. Her gentle patience to acquire A knowledge which would soon eiface The ignorance she long had mourned. Did win her teacher's kind regard ; And thus a link of friendship formed Most highly prized ; and lessons hard, — Which oft had caused her brain to reel. Came easier now, since sure to meet Her teacher's warm, approving smile, — Praise deserving, Oh, how sweet ! It was a new sensation too ; For all her former years of life So full of care, and hardship too. Were one continued daily strife ; Yet no kind word of loving cheer Had blessed her on her weary way ; No warm and sympathizing tear Had soothed her witli its gentle sway. 8 T\iisrNi)i:i{ST(). Her lhou_L;hiriil iKilurc, sIioiil;' niul dui-p. Ilei' pnivnls nc'iM- liail understood: And so in silen('(< she did kei'|) Ilcr counsel ^\■ise, so friiunht willi {j^ood, While they did oil her feelings wound liy chiding lu-r for iicnsivc mood. Thoy meant it Idndly : yet she found She e\'i' had heen ""■ niisun(h'rsl()od." But now her warm and lo\iiig heart Did ([uickly open (i) rei'ei\(' Those kindly words, which did impart A hope and trust to slill believe God had in mercy heard her prayer. And given her friends both kind and trui> One there was. who longed to share Her every burden: Nct lie knew 'Twerc useless at the |)resent time Such hofjcs and wishes to indulge, Since years and years must intervene Kre he could all his j)lans divulge. Like her, he struggled to improve Each shining moment as it passed; And ignorance and sin remove, Before its stains were rooted fast. MISUNDEIISTOOI). ' 'J'licy botli woro youug, — .scarce uow fil'Lccii. His nature was to liorw rovorHc, — So ^lad and merry, iiill of" iVm ; His prcHcnee quickly did disjicrsc All gloomy shadows from Uie mind; Wljile Ills most iVank and nol>le inicn, His njannei- always g(;iii;d, kind, Told tluit liis Iicait was right vvilJiiii, — So tender, loving, warm, iuid true I Its purest impulse from aJjove : We miglit of liim most truly say, Kone could know him l;ut to love. His foi-m was comely and erect ; IJis face was round and wondious fair; His mild blue eye seemed to reflect The beauty of a soul uiost rare. -All nature woi-e for liiin a smile; I'he tender fhjwers, beneath his care, Did Jiiany a j^leasant hour beguile. And with their iVagrance scent the air. His hf;art was tuned to music sweet. Which fi'om its depths came bubbling forth. As if nnconsciously to greet 'i'ljc Author of its heaverily birth. 10 MISUNDERSTOOD. His voice, at times so low and sweet, Could, too, resound in songs of mirth ; And friends and neighbors oft did meet Around this warm and cheerful hearth, — Where kindness dwelt within each heart. And in harmonious music join. Bidding all anxious cares depart. While they did thus the strain prolong. He in his home was early taught The worth of knowledge to the mind ; In wisdom's path lie earnest sought The wa}' of life and truth to find. Unlike the parents of our friend, His own did prize the gift bestowed. And pray for grace to still attend Their darling one upon the road Which leads the soul to look beyond The trivial joys which earth can give. Their hearts with pleasure did rebound At Avhat they felt he might achieve. A time of sadness came at length, When he must leave the homestead roof; They wrestled with their God for strength. And prayed him still to warp and woof MISUNDERSTOOD. 11 One by one each thread of life, And all its colors sweetly blend ; In every hour of toil and strife, Guiding safely to the end. We pass beyond the parting scene, And in a thriving Western town, Where knowledge he may quickly glean, Our noble hero proudly own. His purpose was a holy one : Like Jesus striving to fulfill The " law of love," and thus make known To all mankind His sacred will. Pressing onward, upward, ever, With strong desire to elevate. And thus from sinful bondage save Deluded souls "outside the gate," — While, from the source of love divine, Receiving much, and craving more. His life was made to brightly shine. By loving deeds he kept in store, — Proving, by his experience sweet. How much more blest it is to give, (For poverty and worth you often meet), Than 'tis from others to receive. 12 MISUNDERSTOOD. Though distant far from home and friends, Who sadly miss the absent one On whom their future hope depends, Not long it takes neiv friends to win. Yet old and cherished ones have still A sacred place within his heart ; No friendships new can ever fill, Or to his soul such joy impart. Indeed, himself had scarcely dreamed How strong and deep the love for her Whose gentle presence ever seemed The breathings of a spii'it pure, — Wafted from the realms of bliss, Fresh and sweet as morning flowers, Trembling with the dewy kiss Descended from celestial bowers. Did she regret his absence too ? And could she ever quite forget Those happy days so long ago ? It seemed a j'^ear, yea, more ; and yet 'Twas only one short month ago He clasped her hand, and said good-by ; His voice was tender, soft, and low ; A tear-drop glistened in his eye, — MISUNDERSTOOD. 13 Altliougli he struggled to be calm. The resolution he had made, His feelings almost overcame ; And, in that moment sweet and sad, — He longed his passion to reveal. Yet deemed it better and more wise. It for the present to conceal. But, had she dared her eyes to raise, The simple tale had all been told By the earnest, wistful gaze. Within his eyes so soft and mild, Enveloped in a misty haze. She was calm and self-possessed ; No look of hers, no word or tone, Betrayed the love so long repressed ; Her heart was his, and his alone ; But, Oh ! far rather it should break, Than e'er reveal unasked, unsought. Its love so tender and so meek : Perchance e'en now he loved her not, — Since words had never told her so ; His kindness did to all extend : Would he no more on her bestow. And treat her only as a friend ? 14 MISUNDERSTOOD. But if instead, -witliin liis heart Enshrined above all other ones, Jler image could most joy impart, Ilcr lips pour forth most pleasing tones, — "Would he not now his love express ? The parting pang would surely then Be less severe ; and j-ears might pass Before they two should meet again. 'Twas thus she mused when left alone ; And hope grew faint within her breast. As if her heart must needs atone For pent-up feelings, unexpressed, — Which could no longer brook control. Its aching chords seemed bursting now : No gleam of hope within her soul ; And wild despair and anguished woe Did for a season reign supreme, Despite her efforts at control. Oh ! were it but some transient dream, Which waldng thoughts might quick dispel ! But no. 'Twas all, Alas ! too true : Fond hopes which had her bosom filled Were fleeting as the morning dew. When her tempestuous grief was stilled, — MISUNDERSTOOD. 15 A languor settled at the heart ; She tried in vain to overcome, And gloomy shadows bid depart : They lingered still as if a storm More fierce and angry than the last Were gathering with unwonted force, All future happiness to blast, Relentless in its wayward course. She poured her sorrows forth in prayer To Him who lends a listening ear, Imploring aid to meekly bear Whate'er his wisdom might decree. Scarce had her prayer ascended high. Before she sank to soft repose, Dreaming, perchance, of angels nigh. Soothing so gently all her woes. Her slumbers o'er, she waked at length, Her weary spirit much refreshed. Renewed strength, and added grace. Conveyed by angels ever blessed. Her life had now one burden more To bear in silence all alone. Till He who doth all things restore Should send relief unto " liis own." 16 MISUNDERSTOOD. Her voice was culm, lier face serene ; Unruffled was her placid brow, Revealing not the grief Avithin, AVliich made her heart to overflow. Alternate now 'twixt hope and fear, jyajs had lengthened into months, And months had made up all the year, Though long and slow had seemed its march. Our noble hero, Avhere is he ? And what the tidings from afar ? Has he no word of love for thee ? No interchange of thoughts to share With her, who, sad and lonel}^ now Would glad relinquish all for him ? Alas ! she fears it must be so. And struggling hope grows faint and dim. That one Avhose nature 'twas to be So frank and open, could love conceive, And still maintain without one plea, Her doubting heart could scarce believe. Through his parents, gentle, kind. She learned his efforts all had been With unfading laui'els crowned : Bright did his futiu^e prospects seem. MISUNDERSTOOD. 17 The waves of sorrow, deep and wild, Are sweeping o'er our sunny land ; And must this earth be so defiled With human gore, by human hand ? Oh ! God in mercy, tell us why Our loving ones must haste away. And for their country bleed and die ? We know e'en now thy hand can stay The furious storm which gathers near, And threatens soon to reach our homes : Our bosoms throb with anxious fear Lest some of our beloved ones Shall in the conflict take a part : And can we, must we, let them go, — A target for some piercing dart ? Oh, tell us not it must be so ! How can the gracious God above Behold, approve, such scenes of woe ? — A Father kind, a " God of love," Aclinowledged such by all below, — His tender mercies over all Who seek his kind protecting care, Letting not e'en a sparrow fall Unheeded, from the nether air. 2* 18 MISUNDERSTOOD. These musings iroiii the suddeucd heart Of her whose life we would portray, Her doubts and fears would not depart ; She felt men's souls were led astray And by a strong, resistless tide Of error and unmeaning sin : The gates of death were open wide, Oiu" bravest ones would soon rush in. Did He, our Saviour, when on earth. Such teachings to our race impart ? — He whose life and heavenly birth Do still remain a living chart. Were not his labors all of love, Unmingled with one taint of sin ? And did he not, all else above. Teach " Peace on earth," " Good-will to men " ? His precious life most freely give A ransom for the sins of all ? Then, if for all^ why not receive. And heed his kind and gentle call, — And do unto all other men As we would be by them done by ; Relieving sorrow, soothing pain. Our neighbor and our bn»ther trv MISUNDERSTOOD. 19 To love as we ourselves do love ; Fulfilling thus the royal hxAV, And, like the angels bright above, All false and evil ways eschew ? God grant the time may quicldy come, When all the people of the earth Shall hail with joy the beat of drum Whose welcome sound shall herald forth The bright millennial dawn of peace; When all upon this earthly shore, Most thankful for the sweet release, The signs of war shall learn no more ; When nations far, with those more near, Shall join to bless the human race, Helping each his brother dear, Uplifting souls who fall from grace ! We trust our readers will excuse Digressing from our subject thus : The impulse we could scarce refuse, To here insert what seemed to us The plain, ungarnished, gospel truth ; Though at the time our heroine Herself knew not the heavenly birth Of thonsrhts and feelings so divine. 20 MISUNDERSTOOD. Nor would she then have dared express These sentiments which surely were Unto the public mind reverse, And which, if known to come from her, A pure and simple-minded girl. But little weight would have with those Whose giddy brains, all in a whirl, Could find no time for soft repose, — Much less to stop, and calm reflect ; But hasting toward the scene of strife, Their noble forms as soldiers decked, Yielding up thek precious life. Her brothers joined the battle fray, Enlisting of their own free will ; And 07ie dearer still than they Had hasted to obey the call. Among the cavaliers his choice : His stately form so round and full Might well a mother's heart rejoice (So nobly mounted, and so well, Upon hi« proud, majestic steed). If no danger did attend him. And if, with his, her mind agreed, 'Twas duty's call which led him. MISUNDERSTOOD. 21 The time is fast approaching now, When he must leave all else beside : No prating kiss can he bestow On those, who, severed far and .wide. Would gladly kiss that noble brow, A parting blessing too would give. With brightest floAvers his pathway strew Until he reach the gates of heaven. Those " pearly gates " are 7wiv ajar. And soon will open to receive Many a martyred spirit fair. Their sorrows sweetly to relieve. No battle scene we need present. Since he, our brave and noble friend, Whose heart was filled with good intent. No human power should tear and rend. His heavenly Father willed it so, And called him to his home above, Where no continuous scenes of war Could mar the beauty of his love. He, with comrades brave and true, Was ordered to advance in haste. The fields were wet with evening dew, The sun was setting in the west, — 22 MISUNDERSTOOD. While onward with increasing speed, Their pathway quite descending grade, When, lo ! a pause : one noble steed Lies panting there, and sore dismayed ; A luckless stone, both smooth and round, Has caused his sudden overthrow, Bringing quickly to the ground, And horse and rider laying low. His comrades quickly gathered round : They thought him dead, so pale and still he lay ; No outward bruise or hurt was found. But he had fainted quite away. His consciousness restored at last, He felt within a sickening ; One glance of tender love he cast Upon his friends, who tried in vain To calm their own well-grounded fears, In tender accents spoke his name : Alas ! their words and burning tears Both fell unheeded all the same. Another death-like swoon came on. Though not so lasting as the first ; His lips did move, and soon again He called for drink to quench his thirst. MISUNDERSTOOD. 23 A lonely cottage stood near by, To which they bore him in their arms ; While their prayers ascended high, Beseeching that no rude alarms Might break the calm and sweet repose They felt was stealing o'er his soul : Hi* life they knew was near its close, Its billows soon would cease to roll ; Those pearly gates would soon unfold ; And spirit-friends would gather near, Pointing unto the joys untold Awaiting him "just over there." For him did they no fears maintain, Since all his life had plainly shown, — " To live was Christ, to die was gain," Receiving: an immortal crown. ^t> But still their hearts were filled with grief. When the sad hour for parting came. He, whose life had been so brief. Had sought not wealth or worldly fame ; He was serene, unto the end. Striving still to cheer and bless Each loving heart, each cherished friend, With tender words and soft caress, — 24 MISU2TDERSTOOD. Although his heart was bleeding sore, Just for one last, one fond embrace ; To nestle, as in days of yore, So closely in that darling place, — "Which now, alas ! no more on earth. Would feel its kind compassions move. As before the heavenly birth, Revealing all a '• mother's love." Before these tidings reached his home. His form would lie beneath the sod ; His spirit pure be free to roam And mingle with the saints of God. He knew that in that mansion fair, Where all is peace, and joy, and love, His gentle Saviour would prepare An everlasting home above. For three long days he suffered on. And meekly bore the pain intense ; While from his lips escaped no moan, Or outward sign of deep distress. His cheek, which long had been so flushed With a crimson, hectic glow. Was pale and wan, its beauty crushed ; The pulse's beat was faint and slow. MISUNDERSTOOD. 25 His life WHS el)l)iiig fast away; All pain had left his weary frame ; So cahn and peaceful tliere he lay, Waiting — and then the angels came, — And bore his spirit far away Unto those realms of saintly bliss, Leaving but the form of clay, Which had no power to know or miss The precious gem it had enslirined, And of itself a counterpart. The tendrils which had once int wined So closely round that pulseless heart Must seek some higher, purer aim On which to wind its tender coils ; Reclining sweetly for a time, And resting from its earthly toils. Then "upward, onward," pressing still, New thoughts and aspirations given ; The tiny life-buds quickly fill. Expanding in the air of heaven. One pai'ting smile of fond regret, He deems a fitting tribute still For tlie casket fair which met And served his purpose long and well. 26 MISUNDERSTOOD. One alone, of all his friends, Would he consent to have remain : Yet He who guides, and still attends His own in sickness and in pain, — ■ Did fill the hearts of those they met Within that lowly cottage home. With sympathy and sad regret For the patient, suffering one, — Whose steps had been directed there. And in their simple, loving way. They tenderly for him did care Through sleepless night and anxious da}'- His life so sweetly passed away. It seemed not meet to shed a tear. 'Twas in the twilight, soft and gray, When angel spirits hovered near. His faithful friend was at his side, Singing, at his own request, " Softly now the light of day," — " 'Tis well ! " he cried, and sank to rest. Beneath a lovely whitewood tree. Standing within a field near by. He had wished his grave might be ; Though far from natal scenes and skv. MISUNDERSTOOD. 27 His kindly messages of love Left for " the dear ones all at home " Did his dear friend's compassions move, And make his task a painful one, Yet still he shrank not to fulfill A duty which no other one Could do so gently or so well ; Though hard it were to give such pain ; To feel those tidings, when received. Would fill with grief and anguish wild A mother's heart, most sore bereaved ; A father, too, whose love beguiled The prattling boy upon his knee, Holding ever from that day His firm affection, pure and free. As if 'twere by some magic sway. The sad, sad news could not have been More gently or more kindly given ; Indeed, there was no mournful scene For those sore hearts with anguish riven ; 'Twas only birth to higher life : Their darling yet was all their own ; A few more years of toil and strife. And they would mount, and gladly join 28 MISUNDERSTOOD. The many friends passed on before. The ties which bound them to the earth Were fast dissolving : one link more Is formed above ; and songs of mirth And holy joy are sweetly ringing, Welcoming the spirit home ; Softly wooing, sweetly winning, Unto that bright celestial dome. And what of her, our heroine ? How doth she bear this weight of woe ? Or has she felt her love decline From its warmth of long ago ? Forbear, my friends, and harbor not One thought so foreign to her soid : Her nature deep, so finely wrought. Was held by spirits' firm control, — Though at the time she knew it not, So deep and crushing ^A'as licr grief, All other feelings (piite forgot. Till God should grant her some relief. She sorroAvcd now as one bereft Of all that life holds dear on earth. Besought that she might not be left To bear, at length, this inward dcavtli. MISUNDERSTOOD. 29 If only she might hxy her down Upon that grave so far away, And there so sweetly, all alone, Just breathe her life in peace away, — No other boon her, soul would crave ; For death she felt were endless gain : Yet she must struggle to be brave, Smothering all this weary pain, — Showing not, by word or tone. The anguish of her heart within. No mortal spirit e'er had known How hard it was, had ever been, — To wear a calm and placid brow. When storms were raging fierce and wild. And pent-up tears Avould gladly flow From those soft eyes so kind and mild. Not that she deemed it wrong to weep. When tears alone could bring relief ; Since He who lives, and still doth keep A record of each secret grief, — Did weep aloud .in deep distress. Both for and with his mourning friends ; For them his sympathies express, While with their own his tears he blends. 3* 30 MISUNDERSTOOD. 'Mid all her grief, one comfort still Reniainod to cheer and bless her soul, With grateful love her heart to fill. Toward •"• Him who doeth all things well." ■Twas that the life of him so dear Had not been rudely snatched away By earthly hand or human power, Amid the din of battle-fray ; But in a calm and peaceful vale, Where nature blends its sweetest charms, Where holy memories love to dwell. Unbroken by earth's rude alarms, — Here, spirit-forms had neared the earth. And borne aloft the weary soul ; Rejoicing o'er its heavenly birth. And striving sweetly to control It, by the magic " law of love," Which God's own chosen and elect, Have learned to prize all else above, By reason of its sure eifect. And though no sculptured stone was reared, To mark his quiet resting-place, The spot was still no less endeared, Sheltered beneath the kind embrace MISUISDERSTOOD. 31 Of tliat familiar tree, whicli bore Rich blossoms sweet, so fresh and pure, Reminders of that heavenly shore Where flowers shall wither nevermore, — • Transplanted by His tender care, Shall fadeless and immortal bloom ; There filling all the nether air With their most sweet and rare perfume. For three successive weary years She plodded on, and scarce could tell What were her hopes, or what her fears ; Save that her mem'ry loved to dwell Upon those days of calm delight. When sweetest interchange of mind Had filled her soul Avith hopes as bright As often fall to human kind. And oft each treasured look and tone, (With the friendship they expressed,) Were counted over one by one ; AVliile to her lips she sometimes pressed The dear mementos of the past. One little lock of shining hair Carrie first, as it had been the last, Though severed with a playful air. 32 MISUNDERSTOOD, 'Twas just the day before he went ; And though he gave no outward sign Of secret purpose or intent, Save by the asking in return Of just one little golden tress ; A talisman, he said, 'twould be. Reminding of those hours of bliss ; Then laughed aloud in childish glee. Though this had been a simple act, Performed as though in heedless sport, It gave fresh courage to her heart, And filled her soul with glad delight. 'Tis said, no troubles singly come ; And surely thus it proved with her ; For sickness and distress at home Necessitated to defer, — Or, as she feared, give up entire. Her cherished plans to knowledge gain ; Her ardent love and strong desire An education to obtain. But with a cheerful, willing mind, Disrobed of every selfish aim. She quicldy to her. home returned. Performing well each duty plain. MISUNDERSTOOD. 33 This home was not the childhood one, 'Mid woodland scenes and heather wild ; For to a quiet country town Her father's heart had been beguiled. Kind Providence had smiled upon And crowned his efforts with success. Economy and health had won Means enabling to possess A home congenial to his taste ; And, as his worldly cares grew less, His willing mind, so pure and chaste. Quickly did expand, and bless The gracious Giver who had shown In devious ways his loving care ; Sustaining by his power divine, When sore afflictions drew more near. The first which came, and opened all The fount of true paternal love, Till then not realized in full. Did all its depth reveal and prove. Sad tidings from the battle-field Filled hearts and homes with grief and pain ; Enrolled among the list of killed His second son, insttmtly slain. 34 MISUNDEKSTOOD, His sisters grieved, liis mother wept ; And, tliougli liis father shed no tear, 'Twas plain to see the sad effect Produced by losing one so dear. The regiment the brothers joined Was ordered to the battle's front ; And he among the first consigned By the foeman's cruel dart, — To a nameless soldier's grave. The fatal shot had pierced his heart ; No human power had skill to save, ■ Or for one moment to impart A conscious thought unto his soul. His brother, standing near his side, Strove well his feelings to control. And by this sad decree abide. He was a brave and noble lad. Shrinking never, nor turning back From danger's path when duty led ; His zeal and courage knew no lack ; Though his impulsive nature gave But little chance for sober thought. He deemed all soldiers true and brave, Who for their country's freedom fought. MISUNDERSTOOD. 35 'Twas in the year of sixty-five ; The cruel war was near its close ; Glad hearts were waiting to receive Their loving ones ; and calm repose Was settling o'er the land once more ; Many homes were desolate Since their loved ones nevermore Would pass within their threshold gate. Alas for him, the first-horn son ! — Who turned not back, nor shrank with fear,^ Until the victory was won, And he his home began to near ; Then a contagious fever seized And prostrate laid his robust frame. Its ravages were not appeased. Since it assumed its direst form, — Raging with unwonted force, While its unconscious victim lay Regardless of his future course, Tossing wildly to and fro ; Now springing up in eager haste, Shouting forth the battle-cry ; Then sinking down in sad unrest, Moaning still, and murmuring low ; 36 MISUNDERSTOOD. Repeating oft that name so sweet, — " My mother, O my mother clear! " Alas ! thy voice sliall never greet On earth again thy mother's ear. 'Twas not until his form was laid Beneath the hills far, far away, Within a grave by strangers made, (While they at home were blithe and gay,' Preparing for the absent one), JThat this sad terror-stricken news Did reach that peaceful, happy home, Its thrilling sadness to infuse. The mother's heart grew faint and sick ; Pier delicate and weary frame. Which, at the best, of late was weak, Refused its labors to perform, — Sinking beneath the weighty load, Despite her strong, unyielding will ; And she was forced to keep her bed, No longer able to fulfill Her daily round of toil and care. 'Twas then she felt the urgent need Of one to soften and to share Her burdens, which were sore indeed. MISUNDERSTOOD. 37 None could so fondly, sweetly soothe This heart, bereaved and full of woe, As the gentle daughter who Relinquished self, her love to show. Her filial duties occupied Her time and thoughts most fully now ; Indeed, it can not be denied The change was beneficial, too, — To her as well ; since she of late Had suffered from a troublous cough. Which threatened soon to seal her fate. Unless, perchance, 'twere warded off. She long had been so close confined, 'Tvvas sweet to breathe the air again. Her presence and her love combined To help her mother to regain Her wonted strength, and still to own How many blessings yet remained. She found her life had selfish grown To thus give way to grief unfeigned, — While other ones had claims as strong Upon her fond maternal care. She cherished not intended wrong, And kindly labored to repair 38 MISUNDKRSTOOD. That whicli she thoug-litlessly liad done The hiving ones she still retained. Their softened liearts were quickly won, Wliile she uneonseiously had gained , A noble victory over self; And day by day the danghter pure Found beneath the sheltering roof Less sordid trials to endure, — And nmeh more leisure to devote To exercise in open air, And thus her failing health promote, Likewise in time to quite restore. She now gave heed, and took delight, In cultivating [lowers rare ; Their rapid growth refreshed her sight, Repaying for her tender care, — Cheering many a sick-bed room Willi their sweet and fragrant breath ; Chasing far the shades of gloom, Aiding in the inward growth Of grace and beauty of the soid ; While nothing gave unto our friend iMore i)eace of mind than to enroll Her willing service so reilned. MISUKDEllSTOUD. 39 Whore fevered pain and .sickness were. Iler nature seemed a fitting one, Just suited to befriend and eheer ; And by her gentle smiles she won The confidence and love of all Who came within her social sphere : No little child, however small, Showed in her presence aught of fear, — Since she did never pass one by Without a lovitig word or smile ; And oft their little liearts beat liigli While listening to some pleasing lale Repeated for their ears alone ; She joining in their sportive glee, They brimming o'er with mirth and fun. As happy children e'er should be. No one of all her friends below, Had known or guessed the secret wound. So deep engraved, that even now No healing balm could well be found: Thougli time might sear, the scar would still Remain, while earth and earthly things Did hold her captive at her will, Or, rather, at the will of those 40 MISUNDERSTOOD. Who even more than she remained, In ignorance of Nature's laws, Which govern and control the mind. Aided hy tlie great First Cause. One blessed truth seems fixed upon Her mind receptive, Unawares ; "Fis that the loved ones all agone. Do like the bright and twinkling stars, - E'er keep their watcliful, tender eyes Open to behold their dear cfnes, Beneath the calm and azure skies ; Though far removed their gentle tones,- And forms once dear, their presence still . Did seem at times so very near, It made her inmost being thrill AVith sweet emotions ; not one fear Did mingle with or mar her joy ; Instead a strong desire to live So pure and chaste, no earth-alloy Might her debase, and sorrow give Those bright angelic ones above, Who still retain for us below A sympathetic, changeless love. Surpassing far what mortals know. MISUNDERSTOOD. 41 These musings silcnUy were kept, Coniinfj^ to lier wIhmi all alone, III laidiii^lit liours wliilc otluirs slept, Or vvlicji tlic ^^loaiiiiiiL;' liud bog'un. If(;r Jionic on<;s ]iow W(jrc (]uite restored To loi'iiior lieuldi and |)ea(;(' ol' mind ; TJKjir trials, patiently (iiidiu'cd, Had served to make tliem feel resij^ned, — And bow submissive 'neath the rod. Assured th(;ir deep afdietion came By and through the w^ill of God, And he would sanctify the same. Al)out iJiis time a letter came From distant friends whose early yeai's Had all l)een spent within a jionie Of slight pretence, adjoiuing' theirs; From thence unto a Western town, Tli(;y moved, a tliriving, hcaltlifid one, (And wliieh hiid since a city grown) Beginning life, as 'twere, an(jw, — So marked and pleasing was the cluinge : Here all indted to maintain A friendly feeling, and arrange Their avocations so to join ,4* 42 MISUNDERSTOOD. Each with other for the good And sure advancement of the whole ; Piomoting thus a kindly mood Of thought and feeling in the soul. Society thus based upon True principles of sterling ivortJi^ — Instead of iveaJth, Avhich does alone Too oft control the minds of earth, — Was more congenial and refined, Sustaining, too, more liberal views On subjects which have been confined, (Until of late), striving rather to infuse Within the souls of all alike. An earnest craving for the truth. Free from errors deep and dark. Which so oft impede the growth Of higher, nobler thoughts and aims, Leaving, too, the trace of guilt, Where ignorance alone is blame. Though oft it leaves its sad effect, — Producing still a like result To that where fully understood. Yet, sad to say, oft heeded not. Even by the so-called good. MISUNDERSTOOD. 43 In speaking thus of people here, We take them only as a whole : Exceptions must, as everywhere, Be found unto the general rule. A letter came, I said, to them, From their dear cherished early friends, One kindly urging them to come. And for their coolness make amends, — - This coolness only brought about By living thus so far apart. Their sentiments exchanging not : Both parties still were true of heart. The invitation was for all ; But the kind parents of our friend A journey loved not over-well. And so most willingly resigned Their claims unto their daughter true. Since not convenient for them all To leave at once ; and well they laiew How gladly she would heed the call. And here we might as well confess. That, mingled with parental love, Was something which, more or less. Resembled pride, although the groove 44 MISUNDERSTOOD. Through which its tiny fiber passed Did seem so indistinct and small, A shadow dim it onh'- cast, AVhich threatened not to disannul More solid virtues of the mind : Nor was there danger for herself In this respect ; we clearly find, Standing forth in bold relief, — A self-reliance yet unmixed With aught pertaining to conceit. While in her heart was firmly fixed Sound principles, too rarelj'' met. What wonder, then, that she should feel A soul -inspiring, near delight Aroinid her inmost being steal. Opening up the treasures bright Of heart and mind so long concealed ? And 'neath the genial warmth and glow Of friendship pure, so oft revealed. Expressed in ways to kindly show How glad their welcome, and how true. How sweet the harmony of thought. Blending so softly as it grew. Till all unconscioivslv it wrought Wki^-^il.^ MISUNDERSTOOD. 45 A pleasing, happy change to all Who circled round the family hearth, Permeating even heart and soul With its sweet and gentle breath. Some time elapsed ere she had learned The state of their religious views ; 'Twas better so, lest she had spurned, Or, as they feared, might quite refuse To listen to the truth which they Had glad accepted long ago. Its strong foundations laid for aye, Fearing nought from friend or foe. Unconsciously, from day to day. Her thoughts assumed a wider range ; Her deep-set eyes did plainly say, — " If aught there be that's new and strange, — O, tell me now, I prythee, all ; For by thy manner I perceive That thou art striving to conceal That which I'm longing to receive." They, too, now felt the time had come. In which they might with safety dwell Upon the glorious, happy theme. So lonef an inmate of their souls. 46 MISUNDERSTOOD. It is a clear autumnal day, And Nature wears her gayest robes, While beneath the cloudless sky No burning heat, no wind disturbs The leaflets on the old oak-tree AVhich shelters with its friendly boughs A mansion fair in some degree. Although its chief attraction grows Fiom intercourse Avith those within ; For here a spirit-medium By her heavenly gift doth win The souls of those who daily come, — And listen to the counsels wise Coming from the " higher spheres," Through this channel which supplies " Living waters," while it cheers The weary, hoart-sick ones of earth, AVho in darkness long have pined, Regardless of the heavenly birth AVhich they who seek shall surely find. 'Twas here they led our friend that day. Persuading her no harm would come, The}'- thinking that no better Avay Existed to present her claim. MISUNDERSTOOD. 47 And, if tliey judged lier heart ariglit, Her mind was open to receive Some rays, at least, of heavenly light, Beyond what she did now perceive. My gentle reader, fear thou not To still pursue this simple tale. I 2)romise fair no stain or blot Shall here be found to mar thy soul. Then come with me, and listen, pray, (While all around is hushed and still). To what the angel voices-say. As they lovingly fulfill Their holy mission unto her, SoAving deep within her soul Most precious seed, which soon will stir And spring above the mellow soil So rich, so deep, and well prepared, Putting forth their tender leaves : They only need to watered be. To yield abundant golden sheaves. Her friends, to make the matter sure, Had left her to proceed alone ; Just only guiding her so far As needful, to the way make plain. ■43 Mi^r:sDFJ?^TOi^i>. A ix»rfeot strang>t>r m the place, Ko clew of what her life had Kvn, ^o oppvxrtimitv to twee. Or the s^Iu^htesi knowledge gfi^in Of her evwdition in tlie jx^j^t : Her jvrx^ent, tvx\ vi-^\$ all olv^enre : And not one ray of light w-^ijs cast. Which evnild rvfleet or help secure The inmost secrets of her sc>nl. So strangely quiet w«Si the place, So svxnhing v\-j»s the sweet contivl. It soouiovl to oariWy thoughts oi";^so, — Ai\d bivathe an atm^-Viphoi-e v.>f hne, AVhile angel spirits hovered near. Descending frv^m the spheres above. And gave nntc» this friend so dear, — Proofs of their nnchangij\g love. The first which was to her described Stvxxl very neiir, and held aWve Her he:^d a w-r\:v:;irh of lilies fair. Her i\^lvs Nvo:v pi;rx' av.d s;\n",o>s white. The wavy ringlets of her luiir Came rippling down so golden bright. Her visage, too, was very fair. IMlStiNIH'M.'SI'ooi). 49 Slic |)I;ic(mI the wi'cnlli ii|i(iii licr licitd, A 11(1 culled licr hy ( lie lciinr arms so weak 1 lay, My feeble |)nlse, it fee Me r grew ; And Ihns I [)assed iVom earth away, Too youn_L;' to realize the ehang-c, \r{ learniiiL;' still, IVom day to day, IlaxiiiL;- \\cvc n \Nider ranj^e, — A freer atmospliere to breathe, C\)nditions which di I'cst -whieh earth bidow eould give. And hearts to feel my every need, — And gently guide my steps aright, Teaeliing sweetly how to live In my iionu* so fair and bright, And everlasting praises give 50 MISUNDERSTOOD, To Him who rules both heaven and earth. No longer now will I detain, Since one is here, of far more worth. And who to thee will much explain." The voice of lier through whom this came Now changed its tone : she firstly gave A full description and the name Of him, the youthful friend' so brave, — Whose memory was cherished still As one too spotless, pure, and bright,. Upon this sinful earth to dwell, Where worldly cares so dim the sight. He spoke of old familiar scenes. So well remembered by them both ; Of wooded hills, and deep ravines. Where they alone had wandered forth. He then repeated, word for word, Poetic lines she still preserved, JNIementos of her hopes deferred. And dee])ly on her soul engraved. He told how true had been the love He'd felt for her in years agone, Although he failed that love to prove While dwelling here this earth upon. MISUNDERSTOOD. 61 That love, he said, shouhl never wane, Grow dim, or fade, in all the years Which now seemed like to intervene, Ere she would reach the " higher spheres." He knew the grief and anguish wild, Her wearv spirit had endured ; He saw how pure and undelilcd Had been the life Avhich now secured These sweet communings Avitli the blest; That, through these fiery trials sore, A gift she knew not she possessed Had been developing most sure, — And would ere long afford a source Of happiness and good alike To sorrowing ones whose earthly course Had failed to satist)/ the heart. Pie said that soon a change would come Unto herself, a pleasing one. He felt assured, — which would combine The truths he labored to make known. The gates, he saw, Avere opening now ; jVnd all looked very bright around. Showing her future life below \\'ould with happiness rebound. 0-2 MISri^EESTOOD. She had a nnssion to perform. Through lier mediiimistic powei-s, Whioh, he said, Avere very strong". Though not devek'iped yet m full. Thev were like to the rose in bud. Which soon would all its leaves unfold. Breathing fragmnce where it stcx^d, A thing of heauty to behold. He asked hov, did she not droaut dreams? See visions lioat befoiv her eyes ? Have thotights eome rushing through her brains Thoughts so intense they did surprise ? Kor could she tell from whence they came. Or what their presence did denote : He then endeavoreil to explain, ^Vht/ so distant and remote Seemed these thoughts and feelings now : Mysterious though they still might be. She soon would learn xotWI and hioii\ And in the future to fori'9t't\ — ^hiuy changes coming through This wondrous dispensation new : And she (^\\ hose life had been so true^. With others numberinsx not a few. — MISrXDEK STOOD. 63 Was needed to promote the cause So vital to the human race : A firm foiindatiou, and a wise. Was being laid to take the phice Of social evils in disguise ; Also, in time to do away. In part at least, "with men-made laws. Which now hold such unbounded sway. A narrow and contracted sphere, She ne'er was~ made to dwell within : Her light would shine wondi-ously clear. When she her life-work did begin. He ui-ged her to consider well. And to her spkit-friends give heed. Assuring all would then be well. And she would reap a rich reward. Much more he longed to tell to her, But time forbade ; though, if she now Had any questions to prefer. To answer them he would gladly try, — And then give place to a dear friend Who had the gift of poesy, And would improvise and blend The lights and shades of former days 54 MISUNDEE STOOD. As seen by her from that bright sphere While he yet dwelt upon the earth. No wonder that our friend did fear To break the spell by putting forth Questions, even if the time Had not been limited : she felt Assured these teachings so sublime Would far more wisdom to her yield. Still she could not quite resist ; And sweet indeed the interchange Of sympathy. But we desist ; Nor would inyade, but give free range Unto their thoughts a little space, While sacred to themselves alone These precious moments of true bliss, Where hearts united blend as one. Suffice to say, if there had been One shade of doubt within her soul, Regarding all those powers unseen, 'Twas far removed as Northern Pole. Her secret thoughts were all laid bare ; The depths did yield their treasures too Which long had lain quite buried there, Securely locked fi-om mortal view. MISUNDERSTOOD. 55 Now comes a voice low and pensive. Sweet and clear, softl}^ rippling. Gently mnrmuring its cadences All so pure and soul-refreshing ; In language seeming not of earth, So beautiful the harmony. So kind tlie sentiments put forth, In sweet, angelic poetry. Our feeble powers would fail to give A faint conception of the same : So here we take a friendly leave Of spirit-friends a little time. All tliis, with much we've left untold. Within the space of one short hour Was given through her (the medium) fully controlled, And guided too, by spirit-power. These revelations new and strange Did soothe and cheer our gentle frieiul ; Her thoughts assumed a wider range. As she murmured, " Homeward bound." She felt more knowledge she had gained Within this little space of time. Than she had all her life attained ; So mysterious and sublime 56 MISUNDERSTOOD. Were these teachings fraught with good ; They also raised her self-esteem, Since she had once been understood ; Nor was it but an idle dream Which soon would vanish from her sight, And leave behind an empty void ; But each succeeding day and night She felt would slowly, surely add Increasing brightness to the flame So lately kindled in her soul, While life itself would have an aim Which would her future acts control. The time of her appointed stay Is drawing near ; and, at its close. She, with a cheerful heart and gay, Seeks for a rest in home repose ; While uppermost within her mind Is the new-found and glad delight. Which ever there will be ensluined, And soon will call for further light ; That which has been so well received Will furnish soul-food for a time ; Already much has been achieved By opening up the way sublime. MISUNDEESTOOD. • 57 Her leisure hours are all employed In gleaning knowledge which pertains To the advancement, as portrayed, Of piirer motives, higher aims. Much of this knowledge was obtained From writings said to be inspired By spirits pure, who still retained Free requisites alone required ' To manifest and surely prove How great an influence they hold O'er friends whose sacred ties of love More precious are than links of gold. Not least among her treasured books Was that dear one of sacred lore, Holy Bible, " Book of books," Shedding light for evermore. She read and pondered, oft amazed To see how clear were made to her The passages obscure and dazed A little length of time before. Some hidden meaning oft would flash Across her now awakening mind, Like a meteor's sudden dash. Leading her onward, still to find 58 MISUXDEKSTOOD. Deeper mysteries explained. In all the sacred pages there One fixed, eternal truth remained, — Strong evidence of 82}h'it-2)ou't'r, — *Twas found in both the old and new ; Although her chief delight was hi The precious teaching-s all aglow AVitli Jesus' love : whose poAver to win Consisted not in ruh'S and fornis^ But tender pity, purest love For all his race : no blinding storms Could intercept, or fail to prove How vastly great the good achieved . By precept and example too. What comfort to the heart bereaved. When boAved with anxious care and woe, ■ To know that One is ever near, Who contemplates our state below. And also bends a listening ear So glad his sympathy to show ! His precious name will ever live. And will, to nations yet luiborn. Be heralded all names above. Although, while here, he met with scorn. MISUNDEK STOOD. 59 Few, then, except the hnvly ones, "Woukl listen to his counsels wise, Or heed his soft and gentle tones. But all his teachings did despise, — • And did most shamefully entreat. Because his liberty of speech Wa« too advanced for them to meet. Or yet their stony hearts to reach. Not e'en tlie miracles performed Could them convince of spirit-powei ; Unless, perchance, he was suborned By some satanic demon power. Alas that man should be so blind As once to harbor such a thought ! That his Majesty seeks to find And devour, or crush outright. — Every high and noble aim, ' We will not dare to quite dispute. Since he has always had this name. And smce his deeds do not refute. But that he doth or ever can More power possess than Crod himself. We (^0 deta/, and will maintain ; And what a kind and sweet relief 60 MISUNDERSTOOD. It is, to know that mjglit}^ truth 3Iust and tvill prevail at last ! Though error's chain so strong, forsooth, Now holds it mth a mighty grasp, — The time will come, we trust and pray, (And soon our faith is strong to feel,) When f/ood will hold a boundless sway, Crushing beneath its sacred heel The ignorance of former days. With present systems, so debased By greed of gain and worldly praise, A close inspection finds erased Much that seemeth to afford Protection to the poor aggrieved ; While in its place, most deftly hid, Deceit and meanness have achieved A selfish rule, which gives to those Who do already have their fill, And live in sjjlendor, at their ease, Wldle tJiose who labor '-'•foot the bill.'^ God grant the time may surely come. When " equal rights " may be secured! No cruel bondage then for some. And that " some," one-half the world. MISUNDERSTOOD. 61 Yea, more we crave, that these same ones May learn wherein they are deprived Of half their own inheritance, And are in other ways aggrieved, — Also in what their " rights " consist, And how and when they should be used. When to yields when to resist ; Suffering not to be abused, — Either by themselves or other, The right to think, to feel., to kmnv, And for themselves to judge far better, (If their intents are wise and true) Than those who do not, can not know, The motive power concealed within, Since God doLh on us each bestow Gifts and mercies all our own. No two in this created world, Hath forms or features just alike ; And so it is with hearts and minds, Each to the other so unlike. What to one is " meat and drink," Another may sure " poison " find ; While scenes at which you start and shriak May serve to soothe another's mind. 6 (>_ MlSlNPF.KSrOOP. 1)7/// "tis so, wo o;m not toll, l^nloss to loaoh us (7Mr«V//, As it had ought, and suroly will. As wo advanoo in purity. Thou hasto. I say, tho olorious day Whon fVoo unirannnolod thought shall bo ^lost gladly woIoouuhI. ami inako way For truth to follow, bold and tVoo. As, whon our Saviour HvoaI on t\irih. All who ilid daro to follow him. C'r to aoknowlodgo all his worth, Woro oluotlv hold iu low esteem, — So at tho present time wo tnid A like derision hurhnl at tln>so Wlu^ tVooly do express their mind (.)n subjoets whioh tho world vot'use As yet, to tnvn must bo laid bare. Ere pollution's waves ure stay oil. That iui\ooenoo no longer bear The sitis of those who have botrayovl l>y th.oir ntagio, subtle power. Thou oast aside as worthless ipiiio, Tho erusliod and drooping llower. Whoso brightest dav seems endless ui^ht. MisrNni'.KsrooD. 63 Since all which sorvod (o make litV sweet Is turned to bitterness and woo, She Ibrced to Avander through the street; No one lo ]Mty, or bestow A kindly look, a word o\' lovo ; J<\)rMk('>i written on iier brow : Alas I she wishes not lo live. And feels that (Undh eoimvs sure, it slow. But here we leavt> llu"S(> painful scenes. Which oft have caused our hearts to Ihrill, Unable to devise the means With wliich to overet)me the ill ; Unless,, jicrchance, when woman learns To understand and kirnw hi'rsc(t\ And then w'ith resolution turns From all less pure than she herself. Nor is this the only subject. Which poor mis^'uided minds refuse To even dare invcstiu'ate. Lest if they did they might infuse AVithin their own untainted souls, SiMuc new ideas in advaui'o Of wiial the ])nl)lit' mind controls, XOoi-o-ettinn" that in all things else 64 MISUNDERSTOOD. Proy seemed to feel it a disgrace To even harbor one who dar(Ml This s(ran!;'e, new doctrine lo (Mnbrace. 'I'heir minds were wholly un|)re])ai'(Hl To give the subj(H't e'en a thought. Had she depended now on those Who, in former days, had sought To gain her friendship, she must lose Her faith and trust in earthly friends, Since many passed her coldly by ; While olluu's said, " My fate depends On keeping clear of yours and you." 70 MISUNDERSTOOD. 1 do not say, nor will infer, That slie could bear without a pang These cruel slights, unjust to her, And in tlieniselves entirel}^ wrong. A nature sensitive as hers Would surely sink in deep despair, Did not One higher and more wise Sustain and help to nieeklv bear. Scarce a member of llie ehuveh, To which she had so long been joined, Did the hand of friendsliip reach. When she at home Avas close conliued By feeble health, for weary months, And seldom able to attend The fondly-cherished, dear old church. Where heretofore her voice did blend With other ones in harmony. No welcome or familiar tone Did greet her ear, and kindly say, "■ We're glad to see you back again." Bnt she did tread, as one alone. Those dear familiar, sacred aisles. Where all seemed purposely to shun, Instead of winning bv their smiles. MISUNDERSTOOD. 71 In silence did she bear it all ; None ever knew the pain it gave, Save Him who sees the sparrow's fall, And the angels bright above. One earthly sonrce of comfort still Remained to cheer her on the way. Those new-found friends she loved so well. In their home far, far away, — Did in their corrcsjiondonce tell Of many things which did delight And sweetly soothe her weary soul. They did most cordially invite Her to return at any time. And to abide with them at length ; Considering their cheerful home As her own. They hoped her strength Would be restored, and she would iind The change a beneficial one. Both to her body and her mind. The latter, hungry and alone. The atmosphere in wliicli she dwelt Becoming daily more oppressed, She inwardly resolved and felt It would be wisest now, and best, — 72 MISUNDERSTOOD. To leave awliile lier present home, And join her friends " away out West." She cherished not, as would have some, Unkindly feelings in her breast ; For well she knew no bad intent Had filled the hearts of those inclined To scorn alike, and quite resent, Her loving counsel, pure, refined. .She also knew, that had she been . Once placed in circumstances Kke, No light beyond what they had seen. She might have made the same mistake. She could not to herself deny How changed her feelings had become Since just a few short months ago. Though fearful quite had been the storm. She knew it could not always last : Its fury spent, the clouds would break ; The sun its beauteous rays would cast On all the hills and vales alike. And so, with feelings such as these. She started on her pilgrimage ; Finding it was a sweet release. And thankful foi- the privilege ; MISUNDERSTOOD. 73 Although slie knew it caused her friends Much sad anxiety to feel. Her parents tried to make amends, And undue harshness to recall ; For, think and argue as they would. She was to them a daughter still ; Kind and gentle, always good, While true unto herself as well : And, notwithstanding all their fears, They were forced, against their will, To still acknowledge all her waj^s Were such as did their bosoms fill With high esteem and love for her. Whose presence they did sadly miss. She seemed a blessing to confer On all within her influence. A hearty welcome she received, Upon arriving safe and sound, (For her journey had improved And caused her spirits to rebound), — Where those congenial hearts bespoke The joy her coming did enhance. Sweet memories it too awoke, Which came not all by luck and chance. 7 74 MTSUNDEK STOOD. Indeed, we think few things there are Which come in that peculiar way ; Although the world must have its share Of false ideas, which do delay The advent of a mighty truth. Nor would we dare, with present sense. As we e'en might have done in youth, Impute to a wise Providence Effects of sins which only lie Beside our own unguarded door. The remedy we would apply Is common-sense, and nothing more. "We would that all our maidens dear. In spite of all the dainty rules Of etiquette, so blandly fair, Taught in aristocratic schools, — Come boldly forth, and quite ignore The everlasting " chit-a-chat," Which all acknowledge such a bore ! It may be culture, but 'tis not The kind of culture needed most To fit them for their station here. Temples of the Holy Ghost, Alas, how meager they appear ! . MISUNDERSTOOD. 75 And how they early droop and fade, So burdened with their gay attire, As if their forms were only made To first adorn, and then admire I How many^ too, their health impair By lacing tight, and at an age When perfect freedom, pure, fresh air, And wholesome diet, should engage Their first attention, and their care ! We hope and pray the time may come. When mothers will their daughters rear To have a purpose and an aim Beyond the silly " fol-de-rols " Of frills and ruffles, tucks and bands ; When she whom now the world controls, Because her wealth and style commands The highest seat, the first and best Of all the plenteous earth affords ; No matter what her own behest. Or what the tenure of her words, — We say, may she herself grow wise, And then her wisdom strive to prove, By joining not the worldly wise, But, entering a finer groove, — 76 MISUKDEESTOOD. More deeply cut ; depending, too. On intellect and force of will. May she attain without ado A knowledge which shall ever dwell Within her soul, and more and more Enlighten and control her mind ; Oft grieving o'er the trials sore, • Brought upon all human kind By disregard of nature's laws : And may she feel it no disgrace. When she findeth out the cause. Its sad effects to also trace, — And teach unto the world at large Avoidance of the crying sins Which grasp and hold the present age ; Endeavoring to kindly win By the powers she doth possess ; And by example pure and true, — Their wayward minds and souls impress With truths known only to the few ; But which shall spread, in time to come, Brmg " peace on earth, good-will to men," With happiness and love at home. And then her life will not have been MISUNDERSTOOD. 77 An idle or a useless one. Her influence will permeate And purify alike the tone Of home, society, and state ; While many peoples yet unborn Unite her memory to bless. She will receive a fadeless crown. When to a higher life she pass. My friends, it doth my heart aggrieve To speak of follies and of faults, Which even you may not perceive ; And could I hope the same results Would be attained for thee and thine. Much rather would I only tell The kindly deeds which thou hast done. And all the noble ones as well : Nor would I judge thee too severe : Indeed, I would not judge at all. Not e'en our Saviour would appear To judge the woman who did fall ; But simply said, with loving tone, — " Go thou now, and sin no more." So mayest thou, each gentle one. Be led each day to live more pure : 78 MISUNDERSTOOD. Few there are, or rather none, Who have not some redeeming trait : So, after all that's said and done, We can but labor, Avork, and wait. 'Tis oft inside the prickly burr We find the freshest, sweetest meat; And so in life it doth occur : That hidden virtues are most sAveet, — When, once their covering removed, Their grace and beauty are revealed. Oh ! may our talents be improved, Ere by our Master they're recalled ; Each shining moment made to tell Of some kind deed or word of love. Thus fitting us to ever dwell With angels bright and pure above ! When, I did leave our dear young friend, Or yet what she hath done the while, I scarce can tell without her aid, * There is so much which doth beguile, — So many thoughts which come between, I wander forth, nor heed the time When it is meet for my return. jNIay He whose teachings are sublime MISUNDERSTOOD. 79 Guide and direct these thoughts aright ! — That I may clearly now relate Experiences brought to light By and through the channel gate Of her mediumistic powers ; Which we shall strive with heart sincere To give correctly. May these hours We so employ instruct and cheer Those who may have no such resource, Or, if they had, would scarcely dare Employ the means to put in force. Lest it should their good names impair ! By " her powers " we do not mean By hers alone ; since they are yet Quite undeveloped, and unseen, Save by the spirits pure and bright, — And by the great and good All-Wise. We will endeavor to explain, Although it need not you surprise If we do fail to make it plain, — Just how through her it came about. We have been taught that all possess, (And in our minds there is no doubt) In some degree, some more, some less, — 80 MISUNDERSTOOD. This wondrous strange, mysterious power; And those w^io have the hirgest share Possess a gift, a holy dower. With which uouglit else can quite compare. That all these gifts are sanctified, We would not dare presume to claim ; Nor do we wonder some deride. Pronouncing it a burnmg shame To those who cruellj' deceive. Their only purpose greedy gain. It doth our hearts most sorely grieve. To know there are those who obtain By foul deceit, and false pretense. The filthy lucre which they seek. It is a heinous, sad offense. Alike the innocent and meek Do in this same, as in all else, Unjustly suffer for the sins Of those whose deeds do so repulse The "pure iu heart." Now here begins An explanation, which I trust Will not fail to show you why The pure, the faithful, and the just. Receive that which doth satisfy ; MISUNDERSTOOD. 81 While they whose lives are the reverse Are alwaj'^s sure to be deceived, As they go on from bad to worse ; For what they have this way received It did not tend to purify. Yet on themselves it most depends ; And we will tell the reason why : — AVe each and all have spirit friends; They may or not be kith and kin ; Since, in that world so high above, The only ties which do remain Are those of friendship and of love. Attraction is the law which binds Congenial hearts and minds alone ; And thus we say, on each depends. Far more than on another one, — The class of spirits which attend, And, in a great degree, control The silent working of our mind. If we possess a truthful soul, — Then truthful spirits will attend. 'Tis said that like attracts its like ; And this continues to the end. In spite of many a sad mistake. 82 MISUNDERSTOOD. " Unto the pure all things are pure." To us the meaning is quite plain ; Because if we ourselves are pure, We shall attract the pure alone. We shall not " find " unless we " seek ; " Nor then unless we seek aright. li false pretensions we do make. Although it may not be our fate To at a word give up the ghost, (Like Ananias and Sapphira,) We shall most likely for our guest Have one who loves and makes a lie. By this you see that spirits too Are not. all of the selfsame grade ; For some are high, and some are low, While some are good, and some are bad. To you who are pure " orthodox " All this may seem a little strange : Indeed, you can not, all at once. Give to your thoughts so wide a range. And here I might as well confess. It was a bitter pill for me, And did my spmts much depress. When first my eyes were made to see MISUNDERSTOOD. 83 That evil spirits had the power Oft to impress and to control Wheree'er they found an open door Unto some wicked sinner's soul. I could most readily believe That angels pure and true and good Did hover near, and could perceive Our every thought, our every need. But even now my soul doth grieve To think how many are misled By what in this wise they receive : . It does not good, but harm instead. Thus it behooveth one and all, To " try the spirits " ere we trust Too much in what they do foretell ; Lest spirits evil, for the just We do mistake, and get deceived. And now I trust you understand. Just why it was our friend received Those truths so beautiful and grand, — She shaping all her future course By counsel pure which she received From this most wise and truthful source ; iNo fears that she would be deceived. 81 MISUNDERSTOOD. The niodium through whom slie before Communications had receiYed, Had passed unto that hvigliter shore, Where hearts shall be no more bereaved. But those dear friends with whom she dwelt Did recommend an one which they Had visited, and also felt Was what she did profess to be. So, unattended as before, Our friend proceeded to embrace An opportunity so rare, And tind if spirit-friends could trace For her, the intervening time, Which had elapsed since they addressed Her for the first and only time. Those communings had been blessed ; And now her heart did pant for more. So sweet had been the influense ; 'Twas like a gentle summer shower, Diffusing life without pretense. So, as I said, she went alone, And as directed by her frieryis, Unto this stranger, who had won Respect and love which seldom blends, — MISUNDERSl'OOD. 85 To clicer a heart more worthy love, A soul which merits more respect. Combining; thus harmonious love, Did have a wonderful effect And this produce distinct and clear Some revelations more advanced Than those she had received before. The medium fully entranced, — Remaining thus an hour, or more, Had no conception afterward Of what transpired within the hour. Or what the spirits through her said. Not only did they that confirm. Which had to her been once revealed, But followed her through every storm ; And what she deftly had concealed From all human observation. They did most readily perceive. Giving her sweet consolation. Beseeching nevermore to grieve. A band of spirits had been forming. Her to cherish iwid protect ; They long had been her brain impressing ; Her very thoughts they did direct ; 8 86 MISrXDERSTOOD. And she, ere long, Avoukl be prepared To do a work she little dreamed, Since noAv 'tAvould seem so very hard : Her " life-work " then would be resumed, Or, more correctly, just begin. It was their influence, Mhich led Her to her home and friends resign, And, for the present, make instead That Western city her abode. She would so quickly there unfold. With all the means they should provide, 'Twould give her happiness untold. As for the friends she left behind. They were less bitter, even now And would in time be quite resigned ; Xot only so, but wish to know These truths as undei-stood by her ; Wliile she, in turn, could satisfy And teach them inflnitely better Just how to gain, and liow apply, — Than could a stranger ; as they knew That her veracity and truth. They all might trust, so what came through Her organism would be worth MISUNDERSTOOD. 87 A tenfold portion else obtained. Nor would it be confined alone To personal or other friend, But reach the heart of many an one Whose soul did now in darkness grope : She would become a "' shining light," Her thoughts assume a boundless scope ; And she, ere long, those thoughts would write. It is but meet that you should know, That on the other side as well. Those there are who do convey What they and others wish to tell ; In other words, that are possessed Of mediumistic powers the same As those of earth, yet more progressed, And better able to declaim. And these it is who do control Our mediums and us below : Hight glad are they to those enroll Who stand for freedom ; and bestow Their time and thoughts to harmonize, And bring about a glad reform, Such as deluded mortal eyes Are yet unready to confirm. SS MISr>s'PEESTOOD. Full many here do never know Tliat they at ivll the gift possess : Not that their progress has been slow, For this is not always the ease, — As we'll endeavor here to show. And in eonneetion with our friend. The second time which she did go To pay a visit to her friend, — The medium of whom we spoke, — She did describe, while in a trance, A spirit which did tirst invoke A fervent blessing, then adviuice, — A little cautiously. I ween. Fearing his presence might disturb The harmony of thought between Those ones whose minds he would absorb. His face and features, form and build, The color of his eyes and hair. The steadfast look so kind and mild. Also the "gown" he used to weai", — Wore accurately all described ; And joy and gladness tilled the heart Of her who listened, satisfied Bcvond the shadow of a doubt. — MISrXDEK STOOD. 89 That ho who did on them attend Was a beloved pastor dear. Most fondly cherished as a fiiend, AVliose memory she did revere. Years had elapsed since, when far from home. He suddenly fi'om earth -was called Those brighter fields above to roam "Where earth-born spirits do unfold. He it was who lii^t engaged Our fii-st attention in the way Of Christian duties as prescribed By Him, the Life, the Truth, the Way. Under his pastorsliip she knelt. Uniting with the chiu-cli i][uite young : And ever afterward she felt A pure attachment, deep and strong, — For liim as guide and counselor. Her gentle, unobtrusive ways Had not escaped his watchful care. Although they gave no chance for praise, — Even had he been so inclined : Nor would she then have dared presume He understood so well her mind. When he, therefore, did now resume 90 MISUNDERSTOOD. Their sweet acquaintance in this way, It gave her pleasure and surprise ; She lonoed to hear him speak and say, — " ril for your questions find replies." Silence did reign a little space. And then she softly spoke his name ; Her hand was grasped, and held so close, By her through whom this message came '' I am so thankful, dear young friend, To be thus recognized by you, And also that I here do find One tlu'ough Avhom I can bestow My thoughts and counsels upon you. I long have watched you tenderly. Having had this end in view. You have progressed more rapidly, — Owing unto this watchfulness, Than otherwise you would have done. I much have tried you to impress ; Kor has my labor been in vain. Ofttimes, when in your glad research For wisdom from the ' Book of books,' I have been near to guide and teach Your willing mind ; for sad mistakes, — MISUNDERSTOOD. 91 I grieve to say, have oft been made, By thoughtless ones and unconcerned, And also by the vi^ise and good Who have endeavored to resound And show the glory of the Lord, Whose ' goodness is unsearchable,' And all his ways ' past finding out.' It may not be agreeable, — To those who think themselves so wise, To hear what I shall have to say ; But I can onl}^ compromise By here assuming what is true. These things whereof I now do speak Have all been proven long ago ; But human minds are vain and weak, And so to comprehend are slow. 'Tis not my purpose here to prove Those who are bound in error's chain ; ril simph' speak ' tlie truth in love,'' Hoping I thus may kindly gain The wise attention of some few. I was progressive while on earth. And much more liberal than some, Yet never learned this blessed truth, — Oil MlSrXPEKSTOOD "Which since has given me such joy : For spirits do return to earth. And do their utmost powers employ. To spread abroad this glorious truth,— Tliough often met Avith cruel scorn By those they -would so g-ladly teach. I did possess, while iu the fornu This wondrous gift, but did nor reach Or undei'stand at all its power. Until I passed from earth rtN\ay. I find these laws are tixed and sure. Lasting as eternity : yea, — And they have ever been the same. Through all the ages come and gone. I count myself not all to blame : Yet, could I while there, have known These things which you arc learning fast, ^ly slow progression would have been So much more rapid in the past : Indeed, to speak it very plain. — You, my dear, when '• gathered home." Will no such iirnoramuat be. I fotmd 1 ituist indeed become 'Just as a little child.' to be MISUNDERSTOOD. 93 Admittod to the ' kingdom ' here. A few instriu'tious 1 MH)uld give Yon in regard to your career, Since "well I know you will receive And kindly follow my advice : — Firstly, 1 would have you sit, Once at least, and better t^vice, For an hour each day or night, — Alone, and quiet in your room. Just close beside your little stand, (Your mind should be serene and calm), Upon which gently hi}^ your hand. Continue this, uiiiil again 1 here do with yourselt" converse. Now, the result is not quite plain ; Yet this I know : it will innnerse You with a spirit magnetism. Developing your latent powers So kept in check by ostracism ; Although you bravely bore the sneers Hurled at the truth in freedom's cause. The time, I trust, will not be long Ere I, through you, can give to those ^Vhonl I on earth instructed icroiiij, — 94 ]SnSUNDERSTOOD. A proof that I have wiser grown. Much then I ignorantly taught, Which now, I freely, ghadly own, I had far better left untaught. Many things which I did sa}^, I hope, through you, to then unsay ; And the errors which have led Many hearts and minds astray, — I would most gladly all remove ; But time and patience are required, However fervently we strive. Ere this, my object long desired, — Can be all or half attained. I should be glad much more to say ; But can not now : may grace attend You, my sister, daughter, charge, each day ! I soon would have you come again, That I may further you instruct ; I know my counsel youll retain. And strive to work as I du-ect. This is the first and only time, / tlirough mortal lips have spoke ; But now I hope to oft resume This privilege, and thereby make MISUKDEESTOOD. 95 What now seems misty, clear to you ; I thank 3^011 Idndly, dear young friend, For giving opportunity Of imparting to your mind These truths which will from you go forth And that to cheer and bless mankind. Your friends in time will know your worth. And sorrow o'er their words unldnd. Firmly stand for truth and rigM., Regarding not the world's cold frown : Then when you reach your home of light, You shall receive a fadeless crown." To you who have these pages conned, I have a word or two to say, In regard to what is found In this communication true. I would have you understand That he who gave it unto her Did no poetic gift command ; I doubt not some would much prefer The pure expressive language used ; Such, I trust, will me excuse, For thus giving it transposed, Since I could not have otherwise 96 MISUNDERSTOOD. Done justice to mi/self or it : Of this ye may be well assured : That I have added not a whit Unto the substance I procured Directly from the hearer's lips : She shrank, at first, from public gaze ; Her former life one sad eclipse, 'TAvere hard indeed, the veil to raise, — And all her " inner life *' expose, "Where rude contempt and bitter scorn ]Might both surround, perhaps impose Their venom on the sacred shrine. I argued that 'twould be unjust. And also seltish. to conceal : Some would. I did not doubt, tiistxust: Othei-s might help her to reveal That which to her was meat and drink ; Her own experience had been Most wonderful, nor shoidd she shrink From having it more widely kno\\n. So she at last gave her consent, Fi-om a desire to othei*s aid : And gave to mo. without restraint. These things whereof I now do writ^. MISUNDERSTOOD. 97 'Tis uegdless here for me to say How pleased and liappj- she had been, To thus receive and bear away Those counsels wise she must retain Through all her future days and years : Xor is it long before again Within his presence she appears ; Adding thereto a sweet refrain, — Like music wafted from the spheres, Enchanting with its silvery voice, While drowning all her petty cares. And bidding all her heart rejoice. This time before her eyes was placed (^Tlie medium's, I should have said, Who clairvoyant powers possessed) A symbol which she did describe. " I see," she said, " in front of you, A marble urn so pure and white : 'Tis tilled with earth : the morning dew Is lingering there, so fresh and sweet. Xow in its center do I see A something green : I scarce can tell, — It is so very small and wee, — Yet wait : it now doth erow and swell. 9S MISUNDEK STOOD. A slender fovn is shooting up. And bearing branelies, one, two. three ; The fii'st is small, nor near the top ; The seeond one, as I no-vv see, — ]Mnoh larg'er is, and growing fast : While the third is round and broad. And a refreshing shade doth east Upon the urn it doth oVi-spread : Underneath eaeh slender leaf. Are myriads of tiny seeds, "NVhieh ripen in a spaee so brief. And then are seattered by the winds, — Hither, thither, far and near. One thing I did observe, 'twas this : — The braneh which did at lirst appear Came almost instantaneously : The seeond one, of slower gn'iwth, Was much more comely in its form ; While the third and last did strength And gracefulness alike combine.'' Whett this sweet symbol had been given. The n^edium fell in a trance. As she did take a gentle hold. The hand our friend did then advance. MISUNDERSTOOD. 99 Her pastor dear, already there, A hearty welcome to her gave. Seeming all her thoughts to share, And of his own accord did give The meaning of the symbol sweet, Which he himself had placed before The half-imconscious one so meet, To represent in language piu-e What she, by her claii-voyant powers, Could so clear xUid perfect trace, Thus aided by our friend's desires, As w^ell as by her influence. She sat in happy, tranquil mood, Silently musing, though not long. And wondering if she indeed Possessed a gift equally strong. Her thoughts did scarce assume a form, Or even to herself appear, Before the wished-for answer came. With its most sweet and kind good cheer. Her dear instructor and her guide Then said the s}Tnbol was a type Of ail the powers which did abide Within hereelf, though yet luuipe. 100 MISUNDERSTOOD. The fern, he said, with branches three. Did represent her mediumship, In its phases, also three ; And from the first, she soon would sip A pleasing draught unto herself. And one which would fresh courage give. As well as strengthen her belief. And all her doubts and fears remove. This phase, however, soon would be. Like the lowest branch of fern, Almost entirely hid from view, By the second in its turn ; "Which phase, though slower in its growth, Would much more satisfaction give. And prove a gem of priceless worth. Unto the minds who could receive And comprehend the teachings wise. Coming from that fruitful source. Helping to ope their blinded eyes. And these same sentiments indorse. While phase the third would, like its branch. Be round and full, o'ershadowing The lower two, while it would launch Most boldly forth on fearless wing, — MISUNDERSTOOD. 101 And give unto tlie world at large Material for deeper thought, Instructing rightly to discharge Life's duties as they might and ought. The tiny seeds so numerous Did represent the gems of thought ' Which would in future dawn to bless Most noble minds as yet rmtaught ; While she would in a measure be Like somewhat to the sower who, Our Saviour said, went forth to sow ; And, as he went this work to do, — Some seeds did by the wayside fall : No chance had they to sprout and grow ; For fowls did come, devouring all. Others did fall on stony ground, — Where they did have no depth of earth. All these came up ; but, when the sun Did its most scorching rays put forth, They withered quickly, every one, — Because they were without a root. Then some among the thorns did fall. And then of course the thorns did choke, So they could scarcely grow at all. 9* 102 MISUNDERSTOOD. ' But other fell into good ground,' And this brouglit forth abundant fruit, Some, indeed, an ' hundred fold,' While other, ' thirty ' did compute ; Also other, the same twice told. 'Tis needless for me to repeat The exposition given of old. Since you have learned it all by heart. As in those days to some 'twas given (If the word of God be true) To know the ' mysteries of heaven,' Even so 'tis given now. But many seeing do not see, And many hearing do not hear : Ask ye tvliij they do not see. Or why, alas ! tlie}^ do not hear ? These questions need no new replies, But just the same which Jesus gave. Now, as then, some close their eyes, Lest, having seen, they should believe ; While tightly some their ears do shut, Lest, having heard, they might believe, And with their hearts might understand. And be converted too, and live. MISUNDERSTOOD. 103 But blessed are the eyes which see, And blessed are the ears which hear, What hath been seen and heard by you. As also that which sihall appear. Many souls will be inspired, And, like those holy men of old, Desire to hear what ye have heard, And all these mysteries unfold ; Then fear thou not, my precious charge, When doubts arise, and foes assail ; But strive with us to still enlarge The noblest powers of thy soul." Such words of wisdom and of love, Did our young friend from time to time Most glad and thankfully receive. Doubting not from whence they came. Her life, she felt, was just begun ; And, in truth, we felt the same ; She had just only found the sun, And learned for why she ever came Unto this earth so drear and lone. For such it had unto her seemed ; Her heart, until of late, had been So frozen, that she had not dreamed 104 MISUNDERSTOOD. It, could awako to ligiit and love, Letting all the sunbeams in, Until slio reached her home above. Freed from sorrow and from sin. " The tempest cloud, when wild winds rest. Builds up the rainbow on the breast ; And truths unseen when all is bright, Shine like the stars in sorrow's night." " The soul its noblest strength must gain Through ministries of grief and pain ; Great virtues only come through strife. And death is but the gate of life." Life now to her each day became More like to that which angels know, Whose holy purpose and whose aim Is, us poor mortals here below To guide, direct, whene'er they can An opportiuiity foresee. She gave herself no time to scan The whole of life's tempestuous sea ; But, in the sphere marked out for her. Endeavored to fulfdl in love Each duty plain she felt so sure Was sanctioned by "loved ones'" above. MISUNDERSTOOD. 105 She labored both with heart and hand, As also with her mind and iVrain ; Ilcr hopes were built not on the sand : Her firm foundation had been laid Upon the " Rock of ages," cleft For you, for me, for every one. He would that no one lamb be left To perish in the cold alone. When storms arose, and winds were high, She leaned on Him, her Saviour still, Ever watchful, ever nigh, • Still kindly saying, " Peace, be still." As we did watch her day by day. She seemed the soil to so prepare, No chance to leave the enemy To sow beneath one single tare ; Or, if he did, her vigilance Did sure uproot ere harm was done. No means had she of sustenance. Except by efforts all her own. Therefore some portion of each day, She did devote unto her tasks : Not but that her friends alway Were glad and willing she should make 106 MISUNDERSTOOD. Their home her own in all respects, Without compensation too : Their kindness she only accepts On condition she may do, — In return, as much for them. They, like her, felt it a source Of satisfaction, to perform Some share of labor ; and enforce Upon their little ones the same, Teaching them 'twas no disgrace To labor, but a sin and shame To spend then* time in idleness. Each child had its appointed hours For work, for lessons, and for play, Exercising much out of doors When bright and pleasant was the day. The household was a model one, And systematic in its rules ; The cliildren better taught, I ween Than in most our modern schools ; The younger by the elder ones, Were tenderly and kindly led : No discordant, angry tones Within that happy home were heard. MISUNDEESTOOD. 107 'Twas ruled and guided all by love Pure, unsullied, free as air : No jealousies their hearts did move, No unkindness lingered there. To some this doubtless all will seem A fancy sketch, unmeant for truth, — A poet's thought, or golden dream, Too beautiful and fair for earth. To such I say, I know 'tis rare To find combined the elements "Which must unite such fruits to bear ; And few there are whose sentiments Would at all with ours compare. We can not at the present time Give you what we should boldly dare. Were it the subject of our rhyme. But that there are such perfect homes, Even on this sinful earth. We do know, for we have them seen, And treasured up their matchless worth. Lest some might think us overwise, • We will allude to just one fact ; It is, that mothers need advice On subjects which few dare instruct, — 1 08 MTSITNDERSTOOD. Altlunii;li it is ort^i'oal import, And not unto tluMnsolves alone ; Still nunv than them does it niTeet Their precious oll'spring yet unborn. The}' should bo taught not only how To rear their children after birth» And the wisest course pursue, l>ut also how to bear an' dear and precious in God's sight. No parent should in anger deal. Nor yet by hard and cruel force : 'Tis thus they do themselves reveal, Possessing not that " inward grace " "Which should each act of life control. These little ones will soon detect The motive power by which they rule, And accordincilii respect. MISUNDERSTOOD. • 109 If love and kindness docs aloiu! Direct their hearts, and govern them^ They will with sweet and gentle tone Give to their little ones the same. And, in their tnrn, their little ones Just like a mirror will reflect, Giving back the same sweet tones, All with a, loving, due respect. But if, instead, the parent give An angry word, a cruel blow, lie will most snre the same receive ; Uidcss the child is kept in tow By fear of punishment severe ; And even iiicii his ang(!r, ])ent So deep wilhiu, will only chafe His sonl until it finds a vent; If not on them, on something else, — Some innocent and loving pet, Perhaps ; or, what is even worse, A younger sister, who can not At all defend her little self. Yet dare not make the least complaint. Lest she be deemed a silly elf, , And punished^ too, without restraint. 10 110 MISUNDERSTOOD. And all boeaiise, as said the sage, ^ Thou art weak, and I am strong : " I would it might all hearts engage To rescue those wlio suffer A^Tong. This all-important subjoet doth Just of itself demand a book : One which will mterest the youth. And teach them not to overlook, — Or shrink from knoA\'ing, what 'tis plain They should be taught ere they become Fathers, mothers, giddy, vain ; But more from ignorance than blame. A little longer, if you please, I your forbearance kindly ask. Although I can not write with ease. It seeming more like to a task Tliau did the subject hrst advanced : But. Oh ! my heart is oft made sad; I wonld its joy might be enhanced r>v making other hearts more glad, — And teaching them the sdnie to do. A fearful and a sad mistake Is made by many parents, who Jlean verv kindlv, vet do lack MISUNDERSTOOD. Ill That "\\'isdoin which experience, It seems to lis must surely teach ; And yet their inconsistencies Show it is still outside their reach. They can not seem to see the hann Of giving all their children a^A-, — Granting every wish and whim, Imposing no unwilling task ; But spending all then- time and thought In just devising ways and means To please, amuse, and help them seek A healing balm for all tlieii" pains, — By pleasing just onJg themselves. These same dear parents doubtless think Themselves unselfish, kind, and true. And would with conscious wonder slrrink From being told, by one who knew. They were, instead, quite the reverse ; And had themselves proved untrue, As also selfish, in tlieu" course. For what saitli He, the wise and just ? The giver and receiver may JBoth be m a measure blest ; But we are taught that he did sav, — 112 MISUNDERSTOOD. The giver., most : then ponder well, And see if you can think it wise, And call yourselves unselfish still, While you so thoughtlessly devise The ways to all the giving do ; Thus leaving not the slightest chance For these dear children to bestow Tlieir gifts on you, and thus advance Their own self-interest, and prove They too are worthy, in their turn, The highest blessing to receive. And that, because tliey truly earn. Their happiness doth not consist In doing nothing save for self And having nothing but the best: Our great Exemplar " pleased not himself." I do beseech of you to heed And profit by his counsel wise ; You sowing in their hearts good seed ; For weeds will spring up otherwise ; Which you should kindly help uproot, Instead of only sowing more, And watering those already up. That they with them for aye endure, — MISUISTDERSTOOD. 113 Endure, at least, till they become All firmly stranded in the soil ; While you are growing old, meantime, No longer able for to toil ; And all your little ones have grown To manhood and to womanhood : The seeds you in their hearts have sown Are bearing fruit : we trust 'tis good ; And hath not been all overrun By weeds so tall they shade it quite From heaven's warm and glowing sun. Preventing it from getting ripe. I pray you think how hard 'twould be, For them, unaided and alone. At that bright age to change, and see How great a wrong you them had done By your mistaken view of life ; While these same weeds so rank and tall Would cause them such a weary strife ; And, if they did uproot them all, — It would most likely so disturb The grain also, it would impede Its tender growth, and, too, absorb The precious time they so much need. 114 MISUNDERSTOOD. I -will, dear friends, return again Unto the subject of my verse, Of whom we yet have much to learn, And many wonders to rehearse. What I shall firstl}^ here relate May seem a simple thing to you ; It is to give you the result, Of her " sittings " just a few. As her dear pastor did predict. If she would follow his advice. And Avould each day quietly sit. An hour at least, once or twice, — Alone within her cheerful room, Her hands placed lightly on the stand, A message to her there would come, And from a loving spirit-friend. It would be given by the " raps," As soon as he could get control ; A short time only would elapse. Before she felt within her soul His presence dear, and also felt The stand vibrate, and gently tip Toward herself, then oscillate, And thus produce a tiny " rap." MISUNDERSTOOD. 115 This unto her would be a sign That he was then prepared to try To make himself unto her known, And with her wishes to comply. If she would first some questions ask, Whose answer should be Yes or No, He would then assume the task Of reading all her mind so true (The questions she might only think) As to answer them aright, Forming this, the first dear Imk Of that sweet chain so golden bright Which should in future many more Strong links unto itself unite, Binding to hers those spirits pure. Which did her guileless heart invite To sweet communion with their own. If to her question the reply Was No, they simply should rap one ; If Yes they meant, they should count three. If they could not the answer give. Or thought it wiser to withhold, They sure would never her deceive. But two vaps give ; which meant, Untold. 116 MISUNDERSTOOD. She would be sure to also ^et Some names and sentences, if she Would call aloud the alphabet All in its order carefully ; Just waiting long enough between Each letter, to give them a chance To raise the stand, and rap just one, At the letter she should use To form the words and sentences They hoped to give her yevy soon. She must expect some crudities In these their first attempts to form This communistic tie between Themselves and her, — 'twas not unlike Most other things we have to learn ; And simple lessons must first awake The slumbering genius of our bram. Were these left out, we could not hope A " higher knowledge " to obtain. Without our finding up-hill work. For reading we must firstly learn Our a-b-c ; and a-b, ab : So in this spirit communion, 'Tis needful to beffin with ab. MISUNDERSTOOD. 117 Well now as I have said before, This same prediction soon came true ; For scarce a week had passed, before A message carae from one she loiew, — And one of whom 3'ou have been told ; The friend she loved in youth so well : He that little stand controlled, And many things to her did tell. There could, of course, be no deceit, She sitting there alone and still. One night she did her friends invite To sit with her a little while, — And see if spirits all the same Would then their presence manifest. Indeed they did : and others came, As she supposed, at the behest Of those kind friends who sat with her. Her supposition was confirmed ; For names entirely strange to her Were given, and by them affirmed To be in every case correct. Of all the friends assembled there, Not one could see the least defect, Or trace a syllable unfair. 118 MISUNDERSTOOD. A name was spelled, or message given, Unto eacli one ; and, strange to say, (The messages they gave were seven) Were every one acknowledged true. The reason why I say 'twas strange That nothmg but the truth was given. Is simply, that to thus arrange A group, even so small as seven, — So that true harmony prevail, And crown their efforts -with success. So soon as that, was wonderful ; As few there^are who do possess Like qualities of heart and mind. Another reason may have been An earnestness we seldom find In search of truth, and truth alone, — "Which did our friend characterize. Her dail}' prayer had long since been. That she might fulh' realize The worth of that bright gift unseen, — And also, that no words untrue Might through her powers be given forth, Or she mislead in any way Earnest seekers for the truth. MISUNDERSTOOD. 119 She sat each day, and somethmg new Each time received, which gave good cheer : Most rapidly her mind did grow Beneath those " loved ones' " tender care. Just one week only had elapsed Since rap the first Avas heard within (At least since she had occupied) The sacred precincts of her room, — When quite a change, to her surprise, In the manner of the " rap " Appeared unto her wondering eyes : The stand refused to move or tip, — A thing it ne'er had done before Since her control had first begun : She sat and wondered more and more Why it was ; if she had done Aught amiss in their opinion. She had endeavored, she was sure, To jdeld herself to their dominion. Giving what they did give to her. She was not long kept in suspense ; For her right hand raised gently up, Then fell again with sudden force. Making her thumb distinctly rap. 120 MISUNDERSTOOD. Now she had never seen or heard Of any thing like this before, And scarcely knew how to proceed, Till in succession came three more (raps) As if inviting her to speak ; So she did ask if in this way They would have her further seek What they might wish to give or say ; If so, they please would make it known : Three raps meant Yes ; and Yes meant they ; And long with her they did remain Conversing wholly in this way. Quite often now her friends did join, And form a circle in her room ; The information they did gain. Though coming slowly unto them, — Did help prepare them to receive In other ways, by other means ; Now only those who did believe, Had she invited of her friends. And oftentimes, when they did sit, Scarce a word by them was spoken ; But each in turn did ask in thought^ Giving not the slightest token MISUNDERSTOOD. 121 Of what tliey had upon their minds, Or when, either, they asked a question : Their minds were all correctly read ; And scarce a word of misconception Came to mar the interchange Of their most jDure and warm affection. It did at first seem very strange. To watch that hand in quiet motion ; Giving answers when required. And always to their satisfaction ; Even when no spoken word Gave a clew to its direction. We would not have joii think our friend Neglected quite, or left undone Her other duties, to attend Unto this subject, which had grown More interesting day by day. Although her inclinations led Her to postpone until the morrow The things which conscience said she ir-ho-.ld In justice do that very da}'. She would not give a moment's heed, But quickly drove such thoughts away ; Performing justl}^ every deed 122 MISUNDERSTOOD. Of whioli her conscience did approve ; INlaking herself most nseful still, For self-sustaining she must live, Or have no peace within her soul. To do this same was no great task. Since her expenses were but small. Aside from what her mind did ask For its advancement, and its call. Her attire was neat but plain, Requiring little time or skill ; For higher thoughts, a higher aim. Did all her gentle bosom fill, And much enjo^yment she did find In oft attending lectures, where Untrammeled minds, pure and refined. Gave out their thoughts so rich and rare : Nor did she fail to oft embrace The opportunity to seek Fresh words of wisdom from the source Through which her guide spoke unto her ; Indeed, this was her chief delight. The fountain which gave only forth Crystal waters pure and bright, — An emblem of liis love and truth. MISUNDERSTOOD. 123 Eacli time she came, there seemed to flow A closer sympathy between ; As each the other seemed to know, And by their intuition keen. When with this medium alone (So far as mortal *yes could see), She did assume the look and tone Of that dear pastor long ago, Before he left the earthly sphere, As he did give unto his Hock The best which he then held in store ; That ' best ' seemed now so chill and bleak, He longed to change the atmosphere, And make it more endurable To those who yet must sojourn here, 'Mid trials insurmountable, — And 'neatli the present " code of laws " Not nature's laws ; for those remain As changeless as their " great First Cause," Whose power alone doth them sustain. He longed to break the cruel chains Which hold so many captive bound. And bid them roam o'er freedom's plains. Heeding no more the clarion sound VIA MlSUNDERSPOdO. Of o;irth-l>ovn soldiers, maichiiig l\n'tli At the boat of life ami ilvmn, EmU'avovini;' to cnis/i tltc truth : Lost some <\(\w hobbv of tlunr own lu'reivo a shook it eaii not stand. And Ahis ! come tumbling;- th>\vn. Theio are, (hank (u)d! some few who cherish The right which ever}' mother's sou, — Yea, and daughter too the same, Shonld ha\e aeeorded unto them ; Nor shoidd tliev wait, but bohlly claim What iiuman justice (^ I) di'uicth them; The r'hiJtt to /////;/.• their oirii frrc tJioii(/hts^ And live according to the same ; Altlumgh the workl inav say, "It looks Iv-a-t-h-c-r s-u-s-p-i-c-i-o-u-s," ahem ! AVhat saith St. James about this hiw? That we should never look therein ? Not so, my frieml : •" This man shall be Blessed in his deed." AVhat doth he mcau ? Just hH>k and see : 'tis very plain; '' r>ut whoso looketh into the J'erCcet law of liberty. And continueth therein," — MISUNDERSTOOD. 126 Forgetting not, doing IIk; work," — All ! what p(!r(;c))tivo ])Owcrs had he I Did ho not sec them turning back, And glancing cautiously to see If ihc/i) had hcj'M auHpected yet ? And, if they did get safely back, No ])ovvc)s of cartli or heaven should get Tlieni to leave (again) the "beaten track." The promised blessing they have lost, And all because of cowardice ; If loving not the world the l)est, Too weak to bear its prejudice. This lie i"or(;savv: else why the need Of adding shortly, " And to keep Himself unspotted from the wor'ld," Alas ! that men should be so tried, Or, rather, that tliey should not have Suilicient courage to withstand The sore temptations which do grieve, While causing them to weakly yield. Contrary to their sense of right ! But 1 have left my lady-love : I hope she'll meekly bear the slight ; J think she will ; for I believe, — 11* 126 MISUNDERSTOOD. Or if my memory serves me right, I left her holding sweet convei-se With her dear pastor, by whose might She grew in beaut}^ and in grace ; I mean, of course, her spirit did. And shed a radiance o'er her face ; That face no hunger pale and sad ; For brightness shone in every glance. No feeling of inharmony Found there a welcome or a name ; That green-eyed monster, jealousy, Had long sinT3e left for very shame. Think not this being yet had wings. Although a friend who loved to tease. And talk about " terrestrial " things, liaising at times a gentle breeze. — Did one day ask lier if her wings Had yet commenced to sprout and grow ; Tlien added, in complacent tones, " My dear, if I do rightly know, — Yonr honis^ forsooth ! will first appear. As by the ' Evil One ' alone You have been ruled a year or more." Alas, Alas ! the answer came : — MISUNDEHSTOOD. 127 " It may be so ; for surely I Do need the horns much more than ivings To here contend, as I must do, With the present state of thmgs." This was intended as a joke. And in tliat way also received ; Yet still it was one little stroke Too much : she felt aggrieved, — As if, perhaps — she did not know — "Twere half in earnest after all. Oh ! could it be her life did show No transient good, however small ? Such thoughts did not for long oppress ; More cheery ones did crowd them out : However much she might digress From the path her friends thought right, — She knew there was a " higher power " Which did her inmost thoughts direct ; And loving hearts, whose watchful care Still would guide her and protect ; Since they did know and understand The motive-potver which did control: They led her gently by the hand, Whispering kindly, " All is well." 128 MISUNDERSTOOD. I would I mii^lit to you relate All the various ways l)y wliicli She was direcled iu the right; 'Twould make a chapter rare and rich, — ]jut of too great a uiagnitude To here insert, for want of space. So out of all the plenitude I'll only cite one little case, — One which was manifested by The word of God : I will explain How it did unto her apply, And how her mind did it retain. It was when first she left her home ; She had not been long in " the way," Nor had her heart and mind become Fully persuaded what was true, — Or what was false, regarding what Tlie world did term the "Old and New." One night she listened to a chat Between some friends wlio chanced to be Seated (piite near her on the cars. They both, it seemed, Avere quite " advanced," Yet wide apart, in all tlieir views, For one did love and also trust ' MLSUNDERRTOf)!). 129 Her Saviour still, believing;' liiiii To be onr pattern and our guide ; That all would reach that blessed lunne, Who by his precepts did abide. She did not tliink, as once she had, His death alone could save the world ; But by the sinless life he led. And by his precepts kind and mild, — • Much more than l)y the blood he shed, Would all the vvcn'ld be reconciled; For if luH Hood Ix; all we need, 'J'hen why should others be reviled, — Be persecuted too, and killed ? Many martyrs had there been ; Much innocent blood had been spilled : W\\y did not these for sin atone? Was not the merit just the same ? Or had there been no justice shown ? We have l)een tauj^'ht " no other name " Under heaven hath been given Which can or will sav(.' sends alive: (), tlien together let us reason. While we our free o]nnions give. Although to some it nuiy seem treason. 130 MISUNDERSTOOD. Her friciul did tlion expostulate (_81ie ne'er had known a Saviour's love) ; She said it had not been her fate To know or feel there was above A holy God who reigned supreme. If not a God, then not a Son : Life was to her no idle dream ; AVhate'er we had, ourselves did win ; Not only in our present state, But also in the world to come : Thus, if we do our neighbor hate, Our neighbor will hate us in turn. AVe must our oioi '' salvation work," Although wiili trembling and with fear; "We had no right to duty shirk. But slunilil our burdens uu^ekly bear. Our friend of eourse eould not agree To all she heard on either side ; But what eame last she knew to be. If not of truth entirely void, — So mixed and dazed she eould not tell Where the division line should fall ; She kept on thiidving, thinking, still. And wondering if, after all, — MISUNDERSTOOD. 131 It could be true, there was no Saviour ; Then she would drive these thoughts away, Imploring aid that they might never Again disturb her peaceful day. That night, before she did retire, She took her Bible, and did read Just where it chanced to ope for her ; These were the words her eyes first met : — " Let not your heart be troubled : Ye believe in God, believe also in me." Had not her prayer been duly answered, All in God's own appointed way ? She felt it had, and ne'er again Did doubt the Saviour or his love ; Whatever others miglit maintain. Her heart was lixed on God above. This I have given you to show How tilings which others might call chance, ('Tis any thing but chance, I trow), Did oft transpire to her advance ; As well as to tliose things confirm Which might seem doubtful or untrue. Her light was made to brightly shine. By what did come in this sweet way. 132 MISUNDERSTOOD. It long" had been licr custom to ( )ne chapter read each day in course, And still another one also Shu had been Avont to read by " chance." It seemed to her she never read That holy book without a guide, To help interpret for her good The passages she most did need, — And point out others which she liad Pondered so many times before. And yet their meaning, until then. Had never been to her made clear. Before I leave my x^resent theme, The theme of " Jesus and his love," I would express some thoughts which come, And which I trust you will receive In explanation of the fact ; For the fact I don't deny, That many do the truth obstruct. By assuming what to me Seems wholly inconsistent Avitli My present or ni}^ past belief. I claim to have an inward g)-owth, A knowledue which has e'er been rife MISUNDERSTOOD. 133 Willi sweetest pleasure unto mc, And which, instead of shuttini^ out A Saviour's love in a det^'ree, Hath seemed to make nie more devout ; More filled with love and tliaidvfulness For the bright and golden deeds Which in his life we all may trace ; And sweet and holy words Of wisdom pure, and love sincere ; And, more than all, his sympathy For and with all those who were Sad or distressed in any way. And this I think to be tlie case Witli those who are recipients Of jdl his wondrous love and grace ; Whose tender hearts, with good intents, — Are seeking for the best of gifts. When such as these do, in advance Of worldly minds, fulfill their trusts, Jt doth their earthly joys enhance, — And l)ring them nearer God and heaven. Now, if I understand aright, I'liis is tlie truest ex[)osition Of every earnest Cluistian heart 12 134 MISUNDERSTOOD. Wlio doth this spirit poAver discern. His own enjojnnent doth incrciise As his ])erceptions grow more keen ; AVhile ho so gladly doth emhrace Each opi)ortnnity to learn What spirits pure can only teach. There is a class who have not known A Saviour's love ; although they reach And grasp the truths Ave here maintain. That spirits do return to earth, And with their loved ones do commune. Even though themselves the truth Of Christian graces have not learned. And these are they who do obstruct The truth which elsewise Avould have gained A firmer foothold, and rellect A purer flame of love and light Than at the present time it doth, Or will, Ave fear, until this blight Be overpast, or crushed beneath The tidal wave of Christian love, Combined Avith that of spiriUpotoer. So long as sjtirils from above Do promiscuously shower MISUNDERSTOOD. 135 Their individual ideas, When and where they find a chance, Regardless oi all human laws, Only so they may*advance Some theory which is to them The Alpha and Omega still, Just as it was in former time, When they upon the earth did dwell. (For we affirm that there are Countless numbers " gone before," Whose minds can not at all compare With our noblest minds still here.) So long, I say, as these have power To still control our earth-born sons. Us it bchooveth to ])cware ; And trust not to our outward sense, — But to our inner vision pure Bring forward to our present aid ; Thus making us most doubly sure That holy spirits only guide. We can, I think, discriminate Between the evil and the good By the lessons they impart. If these are rightly understood. 136 MISUNDERSTOOD. And, as I have said before, Mucli depends upon ourselves. If we desire only the pure, We must, of course, be f»ure ourselves. We do not blame our Christian friends For being cautious ; 'tis most wise : And he who with this caution blends A loving spirit, which denies Only when it of wrong is sure. That soul we count a jn-ize indeed ; One we most gladly would secure. To help us in our time of need. For at tlie present time there are Scores of noble-minded men Deeply lliinking, wondering where This controversy, widely known, — Will lead unto ; and what result Will accrue from the same ; These men hav,e doubtless also felt That it would be unwise in them To even let these thoughts be known ; At least until themselves were sure ; Or, rather, till " this thing had grown," And shown 'twas likely to endm-e. MISUNDEKSTOOD. 137 Forgetting, in their selfishness, How much they might advance tlie cause, If they did nothing more nor less Except to surely not refuse Or be unwilling to express Their interest, or strong desire. Whichever one might be the case, To learn the truth ; which doth appear At the present time, to be So mixed with error it is hard The demarkation line to see. Or separate the good from bad. It is we think, by some proclaimed That materialistic views Are at present gaining ground, But this, we think, is not the case ; Although the tendency is strong To jump at that conclusion, if "We do ourselves the cruel wrong To first accept our friend's belief Without investigating firstly. Using our own good common-sense, And that too, freely, justly. Both in the past and present tense. 12* 138 MISUNDEKSTOOD. 1 tliiiik the rciisou why 'lis claimed These same materialistic views Have done, or arc, now ^ainiiij];' ground, Is because our darkened eyes Are just beginning for to see ; Or, liaving seen, to this p(!rceive. A child may chance in nuuTy glee To 2*lii<^"k a rose ; and thus receive A thoru within his tender ilesh. lie can not comprehend the cause, But kicks and screams, and cuts a dash, And throws away the lovely rose. Now, we are all but children here ; All searching for some scented rose, Which iu the distance doth appear To bear no thorns ; but as we close Around the bush, and look with care. The slender stem indeed hath thorns, It may be less, it may be more. 'J'he lovely rose the bush adorns ; But, if we wish it for our own. We it uiusl |)Iu('lc with earnest care ; Avoiding thus the prickly thorn, While we the scented rose secure. MISHNDKllSTOOI). 139 Now, this, I lliiiik, doMi illiisl,i;it(; T\]() Ijciuiiirul iiiid j^lorioiis ii'iiih, Which .soincliincs only Kliaios the i'iitu Of that sweet rose the child cast forth. Now, what I wisli to ask is this: — Oii!L;ht we not to have wiser grown, And ciilhid the rose we would ])OSHes«, Casting aside its (3vcry thorn ? Or should we, like the simple child, Cry out with ang(!r and disgust, VVliilc our sweet pleasure all is spoiled, The lovely rose we too liave lost? I fear I have not yet made [jlain What seems to me so very clear : So, if you jjhiase, we'll take again The rose-tree with its thorny brier. The rose itself we would compare To spirit power and influence ; The prickly thorns can only share In tlie materialistic sense. Now, as I said before, the thorns You (h) not in the distance see : '^I'he rose so beautiful adorns Th(! hjaf'y branch(;s of the tree. 140 MISUNDERSTOOD. But as you uear approach the same, AVith both your eyes wide open quite, Yours alone will be the blame, If these same thorns escape your sight. But if you trust unto a friend Who hath been there iu foruier time. His eyes, Alas ! so Avcak aud blind, He only saw the rose sublime, — And grasped it firmly by ilie stem, His hands, poor things ! are lilled with thorns ; The rose has lost for him its charm. With saddened heart he now returns. Bewailing his unlucky fate, And telling all the neighbors round The rose is placed there for a bait ; And thorns done they there will find If they attempt to press too near. We know the tendency is strong To judge of things as they appear. It takes you not one-half as long To just accept your neighbor's word : He has been there, and surely knows. But, my friends, it is not good For you to trust to these and those. MISUNDERSTOOD. 141 It hatli been said, and wisely too, " If you would have a tliinc,^ done well, Do it yourself: " this will aj)|)ly Unto your case. If you would still Tlu; plain, uiigarnished irulli lorc^know. Depend not much upon " Jioai-say," But rather JiU your powers bestow. And search for it in wisdom's way; Then you will reap a rich reward, Obtain the promised blessing too ; And, ever trusting in the Lord, Will keep his precepts all so true. To my dear i'rieuds, sisters, brothers, Who still inhabit the mundane sphere ; I will strive to give to him who gathers Some kind instruction and good cheer. I left that sphere for this bright one, I scarce can tell how long ago ; Though I am sure it must have been A score of years, and may be more. I little thought, before I came, My spirit could return to earth. And there my intercourse resume With my dear friends who thought it worth 142 MISUNDERSTOOD. Their while to spend their time this -way ; But it hath proved a living truth, And one which will the nation sway ; And every soul which dwells on earth Will in due time confirm it too : Though not for countless ages, some Whose souls are filled with sin and woe ; It suits them better to become The servants of the " Evil One ; " And, if they do return at all, 'Twill only be to such an one As they can make stumble and fall. Many there are who know this truth, But would not for the world disclose. For they have not that heavenly birth Which our dear Saviour doth indorse. Although their spirits have gone forth From their fleshly tabernacle. They still Avalk " to and fro " on earth, Unfitted to with angels dwell. But this, I feel, is not my forte, I like an argument the best. And I will try to it support. However much others molest. MISUNDERSTOOD. 143 Perliaps, to make the matter plain, I'll have to tell you what I saw, And also how the thing was done : — The medium through whom I now Convey my thoughts did just pick up A scrap of paper lying near ; (I made her do it sure as pop) My spirit stood beside her chair ; And so, you see, what she did read, I also read, and, through her eyes ; Well, now, this was a way I had Of " putting things : " it gave surprise ; For she had never thought, before, That any thing of this import Could or would come through her, And, least of all, get into print ; But the impression was so strong, (At first she felt a little shy) That she could not resist it long : Nor did she think it best to try. Now we will give you what we read. Word for v/ord, and not transpose ; So there will be nothing to lead You my friend to me accuse : — 144 MISUNDERSTOOD. "• It is inconceivable that any Coni^rcgational- ist, or any real Christian, slionld not have been unspeakably glad and grateful if the trial of Henry Ward Beechcr had resulted in his tri- iuu})hant acquittal." Now, my dear friends, 1 this do quote, Knowing not (or earing nniclO Whom by, or where, the piece was wrote ; Its logic doth my soul retouch With a strange feeling, (piite akin To pity, mingled with disgust; No single word, it will bo seen. Doth here denote the writer's trust That Truth will be made manifest, lint only that dear Henry Ward Might be before the world confessed An honest man, as if, indeed, — It mattered not what he had done, Or whether he had txdd the truth, But only that the court liad shown He was of more inlinite worth Unto the world, than Truth itself. Now, I dt) like consistency; It is to me a great relief That morally, religiously, — MTSIJNDERSTOOI). 145 There are some few (I wish '(.wore more) Who hibor to advance the truth ; These are tlie ones, you may be sure, Who have received the spirit birth ; While those who do more k)udly prate, But show they are afraid of truths — 'Twill be their everlasting fate To search it out, and learn its worth, "J'is "sharper than a two-edged sword; " And why should not they l)e afraid ? Do those who love their risen Lord E'er feel of him tlie least afraid? I say ye Nay, unless it be A fear that they may liim offend. And Ihus it is with truth also: Those who do l)y it firmly stand Have nought to fear from friend or foe, Although they will most likely be Persecuted as their dear Lord Was before them, and did say Others should be for ti'utlfs sake. His words did prove, Alas ! too true : INIany have been burned at the stake. And many more have suffered through 13 no ^usiNoiMisroon, Soro t rlbularuMis tl;iik ;nul i.\cc\'> All broui^ht iipvMi iluMti by ilnMv linn AJlun-iMii'o to iUc'w lijvbl to ki\'p 'riiiMT Lovil's roniniaiuls as unto [\\r\n SiHMiu'vl rii^ht ami jiisi ; \vhiK> for I lu'ir j^uitlo Thov took tlu'ir l.oriTs anoiiiiiHl Son. Ami bv his pnu'epts iliil abiilo, lu\i;anlloss oV all worKlly scorn. 'bho c.xvih has brou so long" ovoiMl-bouml. li soiMns just in>\\ all in a ma/o NN'ilh [HH^i^lo stauiliu!;' all aiouml, 'riu'iusolvos in a bow iUliMotl ihu'.o; Ov, as a I'lioml unto us wvoto, Thuj^ly it iliil sooni to hor; Tho botton\ had boon all Unookod out 0( c\ci\ thin;;' — -and ovorvwhovo — Confusion roignod — ns in tho Oluuvh — 80 in tho Stato — rog-avdinLi' pastoi-s — lvo>;arding ju'oplos all in soaroli C'^f nonu'thiihf — what oxpositois — Thoso la\v\ ovs arol — l^ooolior ;;uiliy? Ask thorn — ho hath many frionds, Yos — (hoy aro strong and u\ighty: llavo ihoy aooomplit^hod all thoir ouds? MIHUNDICItHTOOI). H7 Ali;i! ri l,o hliUiK; ;i,l; all Vin- (>r coui'HO 'tvvaH her [\\',\\, Jiiadc hirn, All ! ){i',w — \ iJfKlfifHLijfw] il, ;i,ll — Sf)oak to h(!i' ? — not I — liovv can you ? — So (lo^iv'ulod — low — a/xl rrican I — iJali I Hiicli a <]iH^rao(} ! — well, Ww Uiiougli — Only — ycH — \ Hay— kick \\iy dow/i — And cniHli licr s^-x}j life onl- — SIk; doscrvcH 11/ — our diiuj^hiorH dour — .JiihI, lliink of il, — IIk; proHliluU; — Such an cxanif)lc — I Tear — 148 MISUNDERSTOOD. But Beeeher, our bolovod pastor. So noblo, so true I and, luy dear. His beautiful life anil labor ! It is too eruel, I declare — ! sueh delightful sermons. So s]>arkling and so eloquent ! And then sueh life-like lessons! 1 do think he is elegant. Well, thev con not erush him — I am ,>^(' thankful for that I — The very idea — well — some time — AVhetlier he is guilty, ov not, — Pshaw ! — what matters it ? who eares ? — Not I — it don't liurt his preaching — But some do — put on airs — Afraid indeed — not of his teaehing — His ehureh is Ulled — unto the steeple — And sueh lovely llowers — 1 never — " Oh I praijti^ him, all ye people I " " Laud and nuiguiiV him forever." I trust, my friends, you will exeuse. For this was not on the programme It eame to me : I couldn't refuse To write it down, this very same. MISUNDERSTOOD. 149 It lias, of conrso, iionut for the tvornan all the shame. (I just did say, the fault the same, ]iut in truth I did not mean it ; For in nine cases out of ten 1 thiidi the man the most to blame.) Now ask yourselves if 'tis not so : There are of course exceptions, but They are comparatively few: Nor is it men ak)ne who sit (If I except the courts of hiw) In jud<:^in(nd. on their own victims : Our mothers and our sisters too, I blush for very shame to own, — Would crush into the very dust, Instead of stooping to upraise. Kindly teachiug them to trust In Jlim who did contrariwise 13* 150 MISUNDERSTOOD. Once say, in tones so kind and mild, " Neither do I thee condemn." Ahis ! my lieart is often filled With sadness, as I think of them, — The poor misguided ones of earth ; Nor do I think them all to blame : Their teachings have been little worth, For so their conduct doth proclaim. I Avould we might have for them schools, These poor deserted, homeless ones ; AVhich should teach them they have sotds. As well as bodies, — precious ones ; Which sold it is their duty plain To strive to malvC, and also keep Pure and spotless ; that the stain AVliich hath been made is not so deep But it can all be washed away ; O, teach them purity alone Can satisfy the heart alway, And for past errors too atone ; O ! lead them kindly, gently; then Awaken all their slumbering hopes. Go teach them what they might have been, And still may be, if He who keeps MISUNDERSTOOD. 151 Them in the " hollow of his hand" Is duly served, and asked aright To guide them to that " ?jettor land Where there can be no gloomy night." I did not think so soon to leave The " Beecher case ; " but so it was, Though he who did of it conceive, Also the subject introduce, — Has now returned, and would here give His own opinion of the same : " Yes my friends, and we believe This thing to be no child's play game, Although the world may scoff at this And us deride, for what we give ', Thinking, perhaps, 'tis all amiss, We ask of them no kind reprieve. Nor is it our purpose here to tell What he may not, or may have done. Ask the lawyers — who do sell — Themselves for gold — not every one — 1 don't mean that, — excuse me sir, — No personalities I'll give, — From me you sir have nought to fear — Unless — indeed — you did receive — 152 MISUNDERSTOOD. (Un) fair pay for all your work sincere ; Thanks tt) find some honest men Among those jurors did appear, Some noble souls who have not been Either bought or sold (!) I ween, Blessings on their precious heads And treated too, so very mean — With not so much as feather-beds To lay their wear}'- limbs upon — Oh ! if they only — could — agree — But they couldn't — so don't repine. As for myself — I tell you true I'm glad they didn't — for if they had — Don't you see — the world at large — (I don't mean all) would have said — " J told you so " that judge's charge — Judge's charge indeed, as if one man — Could or should — judge for the world — Not even He — the Lord Christ — Would do that — but He just told Them where to go — no earthly court — You may be sure — well I don't know — People will quarrel — and get hurt — And then I suppose — they don't know — MISUNDERSTOOD. 153 What else to do — kick up a row And go to law — what have they gained ? Well, let's see — not much I trow — The gain is on — the other hand — The lawyer's hand — I mean — or in it — But I mustn't wander — or digress — As I suppose you would call it — The trouble is — I was kept close — In my younger days — not much learning — But what I want to say is this — Most things have changed — or are changing And that, too — for the better. Now a great deal is said of late — About the " social question " — And people ask — what is that? Let them find out by their learning — Beecher wouldn't tell yoii — nor shall I — A great many people — ^on\ preach — What they practice — it used to be — This way — don't practice what they preach — But as I say things have changed — People have changed — and much is done — Which isn't told of — 'tis so arranged — That one may do — what another one — 154 MISUNDERSTOOD. Well ii" he does do — lie'Il gel Ibiiiid out — lie hasn't learned Mie kinlcs — you sec, And if lie is pnnislied for it — Why — it is all right you say — But just look here — these very ones — Who iniliet this punishment — Do themselves — these very same things — Are tliey punisluMl, I guess not — (niui'h) Now my dear friends, 1 su})pose you (liiuk Me very old-fasliioned, and cjueer, But if you woukl liuve — pure water to drink You must first be sure — that the fountain is clear. IJut when you do see — the water is had — Its taste and its smell — you do not approve, Then I would advise — that some of you s]u.)idd — Just lind out the cause — and try to remove — And now to do this — the very best way — Is to go to the bottom — and see what is there — Youmaypum]) off the top — oreveuhalf way — AikI lind i(> jio better — than it was before. Indeed you will inid — unless I mistake Whatever is wrong — at tlie very last end — M I H U N I )ERHTOOI>. 1 T) 5 You may find on tlu; Kiiiracc — perhaps if yoii look — Some very siiiiill tiling — wliicli doMi not ^ tend — To Iwina in llio least — the taste or the smell — JUit way to tlio 1)0tt()in — where no one can see — Ah! (h('i(! you will hnd i(, — a.n(l you will (!(» well — To fathom at onee — nor longcsr delay — Now when you disturb the waters — of course — They will mem more nnpleasant — than ever before — But what if they do — you will sure have more sense — Than to think these same waters — will ever grow pure — When the cause is removed — and time has been given — To refill the fount — with sweet gciiiLle showers — And freshening rains — from out the j)ino heavens — What a pleasing reward — will thcui Ix; yoiu'S. 1 no MTSTTNT>1CK ST( >OD. Alul now my ilriir iViiMuls, 1 (liink lo cinnparo, The jM'OSonl i'oiiililion, of soi-ioty Iumi', To afounlain whoso waters, :iro noi wholly ]>nro, Yot siiroly iu> worso, than (luy liavo .vboiMi bd'ovo. r>ul it Avas tlioUi;"hl. bost, (his 1'ouii(aiii (o c'h>ar. So o[' I'ourso — (listui'biuL;- (lie waters you know Tliey seiMii pretty bail — and even apjiear, A great (h>al worse — all the time to gn>w : "Well this is the Avny — with soi-iety now, It is all stirred np — and the odor is bad. Anil all jnst. beeause — the thinL;s you don't l;n(»w — Are eoming to light — I'or whirli we ari> glad. The fountain is large — and nnieh to be dono ¥a-o von ean giM rid — o\' the nuisance yet — r>ut 1 i>rav you clear jViends — don't leave it alone — Just go lo the bottom — and Kt\- ivhai i/oii tjU't. Pon't gt>( discouraged and give up the job. And also be earel'ul — not to t/cf /di It will almost require — "the jtatiem-e of Job " — To do this same thing — and get matters right. MIHUNDKllS'lOni). U>1 ]f :i]l w(M'(! williii;^' — 1() do l)iit. Ili(^ir Hharc — llowciisily llicii — ll)(! woi'k iiii^^lit Ix; done — I'.iil, (»ii(! will sl:iii(l licic — iiiid iiiKtlJicr (tiu! Ili(;n! — Dili ml;' iiothiiij^' iU, ill! — h'idjiiHl, in look on — SI ill olJKirs — will do — ovoii worse; iJiiiii ili:i<, Tlicy will ivy to discounigu — those who woidd vvoik — J*rovi)i,^' this !idjig(! — triio unto tho dot — " Vi)\' Satiui finds soitM! iiiischiof si ill l*\)r idh; liiiiids to do" — now wliiit wc do Wllllt — And are determined lo h;ivuld only stop — And listen to me awhile — if yon please — 1 would like to convince yon — though T fear I shall not — That you had better begin — before you leave there — To lay np your treasure — iu some better spot- Thau von seem to be doing — if it ri«'hilv an- pear — What think you to do — witli the gold you have got — 'Twill be of no use — in this heavenly sphere — Indeed you can't bring — one tittle or jot — And however much — you may sigh for it here — MIHUNDEESTOOD. 150 'Twill not bo forilicoiniiig' — and you will re- pine — For your elegant surroundings — and dainties rare — Which you used for your comfort — and yours alone — Refusing with the poor and needy to share — 'Tis a far-reaching truth — that 'tis harder hy far — For a rich man to enter — the kingdom of love — Than for the desolate and downtrodden poor — Whose treasure is more likely — to be hi id up above — T would not by this — have you to infer — That I'iches are valueless — if rightly applicid — That they will give you ranch comfort, and add to jowv store Of good deeds and true — can't be denied — If you are unselfish and willing to share — With others the blessings they bring unto you — While at the same time, you are molding with care — The spirit within you valiant and true. 160 MISUNDERSTOOD. I think I must leave you, for one is now here, Who gave up her time, and place unto me, I fear I've not made my logic very clear. Nor could I do well, Avith this jingling "Poetry." But what I liave given, in the spirit of love, I trust you will kindly receive that same way. And be guided aright to your home above So kindly prepared for you and for me. To my dear friends, greeting again ! I am happy to be with you. But I also trust that 3'ou have been Entertained and instructed too By our revered and dear friend. Who kindly volunteered to give, As he did express it, a " piece of his mind : " 'Twas a pleasure to him, I believe, — As I know it has been to 3'ou ; And possibly he will again Address you in his language true ; As he can many things explain, — Far better than I who have not been So long an inhabitant here ; Nor have I perceptions as keen. Or an understanding so clear. MISUNDERSTOOD. 161 I will endeavor now to trace The history I had commenced, And give our friend's experience, Although it will be much condensed, — And many things left out entire, For want of space, and want of time. I have accorded unto her A gift most rare, also divine. She prized it, too, all else above, And strove to cultivate the same ; Trusting that He, the God of love, Would all the crooked ways make plain. The happiest moments she did know, (I may have told you this before) Were those she spent in listening to Her faithful friend, so good and pure ; He oft did give some symbol sweet, And afterward explain the same ; This was to her a richer treat Than what in other ways did come. One of these symbols I will give, As nearly as I can express : Its memory will forever live, Her loving soul to cheer and bless. 14* 1G2 MISUNDERSTOOD. She took lier usual seat beside The friend through whom this same did come, Wondering what would be said, Wlien the medium thus bejran : — " I see you seated," (she did say) " Within an arbor covered o'er With trailing vines all bare and gray, Except on either side the door, — Where are two tiny sprouts of green, So fresh, and growing rapidly; Aside from these, no leaf is seen On all the vine, which carefully I did examine for to see If life were there, and, to my joy, Found it 'twas green, and juicy too, Underneath the bark so dry ; Antl also that the tiny buds Had even now begun to swell. You seem to be in pensive mood, All quite alone, yet looking well ; Before you is a table spread Willi papers scattered here and there, And papers also by your side ; Some books, I see, are lying near ; MISUNDEKSTOOD. 163 Now these same papers all arc filled With writings from some wieldy pen ; A gentle breeze — my heart is stilled — While now from every mount and glen — Come tiny birds — so beautiful — Of every kind — and every hue — They almost now the arbor fill — And many, too, have lit on you. Ah ! now I see their mission here. Each one does with its little bill A paper take, and disappear, Bearing it where'er he will. These birds I would that you might see, For some have come from foreign shore, Their plumage is so bright and gay ; Many I've never seen before ; They all have flown, like the " carrier dove," Unto their own bright native land, Bearing with them tidings of love No powers of earth can countermand. You still are sitting there alone: Indeed, your life has mostly been Alone thus far : there seemeth none Who can at all enter within ICI IMISIINDIOIJS'I'OOK. '.riic siUTcd priM'iiK'ls ol' \i)iii' soul. Hill iidw I sec, !i(lviiii('iii<;- iu>;ir, A H'tMllllMllilM lldl \V\-\ l;lll l>iil niliuM- stoiil willi lliick !;r:iv li;iir — .llt< iip|)n)jirliolh very (Miitioiislv, /\s if ill (loubl. Iiow l(> prorccd, .A(l\ niicrs ii. sl('|» — t lit'ii t iiriis ;i\\ ;i\', .As if frariii!;- Ii(« iiii!;'lil disl ml) Or IVi!;lil(Mi \(ui : 'lis piniii lo si>o I Ic is (|iiili^ anxious lo (ii'aw near ; Some riiliirc lime |M'rlia|)s lie iiia\, l'\>r so i|. (lol li (o till" appear. Oil ! can litis 1)1' I lit> same arhor I saw I»(>roi'(> ? w lial a eliaii_!.;e I The vine wliieli llieii was dry and bam Js beiiulii'ul : it yt'i'uis so strauL;o 'Dial, ill lliis lidle space of lime II. could iia\(< |)ul roiili all lliese l(>a\('sl ll is indeed a. work siihliiiie. JwOiivt^s dark, lea,ves l!!;lil, lai!;i> li>a\i>s, small leavos, — All lliesc are lierc^ roriuiiiuf ii sIkuIo So cool and so rtdVivsliiiiM- (oo ; And now 1 sei>, llie liow er onlsidi>. Such loNch llowcrs all wcl wilh dew, — Ml.SUNDIOIiSrooi). IGt Just spi'higino- lip ; tlioy arc Jiol Jiciir Enough for you to pluck just yet ; Still not so very, very far, And you do now their JVagrance get." After depicting all this scene, Pier pastor said there scarce was need For liim to it at all explain ; For she, he thought, correctly read What thoy intended to confer In this Yv.ry ])lc;i,siiig way. It did, of course, })ertain to her ; And she would yet sec the day When this symbol sweet should he Fully realized, although just now It seemed incredible that she Could so much benefit bestow (Incredil)le to h(;r, Ik; meant) Upon her race. 'Twas also true That tlie papers he had shown Would be fdled ; and written, too, — By her own hand, just every one, Scatt(!r(;d, also, l)oth far and wide. As unto lici' it had been shown, IJy the birds who did ])rcside, — 1(U) MISITNDERSTOOD. And (aki' inl(» (Iumi- own (K>;ir liaiuls (^Or bills jnsd-ad) (ho iii;lit to help As host, (liov 111 lull ( ; and distanl^ Iniuls VVonld bless lliom i'ov tlioir silent work. Tlie vino, of eourso, did represent llev own nuHlinniistit^ ])ower, .lust bet;'innin;4' now io sprout; .r>u( wliii'h, in lime, liki> lliis sweet bower, — • A voo\ rcl'iesjiiiii;' sliadc* would i'orni For WH>arv, lieart-siek souls of eiu'th; Shielding' lluun from many a. storm. While leaeliiui^' oi" the hea\eiily birth. " Tlie i^entliMuan who was described Seems to possess an earnest soul, AVhieh is with \o\0 and truth ind)ibed. Jb' hath 110 intentions foul, — But is attrai'ted nnto you }\y your earnest, truthful faee, And wouhl sonu^ kindly word bestow, SaAi> that' he fi^ars to give oi'leuse. 1 think he will, in future years, Come very near, and you assist. For so io me it now" appears. Between you there seems to exist MiaUNDKKH'I'OOl). I(i7 A (^oimiKtii clMiid of syiii|);il liy K(ig"iird to her Tliis phase, far hvss than any other, Could be developed, or its power Manifested to Iriend or brother, — 'i'lirough her organism, was this; It seemed almost imi)ossible For her to in this way exjjress Her tlioughts wbich were untraceable. MrSUNDKRSTOOI). KID At Iciist sli(5 ('-v(!r IoiiikI lliciii so, Wlicni iiitoinptiiig to iva-.iW Micim, Or to by any means ))ostow, Wlioro otlnsrH could retrace or read them. I'lioiij^^liLs would (;oin(! s|)oiitan(ious]y, liut no liinj^uit.ge to (ixprcss t,Iiciri. Slic oft would linj^cr |);iiurully O'er a IctLcr, ;iud I hen Ixicouic; • Disgusted will I il- vvIkmi 'twas done: Letl(jr-w riling sIk; did deUist, And precious Jitlle ol' it (iid. Indeed, slio had not in, the past Been situated where was need For corrcsf)ondencG, much if any. The first and only time she had liealized most fully, sadly, Her incapacity to write Was after visit number one Un(;(j lier fi-icuids, who did invite, Also sti'ongly insist upon, — A week'ly inlercliii.ngc! of iJioiiglit, VVliicli, us I liav(! said Ixd'orc;, Much hiipj)iiiess unto h(!i- bi'ought, Aitliougli it was a trial sore 170 MISUNDERSTOOD. To do her part. Her very best, When it was done, did ever seem So very short of her behest : But He who did her soul redeem Did also teach the wisdom of Developing those very powers, Which now were dwarfed and scarce alive ; But only needing gentle showers, — Freshening dews, and warming sun, To make them bloom like summer flowers. And thus I think the omniscient One - Oft substitutes his way for ours ; While we, Alas ! are weak and blind, Perceiving not why we should be By circumstances oft constrained To do the things we " would not do," — And those we " would " to leave undone ; For do ye not, my friends, perceive The things ye are perfected in Need not that you should longer give Your time and strength to them alone ? ]\Iany things have jq to learn ; And, if I rightly do divine, Some things which you can only learn MISUNDERSTOOD. 171 By striving hard to love walk In the path marked out for you, Although it may l)e that the work Is not what you would have it be. You are, perhaps, like our dear friend, Deficient in something which hath Not crossed your over-crowded mind ; Something, too, of sterling worth, — And which doth need your earnest care To force it upward to the light. Where it in time will duly share The prospect of a future bright. Without this same, your character Would not be fully rounded out ; And, had you had no wise Director, 'Twould not have been so brought about. Nor would it then, could you have had Your own undeviating way ; Some obstacle, perchance, did lead You to consider, and to see Why it had been placed before you ; And thus you rightly were inclined To pause a moment, and descry If a purpose were assigned. 172 ]\nSUNDERSTOOD. This I think the reason wl\y We arc so oft impelled to make Sacrifices which do try The very "reins and heart" alike ; And forced also to do and hear 'I'he I'crtf thhup ire niosl (h'alikc. And which may at (he lime appear Only of evil lo i>ar(ake. " (lod moA'i>s in a mysterious way, His wonders to perform : lie plants his footsteps in the sea, And rides npon the storm. His jmrposes will ripen fast, Unfolding- every honr ; The hi(d may have a hitter taste, But sweet win be the jlower:' I have told you how hard it was For onr younc: friend to write her tlionghts: Now she had still another eanse Of grief reg'ardino- (hose same thouuhts ; For the language she would use Ti> express them almost ahvay Did (lisaj>poin(, ln>r, and refuse Her earnest call to obey. MISUNDERSTOOD. 173 She oi'l; (lid feel lo envy ilioso Wlio seemed to have al, theii- eomraand A ih)vv of words, oiu! jnin'hl, siii)i)ose, Far too great lor their deiiiaiid. Not that she would exehaii^e her thoughts For senseless words, nor is there need, 11" her dear (Juido rightly instructs; Fov sh(! will 1)y a simple mode, Obviate this sad defect. If she doth all his counsel heed, Taking less time to just reflect, And more in conversation lead : For in this way she would receive A twofold blessing, yea, and more ; For others would unto lu^r give, And she would also from her store lleturn the favor ; for, indeed Iler thoughts were well worth giving out; They would iill many an aching void, If she expressed them as she ought. Words seem useless without deeds, And express not half so much As do good deeds without the words ; But both combined will often touch 15* 174 IMISUNlM^KSrOlMI, A cliord of symimdiy and ]o\o III liriiris w iioso sorrows :irc> iinkinnvn, SiiA i> by llio s[)irils brighl. above, Unloss, porcluuico, soino favorod one ITath opoiiodiip tho fount-, of grief, \\y words and deeds so kind and (ruo Tliat it hath seiMUinl a sweiM relief To (has iinl)iii'deii all Iheir woe. ()iir lovinu," friend (>\|)ress('d in doed 'IMiat. wliii'h she failed to do at. times By words well idiosen, (illy applied. ruri> were her motives, hi^h her aims; Nor was slu> tronbled to i>\|>ress \\\ A\'ord so miieh, \vlu>re sym|>alhy l")r(>w forth the saiiie, to cheer and bless And where she found s\\«'et harmony. Ilor sad (h>fi>et. was more apparent. When she in conversation joined ; In eonseqneneo she oft. was silent, (>r she mi!_;lit soiuier have obtaineil 'riu> nse of lano'iia^'e as (U>sired ; She had improNeil very ninch In this respect, also aei]iiir(Ml, Wy p(n-severaneo, the Jiabit which MISIINI>I01JSI'()()1>. 176 II;i(l hcoii so kindly I'ccoiiimciKlcd. I liiivo its yet said iiolliiiiL;' <•!" TIk^ l(H'.tur(!S she wisely iil.l-ciidcd, And from which souiv.o slu! did rciccivo Muc'h hcilprid IcnowhMlnro ill rej^jard ITnlo her soul-iiispirini;' (litMiic ; She had an undcrslandinL;' Iica-i't, And (Md I iuMclorc readily L;lca,n 'I'lic speaker's purpose! aiitl ini.eni,, Tliont^li l.rusiinL;' not to that ulono : IShe did most eaiididly relh'c^t, And thai which did nnto her sooni VViso and (ruthful, ^t;'hidly ucc(!j^t ; While, what slio couhl not thus receivo, Sho (hd iustinctivoly rojoct, Nov mako ciuhuivor to bohovo. I now will speak of ono (lectuvo) whieli ^avo Her satislaetion and dcliyht ; 'Twas j4'iven by a " Ciollier " bravo, — An Englishman with nineh foresij^lit. He gave an ex])(»sition of S()ii'itiialisni in thai land, Ifhideavoring to show and prove Its benelit to all niaidt siniplicity. Did 1 mcH^t here no opposition From those who have less charity Than had He, no ap])rehcnsion (^)uld I hav(!, that 1 sliould be In many things "misunderstood." Our learned friend did also say, Jf this bhvst truth were spread abroad, — 178 MiSlTNDKKsroon. And ]H>oj>lo wiuild riHHMVO tlio Siuno, TIuMr souls would soon so Ihirst. for more, 'rii;i( tlu'V wiMild ;lu"r st)un'o, — From ;nid (hrouL^h Ihoir own lovoil onos So j^'lad and w illinj;" lo discourso or thini;s above, autl lhin;;s below. llo also Uioui^lil. in fannlit's, If tlu\Y only did but. know. Or ooulil (lioso powers learn lo trace, — Thev would b(^ almost sure io (ind Owe or nuM-e who did possess Thai same j>eeidiar luiii of mind, liuliealiu!;" nuu'e ov less or mediuuiislie i|ualilit^s, 'rhoui;li nude\(do|HMl, probably, And so unlit, for present usi> ; Hut. with ;row, — nevelo]uui;" so «piiid\ly tiu>. At K>asl, thai was ihe i-ase with souu>. While others uiust u\ore time Ix'sIdw Bol'ore I heir usi>l'ulness be;;un. MIMliNI>l',i:Sl'(M)|>, 1\) 111 spciikiii!'; iliiiM of "swccl. Iiuiiic'" joyH, I Ic w islicil (n liu rcllcci ions ciisl. On lliosd who ^;'(»(. in (illicr wiiys VVIiiildVcr Hccincil lo (Ikiiii [n\M,: Nov would li(^ for {\\(\ world (Icikmiikui ( iood nicdimiis of iuiy cIjiss, ( )r on I heir d I '('(Is jiidi'inciil. |iidiioiiii('(i ; lie did, wil li ;ill, so iiiiicli ('\|ii'()SS ( )!' (ciidcr lovr ;iiid sy iii|);il liy h\)v I li('S(^ pci'sccnlcd oiids : They W('i'(\ Im said, inosl. rciirl'iilly Sinned n a seiiHitive gulf Which mediums must all pass (hrongli. 'Hicir siinVriiigs iit hesL will Ito, At limes, intensely sliai'j) iuid keen. All suHer not in tin; same d(!gree, V\)V all ai'e iioL e(jiiii,lly fhie ; Some are, we know, l)y nature coarse, And these do siilTer much the less ; But all of me(Jiumistic iJtn'ce, Do by this v(;ry H(!nsitiveneHH, — 18G MISUNDERSTOOD. Wliicili is the chief component part Of mediumship, suffer from A contact with another sort Who do in oppositioii come ; Although they ma}^ not it express In words, perhaps, 'tis all the same, For it is felt ; and none can guess The pain it gives, who have not known, — To some extent, the subtle power It doth exert, just by a look, AVhich look doth oft express much more Thau words could do by " hook or crook." For, whatever the eyes do tell. We know is true ; for are they not The " index of the heart " as well ? So, if the heart witliin be right, — The eyes will tell no wicked lies, But only beam with love and light ; The soul will also you surprise. And fill with rapturous delight, — r>y taking now and then a peep Through the fringed ciutain of Those lustrous eyes so clear and deep, lleminding of those orbs above, — MISUNDERSTOOD. 187 Who their nightly watch do keep, But hide themselves whene'er the snn Its glaring vays on tliem would cast: And so tlie soul will homeward run, — If you but chance to overstep The bounds of courtesy and love ; And you will then most likely reap Something akin to cool reserve. A few more words I wish to say To those who take an interest In our mediums, and may Perchance, themselves, be on our list. I have endeavored here to give A truthful statement of their ease, Just as I did myself receive And from, I flunk, a truthful source. But I have kept until the last 'J'hat whicii I think will please you most; Please most because it is the best, As you will all agree, I trust. That they do suffer much and keenly, I have, I think, made very plain. I wish you now to know they truly Do also find enjoyment keen, — 188 MISUNDERSTOOD. If tliey do only persevere, And strive to live and learn aright ; Giving only what doth appear Truthful and honest in tlieir sight : Keeping themselves so pure and true, They will attract only the good From above or from below. If this were done, I tliink they would Soon acknowledge that they were Of all earth's ones most truly blest. Governed by a higher power. At their loving ones' behest ; While living in an atmosphere Midway between the earth and heaven, And feeling that a treasure rare Had unto them been kindly given. And as they see, from day to day. The pure transfusing work go on Within their souls, barren and dry But just a little time agone, — Methinks they will, with one consent, Unite to bless the glorious Giver. Nor will their hearts be quite content. Until they safely have passed over MISUNDERSTOOD. 189 The quicksands of their early youth; While self-reliant now, and brave, They will launch most boldly forth, Nor ever fear the " coming wave." No storms can stay their progress now. Or turn them from their heavenward course. They have, like Moses, had a view Of the promised land, from whence They will look back in future years. And bless the da}^ when they became. By their efforts and their prayers. Worthy of the charming name Of God's elect ; for thoy have grown So far beyond the earthly sphere, They recognize not as their own, The sorrow and corroding care Which fetters still the souls of those Who have not courage to break through ; Hoping rather, sweet repose Will come to them, instead of their Having to search for it elsewhere. Not that the first do fail to soothe And comfort these, and also share Their joys and sorrows, and forthwith 100 MISUNDERSTOOD. Awaken in their hearts desires For nobler purposes and aims ; Teaching to live as God requires, In sj)ite of all tempestuous stoims. They do by their example prove God is their refuge and their strength ; For he hath taught them how to live Within the world, but not of it. I doubt not that many of you Are weary of the very name Of medium, and wish that I Would drop the subject, and resume The narrative I had begun. 'Tis meet that I should sometimes go Outside the limits of your sun ; Else I could never half portray The life and character of her "Who seems almost an angel now. Her thoughts are all so fresh and pure, They must from some clear fountain flow. Her intuitions grew more keen, Or rather she became, ere long. Impressible, and her unseen And loving guides then had " full swing." MISUNDERSTOOD. 191 Many instances tlicy gave her Of their power to her impress ; Making them so plain and clear, 'She did most willingly confess There was a power outside herself, Directing her, according to Her l)est knowledge and belief. Of tliis slie seemed (piite sure to be ; Although she many times did find Their ways were not like to hor ways ; Nor did their thoughts (juito correspond. This did make some doubts arise ; But they fpiickly diHaj)poared, For she found she could not long Think her thoughts. They had the licld ; She was weak, and they were strong. So she most cheerfully did yield, Happy indeed to have the chance. Her soul was with their wisdom fdled. Which made her rapidly advance. One instance only I shall give. To here illustrate what I say, — How she most surely did receive In that most satisfying way. 102 MISUNDERSTOOD. ( )nc.(^ upon ;i. (Iiiui (Ii(!i'(i ciiiiu) A iJuilliiig m(!SS{igg from her liome. I sli()u](l not licro of course presume, Even could I spare ilio time, — To give it you : its import was Siic.rod to her, iind her alone. AloiK^ I say : I mean so far As it did a r(!])ly concern. It did a,wa,k(! witliiii licr heart A fount of gi-icvf and aiit^uish wihl. Slio ahiiost longed to dc])art, And dwell witli llim, the nndc(il(Ml, — Escaping all this world of Avoe. These thoughts she did not Iiarhor long, For they were sellish ones, she knew ; She must be l)old and brave and strong. l^'oi- oduvrs needed sympathy Such as she alone could give; Niiilhcr could she but ])artially, IJecausci they could not it r(!ceive. Tlia,t Ycry day slu^ di. \\)l Tlu! S(Ml(('ll(!(,'.S WrVC saino iu those two ways ; That she might be tiuitc satisfied, ITo could control as he did |)leaso. llc^ also said, the surest Avay 0\' getting things eidirely i>ure AVas by inij^ression ; and that (hey Should this AViiy give them unto her, — Whenever they eould mnkv it [ilain. It was almost imjnissible To give her, through anotlier brain. That one, of eoursc\ suscejUible To inlbience, ivltliougli nneonsrions. Without liaving it inirtahe Som(>'\\'lnit oL" the (lualilies Oi' the medium at stake. ITer lesson now she felt was learned. Ivight glad was she, yon may be sure, That she had not nnwisely (nnicd I*'roni M'hal. had now btH'ii gJNcn \\cv. r>tH'ause it did her heart eneourago To on herself nuicli moi-e rely. It was indeed a, ])riviK>g(\ To feel herseU' thus guided by MlSllNI>KI!H'i'()Or). 1»!) TlioHO iui<;'(il visiliiiils, :iml know 'I'luiy (M)iil(l li'iuisiiiil. mild licr l»r:iiii Tlicir wiser kiiowlcd^;!', imr licsldw Their own r;ir-re;icliinn' llion;;li(s in Viiin. r.\ lliis, my IVieiids, yoiTII donM less H(!0 Tlini spii'ils do eonli-ol ;i.l, will. As in this insLiiiie(!, liiey iilso (!()Miriv(! (Iieir mission to fnlfill, — Som(!(,im(!S, wiilioiit Mie Jibei'l-y Ol" l,li(! insirnnu^nl- 1lii'on!_;ii wliieli Tlioy ^ivc! lii(! siune. 'I'lieir ;dMli(,y Im)I- iJiis dependel li nol, so mneli Upon MiemHolvoH, iis (Ji^ to tluj Hoil. SoMK! m(;dinms rcjCusci to yield ( I'(n-Iiii,|)S tliey eiui not: I don't Siiy^ To llie inllnenee wliieli would ('oiitrol tliem in ii, j^cudh; vv;i.y : So, it I'liey iiro eontrolled iit iill, Jt must l)(! (lotKj ii,}4'iunst I heir will : And I»y the; oti(!S who (h) (;onlrol l>endin'r to " their own swe(;t will." 200 MISUNDERSTOOD. One instance I will here relate, Wliicli came within mj^ observation : 'Twas at a conference select, Where many spoke Ijy inspiration. During a pause, a rustling sound Near by attracted me to look ; And, as I did just glance around, I saw a lady leaning back, — While at the time she thus did say, — " Please take me out : I am so sick ! '' The friend beside her did reply, — " The spirits wish that you should speak.*' The fiend had seen her thus before. And understood the case right well. Knowing the spirits would restore If she their wishes would fulfill. She clasped her hands in agony. " Oh, no, I can not ! I shall die." And then she seemed to swoon away. Just then I caught her friend's mild eye, - As she did gently raise her up. Ah ! that face did seem transformed : A brilliant smile did light it up. She then arose, and tui-ncd around, — MTSUNDETISTOOD. 201 Just pausing to take off her hat, And llion, as if a princess born, Sped she so bohlly to the front, Ascending there tlio Ioav platform. Tlion for a moment fixed lier eyes Upon the breathless audience. Who gazed at her in some surprise. Tliis was her first experience In speaking in a public place. Then she did make a graceful bow, Boldly commenced a fine discourse. Which same was kindly listened to By all who were advanced enough To appreciate all its wortli. Her voice was neither coarse nor rough ; Yet, as the measured tones poured fortli, — They seemed like to some orator. The language used was scholarly; Showing whoever did control her Was educated, and that finely. Both words and maimer did bespeak A highly-cultured mind and lieart. S(mie sentences slie gave in Greek, Thus showing this had been a part 202 MISUNDERSTOOD. Of the education which The controlling' sjiivit had been Pcri'ected in, and Avhich also He could give forth, himself unseen. He occupied but little time, Though what ho said was to the point. Indeed, it seemed almost sublime ; As if an angel had been sent To harmonize the minds of earth (As, indeed, I think the spirit had). He did apologize at length For having been, or seemed, unkind In forcing her Avho now did sjieak ; And that so much against her will. 'Twas him, he said, who made her sick. Had he not done so, she would still Have been just sitting quietly, Listening to what others might say. He knew ho had distressed her greatly, But 'twas for her good, as she would see, It would have Ixhmi im])0ssible To have persuaded her to this. The only way for him to rule Was to take her thus by force. MisuNrnnts'i'noi). 203 If OIK! Ii:mI moiic, iiiii.o licr liollHO, And |»i'<»iiiis('(l her "• I li(iiisiiii(ls " ill ^'()l(l To coiiiti iiiid spciik ill UiiiL SiiiiK! |)l:ic,(!, SIk! would liavo siiid hIi(3 iievcu' (^oiild. SIk! did ])oss(!SH IK) ciirlJily sloro or vvcidlJi oi' wisdom : yd/ sIk; IkmI A iiHidiuinistiu ^ilX inosl, liiic, Wliidi kIioiiM I)(; used lor ollicirs' good. And, iis for Ik^t cdiiciilioii, il, Was v(!ry lijiiiLcd iiid(!(id. SIk! liiid no j)oW(jr of clocutioji; And, wli(!U bIu) suid "hIio ncv(!r could," — Slio Hj)ok(! l)uL (jiiLli ; j'oi- ol' licrsoll." Jt would Jiavc hiiCAi iinpossiblo. Tlio blame or urodiL iio liiiiiHclf Must take, and Ix) i(!Sj)onsil)lo For iiJI wliicli IiimI IJii-oii;^Ii Ikt hccn giv(!ii. Ifo IiojxmJ (!!•() long to couKi iij^iiiii ; Again control Ik^' oiganism, Ajid tiiat witlioiit giving bucIi pain. This, he said, was only one Of the iriauy iiiHtancoH In which tlio weak ones did hecomo Instruments for heavenly graces 204 MISUNDERSTOOD. To be poured forth upon mankind ; - Confounding thus the strong and mighty (Who search in vain the truth to find) By their sweet simplicity. lie bowed again most graciously, Conducted her back to her seat, Which she had left unconsciously. She found herself without a hat ; Supposed of course 'twas taken off When she had felt so very sick. And was indeed surprised enough To learn about the spuit's trick. The friend who sat beside her was One whom I had often met, And in whose word I siu'c coidd place The utmost confidence and trust. She did confirm what had been said About her friend the medium, By the spirit who her controlled. She thought the language was sublime, — And knew 'twas very far beyond Her friend's capacity to give. Or, she thought, to comprehend. Had she been able to receive. MISUNDERSTOOD. 205 This has been given you to show Just one phase of mediumship. As, when our. Saviour dwelt below, There were " diversities of gifts," — " Diversities of operations," So even at the present time Are diverse manifestations, But just the same spirit sublime Given to man to profit withal. And to work out the self-same truth ; The same God " worketh all in all ; " And the same spirit prevaileth. We are admonished by St. Paul, To " covet earnestly the best gifts; " Again he saith to one and all, "And desire spiritual gifts." If prayer doth all the others bring. And yet leaves out sweet charity, We say with him, " I am nothing," Because I have not charity. Although our valued friend became Impressible, as we have seen, She, as before, from time to time Held converse with the medium, — 206 MISUNDERSTOOD. Just in licr old accustoinocl way. It gave enjoyment far too keen To 1)0 transmitted in a day. She also did fresh lessons o-lcan, — And felt herself renewed by grace, Regretting not the time slie spent. It seemed like talking i'xivc tt) face With one who eonld so well give forth New forms of trulli, and also base The same upon fixed principles, Suiting the action to the case, Eidarging the receptacles Of her understanding, and Furnishing to her, as well, The precious seed these did demand. To make them yield fruit plciilirul. He once endeavored to explain Somewhat of the mystic power Of the laws of magnetism. Which ever stand firm and seciu'e Although so little understood By us below, or j'ct, indeed. By the thronging midtitude Now passed unto the "other side." MiauNDici; STOOD. 207 IIo gave an cxphuiatkui of What with us is termed " deal 1 1 ; " Although the naino he chose to give Was, "hirtli inito the spirit-lifo." Which same was an established faith, Confinnod hy all wlio had ])assed from Their clay(!y teiuMueut of (!a]ili, Whose spirits now were free! to roam. All, lie saitl, had spirit-friends, Who kept o'er them a walcliful gnu id ; Assisting them in all tlu^ir needs. If by these friends tJiey were allowed. (I now do speak of "spiritual tilings," Which must, of course, be so discerned.) As in this life, our conduct brings Unto us friends clKiste and refined, — Or the reverse, according to Our own impulses and desires, Just so it is wiili s])irits too ; They are just wiiiit our life; rcMpiires. (Our "guardian spirits," I do uiciui.) ]f they are not the v(!ry Ixist, 'Tis no one's fault but jusl our own ; And shows our liie, to say the least, — 208 MISUNDERSTOOD. Has been perverted, so that now 'Tis hard to break away from them : Nor can we, either, nnless we do " Deny ourselves," " take up our cross," And " follow after righteousness," Attracting only spirits pure ; And by our own unselfishness ISIaking it most doubly sure No others will attempt to come, Or to our hearts and souls inspire. This will, we know, seem strange to some Who have not yet learned to acquire What they do long so to possess, By their oum effort or desire ; Thinking 'twill trouble them the less Whatc'cr they want, to get Iry hire. We pity them : they yet must learn That no good thing they can possess. Until they do it duly earn. The loving smile and soft caress Require, alike, a kind return ; Else they become cold and heartless, Showing they're only just "put on." Alas ! they leave you comfortless. MISUNDERSTOOD. 209 Again: I would conipai'c i-lioso same Unto a laniily 1 laiow. (Do not tliinlv I ilioiu would bhiiuo ; I only wish they bettor knew.) Their hearts were kind, and full of love ; And yet they were not over-wise, Nor coukl I all their ways a.jiprove. (I speak now ol" ilu; ])itr('nts' ways.) They were not ri(;h in tliis world's goods, As some eouiit I'iehcs, — by their (jold : Yet idl the comrorti? life aiTords, And also luxuries untold, — Did seem to come within their reach. Much hard labor they had done, Indeed, did still ; yet tailed to teach The importance of the same Unto their children, now quite Large : Much sooner do it all themselves. These would, of" course, some time engage In a, pursuit to liclj) IlKiUisclvcss ; But "let them now enjoy iheir youtli. They only liav(! orn; life to live : Trouble will come (juite soon enough. Then let them now no cross receive." 18* 210 MISTJNDEESTOOD. "Truly the liglit is sweet: 'tis pleasant to behold the sun ; But, if a man live many years, Let him remember the clays of darkness, For they shall be many." Again : " Rejoice, O young man, in thy youth. And walk in the ways of thine heart ; But know thou that for all these things God will bring thee into judgment," I make no comment on these words : Indeed, they do explain themselves ; And hundreds more His Word affords. Which might be multiplied by tAvelves, — Teaching us that whatever we Expect to be, or do, on earth, We should not willingly delay. But should commence the same in youth. Now this same family did have A garden, which did yield much fruit. The strawberries were fine and large. Just in their prime, so nice and sweet : The children all, both great and small, Thought them delicious, and could scai-ce Be satisfied with them at all. Up came their dishes, once, twice, thrice, — MISUNDERSTOOD. 211 " If you please, mamma, Yd like More strawberries, they arc so nice." It might be well just here to make A few remarks, and show the case. They kept a servant, — onli/ one : Of course she could not find the time To pick the berries, and her own Daily duties also perform. What then is done ? Oh, that's all right ! The children to their pleasures go. Choosing some cool and shady spot ; No thought of care upon their brow ; Gay and happy, unless, perchance, They have to mind the " little ones," Which duty tends not to enhance Their pleasures much, if by their tones We are to judge ; for, lo ! theu^ voice Is neither birdlike nor very sweet ; They wish the " young ones somewhere else, ■^— Always getting under foot." Unto the garden mamma goes : The sun is pouring down so hot ! But, oh ! she sees such quantities Of berries ripe, she minds it not ; 212 MISUNDERRTOOD. And, though it takes her three long hours, Slie gathers all which now arc fit. The scorching sun still hotter pours Upon her back, which now is wet With perspiration I and she feels So tired and weary I it will take Just all her time till dinner calls To liull them, and herself to make Look neat and tidy for the meal. Slie lias used up the whole forenoon ; But, never mind, licr darlings all Do so enjoy the l)erries fine. " We'll have them for dessert to-day, It will be such a glorious feast ; There'll be enougli left then for tea. They ripen now so very fast, — I think they must be picked again ]>y to-morrow, if the sun So brightly as to-day doth sliine ; But really I am overrun With all the things I have to do. And surely can not s[)end tlie time For that ; beside, I want to go And make some calls in the afternoon. ]\1IHnNI)KI(M'l" diiyH ; And HO iJiis inul, as it is written, to wliom he was Not spoken of, tliey sliall see : And they that have not heard shall understand." MISUNDETtRTOOn. 203 Wc infer froin iliis liiH tcachingB wore Arno/ig iJjo lowly kohh of (iurlli, TlioHO wJio }jud not, it would upp(;ar, Much "wealth of gold" to whower fortli. IlLs trials were too iiuuic^rous To mention here: 'mong others wore, 'Hunger and thirst,' 'cold and nakedness,' 'Beaten witli rods,' 'stripes al)Ove measure.' ' In perils in the wilderness ; ' 'In perils aitiong false brethren;' 'In. weariness and in pain fulness,' 'In watehings often,' 'ifj fastings often.' "Beside tljose things that are without; That which corneth iijjoii me daily, The care of all the churches." 'I labored more !d)unfl;i.;itly.' His fourteen epistles do show That he labored most faithfully; Mucli time anrl tfj ought lie did thus bestow On churches, who treated him scornfully. His words, at times, seern to express Feelings akin to pent>up grief; Almost a tinge of bitterness, Because of people's unbelief. 264 MISUNDEESTOOD. His nature, doubtless, sensitive ; At least, it doth that way appear, For he would not that any give Compensation for his labor. " And when I was present with you. And wanted, I was chargeable to no man." " And in all things I have kej^t myself From being burdensome unto you, — And so will I keep myself." " Truly the signs of an apostle Were wrought among you in all patience, In signs, and wonders, and mighty deeds. For what is it wherein ye were Inferior to other churches ? Except it be that I myself Was not burdensome to you ? " " The third time I am ready to come to you : And I will not be burdensome to you : For I seek not yours, but you." " I will very gladly f>pend and be spent for you ; Though, the more abundantly I love you, the less I be loved : But be it so, I did not burden you." Did I make a gain of you MISUNDERSTOOD. 265 By any of them whom I sent unto you ? " Did Titus make a gain of you ? Walked we not in the same spirit ? Walked we not in the same steps ? " For I fear, lest, when I come, I shall not find you such as I would ; And that I shall be found Unto you such as ye would not." " Then was given to me a thorn in the flesh ; The messenger of Satan to buffet me, Lest I should be exalted above measure. For this I besought the Lord thrice, — That it might depart from me. And he said unto me. My grace is sufficient for thee; For my strength is made perfect in weakness." " Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities ; For, when I am weak, then am I strong." " For we can do nothing against the truth. But for the truth ; for we are glad When we are weak, and ye are strong. And this also we wish, even your perfection. Therefore I write these things, being absent, Lest, being present, I should use sharpness According to the power which the 23 266 MISUNDERSTOOD. Lord hath given me to edification, And not to destruction. Finally, brethren, farewell. Be patient, be of good comfort ; Be of one mind, live in peace : And the God of love and peace shall be with you. Greet one another with an holy kiss : The Holy Ghost be with you all ! Amen." "I will praise thee, O Lord, With my whole heart ; I will show forth all thy marvelous works ; I will be glad and rejoice in thee." " For thou hast maintained my right and my cause." This was the language of my heart As, in the house of God to-day, I listened to the glad report Of one whom I in childhood knew As pastor, friend ; father in 3-ears : His kindly face, and noble brow. Awoke within sweet memories Of those bright days so long ago. His form and features were familiar ; His voice, an echo from the past. So deep and rich the tones peculiar. The language of an earnest heart. MISUNDERSTOOD. 267 1 could not very well remember His former teachings, but to-day Methought an angel kind and tender IMust have told him what to say ; And all to please " poor little me ; " Oh ! what am I, my gracious Lord, That thou shouldst ever mindful be Of my firm trust in thy sure word, — And fill my waiting, hungry soul With angel's food ? I nought can give Thee in return, except my toil For thy dear sake ; wilt thou receive And bless the same ? and may I share With other souls thy perfect gift, Repaying all thy tender care By aiding others to uplift The ' veil ' of " Moses' ancient law, ' Substituting in its place Our Saviour's loving gospel true All so bright and glorious ! This was the subject of discourse. To which I listened with dehght ; As he did man}^ things rehearse Which I had penned but just last night; 268 ]\nsu]srDERSTOOD. I mean the substance, not my verse : This greatl}^ did my heart rejoice, Because in all I could not trace One sentiment to mine averse. Much said he concerning Paul, Who did this same epistle write ; Second Corinthians iii., pray read it all, And may it by God's Holy Spirit In ' fleshy tables of the heart ' Be written all indelibly ! And may you have in Christ rich trust I God then shall be your ' sufficiency.' " But if the ministration of death, Written and engraven in stones, was glorious, Which glory was to be do7ie away. How shall not the ministration Of the spirit be rather glorious ? For, if the ministration Of condemnation be glory. Much more dolh the ministration Of righteousness exceed in glory ; For even that wliich was made glorious Plad no glory in this respect, By reason of the glory that excclleth." MISUNDERSTOOD. 269 The law, he said, did onl}^ tend, As ' schoolmaster,' to bring us all Unto our Christ, who was the ' end ' Of ' law ' to all of ' Israel.' The law did threaten, it had no mercy ; The law caused fear, it knew not love ; The law commanded, not led gently ; Tlie law condemned, it did not save. An illustration beautiful He also gave to show us liow The gospel love doth much excel, In power and glory, Moses's law. The moon, he said, gave forth much light ; But, when the glorious sun did rise, Its splendor was so much more bright, The light of moon did " wax and wane." It had not gone : it still remained ; So did the law which Moses gave, And would, indeed, forever stand ; But our Saviour's ' gospel of love,' The ' ministration of righteousness ' — Did Moses's law ' exceed in glory,' As the sun in all its brightness Did outshine tlie moorCs pale beauty. 23* 270 * MISUNDERSTOOD. Excuse mc if I here do give Some thoughts suggested to my mind Upon the theme of ' law ' and ' love ' "Which was so truthfoll}' explained By our noble-minded friend : — We now are in the morn of life : Not one can see or know the end. Of course there must be toil and strife ; There e'er has been, there e'er will be, • So long as eartli and heaven remain ; Yet our hardest battles, it seems to me, Have all been fought, the ' victor}^ won.' In da3-s of old there was no light, Except unto "God's chosen few ; ' And theirs seemed not so very bright : Their faith alone kept it in view. Our progress yet has been but slow : Although the 'Sun of Righteousness' Arose hundreds of j'cars ago. We comprehend not half its brightness Or half its glor}^ even now ; And, as I said, we yet do seem Just in the morning of our day ; A day in spring, so doth it seem. MISUNDEESTOOD. - 271 The winter now is past and gone, With its nights so long and chill, And days which scarce could see the sun Ere it sank to rest behind the hill. These winter days I would compare To those dark ages long ago, Before our Saviour did appear. His love and mercy for to show. His coming seems like gentle spring's ; The days grow longer and more bright : The birds are here, they sweetly sing. And fill our hearts with glad delight. Excuse me, friends, nor think me mad. If I a little farther go. The spring which made our hearts so glad. And led us gently all the way, Must soon give place to summer day. Bidding us all a kind adieu. Urge him not for to longer stay ; He knows far better than do you. Then hear his words, judge by the truth. — First let me say the word (truth) oft seems To infer, the spirit of truth. May this knowledge send some gleams 2l2 ' MISUNDERSTOOD. Of light unto the ' sons of earth.' ' Holy Sph-it,' ' Comforter,' ' Holy Ghost,' ' Spirit of truth,' Seem all to mean the very same. " Nevertheless I tell you the truth ; It is expedient for you that I go away : For, if I go not away. The Comforter will not come unto you ; But, if I depart, I Avill send hhn unto j'ou," " Howheit, when he, the Spirit of truth, is come. He shall guide you into all truth : For he shall not speak of himself ; But, whatsoever he shall hear, that shall he speak, And he shall show you things to come ; " " But the ' Comforter^' which is the '•Holy Ghost,' Whom the Father will send in my name, — ffe shall teach you all things. And bring all thinr/s to your remembrance, Whatsoever I have said unto 3'ou ; " " And, because / tell you the truth, ye believe me not." " And they shall turn away their ears from the ' truth,' " " Who concerninq; the ' truth' have erred." MISUNDERSTOOD. 273 " If WO say that wo liavo no sin, Wo deceive oursclvos, and Iho '■irxf/i/ is not in us." "Ho tliat saitli, I know liini, and kocpolh not Ids commandmenis, Is a liar, and tlio '■fnilh^ is no(, in liim." " Josns answered, Thou sayest that I am a Iving, For tins end was I hoin ; And for this canio I into the world, That I should bear witness unto tlu; ' truth.' Every one that is of the ' truth ' hcareth my words." " And for Iheir sakes I sanctify myself, — That they also might be sanctified through the Hruthy " Pilate saith nnto him, What is truth ? " "And, if I say the '■ truth,'' why do ye not believe ? " " Ye shall know the ' truth,' and the ' truth ' shall make you free. That we henceforth be no more; children, Tossed to and fro, and eai-ricd about With every wind of doctrine, By the sleight of men, and cunning craftiness, — 274 MISUNDERSTOOD. Whereby they lay in wait to deceive us ; But, speaking the ' truth ' in love, May grow up into Him in all things, Which is the head, even Clu'ist." " That the ' truth ' of the gospel miglit continue with you ; " " For we can do nothing against the ' truth,^ but for the triith,^^ " But we are bound to give thanks alway to God for 5^ou, Brethren, beloved of the Lord, — Because God hath from the beginning Chosen you to salvation, through sanctification Of the ' Sj)irU,' and belief of the ' truth: " " We therefore ought to receive such, — That we might be fellow-helpers to the ' truth: " " For I rejoiced greatly when the brethren came, And testified of the ' triith ' that is in thee ; Even as thou walkest in ' truth: I have no greater joy than to have My children walk in the ' truth: " " Who will have all men to be saved. And to come unto the knowledge of the ' truth ; '" MISUNDERSTOOD. 275 " That the ' truth ' of the gospel might continue with you." "Who hath bewitched you, that ye should not Obey the ' truths'' before whose eyes Jesus Christ hath been evidently Set forth crucified, among you ? " " Because they received not the love Of the ' triitli^ that they might be saved." " Ever learning and never able To come to the knowledge of the ' truth.'' " " Now, as Jannes and Jambres withstood Moses, So do these resist the ' truth.'' " My friend, " art not thou also one of these ? " And dost thou not in thine heart resist The Comforter^ the " Spirit of truth" Which shall " teach you all things," also assist In bringing to remembrance the truth ? And dost not thou also turn from The ' Spirit of truth ' (or spirits), Avhich by this power, Christ saith, shall " show thee things to come " ? Have ye or yours this mystic power ? Has thou the ' veil ' upon thine heart ? Or hath it been taken away ? 276 MISUNDERSTOOD. I beseech thee, friend, search well thine heart, If there the ' vail,' behold the remedy. "And not as Moses, who put a ' vail ' over his face, That the children of Israel could not steadfastly look To the end of that which is abolished, But their minds were blinded ; For unto this day remaineth the same ' vail,' Untaken away in the reading of the Old Testament ; Which veil is done away in Christ." May God help j-our unbelief ! May the same Lord direct my pen ! For that which now I would reveal, I fain would write with ' iron pen ' Upon thine heart, and it unseal. Mark thou this, that ' Moses' vail ' Is said to be ' over his face,' So ' that the children of Israel ' From Moses' day, even unto this, — ' Could not steadfastly look ' Unto the end, which end is Christ. End of what ? what saitli the Book ? End of the law, ' done away in Christ.' MIRUNDEnRTOOD. 277 Here comes a pause ; note yc the change? Christ no longer is the theme, Another comes, mysterious, strange. And yet the same Christ said should come. "But even unto this day, when Moses is read, Tlie vail is upon their heart ; Nevertheless, when it shall turn to tiie Lord, The vail shall be taken away. Now, the Lord is that apirlt ; And, where the Sj)irit of the Lord is, there is liberty. But we all witli open face lK;holding, As in a glass, the glory of th(! I^oi-d, — Arc changed int(j tlje sanu; image. From glory to glory, even ])y the spirit of the Lord." When Christ came, he abolished the law. And yet lie did not tahe it away. Nor did lie take lh(! " vail ' away, If we do compi'(;licnd aright ; List ye ! " TJce vail shall be taken aivay : " Ask yc by whom ? " By the Spirit." Or, if you please, by tliOHe spirits: For have we not most clearly shown There be many ' ministering spirits,' Although the power be God's alone ? 24 278 MISUNDERSTOOD. I fear I've not made plain to you, About the ' vail ' on Moses's face : We read tliat if Avas ' done aicai/,' Away from 'vyhat? just from tJieface. "But even unto tJiis day The ' vail ' is upon tlieir Jicart."' Dost see ? Christ took not that away. He did most faithfully his part. The Spirit is waiting to do his. Will 3*6 drive him from your heart ? Nay, open wide the prison doors, And make him of thyself a part. For then, indeed, shall 3'e be 'changed' From '• gior}' to glory,'' into his image same. The spirits pure have it arranged, And wait for j'ou to bid them come. Oh, my dear friends, did you but know One-half the blessedness I feel, And which increaseth day by day, As ' these ' more lofty thoughts reveal, — Methinks jon would unbax the door Of thine unbelieving heart, And never, never, oh ! nevermore Live thj^self from ' them ' apart. MTSTJISIDERSTOOD. 279 But open wide iliu ducjrs long barred, Bid angels pure enter therein ; Strip thee of thy ' robe of pride,' Let no earth pleasures come between. They are but vain and hollow all. Compared to tliose bright joys unseen, Save hy those whom angels call, And who are willing, in their turn, — To give tliem heed, and learn the way To heaven, and God, a,iid all that's good. Yet, they will kindly teach you how To shun the ways that lead to bad ; They will soothe thy aching brow. And cheer thy heart so lone and sad, And, Oh I such tender love bestow. It can not liclp but make thee glad, — Glad that thou on earth below Can commune with saints above. Those saints thine own dear loved ones too. Made still more happy hy tliy love. And now, my friends, canst thou not sec ^Vliy the summer days must come Ere we can all their brightness know ? The ' Comforter,' has he not come 280 MISUNDERSTOOD. Already, to many a heart ? So we do have just now and then, In spring", a da}^ of summer heat : Yet not until bright, sunny June Comes summer with intent to stay. 'Tis then we have our shortest night, Our longest and our brightest day ; The sun has reached meridian height. We see its glorious splendor now As we have never seen before. And yet we all full well do know. The sun remains quite fixed and sure. Its beams do now no brighter shine, Than in those v/intry days of j'ore. And so with us. We do divine Increasing light : the " Comforter " Hath always been just quite the same ; If not in him, where, then, the change ? My precious friends, 'tis nearer home, 'Tis in yourselves. A wider range Of thought have you, and also more Enlightenment ; a clearer view Of what has beeii, what mai/ transpire. Than had your " sires " of long ago. MISUNDERSTOOD. 281 Summer, spring, and winter too, All have their pleasiu"cs and their cares : Not only so, their roses too. Each for the coming one prepares. The precious seed is mostly sown In the springtime of our years ; Yet not until the summer's sun Do we behold the cultured flowers. Thus did our Saviour and our King Sow seeds of mercy and of love. It is the ' spirit ' which shall bring Perfection fitting for above. The autumn, too, with splendor bright Will come in time, and bring its share Of flowers, and tinted leaves so bright, With ripened fruits so rich and rare. Then too will come the " golden sheaves," From seeds which were in springtime soAvn ; They sprang up then, and put forth leaves; No fruit or blossoms yet were seen. The summer's sun, with genial ray, ]\Iust bring them forth to life, light, and Then, in the autumn of our day, We sure shall reap if we ' faint not.' 24* 282 MISUNDERSTOOD. If thoii to me, (as Festiis did to Paul) Shalt say, " Thou art beside thyself ; IMuch learning doth make thee mad," I shall, like Paul, defend myself. I am not mad, most noble friend ; The words I speak are words of truth, As ye shall find when comes the end. Though now ye think them little worth. The "king," too, "knoweth of these things. Before whom also I speak freely : " I am ' persuaded ' that ' these things ' "Were ' not done in a corner ' slyly. " Therefore, seeing we have this ministry. As we have received merc}^, we faint not ; But have renounced the hidden things of dis- honesty. Not walking in craftiness, — Nor handling the ivord of God deceitfully. But by manifestation of the truth Commending ourselves to every man's con- science In the sight of God. But, if our gospel be hid, — It is hid to them that are lost : In whom the God of this tvorld hath blinded MISUNDERSTOOD. 283 The minds of them whieh believe not ; " Lest the light of the gospel ' should shine unto them.' Good morrow, dear friends; and how do you do? I sure am light glad to see you once more ; I often do sit and listen unto The words of wisdom, the heavenly lore, — Which is being transmitted unto you, From wliat you call the " evergreen shore ; " And now I will tell you the reason why That name has been given : 'twill ever en- dure. 'Twill ever be green, this beautiful shore ; Because of our deeds and our words of love, Which are unto it a refreshing shower : Now we have indeed a bright home above, — But we do ourselves help to make it so. By our endeavor to be pure and true : Now many receive, while dwelling below. Of their future abode a very false view, — And think they can go, as it were, with a bound, From their homes below, right straight into glory ; 284 ' MISUNDERSTOOD. But wlieu they get here they are sure to find 'Twas about as true as an allegor5% If they have endeavored, while there upon earth, To improve the talents which they did have, They will find pure joy in the heavenly birth, And with the bright spirits continue to live ; But if, instead, their talent was hid, Their first work will be to hunt up the same ; Then take warning, dear friends, and do as you're bid ; Do your work helow, before you do come To your heavenly mansion bright above. If tvhen you get here you would enter in : Elsewise you may knock, you may pray and strive ; 'Twill be useless quite, for you can not get in Without the password ; which password is this : " I have done what I could, do Thou the rest : The talents you gave have amounted to this ; Accept the same, and give me sweet rest." If this you can say in earnest and truth. Kind friends will await you when you do get here, MISUNDERSTOOD. 285 While others attend your passage from earth, Leaving you no cliance for doubt or for fear. This subject is not the one which I chose To call to your mind at the present time ; So now I will leave it if so you do please, And give you a theme which, if not sublime, — Is no fault of heaven ; for here we do know 'Tis the fountain or source of the purest bliss Which spirits above or -mortals below Have known, or can knoiv^ and which will them bless, — Whenever they learn to interpret aright. Many now do make it a fearful abyss. And try mighty hard to crush it outright : That never can be : 'tis heaven's own kiss — Excuse me, dear friends, I had forgotten to give This wonderful subject its real Christian name It is — it is — oh, what but " Free Love ! " You may point at me the finger of shame : 'Twill do me no harm, or hinder me either From " saying my say," accept it or not ; Sin lies at your door, if you do choose rather To condemn the same, believing it not. 286 MISUNDERSTOOD. Your hands you may lift in holiest horror ; You may think me one of "arch Satan's" crew ; But first, my dear friends, had you not better Just wait a little till you hear me through ? Now unto the friends who already have found The "pearl of great price," notliing more need be said But to you who have heard but the clanging sound Of that which you fear would sure Idll you dead, — If you ever should dare approach very near ; To you is my mission this hot summer day ; I know, my dear friends, you are puzzled sore, And wondering now what I have to say. There never has heen^ there never can be, A love upon earth, a love in the sky, Other than this, a love which is '■free ! ' Many will doubtless this assertion deny; 'Twill make not with me, or the truth 1 uphold, One iota of change : the truth will stand firm. Love can not be bought, love can not be sold. Doth not your own hearts this language con- firm ? MISUNDEKSTOOD. 287 If you love^ you love ; your lips may deny it, Your conduct may not in any way show it ; That is, if you choose to never reveal it ; But, if you love^ you love^ nor yet can you help it. If you dovbt love, you don't, say what you will : Now, love is unlike every other thing ; You can not control it by force of your will. Nor can you hj force the sentiment bring. It never will come in any such wa}^ ; It 'must be spontaneous, it must be free, Else it is not love. Now, whatever you say, I think in your heart you'll with me agree. It was said of old, " Love is strong as death ; " And this also, " Many waters can not quench love:' The subject I leave, for frail sons of earth Have no power to conceive of heavenly love. But what I did mean by the dark " abyss " Is the thing which you do confound with it ; Which last is as black as the blackest of foes. While the first is as pure as an angel of light. The first one is love, the last one is lust : You may give them one name, and try as you will 288 MISUNDERSTOOD. To make them appear both on the same list, Love will be Iovl\ and lust is lust still. However jovl place them, they never will blend, For love is of heaven., and lust is of hell. May God in his mercy teach you all to find Love imdefiled from the pure crj^stal well ! " Beloved, let us love one another : For love is of God ; and every one that loveth Is born of God, and knoweth God ; He that loveth not knoweth not God ; For God is love." Again : " God is love ; And he that dwelleth in love dwelleth in God, And God in him : herein is our lovo made perfect, That we may have boldness in the day of judg- ment; Because., as he is, so are ive in this world. There is no fear in love ; but perfect love Casteth out fear ; because fear hath torment. He that feareth is not made perfect in love." " Love worketh no ill to his neighbor ; Therefore love is the fulfilling of the law : For all the law is fulfilled in one word, Even this : Thou shalt love thy neighbor as thy- self." MISUNDEESTOOD. 289 " The elder unto the elect lady and her cluldren, Wliom I love in the truth ; and not / only, But also all they that have known the truth." Now, thhik you, rny friends, there's «m in such love? " I have fed you with milk, and not witli moat ; For hitherto were you not able to bear it, Neither yet now are ye able.'* " I have yet many things to say unto you ; But ye can not hear them now." " jMorcover, I will endeavor that ye may be able After my deeeaae to have these things Always in rememhrancey " And he that sat upon the throne said, — Behold, I make all things new." Let your faith be strong; 'add to your faith virtue.' " And the God of love and peace shall Ijc with you." " For I will not dare to speak of any of those things Which Christ hath not wrought by me." " But, when that which is perfect is come. Then that which is in part shall be done away." 25 290 MISUNDERSTOOD. " Hearken unto me now therefore, O ye children, And attend to the words of my mouth ; " " To keep thee from the evil woman, From the flattery of the tongue of the strange woman." " And, behold, there met him a woman With the attire of an harlot ; Let not thine heart decline to her ways, Go not astray in her paths ; For she hath cast down many wounded ; Yea, many strong men have been slain by her. Her house is the way to hell, Going down to the chambers of death." " Lust not after her beauty in thine heart. Neither let her take thee with her eyelids ;" " For the lips of a strange woman drop as a honeycomb. And her mouth is smoother than oil ; But her end is bitter as wormwood. Sharp as a two-edged sword, Her feet go clown to death ; Her steps take hold on hell." " And I find more bitter than death the woman Whose heart is snares and nets, and her hands as bands : MISUNDERSTOOD. 291 Whoso pleaseth God sliall escape from her ; But the sinner shall be taken by her." " A foolish woman is clamorous ; She is simple, and knoweth nothing ; " " Whoso is simple, let him turn in hither ; And, as for him that wanteth understanding, — She saith to him, Stolen waters are sweet, And bread eaten in secret is pleasant ; But he knoweth not that the dead are there. And that her guests are in the depths of hell." " Drink waters out of thine own cistern, And running waters out of thine own well ; " " Let them be only thy own, and not strangers' With thee. Let thy fountain be blessed ; And rejoice with the wife of thy youth." " And why wilt thou, my son. Be ravished with a strange woman. And embrace the bosom of a stranger ? For the ways of a man are before the Eyes of the Lord, and he pondereth All his goings." Take heed, therefore, Lest your "house be left unto you desolate." " How much better is it to get wisdom than gold ! And to get understanding, rather to be chosen than silver." 292 ]VnSUl!O)EEST00D. " The highway of the upright is to depart from e^dl." " Better is he that riileth his spirit, than he that taketh a city." To get ' wisdom,' to get ' understanding : ' How fetv do get it, how mant/ refuse it ! How few can say from true hearts and trusting, " Thy word is a L^mp unto my feet " ! Take, for example, the subject which we Have but just considered, " love and lust ; " And tell me if in the Testament JVetv Ye find them confounded ; for I do mistrust Ye will not be able in any case, Or even mentioned except in contrast In any one chapter, in any one verse ; As light is to dark, so love is to lust. If then, brethren, ye have received this light, " Walk as children of light," "And the world passeth away, and the lust thereof : But he that doeth the will of God abide th forever.' " For ye were sometimes darkness. But now are ye light in the Lord : MISUNDERSTOOD. 293 Walk as cliildren of liglit, Proving what is acceptable unto tlie Lord. And have no fellowship with the unfaithful Works of darkness, but rather reprove them. For it is a shame even to speak of those things Wliich are done of them in secret. But all things that are reproved are made 3Ianifest by the light : for whatsoever doth Make manifest is light.''' Awake, thou that Slecpest, and Christ shall give thee light. It is said hy some that sin increaseth Upon this earth. Now this, my friends, is a mistake : Understandest thou what the Scripture saith ? It may be a ' shame ' of these tilings ' to speak ; ' But things that arc ' reproved are made man- ifest.'' Did Christ, our example, suffer shame for our sake? And shall we, his children, follow his behest ? Or shall we refuse, and tremblingly shrink From that which may bring reproach on our name ? Come, let us ' reason together,' and see, 294 MISUNDERSTOOD. If we may, just how the earth has become More polluted by sin than in former day. It can not be by the sin of lust, As I think all who read the history Of the men of old — even the very best, " God's chosen ones" — can not fail to see. Not chosen hecause of their 'lust,' do I mean ; But, as I said before, their very best Were burthened Avith this terrible sin. Even those who professed in God a firm trust. They were chosen as ensamples because they ivere the best. And from these same came Christ our king. Father Abraham did at the Lord's command Leave his own native land, and go to Sichcm ; And dwelt in Canaan, the fair promised land, Unto him and his seed, which should be in numbers As the stars of heaven, and as dust — or sand, I hardly loiow which, or as much it matters. His wife was a fair woman to look upon ; And as he journeyed he called her his sister, Lest for her beauty the}' should kill him ; And the Lord plagued Pharaoh because of her. MISUNDERSTOOD. 205 " Now Sarai, Abram's wife, bare liim no child ; " And, slie being old, her faith had departed ; And so, foolish woman, she did pray Abram To go in unto her maid ; and Abram heark- ened. " And Abram Avas fourscore and six years old When Hagar bare Ishmael to Abram." And, when he was ninety and nine years old. The Lord established a covenant witli liim. " And God said unto Abraham, As for Sarai thy wife. Thou shalt not call her name Sarai, But Sarah shall her name be, and I will bless her, and give thee a son of her : Yea, I will bless her, and she shall be a mother Of nations ; kings of j^eople shall be of her. Then Abraham fell upon his face, and laughed, And said in his heart. Shall a child Be born unto him that is an hundred years old ? And shall Sarah that is ninety years old bear?" " And God said, Sarah thy wife shalt boar thee a son Indeed; and tliou shalt call his name Isaac. 290 MISUNDKU'SrooD. l\Iy covcMiiiiit will I csliiblisli witli Isiuic, Wliifh Siir;ili sli;ill hear iiiilo Mico At this Hvt time next vfiir." '•'• '.riicrcroi'c Sai'ali laii<;iic(l wiliiin IicrscH"." ^ And Ahraliaiii was an liiiiitlrcd'ycars old, VViuMi his son Isaiu; was hoiii iinlo him ; And Sai'ali said, (Jod halh hkkN' iiic (n laiiL;ii, So 111 at ill I tliiit hear will laii^di wilh iiir." JMow Aheahanrs wile, who was very lair, II(^ surely did love, as his ai'tioiis show. But, when slici was ^oius iui iiiai ricd KcturaJi Slid may havti hvvu fair: tlicy do not say. But, Avhclhcr or no, Im iieviM* did lov(i her, Or he sure would not Iiav(^ (rcalcd her so: While Sarah !i\('d, no eoiienhiiies wer(\ 7\s wc can perceive, made a\ailal»le too. They al'terwards speak of his eoneuhines' sous, Keturah also did Ix^ar lor him six: Now, it S('(^ms to us, as his lile declines, IIo l^'ots ])retly loud of (he olhei- .sv.r. r>iit him wc will lea\'e, and Ixddf look up: "And Isaac was forly ycnirs old when he look Ivcheeca, To wilV'." '•'• And Isaac eiilrea(ed (In; Lord Idr His wife ( IJchecca ) hecaiise she was harreii : MI.SIINIU'WIM'I'ooD. 21)7 And (Ik) liortl vviiH (!iil.i'<'iii(Ml ol' liiiii." Is;i,;i(; vviiM Mir('('M(i(»r(i y(^!M'M oM vvIm'Ii rim \y,\\n hi III lAviiiM. IIIh Vvifo IiIho WII.H ' I'llir In lonk upon,' And pJiHScd Inr liin Hi;dcr, iiiiiny liiiicH, — LoHt, Hiiid lie, " iJir men n|" (lie, jiliMd :.li;iJI lull IIIO lor I{,<'.l)(!(;(ii;." Ill iJioHo diiyH, ily iicciiiM To li;iviil, llicy ;iif: WiA (ill. li'.rai'.l^ vviiif.li wvc of IhiukI : N(;il,ji(;r l)illiii,li (lid lic:u' luiii I. wo HoiiH nior(!. " VVlicn, L(!iiJi s:iw l.liiiL sIk! Iiiid Idl, liciii'iii^;", Slu; look Ziljiidi li(;i- iiiiiid, ;md <;;i,v(; Iht (o -IjicoI) to wifi! ; " And Zilpiili did l)(:ir liiiii I, wo KOlis more And iifLcr ;i, (,inis In rued away iiis hear!, aflcr ol h(M' _i;'ods : And liis hear!, was jioI. jxmTccI w i( Ii llic Loid his ( lod, As was (lu) lu^arl, of David his rallici/' *' And Uio Lord was iiii_i;'iy wKU SoU)nu)u Bocjauso his lioai'l, was ( iirnod From (h(^ liord (h)d ot' Isracd, Wliich had appcarcMl unlo him (wife. And had commanth'd liini concerning (his Miinij^ ; TliaL h(i shoidd no(; ;;"o aflcn- olhci" j^'ods. l>nl. he i^cpl. nol. liiai whicli lh(^ liord coni- man(h>(l, WhcM'cnpon Mm Lord said nnio Soh>m(m, — FornsiniK'h as I his is dont; of Ihce, — And (lion hasL not iaviil, ill,!/ J'alJu'.rH mkc : Iiiil, I will i(!ii;j,vi'J iny H<;rv:i-nl/H h;iI<<; wIio/ji J li;i,v<; cIlOHCIl JiccanHO ho Koply juy coinfniJ,nr, — Thou liast woll said, 1 have no liusbaiid; For thou hast had live husbands ; And he whom thou now hast is not thy hus- band : In that saidst thou trld3^" "rit\i(l with your mother, ph'ad : For slio is not my wife, neither am T licr luis- baiid: Let her tliereforc put away licr Avliorodoms out of her sight, And her adulteries from between hor breasts." Friends, it gives mo pain to write, or cvimi tliink, Of tlie nnhappiness and misery Entailed upon those who only drink From tlie hitter fountain ol" mati'iinoiiy ; Those who are joined in name and by hur^ While their hearts are ever so wide apart. MISIINhMIM'/I'dOl). 82f3 Know yd not it is a Kin in bcslovv Yotn- liiind, yonv Ixxlij^ yotir LIKIC, vvil lionl. your Jfrnrt ? May (iti(l liclj) you :iii(| deliver yon ! May lio ^ivn yon Mi:ii iir(! J'rr(\ nndcrsl.'inding IlCill'IS, And liclp yon (,o \n\ \\\\U) •ijoiinichwH Irnc, Avoiding iirvU Siitan'H moMl. Mlcillliy djii'l.H, — 'I'li.'d. yon j^ivo n(»l, ever, never, oh I never, Yonr lidiiil wiMioid, yonr hcarl^ your ///''• willi- (Mlt A//>C, And, yo that .'i.r(! hound, llhiw IioikIh ijc muni sever ; It is tlie. will «•(' thy I'^iitlier Jihovo. MotliinkH I hoar- ex(;l!iiuid-iotiH of Hnrpriwo, With loolcH fd' !un;i//,enient and wondcsr ; Saying-, VVhiit will yon h.'ivo nw do with tluH? — " What, tliend'oj'f), (jjod h.'dh joined to- gothor, — Let not ni;ui pid, .'isnnrlcr." If yon Jivo Jii peaw^ Imrmonj/^ and r,ovi;, Tliorc's no oooaHJon to bo jnit a-Hiindor : The marriago in Hfund/ifniod hy (iod ;d)ovr!. If yf! live in e,onlerd,ion ;ind i.trife, Having (!;i,e,h ("or other no love in your he;irt, 324 MISUNDERSTOOD. God has had nothing to do with your married life : If him yon wonld please, you surely must part. Again he will say, Then how with this ? — " Whosoever shall put awaj?- his wife, Saving for the cause of fornication, Causeth her to commit adultery : And whosoever shall marry her That is divorced committeth adultery." I shall answer this question by asking another, — What is fornication ? What is adultery ? From whence do they come ? " For out of the heart Proceed evil thoughts, murders, adulteries^ per- secutions. Whoever looketh on a woman to lust after her Until committed adultery with her already in his hearty " For from within, out of the heart of men, Proceed evil thoughts, adidteries, fornications ; " jNIarriage is honorable in all, and the bed unde- fded, But whoremongers and adulterers God will judge." MISTJNDEESTOOD. 325 What meaneth this ? the marriage-bed undefilcd ? My friends, I take great liberty of speech ; But I do believe, if the ranks were filed, There is of adultery fully as much In the holy (!) estate of matrimony As there is outside. Ye do err from the truth When ye place men^ and men-made laios^ Before your God who judges the heart. " Thou that saycst a man should not commit Adultery, dost thou commit adultery ? " " For, wherein thou judgest another, thou con- demnest Thyself ; for thou that judgest doest the same things." " Ye are they which justify yourselves before men ; But Grod laioiveth your heart ; For that which is highly esteemed among men Is abomination in the sight of God."'' When a man hath taken a wife, and married her, And it come to pass that she fnid no fa^^or in his eyes. Let hini write her a bill of divorcement, and give It in her hand, and send her out of his house." 28 326 MISUNDEKSTOOD. Beliolcl ! there are two great evils upon earth, And ye that are free may avoid both ones, "While ye that are bound by the folly of youth Must of the two choose the lesser one. It is better to turn from the waj^s of sin, Than still to go on just " living a lie." For, if your love and affection be gone, You can not live truly, 'tis u,;eless to try. " Woe unto you, ye blind guides, which say, Whosoever shall swear by the temple, it is nothing ; But whosoever shall swear by the gold of the temple. He is a debtor. Ye fools and blind ! for which is greater, — The gold, or the teonjjle that sanctifieth the gold ? " " What ! know ye not that yoiu' bodg Is the temple of the Holy Ghost which is in you, Which ye have of God, and je are not your own ? " " Every sin that a man doeth is without the body ; But he that committeth fornication sinneth MISUNDERSTOOD. 327 Against his own body." " Ye blind guides, ■wliich Strain at a gnat, and swallow a camel." " What shall we say, then ? is the law sin ? God forbid ! " " Think not that I am come to destroy the law or the Prophets : I am not come to destroy, but to ful- fill." Then one which was a lawyer Asked him a question, tempting him, and saying, " Master, which is the great commandment in the law ? Jesus said unto him. Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart — And with all thy soul, and with all thy mind ; This is the first and great commandment. And the second is like unto it, — Thou shalt love thy neighbor as thyself. On these two commandments hang all the law and The prophets." " And upon this rock I will build my church ; And the gates of hell shall not prevail against it. And I will give unto thee the keys of the king- dom of heaven." 328 MISUNDEESTOOD. " "Wherefore the hxw is holy, and the Coininandmeiit holy and just and good." " The law being a shadotv of good things to come, And not the vert/ image of the things." " For the Jaw made nothing perfect, But the bringing-in of a better hope did ; By the which we draw nigh unto God." " Do we, then, make void the law through faith ? God forbid ; yea, we establish the law." " But, vrheii faith came, we were kept under the law. Shut up unto the faith which should afterwards be Revealed." " Did not Moses give you a law ? And yet none of you keepeth the law." " Who have received the law of the disposition Of angels, and have not kept it." " The law was our schoolmaster to bring us unto Christ, that we might be justified by faith. But, after that faith is come^ We are no longer under a schoolmaster." " For ye are all one in Christ Jesus." " For the law of the spirit of life in Christ Jesus Hath made me free fi'om the law of sin and death. MISUNDERSTOOD. 329 Tliero is therefore no condemnation To tlieni wliicli are in Christ Jesus. Who walk not after the flesh, But after the Spirit." " If we live in the Spirit, Let lis also walk in the Spirit." " There is one lawgiver who is able to save and To destroy." " Bear ye one another's burdens, And so fulfill the law of Christ." " So sj)eak ye, and so do 3'e, as they That shall be judged by the law of liberty." " For, brethren, we have been called unto liberty." " Stand fast therefore in the liberty Wherein Christ hath made us free." " Give ear, O my people, to my law : Incline your ears to the words of my mouth." " The law of the Lord is perfect, converting the soul ; The testimony of the Lord is sure, making wise the simple." " I delight to do thy will, O my God : Yea, thy law is written in my heart." " Blessed is the man whom thou chastenest. Lord, and teachest him out of thy law." 330 MISUNDERSTOOD. " Blessed are the miclefiled in the wfty, Who walk ill the law of the Lord." " Open thou mine eyes, that I may Behold wondrous things out of thy law." " Remove from me the way of 13'ing : And grant me thy law graciously." " Give me understanding, and I shall keep thy law, Yea, I shall show it with my whole heart." " So shall I keep thy law continually for ever and ever. And I will walk at liberty,, for I seek thy pre- cepts." " The proud have had me greatly in derision ; Yet I have not declined from thy law." " I have remembered thy name, O Lord, In the night, and have kept thy law." " The hands of the wicked have robbed me, But I have not forgotten thy law." " Their heart is fat as grease ; But I delight in thy law. It is good for me that I have been afflicted, That I might learn thy statutes. The law of thy mouth is better unto me Than thousands of gold and silver." MISUKDEESTOOD. 331 " Let thy tender mercies come unto me, Tliat I may live ; for tliy law is my delight." " The proud have digged pits for me, Which are not after thy law." " Oh, how I love thy law ! It is my meditation all the day." " My soul is continually in my hand : Yet do I not forget thy law." " I hate vain thoughts : But thy law do I love." " It is time for thee, Lord, to work ; For they have made void thy law." " Rivers of waters run doAvn mine eyes. Because they keep not thy law." " Thy righteousness is an everlasting right- eousness. And thy law is the truth." " They draw nigh that follow after mischief: They are far, from thy law." " Great peace have they which love thy law : And nothing shall offend them." " This I say, then, walk in the Spirit ; " "If ye be led by the Spirit, ye are not under the law." 332 MISUNDEKSTOOD. " Wherefore, then, serveth the law ? It was added becau!-:e of transgression, Till the seed should come To Avhom the promise Avas made." " But, that no man is jusLified by the law In the sight of God, it is evident : For the just shall live by failh. And the law is not of faith." " But we know that the law is good If a man use it lawfully ; knowing this, That the law is not made for a righteous man. But for the lawless and disobedient, — For llic ungodly, and for sinners," " This only would I learn of you : Keceived 3'e the spirit by the works of the law, Or by the hearing of faith? " "For when the Gentiles, which have not (he law, Do by nature the things contained in the law ; These, having not the law, are a law unto themselves, Which show the work of the law written in their hearts." ' Are a la/r unto tJionsehcs.^ Yes, my friends. And the time approaches, Avhen man-made laws MISUNDERSTOOD. 333 Sluillbc among the things that were : kind friends, Believe me. I indulge in prophecies Very seldom, but " your sin hath found you out, (The people are also getting their eyes open), And as many as have sinned in the law Shall ha judged hy the laiu.''^ Paul had no patience with 'your law,' nor have we ; " But if it is a question of words and money. And of your law, look ye to it. For J will be no judge of such matters." " Then said Paul unto him, — God shall smite thee, thou whitcd wall ; For sittest thou to judge me after the ?aw. And condcmnest me to be smitten contrary to the law ? " But brother with brother gocth to law. Hear the advice St. Paul gave then, would give 71010 : — " If any man will sue thee at the law. And take away thy coat, lot him have thy cloak also." Yes, indeed ; and if ye do come out thence, Until you have paid the "uttermost farthing," 334 MISUNDEESTOOD. Thank — not the laivycrs^ but pray for more grace, To keep you in future from any such thing. " Avoid foolish questions and genealogies, And contentions, and strivings about the law ; For they arc unprofitable and vain," This said our brother St. Paul : and also Some " have turned aside unto vain jangling, Desiring to be teachers of the law ; Understanding neither what they say, Nor whereof they affirm." I am not a lawyer, thank the Lord ! Though I know full well it " might have been." They coaxed and flattered, and tried mighty hard To " bring me to terms : " they said I would win The brightest of laurels ; and glory and fame I soon should achieve by my talent and wit. Now listen, my friends, and see if you me blame: I went to my Bible, was guided by it. At first I did think they'd forgotten to speak Of this professional gentleman. But found I labored under a mistake; For, after a little, I found his name MISUNDEESTOOD. 335 Well, five or six times, I sliould say, in all. And what do you think ? twice he was shown Tempting our iorc?and Master ; think j'ou he fell. Or that the Imvyer has since wiser grown ? Well, the next passage I turned to was this : — " And the Pharisees and lawyers Rejected the counsel of God against themselves." Next comes the reproof of our Master Christ : — " And he said. Woe unto you also, ye Imcycrs ! For ye lade men with burdens Grievous to be borne, and ye yourselves Touch not the burdens with oi-he of your fnu/ersy What think ye of this? "Woe unto you, law- yers ! For ye have taken away the key of knowk-dgc : Ye entered not in yourselves^ And them that ivere entering in ye hindered.'''' I closed the book, and said, " ' It is enough.' ' My heart is fixed ; ' whatever else I do, Be my passage rough, or be it smooth, I never can, I never wz7^, a laivyer be." If now I dwelt upon the earth, perhaps I might consider the matter, because There are so many mean, villainous trajos, I would bring to light, and help to expose. 336 MISUNDERSTOOD. The time will comc^ believe ye it, or not, When " Tlic whole creation of God has Neither nook nor corner where the mnrclerer Can bestow his secret, and say it is safe." Why ? becanse angels from heaven above, Through " household angejs " wlio dwell below. Will reveal, because of the innocent they love. The secret ; exposing thus, the dastardly foe : Thousands already have done this same thing. I speak of this now as a warning to you, My dear young men, avIio may be thinking Of spending your time in studying law. I should advise you now, as a frientl, wliich I am, To endeavor to find something better to do ; For can not you see, when those days do comcy Lawyers will find precious little to do ? Ye already have many more than ye need ; The surplus might better be earning their bread By tilling the soil, and sowing good seed : Human hearts^ the soil ; theii' culture^ your bread. As I said before, if I now lived on earth, And if I did become a lawyer. MISUNDERSTOOD. 387 (I am bettor prepared than in my youili, I liavc, through suffering, grown much stronger), — I would endeavor to give to tlic world One honest Imvyer^ though ])oor lie must l»c: It would never do with silver and gold To entice a lawyer, not even me ; If the rich who arc not lawyers Can scarce enter in to the kingdom of love, What must be the fate of those same I'ich laimjers Who rob poor widows, and otlierwise strive Themselves to enrich, at the expense of the poor ? There are two things which may be little on earth ; Not so in heaven : I would ope the door, And expose to view the latv in its dearth^ — J^^s})ecial]y as relating to woman ; tSiic has no power of herself to help herself; The power rests, be he good or bad, with the man l^^ntirely: she may not even coiitrol heraelf^ — Wax lyerson^ I mean, if she hath an husb;iiid; ller duty by law is just to suhmit To whatever indignity that husband May wisely or umvisely, see fit 29 838 MlSUNI)KKSr(1(1D, To imj'tose ; he has " rights." She not any ; She is sim]ily liis servant, "for in Jaw Her time and her hibor, as avcII as her money, Are his property.'''' What need for her to hnirn Aught outside the "domestic circle? " She serves his end better, the less she knoivs : " All! my dear wife, /will fight the battle. While you, precious one, shall but take your ease." Ease indeed ! six small children, one at the breast ; Sometimes a servant, oftener not any ; Days full of labor, and nights of unrest ; Her joys they are few, her cares quite too many. If to her husband she should prove untrue (Not much danger), "he may have her im- prisoned From two to five years, or, if he do choose, Turn her out of doors; he's no longer bound ' For her support,' may get a divorce, In fact, do whatever it doth him please." " If the husband, on the other hand, is Inconstant, he can only be punished By a fine of seven dollars, or By thirty days imprisonment injail.''^ MISUNDERSTOOD. 339 In '.?Vrother Paul ; 344 MISUNDERSTOOD. For lie, 1 iickiiowledge, was quite iueliued To depreciate the sex ; perhaps, after all, — 'Twas only through ignorance on hij part ; "We presiune he knew very little of woman ; She had never captivated his heart, As we can learn ; as for wife, he had none. Nor did he advise connubial bliss Except as subterfuge from something worse ; Beside, since his day has been much progress In spite of your laios which ye dare not en- force. If Moses's law had been fully enforced, I fear avc should have had no forefathers ; And, if j/onr code of laws were all enforced, 1 (hiuk there woidd be very/(vt' foromothers. These laws, you know, and so do I, ^^■ill harm The fathers — never. Oh, no! theij made tlieni, Woman had oio voice — no vote (that would man alarm) ; But, mind 3'^ou, may, must abide by them, — If men do choose these same laws to enforce. I have not the time to give in detail The foul, lawless deeds and shameful intrigues By which ya do manage to buy and sell MISUNDERSTOOD. 345 Your most precious votes in this precious cause ; Rum is your weapon, and ye wield it Avell ; 'Tis first and foremost in making these laws; What wonder, then, they have a bad smell, Led by this demon ? — of whom I must speak. Though not at much length, as I already have Used double the time I intended to take. 'Twas only by courtesy they it me gave. Ijitcmperance, then, is one of the two evils I previously did note ; an evil, too. Which should be put down, abolished by laws, Instead of being so pampered by you. Are ye so polluted ye can not live Without your rum, gin, or brandy each day? May God in his mercy your sins forgive, And teach you to walk in the true, living way ! May you not in your folly tempt him to give " The cup of the wine of the fierceness of his wrath ? " " Be not among wine-bibbers." " And be not drunk Avith wine wherein is ex- • cess." 346 MISUNDERSTOOD. Let it not be said of you, my friend, " He transgresseth by wine, lie is a proud man, Neither keepetli he at home, who enlargeth his desire As hell, and is as death, and can not be satis- fied ! " " Woe unto him that giveth his neighbor drink, And putteth the bottle to him. And maketh him drunk also ! " " Shall not all these take up a parable against him, — And a taunting parable against him, and say, " "Woe to him that increaseth that which is not his!'' " Woe to him that buildeth a town with bloody And stablisheth a city by iniquity ! " My friends, do you not think your law system Is becoming year by year more corrupt ? Be assured it is ; it has been said by some To be " rotten to the core," then reflect And see for yourself if what you do get Is not oft the price of innocent blood. The " Norman kings," we find, could not com- pete In chastity with the outlaw " Robin Hood." MISUNDERSTOOD. 347 " Awake, ye drunkards, and weep : And howl, all ye drinkers of wine," " Be ye ashamed, O ye husbandmen ; howl, O ye vine-dressers, for the wheat and for the barley." Yes, for the ' wheat and for the barley,' It is indeed a shame ; for more is consumed "By distilling the same for liquors yearly Than would supply ihfi poor of the land with bread. And who is responsible ? You, my friend, If you do partake, or encourage the same : Yea, everi/ mother'' s son now in the land Who doth use, huy, or sell it is to blame, — Except it be for medicinal purpose. And here let me say that you do by far Overrate its merits for this good purpose. Another thing : your liquors must be pure, — To produce a good effect in any case. Now, you will most likely bring evidence Of Bible authority for the use Of wines as drink ; for our Saviour did once Manufacture wine just from pure water ; If you can do this, you've a right to drink ; 348 MISUNDERSTOOD. 'Twould be perfectly harmless, you may be sure. No more so than was his, wliatever ^ou think. Now, they had in those days just simply wines; None of your filthy whisky, rum, brandy ; No champagne, sherry, claret, or highfalutin names ; FvUt, as I said before, just Avine simply. They did have tioo Jmids, differing enth'ely. The first was the pure juice of the grape, Boiled to the consistency of jelly. Then in skin bottles or vessels j)ut up. These, being perfectly air-tight, would keep The wine in this condition a long time; When wanted for drink, they placed in a cup A small portion of this, and ulled to the brim With pure fresh water, mingling the t ame, — " And drink of the wine which I have mingled," " Thy Avine mixed with water." " She hath mingled her wine." This wine, of course, had not been fermented, — Was merely used as a pleasant drink. Being easy to transport, we often read Of travellers taking this wine to drink. Accompanied by fruits, flesh, or bread. MISUNDERSTOOD. 349 " And lie dealt to every one of Israel, Both man and woman, To every one a loaf of bread, and a Good piece of flesh, and a flagon of wme." " And Ziba met David with two himdred loaves of bread, And an hundred bushels of raisins. And an hundred of summer fruits. And a bottle of wine." The king did ask for whom these Avere sent, — The bread and fruit for the young men to eat ; So she said, but the wine to be drank By such as were in the wilderness faint. " And thou didst drink the pure blood of the grape." This, we presume, is the kind of wine Paul did recommend for thy " stomach's sake." Our Saviour's production was doubtless the same. As you must all infer, 'twas harmless quite ; Kot a single case where a bad effect Attended the same : this wine gave delight, Good cheer, brought joy and gladness to the heart. 30 350 MISUNDERSTOOD. " And the vine said unto tliem, Shall I leave My wine, which cheereth God and man, And go to be promoted over the trees ? " Bnt we here take up the other Idnd of wine, — Fermented wine, which is intoxicating. When mentioned in Scripture, the words ' strong drink ' Often follow in course, distinguishing This same from the other, we think. " Wine is a mocker, strong drink is raging ; And whosoever is deceived thereby is not wise." " Look not thou upon the wine when it is red, When it giveth Jus color in the cuj)." " At the last it biteth like a serpent, And stingeth like an adder." " For their wine is the wine of Sodom, And of the fields of Gomorrah ; Their grapes are grapes of gall, Their clusters are bitter ; their Wine is the poison of dragons. And the cruel venom of asps." There are repeated injunctions in Scripture Prohibiting the use of this Iclnd of wine ; Also severe threatenings to those who err In this respect, — partaking of " red wine." MISUNDERSTOOD. 351 " The words of King Lemuel, — The prophecy that his mother taught him. What, my son ? and what, the son of my womb ? And what, the son of my vows ? Give not thy strength unto women, Nor thy ways to that which destroyeth kings. It is not for kings, O Lemuel ! It is not for kings to drink wine, — Nor for princes strong drink ; lest thou Drink, and forget the law, and pervert The judgment of any of the afflicted. Give strong drink unto him that is ready to perish, — And wine unto those that be of heavy hearts. Let Mm drink, and forget his poverty, and remember His misery no more. Open thy mouth for The dumb, in the cause of all such as are ap- pointed To destruction. Open thy mouth, judge right- eously, And joZeacZ the cause of the poor and needy. ''^ " A feast is made for laughter. And wine maketh merry." 352 MISUNDEHSTOOD. Many passages tell oi" the heart being merry From drinking ' strong wine,' or Avine that is ' sonr,' Whieh means the same ; and also merry In the place of drunk, it docs seem kinder. They never do say it makes the heart glad, Gives joy, or happiness, or even good cheer ; The wine that makes merry is surely had^ And those who do drink it must pay for it dear. "Woe to the crown of pride, To the di-nnkards of l^phraim ; Whose glorious hi^auty is a fading flower, Whieh are on the head of the fat valleys Of them that are overcome with Avine ! The crown of pride, the drunkards of Ephraim, shall be trodden under feet, The glorious beauty shall be a fading flower." " They shall not driidc wine Avith a song : Strong drink shall bo bitter to them that drink it." " Woe unto them tli;i t are mighty to drink wine ! " " Woe unto them that call evil good, and good evil ; MISUNDERSTOOD. 353 Who put darkness for liglit, and light for dark- ness ; Who put bitter for sweet, and sweet for bitter! " Listen to Ciiod's command unto Israel (I really fear that somebody broke it), — " And the Lord spake unto Moses, saying. Speak unto the children of Israel, AVhen eitlier man or woman shall Separate themselves to vow a vow of a Nazarite, to separate themselves unto the Lord : lie sliall sej)arate hims(,'lf from wine and strong Driidv, and shall drink no vinegar of Wine^ or vinegar of strong drinlc, — Neither shall he drink any licpior of grapes." " Lless the Lord, house of Israel ! " Be thou, like Daniel, no more partakers Of the king's wine. Holy, upright Daniel ! The residt is most wonderful to trace. " But Daniel purposed in his heart that He would not defde himself with the portion Of the king's meat, nor Avith the wine which he drank ; 'Therefore he requested of the prince of the eunuchs, That lie might not defile liimself. 30* 354 MISUNDERSTOOD. Now, God had brought Daniel into favor And tender love with the prince of the eunuchs. And the prince of the eunuchs said unto Daniel, I fear my lord the king, wlio Hath appointed your meat and your drink ; For why should he see your faces worse liking Than the children which are of your sort ? then Shall ye make me endanger my head to the king. Then said Daniel, Prove thy servants, I beseech thee Ten days, and let them give us pulse to eat. And water to drink. Then let our countenances Be looked upon before thee, and the countenances Of the children that eat of the portion of the king's Meat ; and, as tliou seest, deal with thy servants. So he consented to them in this matter. And proved them ten days ; and at the End of ten days their countenances appeared Fairer and better in flesh than all the Children which did eat the portion of The king's meat ; then Melzar took away The portion of their meat, and The wine that they should drink, — MISUNDERSTOOD. 355 And gave them pulse. As for these four Children (His companions were Shadrach, Meslmch, And Abednego), God gave them knoAvledge and Skill in all learning and wisdom. And Daniel had understanding in all Visions and dreams. Now, at the End of tlic days that the king Had said that he should Ijring them in, — Then the prince of the eunuchs brought Them in l^efore Nebuchadnezzar, And the king communed with them ; And among them all was found none like these : , Therefore they stood before the king. And In all matters of wisdom and understanding- That the king inquh-ed of them, he found Them ten times better than all the Magicians and astrologers that were In the realm." Nor would these Holy men worship the king's golden image ; For this were they cast into the fiery furnace. " Pie answered and said, Lo, I see four men Loose, walking in the midst of the fire ; And they have no liurt : and the form Of the fourth is like the Son of God. 856 MISUNDERSTOOD. Then Nobncliadnczzar came to tlio mouth Of the burning fiery furnace, and spake, And said, Shadrach, Meshach, and Abcdnego, Yo servants of the most liigh (lod, — Come fortli, and come hither." Tlie fire had no power upon their bodies, " Nor was an hair of their Iiead singed, Nor the smell of fire had passed on them." Again, in Darius's reign, was Daniel tempted ; lie prayed unto his God, and for that Was cast into the den of lions. This was a conspiracy of tlie presidents And princes against him, because of envy. The king acted in haste, repented at leisure ; When the decree had gone fortli, he felt sorry. And said. Thy God whom thou feai'cst, lie will delivei". lie fasted all night, his sleep went from him ; In the morning he went to the lions' den ; "And the king spake, and said to Daniel, O Daniel, servant of the living God, — Is thy Giod whom thou servest continually, Able to deliver thee from the lit)ns ? Then said Daniel unto tlie king, — Mv God haih sent- his aiit/cl, — MISUNDERSTOOD. 357 And lj;itii shut the li(jns' iiioutlis, that They have not hurt me ; forasmuch as Before him innocency was found in me : And also before tliee, O king, have I done no hurt. Then was the king" exceeding gkid for him." Now Daniel and his comrades lived very plain (Pulse is a pottage made from vegclahles oi' grain), As well as abstained from drinking wine. And this, my friends, is of vital importance Unto all ; and especially so to those Who would live near their God : it doth enhance The "spirit power " more than ye do know. As also doth high Uv/'nf/ impoverish The souVs demand, causing leanness and dearth; Pray take heed unto this, if ye would not perish, By your riotous living, from off of tlie earth. Of many now I fear we miglit say, * As did God of the outcasts of Israel, " His watchmen are blind : they are all ignorant. They are all dumb dogs, they can not bark ; Sleeping, lying clown, loving to slumber. Yea, They are greedy dogs which can not have enough. 858 MlSUJSDEUaTOOD. Alul llu'v arc slicj^luTtls iliat can not untlorsland ; Tlh'ij all look to tlu'h' own /ra//.'" I beg, my friends, a moment's attention To one more ease relating to the king's wine ; It also relates to Vashti the qneen, Who l)ia\H'lv chose luu- (jiUHMishij) lort'sign, — J{;itluM' I hail olu'v [\\c king's low I'onuuaiul. "^rhe king '^ showed (he rieluvs of his glorious Kingdom, an hundri>d and i'onrseoj'e days. And, wluMi these days were ex|)ired, the King nuuh' a least unto all oC tlu' ]H'0|>le, Both \nito great and small, seven days, ]n tlu^ eonrt. oi" the gardcMi oi' the king's pahiee." '' And liiey gaA'e them drink in vessels ol' gold, — And royal \vint' in abundauee, Aeem-ding to the state of the king, Antl (he drinking was aeeording to law; *None did compel : for so the king luul ajijiointed To all the oiVu'ers ol' his lu>use, that They should do (U-cordin(f to even/ nian''s pJeasurcJ'* (^Wo Avill give him credit for that, if for noth- ing else.^ lint, oh the wini'! " t)n (he si>venth day, — MISUNDERSTOOD. ?/}0 When ilie heart of the king wus onerr// iviih wine,, He commanded seven ehambcrhiins to bring Viishti tlic queen before tlio king, Avilh the crown Royal, to show the peojile and tlie ^r/vntvj.s her beauty : V\n- sIk! Avas fair to h)ok U[)()ii. J Jut the queen Vashti refused to come At the king's commaiidinfiit hy tlic cliambcr- laius : Tlicrc fore was (lie king very wrolli. 'i'ho king inquired of Ilie \vis(! men what should Wq done unto th(! (|U('cn. Thciy r('j)li(;d, — Vaslili lh(! ([uc(!n iiath not done wrong to the. King onlij^ but also to all the jn'inces, and (o ail I'lic people that are in all the provinces of the King. Foi- this deed of the queen shall come Abroad unto all 'Women,, so that they shall Despise their husbands in their cyes^ Tlicn shall there aiis(; too much (•onteinpt and wrath." " If it })U;asc the king, let there go forlli a ro)'al ( V)iuinan(hn(uit from him, and let it be written among The laws of the Persians and Me moic Ix'turi' Kiii;'; Aluis- IKM'IIS ; And Irl lilt" Kin;'; ;',i\t" Ihm' roynl rslnt(< I Into atu'tlur Ihal is hrttrr (hiiii ^7<('. Anil, wluMi (lu> kii»_i;\s iloorou which ho shall ni;ik(< Sliiill l>o piil'lislu'd llu(»n!;lu>ut lrt\ All t/ir it'irrs H/ial! (/ii'<' (<> tfi<'ir /luslunu/ft /it>ih>t\ llolli io (fi'iitf and aiiKtl/. ( Alu>ni!) And I h(^ SUV int;" /'/<•( rNrv/ iUo kiiu/ iiwd (lu> fn'iii- (■ani<"l, inslciid of MiMunoiui !") I«\>r ho soni U^KaM's inio idl (»!' I ho kinjfs |>ri>v- inoi^s, I'nlo ovtM'v |M'o\ inoo iiooordini^' lo (ho wriliiii;' ihlM'tH)!', ■-- A>>d lo ovin'v ]UM>plo nUvv Ihoir hinji'iingv, — 'V\\nl i-rt'n/ nidii .nV/o;*/./ /((J/v /•///<• /// /ila otvn " A ft or t /!('}((' t/titii/i^% siiid I ho Uini;''s soi'Viuds, Lot. thoro bo ,/'(»//• tioutuj I'hyins s^>ii.tiif t\>r fli,\ khui : And K>t iho ni.iidrn w hn h pK-a-oth iho Kin;;' Wo (nu-on, instead id' \ ashli. And iho thiiijjj MIHllNDI'JMirooi*. r.OL l'lc;i:i((l I ho I. iii;>' ; hikI Im did no." "And llir l.iii"; loved (!) Miillirr id)(»vry : I iMlvis(! \ on lo Kc(|t licr pi in ol'L inspire the minds. As 1 have <]oubtle«s said before, Of those who seek diviner aids, r'rom this iriie source of wisdoin pure. One other piivilege we have, (1 think I've never mentioned it) Which fills our hearts with heavenly love ; A love boni of th(! Holy Spirit. We here of course new friends do find. Noble ones who were on earth Faithful ; also cultured and refined, Having i-eceived there tlu; " new birth," And, prcjgr(;ssiiig rapidly Iw/re^ Do hav(; within th(;mselv(;s a powei" I>y faj- exceeding human loi-e. i^arlh's wisest ones listen with wonder 864 MISUNDERSTOOD. When such as these inspire a spealver. The i)nvilege Ave have is lliis : — To introduce these same to clear And cherished earth friends, wliose bliss Seems for llie linu' iH>m})]i>(t' ; so full, So rieli, so deej), so imbued willi U)ve, The inspirations wliich do fall Not unheeded on those we love, A faint eoneeptiou of the joy This same doth give onr loving hearts May be imagined Avhen " Ship ahoy ! " Is heard, and the kncnvledge inii>arts, — That you are nearing yonr ihihlhood's liome After, i)erehanee, many years of absence. With you from forcMgn shore has come A noble IV'uMid whose very presence Is soid-inspiring. He halh A\isilom, Knowk'^dge, wit and hnnior, culture; A way of imparting the same So i)leasing, indeed 'tis rap)tnre To listen to Ins glowing words. As he describ(>s fair Italy, The home oi' his luMit, wiruli alVords Suih ran^ beantv of scem-rv, — MIHUNUKUSTOOD. 305 Siicli ii ('()iiil)iii!i,ii<)ii of art,, Tiilciil., iniisi(;, itiid ,s\V('(!l, son;,'. ^'(llll• friciKls III lioiiit', yon Ircl in yonr lusiirt, W^ill <;i'o\v liMppy, liopcCnl, ;mi(I slronL"', — 'Ncaili (lie i;'('ni:il iiiMncnco Ol' your own dciir iind chcfislxid IVicnd. Yon mail; IIk; kindlinj^' eye;, fi'om wliicli licanis nnnlUirod j<»y of lioarl, mind, — And soul. \VIi(ir(>v('r yon (ak(! Iiini, Il(^ is i,li(^ life, and li<;Iit, of all. 1 )o you rejoice, my IViend, willi (lieniV ( )!' e(tui'S(! yon do ; yon mnsl, ; '(-is well. TIk! Iieii^hl. ol" your ind)ounded joy Is but a, spark, one; little ^leani, Compared willi what we Iia,v(! this (hi,y Enjoyed within your ehiiicirs ri^dni. Our I'ricnd was introduced, and tlld Inspire the servant of the Lord. Souls with the bread ol" life were fed I^'rom out (Jod's j)nr(! a,nd holy word. \V(; in (^ai'lJi-lile dwelt in your town, — My comrade and myscilf, I nu'aii. (Hut not th(! friend who did insjiire.) We W(M'e brothers: he won; no gown, — !J1* 366 MISITNDKRSTOOD. As did I. lliat did not part us ; AVo were brothers all the same. Nothing noAV will ever part us, lu onr briglit and iioavenl}" home. We both Avero shepherds with a flock, Endeavoring to do oiu" best ; That but proved oft a stumbling-block, And since hath caused us much unrest. We long these errors to recall ; We long to see God's truth made plain. His promises are unto all ; All will in time his love maintain. (lod hath so by his Son revealed ; Contrary teachings are but vain. God's book is not wholly unsealed ; Many dark saj-iugs still remain A stmnbling-block, as ours have been ; And, though 'twas unintentional With us, the effect remains the same As if it were premeditated evil. But as we came not here to (jive A sermon, but to listen to one, We will forbear. The text ive gave. It is with us a J'avorite one. MLSUNDERSTOOD. UGl 'Twas this : " Speaking the truth iu love." To those who did the sermon hear, Nought need be said ; the spirit of love Seemed all pervading, hovering o'er The precious soids to us so dear. We read tlio inmost iiearts of some, And i'onnd in tliem so much to clicer, h'oiind them so mucli ncfirer their home, — Than when we left them years ago. Some have progressed quite rapidly; But the majority are slow, Although tliey will eventually Come boldly forward in the cause. Many there are wlio mi/jht become Pure instruments of God's free grace, Brightening many a heart and home. I looked upon no face of kin ; I had none there, as had my brother. He was standing near a son, Watcliing tenderly one other, — Sweeter, dearer than all beside. He longed to throw his arms around her, And call her his own dear " spirit bride ; " To embrace in tinn eacli daughter 308 MISUNDEKSTOOD. Standing there so sweet and mild, With faces radiant and fair ; They felt a presence undefilcd, Although thej' knew not he was there. I was with my medium, Who writes the pages of this book. 'Twoidd needless be to give my name : You know it well, and no mistake. If you could but one half as well Conceive of all the tender love I have for you, I have for all, My joys would be jnore bright above ; While yours, my friends, would not be less To show yom: love is not to lose it ; He who gives most doth most possess : He who tvithholds can not retain it, — Even what he seemeth to have. Oh ! my friends, that ye might be found Ever speaking the truth in love ! " It is the dearest, sweetest, sound Which can ascend to the throne of God. Speak it, feci it, show it, live it ; Faith I'ul then shall ye prove, and good; Your iiiiluence, too, will be great. MISUNDERSTOOD. 369 Reijjard not, then, the false friendship Whieli the worldling can only give ; Drink decpl}'" from the Saviour's ciip, Filled to the brim with sacred love, And let it be within your heart, A " living well," from whence shall flow Waters so pure, and fresh, and sweet. Diffusing: love on all below. My friends, I feel 'twould not be right, This op2)ortunity to pass Of testifying, in God's siglit. To the wondrous love I do possess Unto the Father as supreme, Unto the Son as Saviour dear, Unto the Spirit which lias come Unto my soul so very near. With raj)turc! did I listen yesterday. To the words of inspiration pure ; Now falling like the geutle dew. Upon each tender earthly flower ; Now soaring as on eagle's wing, So high above the earth's domain; Both loud and clear the voice did ring ; Tlie angels must have caught the strain. 370 MISUNDERSTOOD. And wafted to tlieir own bright shore, That tliey might echo it again In language pure, concise, and clear, To benefit the race of man. Both truth and love had found a voice. Yea, a grand and clear interpreter ; Which did the heart and soul rejoice. With words of comfort and good cheer. It said that those who did combine These forces here should have a glance Of that city bright and golden. Before they did from earth go hence. Methought, e'en then, came beams of light Just wafted from celestial spheres. The day was fair, and very bright. The voice did say, but few such days Had we ; cloudless, perfect, serene ; It might with truth have also said, Few such hours as this^ I ween. Are we permitted here to spend. We may each da}^ if so we please. Refresh our souls with " angels' food ; " "Qvii feasts of love such as these Come not often. Oh that they could ! MISUNDERSTOOD. 371 For then our soul-life would, I know, Grow stronger, richer, purer, And " toithin" as the voice did say. The " kingdom of God " would be surer. This feast so rich, so full, complete, "Will linger in our memories Until our hearts shall cease to beat ; Then, with us, as incense rise Unto the spheres from whence it came. The truth it has in love revealed Shall, too, ascend unto the same ; And by it nations may be healed. For God doth will that it again LilvC gentle showers shall descend Upon his noblest work, even man. And man shall not alway contend Against the truth of spirit power. The scales of ignorance shall fall From eyes now dimmed by worldly care ; Prophets of old did this foretell. Ages, since then, have come and gone. Cycles of ages unto a soul Are sometimes given, ere it turn From the paths of sin which it control. 372 MISUNDERSTOOD. All shall at last, nevertlieless, In peaceful habitations dwell, Be clothed in robes of righteousness. By Him who is our " All in All." We will now return to our first love, Or, if 3^ou choose, to our heroine. Whom we thought not so long to leave. 'Tis well with her ; for she hath been Meanwhile rapidly developing. Although, to herself, it seemed but slow. She " sat " each da}^ but no writing For many months had she to show. Her faith was strong, her hopes were bright ; She was upheld, and knew it too. By a higher power ; all would come right: The blessed " angels told her so." Her guides did at one time expect Her to control mechanically; That she might write, and they direct. This would of course be rapidly. In this they were disappointed. She wrote in time, but never lost Her individuality : instead What came to her, slowly at first, — MISUNDERSTOOD. 373 Came through her brain ; thoughts were given, And she impressed to write them down. Tliis she did for days, weeks even, Before she made to others known The secret of her glad success. One thing to her seemed very strange : She could not write a word of prose ; She could only these thoughts arrange In simple rhj^me, try as she would. She supposed her pastor did Control her brain. She'd never heard That he the gift of poesy had. At length she went and had a chat With him again, but nothing said Of her success : she chose to wait. Her pastor did at once proceed To broach the subject near her heart, Congratulating her most kindly. He did the secret, too, impart, Of her writing poetically. Another spirit, who did possess The gift of poesy, did aid Him in his labors ; and success Had crowned their efforts which required 32 37-:l j\iisiiNi)i".i;sr()()i>. Unltod pt>\V(M'. 'riu>v liiid siUHcrdod Quito well thus far. 'VUc sentimonts Exju'ossi'tl NvtM'i' his: she w iio aiiKMl Had ht'tMi a. wcll-kiiow ii |H»i>tess 111 M'ars iii;(Hit>; \\cv \vt>iks AvtM'i^ now Ivoail and ailiuiaHl ; hi'r htnirt, ho said, "Was lill(>d witli ]»ity I'or human woo; Stroiii;' lior (h'sirt> to (i(ht>rs aid. llo giivo iior uauio, and aski>d our I'rioud To ploaso \\vv o\\\i \\riliu!;'s riMU[)aro With thoso oi" liiM' who, puio, rrliiiod, Pid tlu>si> saiut> wriliuj^s hrlp iuspiro. Thoy \vi>uld, ho said, (piito wt-il ronipari\ Althoui;h, of oourso, sho who iiisjiiroil Hail proi^iH'ss iuaih> siuoi^ liviuj:^' horo ; A\u\ what sho L;a\t> doul>tloss appoarod Murl\ uioro ad\anrod tliau tliat w ITuh sho l>id write whilo li\iu;^' in this s|)horo. Thoy should in tiuu' bo alUo to (^outrol hi>r ol'toiior and moro. MoauwliiU> thoy wlsliod lior io oontiuuo Wcv '* sitting's " daily, and to sa\o All luM- writing's. " 'rhi\\ will win you," Wo did say, '* launds bright abovo." MiHi'Ni)i;it:n'(»<)i). o75 Soon ii\'U',y iliis our IVifMid hcdiiiiio S:mI(I<'II(;(| us Ity Hoiwt; Mnrcow (Kioj). Six- <(iiil MISHNIHIKSTOOI). SIic li;i(l III) iii';lil^ (n (liiis dis^'nu'C I lci:;rl r iiiid I liciii ; for in I heir eyes Slic li;i(). 'riic\' lidW could jililCO III lin- im ( I'll:! ; llic\"d iiol. disj^iliso 'riicir rccliii!';,s cillicr, when ."lie caiiK". I iidccd, I lie Irl Ivr .slir rcc('i\ cd Wiis ((.Ti'dilc. II' did Iicf l»l;iiiH> : 'rii(\v '-*■ ktic/n'' lli;i(. slic li;id been deceived. 'Pli(\y I'eiircd lii;il. she would Itriiif;' oil llicin Slill more dis;';rii('(>, if not '' pul. down." 'riicy iirj'Micd lliiis who dwelt ;it home, I )ecidin;;' lli;il. I heir !><':;(■ W'liy lluMi Wiis io silence her ;il once. Should sh(> Jillempl. Io viiidiealo 1<'illiei' herseir or I he drciid cause Which had annoycij (hem so of lalo. Much a;i she dreaded (o rel iirii, (hir friend hclicxed I he lime had come Imh' her Io i'd iiiilo her ow ii. And leave Ihe issue all wilh Ilim Who cauie liimseH' " uiilo his own," And '•'• his own recei\'eil him iiol." She would, if need he, licai' ( lu'ir scorn. Iler Sa\ionr had lor her, no donhl, — MIHIINDI'lltHTOOl). y77 noriic. iiioic lli:iii :.li(5 would e'er \h; cuJI(k1 To \)c:\y For ollicrM. Slioiild hIio Hliirk l^'iH)!!! doiii^ wliiil liUJi! hI)(! could ? No, iiid(!(!d; kIk! Ii;i,d ;i woik To do For Iliiii ; do \l, six; iiiiimI,. Nor did sIk! Fcsir lic.v s( rciij^l li vvoidd I'iiil ; For ill ihf iiorvj hIic- fiiil, lir!r t^'iisl,, A nd Ik; would liclji licr lo FiiKlll JIcfsoiirH i'(!f|U(!sl-, wliicli w;i,s, lliiiislio Mif^liF do Mm; w(»ik |)ic|»;iicd For licr. Not only do, \)\\l lii'.ar iiJ.so Wliaiovor trials ctimo to li(;r. Slio ]i^WAV mdTc, calm, now tli;il licr mind VViis KJitthid as to tit, as I (;an not, he;^' thiit you My reason will ii,c(;e|)(, ;ind le(;l 32* 378 MlSUJSUKU8TO()l>. It is llio iriitli, tlum[;h not (ixpicssecl 111 just tliu Avovds lior ])ast()r g'ave. IIo spoko at ()iu;o oL' lier iiiiicist, TViddiii!^- hoi- to no longer griovo. He Baiil tlu^ I'lii-y ol" I lie sloiia Was overpast ; it had indeed Been a most wild^torrifie one. An ovil wind wliieh did proceed From her c^herisht'd ones at home Had reached lu'r, and dc])ressed her souh She was not a(^ all lo hhune, And yet could not luu-sclf i-oiilroL 'i'hc advt'isc iiilliu'iice hud hrra So very strong", she had suilered, And deeply loo ; yet, be it known Unto lit'i', her riiends had siilVered Far nioj'e kiH'nly lliaii had slu-, Whose faith and trust W(-it> in the 1/orch He did to her a stcn-ui portray ; A storm in wild, teuvpcslnous mood ; Where lightnings Hashed, and ihundcr rolKnl Along the zenith of the sky ; Clouds of darkness the earth had lilleil, r>u( Ihi-y wcvc ni>\v breaking away. MISUNDKRMTOOD. o7t) Ali'cudy ill tlio wcisUira tiky Clciiiiis ()(-' l)rigliinos8 wero rciuniing; TJio sun ill ill] i(s in;ijc8(;y Would ,s()()ii (j'(!L' all ilio carili Uo Kliinin^. Natuio would sccra so fresh and pure Wlicii all was o'er; a holy calm I'(uvadhig it fi'oiii shore to slioio. The Btorm, wliile i-eiguing, oft did seem Tcrrilic in its sploudor grand; But it did tend to purify And cleanse the atmf)spl)ero around. And not unlik(! the clear blue sky Was tlio effect produced on earth. Now, like unto this storm had been 'J'he wrought-up feelings round that hearth Where duty seimu^d to (;;ill lusr soon. Yes, sh(! had Ixjcn iiii|)rcsse(t aii,";ht ; TIk! time had conn; for Im'.v ictiirn. Sfjme battles she would have to fight, But strength would unto her be given. Her soul at times would soar aloft: She would be " moi(! than compieror." Nor would she be wholly bereft Of hiiiiian synipalhy lo cheer; 380 MISUNDEUSTOOD. Though for the present she must stand AlvONE, iirni as the "Rock of Ages." Ilcr senxc of rijiltt viuxt never boid, Not even to the 'iciscst saues. She had within a monitor Which eoukl not fail to lead arij^'ht. Her spirit-guides would e'er be with her, And they would keep 7ier spirit bright. When trials eame they would uphold ; If pain and sickness did attend. Then Avhispcriugs of joys untold Would come unto her soul, attuned To heaven's harpsichord of love. She ne'er would be or seem alone Unto herself, but from above Hol}'^ society woidd come. As to her earthly friends, 'twas true That for their sakes she must endure Some persecutions ; but they would be. He felt to say, much less severe Than she supposed ; her friends, though still Most bitterly opposed to truth. Were softened by affliction, until They did aspire higher than earth. MLS UNDERSTOOD. 381 Feeling the liollow oiiijjLJiicss Of life without tlic "iuwurd l>iri]i," She would to some her views express, Who would not think them all a myth ; Not even if they did declare 'Twas nouijht but some " old woman's whim." They soon would find they too must share In the work of reformation. And one thing more he wished to say, Which he had saved until the lant To give it power; she must obey The Scriptures though, and make it first In her domain ; not only to Herself was it of vast import : It did concern the people too, Who would through her the truth receive. It was her ovjii plujHlcal lieallli^ Which had been sadly drawn upon By those possessing far more wealth Of worldly goods than die had known. Her ready sympathy had been As manna to their hungry souls; Nor had they felt it was a sin To monopolize her toils, — 382 MISUNDEESTOOD. So long as they were freely given. This was why she had been led To leave her home. Upon return She would find her absence had Taught them a lesson, one they needed. They could now appreciate her As they never had or tvould, Had she remained a laborer, — Working solely for the bread Which perisheth in the using. A higher calling there she had, Her influence daily infusing More light and knowledge, though obscured By error's harsh and binding chain. For them she had trials endured, Which would, e'er long, bring a sweet refrain. But she must still be positive, And let no tie of friendship bind Her heart to home ; and she must have It understood she was not bound. Free as the birds which fill the air With sweetest music by their songs, So must it be henceforth with her. Free to roam where'er her songs MISUISTDERSTOOD. 383 Were needed most, or she could be An instrument of faith and love Unto the weary ones below, Pointing their souls to joys above. Again he cautioned her so kindly, Just even as a mother would A darling child she loved most dearly. To remember what he had said Relating to the physical. There now was need, there might be more, For her to relinquish the toil Which did upon her system wear Far more than she did realize. The res^ which had been given her, And which she did most highly prize, Had been of benefit to her. The danger was, when she returned, It would be hard to break away From doing things which were considered Her tasks, and hers alone to do. But she must make the sacrifice : Her health recj^uired it, so did her work. Her life was of more consequence Than she had yet been wont to think. 384 MISUNDERSTOOD. lie bade lier then a kind farewell, Bnt. said he oft should be with her ; Wherever she might be or dwell, Kind angels Avoiild attend her ever. She felt the truth of this assertion, After she reaehcd her village home ; She also felt there was no union Of thought and feeling in that home. In this, howe'er, she was mistaken. As she acknowledged very soon. Her coming had their quiet broken Just at the first ; but her gentle tone, — Her kind and loving services, Could not long fail to touch their hearts. "Whate'er might be her present views. Her life, they knew, was pure and chaste. She seldom broached her darling (heme, Because she felt her friends as yd Were unprepared to grasp the same. 'Twas better she should '•'■ work and wait," And work she did with right good will. Her mother's health became quite iirm ; And then our friend was taken ill, For weeks confined unto her room. MIMUNDKILK'I'OOI). Ij85 Ilcr ]);ili(!nc.(i wiis iiiil)()iiii(l(i(l lljoii, And (lould iiol; fiiil (o win I. lie- love; or (Jioso who s;iAV Iht \nr.iy I ho piiiii So chccrriiriy ; iuid il. did provo II('j' own d(!;ir spiiil, fVi(!nds wc.ni l.riKi. Sho full (Jicir prcisciico ovor nciir. Olhcrs nii^lii, doiihl,, l)ut kIio did knoto They diiily ininisLorcid to ]\(\i\ r said she Koldom broafdiod Ihis lliemo. Thorn woro oxo(!plJons, ono of wliioli I will rolaio. II, shows l-h[ low birth. No gilded j);dace-hoine liad Ijc ; IJis followers wcjre mostly poor. The rich found not the magic key I>y whi(;h to open heaven's door. As I have said, our fri(;nrl grew sick: Her labor and " sittings " she gave up, TJnable, for a time, <,o work For spirits in the form or out. Yet never did she feel alone ; Sometimes in dreams they came to her. Soothing her weariness and pain. Visions she saw, so bright and clenr, — 388 MISUNDERSTOOD. Of faces familiar and dear, Kind friends within the summer-land. Then she would think, " All, all are there : Oh ! why should I be left behind ? " » Hai'k ! soft and low sweet voices come, — " Thy work is not accomplished yet. These glimpses of thy future home Are given to strengthen thine heart. Fear tliou not, but trust us still. We will sustain and guide 3a)U through The murky way ; all, all is well. There yet remains on earth for thee Much enjoyment pure and sweet. Then patience, patience, Avhile you wait Near the cross at Jesus' feet. You soon will work, instead of wait." With her returning health she gave Some time and strength to daily toil ; But strength came slowly. She did grieve That her endeavors seemed to fail To make her helpful in her home ; Helpful, I mean, physically. She found herself, many a time, Prostrated l)y a few hours only MISXTNDERSTOOD. 389 Of labor in itself quite liglit. At first she could not guess the cause. She felt that others thought she might Perform more work, and take less ease. But it did seem impossible For her to overstep the bounds Of spirit-power inscrutable. If she approached forbidden grounds, — Her strength forsook her, and a voice Did seem to say, " Thus far, my dear, Thou mayest go, if 'tis thy choice ; But we shall let thee go no further. We claim some of thy time : thy strength We ask not for, but shall rather Somewhat add thereto at length, According to our own good pleasure." Then this was what her pastor meant ; And she must follow his advice, On spirit work be more intent. Even though at a sacrifice Of worldly good and honor too. She had each day, since well enough, Given an hour, and sometimes two. Unto her writing. 'Twas not enough : oW 1MIS11NI)1''.KS1H)(>1». So wluMi slu> I'oulil she ;;;i\i' (luMu moro. If viu'v \vi\irv, slio must wait Until \\cv weariness was o'er. And ihev would then new strength impart. This was no vain and idle ehat. For after '' sittings " she did tlud Herself U^ss weary : wIumi she sat This ]>ra\ lU' did unto lie:iNen aseenil : — '' (Joil ami angles, giM' me light. And kno\\ ledge too, that. I may hnow And write ahvay that, whieh is right. In jnstiiH* and in purity. 'i'eaeh ine benevolenee and love, (live also sweet-voieiHl eharity : 'I'liat / may give to all who live My fiiei\dship and my sympathy." Her w rilings were, as 1 ha\e said, Poetical ; this diil the nioro Prove that she n\nst be surely led Anil aidi'd by some spirit power. For in her ymith she hail not even A taste for r<>ading' poetry ; And seldom had her lime been given I'nto the same. She onee did trv MIHUNDDirSTOOl). ni)i 'lo 101111 ill iliyiiu! ii(;i-ns( iciiJIy Tlio Hiiiiph; iiiiiiK' of licr liclovcd. Slu! Weill. ;il)(>iil, so l,li()ii;;ii( Tiilly I'^idiii (l;i,y l() (lay, Ikm' iiiiiid ubsoilicd, — Adding' (1 10 lipids. ^' Line upon liiKs, Line (l|)()ii line, liei'(; u lillle, 'I'liere ;i lil.lle : " iJiis |)rei'e|)l, divine She did fidlill — :ind Mud, \v;is idl. TIk! |toor iiiissli;i-|)(!ii pocilry Did |)i'ov(! ii lailin'e wofidly diro ; And \vIm!Ii eo!ii|)lei(;d, sjkL (o Hiiy, I<\)iind no " ;iltidiii<^- eiLy hero." "I'wiis only (iL To Ix; eiisL out " In oilier (hiikiuiss," or llie '•'■ (ire," Which some le;iriied iiieii do |)r(!a(!li about, As if Ihey iiii;;hl, I heir heiirePH Hoare Into tho kiii;4(loiii of (iod's love ; I'ortrii,yui;4' not the !4lori(!S there Jn tliiit dear land so briu'lit aliove. J<'oi'<<:(!ttin<; lher(! can Ix; no (ear \Vher(! thei(! is triu; and jxMfeet hjve ; h\>\- "• ix'rfeel, love eastelh out fear." One word ol' kind advice we ^ive To (liose who need it, ahoiit " iiell-lire." JV.)li MISUNDERSTOOD. TIu! word of (unl, as wo do read it, W'c know (Ii)(>s siiy ihv.ro is '■'■ hcU-Jire.^^ Tlic Mord of (iod, as wii <1() read it, S;ivs liis luinisUM's arc '■''<( Jhniir of fire.'''' Now, our advioo llicy may not take, "Pis this: Jjvt not (he two fires meet; Fov '■' rdvc," '(is said, ••' attniots its like." II" (luM-('*s daui;'!'!', \\i' pray you IkhmI it. ]\liuistor, hiwyiM-, doctor, tliiol"; Doctors, thieves, I)c jialicnt^ awhile^; Your time will conu> ; wc uiust he brief What, \novc wo say thi^ book to till ; 'rhcrid"on> couhl not n'ive you your due, Which would be sad, for that even The Hcvil is entitled to, I'roiu all on earth, l»y all in luMven. Wi" iU) hoix lca\(> to ^iNc you here Our candid opinion of <;irls; Or (laughters, they're called in Si-ripture. We think their banner soon uid'urls. 'I'he " w (uueu " and '^ wives," in days agone, WiMt> u(»( cousidcviMl of much aceoinit. As (»ur t^slcenu'il friend has slu>wu : 'riu> daughters, liowcver, shall mount MlSUNDEliyTOOD. 393 The " hill of Zion," and become As " corner-stones," when nil the days Of their captivity are gone. l^'or this is what the good book says : — "Tlie daughters of Jerusalem, The daughters of Judah and Zion, ( Wliich wo interpret all' the same) In the eyes of the Lord did sin. Moreover, the Lord saith, lieciuise the daughters of Zion are haughty, And walk with stretched-forth neeks And wanton eyes, walking and mincing as they go, — And making a tiniding with their feet ; Therefore the Lord will smite with a scab The crown of the liead of the daughters of Zion, And the Lord will discover their secret parts. Li that day the Lord will take away The bravery of their tinkling ornaments About their feet, and their cauls, And their round tires like the moon. (OiK! step towiU'ds (Ik; milhinniiim, Vov \v(! don't wear hoops any more), 394 MISUNDERSTOOD. Tlie cliains, and the bracelets, and the mufflers, Tlie bonnets, and the ornaments of the legs, — And the head-bands and the tablets, And the earrings, the rings, and nose-jewels, The changeable suits of apparel, And iliG mantles and the wimples, — And the crisping-pins, the glasses. And the fine linen, and the hoods, and the veils. And it shall come to pass, that Instead of sweet smell there shall be stmk ; And, instead of a girdle, a rent ; And, instead of well-set hau", baldness ; And, instead of a stomacher, a girding of sack- cloth ; (Some of the wise ones have left off corsets.) And burning instead of beauty. Th}' men shall fall by the sword. And thy mighty in the war ; And her gates shall lament and mourn, — And she, being desolate, shall sit upon the ground. And in that day seven women Shall take hold of one man, saying, — We will eat our own bread, — MISUNDERSTOOD. 395 And wear our own apparel ; Only let us be called hy thy name, To take away our reproacli." (From such women, " Good Lord, deliver us I ") Many men have fallen " by the sword," And many " mighty in the war." If seven women liaven't had hold Of one man, why, we're very sure It wasn't their fault. Not that we blame Them overmuch ; who could expect . Aught else, education the same ? Of course they ought not to reject A man of wealth and position, No matter what liis character. This is the parents' cool decision. His heart — oh, that j^ou must venture ! We scarce dare blame the silly woman. You've doubtless heard of such an one. Whose fervent, heartfelt petition Was, " Give us, O Lord, just any thing in the shape of a man." Though we blame not, we wonder not, that " All that pass by clap their hands at thee ; They hiss, and wag their heads, at the daughter Of Jerusalem, saying. Is this the city that men call 306 MTSUNPETJ STOOD. The perfection of boanty, the joy of the whole cartli?" The Lord hatli ilono that which ho had Desired, " and from the daughter of Zion, All boanty is dojiartod." "The Lord hatli Imdden tlie virgin, the daugh- ter Of Judah, as in a wine-press," and liath Increased in the daughter of Jmhdi nionrning And hvineutation. Ibnv hath the Lord covered the ihmghter of Zion with a Cloud in his anger, and cast down From lieaven unto the cartli, the beauty of Israel ; now also many nations are gathered Against thee, that say, ' Let her bo dolilod. And let our eye look upon Zion ; ' but They know not the thoughts of the Lm-d, Neither understand they his counsel ; For he shall gather them as the sheaves Into the floor : therefore the jicople that Do not understand, shall fall ; " " To whom shall I s]icak and give warning, — That they may hear ? behold, thine ear Is \mcircumcised, and they can not hearken. MlflUNDERK^rOOD. ,307 Ii(;liol(l, the word ol" the Lord ih unto thcrn A roproach : llicy havo no delight in it. " Tliereforc I am full of the fury of iho Loivl ; I am weary with holding iu; I will pour it out upon the children abroad, And upon the assembly of young m(;n together: Foreventhehusljand with the wife slinll he taken, And the aged with him that is full of days ; And their houses shall bo turned unto others. With their fields and wives together : For I will stretch out my hand upon the Inhabitants of the land, saith the Lord, For, fi'ora the least of tliem unto the greatest ( )f them, every one is given unto covetousncss ; And from the prophet even unto the priest F.very one dealeth falsely : they have Healed also the heart of the daughter Of my people slightly, saying, — T^eace, peace, when there is no f)eace. Were they ashamed when they had eommitfed Ahominations ? Nay, they were not at all Ashamed, neither could they blush." 84 398 " MISUNDERSTOOD. " The virgin, the daughter of Zion, Hath despised thee, and laughed thee To scorn ; the daughter of Jerusalem Hath shaken her head at thee. The lofty looks of man shall he humbled ; And the haughtiness of man shall be bowed Down, and the mean man shall be brought Down, and the mighty men shall be humbled ; And the eyes of the lofty shall be humbled ; But the Lord of hosts shall be exalted in judg- ment" " When the Lord shall have washed away the fdth Of the daughters of Zion." " By the rivers of Babylon, there we sat down. Yea, we wept when we remembered Zion. "We hanged our harps upon the willows In the midst thereof." (These " willows by the water-cburses " Some have assumed were palm trees all. We think not : how could the daughters Have hung their harps on trees so tall? Again : we almost think they were ; And that may be the reason why They hang so long high in the air 'Tis hard to get them, they don't tr3^) MISUNDEESTOOD. 399 " For thus tliey that carried us away- Captive required of us a song ; And they that wasted us, Required of us mirth, saying, — Sing us one of the songs of Zion. How shall we sing the Lord's song In a strange land ? " " All the daughters of music are brought low." " Set thee up way-marks, make thee high heaps ; Set thine heart toward the highway, Even the way which thou wentest ; Turn again, O virgin of Israel, — Turn again to these thy cities. How long wilt thou go about, O thou backsliding daughter ? for the Lord hath created a new thing in the earth. A ivoman shall cojiijmss a man: Thus saith the Lord of hosts, the God of Israel ; As yet they shall use this speech in the Land of Judah, and in the cities thereof, — When I shall bring again their captivity ; The punishment of tlicir iniquity is Accomplished, O daughter of Zion ; he will No more carry thee away into captivity. 400 MISUNDERSTOOD. " Loose thyself from the bands of thy neck, O captive daughter of Zion ! for thus saith the Lord : Ye have sold yourselves for nought, And ye shall be redeemed without money." " Rise up, ye women that are at ease ; Hear my voice, ye careless daughters ; Give ear unto my speech. Many days and years shall ye be troubled, — Ye careless ones : for the vintage shall fail ; The gathering shall not come. Tremhle^ ye women that are at ease^ Be troubled, ye careless ones." Go through, go through the gates ; Prepare ye the way of the people ; Cast up, cast up the highway. Gather out the stones ; Lift up a standard for the people. Behold, the Lord hath proclaimed Unto the end of the world, — Say ye to the daughter of Zion, — Behold, thy salvation cometh. Behold, his reward is with him, And his work is before him." " O daughter of my people ! MISUNDERSTOOD. 401 I have set thee for a tower and a Fortress among my people, that thou May est know and try their way. They are all grievous revolters, walking with slanders." " Ho, ho ! come forth, and flee from the land of the North, saith the Lord ; for I have spread you Abroad as the four winds of the heaven, Saith the Lord. , Deliver thyself, O Zion, — That dwellest with the daughter of Babylon. For thus saith the Lord of hosts : After the glory Hath he sent me unto the nations which spoiled you. For he that toucheth you touchcth the ai^ple of his eye. For, behold, I will shake mine hand upon them, And they shall be a spoil to their servants ; and Ye shall knoiv that the Lord of hosts hath sent me. Sing and rejoice, O daughter of Zion ; for, lo, — I come, and will dwell in the midst of thee, Saith the Lord ; and many nations chaU be joined To the Lord in that day, and shall be my people, And I will dwell in the midst of thee, — 34* 402 MISUNDERSTOOD. And thou slialt hiioiu that the Lord of hosts Ilaih sent mc unto thcc ; and the Lord shall Inherit Judah his portion in the holy land, And shall choose Jerusalem again. Be silent, O all flesh, before the Lord ; For he is raised out of his holy habitation." "■ Deck thyself now with majesty and excellency." " Blessed are ye that sow beside all waters." " Rejoice greatly, O daughter of Zion ; Shout, O daughter of Jerusalem ! Behold, the king cometh unto thee ; lie is just, and having salvation ; Lowly, and riding upon an ass, And upon a colt, the foal of an ass." Ye are not ignorant, my friends. As concerning this prophecy, And the interpretation thereof Thou understandest ; but, lo. This is not the end thereof; Let us a little further go, — And to the daughters hear what he says, — " As for thee, also, b}^ the blood of the covenant I have sent forth thy prisoners Out of the pit wherein is no wate?'.^^ MISUNDERSTOOD. 403 "And when tliey drew nigh unto Jerusalem, And were come unto Bethphage, Unto the Mount of Olives, then sent Jesus two disciples, saying unto them, — Go into the village over against you, And straightway ye shall find an ass Tied, and a colt with her : Loose them, and bring them to me. And, if any man say aught unto you, Ye shall say. The Lord hath need of them ; And straightway he will send them. All this was done that it might be fulfilled Which was spoken by the prophet. Saying, Tell ye the daughter of Sion, Behold, the King cometh unto thee, meek, and Sitting upon an ass, and a colt, the foal of an ass." "And Jesus, when he had found a young ass. Sat thereon ; as it is written, — Fear not, daughter of Sion : behold. Thy King cometh, sitting on an ass's colt." " These things understood not his disciples at the First ; but, when Jesus was glorified, then Remembered they that these things were writ- ten of Him, and that they had done these things unto him." •lUl TMlSl'NDlMvSrooi). Tliiiilv yo it slnui_!L;'i\ luv Ioiu'iuhI iVit'iul, That o\mi yovir wisdom lialh uol [)iorc'(Hl 'V\\c ]>iM]ilu4.'s vision, mIu'11 ye liiul TllOSO AvllO \VlM'l> lo Jl'SUS IKWlWSt * Umlorsiood iio(. iiiilil iluMr (^ycs BolioUl his brio-Ill, and mali'hloss glory? Not ovou tlioii, as wo surmise, Had tboy niovo than hair the story. The Kiiig must he {\\o lirst to come, And to couw uiilo (he dciHtfJitcrs : Ask ytnirsel\H>s if a( (his (inu' There are no(, wilhiii your rhin\'lu\s Many nun'O d (here sons? Jesus did liis eom]>assion shi)w For all ihese ]ioor (hdrnhnl ones. Regard i HO' (heir i'a|>(ivity. •"•And IhiMH' ("olloMt-d liim a grea( eompany Ol'lH'opU^, and MonuMi, whirh also hi>\\aiK'd anil l>amen(eil him ; bn( Jesus Inrning nn(o tlunusaiil. Daughters ol Jerusidem, weep not lor me ; l?nt wee]) for yoiu'selves, and J'or yi>ur ("'liihlrtMi; for, behold, (lu> days are eoming, In lht< which (iiey shall say, r>K\'-^sed are Till* liarren, and (lu" wondts (ha( ni>ver bare, — MISIINDICRST. )()?). 'lOr) And U.'0 })iij)S which ii(!V(!r gavo suck. Then sliiill i\\vy Ix'giii to siiy to i\w. iiioiiiiliiiiis, l^'iiJI (til us; ;ui('hol(l, your liouso is loft inito you dosolato " " Uuiil the Spii'it bo poured upon us from on High, ;uid the wilderness be a rniitCuI field, Ami I.Ik; rniiiriil (icid he coiiiitcd for ;i, roi'(!St ; Then jiidgiiu'iit shall dwell in IIk; wilderness, — And riglitcousncss remain in tlu; Criiiirul licild : And the work of rigliteousiuiss shall bo Peace^ and the eJJ'cct of rigliteoiisncss QuietncHH and ansurance forever. And rny ])(!Oi)l(i shall dwfjll in a peaeenhle hahi- taJion, And in sure dwellings, and iji (juietr(;sting-|)laees, Wlicn h shall hail, eoirung down on th(; forest, And the eity shall he low in a low ])lae(!." dOiJ I^llSUNDKJlSTOOD. "Sijin;', O (l;iu_L;liior of Zioii ! Shout, O Israeli Be ghul iuid ngoico Avilh all thy lioart, diuiglitor oi' Jerusaloiu 1 The Lord liutli ta]<(Mi a.wa.y tliy judgments; JIo hadi cast out tliiiK! oiKMiiy : TJio King oi" Lsi'iiol, even tlio ]-.ord, ]h in tlio jnidst of tlico ; Thou slialfc not 8C0 evil any more. In that day it shall ho said to Jerusalem, — Fear thou not; and to Zion, Let not U'liine hands ho slach. 'Hk^ Lord thy (n)d in (he midst of thcii is mighty; Il{! uill sa,ve, ]\c will rejoice over thee With joy ; ho Avill rest in his love, IJe will joy over thee with singing. 1 will gather them that ai-e sorrowful lA)r (h(! solemn assembly, who is ol" theo 'I'o wiioni the rejjroach of it was a burden. JU'iiold, at tliat lime will I undo all (hat AllLud. (lice; and I will sa,vc /icr (hat halleUi, — And ga,ther her (hat \\ as driven out ; And I will get (Iumu praiHc iiud/diiw. J II cNcry land where they liave heiMi ])ut to Shame. At (hrir (iiue will 1 bring you aixain, — MTSUNDKF.RTOOD. '1 07 Even in llic timo tlial f gailier yoii : IV^r I will make yoii a nam<'. and a pralne - A\\\(>\\^ all people of Iho earilb wlicii I turn hack Your captivity licfoi-o your fiyoH, maitli ilio Lord." But ill the last dayH W, sliall c(jmo to pasH, Tliat llio mountain of tlie Jiouhc of tfio Lord Sliall ])(', CHtaljllslicd in the top of Hie nioun- taiuH, And it Kliall Le exalted ahove tli(; liigli liillH ; And the people Khali thnv unto it; And many nationn shall come, aufl say, — (Jorne, and let uh go b.'iek io the mountain of the Lord, and lo Ihe housfj of Ihe dtoA of .Jar-oh ; And ho will tcaeli uh of Iii.s wajH, And we will walk in his paths: For the law shall go forth fi'oni Zifju, And the worrl of ihe LorH from JeTUsalem. And hr; sliaJl judge atnong many peoples, And rebuke strong nationn afai' off; . And. they shall heat their swordn into j^low- shares, And their spearH into prunifig-hordcH. Nation shall nf>t lift up Hword against nation, Neither shall they learn war any more. Hill. Ili(\y sliiiJl Hil (ivcry iiinii (iiidci' liis ()\vii vino iiiul under his lij^-lrcui ; Ami nunc nIihII niiikd (iK^ni afniid : V\)V I lie moillli ol" (li(< Ldi'd of IiosIh liiitli Spoken il, lor :dl (lie pcopli-. will widic Ftvn'ii one In. l/ic ikiiik- oJ' IiIx (fod. And \V(i will \v;dk in llic niimc of (li(» I ,(ird our ( (od for cvt-r :ind ever. In lliiii diiy, snilli (ho Lord, Will I ttssfvifi/f her lliid. Jia,ll,(i(.Ii, — And I wilJ !';:illi('r her (hal. isdiivcn onl, And her lli:d. I have ariliclod ; and I will niaki" //(■/• IhaihalUdh a. rrinnanl. And lirr I hai was casl far olT a. slroii;;- nalioii; And Ihc Lord ^Jiall rcii'.n ovci' llirni In Mount Zion iVoin hcnccrorl h and IA)i'evi)r. And tluni, to/rcr {)[' l/w Jlnak, 'V\\is stronghold oL' (ho chiughlcr oi' /ion, — llulo ///(■<• ^;hall il. (•oIU^^ even Ih(>y//-.s7 /hniiitu'oit ; (III' k/H(/i/t>iii shall conio To the daHilhirr of Jerusalem." "Lot ovory Ihiu;;' thai. Iialh hi'ealh praise Iho Lord." MIHIINI)i;it,H'l'OOI). ^0!) VVIiiil, H;i,i(li FHuiiili ? " Ho vvns iJicir S.'ivioiir: III ;ill flicir ;irili(',(ini) Ik; was iiniitilcd ; Ami (In; ((iKjrl of lii:; |)rcS0M(!<) Hdvcd (Jiciii." " J''l<;() as :i. Mid (o your iiioiiul.'iiii." ," Now gaUior lliyKcir in l-ioojct, () vvn IVo/n llif; 'willow..' your ' liarj)H,,' For the diuif^lilorB wo liavc liij^dier IiopOH Tliaii would Ix; wiiio U) cxjufjs.s, jxtrliapH: Mot l.li;i,t W(; tliiid< llioiti ;i,iiy l)(U(;r 'I'li;ui (Jif! Hons, if tin; hou.h do wcXl ; I'.iil, this w(; claiin /Vh- tlif; (Jiui^^litor : SIk! surfdy i:i iiioi'O Hj/LrUudla^ — Mor(; jiicljjjcd to rcli^ioiiH i'oi'voi-. TIiIh i» doubtloHM the rcaHon why She is growing daUy into favor NotwilhHtundirjg li';r I't 'niong licinoiiH Bins, 'J'hoii^'h \f) iiH it rcidly do(li iiccni Sti'ajjgc if tijcy can iniK;h jjlf;aHiirc give ; Indeed, wo can not think tlicy do. 35 410 MISUNDERSTOOD, The sin consists, as we believe, In tlie excess they're carried to. All those who choose for ornament Just a " meek and quiet spirit " Harmonize with our sentiment Because we can appreciate it. We would not lightly estimate The folly and extravagance, Say nothing of the sinful waste. Of modern so-called elegance. But we are not prepared to give A lecture upon this subject : When women the higher truths receive, They, in turn, will not need it, — But will as readily come forth From all this flambergastedness, As doth the butterfly from moth Too glad to leave its chrysalis. We hope in time 'twill be the style, To have no style. Our medium A piece once wrote on heaven'' s style; We will insert ad finitinn. " Do they have, mamma, no stylo in heaven ? Style in di-ess you know I mean. MISUNDEKSTOOD. 411 For, in the pictures which are given, I have not any dresses seen ; Nor have I heard of any but The flov\^ing robes of spotless white, Which seem, mamma, so very like The little gowns I wear at night. I think, mamma, when I go there, I'll only take one little gown Beside the one which I do wear. And I shall want it nice and clean. For you say the angels are So pure, mamma, it would be mean For any one to go, and wear Clothes which were not nicf; and clean. And, when I get there, it may be Some one will be kind enough To make a little dress for me. Just like what the others wear. Do you not think they will, mamma, And dress me in it every day ? I shall not have yow, dear mamma, To brush my hair, and hear me say 412 MISUNDERSTOOD. The morning prayer you taught to me ; But, dear mamma, you soon will come, And then your little girl will be So glad and happy, and we'll roam In those sweet fields so bright with flowers You oft have read about, mamma. There we will find some shad}^ bowers, And you will read to me, mamma, — Just the same as you do here ; Only there, you sa}', mamma, I shall have no pain to bear. Oil ! it will be so sweet, mamma ! But you have not told me yet About the dress and st3de, you know. So if you please do not forget ; And I will listen now, mamma." *' INIy precious child, I think in heaven They care not much what clothes they wear ; And scarce a thought to them is given. Except to have them fresh and pure. 'Tis words and deeds alone which tell, In that bright world to which we go ; Light and love and joy shall fill Our hearts ; and we shall then bestow MISUNDEUBTOOD. 1 1 •"» On oIIkth, (Ic'ir, wlio will vcc.cAVd', Vov li(;r(!, you know, wo Ion,"; li.'ivo hor-n Too ])Of)r U) iiiiU) others give, 'riioii;';li \v(! ourselves no vvuiil, have; liiiowii, — Save tlial we i/ii,'^lil he filJod for That brir^ht and liai)[)y home above ; And, i'vcAul from .'ill thiB worldly oaro, Dwell \vIiorQ,all i.s peace and love." " If wliaf; yoii Ray ia true, marnina, And indeed I know it irt, I wonder wliat Moino follcH will flo Who now ibink onfj/ of their elothes. Will il, he niee for (hf^ni, ni;uiini!i? It Heems to me they will feel utrange, And nevf;r know whieh way to go : 'J'hoii^di I i;ii[»po:-ie they're fritc, to range Those sar^e hright fields wliere flowers grow, And j)luek them too, and hiid;i will sing; But will they not soon learn to know 'J'heir drc8H in not just fjuile the (hing? Tho::e litth; gii'ls, you know, mairima. Wo used to sec when I could lidc, Were always dresBcd ho fine Jind gay, I wonder if they did feel proud. •Ill ]MisnNi)i':i;sr()()n. ])() you su|>]>()S(^ ^JkW Miiiik, iu:iiniii;i, 'IMu'ir (lr('ss(\s \y\\\ hv, out ol" .slylc? And :ir(> Icavninij^ Ikm'O also Aboul. (ho words and (UmmIs llio wliilo? Vov 1 should lliink llioii' dear niannnas Would (oacli (Ikmu all alioul. Ilu'so thincfs, Jns((\id of giviuL;' (honi lino clolhos. And Honio had on sncili swoot tj^old rings 1 Will (hoy 1)0 stylish there, mamma? And Avill Ihey Avear lon^' sunny curls, And dress in clollu's so l)ri<4'hl. and i;'a.y ? ( )no ol" (hose dear li I ( lo ;;irls Said she had got no wdniniii now ; And her sweet faeo was v(>ry sad. It made me feel — 1 don"(^ know how. Only 1 lon<;"iMl (o n\ak{> hci- ^iad. r>ul I am very tired, manuna. So if you please I'll res(i awhile, » And (hen, my own dear swei't manuna. We'll talk again about the slyle." Tho precious land) awoke in heaven : Her ("aeo AVas beaming o'er wi(h smiles ; l'\u' unto \wv there had been given A puri> white wreath of imm(u((dles. MIHUN'OKHHTOOD. 415 A whito-robcd ang(;l Hiaridinj^ by (jiavo lior a Kwcct and lovirij^ Hrriilo, 7\nd placed llio vvroath upon lior Inow, Whispering Hoflly, " "J'Ih just in Hiylo." I liiist that you, my roadcrH, Jiavo " Lot patience have its perfect work." My nan'ativG I seem to leave, I'efon; 1 even stop to thinic; Though h'itle more I have to Hay Concerning her whose Jiistory Has been but blended partially With higher truths so full aiifj fieri, — Which scarce could wait for my slow pen. She wrote some sweet, pathetic lines, Or pages ; and each succeeding one Surpassed the former. Tender strairjs Of love and j;ity for her race Seemed breathed in accents soft and low. When she their waywardness did trace, 'Twas done in love only to show When or how they were at fault. That they might see their errors too: And strive to purify the heart Oppressed with care day after day. 416 MISUNDERSTOOD, Thus passed some weeks ; she had in store Quito 11 collection of small gems. II(!r tlioun'lits came freshest and most pure Just in tli(! early morn, when streams Of li-ht did lii'st bestud the sky. All nature seemed in unison With earth's rec^uest, and heaven's reply. Myriads of birds seemed chanting their Songs of praise to their Creator: Not one discordant note was heard ; All was harmony sweet and pure. Teach ^ls a lesson, singing bird I The flowers sent forth their sweet perfume, While tiny dcwdrops nestled there. Oh ! ye who dwell in palace homes. Dost thou e'er scent the morning air? If not, ye know not Avhat ye lose. These hours are fdled with prayer and praise. Ye that would be happy and wise, Should not reverse your nights and days. These calm and (juict hours became Unto our friend precious and dear. She began to write about this time (Unconsciously, it seemed to her) MISUNDERSTOOD. 417 A book. It was upoii u thoine Wliich she did by oxporience Well understand ; at tlie same time, llcr controlling influence Had, while on earth, experienced A similar awakening. When she, however, the piece commenced. She little thought what was forthcoming. It might, perhaps, more pages cover Than those she had already done ; For at that time she had never, In one, exceeded pages nine. A week passed by ; and, at its close, Her piece did seem but just begun; She then began to grow more Avise, Recalling what had lier been given In that sweet symbol of the vine. Had she e'en now commenced a book? It niight be only supposition ; Still it did seem to have that look. At all events, she did determine To press right onward toward the mark Of her high calling, pure, divine, Doing well her Father's work. 418 MISUNDERSTOOD. A hymn which she had learned in youth Constantly ran Avithin her mind; The first lino of another one Wliicli she knows not, but looks to find. We give you liero stanza the first : It doth her mind fully express. The other one, at her request, We give in full, except one verse. " Lo I what a cloud of witnesses Encompass us around ! — Men once like us with suffering tried, But noiv with glory crowned." " Awake, my soul, stretch every nerve, And press with vigor on. A heavenly race demands thy zeal, And an immortal crown. A cloud of witnesses around Hold tJu'c in full survey: Forget the steps alread}'^ trod, And onward urge thy way. 'Tis God's all-animating voice That calls thee from on high ; 'Tis his own hand presents the jmze To thine uplifted eye." MIRITNDERSTOOD. 419 She felt as sure the voice of God Was callinpj her through spirit-friends, As if slie liad his face beheld, Or taken liold his Ihislily hands, — While day l)y duy hoi- l)()f>lc did grow, Both in wisdom and in stature. What she had written yc^stc^rday Oft seemed to lack tlie tone and culture Of to-day. She was lierself Surprised at thoughts whieli filled her brain, Thoughts which were entirely aloof ]<>()! n things she e'er had lead or seen. Whatever came was scienlific; i*i()ven l)y the word of God, Oi- by itself; 'twas also brief. And did contain most ])recious food For all who could or would receive it. This axiom came to her mind : — "Brevily is tlie sf)iil of wit." The topics of the day she found Were one by one l)rought forth, discussed. And sentenced by her spirit-guides. She could only wonder, love, and trust. So mighty were the noble strides 420 MISUNDERSTOOD. Which came through her uncultured brain. Subjects of which she scarce had dreamed With heavenly luster shone so plain, Her heart and voice at once exclaimed, — Of a truth these tliiugs are hidden From the wise and prudent, revealed Unto the babes who are bidden God's word of truth to place unsealed Before an unbclievinsr throns;' : Establishing the gospel truth. By liclping them to see the wrong Interpretation given forth B}^ learned and scholarly divines, INIany of whom are wondrous wise In their own conceits ; their confines Of narrowness in heaven's eyes Can never stand. " The sons of earth," Too, " are waking,'' and for themselves Will judge of heaven and heavenly birth. Leaving behind the ancient grooves And contracted views which bound them ; Pressing ever onward, upward, Toward their bright celestial home ; Receiving there their "just reward." MISUNDERSTOOD. 421 The Lord our God hath surely " chosen The weak things of the earth " The mighty to confound, and given To "babes in Christ" his mighty truth. And now, dear friends, unto you all Who in the future may peruse These pages, a kind farewell. May heaven's truth each soul infuse With love to God, with love to all ' Of God's creation everywhere ; Sweet peace within your beings dwell. Which peace the world can never share. May charity attend this work ; And may the truths which have been spoken Only " in love," turn from the dark Some erring ones, and be a token Of spirit-power. Whatever here You, friend, may find to disagree With your opinion, kindly forbear From deciding rashly is untrue. And, beloved, may j-ou never Blame those who have me influenced : Judge not, I pray : believe, rather, I may have them, you may have me, Misunderstood. 86