COLLECTION OF PURITAN AND ENGLISH THEOLOGICAL LITERATURE LIBRARY OF THE THEOLOGICAL SEMINARY PRINCETON, NEW JERSEY 1i77 ' Jt^-K. fru4& $?erlegi Ingeniofum, & Tium bunc Li- brum, cui Titulus (The Para- ble of the Pilgrim) in quo nihil reperio 'DoBrinte, Qifci- plinave Ecclejite Anglican* , aut bo- nis moribtu Contrarium. J o h. Hall Rev. in Chrifto Patri Hum f redo Dom. Epifc. Lond. a fac. Doneft. Ex /Edibus Londinenfis April ii. 1665. THE PARABLE OF T H E PILGRIM: Written to a F r i e n d* By J Symon'Patrick D« D. Chaplain in Ordinary to His Majefty. €&e fifty €l)ttiorn LOMDON, Printed by -Robert white for Francis Tyton^ at the Sign of the three Daggers in Fleet-Jlreet. 1678. My Friend, |CT^^Hat j fead one tQ wak upon you in the Habit of a Pil- grim y which hath been Co long out of Fafhion , and quite worn not only out of our ufe, but out of our knowledge, may fecm a thing very ftrange, and prove furprifing to you. But when you fhall confider that old Fafhions are wont to come about again, and that we are much in love with Antiques, and that our eyes are drawn to one that appears inanunufual or foreign drefs-, whoelfe would not be obferved, it may abate a little of the won- der. I fay a little, becaufe fonie will ftill remain, thathefbould come from one of A 3 my my complexion ; who have but a little of fanfie in my compofition, and fo muft needs be a ftranger to Works of this nature. But you will receive fatisf action in this alfo, when you (hall know (as the truth is) that I met with a man one day, that had put himfelf in this habit . who plcafed me fo much, that he perfwaded me to conceive this defign of providing fuch another a mort Difcourfe, in the compafs of four or five leaves, under this name of The Parable of the Pilgrim: And it was fo agreeable to that fmall por- tion of fanfie I am indued withal, that I pre- fently thought a work of this nature would be very grateful to you alio. This was the occafion of thefe Meditations, which as faft as my other imployments would permit, I have brought into this fhape wherein they are now prefented to you. The Title of my Book I have borrowed from, him, becaufe I could not find a better 5 and I have made ufe likewife of one fen- tence very often , which he puts into his Pilgrims mouth: but with fuch improve- ment of fenfe, that it is little more than the words that I am beholden to him for. And as to the matter of it, I muft leave you to judge when you have perufed it, how pertinent it is to your prefent and paft con- dition ; being allured that if you find not all that you defire, yet you will find thatlhad an unfeigned defire to do you fervice. As tothedrefsof it, I know that you will not expect this Pilgrim fhould come to you in fine Apparel, and like feme Gallant -, but rather judge it more decent that he is attired plainly according to the quality and con- dition of his perfon and Profeflion. This made me the more carelefs in what cloa- thinglfethimout, and to take fuch trim- ming as came next Nto hand: having a far weightier Care upon me, tornake him fpeak fuch clear and perfpicuous Language as you might readily apprehend And indeed if there be any thing here laid that is not plain and eafie, it is very much againft. my will : for I am of his mind that hath told us, It is tbegreateftmijery in writing not only not to be un- derftood, but to be underflocd with diffii ulty. And now if this poor Pilgrim fliall find any ac- ceptance ceptance at your hands, and be found capa- ble to ferve the ends of Wifdom andVertue, which he would willingly advance ; I pray keep him with you,that if he can live longer than I, he may always tell you how much I am, Cove nt- Garden, Decemb. 14.1663. Tour Friend, S. P. An Jn /idrvertifement. THe Reader may be pleafed to know that this Pilgrim hath dwelt for fome time in thcfcr- vice of a private Friend, (to whofe ufes and occafions he was particularly addreffed) and there hath been fo well entertained, that he was not am- bitious of any higher preferment. But he met with a per- fon fo charitable, and who proved alfo fuch a friend to him, that he was thought worthy to be advanced to a more publick imployment, and would not be permitted to remain any longer in that private attendance. In obe- dience therefore to the commands he received, he comes now abroad and offers his afliftance to any that (hall think good to make ufe of it : being grown alfo bigger fince he went thither, and fo of better ability toferve more than one. In plain words (for thofc I moft affect, and if you meet with fo much as any Metaphorical ex- preflions in the Book, it is but feldom, and only to com- ply with the Title ) this Difcourfe was writ with a re- fpe£t to the neceflities of a particular perfon:who imagi- ned that others might poflibly reap fome benefit by it, and therefore defired it might not lie in a private hand. But it being neceffery to tranfcribe the Papers that they might be read by the Printer* it was thought withal ad- vifeable that fome things (hould be enlarged to make them better underftood, and others added to render the ufefulnefs of the Treatife (if it can have any) of greater extent. Only this muft be remembred,that a regard was ftill had to the needs of that Perfon ( which yet are fuch (a) as An Ad or elfe it is like it had been attempted. It muft be noted alfo, that it was thought fit to make thediftance but (hort between the Pilgrims parting with his Guide and their meeting again 5 becaufe that would ftill have too much inlarged thisTreatife, to defcribe particularly, his behaviour in the whole courfe of an Holy Life, for which that would have been the proper place. There are fome things alfo may feem a little ftrange which are faid to have hapned to the Pilgrim ; but you are to remember that God puts good thoughts into our minds more ways than one 5 and to know that thefub- ftance of what is reported is not a Contrivance, but a real Truth. And now it would argue great unexperience of the world to expect, that this Pilgrim mould not meet with fome, whofe curiofity he cannot humour • and others whofe fowrenefs nothing can pleafe. But he that fends him abroad will be abundantly fatisfied if he become ufeful to any well-difpofed Soul, who ihall have a mind to bear him company to Jerufalem. . And if he chance to meet with any that (hall only itudy to cavil, and pick a quarrel with him ; he is prepared before-hand to take no notice at all of it, nor to be more troubled at their incivility, than a devout Hermit is at the ugly faces, which the Creatures, who fomething refemblemen, make at him3 as he is walking through the defarts. THE THE CONTENTS- CAP. I. THE occafwn and intention of this Pilgrimage, with the time when it was undertaken. Page i CAP. II. The earneft deftrc of the Pilgrim to be at Jerufakltl : and what he expected to find there. p. ^ CAP. III. The great trouble that he fell into >, becaufe of the different ways which he was told of to that place, p. 7 CAP. IV. How he happily heard of a fife Guide unto it : with a trne Cha- racter of him. p. I 2 CAP. V. The Opinion which otlnrs conceived of that Guide : and his ad- drefs to him. p. 1 5 CAP. VI. The Acceptance which he found with him: and how plainly the Guide dealt with him about tlje difficulties of the Way. p. 1 8 CAP. VII. The Guide difcovers his fncerc and upright Intentions. p. 2 1 CAP. VIII. He begins his adv'Pe : and after the grand Dircllion, which (a 2) contain* The Conteats. contains many of the reft; he gives him fnndry preparatory Comfels. And above all, tells him that he muft be provided with a firong Refolution. p. 2 5 . CAP. IX- Amore particular Difcourfe of Refolution : and of the manner how to form fuch an one as will b e found and firm. p. 3 9. CAP. X. Of leaving the World, and how thereby we recover our freedom. p.51. CAP. XI. He commends to the Pilgrim two Companions ; Humility and Charity. Directs whereto find them. With a large Dif- conrfe of the former of them. p. 5 8. CAP. XII. Of Divine Charity. The Power that it hath both to eftablifh his Refolution, and furnijlj him with all other Requifttes for his Journey. p. 70. CAP. XIII. A Defer iption of the City Jerllfalem : and of the happinefs he Jhould there meet withal. p. 82 . CAP. XIV. 'The manner of their Life who live at Jerufalem .- and that all things concur to make it the moftpleafant of all other, p . 9 5 . CAP. XV. A Defcription of Jefiis, who is the true Way to Jerufalem. In which he is propounded to the Pilgrims imitation. p. 107. CAP. XVI. Of Faith in Jefiis. How imperfectly, or obfeurely it is commonly exprejfed, to the great danger of Chriftian Pilgrims. What the me notion of ids, which cannot deceive us, p. 1 37. CAP. The Contents. CAP. XVII. What place Prayer ,Hearing of Sermons, Reading of (Sood Books, Receiving the Sacrament, have in the Religion of Jelus. And of what life they are to Pilgrims. p. 150 CAP. XVIII. Of the many enemies he was to expett, that would affault his Re- flation : Some from within, fome from without. Of their fubtilties, and -various arts to deceive. p. 1 68 CAP. XIX. Of many other devices to difcourage him in his Journey. Efpcci- ally if hefiould chance to get a fall. p. 1 77 CAP. XX. How they will endeavour to puff him up with Spiritual? ride. A defer iption of one of our conceited Believers, and alfo of a cer- tain Artificial Religion which deceives many. p. 1 95 CAP. XXI. Of the endeavours of his Enemies to keep him from doing good to his Breth ten under a pretence of hove to Cod, And of the Excellency of that Brotherly Charity. p. 208 CAP. XXIII. That a Pilgrim mufi fometime recreate himfelf as well as other men. Of the pleafure of good Company. What Men are to be more particularly avoided: Of the Feflivals of the Church. How ufeful they may be. And how much abufed. p.222 CAP. XXIII. What entertainment all thefe difcourfes met withal from the Pil- grim. And of the pleafure she fiouldfindinhisway, though jncumbred with the fore-named Enemies. p. 2 3 5 CAP. XXIV. Vpon the Pilgrims requeft, the Guide enters into a further de- fcription of the pleafure s of the Way to Jerufalem, and an' fwers fomefcruples of his about it. The difficulty of the begin- ning of his Journey. Of taking up the Crofs that might lye in his way t and fuch lathings, P.249 CAP, The Contents. cap. xxv. Hew the Pilgrim and his Guide farted. And with what a brave Refolutionhe began his Journey. p.27j CAP. XXVI. Of fundry troubles which hapned to the Pilgrim in his Travels. And how he was delivered out of them. p. 2 8 1 CAP. XXVII. How the Pijgrimfell into a great fadncfs •■, and howflrangely it was cured by an unexpected meeting with his Guide. Who dif- coiirfes of the nature offenfible Joys. And at laft upon his de- fire contrails a particular Friendihip with the Pilgrim. p. 293 CAP. XXVIII. Of the neccjfity of Friendjhip. Of faithful Counfel. How the Pilgrim doubted whether there wasfuch a place as Jerufalem. The fatisf action which his Friend gave him in this particular. As alfo the comfort he adminiftred to him in a great Sickncfs. p. 321 CAP. XXIX. Of the trouble which the Pilgrim was in about fome bufinefs which had lam neglected during his ficknefs. Of his de fires after a Contemplative Life. Of Solitude. The Profit of it \ efpecially at the beginning of our Chrifiian courfe. And how they that enjoy it, do not find all thefatisfailion which they expelled in itt p. 336' CAP. XXX. How the Pilgrim grew very dull and lazy. By what means he wasyuickned to greater diligence. How the Guide awakened fomefiuggijh Pilgrims which they met withal: moving them to ag re at care of their Souls j and to prove their Sincerity in Religion ', by their being zealous of good works. p. 3 5 o CAP. The Contents. CAP. XXXI. How the Pilgrim was falling into the contrary Extreme, and waf .prevented by this Director. Of the Neceffity of Difcreticn.* And the Affiance which one Vert ue gives another. How he was troubled that hejlwuld have anypaffwns, Of the ufe of them. 7 hat it is fit for us to love our friends paffonately : and to take great delight in their company. p. 3 7 1 CAP. XXXII. How they light upon a company offeleci Friends who were met at a frugal, but handfome Dinner. The commendation of Tem- perance. Of the pleafure that Friends enjoy in eating toge- ther. The benefit of Friendftrip. With the Character of a true Friend. p. 386 CAP. XXXIII. How they chanced to fee a very poor man entertaining himfelf with much pleafure under a Tree. Whence arofe a difcourfe of Contentment : and the means to attain it. Of Humility and Charity. That notwithftanding all our Charity, we mufi not thinkjo have the World fo good as we would wifh it. p. 403 CAP. XXXIV. How they fell into the company of two Travellers. One of which would have pulled out the Pilgrims eyes : and the other pulled away his Guide. p. 4 1 7 CAP. XXXV. A Difcourfe with fome Pilgrims that were going to LorettO, the Holy Land, orfuch like places. How much fuch perfons are abufed and cheated. The judgement of St. Gregory Nyflen of thefc Pilgrimages. The Priviledges which Rome boafis of above all places. And what a Market is t here held continual- ly for Pardons. Of which a Leafe may be bought of many thou- sand years, for a fmall matter. P.42S CAP. The Contents. CAP. XXXVI. How the Pilgrim had a fair fight of the heavenly Jerufalem .• and what infued thereupon. How eafie it is by a true and paf- fionate Friendjliip to learn the greateft Love to God. And that he is to beftudied and admired in all his Creatures, as well as in his Son Chrift. p.45 3 CAP. XXXVII. How after this the Pilgrim fell into a conceit that he did not profit in Venue : and how his Guide rid him of it. That we mufi not make too much haft to perfection y but go leifurely in our way. How afterwards he feared that hejhould never hold put to the end of his Journey. Of the confident z,eal which Jome men are poffejfed withal. A beginning of a new difcourfe about Faith. p.47+ CAP. XXXVIII. A Difcourfe with an Acquaintance of the Pilgrims about refting on Chrift for Salvation. The wilfulnefs, and unskilfulnefs of fome Guides in the way to Jerufalem. For what end Chrift dyed: and fo what it is that our Faith is principally to refpetl. That Chrift is a means to our end : and therefore Faith muft go further than his yerfon. P-493 'CAP. XXXIX. The Joy which the Pilgrim conceived in this difcourfe : and how much he applauded his happinefs in having fuch a Friend. The Serenity of his Condition after all thefe Clouds. And how no- thing troubled him but only that he could do fo little to teftifie his love to his Guide : who eafily gave him fatisfattionby ftiew- ing the true grounds of Frienfbdip. p. 515 THE THE PARABLE O F THE PILGRIM Chap. I. The occafion and intention of this Tilgrirnage, with the time when it was undertaken. T will contribute fo little either to the profit or delight; which I defign you in the reading this Hiftory, to know the punctual years and days wherein every thing therein contained was done, that it will be a commendable thrift, to fpare my felf the labour of that accuracy. It will be fufficient to let you underftand, that no great number of years have pafled, fince a man who now calls himfelfPHILOTHEUSP but by others is B called the Tarahleofthe Pilgrim. called THEOPHILUS, being weary of the Country where he dwelt , and rinding no fatisfa&ion in any thing that he enjoyed, took a refolution to fhift his feat, and to feek for that, of which he felt as great a defire as he did a want, in fome other Land. Many ftrange Countries there were which he vi- fited in purfuance of this purpofe ; many fteep Hills he climbed , and many dangerous precipices he narrowly el'caped j he committed himielf not once or twice to the anger of the Sea, expecting to be brought to the Port which he fo much wifhed : But ftill he was as far from the accomplifhment of his de- fires, as when he firft Ianched out, and found all his pains rewarded with nothing but wearinefs and ti- red Spirits. If it was the intention of this Paper to recount all his Adventures, and the feveral ififues of them, (which are enough to fill a Volumn) the Story, I believe, would not be altogether ufelefs, nor with- out that pleafure which fuch Relations are wont to yield to thofe that read them. But having refolved for divers caufes to begin the Hiftory of his Life there, where he began to enjoy a tafte of happinefs ; I {hall reflect no farther upon the former part of it, than on- ly to tell you in what cafe that bleiTed hour found him. You muft know then, that after fo many tedious Journeys, and as many dit'appointments, his Leggs be- ginning quite to fail him, and to deny him fo much as their fupport^ he fate down upon the ground in a deep melancholy, and fuch a great heavinefs of mind, that it was feared he would fink lower , and go no farther to feek a Grave. His countenance wasfo al- tered, that there were very few marks remaining of the fame man he was before : His looks were dejected, his eyes grew hollow , his complexion turned fal- low; The Tarahle of the Pilgrim. low 5 and in fhorr, his Blood was fo impoverished of fpirits, that his fleili fell to the very bone, and his Cheeks, in a defpair of any other comfort, feemed to de/ire to meet and kifs, and fo bid the World farewel. In this dilmal eftate he continued but too many days ; and according to the nature of that thoughtful hu- mour which now had gained the fupreme power over him, he mufcd on divers things, and contrived fevcral new Journeys in his fanfie, which yet he faw ac the fame moment would only contribute more to his af- fliction, and nothing at all to the amendment of his condition. But at laft as if he had been admoniftied by fome courteous Angel, which he fanfied then flew by him, and gave him a fmall touch with his wing, he felt a thought ftir in his foul, remembring him of a place called JerufaUm^ which he had totally forgot in all his Travels, and never fo much as dreamed of di- recting his courfe unto. His heart, you may eafily think, leapt at this fudden ftroke, and his pulfe beat at no ordinary rate > for having heard by fome means or other in times paft , very much difcourfe of the beauty, and the pleafant fcituation of that City > of the fweet temper of the Inhabitants, and the many goodly things that were to be feen and enjoyed there, above all other places , he was inftantly poffcfTed with a ftrong defire to remove his feat thither, and to feek his fortune fas we commonly fpeak) in another World. And pondering ferioufly with himfelf the little or no contentment which he had taken in his beft condition here, together with the hopes which fluttered in his foul of bettering himfelf there; his prefent weaknefs could not hinder him from being infpired with a conceit that he mould be able to tra- vel thither, nor reprefs his deflres from growing into B 2 a kind The farahle of the Pilgrim. a kind of paflion to be at that place, whither his houghts did run before him without his leave, and rouldnot beperfwaded to fta'nd ftill for one moment. Such is the nature of ever excellent good, when itpre- fentsitlelftous, and doth but fan our fouls with any hopes of obtaining it, that our defires think to waft us as faft as they can unto it ; and growing continually in flrength and fwiftnefs by their own motion, the gale proves fo ftiff, that our hearts are fwelled therewith, and leave no room for any other thoughts, nor can be at any reft, till they be pofTeffed of it. Thus would this poor man have taught thofe who now beheld him, though they had never read a word in their own fouls ; for his mind was fo imprefled with the happinefs which he heard dwelt at Jerufalem, that he was not able to difcharge his foul at any time of thofe thoughts and defires which lifted him up from the ground, and told him they would carry him thither. When he did eat or drink, Jerufalem would ftill be in his mouth ; when he was in company, Jerufalem ftole away his heart from them ; nay, in his very fleep it would not ftay away, but he was wont to dream fine things of Jeru- falem. But that which makes the ftory of this perfon the more remarkable, is, that it was toward the latter end of the year, and in the decay of all things, when thefe good thoughts began to fpring up in his foul. When the Earth had removed it felf a great way from the Sun, when all the gallantry of the fields had re- igned its place to Ice and Snow, when Charity grew -.old, and Chriftian vertue feemed to be gone back to ts root, when the ways were untrod, and few or no "ravellers upon the Road, then did thefe zealous de- res begin to bud in the heart of this honeft Country- . lan, and he felt fuch a vehement heat, urging and ftimu- The T arable of the Tilgrim. Simulating his bread, that he could remain in no quiet for thinking of his journey to that fair place, which had been fo much commended to his love, as the moft flou- ri/hing and glorious that ever eye beheld. CHAP. II. Theearneft defirc of the Pilgrim to be at Jerufalem: and rvh.it he expected to find there. MUch time hefpent in confutation with himfelf about the courfe which would be bed to hold in his Travel thither. There was no coft fpared, no ftudy^ omitted to get acquaintance with the nearefl: way to it ; nor did he ceafe to enquire of thofe who were reputed the moft skilful guides, that he might obtain a true information of every paffage in the Journey , which he ferioufly refolved to undertake. For, though the weather was cold, the ways dirty and dangerous, and the Journey he was told would be long, and Company little or none could be expected to de- ceive the tedioufnefs of the Pilgrimage, yet fo great were the ardors which he felt within himfelf, that he regarded none of thefe difcouragements , but only - wiflied that he might be fo happy, as to find the right way, though he went alone thither. And that which made his defires the more forward, was, that he had of- ten heard Jerujalem by interpretation was no meaner place than the Vifion of Peace. A fight that he had been long purfuing in feveral forms and fhapes, wherein it had often feemed to prefent it felf before him, but could never court it into his embraces. O my beloved ( would he often figh within himfelf ) O my 5 The iParahk of the Vilgrm. my hearts defire ! O thou joy of the whole earth ! In what corner of it doft thou hide thy felf, and lieft con- cealed from our eyes < Where arc thou to be found, O heavenly good } Who will bring me to the clear vi- fion of thy face C Art thou company only for the Cce- leftial fpirits 1 art thou fo referved for the Angels food, that we poor mortals may not prefume to ask a tafte of thy fweetnefs i What would not I part withal to purchafe a fmall acquaintance with thee, and to know the place where thou makeft thine abode? Many a weary ftep have I taken in a vain chafe of thy fociety. The hours are not to be numbred which I have fpent in wifhing and labouring to lay hold on thee, and (till thou flieft away from me. After all the fweat wherein I have bathed my felf, I can find no- thing, but only that thou art not here to be found. Thou art retired, itfeems, from this poor World, and haft left us only a fhadow of thee • for when we think to clafp thee hard in our arms, the whole force and weight of our fouls doth fall upon Nothing. O my heart, what ails thee * What torments are thefe which fo fuddenly feize upon thee i Ah cruel pains, the re- membrance of which prepares a new rack for me ! The arm of a Giant would not ake more, if with all his might he fhould ftrike a Feather, than my heart now doth but to think of the anguifh it endured when all the ftrength and violence of its deflres were met with emptinefs and vanity. O Jerufalem, Jerufalem, the only place that can eafe us of this mifery ! the place ■ where the beloved of my foul dwelleth, the Vifion of Peace,the Seat of trueTranquillity and Repofe,how fain would Ihavethefatisfaftion of being in the lure way to thy felicity ! This is all the peace I wifh for in the World. No other happinefs do I thirft after, as every thing T);e far able of the filgrhn. thing can teftifie that hath been privy to my thoughts. There is never a room in my houfebut hath been fil- led with the noife of my fighsand groans after thee, O Jerufalcxi. Every Tree that grows in my ground, hath thy iweet Name ingraven upon it. The Birds of the air, if they can underftand, are witneftes how in- ctfTantly my foul pants and longs to fly unto thee, O JerufdUm. What charitable hand will guide me in the way to thy pleafures < Who will bring me into that ftrong City, the retreat of my wearied mind, the re- fuge to recruit my tired fpirits, the only place of my fecurity, my joy, my life it felf < Wilt not thou, O God, who haft led me to the knowledge of it, who haft fil- led me with thefe defires, and haft brought me into a difefteem and contempt of all other things i O let not thefe defires prove the greateft torment of all unto me, for want of their fatisfaction. O forfake not this foul, that hath forfakenall other delights, and taken its leave of every other comfort, that it may go and feek for thee at Jerufalem. CHAP. III. The great trouble that he fell 'into >, becaufe of the diffe- rent ways which he wm told of to that -place. IN this manner the poor man was wont to figh out his foul, hoping that at laft the Heavens would pleafe to hear him, and favour him with the underftanding of that, which would make all his groans ufelefs, and render him aschearful, as now he found himfelf dif- confolate. But that which made the fulfilling of his defires more difficult, and his hopes to arrive The T arable of the Pilgrim". fo flowly, was the many controverfies which were in thofe days fiercely agitated, and the huge quarrelsthac men raifed about the right way to Jerufakm. There were no lefs than twenty ( and fome fay many more ) very different parties that contended fharply with each other ; and every one of them confidently affirm- ed that they only were the People of Sim 5 and that un- lefs he joyned himfelf to their company (in which alas there was no peace at all ) he fhould never come to that City of God which he fought after. The heads of thefe divifions made the World believe that they were the Torches which muft light them through the darknefs of Error; the Pole ftar to regulate their courfe in the fearch and difcovery of Truth ; and that unlefs men ufed their Clue ( which God knows was moft wofully entangled ) they fhould never fail to be loft in the Labyrinths and Meanders of Ignorance and Folly. Nay, to fuch a degree did they magnifie themfelves, as if Truth and they had been born at the fame time, or at leaft had come of Age together. It feemed to be a Secret till they appeared, and to have been referved from the beginning on purpofe to dif- coverit felftothemin Markets and Gamps, if not in lewder places. The moft modeft pretenfion was, that Truth was but a ftripling, or rather went in Side-coats, till it came to their Schools to be ripened into the wif- dom of perfect men. They fpake of the affairs of Heaven, as if they were Counlellors of State in that Kingdom ; and opened the fecrets of Jefus Chrift, as if they were his Confidents. St. John^ who lay in his bofome, never delivered any thing with greater perem- ptorinefs than thefe men did ; and had it not been that they wanted his Charity, they might have been thought by moft as great Oracles as they thought themfelves. The ¥ arable of the Pilgrim. themrelves. There feemed no difference between them and Prophets, but only that they could not prove their million •, elfe they had the gift of boldnefs, and fell not fhort in their pretences to infpiration. In this conceit they thruft into the World a great number of books, which were called the word of the Lord, and cryed up as the Maps of that heavenly Country, and the exaft Charts whereby men muft ftecr their courle if ever they meant to come fafely thither. Into huge Volumes tnefe Writings fometimes fwelled, and they were wont to colled and faggot together fo many things, and fo vaftly different ; that a man could not eafily avoid to lofe his way in this Wood, while he was feeking his way to Jerttfalem. Especially fince they never forgot to furnifh thefe bundles with Come lufty flicks wherewith to bang their adverfaries, and beat them down as low as Hell. For, in the midft of fucha fearful fcuffle, there wasfogreataduft raifed, that no man could tell where he was, nordifcern any thing but only this, that he was not in the way to the Vifton of Pence. I need not relate how forcly it grieved the good mans heart to fee fomany different ways, every one of them laying fo high a claim to truth, and bitterly reproaching the reft as damnable Herefies. He could bend his courfe to no quarter, but he was in danger to be aflaulted with fome queftion or other, and was put upon his defence againft fome man of brafs, who thought himfelf worthy to be one of the Champions of Truth. The fpirit of common Barretry did not feem a greater plague to him , than thefe vexatious difputing people. The fury of whom likewife was fometimes fo violent, that he thought he had made a good retreat, if he were not bruifed, and almoft beat C in 1 6 The Parable of the fiigrirn. in pieces by their rude blows, whofe opinions he ad- ventured to thwart by any ftrong contradiction. Nay, they all taking diftant paths, and not going in ftreight and parallel lines, but in oblique and crooked ways, which croffed each other very frequently, they never met together , but there was fuch juftling and quar- relling about the rode to Jerufalem^ that no man could be near them, but they would engage him to take the one or the other part in the Bloudy Conflitf. So I call it ; for they thought that they did GWgood fer- vice, when they difpatched one of their enemies ; and that they made him a Sacrifice, when they fatisfied their own beaftly fury. And this indeed was the faddeft thing of all to his thoughts, that their heat and paflion they had the confidence to baptize into the name of Holy Zealand that which was but the love of their ovpn opinion, they constantly mifcalled the love of God and of his Truth. Though thofe days ( as I have already laid J were very frozen and cold,, yet they cudgell'd one another fo long till they grew hot ; and then they cry'd, The weather was very warm, and the Sun in his higheft elevation. God's enemies they thoughc they oppofed in their own ; and they fancied them- felves engaged againft fin, while they were buffeting a contrary opinion. There was no heat but they took it for divine, though it were of their own kindling ; and fo they were but all on fire, they never doubted but it was from Heaven. For there was no fin in thofe days like Moderation, and no vertue comparable to a furious and headlong zeal. But yet he received this benefit by thofe unhappy feuds, that they made him fometimes think it was no mean thing in the efteem of others as well as himfelf, for which there were fo many, and fo fiery contenders. The Prize he hoped would prove The f arable of the Tilgrim. 1 1 prove glorious which had drawn into the field fo many Combatants, and which with fuch zealous (ticklings all fides fought to win. The affliction alfo which he felt in his (pirit when he beheld than To fliarply in- gaged, had this good effect upon him ; that ic made him more fenfibly admire the Goodnefs of God which had preferved him from lifting himfelf in any of thofe angry parties, andentring into thofe never enough to be lamented broils. This put him likewife in fome hopes that he would not fuffer him to remain long without the knowledge of the Truth, who had fo gracioufly prevented him from diverting into the paths of falfehood. This degree of understanding he had already acquired; That Sweetnefs and Love, Meek- nefs and Peace, were the Harbingers to Divine know- ledge, and fince they were become his Guefts , he hoped that would not be far behind. But that any man, who knows God to be Love, mould imagine that he will dwell in a mind where there is nothing but hatred to be found, feemed a kind of Prodigy unto him. And ic did quite aftonim him to fee that fo many men did dream that the way to The rifion of Peace lay through the field of ftrife and war ; and that we muft come tQ live together in endlefs love hereafter, by living in perpetual frays and brawls in the world where *e now C i CAP. Xl The f arable of the Pilgrim. CHAP. IV. How he huffily heard ofafafe Guide unto it : rvith a true Character of him. AN D he truly who is not wont to fruftrate the ex- pectations of fuch well-minded fouls, did not ufe much delay before he gave him a fenfible demonftra- tion of that which he already believed. He found that, the Gcd of Peace could not make himfelf long a ftranger to men of peaceable fpirits, and that he waits fometimestodo us a pleafure there, where we feared to meet with harm and mifchief. For falling one day into the company of fome perfonswho were difcourf- ing concerning the ftate of affairs abroad, he hap- pened to light on that which he verily thought their vain jangling would fright and drive away. There were many debates palled about the feveral opinions that were then on foot, and about the grand fuppor- ters of them. Some leaned to this, others to that ; but he could not perceive there was any of them who was not addicted to a ScCt,, and did not feek to hear the voice of Jefus Chrift amidft the clamours and hideous noifes of the difputers of the world. At laft there flood up an old man that was a perfect ftranger to him, wha, told them that in his judgement (if it would be per- mitred him to deliver it boldly ) they were hugely miftaken who marched under the Banners of any of thofe Leaders in defiance to the reft of their Brethren. JerujAlem, hefaid, was very little beholden to them, which was a City at better unity within it felf, than it was fuppofed by their Enfigns ; and he believed the way to that place would be found to be more peace- able 77;e f arable of the Pilgrim. able than to be difturbed with the found of Drums and Trumpets. Their zeal ( he continued ) might be the effect of little, not of much knowledge ; and their confidence the nurfling of an overweening opinion of themfelves, rather than the iffue of a found judgement and clear conception of things. In fine, lie told them, that if they would take a little time to cool 'themfelves, and would abate 10 much of their preemption, as to think they might poiTibly err, he doubted not but to bring them to a perfon, who ( though obfeure and of no great note among them ) fhould make them confefs he gave them better directions than they ever heard of in the way t&Jerufaiem. There was none there at that time, but either out of curiofity, or fome diiTatif- faction defired inftantly to know who this man fliould be, and in what place he hid himfelf from the world. They concealed the anger which they conceived at his free reproof > and having rendred him faint thanks for his liberty of fpeech ( profeiTTng they loved an open enemy, better than a difiemblin^ friend) the very love of Novelty led them to requefthim to bring them ac- quainted with this rare perfon. That is a very eafie matter to do, replyed the old man j for he is one that is convertible enough, andbefides not far diftant from this place 5 but for the prefenr I mall chufe to fparc the mention of his name, and let you know him only by his Character. He is a perfOn then that is altogether difinterefied, and a partaker in none of thole Sects and Factions that are among us. * One that hath sion and " Jertifalem more in his heart than in his mouth, and ic loves to do more than to talk. But when hefpeaks, "his words are more than founds, and have a fting in " them which pierces the very heart. If you did but ^ hear him, you would feel that he leaves a '.rue con- ''punction. 14 Tie Ptrahie of the Pilgrim. {< pan&ion in the fpirit, and not a falfc alarm in the ear, "His head is gray, though not his hairs, his wifdorn ei makes him more venerable than his years •, he knows <; better how to live, than others do to difpute ; and he « can argue more for peace, than they for their opini- cC ons. He hath Faith enough to fave h'tmfelf, and Cha- ct rity enough to believe that others may be faved thac 4 ' are not in all points juft of his belief. His companion " is equal to his understanding, his meeknefs equal to adding withal, that if the reft pleafed not now to go along, they might hear from him when he (houlct be able to make a judgement of him, in what efteem he was to be held. To this they all gave their aifenr, and were not a little glad of this expedient to keep out of the acquaintance of him whofe character they nothing liked. But theftrangerto whom he commit- ted himfelf, would not ftir from that place, till he had taken him alittleafideto fpeak with him: Where he let him know how unworthy a thing he held it to de- ceive any mans expectations with partial relations, which made him that he could not endure to conceal from his notice a matter that he might think moft worthy his confideration, though he did not judge it fit before to declare it. This perfon (faid he J to whom you are about to repair, I muft tell you, is generally decry'd i6 Tl?e Parable of the (Ptigrint. decty'd by all parties, as no friend to Truth, becaufe he is no great (tickler about the Queftions that have vexed our unhappy days. Some lay that he is indif- ferent and lukewarm in Religion. Others will have the world believe, that he is only indued with a great meafure of Moral Prudence, but hath nothing of the Spirit in him. And there are fome who do not ftick to brand him with the mark ofHerefie, though (to tell you the truth ) I verily think the only realon is, be- caufe they imagine he doth believe whatfoever he doth not fiercely oppofe. His life indeed is fo holy, and without blame, his carriage fofweet and courteous, his converfation fo profitable, that I am enclined to think fuch good things cannot fpring from a bad root ; But yet there are that fay, The poifon is the more dange- rous which is fo finely gilded, and I muft leave you to judge for your felf, and either to flop or purfue your refolution of going to him, as thofe things well weigh- ed , you fliall fee caufe to incline. Here the good man made a paufe, and feemed to be in a very pendu- lous condition, till the ftranger added, I muft be fo juft, as to remember tofubjoyn this to the reft that I have faid , that indeed all parties next to themfelves are wont to commend him as the beft of all. Now I thank you prefently replyed the other, that you did not omit to relate that observation, for it brings tp my mind the ftory of Thcmifiocles^ which I have often heard our Preacher ufein the Pulpit, to whom every one of the Captains yielded the fecond place after they had preferred themfelves to the firft, and was there- fore concluded to be the moft worthy of all, if any thing but felf- love might be admi-tted to give the judg- ment. Let us go, I befeech you, with all fpeed, to this brave man, and not ftay to deliberate any longer. For I remember The T arable of the Tilgrm. \y I remember alfo, that I have heard very wife men ob- ferve, that there was never any perfon that advanced excellent things in the World, but his credit and repu- tation was blafted by thofe who were unable or unwil- ling to be fo good themfelves. I have a very great hope that this is the man whom Heaven hath defigned to unfcale my eyes, and make me fee the way to Jeru- falem. Or if it otherwife pleafe, yet I nothing doubt, but being wholly bent to lead a pious life, God will have fo much kindnefs for me, as not to let me be dan- geroufly deceived, nor to furter a greater film to grow over my fight. Thefe words he uttered with that ve- herr.ency and refolution of mind, that the ftranger thought it was not fit to hold him in any longer con- futation about it, efpecially fince he faw his purpofc founded upon fo good an underftanding. Taking leave therefore of the reft, who were but too glad to be rid of them, he directed him to the houfe of this Guide, where he found, as he had been told before, that he was at home, and had not one creature in his company. After a very few civilities palled between them, and fome excufes that the Countryman made for his boldnefs in interrupting his Meditations, he plain- ly told him ( for he would not permit any long Apolo- gies) what the caute was of thisaddrefs, and of the trouble he was come to give him. I am, faid he, a true Lover of Jerufalem, and have made a vow to take a Journey to that place ^ but about the way thither I am fo perplexed, that I account it a great blefling that I have not loft my wits, and am not become unable to find my way to your houfe. One cries to me, uhere^ another, Lo there lies the Path of Life. Some would have me go thorow the Water, and be baptized again, telling me the Israelites patted thorow the Sea to go to D C matin j The farahle of the Pilgrim] Canaan ; others feem to draw me through the Air, and teach me to fly aloft in towring fpeculations 5 and there are not wanting thofe that would turn me into a Stone, and render me at once as humble, and as lumpilh and melancholy too, as the Earth it felf. But every one of thefe, me thought, did lead me into the Fire, and I felc in the Water it felf the flames of Strife and Contention about my ears, which made me that I durft not com- mit my felf to the hands of thefe, or any of their fel- low-guides. But hearing, Sir, that you are of great abilities to direct me, and that you are a man of Peace, and more than that, a man of good will, who hath a ftrongpropenfion to do good > I am come to make ic my humble requeft unto you, that if it be true which is reported of you, you will do me the favour to afford me fome charitable inftruftions about the mod paffable way to Jerufaletn, CHAP. VI. The Acceptance which he found with him : and how plainly the Guide dealt with him about the difficulties of the tray, NOw the Enquirer appearing in habit like a Pil- grim, having a very inaocenr countenance, an humble behaviour, and ufing fuch language as figni- fied that it was not curiofity, or a mind to try the skill which the other had in Foreign pares, but a real defirc to travel, which had brought him thither •, Anfwer was returned by him, to whom he made his applica- tion, that he was heartily glad to meet with any man that would ask the way to Jcrvfalcm -} and chat he thought The Parable of the Vilgrtm. \$ thought he read in his face fo much of the ferenity of his mind, and the fincerity of his heart, that he might be confident he came with a real defire to receive fa- tisfaction about it ; But, faid he, though I muft needs grant that I am furniihed with fome knowledge of the way to that City, yet perhaps I may fpare my pains of giving you any directions in it, becaufe there is fome reafon to think you will not be at the pains to follow them. For if you will give any credit to my words, I muft let you know, that the way is both long, and alfo full of many and great difficulties; and that there are many ways alfo which will fcem to you to lead (freight to it, and which many men will point you unto as the next road ; which if you mould take# will lead you into great danger, and not only carry you a great deal about, but perchance conduct you to the quite contrary place, and end in your utter undoing. I would wifh you therefore to confider a while, whe- ther it be an advifable thing to undertake fuch a jour- ney wherein there are fo many hardfliips, and fo many crofs paths, A journey which is fo tedious alfo, and wherein I cannot promife you (ecurity from frights, thieves, beatings, and fuch ill ufages as have made many men pofiefled with fuch intentions as you feera now to have, quite to lay afide all thoughts of it, and to fit down contented at their own homes. And after all this, I know not whether you will yield your belief to all that I mall tell you of the way, if you have heard fome of the reports which are fpread of me, and have recdved any prejudice at all againft me, which I am fure will be increaled by (ome of the Precepts that- I muft give you. The Pilgrim was fo far from (hewing any tokens of difguft at this difcourfe, that he rather difcovcred an D 2 inward |j; The f arable of the Tilgrbn. inward pleafure that he had conceived in tlie freedom and prudence of ic. And after he had rendred him his thanks for dealing with him fo impartially, he be- feeched him that he would not think it fit to fpare his pains which he had already with no fmall fuccefs be- gun tobeftow ; but that he would make a poor foul io happy as to let it know from that mouth, which he perceived would not deceive or mif- guide it, that dif- ficult, long, and dangerous way which leads to Jeru- falem. I am not ignorant indeed ( continued he ) how much many men are wont to ftartle and boggle ac thofe terrible words ; but I thank my God they itrike no terrour at all into my heart, ner move me one jot from the refolution which I hope is immoveably fee- led in it, of going to that blefled place. For fo much have I heard of the glory of it, that I am apt to think of nothing elfe ; and fo I may but come in fafety thi- ther at the laft, I matter not at all what the way may be which carries me unto it. Oblige me therefore I befeech you fo much as to be my Guide, and to chalk out the way for me. lam confident you will not re- pent of your labour, when you mail fee your directions obferved with as much faithfulnefs and care as they are by you delivered. And as for the truft which I repofe in your skill and fincerity, I am as confident, by what I difcern already, that I (hall as little repent of it, as you will of your taking me into your tuition. I doubt not at all but I (hall be better taught than yet I have ever been ; and if the world judge otherwife, I befeech you do not take me for one that meafures mens worth by their efteem with the vulgar fort, or by the favour they have obtained to be commended by the mouth of common Fame. TI e Vulgar themfelves have whipc her about the World as a lewd Sti ump.t ; i and The Parable of the Pilgrim. and we have a plain faying, That the common Report hath too often a blifter upon her tongue. Therefore fpe3k Sir, I intreat you, and let me know what you are from your own mouth, and not from other mens. For as I never intended to ti uft my neighbour to chute my "-Opinions for me, and to difpoie of my Belief- fodo I never mean to refign my mind to be (lamped with thofe Characters that they Anil pleafe to make of men, and of their qualities. I never yet beheld fo many Saints asthey have created and worfliipped ; nor can I take all thofefor Devils, whom they are pleafed to cleric and abominate. CHAP. VII. The Guide discovers his fincere and upright Intentions. I Cannot relate how much this devote perfon was over- joyed to hear this welcome language ^ but the Reply which he made him, did give no fmall indi- cations of a great Contentment which he took in the Anfwer he had received. You cannot think it ( faid he ) a greater hsppinefs to be instructed by me, than I do to find a perfon both fo defirous, and fo capable of inft ruction. It gratifies me very much, I aflure you, to find fuch a good will in you ( which is no fmallftep in your way to Jerufa'em') especially fince I fee it fo unmoveable, that it is not like by any thing which may happen to be fo much as ihaken. Your refolution truly is admirable > and I cannot tell you what plearant emotions I felt within me to behold fo little amazement appear in your foul at the dreadful noife of trouble, pains and danger. You are excel- lently lt The Tarabk of the Pilgrim. lently qualified, I fee, for this undertaking; and without flattery I tell you, there never was any in my opinion better appointed for this Journey, if you can but maintain fo much courage and patience as you promifc ; and will without quarrelling, murmuring or troubling your felf about the affronts which may be put upon you, pafs on your way, as if you met with nothing that did difpleafe you. But above all, it highly pleafes me to hear you fay, That the place whither you would go, is fo much in your heart, that you think of it more than any thing elfe 5 For fomething relating to that, contains the greatcft part of the Advice which I am to give you. And as for my felf, fince you will not be prepoffeiTed and foreftalled with the common Opinions, and the voice of Fame, I will be fo juft as to lcr you know the very ru*. 1. 18. worft of me. I remember that Furius Crefinius, a "p. 6. Peafant that lived near to Rome ., was defamed in ancient times by many people of that City, and ac- cuted for bewitching the Lands of his Neighbours, which though of a larger extent, were not wont to yield fo fair a Crop as his few Acres. To fuch an height did their Jealoufies and Envy arife, that a C liarge was drawn up againft him5 and /landing in- dicted of fuch unlawful means to enrich himfelf, and undo others, a day of hearing was appointed, where- in he was to receive a publick Trial. What courfe do you now think the poor man took to confute their calumnies, and juftifie his own innocence < Truly no other but this would he refolve upon ; to bring along with him on the day of his appearance all the inftru- ments of Husbandry , whereby he ufed to cultivate the ground, and to fpread them before his Judges. So he did, and made his defence in this fort. If I be guilcy 77;e f arable of the Pilgrim. 23 guilty of any inchantment, behold I here fet before you all the Topis of that wicked practice, and I call all the Gods to witnefs, that I have not concealed one of them. If there be any Faith in man you may be- lieve me, that I never ufed any other Wizzardy to make my Land better than my neighbours, but what you will find to lie in thefe Spades, Ploughs, and Oxen, together with this my good Daughter. Unlefs you will reckon a great deal of pains, long watchings, and much fweat to be fuch unlawful Drugs and Poifons,that none but Witches ufe them •, and thefe I muft confefs I cannot produce in open Court, nor find any means to (hew them to you. He faid no more, but it was enough 5 for he was prefently abfolved by the fuffrage of all the Judges, and difmifled with thofe commen- dations of a good Husband, which he had well defer- ved. This, Sir, is the very Picture of my felf, who intend now to make you my Judge, and hope for as favourable a fentence from you before whom I have been accufed, and as much mif-reported as this honeft man whom I now named. I am, it is true, a perfon of fmall capacity, and lefs learning. There are many of my neighbours, to whom I freely yield the precedence, who enjoy far greater meafurcs of wifdom and know- ledge, and exceed me as much in fuch Talents as the compafs of Furitu his Land was exceeded by theirs that bordered upon it. But yet foitis, that by the bltflingof God upon my labours, there are many vir- tuous Minds and Souls truly large and generous, that acknowledge themfelves to ftand indebted for what they are to my care ■ and that arc efteemed by thofe that know them to be of a more excellent temper than, thofe who have been managed by many of my litigU cus neighbours. This hath gained me too many evil eyes, x4 The V arable of the TiigM eyes, and I am thought to ufe Tome Arts of Fafcination whereby to allure the beft difpofitions into my ac- quaintance and fociety. Then they will have it, thac I mingle fubtil potions for them, and that they imbibe fuch crafty Doctrines from me, as teach them all ways of rendring themlelves more fair and plaulible than any others in their whole behaviour, in order to the be- witching of more men to become their Difciples. This is the beft language they will allow to the good man- ners wherein 1 ftudy to educate them ; for their envy and vexation will not fuffer them to give their holy life the name of Piety, though all acknowledge it car- ries the (hew of better fruit than is brought forth by the lazy and idle pretenders to Faith and Devotion. But God knows how far I am from teaching any thing but the naked and undifguifed practice of real Godlinefs. And youfliall knowalfo how little I am guilty of evil defign, or finifter method of winning to my felf Difciples. For I will lay before you the plain, fimple and unartificial Rules that I give unto them ; which will appear to be as far remote from all fubtil- ty and craft, as the Plough, the Spade, and the Har- row are from incantation, fpells, and fociety with in- fernal fpirits. All that I beg of you to the making of you profit under my hand, and to reap an abundant fruit by my labour to inftrucl you, is that you will con- tribute fome of your own pains to be j )yned with mine •, and that you will ufe your beft diligence both to receive and under/tend thofe feeds of Knowledge that I (hall fow in your mind • and to keep them fafe, that they may not be loft when they are entertained. A little more patience alfo I muft not forget to require of you than Crefiniut demanded (fori cannot fo loon produce, as he did, all the inftruments 1 muft ufe £>r your Tin f arable of the Pilgrim. your good) and then I nothing doubt, but if you pur- fuc yout defign according to thofe'dircctions and marks that I wall give you, they will not fail at laft to bring you to the bleffed Place, on which you have fee your heart. CHAP. VIII. He begins his advice: and after the grand Direction, which contains many of the reft 5 he gives him fun- dry preparatory Counjels. And above all) tells hint that he muft be provided with ajlrong Refolution. YOU (hall find me obedient, replyed the Pilgrim, in all things unto your Precepts > for truly my heart, as you are pleafed to remember, is very much upon Jerusalem. And fince it touched me with no fmall joy to hear you fay, That there was ibmething belonging to this affection I have for Jerufalem, which would comprehend a great part of the Directions you had to give mc about the way thither, if it will not look like the arrogance of directing you how to place your Infti uctions ; let me be fo bold as to deiire before you fay any thing elfe, that I may know what the general advice is which you have to beftow upon me. It is well done, replyed the Guide, that you have puc me in mind of that paflage in my former difcourfe, and I am obliged, I think, to praife you for it, both be- caufe it argues that you diligently attend to what I fpeak , and becaufe it cannot be better placed than where you would have it3 in the very entrance of thofe Directions that you are to carry along with you. And to make my counfel the more portable, and to E be 2 £ The Parable of the filgim. be comprifed in as fmall a room as can be ; that which I mean is nothing elfe but this. As you pafs along in the way that I (hall tell you of, it will be of great ufe to you to have thefc few words always in your mind, and (ometimes upon your tongue, I AM NOUGHT, 7 have nought, I tie fire nought , but only to he in fafety with Jefus at Jerufalem. This one fentence you mall fee hath fo much in its bowels,that if you draw forth the vertue of it,and diligently obferve it, my life for yours, you (hall not fail in a competent time to arrive at the top ofyourdefires. Indeed, faid the Filgrimi methinks I feel that I have received very great inftru&ion already from you, and I did not think to have learned fo much in fo (hort a fpace, and by fo fmall a company of words. Sure you have given me fome spirits, and the very extract of things, elfe I could not have fo fuddenly felt the power ofthefe words diffufing it felf through my whole foul. I am ftrangely refrefhed by them, and they have gi- ven me fuch a tafte of your skill, that I perceive you can inftantly reach my heart when you pleafe but to open your mouth ; and if I were half dead, I perfwade my felf you could revive me in a moment. But yet I believe that I mould be the more inlightned by them, and better know their ufe 5 if I might be beholden to you for an account of the fecrets of which they are compounded, and under/land all the things that are contained in them. Do me the favour therefore I befeech you to open the fenfe, and difclofe all the force of thofe words, that I may know what meaning, you have involved in fo brief a fentence. You mall not Jong be ignorant of that, faid the Guide , if you will but have the patience to attend a while to what follows as a good preparatory to that difcourfe, and to all The f arable of the Pilgrim. 17 all the reft chac concerns your fafe paflage to Jerufalem. I muft advife y-ou, before you enter up ^n fo long a journey, or make any further inquiries, to fee that your bedy be in good health, left you (hould fall into any fuch ficknels by the way as might prove dangerous and fatal to you. And for that end I would alfo wifh you to take fomePhyfick, the better to prepare your ictf for Travel, and to disburden nature of thofe ill humours wherewith you may abound, which will ac leaft indifpofe you, and make you lazy and foon weary, if they be not timely difcharged and carried away. Now the beft counfels that I can give you of this kind, areihefc that enfue. Firjl, I would have you purge your mind of all unworthy thoughts of God, and per- fwade your felf that he is very good, a lover of fouls, and exceeding defirous to fee them at Jerufalem. Be fure you leave not fo much as a fufpicion of his wil- lingnefs to make you happy, and to afford you fuffici- ent means to attain your end. For you will not be able to ftir a foot in your way, if you bear any jealou- fies about you, that God may not favour your under- taking, nor go along with you. You have been bred, it's like, inagreatdetcftationofs#/>/0/?, and may have heard fo many declamations out of the Pulpit againft it, that you may think it thunder-ftuck ma- ny years ago: but let me tell you, that if you cherifti not good thoughts of God in your mind, all your Re- ligion will degenerate into this fpurious and bafe- born devotion. Inftead of that free and friendly converfe that ought to be maintained between Goci and his creatures, you will only flatter him in a fervile manner, and bribe him not to be your enemy. Do not imagine that I abufe this word Superftition, or that you are in no danger to fall into it-, for there are E 2 none X 8 Tl?e f arable of the Pilgrim. none more guilty of it, than they that feem to be mod abhorrent from it. Did you never obferve what a terrible Image of God there is erected in moft mens minds, and how frightful their apprehenfions are when they look upon it i Never was there any Devil- more cruel, or fought more to devour, than they have punted him in their fouls. How is it poflible then they (hou'd addrefs themfelves with any confidence and p'.eafure to him < How can they entertain any cheavful and friendly fociety with a Being which ap- pears in a d:efs fo horrible to them? And yet wor- ship him they mud for fear of incurring his dirplea-. fure, and left their negle&s of him mould rouze up his^anger againft them. Now between this neceflity of coming to him, and that fearfulnefs to approach him , what can there be begotten but a forced and conftrained devotion ; which, becaufe they do not love, they would willingly leave, did not the dread and horrour they have in their fouls of him, drag them to his Altars i And what are they wont to do there i Truly nothing but make faces, and whine, and cry, and look as if they were going to execution ; till they can flatter themfelves into fome hopes that he is moved by thefe pitiful noifes, and forced fubmiflions, to lay afide his frowns, and caft a better afpeel upon them. But then his nature remains the fame ftill, and they .fancy that he delights in the blood of men- though 'for that time he was pleafed to fmile a Utile upon them. And therefore they are conftrained to renew thefe flavifh devotions, and to fawn again Hpon him, that they may purchafe another gracious look from him. In this circle do thefe poor wretches fpend their days, and advance not one ftep toward Jerufalem. For as there can be little comfort to them I mould think The Tarable of the Pilgrim. 29 think in fuch grim (miles : So you cannot imagine iliac it can be acceptable to God to fee men crouch in this fafhion to him, and out of meer fear aflfjrd him their unwilling probations. No, this, if any thing in the 'world, is that which ought properly to wear the name of Superjlttion. A devotion which hath no inward fpring in the heart, no life nor (pint in it ; and by con- fcquence is void of all favour anJ tafte to them that perform it. It is fottifhnefs to think that God. will be contented with that which hath no better original than outward compulfion , and in its own nature is dead and hcartlcfs, dry and infipid $ and yet no better icrvice will you prefent him withal, unlets you frame alovely fair image of him in your mind i and always rcprefent him to your felf as rrroft gracious, k'uid, and lender- hearted to his creatures. Let this therefore be your firft care, not only to form fuch a beautiful Idea of him ; but alfo to fettle and fix it fo fiimly in your heart, that nothing may be able to pull it out. Tien will you be prepared to follow all my other counfels, and mod chearfully alfo reflgn your felf to the obedience of the hardeft commands. This will make you absolutely give tp your felf to the Divine Will, and to embrace it freely alfo, as moft to be cho- fen, and that for it felf and its own innate goodne(s. You will think tha- nothing but good can come from this good God, and therefore you will fubmit to his Law s as loving commands, and not as imperious, tyran- nical impofitions. You will deny your felf in any- thing that he would have you, that you may be made better than your felf, by becoming like to him. Buc other wife I muft tell you (and it is no new obfervatien neither ) that if your conceptions of him be not fuch as make you heartily love him ; as you will ferve him only 2 o Tk Parable of the Pilgrim. only with a forced obedience, fo you will obey him • with a fordid and niggardly affecYion. You will be very fcanty and fparmg in chofe dudes which are of greateft moment , and mod pleafing to him ; and ftudy only to cxprefs your liberality in things of lighter con- cernment, and iuch as are moft pleafmg to your felf. Nay, things of your own deviling you will be more rea- dy to heap upon him as fo many courtefies whereby you fhall oblige him, than to render him thofe fervices that are appointed by himfelf, which will be the lefs grateful, becaufe they are his will whom you cannoc love. This is ever the fruit of hard and penurious thoughts of God, that they fhrivel np mens hearts too, and make them needy and penurious in the ex- preifions of their love and obedience to him • and more forward to give him any thing than that which he mi. ft defires. But 1 think I might have lefc you to deduce thefe things your felf, who have a capacity I fee for greater matters , and therefore I fhall Ihorten the reft of thel'e kind of counfels, and forbear all long difcourfes and Comments upon them. Secondly, Then it muft be your care when your mind hath recovered right thoughts of God, to purifie your intentions throughly, and to fee that they be clear and unfpotctd in his fight : Spread your very heart before him, and defire him that you may have his love, and that he would deal with you, as you fincerely aim at nothing, but only to become what he would have you. Tell him that you mean in the greateft fimplicity of your foul to do his will. Proteft to him a thoufand times that you defire above all things to know what that gooc> that perfect and acceptable will of his is. Let him know that you arefo paflionately bene to pleafe him, thac The Parable of the Pilgrim. that you would not ftick to purchafe the undcrftand- ingof his pleafure at the rate of the whole world, if* it was in your difpofal. This will prepare you in the third place, to throw out the (lug ;ilh humour which is in all our natures, and todifpofe your will with true fetvour to attend this bulinefs of learching out the will of God. Ingagey.w felf as folemnly as you an to be very diligent in rinding out the truth. Perfwade your mind not to reft contented with that which firft offers it felf to your hands, but to examine and prove all things and then to hold faft that which is good. It is a fault too common, that men take things upon the credit of others by whom they are brought to them •, and not upon their own credibility. The reafon of which is no other but this, that in the one way we make a purchafe of them at a cheap rate, or rather have them for nothing, but in the other they will not come fo eafily, butcoft no fmall pains to acquire them. There is a kind of impatience alfo in tome natures which is not able to fuflferany delays: And this being joyned with a foftnefs and delicacy which is a fworn enemy to all manner of trouble and pains • it renders men very willing to fpjre themfelves the length and tedioufnefs of an enquiry, together with all the difficulties of a choice. Hence it comes to pafs that they love at firft fight, and fuffer others to chufe their belief for them : And then afterwards they re- tain by cuftom and prefcription , that which they took but by chance and preoccupation. Make an eflay therefore of the patience which you promife, in your whole Journey, at the very entrance of it ; and let your diligence to know the will of God be an earneft of that you mean to ufe in the doing of it. And as I would have you free your felf from th'.s lazy credulous 3 1 Tl?e far able of the Pilgrim. credulous humour ; fo let it be your next care to rid your mind of its oppofite, obftinate Incredulity. Lee not the cure of one ficknels be the caufe of another- nor that which takes away your fofenefs and eafinefs to believe, render you hard and impenetrable by all the impreflions of truth. Imploy the thoughts which I would have you fpend in ferious inquiry, to poffefs your mind with a ftrong perfwafion of the certainty of Chiiftian Religion, and with a right undemanding of the true defign of that glorious Revelation. For that both gives you fuch a profpect of the Blefled place you are going to, as no where elfe can be met withal j and directs you to fuch a courfe of real piety, as plainly leads unto it. And the more confident you grow that Jel'us is the Son of God fas the voice from Heaven vvitneffedj that he is the Lord of Life, and the King of Glory . the furer will you tread all the way you go, and the lefs danger there will be of {tumbling : The founder alfo and the more healthful will you grow, fo as not to faint, much lets to forfake the Chriftian courfe. And next to this I befeech you ufe the great- eft diligence to provide, that your Faith, which is to do all things in your Journey, be not it felf infected with the common difeafe of (loth and idlenefs. Be fure to purge your foul from all the droufie andphleg- matick opinions you may have about it •, which ftifle and choak the very fpirit and life of it. Do not ceafe till you have freed it of all obstructions, and rendrcd it fo active and vigorous, that you can be confident in its own nature it will neceffarily produce an holy Life. Suffer it not to reft, no not in Chnft himfelf, till it animate you to a free and chearful obedience to all his commands. Let it give your foul a fenfe that the whole of Religion is comprehended in this one powerful The Tdrable of the Pilgriml } J powerful word. Le t it feem as a point from whence all the lines of your duty are drawn : like a Fire in the middle of a room, fending out its heat on every fide in an ardent love of God, and of your Brethren. Efteem it, I mean, fuch an hearty perfwafion of the Truth and Goodnefs of all that Chrift hath fpoken, that by the force and vertue of it you become obfequious to his will in all things. And having effected this, then fearch your Con- fcience very narrowly to find out all the fins whereof you ftand guilty : fome of which may lurk fo fecurely, or look fo demurely, that a Faith which is not very bu- fie, may either not efpie them, or let them pafs for no offences. Thefe muft all be purged out and left be- hind, as things that can by no means be permitted to go along with you. And for that end let me advife you to unload your foul of them all, by humble Cm- fe/Jion : and if any of them lie as an heavy burden upon you , to repair to your fpiritual Phyfician , that he may help by his Counfel and prefcriptions to eafe you of them. And in the laft place, Let all thefe be at- tended with a ftrong Refdution^ that though your fins fhould follow, and call after you, and beg to have but one word with you ; they (hall be fo far from receiving any entertainment, that you will not fo much as enter into fpeech with them, nor liftento the voice of any of their temptations. I will not deny but that it is a dif- ficult thing not to lend fo much as a good look to an old acquaintance 5 yet it will appear much otherwife to thofc who confefs their fins fo as to hate them, and to purge therafelves from all affeftion to them. That therefore you muft give me leave to fubjoyn to this Advice, That you do not content your felf with fuch Phyfickascleanfeth only the firft paflages, and carries F away j4 Tk Taralle of the Tdgrim. away no more than the groffer humours out of the greater channels of your life i but that you adminifter iiich as will fearch into the furtheft part of your foul, and cleanfe the fpirit from all its defilements. You muft not leave behind fo much as a good opinion of any evil way. Not the fmalleft kindnefs for it, or if it be pollibie any inclination to it muft be fuffered to re- main. For this you know undid no lefs than fix hun- dred choufand Travellers to Jerufalem in ancient times, and left all their carkaffes buried in the Deferts ; wlio left Egypt, as you now are going to forfake the World ; but it was in their Bodies only, and not in their hearts and affections. Their mouths watered ftill at the re- membrance of the Flefh and Coleworts, the Garlick and Onions : and they had a fecret inclination which could not be long concealed, to return to thofe enjoy- ments, which they had abandoned. They loved the Country from whence they were departed, though they hated the bondage: and it was not fo much the evil cuftoms, as the cruelties of that Land, which made them figh for deliverance. Which is but the type and picture of thofe perfons now, who leave their finfnl ways and practices, refolving never to return to them 5 but yet they bear them a great good will , and could be very well pleafed if they could gain a permiflion to enjoy them, and not be damned to the bargain. They are often carting a kind and favoura- ble look towards them; it tickles them to think how happy they (hould be if they could fometimes keep them company, and fuffer nothing by it. It is not their fins that they are fallen out withal, but fome of their followers that wait upon them : their fmiles and fa- lutes they receive with joy, and fear nothing but the fling which appears in the tail of them. We are wont, yon The T arable oftk Pilgrim. 3 j you know, to compare fuch perfons to thofc fick men who dare not tafte of the fait meats, and the raw fruit which thty lee their friends eat before them, becaufc the Phyfician allures them, that Death lies in ambufli under every mor el. Bu: they ipeak of them with fuch a gult, that ( as we fay ) they lick their lips at thole dilhes: They fan fie them to be very favourie bits : they have a great longing for them ; and the very fcent of them is lo delicious, that rheywim very vehemently that they were not forbidden fruit. If they think not fometimes, that fure a little tafte of them would do them no harm • yet they mould cfteem themfelves far happier men than they are, if they were not tied to iuchleverities. In fuch fort do thole Pilgrims hanker after their forfaken fins in their former evil courfes ^ who hate not them, but only the mifchief which they fear from them ; and are not fo much their enemies, as friends to cate and a quiet confeience. They would not forbear them, did not fo great miferies threaten to Citnc along with them ; and their defires mould not want latislaction, were they not combated with con- trary defires of avoiding the trouble which that will give them. Let me tell ycu, it is a the ufand to one but they will find the means in fome favourable occa- fion to infinuate themfelves into their fociety again. They are nor banifticd to fo great a diftance, as Jong as they hold the place they had in their hearts . but they may be reftored and have the libcrtie to return into their ancient embraces. This forced abftinence is fo painful, and their enjoyment is fo tweet, that they w illlive in hope of a reconciliation. The fin and the danger will not ever feem fo infeparable. Their affe- ctions will make them fue for a divorce, which in a Court where thev are Judges may be eafily obtained. F 2 There *6 The Parable of the Tilgritn. There are many Arts of blaunching the fouleft mat: ters : And Vertue doth not fo challenge to it felf the fole priviledgeof being innocent, but Vice will very often pretend unto it. It knows how to put it felf in- to an harmlefs drefs ; and to pafs under fuch borrowed Titles, as (hall conceal it from the knowledge of thofe, who are afraid of nothing but its name and its punifh- ment. Love is fumifhed with as many excufes, as it hath defires ; and is full of wit and addrefs to obtain its end. They cannot be long afunder who are alrea- dy joyned in their affections ; nor can any danger be fo great that lies between to divide them, but it will be furmounted by that which hath already overcome themfelves. So great need there is that Reafon fhould fee to the implanting of this Paffion which will fo foon over- top it ; and to provide that it be of a generous and noble flock, feeing it is like ever after to be its Lord and Matter. It is in vain to object inconveniences to them, who know nonefo great as thofe of being denied their defires. They are afraid indeed of trouble and pain ; but who can tell which is the mcft grievous, that which they feel, or that which they fear < The prcfent mifery of wanting what they love, or the future of induring that which they hate i Doth not the former think you teach them with a quicker fenfe, being a prefent and a conftant evil, and fo moft certain to be fuffered : whereas the other be- ing to come, may feem doubtful whether it will come or no; and when it doth come, may not coft them half that pain which they muft conflict withal to avoid it i It is a torment they find, to live in reftlefs longings, but they hope it will not be fo great to give them fatis- faction. They cannot rid themfelves of the former,buc they are perfwaded they may foon be eafed of the latter. The Tarable of the Pilgrim. ^ latter. After they have given their defires their full fatisfa&ion, they doubt not with lefs trouble to give it ro God, than they could have denied it to themfclves. It is but repenting, they think, of the fact ( a bufinefs of no great trouble, and foon over ; and then God and they are both pleated 5 They by doing evil, and he by their forrow for what they have done. Nay, they may feem to have done more for Gods fake than for their own, becaufe they enjoyed but only a (ingle pleafure themfelves, whileft they have indured a double torment for him : One in denying fo long to follow their de- fires, and another in their regret for following of them now. I hope then you are convinced, that for the continuance of your good Refolution, you ought not to permit fo much as the leaft affection to any fin, to go along with you. It will foon, you fee, march after, if you carry fuch a friend to ifabout you ; and though it follow at adiftanceat thefirft, yet it will purfue you fo hard at laft, as fuddenly to overtake you ; or to fpeak more truly, it will bring you back again, and caufe you to retreat into its Quarters. You muft put your fanfie therefore out of conceit with it •, and poffefs your mind with odious reprefentations of it. You muft loath it, not as a fick man doth the meats on which he hath furfeited, but as a healthful perfon doth thofe to which he bears a particular antipathy in his conftitu- tion. You muft not abftain from it only as a thing forbidden, but difguft it as that which deferves to be forbidden. You fee how careful I am to eftablifh this Resolution in your foul, becaufe indeed very much depends upon it, which hath made me to enlarge this difcourfe to a length beyond that which I intended. And truly it will coft you fo much pains to form it \ there will fo many .38 • TlxfarableoftheTilgrim. many enemies oppofe it ; and perhaps when you your felf ihall think that it hath feded it (elf in your heart, there will be Co much ftili wanting to compleat it •, that I have an inclination ( if it will not quite tire your pati- ence*, to add a few words more about the nature of this Rejolution. You will lofe no time, Iamfure, by this means, nor {hill I hinder you in your intended Pilgri- mage to Jerufalem; but as the foundation well laid doth allure the fuperftru&ure, and one foot firmly planted doth make the next ftep more fecure ; fo will the Hrit part of your journey well performed, render all the reft more ealie and fafe to you. It is of great avail, you can- not be ignorant, in all cafes to begin well. There is nothing more imports to the happy or difaftrous iflue of any affair, than what manner of entrance we make up- on it : and therefore let me not feem tedious to you, if I detain you here a while before we advance further, and if I make you ftand ftill for a time, when you have a great mind, I believe, to be going forward. I fubmit my felf to your Wifdom , faid the Pil- grim, and entreat you not to confult my defires at all, but only my NecefTny. Or if you would be fure to do what pleafes me ; know that you undertake an impoffi- ble task, unlefs you take the liberty to fay what you think will dii'pleaie me. If you lofe any time, itmuft be by asking my leave to fay your mind. I mall not think that you are guilty of making me ftand frill, un- lets you ftay to obtain my confent, that you may go for- ward in your difourfe. This will be the only grievous thing that can befal me while lam in your company • and if you have a mind to exercife my patience,, it muft be by fupe&ing me impatient of your wholefome counfels. Go on Sir, I befeech you ; and give me rea- sons for what I am to do, but not for what I am to hear. Tire The Tar able of the Pilgrim, jp Tire me if you can with your Precepts, but not With any more of your Petitions to ire. You fhall have no caufe hereafter, replied the Di- rector, to complain of that matter ; For a pledge of which promife you fhall receive no other anfwer to what y< u hive faid, but only this new promife ; That if I cannot ferve you by the truth of what I fay, yet the liberty and freedom of my fpeech (hall make you know that I intend to do ycu 'ervice by revealing to you my very heart. CHAP. IX. A more particular Difcourfe of Refolution : and of the manner how to formfttch an one at will be found and firm. LEt it beobferved then, that the placing of this Difcourfe concerning Refolution at theend of my other Counfels was not without defign •, for I would give you to underftand, that it is not of any worth if it benotufheredinby precedent confideration. This muft lead the way, or elfe no folid purpofes will follow after. You muft firft be well acquainted with your duty, before you can refolve to contract a perpetual friendihip with it. Do not think that this is a Note too trivial and vulgar to have a place among my inftruftions •, for I tell you truly, there are but too many, who when they are beftdilpofed, will refolve to do they know not what: who make large promiles of thofe things, for the performance of which they are furnifhed with little power, lefs will, and fcarce any knowledge at all. They will undertake a Pil- 40 i he Tarabk of the rtlgrm* Pilgrimage to the Holy Land before they know a foot of the way,or make enquiry how far it is thither. They will levy War againft an enemy, of whofe numbers, ftrength and policy, they are utterly ignorant. And what wonder then is it, if they afterward let fall an enterprize that was begun rafhly, and to which they were not carried by their judgement, bur hurried by their blind and precipitant Pailion. Of this fort the man in the Gofpel feems to have been, who faid at the firft word, that he would go whither his Father bade him i but afterward his fervour cooled, and he thought good to take his eafe and reft himfelf. I fanlie fuch a perfon to bear fome refemblance to a Child, who ha- ving offended his Father, comes and falls upon his knees for a pardon, to the grant of which the good man is already inclined. But then he faith, My Son, you muft be careful hereafter of your duty in fuch things as I /hall require a proof of your obedience t, and I muft injoyn you fuch a courfe of life as will keep you in my favour, and finally leave you my bleffing. And before he can have finiihed half afentence of what he hath to give him in charge, the youth takes the words out of his mouth, and replies; Yes, Sir, All (hall be punctually done which you defire. You (hall never take me in any fault again, nor have caufe to complain of my difobedience. I am refolved to be as obfervanc of you in every thing, as any Child in the World can be. Let me but have your pardon, and doubt not of my conformity to your pleafure. But all this while it is the pardon upon which he hath fixed his mind, and he hath fo little regard to the conditions upon which it is to be beftowed, that he hath not the pa- tience to hear them particularly remembred. The joy which he conceives from the hope of his Fathers love The Tarahle of the Pilgrim. t 41 love, throws him headlong into a confent, before he confider the inftances, wherein the flncerity of his heart will be tryed and brought to the teft. Thefe may prove as crofs to his will, as to enjoy his Fathers good affedion is agreeable to it : and that which was fo ha- ftily reiblved, will not be fo fpeedily put in execution. Though he fancied that he would not ftick at a thou- fand things to pleafe his Father 5 yet when he hears them named, perhaps there is not one of them that will be fo pleahng to himfelf, as to find him ready to performance. Such truly are the motions which ma- ny men feel in their fouls while the Treaty is managed between God and them concerning their return to him to JerufAlem. They are very glad to hear of a truce ; and their hearts leap for joy to thinkof returning into his favour, and feeing his face in that Royal City. As long as the Propofals run in general terms, that they mult do the will of God , and run the ways of his Commandments, they find no difficulty to accord him his deiires. They readqy yield to fubmit to his pre- cepts, and fay, It is pity they mould live who wiM not ferve fuch a Matter. Jerufalem is a place of fuch glo- ry, that while their thoughts pofte thither, theyeafily leap over all the difficulties which are in their way to it. But if you defcend from hence to thofe particu- lar differences which have been between Heaven and them ; if you flop them a while in their Carriere, to acquaint them feverally with every thing that will ex- ercife their patience in the journey : They appear as defirous in fome cafes to retain their own will, as be- fore they feemed forward in all to be refigned to his ; and it is manifefl: there are fome courfes to which their hearts are more wed, than to Jerufalem. They do not like things fo well in the pieces, as in the lump. G They a 2 Tl?e far able of the Pilgrim. They do with their duty as men do with bitter Pills which they can fwallow whole ; but if they chaw them, prove fo diftaftful, that they are ready to fpit them out again. Thefe good motions indeed en) oy the name of holy purpofes, and men think that now -their hearts are fully let towards God ; but they deferve rather to be called Natural Propenfuns, than Voluntary Purpofes; and are to be efteemcd the inclination of the foul , rather than the Resolution. For the forming there- fore of this, Imuftleave with you thefe three directi- ons j in which I fhall comprize the fafeft advice that I can think of in a bufinefs of this moment. Firfiy You muft know, that a good Resolution is ne- ver founded , but upon a particular confideration of every thing that is undertaken by you, after you hive weighed them , and propofed them to your Will fe- verally, one by one. And therefore you, having it in your heart to go to Jerufalem, think ferioufly how ma- ny mile it is thither, and get an exacl information of "every ftep of your way to it j Set down in writing every thing that is to be done, and all the events which are like to meet you in every ftage $ and then as you go along in your meditation , ask your heart if it dif- Jike no palTage, and will not be tempted in fome oc- currences to turn afide. Remonftrate to it , that in fuch a place your appetite will be tempted with geni- al entertainments ; and pray it to deal freely with you, and declare whether it can deny to it inordinate fa- tisfa&ion. Tell your heart , that before you have gone rmny paces more, the wants of a pDorer man than your felf will folicit your charity, and deiire to know ifit can do good, and truftGod for the repay- ment of it. Rcpre'ent to it, how highly you may be provoked at the next ftep by the inioknee of fome unruly The Tarahle of the Pilgrim. 4, unruly Traveller, and demand whether the paflion of anger can fuffer a bridle to be put upon it. And fo laying before your eyes all the paths of Sobriety , Righteoufnefs, and Godlinefs, which I may hereafter mark and chalk out for you, ask your heart, What dolt thou think i What doft thou conclude, upon a ferious view of all the way to life? Shall we confent n take this courfe 1 or (hall we balkfome of thefe piths 1 What fay 'ft thou *. Shall we be fober in our opinoins of things, in our thoughts of our felves, in our defires , in our angers, in our eating and drinking ( with all the reft which you muft enumerate ) * Shall we walk in peaceablenefs, and in patience, and in humility,and in purity? Or (hall we (hunfome of thefe ways anddiverc into the oppofite rode i Speak out and let me know thy mind. Which of thefe doft thou except againft, or muft we equally approve of all < And never ceafc to put thefe and fuch likequeftions diftinctly to your heart, till it give an exprefs confent to every thing that preffes for a refolution. 2 . But then secondly , after this is done, you muft proceed to confider and make choice of every thing you intend to undertake with all its appendant incon- veniences, and evils which come along with it : Or elfe when they {hall come to face you, your refolution will ftart back in fo unexpected an incounter. Enquire therefore into all the difficulties of every part of your way: confider the length of the miles, the danger of Thieves, the badneO of the weather, the Icorching heat of the Sun, the ftorms and tempefts which may arife when youcrofsthe Sea, the hard lodging, the coarfe diet, and all the mifchiefs which Ifhilliliortly fhew you do attend a way fo little frequented as that tojerufalew. Say to your felf, Will you be abftemi- G 2 ous 44 TIjefarable of the Pilgrim. ous from all the pleafures which others riot in ; when? befides the want of their mirth, you your felf will be- come the fubject of it, and be expofed co their fcorn and laughter? When your meeknefs is called cowardife, can you then curb your anger i If you be reduced to a poor condition, and become the objecl of that charity which others have received from your hands, can you then believe and not be difcouraged { Will you ftill have a good opinion of your choice when you are vili- fied and condemned for it i Will you pretend to the ftridnefs of this pious courfe when it procures you nothing but mocks and flouts i Nay, will you hold your way, when you are loaden with ftripes f Will you march on with a chain about your leg, or a rope about your neck ? Do not truft your fouls till they have made you a pofitive anfwer to thefe demands, and given you fatisfa&ion 5 that> notwithftanding all you may fuffer in your credit, in your purfe, in your bo- dy, and in your life, they will not alter their purpofe of going in thefe ways to the Holy L*ndi and the City of Cod. 3. And then in the Uft place, it will much conduce to the fettling of a conftant Resolution, if you do not conclude too foon, but weigh all thefe things over again. Ask your lelf the nexc morning, whether you ftill continue in the fame mind. Know of your foul, whether your purpofe was not the effect of aprefenc heat, and if after the cool of the night you can allow it. Bid it compare all things deliberately on both fides, and laying them in an equal ballance, fo incline and determine it felf. On that fide there are many plea- fures which you muft forgo ; and on this are many pains which you muft endure. There is a fofc and de- licate way, and here are ftony and cragged paths. In the The T^rable of the Pilgrim. 4 5 the other road you may enjoy your eafe ; but in this that I (hew you, you muft deny your felr, and labour hard to be faved.. Do not the fcalcs incline to the contrary fide? Will you ftill be in love with this rough way which leads to Jerusalem f What have you now at hand to counterpoife and to /weigh down the advantages which Teem to ly on the other fide againft your Refolution? You are undone, if you are not furnifhed with a multitude of fuch confiderations as thefe, of the worth and weight of a foul, of the Glory to Jerufalem, of the pleafures that you mall foon tafte in thefe ragged ways ; which you mud throw into the right-hand Icale with all the force of reafonyou have. Or in one word, you muft compare the Beginning and the End of thefe two together, and then you will foon fee the difference. There is nothing, you think, but fweetnefs in the ways which I forbid you, till you come to the conclusion of your journey, and then what pro- vifion will you find made for you but gall and worm- wood ? As on the other fide you may fancy, there is nothing grows but that bitter herb in the paths wherein I would conduct you 5 yet at the laft how- ever you cannot but promife your felf a Garden of pleafure. Now, which of thefe will you make yout choice, to which of them will you lean; to the pre- fent , or to the future good i To the prefent , no doubt, if you be abeaftj but to the future fure, if you be a man, and not forfaken of yourreafon. For, con- tinue to compare the Length of thefe two ; and fee how far it is from the beginning of the pleafures in one way, and the pains in the other, to the end of both. Is it not a very fhort life of a few days, which puts a period to them both f How can it be any great matter then to enjoy the one, or to endure the other ? But then 46 The Parable of the Pilgrim. then where thefe end, there is fomethingelfe begins^ and who can tell the length of that, when the other are done and pafled away < Now the difparity difco- vers it felf. Now your thoughts will be fwallovved up in a bottomlefs AbyfTe. For you can fee no end of the pleafures to which one way leads you, nor of the pains to which the other brings you. So that you may let your Soul know,, that this is the fumm of the whole bufinefs. Here are on one hand fhort plea- fures and long pains ; and on the other , fhort pains, and long pleafures. Bid it chufe now, like a rational creature, and embrace that which draws the will with greateft force unto it. I am fure, there is nothing can tempt it to incline to the former, but only this, that thofe pleafures are prefent, whereas thefe that I fpeak of are to come. Let it therefore never confider them as meer pleafures, but with this addition of short and Long 5 and that will render the difference vaftly great , and attract it mightily to the other hand. And if the fcale feem to alter again, becaufe you are fure of the prefent, but not of that which is to come; Here you muft employ your Faith, to give a weight to that which is not yet in Being. It muft make you feel how folid and mafiy thofe future enjoyments are, and then your work is done. For when Faith hath made themprefent, as the other are; they themfelves are Co ponderous, that it will feem as light as feathers, whatfoever it be that lyes in the ballance againft them. I believe you fee by this time, that it is a matter of fome labour, to bring your felf to a thorow Resolution : but when it ftands on thefe grounds, I do not appre- hend what temptation that fhould be, which can hope to fhake it. There is no new thing can prefent it felf, but The Tar able of the Vitgrim. 47 but what hath been a!:Cidy confidercd , and for which you are provided : and therefore it will defpair fure (being clearly caft, and having loft the d3y) of re- covering any place in your eftecm, or being of any moment hereafter with you. Its prctenfions being quite fpoilcd, and all that it hath to alledge confuted ; it will be to no purpofe again to follicit an hearc which hath lb folemnly given itarepalfe, and utterly rejected its fuit. One thing indeed muft not here be diilembled 5 which is the great difference that ap- pears between the fame thing, while it remains in the Speculation of our mind, and when it comes forth from thence to be put in practice. The diftance is wide , ic muft be confeiled, betu een thoughts and things. It is not all one to conceive and to bring forth, to difcourfe and to pafs to execution. There is a great deal of pleafure attends upon our conceptions 5 and clear reafonings are accompanied with a wonderful delight. There weeafily matter dcfigns • and fighting only with the Ideas of things, they will fuffer themlelves to be conquered by us, and taken captives at our wills. But then, after all this > wc muft come out to the other part of executing and bringing forth } and there we find a ftronger reiiftance. Then the faces of things are quite changed, and the Soul falls into labour, and fuf- fers the throws of travail. Itisnot the fame thing for a Merchant to think of a ftorm, and to be driven with the fury of it. A temped is not fo frighful in the Port, as in the midft of the Sea. Then it is that perhaps he repents of his Voyage, and wifhes that he was well at home again ; Or , at leaft, he could be content to be driven thither, and there think he had done nobly in venturing fo far as he did upon the treacherous Ocean. And fo truly, I cannot tell you how great the diffe- rence 4g Tlie f arable of the Pilgrim. rence maybe which you will find between your felf hereafter when you come to do thefe things, and your felf now when you are deliberating of them. We are now in a place of reft and peace ; we fpeak of thin'gs abfent > and difcourfe of objects afar off: when you and your enemies come to be upon the fame fpot, when you are engag'd to do what you have indefign, then you may not be the fame man, nor find things in the fame pofture : But that may revolt and oppofeyouin the operation, which was complyant to you in thought, or did not lo much refift you in meditation. Then you will find that you mufl wraftle ftoutly with the diffi- culties that make head againft you 5 and that they will put you to a greater proof of your valour and constancy than you might imagine. Then your cafe will be very bad if you feel your felf more unwilling to proceed, than now you are : if you muft be combating your own will, when you mould fet upon your enemies ; if you mufl then be deliberating, when you mould be doing ; and prevailing over your felf, when you mould carry the victory over your oppofers. And if you fhould prove like our Hypocrite s> who think it is enough to refolve ftoutly, and to make refiftance, your affairs will ftill be in a worfe condition : For then you will fairly go back, and fit down to comfort your felf with fuch thoughts at thefe ; That you have gone far enough in undertaking a bufinefs of fuch difficulty, though you never effect: it ; and that it is an atchievement glorious enough for this world, to fet your felf againft enemies fo mighty, though they get the better of you. Thus flat- terers have fometimes praifed a Prince's valour, for ha- ving once put his horfe into a rage -7 and extolled his courage for figning a Treaty of Peace with a great deal of regret. That the Parable of the Pilgrim. 49' That you may be conftant therefore and power- ful in your Resolution ; that not you, but your enemies may yield and leave you the victory • let me eameirly ■beleech ycu toreprefent all things which you now un- dertake both as truly and naturally 5 and as lively and flrongly as it is poflible to your foul. Think that you ere now ifTuing forth into the field of action. That ar> this moment you are in the agonies which you muft txpect. That juftnow when you. are deliberating of thefe things, you feel all the contradiction and refi- nance that will be made. And for the better fecurity of your Resolutions it will be ufeful, if not neceffary, to renew it every morning 5 and to go out of ycur Cham- ber armed as a man that waits for his enemies. Vow your heart again unto God as foon as you open your eyes. Makeafolemn proteftation before him, that you mean to continue his faithful fervant, and for no reafon in the world to be falfe to your undertaking. Reproach to your felf the bafenefs and cowardHe of which you have been at any time guilty ; and fwear to him over and over again your conftant fidelity. Say with a great courage, I do here in the prefence of God, and of my Saviour, and of all the heavenly Hoft, de- vote all the forces of my foul to execute his pleafure. I renounce the world • I vow a Pilgrimage to Jerusalem 5 I will wade thorow all difficulties ; I will refufe no labours ; I will beg my bread fo I may come fafely thither. This I avow to be my mind ; this I con- firm and ratifie again without any refervations, daufes or exceptions. I will never unfay it nor revoke it. I will never repent of this promife, or of any parr, of it. So help me, O my God. And here it will be feafonable to make your humble fuit unto him, that he will be pleafed to fortifie your Refolution too, and vouchfafe H to j© *Fhe Tarahle of tk Pilgrim. to aid you by the grace of his Holy Spirit. Represent to him that you are a poor Pilgrim, who have under- taken a long journey for his fake, and forfaken all for no other end, but only to fee him at Jerusalem. And therefore tell him, you hope he will not fuffer your defign to mifcarry ^but that he will make you as valine in your actions, as through his goodnefs you are alrea- dy in mind and heart : and that as you have chofen this way, fo he will uphold your goings in his paths, that your footfteps flip not. Shew him all your weak- ness, and how feai ful you are of your felf. Tell him youarefenfiblethe fdoingof his ^ ill is much different from knowing and purpofing to do ir. And therefore pray that he will leffen the difference, or take it quite away by his mighty power joyned to you, that you may with as much certainty, if not with as much eafe, do and effed, as you have projected and refolved. In fliort } offer up your will to him all broken and con- trite, that he may put it into what form and pofture hepleafes. Shew him an heart that quits all intereft in it felf, and that would be only led and conducted by him. Let him fee you (landing quite out of your own will ; purely indifferent to all things, but only the doing of his. Let him know that you mean never to call it back, orrefumeitinto your hands any more, though you might poflefs it of all the world thereby. And then fure he cannot abandon you, nor fuffer any thing elfe to make a prey of that which is thus affe- ctionately addre0ed unto him. It is not poffible that he mould refufethe offering you make him, nor can he throw away a heart which puts it felf thus humbly and fincerely into his hands ; for now it is in the place where he would have it, and it doth but anfwer the fummons of furrender which he fent it. He doth not defire The TaraUeofthe 'Pilgrim: defire any thing more, than that you would thus refign and make over your fclf to him, willing neither one thing nor other but only this, that he would let you know what choice to make for your felf : Then you cannot be long ignorant of your duty, nor impotent neither ; for your Will being overcome, you will foon overmafter all other difficulties, either of knowing or doing the will of God. CHAP. X. Of leaving the World. ; and horv thereby we recover our freedom. AN D now having reduced things to this ft ate, you may efreem your felf deferving the name of a Pilgrim j who for fakes his houfe, his wife, his children, and all he hath, making himfelf poor and naked, that fee may travel in his journey more lightly and merrily when there is nothing left that may prove an impedi- ment unto him. It may feem perhaps a very beggerly condition, but let me tell you this before I go any fur- ther, that if you can thus fincerely part with all the world in heart and refolution ; you have got poffef- fionof a thing which was never yours before, and is the grcateft riches upon earth, I meaner felf. We tell men that it is their duty to take their hearts whol- ly out of the hands of the world, to let nothing claim fuch an intereft in their aflfecYions, that it (hould fay I am yours and you are mine : And this ftartles and affrights them 5 they think we are going to rifle their pofleflions and rob them of all their goods. But if they did fee things in a true light, and were not hoodwinkc H z with Tk t arable of the Pilgrim. with their paflion, they would thank us for our advice, and think that we come to reftore them a treafure which they had loft, and indeed till now had never enjoyed. You mall not take my word long for what I fay ; but you fhall find before you have travelled very far, that you were never happy till you were loofed from thofe bonds whereby your heart was tyed to worldly things j that you were never Matter of any thing till you were ftript ftarknakedof all your inordinate earthly affecti- ons. Now you will be your own man. Now you will b« able to do as you will your felf, and to live accord- ing to your pleafure. You will now have the power todifpofeof yourtime,and your thoughts,and all things clfe belonging to you, as you fhall think good. You will have the liberty toJseep your felf company 5 to entertain your Saviour when he comes to vifit you •, to enjoy God in quiet without any thing to difturbyou $. to converfe with the other world as freely as you do with this. Whereas while your heart was chained to any of t he fe things which I wifli. you to renounce, I appeal to you, whether you were not more theirs, than your own. Were you not forced to go whither they would have you 1 Did they not draw you from your felf at their pleafure? Were you not bound to keep them company ; to imploy your time in their fervice and attendance i Did they not perpetually ingrofs your thoughts, and folicite your defires, and exclude all things elfebefidesthemfelves from having any place in your heart i In more,, were you not ever from home, and did you not always live out of your felf? Let not your poverty then run in your mind though it mould be never fo often objected by you, for you were never pofleffor of any thing till now : never rich till you be- came a Pilgrim, never Matter of any thing till you were. Tbt f arable of the Tilgrm. ,, were owner of your felf. Now you have recovered your freedom and your eafe both together. Now you may do what you will, and you fliall not frffer as you were wont. You can remember the torment I believe which you indured when any of thofe things were ei- ther loft or diminimed, to which you had ingaged your affeclions. You felt that if we too ardently love and cleave to any thing, we muft be carried along with ic. With all its changes (which in this uncertain world are not a few) we mult fuffcr a change too. When it is ia danger, we fhake and tremble for fear. When it is im- paired, we are wounded and cut ac the heart for grief. When it is loll, we fcarce know where we are, and canr not find our felves. And in one word, we muft follow the fortune of thete worldly things if we be wedded to them 5 infomuch, that there is no remedy but to fue ouc a divorce prefently ; becaufe it is an unlawful marriage. See then what an happinefs falls to your portion when this is once effedkd,and your interefts come to be fepa- rated by parting you afunder. Now you will not be fo concerned in any of the mutationsof the world. Now any thing in it may depart, and not be followed with your miferable lamentations. And, tofpeakcompen-; dioufly, there is nothing can go away from you,which. fliall carry you away too, but ir. will (till leave you your felf behind. Let me incourage you therefore to take the name and weeds of a Pilgrim upon you, as your honour 5 and to wear them as a glorious mark of your freedom. Though you have given your heart heretofore to the world, yet let it know that you do not intend to leave it in her hands : but prefently call it back again that | you may beftow it upon a better Matter. Do not we | fay that every Chriftian muft give himfelf to God, and 34 The Parable of thefilgritn. is it not that which I have now perfwaded you to fe- folve t But how fhall a man give that which he hath not f And he hath not himfelf, as I have proved,, that hath let out his heart to the world. Ic is neceffary then that you take it home again in order to your being his. You muft be your own, that fo you may give your felf to him. You mutt be reftored into your own hand, that fo you may have femething to offer up to his ufes. And did you never think in any iicknefs that you were near to the gates of Death ? I befeech you tell me whether it was not a great trouble to you to find your felf fo much in the power of other things that you could not refign your felf to God ? What mifery is there like to this, to be fo out of our own hands while we live 5 that we cannot yield our felves to our Maker when he would have us dye ? To be tyed fo faft to other things, that we cannot go to him when he calls us i To feel that this thing holds us, and that pulls us , and the other even clafps about us, and fays ; You muft not leave us i If there were nothing elfe to thruft you forward in your defign 3 the thoughts of this mifery would be a fuftlcient fpur to you to quicken the execution of it. Reftore your felf prefently to liberty again,and be a fervant of the world no longer 5 if it be but for this reafon only, that you may be free to dye. Leave the world as you found it : and feeing you muft go naked as you came, do not ftay for Death to pluck off your doaths, but ftrip your felf, and owe your liberty to your own hands. It will not be long you are well affured ere that debt to natuie muft be paid ; and then there cannot be a greater contentment, than to feel that you are your own at that hour : That you can difpofe of your felf to God without any lett or hindrance ; and that you can dye in the freedom where- in [The T arable of the ^Pilgrim. j 5 in you were born. If you (tend ingaged to the world, it will be fmeto puc in its calm and challenge an in- terest in you ac that time. It will let yon know that it is your Miftrefs, and ftill requires your fervice. And therefore follow your refolution, and forfake it berime ; that io it may not give you any trouble then, but fuffer you to go out of it, as quietly and with as little care, as you came into it. He fpake thefe words with a great deal of heat, and with a tone exprefiing fo much vehemency, that he could not have been more earned if he had been de- puting the liberty of his Country with thofe who in- tended to betray it. But on a fudden repreffing him-r fclf and letting his voice fall a little, he told him that he would fpare the reft of his difcourfe on this argu- ment for fome body that ftood in greater need of it. For I perceive (faid he) that I have now to deal with an heart that hath already begun its own deliverance, and whofe wearinefs of the Worlds fervice hath brought it hither to find out a better Mafter. Befidcs ( added he ) it will not be prudent I think to burden you with many things at once : and we are admonifh- ed alfo by the darknefs which comes upon us, that it is time to take a fliort repaft and fo commit our felves to reft. I have an empty Bed which will be glad to receive a Pilgrim, or any one that hath fet his face to- ward Jerufakm, being dedicated long ago to Charity. And therefore if you intend to be ruled by me in all things, let me lay my injunctions upon you not to ftir a foot to feek a lodging in any other place but in my houfe. Ifwas a thing of no difficulty, youmayeafily think, to perfwade a man to accept of that, which he much defired 5 and had already prepared hirofelf to bee. 5>6 Tl?e T arable of the Til^rhn. beg. And therefore having made him his hearty ac- knowledgements for that offer and for all the good counfels he had beftowed upon him, together with a promife to be obfequious to them ; they late down to a frugal flipper, and a while after commending them- felvesto God they parted and went to Bed. I fay to Bed ; for they did not both betake themfelves to Reft : The poor ftranger's mind being toiled with a thoufand thoughts,, and travelling all night very hard to Jeru- salem. He had no fooner put off his doaths, but he thought that this was a lively emblem of the condition to which he was to be reduced"; and it put him in mind how he ought to ftrip himfelf of all undue affections to the world. He took there a folemn leave of it, and bade it eternally farewel. And think not, faid he, to meet me again in the morning, and tha.t I will put on my old love to you as I do my garments ; No, I vow that 1 would go ftark naked if the one could not be re- fumed without the other. Then he revolved in his mind all that he had heard of the way to Jerufalem, together with the difficulties therein : which in the filent dark- nefs of the night he mufed upon more deeply than per- haps he would have done at another time : There be- ing a refemblance he thought between the darknefs and the afflictions he was to indure ; and between the filence, and the patience he was to ufe. Thefe and fuch like refle&ions fucceeded fo faft one upon ano- ther, that they would not fuffer him to dole his eyes till towards the morning light : when a weak flumber laying all his fenfes afleep and chaining up his reafon,1 left only his imagination at liberty to rove about. And it had not pretfed many of the footfteps of things which his memory was imprinted withal, before the image of an ancient pious Friend of his dead long ago, and The f arable of the Pilgrim. }? and who had often perfwaded him to quit the world, prcfented it felf before him. He was clothed in white rayrrent, and his countenance was very bright •, but he approached him with the very fame fmiles in his face wherewith he ufed heretofore to run into his imbra- ces. This perfon he fancied he was going to meet as foon as he faw him come in at the door ; but before he could ftir, he thought he found him at his bed -fide praying him not to arife. For ( faid he ) I muft foon leave you, and am come only to exprefs to you the joy 1 have to find you in this Good mans houfe. Happy is he that hath met with a faithful Guide : but far happier is he who follows his Advke. Make not too much nafte to be gone ; ftir not from hence till you be difmifled. And then I hope we may one day meet, never to part again : But now I cannot be permitted to make a long (lay with you. This fight, but efpecially his fpeech gave h'.m fuch a fentiment of joy, that he hath often fince profefied he never felt the like, nor had any power to defcribe it. Yet he wifhed afterward that it had been lefs ; for it brought him out of his flumber ; and opening his eyes, chafed away that fair Idea, whofe company he would fain have injoyed a little longer. So agreeable was that object to him, and fo dele&able did it render that moment or two wherein it appeared, that his fpirits were as much refreflied thereby, as it they had been fteeped all the night in the dews of deep. Not hoping therefore , nor wifhing to have his eyes {hut again ( unlefs it were to behold that Friend ) he left his Bed , and prepared himfelf to welcome his Hoft whom he heard already ftir- ring and calling up his fervants. He comforted him- felf alfo with this pleafant thought , that he was awaked to fee a Friend , whofe company he (lioald I DOC 5.8 The Tarahle of the Pilgrim, not lofe Co foon , and in whofe fociety he might re* joyce without fearing to make him vanifli out of his fight. CHAP. XL. lie commends to the Pilgrim two Companions : Humility and Charity. Dirctfs -where to find tbem. . mth a, Urge Difcourfe oj the former of them, . IT was not long before the good man of the houfe came to give him the ufual morning falutations, and to inquire how he had refted that night. But when he entred his Chamber, he beheld fuch a joy in his coun- tenance, that it quite turned by that thought, and made him congratulate his chearfulnefs, which he told him he took as a certain indication, that his Counfcls had found a good acceptance, and were like to be pur- fued. His Gueft was willing that he fliould impute his pleafant afpe&to that caufe, and fo told him nothing of his Dream : Fearing indeed that he might think him childifli and fuperftitious , if he knew that he conceived fo much joy from fuch flight appearances and ihadows of comfort. But having expreffed his great fatisfaclion in thofe preparatory difcourfes wherewith he had been pleafed to honour him, he told him that the New day was not fo welcome as himfelf, andthat theHours feemed too fluggiib, and the morn- ing to make over- long delay, to bring him the reft of the Counfels which he expected from his mouth. You have given me a rare Good-morrow^ replyed the Guide, and I have feldom met with fuch early joys : Let us give thanks to God therefore for this happy be- ginning, The Parable of the Pilgrim. jp ''ginning^ and fo qualifie our felves for the continuance of his favours. The poor Pilgrim (Tor fo he efteemed himfelf) embraced this pious motion with all his heart* and fo having joyned together in their devout acknow- ledgements,, the one prepared himfelf to fpeak, and the other to hear what further related to his intended journey to Jerufalem. And the Sky being very clear, the Earth having charged the Air with no vapours at all, they were invited into the fields, at once to re- frefli their bodies with a walk, and their minds with good difcourfe. Confidering alfo the fecurity they mould enjoy thereby from all the diverfions that other company might give them > It was agreed, that all the time he flayed there, if the weather were fa- vourable, they fliould fpend thegreateft part of the day abroad. You will expect, perhaps, that I fliould fee down at large the particulars of every da*ys confe- rence, and tell you where the night broke it off, and with what circumftances it was renewed the next mor- ning .; but I fear that method would extend my narra- tive to too great a length ; And therefore I fhall content my felf to give you a continued Relation of the princi- pal things which at feveral times entertained our Pil- grim, during his flay with this good man ♦, whofe chari- ty would not fuffer him to depart, till he was fully in- ftrucled in all things that concerned his fafe paffage to t\\Z City jf God. As foon then as they had the houfe on their backs? and were come into the open Air, the Guide began to fpeak unto him to this effect : I will not be fo diftruft- ful of your memory, as to make a repetition of what hath been already (aid, but proceed to tell you, that having difpofed your affairs in fuchfortas I have di- I 2 reeled, 6& Tl?e Tarahle of the Ttlgrhn] reded, and put your felf in good order for your Jour- ney, you muft be fure to provide your felf of two Con> panions to go along with you, which indeed you can never be without, whofenamesare HUMILITY and CHARITY. The former of thefe will always keep you in a mean opinion of your felf, and the latter will raife you to an high efteem of God and your Saviour « breeding in you a paflionate defireto be like to them > and a grateful refentment of all their kindnefscoyou. And that you may not think I intend to put you upon fome long fearch for them, I fhall tell you for your comfort, chat you (hall find them both lodged toge- ther in one place from whence they never llir, but are always ready at hand to affift thofe that there fcek for them. I know you are defirous that I fh >uld ac- quaint you where that is ; and becaufe I would five your pains as much as ever I can, I fhall (end you no further than your felf, if you ftill keep in mind that fentenee which I told you would be of daily ufe, and which you requefted to have explained 5 for in that you will be fure to meet them embracing one ano- ther in an infeparable conjunction. You do well, I hope, remember it ; yet I cannot chufe but repeat it to you,and with you again and again to fay as affecYionace- Iy as you are able, / am nought, /have nought, Idefire nought , hut only this one thing, vehich U our Lord Jejm Cbrift ; and to be at peace with him in Jerufalem. HUMILITY fays3 lam nought, I have nought. And LOVE fays, idefire nought hut Jefus and Jerufalem. Thefe two you may the better keep in your company, becaufe you cannot lofe either of them, unlefs you will lofe them both;(and who is there that would not at leaft have one friend to be of his fociety in his travels? >So lo- vingly they do agree together,that they are by no means willing T\n Tar able of the Pilgrim. billing to be afundcr. If the one be admitted, the other will not be excluded •, and as the one grows to a taller pitch, the other advances together with it. The more you humble your felf, the higher will your Love afcend ; and as that is exalted, (o will you learn ft ill lower to deprefs your felf. For the more you dif- cern your felf to be nothing, with the greater ardency of afTe&ion will you embrace Jefus, who is defirous to make you fomeching worth : and the more you admire and love him; and his imcomparable perfections,, the better frill will you be ableto'takea view of your own nothing. And that is a thing which I think He to ob- ferve to you before we pals any further, becaufe it may be of great ufe to you in your Pilgrimage. T hac the Humility which I commend unto you, is not to be cxercifed Co much in a direct considering of your felf, your finfulnefsand your mifery ( though this be very profitable at the firft ) as in a ftil!,- quiet and loving ad- miration of the excellent Goodnefs, Purity and Love of Jefus. When youbelievehim to have the fulnefs of the Godhead dwelling in him bodily, and especial- ly when you are indued with afavoury feeling of his holinefsandkindnefsj this fight of him will beget in your foul a more pure,, fpirtual and fwcet Humility , than the beholding of your felf can polliblydo, which produces an Humility more grofs, boifterous and un- quiet. As there is a Love which is calm and quiet, when not at all ftirr d with the paflion, we remain poifelTed of all the pleafure of it • fo is there an Humility of the fame nature, which (ilently finks us down to the very bottom of our being, without fUrring and troubling of our fouls, as we are wont to do when we violently plunge our thoughts into them. But both of thefe defcend from above, when cui minds are! aft ned to coeleftial 'fa T>;e Parable of the Pilgrim. cceleftial objects, which always are in a ferene tran- quillity : they will not fpring from things beneath, which are tolled in a perpetual and reftlefs agitation. 'We never feem lefs in our own eyes, than when we look down from on high upon our felves: and being then in' peace, we have lefs alfo of that vexation wherein our fouls are apt to boil and rage when they are the neareft objects of our thoughts. Our Humi- lityvi\\\ be the more when we admire Jefus, and it will be of a temper more rn'iJ^nd gentle, like him whom we admire. It will notTofe any thing of it felf by ta- king its original from him -, but only lofe thatfowre- nefs which is mingled with it when it hath its begin- ning from our felves. You will plainly underftand my meaning, if youdobutconfider, that by fixing your eyes upon your felf, you may indeed difcem that you are a moft wretched, (in ful creature: but by fan- ning them upon him^ you will both fee the fame, and that more clearly : and moreover feel that you are a meer nothing. This fenfe of your felf, which lays you lowed of all other , you can never owe to any thing elfe, but a fight of him who wants nothing. His Fulnefs appearing lb great, your Emptinefs will feem as vaft „; and in compare with his Perfections, you will think your felf nothing but Imperfection. When you confider that all is his, at that thought you have loft your felf, by finding that you are not your own : and when you think that he is the original of all, you are loft again in a fenfe that you had been nothing with- out him. So that in this way you will be as much caft down to the ground, and rolled as much in the duft, as by any other reflections : All the difference is, that you will not roll and tumble about in the turbulency of your own diffracted thoughts, and the violent com- motion The Parable of the Vilgrhn. 6} motion of your furious pafiions. You will only lye at his feet in a lowly pofture adoring of his Excel- lencies, praifing his furpafling Perfections, confefling your own meanncfs, beleeching him tapity a poor Soul that thinks it felf nothing, unlefs it may fee him there, and defiring him to take the opportunity of doing himfelf that honour, and you that kindncis, as out of his fulnefs to impart a new ipirit, and a divine na:uie to you. Nay, this Humility will make you ftudy to caft all other things out of yojtf thoughts, and labour only to be beloved of him, without which you judge your felf to be of all creatures mod miferable. It is not to be told what the benefits of this fort of Humi- lity are : but to let you fee fomething of its great vir- tue, reflect upon that which we lately difcourfed con- cerning the force of a ftrong Refolution, and hearty furrenderofyourfelfto God. Which, as it contains ;< all things you are to do within comprehenfbn, (o it is fupported by nothing more than a profound Humi- lity. When we confidcr that we were made by God, that we depend upon him every moment, that we are infinitely ingaged to him for many millions of his fa- vours 5 when we think what a Soveraign Authority he hath over us, how much he is fuperiour to us, wh:ic a right he hath to all our fervices, and how wife and good his will is ; it is impoflible that wc mould avoid refolving to give him our hearts, and to perfiftreternal- ly in the abnegation of our own wills and defires , which we can never faffer to be competitors with his. This Humility will not be forward to cloath you with fliirtsof hair, to prefcribe you no other dyet but the meaneft you can procure , to put a whip into your hand wherewith to let your felf blood, to rob you of your hofeand fhoocs that you may go barefoot to Jerufalcw \ . <$ j The Parable of the Pilgrim. Jernfa/em : It will not bid you ftrike your bare breaft againft the /tones, nor tell you, Thar, to be a Sai»r, you muftroll your naked body in the briers, or tumble in the fame manner in heaps of Winter Snow , or plunge your felf up to the neck in an Icy Pool : But ic will infallibly ftrip you of your Self, and ftarve all your carnal defires, and break your will in pieces, and lay you at the foot of the Crofs of Chrift, and difpofe you to all thofe rigours, and a thoufand more, if your Lord did fignifie that he would be pleafed with fuch au- fterities. How fafe then and fecuremuft you needs think your felf under the conduct of fuch a Companion f You cannot have abetter Guard, nor be put into a place of greater aflurance , if you feek over all the world for it , than that to which Humility will lead you. For making you diftruftful of your own power and ftrength , it will urge you to a continual dependance upon your Lord, without whom you feel that nothing, much lefs fuch an excellent thing as youdefigncanbe atchieved. We accufe very much the weaknefs of our nature , we complain heavily of the body of flefti and blood, which continually betrays us ; we conceit that we mould do rare things, were we but once quic of this load of earth, and fuffered to move in the free and yielding Air. But let me tell you, and believe ic for a truth-, though we had no fociety with a tere- ftrial nature ; nay, though our minds were free and clear from all mortal concretion ; though we had no cloaths at all to hinder our motion : yet our ruine might arife out of our fpirits, and by pride and felf confidence we might throw our felves down into utter deftruftion. For what commerce, I pray you, had the I7;e Parable of th that place not their ftrength, fufficiency and fafeguard in him, but in themfelves. And on the other fide Fragility of nature is not that which will un- do us, if the Divine prefence do not withdraw it felf, which it never doth from humble and lowly minds that confide in him and not in their own power ; which were it athoufand times greater than it is, would not be fufficient to conferve it felf. Our pric*e, and vanity, and forgetfulnefs of God then is that which we muft accufe •, not the infirmity and crazinefs of out flem ., K for -$k The? arable of the Pilgrim. __ . for as the excellency .jof the Angelical nature could no: lave them when they disjoyned themfelves from their Creator : fo the weaknels of ours mall not harm us, if we keep clofe to him, and never fever our felves from that heavenly power which worke:h mightily in us* Do you not fee then how much you muft ftand in- debted to this AtTociate in your Journey i For it is Humility that muft faften you to God, that will keep you in a conftant adherence to him, and not let you ftir a foot from him ; that will make you tremble to think of looking into your felf, and not behold him there. This is in effect your ftrength and falvacion ; this fupplies the defe&s 'of your nature ; this is the remedy of your infirmity ; and after a ftrange way this raifes you above all the power of the world, by keep- ing you down, and preffing you very low in your own thoughts. I muft not defraud it therefore of thofe juft praifes that are due to its virtue , which may recommend it more to your affe&ions, and make its company more grateful in your travels. But it is fit you fliould know that this Humility which makes us feem fo little or no- thing in our own eyes, is one of themoft glorious things in the world, and places a man among the an- cient Hero's. It is indeed the height and fublimity of our mind, the true Gallantry of our fpirits. It letting us fee what poor defpicable things we are, caufesus to furmount our felves, and to have no regard to fuch low and petty interefts as thofe of our own. It is not a fneaking quality, that dif- fpirits the foul, and deprives it of all its force and vigor,but a gererous difpofition of mind, that will notftffer it toimploy its forces upon fuch a mean and contemptible fcrviceas that of plea- fin; The far able of the Pilgrim] 3/ fing our fclvcs. Let it not feem a Paradox to yotj, for there is nothing truer, that pride and conceited- nefs are the qualities of bafebred fouls, of feeble and ignoble minds ^ and that lowlinefs is the endowment of a foul wellborn, nobly defcendtd, and bravely edu- cated in the knowledge of the moft excellent things. For whether is greater, I pray you, hethatfets a value upon little trifles, or he that defpiles them ? Is not he that defpifes them i whofe thoughts are taken up with fublimer objects, that make himfelf and all things here befides appear as nothing in his eyes C I believe you will fay there was not a greater man in the world mi thofe days than Mofes^ a leader of a mighty people, the Captain General of all the Pilgrims of that Age, who had wrought wonders in Egypt, who had figna- lized himfelf by the drowning or Pharaohs Army in the Sea : and yet it is apparent there was not a meeker r.chryj}>{i«m. perfon living upon the Earth , no man had a meaner in l Cor* l*J* opinion of himfelf. He was content to be taught by Je M™,though he knew fo much himlelf, nay he was not offended at his reprehenfion, but fubmitted his judge- ment to a better reafon. Could there be a greater inftance of his Humility and Gallantry both together? He that had overcome fo many, now overcame him- felf. He that had triumphed over mighty hofts, now leads his pride in triumph, and tramples it under his feet. He cared not who had the honour of it, fo wife and great things were effected. His own glory ht valued ncr, but his Humility infpired him by all means to feek the peoples good. What think you of Abra- ham alfoa more ancient Pilgrim than this K who calls himfelf but Duft and Ames ; who condefcended fo far as to pray Lot a perfon inferiour to himfelf , that there x might be no difference between them: And yet this K 2 was ^ g Tk Tar able of the Tilgrim. was that great man who had overcome (o many K'ngs in battel, and brought away fo many fpoils, and re- deemed Lot himfelf from Captivity. Hath not his Humility rendrtd him more famous than thofe victo- ries i Hath he not crowned himfelf with greater glory in not vaunting himfelf in thofe Trophies, than if he had been ferved continually by thofe conquered Princes < If one man thinks clay to be clay and there- fore treads upon it ; another thinks it to be gold and therefore admires it •, which of thefe hath the braver mind 1 Hath not he who doth not admire the clay, and embrace the dirt 1 So he truly that calls himfelf but Duft and Ames hath certainly a very great foul -, while he that underftandeth not, but hath himfelf in admi- ration, is a weak and bafely minded man. He hath a great fpirit who makes no account of thofe things which others are proud of. He is generous who de- fpifes things far greater than thofe, which others efteem the marks of their glory : who doth not fwell with high achievements with his envious neighbours are puffed up with every trifle. Humility then you fee is not fheepinefs, but loftinefs of mind and the moft elevated pitch of the foul. It is not deje&ednefs of fpirit, but a raifed under ftanding of God and of our felves. And therefore let us be low ( as one of the ancient Guides of the Church advifes) that we may be high. If we admire any thing here, let it be the fublimity of humble minds. I cannot conclude before I add for your further in- citement, that Humility is of an excellent good nature, andhathafingularobligingncfsin its conftitution. It makes us no lefs acceptable unto men than unto God, and renders us amiable though we have nothing elic The Parable of the Pilgrim. <^ to give us any advantage. Do you not fee how into- lerable the Proud are i and what is ihe reafon of ir, but becaufe they fcorn thofe who are not of their rank i They cannocbe obliged becaufe chey think whatlbever you do is due to their merit. They would be loved by all, without loving again. They will command in all companies, and have every one yield to their hu- mours. They will teach all, ;md learn of none. They are incapable of gratitude, and think you are honoured enough for your ler vices, if they do but receive them. They would draw all to themfelves , and are unac- quainted with that which charms all the world, I mean bounty and liberality. The humble man, no doubt then, is the moft agreeable perfon upon earth ; whom you oblige by a good word, which he thinks he doth not deferve : who thanks you for thefmalleft cour- tefie: who had rather obey than rule: who is drfirous to learn of the meaneft Scholar : who contemns no bo- dy but himfelf : who loves though he be not loved: who thinks mthing too much to do for thofe that eftcem him*, and who is afraid he hath never recompencd enough the civilities which are done unto him : In fnort, this Humility is of fuch great value, and fo good natured, that there is nothing comparable ro it but its twin fifter Divine charity. This amiable pair are like the right foot and the left by which the traveller per- forms his Journey. There needs no more but this happy couple to carry you through all the paths of piety, and bring you fafe to Jerufalem. Let us turn our eyes then if you pleafe from the one to the other, and look a while upon the beauty and graces of charity, whofc charms are fo powerful, that you cannot chufe butojrc.1 to it your embraces. chap; 7 0 The Parable of the filgm. CHAP. XI. Of Divine Charity. The Tower th.it it hath both to ejta- ' blifb his Refolution, andfurm(b him with all other Requifitesfor his Journey. AN D that which well very much inamour you at the fir ft glance, is the power which you w ill dis- cover in it to eftablifh your Refolution, and to make it fo firm, that it {hall not be fhaken by all the force of all the world, which is nothing fo ftrong and mighty as Love. I know this touches you with a ftrong incli- nation to it, if you have any mind to offer your will to God as I advifed ; and therefore you will not think I importune you with a tedious difcourfe, if I make you more fenfibleof this following truth. That Love makes one will of two, and caufes us to facrifice all our own defires to the will that we love, if we efteern it better than our felves. For what, I pray you, C3n we fay of Love, but which a wifer man than you or I hath told us, who calls it the emotion of the foul whereby we joy n our felves in will And. heart to that which isfrefentedas lovely and convenient for us i It is fuch a confenr, I fay, of the heart to fome fair and inviting object, that we confider our felves as joyned and united to it : Info- mucfi that we do not look on erur felves in it, as re- maining any longer two things which fubfift afunder ; but we conceive a whole^ whereof we think our felves but one part, and the thing beloved to be the other. Is it not necefTary then, that we have a mind to cleave to this, and eternally live in dear imbraces of it < Can weendure the thought of being torn from this, and fo diflblve the whole which Love hath made < Do not we natural y The Tarable of the Pilgrim. 7 1 naturally defircto conferve things, efpecially thofe of our own creating i It is unavoidable then, that in any conteft which may arife between thefe parts, we yield to the will of that we love, for fear of a repa- ration ; unlefs that thing be worfe than our (elves, and fo we hope to gain by the diffolution. If one of thefe two muitbediipleafed, we (hall ever chufe that it be our (elves, unlefs we efteem the other to be of lefs va- lue and worth than our felves. There is but that one Exception lyes againft this general Truth, which I (hall not ftick to reiterate, that Love doth fo tye us to that we love, that we and it become but one whole confiding of two parts ; and thatwefhallfooner fuf- fer that part which we make, to be crofled in ks de- fires, than the other to which we have joyned our felves to be difgufted. Do you doubt of itC Obferve then, that Love being placed on things that differ in ~?j three degrees, it comes to be divided into three forts. Either it is to things below us, and then it is called a bare Affection ; or to things equal to us, and then it is termed Friendjbip ; or to tnings above us, and then it arrives at the name of Devotion. Thus I have learnt from a wife man of my acquaintance. Now the na- ture of Love in every one of thefe being fuch , that it joyns our hearts to the thing beloved , and we and it make but one whole : in this only they differ, thac though we may confent to part, and break with that xvhich we efteem lefs than our felves, yet we can ne- ver agree to be feparated from that which we efteem greater. The kfs part will always be abandoned to the converfation of the greateft } we muft always fa- crifice that which is worft, to keep intire the beft. And therefore, though in bare Affection a man always pre- , fers himfelf before that he loves, when one muft fuf- f« 7 o Tlx far Me of the Pilgrim". fer a difpleafure, yec it is quice otherwife in the highe/l Love [ and Comer ime in the fecond fort) which we call Devotion, for there a man prefers the thing he love* Co much before himfelf, that he feaisnot to venture his very life for the Conver Cation of it. H^ will foonef fever Soul and B dy,than consent that this and his Soal mould be divided. He will rather quit all the world, and never lee it more, than forfake this, and be ba- nilhed from ir. Becaufe, as there is no compire, he thinks, between all the World and this, fohcistyed with an incomparably ftronger bond to ic, than to all the world. Now of this Cort is the Love that we call Charity, which is an high devotion to our Lord. Who fmce he is Lord of all, che Lord of life and glory, the Author of eternal Salvation, the only begotten of the Father, full of Grace and Truth ; if it were poflible for ro to leave Come things that are better than our felves, in expectation of fomething better than them,to Which we will give that Love which they have Ioft^ yet he will make us love him eternally above all, and live in infeparable union with him, becaufe there is nothing elfe fuperiour to him on which to beftow our Love if We take it from him. If we once fmcerely love him, if we become one with him, it is manifeftly in the na- ture of this fublime aflfecTion, to make us part with our felves for his fake : to refign up all our own de- iires that his will may be done : to loie whatfoever we call ours, that we may keep him and his good elteem of us. It is not poflible that we mould grant our con- Cent to have that knot untyed, which make* us part of Yuch a whole whereof the Son of God is the other parr. There needs nothing to keep it faft, but to keep us in our wits. And therefore fince a will difUnct from his will , makes us two a^xin ; we fliall always comprimife The Tai-able of the (Pilgrinu 71 comprlmifc with his will , that we may continue I believe now you think ycu ihall make a mighty purchafe, if you can but procure this Companion to go along with you. It is apparent to you, that this charity will help and inable you to do all that is com- manded you, though it be never fo much, and hard to be other wife effected. And do you not think that it will make all things eafie alfo to be done ? Alas ! it knows no difference between doing and fuffering, but only this, that it chufes the latter many times as a noble teftimony to its fincerity and truth, Nothing will feem abfurd, nothing will be thought mil- becoming, nothing will appear difficult when once you are in Love. It is well compared to an Artificial Glafs, which when we look thorow, an enemy feems a friend, dif- grace is rend red an honour, and hardships looks like a pleafure. The Love of Chrift you know, caufed him to make himfelf of no reputation. It preferved his Majefty, and made it feem no difparagement to be fo low as a fervant, and to court his Vaflals. It hath this priviledge that it cannot be defamed. And it hath this generofity, that it cannot learn to deny. Ask any thing of it, and it will make no difficulty to give it. Nay, ask a Coat, and it will give the Gloak alfo. Ask it to go a mile with you, and it will go two. Ask ic to forgive one injury, and it will forgive an hundred. Ask it to render you a fervice, and it will ferve you with its whole felf. So that I think one of the ancient Guides of the Church had reafon, whofaid, Love y Ami do what then rvilt. Take thine own courfe, fo that thou doft but heartily Love. This is a thing fo powerful, that it withftands our temperament, and refills our L moft ■?Jt ■ The f arable of the fllgrlm. moft natural inclinations. It claps a new Biafs upnn our hearts ; it carries us againft the ftream and cide of fenfitive deflres 5 it breaks the chains of cuflom ; it roots up inveterate habits ; it is of fuch vaft force, that it makes us vanquifh our telves, and obliges us to deftroyour own pleafures, that we may pleafe ano- ther. It is ftrangely bountiful and liberal with all, thinking it can never do enough to make it felf known to thofe whom it loves. From whence it is, that whereas they who live only in a fear and dread of God have ftarv'd and half dead affections to him , which makes them do but little, and that with a pen- fivenefs and fadnefs, as if they defired to be excufed : They whofe hearts burn with Love to him, have all their powers excited thereby to do their beft for him.- and they ftrain themfelves with the greateft gladnefs to execute his pleafure in all things. And to fay the* truth, there is no paflion of the foul, but Love hath it at its full command. They all owe their Original to Love, and would have no being at all if it were not in the foul before them. If there were no Love im- planted by God in our natures, there would be no defire, no hatred } no grief, no joy ; no fear, no de- fpair ; for all thefe grow upon this fingle root, or ra- ther are but Love (hooting forth in divers fhapes. They are I fay but feveral motions which Love caufes •, the different figures which it afTumes according as the object and occafions require. It is Love which de- fires when the thing is abfent, which hates that which would fpoil its injoyments ; which grieves for the lofs, or fears the departure, which defpairs of the coming, or joys in the prefence of a beloved good. Whac therefore mould that be, which Love cannot do ; fee- ing it carries all thefe along with it, and leads the whole The Parable of the Pilgrim] 75 whole foul thither, whither it goes it felf t It is an active and bufie affection • having as much Vivacity as it hath ftrength. Its life confifts in motion •, and like to the Heart it ceafes to live when it ceafcs to ftir. It is painted you know with wings, and will make you fly rather than go to Jerufalem. It is like to Fire which is both a greedy and a fierce Element. A very covetous affection I mean, that thinks it never hath enough of that which it defires ; and fo earned and vehement that it never refts till it hath fpent it felf up- on its beloved. It is like the holy fire which God fenc from Heaven, which was found unextinguished at the return from Babylon ( as the Hebrews fay J in the bot- tom of a Well, all covered with mud and dirt. Much water from without cannot quench it 5 and the dul- nefs and heavinefs of our own temper cannot reprefs it. But as fire elevates the matter to which it takes, though it be never fo grofs and ponderous : So doth Love raifethe hearts wherein it makes an impreflion, and ftirs them up to actions far iurmounting their Age, their breeding and condition. There is a cer- tain chearfulnefs alio in this affection , like to the mining and brightnefs of fire, which contributes much to the augmenting of its activity. It difTufeth a fecret joy through the whole foul which cannot be diffembled 5 fcut carts a fplendor into the countenance of thofe in whom it refides. Though Melancholy indeed is fometimes the companion of other Love, yet it cannot find fo eafie accefs to Divine Charity : For that which the one wants, the other hath, and thac which the one doubts of, the other neceiTarily fup- pofes. Is not this the common caufe of fuch fadnefs, that Love meets with no return from an heart to which it hath given its own, or is in defpair of over- L 2 coming 7£ The Parable of the filgrim. coming all the obftaclesof its fatisfaction i But thefe are things that cannot find a place in this heaven- born affection, which is nothing elfe but a return of our Love to God who hath loved us firft, and thereby given us afTurance that he is defirous to be enjoyed by us. All the heavinefs then of pious fouls, is when they cannot make fuch returns as they wi(h, not when they feel this flame within them > for then they are ftrange- lypleafed and raviflied with joy, both becaufe it is an effect of the Love of God to them, and becaufe hereby they do actually enjoy him. Now as melancholy and fadnefs do opprefs the fpirits, and make us lazy and unwilling to ftir • fo this cheerfulnefs and lightfom- nefs of mind which Loveinfufes do fee them free, and render us aclive and vigorous in our motion. Melan- choly is a Ltthargick humour , and binds up all the powers, becaufe its frozen difpofition imagines all things impofiible to be either done or avoided : but cheerfulnefs by its heat and warmth gives us fome de- gree of confidence that things are not fo hard to be undertaken, and it thaws, melts and loofensour fa- culties into freedom and liberty, whereby we become of a lively-> forward and ready difpofition. Love there- fore being of this pleafant and cheerful nature, you fee muft needs both quicken your fpirit, and facilitate your work. Nay, it is apt to excite and infpire others who come near us, and therefore much more our fel ves. Cheerfulnefs and the love from whence it fprings, makes our countenance fmooth and clear, and invites others into our Society. When this paflion ftirs in the heart , the face is all over touched with the fweec- nefs of it, which both intices and enlivens thofe that approach us. How is it poflible then that we fliould not feel thefe effects of it our felves, that are fo fcniible Tie Tar able of the Pilgrim. 7 7 toothers f or what heart is there fo cold and indif- ferent, that would not be poflefTed with this affection which is as ufeful as delightful, and whofe benefits redound to our neighbours, and ftay not in our feives ? It will not let us be a terrour to our own fouls, nor appear with fuch a difmal afpect that we mould fcarc and affright others. It will not drive others from Piety while it carries us unto it. It will not iuffcr us to put Religion on the rack that we m3y look fcvere. And it is far from making us appear i'o, as though we imagine we could not be laved, unlefs we make an ugl y face. What fliall I fay more i need I tell you that Love is full of imitation, and forces us to conform our feives to the humour and difpofition of him whom we Love 1 There is a Granger property by far than this, which will make you open your heart to it ; and that is a lingular Sagacity which it is Mafter of, whereby it knows what is fit to be done without any teaching. If you were fully in the power of it, it would go near to render me of no life, being it felf inftead of twenty Matters. It knows what will pleafe before it be told, and fees what is acceptable without a director. It hath eyes of its own to find out its way, and by its in- nate wifdom would lead you ftreighc to Jerusalem. It is very skilful to ipy out its duty, and hath a quick perception of what is befitting in every palfage of life. In fo much that when a man begins to love, he begins to know how to guide himfelf. His love will fuggeft unto him many things which he ought to do« and be inftead of a thoufand Monitors to put him upon the doing of them. It will make a man de cry the leift faults in himfelf, though it hide them in others. Ic notes The Parable of the Pilgrim. no: es an undecency with as much feverity, as another • rnarks a grofs impurity. It labours to overcome the fmalleft infirmity, and weeps more for a mote in its eye, than others do for a beam. Nay it is afflicted for thofe things which no body fees, (ave only it felf. It blufhes more tor a vain thought, than the reft of the world do for a monftrous act. It hath a curiofity about thofe little ciicumftances, which all men are wont to overfee or neglect. Its nicenefs and delicacy is fogreat, that it abhors the very fhadow of all evil. And it every way ft rives to adorn it felf with fuch accuracy-,that there may not be the leaft fpeck to render it lefs fair and beau- tiful in the eyes of God. Love therefore, I befeech you, Love as much as ever you are able, if you mean to be happy. Make your heart ready as an Altar, for this Fire from above to defcend upon it. Prepare your felf as a Sacrifice to be offered up in this Holy flame to the Lord of Love. Let all the world know that you are a <:onfecrated thing : tell it that you cannot entertain its fuit, nor unhallow the place where heaven is pleafed to dwell. Yield your felf a capive to this mighty Conquerour, whereby you will be inabled to conquer all things elfe. Subject your felf to the power of that, which will bring the Devil, the World, and the Flefh under your feet. Let it take away your liberty of doing what you pleafe, that it may make you free to do as you ought. Poflefs it of your foul intirely, and fuffer it to inipire all ycur defires, and to order all your motions, and it will not fail to poflefs you of that blefled place to which you wifti to be conducted. And is this any difficult thing that I require of you? I mould rather think that we are highly obliged to God for making the Tk T 'arable of the 'Pilgrim. 79 the wayto Jcrufalem fo ealie, and our arriving there fo certain as it is. For Love is the moft natural and plca- fant thing in the world, which will certainly bring us thither, and God being fo lovely, and having loved us fomuch, one would think it fhoud be an eafie thing to beget it in our hearts. Do you not mark how a Dogloves you, if you do but throw him a bone or fome fuch thing, which to you is of no ufe or worth ac all i For this he fawns upon you •, for this he flays in your houfe, and keeps your door, and defends your goods; this makes him follow you at the heels if you pleafe, to travel with you long Journeys, to forfake all o;her Matters for your fervice, and many times to dye with your though it be a poor thing, which you know not what to do withal, unlefs you caft it unto him. How can you chufe then but love Jefus, and be at his command, and follow his fteps, aud leave all others for his fake, and even give yojr life to him, which hath given you not a thing of no value, nor thac which coft him nothing, or that which he could not tell what to do withal, buc himfelf, his holy blood, his precious promifes,. which it coft an infinite deal of pain to feal and ratifie unto you. Arc you ftill in- fenfible of his favours when you think of this:' Are you ftill to learn to Love, when fuch a weight if they were not alrea- dy become my guefts by your means. You have given me a greater treafare than I thought to find in thofe few words which I received from you ; and methinks 1 feel already that Jam nought ', and I have nought , and I defirc nought but Jefu* and Jerufdlem. If it be noc abfurdto fpeak in fuch terms, I am in love with this Love which you have cefcribed. I fee methinks Humility and all things elfe in its arms. I embrace them The far able of the Pilgrim. 8 1 them both with all my foul. I welcome them with my beft affections into my heart. And if I had more hearts than one, I would offer them all to the Humble Love of my lwectelt Saviour. Goon, Sir, as long as you pleale,-if you have not taught me all my LeiTon in teach- ing me to Love, You have tied my ears to your tongue, and they cannot but liftcn to your fpeech. Nor (hall I ' ever feel any wearmefs in hearing of you •, for you have made me in Love with your difcourfe, by breathing the Love of my Lord into my heart. Here he making a little reft, the Guide had leave to re fume his office: though he was fo filled with joy to fee the good effects of what he had faid, that it was not eaiic on a fudden to find room for any other thoughts. The defire alfo tfeat he felt of fpeaking fomething extraordinary on this occafion, had like to have impoled iilence on him, and denied a palTage to his words. But his prudence telling him how ne- ceilary it was to keep himfelf now from fuch tran- fports, he foon reduced himfelf to his ufual temper, and thus began to renew his difcourfe. It is no wonder to find that Jefus captivates hearts, and that the Love of a dying Saviour is fo powerful as to enthrall them to his fervice. All that furprizes me is no more than this, that fuch feeble words as mine fhould fo fenfibly touch your inclinations to him, and with fuch fpced excite fo high a degree of Love in your heart. It gives me great encouragement to continue my inltru&ions, and affords no lefs encouragement to your felf to continue your attention ; For if you are already under the power of Love by what hath been now delivered, I (hall make you love unmeafurably before I have finimed this difcourfe. You have feen but half of the riches of M that g £ 71jb farahle of the Vilgr hn. that golden fentence, and there are greater fccrets ftill behind in thofe two precious words which arc at the conclufion of it. For I pray you fatisfle me in this de- mand-, Hive you well considered whztjerufatem is, to which you now direct your face i I will not flay for your anfwer, but proceed to tell you that 1 am now going to give ycu fuch an Idea, of it, that if you keep it freih in your mind, you cannot imagine how it will fnatch you from the World, and heighten your love unto your Saviour, and lift you quite out of your own will, if you had a mind to fall into it back again. And truly I cannot think that you mould have any great lift to travel long, or that you mould not foon feel a wer- rinefs to invade your members ; if you go you know not whither, and carry not along with you a true in- formation of the happy repofe you are like to meet withal at your Journies end. Let Jerusalem then be the fubjeft of our next difcourfe, and fufTer your eyes to be drawn to that bleffed place,which 1 believe you have often heard commended, as the Perfection of Beautyr And the Joy of the whole Earth. CHAP. XIII. A Description tfthe City Jerufalem : and of the happ't- m ?fs he fbottld there meet vpithal. I Have no faculty ( it muft be confetfed ) of making good defcriptions of thofe places which I have feen, and therefore it muft not be expected that I paint you exactly a place which I know but by report. It is fuf- ficient that I tell you nothing but the truth, and do not imitate them who fill their Maps with chtmeras of The f arable of the Pilgrim. 83 of their own brain : though I do not: compleatly de- lineate every part of it > but leave many (paces void to be filled up by your felf when you (hall have the hap- pinefs to arrive there. Know then, that as to the fci- tuationof this City, it is agreed by all to be incompa- rably fweet, beyond the faireft place that this world of ours doth afford. For it is feated upon a very high Mountain, loftier than Olymptu it felf; which yet is faid to lift its head above the Clouds, and to be ob- noxious to none of our Storms and Tempefb; and to be deprived of the Sun beams by nothing elfe, but on- ly the night it felf. It is advanced I fay far above the higheft parr of this heavy Earth and foggy Air, afpi- nng into the purer Skie $ where the Sun never with- draws it rayc, and where there is not the leaft fha- dow of Mift or Vapour, either to obfeure its light, or to offend the molt delicate fenfe that can be con- ceived. There are nothing but pure and fragrant odours which perfume that happy climate; thereisa perpetual calm and quiet which reigns in that noble region ; there is no noife but that which infinitely de- lights and charms the foul into (till and quiet medita- tions. But that which is of greateft remark and mod: to be remembred, is, the glorious ProfpeCt which a place of this advantage yields. All the World here prefents it felf before ones eyes ; and makes them the Center in which the beauty and glory of it confpires to meet. I would not have you think I mean a World fo [mail as that which we inhabit upon this Globe of Earth ; but one which comprehends the Sun and Moon and all other adjoyning Orbs, which are there beheld to move in comely meafures about that Prince of Lights. Thofe Balls of Fire which you fee fixed in the firmament fo remote from you, will fall into M 2 your g 4 Tfx Varahle of the filgrim. your better view : who though they Icem here bat like bliuking Candles and fickly flames, will there ap- pear moft noble light, defigned for fome greater end., than to lend us" a feeble comfort in the night. It will be infinitely contenting to fee the beauty and fair pro- portions of every partof this vaft frame ; thefltnels, ufefulnefs and correfpondence of it to all the reft of its rieighbouring parts ; together with the exadi and admirable order of the Whole. And can you imagine into what tranfports it will caft your foul to hear the praifes of the Creator fung by ail his works of won- der i and yet that is another priviledge of this blef- fed place, by the advantage of whofe holy illcnce, you will receive the chearful hymns wherewith every creature you behold, doth celebrate the wifdom, power and goodnefs of him that made it. You have heard (no doubt) of the Mufick of the Spheres, which they fay would ravifli fouls from thefe mortal bodies, mould it but ftrongly touch their ears 5 and therefore is al- moft drowned by the noife and clatter of this lower World. This is it which I am now commending to you , that fweet confent which all creatures make among thcmfelves, that rare harmony which there is in the motion of all the heavenly Orbs 5 which ftnkcs the mind fo agreeably, that one cannot chufe but dance for joy together with them. But it is the proper en- tertainment of thofe who dwell in that (till Region, in which alone it can be diftinclly heard; and where an everlaftingfong to the Creator of all doth melt their hearts to jpyn in contort with that Univerfal Has- imony. But yet the place is nothing fo confiderable as the Perfons that inhabit it ; nor will it be fo uftful to draw their The far able of the Tdgrbn. 8 c their P.ftures curioufly as to defcribe their life and manners. Enquire not therefore of the vaftnefs of this place, the ftatelinefs of itb buildings, [he riches of their furnitue, and fach like things ; but know that it is the City of the Great King : the feat of the Impe- rial Majefty of Heaven and Earth: the place where the Lord and Goveinour of the whole World, whole- Dominion is an everlaftmg Dominion, and who reign<= through all generations, keeps his Court. Do you not think it will be a pleafing amazing light to behold the Majefty of his Glory i Or, What greater happi- nefs can you willv, if you were to be thedifpofer of your own fortune, than alway to fhnd before the So- veraign of the World, as one of his Mounters and Ac- tem'ants- and to live in his bkfled pre fence, as one whom he highly favours? To behold the wifdom of his Government , the rightecufnefs and gocdnefs of his Laws, the admirable contrivance of all his Work*, the Univerfal care which he takes of all his Creatures, the infinite extent of his Providence, and the power of his Authority, whereby he doth whatfoevcr he pleafes in Heaven and Earth, and Sea, and all deep places. To fee how he brings thofe things together which were removed far afunder ; and diiiolves the combinations and confederacies of thofe things which wereclofci y united. To contemplate how he hereby makes thofe defigns abortive, which were juft bringing forth • how he difappoints the devices of the crafty, and confounds all thafubtilty of the world, and catches it in its own fnares. It will ftrangely tranfp. rt you to fee the beau- ty of his Holinefs, the fp'.cndour and brighenefs of his Underftanding, thelargencfs of his L">ve, his uncor rupted Juftice, his unexhauftcd Goodnefs , his im- moveable Truth, his uncontrolabk Power, his vaft Dominion* TJieParable of the Pilgrim. Dominions, -which yet he fills with his prefence, and adminifters their affairs with eafe, and is magnified and prailed in them by the throng of all his creacures. Thele things I will leave to your own privare thoughts, that I may have time to fpeak of the reft of the cceleitial Inhabitants, but efpeciallly of the Kings Son, who is a principal ornament (if I may fpeak in lb low a phrale ) and a great glory of this place. And of him I mall need to tell you no more than this, that in his perfon there is to be feen at once the moft illu- ftrious Lover and tvamour that ever was. His Con- quefts have been innumerable. His Victories no Hi- ftory but one of his own infpiring is able to recount. He hath trodden down the moft potent and giantly Enemies. He hath triumphed over the Powers of Earth and Air. He hath trailed the greateft Tyrant that ever was feen at his Chariot- wheels. And there is oneuniverfal triumph of his overall things ftill be- hind., wherein there will be fpecial marks of honour fet on all the Citizens of Jerusalem, who are to bear a part in it j which will aftonifh and raviuh all their hearts with Admiration, Love, and Joy. This will be the moft fplendid fhew, the moft illuftrious appea- rance that ever the Sun faw ; for all Angels, and all Men, all that ever have been, are, or fhall be, will there be fummoned to attend in fome fort or other upon the Pomp of that great day. Then all the Ci- tizens of 'jerufalem will be feen with Crowns of Gold on their heads which this great Prince will Beftow upon them ; then they will appear on the Theatre of the World, as fo many Kings raigning together with him ; and then all the Heavens will ring with fhouts of joy and praife to him that redeemed them, as they march along in his train thorow the Air to Jerufalcm. For, The T arable of the Pilgrim. g7 For, as I told you, he is the mod glorious Lover that ever was: and the greamefs of his valour and cou- rage, doth not at all extinguish his noble flames. He is owner of the mod tender heart that ever was in any breaft •, and hath rendred himfelf redoubtable to his greateft Enemies by nothing more than this, that he hath won lb many hearts, and triumphed over fo many brave fouls, who were vanquished by nothing tile but the power of his mighty Love. Such a gene- rous Lover he was, that though he was rich, he be- came poor, that they on whom he had fct his heart might be made rich. He laid alide the Robes of his Glory, that they might be inverted with them. He took upon him the (nape of a fervant, that he might prefer them to be the Sons of God5and Heirs of a King- dom. And at laft he voluntarily, and without any compulfion but that of his Love, died upon a Crofs to fave the lives of thofe who were fo far from having any refentments of Love to him, that they had the hearts of moft defperate Enemies againft him. Fjr you mull know, that he is fuch a Lord of Love , that the hatred and malignity of men could not extinguifh the fervours of his paflion. All the difcourtefies they could do him, were not able to prevail with him to lay alide his thoughts of kindnefs toward them. The innume- rable affronts which he received could not make him go back to Heaven,and forfake this ill natured World, till he had expreffed all the Love he had conceived unro it. No, he died for thofe who took away his life. His bowels yearned toward thofe who were ready to rake into them with their bloody hands. His hearc burnt with affecYion to thofe wretches, that cruelly pierced it, and thruft it thorow with a Spear. And therefore I cannot but think you would have a mind T7:e T arable of the Pilgrim. a mind to rake a journey to Jern\alemy and judge your pa'irts and travel well beftowed, if it were nothing elfebut to fee this Mutinous Peribn 5 efpccially to be- held; him in all his glory, and his htgheft exaltation, who is the Patron of all good fouls, the great Protc&or of "all Pilgrims cftfe guide and reft too of all noble Travellers-, and Who bears a particular affection to your fel'fjtf'ho hath lutfered lb much for you • who hath lent you lb many mtflages of his Love, who hath en- deared himfelf to ycu by a thoufand favours, and was never contented till he brought you to himfelf, that you might be there where he is, and behold the glory which bis Father hath given to him. There he in- tends to entertain all pious men with an everlafting Supper, to make them a never-ceafing Jubilee; and treat them with fuch fumptuous magnificence, that there will not be tongues enough among them all to publifh his praifes, and their own thankf ulnefs. Only you muft remember that the entertainment he will give them,is himfelf ; and that they will feaft eternally upon his blelfed face. Their happinefs will be to fee God, to behold the glory which is given to our Lord ; that is to know him,and to be filled with his Wifdam, Love,and Likenefs. And here, left Ifhouldnotbeunderftood, and you fnould imagine the happinefs of feeing God and his Son to be lefs than it is, let me flop a while to explain this part of my defcription to you, before I pafs unto the reft. You muft not then conceive that the pleafure of Jerufalem, is to fit whole Ages, and meerly to gaze upon the Divinity 5 or that they who enjoy the re- pofe of that happy place, do nothing elfe but feed their eyes with the beauties of our Saviours face : No, thefe are The Parable of the Ttlgrhn. 89 are the fancies of low and uninftru&ed minds, who know no higher enjoyments than thofe of fenfe. To fee God, will be to have fuch a knowledge of him as gives our hearts a powerful touch, and ftrikes them with fuch a lively fenfe of him, that he turns them per- fectly into his nature, and transforms them intothe Hkenefs of his divine excellencies. This glorious ob- ject doth, as I may fo fpeak, diffufeand fpreadit felf all over inamour'd fouls, and by a living heat doth animate them into the fame difpofition with it felf. The beauty on which they fix their eyes, doth imprint its own form upon their hearts, and makes them fair and beautiful' with the fame lovely qualities which they delight to behold. They do not bufie themfelves there, as men imagine, in gaping upon the fplendor and the many ornaments of that place ; but they them- felves become a part of its glory, and are changed in- to that on which they fatten their eyes. They do not fpend their time only in looking upon God, and cu- noufly prying into him ; but they receive him into their hearts, and he enters into their fouls. He doth not guild them with his beams, but they themfelves be- come Light in the Lord. There is not a glory only caft about them, but they receive fuch rays of light from his face, as dart into their very hearts, and dune thorow their whole fouls, fo that they alfo become lu- min ous and bright. They are fo ravirtied with his Goodnefs, that they are made Good. They are (o affc&"d with his Wifdom that they become Wife. The fenfe they have of his incomparably Purity, renders them more Holy ; and his dear Love fo over- matters their fouls, that they conform in all things to his hearts defire, and it fcems as if both their hearrs had but one and the fame motion. In (hort, my meaning is, thac N they p 0 The far able of the Tilgrhn. they are not happy at Jerufalem by any external m- joyment of God (which is all the vulgar conceit doth reach, when we fpeak of feeing his glory) but they arc i inwardly moved by a powerful efflux from him, which quickens them into the fame thoughts, will and defire with himfelf. Their fouls are not outwardly painted with him, and fome colours, as it were, of his Wifdom and Goodnefs laid upon them -, but they are rendred living Images of God, and really changed into a true refemblance of that which they behold. It is not fome glory that appears before them which makes them bleflcd ; but they are made all glorious within, and become themfelves God-like creatures. They do not behold the Divinity only without themfelves, but they fee God within them , and looking into their own fouls, there they find him, and arc happy in him. And let me add this by the way, as I pafs to other things, that fuch a knowledge and participation of God you muft purfue in this world, if you mean to come to Je- rrtfalem.You muft here be partaker of a Divine Nature^ and now be transformed, by the renewing of your min^ provingvphat is that good, and per feci, and Acceptable will of God. But I think it is time to lead you to other Spectacles which are worthy your fight, and to tell you that in this City, all the glorious Minifters of State to the King of Kmgs^ have their Manfion- houfes, and Noble Palaces. All the Hero's of ancient days do here make their abode. Nay, all the fpiritsof jufTmen that are made perfect, do here inhabit, and have their conftant refijence. And all thofe glittering Angels, and thofe brave minds that ever flourish in this heavenly Court, I believe ycu will think fuiheient of themfelves, if there _ The Parable of the Pilgrim. p I there were nothing elfe, to render this a very fplendid place. The Laws indeed of which are fuch, that none can be permitted to live there but Noble men^ pcrfons of high birth, and illuftnous dtfeent $ for they are all called the Sons of God. But that which gives them this Nobility, and (lamps fuch an honourable title upon them, is not fuch poor things as fwell the men of our world into an aiery and imaginary greatnefs ; but the height of their minds, the purity of their hearts, and the excellent qualities wherewith they are en- dowed, which intitle them to the kindred of God. In- fomuch that the meaneft Pilgrim on the earth that is found worthy by reafon of his virtuous difpofition, and generous fpirit, to be admitted a Citizen of Jerttfa- lem • inflantly becomes Noble, and is inrolled among the Princes of heavenly Progeny. Into thisbleffed fo- ciety then when once you are received, How delight* ful do you think their company and acquaintance will prove? Are you not highly pleafed now with a rare Hiftory, and could you not lend your ears for a whole day to hear the adventures of fome one famous perfon ? And yet thefe are nothing to the pleafures that they can entertain you withal. There were never fuch things yet reported, as the Inhabitants of Jerttfalem will be ready to impart and communicate with you : Who can tell you a long ftory of the Love of God, and make a never- ceafing relation, an endlefs hiftory of all the rare parages of his providence throughout the whole world. They can prefent you with a thoufand Abrahams, and as many Jofephs, whofe adventures were fo ftrange, that ficYion is not able to invent any thing fo furprifing. Nay, out of thofe Countries where you thought there was nothing but horrid defarts, fal- vage fouls, and barbarous cuftoms, they may pro- N 2 duce -z Tl?e Parable of the Pilgrim. duce you many worthy minds, vvhofe renowned ay to have rehearfcd. But there is nothing, I believe, will touch you with a greater inclination to their convetfe, than the know- ledge of the lingular love and friendmip that is be- tween all the Inhabitants of that City: provided you be already touched with any fenfe of the pleafure of that noble paflion. They are a people 1 told you, of the moft excellent nature, and the fweeteft difpofition in the world. They are void of all deceit and guile $ of all hatred and envy, of all covetoufnefs and felf- love, of all anger and r-eevifhnefs, with whatfoever other things there be that difturb our peace, and fpoil our converfe here below : So that they make the moft agreeable fociety that ever was, and interchange to each others fuch pleafures as my tongue hath not ex- preffions powerful enough to paint them forth. There is no ftrangenefs at all among them. You can meet no body there, but they will entertain you with as much kindnefs and fincerity as if they had known you many years. And when many come together in one place, there is no danger of their jarring, by reafon of their different fentiments ; but they bring a great addition of pleafure, and make the moft delicious har- mony that ever moved the heart of man . There they entwine in the deareft embraces. There they open to each other their very hearts. There they ftudy to increafe, not to diminifh their mutual happinefs. There they chink all that another enjoys, is as if they did en- joy it themfelves. And what they have of their own, it is not for themfelves alone, but for every body elfe. There ycu mail meet with no pale fears, no aoxious cares., nofruitlefswimcs, no tormenting jealoufies, and no TheTaubleoftheTtlgrhn. :U no amorous fighs neither • for every one will love others as much as they defire, and wilh for no return again, but only Love. If there be any particular Friendfhips there , they do not at all (poil the univer- fal kindnefs of the place. Others will not be loved the worfe for them, but rather loved better ; becaufe they will teach thofe united hearts the greateft Love. They maybe efteemed alfo one of the beauteous fpe- Ctecles of the place^ and be reckoned among the grate- ful varieties which will entertain us : When after the pleafures of a more general and large converfation , everyone may retire to the company of thofe he loveth moft. There you will be met with fuch great and mining lights as St. Paul, who fet all the world on fire with the flames of their love. You will fall into the company of thofe burning hearts who were martyr'd firft by their own Love, and then by their Persecutors fury for the good of the world. And do you think they have put off their affections when they laid afide their rags of flefh i Did all their fire go out, when they fuf- fered adiffolution of their houfe of earth i Or (hall we imagine that this generous paffion is the off-fpring of our body, and owes its being, birth and ftrengthto this corporeal nature ? We may not fo defame and afperfe the Love of our Lord 5 who no doubt hath a more tender heart in the Heavens, than he had upon the EarvJa. We may expecl: to find there more Love in the breads of thefe holy Lovers who followed him, than here they were owners of ; though they had then fo much, that it was large enough to embrace the whole world. They have not left their nature, but only its imperfections. They have not changed t'hdc affections. 24 ' The Taralle of the filgrhn. afftcYions, but only heighmed and improved them." And therefore judge how happy you will be in the acquaintance of fuch perfons, and how much more happy in their excellent friendship. Your Love will be raifed to a ftrange pitch, \\ hen you approach fuch intenfeandvafilyincrcafed flames. Your heart will be all on Fire when you come near to fuch huge fur- naces.: the-heat of whole Love in this cold region was fo ftrong, that it would have forced a fenfible foul to ex- pire with them. And is the joy, think you, conceive- able which you will feel, when you find your felf in the arms of. thofe mighty Lovers i For my part I can imagine nothing but an Ecftaiie , when- we (hall be placed in fuch great Hearts $ which are nothing elfe but Love and Joy to fee us at Jerufalem. I cannot pro- pound to my delires a pleafure more charming than this, unlefs it be to joyn both heart and voice with the whole number of thofe glorious friends, to chaunt the praifes of our creator and redeemer. And indeed Lc is beyond the meafure of my poor skill to invent any words that can tolerably defcribe the Melodies which will then be made, when the glorious company of the Apojiles, the goodly fellowfhip of the Prophets, the noble Army of the Martyr s> the glittering. Troops of ConfelTors, and the innumerable Hofts of triumphant Souls, ftiall compofe but one Quire tofing their An- thems and Hallelujahs to the God of Love. But yet I am apt to think that their Mufick will receive no fmall part of its graces from hence, that there widl be no difcord in their hearts, nor jarring in their affections, but that Love will exactly tune them to a perfect har- mony. Nay,thisfeemstobethefummof whatwecan fay of the happinefs of that eftare, that it confifts in a rapturous Love ofGod> and, a wft pajfiowite Love of one another. 17;r ? arable of the Pilgrim, another. And truly chis is a thing fo invuing, andJ have fuch a particular affection to this Unity of Svim among Brethren, that I mould be tempted heretofpeak a little of that charity which you ought to have to your neighbourfas I have already inftructed you about chat you owe to God) but that I have afligncd another time and place for that difcourfc. CHAP. XIV. The manner of their Life who live at Jerufalem : and that all things cencttrr to make it the moft pleafant of all other. YOU have great incouragement then to make hafte to Jerufalem, for you fee they pafs their time there more delightfully thanin any other place 5 and lead a lifefo much to their content, that one may truly fay their imploymentisto pleafe themfelves, and to do according to their defires. The moft vigorous Soul that this earth affords, isbutadrone in compare with the fprightful air of them that inhabit thofe Coe- leftial Regions. You would fay the moft plealanc days that here we lead and ftudy to prolong to an hundred years, are but like a deep and a dream, a mecr image and fhadow of life ; if you could but be railed for one minute to the (hengr.h and activity of thorc happy people, and receive but the fleighteft talk of thofe lively and cflential delights which force the whole foul to attend unto them. The brisknefs and chearfu'lnefs of your youthful time, doth, not lb much exctll the flat and in lipid pleafures of vour decrepit Age, as they themfelves are furpalfed by the quick- nefs 95 9 5 The f arable of t he Pilgrim. tiefsand height of thofe joys wherein the Citizens of JentfaUm are eternally immerfed. Ic is impoflible for me to declare the fmalleft part of thefweet delectations which they refent ; but to gratifTe thofe longings which I difcern I have already excited in you, I mall run the adventure of defcribing a few of thofe pleafures that gufli out of that full and ever-fpringing fountain of Good with whom they live and maintain an happy con- verfe. And becaufe I believe you are defirous to know, how they receive and take in thofe voluptuous enjoy- ments, 1 will endeavour with one labour to fatisfie you in both. You may conceive then if you plcafe, that fuch a fpirit as your own being advanced and fortified much beyond the feeble narrownefs of this prefent Hate , doth continually imploy the higheit and moft Sove- raign powers, that it hath, upon the higheft and moft fupream Good. That it is daily admiring his excellent nature, loving and embracing his amiable perfections, blefling and praifing his bounteous difpofitions, ftudy- ing to conform it felf to all Ins defires, rejoycing in the full fatisfaction which he communicates to its heart, and in one word doing all thofe actions which a foul is capable to perform upon any other object in this world : and then you will have a little idea, of that infinite delectation which fuch a conjunction of the very top and flower of the mind with the beginning and original of all good muft needs produce. Look how you are moved in the enjoyment of any ' al good, and that will tell you what they do who live at Jerw • fa/em, and wherein the pleafure of their life doth con- iift. You fee it, or fome way or other perceive it* you apprehend and lay hold of it ; ycu feel it ; you cleave unto The Parable of the Pilgrim, q7 unto it ; you are pleafed and delighted in it : and juft fo will you and all they live and be happy in God who arrive at that blefTed place. Their hfe and felicity confiftsin a clear and diftincl perception of him; in a clofe union and conjunction of heart and will with him; in a feeling of the pleafures that are in him ; in an ardent embracement of him, that they may more feel him ; and in an high delight and ravifhmenc of fpirit in fuch enjoyment of him. Thither if we can but get, we (hall love as much as we are able, and be able to love far more than we can now think. The great- nefs of the objeft will intend the affection. The vaft- nefsof the Good will force the will to defire and love more than elfe it would. We ihall enjoy according to the widenefs of our Capacity ; and all our Capacities will be fo enlarged, that they will exceed the extent of our prefent thoughts, as much as our prefent thoughts exceed our prefent enjoyments. It is a life wherein we (hall do nothing but what we defire ; and wherein all things fliall be juft as we will our (elves > and where- in we (hill will nothing but that which is moft to be chofen. A life, every a& of which muft needs be fweet, and full of joy, beyond all the meafnres of all our pre- fent wiflies. When we think, we (hall rejoyce ; when we love, we (hall rejoyce ; when we adore or praife, we (hall rejoyce. W hatfeever we do, it will have in- finite delight and pleafure in it : and when we have done it never fo oft, it will be eternally to be done again ; and we (hall Hkewife have more power to do it 3 and every repetition of fuch ads will be with a f elh addition of contentment in the doing of them. There is no fatiety nor loathing in the enjoyment of that good 5 no fainting nor growing weary ; but we (hall always think we have enough, and yet ftill be O enjoy- The far able of the Vilgrtrh. ending more, we fhall be in a perpetual youth and vigour, and yet daily growing more ftrong and able to converfe with God. For that great Good cannot be known at once, nor can [all the fweetnefs of that life be inftantly tafted, nor the Rivers of thole pleafures be drunk up at one draught : but frefh delights will con- tinually entertain us ; new pleafures will be fpringing forth unto us, and a flood of joy that we never knew before will overflow us, out of that full fountain who now ifiues forth in fomany ftreams, and diffufes him- felf in fuch great varieties in this World 5 that our minds may be every moment imployed in fome rarity ofmture, which, till then, did never affect their eyes. A happy life furethis will be, when we (hill have be- fore us luch an inexhaufted Ocean of Good to fill us, and fuch great appetites to be filled, and fuch repeated fatisfa&ion in the filling of them, and fuch an increafe of (trength by their fatisfa&ion ; and wider capacities alfo created by the continual flowing in of that good upon us, which will diftend and ftretch our fouls by its enjoyment, to make us more able to enjoy it. And now need I be at any pains to perfwade you that this City is a place which abounds fo much with a plenty of all good things, that there can be no want at all ; but a perfect fulnefs of whatfoever may be an happinefs to us i It is apparent already, that whatfo- ever we can defire, there it is prefent, and whatfoever is prefent is Good, and whatfoever good there is, it is all Good, pure good, without any evil ; and that pure Good is all in one Good, GOD himfelf, who can be no- thing elfe but Good. How much do the Good things of this World delight us, which yet are not Good by themfelves, nor contain in them all that Good is, nor The Tarable of the Tdgrlm. 90 arc only Good neither, but come wuh a great mixture of trouble to us i Will not the enjoyment then of him give us infinitely more pleafure, and make us perfectly happy, who is good by himfclf, and not by derivation from any other, and lb is perfectly Good, and nothing elfe but Good without any thing at all to abate his fucctnefs. Thefe things here below (faith an ancient Guide to Jerusalem whom I have met withal) are t"iug' fomething Good, elfe how mould they at all delighc us ? but they cculd not be good at all, if it were not for him that is All Gocd, and only Good, who hath made them to be what Good they are. For all Good was created by him, and he is that Good which was created by none. He is Good by his own Good, and not by any participated Goodnefs; He is Good from fiis Good felf, and not by adhering to any other Good. As much therefore as he excells all other Good, fo much muft our enjoyment of him excell all other en- ' joy menc. A s he is a Good that is from none but him- ielf, fo our happinefs will be a Good that depends on none but his happinefs. When we-arewith him we (hall but ask, and we mall fee; we /hall but fee, and we (hall love ; we (ball but love, and we (hall eternally re- joyce: or rather we need not ask at all, for he will but prefent himfelf before us, and force us to love and rejoyce without any meafure. And feeing it is a place of fuchfull fatisfa<5Uon, you will not queftion its tranquillity and repofe, efpeci- ally fineeitis (as you heard before you came hither) the^ery Vifion of Peace. The life which they lead there is fo full of content, that they are not difturbed by any paflion, nor difquietcd by the violence and diforderof any unruly affection. A life it is, void of O 2 all The Tarahle of the Pilgrim. all fadnefs, free from all grief, quit of all care, and rid of all anxiety of mind. Where there is no Adverfary toaffault, no forbidden fruit to tempt, no impetuous defire of the flefh to moleft them, and no fear neither that ever they (hall be haunted with thefe enemies of their Peace and contentment. O how happy mould we find our felves, if we were but come to the top of that high Mountain, which will feem the more clear . and quiet, becaufe fo many clouds have here fo often overcaft us , and fo many fudden blafts have ruffled and difcompofed us ! There we ihall not accufe one another of any injuries, becaufe we fhall not do the leaft •, nor be troubled to purfue our right, becaufe we mail not be wronged. There we fhall live with- out jealoufies, and converfe (as I have told youj with- out fufpicion ; and pafs Eternity without any diffe* rence of Opinion, or debates and controverfies in Re- ligion, which now are no fmall difeafe, and bring no little burden upon our hearts. Nay, the very actions of Piety, many of them, will be of a different kind from what they now are, unattended with thofe paffions to which we are now moved, which make us fuffer evil, while we do good. Here, as the forenamed per- fonwellobfervedtome, we do good works, when we deal our bread to the hungry , and receive the di- fhefled ftranger, and cloath the naked, which is a kind of affli&ion and tribulation which we indure by our fympathy with them, to whom we pay our Charity. For we find miferable perfons on whom to exercife our Mercy, and the mifery which we fee they lie un- der, makes us companionate, that is, to fuffer with them. How much better then fhall we be, when we fhall find no hungry mouth to feed, no ftranger to en- .certain, no naked body to caft our garments' over, no fick The f arable of the Tilgrbn. 1 pi fick men to attend, no prifoner to vifit, no tormented perfon to commiferate, no differences to compofe, no contenders to reconcile: but our Love fhall be of ano- ther fort, all joy, all pleafure in the good and in the perfect happincfs of every one that we behold i And if there were nothing elfe there to entertain us, but the comforts of that friendfhip I told you of, and the de- lights we mallenterchangebyaconftant amity and good will to one another 5 it were fufflcient to recommend this life to any wife mans affections, and make him willing to forfake this World, to go to a place of fuch endiefs Love and Kindnefs. And doth there now need any demonftration that this is a place of great fafety and fecurity, environed on all fides with the power of God againft the attempts of all the Enemies of our happinels i No fure, for then we mould be in fome danger of fome difturbance. If we mould conceive indeed any forces could be gathered againft it, and that it were not impregnable in ic felf, we mighteafily imagine that fo many Troops of Illuftri- ous friends, fo many bands of holy Lovers as here in- habit, would perform ftrange things againft the moft puiffant Invaders. There is nothing I told you,, fa ftrong as Love, by the force of which in one fingle per.- ion, incredible things have been atchieved: and therefore much greater would the united power of it appear in fo many hofts of noble fpirits all-infpired with the higheft degree of this affect iofy who would do their utmoft for the fervice and fafety of one ano« ther. But yet we need not have recourfe to fuch fan- fies as thefe, for the aflurance of our peace in that blcf- fed place. It is impoflible that any thing fliould wound the quiet of fuch happy fouls, or make the leaft breach lot The Titrable of the Pilgrim. in any of their enjoyments. There cannot be fa much interruption given to them, as the (cratch, of a pin among us amounts unto, becaufe they are out of the reach of the evil one, and placed in fuch (till r»nd calm Regions, where nothing breaths, but only that love and dear affection for ever. Upon which account alfo it is, that there can be no intermiflfion of their enjoyments, no more than there will be interruption and disturbance. It being a full and perfeclhappinefs, there will notimepafs wherein they will not be happy. The days there have no nights : The life hath no deep, which is but the Image of death. There will not be lb much diverfion there from the proper exercifes of that life, as meat and drink now creates, which are the prefent fupport of our infirm bodies : Much lefs will there be any difeafe or decay of ftrength, or the incumbrance of any of thofe imployments which engage fo great a part of our time and thoughts. Our Love therefore mail never languiuY, or ftand in need of any refrefhment 5 our charity (hall not cool and abate its heat ; our joy mail not exhauft our fpirits, and leave us dull by the excefs of it, as here it fometimes doth. But as I faid before, we (hall rather gather ftrength, and grow more apt to receive an increafe of joy, by the greatnefs and force of that which we have already received. I need but juft remember you, it being a thing you have heard no doubt an hundred times, that this life of theirs is without any death : An eternal life ( as the Holy Books call it ) where we fliall not have fo much fadnefs as the thoughts of its having an end would be- get. But we (hall rejoyce firft, that we have fo much, and The f arable of the Pilgrim. } 0 , and next of all, that we ihall never have lefs, and then that we fha>!l enjoy more; and above all, that whac we do enjoy (lull live as long a> God who is the caufe of it, that is, forever. I believe you are not weary of fo delightful a dif- courfe, yet, left I mould keep you too long from the reft of my InftrucYions, I (hall ftiortcn it as much as I can, and fhut up this Defci ipticn with a Meditation of that devout pcrlbn, who as I told you long ago, un- dercook the Guidance of men to Jerufalem. " How lc different, faith he, is the life of thofe in that place, "from that of ours here.? Here there is falfhood; "there is truth. Here is perturbation; there is a '•faithful poffetfion. Here is bitternefs and hatred ; " there is a dUe&ion and eternal love. Here is dange- e< rous elation of mind ; there is fecure exultation of " fpint. Here we are in doubt, whether they that ic love us may not change their thoughts • there is per- " petual friendfnip , and no poflibility of being cne- <{ mies. Here whatfoever is good, we are afraid may a perilh 5 there whatfoever we receive will be prcfer- " ved by him that gave it. Here there is death ; and tC there is nothing but life. Here we enjoy what the rc eye, and the ear, and our thoughts prefent unto us, " but there we fliall fee what the eye hath not feen, *cand hear what the ear hath never heard, and under- " ftand what the heart cannot now comprehend : And (< feeing, hearing and knowing after that manner, we " fhallrejoyce with joy unfpeakable. For what kind " of joy muft that be, when thou feeft thy felf in the a company of Angels , a Partner in the Kingdom of " Heaven, to raign with the Kings of the World ; de- c; firing nothing,, topoflefs all things ; rich, without c: cove-- t04 The Taralle of the filgrim. *< covetoufnefs ; charitable, without money ; triumph- w ing without the fear of any barbarous invaders • and (t living this life, without any death i O fweet life ! t: the more I think of thee, the more I love thee ; the il more vehemently I defire thee, the more I am plea- tl fed in the remembrance of thee ; I love to fpeak of "thee. Hove to hear of thee, I love to write of thee, to Ci confer of thee, to read of thee ; that fo I may re- " frem the pains, and the fweat, and the dangers of ii this tedious life, by laying my weary head in the bo- " fome of thy fecure pleafures. For this end I enter " into the Garden of the Holy Scriptures ; I gather u there the fweet Flowers of Divine Savings 5 that "• which I gather I eat ; that which I eat, I chew over " again ; and that which I have tailed, 1 lay up in mine ? heart that by fuch fweetnefs I may allay the bitter-] fc nefs and irkfomnefs of this miferable life. O that u my fins were done away ! O that laying afide the "burden of this flefti, I might enter into thy eafe and " thee are the brave *c Youths and Virgins, whofe holy manners tranfeended "their years 5 there are the Sheep and the Lambs "that have efcaped the danger of glutting themfelves J with thefe earthly pleafures ; there perfect Charity JJ reigns The Tar able of the Vdgrim. l o J and begin to think that I am triumphing with him. Or, if I am but in a dream of thefe things, yet it is fo pleafant, that I could wiflv it might laft for ever ; and that nothing might awake me out of fuch a delightful (lumber. Not To, faid his Guide (interrupting hisfpeech) Hove you better than to let you enj ly fuch a wiili ; and I would rouze you up to demonstrate their reality, if I thought you took thefe things for charming dreams, and painted (hadows. You (hall not make fuch a mean fupppfal, nor content your felf with fuch airy pleafures^ for I will make you know at once both that there. is fuch a bleffcd place as I have defcribed •, and difcover to you more perfectly the way unto it. There is another dearname indofed in thofe words which I told- you muft always befealed upon your he arr, and that is the Holy J E S U S. On whom I do not intend that you mould look only as he fits on his Throne of Glory at Jerufalem^ but as he walked up and down the world, and was a. Pilgrim like your felf travelling to that place. He publUhcd (he The Tarable of the Tilgrim. ' 1 0/ the gloryof it;He broughc life and immorrality to J»ghr5 He let open the Gates oijerufalem to all faithful Tra- vellers 5 He run the Race himfelf wherein you are to follow , and for the joy chat was fee before him when he fhould come thither, he was not aihamed of a poorer habit than the meancft Pilgrim wears. If you take a view therefore of his life, and trace his holy fteps ; you cannot mifs the Road which I would have you take, nor fail to be convinced that it can carry you to no other place but the City of God. For, Do you not remem- ber that this perfon hath ftiled himfelf THE WAY> There is nothing fo ncceflary then in all that fentence, as this one word Jeftts to have always in your mind : whom I mall now defcribe unto you as a fair Copy, noc only Qfah&iHumility and Charity which I named before; but of all other things that you muft refolvcto undertake if you mean to come at Jerusalem. CHAP. XV. A Description of Jefus, who is the true Way to Jerufa- lem. In which he is propounded to the Pilgrims imi- tation. I. AND fit ft I muft fet this JESUS before your eyes as one that was dead to thefe out ward things while he lived among them 5 and that withdrew his heart from the world while he converged with it. He was not a per- fon doyfter'd and retir'd from the fociety of men. He led not an Anchorets life, which obliged him to ihun their company. Nor did be put on a fullen gravity that fliould affright men from his fellowship ; but he P 2 uled The f arable of the ftlgrim. ufed the greateft freedom, and treated men with fuch familiarity, that he invited them into it. He did eat and drink as other men do 5 he refufed not their invitation when they were defirous to entertain him, and even ac a Marriage he denyed not to be a Gueft when his pre- fence was welcome to them. He had opportunities of inriching himfelf as well as other-men. Honours would have waited upon him if hie had pleafed, with- out a Miracle. It depended upon himfelf alone to become the greateft man in the world. And the plea- fures which others feek would have purfued him, if he had but given them encouragement. Herein he made himfelf glorious, and hath left us a noble example 5 that he was mortified to all thefe carnal delights, when they were ready to thruft themfelves upon him } that he denyed the defires of wealth, when it would coft him no more pains, than to receive it •, and that he refufed all the Kingdoms of the world , which would have eafily difpofed themfelves to his obedience. He walkc into Cities and Towns ; but kept himfelf ftill as unfpotted from the world, as he were in a wil- dernefs. He lived in the thickeft of its temptati- ons j but none of them could fatten or ftick upon him. He had power at will, and his will fet bounds to it when it had none of its own. He was a Soveraign Lord ; but made no advantage thereby, fave only to be better, and to do more good than any of his fubjecls. He ufed greater moderation in all enjoyments, than thofe did on whom he bellowed them. He lived in a fenfe of the Spiritual World, while he was a man of this, and incompafled about with our infirmities. He was a ftranger to all the evil manners and cuftoms of men while he was familiar with themfelves 5 and he teftifled againft their wicked deeds while he kept them The Parable of the Tdgrim. , 0? them company : Nay, he purified many by his ex- lucple, remaiaing uncorrupted by any of theirs. And truly fuch a life it is that you are to lead. Your way to Jemfalem lyes through the World. You muft not think to (rep into none but Religious houfes , or to fall into no company, but that of the Pious : much lefs muft you expect to lye immur'd from the fpecta- clesof Vanity ; and to fecure your felf from tempta- tions within the inclofure of high walls, which they cannot climb over to approach you. But your man- ner of life will lead you through the crowd : your way will bring you into open fields., and expofe you oftentimes to 'the throng of ienfual objects ; againft which you will have no defence but your own va'our- ous refolution. You will not be able to refufe theni your company, or to pafs along without their ac- qaaintance. It will not be at your choice whether you will lee, and hear, and feel thofe things that are amiable and delightful : nor can you (top your ears fo clofe, but you will perceive they invite you to a friendfhip with them. Your skill and your courage therefore confift in this •, that in imitation of your Mafter Jeftis , you live and converfe with all thefe things as a man that is Dead. You muft keep them company in fuch a fort that they may find it is but the fhadow of you that is among them, and that they da not polTefs your felf. Let them know that they may as well invite a Ghoft to their intemperance, uncleannefs and greedinefs of the world, aswafte their time in fol- liciting of your affection. Make them feel that is but half of you, and the worfer half which walks among them; and that it is impoilible they mould have the better part. Let men have your company, but be not partaker with them in their fins. Follow your affairs Ukc no The Parable of the filgrhn. like other folk, but take heed and beware of covetouf- ncfs • and watch that you be not overtaken with for- feiting and drunkennefs or the cares of this life. Let the World unoerftand that youcanfeeit everyday, and not fall in love with it: that you can deal and traflique with it if need be, and yet not be unrighteous : that you can behold all its honoi> s, and not be ambitious : that you need not hide your eyes from its beauties, and yec retain your own, and live in purify of heart. Beware of pleafing and humouring any of your fenfes. Suffer them not to feed too greedily upon any object, left your foul be inchanted and caft into a forgetfulnefsof Jerufalem. And remember always that you are to ufe all thefe earthly things rather of neceflity, than of choice : and to afford them your company ,but not your friendfhip. And this, let me tell you, is a more excellent and ufefullife, I may add, more laborious too, than any other • though theaofterities of Monks and Hermites feem fo grievous and horribly affrighting. Notwith- ftanding all the fharpnefs they enjoyn themfelves, they reap a great deal of eafewho are lequeftred from pub- lick offices and live without the incumbrance of many affairs. Though their Rules to which they are tyed appear fo rigorous, yet they are neither fo many in number, nor fo thorny in their nature, nor have fo ma- ny faces, as thofe which bind a man of exact integrity in civil life. They have but a few things to imploy them, and he is ingaged in a multitude > and they have the fame things to do over again, but his Rules vary with a thoufand circumftances. It is a pleafure to avoid the pains of well doing among thofe that are evil. It is a repofe to have but few enemies, and thofe fuch The f arable of the Pilgrim. fuch as have been beaten an hundred timts. Thefe people may havefome other glory, but that of over- coming difficulties methinks belongs not to them. Moderation is a vertue much more toilfomc, than their Sufferance. That hath a thonfand feveral faihions, whereas this hath no more than one. It is no wonder that a manfhouldbegood where he fees nothing that is bad. He may well keep his innocence where it is hard to lofe it : and foon fecure his foul when there is nothing offers to rob him of it. He is a very unfor- tunate man ( as I have he.ird fome body well exprefs it ) who drownshimfelf in that place, where he can fcarce find water enough to quench his thirft. His hap is exceeding hard who mill take a furfeit, where there is fcarce fo much victuals as will break ones faft. But when we are thiong'd with temptations, and befet with enemies ; when there is a battery planted againft every Gate, and not one of our fenfes is free from afiault : then it is a bufmefs of fome labour, and it de- ferves praife, to fecure our fouls, and to defend the.n bravely in fuch a violent ftorm. To efcape drowning when we are upon the Sea, when the winds are boi- fterous, the channel dangerous,, and we are caft among rocks, and have (helves and quickfands very near us on the right hand and on the left > is a bufinefs that calls for an excellent skill, and a very even fteerage, and fuch an experience as cannot be learned without a great deal of pains and diligence. Then Piety will thank us for our Love, when we are courted by Vice, And we mall feem to have donefome honour to Good- nefs by .cleaving to her, when we had large offers to become bad. So that I cannot fee by what merit the Seclufe do aflfume to themfelves the title of Religious mors, than others : feeing they give a greater proof of ihcta i J i The T arable of the Pilgrim. their Ycrtue who are in the World., and the World is not in them •, than thofe in whom indeed the World is not, but they alfo are not in the World. It is more glorious to beat an enemy, than to fly away from him ; and it requires a greater fpirit to maintain a Breach, than to holdout within the Walls. Not that I difcommend Solitude at your firft letting out, or would have you neglect it at certain feafons through your whole journey ( for you fhall know the ufe of it better hereafter ) but it is not fit to defign to live always in fecret, if it be poffible to live and be fafe in the World. This I would have you think is the more perfect life, and more like to our Saviours : and therefore afpire to it 5 and ftay not in the other any longer, than only to fit and prepare your felf for this. And tell me I befeech you ; do you not think it polTiblc for a man to have his heart in the World, when his leggs and arms are out of it i may it not dwell in his fancy, when he fees it not with his eyes i May he not pleafe himfelf in the ihadow and image of his old friend, which he fays is dead and buried? may not one leave his foul behind , when he withdraws his body from all the World i I wifh there be not many of fuch Reli- gious men and women : As on the contrary I hope there are not a few whofe minds and hearts are fhut up from the World, though they are with it every day. Who have made a Cloyfter for their fouls , while their bodies are at liberty. Who bridle their appe- tites, and lay restraints on their defires ; though they live at large, and are under no Vow but that of their Baptifm. Confider therefore how ridiculous it is to imitate another The far able of the Pilgrim. 1 1 j another fort of men, who hearing us fpeak of forfaking the World, and renouncing all its Pomps and Vani- ties, imagine that they mould throw away their rich garments, forbear the civility of a complement, or fo much as a falutation , let their Gardens become Wildcrnefles, and their Pictures make Fires, with abundance of fuch like follies. Alasl whac have thefe poor things done, that we mould revenge our {"elves upon them? what is their guilt thar we mould be fo fevere and fierce againft them? Is this the mor- tification the Scripture lpeaks of, to execute our an- ger upon infenfible things i It would feem more rea- fonable, if when a man reads of crucifying theflejb, he fhould go and pierce his own body, and ftnke nails through his hands and his feet. And yet what blame doth it lie under, that we would put it to that tor- ment i or what is that which we kill by fuch cruelty ? No, no, we muft turn the blow another way. We muft cut off our affedions from thefe worldly enjoy- ments. We mud walk in the flefh, but not after it. We may feel its defircs, but not follow them. We muft labour to become poor in the midft of abun- dance •, to be humble in high places ; to be temperate amongft the baits of pleafure ; to ufe thofe things well which cuftom hath abufed 5 to think of our feives in fine cloaths, juft as we did before they came on our backs. And in a few words, to withdraw our felvcs from all the inveiglements of the world, not in the com- mon way of removing our perfons from it:buc by remo- ving it from our efteem and affections. But lam afraid of running into that errour which Ipurpofed to avoid, if I ihould continue to give fuch a' large and punctual acccount of all that the Good man CL faid u^ l^e farahle of the Pilgrim. ' faid in this Argument. And therefore I will keep more exadly to my method in what enfues, afld contract the reft of hisdiicourles concerning Jefus, II. Youmuft look upon Jei'us ( proceeded he ) in the next p1 ace, as a perfon that was highly contented^and, ve- ry liberal m the midfl of the greatejl Poverty, It would have been little lets than a wonder ( as the World now ' goes ) if I had faid that he thought he had enough, though all the ground he trod upon had been his own ; and that he was bountiful, though he had been able to pave his way with Silver and Gold. But he hath left us an higher pattern, and taught us even in our Pover- ty do be charitable to thofe who are reduced to grea- ter neceflities ; and in the meaneft condition to be bet- ter pleated, than worldly men are in the greateft fu- perfluities and abundance. He had no lands nor year- ly revenues, and yet the Hofpitality was noble which he maintained. His incomes were uncertain, and yet he never complained or troubled his mind becaufe his eftate was no better affined. His Difciples were men of afmall fortune, and yet he labours to infufe into them a mod liberal difpofition. He ftuck not to . fpend all the victuals he had upon the hungry multi- tude. He choleto lay out the whole provifion of his numerous Family in one Feaft, rather than fufrer them to faint who were come to hear his Word. Though he lived as a Begger himfelf, yet he kept a purfe for the Poor. Though he was fupported by the Charity of others, yet he would be no more than their Steward, and receive their Alms to give it away. Great perlons miniftrtd ro him, but he himfelf was the Mimfter of all. His Power might have enriched himtelf, buc he choie by it to enrich others. And this truly feerns to have The Tarable of the Tilgrm. , , . have been the proper effc<5r of his being dad co the World. He felt no need of its Riches, and fo he did not covet them. And he did not let them i;Ko as heart when they came to him, and Co he was not un- willing to part with them. He thought the go dnefs of all thefe things confiftcd in their Ule 5 and he knew no better employ menc for the m, than to fend them to lcrve thofe who were prelfed with wane. " You can- not therefore better pleafe him, than by imitating ihis bounteous difpcfition. There will nothing more in- dear yoq to him, than fuch a generofity, which may fhew it (elf in a mean, as well as in a plentiful fortune. Do you not obferve what praifes he beftows upon a poor Widow, who had caft all her living into the pub- lick ftock ? It feems come that it was a more plea- fing fpe&ade to him, than all the offerings of the Rich. Read but his famous Sermon which he made to his Followers, and there you will find fo many pre- cepts of takingno care for meat, and drink, and cloaths, and of giving away hoping for nothing again, that you will think he had a mind to recom- mend to them this contentednefs and Charity above all things elfe. And left you mould fanfie that all the ads of his Charity were miracles, which are no examples to us ; or be like the Hypocrites, who ima- gine his precepts were given to upbraid our weaknefs, an i reproach to us our fall, rather than to direct our practice : Obferve the fmart queftion which he asks toward the condufion of that Sermon, why call you me Luke&.& Lord, Lord, And do not the things vehich I fay ? As if he fhjuld have faid, Are you not afhamed to call me your Mafter, and yet do nothing that I command i What mifchief is this that you mould acknowledge mine Authority, and yet not be*governed by my Will? Q 2 ' Away , t <$ The far able of the Pilgrim. Away with this Hypocrifie ; Call me Lord no more, when you will neither do as I fay, nor as I do. The very lame words fhould I now fay to you, if I did not think thac you were refolved to tread in his (teps5 and that you eftcemed poverty with contentment the greateft riches, and a liberal heart with a fmall eftate, thelargeftpoflefllons. You will not fail, I know, to fcatter your Charity as you go along to Jerufalem. If you meet with any diftrefl'ed perfon in your way, you will be furetodolike the good Samaritan, and pro- vide for his health and deliverance. Nay, fpare not to feek for opportunities to do good : and fince we live in an ill natured and hard-hearted Age, let your light fo mine before men, that they may lee Jeftu (till in the world. And indeed I have oftenbeheld, to my great aftommment, a poor Pilgrim give more largely to a charitable life, than a perfon of high condition in the world. There are many rich Gluttons who will beftow more upon their Dogs, than upon a needy /,*- zatus. I have heard men wonder they are not afhamed to fee themfelves out- done by people of a meaner rank ; and that they do not fear the bowels of the Poor will groan againft them, and complain to Heaven of their unmercifulnefs : But fo it is, that they have hard- ned thdr own bowels toward them, and think that Heavenisasinfenfibleof all their cries as themfelves.. Their hearts are as cold as (tones ; and you may as foon move a Statue to do good, as one of thefe Images of men. They are not crucified to the world, but they are killed in her embraces, and (he hath hugged them to death in her arms. The world hath poured too many of her favours upon them, and preffcd them to death with the weight of Silver and Gold. Their handsale faftclofed, their fingers are ftiffand rigid; they The T arable of the Tilgrim. \\y they hold their money fo hard, that a dead mans hand cannoc be more inflexible, nor hold thac thing harder which he grafps when he is juft expiring. Nothing but the example of the Lord of Life will be of any power to get them open. There is none but himfelf can breath fuch a fpirit into them, as will loofen the cold bands of death, and make them ftrctch forth them- felves to the relief of their perifhing neighbours. Pro- pound therefore this pattern every where in your practice ^ and if men like not to be the Followers of Chrift on thefe terms, tell them they muft look for their wages at the Devils hands. He hath as faft hold of thole Mifers fouls, as they have of their money. Hell is as greedy as their defires. Ir gapes for them, as they do inlatiably for Riches. And be/ides, if there be any truth in our facred Books, they, and their riches, and their pofterity, (lull rot and become as vile as thofe whole milcries they will not pity. 1 II. And when you have-well affected your heart with this heavenly-minded and companionate Jefus, then turn your eyes to another fight, and behold in him the deepejt humility, and the mofl profound love line fs of mind, joyned vpith the greatefi perfections , and higheji- abilities that ever any man had. If there were ever any man in the world that had caufe to bear himfelf high, this was the perfon. His endowments were divine j his reafons were infpirations ; his words were oracles •, and yet blocks and trunks are wont now to life up them- felves higher in their own conceit than he could be tempted to do. Never had any one fo large a know- ledge, that boafted fo little of it. His power was not to be equalled on Earth, and yet it did not domineer over the mcaneft creature. He coulJ do what he would. n g The Varahle of the filgrtm. would with a word 5 but would noc imploy the lead breath in his own praifes. The very hem of his gar- ment was thought to be of a miraculous venue, but it was touched with pride as much as himfelf. The venders which he did, were always accompanied with another wonder, that he took not the honour of them, but gave it to God. He was dead indeed not only to the outward world, but alfo to himfelf. He was not only infenfiblc of the blandiihments of fleihly pleafures, but of the flatteries of fpiritual pride. He wrought fuch miracles as to raife the dead, but they could never raife any felf-conceit, nor give vain-glory in him any life. He would have concealed his works, if Gods Glory had not been concerned in them more than his own. He would have ftopt the peoples mouth as well as his own breath, andftifled Fame as much as others feek to give it air, if it had not been for the good of the world that he mould be known. And therefore when the Fame of him did fly abroad, it could carry no other news but that he was as humble as he was great. W hen he was fo high in the peoples eftecm, that they would have advanced him to be a King, he chofe rather to remnn a privite man: When they would have carried him into a Palace, and made him a Court, he liked it better to fteal away into a Deiart. Poor men were his Companions 5 Fiftiermen, and the meaner fort he took for his Attendants. When he was in his greateft triumph, he was meek and lowly, riding upon an Afs. When his ears were filled with Hofannas, he was going to humble himfelf to the fhameful death of the Crofs. He was in tmth no other than the King of Conrtefie and Humility. A Prince that liftned to the Petitions of the pooreft Supplicants • that ftood ftill to hear the cries of blind Beggars ; that would not The Parable of the Pilgrim. \ j p not refufe a work of Chanty bccautc of its vilcncfs 5 and in one word, that (looped fo low as to walh his Diiciples feet, which was the meaneft office of a Ser- vant. I need not tell you lure for what purpofe he did this, feeing he himfelf hath laved me the labour by that fpeech of his to tho.e whom he had fo walhed, / have given you an example ', that you fboulddo as I have *° n I?* I3' done to you. Let me lay to you t lerefore as he doth pre- fently after to thole perlbns, if yon know thefe th.ngs, happy are you if you do them. You muft lay your fel r as verf. 1 7. low as the duft you tread upon in the way to Jerufa- lem. You muft not ftudy Fame fo much as Vertue. You mull acknowledge God in all, and magnifie your felf in nothing. You muft raife a name to him, and not feek your own renown. When you are praifed, you mult be the fame that you are when men difcommend you. You muft think it dangerous to afpire to ho- nours, and hunt after promotions. Let them find you as unwilling to receive them, as others are to forbear their Courtlhip towards them. Condefcend to men of low eftate, and fort your felf familiarly with thefe who are below you. Lee the poor never be the ob- ject of your fcorn; but think that pride doth render you poorer and more defpicable than them. Remem- ber to ftoop to the meaneft offices of Love, whereby you may ferve your Brethren $ and when you have done them, think that they are to be done again when their needs require them. And that I may not feem to impofe any heavy burthen upon you, do but look at Jerusalem, and fee how Jcfus is advanced by humbling himfelf > and you will not need any exhortation to this Vertue which before 1 fo much praifed, and now again commend to your affection. Many of the Angels, they fay, made it their ftudy to raife themfelvcs higher than they uo Tk T arable of the Til^rlm. they were, but mifcarried in the enterprife, and were not able to efftd it. They tried their wings, and began to (bar aloft, but they failed them fadly, and lee them fuffer a mameful fall . Bat Jefus, on the contra- ry, ftudied to be a great deal lower than he was •, noc only lower than the Angels, but inferiour co men, even thevileftof men. The iflue of which was, that you fee him exalted at Gods right hand, and he hath railed himfelf thereby, not only to the places from whence thofe Angels fell j but to fuch a dignity that he is higher than all principalities and powers, and hath the nobleft creatures put in fubj^clion under his feet. Be a follower of J ejus therefore in his Humility, deprefling your felf as low as you can in your own thoughts •, for that is the way to raife your felf to the higheft pitch of Glory, and to be made equal to the Angels of God, who have kept their ftation , and always had their dwelling at Jerusalem. And it may not be amifs the more effectually to excite youj if you confider how thofe noble perfons have preferved their firft habita- tion, and remained fo long in the Cceleftial Court. Was it not by humbling themfelves to the meaneft employments, to which the Soveraign of all orders and ranks of being in the world was pleafed to aflign them? Are they not content to come and wait upon thepooreftof us, and toferveas a Guard to the moft abjed: of the Sons of Men ? Let us not refufe then to fubmit to any condition of life, wherein our wife Go- vernour thinks good to place us, nor imagine any of' ficc below us, in which we may be ufefuland fervice- able to our Neighbours. If we had no greater ex- ample than the Angels, it might well be expected that we fhould not difdain to appear in the meaneft drefs; but fince the Lord of them all is pleafed to become our pattern. 77;e Parable of the Vilgrim. l ii pattern, and to abafehimfelf far lower than they, it ihould make us love to be all over covered with this Humility, and to efteem it the mod glorious Robe that we can wear. And truly, if our hearts were touched wich fuch a Charity to others as he was indued withal, we fliould not ftick to bow our felves, though we were never fo high, to the vileft fcrvices, for the fuc- cour and help of thofe whofe miferies implored our afliftance. IV. Let me propofe to you therefore the blefled Jefus in the next place, as a perfon that was very full of love, tender nefs and bowels of cotnpaflion towards thofe that deserved nothing ; nay ^towards thofe that defervediU at bis hands. He was fo diipofed to do good, that they could not mifs of his kindnefs, who neither defired it, nor were willing when it was offered to receive it. He did not only pity the weaknefs and infirmity of his Difciples ; but had a feeling of the fufferings of thofe who were Grangers: neither was he only kind and benign towards Supplicants 5 but his heart was ten- der to the perverfe, untoward, and ungratefal people. There was nothing of roughnefs, fowrenefs and uncivi- lly in his manners ; but they were fmooth, fweet and full of Courtefie. His heart was not at all pinched and narrowed by the Love of himfelf ; but it was in- larged into fuch an univerfal Charity, that he feemed to forget his own concerns, the better to provide for the good of others. The inftances of his benignity and good nature are fo many, that to reckon them all, would be as long as to tell a (lory of his whole life 5 for he went about doing good. It was his work and im- ployment to do benefits to the world. He was th4 Sun of Righteoufnefs, that run a long race for no other R prize, 1 1 1 The f arable of t he Pilgrim. prize, but only to have the honour of fpending his beams. He rcjoyced to fpread his healing wings over every place, lc was his pleasure to (lied his influences, and to make all that faw him ienfible of his flames. The Patients that (bKcited his healing power, were innumerable s and the Cu es which he wrought were not fewer than they. He lived all his time in a kind of Hofpital^ being thronged with fick men, with Lxzxrs^ and other difeafed folks. And though it were turned fometimes to a Bedlam, by the company of Demoni' acks and phrene"tical people 5 yet he never complained of, the burthen, but cheerfully entertained theoccafion of putting them in pofleflion of their wits again. Ne- ver did he fend any man away without fatisfaclton to his defires •, but he cad out Devils, cleanfed their Le- protics, cured their Palfies, untied the tongue of the dumb, opened the eyes of the blind, reftored feet to the lame-, andbefides relieved their neccfiities, had companion on their hunger, and fed their bodies and their fouls both together. The whole Country Teem- ed to be his family ^ and if he had been the Father of them all, he could not have been more tender or yearned with greater bowels of mercy towards them. The opposition and contradiction of brutiilimen did not alter the fweetnefs of his -difpoiuion towards them; but he continued to do them good, to befeech and entreat them, to weep over them, and figh for their Infidelity. And when it grew to fuch an height^ that they fought to kill him who had faved the lives of fomany ; yet fo great was his charity, that he paf- fed by their offences ; fought not for revenge, which it was eafie for him to find ; and to fpeak all in one word, forgave the moft ungrateful enemies that ever were. I believe you will eafily grant, that it is a matter The Parable of the Pilgrim. matter of lefs difficulty to forgive the injuries we receive from one that never was obliged to us ; than to pardon him to whom wc have exprcfTed the great- eft kindnefs, and ufed with the (iigheft civility, efpe- cially if his malice arifc fo high as to fcek our life. And yet (b loving was our Lord, and fo deiirous to fee us a noble example -7 that he never expreffe J greater Cha- rity, than when he had the greatefi reafon to be in- cenfed. He freely remitted the wrongs of thofe who not only hated him without a caufe, but who had great caufe to love him above all the world. And, though the wrongs were as great as the benefits he had beftowed, and they were beyond all meafure > yet, as his benefits did not make rhem become his friends, fo their wrongs could not make him become their enemy. What greater malignity is there than that which moves men to bereave others of their life? and what greater Charity than that which indeavours to -preferve it £ We can conceive of none higher^ un- Jefs it be this, to Cacrifice our own life, for the prefer- ving or* other mens 5 efpecially of theirs that take it away. And fuch was the Love of our Lord, who was fo great a friend to fo great enemies as fought for thac which he was ready to offer for them. You know ve- ry well his words upon the Crofs, when he made in- terceflion for the tranfgreflbrs, faying > Father forgive them. Could he more effectually at that time refti- fie his kindnefs, than by fuch an indulgence in the midft of that cruelty toward him? What do we expect more from a Parent, than that he mould over- look the faults of his children when they repent and fubmit themfelves to him < And yet our Lord ufe's thefe men with greater clemency, and gives them his pardon whilft they were committing of the fault. Nay, R 2 ne 1 2 4 Tfe IVa&e of the Vilgrirn. he irot only forgave them himfelf i bat defires God t6 grant them rcmiflion too, that he might be the only furferer, and they be free from puniihment. You fee then how your way lyes, if you will travel to Jcrufatem^nd defire to be with Jefa. The roughnefs of your way, and the afperities of mens manners, muft not fpoil the fmoothnefs of your foul, nor exafperate your fpirit : but you muft be loving and kincTto all, even eo the greateft offenders. Nay, if your nature be crab- bed and auftere, you muft look fo ftedfaftly upon Jefus^ and fteep your thoughts fo long there 5 till he infufe himfelf into you, and change the harfhnefs of your dif- pofition into a fweeter humour. The way to Jerufrlcm, I affure you, is full of fad fpe&ades, which will afford you no other pleafure but that of having a tender fen(e of their miferies, and doing of them good. You muft be civil and affable to every one you meet upon the road. You muft pity and fuccour thofe who are ready to perifb. You muft counfel and advife the Ignorant, and thofe who are out of the way. You muft blefs thofe that throw a curfe at you as you go along. You muft pray for thofe that do you wrong, And if any fellow- traveller to whom you have afforded your help, mould prove a robber, and make an aftault upon you ; you muft ftill preferve your love to him, and not fuffer him to rifle you of your grace to forgive him. And indeed, when we confide* how much more reafon there is that we fhould do good to others, than that God fhould do good to us > and when we think alfo how much more he hath done for us than we can do for others ; and when we remember withal that they are our equals in the chiefeft things, and that in fome they may be our fuperiours, (when as he is fo much above us in all 5 ) it will T)?e far Me of the Pilgrim. 1 2 5 will fet our hearts wide open,and make them free and ge * ■ • nerous,though they were never fo faft locked and barred before, and render them foft and tender, though they were as hard and ftubborn as bolts of Iron. We (hall not then be backward to forgive injuries, to do good to enemies 5 to repay wrongs with courtefies, to bear with mens folly and weaknefs, to envy no mans pro- fperity, but to rejoyce in the good of all, as if it were our own hapinefs. But poor Pilgrims will find themfelves in fuch need of the charitable help and com- fort of others, that I think it is not neceflary to prefs you any further to this thing which will be nothing mere, than to do to til as you would that allfhould do to you. V- Let me therefore proceed to tell you how Jefut hore the contumelies, reproaches, audjlanders of others with thegreatejimeeknefsjhoughhe was a per [on of the great- eft quality, and of the higheft dignity and rvorth. No man ever did things with a- better grace, or deferved more to be accepted with admiration and praife ; and yet there never was any perfon entertained with greater fcorn, or fuffered more obloquies, and ignominious ufage from the World. But did he receive them with that choter and wrath, which they who call them- felves High Spirits, do fuffer their fouls to be transport- ed withal r No fuch matter ; but he was dumb as a Lamb before the {hearers, and did not fo much as open- hismouth ; though, considering his high birth, and the manner of other men, he was tempted to roar like a Lion, and fpeak with a voice of thunder againft his infolent defpifers. I will not recite all the vilifying language, nor give you a catalogue of the contemptu- ous adtions which he was affronted with ; but leave is n £ The Parable of the Tilgrim. it to your own diligence to obferve them, and together therewith the mildnefs of his fpirit, and the admirable temper and moderation of his mind in the fharpeft pro- vocation uo anger and difpleafure. When they called him tJevil, he confuted the calumny by not fuffering the Icaffc ipark of that hellifh fire to kindle. When they faid he was an Import or, and came to deceive the world, he was only excited thereby more boldly to fpeak the Truth. And when they charged him with treafon, heaflerted his innocency by no other means, than fubje&ion of himfelf to the vileft death. When they fcourged him on the back, and buffeted his face ; he did not fo much as return them a lafh or a blow with his tongue. When they committed all the out- rages that could be devifed upon him, they onlyferved to prove how free he was from paffion and rage. Which methinks mould be fufficient to cool the boiling heats of the fierceft fpirits •, and to quench the intemperate fires that burn in the moft imaged minds. There is no man that can boaftof fuch e'xtracYion as his ; or that can endure fuch indignities : and therefore it is infuf- fcrable that mens paffion and anger fhould take coun- tenance from the quality of their perfons, or the qua- lky of the reproaches that are offered to them. No, the nobleft men in the world ought to extinguifli thefe flames by fuch a glorious example, and to put up offences and fcorns quietly,| without anfweringand re- turning the like again. And I befeech you to learn this leflbn well if ever you mean to arrive ztjerufa- lem. You will have very great ufe of ir, and will find it impoifible to hold on in your journey, unlefs you be fortified with this meeknefs of fpirir, and can be con- tent to be defpifed and fet at nought, to be efteemed a fool, an ideor, or any thing elfe that men pleafe to • , call The far able of the Pilgrim. 1 17 call you while you are about Gods bufinefs arid doing his will among them. The very way to Jerjtjalem is loaded with many reproaches, and therefore they who arc in ic mud noc expert to have a priviledge of fufrain^ ingnoneof them. A man cannot take a Pilgrimage through luch a world as this, and meet with no affront and unworthy utage in hispaifjge. Your very habit and faihion, I mean your manners and courfe of life are fo different from theirs, that they will not love you, though in all things clfe you pleafe them well enough. A mortified life is a reproach to thofe who are diffolute.. And if they cannot find in their heart to difcommend. Jerufalem, it is a grievous rebuke to them that they, do not travel with you thither. You difturb them (o much, that you muft either have their company, or their calumnies. They muft either do well, or ipeafc ill of your ill doings. They are exafperated hereby to {lander you, that they may juftifie themfelves • and ra follow you with backbiting language, to excufe the not following of your pious lite, It is the part now of a gallant fpirit to defpifc their revilings as much as they defpifc you. You cannot exprefs greater magnanimity than to neglect the le lit- tle barkings , and not fo much as lift up your (faff againfl thofe that purfue you with them. Let them know that they are below your anger, and that your refolution is not to be moved by their petulant ykuMtom. fpeeches. As you think that Temples and Kings Pa- laces are not diihonourei when the dogs that come by do lift up their leggs againft themj fo you muft not think your felf the worfe for the difrefpecls,- the afper- ik>ns and contemptuous language that youmett with- all in the world < but be as little concerned in them as you 1 1 % The Parable of the Tilgriml you arc in the rudenefs of thofe impudent creatures. Let them not have to much power over you as to make your tongue ftir, unlcfs it be to blefs them : impofe a perfect filence on your felf, excepc it be to fpeak to God, and not to anfwer them. But of ihis ill treatment whkh you muft expect, and your meek indurance of it, I (hall have further occafion to admonifti you fome other time. VI. Let me now lead you to take a (horc glance of bit admirable Patience under unheardoffujferings, though he was a perfon no lefsfenftble of pain , than he was inno- cent,and deferred to be freed from it. For which I (hall refer you to the Hiftory of his bloody and cruel Death, where you will behold an heart fo refigned to God, that the greateft torments could not make it recoil back into Self, nor feck for eafe in any other place than in union with his Will. All that I (hall fay in this argument, is, that you muft learn thereby to indure all things, with a conftant fubmiflion to the Divine pleafure and appointment ; without thofe murmurings and complaints which are apt to accompany the crof- fing of our Defire*. For we have a great deal more reafon to do fo than He, in as much as though we may be innocent toward men, yet we are not fo toward God 5 and if our offences were punimed according to our defert, they would receive a (harper chaftifement than that which we indure. He fuffered for well do- ing, and we for ill ; he bore other mens faults, and we our own ; he indured much, and we little : and there- fore it will be a great (hame, if when our fufferings are little, our repinings are great 5 and when we futter what we deferve, it makes us fo reftlefs and impatient, that we add to our ill defervings. I pray you there- fore The Tardk of. the Qilgrim. \ ip fore to fortifie yourfclf with a great ftock of this Ver- tueof Patience; for, Imufttellyou, ere long a num- ber of things that will try its mettle, and (hew you in what great need you will (land of it in your way to Je- rufalem. VII. FortheprefentI will divert your thoughts from thefe fad fpe&ades, and carry you to more pleafant contem- plations. Behold then how Jefuswas much with God by meditation, Prayer, and devout affection, in the midji o/aII hu bitfinefs, And in a great crowd of followers and Attendants. He lived, as I faid,. in the world; but in that he fought for folitary places, and abftra&ed thoughts. When he was with the people, He never foreat God : upon all occasions He took notice of him, and in whatfoever he did acknowledged him. Buc befides, he devifed many times of retirement, and was wont, upon a remove,to fend his Difciples away before, that he might ftay alone with him. Nay, fo defirous he was of his heavenly Solitude, that fometimes he continued a whole night together in Prayer and holy thoughts. And fo truly would I have you do in your Travels: Take the advantage of any Shades or Groves that you (hall meet withal , for fecret con- ference and difcourfc between God and your Soul. Repofe your felf as long as you can in thofe cool and ftill places, and there invite Heaven into your Society, and prepare yourfclf for the Prefent it will make you or the bed of its bleflings. Nay, I would have you form your felf fuch occafions as oft as you are able, and c ntrivt opportunities for privacy and inclofed thoughts. Build a great many little Arbours with your own hands, into which you may withdraw your ' felf and be alone. Get out of the throng, and make S all 1 1 0 Tlx Parable of t he Pilgrim. all affairs give way to the entertainment chat God wit give your foul in his blefled company. Bid them ftand afide awhile and noc prelume to difturb the bulinefs which you have above. Let every thing underftand that you are entred into an holy place, whither they. mud not dare to approach. And when you are thus fequeftred, let me tell you this for your comfort, that you will have the faireft profpecl before your eyes that is to be found on this fide Jerufalem. You will fee the Glory of God that mines in all the World ; you will hear the mufick which all his creatures make in his praife $ you will be ravifhed with the tafte of his good- nefs, which you will feel him pouring out on every fide $ and in one word, you will behold fo much of the Beauty of Jerufalemlx. felf, that you will travel with the better courage thither. But that in which I would have you fpend the greateft part of thofe pri- vate feafons, is in thinking of your own eftate, and com- paringyour life with the life of Jefus. Let him be your companion when you are alone : look ftedfaftly on his face, and obferve what rcfemblance you bear to him. Pray him to draw and defcribe himfelf more ex- actly upon your foul, and to fupply all the lines that are rtill wanting to render you an accompliihed Image of him. Shew him how defirous you are to be con- formed in all your thoughts, words, defires, and acti- ons, to that excellent model of perfection which he hath given you in his own example. Let him know how much you are in love with him, and that youwirti for this above all the World, to be like to him. It can- not be thought that he will deny your defires, or lee your indeavours want his help for the making you more compleatin him. You will come outofthefe iccrc t. places withagre^tkftre,. and iiTue forth with a greater V)e ? arable of the Pilgrim. , , t a greater force and power to follow the fteps of your Saviour. Your face will be indued with fuch a bright- nefs, and call fuch a fplendor round abour, that ic will be feen by all that you have been with Jefits. Who can exprefs the pleafures that hide themfelves in thefe retreats • or tell rhe contentments that are locked up in thofe unfrequented dofets i Do but enter into the hrft of them that prefents its felf, and there will need nothing more than the fenlible delectation which you will find in it, to invite you to feekfuch filent retire- ments. Thefe quiet places are the refemblances of the ferene regions above, and little models of Heaven. They are hung round about alfo with a great many Pictures of 7f/«/,which will ravifh your heart,and draw it out ofyour body to match it up to himfelf. In one corner you will fee him pidured as the Lover of men; and in another you will behold him in the greateft abafement and humility that ever was. On tnis fide you will fee him dealing his charity to the Poor, and on'.thathe willdifcover himfelf attending on the Sick. Here his Meeknefs, there his Patience will be lively reprefented to your eyes. In one place you will find him pouring out his inftru&ions , and in another pouring out his blood for the Good of men. And from every one of thefe you will receive fuch touches, and feel your heart fo wounded 5 that you will never be more inamoured of him, than when you and he thus meet alone, and he makes this private vific to your Soul. There he will open his very heart to you, and let you fee how much you are in his favour. TThere he will impart to you his confolatroas, and fill you with his Spirit. Your mind will there be illuminated, your affe&ions inflamed, your rcfolutions ftrengthened, and all your faculties invigorated with a greater chearful- S 2 nefs i j i The far able of the Pilgrim. mfsin obedience to his Will. And therefore do not fail as oft as you can, to get out of the duft and heat of this world, into thele clofe and cool walks which Je- fus frequents. For, though the dews of the t Divine Grace fall every where,yet they lie longed in the (hide. Thefe fugared drops do love moft to ftay in the fohtary places. And when you can find no where elfe this milk of Heaven wherewith all things are nouriihed and re- freftied- you will be fure to meet with plenty of it in thefe hidden recefies. VIII. But then I muft remember you, That in the greateft, moji open and full manifeflations of the Glory of God up- on Jefus he was very private too, and cared not for ha- ving ttpublijhed andtalkt of abroad in the wor/^.When he was transfigured in the Holy Mount, you read that he went afide privately with a few of his Difciples, which may well commend unto you the love of retire- ment : And that brightnefs alfo wherewith he was cloa- thed,he commanded to be concealed as a great fecret,till a fit feafon to divulge it 5 which may well teach us to keep to ourfelves what partes between God and our fouls, till others may be concerned in it as much as our felves. You may referr this perhaps to the Humility of his Spirit, but yet I thought good to advife you of it alone, becaufe it deferves a particular consideration. There is a vanity you may be guilty of if you heed not this, of glorying when you come abroad again, of the fecret communication that you have had with Jefua in the time of your Solitude. For I obferve it is the Ge- nius of fome who profefs acquaintance with Him, when they feel any delicious joys exceeding the common fort ( which perhaps are indulged only in favour of their weaknefs, and intended meerly to cherifh their pre- The Parable of the Pilgrim. prefent childifli condition) to blaze them everywhere, and report them to others without any great occalion for it. They think it a piece of Religion to communi- cate their experiences to the nexc padenger they meet withal: They love that others fhould know how nobly they are treated : and fo they lay a double fn2rt, one for themfelves by the high conceic which they mayraifein others of their excellencies } and a fecond for their Neighbours, by the difcouragement they may feelforwant of fuch elevations. If your fpirit there- fore be at any time tranfported ; if Ged fhine into your heart very brightiy, and darken all this World in your eyes by caufag his glory to cover you 5 I befeech ycucaft a cloud about ir, that nobody elle may fee it, unlefs the good of others make it necefiary that it fhould be revealed. Draw a vail over your face when it is fo radiant, left by mining too brightly upon others, it hurt their eyes: and the reflection of it prove dangerous to your felf. As when you ai e in the world, you muft not forget to be private with God ; fo when you have been the raoft with God, it is fafeft to keep it private from the World. IX. It maybe feafonable here to add,that while He mdh- timed, this delightful Converge with God for but own benefit) his life was mcfl profitable to others. Prayer and Meditation did not hinder his labours • bu: they were fpurrs to induftry, and made him rr.ore careful to do his work for which he was fent into the World. He was not only attent to his own fpirit that it might be kept with God, but he watcht for advantages of bringing the hearts of others to him. Much lets did he fpend his time in pleafing amufements co think how much he was in the favour of Heaven^ but he iflued lout ,24 Tlx Parable of the V'tlgim. out of thefe delicious thoughts, and took as great a pleafure in introducing others into the fame favour. There was no hour palled, but he did fome good or other to the World. The finishing of one undertaking, was but the paffage to another. When he ceafed to do any thing, it was only that it might begin again. The change of his labours ferved him infkad of a re- pofe. And to do a new work was all the Reft that he defired. His greateft pleafure was to do a pleafure to other men. He chofe rather to want his meat, than (uffar them to want his help. The greater pain there was in any bufineffj the more he delighted in it: and pleafure could not win his love, but by means of the labour which brought it forth. In which diligence it concerns yoti very highly to imitate him, if you mean to allure your arrival at Jerufalem. The world is then to be feared, when it finds us empty and void of im- ployment. We are fafe enough, though we live in it, if we do not live in Idlenefs. While we have fome- thing elfe to do, we (hall eafily refift it, and turn afide the ftrongeft of its temptations. You rauft not be at leifure to go about any thing that is bad. You muft deprive vice of all means to approach you, and let it have no time wherein to make its affaults. Whenfo- ever it attempts to enter, let it find that you are full, and that there is no room at all for its entertainment. Let the felicitations of the flefh ever come out of ki~ fon, and know that you have not a moment but what is pre- ingaged to fome other imployment. When any temptation defires to fpeak with you, let the anfwer be ready, that there is other company within, and that you cannot attend it : and when it would violently draw you away, let it find you bound and held very faft by fomething elfe. Finally,; be unwearied in well doing, The T arable of the Tilgrlm. i } j doing, and alloc every portion of your time to fome h©- neft ufe or other : So will the World defpair of win- ning you to her defires, when it always takes you other- wife bulled, and perceives that all your hours are defi- ned to other purpofes. And truly if this were the con- ftant end of our living, to dogood, or to receive ir, ic would prove the Bane of fo many unprofitable thoughts when we are alone, and fo many unprofitable words, when we are with others, that we and the world would be very much amended by it. X. But now it is time to draw to an end of this difcourfer and therefore I will only give you a fhorc remembrance of this one thing m^re, thatjefus was veryftrongto re- ft ft the temptations of the Devil in the midft ofhugreat- teft rveaknejs, and had a great Faith and confidence in God in the midft of the great eft dangers, and moft fuddenfvrprifes. His long hunger was not fo fbarp, as to provoke him to take any undue means for its fa- tisfaftion. When his Difciples awaked him in the middle of a tempeft, his heart wras not terrified, nor his thoughts difordered ; but he gravely reproves the fmallnefs of their Faith. He ever held Heaven faft by the hand, and whatfoever it was that aflaid to fluke his conftancy$ he flood firm, and would not be mo- ved fo much as to doubt of the prefence and power of Go 1 with him. Be you fure to have this Faith and powerful confidence of his always in your eye : for youmuftnotexped(asI fH all fliottly tfclfyou} to pafs. to Jerufalem without many conflicts. When you are moft infirm, your enemies will moft ftrongly afTaulc ycu, and ftrive tohile and draw you ano:her way. Your afBidlions will give them refolution, and in the titneof your languilhments they will tak* to them- felves> Iff Woe TarahleoftheVilgritn. felves the greateft courage. Whatfoever other weak- nefs therefore you labour under, be fure you be not weak in Faith: and when all other fupports in the World fail you, remember to cleave and adhere clofe- ly unto God. Kctp awake a fenfe of his prefence with you, by often thoughts of him ; thruft your ielf into his arms continually by a firm :ruft in him ; be ftrong in the Lord, and in the powei of his might, by taking hold of his Almighty Goadnefs. And then let your Adverfaries be what they will, whether from within, or from without ; let their Armies be never fo nume- rous which are fa in battle againft you: Doubt not but through an holy confidence in God, and the fer- vent prayer of Faith for the aids of his Spirit •, they (hall all disband and fly away like fo many heaps of duft before the wind, and yield you the victory which they promifed to themfelves. In this affurance I think it is beft to feal up the fecrets of that fentence which I have been fo long difdofing to you. For, though there are many other things remarkable in Jefus (as you will fee if you frequently faften your eyes upon him} yet if I fhould enumerate them all, I muft tarn over the leaves of the whole Gofpel, and unfold them to you. The particulars alfo that I have mentioned, are fufficient to J>ive you fuch a tafte of him, that if you like them, you cannot but delight to feek out all the reft your felf -y and therefore I (hall not deprive you of thai pleafure, prefu- ming that you are not infenfible from what hath been faid, that there is no greater than to know and to follow CHAP. The far able of the Pilgrim. 1 57 CHAP. XVI. Of Faith in Jefus. Hove imperfectly ^ or oofcurely it it commonly expreffed, to the great danger of Chri/iian Pilgrims, nhxt the true notion of it ps, vchicto can- not deceive U4, AN D truly herein it was not miftaken , for though hefpoke thefe laft words with an accenc very fliarp, yet the Pilgrim hath often fince faid, that he thought his heart made a ill iller Echo ; and bade him Follow Jefus. It is not in tl e compals 01 my power to relate the contentment which the poor man took in this difcourfe. He felt rather anexceilive joy, than a bare fatisfa&ion, which gave many indications of ic felf, though it could not be exprefled. But the firft words, as I remember, which he uttered when the other made a little flop, was this vehement exclama- tion. O Sir, how happily have you undeceived me ! I have thought fometimes, that the way to Jeruf&lem lay moit of all through Churches; and that a Pilgrim had little elfe to do but only to hear Sermons very ofc, and read good Books, and make many prayers ; and that in thefe the very life of Religion did confift. Nay, I have been perfwaded to think that he had no other task but only to Believe on Jefus, and that he would take care to carry him to Jerufalem. But thanks be to God and you, I have now heard another leflbn, which I will ftudy to learn my whole life. I find my felf already fo much in love with Jefus, that I believe I (hall carefully mark every ftep of his holy feet, of which he hath left us any print • and indcivour to tread T in The f or able of th Pilgrim. in them, following of them with as much exaftnefs as I am able. He would have added a great many more proteftations of his hearty intentions, but that the Guide thought it fit to lay hold on this occafion to in- ftrutt him a little further about thofe things wherein he had been fogrofly abufed. Having let him know therefore that he was no lefs pleafed than himfelf to fee fo fudden a fruit of his labours, he proceeded to tell him that he had taught him nothing new in all his difcourfe, nor fpoke one fy liable but what was com- prehended in thofe few words, if rightly underftood, Believe in the Lord Jeftts. For, though Faith in Chrift hath fometimesareftrainedfenfe importing our truft in him for help and fuccour ; yet when it ftands alone by it (elf, it hath a more comprehenfive meaning. Ic is fo far from denoting fuch a part of Religion as thofe now mentioned, that it frequently comprifes the whole ; and it muft always be conceived fuch a part, as neceflarily implies and inferrs all the reft. I fpeak now of the Pilgrims Faith, which you muft carry along with you. Of which, whofoever gives you any other defcripuon than fuch as this, doth but deceive you, viae,, that it is fuch an hearty perfwafion of the truth, and.goodnefs oi Gods promifes, and of every thing elfe that he hath fpoken, as makes us obedient in all things to his commands. There is nothing more vifible than this in the very firft man of the Order into which you are entring : Abraham I mean, the moft ancient Pil- grim that I read of, and the Father of faithful Travel- lers ; Who being commanded by God to leave his own Country, his Kindred, and his Fathers houfe, moft readily obeyed ; in a perfwafion that God would be as good as his word, and blefs him with poflfeflions fome- where elfe. He was the man whom God called to his Tl?e Tar able of the filgrirn* i > a foots and who marched whithesfoever he would lead him: in refemblance to whom all his children are de- fcribed in the Chrittian Church, as thofe who follow the Lamb whitberfoever be goes. Conformity to Jefits, is abfolutely necdTary to make us fuch believers as ihall inherit the promifes. Though the general notion of Faith do not include obedience ( being only our per- fwafion of, and aiTtnt unto the truth of what is de- livered to us upon the teftimony of God J yet faving Faith, that Faith which will carry us to Jerufalem} can never be underftood without it. All the definitions you meet with, whatfoever they be, which feparate obedience from this Faith, 1 do confidently allure you* arc bnt a meer cheat, and a dangerous iliufion. Obe- dience is fo much of the nature of the Pilgrims FAitb, that I fay it again, it ought to enter its Definition. W hich is as much as to fay, that one cannot fpeak in any terms or phrafes which are not deceitful and liable tobeabufed, of that Faith which will bring us lafe to Heaven 5 but he muft make mention of the obedience it produces to the commands of our Saviour. This is the very thing that diftinguiihes faving Faith from that which is not faving \ and cheiefore if this be left ouc when we fpeak of it, we may make men Hypocrites fooner than fincere Chriftians. But if I may be fo bold, as to interpofe a Queftion ("faid the Learner) I pray fatisfiemewhy you call this the pilgrims FAith : is there any elie befides? There is, replyed his Teacher ; we meet in this world with a Faith more gallant, fine and delicate, than the plain and homely belief which I have defcribed. A modijb a*d courtly Faitbit is, which (its ftill, andyetfetsyou in the lap of Chrift. It pafles under fo many names, T 2 tHac ,40 ^ Tar able of the filgrim. that I cannot fknd to number them all now. It is called a carting of our felves upon Chrift, a relying ort his merits, a ftirouding our felves under the robes of his righteoufnefs : and though fomecimes it is called a going to him for Salvation } yet there is this myllerie in the bufinefs, that you may go, and yet not go; you may go, and yet fhnd ftill ; you may caft your felf upon him, and not come to him 5 or if you take one little ftej;>, and be at the pains to come to him, the work is done, and you need not follow him. It is indeed* refting, not a travelling Grace. And fuch a grand tecret there is in it, that a man may reft before he ftir a foot > he may lean on Chrift, and approach no nearer him than he was before ; he may lay hold on him, and yet reaiain at the greateft diftance from him. It wilt carry you to the end of your way, before yoa are at the beginning 5 The very firft ftepof ic, is o ftay your felf: the beginning of its motion, is to be at reft. Do you not fee a ftrange inchantment in it already * Is ic not a magical operation, or much beholden to ftrength of fancy, and the witchcraft of imagination f For my part 1 fliould take my felf to be in a far worfe condi- tion than Crefinitu was, if I fliould be accufed of vend- ing tuchdruggs and dealing in fuch dangerous charms. I would grant my enemies had caufe to exclaim, and fhould never exped to clear my ft If, if I ftood charged with fuch incantations. There is no jugling fo arti- ficial, whereby I could hope to hide the deceit if I abufed the world with thefe impoftures. My own confcience, I meanj would indiel me, and pronounce my condemnation, though I think, if the greateft pare ©f the men among us, were to be Judges, I need not fear their fentenceagainft me. For the charm, I ob- fcive, is fo powerful, and the fafcination of fuch plea- furc, Tlx.Tarable of the Pilgrim. ,4I fore, that the numbers are hji to be told which are bewitched wkh it. The multitude goes in crouds in this wide road : the voice of the people ct) es up this as the only way to Heaven. AU the lewd men in the world are well contented to take this j >urn?y, which may be fmimed at one ftep ; and :o run this race which may be accomplished in a breach, and for which the laft breath in their body may as w ell ferve as any elfe. There is no man but he lay* hold of Chart ; and having hetid that this is Faith, do what you can, it is not poi- iible to beat off his hands. There is not a foul fo wicked, bu: it applies to it fell his righteoui'nefs, and fancies ail its fins to be covered therewith. It is the fweeteft thing in the world tocaft themfeives into his arms, and expect not to go , but to be carried to Heaven. They reft on him and him only for Salvation. They reft on him fo folely for it, that they are loth to ftit a foot to contribute any thing toward it. They would have him take all the honour of the bu/ineis to himfelf, and are defirous to do not To much as one good action, but leave him to do all, and impute his doings to them* Thus they imagine themlelves to be the only advancers of Free Grace i and they think there are none but they that fet the Crown upon Chrifts head. Such an admirably fubrilty there is in this Faith, that they can ferve their own intereft by it, and vec feem all the while to be the beft fervants of Chri/l. They can promote their own defires, and yer found aloud his Glory. They can invade his rights as much as they lift ; and yetbe thought the only perfonsthac make it their care he fhould not be wronged. Nay, it makes men think that God is beholden to thera, for being fo c amio as as to give hi n nothing. He x . 2 The Tar able of the Pilgrim] Hefhould notbefomuch obliged, if they fhould en- deavour to become better. The only qualification that i hey know of for his favours, is not to be qualified ac all to receive them. He owes it feems, much of Glo- ry to their want of vertue. If they fhould give him more than they do, he would have lefs. To bring any thing to him, would be to rob him, and take away from him. His Grace would lofe its name, if they ihould ftudy to attain it. They fhould detract very much from the freenefs of itl if they fhould provide for any thing but only to receive ir. It would not be fo rich, if they were not poor and beggarly in all good works. His honour relyes very much upon their weaknefs,and hisGlory is (upported by their imbecility i To be much in debt to him,is the heft payment that can be made him. To win his love, it is beft to be men of no defert.And to be out of all danger of trufting to their own righteoufnefs ; they judge it the fureft courfe to have none at all. Thefeare the men who make the Grace of God fo free, that he leaves nothing for himfelf. The riches of it is fo abundant towards them, that he gives away all his own right. He makes fuch liberal grants to thefe favourites, that there remains nothing as a Du- ty to him. He takes fuch a great care of their plea- fure, that he forgets his own. And loves to lee them have their will fo much, that he fuflfers his own to be eroded for their fake. It is not he, it mould feem, but they that rule the world. His will bends to their defires : and fince they have no mind to be good ; they have invented a way that he may love them, though they continue bad. He fees them not (as they fancy) in themfelves, but in a difguife. They do The Tar able of the Tilgrim. 1 4 3 do not appear in their own colours, but in another* drefs. He doth not behold them naked, but cover- ed in the Robes of Chrift. And though they have a World of fins, yet they think to have them hid, while he looks upon their garments, and not upon them. And indeed fo free is this Grace, that he can have no title to their obedience, but only their own gratitude. He holds his Kingdom and Authority, only by their good will. If they do what he de- fires, it is their kindnefs, and more than they owe him. Since Chrift's obedience is perfonally imputed to them, he cannot in jufticerequire any at their hands. Since he hath performed the Law in their ftead, and made his righteoufnefs immediately theirs, he cannot expect that they mould perform it too, nor exact any !* righteoufnefs of their own. For this would be to demand the fame debt twice ; and to call for the pay- ment of a bond , which hath been already fatisfie'd. In fine; He can claim nothing as his due, but muft be content with that which they will give him : and it is thought the fafeft way to give him little or nothing, left they mould at all abate of the freenefs of what he is to give. I hope your foul will never enteT into this fecrer, nor follow the rabble in thefe groundlefs fancies. But you will rather put to your hands to pull down that Idol of Faith, which hath been fet up with fo much de- votion, and Religioufly worfhipped fo long among us : That dead Image of Faith which fo many have adored, truftedin, andperimed. I mean the notion which hath been fo zealouily advanced, how that be- lieving is nothing elfe, but a relying on Je fks for falva- tion 5 a fiducial recumbency upon him ; a CAping our [elves ^4 Tlx'P arable of the Pilgrim? (elves wholly upon him and hit merits ; or an applying of his righteoufnejs to our fouls. And if you throw all thofe other phrales after them, which tell us that it isata- k:ng of C. rift, a hying htldoS. him, a cUfng with him, or an embracing of him •, you lhill do the becter, and more certainly lecure your felf from being deceived. For as to thefe latter exprefilons isjic not vifibleat the firft naming of them, that they areobfeure, doubt- ful and metaphorical words < Is it not as hard to know what it is to take him, and to f/*/* with him, as it is to underftand what it is to Believe I Whatfoever then you have been told of me, I doubt not but you will find that I direcl you in a plain and honed path; it being indeed againft my nature to like any thing which is intricate, peiplexed, andfomyfterious, that a fimple man cannot comprehend it. Who is there that doth not underftand me when I fay, that to Be- lieve is/0 heartily to give your affent to the truth of the Gofpelj that you live acctr ding to it? What word is there of all thci'e that hath a dou btful meaning i or if ten thoufand men (houldhear them, what poftibility is there that among them all there (hould be found (o much as one different fenfe about them? whereas thofe words, To take Chrift, to embrace him, and clofe with him, are of fuch dubious Signification, that both the ad and the object ( as we uiually fpeak ) have an ambiguous meaning. There are feverai ways of taking, and embracing : and by chrift is fometimes meant his perfon, and fometimes hisGofpel, or Do- ctrine. Now if to Take, be, with our mind and heart, to allow, approve, aflentto any thing $ then to take chrift in the firft fenfe of that word, is to acknowledge himforthcSonof God 5 the promifed feed which he faid The f arable of the Pilgrim. ,, i faid fhould be fent into the World : And to take him in the other, is nothing elfe but that which I told you ; To aflfent in fuch manner to all that is faid of him, or lie hath faid in the Gofpel, that we become obedienc to his word. To what purpofe then is it to ufe thefe phrafes, when there are better at hand whereby we mud explain them i Since this mult be faid which I have told you, why cannot it be fud at firft ? When things can be clearly expreflfed, why fliould we chafe to fpeak them darkly i e(j>ecially fince there can be no fruit of it but only this, that men are longer before they underftand us ; and perhaps at the firft hearing of what we fpeak obfeurely, their minds are imprefTed with fome fuch dangerous fenfe which they form to themfelves $ that all our explications cannot blot ic our. It is of great moment, what mens fouls are firft imprinted withal. They will retain chofe words ; and perchance think good to make the expofition ac- cording to their own fanfie. Why mould not our words therefore carry their interpretation in them '. or what fhould make us love to talk in fuch terms, that we cannot be certainly apprehended unlets we talk a great deal more i Of thar, faid the Traveller ( who was defirous to know all he could in this matter ) I would willingly be informed by your felf. You would oblige me very much if you could think fit to refolve your own que- ftion. For truly I love fo dearly to underfhnd what I hear ( as thanks be to God I do what you fay ) that I wonder any men fliould go to feek for hard words , when thofe that are plain do thruft themfelves into their mouths. U I meam 14$ Tie Parable of thefilgrm. I meant not, replied the Guide, to draw my difcourfe to this inquiry, but only toexprefs to you by thofe que- stions the unreafonablenefs of fuch mens proceedings. Yet fince it is your defire, and I am not willing to deny you any thing, you (hall know what I conceive in this matter, provided you will be content with that anfwer which lies uppermost in my thoughts, and offers it fclf firft to my mind. They are not in love I am apt to think with fuch a definition of Faith as I have given you, becaufe it is Pilgrim- like, plain as a Pike ftaflf. It is in this cafe as in many other : there are a company of men in the World who deipife any thing which they underftand eafilv, an : imagine there is no great matter in it, if k be prdently in elhgtble. They admire that moft vhich they do not comprehend ; and conceive there is fome my tf cry and depth in it, if it be difficult to be explained. J ft as you lee abundance of men atfed hard wordsj nay, bomiiaftick language and a fuftian kind of dialed • though there be no greater eloquence than to ipeak naturally and with facility of exprtffion : fo there are as many, who love things obfeurcly delivered and which have a cloud about them ; though it be the perfection of our under- ftandings to render our conceptions clear and eafie to enter into the moft vulgar capacities. As they think frim un Orator who mounts and (oars aloft (as they call it } in high- flown words ; fo they take him for a deep Divine whofe notions of things arc fo exprcfled as they cannot prefently found and dive to the bottom of them. Hence it is that they contemn fuch a familiar, plain and facile explication of the word Faith, as doth »ot intricate a mans conceptions, bur can at firft fight be The Parable cfthe filgr'm. 1 47 be apprehended * and they had rather have you fpeak of it in Metaphorical or borrowed words, which, be- longing more properly to other things tlian they do to this, make an uncertain found, aiW leave the mind fa confufion. If you fay that it is a Taking of Chrift, oi* whole Chrift, an applying of what he hath d«ne, to tfre foul > a cleaving to him, or in fuch like words exprei.syour felf : all thefe feem to have more of myftc- ry and GofpeJ fecrets in them, than the poor Pilgrim- phrafehach : and fo they win more credit with thofe men who aire not wont to like any thing which every child may understand as well as themielves. Beiides it mult be confefled that fuch words as thofe do not touch the bottom of the heart, nor fo initantly pene- trate to the very quick as the other plainly do, and fo they muft needs be better accepted in the World. They do not fonecdlarily and clearly imply mens obedience to our Lord, which in this that I mention is in direct terms expreffed 5 and Co they will be fuu with kinder welcome and entertainment. He was proceeding to addfome other words rrich to the fame effect, when the Pilgrim begging his f don for diverting him from his main difcourfe, c. him that he was too much fatisfied in the truth of what he faid, and defired to hear no m re of this folly of mankind. But what think you ( added he ) of tho e other defcriptions of Faith which teh us that at is A relying upon our Saviour', cannot everybody under- ftand this language as well as that which vou fpeak i I grant it, anfw ered the Director ; but if it be not ly- ableto the firft defect which I objected, it is notoa- oufty guilty of the laft and worft.* for there is in ic Qoching of our obedience. As the former wei e faulty Ut ill > ! ^ g TTta Parable of t be Pilgrim*. in regard of their obfcurity, fo this is manifestly chargeable wich lamenefs and imperfection. You matt be convinced of the truth of this imputation in a very few words. For firft> the moft that can be made of this reliance on thrift for Salvation is, that it is one a&of Faith 5 bat there wants a great number more to- make up an intire body of Christian belief. And fe- tondly, as it is but one fingle act, fo it is far fronybeing thefirft, but mull fuppofe many others that go before it. As for exam pie, it is neceffary we be perlwaded that Jefusis ihzChrijiofGod, that what hg hith fpo- ken in the Gofptlis his will, and rhat if we hops for falvation by him we mull be conformed in all things to this will of God. And then thirdly, thefe perfwaiions or acls of Faith that thus precede, muft produce a lincere and cordial obedience to his Laws, before we can reafonably arrive at this confidence of relying upon him for falvation. Now why this particular a<5fc of Faith mould be alone mentioned in the definition of it, which is but one and not the fir ft,, nor chief, and- all the reft left out 5 is part my capacicy to understand. When our Faith hath rendred us obedient to him , then we may take the boldnefs to perfwade our felves that he will fave us : and this is nothing but an obe- dience to his command alfo, who-bathbid ustruft him and take his word that he will be the Saviour of all. faithful perfons. But it is a preemption to do it. fooner, and the ready courfe to deftroy the Religion of Chrift to advance fuch an hafty and forward belief in, mensfouls. And therefore let me befeech you as youlove your (bulto be afolbwerof faithful Abraham, who ( as I ioldyou ) was the Foinder of your Order. Remem- ber The f arable of the Tilgrhru \ 4 9 her that fuch as he was, .fuch muft you be if you hope to cometo Jerufalemfmd inherit the Land of Promiic. and that in his example you meet with nothing earlier than tins, that by Faith, when he w,ts called to go out into a place which hejbould after receive for an inheritance, he obeyed, and went out, not knowing whither he went. This was the fir ft thing wherein his Faith imployed ic fclf, and the laft was like unto it : For when lie was tried by God he offered up his only begotten Son who was to be the heir of that inheritance which was pro- mifedtohim. From this active Faith no doubt it is that he and all good Chriftians are called Faithful, and not from a lazy recumbency on Chrift for Salvation ; Of the ftrongeit application of his merits to their fouls. If thefe were fufficient to make a perfon of that deno- mination ; then we need no better character of a faith- ful ferv ant or fteward ( which the holy Writings fome- times mention) than fuch an one as follows. He is a perfon that relies upon his Matters merits ; and de- pends only on the worth and fufficiency of his Lorcu He truftsin his goodnefs for a pardon of all his faults, and hopes he will efteem him a good fervant becaufc he is a good Matter. He leans upon his arm, and clafps. faft about him, and is re folved not to let him go till he have paid him his wages. He embraces him kindly* and hopes he will account him righteous becaufe he is fohimfelf. And in one word, He applies to himfelf all the good Works that his Matter hath performed ; and prays to be excufed if he do not hisbulinefs, be- caufe that his Lord can do it better. Is" not this a very ridiculous cefcriptionc* or would you, be content to be thusferved? Do not imagine then that God \wlL be ferved after this famion •, or that fuch an ill fa- voured ^notion as this, is the beft that can be found to com* ,*$ TbefanbleoftheTilgriml cowpofe the definition of a true Believer. But firft do all that you can, and then acknowledge your felf an un- profitable fervant. Let it be your care to follow your wotk,and then rely only upon the goodnefs of our Lord to give you a reward. Be fure that you be inwardly righ- teous, and then no doubt the righteoufnefs of Chrift will procure acceprance,and bring you to that happinefs which you can no waysdeferve. CHAP. XVII. WhAtfhu Prayer, Hearing tf sermons, Reading of Good Books, Receiving the Sacrament, have in the Religion ^Jefus. And of what mfe they are to t& grims. AN D chat yon may be able to make a better judgement of what I have faid, and I may alfo return to the occafion and beginning of this difcourfe, let me intreat you to confider well the nature and ends of Prayer to God. It is manifeft from the life of Jr/ar that it is but a part of that duty and obedience that we owe to God, and yet it is a powerful means to bring us to all the reft. It is the converting and turning about of our minds and hearts to the original of our Being. It is our reflecting and looking back upon him from whom we came. It is our circling and winding about (as Heathens themfelves have well conceived) to that point from which we took our be- ginning, that we may be faft united to God and never be divided from him. It is an acknowledgment of God in all his perfections: An expreffion of our dc- peadance and fubjc&ion : An oblation of our felves, both Tbtfarable of the Pilgrim. both foal and body to him. Think therefore to what purpofes ic moft naturally ferves: for it being a thing of daily ufe, you may judge thereby what the grew: bufinefsofChriftianity or Believing is. Doth it mi- nifter chiefly to our confidence of being laved ; and are we to fwell our felvts by this breath with great hopes that we are beloved of God < Or rather is it not moft properly fubfervient to the putting of us into a ftateof Salvation, and the rendring us fit objects of the Divine Love i It is not intended to infpire us with con- ceits that we are the children of God > but to breath into us the fpirit of fons, and to imprefs upon us the image of him upon whom we fix our eyes. It is the elevation of our minds to him, and the fa fining of our eyes upon him, in order to our being made more like him. It is the oblation of our felves to his ufes and fervice, aud not a giving of our felves to be faved by him. Here we place our minds in the brightnefs of his heavenly light. Here we expofe our cold affecti- ons to the warmth and heat of the Sun of righteouf- nefs. We behold our Lord moft clearly in thefe de- vout Meditations 5 and by the frequency of them, we fhall learn his carriage and geftures, and conform all ©ur actions to the excellent model of his. I befeech you defcend into your own heart, and if you know what it is to pray, tell me what Frith it is which you feel then moft ftirringin your tear u Is ir only a re- liance on Chrift, and an application of his merits to your foul < Or is it not rather a vigorous application of your mind to him, that you may feel him more, be- getting and promoting his life in your heart f Is i* not a ftrong defire to be touched by him, to be imprefled with his likenefs, to be joyned to him and made one fpirit with him i and in one word, jhat you may be made IJi n i £| Tk Parable ofth Vilgrhn'. made more ready and difpofed to every good \vork ? I will evidently convince you that this is the great end of Prayer ;and confequently/he main work of believing en the Son^f God. We are, you know, of kin to two Wor.lds, and placed in the middle between Heaven and Earth. With •our Heads we touch the one,and with our Feet we ftand upon the other. Man is the common term wherein thefe two meet and are combined. By his fuperiour fa- culties he holds communion with the inward and fpiri- tual World, and by his lower he feels the outward and corporeal. But there is a great difference between the correfpondence which we hold with the one , aod that which we maintain with the other. For to this fenfible World we lie open and bare, but between us and the invifible World there is a grofs cloud and vail of flefh which interpofes. Ortofpeakmore plainly, Our fenfes have nothing that comes between them and their objects to hinder their free approach to them ; whereas our undemanding hath thofe very objects wherewith they are prepofleiTed, to interrupt the light of Cceleftial things which (bine upon it. The out- ward man is continually expofed to the ftrokes of the things of this outward World, and without any diffi- culty or pains is moved by them: but our Mind doth not lie fo naked and open to the things of the other, nor is our Will fo ea/ily inclined by them. For they being already imprciled and engaged by fenfible Ob- jects, thefe lie between us and the higher Regions ; and they having enjoyed a long familiarity with them before we received notice of anything el "e befide, it will require fome labour to bring us and thofe Nobler Objects together. In fhorr, the fenfes have nothing elfe The Parable of the Pilgrim. , , , to do, but only to receive thofe things which prefent themfelves before them, nor are they iolicited by any other enjoyments : But our minds and wills are haled two ways, and foiiciced by this World as well as by the other 5 fo that to perceive that which is Divine, we muft remove this out of the way, and pull our fouls from thofe thoughts and defires wherein thefe lower things have intangltd our hearts. Unlefs our Under- standing draw her felf afidc to the contemplation of Divine Truths, and thereby carry the Will to the tafte of an higher Good, it cannot be avoided but thac we become meer men of this World, and by being vholly carnal, lo(e our acquaintance with the other ccelcftial Country. We fliall be altogether fraught with flcflily opinions and affections, and have nothing remaining in us of a fpiritual fenfe. This therefore breeds an ab- folute neceifity of conftant holy Meditation^ and de- vout Prayers. By the one of which our mind being abftra&ed from, and elevated beyond things of corporeal fenfe, is brought to a converfe and familia- rity with heavenly motions : and by the other our Will ispoffeffed with fpiritual inclinations $ nay, rawfhed into the embraces of a Divine Good. Meditation fur- nifhes our Understanding wirh right opinions, and noble thoughts: and Prayer carries our Will to the .love of them, and joyns our affections fart unto them. By the one we are tyed inourmind, and by the other in our choice to the better World. Tnis, it is mani- fest, is the natural and true ufe of thefe devout cxer- cifes ; to difpofe our fouls by drawing them away from thefe inferiour injoyments, to receive communications from above, and to be made partakers of a Divine Na- ture. There is no queftion to be made of it, that God loves to impart himfelf to rational Beings : But X in i ^ 4 ^ Parable of the Pilgrim, in what manner, I befeech you, can he do it, unlcfs it be by our Understandings and Wills rightly difpofcd < And what other end therefore can thefe two have which put us in a fit difpofition and capacity for him •, than to bring us to that true knowledge and love of him, whereby we partake of his nature. In thefe you muft employ your felf, and they are to be thought more ne- ceffary than any other bufinefs; but yet you fee they are but the means and way to a Divine State, and have fomerhing beyond themfelves which they are to effect : and that is the bringing of us to the life of the blefled Jefus. If prayer be not thus defigned, and do not produce fuch fruit, it is fo far from procuring us acceptance with God (^though it be top full of th.u Faith which re- lyes upon Chrift) that it proves a thing very fulfom and difpleafing unto him. It is a meer noife and clamour in his ears, than which there cannot be any thing more troublefome and offenfive. He loves not to be di- fturbed with fuch founds as have nothing in them , but flattery and naufeous commendations of him. He cares not for being extolled by iuch unhallowed mouths. It is a great injury to him to be praifed and magnified by evildoers. He hates the pretences of their Friendlhip, and loaths the complements which they load him withal. He cannot indure to have his Courts filled with thefe impudent people ;left he fliould be thought fuch an one as thcmfelves. As the Sacri- fices of old were eftcemed no better than Murders, and all the offerings but fo many butcheries which were committed, when the Sacrifices left themfeives behind, and brought not their hearts and affections to be cfTeied up to God: So are all mens confident Prayers The farahle of the Tilgrim. , ^ Prayers and Devotions now, no better than propha- nations of his Name, andakindofblafphemy, orevil- fpeaking of him -y while they are enemies to the Life of God, and defpifers of good works. They do moil bafely reproach him in the world , by taking upon them the title of his greateft Favourites. They ex- pofe him to fcorn, by appropriating to themfelves the name of his fervams. There cannot be a greater wrong to him, than to make men believe, that he is a lover of fuch filthy Hypocrites. You have obferved, no doubt, that the Sacrifices in ancienc times were called the Meat ef God, and the iW or provifion that was made for his Houfe. And yet in the company of evil works they are faid to be an Abomination to him ; and he profeiles that he had as lief they rud broug it him a Dog, as offer a Lamb ; and chat a Sv^ine would have been as acceptable as the fatceft of their Bullocks. He protefts that his foul abhorred their New Moons, and lolemn Aflemblies : that their lncenfe was an un- favoury ftink, and that the Fat and Blood of their Bealts, v\ ere no better chan their Dung and Oidure. He bids them bring him no more vain oblations. He faith, that he was full of them, and naufeated the Table that they fprcad for him. And in plain terms he lets them know that it was to no purpofe to multiply their Prayers, for he could not hear them. And fo truly may you allure your felf, that though pious Prayers are now moft prevalent and forcible with him, yet the grunting of Swine, or howling of Wolves are al- together as welcome, as the clamorous Petitions of thole who fue for his Love , without any thorow amendment of their lives. He detefts thoie bawling worfhippers, who intend nothing elfe but to drown the cry of their fins, and to make him deaf to tl c X 2 accufatiois i « 6 T7;e Tarable of the Pilgrim. accufations which their iniquity brings againft themv Their breath is an unwholelome and infectious vapour, which poifons the World, and is the Pert of Religion. Their meetings and afiemblies are fo many conlpira- cies againft the Authority and Life of God. Their words do but wound his ears, and their loud cries are but fo many aflaults and batteries againft Heaven. He hates to fee thofe hands lifted up unto him, which will inftantly be lifted up againft him He cannot indure they mould lay hold on him ; and efteems fuch rude attempts to be the committing of a rape upon his mercy, and an endeavour to force his favou :. He hath opened no way for fuch bold accefs unto him. He ne- ver intended taincourage fuch impudence. Their zeal is a ftrange fire which kindles another in Heaven againft them. And notwithftanding all their fawn- ings upon him, the Dogs which follow them to the place of their afiemblies, (hall asfoon be accepted as them'elves. And therefore be fure to make your Prayers touch your own heart, before you expect they fhould reach Heaven. Let them work upon your felf, before you afTume a confidence that they will have the defired efTeft upon God. And now I have little to fay concerning the hearing ofSermons,r<-^//zg of the Bible, and other good Books ( which you fay there are many think do compofe the whole of a Religious life) for it is plain enough they can have no other end than to furniihyour mind with pious Meditations, and difpofeyour will to Prayer, afld all other holy duties. You cannot well think that thefe have any other place in the godly life, than that of Inftruments and Helps whereby to arrive at it. And it is very eafie to know from what hath been difcour- fed, V)e Parable oftL Pilgrim. 1$7 fed) what Sermons are mofr. to-be regarded. Not thofe which give your fancy a pleature, and tickle your ima- gination : but chofe which powerfully enlighten your underftanding, and move your will to the choice of that which is right and Good. There are too many of thofe frivolous Hearers, who are more pleafed with little gingles, and the tinkling of words, than with the moftperfwaiive arguments which the molt piercing reafon in the world can urge upon their hearts. Buc their punimment is heavy enough for their levity } they being condemned for ever to be fools or children , whofe minds are inchanted with the R aiming of words, Or with their countermarching and the ringing of changes upen them,or other fuch like adulterate Ware, which would fain pifs for wit and elegance. Next to the love of Gibbenfh, and of canting phrafes, there is no greater dotage than this, of courting the difeafes, corruptions, and the rotten carkafe of eloquence, and flighting the life and fpirit of it. One would wonder that reasonable Souls ihould delight in toying and playing with letters and fyllables. There is nothing more ftrange unlefs it be this ; that there are a company of men to be found who are at a great deal of pains to trim themfelves with thefe tinfel ornaments, and with much curiofity ftudy to fpeak abfurdly. It is not their negligence, but they take a care to trifle. They do not flip unawares into childiih expreflions, but they fall into them by defign. But if you would be wife and good, you muft open your ears to plain words, and ftrong fenfe j to proper and fignificant language, which brings along with ic powerful and convincing arguments , to that which flrikes and penetrates into the foul , and doth not meerly I j8 The f arable of the Tilgrim. mecrly glide fmoothly over the furface of it. You muft not come to be tickled, but to be taught ; not to be pleafed, but to be made better 5 not that a man may fpeak to your gufl, but to your neceflities. You mu(l not think you have fpent your time well when the Truth peeps into your foul, but flops at the door ; or when your will is (lightly moved, and then (lands ftill : but when the light pierces into your mind, and makes a broad day there ; when a fecret fire creeps in- to your veins, and continues to bum in your heart ; when all your affe&ions are carried away, and remain in the poifeflion of Truth. And for this purpofe you muft read the Holy Scri- ptures thcmfelves, not to (lore your mind with high notions,or toreplenifli it with alarge furniturc,and mat- ter ofdifcourfe, or to find fupport for fome of your opi- nions ,• but to get a (lock of efficacious reafons for well- doing, and to over-power your heart by the force of them to confent unto it. And let this be your Rule alfo in reading other pi- ous Books: For there are too many who regard only the lighted things in any difcourfe : the fringes, the lace, and other ornaments, more than they do the bo- dy it felf. They note the pretty (lories, the apt fimi- litudes, and here and there a fmall fentcnce which fmites their fancy 5 but mind not the clear reafons, the nervous arguments, and much lefs the whole fcope and defign of the Treatife which they read. Much like fome Writers we have feen, who reporting the Hifto- ry of their times, take notice of little more than of Juflings and Tornaments, of Bear-baitings, and lanch- ing of Ships, and fuch like frivolous matters which are of The Parable of the Pilgrim. \ 5 p of no moment. Or Jikethofe Beggars, who travelling many Couatfies, behold a great number of fair build- ings: but know nothing either of the peifons or the fur- niture, or .the order and regular form which is to be ob- fervedinthem. I think it is not amifs to add that this likewife is the end you ought to propound to your felfin all your conferences with wife and pious fouls, who may give you great affiftance in your journey to Jerufalem. Not to breed in your (elf an opinion that you are Religious, becaufe you frequent their company ; but to receive greater illumination of mind from their torches, and to have your heart warmed with a greater love to God at their holy Fires. And here it will be feafonable at the condufion of thisdifcourfe, to admonifli you of a thing which may do you very much fervice, and fave you abundance of trouble which elfe may arife in your mind. There are many things, as you fee, that will further you in well-doing, viz. Prayers, Reading and Hearing the Word of God • Meditation,Confercnce with good men, and fuch like ; fome of thefe, you muft undcrfhnd, will terve your purpofe at one tixe, and fome at another, according as you are difpofed, and they (hall be found efficacious for the end to which they are defigned. There is a great variety alfo in thefe, of which you may make an advantage, if you chufe that ufe and practice of them which you fhall find to have raoft power in it at the prefent , to withdraw your mind from worldly vanities , to mornfie your paffions, and to eftablilh your will in the Love of Jefus. As for inftance ; fometimesit will be fit for you to Medi- tate, l($0 The Parable of the Tilgrirn. r.ate,ind fometimesto pr^and fometimes to Converp with your friends : and it is not fo much as to be askt, which ofthefe you (hall chufe, as which of them will beft at that inftanc advance you in your way , and move your will with the greatcft force to virtuous a&ions. Andtheninj/^/f/*?/^, there is the Life of Chrift and his Death ; his Refurreftion and his Glory; his Coming again to Judgement ; and the Life of the World to come ; the long Experience you have had of his Goodnefs$ thelnftances which he daily gives of his Providence- the Example of all his Saints; and an hundred things befides to exercife your thoughts ; and have a great virtue in them to make you do your duty toward God and Man. In like manner there are fundry Books, in the reading of which you may imploy your time ( though I would rather have you chufe the beft, than a multitude ) and feveral ways of praying and addreflfing your Petitions to God, which may every one of them have their places and feafons according as you fhall be difpofed to ferve your foul of them. And therefore if you perceive that fome of them through cuftom and long ufe do in time lofe their Savour and their Power to increafe the Love of God in you, and it feems to you there may be more profit in another way : take that new courfe, and leave the former without any fcruple. For that Meditation which will not now affect you, at another time will prove more efficatious than any elfe ; and that way of opening your foul to God, which now you forfake, will come about again to be in ufe. Only of this you muft take a great care, to ftir up your felf to a continual attendance upon the Publick Service of God. For that is a necefiary acknowledgement of his Suprcam Authority and Dominion in the World : and though The Parable -of the od man, Nor TO BIND YOUR SELF UNALTERABLY TO VOLUNTARY Customs. Since thefe are impofed upon us by our felves, we may grant our felves a releafe when we fee it moft convenient, and not tie our felves unto them, as if there were an indifpenfable obligation ly- ing upon our Confcience. The rigorous obfervance Of thefe, doth always hinder the freedom of the hearn in the Love of Jefus, when a better courfe to promote us in it doth prefent it felf to our choice. And there- fore do not think there is any neceflity that you mould always pray in the fame way, or pray fo long, or read fo many Chapters in a day, or ftudy fuch a Book whereby you have reaped much benefit, . or think eve- ry day of the very fame things } but you are at liber- ty to do in thefe matters as (hall moft conduce to the ends-for which they ferve, and that is, The quickning of you to live agreeably to the Rules of Sobriety y lvghtcoufnei and Godlinek. Be not timorous and Y fearful 1 6 1 The Parable of the Pilgrim. fearful of ftepping afideout of your ordinary courfe, when you only leave what you hive bound upon your fclf by your own will and go to do the Will of God. If we can do well, what matter is it, though it be not in the form that we have prefcribed i If our bufinefs be effected, why fliould we trouble our heads becaufe ic was not done in the order and method that we appoin- ted i Is it not a madnefs to deny our felves a natural happinefs, becaufe we cannot have it accordingto the precepts of Art? It is juftas if a man would not fpeak nor hear Reafon, unlefs it be in mode and fi- gure ; or as if a man would not be faved from drown- i g unlefs a friend would bring a Boat to fetch him out of the Water : or as if a captive Prince fliould refufe to facisfie his hunger, unlefs all his fervants and atten- dants were admitted to wait upon him. What a fot- tifh obftinacy is this, thus to adhere to our Rules i W hat a rigorous Juftice is it, that makes us unjuft to our felves ? What fhould we do with this fcrupulous Piety, which claps fetters and bolts upon our own legs f We fliould wonder if a man, to obferve fome unnecef- fary terms of Law fliould fuffer all Laws to perifli ; and it is no lefs ftrange if to maintain fome free impofiti- ons, we fuftain a lofs in themofl: necefTiry improve- ments of our fouls. This extream right is an extream injury. It woulcj be an offence againft reafon, not to ©ffend here againft a form. And we fliould very much depart from God, if we did not here depart a little from our felves. I To this let me add another thing, which it will be profitable to you to be advifed of ; which is, that when you are following Jeftu in a els of JuftiCc or Charity, or any of the reft, yjujdo a? ft oigly attract and The far able of the Tilgrmu and draw down the blefling of Heaven upon you, as by the bcft devotions which you perform upon your knees. You do not think, I believe, that they are the words which yon fpeak, that have any virtue to charm the cceleftial Powers , but that the love to God which is exprcflTed in Prayer, invites him to come and dwell with you. Now this Love is testi- fied as much in other actions of an H >Iy Life, efpe- cially when we deny our felves any fenfible good in the performance of them 5 and therefore they cannoc chule but re-inforce our Prayers , and redoubje our Petitions, and call ftill for new Grace to make us able to do better. BefTdes it is to be confidered, that do- ing of good being the ufe and improvement of that Grace of God which we obtain by our Prayers, ic muft needs entitle us to the right which the Promife of God gives us, of more Grace to be added unro that which we have already received. We render to God hereby his own with Ufury and increafe ; and fo cannot mifs of procuring more Talents to be lent on- to us. And indeed if you enter into a ftrict Examina- tion ©f things, you will find that every ad of Virtue hath the very fame effect upon the Understanding and Will, which I attribute to Prayer it felf. For there is nothing more enlightens the Mind in the knowledge of good , than the experience and tafte which the practice of it gives us • and the Will is fo effectually determined hereby to the choice of it, that it gets an habit, and naturalry propends unto it. There is nothing can more difpofe the foul to well-doing, than the doing well : and we are never more fecure of the help of Gods good Spirit, than when we follow the motions of it. Y 2 Behold 1 64 ¥1* Tarahle of the Pilgrim. Behold then what a dangerous Rock doth here dif- oover it felf, upon which many have dafht and fplic themfelves, and perifhed. Men think there is no Communion with God, but what is held by Prayer, and fuch like holy duties. Nay, as if this were all we have to do for maintaining fiiendlhip with him, ic hath engroflfed the name of duty , and enclofed the °reate(t part cf Religion in it felf. A ftrange conceit ! As if in theconftant exercife of an Holy Life we d.d. not keep a fellowfhip with him •, by doing the fame that he doth, and mewing forth his Virtues to the World. Is there any thing more viiible than that by. Righteoufnefs, Charity, Patience, and fuch like, we approach to God, and are made partakers of him £: Do we not feel him by thefe things ■< Are we not made one Spirit and Nature with him ? Doth lienor dwell in us, and we in him ? What is the reafon then that men confine Divine Communion to Prayer and recei- ving of the Sacrament, as if we. never enjoyed him but in thefe immediate addrelTes to him i What is it thac makes them imagine God is here to be found, and no where elfe <• they know not fure what itrs ot pray, and partake of thofe holy Myfteries. They fanfieit is but the pouring out fuch a number of words, or the ftirring of feme devout affections in chem.Thefethey conceive will put them inthe favour of God, and fecure them thcte without any further labor. Which hath caufed,it is like, the corrupted. Church to inereafe the number of Sa- craments,, and create a great many more than God hath made. For it is an eafie matter to receive thefe Seals •f Grace., and : he-re is no fach repugnance to them in, our fkfhly nature as there is to the life of Jefa, Hence it is that men would have the whole furam of Religion to be ccntained in thefe fmall Volumes. They wcu'd. have The f arable of the Pilgrim. 1 dj^ have all Piety cioiftered up in thefe narrow Walls ; and arc Joe!-: to give it a larger compaf?. Within ihefe limits th .' Would willingly have it confined., and not have it w;«. k abroad in our common converfadon in the World. But if t: ey had any true rclilh of vertue, they ^ ould loon di.cern that thcie Holy Du- ties are prep ations fcr whattbever elfe we have to do. They arc fo far from excluding all the reft, that they include them every one, and carry them in their Bolome. Ail the Vertues refort hither, at the time when thefe are to be performed. Here they all agree to meet, and (as I may (peak ) to keep their General Rendezvous, the better to ftrengthen and advance each other. Ac thefe holy retirements they all come to- gether to confulc for the preferring of their common intereft. There is not one of them abfenc when we pray as we ought, or adcrefsour fclvesin due manner to the Table of the Lord. Then they aflemble them- felvestojoyn in one Band, in order to the making a more powerful impreflion upon their enemies •, and to increafe their ftrength, the better to encounter them as all times elfe* They are all in action at once upon thefe occafi cms. And by their united force do more mightily ingage the will to the l6ve of them ac all other feafons. When we pray, we make a folemn. acknowledgement of God in ail his attributes. We confefs him to be the caufc of all things. We extol his Sovereign Power and Supremacy over all Crea- tures. We acknowledge his Independency, and our- fe'lves to live and move and have our being, in him. Weafcribe to him Liberty and fredom in that it is in Ins will and choice whar, and when, and how much we iball enjoy. We give hirri the Glory of his Fulneis aad AU-fumYiency, ofhislmmen/ity, hisOm'nircienrv, his 1 fa The Parable of the filgr'm. his Eternity and immutability, his Goodnefs and Boun- ty, and of whatfoever other excellencies belongs unto him. We humble our felves alfo before him. We profefs our Faith and confidence in him for all that he hath promifed. We hope in his Mercy: and refign our Souls and Bodies into his Hands to be governed by his Holy Laws. Prayer is the filence of our Souls : the ftilnefs and calm of all our Paflions : the fatisfa&i- on and contentment of our Defires : and in one word, ic is the Union of our Wills with the Divine. And if you turn your eye from hence to the Holy Sacrament of Chrifts Body and Blood, there you will find the very fame concourfc of all the Graces to aflift at that folemn time. They all confpire to be prefenc then to wait upon our Lord, and to improve them- felves by exerting their utmoft vigor and ftrength in that Holy Action. The very bufinefs and imploymenc of a Chriftian foul at that Feaft is to celebrate the Di- vine Goodnefs with our higheft praifes, to profefs our felves the Difciples and followers of the Crucified Jefus : to exprefs the greateft paffion of Love to him : to offer our Souls and bodies to his fervice : to accept of his yoke, and take his Crofs upon our fhoulders : to embrace each other with a fervent Charity : to open our hearts unto all the World : to excite our felves to the doing of good : and to proclaim forgive- nefs to all that have done us evil. Here all our trou-* blefome Paffions are laidafleep, and dare not fo much as ftir ; being now in the prefence of our Lord. They are all hufht and ftill, out of the Reverence they bear to him and his Soveraign Authority. Here we can nei- ther be careful, nor angry, nor fearful, nor defiroas of any other thing but only Him and his Love. Nay, here The f arable of the Pilgrim*. j 67 here all the inordmacy of them isqueiled, fubducd,anJ brcught under the Government of his Laws. They are doc only caft into a deep, but mortified and (lain at the fight of the Paffion of our Lord. Anger and haired give up the Ghoft, and yield themlelvcs viftiws to his conquering Love. All our care for the World expires intocheBoibmeof God. All fear vaniihes, and turns into Faith and truft in his Providence. All Pride and Vainglory dies at the feet of his Humble Majefty. The impure delires of the Flefh receive their mor- tal wound, when we feel the pangs and agonies and tra- vail of His foul. There is nothing left but an indigna- tion at our fin ful felves, a care to pleafe him, an holy fear to offend him,an hatred of the verygarmenc fpot- ted with the flefh ; a love of Piety, and an ambition to be like to this holy Saviour. It would be too long if I fhould tell you how all the life of Jefus was at once exprefled in his death : and how as he hung upon the Crofs, he acted all the Vertues which he had fo long preached and praftifed. But you will foon difcern by ycur own obfervation if you pleafe but to look upon him in th.it laft Scene of his Tragedy 5 that he never gave greater inftances of his Humility, Charity, Meek- nefs, Patience, Confidence in God, and contempt of the World,than whenheleftitinthofe fhameful and igno- minious torments. And therefore fince this Crucified Jefus is fo lively let before our eyes in this Holy Sacra- ment, we mart either (hut our eyes, or e lie he will im- print fuch an Image and draw fuch a Picture of him felt upon our hearts, that all thofe Graces will mine toge- ther there, i id CHAP. -t4% 5Pfe AVaMe of tfe Vilgrttn. CHAP. XVIII. Of the many Enemies he was to cxpetfjbat wmldafjault hi* Refolittion : Some from within, fome from without. Of the [ubtilties and various arts to deceive. HEre the Good man man made a paufe : the Ocher feeming as if he had a mind to interpofe fome doubt, or to make fome obfervation upon what had been faid. But he modeftly praying him to proceed, and telling him that he had no defire to do any thing but only to hearken to his Inductions, which would fooner tire the Giver than the Receiver ; it was no long flop to his fpeech which thus continued. I am (o defirous you fliould think it is eafier to understand than to follow the Chriftian courfe which leads to Jerufdem ; that I would have you know there remains not much more to be added , than what relates to thofe things which have been already fpoken. But you having thus difpoted of your affairs and put your felf in fuch good order as I have directed ; it will be time to begin your journey in Gods Name thither. Ga- ly be fure at your fetting out, that you confirm the Vow you have made •, by fetting to it the Seal of that Holy Sacrament of which I have now difcourftd. %t will be a very good Viaticum for you, and in the ftrengch of this Food you may travel many days : ftill looking at Jefut whom you behold there fo feelingly reprefented. And truly yen will find there is great need of fortifying your felf very well, for I muft let you know that at your firft frepping out of doors, be- fore you have gone many paces, you will be encoun- 'tred The far able of the filgritn. 1 6p tied with a World of enemies of feveral forts ; that will befet you round about and boldly aflaulc your resolution of going to Jertifalem. Wc are told indeed, as I have heard fome relate out olDhdjre of Sicily, that among the ancient Indians, there were certain officers appointed on purpofe to take care of Travellers and Strangers, and to fee that no body did them any wrong. And if it chanced that any fuch pcrfon did fall fick, they provided a Phyfician for him, with all other things that the neceflities of fuch a condition did require. If he dyed they gave him a decent Bu- rial ; and if he had any money or goods about him they took care to have them reftored to his heirs if they could be found. But now you will very much deceive your felf if you expect fuch kind ufage from the world, or think to be preferved in your travels from their injuries and affronts. There is not fo much Christianity lefc among them as will equal the vcrtue of thofe Pagans. Men are more bufie in pafTing the fentence of Damnation upon them, than in condemn- ing themfelves for not excelling and outitripping the Piety of Infidels. They take care for little elfe but to have it believed, that thofe Heathens (hall not be faved notwithstanding all their good works ; and'thatthey themfelves (hall be faved notwithstanding their bar- renness of them. They will be fo far from doing you any good, that they will not flick to do you harm. They who you would think Should be a guard to you, may prove the moft dangerous enemies, and take an opportunity to rifle you. There are many will be forward to offer you their fervice; but it isbecaufe they would willingly have an occaSion to betray you. They would be content no doubt to bury you ; but it is be- caufe they are glad that they fee you dead. And yet Z you. iro The V arable of theV'tlgr'tm. you mufl not think that evil men will be your only or your greateft bppofers ; for there are fundry others as I told you that will be ready to joyn their forces with them, and iuch as are of a more dangerous and malig- nant difpofuion. There is never a thing you fee in, the world but it may prove an Adverfary, and indea- vour to hinder you in your journey : but there are many bcfides more potent which you do not fee, that will back andfecond them in their mifchievous defigru. Though they difagree never fo much among them- felves in other things, yet they will all combine toge- ther and confplre in this, to ufe their utmoft skill and: indeavour to check your deftres, and break your pur- pofes; or at leaft to give you many difcooragements. that may flop you in your courfe and hinder your go- ing forward to Jerufalem*, I have known many pil- grims of great courage and undaunted Refolution,, and yet I could never hear of any whom more or. fewer of thefc Armed enemies had not the hardinefs to fet u: on : And fomel have been acquainted with, who were either forced or perfwaded by them to make a retreat after they were well advanced in their way thither* And therefore you muft: not think you (hall be fuch a priviledged Soul as to efcape their aflaults : (ince Heroical Vertue could never terrifie them from making a proof of its conftancy and valour. And you muft not think neither that they are without ftrata- gems and fubtil Arts to deceive thofe whofe ftrength they cannot over-mafter. They will fpare neither lyes, nor flatteries, nor bribes, nor fine entertainments (if they fee that Violence is like to effect nothing) to corrupt your mind, and induce you to change once more, and rtturn home again to thofe injoyments which you have quit and left behind you. There is nothing The far Me of the filgrim. \j { nothing fo afflicts them as to fee a Soul in love with Jef*s3 and refolutely bent to travel for to find him. This urges them to ufe their greateft induftry and wit to extinguilh that good will, with the lot's of which they know your Journey will ceafe and come to no- thing. Againft thefe therefore you muft be well pro- vided, that when they come and make an impreflion upon you, it may find fuch a noble refiftance, that ic may fly back with iliame in their own faces, and only fet a mark of honour, and token of victory upon yours. And truly to expect and look for them, is half way to aconqueft: their greateft advantage lying in the fe- curity of a Soul which fears no danger. Which makes this Warning that I give you beforehand the more ne- ccflary, becaufe it is a part of your Armour, and not only an Alarm to make you careful to be well ap- pointed. I believe you are defirous to have fome lift of thefe Enemics5and therefore I think fit to let you know chat you will find none more forward to fct upon you, than fome within your felf. The Flejhly deftres I mean, and the worldly fears of your own naughty heart, who the more they have found you a friend to them hereto- fore, will now become the more peftilent enemies, and do you the greater mifchief. Thefe will be very un- willing that you mould do fo much as Pray, or Medi- tate with any ferioufnefs of Jeftts and Jerusalem ; and much more oppofite will they be to the Life of Sobrie- ty And Self- denyal^ which they fee you entring upon. If their confent were firft to be obtained, you mould not ftirfo much as one foot in this way wherein I have directed you. They would murmur and repine moi fadly ; they would put a thoufand jealoufies in your Z 2 mind, vr& ^* TarableoftheTilgrim. mind, and remember you of as many favices which* you owe them, without the performance of whic'i they can never reft contented. And therefore when you have made a little progrels, and tafted fome of the difficulties of your way > then is the opportunity of the F/*/£tofetinftrongly with its realbns, anj to luggeft to you that it is a courfe not to be indured. It cannot be expected that in fo fit an occafion it mould be filent, but that it mould intreat you of all loves not to be fo cruel as to proceed in your purpofe, and to deny it thofe fatisfattions which are not to be met withal in fuch a difmal road. Sometimes it will cry out of the injuries that have been doneit • and complain of the violence that Temperance hath offered to its pleafures5 and the robberies which the poor have committed upon. its goods, with other intolerable wrongs of the fame nature : And fometimes it will fhriek and cry out for fear of the Danger and Hardfhips that are (till in- fuing, and will be fur e, as it fancies, to muke a total fpoil of all its contentments. And though many of thefe pitious lamentations be neglected by you, yet ic will not ceafe, it is like, to follow you with them 5 and at fome feafons plainly to grapple with you, and ftruggle for the Victory. And fince after fome diffi- culties that are overcome, there may well be fuppofed others to be remaining that will try your conftancy ; thefe will be fure to be reprefented to you in a very for- midable fhape, and made to appear far bigger and , vafte* than really they are. That fo your fcfbty de fires may have the fairer pretence to wifliyoa toconfult for your eafe and fafety both together, by returning back to the place from whence you came. Many evil Spi- rits likewife there is no doubt, will joyn themfelvcs to this party :. Andobfcrvingthe belt advantage that mall T\:e parable of the Tjgrim. j pr>: Avail arife, they will ule a!J the Heights, and tempta- tions, and power that they are Matters of, to inticc or draw your heart from the Love of Jefus, and make yea Weai y of p rofecuting your purpofe of going to him. But whatfoevtrany, or all of chefc rtiall Tay, and in what- fotver form they (hall make cither their addreflts or aflaults ; believe not a word they fpeak, or rather flop your ears as much as you can to all their charm?. And be lure at leaft to betake your felf to that one fe- cure Remedy which I told you of, anfwering thus unto them : Idepre nought but the Love of Jefa, and to he with hitn in peace at Jerusalem. This word will drive them all away, as having no hopes to find any room in thofe fouls that are full of i'uch defires. And unlefsyou cealeto (ay and think that, or you give it but a cold remembrance^they will let you go on in your way thither, without any further difturbance from fuch perfwafions. But yet when they fee that they cannot be admitted at this door they will try to enter in at another, or at leaft they will endeavour to reprefs the forward- nefs of yourcourfe, and to make your way intricate and perplexed. For finding that you cannot be per- fwadedtobe inlove wich them, or any of their con- federates •, they will begin to throw fcruples and fears into your mind, that you may bear an aftl&ion tr> fome or other of them. When they cannot cifturb- your Paflions, they will be fo fubtil as to trouble your Fancy. And when they cannot per wade you to break off your Journey, they will labour to poflefs yon with a conceit that you have not yet prepare' your felf fuf- ficicntly for it. They will often be ftirung up fi:ch ' thoughts as thefe in your mind.; that you have n t wafhed.- xy 4 Tf>e f arable of the filgriml v warned your felf dean enough by forrowand contrition for your fins.that yourconfeience hath not been thorow- }y fearched, nor your faults duly confefled, nor your iieart rightly humbled, and deeply afflicted : and there- fore that it would be beft for you to return again.at lead for fo fliort a fpace till you may be better purged, and To the better provided for travel. With much fpe- cioufnefs, and very fair (hews of faithful counfel will "jail this be reprefented: And they will make you believe, if they can, that you cannot pleafe God better than by going back to the very place where you firft began, in order to prepare your felf with more exaclnefs for fuch a long Journey. But do not give any credit to a fyllable of all this ; nor think your felf obliged to ran- fack your confeience all over again, and to (pend your time in I know not what penfivenefs and tirefome hu- miliations. For thei'e courfes may indanger to keep you always at home $ either becaufe you will never think that you know the bottom of your heart, or be- caufe you will (till feem not to be forrowful and peni- tent enough, or becaufe thefe horrours will even af- fright you from Religion, and make you think ( as I have known Come do ) that it is impoilible to be faved. At leaft thefe things will put you into uncouth and un- known ways , and make others think that Piety is madnefs. They will hinder you alfo exceeding much, fothat (ifyougoonatall, yet) you will travel very • flowly, and be a mod tedious time before you come ac Jefus. Say therefore to thefe fcruples, when they buzz in your ears ; I am nought ', / have nought, &C. I have funk my felf as low as 1 can in my own efteem* I have forfaken all, and carry nothing in my heart as he knows but only Jefus and Jerusalem, and therefore moleft me not in my paflage to them. And The Taralle of the Pilgrim. \7* And if they (hall ftill proceed to tell you Capon the difcovcry of this Artifice to deceive you; that ic is too great a boldnefs for fuch a perfon as you, to think to fee Jefus and Jerufalem : if they fay that you are not worthy of his favour, nor ought to be fo prefumptuous as to hope for it •, anfwer them again in the very fame wot ds,/*w nought J have nought. e^c. I know as well as you can tell me, that I am unworthy of any thing, and much more of his favour:but therefore it is that I defire him, and am going to him, that I may have feme wor- thmefs, by rcfembLng him. I do not prefume upon my own deferts, but upon hi* Love 5 nor am I pricked forward by my own defires only, but by his invitations ; nor was it my motion, but his own, which firft put me upon this defign of travelling to him. Nor {ball you ever perfwade me to defift in this enterprize y unlefs yon can tell me from his own mouth, that he will do no good unto a finner (as I confefs my felf to be)but I will continue to pray with- out ceaflng, and to labour perpetually that I may be righteous, like to himfelf ; and fo be accepted with him. I am notfo foolifh indeed asto imagine that he will receive me to himfelf at Jerufalem^ if 1 become no better than I am ; but I ftudy by his Grace ( which I know he is not wont to deny ) to be madefo conform- able to his defires, that he will not think me unworthy to be there entertained by him. And new if any old friend or acquaintance mould chance to crofs your way ; and pitying that poor and defolate condition wherein you feem to be, mould in civility invite you home to him, and pray you ta accept of the kindnefs of their Country ; or if he Oiould ,t7$ The farahle of the Pilgrim. fhould promife you fome great pleafures, and rare divertiiementstothefkfh, which are far more eligible in his opinion, than fucha miferable Pilgrim's life as he fees you lead ; turn a deaf ear to him, and donoc go along with him. Nay if he only (lop you in your journey by vain fri- volous and impertinent dilcourfes, which, you think, 'detain you too long from accomplifliing your inten- tions, break loofe from him as foon as you fairly can, and fay only this to him, Sir, Jrvouldfain be at Je- rusalem. And if he perfift to trouble you, and follow you with his importunities to turn afide to his dwelling, or to let him have more cf your company •, invite him togo along with you, and tell him that then he (hall enjoy as much as he pleafes of it. And if to thefe Tem- ptations there mould many others fuccced from t]ie proffers of Gifts, Honours and Preferments which will incommode you, and be a clog to you in your jour- ney; regard them not, but ftill bear in your minds the thoughts of what you mall have at Jerufalem. Which is not meant as if I thought the Rich and the Honoura- ble could not get thither as well as we. but only to preferve you from the greedy humour of the world, who catch at all that prefents it felf, though they ftart out of their way to get it 5 and turn into an hundred by-paths to poffefs and augment it. CHAP- The Parable of the filgrim* 177; CHAP. XIX. Of many other devices to dij courage him in his Journey : Efpecially ifhe/hould chance to get a fall, HEre the Holy man refted himfelf again for a little fpace, to fee if there were ought that his Difciplc had a mind to propofe, who all this while had been in a' profound ftilnefs. But when he faw that he did nothing put ponder upon what he had fpoken, and remained fo fixed, as if he had been chained to his mouth, and could not ftir from thence ; he went on in his difcourfe, which he clearly difcerned the poor foul mod greedily received. You look, faidhe, as if you were not ac all dejected at what I have delivered ; and perhaps you are the better fatisfied, becaufe you expect to be enter- tained with more pleafant news', than hitherto hath faul- ted you. But I muft deal fincerely with you, and let you know that many of the pleafures in this way that you are to go, confift more (in beating enemies, than in having none ; in victories and triumphs, rather than in not being expofed to dangerous conflicts. And there- fore be contented to hear that all your enemies will fall into a rage, and be filled with madnefs, when they lee their ftratagems become fo unfuccefsful. And that they may take fome revenge for fo fhameful a disap- pointment, they will procure that you be exceedingly defpifed and fc-"ned as a very poor wretch, and a filly creature. They will fee perhaps the very Boys and Girls to laugh and hout at you : or, which is'worfe, they will lay all the falfe things to your charge that they can A a devife, i^8 The Tar able of the Pilgrim. devife, and throw in your teeth any old fault which you have committed , and not only brand you with very difgraceful names, but alio calumniate you as a man of illdcfigns. But if you will be fafe, I charge you not to heed thefe things at all ; no not if they go. about to rob you, or proceed to beat you, or ufe you very defpitcfully , and perfecute you with as much violence as malice can minifter to their fury. . Remem- ber what I now fay unto you, as you love your life ; .and contend not with them, ftrive not fiercely againft them, nor fpend fo much as a fit of anger upon them. Content your felf as well as you can with the da- mage received , and pafs on quietly, as though no hurt had been done • left you involve your felf in worfe dangers, and fuffer a far greater harm than they have in their power to do you. Carry this only in your mind, that to be at Jerufa/em in fafety with Jepvs, is a thing that ought to be purchafed with far harder ufage than all this 5 and then you will not fo much as re- pine at it, but be more comforted by your patience, , than you could have been by remaining free from fuch ' afflictions. Let this alfo be added for your fupport ] that if they fee you are fo hardy, as not to be at all moved by thefe affronts, but rather well contented with fuch rude and dirty abufes ; it will give as great difcou- ragement to them , as they hoped thereby to have given you. You will grow a very confiderable per- ion in their account, and they will ftand in fear of you^ as one that is like to hearten many others in this jour- ney, from which they labour by fo many ways that they may be deterred. Which mufl not be expound- ed as if their heart would not ferve them to trouble vou The Parable of the Tilgrim. j 6> you any longer, when they fee you return all their blows tpon themfelves •, for as long as their malice Jafts, they will not ceafe to be a vexation to you, and to Icbour to bring you into fome new danger. Nay, ic is likely they will from all thefe difappointments only learn to go to work more craftily , and lay all their heads together to contrive fome infenfible ways of effecting your ruine. But, as I faid before, keep in your mind Jefm and Jerufalem, and they will give you fecurity, and countermine all their plots to undo you. As for inftance, it is poffible they will endeavour to fow fome differences between you and your fellow-travellers, when you meet with any to bear you company. They will ftudy to work in you an ill opinion, and to make you my of each other * nay, to call fuch bones of contention among you, that you null grow pjfllonate, full out by the way, and break company : of which reparation they will be the more defirous, becaufe they know it is fo profitable for you in your travels to have the benefit of good companions. Now if in this cafe you do but look up- on fef/ui though the fire were already kindled, ic would be inftantly extinguiflied. And if Jerttfalem do but come into your mind , if you do but caft a glance upon chat fweet and quiet place, it will pre- iently make a calm in your Soul ; which cannot think it likely you (liould come thither, but in the paths of Peace and Love. As much as in you lye;h therefore, live peaceably with all men, and much more with your Brethren and Companions. And as one of the Eldeft Guides that ever travelled this way hath lefc us directi- ons, lee it be ever a principal p;irc of your care, to keep the Unity cf 'the Spirit in the bond of Peace. A a 2 I hope 1 8 o The far able of the Pilgrim. I hope that what I now fay , together with that difpofition which brought you hither to me, will render ,one caution (which elfe fhould have been here interpofed^} as unneceflary to you, as it is need- ful in it felf : which is, That you enter not into hot difputes, and (harp contentions with any man , no nortbout the Opinions in which they pretend Re- ligion is concerned. But yet let me pafs an Observa- tion or two upon thofe Contefts which feem to exer- cife fo much of fome mens zeal, and tell you ^ That I do not remember I have been acquainted wkkany man who was in love with Controveriies, that-pm'ch minded the way of Jerufalem, or ftudied to be fo able to do the will of God, as to confute and filence the' Advc'rfaries that he oppofed. This wrangling piece of Learning, Is always wont to leave the m#ft dieceffa- ry truths , that it may purfue thofe which are un- profitable and good for nothing. Nay, itisobferved by wife men, to be generally accompanied with this bafe quality 5 that it cannot exercife the Underftan- ding without provoking the pafiions , ncr fpeak of - Moderation it felf without diftemper , nor treat of peace and quietnefs, without putting the Soul into oiforder. And therefore I could never difcern that fuch Difputers have any great faculty of defcrying the Truth about which they contend ; but make that a matter of great difficulty and perplexity which the peaceable people, and they who are free from paffion and prejudice , do eafily difcover. And here I (hall not flick to refrefh your mind a little with the pleafure of a Story or Parable which I have fomewhere met withal out of Anfelme, a man of no mean efteem in the times wherein he lived. There were two men, faith he, who a little before the Sun- TJ?e Tarable of the Tilgrhn. 1 8 1 was up, fell into a very earned debate concerning that part of the Heavens wherein that Glorious body was to arife that day. In this Controver/Te they fuflfered themlelves to be fofar ingaged, that at laft they fell together by the ears, and ceafed not their bufferings till they had beaten out each others eyes. And fo ic cametopafs, that when a little after, the Sun did (how his face, there was neither of thefe doughty Champi- ons that could difcern one jot a thing lb clear as the Prince of lights, which every child law befide thetn- felves. It would be too great a difparagement to your underftanding, if I Ihould fpenda moment in teaching you to apply it to our prefent purpofe. It is fufficient to add, That though Zeal for Re- ligion hz not only commendable, but required of us } yet we muft take great heed left we ftrive fo hotly and paflionately for every Opinion which we have conceived, that we quite lofe our faculty of difcovering either that, or any thing clfe which istrulygood. I may well lay any thing ell'e-, for thefe Controverfiesin Religion I have heard fome wife men obferve, do much hinder the advancement of other Sciences, and thtf increafe of good knowledge in the World. And therefore a great Reftorer of Learning among our felves was wont to fay, that he was like the Miller near one of our famous Univerfities, whoufed to pray for peace among the Willows. For while the Wind blew, and the Wind mills wrought, the Water-mill was lefs cuftomed. And juft lb it is with thefe difputes : while they are high, and fet mens wits in agitation, they draw away their thoughts from other profitable ftudies, and hinder their minds from fuch noble inquiries as would do a great fervice to mankind. Pray therefore for the peace of thofe that travel ,8 1 The Parabk of the Pilgrim'. travel to Jerufalem, and do you feek itandpurfue it by all means poflible. Or if any be contentious, and obey not the truth ; mark fuch pcrfons and avoid them. And truly there are To many enemies, as you have heard , to exercife cur zeal , that we had not need to create more, and to feek for enemies among our felves. They are fo combined and confederate for our mif- ch'.ef and undoing, that it {lands us in hand to unite our forces alfo for our mutual defence, and not to give them that advantage which they greedily gape for, and will certainly have by our fad divifions. So great is their fubtilcy, and fo intent they are to make the utmoft ufeofit, that if we have any wit, it had need be joyned to obviate their defigns, and not imployed to make wide breaches •, at which, without much difficulty they may eafily enter and deftroy us. For, befides all the ways of deceiving us that have been already related, I muft not forget to remember you of a condition into which you may fall, of which they will not fail to ferve them felves as much as they are able. It is poflible I mean that fome way or other a fit o£ ficknefs may fur- prize you in your Journey •, or it may fo happen that fuch a great want may be your portion, that very few men will offer you any help, or regard your crys when you beg for relief. At this feafen your enemies will gather about you, and as if they meant at once to (wal- low you up, they will put Orange fancies into your head, and abufe your mind with fuch black and melan- choly thoughts, as may prove no fmall affliction to you. They v ill infult over you, and tell you that your folly and preemption in undertaking that tediojs Journey, hath reduced you to fo great extremities : or that fome The V or able of the Tilgrim. .1 83 fome bain us fin for which you have not yet been humbled, is thecau^eof this lad condition: or that you are cne whom Jeftts bates, which hath made him to abandon you to thefeftraights to chafiife your con- fidence: or that he loves you fo little, as not to care whether any body mind you : or at lead that you have fo ill ceferved of mankind, that none of them regards you or hath any lbllicitude for your welfare. And all thefe tales ihey will tell over and over again in your ears, to feed your melancholy and difquiet of Spirit ; to make you murmur and fall into difcontcnt; to breed in you an ill opinion of your Jefu-s, or to provoke you to anger and difpleafure againft your Brethren; and if it be pcfiible to work you into (uch uncharitable thoughts of them , that you fhould never love them any more. But now it will concern you very much to flop your ears to all thefe lamentable ftories, and to make as if you heard them not at all. You muft fay over your old leflbn as oft as they repeat thefe fug- geftions, and whifper to your felf thefe vordr, lam nought^ I deferve thefe miferies • It is not ftrange that I am fick or poor, but that I am no worfe. And then, if you pleafe, you may defie all thefe enemies^and let them know that you do not fo much as paffionately defire the removal of thefe burdens, nor care for any thing in the World but only for the Love ofjefus, and to be -with him in peace at "Jerusalem. Tell them you cannot be- lieve that he hates a man who is pofTelted with this Defire •, but howfoever it be, that you are refolved to try him by going on, and perfevering perpetually in it. But then if it fhould happen that any of thefe af- faults which I have named fhould prove fo ftrong, as not t84 The farabk of the Pilgrim. not only to (hake you, but alfo to make you (tumble, yea to throw you down, and to give you fuch a fall, that thereby fome hurt is done yon : Or fuppofe that you mould chance toftepafide, and to divert a little out of the direct path which leads to Jemfalem-, yotl muft know that they will make a foul ftit about it, and accufe you heavily for having done that, which they laboured with all their power to make you do. I can- not tell you how you will look upon your felf in fuch a cafe if you fhould flide into it ; but if you will follow my advice, I would not have you to efteem it fo great and horrid a matter as they will make it, nor luffer your felf to be affrighted and aftonifhed at it. All that any wife man would bid you do in fuch a condition, is no more but this • that as foon as you obferve your fall, and are come to your felf again, you get up pre- fently , return into the old path, and ufe fuch remedies and medicines as every good body prefcribes in fuch cafes. Confider ferioufly by what means you were drawn afide, humble your felf at the feet of God ; be afflicted, mourn and weep fo far, that the fmart you fuffer may keep you hereafter from the fin ; ftreng- then your refolution j fortifie your felf in thofe' v/eak places where you are lyable to furprifc 5 be more watchful for the future, and more inflant in prayer for the aids of Divine Grace. But when this is doney be fure you do not lye along upon the ground, crying and bewailing your misfortune \ nor ftand amazed in your errour, complaining that you have beenfo miferably mif- led. For I am certain this will do you more harm than good , and give your enemies fuch advantage againft you, that they will double their laughter ac your folly ; firft for your fall, and then for your lying along,oi atanding ftill after you were caft down. And truly Tin far able of the Pilgrim. , $ ? truly I am of the opinion, that your fail will not do them fo much fervice as your lying (till : and that they ' will not clap their hands lo much to fee you down, as to fee that you have no heart to rife, but go abouc to bury your i'elf in forrow. If you would deject them, and fpoil their mirth, lift up your felf from the earth 5 and when you are upon your legs again, remember for what end they are beftowed upon you. Proceed for- ward I mean in your Journey as faft as you can, and do not think it is to any purpofe to ftand looking into your wounds, and weeping into your fores. For be- fides that all that time you make no progrefs in your way, the wounds themfelves alfo are made more angry, and you hinder the fpeedinefs of the Cure. Provide therefore that they be inftantly bound up, that the parts may clofe and unite together, that your ftrength may return, and your Journey may be continued with as much courage and alacrity as it was begun. Buc immoderate grief, Iaflureyou, will never fuffer this 5 which will rather keep the wounds open, make your weaknefs greater, and caufe the ftcp, which hath been occasioned by your fall to laft longer. I know your Enemies will be always calling this mifcarriage in your teeth, and be calling upon you to remember the place where they tript up your heels : but whatfoever they fay, do not think your felf obliged to be conti-' nually turning your head that way, nor to be ever looking back upon your lapfe and your pain. For they intend nothing elfe but to detain you in your cou- fe : and if they cannot freez your blood, and make you ffcind ftock ftill in a cold amazement, yet they hope hereby to diffpirit your Soul, and render you fo dull, lompifh, and unfit for travel, that you (hall move but a very flow p?ace in the way to Jerujklem. B& noc ig- B b noranc 1 86 "The far able of the Pilgrim: norant therefore, Ibefeechyou, of thefe devices, but take heed left they make as great advantage of. your forro w, as they could of your tin. So you be drowned and fwallowed up, they care not whether it be by over much pleafure, or by over much grief. They can fer ve themfelves of your fpiritual trouble and affliction of mind, as well as of your carnal delights, and bodily in- joyments. They can make ufe of either to draw you from God ; or at leaft if by the one they draw you away from him, they will labour by the other to keep you from returning back unto him. Nay, Tie tell you a fetch they have beyond this. When they haveimmerfed you as deep as they can in forro w, if they perceive you are aware of their defign, and that you refolve not to fink any further, nor to be overwhelmed with it ; then will they make that for- row which you have already felt , to. be the inftru- ment of plunging you into a new gulph 5 of which you did not fo much as dream. They will take that very part upon them, which you your felf mould have acted before , and tell you that it was very ill done to fpend fo much of your precious time in unprofitable grief. They will call you Fool for your labour, in afflicting ycur Soul fo long. They will perfwade you, it was a new fin to wafte thofe hours in bewailing your offence*, which fliould have been imployed in amending of them. And therefore it is but neceffary that I warn you again to be before- hand with them, and to fecure this weapon for your own ufc. Keep it, I fay, in your own power, left if they wreft it from you, it ferve them in due feafon to wound you withal. Let your Soul know from your felf, that it is not fit to ftand wringing your hands when you fliould be uficg them The far able of the fllgrlm. ,$- in your work $ and do not ftay to hear this from your Enemies mouth: Do not let them have the content- ment to fee you caft down fo immoderately by your own means, that if you rife, it may be only to fall again by theirs. But put them to as great an affliction by the difcovery of their practices, as they would have made you indure by the fuccefs of them. Let them know that your errour mail only make you take the greater heed ; that you mean to go the fatter by your fall, and to recompence your remilnefs with an higher zeaf. But as for affliction and forrow, that you will referve your felf for them t.ll a time when they /hall be more profitable than now, that you have a mind to be doing better than ever. Tell them that you do not intend to ingage Religion againft it felf, nor make it guilty of being a hindrance to its own proper bufinefs: Give them to underftand, that fince you have done your (elf fo much mifchief already, you will take care there be no addition to it by the means of the pious pretences of deep Humiliations. Remember them effectually of the old obfervation which may ferve to quafh them in the midft of their greateft triumphs over you, viz. That thofc things which for the time that is part, are word of all, may prove for the time to come 10 be the beft. We take advice for the future of thofe things which are gone by us. Good counfels in our af- ter actions owe not a little to the mifcarriages of former days. Our follies teach us Wifdom, and by lapfes we learn to go more fteadily. And if they continue dill to infult and to make ado about this butinefs, give not the leaft regard to them ; but call to your Soul continually, and cry, On, on, (my Soul ) ftand not to hearken to what they fay, look noc Bb 2 back Tl?e farahle of the Tilgriml back again, gee thee forward as faft as thou canft 5 and inftead of lofing more time by thefe dejections of fpt- rit ; let us ftudy by oar courage to regain that which we have already loft. Nay, I would have you to pro- ceed in your courfe, juft as if nothing at all had hapned, keeping Jefa in your mind, and a vehement renewed defire and indeavour to continue in his favour ; which he is never wont to deny thofe3whofe hearts are fincere- ly bent to pleafe him.. And yet It may happen after all this, that you may meet with a worfe ufe that they will make of your They may take occafion from thence to per- ;ou ro.be well contented with fuch mifcarriages, or ri trouble your felf to amend fuch faults as have no remedy. Their endeavours will not be want- ing to poffefs you with an opinion, which hath infected. too many minds -r That you cannot imitate Jefiw, but have undertaken an impoilible task which you will never be able to perform. This they may reprefent with a great deal of artifice, and many fair colours:: faying, Alas poor Soul ! in what a vain and idle labour haft thou engaged thy felf? what meaneft thou thus to ftf ain thy wings in afpiring to that which no Crea- ture on earth can reach < Doft thou think to be like the Son of God '. Towifhtobefogood, is the higheft perfection of humane weaknefs. But to go about it, is only to make a more large difcovery of that natural frailty. It isa pattern too illuftrious for thee to look epon, much more to follow* It belongs not to meer men to be fuch great Undertakers. Thou mayeft as well think to work miracles, as defign to imitate his ■ Vertues. It lies not within the compafs of Flefti and Blood to become fo fpiritual and divine- And if thou Tl?e Taxable of the fdgrim. \ go thou hadft not already forgotten thy falls, thou couldft: not dream of railing thy fell to fo high a pitch. Can any heart put up fuch affronts with patience as thou meetcft withal < W ho can indure fuch Abstinence, or cxercife fuch Charity, or praclife fuch Meekness as thou feeft in Jejus f Sit down, vain man, and comfort thy felfin this, that he hath done fo worthily. Ic is enough to praife and extol fuch perfections i but it is too much to arrive at them. There is no man in his wits would trouble himfelf about a bufinefs, though he apprehend his obligations never fo great that prefs him to it; when he hath io good an excufe as this at hand, that it is not pofliblc to be erTe&ed. I cannot ftay to tell you the long fpceches that they will detain you withal in this Argument. Only you may know that there is no Theme more eafie and plaufible than this, wherein to dilate themfelves : and therefore you may expert a world of fpecious reafons to induce you to believe that no man can obey the Commands of Chrift, or follow his great Example. Which perfwa/Ton, if they can by any means in- ftill into your Soul, I rauft affure you before-hand, that it wilt prove the moft dangerous temptation that ever made an afTault upon you. It will cut ( aslmiy fofpeak) the very fmevvsof your Spirit, and cramp your Soul, fo that you will never be able to travel to Jerufakm. This infufion will not only'difcourage you, but perfectly benum you, and make you languid] in a perpetual lethargy. The opinion of Nectffity doth not mce quicken and excite us, than that of imfoffibi- litv doth deaden and dif-fpirit u; in any underrating. And therefore now if ever, you muft run as fart a? you ' can to the extract which I gave you. You muft take a good a goocF draught of thofc inlivening fpirits which I conv needed, and are endofed in thac lenience which you muft carry along with you. You muft repeat it again and again > / defire nothing but Jefa, nothing but Jefus. He hath filled my Soul with a purpofe to go to him. He hath infpired me with ftrong refolutions to follow after him. And fure he will not fail to be my help,my ftrength and my falvation. And here let me befeech you to confider diligently before- hand, that they are his own words to his Dif- ciples juft before he left the World : / have given you Jo 3. ! ** an example, that you fbould do as I have done to you : And how that one of thofe perfons hath alfo told us, 1 Pet. 3. 2 1. That he left us an example that rvejhould 'follow hujlept. To what end, I pray ycu , did he give us that which we cannot take *, What are we the better for the Copy which he hath left, if it be fuch as we can- not tranferibe i Did he intend to brave us, rather than inftruft us by his actions ? Were they meant to upbraid our imbecillity , and not to infpire us with courage and ftrength '. Inftead of provoking our fpi- rits, were they only defigned to make our ambition defpair i And when he fhould have awakened our di- ligence, did he only come to aftonifh us with wonders, and caft our Souls into a ftupifying admiration ? Thefe _ are bafe and lewd fuppofals, of which the ancient Pil- grims did never fo much as dream. They thought they faw in him what mortal men by the Grace of God might hope to attain. They looked upon him as the advancer of humane Nature, not only in his own perfon, but alfo in all thofe who would undertake to follow him. They were encouraged and inflamed by beholding him to imitate his Heavenly life : and by his Grace The far able of the Pilgrim". 1 9 1 Grace have left us thcmfelves as inftances and ex- amples of that excellent Virtue which Believers on Jeius may come unto. They imitated him fo happily, that they themfelves are become Originals. They cry out aloud unto us, that we fliould befol/owerseflCoT'11'1' them j as they were of ch rift. And muft we now (land only gazing upon them 5 and fpend our time in commending the Piety of ancient days? Muft we think that thofe were priviledged Ages which were attended withfucha Grace that doth not defcend up- on future fucceflions i Did the favours of Heaven die with thofe great Souls? Muft we feek for Chriftians only under their mines, and in their Monuments ". Muft we adore their Reliques in Books, and pleafe our felves in Idea's, and Patterns of things which we cannot imi- tate I Is it enough that we live in a profound fleep, if it be but interrupted fometimes with pleafant vifions ? Do they fpeak only to the firft-born Children of Chrift, when they fay, Brethren, he followers together W"1'*-1?' of us, and mark them which walk ft, as yon have us for an enfample 1 Was it the priviledge of their birth- right to be fo good, and muft we be contented to re- main bad i Are we fuch puifnees that muft expect no portion of Divine Grace, or think of being followers j^EPhef* * u) God at dear children of his1: For the love of God lee us not think that his treafures are exhaufted, or that he is weary of his firft munificence. His arm is no fhorter than it was, nor are his hands lefs open. He is ftill willing to difpenfe his largelTes, and to make us know that they did not end with thofe Ages. Let us , rouze up our felves therefore, and not lofe the benefits of Heaven, by thinking we cannot have them. Lee us not impute to it fuch an unkindnefs of giving us fo high an example,, that it might oblige us to an unprofi- table ,»t The Paralle of the Pilgrim. taV>le trouble. Thefe are the old fubtilties of tht Seipent, v^hich the Heathen Divines have detected as well as we. ThePhilofophers themfelves were haunt- ed with thefe clamours, and the people rang this con-" tinually in their ears, Ic is impoffible to follow fuch examples as you propcfe. But they fet themfelveS ftoutly againft this fluggimnefs. They purfued mens fouls that made thefe excufes, and ferreted them out of fuch pretences wherein they fought to burrow, and to make a Sanctuary for their lazinefs. You imagine, faith one of them, that thofe things cannot be done, which you do not. You will needs have them far to furmount the nature of man, becaufe you will not be at the pains to acquire them. How much better do I think of you, than you do of your felves i I honour you fo far,that I am of the mind you can be fo good, but only you will not apply your felves unto it. For, Who is there that hath made a trial with all his heart, thac failed in the attempt ? Who hath buckled himfelf to the work, that was deftitute of ftrength < to whom have not thefe things appeared more eafie in the aft, than in the imagination ? The very truth of the bufi- nefs is, That it it not becaufe thy are fo difficult that vce dare not enter upon thefe things ; but becaufe rve dare not enter upon themy therefore they are difficult. We affright our felves with imaginary hardfhips : and this fear magnifies objects, and infinitely multiplies every individual. Be but pleafed refolutely to undertake the task, and you mall find it as fweet and eafie as now ic feems harm and formidable. Do but think that all thingsyield to h3rdlabour,andyou have overcome the greateft difficulties by that one thought. ) Do you hear, Sir, w hat this perfon faith ? Shall we not T?;e f arable of the Pilgrim. i p j •not have as much courage as Heathens ? Is there not lb much of God remaining among us, as infpired them with fuch ftrong refolutions? It fecms to me that he hath touched the right firing, and Jid not we fupine- ly negledl our felves, and forget even the woids of Jefvs, we fliould conclude, thzitohim that helieveth aII things arc fcfjible . We hinder the proficiency of our Souls in Piety, juftasmendpthe advancement of good Learning. There are few that understand ( as perhaps you have heard it obferved) either the Eftatc they pofiefs, or their Abilities to purchale more : but they think the one is greater , and the other lefs than indeed they are. So it comes to pafs, that over- prizing what they have already acquired, they make no furiher fearch, nor think of a due progrefs : or un- dervaluing the power that God hath given them, they expend their Strength and force, in things oflelTer confequence, and make no experiment of thofe which are the higheft and nobleft improvement of their minds. They content themfelves to read and pray, and corrfefs their fins 5 and take thefe for the beft at- tainments of Christians. Thefe are the fxtd pillars^ beyond which they have no hopes to penetrate. Here they make a ftand, when they mould go on to all others actions of an Holy Life. They run round in a perpetual circle of thefe Duties, when they Should move forward to a compleat imitation of their Blef- fed Saviour. Rouze up your felf therefore, I befeech you, and do not defpair by his affiftance of following the great Example which he and his Holy Ones have left us. As the opinion men have of their wealth is the caufe of want ; fo the conceit of an incurable weak- nefs, is the caufe that we do no better. They that are gone before us, have not left us to figh and mourn C c that x ^ Tlx farabk of the Tdgrim, that we cannot go after them. They have nor robbed' us of all the Glory of doing well. We in this prefent Age, if we do but ftir up the Grace of God which is in us, need not degenerate from the brave examples of our predeceflbrs. Let us but look upon them sow , and in good time we may look upon our felves. As their example will incourage and excite our fouls at pre- fent , fo hereafter we /hall draw much fpirit from our own. Having done fo well at nrft, we fhall blufh not to do better afterward. And while we imitate others, we (lull at kail mdeavour with all our might to excel, our felves.. I can fee no hinderance that lies in our way but on- ly our own lazinefs, together with this weak perfwa- fion wherewith our enemies labour to poffefs us : That becaufe the buftnefs is not presently d>ne, it is not likely to be done at all. And yet to fay the truth, I think that our Idlenefs is to bear the blame of this perfwa> fionalfo; for otherwife we (hall never entertain fuch unreafonable apprehenfions. There are a great num- ber of men that would do well, if they had but the courage to indure for a few days. They have eager motions, or rather furious paflions^, and if the bufc nefs could be done in a moment, or in that fit, there - would not be braver men than they. But they are not willing to cafry on a defign of any length: they cannot hold out to make a work and a labour of be- coming good: and fo their flothful humour nukes them, after the firft attempt, to give back, and to cry out, to be better than me are it is impcjfible. A long march after our Saviour is a Bug-bear that affrights them. A tedious War with their enemies quite dif- ipirits them. They are loth to be at the pains of fub- duing The T arable of the $ilgnm. 1 p r firing many refinances , and undergoing a Jaboi ious and continued courfe of deft; eying their oppofers. They would not be fouldkrs all their life j nor ever ingagedina combatc with their Adverfaries. They fee their (ins, but they eifhf r feem lb great, that they imagine they cannot be vauquiGicd : or at lead they will not be at the trouble of it, if it cannot be done in aninfhnt. After thefirft on-fer, which is commonly very violent, they are went to cool and make a retreat if they meet with any d fficulties. They would have all effected now, and nothing left to be done to mcr- tow. They do not care for overcoming their enemies, but they had rather end the War with them ; or if they muft fight, it (hall be but one Battle. They would not be at the trouble of getting the better of any oppofttion ; but they wifli there were none, or that it were foon removed. They love the peace which will follow the victory, but they have no lift to obtain it by a prolonged War. They would have their Adverfaries yield without many blows, and are content to engage but once for all againft them. In this encounter you would not think there were to be found any fouls that are more couragious. They are all on fire, and you would take them to be more than men. But it is their idlenefs and iloth that makes them thus active. Itistheircowardife, and not their valour that puts them into fuch a fury. It is becaufc they would have no more to do •, but only to enjoy their eafc, and take their repofe. They had rather have nothing at all to do ; but if they muft imploy their Arms, they defirc initantly to lay them afide again. You miftake them if you think they have a mind fo much as to conquer, and triumph, and reign ; all they deiire is only to live, and be in quiet. But if C c 2 they iy & The Parable of the Tilgr'm. tficymuft needs overcome, and they cannot other wife have their wifhes ; they would doit prefently and by once taking pains ever after have leave CO play. Do not therefore deceive your felf ; nor take a mea'ure ei- ther of their courage, or of the fuccefs by one impref- fion upon your enemies. Ton have need of patience (if Heb. 10.36. y0U yfi\\ be a follower otjefus) that after you have done the will of God } yon may inherit his promises. This is a Vertue which is abfolutely necelTary in all great t:n- terprifes, but in none more than in this noble under- taking which you have in hand. If this be wanting, you muft needs ftay fliort oijerufalem ; but if you be armed with it, you need not delpair of executing the plealureof Jefus, and having the favour of feeing him Jam. 1. 4. there. Let it but have its perfect worked then yon will be perfect ^ intire, and wanting nothing. By this the firjf Pilgrim which I told you of, came happily to his Heb. 6. 1 5. journeys end-,for,4f/>rr Abraham had patiently indured, he obtained the promife. And if you inquire of all that fucceeded, you will hear this language from every oae 1 " V' n' of them, Be not flothful, but followers of them who thrcughfaith and patience inherit the promifes. Where- fore being incompaffed with a cloud of witnefles, and Heb.i 2.1,2,3 having on every fide fo many glorious examples run ' with patience the Race fet before ynt, looking (especial- ly) unto Jefus the Author andfinifber of your Faith, who for the Joy fet before him,enduredthe Crofs.defpifmg the fbame,andis fet down at the right hand of God.For^on- fider him that endured fuch contrtdiftion of finners againft him fe If left yon be wearied and faint in your mind. CHAP. 77:&c> teous,even as he is righteous.He that committethfin u of the Devil, whosoever is horn of God, doth not commit fin, for his feed remameth in him, and he cannot fin, be- cause he is born of God. In this the children of God are manife/t, and the children of the Devil • whomever doth not righteoufnefs is not of God , neither he that loveth not his Brother. And indeed by this one mark laft named, you {hall detect the Artifice of thole Teem- ing people : w ho, notwithstanding all their fair fpeeches whereby they deceive the hearts of the fimple, are ne- ver found to have a true and hearty Love to thofe that follow not the Sect which they have embraced. It is a great while ago flnce a very eminent perfon told the World, that he noted but two fmall wants in that fore of men, viz. of Knowledge and of Love. He might have bated them one of the two, and yet their condition had been bad enough ; though, if he had lived till now, he would have feen their Poverty increafed, and that they want Humility as much as either of the other. They are indeed but fmall wants in their account (efpecially the two laft of the three ) and they can be very well content without them, if God will be fo too. They efteem themfelves Rich enough in other invifible treasures ; nay, they have one Jewel of fuch inefti- mable value {viz,, their Faith ) that it will compenfate for a thoufand wants that aie no greater than thefe. But The Parable of the Tilgrm. 209 But either I have loft all my labour, or elfe I have made you fenfiblc that there is nothing more imports you, than to fee that you be not deficient in thefe two, Charity, and Humility. I may fafely, I fuppofe, refer you to your own memory for to be fatisfied in their neceflity ; and fo only fay this concerning the former of them : That all your Faith is worth nothing, which worketh not by Love, and that he is a Lyer, 'who faith he loveth God, and loveth not his Brother alfo. That you may fecureyour fe!f therefore the better from this, and all other illufions, what other counfel fhould I give you, than to ponder that fentence much which I wiiht you to carry along with you, and to let your thoughts run as little as may be upon any other thing, fave Jefus only and Jeritfalemt Draw your mind from the things which you fee in this outward world, and make it to retire within unto your felf ; that there you may talk with Jefus, and behold Jeru- fdem, and (ee that Glory where he is. Which when you have pracYifed a competent time, as every thing will be unwelcome and painful to you, which is not related to them : So you will entertain every thing as very acceptable, which brings you into their familia- rity. Not as if I would have you to neglect any bufi- nefs to which you are obliged in the world ; for what- foever it be which either Neceflity or Charity re- quires, whether it be for your felf, friends, or Chri- ftian Brethren, I muft charge you to apply your felf to the doing of it with all care and cxacWl's. Jefus is not out of your eye fas I mall tell you further) when you are fo imployed } for this is the thing by which he was known above all other, that he voint about doing E e good. 2io The TarableoftheT'tlgrim. good. Butifitbeabufinefsofnoneceflity, or if it be one wherein your particular perfon is noc concerned,, and your neighbour challenges not your afliftance, lee it alone, and trouble not your thoughts about it. And if it offer it felf to you, and prefs upon you, and would make you a medler in other mens matters ( as moft of our vain Believers arej tell it, you have fomething elfe to do.and repeat ftill thole W'ords, Ihavenought* AND NOUGHT DO I DESIRE BUT TO BE IN PEACE WITH JESUS AT JERUSALEM. CHAP. XXI. Of the indeaveurs of his Enemies to keep him from doing good to his Brethren^ under a pretence of Love to. God* And of the Excellency of that Brotherly Charity. AN D here it feems very feafonable to remember you of another common iubtiky whereby your Adverfarieswillftudy to deceive you, and put a great ftop to your progrefs in the way you are about to en- ter. Which is, to detain you intheamufements of contemplation, and to bufie your head only with Me- ditations and conferences with Jefus. They know that this will keep you too much at home, as well as any thingelfe, and that you-will travel in your mind and thoughts only, but not with your whole man to Jerufa/em. And therefore they will labour to per- iwade you of this at lead, that there is not half fa much Piety can be exercifed abroad as in your Clofet 5 and that the good we do our Brethren , is nothing comparable to the Meditations we have of God and our Saviour, and the ArXe&ions we cxprefs unto them* This The Parable of the Pilgrim. 2 { , This will very much hinder your proficiency, and put a greater rub than you imagine in your way, if you lend any belief unto it. It will keep you very much behind, under the pretence and colour of putting you forward ; and it willdcprefs and thruft you down be- low others, while you feem to be mounting up on high, and foaring to a pitch far above them. For your Enemies underftand very well, that God ac- counts all that as done to himt'elf, which is done to your Brethren for his fake. He hath made over all thofe benefits to them which are owing to him, becaufe he is in no need of them. They are become his Re- ceivers, and he hath devolved the right which he hath to our returns of Love to him, upon our Brethren. Be not you ignoranc of this then, but underftand it as well as your Enemies, that you never ferve God bet- ter, nor fo well neither, as when you are doing any fervice to your poor Neighbours. You are bound, you think, to exprefs (uch Love to God, as he hath ex- prefledto you. Only you find that he is not capable to receive fuch effects of it , as you experiment in your felf from his affections to you. But will you imagine now? that he will lofe the right he hath to your thankful retributions, becaufe he is in want of no- thing f No fuch matter : he hath deputed thofe who are in need to receive from us that which is due to him, and to imploy it to their own ufes. He hath com- municated ( as I may fay ) all his claim to them, and bids them demand in his Name that which we cannoc give, much lefs forgive to him. So that you exercife Juftice and Charity both together, when you do good to your Neighbour $ and there is a double Charity in it alfo, one to him, and anocher to them. They have good done them upon his account, and he takes it fo Ee 2 much 2 1 1 The Parable of the filgrim. much as done to himfelf that he acknowledges an ob- ligation, and binds himfelf to pay us again. Nay, let me tell you, that there is nothing in all the world can render you fo divine and heavenly as to do much good. This puts us in the place of God to our poor Brethren, to whom he fend- relief and help by our hands. Is not this a very high honour ? And is not that a very noble quality which fo differences us from all others, that it nukes us like to the Moft High i The Mechanical Chnftian will here find himfelf to be dead and void of God; it being nothing buta Spirit of Life, and that very Divine too, which will carry us out of our felves, and fill us with perpe- tual ardors of Love to others, and inftigate us to be doing of good to all. This is the very Chara&er of the Deity -, for God ii love, and he that love th, dwcl- leth in God, and God in him. And therefore if you covet to excel all others, ftudy to be indued with themoft profitable Gifts, as the great Apoftle advi- feth: and yet, faith he, 1 [hew you a. more excellent way, and that is charity. For this caufes us to make u!e of all thofe Gifts for the benefit of Man- kind. This is the rareft way of excelling others, becaufeit makes us excel our felves, and likens us to God. The Angels, you know, had the ambition of being like to God in Power and Majejfy, afpiring, as is conceived, to the Throne of the Moft high. Our firft Parents were foon infeded with the like vanity, and th^fe ambitious Spirits rubbed their L^profie up n them> for they afTefted to refemble God in veifdom and knowledge. Bm by this means you know that both of them loft what they enjoyed, inftead of adding more unto it. What muft we do then who lee their fall t T7;e f arable of the Pilgrim. 2 , falls i muft we be content not to be like to oar Crea- tor i Not fo neither ; but we mult indeavour co imitate him in Love and Goodnefs, in which there is no dan- ger. This Admits of no excefs (as wife men obferve but only of error. We cannot love too much, though we may be imprudent in the communications of it. Though Angels and Men fuffered ib much by the de/ire of other things in excels > yet in Charity t here can be none, nor lhall either of them fuffer any damage by it. And therefore it was that God fent his Son Jefus into the world, that by looking on him, we may know how to become Divine. All his acts of power were ads of Love. All his Miracles were Mer- cies to men. He never imployed his Might but ro do benefits. To teach us that they are truly great who are little in themfelves ( as he was ) andgxeat in Cha- rity. That they are iudued with moft power who can do mofl good, and that they are nearejl to God, and rnojl highly exalted, who are nearejl to their neighbours, and moji deeply humbled. You know that if a Circle be made, and you draw lines from the circumference to the middle point or Center where they all meet: the farther thefe lines arc in any pjace one from the other, the farther they arc f: cm the Center } and the nearer they cone to that, the nearer alio, and the clofer their approaches are to each other. This may be a refem- blance, if you pleafe, of our condition here in this World,where we are all in our way to Grd the Center of our Reft, and travelling co Jerufalew, where we hope to meet in him. We arcdeiirous now to draw as nigh to him as we can, and many fancy that their mufings, meditations and prayers, are the chicfeft, if not the only things that bring them near unto him. But as I have told you heretofore; fole me now repeac 2,4 Tl>e far able of the Tilgrirnl it again, That Cod and our Brethren are To infeparable, that we cannot touch the one, but we muft be joyned to the other alfo. The further any of us is removed from his neighbour (as you fee in that fimilitude) ac the greater diftance he is from God. He cannot go away from the former, but he goes away in the fame proportions from the latter too. And the nearer and cloier he is joyned in the affedHon of Charity to his neighbour, the nearer he is unto God, the more doth he approach to his excellencies, and to an union with him. Ifyou will be a follower of God, thenasadear child of his, walk in Love. You cannot chufe fure to do otherwile when you have fo glorious a pattern be- fore you. It is an honourable thing now you fee to love, fince God himfelf is become a Lover. You may have imagined perhaps that fome offices of Charity are ignoble, and difparage a perfon of honour : As moft men of condition think it below them to go into a poor mans houfe, to come near the (Unking wounds, and the dirty beds of the meaner fort : and there are very few who do not account it a fneaking quality to put up injuries, and pafs by affronts. But you cannot be of this mind if you look upon God, who by loving us, hath alfo taught us how honourable and glorious all thefe things are. They are not below us, fince they are not below himfelf. There is no man fo much our inferiour, as wc are all beneath him. And yet he condefcended to them. He comes and dwells in th.s perifliing flefh of ours. He defpifes not our poor cot- tages : he dreffes our wounds : he takes care of our fores : he heals our ficknefles : he paflcs by our tranf- grtiTions; yea, heprayesustobefriends, and intreats irs to be reconciled. And that is a thing which mea think to be fo poor and mean, that no great fpirit can a indure Tlx T arable of the Tilgrim. incure to fubmit unco ir. To go to others who have offended us, and befeech them to lay afide their emnity is thought to favour of bafenefs, and to be an argument of a low and cowardly mind. But God will give us leave to think ^o no longer. He hath fhown us that it is the effect of a moft generous and noble difpofiti- in, and fo far from being a blemifli to us, that we fhouid glory in it to be the firft in making peace, and offering terms of reconciliation. Others may think to give proofs of their gallantry by ftanding in defiance to all thofc who will not fubmit themfelves, and lye at their feet ; yea by trampling on them who (hall in the leaft offend them : but God teaches us by his own example that there is no greater height of mind, than in Humi- lity and Meeknefs tocondefcend to others, yea to lay our felves at their feet, and beg of them for the fake of the Lord of Peace, thac they will be the children of Peace. This is to become the fons of the moft High, and Heirs of the greateft Glory. And now let me ask you for what end would you- (hut up your felf in your Clofet, or make a Cell of your houfe ? Is it not that you may improve your felf in the knowledge of God ; and do you not hope there to converfe more with Heaven i you need not then be put to the trouble of this confinement, for I afTu e you nothing will fo much promote your end as Love of your Neighbour. This will make you feel what God i<, and give you the cleared and ftrongeft fenfeof him. And the larger and wider your Chancy grows, the more able you will be to conceive the vaftnefs of Gods Love, and the Ids doubt you will have of his Llniver- fal good will. It will difpofe you alio more than any thing elfe to believe the Gofpel, and will win your alien j £V6 The (parahle of the Pilgriml affent to thofe reports which ftem mod incredible. When you find in your felf fuch a greac love to others, it will be eafier for you to conclude that God raighc love us fo much as to fend his only Son into the world, and give him alfo to die for us tinners. And if there beany thing of greater force than other to bring you acquainted with the joy and peace of Jcrufalem, and to make difcoveries before hand of it, this muft be that happy Spy. For they confift very much in the dear love and friendfhip which there is between all the in- habitants of that blcfled place. But thefe things I will leave to your own thoughts, and only pray you to im- ploy your mind in all your fecret retirements fo much in thefe meditations, that you may iffue forth from thence very full of God, and as a maninfpired to do much good. For this active devotion is that which God loves. He will import more of his bleffings to you , if you open your hands in doing benefits to others, than if you mould lift them up all day in prayers to heaven. He refufes nothing to the ftirring and diligent fouls, whom love and good-will have fee in motion. He delights to give to thofe who imploy his Grace. It is a pleafure to him to blefs thofe who go forth to meet his favours, and do not expect them in their Chambers. But we never imploy his Grace bet- ter than when we imitate the effufions of it upon us in our kindnefs and benignity to others. And we are never more like to meet his bleffings, than when they are bleifing of him for the good that we have brought unto them. I know you will be ready to fay hereafter, that you can defign a great deal more, than you doubt you mall ever do. That the Idea you have of this Noble quality The Tar able of the filgnm, % I o quality is very high, but you are afraid it is above your reach. And therefore I pray you before-hand that you would not trouble your felf with fuch thoughts, but only remember thele two things. That when you have done ail the good that ever you can, that will difpofe you (till to do more : and in the mean feafon you are to take care of tins, to rejoyce heartily that there are others in the World who can do more good than you. If we were once arrived at this noble difpofition of rejoycing in the good of others, eitheir in that which they enjoy, or that which they can do, we fliould be fo far from wanting Cha- rity, that we (hould equal our felves with the mod excellent and blefled natures. As we mould have no caule to complain that we are not in the fame Throne with Princes,nor to envy the Learning of thofe who fit in the Chairs of Wifdora : So we (hould not come behind the devotion of the greateft Saints, nor be much inferiour to the Angels, who think it no fmall part of their happinefs that they can rejoyce in God, and in all the marks of his goodnefs wherefoever they can difcern them. Are we lefs happy becaufe our Wic is not fo ftrong, our revenues not fo large, our ftation not fo high, and fo our power to oblige others not fo great as thofe of many of our neighbours? No fuch thing, butjwe (hall rather be the more happy : if in the midft of a low condition, and in a meaner rank, we can keep our felves from the ruft and canker of envy, which is wont to grow fooneft in fuch places as are low and damp. He hath raifed him elf to a very high pitch, whole foul t'urmounts all discouragements, and rejoyces intheUnivefralgood of mankind by whomfoever if is procured. Hereby we (lull make the happinefs of every perion that is above us to be our own. For how Ff is 2 1 0 Tlx Parable of the TWgnvfi. is he more Happy than I who gets a victory, if I tri- umph in it as much as himfelf? Wherein is he Supe- riour to me whofe riches increafe, if I be not only con- tented therewith, but much better pleafed in his pro- fperous eftate than I was before he enjoyed it < Niy, if it help to make me well to fee him in health, and re- frem my fpirit to fee him merry, and really render me better to behold his progrefs in Wifdom and Vertue ; then I have the benefit or all thefe, and they become mine as much as his in whom they are. And can you contrive a better way than this to make your foul the fefort of all pleafures ; the very Center wherein the happinefs of the whole World mail meet, the Ren- dezvou'z (if you will give leave to that word ) of all thofe joys which are fcatrercd every where among Gods Creatures ? It is not p jflible for you to do it : nor is there any delight fo noble and fublime, lb pure and refined as this, which with fo much cafe you may enjoy. It is the very extract of all other pleafures, it is the Effence and Spirit of them without the proffer pares, which are wont to derain half of the plcalure from us. Though other pleafures make more noife, yet this - gives greater contentment. They make a lowder ibund, but the commendation of this is its filence and quiet. The World rakes more notice of others, but the very fe'erefie of this joy increafes its fweecnefs, and vapours not out the purity thereof. Other in- joyments may be greater in bulk, but this is more in value. They are obtained at a great charge, but this we enjoy aether mens-coft. Thofe perfons have the labour and Sweet-together with their de'ight, and we have the pure pleafure. They work not for themfclves only , but they muft do us fome fervice thereby. We ccme in for a {hare of all their getti igr,. an J Tkt-Tarabte of the Pilgrim. 22l and want nothingwhitiiuicy have, but only ilie toil and the pains. And yet fo innocent is this pieafure, that while we enjoy all that others do, we leave them all they had, and take nothing away from them. As the Bees fuck an invisible fwectnefs," which robs the flowers of none of their beauties from whence they fetch it : So do we when we folace our felves in other mens goods 5 which are not impaired by our rclimes, nor made lefs by all the concentment we draw from them. Nay, we oblige them by this means, and pay them largely for all that we take. It will be an addition to their pleafures to know that others are pleafed with them; It will be the belt part of their fa isfaclion to underftand that you caft not an evil eye upon their enjoyments. Their happinefs would be imperfect, if you did not think your felf happy too. They will owe as much to you as to their own acquifitions, and you equal your felf to them by not envying their fup'e- riority. But I think it is time to conclude this difcourfe con- cerning the good you are to do your Brethren ; and therefore I mall only admonifli you of a thing which may be apt, if you have not confidered it, to trouble you in your way to Jerusalem ; and fo pafs to othejr matters. After you have done all the good you can, youmuftnot think to have the pleafure of finding all thefe perfons grateful, on whom youhivebeftowed your favours. You muft rej^yce in your own Ver- tue-, without expecting that additional delight which reciprocal love would afford you. Such a good na- ture, I believe, as yours, will make you fuppofe that you have received a favour, when one hath but Hone you juftice ; and therefore you will be infinitely fehft- T f 2 ble lit The far able of the filgrun. bleof any klndnefs, and think that it lays an c verg- ing obligation of gratitude upon you. But do not ima- gine that you (hall meet with much of this ingenuity in the World : there are a far greater number of fuch a wicked difpofition, that they look even upon kind- nefles as their due, and will render you no more thanks for them3 than men commonly do for Juftice, to which every body claims an equal right. Nay, you will meet with thole, who when they are highly obliged, do love to avoid the perfons that put thole bonds upon them. They will not behave themfelves to well as to take your kindncfles for their due, but carry it rather as if they had done them a fenfible wrong. And 1 wifh I could not fay that there are fuch ill natures who caonoe indure fo much as to behold thofe who have been their Benefactors : but fhun them , as if they were their deadly enemies. But you will find, I fear, too many of thefe Wretches,w ho think whenfoever they fee you, that you upbraid them with all the good they have re- ceived from you. When you did them benefits, you laid chains upon them, and they think it no crime to hate him that hath made them his Prifoners. They will heartily wifti you w?ere dead, thatfo they may be freed.from their bonds, which will die and be buried in the fame Grave together with you. For they, meafuring other mens natures by their own evil difp virion, which inclines them to do good to none, unlefs it be wit h a de- fign to make them Slaves ; they could wim never to fee thofe perfons, who they think, look upon themfelves as their Lords and Matters, by having thus engaged them. Their courtefies aremeer trafhque, and they al- ways expect to gain more than they give : w hich makes them hate their Benefactors, who look they imagine for payment alfo far greater than they have a will to make. The Tar die of the Pilgrim. make. Nay, they had rather do a courtefie to thofe who never did anything for them, thin be officious to thole perfons who have lb much obliged them. J jft hke thole wicked people, who had rather make a pre- sent to others, than pay what they owe to their Credi- tors. Which to fay the truth, is no more than the nccelfaryconfequenceof that curled principle I named before, of trading with kindneflH, and putting them out to U e ; thac they may improve into greater, to be rendredback to them. I know very well there is no Vice more odious than this, or which lies under greater reproach even by ungrateful perfons themfelves ; but yet I allure you, it will be founi that there is none more common. AnJ the mifchief of it is, that it is never fo likely to grew inbafe natures, as when they have been highly bound to you. The kinder you have been, the more ungrateful they are like to prove : like thofe who having contracted a vaft debr, and having a little to pay, run away with mame, and pay juft nothing at all. You muft do good therefore meerly for the love you bear to it felf ; and though you defirc no pay- ment but only the pleafure of having it kindly refenter, vou muft be content fometimes to lole that imill return^ and reft fatisfied in what you have done, and in your pious difpofition to do the fame again* CHAP. 224 ^ Tar able of the Tilgitn. CHAP. XXII. That a Pilgrim mujl [ometimes recreate him felf as well as other men. Of the pleasure of good company, what men are to be more particularly avoided. Of the Fejli- vals of the Church. Hove useful they mxy be. And how much ahufed. ANd now I think it is time to remember you for the prevention of all miftakes, that there never was any pilgrim who could always be exercifed in doing good to others, or in Prayer and Contempla- tion ; but he was forced to attend fometimes to him- felf alone, and provide for the needs of his Body by the ufe of Meat, and Drink, and Sleep ; wherein you mult not think to be unlike them. Nay, there is a great need alfo at certain feafons of innocent Recrea- tions, which Pilgnms muft not be fo morofe as "utterly to deny themfelves $ for in truth there are none fo fie as they to enjoy them. And in all thefe things I would have you to ufe the beft difcrecion that is in your power, avoiding, as you would the greateft danger that hath been ' mentioned , all foolifh fcrupulofity about them. Do not meafure your Drink, nor weigh your Meat, nor confine your Divertifements to a mi- nute, but enjoy them freely as the Wifdom you havefhallat this prefent direct you, refolving not to trouble your felf about any after accidents. For, though it is ncceflary that we take a care to fpend our time well, and there is nothiug of which we mould be more frugal; yet ic is not good to be over rigorous in exacting an account of our hours. We may run our felves 71?e f arable of the Tilgrim. % i e (elves thereby into infinite Temples , and bufie oar thoughts about fuchendlefs niceties, that we may Jofe much time while we arc thinking how to lave it, and imp .^veriih our felves by ftudying to be miferable good husbands. Do not grudge therefore to thefe things a fair portion of your time, out of a fear that they will be too great an hindrance to you ; for though they feem to ftay you for a while, they do very much further you, and give you ftrength to walk more chearfully for a long time after. Difcreet ftays and refts make fpeedy journeys. It is no turning out of your way, to divert your felf fometime in a pleafant Meadow. That is the neareft way to a place, which brings you fooneft thither. And as the old faying is, Soft and fair goes far. And indeed it is impoflible that all the hours of a mans life mould be equally grave. The wings of the Fowl cannot be always ftretched, and it is idle to think its vigour (hall receive no abatements. Let it foar ne- ■ ver fo high, it will be forced to (loop again ; and by fitting ftiil and refrefliing ic felf, be made more able for a new flight. Of this you muft be welladvifed, or clfe you will never get to Jer/tfalcm. It is the counfel of Nature which muft be followed, that ail who work, do take fome reft. The continuance of labour de- pends upon Moderation, and Nature always threatens violence with an end. I grant that your delires may be ever pricking you forward, and that they may be loth to givey >u a momenta reft. But they will fti- mulateyou, even till they gall you3 anJ if you take not heed, will make you reft of neceftky, and not out of choice. The beft C urtrr th u is may run hknfelf off his legs. You may tire and jade your felf by over- long 225 The far able of the Pilgrim* long journeys. And though your mind be of fuch a, make, that if it were alone, and had nothing to carry along with it, poilibly it might never be weary, but would run continually : yet while it is engaged in the company of this terreftrial body, it mufthtftill "and eafe it ftlf, if it be but for the lake of its fellow- traveller. We are not yet divorced from ienfe, nor do we enjoy the liberty which we hope for at Jeru- fxlem. We are far from the purity of (imple Beings, and whether we will or no, (hall find our (elves to be mixt wkh matter, which will not always move. Ic will be a Aug, do what we can: and if we will not find it fome refre(hment,it will take fome of it felf, and more fometimes than we need to give it. It is better that it (hould be at our difpofe, th an at its own. It will be content with lefs, if we do not deny it all. We fhali find it more obedient, if we do not by our rigour provoke it to a plain Rebellion, We (hall ufe greater Moderation, if by defrauding our felves of all recrea- * tions, we do not become fo impatient as to play the gluttons, when we take the liberty to enjoy them. Ic is, no doubt, a true obfervation. That the ready way to make the minds of Youth grow awry, is to lace them too hard, by denying them their juft tteedom. When you rob the appetite of its lawful and innocent delight, it hath fuchadefire to break this Prifon, that it oft-times furioufly burfts forth into unlawful and forbidden pleafures : And therefore ufe a due care at leaft in your firft letting out, that you run not with too great a violence. Do not make more hafte than good fpetd, as you will be apt to do when you begin your journey. Young Pilgrims are wont to be veiy forward, and to tie themlelvts to fuch long (lages ; that the T arable of the Ttlgrim. 22? pleating courfes* And it is well if they divert not to iuch as are loofe after too great ftrictnefs. They are very happy if they leave not off their travel, by tra- veiling too faft. The very befl that we can expeel, is that they fit down as men out of breath, and that they lofe mere time in recovering of it, than they would have done in feafonable refrtihmenr. Nay, let me tell you, theoldeft traveller upon the Road will find that he hath great ufe of them, and can- not give fo good an account of his time, unlefs he be- flow a little of it upon them. Recreations are part of the needs of humane life, and though a man be never fo well provided, he will be liable to this want. The moft vigorous minds will fometimes be weary and call for quiet and eafe. Theftrongeft eyes will at laft grow weak, anddetire to (hut themfelvcs. The life of the greateft Sages (as a wife man once told me J is not alto- gether ferioui. All their fayings are not Sermons : nor is all they write either their laft Teftament or the confef- fion of their Faith. And therefore ftudy not how to live and ufe no Recreations, but rather to ufe none but thofe which are good and worthy of a man. Think not to be employed to as not to need them, but take care that under a pretence of need they do not become your em- ployment. Order the matter fo difcreetly that they may be as profitable as they are delightful.See that they render you the hours back again which you have be- flowed on them. For there is nothing more certain than that rve may gain time by intermitting our Labours, and rid the more ground by ft andwgjtill awhile* And becaufe the greateft part of a wife mans plea- fure confitls in good diverting company, let me here G g remember 2 1 & Tlie (Parable oj t he T ilgrim . remember you to provide that it be carefully cho'en ? and that you do not lightly take men into your fami- liarity. Excellent men you are rather to be converfant withal, than excellent Books. You may learn more of them than all your ftudy can teach you. You may at once give your foul a recreation, and your body a re- paft ; You may divert your felf and others both to- gether. He who asks and enquires of his company, ihall both receive much learning, and give much con- tent : efpecially when his queltions are addreficd to fuch whofe skill lyes in that whereof he demands fa- tisfacTion. For then he offers them a fit occafion to pleafe themfelves in fpeaking , and he gains much knowledge himfelf by being pofleffed of their concep» tions. And therefore it is mod advifable for you to frequent the fociety of thofc who have more know, ledge than your felf. Though there are who alfeft the company of ignorant pcrfons, that fo they may be taken for knowing men ; yet they who are really knowing, feek for the wife, that fo they may know more. In the one you may be admired, but in the other you (hall be acquainted with things that are worthy of admiration. And, I befecch you, which is better, to learn wifdom from thofe who are wife, or to be accounted wife by thofe who are ignorant ? It is a pitiful thing, in my judgement, to be thought \\ifc when you are not: and yet it is fnll more deplorable when you pleafe your felf in being fo thought by thofc who indeed are very fools. If y; u would win the re- putation of Wifdom, let it be with thole who know what it-is. But you nmft firft have it, before you have their cftcem; andthe firft flcptoit, is to be fo wile as to know in what company it is to be learnt. B t The f arable of the Qilgr'm. ll? But it is not my intention to make you a long dif- ■courfe on this fubjeft, and therefore I 111 ill noc warn you of all thole who arc to be avoided, but only of one fort who will more abufe your time, and alfodo you greater mifchicf than any elfe befide that are noc openly wicked. They that I mean are a talkative ge- neration, who are ever chattering and babling as if they had obtained a Patent for prating. People that are fo much in company with others, that they can never find leifare to keep any with themfelves. Who arc a burden to themfelves when they are at home, and to their neighbours when they are abroad. Whofe minds are ftuft with nothing but News, of which they are fo full , that they have no room for one wife thought to lodge there. But above all others, I would have you mark and (hun a complaining fort of people who are ever finding faulr, and never can be pleafed. Their minds Ued upon the fins or the harms of others, and they have always fome News to make you fad. The fubjed of their difcourfe moft commonly is, the evil of the days wherein they live. They always praife that which is part, and difcommend that which is prefent. The wife men of former days they are ever magnifying: and they will allow no body to be good, but thofe who are dead. They feek for ex- amples of Piety in the Acts and Monuments of the Church, which they would uot follow nor applaud if they were alive again. Nay, they hive in greac ad- miration all that is done abroad, but are ill affe&ed to all that is done at home. Nothing can be fo well ma- naged, but they will (hew you fome errour in it : nor can there be fo profound a Peace •, but they will fright you with fome thing that portends Wars, or other Calamities. They never look upon the Kingdom Gg 2 where aig The f "arable of 'thefilgriml where they live, bat they fee it full of the tokens cf Gods wrath. There is no fpot rhat 'can appear, but they make it a mark of the plagues of Heaven that are coming upon us. They have loft their tafte and judgement through the gall andbirternefs of their own heart. Their choler overflows fo mnch , that they have no fenle or relifh of any of Gods mercies, but cry out perpetually of woes and miferies. One would think by their talk , that the tranquillity of their Country is a trouble to them ; and rather chan have no difturbance, they will begin it in themfelves. Niy, let things be in what pofture they will, you (hall ne- ver find them at any eafe. Let them change their faces never fo much , they ftill retain the fame fad countenance, and follow you with their complaints. If all things be in a profperous cftate, they fill you with fears of the evils that are to come. And if the times be very miferable, then they bethink them- felves of -the happinefs which they could not fee be- fore in the days that are part. When they have no- thing to fay, they will give you a very grave nod, by which you muft gather, their heads arc full, if their wifdom thought it fit at that time to empty them. And when they are afraid to fpeak their thoughts, then they will make their head, and give a terrible fhrug, as if all were nought and going to ruine. In fhort, you (hall hear theie men tpeak nothing bur La- mentations : and they will mix their words with fuch fighs , that you would think they laid to heart the badnefs of the times. But do noc believe them: this may be no more but a copy of their countenance. For there are a number of them who conceive afeciet joy when they hear an ill ftory of one whom they hate, and could not tell how to appear good, un- lefs The T arable of the Tilgrim. 2 1 0 lcfstluy had fomc mens vices to fpeak againft. They would not be able to live, if all men ihould leave their fins. There would not be found a man lb bad as rhey, if .ill mould become io good as they feern to defire. They would be more troubled at the re- formation;, than they are at thediforc'ers. And, un- lefs their hearts were changed, they mud either then be dumb, or elfe make faults where they could find none. And that is a matter, I aflure you, very eafie for them to do. For they never regard whe- ther their complaints be juft or unjuft : and it would be to fnppofe them too reaibnable, if we mould think they are never diicontented without a caufe. Mingle not your fcif therefore with fuch men : but judge it better a great deal to travel alone, than to fall into fuch company. If you mean to finifli your journey, flay not to liftento their tales, for they have no end, and they will detain you with them for ever. There is no thing, noperfon canefcapethe fcourge or their tongues : and fmce thole are innumerable, fo are their ftories. But in this and all the foregoing Directions which I have given you, it will be of great ufe to mark the footfteps which you wi.l meet withal of many Tra- vellers who have gone before you. Some of the prints of their feet you will find bigger, and others of them lefs than your own ; but all of them will fo incourageyou, and excite you, and fupply the place of a Guide unto you, that I may leave the reft to their inftructions. And indeed the wit'domofthe ancient Church fecms herein jo have been very great, who chole to honour the days of relaxation and mtermif- fion cf labours with the names of the Apoftles and Saints 2 } o T7# Parable of the fugrm. Saints of God. It is fit, as I faid, that we fhouUI lometimesufe recreations, but they would teach us to brginand end them with acknowledgements of God. It is nectflary thac we chear our fpirits, and refreih our minds, but we mutt ftill remember that there is no greater pleafure than topraife our Lord. When we divert our felves, we mould have the example of brave men before us. In all our Sports and Mirth, there muft nothing be admitted which is unbecoming the gravity and purity of good Chriitians. And there- fore let me intreat you on all the Feftivalsof the Saints, to fealon your mind in the morning with the medi- tation of their holy lives. When you keep the days which preferve their memory, be lure to follow their venues, which in effect will make them ftill to live i the World. It is a ridiculous thing to blefs God fc thofe examples which we never mean to imitate. It is monftroufly abfurd to maintain the memory of Ho- ly mens names, with an utter forgetfulnefs of their Piety. If they be capable of any grief in the bleffed j)lace where they now are, and have carried their pac- tions away with them to the other World ; It makes them figh, one would think , to fee the lewdnefs of thofe that honour them, and the difgrace that is done to Religion under the countenance of their great names. It wounds them fure to hear themfelves commended lavifhly, and to fee their lives reproached as guilty of too much feverity. It was an old faying, butfpoken with much fimplicity and zeal by an old Preacher, That he wondred the Saints did not rife out of their graves, to drive thofe away from their Temples, who ufe fo much ceremony in celebrating their Feftivals, and rake fo little care to follow their Vertues. But I may rather wonder with what face men can fpeak againft The durable of the Tilgrim. i j i againft thofe who ncg'iccl the obiervattce of thee Days, when [hey the rlclves are '.he chiefdl can e-of ic, or the beft colour for ir. They chihonour all hoy rites, and bring a reproach upon holy times : and if it had not been for fuch as them, thole days might have been in more credit, even with thofe n ho now del pre them. Whatdowefee, fay thole (crapulous pcrlbns but riot and luxury at fuch leafons? All places are full of vomit, and men Icem to be celebrating the Fcaft of Ceres and Bacchus, /. e. of Bread and Wine, • of forr.c heathenim, drunken belly God. They fancy there is no reftraint laid upon their arpetkc, if they do but ftri&ly forbear their ordinary labours. They are like fome bad Chriftians in the old times, who made no doubt of being drunk, lb they did but takeoff their cups as they late on the Martyrs Tombs. Ic is eafie indeed for thefe objectors to fee fomething elfe : They might behold fome devout people who frequent the WorfhipofGod,andrejoycemo(t in remembring their Saviour and his great Grace , in fending thole thac Preached the Gofpel to the World. But the number of the other are fogreac who never regard fuch things, that by lookingon them they are tempted to take no notice of all the reft. The Taverns arc fuller by far than our Churches ; and the Theatre is more fre- quented than the Houl'eof God. And therefore it is for inch as you to let your (elves awork to rake away this objection which they will not take away them- felves. Do you fatisfic them that thefe days are no i-eceifary ciu'e of doing evil, by your own- example of doing good. Leave their argument no force at all, for it is in your p.nvct to do ir : and let them, lee that the marriage between thefe Feftivalsand Profanenefs is not fo legitimate, but they may be divorced. De- prive 2 . 2 Tl?e far able of the Pilgrim. prive them of this colour, and leave their peevifhnefs Co naked, that it may be expofed to the view of all. Or if they have taken a real offence, remove it out of rheir way, and let all that they alledge have a full con- futation in your holy life. Anlwerthem by your be- haviour, that there is no need co take away thefe days} for you can take away all the wickednefs, and leave them (till remaining. Let them fee that you can reft fiom your labours, and yet not fpend your whole time infportand play. Let them find the Bible or fome good Book in your hand oftner than they do the Cards. Let your Spirit rejoyce in God your Saviour, more than your dedy both in meat and drink. Feed your foul upon the Heavenly myfteries of our Reli- gion, and do not live as if the Saints were only good Purveyors for our Kitchins. So will you both bring thefe days into efteem with others, and your felf into greater favour with God. And, Ibefeechyou, defire all you know that they would not flight fuch admo- nitions as thefe I give you. But that for the Honour of our Lord, for the credit of his Church who hath ap- pointed thefe folemnities, for the love of their own fouls who are intended to receive the benefit of them, they would behave themfelves foberly and religioufly at iuch feafons. That fo the Church may not be forced to do with thefe as it hath done with the Feafts of Love, and other rites ufed by the Apoftles themfelves, i. e. abolifli and banifh them becaufe of mens obfti- nate abufe of them. For it u a very ah ford thing ( as cne of the ancient Guides faith) toftudy to honour the Martyrs with too much j "nine fsirvho rve knovo fie 'ajed God by faflingand abflinence. It is a prepofterous way of doing honour to our Saviour, by pampering and pleafing our felves; who it is known did honour his Father The f arable of the Tilgrim. „ . Tathcr by denying himfelf, and defpifing all the plea- fures of the Fieih. Therefore exhort every one to feaft themfelves with an holy fear. Let them make Feafts of Charity, and doing good to their poor neighbours. Let them be Feafts of Love to ;nake us friends one with another. Fcaftsof the Spirit to put us in mind of the joys of the Lord, and the eternal Supper of the Lamb. And now I think I may have leave to conclude my directions ( having put you into the hands of better Cuides than my felf) the turn whereof is briefly this: Let your principal defign ever be to knit your heart to the Love of Jefui) and the ardent defire of being with h\m at Jerufalem. Let this be your great bufinefs to fet your Soul directly towards the place where he is, and to ftir up in it fuch longings as thefe, Oh that I were xvith Jefus I when (bull I come to Jefus I Andfincehe is the Way to himfelf, there is nothing more needful for the accomplishing your defire, than to propofe him before your eyes for your imitation. As for Prayer ^Me- ditation^ and fuch like things, they are to be defigned to this end, that your Love to him may be inflamed, your Defire after him increafed, and your Refolution of doing his Will, and treading in his Steps be made un- moveable. Whatfoever therefore you find proper to advance that Love, that Defire, that Refolution, be it Praying or Reading, Difcourfing or Solitude^ Walking or Repofmgyour [elf^ifitingof others or Keeping at home - make ufe of it for the time that your Soul relifhes it-, and as long as it quickens your Defire and endeavour of enjoying the love of Jeftu, and the blefied fight of him at Jerusalem. But when any of thefe fhall prove if kfome to you, be not troubled at it, bu: try for that H h time 2 . . The far able of the Pilgrim. time fome of the reft, which may be then more ufeful, becaufemore plcafant to you. And when any of thofe Enemies I have mentioned (hall difturb your peace, beat them off as foon as yon can ; but be not troubled becaufe they do not presently yield, provided you do not yield to '.hem neither. And if after a Victory they rally in the fame manner again, be not affrighted at that neither, as if now they had greater courage 5 but endeavour only to beat them as before, and by obtain- ing a new Victory to mew that it is your courage which isencrealed. And do not think you mall be in dan- ger tolofe the Victory over them, if you fuffer your Bow fometimes to be unbent. Do not think a Pilgi im muft be fo fevere, as never to recreate himfelf in the way he goes. By perpetual Watchings and labours your enemies may undo you as well as by any other means. Take but heed that you fall not into their Quarters when you divert your fell, and let but your pleafures ftill lie in your way, and you need not fear to make ufe of them. Remember the Example of the Saints of God, and ftir up your felf to imitate their zeal and their difcretion both together. And reft allu- red (my Friend) that this good Defire thus cherifhed, thus augmented, and thus ftrongly and wifely purfued, will bring you fafe to the end of your Pilgrimage } and fet your feet in the midft of Jerufalem^ where I (hall be right glad to meet you, chap: The f arable of the Pilgrim'. 23 5 CHAP. XXIII. yyh.it entertainment all thefe Difcourfes met veithxl from the Pilgrim. And of the pleafures be fhould find in his way, thugh inemnhred with the fore- named Enemies. AN D now I am fure you will expect to hear that the Pilgrim broke his filence : if not to th-ink this perfon for the fatisfa&ion he had received, yet to tell him how much he thought himfelf engaged oy the pains which he had raoft friendly taken for his fatis- faclion in the way to Jerusalem. But yet he could not for the prefent fpeak fo much as one word 5 fuch a violent paflion feizing on him, that it blockt up all other pallagesbat only thole for Tears. Which gu(h- ing out apace, and leeking for more vent than they could find, caufed a greater obftruclion, and were ready to choak not only his Words, but alfo Himfelf. The good man who had hitherto been his Guide thought that now he muft become his Phyfician. And fearing that this paflion might grow to fome danger, and ful'peding withal that it was the effect of a great fadnefs which he had conceived at his Difcourfe • He went to him, and taking him by the hand, intreated him to refift this tide fo long, till he could take fo much breath as to tell him the caufe of it. Now that the Pilgrim might (hew how obedient he was like to prove to the reft of his Words, he ftrove fo earneftly with himfelf, that many Minutes were not pifled be- fore he recovered the ufe of his tongue, and was able thus'.to fpeak to him. You have obliged me, Sir, fd Hh 2 much i->6 The Tar able of the Filgrim. much beyond all my expr'effion by the inftrucYions yo j have beftowed upon me, chat as an endeavour to do- more than we can, doth frequently make us to do ju(t nothing at all \ to I felt enough from thence arifing to fUEe my words, while my foui laboured fuch expref- fions of Gratitude as could not be uttered. My Tears, Sir, could only tell you how much I think my felf in- debted to your Charity. For they did not fpring from Grief, as perhaps you might imagine, but from a very great Joy, which ft wed partly from the remem- brance of the Providence which brought me hither, and partly from the fenfe of your friendly love ; but chiefly from the good news you tell me, that the way to fuch a Blefled place as Jerufdem, is incumbred with no greater difficulties than you have related. O Sir, I am overjoyed to hear that the Journey will be no worfe. It is a beginning of the pleafures I expeel: there, to know that the way is fo good ; for I was willing to have undertaken far greater things, rather than tor- fake my refolution of going thither. And here this voice was intercepted by a new pafiion like to the for- mer, though it was not long before it had fpenc it felf, and gave him liberty to utter his mind as freely as hepleafed* But before he could begin to difcharge himfelf of thofe thoughts with which his Soul feemed to be filled, the other prevented him, and cold him, that it was no imall joy to him alio, to find himfelf deceived, and to meet with fuch a flood of joy in that place, -where he feared he fhould have found a deluge of forrow. And fince, faid he, you take fo great content in what I have faid about the way lojerufalem^ which others hear with as much heaviness as you did withpleafuie; I ihall. 77;e Tarahle of the Tilgrim, 2 2 7 /hall give you a frefh addition of joy by fomething elfe which I relervc'd as an encouragement to you, buc now 1 fee. mud be a pare of your comforr. And truly by what I (ballfay,you will plainly fee how well Jef/ts re- wards his fervants that are willing to obey him, giving them far more than they durft expect, and where they looked for nothing but trouble and anguifh, caufiiig joy and gladnefs to Spring up unto them. Y;u fliall never meet, I am confident, with work- entertainments, than I have mentioned n your way to Jet-ufa/ftx, unlefs it be Dtatbjwhich we may meet with every where. Buc far better than have been fpoken of, I do not fear to promife, if the directions be followed which have been delivcrecfto you. For befides the pleafures that will attend all your Victories, which are indeed unfpeak- able, and more than can be numbred ; I muft tell you, there is much contentment to be fctchtfrom the con- sideration of the way you are to go» Though in ma- ny places it may be rugged and hard, as ycu already perceive, yet it is -always very ftreighc and eafle to hit ; having none of thofe windings and turnings in it that perplex and intricate men in the contrary putaj which, me-thinks, is no fmall comfort to a Traveller^ Do you not fee how many thoufand Arts-men are at the labour to devife how they may cheat and circirn- vent their neighbours ? Whata numberof fliifts they are put unto to make good a Lie, and to palliate a, piece of knavery 1 W hat a lot's they are at forneclmes to compafs their revenge , or to fatisfie an uncharte defire ? And what a vaft burden of cares they are af- flicted withal who do not depend on God C Wruc troublefome thoughts, what fears and frights, what difcontents and difgufts, and fuch like paifions as di- fturb iheir quiet they are continually peftercd with- aj 8 ^e Parable of the Pilgrim'. *1W There is none can tell you how thefe men wan- der up and down, and are at their wits end, and when one way fails, are put with as much uncertainty to de- vife a new, to attain that which they defign. Where- as the ways wherein I would lead you , are fimple and plain, and lye Co openly before your eyes, that you need not ftudy what you have to do. Every body mayfoon know what Juftice is, and there needs no Art at all to define it. To live purely, to forgive ene- mies, to truft in God, and to fpeak the truth, are things of no intricacy, and will not torture your mind for one moment to know what belongs unto them. They are very fkaight paths, and there are no laby- rinths in which they involve you. Bring but honelty enough^ and there needs not much wit, and no cunning at all to follow thefe courfes. Do but confider this well, and you will think it a great happinefs to follow Jefus. For the obtaining of whole Love and Favour, of his Reft and Peace, you need not ufe any bafe Arts, nor praclife'deceitful Tricks, nor work Treafons,nor be at the charge to calumniate your neighbours, nor take the pains to lie and couzen, to cog and flatter, to hu- mour the lufts of men, to contradict your reafon, and wound your confcience. It will coft you neither bad Nights, nor unquiet Sleep, nor vexatious Days, nor careful thoughts ; it will (land you neither in the lofs of honour, nor the lofs of life and happinefs ; but in natural and eafie ways, in pleafant and fafe cour'cs you may provide for the immortality of them both. I cannoc but call them pleafant, becaufelam allured that when you are once uied to the Road, you will find the mod rugged ways to be more delightful, and in all regards more eafie to the Pilgrims feet, than any of thofe are, which lead unto the oppofite Countries. The greateft ..- difficulty The Tarahle of the Pilgrim. , ?5> difficulty will beat the firft entrance, as indeed it ufes tobein the beginning of all other labours ; but when you and the ways are once acquainted, 1 am confi- dent you will not be perfwaded to turn into any other paths, though you were infallibly alibied they would lead you ro the imperial Throne, and make you Lord of the World. There is never a ftep of your Journey fas it were eafie for me to demonstrate ) but it will have fomerhing of fweetnefs in it ; ycur foul will clofe withj every thing that you have to do, no-iotherwife than your ftomach embraces the meat it loves $ you (hall notftay for all your peace till you come to Jefus- at Jerusalem, but he will make you know that all his rvxys xre pleafantnefs^ and alibis paths are peace. And here I cannot but call to mind a pretty Fable; D/on.Pmf. eras the Author of it faith, a mod whclKom and fa- ^ *•*•*«* cred Story, under the Scheme, and in the Habit of a Tale i, which will well reprefeat unco you the eafinefs and pleafantnefs of the way to Jerufalem^ and much en- courage you in it. It is defigned indeed to mew how much more fafe, facile, and happy it is for a Prince to rule his Subjects by his Laws, than by an abfolute will, and licentious power ; but it may indifferently ferve to inftruct all manner of perfons (who fe.jk the way to Happinefsas well as they, and may be taught by their great examples) how fecurely and comfortably they live, who obferve the Laws of their Saviour, above thofe whofe Luft is their Law, and that have no other meafureofgoodnefs but their own fenfual defues. It is in a Writer, I grant, that knew nothing of Jerttfalem^ but this will give you the greater plea ure, to hear that your way thither is fo lure, that you may learn fomething of it from every body , even from thoie that The Parable of the Pilgrim* that are but grangers to the place. The Story is this i when Hercules was yet but a little Youth educated at Thcbes.Mercury was one day fent to him from Heaven, that he might make a trial of lots inclinations, and encou- rage him in all vertuous and noble undertakings. For this endhe carried him in unknown ways to the top of an high Mountain, which it would be too long to give you a defcription of an my Authors words. Thus much it it necefjary for you to know, that it feemed but one to thofe who flood at the foot of itj having but one root, and one body as far as their eyes could reach;but indeed was par- ted into two Hills before it came to its utmofl height^ which were alfo very widely diflant the one from the o- ther. The one of the [e was called the Royal Tower jW the Temple of King Jupiter : The other had the name of the Tyrannical Fort, the feat in old time of the proud Ty- phon, whom Jupiter Jlruck down with Thunder from Heaven. To thefe two there was a fever al accefs;andthe way to that where Royalty dwelt was very fafe,wide and plaWyfothat a man might a fee nd even in a chariot to that lofty place, without any danger or fear of falling: But to the other the way was narrow^ crooked, andfo dange- rous, that a man mujl creep upon, his hands and feet who intended to come thither. Nay, fo full of hazard it was, that many who adventured to go in it, had been {een to precipitate themfelves, and were utter- ly lop in a great Lake which was at the bottom of it. To thofe who beheld them afar off, they feemed, as if aid before, to be but One • hut the Royal Hill was far mere eminent, lifting its head above the Region of the Airland enjying the benefit of the pure skie • and the other was more depreffed, having a cap of Clouds continually upon its head,fo thick andfggie, that they made it an obfeure and The T arable of the Tilgrim. 1 4 1 And difmal place. Now Hercules being brought thither^ and having the nature of this Mountain thus [bown to him, was already touched witbfo much ambit i Peace. She thatjlandsjujl before the Queen, and even- touches her Scepter, an antient gray -headed Matron, firong, and as thotteafily feeji, very magnanimous, she- if called Law, or as others fometimes name her, Right Reafon, A per fon who u of her ?t -ivy Council, and ne- verfiirs from her, without whom it is a crime to do,, or fo much as to think any thing. It would be too tedious to relate how the T out h was raf- vijhedwith this fight, andhowhe endeavoured to print his wind with it, fo that he m-'ght never forget. But in (hort, he gazed fo long upon Baiilea, and her Royal At- tendants, that Mercury was fain to call to hint, and bid him not to fpend his whole time in that contemplation, but to defcend a little w'.thhim.and look a while upon the other place alfo, which was not unworthy of his obfervx- tion. And indeed he thought with him felf that it might be 77;. nor could fbe by all her care make her felfto fit in quiet ; but often flared round about her,andflarted up, or leaped out of her Throne, as if fbe fate uncafi'y, or apprehended > fome approaching danger .Gold fbe fome times filthily kept in her very bofom ; fome times in a fright threw it abroad among the people^ and then again [hatched it out of their hands, and was fo greedy of it jtbatjbe pillaged every body that had but the leafl grain of it abent them.. And mt to- name her garments which he fays were of divers colours, fbe her felf ufed to be of as many colours a.i they. Bein% fometimesin Fears Sometimes in Anger ^Sometimes trcu- bledwith aft ofjealoufte, andfometimes over-confident of her felf and others. Now beingveryhumbie andfervile-, arid prefently after proud and infolent ; at this moment laughing very loudly, and the next as bitterly bewailing feme misfortune or other. They that were about her aft nere ; I 77;e f arable of the Pilgrim. ?45 vtcre as different from the Attendants beforenamd.asfh; btrfelf was from tbcQvecn.Tbcir names were^Qrucuy^ Cmu.i'ii'ly, Iniquity jWSedition., who all ferved only to cor- - hundwitb the fetters of Laws. That it was below htm to be fubjecf to the Fancies is great ejteem as any of the Vertue s he bad beheld* but his "Judgement which he had given in favour of Ba- filea he pr ai fed and commended as it did deferve, and having told it unto Jupiter, that was the tbiug, they fay, •which gained him the Empire of the world, and moved the Heavens to commit all Mankind to his care and Government. I doubt I have tired you with this long Story, but I (hall not troub'e you much further. Nor {hall I ftudy to (how you how fitly may hence bereprefented theHappinefsof all other men in rheir feveral condi- tions who take the ways of Piety, and the MifeYy of all the reft who tread in any other path ; for you are of capacity to do this fervice for your felf. Ail that I (hall fay is only this, That to the men of this world they feem the very fame as the Mountain in the ftory did: And becaufe all things here fall alike to all, they think it is all one what courfe a man holds if it be but conformable to his own appetite. But you may look upon mc if you pi cafe as'ftandingin the place and qua- lity of a Mercury to you, to (hew you the Holy Hill of God, and the beauteous City v hich is built upon it, . andtheGlorious Monarch v. hich inhabits it, together with the way v. hich leads thrher, and ihevaft advan- tages- 2_ . 8 TI* flVafc/e of the Pilgrim] cages which it hath over that Babel which men have built in their own fancies, and which would fain reach up to Heaven, but tumbles down together with them into endlefs ruine. And truly I cannot but fancy you to be another couragious Hercules, who feeing how high the afcent to that City is, and over what difficul- ties you are to climb, yet are not ac all difmay'd, but j refolvcd to march in the way thither, though all the 'Silver and Gold, all the Jollity and pleaiure of the World mould lye in the way on the other fide. The Heavens no doubt applaud your choice, and they bid me tell you it (hall be well rewarded, nay, I have al- ready mown you that you mult needs be more happy inthatcourfe than in any elfe that can be invented. For though the Hill be high and. fteep which you are to mount, yet the way is plain and eafie, pleafures guard it round about, and a glorious place it brings you unto at the laft. As you will totally eicape thoie , ways wherein, according to the ftory now told, there are nothing but intricacy and uncertainty, mifts and darknefs, trouble and forrow, anxiety and difquiet, and in a word a great deal of pains to make a man doubly miferable: So you will be conducted in plain natural, and unpcrplexcd paths, in paths of pleafure and peace, of confidence and ailiirance, of light and ferenity,of fetlednefs andfteadinefs of mind, which will not let you be a ftranger to an abundant happinefs. I know the pretended fatisfaclions in the other way may make a greater mow, and appear more fplendid, accompanied with more pomp and noife: but if you be in love witli ftill and filent joys, with grave de- lights and ferious pleafures, they are only to be found in th s way which I have pointed you unto. You (hall never tremble in the midft of thefe enjoyments, nor mall The f arable of tie Pilgrim. 249 (hall you be troubled with fear left you (hould lofe your happinefs. There are no mock- Tmiles here, when the heart is wrung within : but the eafe of the mind makes the countenance fmooth, and the joy of the heart cafts a fplendor into the eyes, and a fweetnefs into the face. You (hall never be flittered and cheated here with the delufions of momentary piealures: but every tafte you have of joy (hall bean alTuranceof an everlaftiqg feli- city. Nay, you (hall give a great joy to others alfo, and pleafe them as well as your felf. You (hall make all that are about you to rejoyce, and their content- ment will be an addition to your own. The fatisfa- clion of making others happy, and feeing them full of comfort by your means, will not let you doubt of your own happinefs, nor want that peace which you give to them. And then after all this, you (hall find your felf at laft, though not made Mafter of all this World ; yet brought to Jerusalem the City of the great King, of the Lord of all * there to reign with him in eternal Glory. CHAP. XXIV. Upon the Pilgrims requefl, the Guide enters into a fur- ther defer iption of the Pleafures of the Way to Jeru- faiem ; and dnfrvers fame fcruples of his about it. The difficulty of the beginning of his journey. Of taking up the Crojs that might lie in his way • and fuch like things, I Will not undertake to exprefs to you the filent ad- miration wherewith the Pilgrim entertained this difcourfe. He looked upon him with no lefs wonder K k than 250 The ftarahleoftheTil&rim,. than if he had thought him an Envoy from Heaven* and taken him to bedifpatched with amefl'age imme- diately from God to tranfport him thither. He was almoft loft in a new paiTion, and if it had not been for fear that the good man would here make an end if he did not entreat him to continue his difcourfe, he had abandoned himftlf to thofe pleafant imaginations which the telling of that ftory had raifed in his mind. But recovering himfelf from their inricements , he got leave of them to fpeak to his Guide to this ef- fect. Ah Sir, what a favour have you done me i In- to what a delightful train of thoughts have you led me? It is impoflible to relate the pleafure you have now given me. I do not think that your felf can be- ftovv the like upon me by any other means, but only by making this Story a little longer. You do it a great deal of wrong, I allure you, in calling it tedious > for if it were la vful to gratifie my felf in the way that Ifanfiemoft, I mould wifh that it might laft to the end of my life. You are a true Mercury'vn&zzd-, the Orator of the Great King, the interpreter of God. Youarefent to do me.a double kindncfs ; firft to be. my Guide, and then to ravifh me into the way you fhew me, by your eloquence. May not the celeftial natures be prefumed to have fome Patience, as well as fomuch Charity < Shall I offend you if 1 defire a more particular defcription of the eafe and pleafure which you promife me in my way < or cannot you flay fo long as-to pull-a little fcruple out of my mind, and tell me how this way can be lb broad as your Story faith, fincel have learnt of one more Sacred that it isftrait and narrow ? I know I am indebted to you but too much for the favours you have already doneme ; And except it be in my hearty- wiflies I- can never be fo bountiful The f arable of the Pilgrim. 2 5 1 bountiful as you have been. But yet give me leave to fay that this exceflive freenefs, is a temptation to run further in your debt. If you had been more referved at the firft, you had made me more modeft 5 but now that you have been fo prodigal of your counfel, par- don me if I think that I have nothing elfe to accufe of my confidence, I f you would not have had me become fuch a Beggar, you mould not have been fo generous : you mould either have withheld your hand fooner, or not be offended that I implore a frefti tafte of your li- berality. Go on, good Sir, to add my obligations : for though they are lo great already, that you force me to be ungrateful by leaving me no power, not fo much as that of words, to thank you ; yet let me fee you take fuch a plea fure in doing of good, that you think your felf fufficiently paid for what you have done , by gaining mens wills to a hearty defire of receiving more. I am no Mafter of eloquence, faid the Guide, but you are beholden, as I told you, to a Stranger for that pleafant description. It is enough for me if I can point at the w^y to Heaven, and give you fome plain and familiar directions how to find it. But you muft per- fwadeyour felf to learn and follow thofe inftruttions,, and notexpecttheafliftanceof any Rhetorick of mine to woo your heart to entertain them. And truly if I may judge by what you juft now faid, you have power enough in your own hands to charm your affections, and infinuate what I teach you into their favour. You may be indebted to your felf more than to me ; and owe your happinefs 'rather to your own perfwafion, than any Oratory that I can imploy. But yet if jyou can be content with fuch dry narrations, as I am able to make^ Kk 2 you Tft The Parable of the Tilgrim. you cannot demand any thing with more eafe, than I ihall yield to the fatisfaclion of your defires. It will be no trouble to me, I allure you, to prolong my dif- courfeonthis delightful theme,, and I (hall more gra- tifiemy felf thereby than obligeyou ;, though I muft needs fay that I think there is not fo much need of it as you may imagine. You may take this upon my credit, that you will better experiment the pieafure of your way as you go along, than it is poffible to perceive it bythemoft accurate defcription which can be made of it by the Pen or Tongue of man. You have often, no doubt, tafted the fweetnefs of Honey : but fuppofe you had only feen the golden colour of it with your eyes, or only heard a graceful Speaker make an Oration in its praife, would either of thefe have made you ac- quainted with it, fo well as one little lick with your tongue is able to do I The cafe is not at all different here, and therefore begin to profecute your resolution prefently of travelling to Jcrufalem •, go to the ways themfelves to learn their pleafantnefs • for they will teach you more in an inftant, than I can do by many of my long Difcourfes. But yet that ycu may not ima- gine I put you off, and refer you thither only to fpare my pains, I /hall at leaft give you fome fausfa&ion in. the truth of what I fay, and convince yourreafon that you muft needs find the ways you are to pafs very de- Kghtfulnotwithftanding all thofc difficulties which you may meet withal. All the actions of nature you will grant to be very pleafant, for they flow from us with eafe and facility • and they alfo tickle us as they pafs along, becaufe they runfmoothly, and do not grate upon us. Now there is nothing plainer than that the ways of Temperance, Charity ■, The Tarable of the Pilgrim*. 2 ^ Charity, Truft inGod, and fuch like wherein you are to walk, are mod conformable to the right frame and constitution of your foul. You will move confonantty to your own Principles which God hath naturally in- dued you withal : you will but follow the inclination of rational nature, and that in its higheft improvement, which mud needs yield you the higheft delight and fatisfadtion. Will you but be pleafed for the proof of this to ask your foul a few Qjeftions < I am confident: if it go about to refolve them,icVill give it felf a fenfe of the goodnefsofthe paths of Piety; and without any other evidence than they carry in themfelves, it will pronounce that they are far eafier, and fo infinitely more fweet than any that oppofe them. I appeal to you, and to all the World, whecheritbenotabufinefs of quicker difpatch to forgive an injury, than to take revenge for it f whether he doth not more feek his own eafe and repofe, who ftudies to forget the malice of men towards him, than he that fuflfersthe remem- brance of ic to ferment and boil perpetually in his mind i Is it not a bufinefs of lefs difficulty to be peace- able and quiet, than to be ever contending, quarrelling and falling out with our neighbours? And what toil is there in fitting ftill, and not fo much as lifting up our hands, and on the other fide what labour infighting, and beating, and wounding one another? Is it not far more eafie to hold ones peace, than to rail and revile, asmuchaswepleafe? Which puts us to more pains?' to fay nothing but well of others, cr to be always finding fault, and ftill fpeaking evil of 'them i Meek- nefs teems to me to be far lefs troublefome than anger and rage. Charity is more eafie and delightfome, than covetoufnefs and fcraping up of wealth. To drink little is fooner and eafier done, than to drink and % . 4 The far able of the Vtlgrm. and fwill as if we were in a perpetual Feaver. And! cannot fee what fliould hinder you from confefling in- flantly that it is a thing of far more eafe and facility to live by Faith iu Go I, to depend on his providence in honeft ways, and co caft our burden upon him, than to be always careful and felicitous, to be ever vex- ing our felves with worldly thoughts, and to be de- viling (hifcs and naughty Arts how to get more than we need. Is it any burden to praife God for theblef- fings he fends us i Or, is it not more natural than to praife and commend our felves, to which all men feem fo forward i And how can it be fo toilfome to pray to him for what we want, as it is to fpend our time in a laborious diligence, without a ferious and hearty ac- knowledgement of him ? To be humble and modeft is far more agreeable, than to bear it high, and lift up our felves above others. It is nothing fo hard to obey Govemours, as to be turbulent, and fall into rebel- lion againft them: Yea, to fuffer wrongs breeds us lefs moleftation than to do them. To be patient cre- ates us not half fo much trouble, as it doth to vex, anc fret, and fume within our felves. To rejoyce in God is a thing that more gratifies, than all the pleafure of fenfe. And even to mourn for our fins doth give! more fatisfaction, than to mourn and grieve for worldly lofles. It would be a very eafie matter, I believe you dif- cern to make a longdifcourfe on this argument : as a' fo to (hew that befides the eafe and the pleafure thu there is in doing thefe things, they leave alio a certaii joy and contentment when they are done. They tha hold the courfe into which you are entring, do fee that every ffrp they take leaves a cerrain print behind The T arable of tk Pilgrim. 7^ It, which it is an infinite delight to reflect upon. They enjoy a repofe and fecurity in their conferences, which is not to be uttered: and remain in great tranquillity all their lives. There is no body that cm rob them of their pleafures •, neither can any man intercept them, and hinder them from coming into their fouls ; nor will they themfelves be ever weary of them, ordclire to make an exchange of them for fome other content- ment. There is no difguft in thofe holy delight;. They breed no d.flike by their frequent enpymenr. They depend not as others do on infinite circumftan- ces, whereof the want of any one makes them either odious or unprofitable, but they have a conftant caufe, and depend but upon one thing, which is al- ways prefent, and infeparablc from all good foul*. They live without fear in their pofleflions, and with- out difhufl in their wants. They do not blufh in the company of others ; nor do they tremble when they are alone. They are not bitten with remorfe, nor covered with fhame for what is paft; and their pre- fent condition is not troubled with any difquiet ; and they have nothing but fair and goodly hopes for the time to come. In fine, they are the portion of God in the World, they are his treafure, they are his delight and his joy : and whenfoever he makes them know fo much, there is not an higher plcafure that the heart of man is capable to poflefs. To make joy in Heaven, to give delight to the King of the World, O what a ra- vifhment is it < What glorious hopes doth the thought of itinfpire us withal < It would make any nun cry cut, I will be good ; I vow that I will be good, though ( the whole World mould oppofe me in it. Your very flelh will confent to be one of the Subjects of Jcfirs, if you do but let it know the happinefs that he wilt bring 2j6 , Tlief arable of the Pityiml __ bring unto ir. It. will become a Votary to him, when you underftand how much the better it (hall fare for that repofebf your mind, and the conltant pleafure of a regular life. Your very ftomach cannot but com- mend his meafures,and fubmit it felf to his Laws, who lays no burden upon it, but rather eafesit of all its loads. It will complain of your unkindaefs if you de- ny it the favour of being abfolutely governed by his will. There is never a drop of blood in your body, but had rather be fpilt in his fervice, than that you ihould refufe hisblefled life, which leads to fuchendlefs felicity to the whole man. Confult every thing about you: Take advice of every thing that belongs to you . * and it will confefs that there is no fuch Matter of plea- fure in the whole world as the Holy Jefm ; that it is the greateft Epicurifm to be one of his Followers ; and that if a man mould ftudy till the Worlds end, he would ne- ver caft himfelf into fuch an ecftafie of joy, as the know- ledge and belief of what he hath promifed , and an heart full of love to him proportionable to that belief, will put him into. And therefore it is a wonder that the Voluptuaries of the World go to any other School than his, to learn the Art of making much of them- felves. Here is true pleafure ; here is the very (pring of all contentment. It is the very infcription upon the door or entrance of Chrifts School, that Bbjfed are the poor in fpirit^blejjedare the pure in heart, bleffedare the meek, bleffed are the peaceable, bleffedare the merciful^ _ yea bleffed are they that mourn, and that fufer for righ- teoufnefs fake. Nor are thefe vain brags, and empty boafts , like the Papers which Empiricks fet. upon ports pretending to the cure of all difeafes. But if any man will try, he ihall find all this to be the very truth ; he (hall preach this doftrine himfelf to the World, he . m[ m TbeTarableoftbeTilgrim. 2 57 ■Hull avow it confidently to all that he meets, that Je- fus only brings true reft to their fouls and bodies. Nor is the cryal of fuch difficulty that you or any man elfe fhould refufe it. When you have left my company, and are retired to your felf, do but fix your mind, as long as you are wont to do on lefier bufinefles, upon thefe truths $ that Jejus is exalted at the right hand of Cod, that he hath received a Kingdom and Glory from the Father, that he hath power to raife up you to fie with him in his Throne, that he will infallibly take you up to himfelf, that you may be there where he is, and behold the Glory which God hath given him • and then tell me if ever you felt any thing touch your heart with fuch a pleafure as the bare contemplation of thofe divine enjoyments. The very fancy of ihem is delight- ful. Such a dream, if a man was in it, he would noc lofc for all that he fees here. He would be troubled to be awaked, and fliut his eyes again, wiihing that it may know no end. And therefore the afTurance of thefe things to be a certain truth, which the Holy Ghoft coming down from Jefus hath given to us, muft needs give us a far greater fatisfaclion. A fatisfaction as much beyond that of fancy, as a fenfible enjoyment is beyond a dream. And what the contentment will be if we fuffer thefe truths to go down to our hearts, to ravim our wills, to breath imo us the Love of Je- fus, and to bring all thofe Blejfed Vertttts into our efteem and affection, 1 have not power enough to ex- prefs. But as you love your foul, do not deny it your beft endeavour, that before this day be at an end, you may have a real feeling of it. And now it may be fit for your fuller conviction in this particular, to bid you rum your eyes to the con- L 1 ditioa ,25$ . Tl?e Parable of the Tilgm. dition of other men who are ingaged in a quite coh- trary courfe : and you will foon lee that to be a plea- fant path wherein I conduct you, by the mifery and confufion which you will difccrn in their lives. It will not be long before you be fatisfied, that they are not in a ftate of nature. They will-prefendy diicover to you, that they are not as they mould be: Nay, that they would be Something elfe, than what they are ; and that long ufe and cuftom hath rendred contradi- ctions familiar to them. T here is not one of them buc he loves that which he hates, and purfues that which heflyes, andpraifes that which he cannot buc alfodif- commend. There are ftrange feditions and clamings in their de-fires, and they are tofled about with I know not how many contrary winds. They all defire to be rich, and yet this very defire will not let them be Co. They fear nothing more than need, and yet they are ever in great want, and cannot be filled. For they always think that which they have to be lefs than that which they have not • and they take that which is prefent to be fo little, that it is not worth the no- tice in compare of what they expect in time to come. And is there any greater confiftency in their defires ofpleafuref Alas, they purfue mirth, but they ever pull upon their heads a great deal of forrow; They would have nothing at all but fweetnefs : and the more greedy they are of it, the greater is their bitter- nefs. When they think to heighten their delights, they quite deftroy them, and take them away. When they would leave no place empty, they are fo full, that they cannot feel them. Do not you fee all this veri- fied in drunken fools i Where is their pleafure after their Understanding is once blafted with the fumes of Wine i A Spunge is as good a Judge as they of plea- fures, The Parable of the P'tlgr'm. 259 fures, which, without any difference fucks in the beft and the word of liquors. And as for Death, Which of them is there thac doth not fear it, and yet they take no care at all to live * They dread difeafes, and yet they will not abftain from noxious and umvhole- fomcthings. When any trouble fills upon them, then they wi(h they were out of the world, and blefs thofe that are dzxd 5 and yet when death comes, though they are never fo ill, they wi(h it would ftay a little longer. They hate many times to live, and yet they are afraid to dye. They think them happy who are in the other world, but yet they are loth, to come among them. They cry out of the evils which they fuffer, and yet they would fain fpin out the mod mi- ferablelife to the grcateft length. But there is ano- ther thing that is ftranger than this. For you have often heard them complain (I believe J of the great fcarcity of time, and yet which of them is there that is not fo prodigal of it, as if he had half an Age to fpare c They fay that it runs away very fwiftly from us, and yet they fpur on their hours> and would have them flye away fafter than they do, as if they had too ma- ny of them. Thereare but a few feafons, they fay,' in time, and yet they let thofe opportunities grow old in their hands, and fuffer them to be bald before they mind to apprehend them; And did you ever mirk how they deal one with another i Each man fiTpecls his fellow, becaufe he deferves to be fufpected himfelf.. Every one is afraid to be deceived, and labours all he can to deceive. He hath a great mind to be revenged, and yet he would not have Jufticc it felf take any ven- geance of him. He hates Tyranny, and yet he would, fain be the Tyrant. He would have all men fubjeel to thofe Liws, which he hath no mind to obferve. He Ll 2 accufes differt. 20. I 66 Th* far able of the Tilgritn. accufes many things as bafe, but will not (lick to do them. And on the contrary, he holds good fortune in great eftimation, but cares not a ruth for venue, which yet he acknowledges deferves only to be fortunate. mx. ryr. philofophers themfelves have been afhamed to tee how they all behave themfelves in every condition like un- conftant fools. They abhor War, but cannot tell how to live in Peace. *They are miferably dejected if they be made (laves 5 but are fo infoknt in liberty, that they draw fervitude upon them. They defire children;and when they have them, take no careabouc them. They would leave them eftates ; but no ver< tue to ufe them well, and to preferve them. They de- fire to have their Family alway flourim ; but breed them fo, as if they meant it mould dye with the next Generation. Nay, God himfelf is not better ufed by them. For they pray to him, as if he was able to do them good ; and yet they affront him, as if it was noc in his power to do them hurt. At other times they fear him, as if he could feverely punifli, and yet for- fwear themfelves, as if he had no Being but only when they pleafed. But that I may not run into infinite par- ticulars, let us once for all take a view of thofe who would attain to great honours, and fee by what low, mean, and fer vile practices they labour to afcend unto them; There is nothing which their heart abhors more than fubjection to others, and yet they are forced to the baieft probations. They ftoop to the very feet of thofe, upon whofe heads they would tread. They kifs thofe hands, which they wim a thoufand times were cut off, if they oppofe their defigns. Their veryidlcnefsisin action day and night. The comple- ments and ceremonies they beftow upon others, are u bufinefs of greater trouble, than the 'ruling of Pro- vinces, Tbefarable of the ^ilgrm. 2£t vinces, and difpofing of Kingdoms. Ic may feem ft range, but there is nothing truer, That if a man would climb to the higheft place in the world, ic isne- cellary he fnould become lame, and breath ftnrt, and take fuch little fteps, as if a long Ague had but juft left him to the ufe of his Ieggs ; and in one word, feem al- together unfit for thebufinefs he defigns. You know what a glory it is to be the fuppofed Head of all Chri- ftendom. And yet they that are well acquainted with the ways to tha* office, tells us in plain terms, that he mud keep his Bed, and ufe all the Arts which Phy- fick can afllft him withal, not to be well, but to be ill > who hopes to attain that dignity. He muft puc him- felf into a feavourilh heat ; he muft beg the help of de- fluxions and catarrhs > he muft procure a pale look, and a meagre afpe<5t ; he muft cough at if he was cal- ling for his grave; or elfe he muft lofe that place which will not comeateafier rates. And now what think you * Are not thefefTne ways to glory t Have not they a great mind to trouble themfelves, that pur- chafe trouble at fo great a price i For the rifing to high places ( as a wife man of our own obferves ) is ve- ry laborious, and by pains men come to greater pains : Nay, it is fometimes very bafe, and by indignities men come to dignities. Perhaps this ambitious fool doth flatter continually thofe whom be hates : He applauds and praifes thofe whom he defpifes : He admires all that is ill done : He approves of all that a wicked and debauched appetite defires : He fpeaks again ft his con- fcience ; and fmiles on him whom he could bite and faften his teeth upon with all his heart. He diftembies ail his refentments ; and though he love revenge as well as his life, yet he is put to the pains of ftifiing all thofe paifions which are itsfervants. Thereris^a fire in %()1 Tl?e farahle of the Pilgrim'. in bisbsnes/and he dare not give it theleafl; Vent, that others may feel it as well as himfelf. He (wallows all the affronts which a Porter gives him at a Great mans Gate; and he bribes thofe with gifts whom he withes dead, that he might enjoy their places. And when he is mounted to the top of his defires, Ibeleech you, on what Pinacles doth he tread t Which are fo fmall, that there is but a little between him and the danger of a fall ; and withal fo (harp, that they wound the feet which tread upon them. And did you never perceive the delight that fome men take in laughing at the meannelsof the extraction of this Meteor.? The greateft honours are not able to cleanfe the blemi(hes of his fa- mily. And when he hath done all that he can, bold fpirits will throw in his face the dirt from whence he is fprung * and wound him with a remembrance that he is but a New Man. But then if one of thefe perfons chance to drop down to the place where we was before, and become the ob- ject of fcorn, in what a fad condition is he? When the Play is ended, and the high-heel'd Buskins are pull'd off which raifed him above ochers, and the gaudy cloaths are torn from his back, and he returns to his firft form ; be becomes a defpicable creature even to himfelf. So mad a thing it is to judge of a man by the height of honour, to which he is advanced, for it is as if you would take the meafure of a ftatue by the pe- deftal on which it ftands. But befides all this, the confeience he hath of his crimes will render him ftill more miferable, becaufe it will ever put him in min that he deferves his mifery. And as for others, it will likewife be a dangerous thing for any man to under- take the protection or comfort of fuch a perfen, who Tie Tafatle of the Pilgrim: 2fa is known to have merited his misfortune. Nay more than this we have heard of fuch fools, that before they had loft all their imaginary happinefs, have deprived themfelves of the remainder, out of vexation that ic did not continue as great as before. So that great glutton Apitius having wafted the beft part of his eftate, and finding but two hundred thoufand Crowns remaining • imagined himfelf a Beggar, and drunk a draught of poifon ,. becaufe he thought he had not fufficient to maintain his ancient riot. For which he was foundly j:ered by one of the Sages of thofe days ; who faid this was the moft wholefome draught that ever he made, which put an end to fuch a dufolute life. Thus, you fee, thefe vitious men are fo hated while t'ley are alive, and their memory is fo perfecuted when t ley are dead, that I believe you would not ftand in one of their places. And the more injuries they have done to others, toraife themfelves ; the more odious they grow, and the more curfes follow them to their graves. So toiUbme it is to follow thofe courfes, that men will not fuffer them to reft in peace even in the Sanctuary and common refuge of all the miferable, ^ They thac did not know how to be revenged on their perfons while they were here, are wont to fall up m the Phantafm which they have left of themfelves in their imagination ; and to wreak their fpleen upon their memory, and ftab their reputation. They pleafe themfelves in their greatnefs for a while, and then they piy very dearly for it. Nay, the time of their plea- fureis fo fmall, that they come to it by a far longer time of pains-, and when they enjoy it, they fcarce know- how to diftinguifli the moments of the one from thofe of the other ; for pains are either mingled with their a£4 . TbeVarahkofthPityritn. their pleafures, or prcftntly tread upon the heels ot them. All which, when I confider, it calls to my mind the Story of the Fool, who patting through the Foreft of Rxvenna,^ he came from Rome, filled a whole Wallet and a Pillow-bear top full of Flys, Gnats and Hornets, of which that place affords good (lore, and of no fmall bignefs, to bring them home with him. Whither when he was arrived, he Tent to his friends and kinsfolks roundabout, defiringtofcethem, that he might pre- sent them with fome rarities and curious things which he had brought from Rome. Though they knew him to be a Ninny, yet they could not imagine him to be fuch a Sot as afterward they found him ; but fan- cied that he might have light upon fomethingin his Journey, which might be worth one of theirs to go and fee it. But when they were met together, and were come into his Chamber, after many complements and great expectations, he had nothing to entertain them withal, but a huge number of thole troublefome creatures which he poured out of his bags upon them ; thinking becaufe of their various colours that they were precious things, and would yield a fine fight un- to his friends. They laught a little at the jeft at firft • but they foon felt there was no caufe, when they found them about their ears, and flying in their faces, and their eyes in fuch a manner, that it was no fmall affli- ction and pain unto them. Ju ft fuch, mechinks, is the condition of thofe who live in fin. They are pro- mifed fine things, and fecret delights by the tempta- tions which fend to them, and' invite them into their fociety. Great hopes are given them of new pleafures, and fuch rare facw factions as hitherto they have not met The f arable of the filgrim* ^ met withal. And they are fuch Fools as to believe their imagination, or an idle companion, vvhointices them by fair Speeches ; though they know very well how often they and others have been deluded by fuch flatteries. The fin indeed feems pretty at the firft • it makes them fome fport for a while, and you think that they are much pleafed. But alas 1 they come a great way for that fhort mirth, and it is fo trivial, that it is not worth a Flie 5 and at laft they are ftung worfe than by a whole neft of angry Wafps. Their Conscience is always buzzing fome evil in their cars 5 they are per- fected by it continually, and it follows them with ics fecret murmurs; they are tormented as with a fwarm of Hornets, which will never ceafe to trouble them as long as they flay there,and will not open the door and run away from their fins. And truly by this time it is like you will wonder that they mould be content to ftay in their company. You may very well ask, what do thefe men mean thus to trouble themfelves, when there is fuch a vifible way to their peace and quiet ? Why do not they break loofe from their fins, and feek their fatisfaction in fome other courfe ? Had they not better become good, than be at fo much pains to make themfelves miferably bad f They cannot but difcern, fure, that happinefs lies not in their Rode •, and that to enjoy repofe, they muft be- come the followers of Vertue. And to tell you my mind plainly, I verily think there jS a number of them would gladly be her fervants, if 1 0 be made fo might be wholly the A& of another, and not at all their own. They would think it a blefled change to do well, as naturally as they do ill: if this New Nature would but come into them of it felf, and not require M m their L 66 The Parable of the Pilgrim. their pains to quit the Old. They commend the ways of Venue, and think them happy who live tem- perately and chaftly < but how to get into them, there is the difficulty. They would gladiy find themfelves- there the very next moment, but to travel thither is a; bufinefs of too much labour. Their old life is a very great trouble to them, bat there is fome trouble alio in the beginning of a new. Though the way that I fhew you be fo pleafant, that they who are not in it cannot but have a mind to be tranflated thither ■ yet the entrance of it is not without fome difficulties. The flings which I told y>.uare in their Confcience, cannot be pulled out without more pain than they are willing to endure. It is a bufinefs of much anguifh to have the wounds which aremade.in their natures fearched and drefied, audfuch applications made,, as will draw out all the corruption aud filth. They had rather palliate their fores, than have them raked into, in or- der to their being healed.. It is a new thing to which we would engage them, and they apprehend it fo la,. borious alfo, that they think it better to continue as- they are, than with a great deal of pains to take up- on them another burden. They that aie free from their prepoflftffions, find excellent things to be very. if kfome when the fir ft begin to fet about them. With what unwillingnefs do children learn their firft Let- ters, though afterward it prove delightful to be able to read t And how hard do mod. men find the firft ftcp to any Science, which when they are a little Ma- tters of, is infinitely pleafant i And therefore every one muft expect, to find the gate to be ftrait which opens to that way wherein you are to travel.. There, all their old cuftoms are to be put off. There I know nothowmanydefiresofthefkmareto bedenyed and left The T arable tf the Tilgrirn. 2 6y left behind. There a man muft be ftript ftark naked. He muft become like a little child, and recuced juft to nothing in his own eyes, that fo he may be able to en - ter. And then alfo there are many ftrange paths pre- fent themfelves with which he hath had no acquain- tance } which is the caufe that many are affrighted and ftart back again, rather than they will undergo the trouble of prefling in at fo ftrait a paffage. Though, if it be well confidered, this is juft fuch a folly as if a man in a long Journey perceiving himfelf out of his way, mould chufe ftill to go on in his errour, rather than go back again, becaule of the many wearifome fteps which he muft be forced to take before he recover the right road. The further he goes on, the fur- ther is he out of his way 5 and confequently muft ne- ver come to his Journeys end, unlefs it be with greater pains hereafter, than thofe which he now avoids. But not to deceive you, ( nor forget a fhort Anfwer to your other doubc ) I muft alfo let you know, thac the way it felf, for a few of the firft miles, is very nar- row as well as the gate, though afterwards it be as wide and broad as heart can wifti. That which a man hath put off in refolution at his entrance into the way, he may find ftill to hang upon him when he comes to move, and very loth to be quite ftiaken off. His de- fires which he had contracted, may begin to ftir and to enlarge themfelves, and complain that they are con- fined too much, and reduced into too narrow a room. And fo it will ftill feem, till by often denials they grow content, and make room for nobler defires to fpring up in him. Then will he think himfelf prefled and ftraicned no more, when he finds his foul enlarged ano- ther way, and his appetites carried unfatiably toward Mm 2 diviner a 6% The farable oftheVilgriml diviner objects. Then he will not fay he is pent up, when he feels that the retrenching of his worldiy de- fires, hath fet his heart at liberty to go whither it na- turally would, without any reftraintsupon it. He will find that he is at eafe by being ftraitned 5 that he hath got his freedom by being bound up ; and that he en- joys as much as he defires, by denying and paring of his defires. It may feem indeed a ftrange way of en- larging our fouls, by bringing their defires into a nar- row compafs : but if you confider it, there is nothing truer than that it is much better, and more to our con- tent, not to defire fome things at all 5 than to deflrc them, and withal to have them as much as we defire. As for example ;, we fee men mad to have their fill of bodily pleafure. But how doth it fare witruhem at that feafon t Have not thefe defires brought a torment to them ? No doubt they have much more pleafure then in abftaining from that of which they were (o greedy •, than in continuing to enjoy ir. Why ihould. it not be thought better then to do that out of Vertue, which difordered Fulnefs forces them to f Is is not much more eligible to abftain out of choice, than not to forbear till we are contained ? Yes verily • and men would receive a greater fatisfa&ion in fubduing fuch mad defires, than it is poffible to do in the fulfilling of them. It is with thefe carnal people, faith one of the old Directors in the way tojerufalem^s if a man mould; be fo dry, that he calls for one cup after another, and though he drink never fo much,yethe cannot quench his thirft. Certainly fuch a man cannot be efteemed hap^ py,becaufe he never wants liquor, but hath fUIl at hand as much as he de/ires. No, he is the happy manr who feeling no thirft, is free from this neceflity of drinking fo much, and is no way urged to defire it. For the firft 77* Tar able of the (Pilgrim, 2 6q , h like a man in a burning Feaver,and [he oihcr like one that enjoys a perfect health. And there is another of them alio who verifies this in his own example. For he confefle?, that walking one day with fome Friends through the City of J ///.*//, having his head full of an Oration he was to make in the Empcroars praife, and his heart thirfting after Glory and preferment, which he thought it would procure him j and therewith very much contentment : He chanced to caft his eye upon a Beggar, who having newly received an Alms, was very blith, and of a pleafant countenance. At which fpectade, he fetcht a deep figh, and faid to his com- pany, What a mifchief is this that I mould thus drag my own infelicity after me by the fury of my defircs, and with fo much trouble feek in vain forthac facts- faction, which this poor fellow is already arrived sc without fomuch ado ? It is better by far to have none of thefe longings, than to take fuch pains, and perhaps without any fruit, to give them contentment. If we fliould have all that our defires crave, yet it is a fhorter way to make us happy, To be without them. F^r whydowedefirethofe Pleafares or Honours fo inor- dinately i Is it not for the fatisfa&ion and joy which we expect to meet with in them? But that we may have foonerif we can be rid of thofc defires. Efpe- cially fince by wanting them3 the foul hath leave to fill itfelf with better pleafures. Such pleafures as we can- not defire, but we fhall have them ; and which we can- not have, but we fliall be filled : and which by filling of irc do only more enlarge our fouls that we may re- ceive a greater fulnefs. But there is fomething frill more confiderable in thofc words of Jcfus, which have occafioned this dif- courfe, 270 Ik Tarable of the PUgriml courfe, for if che propriety of that word be examined,, whereby he expreffes the condition of the fray9 it tioth not feem to fignifie fo much the narrownefs of it, as the roughnefsjflminefs^ and external difficulties wherewith it is incumbred. There are many aftiiclions and croffcs which may lie in this way 5 and they deterr fo much « the more delicate fort, that they feem to be the greateft rub they meet withal , and the ftrongeft objection which they make againft what I have faid of the plea- fureof thefe paths. But let me tell you, that if you imagine it to be far more pleafant to live after the Flefh, than to take up your Crofs and follow Chrift in his fufferings j there is not a groiTer errour that can poilefs your mind. For be was made per feci through ' ' ' [offerings: And there was ajoyfetbefore him which made him endure the Crofs : And his followers bid us alfo re- Joyce in as much as we are partakers of the fufferings of Chrift, that when his Glory fhall be revealed, we may be glad alfo with exceedingly. Nay, for the prefent they fay we fhall feel our felves happy if we be reproached for the name of Chrift, for the Spirit of Glory and of God rejleth upon #*. It is a moft Heroick and Divine temper of mind, which exprefiesit felf in meek and chearful fuffering. Then we have opportunity to ufe the moft glorious vertues. Then thofe Graces of God mine moft illuftrioufly,whichelfe would be obfcured. And therefore one of thefe great fouls cries out and fays, James 5. 1 1. Behold we count them happy which endure. The braveft men that ever the World bred, were of the mind that there were no joys comparable to thofe, which are proper to couragious and patient Vertue. It was impof- fible to gratifie them more, you could not lay an higher obligation upon them, than if you prefented them with an occafion to (hew their Conftancy, their faith The f arable of the Tilgrhn. %27, Faith and their Valour. You know who he was that Tcfufed to be c.illedthe Son of a Kings daughter -7chr/fi 'ng rather to [ujfer affliction rvith the people of God, than t» enjoy the pie a fur cs of fin for a feafon • ejieeming the re- Heb. 11.25,2$ preach of Chrifi greater riches than the treafures of Egypt ; for he had refpctl to the recompence of reward. Nay 1 have learnt thus much from Heathens chemfelves Cfor I do not trunk them.unfit for my converfe) that it is neccifary for good men to enter into agonies and con- fids. They are in need of fomething or other to combat withal : and therefore afflictions and trou- bles are the Antagonijls of Vertuous fouls, without whom they could not be lawfully crowned: The Ge- nerofity then of ChrifHan Religion, lam lure, is fuch, that it will make you welcome Crofies, and ftretch out your arms to receive them with more refolucion and chearfulnefs than ever Pagans did. You have been a School- boy it is like in your time, and then you could not but hear as well as I, the Story of lllyjjes. How he was perfecutedat home and abroad ; hjw he encoun- tred Giants, barbarous and inhofpitable people $ how he was in danger of Witchcraft and inchantmencs : underwent cold Winters, Shipwracks, and Beggcry, being forced to wander about in raggs : And I can re- ceive no other account of all this from the Wife men of thofe days, but that he being a good nun, God %f:Jyr2'0 was plcafcd in meer love and Friendmip to him thus to ' '' ' 2°" cxercife and try his Vertue, proposing him as an ex- ample of the contentment which both God himfelf, and vertuous fouls do take in their induiing the hard- fliips which Heaven lays upon them. And what do they fay, think you of that great man Hercules , the be- ginning of whole Story you heard before? They tell us that he was beloved of God, and had the higheft place %7i The f arable of the Vtlgrim. place in bis Favour $ nay, they call him his fon, and fay that God committed to him the Government of the World. And yet he was always aflaulted with fome Monfter or other, and God would not fuffer his own child (as one of them fpeaks) to be nurfed up in idle- nefs and the delicacies of life. No, he fought with Lions, and Boars, and Serpents, and Tyrants, and Thieves ; and he was appointed to travel into ftrange , Lands, to crofs dangerous Seas, and to go through ter- rible Wildernefles and Defarts h And all to teftifie the I favour of Heaven to him that would thus imploy him. I No doubt his Father could have freed him from fuch conflicts, but he would not ; becaufe ( as they render j the reafon) it is not lawful for him to will any thing but that which ts be ft and mofi excellent. Or he might have i freed himfelf, and perhaps fome men would have ad- , vifed him to flee thefe dangers, and rather to quit his ' 'place, than expofe his life to fo many hazards. But' they knew not the pleafure which he found in his heart, when he remembred that we was thought wor- thy by God to be (ingled out to be his Champion 5 and that Heaven had not an ill opinion of him, nor judged him a weak and effeminate perfon. It was a ftrange contentment alfo to imagine that all thefe dangers prefentcd themfelves only that he might overcome them , and he felt that there was not half fo much pains in fighting, as there was pleafure in the very hopes of having the Victory. Nay, if he had perimed in the encounter, fo he had carried Victory out of the World with him, he would have thought himfelf crowned with an high fatis faction. He would have thought that he dyed more happily than Cowards live ; and that it was more glorious thus to end his days, than to fpin them out bafely to the longeft Age. BefidesJ The f arable of the Pilgrim. 7y* Befidcs, herein there being fo confiderablc a proof of the fincerity and fidelity of fuch perfons unco God, it cannot but pleafe them very much to reflect upon it. It yields them a great joy to remember that they have his approbation, and that after many fiery tryals, he finds that they are not indued with a counterfeit Ver- tue. Nay, it is fome joy to think that their enemies judge them fo confiderable, as to raife fuch mighty forces againft them , and fight fo many battels with them. They afiure them hereby, that they are more in their account than they could wifh. And that power which gave them a (hock, but could not make them, doth demonftrate the folidity of their fouls, and the great ftrength they have to refift fuch forcible im- preflions. I do not know whether it be a tale or no, but I have been told that among other ways, the Queen of sbeba, try ed the wifdom of Solomon, by offering certain Boys and Girls to be diftinguifht one from the other by him, when they were put into the very fame garb, and had been taught the fame gefturcs and carriage of their bodies : And that he calling for fome cold water, commanded them all to warn themfelves. Into which, the youths plunging their hands boldly, and then rubbing their faces very hard ; and the others tender- ly dipping their fingers, and only (leaking their faces over with it, he foon difcerned the difference ; and feparated them according to their fexes. Hardftiips will make a true proof of the ftrength and mafculine force of our fpirits; Profperity fas a wife man of latter times obferves ) doth beft difcover Vice, and Adver- fity makes the beft difcovery of Vertue. And as the one is not without many fears and diftafts , fo the N a other l7 4 Tfo t arable of the pilgrim.. other is not without its hopes and comforts : of which this is not the leaft, that Cod thinks hs wrthj to be the m n, in whom he would, make an Experiment, what Chrijlian fouls are able tojuffer. The Venue of Profpe-.. rity is Temperance, and the Vertue of Adverfity is Fortitude ; which in the account of. all the world is the more Heroical of the two, and yields thegreatefl Triumphs. Nay,. He fears not to fay, that Prosperity istbebleffingof the Old TeftamenL, and Advertity is the bleflingof the New, which carries the greater be- nediction, and the clearer revelation of Gods favour. And therefore do not take that ill, which to fuch a man as you is a mark of the Divine Love. Be not un^ willing that God fhould do you an honour, and be- ftow upon you ableffing. Let him have the pleafure of feeing you behave yourfelf gillant y. Deny him not that fpectade which is not to be had in Heaven, and for whichJie manifested hirafelf in flifli. Let it not repent him of his choice, if he pick out you for fome notable Combate. The General appoints the (touted men for the hardeft.fervice.. And they, do not fay, He bears an ill will to us, and owes us a fpite • but he bath an high opinion.of us, and intends to do us cre- dit. Do you. now iifue forth with an heart full of the fame thoughts, and take my word you (hall never want the noble ft pleafu res. You will thank God for placing you in the foremoft rank of Chrifthn Souldiers. You will. praife. him for efteeming a poor Pilgrim capable of fuch achievements. You will rejoyce to fee your felf herein preferred before the Angels: For if they can do more than you :. yet you can fuffer more than they. Nay, you will find your felf in the fellowfhip of the Son of God, who was never fo glorious as when he hung upon the Crofs 5 never triumphed, fo much as when. The T arable of the Pilgrim. 27 k when he Teemed to be trampled under feet h and then fpoiled principalities and powers, when he was robbed of all, and loft even life it (elf. CHAP. XXV. How the Pilgrim and hi* Guide parted. And rvitk what a brave Resolution he begun his Journey. WHen the Good Father ((ox fo we will hereafter call him ) had faid thofe words with fome others to the fame effeCl •, he told him, that now he thought it would be an injurious aft to hinder him any longer by his difcourfes, from going to prove the truth of what had been Card. If I am a Mercury (continued he with a little fmile) asyouhavebeenpleafedto fan- cy, I may have leave to make ufe of my wings and fly away. There remains nothing now to be done, but that which I cannot co for you ; and the greateft cour- tefie that is left in my power, is to keep you no longer from doing it your felf. Whereupon, after he had ex- horted him briefly to be ftrong in the Grace of Jefus Chrift, and to endure hardship as a good Souldier of his, He bade him heartily farewel, and put himfelf into a pofture of departing. But the pilgrim being forely afflicted within himfelf at this news, fuddenly caught hold of his Garment, which gently moved towards him as he turned about ; and in a concefl between joy and grief, uttered thefe words, as well as thofe pailions would give him leave. Let me intreat you, t)ear Sir, to prolong your patience fo far, as before you go away to receive my thanks for the good Directions you have furnifned me withal •, and to give your Bleffmg like- Nn 2 wife %7 4 Tie far able of the Ttlgrm wife upon a poor heart that is refolvcd by the help of Heaven inftantly to fee forth in this way which you have defcribed. If I had been born your Son, I could not have thought my obligations greater to you, chary now I feel them. Nay, Khali take the liberty to fay, That I ftand more indebted to your Piety, than I do to Nature. ■ For fancy oft-times makes Parencs, but itis^nly reafon, truth and goodnefs which have tyed my heart to you. And therefore fince I am the iilue of your mind, you way juftly expecl a greater reve- rence, love and obedience to your commands, than if 1 were the hTue of your body. I have heard|your dif- courfe Sir, with great Attention ; I have markt every particular paflage of it with diligence and care ; and fuch a guft hath every word given me which dropc from your mouth, that it hath leemed to me not many minutes long. It is not to be exprefied how your Gol- den Sentence pleafeth me, which you have put into my mouth. I am refolved to go along this Journey , chaunting it continually, with no lefs delight than the Birds are wont to do their Melodies. Nay, I cannot forbear ( and be not weary, I befeech you Sir, if I hold you longer than I thought ) but Imuft here before you renounce my own proper will, and proteft that l'de- fire nothing but to be what Jefu* would have me, and to be where Jefus, you fay, will bring me. O thou ene- my of God 1 my felf- will, that haft reigned fo long, come down from thy Throne. I proclaim War againft thee, and am refolved from this day forward to op- pofe all thy dtfires. I fet my felf here in open defiance to thee h I will have no peace with thee for one mo- ment ; becaufe thou art no friend of God, to whom I now deliver my felf. Let him be pleafed to come and reign in my heart, for lam abfolutely his. May it be his The parable of the Titgrim. 27 7 his will to accept of a poor Slave, -that devotes all his powers to his fervice. This I will begof him perpe- tually, that he would vouchfafe to let me know what his willis, and that {hall be my Guide, though my own will be never fo defirous to hold a contrary courfe. Let it pain me, or let it pleafe me, I am refol- ved to bind my felf faft to God ; that he may carry me not whither 1 would, but whither himlelf thinks good. Say the word, O my God, and it is enough : I am pre- pared to be conducted by thee. Lead me whither thou wilt, O thou bleffed Providence, thou (halt have a faithful follower of thy wife Counfels, I am no longer afraid of any dangers. Thofe terrible Mongers, Po- verty, Reproach, and all the reft, do ftrike no dread at all into me. Farewel offices and honours, if you muft be the recompence of crimes. Farewel my friends, if I muft be the companion of your fins. Farewel all the world, if it muft be the price of my foul. But as for you, Sir, I am loth to bid you farewel. I muft be fnatched, rather than go from your company. For you are my Father, my Oracle, a MelTenger fent from God to bring me to him. And if you will go to Heaven without me, I pray you once more to receive my acknowledgements, which teftifie that I would thank you if I were able, both for your former Dire&i- ons, and for this Patience. Truly C replyed the Father ) I think my felf rather obliged to thank you moft heartily that you would come to me, and being come, that you would hear me not only with patience , but Acceptance. For there is nothing 1 am fo greedy of, as to meet with a foul that is fincerely defirous to know the way to Jervfalcm, neither do I know any pleasure equal to 27 g Iht T arable of tk ftlgrm. tothat of pouring out my heart into fuch thirfty minds, unlefs it be this of feeing them reiifh thoic Waters of Life which flow from Wifdomslips. And that fame Je fi«> who 1 fee, hath touched your heart already with his Love, and excited you to take this Journey ; give you his BlelTing, and lend his Spirit the Com- forter to accompany you in your travels, and aflign you to fome good Angel of his that may conduct you to that happy place, the Heavenly Jerufalem, w here he lives. In the way to which I am fo defirous you mould enter, that I will not be your hinderance by any further difcourfes-, but (hall be ve/y glad, as 1 told you, to find you in fafety arrived there •, where we ihall never part more, nor have any caufe to fay this fad word \ Farewel. Muft I part then with you, faid the Pilgrim .«? - Here he made a paufe, and tears fpoke the reft of his mind ; for I could hear never a word he faidft till after a great many fighs he thus proceeded : Well, let it be fo. It is part of my duty, you fay, to be contented with every thing. And therefore I now freely refume my former refolution, and fay in the words (I hope in the Spirit alfo) of Jefus, Not my will, O Lord, hut thy veill be done. Only let me again renew my deiires that you would accom- pany me ever with your good Prayers, for I hope it is . not too great a gratification of my felf to be pleafed in your triendmip, and in the belief that you remem- ber me : Nor will it be accounted a crime that I am not willing to be left out of your thoughts, efpecially when they are addrtfled in devcut fupplications to Jefus. I have been long perfwaded that I ufe to profper the better in all my defigns for the good , . wilhes T\k f arable of the Pilgrim. 270 wiflies of pious pcrfons: and ic hath been foire Cup* pert tome alfo when I have had no great Here of good defiresin my own heart, or been but col J in thofe I had, to think that the concerns of my foul were pre- fented to God by fome Friend or other, in their more fervent Devotions. And therefore it will be at the moft but a pardonable error, if I do with fome Paflbn beg the prayers of fuch a perfon as you are, and if I ' comfort my felf fometimes with the intereis I have in you and them. Especially (incel fee by your chari- table inflections, and the patience you have ufed to- wards me, that you have an heart fo full of Love and Coodnefs, that it will neither fuffer you to remember me coldly, nor to be weary in recommending me to the Grace of God. The Father would not make any long reply to thefe words, for fear they ftiould never break orF, but be al- ways linkt together by the chains of this pleafing con- verfation; and the delight which he perceived began rofpringupin him by the interchanging fo many ex- preflions of their mutual Love. But after lie had aOu- red him by a folemn promife that he would never fail to commend him to the love and care of Jef^s, they took their leave one of the other, not without a great' many embraces, and hearty willies to fee each other again in peace at Jerufalem. You may be fure the Pilgrim could not buc often re- fled with a fad heart upon this dear perfon whofe counfels he carried along with him in his bread. And. while the image of him was fofrefli in his mind, it did not a little wound him that he could enjoy no more than that (hadow of his friend. Sometimes he com- plaine 1 2$o The Parable of the Pilgrim". plained of the imperfections of this irate, and the mi- ieries of the world, that will not let thofe who love moft, be rnoft together. Sometimes he blamed his own unworthmefs, which made fuch a felicity as the con- ftant company of fo good a man too great for him to pofiefs. Sometimes he called him back, and wifhed in his heart that he would return. And by and by he was ready to follow after him, and thought h; opuld fly prefently into his embraces, foftrong were the de- * fires he felt of being with him. But in the midft of thefe reftlefs thoughts, which for a little fpace were toffed up and down in his mind, It pleafed God to re- member him of the Vow he had made of his will to him. He put him in mind that he ftood ftill all this while, though he was in fo great an agitation, and that to follow his Friend, would be to go back from his Re- folution, and that he had more than the image of his body to bear him company,there being left behind the very picture of his foul described in thofe Directions which he had bellowed upon him. Such thoughts as thefe put away that fit of paflion wherein he was in- gaged, and caufed the qualm that went over his heart to vanifli. So that now loofened from all the world (as he thought) he blefled himfelf, and without any dif- compofure took his ftaff in his hand, andfaid : From this moment farewel all my former enjoyments. Do not trouble me, for I now begin my defigned Pilgr> mage. / am nought, I huve nought, J dejire nought hut to he with Jefa at Jcrujakm. CHAP. The f arable tftheQtfgrlml 281 CHAP. XXVI. Of fun dry troubles which hapned to the Tilgrimin his Travels. And how he tvas delivered out of them. A Fine Sun- fhine morning it was when he firft went out of his doorsjThe Air was perfumed with the Tweet Odors which the Sun exhaled from che flowers, the Birds whittled and fuog their Hymns to him that made that glorious Light ; and there was no hedge that he palled by ,but it welcomed him with fome new Songs and Pleafures, nor any Traveller he met, buc wiflied him, Good fpeed. He was fo much pleafed in every thing that he law and heard, in all the Works of God, in his Word which he bare in his Mind, in the fmoochnefs of the Way, in the remembrance of the Father he left, inthealfurance he had of his Prayers, and fuch like things, that he never thought himfelf at ho:re, till now chat he had no home at all, but was feeking one. He could do nothing but compofe Praifes to God; nothing but laud the Name of Jefus that had brought him into fo happy a condition 5 and by his good will he would have made this the bufmefs of a'.l the day to fing a certain Ditty, the beginning and the end of which (I remember) was nothing but this, Blefs the Lord O my Soul. Whether it was the novelty cf thofe Ob}e<5fcs that prefenced themfelves •, or the Great- nefs and Beauty of them, or the good Society he mec vvith.il, or an immediate touch from that Spirit which the Good man prayed might be his Companion, or all thefe,or any other thing, that made him fo merry, I had not leifure to examine -y but he was never known in all Oo hii 2$t The Parable of the Pilgrim. his life to have exprefTed fo much contentment in any* conditions in this Pilgrimage wherein he was engaged to Jerusalem. Yet he had not pafTed many weeks in thefe raptu- rous joys (for they were little lefs) before he found . them fo much abated, that he thought himfelf lefs hap- py than he imagin'd. The ways were grown a little more rugged, the Heaven began to be overcaft, and the Countrey through which he went was more barren, and yielded not thofe Fruits which he had before tafted ; which together with other things caft him in- to a damp, and procured to his foul more fadnefs than he ufed to be acquainted withal. At the firft indeed he was only moved with fome wonderment to find fuch an alteration, and thought that in half a days travel, or fuch a fpace, he fhould recover more pleafant paths. But when he found, contrary to his expectation, that they ftill continued uneafie, and likewife chanced to fee fome of his old Companions, who called to him at fome diftance, and perfwaded him to go back again -y he was much affrighted, and began to feel wild imagi- nations roving about his Soul, and ftrange deilres o,f quitting a courfe which was like to prove fo ungrate- ful to that part of him, which was moft concerned in the things of this World. For it was reprefented to his thoughts, that the enfuing part of the road was very dangerous, befet with Thieves, and many Difficulties, tedious, and of a ftrange length: and, befidesthat he might be in a wrong way, it was very doubtful whe- ther there was fuch a place or no as he fanfied, feeing, no body had been there. From all which, and many other confederations they told him it was moft advift; able if he confuked his own peace, to return with them The f 'arable of 'tkfilgrm 28j tliem to his former habitation, and .is ancient neigh^ hours : who were all very lorry ti hear that he had quic his prefent pofTeflions, in they knew not what hopes or* getting better at a place which neither he, nor any of his friends had feen. But though this Pu(h by chc wx :pe$ejfae^ of it, made him reel and (tagger a little, yet he (oon reeo£ lecled himfelf : and calling to mind what he had been taught, and repeating that charm (as I may call it; which he always had about him3 I urn nought, I have nought, &c. He found himfelf as firm in his tefolurion, as if he had not been at all aflaulte'd. Shall I forfake my Lord ( faij he to himfelf) fo foon as ever I have begun his fervice i Is it handfome for me to recoil, meerly from thenoife and report of dangers < What a Coward (hall I for ever hold my felf, if I run away be- fore my enemies be in view, upon a rumour of their ftrength and power f I will march up towards them, and at lead look them in the face. I will not truft this Fame which all the World hath branded for a Liar : Since common obfervation alfo tells us, that the Lion is not fo terrible as he is painted. Much more he fpake to this effect, which moved him to a kind of indigna- tion againft himfelf, that he (hould fo much as (hrink back thus early, before fufficient trial, and upon fuch fl ght information. And yet it was not at all to his difadvantage that he had fek this (hock, bu: it rather had many happy ef- fects upon him : Like a fit or two of an Ague, which is thought rather wholfoine, than to deferve the name of a Difeafe. For as it gave him more underftanding in the nature of his way ( of the fm jothnefs of which O 0 2 not- ag4 The f arable of the Pilgrivn. notwithftanding all that had been faid, he too much presumed ) and made him watchful becaufe he faw he could not pafs without force Enemies : So it gave him fome degree of courage,becaufe he perceived they might be overcome, and confirmed his belief of the Wifdcm of his Director who foretold thefe troubles •, and gave a proof withal of the efficacy of that Remedy which he had prefcribed, and above all revived that Joy and gladnefs in his heart which he thought began to lan- guifli and faint away. Full of joy he was even to an excefsj and he fufTered byitbyakindoftranlportation^ partly from thebrightnefsofthe Truths he had recei- ved, which yet were frefh in his mind, partly from the increafe of his underftanding by the experiment which he had made • but chiefly I think from the Victory which he had obtained over thofe Enemies that attac- qued his foul. For in truth, there is no greater Tri- umph than that which the Soul feels when it comes off a Conquerour ; and applauds it felf for the Valour and Courage which it hath exprefled in its conflicts. There was another thing indeed which added fomething, though not much to his joy, viz,, that his Enemies he hoped had received fuch a foil, that he had fent them away difcouraged, if not difabled from making any fur- ther attempts upon him. But fo mutable is our condition here, and fo many are our Enemies, that he had not travelled many day* after this Triumph , before he was arretted with a new trouble to exercife his Wifdom and Patience. His foul which juft now was ready to leap out of his body, he felt to fink folow, that it was as if he had no foul at all. His fpirits not only began to flag and hang down their heads ; but were grown quite faint and weary, The Tar able of the Pilgrimi 285 weary, as if they meant to fwoon away. Which was partly occafioned by his going too faft, and taking over-long Journeys j and partly by a very hoc day, when the Sun beat very fhongly upon his head ; and partly by the very violence or his joys which ftirred his fpirits fo much,that in the agitation they flew away; and partly by letting flip two or three of chafe instru- ctions which had been lefc with him which fbouid have been a Cordial to him , but were as impoflible he found to be by any means recalled, as it was to bring back his tired fpirits which were flown from him. Ve- ry melancholy and fad he now began to be, and the more, becaufe he had been fo joyful. O how defolate (faid he within himfelfj is this place into which I am fain! lam forfaken fure of God, orelfe I chat was fo high yefterday, fhould never have funk into this pit, which is next door to the dwelling of damned Spi- rits. Was ever any man in fuch a deplorable eftate? Was there ever any bereaved thus of all his comforts which mould fweeten his way when he had no other company? Oh, Who will reftore unto me the days that are part < Who can call back but the joys of Yefterday into my bofome ? What are thofe fins that have caft me into the difpleafure of my Lord? Or, What fhall I do to regain his favour, which I would purchafeatany rate, though I died the next moment * Thus he lay many days, iometimes bewailing his for- mer affright ment, which he fufpecled might deferve this defertion (as he was apt to call it) fometimes com- plaining that he could not find the caufe, and fo could not be cured , fometimes reflecting on the times of joy which were gone; and fometimes taking a view of his mifery, which made him but the more deeply mife- rable. And, which was worft of all, hekepchisbed all t g £ Tl?e T arable of the Pilgrinil all this time, and ftirred not a foot in his Journey 5 be- ing indeed 10 ill, that he defpaired of life. ^ But fee how the Providence of God watches for an opportune feafon to do us a kindnefs. When he was in the greateft torture that he had felt all the time of this Agony, there came an unexpe&ed Letter to his hands from his beloved Father, which was to this effect 5 My Friendiforfo I cannot but callyoufwce you exprefs fuch Uve to me) Thefe arc to let you know, that though I am absent from you }yet J follow you with my tboughts and. good wifhes, which attend you in all your motions. I am (0 far from being forge tfulof my promife,that I am much better 5 J affureyou, than my word. You defire me to pray for you, andfo /do. But I cannot content my [elf with that, unlefsyouy as well as God, know that I have a re- membrance ofyou.That u the very reafon of my fending this Paper after you ; that it may be a token hew regard- ful I am of your concerns, andfolicitous about your wel- fare. So felicitous, that having enjoyed fome good thoughts this morning, I could not but impart them unto you,becaufe I fan fed they would prove upon fome occafion or other very ufeful to you. They are a Meditation upon one of the Pfalms of David, where he bids his Soul not to be difcpuietedjbutto hope in God as the health of his coun- tenance and his God : and they are infolded in a di- fiincl Paper within the bofome of this Letter, becaufe they were too long to be infertedin the body of it. Farewel. Upon the very firft receipt of this Letter, before he had broke it up3 his pale cheeks began to be ftreaked with ^.. The f arable of the TUgbn. 2g7 .. with a little blood, as a pcognofti^fc of his recovery to health again. But when he opened ic, and read the kind expreflions of che Love of his Friend, cue might fee how the fpirits crept up as he went along, QUI of the Center whither they were retired : jnfo- much that the light danced in his eyes, yea leaped our, as if it meant to kils thole lines which now faluted them. But then, as foon as he arrived at the Medita- tion it felf, and had carefully perured all the parts orm\ his face mined like an Angel, and one would have thought he had not been the man chat wasfo lately Ce- jeeled. For it was fo pat to his prefent condition, and fo exactly luited to the neceflities under wluch he 1 i- boured, that it feemed as if it had been iacuefced by God, and not by his Friend. There he found a difcourfe of the. Nature of Joy, of thecaufesof its decay, of che Interels that our Animal Spirits have in it, of che way : to recover it, and the means to be content without ic ; and above ad, of the Resignation of our felves to the Will of God,co ferve him chearfully withouc thofe fea- sible pleafurcs, as well as in their company. And noc to name other things which were more fully debated between them afterward, thefe now rehearfed were fo fully opened, that he was partly amazed, and part- ly elevaced to che height of his Joys again, whe-i he thoughtthat God had put it into the heart of the Fa- ther} to fend at this time a Letter of iuch comfortable import untohim. I fee, faid the Pilgrim, chat not my Friend only, but Jefus alio is mindful of me. I fee both that He prays forme, and that Heaven likewite beans thofe Prayers. Ic would be an unfufferable wrong to my Bieffed Saviour, mould I hereafter think my llni forfaken of him. Nay, it will be an ill requital of the favour he hath now done me, fhould I not refume my ancient. 1 g g The T arable of the filgrm. ancient joy fulnefs again. And therefore be no longer difquieted, O my Soul, be not caft down within me. It is not in vain to hope in God,but in that very hope thou mayeft be joyful : and therefore in the fruition of thy expectations, O how greatly oughteft thou to rejoyce. Pfalm y,. ii. L,„fjt Mj-own for tke righteous, and joy for the upright rfalm9.io. in heart. They that know thy Name will Put their truft in thee ; for thou Lord haft not for [aken them that Jeek 27- v** thee. And therefore I cannot but fay, wait on the Lord, he of courage, and he fha/lftrengthenth; heart : 1 lg' Wait , /fay, on the Lord, /willfing unto the Lord, be- 1 7* ' 4* cattfe he hath dealt bountifully veith me. Tea, / will hope continually, and willyetpraife him more and more. Many other the like effufions of his heart, one might then have heard, and they laded fo many days, that they become inftrumental to the redeeming much of that time which had been loft in fruitlefs complaints upon his bed. He did not go fo faft as he was wont, but he went much further than before in the fame number of hours. His Joys were notfo violent, but they became more fweet, and they grew more equal. He could not recover yet the Memory of fome things he had received > but this he better underftood, that he muft defire nought buc Jefus. He was not fo full of heat, but his light was more refplendent. He did not expect now to be always in the fame temper, yet he was confident he mould never more fufped the Love of his Saviour. He perceived that he could not ever retain the fame Joys ; yet he learnt withal, that the way to have them (boner reftored, was not to fret for want of them. Bt t though in thi s condition he made a great prcgrefs TbeiParable of the Tilgritnl 289 his way towards the Holy City of God, yet the light which was in his mind, did not caft fuch a fplendour about his Soul, but that one day he fuffered fome ob- fcurity. The occafion of it was a cloudy thought, which came over his undemanding, fuggefting to him, That he did not ferve God purely enough, because hti eye was too much upon Jerufalem. For it had been common- ly received for a Truth among fome perfons whom he had formerly converfed withal, That we muft obey God out of meer Love to him, without any hope of rewards at all. This, you will fay, was a ftrange con- ceit, and it had as ftrange a cure. For it pleafed God, that he opening a Book which he carried along with him, the next morning after thefe thoughts troubled him, the firft thing that he caft his eye upon, was this pafiage in a certain Chapter of it, That Mofes had re- Hefc. u. 29, fpeft to the recommence of reward. You cannot think how much it furprifed him, that he (hould light upon thefe words rather than any other, without his choice, or fo much as a defign to receive fatisfadion in this particular. And yet that which I am next to relate, was more wonderful in his eyes, and made him ftind in a greater aftonifhmenc at the goodnefs of God to- wards him. For it being fuggefted to him from the memory of fome fragments of certain Sermons which he once heard,That A&fes and thofe under the Law who were but Bondmen, might have refpett to Rewards ', but that it did not become thofe who had the Spirit of Adop- tion, to be fo Mercenary^ and he being a little perplexed with this trifling Objection } It happened, that looking down upon the fame page of his Book again, his eye fell directly upon the lecond Verfe of the next Chap- ter,which told him,That Jejus endured the Crofsfor the Joy that was fet before him. The firft glance which he P P had 2p0 The f arable of the Tilgrm. had of this place, was like a Beam of the Sun in his eye, which immediately difpelled all his darknefs, and made his foul flaih ouc in fuch expreflions as thefe. Who are thefe men that are wifer than Jefus i What mean thefe dreamers to fancy themfelves above that, which was not below our Saviour ? Or how came they to be fo proud as to defpife the Promifes of God, and think they ftand in no need at all of them t Oh, my foul go on, and be not ftopt a minute longer by this fcruple. Fix thine eyes upon Jerufalem, and let thine heart be raviftied with it ; for the Mediator of the fe- cond Covenant, as well as of the firft, hadarefpect unco it. ' After he had hit fo luckily on thefe two paflages which lay fo near together, a great many more of the fame kind prefented themfelves inftancly to his mind : ♦ not much unlike the Beams of the Sun, which having once torn a cloud in funder, break forth more and more, till the whole body of that great light appear to us. And this likewife raifed his fpirics unto fome fur- ther degree of chearfulnefs, when he thought how our Lord ftill provided for his relief, and took the pains to pull the fmalleft, Thorn that troubled him out of his feet. And yet this could not hinder but that they were too much dejected a little after by a company of other petty thoughts ; which, like fo many importune Flys, were always buzzing this new fancy in his ears; That be did not dire[ily intend the glory and honour of Jefiti in all bit Aft'tons. He conlidered indeed with himfelf, that he endeavoured to do well, and that he loved to do fo ; and that he lookt upon it as the ve- ry Life of God ; But yet he thought he did nor io Actually refpecl; him in every particular motion as his duty The far able of the Pilgrim. 29 1 duty required. Now here it fell out very happily ,' and not without a Divine Providence, as he thought, that one night being in a dream, he imagined he law one coming to him, and whifper this fentence in his ear, which of a long time he had not read, They repented RcV* x9'9' not, to give him Glory. Whereupon ftarting fuddenly out of his deep as if fome good Genius had awakened him, and given him a new mind, he prefently began to tell himfelf, that when he firft repented^ and under- took this New Life, he gave Glory to God , and that by every ftep he took in this courfe of Repentance ( *. e. amending of himfelf) he did actually honour him, and more materially than any other way glorifie his name. For this is a conftant acknowledgement of him ; a mi- nutely confeflion that we are fools, and he is wife • that our will is naught, and he is good ; that he is our Lord, and we his Subjects -, and that after all our fearch we find our Happinefs to lye in him alone, and in fe- paration from him, the beft condition in the, world will leave us miferable. And he had not long pon- dered upon thefe things with much fatisfadion, be- fore thofe words of the Pfalmift came into his mind, He that offer eth praife, glorifieth me^ and to him that P^l. 50.21. ordereth his conversation aright, voiU ifberv the Salva- tion of God. Which made him fall into the praifes of God, and to refolve that he would do fo every day, and early defign all the employments of it to his fervice : concluding, that whilft he held this courfe, and order- ed his ways aright, he exalted God in the world, by lifting up his Will into a preheminence and command over his own,and fubjecting himfelf unto it both as moft fupreme, and alfo wife and good. And after a great many thoughts of this nature, at laft he made a more reflection upon the perfon who had made him this P p 2 vific 2 * r T/?e tar able of the F'tlgrinu vifitin the night. And when he remembred that he- fancied it was his Friend who came to his Bed-fi Je, he had a new pleafure to think of the benefits of Sleep. The praifes of which he could not upon this occafion forbear, though at certain times he wifhed his thoughts might never be intermitted by it . What an heavenly power (faid he) is this,for fo I am ready to call it ? how much am I beholden to it for its filent refreflimcnts f That which ufeth to part the deareft friends, hath now brought them together. That which feparateth thofe who touch each other, hath made thofe near who are far afunder . O Divine Gift ! O beloved Reft which God beftows upon us ! How great are theie charms which lock our doors to all the World, and now have opened them to my friend? How much better are thefe dreams than many of my waking thoughts? How much rather had I be in the arms of the brother of death, than in the feeble in joyments of many parts of my life i I am content juft now to be reftored to his embraces, if my Friend will but meet me there again in this manner. At lea ft I hope I may conclude that when we are Dead indeed, he will not fail to meet me 5 whofc image finds me out when I am in the Images of death. CHAP. 7\)e Parable of the Pilgrim. ^ J CHAP. XXVII. How the pilgrim fell into a great fadnefs • and how firangely it was cured by an unexpected meeting with his Guide, who difcourfes of the nature of [enfible joys. And at lajl upon his defire contract i a particu- lar Friendship with the Pilgrim. IN fuch thoughts, or rather dreams as thefe he fpenc a little portion of his time with great delight. And row having vanquifhed to many enemies and impedi- ments in his way of divers forts, he was willing to be- lieve that he mould be molefted no more, but pafs in perfect peace to the Fifion of Peace. A great many days he remained in thefe pleafant expectations, and went a good way onwards to his retting place, without the leaft wearinefs of any part about him. He fcldom departed from meditation, but cither with his mind' illuminated with new light from Heaven, or his will inflamed with a new ardor, or his whole heart ftceped in new fweetnefs. And though fundry new enemies alfo attempted him, yet fuch a profound peace feemed to have taken poflefiion of his heart, that they could notmove the leaft difturbance there. The joys that he fekmade him defpife all baits of pleafure which lay io his way. The conquefts which he had got, made him think himfelf above the fcorn and laughter of the World. And though he was fomerimes bitterly re- proached,yet he comforted -himfelf with this, that they did but prepare him matter for new triumphs. But he could never be drawn to any other contefts where- in the Generality of men- were then very zealoufly in- gaged;. Zp4 The f arable of tbefUgrhn. gaged : nor did he affect any Victories among the diiputersof the World. He lived in love and peace - ablenefs with all his fellow-travellers. He thought himfelf fo rich alfo in thefe graces, that it was no trou- ble to him to be poor. And he had fuch a fenfe from whence he received them, that they were no tempta- tion neither to be proud. But yet for all this it chanced that fome exercifes of Devotion to which he had bound himfelf being one day omitted, either through indif- pofition, or by reafonof fome lawful, if not neceffary occafions which diverted him 5 he was caft into fuch a penfivenefs of mind,as proved at laft a great affliction to him. For he indulged to himfelf thofe thoughts , becaufetheypleafedhimatfirft 5 but by too frequent reflections they grew to a melancholy mood, and from thence proceeded to a dull andliftlefs temper of fpirit. In this condition you muft needs think his joys were again abated, which added very much to the trouble of his mind : and indeed they fell in time to fo low an ebb, that he feared they would never rife again, but leave him at laft quite dry, and without one drop of comfort. And fo truly in the iffue of things it proved 1 for as they forfook him,fo he was tempted again to for- fake his way 5 which was now become but irkfome to him without thofe refrefhments. The pleafure and relifh that he was wont to feel in holy duties was quite gone. Inftead of clearnefs there fucceeded darknefs , drynefs of fpirit took the place of affection > and in the room of joy and gladnefs he was loaded with nothing but groans and heavinefs. He often pro- fefled that he could feel nothing at all 5 but remained as a man that had loft the ufe of his foul . And there- fore, though he continued for a while to pray and per- form his duty in other things as well as he could, ytc finding The T arable of the Pilgrim. ~%9 j finding that he was but like a man that drinks very miicr^ when the liquor hath no tafte, and gives him no p ealure in the going down • he was tempted to throw it all away, and thought he had as good not do thofe things at all, as do them with no delight. And accor- dingly he gave up himfelf wholly to be tortured by his own thoughts, which imployed themfelves inno- thirg elfe but making fad reprelentations of the mifery of this ftate : which you muft needs think was fo grie- vous that it was not poflible to draw a picture of it. For fince the foul is of far greater force than the body, the pains and anguifh which arife in it, muft needs be far more pungent and afflictive than thofe which touch the outward man. He fuffered a kind of Martyrdom every day : or rather he was continually crucified, and had nothing but Gall and Vinegar given him to drink. He thought he had reafon when he complained of greater pains than the Martyrs endured. For they be- ing inwardly illuminated and touched from Heaven, found the higheft comforts in their torments , the greateft liberty in their imprifonments , and in the midft of flames the divineft ardors of Love in their hearts • which like a greater fire put the other out. But he poor foul, though always denying his own defires, breaking of his will in pieces, lying upon a rack, and faft nailed to the Crofs, where the body of fin was bleeding to death ; yet found his Spirit in horrid tor- ments and deprived of thofe divine delights, which chea-ed the bright fouls of the blelled Mirtyrs, and made them fli.ne with a greater luftre than did their fires. But fince I cannot exprefs the forcnefs of this Agony in * hich he a long time lay ; I (hall only add that it was fe great, that one day being quite tired and fpent, he fell ii. to a kiud of trance, and remained as immo- j g £ The Tar able of the Tilgrirn. immovable for fome fpace, as if he had been dead. And a bleiled occafion this was, though all his ac- quaintance that were come to comfort him, imagined he would then have expired. For he thought he faw a man coming to him with a very fmiling afpedt ( as though he knew him J who bade him get up, and go as faft as he could to a certain Oratory that was not far off, and in his way, where he fliould meet with fome relief. When he was come to himfelf, he thought this Vi- fion ( or whatelfe you pleafe to call it ) was inftead of an Oracle, and had discovered to him one of the great- eft caufes that he continued fo long ill of thefe grie- vous diftempers. And that was, That while he afflicted & tormented himfelf with the r^membranceofwhat was pajjed, he neglected to implore the help ofGodwitbJuch conjlant prayers as was meet, for the redrefs of his pre* fent evils, and prevention of the like in time to come. This began to make a vehement commotionin his mind, for he faw there was nothing truer, than that we are Apt to pray leaf, when we bavegreatejt need of it \and 'are wont to fpend that time in looking upon our fores, which fbould be imployedin looking up to Heaven, for its Balm to drop into them. And truly fo lively were the colours wherein this was fet before his eyes, that he was ready co burft into tears, and pour out his foul there, before he ftirred from the bed whereon he lay. But rcmem- bring prefently the voice ( to which he thought him- felf lb much beholden ) had bid him make whatfpeed he could to a particular place, where he might addrefs his prayers to his Saviour ; he arofe and drefled him- felf without any further delay. And though he knew that our Lord hears the (uits of his humble Clients every The f arable of the Vilgrtm. x^? every where, yet he would not be difobedient to the directions he had received ; but made hafte to go and fee what good might wait for him in chat Oratory or Chappel which had been built in rhe Road by fome charitable perfon, for the ufe of devout paflengers to Jerufakm. And no fooner had he entred within the doors, but he fell upon his knees : anH there fent out his Soul in fuch ftrong and paflionate deiires, as left all words be- hind 5 which were not able to accompany them. If the ihrong of his thoughts ( which upon this occafion were aflembledj had not been fo great, you might have re- ceived abetter account of them. But truly fuch was the violence wherewith they prefled forth, and fo great were their numbers, that he found it very difficulc either then to range them in any order, or afterward to recall them diftinc'tly to his mind. Yet fome of them carried this fenfe, as I have been certainly informed by him, from whom he hides none of the fecrets of his Soul. O thou AlmightyGoodnefijhe Father of the Fatherlefs^ the Patron of the Poor } the Protector of Strangers j cafl thy gracious eyes upon a mi fer able Pilgrim , who all torn. and. ragged implores thy mercy, when I look on my felf jdare fcarce he fo bold a 0 ~ Which he fends us out of his breads when we are as yet but Babes, and in the infancy of Religion. He confults our weaknefs in thefe gifts: and confiders that as a child, while it wants teeth and ftrengthto feed it felf, muft be nouriihed with Milk ; fo the Soul, till it be able to underftand the Gofpcl,and feed upon the folid Truths thereof, muft be entertained a while with this thinner dyet, which is moft agreeable to its affe&tonate pare. And withal he provides hereby that the heart which hath left the pleafures of the world, may not be dif- couraged at the firft entrance into his ways for want of fome other pleafures : which;it cannot well be without, becaufe it hath been fo long ufed to them 5 and which it cannot yet find in Religion it felf, becaufe that is a thing of which it hath but a very childifh underftanding. And can you think now that God is not good to fuch a perfon as you, wh© have been fo long a fervant to him i You fee he is fo far from letting grown fouls be without comfort, that it is a thing he doth not deny to the moft puling creatures, and thofe who are but No- vices in the Spiritual Life. Or, Do you think that he loves thofe beft to whom he grants this kind of Con- folation ? I might as well imagine that the Gardner which I patted by the other day in my Travels, loved the young Plants beft which brought him no profit, becaufe I obferved him to water and fence, and under- prop,thofe tender things, whilft he exercifed no fuch care about the wdl-grown Trees which ufed to load themfelves and him every year with their fruit. Alas i k is their weaknefs that requires this attendance upon them ; and God pours thefe things upon imperfect fouls, when others have none of them, not becaufe he loves them more, but becaufe they have more need. So R r yon .05 The faraUe of the Vilgrim. you remember your Mother ufed to deal with your little , Infant Sifter, to fwaddle her, and dandle her, and kifs her, and (ing to her, and find out a thoufand little toys to pleafe her ; when you were left to drefs your felf, and. ftudy better fatisfa&ion, which yielded you the more pleafures, becaufe you contributed fomething by your own labour to the finding of them. For the Love of God let us not accufe him in this fafbion of unkindnefs, nor fancy that he frowns and fcouls upon us, becaufe we have not thofe fmiles with which in our feeble age he was wont to look upon us and cherifh us. You are paft thefe things, and want nothing but this undcrftanding, to make you a grown man in Chrift Jefus. Butconfider, Ibefeechyou, do you not feel him do far better things for you? than all the Joys that ever you had amount unto/' He feeds you perhtps, with harder meat than Milk, but it gives you mere nourish- ment, and greater ftrength 5, with more fpirit and vi- vacity alfo, if heartily imbraced. Do you not under- stand more by a thoufand parts than formerly you did i Are you not able with greater conftancy to beat off all Temptations of the flefn and the world f Have you' not your paffions in a better command ? And are not your Faith and Hope more rational things, fo that youareable to render to any body an intelligent ac- count of them i Be contended then, for what grear ter thing can God do for you, than to make you wife and holy as he himfelf is ? No man would have .reafon to thank Godmore than you, if you would but undcr- ftand thfc'among the reft of the Truths which (blef- fedbe his Name) you arc well acquainted withal • That it is no fign God doth not love you, when you are not tranfported with fenfible Joys, and that your The f arable of the filgrirn. 3 0^ paflions which are other wife quiet, ought not to be difturbed for want of them. There is no caufe, I afTure you, that they fhould > for it will not be demanded at the laft day, What comforts you have enjoyed ; but rather what difcomforts you have fuffered without fail- ing in your duty or flacking your Obedience. You have heard, I believe, very often the Story of the Prodigal Son, who having wafted all his Patrimo- ny in riotous courfcs ; yet returning to his Father, was received with fuch joy, as was to the admiration of thofe who knew not the reafon of it. He caufed him to be cloathed with the beft fuit of Apparel that was in his Wardrobe 5 he made him a prefent of a Ring, to aflure him of his affe&ion ; there was a great Feaft prepared 5 there was nothing but mufick, and finging, and dancing to be heard ; and we may very well think that He alfo gave him many imbraces now that he was at home, who had met him with fo much paflion when he was yet afar off. And yet at the fame time he had another Son that was both elder and more dutiful ; one that had never forfaken him, that had ferved him ma- ny years, that had never offended him in word ot deed 5 for whom there was no fuch chear provided. But, Would you have joyned with this elder Brother in his complaints ( if you had been prefent at fuch a meeting ) becaufe he was not treated after this faftiion f Would you have judged it very unreafon- able that a perfon of greater defert fliould have no fuch Banquet made to entertain him ! Or, would you have concluded that the Father had more love for this diffolute youth , than for fo ftaid and fober a man as he that always obeyed him < It is poflible you might have run into thismiftake, till you had heard the Fa- it r 2 thee 2 0g 17;e f arable of the Pilgrim. ther fay, My Son, thou art always with me, and all that jhave is thine ; and then you would not have had a tvord to reply, unlefsithad been a great many thanks for the high efteem that he had of him. You may ea- fily apply all this to your felf •, and confidering that you. are now grown up in the Love of God, and inriched; with the knowledge of Chrift: •, and pofTefled of fo ma- ny heavenly vertues ; not expect to be calefied in the fame manner as the younger children are, nor repine for the want of that comfort, of which you are able by the Grace of God to provide your felf other ways. Your eyes are enlightned to know what is the hope of Chriftianity, and what the riches of the Glory of that inheritance is to which yoa are called. You fee the title alfo that you have to thofe great treafures. You know what that mighty power is which wroughc in Chrift when God railed him from the dead, where- by you are affuredofthe truth of all the Promifes, and have a good foundation of your hope. You have re- ceived the Witnefs of the Spirit which was poured upon the Apoftles and Prophets, and is the earned of the Inheritance. You have had the grace alfo to be obedient to God, which qualifies you for thofe divine enjoyments. And therefore what caufc is there for your difcontents who are fo fairly endowed I All things are yours : there is nothing that is good for you ; but it is at your command ( it I may fpeak after our manner ) even thofe fenfible comforts too, if by reafon of any great diftrefs you mould ftand: again in need of them. But fince they are mod proper to Beginners, and the entertainment of thofe who enter upon the Spiritual. Race ; do not murmur that you are without them,, iince it is an argument of your proficiency in the Knowledge and Grace of our Lord, and you have Tk Parable of the Pilgrim] j 0^ greater benefits granted you, which if they be regarded, will yield far more folid contentment. And that you may fee what fatisfaclion lyes already in your own bread, I befeech you coniidcr what greater pleafurejcan you be capable of, than to find your will iubmitted to God,to overcome enemies,to wade thorow difcouragements -, unlefs it be this, to know that God is well pleafed with your And that in a thing which he will ibon fatisfie you in, if you can but (atishe your felf in the former : for the Lord loveth the righteous^ and he takethpleafure in them that fear him, in them thai hove in his mercy. Nay, I cannot but perfwade my felf that you belicve,God is more pleafed to fee us obey him in the weakeft manner, than meerly » fee us full of confolations, which the mod fenfual men in the world would be very glad to enjoy. And as for me, I take it alfo to be more acceptable to him, if againft the defires of fenfuahty and felf will, and yet without thefe Joys, we do what he commands ; than if we did the lame without any oppofition, and when we have the Wind and Tyde of thefe p'eafures to help us forward. Tell me therefore why we our felves mould not be ( ac leaft ) as well pleafed with what we do in a ftate of fad- nefs and dulnels of foul, fmce we are fure'< fuch works are not infected with any felf-interefs, but performed out of clear and pure obedience to God. It is pity that pious and fincere- hear ted men mould be tormented in this fort chat you now are : And therefore as I prayed you before for the Loveof God/o I intreat you now for the love of your felf, that at leaft you would reft con- tented (if you cannot be well pleaicd ) with any ftate whereinto you (hall fall ; as long as therein you may do well, nnd cannot be hindrcd from obeying God as far as he requires. And The far able of the fUgrinf. And befides this • Ought it not to pleafe us that God will take any courfe to cure us of our difeafes i That which you think is a ficknefs,may be but a means to prevent fome worfe diftemper, which he difcerns, though you cannot, to be a growing. He fees that one man will grow vain, and boaft himfelf of thefe Joys ; not having an heart able to bear the weight of Divine Favours; Another he fees will proceed to over- much confidence of his good eftateby reafon of thefe contblations, and lay a greater weight upon them than they can bear. And as for a third, he fees per- haps fome little pride peeping up in his foul, and that he is ready from hence to fet an higher efteem upon himfelf than other folks. Nay, there may be great danger left many fouls mould totally putrifie if they were always fed with thefe fweets, and therefore he thinks it belt to give them fome myrrhe, by the bitter- nefs of which to prefer ve them from corruption. They might be fo greedy of thefe things, as to mind them more than their duty 5 and for that caufe it isbeft to take them away, that they may be feniiblogtfiere are other matters of greater moment and neceflity. But if none of thefe dangers mould be fuppofed, will we not give God leave to exercife our Faith and Love, and make a tryal of the fincerity and ftrength of thofe Gra- ces in what way he pleafes ? He would know per- chance whether we will build our confidence upon himfelf,and upon his Promifes,rather than on fenfe;and whether we will follow after him upon the fame ac- count, though we have no prefent fenfible attractive. And who can take it ill that he makes fuch a proof of us, feeing we do it every day our felves to others^ whofe friendfliip we value not if they court us only when we are beftowing gifts and benefits upon them f But Tin T arable of the Pilgrim . , t But if you think that this deprivation of Joy is a pu- nifhrrent for fome fau!t which you have commitred, and that it is a token he hath (cut you a bill of divorce andfeparatedyou from him5 you are much to blame in fuffering your foul to make luch a rafh conclusion. Perhaps you have deferved to be chid for fome fault, but will you prefently fancy that your Father intends to difinherit you ? Is it his manner to forfake and run away from us when we chance to (tumble j and not rather to come and lift us up, and bid us take more heed to our felves f I never thought he loved us fo lit- tle: and methinksit ill comports with the notion of a Father , to reprefent him fo fevere. It is very necefla- ry indeed that you fhould weigh your faults, and con- fefs them for rowfully, and mend them fpeedily > but I can never think it ispleafing to him that you mould be fo difmayed at them and afflicted for them,as to ima- gine he will caft you oft", and never look upon you more. No, I believe rather he efteems this a greater dif-fervice to him, than the very fauit it felf , becaufe it keeps us from mending what is amifSjand makes us fo feeble, that we are apt to offend in fome kind or other a^ain. To fav nothing of the difhonour it is co his Goodnefs, and the great fcandal it gives to others •, who will be loth to enter into the fervice of that Maftcr, whom they think it impolTible to pleafe. But then if under the pretence of humbling your felf, you (hair make a fin that is no bigger than a grain of Muflard- feed, as great as an Elephant, I-bcfcech you what fer- vice do you therein to your Lord A And yet this ftonc many are apt to (tumble at, and that ft oft, that in time they fancy a great fin there, wlu re indeed onec .-.\ find none at all- Da gfa The Parahle of the Pilgrim. Do you think your Saviour will conn'you any thanks for aggravating your offences to this height, or accu- ling your felf when there is no guilt + Is there nothing for him to pardon unlefs you make fome faults , or bring him a great mountain to cover and hide with his love . and in fome things you fee have overtaken my felf. And then on the contrary, you groan under thefenfeof a heavy guilt: when as you did but neglect a Free-will offering, and were kept from a duty to which you then had no tye, but what you received from your own hands. You are apt I fee to overwork your foul, and to impofe too great bur- dens upon itsback. Which when you are not fo well able to bear, as fometimes you find your felf, you are apt to think it a great fault if you take fome eafe : when as in truth it is your duty, then to omit thofe tasks you have enjoyn'd your felf, that you may not neglect thofe duties which are required by our Saviour. Come, come, my friend, if thefe things be all that trouble you, my life for yours, you mall do well enough. .Let buc my advice be followed, though at firfl it ihould be with unwillingnefs ; and take my word you (hall fare the better for it in your after-courfe. And firft I muft not have you lay more loads upon your felf than Chrift hath done ^ nor oblige your felf without the liberty of a difpenfation to fo many hours of Prayers and Read- ing everyday. Let it fuffice, to do what you can, all other things being duly considered that require your attendance. Next, The Parable of the Pilgrim. , , ? Next, I muft forbid yon to make fo much hafte to perfc&ion. A foft pace goes far. Do not tire your fpirits by your fpeed, but go on fo fairly and leifureJy, that you may hold out. And then likewife let me not hear any more that you exhauft your natural ftrength and weary your very body with much Farting, un- feafonable abftinence, long prayers, or fuch like things, which had better be let alone, than procure fo much mifchief as I have feen them do. And remember I befeech you that Lefibn, which I think was taught you before this Journey, That you bind not your felf al- ways to one way of Prayer of Meditation, nor con- fine your foul to one exercife only at the hours of re- tirement ; but chufe that which fhall like you beft, and wherein you can proceed with the greateft free- dom and delight. Befides, I perceive you have forgot another of my Leffons, which was to make ufe of fome innocent Recreations and harmlefs paftimes as you went along. And therefore what I did but then advife, let me now enjoyn, that you give your felf fome- times a little divertifement from more ferious imploy- ments. And truly if you mould fay, as I know fome do, that it is not for want of thefe Joys that you com- plain, but becaufe you can neither under/tend nor tafte the goodnefs of Divine Truths ; this laft advice is one of the mod ufeful that I can give you for the re- medying of that melancholy clulnefs. All that I fhall add is only this, that you would have patience, and you fhall fee the good temper wherein you were, return of it felf, as it went away without your confent. Indeed faid the Pilgrim ( who all this time had been very filent ) I am very fenfible that 1 have loft a great many of your good counfels, orelfcl fhould not have S f been - r m 7l?e far able of the Pilgrim, been fo bad as here you find me. And I cake it for a lingular favour thar Jefus hath done me in fending you again hither, to rub up my memory and to fatten thofe things in my mind which hung there tooloofe before, I mufti not forget likewife to acknowledge my new ob- ligations to you, from whom I have now received noc only fo large,but fo plain and familiar an anfwer to my doubt. And truly you do very prudently and charita- bly to lay your commands upon me to be more obfer- vantof your words hereafter •, for if I mould not pre- serve them, I fee I am loft my (elf, and that in their fafe- ty is my fecurity . Here the good Father perceiving he had given him fome fatisfa&ion could noc but interrupt his fpeech, and being filled with pity, and love, and joy, and won- derment all together, burft out into chefe expreflkus of them. Now blejfed be Jefus who bath brought me toyoufo op- portunely. 6 magnifie the Lord with me,and let us exale his name together, we can never admire thee enough^ O fweetjefus, who art wont [ofeafo n ably to interpofethy power tofave #*, when we have loft our J elves, whither (hould we ft ray, didft not thou fo gr acioufly feek Hi { what would become of us didft not thou Co lovingly hold us in thy hand, and refolve that none (hall pluck us from thee? we are aftonifht at the vaftnefs of thy wifdom.Thy Good- nefs is unfathomable, elfe we jbould have funk long be- fore this beyond the depth of it. when we rvander, thou followeft us andealleft us back, when we fall, thou run- neftto us and lifteft us up. when we are difcouragedy thou art theftrength of our fainting fpirits, andfpeakeft comfortably to our hearts. Tea}by the rarcnefs of thy hea- venly The fui-ahle of the Pilgrim. « , vcnlj arts thou turncft our deepefl forrowsjnto thegrea- tefl occafions of exceffive joys. And there where wet bought to find nothing hut trouble and heavinefs, thou makfft gladnefs and light tofpringupunto us.obowunfearcha- hie are thy ways, wlto meet eft us when we are out of the WaylO how unfearchable is thy Mercy, which cureth us by that which we love, even when we are doing that which thou dofl not love I We cannot but present thee with the bejl of our acknowledgments, who are fo happily together here, not by our own, but thy Providence, We cannot do lefs than bind our [elves together to thine Alt ar,andoffcr all we have as a fa crifice of Praife unto thee. And have usjlill^ O Lord, in thy care. Let thy good Spirit alway go along with us as our Guide. And let thy good Angels never fail to be our Guardians. Uphold our goings in thy paths,and fuffer notour feet any more to flide.Hold thou us up and we mall be fafe : and we will have re- fpeft continually unto thy Statutes. So will we blefs thy name at all times ; thy praife fhall be continually in our mouths. in the Courts of thine Houfe we will praife thee ; yea, in the midjiofthee, O Jerufalem, will we fngeter- ftalpraifef. Hallelujah, I thank you muft heartily, faid the Pilgrim ( when the other had ended this acknowledgement ) for thefe good thoughts you have breathed into me. I feel my fclf as if a new foul did inform me : and my Spirit doth not fo much return, as another more divine feems to enter into me and invigorate all my faculties with an higher degree of ftrengtnand courage. Sure, if yon would be always with me, I mould never mifcarry, no nor grow dull and lumpifh any more. May I not beg that favour of you to take me under your wings? Is it too great an happinefs for me to ask, that you would Sf a become Tk Titrable of th Pilgrim. become fo much my Friend, as to take a particular care of me, and lee me travel in your company i I can never expeci fo much fecurity and fo much comfort both to- gether asunder your conduct 5 and therefore if I (hall not be too great a burden> carry me along, I befeech you, with you, and let me never be left, as I. was, alone without your fociety. You were pleafcd to compare me to another Hercules, becaufe of fome refolution which you difcerned in me. But let me tell you Sir, that together with the joy you have made to return, I have recovered alfo the memory of fo much of the fmallLearningof my younger days, as to know that while Hercules was cutting off the heads of Hydra ,there was one Jaolus ready at hand to apply fire to them, to hinder their fpringing up again. It feems this great perfon was not ftrong enough without one to back him. He durft not travel through the World, unlefs he took a companion with him. I never heard of any Worthy that had not fome Genius or other to atfift him, and the fociety alfo of fome friend to fecond his undertakings. Do not expect then from me that I mould be more than a Miracle. Do not blame me that, I cannot be fo hardy, as to travel any further alone to- ward Jerufalem. Though I mould call for all the fup- ports and aids that my courage can give me, yet I muft be beholden to the help of fome aflbciate in my la- bours. And O that it might be my lot to fall into your company, or cuftody rather ; for I (hall acknow- ledge you for a kind of Tutelar Angel, a good familiar fpirit ; and receive you as the richeit prefent that Heaven could have made me. I do not beg you fee a friendfhip of you that fliall ferve only to pats away the time, and deceive the tedioufnefs of being alone, but filch an on? as with the f kafure will bring- me i;i an jpeftij The Tarahle of the Vtlgrlm. i \y fceflimable gain. Do not deny me therefore either that pleafare which I hope will not difpleafe your felf ; or that profit, which will do you no hurt. Make me rich, fince you will not thereby become the poorer. Impart an happinefs to me, which will not abate any thing of your own repofe. And truly Sir, I do net know whether Heaven have not defigned you for that end, and given you a frame of nature fo fit for conjunction with mine, that both together will make one perfect man. You fee how earned and violent I am 5 and I am very fenfible of your great tobriety and difcretion. Now I have fomewhere read that a friend- fhip between two perfons thus difpofed, is like the Mar- riage of Iron and Steel, where the one gives toughnefs, and the other edge. Let us joyn then our hands and our hearts together, if you do not think me unworthy cf fuch an honour. Let this be our Wedding-day: ar.d from henceforth take me for yourinfeparableCom- panion.. To 'this unexpected fuit, the good Father made a reply to this effeci. Though it be a great thing which you require, yet I would have you think that Love cfteems it a very fmall matter to give. I have called you often, My Friend^ already } and fince you will have it more than a term of civility or common affe- ction, I ought not to be lefs forward than your felf to advance unto a more noble fignification. I have no cau e at all to fufpeel; you of the vanity of CourcuYip and Complement •, and therefore I will be (o prefun - pcuousas to believe you have conceived for me an af- fection fo high as that you exprefs, provided you will alio acknowledge the great paffi n which 1 have for ycur fervice. It feems lo ftrong an obligation upon me,. for- , j g Tl>e far able of the Pilgrim. for a perfon of your defert to think of giving me his heart, that I cannot think it Juftice to keep mine any longer, bLt only under the notion of another mans goods. There are many perfons, I confefs, to whom I am bound by other obligations to give my advice, and the welfare oiwhofe fouls I am to attend ; which might make me unwilling to hearken to this defire of yours, and engage my felf in fo weighty a charge. But fince I difcerna more than ordinary Love in your breaft to- wards me > and fince I am touched with a reciprocal af- fection, and C which is more ) do feel a certain incli- nation towards you above all others : I cannot contain my felf, but I muft agree to your motion. It is true in- deed, we ate engaged to love all men, and our Chari- ty ought to be as difTuftve as the Sunbeams ; but yet I am of the mind that fome may challenge a more pecu- liar portion of it than other of their neighbours. For I obferve that the Sun it felf is more fond of fome Plants than it is of the reft ; fo that we fee one of his Favourites turns its face about according to his mo- tion, that it may not mifs of his falutesc and another, they fay, which lifts up its head above water when he ariles, is wont to fink down again at his fetting , as if it would then hide it felf, and fecretly bewail his ab- fence. I call to remembrance alfo that God himfelf had his peculiar People $ and that even among them, there were fome <:hofen perfons tojwhom he communi- cated more of his fecrets. W hen his own Son appea- red to men with the greateft klndnefs towards them 5 yet then I fee he had fome feled fouls who were nearer to him than any other. And befides the Seventy Twc Difciplcs who were particularly devoted to his fer- vice$ he made choice of Twelve Men to be intruded more immediately with all the Myfieries of his King- dom. The Parable of the Ttlgrim. ft* cfom. And me-thinks tliefe Twelve did not equally Oand in his favour, but there was fomc difference w hich he made in his eitecin of them, For I obferve that there were Three who were culled out to be wit- nefles of his Glory,and before whom he was transfigu- red in the Holy Mount, when all the reft were left with the multitude below. Nay, and of thefe Three there was One called the Beloved Difciple, and became his more bofome friend than either of the other two. And therefore fince the Saviour of the World, thac great Mirror of allVertues,had his inclinations and par- ticular friendmips ; I will not fear to follow lb great a precedent. After an example of fuch high Authority, I doubt not to contract a nearer and ftricter Amity with one than all the reft of my acquaintance. And fince the feme Saviour will have you to be my corre- fpondent in fo dear a Love (as I guefs both by his fend- ing nowfo feafonably for your relief, andalfobythe fudden change which your very language tells me my difcourfe hath wrought in your foul ) I mail gladly receive you with the greateft paflion into my imbraces, and hereafter become your perpetual Companion, as well as vour Director and Guide. CHAP, "Tbe^Parableoftbefilgrim: CHAP. XXVIII. Of the Necefftty of Friend/hip. Of faithful Counfcl. How the Pilgrim doubted whether there was fuch a place as Jerufalem.T/fo? fatuf action which his Friend gave him in this particular. As alfo the comfort he admimftred to him in a great ftcknefs. NOw the poor mans heart was filled with an inex- preffible Joy, and he could fcarce travel for a while by reafon of this paflion which was as trouble- fome to him, as the contrary had been before. But having at laft overcome the excefs of it, and diflembled it alfo while it ftaid as well as he could, left his Friend fhould think he was made up of nothing but contrari- ety and inconftancy : On they went very merrily, finging feveral Hymns which they had learnt, for di- vers miles together. When they were ended, they fell into a very pleafant difcourfe about Heavenly Poe- try. And the good Father did highly extol thofe Divine Souls, who had converted the Mufes^ and of Gourtefans and lewd Strumpets made them turn Reli- gious and Saintly Creatures. Surely, faid he, it was a brave and noble A<5t to reclaim them from fuch a de- bauched life as they had a long time led. It was a piece of very eminent fervice to the World, to reform their impure fpeech, and teach themxhe Language of Angels. If there were a greater number of fuch in- fpired minds, one would think they mo\ild convert the whole World, by plcafing and inftrucling it both together. Afcer The T arable of the Pilgrim] * 1 1 After he had proceeded for fomc time in this ftrain, the young Pilgrim took occafion from thence to dif- courie of the Harmony that is between fome fouls, and the fweet confenc of two equal and well-proportioned hearts, which he thought were able to interchange the greateft felicities in the World* I have heard indeed, laid he, that it was the opinion of fome of the ancienc Sages, thatawifemanftandsin need of no body buc himfelf, and that whofoever is without him, is not ac all needful to him. But fure thefe were peevilh and morofe people, whom I cannot but condemn as guilty of one of the moft dangerous Schifms in the World; He was far wifer, I think, thatfaid, ifvoe look on men in general) they do notfeemfo much a great many fever al intire bodies^ as fo many divide dp arts which Society re* unites : I muft needs confefs, for my own part, that I feel my felf but half a man without a friend. I cannot but place him in the number of neceflary, and not only of delightful things. It is the prerogative of God to need none but himfelf. It is too much for us to live alone, who inclofe fo fmall a portion of wifdom and ftrength within our Beings* I do not reckon my felf fafe without your company. My felicity would be imperfect if you did not compleat it. I dare not fo much as truft my own thoughts unlefs you approve them ; nor follow my own counfels unlefs you allow them. And here he began to fpeakof theneceflity of faith- ful counfel, and that it was not to be procured without a friend. For though we love our felves never fo well, yet a friend1 will be leis treacherousto us, than we (hall be to our felves. This brought to mind a Comment which was made by a wifer man than any of thofe Tt- fallen i*^ Tk far Me of the Ttlgrm* fallen pieces of gravity before-named, opon that old obfcure faying, Dry light is ever the heft. Certain it is, faith he, That the Light which a man receives by counfel from another faithful perfon, is dryer and purer than that which cometh from his own under- standing and Judgement. For as that which he receives is feparate from all intereft, fo that which he gives him- fell is commonly infufedanddrenchedinhisCuftoms and AffeCtions. So that there is as much difference between the counfel of a friend, and that which a man beftowsonhimfelf, as between the counfel of a friend and of a flatterer. For there is no fuch flatterer as is a mansfelf s and there is no fuch remedy againft the flat- tery of a mans felf, as the liberty of a friend. And, as one thing ufually draws on another, this brought to his thoughts a handfome difcourfe of another per- fon whom he had met withal, which very well illu- strated the reafon of it ; and was to this effect. Every man, we fay,is neareft to himfelf ; but yet he is too near to be his own Counfellor in things which concern him- felf. There is not fpace enough between both, where- in to debate the counfel which is given, and which is received. He cannot hinder thofe two Reafons which deliberate in him from confounding themfelves in com- munication 5 for that which propofeth is too much mixt with that which concludes. He can find no place free within to weigh his Reafons. But he propofes thofe which will favour his own humour, and then he inclines unto them, becaufc they are his own. He who counfels therefore muft be another perfon diftinft from him who is counfelled. The objects mull be fet at a proportionable diftance from thofe facul- ties which judge of them. And as the moft quick- flghted can never fee themfelves; fo the greateft wits 77;e Tarahle of the filg'm, •» J, wits want perfpicacity in things thatrefpeft their own totereft. > r In fuch delightful and ufeful talk as this they be- guiled the time, and inortned the length of the ways. And it was no fmall contentment, you may well think, to the good old man, that he was pofleffed of fuch a friend who could refrefti him with his apt difcourfes, and give as well as receive infhuc*tion. But though the young Pilgrim was a perfon of fuch competent abili* ties, and had fo good a friend as this to aflift himj imagining alfo when the firft contract was made be-; tween them,that he (hould now be no more difturbed 5 yet he was not without fome melancholy thoughts at certain feafonf) of which this, as I remember, was the chief. They two being talking one day about the Pleafures of Jerufalem, and the great happinefs they fhould enjoy at their arrival there, which ought to fweeten by its expedition all the difficulties of the way> he askt his companion with a very fad andde- fponding countenance, if it might not admit of fome difpute whether there was fuch a place or no, and how he would prove the exigence of it. At which Queftion, becaufe he feemed to make a real doubt, the Father gave a very great ftart, and faid with a more than ordinary vehemence \ What ? Are we now to begin again, and do you remain unfa- tisfied of that which was the firft thing you learnt ? What was it that made you ftir one foot in this Jour- ney, if you were not perfwaded you fhould comedo JerafaUm C Or how came you to hold out thus long, and that you did not tyre many months ago 7 And did you not once, when you were tempted by fome T t a idle .2^ TbeJParable of the Vilgrinu idle perfons to disbelieve it, reject with anger all. theic frivolons allegations? Gocd God 1 Whac a thing is the Soul of man? How weak and infirm is our nature i How fickle and uncertain are our moft ferious thoughts i And what a great patience is it that we ex.- ercife every day^ purely if thy Love were not wider than the Circle of Heaven, we mould rhrow our felves out of the compafs of it Say no more, faidthe other C who here interrupted his fpeech ) for I am very fenfible of the truth of what you affirm. The foul of man is an object very worthy of your pity, and whofe ft ate can never be fuffidently deplored. Nor do t know any Soul that deferves it more than, mine, which is made, it feems, to exercifeyour patience as well as Gods. We cannot help it, I think (fo more and forget- ful are our Thoughts) but wemuft go backward and forward. Sometimes we are confident, and fometimes we are doubtful. Now we are merry, and prefently we are fad even becaufe we were merry. Nothing will ihake us in this temper, but in another a leaf or a fear ther will make us turn afide. But donor, I befeech you, upbraid unto me this mifery, which rather im- plores Jour charity to find a cure for if. . Well then, faid the other, in compliance with your neceffuy, let us ftep back a little ( which I hope will not prove a very great hinderance to us ) and let us fearch if we have foolifhly undertaken this Journey to Jerufalem. So he led him by the hand to a certain . friends houfe which they had not left much behind," and there (without accepting of any refection which Avas offered to them J prefently called for a cer- tain Book which was full of Mapps attended with Dif- CQurfes of feveral Countreys : in one of which was a defcription The T arable of the T'tlgrm. ,\. ctefcription of the promifed Land and the famous City J-ert»[*lem. And that he might be allured of the faithfuf- nefs of it, he bid him caft his eye to the bottom, and there he (hould find the name of the man that was the Author of thofe fair Tables; and who mould [hat be, but Jefus, together with a fervant of his St. Paul who finifhed by his direction what his Mafter had be- gun . There he found that the former of thefe perfons profefled that he came from Heaven, which he proved alfoby many Arguments of Divine Authority : and the latterthathe was caught up into Paradife and the third Heavens, where he had a perception of fuch things as could not be painted in thofe Papers. And then turning over feveral leaves that treated of this Country : he mewed him fuch an exaft Defcription of: the Scituation and Nature of the place, of the Quality of the Inhabitants, of the imployments wherein they areingaged, of the Fruits of the Soil, of the Way that led to it, of the travels of feveral perfons that had gone thither, of the return of one of them ( even Jefus him- felf) upon feveral occafions into this World, and of the defcent of Angels which allured men of it; toge- ther with the teftimonyof many undeniable Witnefles- Call fervantsof Jefus) concerning the truth of thefc things, whom he alfo there examined over again be-' fore him ; that he was aftumed of his incredulity, and bluftit to think that he had given him this new trouble. But above all, the Good man fhew'd him that Jefus by his laft Will and Teftament had made over an inheri- tance in Jerufalem to all his faithful Followers. And that he had fealed and ratified this Will with his own deareft blood. And that God had let to ic his Seal al- fo, by railing him from the dead and giving him Glory at his own right hand. And that this was demonftrated and. 2 1 6 We Parable of the Pilgritn. and that Deed of Chrift further eftablimed, by the fending of the Holy Ghoft upon the Apoftles and thofe to whom they Preached. For this made it evi- dent, faid he, that Jefus is Crowned King in Jerufalem^ from whence he fent thefe Royal gifts to men, and it is the earnefl of our inheritance ; and by it we arejcaledto the day of Redemption. All which, and much more, for his further fatisfaction, and better remembrance, he af- terward got one to comprife in a little Book ; wherein was (hewn that This is the record which God hath given of his Son, that in him we have eternal life. It would make my relation too long if I mould tranferibe thac Treatife, which is ilfo come to my hands ; and there- fore I (hall only acquaint you with the conclufion of their difcourfc oa this argument, which was to this purpofe. And now, faid the Father, if you call in queftion the credit of this Story concerning Jefus, be- caufe you never faw him ; I would wifh you to take heed left you be a teacher of Rebellion, and learn men co juftifie Sedition againft their lawful Soveraign. For if we muft entertain nothing but what we our felvet fee; then the Rabble may do well to fay, they have no King, becaufe they never faw his face ; nor hath he yet gone his progrefs among them: and that there are no Laws that oblige them, becaufe they were not prc^ fent when they were enacted, nor heard His Majefty fay, The King will, or that he confented to them. For my part I cannot fee lefs reafon to believe, that our Lord was miraculoufly conceived , uftiered into the World by a Star,and the ihouts of the Heavenly HoftSj anointed with the Holy Ghoft at his Baptifm, trans- figured on the holy Mount, confefled by Devils, ac- knowledged by Angels, juftified by Miracles, raifed from the Dead, and taken up to Gloiy; than our children The

k after us i Is it not a mark of his tfteem that he thinks it worth his pains to ufe his Rod to reclaim us i And would you have him be fo fond as to let you proceed to commit thofe faults, which he knows will utterly fpoil you i Should he love you if he did forbear his ftripes, when he fees there is great need of fuch fharp inftruments to reform yoa? Or do you think he delights to afflicY, and takes a greater pleafure to hear you cry and roar under his hand, than to hear you/ing andrejoyce in his arms? It is unchriftian to impute unto him fuch Cruelty. You cannot without impiety imagine, either that he will not chaftife his children in order to make them ceafe to offend ; or that he will not grant a pardon when they humbly bow their wills to his, and ask it of him. No queftion he will do both when caufe reqaires • and though fometimes he gives a pardon without any correction, yet never the correction without an intent to pardon* Lye ftill therefore under his Fatherly hand, and then I allure you there is greater reafon both to be thankful, and alio to expeft a pardon } becaufe you are much amended when your own will is fo broken, that you can fubmit to any of his Rods. But here I muft not forget to admonifh you of one thing which I have fomewhere read in the advices of a grave perfon, which is ; To take great heed that your flelh do not deceive and cheat yon with its difli- mulations while you are in this ftate ; endeavouring- to (lubber over negligence under the pretext of, / can- not do Any more, k is true, we are not tyed to that. which 334 77>e Tarahle of the Pilgrim.* which we cannot do- but yet the flefh will fometimes juggle and complain of impotence, when there is no- thing hinders us but only fioth. Here you muft look upon yourfelf with a great many eyes ; youmuft be- come your own fpy, and narrowly watch the moil fe- ci et motions of your heart. For this Eve that is with- in us, is fo defirous to be cheriihed and pleafed, to be walking up and down the Garden, and to be eating of the forbidden fruit -, that (he wants not a thoufand in- ventions to make us believe that her demands do not extend to fuperfluiries,"but only to things necelTary for us; that (he doth not deiire eafe and plea ure fomuch as reft from hard labours ; and (he is in a mighty chafe if we will not give a perfect credit to her. She per- fwades us fometime that we are much weaker than in truth we can affirm our (elves to be: She tells us that we cannot with fafety think of any thing elfe but her, and is not willing to let us make a tryal : She bids us attend only to her quiet and fatisfa&ion, and not fufTer the mind to diflurb her repofe at all : And the more we humour and gratifieher defires, the more (till (lie bemoans her felf to move our pity towards her. Ic concerns us therefore to be careful in obferving what good it is that we can then perform without a manifeft prejudice to our health, and to make provifion that it be not neglected by means of the heavy complaints of lazinefsandfloth. Look up unto Jefa as often as you can. Tell him in the fecrets of your foul that you hear- tily love him. Open your very bofom to him, and fhew howdefirous you are to be more conformed un- to him by this affliction. Pray him to come and ran- fack your heart, and to throw out of doors, whatfo- ever is offenfive to "him. Let him know that you had rather (not only befick,but) dye a thoufand times than The Parable of the Pilgrim, 335 than not be friends with him. And fo intreat him to take pity upon you. Promifc him to do vvhattbever he would have you. And exhort all others of your acquaintance, that they would love and ferve him more than you can do. And this let me ad J for your comfort, that fometimes he beftows more favours up- on fick men in their Beds, who can pray in no other manner, but by the humiliations and proftrate fubmif- fions of their Wills to him, than he doth upon fome others who fpend many hours on their bended knees in that holy exercife. And do not defpair, I befeech you, of receiving this mercy, though you think your ielf never fo unworthy of it, fince it cofts him no more, but only his Will to beftow it. With thefe, and fuch like Difcourfes, the Good man entertained his friend in this ficknefs for many dayes, which put the time into afpeedierpace than othcrwife it would have patted away. Though he kept his Bed for fome weeks, yet the hours did not feem at all tedious to him, but rather fled away as faft, as he uted before to do himfelf. So happy a thing it is to have a partner in our troubles, and the affiftance of another moulder befide our own to bear our griefs. Good Difcourfes are like the breath of Heaven, which when the burdened Velfel feels, (he cuts her way through all the waves, and never complains of the greatnefs of her burden. Nay, they proved to him like the cool Air which refremes the gafping Traveller in a hot day, making his very body feel its legs the fooner, by the delicate touches which they gave unto his Spirit. All the Art of his Doctors, and a whole Apothecaries Shop had not been able to reftore his comumed flefli fo eafily, and in fuch a little fpace of time; as thefe So- vereign. $3 6 The Tar able of the Pilgrim. veraign Cordials which Milled from the Good mans lips, and were drawn, he felt, from the very bottom of his heart. I have wondered fometimes w hen I con- iidercd the fuddennefs of his recovery • for chough he lay fome weeks in a feeble condition, it was becaufe he did not at firft receive thefe Medicines ; which lb foon as he rafted, he became another man, and feemed to have a New Eflence infufed into him. It is no new piece of Philofophy,butan Axiome older than Hipp)- crates^ and which calls Solomon { thar great Phyficiao ) its Father : Heaviness in the heart of a man maketh it Vrov. 12. 2$. jiC9p . y!tt A g0od word maketh it glad. And in another place of his Aphorifms we read, that A merry heart *7'22' doth good to a Medicine : but a broken fpiris dryeth the bones. - CHAP. XXIX. Of the trouble which the pilgrim was in about fome buft- nefs which had lain negletfed during his ficknefs. Of his de fires after a contemplative Life. Of Solitude. The Profit of it : especially at the beginning of our Chrifti- an courfe. And how they that enjoy it, do not find all the fatisf action which they expecledin it. )Eing able therefore by the good infpirations of his ) friend ( whofe mouth he acknowledged was a well Prov. io. ii. of Life) to go about the houfe : He fpent as much time as he was able in praifing God, inftrudting the fervants, and doing good to all his neighbours, not negleding any duty which God or man required of him. But fo it was, that having been long lick, there were fome necefiary buGnefles in which both he and his friend were B! The Tarable of the Pilgrim] iW were concerned, that had lain as long as himfelf with- ou any regard. Thefe called very importunately up- on him for his attendance, and being very weighty, and requiring quick difpatch, would not ceafe to fol- licite more of his thoughts than he was willing to al- low them. It will be of no ufc to tell you what they were, but it may be fufficient to let you know thac they were of fuch moment that without a manifeft wrong both to himfelf and others , he could by no means put them off, nor make them reft contented with a cold and flow management of them. And yec from hence his mind took occafion to fpring a new doubt, which he had not power to remove himfelf, till he had made it known to his Friend 5 though his af- fairs were not fo urgent but that they left him a little leifure to confider of that which might have given him fome fatisfaction. For whenfoever a crowd of little occafions throng'dinupon him, and would not be de- nyed his company 5 then he began to frown upon him- felf becaufe he did not find (o much vacancy as his heart defiredfor private Prayer and Recollection. To this the Father faid ( as foon as he had eafed himfelf of the fcruple by telling of it ) that for his pare he was very glad to find he had fuch a vehement love for retired thoughts and fecret converfe with God ; and that he fighed fo much after it, as far more de- lightful to him than the open World and all the bra- very which it hangs out to us. But he told him alfo that he was to be blamed for thinking himfelf lefs pleafing to God in what he was a doing, becaufe he was lefs pleating to himfelf. For, do you not know, faid he, that God hath bidden us ferve our neighbour as much as we can j and that it is an idle pretence to fay X x we «8 ^ Parole of the Tilgrm. we love God whom we never fa w, if we love not onr Brother whom we fee continually? And hath he not placed ns in a Body which muft be kd9 and that can- not be nouf ifhed with Thoughts and live upon Medi- tations } nor be fupported without the labour of its own hands < Why then do you complain that it can- not be filled with a Prayer, and have its hunger fatif- iied with an Hymn ? Perhaps it miy fo fall out, that a great many things (hall require our ferviceatone and the fame time ; and though we call not for them all together, yet they call on us and bid us mind them, or elle they fay that they will be gone and not wait upon our leifure. Is there any reafon now to turn thofe things away that will not come again ? or (hall we trouble our felves that we have not the difpofal of others mens wills, and cannot make them come to us only when we pleafe to call them ? why may we not be contented to let all neceflary affairs take as much of our time as they ask, feeing God will have us foim- ployed f Contented I fay, for I did never yet forbid you to defire more time wherein to recoiled your fclf and retire unto God ; but would rather have you to wifh for that, while you are forced to ferve other things. He is not to be commended that is glad of a multitude of bufinefles, and loves ( as we fay ) to have his hands full of the World : but yet he is no ways deferving of our praife neither, who when his Calling thrufts it upon him, and he is got into the midft of ir, is ftill bewailing himfelf and troubled at his portion. The true way to peace is, to fet our hands with all di- ligence to the neceflary works of our calling, but to fet our hearts upon the more immediate fervice of our Lord. To do our bufinefs, whatfoever multiplicity there happen to be in it ; but to long to do fomething The f arable of the Tilgriml i , 9 elfc, if that would permit us. Yctftilll fay we muft folong after the Higher life, that our defires do noc breed in us any difguft or impatience in the Lower • which will both make our bufiuefs longer, and unfit us for our fpiritual employments. You remember I make no doubt the ftory of Jacob} how much he was inamoured of fair Rachel 5 but that though he ferved feveral years for her, yet he was pat off with the embraces of Leah, and forced to endure another apprenticefhip for his moft beloved. And the reafon of it you know is there rendred, becaufe it was not the fafhion of that Country to difpofe of rheYoun* ger before the Elder Sifter. I have fometimes thought that this may not unfitly be accommodated to repre- fent unto us the eftate and condition of Pious fouls while they are like Jacob in this Pilgrimage far from their Fathers houfe. They are extreamly defirous to be wholly wedded to the fair and amiable life of Con- templation, Prayer^ and conftant paffions of love to God. This they court and woo above all other things, hoping in a little time to obtain their fuit, and fpend their days in fuch happy enjoyments. But fo it is, that they muft be employed a long while otherways, before they can reafonably expect to arrive at the fe- licity of being wholly fequeftred unto that Life. And fuch is the neceflity of this World that when we ima- gine we (hall now be at perfect leifure for it ; fome- thing or other ftill thrufts us into a different way of living. Nay the manner of this Country is fuch, that we muft be contented to ferve firft in thefe bafer em- ployments, before we can be permitted to come to thefe nobler retiremenrs. With this Worldly life we all begin, and it is the elder of the two. Nay, moft of XX 2 US i±o Tlje f arable of the Vilgr'm. us are forced by many years labour in providing for the lower man, to procure to our felvcs a liberty of being more vacant to the fervice of our fouls. And it is very well, 1 allure you, if after more years than Jacob ferved, God (hall be pleafed to blefs us with fuch a proportion of thefe Worldly goods, that we may re- pofe our felves with greater quiecnefs in the bofom of a more contemplative life. Then we may be allowed in compare with this beautiful Rachel, to hate Leah and all her earthly bufinefs : yea it will be expected at our hands when we are furnifhed as Jacob was with flocks and herds, and can fay, We have enough ; that •we very much quit the world and retreat from our fecu- lar affairs, and betake our felves more intirely to the higher life. And this favour perhaps our Lord may in- dulge us, when we are grown a little older and mall be more ripe for it, but till that time let us be patient as the Patriarch was; and in hope at laft to enjoy this fweet, this beloved life, not fuffer the other to feem ac all a tedious ftate unto us. This difcourfe did not a little gratifie our young Traveller, who now fancied himfelf another Jacob ; wifhing for nothing fo much as to have the fair Dam- fel We fpoke of given him to be his wife. And fo much he had impreffed his mind with the Idea of that more excellent convention, that had it not been for the laft words his Friend fpake, and that he confidered alfo it is wont to remain like Rachel a great while, more bar- ren than the other h he had fain into reproaches of this Bkar-eyedkfc) which makes us fuch ftrangers to Di- viner obje&s , that when we behold them, our eyes fmart and grow fore by reafon of their fplendor. It is too little to fay chat he loved it ; for he burnt with de- fire 77;* T arable of the Pilgrim. ^ fire after it. When he was employed about the affairs of this life, the time feemed like the cold frofty nights wherein Jacob kept the flocks of Lab/in in the field. Then were his Sunfhine days, and his Heart all in an ardour of Love and Joy, ivhen he was within doors fe- cluded from the herd of the World and /hut up with God in his Soul. If there was any heat and eagernefs in the ditpatch of his ordinary bufinefs, it was by a re- flection from thefe greater flames, which excited him to purfue than with the more agility, that he might the fooner quit his hands of it, and be free for God. And thus having placed his affections, I need not tell you how oft he ufed to fteal a glance of thofe Heaven- ly objects, even when he was in the midft of fome of his worldly occafions. This I always obferved, that when it was left to his own choice what part he would take to manage : he would ever lay hold on that which would give moft liberty for his thoughts, to withdraw themfelves fometimes to better things. And having good Jacob fo much in his mind, he ufed to fay that he wondred the Sbepbeards of all other men were not moft envied (whole name God hath aflumed into his Titles) becaufe their life is fo like to His who rules the whole World and yet enjoys himfelf. For his part as he patted along in his journey and faw thofe Swains with their Sheephooks in their hands, he could not for his life but fancy them to be Scepters, and the men to be fo many petty Kings, whofe obedient peo- ple left them nothing elfe to do but to pleafe them- felves. O happy Soveraigns, was he wont fay, who have fuch peaceable fubjects ! O Princely Souls whofe Royalty is attended with none of thofe enemies of Li- berty, which make the Thrones of others uneafie! There j\i Tlje Parable of the filgrini. There is none privy to what you do, but only your felves None of thofe Ceremonies trouble you, which incumber all the aclions of Kings. You live in the Kingdom of Wifdom. Your minds are free for the nobleft contemplations. Your Court is frequented with no flatterers. And it is not hard for you to know thofe that love your perfons from thofe that love your fortune. You are not enforced either to be loaded with Cares, or elfe with the reproach of being negligent. Your leifure is far better than all the imployments which others feek: It is better to want with you, than to abound with all the World befide. Your de fcrts arefar in my efteem before the Glory of Princely Palaces. And there are no chains fo well made or fo fairly guildedover, that could tempt me out of your When he had recovered himfelf out of chefe plea- fant transports, he oftentimes fell into a very fober commendation of Solitude: which heufedtocal the Gate that lets into the inward World, the fnhn L Jf Heaven, and the Miftrefs of fuch nob e a is X as the Courts of Kings cannot equal. The nml n? ,aS preffed ; when obfeunng our felves in our own Souls we have the greater light within j and comZnicatina folely with our Loid, inthatoneobjedtvveen oTmoJ than all the World. So neceflary i is rh?r T LTk cannot be wife that is not reti/ed* ' He m ft be ^ Fool that fliuns his own company. He think^l thL* them If the Worldhad not loft their wits they wodd not thus flight and pafs by their own fools Kr rafte were nocfpoiled, they would find more Ddio The farable of the filgrim. .Jt as well as more profit at home, than can be enjdyed abroad. Though peace and innocence make no great noife, yet their undifturbed pleafures yield the higheft: contentment. Their pleafures are fuch that it is hard for great perfons and thofe who are much in the World to take their {hare in them . And as for all others, fincc we muft divide them with thofe men whom by no means we would be like, they cannot import very much to our fatisfa&ion. A great number of other_ things he heaped up in praife of this private life, tilf at laft he endeavoured to derive honour upon it from the example of our Lord who he thought was much delighted in it. For he obferved that it was thirty years before he would fre-, quentthe Worlds and that after he did appear, he was wont very often to retire himfelf even from the company of his own family. And I think he had ad- ded a great deal more in this Argument, had not his Companion here interpofed this fudden queftion. What then f are you fo affeded to this life as to wifh you may be left alone ? You mean belike to quit me too; and turn an Hermite to enjoy your felf the better , when no body mares in your afie&ions. By no means, replyed the Pilgrim ashaftily : for thoughhe is never alone who is accompanied with noble thoughts ; yet I mould think my felf too much alone without your company. This Solitude doth not exclude our Friends, but rather make room for them. We cannot enjoy whom we would, unlefs we retire and feparate our felves from the multitude. There we may pick and chufe, but in the crowd men will thruft themfelves up- on us. And therefore I would be alone that 1 may have more of you. I would go afide from the World, thac * 4 4 ^* $Md>U of the filgriml that I may not be drawn fo much from you. And in- deed whatsoever profit or pleafure there is that I fancy in this private life, they muft needs be multiplyed by the company of a friend 5 to whom I may impart the. benefits that I receive. The mod plentiful feaft with- out a companion, is the life of a Lion or of a Wolf. Let my fulnefs ba never fo great, I fhall fuffer hunger, as long as I want one of your goodnefs to tafte my hap-, pinefs with me. We were taught, I remember, at School, that Reft in ancient times was ftiled, the Food of the Gods , and therefore I have fince thought that a f etreat from bufinefs cannot but be very necefTary for man. But as their leifure was thought tobefweetefl when they enjoyed it together : fo I conceive will my Solitude be, if you think good alfo to live alone with me. I do not fancy there are any Anchorets in the other World. There are no Defarts in thofe fpati- ous Plains which we fee above. The Heavenly Na- tures love Society ; and therefore I will not labour to be unlike them. And indeed, if I were perfectly fhuc up in my own foul, I could not make it fuch an Hermi- tage , but that the image of you would ilill dwell with me. Well, faid the Father, I am very much beholden to you, that you would make me the Companion of your moft fecret pleafures : and it lays a great obligation on me to be good, if it were but for this only ; thac there may be no Image imprinted on fuch a foul as yours, but what is fair and lovely. It muft be confef- fed alfo, that there is very great ufe of Solitarinefs, efpecially in the beginnings of a New Life. Then if one fhould ask me, What fhall I fly ? I would anfwer, as one ofthePhilofophers did, Fly the multitude. For while The far able of the (Pilgrim. 345 while a man is weak in Vertue, he is like to one that hath been long fick ; if you ftir him from the place where he is, he grows worfe. Such a man can fcarce return back from the world with the manners he car- ryed out with him. Something that he had compofed, is put into diforder : Some evil that he had chafed away, comes back to him unawares : fome good refo- lution which he had formed, is loft in a great croud of temptations: and'thebadcuftomes which he had flu- ken off, will endeavour again to renew their acquain- tance. All places being full of ill examples, there is the greater danger of infection. There is none but either commends a vice, or imprelTes it on us, or fecrex- ly rubs us with it. And it is very hard to-beat off the aifaulcs of enemies, when they come in fo great troops upon us. It is good counfel therefore at fuch a time : Retire into your [elf. Shut up your foul within doojs, and let it not ftir abroad. And truly he hath very honourable thoughts of u>, Vvho thinks us fit to bear our felves company. He repofes a great confidence in us who dares truft us to our felves. For there is no worfe fociety for a man than his own, if he do not de- fign to become good. Fools and mad men ought not to be left in their own hands. For as the wife employ their Solitude in pious counfels, and lober advices for the good government of themfelves : fo the wicked then meditate bad defigns, and plot the fulfilling of naughty defTres. They whet their anger, or irritate their luft, or brazen their foreheads to commit all vil- lany : and what fear and fhame concealed from the world, they bring forth then hefore themfelves, and prepare it to come abroad. See then what a good opinion 1 have conceived of you, in that Ibid you not to fly yourfelf. Imuft needs take you for a man of Y y worthy 346 ^"k f arable of the Tilgrim. worthy thoughts, orelfc I fhould not permit you to be alone. And let me tell you, that I promife my felf you will improve your own company fo well, as to be worthy at lafttobe truftedin the open World. When your mind is well fortified, and your refolution con- firmed . the World will need fuch a good example, to reform the evil wherewith it abounds. We are not be rn for our felves alone ; but others muft feel there is a good man ftill remaining among them. It is fit in- deed that at certain times you fliould all your life fe- quefter your felf from men 5 fo it be without affectati- on of Angularity, or making any noife : but there ycu mud not bury your felf, nor make your Clofet a Tomb, wherein to converfe with no body but the dead. Your Light muftfo mine before men, that feeing your good works, they may glorifie your Father which is in Heaven. And you mud fhew forth the praifes of him, who hath called you out of darknefsinto his mar- vellous Light. But having given you an example of both thefe in the Blefled Jefus^ I will not fufpeft your memory of fo much unfaithfulnefs, as to think you ftand in need to have thofe inftru&ions repeated. I will rather pray you to let me know how you find your felf in thofe retirements, and whether you meet with fo great fatisfa&ion in them as now you expect to reap. And truly afterward he confefled, that making his retreat very frequently into this Soveraign Privacy, he could not alway be Matter of thofe brave thoughts which he imagined he mould have enjoyed. That life he faw had its imperfections ; and he lookc to enjoy there thofe delightful fpe&ades, which too often with- drew themfelves from his fight, and could not be wooed TJ?e far able of '/the filgrim. 347. to favour him with their continual prefence. He found that we do not yet live in the Countrey of Idea's and the Land of perfections : but that we dwell in lower Regions, and are forced to travel among Chi- mera's, and fight many times with monftrous Ima- ginations, At the beft we do but fee the fhadows of things ; or if we gain a true Image of them, yet we muft be content to lit down a great way on this fide of that excellent life, the Image of which we have con- ceived in our mind. The Pattern is too big for us while we are fhut up inthefe Prifons. And to be fo free in our thoughts and affections • it is neceflary that we obtain a releafe from thefe bodies. Only thus much benefit he reaped from this dear Solitude wherein he fometimes reigned 5 that he was verily perfwaded he fhould one day arrive at the Freedom and Peace of Jerufalem. He could not think that his Soul mould alwayes dwell fo farihort of that happy Countrey, of which he had fuch a lovely Picture in his mind. It feemed unreafonable to imagine, that when all other things are fullered to grow to their height andutmoft perfections^ thefpiritof man only mould ever remain a dwarf, or rather continue a child, and never be un- loofed from its fwadling-bands. No, no ; would he frequently fay, I feel my Soul untying thefe Bands. It grows too great for thefe cloaths, and cannot fuffer it felf to be thus confined. It afpires to that happy State which admits of no defects, and will make me call my felf a Man. Itlongs and groans to be above it felf. It ftretches its hands to reach the Perfection of Purity, and to lay hold on Eternal Life. It would fain remove from thefe fhadows, and hopes to converfe with the very things themfelves. O how it fighs. to do what it now defigns ! How it breathes after the en- Yy 2 joyment ^8 The Parable of the Pilgrim. joymentof that which it hath in defire! The day will come Cure that (hall caft no cloud about my mind, nor ftir the kaft breath of inordinate paffion in my foul. It will not be long before I be alwayes ferene, and have thehappincfstoliveiq aconftant tranquillity and un- troubled repofe. The time I believe haftens when my knowledge (hall be fo clear, that Faith ihall find no employment, and hope (hall receive a difcharge ; and Charity (hall be left alone in its full ftrength. With thefe and other fuch like pleafant thoughts they entertained themfelves as they travelled over ma- ny fair Plains ; deceiving the length of the Miles by the variety of Difcourfe, and the prettinefs of fundry contemplations. For the truth is, His Good Angel (as I may call him ) never fail'd to put him in mind of fuch things as might be worthy of obfervation in their Journey, or might adminiftcr a profitable or innocent delight to fweeten their way. And among other things I remember that one day as they went through a certain place, which was more like a Garden than an High way, He askt him if he was not afraid of thofe ftrange Beafts in green skins, and thofe armed men with weapons of the fame colour in their hands. At which he fmiling faid ; though you have been confeious too much of my weaknefs, yet I have fo much courage, as not to be affrighted at the Images of things which I fee cut in hedges. You (hall fee how confi- dently I will walk naked by that Lyon, and that the Bear in the other thicket ihall ftrike no terrour into me. And it pleafes me very much to think that the trouble which my often-infirmities have given you is not fo great, but that you can make your felf merry with them : and I am willing to recreate you a little more The Parable of the Pilgrim. 349 more by bragging thus of my prefent boldnefs. Indeed, faid the Father, you could not have well gratified me more than you do, in (porting with that which others more morofe would have taken for a reproach. Buc let us ferioufly I pray you confider ; Is there much more harm in many of thofe things at which the world is wont to tremble? Do they not fly from terrible no- things, wherewith they feethewayes of Piety are be- fet? The reproaches which tear our names in pieces like a Lyon j the bitter words which mens tongues moot like arrows in our faces ; nay that great Bear, Poverty which turns fo many out of the way ; What are they i If you view them and all their fellows well, you will find they are as innocent, nay as profi- table too as thoie peaceable creatures which you here behold. They are but like thofe Bows which are made of Bayes, and can do no hurt. Or like thofe Guns which you fee wrought in Rofemary and Sweet- Brier, and fuch like things, which moot flowers, and dart forth Musk. Or like thofe Beafls of Hyfop and Thyme which are very Medicinal to thofe who know how to ufe them. From hence he fell into a very grave advice ( which, he faid could not be too often repeated ) that he fhould not fail to give God thanks for thofe things which went crofs unto him, as much as he was wont to do for thofe which were moft conformable to his defires. He fhew'd him how we ftand indebted to Divine Provi- dence not only for our Food, but for our Phyfick alfo. He made him underftand how the contempt we meet with from men, doth purge out Pride ; how Poverty cures our Luxury and wanton defires ; and how no- ihing is fo powerful as Sicknefs to deliver us from the great 4fe The Parable of the Pilgrim. ■ great evil of Ingratitude: it being feidom known that men confider the vaft benefits of health till they be without it. In fhort, he convinced him plainly that a great fulnefs of all things, is very apt to choak the fenfe of God. That when men are in conftant profperity, as they want not abilities and internments to fin, fo they want the ftrong reftraints of fear, of modefty, and of good ccunfel to keep them from it. And though, faid he, if they wanted the laft only, their condition would be fad enough ; yet it is feidom known that they have the benefit of it, becaufe there is either none to give it, or they are not apt to receive it. But adver- ficy will flatter no man, it felf fupplying the place of an hundred Monitors ; and being the only fober and trufty Counfellour, which great men have in their re- tinue. And if there were no other advantage that it brings, we fhould have great reafon to thank God, that he would not let us dye without the company of a faithful friend. chap, xxx.; How the Pilgrim grew very duH and lazy. By what means he was quickned to greater diligence. How the Guide awakened fome Jluggifh Pilgrims which they met withal : moving them to a great care of their Souls ; and to prove their Sincerity in Religion^ by their being zealous of good works, BUT as I may not be permitted to relate all the de- lightful difcourfe of this nature which pafTed be- tween them in their travels 5 fo you muft not think that our Pilgrim had now left all trouble behind him, never The Parable of the Pilgrim. *ji never to overtake him more. For having thus fpent his time for fome weeks, he felt himfelf exceeding dull ; and through fome indifpofition ( the caufe of which he could not difcover) he began to be fo lazy and liftlefs to any good acYton, which had formerly been his delight ^ that it endangered to overwhelm him in a new affliction of mind. But yet it pleafed God fo to order it, that this cloud was caft about him without any fhowre ; and he cured himfelf of his reftivenefs of fpiritby fome common obfervations which he made as he went along. For they had not travelled far, before they found a great number of men digging in a Mine, who were all bath'd in their own Sweat 5 andinftead of the frefh air to cool them, were in perpetual danger of Suffocation by infernal vapours. And being askt, For what they took fuch exceflive pains, they gave them to understand that the bed of their wages was very fmall3and that fome were fuch (laves as laboured meerly for courfe food h not fo much as a grain of all the Silver Ore which they raked out of the earths bow- els, coming into their poffeflion. At the fight of which he was ftrangely awakened, and falling into a mighty piflion began to reproach himfelf, to accufe his great folly, and to condemn his (loth ; who was lefs con- cerned for a Soul, than thefe men for a belly-full of meat, or a few fingle- pennies. What do we, O my Soul i Cfaid the good Pilgrim,) W hy do we lye ftill, and fuffer our felves to perifti i Are there any pains like thofe to which thefe wretches are condemn d t Or are there any treafures that can equal thofe which we are feeking after i O how difproportionable are their la- bours unto their gains 1 And how much will our gains exceed the greateft of our pains! Blufh, O my Soul, at thy own neglects ; and be aftonifhed either at their diligence Iji The Tar able of the Pilgrim. diligence, or thy own (loth. Or rather, let the ftrange- nefs of the one, make thee marvel at the other. And for very mame, let it rouze thee to do that for thy felf which they do for their bodies ; or to be but at half the labour to attain eternal Treafures, which they take, not for perifhing Riches, but for a morfel of meat, which only prepares them to renew their labours. In fuch Meditations as thefe, he fpent fome time to the no fmall quickning of his Soul in well doing. Which were alfo happily revived the next day by the fight of fome (hips, w"hich from a mountain that they pafled over, heefpyed riding on the Sea: whofe waves did then fo work and boil that the face of it was all yefty, and it foam'd with rage at the winds which fpent their fury upon it. From hence he took occafion to confider'the hazzard which they run, who trufted themfelves to that treacherous Element : how they were carryed fometimes to unfeen regions, of which they had no knowledge but by the uncertain reports of others. How uncertain their Returns were ; and how the poor Marriners had no intereft at all in the goods which they ventured their lives to bring home to other Owners. This infpir'd his Soul and fwell'd it with new refolutions, more than a ftrong gale of wind doth the fails of a (hip when (he runs before it. He defpifed all dangers. He defied the lazydifpofi- tion vvherein he lately found himfelf. He applauded the reafonablenefs of Chriftian Piety which was car- ried by Faith to unknown Countreys. And he vowed never to quit the defign wherein he was embarqued ; Efpecially fince he had fo good ailurance at laft to come to an happy Port. From whence he alfo knew that he mould never lcofe any more, to be thus tolled in doubts and fears 5 to be expdfed to the dorms of an angry The Parable of the Pilgrim. j$j angry World, and £ which was moft troublefome ) to conflict with the great uncertainties of his own tem- per, whereby he was fometimes lifted up as high as Heaven, and then again deprcHed as low as Hell. And truly after this I heard that he continued very fervent in Spirit, ferving the Lord. Infomuch thac meeting a good while after with fome Pilgrims who were remifs and negligent, a great zeal was kindled in him3 and he called upon his Guide very earneftly to ufe his fpurs and prick them up to a greater diligence. Which motion you will eafily think the Good Father was not backward to embrace ; but drawing a, little nearer to them and well obferving their carelefs po- rt ures, he askt them what the realon might be of thac lazy and wretchlefs life which men of their profeflion led. Are you not convinced, faid he, of the truth of that Religion which is taught by Chrifl; '. Do you take Jefus for an impoftor, and think that he lyes in his grave and never (hall come to Judge the World by his Liws ? Or do you think that he hath commanded impoflible things, and made a Law which cannot be put in ufe and practice * How then mail he judge the World in Righteoufnefs i Or how came it to pafs that you undertook his fervice, if you thought that none can come in his ways to the happinefs of Jertsfalem i For my part I can fee nothing that fliould make it feem impoflible to be fo good as Chrift hath required, but only the lives of a number of fuch wretches as your fclves. And left I fliould feem to reproach you, or my words fliould not meet with due regard from you ; hearken I beieech you to the language of one, who in- deed commands your intention, if it be but for the re- verence which you bear to his years, and the place Z z which 3*4 The far able of the filgrint. which he held in the Church of God. It is the famous Patriarch of Conftantinople which I mean, who thus awakens fome luch drouiie foul? as yours. Suppose a Gent iky faith he, fheuld come to thee, and fay, Ifthm look eft for a Kingdom in Heaven, why doft thou mind this world jo much < St4re thou doft but talk • they are but words which thou telle ft to u>s. if thou expefteft the dreadful tribunal of ch rift hereafter, why doft thou not defpife the moft terrible things that threaten thee in this life? J f thou e xpeffeft immortality ,why do we not fee th. e laugh at death ? wha t anfwer now wilt thou uturn to this Objeclo r I what wilt thou fay for thy [elf who t rem- bleft at the lofs of a little Riches for the Kingdom of He a- vensjake, andrejoyceft at the gain of a farthing as if it were a great prize i This is that which fcandalizcs the Gentiles ,_ and makes them mock both at thee and thy Re- ligion too. Do not therefore ftudy fo much to apologize for it by thy Words, as by thy Deeds. Let him fee fuck a, one a4 chrift defcribes, not only in thy Books but in tly (elf. Make it manifeft to him that there is fucb a Religion in being, alive in the World ; and that it lyes not dead in Parchment. Suffer it not to be the work of the Scribe , or {as we nowfpeak) of the Printer only, but let him read it in thy life. Make him confefs that the Go [pel commands things that may be done, and doth not draw a Ph.tonicd Common wealth, or defcribe (as we far in thefe days ) an Eutopian Polity. Suppofe again, that a Gentile fjjould fay to thee, Good Sir, how fb all I k novo that y ur God requires; poffible things f They look like things which an not be donesand I never faw any Cbriftianjuc'j a mm. Behold, th u waft brought up in thy Religion from thy ch/. andyet doft no fuch things; with what face then doft thou require them of me who have been long accuftomed other ways i what wilt tbcu n w reply in the behalf of Chriftianity ? The Tarable of the Pilgrim'. , , Chriflianity ? Perhaps thou wilt point him to others , and dcfire htm not to look on thy ft If. Thou wilt bid him cajl hi* eyes upon the Monks and thofe that live in wilder- ne[jes, where he may behold what holy lives they lead. O mift [bamffnl Apology \ For he will jay • what thtn,mufl I turn a Monk ? Mujl I live in Mountains and dwell in the Defarts ? Mujl /for fake all company but only th.it of the Beajls ? This is a ft range Religion of which a man cannot bejinlcfs he leave the Society of men. A Religion, that cannot dwell in Towns and C it its. A Religion that Ryes the light >andfeeks for Dens and Caves of the Earth. That is an enemy to the befl ofpleafures ; that banijhes good neighbourhood, and renders a man an hater of the rejl of Mankind. I will none of this Religion : keep it to your [elf, and do not invite me to your melancholy Piety. Thu truly is a very great di [grace to the chriflianpro' feffion, to make as though it could not inhabit any place and be perform d by any men. There is no excufe to be made for it. if it cannot flay with us in Towns and keep, us company in buftnefs, and be the employment of common men, away with it 5 it is not for our turn 5 let it be ba- nijhed the world. Shew to me a man that hath a wife and children,and[ervantsyandyet is a Chriftian.Let me fee a man that keeps his [bop and buys and [ells, and yet lives well and keeps the Laws of chrift. Doth not our Saviour [ay, La your lights (hine before men.? but where do we read that it is to illuftrate Defarts, and make the Moun tains glorious ? jvhich is not [poken (faith he ) $9 reproach thofe per fons whochoofe to dwell in fuch places ; but only to bemoan our Cities that have driven Vertue from among them^andthrufi it out of their gates into the rfildernefs. Let us indeavour I be fetch you to call it back Zn Again. 3$ iS TJ;e farabk of the Pilgrim". again. Let us bring it to dwell within the Walls of Ci- ttes as well as thofe of Monafleries. Let us reduce it in- to wr Families, and cur Shops, and our Market j, nay\ into our Taverns and Victualling houses.. Let us render it foci able and fit for Converfation,that. all men may be the better for it. Suffer noplace to be void. of Religion ; but make it extend it [elf like theDi vine Pre fenc^which u ready to afjifl men every where. Do not fay. any longer that yo nc an not be good. He never took the bufinefs feri- oufly into his thoughts ; he never gave all diligence , who [peaks that wicked word. And do not fay. to me neither thit you cannot underjland the Religion of chrijl, and- know not what to do. . For fee how skilful the mofl fimple people are in their worldly affairs ; fee what exact nefs they ufe ;how accurate and circumfped. they are wont to. be in fome of their outward concerns. Let them employ the fame in spiritual things, and fie warrant they (halt mtbeoverlookt by the Divine graces nor mifs of being wife to Salvation. The Sun fhines not fo clear as the Truth of God. where men have a mind they may eafrly come to the knowledge of him. if they would but attend and not make a By-word of it, they would neither be fo ig- norant ^nor fo impotent as they are. For the G^fpel wm notfhut up inl?3L}xftine,nor confined to fome corner of the World, but all fhall know, me ( faith the Lord) from the greateft to the leaft ; and every place may become an Holy Land. But will you extend this thing^may fome fay, to the Barbarous Nations, and the mflick, under fund- ings i Tes that J willy and if there can be any ft ill more Barbarous than thofe that we yet know, I affirm that they may have the benefit of it. For tell me prayyou/tnee fine of thofe men can in things belonging to this prefent life argue for himfelf if he be wronged, refifl when he /suffers violence, and do all things not to be endamaged in. The T arable of the Pilgrim . 357 in the Icafi • why may be net ufe the fame uaderfland- mg in Utter matters f when he t$ to worjb;p aftone, to cbjerve the numerous ceremonies of a foolish Feafl ; to do reverence to a falfe God, he canjhewwit enough; ajt d therefore why do you tell me that he ts fimple And filly and cApable of Nothing when I would have himfeek after the IVill of the true God? Fie upon you ! / wonder you have the face to [peak thefe things. There is no fuch matter : It cannot he as you fay. Let me never hear you talk thus vainly any more, nor excufe your [elves and ethers in thisfafbion. Their fim .ilenefs is not in fault, but their Idlenefs and floth ought to bear the blame. For J pray you once mere cenfider , who were mere Ruftick, plain and fimple ; thofe that lived in Abra- hams time, or the men of our days ? It is plain that they. And when was it eafuer to be godly ; then0 or now ? It is manfefl that now. For now God is more clearly re- vealed : now the Gofpel is preached ; now we are taught by the Son of God himfelf; but then men learnt as one may fay without any teacher. There was an.univerfal corruption j no Law-giver^ no Propheti Cent, no Miracles wrought: but they f aw as it were in a profound darknefs; in a w inter Moonlefs night. J Veil then, whyfbouldjt not thou be Religious as well or rather more, than Abraham-? He was of that Noble and generous Spirit which is ; e- corded in the Holy Books, when he had not fo much as that which we call the Wifdomof them without, xwL there were no Phdofophers in the world. Then I (ay her knew God.he wrought righteoufnefsjje exercifedrertue, he drew on others to be godly. Nay, his Father :v. idolater, his Friends and kindred were immersed in the evil cufioms of the World, and yet all this cmld not hinder him from becoming good, and obeying the cdl tfcod. It cannot then be impofliblc for t:s r. ':> I'tvt. in the * 5 8 *fl>e Parable of the Pilgriml the clear day- light, both to know^ and do his voill: But it is mpoffible^ utterly imfoffible that he [hould leave them wit hut his Almighty grace ?vbo are vigilant and watch- ful to attend to the illuminations which he be flows upn them. Never think hereafter to make Apologies for your pelves befo re God, feeing you a re not a ble toanfwer for yourfluggijhnejs before men. They condemn you^ and he will never acquit yott. It u vifible you may be better^ and therefore he voill admit of nfi-excufe for your conti- nuing bad. This is the effect of r.he Sermon which that Excel- let man made to Drones and Sluggards : and lee me' again befecch you to lay his words to hearr. Do not content your felves with wiihes and defires : no nor with ardent prayers that you may be amended 5 bur apply your felves to the wcrk, flir up the Grace that is in you, and do what your hands find to do with all your might. They are the fouls whofe Prayers Gcd hears, who employ their hands as foon as they have unbent their knees. The diligent and the ftir- ringmenarethofe whom he comes to aflift. A mart may work wonders, but not if he lye in a Bed. Hea- ven will pour down abundance of Grace, but not if we gape for it at home, and will not go out of doors to receive it. You have heard it's like of the Tbun- dring Legion for whom God fought, but yet they did not obtain the Victory with their arms a crofs: they were fain to give blows, as well as believe, and to fecond their Prayers with their Swords. We may praife the fertile foyl, and pray for feafonable mowers 5 but let me tell you, no rain fructifies more than the dew of fwear. Though the Ship waits for a favoura- ble ga!e, and cannot ftir without it > yet it is ftill be- calm'd The f arable of the Pilgrim. 5 j ^ calm'd without that breath wherewith they hoife the fails,, and fpread them to receive it. It would be too long to tell you what commotions the poor men felt in their breads all the time that he was fpeaking 5 but thus much you may know that ihey began to be (0 awakened, and (eemed fo much afhamed, that he thought it beft to ftrike again while the Iron was hot, and his words had fuch fair hopes to make a deeper impreflion. To this difcourfe therefore he added another, which he conceived might give a greater force unto it ; and was of this import. But kit, faid he, you fhou!d imagine this Eminent perfon whofefenfcof things I have conveyed to you, to have meafured the ftrength of other men by his own great abilities : I will read a ledure out of a Philo- sopher to you, who is able to fay enough to make you fhakeoffyourfbth, and cannot be fulpecled of more knowledge, than may be the portion of Chrifts difci- ples. And I perfwade my felf that you cannot for fhame defpife his words, left he having nobler thoughts than your felveslhouldferve to condemn you of the groffeft ftupidity. Tcu have all lam fure a very jlrong defire of fome- Ar-un, E^ thing that U good, and not contented with any inferiour lib. -. degree $ycu all long for that which is Supream, and hath nothing above it. Now God, faith he, and (Joodncfs are [9 near of k^n that they are convertible ; and toucan^ not find the one } but you mufl have the other alfa. wheresoever yen can meet vcith the Ej[en:e of Cod {be means a participation of him ) there is the effence of Good, what then is ths EJfsnce of God, where (ball xve find hi* Nature' Is this Elejb the thi.og rve enquire after* far >. 2. C.d +£0 The Parable of the Wgfinf. Fir be fuch a thought from m. Is that Field, or tbofe manners ? away with fuch an abfurd conceit. Is fame, is glory ? No Juch matter* what the n< Is mind, and tinder {landing, knowledge and wifdom, right reafon and found apprchenftons ? Tesi this is the thing we look for : here we find God , and therefore here let us feek for the nature of Good. He is no where elfe t$ ■be met withal, and therefore let us go no farther to be happy. For elfe why dofi thou not feek for tbis Good in a plant ? why dofi thou not expect to find it in a, Brute f Tbeje and all other creatures arc indeed the Works of God, but they are not the principal and chief; they are not a part of him, they arc not the things ■wherein he hath engraven himfelf, and wrought his own Image. It is thou that art the prime of his creatures • that art his Mafier- piece : nay thou art (as I may fay) apiece of God ; thou hafl in thy [elf a portion of Di- vinity, why then art thou fo ignorant of thy No* bility 1 why dofi thou forget foffjame fully from whence thou art derived ? Is it fit for thee to feek thy happinefs in meat and drink , in money and lands, in honour and applaufe ? why dofi thou di [parage thy foul fo much as to go for thy Food any further than thy felfl There % God, and there thou mufi enjoy thy Good: It is not any thing in the World thou art to mind, fo much as thy foul - form that is to be found the fatisf action of thy de fires, why dofi thou not remember then, when thou eatefi, who thou art that e ate fl, and whom thou ft edefi ? when thou ufefi any thing in the World, who thou art that ufefi it ? And when thou dofi any thing ; who it ts that doth it ? Art thou altogether infenfible of the excellence of the perfon whom thou feedefi^ and who is here fent into the world to be trained up by thee ? O wretch that thou p.rt, how comes it about that thou art fo ignorant of this, that The Tarable of the Pilgrim . $6i that thou car rye ft God about with thee? Or doft thort think that J [peak of a God without thee * A god of Gold or Silver to he horn on thy (boulders ? Thou carriefl him i* thy felf, man; and yet re gar deft not, though thou deft pollute htm with filthy thoughts, and befmear him with fordidand nafty actions. If there be aftatue, a livelefs Image of God before thine eyes, a picture of him in ft one, thou dare ft mt to do any undecent thing before it. But God himself being pre jent within, feeing all things, and hearing all things, thou blujbeft not, O thou hated of God, to think and do moft unworthily, being altogether infen- fible of thy own Nature, if one could ftfppofe thee to be a Statue made by Phidias ( Minerva for inftance, or Jti- ^\X.tx)wouldft thou not, if we could alfofuppofe thee to have Any fenfe,be very mindful of thy fe if, and of the workman, And d> nothing either unbecoming his Art, or thy own Excellence ? And now that thou art made even by Hea- ven it f If-, now that thou art the workmanship of God, whats the reason that thou carefl not after what manner thou behave ft thy felf? Is not that Image which is made by man, compofed of ft one or Brafs, or of Gold and Ivory at the be (I ? and where it is fet up fir ft, there it ftands for ever, without ftirring one foot of it fclffrom the place. But who can tell me of what that Image of God is t made which he fafhioned with his own hands ? what the price of it is ? it felf cannot under ft and. And jet itftirs and moves ; it hath a fpirit, andean go whither it will • it ranges about the world, and cannot be limited by all that it fees ; it hath a knowledge of good and evil, a rea- fen and judgement whereby to eftimate things. And therefore ftnee thou art the Fabrick of fuch an Artift, face thou art fuch an excellent piece • why dofl thou dif- grace, why doft thou undervalue thy felf '? why I fay? Seeing thou art not only formed by him}but he hath given A a a thee 262 The Parable of the Pilgrim. thee credit above all other creatures ; he hath depoftted many rare gifts in thy hands, and intrufted thee alone with a great deal of his wealth r wilt thou not be mindful of this neither , but betray thy trujl^ and abufe and em- bez.il his goods which he hath committed to thy charge ? jf one Jhould commit an Orphan, a poor Father It fs and Mother lejs child to thy care0 — wouldjl thou be [0 negligent of him < Bethink thy felf then •, He hath com- mitted to thee thy felf \ he hath judged none fo faithful, none fo fit to be trujled as thee. Keep me this, faith he, jujl as it is. See that this be preferred in fefcty, and de- livered back again unto me , modejl and bafhful, hone ft and juft) fober and temper ate, heavenly and fublime, ftrong and couragious^ peaceful and und'fturbed, con- tented and well pie a fed ; in one wordt fuch as I made it. what apiece of infidelity then, what dtfbonefly andfalfe- nefs is it that thou wilt not at all guard and fecure it ? what will he fay unto thee when he fees it fo horridly abufed as we now behold the fouls of men? what can ft thou expect to be the reward of fuch treachery, which of all other is the greatefl ? But I ihould tyre you, I doubt, if I fhould proceed to the end of this mans Lecture > and I have repeated enough of it to make all your fouls blufti at that grofs and fupine negligence, which makes them obnoxious to the la(h of Heathens. And if you would deal freely and cleaily,canyoufay that you never heard your Souls complain that they are thus flighted? Did they never quarrel with you for your forgctfulnefs and contempt of them i are they not apt to murmur and repine that they can receive no higher fatisfacYion than the brutes en- joy i And do they not remember you that they are of an heavenly defcent, of the kindred of Angels, made after - the 77* Tarableof.theftlgrim. 3<$$ the likenefs of God himfelf i O that yof would but lilten co them < They will fill your tars I am Cure with fuch fad lamentations, as will make them tingle. They will tell you it is unfurTerable that they fliould be thus neglected and difrcgirded. They will chide you for be- . flowing the care thac is due to them upon other inconfi- derable things. They will reproach to you mod bitterly this (lcepinefs and carnal fecurity wherein I find you. And can you be fo Ci uel to them, as after fo many com- plaints, to lee them have no redrefs f Muft they ftill iuf- fer thefe wrongs and abufes which have been long offer- ed to them i Will you harden your hearts againft the cryes and clamours of your own Souls * If there be any fpark of good nature remaining in them,they are mollifi- ed to the piteous whinings,arid the mournful accents of a poor Dog,that is accidentally fhut up and almoft ftarv'd in a lonefome place, and begs for a releafe. How can they refufe then to relent at their own doleful cries, and miferable complaints i How can they hear without fome tendernefs, their own fad fighs and deep groans after a better good than this World affords i Will you not fuf- fer them to be fet at liberty after fo long reftraint i Will you not permit them to go to their own kindred, to re- turn to their native Countrey when they are fo defirous of it i Will you deny them the freedom to think con- tinually of their own proper happinefs, and contrive a fure way wherein to attain it i Be not fo unnatural, do not fo forget your felves ; but let your Souls have free leave to purfue their defires. Yea give them op- portunity every day to look abroad beyond the Body and this prefent world. Or rather invite them to take the freedom to go to God as oft as they pleafe. And when you find them fo unmindful of themfclves as now they fecmedtobe; when they arefo heavy that they A a a 2 begin j 364 rhe Viable of the Pilgrim. begin to f^laileeps awake them and ftir them up again: rouzethem from their flumber, and bid them remember their Dignity, and take great heed that they be not galled with the flatteries and enchantments of the world, and of the Flefli. And truly there is very great need of this watchful- nefs ; for the Flefli will be iolliciting your attendance, and defire you to make provifion for it. Ic will com- plain of your negleds too ; and be angry that it is not more kindly ufed. It will grudge at all the time and care that isbeftowed on your Soul, and fay ic is too much. You muitexpecl that it will murmur at the commands of Chnft, and think it felf very much in- jured by them. But as you muft not regard thefe com- plaints, fo I will tell you a way whereby you mall ceafethem, and make it better fatisfied. Let it know that if it will not be content with what you do, it fhall have worfe ufage than hitherto. Tell it that you will not have fo much kindnefs for it, unlefs it will be quiet. Perfwade it that it is better to confent unto obedience fooner,forelfe it (hall fare more hardly, and you will take a feverer courfe to bring it under. For fo I have read, that HiUrion^ ancient Pilgrim, was wont to do. When he found his flefli to be much difpleafed that ic was denyed any thing •, He infulted over ic on this fa- fhion. Thou Afs 1 canft thou not tell when thou art well,- and haft but a light burden upon thy back ? I will make thee that thou (halt not kick again in hafte. I will lay fuch loads upon thee, that thou (halt ftand quietly and have no power to wince. And 1 will not feed thee with corn, but with ftraw. I will punifli thee with hunger and thirft. I will afflidt thee with fa/ting, and bring thee low with harder labours. I will make thee think The P hy able tf the Pilgrim. 265 think more of thy meat, than of gluttony and riot. Thou (hale be glad of a drop of drink, and reft well content withouc convocations and excefs of Wine. Thou hadft better have been more moderate in thy defires, for I will teach thee to be well pleafed with a fparcr diet. It had been more for thine eafe if thou hadft been more diligent ; for I will cure thee of thy Sloath, by exacting of thee more grievous tasks. In this manner he quieted and ftill'd all its grum- blings, and affrighted away its reluctance and idledif- pofition. And in the fame way may you bring it to ibmereafon,and make it capable of good advice ; left by craving too much it have the lefs ; and by incroach- ing upon the better pare, it lofe the freedom thac it doth enjoy. Terrifie your felves with the thoughts of feverer Difcipline, which you muft be forced to ufe : and reprefent to your felves effectually, that if there be no other way, this fluggim temper muft be banifhed by a rigorous and (harp pennance, which you can lefs endure than this eafie fervice of our Lord. By this means fure you will procure liberty for your fouls to follow their nobler propenfions, and to provide for their return into their own Countrey, and their Fathers Houfe. Which if you mean to effect, then you muft take more time, whacfoever the Flefh or the World fhailobj ct, to confider more ferioufly the worth and price of your Souls, than which I know not what can be more powerful to drive away your fleep, and to make you attend with all earneftnels to the fecuring of their happinefs. Remember again I befeech you, That it is too long that you have remained in ignorance of your felves. That it is high time now to look about you, left your Souls quite forget therafelves, and never tecover. $66 The Parable of the Pilgrim. recover the memory of what and whence they are. Let my counfel therefore be acceptable to you, and re- volve very often in your mind the words of that Hea- then whom I have brought hither to make you afhamed. Retire much into your felves, and there demand of your Souls, that they declare their quality and condition to you. They are able to make you an anfwer, and therefore bid them tell you what is their parentage and kindred, of what houfe they are defcended, what is their nature, their portion, their inheritance, and do not ceafe till you have received fa- cisfacYion. Ask them if they are not the Daughters of God, Sifters to Angels, Images of Divinity. Hearken if they will not cell you thac chey are fpirits of a vaft understanding, purer chan the Light, Swifter than the Lightning* whofeporuon and dowry is immortality, whofc place is che Univerfe, whofe capacity is a picture of Infinity, and who are born cobe heirs of che other world, co have the honour of being Kings, and to raign wichGod forever. And when your Souls have dealt faithfully with you, and let you know fuch things as thefe, you muft be as faithful and juft co chem, and aflure them chat you will have a great care of them, and attend upon them according to their birch and quality. Think what a madnefs it is to throw away this nobler Moity of man, for that which no difcreec perfon would purchafe with the lofs of his health, or the price of the pain and anguifh of the far inferiour part. Let every one of you fay within himfelf, O my Soul, I will never beperfwaded to lofe thee •, nothing mall tempt me to be falfe unto thee. This body fhall be hungry and ftarv'd, nay and dye too if it were poflible a thout'and deaths rather than I will famifh thee, and fuffer thee to perifh. I have refolved thou (halt have thy 71)e Parable of the Pilgrim. $67 thy true liberty, and purfue thy true end for which thou waft made. Look about thee, and fee what thou wouldft have, and by the grace of God it mall not be deny'd to thy defires.And what is it, I befeech you, O you Sons of men, or rather, you Sons of God, you children of the Moft High j what is it that you are moft defirous to en- joy i Is it not the knowledge of God, to be acquainted with your Father, to recover his Image, to beimprefled with his Likencfs, to live in his Lovc,to have the Light of his countenance, to be full of good hopes of receiving his BlefTmg,and to be reftoredat laft to his prefence af- ter this long banifhment from him *. O gratifie your felves then fo far, as to give all diligence to fulfil thefe reasonable longings. Be not fparing of your pains in Pj great abufinefs.Let not your Souls be put off with frivo- lous excufes, that you are not at leifure, that you have other things to mind for the convenience of your Bo- dies, or any the like pretences i but inftamly apply your felves more vigoroufly than ever to fee that they have right done them, and that they receive their true and full fatisfaclion. Do not think it isfuch a fmall matter that will content them as the whole World-. "Nay, do not Imagine that it will fuffice them to talk of the other world ^ to fend fome meflages to it, and receive fome from it. It is not enough thit they fpeak now and then with the father of their Being •, and that they have his word, and hear him fpeaking to them. But they muft have a greater communication with them both, than this amounts unto. They muft fee their affe&ions on things above : they muft have their converfation in Heaven : they muft be like to God, and made partakers of a Divine Nature. They muft be renewed after the Image of him that created them, in Wifdom, in Righteoufnefs, in Purity, in Charity and Love j $6% The Parable of the Pilgrim. Love ; fo that God may dwell in them, and they in him. No lefs Good than this muft you defign for your Souls. You do not a& like realbnable Beings, till you feek by all means this conformity with your Original from whence you fpring. Do you doubt at ail of what I lay < Let me fend you then to that Philofopher again, that you maybluih cncemore to fee yourfelves in greater ignorance than thofe whom you reproach with the name of Infidels. L. 3. c. 2. Diogenes, faith he, hearing a Sophifler once making a vainglorious declamation, put forth his middle finger, and pointed at him faying ; See, there ts the man : be- hold him, for that is he : novo you may look upon him) and know him if you will. At which words there being a great (lir and tumult excited, he proceeded thus in his fpeech unto them. Do you think that I [hew you a man as rve do a {lone or a. log, only with the indication of my fin- ger? No, J have no fuch meaning : It is a folly to think ofdijlinguifhing a man from his neighbour by fuch an In- jlrument. But when one hathfhownyou his opinions that he hath of things, when he hath demonflrated to you what are his great concerns ; then he hathjhown him to you its he is a man. And from thence now you may take this mans Char after whom you have heard fpeaking to you He hath told you what he thinks, and what he mofl de fires : I only bidyou to mark and observe him. Let us fee thy opi- nions and notions alfo (faith the Philofopher who makes application of this ftory) Let us behold thy fentiments, that we may be acquainted with thee. Discover to us what thou lovefl and chufefl above all other things. Dofl thou place thy happinefs -without thy felf? dofl thou value all things more than thy felf? Thou readefl the be (I Philofo- phers, thoufludieJlChryfvpyus, and fuch good Authors - And The T arable of the Pilgrim. 3 r5p gnd this u all. why, then we fee very well who thou art. Haft thou not discovered to us in what efteem we are to hold thee? A poor fpirited Creature, angry and furious, fearful and dtftrujlful^uerulous and complaining of eve- ry thing-) proud and conceited of thy [elf, covetous and vo- luptuous,dc fir ous of glory and popular applaufe^accuftng all things, and never quiet nor at reft. Theje thngs thou fbeweft us; and by thefe we are to efteem thee.L u not thy Books ^nor thy Mafters and Tutors ^nor any thing elf e, but fuch as thefe thatfbew the man. And what, I befeech you, can be more proper to be fpoken in the ears of molt Chriftian Auditories i You read the Bibles you have the Books of Chriftian Learn- ing in yo-ur hands. Do thefe denominate you Chri- ftian men and women i Muft we call you the Difciples of our Saviour, becaufe you fit before us and hear our Sermons? No fuch matter: Shew us, O man, thy thoughts, (hew us thy decrees and opinions of things. Let us fee thy under (landing, thy will, thy choice, thy affccYions : that we may know whether thou art a Chri- ftian or no. And where (hall we fee thefe but in the actions of thy life 1 Covetoufnefs and love of pleafure tell us plainly what thou art. Pride and ftudy to be ad- mired in the World proclaim thee to us more than all that we fee befide. If thou wilt give a proof of thy Hu- manity,and of thy Chriftianity too;If thou will have us believe that thou art not yet turned an unreafonable creature ; live according to thy reafon ; practife thy Re- ligion; prefer thy Soul before thy Body, the concern- ments of an immortal Being before the trivial enjoy- ments of a few moments. Do not tell us of thy profef- fions, nor of thy belief, when we fee with our eyes that which better declares thee to us. Let thy Soul rcco- Bbb ver -^a %6 farahle of the Tilgrm, ver its command again 5 let ic be reftored to its em- pire and dominion ; let it rule all the paflions and af- fections of the lower part, that we may know thouarc a Man, and not degenerated into a Beaft. And now by this time you may well think thefe Pil- grims were awakened, unlefs they meant to fnort eter- nally. And indeed the poor men were fo warm'd, or rather inflamed with thisdifcourfe, that they could re- frain themfelves no longer, but burft forth into a paf- iionate weeping; firft for their fault and then for joy, that God had fent them fo faithful a Monitor.. They gave him moft hearty thanks for his excellent Ser- mon Cas they could not chufe but call it) and promifed moft folemnly to think more of the value of their Souls, and thereby excite themfelves to ufe their beft diligence to fave them. We will go, faid they, to the Father of our Spirits : we will make it our con- ftant endeavour to reconcile our felves to him* We will fay, Father, we have finned againft thee •, we have finned againft our felves. We have wronged our own Souls ; we are no more worthy to be cal- led thy Sons : no not worthy of fo much as to be called the Sons of men. We have lived like Brutes ; we have fpoiled thy workmanfhip ; and miferably ef- faced and mangled thine Image. But we repent, and remember from whence we are fain. We are defirous now of nothing fo much, as to be conformed to thy felf. 0 let us be thy fervants, ifwearenoc worthy to be called thy Children. Admit us but into the loweft place in thy family, to the meaneft degree of thy Love. And if that be too good a name for us, to bcftiled thy fervants ; we are willing to be thy Vaflals, thy Bondf- men, any thing that thou wilt have us. For we are the The Taj'ohle of the Pilgrim. *yx the Captives of thy Mighty and All- conquering Love, and we ihall think our felves happy, if we may /it in the moft inferiour rank of thofe, that {lull eternally fingthyPraifes. CHAP. XXXI. How the Pilgrim was falling into the contrary Ext re am., and was prevented by hu DireBor. Of the necefjity of Difcretion. And. the afjijlance which one rerttte gives another. How he was troubled that hefhotdd have any faffions. Of the ufe of them. That it ufit for us to love our friends pafjionately : and to take great delight m their company. IN fuch ardent effufions as thefe they a long time un- loadned themfelves of the paffions which they felt in their hearts. Which being all vented, there ftill re- mained a very great one for this Good man, which they were not able to utter. Very forry they were that it was not poffible for them always to accompany him, and when they took their leave, it was with fo many frefti tears and vows of never forgetting his inftruclions, that he thought his ftay with them promoted him more in his way to Jerufalem ; than many other long days Journeys. Nor was our young Pilgrim without his {hare in the benefit of this difcourfe, being hereby ex- cited to beftir himfelf with more earneftneft, and grea- ter Zeal in the fervice of God. He never thought that he was vigilant enough ; he lookt about him as if he had feen with an hundred eyes ; and he was as bufie, as if he had been Mafter of as many Hands. And Bbb 2 to .7 2 The far able of the filgrim. to be (hort, he was in danger to throw himfelf into the other extream , by an unbridled and headlong kind of fervour • which carried him to attempt and un- dertake more than he was able to perform. Which the good man elpying, and confidcring that it would foon tire him, and Co bring him into a new trouble ; he told him, that to make their way feem lefs tedious, he would entertain him a little with a ftory of one of the Pilgrims in former days. You have heard, faidhe, I believe of a famous perfon in Egypt called St. Antkvny^ who led a life to holy, that there were few places into which his name did not eome,and from whence fome or other did not go to behold fo rare an example of per- fect Vertue. Among others there were certain Monks on a time went to him to confer about divine matters; and they were fo earneft in a difpute which arofe among them, that it lafted from the beginning of the night, to the next day morning. The thing under debate was this," as 'John Caffim tells us,WhatVertue or what obfervance is it, that may be thought of greateft efficacy to pre- ferve a Monk in perpetual fafety from diabolical mares and deceits ; and to lead him in the beft way, and with greateft freedom to the top of Perfection i For the refolutionof which doubt, each one according to his capacity, produced what he thought to be moft avail- able. Some there were who placed ail in Faflings and WAtcbings s alledging for proof hereof, that a man be- ing extenuated hereby, and made very pure in foul and body, may more eahly come to be united with God. Others preferred entire Poverty before thofe, andfaid, that a total contempt of all worldly things, was the on- ly fecuriry of man ; in reg.rd the mind being naked and quite ftripc of all thofe impediments, becomes more light and enlarged, and may fpeedily mount to the Tl?e f arable of the Tilgrim. yy j the heavenly enjoyments. But there were a third fore who gave the Palm to the We of Solitude, and com- mended the Defarts as the only places wherein to come to familiarity with God, and to hold a perpetual com- munication with his infinite Goodnefs. Nor were they wanting who with a great deal of leafon preferred trie •work-; of Mercy jsA Brotherly Charity before ail other exercifeswhatlbever; affirming thac nothing would give us lo good a title to the Kingdom of Heaven, nor more readily bring us thicher. Thus every one having unfolded his mind and enlarged himfelf as much as he pleafed in proof of his own opinion, the greater pare of the night was confumed before it came to St. Antho- ny* turn to fpeak ; who delivered himfelf in manner following. It cannot be denyed, my Reverend Brethren, but that the propofitions by you now made, are of lingular force to keep a mans heart with God, and to bring him to a moft excellent degree of Vertue. But yet to rely, principally on their fufficiency, innumerable reafons and events alfo, occurring to divers perfons, will not permit me. I have been a man of fome obfervation> and many have 1 leen in my time that were given to wondrous abftinence from meat and fleep ; that were retired from all humane Society ; addicted in fach, fort to Poverty, as not to referve a penny for them- selves, or a loaf of bread for the future; fome always at their devotion, others imployed in acts of Hofpita- Hty, and fuccouring of their Neighbours ; whonever- thelefs fell at laft into t'uch errors and illuiionsPthat their end proved nothing anfwerable to their magnanimous beginnings. So that I conceive the beft way to know what will advance us in our de/ign of enjoying God more ~y * The Parable of tfa Pilgrim. more perfectly, and put us in poflcflion of that ftate wc afpire unto, is to fearch into the occafion of the ruine and perdition of thofe unhappy ones. Moft certain ic is they had been gathering together a notable treafure of good and holy works, what was it then which made it wafte away and come to nothing ? Surety the only lack of Discretion. They had not fufficiently learned the rules and conditions of this Vertue, which fhunning eitfier 'extremes, maintains us continually upon the high way : neither letting us be carried away with the right hand of fpiritual confolations, to fuperfluous and unmeafurable fervours ; nor yet with the left of drynefs, and want of fpiritual guft, under colour of care of the Body to fall into floth and fenfuality. This Bifcretion is that which our Lord calls the Eye and Lamp of the Body, which being clear and fimple, the whole body will be replenished with light • but being dimm, there will be nothing but darknefs. To this faculty it belongs to weigh, ballance and difcern all chat its to be done by man.and therefore if this be faul- ty, and true judgement and knowledge be wanting, the foul muft needs be folded up in a night of inordinate and blind paflions. To this, *s there was reafon, they all gave their ap- pjaufe, there being many other things added to con- firm this affertion, which it is not pertinent to relate. It is lawful now for me to caft in my fuffrage alfo, and to tell you that this Difcrction is it alone which can make our faftingsand Vigils profitable, by directing to the right meafure, and the due feafon of them. It will teach us not to abftain when there is need wc fhould eat'5 and not call it Religion to be miferably fick. It will learn us to regard the end 5 and not fail in Zeal, but The far able of the fSgrmi Sj j , But for nothing elfe. And when wcdo fad in obedi- ence to them above us, it will let us understand that their Laws are not fatisfied, but when the intention and purpofe of them can be obferved. This alibis it which will make retirement ufeful, by drawing us out of it upon fit occasions. This will make us poor with- out becoming Beggers : And fervent in devotion with- out blazing away in the fiercenefs of our own flames. It will direct us fo to give away our goods, tjjat we may be always giving. And to fuccour our neigh- bours, fo that we may not be weary of well doing. To communicate common benefits with all, and pecu- liar benefits with choice. And to take care ( as wife men have faid ) that in making the Portraiture we do not fpoil the pattern, and in feeding the ftreams we dry- not up the Fountain. For God hath made the love of our felvesthe pattern whereby we are to love our neighbours -, and we (hall not be good to them long, if we mind not firft our own concerns. It is the Vertue which hinders us from fpoiling a good defign through ramnefs and haft. It keeps us from tripping up] our own heels by running too faft. It keeps us from being tired, while it keeps us from taking too long, though continued Journeys. It keeps us al- ways at our work, byktepmg us from over- working our felves. It makes Religion eafie and pleafant by making it free and unconfirmed. It brings Religion fo much into our love, that it will never fall into our hatred. It prcferves us from deftroying the body, while we are labouring to fave the foul. It feeds the foul without any gluttony -and favesit from n mfeating fpiritual things, by providing that it take no furfeit of them. If conduces our affairs wirh more temper, and lets rumour j wiih more eflefts, and !efs (how. It makes OS . 7 5 The Parable of the Tilgrim. us zealous without rafhnefs ; and excites us to do good to our feives, without prejudicing the good of others. It quenches the furious heat which affrights the wicked, and diicourages the weak, and upbraids the ibbernefs of thole who are ftrong. It (hews that it is poffible at once to be Religious, and yet Wife. It adorns the Gofpel, and is a great grace and ornament to him that wears it. It commends Piety to the World, and dojh not impair it in our felves. It gives a luftre to all the Vermes, and they borrow their beauty from it. And in one word, it is at leaft their Handmaid which muft ever wait upon them, or elfe they will dilhonour themfelves. Our young Pilgrim, you difcern by this time,' was a man of fpmuch wit, that he could not but fee the de- fign of this ftory, and think that it had an aim at him- felf. And being very much cooled and refreshed by this charitable breath which the Father had fpent up- on him ; he inftantly apprehended that he had con- trived to give him a divertifement, and an inft ruftion both together. For fometime he could do nothing elfe but commend this Vertue, till at laft he remembred there was fome praife due to the Father, who had gi- ven him now fuch an inftance of it. And having ren- dred him his thanks both for the leffon and the feafon- ablenefs of it, he affured him that he would never travel . without this Discretion about him. No more you had need, faid his Companion, for though I called her only the Handmaid of the Vermes, yet in truth me feems to be a Miftrefs among them ; and to difpofe them to their feveral duties. For one Vertue, you muft know, is in need of its neighbour, and cannot live alone. They muft help one another continually, or elfe they will be The farable of the Pilgrim . 377 be very lame and defe&ive. They muft lend to each other a mutual fupport, or elfe they will be in danger of falling to the ground. Meeknefs muft lend its hand to Zeal, and Zeal muft do as much for it again; or elfc the one will be but Fire, and the other will be buc Phlegm. Serioufnefs muft be beholden to Chearful- nefs j and Chearfulnefs muft call to be repayed by it - or elfe we (hall be either all earth or nothing but Air. Humility wants a little confidence •, and holy Faith muft be joyned with fome Fear ; an high Generofity and great courage is very imperfect without Modefty - and a fevere Juftice muft be acquainted with fweetnefs and complacence : Or if the one fhould refufe the other this afliftance, it will feel fuch a want it felf, that it will be forced to beg that which it doth deny. Buc what is it, I befeech you, that pairs and links them thus together, and makes them do this mutual fervice; un- lefs it be the Discretion and "judgement which the Holy man recommended to you i This fuperintends over all, and iflues forth her directions and orders to them : which if they be not obeyed, they do moft hurt where we intended the greateft good; and they run to the borders of Vice, when we defigned the higheft de- gree of Vertue. This makes a fweet Mixture of Faith in God with fear of our felves ; of Godly forrow with Spiritual Joy ; of innocence with prudence ; of low- linefs with greatnefs of mind; of heavenly minded- nefs, with diligence in our callings •, of delight in God, with a plcafure in our friends, and thole who are good. It teaches us to difcourfe, and not to be talka- tive 5 to be filent, but not melancholy; to be con- tent with what we have, but not be idle 5 to labour, but not be impatient-, to bear a dear affection to our Friends, but not to their faults • to reprove others, Ccc -and 278 Tl>e T arable of the Tilgrim. and not incur a reproof our felves by undue feverity towards them. Enough, faid the Pilgrim ; I fee fuch need of this Vertue, that you may be confident I (hall never be willing to be without its company , But truly I think it muft be your Discretion more than mine own that will be my fecurity ; for I have been, you fee, afflidted with fuch contrary paffions, that I am ready to wifti that I had none at all. There is not one of thofe that I have about me, but it is fometimes fuch a trouble to me, that I mould think my felf more happy if I were wholly deprived of them. They are fo ftrong and violent, fo boiflerous and turbulent, that if they do not overtop my reafon, yet I cannot overcome them without furtering a great tumult and diforder. What mould we do with things which it is fo hard to rule *. Were it not better to difcharge them all, fince there needs more difcretion than I am Matter of to keep them? The Good man was a little troubled to hear him fpeak after this fort, and askt him with a greater quick- nefs than he was wont to ufe. Would you then be well pleafed, if I mould bring a Sythe and mow off your legs *. Had you rather be carried than go upon your feet < The poor man was amazed at this que- ftion, and askt him what he meant. My meaning, faid the Father, is plain enough. Your paffions are no- thing elfe but thofe motions of your foul whereby you go to that Good, or run away from that Evil, which your underftanding prefents to your heart. You would be fo far from being happy by being deprived of them^ that I maintain you could not be happy ac all without them. T7;e Parable of 'nk Pilgrim. }79 them. A tree would be as happy as you, if you had no defire, nor love, nor hope, nor none of the reft of their company. And therefore you may as well de- fire to have no feet, or to have a Dead Patfie fmice your loyns, and difab'e you to move • as wiih to have nopaflions, or ro have them fo benummed and ftupi- fied, that you fhall not feel them. We muft not pluck out our eyes for fear they be abufed with unworthy fpe&acles ; nor ftand ftockftili for fear of falling 5 nor alwayesftayat home becaufe the weather may prove rainy. Nay, when did you fee any excellent Ver- tue which was not accompanied with a plentiful por- tion of thefe i Or, When was there any love, or cou- rage, or any fuch like thing in a noble degree, but you might difcern it edged with no fmall paflionate- nefs of fpirit ? And do not think that our paffions are of little ufe, for it is plain they are good for more purpofes than one. There is at lcaft a double end for which they ferve. They frft incite and difpofe the Soul to feck thofe things which are good and neceffary for us: and then [econdly* they fortifie and conferve us in this difpofition, and make us to perfift in our inclina- tions to thofe things which are profitable for us 5 the thoughts of which elfe might eafily be blotted out. They ftir you up, and bring you to that good which objeds it felf to your mind 5 and then they imprefs it there, and caule it to ftay with your Soul. For you cannot but ob.erve that thofe things which move you with any paflion when you fee or think of them, do (lick longed in your mind : and thofe with which you are not affected, are but little remem- bred. Ali your bufinefs then is ( and in that you muft be- Ccc 2 (low .go The f arable of the Pilgrim. flow fome pains; to get better eyes to guide you in your goings, and nofcto endeavour that you may not ftiratall. You mutt ftudy I mean to underftand the true difference between good and evil, to be able to judge what is fit for you, and what not 5 what good can certainly be attained, and what evil avoided • and what is quite without the limits of our power : and then how ic it blameable if you be carried with a great paffion to the one and from the other i Do not think all things to be evil which the World calls by that name : nor admire the goodnefs of any thing above its price; nor follow that zealoufly which you are in doubt whether or no it can be attained 5 and then your paflions will be fo far from being your Matters., that in fear of that you will not refrain to ufe their Ser- vice. And if you (hould chance to be furprifed with a fancy of fomc evil or good before you can have li- berty to difcourfe the true nature of it ; and your paf- fions hereby become very ftrong and are raifed to a greater height than you would have them: there is no reafon to be troubled •, for none can prevent thefe fudden aflaults, nor can they be quell'd without fome fcuffle within. If you can conquer, you have well ac- quitted your felf. And that will be attended with thofe triumphs, which will more than recompence the trouble of thofe furious and rebellious commotions. You will not think thofe things bad, without which there could not be fuch a brave and noble thing as Victory is. Be content then, I befeech you, to be of the race of Jdam, and do not affc and do not defpair neither, but in your company I may learn more Difcretion to go- vern thofe paflions, which I fee muft not be rooted out. When he had vented this paflion of love as much as he pleafed, and was capable to attend to fome new difcourfe ; the Father thought it not unfeafonable to i8i The T arable of the Pilgrim. ask him if be did not begin already to repent of all thofe imbraces which he had beftovved upon him. Nay, do not wonder, purfued he at this demand; for I do not intend to queftion the greatnefs of your love, but by what I have obferved I believe you may be afraid'that it ought not to be fo great. 1 have long taken notice that you are fofcrupulous as not to dare to truft your own toul, nor rely upon the credit of your fe- vereft reafon. Though you think it is impoflible, but that there fliould be fuch motions as you feel, and know your felf to be of fuch a complexion, that if you will love at all, it muft be with a Paflionatenefs andier- vency of affecTion 5 ye*t upon the next ebullition ( as I may call it; in your foul, you are ready to condemn your felf, and to quit thofe Maxims of reafon which you took to be infallible. I know, my friend, that there is in this a pardonable, or rather a commendable nice- nefs of foul, a delicacy and tendernefs of confeience, which would not in the leaft offend God 5 but it muft be confeffed that there is fomething of weaktiefs and unfetlednefsof mind initalfo, which dare not adhere toitscwnCoRclufions. We are not to let a fudden fancy drake that which is fo well and rationally efta- bli flied : Or rather we are to ponder thofe things fo long, and to fettle our felves fo ftrongly in our reafons, which aretheballaftof our fouls; that we mall never deiert them upon the pretence of any pious fears, left we mould difpieafe God. To fuffer our felves to love any perfon that is amiable very much, or put any fuch like cafe 5 is it juftifiable, or is it not i If not. away with all thefe Paffions, and dig them up. But if you will have them remain, be not angry that they grow and bloffome, and bring forth fruit, and produce it in abun. dance. And : Hie Parable of the Tilgrlm. 38$ And a little the more to confirm your mind, lee me fay fomething to you of that tendcrnefs of affection which I obferve in yon towards a vcrtuous friend ; that inclination which you have to be with him, and efpccially of that plealantnefs, and mirth you are ape to yield unto in the company of thofe you love. You think perhaps that this is too much, and that you take too great a liberty of pleafing your felf. Bat I befeech you, did you ever obferve any great vertue in thofe cold creatures ; or rather in thofe morofe and auftere natures who judge it a crime to love their friends with any p.ifTion ; to feel a joy in their approach ; to talk pleafantly in their company, and to ufe with them a freedom of difcourfe? Are they more innocent than others, becaufe they fay Nothing? muft we let them wear the title of vertue above their neighbours, meerly becaufe they are more grave and folemn i Do they live in a greater fenfe of God be- caufe they look more fowrely i Muft we think there is no piety but what is pale-faced i no mortification of our felves, but when our thorns prick other folks i Truly I muft needs profefs thacl have feen both men and women of this rigid humour, whofe very looks . condemn all that is named pleafure, and will not af- ford you fo much as a fmile > who, I am confident, are not half fo harmlefs and innocent as thofe who profefs a more open and cheerful converfation with their friend?. Some of thefe, I have obferved, are fo parfimonious and niggardly, that they are fordid ra- ther than laving. Others are fo cur ft and pee villi that they will fnarl on the leaft occafion that crofTes their humour. And you will find few of them who have not thefe two qualities : That they love good cheer dearly, and are glad to meet with a Feaft. Let a man 384 The far able of the Pilgrim. a man eat excefftvely, fo he do it gravely, it is no offence. And fecondly, that they love to cenfore others, and to pafs harm Judgement upon very inno- cent actions. Nay, which is molt villanous, there are (ome of them who will condemn you for that good chear which you beftowed upon them, and which they themfelves commended in the eating. They will fay afterward, that you love oftentation, and that half of it might have been fpared. They will reprehend this, and that as fuperfluous; and fay, they doubt you are too much affected to the Vanities of the World. Befides, they love to pry into every bodies fecrets. They would know what is done in all their neighbours houfes : and if it were poffible, they would look into their very Clofets. And what- foever they pretend, they take a ftrange pleafure to tattle of thefe things in their own conventicles ; and fome of them would be dumb, if they were not provided with fuch difcourfe when they meet toge- ther. But to fpeak as favourable as m£y " be, I am much inclinable to this opinion, that it is not their wifdom, but their weaknefs which makes them referved. They are not ferious, but only fowre$ not mortified, but morofe. It is the falvagenefs of their Natures which makes them hate all the pleafantnefs and mirth which 1 others ufe in fociety. They have not made themfelves of a better habit than their neighbours, but were bom with aworfedifpofition. They are fo leaven'd with i a fowre humour, that they have no room to entertain any of the fweet and delightfome paffions. You think they hate all pleafures out of Vertue, but it is rather from their temper. It is not their power, but their j inability. The f arable of the enjoy in eating together. The benefit of Friend(b/p, with the Character of a true friend. IN fnch difcourfe as this they paflfed with much plea* fure a long ftage of their journey. At the end of which, being thirfty, they called at a place where one would think thatHeaven defigned to give thePilgrim an exam- ple of inocent pleafure.For here they found a knot of lo- ving neighbours at a frugal dinner; who feemed to feaft one another more with their mutual good converfation, than with any other chear that was provided. Their eyes told that they were very merry : and that there was a true love in their hearts, their counienance and free converfe did plainly decl^e.There was nothing fu- perfluous,bat all very handfome 5 no loofenefs but great freedonit The T arable of the f'igritn. j g^ freedom •, no noife but much innocent pleafure. They were difpofcd to mirth rather than joy; to chearful- nefs rather than jollity ; and to entertain them- felves with a grateful variety rather than abundance of meat and drink. This fight did very much aflfeft the young mans hcarr, and when they were gone, he began to fpeak in the praife of Temperance, and to commend their happinefs who could contain them- felves within the limits of Sobriety. For this, faid he, is the Miftrefs of health, and alfo of wife and pure thoughts. It refrefhes the Body, and doth not bur- den the mind. It cafts down neither of them to the ground, but raifeth both to their juft pitch of pleafure. It continues us free and fit for any employment, but efpecially that of thanking God for all his bleffingf, which is the Nobleft of all. It leaves us capable to enjoy the things of the other world, when we have enjoyed as much'as we pleafe of this. It fuffers rea- fon to retain its throne, or rather exalts and advances its Supremacy every day to a greater height. Nay, ic preferves our tafte, and renders our palate more exadl than other mens are; for all the fenfes I perfwade my felf when ruled by reafon, muft needs be more up- right Judges, than when that is abfent and fet.afide. And therefore me- thinks, there is nothing more pre- ferves the honour and reverence that is due to our na- tures, than this Vcrtue. It maintains the Majefty of our countenance, the luftre of our eyes, the grace- ful deportment of our whole Man. Whereas all the world confeffes, and it is their common fpcech, that a man in drink, is nothing elfe but a inan difguifed. He looks bafely 5 he is the Icorn of children and fools ; he is pointed and laughed at, as if he were fome monfter ; heisthe(portandmerrimenc even of thofe who havej Ddd2 thus1 ■- * % The f arable of the PilgrinL thus difrobed him of himfclf. And as for them whofe ■ brains are fo ftrong , that they have overcome him, . and think it an honour to be able to hold more than the reft of their fellows ; this glory is their (hame. . They are the Vermineof the Earth who live to con- fume the goods of others, and to wafte the patrimony of the poor. And when they brag of their Victories, they are fo filly, as not to remember what one of the Philofophers faith, that they are overcome by the Hogfhead which is far more capacious than themfelves. Nay, I cannot but think thole people who know no pleafure but high fare, the joy of whofe life depends upon full Tables, and as full bellies, who love no- thing likeFeafts, and would have them as fumptuous as Sacrifices 5 to be a fort of creatures much inferiour to fome Beads 5. who, though they are not capable to govern themfelves, yet are ruled by us, and rendred.. ferviceable and profitable to the worW. But thefe are good for nothing but only to devour ; and commonly . they follow this trade fo long that they devour them- felves, and all that belongs unto them. No doubt, faid the good Father, (who here thought fit to interrupt him) the praifes which you beftow upon Temperance are very juft , and you can never commend it to excefs. Which procures me there- fore the greater grief, when I fee fo few in the World who live according to the rules of this Vertue. Their number is very fmall who are not corrupted with the. love of thefe fenfual pleafures. Though they do not fall into fuch high debauches as you fpeak of, not drinking as if they were in a perpetual f eavor , nor cuing as if they were laying in provifion fox a long Siege: ( which methinks is a good description which I have - the f arable of the Pilgrim] . - I heard have fome give of their excels} yet thty are not many who meafurc their meals by their needs > and they are not to be told who are Bibbers of Wine, and love to fit long at compotations, and defign to make provifion for the flefh, that they may fulfil the Ms thereof. Nay, which is faddeft of all, there are too many of thofe who profefs to be Religious, whofe God is their belly. They love Feafts, and hunt after good chear. And if it be but fandi- fied with a Sermon , Gourmandife is innocent in their account. Like fome naughty Chriftians in the Elder times whom I mentioned before, who thought they might caroufeand drink as long as they would, , fo they did but fit with a mortified face upon the Mar- tyrs Tombs. And it were fome comfort if their fin ended here ; but their Intemperance is the Mother and faithful Parent of many other Vices. A. long train of fins as well as difeafes waits upon this, and follows it juft at the heels. It both brings in, and it uncovers every other evil inclination. It removes that Modefty, which fhnds more ia the way than anything elfcof moft mens bad endeavours. It baniihes all fliame, fo that there is nothing left to oppofe any wickednefs. Who hath woe, who hath forrow, who hath conten- tion, who hath babling, who hath wounds withouc caufe ? They that tarry long at Wine, they that go to feek mixt Wine ; as the Wife man tells us. Whatfo- everevil difpofuions are in the mind, then they take opportunity to fhew themfelves. Malice is brought koto open fnew, and fpits its venome. The proud fpirit is lay'd bare, and fecks no pretence for its infolence. The furious man is left naked of all his guards, and . cares not whom he rnifchiefs. The luftful man un- C jvers himfelf, and fcarce waits for fecrefje to fulfil his defires. ip o Tk f arable of the Pilgrim". defires. And truly I wifh I could not fay, that thi* jW/? which is the mod filthy of all, was not the com- mon iiTue of that of which we fpeak. There is more of this uncleannefs in the world than you imagine. They that wear the countenance of Religious people are led, I allure you, by their Cups to the Brothel houfes, and pafs from the Taverns to the Stews. So it was oF Old, and the fame Villany continues ftill 5 that many turn the Grace of God into lafcivioufnefs. And if you would know who they are, the fame Apoftle tells you that they were fuch as feafting with others, did feed themfelves without fear. And fo St. Peter alfo lets us 2?ct.2.ii,H. know, that they who accounted it pleafure to riot in the day-time (in the clear light of the GofpelJ had eyes full of adultery, and could not ceafe from fin. But I will leave thefemen, who are gone in the way of the falfe Pro- phet Balaam, who taught the Children of ifrael to commit fornication. Only let me leave thofe words of the Apoftle with them 5 They are wells without water ■,' Clouds that are carried with a tempefi, to whom the miji of darknefs is reserved for ever. Nor will I fay any more of the reft of thofe fins which attend upon an intemperate life, which makes a mans Soul like a piece of low ground, which by reafon of abundance of wet, brings forth nothing but Frogs, and Worms, and Ad- ders, all manner of wickednefs, which either diflic- nours God, or hurts our felves and our neighbour's. I will rather turn my eyes to a more pleafant fight, and comfort them with the remembrance of thofe good men whom we faw juft now fo happily met together. And me thinks it is a very great felicity in this falfe World, to find but one face among fo many Vizors ; and to be able to lay hold on fomething that hath «uth and fubftance in it among fo many fliadows. Having ft?e:.2. 14. Tl?e Parable of the Tilgrim. ip i Having found therefore a little number of fericuily ibber pcrfons, it cannot but make me rejoyce the more that Temperance hath fome Clients^ and that me is not forfaken of all her followers. But though this be very true, that we do defervedly Praile this Venue, and ail her Servants • Yet me- thinks you mould have obferved fome thing elfe at that meet- ing, which is worthy of your commendation. Did not the very meeting it ielf kern a very comely light i And were you not glad to behold fo many kind neighbours aflcmblcd at that decent entertainment ? To me there is not a more agreeable fpedtacle,than a company of felect friends, vacant of bufinefs, and full of chearfulnefs, met together at one table. And I cannot imagine that a man who underftands pleafure, can wi(h any equal to this, that he might make one in fuch a happy fociety. You may think indeed that it is fufficient to cur delight, if we can meet our friends any where : But I am of the mind that the pleafure is redoubled, when they refrefh their bodies and their minds both together. I hate indeed your great Feafts where perlbns that never (aw one the other before, nor ever /hall perhaps again, are mixt together ; where there is much talk, -and little or no difcourfe: But thefe Love- Feafts me- thinks do call to my mind the days of Innocence, and make me wifli for nothing, when 1 enjoy them, but only fuch another pleafure. Here we know that we pledge an hearty Love, when a man prefents his kindnefs to us. Our mind is entertained with a greater variety, than the body enjoys. The very tafte of our meat is exalted by the inward delight which we feel in our hearts. And whatfoeverfatisfacYionwe then receive, we impart as much to thofe that gave ir. The weak and languifh- TkeTai-ableofthefilg-im: ing appetite is excited by the fight of friends, and the pka'ure of their difcourfe: and the difcourfe flows more freely by the moderate fatisfaction of our appe- tite. Our dull fpirits are raifed by communication with our friends ; and that Communication grows more lively by the exaltation of our fpirits. Or if you pleafe fo to confider it ; Friends never talk with greater wit, and more freedom, than when they take an inno- cent repaft together ; and their meat never doth their bodies more good, than when this fweet converfation is the fauce for it. Indeed faid the Pilgrim, I had forgot to reflect up- on that part of thofe good mens fatisfa&ion : which I take to be fo great, and yet fo harmlefs withal, that I mail ever be a friend of fuch pleafures, and permit my felf to be merry in fuch worthy company. They have convinced me that I ought not to affect a fad brow, and an heavy countenance. They have reconciled me to fmiles and mirth. And Provided they will keep within fuch bounds, I will neverquarrel with my paf- fions any more. But there is none that I have a greater kindnefsfcr,than that of Love : thep leafures of which, as it felf acquaints me withal, fothe ufefulnefs of it thofe excellent men have alfo taught me. And, not to part fo foon from fo good a meeting, I muft let you know that they underftood afterward, a great part of the difcourfe at that Table was about friend/hip, and the happinefs of him that had found a faithful friend. Which when it was repeated to him by one that was there, it was a great means of con- firming this affection in our Pilgrim, and making him rejoycein his advantageous choice. My memory is not fo The T arable of the THgrim. 39? Co good .is to carry away all that I heard was faid on this argument, but it begun with a commendation of that laying of theSjn or Sirach, A faithful friend u zeclus6. aflrong defence : and he that hdth found fuch an oncy 1+'-I5» l ' bith found a Treafure, Nothing doth countervail a faith- ful friend, and his excellency is unvaluable. A faithful friend is the Medicine of Life, and they that fear the Lord fp all find him. He (peaks like an Oracle, faid one of the company, for a friend me-thinks is the oniy uni- verfal Medicine againft all the evils of this pretent life : And with your permiflion I will make a comment up- on this Aphorifm? or rather I will recite you the words of a good Author, who, though I believe he ne- ver faw him, hath gloffed me-thinks moft excellently on the Text of that wife Hebrew. To which when they had all moft willingly accorded, he thus pro-' ceeded. There is no Remedy in the World, faith he \ equal to JJi'J' ^ that of a friend; for other Medicines are profitable to the fick^and fuperfuous to thoje who areiin health; but he is neceffaryto both. He fupplies the wants of Poverty. He adds a brightness to our glory ; and he ob [cures and hides cur Ignominy. This one thin gleff ens the difficulty of thofe that are trouble feme to us ; andmcreafes the happi- ttefs which all cur enjoyments bring us. ~Jt makes evil things little^ and good things great. By this facet focie- ty our griefs are divided, and all our Joys are doubled. What c a' amity is not intolerable without afrieud?' And what felicity u not ungrateful if we have none to lb are with hs in it ? we fuffer not jo much when we have feme to condole and fuffer with us : And we rejofce the niorc when our felicity gives a pie a fur e not only to our f elves but to others a/fo. if fulitude and want of company be fo E e e borrid> >p4 ^x Pvdle of the Vtlgrlm. horrid, fo dreadful a thing ; it is not to be under fiood af the rv ant of men, but of the want of Friends. For it is a good Solitude, not to dwell with thofe that do not love us : and a man would chufefuch an Hermitage where he might not be troubled with them who bear no benevolous affection to him. But for my part I cannot think it to be an happincfs which hath no friend to participate in its plea fur es. A man may more eafily bear the hardeflCalami- ty with his Friendjhan the gre ate ft felicity alone. So that I judge him the mod miferable who in his calamity hath many to infult over him * and in his felicity none to tafte of his joys, and rejoyce with him. who is there more fpeedy inhis fuccours than a Friend? whofe praife is fweeter to us tha n his ? And by whom is Truth fpoken with lefs grief than byfuch a mouth} what Cajlle, what Bulwark^ what Arms and weapons, are more po- tent tofecure us, than the cufiody ofthofe who are well affected to us ? For in truth, fo many Friends as a man hath gained, with fo many eyes doth he fee, with fo ma- ny ears doth he hear, aud with fo many under fiandings doth he think of that which u profit able for him. it is all one as if Godhad given to a man in one body fidelity without flain 5 with ali the goednefs and i 1 cc- dome of the Age of Innocence. There are manv, faith he, that had rather lofe an hundred Fricncs, than fo many Crowns. They value them no more, than they do men in Turkic that are to be fold. Ai,d I know feme that would cafily forgo their mod dear aod faithful Intimates at the rate of ten or twenty pound a piece. Men they are Cif we honour them r.ot too much with that name) who as the Wife Man you ipoke of fuggeftsto us, come but to drink, and return back again when the Bottles are empty. And therefore it will oblige us very much if you will be at the pains to let us know the qualities of a man that is fit to be admitted into our Society. , AVricndthen-, replyedhe^ that is worthy of .our bo- fvme love, is a per jon that u equally good and intelli- gent : That can neither deceive , nor cafily be deceived: that can feldome do til out of rvcaknefs, and never out of deftgn. He is one that willferve you without vanity, but veith all imaginable zeal ; without any int ere jl, but •with the cxactef care and diligence*. Th/tt will engage himfelf mofi pafficnately in your defence when you are abfent, or unfortunate, or dead. That will follow 'you with his love to the other worlds and ferve thofe when you are dead whom you would have ferved if you had been aliie. He ps one that never conceals hit own {ccretfrom you, nor reveals yours to others. That will freely re- trove you, and never backbite other men. That can fee your faults, and yet eafily pardon them. And that as readily acknowledges merit, as he efpies and par don v fa nits. That cannot tell how to do any thing without your 3^8 The f arable of the Pilgrim. your knowledge ytnlefs it be a good turn. That would have you fee all be doth3 except the friendly offices which he is every where rendring to you. That loves to entertain yon witbpleajant difcourfe, but borvfoever with wholej'ome and profitable. That will follow you to all dangers , though to no fins. That can vary perhaps with your hu- mour, but not with your for tune. Th.it can make you afeafi where there is no good cbear be fides him [elf. That can ferve as fauce to excite your appetite, andfave yon the charge of Wine to exhilarate your fpir its. That will divert you, without the prejudice or offence of any body elfe. That will make you more fenfible of his tender- nefs by [mall things, than others can do by greater fer- He is one that thinks atl the prat fes of others importune if you complain. To whom even hit own merit feems odi- ous, if it receive not pur approbation. One that loves no pleafure fo much as complacence to you. To whom all places a.re alike, foyou be not ab[ent. He can deny himfelfany thing and his friend nothing. He can bear himfelf com- pany in Solitude^ but is never weary of the company of thofe he loves. He hath afenfe of honour ,equal to his fen fe of love. He bath no vulgar thoughts, butyetjloops to the mofl vulgar actions for the (ervice of his friend. He hath agreat and generous mind,but omits not the trifles which will pie afe him. He will negletf his own bufinefs to do his. He will receive a kindnefs as well as do it: and is not more willing to oblige than to be obliged. He is thankful and acknowledging for the fmallefi offices of love ; andfiudies to repay it with thegreatefl.He is popped of all the Ver- tuesybut makes afhovp of none. He loves decency without affeel at ion,generofity without pride, courtefie without ce- remony,and firi if nefs without fever ity. His morality if void The farahle of the Pilgrim. 399 v old of a 11 rudenefs • his ferioufnefs gives no difguft, bis file nee is withvut Julienne fs 5 and his humility without bafenefs and meannefs of Jpirjt, He hath a World of good qualities, and mode fly is Super iour to them all. For he is jjbamefae'd without ignorance, and blujhes becaufc you fee be knows fo much.He delights not to praife that in others wherein be ex cells him (elf. Nor is be fparing there of his commendations,where his own defects will leave him no title to tfie application.He can bide any thing better than his love. He can do any thing better than deny your re- que (Is. He can endure any thing with more eafe than to be feparated from your Society, when you are with htmr you are Jl til alone, when youadvife with him , it is with your fe If. He hath all things in common with you, but chiefly adverftty. He and his friend have but one willy though they may have different underftandings. And in- deed this one quality is it which I like in a friend above all the reft, viz. Afweet and innocent comply ancetwhich is the cement of love and the fecret charm of Society. This rare difpofltion makes him to pie a feu* without flatter yz and to tye himfelfto us without the lofs of liberty. It ac- cords to our defires without oppofing reafon ; gives way to our weaknefs without encreafing andcherifbing of it: ac- commodates it (elf to our humour under the generous pro- feffion of free dome : fervC'S us in all things it can, without being captivated to any. There is nothing hafer indeed than comply ance when it is feparated 'from other re rtues* Nothing more offenfive to thofe on whom it is beftowedjf they have any noble refentments in them ; than when it is fo fervile as to fubjecJ the underflanding and enthrall the reafon to their defires. But being to attend upon thofe other good qualities which I have require din my friend? andferving always with a liberty of mind $ as there is nothing elfe offends any body lefsyfo nothing more fweetens a-nuns 400 The far able of the Pilgrim. a fn. ins own difpofition, or more dt lights and gratifies that of hit friends. It bends it [elf to profit others and not only to pieafe. Itfiudies to advantage them with the great eft civility. It fubdues their pa fjions with the grea- teft qttietnefs.lt reduces them to themfclves without vio- lence. Itfioops unto them that it may lift them tip, it con- defcends that they may be recovered. Itfajbions it [elf to what they are, that they may be what they ought, 'it yields to their anger that it may disarm them op it. It grants their de fires that it may take them aw ay. It makes a man agree to others not that they may comply with him again j but comply with reafon. In (hort therefore fhe mttft be a vert now perfon^we all grant >whom we chufefor our friend. For he is not capa- ble to be a friend to us, who is not a friend to himfelf. He can never accord well with another, who feels an inte- fline war continually in his own brc aft. But yet allvertu- vusperfons do not fo re fumble each the other y as to jay n to- gether in that ft rift Union which bears the name of Friendjhip: and therefore he is fit to be received into this relation who be fides the qualities common to allgoodmcn, doth Symbolize with us in his humours and inclinations, when you meet with fuch a man as anjwers this defcripti- on,mali£ much of him and place a great confidence in him. To diftruft him is the highefl fin yon can commit againfl him. To be fufpicicus of the truth of what he faith is the mofl notorious breach of the bond of your friendjhip. And asjoon as ever you begin to doubt? it is certain you begin lefs to love. To this effect was the cifcourfe of h?m who took upon 'him to give the defcripcion of a worthv" friend : which was highly applauded by the whole Table and ferved Tlx Titrable of the Pilgrim . 40 1 ferved for an excellent dole of their feaft. And truly the repetition of it made anew feaft for our Pilgrim, who began upon this occafion to reflect on his own happinels, who had met with a friend that anfwcredin all points this great Character to the very life. O Sir, faid he to the Father, what alofsam I at for words to exprefs my felicity, who have found the bed of men., and the beft of friends ! How gladly would they have admitted you into that loving Society from which we lately parted ! They would have raviflicd you from me, and ftaid you there for ever, if they had known your worth. They would have thought it too mu.ch that I mould endofe fo great a good, which is capable tofervealittle World. For befides the reft of thofe vertuous qualities which they remembred, you are the moft companionate of all men living. You cannot be merry, I lee, if I be fad. Theleaft grief which I fufTer penetrates to the bottom of your hearr. And if I miftake not, I touch upon a truth of the greatcft remark to diftinguilh a flight from afubftantial friend. For I have heard wifer men than my felf note, that the World hath no great number of thofe people, who are deeply wounded with the fenfeof the mifery that be- falls their friends ; or whofe reientments of forrow are of any long durance, though they be never fo paf- fionately moved with the firft light or report of therru Companionate grief they obferve, is wont foon to flide away, and make room for the entrance of any plea- fure. Moft men can divert themfelves delig tfuily if occafion fcrve > though their friends fufferings be ne- ver fo fad. They have not made their concernments fo much their own, as that they fliould feel pain as long as their friends. But yet I find you to be one of that little number who art infinitely tender, and thrcugh- Fff ly ^oi The far Me of the Pilgrim. ly touched with all the infirmities of thofe that they love. How often have you charged your felf with my cares and difquiets < How many thorns have you drawn out of my mind i How many expedients have you devifed to fuccour and fupport me under all my burdens i You have often tempered the heat of my paflfions. You have fweetncd the (harpnefs of my fpi- rir. You have healed my wounds when you could not prevent the blow. You have brought me cordi- als., when I was capable of no confolations but thofe which your company adminiftred to me. You have divided with me the labours which I am to undergo. And taken a part of that duty upon you which lam to perform. And have made your felf fo infeparable to me, as if it were but one life which you and I lived. 1 ought to value you as much as my felf ; and for as much as my perfon is dearer to me than all my worldly goods ; I ought to efteem the benefits you have done my mind, more than if you had given me a mafsof treafure, and pofTefTed me of the faired eftate which the eye of the World hath ever feen. CHAP. Tix far able of the Tilgrim . 40 5 CHAP. XXXIII. How the j chanced to fee a very Poor man entertaining himfelf with much pleafrre under a Tree, whence arofe a difcourfe of contentment : and the means to attain it. O/Humility and Charity. That not with - Jlanding all our Charity , we muft not think to have th$ World {0 good at we would wijh it. I Know not to what length he meant to continue thefe acknowledgements, if a new accident had not put an end to his_fpcech. For as he was going to ex- tol the noblenefs of his difpofition, as well as the ten- dernefs which he obferved ; and had juft uttered thefe words, You fcarce know how to keep a meafure when there is occafion to be kind 5 your favours feem de- fective unlefs they exceed: they were on a fudden en- countred with another delightful fpe&acle, which quite diverted his thoughts from what he was about to fay. For as they palled by a fair field, they efpyed a poor man in very ragged cloaths under a large Beach Tree, whowasliftningto theMufick which the Birds made in the neighbouring grove, and fometimes whittled himfelf to bear them company in their melodies. A long time they faw him thus entertain himfelf, and ac laft he pull'd out a piece of bread and cheefe, which with eyes lifted up to Heaven he feerred to acknow- ledge a liberal dinner. And at the end of it he went and pledged the birds in a little ft ream that ran by him,, giving God thanks again that had provided food for ail his Creatures. They were much taken with the innocence of his looks, and the contentment which F f f 2 they 404 The Parable of the Tilgri?n. they tlioughc they read in his face, which bred a great delireinthemtokuow him better, and fee fomething more ofaVertuehid under raggs. And fo approach- ing nearer to him, and giving him the ordinary faluta- tions which the time of the day required, they entred into difcourfc, and in conclufion enquired of his con- dition, and how he came to lead fo merry a life, being in appearance fodeftitute and low in his Worldly for- tune?. The poor man made no fcruple to di cover his heart to them } but being of a free and open difpofiti- on, and not caring who was privy to his thoughts, moft readily accorded to anfwer their defires. And he plainly told them, that the occafion of the prefent fa- tisfa&ion, which perhaps they faw himexprefs, was to hear the birds fo merry 3 who neither fow, nor reap, nor have any barns wherein to lay up their food. I could not choofe, faid he, but btar a part with them in their Mirth, and think my felf at leaft fo rich and hap. py as thofe filly creatures. The World, I fee, is as full for me as it is for them. All places are crowded with . thebleflingsof God, and I know not where he mould beftow more, they are fo very full. A few of them alfo will ferve my turn, for my wants are but a few. And a few things fure are eafily obtained, and cannot be long in getting. We need not go far to feek enough •, forthereisnofcarcity of a little, and a little will fuf- fice. And,thanks be to God, I was never yet at any great trouble to procure this little number of necelTary things. At prefent my wants are all fupplyed > And I have no reafon to doubt but they will be fo for the time to come. For fure there is a God • and he mufl needs take care of his Creatures : and I imagine it is no pride ( which will not become me in this Poverty ) to think my felf one of the better fort •, and therefore con- clude Ti)6 Parable of the Tilgrim, 405 elude that I (hall not wane There is nothing fo much comforts me as the thoughts of his Fulnefs, of his Wif- dom, of his Goodnefs, Power and prefence to all places. Which make me confident that atprefent I enjoy what is moft convenient for me, and that I (hall never fail to do the like through all my life. And if 1 doubted of any of thefe, that instance of his Love and Care in fending his own Son into the World would rid me of all my fcruplcs. For if he [pared not his Son, but delivered him up for us all, bow /ball he not with him give us all things. For the comforts of this belief I continually render my thanks to God ; and you cannot conceive any greater contentment than trnt which I find in ad- miring and praifing his eternal goodnefs. Nay, I can never methinks give him thanks enough for letting me enjoy the ufe of my eyes, my tongue,: my hands and feet ; for thefe are greater things than all that I want, and by thefe and his blefling I may make provifion fot my wants. There are many, I fee, in the world are poorer by half than my felf. I poifefs fo much more than they, as all thofe things which I have now. numbred. O how rich do I eileem my felf in compare with the blinds and the dumb, and the lame ! But I mill be much alhamed, if among all thofe who have lefsthanl, there (hould be found men that have more content- ment. And I confider with my felf fometimes ; mould thefe poor fouls murmur, what is it that I (hould fay to give them content ; and that very thing I fay to my felf. I make the experiment firft upon my own mind, and if it can do nothing there to comfort me who am in better condition, I think it unreafonable to pro- pound it unto them. And fometimes on the other fide I caft mine eyes on them that have more, and fee that they are as far from content as thofe who have nothing 40 6 The T arable of the Pilgrim. ar all : from w hence I conclude that it is not to Be found in all the World, but in our felves, and there I may find it without the abundance that they enjoy. I per- ceive alfo that Poverty is not without its benefits, and that it is dcfervedly called the Mother of Sobriety, the Nurfe of Arts, the Miftrefs of Wifdom, the Spur to In- duftry, and the School to which we are put to learn the knowledge of our felves, and the dependance we have on an higher Caufe. Befides all which, I ufeto call it my Sanctuary, which no body will prefume to rifle. Heie I am fate, for all men hate to hurt the poor. There is no Antidote of greater vertue, as I have heard men fay againft poifon, than this condition wherein I am. They are the Vefiels or Gold* and not of Earth and Wood, wherein fuch deadly potions are wont to be mingled. Nay, this Mufick which you faw me Mening to, this Mufick of Gods own creating gives me the greater ravilhment, becaufe I confider that none can rob me of it, and leave me my liberty and life. They that have taken away my goods, and have baniftied me into the Woods, cannot hinder the Earth from putting forth the flowers, nor the Trees from yielding their fruit, nor the Birds from finging among the branches $ no nor me from entertaining my felf with all thefe pleasures, at leaft from being contented. And truly I ought me-thinks, to rejoyce that thefe fa- tisfactions are remaining, rather than repine that thofe are gone which could never have given me full fatif- faclion. But I fuppofel fpeakto thofe who are not unacquainted with Come wants, and therefore I may forbear to fay any more than this ; that if you can tell what it is that keeps you from being miferable, that very thing is the comfort of my Poverty. For he that can reft contented in one condition, can fatisfie him- felf 77;e Parable of the Tilgrhn. 407 felf in all : and he who is not pleafed in his prcfcnt (late, willalwayes find Tome matter of complaint. Our young Pilgrim would fain have had him to pro- ceed in declaring the fenfe of his Soul to them, becaafe he took him to be fo happy. But yet he could not choofe but yield to the equity of that which he had now faid, and therefore after they had requited the Poor mans generous freedom with a long difcourfe, which both re(rih*ed their fympathy with him, and added much to the contentment of his mind ; He entred into a debate with the Father when they were alone about thofe things which will prepare the Soul to re- ceive fatisfaction in the meaneft condition into which they might fail. For my part, faid he, I cannot but look back upon the felicity of thole who lead a tem- perate life in the midft of all the abundance of this World. Every thing lets me fee the neceflity and ex- cellency of that Ver:ue, and gives me occafion to re- new my commendations of it. The moderate ufe of all pleafant things doth mod effectually teach content- ment, becaufe it (hews us how little will ferve our turn. It weans us alfo from the love of fenfual de- lights, which is the only thing that makes the want or the bfs of them fo troublefome unto us. It makes room for wife and fober thoughts. And me thinks is nothing el "e but a conftant exercife of contentment in one particular, which mud needs difpofe our minds to the practice of all other pans of it. It is no great matter to be debarred of that, which we have oft for- bidden to our felves : There is nothing taken away but what we could fpare. We want nothing, but what we could want, while we were pofTcflTcd of it. We are not forced to be without thefe things, for we chofe 40 8 The T arable of the (Pi/grita. chofe before to enjoy buc a little of them. This is to pra?occupateandforeftjllthe blows of fortune, as the Heathens, I have heard, were wont to fay, when they fpoke of the changes that we iuffer in the World. We are before hand by this means with any alteration. No- thing can.give us any wound that (hall make us fmarr, becaufe we have felt the point of it already. We have made a trial of its power, and know what want can do upon us. We may cry our, as a generous Soul once did ; I have got before thee, whatfoever Neceflity thou art that intended to come upon me. I have taken thee, and hold thee faft in my hands. I have inter- • ccpted all thy aflaults, and thou canft not touch my heart. Nothing can arrive, but what is here before. I know the worft of all things, for I have inured my felf to bear them, You are in the right, replyed the Father, and I thank you for this good reflection. They do very ill fure,whodefire to lead a contented life, and yet ufe themfelves to fare delicioufly every day. They forgec what is a coming who love to fwim in pleafures, and to gulp down as much as they are able of thefe fenfual de- lights . They are but preparing their own prifons, and twitting the whips that muft fcourge themrelves. They do but make themfelves more tender, and apt to (brink at the prick of a Pin. They will cry out mod bitterly under thofe Jafhes, which fober men will fcarce feel. And yet Jet me tell you, that you would have done well to have caft your eyes a little further back to fome things of which we have not fo lately fpoken. You carry your contentment about you continu- ally, ancj it lyes in a little room ; if you have not for- got the very firit Leffon which I taught you at your fetting 77;«? Parable of the T'dgrhn. 4 op fetting our. Thefe few words, / am nought , I h.ive nought^ I dejirc nought but Jefm and. Jerufa/ew) I cold you were like a little bottle of Ellcnces, which j. Tra- veller mud always have in his pocket, and of which, if he do but take afip, he will inftandy find relief ia any condition of life. Hnmility and Charity, I rrtfaii, arefufficient toarry us rhorow this evil World with an equal and well-poifcd mind. For as for the firft of them ; what is it, but the fubmiffion of our wills in- tirely to God, which is the veryfecrec of Content- ment ? It is a great fenfe of his Supream Authority over us, with which it is a folly to difpute • and of his Supream Wifdom and Goodnefs, out of whofe hands it is a folly, if we might, to take our fclves. It makes us think that we defcrve nothing at all, and fo to be well pleafed that we have not left than we enjoy. Ic teaches us to renounce our own underftandings, and to think that beft which is fo in Gods account. But I will not take a great deal of pains in an eafie argu- ment ; and therefore let us only confider what the mat- ter is, that no man is fatisfied with the portion which Providence hath allotted to him : from the greateft to the meaneft we fee, that men are ever complain- ing of their fortune. It is in vain that Heaven beftows many bleflings upon them, for they turn all into gall andbitterneis, and have lomething within which de- ftroys all their happinefs. The tafte of what they have is fpoilcd, by a perpetual thirft after fomething or other which they want. But might they not en- joy them felves well enough without it ? There is no queftion to be made of it. For otherwife he that hath given them greater things, would not permit them to be without the lefs. The lifets more than meat, and the Body than rayment. What is the reafon then that Ggg they 4j 0 Tl?e Varabk of the Pilgrim, they defire that fo patfionatdy of which they have no* real need, and never take any comfort in that which they cannot be without? Truly I can find none, fave only this, that though they do not need many things to their happinefs, yet in the opinion of the world they do, and it will not account them happy without them. The world thinks him nobody whodoes not wear fine Cloaths, who hath not a great eftate, who is not able to leave his children very rich, who cannot revenge himfelf on his enemies, and have a large com- mand over others, though he can command himfelf never fo much : And fo they facrifice their own eafe to the popular opinions. They vainly employ their time to fatisfie other men,rather than themfclves. T hey confider more what will be faid of them, if they be not in fuch or fuch an eftate, than they do their own quiet and repofe. And is it poiTible} can we think, that a man mould be well pleated, who refuting to comply with reafon alone, defires to give content to that fa- mous Chimarra called opinion? It cannot be, efpe- eially fince it is the Opinion of others , and not his own only which he follows; and this is a thing fo infinite, and withal fo mutable and uncertain, that it will never give him any reft who is led by it. But then after all this, let usconfider what it is that makes men defirous to content the World , in order to content themfelves. Is it not their Pride and deiire to be efteemed ? Is it not a vain ftudy to be admired, and to have a great Name in the world i Let us be Humble then, and wc fhall be contented. Let us have a mean efleem of our felves, and we (hall not be troubled that other mens thoughts are conformable to our own. Let us think we have more than we deferve, and we fhall at the moft but ftudy to be worthy ftill to have it. Let us thus The Tarahle of the filgnml * , f thus endeavour to make our felves happy , and we fhall not care whether other men think us happy or And then for charity >ot the Love of God,it hath this Particular Charm, that it renders all conditions alike agreeable unto us , becaufe we never confider any thing therein, but only him alone. When we are fo full of him as to love him with all our heart, and all our foul, and all our ftrength, there can be but little room for any thing elfe. Some troublefome thoughts may intrude themfelves , but they cannot dwell in us, becaufe the love of him willthruft them out. Be- fides, the love of him is very powerful to beget in our fouls a perfwafion that he loveth us. Our love is but the product of his, and there is nothing more comfortable than to think that we are beloved of fo great a Good. And then again, Love is apt to make us well pleafed with all that they do whom we intirely love. We can take nothing ill at their hands, but always perfwade our felves that they mean well. It pleafes us much that they fhould pleafe themfelves. And therefore if we love God, it will produce the fame fatisfaclion in all his Providences : we fliall love them every one, becaufe we are in love with him. Efpecially fince we are fatisfied by this love, of his good affecTion to us : it will not let us fufpect him of any unkindnefs. We (hall always reft allured of his good will, and fo have no more to fay but only this, Thy vcill> O Love, be done. And I may add alfo, that the Love of God being juft oppofite to our felf- love, which is the root of all our troubles, rnuft needs be the foundation and root of all our contentment. For what is Contentment, but the (lability, as it were, Ggg 2 of 4,2 Tlx Parable of the Filgrim. of the Seul .whereby it (lands in one immoveable temper. It is a kind of uidifferency, an unconcern- cdnefs in all things but only God. And how is thac tobe purchafd, butonlyby fuch a ftrong aff&ion to him as deftroys the inordinate love of our felves and all other things. As long as that love of our felves reigns, it carries us headlong to every thing thacpleafes our carnal appetites. It makes us range up and down the World after every trifle that we have a fancy unto. It makes us vex if we be crofled in the leaft of our defires. It fets us in a rel- iefs motion without any poflibility of ever fixing our felves. It makes us as paflionate'y concern our felves for a toy, as if it touched our very life. And therefore till this be deftroyed, we are not likely to find the contentment which we feek. Now the Love of God, that is juft contrary to it, and cannot ftand together with it. That concenters and unites all our thoughts and affections in one Good, which we may always have, and in which we may always have fa- tisfacVion. That fettles our Souls in one place, out of which we need not ftir to feek our happinefs. That carries our hearts continually above, and fets us out of the reach of thefe worldly things. It raifes us beyond our felves, and makes us feel him who Is infinitely bet- ter : who alfoj we know, rules and difpofes all things in the world, according to that excellent goodnefs which we feel in him. Let us love him therefore now as much as we can, and in this let us place our happinefs. So fhill we never fail tobe well pleafed ; becaufe every thing will make us more to love him. I thank you moft heartily, faid the Pilgrim, for the feafonable remembrance you have given me of thac ' The V arable of the Tilgrim. . a \ > that excellent leflcn. Ithaih done mc lb much good, that I cannot fee how any thing mould trouble mc un- iefs it be this ; to fee fo little love of God in the world, and that I can do no more good upon men whom I love for Gods fake. It is very well, replyed the Father, if you have no more to trouble y^u than this ; for it is only the fruit of a great Love, which (bmetime is wont to make us lick, if ic meet w'r.h unkind enter- tainment in thofc on whom ic is beftowed. And be- sides, let mc tell you this for your better fatisfaftion ; that you muft content your felf to fee the world fo imperfect as ic is. You will never haveany quiet, if you vex your felf, becaufe you cannot bring mankind to that exaft Idea of things which you have formed in your mind. You defire, I perceive, above all things, that there might be peace on earth, and that Chnftian people might live in a fweet agreement to- gether. But, be not ignorant, 1 pray you, of this, that you do but trouble your felf, and the world too, if you think to attain this happinefs by making all fo perfect as your felf. As it is too commonly feen chat Good men hinder peace by infilling over vehemently upon leflfer truths, which might well ftand afide to make way for Unity in greater things : fo an unfeafon- blc and violent endeavour to correcl fome faults, and root out fome abufes, and to take away fome im- perfect inftitutions ; hach coo frequently driven peace away from the Church of God. All which procetds from want of prudence and difcreec consideration of things, with which an honeft and well-meaning zeal had need to be tempered. We muft well weigh the nature and moment of things. When ic is importable to have all we honeftly defire, we muft take what we can, rather than want che chiefeftiliingtrut is in our defire?. m j7 The Parable of the Ttlgrhn. defires'. We do not live in a world that is compofed of Compleat Chriftians. All is weak, allisfickand diftempered in the focieties of men. They are in a ftate of great infirmity, not to fay corruption and degeneracy. He that would go about p efently to make allfo healthy and pure, lo free from all difor- der as he defires ; hath much piety perhaps, but little prudence. He confiders not that a crazy ftate of things cannot be lb foon amended and reftored to entire foundnefs. We (hall fooner kill than work a Cure, if we apply fueh violent Medicines, and Aid- denly make ufe of the higheft remedies. We muft deal gently with Patients that are very fick, and alfo labour of a Chronick difeafe. We muft wait for fa- vourable feafons $ we muft try what they can bear 5 we muft go on by fteps and degrees to extirpate a long fetled and inveterate ill habit of mind. In plain words we muft not expect and ftay, as I told you, for peace in our felves or the world either, till all men be as good as we would have them. We muft not remain in Confufion, till we can eftabltfh fuch an exact plat- form and model of things as piety teaches us to de- fign. We muft confider whether it can be attained in this ftate of affairs. We muft obferve what the condi- tion of the world is able to endure. We muft do as Workmen and Artificers are wont, who when they have not the choice of their Materials out of which they are to frame a piece, do content themfelves to form fuch an one as their fluff will yield. It is ira- poflible out of bad matter to form a compleat and ex- cellent piece of Work. And this doth not argue the defect of the Artificer, but the incapacity of that up- en which he exercifes his skill. It is the knotty logg, and not he which renders the Statue fo mean. Such defects The f arable of the Pilgrim. , T defects and imperfections in the Body of mankind, nay, and of Chriftians alfo, we muft be forced to accom- modate our {"elves unto • or elfe we muft break So- ciety, and not be one Body. Neither God nor man will expect that we lluuld make things perfect, where the ftate of men is capable of Nothing but imperfecti- on. He himfclf was fain to comply with the obftl- nate hardnefs of the Carnal Jews. The Laws which he gave were not the beft, but fuch as they could bear. And truly we muft all be content to furter that which we cannoc mend. Patience muft be the reme- dy of thole things which cannot be corrected. Pro- vided, that Charity be not deftroyed , nor Juftice and Piety fubverted, we muft, for peace fake, tolerate many faults, till they can be taken away, and leave ft ftill remaining. There are fome things that are ab- folutely neceflary, and others only excellent, and very defirable. Some that are indifpenfable, and others that may be lee alone. Some chat muft exercife our zeal, and others only our Patience. And we had need pray to God that all may be fo happy as rightly to diltinguilh thefe. That tney may have as much light as they have heat. That good affection may not be feparated from good underftanding. Thac the more piety any man hath, the more prudence and wif- domhemaybe adorned withal. So will he not only keep peace, but a ifo make it. He will not only be a Friend, but alio a Father of it. And in all likelyhood obtain that by foftand moderate courfes^ which the more Violent, though feemingly more Pious too, will certainly drive away. It is poflble indeed the World may call this a luke^ warm temper : but do net regard at all what they fay. For 4l$ The Parable of the Pilgrim. For as charity teaches you to be thus moderate; So from Humility you learn not to matter their cenfures of you, for, it. You (hall never be at any quiet, if you be troubled at all that men are p'eafed to talk of your doings. Or if their good efteem be necefiary to your content, it is a very eafie mat- ter to foretell that you (hall always hve without it. Thofe are excellent fayings, me-thinks, which our Fore- fathers have left behind them. He fljall have enough to do whofludies to pleafe fools, & them that have no skill. Topleaje and to difpleafe are the meer effects of chance and hazard* wifdom and Sufficiency b-aveno (hare therein. Two things deferve to have but little cre- dit given to them 5 the efteem of great men^andthe tefti- mony of the people, Reputation u a thing that is often got ■without merit 5 and loft without any ill defervings. And therefore when we have won the greateft fhare of mens good Opinion, why fhould we think our felves the better <. And when we have loft it again, what caufe is there to judge our felves the worfe f Are you the taller in the evening, becaufe your fhadow is lon- ger, or are you fhorter at noon, becaufe it is then con- tracted ? Do not think of your felfthen according to the meafure of the Honour you receive from others ; for it is at the belt but the fhadow of Vertue. So you know it is vulgarly called ; and if you aliow the ex- preflion, there is more of inftiu&ion in it, than you may imagine. The fhadow, you know, attends the body w herefoever it goes : It is its infeparable compa- nion, and will not be parted from it. And fo truly doth honour and glory wait upon all Vertuous actions. Though no body commend them, yet they commend themfelvcs. A man cannot but think he hath done bravely, though there be none to applaud him but his own The far able of the Tilgrim. 4 jL own confcience of what he hath done. And therefore regard not fo much what the World thinks of you, as what you think of yourfelf. Ask not whether it be fatisfied, but whether you have rendred Juftice to your own resolutions. Wait not to receive commen- dations fi org abroad, but think it fuffiaent if you meet with no reproaches at home. Not that I would have you refufe juft prailes when they are beftowed upon you, much lefs think it is the ftile of Saints to be talk- ing of your vilenefs. But I would only have you to do well, though you hear ill; and only to learn to do better, if you meet with good acceptance. For the truth is, the approbation of wife men, though it fhould not pufFus up, yet it ought to encourage us. And he that rejects all the teftimony of others, doth not fo much exprefs the Vile opinion he hath of himfelf, as the contempt wherein he holds his Neighbours. CHAP. XXXIV. Hove they fell into the company of two Travellers. One of •which would have pull' d cut the Pilgrims eyes^andthe other puH'd arvay bu Guide, THefe words were fcarce cold upon his lips, when Suddenly they heard the noife of an horfes heels behind them. Which caufing them to turn their eyes back, a proper man well mounted prefented himfelf to them, ifluingoutof another rode upon the left hand, and falling then into that wherein they were. When he was come up, and had joyned himfelf to them •, he askt prefently the common queftion, Whither travel you ? They were not fhy of making him a true arv- Hhh fwer, Tl>e f arable of the frjlgrim. fwcr, but told him that they were going to a place called Jerttfalem. You are well overtaken thenre- plyedhe, for that is the defign of my journey alfo, and I mall be very glad of your company. But I mart tell you, that if you have (till held this road, you are very much out of your way, or clfe all my knowledge fails me. For it lyes a great deal more on this hand ( point- ing to the left ) and here we muft now turn again and leave this wherein I find you, unlefs we me m to mifs of our aim, apd be led to fome other place. Let me be your Guide, if you pleafe, for I am fo well acquainted with the way", that it is impoflible for me to miftake it. You may truft me ; for I am confident though I mould (hut mine eyes, or go hood-winkt thither, I mould not miflead you. He fpoke very gratefully, and was witty in his con- ceits, excellent company alfobyreafonof his pleafanc humour > and withal, of a carriage very civil and in- viting. But they obferved that he had a Sword by his - fide, and a pair of Piftols before him, together with another inftrument hanging at his Belt, which was formed for pulling out of eyes. This they thought was none of a Pilgrims habit, and they viewed him fo care- , fully, that they concluded he was one of that Brood, who if they cannot perfwade Travellers into their Way, will drive them into it, and then carry them blindfold for fear they mould forfake it. Whereupon the Father faid to him, Sir, do not think me rude if I be fo plain with you, as to fpeak in the flile of our ufuai Proverb, and let you know, that we had rather )rave your room than your company. We are flrongly pDfiefTed againft thofe who would make us believe we cannot fee our way, unlefs we let them pull out our eyes. > The T arable of the fdgrim. 4,^ eyes. Nor will you ever be able to invent (0 many- good words as to reconcile us to them ; who when they find men in courfes contrary to their own, are not content to labour by reafon to bring them to their bent, but moot them to death if they ftifly refuse, as if they were bur Rogues and Thieves. And you will have a great deal to do to perfwade us that you are noc one of that number. We fee what weapons you are provided of, and we (hall never be convinced thac they are innocent. We dread you more than the Ban- ditti, and all thelawlefs men in the world. We had rather fall into the hands of Turks and Barbarians, than live under your Tyranny. For though they (trip nsof ourcloaths, and fpoil our goods ; yet they will leave us our fenfes and our realbns of which you in- tend to bereave us. We may believe our eyes ; and truft our feeling and ourtaftin their Countrey ^ but in yours they have loft their credit, and are deprived of their ofe in matters cf the greateft concernment. And therefore I wonder you are fo confident of the way wherein you would guide u?, fince your eyes do noc always report things truly to you. You mall not fee for us, fince you acknowledge your light fo deficient. We can be lure cf nothing, if fuch as you be our infor- mers. Perhaps there is no fuchperfonas^/k* whom we feek, or he is afleep in his grave and we mall never fee him at Jeruftlem. For though there are that have toldusrhey faw him, and handled him after he rofe again, by what means will you allure us that it was not an illufion ? Our hands and eyes may deceive us you fay in others cares , and therefore what priviledge had theirs from being cheated ? But befides, as I was going to fay at the fir ft, if you are fo certain of your way as you pretend, I befeech you, why do you Hhh 2 noc .10 T);e Tar Me of the Pilgrim. not make it good by better arguments than thofe that are made of Steely why cannot you illumi- nate us without cafting us into the midft of a fire? who more likely to be wrong, than they who are con- fident they are in the right, and cannot prove it ? It is a great fign you intend to cozen us, became you will not let us examine your Ware. Since you vend it in a dark (hop, where no body can fee it, we hold it in great fufpicion of being naught. But if we do not like it, why will you not fuffer us to let it alone i Why muft we be forced to buy, or elfe pay for our refufal with the price of our lives ? Is this the way to make Chriftians, never to confider that they are men . that it is impofliblc to reduce them to any equity, or to render them capable to remit of their rigour. Nay fo far do fome men forget themfelves, that as many who obferve it have complained, they would rather fall, than de- fcend and come down. They defire all or nothing : they feek Death or elfe Victory. As for Peace which lyes between both, and which ought alwayes to be fought for by the Vanquifhed, and defired by the Victorious, they nothing care ; unlefs they may have it on their own terms and conditions. If you intend then to have our company, you muft throw away this ftubbom, ftiff, and refolute difpofition which makes men lofe Peace for little or nothing. A yielding, complyant and gentle nature is the great friend of Peace, and the only foil wherein it will grow. Tor the preparing of which foil, there is nothing fo neceffary as humility.lt is Pride generally that makes men fo obftinate and pertinaci- ous. A conceit of themfelves makes them fondly ima- gine that every body muft fubmit to them, and they to none. This therefore is as great an enemy to our happy agreement, as any the World hath. Itobftru&s all palTages to it : it makes a man ftand upon puncti- lio's and formalities, as if they were of equal confide- I i i ration 4 2 6 The T arable of the ftlgrim. ration to Peace and Unity. It prefers the leaft trifle which fupports its Grandeur before the greateft Blef- ilngs that Heaven can beftow. It makes men endlefly wrangle, when all that they can fay fignifies nothing but that they have no mind to yield. Ycu are better skilled than I it is to be prefumed in the Hiftory of ancient times : And you cannot well chufe but remem- ber fomething of a concert between the Athenians and King Philip about an Ifle that he had taken from them, and had a mind to reftore. But then you cannot alio but call to mind, how learnedly one of their prou.i Orators advifcd them, that if the words of the Treaty did import that he gave it to them, they fliould refufe ir. He would rather have them lofe that which they could not get, than not have it by way of furrefider, and reft itution to them. Was nor this a flrange foolery \m. turning home from a Pilgrimage which I have made to St. James of CompoftelU, wherein I have (pent more time than I could well fparc from my neceffary affairs. Othcnfaid the Father (who had liftned attentively all this while to them without (peaking a word J yoa have brought home I prcfume to your family one Feather at leaft of the Holy Cock or Hen which are kept in a certain Church of an ancient City not far fom that place. I hope you will favour us with a light of it, for here is no air ftirring to blow it away ii it fliould chance to fall -, and this company I believe would be glad if you would blefs their lips with a kifs of it. I do not know well what you mean faid the man, for I never fo much as heard of any fuch thing. That is very ftrange replyed the Father, that they fliould either fuffer fo facred a breed to perifli, or that the fame of them fhould not come to your ears. There is fcarce any Pilgrim that paffes that way who doth not go to fee them, and therefore I may well marvel that you fliould hear no news of them : T hough I {hall fooner believe that, than that they fliould be fo care- lefs to let thofe Holy Chickins dye, whofe great Grandfather and Grandmother were fo miraculous an inftance of the Vertue of St. James of CompofielU ! I pray Sir faid another of them be pleafed to let us hear the ftoryof thefeSacred Creatures, for we are all I believe very ignorant of it. I will tell it you then faid he juft as I received it from a perfon of no mean ac- count that lived in Sicily but was well acquainted with i*t.wiMUA au thefe Countrcys. There was on a time a certain man, a great friend of God ( whofe name he was plea- fed to conceal ) who undertook a Pilgrimage, together with his Wife and Son to the Saint forenamed. It was their fortune being in their journey thither to take up their The Tar able of the Vdgrlm. 45 1 their Qjarters one night in an old City not many miles from it, they being not able that day to reach as far as CompojlelLi. Now in the houfe that entertained them you muft know there was a Maid not/fo good as ilie was pretty, who beholding the beauty of their fon fell in love with him : and made luch undeeent cxj*ef- fions of it, that he was forced to be more uncivil to her than otherwile he mould have been. This turned hci love into a great hatred, and made her ftudy a reveng ■-, which fhe took in this manner. There being a little iilver cup which they ufed in their Chamber, lhe neat- ly conveyed it into his Capouch, and when they were goneoutof the City, eau'ed themtobepurfued by the Alcude or Juftice of the place, and accui'ed them of thefc. When the Father and Mother had been fcarch- ed and nothing was foand, they were fomeching trou- bled at the moleftation which they had given them ; but as foon as ever they came to the fon, they happen- ed to feel it there, where they little expected to have found it ; and fo carried them back again. The young man being brought before the Juftice could only de- ny the fact, but was no way able to purge himfclf, and therefore was condemned to be hang'd. On the Gal- lows then his Father and Mother were fain to leave him, and as the (lory goes, there he hung by the neck till they had been at CompoflelU, and performed all their vows to the Saint. And his Mother going to vific the Gibbet at her return, and to fpend a few tears at the place of Execution, found him in the very fame pofture wherein they left him. Bat flic had not p: ured out many complaints, nor lookt upon him long with her eyes full of tears, before lie called out to her and faid ; Dear Mother, weep no more I beeech you for me, for I am not dead as you imagine but alive; being prefer ved *„ Tfo Parable of thePilgrinu preferved by the Mother of God and the interceflion of St. Jait/es whom you went to honour, from fuffering the death which my Enemies intended me. Go to the Judge therefore and make no longer flay here : Lee him know how it is, that I was accufed out of meer malice, unjuftly condemned, and thus miraculoufly faved by them that protect the innocent and are grate- ful to their Worfliippers. She did fo, without exa- mining him any further about the matter : and the Judge was juft fate down to dinner when (lie came run- ning in faying, Sir, I befeech you caufe my Son to be taken down, and let him hang yonder no longer, for though I muftconfefs that he is ftill alive, yet it is by the power of God and his Saints. At which news, he failing faid, Good Woman be content ; thy Son is as much alive, as thefe two Birds -, pointing to a Cock and Hen which were ready roafted upon the Table before him. He had no fooner faid the word, but they both leapt out of the dim and walkt about the Table, being as ready for a Dinner as himfelf. And as for the Cock, he moreover clapped his Wings and fell a Crowing for joy to find them unpiniond, and to feel that he did not carry his gifern thereabouts any longer. Which when the Judge beheld, he was the moft aftonifhed man that ever was feen, and could not of a good while recover himfelf to fpeak a word. But as foon as ever the paflioa was over, away he went without lb much as thinking of his Dinner, and called the Prieft with the principal men of the City, who all went together to the place where the Youth was hang'd ♦, and found it to their no fmall wonder- ment, jult as the good woman had faid. Whereupon he was cut down and refiored to his Parents; but the Cock and Hen as more Sacred things were carry ed in The T arable of the Pilgrim. 41? in much folemnity to the great Church ; and there a Coop was made for them •, that they might be prc- ferved as a monument of the great power of God. Ofwhar colour they were before, my Author faid, he did not know ; but after their refurreCtion they were of a pure white fnovv-like colour. It is uncertain alfo what they did while the Judge was gone to the place of Execution, but afterward it is not to be doubted tfiey lived very purely. For. feven years being pre- fixed by God for the term of this new life which they had received, they left no more than two Chickens behind them when they dyed $ nor had they ever any more ifTue. Thefe two alio lived juft the fame number of years 5 and had the like pofterity 5 and f'o it hath continued in that order to this day. How all knowing men judgeit nolefsthan a Miracle, that the Cock mould never tread the Hen above once in his life. And then that he begets juft two Eggs :. And that one of thefe alwayes brings forth a Cock, and the other an Hen. And that at the pun&uat rime of feven years end, which you know is a perfect number, they leave the World, and reft in peace. For though the reporter of this did not tell me what became of their bodies, yet you may be fare, that they never came upon the Spit more. And as for their Feathers, the mention of which occafioned the telling of this ftory, you muft know that they are preferved as an holy Relique, and all people that pafs to S. James through this City, ufeto vifit this Church and obtain one of them. And here now is another wonder, that though there are innumerable perfons which pafs through it, yet they never want feathers 5 as he tells me who was at the place, and himfelf wore one of them continually about him. Kkk O 4H -^ Viable °f^e W&riri O Sir, faid he that had been at Compoftells, how- happy a man mould I have thought my fclf if it had been my fortune to meet with you before I took this long journey. I had then been a great deal richer than I am ; and brought a treafure home with me, which now alas ! I want. I could be tempted if my occafiens would yield to it to return back, if it were but to fee the faces of this Chafte Pair, who never come together, but only to beget fuch another blefied couple as themfelvcs. Who knows what vertue it might infufe into ones mind < Or of what power fo holy arelique is againft all the aflaults of the enemy f. Well, I mall never fee a roafted Pullet more, but I (hall fighat my lofs: And yet I believe I (hall fee one very often, for it is a dim I love very well . But I pray Sir, did you ever meet with any body that had one of thofe precious Feathers -i The good man was forely grieved to fee the fira- plicity and innocence of fuch perfons, as they feemed to be, fo eafily abufed ; and therefore he thought good to undifguife himfelf and anfwered him in plain manner to this effe&. No truly, nor do I care one ftraw whether I ever do or no. For though I have heard this ftory very confidently related , yet I would be fony if you mould think me fo credulous as to receive it for a truth. Nay I mould hold my fclf worthy to be Chronicled for a fool, mould I va- lue one of thofe feathers any more, than fuch an one as a Fool wears in his Gap. And I cannot but won- der that men with fuch Reverend Beards as yours, fhould furrender your belief to fuch fottifh tales. You feem otherwise fagacious enough, and therefore whence is it that your heads are fraught with fuch fanes The f arable of the Pilgrim. 4 j e fumes that they cannot difcern the grofnefs of thefe cheats C If you can fwallow a lye io great as this, fure the ftory of GxrgAntuA will not. ftick with you, but go down eafily. Who cutting up a miraculoufly great Colewort in his Garden, within the leaves of which fix Pilgrims like your felves lay afleep-, eac ic and them one morning for his Breakfaft in a Sailer. Nay you will be able to digeft what follows, how thac one of thofegotintoan hollow tooth that was in his Mouth, and fo faved himfelf. For wondring into what Gulph it was that he was fallen, he tried if it were poflible to feel any bottom ; and at lad gave his tooth fuch a prick with the pike-end of hisftarT, thac the Giant immediately fpit him our. At lead I may well think that if you had lived an Age or two agone, you would have gone to do your devotion to Thomts a Becker ; reverently kiffing his Breeches, and laying your lips with much affe&ion to the Handkerchief wherewith he was wont to wipe his fnotty Nofe. Nay be not offended I befeech you at the expreflion, nor think that I fpeak with too much rudenefs ; for they ;,Era^ cM()li% thought it none I'll aflure you heretofore, to offer to pew. Ret. the peoples faftitation, fuch an holy relique, as had "** the very prints and foot- fteps of the Snot ftill remain- ing upon it. I cannot but be offended faid one of the company at thefe reflections of yours upon the Story you have told us, and me- thinks you do vcr* ill to laugh ac fuch ferious things ; which are alfo attefted by fo ma- ny and fo good Authours, thar, if your heart were noc very ftony and hard to entucain any thing, you t\ which the BlelTed Virgin, and our Saviour went to do fome adoration unto i Yes, faid the other, who was glad to catch hold of this laft word, there were the Bones of Jeremiah the Prophet to which perhaps rhey paid a refpeft, for he lay buried in the Royal City, and wasahvayes honoured by the i°5- tfjer> what fay you now ? Is this alfo to no purp )le i muft we not all go thither where the BoJy of our Sa- viour is ? Alas ! replyed the Father, what an igno- rance have 1 lived in ever fince I was born ? Is the Bo- dy of Chrift then in the pofTeflfnn of the Turks ? Have thofe Infidels got our Lord into their hands i Was that the end of the Holy War to redeem him from Cap- tivity, and refcue him out of the power of his enemies ? I poor foul verily believed all this while that he had been in the Heavens, in the Jerufalem which is above : whither I and my Companion are travelling as faft as we can. Thither if you have a mind to go, come along with us. We will fly if you pleafe, like fo many Eagles. ."We will run and not be weary, we will walk and not faint ; we will ftretch our wings to their utmofl: ex- tent and not be tyred. In this Pilgrimage we are con- tent to fpend our whole lives, but ill ill think that we arevcry much out of our way, fliould we enter with you upon any other. Here he gave them a ftiort de- scription of the manner of their life, and mewed them how end where they fought for Jcfta. He difcouried of Humilitypf Charity, andihe reft of the Vertues which are fo eminent in our Saviours Example : The imitati- on of whom, faid he, was ever held the higheft ho- nour and worfhip that could be given him. By this he continues The f arable of the Pilgrim] 44, continues ftill in the World. He is every where to be feen in his faithful followers. They brin^ his li- ving, walking Image into every place. They expofe him to open view at home and abroad. They endea- vour to have their houfes, and their mops in fuch good order, thac you need not go to Jerufalem to find an holy place. They woulJ lave men the labo r of raking a long Pilgrimage to vifit the Shrines of the Saints. For they oecome fuch themfelves, and are the beft reliquesof them which the World affords. And left you lhould think, added he, that we adhere too much to our own Opinions, and put too great a fleighc Lp3n the Pilgrimages in which you are engaged, let me intreat you patiently to hear what a perion of great . Authority with you Ipcaks of them, in an Age when they had but newly begun to gain a reputation among men. A man may think perhaps, faith St. Gregory Nyjjen, r^r^t- f1'-^ that ht- doth a thing of great notey and much to he valued/? *™ov™v when he takes a Journey to the place where our Lord was" * li&n^ buried. But he himfelf, when he [peaks ofthofe that flj all inherit the Kin gdom of Heaven, doth not mention the Pilgrimages to Jerufalem tts a worthy undertaking. Nor when he pronounces his Beatitudes t doth he at all com- mend this labour and diligence, why jhould any man therefore trouble himfelf about that which will not make him Bl(ffedy nor difpofe him at all for his Ccelejltal inhe- ritance i And if there were no dangers {as there are too many) cf being defiled and corrupted in the pafj age thither by fundry vices, yet what flj all a man be the bet- ter when he arrives in fifty there f Is our Lord Jo be fund there, more than in the place where atprefent we are i cr is -there a greater me a fur e of the /rely Spirit Lll 2 At 444 The Tarable of the Pilgrim. at Jcrufalem , which will not vouchsafe to come hi- ther ? Muft wcgofe far to fetch its comforts, and will it not be intr gated to impart them nearer at hand ? Truly I mufl needs fey that 1 fee more devotion, more piety , more of all divine Ver tries in this very place ; than there is to be found. I my [elf went thither once upon my occafions, yet I did not feel my [elf a whit the wi- fcr% or the better by it. what I believed then, I believed be fere > what J did t her r, I could do before 1 went t hither , and I reaped no greater benefit by my Journey, than to find that the places where we live are more holy, than thofe that we fe much admire. You therefore that fear God,praife him there where yon have your prefent abode , and trouble not your fe Ives to feek any other place wherein to do him honour. The change of f lace will never bring you nearer to him. But be you where you will) there God will be too, if your fouls befit to give him lodging, and receive fo holy a guefl. If you have your inward man full of perverfe and evil thoughts, though you were in Golgotha, though you food upon Mount Olivet, though you lay even under the Mo- nument of the Refurretfion y you are as far from enter- taining Chrifi as theftones that inclofed him. ladvifc therefore all the Brethren, that they travel cut of the Body to the Lord, and not to go out of Cappadocia to Palaeftine. And in another place writing to certain devout perfons, he tells them that there is nothing more pleafant than to converfe with pious Souls, and to be- hold what things the Grace of our Lord hath done for them. Itisnole/s, faith he, than a Feflival, and prefents us with fuch goodly fpeclacles, that one cannot but think he fees in an. heart full of God, ^/^Beth- lehem, The Parable of the Pilgrim. 44f lehem and Golgotha, and the Mount of Olives', and the place oj the RefurroftLon. shew me a man in whom Chrijl is formed by a good Conscience, who by the fear of God is trailed to the Crofs. who hath rolled away the burdensome St cne of worldly ran'ty, and being got out cfthe Tomb of his Body, walks in newnefs of life, who leaving the low and creeping life of the world in which he was buried, afcends by the force of lofty de fires to the C eeleflialCcnvcrfation. who fet ting his affeilionson things above, is not weighed down by the weight of his Body, but made fc light And ^t he rial by a purer life, that his flcfjj be- comes like a bright cloud which is willing to mount up with him to the things en high. Thisperjon in my 'judg- ment deferves to be'numbred among thofefo much cele- brated things, in which we may plainly fee the Montt^ ments of the kindnefs of our Lord towards us. Thus that great Man delivers his Opinion to us, and we cannot but readily yield him our aflent. Thefe are the Holy Places which we defire to behold. A man dying unto fin, prefents us with the faireft fight of Chrift Sepulchre. Ic fets us upon Mount olivet when we meet with a Soul of a Cceleftial Conver- fation. And I thank our Lord very much that I fee fuch manifeft marks and footfteps of thefe things in this my friend •, in whom the burying, the riling agiin, and the afcenfion of Chrift is mod lively pictured be- fore mine eyes. As for thofe places in Paiefline where you are going to adore, if they were fo little worth in thofe days, I think their price is more fain now : and if they that lived nearer to them thought good to ft ay at home, it will be a filly piece of fuperftition in us to travel fo far in devotion to them. If 446 . Tl>e Parable of the Ttlgrim. It is very true, faid one of the company, I am con* vinced by what this perfon hath difcourfed, -that we need not go to Jerufalem. There is a place nearer at hand of great Sanctity and richer in all Spiritual treafnres, and that is Rome. There, as I have been in- formed you may fee feveral Pilgi ims ( and in time may have that honour your felf ) who dine every day in the prefence of the Vicar of Chriff, and that of meat from his own Table,and blefTed by his own mod holy hands. This methinks is a great deal better than tokifsacold {rone, or to take a mouth full of air on the top of a Mountain. And befides this, which is the lead part of their entertainment, there is more excellent Provifbn tfjcup&Mlk, made for their Souls 5 the Church of St. John Later an cap. 2. ' aff fding no lefs ftaa forty eight years of Pardon every day in the year, together with the Pardon of the third part of all a mans fins. And if you would have fome other kind of food for your fouls which is more vifible, there is in that Church to be beheld among other Re- liqucsjlbme of the fragments of the five barly loaves and the two fillies wherewith Chrift fed five thoufand men. Some poor body I fuppofe on w horn they might be be- llowed after diQncr brought them thither, being fatis- fied by the nicer fight of them, and hoping that others might be fo in after times. But the more probable Opinion is, (fince the poor and rich were admitted to that feaft J that the fragments falling to the fhare of thofe that waited at the Table, and there being juft twelve Baskets full in all ; each of the twelve Apo- ftles had one for his portion • and that St. Peter faved his that he might bring it to Rome, of which he fore- fawthat he fhould be made Bifhop. But to return to what I began to fay concerning the pardon of fin which I fuppofe you all moft eamenMy defire. The liberal The TaraBle of the Tilgrhn. 4 47 liberal grant already mentioned is but a mite to thofe vaft treafures which two Popes indowed that Church withal, who gave thereto To many Indulgences as none can number fave God alone. So my Author tells me, and if you doubt of it, Pope Boniface witnefles to the truth cf it in thefe words ; If men, faith he, did but know the Indulgences belonging to the Church of St. John, and how many they were, they would never go lb far beyond the Sea as to the Holy Sepulchre in Jeru(.«Jem, but would rather fpare fo great a labour. For gran: that they are abfolved there both from the guilt and alio from the puniflment of their fins, this is no inorethan they have nearer at hand in the Church of Sr.Jobn. And do you not think it is a good bargain foramanto forlake totally his riches and lands and fuch like things, that he m.iy purchafe fuch an incre- dible mafs of Spiritual and Divine riches ? And yet you need not do fo much ; it is but going thither and lea- ving your goods for a time, and then befides all thefe bleltings, you (hall come loadned home with a great deal more precious commodities, fuch as Agnus Deis, Holy Pictures, Blcfied Bread, Sanctified Wood, and a • great many other invaluable Jewels. To this cifcourfe when one liftned very devoutly and askt him if a man might have all this Wealth at no greater charges but only going for it ; He was a little at a ftm.l ^ And cold him that his words were not lb to be interpreted as .if he might go fetch fuch great bleflings and carry no money with him; for there is nothing to be had at Rome unlefs you buy it. It is not to be expected that they fliould make Holy things fo cheap as to give them away for asking. Ic never was fj fince there were Pilgrimages : Bat the good men tbar 448 ' The Parable of the Pilgrim. that undertook them carried their purfes full of mo- ney, and exchanged it for holy Crofies, bkfled Grains and fuch like things as I now mentioned. For elfe how could it be that one Monaftery in Helvetia fliould be inriched fo much by the offerings of Pilgrims who came thither, that it was able to take away the Tiles that covered it, and inftead thereof to lay on plates of Gold and Silver i But I hope then, replyed the other, that I ilia.il find all that true which you have faid, and obtain fo many pardons as you promife, which indeed I am willing to purchafe at any rate. O Sir, faid He again, you need not doubt at all of it. I have told you nothing yet of the Holinefs of that place and the beau- ty of the Church. Which is not fo much the Miftrefs ofthe World, as the Mother of the Faithful, themoft indulgent Mother that ever was.There is none can tell the vaftnefs of her Exchequer, and the liberal fums which iifue out thence unto her children : in com- pare with which all that flie receives from them is noc worth the naming. In a little Chappel of that Church of St. Jtbn fore- mentioned, there is a remiflion for all fins to be had every day. And not far from it, there is a place of that holinefs that you may have no lefs than three and thirty thoufand years of pardon, for once going up a pair of flairs. Is it poflible faid the other ? Sure this is either not believed, or not known, for otherwife all the World would go thither to be de- livered from their fin?. Thereisnonelafliireyou, re- plyed he, but Hercticks who queftion the truth of it ; and I cannot tell why men are fo negligent of their Salvation as not to flock more than they do to thac •Holy City. The thing is plain enough, or was fo not long ago (and I doubt not of the care of the Church to prcferve things of fuch value ) for there is an afcenc of The Tarahle of the Pilgrim. 4 4p of three and thirty fteps, and how oft foever any man devoutly goes up to the top of it, for every ftep he hath a thoufand years of pardon. And wonder not at the thing, for thele fteps you muft know were brought from Jerufalem, and are the very fame which Chrift afcended when he went up before Pontius PiUte to be judged by him. The women indeed may take it ill chat they are not fuffercd to come into this Chappel (it being called the Holy of Holies 5_) and to fay the truth I was much grieved for them when I firft heard this, becaufe I know that they have Souls as well as we, and Sins too. But afterward having more diligently fearched into the matter, 1 found chat they will be no great lofers by being (hut out of this very Sacred place. For though I do not know where they can get fo many years of pardon at once, yet it is provided that they may have enough • and left they mould mur- mur, I can tell them this for their comfort, that they may obtain them without the labour of going up a pair of flairs. For let but any Pilgrim of either (ex, and at any time of theyeargotovilit the Church of St. Paul, and there are granted to all and every of them by three gracious Popes no lefs than nine thnufand ib.cap.$. years of Pardon. But if any one be fo great a finner that he thinks all this is not fufficient, he may know that there are in the Church of St. Peter fo many In- dulgences that they are paft numbring. And yet in the Holy time of Lent, how many foever they be, they are all doubled. I fuppofe that you \\ ill think it need- £ap. 4. lefs to have any more than all thefe, but if you are afraid, and would be ftill furniflicd with fome additi- onal Indulgences-, it is but going to the Church of c«M4» St. MAty.ot the people^ and to thole of St. Vitus Mo- aejtusj and a thoufan j Martyrs ^nd there you may have M m m a great ac 0 Tk far able of the Pilgrim. a great many thoufand years of pardon more for every day, and befides as many fortieth parts if you think them of any worth, after to large a (lock, which fure you will never be able to fpend. Perhaps, faid the Father, it was intended that he fliould lend fome to his poor neighbours if he have no ule of all this treafure himfelf, for fome cf them may not be able to go thither. And therefore in my mind ( if all this be true ) a man ought not to refufe the leaft bit of the Charity of the Church, but go to all thefe places and bring away as many Ages of Pardon as ever he can ; that fo he may be charitable unco others. No fuch matter, anfwered the other, they will do no good to thofe that do not go to fetch them ; being the re- ward of the labour and pains that a man takes in a te- dious Pilgrimage. But then, faid he again, me-thinks the Church mould be fo charitable as to fend greater ftorethan it doth of thefe bleflings to them that are not able to take a journey for them. And it hath made me wonder very much that Rome mould be fo holy a place, and that a pair of flairs there mould be of fo great vertue, as to procure greater favours than the blood of Jejus cbrijt himfelf in any other Countrey.. For I have read that a little glafs full of it was procured from the Patriarch of Jeruf a/em and the Matter of the Matth. varlf. Templars, and fent to Henry the third King o{ England, & Mat. wfi. anc| ^y him carried in great devotion on his bare feet H"tllil'' and in a beggars habit, from the Church of St. Paul to that of St. Peters at wejlminfter : and yet there were but fix years of pardon and an hundred and fixteen ( or at the mod forty ) dayes, granted to thofe that fhould come to worfliip that holy Rehquc. Doth it not feem to you very unreafonable that the fteps on which The Tarable of the Tilgrim. 45 , which he trod fhould exceed fo much in efficacy the blood which he ilied i Is there not a vaft disproporti- on becween three and thirty thoufand years of pardon which the former procures, and fix poor years which the later beftows? How comes it topafs that the Pope would do no greater honour to his blood, efpecially fince they payed fo dearly for it i For you muft know that it was fent to comfort the people of England after he had miferably oppreffed them, by levying huge fumms of money and excommunicating all that refuted to pay them. It feems to me as if the Blood of Chrift in felf could do little or nothing unlefs it be at Rome, And yet that is not the bufinefs neither, for fmaller things can do greater matters when the Pope pleafeth. It is not many years agone, fince Clement 8. fent fome baggs full of little Crofles and bleffed Grains to be distributed among the people of France^ accompanied with this Indulgence; that whofoever had fome ofthefc grains in his Beads, mould obtain an hundred years of pardon for every kifs that he mould at any time beftow upon them. Here was a liberal grant indeed. You fee what your holy Father can do if he lift by little trifles of his own making. And therefore all that I am able to con- clude is only this, that nothing can work any more than the Pope will let it, no not the blood of Jefus Chrift. And that he was more ftern in thofe dayes when the Fngli[h were enflaved to him 5 and now he is grown bettepnatur'd, and ftudies by his kindnefs to oblige his fubje&s, left they mould all (hake off the yoke he layes upon them. Or if you had rather fo conceive it, there is nothing that he can part withall unlefs you pay for it : only now and then he affords you a better pennyworth, and lets you have more for your money than at other times, that he may gain your Mmm 2 cuftome 4r t The farable of the Pilgrim. cuftome and induce you to truft him fo much as to differ him to ule you as he pleafes. And truly he ufed our forefathers fo hardly, that I wonder they continued his chapmen fo long. He put fuch bafe commodities, fuch counterfeit ware into their hands, that I cannot tell what mould keep them from difcovering the cheat. I am afhamed when I think what fools he made of them t and how he ufed them like little infants, impofing what he thought good upon their belief. Ic makes me blufh to reflect on all the toyes wherewith he gull'd them of their money. He feems to have had them in fuch fervitude that he had fcarce left them any Souls of their own, bat rifled them of ail their reafon. For was it not a ftrange fottimnefs to believe that he had bottled up the blood of Chrift, which we know was carried into the Heavens with Him, that He might appear therewith before God for us and perfect our expiation > and yet there were a thoufand of thefe tales that patted for currant truth. Nay a Frier of Gaunt was wont to fay, that thefe godly frauds and coufenages were the Milk which St.?.**/ gave to Babes, as being unable to digeft the harder meat. Since He intended therefore to keep the World alwayes in its fwaditng cloucs, thofe Nurfes to whom he committed his children fed them with little elfe but this Milk. Of vaifagb. which their bottles were fo full, that it was held by tick. 2. wife men as good an argument to fay, He is a Frier, therefore he is a Lyer 5 as to fay, This is White, there- fore it hath a colour. It would be only to deflowre the time, or elfe I could give you a large catalogue of their forgeries. And if this little that hath been laid will not ferve to open your eyes to fee the fraud, you may go on totraffiquewith Rome as thofe before you have done. But if it vend fuch MerchandiCe as this, Thi Parable of the Pilgrim. roe-thinks you mould judge it no more to your profit to go thither than into Turky > and that City mould be as little in your thoughts as the earthly Jeru- ftitm, CHAP. XXXVI. How the Pilgrim had a fair fight of the heavenly Jerufa- lem : and what infued thereupon. How eafie it is by a true andpafjionate Friendship to learn the great eft Love to Cod. And that he is to be ftudied and ad- mired in all his Creatures, as well as in his Son Chnft. TH E young man was glad to hear him fpeak thefe words becaufethey lookt like a conclufi- on. And therefore pulling him by the fleeve, he pray'd him not to wait for their anfwer, but leave them to mufc of what he had reprefented lb plainly to their minds. And I wifhfaidhe ( turning towards them; that if you regard not this difcourfe, there were fome fuch per Con here as St. Gregory to whom you bear a re- verence, that he might tell you what ht thought of your intended Pilgrimages to Rome, Loretto, and fuch like places. No doubt he would inveigh more fharp- ly againft them, thin thofe into Paleltine, Think I befeech you upon his words, and if you be not plea- fed to go along with us • yet forbear at leaft thefe need- lefs though expenfive journeys, and referve your mo- ney for ibme ufesthar will turn to a better account, And fo having civilly taken their leaves of each other, He and his Guide held on their way to that Holy place where Jef/ts himfelf now refides. Several things they difcourfed 45J 454 The Parole of the Pilgrim. difcourfed of, and many good things they did as they went along ; till at laft having gained the top of an high hill (which without fone difficulty could not be climbed ) they met with a knot of more excellent pcr- fons,whorecompencedforthe tedioufnefs of chat com- pany into which they had lately fain. The Spectacle which prefented it felf was no lefs wonderful than it was new. For there they beheld fundry Pilgrtms like themfelves who had placed their bodies, though in feveral poftures, asifthey never meant to ftir from that place ; unlefs it was to be carried dire<5tly up to Hea- ven. Some of them were fain upon their knees ; and with their hands upon their breafts, their eyes eleva- ted towards the skies, and a very fmiling countenance, they Teemed not fo much to ask as to polfefs fomething that they dearly loved, and for which they rendred thanks to God. Others of them flood gazing upon their tip- toes $ with their mouths open and their eyes fo fixed, as if their Souls were gone half way out of their bodies to fetch in fomething which they hungred to receive. And others alfo ftretched out their arms to uich a length, as if either they fawthat thing com- ing to them.: or elfe they thought them to be wings whereby they could fly to that which they lookt fo greedily upon. For this they obferved after a careful view of them, that every one direded his eyes the fame way • as if they waited for the very fame good to defcend into their embraces. And therefore thefe two perfons being not fo much ftartled as ravifhed at this ftrange fight, thought it was beft for them to do fotoo; and to try if they could make any difcovery of that which attracted all thefe eyes and hearts unto it. And they had not done fo very long, but by the advan- tage of this Mountain, and the cleamefs of the air3 and the The finable of the Pilgrim. a cc the ftcadinefs of their eyes, and the quiet and filence wherein they atl were ; they had a very fair profpecl of the Heavenly JeruJAlem, Now ( yoa may be fure ) our Pilgrims heart skipt for joy 5 and he began to blefs the happy day which brought him hither, vowing that it liquid be markt in his Calender for an Holy day as long as he lived. For he was not only afliired hereby that there was fuch a place, bat he dilcovered fomething of the felicities of it ; which here met him with a delicious entertain- ment. It did not ieem to be fci:ua:e in a Region like to any that he had as yet beheld •, but in one fo clear' and pure that the sky is but a fmoaky vapour in com- pare with it. There was no cloui that durft be fo hold as to come within fight of it ; nor was there any darknefs that could approach to fully its beauty. But as there was a perpetual ferenity about it, fo anever- lafting day was one of the principal ornaments of it. The rayes of the Sun he perceived never hid them- fe.ves from it ;ifhe judged aright, when by the glitter- ing of the place he thought it all guilded with his beams. But fometimcs he conceited that the City was all built of fuch precious ftones; that they fupplyed the pace of the Sun, by thofe ftreams of light which ifliied forth from every one of them. Nay the very garments of the inhabitants ( which he could dirceriv alittlej were fo glittering, that they feemed able of themfelves to create a continual day to thofe that wore them. He beheld alfo fome winged people, (for fuch are they that dwell there) come flying from one of she gates of the City very fpeedily towards him ; who told him that they accompanied him in his Journey he did not fee :hcm : and that they had been. IB 456 Tlief arable of thefilgrm. at Jerttfdem to carry news of his travels thither, and to relate the conftancy and refolvednefs of his mind in this purpofc : and that they were fent back again not only to wait upon him, but to let him know that the Lord of the place did wait very paflionately for his arrival, and would be exceeding glad in fafetyto re- ceive him. Into what an ecftafie he was caft by this relation,' efpecially when he heard a little whifpering noife (for it was no more) of the Mufick and the melodious Airs which thofe Chorifters of Heaven make 5 it is altoge- ther neediefs to tell you. His foul was almoft allured out of his body by this fight • and was held in by fo very fmall a thred, that two or three fharp thoughts more cf that happy place, would have cut in two that (lender tye. He verily thought that this was Pifgab, and that he was gone up to dye there. And when he faw that he muft (till live, yet he could not but fay to his Guide, Let us build us a Tabernacle or two in this place ; for it is good to be here, until thofe winged Miniftersfhallbeat leifure to come and fetch us away to Heaven. Surely, faidhe, it cannot be long before they do us that favour. Let us lit ftill a while and fee if our longing fouls in the pofture wherein they have been, cannot invite them to give us fatisfaction and tranfport us thither. But his Director (to whom he ever u'ed to hearken ) told him that this was a thing which a man might rather fancy than defire. For ic could not be permitted that they mould fit alwayes gazing there^ neither was there any hopes of arriving at the defired place, unlefs by their own diligence in fuch things as God would have them employed, they ftill endeavoured to creep nearer and nearer unto it. And Tfje f arable of the filgrim. 457 Andme-thinks, added he, ic flr.Mild be fufficient to content you that the reft of your way carries the face of fuch pleasure, and promifes fo much eafe and faci- lity to you in your paflage ; as you will difcern if it pleafe you buc a Uttle to turn your eyes from your Journeys end3 to behold the path that leads you to it. With that the young mans eyes began to fall a little from thofe lofty places whereon they had been fixed; and to caft themfelves upon the ground which lay below under his feet, in which he was at prefenc to make his abode. But he did not lofe his pleafure by taking his eyes off from Jerufklem 5 for the road which lay thither appeared now fo plain, fo fair and fmooth, fo free from bryers and thorns, and all that had molefted and galled him before, that it proved the beginning of Heaven to him. The Earth he faw wks every where loadned with fo much Plenty ; that nothing troubled him but only that he could not fee Travellers enough to gather it. On every fide of him there were fo many beautiful flowers ; that he could fcarce tell whofe invitation to accept, when they feem- ed to defire to be pluckt by his hands. The very (tones had loft the hardnefs and roughnefs of their nature ; and did foften and fmooth themfelves when the feet of Pilgrims came to opprefs them. And all the way likewise was fo quiet and ftill, that if a leaf wagged, ic was by the iweet breath of thofe Muficians which fate among the branches. One could not fpeak fo much as a word, but an Echo from the Vault of Heaven would repeat it ; as if (he had a great defire to learn, or was much in love with that language. Yea all the Mountains which they were ftill to climb, feemed of fo eafie afcent; that they differed nothing from N n n the '4J& Tk Tarable of the Pilgrim. the plain ground. And the very Trees which grew upon t! «m were fo ftraight and tall ; that they feemed' to lift up t ernfelves above the clouds to beg the Hea- venly Bodies, that they would fend thek pure and un- ftained influences on them before they had loft any thing of their innocence, and were defiled by their paflage through our unwholfome Air to the bofome of the Earth. Many a mile one might pafs through a Foreft of nothing but Myrtles and Lawrels ; under the (hade of which a Traveller might lweetly repofe him (elf, and dream that he faw the Crowns an J Gar- lands w hich were wreathing for him in Jtrufa&m.'Eve- ry Wood alio ( of which fome ftages wholly confifted ) appeared like a goodly Orchard ; where an infinite Variety of lovely fruit faluted them that patted thorow it. And though the courteous Apples, with all the reft, feemed to bow themfelves to kifs the Pil- grims hands ; yet by their fragrancy one would judge that they were not of a meer terreftrial growth 5 but fed by fome invifible roots above, from which they de- rived the refined nourimment of cceleftial Juices. From the furplufage of which alfoit was (as one would- be tempted to think ) that the Balm and all other Aro- matick Liquors dropped; which had no other ufe in- that place but to anoint the heads of them whom thofe Trees overfhadowed. In fhort, this way that he had now to pafs, was called by fome Poetical fancies the Laughter and Smile of Nature 3 by others a Mo- nopoly of Pleafure 5 by others a World of Sweets that live in fair community together, neither envying nor contemning one the other , but contributing every one to the beauty and delight of the whole. But none of thefe names gave him any fatisfa&ion, nor could it pleafe him to hear it called any thing elfe, than the Enframe The Parable ef the Pilgrim. 4 j 9 Entrance of the paradife above. And indeed when he came to tafte of the fruit, he could not but conclude that he eat of the Tree of Life in the midfi of the Garden of God ; and when he fek thofc distillations en his head ; he could think of nothing elfe but the Untti- enfrom above. All the things in this defcription ,were but fo many pictures whereby his fancy reprefented to him the happinefs of that life which hereafter he hoped to lead ; wherein he thought to find every thing to his defire. The difficulties of his Journey feemed now to be overcome ; and every ftep he faw would bring him to a new pleafure. There was no- thing to be done, but what promifed to gratifie him with repeated joys, and to reward his labours with abundance of content in the doing of it. And there was nothing tobefuffered which threamedany harm; but feemed to have its prickles and thorns, and to court men into its embraces. Now he thought he fliDuld be fo happy as to live more above, and hoida conftant communication with Heaven. He expected to furmount the clouds wherein he had been wrapped, and to live in a purer light, and enjoy a greater fere- nity of mind. Now he hoped to pafs his time in fub- limer Meditations ; in a fteadier Faith, in a more ardent Love ; in more comfortable Expectations ; in quicker taftes of the good things to come • and fo in more perfect Peace and Joy in the Holy Ghoft. In.fliort, he difcovercd on all fides both prefent fatisfactions, and future hopes ; with larger Affurances alio that they would not make him amamed. Being thus then fpurred by the admonitions of his Friend, and the invitations of the Way, on he went again ( together with the happy Companion of his Nnnz Travels) s6 o The Parable of the Pilgrim. Travels) fometimes calling his eye upon Jerttfalem^ and fometimes upon his ivay> which now became more ea- fie and more delightful to him than ever before. But having defcended a little from the head of that lofty Hill where they had flayed thus long ; the young Pil- grim ob.erved that he had loft that fair fight of Jeru- salem which he fo much admired. At which he began to be furprized with a little qaivering and coldnefs in his Body ; till his Old Comforter told him that this ought to be the caufe of no troublefome thoughts. For the whole way ( faid he ) to that place confifts much of Hills and Dales; and as now you are going down from the heights wherein you have been, io (hall you advance again in due time, and be prefented not only with a frefh, but with a fairer fight of it. He told him alfo how impoflible it was for any Traveller to remain long upon thofe Mountains, where the Air is fo quick and piercing that it would make them quit their earth- ly Manfions. And wirhal he difcourfed of the advan- tage of thofe Vallie5, and (hewed him the Silver Brooks full of the Waters of Life which ran in thofe humble places: together with all the pretty flowers where- with the verdant banks of thofe (treams were crowned. In fine he reprefented to him that they were fo far from defcending now into any difmal (hades > that they were but going to eafe their minds with a litttle variety in thefe cool levels, which were almoft fpent and ex- haled by fo long a fight of Jerufalem in thofe fuperiour Regions. Not omitting alfo to let him know that it was not fo impoffible as he imagined to meet with fomething of it, in thofe low Meadows into which they were now entring ; which fpread fo goodly a Carpet for their feet to tread upon, that the Hill which they had left feemed to bow its Head to lojk upon Tl:e Parable of the Vilgrim. 461 upon the richnefs of it : And thereupon he fliewed him how thofe Cryftal Waters, which he heard murmu- ring, and inviting his thirftto quench it felf in their ftrcams, came down from a Spring on the brow of that Mountain where they had lately been. And can you believe, faid he, that any thing can flow from thence which brings no tydings with it from Jerusalem ? Tafte and fee if their relilh be not fuch as tells you from whence they come, and makes this place happy winch flows with fuch contentment. Believe not me but your felf (if it be not too much for you to (loop down and drink ) that thefe Vallies are watered from above, and receive at fecond hand what the more rifing ground at firft enjoys. The Young man heard him very obediently, and foon fatisfied himfelf in the truth of what he faid, by tafting of the Waters, which had a ftrong tindture of Jerufalem. For the Rays that come from it and beat continually upon that afpiring Hill, had indued the whole body of it with fomeof their Vertue, which might conftantly be communicated to their neighbour- ing, though lower places. He was immediately in- fpired (I mean) with a great heat of Divine Love, in which he found not a little of Heaven. He faw that Meditation, Prayer, and fuch like holy imployments do but difpofe the will to ads of Charity, and doing good to all, according as God hath done to us. The clearer fight he perceived that any one hath of the Glory to come, the more powerfully is his heart touch- ed with a fervent defire and endeavour to be thus im- ployed. This is the natural iflue of a right belief of what Chrift hathpromifed. There is nothing fo na- tnrally flows from it when raifed to its higheft pitch, as ^6 1 "The $AtMz of the filgnm. and eaGneCsand ^\eafure in doing good ; than which nothing can come nearer to the life of them that dwell above. He faw now that Jerufalem might be found in the houfesof the fick, inHofpitals, and the meaneft places where Humility and Charily can find themfelves any work. If he met with a poor ftranger that moved his compaflion, it was as if he had met with an Angel. If any differences came in his way which he could compofe, it was as if Jefus had fpoken peace unto him. When the Orphans and Widows gave him their bleffmg, it was as if he had received one from Heaven. And all this gave him the greater fatisfattion, becaufe he was afraid he mould have met with it no where elfe, fave only on fuch Mountains as they had newly left. But yet I muft not forget to tell you that there was none for whom he felt fuch a particular kindnefs, as this perfon who had fo charitably conducted him and made every condition fo pleating to him. He had no fooner drunk off one Cup of the waters named, and began fome actions of Charity to others, but he felc himfelf all over in a flame of love to him. Whatfo- everhedid, the end of it ftill was to think how much # he was beholden to his love which had directed him to this moft happy life of doing good. One would have thought by the effects, that it had been fuch a potion as they call a Pbiltrum which hath a power, it's iaicL to fafcinate Souls $ and draw them by a fweet in- chantment to that party who adminifters it to them. And to tell you the very truth, had not the wifdom of his Friend again prevented ir, this had proved one of the foreft temptations which he had hitherto en- countredj notwithftanding all the good counfel where- with Ttx T arable of the Tilgnm. 4 6$ with he had been armed. For as he was wont to re- port of himfeif, his heart was Co much glewed to this Friend of his ; that fome times he could not think of Jefta or Jerttfalem meerly for thinking of Him. He thought it was very fad that any onefhould be too greedy of fo innocent a pleafure ; but yet he fancied fometimes that he was, and that nothing elfe pleafed him but oaly the fociety of this perfon. Who now therefore thought himfeif concerned to have a more than ordinary care of his Patient, be- caufe he had made him fick ; or at leaft been an occa- fion of his prefent difeafe. And fo quick he was in his Applications, that it could fcarce be called by that name ; but by the Vertue of his Remedies was rather turned into a cure of other diftempers , which had fome root within him. It is not ftrange ( laid the Old man ) that I mould creep fo far into your heart,, if you do but confider how wide we open our breafts to thofe things which are of great ufc and advantage to us. There was no other caufe but this that made men Deifie certain Creatures, which they found to be very high Benefactors unto them. Have you ne- ver heard any body call the Sun a Yifiblc God f And what was it I befeech you that procured him fomany adorers, but the fenfe that men had of the benefit^ of his fires; which enamoured them of his beauty,^ and inflamed their love to the height of Devotion, to him ? Wonder not then at your felf that you perceive fuch a fervour in your fool to me your poo* friend ; whom you efteem ( though alas unworthy of Tuch a name) to be no lets than your Treafurc.. This will juftirie an high degree of afTcdion towards me. And there is no danger Vk warrant you, of proving an Idolatrous 4^4 ^;e Parable of the (Pilgrim. Idolatrous Lover , if ycu will but let me (hew you how eafily you may make me become what ycu call me; and improve this Affe&ion fo* as to be a very great gainer by it. But fir ft I muft reveal to you this tecret, which you have not hitherto difcovered 5 thac of this affection I my felf have a larger (hare than yec hath appeared -, yea to your own perfon I have noc been fo cold as you may perhaps imagine. And yec lam fo far from thinking my felf the v-orfc for what I feel of it, that I cake my felf to be much the bet- ter • and would not for all the world have a lefs portion of it than I perceive you find in your own heart. Now that you may not think I make ufeof Rheto- rical figures and launch cut a great deal beyond the truth 5 let me beg fo much of your patience ( who as you confefs have Employed much of mine ) till I relate what benefit I have found by loving you. For then I hope you will think it poflible for your felf to reap the fame : and not to be troubled for the excefs of love you bear to me 5 fince thereby you receive no greater hurr, than to become capable of enjoying a more exceeding advantage. And God being the tChiefeft Good, the higheft object of our Underftand- ings, the fatisfadion of our Wills, the Centre of all rational defires ; what greater commendation can there be of Friendfliip, than that it is apt to bring our fouls into a fuller pofieflion of this Being, who is the caufe of all other, and of all happinefs i Will you not confefs that it is a thing cf great Ufe, and great Value ; which {hall indear him unto you, who is of more ufe and worth than the Son or all the World.? Now if you can give anycredit to me, you may The Tarable of the Pilgrim. 4^ may be aflured that my Friendfhip with you hath taught me not only that God is Love, but what it is to love God, better than any thing elfe perhaps could have done. And what is this Love, but as you have often heard, the whole Duty of man ; all that God re- quires of us that we may enjoy eternal felicity with him i This if I can demonftrate, I fuppofe you will no longer complain of an excefs of this excellent affection, which may fo eafily be converted, without much Art or contrivance, into one fo Divine, that God himfelf will love it very much. And if you would know by what Chymiftry it was that I turned this Bafer affection (as you are apt to call it) into that which is fo noble and fublime ; it will be matter of no difficulty to make you understand it ; for there was no longer operation in it than this. I ufed to obfervewhat it was that my loveaufed me to do to you, and that I concluded was far more due to God. And fo it taught me (1 .) To think often of him and to keep him in Mind ; for this I found a neceffary effect of the Friendfhip I have with you. If there be fomething in your/^4 that is grateful to me, which makes me- to embrace it fo dearly and carry it about continually with me, then there muft needs be a great deal more in that idea I have of God, who ought therefore ever to bear me company, and to go along with me as my Joy where ever it be that my occafions lead me. And fo (2.) I learnt by loving you, to take a delight in converfing with him, and to embrace or ra hr feek allopportunities of frequenting his company. And then ( $.) For I muft not ftjy to enlarge thefe things into long difcourfes, (but leave that for your wo»k ) I was inftru&cd hereby todefirehis acquaintance more, to ihirft after an in- Ooo timace +66 The Parable of the Tilgim. tiroate familiarity with him, and co be more perfectly » united to him. (4J To be highly pleafed alfo in him was another fruit of this Amity ; To reft fo fa- tisfied in his enjoyment, as to want nothing to com- pleat my contentment. And (5.) To ftudy with- all how to be pleafing to him 5 or rather to be able without any ftudy, by a meer likenefs of Nature, to do all things agreeable to his mind. For I muft take fo much liberty by the way as to tell you, tnat there is no anxious labour in love, nor any carefulnefs to find what is grateful to our Beloved > but we have a natural inclination to do juft as they would have us. From hence (6 ) I proceeded to like well of what- foever He doth 5 and to be pleafed with all his Provi- dences. For we alwayes feel our felves inclined to find no fault with our Faends, to interpret every thing to the beft fenfe $ and rather to excufe thit which is ill, than think that they cm do it. And ( 7. ) To receive all his kindneftes with afingularly great grati- tude, as proceeding only from the gooJnefs of his own nature, and not from any defert of mice. ( 8. ) To keep in Memory alfo his Benefits, and to think of them as I would of the tokens of your love $ which I could not but look upon when I did not fee you. And ( p. ) As for the Holy word ( which one of the Ancient Guides ufed to call the Ejrijtle of God to man ) I cannot but read it as I do your Letters, with a great deal of pleafure and transport. And ( to. ) Like- wife I read it over and over again as I am wont to do your Letters $ not being content with a imgle plea- lure ; nor thinking that I can efpy all your arTecTion at once that breaths there. And (it.) Do you think that I can live and not long to hear from him, or that I can be fo patient as not to defire to fee him f No, The Parahle rf the Pilgrim. 467 No, tam ever faying as the holy Pfalmift, O when wilt thou come unto me f You have taught me to contrive ail wayes that I may enjoy him, and to think my felf more happy in it, than all the world can make me. And (12.) Then I cannot but contrive how I may moft ferve him, and be glad of any occafion which is offered of fo doing. For you may be confi- dent I (hould fufpeel my love, if it did not excite me to render you all the fervices that are in my power > and make me ftudy to be able to do that, which is now out of thecompafs of it. And (13.) Another thing for which I ftand indebted to your love is, that I am taught thereby to be very tender of his Honour, and to be troubled that any body mould fpeak evil of him or do any thing againft him. Nay, (14.) Since you have given me leave to love you, I find that lam defirous that every Body mould love him that is fo ami- able in my eyes 5 juft as I wifli that you may be ac- ceptable to all, and never meet with any unkindnefs. C15.) I have learnt alfo to confult and advife with him upon all occafions, and to open as it were my ve- ry heart to him. ( 16. ) And then to be confident of his help 5 and to expect undoubtedly to receive it whenfoever I have occafion for it. To which (17.) If I mould not add tha: .1 have learnt never to be wea- ry of his Compary, but ftill to take a frefh delight in it, I (hould much forget my felf j for that it is a moft fenfible crT-cl of your Friencfhip. And f 18. ) So is this 5 To be loth to part with it, and to hold him fo fait as nor t© be willing to let him go. As alfo ( 19. ) To oe impatient of his abfence, at leaft not to be fo well my where elfe as I am with him. And ( 20. ) la fine, To long ever to be with him ; and to be put into fuch a condition that I may never have the O 0 0 2 trouble 4 6 8 37* P^r^^/e of the Pilgrim. trouble of parting with his company, which alas 1 in this world I am forced too oft to fufTer. And you need not to onder that I have learnt this laft Lcflbn by ourFriendfhip, for if you and I could now leave thefe pleafant Plains wherein we are ; and ftrip our felves of this flefh 5 I for my part would willingly con- fentuntoit, if I had aflurance but of this happinefs ; that I fhould take you by the hand, and we mould wander up and down in the Air together. I had almoft forget to tell you another happy fruit of this paflion, and that is, when I defire any thing of him, to leave it to his choice and difpoficion •, knowing that his wife Love will do that for me, which is moft requifite and conducing to my welfare. Nay, more than this, I feel fuch an inclination to you, thac I cannot but be afhamed if lam not carried with fuch a Natural affection unto God. I did not beg of my Will to love you ; for I was furprifed at firft fight with that affection • and felt fuch a propenfion to you as the Iron doth to the loadftonc, which cannot chufe but be ravifhed and attracted by ir. From which you may be confident that now it is out of my Power to forbear to love you ■ and that it is not a bufinefs to be referred to choice, but which Nature com- mands, which will not be difobeyed or controlled But then me-thinks my Soul cannot be fo du1! (finding it felf thus difpofed to you) as to ftay to ask it felf a reafon why it mould love God • or whether it will love or no. I am forced to love him, and carried to him by fuch a ftrong inclination as hath no Caufe but only Nature. At leaft, this ft ate I am reaching after > and it feems very unhandfome, that I fhould be ever telling my felf that there is this and that caufe why I fhould The V arable of the Pilgrim. 4 fy fliould love God: fori would be fo impreffed by hiir r hie cue of an innate tendency of mind I might run to him ; or rather might ihiibewich him and have him continually before mine eyes. I have heard ir, I remember, affirmed by tome, that this Love of Incli- nation comes only from a Reminifcence, or calling to mindfuch things as have been before. Such fouls, fay they, have been acquainted in fome other World * and they do not now commence a new love, but only continue an old. And truly if I might judge of the truth of what they fay by the love I rind to God, me- thinks they are not withouc the countenance of fome reafon. For my Soul feems but to renew an ancient ac- quaintance with him. My love to him is fo natural and ealie, thatic is juft as if once we knew one another before. It doth not feem to be the birth of an aflfefti- on which was nor, but only the awakening of that which lay afleep. For there are no pangs, no diffi- culty in bringing forth this Love ; but we open our eyes and fee that glorious objeft which our Souls would have, and cannot but fatten themfelves upon. And if I mould add an heap of obfervations to thefe of another fort, and thew you how hereby we come to beperfwaded of Gods Love to us; and to have fuch high thoughts of it as to believe he is ready to grant us any thing that we ask, to pafs by our faults, to come and vifit us, to fend his fervants the Angels to lee us and wait upon us, drc. and all becaufe he is our F, iend $ you would fee a further u!e of this divine affe&ion, and be convinced that we cannot but live uncomfor- tably without it. And in Jeed if any one m )u!d think that it is put into our Souls for fo poor an end as to tickle us with a little pleafure in civil converfation, and to 470 The

for in time ir will breed a dif- like of your duty too, and fpoil your appetite to any thing that is good. While ycu are inordinately trou- bled that you cannot do as you would, you will not do what you can. And in a multitude of confufed defires after a better condition ; you will wafte the time which ought tobefpent in doing your beft in your prefenc eftate. With thefe good Counfels and other Remedies too long to be related, he recovered the poor man to a bet- ter ftate of health ; and brought him to conceive a bertcr opinion of himtelf. And yet his health was not fo confirm'd, but that afterward he fell into a little diftemper, and languished under a new trouble $ very near of kin to this, and which it brings to my mind. It was a great defpondency arifing from the obferva- tion of fome weaknclles he felt in his Soul, which bred in him a diffidence and diftruft of his own conftancy : and a fear that he mould never hold out in his Journey, but at laft fit down fhorc of Jerufalem. This made him exceeding penfive, and to go drooping a great while ; becaule he thought that eve;y mile would prove his laft ; or atleaft that he mould never be able to travel folong till he had fmifhed his courfe. Which jealouiie difcovering it felf by fome means or other unto his friend ( though he did what he could to con- ceal it J He was moved with a great deal of pity to- wards him. And befceched him earned, ly not to lee every fufpicion of himfelf which ftarted up in his Soul, make fuch a deep impreflion theie ; before he had The Parable 9f the Pilgrim. 481 had advifed whether there were caufe to entertain it or no. For if you had asked me about this matter as foon as you moved the doubt, I could foon have made you give your felf fatisfadion ; and laid fuch a fcene of new thoughts in your mind, that you fliould have remembred the former no more. For, tell me, I pray you, who brought you thus far in this long Journey wherein you are engaged i Was it your felf ; or was it fome body elfe 1 If it was your felf, you know upon what reafons it was begun 5 and if they were worth any thing, they may make you to go on. And it ihould feemalfo that you have more ftrength than you ima- gine, if you have travelled fo many leagues, without any fupport 5 upon your own legs. But I perceive you fo ill opinionated of your felf, that you are incli- ned by that if there were no other reafon 5 to afcribe ' your happy progrefs to fome higher caufe. Thither let us go then ; and ask of God, if he ufes to forfake the work of his own hands; and to lofe all that he hath done already, for want of doing a little more. Will he now forfake you, after you have fervedhim fo many years i Will he difown one that hath been fo long a Client to him, and ftill feeks for his wonted protection t Doth he love his Friends no better, than to fliake them off when they grow old i If I would at all have fufpe&ed his Conftancy, it mould have been in the beginning of our acquaintance •, and not now that he hath been tryed for half an Age. Was there any reafon at firft why he fhould bear a good will to you, or was there none i If there was none, then there needs none to move him now to continue his Love. . If there was any, then there is a greater reafon now ; becaufe he hath loved you fo long, and you are alio more wor- thy his Love. Do him the honour then that you Q_q q would 43 % The Tar able of the Pilgrim. would do a friend, to believe that he is not fickle and inconftant. Or do but jufticeto him, and think than he is not unfaithful, but true to his word. And then as long as your Lord lives, you (hall live alfo. And he that hath begun a good work in you, will perfect it no doubt till he come to give you his rewards. I know you will tell me, that you do not queftion his faithfulnefs and ftedfaftnefs to his friends 5 but you have been unkind to him, and fo have forfeited his good efteem and Love. And let it be fo, fince it is your pleafure > that you have not behaved your felf fo gratefully as you ought : But is he of fuch a difpofi- tion, that he can never be won to a Reconciliation i I pray have a care what you fay, for fear you make good men better than God 5 who are wont to forgive their Brother when he repents, not only feven times, but feventy times feven. And, fay I befeech you, hath he not pardoned you heretofore very lovingly when you humbly and obediently intreated him to pafs by your offences i When you were one of the World, did he not then draw you to himlelf without your defire < and over-matched your fins by his infinite, omnipotent Goodnefs* What fhould hinder then his Itindnefs and clemency towards you, now that you are become a man feparate from the World t If the Mire and Dirt wherein we wallowed could tic c hinder, but he would needs take us in his arms, and place us in his bofome5 will he fhake us off, and throw us out from thence, now that we are warned and made clean t Will 'he not rather wipe off a fpeck of Dirt that hath light upon us, than cafl us down into the Mire again i Can you think that he who took in ftrangers to his houfe, and gave them kind entertainment ; will turn * his Tk f arable of the Pilgrim. 4 8 * his Children out of doors i After we have done him fo many ferviccs, and laboured for his Love, will he thruft us out in an heat of anger, and quite calheer lis Ins family i O abfurd fufpiaon ! A jealoufie un- worthy of luch an excellent Father, and unbecoming Sons that have lb nobly and tenderly been brought up by him. If you were to treat with a perfon like your felf, you mult firft think him very bad or, elle you would not be fo injurious as to harbour fuch thoughts of him. You mud judge him very froward, who will fall out with you upon every flight occafion • and ne- ver return with you into grace any mote. Do not impute then a thing lb unnatural unto God 5 nor fo much wrong his infinite Goodnefs,' as to take Him to be of fo harm a difpofition ; that we muft never expect his favour more, if we chance but to offend him. No, if we can but believe that he loves himfelf, you need not fear that he mould thus abandon you. You have coft him too much, that he mould fo eafily pare with you. He hath bought you at fo exceflive a rate •, that you may be allured he will not willingly lofe you. The breeding of you hath flood him in fo much care, that he will not fpare a little more to keep you. And if you are thus fecure of God's Love, I pray tell me what you think mould feparate you from him ! Can you really think that you your felf (hall have a mind to leave him, and return back to the World from whence you came 1 You cannot, I am confident, remain two minutes in this perfwafion, if you be not forfaken of your Reafon, and left to the impoftures of Fancy and wild Imagination. For whac is it that caa dilTolve that league of Friendfhip that is The Varahle of the Pilgrim. fo folemnly and religioufly fwpm betwixt you ? is there any thing in him chat can difguft you, and make him feem lefs amiable in your eyes < Can you fear that his converfation may grow tedious, and prove a bur- den to you in the conclufion c" or what prejudice can you receive by loving of him ; feeing you believe that All Good is in him ; and that he calls us to his own Kingdom and Glory < I am verily perfwaded you think that you cannot ceafe to love me, to whom you profefs your felf fo much beholden. And yet what am I in compare with him ; or what obligations have you received from me that can be fo ftrong to hold you, as thofe that he hath laid upon you 1 1 may change andnotbefo good as lam ;. or not fo full of love to you. Some damage may appear that you may be in clanger to receive by loving me j which I can never be able to repair. But there is not fo much as a fliadow of turning in him. He is alwayes the fame Fulnefs, and the fame Love •, infinitely defirous of our Happi- nefs. Andasforany lofsthat we may poflibly fuftain for his fake ; it cannot befo great, but he can make us a recompence for it incomparably greater. Do not hold your felf then in fuch fufpicion, unlefs you can think that you have taken a wrong meafure of him : elpecially fince you are of opinion that you cannot buc love me to the end 5 and alfo have fo lately told me that you were fatisfied the love of me would teach you to love God the better. I fhould proceed to remember you alfo that the wayesof Vertue which you have to tread, are lbp!ea- fanr, that you willnot be inclined to relinquifh them, and divert into any other path, and that you can never think fit fo, to difparage this noble life, as to leave The Parable of the Pilgrim. 485 leave it after you have made a very long trial of it : and tiiat you will not endure to retreat wftH To much Jliame as you will neccflarily draw upon your felf, by abandoning a courfc which you have lb highly com- mended: AH this I fay, and much more I mould call to your mind, but that you feem to difcharge me of that trouble by the cheerfulnefs which I obferve to return into ycur countenance. I fee that you begin to believe that you (hall perfevere > and that you re- cover your ancient comfort •, That ftronger is he who dwelleth in you, than he who dwelleth in the world. The Devil begins already to fly from you, and by the light of thefe truths we have chafed away the cloud that hung over you. Carry them therefore, I intreat you, ever in your mind 5 and lee me hear no more of thefe dejections of fpirit, which afe as unreafonable as they are uncomfortable both to your felf and others. Ill fay no more of this matter, after I have told you a ftory of an ancient Pilgrim in the way to Jertffdcm ; to which therefore you had beft attend. It is Sr. Peter, Imean,whoyou know had a raind to walk with our Saviour upon the water ; which was no eafie thing to do: and yet by the potver of his Matter was indued withfuch a vertue, as to tread fafely upon that yield- ing element. He went a pretty way while the face of the water was fmooth and eaven5 and- it (eemed no- thing different from the folid earth. Until the wind began to be loud, and the plain way upon the water was turned into Hills and Dales, we hear of no fhrieks ; but then he cryed out, and his heart and Ins feet began to fink together. But was there any rea- fon to fear drowning after he had walked half a fur- long < or to imagine it would not bear him up the next half as well as it had done the forrrur * none at all 4 8 <£ The far able of the Tilgrirn. all fure. The winds that blew, and the rough waves that began to lift up themfelves 5 were no lei's fub- jccl to that power which upheld him, than the fmootli and quiet fui face of the Sea. Ic were as ealie to walk upon a Billow, as upon the ftill water. The blufter- ing wind had no more power there, than the filenc Air. Whence then proceedeth this change, that the man who lately trampled upon the Sea and gloried over the deep •, doth now feel himfelf Hip into the: bo- fome of it, and is in danger to be fwallowed up by it. The firm ground which he thought was under him, is gone •, and he is left to the mercy of the angry waves. Was not the change within before his feet felt any? Did not a violent tear lay hold upon him •, and did he not let go his hold of the hand which before fuftained him < Yes, this was the bufinefs. If his faith had been as ftrongasonceit was, his condition had been asfafe in the midft of the ftorm, as before it was in the calm. When this Anchor broke, the waters began to fuck him in. They challenged him then for their proper goods : becaufe his Faith was in a manner already fljpwrackt. Butdidhis Gracious Mafterfo part with him i Would he lofe a fervant becaufe he was weak, and wanted confidence in him < Or did he delay to help him, and only hold him up by the chin, when all his body was in the deep? No ; when he cryed for re- ft* lief, and befeeched to be faved,he inftantly put forth his hand, caught hold of him, and refcued him from the jaws of death. He only chides him becaufe he doubt- ed ; but neither lets him fink into the belly of the waters; nor ftayeshis fuccours till he was in greater need of them. He ftraightway lends him more power; and chufes rather to encourage a little Faith, than let him perilh becaufe he had no more. Now 77;* f arable of the Pilgrim. 487 Now this ftory me- thinks, bears a greac refemblance with that condition wherein you, and many more be- fides have been. We have a great mind to go to Je- fus^ and for that end to walk here in the World as he walked. But it is very much that we who are fo earthly, and have fuch ponderous affections to things here be- low, fhould be able to tread them under our feet ; and keep our felves above the foft pleafures of the fleih in- to which we are apt to fink. This fcems no lefs a wonder, than it was for a body of earth to walk upon the face of the Sea, which ufes to fwallow down fuch heavy things that come into it. Whence is it, I pray, that we have this ftrength, and can lift up our felves above our natural propenfions to lead the life of God i Is it from our own Vertue i or rather muft we not ac- knowledge that we receive k from that voice which faith to us, as unto the Apoftle of our Lord, come ? This fure is the caufe to which it muft be afcribed. And it cannot be of lefs efficacy afterward, than it was at the firft ; but when he ftill faith, Follow we, he gives a greater power and force unto us fo to do. But how comes it about then that you and others begin fome- times to fink ; or at leaft to imagine that you are falling into the World; and that the fenfual life will at laft draw you into its embraces again > Truly, there is the fame caufe of it, that there was in him ; and that is Diffidence. You forget your felf and diftruft God • and that works a decay of the Vertue and ability that was in your heart. You regard more the winds and the waves, the difficulties and temptations that you areincompafTedwithall, than the power and the love of Jefus which attends upon you ; and fa you begin firft to fear, and then to fall. Yet behold what a loving and kind Mafter you ferve. He doth not take this fo ill The f arable of the Tilgim. ill at your hands as to let you quite go : and fall ftill lower and lower into the water, until you be drown'd : But if you look earneftly upon him, and call to him, and intreat him to take pity upon you, and not to leave you $ he gives you his hand prefendy, and fets you in fafety. Though now you have been very di- ftruftful of his goodnefs ♦, and have fainted in your mind, as if he would not regard you • yet his tender- nefs is fo great, that he bids me allure you he will not forfakeyou j nor fail to fupport and help your feeble foul. Only in his name I muft a little chide you; an J give yon a gentle reproof in his own words, faying, O thou of lit tie Faith, wherefore didfi thou doubt f I fay no more, becaufe I fee you are forrowful, and hope you will give me no more the like trouble. Indeed, replyed the Pilgrim, I deferve a more fevere reprehenfion, and you deal too favourably with me when yougiveme fo mild a rebuke. But I fuppofe you ufe me thus tenderly that I may be fenfible of the gracious nature of our Lord 5 who hath compafTnn on our weaknefs, and is loth to difcourage thofe by any fharpnefs of his, who are too apt to invent over many difcouragements to themfelves. And truly I am fo apprehenfive of his lenity, and behold alfo fo great a portion of it in your felf 5 that were it not upon that account, I mould again be apt to ftand in fear of cre- ating not only you, but him a greater trouble than you are able to bear. I am you fee, very foolilh, alwayes complaining and exercifing your patience. I have to many fcruples and little fears •, am fo unconftant and wavering in my thoughts $ fo frequently fick and out of order •, fo forgetful alfo of your counfels ; that perhaps by this time you begin to. reflect and confider how The Parable of the Tilgrhn. 4$? how great a burden you have drawn upon your fel£ by undertaking the charge of me. And I pray tell me fincerely whether you are not a little weary and it warms the heart M more powerfully than when it was but new and green..^ Nay, your friendfhip is more pleafant too, whatioever ■ you may think, now that it is grown, than it was in ■ its childhood. I enjoy the remembrance of thofe ^^ pleafures, and have fome new ones befides : juft as a Painter thinks on his Art when he beholds the piece that he hath brought to perfection. I befecch you then, if you have any love to me, that you will not call in queftion mine to you. And if all this will not fa- tisfie you ; let me intreat you for the Love of our Lord, that you will ask him whether I do not love you. I know he is fo much a friend to Truth and unto Love too (not to fay ro you and me) that he will do me the favour to perfwade you that I do. And there- Tl?e Parable of the Tilgrim. 49$ therefore let not the evil one who loves nothing lefs than our Friendship , fow this jealoufie in your heart, that I grow weary of you. But be confident that as our Lord loves you, fo he im- parts true love to me5 and that if the arms of thefe two can do any thing, you (hall be carried fafe to Jerusalem. And now, fiuce I have told you my very heart, let me know, I pray, what further doubt it is that troubles yours. It cannot be fo great fure, that I mould not find a remec'y for it : and you need not fear that it will procure me too great a trouble 5 fince it is be- come, as you fee, one of my chief pleafures to eafe you of all your troubles. It muft be fo indeed, faid the P//- grim, if you have any p'eafure at all : For I live as if I had nothing elfe to do but to find Ibme new occa- fion to perpiex my felf, that I may be difintangled by you. You think that I am advanced a great way toward Jerufalem ; and truly I hope that I am gone fur- ther than I lately thought my felf. But alas, I am no- thing fo ftrong, fo fteady, much lefs fo wife as you feem fometimss to imagine. A little thing you fee fhakes me •, and there are letter matters that you have noc yec been privy to, that put my thoughts into confufion. The very puff of a confident mans breach doth indan- ger to make me reel. And though I underftand my felf very well in thofe things wherein you have inftru&ed me, yet the mcer zeal and earneftnefs wherewith fome perfons aftault me, when there is no reafon in what they fay 5 is apt to make me fufpeft and diftruft my felf 5 nay, to fall into a trembling left all fhould not be well with me. . This you will fay is a fmall matter, and noc worthy to be cajled a trouble 5 (and truly I am glad and. 49 4 Tlx Parable of the Tilgritn. and ttank God for your fake that it is no more) yet when I give you an inftance of it, you will think I had fome caufe to complain as I did 5 though not fo much as my words in the late paflion wherein I was, might import. Your difcourfe of Faith and Confidence in God C for which I am obliged unto you ) revived ac firftthe memory of my weaknefsinftead of giving me ftrength 5 and made me think with my felf, Alas ! I have made it a queftion whether I have any Faith or no. For to tell you the truth, I met lately with an acquaintance of mine ( when you were abfent about fome bufinefs ) who would needs perfwade me that I was drawn away, and was no true Believer ; becaufe I defcnbed Faith unto him in that manner as you had taught me. I told him that I was heartily perfwaded that Jefus was the Son of God } and that he had taught us all his Will ; and that he having dyed for our fins, did by the fame death confirm unto us great and precious promifes ; and that he lives and raigns in Heaven for ever 5 and that he will give eternal life to all that obey him > and that hereupon I was become obedient to his voice, and quitting all prefent enjoy- ments, was willing to follow him to the death. And yet after all this he mif-called my Perfwafion by a ward which I think he did not underftand 5 faying that I was indued only with an Hiftorical Faith, which would not faveme. I explained that word as well as I could, and told him that a belief of the Hiftory of the Gofpel C of all that is related there ) when it produces obedience to the Laws of it, was Saving Faith. But he fmiled at my ignorance ; ( as he efteemed it ) and told me that the Faith which juftifies, and fo faves us, was only a recumbency on Chrift ; and application of his merits to my Soid ; with a number of fuch like phrafes : the The far able of the Pilgrim. 497 the obfruiky,or Umenefs,, or danger of winch, though I reprefented to him, yec would he not yield a jot ; nor ceafe to importune me that I would take heed of the danger of unbelief. And indeed I knowing him to be a good man himfelf ; and he affirming that all godly men of a long time had been of his mind ; and ufing fuch confidence and vehemence in his words ; and fomecimes thundering alfo fo terribly in my ears the danger wherein my Soul was : I muft confefs fuch was my weaknefs, that I trembled a little though I knew no caufe-, and was afraid that I had been mif-lead out of the company of fo many Believers as he told me of. This hath been a double trouble to me 5 fomecimes to think that I mould be afraid without reafon 5 and fometimes fufpe&ingthat there may be reafon in what he faich, and my eyes fo blinded thac I cannot fee if. Now I have opened my heart to you very freely ; and I pray be not angry that I fhould doubt either of your fidelity, or of your ability in the inflruclions you long fincegaveme. There is no caufe for this Petition, faid the Good Father, I am willing you mould hear whac every bo- dy faith, for then you will fee the difference. It is bet- ter a great deal that you fhould doubt; than that you mould blindly refign up your felf to all my dictates. I am none of thofe thac love to be believed becaufe I fay it •, nor chac raife che found of my voice, to gain an advantage of them, whofe modefty will not let' them be fo loud. I will leave that priviledge to fuch men as are in need of it, having nothing elfo to ferve them ; to fome of whom I doubt your acquaintance is made a Profelyte. For there are a company of men in Lord uton. tkt world ( as bxth been noted long f nee by a wife man ) who ^6 Tk fdrMe of the filgvim. who love the Jalutation of Rabbi, or Matter 5 and tb*t not in Ceremony or Complement, but in an inward Au- thority which they fee k over mens minds ; in drawing them to depend upon their Opinions, and to look for knowledge only at their lips. Is it not the Lord Bifliops ( as he [peaks ) hut theje men, that are the SucceJJors of Diotrephes*, the great Lovers of preheminence. They will he Lords over mens Faith ; and over-aw them into x belief of all that they ? reach. None may diffentfrom their affertions, unlefs he be content to bear the brand of an Unbeliever, It it all one to for fake the Gofpel, and to for fake theirOpinions.YouleaveChrif if you leave them' and the Faith which was once delivered to the Saints is folely in their keeping. That which makes them the more ujurp upon others, is, that they have the hap to light up- on fuch natures who readily receive that which is confi- dently fpoken ; andfify maintain that which once they have embraced. Such are men of younger years % andfu- ferficial tifiderjlandings * that are carryed away with partial re fpeel ofper[bns,or with the enticing appearance of Godly names andpretences. There being few {as he obferves ) who follow the things them fel ves more than the names of the things, and molt the names of the Ma- ftei:S.Nay>moft' do (tde themfelves with thefe Maflers be~ fore they know their right hand from their left. And they skip from meer Ignorance, to a violent Prejudice : from knowing nothing t & The far Me of the Pilgrim. things. Let them fay what they will of Recumbency and Eelyance upon him, I think this man relyes upon him, and trufts him more than any body elfe ; who upon the meer credit of his word is willing to relin- quiftiall that he pofTcfles, for that which Chrift hath promifcd ; to leave all that he fees and feels, for that which is invifible. This let us maintain to be the moft foveraign degree of Faith ; which will lift us up as high as Heaven, when the idle and lazy relyance of bold pretenders will let them fink into the deepeft place in Hell. CHAP. XXXVIII. ADifcourfe with an acquaintance of the Pilgrims about re fling on Cbrtjl for falvation. The rvilfulnefs^ and unskilfulnefs offome Guides in the way to Jerufalem. For what end Chrift dyed: and fo what it u that our Faiths principally to refpeff. That Chrift is a means to our end: and therefore Faith mujl go further than- his per (on* AS they were talking thus together, that very man who was the occafion of their diicourle chanced to pafs that way ; and being of the Pilgrims acquaintance, joyned himfelf in company to them. Who perceiving what the argument of their prefent debate was, and being of a violent nature ; began with greater eagemefs than ever to aflert his own prejudices, and was plainly impatient of any contradiction. He railed up his voice to a ftrange height, and told them both m flat terms, that they adhered too much to their own .jugbteotifnefs •, chat they muft deny it quite, and Kit TJje Parable of the Pilgrim. 499 reft wholly upon Chrift and his Merits-, believing ia him for pardon and Juftification. And indeed his tongue ran at fuch a race that the Father could not gee leave to thruft in a word, till he had wearied himfelf with his own talk. And then he gravely askt him, Have y >u done Sir C Yes, replyed he. Then proceeded the Father, let me intreat you to remember the old countel 5 Soft and fair. You run a little too faft, to make any good fpeed. And as you make too much hafte in your d'fcourfe, fo you do alfo in your con- fident refting upon Chrift. I grant you that wemuft not depend upon our own righteoufnefs. But what danger is there of that, when men have none at all? Lee them ftay till they be righteous, and then let them deny it all as much as they can. But to what purpofe is it to tell them this before they become gocd, unlefs it be to keep them from ever being Xo< To what end doth it ferveto urge the wickedeft man in the World to caft away that which he hath not:' Whither doth it tend to bid them throw about them anothers righteoufnefs to make them perfectly righteous, when they arc indued with none of their own ; but only to make them never feek for any elfc fave that which is Caft over them ? The fame I fay concerning your refting upon Chrift for Salvation. Is there a man that underftands himfelf, who will truft to any thing elfe but the Merits, Mercy, and Power of Jefus, who is raifed from the dead, and is able to deli- ver us from the wrath to come? But how comes it about that all men get thither fo very foon '. Why muft this be mentioned as the flrft thing that Faith hath to do, aRd as the only aft that wil! Juftifie a /inner < What is the re.ifon of this Forwardnefs, that when men ask, Whatfhallwcdo tobefaved, you anfwer prefently ; Sff z Caft 5©o The farable of the filgriml Caft your felf upon the Merits of Chrift? For this is your interpretation of the word, Believe, by which the Apoftle refolves that important Queftion. Of whac ufe is this early confidence, but only to make men Prove Hypocrites ; and to flight the commands of Chrift •, without obferving of which they may on this fafhionbe juftified? I beteech you confider it well ; and let me know by what Art it is that men come to climb to the top-bough, without ever touching thofe that are beneath? Let it be granted if youpleafe, that Faith in the Mercy of God is that to which our Reli- gion tends 5 that it is as it were the very uppermoft Branch of the Tree. But doth not the Tree put forth many undet-Branches, and muft we not afcend by thefe to the higheft '{ There are other a and to affirm any thing with too great a confidence and peremptorinefs. But know withall, that I eafily pardon them, and pafs them by - becaufe they are not lb much your own, as the faults of your Teachers from whom you learnt them, and many more befides. Thefe are the leaft things that many of them are to be accufed of ; (For there is a certain wilfulncfs ( as it feems -to me ) that pofTefles their hearts ; which will not let them exchange their unfafe and imperfect definitions of Faith, for thofe which are founder and more compleat. They are loth to acknowledge that they can err, or fpeak unproperly. They had rather defend that which is badly done or faid, than ftudy to make it better* And as men do in diforders of Government, they abufe their wit, and ftudy for realons why it mould be amifs ; rather than how it mould be amended. They will learn from none unlefs it be themfelves. They will rejed the cleared light, unlefs it mine out of their own minds. They would have truth confined to a party ; the ve- ry phrafesof which, if you do not accept, it is enough to beget a quarrel. Be not offended 1 befeech you ac this plainncfs, nor imagine that I intend to diminifk your opinion of any men that are good-, but only to give you Caution, that you do not think them to be better than they are. You may conceive me indeed no competent Judge of other mens difcourfes : will you hear therefore what a very Wife man thought a good while 504 Ih Parable of tbeTilgriml while ago of that manner of preaching which hath put you in that rude heat wherein we now faw you i His words are to this fenfe ( for I will not tye my felf only to fay what he hath faid before me; and they feem to be a very moderate Sentence uponfome men then who have left many followers behind them. They give, faith he, many pious Exhortations, and they work oft-times compunclion of mind; but they are not skilled how to work a cure when they have made a wound. They can make men fie k of their fins $ but are not provided of efficacious remedies to purge them out. They let them fee their fores ; but then they are palliated, and [eldom throughly healed. They know better how to bring Souls to that Queftion, Men and Brethren, what fhall we do < than bow to give a good anfwer, and re- folve the doubt which they have raifed. They make men fee they are very bad, but know not how to go about to make them good. They magnifie Faith, and make all the world found with the noife of it ; but ft ill men are to feek what this great thing fhouldbe. They awake men out of their fleep, and make them look and gaze about them ; and let them fee nothing of that which they have to take in hand. They bid them indeed Believe^ but it it very hard to know when they do. They have entangled Faith in Difputes ; when itfhouldhave been employe din good Works. They have obf cured a plain thing, in many laborious definitions of it. They have ma de it fo fubttl, and to conftfl in fo nice a point ; that it is a difficult thing for any to fee it. They handle matters of doubt weakly, and as before a people that will accept of ccny thing. In the Dctfrine of Manner s0 there is little to he had, but Generality and Repetition, The bread of life they tofs up and down, but break it nop. They fay in the grofs, that men mujl live well, but they tell them not bow Tl?e Parable of the Tdgr'm. 50$ to live. They bring not their Doctrines down to Cafes of Conscience j that a man may be near ranted m his p '15' And fo St. Paul tells us, That he dyed for all, that they which livefhould not henceforth live to themfelves^ but to him that dyed for them and rofe again : i.e. will come to judge them, as a little before he had declared. This Epbe.$.2$> is tne enc* f°r which he gave himfelf for his Church, *6> 27. That he might fanitifie and cleanfeit with the wajbing of water by the word, that he might prefent it to himfelf a glorious Church,not having [pot or wrinkle jr anyfuch thingybut that itjhmldbe holy and without blemifb.'Ho'c The Tar able of the Pilgrim. j 07 is it a flight and fupcrficial Holinefs that he intends the cleaniing only of the outfidc, or the wafhing away of fome pollutions -, but He gave himfelffor us>thxt be m ig ht redcm its from 11 inquity, andpunfie to himfelfa **' *' f4' peculiar people, zealots of good works. For, he hath re- Ctl. x. 2 r, conciled us ( as it is in another place ) in the body of his 22'. fle(b through death to prejent us holy, and unblameabley and unre prove able in his fight. And to fay no more, St. Peter alio teacheth us, that He his own [elf bare our ii>«.2.i4. fins in his own body on the Tree, that we being dead to fin, jhouldlive unto right eoufnefs : by whofe ft ripe s we are healed. I know not what fenfe Hypocrific may pick out of thefe words, which hopes the fcourges on Chrifts back will fave (inners from the lafli ; and that his death fliall prefcrvethem from dying, though their fins ftill live ; But it is evident to them that are fm- cere, that the Apoftles meaning is •, our Saviour dyed not meerly to fave us from dying of our wounds, or to take away the anguifh and torment of them • but that our Natures might be healed, and made found and whole again. He is fuch a Phyfician as removes the pain and the fmart by curing of the wound 5 that eafeth the part affected by making it well ; that doth not lend his Creeple patient a Crutch to fupport him, but infufes ftrength into his feet and anckle-bones, and fpirits into his llnews, that he may walk in the ways of Gods commandments. I wifh there was nothing harder than this to underftand in the Book of God. It is not a Truth which men cannot, but which they will not underftand. It isagainfl a corrupt intercfl, or elfe they would not refill it. There is a ftrong party in their heart againft this end of Chrifts death, or elfe there would be no difpute about it. The biafs chat inclines their will -is not on the (ide of this truth. T t t 2 Ic . 58 Tl?e Parable of the Pilgrim. It contradicls their pleafures, their unlawful gain, or fome fuch thing which they are loth to leave, and therefore it (hall be falfe, though never fo clear in it {elf, left thele beloved fins mould fufTer any hnrm. But if there were any honefty in mens hearts, if they were void of guile , they would be able to fee this without the help of fo many teftimonies out of holy Writ ; that it was not a thing worthy of the Son of God to come and dye for any lefs end than to make the World better, and render it obedient to the Crea- tor. For what do you mean, I befeech you, when you fay that Jefus fatisfied for your fins } What was it, do you think, that he gave fatisfacYion unto i Was it not all thofe Glorious Attributes of God > his Wif- dom, his Truth, hisjuftice, hisHolinefs^ favmg the Honour of which, he might now pafsby the Offences of returning finners ? Was it not that the credit of all thefe might be maintained , and yet the rebels not perifh i That the Sentence might not be executed, and yet the Authority of the Laws be preferved i There is nothing plainer than that this death of Chrift did do great honour to God in the face of the World • aflerted his right 5 gave countenance to his Authority ; proclaimed his righteoufnefs and purity • was a nota- ble teftimony on his behalf againft finners, and fo there could be nothing more powerful to move God to grant a pardon to thofe rebels that would fubmic to him, fince now he mould lofe nothing by it, but that which he had a mind to give away ; and not de- mand, viz. the penalties which they had incurred by the breach of his Laws. But is it not manifeft then that God cannot love fin, nor be friends with finners until they amend? Did not the death of Chrift ftiew that his nature is fucr\, that he cannot indulge men in their The Tar able of the Pilgrim. 7 0 9 their tre.pafles i Is it not apparent that it was not fit to pardon even penitent and returning offenders, un- Icfs he iliewed his difpleaiure at their offences i Did lie not take care to fecure his Authority when he iilucd outa pardon? Thereis nothing more vifiblc. Andif Hypocrifie had not over run us, andthruft trueRea- fon as well as Religion out of doors, men would cafi- ly fee that Chrift could not dye meerly to procure us a pardon ; much lefs that men might fin with more fecurity, and without any fear of pjniflmenr. No, nataraireafon tells us, that men muft needs be hateful to God while they are unlike him ; that all the Blood of Chrift cannot warn them and make them lovely, as Jong as they continue in actual rebellion againft him. His very nature is againft fuch men • his VVifdom is an enemy to them. For how fliould he maintain any Government in the World, if he himfelf mould be the cherifher of Traitors:' If he mould take care for their protection, and fet up a Sanctuary to which they may boldly fly i if he fliould make the Altar of the Crofs a refuge where they may find Salvation and Safety, who are the oppofers of his Authority i It cannot be that God ihould befo liberal as to give away all his own right. He cannot quit his title and claim unto our umverfal obedience. It is impartible that Chrift by his death fliould repeal all the Laws of God, and ab- folveusfrom our duty. There is so queftion he in- tended to ftrengthen them, when he made a relaxa- tion. And when he procured a difpenfation, he did more eftablifh and fecure that which is not difpenfed withal . It is a rule of Reafon, that all exception* do confirm the Law. They tell us that it is not to be ex- tended to any further indulgence. And therefore Chrift dying that the puniftiment might not be exe- cuted.^ -t5 Tk f arable of the Pilgrim. cured ; this is all che remiflion that we are to expecl, and not that God fhould remit all our duty to him. It is very eafie if men were well difpored, to read at once in the death of Chrift, the greateft Love of God to us ; and the greateft Love to his Laws. His Love to us appears in that he would for our good, and that we might not be eternally undone, layafidehis own right which he hath to punifh : forgive us a Debt which we were not able to pay : alter his L iw, and abate the ftriftnefs of it ^ difpenfe with the execution of the Old Law, and make a New one of Grace and Favour , and that he might do fo, andfave both us from dying, and his Law from contempt by our efcape ; that he would provide fucha wife remedy as this of his Sons dying for us. Herin was his Love indeed manifested, and we can never funiciently admire it, that he would have him dye rather than us ; that he would have him fuffer that we might be delivered. But then this alfo plainly tells us the great Love that he bears to Holinefs, to his Laws,and to our Duty ; which he took care fhould not be injured by th is favour and remiflion. Though he would not have all dye out of love to us ; yet he would have one, left we fhould (till continue in the love of iin. Though he would not have every one of us fuffer for the breach of his Laws ; yet he would have Chrift fuffer, that we might not take the boldnefs ftill to break them. This death of his Son reduced things to an excellent temper ; providing that neither we nor God might be damnified. That we might not fuffer for what we have done, and that he might not fuffer by our doing ftill the fame. That he might be what he is, and we become what wre ought. That the old Original Laws which require our The far able of the Pilgrim. 5 x 1 our obedience might remain in force, and the rigour of them not be executed for our disobedience. That he might part with fome of his right,and yet recover all the reft. In one word, that he might be moved to let go his right to punifh us, and we not moved to be carelefs in yielding him the reft of his right which he hath to our hearty and conftant obedience. Iwifh heartily that you and every body elfc would . ferioufiy confider this, and not expect that God mould not require your fervice, and obedience : for it is fo much his due, that for the fake of his Son, he cannot part with his right and claim unto it. Nay, I have a bolder thing to lay than all this, and that is ; That the Death of Chrift is fo far from intending our Pardon only, that it is not the chiefefl thing that he intends. Of the two, the purifying of our hearts and lives was more in his defign than the forgivenefs of fin, and this was but in order to the other. So much you may eafily gather from many of thofe places of the Ho- ly Writings which were mentioned before ; for though he bare cur fins in his own body on the Tree^ yet it was for this end, this was the ultimate fcope of it, that voe being dead, to fin , might live unto righteoufnefs. And fo another Apoftle faith, He gave himjelffor our (ins> GaL r* 4' that he might deliver m from this pre 'fent evil world. By mewing his willingnefs to pafs by »ur faults, he would move us to acknowledge them,to repent of them, and become more dutiful. This muftbe done before we can actually receive his pardon and abfolution-, ac- cording to that of the Apoftle; He favedus according to Tiuy^li his mercy by the rwifhing of regeneration ,and the renew- ing of the Holy -Chofl • that beingjuflified by his Grace we fhouldjbe made Heirs of eternal life. Where it is vifible to ji2 The far able of the Ttlgrim. to them that will not fhut their eyes, that his Mercy cannot fave us unlefs we become New Creatures,, and that thismuft go before the Juftification which we ex- pect by the Grace of God : and indeed reafon tells us that Chrift muft needs have more regard to his Fathers rights than to our accommodation : and intend more the reclaiming of his rebellious fubje&5, than the pro- curing of their pardon. Which is a thing fo apparent ; that I am afhamed to do more than mention it. And befides, by this time I believe you will be ready to ask me a queftion who have asked you fo many, and demand to what pur- pofe have you made this long difcourfe < The Am wer is ready, and the end of it is as clear as any thing that hath been faid, viz. That fince Juftifying Faith is to have refpect to our Saviour and his Death juft accord- ing to the intention of God in fending of him $ it can- not be fo little as the cafting our felves upon him for pardon of fin. The former part of this argument you will grant me ; for we mull look upon an object ac- cording as it is propofed. Faith cannot apprehend things other ways than God hath revealed them : It cannot receive the Son of God in any other manner than as the Father gave him. The confequent then, God himfelf demands your aflent unto ; for you fee that he had another end, and a far greater alfo in give- ing his Son for us, than the forgivenefs of our offences. He gave him , that he might cleanfe and purge our Souls from all nlthinefs $ that he might make us holy and tmblaraeable in his fight: Why do you not then thus receive him t Or how comes it about that you will not only put this end behind the other, but alfo fpeak as if Juftifying Faith had nothing clfctodo, but to lay hold TJ?e Parable of the Pilgrim. 5 1 5 hold on the merits of Chrift i This I am fure you make to comprehend the whole notion of it, for we hear of nothing beiides in its definition. This is either all the buiines of Faith, or elfe you do very ill not to cxprefs the reft. 1 befeech you in the name of Chrift that dyed for us, reform this grand error. Let your Faith be as large as the Gofpel it felf. And let this be your principal care that it may purifie your heart. When you exped to be juftified through Faith in his Blood, remember that it was fhed to purge your con- mb. 9. 14. fete nee from dead works to ferve the Living God. And that I may refume the beginning of my dif- courfe, and fo make way for a fpeedy conclusion, lee me ask you another queftion or two, which teem to be very pertinent to my prefent defign. If there was an end, and fo great an one as you have confelTed of Chrifts coming into the World, then what is he but a means unto this end i He dyed, faith the Apoftle, that l Vn' * lfu he might bring us to God. And by him we believe in God who raifed him from the dead, and gave him Glory that our Faith and hope might be in God. Our belief in God then (which is no fmall thing, but comprehends all our duty to himj was the end of Chrifts Appearing, and of all he did : and therefore muft not he ftand in the place of a means to it < It muft be fo , faid the other. But what then, continued the Father, will become of your rejling onChrift, and your {laying or leaning on him for Salvation t Is it not manifeft that this only is infufficient for your purpofe i that it will let you fall to the Ground, and leave you fliort of your happinefs < Is it not plain that this Faith fixes it (elf where it fhould proceed • and refts in the means whereby it mould advance to a noble end i There is U u u nothing , { ^ The ? arable of tk Pilgrim. nothing me-thinks more evident than that the Faith which juftifies a {inner is not that which laftly termi- natesit felf in the perfon of Chrift : and which doth not clearly and in its own nature produce a cordial obedience to God. Means muft be ufed andnotrefted in. From whence it unavoidably follows that Chrift himfelf and his merits muft not be refted in as the laft end of our Faith ; but it muft go further and beget an holy life. Let usfofpeak of Faith then, that it may be vifible whither it tends. Let it be feen at what it aims ; and that it defigns more than the carting our felves into the arms of Chrift, that he may protect us from the wrath to come. Learn I befeech you before it be too late, that Jefus cannot fave a man by a naked confidence in him, i.e. in his perfon, or any thing that he hath done or can do. All they that think fo, re- proach our Savionr, and make him the advocate of fin, and not of finners ; one that (hall fave their lufts, and not them from the power of them. They ftay in the half-way to Heaven, and fo (hall never come thither. They reft when they (hould go forward. They lean upon that ftaff wherewith they fhould walk. They make Chrift their fupport only , who mould be alfo their ftrength. They caft themfelves upon him, but would not have him carry them to God and a divine nature. They make him to ftand in their way, and not to be the way unto obedience. They render him an enemy to God, who fhall keep his fubje&s with him and detain them from their duty. They con- tent themfelves with what they find in him, and care not for any righteoufnefs of their own. They reft fa- tisfied with what he hath done, and by vercue of that do nothing themfelves. And fo he that is made of God a means of life, they make to themfelves a raeani of The farahle of the Tilgrim. p\ of death: becaufe they make him indeed the End of ■all, and not the means to our End. CHAP. XXXIX. The joy which the pilgrim conceived in this difcourfc : and hove much he applauded his happiness in having fuch a Friend. The Serenity of his Condition after all theje Clouds. And hovp nothing troubled him but only that he could do fo little to tejlifie his love to his Guide : veho eajily gave him fatisfaCfion byjbemng the true g rounds ofFriendJbip. IT is not to be exprefled what contentment the Man t ^ok in this difcourfe, for which he rendred him a thoufand thanks , profefling that he had learnt a great deal in a little time •, and that though he never intended lefs than to become a Good man by Faith in Chrift, yet he did not fo well understand till now how to go about the bufinefs. But the Joy of our Pilgrim was far greater both for this acquaintance of his, and for himfelf. He thought that all his life would belittle enough wherein to thank him > that he had turned the mention of his weaknefles and frailties, into the occafion of fo great a benefit unto them both. I was going to tell you ( faid he, when the Father had done) that I knew not whether I mould begin to thank our Lord or you firft for this great kindnefs to me. But I think I need not ftand in doubt, for you are fo like him that if I commend your Charity, and render you thanks for it ; I do a real honour thereby to him. You have been the Ea'e of rrine heart; the Guide of my mind-, the Pilot of my foul • the fecuriry and ftay of Uu u 2 my The f arable of the Pilgrim. my life 5 my fecond and better felf ; my Tutelar An- gel whereby I have been defended from innumerable dangers. And when I fay fo, I acknowledge God to have been all this, who by your hand hath imparted thefe favours to me. 1 know that I ftand indebted to his Fatherly Goodnefs for fo many BlelTmgs that I know not where to end the account. But for the be- ginning ; I cannot but next to the favours his Son hath brought us, place the gift of your Friendship. You will fuffer me now furc to pleafe my felf a little and to glory in it ; though heretofore you fupprefletf my thoughts as they were ifluing forth. I know very well at what rate my neighbours efteem riches , and how proud they grow, if they can fhew you Gold and Jewels. But if Heaven had asked me what Jewel it pleafed me to be prefented withall , I would have anfwered , Give me a Friend : Send me an honeft Friend. This is my Riches, my Treafures, my mod precious Jewel. It is not poflible there fhould be any thing given me of equal value. I am fo proud of ir, that it tempts me to be vain glorious, and to proclaim to the World how wealthy I am. And if we may judge of the price of things by their fcarcity, am I not in the right < What is there more rare than this pure Friendlhip i Where mall wc find two men that have one heart •, and love without any intereft i Muft we not go back to the Golden Times> and have recourfe to the Age of Poetry, to find fuch an happy pair i What place is not filled with that old complaint, O Friends i no body is a Friend? There are few hearts that are not double 5 few tongues that are not cloven. They that are not treacherous are too weak; and they that are not weak, yet are too wife, to be tyed in this Sacred Bond. How can you blame The Parable of the Pilgrim. 5 \j blame mc then that I think my felf fomebody new that I am ponefiedof fo great aTreafure h which be- fides its rarity, is to be highly erteemed for its (lability and lafting nature. It is not fubjed to the change of Fortune, nor the ruft of time, nor the violence of men : nor can it be loft by my own negligence, for a fmall care will ferve to keep a true friend. Let others go and beg of great Men their favour : Lee others glory in the preferment they already enjoy ; I envy not their happinefs, may Heaven but pleafe to preferve my Friend. It is the cuftome ofmanylfee, to fetch the cautes of their felicity or unhappinefs from the Hea- venly bodies; and to afcribe what they fuffer or en- joy here below to fome good or malignanc influences from above. But as for me, I do not think there is any Planec fo lucky as a faithful friend ; as on the con- trary none fo malicious asafalfe-hearted companion. Let them who lift then obferve the Iters and their fa- vourable afpe&s, I will feek upon earth for chat which muft make me happy. Let them obferve how Jupiter and Mercury look upon them in all their affairs $ it imports moft tome to mark what men I converfe withall. And you are the perfon Sir, whom I fix my eye upon, and whofe good afpect and charitable influ- ence I ftill implore. Do you accompany me alwayes in my travels } be you my Mercury in my journey - and in this conjunction I (hall not fear any evil that may threatea me, nor defpair any more of nni(hing that which is fo happily begun. This is the fumm of my deiires, that you would ever exercife your wonted pity towards me and pardon my follies. For the whole ftock of comfort that I am furniftied withall, can only fcrve me againft a meaner affliction than the lofs of your love would prove unto me. And yet I. hope that 5 1 8 The far able of the filgntri. that I (hall not be altogether fo troublefome to" you in the reft of my journey ; but rather become your joy. Ic fhall be my daily petition that I may fpend mydayes in that evennefs and fteadinefs of mind wherein I find my felf fixed by your means. That I maybe humble and wait patiently upon the Lord , and be of good courage $ believing that he will ftrengthen mine heart , and that one day I mall in Sion appear before God. To which good prayer the Father inftantly faid ,' Amen , wifhing that he might ever find him in this good temper, and that he would likewife remember the counfel of the Apoftle who bids us Re Joyce in the Lord dlrvayes. For there is not a more evident token , and apparent fign of true Wifedom and profiting in Vertue, than a conftant ferenity, and unconftrained re joycing. And truly faid he I think I need not do fo little as defire this for you, but may be bold to turn my wiili into a confidence ; for I am apt to prophefie that after fo many conflicts you will go in more peace to Jerujalem. And fo it proved as I have fince heard, and after this he every day had a view of that blefTed place. The sky indeed was fometimes a little cloudy, which rendred the fight of it more duskifh and ob- fcure; yet he kept a calm in his mind in hisgreateft dulnefs, and hoped for Sun fhine dayes; which came a great deal fooner by not raifing a new and thicker cloud, through the ftorms of his own paffions. But I cannot fay for the prefent what the enfuing part of their travels were, my own obfervation here having an end. Only thus much I obferved before I parred, that he who once was afraid that he loved his friend too much, fell into a fufpicion ofhimfelf that he did The Vwabk of the Pilgrim. 5 1 j> not embrace him with fuch an affection as he deferved. And that after all thefe contrary humours , the tem- per of their fnendflitp was fo excellent, of fuch confi- ftency and fo well fetlcd ; that as nothing could dif- order it , fo nothing but death alone coul'd divide it ; an J death it felf they were confident could never put an end to it. And indeed this was the thing that I left them in expectation of, and which they were constant- ly endeavouring to prepare themfelves for ; as that which would not deftroy, but perfect their love. This they often talkt of; knowing that it would never come the fooner for their thinking and fpeaking of it. This they lookt upon as a common friend to both ; that would tranflate them to thofe happy regions where Friendfhip is in its Kingdome and raigns over every heart. All the favour they would have beg'd, if it were wont to grant any petitions •, was, that with one ftroke it fhould arreft them both , and carry them thi- ther together. And if any body could havemadegood the Parace/Jian promife of fpinn'rng out the life of man to a length equal with the clew of time3and making our vital oyl of the fame durable temper with that which feeds the Lamps of Heaven ; All things were fo in com- mon between them, that I verily think one of them would not have accepted of fuch a courtefie, on con- dition to enjoy it alone without the other. No, they rather defired, aslfaid, that the one might not fee the other expire ♦, but that tie fame hand might cut off both their threds at once, and that one moment might put out thofe Lamps which were not willing to burn* af under. All the willies that our Pilgrimmzde befrVcythis,, was only that they might live lo long, til. he coald give )2o The far able of the Pilgrim'. give Come remarkable proof of his affection to his Guide. For though he knew that he loved him above all things, and could contradict even his former wifhes by dying for him; yet it did fometimes a little difcon- tent him that he was in no capacity to (how his ten- dernefs but only by words and proteflations. Though the wifdom of his Conductor had flood him in fo great flead, and he could not well fpareanyof it; yet he was fo foolifh now and then as to think that if he had been lefs wife he himfelf had been more happy : Be- caufe then he might have flood in need to receive thofecounfels, which now he only gave ; and been re- quited for thofe courtefies , which now he made him a pure debtor for. Many other benefits alfo that are ufually communicated between friends he found him- felf utterly deflitute of all means to confer 5 they be- ing either not in his power, or his Guide in no need of them. This fometimes raifed a fmall difquiet in his mind ; and one day I remember he could not contain himfelf, buthebeganadifcourfeto this purpofe, which fhall put an end to this pt efent Relation. I mould think my felf , faid he, the happicft man alive were I but able to correfpond with you in [he du- ties and offices of friendfliip •, and were I not con- tained to return you only a weak and fruitlefs paffi- on, for that efficacious love which hath done me fo many fervices. It troubles me a little to find that my paflion is as ufelefs as it is cxtream : and as void of be- nefit to you as it is violent in it felf. It is no lefs bar- ren than I doubt it may be burdenfome 3 and hath as little profit as I fee it hath brought you much trouble. Though the honour be very great you have done me in bellowing fuch a place upon me in your heart ; yet I know the Tarahle tf the Tllgrlm. j 2 , I know not fometimes whether I mould not complain in the enjoyment of a favour, which as it was not in my hands to deferve, fo I cannot poflibly requite. True indeed it is that I have given my felf to you; but that is no more than ftrict Juftice exacts, fince I have re- ceived your felf as a gift to me. Friendmip they fay is a commutation of hearts; and therefore it is but fit that you fhould have mine in room of your own. And yeralas! mine is of fuchfmall value, that I doubt you will be wholly a lofer by the change. Is there no means for me either to do you fervice, or to reft content with a will to ferve you i Cannot you either (hew me how I may be ufeful co you ; or (hew^«r [elf a difpo- fition to it in that heart which I have given you i I fhould be fatisfied, I think, if you knew my will as well as my felf. It remains in your power, not my own, to fettle my mind in peace ; if you will firft believe I love youi and then fet a value upon that Love, which you know is thecaufc of all well-doing • and ought not to be blamed for want of power. Very true, faid his Guide, who laid hold of that word, I think that I have found a treafure in your Love •, and I will have it pafs for currant payment, though it cannot exprefs it felf in fuch fenfible effects as you would have it. It is enough to me that you have fuch a paflfionate affection for me > though ic could never find the means to do any thing, but on- ly tell me how hearty it is. I am pleafed with the in- tentions and defires which you have to do me any good. It is an extraordinary contentment to me to contemplate the imaginations which are in your mind of what you would do for me 5 could power be courted by your will to come and joyn it felf unto it. They Xxx are rlz The far able of the Pilgrim. are the Vulgar who call nothing benefits, but what they can feel with their fingers. It is the portion of grofs Souls to he infenfible 5 unlefs your courtefie*, to come at their hearts, pafs through their hands. The purer and more refined Spirits touch the very Souls of Their Friends, and feel the kindnefs which lyes in their breafts. They are fo fubtil as to fee a courtefie while it is fo young, as to be but only in de- fign. They touch it before it be doathed in matter, or have pafled beyond the confines of thoughts, they meet it in the firft rudiments, and embrace it while ix is only in meaning, and drawn in the imagination. They receive thefe inward ads of Love as moft pure and fpiritual ; being feparate from all the terreftrial part which affect the Vuigar minds. And in one word there is not any thing dearer, to them than thofe moti- ons of the Soul, which finding nothing they can do correfpondent to their own greatnefs and force, do terminate in themfelves. They are plcafed to fee them ftay there, and go no further ; becaufe there is nothing fairer than themfelves to be met withall, wherein to end and refh Do not depredate your affe&ion therefore, nor vit- lifieit in that manner you are wont ; as though it were not worthy my acknowledgement. Do not tell me any more that itis not valuable Love which d.-th not fcrve our Friends : for this fervice depends upon occasions ; and they depend on an higher Being, and are only in the difpofe of Providence. All that I can be be- holden to you for, I have received already from you 5 and for the red, if it could be bellowed I mud make my acknowledgements to fomething clfe. Be contented shen that you give all that is in your hands j and that a The Tar Me of the Ttlgrhn. 52} If it were in them to make occafions, you would ftill let thofebe wanting, which moil of all prove a friend. Nay, let me tell you, I am fo favourable in my opiaion to your affection, and fo apt to give it the beft advan- tage 5 that lam not yet refolved, but there may be as much n blenefs in the handfome acknowledgement of a kindnefs, as there is in the conferring of that which deferves fuch acknowledgement. But befidesall this, let me ask you a queftion ( for I am refolved to ferret this fcruple out of the bottom of your heart; mould you not love me unlefs I had done you benefits i Tell me the truth ; is there any great dearnefs think you created in peoples hearts towards each other by this means i For my part I have often found the oblerva- tion true ; that the remembrance of benefits wears out of mens minds, as grief doth out of the heart of afflicted pcrfons; from which every moment fteals a part. Time hath power over the one as well as the other j and it diminifhes the affection which is the fruit of favours, as it doth the forrow which is produced by Iofles and calamities. Nay, fo little power have bene- fits to make a friend, that they fometimes make a foe. There are fome men, the more they owe, the more they hate. A little debt makes a man a debtor, but a great one makes him an enemy. Whac is it then thac produces a durable Friendmip i Nothing fure buc worth and defert •, together with the agreeablenefs of a pcrfon to our humour, and his refemblance to otir dif- pofition. The impreflfion which thefe make can never be blotted out. Time which wipes away the remem- brance of benefits, can never efface the fenfe of worth and merit. We alwayes carry in our minds the amiable perfections, and accomplimed qualities of worthy per- fons. We alwayes think of thofe who have touched Xxx 2 01 r ft 4. Tf)e Payable of the Pilgrim, our inclinations by their agreeable nature. And I ap- peal to you, whether you could refufe me your Love though you were not fo much beholder to me as you now acknowledge. And whether all die Kindnefies in the world would produce a Frienulhip with tofc,if you faw not fomething elle to wooe your affe ->ion. No. tio, my Friend, it is Gratitude, not Friendihip which is' the proper effeel of benefits. They ought to di pofe us to fuitable returns, and an hearty acknowledgement i but they cannot oblige us to entertain him for a F i°rd who ts bountiful towards us. They may poflibly make our Friendship grow, but they cannot beget ir. They maygiveitfome nourishment, buc they cannot pro- duce and bring it forth. It depends upon an higher caufe, it owes its Original to fome nobler thing , to that from whence all good benefits and offices ouohc to come, I mean a great love and a fincere afFetfion * which if deferts be not wanting, is more powerful to move than all the gifts in the world j and is able with- out them all to tye us faft to a worthy perfon. Be fo -juft then to yourfelf and to me, as to think that I am your Friend, though you do not beftow thoie benefits on me which you defire 5 fince they can ferve only (as I faid) to make me thankful, but not your Friend I efteem you very highly for your felf, and upon' the account of your own proper worth, which I am fure doth put me into the next difpofition to be your Friend. And fince you have added to your own de- ferr, a very great Love to me ; that cannot but com- pleat it, and make me perfe&ly yours. This Love alone hath been thought fufficient to make a Friend $ and indeed is more powerful than any benefits. Accord- ing to that of Hecatm ; Wouldft thou know how to get a Friend '. I will mew thee, and thou (halt ufe nei- ther The f arable of the Tilgriml c i < ther Medicament, Herb, or Inchantment to produce the affecfti >n thou dedreft. If thou rvilt be beloved' Love. When Vercue then and it have made a league*- and it (hews it felf in a fubjecl: whofe qualities alfo are worthy to be embraced »y its force muft needs beir- reliftible* and leave us no power to withftand its de- fires. The poor Pilgrim remained aftonimed a while at the kindnefs of this difcourfe : And finding himfelf overwhelmed with the weight of fuch Love, was fain to drive very much to recover a power of making this fhort reply unto it. I am utterly ignorant, faith he, what worth it is thatyou afcribeto me, which hath brou^hc me into your good efteem, and obtained me the noble title of your Friend. I fee that I pleafe you, but I know not what it is that fliould give you that plea ure. I find my felf very happy ; but what hath advanced me to this felicity I cannot define. And truly fince it is your will to have me fo, I will not be too bufie and cu- rious in examining the caufes of ray good fortune ; nor will I leek toleffenmy wrorth, left info doing I fhould upbraid you with a bad foundation of your Love. No,. 1 will rather think I am worth fomething, than render your judgement nothing worth. I will think of my felf as ycu would have me, that you maynotfeem to bemiftaken. There is nothing elfe can make me of any value ; unlets ubethat I had the wit to judge of the defervings of fuch a perfon as your felf. It is a mark they fay of fome I'ufficicncy to be able to difcem an able perfon from a flamy wir. It is a note I have heard of great wifdom to choofe an excellent Friend. By this I am told a man is known to others, and I have little elfe whereby to know my felf. This is the chiefrft thing' 5 1 6 The

and you inftantly inriched me with your felf. And ever fince I have not had fo great a care to conceal my griefs, as you have taken to find them out. Nor have you fuffered my troubles to fpeak, before you faw them in my looks. All your favours likewife have flowed fo fieelyfrom you, that there was no hope they fh uldretu.n again. They have brought me a great deal The ? arable of the Tilgrim. j 17 deal of happinefsj bur could not be thought to come to fetch any to him that fent them. This adds ex- ceeding much to the efteem I have conceived for you. This will ever make me to propound you as the pattern of an excellent Friend. And if I were now to dye, it would be one of the laft words I fhould fycak to thofe that love me. Remember that thofe will be your worfi enemies ; not to whom you bdve done evil^ but who fjAve done evil to you : and thofe rvill be your be ft Friends ; not to wlyomyou hive done good^ but who have done good to you. THE END.