Glass _ESl£EL£ Book__j2££^ Copviight N° ^'7 COPYRIGHT DEPOSIT PORTINIA AND OTHER POEMS BY JAMES CALVIN HOOPER ^t.*-:?£.< BOSTON: RICHARD G. BADGER TORONTO: THE COPP CLARK CO,, LIMITED Copyright, 1914, by James Calvin Hooper All Rights Reserved .0 5 V The Gorham Press, Boston, U. S. A, JAN -2 1915 ©CU393032 4*0 / Inscribed to the memory of All my friends, Those who condone my faults, and magnify my virtues. PREFACE IT IS with great diffidence that I submit this poem to a generous and beauty-loving public. Not that I fear the criticisms of those with eyes alert to spy and detect errors in my vain and feverish endeavors to consort with the divine Muses of poesy, and soar into heights sublime, on the semi-callow wings of my poetic imagination. My greatest regret is, that I have not more artfully developed my plot, a rich and delicate fabric (I have made the fabric more beautiful than the gar- ment). My setting or cast, therefore, I consider exquisitely unique in many of its aspects. This poetic romance might be compared to a strong theme in a musical symphony. Not satisfactorily devel- oped in detail and counter-point, "Portinia," to those in consonance with the higher and diviner spirit of love and beauty, is a poem possessing the elements of a true soul. While it may be fraught with many technical weaknesses, nevertheless, dear reader, the king of day, the sun, from the hands of God, has spots upon it, — and the queen of night, the moon, oft has horns and a bad complexion, when beheld from certain points of view. It has been said — "The highest PREFACE poetry is the most open to prosaic ridicule." I am glad some one said that; I am not trying to fore- stall or circumvent criticism, but I truly hope none may read this story, without finding something in it sufficiently beautiful and elevating, to recompense him for his time and effort; and I trust further- more that all readers of this humble tribute to love and beauty, may first look for and find the flowers, before they cast about for the thorns. Dallas, June 25, 1914. CONTENTS Page Book i — Portinia 13 Don Zeno to Portinia 19 Book 2 — Portinia to Don Zeno 85 Portinia's Prayer 115 Book 3 — Don Zeno to Portinia 118 The Skylark 143 A Pegasus Strayed to Earth 145 To a Nightingale 148 The Mocking Bird 151 If Love Like a Violet Grew 153 To Browning 155 To the Daisy 157 Ode to J. T. Johnson 159 Hymn 161 Thanksgiving 162 Looking Backward 164 To My Cigar 165 To Kathryn 167 Love 168 Have You Seen Flora Yet? 169 To K. 171 To the Moon 172 Ode to Winter 1 74 Ode to Hesperus 177 The Dying Year 178 My Star 180 To Rosalee 182 To Lucile 185 The Hand of God 186 CONTENTS Page Twilight 187 To Shakespeare 189 The Inspiration of Friendship 190 A Mistletoe Kiss 192 To My Violin 193 To Music 197 Death 200 The Temple of Nature 201 To the Nine Muses 205 Building Air Castles 21 1 To Estelle 212 To Josephine 215 To My Schoolmates 218 Humility 222 The Poets 224 My Dream 226 The Soul 229 The 'Possum Hunt 231 Stanzas 233 The Creation 235 To Keats 241 I Carved My Name in a Young Beech Tree 243 The Church Bell 244 Processional 246 Eventide 247 I Love a Sweet Lass Too Young 249 Providence in Nature 252 The Old Miller and the Mill 254 A Pessimist's Conversion 257 The Ship at Sea 261 Is Vesuvius a Fallen Star 262 Love's Hope Forlorn 263 CONTENTS Page Serenade 264 The Rosebud 265 The Bloom's Voice 266 Nocturne 267 Ode to the Tennessee River 268 The Dew to the Rose 271 The Heart's Soliloquy 273 To Phoebe 274 Christmas Eve 277 Questions 281 To Mary Goose 282 In Mount Auburn Cemetery, Cambridge, Mass 284 The Garden of Gethsemane 286 To Spring 288 Farewell to Boston 291 Ode to a Rose 293 . To the "Lone Star" State 295 The Human Heart 296 If We Could But Live On This Earth Again 297 Sleepy Hollow Cemetery 299 PORTINIA An Epic Romance Book I PORTINIA A memory's fair beauty never dies; But its soul serene immortal will rise, Glorious to hearts imbued with love, Flying onward as time's winged dove Into eternity: there it magnifies Emotions graven or radiant skies By passion's burnished flames of sacred fire. Such flowering mind will ever inspire; And in the crucible of sighing years, Beauty's mirrored phantom ever appears, Bounteously giving back love's sweet grace, Commemorating some immaculate face Which, in the spirit, we hope to see, Parting never in Heaven's eternity; Worshiping there at its golden shrine, Feasting grateful eyes on things divine, Yet loving still mortal memory sweet, While casting honors at beauty's feet. Where angels with argent wings' dulcet sounds, With empurpled robes and celestial crowns, Flit through ambient air, as the Heavens adore, While seraphim reign on love's throne evermore. Then memory's lips with ecstatic tongue Will sing of this beauty as 'twas ne'er sung, In glory refulgent that will impregn The budding heart with florescence serene. Where beauty unfurls its soul to diffuse That immortal essence and passioned muse Into each dawning life, with roseate pride, From whence the stifled sighs,— love darts to guide, In search of florid sweets and violets, Wreathing them into chaplet coronets With which to garland beauty's queenly head, Then embower in fennels' fragment bed, 13 i 4 PORTINIA 'Neath the myrtles' and aspens' quivering leaves. Where sing the zephyrs in full-toned semibreves The song of love, — cadenced in tranquil fusion, Where it reigns full-fledged, there's no contusion Of happiness, — nor ominous foreboding, Nor fevered dreams, and pledges corroding. Where memory's pensive soul inspiring Lingers 'neath the shadow of seraph's wing, From which exhaled incense up-fllls the air, Then refuge takes in its orient hair. To the fair goddess, Beauty, love doth cede Every vantage to which its vows agreed; Neglecting not that Heaven-enrolled grace Sealed by the ardent heart's burning trace, Whose impassioned beat, like a silver pipe Blown by exulting Nymph, — whose heart is ripe For Cupid's flame and gold-footed joys to spin Into silken skeins of love, then to win The son of Jupiter and by him crowned. But in my Heaven-dewed goddess, I've found My blossoming soul, enravished by a trance, And in the haze of Indian summer I'll chance My fate to her rose-canopied bower And ere the autumn's promised seedtime's hour Of bounteous harvest, — this new-born love Will have, by strange journeyings as the dove, Come to the full fruition of its bloom; And in the plenitude of this bliss, a groom To enchanting bride I pray may be my prize; I see my Venus now — what soulful eyes! The heroine of this poem, Portinia, Enrapts my very soul — my fair Urania! I'll descant her charms, and her harp-strings kiss, Made of her golden tresses; — ah, what bliss To ride on the muse of Poesy divine And sniff the wafted balm of love benign; That quickens a zeal, its sweetness imbues, PORTINIA 15 Then by it opiated, like hemlock ooze, Into a dreaming temple, of fancy's turn, Where sweet music lingers, as if to burn, In self-sacrifice; then its spirit's fire Rises on lucent wings to the heaven's choir. "Poetry is the bloom, fragrance, and fruit Of all language," — said a bard who fingered its lute And trod its swaying measures soft and sweet, By rhythmic heart, head and nimble feet. Now I dare presume with faulty throat To sing where this poet soared on silver note To the lustrous gates of Phoebus' flaming pyre, Where he stood on the galaxy to admire The Heaven's iris hues, and translucent eyes; Then to Orion's throne, seeking paradise: Finding it not, thence to Queen Cynthia went, Leaping from star to star, thwart the firmament. Hence these sky-born muses I would implore, And on fleeting Pegasus I mean to soar: Least-wise 'mong the cumulus clouds to sing, While I pick the floss from their fleecy wing. And if by chance to the moon I shall wend, Round her crescent horns a lasso I'll send; In her bosom I'll whiz through azure space To list for melodies of sweeter grace, Or yoke the golden eagle's sweeping flight; Then wing for regions of eternal light. And if my volant steed doth jade forlorn, I'll then bestride the flying unicorn, Or mount huge dragon, if one I fetch to bay, And direct I'll scud for the milky way. My aeolian lyre there I'll put to tune, To the pitch of Apollo's choir; — then croon A love ditty, to vibrate the heaven's expanse, Or cantata to animate love's romance, Which subsists on crystal tears of joy it brings To votive eyes, the soul's pure limpid springs. 1 6 PORTINIA In musing thus, my will's pinions betake Me to the meadow's verdure beside the lake Of my occult spirit, that doth uplift Visions bright, engrossing my mind to sift Sunbeams from the dawning flush of loveliness ; For I hear many lyric themes that press An inroad to the lute-stops of my heart. Oft in my dreams I wake with a start, For their webs sometimes mimic the facts, And in my trellised brain nothing lacks To bring me nearer the luring gleams Of my pearl-dewed fairy, who then beseems Love's breathing co-inheritor sweet and fair; Who smiles, and then kisses, as if to dare: When I wake therefore I oft repine, For reality could be no more divine. The Ozark Mountains, whose sparkling waters flow Where pungent mint, fern, and calamus grow, Or Sicilian groves, that feed the flocks of Pan That graze in solitude, unseen by man, But odiously compare with the delights Of outpoured Nature, wherein the wights, The dancing faun, and frolicsome nymphs abound ; Where Portinia and I shall tread the virent ground And scale the bowldered mounts of childhood's joy. Its music then did mine ears sweetly cloy, And filled my being with spring or autumn's love, Where enchanting wonderment, cogent to move, Transports with ravishing fantasies The blisses of memory's visual eyes. — This pathless Eden to sopiting dreams Yet lures me, — the plumed dryads sing and Nature quemes : And we bless the beauty that's seen and felt, Whose kindred elements have power to melt The bosom's discord, and tears dissipate Into rainbow tints, as the sun's rays sate PORTINIA 17 On virgin sighs and immaculate dews, And balm melancholy into vernate hues; Kissing the glittering rheum from eyes shed, To reanimate a soul that once was dead : Or when gentle Luna's queenly smile Plays on sorrow's lurid darkness a while, Then its gloom distills, or vaporizes away, Such the celestial glint of her silver ray, Peeking through hawthorn, beechen shades, and oaks ; Where the day's tinkling bells, and dismal croaks From raven, rook, or the ebon crow's throat, Heard in mingled echoes, from glens remote, And warbling lays of wood lyrists' strains, Or shepherds yodling their happy refrains; Where Virgil might indite inspiring verse, If with Portinia he could rehearse, With her charms to set the muses leaping, Her eyes like the blue bell's blush out-peeping, Enough to engender in a heart of stone A blazing love the immortal gods condone. Be he mortal or god of power high, He could not resist her sweet majesty, Nor eloign that strange amative desire From the day his heart caught Cupid's fire, Whose lucid flame consumed all former aches; The day of all days, when love thus makes A man more manly, all surely agree; Attunes his soul to heaven's minstrelsy. I'd say much more, but Portinia is dight For our ramble into the sylvan height Where hours of youthful joy did by me creep When a shambling boy, herding timid sheep, In deep shades' drowsy thrall, — by rills that sing As they rush head-long from the bubbling spring. My very being tinged in these rustic shades, Some blissful hours gone, flavored in yon glades, 1 8 PORTINIA Where I mused 'mong vernant phlox in the mead ; The winged moments little then did I heed, And the timorous birds ceased in their alarm — Some gayly sang, seeing I meant no harm. I then never knew the heart's propitious sigh, Nor saw the twinkling endearment of an eye, As now I see it, and hear the voice of love, While in mind I stroll 'mong wild rose and fox- glove ; Where the bowing sweetgums flirt with the gale And summer clouds o'er all serenely sail. There the morn's golden breath dispels all pain, While memory drinks from melodious vein; And through azure space the vivid planets roll, And countless stars the sovran heavens control. Nor do they in trackless orbits confound, For a God in ken fixed their destiny's bound — To Him their specific grandeur and weight But as mewed feathers the winds lightly freight. Round my Portinia, all radiance supreme, With lambent purity, her gracious smiles redeem. Her majestic mien, every eye doth light, Every pulse springs jubilant at her sight, And mellow sounds on silent breezes play Dainty harmony on her tresses gay. Each ringlet curl festoons her ivory neck, And her graces magnify, as they more bedeck Her alabaster shoulders, throat and breast, Like tall Easter Lily, rising to be blest; Whose noble fragrance lurks in silence round, Then ascends in spirit waves, without a sound, Which more ardently educes passion's fire In all famished hearts, whose love doth conspire To entice smiles of this true goddess fair, Whose soothing beauty like poppy's ooze to bear: And with countenance bright as sprightly gems, Glowing with richness like royal diadems! — PORTINIA 19 Such the inwards of my heart's zealous beat Now, the angel of my rhapsody I greet. — DON ZENO TO PORTINIA Portinia, memory linked in thy gracious charms With beauty, lives in fair immortal arms; And ever flying on time's plumed wings Love to beauty like shadow to substance clings. O sweet beauty, who in virtue's kingdom shines, Thy Heaven goddess adores thee and pines In silence; over again and ever Recalling scenes and emotions that never Fade from the soul into fathomless ocean, But bind it to earth's sweet devotion, While beauty's incense e'er burns in fires bright In Dian's temple, a symbol of light To the gods whose realms in sea, earth, and sky Love beauty too well, to let its mem'ry die. Ah, so dear to my heart these scenes sublime Of cliffs grand and trees old, where ivy climb! A memorial to God's art so great The human artists' brush can scarcely imitate; Nor sophist eye see grandeur by Nature made But mere jungle wild, of no worth in trade. Such minds, but fit to brew discordant strife, Not knowing they're dead, while dormant life Still lingers in their soul's wizen sight, But blind and dead to earth's munif'cence bright. Portinia, let's visit "Red Ghosts' " haunted cave, Where 'tis said spirits of bad Indians rave, Holding war dances, as mortals they did, Pronouncing curses invidious to rid This land of white faces they had cause to hate — God knows the red man deserved better fate — 20 PORTINIA Those ciphers carved on that vaulted cavern Perhaps a thousand years ; this their tavern, Their grand rendezvous, for matters of state, Ovations of big chiefs to celebrate; This room, a bridal chamber, where brides slept In arms of Morpheus, and dreaming, wept For joy, being honored with princess' minions, And by the Great Spirit, whose gilded pinions Wafted sacred meed, a sweet blessing given, Crowning the brides, with bridal wreaths from heaven. In this grot many heroes of the chase Have been gayly festooned with tribal grace, Whose hilarity continued through the night, Till the East was aglow with Aurora's light And the song birds all in blithesome glee Regaled their consorts with ecstacy. In life and in Nature's coves dense Are many melodies that recompense And woo our being, as we play or dream, In the witching arms of a golden beam Floating on the breath of music's soothing chords, That's heard and felt, more eloquent than words. All-pervading spell, in ocean, air, and sky, Hark! — the musing echoes, a planet's sigh, That to its mate sings harmonies divine, As it rides the blue waves on rhythms supine, And round the beckoning sun's magic orb flies, As the dazed moth round a candle's flame tries To extricate itself from the dazzling fire; But, alas, cremated, by the flaming pyre — Hence this allegory; hail to powers that be! Mortal cannot elude his destiny — It's vain to try: every soul has its cage; Naught gained beating the bars, with wings of rage. If we could but revert the effect of cause, PORTINIA 21 We then could subvert the sins 'gainst divine laws. What right has the clay to grumble a whit At the potter who formed its very spirit Or who so temerous, with God discuss, Saying, "Why hast Thou made me thus or thus?" We're His vassals, what do we amount? He's our Creator, to whom we account. The vanity of man is lack of sense, Which he serves slave-like without recompense. 'Tis well enough to be decently proud And display good breeding in ev'ry crowd. The eye, — the soul's barometer we see, Is tempered by the heart's charactery. That is, the eye for each heart doth display Its temperament as the sun the day. Therefore if this orb is sordid and cowed 'Twould prove obscurity, as the sun a cloud. Portinia, thine eyes bespeak a soul so true They refract the glory of Heaven's blue, And tell of a lineage beautiful: To look into them, my spirit doth lull. Soon we'll go where glide bowered streams away, Where the lush stalks and vernal blooms display Nature's bounties, and teeming sweets out-fling Where the feathered chucklers so gleesome sing, And where argent fishes with glistening eyes Dream on amber sands — what a paradise! Yes, my sunbeam, we'll fly to yon copse shade And ramble up and down the virescent glade. List to the sweet descants of poet's lark, Tenderly singing to nesting mate; but hark! The squirrels are cutting nuts in yon tree. Come to me, — hear them chewing so busily; See them venture on the limbs so slender For the hickory nut green and tender. 22 PORTINIA In this cool solitude, chasing blissful hours, Meditating mid these woodland flowers, Here we'll plight our love with fervor anew, Sealing it with soulful kiss fore'er true — Why dost thou hide thy face in blushing fear? Cans't not yet my fervent wooing for-bear? And alas, is thy heart for me no more And now recant that fickle vow you swore? My sweet Narcissus bud, do tell me why Thou didst erstwhile bless me, and here deny, And from me turn thy smileless lips unkist? Oh why demur? — Mine eyes a clabbered mist Now see — as I weave grim shadows that glow — Thou fairest bloom that Heaven can bestow, Shall my redolent joys so soon decay And sniff not the vernal buds of love's sweet day ? While silvery carols upfill the air And merry birds consort ev'rywhere, Must I at the game of hearts lose and die — No connubial balm my hopes supply ? — Dearest Portinia, — thy former self resume, Make happiness for me, where now is gloom, By pledging here to be my faithful mate, Thus redeeming my life's drooping fate. Wilt thou, dear lotus, by yon sparkling rill, Swear to love me and forever fulfill That plighted promise, so ardently made, Before we go from this enchanting shade? Portinia! see round us the blooming landscape And scent the passionate fragrance of wild grape. All nature is one symphonic cadence; Dost thy hesitation mean impenitence? O, fill not thine eyes with tears — painful darts! I'd beshrew the prince, that wrings thy heart of hearts, And be it doubly more in troth for shame, Anywise, how canst thou dearest be to blame? — PORTINIA it Love should be the rudder on life's deep sea, Stirring the heart to its port of destiny. Hence, thou then, to thine own affinity go, And the star of thy good fortune will show Thy sacred feet the path in which to tread: E'en honor and broken vows let conscience shed. Now dearest, dry those bright cerulean eyes, Which reflect the blue glory of the skies, — And we'll talk on things at random, pleasing, Of nature's God, which is upon me seizing And holding me with a mesmeric spell. Yon murmuring stream in the distant dell Bids us come and loiter on its mossy banks As it ripples and laughs, returning thanks To Great Neptune, who gave it ebbing life, Riding on its pebbly bed in restless strife, Kissing each bud and leaf which chance to dip Into its lucid bosom for cooling sip, To quench and bathe the heads and famished brows, As the wind sways their nodding stems and boughs. That smooth and sinuous pathway yonder Leads to cressy banks where fishermen ponder, And smoke narcotic pipes, in dreamy pride, Thinking of lusty perch when caught and fried In pan of sizzling grease from bacon bought, Eating their hopeful catch ere they are caught, Engendering appetites with greedy will. A fisherman's luck rarely e'er doth fill, Yet a martyr's patience have they undaunted, Dozing 'neath boughs by dark shadows haunted; With no encouragement except by sucker Nibbling the bait with mouth in a pucker, As if it cared naught for meal so rude, Having been reared on better food: But wishing to keep the lazy angler awake, From his sharp hook the red worms would take, 24 PORTINIA Being a small fry and prying spectator, Thus amused, teasing the luckless piscator. But like truants on land, the human kind, This poor aimless sucker, though small, did find A barbed fang in his gill, below one eye, Then was cast upon the glaring sands to die, There devoured by some carnivorous craw. Alas, this seems to be nature's grim law, That each kind shall prey and glut on another, Little caring if it be a brother. While observing such, we should pause to think We're all standing near eternity's brink. — Portinia, — why such tears so vainly shed? Though our destiny hangs on spider's thread, And Jehovah's door stands yawning ajar, As we shudder under our fateful star, Looking toward fair portals by prophets told, Let's do our duty unfaltering, bold, While this orb sublunary we roam Ere we are called to our celestial home. Portinia, so azure and true are thine eyes, In them I see seraph's flame that ne'er dies. Thou, the most spiritualized and true, The dearest and fairest I ever knew, I feel my love not remorselessly spurned, And thou seemest to regard my heart that's burned For thee, with sweet incense divinely pure. O, be not contumacious, my zeal endure; For Cupid with chagrin seeming changes, When finding his sweet Venus deranges His honeyed arrows, which go wide the mark, Falling vainly, as if aimed in the dark. But I'm still clinging to kind Providence, So long as fond hope's slender evidence Hangs o'ercast, in thy soul's quivering scale. A fair Nymph, by honor won, shall ne'er fail. PORTINIA 25 How dear these scenes, noble, shall ever be To memories sacred, through eternity, Doubly hallowed by thy blessed feet, So lightly treading upon flowers sweet; Which instantly rise with benign faces bright, Feeling honored, touching thy slippers white Whilst thou saunterst in this enchanting dell With one whose aching breast doth heave and swell For thy magic charms which shall ever haunt Future scenes; a sting to each roving jaunt, No matter what fair princess in the crowd Walks, in coming years, with spirit so proud Along this crystal streamlet by my side, Wishing haply betimes to re-open wide And balm this deep wound, so incurable. Love is not lost, e'en most un-endurable — And while mournful lips may never confess To a broken heart, the which none would guess, Judging by outward mien and garish gloat: Yet condemning not, but removing the moat From our eyes, whose sight unfocused and dim, Ere we become doctors, wanting to trim The beamlets from benighted eyes and hearts Of those whom we decry with venomed darts By outraging tongue, with vicious sting, And cankerous vitriol, sharp to fling, Into the pure fountain of virtues chaste — Slander; a green eyed serpent, itself disgraced; With sinuous body it drags repin'd, Vibrates evil tongue, with ebon mind, — Making a deep wound time will never heal, Nor can the heart such wickedness conceal. Portinia! since mine eyes on thee have dined, No flowers so prim as thy face refined; Thou art in form, a wondrous paragon — A feast to my soul, just to look upon: Such angel curves, and thy cheeks, so ripe-peached, 2 6 PORTINIA And thy neck, swan-like, as if blanched, bleached. Thine orbs heaven's own shade of divine blue, And rose-curved lips emit nectarous dew, To heal my aching heart, to restful dreams. Thy teeth are pearls, like Dian's jeweled gleams, Thy mouth more beautiful than Juno's pink rose, In dawning spring time: no flower that grows, Whose charms but would suffer to compare With thy matchless grace, and mien debonair. Thy nimble figure, like agile gazelle, Thy breath, sweet as dreaming sighs of asphodel ! Thou art goddess of my inspiring muse! Thy smiles rejuvenate; my soul enthuse With potence, and joyous visions benign. Withal, to lose thee, I must droop and pine — Thy dulcet voice, lyric, as nightingale's tune. I long for that ambrosial honeymoon. Thy gracile waist zoned with chain of lambent gems, And thy golden tresses like cernuous stems Wave in ringlet curls, the bland zephyrs kiss As they flit in search of amorous bliss. Then, they in ecstatic delight uprise, On wings imbued in thy sweet sacrifice, Burned in chaliced cup, holy incense pure. Sweet Portinia, how long must I endure Such immortal fire, that doth flame and smoke And ravish in silence, all passions choke? — Thine ankles turned in lathe, by rhythms of love, And polished in sweet fragrance, that rove In breathing themes that haunt thy gracious mien With dalliance, that lurk 'neath blooms unseen. Thy hose of swan white silk, so pliant-thin, Those iv'ry limbs can be admired within; Begarbed in princess gown, organdie, white, Beseeming divine — a sweet fairy sprite. Thy form slight, with gentle curved lines of elf, PORTINIA 27 A dynamic power to charm — myself Not merely charmed, but in a trancing spasm, My life oozing from me, a tinkling chasm. Thy back is graced, a female flower sublime With shoulders poised, like Mars at warring-time. Those hands, lily white, and truly divine, Too divine for earth, yet to press them I pine: Such feet, never meant this dank earth to tread, Unless damasked by violets' blue and red. Thou hast a spirit, dulcified as sweet As honey-comb from bees of Pan, with fleet Wings, and yellow girds round each little waist, Buzzing mid blooms of eglantine so chaste. O, for harp of poet, to descant thy praises, Extol thy virtues, more pure than daisies, And to more elevate and magnify Thy enrapt beauty, that sates mortal eye. Those ears like unto a conch shell, pinked high, Tinted by the true hand of destiny; Thy nose, so chiseled, a feminine grace Regally adorns thy heavenly face. Looking now, dear, as I musingly do Into thy soft eyes of ethereal blue Now more enchanting to my hungry gaze By the fragrant wilds and beauteous maze Of this witching dell, vibrant with sweet sounds, My soul e'er linked to its echoing bounds — 'Twill ever remind my impassioned heart Of blisses bosomed that time, space, nor art Can unravel, the hank of memory Therein woven, by love's shuttle too fine to see — In this vast grandeur and primeval wood Where one hears the mild voice of solitude Calling, e'er calling in aeolian tones That hang o'er the dingles like luting moans Of a love-enfamished heart — lingering About enflowered groves on gauzy wing — 28 PORTINIA Where the owlets at eve-tide break the spell By untuned hootings, thwart the leafy dell — But, Portinia, have no prescient fear — What ill could beset one so sweet and dear, And leagued with celestial glories divine, On whom the Nymphs out-pour nectarean wine. And a breeze of Heavenly essences pure Beseems to fan thy tresses. — Who can endure Such feminine beauty so magnetic? Oh fair immortal, that mak'st my heart sick With resonant throbbings of holy joys, That so enravish my soul, which up-cloys To satiety — my Heaven-born desires Thus enkindled by the engend'ring fires Of thy most gracious feminality blest, Oozing into the realm of my secretest Concealments, and diamond porticoes, Refracting the lucent beams of thy glows, That radiate like the pure golden rays Of Apollo's fire, with which I'm endued, I feel as if a pervading gloom pursued And hung about the chords of my lone heart, Which beats out of tune such themes that dispart, As if to disavow my good intent. O Portinia! I'm in the redolent Maze of divine love! Calm this surging sea No mortal on earth, can appease but thee ! Thou alone canst assuage my breast of pain. O sing to my soul some siren refrain, That I may die in ecstatic delight, Or else feast my hungry spirit aright. Ere the going down of yon blazing sun Give me thy promise! O let's be as one, And flee Lethe-ward on daedal pinions Of hymeneal bliss, and pluck the minions Of this vernal and fragrant luxury. — O Dian! let me vaporize or fly To some fairy land, where enthroned beauty PORTINIA 29 Is fed by love's divinest votary, And where sweet and gentle ravishments beam From beauty's soul — ah, what a trancing dream ! Though too well awake am I not to see Thy benign grace and matchless regality, The which spurs me on to exalted heights, Inspires yearnings toward blissful delights, That now come to me and foment my pulse. Thou pacific swan, thy white breast exults My amative heart. — Dost thou not discern Its audacious beats? Impassioned to learn Of such dawning love, while so out of grasp, Ah what entanglements! though gladly I'd clasp Its delicate wings, and sip the honey dew Of its divine exhalations, and thus woo By all the magic arts known to the wiles Of crafty Cupid's archery and guiles. — Thou forsooth sweeter than the wild roses' soul That's born under Flora's jealous control And which o'er canopies her empurpled shrine — i Yea, thou art sweeter than breath of woodbine Or all of mid-May's bursting florescence Commingled in one vial of incense — More beautiful than queen of butterflies Hatched by the sun's golden rays, 'neath turquoise skies, Or more subtle and graciously serene Than ministrant angels, who should crown the queen Of the Sylvan Nymphs and woodland flowers. Portinia, my life would seem but a few hours If it were all spent in thy sweet presence. Ah! such thoughts of happiness, — get thee hence, I must not dare to hope for such a boon Nor entertain such a fantastic tune. — Oft ambition is the father of grief, And decoys beyond merit, and like a thief 30 PORTINIA Filches from us our well-garnered substance, Then leaves us wounded and without a chance To retrieve our vanquished pride or goal see, Which once held out long arms invitingly. But divine muses will ne'er impute To impotent judgment, so to confute The heart's laudatory and noble aims, Tho' choked by the tongue of remorseless flames. Thou hast so noted mine artless musing I feel thy bland love to me transfusing While yet tears distream down thy damask cheek : — Dost thou count my vows a vagarious freak, And my lips still forbid to articulate Themes immortal that no tongue can narrate? Be it tipped with eloquence divine It sings not those cadences so benign As lips redolent of nectarean dews Or as fond eyes lambent with starry hues, Nor ooze so athirst into pulsing vein, Requiring it as the blooms' ovules the rain. O! Portinia, sweet goddess of my fate, Give me that promised kiss, inviolate. O! divine star; how cans't thou be my bane? I'd trust thee with all my blisses and pain. O, sacred Phoebus, know'st thou my desire? Thou, Apollo, give me thy magic fire, That magnetic power, that glowing flame, That dynamic force, resistless and game. Dear, thou art wavering; with tear-welled eyes, Why not give me thy heart without premise? It's plain to discern, dear, thou art faltering. Would I could give thy soul love's potent sting! I am thy votary, and most insane, But Cupid is willing to grant refrain, And being a most skillful archer true, Honey tips his arrows, aimed at you ; Meanwhile, scanning in silent anthems sweet, And sometimes in thy embowered retreat; PORTINIA 31 Yet, soon he flits upon thy breathing sighs, Enchanted by thy dreaming soliloquies, Like a siren melody on love's wings waft'd, Its memory visualized, in the heart graft'd. — Here the leafy boughs that obscure the light Shall hide us from lurking eyes' spying sight. Thy hair saffron gild, sunshine's golden thread. Ah, dear, I'll hallow the day that we're wed; But if thy frozen sense still says no, no, Then I prithee, let my lovelorn heart go. For thou, evasive, seem'st to shun the gist Of my pondering muse, I see a mist Dark and ominous to be-shrew my soul, And all things sad over my conscience roll. — I would by votive lips seal this smoldered blast, Now bound by thy remorseless fetters fast, My reason benighted — I heave a sigh, — Like summer clouds benight the azure sky. Yet unlike the sky, for the clouds roll on, I would this heaviness like clouds be gone; And over-brimmed clouds give the rose and pink, Refreshing rains, and the kine sweet drink, While my deep sorrow gives naught but fears Good for nothing but engendering tears, And curdles the milk of love's condiment Conducive to life's cynicism, shent. Portinia, I divine thy bosom's pain, ^ Like the clouds so fraught with copious rain, But we must learn pain's lesson soon or late, Learn to know God, ere that interdicted fate Intercept our plans, and then call our souls To account for sins uncondoned on the scrolls. Prithee, dearest, — who holds the magic key That keeps thy heart locked, and hidden from me? Which, like unto barring against thieves bold, Why thus lock against me, thy life's pure gold? 32 PORTINIA Glittering gold that so in the light shines Like aching sighs, so wooing, that on love dines. And virgin gold, to flash, must have ray's light, Love gems like gold, sparkle at beauty's sight; Which radiate the soul to its very fill, O'erflowing its jeweled banks so tranquil; Where the flowers divine so fragrant grow, Commingling all seraphic sweets that blow. Yes my love, Phoebus now, his zenith crost, To me, I deign to think this day is lost To my burnished zeal, engendered so pure, For thee, for whom my aching sighs demure — Yet by thy charms I'm enrapt, and thy lyre, Whose tonality hath set my muse on fire, By its sweet enchantments my heart doth ring: I'm a victim to thy feminine sting, The dearest thing that Heaven can bestow To reanimate a soul that's tasted woe. Now, the day is half gone, but fondly spent; Into sealed eternity flying it went, There to record earth's vainglorious laugh. Who knows but all our words on phonograph, Shall echo in our ears with blatant rage, And sinful deeds rehearsed on picture's stage? O, sweet Portinia! on whom I tenderly prate, I bless the day my eyes fell inviolate On thy seraphic face, so visioned bright, — I long to keep thy charms e'er in my sight, Feasting my visual ray and fervent breast Upon thy matchless beauty, — and then rest From this weary muse, and e'er rambling quest For winning words, — if I have won at last, And then my life's prize hold, in arm's grip fast My aims exalted, like twinkling star's ray Of first magnitude, peeking from milky-way, Watching love's drama, so enchanting set, PORTINIA 33 As a contriving fowler's luring net. Love, like subtle spider's web unespied, And by its coy, may win a peerless bride, Or as the nocturnal zephyr's silent grace, Coming unawares like an angel's face, Stealing fairy-footed into the heart, Where once enthroned, it seldom will depart. Yes dear, under you larch we'll pause to eat Our repast of wild strawberries lush and sweet. Ah! here where the larkspur's blue pendent bloom Fills the balmy air with its sweet perfume, Here the honey bee, roving, comes to find Sweets for his social hive, a home refined ; Four gauzy wings, gracile waist, and dusky eyes, With golden cerago upon his thighs, Model economic thus to emulate, — Working from rosy dawn till night's frowns freight The nether world with a black mantling gloom, Then more buds advene, into fragrant bloom. And here where the thrush so divinely sings Its carols melodious, on rising wings, Where dear nature's unction in golden sleep Soothes the lorn breast, that may in silence weep For things more noble, yet beyond its reach As it reclines on this temporal beach, — This marble altar, Juno's musing shrine — On it, Portinia, will thou vow to be mine? Then my drooping heart and trembling soul take, O, queen of Nymphs! my despairing life make As the sun's kiss makes the budding flowers Controlling the heavenly bodies, and ours ; While we this mundane orb most humbly tread Ere hence we go, and by sweet manna fed, And there quaff from Dian's fount love's pure drink, Pouring endless from the heaven's sacred brink. 34 PORTINIA I understand not God's blessings in scenery's art Nor grasp that enigma, a woman's heart. Of all alluring riddles, thine the prize. But thou art my Sylvan, so winsome, wise, Thine eyes so gentle, as of mourning dove, Making my soul mourn for thy gracious love, Which shall never like mutable moon change — True love elevates to higher range! And for thee, dear, it's as blood from heart's vein While I love thee so, I'm living life twain; For 'tis true, that they who love the strongest, Surely are they who shall live the longest. Yes, dear, things are soberly mysterious; That's a prime reason to take life serious. It should be prized as sacramental wine, Heaven's most precious gift, truly divine. The fruition of life is after death The last unction, on pious incense breath. How blessed then it would beseem to die Offering our last breath as rosary, Returning to Heaven that which it gave — The soul of a body, that's sent to its grave, Thej-e to be resolved to constituent earth, As 'twas, mysterious, before its birth. And how sacred, too, must be the holy dead, When mortality shall have again been wed Unto the soul, which at death took its flight, On viewless wings, to that region of light — That light which was before God made the sun, Irradiating the calm, where life begun. Thus in eternal justice all things bring Us nearer the great and omniscient king, Where the spirit of full blown beauty reigns Upon the altar of love, which maintains Forever its heaven-born goddess pure. Love, therefore, is fair beauty's connoisseur; Both love and beauty seem wholly divine, Heaven's integral elements enshrine. PORTINIA 35 These sacred principles upfill the skies, Whose blooms are fragrant with breath of para- dise. Yes, Portinia, thy beauty is my pride, Since in thy heart no vanities reside. From thy gleaming blue eyes flash love's power; They bespeak a soul's divinest flower. And thy pure golden hair with ringlet curls Refracts genial light, like dewdrop pearls. Thy beauty shall with Dian's touch entwine The allspice, pungence of love, with kindred vine. Here prime youth and age meet on sacred ground. Forsooth, age has been by fair beauty bound, And by enchangement has felt a new birth: Then beauty charms age into vernated mirth, That by Vesta's magic they so do blend, Rising on vernal joys, in bliss transcend Realms fantastic, co-equal and sublime, Descanting sweet music's melodious rhyme, Amid the stars whose pinions whir through space, In tuneful lays to a diviner race — Each planet with a glory superb on high, Casting scintillations athwart the sky To its affinity, whichever it is, While rolling through the blue with mighty whiz; And each disports a celestial sheen, its own, As it spurs around some polarized throne. So 'tis truly with ev'ry immortal soul — Each has a separate kingdom whole; No two sunsets alike since Phoebus begun, Nor two hearts that beat in tempo's unison, Nor two lovers with the same tempered zeal, Whose heaving bosoms ache with the same feel, Nor two fairy blooms since the earth was made That wore the same maiden like blush and shade ; No two dew-drops, whose hues would coincide With each other's sparks but that would elide Some prismatic ray, which with pearly pride 36 PORTINIA Returns Aurora's kiss, like modest bride. Truly, no two eyes ever see just the same, Though alert and keen, full of wisdom's flame, Nor were there two ligules of grass that e'er grew In field or glen with the same emerald hue; As thus it is in Nature's verdant mind, So 'tis with Nature's God, in every kind. The study and observance of her laws Seem the first principle of the divine cause, Not only the prime, but the best withal: Who can muse on nature, and hear not her call, And not be minded of things as glorious As if he read Isaiah or Leviticus? Thus deified beauty shall reign as heart's queen, Where mortal memory holds her demesne And where love's beating heart with trembling bliss Stoops to immortal beauty with a kiss: Such a charming nymph to mortal fire, With glorious mien and luring attire — Eternal blessings shall festoon her breast; No gloomy turmoil shall her soul infest, Nor shall time deface her angel form, For beauty shall endure and weather the storm Of earth's strife and tawdry artifice vain, And thou, dear Portinia, as queen shall reign; And primrose blooms in heaven's dew embalmed Shall garland thy brow with honor up-qualmed. My love not alone in this heart immured, But courses through my veins that have endured The fires of those elements that combine To consume my spirit by flames repine; And that love for thee, as the fixed stars so high, Rhythmic as the lays of their minstrelsy, As they promenade the ambient skies — Who knows what star is Heaven's paradise? Which one indeed, that empyrean gem? Or who will say, God's throne is not one 'f them? PORTINIA 37 Radiant from the azure vault serene, Upon earth smiles, a holy celestial sheen? Thus the plenitude of interstellar light Furnishes mortal an immortal sight, And the seven stars, daughters of Atlas And Pleione — the Pleiades — embright the dewy grass. Under this ledge from the city's roaring din My hope pictures, dear, we're coming again, And in this lonely nook such blooming beds Of tuneful hues, and poppies' vermeil heads Like rainbows coloring, concentric blends; Springing forth with magic's enchanting trends, From earth's bosom, romantic, beautiful. Dear, — recline on this leafy couch; I'll pull The fairies of the glen, and will wreathe them For thy glory crown, by each fuzzy stem, — This, my votive, I entreat thee ever keep In memory of a passion as deep And fixed as yon gaping canyon's abyss; Moreover as ardent as Adonis' kiss For Venus, on the eve of their espouse, That glimmered reflected joys, from his brows, Most befitting when receiving such plight, From goddess, of love and beauty so dight — Yes, on this smiling bunch of wild flowers Breathe thy sweet breath, and these rocky bowers Shall echo to thy muses inviolate; As secret rite all Nature will imitate Thy charming grace in ev'ry bloom and vine, And emit sweetest fragrance truly divine. 'Twill sing thy glory throughout eternity, And the sylvan nymphets will e'er bless thee; Sweet Dian's face benign will then look glad, For a supernal being may oft be sad 38 PORTINIA O'er things terrestrial as those of sky, When she, alas! sees true love ebbing by; And so remorseless, by maiden spurned, Knowing a throbbing heart that hath e'er yearned By its rhythmic lashing and constant beat For thee, dear Portinia, — for thee so sweet — This nosegay then I beseech take and bind, And to recurring reminiscence find A fount of ambrosia so sweet and clear Flowing from my immortal spirit, dear — This, thy dimpled hand, in honor I kiss. Thank heaven — it's really come to this; But, if with this day's sun we must e'er part, May Venus help to heal this riven heart! I shall bless thee too, thou my star of hope, My lost love, a sacred boon whilst I grope Mid festive mirth — emmantled in silent gloom, Rejoicing e'er in memory's loving bloom, For all the world love's a lover's devotion. Divine inheritance, — heaven's lotion, — Portinia, — these scenes of my dawning childhood, Re-edge my visual sight, but understood Not, till this day, seeing them by thy side, Which has outspread beauty's soul blooming wide. Visions uplifting I see, dreamland's bright days, Sparkling around my occult alley-ways, Making a love bower, like this viny grove By eyes mortal unseen, a secret cove, Cooling to my passion, in which it laves, In rhythmic harmony, as quiet as the graves Of the entombed Saints so divinely blest, Whose winged souls long flown to Heaven's rest. Wherefore the grave's hollow mounds nothing hold Except elements given, which were mold; Hence earth takes naught from us it didn't give; The spirits disembodied go where spirits live On daedal pinions, gemmed without dearth, PORTINIA 39 Gravitating Heavenward, as matter to earth. The law which brings substance terrestrial — That same law sends the spirit celestial. Therefore, Earth to Earth, God's very own truth, Spirit to Spirit, then must be forsooth. Thus with reverent eye we ever behold Things divine which Dame Nature doth unfold, For Nature is God's primordial thews Through which He dispends ambrosial dews. Thwart my vision flaunt goblins to and fro, Dark visages, prescient of some dismal woe Beyond the veil of mortal eye to see — But who durst unlock his hidden decree? A pall I feel o'er my heart desolate; I've pondered deep upon life's destined fate, Though incomprehensible, as that of love, Emerging from the swan-white throne above: And that fanged dragon, Death, with ebon wings Coming as thief, like hissing serpent stings Our carnal bodies, and enwraps in gloom; Then sends us to a cold, merciless tomb. — But as sweet flowers in gay, verdant spring Come forth at the sun's wizard conjuring, Likewise a force on resurrection morn Will rouse our sleep, Gabriel's golden horn, With resonant echoes and vibrant tone Shall make the earth quake, tremble, and groan, And disgorge its bosom of human control, Giving back what it took from every soul. Ah, here is my tiny boat! now we'll glide O'er this river's rippling waves, with its tide: Let thy fingers trail in the waters blue; We'll gently drift, — I'll feast my eyes on you. I revere this stream, I know it so well, 40 PORTINIA Its confluence beyond that sylvan dell; Its murmur dear as mother's tender call In hoar winter, chiming spring or tinted fall. And such too the sparkling drink from our spring, On the farm, under beech boughs we'd sing, Yet, from the cedar pail in mind I drink, And lazily recline; in deep musing think Of that sweet water pure, not needing ice, Quaffing it from nature's crude chalice, twice. Yon foot-bridge spanning the river's rocky banks, When a boy rude, dauntless, I crost, playing pranks On festive schoolgirls; yet I never hurt The dear urchins, but was prone to tease, and flirt With those who had beaming eyes and pink lips; For such I had sweet smiles, and dreaming sips. Oft red apples in my pockets I'd stuff, Till my trousers were deformed, and enough Out of plumb to make me look painfully green ; They wabbled till the creases were not seen. But those odorant apples I'd each day Take to little bright eyes, brown, blue, or gray. 'Twas an important mission, so gallant, Yet jealous darts by other boys rampant, Who had also fragrant apples to bring, Oft to my swelling heart brought a mighty sting — Their apples, vermeil, striped, saffron, and green. But I held the favor of my youthful queen; I'd loan her my penknife to pick sweet gum, Her smiles to my life hilarious rum. Now, dear, as the boat with the stream smoothly drifts, I wish thee to consider these grand cliffs. Yon topmost, towering crag, looking west, A guarded rookery, where eagles nest, And on its pinnacle beyond gun's reach, This king-bird plumes, while its callow young bleach PORTINIA 41 In the sun's piercing rays, under the summer sky, Insolating beaks, feathers, and wings to fly, — Into the abysmal deep, on viewless light Defying gravity, they seem so pight. Here the sportive lambkin without warning word Has been snatched from its frolicsome herd By this monster's talons, then soaring high Out of shepherd's range, who heard the lamb's cry. Then the glutting eaglets sated on lamb; Their stomach's ears heard not the crying dam. Below the mighty summit's proud head so great Owls, crows, and the feathered kingdom hibernate, And in the spring they raise their happy brood In this Eden of luring solitude. When in summer's early morn, ere the sun His beacon glint hath fringed with gold but one Of those upper peaks which pierce the vaulted blue, All warblers have joined nature's symphony true; Each pouring love's soulful strains to its mate, In rhythmic cadenzas at presto gait. I hear those birds in memory's ear o'er, And in mind's eye see them gracefully soar. The sly fox and raccoon drowsily sleep In the grotto's gloom, and cunningly keep Inscrutible dens beyond tooth of hound, As they pry and forage the marshes round, For crawfish, birds, and cotton-tail rabbit, Farmer's ducks and geese, they take by habit, Levying toll on the valley and hills, Aye, they so love the forest gulch and rills On whose banks the wild thyme in bounty grows And the sweet-faced nodding violet blows; Canopied with ivy and clinging woodbine. Hard by the hawthorn's bloom with eglantine Commingled. Here the deer drank and dozed o'er night 42 PORTINIA 'Mid myrtle bowers in cooling delight. Blame me not, Portinia, for loving these haunts. Mother first brought me here on playful jaunts And oft related tragic scenes now fled Enacted in this forest, where blood was shed, In days gone, between Indians bent on spoil And honest tillers of a virgin soil. When older, alone I came in verdant spring To hear the lark, thrush, and mocking birds sing, And many other song rhymers of sweet notes That spent their summers here to improve their throats, And in these beautiful groves raised their brood, Contiguous to nature's bounteous food. Into many a tiny nest I've peered To see speckled eggs, or the young, half-reared, With edacious maws and mouths open wide The busy parent birds sparingly supplied. Along the streams the hollow-toned curlew's nest I have found — and the kingfisher, in quest Of a scant dinner, would above me fly, And would care not a whit if I were nigh. Those were witching bowers along this scene, And hours of sweet solitude amidst the green Of these glens I squandered un-repining, On the papaw and May apple dining, And mused supine, without ambition's goal To disturb my aimless and blissful soul. I was then as care free as the lapwing, Or as the butterfly's soft zephyring. On those rock ledges and embowered slopes, As bare-foot urchin with dawning hopes I picked lush berries in childish glee. Oft sharp fangs would prod my sun-brown knee, In my reach through twisted vines along the fens Snakes I've spied, in their hermitical dens: Out they'd lick a forked vicious tongue, As if by electric battery 'twere swung. PORTINIA 43 Serpents know fear with all their cunning: A black racer can do some fair running: No legs, nor any kind of little feet Has it, but a shadow's glimpse in retreat. Oft a pied rattler in the creviced rock I've discovered, that would give me a shock, Rousing my fevered nerves, fearless strung, As this satanic reptile vibrantly sung His sullen mezzo — tail's defiant phrase; Gruesome sound! I hear it still, and that gaze Of piercing impudence, indicative of fight, At its victim stares, with grim, evil sight. Not a wink nor an eye's bat made to foil When mad, in sinuous curves it 'gins to coil. In summer this snake his spotted skin sheds, Witching enough for fairies' enchanted beds. Here the river so swelled by many flows Bubbling from the mountain's feet, hurrying goes Onward, teasing the pungent mint that grows Bathed in waters, distilled from winter snows. Round the river's bend we'll be gliding soon, Reflecting sun's rays like a silver moon From its placid bosom, at the bluff's base. From yon heights, a platinic ribbon's trace She appears, in her majestic delight By the full moon, a shimmering wight, So fraught with legendary lore, imbued, And phantasms spun by superstitions crude. On the cliff's shaggy brows a panther's growl In days agone was heard, as he would scowl, While crunching the life from a soft-eyed doe, Couched in lair, under the sky's starry glow. Vicious wolves too in these picturesque wilds Preyed on the lambkins, by night's shrouded guiles. Thus haunted by beasts, birds, and ghostly fears; Since, — baptized in human blood and tears. 44 PORTINIA Portinia, — see yon cave's grim mouth snarling, Called, "The cave of the lost child ;" my darling, Once in time's dismal past, in sombre yore, Perhaps a thousand years, or many more, A huge dragon-bird with fascinating charms Snatched Desrina, a babe, from its mother's arms— A tender bloom, with Heaven's crooning voice Berobed in beauty — 'twas from beauty's choice. This garish bird — a giant, — came here in quest Of shelter, and in this cave to manifest Its love for Desrina, and train her wit For heights above, to lovingly interknit Her mortal beauty with a spirit's truth; Beginning betimes, while the primal youth Yet in its morning tints; a budding pink Whose rosebud lips had ne'er a sinning drink. The child's cries, at first, from this cavern heard By Indians, who mortally feared this bird, Its wails continued, many weary days, But no human knew this bird's ghostly maze, Nor fathomed such being, feared as foul brute. Yet it loved the child; fed her honey and fruit, And beseemed full of a supernal pride, With fidelity so self-satisfied. — This dragon, — an Ajax, — for good or woe, Easily vanquished any combatant foe, A powerful jaw its enemy's lament, When a vise-like grip took; a beak it sent Into its prey, sharp as glittering lance. No mercy for its adversary, nor slightest chance To come out second best; when its vicious eye, Garish, turned reddish green, it's foe must die. Notwithstanding, it had love for Desrina, As Latona's for her daughter Diana, And in the silent night it oft would soar Desrina bestride its loins; its wings four, Like burnished gold, with meteoric speed, Lightly flying as whirlwind moves a reed. PORTINIA 45 And to the moon 'twould shoot, as on wings of light; They even saw the gentle orb's gleams bright, Refracted from its pinions, as shining gold. Desrina quite enthused, not seeming cold While the mighty dragon, his wings unspent, Would sweep as a thought across the firmament. This beauty prize, at such gorgeous display, Sharpened a desire to mount the milky-way; Nor at these strange flights was she surprised, But oft in a nectared mist was baptized With heaven's dews, — and laughed in childish glee: The bird did its bidding with amity. — Thus, this winged monster at every mid-night Would Desrina take on a dizzy flight, Into regions ethereal of the skies, With alacrity, as humming-bird flies, 'Mid garden flowers and the budding sweets Kissing each face, with flirty little greets. The mother's heart, rent by the child's piteous voice, Like ring-dove heard, alas! in sorrow's choice, Echoing in tones of lost spirit damned, Her mind went, she could not be calmed; Yet with memory infinite, sweet and mild, E'er seeing and hearing her screaming child. For months she came to this cavern, to mourn And weep as a mother knows grief; heart torn Beyond human skill to mend or repair, She wore a strange look, a woe-be-gone stare. To her 'twas the death angel's pitiless dart That had wrested Desrina from her heart. Alas! one hapless day she to this Cave Came, (Indian folk say,) ; this bird her grave Dug, and alive entombed : 'twas cruelty's bane. This monster, void of conscience and pity's refrain! Reviling groans, till this day, — evil taunts 46 PORTINIA Raging, — yet are heard at times; ghostly haunts, That make Indians shudder, as they roam, In darkness that shrouds this grim cave's dome. This Ajax bird continued to cavort In night's spacious gloom, this cave its resort. The sweet cherub, beautiful more, ever grew; Her cheeks even took on a supernal hue; Her eyes then sparkled as little nymphs do. The Indians this primrose beauty scarcely knew, Her perfect poise so unmortal they said That her mother's winged soul perchance had sped By and unrecognized its dear own child, For her sweet visage kept growing more mild And seraphic, from day to day, the while The orange-eyed bird she could most beguile. Thus by magic force changed to a goddess, The Indians in awe, and by fears' duress, In their daily abulent devotions Oft chanted to Desrina, and oceans Of tears shed, in water's consecration, Making sure to elude hell's damnation. In damask royal blue this earth-bloom dressed, Her little gown always so neatly pressed ; Her long silken tresses of sunbeam's tone Flowed below her hips; her vanity to condone None there was, except the powerful bird, But it gave Desrina ne'er one cross word, Nor onimous frown from his gorgon brow To this foster fairy, if knowing how. Her saffron-tinted ringlet curls bespangled With butterflies' flecked wings, that so dangled In all known magic and witching figures, The which being swung on golden triggers, In dazzling wonderment would ope and close As if vivid life were in them — who knows? PORTINIA 47 Such rhythmic colors, harmonious blends To earth's flowery kingdom, a poet lends. Her tiny slippers were seeming pure gold, Studded with diamonds that would unfold, And with myriad sparkles that did entwine With the glimmerings of new moon supine. Her little hose of finest spider's silk, Azure tone, displayed ankles white as milk. A cincture — a begemmed cestus- — a waist Encompassed, the which was forming in haste The mold of a perfectly heavenly Venus, Suited soon to bless the love god, Eros, Him to cherish and divinely espouse In his regal soul, human passion rouse; And on the dream waves, where beauty conduces To his begodded realm — and infuses The charms of blissful joy in his fervent heart, Giving mortal love a diviner part, Where the spirits of the elements embrace To amplify earth love and impart more grace Divine — for Desrina beseemed the linked imps 'Tween seraph and the empress of beauty nymphs, Who sip from the fount of sweet youth sublime, With such roseate tints her soul did rhyme. The mystery unfolding, 'twas plain to see Cosmic grace changed her into deity With inimitable charms, a pearl so fair, Fitting consort for some love god — an heir Of Hesperus, or son of Apollo, grand — On reaching majority's years, she to stand In regions exalt a queen of great power. Ruling her subjects from love's sweet bower. — Her mouth, like the pansy's curving lips, Or carnation born under night's oozing drips, With lips, a rosebud pink, bathed in dews 48 PORTINIA Ambrosial, from bloom's breath and hues Resplendent — distilled in the rainbow's Parting kiss, that budding spring knows; Her face and form at fourteen years withal Divine as if created by God's own call. At sixteen years of her tragic life's age This dragon bird then left earth's mortal stage With Desrina, never to return more. In pillowy cloud as of fire, a roar Mighty was heard for many leagues round ; Indians say it verily shook the ground. The little girl on the bird's golden back In perfect poise stood, seeming not alack At leaving the scenes of a strange youth, But a goddess beautiful now being forsooth; And knowing she could come and go at will, Slaked heart's pain, that memories might fill For earth, at thus parting from finite scenes. Meanwhile knowing she was one of the queens Of a realm in the heaven's peerless blue, Her temporal cares for a time withdrew, And o'erjoyed at her Thalian-like grace, Knowing her immortal life must interlace With the eternal beauties by mortal unknown; That jasmine wreaths and magnolias were bestrown In her divine abodes and paths above — All the which prove the power of love. That heaven's beings in spirit ever sigh O'er sin's depravity, none will deny, And in very hell are many vain prayers Said for the miseries of man, but unawares To Him; for orisons there offered avail naught, Simply reflex moans of remorse uncaught By the divine ear of God, who heeds not Petitions from Hades' wailing grot! This goddess, with sweet virgin grace and eyes, On the bird's brazen back to Venus flies, — . PORTINIA 49 Blessed there by all the love gods in air For her charming beauty divinely fair; There espoused in holy matrimony To the love god Eros. Now she feasts on honey And wild locust, and nectars pure she drinks, Distilled juleps from heaven's sacred brinks. Desrina now graces an immortal throne, Young as when just sixteen, none to disown, With princess' minion, co-equal with Erato, And Eros, the god of love, loving her so; Yea, much, Portinia, dear, like I dote on thee: But this is human life, that's eternity; Earth love but the spurious dross of moonshine To its platonic quintessence divine. But woe is my days, if I've so in vain Loved thee — but still I some found hopes retain ; Yea, a strong comforting faith still abides. Honest is my heart — what ill then betides My destiny God-given, that potently draws My burning devotion to thee? For this cause I'm pight — hence thrice-armed in my noble fight For thy heart and hand, I'm strong — and I'm right— And right, my indomitable rudder to guide Me o'er the tumultuous sea of love wide — Into the clear harbor of tuneful shades Where its bark may moor in the everglades Of a translucent and heaven-brewed desire, And where the passion may taste its lucent fire. It thus shall graciously restore my soul ; 'Twill sing like birds of Elysium's wold ; My cup shall bubble up, and quite o'erflow ; My sorrows and troubles I'll then outgrow. Yes, everything calm as a spirit rill, Oozing from the fount of ambrosia's hill — Such crystal draughts my enfamishments crave, 5 o PORTINIA In its limpid bosom my heart would lave. There ablution's wash would heal the scars Made by sins satanic, — and the loadstars Would e'er their benign rays gently incline; And in the rainbow's arc, dearest, will shine Thy silhouette of pure gold, a diadem Eternal, dazzling image, crowning gem! This boat, Portinia, I see in speed Much increased, easily moving as reed Flying in stork's bill, as she sails westward To some castle's mouldering tower. Yet regard Not the swiftness with which it surely glides. Fear not ; no harm to thee in lurking hides In river, cliff, or wildwood supreme, — Portinia, my idol, my soul's own dream, Thou my sunrise, my dawn, my shrine of love, My beauty goddess, from the argent throne of Jove, Thou as pure as the soul of a tuberose Blown in Flora's garden 'neath the full moon's glows. Hence my body, as but a candle's snuff When thou art in great danger, it's enough Honor to my life's untimely death, soon To know 'twas given in love's valor — loon They may decry me, — but I know why such Is my heart, in the loving overmuch. I rejoice in the thought of a chance to prove My words, my entity, a dry reed. When love Of thy sweet self for one moment reckoned, I care not what goddess to me beckoned To leave thee, I'd her magic grace abjure, And cling to thee, Portinia, to thee, so pure — I'd cringe not from hungry pard's grinning teeth, Knowing death's angel would calm and bequeath My soul to its reward or eternal doom ; Yea, — how could I forsake such tulip bloom? Thou queen of my blossoming hopes so bright, PORTINIA 5i Sweet-scented thy breath, thy smiles f ulgid light ; That lambent glow on thy cheek makes me sigh — O, how glorious in thy arms to die! To sleep so pleasantly, with luring dreams, Thy hand, divine, on my cold brow, it seems 'Twould assure immortality; e'en this, To my soul's boon — if nothing more, what bliss! — Awaits me, and if thou wouldst tenderly look Into my half-shut eyes, and like a book Read love's infinite truth for thee, then close Them with thy lily finger tips — my rose Of fair beauty, how my sleep then divine Would appease, and a virent bower twine 'Bout my amative soul — and thee declare Thy honored love for one whose name in air May be writ, by the moon's shimmering light. Ah, am I sleeping? An obfuscated night Came upon me. Where am I? Yes, I see- Dear Portinia, we're gliding so tranquilly Down this embowered stream, as a swan Might a minnow chase for her plumeless, won, And languid brood, hungry, waiting breakfast. Ah! yes, I see the topmost crags at last! How they lift their proud gray heads into the sky, And seem to proclaim in silent majesty A kingly dominion o'er woods and river, Watching the silver ripples flowing thither. With full-hearted respect to each sentinel Of Nature I bend, whose high brows foretell A glory that transcends the ambient clouds. By the pale moon, they seem giant ghosts in shrouds On guard day and night; so awe-inspiring To love's soul, that to the river doth sing In a trembling mezzo-soprano voice, As the dreaming waters, whose ripples rejoice In cool eddies on its moist, pebbly bed; Where in days of legendary yore 'twere fed 52 PORTINIA By superstitions, and goblin stories old, Which were related by the towering peaks To the heralding winds, which in frantic squeaks Told the story of a love long dead, in gloom, Or quenchless burns, in a smoldering tomb. The winds yet sigh and this saddened tale will tell Of a fervent heart, that did heave and swell, In vain a sylvan elf to win. Overjoyed At his vehement wooing, then she toyed, Off in the forest aiming to soon return, But she was met by huge lion, we learn, And alas! devoured at a single meal. Of a broken heart her lover died ; I feel It too real to say more at this time, dear, Though 'tis merely a folk lore, have no fear. My God! Portinia, this boat, alas, now nigh, Going down tremendous rapids! I'll try To avert it, — O God thy mercy disclose, And deliver from these lamenting throes. O great Jupiter, send thy eagles down And bear my Portinia from this blasting frown Of convulsed waves that o'erburden my soul, Whose strident jaws, and hungry maw unfold; Or send winged lions with magic power Fleet as thought to save us in this dark hour. This river hath my mind with gloom distraught: My brain reels as 'gainst Stygian fiends I've fought. O specious Heaven, give us pinions wide, That we may from this flouting water glide Into fulgent azure of supernal space, Or catapult us into the moon's embrace, Whose cavernous bosom would thus redeem And shelter from dangers that now beseem Frightful and vicious, — O glorious sky, Take us into thy wooing arms so high, PORTINIA 53 And transport to some fuming meteor Lawless, destined to nonentity's bar, Whereon we could for ages grim, forlorn, Fly through the dismal chaos yet unborn To Heaven's luminous glory and light! I welcome this doon to death's awful fright, Whose furies pernicious our lives betray; I hear the growl of its black mouth's bewray, That now would our immortal souls beshrew, And upon us the sordid froth of Hades spew. Thou, Amphitrite, ocean's queen, do us keep From this woe, thou empress of the deep! O mortal trouble that's nearing an end, As swift as swallows fly, O great Jove send Blessed Venus; her legion mighty to save Her own Portinia, from darksome water's grave, Remorseless as the ebon jaws of hell. Thou, Pluto! In regions infernal dwell On thy bare stomach, if can'st deliver And will not protect us from this river, That did sweetly us lullaby, yea decoy, Now 'twould rapaciously our souls destroy. Nereid queen, bring forth thy horses! Thou Neptune, God of founts and rivers, my crosses, Now too heavy! — draw us up from this woe; Save us, Varuna, from this turbid flow: 1 will not have it so! The oar! the oar! I'll save thee, Portinia! Hear that hellish roar? The gods deliver those who fight and pray! The oar, dear, the oar! It's the only way. Now I'll guide thee from that abysm beyond. O, for the magic of Hermes's wand, To rescue my beloved Nymph so tender! My God! I'm losing. How can I surrender Thy blessed life to such a cruel death? I hear the voice of torment. O, my breath Is gone, — O for life of leviathan twain, 54 PORTINIA Sorrow's sacrifice! — Can I myself retain? O, that deafening sound, voracious whirlpool! My ears quake, my brain gordianed, a fool I've been to lure thee with rhyming sweetness. O darling! may thy spirit's loveliness Rise from this surging chasm in glory bright, While the water's venging grave, and lurid night Seem now my inevitable decreed. O God, shield us from this pending mis'ry, And hurl us not into regions unknown, So merciless into eternity thrown. Portinia, forgive me! I pray thee, speak To me, dear, and wilt thou for my soul seek In the spirit world till thou dost it find? Forgive me! I never meant to be unkind. Heaven's mercy! — I'm sick, a mighty thirst Is upon me, my heart surely will burst. — Astride my back, Portinia, our fate is cast; We're going down into that vortex at last. Hold to me tight, let's be brave; I'm resigned. That's right! I'm now quite happy I find Thy embrace round my neck so firmly prest. mighty Neptune! Do give us sweet rest; In thy realm above let thy grace abound! Farewell, most glorious scenes, ere we're drowned. O, this miserable and wrathful day! My awful ebon sins I'd wash away, 1 see heaven visions so interknit. O, God! my trembling soul I now commit To thy gracious mercy, so divinely free; Holy One, none can deliver, none but thee. Hold thy breath, Portinia, till we in gloom Plunge, deep and dark, to our tragic doom, To that surly bottom like fathoming lead, And dreams eternal — the sleep of the dead! PORTINIA 55 Lo! I saw an angel, its sweet voice heard; It spoke in music's most benignant word, Reclined on violet's flowering bed In the whirlpool's depths; to me a secret said, Which, from my impious lips never fell A bibbling syllable, not betrayal tell To none, except thee dearest, — thine eyes Saw the spirit from blooming couch rise, The waters rebuke, its foaming wrath quell, And softened our fall on sweet moss and asphodel. — A royal purple, gemmed with amethyst, Its gown — a diamond bracelet jeweled its wrist, A coronal wreath of white gladiolus On its golden curls wore, so beauteous, — An ivory staff in benediction twirled, Like huge corks; we shot to the upper world. — Thank heaven, saved! The sky in lambent flame I see, — I shall e'er bless the holy name Of high Heaven, — Her destiny did save Us from the whirlpit's unpitying grave. With thee I'll swim to yon rock-ribbed thrones Of Vulcan ; there we'll pray in grateful tones. My heart now beats like drumming pheasant. Now I'm glad we plunged, my Nymph; I recant Those scowling words. Did I prove my love dear ? My thanks to that angel we're beyond fear. Under this vine-canopied ledge let's repose. Thy arms, joyous thought! my neck did inclose. Let me now help thy golden hair arrange. Ah, thy tresses aren't wet! How passing strange! Nor the least dishevelled! Can I understand Such enchantment? Art thou from Heaven's strand ? Not one single drop of water to be found In those slippers, as white as if the ground Had they ne'er once this day upon tread! 56 PORTINIA Wilt thou, sweet queen, from the nectared clouds shed Some evolving truth on thy sojourning? And why dost thou thy holy presence fling 'Mong mortal strife; and breathe such tender smiles On sin-depraved and luciferian isles? Why this hazy fantasm, true as innocence? From whom this luring magic, or from whence? I'm wildered — what can I say or divine? Art thou immortal, from the eternal shrine? Who then thy cognates? — Thee I devoutly love. Comest thou from the regal courts above? I'm quite thankful the fates didn't doom us to die In those falls, — we're blessed in a sweet destiny. Now we'll saunter up the mountain cliff high, Plucking wild-bloom, in wreathed garlands tie — Harkening to the myriad-voiced song-birds. Such inspiring tunes! They know each other's words. Hear that lavrock! See the blue jay whet his bill! The bittern's plaintive scream echoes from the hill. Let's climb higher, Portinia, at the vortex take A last venial view for dear Neptune's sake, And then in memory we'll chaplets twine Round these cooling shades of writhing woodbine — A dreaming love-arbor, and the sweetest spring, Whence the breath of virgin blooms inspiring Cupid's young hopes, his couch of thistle down Whereon all desire to muse under love's crown, And lave supine, in meditation's arms Whispering gentle sighs to the heart that charms Fair beauty, — the symbol of heaven's bright star, An immortal gem, — the soul's scimitar. O how sweet to taste the pure drops of love's bliss! To dissolve its frigid bosom with a kiss, And smooth the plumes of a sweet feminine wing Then with gold point'd arrows from Cupid's string, Rouse to the merriest wedding festivity, PORTINIA 57 From dreary cave of dreamless misery, To diamond sparks of Dian's blazing shrine. What felicitous delight compared to mine! And from the ruddy fount of benignant lips Drink siren's amber ooze — what delicious sips! And commune with her sweet, entrancing heart, Whose medicinal lullabies, ere we depart, Will give us courage dauntless, and to me thine Own self, mortal or immortal to shine In my quenchless soul, a bright twinkling sheen Of peace, eclipsing all blandishments serene, Healing this wilting and mildewing pride Most incurable. But thou canst e'ermore guide And transmute my sadness to golden joys, That seethe in sorrow's spurious alloys — And the temple of love (empty now it rings) Make as lute strung with Apollo's sacred strings, Tuned to thy beating chords, with honeyed tone. O dear peerless one, take me as thine own, And my lacerated heart fragments, bind With loving unction, soothing to my mind ; And this sick, grieving breast so riven, Nurse back into the silken joys of heaven, Whence came voluptuous swells from blissful wings Imbrued with enamored juice from nectared springs. Dear, warm my pulse, that's now by cold dews wet ; O, blessed young angel, canst thou forget My soul now on fire? It's a flaming sword Of undying love, and matchless its word To this mortal being, its earthly shrine, Its habitation, by decree divine. A glory superb, Portinia, this wood, So bowered and supreme, — that gorge hewed By Time's own chisel keen, in Nature's hand, To such, a blessing. Who can understand Her hidden grace, even in a bloom's voice? 58 PORTINIA Its eloquence though silent, we'll rejoice In its kind emblem, not in words alloyed — Air vibrants, mere words! But these children un- cloyed To us come, with heaven's own breath and hues Blended in the iris of translucent dews. They bring us sweet sounds unheard from above, E'er in smiles proclaiming eternal love; Music's concord in their fragrance they bring, A magic balm in their tunes, as they sing. A four-leaf clover standing there so meek, Desolate and alone, to it I'll speak, — A dear blessed semblance, empty of care, To us bespeaking good fortune and cheer. "Thou young forest child, innocent from blame Thy head defenseless, ne'er bowed in shame; If I could thy life understand, my brother, Mine own would be understood, and further Into the opaque I could delve, e'en death Which seems divided from life, just a breath; Could fathom the infinite, which untrod Has man mortal, and is holy unto God." Portinia, everything in nature agrees. Dreaming or awake, her crown fits with ease. She spreads a merry feast, for our sole gain Her caverns and groves, once our sacred fane. In love's diligence she gives bounty's feast, A blessed mother to all, and high priest To him who will worship at her bowered shrine, Observing her virtues and laws benign. Tenderly her voice allures, and she speaks To all; in music's harmony she seeks Our desires, and pampers, heals, and cajoles As lover the poet's deep muse, that controls His destiny; she's inspiration's fount To him who will incline his heart and mount PORTINIA 59 Her high tide, with mind contrite, un-beguiled. Then her all-pervading spirit, that smiled On old Triton, when foaming conch at sea He blew, dear this day, smiles on you and me, And on all God's creatures; humble and high. Hence, we should love the leaf's bud, whose destiny We unknown, but a foster child, it's bloom Our joys; oft in sorrow's cadence to the tomb In mourning goes, — there bows its heavenly face In benediction's beneficent embrace, For a soul immortal, ransomed and blest, Winged to fields Elysian, — redeemed guest. O dear Nature, O wise and gentle queen, Thy visage so congruent and serene, — And more sanctified than a mortal heart, Thy cogent force; unseen powers impart, Matchless and wondrous. Who would not repose In thy sopiting arms? — The dew-teared rose, Thy educt'd spirit, is cradled to sleep By thy enchanting croons ; and in the deep, Mellow shadows of thy plumed wings, we brood, As the ring-dove cherishes and procures food For her weak-eyed young, in their solitude. Thou emblem divine, thou hast so endued All with the needs of life, so full-hearted, sweet. None dost thou cloy, deny refuge, nor retreat From the gravity of thy momentous grace. Joys hold sway, — not as mere temporal trace Of thy sweet rewards, — but with sylphid touch By hands out-stretched, and a soul up-filled, much. Thou hast empearled nooks and crested peaks un- told To all who muse or browse within thy fold. Whose tears have not imbued thy sacred lap? Thou dost cloister the genius of none; nor wrap In subservient labyrinths of sorrow Thy recompense sweet, in the dawn's morrow ; Thy throne, earth, sea, and air exalted high, 60 PORTINIA And thy majesty supreme in lucent sky, The manifest spirit, beauteous, free, From our Creator, who eternally Beckons from heights of empyrean fire, Offering pure drink to sate mortal desire. — Portinia, I've heralded thy beauty; hence I'd thy purveyor be, — its recompense: A pleasure, soft-luted, it would beseem, Delightful as drifting down this bowered stream Where the brooklimes in swaying profusion smile, And the brookmints dream of julep's guile. — In lush thrift the grapes in purple clusters cling To the oscillating vines, while cernuous they swing 'Bove the water's mirrored sheen like silvery glass, Where the moon shadows linger, like requiem mass In dumb Niobe's sorrow riven heart; Where the soul's pride pines, and with pungent smart Commingles sacred thoughts, that onward fly To that realm immortal, where harmony Reigns dove-like, in the kingdom of eminence, Or is throned with love's pure sentiments. — How we sing of this something we call love, Which is so potent our lone hearts to move, Whose components were never analyzed, And since time began 'twas ne'er alchemized. — O, love, sweet love, I hear thy rustling wings! Why engender acetic pain and stings, Like tarantula's bite? — Thy songs do cure. Ah love, how we dote on thee, and endure Many privations, most withering, that grieve To the quick marrow of each bone, and leave Our hearts still with twinklings to consecrate. — Long I've sought thy unction to mitigate, And make less rigorous what the fates imbrue. Now at thy seeming dawn I must bid adieu. 'Tis true thy temple is a sovran shrine, PORTINIA 61 The spring of youth thy sweet virtues refine. Thy crepuscule portends a bright sunrise, With radiance dight, and luminous skies; Thy zenith up-swelling with rhythmic chimes Conducive to the muse of sweetest rhymes. Yet, why hast thou stinging fangs like the rose, And dost oft in the arms of Bacchus repose, That handsome son of Jupiter? For thee, Thy plumes too delicate for such company. And, why dost thou oft begroan in sorrow Then other times, bid wisdom good morrow? — Let me drink thy pure vintage without ruse Or else fly away, and leave not rheum's ooze From those dazzling orbs, and corneas bright, Reflecting all objects like mirror's light. Then, O Pallas, give me Nepenthe's ease; This gaunt, lingering gloom, I must surcease. Since I am love's recreant by foul decree, I see no way to o'erleap its destiny. Then let the penitent shower come full blast, — I yet have hopes, and shall look for the mast Of my towering ship, in love's tempest Riding the spooming waves high to East or West ; Yet, I'd swallow woe to its dregs at once! Of me love hath made a ludicrous dunce. But what is love, — ah, what is love ? — the echo. To the great Tajmahal of India go, In its corridors with voice uptuned high Ask, — your words will return with empty sigh. Did love build that titanic mausoleum? Nay, haughty pride, and glory's blatant strum. Love's incense is not the fruit of tyrants, Nor does its spirit dwell in arrogance ; Not always in palaces indigenous, Might starve to death in house of the sumptuous: While in the hovel its blooms may be seen, That emit a breath sweet as saccharine. Yea, Portinia, I would I could thee tell 62 PORTINIA What's this power that makes the heart swell. Ah! — Love is love, — it's nothing more, Ministrant to God, since the dawn of yore, And shall e'er be, the angel of His heart. Woe is mortal, if he from this grace depart. Now in fantasies crude I'll disport a while On this mooted subject, that some beguile: Love, my dear, is a decoction brewed From the moist lips of a moonbeam, stewed In the lush smiles of the meadow flowers, Born to earth, under night's dreamy bowers; The echo of Nature's symphony, this, Awaking elements dormant, and a kiss Sweet as the gladiolus' dewy sighs Or breath of buds and blooms of paradise. — It is the sunbeam's soft-footed passion For teasing the glade's tints, hues of fashion, Myriad colors and incense fragrant Like inflorescence, that opes the heart that can't Close more ; then for love it beats a lyric tune, Singing of poppy beds and honey moon; In its arms a soothing joy, that doth fill A hungry breast, and sweetness memory's rill. Yea, love lurks in every waving bough, And is indelibly writ on nature's brow. Every leaf falls in love with its mate; Every blade of grass muses to meet its fate. The cricket's chirp is love's sweet fiddling, And the grasshopper spends his days twiddling On the sublimity of love untold In accents easing, but fearless and bold. Love, a germ of immortality given To mortal, lighting his path to Heaven, And to that inheritance divinely pure, Whose sweet unselfishness helps to endure The keen arrows of fate's outraging cup, Which leads through valleys darksome; but up PORTINIA 63 To heights of ideal's glorious blending: There communes with beauty's essence ne'er ending In regions of the ultra-cerulean skies Beyond the stars, into Heaven's harmonies. Love, — sweeter than Apollo's tuneful wing Wooing Venus to dream's delights, inspiring, Reclined on mossy bed of rainbow hues 'Mid sparkling tints, of enchanting dews, While round her hang ripe fruits of contentment, Whose sweetness like tune of magic lute blent And commingled with her tresses' auburn curls, While the moon's twining beam lovingly twirls Like dreamy music's harmonious bliss Jealously lingering near, for a parting kiss. Love, — more subtle than muses' witching art, To sanctify the mildewed, drooping heart, Like South-wind's listless, communing prayer It comes to our souls from whence or where. A thread of destiny, fine as spider's skein, Coming through raging tempest or rain And showering sweetest blooms at the feet Of her whose anxious eyes tenderly greet ; Reflecting its votary's cherished hope And vaunting not, but in silence will grope Its pathway through adversity's vicious maw To snatch its prize from limbo's fiery jaw. Love is graven on the arch of Heaven ; It is life itself, and its pure leaven; 'Tis the longing desire of mortal breast For happiness, by which it thrives as the guest: But misused, it militates 'gainst heart-cares, And then, alas! is merged in bitter tears Bubbling from eye's springs, that forerun a tide Raging, which will ebb and flow, and misguide Its mission on this terrestrial bark; Then will founder beneath muddy sloughs dark, 64 PORTINIA And drift into the quagmire of discontent Where the heart without love goes, evil bent — 'Twill ne'er bloom nor exhale breath of roses In the garden of dewy bliss and posies. It's the cordial and the sparkling wine, A discaged principle, that doth refine The soul, that feeds on such native ingredient And sympathy, its kindred element. 'Tis the twin soul of Venus^ who feels Such fragrant delights: thus each sigh reveals This all-pervading passion's inherent fire: It's the primordial song of Heaven's choir. Portinia, — love is a divine loadstar Of the soul, — a magnet from the lucent spar Of Zion's dome, to consecrate and bless life Mortal, — to purify 'gainst satanic strife. It rides on ev'ry star's glittering beam, And upon the lightning-bug's mellow gleam. Indeed, thy heart is surcharged with its thrill; For me, yea, even me, 'tis flowering still. Earthly love is akin to that in skies — Which I truly glean from thy lucid eyes, Cupid's exponent of luscious influence, Melting my once gelid soul. Ah, from whence Such pure radiance of the mind enchanting? Full of golden dawn, and charms entrancing, — O thou sweet spirit of a hidden source! Gentle enchantress ! with such potent force ! Thy bloom and fruitage emit fulgent light, With eclipsing brilliance, that will ne'er blight The fairest hopes of its devoted thews, Nor will it recant when honor adieus, But in sorrow's age like Apollo's lyre Grows sweeter by the tuneful touch of rhythmic fire. Subjective love high as Heaven's summit, Its element pure and somewhat interknit With the infinitude of space, beyond grasp. PORTINIA 65 Our minds cannot comprehend, though we gasp For breath, and stretch our brain as if tensile Strength it has, then we muse and ponder till In imagination we pass sign-posts As specters on the highway, towering ghosts, Set each one million billion miles apart — One billion pass, then no nearer than the start. — Dear love, may thy goddess' spirit descend! Yea, sweet Vesta, tell us, and so commend And balm our timorous hearts, oft bruised sore, Like a furnace hot, running a molten rill Of metal, rushing into chasm deep to fill. Thou Diana, sweet virgin, love's twin soul, Let thy voice with harmonious echoes roll, Sweet as zephyrs through cherry blows in May, Which bring us nearer thy translucent bay; And thy diadem with such lambent gleams Sheds its silver dazzle, in lucent streams. We know thy fevered touch, oft bite thy hand. Thy bud, bloom, and fruit, we see and understand In part, when spread before our vision wide. Alas! we've seen the want of this elixir betide; Yes, we've seen its brightest drops of purest gold Debauched, as wizard song, discordant, cold. None can diagnose this passion made to join Heaven and earth, nor can we our minds eloign From its spirit, which fills us with zeal, Softens bosom adamant, imparts the feel Of sugar, to the most dejected flower That its dew e'er wet, in cheerless bower — The angels' plumed wings imbued in its wine When they whir by, Aurora's light outshine, Filling the air labyrinths, — a honeyed breath falls On memory, which hears a voice that calls In lute tones, sweet as sighs of dreaming bride 66 PORTINIA Couched on lavender blooms, where Cupid spied Her magic beauty, in the mellow dawn. And in her half-waked sleep, a kiss was drawn From her dewy, rosebud lips. Then he quaffed His day's hungry fill, and hying, he laughed When leaving his spouse with eyes so brim-welled With tears; and while he teased, his heart-orb swelled, But morn's duty minded him of Hymen's oath. Hence, he sips bee-like, then earns bread for both. That is true love, sweetly exemplified, And such the meed, by tribulations tried, To bind us firmly, with concord gentle, Springing forth free, as sweet pods of lentil. What can be the supervening power Which bottles thy heart like virgin flower? Did not I in that poppy bed impregn Thy breast with love's pure unction? And that sheen Of light told me many strange, wondrous things. But now all my hopes have grown lurid wings, And outflown, as if vile recreant I am, Without pre-eminence to soothe and calm My languid lassitude, which now has gulped Up the wine of human longings, and pulped My brain into conglomerate globules, Swollen by pains, fears, dark, like demon ghouls, Coagulated and full of drifting weeds. Dear Juno, enfranchise my mind, that heeds The mesmeric force, in feminine charms Cogent in thy daughter Portinia; my arms Tingle to infold her form, warm with bliss: I'm dying for that felicitous kiss. As the blossoms pant for night's pearly dew, Likewise my life, enfamished, dear, for you, Pleached in thy meshes like pining eagle Half deplumed, and ensnared, an unregal PORTINIA 67 Aspect for bard and dauntless lover brave, Aiming high to soar, and mount the crested wave Of immortality, so mortal it seemed To me, yet out of zone to reach — who deemed Me a derelict wooer? I shall fight Like old Hector, gloating, with sword and might In a gaily combat; for my Portinia, The goddess of my being, I'll continue To sue, despite of adverse destiny. And the wicked eyes of doom I yet decry, And to the bitter end I shall deprecate; Then challenge all devils, — inviolate My honor to heaven and carnal ties, Yet in meekness of soul, I undisguise My good offices, which inspire so mute Such eloquent love, an inciting lute, Sweet as the singing birds in full-throated cadence, That sluggishly lull into comatose the sense, As they warble, from key to key, in unison, In flexible melody's modulation. To raptures lost, in Elysian shades, hove, Dreaming of thee, dear — as the daughter of Jove — E'en the birds, the dryads of the forest, Sing melodious tunes, the very truest To thee, Portinia, to thee, my sweet linnet, Their songs to thee, as soft as spinet Tones; they chuckle on the glory of those eyes, Pearly loadstars, with twinkling majesties Giving forth light inspiring e'en to the birds, That sing by day or by the moon's silver chords To their callow-born, soft-hearted playing, And to the dear mates, their soul's outlaying, As if the warm delight of some lost songs Have come upon them, which to Heaven belongs. On joyous wings the new strains seem to spread Through the sylvan wilds o'er flowers blue and red, With a nativeness benign, so passing strange; But the heavenly rhythm seems to fit the range 68 PORTINIA Of each tuneful throat, and the delicate airs Now caught up by all voices unawares. The lazy insects set their pipes in tune To chirp these new-born songs from sun or moon, And scatter upon the breezes' pure flow Harmony serene. Such were ne'er heard below — Soft foot'd cantations of mouth and buzzing wings, And sweet inarticulate, humming things, Enough to lull mortal breast to quietude, E'en who hath here journeyed for spirit food. And when they come upon these glittering spars, These throned promontories, rock-ribbed bars, They are filled with nature's buoyance divine, Their souls surcease; but memory still may pine For candied sweets, fled, leaving the thorny stem To prod the conscience, and oft-times condemn ; While the savage night-winds may be sweeping Through the shrine of love's own temple, weeping For its rightful heritage and sweet tide Of inherent desires, that ever guide To a higher and more orient plane, Yea, we're all worshipers at beauty's fane. — Nor to earth alone does this homage belong — 'Tis the archangels' melodious song; And too, the spheres are entuned to this theme, Singing to each other in holy esteem, Plighting sacred vows and golden thrones bright To some affinity of eternal light. Ah, beauty's the archetype of Heaven, And to earth through divine Nature given To teach in a measure spiritual things, That altruistic charm with which true beauty rings; To which love e'er keys its fluttering breast And longs to be its most worshipful guest. Exalted muse-goddess! Lend me thy bright wing! Let me drink deep of the Pierian spring! Dear heavenly nymph, wilt thou my heart raise PORTINIA 69 To high honors, that I may win fame and praise? Let me be the legatee of love's grace, That I may enchant its bud, and embrace Its Elysian flower: I do aspire To taste its fruits, my immortal desire. Portinia, I see ev'ry good virtue Embodied and exalt in thee so true. Ah! I know in scorn 'tis said love is blind; It forsooth may be the purest kind. Yet for thee, if I had eyes, ninety-nine, And each sharp as python's gaze, thy divine Beauty, sparkling, and graces I'd only see In thy beaming eyes and queenly majesty Brightly shining, as purest gold refined. Surely thou art God's paragon, His mind Contained since life was, aye e'en when sea ghosts Cavorted in wan shrouds, the grisly hosts Of a formless chaos, in times undawned Epicycle, that befogged chasm, which yawned Vehement, when aroused by the power That made all things, beginning at some hour Specific — for 'tis hard to realize That e'en things divine were always — who tries To sound the deep infinite? Yet we think And know we're standing on shadowy brink. God gave us a thinking mentality And the bird wings to fly, and eyes to see: Hence thoughts are quite real and personal, Having weight, stature; and oft would appall Our friends if they were to see them, or touch Such vile Valkyrias, seeking lives to smutch. Portinia, when I consider thy inherent grace And wondrous poise, I fall in a trance, and chase Phantasms through dizzy space with venerate awe, My pen too unskilled to tell what I saw. E'en if 'twere things mortal to which I mean, I could not even then tell what I've seen In my wondering mind volant, unchained, 10 PORTINIA Which goes on many wistful jaunts — has reigned As king in fairylands, flowering climes, And too has groped in danky caves and mines For thee, Portinia, long before my rage E'er fell on thy scintillating visage. And in my tender years I longed for thee: The palpable hand of kind destiny Led my roving footsteps in thy pathway, From which, O Heaven, let me never stray, But let starry themes glorious infuse My bosom with epodes, and each divine muse Spread her daedal wings o'er my drooping head To endue courage, and inspiration shed. — And let all seemlied blisses round me smile; Yea, soothe my lorn madness, and underlie My heart, which is rife with fermentation, And pulsing out of tune, no love has won, — My metric wooing woefully discordant. But my vain attempts I shall ne'er recant, Though I have lost my fervent hope and suit; But its pungence to my soul shall bring fruit Sweet, and mindful of reflex destinies, Lest my fated bark founder in sluggish seas, Or drift upon the ocean of distress, And to sordid sins my mind acquiesce. Yea, to some there's an infixed destiny Inexorable, which frowns or smiles as we Grope along, yet not rudderless as some think; Our star is e'er watching us, and doth twink Anxiously for our weal or blighting woe. I would each fate or fury were not so Demonstrative in its approving eye, Or so wrathful in its vicious treachery. I oft see visions and hear wondrous sounds And oft the problem of life my brain confounds. Then I try to spy into the misty veil Of coming years, but no finite eye can trail PORTINIA 71 The hidden path that's sealed to mortal view; Nor can the mortal reason well construe Many things it beholds as plain as day Till the vision acquires some spirit ray Conduced by occult psychic science. Can any look into the future hence? We can in general the future judge By the past, as on life's highway we trudge, And the more we love, the more spirit feel As the more virtue, the more we reveal. — In the cobwebs of memory that twine The horoscope's zodiac, which did enshrine My birth chart — the goddess of this epic song So kind, tender, and true, did then unthong My muse — so posed in the attitude of queen. I now see the face I saw that halloween. I did not know then 'twas thine, but it grew In my heart, and bloomed with roseate hue, And besprent my pathway with fragrant bliss; And the honey-dew of that dreaming kiss Yet bears a nectarous flavor eminent Of the spice of love, — ah, the wonderment Enskied in that necromancy psychic, Or enshrouded in mystic elements thick, With beauteous foliage, and the shadow Of fleeting time's wing! With empurple glow That did eclipsingly dazzle the plain Of my pensive mind, thus I did retain A vision of this spirituous elf In the bosom of my immortal self. Hence, through dawning years as hopeful lover That face flew with me like winged plover. I beheld it oft in my feverish sleep, And loved it in my impassioned soul deep. My dreams were blissful to see that face shine. Like an angel's grace 'twould wooingly twine Its tendrils about my timorous heart; 72 PORTINIA And the kernel of my joys did impart A new magnificence, with tonings high. Then my prescient blisses I'd amplify, As my vivid imagination strayed Into the fulgent light and fragrant shade Of a sweet foreknowledge, — a lucent day That would chase all recreant fears away. 'Twas a witching enchantment to my mind. I yet see that regal comport refined, Whose modest charms, enough to make a bard Of an untutored swain — the heavens guard And guide love and beauty to an exalt'd end ! Both these degrees to earth; Heaven did lend, As were wisdom and art in Nature's scenes, So also the scintillating patens Commingle their engilding smiles of gold ; Thus to mortal, immortal eyes unfold, Giving us a shadow of the divine Emblazoning the path to portals fine. That face — I know 'twas thine — thoF.e eye-darts bright, And soft tresses golden, source of delight When peering through winged time's backward lens, Counting here and there those departed friends Who have looked on death's grisly face, hell's vice, And venom's gaze, like the serpent — cockatrice — That basilisk whose eye doth mortal blight, Whose breath, fatal, without his evil sight. Though I meant not to speak of dismal pain, But leave it in its grimy, prison, bane, Where many wounded hearts did break in twain — Where in tenderness loving hands have lain Those friends, one by one. Dark then seems the way; The earth's promise holds no hope or smiles gay: But there is joy immortal, dear and sweet, Where fruitage ripens eterne we shall eat When we walk high Heaven's bejeweled strand PORTINIA 73 Or march authentic in redemption's band, To sweet strains as from Euterpe's soft lute Played by Cherubim whose rhythms will commute The soul's penitence, by pure love's decree — And in retrospection of earth-memory Our true hearts will rejoice forevermore. 0, what a glory to see the angels soar On dazzling wings all brilliance surpass, Reminding of sun's rays on burnished brass! Forgive me, dearest Portinia, my rose Of hope, I meant not to thoughtlessly doze In a revery, of sadness supine, Or to fling grim shadows in the sunshine Of nature's heart, truly faithful as skylark Training its fledgling young, from day till dark. How the full accomplishment of its wing Doth lead to dizzy planes, from which to sing! 1, in my gladness, therefore, wandered Into sadness, aimless and undeterred, And from the path of thy detergent love, My capacious mind, infinite, did rove Into the realms of lofty dominions, Or waft wearily on viewless pinions Into deep caverns of gloom — and there shed Tears of sadness; from heart of gladness fed. For sadness oft treads on hoof of gladness, And gladness may dream on pillow's sadness Things repugnant and ponderous to bear, Coming unplumed, and from whence unaware. Yes, sweet lotus, with voice like lute-strains caught From woodland echoes, where in silent thought One may retire to commune in covert cove With his inward soul, where mute phantasms hove Like winged spirits above gravity's law — There dream in serenity, as if one saw Maidens with rougish eyes, bedecked in blooms Of immortal amaranth — near the tombs 74 PORTINIA Of Indian chiefs: and these elves in glee Are marching to the pipes of Pan's company, And singing melodies of shepherd's rhyme Step-wise to a marble altar, keeping time With head and foot, while twinks bright the stars' glow Upon each countenance; refulgent so Truly magic, that one wakes ere the dream Ends, leaving him rudderless in a stream Of wonderment, to divine a meaning. If such things they hold, except a leaning To a pre-conceived mind, or sick digestion Over worked, and its heavy tax among Vitals intricate, not made of sword-steel. A dream is the moving film we see and feel Out-spun by caprice, thrown on the optic Nerve canvas, by feverish mind's trick, When dancing satyrs, with frolicsome ways Delight or distress as fantasy plays. Dearest Portinia, wilt thou for me invoke Some heavenly muse, and then help unyoke My pleached spirit perplexed, that would not falter At grim idols upon a stupid altar? SOLILOQUY "O loveliest muse, hear my weeping prayer! Yea, dear, come to me, thou angel so fair! Entune my weazen soul and it inspire Once again — play to me on golden lyre Midst wildwood blossoms on this mountain side, Where green foliage and clinging vines shall hide Us from the curious and spying eyes. Yes, divine muse, that I may exalted rise Buoyant, as the bobolink's spring lay Happily beautiful in month of May! Venus, thou deity, come and gambol In yon virent dingle; then we'll ramble PORTINIA 75 'Mong the cowslips, and from their bloom brew win* To convive our souls: then thou transfuse thine Into my tuneless heart, and make it sing In melodies soothing as Cupid's spring And love's sweet summer, its glorious fall, Its golden virtues and fragrant deeds withal ; Whose amorous themes with music's pure grace Mount the azure summits and then embrace The vibrant form of some celestial muse Dreaming some soulful pathos, midst Heaven dews — Some Impassioned strains, some romantic lay Of divine love, where beauty rules the day. Ah yes, divinest muses, thou me crown, That I may woo Portinia; and fair renown Let me pluck for her, so to better greet When casting sacred hyacinths at her feet! Thou sovran spirits of poesy divine In this damask shade and peeking sunshine, My angels, descend, and love's wisdom pour Into my saddened breast bruised and sore! Sweet fount of passion's fire, inflame my blood With thy magic eloquence and rhythmic flood, That my ardent zeal may gently consume All distraughting doubts, yea fore'er entomb My impotent vices — imbathe my spirit With nectar balm from Heaven or near it. And with supernal grace wilt thou up-fill My soul lamenting like the whippoorwill ? So plaintive seems in her ominous sadness Inwoven by superstitious madness, A fabric of heathenism indistinct, 7ut oft in mysticism the heart is linked." Lo, Portinia, how truly the life of buds Correlate ours (we're groping mortal spuds). They advene in a faith most confident, 76 PORTINIA Flowering in youth's dawning cloyment; They exhale their incense at nature's call, And alas, cringe at the gelid breath of fall. They repine in winter's icy embrace, They droop and return to clay. Then urn or vase By fires molten process, might next be made From petal's mold, whose sprite outflown to aid The lorn-hearted, weary, poor, void of gold, Whose elements soon resolve into mold. Yea, 'tis plain to discern death's mortal sting A sword of sorrow, a two-edged thing Severing love and hearts with pernicious tool Which heals never while sweet memories rule The soul's passions, essence immortal refined. Alas, we'll e'er have bruised aches to mind While yet in the mantle of flesh and clay Groping on earth in a time-serving way, Wherefore the pangs of death so misapplied ; Hence without demise we're unglorified. for a draught of Lethe's silent flow, Oblivion's hidden river here below, To make me forget my sorrowing tear, And sink to the lurid plane of my bier! My love is forespent: I hear saddened lays. They'll be my songs hence-forward, — in the maze, When the nightmare's hideous dreams conspire To haunt my mind with ribald's low desire. Portinia, hast thou then thus ravaged my heart And withheld the richest and divinest part? Within the painful confines of my soul's gloom 1 yet hear love's dying moans, though its bloom Is nipped by the tooth of chilly fate: Its lips have kissed the vernal dew, too late. Now in the dark sepulchre of recreant pride, Where the ghosts of lost opportunities chide My humble spirit and vanquished eyes, There I'll repair to nurse my miseries. PORTINIA 77 Yes, forever, my grief I will begrave, Assume heroic front most blatant and brave; Then, innocently I'll toy with life's dream, Nor shall one lucid pearl from eyes distream Or flow again, o'er the horrid bygones. The cycle of earth's joys too brief, on green lawns Or in shady nooks, on moss banks supine, To take up arms 'gainst fate, which doth entwine The neck of ev'ry soldier of fortune, Nor can we escape its thralldom — jejune And vile, as cymbal's timorous echoes On the highway of death, mid icy floes. Portinia, I've kissed the black angel's hand. — My lips bear its sable soot! Her ebon wand Has marked my head, as axman marks a tree. I'm drifting to shoreless nonentity. I welcome its darkened doom — what a change! My soul may then come into better range And blissful beatitudes — a galaxy Of stars, ministrant, may compensate; they May add sweetness and genuine pleasure To my ill timed sleep — yea, dear, leisure. Then I'll each day paint thy picture anew In mind's fancy, and thy grace I'll construe, And magnify thy beauty magnificent. Thou art rich, and full of hope's enchantment. I mean not the wealth of temporal things — I contemn venal and parasitic fawnings To gold, an idol, a false god, lucre! It's a sordid lust, pernicious to defer The needs of the soul, so freely given To the meek in heart, aiming for Heaven. My love for thee like Apollo's for Daphne, And if an aromatic laurel tree Thou shouldst become, I'd wither 'neath thy leaves. Thy branches then would heal up all my grieves ; But my love is now a morbid disease, 78 PORTINIA Railing sighs — moping echoes, naught to appease. By my wooing I have so vainly run, Now a sparrow's shadow bedims the sun, And the moon shines with a sardonic grin, Or rather with cynic smile; seems glad within Her soul that I have played a losing game. Thou brazen-faced gorgon, with borrowed flame I'll fling thee into the Sahara dune — Make thee Earth's Limbo, thou fickle poltroon! Thou cheese-skin vassal of the shrouded night, Roaming through the heavens such a pallid wight, Spying on cheerless Cupids with Luna's sight, The lovelorn need not a stepdame's weazen light! You only look good when your horns are keen. Ah, then we know you cannot long be seen. But my lily hopes I've at last un-wed From Hymen's bliss — now water-soaked blooms, dead, Bound to my sensitive nose — putrid smell Of villainous odor, that decadence tell Of gone pride, now couched in wounded folly, Whose wan, limp heads, droop so melancholy. The flowers seem sorry and bow in shame Their sweet faces, as if they were to blame. How well they feel a lover's passionate fire! They'll weep from eve till morn, with longing desire Over mortal wounds, made to fill the grave Of the lorn-hearted wooer. I'll be brave — In the wide ocean are many kinds of fish, Some good, others unfit to smear a dish, But an edible fish cannot by its looks Be judged, nor can the pure in heart by the books They read ; likewise the love that some expend On false ideals, versute, wherefore the shend Of mind and body, a pernicious maw, With forked tongue of evil, and hellish jaw. Now, dear Portinia, in stammering word Much I've told thee; it's time that thou be heard. PORTINIA 79 Forsooth, I believe thou knowest my aim, Nor do I feel wildered, my sovran dame. My life hast thou softened, though in silence, As regards thy pledge, but its recompense, Mortal or spirit — upon it I'll not brood; I want thy love, dear, it's supernal food, To life and to memory's lassitude. Yes, Portinia, my happiness doth exude From the volcanic fire in my up-pent Soul — mind's emanant volition, that went Out to thee, as gold, inexorable, pure Its passion, untransmutable, as sure As heaven. O God of grace divine, why Am I here in flesh, blood and sorrow? I Would I had to this orb a primrose evolved, My being then e'er beneficent, solved, My bloom of sighing love would have perfumed Thy heaving bosom so silken groomed; Then my fuzzy buds could thy cheeks teasel pink; My fragrant breath I'd emit for thee to drink; Thy educing grace then I'd fondly bless, And my love in sweet-scented prayers confess. Thou then wouldst not my flame expugn; My flowering spirit to thy beauty would croon In cadences so ravishing and benign, Ere its evolving odor fade and pine. Dear Portinia, if I could but speak heart's desire As poets, whose souls no more on fire Than mine consuming at this hour — thou'd spurn A seat on sweet Juno's throne, that doth burn With empyreal glow, truly supreme. Thou then wouldst know and my love queme, And bind tenacious to thy dormant heart, Nor one sigh more, thy heaving breast depart. But tears of gladness thou wouldst truly shed O'er immortal love by mortal so fed. Will the sagacious eye of love give no light 80 PORTINIA To my mind? Am I to be its eremite? And its crystal drops pure, like the mountain lake Taste not. — Does its herald my heart forsake, And ope not its blooms at my wooing call? Now the shadow of its wing my heart doth pall. Dearest Portinia — I've poured out my love In waste most lavish, though vain it may prove, When in spirit's penitent path I'll pine In silence — my soul mewed in sorrow's brine. But my mind by thy beauty balmed, will keep In meditation's dark, empty chasm, deep As hell's fuming pit: there in slow grieving My reverb recollection will be weaving Sweet chaplets with which thy fair brow to crown. O! how can I better woo thee, what renown May I deign to cast at thy seraph feet? Thou enchantress of my dreams, wilt thou greet Mo with love's prime kiss? Sweet as the tube rose, As pure as the concentrical rainbow's Refracted smiles, to mind us of covenant By our Creator made, that the world shan't More be deluged by vehement flood. But alas! oft since 'twas drenched in blood Innocent as a lamb! O world impious, God will garner thee, at thy seed-time. Thus His covenanted promise shall e'er remind, For 'twas writ in Heaven, and there designed. Portinia, I can't extricate my labored eyes From thy beauteous grace, which so doth rise Supreme in my fevered brain's passioned fire, And inflames that smoldered and famished desire. — My dear Nymph, be pitiful to my woe So sorrowing; let thy charms on me glow, And sing to me in voice of siren sprite: Then let me die in ecstatic delight. PORTINIA 8 1 Ah! how happy I'd be in such demise! Even in death's jaws my zeal I'd disguise Not — nor shall it in eternity wane, But shall magnify and bloom by sacred fane, Where limpid waters spark 'neath pearly banks, Delighting goldfishes, that disport their thanks As if enchanted by Dian serene, Blessing the fishes, sweet Oread — queen Of the lone forest and sequestered wood, Where Flora's virgin blooms sigh in solitude, And passion's poesy, that engendering fire Fed by sunset's grandeur, a golden pyre — And deeper into the rustic dreamland went; The mind roving and fantasy distent Where the herds of Pan browse in shady glens Unfooted by man, save shepherd whose voice sends Silvery echoes to the inmost ivy nooks, Moistened each night by heaven's dew that looks A pure diamond lucid in the sun's Morning burst — Apollo pompous — who runs A winning race for goddess' hand so fair, Most like thee Portinia with beauty rare. Yes, dear, Nature's music my ears hath sated With harmony sweet, my soul for thee freighted And choked by passion's fire, smouldering, lorn, Pent in my languid bosom, and un-born That bloom of Cupid's beacon, thus failing To enflower the mind's impotent wing; Like unchild widow, poor and dejected, Whose grim destiny, dispiteous, wed To adversity's chain of fated links, Begirding deep gloom with ominous clinks — Ever reminding of that fettered plight Rising to mock and taunt as infernal wight. Alas! Portinia, such mv dismal crown Of scorpion tails with venom stingers brown, 82 PORTINIA Goading memory's fair vision infixed In thee — my doleful brain so intermixed With occult images of spirit land And mirrored fantasies — my mind hath spanned The horoscope of my birth — on its scroll Is writ thy name in letters gilt — my soul! It's an illusion to move my fancy snare Into the throes of life's eventide bare, Except reflex by-gones, like barnacles to ship's Bottom tenaciously cling. Thus time slips Feather-footed as winter's snow, ghost-white, Swirling earthward in lurid hush of night, And vernal glories from mortal life flee. Leaving but broken idols to see — Or love blighted by frosted wings of fate And imbittered by its remorseful state. My blood, life's cordial, to vinegar Acetous, hath turned. I've seen hope's dog-star Flaunt a shimmering light in sterile floe Of my brain, but alas! I shall forego My star: that fuming comet hath hellward Gone, — to Gehenna's swampy and foul sward Of croaking frogs, goggle-eyed, green, and black. Other habitues, amphibia, grunt alack; And many slimy reptiles, with organs dumb, Wiggling in seething mud, in silence glum. I've heard the voice of death to my soul sung In sepulchral chants, whose poison stung Like the adder, but its sting may bear bloom. My sobs shall surcease, and joy I'll resume, And hurl death into charnel pit, when caught, Ere its blighting fangs my mind hath distraught. Alas, why is love my regal mistress, To fill my heart with recreant distress, And monitor me to the couch of fear? Ere I felt love's wing I had blissful cheer, PORTINIA 83 O for a venomed draught to ever abate This aguish chill, that grips with icy fate ! O for a goblet of forgetfulness To stultify my brain and e'er caress My soul into impotent nonentity! There let it linger in silence, or die Senseless, or wail 'mong witches and demons, Or lament with idiotic vagabonds. Portinia, soon I'll say my last good-bye. These tear-scalded eyes, O dear nymph, decry N t — but bless me in this woe, pale and gaunt In sorrow's throes! Naught but remorse to flaunt All my coming years, with no golden eve To beckon me hence, nor vow to retrieve This melancholy plight, when I bid adieu: No glowing sunset of iridescent hue Can I down the alley of time's vista see, Nor does Vesper's orient majesty Shed its twinkling sheen into future lens Of my visual ray. Alas, who mends Broken hearts? But this soul shall 'gain up-rise And yet balm love's wing, and brighten beauty's eyes; And the nightingale's merry song perchance May yet cheer my dispirit'd countenance. Oh ! that some fair angel would minister Unto my hopes, or kill this love that doth deter And expunge all bright rays I once did nurse, That now flicker and taunt as with a curse. My soul drifts upon a mirky neap-tide; The ocean and Neptune seem to deride My vanquished passions with a brackish foam. I have a mind to seek some cavern home; There in solitude lave my blighted fate 'Mong sea nymphs this heart so indurate And barren in my breast, so empty, dead. I fain would share leviathan's dank bed, 84 PORTINIA Or consort with sirens, and by their song Exulting die: then eternity long Might let me commune with joys never born To me on earth, and thus eschew this forlorn And dismal life, that seems but the grave's bride; Darksome and full of mournful gloom untried By those yet in life's mortal pale mystified. My aims sapped, my glory I've now seen slain! Or 'twas mirage, — and now I hear refrain Of remorse's wheels, — the mill of destiny Whose deep lugubrious grind makes me sigh. Would that my rambling feet had never trod Upon this verdant earth's flowering sod, And mine eyes ne'er fell on thy sweet visage: Such heavenly mien, aye, delusive rage To my conscience, as like cancer gnawing, Ghost of depravity, lost soul cawing As black raven, metaphoric semblance Of Hades convulsed, a hideous trance. O God! Would I had died in yon vortex Vicious, this pain spared my spirit so vexed ! This moment I'd be dreaming of thy face Benign ; my arms then might thy form embrace, And kisses I could so clandestine steal Unawares, — thou couldst not so much as feel My spritely love, so wooing spiritual. Who can say there's no longing supernal? Ah, yes, my ardent feelings shall e'er cling To memory infinite, — and sweet laurels bring To crown thy beauty, with celestial blooms, Such imperial joys, that heaven grooms In raptures most circumspect, shall unmar Thy virtue's insignia, a blazing star Shall gem thy endued grace, so sanctified, That hath been by empyrean fires tried. Book II PORTINIA TO DON ZENO "I well understand," Portinia replied, As she my love-lorn face joyously spied. But wilt thou in this wild Eden tarry Till thou hast my consent to thee marry? And all bland words, so eloquently rhymed, Trying to woo and win my heart untimed? Thou art most poetic, and so benign! Then, thou dost truly love me, I divine. Hadst thou learned Cupid's artful wooing, Thou hadst been less abashed my heart pursuing ; But more poesy than valor I plainly see. Stranger yet am I to thy destiny. Why spend this day in such lingering sighs Amidst enmossed cliffs— earth's sweet paradise? Yet I may lead thee into heights unknown; But go on musing, there's no ill bestrown. I now perceive thy heart o'er-brimmed with love : Thou shalt have other days my love to prove. Thou dost well sermonize on nature's plan ; But dost mortal comprehend, its mystery span? Yet, my friend, let ambition be up-perched, Have thy heart's desire, gold pure, unsmirched ; For such all things, in most wildering veils, When viewed by eyes carnal, riddle's tales. Wherefore, how foolish thus to even try To understand the life of butterfly! It has no pulsing blood, nor valving heart, Yet in God's mighty plans it plays a part. What mortal being knows life's secret bent Delving into the soul's abysm up-pent? Which is presuming egoism, quite vain, Like perpetual motion — physic's disdain. Flesh and blood, this orb, its tethered pale, Never shall human peek beyond its veil, 85 86 PORTINIA Unless transfigured by power supreme Or transformed into sprite's evolving gleam, That begod and bless earth's human flower; Such children ransomed, by heaven's dower, As reward bequeathed, or as love favor, To those who walk in wisdom and savor Of virtue's sweet wing. Go thou not in lurid Darkness; over fens and sin's murk, sordid, That rust and canker, and bedeafen pride. soul degloried, once swan-white, whose tide Hath passed; gone, as fledged birds leave foul nest, Returning never, but mount high the crest Of air waves lucid, their wings to more prove. The sins mortal bespot the soul, and groove It in dungeon of darkness, pernicious gloom Of hobgoblins satanic; woe-wrecked doom. 1 first spied thee in Amaranthine bed In deep slumber on blossoms crimson-red. There I admired thee, human ideal, Thy sleep so came by power potential, To let me study Earth's dawning manhood, The which, untarnished by sin's venom, could E'en in Venus' orb be devoutly loved By nymphs, whose beauty in wonderment moved The ardent god's sighs to jealous pining, With appetites so dainty, and dining On virgin purity, so innocent, Drinking nectarous dews most pertinent, Where death's a stranger; an alien, unknown, — And the eternal shrine — that holy throne Stands a begemmed memento above In the magic fount of out flowing love. Now, Don Zeno, in the bourn of this earth I, for a time and times, shall dwell; my worth, I pray, shall be manifest; likewise, those Who have lived on this planet; a rare rose Each should become, emitting sweetness pure Of love and gracious deeds, that should endure. PORTINIA 87 And as the lambent gleaming of a star, Though recumbent, in the azure afar Gives its radiant share of brilliant light To boundless space, and to moonless night, Hence we too should add our oozing fragrance To finite buds and sprigs; dame Nature's chance Given, to less favored, by the fate's decreed To ride the rampant waves of salient greed, — That sordid lust for Mammon's wolfish grip, On impotence to more oppress, and whip The weak, under a serf bondage, more bold, Whose destinies circumscribed as a sheepfold, Such cruel burdens on mind and spirit. — Herein lies man's inhumanity, so knit With self and unsated gluttony, that imbrutes, Perverting plans celestial, blighting its fruits. — Therefore I am commissioned, a joy task, To do the which I'll tell later; my mask Betimes I will offcast, as snake its skin. My guise, Don Zeno, is patent within My heart, and in due season, my good man Thou shalt the lily truth know, or great Pan Will from this craggy cliff bear me unseen From this Eagle perch, high, with angry spleen; And by Nemesis, that goddess of vengeance, Would punish me eternally, — whose glance Is to purity what winter's fangy frost Is to the least of these delicate blooms, lost Fore'er. Happiness from me then would fly, Alas; my beauty and youth would deny Me, ever they knew; for beauty, truth's blow, Remains not in the hulk of falsehood low, Which, as green vicious sore, comes o'er all. Beauty leaves sin, like the soul flies with pall From the mortal dead, cadaverous, cold. Therefore, this axiom, truth I unfold: For thee, dear friend, of this wondrous fate I desire thy soul pure inviolate, 88 PORTINIA And unpolluted, as this dear lone iris, Like an angel, this sweet fleur-de-lis, Bespeaking in signs most benevolent Its smiles, fulgent echoes of God, who sent It to earth; and by its life didactic Thou shouldst learn wisdom, and beauty's magic. Visions auspicious thou too may yet see, If thy mind be fully in tune with piety; And thy passions burnished, by tongues of fire Guide thee gently, up pinnacles higher, And thou prove worthy of the glory crown, Of which there is no fear, and thy renown The vain pride of thy kindred, shall be great, Seeing thy lofty mount in man's estate. Which is thy honor's due, a diadem Befitting to thine honest brow, a gem Of gentility shalt thy coat of arms Be, — and wanton eyes will covet thy charms, Yet thou shalt walk in paths of rectitude. Thy countenance will proclaim thy spirit food, Which indicates the mind's trend, where-e'er found. As sure as the hoof of night's treading bound Trips on the heels of mortal day, ill spent, Whose memory, conscience-prod, incontinent. Come with me, Don Zeno, deep down the glen Where birds build their tiny nests, and the wren Will recite for us a legend story, And the red-wing will chuckle in glory To hear the magpie in its noisy clatter; Then the whole feathered kingdom will chatter; In grand chorus they'll join in joyous glee — 'Tis Nature's symphonic poem so free, To make a leaden heart, which being rent By some deep wound, in memory up-pent Forget its reminiscent o'erhanging gloom Mid diversions found, where Nature is groom. This dame mother, a healer most divine, PORTINIA 89 Her sweet balm floats on breath of eglantine. Yes, an eye through her the hand of God sees, Unless blinded by some mighty disease, A soul malady unyielding, stubborn, And most pitiful in mortal forlorn Having eyes, and seeing not, and ears plugged, Heart ossified, and by venom drugged. Those enmossed stones, color's toning rest Becooling to languid mind, giving zest To soul incarcerated, out-peeping, Or romantic dreams, in fancy leaping. — Yon begonia with odd brilliant leaves — How dear in this Eden, in oozed crevices. The prickly datura, with leaf dentated, Here thrives, with poisonous pods satiated, With narcotic juice, sleep-engendering; And the cloven-hoofed satyrs dancing By moon's pale streaks through foliage sifting Awe inspiring, and grim shadows shifting. Hark, the ring-dove is cooing so plaintive! His mate is nesting her eggs genitive. Oh, dear Nature, how lovely are thy ways, And how melodious thy tuneful maze. Thy dulcet muse, upon my heart doth fall So gentle; and how I hear thy voice call In clarion tones tender: thou dost speak Imperial, — yet so cheering to the weak! And then, how soothing thy matchless glory ! Thy visage bespeaks thy heart, — head hoary, Revered for maternity's gen'rous deeds — God's mediation, through flower and weeds, — His exalted ways do uplift so grand Each Zephyr, that nods a leaf, at His command. In amazing wonderment the ripe fruit Comes so be-seasoned sweet as Dian's lute. — Don Zeno, wilt thou give me cooling drink From that limpid fount, overflowing brink? go PORTINIA Thanks indeed, — how very kind and gallant! Thou art a fine chaperon, so constant. I love this picturesque cove so bland, Which doth reflect that inimitable hand Who made the earth, seas, stars, and blazing sun, All things small and great, that swim, fly, or run. The glinting blooms come forth at His loving, Winter's blast cowers at His reproving; Here's nothing to disturb our quiet rest, Nor is there aught up-risen in my breast To mar this sweet day so divine indeed; I feel in my lone heart that I need Thee, as the buds need the sun's teasing kiss. Mortal happiness should not go amiss; We should learn of birds and vine-clad bowers, And harmony's reign in tiny flowers, Indigenous here so ideal, sweet, Lavishly out-strewn, broadcast, at our feet. Thus the cycle of things so onward glides, Each star in the heavens blue, joyous rides Its Pegasus, — snorting horse, — at whizzing gait, Mayhap shouting a halloo to jealous mate, As it wings graceful curves, on foaming steed In trackless space, kisses thrown — sighs do heed. Our neighbor, the moon, peeks o'er the back fence, When she's full of hilarious mirth, hence As mellow and plump as pumpkin ; so huge Up-mounts the sky, a mirage, in subterfuge. Strange, Don Zeno, the moon is always full; She's e'er a crescent, sharp as horns of bull, And she's newborn every day, my dear; She's on her last quarter each day in the year. This may seem a riddle, but it's the truth: Ask an astronomer, dear reader, youth. Therefore few things seldom are what they seem, But that does not make them false, nor a dream Less real because we know it's mind's fancy. Oft we speak of things subjective, tangibly. PORTINIA 91 We say sky; that's not exactly what's meant Than saying "I thought" for dream's consequent. My thoughts now are up-buoying, full-orbed : I'm beginning to feel things; I'm absorbed In deep philosophies, which come unaware. Thy morning rhymes, and mien so debonair Still ring in memory, as linnet's notes, My soul so full, up-brimmed ; and it floats In a shoreless sea, in a rudderless bark. My obscure sight sees fleeing shadows dark. Ah, yes, I see it all now, lucid, plain. My mind clear, my good feelings I regain. Joyous days like this may never come soon To me; I'll thee tell in due season — the moon Supine, and Hesperus, bear me witness When I outvent my secret — canst thou guess Thy destiny? — Ah, never fear; silence Is oft golden indeed, and penitence May kiss the feet of virtue; yea, its lips Warm and sweet. Her tenacious arm grips Virtue's virgin spirit; and unsmutched, For penitence, is virtue's sister, touched By conscience; that manifest anxiety Comes to all, who listen to piety. Dost thou, Don Zeno, hear the desert swells Neptune's voice in potent rills ; where pebble shells Gleam, pearly, from bottom, a virgin pink; And golden fishes, whose eyes never wink, Lave sportive, over bright sands, opal tints Giving dalliance charming, rose pale glints, — Offering gems royal, and ruby reds Which beckon to us from their oozing beds? Yea, these silent gorges may yet betimes Give gold more lavish than Solomon's mines; And, too, mayhap, rich in sapphires blue; Also large eyed diamonds, glittering new: Yes, and stones of pigeon's blood, dainty art, As red as the dove's breast; with bleeding heart. 92 PORTINIA This trancing maze so immortal doth seem, Yet on earth am I, or a blissful dream Hath borne me hence to fairy mountain tarn, Or I see through strange eyes; woof of this yarn, Which I'm thus weaving, in fancy's shuttled loom, Fabrics visionary, silken purple, bloom, With which to veil my prisoned identity So to hide my romantic entity. Meantime, be not gloomed so sad, Don Zeno. My tale, forsooth, may fascinate thee so; Leastwise, thou shalt know the whole story clear From a pure female heart, which thou shalt hear And judge, like thou wouldst judge a ripened peach Sent thee from sweet Dian's orchard beach. — Now dear, over the leas let's go hying, Chasing butter-flies, by fleckled wings flying, In idle fancy dipping up and down, Basking in sunbeams: blue, green, gold and brown; So to dry the glaucous on gauzy wings — Symbol of beauty, from memory springs. The faun and satyr, in revel-sporting feats Rouse the dreaming hare; in hopping bounds he re- treats Across the fenny marsh. The frothy clouds Sailing under the blue — huge ghosts in shrouds! The roving stag here comes for cooling draught, When eluding the yelping hounds, un-caught. The wild turkey haunts these ideal woods, And bellowing buffalo doze, chewing cuds, In gregarious bands and browsing herds: This the paradise for all singing birds — Vultures, too, wing over, seeking dead game, And cougar lurks for blood, for self and dame. That bed of blue bonnets smiling serene, Harbingers of spring — each flower a queen Of some silent heart, to whom a fond sigh Is heaved: and suave genuflections comply PORTINIA 93 With floral forms, in flowery kingdom, Where all is love, and none grouchy or grum, And joy reigns in each bud that heaven sends, And each strives to emit breath of sweetest blends. I love to recline 'neath the hawthorn tree; It's amusing to watch the honey-bee, As it wooingly sips its tiny sup From each swaying flower and buttercup, Carrying rich pollen to mother queen: A more devoted son was never seen! He toils his life away for her winter's keep, For during cold, dark days, nothing but sleep, And general planning by the social hive For the next summer's task, that it may thrive ; Hoarding sweets during the blooming season For man to wantonly filch without reason, Ne'er counting the arduous work and cost In love's labor from early spring till frost. For thou knowest a working bee's dear life Is only six weeks of laborious strife: That in this time's period, his wings of gauze Are worn out in labor's honored cause, Valiantly doing love's duty, alas! Ere he must into eternity pass, And thereby guard 'gainst being a disgrace To the noble honey-gathering insect race; Collecting for her majesty bread and meat — None which he, himself, ever lives to eat. Therefore like all things earthly he soon goes On last foraging buzz, 'mid pink and rose, Ne'er to return, but helpless falls a prey To some hungry bird's craw, before the day Is half flown into night's shadowy span — Its little spirit gone to join its god Pan, In Elysian fields of blooming rye Where all good little bees go, when they die. A moral lesson from this might be learnt, 94 PORTINIA Considering the time by man that's burnt, Vainly seeking for honey, not bee's make, Which he finds bitter — a delusive fake. When deep he quaffs, with hot, feverish lips, Then the dregs of remose he humbly sips. Before Vesper's twinkling eye in the west Wakes from sleepy throne, my secret shall rest In thy heart, for weal or woe. It may grieve Thee little, my dear, when I unweave My tale in temperaments simple, slow, And in poetic mood, mild, sweet, and low. And deep it must sink in thy inborn soul Grown somewhat limp under doubt's control. But here, nature's holy visage and groves Apropos — her sweet spirit, Flora, roves, And from her wings ambrosial dews distill, Inspiring our hearts; with nectar upfill, Burnishing our prayers, brightening love's blaze Of immortality, that mysterious maze. Then withal, a lucid wave of joy mute Comes rolling — high-crested, murmuring lute, Imparting a trembling, vibrant bliss To the muse of verse : to my soul a kiss, Healing the wounds in mortal dominion Soaring on memory's golden pinion. My Don Zeno, My Adonis, liege lord, Listen to my heart's palpitating word, And tender soever, so brimming with care Behold my self-commitment unaware. It may sound mysterious at this hour, Coming inspired ; my secret dower, My peculiar endowment, divine, Clings tenacious like tendrils of woodbine, Exuding honey-dew and fragrant sweets With witching magic, my bosom so beats In measured rhythm, enchanting wonderment Of love tones, life's savoring condiment; PORTINIA 95 Giving relish, as summer clouds give rain; Oozing into my vibrant soul's refrain; Uplifting and exalting to heights boundless — To my mother, Desrina, I love and bless. Yes, sweet Desrina of whom thou didst hear, Telling me of her tragic girlhood dear, Gliding down yon river! Now I unbare My burden to thee I've in secret borne, Upon this marble altar now be sworn. Having solemnly vowed to keep as gold My secret inviolate, and unfold To no mortal, not even to thy mother, I then create thee counselor, brother Of my heart — and all things in thee confide, Knowing quite full well nothing shall betide Thy holy promise, to whom thou dost make A faithful pledge, and sacred oaths take; And with such sweet patience and manly mood Thou didst hear me in prophetic solitude: Did not complain, mouth, curb, gainsay, or fret, Thy spirit with meek despondency beset. — Look! Don Zeno, that stony mountain ridge, Grand view of distant farms and sylvan bridge! Hear the deep murmur of the swaying pines, Huge giants towering into vaulted confines Heavenward: they pierce the eternal blue That crowns them titanic, in the mirky hue. The eagles above them can scarcely fly. They hoist their lordly heads into the sky, Hedged hereabouts by copsewood, craig, and cliffs. Some psychic power in my breast uplifts, And memories sacred reach my soul's fire, Enshrining love, that beckons me higher. Yes, through golden screens I yet see heaven, Where great hosts of white swans, in flocks driven By angels, in wondrous magic's glow, Shrouded in spider's linen, white as snow. 96 PORTINIA The moon supine, I see her silver horn Cross the vacant azure; she seems new born, Her lone orbit in the star's streaming light, Spanning heedless above, a dizzy height, Over the dark, billowy ocean's roar In phenomenal flight, like eagles' soar — Committed purblind to the eternal deep, 'Neath engulfing heaven ever to sleep On fathomless bed of dreaming solitiude, Her silver locks in nectar dews imbued. This crimson glow is love, abashing my cheek. How deep this blush! Canst thou solder heart's leak By contiguity of thy aching breast Or by generous balm, hope's bequest? Sweet as the honeysuckle's yawning breath Floating on twilight zephyrs across the heath. How mellow the spring of this verdant zone! Wouldst thou be happy, dear, my love to own, And wouldst my heart ever be thy earth shrine? My protection be to thee a charge divine? I'm sent, Don Zeno, from the skies to earth. I came not, my dear, by a mortal birth, But in a golden chariot here drawn By twelve lily-plumed swans, and a snow-white faun On the track of two parallel sunbeams Piercing earthward, like pure gold from theii gleams. I've come to pay back earth, in kind, her gold, For my mother was taken from this wold. Yes, Desrina, dear mother, with loving eyes Is watching me tenderly, blessing my sighs. I love her so, and my father Eros too, For they are the dearest in heaven's blue Beyond. — And for the pure love I bear them I consented to become a mortal gem, And thus I sprang to this glorious world, Or rather by grace, sumptuously hurled, PORTINIA 97 Which I so love and bless with my power, And thee, Don Zeno, with prince's dower, Love's minion; and Eros and Desrina bless And glorify thee, and honor and confess Thy name as my affianced consort, bound By the ties of earth and sky, and thus crowned With garlands bright from a supernal bed Which shall ever festoon thy manly head. Thou know'st now whence I came, and my mystic tale : Bind it to thy memory, and ne'er fail To keep sacred as my e'erlasting love. But I'm not the only one from above: Many angels on earth, most beauteous fair — I feel their radiance, in magic air. As steel feels the presence of loadstone My heart feels polarity of virtues strown, In measures of rhythmic agitation, And sweet harmony in diapason. Don Zeno, the angel at the river's falls In turbid flow, was Desrina; her calls Still I hear, and ever see her sweet face So immortal and full of divine grace. She rose from water with swans eleven With golden wings; returned straightway to heaven When seeing danger from me driven. After she ascended a flaming meteor Crossed the sky, emitting rainbow hues afar, Causing a deep, solemn uproaring sound, Reminding of huge bird that shook the ground, As told by Indian legend, years agone, When the bird took little Desrina on To the royal heavens, beyond pale moon, To Eros, the god of love, who did soon Win her admiration, and all her love. Now Eros and Desrina, models above, Beyond the earth's winged clouds and chilly rain, 98 PORTINIA Where Jovian thunderbolts, music's strain, Sweet and melodious as Triton's horn Blown from briny back of sea-unicorn. Yes, beauty is the heritage of love On her throne, but love not exalt to prove That smiling beauty doth at her side pose, While love's wings hover beauty's budding rose; Hence sweet love and beauty go hand in hand — Beauty then is her child, at love's command, Because beauty is objective alone, While love is intangible, on her throne. The parent of beauty then is love divine, Whether on regal throne or at her shrine. Yea, love in rags can make beauty a star, Heaven's emblem — immortal scimitar — The earth refulgent, but unlike Venus, Queen of all the heavenly stars. For us Her silken gleams ever blend most superb, She smiles upon earth sweet as blooming herb. Her eyes twinkle such admirations bland, For the honor of her terrestrial hand: The loveliness of Venus yet untold! My flattering rhymes her beauty ne'er unfold; 'Tis beyond my stammering tongue's flow For Venus' light, heaven's immortal glow. Her forests bestrown with sweetest flowers, The glens and coves the leafiest bowers, Her song birds sing the angels' sweetest tunes. Ah! she has the brightest, most witching moons. Her rills sparkle like nectar's champagne Bubbling from the mountain's copious vein: Her fishes of most charming colors bold — Scales of amethyst, ruby, pearl, and gold, Fins and eyes lucent; their bedazzling pride And argent perch reposing so magnified: Her cressy cliffs the dream of all fair nymphs, In shady nooks. The love Cupids for a glimpse PORTINIA 99 Linger mid bright flowers and gauzy wings Of varied butterflies, sipping things. Thou, Don Zeno, should taste a Venus date, Its flavor most fragrant, the palate to sate. Yes, dear, the planet Venus is the gem Of the bright-eyed twinklers; a diadem In the eternal heavens is her crown Of glory, gleaming like diamonds down, From her dizzy throne entwining her glows And blessing earth with her prayers; and rainbows, Curved beyond the beauty of Jupiter's gate, So arched and begemmed, like Dian's temple great: Her zephyrs the delicate air, sweet incense, fraught, With odors convivial, and sighs caught, As sweet as the dreams of love's own minions Flying on heart's tempest and gold pinions, By the light of refulgent clouds blending A memory's fair beauty ne'er ending, But e'er rising as the ghost of lost love From capacious heart, silent as nesting dove. Ah! yes, on my birth planet, queen of pearl, Youth and beauty kiss love's feet, and unfurl Her saintly wings, and shower balmy dew Gentle, on all, small and great. Hold this true! I dare say, for this is no phantasy Of the mind, to confound earth-charms, or to play With words and odious platitudes vain ; But earth-love a mere shadow, and beauty slain By jealous envy, and covetous eyes; No twinkle of love here, but that soon flies So outraged by ravaging, wolfish time. The flowers here bespeak its dearth — sublime Is its power on Venus to so blend Its divine spirit to unselfish end. The seas of my native orb, in crystal waves Roll, in swells of harmony and semi-quaves. The climbing sweet grape and lush muscadine Perfume the meadows, like breath of pure wine; ioo PORTINIA Her ambrosial sweets so fragrant withal, From myriad fruits ripe from May till fall. Nimble deer, antelope, and fleet gazelle Play hide and seek, on blooming asphodel. No savage beasts on Venus lurk for blood, Nor snake, satanic emblem, in danky mud. Satan, the prince of darkness, dare not land On that Star, — 'Twas ne'er smutched by red hand. White plumed swan of huge size, and peacocks gay Bask, in mellow sunbeams, the livelong day, Beautiful nymphs e'er young and candied sweet Wreathing rich garlands, the love gods to greet. Oh, dear orb! matchless in the trackless blue! I bless thee, and my mother Desrina too. Thou art mine own ! I could not love thee more, My heart steeped in thy pride since days of yore. My prayers are my greatest comfort now. I shall ne'er forget thee, nor cease to endow Thee with my feeble blessings, while eloigned From thy benign grace; I hope to be subjoined To thy love embalmed kingdom; I shall hope And be happy on earth, though I may grope In dark caves, as a lost spirit pining. Tut! I'm happy, I'm dreaming, I'm dining On sawdust, in aberration of mind Crossing raged stream on floating logs untwined. Yea, all flowers, buds, weed, and every plant Magnified in beauty, and so fragrant With such richness, to sting the sense of smell. O happy spirit-land I love so well! Because it lulled my soul to sweet rest So dreamy 'mong eternal beauty blest; Where all is peace and pleasantness divine, And naught to mar, nor sorrow to pine ; Nor death to embrace, or trammel our joy; Where every sound is music's sweet haut-boy, Vibrating from standard pitch, high or low, PORTINIA 101 All animal voices harmonize, so Perfectly symphonic with Nature's song: The elephant's trumpeting, deep and long, In sweet accord with nightingale's descant, And the crickets evening song, vesper's chant, In perfect octaves with lion's bass refrain, Which in turn blends with linnet's sweet strain: The panther's scream and the lamb's singing bleat Conforming counterpoint, in concord's beat: Likewise, the tints, all blending, so agree — No discord in hues, shades, grass or leaf of tree: The voice of nymphs one grand harmony In prayer, song, or in frolicsome plays. Thou then canst now divine the rhythmic lays And feel the soothing charms, and visions see To lure thy soul; with her heaven majesty. Dear Venus, I soon thy celestial sheen Can see, on thy golden throne, as young Queen, Or as beauty bride, adorned innocent, In sumptuous regality content To meet her honored groom's coequal hand, In holy wedlock, a true lover's wand. I shall look for thy twilight kiss supreme Emerging from pale oblivion. 'Twould seem, As thou peepest at the earth when the sun Is shedding its good-night benediction, And our song birds have homeward flown to rest, To comfort faithful mates in hatching nest. When the tired earth begins to yawn for sleep, Then thou emergest from the trackless deep. Fleet as meteor through un fathomed space Thou dost wing on thy destined journey's race, E'er duteous to thy honored mission, Patrolling heaven's ether, in transition. I know thou canst my echoing prayers Hear, so plain, — I'm thy daughter, who declares Thy glory, and venerates thy precious youth Eternal, — thy beauty a divine truth. 162 PORTINIA Strange to think thy golden pinions did brood My soul; and in memory's solitude I still gambol on thy blooming bosom, And drink nectarean juice, so welcome, Pouring from thy opal founts immortal, A glittering and gleaming ritual. In my winged fancy I muse supine On thy Elysian lawns green and fine, Where the daffodils and daisies' scent Perfume the ozone in magic wonderment. Yes, thou hast wonders the earth never knew — Jovian-brewed love, to make all hearts true. I long to see thy harvest's golden grain Swaying near the rose-scented meadows and lane, And autumn's dazzling tints and shaded hues Blushing with conscious pride ; and lambent dews, Nature's sacred sanctum and holy head, Offering sweet incense from censer shed: O, Paradise that mortal eye hath seen, Heaven's outspread glory! — Thou begemmed queen, Showering love on all who kneel at thy shrine, Embalming the soul that shall cease to pine, Engendering life; at thine own command Immortality by thy royal hand Given all whom thou dost bosom retreat 'Neath cool, enchanted bowers, blooming sweet — O, thou everlasting and silent orb! Thou dost my mind thoroughly absorb! I shall yet pay thee some sacrificial meed: For thy maternity I'm grateful indeed. I'd love to know what thy dower shall be In Heaven's non-ending eternity; And what princely star in the firmament Thy love can win? What Cupid's honeyed dart rent Or wounded thy sweet feminality, Or what monarch of less regality PORTINIA 103 Would presume to sue for thy gracious love? Hast thou sweetheart immaculate above? Or thou may'st be widow of some pale globe, dead, And so phlegmatic, like stoics of old. Then how long since wert thou to this orb wed? Dost thou yet, with tears, bathe his whited tomb cold? Don Zeno, I hope my exalting ode To Venus did much to inwardly thy load To loose; and happiness real, I pray Shall lure thee into Neptune's cooling bay, Ere we adieu at closing of this day. For I much yet may furthermore impart: I desire to pluck earth-sorrows from thy heart, Placing new lute in thy grasp, with gold strings, At thy magic sweep lyric as thrush sings. And thy songs shall all be new, and blending As many pure wines, with incense outsending. And thy faith in me shall be as huge lion For strength, and as lofty high as Orion, Sparkling in the zenith, love's good night, As if 'twere full golden, a piloting wight. In the calm Heaven's awing solitude, Deep as infinity, no mortal e'er construed, By profound meditation of the mind, The extravagance of space unconflned, Beyond the bourne of finite destinies A wondrous mystery in embosomed skies. I feel a deep gravity upon my soul. Endless immortality before me stands, On which I pillow my dauntless faith whole, And I beckon to its outstretched hands. Dearest Don Zeno, Thou shalt be my stay; I divine to lead thee mid mossy glades 'Mong mellow hues and ripened fruits far away, Down gladdened streams, love's richest shades, io 4 PORTINIA Where we may muse supine and build temples grand. And sweet siren music shall sate our ears. In this sacred bower we'll understand Nature's holy communion, and love's tears Shall cease to bestain the impassioned cheek. And tenderest fairies shall nurse our wants: Sparkling fountains of nectars they shall seek And find in excessive flows, in these haunts Sublime — beyond poet's rusty pen to tell; Or if tipped with pure diamond neb, Dipped into poesy's enchanted dell, Then 'twould trip and stammer in mazy web. Yes, it beggars description, tongue, or pen, Where the spirit of Nature's majesty reigns In sweet love-knots ; and brings our souls in ken And contiguous to its sacred fanes. Now Don Zeno, my mind, like the eagle free, Flying on wings of lightning's majesty, My heart unfettered by dark leprous sin, And my soul is fearless, the right to win. It pines for Venus' emerald fields vast, Whose topography by mortal un-mapped, Where the goddess of youth, by beauty surpassed : For the elements of youth so wrapped In beauty's Hymeneal robe, tender as dreams Of Neptune for Amphitrite's virgin hand, Yet in convenant of her heart's own themes, Whence delicatest rhythms sweet and bland. Ah, yes, as sure as the vaulted blue so high Doth span the earth and seas, so crowned thereby, Verily my destiny is fixed in thine, As true as the words of poets divine; My terrestrial mission, by angels blest, And Heaven's portals offer benign rest. A rosy charm hangs about thy face; My heart for thee grows with potent grace; PORTINIA 105 My glorious childhood the gleaming past, Now with mortal touch, blending fervency fast, In my blooming soul, a flaming desire For animate love to which I aspire. And my heaving breast, with opiate ease Now calm, as by hemlock draught, my doubt flees Into oblivion's dark, dismal cave Where the winged Psyche never flies And Phoebus glints not, through sable skies: Where ebon clouds their rayless mantles wave, And black spectres grope by candle's light dim ; Dance noiseless, in sportive dalliance grim. I now see this mortal life like pure rose Oped. Its fragrance inspiring out-flows: Its benign influence, balm to heart sighs. I no more my mind artfully disguise. Thou art dear, Don Zeno! a perfect man — An Apollo in physique; and great Pan Doth admire thy mien and will bless thy herds, For he is the god of fish, beast, and birds. O, I'm full of joyous gladness; my sun Hath dawned; my visions true, yea, I've begun My destiny's visitant grace. I could dance For happiness! Who would elude romance, Coming full orbed, where poesy doth mount Love waves, that spring from the heart's trickling fount ? Sweeter than breath of violets exhaled, I've tasted divine love, so brimful-pailed. My sinless soul doth glow like molten brass; I'm in the bosom of earth's sacred mass. My songs shall bring thee to that golden gate Whose portal opes into a richer fate, Where angels sing such melodious themes, That sate the nerves, and fill my heart with bright gleams Of blissful immortality that doth shine 106 PORTINIA From that supernal kingdom superfine; Where the chimes of eternal love sweetly ring, And with silver tongues the nightingales sing. Though 'tis blessed to be mortal, and feel The up-swelling of the heart; yea, the zeal Of new-born love, that steals gentle and mute Into the bosom, soft as magic lute: And thereby gains a fore-smack, and a thirst For that pure ray immortal that doth burst Anon, upon the meek and languid breast. This love makes angels pine; they have confest Jealousy for mortal beauty, and lives So full of fervent passion, in their shrives They oft acknowledge, to that bitter end; And many divine prayers they upsend, In meekness of heart, for mortal life benign, So to taste this nectarean wine — Such ineffable relish, born above, Crowning those betided in throes of love, Which comes so exulting, and oft befriends A drooping soul, that to sweet beauty bends, So tenderly inviolate. It lures Dreamily into green bowers, though abjures All shades of vice, that easily uptrip Mortal proneness, which lands in Satan's grip. I shall soon be engulfed, Don Zeno, deep Into a mystic shrine, unfathomed leap. I love to stand upon this misty throne, Where I can brood on things psychic alone, And with vision unclouded, so peaked high, My mind undaunted, I see winged bliss nigh For you and me, hovering so fire-pure, In beauteous plumage, my eyes can't endure The suspense, or refrain from a closer view Of its very self, I see things so new. I desire to embrace this bliss, and quaff PORTINIA 107 My thirsty fill — I'm too happy to laugh. I dote upon the tinting of these themes. My hope sparkles bright like the rippling streams. I hear sweet music's voice that sates the air, And impounds love-tunes in the heart so fair; And brings up sweet rosemary dream's content To my memory that so noiseless went O'er mossy cliffs and into winding wood Down green slopes on that bright morn when I stood Contemplating on thee, Don Zeno dear, As thou slept serene upon flowers near. That memory now comes back, with a smile More softly, as I meditate the while On thy rhyming emotions yet bottled In my heart, like picture films unmottled, Moving like a great panorama grand Before my vision: I behold thy hand Outstretched to me, so entreating and kind. Ah! seldom a mortal maid doth e'er find A paragon in the image of man, And pure love so paramount that great Pan Blesses thy flocks and manhood, and conveys To me thy sweet munificence. Yet rays Of a divine glint still cling to my breast ; Their soft gleams radiate my heart. A rest Soothing within pervades my conscious pride And opens my soul like a musk-rose wide. To a golden field of ripened fruit we seek. Here on earth we can do good ; full-hearted, speak To the cheerless, and by our lives dispel Sorrows from the tearful eye, and quell The aching breast. As we onward must speed, Let our minds be full of joy, and take heed That in meekness we go most humble. We'll bestow flowers, that none may stumble, Nor the poor chide; but we'll commend and cheer io8 PORTINIA All with whom we meet, and unfold so clear Our mission pure ; like the voice of Neptune, Ringing on the ocean waves, as the moon Climbs out of the surging deep, full to her brim, And scales the sky; while fleeting clouds bedim The smile of her face and classic reverence. Yea, soon, my dear, we will surely commence Our fated destiny — the time is most pregnant With opportunity, the blooms fragrant, And our lives full of hope's vintage so sweet. E'en love's memory kisses beauty's feet. Beauty meanwhile seeks votaries above, While her vows are made to the god of love. Now most noble Don Zeno, to my tale Of flowery rhyme thou didst heed: and fail Not to add smiling magic's tender eyes, As we linger under whispering skies: While the sun paints the west a golden hue, And white clouds patrolling 'neath heaven's blue, Their shadows, so faint, growing more slender, The distant azure now blends so tender; And the nesting birds soon their evening lay, That good-night vesper, to departing day Chanting in many keys their songs and pipes, Calling home, each, its mate. The long-billed snipes Too, betimes, wend homeward, on lazy wing, As the night birds wake, and begin to sing. All things in life have some duty to perform: Some birds take delight weathering the storm, While others, like mortal cowards, with fear Hide in affright, till the sky 'bove is clear. Yes, dear, upon this glorious earth we've met ! I'll tell thee something more soon, but not yet Will I make final reply, good forever. We can linger some time, ere we sever To meet again on the hopeful morrow. I know thou wilt disenthrall that sorrow From thy manly bosom, for on this mount PORTINIA 109 I'll meet thee betimes at morn, by yon fount, Or I may tell thee this day — yes, I'll tell Thee true, this holy day — and thy heart quell Or more rage. I have purpose in delay. Thou must know, a woman's love is no play. But be truly patient, and treachery Will ne'er sting thy soul, nor tears well thine eye. Be sure thou art true, withal, not extreme With fault finding, and not ready to deem Others wanton, and unworthy, before thee, Though in great doubt as to their gold purity. Is thy heart undefiled, — white as ethereal snow, — As crystal as a dewdrop? Dost thou know? Ah, dearest, be not taken by surprise! Thou art near perfect, yet thou canst not rise Higher than mortal; a rill, though limpid pure, Cannot rise above its source. Hence be sure Thy heart-fountain ripples transparent — clear: Then let thy speech be golden, and all fear Shall leave thee. Yet let not thy silent tongue Freeze to thy palate: it's a tuneful harp 'mong Thy friends for good, at the opportune time, Either in prose, blank verse, or lyric rhyme. Lo, yon clouds, like mountains in the east-sky, I see great beasts at the horizon high! Large and small, I behold a caravan Of soldiers and generals: they now span The valley and peaks, a grim phalanx bold, A multitude in the heavens untold. Yes, I discern the army of great Mars Mustering soldiers for war, mid the stars To fight against "The prince of the power Of the air." Satan out of his dower Roves by stealth, or in great temper flies Beyond his prescribed pale: in rage he tries To invade the domains of Desrina, My own mother's realm, Yea, and Diana, no PORTINIA The dear virgin-goddess of love divine, Reigning from her pearl and gold-gemmed shrine, Hath seen this devil, suave with brazen face Flying in pomp across forbidden space. But our god Mars doth make Satan quiver. At the sight of truth he begins to shiver. He's a cringing coward — ne'er faces the right; Doing evil versute under shroud of night. Yes, my dear, let's go up this mount higher, Where we can behold the sunset's gold pyre. The clouds seem in family devotion: They pause near the sun's flaming altar. The ocean Sends up tints of her reflected majesty glad In good-night waves, to such a parting sad. Leaving his throne, and his power disenthrall, Each cloud shoots up a little silken pall. Likewise, each has its distinct color streak Gradating from base to towering peak — Fitting adieu to the dethroned king of day! And at his setting I must hie away, By twilight's mellow and lingering glow, Before sluggish night her black mantles throw Athwart my lone path, as I wend unseen My journey mid flowers and leaves so green. Yea, Don Zeno, I know thy inmost love For me is mortal-pure, and far above The love, so called, from selfishness brewed, Or that for hire, bought, and oft, alas! rued. If its price should take heel, or evaporate, No earth judge can this love adjudicate. I have no dower of glittering gold To offer at thy feet; I'll not be sold; But in love I'm endowed beyond measure: My wealth can not be gauged by earth-treasure. Dear, I know of no sweeter destiny Than what is nigh — to it my soul would fly. PORTINIA in I'll be young forever, like a rippling spring: To a zenith high my spirit shall cling. My youth shall not be gnawed on by time's teeth; My eyes shall never look upon sin's sheath, Nor meet it 'neath the blue delicate sky. I'm not for death — I'm too happy to die. Death comes by sin, as sure as the night scuds From the sun's dawn, or as sure as the buds Are called forth by his beam's gentle breathing. True, as in mortal life, all are wreathing A flowery gird; some idol to gown, Or some goal to cap with ambition's crown. The pinions of my will now so full-fledged, My heart is plumed, my desires firmly wedged To this earth, and to thee, dear Don Zeno! Yea, to thee, first of all, I came, I trow. My boon is to be happy ; and elate, Not selfish happiness, carnal ingrate. My cravings for Desrina, my mother, Are now more appeased, and sadness further Eloigned from my new-born joys and hopes. My mind no more takes long flights and elopes Into the fathomless heavens, sublime, Like carrier pigeon ; weary returns betime — My soul up-strung like a "Strad" violin, That awaits wizard touch. Then sweet themes 'gin, And e'en notes more lyric than these may rise, Enamored with all passioned melodies: Swelling higher, and higher still, up-send Harmonies that with angel voices blend, Charming all beauty, like opiate sops, Or filling its eyes, with rheum's crystal drops, Reminding of operas gone, and scenes sped, Without hope of returning whence they fled. Some lurking memories that snare our muse Oft without rhyme, our false idols diffuse A noxious music, from poisoned lyre's throat, ii2 PORTINIA Which haunt our wakeful nights, with dreams that gloat The eyes, and rack the brain with nightmare's daze. Visionary figments; a mind's fitful maze. There's many a fair maid to deception wed, And her love-amperes vibrate conscience dead. If our sincerity like electric volts Could be tested, the heart would have less jolts. The elements of beauty are divine, Feeding on love's ambrosia, so benign. Come then, hand in hand, with me. We'll ascend The topmost pinnacle, and so transcend Our minds, in region's eternal abyss. No! No! — I'll not give thee my soul kiss, So ill timed — 'tis with my heart thou wouldst play ! But, for me pull yon lot of jonquils gay, Now, upon this granite peak, enmossed green The last rays of the sinking sun can be seen. The Mayflowers below us are sighing On every side ; they're on us spying. Ah, what a happy place from which to view A glorious landscape, and the sun, adieu! Here we'll kneel in quiet evening prayer, Remember to give thanks for day so fair. I love this mount ! Let's here on the morn come. O! shall we meet in love's Elysium? Don Zeno, I desire thine eyes to run The heavens, to left of the setting sun, At this angle. I'll go yonder to pray 'Neath the huge o'erhanging cliffs, so to sway My soul in silence, to thee, mortal prince. I may be thine, let my prayer convince; When thou canst the glint of my natal home See with thy hazel orbs, then for me come. I mean, when thou beholdst the evening star Venus, from her golden throne so far, Come to me; yea, dear, in haste to me fly, And thy answer to thy day's colloquy PORTINIA 113 Will be in my face. If full of glory Thou canst see, thus thou wilt know the story; If my visage collied as opacous night, Thou canst meekly discern the answer right, Yes, Don Zeno, now watch whilst I pray. My love may be for thee: why dost thou fray? Sacred is the soul that's so confiding, Blessed the tongue that bears a good tiding! Truly, when thou canst Vesper's twinkling smile Behold, I'll tell thee yea or nay: the while Be calm, do not tremble, and so agazed. Thou shouldst be full of trust, with faith upraised. Do not so mournful sigh, mortal man. Thee will I bless — thine eyes the azure span. Would by magic wand, from this bud, could make Fair maid for thee, like myself, than to break Thy languorous heart, and drive to lover's death ! Thou hast truly said there's but one thin breath Between the dead and the happy living. Be therefore more generous and forgiving. I go hence to commune with those above, And petition to graciously approve My carnal choice, in thy manly heart; And my dear mother will divinely impart To my soul what I can do; I'm her child. She will come to me in this forest wild. Yes, my sweet mother, Desrina, will guide My languid breast, and let no ill betide. At her touch, my spirit buoyant will soar, And she will on me elixir of life pour. But no lead can fathom this human fear, Yet I hear tuneful songs of birds so near, Which cheer me at this grave and crucial hour, And assure to me my virgin power, Increasing with enchantment full blown, And so intertwined my spirit hath grown. O, thou throned Dian, goddess of marriage ii 4 PORTINIA Divine! direct my lone path, and assuage This anxiety up-pent, so mortal. I must forget I'm from heights imperial. Though nymph indeed, 'twere from Venus I came. I'm like ring-dove, meek, way-worn, and wing-lame. But on great Jove my heart I now resign; And Neptune with beauteous eyes, that shine With sparkling fire, and flame, lighting my fate. They smile on my soul ; in patience I wait. Now, Don Zeno, I hie to yon bower. I'll pray in mind heart and spirit. The hour Speeds nigh : the sun is now most half to bed ; Its blinking eyes mighty golden tears shed At parting from many beauteous scenes. Soon indeed, my dear, the celestial sheens Of my orb, Venus, and her lambent blend Through heaven's blue abysm, she will out-send Her mighty searchlight, to see if all's well, And to earth, her sister, where few angels dwell. Be then at thy tower — a soulful task! Angels may serve thee, if thou art steadfast, And pure in mind, and trusting, and forswear Thy potent gloom, and that princely smile wear At this bewildering hour, so intense, In watching for a fateful ray, from thence. The vaulted heavens I now see begemmed And festooned for some honor's diademed, The coronation of some beauty queen, Or the celebration of some holy scene Commemorating some sacred romance Above — where all things imbued in fragrance Of purest wine — my vision's scope so fine. Don Zeno, I see things truly divine, And by this unexpected glory dazed, I'm so happy now, my buoyancy raised. All this ethereal grandeur streaming May be for our good fortune gleaming. PORTINIA 115 The firmament now full of fantastic wings, Of butterflies huge, whose brilliancy flings An opal dazzle, from the sun's decline. From these flecked wings, as large as swans supine, Or as broad as mountain eagle's pinions, Yet more uplifted, by spirit minions — Behold, the dome of heaven now upscreened, In gold, silver, and ruby blends, so sheened By these winged figures, immortal tints. Wherefore, Don Zeno, these supernal glints? Across the void and milky way they span; They're drilling, an edict's floating ban, Mayhap to interdict, and our union foil. Heaven be praised, they gracefully recoil; And now, fading fast from my psychic view, Now there's no cloud of sorrow 'neath the blue. To yonder cliff I go, the shrine of Jove, Where bleeding hecatombs and vows for love Have been sacrificed, to Dian's holy priests. — Here great Pan hath celebrated many feasts. Adieu, dear Don Zeno, till thou shalt call For me, after the eye of Hesperus doth fall On thy wan and cadaverous count'nance. Be brave, be a young god, for furtherance Of thy faith and honor, in this good cause, So swayed by fatality's iron jaws. Ah, well! 'Twas to be so, I knew, I knew — It's our destiny, Don Zeno! Adieu, Adieu. — PORTINIA'S PRAYER "O! most gracious gods, of ocean and skies, And the beauty-goddess of love benign — To the queen of heaven's own paradise, And to holy angels, with hearts divine, To my own mother, Desrina, I bend My humble soul, in spiritual prayer; In adoration of love, I commend To thee my mortal cares, and from hands fair n6 PORTINIA I ask blessings from every throne above: I have offended none I need to be blest. Pour upon my earth-pilgrimage thy love! By grace divine, give me supernal rest And assurance of thy blessings so high. Give me Don Zeno, and brim his soul full Of love, wisdom, and righteousness, so I Shall feel in him a magic force to pull Earthward my ethereal longings felt. Give him heart and gladness, meekness of dove. O! thou exalted king, who hath power to melt The ocean's ice-bergs — thou eternal Jove! Baptize me in thy fount's pure lucid waves, And engulf my terrestrial cares in the deep, Or cast them into oblivion's caves. O, give me thy immortal beauty's sleep ! And thou, Venus, goddess of love's dower, Deified beauty, and female passion's flame, Calm my heart, make me earth's sweetest flower. Give me Don Zeno, my supremest aim. — O! gentle Muse of love, cadence my pleas. To the most high, on thy linnet-tongued lyre, Evoke the Siren's strains, from southern seas, In my name; to the gods of sacred fire. Dearest Neptune, thou sea-born god of tides And the emerald deep, who dost billows Cradle, in thy mighty arms — thy sweet voice guides And lulls thy sea nymphs, on frothy pillows, To such blissful dreams that to earth unknown — Soothe thou my sighing breast for Don Zeno! Command that thy sonorous conch be blown, In my honor, that I may hear and know By its vibrant echoes, that I am blest To the full, in thy distilled odors sweet, And that my mortal purpose hath found rest, — That Don Zeno is mine ever to greet. — Sweet Dian, of Hymen's sacred altar! Thou dearest virgin empress of heaven, PORTINIA 117 Impregn my soul with dews from thy holy star, As love's heritage, from thy throne given. Now, I see sceptered hands, and hear Siren tunes; My dull brain reels, it vibrates; a voice calls. I see luminous figures, and peerless moons. My soul is rising! Behold now it falls To silent earth ; now, nymphs, and gods, in tears, Marching to some slow rhythm, cadenced in sorrow Like death's solemn tread, and mumbling fears. My mind opacous I bid good-morrow To all hope: I'm deaf, dumb, and spirit blind. I smell the rancid breath of morbid hell: My memory fled, my way can I find? O Destiny, enshrine my soul ! Farewell ! A delusion, a trance! The heavens ran As melted wax, my inward heart by pity torn It beseemed, by mighty leviathan Swallowed, which then was very hell, forlorn. 'Twas a dream, a horrid dream! I lost my sense And groped in woeful pain; hell's fanged teeth Seized my soul in vengeance, grim recompense. — To heaven's saints divine I now bequeath My trembling form, and benighted spirit cold." — Don Zeno! Don Zeno! My liege love god, I'm thine — I tell thee, I'm thine! I make bold To give my life and love's sceptered rod In thy keeping, a warder, to fight Satan, Who vainly tried to impeach my prayers. Heaven be exalted, evermore; the ban To our espousal now Dian declares Revoked, void — I'm ensconced in thy arms. Don Zeno, thou shalt be my mortal charms. Book 111 DON ZENO TO PORTINIA Portinia! my shining star, my life's weal, Do smile upon me! I'm transmuted; I feel My sorrow hath like full fledged eaglets flown, And tumultuous fears that I had sown Now fused into love's pure educing gleams. Ah, now I'll harp on harmonious themes, My fondest hopes and prayers magnified. My soul hath been by empyrean fires tried. goddess! from thy sacramental cup Pour into my heart's void that balmy sup, From the Pierian fount of poesy divine! Dearest, I'm new-born from this sacred shrine. My beauty-gem sparkles for me at last: I'm holding her in my hungry arms fast, Close to my heaving bosom that vibrates My diaphragm — my kiss unsatiates My smouldered passion; for thee, Portinia dear, I've won! Thank holy Heaven, I've no fear; Thou art mine henceforth, forever I know. Those cerulean orbs ne'er looked quite so Perfectly heavenly to me before. 1 must anon tether my soul lest it soar To blissful realms beyond this pale or sphere. Portinia, how can love inviolate deter My ardent heart's Heaven besprent desire That's been by celestial flames set on fire? And entuned to immortal spirits high Whose exulting passions vibrate the sky, And quiver my frame as an aspen leaf! O think of my reward! I have slain grief, The which is merely a carnal ailment, Alien to the soul's platonic content. Venus, thy godmother, bespeaks thy glory To earth, e'en though it be in allegory — 118 PORTINIA 119 Ethereal ensign, with fulgid embrace Shines on mortal life with refining grace, Sweet as melrose, though recumbent afar, Yet with brilliance like glittering scimitar. 'Tis Vespers at eve-tide, to the love-lorn Then a blessing benign at early morn. Venus, dear planet, with golden beams Let me kiss thy virgin and resonant themes; Or a molt-feather from thy magic wing Shed on me, and my lyre up-tune to sing Thy enchanting refrains! Such rhythms divine On thy redolent breath waft, benign. 1 shall e'er bless thee in memory's prayer For committing Portinia, thy daughter fair — And in divinest love that e'er shall live In eternity, I'll endue and honor give, By casting humble obeisance as I greet, While showering heaven blooms at thy feet. My joy, with that morbid fear un-commixed, On thee dear, thy dower anon, I'll fix, Bequeathing lands and cattle, rivaling Job of old. Gold and silver I shall fling Into thy coffer, as my faith to prove. Would I owned the planet Jupiter above! I would give it thee for wedding present, And stock it with Dian's fawns to browse content, On emerald lawns, and buds embryo, And nibble the cliffs, that with verdance grow. Its forests I would fill with nightingale, With laughing thrush, bobolink, and piping quail, And all feathered singers of heaven and earth. Thy lily-white swans should be without dearth, Swimming upon the lake's placid bosom, With supreme grace — fish, gold and platinum, With argent fins, and those with eyes of pearl, Should lave supine, in the cool rills that swirl And giggle over pebbles with opal Tints, and rays refracted by prisms crystal. 120 PORTINIA And all flowers known to botany's kingdom In Jupiter I'd brood with sweeter blossom. The rose, the queen of heaven's own garden, I'd magnify; and the desert and glen For thee should diffuse an odor divine, Alike for thy glory and honor fine. 'Bove all this, I have treasure surpassing — A heart's pure love, that long hath been fasting For its affinity, lo these many moons, And hath been bottled up, so like cocoons Which yield finest silk and damask raiment ; Likewise my heart shall produce in wonderment, Since I'm thy purveyor, thy soul to bless. O happy draught of vintage, from love's press, My brain dizzy, as though on wine 'twere drunk. joy! 'Tis that brooding fear I have sunk. 1 now see such sparkling bliss on viewless wing, Why all sounds are harmonious, and sing Rhythms divine, and heaven's breath on breezes Cadenced in sweet diapason, that eases And blandishes my once tumultuous heart, And to it most sacred unctions impart. for voice of sirens, on Zephyr's throne, That I might joyous sing, to thee, my own, To thee, Portinia, yet in my arm's embrace, While Hesperus looks on, with smiling face; And sheds upon us Hymen's nectar dews, That shall consecrate our love, and transfuse Our spirits with virtue's grace, till we come One in unison's purpose, as the hum Of bees' gauzy wing in same hive maintain A social harmony sweet and plain; Thus awaiting spring buds to ope and ensue With rich pollen, the bees to their thighs glue. A buoyancy of pride dilates my soul! 1 snap my finger at sorrow's grim scroll, And thou, Beelzebub, of dissonant woe! PORTINIA 121 Thy blatant majesty so false must go. Thou Satan, thy misspent endeavors slain, Thou ebon-faced devil with grief's refrain — Though incarnate, thou art of wisdom scant, But full of vanity, concomitant, Roving the earth seeking whom to ensnare, The pure defaming, whose virtues most fair; Glorying in vituperations truly base, Thy venom outflung to the human race. Thou victim of Heaven's revenging ire, The prophets beshrew thee with oracular fire! Angels of grace contemn thy cunning gaze! The celestial realm loath that fuming blaze! A saffron tail with green blemishing flame Marks thy flight and thy everlasting shame. Lucifer, thou sower of dismal doom, Thy lying words blight virtue's bud and bloom, And thy wings begrimed from hell's misery, Where engulfed forever thou shouldst be. How fraught with spiteful jealousy and bane Thy pusillanimous stealth! Ne'er again Shalt thou be permitted joy to embrace ; Thy cowering heart too mean to e'er face The right, unless by perversion versute. Thou hast the chicanery to try imbrute The orisons of a saint, and to pry Into very Heaven, from whence thou wert thrown, Wherein thou didst try to set up thine own Realm of monarchy. An imperial Traitor thou didst aspire; therefore didst fall To insuperable depth, — thy fuming thrall. Thou wouldst be usurper to God's throne of grace. Now a motley serpent without a trace Of good in thy witching charms to deceive, Once fully in thy power, no reprieve Of mercy dost thou grant, nor gleam of truth From those greenish gorgon eyes. Ah, forsooth, The world is speedily finding thee out. 122 PORTINIA Like in Heaven, thou shalt be put to rout, — Eternity too short for thy penance, Thou dragon ! Hades too good for thy manse. But get thee hence, thou demon of despoils! Why art thou not in hell with thy turmoils? And thus eloign thy benighted spirit Deep into that molten, sulphuric pit. Portinia, dear, I'm o'erbrimmed with joy's bliss; I am only half in the body: this Mortality is from me ebbing fast. My life seems transmuted into realms vast, Where I glint celestial light's cheering blaze, From whence all gloom hath been expunged and razed. My love is now growing to its full orb, Heaven's music doth so my soul absorb. Forthwith my golden visions come like a sundart Into the arena of my swelling heart. loftiest muse with love's damask wing, With pure gleesome joys I hear thy chanting. Thy gentle rhythms grasp my being as night Shadows lengthen indistinct beyond sight. 1 now hear the sun's rays kiss the flowers Adieus so sweet; now the zephyr's fond hours Come anon to balm each bloom with a pearl; And silently other bud's eyes unfurl To prepare for Aurora's crowning dawn, While dallies the moon's beamlets on earth's lawn, With argent smiles; while I dream, and now feel Thy magnetic soul into my heart steal Softly, as the footfall of limping hare Upon the virgin snow in the starlit air — What a detergent thing is divine love To a wounded spirit, tender as dove Cooing to nesting mate near ocean's tide, To lend cheer to genitive task, and guide PORTINIA 123 Its joys to the days when their callow brood Will engross parental ties, supplying food. A theme transporting is love's vesper song! How inclined it is to placate a wrong ! How holy is its temple of devotion! Where it reigns there is divinist lotion. Its symptoms are self-denial, benign, And its prayers to Heaven condign. Yea, Portinia, I'm full of happiest pain ! My sacred gift, thou art from Venus' fane. For earth, I love thee most too much I fear. My heart shall be cogent, to give thee cheer. What Eve's were to Adam thy smiles to me, While my joys are divine you plainly see; And my happiness is beyond measure, To devote life to thee my greatest pleasure. My spirit, like swan-down light, so elate, As from it joy did demons extirpate. I shall give thee crown inwove with golden eyes And amaranth flowers, from paradise, Sacred bloom once by the tree of life flowered, But to Heaven sent, where since it hath bowered The throne of beauty; there blows by the fount Of immortal love, in numbers beyond count. What bliss to walk with thee, along the banks Of the pure river of life, giving thanks For the blessings we shall have enjoyed on earth, Wherein, this crucible, we must our worth Prove: those diseased here, with morbid sin, Can never pass the pearly gates, within Heaven's kingdom, impurpled with roses, Where the streets bestrewn with violets and posies And where the sun's rays we shall never need, Basking on laurel shores — our divine meed, Or dreaming meditative on bejeweled beach. O may it be our destined fate to reach Those Elysian shades, where the limpid rills Sing sweet hosannas, whose music up-fills 124 PORTINIA Heaven's vaulted and regal dome so high, Whose melodious raptures shall sanctify Our immortal souls, blithesome and refined : On memory's youthful joys we'll oft be dined. Ah, sweet Portinia! my theme now thy reward To nurture on this terrestrial sward; To love thee and cherish thy desires bright, As for her purblind chicks, day and night The lark tenderly careth — its life doth give To its helpless unfledged that they should live, And soar into the expanse of heaven, On plumed wings, by divine nature given. The lark my emulation e'er shall be — An emblem of enchanting liberty! Here in the dawn we'll come list to song-birds, Where morn's fragrant prayers in siren words Commingle with the flowers' silent vows; From whence sweet rillets bubble and arouse An immortal thirst as they sparkle and spread Into a serene lake, whose cool nooks wed The shadows and the inverted blue sky. 'Bove her bosom, the boughs embrace and fly Their nodding leaves in zephyr's dreaming wave. Through the matted bowers the bee's wings quave As they ascend to clear air's lucent flow, Hiveward bound, laden with pollen's cerago, Having since dappled morn been on the wing Ere the nightingale his descant ceased to sing, And before the lark mounted high the air, His love cadenzas to sweetly declare To smiling Phoebus, who, with rosy mane Doth rise and wake a sleeping world again, And to kiss each vernal stalk a good-morn, To breathe upon magnolia and hawthorn That potence of resurrection divine, Likewise to honey-suckle and eglantine. PORTINIA 125 Or yet before the owl's nocturnal hoots Have echoed faint; or the stars' golden shoots Thwart the sky, like tentacles, have withdrawn In due respect to Sol's salute at dawn, As he climbs 'bove the ocean's emerald hues, Or the lambent moon has ceased its drowsy muse. Ah, yes, dear, the bee is early at work, Ere dryad nymphs mid blooms cease to lurk. Thither, dear, let's go 'round this cliff's low brow; From thence scale the higher summit : there vow In unison to orient Venus, With her register our prayer, and thus Forever immune ourselves 'gainst evil Spirits that rove earth, like impious ghouls will Subvert our aims as with Adam and Eve. Alas, Satan ever tries to deceive, And impeach all good, by delusive snare. Begodded saints must pray and e'er beware While that snarling Cerberus at Hell's gate Howls in a fiendish voice the direful fate Of each soul that is by Nemesis flung Into that seething pool, whom sin hath stung, Unto such a living cankerous torment, Into the infernal Styx they'll be shent. On this marble ledge, dear, we'll rest and think, And gaze adown the wild-wood's grotesque brink As the sullen twilight's dim mantle flings Somber figures on the world's nether wings : While dame Nature broods till the break of dawn The feathered kingdom, the roe and spotted fawn. My love for thee, Portinia, still growing Stronger, as the moments flit — I'm sowing The seed of love's pure blissful elements, Then knit into coronals of sweet contents, And with unceasing eyes on thy charms feast; 126 PORTINIA Thy beauty inwove on rays of dawning east. Indian wampum thy likeness doth bear — The pearly shells, eagle claws, and horns of deer, Trophies from the chase: the coin of hope too Shall bear the imprint of thy form so true. Every flower's petal shall wear thy stamp Of grace; the hues of Aurora's morn camp On thy cheek, and the stars shall chant thy name, And from Dian's temple extol thy fame: The dew drops, eyes of pearl, in prism's light Hold thy image, and wondrous beauty bright, Each blade of grass, kissed by the beams of gold Hath thy profile truly silhouetted, bold ; And on the gleams of the moon recumbent Is thy portrait in magic's wonderment, And the watchful stars with orient darts Stamp thy signet of love on my heart of hearts: And on each bud, leaf, and stalk, as they advene From hibernated matrix, by nature's queen. Ah, indeed, thy smile shall make noon wear a veil, A blush — thy songs shall shame the nightingale Into a magpie chatter; those blue eyes Make the sweet violets heave jealous sighs; And through the chill of frozen tears, unshed, The snowdrop, uneasy, peers its ghostly head, And in dream's unrest, fears ambition's plans Forever foiled, by those white, stainless hands. Thy charms put to grief any bloom that blows By fount, or ponders on bank's rill that flows. Over pebbles bright, and onward leaping Along enmossed cliffs, and willows weeping. No cherub lips can e'er with thine compare, And thy kiss, dearest, the Heavens declare Shall soothe my once lorn heart, since first it throbbed And felt a longing, for which it sobbed. I've sighed for thee dear, since first I saw day; In my dreams of elves, I loved thee, my fay. PORTINIA 127 My crooning in mother's arms was to thee, I well remember now ; and plainly see, That sweet jasmine face like Venus did shine. The lady's slippers fit thy feet, divine; The pansies dried their eyes at thy soft tread, Peering, timid, as if by angels fed On entrancing love, to jealous sequence, Thy charms then veiled by modest innocence. With illumed spirits we'll soon retrace Our joyous steps to that shadowy place Where the delight of thy beauty flew Into my negative soul, that did mew As a lost cat for love's mesmeric dart, Which thou did'st hurl into my chaotic heart; That thenceforth I invoked all divine grace, And sweet siren themes, to lure and to chase Such gorgeous charms, then seeming so proud, Into the heavens beyond lurid cloud. For I could plainly discern from thy mien Celestial glints like glimmering sheen, Like Aurora's rosy hues of the morn. Thou didst impregn my heart forlorn, Which now glows luminous with jeweled zeal, Signeted to thine, with co-eternal seal. Yea, my dear, we shall soon happily tread Upon those flowers, now with drowsy head, That greeted thee this morn so with love's smile And brimmed their eyes, when thou left; the while With sad countenances; for thee all day did croon, And that to love thee, their most sacred boon. When we return, thou mayest bless their bowers With supremest grace, within thy powers, As they dreamed of thee ; — how thy benign face Lingered in their passionate heart's embrace, At thy rhythmic step, each reared cernuous head; And when thou didst depart they wept and shed Odorous tears, as if their souls were lost, 128 PORTINIA Or in the erebus jaws of venom's frost. Yes, I'm glad the flowers hold sweet converse Over thee, my angel of poet's verse! May such minions betide, for thine own sake. I divine earth's kingdom to thy honor wake Ere many antlered moons; joy shall weep In gladness, and in beauty's temple sleep In wisdom's arms — on thy heaving bosom, For thou art goddess to all Christendom; And to me, a flaming scepter sublime Stinging my heart, with a sweet pungent thyme ; Cooling my vulcan soul to narcotic ease; Quenching vile thirst; and exalts by degrees To that immortal plane, of prophetic dreams, Where love divine reigns, and beauty quemes: Whose spirit with love shall tower, enthroned, And by eternal Heaven, fore'er owned To be supreme, by supernal fires test, In chalice bowl, by holy angels blest, Where love and beauty worship at one shrine, And where the saints above for beauty pine, And bask in memory's soul, long since fled On time's fleet wings, and to eternity wed : While love, a fundament of divine grace, With beauty, her nymph, arm in arm apace, Hearts entwined, in unison's throbbing beat — Beauty then, love's fruition, with blooms sweet ; And is to love, what the divinest kiss Is to Heaven's purest immortal bliss. Ah, dearest elf, what mortal man decries, Or at thy lilied feet doth not heave sighs? O, thou love! redolent with prim-rose breath, Infinite as space, the victor of death: Who then, shall gainsay these essences pure? Yea, quintessences of Heaven, for sure. What mortal can divine a sweeter sup Than love full-brimmed, pure, from beauty's cup? Or what fool would try to taboo the charms PORTINIA 129 That's locked in fair Venus' immortal arms ? This sacred property in man is what Elevates him : bove that which apes have not. It enables him to walk on rays in space, And crowns him joint heir to the throne of grace ; It makes him commune with powers unseen: He sees glory in things that to some look mean; He hears melodies that never were scored ; Wingless, he flies higher than lark hath soared: He's a brother to things wholly divine, Those elements in him which do refine — Therefore, let's cling to our colors, imbued With love and beauty, a posy, pink-hued. Yes, Portinia! Those who never tasted Pure drops of this elixir; vain, lives wasted, Their souls ceremented, as body dead, Impervious to music, to tumult wed; Or like dry bulbs buried, in sorrow's cave, Dark and dank, hid from the sun's golden wave. Yea, eternal vigilance brings its meed Where tenderness is sown, to healthful seed, And in the eye of love's heart, all should melt. Dead indeed is he who never has felt The whisperings of passion's tender muse, And who, deaf, dumb, and senseless to infuse In due season some godly motive, grand, Into some brother, who may understand, And for which he would bless the powers 'bove, From whence all good is engendered by love, And which, verily, is the latent power Of all things true. That God's divine dower Is first love, — He, a world builder immense, Himself, exercised this benevolence; Giving it pre-eminence over death. Death is life's metamorphic stage, when breath Is eliminated, till love doth call: 130 PORTINIA Then death is slain; its lugubrious pall Will have been gobbled up by love's victory. Thus we see dimly this allegory. Love, then, did lock the lion's grisly jaws, And silken makes the touch of f angy paws ; It is an alternating current high, Coming from heaven, and must by and by Return with grace, and many folds increased, For it's the golden key to its own feast. The soul's true diatonic progression, And its sweet modulated inflection Of voices pitched in normal diapason, The tonic's harmonizing creation. Yes, dearest Portinia, my love did impel My brain to tell this, as my heart did swell And imbibe thy smiles, as Pluto's scepter bright Imbibes the beams of Phoebus' piercing light. Ah, yes! love will find its way soon or late, Whose wings oft beat the bars of cruel fate, In seeking the joys of a sweeter day Or climbing the heights of a starry way, With patience dauntless, truly undismayed, Thirsting for nectars of divinest grade, Where love's eyes, the pearl-springs of heart's pure fount, The optic windows from which the soul can mount Ethereal waves of supremest blue ; And yet higher, where love's rosy avenue Meanders 'long the crystal rill of bliss, Whose sloping banks of fern the ripples kiss; Where all blooming buds redolent of spring Laden the zephyrs, giving love's heart the sting Of immortality, so mortal felt That in its own flames it must surely melt. Such my feeble tribute to love sublime! 'Tis truly deserving of sweeter rhyme. PORTINIA 131 The salmon and maroon-hued clouds in the east, Waiting the sun's last kiss, a good-night feast, A sombre veil is hovering round the earth's face: I now see its begloomed and creeping trace. Let's pray to sweet Vesta for golden fire, And to tranquil Hesperus for silver pyre, That I may feast on thy beauty by night, And behold those eyes radiant with light. The fireflies now begin their lamps to snuff, Perhaps to light our footsteps down the bluff, Or a better view of thy face to greet, And hear the dulcet tones of thy voice sweet. Soon the horned owls will begin to hooi. And heaven's twinky eyes thwart the sky will shoot. Soon the dancing faun in frolicsome interchange, Piping shepherds' melodies soft and strange, May be heard in fantastic jubilation 'Neath shadowy glints of the moon's oblation. How gentle the crown of evetide 'gins to fit — And soon the leather-winged bats o'er will flit. The fairies are hanging dew drops on the lip Of ev'ry tiger-lily and cowslip, Which in the light of the moon's glim'ring twirl Each orby drop becomes a sparking pearl. And when blade and bud thus imbued, serene In early dawn, arrayed as regal queen, And to the cooling air their spirits spread Fragrant incense' silken breath, so seemlied— With sylphid touch and ruminating mind Sits impending love, upon its throne condigned, Breathing passionate sighs, o'erswelled from the heart. Then gentle Cynthia plays a minor part, And each bloom bedecked with diamond tear, A lucid drop set in each orchid's ear. Thus the advent of each swelling flower Born under magic, and full blown power — Beauteous birth — the charms of Apollo's touch, 132 PORTINIA Love's melting soul steals, trembling with such Soft-eyed bliss beguided by wistful pride Into the purest white foot'd realms to hide From its own crimson blushes, in very truth, Essence conducive to the dreams of youth. The wind's sough through mumbling pines so woo- ing, Sounds full of romantic lore, and dove's cooing, Its tones entreat the trees arms' confiding, That sway so gentle, as where love is biding : Like Druid priests of eld, blessing their flocks, Or like Neptune's dangling and seafoamed locks, Ebbing and flowing over briny caves As he rides the sighing surf's swirling waves — Hark, dear! I hear the ring of rhythmic bells! Its resonant peals so resound the dells, Perhaps the Angelus for some sky band, Calling them to prayer along the strand Of some ethereal empire, unknown To mortal man, yet mid the azure zone, Where, by power hung, cogent and sublime; And there rolls, serene, since the birth of time. The waxing moon's luminous beams fall Softly on us, Portinia, and seem to call Us apace! Let's hie to the Indian chief, And there by vows of wedlock, balm love's grief. We'll have the canopy of Heaven's blue Bespangled with stars, and the flowers, who Can be our invited and honored guests; And Venus, thy planet, as her bequest May shed upon our hearts rays sacred light; And the North star, shall bequeath vim and pight. All birds and animals we shall invite. They'll delight to bless thee, with hearts contrite And overjoyed to pay us great honor, Thou being a true disciple and donor Of love's bliss, through channels divine, alone. PORTINIA 133 The dumb kingdom feel man's slights, oft may groan ; Intuition tells them man's wanton design, His proneness to destroy life makes them pine: But all creatures for thee are full of soul, Whether with wing, or hoof cloven or whole. The snakes will come and lick thy hand and sing. On this sacred occasion a greater thing Shall they do, e'en the which was never thought, Considering they've not by us been taught. Each fowl and bird will a sparkling gem bring In gold mounting for bracelet, brooch and ring: Birth-stones each shall with fealty present — Such a dazzle of refract'd rays will be sent To all angles, e'en to abysmal skies. Their beams will meet the orient star's eyes In a maze of splendor, and glow so bright That Mercury will decide 'tis not yet night, And close his lids, as callow eaglets do, When first the luminous sun's golden hue Glints into their weak visions, too severe For those pallid optics to yet appear; Their tender orbs and pinions un-assayed, Like lazy poltroons, for own food ne'er preyed. Orion will triple his glimmering, And Ursa too, with extra shimmering Will brim the Dipper with Hymen's unction To imbue us, and all, at this function. Our union shall be the theme of shepherd's song; The melody for new symphony, long; The setting for the world's drama of love; The coalescence of pure souls, to prove That mortal is the true magnetic pole, The key to Heaven, unlocking the soul, Giving it wings to mount waves supernal, And pluming them for regions eternal. Old Triton shall blow his horn as ne'er blew, 134 PORTINIA Calling the nereids and sirens, who Shall come and bring the sea-king Triton along: Each shall sing their most enchantingest song. A royal pigeon shall from o'er the sea Bring a precious pearl to thy majesty, The queen of love and beauty — and my muse Inspiring, and to all creatures transfuse A spirit of serenity that brings All hearts to a truer relation of things. The leaping, herbivorous kangaroo A love feast shall hold with horned koodoo, And the slothful carnivorous raccoon Shall claim blood relation to the baboon. The improvident and timorous cuckoo Shall perch on prehensile tail of kinkajou; And the cunning and artful silver fox Will gallop in, on back of fuming ox. The giraffe, robed in red merino coat, Shall be accompanied by romping goat. Then disparted clouds will let Cynthia smile Upon the congregation, to beguile In its armistice, for one sweet hour, To be declared in thy good name. This bower Shall be the most romantic, and shall live Forever — a covert to creatures wild, In this sylvan woodland where the elfin-child Shall with antics hop fantastic by night, While nature sleeps reposed in her own delight And dreams. How fair memory shall e'er cling Tenacious to that sacred altar, and wing Us back to that embowered shrine, so green, In the soul's mind pure, when I crown thee queen Of my heart, and take thee to my home fine, So festooned and vined with eglantine, Mid gnarled oak, cedar and laurel that tower Grand, by sparkling founts and crystal bower. The eagles of the forest may perch o'er Our heads, their wings spread, as in act to soar, PORTINIA 135 Shall be a symbol of protecting grace. The wise owl shall be there, with horned face, His eyes dilated, feather soft and brown; Shall add solemnity and renown. The redwing and nightingale the march shall sing, And all the plumed kingdom that rise on wing May join in the melody's refrain. The peacock, with conscious pride shall maintain His honor, in true urbane, southern style, And the bluejay family welcomed, — while All the ferocious horned and clawing beasts Shall, as tame as lambs, come to Hymen's feast. The vicious cougar and soft eyed gazelle Shall play hide and seek with nimble squirrel, And the mountain lion and gentle lamb May parade cheek by cheek with stag and dam. The elephant with ponderous tusks, wan, Shall form the console of serpent organ. His proboscis shall be the tuning pipe For the instrument, improvised. The snipe From marshy fens shall come to ornament The occasion, with pomp and plumed content. The jungle snakes, of all hues and size, Green, pied and mottled skins with pearly eyes, Shall comprise the reeds for this organ grand, Which shall play our wedding march ; they'll de- mand To do it, for the love they bear thee, dear Portinia! The snakes shall sing and loudly cheer, And some shall rattle their tail-buttons linked, At the swell's mezzo-forte; you'll hear distinct. Hanging vertical above mastodon, In perfect rows, the boa and python, And the cobra forming the centers high. Then gradually lower, each with eye Shall measure its length to suit downward slope, Till the upward curve like the sag of rope Will then complete this organ superfine — i 3 6 PORTINIA Each reptile's color and tint shall condign So in tone gradation, of shade and hue That shall commingle nature's pigments true: And thus the tWO eyes of each snake shall gaze Like pure amber in the sun's noontide rays. The gleam shall east a rich dazzling intense ( )n the assemblage, the voices of the serpents Shall be pitched absolute, to F major key, Which shall be sounded by elephants, three. Meantime, the lion shall give low F roar, And the bobolink will pitch high F Fore. With potent wand Apollo shall tempo Give: then the organ of snakes, soprano followed by tenor, baritone, and bass Shall sound each voice true according to race, In melodic progression to the prelude. At this climax, the pant chief, imbued With the sublimity, yet in great pomp ( )f primeval jijory, and self content, Herobed in leopard skin, habiliment ( )f honor and dominion, so immense This regality shall be no pretence. Thus towering seven feet above sward, I lis massive brow zoned by brazen reward ; And fixed thereon will be the elk's proud horns: At his belt, a poniard like unicorn's Fang will dangle sharp as claws of dragon — Imperial aspect with visage saffron. His soulful orbs (ebon-hued) shall like stars Shine. Kingly strides suggest militant Mars; His bejeweled ears and aquiline nose Bespeak that ancestral blood, pure, which Hows Hot in his haughty veins, and will bubble Anon, should he dream of Tartar's trouble. Hut on this occasion sacred his soul Shall be amity, though his voice may roll And reverberate like distant thunder PORTINIA 137 From the arsenal of Pluto's wonder. The chief shall then bow low, his crown retain, And address the grand conclave, though refrain Not his heart. In this wise, his preamble Characteristic. Many eyes wink; and shamble Of hoofs, claws, and fangs, then silence will reign- "Most beauteous Portinia, thou sweet goddess, And my fellow brother true, Don Zeno, And to this grand concourse of natives, that disdain Not to do homage, with smiles that confess Adoration for the divine — I owe And here acknowledge, exalted honor, Thus conferred upon myself and tribe, A grace ministrant, to weld two pure hearts In holy vow's sacred bond. The donor Of this Heaven-balm, which all should imbibe, Is the Great Spirit yonder, who imparts To earth blessings untold. With reverence We should bend our souls, attune the vile mouth To ask mercy at the feet of justice. Ye fowls of woodlands high, with wings immense, And sweet singers, oreads of the bloomy South, Your tuneful lives are a true sacrifice To mankind, your cadenzas incense's rhyme. Ye lions! Kings of jungles, with noble heads! I bid you welcome ! Your bodies are temples Of power; your jaws, and Saturnus locks Are symbols of courage which defy time. And your consorts, patient, that share your beds In caves of marble, or frowzy hills full Of covert retreats, and low-browed rocks — To them I offer good fellowship tame. Mine eyes admire thee, monstrous elephant! Thy name proclaims thy huge size and stature. A true benefactor to man, thy renown Hath encompassed the earth ; thy tusks adamant i 3 8 PORTINIA Ivory for king's palaces that endure Forever; thy sonorous trunk a phone And signal of impending danger near. Thy pleasure is amidst the marshy fens Where the grass and herbage are green and dank, And no armed foes thy timorous heart deter. Thou art in size the monarch of the glens : Thy preponderance all land beasts outrank: Thine ears ornate this organ, (whose reeds are snakes) And make sound-boards resonant soft and strange, With harmonious amplitude that charms The savagest heart, and sends tuneful aches Into the erstwhile clashing breast, whose range Hitherto hath been dissonant alarms 'Gainst concord which now vibrates high and sweet As Apollo's own lute, by Juno played. Music indeed hath power to smooth the scowls From the spleen of man or brute; its magic beat Since time immemorial the heart swayed To joy or to sorrow's grief. Ye downy owls Are true devotees of the impassioned beam. You sit up nights till Aurora's morn-tide Dazzle your sense of vision; then retire. Or you waft home to tree or grot and dream Of the many foiled concerts — birds you've eyed Warbling in the glow of sun's sinking pyre — To me, dear auditors, this is sublime! Ye are here in love massed, like thy grandsires In Noah's Ark. There for two moons no blood For ravenous stomach was shed, meantime. All were playful as fawns. Now some have desires On innocence, since debarked from the Ark-flood: A carnivorous thirst, with unsated rapine Prowling for gore. Why do ye not eat mast And grass like the comely, brown-eyed gazelle, The yak, deer, sheep, and kine? — Such libertine PORTINIA 139 And gourmand maws rapacious, that ne'er fast, A terror to the wilderness — make hell Of the indented coves, and secluded glens For fowls gregarious and browsing herds. I pray, be gentle, girt thine appetites. Have solic'tous regard for denizens Within thy pale, and for nesting song birds : Let all observe the golden rule that dights Him for the soul's beauteous trysting ground Beyond the Stygean pool of torment, Midst fruits and honey, where palatine glades Shall be the heritage of all un-bound For our souls immortal ; then love content Our priceless reward, in land of cool shades, Promised the faithful and righteous of earth — In the gracious presence of sacred beauty, My dear natives and brothers, I offend Not, by malicious intent. Since my birth I've lived 'mong you. It's my aim and duty To set a good example, and transcend In your estimation, and my remarks, I hope, have cumbered the patience of none. And when this feast adjourns, then may each wend Home in a pensive mood, through rural parks, — May memory oft remind how love won Beauty's grace, that shall e'er in-soul the heart To peace and sweet dreams. Henceforth this bower Shall be known as Portinia's shrine of love; And love-lorn creatures this their sacred resort. This gorge, so armed in, shall from this good hour Be an asylum for the nesting dove, The linnet, thrush, tomtit, and nightingale, And stork, oriole, goldfinch, and skylark: The chucklers of whatever tuneful lays That sing at eve'tide, or when morn is pale, Or those that twitter 'mong the leaves at dark 'Neath the stars' twinkling eyes and argent rays, 140 PORTINIA Each bird, fowl, and beast shall here in peace reign And rear his brood in love's protecting grace, 'Midst sumptuous bounty of nature's store. The forest will e'er sing her luring refrain, And Venus by night shall lend her embrace, Giving each scene a witching charm of lore." Then the Saturnine chief will address us, In a more direct manner; he will thus Say in part: "To thee, Portinia, I make My admiration manifest, for the sake Of beauty. Thou art its paragon and Divine exponent, in this rustic fane, than Whom thy like were never seen: and the wheel Of my heart jumped, and I did almost keel To my knees, at the first sight ; I was dazed As if an angel before me up-raised, — A new soul came into my barren life, And the warring elements ceased their strife Within my being — I deem to love thee Is my great meed, and a sweet compliment To my beloved friend, thine espoused, who's lent To earth merely for few cycles of time. Portinia, it seems the world's full of rhyme! As I scan divine heaven reflected From those orby eyes, like crystal dewdrops wed To the bloom's pouty lips, till the jealous thews Of the sun's passionate kisses diffuse Into odorous sighs; or like sparkling pearl's Refulgent luster from diviner worlds. Now we'll soon invoke Hymen to appear And shower Nectarian vintage clear Upon thee, and in silence I shall pray To ancestral gods to bless and point the way To a higher wisdom of sweet concord, A leafy haven, with more direct word From the world of spirits, and limpid springs Where death's expugned, and life is on her wings." PORTINIA 141 Then the chief will pause for approval's bestow, Which will be scant and without furbelow; Many animals and fowls will applaud, But many will consider him a fraud. The leopard will see his brother's own skin, While chief, enrob'd therewith, will preach the sin Of shedding blood, in great fuss and fuming, In his oration much time consuming: The elk astound'd, his grandshire's horns to see Poised upon the brow of his majesty, And the dagger, at his side, death's sure wand: The unicorn's horn suggests contraband. The eagle didn't catch the drift complete, Seeing his plumes and claws from crown to feet — Symbols of war, and dire sinews of gloom, Flaunted by chief and vassals, augur of doom. The tiger in his own side shall feel a pain — The wound from Indian spear — as friend did feign. He will e'er that spear-point in his side feel: Long since done; but the scar never will heal. The chief, 'tis true, has had a change of heart, But with the trophies of pillage he'll not part. Each animal and fowl shall to thee fawn, Portinia! Thou art their star, and primal dawn Of love, and its all-pervading spell. The chief will unite us ; then give tribal yell, But will do it with rev'rence to the sky: Then he will ask thy blessing in reply. His excellency will ask us to rise, Meanwhile surveying us with eagle eyes, And when the organ ends the march begun He'll by vows sacred tie us into one. Thereafter, a thousand wings shall flap elate Over our heads, thus so to consecrate Our nuptial sacrament. The like will sheen, Eclipse coronation of England's queen. Then the antlered monarchs shall all be fed, And each bird, fowl, and beast, which fly or tread. x 4 2 PORTINIA Shall dine sumptuous, on supernal food. All shall be sated, without loss of blood. Then sing processional, as they depart, Which theme shall e'er ring in each beating heart; Reminding it, that by loving regard Each shall be endowed by heaven's reward; And from blooming fields redolent above Will upon us descend ambrosial love. Then great Jove will appear, with potent rod, And baptize us, as the children of God. — THE SKYLARK Entrancing as the bucolics of Virgil, Rising from nesting mate midst bush and thorn, He mounts exultant, the air so tranquil, At the primal flush of Aurora's morn. He pipes forth his light-hearted tunes of glee Into the blue expanse of the universe, With authentic musicianship tenderly; His lyrics o'er night did in dreams rehearse. As he flaunts his crested pride, exalt to reign, Beyond the pale firmament high he soars; He then with joy un-links his golden chain, In sportive brilliance his soul out-pours. Into rhapsodies romantic he'll sweep Madly, through wild fantasies, still higher, And melodize to the infinite deep As if his themes had caught immortal fire. In a world, to all but him an alien zone, Beyond the falcon's greedy eye to see, Higher still he rises, his song now flown To sate the angels' ears deliciously. His notes meanwhile empierce the earth, and fill Our hearts with ripplings; for very joy's sake, Beseeming too blissful for grove or hill ; Naught else but heaven's glow his thirst will slake. With throat true as the shepherd's silver pipe, Whose wings entuned to his soul's poesy Quiver the beams of Phoebus, gold and ripe, Wherefore his divine strains and melody. 143 H4 THE SKYLARK 'Thwart ethereal gulf his voice ringeth, This sweet minstrel of the radiant skies. In glorious harmony he singeth, Regaling his mate in profuse ecstacies. His music prescient of blooming ties, Haunting like a heart-passion of true love, Resounding from the threshold of paradise, Or coming from the blue Heaven above. Rejoice then to hear this triumphant bird, Whose beauteous themes and transporting trills Bring rapt felicity, the soul's bland word; Its magic enchantment the heart up-fllls. Emulate the poets' lark, and higher rise, By the ennoblements of merit's praise; Illumine the clouds before other eyes That they see our good deeds, their hearts upraise. A PEGASUS STRAYED TO EARTH Tired of winging the thin ether 'Mong the glittering stars' pathways, Golden-hoofed Pegasus strayed to earth, And in a rustic park did graze. The curious folk, somewhat grave, Scanned this palfrey with bewildered eye. His flanks shone like beaten brass — They ne'er bethought he could fly. With covetous stares they admired His glossy mane of saffron hue, That to the breeze spread graceful waves, His arched neck proved a lineage true, But they couldn't say from whence he sprang; They had read of the Arabian breed And the feudal kings who rode thereon, But on this horse they disagreed. The park gates then they shut secure, Intent to halter this strange steed; They proceeded in luring snare To bridle. One brave swain agreed To ride him till his mettle broke, And to prove to his sweet lass near His dexterous agility grand: Thus win a bride and the hero's cheer. The motley throng, standing aghast, With eyes dilated to double size To see this circus feat performed, Dreaming not the beast on wings could rise. They then seized the volant equine By wiles known to the farmer lords, And upon his back this young knight Mounted, needing no assuring words. H5 i 4 6 A PEGASUS STRAYED TO EARTH Taking the reins with lordly poise He cantered off at gallant gait, Feeling he now had won his goal — For his valor a prize did wait. 'Twas a fancy his mind had sprung — The upswelling of a young brave. Little did he his end surmise: That this glebe would ne'er him be-grave. Alas! this steed began to snort; His eyes beseemed electric fire: The poet's horse with fury wild Leaped frightful bounds, but did not tire. Round the track, wheeling swift as thought, The young man scare the ground could see, But was in the saddle bound fast, Nor could extricate his majesty. Now to his grief he found too late He had bestrid a hippogriff, One with mighty dynamic speed — Of his boding fate he got a whiff. The Pegasus, with shrieking neigh, Struck the ground a terrific blow With right forefoot of dazzling gold: Forthwith a gushing spring did flow. 'Tis bubbling yet, from his footprint, A beverage that soothes all pain; 'Twill like magic the muses bring, But leaves upon the sand a stain. He then unfurled his hidden wings; Into the upper deep he shot. His vanquished rider, pearl-ash pale, Now 'gan to fathom his destined lot. A PEGASUS STRAYED TO EARTH 147 Beyond the azure sky he flew, Till lost to the affrighted crowd, Taking along the luckless swain Through the dim haze of lurid cloud. His rider then he flung to the moon, Where yet his shaggy brow is seen; Still a draught from the gold-hoof spring Inspires — 'tis poets' Hippocrene. TO A NIGHTINGALE Princess of the night, whence those happy strains That make my heart muse, And tug 'gainst prisoned walls and mortal chains? Joyous themes profuse Thou out-pourest in felicitous mood. Singest thou of earth, Of some green plot unravished by man's greed Or high Heaven's brood, Where thou wilt vernate into spirit's birth And angels thee feed? Strange thy melodious ditties make me sigh, Yet they beseem gay When thou warblest from sanctuary nigh Thy golden tongue's lay, — Thou an Elysian dryad, who singest To the ears of time, Inhaling the breath of Flora to inspire, While o'er meads ringest Thy silver-throated rhapsodies sublime Keyed to Thalia's lyre. Visual ray reach'st not that vibrant throat, Nor behold'st the dank blooms On which I tread — though I drink every note Wafted o'er silent tombs Of some prehistoric ancestry old Whom I ne'er did know, But whose spirits I've be-sainted since youth, And revere their mold As do I thy imparted anthems so Full of divine truth. 148 TO A NIGHTINGALE 149 Ah ! vain indeed is the ear without sense Pure and delicate, And hath drunken not deep of thy wine: hence Seen beauties elate The heart; but beauties heard exalt the soul; Whose fusion transcends To harmonize with Heaven's gilded star Our virtues extol, And her empyrean essence attends When we cross life's bar. Then pipe on, thou luting nymph or goddess Apotheosized, Or bird of a night; pipe to my sadness Songs immortalized. Bird or spirit, thy themes can never fade, Nor such rhythms die, But on the wings of poesy they'll rise Viewless 'bove earth's shade, And thus borne beyond the eternal sky Fetch thee sacred prize. Thou may'st be sprite of some glorified saint From the silent bourn Of the mystic world, descanting so quaint Tonal chords that mourn For the sins of us benighted mortals, (Our sad requiems,) Or symphonic poems thou may'st impart From Heaven's portals — Mayhap the spirit's melodious gems To admonish the heart. 150 TO A NIGHTINGALE No marvel then that forest trees incase Thy harmonious lore, Which they imbibe with such inherent grace Emmewed in each pore; From which the roving winds incite sweet sounds, Each bloom's iris hue Enriched and fructified by tuneful waves That its soul impounds: — O what mysteries may linger perdue In the heart's own quaves! Ah! I can discern in a "Strad" violin Those pensive refrains. Italy's thirsty wood drinks thy pulsings in : That's why it contains A message divine from a higher sphere; A disembodied voice, Our way through labyrinths of gloom to guide, Seemly joys to hear: Thy specious melodies from paradise, Truly sanctified. Thy tunes then sink into the fibrous veins As dew in the buds; Unlike the dew thy rhythm e'er remains, While dew's fragrant floods Exhale, and ride the breeze thwart the dingles. But thy heaving tides Are matrixed in the sighing wilderness, Which fore'er tingles With thy song; though the trees may die, yet bides Thy lullabies to bless. THE MOCKING BIRD Perched upon a maple tree, The emissary of Spring, He descants his rosary In music's silvery ring. He mimics the wren and sparrow, And the Raven's militant caw; Hesitates not to borrow From the martin or jackdaw. Wreathed by tendril bines and trees, Of grape-blooms and fir, he mocks The cat-bird, and others feaze Likewise the merlin hawks. He calls to sylvan dryads In the woodland's drowsy glades, And solos to the passeres Midst the grove's dappling shades. A plagiarist is this bird, But he does it to regain The many cadenzas heard; He commits without disdain. Oft his cheer to plowman given As the dank glebe he up-turns, Though his heart by love be riven, For some bonny maid it burns. 'Twill his spirit exult to hear Such vesper pipings bolden, 'Twill out-burst with gladdest cheer, To list to themes he's stolen. At eventide he valentines To his mate true and tender, 151 152 THE MOCKING BIRD 'Bove the o'ercanopying vines His sweetest song will render. Thus to her he runs the scales^ High and low, in ravished glee, In arpeggios; he regales Her soul with rhythmic harmony. He thus enchants her till night, Unlinking amorous bliss; His eternal love doth plight In many a votive kiss. With zeal they build the tufted nest From budding morn till dewy eve: Then his mate with prescient breast Sits her eggs with genitive cleave. He then sings divinest lays, Recounts charms of motherhood, Feeds her, — thus in blithsome ways Proves a worthy sire, so good. And when the dear ones advene, From the chrysalis or shell, 'Tis truly a loving scene The greedy appetites to quell. Little time then for music Till their progeny are grown, Schooled in songs mimetic, On wings daedalian flown. Ah, me! what lessons this bird Teaches, in love and chivalry! Through divine nature is heard Heaven's lyric harmony. IF LOVE LIKE A VIOLET GREW If love like a violet grew In meadows, as violets do, And along the cooling brinks, Like the daisies and the pinks: How easy then to take a sup! Easy as plucking a buttercup, Or like sipping pearly tears From the jonquil's lobed ears. If love, like a grain of rye, Would bloom by chance, hard by, Or like weeds in fields of clover, How sweet then to ape the lover! Or if like barnacles that cling To a ship's bottom, — fall or spring, — And need no attention more, The faint soul might reach love's core. Love is a flower, 'tis true — The amaranth bloom, e'er new; But needs some nurture along, To grow it thrifty and strong. It is like a grain of rye, And must be fed or 'twill die; Grows like the rankest weed, If you return deed for deed. 'Tis like the sturdy grape-vine, — But must have strength round which to twine; Or like sweet moss upon a stone — Without the rock 'twould perish alone. 153 154 IF LOVE LIKE A VIOLET GREW But without moss the cliffs look bare, And without love, we all despair, — The lark would not rise upon the wing, Had he no mate to hear him sing; The cricket wouldn't fiddle a note, If his adored were too remote; Nor the frog in lily pond croak, Had he no sib to hear his joke. Yea! more tenacious than barnacle, If your heart be tractable, And more educing than beauty, — Make love thy virtue! — love thy duty! TO BROWNING Thy advent to earth the boon of destiny, To make our hearts elate; And 'twas golden Heaven's highest decree To give a soul so great. The world is blessed by having cradled thee, And when thy dulcet voice With lyric themes and loving philosophy Needed, to make us rejoice. Oh, if I could have seen thee, Browning! Had seen thy pious eyes ; With my own hands assisted in crowning Thy brow with love's prize ! For thou a poet most noble and grand ; By thy works thou'rt exalt. If we cannot thy wisdom understand, And thy genius — whose fault? Oft we're envious and sometimes denounce Things we comprehend not, — While our acts may get a blistering trounce, Our labor's fruit forgot. Blithely thou dost sing,— music is thy name, Browning! That begodded soul, — Which long since transcended temporal fame, Such as mortals extol. When we've learned thee better, and thy true hear' We've learned a new language That of Heaven forsooth, and the muse's art; And new tunes our cares assuage. 155 156 TO BROWNING And thro' inspiration's glorious light Shines thy specious visage, And now it is our privilege and right To enjoy thy tutelage. Thy labors sedulous, — un-remitting, Busy as summer bee, Wherefore thy life a paramount thing; We'll now emulate thee. Brilliantly thy passions sparkle and flow, And for our glory too Thou hast left immortal imprints below Which fade not, but e'er new. Thy works and faith tell us where to look In Heaven to find thee, Meditating 'mong blooms and groves with book The psalms of eternity. TO THE DAISY Hail to thee, my fair little friend, Glad to see thy innocence lend To chilly spring; thy grace Sweet and happy; with gentle mien Posing here like a fairy queen, Dreaming of golden days serene And dewy eve's embrace. Hearest thou the throstle's echoes From budding thorn and climbing rose, And martins' quaint chat'trings, As they forage the straw for nest, Which they build at great Pan's behest, Working till astral eyes rest Upon night's somber wings? Beweep not, sweetest April child. Blooming precocious and un-beguiled ! Thy bewitchful sisters proud Will soon advene in fragrant glory, When lingering frost with hoary Robe, dissolved by sun's genial ray Into a summer's cloud. Soon will blossom the eglantine Its wonderous sweetness so divine: Evolving vicissitudes Bring the spring-time's chirping refrains, And all nature's bounteous trains, And the robin's full hearted strains Out-poured in pulsing moods. 157 158 TO THE DAISY Be not so timid, little dear. I know thou art as welcome here As Mid-May's children vast, For this is Flora's opening day. Indeed I see her footprints gay, And all around the plaining jay, With shrillness un-surpassed. All nature is reviving hope. The birds with mates do here elope, Coming from winter's clime To this Eden or "Gretna-Green." Here the viny groves will impregn Their hearts, and morn's orient sheen Englad their profuse rhyme. Little daisy so newly born, What fair angel would thee bescorn? Thou, with purity sweet, With a message divine to tell To earth, her brooding bosom quell. In our hearts may thy spirit dwell, — Be its holy retreat! ODE TO J. T. JOHNSON Honored friend, — void of envy's trait, Thy soul too noble to harbor fear — Thine eyes see beauty everywhere It may be found, — and appreciate The rhymed verse of an old room-mate. To thee I first my poesy showed : I knew 'twould get an honest scan From the heart of a metric man ; And it did mitigate the load, — Now my pathway with laurels sowed. I ne'er for moment doubt'd the seed Within mine own heart's sovran reign That were sown by muses' refrain. While some may think 'tis bloom of weed, That's a poet's lot, — his paltry meed. How true that a prophet's story In his own land but fairy tale! Himself, but mortal dust, they'd impale, Or distraught his rightful glory Till he's long dead, — his bones hoary. But thy mind is a store-house bright With philosophy's golden grain, Brilliant as Dian's lucent fane, — Thy soul is a trumpet of light Fulgent in the foggiest night. And that visage is the flower Which betokens specious knowledge — Much wisdom not learned in college; 'Tis the blow of thy heart's bower Which gives thee that manly power. ISO 160 ODE TO J. T. JOHNSON Fame's hall thy bronze bust may adorn, Some seat exalt is but thy due. Thy like I've met a lonely few, For few like thee have yet been born. Thine eyes spark like Apollo's morn! HYMN Almighty Lord of grace divine, Consecrate my soul's sight! Around me let Thy beauty twine! Give me Thy wisdom's light! Help me rise from this sinful state — Fill me with thy pure love! O, may Thy mercy inviolate Ope to me the gates above! I see Thy thoughts in ev'ry flower That blooms along my way; Nature is Thy primal power, Be it leaf or star's ray. Lead me, O Lord, from wickedness With Thy true guiding hand! Remove the shadows of distress From this beauteous land! Great God of Heaven infinite, With healing in Thy wing, Give me Thy immaculate spirit: Entune my heart to sing! Thy grace dispells all brooding gloom, Calms my sorrowing day. O forsake me not at the tomb Of this vile mortal clay! 161 THANKSGIVING Come, fill up the bowl and the cup! Let's be mirthful, and all fill up. Pour in the sparkling, fragrant wine. Come on with joy. Let love benign Kiss the hand of beauty so fair, And be jolly and debonair. So fill up the pot and the stein! We'll convive as we now dine, Giving thanks to Heaven most high As we enjoy life's azure sky. Come fill up the can and the bowl — Let's drink to our eternal soul. Pile up the dish, heap up the plate! We'll be joyous ere it's too late. Give us turkey, cranberry jam. Give us quail, duck, and tender lamb. Give us the fruit of every vine, And the sweet soul of love entwine. Then fill up the grail and the jar, And give me Cubanola cigar, That I may smoke and dream supine In the incense of its spirit fine ; And anon, as its smoke depart, May glint the face of an old sweetheart. Yea! Pour in burgundy to the brim! Be temperate if you can't swim. Plant gladness in the hearts you meet, In mead, village, or busy street: Give a brotherly hand, to wit, And let love thy soul interknit. 162 THANKSGIVING 163 Come, fill up the cup and pitcher. You'll know how, and when to hitch her. Be jubilant as morning lark. Let not melancholy dim the spark Of hilarity's hey-day fire, But let's attune to Dian's lyre. Be truly thankful we're so blest. From North, South, East, and blooming West, Neither kicker nor knocker be, Have confidence in thy ship's destiny. And steer for high tide's lucid zone, But don't begin with languid groan. Hence, fill up the mug and the glass! Let a sheen of pure joy surpass And halo our crowns with virtue. We'll weather life's tempests through, And may our eventide shine with gems The most scintillating diadems. LOOKING BACKWARD I know a pool where fishes school ; Where the pebbles are pearl and green. I've lingered there with one so fair, Minding me of a sylvan queen. I know a spot I've ne'er forgot, Where the flowers of memory blow; With fragrance sweet in love's retreat O'er all hangs a radiant glow. I e'er retrace that witching face Conducive so to loving bliss, Yet in our hearts no rift disparts The balm of memory's kiss. I still hover like sighing lover Over the many pungent stings; 'Tween the besets and the regrets I hear the whir of sequent wings. O, dear Cupid, why so stupid? Thy freazing taunts the heart's disguise; Now sad remorse a pallid corse Upon love's sacred altar lies. i6 4 TO MY CIGAR I adore thee, my dear, beloved weed! A princely scion of a genuine seed, And a relation of Miss Havana — A cousin from thy pleasing manner; Thy seal brown wrapper the royal stuff: I knew it from the first good puff. Thy smoke's color proves thy lineage true: 'Tis the aristocratic tinge of blue Evidencing thy station and breeding; Providing at least thou art Cuba's seedling. Methink I see in thy departing grace The lineaments of a sweetheart's face; Oft that Elfish visage true to life I've spied in my mind's dreaming strife Of ruminating vagaries, enchanting spell, Till I've prayed that her ghost cease to dwell In thy sinuous wreath, as fairy being; Thus the tombed past my eyes e'er seeing. In thy diffusing soul, exhaled in air, I see graceful rolls of her flowing hair; From her dangling curls fragrance doth rise As I scan her face and witching eyes. Ah, pish! My heart is thine dear Key West. Let the god Eros take care of the rest, And give me up to my delicious Cigar. Most mortal nymphs should be viewed from afar, Or kept well preserved in tobacco smoke, For they're more happy free from the yoke; And like higher Angels in story Bright stars, leading us onward to glory, Which, alas! we first lost by fairest Eve, Being too flip and easy to deceive. 165 166 TO MY CIGAR But this cogitation, being an epic ode To Miss Cubanola, of Havana, her abode, Hence I must proceed with my rhyming tale Ere my Cigar will have burned to ashes pale ; Thus leaving me without inspiring sprite Which upon me steals in thy mellow light. I'm glad I met thee, my most regal queen, Imbuing my soul with thy drowsy nicotine, Permeating my blood with soothing narcotic, Making me gently blissful, not despotic. I've met many of thy name and kin Whom I pray to never face again. I hate to say it, but by Jove I hope To ne'er be seen sucking a rope On fire, blending mullen and cabbage leaf. Little wonder at home we come to grief, And have to hike to the stable for cow At the behest of an angry frau. But, my dear snipe, I have again digressed In my soliloquizing muse, and quest For dreaming solace to my tired mind After having imbibed thy spirit kind, And feeling grateful to thee for 'suaging My racked nerves that were erstwhile out-raging Ere I offered thee up as incense sweet To the god of nicotine replete, Whom I serve with love's devotional truth; Good or bad its inception was in youth. I've grown to love thee, dearest Havana, Sweet nymphet of my goddess Diana! I shall e'er puff and continue to whiff At thy feverish nipple till I'm stiff, And then I trust to meet thee in glory Where smoking and spinning a good story May be accounted as forms of prayer, Burning sweet, fragrant leaves to Angels fair. However, be it for weal or taunting woe, TO MY CIGAR 167 Whom but the celestial gods can e'er know Why thou dost so soothe and inspire When offered up in dreamy smoke by fire? TO KATHRYN Ah, yea, my bonny valentine, I will for thee await At Heaven's lucent gate, Thou bud out-peeped divine, Portending a flower so sweet, Whose beauty fills my heart. O, I sigh, from the smart Thou givest in retreat. Or is it just a fancy dream, That comes thwart my sight, And lingers with delight While on thy smiles I queme. Yes, little dove, for thy cooing I'll wait, benign, serene, To make of thee a queen; Then ne'er cease from wooing. Thou art my celestial flower — My Angel sprouting wings, My nightingale that sings In my sacred bower. Aye, I'll wait till I'm eighty-three, Or till Gabriel's horn Shall wake the final morn, And expunge my jealousy. LOVE Love, — a passion wholly divine, From God, — and 'tis a holy name. We should its beams 'round our souls twine It should be prized 'bove mortal fame. Love's tears are so precious and sweet They seem as the Heavenly dews, When they come as prayers to greet Our hearts, and its unction transfuse. If love doth not our lives up-flll, It follows we'll be full of hate. O, let's submit to His sacred will! 'Tis the folly of fools who wait. — 'Tis love's spirit that rules Heaven, Reigns upon the Empyrean throne ; The refrain by Angels given, That shall our mortal sins condone. When time's sands grain by grain out-flow, And age upon us silently creep, The hourglass most empty here below, Then love shall bear us across the deep. 'Tis an attribute of God, And His holy redeeming grace, The symbol of the bloom and bud, — Without which, we'll ne'er see Him, face to face. 1 68 HAVE YOU SEEN FLORA YET? Have you seen Flora yet, Flora the blithe and sweet, The soul of each floret, That doth our love entreat? The winged fairy dear That rides upon the breeze, The nymph with rosy cheer Whose breath our hearts appease. Flora, the sweetest that smiles, Who would our woes expugn, She loves without the wiles In months of May and June. But she stays much longer To kiss the bloom's advent, Which lades her breath stronger, Her tresses with dew besprent. Flora, the fair goddess Wreathed in Heaven's love, Bud's regal enchantress, The bee's passion doth move. Thus with sapient delight The bee with buzzing wing From morn till brooding night To Flora's blooms doth sing. Ah, the bee's beauty's judge; He knows this goddess' bliss: To her he must begrudge The moonbeam's dreaming kiss. 169 70 HAVE YOU SEEN FLORA YET? The stars with jealous rays Cross swords at even-tide Athwart the golden haze To win her for a bride. 'Tis ever thus you ween; Ugliness seems a curse Where beauty reigns as queen And signs her lyric verse. Now who's for this to blame? We all bow at her shrine. Beauty from Heaven came; Beseems to us divine. Yea, come! Hear sylvan lutes, And get a peeking glimpse Where pipes the sweetest flutes 'Mong Flora's darling imps. TO K. O. Not many years agone, dear, (I'll not say how many here) When thou wert just six months old, Thou wert given me to hold: I yet can so plainly see That tiny mite of majesty. I'll never forget thy charms When I held thee in my arms; For it made my soul flutter, And my tongue 'gan to stutter Admiration quite romantic; Then my speech grew pedantic. — I'd just as soon hold thee now And plight an eternal vow. Thou wert a sweet cherub then ; Now the seraph type, I ken, With tresses of raven gloss Dangling thy cheeks' peachy floss. Thy sparkling eyes of softest brown Should win for thee a jeweled crown .- Thy beauty not thine only worth — Thy blood royal by Christian birth : With smiles sweet as lotus bud Emitted by thy soul so good, With spirit benignly high : For thy love a prince would die. — Now thou'rt a sweet girl graduate, With heart lilt in woman's estate. May life's golden sands ever gleam, And thy devotion on earth redeem For thee chaplets above the sky, Where heaven's joys all tears will dry. 171 TO THE MOON She rides upon her azure throne In silvery garb pale; Ever and anon she weeps alone, When clouds her face do veil. On pilgrimage she runs apace As if her course were set By some ethereal embrace Whose cosmic force she's met. How many times around the earth She's gone, or yet must go! Her age and her national birth We'd surely like to know. But she's more silent than her sex Indicates, — she can keep Her counsel, and shun social wrecks — Never talks in her sleep. The back of her head we ne'er see: We wonder if she's bald, Or would her tresses' brilliancy Turn our eyes emerald ? But for some reason unexplained Her gaze is on the world, And it has been since she's reigned, Her secret yet upfurled. She quite oft makes capricious changes, Her whims then manifest ; Tugs at the lakes and mountain ranges: Rolls the ocean's booming crest, Where bask sea-nymphs in magic ease: Upon the waves they glide, Whose oozy curls do oft surcease The ever-surging tide. 172 TO THE MOON i 73 Then at times she becomes quite full — Often displays her horns; Both of which incorrigible, And bring her many scorns. But Cynthia is a suffragette, And sets her pathway high, Zoned with orient coronet — Czarina of the sky. Roll on, thou regentess, with pride, Perform thy service well ! No ill from earth can thee betide, Be thy end Heaven or Hell. It may be harsh penance to requite Some pristine wrong commit For which thou essayest thy light: Some sins God will ne'er acquit. Hence, in ignominy now replete, Impaled, dying or dead, Mayhap thou art a soul concrete, Of some goddess once wed To a consort, a god supreme, For perfidy transformed to grieve, The which no penance can redeem : Thy wrong, naught will retrieve. ODE TO WINTER Spirit-dragon, thy very name sounds acold, Gives chilly awe to autumn's tender gold, And fangs the bugle-blooms and jonquils brown With frigid blight and petulant, loathsome frown, Pinching milkmaid's cheek and the hunter's ear; Frescoes the window pane with congealed tear ; Oft nips the school boy's sunburnt toes And intrepid traveler's carmine nose. O thou monster, with purpose not all vain, But to many thy gelid breath gives pain. At times thou seem'st the master in fury Merciless, with infernal gorgon eye; Snorting like an enraged wild boar shent, Overburdening decrepitude's margent. Of thee all nature, beast and man, deter, When thou descend'st from Northern hemisphere, With prismatic icicles zoning thy brow, That harshly cling to leaf and laurel bough; Wrapping the earth in shroud ghostly white, Corpse pale, by stealth draped in silent night. Then freezing lagoons, streamlets, and river, Seem'st to repudiate the Supremest Giver, Being monstrous and matchless in thy reign, Potently pitiless in thy domain. Thy petals of snow, white as swans'-down, And clattering hail, rude as circus clown, — With crystal breath that swirl like goose-feather Thy blatant storm seems to curse the weather; Bringing obfuscations grim to aged mind, Forboded and rumored in sighing wind, That sounds to the poor widow sepulchral Or doom's voice shrieking up and down the hall, Through which ghouls with demon's fiendish prowl Skulk like hungry hyenas — with odors foul. Thou remorseless devil with blighting fate Causing the weak and indigent stings too great, 174 ODE TO WINTER 175 Fettering the very soul with sad grieves, Giving naught to destitute but spring's retrieves, Which oft loiter in they frozen lap too long, Making the forest pine for throstle's song — In thy ranting fury innocent lambs Are ruthlessly snatched from the mournful dams. Thy grinning tushes full of venom's woe And with satanic bite never let go Till death is manifest in bulb and flower; Then lurking hard by as if to devour The havoc of thy relentless harpy teeth. Thou monster such sad privations bequeath To earth's defenseless and unsheltered heads — Those unable to make invincible beds: Thou hid'st from the starving Dame Nature's food. Ah, 'tis a vengeful blast that blows no good! Hence to the rich and young thy blessing felt. How they loath to see thy lily snow melt ! 'Tis their time for sportive bliss unconfined, In gregarious swarms and opulence dined: The time for ermine furs, and sleigh bells rife, And sable muffs — and hilarious life. Fair maids, youthful, with a roseate dawn, Hop and skip graceful as nymph or fawn, And glide upon glassy lake with spinning grace, With nimble loveliness and happy face. In merry joust the village swains contend, Playing snow ball; their gallant pride defend, And in war-like combat each side displays Dauntless courage, full-hearted with artful ways; With honest mien and fancies light and free And truest eyes admiring tenderly, The sweet lasses with voices tuneful ring, Whose rose bud lips had music on the wing. Then with gleeful feast and frolicsome tongue Many folk songs with jolly mirth are sung; Sumptuous supper — roast goose and cider, 176 ODE TO WINTER Pumpkin pie, pig's feet, apple-jack beside her: Sparkling madeira and Mumm's extra dry, And old Scotch whiskey made from blooming rye; After which conviviality inspired Buoying the sylvan heart, that love hath fired. Then the fiddle is tuned with much delight For the festive dance that will run all night. Lige Simkins, a fiddler of local renown, Who oft played in the county village town, And drank egg-nog like sinner joyous Till drunk as the witch of spirits cloyous. Then his melodies with a sweeping rhyme Had grandpa patting both feet, keeping time. Aunt Milley danced a jig with Duncan Moore For sweet memory's sake, and days of yore. When love's wedding feast, with romantic charm And honeymoons celebrated on the farm, By those happy doves, when full joys elate, Cupid smiles on each cooing pair delicate, And winks a knowing eye with much zest; His beauteous wooing the maidens blessed As they sweetly dreamed, while the arrow's sting Could plainly be felt, heart palpitating. — Such the glories of winter, all agree When we're prepared to receive it blithely, And such too should be the winter of age. Let none in life's bark be caught by sin's rage, Unprepared to put out on shoreless sea Rudderless, without Christian humility. ODE TO HESPERUS Fairest gem of the astral sea, Beaming on ocean and earth, Thy orient majesty Bespeaks thy noble birth — Thou virgin of the silent night Enthroned upon wings of gold, Diffusing thy gracious light That doth the sovran deep unfold. Who can into thy benign face Gaze, glistening through realms untrod, And not in wonder retrace Thy refulgence back to God — Thou lucent queen of Heaven, Empress of Apollo's sheen, Thwart the universe given In resplendent rays serene. Glorious at eve-tide thy flame, When Phoebus is sunken west, Venus! that's a sacred name, Thou goddess of love so blest! Full of sacramental zeal If thou didst poise o'er the child Christ, thy brilliance did reveal And lead the wise men undefiled. Thou, then the star of Bethlehem, Hath seen Jesus, our Redeemer; Thou art Heaven's diadem, And a veracious gleamer In the azure firmament, Placed there by holy designs To a destiny diligent: 'Tis love in thy soul that shines. 177 THE DYING YEAR Kind friend, I bid thee a sad adieu; I see the grim shadow of death Upon thy aged brow; cold too Are thy weary limbs, thy gasping breath, And languid now thy pulse and heart. Death to thee is a brooding fate; Thy spirit from earth must depart, Its mission now complete, — the gate Of eternity stands oped, ajar, To welcome thy immortal soul. Eternal Jove will name a star In thy honor, and the control Of some throne sempiternal to grace Forever, as Saturnian king, Thy reward for serving time's race, Thus comporting and agreeing, So happy in the laws of truth, In thy paternal plentitude. And while, alas! thy crypt forsooth Shall not on earth be wrought or hewed, Yet in my heart thy cenotaph, A shaft of golden memory's choice Of love, blooms, fruit, and nature's laugh A memento loving, whose voice To my grief as a mother's song To her sleepy infant, with pride, Whose smiles yet to heaven belong, Whose dreams an angel's wing doth guide.- We must part, — thou to thy kingdom, To thy exalt and sovran throne; But, mutable, I to clay must come, The road we mortals go alone. May I again meet thee beyond tears In the region that knows no night, Where time is not computed by years, i 7 8 THE DYING YEAR 179 And eternity's wings glow with light, — Where my nature immutable then, In that glorious realm divine, Where earth longings molt, like the wren, And transmuted hearts naught do pine; Where thy careworn anatomy Shall vernate into beauty's charms, And in teeming regality Thou mayst infold me in thine arms. I love thee; I loath to have thee go; My heart now beats a mournful sigh: Yet beyond clouds gestant with snow Is thy demesne so azure high. To me thou canst not more return, But ere long I shall fly to thee; Meanwhile my soul's most sacred urn Shall hold thy fragrant memory. I well recall thy virgin birth: Thou wert fringed in Aurora's gold While beauteous snow mantled the earth, The stork's white pinions did thee unfold. 'Twas a bright silvery morn: The wood birds flitted here and there ; I too remember the hunter's horn That resounded on the frosty air. Each blade and twig in icy jewels decked, And merry damsels on skates flit Upon congealed lakes that did reflect Their voices while loving hands interknit. Again, dear foster friend, farewell! Do not ask me why I thus weep. My heart is lorn ; I scarce could tell : Yet I know my sorrow is deep. Why must such aching grief attend? Why should love come to such a woe? Why should ravaging time so blend Mortals' delicate beauty here below? May God speed thee on thy volant flight ! 180 THE DYING YEAR May thy throne eternal above Be ministered by angels of light And crown thee with Heaven's love! MY STAR My star is a world so bright : To some a satellite no doubt; But to me, its rays delight, And sorrow's lurid cloud doth rout. It truly walks upon the earth : I'm glad of that, tis the truth; A Venus of noblest birth, In the morn of vernal youth. My star is small with two orbs, Twinkling under long lashes curved, With upward grace that absorbs My admiration unswerved. 'Tis a glittering gem, this, — In the noon-day's sun 'twill shine; In the darkness I would kiss: I love its noon-tide divine. No gloom in its zone by night, For its cheering beams of gold Give my path luminous light, My melancholy up-fold, And blend into tinted hues, And implant loftiest song; Whose sweet lute-whispering muse Balms my bosom's every wrong. MY STAR 181 My star is a world indeed, With purity's lucent blend; To my soul, divinest meed, All constellations transcend. It has rose-bud mouth that smiles, And teeth of the whitest pearls; In my dreams it so beguiles, Its dazzling beauty unfurls. It has feet on which to glide, And tresses of raven curls; I fain would make this star a bride, The dearest of all the girls. What care I for stars above, With diamond eyes of sacred fire; How can they touch my heart's love, Attune my impassioned lyre? TO ROSALEE Thou art gone, my sweet Rosalee, Into realms divine — high above, But thy spirit, like cooing dove, Is still my mournful fantasy. 'Tis years agone, since beaming pride Hoped — and ambition's glowing fire With lucent flame, and love's desire, Crowned thee my sweet-heart, — future bride- But the cold wing of destiny Took thee. — 'Twas not for sin I know; 'Twas because Heaven loved thee so — And wanted thy charming company. Memory yet takes me back, dear, And we romp, heart and hand so free, 'Cross the mead, near the billowy sea, Where birds sing sweetly to give us cheer. When roseate morn's lambent blush Cast orient spears thwart the sky, And shining dews pearled each bloom's eye, We hied for berries ripe and lush. And oft at e'entide's fading glow, 'Mong garden and orchard flowers Playing hide and seek 'neath bowers Of cherry, apple, and peach blow. And under the starry night's breath, When charioted zephyrs roving Dallied soft plumes on our cheeks loving, — Then we had not e'en dreamed of death. 182 TO ROSALEE 183 Yet withal, dear one, thy advent On earth inspirits me to reach That kingdom whose glistening beach Reflects in my heart the love thou'st sent. Now thou'rt immortal Rosalee, Gone beyond the abysm of sorrow And grief, that thickens with the morrow. O, happy thought! I'll come to thee. My ship in silence hath been aimed For the bright shores of fair renown; 'Tis my prayers to see thy crown Of Heaven's luminous stars — famed. I know thou'rt happy, Rosalee, And look as fresh as a wild rose At the brim of morning's young glows When vernant flowers rainbow the lea. I know not why thou wert taken, When thou wert so young, sweet, and true, But I may learn when I see you, — Understand why I was forsaken. Life is a dull voyage alone, — I strolled 'neath the cliffs yesterday, Where we so oft from school did play, And built little houses of stone. My tears streamed fast when I spied the shrine On which I boosted thee, my queen ! Then we named it thy throne of green, Thou didst comport so regal and fine. 1 84 TO ROSALEE Oh, if I could hold thy hand again! But I must sigh and weep instead; I talk in my dreams — and I'm led By thy spirit 'mid the starry main. But, Rosalee, long since my hopes Took flight — they flew with thee, my star, Through the Heaven's postern ajar, And there remain, while here my soul gropes. My guardian angel Rosalee, And my mediatrix divine, My soul looks up to thee, to pine; Oh, bless me in thy rosary. — Oft I think I see thee in the skies As the mind's golden vista unfurls Visions o' Heaven and thy soft curls; And then I see those azure eyes. As the e'entide of life wings apace, And my star recumbent, waning, Oh, I hope I'm each day gaining On the flow that sweeps to Hell's disgrace! 'Twas sad to lose thee, Rosalee, At the dawn of life's sparkling light, But sorrow did sharpen my sight, In Heaven's glory to meet thee. The geranium thou didst love Brings forth its perennial bloom, The flowers I spread on thy tomb, Thus my immortal love to prove. TO LUCILE Oh, what a fate has been my lot! A destiny flung me at thy feet: My heart caught fire, and I forgot All but love's ecstacy, complete. Those pensive eyes of softest brown Illume my soul's forlorn pathway; Thy golden tresses truly crown A face more brilliant than noon's ray. When I behold thy beauty charms I'm reminded of a flower, The Easter lily; my ardent arms Would thee infold as life's dower. When I first held thy hand, Lucile, So immaculate and so white, I felt a thrill which did reveal A passion of enrapt delight. That smile betokens virtue's truth; Thy teeth like the most costly pearls: A young princess thou art, forsooth. Who wouldn't love thee, sweetest of girls? My heart doth cherish with rhythmic bliss- Re-echoes a melodious zeal; Ah, how memory balms that kiss I stole from thy rosebud lips, Lucile. Yet there's no solace for my heart, I fear, — ah me, I now repine When I think how soon we must part. Alas! Thou would'st never be mine. 185 THE HAND OF GOD Who can look into the azure deep And not behold glories infinite? The night's lucent eyes do ever keep Watch upon the earth with delight. Prevailing hues of blue and gold Dominate the astral sea still. O God, may our orisons unfold The mysteries of Thy divine will. When we regard Thy great power, A cogent world-builder Thou art, Piloting all things every hour, Yet hearing man's suppliant heart. Nor too busy the sparrow's fall To see — Thou hear'st the raven's cry. How matchless, how all in all Is Thy puissant majesty. Each star stoled in sacred design Knows Thy loving presence supreme; 'Tis Thy face and glory that shine, Thy love and mercy that redeem. Who can be so blind, not to see Thy wondrous hand at the prow-wheels Of our eternal destiny The solar universe reveals. 1 86 TWILIGHT I hear the whir of sleepy wing And good-night vespers, — anthems sweet. Parting day is now hovering, Her silent blessing at my feet. — Awake, ye habitues nocturnal, That I may imbibe echo's tide, Where Nature's divine ritual Communes, and her soft shadows hide. The night calls reboant soon heard, From fox, bird, and lamenting owl; The whippoorwill's plaintive word, And ravenous wolf's savage howl, — Anon come from copse-covert glens, Each on rapacious pillage bent, While blossoming perfume transcends The azure mystic wonderment, — And its sighing prayers steal Into my retrospective mind; Its incense to my soul I feel, Blandished by the spiritous wind. — The contiguity of earth and sky In benignant reverence blend, Sacred warmth and betrothal nigh, While bird, beast, and man contend, — Where silken zephyrs' votive bliss Bridle amative breath of wild rose, And with loving dalliance kiss Each dewy bud which this night blows. The yellow moon, gaunt, peeps askance Through western haze above the hills; Her brazen horns keen as Mars' lance Fling meager beamlets upon the rills. — Ah! 'Tis nightingale's tunes I hear Wafted upon the roving breeze; Their descants linger in my ear 187 1 88 TWILIGHT While my soul brims with ecstacies. — Now's the time for true lover's vows: A transporting symphonic wave Sates my sense, as it doth arouse Other scenes in memory's grave. The stars, the arc lights of Heaven, One by one come into my ken, Round me tuneful silence given My sequacious solitude, — and when The departing sun's crimson hues Have kissed ambient clouds good-night, Each saffron glint has said adieus To its soul-mate in love's delight; Then brewing solemnity holds A witching charm o'er mortal state ; Her immortal dominion unfolds The panorama of destined fate. And thus life's evening shadows mute Are growing longer each day fled. O, if its twilight will impute To my shades such glories full wed, By divine nature inherent! Her fair spirit to mine impart Raptures exulting, and coexistent, To implant hope in my lone heart! Likewise a calm, appeasing tide To placate a billowy sea, A star fulgent, my soul to guide, When I embark for eternity! TO SHAKESPEARE Thy great scope is yet to us a wonder ; Thy rhetoric in luster still out-shines: Methink I hear that heralding thunder And the luting enchantment which combines The range of earth and sky, to thee out-flung Like a magic meadow of blooming pink. Thy comprehension infinite hath sung From Aeolus' airy throne, — from lurid brink Of human passions, — to make gay, or mourn. Thy like for fathoming mortal destiny And delving deep into the psychic bourn, Sounding the depth of the soul's entity, Seems his advent earthward doth not illume Our benighted realm; nor flash forth lyric fire Of eloquence, that compass joy and gloom. Thou didst make music on Apollo's lyre, Didst cunningly all depravity mirror From celestial dome, and from hell forlorn; Proving Heaven's love, and Hades' terror, Engilding the stars anew ; robed the morn In a beauty more dazzling and sublime With thy philosophy and golden rhyme. 189 THE INSPIRATION OF FRIENDSHIP As the redolence of spring gives to the bee Hivings of joy, his wealth of honey pure, Likewise I garner friendship's sanctity, And its saccharine to my soul I lure — Friendship implanted in the vernal mind Inweaves its weft into hoar years that bind. All like matter, and spirits as well, attract To some eternal sympathy benign, Where genial affinity naught exact; Nor will its ardency e'er droop and pine, And beyond this vale 'twill be with love found ; In such crystal realms fair beauties abound. The friends I've known for many sober years, Now that they're still as true as innocence, Arouse in my heart inspiration that reveres And anew revives some virtue detent In my bosom, which with fervor glows Whose inflorescence eclipses the rose. Now fleeting time bequeaths its sequent wing, And whirs dispiteous beyond the noon Of life's lotted span: then age, the grim viking, Comes with stealth, yet to the gay past doth croon, And harks to echoes of friendship's votary Still lingering in youth's fantastic sea. And I e'er in mind see those childish pleasures, Those enflowered vistas as backward I gaze ; Oft enumerate the golden treasures Of that fairy world I once saw ablaze. How I would fain the wheels of time reverse, And the autumn plumes of ripe years disperse! 190 INSPIRATION OF FRIENDSHIP 191 By friendship's festive and blithesome sail What an unfurled pennant to ever guide In love's serene pathway, celestial trail To the shore of eternal Heaven wide! And, too, how rich to find a friend replete On the footstool of God with fondness sweet! But, alas! we must march on to our goal, Add our song to the symphony of lore, As it may vibrate the chords of the soul. Aye! The journey henceforth may ope the door Of joys to juvenile fancies unknown, Nor to mortal vision hath e'er been shown. 'Tis a sweet attribute in a friend of youth To vouchsafe and unselfishly commit Unequivocal admiration, forsooth, That conduces to exultations fit To fill a heart with immaculate fire : Let's enfranchise the muse such friends inspire. A MISTLETOE KISS I stood 'neath the magic mistletoe bough; A New Year's kiss I benignly got : Rapture! — Would I were standing there now; Yes, on that very identical spot. 'Twas a most loving and enchanting smack ! I blushed scarlet, and my trembling lips hid. Entreatingly I asked her to take it back: Then she tip-toed and lingeringly did: She took it — her blushes were unespied: I'd let her again, I know full well; Yea, if I had even swooned and died. For it made my heart flutter and swell, And my timorous soul she did affright. Thus, smiling, she continued sweetly to sup. While New Year's chimes were tolling midnight, She was still sipping from love's drainless cup. I'll ne'er forget the festive mistletoe. As time links my joys measure by measure, My dreams will revert to that night, I trow — A night of memory's golden treasure. There's more in osculation than joy's bliss: In love it sings a melodious tune. Sweet as her bouquet is Erato's kiss, And the sweetheart's smack makes starlight noon. In the fane of Venus they sing the kiss-song Which binds with connubial links as strong As home ties, yet sweeter; diviner goes Into the hungry passions' empty abyss, That swells and bubbles, but ne'er overflows. A soothing composite is love's magic kiss! In varying cadence, sweetly it sings, Of Cupid's incense linked in Heaven's vows, — 'Tis love's exponent, recognized by kings; In queenly hearts dormant emotions rouse. TQ2 A MISTLETOE KISS 193 O, thou muse! let Angel's golden wings Dipped in love's fount of ambrosial sweets Infuse medic balms, when mistletoe swings O'er the hearts attuned to each other's beats, And on each bosom's sacred altar burns That unquenchable and amative fire With congenial flame that haunts, goes, then re- turns To speak love's immaculate soul's desire. TO MY VIOLIN A thing of grace, life, and breath, My heart to thee I devote; We shall be comrades unto death, Thy soul from mine not remote. Whose rhythms, transporting, benign, And so loving and so sweet With modulations seemlied, Like magic sirens, entreat; Yet combined of maple-antique, With waving curls — and vibrant spruce, Joined together with vital glue, Firm as lacquer, — harder to loose. Yes, from the tree primeval Thou didst come — while I came from clay : Hence, we're cousins mysterious On destiny's common highway. And is it some forest legend Emmewed in thy lonely heart; Some sad fairy story tragic In minor thou wouldst impart? And deterge thyself of sorrow, Yield up thy weird romance, Told first to some sylvan cypress, By some haunted cave, perchance? 194 TO MY VIOLIN Thy vocal endowments condign To my sympathetic muse, And joyous thy heart in song As thy resonances infuse And sway the human emotions, With sadness or joys up-fill; Hence, a soul thou dost possess And lend it with gen'rous will. In my love-lorn contemplations And my lonely hours repined, Thy tones cheer and so inspirit And toll my immortal mind, Back into the up-sealed by-gones With luring phantasies from the skies And dreamy visions that entice, Through love's mystic imageries. Is it song-bird's tunes caged since time Immemorial, or stars' refrains caught By sirens of eternal rhyme, Or sighing themes of spirits lost? Some dethroned god's penitent sins? Alas ! the voice of contrite remorse Thou wouldst give to the winged winds? Thy progenitors may've grown long On the grave of pre-eminent saint, Some pristine prima donna of song Whose mold by wonderment embodies Thy substance, — mystically communes With spirit of some deified Melba, Conscious in thy wondrous tunes. When thy wings of harmony Outspread, with such golden hope To curtain me from languor, And cheering me on to cope TO MY VIOLIN 195 With powers psychic beyond The bourne of human decree, Whence such lingering echoes, The murmurings of eternity; And being more out, than in The mortal zone, — thus o'er-reached By thy mysterious tonality, — And finding my spirit pleached, — I wake as if from a rev'ry; Then back to dull mortality fly, And idly my fingers will stray Over thy minor chords high. O, thou beauty goddess, fair! — With gracile waist symmetric, The empress of instruments Musical — and dance music That sways the feet entrancing, And again, with themes divine That echo in memory's Urn, — when gloomily we pine For redemption's hand to lead Us out of discordant seas, Away from tuneless billows, Back to thy soulful melodies. Thou, like the voice of lyric fountain Spurting forth from tuneful pipes, Or from golden-plumed nightingales With argent tongues and scarlet stripes! My peerless Nymph in solitude, With tender passion's sacred tone, With wooing breath like violet's kiss, My heart to thine in love hath grown. Into thine own ears I pour My soul's lamenting regrets; With impassioned cadence holy Thou return'st softly my life secrets. ig6 TO MY VIOLIN Thou art my pulsing paragon Whose beat is the sigh of love; If I had but thee, dearest gem I'd not hunger or aimlessly rove, Nor pine, but rely placably On thee and thy mellow song — Such delicious symphonies full blown, Like flowers' breath that floats along, Soothing to my tranced dullness. Of thee I'll not be deprived. My endless love and ripest joys Are thine. — Alas! I've long shrived My heart-aches to thee; enrapt By thy responsive sounds that steal Into the soul's ethical ken, And repeat the prayer I feel In mine own immortal soul. My dear consort, long since gone To her heritage supernal — She's waiting for me on the lawn Of Heaven! — In mind I hear Those sweet songs she oft did sing As I commune with thee, dear, Dreamily accompanying — Now I'm all alone with thee, And to thee, my friend, I'll cling, For I've consecrated my heart To thy soul, on every string! I pray to have thee yonder Where even the planets sing, And celestial bodies attune Their vibrance to the Heaven's wing. TO MUSIC Sweet sprite of ev'ry age and clime, How majestic thy glory! Thy tongue of oracles sublime In gloom or joy's story. Thou dulcet pixy unfading, With soft themes from the skies, Whence thy gauzy, resonant wing Brings the heart aching sighs. Without thy kiss, love vain hopes dead — But maudlin dreams that grieve. Thy wooing opes the buds to wed, Some kindred bloom reprieve. — Thou'rt heavenly as purest love, Boundless as infinite space; Thy spirit eternal above Where angels thee embrace. Thou'rt with us from cradle to the grave: Thy voice lulls the babe's sleep, And Easter's festival octave In my soul lingers deep. E'en Memnon's statue makes Aurora's heart Shed melancholy tears, When it emits thy witching art, Whose matin rhythm she hears. Thou sweet goddess of high minions Immortal and divine, Whose nymph rides on zephyr's pinions, Whose conduced virtues refine. 197 198 TO MUSIC Hence, the rippling brooks thus embued With thy lyric delight! And rivers proud and meadows hued Rebeck thy orisons day and night. And languid eyes with rheums glaze, When thy voice solemn and bland Some disavowed memories raise Beyond the will's command. Sententious medleys day by day Haunt my reflective mind, And oft a mildewed rhapsody Comes floating on the wind. And along crowded highway's sea A merry tune may rise, In my soul's dreaming revery Which time can't ostracize. A melody oft comes leeward, While musing by the fire; 'Twill into memory's tankard Mount, — if jocund Bacchus inspire. Thy harmonies such sparkling gems A living prayer's blaze; From Heaven's throne thy diadems E'er shine with lustrous rays. Thy sweet concord, the cynosure Of my lone pilgrimage, To the golden portals of pure Light, — where thou'rt empress sage. TO MUSIC 199 The king and queen at thy fount sip And sate their hearts' desire, As fragrant blooms with dewy lip Drink the sun's gracious fire. Now, darling muse, I say adieu, But not a sad farewell; I adore thee, and thy parvenu Fain wouldst be, — and with thee dwell. DEATH What is death that we eschew it? Life's metamorphose, yet we rue it — The chariot in which all must ride ; We must die to be glorified. Our natures more spirit than clay, Why should we bemoan death's bewray? Nothing's lost by the demon's sword, If we'll grasp God's eternal word. Death, who art thou, for me to fear? Thy sting is mortal, dust thy bier; Nor canst thou heavenward rise, Nor thy sable aspect e'er disguise. Thy gorgon frown the wage of sin, At Hades' grot thou didst begin; The devil is thy envious sire, As he's the father of the liar. I shall not fear thee, vengeful Death; You mar this clay, but not life's breath, Which mounts the celestial wave high: 'Twas not God's decree we should die. We're just transmuted on this sphere To meet conditions otherwhere. Then we'll know thee, Death, thou serpent By hell's vile dogs thou wilt be shent. But in joyous bliss 'bove the sky Where thy ebon wing shall ne'er fly, We'll rise beyond thy mortal sting, To our Father, and Heaven's King. 200 THE TEMPLE OF NATURE I'll visit the temple of Flora in May And muse amid her shrine and cressy bay; To my being of mortal flesh and blood I'll philosophize on her emerald flood, And forget the city's din and things rude In drowsy solitude. I'll commune with nature's God 'bove the sky As the sweet moments fly, And lose myself from myself completely As upon the fluent wings of Mercury I shall glide from mossy nook to the green Lawns of the silent woodlands unseen, — There consort with sylvan nymphs mid the leaves, And unfold my love by amative heaves. — In shadowy glens I'll feast my hungry eye, And cool my limbs in the founts silvery, Where the blue just now and then jealously Peeps, with languid paleness that seems to sigh For a beter view. Ah! but I'll be true To the fairies, and to each delicate hue Of ev'ry redolent tint of summer's joy; I'll love the nymphs divinely, — I'll not toy With a single breeze, nor flower's lone heart That will to my bliss such homage impart. Here to nature I'll bend my silent vows, And in her cool fostering arms she'll house My lorn and orphan bosom so drooping, And into my soul pour her ambrosial spring. O, beauteous month! Flora's fairest child! Let me bask in thy bowers sweet and wild, And chase broad-winged butterflies 'cross the mead Made green and pliant by love-grass and weed, And divinely fragrant by each sighing bloom 201 202 THE TEMPLE OF NATURE That dreams in drowsy wildwood, where the gloom Of mortal souls, not there pining in woe, But in themes of ecstacy overflow In raptures superlative and with delight, Revelling in the golden haze of light, Where cloudlets like phantoms listlessly soai Under azure canopy with winged oar. Here sage and poet find inspiration To write the verses that up-lift the nation, Near meandering streams, tumbling, crystal; That babble as down a brink they fall. Yea, I'm a lover of all such blisses, Where'er the naiad maiden's cheek kisses The bashful zephyrs till they heave deep sighs, Then wistfully loiter with pensive eyes And with a passion of tenderest approve, Like young Narcissus, who did his image love With amorous reflection and hot flame, Hence transmuted into the flower of his name. Likewise the zephyrs by their kisses and stare Were changed to a lady-fern sweet and rare, And now bedeck the oozy cliffs and brink, Where yet they ponder, and to fairies drink, And kiss their little feet, nimble and white, With the famishing love of an eremite. Such the raptures in Flora's kingdom seen, Where each tiny flower reigns as the queen Or the king of some other soul divine; Where the delicious wild rose and eglantine Diffuse sweet incense, their untainted breath Immaculate and pure in flowery death; Which rise sacred to Dian's fane of fire To purify her be jeweled attire, Whereunto such sweetness all gods do bow In fervent love, — plight an eternal vow. THE TEMPLE OF NATURE 203 Author of sublime Nature, so dear To my spirit that doth unfold so clear, And lures me to its mossy temples grand Where nymphs frolic sportive on golden sand, And in shallow waters amber minnows play In kindeigarten 'gainst the refreshing sway That ripples o'er pebbly stones 'neath cernuous boughs, Where all's concord, and nothing disavows — O, let me near the boon of Nature dwell, And list to legend-tale in conch-shell, To songs emmewed since the first birth of time Or when the sirens caught the poet's rhyme, And re-echoed it into ev'ry sphere; From whence can be heard by the sylphids' ear Harmonious themes by bards of ancient lore, Whose rhythm doth un-wind, and 'twill e'ermore. When I'm the guest of this earthly paradise 1 pray naught may divert my hungry eyes, And my delightful dream not be broken By some rude kingfisher with gibes out-spoken From the top of a dead sycamore tree, There pluming his majesty, And telling of some delicious repast On a trout, having a feast, ere he'd fast. But may my musing repose be embowered In sylvan haunts serene uncowered; There favored by the throstle's soothing notes And the merry bobolinks' song, that floats To my drowsy sense on the balmy breeze Unconscious from whence it filters thro' the trees; And may all the volatile dryads Be about me, that I on bended knees May suffuse my love and list to vibrant wings From denizens that flit o'er dripping springs; And a dreaming immortality be shed 20 4 THE TEMPLE OF NATURE Upon memory, that Lethe-ward hath sped By reason of such opiate delight Received from the enflowered vales so dight, To ease one's soul into oblivion's grot, Whence many enchantments by fancy shot Into my innermost spiritual sense, Wherein 'tis charmed by its own recompense. Yea, I'm a disciple of Nature's breast: Her bosom soothes my weary brain to rest, 'Neath the tapering willow's saffron stems Through which the queen moon shoots her silver gems. Ah, Cynthia! Forsooth, thou dost the lovers spy, But thou would'st not see a nymph in anguish die That doth shrive to thee her sorrow and bliss, Whom thou would'st infold in thy bosom and kiss. Now I must leave thee, my sweet mother true: Thy temple my heart with joy doth bedew. But ere long I'll return to commune more; My dedalean wings now must from thee soar. TO THE NINE MUSES Come hither, rose-wreathed Erato. Thy lyric brilliance resound; With myrtled brow so zoned in grace, Come to me; I'm thy beau. Thy love my heart hath bound In musing dreams, and rhythm's embrace. Sweet Euterpe, goddess of the pipe, Muse of all the wind instruments! Thy ringlet tresses zephyrs play With passion, lush and ripe, Full of loving cloyments And trancing tunes from the galaxy. Fair Urania, empress of the sky, Queen of constellations sublime, Leader of the chorus when stars sang, Princess of the planets high And Vesper's wooing rhyme, Heaven's glory from each star rang. My facetious Thalia, of mirth, Thy idyllic gems of the mead, Of pastoral allegories Of great beauty and worth, Where nibble without heed Pan's flocks on green promontories. O Terpsichore! muse of the dance, With choral songs and fancy flows, Music deified by thy form And swaying jubilance, Or twirling on thy toes, Graceful as the seagull in a storm. 20 "5 206 TO THE NINE MUSES Most eloquent Calliope, Chief of the Heaven muses nine, Mother of Orpheus (the lyrist, With poetic wizardry) Thy epic verses refine, Whose influence none can resist. To the great erudite Clio, Keeper of the sacred history, Recorder of annals divine, Who saw the first rainbow And light, before the eye Of the orient sun did shine. Melpomene, with tragic heart, Didst thou witness the fall of Eve, Hear the blood of Abel call out, Attend drama's black art, When Satan tried to deceive; Whom angels and Michael did rout? Polyhymnia, sweet lyric bride Of anthems immortal that ring, Echoing the domed expanse; Thy fair beauty doth guide The flight of Heaven's wing That soothes the soul into dreaming trance. Dear, heavenly muses, one and eight, A fairy lot from whom to choose, 1 shall woo you, fair deities, Lest some bewail to wait, Or might her love diffuse With dalliance and sportive eyes. How I need you ev'ry silent hour! I shall e'er worship at your shrine, For ye are my inspiring light. TO THE NINE MUSES 207 I'm charmed at your bower, Whose fragrant vines entwine, Impearl with dews my soul to-night. I aspire to be the consort To all the family, for my soul Hath gone to thee alike in treague. Transport me by triple mort Into your realm's control, And my heart with poesy league. Oh, sisters nine, in air-built skies! My votive prayers and beauty dreams Ascend the lucid space to you; With yearnings and deep sighs My soul's exulting themes Hang resistless on rhythms true. Yea, dear muses, two and seven, At the brim of the golden morn Your spreaded pinions o'er oceans deep Shall waft strains from heaven, While lingered joys unborn Sleep in your songs — immortal sleep. Birds of heaven with healing wings, With dazzling eyes, gray, brown, and blue, Each with gentle innocent gaze On the beautiful things Of nature, kind and true, Your genius are the angels' praise. Who would spurn such cousining love, Kiss not those curving pansy lips Of fairy nymphs the gods did sire? Flavored by the dews above, Whence the poets' sweet sips Your imbrued vintage doth inspire. 208 TO THE NINE MUSES When my faltering steps amate, And leave me chambered in the dark, Then I pine for your glaucous wings, Whose vibrances emulate The tune of morning lark That mounts Aurora's blush and sings. If ye were human to my kiss, And as soft velvet to my touch, My amative hopes I'd essay, And love's potential bliss I'd enmew overmuch; And fight amain, to win the day. Ah sweet muses, with lambent smiles, With dazzling beauty's loving glance, That haunt my wingless soul's retreat; Like the moon's guileless guiles On the water's expanse Where dance her silvery feet! Give me your hearts, in pulsing ease, And indulge my vision's desire, While from your coral lips of pride I'll quaff 'neath blooming trees To quench this burning fire While calmly spooming on love's tide. How your cheeks with blushes suffuse, And passion's charms your eyes confess- A bliss that intertwines so bright. Who could such love abuse? That silent vows express To my passioned heart's burning light. Lovely muses, with lotus breath, With timbrel's gold and vibrant chimes, Like magic tunes from wizard's lyre — TO THE NINE MUSES 209 Such lives not meant for death ! Your souls but fancy's rhymes To give mortal, immortal fire. Who would not caress those bright curls And sing 'neath the blooms by nature wrought, Where the damask rose each lip disparts, Its essence pure unfurls, When e'en-tide's pensive thought Into the starry azure darts. Dearest Peris, with penance done, Through the gates of Paradise sweet doves With delight enter the ken of truth, Your soul's purity won, Like furtive eye that loves Palpable joys and budding youth. Gracious Angels, Heaven's minstrels, Send your gentle spirits to earth, Yet have spirits in the starry glow Casting down metric swells Giving mortal new birth, The elixir of love below. Yea, sweet beauties of holy rhyme, The universe opes to your sways! Hence weep not my eternal flames: Your poesy sublime Nightingales tender lays; Dull senseless themes to yours, my dames. Ye deified Muses of grace, Whose silver-throated chants from the skies Echo with throbbing harmonies, My visions interlace As I heave unripe sighs And languish in love's mystic seas. 210 TO THE NINE MUSES I hear your sweet musing refrains Vibrating the ethereal air; Such themes in chorus so refine With Nocturn's honeyed strains, Send me rhythms sweet and rare From your heavenly choir of Nine. BUILDING AIR CASTLES Various as the glory of stars The air castle builders elate, Raising turrets and glit'ring spars Without an architect's estimate — In dreaming fantasy they build Domiciles huge and grand — then make More noble — the domes oft regild. But castles in the air awake Ideals; the mind's genial hosts Like spirits the Heavens control, Or phantasm's unbodied ghosts, Wooing mysterious into the soul. Though greater and still more exalt, They build into the blue domain Of the planets' supernal vault; Yet without abutments they maintain Each superstructure — the visions' blows Like the shadows of which they're wove; Whose textile beauty as of rainbows Hung over some enchanted grove. Then hoary age enmosses the dome Of temples reared in ardent caress, While memory's never at home, But reviewing scenes of happiness. Round pious fancy's abluent spring That bubbles 'neath hope's dazzling shrine, Into which fair goddesses fling Love's pearly tears pure as crystalline; Then from its bright bosom nymphets rise Imbued with Thetis' dewy embrace, Soft as the blush of impassioned eyes Radiant with celestial grace. Thus it is they build proudest thrones In Jove's beauteous realm so blue; Whose blazing tints and fancy tones Inspire ambitious pride of ev'ry hue. 211 TO ESTELLE 'Tis true, Estelle, my memory Is all remains these years; 'Neath the leaves of this spreading tree My eyes distream with tears. This morn I heard the lavrock's tune; I thought of thy songs leal When we rambled in early June — Our love we did reveal. The zephyrs thy raven curls wreathed, As we, lass and lad gay, Romped in the soft shadows and breathed Fragrance of new-mown hay. Our love then, innocent, as pure As the bud's blooming sigh ; Now 'tis all flown, canst thou endure To hear the reason why? 'Tis true thou art a beauty fair; I've known no one so sweet: Yet to love thee I scarce can dare, Though I worship at thy feet! And while thou wert attending school At the seminary high I plowed the glebe with sedate mule; Yet my heart could not thy love deny. I turned the dank sward to the sun; In musing thoughts of thee Longed for the day when we'd be one In holy matrimony. 212 TO ESTELLE 213 Work to me was like idle play; The notes of nesting wren Did gladden the summer's day, Thy face within my ken. As I upgrew my dawning soul Of thy virtues would sing: I can now feel my heart's control O'er thine own, withering. Thou hast grown too worldly wise For honest son of toil; My callous hands, I now surmise, Are my ignoble foil. My fate is sealed — I feel its goad ; Thy love hath fled, Estelle, Or at least from me it tiptoed: I now bid thee farewell. Yet, I bless the passion of love, I know there's such a thing; Its power the Heavens doth move With super-human wing. I do not chide thee in my heart — Thou art pure as stars' rays. I'm glad I loved thee; 'twill impart To fond memory's blaze. I must surely love thee yet, dear, As by that name it's known ; It still hovers over the bier Of the dead past alone. 2i 4 TO ESTELLE Who then can expugn this burning, Who can assuage the pain, Key the door against returning, Be deaf to its refrain? O, 'tis sad to brood o'er by-gones, Wish we were children yet, Roving o'er the sweet meadow lawns, Our minds so free from fret. I hope thy crowning day shall come, For it, thou hast so wrought; And not be bitter like a scum, False star's insipience caught. I laud thee for such noble aim ; I pray thou may'st pluck the goal, For 'tis thy ripe delicious claim — Then grapple to thy soul. Ambition is a surging sea; Its billows mount the breast : Rarely crowns without misery, Which brings its own bequest. TO JOSEPHINE Since thy face I last beheld, Since thy love I know is dead, Oh, if I could that link re-weld, Revamp the vows that once were said! Then my soul that's roving with the wind. Riding upon the lurking breeze — Once more Cupid would attune its muse; Dry my tears, and grief surcease. — Just the other moonless night I dreamed of thee, dear Josephine, Thy face wreathed in love's delight, Thine eyes so bright, sweet valentine. I dreamed we strolled hand in hand, And I thy mien so truly read! I'm sorry 'twas just fancies spun From mind's visionary thread. My life, a nightmare so hideous Confined in gloom's darksome cave, And 'twill ever remain thus, Or drift with the spooming wave Un-lulled by the turgid flow; The loss of thee I'll e'er repine To the dregs and gall forlorn, Now the sun in very scorn doth shine. Shall I end it all in death's cruse, And then adieu to mortal pain, Or yet hope for love's gentle thews To lift on downy wings again ? I've meditated to no avail. Oh, fate! wretched fate! let me drift Forever in bark by billows tossed, Or on some ghostly Island shift. — 215 2i6 TO JOSEPHINE How we're buffeted by love's tempest, Hurled headlong by its magic star! In shady coves I've moored for rest, But found none 'neath its scimitar. Yes, love's a great feast, so they tell, But its wine I've tasted was whey: I'm tired of being a booby-jack; In yon gulch I'll fling all dismay. Josephine, my brain is shorn Of reason, — my blood congeals My love's fruitlessness, and its thorn So prod and fang — my mind conceals Sear leaves that into my heart fall, That now brood foul weeds of sin, Which choke out the blooming buds That thrived on virtues within. Welcome to my dust are wolves' jaws. Weep not, Josephine, but for me pray! 'Tis but to soothe my mind, the maws Of hungry animals I stay. The life of some young kid 'twill save For few days from teeth of pards, Whose lairs are hereabout beset, Whose screams my soliloquy retards. Thou winged monster of sorrow, I entreat thy foul stomach to feed And feast on my flesh to-morrow, And glut thy callow vulture's greed. — Oh! to die, to sleep and to dream, In the bosom of eternity long, To give the mind sweet lenity And blend with co-eternal song. TO JOSEPHINE 217 Oh, my God! where am I now? I've had a vision, — the devil Came in great pomp — (truly I vow) In great vastitude of evil, Gathering lost souls of suicides: Oh, Heaven forgive me, I pray! Dear Josephine, I love thee still — I'll not harm this life's ebbing clay. Praise I'll now sing unto the Lord For mercy and rewards divine, And for raising me by His word From hell's enthralls serpentine, That twisted about my lone spirit, Which fluttered like an oriole Under the necromantic spell Of a serpent's vicious control. Josephine, I adore thee, my prize, Not in desperation to mope, But in the light of Heaven's eyes I'll strive with my rivals to cope. Anywise I'll not this body destroy — The temple of the soul's residence, Its lodging temporal on earth: Therefore I'll give it my defence. TO MY SCHOOLMATES To my schoolmates one and all, I yet hear your sonorous call, As when at play 'neath beechen shade My mind reverts to that leafy glade Where we passed many happy hours 'Mong the sylvan cliffs and bowers, Along the willow's weeping train. I yet see Autumn's smiling grain, And the beautiful goldenrod As 'twould wave to the breeze, and nod To some admiring flower fair, Or soul-mate to further declare, — Its amatory love impart, Exuding sweet sighs from its heart. Where the pungent mints thrifty grow, Where the water lilies blow, And the crystal spring runs so bold, That bubbles from earth's bosom cold, — Just below, round the craggy hill This lucid stream turned the mill That ground our corn into meal And wheat into flour, "mother's seal" 'Tween huge stones, upper and nether, That crushed the grains together. Many a poke stalk we made fall, And heard many wild bird's tender call; And we'd lay the tall mullen low, Or bend its head toward our beau; If it lived and grew that way 'Twas a good omen, they'd say, That she did love us truly. We'd take all else, so on the sly; Would kiss her when no one was nigh E'en if the sweet lass feign would cry. 218 TO MY SCHOOLMATES 219 You remember my canine rover That looked like a black bear in clover, And the yearlings we used to yoke, Then drive up the road for a joke. How they would sulk and often hike Like huge jack-rabbits down the pike; Hard to stop, as they were to start. 'Twas all gay romance in our cart, — We loved excitement for the sauce; Without some spice we'd have grown moss Which oft began to germinate. Then we'd begin our minds to freight With some book-learning. You recall, School began in summer or fall, Lasting ninety days, little more. But in that time we could learn o'er What we forgot in the nine months Or nearly so, by the old stunts, That is, by studying aloud — Fine system, of which we were proud. We could yell out in a stout voice, Call the teacher names, and rejoice. The whippoorwill's chant of sadness We'd list in our dreaming gladness, And the owl's hooting monotone From the tall elms where he had flown Would fall upon our listless ears And distraught with ominous fears. But we knew the owl's secret bent — He loves goose and lamb, innocent! On a fat hen he does not frown : Oft upon a dove, he'll swoop down. You remember how we'd ramble For a fat 'possum through the bramble, And in persimmon tree we'd find His Excellency; where he dined 220 TO MY SCHOOLMATES Sumptuous, 'neath the moon's argent rays, Or by the stars' glittering plays, Or yet in the most gloomed darkness Obeying appetite's gnawing stress. A well baked 'possum is a feast For the gods high, or Pan's priests, Who know where true luxuries dwell. In such morsels how they revel, And muse in rapt benevolence When 'possum odors fill their sense. Ah, those were happy days indeed — Little then did we the moments heed! In the mill pond we oft did fish For trout, perch, or anything — pish ! That would bite; even a bullfrog, A turtle, or a polliwog. — In the deep snow we'd track the hare, And stop his muse so unaware. That was fun! Don't you remember How we chased them in gay December? Then we would feast on rabbit stew, And sometimes we had a barbecue; With baked apples by a wood fire — Sweet potatoes if we'd desire; And all kinds of nuts we would crack. Oft a long swig of apple-jack We would quaff with much manhood ; Then we'd get jolly and feel good. But I've digressed from my story. I'm telling about school days' glory, When the blue-back speller was classic And in her zenith bombastic, And spelling bees were all the go, Standing or sitting in a row; The days when we licked the ink From our pens, unconcerned as wink TO MY SCHOOLMATES 221 At some bright-eyed sweetheart benign Whom we thought then almost divine. Yea, my dear old festive schoolmates, Those days were joyous, when on slates We ciphered 'neath the shady trees, Near the old log school-house, where fleas Made out acquaintance and then feuds Of great scratching, with short interludes — Kept us quite occupied, you know. But we preferred the out-door woe To some teacher's laconic eyes Whose leather heads we did despise. Yes, my dear old chums, I ponder And sigh for those days, and wonder If the city chap has half the snap, Filling his cranium with scrap; 'Tis truly enough his soul to blight In trying to skimp his way light Into the vestibule of knowledge By playing football through college. Many blissful pleasures I recount In my memory, that doth mount High into those raptures agone, In my reminiscence outdrawn. I wonder if the world's kind hand Has gently dealt with you, as the sand Of life grain by grain has filtered Through time's sieve, each grain gold-glittered, Or if you've toyed with destiny And now look back with hopeless sigh On a profligate past that jars And grins like the ghost of dooming stars. 222 TO MY SCHOOLMATES I pray none may languish on bed Of such remorse, with hopes all fled; I trust it's not the case at all, That none is caged in such a thrall, But all do enjoy the sunshine Of Heaven with naught to repine. HUMILITY Give me a life pure, unknown, From whose every act may flow Deeds of divine love unheard; Than sinful pomp and pride loud, E'en though it be upon a throne From whose transient glare naught but show, And whose vows but sounding word, With pompous vanity proud. Give me a heart full of song, In which the joys of earth can dwell, Concomitant with the joys above. From such beauty let me not stray. May I never stand for the wrong, Upholding the dogmas of hell, Knowing not the true God of love: O Lord ! direct me on my way. — Why should we puff up with glory? From whence did we mammals spring? Who gave us the power we laud Over our brothers? those so weak, Whose souls full of saddened story, Who too oppressed, a note to sing? Yet we loath to think we're the fraud ; Oft-times we feign to appear meek. O, impious wretch! with family tree, With consanguineous line long Reaching to Adam and Eve; HUMILITY 223 Or from perhensile tail monkey! If the latter be true, then we Should not do this animal wrong, Maligning his race, if we believe We're his degenerate progeny. Vanity's seed naught but woe doth raise, In youth or the most advanced age; Yet many think they're immortal And picture themselves peering high: And oft with self-appointed praise Whose ignorance doth crown them sage, And make them strut and oft recall The prowess of some kinsman's lie. Humility, a virtue most rare, The bloom and fragrance of wisdom, Leading to Heaven's vale of rest Whose love great eminence doth sire In the human heart debonair; Through whom earth's redemption shall come, And to whom God makes His bequest, Purified with empyrean fire. THE POETS Poets have their dreams and repose: They hear the stars sing at eve's close, And they muse and sigh long and deep. Many an inward tear they weep: Their eyes may laugh gay and glisten, While their hearts sob if you'll listen. Their lyrics link Heaven and earth; 'Tis their design to give soul mirth, And embolden elements pure. Many privations they endure, As they inwreathe flowery chain: Their diction merely hides their pain, While musing in the kingdom of verse, Their spirits light-winged rehearse; And weave their rhymes in beauty's loom Just to smooth life's billowy gloom, And plant the seed of flowers sweet In the pathway of loving feet. They're human nightingales of tune: With loftier realms they commune. Ah! they're seraphs with broken wings! That's why on earth such lingerings, Till their pinions grow strong and swift. Meanwhile pearls from pebbles they sift. They're king bees in the winter hive; A kind of soul honey they give, Oft casting their gems to the swine, While on celestial food they dine. They're larks that sing in their own ears, For oft they soar where none else hears, But sigh not for the poets plight Though mellow noon be to them night ; Rich then might be their deep musings In begloomed darkness, sprouting wings. Let them build castles in the sky: 224 THE POETS 225 Like eagles they in azure fly, And make their abodes e'en higher, Such dizzy heights attune their lyre. — The bards of earth to Heaven soar: Eternal love they'll sing e'ermore. Their themes are glints of divine blue, And their songs prove Heaven is true. The light ethereal they glean, Which by mortal eye is ne'er seen. Sing on, ye bards, and thus inspire! Your souls shall honor Phoebus' choir, Where no threnody rends the air, Every song sweet and happy there. MY DREAM In a dream I soared on wings high, To some strange land where waters swirl; I bethought myself 'bove the sky, On a strand dazzling with gold and pearl. I then began to fill my purse. To my surprise, an angel stood Before me gazing, nothing worse; And told me to hoard not the blood Of those who died on earth from craze And left a memorial black For wealth, their idol, and God of praise, Stored in vault upon iron rack, In the misers' coffer fireproof; Who wailed a sou the church to pay, Their mammon grasping, and aloof Standing: kept all for rainy day, Which to such as these never came. Instead, their souls were required through death, And now submerged in saffron flame, Where the fumes of sulphur each breath Imbibe, which make them gasp and mourn Days gone, when on earth they did dwell, But with hopes shattered and conscience torn Could not avert the thrall of hell. In this dream, I did then behold Saints in un-numbered bands, who sang Songs I often heard in tones bold, That in earth's sanctuaries out-rang. The angel admonished me true, Then gave me a ring interwove, With a posy engraven, who Said the superscription meant love. I felt strange, yet I did not wake; My body with me I must have borne 226 MY DREAM 227 Across this deep, engulfing lake; But to return I did not mourn. I heard many sounds so rhythmic, Still, I smelt the sweet fragrant leas. I heard words spirit — 'twas music On the wing — soulful melodies. I was contented as at home: All faces in smiles elate wreathed As they merrily in flocks did roam, And the pure pomegranate breath breathed. I saw fleet horses with eyes bright, On which maidens with nosegays rode, Beautiful in gossamers white. The prancing steeds with love's load Carried their riders with much pride Too swift for my eyes to discern If these fair creatures on earth e'er sighed And if they were ransomed interne. I, in this visionary plight, Saw empurple blooms kiss the waves In tranquil beauty, love's delight ; Again I heard music's conclaves, And list in breathless silence mute. The buds and flowers by the stream Breathed prayers soft as magic lute; They too must have dozed in a dream, While under such radiant sky, The air so balmy in its tide And viewless to the mortal eye, Yet on music's soul it did ride. If my muse could better convey What I saw in my dreaming trance, And too, if some prophet could essay Such an instrument, its significance Interpret, — or meaning divine, 228 MY DREAM My hopes might bloom like the wild rose, And like water-lilies supine, Bask in the scintillating glows Of Heaven's sunshine — and heed the surge That gently beats so lenient At the door of my heart to deterge And clothe it in holy raiment. A dream is like a spider's weave — Its texture but fancy superfine, That can this mortal clay deceive; Its true nature the soul doth twine. THE SOUL Why should a soul so mystify The mortal mind and brain of clay, Or because it's from Heaven's sky And belongs to realms of eternal day? 'Tis the life of immortal breath And the flame of empyrean fire, All the which we'll know after death; The endued theme of human desire. It is the pure incense of love, The rays of its divinest light; Immaculate substance from above Too beauteous for mortal sight. And 'tis the real essence of God, His very life to angels given; The echo of His matchless word To the habitues of Heaven. The divine composite, — the blow Of earthly buds, — pure quintessence As ethereal crystalline snow, The crown of life, as recompense. Virtue's compensated reward For fortitude's devotion rare Upon this impurple, charnel sward, With robe and habiliment fair. 'Tis the oracle's wings purified By Heaven's grace, — the immortal bloom, Whose sacred elements shall guide This flower eternal, from the tomb. — 229 236 THE SOUL Yea, truly 'tis God's attribute, His holy principle unfurled: No mortal can this fact confute. But marvel not on Psyche's world. We make the soul evil or divine By the food we for it have sown, Which to its nature must condign If we'd have its stature full grown. As we gaze into starry space 'Neath the canopy's arched sky, We feel its magnetic embrace, That potently enthrones on high: The golden glare of mind's vision, The loadstar of conscience unseen, But pulling to heights Elysian By power immortal serene: The divine bloom with iris hues With beauty too dazzling for eyes Terrestial, — but e'er shall transfuse And polarize mortal destinies. THE 'POSSUM HUNT The time was in gay December, Ah, how well I can remember; The grapes and persimmons sweet and prime, The air crisp for the Southern clime. The trees had shed their leaves of gold; The night to some might have seemed acold. Ice had frescoed the tall blades o' grass- Some flared like curved poniards of glass: The sun had sunk in the amber west. The squirrel had scampered to his nest. The screech owl had begun his cry: They always moan, the devil knows why: They beseem recreants in feather, Or stay out nights to curse the weather. The queen of night, though somewhat dim, Was mounting the horizon's eastern rim; The tall trees were nodding to the breeze; I heard the chipmunks when they'd sneeze: The scented woods greeted my nose, And did my nerves somewhat compose. The sky was gemmed with spangles bright Winking and blinking to help give light, Upon this festive 'possum hunt, The time of year for such a stunt. My brown dog of fair mongrel stock, Fleet as the hare o'er hill and rock; His ears long with ebony tip, And he'd never let a trail slip. His nose was sharped for keenest smell; When scenting the track he'd quickly yell— The wooded hills re-echoed back. By instinct he knew the 'possum's track From that of fox, mink, or raccoon, As well as we know night from noon. His voice, true, like a silver horn 231 232 THE 'POSSUM HUNT Resounded at times, somewhat forlorn, As if he had bayed a huge ghost Or unicorn at least or most, Which really meant his game descried, By voice modulation he'd confide, Which hurried me on with eager stride My game to scan, as up the tree hied ; And as the moon's reflecting rays Shone on his gray ermine I'd gaze And weigh with proud and anxious eyes The heft and condition of my prize. Then I'd climb up, and quickly slip His fuzzy tail with tightening grip Between stick at one end rived, Ere at my hand he viciously dived, And thus secure my black-eyed chap: He'll sulk, growl, and bite; but ne'er snap. 'Twas useless to try to extricate His prehensile tail, or underrate His chagrin by sulkiness, thus caught; Yet naught gained if he had fought. The 'possum is quite tame for wild breed, And when cooped, he soon loves to feed On buttered biscuits or what not — Even pork touches his hungry spot. Like a pig he soon becomes dight For table if your appetite Is sufficient to take his fat, With sweet potatoes, yams at that. Before cooking he must be laid Where jackfrost can sample his grade, And pinch his flesh to make it sweet, Good 'nough for Roosevelt to eat. All great men love opossum meat. When well baked 'tis indeed a treat, — A meal for the gods, whose hearts' pride For this dish makes them jealous-eyed. STANZAS Love is a passion, The heart's true ration For every nation; None eschew it. 'Tis worth the candle All shadows dispell; Easy to handle, 'Tis vain to rue it. It brings many sighs; Impearls beauty's eyes. Who can say good-bye To love's sweet face Without sorrow's wing Outspread hovering? Though in mortal love, we find Heaven's tract This passion may sway The stars' argent ray. Who can this gainsay Since Heaven's love? 'Tis life's sparkling wine From the sacred vine Our natures refine. Kings and queens approve. Yea! 'tis a sweet grace In hut or palace, A flaming sword or mace, Virtue's ensign To appease the soul And Heaven control An immortal bloom, the amaranthine. — 233 234 STANZAS The rills babble bliss: Nothing goes amiss. In springtime they kiss, And sparkle glee, Hurrying to river; There mingle forever With loving fervor In joys swirling sea, Reflecting sun or moon: With verdure festoon Its banks May and June, Where waters dream In the bowered shades 'Mid the everglades, Imbathing tender buds with loving gleam. Thus with holiness The woodlands impress And palliate distress; All wounds will heal : The Nymph's smile will calm, Flora's breath will balm, Zephyrs to me psalm, To my soul's own weal. Love's rebounding tides Over memory glides; Thrills the blushing brides With joy divine. Who can e'er forget The heart's own signet Pure as sacred incense of columbine? THE CREATION When God moved upon the abysmal deep Amidst engulfing darkness desolate, Where formless and boundless attributes confused Thick, fathomless and incomparable — Wherein groped night's black soul like a demon ghoul : In this chasm then not a monster dragon lived, Nor convergent ray impierced this vast sea ; No voice nor sound heard but eternity's wheels, Huge and awesome in their nethermost grind, Co-extensive with insuperable depth — Then stagnant blackness breathed chaos distraught. In this abysm unfathomed and forlorn Nothing (at this indefinite age) had life, Save therewithal the spirit of Jehovah Which moved majestic 'midst incongruence; And whose matchless wisdom and supremacy This benighted gulf swayed with kingly potence. Then God this shroud of boding mawkishness Dissipated, and called forth immaculate light, Which sprung from dismal and obscure darkness With a brilliance and glory dazzling. Thus bloomed the flower of light from the maw Of dissonant and inharmonious chaos: Then was destroyed brooding incongruity By the King and Lord of hovering space — And the sable wings of ominous gloom He dispersed into Cerberean dungeon, — Where yet it cowers with obloquious frown, Impaled in a rayless and darkened tomb. — Then lucific radiance with mellow sheen Permeated the firmament infinite With shadowless light remote and sublime, — The temple of the omnipresent God 235 236 THE CREATION Now glowing fulgid 'neath the domed concave Of sweeping infinity that zoned the pale Of the deep, uninhabited waters, Now impounded in the mighty ocean, When the Great Builder called forth the dry lands To appear from under the surging seas. Then herb, grass, and blooming Mowers sprung forth From the void and virgin matrix of earth ; Tht quickened plants vegetated prolific; All manner of trees in profusion grew. The foliage of the forest primeval waved In the lucid atmosphere, and glistened In the resplendent smiles of golden dawn. Then the Author of this Creation hung His glorious sun in the yawning abysm Of the deep and exalted firmament To give earth light and vital energy ; To rule subsidiary planets by night And day, — endowing each with a minor Brightness auxiliary and glorious, Gilding the solar universe with beauty In ev'ry kingdom above and below The great eternal arch of Heaven's gulf — Then the Maker and Pilot of our fate, By power ineffable and supreme Made He the moon to refract the sun's light By night, and thus dilute its shadowy wing — And innumerable stars did He sow Broadcast amidst the ethereal void ; Whence by auxetic reflection they minimize Earth's lurid mantle when the moon is wan Or in the thrall of the cloud's thund'rous veil; While celestial orbs countless do command Other worlds vast, huge and co-existent. God made and swung in everlasting space The analogue of terrestial elements, THE CREATION 237 Which are for signs and emblems prophetic And mysterious. Then God filled the seas With shark, whale, and ev'ry finny creature Amphibia — or otherwise living In the waters; and fowl and bird of wing Were placed in this primitial wilderness To spread His glory — rejoice and sing aloud Amidst blooms, fruitage, and beauteous nature, And to partake freely of its bounty Where earth's fullness before them so outspread In lavish abundance, munificent According to His design and purpose; And created He the beasts of the fields To browse on virent herb and nutrient grass, Provided for them by His divine grace. And all things great and small God thus made, And those that hibernate in earth's bosom, Or walk, run, or creep upon the ground, or fly In the cerulean Heavens above, Or swim in the fathomless seas beneath, All in gleesome and indigenous bliss, Each after its own specific genus. Now in wisdom the great Author divined A minor, but glorious archetype Of Himself, and man in His own image And likeness created He, and him set Over all which He for earth had thus made; And which was for the glorification Of this perfect man Adam of Eden. The beautiful park wherein he was blessed Was inimitable. God himself landscaped This garden; hence 'twas indeed paradise On earth. Adam the first horticulturist Thus became, — and sent up hosanna's voice Continually to the King of Heaven — Without maternal origin or childhood Accorded this holy man, who received from God 238 THE CREATION The breath and spirit of a living soul ; Hence "the goodliest man of men since born," In that he was made perfect by divine hands. And God was pleased with His image in this man, Though meagerly and dimly reflected ; He blessed him, and crowned him king of the earth, Giving him rulership over all things Temporal beneath the azure firmament. But with these honors and encomiums Thrust upon this being of clay and spirit, And while with gentle obeisance to God, In his prayers thankful for meeds divine, Yet his society was not conducive To higher ideals; though his Maker Communed with him to instruct him daily In the science of husbandry and life. But in heart he felt a yearning deep For something more than the great Jehovah Had yet created. But Adam could not cure This forlornness, nor remedy devise, But seeing all other beings in pairs, Adam could not understand why alone He should be: as he heard the birds' descants And saw them each after its kind in couples Build their nests in the hedges and bowers Of this earthly paradise; with great joy They consorted together, reared their brood In common purpose and fidelity. Adam therefore grew forlorn and repined, His peace of mind with loneliness gestant. He was dispirited, and heart leaden And dejected. The Lord divined his need, Which, being a help-mate, hence it was so: God made this eremite a correlative Soul, — a desired complement — a woman In holy wedlock — to cherish and love — To have her very dear to this gardner, The great Surgeon created Adam a wife, THE CREATION 239 Out of his own flesh and blood ; of a rib, From his own side taken, (when anaesthesis Administered by this cogent physician) From which the great Author of man and angels Made Adam the fairest flower e'er blown : A paragon, this beautifulest Eve, Who on the face of Jehovah first looked, Which was haloed in golden hues divine. On this perfect woman God graciously Smiled, and blessed her above all things earthly. She then in adoration sank to her knees, Giving thanks for her creation beautiful, To the Most High for miraculous life. Then she benignant in Adam's eyes looked, Wherein beholding her Heaven-wrought face Mirrored, — she in happiness laughed rhythmic, And tenderly embraced her husband pure, Imprinting on his brow imperial A kiss with impassioned reverence. Adam shed tears in sacred thankfulness; His heart beyond utterance full, he sighed Complacent, his soul's gratification To God for this precious and holy gift ; Then her glistening tresses in honor Kissed, — her angel grace and womanly charms, To him manifest, — her lily hand took, And 'midst ripe fruitage and flowers with her walked, Each embued with love, and blessing the Lord. Eve's athletic symmetry, a divine Conception, — untarnished by the blight of sin, Her queenly comport the admiration Of all animals that fain did lick her hand ; Her voice more lyric than the laughing rills, Softer than Aurora's tints of rosy morn, Sweeter than Flora's kiss to dewy buds To wake them at golden breath's vernal dawn. 2 4 o THE CREATION The birds when seeing Eve would pour forth songs, In exultant ecstacies symphonic, — To admire the great masterpiece of God's Creative genius, and earthly handiwork. The flower buds precocious did open To adore this beauty immaculate, — And all blooms would diffuse sweetest fragrance At her sight, and each face smiling up-raise. And Adam loved his consort more than life. In her eyes he was supremely blissful : His heart was full of happiness and praise, Sweet as the nightingale's moonlight vespers. — Thus a veritable Venus and Adonis Lived and loved in the garden of Eden, For them made by the great God Almighty. TO KEATS Nothing shall mitigate our love, nor sway Our zeal for thee and thy poesy divine. We know thy heart, and feel its tuneful lay. Thy mortal body on earth did repine, Withal for few hours, but thy soul's serene Glory e'er with us; as morn's golden wings, In visions lucent, like celestial sheen, Came thine own crescented illuminings, — Thy fame not yet in its mid-day flower, Nor happy noon of its glorious light. We were honored in transition's hour; Like a wing-spent dove, thou rested o'er night Here below, and shed thy lyric excess Of poetic verse upon us beneath, Whose pearly gems so bright our lives to bless With sweetest rhyme, that melodies bequeath. Ah yes, the muses love thee most benign, And their copious blessings on thee shed, Out-pouring love's unction and purest wine Into thy pulsing heart, when each was wed To thee. Yes, Keats, we're glad thou earnest un guiled : Thy words glisten with beauty's fantastic love. Yet in years thou wert in youth's dawn, a child In life's vernal bud,— God called thee above, But thy going caused a bright star to rise In the heaven's blue, and 'tis rising yet, And thy muse goddess thy name glorifies. Thy illustrious sun will never set: 'Twill shine for us down the vista of time To lighten our steps upon this volant sphere And gild our pilgrimage with flowing rhyme, Reminding of thee and thy life sincere; Infusing with spirit beauty unseen, Though felt from day to day when hearts attune To the light that glimmers within the screen 241 242 TO KEATS Of our silent souls, when with thine we commune- Not far distant, at times it seems to Heaven, And oft we hear the strident jaws of hell! Whiche'er kingdom we invite is given: 'Tis our volition to hold the good, the bad repel. At times we feel so pure and sublime Our soul's pinions oft beat 'gainst mortal cage, Sighing for meadow glens beyond this clime, Thus fascinated o'er thy rhymes, poet, sage; And the silken themes thy soul did impart, Cadenced upon thy silver-strung zithern, And the rosy fount of thy youthful heart. To know thee in Heaven our emotions burn; Where thou art writing in divine accent, With harmonious elisions supreme, In music's tongue and metric wonderment. Thou'rt in reality mortal's love dream. I CARVED MY NAME IN A YOUNG BEECH TREE I carved my name in a young beech tree, Where fool's initials quite oft you see, But I did it with motive noble and dear; Yet this earth its secret may never hear. When I cut my name I made a pledge That's graven on my heart, I now allege; Did you ask why? Ah no matter, silent now Is that breast! Yet my love I'll ne'er disavow. I'm glad I carved it just at that time — 'Twas the destined hour to seal a mute rhyme. I'll not promulgate our sacred intent, To but one else — 'twas of no consequent. But the star of my ill-fated horoscope Has long since blighted that once crescent hope ; And that tree may have ere this fallen low To the sharp strokes of the axman's blow. Yet graved in the archives of my mind Is the monogram of that name refined; And under the seal of silence reigns Her fair soul in Elysian domains. You might divine whom bright Heaven did redeem And of whom my aching heart doth e'er dream: My vow I shall keep, and make bold to say 'Twas an angel's, the other name I carved that day. A name too pure to let fall from my tongue, A name for which the Heavens have rung, A name that is the tonic key to my heart, A name that eternity cannot from me part. 24.3 244 I CARVED MY NAME That tree our trysting place for many years, We met and kissed, and mingled our tears. At each sad parting a sorrow would creep Into our hearts and haunt us in sleep. If our tears that sunk into the sand made pearls, How charming they'd be to ten thousand girls, And if each gem our love to its devotee bring 'Twould be sweeter than drink from Nectar spring. THE CHURCH BELL I list to the church bell ringing And think on knells of other days, When my soul was tuned for singing And hope was full of morning lays: Then my lilting joys were ablaze. That church bell yet speaks to my soul A language I cannot repeat; It takes me back to youth's control And reminds of loved one elite, Of schooldays and beechen groves sweet. It called out the hour of prayer To the wise who observed the Lord ; And re-echoed the village air Where saintly dames with sweet accord Repaired to hear God's sacred word. There's love in the song of the bell, Its resonance so pealing kind ; The lost will hear those tolls in hell: There its rueful ring will e'er remind Of youth's calls, un-heeded, purblind. THE CHURCH BELL 245 Blessed youth is the golden time To be impressed with the good or bad. When the mind's full of vernal rhyme The heart then so easy to be had — 'Twill accept God's oracles so glad. Then, when life's golden leaf is sear And youth is but memory's rose, When shadows lengthen year by year, We're glad to be free from sin's throes, Infolded in Heaven's bright glows. O, sweet youth, heed the church bell's call! Turn not a deaf heart to its sound, But go to God's temple withal, And do not with vility abound: Then age hath no cause to rue its ground. Yea! Set thy faith creed standard high; The devil can give naught but sin! He has naught else but its vain lie To offer thee, whose thorny whin Host not, as thy spiritual kin. — Then, O youth! let not thy bright wing Be brinded by the breath of hell ; And through eternity hear the ring Of some loudly tolling church bell, E'er re-sounding thy dying knell. — PROCESSIONAL Lord of Angels, and of Heaven, May pure hearts to us be given, And cast out the sinful spirit; Make our unworthy lives more fit To shine upon drooping souls sad, And make down-cast penitence glad With a Heavenly countenance; With eternal joy and fragrance That shall be an emulation grand To this and every Christian land, That thy name may be glorified Unto the ends of the world, wide; And thy cause divine, none shall phase, To which ev'ry knee shall bend with praise. Let thy fire burn with raging flame Upon the conscience of sin and shame, And make all sorrow fly away. Give us visions of the perfect day, And make us kind, tender, and true. Give us wisdom's grace to imbue Our spirits, with destiny high. Give us courage to magnify Thy purpose, — and dare do the right — Yea! if it costs our two eyes' sight! And give us that power to rule Ourselves, and fear not ridicule Of the scoffer and sinner bold With weazen heart and conscience cold. Make us more than mortal, O Lord, And fill us with thy matchless word. May our advent upon this earth Conform to Thy great mission's worth. 246 EVENTIDE The Oroide god his eye doth close, (Pheobus, Apollo, now sunk to rest) ; The air with commingled gold yet glows; The ousel's flown to its brooding nest. The charioteer, the sun's jockey guide, Hath slackened his reins for Vesper's song ; Then mounts to greet Aurora, morn's bride, And re-pilot the king 'f day along His morrow's eastern ascension high, And again lead on his western cruise 'Thwart the blue interstellar sky, And emblaze the path of cosmic thews — The bumblebee now doth dew his. wing ; The glow worm, his flambeau doth trim; The day songster has long ceased to sing, And plumeless bats in drowsy air skim. As the rustic swain with honest tread Comes from the harvest of golden grain To sumptuous supper, and to bed — To sleep, to dream some happy refrain Amidst healthful scenes, a vernal tide Of youth's surging waves, love's own decree That opes his congenital heart wide And embalms its raging misery. In the dim glades all nature will soon dream And circumfuse its sighing sweetness Upon the roving zephyrs that teem With the fragrance of love's repleteness, That's engendered and deified above, Whose earthly exponent and sovran Is the goddess Venus, who doth move Amidst earth, and glorify in man His honest efforts with much delight, As likewise indwellers of the sky 247 248 EVENTIDE Would engild the day, subdue the night For the sake of mortal beauty's eye. — Yon stars, the "Jack-o'-lanterns" of space, One by one impierce the mirky haze And inflect their vibrant beams to embrace The daedal earth, with glittering blaze. Now myriad gems from dizzy ether shine With fulgid luster like virgin gold. Ah, who can fathom such things divine, Such astral sublimity unfold? Or who can measure the universe, Then direct its wonderous kingdom wise; Who can interdict with voice of curse Or apprehend those eternal eyes? Sequential contemplations now fill The pensive heart with atonements bland Soothing to the soul's conscience and will, If we bethink on that jeweled strand Where contritions of spirit account In a measure for virtues undone, Where egotism imbitters the fount Of love, blights the bloom where its rills run O'er empearled beds of sparkling lure, Where fair and amorous Sea-Gods vie To win the love of Amphitrite, pure, Queen of pearls, for whom Neptune would die. When at life's eventide we trace our chart Of years — inventory the virtue Stored in the thesaurus of the heart, Then may it be reckoned — our souls true, Full of kind deeds; and love's plenitude, Glowing with Heaven's oracular fire, Burnished argent, by sacrific flood, To enthrone our God-given desire — Thus when the dim eye and hueless face EVENTIDE 249 Look into eternity exalt With faltering mien — O God, erase Our sins, and deterge our hearts of fault. I LOVE A SWEET LASS TOO YOUNG I love a sweet lass too young ; In my dreams her beauty was sung By some deity with white wings; That siren theme in my soul rings. O! I came to earth too soon — Arrived at morn, instead o' noon. What a cruel thing is years! Age's despoilment oft brings tears To many eyes once so blue — Pretty eyes of hazel, too ; Yes, and those quite soft and brown Gold would give to cut years down. Why I came too soon, is this: At life's yeading tide, a Miss I love ! — Yea, for a dear maiden My heart is heavy-laden. But a thousand years advance: My age will be her romance ; Then she'll be almost as old If to her steadfast I could hold ; So many years of love's bliss All this time my lass to kiss, Keep her young, — fair as today: The idea makes my heart so gay! She's such a lush, tender bud My eyes brim with crystal flood When I on disparity muse, My early advent then abuse; For she's a wonderous gazelle, Prim as bloom of asphodel; Her eyes sparkle so benign The thought of loss makes me pine. 250 I LOVE A SWEET LASS She was sixteen not so long. You should hear her sing a song! Her voice has a honey tone — 'Twill be sweeter when she's grown. 'Tis a blessing love's no sin, And if wooing doesn't win, It keeps our hearts warm and pure, Makes life easy to endure, — Yea, love is divine for all, And should our souls disenthral, — 'Twill keep gentle smiles playing Athwart our visage, raying. Love blesses one's simple life, But not always gets a wife. If we're old, or a young swell, Sad any time to bid farewell To love, — to which we advene, Our inalienable demesne; That pervades our heart's bower, Then gives us moral power, And adds to life's brilliant dreams, Elevates to starry gleams — Where blissful azures unfold, Giving back hearts purest gold. Yes, I love a Nymph so fair — She's so winsome, I declare; Glad I love her, — I've no fears; She, rejuvenates my years. Age exerts youth to some extent; Youth vernates age, when they're blent. All things affect all things else, As ice doth air ere it melts. Each tone in music vibrates, And each kindred tone animates. Each note for other feels a bliss And lingers for a vibrant kiss; Then disparts toward the sky, Echoing through eternity. I LOVE A SWEET LASS 251 Each throbbing star in blue space Takes cognizance of this grace, Palpitates the rhythm and sings, While orient Heaven flings Golden kisses from the sun, And unseen lights just begun With radiance pure entwine Our soul's sunrise, and will shine Upon the path of love's hope, Giving new heart and boundless scope To sustain our mortal sight: Helps to solve God's plans aright; Exalts us above earth's clods. By pure love we're extoled as gods. If mortal a god can be, Love's the price of eternity; If eternity is the wage; Love's our divine heritage. Our heritage then is Heaven, And love is Heaven-given, From regions of celestial blue That sanctify life anew — Where all maids remain sixteen. There mine will be a real queen. I'll love her then so divine — Who knows but she'll be mine, Her soul beauty to adore, To love and cherish e'ermore? In mind I see her pinions: Great then her sacred minions, With crown of glittering gems More precious than diadems Of earth's benignant empress; 'Twould cost a billion, I guess, If it came from ocean's bosom: But comes from Heaven's kingdom. — Hence, priceless will be her crown; Then my love will claim renown: 252 I LOVE A SWEET LASS Age shall not its passion bar Nor keep me from my beauty star. — PROVIDENCE IN NATURE I sat on the brink of a laughing brook; The flowers were smiling on ev'ry side. In vain I endeavored to read a book Which on the moss careless lay open wide. Most books I find inane, dry, and jejune, When encloistered by bower, bloom, and bine — With sweet nature I silently commune, For somehow through it I see the divine. I grow meditative 'neath cooling boughs; Can hear the sweet music of tinkling bells From the distant flocks that on the slopes browse, Which soothes me to silence, by mystic spells. The song-birds each recites some soulful act As the sun makes a pearl of each dewdrop ; The brooklet his golden arrows refract Unless some fleeting cloud his brilliance stop. Thus the unpausing functions of Ceres, The goddess of tillage and waving grain, Brings great endowment to vine and trees Conducive to the beauty of each domain. And as each coefficient hue reveals A regal principle of celestial sheen, — So each mortal bosom in itself feels The want of Providence endued, serene. PROVIDENCE IN NATURE 253 God, omnipresent and in nature found — The savage hears His voice in the sough wind, His elements felt where virtues abound, Of Him ev'ry twig, leaf, and bloom, remind — No human too low not a God to have, E'en if grim idols made of brass or wood, If he serve them, though a superstitious knave, The which may redound to some temporal good. Thus Nature is the primordial eye Of God, and proves the resurrection plain: If a rose lose its vernal tints and die Will it not evolve into a bud again ? Or if a seed become dry and then fall To mother earth, there its grave is but short; The educing powers will soon recall Its quickening soul, though erstwhile amort. Thus Nature's laws unfold to us its plan, Showing the imprint of its divine guide, Revealing on all sides God's love for man, Who it acknowledgeth with modest pride. Hence, all forces of the universe aspire To prove the Providence we see and trace; A God who walks upon the thunder's fire Will his own defend, for He's a God 'f grace. THE OLD MILLER AND THE MILL The mill's water wheel so grand On its axle turned in haste; The spuming spray spattered the sand, Which was strewn in prodigal waste. The willows grew along the brink And almost the banks hid from sight. Oft I've stood on the verge to think On the great genius — the mill-wright. That wonderful wheel that sung, In seeming delight, with a vim, And about, a kind of awe flung, The which by moon-light was grim — And through this silvery haze Much water at a tangent sprayed Where the recumbent sun would blaze — Its threads o' gold a rainbow made. Over the vaporous mist, Oft diamond's flaring drops Would upward fly, as the sun kist Each crystal cheek 'bove the copse. In the pebbly stream below, The minnows, amber, gold, and blue, Played frolicsome pranks in the frothy flow, 'Neath the shifting shades o' emerald hue. The miller's big fat yellow cat Slept as lightly as a feather, And he would not catch a rat, Nor wet his feet in bad weather, 254 OLD MILLER AND THE MILL 255 Because he feared he'd catch cold And have his paws to lick dry; With all his fur of gold He ne'er liked the snow to ply. The miller took plenty of toll, So they said — to feed his pigs, Which did always in fat roll, But no fatter than his sprigs. His hens were too plump to lay, The cocks too obese to crow, But guinea-fowls "pot-racked" all day, The vain peacock plumed for show. His ducks of blue, green, and white Swam like fish, and stood on their heads In the water, in gleeful delight, Feeding from periwinkle beds. His geese were a mongrel breed Of gray feather, and bad manners; One nervy gander took the lead, Seemed proud of his winged banners, — Oft talked to his many wives In that anarchistic voice, Or maligning some mate, as he shrives To his fairest or latest choice. His old horse, a dreamy nag, Had passed his age for neighing; His nineteen falls made him fag: Now passed his time in praying. 256 OLD MILLER AND THE MILL His wife, too, was fat and round — Her height did not upward obtrude, Yet she could scarcely see the ground Nor above a cow be viewed. But as well as she knew how, A fine dame: but didn't like a mouse; Prized learning less than a cow — When she waddled she shook the house. Her husband, the miller, however, Could not have been suited better — A lean gawk — but a lover True, and played it to the letter. His arms were long and bony, His Adam's-apple like the breast Of whippoorwill — a crony To all he was, he confessed. His legs like stilts so thin, His whiskers an autumn brown Anchored to his pointed chin Were docked once a year in town. But withal, the old-time miller Was a man of good repute: He furnished seed to any tiller ; Over the price would not dispute. His news budget would ne'er nicker Of gossip the neighbors round, And he kept pure corn liquor The farmers' tanks did impound. A PESSIMIST'S CONVERSION I strayed meditative one afternoon; 'Twas I remember the first day of June. The early flowers looked sickly and pale: I could see the charry shade of death's veil That hung o'er their drooping eyes like a pall Of grim misery, from whose lurid thrall There seemed no escape. I then let my eyes Mount to the brazen heaven's lurid skies. I bethought on things eternal above Where we're taught fruition ripens into love; But I could see no beauty for me shining, Hence I onward stalked, my way repining. I e'en quaked in the marrow of my bones, And in the deep silence I heard the groans Of my mewed spirit like a wild beast chained, Pulling and scrowling for freedom ungained. Thus my soul seemed out of sweet harmony. Then I began more to bethink and see Phantasies grim that to me brooded but ill, With vile misanthropy my heart did fill. I wandered on till I met with a spring Hard by the wood, that moved but did not sing Winding its sluggish way into a goose pond That hove near the mead in silent despond. Its visage was inanimate and still, And seemed to frown up at ev'ry tree and hill. Into its bosom I peered with a dread: It gave me back that I had given, — my head And gorgon face so impious with sin. This grisly aspect augment'd my chagrin. Then I moped into the wooded forest Full of melancholy, though seeking rest From the unsightly things my eyes did loth. I saw in this wilderness but idle sloth. The birds all chirped with a sorrowing wail; 257 258 A PESSIMIST'S CONVERSION From the feverish woodland the ranting rail Broke the unholy spell of the stagnant calm. Alas! no unction here my soul did balm: If I had had a soul, the jungle would blight. From the lurid Heavens I saw no light, My life full of gloom to its bitter core — Aught but happiness stared at me e'er more. The wind through the trees made lugubrious noise- A rasping variance, my mind to unpoise. What mysterious strife I essayed to shun — Was sick of life's burthen since 'twas begun. No end I saw but a tombless charnel, Or in the rancid maw of a reeking hell. The paths all devious and ran so crude: Trees crooked did hibernate vulturous brood: The frowsy underbrush were so twisted As if the devil's cohorts here enlisted, And by their conflux did beshrew the earth Or execrated its virtue and future worth: The gawky heron here lurked for tad-pole In voracious greed swallowing them whole. Nature was all awry and foul with smell Of dead things the refined nostrils repel. Then I flung myself upon the foul ground : There I dreamed as my vision did confound The inherent dissonance of Nature's ear; I into the future pried with timid fear, In which I could see no congruity Of design, but a mass dead or soon to die. I saw embattling selfishness rampant, And vitiate minds, with hearts adamant ; Seeking unearned emoluments by stealth And flattering treachery for wealth. I saw the hand of greed and avarice At poverty's throat, extorting its price ; And plutocracy and mammon did flaunt In the presence of the starving and gaunt. In this discordant reverie so deep A PESSIMIST'S CONVERSION 259 I sank — my heart leaden too sad to weep. Then I saw envy in ev'ry creature Which cunningly dared the God of nature. My trance then took me to a land of beauty In the which I was an alien, yet not free: A stranger un-endowed, without a right, But just permitted a moment's sight. At this juncture a fair nymph on me smiled. Her sweet soul showed no sin had her beguiled. This angel told me my mind was sordid — Full of vile malice contrition could rid, And I was to blame for my grisly visage, My sophism a menace to heritage ; That my heart was distempered by foul deeds And by treading the immoral path that leads The distraughted brain into woeful doom Where the devil rules and his imps begloom. Then I awoke and sought to find the Lord : Forsooth, He caught my plaint, its very first word. My sins flew, (like vipers they were each one) As far from me as the then sunken sun. My body became lithe as a meadow hare. muse, give me power this to declare In obvious and stentorian voice: That now beauty reigns with love, my soul's choice. And give me genius my spirit to fire, Fearing not the gibes of the worldly liar. 1 then saw with a perfect vision true Beauties numberless I erst never knew, As the sun sank beyond the western frieze, My heart agog for the lambent Pleiades. I betook my feet back as I had come, Wending my joyous way to an humble home ; But not reaching there till the elves had hung Diamond dewdrops on ev'ry bloom's tongue, And a scintillation of pearl's emblaze 260 A PESSIMIST'S CONVERSION Shot from each leaf and blade with sparkling rays. Methought I did behold Eden outspread: Each bud seemed full of messages unsaid, Ready to out-burst into sweetest song, Whose burden divinest fragrance belong. The birds warbled me a vesper's good-night, A perfect rhapsody to my ears' delight : Each voice with a sweet harmony blended, And in melodious diapason transcended To heights Elysian divinely pure, Where the incense of love will e'er enure. The spring that but two hours gone looked inane Now sparkled like silver's refulgent vein; The placid lake I called a pond doth mirror My face guileless, deterged of flaunting terror. Argent fishes were basking in its flow Which I failed to besee a few hours ago ; Their quivering fins refracted genial light And the moon's recumbent beamlets by night; Eyes shining like garnet, amber, and pearl In wonderous ways their iris tints did unfurl. The pessimist who sees as I once saw Should be pitied by the divinest law ; He makes his own dragons, — fangs hath given, Views the world upside down, also Heaven; Wraps all things in a cerement of woe — Sees no beauty in the things here below. THE SHIP AT SEA A huge leviathan she swims so grand, Or plows her way majestic through the deep; As if Heaven's light her soul did command To some Celestial haven, that Angels keep. A thing of life, beauty, and specious pride, She glides with potency and queenly grace; The spooming waves take her for Neptune's bride, 'Round her bosom briny arms interlace. A sea-goddess borne on rolling surges high, Skimming like a pensive hooper lorn and dole Mounting the billows in faith, miraged en-sky, Journeying a trackless course, like the soul. The ocean in murmuring legends wild Displays a vain ostentation of lore, Rocking her as doth a mother her child Upon the crest of its swelling tide's roar. To her amplitude the moonbeams unfold Godlike smiles, or behind a cloud they weep — And upon charnel bed of pearl and gold The wailing sea beseems too sad to sleep. 261 IS VESUVIUS A FALLEN STAR Is Vesuvius a fallen star Or vanquished heavenly sun, Which in some Herculean spar, Hurled to earth from its kingdom won? Is it still fighting in its pain, Still dying and yet death denied ; Hoping its glory to regain And rise from languished bed with pride? Is its fuming a faint sickness, A nauseate stomach's trespass, Its groans those of genuine distress In agony; up-heaves molten mass? May be a cruel god, mortal's foe, Whose throne a dismal sacrifice, Where hecatomb's blood did flow Too revolting for Christian eyes. It yet from earth may rise in fire Thus when its punishment condigns; Mount the space fleet as voice of lyre When its sorrows repay the fines. Or is it Lucifer lying here, Still writhing in his heated gore From the wound by Michael's spear? Since then, all Heaven him deplore. 262 LOVE'S HOPE FORLORN O Venus, sweet goddess of beauty, Let me once more dip my finger In the fountain of love, and linger On thy empearled banks with thee, Thou enchantress of my destiny. O Nereids, with feminine forms fair, Come to my rescue and diffuse The spirit of Heavenly thews Into my dissonant soul's despair, And tranquilize this minor air. Dian give me thy converse sweet, In accents generous and fine 'Neath boughs o'er-canopying thy shrine; My prayer to thee in versed feet, Thy gentle smile my love doth greet. O beauteous Thalia, one more song Give me, or send some bonny lass To sing to me in velvet grass; Sweeten love's embittered tongue That my lorn heart may lose its prong. Come to me, angels, where the bound Of antlered deer startle the doze Of song-birds at their noon repose; Where rich vines pavilion the ground And hope implants a rhythmic sound. O, Vesta! with virginal wing Fan my hot and distraughted brow; Let not the muses disavow Their votives to my sorrowing, But mend my heart's broken string. 263 264 LOVE'S HOPE FORLORN May I again sip love's poppied brew From its crystal oozings silvery, Like radiant sparks from morn's eye That now my scalding tears bedew, And tinge my cheek with pallid hue. Sweet Erato, pour some Hippocrene In my soul to balm its disdain. O, I'm sick of dreaming, — I fain Would embosom my fairy queen In my wistful heart's demesne. SERENADE Thro' the blooms the South-winds cooing To thee so sweet and fair, To thy bowered portals wooing I come to plead love's prayer. The moon's enchanting rays divine Fall like a jeweled dart, Inspiring love's dreams that entwine Thy young romantic heart. The sighing zephyrs lull thy rest Night wings to the morrow; I long to hold thee to my breast, Then adieu to sorrow. Hear the whippoorwill's call so sad ! Her threnode bodes no ill; Would its chant thy devotion glad, My aching heart to fill. THE ROSEBUD Tis just a rosebud, dear, I'm sending thee to-day, A fragrant beauty too; 'Twill I trust lend thee cheer While I am far away. And 'tis thy shade of red ; I've kissed it, — I do again — I pray you'll do the same ; In the kisses I've said What is my heart's refrain. And I want it thee tell In lute tones soft and pure I dream of thee each night; And my lily hopes swell I feel thy love so sure. True, this bud shall soon fade ; 'Tis sad to see it die, — But it's just to remind us We shall soon cross the glade Where our love joins eternity. 265 THE BLOOM'S VOICE Take a bloom, consider it well; Entune thy Christian ear: Oral words can ne'er tell The beauteous story you'll hear. Here's the gladiolus so wise; This musk-rose smiles in death, Such aromatic sighs It emits, as it perisheth. — The glozing pansy at morn's gold Gladdens its sweet face, As if Heaven foretold Of some aristocratic grace. The hollyhock can relate with pride Pure blisses, never known By man unsatisfied, Who languishes on earth to groan. — Now behold the carnation pink, That so unfolds its breast; 'Twill sometimes heave and wink When a bonny maid's only guest. Each flower is full of romance, Full of love and beauty; Its blooming elegance Is Nature's priestly duty. God through such inflorescence Speakest to us, to prove That Heaven's eminence Is imbued with glorious love. 266 NOCTURNE The night is blessed by vesper's sheen; And beyond the tall cypress trees The moon throned like celestial queen ; She would my aching heart appease. The stars like golden arrows shoot: Their orient darts bid me stay. Thy soulful eyes my mind transmute And lead along Heaven's galaxy. Reprove me not, beauteous lass, For thus invading thy sacred bower; I've roved thro' glen and dewy grass — Rarest rose to thee, no such flower. Hear the nightingale's song divine Its sweet anthem dreamily inspire ; Would thy heart-beats attune to mine, Melodize my soul's plaintive lyre. The gentle breezes caress thy brow, And pausing to admire thy charms; Dearest angel, come to me now! I long to hold thee in my arms. O, sing to me, my darling maid ; Add to my life earth's divinest joy Ere I leave this enchanting glade. O, with my heart no longer toy! 267 ODE TO THE TENNESSEE RIVER Spirit of these granite mountains high, Whose exalted heads rear into the sky, Whose feet dangle in thy proud waves so blue, Thy leafy banks a sanctuary e'er new: — In pulsing springtime the pearl-eared flowers Cheer the gay songsters in shady bowers, Where the night's fragrant air rends to plaintive calls Of whippoorwill and frogs in cave's haunted halls; And grumbling owls deride the fleeting clouds Soaring o'er like ghosts in gossamer shrouds. Grand river, of this fair beautiful land, Thy rippling waters have kissed the golden strand Of Virginia's coves and mounds; oozing moats Whose verdant slopes, grazed by flocks in fleecy coats. Next thy limpid bosom may pour from the height Of some Alsatian precipice, spuming white, Or trickle down marble jaws of the Rockies, Or evaporate into anomalies; Or be educed into feathery snow Flying in the face of sweet fairies, so Beauteous and fleet-footed, tripping to school; Or rolled into huge ball by knavish fool To fright some weary traveler by night, By the wayside, a pale spectral sight. Yet, thou seem'st to love these viny glades, Lingering in eddies 'neath blooming shades, 'Mid silent-rooted luscious muscadine Whose amorous arms embrace the eglantine; Their lips meet in amatory joys unsung Except by jealous zephyr's tender tongue — Where the sun's slanting beams but softly peep, And finny perch lave in thy mirky deep. 268 ODE TO THE TENNESSEE RIVER 269 Haply the queen moon from her shimmering shrine Dances her rays on thy glassy face supine; Making each flower's dewy eye a pearl Looking wistfully into the starry whirl, — And in thy vibrant waves the speckle trout Haunt inscrutable nooks, near Mount Lookout. Gentle river, how happy thou should'st be For the honor of thy name, Tennessee ! Here the mocking bird sings his mimic lays In passions divine, to thy rippling sprays, While his meek-eyed mate is nursing the brood Unfledged, to their full wings, in solitude; And then at even-tide, the bullfrogs chant To thy low murmur, in bass tones gallant. Yes, crooked stream so mighty, thee I prize; On thy caney beach I've dreamed of luxuries, And did make foot-prints in thy sand. Thy sinuosity but few understand Except Neptune, who did thy channel plow When the moon was young, ere the Red man's pow- wow Frayed the drowsy coves, or the green-eyed pan- ther's screams Echoed in dank grots, filling the night with dreams Full of hideous awe : that voice of doom, Blood-curdling, making one his own heart consume. Ah, greatest river of the "Sunny-South," — Flowing through Dixie-land from source to mouth — Thou silvery gem of mountains supreme, Denizens of thy valleys and glens teem In prolific joys, and feast on sweet mast; For rich nuts, lush fruits, thy lap unsurpassed. Thy spirit veins burst from ev'ry mountain side: Bounty is thy boon, that's known far and wide; 270 ODE TO THE TENNESSEE RIVER And thy grace pervades each native's sturdy heart Whose drink cures melancholy's moping smart. Here the thrush inspires in thy rustic grove As if some nymphet muse entuned his love; Thy embossed cliffs resound his sylvan strain, Which fills the heart of ev'ry festive swain. Here the bright crocus and gay violet Give their fragrant spirits without regret, To commingle with ev'ry dreaming sigh Emitted by kindred bud humble or high, Where the balmy incense from wild rose ascends To meet its goddess, and with her sweetness blends. Proud river of "America's Switzerland," The princess of night reflects thy silvery band And smiles upon thy bosom's teeming wealth, When kissing thy orby bubbles by stealth; Communes with thy soul's liquid sweetness, Whence rises a balm breath of lovliness, Made fragrant and dainty by grape blooms' sigh, And blossoming blue-bells, alder, and wild rye. Thy glory serpentine will never change, Royal offspring of the Appalachian range! Whose glittering sands yield treasure in pearl Of great brilliance — whose lustrous eyes unfurl Beauty rays, rivalling those of Oread Nymphs, who glide up and down these valleys, glad Forsooth, with pride unrepressed, like a maiden Frolicking with sweet Flora so love-laden. America's Rhine, what tales you could tell, Of that dawn when first thy heart began to swell And smile back at great Phoebus' golden eye When he early sought thy bosom silvery, And pinched thy cheeks; and the fairies so cute ODE TO THE TENNESSEE RIVER 271 Blew magic mist on buds and blooms to immute, Or jolly into teeming fruition Blessing each in its magic transition; To ripe berry, grape, acorn, or sweet nuts brown — The nourishment of which thou hast great renown. THE DEW TO THE ROSE Said the dew to the rose, "I've come to moisten sweet Each breath this night outgoes To commingle and greet Some other soul new born, To the cowslip or pink Or to the dreaming thorn Dangling o'er the water's brink." The rose flushed crimson-red In a passion newly blown; To the amative dew said, "I'm scarcely yet half -grown, But my lips for honey pine, And thy gentle kiss pure So give me life divine, Make me love's connoisseur." Then Aurora's eye of light Peeped through the trellis still To get a glint so bright The rose yet dishabille. The dew was full of bliss; The ray with jealous mien Did give the rose a kiss So sprent in roral sheen. Then I mused in amaze On the eternal fit Of nature's loving ways, Yet ne'er a crime commit; 272 THE DEW TO THE ROSE How things so complement, Each breath and sigh doth ride On zephyrs' wings content, And reign in floral pride. Then came a buzzing bee And lit upon the rose, Fondling each petal free With his dexterous toes; And licked the fragrant lips With such a skilful tongue, Whose dainty little sips To the rose much joy sung. Next a humming-bird's dart In mid-air poised on wing, Dressed in his garish art Drank in attitude hov'ring Nectars with eager glee; And with majestic grace And queenly sanctity, Thus sipped its ooze apace. The rose, an emblem fair, 'Tis hostess for the dews; Insects that wing the air Its richness doth enthuse. The very sweetest balm They blissfully imbibe, So loving and so calm This metamorphosed tribe. The rose with dew of morn A thing of beauty fair; Yet each rose has its thorn Tho' with Heaven's breath rare. And too, the fairest heart THE DEW TO THE ROSE 273 That on this earth may tread, Whose bosom may heave and smart From woes, un-heard, un-said. THE HEART'S SOLILOQUY Here under the brow of a cliff sublime I muse, ponder, and rhyme, On a sweet maid I once with pride did claim. I hesitate now to whisper her name; Yet she's precious and pure. O, Eros! give me thy lure, Illume my reliance that's now demure! O, to think of losing her after all Enshrouds my soul with pall. I wonder if she truly knows my longing, Or ever considers the mortal sting That disavowed love feels; Which the blighted heart conceals From the cold world's hilarious appeals? Dearest lass, if thou wert here in beauty's truth To balm my woeful ruth And placate this bosom's convulsed agony, How truly noble 'twould beseem to die, To rid this heart of pain And its sorrowing bane, — To transcend beyond this bitter refrain. O Venus divine! what's love to bewail And her tears that blanch pale? Why should utmost passion insnare and foil And the minist'ring muses thus recoil, Or bid me not longer sue While yet they brood perdue? — No more with sweet blisses my soul imbue. TO PHOEBE What grieving in thy heart Thou in sad plaints impart? A two-syllable strain In sorrowful disdain Wherein thy soul is bound. 'Tis I know some legend, Some doleful past — a friend For whom thou outpour'st grief. But comest no relief In that pining resound. Strange, unhappy, thy lot, Some memory unforgot In that one sad refrain, Phoebe, thou dost maintain; Such keen mortality felt All my life, as IVe heard That threnode, little bird, My pondering heart still Those quaint inflections thrill — And hath therein e'er dwelt. Phoebe, thine only song — 'Tis reverb of some wrong By some villain commit: Yet, why should 'st thou rue it And with that hopeless chant? Modest bird of remorse I would I knew thy source Of sadness; then I'd balm That woe — give thee new psalm, Thy former aches recant. I'd fill thy breast with love themes Some happy springtide dreams — With those sad grieves emmewed; Thy progeny thus imbued 274 TO PHOEBE 275 With that melancholy. Thy sorrow is amplified, From sire to son betide; Hence 'tis family trait. Thy brood must expiate Such odious folly. A bird of penance dire Whose songs no joy inspire, But sad as dumb Niobe; Say'st little more than she, In wildering dismay — Near human habitation Rear est thy generation, Building thy house of moss — Mud, lining it with floss, Quite like thy suit of gray. Thy lament is, Phoebe, Whate'er that misery Purports to signify; Yet receiv'st no reply To this sad quest forlorn. 'Tis Phoebe all the day And 'tis thine only lay, Phoebe, so sadly sweet This strain thy woe doth mete Thy dismal lot to mourn. 276 TO PHOEBE Thy plumage bespeaks gloom — A raiment for the tomb; And that dark pensive eye Bemoans some destiny As thy tuneless voice weeps. May God gladden thy soul, Give thee joyous control, And rid thee of thy fate Time will not dissipate, Nor in thy bosom sleeps. Disconsolate bird of sighs, No glory for thee lies In vernal buds of May; Nor Aurora's morn's gay With her blue golden light — Not alone in the breast Of mortal is woe the guest; Yea, I know thou hast grieves, And, too, without reprieves, Phoebe, thy mournful plight! CHRISTMAS EVE Christmas Eve, ah, ranting the wind did blow: His dog trembled patient at his thin knees! The hut was whitewashed by the sleeting snow: Draped in dangling icicles waved the trees. Here dwelt a pious hermit old — friends few — With his faithful dog who shared his woe or weal ; In friendship's common purpose the lone two Eked out their sorrows; while age apace did steal. This Christmas Eve to which I here refer Had come during storm; with howling vengeance It found them illy stored, and did deter Their trapping and fishing for sustenance; — Yet the poor man did not pine or complain, But read his Bible aloud to his dog, Who understood his words he seemed to feign; He paused now and then to punch the fire-log. — He'd offer prayer for himself and friend For untold blessings both had long enjoyed; E'en at this sacred hour he felt no shend Of soul, as with him destiny had toyed, — But had strong hopes in each coming morrow That his Heaven goddess would descend some day, And redeem this sad lingering sorrow, Now, alas! beyond reach of mortal clay. Thus nature numb in winter's frozen arms Where slept the gowans 'neath ghostly surcease, As the moon gazed grim at these witching charms Through vaporous winds laden with snowy fleece. The night was creeping near its dismal noon; The blinking fire on the hearth yawned acold; His dog dreamed and yelped as if a raccoon Treed, as he had done ere he'd grown too old. 277 278 CHRISTMAS EVE For in his prime he was a hunter grand And loved the sport, — the roof of his mouth proved, Eyes keen, his life at his master's command, Through the frowzy primevous forest roved. — The hermit too was dreaming of brighter days: He bethought on Christmas Eves and youth's ties When his heart was gay, full of manhood's blaze, His sweet Nell his votive and dawning prize. But his Nell, years agone, had joined the choir Ethereal beyond belt of sorrow's zone; She took his heart, — his soul's eternal fire Where she, his guardian angel, had flown. Those ancient glories at each Eve's Yule-tide Came sweeping back to flaunt his drooping years And ope the temple of his lone heart wide, Wherein impaled impassioned love and tears. This night he saw his Nell's begodded soul, Too real to be a dream ; yet asleep He must've been, or out of mortal control. She smiled and told him he soon should reap His reward which was his prize now at hand, For his fortitude and beauteous faith. He could e'en then see the bejeweled strand, As while she this divine oracle saith. — Yet in the archives of this human frame, glowed That warmth of smoldering love glorified; Still untarnished by the tooth of time it flowed - Plough his sweet memory, that soon should guide To sparkling streams 'neath laurel's fragrant shade, Where he shall meet his Nell and with her sing Sweet hosannas in the amaranthus glade, In the divine presence of the holy King. CHRISTMAS EVE 279 Thus he dreamed or slept in this visioned veil. The wind the gnarled trees shook in this wildwood cold ; The frozen oaks with aching trunks did wail, Crack and pop, as if their limbs they'd up-fold To keep warm during this zero weather : The screech owl in his hole continued to chide; 'Twas not his time to sleep, but his feather Suit for such frigid blast did not provide. The grizzly left not his lair of mullein For fortnight or more, but would suck his paws, And stayed within his hollow tree, sullen, Waiting the clemence of Boreas' jaws, Or the capitulation of this blizzard, Ere he would dare forage for food and drink; — The fox too kept within his own pollard, And would not in the deep snow prowl or slink. The stars now and then twinkled upon the scene, But were too cold to combat this frozen spell; The nocturnal moon now proved less a queen, Her horns swollen, or had begun to swell ; But she looked wan and gave but dim display, She not half-full, but approached quarter one, And could have produced a more lucent ray Had billowy clouds let her silver beams atone. Meanwhile the outer world oblivious To the temporal needs of this man poor, Were spending this Christmas Eve delicious Each after the tenor of his lower Or higher aims, conduced; — some were dancing To celebrate the advent of our Lord ; Some wed, — others dallied in love's romancing, While some sang praise in hallelujah's word. 280 CHRISTMAS EVE Be there not few who preferred a drunk Or an orgy obscene — with Bacchus dwell, And revel in ribald crowd, like rancid skunk, Thus paving the highway to dismal hell. While the world rolls on with its cumbrous load, Some make merry while others muse and pray; To a sin-seared heart conscience does not goad, But accounts its life's sweet morsel each day. Now the eye of gray morn began to stream Through the un-chinked cracks of this humble hut, Upon the sleepers, who yet seemed to dream. The dog woke, but found his master's eyes shut; He whined plaintive as if to rouse his repose, And knowing it was past his hour to rise — 'Twas now six o'clock, when at five he rose: Albeit, yet his comrade oped not his eyes. This poor dog, uneasy, somehow divined, And in a grieved voice barked, his fear's deride, For his lone life and fate he now repined, As he perceived his friend in a trance had died. Hence by instinct, knowing his life by a thread Hung, — then by his good master crouched so tired He cried and groaned as if prayers he said — But a moment; then calm, for he too expired. QUESTIONS Is life after all a dream, But a hollow empty sigh — Is it just a tuneless theme, But a shadow fleeting by? Is love a mere selfish thing, But a phantom in the mind — Has it no Heavenly wing Flying like the spirit wind? No beauty in the soul's ray, Nor light from its sacred eye? Ah ! no soul at all you say, Nor truth in immortality? And is there no rest divine, No Heaven sublime above, Or no land for which you pine For redeeming holy love? Without the eye's visual dart, Oh can you no brightness see; Through the divine spirit heart Can you not feel eternity? Have you no proof within, Indeed can you not discern Between the soul, and the flesh of sin Have you really no concern? No lesson from nature learn — Nothing that betokens the Lord? Feel no conscience within you burn, Nor hope in God's matchless word? 281 282 QUESTIONS Is love a vanity mortal Which with other passions dies — Has it no eternal portal Nor harvest beyond the skies? No communion with your soul, Nor soul with which to commune; Nothing pure upon life's scroll All so vapid and jejune? No mystery in the rose, And has virtue no reward; Nor haven promised to those Who sleep beneath the sward? No prophet's truths have you read, Nor faith from stars glean, indeed, From whom, from whence are you fed, Who's the author of your creed? Is God a myth — just a name — A legend story of old, A pantheism? — Oh, the shame! Who can such benight'd views hold? Oh impious world, so bold, Looking for a sign — a cross In the heavens — clinging t' gold, Alas! thy ignoble loss? — TO MARY GOOSE Here in Tremont Street rests thy mortal clay In a dank and modest chamber old, Where the buckeye's grasping roots impierce thy mould, And towering bricks exclude the sun's ray. No flowers embellish this humble spot On which to botanize upon thy mound ; Perhaps thy wish to be wrapt in common ground, Though thy love for children shall ne'er be forgot. Gently sleep, dear immortal mother Goose! Thy enchanting fables shall e'er be sung By ev'ry sweet youth's primordial tongue, Eternal in every language's use. Ev'ry child should view this modest slab, This silent headstone of fragile slate, Here where dreams his Fairy Godmother great, Near the din of pounding hoof and rumbling cab. Thy name now a familiar household word In e'ery land and place of childhood's home; And among nomadic tribes that roam May oft thy fascinating tales be heard. Mother Goose, thy creative, genial soul Imbues the youthful mind with fancy's part, Implants poesy in the plastic heart, Comports to a mother's divine control. Thy dust long since to the elements gone, Now all that remains is memory sweet ; But thy wooing rhymes the child-soul will greet, Till time has into eternity flown.— 283 284 TO MARY GOOSE To thee we should erect a monument, Thus to prove our own adoration true, And reverent regard to thy name due: 'Twould be love's effort and money well spent. A cenotaph raised to thee in ev'ry clime And thy noble virtues truly exalt; A monolith pointing to the Heaven's vault, To e'er perpetuate thy flowing rhyme. Tremont St., Boston. IN MOUNT AUBURN CEMETERY CAMBRIDGE, MASS. JULY 6, 1914 I mused alone in Mount Auburn, Albeit the spirit of fear Did not besiege me; — though did yearn My soul for Heaven's light more clear, To see beyond the tomb's dark veil, — To strengthen my impotent creed, Enflower the path of death's lone trail In the hour of most direful need. That I shall know what I've felt In my soul's everlasting trust, And that ray which flashed as I knelt Over the grave of a poet's dust, May follow me forever more. — And then my sub-consciousness awoke As my mind on swift wings did soar Beyond the upper azure cloak, Into the region of sacred love Where altruism blossoms in peace In the celestial garden above, And all human frailties cease. I then seemed from myself apart As I caught a rhythmic solitude, In consonance with my lone heart While this City of Silence I viewed ; — Where lies the honored dust of fame Who left noble deeds of great worth : A golden halo round each name Shines like a sunbeam o'er the earth. 285 286 IN MOUNT AUBURN CEMETERY Here rest the sages of dignity And learned Solons of renown, Men once of mammon without charity Whose lives too sordid for jeweled crown. And poets of the divine muses great Here slumber 'neath earth's bosomed urn, And Doctors of Divinity await Their meeds and the spirit's return. — How truly blessed are the dead Who repose in the ark of the Lord, If they be soldiers full-mounted, Anchored to His oracular word. Sleep on, philosophers and bards With deep pathos that once did flow, — Patiently dream of sweet rewards Which only You and Heaven know. THE GARDEN OF GETHSEMANE In ages bigoted and paganism hurled, — Or impinged upon the palpable conscience Of a desolate generation's woe, — Upon a benighted and sin depraved world, — Beyond the bourn of mortal weakness to grope For a truth to palliate fermented strife, — Inherent in hearts of sordid decreptitude, And in sophistries, ignoble and false, The earth in warlike array breathed unrest. — The dark angel of vengeance stalked and wreaked And blasphemed the meek and holy son of God ; The knee of supplication naught availed. Religion into bartered servility waned — Stiff-necked pride had led the world to turmoils: Reviling excellence, no crime, — Hell's spume Of fury and odors vile; blasting reigned. — Tyrant hypocrisy swayed the multitude. The lamb of God haughty insolence bore. Evil minds debauched in ribald desires, Clamored for martyred blood of innocence. Wherefore, thus founded on sacred facts, None can anywise equal the solemnity, The sorrow, and sufferings, of the Christ, — Whose dismal hours beggar description's pen Mortal. — In the Garden of Gethsemane The pathos and passion deep, beyond words Or imagination to overdraw. The stars trembled and feared at that crucial hour ; In humiliation the sun eclipsed ; The moon shed rays of deprecation's grace In divine comport; the firmament swayed; From pole to pole the earth in darkness quaked. Satan, the arch-fiend, with mind alert, grim, Scanned the concave of doom overspread. Who therefore can paint a picture of such woe? «87 288 THE GARDEN OF GETHSEMANE How, He a man of grief, prayed like a God, And a God, suffered and bore our sins to the cross ! The hinges of despair, with blackest fate Flung the mantle of Satan o'er all hope On earth; eternity opened its jaws; Beside malefactors and thieves of sin The Savior in meekness submits to death. Yet, the son of God, with power divine, And angels legion at his command swarmed Over His head; yet no harshness fell on His betrayer, nor his red-hardec 1 murderers! — Then, how like the prince of Heaven our sins bore : Our infamy He himself upon took, And tasted death for a world benighted. No evil in Him found, Herod "the Fox" And Pilate alloweth Him to die on The rugged tree, and thus pander malice ; While the children of ignorance still clung To Barabbas; and the breath of limbo, Which wafted a seething froth of venom, Blighting the leaves and blooms of nature Round about, while Peter in bitterest Sorrow heard the cock crow, to remind him Of his broken vows distraught, and mortal Weakness: as the soldiers of Herod flared The lance of evil authority bold, Armed in brazen shields in mighty phalanx, And abided their time for Judas, the kiss To give, after partaking his last sop From the hand of the Son of righteousness. But Judas, wanting the silver, his lure, Took on the black wings of mammon's vile greed- It so beseemed the traitor had faith enough, A faith in spirituality lacking, ' And he bethought himself wise— his folly THE GARDEN OF GETHSEMANE 289 A tempting faith. — He conjured up evil; Yet in his heart, believing Jesus the Christ, Being thus, the Lord himself from foe would save. The bargain for silver his astute acumen, — His mind inflamed and bestraught by the clink Of lucre's black and undaunted spirit, He fell the prey to its Hell-born avarice. — TO SPRING Sweet maiden with floral breath, Youthful hopes, — no fear of death, The fickle child we admire, To whom with ardent desire We look ; and then bless thy birth ! Thou dear harbinger of mirth, Oft thou linger'st in the lap Of thy rude brother, saucy chap; And then capricious as fawn Browsing upon Dian's lawn, — Bringing with thee birds of song, And the bloom-goddess along, Sweet Flora and her angels, All sippers of dew-balmed dells. — We greet thee, thou unbeguiled, Even if a precocious child Thou dost prove. A poet's love Is thine, — for his soul doth move At thy rosy cheeks and curls Reminding of other worlds; — Thy face inspirits the heart Till dreaming reveries start. — We drink to thy chaplet crown, And cheer thy queenly renown, And praise thy sylvan advent; Welcome thy bounteous cloyment: And those lush and pouty lips Vernate us 'neath rustic drips, 2 9 o TO SPRING Make us gay — and habilitate Our sighing muse, — our souls sate In the wine of sparkling themes Which felicitate our dreams. — Thy scenery befit thy plays, And thy dramatic dismays But the whims or sportive mien From the nectared cloud's idle spleen. Hast thou come to nest in hull, Garland winter's frosty skull, Bringing berries sweet and ripe? Humming bees, and crickets' pipe, And butterflies flecked with gold? The Naturalist's eye behold; And with eager step he'll chase Across the mead's blooming face. Thou with sweet melodies sing Full of music ministering; Upfilling the heart with joy, Heaping nature's lap to cloy, Oft breaking her apron strings, Gilding her matchless wings, Giving muscadine and grape. Dormant life puts on new shape, But clings to prevailing styles; Neither hoodwinks nor beguiles, Yet frolicsome, with pure hands Gives solace, but no commands; Offering all, sweet embraces, Loving the weak thy graces. Thou art God's expounded soul. He doth thy movements control Through thee, bless and fill our cup, Giving all creatures life's sup, Free to each as the morn's light, Sumptuous plenitude thy right. Thy love unbandied bespreads Pervading universe and heads TO SPRING 291 Of the tinest flowers E'er grew in sterile bowers. Who then shall gainsay thy fane, And who would ever complain To see the blossoming wolds, Fair Aetolia's iris tints Whose fragrance gives the mind glints Of the infinite, — divine, More gracious than eglantine, Giving a fantastic tinge. Yea, sweet Spring, where shadows fringe, Propitious to lover's sighs, With lily joys, — and azure skies; When marching clouds on the wind Do engender in the mind. Such fancies of loveliness Into every heart doth press : Thy lustihood and sweet face Give a benediction's grace, Inviolate to thy vows, To the floral maids and boughs. Yea, vernal buds, lush and fine, With true obeisance benign We bend to that mystic force, And her wondrous potent course, Sucking the earth sap with root Giving back thy golden fruit, Imbibing life from the sun And pigments from the air you've spun. Thou enchantress of the dell, I love thy footprints, and dwell Close to thy genitive throne, Whose deities will condone Our sins. O give us sweet lips, Gentle Spring, — and oozing sips From thy beauty heart and soul, And holy balm to reach our goal ! FAREWELL TO BOSTON Farewell, dear little Miss Bostonian, So natty and slim, so fat and trim ! You from me filched my heart Lidian, With your true azure eyes, which truly dim The violet's delicate hues divine, Peeping blushful 'neath leaves' musty frock At spring's mystic dawn. Good-bye, Angeline, Thou classic beauty of the "Mayflower" stock! Adieu, Virgie, thou witching little bird, Singing like a nightingale glorified, Diffusing beyond descriptive word Soulful strains; — when I learned a June bride Thou art next year to blissfully become, My soul sank, alas ! too late to dispart Those lily vows, and like an eagle's swooping hum Implunge gallant for thy blithesome heart. Good-bye, my brown eyed Ethel and Jean, Cousins, of "Plymouth Rock" pedigree; Dear maidens, to my sense a Hippocrene Each so daedal, with queenly majesty. Your voices yet ring sweet to my languid brain ; Your pleasing kindness; each feminine look — Such soothing charms the Heavens' refrain — Your loss to my joy, memory doth brook. Ye dames of fashion, and men genteel, So truly chivalrous and polite, Chesterfields of suavity leal, Desiring to treat all men aright Within thy gates and wildering streets, Which are forsooth, illuring antiques — I perceive your love never retreats: Do ye need all those loquacious Greeks? 292 FAREWELL TO BOSTON 293 Good-bye, dear Utopia of my dreams! How I did loath to say that farewell To thee, bright eyes, with diamond gleams Too beauteous for my pen to tell. But such love for thee can never die, Nor can vicissitudes make it fade. E'en now a giant tear brims my eye As I bethink on thee, dearest maid. Farewell, "Norumbega" Park, paradise Of wooing delights; ye groves where the wild rose And honeysuckle's incense sweetly rise; Where the blooming chestnut perfumes disclose Impassioned regard for zephyr's kiss; Where the pond lily supine nods to the air While in dreaming ease its sweetest bliss Out-flings to the fairies debonair. And ye dear ladies of many creeds, Striving to win that Elysian goal, Know ye that all beauty feeds The hungry and immortal soul? When panoplied by honest prayer Thereby unfolding truth's precious grace ; For angels are flitting ev'ry where, Ministering to this benighted race. Though be it known, none has a patent On how to reach the divine ear of God, But virtue engendereth nourishment Known only to those who serve the Lord In the beauty of holiness; when The battle 'gainst sin is surging high, Which tries the souls of sturdiest men, But points the way to the eternal sky. ODE TO A ROSE Gracious and consecrated emblem so pure, A blossom redolent of vernal sweets, Whose peerless beauty betokens joyous lure, The messenger of love that Cupid greets! Thy waft'd spirit not of this fleeting sphere, But meant to bless us in life's lonely hour — Sent from heaven to give mortal cheer; Of all God's gifts the rarest flower! Thy communing vows drooping souls assuage, Whose sacred incense rise before the throne: There blessed by an eternal heritage, Acclaimed by seraphs the sweetest e'er blown. Thy nature to various lands condign, Those thorns thine only guarded protection; And thou art youth's inspiration and mine: All mankind love thy distilled affection. Those emerald leaves and symmetrical buds, Whose florescence brings a tide of fragrant darts, That foreshadow a wave of attar floods: Then thy lingering soul balms bruised hearts. Rose, thou'rt immortal, — with grace diffusive, Balming the mournful wound death has brought, Whose charming blush and silent prayers give A benediction to the life gloom hath caught. Not joy alone meets thy presence benign: Oft broken hearts soothed by thy sacrifice; More noble on thy stem than eglantine Or young virgin queen, crowned in love's device! 294 ODE TO A ROSE 295 All creatures bless thy odorance divine: Beauty nymphs at thy floral shrine rejoice; And bright eyes on thy sweet compassion dine, Thy zephyred breath soft as an Angel's voice. How we wonder from whence such magic bliss, Inspiring dreams of amorous delight; At Hymen's gay feast how welcome thy kiss, Whose silent majesty greets the bride so dight. How apropos thy insignia of love! A precious virtue from heaven descends Upon thy sweet-savored spirit, to move Our souls where thy matchless beauty blends. Thy nodding blooms, virent and fuzzy pods, Festoon the sanctum of the fairy hall; Thy ebbing breath invocations from the gods That rides auriferous breezes ethereal. Thou princess, loveliest flower e'er sighed To perfume Erato's luminous fane ; Who loves the rose and ever will confide In its heart, where her kindred spirits reign. In the garden of youth the face most fair, Never intended to blossom and pine, And fade away in solitude's despair, But to flourish in Flora's kingdom fine. Who can look upon thy educing dawn, And not ponder on things holy and true, Of heaven's mead, with thy soul imbuing the lawn, Of God, who made thee in most ev'ry hue. Thy life and its adieu give us faith wings, — Our second coming but divine sequence ; And thy melifluous advent thus brings Us within the bourne of omnipotence. TO THE "LONE STAR" STATE Fairest maid of the universe, Bright star of the Gulf of Mexico, Would I could the muses coerce To descant thy virtues apropos And melodize on thy fealty; — I adore thee, and for thee sigh. I long to see thy fruitful lap And imbibe thy golden sunshine; Let alfalfa perfumes enwrap My olfactories, as I dine This lorn soul in a pensive mood, In thy sopiting solitude: To hear the waving corn rustle In its song of harvest delights ; To feel a thrill of thewy muscle Engendered by thy balmy nights; To hear the mocking bird's ecstacy Unlinking arpeggios with glee : To behold the meadows besprent With rainbow tints and daffodils, Empurpled cotton blooms content Whose lint the planters' purse upfills ; To see the honey-bee roaming For saccharine till the gloaming: To hear the continuous hum, The thrasher hulling golden grain: Ah Texas, thou sweet Elysium Teeming with Ceres' bounteous train ; Thou dreamland! thou Utopia! To all extend thy cornucopia. 296 THE HUMAN HEART What a mystic composite Is the human heart; so true — So evil — so saturnine; Oft to jealous strife commit — Or filled with pathos divine — A fount of ambrosial dew. Life's pump — a machine throbbing From which emanates all good, From which all malice springeth; From which comes sorrow sobbing, Or Heavenly joys ringeth, By no science understood. The heart is truly but clay If put to chemical test; — A voice echoing from space — A dictaphone night and day Receiving or giving grace, By the immortal soul blest. 'Tis God's earthly residence: He dwells in the human heart If within at all He's found ; Not the head — but the heart. Hence Do not the head, but the heart sound, If its charity you'd impart. ^97 IF WE COULD BUT LIVE ON THIS EARTH AGAIN If we could but live on this earth again We'd be adroitly inured to its ways; Our souls then might bloom and never disdain, And reach the Heaven's Elysian highways. 'Tis a great pity Nature does not give Us poor mortals below two lives apart, That the first might be spent learning how to live The last, mending aches of the primal heart. O, if we could but silently retrace Those missteps that have proved unwise, Then get our bearings from the throne of grace, Our lives here would be less a sacrifice. For the first allotted span we find, alas! Thus spent in making tentative surveys; Amidst the pitfalls of sin we must pass Ere we seem to imbibe life's golden rays. O, ye who brood over the winged bygones, Dry your heart's mournful and clandestine tears; Your penance ten thousand times o'er condones For the wrongs commit. Have no prescient fears. Therefore have no impotent forebodings Of the dearth of the fountain from on high, For God hath divine healing in His wings, And there's balm in Gilead for ev'ry sigh. Hence then, grieve not over the "might have beens," But take up the broken lute and mend it. Where there's a will there's no cause for blighting sins: Take up the sword of prayer and defend it. We know not what's best for our own future — Oft we're like children crying for a toy; Sometimes 'tis but fantasy we endure Or an illusion we would grasp to cloy. 298 IF WE COULD BUT LIVE 299 Be the load real or from the mind's loom, Build your heart's citadels strong and more bold ; Do not get enmeshed in a languid gloom — Patience is a passion more precious than gold. Then sigh no more, ye brides of secret love, With cumbersome loads of melancholy. Look to yon starry portals exalt above And expurgate your souls of wicked folly. And when in Heaven's clime we meet redeemed, We'll engird ourselves for bliss and duty; Then but sweet memory will evoke, so themed, As we worship at the shrine of love's beauty. SLEEPY HOLLOW CEMETERY Concord, Mass., July 22, 191 4 Here 'neath solemn oak and swaying pine The illustrious clay of Hawthorne sleeps; Where the blessings of nature smile divine Though the wind's voice, e'er moaning, e'er weeps The air delicious, with pious fragrance Fraught — and verdant moss so reverent clings To tomb and mausoleum, as for life, While deep-toned solitude seems to enhance The rightful eminence of angels' wings That here sojourn to muse on mortal strife. And hard by slumbers the great Emerson, In his generation most lettered and wise. Now a marble bowlder, weighing a ton, Above his noble head ponderous lies. Thoreau and the Alcotts here silently rest Where other literate souls keep them company. Afar many come to pay love's sweet tribute; 300 SLEEPY HOLLOW CEMETERY From the North, South, East, and the golden West Here congregate, to drop a tear and sigh With ponderings soft as enchanted lute. Serene as an Arcadia wrapped in dreams, Awake not the guests of this sleepy silence; Though we can imagine the holy themes Of mingled prayers and sorrowing cadence That have skyward flown to the throne of grace, When heart-breaking grief, and venerate tear Were (and yet may be) emptied upon this ground; When tender eyes looked on the beloved face For the last time, reposed upon the bier, Then list to the clod's unpitying sound. The robin's note is somewhat in respect; His recitation bears a minor refrain, As if he doth with gravity reflect Upon the brevity of life's mortal chain. At night the star's lambent beams thread through trees And fling over all a shimmering light, As the moon shoots from her queenly throne Rays, that eclipse the eyes of Hesperides And emmantle all in a ghostly fright, While one's hollow ears hear the sepulchres groan. The polished tombstones refract with grim awe Phantasies flaunting, though but dimly seen ; Struggling, as if some supervening law, Disavowed celestial ray to intervene. Near by this sacred spot a river flows, But with silence it winds its destined course Like the slow move of a funeral train ; With comely reverence onward it goes, Seeming to know it rolls near a human force Of mighty souls, that Heaven shall regain. LIBRARY 1111 L 015 OF CONGRESS Ifflllllll*! 873 501 5 W J