Class, Book._ CoipghtN^- .£21 COFsMGHT DEPOSIT. A NATION AT BAY Until S. Faniani A NATION AT BAY What an American Woman Saw and Did in Suffering Serbia BY RUTH S. FARNAM WITH THIRTY ILLUSTRATIONS Many of them from Photographs Taken by the Author INDIANAPOLIS THE BOBBS-MERRILL COMPANY PUBLISHERS Copyright, 1918 THE BOBBS-MERRILL COMPANY m 25 IS 18 PRESS or BRAUNWORTH gi C9l09 1 'I'^b i TO THE DEVOTED WORKERS WHO LIVED AND SUFFERED AND DIED IN SERBIA CONTENTS CBAPTXB rAGB I. A Backward Glance .... 1 II. My First Introduction to War in Serbia 11 III. A Glance at the Country of Our Game Little Ally .... 24 IV. The Plot 45 V. The Debacle 50 VI. Hells on Earth 57 VII. The Call 66 VIII. Through Beautiful Serbia . . 78 IX. At Work 88 X. Austrian Prisoners .... 96 XI. The Return 103 XII. Doing My Bit in England and Amer- ica 112 XIII. Through the War Zone . . .119 XIV. Eastward Ho! 130 XV. Salonika 148 XVI. Off to the Front . . . .155 XVII. " The American Unit "... 163 XVIII. Approaching the Battle Line . 174 XIX. The Battle 185 XX. How I Became a Soldier . . . 193 XXI. The Return 203 Appeal of the Serbian Women to All So- cieties OF Women .... 221 vii ILLUSTRATIONS FACING PAGE Photograph used by the author on passports . 12 Convalescents at Madame Grouitch's Hospital in Belgrade, 1913 13 General Michael Rashitch, Leader of Serbian Army in Retreat over Albanian Mountains . 42 Refugees at Iben 43 Red Cross Hospital Ship " Sphinx " . . .60 English home of the author 61 Outfitting refugee children in Macedonia with clothing from America 74 Mountains over which the Serbians retreated . 75 Hyia 86 Austro-Slav prisoners at Ghev Gelya . . 87 Quay at Salonika 98 Place Liberte, Salonika, (four o'clock any day!) 99 Recent victims of gas bombs dropped from enemy aeroplanes on Monastir . .110 Princess Alexis in the store-room at Vrintze 111 Bringing in sick civilians at Vrynatchka Banya 122 Prince George of Serbia, Admiral Troubridge and the author 123 Bulgarian dead 134 Bulgarian trenches near Brod . . . .135 Emily Louisa Simmonds 146 ix X ILLUSTRATIONS FACINQ PAOB Crown Prince's Headquarters near Brod . . 147 Colonel Doctor Sondermayer .... 158 The White Tower, Salonika 159 Major Doctor Gelibert at Salonika and Surgeons of Scottish Woman's Hospital . . . .170 Wounded being brought in on mule-back . . 171 Voivode Mishitch, Prof. Reiss and Lieut. Pros- kowetz . . . 180 Serbian Field Hospital Camp at Vrbeni. Rich- ard Wainwright, Lieutenant Proskowetz, Emily Louisa Simmonds 181 Taken during the battle of Brod. Commander- in-Chief Voivode Mishitch, Com. of Morava Div. Col. Milovanovitch, Chief of Medical Service Col. Dr. Sondermayer and the author 194 Czerna Bend, from H. Q. O. P 195 Eleutherios Venizelos, Greek Premier . . 208 Vodena 209 PREFACE My readers will see why I cannot send this little book forth without at least craving their indulgence. Since it is my first Book it will doubt- less have many faults but in it I have tried to ex- press the deep emotions, the admiration and the respect which the sight of Serbia's great courage has aroused in me; the experiences that I have had in that beautiful, suffering country and, above all, to pay tribute to the noble men and women of England, France and America who volunteered to work among those unhappy people. Men and women who served unfalteringlj^ amidst the most deadly dangers and who, in many cases, laid down their lives while aiding those Serbian heroes who themselves counted life as naught when sacrificed xii PREFACE for flag and country. Because my whole heart is in this book I offer it to a generous Public with the hope that it may increase the awakening interest in our spendidly brave and devoted ally, Serbia. ACKNOWLEDGMENT I am indebted to the works of Voislav Savic, Chedomille Myatovitch and R. W. Seton Watson for historical data. I also wish to gratefully acknowledge the kindness of Richard Wainwright, Esq., in loaning me many of the photographs with which this volume is illustrated. The Author. A NATION AT BAY A NATION AT BAY CHAPTER I A Backward Glance We Americans as a nation have never exhibited a great deal of interest in European affairs. One might say that we were almost provincial in this regard, isolated, as we are, by the vast expanse of ocean. To many of us Europe has been re- garded merely as a place to visit for pleasure or business. Such places as Serbia and the other Balkan States were of no more interest to us than Siberia or Arabia. We heard of them seldom, except when they were at war. And the impression pre- vailed that these "half-civilized" countries spent most of their time fighting with one another. We were so wrapped up in our own affairs that 2 A NATION AT BAY we had no place in our thoughts for those distant lands. But we forgot that our horizon was rapidly enlarging. The fast ocean steamers, the cables, the expansion of our foreign trade — all these things were quickly bringing the far-off peoples closer to us. And the time came almost before we knew it when the internal aJffairs of almost every country in the world affected us in some vital way. Yet even after the outbreak of the European War we still felt that we had no national interest in it — that we were not affected — that it was none of our affair. In fact it was only after repeated insults and actual acts of war committed against us that we reluctantly consented to enter the con- flict. Perhaps the bungling German intrigue in Mexico and Japan did more toward awakening us to our peril than anything else. When Austria declared war on Serbia on July 28, 1914, it was at Germany's bidding — and Ger- "1^' I many reckoned on a great world conflagration as the outcome. She had played the game of political 1 chess over and over again in secret, with Austria, Turkey and Bulgaria as the pawns, and she had \ A BACKWARD GLANCE 3 (proved to her satisfaction that she could win the game when the time came to play it in public. The United States was taken into consideration — ^just as surely as was France, Russia and Eng- land — before the ultimatum was delivered to Ser- bia. And yet we went about our affairs entirely unaware of any plan to include us in the great game of world domination. Who in America in July, 1914 could foresee that the result of the first shot fired on Serbia would be the sending of millions of our own boys to Europe — even to Serbia — to save civilization.'* And now that we are in it to a successful con- clusion, having joined hands with all the other countries fighting Germany and her accomplices, we are becoming intimately acquainted with all of our Allies. We are meeting even the less-known ones in their own homes, so to speak, and are be- ginning to feel that they are real human beings like ourselves, whose acquaintanceship we are sorry we had not, cultivated long ago. Serbia, who^^e may have at one time charged with starting the war, now appears to us in a dif- 4 A NATION AT BAY ferent light altogether. By a backward glance at Serbia we may learn for ourselves a little about the peculiar sequence of events which culminated in this war — and get a few new glimpses of a history which has been to us hitherto either utterly unknown or merely a half-told tale. Many years have elapsed since the Austro- Hungarian Government began to trade upon the innate loyalty of the Serb. When Turkey rolled her hordes over the famous Field of Kossovo in 1389, and overwhelmed the Serbian Armies, tak- ing possession of the land and crushing Christian- ity under her iron rule, the Serbs looked to Aus- tria as a nation of fellow-Christians for aid. This aid Austria pretended she would give while she was for centuries really fostering ill feeling be- tween the Balkan Slavs and Russia, thinking thus to increase her own influence and bring under her Empire all of the Serbians, many of whom had already settled in Austria-Hungary. Jealousy of Russia and greed of extended power were her motives for assuming a friendly mask toward the Serbs. But she did not hesitate A BACKWARD GLANCEi 5 to cast this mask aside as soon as it suited her to do so. After many yetjrs of oppression of her own Slav subjects, she began an active policy of annexation and one after another Bosnia, Croatia, Herzegovina and Dalmatia were obliged to bow to her rule. Having a secret understanding with King Milan of Serbia, she plotted to destroy Rus- sia's influence in the Balkans and soon succeeded in rousing Bulgaria to defy her great protector, Russia, whom the only half-educated Bulgarian politicians suspected of wishing to hold their country as a Province. Prince Alexander of Battenberg, who had been placed on the throne of the new Kingdom of Bul- garia, began to plan for the union of divided Bul- garia, whereupon the Serbian King, Milan, im- rf mediately declared war upon him. Thus Austria's well laid plot had succeeded. She was able to play off one country against the other to her own ad- vantage; her ambition being to gain more terri- tory in the direction of Salonika, or even perhaps to possess that part of Macedonia in its entirety. As this war resulted disastrously for King 6 A NATION AT BAY Milan, he appealed to Austria, who intervened and exacted a fearful price. This price was a secret allegiance whereby King Alexander, Milan's son and successor, became entirely a tool of Austria. The Serbians now found their ancient Constitu- tion set aside and Teutonic influence rampant in the land — for we must not forget that in recent years Prussia has always been behind the central European intrigues. The people murmured, and struggled to disengage themselves from the Octo- pus-like tentacles which were strangling them. Their effort at last culminated in the terrible tragedy at Belgrade in June, 1903, when the un- happy Alexander and his Avife, Draga, met their doom at the hands of a few stern and uncom- promising men, who had been driven to despera- tion by the sight of their country's impending ruin. Under the rule of the new King, Peter Kara- georgevitch, who was placed on the throne after the death of Alexander, Serbia began to recover herself, and her devoted people to know once more the advantages of liberty and the blessings of at A BACKWARD GLANCE 7 least some measure of peace. Schools began to spring up in the villages, and manufactures of many kinds flourished; but jealous Austria, ma- lignant Turkey and_ treach erous Bulgar ia lay , ever in wait at her gates. j Then in 1912 came the war with Turkey. After / this Austria prepared to attack Serbia, and only 1 postponed doing so because of her inability to Vsecure the consent and co-operation of Italy. But Bulgaria, thirsting for revenge because she had not received what she considered her share of the spoils in Macedonia and secretly abetted by Austria-Hungary, attacked the little nation and, it is needless to say, was well thrashed for her pains. By this time Serbia was fully awake to her danger. She sharpened her sword, she filled her munition depots, collected stores and equipped her armies. She could see looming before her a great war, waged by the three countries which were bent on her extermination. Dauntless and ready, facing these enemies, many times her own size, brave Serbia stood — a Nation at Bay. 8 A NATION AT BAY In July 1914 the expected attack came. How she fought in this war, which since then has em- broiled practically the entire world; how she fought and won again, then for a time lay helpless under the lash of a pestilence, shunned in that dark hour by her enemies, then rose to her feet weak and tottering again gallantly to face the foe ; how the traitor, Bulgaria, came slinking to share the spoils, and how devoted Serbia fought and strove, calling vainly for the western Allies to come to her aid; how at last these friends pre- vailed upon her army to evacuate the beloved country that it could no longer hold — to take refuge under the wings of these Allies until its awful wounds could be bound up and its starving soldiers fed, rearmed and reclothed that they might return by a new route and fight again for the freedom and honor of Serbia — this story of courage and sacrifice, of suffering and devotion, will fill many pages of history for future genera- tions. My own country is now at war with Germany and Austria and though I am a member of the A BACKWARD GLANCE 9 Royal Serbian Army I am also a true American. I know what our boys will have to face and I know, too, that they are as brave as any other soldiers of the Allied Nations — and now they have the opportunity to prove it. They will face a cruel, cunning, desperate foe — and they will con- quer and drive him back — yes, back to Berlin. Worthy of our highest traditions will our Army prove itself. Worthy of that flag which we all love — the Flag on which the stripes represent our National Honor, which has never yet been stained. Those crimson bands which were dyed a deeper red by our fathers' blood on the battle- field: while that field of midnight blue — not so dark, alas! as the night of pain which now pre- vails in Europe — holds the shining stars of our National Ideals. Today there can be no such word as "pacifist." We are at war. Men and women who live under the protection of the American Flag and claim the privileges of American citizenship can be only one of two things — Patriot or Traitor ! That we should uphold our Government in its effort to 10 A NATION AT BAY bring this war to a speedy and successful con- clusion, that we should each one of us do our share cheerfully and gladly to that end: that we should avoid destructive criticism, placing our- selves at the disposal of our great Chief Executive as the indispensable cogs of the great machine of State — this is our clear and bounden duty. If we Americans, each and all, do our duty soon it will be no longer heroic Serbia who is "The Nation at Bay" but "Germany at Bay!" May we so wage this, our war, as to prove by sword and Right that as our fathers fought for our freedom so shall we fight until the Blonde Beast Prussia is finally crushed and the World set free forever. m * * In this little book I have tried to tell something of the small part I played in this great fight ; how I, a stranger, knowing little of the country and less of its people, was impressed by its heroism and devotion and was finally caught up in the whirl of its magnificent struggle against the evils which my own country now is prepared to attack. CHAPTER II My First Introduction to War in Serbia "It reminds me," I said, "a little of Naples with the beggars lying about in the sunshine." "There are no beggars here," replied Madame Grouitch. "These are sick soldiers, just back from the war, and there is no place in the city where they can be taken in." On leaving the station in Belgrade, I saw num- bers of men in their dust-colored rags, sitting on the steps or lying on the ground under the trees. In my ignorance I had mistaken them for beggars. A broiling sun poured its rays down on them, and sometimes a man would moan and feebly roll over to gain the welcome shade of a stunted tree. I was told that at night the carts would go around and gather up the dead. Every hospital was full to overflowing and nearly every house had as its honored guests, sick and wounded soldiers. 11 12 A NATION AT BAY This was in August, 1913. I had been in Serbia before, during the Turkish war, and when I received an invitation at this time to come to Bel- grade to see the return of the victorious Serbian Army after defeating Bulgaria in the Second Bal- kan War, I went gladl3^ Madame Grouitch, who is a charming American womaij from Virginia and the wife of a Serbian diplomat, was doing marvelous work for her adopted country. Unable to bear the thought of these heroic men exposed to such suffering, after their splendid campaign, she went to the Govern- ment and demanded that one of the school build- ings be turned over to her during the vacation. In this large school she founded an auxiliary hos- pital, which was called "The 22d Reserve Hos- pital." She went to the merchants and towns- people and asked for beds and other furnishings. Then she had the sick and dying men gathered up and laid on these beds, under a roof for the first time in many months. Because the people of Belgrade had previously given nearly all they had, the fitting out of this Photograph used by the author on passports INTRODUCTION TO WAR IS hospital was of the crudest description. The beds on which the fevered soldiers lay were simply the iron frames with three pieces of board laid across. On this comfortless foundation were placed large sacks filled with straw. Smaller sacks formed the hard pillows. There was no bed linen and no clean cloth- ing. In the city there was a college, in which young orphan girls from every part of Sei'bia were being trained as teachers. So we sent up there and to the extent of our funds, we got sheets and pillow cases, of coarse cotton, and shirts and drawers for the men. These garments served a double purpose since they could be used first as hospital clothing and later when a man left the hospital he had only to add the heavy socks and untanned leather sandals, a home-spun waistcoat and wide girdle to be com- pletely clad in the peasant manner. One day a large bag was brought into the *'Gymnasium," one of the wards, and its contents dumped on the floor. There were about a dozen garments in the heap and it was hard to tell which U A NATION AT BAY were coats and which trousers, they were so ragged and worn. All were stiff with dirt and great blackish stains of blood. Clean-edged cuts of bayonet thrusts were there and jagged holes told of more terrible wounds. Not a garment was fit for use. One bo3' of twenty looked at a particularly Ghapcless rag and said cheerfully, "Yes, that was my coat. Luckily I will only need two-thirds of it anyway, now." His right arm was gone! It was very hot and there was a glare of liglit from the high uncurtained windows and the flies were so awful that the men could only sleep by burying their faces in the hard, hot pillows. Most of the younger men, however, were appa- rently as cheerful as if they had no care in the world; but some of the older ones lay patiently, day after day, looking at us with great hopeless eyes that pierced our hearts. Many had lost an arm or a leg and their minds could only ponder on how their wives and families were to live and bear this extra burden. Serbian families are as a rule very large and the people are very poor. INTRODUCTION TO WAR 15 and all must work hard, so a maimed man knows himself to be a sad drag. But no man uttered one word of complaint and none regretted his sacrifice for Mother Serbia. Their gratitude for anything we could do for them was touching, though they were absolutely frank in their comments. One day, under the tuition of a young Serbian orderly, I made Turkish coffee for the men. They are very fond of it and will drink large quantities of the syrupy stuff. When the little cups had been drained, I proudly asked, "Was it good?'* — thinking to be commended. "Not very," came the reply. It was several days before a chorus of "Dobro," (Good) re- warded my efforts and they seemed really pleased for my sake that they could at last approve. We had only the coarsest food, in most cases only rather drj^ bread, and occasionally a vegetable stew, but as long as we could supply them with cigarettes, almost the breath of life to the Serbian soldier, they were contented. When I had been in Belgrade two days, the Red 16 A NATION AT BAY Cross unit which had been serving in the hospital, was withdrawn and shortly after sailed for Eng- land. This left Madame Grouitch with two trained nurses, Dr. Shuler, a young English sur- geon who had gone to the Balkans to gain experi- ence before settling down to practice, two Serbian medical students, and a number of ladies and young girls, belonging to Belgrade society, but with little training (as we understand it), to care for one hundred and sixtj^-eight men, most of them suffer- ing from neglected and gangrenous wounds. Mad- ame Grouitch was herself so worn out with her unremitting efforts in the hospital that she nearly broke down. However, she was not the kind to give in, so in a little while she began to arrange the duties among her small group of workers. But try as she would, her insufficient but willing staff could not quite cover even the absolutely necessary ,work. I listened and wanted to help, but as I had no training at all, had never even been with sick people and had practically never seen blood, I did INTRODUCTION TO WAR 17 / not feel very competent. Still, I was only too I willing to do what I could, and offered to run / errands, or "hand things," or obey any orders I from any one. Madame Grouitch looked at me I critically. "Wliere we really must have help is in the oper- ating room," was her tentative suggestion. "Some one must be there to wait on the surgeon." The thought made mc feel rather queer, but I said, "Let me try." She did. The first case was a pretty bad one, but I made up my mind to do the best I could, and I got through without much trouble. But the next case proved too much for me. We had a man whose head had been broken by a piece of shell and he was, in consequence, com- pletely paralyzed. There was some growth on his back, just by the shoulder, which had to be removed and I had to hold him in my arms to keep him in the proper position during the operation. We had no anassthetics. There was no money with which to buy them. The poor fellow was 18 A NATION AT BAY in a fearful state of nerves as he lay in my arms, screaming, but unable to move a muscle. The feeling of his bare body on my bare arms, his screams, his breath, the odor of blood and the sound of the knife softly passing through the flesh were at last too much for me. I managed to stand it until the operation was over and then I went into the open air and was deathly sick. Five minutes later I apologized to Dr. Shuler and said I would be braver next time; and though it y/as a struggle sometimes, I was able to go on from that time without further mishap. At the end of two days I was allowed to dress amputations. I would take off the dressings. Dr. Shuler would look over from his patient on the table and say, "Swab that with number two." I'd do it. Then I would rebandage the stump. The soldier would murmur, "Fala, sestro," (thanks, sister) and hobble off on his crude crutches. Sometimes the tortured nerves of the patient would be too much for him, and he would lay his poor head on my arm and plead, "Polako, sestro," (gently, sister) while great beads of INTRODUCTION TO WAR 19 sweat would stand out on his forehead. But usu- ally they were so brave that it makes me proud to think that I was allowed to do what I could to help them. No one who has worked with the Serbian soldiers has anything but the warmest praise for them. They are patient, gentle, proud and brave. There was in that hospital many a boy of twenty with a gangrened wound for each year of his life. They would lie on their stretchers out- side the door of the operating room, awaiting their turn, with their great eyes clouded with pain and misery. They would go upon that rude plank operating table with their thin hands clenched to help them bear the ordeal. We would put a lighted cigarette into their mouths and they would undergo the awful probing and draining of their sickening wounds without one murmur or moan — though I sometimes would put my hand over their eyes because I could not bear the look of agony in them. The courage and marvelous endurance of the Serbian soldier is a memory that will often, I be- 20 A NATION AT BAY lieve, uphold rae and many, many others who have worked among them, when things seem too hard to bear. Madame Grouitch was wonderful during these days. Not over strong herself, she was never too tired to soothe and comfort a feverish or suffering man. One day, just as she had declared she could not hold up her head anotlier minute, some one came in from the street and asked if she could manage to give a ver}^ sick man a bed in which to die. He was brought in — a piteous sight, ragged, filthy, his beard and mustache matted together over his mouth and his dark skin gray with a deathly pallor. "Then there is no hope for him?" asked Madame Grouitch. "He cannot have eaten or drunk for days and there is not one chance in a hundred," was the reply. "We shall see," she said, and took scissors and ripped away the ragged garments, the matted hair was cut from his face and with warm water she bathed the wasted bod}^ then sat down beside mXRODUCTION TO WAR 21 him to fight with death. From time to time she forced drops of beef tea or brandy through the blue lips and hour after hour she sat waving a fan over his face to stir the sultry air and drive away the swarming flies. Her own fatigue forgotten, she waited, and many hours later had the joy of knowing that the man would live. On returning to my hotel one day, after finish- ing my duties at the hospital, I noticed a small group of people standing about a shop window. I stopped to see what was exhibited, and found that it was not the window that was attracting attention but a broad shouldered young man who stood before it. He was obviously a soldier. But when I got a full view of him I realized afresh that war, indeed, is hell. He had been captured by the Bul- garians during a fight on the Eastern front and afterward had been liberated and sent back to his regiment with hands bound. His ears, nose, lips and e3'elids had been cut off. He had been scalped in such a manner that only a strip of hair, running 22 A NATION AT BAY from the middle of his head to the nape of his neck, in parody of a parting, remained. Sick and trembling, I turned into the door of the hotel and the impression I had received made it impossible for me to sleep with any degree of comfort for man}- nights to come. In talking with a Serbian officer some days later I happened to speak of this case and found that he was thoroughly familiar with it. Indeed he showed me a photograph of the young man, a handsome fellow, taken for his sweetheart before he left for the front. It is not my intention to fill these pages with such horrible stories, but there were dozens and dozens of such cases as those described that came under my personal observation during my work in the hospital. Bulgaria was certainly a fitting Ally for the Hun to select in this World's War. You must remember that up to this time I had lived a calm and peaceful life, such as most Amer- ican women live. Horrors, bloodshed, atrocities had never before entered my life or my mind. I question whether I could even have read of them INTRODUCTION TO WAR 23 in the papers, and, if I had done so, I should have hesitated to beheve that such things were possible. But here, in war torn Serbia, my education in the grimness of war began. On my return to England, where I was then liv- ing, after my work in Belgrade was completed, I felt that I was a different woman. Above all, there had come over me a feeling of the highest regard for that brave little nation, Serbia, and its gallant and heroic people. CHAPTER III A Glance at the Country of our Game Little Ally Belgrade, the capital, before the war was full of curious contrasts : handsome, modern buildings and the rudely cobbled streets ; peasants in gayly embroidered clothing and ladies in Parisian frocks ; smart officers on beautiful horses and farm cart drawn by great creamy oxen. The town stands high above the junction of the Danube and Save Rivers, and from Scmlin, the Austrian frontier town, it looks like a hanging garden. After the flat plains of the approach to Hungary, the thick trees crowning the old fortifi- cations are most grateful to the eye, and the gray walls of the prison-like fortress, with the white towers of the cit}^, make an unforgettable picture. On the principal streets are many fine shops, 24 A GLANCE AT THE COUNTRY 25 banks and business houses. The Konak or Royal Palace is a beautiful cream-colored building, set among trees and grassy terraces, while in the side streets are handsome residences, side by side with white cottage-like buildings, rather dark and ill- ventilated, in which the large families of the less progressive people live. The sons and daughters of the well-to-do Serbs are usually given the advantage of a j-car or two of study in Vienna or Paris, and are particularly adept in learning foreign languages. The well educated Serb speaks German, of course, since the country adjoins Austria, and generally Russian, which the Serbian tongue strongly resembles. To these he adds French, and often English. Even the peasant, given the opportunity to educate himself, will frequently become a lawyer, doctor, scientist or writer, and it is little exaggeration to say that all Serbs are poets. They are very proud and independent, and in spite of the fact that they live under a monarchy, they are the most democratic people I know. The Constitution of Serbia proclaims that "the 26 A NATION AT BAY King is to reign by the will of the people." In other words, if he displeases the people they may choose another in his stead. His eldest son does not of necessity reign after him. By the Constitution of Serbia every man was entitled to five acres of land, two draught oxen, a certain number of pigs, fowls and some household furnishings, and these are his by inalienable right and cannot be taken from him even for debt. On this land and with these goods he must raise everything that he and his family eat, drink, use or wear. There is very little money in circulation in the country districts, and when the family needs a cooking pot or other utensil it is acquired at the weekly market in the town by the barter of a fowl, some eggs, or a flitch of home-cured bacon. The women spin and weave the flax and wool, and make the beautiful, simple clothing worn by the family. They embroider these garments with silk and worsted, and many of them are real works of art and are handed down from one gen- eration to another. A GLANCE AT THE COUNTRY 27 Serbia is now entirely an agricultural country, eighty per cent of the population living on and by their farms. Prizes are given to the farmers by a well organized agricultural society and the pay- ment of taxes is usually made in produce. Every farmer gives annually a few days' labor to the State. The farmers have all the sturdy qualities and virtues which come from close contact with Mother Earth. They are frugal, intelligent and industrious ; all have poetry in their very souls. They are a peaceable, domestic people, devoted to their children and their homes, but they do not hesitate a moment to fight when those homes are threatened. An odd custom has survived from the long Turkish occupation. When a peasant is obliged to introduce his wife to a foreigner he does it after this fashion: "This, may your honor forgive me, is my wife." But this attitude toward her is only for the outside world, for their family life is full of affection. The peasant house is a low, white-walled, red- 28 A NATION AT BAY tiled structure with its windows and doors on one side. These being the only inlets for light and air, the houses are usually dark and stuffy, but each house is whitewashed inside and out fre- quently. The Serbian family often pools its resources and forms a sort of community dwelling, called a "Zadruga." This consists of a large cen- tral house in which the heads of the family and the unmarried members live. Surrounding this are smaller cottages, called "Vayat," in which the married sons and their families live. The ruling member, or "Stareshina," of the house apportions the work each day and settles all disputes. Thus, if there were few very wealthy families in Serbia, before the invasion, there was no utter want and no beggars. The country is very beautiful, with rolling hills and fertile valleys, and in no place in the world have I seen such a profusion of wild flowers; while the cloud-flecked sky which is characteristic of Serbia, the fleeting shadows over the glowing meadows, the broad plains with their golden crops A GLANCE AT THE COUNTRY 2» and the myriads of bending fruit trees, make up a picture that can never be forgotten. The climate resembles that of New England^ even to the "Indian Summer," with its bright warm days and keen nipping nights. There are frequent heavy rains and thunder-storms during the summer months. The rough Serbian roads are full of deep holes into which, as almost the only attempt at repair, large boulders are thrown with touching confidence that the next storm will settle them into place. All the hauling is done by big oxen, or by uncouth-looking water buffalo, who draw the crude carts at the rate of about a mile an hour. While it is a pretty sight to see these oxen decked with wild flowers by their peasant owners, yet it isn't so pleasant to find them Ij'ing by the road- side suffering from sunstroke, to which they are curiously liable. Of late years the principal industries have been the canning of '^egetables, the raising of pork, and the drying of prunes, of which Serbia has put forth a great proportion of the world's supply. 30 A NATION AT BAY Austria, desiring to swell her own commerce by the control of the Serbian market, has been able to deny this country an outlet to the sea. This has naturally hampered the progress of industries and Serbia has, therefore, remained poor — but not humble. I have seen much of misery and want in that sad country during these last two years, but never have I heard a Serb, man, woman or child, beg, I They have always worked hard and lived poorly, but they were utterly content, since what they had was their own and their feeling of proud inde- pendence outweighed hunger and cold and even i death itself. The peasant will bow before you and perhaps even kiss your hand, but then he will stand upright and talk as easily and freely as if to his own brother. The hills of Serbia are full of iron, silver, gold and copper. In fact, in old Roman times the world's greatest supply of silver came from Ser- bia, and her copper mines are perhaps the richest in the world. But jealous neighbors and lack of A GLANCE AT THE COUNTRY 31 seaports have kept her from developing these rich resources. Today Serbia is absolutely devastated, as the Germans and Austrians cut down every fruit tree when they entered the country. It will take years and years of unremitting toil to give back to the world the supply of those delicious fruits and vegetables which the Serbian people formerly raised. This war will not be over when peace is declared. Years of reconstruction, of planting and patient upbuilding of ruined farms must in- tervene before Serbia is restored. The Serb prides himself on his simple origin. King Peter says he is "of the people," and by his nobility during these years of woe and suffering he has proved himself a brother indeed. The people were once light-hearted and merry, loving to sing and dance after the day's work was done, and, though for five hundred years the coun- try lay under the heel of the Turk and the people were denied education, the splendid spirit of patriotism has been kept alive by song and story. Dearer than wife or mother is Serbia to the Serb, S2 A NATION AT BAY though he is a good husband and a tender son. To him his beloved country comes first. The religion of Serbia is that form known as Greek Orthodox, but the peasant is naive in liis belief that "God helps those who help themselves." He is fond of telling the story of the man who fell into the river and called upon God to save him. So the Creator looked from Heaven and said, "Yes, of course, I will save you, but do move your arms and legs a little and try to swim out." The men are splendid, handsome fellows, and even among the old men of eight}'^ and ninety are some of the finest specimens I ever have seen. The women, owing no doubt to the lack of light and ventilation in their houses, are rather saUow. I The typical Serbian has dark hair and gray eyes, rather high cheekbones and strongly marked features ; he has a tall and wiry body and is capa- ble of withstanding extraordinary hardships. Al- v/ays the battlefield of Europe, always holding the gate between East and West, and always loyal to her ideals, not even the Turk in his five hundred A GLANCE AT THE COUNTRY 33 years of oppression could crush the religion or taint the blood of Serbia. Serbia, like Switzerland, is entirely cut off from the sea, bounded as it is on the north by Austria, on the east by Bulgaria, on the south by Greece, and on the west by Albania. It was settled in the seventh century by wandering shepherd tribes of Serbs and Croats, who entered the western half of the Balkan Peninsula and there made their home. At the end of the eleventh century they had already formed a powerful State and were engaged in acquiring the culture of Byzantium and Rome. Their greatest king, Stephen Dushan, was soldier, law-giver, builder of churches and patron of art and literature. In 1354<, Dushan gave to the people the Zakonik, or Code of Law, which ranks high among medieval codes. Jugo- slav literature, rich and glowing with tales of heroism, was born toward the end of the ninth century, and the earliest fragments preserved date from the tenth century. The first Serbian novel, "Vladimir and Kos- S4 A NATION AT BAY sara," was published in the thirteenth century. Among the first poetic writers were Marko, Maroulitch and Hannibal Luchitch (fourteenth and fifteenth centuries). Serbia has always had the gift of song and sometimes her ballads are sung to the accompani- ment of the gusle, an instrument shaped some- what like a guitar but having only one string. It is rested on the knee and played with a high arched bow, and it is surprising what wailing, minor melodies can be drawn from it. The Serbian language is verj^ beautiful and lends itself admirabl}' to splendid songs of valor, glory and hope. There is no part-singing, but all sing in unison. Sometimes two will start a song story in duet and when they cease two more will take up the theme and go on from that point, and so on until the story is done. Owing to the depression caused by the con- tinual wars for several years I had not heard the Serbians sing until in the autumn of 1916 be- fore the recapture of Monastir by Allied armies — I found myself in a camp just behind the Serbian A GLANCE AT THE COUNTRY 35 lines. It was a glorious moonlight night and the soldiers were filled with joy that they were again in their beloved land, so, after the frugal supper, a group of young men began to sing the songs of their country. The guns were booming near at hand and we could hear the rattling crackle of the machine guns, but through it all came thp triumphant refrain of "Givela Serbia." In earlier days, when, for Serbians, education was difficult and culture rare, we find the burning names of Czar Lazar and his Empress, Militza, educators and protectors of their people; Stephen Dushan, patriot and law-giver; Marko Kralyvitch, soldier and champion of the weak and lowly. Then after a long, dark time, during which the people were so oppressed that few names emerge from the murk, we see the Serbian brilHancy still undimmed, shining forth in tJie name of Vuk Stephanovitch Karagich. Still nearer our time the names best known to us here in America are those of Father Nicholas Velimirovitch, the monk; the great portrait painter, Paul Yovanovitch; sculptor of historic 36 A NATION AT BAY figures, George Yovanovitch, and most marvelous sculptor, second to none in his genius, Mestro- vitch. Also there are Rista Voucanovitch, native of Hertzegovina, and Murat from Dalmatia, but both Serbs and, before the present war, exhibitors in Belgrade. We must not forget Stoyan Novacovitch, who was leader of the Conservative party. Prime Min- ister and Diplomat, nor Dr. Voya Velikovitch, prominent in the Liberal party and a Avell-known member of Parliament. In medicine there are Subotich, Wutschetitch, Roman Sondermaj'^er, Among the later poets tlie names of Rakitch, the writer of epic verse, and Jean Douchitch, called the "Byron of Serbia," stand forth conspicuously. America owes a debt to Serbia for the genius of that famous scientist, Michael Idvorski Pupin, American citizen but of Serbian blood and devoted Serbophil, who holds a chair in Columbia Uni- versity and through whose efforts many influential Americans have been aroused to a warm interest in Serbia. Less well-known in this country, perhaps, A GLANCE AT THE COUNTRY 37 are the names of Prime Minister Pashitch, the splendid statesman ; George Simitch, for many years a leading diplomat ; Chedomille Myatovitch and Dr. Vladan Georgevitch, statesmen and writers ; as well as Milenko Vesnitch, who was the head of the Serbian War Mission that visited this country a short time ago, and Professor Sima Losanitch, who accompanied him, together with General Rashitch, all men who shed honor on the name of their country. Kornel Stankovitch, musician, and Marianovitch an author, famous at least in his native land, and Illarion Ruvarats, the historian. All of these later men of genius look back to their forerunner, St. Sava, who in the fourteenth century devoted his life to spreading education and a love of art among his countrymen. The greatest hero in Serbian history, Marko Kralyvitch, called "Marko, the King's Son," was said to be the offspring of a "Dragon" and a Vila, or mountain fairy. "Dragon" in Serbian poetry is used to designate a fearless soldier and constantly recurs in tales of warriors and great men. 38 A NATION AT BAY There have been many legends written of Marko, who is popularly supposed never to have died but to sleep in a cave near the Castle of Prilip. He is said to awaken at intervals and come forth to see if his sword, which he had thrust to its hilt in the rock, has fallen out. When this shall occur he will return to restore the empire which was destroj^ed at Kossovo in 1389. The Serbian ideals are high and spiritual. For example, when there was a dispute between Marko's father and his uncle and "Probatim," (adopted brother) as to which should inherit the throne and Marko was called upon to decide the question, Jevrossima, his mother, counseled him. The mother's wisdom has been preserved in a national folk poem: "Greatly as Marko himself loved justice Greatly his mother thereto advise him; 'Marko, thou only son of thy mother Let not my milk in thee be accursed, Do not utter an unjust judgment. Speak not in favor of father of kinsman But speak for the justice of the God of Truth, It were better to lose thy life Than to lose thy soul by sinning.' " A GLANCE AT THE COUNTRY 39 The world heard an echo of these words three years ago when, in reply to the proposals of Austria that Serbia should make a separate peace, deserting her aUies, and so to save her population from terrible suffering, Mr. Pashitch, the great Serbian Prime Minister, said: "It is better to die in beauty than to live in shame." Many of the Serbian proverbs are closely akin to our o\ra and all show a deep appreciation of honesty and often a keen sense of humor. A few of the best known are as follows : It is better to know how to behave than to hav© gold. Woe to the legs under a foolish head. Keep white money for black days. It is easier to earn than to keep. Without health is no wealth. A cheerful heart spins the flax. A kind word opens the iron door. An earnest work is never lost. Who does good will receive better. Debt is a bad companion. What is taken unjustly or by force is accursed. As the master is so are the servants. Mend the hole while it is small. Who judges hastily will repent quickly. 40 A NATION AT BAY He who works has much; he who saves has more. If you would know a man place him in authority. It is better to suffer injustice than to commit it. Boast to a stranger; complain only to a friend. The lie has short legs. Pe who mixes with refuse will be devoured by swine. God sometimes shuts one door to open a hundred otl ers. God does not settle his accounts with men every Saturday but in his own good time. The devil never sleeps. More men die of eating and drinking than of hunger and thirst. The Home does not stand upon the soil but on the wife. Beiter a body in rags and a soul in silk than a soul in rags and a body in silk. Do not ask how a man crosses himself but whose the blood that warms his heart and whose the milk that nourished him. Victory is not won by shining arms but by brave hearts. The heroic sentiments of men and women alike inflame the imagination and give an insight into the character of the people as nothing else can do. General Stephanovitch said to his soldiers when, on an occasion, they were depressed and A GLANCE AT THE COUNTRY 41 seemed spiritless, "Brothers, it is to your valor and achievements that I owe my honors. Unless you are again worthy of your past, I will tear these epaulettes from my shoulders and fling them at your feet." A Dalmatian Slav said to R. W. Seton Watson, "We have regained our belief in the future of our race." A foreign doctor told him, in one of the hos- pitals, "If you hear a man complaining be cer- tain that man is not a Serb." A Serbian lady said to one who would condole with her, "I gave my son to Serbia and now my prayers dwell with me in his stead." When Serbian soldiers were commended on some splendid feat in this war, they remarked simply, "With Marko Kralyvitch to help us it was easy enough." They believed that they had seen that hero of old days riding on his gray charger before them. The Maiden of Kossovo weeping over her dead on the fatal Field of Blackbirds cried, "Ah me ! I that am so wretched that were I to touch the 42 A NATION AT BAY green oak tree mj grief would straightway wither all its freshness." Said the victims of a former invasion, "Grass never grows where the hoofs of Turkish horses pass." Volko the Outlaw was a true Socialist when he declared, "If I possess anything any man may share it ^ith me ; but if I have nothing then woe to the man who will not share with me what he has." When the Austrian Landsturm, elderly men, were called to the colors, some waggish Slav hung this notice on a tomb in the cemetery at Spalato. "Arise ye dead, ye, too, must fight for Francis Joseph." A Serbian divine, preaching in Serbia's darkest hour, uttered these solemn words, "The land of Serbia is an altar and your brother's blood is the sacrifice." And of the Serbs who had fallen in the defense of their country a native poet wrote: "From their blood shall flowers spring For some far off generation." The spirit of the people is shown by the stories General Michael Rashitch, Leader of Serbian Army in Retreat over Albanian Mountains /i-K^^--^'-, yjt-*^- c^^-,-t<(e:^ //-^ ■ ^t-x.,.- 'Ax.^^-v-/^ v'Z«.-»-c<,2^ y i(.k ii\ilian> al \ i\naUlika l>an\ a Prince George of Serbia, Admiral Troubridge and the author THROUGH THE WAR ZONE 123 splinter in my legs. Wliy a man six foot four could have been wounded there." He was quite cheerful and happy, in spite of the pain which he was suffering, to have "done his bit" in the great war. On my way to dinner in the town, I remembered that my presence at the police station was re- quired, so I went there. The sergeant on duty asked my business. "I'm an alien and am here without an identity card," I said. "Are 30U going to arrest me.'*" "What for, madam.''" he asked, "Oh, I just thought you might want to," I re- plied. "Wouldn't think of such a thing. And I didn't know you was a h'alicn, madam." This cour- teously. I looked surprised and he laughed and said he remembered often having seen my husband drive with me down the High Street when we lived near Southampton and he 'ad h' always supposed that I was H'english though he knew that Mr. Farnam was a H'american. 124 A NATION AT BAY At eleven o'clock the following night I went on board the crowded Channel steamer, but we did not leave the dock until six o'clock, broad day- light, and then simply scooted across. The cross- ing was really dangerous and every one of the several hundred passengers kept as sharp a look- out as if he were personally responsible for the safety of the ship. However, we landed at Le Havre unharmed, and after endless formalities were allowed to proceed to Paris. Such a long journey! We seemed to stop at every barn and cottage on the route and arrived at dead of night, (as hungry and cross as if our troubles and dis- comforts were all important. But just as we finished the short examination ( at the station gates, a train-load of wounded j French soldiers came in and the first men were i carried past us on their stretchers to the waiting \ ambulances. We stood ashamed of our peevish- ? ness when we saw the glowing eyes shining in the ': dim light and heard the feeble voices shout "Vive '\l3i France." \ The men about me took off their hats and THROUGH THE WAR ZONE 125 the Grossest, most cantankerous woman of us all, who had made the journey even more uncomfortable than need be by her constant grumbhng, ran forward weeping and tried to kiss one pathetic lad whose blanket lay hideously flat where his legs should have been. The streets of Paris were dark and the chauf- feurs seemed to drive more recklessly than ever* I was glad to reach my hotel and find a cool, clean bed ready for me. My first visit was to Dr. Milenko Vesnitch, Serbian Minister to France. We had an hour of discussion on the situation in Serbia and as to what was advisable for the Serbian Relief Com- mittee of America to concentrate on in future. He said that the needs of the population still in Serbia were most piteous and urgent, also that we should form a fund to supply seeds and farming implements to help to restore the people when the war is over. He also suggested that America should take up the hospital and medical work among the Serbian troops as this was sadly needed. 126 A NATION AT BAY Dr. Vesnitch thought it unnecessary for me to go to Corfu as Miss Helen Losanitch was already on the spot and could report on condi- tions there and Corsica. But he said I should go to Salonika and talk with Serbs there to get a full idea of what was required. Also, he thought it advisable for me to go to Geneva and see M. Navelle who represents Serbian Relief there. The French authorities were most kind and gave me the necessary papers to leave Paris with- out delay. At eight o'clock my train, packed with convalescent soldiers, who would never be able to fight again, on their way to their homes and many pale, emaciated civilians who were seek- ing health among the Swiss mountains, pulled out for the frontier. In my compartment there was a young girl, clinging frantically to a tall handsome Serb- ian officer who, when the train was about to start, placed her, fainting, in my arms and begged me in a broken voice to take care of her. Later I learned that she had been a governess in a well-to-do family in Belgrade and had fled before THROUGH THE WAR ZONE 127 the enemy, with her employers. The officer was her fiance whom she had met again unexpectedly at Corfu, and who had been sent to Paris with important papers, and was thus able to take care of her on her long journcj-. The poor girl was very ill as the result of the hardships she had undergone and passed from one fainting fit into another until I was nearly distracted. However, on reaching the Swiss border I found a party of English nurses who said they would take charge of her, as they were remaining there for some daj's and she was clearly not fit to go on. We sent a telegram to her father who, I heard afterward, came and took her home. On my arrival in Geneva I went to the Ameri- can Consulate for information as to what must be done before attempting to enter Italy. The Consul-General told me that it would be necessary for me to see the Italian Minister in Berne, and it would be at least ten days before I would be allowed to go, if at all, since instructions re- 128 A NATION AT BAY garding me must come from Rome. This was a blow. As soon as M. Navelle's office was open, I went to him. He reported that Dr. Ryan, of the Ameri- can Red Cross, who was, or lately had bees, in Vienna, was hopeful over the condition of the country but we feared, on reading more recent statements of other observers, that possibly the Doctor was unduly optimistic. Since then these fears have been tragically realized. The reports as to the conditions of the Serbian prisoners in Austrian prison camps were heart- rending and we agreed that aid to these starving men must be rushed at once by the Swiss Com- mittee. As many of the English and French pris- oners had so often said they could not have sur- vived had it not been for the parcels of food sent them by their families and friends, we could well imagine the awful needs of these Serbian soldiers with no one to help them, their country being com- pletely at the mercy of a cruel and vindictive enemy and their families destitute and living in abject misery. IM. Navclle promised to send a full report THROUGH THE WAR ZONE 129 at once to our American Committee so that no time should be lost and money and supplies might be forwarded to such an extent as our funds would allow. At one o'clock the following morning, in a pour- ing rain storm, I left for Berne. I arrived at four-thirty and had a few hours' sleep before the Legations opened. CHAPTER XIV Eastwakd Ho! Our Minister to Switzerland, Mr^Stovalla was very kind but held out no hope that the Italian Minister would let me go into Italy until he had received advices from Rome. However, he gave me a note to the Minister and I took a cab to the Legation. The driver stopped at an iron gate in a high wall and as I entered a great "police" dog came swiftly around the corner of the house but calmed down when I spoke to him. While we were making friends, the Minister appeared in the garden and seemed surprised that the dog was so amiable as he was usually not at all friendly to strangers. Then I was sent over the ChanceUerie, which was next door, and was told to state my busi- ness to the Secretary. By the time the Minister came in, about ten minutes later, my passport had 130 EASTWARD HO! 131 been examined and all mj papers were in order. He shook hands and wished me good luck and I asked, "When may I hope to go, Your Excel- lency ?" "Why you can catch the 12:50 if you make haste," he said, smiling. I fled. Back to the hotel — ordered my bill as I rushed to the elevator — grabbed my bags, paid my ac- count on my way to a waiting cab, and hopped into the train three minutes before it pulled out ! At Iselle, on the Italian frontier, the examina- tion of travelers was very strict and for some reason I was left to the last. When I went before the examiners, the Chief, a dapper-looking young man, rose and bowed, asked me a few questions, waved my papers aside, stamped my passport "Iselle" and "Entrata" and handed it to m.c with another smile and bow; I thanked him thinking, "how kind everybody is," and started out. But the man snapped "Nella camerata" and I was taken into a little room, stripped and searched. When I returned I found a group of men plunging their hands into my dressing bag and suitcase and 132 A NATION AT BAY turning the contents upside down. Every scrap of paper was scrutinized and discussed and every garment shaken out and held up before this crowd of men. The person who had examined me was the only other woman in the place. A soldier found a pack of worn playing cards in one of the bags and told me these were forbid- den. He said, "I must destroy them." I was so angry by this time, I could hardly contain myself but I said smiling, "Do what you like with them. Give them to your friends, or your children, if you wish." He turned very red and tore them in bits. Into this heated scene strode the Chief and de- manded every paper I had with me. His ques- tions were searching and peculiarly insulting while his manner was that of one who was dealing with a particularly vicious criminal. I handed over my credentials, my notes, card case, letters and even the newspaper I had been reading when I left the train. The latter he threw on the floor and in a very few minutes I saw that he had little or no knowledge of English. An elderly gentle- EASTWARD HO! 133 man who seemed quite ashamed of the treatment given me, offered to read the various papers, which he did witli some difficulty. Then followed a long and very noisy argument. I gathered the first man had decided the minute he saw me that I was a spy, and his manner made me believe that my ultimate (Latin) destination would be the rock-hewn, undersea dungeons of some noisome Italian jail! His disappointment, when he found there could be no charge made against me, was a positive pleasure for me to witness. My letters from the Secretary of State and from the American Ambassador in London (writ- ten for an earlier journey but equally good on this one) were too much for him. So at last I was allowed to go — after he had flung my papers down so that half of them fell on the floor and I had to pick them up. Thinking it wise to show how dignified I could be under adverse circumstances, I sailed out with head high, smihng but with a hot, red spot on either cheek, only to be followed 134 A NATION AT BAY by a roar of laughter. On reaching my com- partment I found that the desired effect had been rather dashed by a yard or two «f pink rib- bon from a forgotten bow that trailed behiad rae, and had in some way become entangled with a greasy paper bag so that my haughty progress must have resembled that of an indignant kite ! At Milan I found that the train for Rome had been gone an hour, so, lugging my bags which grew heavier and heavier, I went out into the rainy streets, discovered a small but comfortable hotel near the station, and had another all too- short night's rest. At six-twenty, in a violent downpour, my train left for Rome and there I was lucky in catching the Naples Express. In the dining-car my seat happened to be opposite that of an Italian naval officer who glared at me ferociously all through dinner. When the coffee was served he could bear it no longer and pointing to the large enameled Red Cross, which I always wore when traveling in the war zone, he demanded, "What is that you are wearing, signora.^" EASTWARD HO! 135 When I told him that it was the Royal Order of the Serbian Red Cross, he looked rather flat and said that seeing the two-headed eagle on it he could not think it anything but Hunnish. At midnight the train crawled into Naples and my bed soon claimed me. In the morning I had developed such a cold that my voice had nearly gone. I asked when the next boat was to leave for Athens and the clerk said at noon that day, but I would have to apply for permission and then wait ten days for advices from Rome. I simply sighed "That's an old story," and sought the American Consul. Mr. White, the Consul, was most sympathetic but he did not know what he could do except to send his secretary with me to the Prefectura, which he did. Mr. Garguilo first got my passport viseed by the Greek Consul then took me to the Italian authorities. We found our man in a big dingy room which was packed to suffoca- tion with Greek, Corsican and Sicilian seamen and I suspected that they each and all lived exclusively on garlic. 136 A NATION AT BAY Mr. Garguilo forced his way to the desk and talked a few minutes. The official looked over at me, stamped my passport, shook hands with Mr. Garguilo and turned again to his seamen. We got in Mr. White's car, which had been waiting, called at the hotel for my bags and went on board the steamer. Just as easy as that ! The boat was an awful tub and the accommoda- tions were most primitive. The cabins were in pairs opening, one on each side, on tiny corridors which ran at intervals from the dining salon. In the cabins were two berths on the inner wall and one under the port hole. That was all. Not a chair or a wash basin or any other thing but just those three extremely uninviting berths. At the end of each corridor was a basin with two tall taps standing so high above it that they splashed all over the place whenever they were turned on. One day a beautiful little eel, about five inches long, came merrily through into my tooth-wash glass. One could secure a little privacy by locking the door into the dining salon, but there was no EASTWARD HO! 137 guarantee that one's opposite neighbors would not want to wash and pounce out at inopportune mo- ments. In the morning I managed by rising very early, and during the day I would watch until my neighbors were on deck, then lock the corridor door until I had had a soul-satisfying scrub. The food was horrible and the service worse. We had terrific storms and there were frequent rumors of submarines — though how anyone could have detected their presence in such rough seas passes my comprehension. At Patras we got the news of the flight of Mr. Venizelos to Crete and immediately the young Greeks on board were aflame with patriotism. As has been often told, King Constantine of Greece had been more than suspected of playing a double game with the Allies. His former Prime Minister, Eleuthcrios Venizelos, great patriot and true friend of the Allies, had protested in vain against the secret pro-Germanism of the King's policy but in vain. The Queen, a sister of the Kaiser, had a most malign influence over her hus- band and he was as wax in her hands. While 138 A NATION AT BAY King Constantine was assuring the Allies of his friendly neutrality, he waj secretly corresponding with WiUielm of Germany and assuring him that it was only fear of Allied pressure that restrained him from openly declaring his sympathy with the Central Powers. Nearly every one of the Greek patriots on our ship left us to go by a vessel just about to leave the harbor, which would arrive in Athens a few hours before we should. They declared their in- tention of defying the King and aiding Mr. Veni- zelos in setting up a Government which would in- sure the integrity of Greece and balk the Pro- German plot of the Court. Many of these young men I afterwards saw in Salonika with the forces of the Provisional Government. On arrival at Athens, we found the whole town bumming with excitement. The guards around the palace were doubled and at all hours of the day and night small groups of cavalry would dash past the hotel or we would hear the shuffle and tramp of hoofs. Squads of French marines were marching through the principal streets EASTWARD HO! 139 and one night a mob threatened to stone the French Legation. No one was allowed to walk on the Legation side of the street after that. The first morning I was in Athens a friend said that if I would ask I could have an audience with the Queen, but my cold was so bad that it seemed unwise to do so since I did not wish to court influenza. In the afternoon a similar suggestion was made with regard to an interview with Prin- cess Andrew, sister-in-law of the King, to which I gave the same excuse. I hoped to see Mr. Venizelos and hear from his own lips the true state of affairs, if I could get to Salonika (I believe that it was well known in the Greek Court that I had no desire to see the Queen before I did know the truth). The American Min- ister, Dr. Garrett-Droppers, assured me that this was impossible as Salonika was a "port of war'* and entirely under military control. No person who was not actually engaged in some way in the conduct of the war, was supposed to be allowed to go there and the restrictions were very severe. 140 A NATION AT BAY However, he offered to introduce me to Sir Fran- cis Elliott, the British Minister. The interview was very short. Sir Francis seemed in a very nervous state, which was small wonder considering the heavy responsibilities de- volving upon him. So after Dr. Droppers had told him my aims and wishes, I spoke up: "Sir Francis, I know how busy you are and so I will not waste your time. If you can let me go say so, and if you cannot I'll just go away and try to be satisfied." The Minister looked at me sharply a moment. "We'll see what we can do," he replied. Calling his secretary, he sent us down stairs to the Bureau des Allies. Here I filled in the usual application form and produced the perpetually required photographs. Then I was ushered out into the garden where a thick-set, youngish-look- ing man in a bowler hat, looked into my very soul and asked a few more questions. Then he asked Dr. Droppers something which I did not hear, and turning to me, said, "This passport must be viseed by the French, English, Italian and EASTWARD HO! 141 American Consuls here. That will take time but when it is done you may go to Salonika." "I'll start on it now so as to sail tomorrow,'* I answered. Everybody laughed at my hurry and the official said: "Well, if you are in such haste, I will attend to it for you. It will probably cost about fifteen francs in Consular fees and I will send the pass- port around to you, in order, this evening." I was amazed at his kindness, for everybody was rushed to death in Athens at that time owing to the unsettled state of Greek affairs and the very real danger to the Legation from Anti- Venizelist mobs. During my short stay in Athens I was much surprised at the very outspoken way in which the Greek situation was discussed by the public. In restaurants, cafes, shops and hotels no one mod- erated his voice in commending Mr. Venizelos and criticising the King. I heard officers in uniform openly say that if Constantine did not come out plainly on the side of the Allies at once they would join the ex-Prcmicr in Salonika on his 142 A NATION AT BAY arrival there, which was expected to take place about ten days later. The hairdresser at the hotel told mc gravely that Mr. Venizelos was "divine" and that his every word was "inspired by God." The man was in- telligent and fairly well educated and said thousands of Athenians felt and believed as he did. I was mucli interested as I had heard both foreign residents and Greek officers say this was the popular feeling. In the evening a messenger arrived with my passports. The next morning I spent at New Phaleron where I inspected the Frothingham In- stitute, an establishment where Serbian orphans were being cared for by the great generosity of John Frothingham of New York. These children had been gathered from refugee camps where they were wandering forlorn and in terrible condition, having become separated from their parents. I was told that all had been in an extremely bad state when taken in charge by the institute. Then they were starved and ill, EASTWARD HO! 143 suffering from skin diseases, frost bites and vari- ous injuries. But when I saw them they were well and looked happy, though on many of the little faces there were the ineffaceable traces of the suf- fering they had undergone. They filed before me, shaking hands solemnly, and saying in Eng- lish, "How do you do." I had come prepared with a large box of sugared almonds, one of which I popped into each little mouth to the surprise and joy of the recipients. Then the boys and girls stood in a group and sang the Serbian National Anthem and "Yankee Doodle came to town, riding in a ponec." Even the tiniest tot put up his little head, opened his wee mouth wide and sang out lustily. While I was talking to the children one was referred to as "Our bad boy." The boy evidently understood what was said for he hung his head and looked very sheepish. Then they told me that one of his exploits within the past twenty-four hours had been to climb a tele- graph pole in front of the institute and encourage 144 A NATION AT BAY the little boys to do the same until the poles from end to end of the road were draped with cheering Serbian orphans. And another of his pranks was to turn the tap of the big water reservoir to see the water splash and run away down the dusty garden. As all the water had to be brought by hand, this was quite a serious piece of mischief. However, I looked at him and said: "I like bad boys for I believe that if a child knows he is bad he generally tries very hard to be good, and, if he tries hard enough he generally succeeds in laying the foundation of a good character and becomes a fine man — so I do like bad boys." This seemed a surprising point of view and all the children said they would try to be good! When I went away the children all stood on the steps and cheered lustily, "Hurrah for America." At noon, Miss Simmonds, an American Red Cross nurse who has done wonderful work for the Serbians, joined me on board one of the small steamers and after many formalities we sailed. There were three separate alarms of submarines EASTWARD HO! 145 the first day out. At every port we touched there were Venizelist demonstrations by the five hundred or more volunteers who sailed with us. At Volo feeling between our fellow-passengers and the townspeople ran high and shouts of "Zito, Venize- los" by those on board and the yells of opprobrium from the shore were deafening. On deck the people were packed like sardines both day and night because few of the men took berths owing to the warm weather. My canvas deck-chair recked with garlic after the first night, so I knew that some would-be warrior had slept in it. Miss Simmonds and I had been lucky enough to get a tiny cabin to ourselves, — so tiny that we had to dress in our bunks much as one does in a sleeping car. The food was very good and the boat scrupulously clean, which was explained by the fact that the owners are Scotch. These boats, and those of the Italian line by which I returned, were very enjoyable exceptions to the usual run of boats out there. The Greek vessels are simply abominable in every detail, of food, service and accommodation. 146 A NATIO?^ AT BAY Miss Simmonds (or "Emmy Lou" as she was called by her intimates), Mr. Herbert Corey, the war correspondent, and Mr. Petchar, a Serbian Government official who had been charged to look •after me by Mr. Balougditch, Serbian Minister to Greece, and I formed the party of four which gen- erally managed to occupy the whole platform, and here we argued and gossiped and settled the Affairs of Nations to our heart's content. Approaching Salonika, we had to wait some time for the examining officials to come on board and were much interested in watching life on a cruiser Avhich lay close by. It was near sunset and the fishing boats were coming in. They were a lovely sight with their patched sails shining like gold in the orange glow from the West and their hulls painted rosy pink, vivid green or deep ma- roon. Before us lay the curving line of buoys marking the guarded entrance to the harbor, and, rising across the bay, Eternal Olympus watching over all. At the last moment we were allowed to enter — the entrance is closed at sunset — and I saw a Emily Louisa Simmons pa EASTWARD HO! 147 different harbor from the one of a year earlier. It was now filled with war vessels, great battle- ships, cruisers, destroyers; tiny launches darted in and out ; bugle calls floated over the water and the circling aeroplanes came slowly down the sky. A huge hydro-aeroplane swooped down to the surface of the bay like a monstrous dragon-fly, while, stately and beautiful in their pure wliite paint with the green band around their hulls and the great red cross painted on each side, lay the splendid ships, with their loads of sick and wounded men — the Hospital Ships. Two or three of these cleared daily for Malta, or France, or England, so great was the burden of sickness and wounds laid upon the "Armies of the Orient." Some of these vessels were attacked by submarines and, as we know, in several instances the Hun sat- isfied his blood-lust with the lives of these broken and suffering men and the nurses and doctors who tended them. CHAPTER Xy Salonika The harbor of Salonika when I arrived from Athens was crowded with AlHed troops and all the paraphernalia of war. A new Custom House and large, clean ware- houses had been built since my last visit and ships were unloading stores, provisions, munitions, guns, ambulances, troops, hospital units and kicking mules in a seemingly inextricable jam. Mountains of baled hay were neatly stacked near the shore- end of the docks and bags of oats were piled up beside them. Lumber and mysterious cases filled another enormous space while winding in and out among the press came columns of troops looking fit for any work — or play ! The whole town was aflutter with the Allied flags now settling slowly down as night fell. My old room at the Oljmpos Palace was ready and 148 SALONIKA 149 friends came to call as a preceding boat had brought word that I hoped to come. The town was clamorous with troops of a dozen nationalities and every shade of color — English, French, Russians, Italians, Serbians, Annamese, Senegalese, Congolese, and American war corre- spondents bravely clad in tweed or khaki. There were nurses in white and blue and gray, doctors, surgeons and orderlies ; Greeks, Jews, Serbians and Macedonian refugees. Every known language seemed to be spoken and every tint of the rainbow worn. It was like a tapestry of color woven on a background of khaki and hung against the white walls of the old Thessalonian city. I have been told that "women who ask ques- tions" were particularly unwelcome to the author- ities, so I set about my business ver}' silently. The only questions I ever asked were absolutely concerned with m}' own work and I soon found plenty of that to occupy me. First there were the American and Serbian Consuls to be seen. Mr. Kehl, the American Con- sul, was far from cordial when I first saw him, 150 A NATION AT BAY and after a short conversation I could not blame him. It appeared that various relief organizations in America, our own among them, had been send- ing goods out to Salonika "in care of the Ameri- can Consul" with a calm request that these large boxes and bales should be forwarded to Nish or Monastir, or be distributed among the camps there in Salonika, but omitting to send funds for the freight or portage. This, therefore, had to be paid out of the Con- sul's own pocket, as the associations had no repre- sentatives on the spot to whom he could apply, and naturally the Consul felt the imposition. It was, of course, merely lack of thought on, the part of those who had sent the goods, but when I promised to see that the matter should be corrected Mr. Kehl, who is only too glad to help in the good work, forgave us all and both he and Mrs. Kelil were very kind to me during my stay in Salonika. Then, accompanied by Mies Simmonds, I began the round of the hos- pitals and camps. SALON KA 151 There were many pitiful sights and many more heart-breaking stories, but, on the whole, the poor refugees were comfortably housed in tents and wooden barracks and a school had been started for the children. Many of these had lost their parents or, in some cases, the parents were so dazed with the misery they had endured that the little ones were almost as badly off as if they were actually orphaned. Miss Simmonds was to take some of these children back to New Phaleron to be cared for by the Frothingham Institute. In the tent wards of the Scottish Women's Hos- pitals I saw many Serbian soldiers and among them three old friends, soldiers who had been in Madam Grouitch's hospital in Belgrade three years be- fore. They remembered me and called out feebly "Sestro, Vinchestare !" They had not forgotten that I had told them I had lived in Winchester and that the people there would send aid to the sick and suffering of Serbia. In several other hospitals the Serbians were be- ing cared for by the English and French and one day in the Place Liberte, I came face to face with 152 A NATION AT BAY that spkndid woman, Dr. Rosalie Slaughter j\Ior- ton. She had been warmly welcomed at Salonika and was invited to work with the French surgeons among the Serbian wounded. My work in Salonika was to inspect the con- dition of the refugees in the camps and hospitals ; to find out just what form of effort on the part of my Committee in America would be most accept- able; to straighten out the questions of the for- warding of freight to different points by the kind- ness of the American Consuls and of funds for such forwarding, porterage, etc. ; these last not the least important items since we were sending large quantities of foodstuffs and clothing as well as medical supplies. This took time for every- bod}' was so busj' that I often had to go several times to get a ten-minute interview with some man who really had not ten seconds to spare. But I had not taken this long, dangerous and fearfully expensive trip to be balked by volumes of detail. So I inspected, investigated, questioned and worried everybody and everything that con- cerned Serbian Relief until my note-book was full SALONIKA 153 and every vexed point had been covered and thor- oughly cleared up. Wlien I started back to face my Com- mittee, if there was anything that I did not know about refugees or hospitals for Serbians or general relief in refugee camps, that thing was not worth discussing! My work was done. Miss Simmonds, Mr. Corey and I used to desert the hotels and dine at the "Restaurant of the White Tower," where the food was excellent and the service passable. Here we would often invite one or two of the youthful British officers to join us for coffee and it was really touching to see how glad these lonely, home-sick boys were to talk with people of their "o^vn kind." The nurses and doc- tors are, as a rule, too busy to talk to them unless they are ill and, though there was a large amount of feminine society to be found in the restaurants and concert halls, it was of a particularly undesir- able type. On my return to England, I carried many messages to the parents of these young men and they were most appreciative of such "uncen- 154 A NATION AT BAY sored" news as I could give. I do not mean that I carried forbidden letters but oral messages which, brought by one who had talked recently with their dear sons, were very precious. CHAPTER XVI Off to The Front After I had completed my Avork in Serbia and was preparing to depart for England and Amer- ica to continue the solicitation of funds for the Serbian cause, I was invited to call on Colonel Dr. Sondermayer, head of the Military Medical Service of the Serbian Army. In spite of his Teutonic sounding name the Colonel is a true and patriotic Serb, but he speaks only Serbian and German. During my visit at his office, he hap- pened to mention that he was going up to Ostrovo on the following day. At this I started forward and said, "I'd give a year of my life for such an opportunity." My work in Serbia prior to this time had been confined to hospital and administration work, both in the Bulgarian War and during the typhus epidemic at the beginning of the European War. 155 156 A NATION AT BAY And at this time I was about to return to the United States to continue the War Relief work on the lecture platform, which I had started the year before. I had been at the front before in former years, and I had seen the war in all its severity but things had now changed. Serbia was for the mo- ment not at bay. With the Allied aid she was actually driving the enemy back, back over the tortured country. Here was the chance to see Serbia regenerated, doggedly contesting every inch of the advance to her capital at Belgrade. So when Colonel Sondermayer said he would take me with him on his next trip, I was quite un- able to eat or sleep for excitement. It wasn't mor- bid curiosity. Heaven knows I had seen enough that was morbid in the three previous years. I wanted to see the Allied soldiers winning — driving back the enemy — victorious. It was not until five days later, however, that Colonel Sondermayer dashed into the hotel with ; the demand "Can you be ready in half an hour?" \ "Of course," I replied. In ten minutes Miss OFF TO THE FRONT 157 Simmonds had lent me a soldier's cap and other \ military paraphernalia. A Red Cross brassard was pinned on my arm and with a tooth brush, soap and not much else in a knitting bag, I was ready to go to the Front. This was the inauspicious and particularly un- impressive way in which I started on my career as a soldier. The town was jammed with people, as Mr. Venizclos was to arrive that day. The streets and houses were decorated with flags and wreaths of flowers; brilHant draperies flaunted from the windows and all wheel-traffic in the main streets was halted. We crept out of town through the narrowest back streets one ever imagined. Every soul in Macedonia seemed to be coming into town and it is little exaggeration to say that we were the only ones going out. Our rattling Ford seemed to eat up the miles as we flashed past the English and French camps and over the level plains, with now and then a stone hut or a ruined cottage, an occasional shep- herd or goat-herd with their flocks and now and 158 A NATION AT BAY again a dead horse with a pack of wild dogs tear- ing and fighting over his thin carcass. There were little groups of gaunt unhappy-looking peas- ants squatting by the roadside or wearily plod- ding on toward the city. Some were Greeks, some were Macedonians, but many were obviously Ser- bians. Just at sunset we came to a long ridge of low hills and on their slopes, blending with the earth and rocks in such a way as to be nearly invisible from a little distance, were the tents of the Ser- bian Escadrille. Colonel Sondermayer's son was stationed here. We stopped just long enough to wish him good-luck and went on our way. Around the turn of the ridge we glimpsed a great tent hospital capable of holding a thousand men. Above it pegged, out on the slope and visible to aeroplanes for miles, was an enonnous white expanse of canvas with a huge red cross in the middle. This hospital has been bombed by enemy airmen several times and a number of patients and others have been killed. Kultur is practised on the Eastern front as well as in France! Colonel Doctor Sondermayer OFF TO THE FRONT 159 The moon came up and we started climbing. Trees and bushes began to stand out sharply in the silvery light and the sound of water rushing down the rocky crevices by the roadside told us that we were approaching Vodena, ("The Waters") a hill-town of great antiquity. The wall of rock rose higher on our right and on the left we could now see the flash of a waterfall. Suddenly a turn in the road plunged us into a street — but such a street! It was narrow and paved with rough stones over wliich Ave bounced and swayed perilously. On either side were low, open shops like those in any Eastern bazaar, trees often growing up tlirough the overhanging eaves, the sides and counter hung and piled with bright-hued wares. For some reason there was a great quantity of vivid red cotton goods everywhere displayed, though I never saw any of it in use, — except as forming the great red crosses invariably pegged out on the ground near tent hospitals. Frequently in the middle of the street, which widened to allow traffic to pass. 160 A NATION AT BAY were great trees and an occasional public fountain with a rude drinking-trough for the animals. Coming out into a broader street, we saw before us a dimly-lighted Avhite building much more pre- tentious than any we had seen since leaving Salonika and here we got out of the car (to the great relief of our stiffened limbs) and entered a large room with a few tables scattered about and a long counter, or bar, at one side. There were several Serbian officers and a few civilians drink- ing coffee and talking excitedly and they told us that an enemy airplane had been detected ap- proaching the town about an hour before, but it had veered away to the east without doing any damage. Everyone was wondering if it would return. A supper of coarse bread, rather "musty" fried eggs and beer was placed before us and we had, of course, the inevitable coffee, hot and syrupy as it is always served in the Balkans. Then a grimy man, who seemed to be the pro- prietor, showed me up to a small room containing two beds of particularly uninviting aspect, a washstand with a very small jug and basin, no OFF TO THE FRONT 161 water, and a rickety chest of drawers with a mir- ror over it which distorted one's face into a most hideous grimace. On my demand for water, the man brought me a tin mug full (perhaps a quart), and a towel as thin as paper about eight- een inches square and with a very large hole in the middle of it! With these facilities having somewhat removed the stains of travel, I prepared to retire. At the earliest peep of day I was outside the hotel and glad to be there. Going around the corner where the Colonel's window was, I whistled and in a moment there was a head out of every window except his. Just at that minute he appeared around the corner and seeing me he clapped his hand to his head and exclaimed, "Heavens, what a night!" and I gath- ered that he, too, had liad his troubles. As I absolutely refused to enter the place again we got the car and went up to the railroad station where some Serbian military map-makers had a camp ; here we were most cordially received and had breakfast. Seated on soap-boxes we were served 162 A NATION AT BAY with bread, Scotch short-bread, goat's cheese and copiously-sweetened tea served in glasses. It was all done so kindly and with such exquisite courtesy that the odd fare seemed to be the best one could possibly have and I shall long remember that hour spent at the camp at Vodena station while the sun cast a rosy glow on the distant mountains, and birds began to sing just as if I there was no such thing as sorrow or mortal agony, nor half our world bathed in blood. CHAPTER XVII *'The American Unit" After breakfast Colonel Sondermayer had to inspect a train-load of sick and wounded men who were on their way down to Salonika from the front. I went with him. Two Serbian ladies were distributing cigarettes and chocolate to the men who packed the train. The sick men sat on the seats with the worst cases lying across their knees or on the floor. They were a pitiful sight. Even the longed- for cigarettes could not bring a smile — just a languid half salute and a murmured "Fala." There was a constant stream of fever-stricken men being sent down at that time, though the Serbians stood the climate infinitely better than the French and English. Just before the sun rose we packed ourselves into the Ford and started for Ostrovo. Passing 163 164 A NATION AT BAY again through the town, we stopped at a tobacco shop and bought out the stock of cigarettes, as we had heard that the wounded near the Front had been three days without them. All the little shops were open and peasants were coming in with ox-wagons filled with straw and vegetables. An officer on horseback dashed up to the car, asked a question or two, saluted and gal- loped away. Sentries stepped forward, saw the uniform and red crosses, saluted and stepped back into their doorways. Rattling, bumping and skidding, we crept out of town and began our descent from Vodena. The dust was deep and came up in clouds while the air before us was dim with it. A French sol- dier, in the gray-blue uniform, and with his steel lielmet painted the same shade, sat panting by the roadside and ten yards further on we passed two more. Then rounding a rocky corner we came upon the rear guard of a column of French and Senegalese troops on their way to the Front. We had to enter at the rear of this column and work our way carefully through. It was exceed- THE AMERICAN UNIT 165 ingly dangerous, both for us and for the soldiers, since the dust made it impossible to see anything more than ten feet ahead. We would crawl through the masses of men and dash past a huge "camion," only to pull up with a jerk to avoid an officer on a sweating, plunging horse, or a mule laden with bulging mysterious burdens closely covered with canvas and roped to the high pack-saddle. The Colonel was nearly strangled by the dust. He kept his handkerchief over mouth and nose, only removing it to shout to the men to make way. lAs he knew they would not understand Serbian fhe fell into the common error of thinking that his only foreign language would be more intelligible so used German! Of course, the French soldiers, seeing our uni- forms and brassards, and the red cross on the car, knew that we were all right, but the big Senegalese, hearing the "hated language," brought their rifles forward with a threatening ges- ture which made it necessary for me hastily to lean out and, in my very best French, beg them to please make way for "M. le Docteur Serb." 166 A NATION AT BAY These Senegalese were fine fellows and in their horizon-blue French uniform, with the "soup basin" steel helmet, were very formidable in ap- pearance. They were a cheerful lot, jok- ing and singing, in spite of the heat and dust which made their brown faces look like wet choco- late and their eyelashes and woolly hair resemble jute. Their white teeth and eyeballs gleaming, they roared and rollicked along. I saw one jet-black, bullet-headed youth sitting by the road- side addressing a merry ditty to his big, blistered black foot while two others, roaring with laughter, prepared to soap the inside of his boot. The Frenchmen appeared full of nervous energy, though they did not sing or laugh. Often they saluted our cross and once or twice they gave us a hearty cheer, crying "Vive la Serbia," as we passed. At last we gained the head of the column and here a fine-looking French officer rode beside us for a time, asking questions. Everybody seemed to have the question habit except me ! At last he left THE AIMERICAN UNIT 167 us with many good wishes and compliments on both sides. The country was now very beautiful and fine military roads were in process of being made. We often turned off on to the level turf to avoid a long stretch of newly-dumped road i la- terial, or places where the road bed had been ex- cavated in preparation for it. On our left were the long slopes of rolling hills and on the right a calm river with willows over- hanging the water whence occasionally a few wild ducks, or a big blue heron would rise and fly away as we dashed by. If I often refer to our mode of progress as "dashing" it is because that ex- actly describes it. We would "dash" along at a good speed, hit a rock or a big hole, slow down a minute to make sure that our engine was still in its place, then "dash" on until we struck another obstacle ! After a couple of hours' ride, we halted before a gap in the low hills, which now lay on our right, and between them I saw a lovely sight. Imagine a group of white tents, with neat walks bordered by stones running before and between them, and 168 A NATION AT BAY t in a large open space great trees spreading their branches over an altar before another, much larger tent; among them busy women in gray, or white, or khaki. Small ambulances stood in front of i'. white tent in the immediate foreground and nearby gossiped a little group of men who, I found, were convalescent Serbian soldiers acting as stretcher-bearers. This was the American Unit of the Scottish Women's Hospitals which had been established in Corsica with money raised by Miss Burke and m3'self in America in the spring. It had been removed from Corsica and set up at Ostrovo when the Serbian troops pushed northward and into their own country again. s The doctors, surgeons, nurses and ambulance I drivers were all women and these latter were often i young girls who had been brought up in the ; utmost luxury. But here they were, in khaki skirt, 4 flannel shirt, heavy boots and with hair "bobbed" ; to save the trouble of dressing it, driving their cars up to the dressing station or to the railway, in sun, wind, or rain, by day or night, hopping THE AJVIERICAN UNIT 169 I down to do their own repairs or to "doctor" a I balky engine. And all these devoted women had only one word of complaint — that they were not allowed to establish themselves nearer the firing line. Their head was Dr. Bennett, a most efficient and capable person, a strict disciplinarian and pos- sessing a particularly "British" personality. She came, I believe, from New Zealand, and the con- duct of her hospital proved the highly executive ability of a voting woman! If American women only prove themselves as able in this war as the British women have done, the American men will have to look to their laurels at the polls or all the offices will soon be held by the newly-made "citi- zens." I was shown through the immaculate wards of the hospital and distributed the cigarettes which we had bought at Vodcna. It was touching to see how eagerly the men watched our approach. In many cases it was necessary for me to put the cigarette into the wounded man's mouth and light it for him. Then a box would be left be- 170 A NATION AT BAY tween each two men to be shared by them. As we looked back from the door of each tent a j feeble cheer of "Givela Amerika" followed us. At \ the entrance of one tent lay a dying man who, iwhen he saw my basket, gasped, "Sestro, cigar- l ette." I put one in his mouth, lighted it ; he drew I a deep breath and died the happier because he ) ]had tobacco. In another ward lay a young man not of the Serbian type. As I paused to put the cigarette into his mouth the nurse said, "He is a Bulgarian officer who was taken prisoner last night." The man, hearing the word, "Bulgarian," shrank from me and a look of defiance came into his eyes. But to any woman who has nursed wounded men, any injured man is only a poor boy, so I laid my hand on his forehead and smoothed back his hair. The tears came into his eyes and rolled down his pale cheeks. Then with his left hand ho raised the coverlet and showed me the stump of his right arm. The nurse said that his right leg, too, was so mangled that they did not know whether they could save it. Major Dot-tor C;elil)ert at Salonika and Surgeons of Scottish Woman's IIosj)ital THE AMERICAN UNIT 171 Later in the day, the Prince-Regent, Alexan- der, made a tour of inspection through the hos- pital and when he came to this bed he asked the man if he was well treated there : "Yes, Prince," said the Bulgar. "Did you think 3'ou would receive kindness at our hands?" asked Prince Alexander: "No, Prince," was the reply. "Why not?" No answer. *'Is it because you treat our wounded and pris- oners so cruelly?" demanded the Prince. The man's face turned slowly crimson as he replied in a low voice, "Yes, Prince." A Mass was held under the trees for the souls of the men who had died in that hospital. Prince Alexander, Prince George, Admiral Trou- bridge and a number of other distinguished offi- cers, Serbian, French and English were present. The medical staff of the hospital stood facing the Royal party, at right angles to the nurses and visitors. The tents made a background for the altar and the gorgeously vestmented priest, and a convalescent Serbian soldier served as acolyte. 172 A NATION AT BAY It was an unforgettable scene, this little nook between the hills only visible from the road directly before it or from the sky overhead, in which lay pain and sacrifice, death and life, fearless men and devoted women. Over us the red cross and the blue sky, in the soft air the smell of incense and solemn murmured words of prayer. It was the first time Prince Alexander had visited this hospital and a luncheon had been pre- pared. The mess tent was decorated with flags in his honor and long white tables were placed along the sides. The Prince-Regent sat at the middle one with Dr. Bennett on his right and myself on his left. Beyond Dr. Bennett was Prince George and at my left sat Admiral Troubridge, a hand- some white-haired Englishman who had distin- guished himself by suddenly appearing by some m^'sterious route, on the Danube early in the war with a British gun boat, and who is now attached to Prince Alexander's Stajff. Opposite was General Vassitch, Chief of Staff and Colonel Dr. Sondermayer. The Prince was most interested in hearing of THE AMERICAN UNIT 173 my work in America and asked many questions as to America's attitude toward the war and espec- ially toward Serbia. He urged me to tell my friends in America how deeply he appreciated what America had done, and was doing, for his suffering people and said he wished to see me in Salonika before I returned home that we might have a further talk. "But, Madame, you must have seen many hos- pitals," he added. "If you want to see real war and conditions out here, why do you not go up nearer to the front?" "Your Highness, I would like to go as far as possible," I replied. He spoke across the table to General Vassitch, who saluted, then turned to me. "How far do you want to go?" he asked. "Just as far as you will allow me," was my quick answer. They all laughed and Colonel Sondermayer got his instructions, which were to take me up to Old Vrbeni, the headquarters of Voivode Mishitch, Commander-in-Chief of the Serbian Army. So my wildest hopes were realized. I was to see the battle front! CHAPTER XVIII Approaching the Battle Line At this time the Serbians, French and English had succeeded in driving the enemy back as far as a place called Brod on a very recent offensive. Here both sides had "dug in." The Serbian i lines were just outside Brod, while the enemy lines I ran through the streets of this Serbian town. I Thither we directed our course the day following ^ my official permission. The afternoon of my last day at the hospital ^as spent in climbing the hills around the liospital whence we could get glimpses of the town of Ostrovo and of the road leading a.way to the Front. Occasionally an ambulance would crawl out of the far hills and come down the winding road to the hospital. Now and again an aeroplane would float into view and circle about, reflected in the glassy mirror of the 174 APPROACHING THE BATTLE LINE 175 Lake of Ostrovo — and then suddenly dart away in the direction of Fiorina. That evening Dr. Bennett, Colonel Sonder- mayer and I dined with General Vassitch in an upper room of a stone house in the ruined and almost deserted village nearby. The entrance was through a gap in a rough wall, then through a cobbled courtyard which had once evidently been a cow-byre, and up a flight of dangerously uneven stone steps. The room was roughly plastered but dazzlingly bright with fresh whitewash and around the rude table, which stretched from end to end of the place, were a most splendid lot of keen-eyed, bronzed, broad-shouldered Serbian oflS- cers. The General sat at the head of the table. He was studying English and improved his oppor- Itunity by practicing it on us. He was reading IDickens, he told us, and he was most enthusiastic / over it. Nearly all these officers spoke either French or German and conversation was as gen- I eral as the long table would permit. Toasts were I drunk in ttie^light native wines, songs were sung 176 A NATION AT BAY and old campaigns fought over. It was a most exhilarating evening and I at last left the hospitable gathering and went out into the brilliant October night feeling that "Life is full of a number of things" and that it was given to me to share most fully in it. I slept at the hospital that night, and having been assigned to the tent of an absent member of the Unit, I was soon in bed — but, alas, I could not sleep. A camp cot is a length of canvas on a frame, and if you know how to manage you can sleep on it with great comfort, but I did not have the necessary knowledge. There were plenty of warm covers that had been placed on the cot by kindly hands, but I felt nearly frozen. It was a very cold night and my coat and dress and a mackintosh which was in the tent were all piled on top of me by morning — and still I shiv- \ ered. No one had thought to tell me — and I did not discover until too late to profit by it — that one must put something warm under one in a camp bed, else there is nothing between one and the chilly APPROACHING THE BATTLE LINE 177 air but a sheet and one thickness of cold, hard canvas. This was the second night of wakefulness, but dawn found me eager and ready for another long day of adventurous effort. After a hasty break- fast we bade the splendid women of the hospital good-by and started again toward the sound of the guns. Along the shores of the beautiful lake, with its tiny islands bathed in the rosy light of just-bef ore-sunrise, through a valley of deep clog- ging sand and then a long ascent into the rocky hills over which our gallant Ford struggled and coughed and rattled and tugged. Sometimes we would have to wait, turned sidewise on some almost precipitous slope while the engine gathered itself together for some supreme effort to get us to the top. Once there, we slid and bounded and almost tumbled down over big stones and holes, only to begin another toilsome climb worse than the last. We overtook and passed the French troops of our yesterday's meeting, but now they were seated 178 A NATION AT BAY by the roadside, having their morning meal, and they waved their steel helmets and cheered as we joggled by. At the edge of a level plain the road branched away to the left to the French base at Fiorina, but we kept to the right until the road curved into a little ruined village — Old Vrbeni. From the moment we took the road at the fork the flat country had shown signs of the heavy fighting which had so recently taken place over all this territory. Everywhere were rolls of cruel barbed-wire, neatly stacked shell cases and the baskets in which they are handled, broken rifles, scraps of metal and all the various debris of battle. The earth looked like rudely plowed land, so pitted and torn with shell holes was it, and everywhere were the rude earthworks which had been thrown up by Serb and Bulgar. Sometimes these were a long line of mud embankments behind which many men could shelter ; but more often the earth was scooped out in a tiny nest like a hare's '"form." Some of these faced North and some APPROACHING THE BATTLE LINE 179 South. There were many into which the earth had been roughly shoveled back and we knew that these held Bulgarian dead. The Serbians were buried in plots of ground carefully marked off by rows of field stones; over the graves were small wooden crosses, new and shining — yellow like gold. When we passed one of these, my companions crossed themselves and I think we all offered up a silent prayer for brave men living who are fighting for all that is true and just on earth, for liberty and for peace; and for brave men dead, who had fallen for these glorious ideals. Our car was turned through a gap in the hedge and we rolled into a level field. Before us we saw a tent into which stretchers holding motionless forms were being carried. This was the dress- ing station nearest to the Serbian line. Within the tent soldiers with their wounds dressed lay upon the bare ground, at best with only a handful of straw under them and still in their ragged and soiled uniforms. There were no ambulances up there and the 180 A NATION AT BAY wounded were brought in from the battlefield on stretchers carried by two men. We saw also a curious contrivance of two large wheels with a sort of stretcher hung from the axles. This could be managed by one man, though as it jolted over the stony ground the wounded man would groan in agony. Every time a man would cry out Colonel Sondermayer Avould flinch and his eyes grow dark with pain. When he spoke to or ex- amined men in the tents he was like a tender father. The soldiers adored him. After half an hour we went on to an inn on the other side of the village, and here I was presented to the Commander-in-Chief of the Serbian Army, Voivode Mishitch. Not tall, rather lightly built, this wonderful soldier does not impress a stranger with a sense of power until one meets the full, direct look of his eyes. Then one sees that here is a man. Calm, impersonal, his look bores into one's inmost being, and I should not care to see him angry — with me at any rate. He was much interested in hearing of my work and asked if I wanted to go yet nearer to the ^^^ir;^ T %i 11 Ml ■ft 7^ APPROACHING THE BATTLE LINE 181 battle line. To my emphatic affirmative he said, *'We will see what can be done," and after we had had coifee. Major Todorovitch, his aide-de-camp, was sent for, given his instructions, and we bade the Voivode "au revoir," climbed into our faithful car and started again toward the roaring guns. Just outside the village stood a group of cap- tive Bulgarian officers, whose guards saluted us, grinning with triumph as we passed. About a mile further on we saw eight hundred or more Bulgarian prisoners in their earth-brown uni- forms standing in groups by the roadside or bathing their feet in the ditch. The Serbian guards were sharing their scanty store of tobacco with these men and, remembering the horrors of the Bulgarians' treatment of Serbian prisoners and wounded upon the battle-field, I could only wonder at their charity. In the almost demolished villages we saw rag- ged, haggard women winnowing corn, tossing it in the air with weary gestures, while near them sat the pale, emaciated children who had forgotten how to romp and play, — whose only thought now 182 A NATION AT BAY seemed to be "when shall we get something to eat?" I picked up a little child and tried to fondle her, but she shrank away and began to wail in a feeble, frightened way and I had to turn her over to her mother for comfort. Further along the road a little girl lying on the low bank smiled at me, but her yellow skin drawn over the sharp bones told a tragic story. I stopped the car and went back to see if I could do anything, but when I spoke to her she did not answer. I took her in my arms but she was already dead. "What was { the trouble ?" I asked. "She was my child. She had great hunger," the /mother replied simply. I gave the mother some ' cakes of chocolate, which was all I had with me, I Iand some money, but the low voiced "Fala" of these wretched people was so hopeless that the tears ran down my face and I felt that my heart would break. Now the road was over rough undulations of ground, brown and sterile in appearance and with low mountains rising before me. Suddenly Major Todorovitch turning, cried, "Look !' — and far up APPROACHING THE BATTLE LINE 183 in the blue sky I saw a flash of silver as the sun glinted on a wire or a wing. Behind it in the clear air grew suddenly three tiny, fleecy puffs of cloud — then three more — and three more. The plane must have been "burning the wind," as it was not visible to us for more than five minutes altogether, and we had seen it as soon as it lifted over the mountains before us. It was a Serbian machine and the lovely, soft cloudlets were the deadly, exploding shrapnel with which the enemy batteries were pursuing it. Down the hillside came a string of mules, each laden with a sort of pack-saddle holding two rude chair-shaped structures and in one of these on either side sat a wounded man. Other wounded men began to meet us, some with roughly bound- up heads and with streaks of dried blood on their faces ; some with arms in improvised slings and one boy who limped by with a bandage around one leg and blood dripping from it to the dust. Where two stones, rudely set in the earth, marked a boundary. Major Todorovitch saluted. "Madame," he said, "I have the honor to in- 184 A NATION AT BAY form jou that you are the first woman of any nationality to enter reconquered Serbian terri- tory." All this time the thunder of guns had been growing louder and louder and at last we halted on a little plateau on which were a number of small tents and a line of fine cavalry chargers. Half a dozen officers, French and Serbian, came out to meet us and were surprised to see a woman — and above all, a foreign woman, — there. CHAPTER XIX The Battle When we came in sight of the front line trenches, the officers pointed out a hill on No- Man's-Land, situated between the opposing lines. This hill had been selected as the Serbian Head- quarters' Observation Post for the coming battle. I call it a hill, but it was really a small mountain, and the guns from both sides were considerably elevated to send their shells over it into the oppos- ing lines. I cannot say it was the safest place in the world to visit because a shell now and then does fall short. But this hill was "as far as possible," where I had wanted to go — and I went. I was actually "over the top," though not just as one who has not been there imagines it. But there I was between the enemy and our own front line trenches, with shot and shell screaming over 185 186 A NATION AT BAY my head, with men dying just below and behind me, and only chance and a four-foot-high rock between me and death. There were no barbed-wire entanglements erected before the trenches ; in fact, they had only been recently occupied and the line consolidated. Cavalry had taken part in the war on the French Front lately only in the Cambrai attack, but in the Eastern Front cavalry was quite commonly used in conjunction with the artillery at all times. At this time it was the intention of our party to go across a sheltered section of No-Man's-Land and up that steep hill on horses — but unfortu- nately I was not dressed for riding war-horses, so we all made the trip on foot. I don't know whether there is more glory in getting killed going **over the top" on horseback than on one's own feet — but we left the horses behind. The officers were obliged to toil up in riding boots with spurs and with the stiff, high collar of the trim Serbian uniform closely hooked up to their chins. Up the steep, rocky mountain side Major Todorovitch was most gallant, trying to THE BATTLE 187 help me over the roughest places, but as the path was exceedingly narrow, I soon found it easier for both when we walked in single file. The sun poured down upon us and a sultry Indian Summer haze spread over the valley below us. In the tiny village of Bee far down on our left the enemy shells were falling and the thunder of hidden guns near us was almost deafening. Some one handed me a big wad of cottoH wool with which I stuffed my ears — just m time, for we suddenly rounded a corner and carae upon a group ©f great guns in full action. They were shooting, with a high trajector}', over the crest of the mountain and their shells were falling in the village of Brod, just opposite. We were not yet at our destination, however, and after another fifteen minutes of strenuous climbing on the twisted path, we scrambled over a final stretch of slippery turf and found ourselves surrounded by a group of officers who had arrived there shortly before we did, and were shel- tered under a great rock on the summit. Colonel Milovanovitch, commanding the Morava Division, 188 A NATION AT BAY Colonel Vemitch, commanding the First Cavalry Regiment, and a number of others were just about to take lunch and I was at once given a place at the table. It was a curious experience. The thunder of the group of guns near us had now ceased, but the battle still raged on the plain below. After we were a little rested and refreshed, Colonel Milovanovitch said, "Would you like to see what is going on?" "Yes," I replied, "let me see all there is to be seen." I The Commander of the Serbians said, "Will you go further into Serbia than we have yet been, Madame?" And I, wondering, said "Yes." "Give me your hands," he said, "and lean out." So, i bending out over the valley from the brow of the \ precipice, I went, by the length of my own body, ■ further into Beautiful Serbia than the soldiers had gone. From the beginning of the war we have been told that this war is not spectacular: that the soldiers sit in their trenches and see nothing but THE BATTLE 18» the barbed wire in "No-Man's-Land" and an oc- casional bursting shell, or have to dodge a shower of "whiz-bangs" from an invisible enemy when the opposing trenches are not too far away. Interspersed with this not-too-exciting mode of warfare are the terrific artillery duels, the rolling clouds of poison gas, the fiendish jets of liquid fire and then, mercifully, "over the top," and vengeance wreaked upon the enemy with the cold steel. Therefore, when we approached the line of battle, I did not in the least know which phase I would see — I hoped to see it all! Under shelter of the rock they led me to the brink of a precipice and here I was able to stand between two great out-cropping leaves of stone, while I gazed at a battlefield spread in relief below. Level with the face of the precipice, and of course far below my eyrie, were the Serbian trenches with the big guns some distance behind them and the village, of which mention already has been made, some distance away on their left. Every now and then a Bulgarian shell would fall among the little red-tiled houses and a cloud 190 A NATION AT BAY of dust and whirling leaves would rise, circle about and slowly settle. Once a riderless horse galloped out and then a stretcher was carried slowly away toward the dressing station — then another and another. From the mountains still further to the left, which run like a great spine from Fiorina to Monastir and sweep round beyond in a rocky curve, came the great shells from the French guns and the white and dun clouds of vapor from the explosions formed constantly drifting veils over the tortured valley. On our right the Czerna River emerged from the mountains and flowed gently away into the hills again, and just in the elbow of the stream — the famous Czerna Bend — lay the village of Brod. In it Bulgarians swarmed, while their artillery roared spitefully just behind a low, rounded hill near the town. With the binoculars I could make out the earth-brown figures of the soldiers and the line of a trench. Before us in the distance, like a cluster of pearls against the dark mountains, lay Monastir, nine miles and in the milling pro- gress of the Allies, five weeks away ! THE BATTLE 191 The view from the Observation Post was more thrilling than anything I had anticipated. First of all there were few clouds of smoke to obscure our view and we were high enough above the bat- tlefield to see all of it at once. Even the Bul- garian trenches across the river lay open to our view, and with the glasses I could see their guns slide forward, smoke belching from their mouths, and then settle back, while a moment later the boom-m of the explosion would come dully to my ears. Then the shell would burst over, or near, the trenches below me and I would turn my eyes away from the welter of maimed and bloody forms below. Once I saw a group of men, perhaps eight of them, mashed to a gory pulp by three shells which fell close together in the Serbian line, and a man close by who had apparently been untouched, ■ but suffered a temporary derangement due pos- ■( sibly to tortured nerves, sprang out of the trench and, shaking his fists in the direction of the enemy, rushed blindly forward toward the river, into ; which he plunged and was lost to view. 192 A NATION AT BAY Still dazed and gasping, I heard Colonel Milo- vanovitch ask, "Would you like to give the signal ■ for our guns to recommence firing?" and, shaking with emotion, I nodded assent. So, in the name of American Womanhood, I gave the signal which sent shells roaring over the valley to fall in the Bulgarian trenches. And the * men behind me shouted "Givcla Amerika !" I was shaking from head to foot with excite- iment and the lust of battle. Major Todorovitch spoke, — "Calm 3'ourself, Madame; they have not just got our range up here yet. When it grows too dangerous we will take 3'ou away." "Do you think I am afraid.?" I cried. "I never \i lived before !" •a CHAPTER XX How I Became a Soldiee They may not have had our range on that hill — that is, the snipers did not; but it doesn't take heavy artillery long to get the range of the top of a hill in No Man's Land. The shells were constantly coming closer — those shells which I had just seen blow to pieces dozens of our brave allies. Yet, I can truthfully say, I was not afraid. It has been said that "Fools rush in where angels fear to tread," Perhaps this was my case, but it was all too thrilling — a wonderful experi- ence — and I could not tear myself away. The Commander-in-Chief stepped up to me while the battle was at its height. "Haven't you had enough of it yet?" he asked. **No, Excellency," was my reply. "Well you should have been a soldier," he said. 193 194 A NATION AT BAY "Make me one," I promptly responded. The Colonel of the First Cavalry Regiment instantly put in his word. "I want her to be made a member of mj' regi- ment," said he. And so, with the shells screaming over our heads at the most exciting m.oment of my life on that famous battlefield of Brod, in I October, 1916, I was made a member of the First Cavalry Regiment of the Royal Serbian Army. I was no longer a woman helper. I was now a soldier, and, as I write this, — the only American woman soldier in this great war. After my return to America, a large parcel containing the peculiar cloth of the uniform of the Serbian officer arrived, with the beautiful enamel "Cocarde" which is worn on the cap of every Serbian oflEicer. No honor which Serbia could bestow upon me could make me so proud as the right to wear this uniform, which has been rendered glorious by those heroic men who so long and so bravely have fought, and continue to fight, against such fearful odds and whose gentle- ness and patience under suffering have won the •n ^ '2 -age &H i^ ^ ^ o O O HOW I BECAME A SOLDIER 195 affection and admiration of every person who has worked among them. I was allowed to remain in my rocky nook until night began to fall and then was told to return to the dressing station and wait. "For what?" I asked, and the Commander said that he believed that I had brought them luck and they would try to cross the Czerna that night. "You will let me know when you make the ad- vance," I begged. There was a certain grim humor in my companion's eye as he said, "You'll hear us." And then I had to go. Down the mountain and over the plains, passing stretchers on which lay shattered bodies and from which, often, bright blood trickled down into the dust. An unlucky stumble by a stretcher-bearer would cause a quickly stifled moan from pale lips, and occasion- ally a brown hand would be lifted to a bandaged head in salute as we passed. Arriving again at Old Vrbeni, the hospital staff greeted us cordially and gave a cheer when they were told where I had been. 196 A NATION AT BAY "We hoped that you would be with us at luncheon and arranged to give you a real American dish but as you did not come we will have it prepared for 3'our dinner," said the Chief Surgeon. Now these brave men were living on the coarsest and scantiest of food and the country was denuded of everything, practically, so I wondered what they could have found for me. After a sketchy wash-up we sat down, with me at the head of the table were the higlicr officers, within the mess tent, and the younger ones at the other end, which ex- tended outside. Tlic lights were dim, flaring oil lamps and the tables were rough boards on trestles. There was a heavy hand-woven linen cloth at our end and clean paper spread over the places of the lesser officers at the other. We had two Frenchmen with us, one a great doctor and the other a 3"oung officer, just convalescent, who sat silent and brooding all through dinner. Such a dinner! In cur ears sounded the crash and roar of battle, and the moans of dying men. Sometimes a man in the hospital tent be- HOW I BECAME A SOLDIER 197 hind us would break into awful, hopeless sobbing and this would be checked by the choking cough, or horrid rattle, which told its own story of a soul passing into Eternity. Around our dimly lit table were surgeons, kindly-eyed doctors, bronzed officers with gleaming orders on their breasts ; and I felt my high privilege to be sitting there with men who had given all, dared all, and were pre- pared to sufl'er all for their country and her honor. The "American dish" was served with much ceremony — a beautifully prepared platter of ham and eggs ! Can you imagine how I felt ? — to sit there and eat this savory food when the gallant gentlemen who entertained me for weeks past had tasted nothing better than coarse broad and stringy goat's-flesh ! My throat rebelled at every delicious morsel, but to refuse would have been not only to give pain but to offer a deadly insult to these proud men who hold nothing to be too good for their guests and no sacrifice too great for any who befriend them. After dinner the younger men played on guitars 19S A NATION AT BAY and sang haunting melodies and stirring war- |songs. A peasant soldier who was brought in Iread three poems of his own composition. At /ease, and without a trace of embarrassment, he I took the seat placed for him near the least smoky lamp and in a clear, musical voice, he recited a ; wonderful epic poem, which told how the Crown Prince Alexander, when stricken by illness on the awful march through the snow-filled passes of the > Albanian mountains, refused to leave his men in order to gain comfort and safety more quickly. "No," he replied to their entreaties, "I belong >to you and my place is here." The pride of the King in his noble son and the love of the suffering people for them both were eulogized. Next he read a stirring battle song and finished with an exquisite Song of Home, telling of the love of the soldier for his little white-walled dwelling with its fields of grain, its fruit trees, flocks and flowers; the courage of the chaste, deep-bosomed women and the laughing, (fiery-spirited children. When he had finished each ofiicer shook his hand and then he turned to me. HOW I BECAME A SOLDIER 199 with a true poet's look in his blue eyes, and said, ^"I kiss the lady's hand for our kind sister Amer- ica." He raised my hand to his lips and, saluting, went out to join the reserves who were on their .way to the trenches. Just as the singers began another plaintive melody, there came a sudden lull in the sound of the fighting. Then, sounding surprisingly near in the keen autumn night air, came an outburst of cheering when with a renewed thunder of the big guns doubling their fury, the cracking of machine guns and the occasional bursting crash of bombs, the Serbian heroes left their trenches, dashed across the stretch of open plain and crossed the Czema River for the first time in their advance to Monastir. They drove the Bulgarians out, captured or killed hundreds and occupied the vil- lage of Brod ; — while we, back there in the ruined village of Old Vrbeni, cheered and sang and prayed for those who fought and won and those who suffered and died in the moonlight on the soil of their loved Serbia. As the stretchers came in with their piteous 200 A NATION AT BAY burdens they were greeted with triumphant songs of victory, and even men whose life blood was staining the shriveled grass at our feet, found strength to mutter "Givcla Serbia" before their eyes closed forever. My own soul was filled with an amazing sense of glory and my own country seemed more dear than ever before, — seeing what men could do for their native land, — and I sang I "America" in a broken and sadly unmusical voice, i but with all my heart in the words, while all those I blessed, blessed men took up the air and at the \ I end shouted again and again, "Givela, Givela, I Amerika." Whatever the years may bring to us, ) never again can I feel that Life has cheated me, for in these moments I lived and the memory will I be mine forever. At last the doctor insisted that I must get some rest, so I was put into a tiny tent in which a great bunch of belated marigolds had been placed, but there was not room for the flowers and me, and so they had to be put under the bed until I •was in it, when I brought them out and propped them again against the canvas wall. When at HOW I BECAME A SOLDIER 201 last sleep came, it was only in fitful snatches, for the sound of the fighting, mingled with the low murmurs of the wounded men in their wards near me, kept my mind full of the excitement and exul- tation which had marked the day. For the next five weeks there was continual fighting and gradually the Allied troops pushed the enemy back with fearful losses on both sides. Finally Monastir was recaptured and our troops entered the city amid the happy tears and rejoic- ing of the people. But the story of that advance, with its wake of blood, is not a pleasant thing to describe. It was war in all its horror, all its brutality, all its glory. Serbia's troops are only a little beyond Monastir today. The battle-lines are still drawn there. There is a dead-lock on the Eastern Front. Perhaps the Teutons will make another attempt to push us out of Serbia. The^"^ will not succeed. The Allied Armies must hold that Eastern gate against all odds. I might have gone back this Spring, but General Rashitch, when he was here with the Serbian Mis- 202 A NATION AT BAY sion in January, said to me, "My Sergeant, your duty to Serbia is here, pleading her Cause. You can do so much good here that I assign you to this work until further orders." CHAPTER XXI The Return When I started back again to America from the battle front to help the Serbian cause it was with mixed feelings since every atom of m}' being was crying out to remain with the Serbian troops. I met Colonel Sondermayer again at the little town of Old Vrbeni, whence I had previously started for the scene of battle. We planned to get under way on our return to Salonika at dawn. After my night's sleep in the hospital tent, as the first glimmer of day- break appeared, I was ready. And here arose a difficult}'. The orderly who the night before had laced the flaps of the tent — first the inner and then the outer one — had done it so securely that I was unable to get at the knots which were, of course, on the outside and there was nothing in the tent with which I could cut the 203 204 A NATION AT BAY cords. Outside Colonel Sondermayer stamped up and down, growling about women being always late, and there was I, ready even to my gloveci, trying to make him hear so that he might let mo out ! He was making so much noise himself that it was some time before my despairing cries could be heard, but at last he did hear and I was soon free. We had a hasty cup of coffee and a slice of toasted bread and started back to Ostrovo. Along the road we met troops marching up to their bases, but were so fortunate as not to get caught in another column. There were little groups of ragged refugees straggling up the road and on one rocky stretch of break-neck descent we passed a recklessly bounding car from which the long arm of Prince George waved us enthusi- astic greeting. The car flashed past us with such speed that all we could hear of his vociferous shouts was, "A la bonheur," and he was gone. An American nurse in Salonika told me that the nick- name of His Highness' chauffeur was "The Light- ning Conductor," because of his invariably THE RETURN 205 speedy progress. Remembering his uproarious passing, I suggested that his car might be called "The Stormy Petrol." Again the beautiful Lake of Ostrovo and the ruined stone village where we had dined — how long ago was it ? Counting by days only two ; count- ing by emotions, experiences, feelings, at least a year ! We drew up at the gap in the hills before the Scottish Women's Hospital and soon were talking "fourteen to the dozen" to Dr. Bennett, ': who left her work to greet us. Our time was so short and we had so much to discuss that it was only after I was again in the car and Joko had cranked up that I remembered the most personal thing of all and shouted above the din of the car, "I was the very first woman of any nationality to enter re-conquered Serbian territory." She waved a friendly hand and called "Bravo" as we turned into the road and began our journey to Salonika. Through the long, lovely valleys again, lunch- eon of bread and goat's-cheese on a rock by the smooth flowing river which furnished our only 206 A NATION AT BAY drink, then around the foot of the hill on which stood Vodena of uneasy memories. Again, we pulled up before the low stone huts and dun- colored tents of the Serbian Escadrille. Tadoya, Colonel Sondermayer's son, came to escort us to the mess tent. , Oh, the heat under that canvas top, "camou- I i flaged" though it was with green boughs ! And I the young enthusiasm of the youthful aviators I for their perilous work! They laughed and I sang and joked and called me "Mon colleague" I until, middle-aged as I am, I began to feel ) that perhaps the thin red wine which we were i I drinking might actually be "the Elixir of Life"; and when I found myself singing "Tit Willow" for them, I just knew it ! After this cheerful interlude we started again toward Salonika and at sunset our Ford rolled along the quay beside a Russian regiment which had just disembarked. Mr. Venizelos had arrived, amid great rejoicing, and was comfortably installed in a fine villa about two miles from the center of the town, where he was, I suppose, the very busiest man in Salonika. THE RETURN 207 With him had come Captain George Melas, an old friend of mine with whom Miss Simmonds and I dined that evening. A formal dinner was being given to Mr. Venizelos in the "Concert Room" of the White Tower restaurant and the lobbies were full of Cretan guards, in their funny trousers and "pill-box" caps ; eagle-eyed detectives and friends of the great man were in attendance too. After dinner Captain Melas asked if I would like to see Mr. Venizelos, and I eagerly assented. So, with all the frock-coated and uniformed guards bowing and saluting at sight of our escort, we passed into the room behind a line of palms and up a tiny staircase to the boxes. But, alas, the only unlocked door was that of the box directly over the places of honor and we could only see most of the, to us, uninteresting three or four hundred other men. Some of them jauntily raised their glasses when they saw us appear, but this failed to amuse us and we descended to our little alley behind the palms on our way out. Just as we got half-way to the door, a gentleman with glasses and a short white beard turned from the 208 A NATION AT BAY table and looked directly at me. In an instant I recognized Mr. Venizelos, but then, a trifle panic- stricken at being caught staring, I scuttled out. At eight o'clock the next morning Captain Melas came and told me that Mr. Venizelos would be pleased to see me at nine. In a flurry of anxiety as to whether he would give the order of "Off with her head," I set out with Miss Sim- monds. It was a lovely autumn morning and the white villa, set in its garden of palms and late flowers, looked very beautiful but hardly peaceful, as the Cretan guards, armed to the teeth, stood at the gate and among the trees while detectives prowled in the streets and around all the corners. We went up the broad marble steps and in the hall found groups of earnest and solemn personages waiting their turn with the distinguished man. Everybody made way respect- fully for Captain Melas and we were received by General d'Anglis and the Greek naval hero, Admiral Conduriotos. After a few minutes the people who were with Mr. Venizelos came out and we were at once Eleutlicrios Vciiizclos, Greek rrcinier Voclen.'i THE RETURN 209 shown into the room. This room was open to observation from the hall, one side being com- pletely glazed, so fearful were his friends that he might be attacked and injured. He greeted us most cordiallj. "Madame, I find Ingleesh veery deeficult — if you permit me French?" was his apology at meet- ing. Then for over an hour this, the busiest man in Greece at that time, talked with me of liis plans and aspirations ! He spoke of the King and said he hoped Constantine would see his way to come out openly on the side of the Allies "even now,'* and that in any case his own duty was clear. He gave messages for the Greeks in America, saying that it was their duty to return and fight with their Balkan Ally. "We Greeks and the Serbians are natural friends and we must stand together," he said. "Tell them that they must help now for the honor of Greece and for her safety." In America I have given this message repeatedly in my lectures but have had no means of knowing if these noble words have borne fruit. 210 A NATION AT BAY Mr. Yenizelos is a.man of middle height, neither stout nor thin. His fine forehead is surmounted by nearly snow-white hair and a well-kept mus- tache and short beard shade his always smiling mouth and firm chin, but it is the clear blue eyes with their direct and honest gaze which hold one's attention from the first moment one meets him. One feels that here is a man, clean, sincere and strong. Before we parted he smilingly said, with a twinkle in his eye, "But, Madame, I am sure that I have seen you before." / **Yes, Excellency," was my reply. "Miss Sim- I monds and I were the only ladies present at your [ banquet last night and when yoxi turned your head I lost mine." He seemed greatly amused. Then he signed two photographs which he gave to Miss Simmonds and myself and, despite the evident agitation of his friends and body-guards, came out to the top of the steps with us to say good-by. It was dangerous, too, for any mis- creant waiting an opportunity could have shot him from the street as he stood there calmly talking. THE RETURN 211 "How warm the beautiful sunshine is today," he remarked. "Excellency," I answered, "may you stand always in the sunshine." "Ah, Madame," he said, "who can tell. But, sun or shadow, I know my way." We went away feeling that we had seen history in the making — as indeed we had, and I do believe that while the affairs of Greece arc in the hands of this splendid patriot, she will go far toward regaining some measure of her old glory. The next day my ship was due to sail, so I went to tlie Provost Marshal to get permission to leave as this would save the endless round of the Allied Consulates, which is usually required. The Pro- vost Marshal proved to be an old acquaint- ance whom I had not seen for many years, so we \ had a good talk. When I rose to go, he said, "Do you know we all know you here as the *Woman Who Asks No Question and Attends to Her Own Business.' " I laughed, gathered up my documents and went away feeling that my extreme self-restraint had not been in vain! 212 A NATION AT BAY A visit to Mrs. Kehl that afternoon, a farewell dinner at the White Tower and, later in the even- ing. Colonel Joannu, famous Greek soldier and Venizelist supporter, came in and, when several Serbian officers joined us, we had an international "conversazione" in which the affairs of many na- tions were discussed and settled to our own com- plete satisfaction. On the day set for my departure, the French officers and doctors at "Aviation" again in- vited me to luncli and Colonel Sondermayer arranged to call for me just in time for the boat. When he came he was so flurried that I was sure I had missed it, but when we turned off the main road into the Grande Quarticr Serbe I said, "Well, if we ramble all over town of course we will be late." The Colonel just sputtered and exclaimed fiercely, "Don't j^ou know that Prince Alexander has been waiting hours to see you.'"* It was the first I had heard of it, but naturally I was pleased with the prospect of seeing the Prince before leaving. We arrived at the "Palace," a great rambling THE RETURN 213 villa in a garden with a tall fence and with pic- turesque Serbian guards at the gates and along the paths. An immaculate officer greeted us at the door and at the top of the marble staircase a frock-coated major-domo, bowing, met us. In a small irregularly shaped room, paneled in bro- cade and filled with French furniture, we waited and in a few moments Prince Alexander came to us. He is of medium height, well-built and erect, with a warm olive complexion and handsome dark eyes behind powerful glasses, a direct earnest gaze and a resolute manner. He seems older than his actual years and will, we all believe, be a splendid Kinff when the time comes for him to take his place upon the throne of that Greater Serbia which the future will bring to stand as a strong sentinel in Eastern Europe. For an hour we talked of Serbia and what America has tried to do for her and of what the Serbian Relief Committees are trying to do. The Prince expressed his deep appreciation and said he had hoped the seeds and farming imple- ments might be sent into the country the moment 214 A NATION AT BAY the war is over so that the people may plant and reap a good harvest. "And," he added, "when the people have gath- ered their first crops they will ask aid of no one." But we, who have seen, know how much there must be done in sanitary and other matters — though the people will not ask. "You wear two of our decorations, I see. I f want you to wear a tliird in token of our grati- I tudc for all your devotion to our cause," said the Prince, leaning toward me. He held toward me the little blue and gold box which contains the coveted Order of St. Sava ! I was surprised and I' could only stammer, "Does Your Highness think I merit it?" ; Then Prince Alexander pinned the Order on I my coat saying, "I know no better friend of \ Serbia than Ruth Farnam." After a few moments, he said, "You will return soon to help us in Monastir, will you not, Madame?" I explained that my services would probably be much more valuable in raising funds in America THE RETURN 215 which would enable the trained workers to do their work out there. "But, I will come back to go with the Army into Belgrade!" I promised, and the Prince replied that he should hold that as a promise. We shook hands, and I fled for the steamer. The steamer was waiting for me and there was a brilliant gathering of officers and officials on board. Some were former office holders, under King Constantine, now displaced by the Pro- visional Government of Mr. Venizelos ; and several were people who had come to see me off. There was a great deal of congratulation over my new Order and many messages given for friends in Athens and Paris, London and New York, all of which I tried to store into a head which was fairly whirling with excitement. Soon the whistle blew and our friends left us, remaining on the water in the little boats until our ship was well away from the anchorage, and even then their shouts came faintly over the water as we moved out past the war vessels; past the great white hospital ships and toward the barrier 216 A NATION AT BAY of nets and mines guarding the mouth of the har- bor. Many of our passengers were happily on their way to France or England on leave, but I regretted every mile which took me away from the white city and the wonderful men and women who were striving there to win freedom and to soothe the wounds of a tortured world. If in these pages I have said little of the splen- did women-nurses, doctors and surgeons who were devotedly working in Salonika and nearer the Front, it is not because I did not see them and their superb accomplishment but because no words of mine could do justice to them all. There was our famous Dr. Rosalie Slaughter Morton, who chose to spend her hard earned holi- day out there helping to restore Serbian heroes to life and hope. She made many an American heart beat faster with pride in American woman- hood. Another hard working person was the Princess Demidov. There were Madame de Rel- nach-Foussemagnc, Dr. Honoria Keer, surgeon in the Scottish Women's Hospital, great little Dr. Alice Hutchinson, Mrs. Harley, the sister of THE RETURN 517 General French, and who recently was killed by an exploding shell in Monastir ; Dr. Bennett, and a hundred more, every one of whose names will be written in letters of gold in the memories of men for their heroic service and splendid devotion. But of all these, we Americans must remember -^ with pride the name of Emily Louisa Simmonds, CAm,^ •^-^ an American Red Cross nurse, of British birth. i She was one of the most devoted of the noble and gallant band who suffered and toiled untiringly and ungrudgingly for Serbia. Arriving again at Athens, I found the city in a turmoil, with Allied troops — ^but mostly French marines — marching continually in the streets. There would be a sharp bugle-call and from every direction little Greek soldiers would run across the park before the hotel and line up under the trees. Officers with their clanking swords bang- ing on their horses' sides would gallop back and forth and one lived in momentary expectation of an international explosion. Many of the officers with whom I had talked during my last visit had gone to Salonika, and every boat clearing from 218 A NATION AT BAY Piraeus took dozens of recruits. I remembered Mr. Vcnizelos' words to me, "We are the natural I friends of Serbia. Her sorrows concern us and I we must take our stand beside her now and 5. always." There were still Greeks who were loyal to the Janus-faced King, but even they were complaining of conditions in the country. Princess Andrew sent for me and I went to the Palace. Before her marriage she was beautiful Princess Alice of Battenberg and her spouse was the brother of the King. She certainly was not pro-German but was en- tirelj^ pro-Greek, and since her sympathies were all with Constantine, one can only conclude that she did not in the least understand the true state of affairs. She was anxious to get me to work in America for the Queen's Refugee and Hospital funds. This I readily promised to do, if it would not clash with my work for Serbia, but was told later that these affairs were run in a rather hap- hazard way. Her Majesty not being quite as efficient as her German training would indicate. THE RETURN 219 On my return to America I spoke to several peo- ple about giving such time as I could to this work but met with little response. My calls upon the Legations, American, French, English and Serbian, took up some time, but on the second day I left for Marseilles and, arriving in Paris early one morning, left the same \ day for Boulogne and London. The journey was ,' long and extremely tedious, but as there was a convalescent French officer in our crowded com- partment who grew paler and paler and at last asked permission to lie on the floor (among our feet!), no one felt like complaining over his own little troubles. Two men and myself then stood in the corridor, in spite of the Frenchman's pro- testations, so he had room to rest in comparative I comfort. At the "town" station an Englishman met him, helped him carefully into a cab and they [ drove quickly off into the darkness. The Channel boat was packed with travelers and we made the trip in utter darkness, as subma- rines were prowling about. Occasionally we would see a white gleam in the distance which must 220 A NATION AT BAY have been, we all believed, the "wash" of our guardian, an English destroyer, but the night passed without any untoward happening and just as the sun rose we landed on English shores. A few days later I set sail for America to con- tinue my work on the lecture platform and other- wise to help the Allied cause. THE END APPEAL OF THE SERBIAN WO^IEN TO ALL SOCIETIES OF WOMEN Appeal of the Serbian Women to all Societies of Women As representatives of the National League of Serbian Women, we some time ago addressed to all Societies of women in the Allied and neutral countries an appeal begging them to raise their voice against the attacks on the honor of Serbian women and young girls. We consider it our most sacred duty, as pa- triots as well as women, to draw once more the attention of all feminist societies to the frightful proceedings to which the Serbian women and young girls who have remained in Serbia are exposed. We base our appeal on the formal declarations of the Serbian Government, and also on extracts from articles which have appeared in the press on this subject, and we appeal to your sentiments in the hope that you will not remain 2:23 £24 APPEAL OF THE SERBIAN WOMEN indifferent to these shameful proceedings against the Serbian women and girls, in which Germans, Austro-Hungarians, Bulgarians and Turks are taking part. We denounce not only the facts which prove the systematic extermination of the Serbian male population, but also the dishonoring and dis- graceful acts to which the enemy occupants of Serbia have had recourse in delivering up young Serbian girls to the Turks to be shut up in the harems of Constantinople. Here is authentic testimony on the subject: M. Pachitch, the Serbian Prime Minister, de- clared in London that the Austro-Germans and Turks have deported eight thousand young Ser- bian girls, aged from 10 to 14 years, and have shut them up in the harems of Constantinople. — La Suisse, August 6th, 1917. ****** Young girls of Serbia, this time the victims are not far-off Armenians, or Greek women of Asia, already accustomed to oriental seclusion, brought up under the whip of the Turk, trembling slaves APPEAL OF THE SERBIAN WOMEN 225 from their infancy. These little girls of Bel- grad, I saw them in their families before the war. They were Europeans, dressed like you, refined like you, who read books from Paris, and were preparing themselves perhaps to finish their edu- cation in a boarding-school in France or in Eng- land. But the "brave German Army" came, charged with "kultur" and chanting the pious hymn of Luther. It killed or drove out the men of Serbia and set itself to administer a country where there were left only women. There, for a true German hero was the occasion to show his chivalry! War is war, "Krieg ist Krieg," but women and young girls are not so very dangerous ! That is what the noble defender of the German fatherland thought. He collected eight thousand of them, the prettiest, and patting them paternally on the check, with a big laugh, he sold them to the Turk to be put in a cage and to serve for the relaxation of the Pashas of the Committee of "Union and Progress," who will hand them on no doubt later on to some Kurdish 226 APPEAL OF THE SERBIAN WOMEN soldier of the Guards. That is the gift of Wil- helm II to his friends at Constantinople. "Gott mit uns !" God is with the honest German people, chosen by Him to bring about the reign of mo- rality on earth. Do you feel, before this crime, the irony of our formula of peace.'' Reparations? There are out- rages that one cannot repair. Guarantees? Wil- helm is playing safe: he knows very well that, if we enter Germany, we shall not take eight thou- sand little German girls of ten to fourteen years old and distribute them among our Senegalese. — Maurice de Waleffe in Le Journal. It is reported from Bclgrad that the Austrian military authorities, on instructions from Ger- many, have proceeded to a general rape of women and 3'oung girls from ten to fourteen years of age, without distinction of situation or of family responsibility. Trains crowded with these unfortunates, whose protests and supplications are stifled by blows, have been passing without interruption for four days, going no one knows whither. APPEAL OF THE SERBIAN WOMEN 227 Atrocious scenes have taken place in the towns and villages when the soldiers came to drag away 3^oung girls from their families and mothers from their children. Women have gone mad, young girls have killed themselves to escape the fate which awaited them. — Le Temps, July 15th, 1917. ***** 4ft Le Temps of August 8th published a letter from one of tliose unhappy Serbian men who were obliged by the exactions and the tortures in- flicted by the Bulgarian authorities in occupied Serbia, to take up arms and attempt to deliver their country and to seek in death an end to their sufferings. The letter reads as follows; May, 1917. Here I am in the mountains, my wretched habi- tation at this time. I escaped on April 25th from the Bulgarian dungeons, where I was incarcerated with twenty comrades, after having been captured in the revolt near . There were 25,000 of us insurgents; we fought first against a German division, which we defeated and put to flight; then we were attacked bv two Bulgarian divisions. 228 APPEAL OF THE SERBIAN WOMEN with many cannon and machine guns. I was taken, put in prison and condemned to be hanged ; but at night my friend made his way in with a band into Prokouplie, killed the sentinels and released me. I was thus able to escape to the mountains. The Bulgarians have called up all the male population from sixteen to sixty-five years, to in- corporate them in the Army and send them imme- diately to the front. At the same time they col- lected all the 3"oung people of thirteen to sixt m years and sent tliem to Constantinople. It was this vandal act on the part of these monstrous Mongols which provoked the revolt. The unhappy mothers, exasperated by the cries of their children carried off by force, attacked the Bulgarians with stones. It was a regular revolt, to which the Bulgarians responded by gibbets on which they hanged women and children. Here I am now in the mountains of . It may be that by the time you read these lines I shall be no longer among the living, but the insurrection cannot be stifled so easily, for the I APPEAL OF THE SERBIAN WOMEN 229 Bulgarians arc proceeding to the systematic ex- termination of our nation. On the 25th April they embarked on the trains at Belotintze 8000 children of twelve to fifteen years ; destination : Constantinople. Many of the children jumped from the cars while the trains were moving, and thus found death. The Bulgarians called up the whole population to be vaccinated. But, in- stead of serum against cholera or smallpox, they inoculated them wuth contagious diseases. One of the doctors made this known to the people, who fled to the mountains with the children. — From La Serhie, August 19th, 1917. Yours very truly, (signed) ^^ICc^o. \^-^ ^T^t^v-u^^ First Vice-President of the National League of Serbian Women, Secretaries, Member^f xhe CenM*al Committee. Deacidified using the Bookkeeper process. 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