i7io9 loom sioi I Xjpjqn jaads-'^JPu'U'^s ie3i5oiod4j_ uoi^ouu J7}-J- Itheological. semina: J, Princeton, N. J. BV 4844 .M67 1833 A mother's first thought ''MOTHER'S FIRST THOUGHTS. BY THE AUTHOR OF *'FAITH'S TELESCOPE." PHILADELPHIA: PUBUSHED BY KEY & BIDDLE, Minor-street. 1S33. R. & C. S. WOOD, PRINTERS, NEW-YORK. PREFACE. Among all the wonderful qualities of earth's highest wonder, the Bible, its astonishing adaptation to all classes and all circum- stances of its searchers is assuredly not the least. Who ever humbly looked into its sacred pages for a " word in season," and found it not? The wealthy and the indi- gent, the old and the young, the prosperous and the sorrowing, have each their varied treasure, each their " apple of gold in this net-wwk of silver," — their word fitly spoken* of rebuke or of warning, of consolation or instruction, aa they severally require them. IV PREFACE. High and low, male and female, bond and free, find depicted on this great map of human duty, the minutest windings of their appointed course. And for special need, what special provision has been made! — For the sinking heart of the bereaved, how Taried, how strong, how abundant the resources of Divine consolation ; for the wearied and fainting, what promises of rest ; for the persecuted and perplexed, what as- surances of encouragement ; for the sick in body, what upholding ; for the sick in spirit, what healing ? Verily, we may say in this, as in another sense, " Thy commandment is exceeding broad : therefore thy servant loveth it." The aim of the following pages has been to develope, of this gracious fulness in the oracles of God, some meditations more espe- cially suitable to Mothers, both as such, and more particularly in their character of professing Christians. At a period when the heart is excited by new and pure emo- PREFACE. V tions; when gratitude to a merciful Pre- server is usually experienced in a very high degree ; when the world is necessarily much shut out, and the nearness of eternity, often borne in powerfully on the soul by the possibihty, if not the certainty of peril; — it does not appear unreasonable to hope that the "still small voice" of heavenly truth, will be more readily hstened to than at other times. And though it be but too certain that in many cases any salutary im- pressions thus made will prove evanescent or inefficient, yet if the Lord vouchsafe his blessing, in some at least, they may be deepened, enlarged, and brightened, into a lasting record of Eternal mercy. May that blessing be graciously bestowed ! But by those Mothers who are already awake to spiritual things, these meditations will perhaps be recognized as embodying some train of feeling and association, or illustrating some scriptural symbol drawn from tne early nursery, which has often VI PREFACE. occurred to their own minds. To them, therefore, as possessing the best clue to its meaning and intention, this httle work is affectionately dedicated, and may He who alone can, render it, in some degree, condu- cive to their edification. Edinburgh, October, 1832. CONTENTS. MEDITATION I. PSA.LM CXX. 1. PaGre. In my distress I cried unto the Lord, and he heard me 1 MEDITATION II. 'MALACHi iii. 6. I am the Lord ; I chansje not ; therefore ye sons of Jacob are not consumed. 6 MEDITATION IIL Job xiv. 4. Who can bringr a clean thing out of an unclean ? Not one. . . .10 VllI CONTENTS. MEDITATION IV. JOHN xvi. 21. A woman when she is in travail hath sorrow, because her hour is come. 15 MEDITATION V. ST. MATTHEW V. 6. Blessed are they which do hunger and thirst after righteousness, for they shall be filled 22 MEDITATION VI. ROMANS i. 25. They changed the truth of God into a lie ; and worshipped and served the creature, more than the Creator, who is blessed for ever. . . .29 MEDITATION VII. JOHN iii. 7. Marvel not that I said unto thee, ye must be born again. . . .36 CONTENTS. IX MEDITATION VIII. PSALM civ. 24. Oh Lord ! how manifold are thy works : in wisdom hast thou made them all. 43 MEDITATION IX. 1st JOHN iii. 4. Sin is the transgression of the law. . 51 MEDITATION X. JOB xi. 5, 6. Oh that God would speak, and open his lips against thee, and that He would shew thee the secrets of wis- dom, that Ahey are double to that which is. Know therefore that God exacteth of thee less than thine iniquity deserveth. . . .59 MEDITATION XI. ZECHARIAH iv. 10. Who hath despised the day of small things? 66 X CONTENTS. MEDITATION XII. 1st PETER V. 5. All of you be clothed with humility. 75 MEDITATION XIII. ST. MATTHEW vii. II, 12. If ye then, being evil, know how to give good gifts unto your children, how much more shall your Fathei- which is in heaven give good things to them that ask^him? Therefore all things whatsoever ye would that men should do to you, do ye even so to them : for this is the law and the prophets. 82 ■ MEDITATION XIV. PSALM ciii. 17. But the mercy of the Lord is from ever- lasting to everlasting upon them that fear him, and his righteousness unto children's children : to such as keep CONTENTS. XI his covenant, and to those that re- member his commandments to do them 90 MEDITATION XV. ROMANS vri. 14. For ye know that the law is spiritual 98 MEDITATION XVI. HEBREWS ii. 16 — 18. For verily he took not on him the na- ture of angels ; but he took on him the seed of Abraham. Wherefore in all things it behoved him to be made like unto his brethren, that he might be a merciful and faithful high priest in things pertaining to God, to make reconciliation for the sins of the peo- ple. For in that he himself hath suffered, being tempted, he is able to succour them that are tempted. . 106 Xll CONTENTS. MEDITATION XVII. PSALM iv. 4. Commune with your own heart upon your bed, and be still, . . .114 MEDITATION XVIII. ST. MARK X. 13, 14, 16, And they brought young children to him, that he should touch them ; and his disciples rebuked those that brought them. But when Jesus saw it, he was much displeased, and said unto them, Suffer the little children to come unto me, and forbid them not: for of such is the kingdom of God. — And he took them up in his arms, put his hands upon them, and blessed them. . . . .122 MEDITATION XIX. JAMES IV. 14, What is your life ? It is even a vapour, that appeareth for a little time, and then vanisheth away. . .131 CONTENTS. Xlll MEDITATION XX. 1st CORINTHIANS i. 19. For it is written, I will destroy the wis- dom of the wise, and will bring to nothing the understanding of the prudent. 138 MEDITATION XXI. ST. MATTHEW xxiii. 37, Jerusalem! Jerusalem! — how often would I have gathered thy children together, even as a hen gathereth her chickens under her wings, and ye would not 146 MEDITATION XXII. JOB xxxix. 3, 4. Their young ones are in good liking, they grow up with corn; they go forth, and return not unto them. Who hath sent out the wild ass free ? or who hath loosed the bonds of the wild ass? 155 XIV CONTEJ^TS. MEDITATION XXIII. GALATIANS iv. 19. My little children, of whom I travail in birth until Christ be formed in you. 165 MEDITATION XXIV. ST. MATTHEW XXV. 40. Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me. . . . 175 MEDITATION XXV. ISAIAH xxvi. 16. Lord, in trouble have they visited thee ; they poured out a prayer when thy chastening was upon them. . . 182 MEDITATION XXVI. JOSHUA IV. 6. What mean ye by these stones? . 189 CONTENTS. XV MEDITATION XXVII. PSALM C. 4. Enter into his gates with thanksgiving, and into his courts with praise : be thankful unto him, and bless his name 198 MEDITATION XXVIII. 1st CHRONICLES Xxix 12. In thine hand it is to make great, and to give strength unto all . . 205 MEDITATION XXIX. GENESIS XXXV. 18. And it came -to pass, as her soul was in departing, (for she died,) that she called his name Benoni, [the son of my sorrow,] but his father called him Benjamin, [the son of my right hand.] 214 MEDITATION I. " In my distress I cried unto the Lord, and he heard toe." — Psalm cxx. 1. These are words of much simplicity; the humblest capacity can readily perceive their meaning ; yet what capacity is exalted enough to comprehend the vast mysteries which they involve ? The communion of a praying soul, with a prayer-hearing God, who shall explain it ? The condescension of Omnipotence towards the breathings of distress, from a being whose volition could not confer the breath of existence upon the ineanest replile, who shall fathom it? The tiever-slnmbering watchfulness over mil- lions, and the ever-ready compassion awake to the groan of penitence, even from the vilest of them, who shall express their mar- vellousness ? — Yet all this, yea, more than this, is implied in the assertion, " In my distress I cried unto the Lord, and He heard me." Easy it is for those who have not tritd this blessed resource in the depths of human 2 wretchednesa, to say in their folly, How can Man converse with God ? How can an in- significant, nay, a sinful creature, engage the attention, depend on the kindness, obtain the assistance of Him, who holds a universe in his hand, who is " glorious in hohness, fearful in praises, doing wonders ?" How ! — Because He is God, — glorious in holiness. He " ever worketh," that the creation He has formed may be holy also ; and the whole economy of Providence and Grace is but a succession of steps in this important process. SubUme in Majesty, He is no less sublime in Mercy — admirable in his Power — mag- nificent is the sphere of its operation — but quite as admirable, and to us infinitely more delightful is the benevolence of its exercise, and the minuteness of its difiusion. " I cried," says the sinner, " and thou heardest me." Has the objector reasoned himself into a behef that this is a fallacy ? Let him " become a fool that he may be wise ;" let him try, what to him appears so unlikely to succeed. — Oh, that his first petition might be for humihty, and for profound submission to that revelation of unspeakable grace, which says to the sons of men, " Call upon me in the time of trouble, and I will answer thee!" — which unites duty with privilege, 3 and pledges Infinite Truth to reward the petitioner, who, venturing on the unim- peachable warrant of an express permission, flees for refuge, where " He that cometh shall in no wise be cast out." And when perfor- mance has actually been vouchsafed of this promise, so rich with unspeakable consola- tion, when we have cried and have been answered, when we know that God, through our never-faiUng Intercessor, has heard us, " because we have tke petitions that we asked of Him," shall we ever again be back- ward to pour out our souls before Him, who has thus heard our voice out of his holy temple, and suffered our feeble cry to come before Him, even into his ears ? Or shall we hesitate to devote to Him the homage of our most devoted love, who has not dis- dained to listen to us, to comfort and to reheve us, when He might justly have answered us only thus, "Why should a living man complain, a man for the punish- ment of his sins?" PRAYER. Oh, good and gracious God ! Father of all mercies, Giver of all comfort, I adore and praise thee that thou permittest me to approach thy throne of grace in every time of need. I desire especially to thank thee for [the recent instance of] thy preserving mercy towards me, a miserable sinner, and I earnestly pray that I may be led so to meditate on thy lovincj-kindness, manifested in all thy past dealings with me and mine, as henceforth to devote my heart and life to thy service, and to put my whole trust in thee, in every trial and trouble of this mortal state. Through thy dear Son Jesus Christ, who in the days of his flesh offered up prayers and supplications, with strong cry- ing and tears, and was heard in that he feared, and who ever lives to make inter- cession for us, hear my prayers, oh merciful Lord! and to thy name be glory for ever and ever — Amen. PSALM CXVL I love the Lord, whose gracious ear, Hath heard my humble voice, Who saw my supplicating tear, And caused me to rejoice. Long as I live, I'll call on thee, Thou Answerer of prayer ; Long as I live, my joy shall be, To cast on thee my care. Anguish, with unrelenting fangs, Deep hold upon me took ; As of approaching death, the pangs My suffering spirit shook. Then cried I unto thee, oh Lord ! Deliverance I besought ; Thy grace and righteousness adored, And of thy mercies thought. Who simply fix their trust on thee, Thou amply dost protect; I was brought low — Thou helpedst me, Nor didst my suit reject. Return, return, my weary soul, Be tranquil and repose. For Mercy's hand can still control The measure of thy uoes. Oh ! be it no'w thy only aim. With grateful zeal to pay. That tribute which His bounties claim, Who chased thy griefs away. MEDITATION II. "I am the Lord; I change not; therefore, ye sons of Jacob are not consumed."— Malachi iii. 6, The sun is still the same glorious orb of splendid lustre, though innumerable clouds have passed between us and his dazzling brightness, since first our eyes opened on his beauty. The moon is still the same faithful witness in heaven of her Creator's directing hand, as vv^hen the newly-breathing inmates of Paradise first gazed with admiration upon her nightly varying form, or hailed the return of her suspended beams in evening's silent hour. Five thousand years have rolled away, and the ordinances of heaven depart not from before the Lord, who in his wisdom decreed them all. Yet fAe?/ shall change; as a garment shall they all wax old, and as a vesture shall they be folded up. Thou, oh Lord ! only art ever, ever the same, and thy years shall not fail, neither shall thine Israel cease from being a nation before thee for ever. Happy thought, if we too are of Israel ! Have we " wept" for sin and " made sup- plication" for grace like him ? Through the Angel of the Covenant wrestling powerfully with our hearts in the hour of apprehension and peril, have we like Jacob, " had power with God," and " prevailed" with him for a blessing? Happy thought! "He changes not." He will establish, he will keep us from all evil. Faithful is he that calleth, who also will do according to his abundant mercy, and his ever-steadfast promises. He changes not, therefore are we not consumed. Oh! where, but for the immutability of this Rock, on which the believer has laid his eager, grateful hand, where would he have been ere now ? Where would he still fall, had not that rock, once touched, a magnetic power, strong enough to retain his hold in spite of all the counteractions of his corrupt nature? Sometimes, alas ! so feeble and vacillating is his will, so faint and careless his mind, that he scarcely knows whether he stands or not within reach of his security. But the Lord " changes not." He sees and he restores. New energy flows into the almost paralyzed spirit. A startling view of sin, a melting view of Jesus, is vouchsafed. The sliding one beholds! repeats! adores! " It is not consumed." Oh, grace unspeak- able ! how can we suflSciently admire it ? s How can we earnestly, speedily enough accept the offer of it, each one for ourselves ? Lord enable us so to do. Make us willing in this day of thy power. PRAYER. Oh Lord ! God of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob ! God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the same yesterday, to-day, and for ever, I rejoice in the assurance of thy ever- lasting faithfulness contained in thy Holy Word. I would rest upon them now and for ever. Work in me, oh Lord ! to will and to do of thy good pleasure. My own heart is deceitful, and its corrupt bent is ever to fall back from thee, my true life, and strength and joy. Oh, aid me with thy continual grace. Watch over me for good, and make me watchful that 1 may never depart from thee, my God. Thy love to thy redeemed is wonderful, beyond all that I can imagine or express. Fill all my faculties with such a deep sense of this, that I may love thee more and more, till I see thee face to face, and rejoice in thee unceasingly for ever and ever, through Him who bought us with his own blood, and pleadeth continually that we may not be consumed, — even Jesus Christ, our ever blessed Lord and Saviour. — Amen. " Can a woman forget her sucking child, that she should not have compassion on the son of her womb 1 Yea, they may forget ; yet will I never forget thee." —Isa. xiix. 15. Golden key of richest treasure, Opening wide affection's store ; Oh the tender throb of pleasure, At the mother's bosom core ! Oh, the deep pathetic feeling, Joyful hope and pity mild, Through each new pulsation stealing. As she gazes on her child ! Can they forget ? Ah, yes, fond Mother, Ostrich bosoms do exist : Sucking babes may find another Kinder than the parent breast. They may ftfrget. Compassion's fountain Human hearts may turn to gall ; Yet, " fear not thou, my holy mountain, That thy God forgets thy call." Oh, afflicted, tempest smitten. Though the whelming billows roll, On his hands thy name is written. As " the travail of his soul." 10 Say not thou, in sinful blindness, That Jehovah loves thee not ; Called with everlasting kindness, Thou shalt never be forgot ! MEDITATION III. " Who can bring a clean thing out of an unclean ? Not one.— Job. xiv. 4. There are rivers which run under ground for a part of their course ; but in that hidden progress, are they not as truly fed from the original source, as when emerging into open day, they overflow the level plain, or rush impetuously towards their great depository ? There are diseases of which the patient knows not the existence within his frame ; but do they therefore the less certainly, because unsuspectedly, sap its vital force ? While the faculties of the human mind are as yet undeveloped, while its imaginations are as yet unexercised, many are inclined to suppose that it would be a work of little 11 or no inherent difficulty, to direct its powers, j as they shall gradually increase, into the purest, the most beneficial, the most virtu- ous channels. The mind, they affirm, is as a smooth unmarked surface : indented by the minute processes of Habit, — sculptured into various forms by the skilful hand of Education, or stained by contact with un- favourable Example — all its pecuharities and all its vices may be traced to the circum- stances in which the individual, from hia earliest and most impressible age, has been placed. To a certain and limited extent, these assertions may be said to be founded in truth. Habit, Education, and Example, have, indisputably, a large and important influence informing the youthful character; and had man retained his original righteous- ness, these would have but tended to strengthen within him the principles of rect- itude and piety. But had not the word of God expressly asserted, that, fallen from primeved uprightness, men have sought out and sub- stituted for it, many inventions, — had it not illustrated the melancholy fact of our deprav- ity, by reminding us how impossible it is to draw from a polluted fountain hmpid and pure waters, or to " bring a clean thing out of an unclean one," — personal observation 12 might, in a great degree, have led to such a conviction of our state. When the good and the evil are set before us, or before our youngest intelligent inmates, — let con- science and experience M'itness which of these it is, that, on the impulse of the moment, would invariably be chosen, and which rejected ; — which it is that it requires no struggle to select : Alas ! does not our real position, as to these things, resemble that of a heavily laden equipage, " a burden to the weary beasts," who, with toilsome steps, and by slow degrees, drag it up the steep ascent, but liable, if only a moment's pause occur in their exertions, to run back with fearfully multiplying rapidity, to the very foot of the precipice ? In such a case, where would be the most rational hope of safety ? Would it be most securely grounded on ignorance of danger, or on the perception of ifin its fullest extent ? Surely, then, an enlightened view of our tendency to evil, ought to excite more vigor- ous exertions for overcoming it, than would a supine denial of its existence I and if there be a strong and friendly aid at hand who can give efficacy to our otherwise futile efforts, and enable us to climb in safety the hill of Zion, that must be an infatuation indeed, 13 which induces men to stand denying theii' need, till the opportunity of attaining help is gone forever. " He that trusteth in his own heart is a fool ; but whoso walketh wisely, he shall be delivered." PRAYER. Vouchsafe to me, oh gracious Lord ! a just and accurate view of my condition in this world, as a sin-loving and sin-practising creature. Give me deep contrition for the many offences against thee, wherein a depraved will and selfish affections, have involved me, with humble and entire reli- ance on thy loving-kindness, which is able to extricate me from all the perils by which I am surrounded. Through the atoning love of thy blessed Son, and the promised aid of Ihy Holy Spirit, which for his sake I implore thee to give me, may I be renewed in heart and mind, and preserved unto thy heavenly kingdom. And for those immortal souls in any way especially committed to my guidance, grant me also, oh merciful Father ! the same inestimable help. May we all be taught of thee, and by thee mer- cifully guided and defended, for the Re- deemer's sake. — Amen. 14 " Foolishness ia bound in the heart of a child, but the rod of correction shall drive it far from him." Proverbs xxii. 15, Addressed to a very young Infant. Gentle and dove-like are thine eyes, Thy look is calm and meek, And innocence endearing sits Upon thy dimpled cheek. And can it be, that flower so fair, Should seeds of poison hide ; And can it be, thy brow serene, Should flush with angry pride ? I love thee much, my little one, And fain I would believe, Thy youthful spirit, angel pure, And pure for aye to hve. But, ah ! my babe, each day confirms, What heaven-taught sages say. That " foolishness is bound" in man, E'en from his earliest day. Uncheck'd by grace divine, his sin Developes as he grows ; And hopeful infancy's sweet bud. In disappointment blows. 15 While ot lerg therefore boast the mind, Of chiMhood, spotless white, And, all ur aided, hope to guide Its energies aright ; I, for I love ihee, little one, Most earnestly will pray, A purer spirit than thine own, Thy helplessness to stay. Incipient evils I'll deplore. Ere they themselves unfold, And seek a Father's pitying hand To drive them from their hold. And so, my babe, in holy truth, Shall shine upon thy brow, Those virtues which but seem to deck Its placid sweetness now. MEDITATION IV. "A woman when she is in travail hath sorrow, because her hour is come." — St. John xvi. 21, The sure word of prophecy when setting forth, in subhme and awakening language, 16 the approachingjudgmentsof t} aLordilpotl sinful nations, has perhaps app led no meta- phors more frequently — certai ily none \Vith more appropriateness and force, — than those which it has drawn from the sorrows of a woman " when her hour is come." When the troubles thus denounced are on the heathen (as in Jeremiah xlix. 22, 24. and 1. 43.) we may remark, that the symbol is chiefly directed to point out the inevitable certainty of their occurrence at the time appointed, — the suddenness of the visita- tion, — and the terrors with which it will be attended ; but when addressed to that Zion, whom her long-suffering Lord will not utterly cast ofl^, though the crown of her glory be for a season laid in the dust, though her habitation be desolate, and the voice of joy unheard within its bounds, it is very re^ markable how the illustrative figure is carried forth to the happy termination of a deliverance, as joyful as its introductory sufferings are terrible^ " It is even the day of Jacob's trouble," but he shall be saved out of it. *' Be in pain and labour to bring forth, oh daughters of Zion ! like a woman in travail, for now shalt thou go forth, even to Babylon ; there shalt thou be delivered j there the Lord shall redeem thee from the hand of thine enemies." — Micah. iv. 10. 17 So, al*o, when in predicting the solemn p- i!od of searching and sifting retribution, u hich is reserved for the enemies of Christ, the same allusion is employed, first by the Saviour himself, and subsequently by his Apostle. The same encouraging promises arc vouchsafed to the church of a terminat- ing joy, which shall swallow up all memory of previous anguish : " I will see you again, and your heart shall rejoice, andyour joy no man taketh from you." Of that awful "day of vengeance," when the Lord Jesus shall be revealed from heaven, all previous and detached outpourings of indignation have boon indeed but the types anB precursors, and as a snare will it come on the often- warned, but obstinately careless inhabitants of the whole earth. But, oh blessed thought for the saints of Jesus ! and through all the convulsions and tribulations among men by which " the time of the end''' shall be ush- ered in, how supporting, how reviving to jtheir trembling hearts, to know that "their iRedeemer is mighty." He for whom they ihave waited, is the same who now cometh in the clouds of heaven with power and great glory, and with a triumphant salvation will he save thera. They shall be hidden within an inviolable sanctuary, protected by an im« 3 18 pregnable fortress, yea, saith the Lord of Hosts, " they shall be mine in that day when I make up my jewels." They are his special treasure, and He will spare them, as a man spareth his own son that serveth him. After briefly enumerating the signs by which the watching disciple may be enabled to perceive the immediate approach of that day, to which he so frequently directs their attention, how impressively does the Lord, in one short precept, comprise the character- istics of such, by saying to his faithful servants, " When ye shall see these things begin to come to pass, then lift up your heads, for the day of your redemption draw- eth nigh !" When others faint and tremble, the people of Christ are commanded to exult, and why ? Because they are virtuous, and therefore safe ? Because they are holy, and entitled to pre-eminence ? No ! but because their rede7nptioii draweth nigh. Those who rejoice in recovered freedom, must have groaned under the oppressions of captivity. Those who welcome the victory of the Redeemer over his enemies, must have inward evidence that they are num- bered with his friends. Those who arc looking for, and hasting unto the day of God, cannot be such as are lavishing their 19 affections and exertions oti the evanescent j delights of a world ripe for correction* Those who anticipate, with lively joy, the coming of Jesus, must be equally ready, should he previously call them, to be absent from the body and present with himself* While they are continued here, they must be living as strangers and pilgrims, in all holy conversation and godliness. If thus we be looking for that blessed hope, and glorious appearing of our Lord and Saviour, we shall Terily and effectually be strengthened, (even though our lot should be cast among the troubles of the latter days,) to " endure unto the end ;" assured that if we do, the unspeakable mercy which has kept, will finally bless us. — May all our trials here purify and " make us white" for that great consummation ! PRAYER. Almighty God ! the Shield and the Re- fuge of them that trust in thee, enable me so to confide in thy gracious protection, as to contemplate with joy, and not with dismay, the predicted coming of thy Son. May I, in the way thy Gospel has revealed, seek righteousness and meekness, bo that I may 20 he hid in the day of thy fierce anger. Open, Lord, r beseech thee, the eyes of those who are careless and at ease in Zion, to behold, ere it be too late, the things which are for their everlasting good. Awaken them who yet slumber and sleep, that with replenished lamps they may be ready, when summoned to meet their Lord. If the combined voices of thy word, and thy Providence unite to say, " The bridegroom is coming, go ye forth to meet him," may our souls hear and obey the call ; and may He ever meet us in mercy and peace, M'bo is with thee, our prevailing Mediator and Advocate, For his sake hear and accept me, oh my God ! and all for whom I desire to pray, and among the multitudes in the day of decision, place us at thy right hand, and pronounce us blessed. — Amen and Amen ! 21 "When they shall say peace and safety, then eud- flen destruction cometh upon then^, as travail upon a woman with child, and they shall not escape. But ye, bethren, are not in darkness, that that day should overtake you as a thief." — 1st Thess. v. 3, 4. That trying hour ! how suddenly it came, Though long expected, unawares at last ; So on a world at ease, Destruction's flame, And judgment's fearful, long impending blast. With startling shock shall burst, O'erwhelming the accurst : And " they shall not escape." Dark day of terrors ! emblem faint of thee. Are woman's sorrows when her hour's arrived. Shalt thou not Earth ! as one in travail be, Press'd with increasing pangs ? yet not deprived , Of Hope — for from thy womb. In that dread day of doom, A gladdening birth shall spring. The dead in Christ shall rise. The teeming dust Shall wake and sing. Thick as the drops of dew h' innumerable myriads of the just 22 O'er their last enemy, triumphant too, Caught up their Lord to meet, With shouts of joy shall greet Jesus — salvation's King ! Oh ! for a heart prepared, to watch, to wait, With trembhng joy that consummation sure; God's ways to love — the ways of sin to hate, And through all tribulations, to "endure." Such, in earth's direful woe, Shall " peace and safety" know, E'en in a world convulsed ! MEDITATION V. "Blessed are they which do hunger and thirat after righteousness, for they shall be filled." St. Matthew v. 6. Among the treasures of Divine Wisdom which are richly scattered through the re- vealed Scriptures, none surely should be more dear to the Christian's heart, none more constantly present to the Christian's memory, than the very words whicb feU 23 from the lips of Him, who even from his enemies extorted this confession, " Never man spake hke this man !" That beautiful analysis of true blessedness with which the Lord commenced his instructions on the mountain, is of itself an inexhaustible fund of pious and profitable meditation ; so that we can scarcely help supposing, that many of the assembled multitude unto whom it was delivered, must have called to mind the words of their ancient Lawgiver, " A Prophet shall the Lord your God raise up unto you, like unto me; him shall ye hear," and welcomed their evident fulfilment by exclaiming, " Grace is poured into thy lips ; therefore God hath blessed thee for ever." Not only do the beatitudes here announced describe the assured happiness of the believer who possesses them, and the fitness of the promised blessings to his several wants, — they also aflTord a distinguished test of individual profession, marking deeply that line of separation from worldly max- ims, feelings, and pursuits, by which the genuine character of the Redeemer's people is to be distinguished. The strong hold of corrupt nature is pride. " Ye shall be as Gods," formed no inconsiderable part of the first temptation ; and it is in almost 24 levery sin still committed, a component part of the guilt; but what says the Saviour? " Blessed are the poor in spirit." Nature loves present ease at the expense of future good ; but what saith Grace ? " Blessed are they that mourn." The carnal mind resents injuries, revolts against mysteries, rebels against afflictive dispensations; so do not they who are born of the Spirit: " Blessed are the meek." The people of this world covet the splendours and luxuries of life, saying, " What shall we eat, and what shall we drink, and wherewithal shall we be clothed ?" So do not the people of God. They hunger and thirst after righte- ousness, and " Blessed are they, for they shall be filled." Their meat and drink it shall be to do the will of God. Earnestly do they desire the sincere milk of the Word that they may grow thereby, and it shall not be denied them. Is not their Lord he that teacheth them to profit ? Does not his Spirit turn into nourishment for them^ that which to others is tasteless and unsatis- factory, mixing it with faith in their hearts, and so fulfilling the ardent prayer of the Redeemer for his Church, that through the Word of Truth it might be sanctified ? As there is no surer sign of animal life and health, than the desire of wholesome 25 snstenance ; so of the life of faith within the soul, is no token more unquestionable than an abidinff delight in all God's testimonies; a longing for them, not mingled with merely human ingredients, and so depreciated into the food of controversy, — not to be agitated in a vessel already soured by preconceived opinions, and so fermented into the aliment of intoxicating Pride, of infidel doubts ; — but pure, unmixed, and in all their sublime simplicity; to grow thereby, and not to shine, — to improve the heart, not merely to gratify the taste, — to give vigour and activity to self-denying obedience, not merely to excite indolent admiration, or encourage speculative contemplations, from which no practical influences are to be digested. It is most important to examine ourselves on this point, whether hungering and thirst- ing after righteousness be distinctly the mo- tive of our Scriptural studies. They may otherwise be pursued with regularity and perseverance, yea, even with delight, with- out real spiritual advantage. The Word of God may be admired for its many intrin- sic excellencies, even where it has not reached the conscience and affections. The faithfulness and antiquity of its national records, — the grandeur of its discoveries 26 concerning the origin of created things — the pathetic beauties of its interesting biog- raphies — the loftiness of its poetry — the rich variety of its imagery — the convincing energy of its arguments — the compreliensive simphcity and unsullied purity of its moral lessons — have, in various ways, attractions for minds who never suffered it to say, I have a message from God unto thee. For any or for all these, its perfections, as well as from custom or decency, for professional distinction, or for victorious arguments, the Bible may be examined statedly, and even closely, yet laid down without heartfelt ad- vantage ! And why ? Because not handled as food. None but those who can say, "Thy commandments were found and I did eat them," can grow in grace by their spirit- ual digestion. Personal apphcation of the Divine statutes is the only arrow which can effectually reach, and prick, and rouse, the self-satisfied conscience. Personal appli- cation of the love of Jesus, the only elixir which can exalt and purify the soul unto the love and practice of holiness ; they are both in the hand of the Spirit to dispense, for his office it is, both to convince of sin, and, taking of the things of Christ, so to shew them to the souC that it may have 27 peace and joy in believing. The feast is spread ! many behold and many praise it ; but who are they that partake of the pro- vided repast, not only with relish, but so as to go in the strength of that meat from day to day, from hour to hour, through evil report and good report, rejoicing ? This is the privilege of those only who are taught of God. Such honour have all his saints, and his saints only. Are we called so to be ? Let us look well, that we be not only called but chosen, and to that end pray earnestly to Him who is able to make all grace abound towards us, that he will open our eyes to see wonderful things out of his law. PRAYER. Gluicken me, O Lord, after thy loving- kindness, so,shall I keep the statutes of thy mouth. May I hunger for Christ the living bread. May I thirst for the water of life, which he only can bestow, and may that bread be given me, and those waters be made sure according to thy promises. O never-failing Fountain of Love and Hope, of Holiness and Peace ! Spirit of Truth, whom the world cannot receive, because it seeth thee not, be in me whenever I meditate 28 on the oracles of God, and impress them savingly on my heart to the end of my course on earth, making my profiting to appear unto all men, to the glory of my Heavenly Father. All I ask is through Jesus Christ, my only Saviour. — Amen. " As new-born babes desire the sincere milk of the word that ye may grow thereby."—! Peter ii. 2. Instinctively the infant craves That food which fits it best, And nature's nutriment receives Pure from the mother's breast. See with what eagerness of joy It takes the proffered boon. What tempting bait shall wealth employ, To lure it thence too soon ? No weariness — no love of change, Repress its fond delight ; Had it the universe to range, 'Twould seek no dearer sight. With powers thus ardently intent, Do Christian minds desire, That heaven provided nourishment. Their daily wants require. 29 On nnadulterated food, Jehovah's word they live, Nor would they change that cherished good For all that earth^can give. Thy statutes, Lord, are good and pure, They make the simple wise: Thy testimonies, clear and sure, Illume our darkened eyes. Oh be the sacred pleasure mine. Unceasingly to draw, Fresh from the fount of life divine, The sweetness of thy law. MEDITATION VI. "They chan^'ed the truth of God into a lie ; and Avorshipped and served the creature, more than the Creator, who is blessed for ever. "^Romans i. 2o. From the beginning it was even so ! From the beginning, even until now, the dispo- sitions here described have been the very essence of all sin. Disbelief of the Divme 30 testimony — self-indulgence, in opposition to the restraint of the Divine commands — deliberate preference of created perishing enjoyments, to the favour and fruition of the Creator, who is blessed for ever. Thus it was with Eve ; she doubted the immutabil- ity of the Divine Word ; she permitted a momentary gratification, opposed to her Maker's will, and the visionary prospect of an exalted happiness, independent of Him, to withdraw her heart from its only true rest, even when surrounded by the paradise of delights in which he had vouchsafed to place her. The serpent beguiled her by his subtlety, and she fell. Thus, too, it was with Adam — he was not deceived — he sup- posed not that any rich virtues dwelt in that forbidden fruit, whereby he should be wiser or happier after he had eaten; but the creature lay at Ms heart. " The woman whom thou gavest me, she tempted me and I did eat." His love for Eve was greater than his love for his God ! Without that last precious gift, he could not be happy, even in the light of his Maker's counte- nance, and the certainty of his approring smile. Though he knew that his help-meet had thrown off her allegiance to the Supreme Giver of all their blessings, he shrank not 31 from the pollution of her society, as shrink the unfallen from contact with the dis- obedient. He loved the world, and the things of the world, and the love of the Father faded within him, and he fell. See ye not, oh posterity ! of that offending pair, see ye not your own portraits in this mirror? Yet how mercifully does the adorable Je- hovah meet, even the guilty beings who had thus insulted him ! He condemns man in- deed to toil, but with the passions which now became predominant in his degraded nature to what excesses might not a life of total indolence have exposed the wretched culprit ? He condemns woman to suffering and to subjection ; but these also counteract the evils of that supine rest, to which a frame less Stted for robust exertion than her part- ner's, might often expose her. Rightly used, they are beneficial in changing that corrupt bias to which she yielded in the original transgression ; they wean her spirit from its too fond attachment to this vain world, and humble it by the frequent recollection, that " Dust she is, and unto dust, must ere long return." But there is yet a more astonish- ing mercy to be remembered, when medi- tating on this momentous transaction : The resources of Omnipotent Love are infinite j 32 and greatly as they had rebelled, Jehovah forsook not the work of his own hands. He looked and there was none to help — none to uphold; therefore his own arm brought salvation. *' God sent forth his Son, made of a woman, made under the law." The " Eternal Word was made flesh !" It is not indeed Wonderful, that when once conscious of disobedience, the soul should l"ecoil from immediate contact with inflex- ible justice. The unsullied purity — the un- speakable dignity of his Omniscient Judge, cannot fail to fill the sinner with dismay ; and often is he driven, by his futile anxiety to forget his terrbrs, to seek a hiding-place " among the trees of the garden," to plunge deeper and deeper into creature worship — that fatal net which first entangled his facul- ties, and is ever dragging them to a wider distance from their right end and aim. But redeeming mercy makes her gentle sum- mons heard. Can the guilty refuse to listen ? •' To you, oh sons of men ! does she speak," and will you refuse to hear the voice of the charmer, saying, "God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth on him should not perish, but should have everlasting life ?" ** Look unto Him and be saved all ye ends 33 i of the earth?" A mediator, with claima I irresistible to the confidence of both the aUenated parties, stands between them. On the one side, (and that the side of the Lord God Almighty,) he is accepted, approved, delighted in. What is wanting, then to the reconcihation ? Wonder ye^Heavens, and be astonished, oh Earth"! when it is replied, — the acceptance of man ! PRAYER. Blessed be thy name, Oh Just and Holy God ! that thou hast declared thyself the Justifier of him that believeth in Jesus — that thine indignation burneth not against us continually, to destroy, but that in wrath thou rememberest mercy, ever saying unto the children of men, " Turn ye, turn ye, for why will ye die ?" Gracious Father ! I would now arise and come unto thee, con- fessing that 1 have grievously transgressed thy righteous laws, and too slightly regard- ed thy tender forbearance towards me hith- erto. I ever need, and fervently implore the renewing influences of thy Holy Spirit, to take of the things of Christ and make them unto me the seed of everlasting life and blessedness. I adore thy kindness in 4 34 rendering the temporal punishments of oor guilty race beneficial to our fallen state. Oh! may I bear my portion of them patient- ly, cheerfully, and wisely, so as best to pre- pare me for that hour, when the last effect of the curse shall be triumphantly overcome by the power of the Saviour. Wiien my body shall return to the dust, and my spirit unto Thee who gave it, oh ! may I meet death in the joyful hope of rising from the grave, to dwell for ever in thy presence, through the merits of our blessed Lord and Saviour, Jesus Christ. — Amen. "In sorrow shalt thou bring forth children."- Genesis iii. 16. Not long may woman hide, In Eden's happy bowers; Her doom is " sorrows multiplied," And not a path of flowers. Hope's garland may be bright In girlhood's opening day. But matron troubles early blight Youth and her roses gay. And shall she, therefore, grieve, Or wish to change her lot, If sin be strengthened to deceive, Where suffering enters not ? 35 Where " changes" are unknown, Created gifts are dear ; But He who showers them from his throne, Where are His thanks and fear? The smooth imruffled nest, Might sleep klhargic woo, Welcome the storm that breaks such rest j Welconae afflictions too. Pain and subjection well Mind woman of their cause, And to her humbled spirit tell. Of Heaven's neglected laws. Yes ; from her very curse, Distils a precious balm. As dews of godly sorrow nurse, The saint's eternal palm. Scarce was that curse pronounced On disobedient Eve, Ere the consoling Judge announced, What Mary should achieve ; That handmaid of the Lord, Her wondrous Seed hath borne ; Our God by Woman hath restored What woman's guilt had shorn ,- 36 Then weep not nor repine, Ye daughters at your state, Behold for you the Scriptures shine With gems of heavenly weight. "She shall be saved," they say, " Through her severest woe, If on her sober, holy way, In faith and love she go." MEDITATION VII. " Marvel not that I said unto thee, ye must be born again," — John iii. 7. What a contrast to the self-seeking ha- rangues .of many human teachers is to be perceived, in the calm yet dignified simpli- city, with which the Lord Jesus delivered his instructions. Replete with heavenly wisdom, he yet sought not to display it. He desired not that his own praises should be sounded, but the glory of his Father pro- moted. He desired not that the voice of astonishment should be uplifted, to magnify 37 the perfection of his precepts, the " entic- ing words" of his oratory, or the originahty of his system of doctrine. Marvel not !— r Art thou a Master in Israel, and knowest not these things? What is written in the law ! how readest thou? — Expressions like these, leading the hearers rather to wonder at their own culpable darkness, than to ex- tol the illunr)ination of their teacher, plainly shew that it was their edification, not their admiration, which Jesus desired, — not to be taken by force and made a King, envi- roned with outward splendour, but to reign in their hearts, unto the glory of God, even the Father. Oh ! how apparent is it that such was the spirit of that Divine Re- deemer, who came not to do his own will, but the will of Him that sent him in accom- plishing the salvation of them that beheve on his name. That such was also the spirit of his early disciples, very evidently appears from several passages of their writ- ings. One short expression of the Apostle Paul may be quoted as an example ; it beautifully expresses the temper which he had imbibed, not at the feet of Gamaliel, but of Jesus, "We seek not yours, but you." To win souls from destruction to duty, — to thwart evil, — to implant, revive, 38 and multiply good ; these were the spiritual meat and drink of Christ in his earthly hu- miliation. Christians ! should they not also be yours? Instruments tilted by his Spirit for agency in his cause, should you seek other and meaner objects than his glory, in any ministrations to which you may be called? But let me now return to meditate on the Lord's assertion, "Ye must be born again," and his intimation that in announcing this, he was speaking of an already known and received truth, not putting forth a novel and mysterious revelation ; or, as it would seem, Nicodemus had imagined, a prediction of some supernatural interference with the course of human events. The previous and convincing miracles of Christ seem to have prepared the inquiring Pharisee to give a literal interpretation to the tigureof a new birth, uncfer which the Lord had represented the nature of conversion ; so that he appears to have expected a miraculous demonstra- tion of Almighty Power connected with the words, "Ye must be born again." But if such were his error, he was not long per- mitted to entertain it. The nature of this absolutely requisite renovation was distinct- ly described as an earthly thing, attended 39 with no miraculous evidences, no shakings of the earth, nor thunderings of the heavens : No marvelUngs of men, nor manifestation of angels, were to be its consequences, but the still small voice which none heareth save the happy soul within which it whis- pers. Yet as surely, as undeniably, was it to be proved to exist by its influences on the heart and conduct, as the winds of heaven are proved to be in motion, by the echoing blasts or the yielding boughs, of the forests which they visit. And must all be thus renovated? "That which is born of the flesh is flesh." — If any can plead ex- emption from such a natural condition, they and they alone may rightly deem that to them a new birth from above \\ould be su- perfluous. If any be now living the life that they Jive in the flesh by the faith of the Son of God, who gave himself for them, who died for them, who lives for them — they are created anew in Christ Jesus. They are the children of God by faith. May they walk, obediently, not fashioning themselves according to the former lusts in their ignorance, but pressing ever towards the mark for the prize of their high calling. But, ohi for more vigour of faith, more singleness of heart, more unsophisticated 40 humility in crediting the assurances of our Father's gracious message, and embracing the condescending offers of his love. Oh ! for grace to receive the truth in the love of it, with the undoubting simplicity of a little child, that questions not the kindness, the sufficiency, the constancy, of parental care; but lives from hour to hour upon its continued vigilance. Thus to trust in our God is everlasting strength. To them that receive Christ, — a free gift, a willing Saviour — power is given to become the sons of God. Believe on his name, and ye are born again. Believe strongly, and you shall have life abundantly. Waste not time in fallacious, useless, disquisitions as to the manner of that holy change, which must tjualify you for a blissful inheritance. Make it not a mere subject of marvelling specula- tion, but once convinced of its necessity by the existence of even one allowed sin within your heart, make it rather a subject of prayer, till the invaluable blessing be ob- tained, till the Spirit be poured on you from on High, and witness with your spirits, that you are accepted in the beloved, — the children of God by adoption and grace. Lord increase our faith, and be Thou cur all in all. 41 PRAYER. Oh God ! from whose inexhaustible ful- ness Cometh down every good and every perfect gift, and who art ever inviting thy guilty and unworthy creatures to come unto thee, according to thy rich mercies revealed in the Gospel, for light, and life, and ever- lasting strength, incline me effectually, I pray thee, by thy Holy Spirit, to obey the repeated calls of thy word to repentance and faith. Thy word is the incorruptible seed of hohness. Make it fruitful, I beseech thee, in my renewed soul, — that seeing I may so see, and hearing I may so hear, as to be regenerated in heart and mind, hence- forth abhorring and renouncing every sin, and perseveringly contending against every temptation-, through thy gracious help and imdeserved goodness in Christ Jesus, our Lord and Saviour. — Amen. 42 " Except .ye he converted and become as little children, ye shall not enter into the kingdom of heaven." — Matthe-w xviii 3. " In quietness and in confidence shall be your strength."— /saiaft xxx. 15. To a very young Infant. Dear object of a parent's prayer! How peaceably and sweetly Thou'rt resting on Ihy mother's care, And trusting her completely. Thou thinkest not, with anxious fear, Of future wants distressing; Enough for thee, if she be near. Who waits but their expressing. Thou dreamest not, her love depends On aught thy hand can give her; Nor that thine infant power extends Thy perils to deliver. But tender thoughts of kindness past, Reposing trust awaken ; And freely all thy cares are cast, Where freely they are taken. 'Twere well, dear babe, of thee to learn Such simple, strong believing. And in a Saviour's love discern Our warrant for receiving. 43 'Twere well to trust his gracious Word, Not weigh our own deserving; And calmly rest, whate'er occurr'd, Upon his safe preserving. As " little children" he invites Our full and free confiding, And in the filial heart delights Still in his love abiding. Our happiness is just to leave Ourselves to his direction ; The sole return that we can give, Our reverence and affection. MEDITATION VIII. " Oh Lord ! how manifold are thy works : in ■wisdom hast ihou made them all." — Psalm civ. 24. Infinite skill, commanding infinite re- sources might well be supposed capable of producing a world of wonders ; and in such a world do we live. Researches, diligently 44 made through many successive centuries, have still discovered within its shpere, new fields of observation, unexplored by those that preceded them. Yet not one leaf of the book of science has ever been perused without displaying, in still brighter charac- ters than before, this testimony of the Psalmist concerning the works of the Most High, that "in wisdom hath he made them all." That record standeth sure. Placed beneath the searching influences of micro- scopic investigation, (like a secretly written manuscript, whose important information might long remain invisible, did not fire, or some other efficient agency, bring it into view,) the utmost concentration of human talent, employed in examining the structure and arrangement of this world and its in- habitants, has but yielded forth new proofs of creative Omnipotence, Intelligence, and considerate Benevolence. The minutest touches of nature's great record, as well as that magnificent vault of heaven, where suns and planets, comets and satellites form the vast materials of her alphabet, testify unvaryingly the same great truth. From the obscurest cavern of earth, as from the immeasureable distances of space, echoes the same interrogation, " Canst thou by 45 earching find out God ; canst thou find out ihe Almighty to perfection?" The Divine Infinitude is indeed daily and hourly corroborated. Every beam of light that visits us, fitted as it is in every possible respect for the organs which are to receive and use it, witnesses this great truth. Every breath we inhale, — impossible as it would be for us to exist were the present just pro- portion of its constituent parts impaired, — gives it confirmation ; and yet, does not that sacred Word, which like the visible things of creation, is the more wonderful, the more minutely it is scrutinized, does it not assert that there are those who regard not the work of the Lord, neither consider the oper- ation of his hands ; and others, who make indeed an extorted acknowledgment of his existence, yet nullify it as to any moral efTects, by saying, the Lord will not do good, neither will he do evil ? If there be there- fore, alas ! fools who still say in their hearts, " There is no God," — who mock at sin, say- ing, " He will never see it," — melancholy as that fact is, let us remember it is neverthe- less an attestation of Scripture, which so well defines the scoffers of the last days, as " walking after their own lusts," care- lessly, contentedly, and as if the eye of an 46 onslumbering God were not always upon them. Awful state of practical infidelity! yet how little aware of their condition are many who are nevertheless deeply sunk in its guilt ! They would start and shrink from the imputation were they called Atheists ; but to ichat purpose are they otherwise, if they can as fearlessly plunge into the iniquities which God abhors, as though the Lord were not a God of knowledge, by whom actions are weighed ? My soul, this is a profitable subject for self-searching humiliation. Thou believest that the Lord God Omnipotent reigneth, that by Him and for his pleasure were all things created, that the grand end and object of all being is to glorify Him, his Power, his Wisdom, his Justice, his Holiness, and his Love. Art thou in any way, and to the extent of thine ability, fulfilling this end? Art thou glorifying Him? admiring his works, wherever they are placed before thee and their consummate excellence de- veloped ? adoring his goodness in their adjustment to the comfort of intelligent creatures ? especially art thou remembering that He who made all, who preserves all, must needs be present with all ? That to 47 Him the secrets of all hearts are revealed, and that unreserved obedient devotedness from those who are endowed with faculties to bestow it, is his undoubted right? My Boul, bind down thy wandering powers to reflect seriously on these questions, and thou wilt infallibly find cause to reply, " I liave sinned, I have perverted my wa)'. I have forgotten God my Maker. Deliver me, oh Lord ! by the ransom thou hast found, lest I go down into the pit, for the wicked shall be turned into hell, and all the people which forget God." Neither let any one say, I am no philoso- pher. I understand not the discoveries of science. I have no means of studying them. I am safe from the charge of neglecting to praise God for the wisdom of his works, on this plea of my ignorance. The most illiterate among us has in his own frame, — " fearfully and marvellously made," and " curiously wrought" as it is, enough to prove, beyond the shadow of rational doubt, that the hand that " made him is divine." To set in motion, and preserve in order, such complicated machinery as it exhibits, — to adapt its members, in the most admira- ble manner, for their several functions, and to place them all under the direction of the 48 indwelling soul, — required the exertion of such Intellect, such Foresight, such Scope of Design, that had we only this to contem- plate, and did we contemplate it as steadily and frequently as we ought, we could not long withstand the conviction, that " Verily this is done by the finger of God ;" nor withhold the adoring confession. Oh Lord ! our Governor, " How excellent is thy name in all the earth !» PRAYER. Glorious and ever blessed God ! I am astonished and awed by the infinity of thy Power, and the innumerable exertions of thy Wisdom, by which I am continually encom- passed. By thy Spirit, Thou hast garnished the heavens, calling out their hosts by num- ber! T-he vast ocean is measured as in the hollow of thine hand. The dust of the whole earth is comprehended in a measure ; for thou distinctly perceivest and providest for its minutest living atom. There is no searching of thine understanding. Thou doest great things past finding out ; yea, and wonders without number. Yet, oh Lord ! God of Power and Might, of Knowledge and Wisdom, thou art also the good Shep- 49 herd of thy believing servants, and the lambs of thy flock are dear to thee. They that wait on thee shall run in thy ways and not be weary, and thou upholdest them that seek no other helper. Without thy con- tinual care, oh good Lord ! wliere had we now been ? Amidst the perils of feeble infancy, what else could have preserved our bodies ? And amidst far worse, because spiritual dangers, what else can maintain us in the life of faith and holiness ? Both for body and soul, do 1 now entrust myself, and all those that I love, to thy fatherly care, for all eternity, through thy manifested loving-kindness, in thy blessed Son our S^iviour, Jesus Christ. — Amen. *' Thine hands have made me, and fashioned i together round about."— Jo6 x. 8. In every work of thine, Thou only Great and wise ! The demonstrations of design Are laid before our eyes. The heavens thy glory shew, The stars speak loud to man ; " Behold us, as we circling glow, And own Creation's plan." 5 50 The earth with riches filled, The wide replenish'd sea, Proclaim no less — 'twas Goodness will'd, And Might that made us be* Yet infant of a day. Thy little frame would seem, With voice more powerful than they, To tell the glorious theme. A thousand fibres twine, Throughout each feeble limb ; Muscles, and nerves, and veins, corabincj All, all to speak of Him. No eye that work could mark ; In secret wast thou made ; Yet, members fashion'd in the dark, In symmetry were laid ! Admiring awe and fear, Divide ray powers of thought, So complex ! and such perils near ! Yet safe through perils brought. My soul, thou marv'lest much, How sceptic should deny. Strong evidence of sight and touch, Declaring, " God is nigh." 51 Oh ! marvel deeply more, Examining within, That thou, who scann'st it o'er and o'er, Should'st ever dare to sin ! MEDITATION IX. " Sin is the transgression of the law." 1st John iii. 4; The Apostle does not even add the law of God; what that law really is, — the breadth of its requirements, and the force of its sanctions, might then have become the questions fox discussions ; but on these he is not at present arguing. His assertion is, in fact, true of every law, which is acknow- ledged by the transgressor of it to emanate from authority competent to direct his actions. The Gentiles were a law unto themselves, and were criminal in transgress- ing it. Wilfully departing from what their own conscience and philosophy (defective as these were) instructed them to observe, they were brought in guilty before Jehovah, 52 even had they never heard of his personal exislence, nor witnessed those outward to- kens of his "Eternal Power and Godhead," which left them without excuse when they refused to retain Him in their knowledge. Of those whom the Gospel has not yet reached, the same may he declared. Insuf- ficient, and even false as are their notions of true good, and misplaced their dependence on their deluded lawgivers ; yet, the delib- erate act of preferring, to what is supposed good, that v;hich is believed to be evil, ^vhile this is done for the gratification of self, and as rejecting lawful subordination, as foully proves the individuals so offending to be sinners after the similitude of Adam's transgression, as if the law to which they pi-ofess obedience were in itself perfect. But if those shall be accounted liable for the stripes of a just condemnation, who have thus lifted up the hand of rebellion against natural conscience, or the commands of err- ing legislators, of how much sorer punish- ment think we, shall they be found worthy, who have trodden under foot the authority of the Son of God, and who, instead of valuing the privilege of being numbered among his visible church, count, as it were, the blood of that covenant, wherewith they have been 53 so set apart as a peculiar people, an unholy, or a worthless thing? What shall we think of those who have in their possession a perfect rule, and an unfailing standard of principle and conduct, who profess to sub- mit to it, yet even when fully aware of its injunctions and prohibitions, fearlessly dis- regard and infringe them ? Verily, if he that committeth sin by choosing what he only imagines to be evil, offendeth Him who enjoins purify in the inmost parts, rec- titude in the will, and uprightness in the actions, — then must every mouth be stopped, and every individual pronounced guilty against God. Many will, however, confess thus much, who will by no means allow their minds to go forward to the conse- quences which hang upon the admission. Though convinced of the law, as trans- gressors, they yet put aside those awful denunciations, " The soul that sinneth it shall die," " The wraih of God is revealed from heaven against all ungodliness and unrighteousness of men," &c. — as inappli- cable to their own case — blessing them- selves in their hearts they say, "Peace, peace," where there is no peace, and walk on in their vain imaginations, undisturbed by the fear of impending wrath, — satisfied 54 that " all will be well at last." Various are the self-soothing conlrivances of man to free himself from all uneasiness on these momentous subjects. It might be easy to extend our meditations by reflecting on these several fallacies ; but unbelief of God's testimony is the agent which in every one of them blinds the deceived arguers ; and it matters comparatively little, whether she choose the material that hoodwinks them, from the embroidered stores of human rea- soning, and venture to suppose the execu- tion of Divine Justice inconsistent with the Infinity of Divine Mercy ; or snatching up the flimsy veil of the voluptuary, blinds their eyes to the nearness of eternity, while a vague whisper silences the strivings of conscience, saying, " There will be time enough yet for thoughts like these." Nu- merous and subtle as the devices of Satan may be, to produce in us an unsafe security^ when the word of the Lord goeth forth, as a mighty warrior, conquering and to con- quer, as the fire devoureth the crackling thorns, and as the flame consumes the stub- ble, they vanish before it. The sinner won- ders at the callous ears which so long heard its convincing statements of his condition, without carrying to his conscience one feel- 55 ing of their truth, and like a swimmer I have lately read of, who, in his sleep, ven- tured into the ocean, wakes to a conscious- ness of peril, more or less awful perhaps, according to the depths whereto he may hare ventured ; but in its mildest form suf- ficiently overwhelming to absorb every other thought, while he cries aloud, " What shall I do to be saved ?" As the moon, bursting from the cloud that long obscured her, a beam of hope from the hitherto neglected Gospel, crosses his soul, and shews him the rock of safety. Is not Jesus the Saviour ? Has he not suffered the just for the unjust ? Has He not redeemed his people from the curse of the law ? Is He not a hiding place from the wind, and a covert from the tem- pest ? Lord save me, or I perish. Thus is Christ the end of the law to every one that believeth. But that is not belief which only sees him to be a Saviour. There are hearers of the law who behold as in a glass their natural face, yet go their way, and straight-way forget what manner of creatures they are. Oh ! that we may not only look into that perfect law of liberty, whereby Christ Jesus is made unto us Wisdom and Righteous- ness, Sanctification and Redemption, but 56 continue therein, as doers of the works which it enjoins to his glory. Those whom God justifies, them He also glorifies; a wilful continuance in sin can never be glo- rious; what therefore God has joined to- gether, let not man put asunder; but that we may perfect holiness in the fear of God^ let us be ever looking unto Jesus as the author and finisher of our faith ; as our ex- ample, our atonement, our advocate, our shield on earth, and our exceeding great reward for ever, yea, even for ever. PRAYER. What shall I say unto thee, oh I thou ob- server of men ? When I remember thy righteous law, and my innumerable back- slidings ? Behold I am vile ! I abhor myself in dust and ashes ! Heal me, oh Lord, and I shall be healed ; turn me and 1 shall be turned. Surely in vain is salvation hoped for, except through thy rich mercy in Christ Jesus, for thou art a just God and hatest iniquity, and wilt by no means clear the guilty, therefore ha?t thou laid on Him, whom the rulers despised, whom man re- jected, the iniquity of us all, that He might bear it far away into the wilderness, whence 57 it should never return to witness against the contrite and believing soul. May I be en- abled by thee to lay my hand, in true faith, on the Lamb that taketh away the sins of the world. Sprinkled with the blood of Jesus, may I obtain confidence and comfort in the hour of affliction, and serenity on the bed of death, and at length arrive in safety where I shall keep thy holy law perfectly, delightedly, and for ever. — Amen. "The sting of death is sin, and the strength of sin is the Ja\v ; but thanks be to God who giveih its the victory tlirough our Lord Jesus Christ. 1st Corintfiia7Js XV. 56, 57. Hadst thou, oh God ! in judgment turned, To view thy creatures' sin, Had thy just wrath in vengeance burned With nought to intervene ; "Where should we then have found a place, Our.wretchedness to hide? Or to escape thine awful face. What way of refuge tried ? When to the couch of sickness led, What horrors had been there. While conscience strewed the restless bed With thorns of sharp despair ! 68 But oh ! for words of wonder vast, Of gratitude immense ! God on his well-loved Son hath cast The weight of man's offence. His well-loved Son, in pity free, Our Rescuer became, And fenced a tower where faith might flee From fear, and wrath, and shame. Thither my guilty spirit fled. When rose the offended law, And wielded o'er my conscious head The weapons of its awe. Thither I fled, for Jesus called And helped me to obey. And in that fortress, once installed, Who shall forbid my stay ? Approacheth now affliction's fire ? It burns but to refine ; Pain is no longer penal ire. But chastening love divine. Sweet thought, and full of hallowing peace, Through sorrow, pain, and fear, Eternal love can never cease, Eternal love is here. 69 MEDITATION X. " Oh that God would speak, and open his lips against thee, and that He would shew thee the se- crets of wisdom, that they are double to that which is. Know therefore that God exacteth of thee less than thine iniquity deserveth. — Job xi. 5, 6. Good were the words of Zophar, the Naamathite, when he thus reminded his suffering, but repining friend, that the act- ings of an all-wise Providence are not to be meted with the measure of earth, nor com- pared with the expansive ocean, but extend their consequences into a boundless eternity. Job had cried out in the bitterness of his soul, under almost unparalleled afflictions. " Changes and war are against me." He had bewailed, what he considered the re- newed witnesses of the Lord's indignation against him, so keenly, that he had been even betrayed into expressions of regret, because the gift of existence had been bestowed upon him, or not withdrawn im- mediately after his birth : " Wherefore hast thou brought me forth out of the womb? Oh that I had given up the ghost, and no eye had seen me !" 60 And if even that eminently pious man, who feared God and eschewed evil, and whose meekness of resignation has been enshrined by the Inspired Word as a pattern for succeeding ages, — was so overcome by bodily and mental anguish, as to forget for a while that the Most Higl\ doth not arbi- trarily afflict, nor wantonly grieve the chil- dren of men, and to vent his sorrovvsin such unbecoming language, who are we that we should be able to stand, were similar trials to assail u? ; or how can we be sure that the weight of a far lighter burden might not be too heavy for our faith to counterpoise? " Lead us not into temptation" is wisely ordained to be our daily petition, and sweet is the corresponding promise, " God is faith- ful who will not suffer you to be tempted beyond that ye are able, but will also with the temptation make a way for you to escape, that ye may be able to bear it." The promises are, however, in our days fulfilled, noi by miracle, but by extraordinary blessings upon ordinary means, especially by enlightening our minds to derive comfort from the sacred precepts of revelation, and the testimonies of God as suited to Ihe peculiar necessities of our case. If, then, we be in heaviness through manifold tribula- 61 tions, if "without be fightings, and within be fears," so that we areas it were " pressed out of measure," '* beyond strength," ipay not the support and consolation we have earnestly besought, be conveyed to us in meditating on such a text as that now in view, — intimating to us, as it manifestly does, that there is in the secrets of the Eternal Mind, a " need be" for every spe- cific tribulation of his saints, a " double for that which zs," however dreadful, however overwhelming may be its present endurance. We see but parts of the Lord's ways : Justice and Mercy may sometimes be hid by the tears with which the exercise of Poioer dims our eyes ; but, " is there iniquity with the most High?" " Shall not the Judge of all the earth do right ?" " Know rather that He exacteth of thee less than thine iniquity deserveth." Every stroke of his scourge is but the evidence of what he has forborne, for were He not slow to anger and of great mercy, why should that scourge have been so long withheld, or wherefore dost thou instinctively hope for its mitigation or removal ? Were this world under any but a dispensation of compassion, — were it governed by the caprices of chance, or un- der the dominion of might unallied with 62 benevolence — would not its inhabitants (strung together as they are with nerves of exquisite sensibihty,) be daily, hourly, agonizing under torturing disarrangements of their complex mechanism ? would not sufferings, which are now of rare occur- rence, be frequent and long continued, and without remedy, unless indeed it be ima* gined that some happy accident alone haa stored the world with medicines and pallia- tives for human misery ? And if occasion- ally, and for a season, and to a few individ- uals there arise complaints which baffle medical skill, and occasion intense agony to the sufferer, shall we therefore ven- ture to assert that " God hath forgotten to be gracious ?" Suppose the case our own, would it not be less, far less, than our mani- fold rebellions have warranted as an equit- able visitation ? Hath not God promised to make 'them endurable if he remove them not? Hath he not said, "My grace is sufficient for thee, my strength is made perfect in weakness ?" And if we are wearied and faint in our minds, let us consider the Captain of our Salvation made perfect through suffering, Jesus whose soul was sorrowful even unto death j the Father, for our imputed sin, laid 63 on Him that deep distress; and among other fruits of this inestimable mercy, we are well warranted to include the assurance of our Saviour's sympathy under our most trying woes. Let us, then, draw refresh- ment from that well of consolation, and re- member that if we suffer with him, we shall with him rejoice. We shall " shine forth as the morning," we shall forget our misery, and remember it as *' waters that pass away." Let but our hearts be pre- pared, and our hands stretched forth to- wards him, while iniquity is put far from our hand, and wickedness dwells not in our tabernacle, and in the end, clad in his perfect righteousness, who for us became a man of sorrows, and acquainted with grief, we shall lift up our faces without spot. We may " be steadfast and not fear," — " we may be secure," because in Him there is hope, — there is salvation, — there is ever- lasting felicity. PRAYER. Oh Lord ! the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, enable me so to feel my- self in and through Him, one of thy recon- ciled and beloved children, that under every 64 trying and painful dispensation of thy will, I may draw near to thee in the confortable hope, that thou dealest with me in mercy, not in wrath, — with the tempered chastening of a tender parent, and not with the rigid hand of a recompensing Judge. May I re- ceive all thy corrections with meekness, humbly endeavouring to profit by their en- durance, and do thou, oh, Heavenly Father! so bless to me all the afflictions of this mor- tal state, that they may work out for me an exceeding and eternal weight of glory, when the days of my mourning shall be ended, and sin and sorrow eternally dis- missed, through the merits and mediation of Jesus Christ, my Saviour. — Amen. " She remembereth no more the anguish, for joy that a man is born into the world." — John xvi. 21. Oh man "of woman born ! Thy upward path, through many a con- flict lies. Thy early breath is drawn, Where sin has fenced thee from a glori- ous prize ; And many a wounding thorn Must pierce thee ere thou grasp it in the skies ; Oh man of woman born ! 65 "Without a friend to cheer thy way of woe, Art thou then left to mourn, With none thy bosom's bitterness to know ? Nor how thy heart is torn With strugghng through the hated things below ; Oh man of woman born ! Were such indeed thy miserable case, Sad were thy natal morn. Oh how could anguish e'er to joy give place, Or mother cease to mourn, Because she held within her fond embrace, One to Despondence born ? But thou art not without a pitying friend, Nor helplessly forlorn ! One is at hand, who "oil of joy" can send. To comfort all that mourn ! He who himself did humbly condescend. To be of woman born. Come then ye sorrowing sinners to his foety Who sorrow's robe hath worn, He is exalted to Dominion's seat ; He is salvation's horn ; Ye grateful ransom'd ones ! his name repeat, Jesus of woman born. 66 MEDITATION XI. " Who hath despised the day of small things ?"— Zechariah iv. 10. It is no proof of a superior mind to overlook or contemn what by casual observers is deemed unimportant. Had Sir Isaac New- ton when the question occurred to him, " why should the apple infallibly fall to the ground^ and not fly ofl' into boundless space ?" dis- missed it from his mind as unworthy of con- sideration, those grand laws impressed on nature by her Maker, and whereby the heavenly bodies are kept in their several orbits, might have been yet unattained by human intellect. Had another philosopher disregarded, as too trivial for attention, the inquiry suggested by the force of the rising vapour,' when it lifted the cover from the boiling hquid, whence would then have arisen our knowledge of the steam-engine, and all its important advantages? To despise the day of small things, is in- deed, in various ways, a common error ; the commencement of many scientific improve- ments has been frequently discouraged by its prevalency; useful projects have been 67 retarded ; works of art utterly prevented, by the habit in which men are so apt to in- dulge of pouring contempt on insignificant beginnings ; and it is well, therefore, to be on our guard against it, even in temporal things. With such a feeling did the heathen around Nehemiah ridicule his first attempts to rebuild the walls of Jerusalem : " What do these feeble Jews ? will they fortify them- selves ? will they offer sacrifice ? will they make an end in a day ? Even that which they build, if a fox go up, he shall even break down their stone wall !" With such a feel- ing also did the Jews of Jerusalem in Ze- rubbabel's day regard his first endeavours to rebuild their temple, and despond, as they considered the magnitude of the work he had to accomplish. But while the Prophet remonstrates with them on this, and as- sures them of a joyful completion, which should make them ashamed of their early incredulity, may not his remonstrance give rise to a series of reflections in our minds as to the building of that spiritual edifice, of which the temple at Jerusalem was but a symbol? Our Lord has himself directed us to such an apphcation, when, likening his visible church to a grain of mustard-seed, gradually increasing in importance till its 68 protecting branches should become well known as a safe and obvious shelter, he thus predicted that his evangeUcal domin- ion, though then restricted to a few humble followers, would at last overspread the earth as the waters cover the sea. No less has he in another simile, that of the leaven hidden in three measures of meal, taught us to avoid the tendency we are considering. It might seem small at first that leaven, and its ef^cts despicable ; but once hidden, the whole would be leavened ; and the kingdom of God, in the believer's heart, may be com- pared to it. It enters into a mass, which would otherwise be relinquished to corrup- tion. It preserves, it elevates, it renders it profitable. But does it this at once, or gradually ? Christian ! let your experience testify ! Yet how cheering the assurance, that though the process of sanctification be slow, it is, it must be, complete. Mark the words, till the whole be leavened. Not one element of evil shall remain. Holiness shall endure for ever, without spot or possibility of stain. Righteousness, peace, and joy in the Holy Ghost, constitute that kingdom to which the comparison relates ; and if, — while we deplore the slow progress they make within us, we have still the testimony 69 of their certain existence, then, stirring them up by prayer, and pleading the immutable promises for their full developement, let us not, in the mean time, despise our day of small things. The Lord is able to make all grace abound towards us, and to supply all our need, according to the riches of his mer- cy. In him let us trust, and the little one shall become a thousand, and the feeblest among us " as David." But there is another and an opposite way of despising the day of small things, far more common and far more dangerous, than that already alluded to. The beginnings of sin are small, nay, sometimes they are al- most imperceptible ; yet how great a matter a little fire kindleth ! Does Humility slum- ber at her post ? is our state of dependence forgotten, and an aperture thus left for the destroyer ? With stealthy step, how readi- ly glides in the unsuspected desire — how unprofitably sUps by the precious opportu- nity — how quickly escapes the culpable expression— Oh how shall they be rectified or retrieved? The tempter well knows that seeming trifles are his vantage-ground with those who have in them any fear of God, or love to Jesus. From daring and open sin they instinctively shrink. From habitual 70 and allowed evil they are mercifully kept by "the anointing that abideth;" but who will despise the day of small things when he looks into himself, and beholds how often the spirit of unwatchfulness in minute occur- rences has led him into a way hedged about with the thorns of painful regret and con- trition, and caUing for salutary rebukes from Him, who will have us in this wilderness to be often humbled and proved, that we may know what is in our hearts ; their proneness to depart from their only strength, and His mercy in not utterly forsaking us, notwith- standing all our foUies and weakness. But let us remember that even the thought of foolishness is sin, and beware, yea, of its smallest inroads. As a fortress may be taken by the feeblest enemy, entering in disguise, and opening its gates, while the defenders sleep ; it behoves us therefore to be watchful, even against the least formi- dable approaches of evil, and never to lay aside our armour of proof, till we reach the land M'here no enemy can assail us. In the meantime it may console us to reflect, that even our faint, oiten-remitted endeavours to promote the glory of our Redeemer, are not over-looked nor despised by Him. He will not quench the smoking flax, but kindle it 71 into a more vigorous flame. There is joy among the angels of God "over one sinner that repenteth," and so far from despising our day of small things, Jesus has himself said, a single cup of cold water, given in the true spirit of Christian love to him, and to our brethren, shall in no wise lose its reward. PRAYER. Oh Eternal and most Holy God ! who knowest the end from the beginning, and dost discern the most secret thoughts and intents of our hearts, we are yet but in the infancy of our spiritual being ; our highest thoughts of Thee are low and deficient, — our endeavours to approach thee weak and faltering, — our ignorance is great, and our frailty distressing. Have pity on us, oh our heavenly Father ! Enlighten and uphold us. Keep us from sin, and put us on our guard against its most subtle approaches. As the eagle beareth her feeble ones on her wings, do thou, oh merciful Lord ! have compassion on our infirmities, and lift up our minds to improving contemplations, that, growing in grace and in knowledge, we may be prepared, in thy good time, for 72 the glorious inheritance of the saints in hght, through the merits and intercession of the Incarnate Word, Jesus Christ our Lord, — Amen. " Beloved, now are we the sons of God, and it doth not yet appear what we shall be." — 1 John iii. 2. " When I was a child, I spake as a child, I under- stood as a child, I thought as a child; but when I be- came a man, I put away childish things." — 1 Corinth. xiii. 11. Trace to its source yon broad majestic stream, Where navies float, and nations riches teem. What does it shew? a small and shallow rill. Moistening the marshes of a nameless hill. Or mark yon stately oak ! the forest's pride, Deep-rooted, and with boughs extending wide ; Where was it once ? inertly folded up In the small compass of an acorn cup. 73 Or lift thine eye, where yonder star minute, A faint uncertain ray appears to shoot ; Canst thou imagine it a sun, most bright, With worlds perhaps dependant on its light? All these are wonderful ; yet stranger far, Than oak, or stream, or faintly beaming star. The passive babe, upon the mother's knee, Viewed as a child of immortality. Oh ! tis astonishing so frail a shell, Should hide Creation's mightiest miracle, A living soul ! Jehovah's gifted breath, Placed in a tent of weakness! Life in death! Lo ! in her secret chamber sleeps the mind, Until those cords mysterious shall be twined, By which her busy handmaids find access To break the slumbers of her deep recess. Perfect each faculty, complete each sense, Yet all chained up in infant impotence. Bound, as it were, in mental swathing band. For Time to loosen with his gradual hand. 74 Believer ! in such types, a picture see, Of what the spirits blest consider thee, Thou glorious creature of ethereal birth. Passing thy time of pupilage on earth ; They view thee as a jewel in the mine, All rough and lustreless; yet form'd to shine ; Thy brightest graces, as a little spark, Just visible, — because the world is dark. From thee to them the interval how great ! A baby and a minister of state ; And yet deny it, doubt it if we can. The babe as truly lives as does the man. Already does thy full admiring love, Follow the rays that reach thee from above. And when thine eye can bear the full orb'd blaze, Thy King, in all his beauty, waits thy gaze. Already dost thou nestle to that side. Where all thy wants are tenderly supplied. Oh ! keep thee closely to that parent breast. For thou shalt find it an eternal rest. 75 MEDITATION XII. 'AH of you be clothed with humility-"— 1 Peter v. 5. In no respect does the Gospel present a more striking contrast to those maxims of moral guidance, which have their origin in motives unconnected with eternity, than in the discouragement which it uniformly gives to a system of actions founded on the love of fame. The heathen philosophers esteemed this a noble passion, and ever encouraged those feelings of rivalry, and those strivings of an ambition, falsely called heroic, which sprang from its indulgence. To live and to die undistinguished, was, according to them, to live and to die ignobly. They even went so far in their unhallowed pride, as to con- sider it better to be remembered for some bold and daring deed, which even their ethics justified not, than to lie down in an obscure unnoted grave. Eratostratus deemed it more honourable that posterity should name him 76 as the impious incendiary of the consecrated fane, than that it should be unknown to posterity that Eratostratus ever hved. The desire of celebrity is now indeed frequently directed into other channels than those which flow through the ensanguined field of warfare, or live to future ages in the songs of the minstrel. Yet who will say that potently and influentially it acts not among worldly men of the present day? Assuredly it so acts. From the youthful aspirant for the college crown, to the can- didate for exaltation, as the most eloquent and learned of the village operatives ; from the statesman to the peasant, how often do we see ambition of this world's praise to be the sole, or most powerful incentive of effort ? Were there no other or better state than the present hfe, all this might be of little con- sequence, it might even be laudable as pro- ducing some advantages to society, which the absence of higher motives would other- wise deliver over to much supineness. But are they wise to seek honour from men, who know the eager pursuit of it to be inconsis- tent with the attainment of that true honour which Cometh from God only ? Yet there is reason, I think, to fear that such is the caso with many. There are even in the 77 religious world symptoms plainly betraying, that the strife among the disciples which of them should be the greatest, is not with- out parallel in the present day. But will it avail any in the day of judgment, to have been called an eminent Christian, if the luxuriance of those gifts which acquired for him the venerable tide, had not its deep root in the recesses of his closet, neither was there continually consecrated to the glory and referred to the guidance of its great Bestower ? Alas ! we have all much cause to say on this subject, "Search me, oh God ! and try my heart, and see whether there be any way of wickedness in me, and lead me in the way everlasting," for when we least suspect ourselves of lacking humility, then may we be in most imminent peril of pride. The heart is very deceitful ; even in its purest and most gracious actings, much base alloy, alas ! is mingled. We speak of God, and for God perhaps ; but do we always, in so doing, speak as of the ability which God giveth? Is there no lurking pride of victory, no craving for human applause, no deficiency of holy charity in things whereby our light shineth forth before men ? If our actions be performed to be seen of them, or our words spoken to be admired of them, verily 78 we have our reward ; and if there be a strife among us which of us should be accounted greatest, let it utterly cease when we see our blessed, lowly Master, putting honour on a little child who seeks it not, and setting him in the midst, for observation and for pre-eminence, that he may practically ex- emplify how he that humbleth himself shall be exalted. The entire subjugation of self, — the absorption of all other glorying into the glory of Jehovah, — seems to be the grand end of our discipline on earth ; and the more entirely our views and wishes are condensed into this, the closer will be our membership with our glorified Head, for He did not his own will, but the will of the Father who sent him. The true honour of the saints is conformity to their Divine Lord : and " He came, not to be ministered unto, but to minister, and to give his life a ransom for many." Whoso receiveth a little child, as a type of the humility with which he ought to be clothed, and thenceforth strives diligently towards the acquisition of the spirit so depicted and approved, receiveth Christ. The possession of a truly humble spirit is a genuine test of having embraced by faith a crucified and reviled Saviour. Nothing, in fact, can produce a habit of 79 mind so opposed to our natural bias, except such a transformation, by his Holy Spirit, as imphes a reception of Him in all his offices. And as he who " receiveth the Son, receiveth also the Father that sent him," cheerful, ready, and implicit obedience to the whole promulgated law of God, is also necessarily included ; so that to be truly humble, does in every possible way, indicate the vitally unfeigned Christian. Clothed with humihty, as Jesus was, should his servants be in this world, and so arrayed they are, except when for a time they fall into some strange delusions. From the delusions of pride, may the good Lord preserve us, for verily a "haughty spirit goeth before a fall ; but before honour is humility." PRAYER. Oh Lord ! may that mind be in me which was so conspicuously in thy dear Son, when He emptied himself, and made himself of no reputation, and took upon him the form of a servant, and was made in the likeness of men. May my only strife henceforward be contending zealously for the faith once delivered to the saints ; my only provoca- 80 tion, the provoking of others to mutual love and good works ; and my only covetous- ness, the coveting earnestly of thy best gifts. Give me, I pray thee, that meek and quiet spirit, which is in thy sight of great price, and that wisdom which is full of mercy and good fruits. May my modera- tion be apparent in all things. May thy great name be glorified, and my soul sanc- tified, for the Redeemer's sake. — Amen. " And Jesus called a little child unto him, and set him in the midst of them, and said, verily I say unto you, — Whosoever therefore shall humble himself as this little child, the same is greatest in the kingdom of heaven."— <§■<. Matthew, xviii. 2, 4. Far happier in the sheltered vale, Than if permitted to inhale The dangerous, though enlivening gale, Which men distinction name. Shall the disciples of the cross, Exchanged for which the world were loss. Barter their gold for earthly dross. And covet earthly fame ? SI Shall they among themselves aspire, Each one to be " a little higher"' Who all were lifted from the mire Of guiltiness and sin ? And that by one who chose to trace, With shame and spitting on his face, The path of sorrow and disgrace, Their happiness to win ! Remember when unhallowed strife Arose among the heirs of life, How Jesus marked the mischief rife. And marked it to repel ! Remember how he took a child, Too young to know ambition wild, And taught them, by that emblem mild, How his meek Church should dwell. With such sweet type, in daily view, Lord ! I would be instructed too, And at that fount my soul imbue. With antidotes to pride ; As in thy chosen glass I'll see, How heaven-born Christians should be free From all contentious rivalry. And " in their lot abide." 7 82 Oh lowly Saviour ! thou didst deign Thy saints' affections to enchain, By entering on a life of pain, Thyself an Infant pure. Teach all thy faithful— unenticed By honours frail, though dearly priced, Humble and calm, like babes in Christ, For ever to endure. MEDITATION XIII. " If ye then, bein;? evil, know how to give good gifts unto your children, how much more shall your Father which is in heaven give good things to them that ask him 1 Therefore all things whatsoever ye would that men should do unto you, do ye even so to them : for this is the law and the prophets." Matthev) vii. 11, 12. The connecting vi^ord therefore between these two verses is very remarkable. Let us consider the whole passage as it stands from the 7th verse. Those magnificent, un- fettered promises, " Ask and ye shall re- ceive ; seek and ye shall find ; knock and it shall be opened unto you," are first pro- pounded ; and then the infinite, but wise kindness, of our Heavenly Parent in their fulfilment, is illustrated and restricted, by 83 an appeal to those tender feelings, which yet remain unobliterated in our fallen nature, " What man is there among you, who, if his son ask bread, will he give him a stone? or if he ask a fish, will he give him a serpent?" Assuredly no aflectionate father would hes- itate to refuse the hurtful gratification of a wish made in ignorance by his fondly loved child. But if we, warped and deadened aa we are by the evil that is in us, have yet so. much perception of what is right, and so. much regard for what is kind, as to bestow cheerfully and assiduously, what our best judgments can select as good upon our chil-. dren, much more will our Heavenly Father give *' good tliings,^^ truly, intrinsically, eternally excellent things, even (as another Evangelist expresses it) his Holy Spirit, unto them that ask him, " Therefore what- soever ye would that men should do unto you, do ye even so to them, for this is the law and the prophets." Because you are thus assured by God himself of his willing- ness to bestow on you freely every needful blessing. Because you are thus invited to come to him as reconciled children and re- ceive power to obey his commands ; there- fore I again give you forth this epitome of social duties, not as the ministration of con- 84 demnation, but that you may seek and ob-' tain (by the pleading of your Father's hb- eral promises with himself in prayer) to have it written on your hearts as the law of love. As the true disciples of a lowly and loving Lord, you will moderate to a due standard your own expectations from others, and then, by the same standard, regulate your conduct towards them. The refer- •ence to the corrupt state of man, (ye being evil,) strengthens this application of the promise, as implying our need of Divine assistance in our dealings with our brethren, as well as amply providing the means of obtaining it ; and if we do but consider how " exceedingly broad is the precept of doing to all men, not as they act, but as we should reasonably desire them to act towards us, we shall not be slow to acknowledge, that in order to " do justly," and to " love mer- cy,'' as t-his brief precept enjoins, we must also "walk humbly with our God," and implore of him ability to do to others, as we would they should do to us. When a cer- tain lawyer "stood up and tempted Jesus," that he might be entrapped, if possible, to shew a partiality to one commandment over others, and so give occasion for captious objections and arguments, the Lord confuted 85 his base purpose by a comprehensive en- forcement of those two great mainsprings of action, the love of God, and the love of man flowing from it, (which the lawyer had him- self selected as the most important of all its precepts,) saying, "This do, and thou shalt live." By one of those inimitably minute strokes, with which the volume of inspiration abounds, and which unveil the deception of man, as by a touch from the great Heart-searcher, without the superflu- ous use of words, the struggle of pride with conviction of his own guilt, which this short sentence produced in the enquirer, is thus briefly narrated, "But he wilhng to justify himself, said, And who is my neighbour?" and we are constrained to confess how, when this spirit-searching standard, this rule of universal love, is pressed home on any one of us, the same desire of self-justifica- tion, and the sam« endeavour to lower the duty to the performer, instead of seeking help to elevate the performer to the duty, is frequently visible. Our Lord rephed to the question by the beautiful parable of the charitable Samaritan. We shall do well to study it to enlarge our own ideas of the self-denial and kindness, the indifference to man's mistaken opinions, and resistance to 86 evil example, the victory over prejudice, the consecration of time, labour, and substance, and the provident attention to the permanent relief and benefit of others, which are thereia set before us, as included in our fulfilling this great precept. All must perceive that so considered it is well calculated to make us conclude our internal scrutiny by deep-felt condemnation of our past defective per- formance, and so to lead us for pardon, and the power of better obedience, to the throne of unfailing grace. May this, then, be the lesson gained from the whole subject — abasement of our "evil" selves before God, and unfeigned entreaties, as from perish- ing offspring to a pitying Father, for the faith which can justify — the grace which can restore, — the love which can enable us to fulfil the law. May we so trust in Him, who waijteth to be gracious, as to believe that having given us his dear Son, he will with him freely give us all things ; and may He send into our hearts the spirit of adop- tion, ever to cry unto him, abba, Father ! PRAYER. Oh Lord God! Omnipotent Creator of Heaven and Earth, I am ashamed and con- 87 founded when I remember thy condescend- ing goodness, compared with my own cold- ness, disobedience, and rebellion, towards Thee. Through the compassionate invita- tions of thy dear Son, who was manifested to take away our sins, thou hast given us free access to thee, our insulted Sovereign, as unto a propitiated Father, and hast calfed us to thy throne of grace, to ask and receive, to seek and find, according to our wants, and not according to our deservings. But, alas ! wayward, perverse, and ungrateful, I have too little esteemed, too little profited, by privileges so unspeakable. Oh ! may I henceforward approach thy mercy-seat in every time of need, and obtain there all thy covenanted blessings in Christ Jesus, our Saviour, even abundantly more than I can ask or l.hink. — Amen. "Like as a father pitieth his children, so the Lord pitietli them that fear him." — Psalm ciii. 13. Prostrated by destroying hands, In ages long gone by, Beneath Arabia's dreary sands Some noblo fragments lie ; 88 And even on her arid soil, May here and there be seen, Sweet to the eye and foot of toil, A cheering spot of green. Thus He who of our evil state Explored the depths profound, Tho' crush'd by sins' encumbering weight. Saw Eden's wrecks around. He saw, and on one verdant spot, That blessed the sterile waste, A tree whose verdure fadeth not, His hand divinely placed. With that Oasis in his view, Parental love its name, Rich words of comfort Jesus drew, His wanderers to reclaim. " If ye, corrupt and full of ill. As parents yet perceive, What gifts your children's welfare still, Requires them to receive ; "Yea, if thy yearning heart would shrink. Heart-hardened though thou be, From leading on to danger's brink, Sons that depend on Thee ; 89 " Shall the great Parent not much more. Confiding souls require? And to his asking children's store Add life, and love, and light ? " When supplicating heavenly bread. Will He a stone confer ? Or leave them to be basely fed With husks that swine prefer ? " Will He their filial tears despise, Or slight the woes they speak ? Or with a scorpion whip chastise. When they forgiveness seek ? "Ah! lay aside such fearful thoughts. Though sinful, yet approach, As rebel children homeward brought. Nor dread one harsh reproach. " Distrust your Father's love no more, ' That love so vast and sure ; Knock boldly at the mystic door, Who enters is secure." 90 MEDITATION XIV. " But the mercy of the Lord is from everlasting to everlasting upon them that fear him, and his righte- ousness unto children's children : to such as keep hia covenant, and to those that remember his command- ments to do them."— Psaim ciii. 17, What a remarkable suitability may be traced in the nature of the blessings here promised, and the characters addressed ! To those who contemplate, with awful rev- erence, the character of God as a Being of unbounded Majesty and Hohness, what can be so desirable as to be assured that these, his adorable attributes, co-exist with a mercy which is " from everlasting unto everlasting," upon them that fear Him. While to such as keep " his covenent ;" to those who have embraced it as the anchor of their soul, sure and steadfast, who can say with David, " Thy testimonies have I taken as mine heritage for ever, for they are the rejoicings of my heart," how satis- factory must be the conviction, that there is a Righteousness pledged to the inviolable fulfilment of those engagements, which the Lord of his goodness has vouchsafed to 91 make with them and with their children after them, which no power of earth or hell can avail to do away. " The fear of God," says Solomon, " is the beginning of wis- dom ;" and though we are told that " per- fect love casteth out fear," yet this is that love which casteth out also the lawful causes of fear, by turning the heart with abhorrence from every thing offensive to Him it loves. Wherever love fails in doing this, it is so far imperfect. No truly Chris- tian heart ever " cast out" the fear of sin, (that abominable thing which the Lord hateth,) though undoubtedly it is delivered from fear of approaching a merciful God to obtain peace and pardon through the blood of Jesus. Well does the w^ord of truth assure us, that it is the fear of being utterly cast off for all that we have done, and not the holy affectionate fear of offending our best Friend, grieving and quenching the Holy Spirit, and bringing a scandal on our blessed religion, that is to be dismissed from our bosoms ; for it says, " The Lord taketh pleasure in them that /ear him, in those that hope in his mercy," and let none divide what is thus expressly united by the highest authority. Fear, which excludes Hope, cannot certainly consist with Love ; — such 92 were the fear of remorse, of Judas Iscariot, of the condemned spirits ; but neither can such a hope as excludes fear of sin, consist with humiUty, for it is written, " Be not high minded, but fear ;" " Blessed is the man that feareth always." While therefore we remember this, let our hope in unspeak- able mercy be nevertheless unlimited ; let us remember that it is "from everlasting ;" all has been foreseen, all is provided for, that the trembling supplicant can need or desire ; and it is " to everlasting" also. Effects more astonishing than imagination can pic- ture, will flow from it through unbounded ages. But has God given us assurance that his righteousness is " unto children's children, to them that keep his covenant, to those that remember his commandments to do them," and are we verily and unreservedly joined to' Him in the blessed covenant, whereby he justifieth the ungodly ? Have we not only embraced it intellectually, con- senting to its provisions, as good and wise, and sufficient, saying, " It is well ordered in all things and sure," but have we em- braced it personally, saying, " This is all my salvation, all my desire ?" And are we indeed remembering his commandments to 93 dv them, not merely abstaining from evil deeds and words, but watching over secret thoughts, feehngs, and motives ? Are we looiiing out for opportunities to follow the injunctions to activity and benevolence, which more peculiarly distinguish the gospel, as well as watchful to avoid the things forbidden, of which the ancient law makes mention? Have we respect unto the Lord's precepts, not partially but universally? then, why does faith droop ; why does the heart grow sad as we look forward to our future path through life, or that of our beloved children, and almost despondingly envisage the temptations they must encoun- ter, the evil examples they must witness in their progress through a world lying in wickedness? Assuredly these feelings are natural; but nature is fallible, and'^grace should T)e triumphant over her where they are at all incompatible. To doubt the ful- filment of promises recorded in the sacred word, in one of two ways, ** cometh of evil ;" either we must be conscious that we are not fearing, adhering, and obeying, according to the terms of the promise, or, we must con- sider the promise itself too vast and aston- ishing for our credence. Oh ! for the faith of holy Paul, when he said, " The Lord 94 will deliver me from every evil work : The Lord will preserve me to his heavenly kingdom !" Oh 1 for the confidence of pious Hannah, when she said, " For this child I prayed. I have lent him to the Lord, and he shall be lent unto the Lord as long as he liveth!" Christian mother! who remem- berest the commandments of the Lord to do them, and art therefore studying how thou shalt bring up thy child in the nurture and admonition of the Lord, lift up thy hands which hang down ; strengthen thy feeble knees. His righteousness extends to the completion of thy heart's desire ; it is pledged to thee for it ; it is as much engaged to thee for thine offspring as for thyself. Be not afraid nor dismayed by reason of the "great multitude" of difficulties which un- belief would conjure up to alarm thee. " The battle is not your's, but God's." Be- lieve in the Lord your God, so shall you be established; believe his prophets, so shalt thou prosper. "Lo ! children, and the fruit of the womb, are an heritage and gift that Cometh of the Lord ;" it is the abuse of the Lord's gifts which alone can render them undesirable. Do therefore Ihy part faithfully, and the fidelity of the promise will be abun- dantly displayed. Thy children shall rise 95 up and call thee blessed, and in that day when the secrets of all hearts shall be revealed, thou shalt have the unutterable joy of saying, " Behold, Lord, here am I, and the children whom thou hast given me ;" for "He will fulfil the desire of them that fear him." PRAYER. Gracious God, I pray that my ways may be made so direct, that I may keep all thy statutes, as well as reverence all thy per- fections. Give me immoveable confidence in all that thy gracious Word sets before me, as the covenanted inheritance of thy people, and let me hold it fast to the end of my earthly pilgrimage. Though I see not with my eyes any fruit of my labours and intercessions in those for whom Thou hast commanded me to pray, let me not be tempted to remit them, nor to cease from exercising the patience of faith, resting on thy faithfulness and truth. Oh ! holy Lord God! who keepest covenant and mercy with them that fear thee, enrich my heart daily more and more, with that reverence which springs from grateful love, and keep me in the way of thy commandments in all 96 things, through Him in whom all thy gra- cious promises are yea and amen, even Jesus Christ our Saviour. — Amen. " A good man leaveth an inheritance to his chil- dren's children." — Proverbs xiii. 22. Not as heir of wide domains, Fertile fields or watered plains ; Not as destined to possess Carmel's richest fruitfulness ; Nor because my eye ambitious Pictures forth thy mortal day Pleased beneath a sky propitious, Graced with honours, crown'd with sway, Greet I thee, my infant dear, On thy welcome coming here ; But because endowed to claim Birthright more than wealth or fame, Privileges dearly bought. Passing language, passing thought; Gifted by the promise gracious, Of a God who cannot lie ; With an heritage more spacious Than in Time's small span can lie; Therefore do I greet thee here, With hopeful smiles, my infant dear. 97 Ah I if thou shouldst live to know Human happiness and woe ; That to gain and this to shun, May'st thou ne'er through folly run! But, above all transient pleasure, Far above as sky from dust, Value still the glorious treasure Which their Saviour gives the just Else, alas ! my infant dear, Sad should be thy greeting here. Better never to have been Than to live, to die in sin. Better hear no sound at all, Than refuse the Gospel call! But the word of consolation Sets a brighter hope in view, And the voice of supplication, Still shall plead that word anew. Till I greet thee, child of bhss, in a holier world than thia. 98 MEDITATION XV. "For we know that the law is spiritual." Romans vii. 14. Though acknowledged in words, it is too often forgotten in practice, that the pre- cepts of God's word extend even to the thoughts and intents of the heart, and claim dominion over the inner, as well as the outer man. Yet He, in whom dwelt all the fulness of the Godhead bodily, upon many occasions luminously enforced the great truth, that the essential venom of sin is as deadly when existing in the most secret foldings of the hearttielt desire and cherished imagination, as when it breaks forth into the plague spots of open transgression, seen and knawn of all men. And though we may not at present consider the spiritual nature of the law, in the details of its every branch, it may be very profitable to do so in one (and that a most important) require- ment, and to remember the various ways in which wc may be departing in heart and mind, from that commandment, " Thou shall have none other gods but me," even 99 when scarcely suspecting how far our wan- dering steps have deviat<3d from the path 60 pointed out to them. Let us reflect, then, when this injunction was dehvered, — at Mount Sinai, — amidst a fearful conflict of the elements, — and to a people who had been enfranchised by the strong hand of miraculous power from igno- minious servitude, by the infliction of awful judgments on their enslavers, when they dared to deny the sovereign IJ' of Jehovah, Let us remember, that this display of su- pernatural might had been made, not only in wrath against Pharaoh, but to accomplish a promise given four hundred years before to an ancestor, then childless, that a great nation, descended from him, should thus, and at that time, be delivered. We shall then perceive unlimited command over the pow- ers of nature, minute observation of human actions, jealousy of his own honour against the despisers of his mandates, prescience, gracious forbearance, and fulfilment of his promises to the minutest tittle, — to have been all attributes, so exemplified before the eyes of Israel, that when they heard this claim of their Deliverer to be exclusively their God, they would necessarily be aware that to worship any being, without ascribing. 100 to him the possession of these things, as well as the character of the self-existent one, by which he had announced iiimself, would be a flagrant breach of the command. Let us take care that our deep and undivided devotion be indeed given to the God of Israel, with these his attributes in view, that our worship be rendered to him who created the heavens, and rules in the kingdoms of men ; who searches the heart and tries the reins; who taketh vengeance on his adversaries, and reserveth wrath for his enemies ; who will not acquit the wicked, yet is slow to anger, waiteth to be gracious, and knoweth them that trust in Him, and not merely to an idol of our own imaginations. They who represent to themselves a God less indig- nant against the rebellious, less omniscient, less magnanimously compassionate than the Bible displays the God of Israel to be, cer- tainly transgress this law, which confines us to have Him for our God, and Hira alone. But what is it to have him for our God ? Is it not to live in Him, and for him ? to do all that we do to his glory ? to devote all the powers he has given us to his willing service ? If God be the chief good, then to have him for our God is to regard him 101 as our chief good ; to place no other object, no other affection in competition with him, to surrender to him the guidance of our wills, and the care of our true happiness ; to fear him, as the avenger of iniquity, the just, the terrible, the all-seeing judge, at whose touch the mountains shake, and all the strong ones of the earth shall tremble, — yet, to love him, because He is merciful and gracious and long-suffering, and has not ■withheld from us his Son, his only Son. This it is to have the Lord for our God ; and to serve him fully, because no man can serve two masters, this is our duty. But said the Lord to Ezekiel, " Son of man, these men have set up their idols in their heart, and put the stumbling-block of their iniquity before their face : should I be inquired of at all by them?" And do we not at all resemble those so here depicted ? Could the hidden chambers of the heart be unveiled, what idol worship would too often appear among the nominal Israel of God ! Self- indulgence, like the cameleon, taking va- rious hues, specious and voluptuous in some, dark and loathsome in others, usurps do- minion over hearts pledged, yea, frequently sacramentally pledged, to deny themselves, and take up the cross. The god of this 102 world exhales around him the pernicious vapours of pride and false reasoning, and to these are made to yield the plainest laws of heaven. Covetousness grasps increase of wealth with more than pious eagerness, and well merits the epithet which an apostle has bestowed. Vanity, with smiling face, allures the simple to her control ; but, oh ! what sacrifices must be rendered at her idol shrine ? too often truth, consistency, principle, natural affection, are offered up where she presides, while health, and event- ually life itself, have not been too much to receive from her jaded worshippers. Oh ! why, or wherein, are any of these abominations less abominable than weeping for Tammuz, or pouring out cakes of obla- tion unto the queen of Heaven ? Eut are toe through grace delivered from the prevalence of such evils? and has the Lord numbered us among his own true peo- ple, to whom }ie is indeed a God, so that we can say, " Whom have I in heaven but thee, and there is none upon earth I desire in comparison of thee?" it is well 1 Great should be our measure of gratitude; but let us remember that He who walketh in the midst of the golden candlesticks, who keepeth his vineyard, and watereth it every 103 moment, passed not without rebuke, even the faithful, patient, laborious £;)/iesu*, when He saw that she had left her first love. Jesus will allow no rival in the afTections of his redeemed people towards himself; their members which are on the earth, the friend, the child, the husband, the parent, are idol- ized when they in any way interfere to wean them from Him. He that loveth, even those dear relatives, more than he loves his Saviour, "is not worthy" of him. They that are Christ's have crucified the flesh, with its affections and lusts ; and though to love all men, and especially the household of faith, and more especially still they of our own household, be all commanded duties ; and of the last it is said, such as neglect it have denied the faith, and are worse than infidels, yet our love for the Redeemer should be the moving spring of all these afl^ections towards his creatures. Our desires of happiness /ro7n them should centre in the hope of enjoying together everlastingly the blessings of his favour ; and our desires of felicity for them, should aspire to nothing but what accords with his will, and con- duces to his honour. 104 PRAYER. Worthy art thou, oh Lord ! to receive glory, and honour, and power, for thou hast created all things, and for thy pleasure they are and were created. I deplore before thee, oh Almighty God ! my many departures from thy perfect law. Though I consent unto it, that it is good, and acknowledge thy just claims on my entire love and obedience, and though I desire to have no other God before thee, yet other lords have had domin- ion over me, but too much and too often. By thee only therefore, blessed Jesus ! will I make mention of the name of the Lord God ; through thee He is pacified towards me, notwithstanding all my rebellions. Strengthen the cords of love by which thou drawest me to thyself; and weaken all those attractions which would allure me from thee. Let neither the fear nor the praise of man prepare a net to entangle my soul, but may even life itself be less dear than the Saviour, who gave his own life to deliver us from this present evil world. Abiding in Him, with- out whom I can do nothing, may I endure unto the end in thy faith and fear, and to thy name be glory for ever and ever. — Amen. 105 " He that loveth son or daughter more than me, is not worthy of me.— Matthew x. 37. Oh ! for a self-appropriating faith, In ceaseless action, calling Jesus mine. " Abide in me," the great Redeemer saith, Ye living branches of the living vine. Thou inexhaustibly nutritious root, Diffuse thy vital presence through my heart. Flow forth blest Comforter, and love's rich fruit. In all Its fair maturity impart. Shake off, as on thy blossoms they alight, Those soul-insinuating things terrene, Whose unsuspected, but destructive blight, Eats out the sweetness of a hope unseen. Holy Redeemer! are they none of thine, Who son or daughter lovein place of thee? Exalt and purify the love of mine. From every tincture of idolatry. Not for themselves, nor for their creature worth. But as reflections of celestial light ; As fibres of my Saviour ; sent to earth To work his glory and rejoice his heart. 106 So would I love them ! and if cherished so, In thee and for thee, oh our glorious Head! My joys shall work me no insidious woe, Nor serpent lurk beneath my flowery bed. MEDITATION XVI. " For verily he took not on him the nature of angels ; but he took on him the seed of Abraham. Wherefore in all things it behoved him to be made like unto his brethren, that he might be a merciful and faithful high priest in things pertaining to God, to make reconciliation for the sins of the people. For in that he himself hath sulfered, being tempted, he is able to succour them that are tempted." Hebrews ii. 16—18. That He who upholdeth all things by the word of his Power, who laid the foundation of the earth, and of whose hands the heavens- are the works, should be made for a little while " lower than the angels," that He should " take on," the seed of Abraham, — tabernacling in the flesh of that holy thing, which, by the overshadowing of his omnipotent Spirit, was born of Mary, and so intimately uniting it to his Eternal God- head, as to be really bone of our bone, and flesh of our flesh, tempted in all points hke 107 as we are, yet without sin, — that through the Eternal Spirit given to Him during his humiliation without measure, He should offer himself without spot to God, a sa- crifice of a sweet smelling savour, to take away the sin of the world, are indeed most astonishing facts. Vast be- yond utterance are their consequences, — deep beyond imagination the everlasting counsels of Wisdom and Love which pre- pared, performed, and revealed them. Well may it be said into these " things the angels desire to look." Angels rfolook and adore, yea, rejoice in the blessings thus brought upon the heirs of salvation ; but what shall we think of any who are invited to share this inheritance, nay, perhaps, nominally invested with the privileges of its reversion- ary possessors, yet who turn away, as from the tediousaess of a twice told tale, when meditations are suggested on this seraph- enrapturing, this soul-interesting subject — this one only intimation of a way in which, being at enmity, they may be reconciled to God ; being rebels, may be welcomed again among the obedient. If all the Inspired Scriptures be profitable for doctrine, for reproof, for correction, for instruction in righteousness, surely that 108 which is as it were the sum and substance of all Scripture, must to all these ends be abundantly efficient. As to doctrine, we have already alluded to its sublimity, and of its adaptation to the nature of man, in every state, from the most savage to the most re- fined, testimonies of the strongest kind might be brought ; it witnesses itself, in fact, even to our debased understandings (where no immediate enticement of engrossing sin at the moment interferes to blind them) as a doctrine well fitted to magnify the law, as most worthy of honour, and at the same time admirably calculated, by the exhibition of love ineffable, to win back the alienated creature to its only true rest and joy. But not only for doctrine is it good for us to go even to Bethelem and see that Avonder- ful thing there brought to pass, which the Lord hath made known to us, — for reproof also should we go, and for correction. Has the Son of God made himself of no reputa- tion for the sake of sinful men, and do we still prefer to him, the transient honours, the fading pleasures of this life — gaudy poppies that look fine to the childish eyes of ambition and folly, but distil over the senses a fatal dulness to the things of eternity ? Oh let us stand reproved, Let us beseech 109 Him, who alone can, to set before U3 the in- gratitude and guilt of thus slighting our Divine Benefactor, and that so forcibly, so affectingly, that we may neither hesitate'nor delay to fall low before the footstool of his mercy, saying, " Lord, what wouldest thou have me to do ?" And not less for instruction and improve- ment in righteousness, than for doctrine and reproof, does the incarnation of the Lord of Glory furnish large and various scope. No longer need the timid and the contrite des- pondingly exclaim, How shall I know that my tears are accepted, my sins blotted out? A voice from heaven has" pronounced. This is my beloved Son, in whom I am well pleased ; and that Son has said. Him that Cometh to me I will in no wise cast out. No longer need the heart of the desolate turn in vain through the universe for one sympa- thizing Comforter; Jesus groaned at the grave of Lazarus ; Jesus was wounded by the perfidy of Judas, the cowardice of Peter, the desertion of every friend ; Jesus was aspersed, betrayed, forsaken ; who like Him can appreciate, who hke Him can effectually reUeve the bitterest bereave- ments, the most heart-rending woes of man? 110 Come ye persecuted and behold whether there be any sorrow hke unto that sorrow wherewith the Lord afflicted Jesus of Naz- areth in the day of his tierce anger. Ye who are in heaviness through manifold temptations come, for he was tempted in all points like as ye are. He hath compassion on the ignorant and on them that are out of the way. He is a merciful High Priest, knowing and pitying the infirmities of those whom he is not ashamed to call his brethren ; di faithful High Priest in things pertaining to God, seeing he hath offered for them a pure, perfect, unsullied offering, and of infinite value. Ye proud, learn of Him, for he wa3 meek and lowly, accessible to all, benevolent to all, ever ready, without a reluctant word, to yield up those precious hours he most valued, the hours of solitary communion with God, when the poorest and meanest sought him, that they might be instructed by his words. Ye poor, learn of him, for he suf- fered the want of all things, that ye might practically perceive, how " Man does not live by bread alone," and while obliged therefore to labour for your needful, but perishing food, be far more fervently labo- rious for the instruction, and the feelings, and the holiness of the children of God. Ill Come to Jesus ! thou selfish sensualist, and be ashamed. He had not where to lay his head, yet he went about doing good. Thou farest sumptuously every day ! and art thou doing good even when opportuni- ties are presented to thee ? Come to Jesus ye fainting souls, who shudder and shrink, as ye are to enter the valley of the shadow of death ; He is the staff upon whom you may safely lean in its gloomiest passes. From his own dying lips it was extorted, " My God, my God ! why hast thou forsaken me ?" yet He closed not his eyes on this visible world till he had said in the full repose of love, "Father! into thy hands I commend my spirit !" and whatever be your present distress and fears, He can enable you to say so too. But the time would fail, even to name the many, many advantages combining all, and tallying with, the grand purpose of making reconciliation for the sins of the people, which are derived to Christians and to the world from the Saviour "taking part of that flesh and blood," of which " the chil- dren" of men " are also partakers." " Thanks be unto God for his unspeakable gift." 112 PRAYER. Well may we sing unto thee a new and still renewing song of praise, Almighty Lord God, for thou hast done wonderful things. Thine own right hand, thy mighty arm, have gotten thee the victory. Holy is thy great name, and marvellous are thy v/ays, oh King of saints! in that Thou hast sent us a Saviour every way suitable to our wants, in every possible respect replete with excellencies. Good will to man has been published from thy throne. Oh dis- pose my heart to welcome the precious tidings with the joy of submissive gratitude. May my spirit go up with unfailing delight to contemplate the sanctuary of thy holy mercy towards the children of thine adop- tion, even Him whose generation is from everlasting, yet who "came forth" in feeble infancy from Bethlehem-Ephrata. This is the tent which thou hast pitched among men. May I abide therein for ever, safely hidden from the malice of the accuser; protected and upheld through the duties and troubles of life, and sustained in the hour of death J so, oh my God ! in the ages lo come 113 shall I exalt the riches of thy mercy among the multitudes of thy redeemed, for ever and ever. — Amea. " Let us now go even unto Bethlehem, and see this thing which is "come to pass, which the Lord hath made known to us." — Luke ii. 15. In the hour of blest devotion, Oft the hallowed theme we find. Echoing to each pure emotion That has whispered through the mind. Thy prompt gale association, Thus from cradle scene anew, Wafts the soul in contemplation, Where the Virgin's babe we view. Wondrous thought! that Lord dependant, On a nurturing creature's care! At whose single word attendant. World's of creatures would repair ! Yes, Ephrata ! in thy stable Is the palace of a King, Vain the stores of truth or fable Pedigree like His to bring. 9 114 In his weakness, lies before us, Hope of Prophets! Lord of Heaven? He whose advent woke the chorus, " Unto us a Son is given." On that Holy Infant looking, Son of Mary, Son of God ! Scorn and want resign'dly brooking. While archangels wait His nod. Shall not every cloud of error Melt in Love's refulgent blaze ? Shall not sin, and doubt, and terror. Die within me as I gaze ? MEDITATION XVII. " Commune with your own heart upon your bed, and be still." — Psalm iv. 4. In forming their estimate as to what it may be worth while to relinquish or to endure at the present moment, for the sake of pro- spective benefit, men are not in general so blinded as greatly to mistake their path of 115 wisdom. There are few who would abso* lutely refuse to submit to a painful operation, where death without it would appear inevit- able. There are few who would not sacrifice a trifling sum of money, where even a rea- sonable possibility occurred of thereby se- curinor the reversion of a vast inheritance. To obtain the honourable celebrity of enter- prising courage, how many are always eager to volunteer for services where they must struggle through the most painful privations, and be exposed to the most imminent perils. But if the question be, what will you wil- lingly submit to, what will you cheerfully resign, that you may improve the condition of your soul, and that for eternity, how quickly falls below zero the index that must give reply, namely the practice of thousands. But -if we be Christians indeed, we have not so learned Christ as to put out of re- membrance that impressive question of our Lord, " What is a man advantaged if he shall gain the whole world, or what shall a man give in exchange for his soul ?" The whole world, were it possible to attain it, — every imaginable gratification that man can enjoy in and from the world, without refer- ence to the will of his Maker, ought to be, 116 and to the truly pious soul is, but dust in the balance, compared to advancement in those graces which evidence their possessor to be gradually becoming fit, imder the potent hand of an internal agent, for a world %vhose joys and whose glories neither change nor depart. If the day of adversity be a day peculiarly fitted for consideration, it is there- fore not wonderful that it should be spoken of honourably by those who look beyond this transitory scene in forming a judgment as to their true interests, or that to those who are much engaged in the active rela- tions of life, a season of comparative ab- straction from its cares and duties, should be regarded as peculiarly precious. Divested of every encumbering solicitude, how de- lightful is it on such occasions to sit down, as at the feet of Jesus, hearing his precious words addressed to ourselves; or to com- mune \vith our own hearts upon the couch of languid convalescence, when all around is calm repose, and the sweet experience of the Psalmist, that his gracious Shepherd led him beside the " still " waters, is fully realized to our feelings. Is not this prefer- able to the festive relaxations which the worldly minded claim as but due refresh- ments on their course of zealous and active 117 attention to the business of life ? True it is, that even among multiplied secular en- gagements, the heart that sincerely loves the Saviour has within itself a " little sanc- tuary," wherein to retreat from the strife of tongues and collision of earthly in- terests troubhng it from without; a fresh spring, as it were, beneath the ocean's tide, retaining its purity and ministering refreshment, though the restless billows ebb and flow above it. But notwith- standing this, there is undoubtedly a de- teriorating tendency in many of the trials we experience in life, and the corruption of our hearts too readily coincides with it, in permitting the details of duty to assume un- due, or at least unseasonable predominance in our thoughts. From day to day perhaps, we go on, recollecting indeed the' sins, and reviewing the employments of the few pre- ceding hours, but very seldom taking a comprehensive view of our whole spiritual progress, unless when preparing for some special ordinance, or when called into the more immediate chambers of reflection by sickness, or other providential appointments of our lot. But in these special retirements, it seems, as if, other voices being for a while unheard, we can more easily distinguish one lis which searcheth the heart and trieth the reins, sayino; unto us, as to Elijah in the solitudes of Carmel, " What dost thou here?" We have leisure and opportunity to go farther and deeper into ourselves, and when these are blest by the Divine Spirit, teaching us to profit, how frequently is the result comprehended in this text, "Before I was afflicted I went astray, but now have I kept thy word." Uninviting therefore as the valley of Baca may be, its deep pools often furnish much needed aid on the way to Zion. Is it recorded in vain, that the Lord withdrew himself into the wilderness to pray ; nay, that in the oratory of the desert he spent whole nights of watchful- ness and love ? Oh let us remember that our special seasons of recollection and retire- ment, must like his be prayerful if we desire them to be profitable ; and taking advan- tage of there being a more extended time at our command than in our ordinary course, let us therein embrace a wider scope of retrospection, and gain a more thorough insight into the state of our hearts, our affections, and our consciences. Those who stand on high and isolated ground take into their view a larger surface, and are less influenced by the mists that overspread 119 U, than their brethren who are walking below and mingling with its many travellers. Let us not lose the advantage thus figur- atively represented, but (adapting the Pro- phet's words to such a situation) " Let U9 stand upon our watch tower, and set our- selves upon the tower of observation watch- ing to see what the Lord will say to us, and what we shall answer when we aro reproved." We may then hope to return with invigorated powers to the routine of our appointed occupations, offering the sacrifice of thanksgiving, and calling upon the name of the Lord, who in the multitude of the thoughts that we had in our hearts, by his comforts refreshed our souls. PRAYER. Oh most holy Comforter! who didst de- scend like a dove on our Lord Jesus Christ, and lead him forth into the secluded wilder- ness, there to commune with the Father concerning the salvation of his chosen, breathe upon me, his unworthy disciple, the spirit of grace and supplication, that I may delight unfeignedly in every enlarged opportunity of seeking my God, and pouring out my heart before lum. Gluicken me, oh 120 Lord! for my soul cleaveth unto the dust. Make thy face to shine upon thy servant, and teach me thy statutes. Cause me to rejoice in every event that conduces to bring me nearer to thee, and to nurture my mind in humihty and the love of holiness. Make my seasons of devotion profitable, both to myself and others, stirring me up to much and manifold intercession for my friends, for thy Church, and for all men ; and may that peace which passeth all understanding keep my heart and mind, for ever and ever, through Christ Jesus the Lord. — Amen. " He went oat and departed into a solitary place and prayed."—^/. Mark i. 35. When, rapidly rolling, the wheels of our life Move on undisturbed by affliction or strife, Oh ! how soon might they kindle the flame of despair, Unless rectified still by the unction of prayer. How desirable then is the stone on our way. Intercepting a little their uniform play. 121 If the pause of retirement but lead us to think, It may hurry us back from a precipice brink! The wilderness witnessed our pattern and guide, When in pious communion He sought to abide, Preparing for conflicts, with labours opprest, Meditation apart was his strength and his rest. Bless the Lord then my spirit, — ah ! bless him indeed, For ihe hours of refreshment which sickness hath freed ; But adore him with trembling, — with trembling rejoice. Lest his mercies abused wake his chasten- ing voice. 122 MEDITATION XVIII. " And they brought young children to him, that he should touch them ; and his disciples rebuked those that brought them. But when Jesus saw it, he was much displeased, and said unto them. Suffer the little children to cojne unto me, and forbid them not : for of such is the kingdom of God. And lie took them up in his arms, put his hands upon them, and blessed them."—