Animi Figura ANIMI FIGURA Digitized by the Internet Archive in 2017 with funding from Duke University Libraries https://archive.org/details/animifigura01symo ANIMI FIGURA BY JOHN ADDINGTON SYMONDS vap97]K0(l>6pQi TToWot, jSaK^oi de re Travpoi (Plato, Phaed. 6g, C.) LONDON SMITH, ELDER, & CO., 15 WATERLOO PLACE 1882 rights reserved'^ I ^ i •f, I Vt AMICO DILECTISSIMO H. R. F. B. HANG ANIMI FIGURAM AMICUS POETA D.D. DAVOSIIS MDCCCLXXXII * A 3 501648 PREFACE. IS book cannot claim strict unity of subject. Connecting links between its sonnet-sequences are wanting. Yet the fact that they are the product of one mind and deal with cognate problems, gives it a certain unity of tone. Hence the title — borrowed from a famous passage in the Agricola of Tacitus, and suggested to the writer by one whose literary tact and judgment helped to form this Animi Figitra from a mere chaos of miscel- laneous compositions. To steal a name from such a source, has the air of pre- sumption. Still, the book is meant to be what it calls itself, the Portrait of a Mind. Nice adaptation may therefore be pleaded as excuse for christening so slight a work by words which every scholar associates with one of the most perfect studies of heroic character transmitted to us from antiquity. 501648 PREFACE. viii The mind here figured is intended for that of an artist, as distinguished from the man of action. The chosen tem- perament, moreover, is richer in sensibilities than in artistic faculty.! It is speculative rather than creative. When the meaning of life in general, and the ethics of personality have been discussed, the sense of beauty and its attendant perils supply themes for a more special treatment. The craving for solitude which possesses the man after vain attempts to realise his earlier ideal, gives place to a conviction of sin and failure, inseparable from over-confident application of ethical theories to actual life. It is seen, at this point, that in religion and self-subordination to moral law must be found salvation for a mind thus constituted. But the pro- blem of solving human difficulties by communion with the divine idea is complicated in our age. The whole series ends, therefore, with the soul’s debate upon the fundamental question of man’s place in the universe. That this Portrait of a Mind is not a piece of accurate self- delineation will be understood by students of sonnet-literature. They know that this species of poetry has lent itself in all times to the expression of impersonal thought and feeling under forms borrowed from personal experience. The sonnet is essentially a meditative lyric. What the sonnet-writer has PREFACE. IX conceived as speculation, he is bound by the lyrical con- ditions of his verse to utter as emotion. What conversely has occurred to him as a particular emotion, assumes the character of generality when he invests it with the fixed form of this stanza. On the one hand, he escapes from the aridity of gnomic verse by adopting the language of sub- jective passion. On the other hand, he shuns the direct outpouring of individual joys and griefs by veiling these in a complicated, artificial, stationary structure which can only be accepted as semi-lyrical. With regard to the sonnet in general, and to the em- ployment of it in this volume, some observations may be made. The minute attention which has recently been given by English critics to this form, seems to have elicited unanimity of opinion upon at least two important points. 1. The English sonnet is no longer regarded as an exotic from Italy, but as a poetic species, which, however intro- duced at first, has been acclimatised in England, and has assumed a character accordant with the English genius. 2. Great varieties in the structure of the sonnet have come to be accepted as equally legitimate ; so that it would now be difficult to exclude a poem of fourteen lines because its rhymes were arranged upon either of the systems exemplified PREFACE. by Surrey, or because they were so irregularly disposed as in the case of Shelley’s Ozymandias. I may refer to the essays inserted by Mr. S. Waddington and Mr. T. Hall Caine in their respective collections entitled English Sennets by Poets of the Prese 7 it and Sontuts of Three Centuries for proofs of this convergence of opinion upon two disputed themes of sonnet-criticism. There remains one point which has not yet, I think, been subjected to critical analysis, though Mr. Hall Caine alludes to it in his note on Mrs. Browning (op. cit. p. 310). I mean the question whether the sonnet can be appropriately used as a stanza in poems which demand suspension of the reader’s mind over the more or less prolonged development of some one motive. In other words, MTiat are the just conditions of the sonnet-sequence ? It is clear that the first and larger portion of Shakespeare’s sonnets form a single poem. Though we may detach each stanza for separate consideration, many of these suffer more from iso- lation than any single one of Petrarch’s sonnets In Morte di Madonna Laura would do. Wordsworth’s River Diiddon and hlrs. Browning’s Portuguese Sonnets are sequences, liable to injury in like manner, but not in the same degree, by dismemberment. And the most perfect sonnets which PREFACE. XI have been published during the last quarter of a century, Mr. D. G. Rossetti’s Willow Wood, are linked together by a chain so delicate that severance is almost mutilation. Still, in all these cases, the essential quality of the sonnet, as hitherto recognised, has been preserved. The continuous argument has been so ordered that each step is presented in a separate and self-sufficient poem. The sonnet has not passed into a strophe. Many of the sequences in Animi Figura exhibit a departure from this rule by extending a single train of thought from one sonnet to another in such wise that the point developed in a preceding sonnet is necessary to the comprehension of its successor. Whether this innovation is to be regarded as a violation of the laws of art, or whether it may be accepted as a step in the evolution of the English sonnet, must be left to the consideration of students. It is not without Italian precedent, as the sequences of Folgore da San Gemignano, Campanella’s triad on the Lord’s Prayer, and Onofrio Minzoni’s fine series on the Death of Samson, suffice to prove. Yet, if defence were needed, I should prefer to seek it less in precedent than in the nature of the sonnet itself. The equipoise between the two parts of the stanza lends itself admirably to dialectic, whether this PREFACE. xii process of debate be conceived as a dialogue between two persons, or as a conversation carried on within the medi- tative mind. If this point be conceded, it follows that in the conduct of a lengthy argument sonnet may succeed to sonnet, propounding and disputing themes which need for their development the thesis and antithesis of logical discus- sion. That hereby we change the old use of the sonnet will be readily perceived, and must be openly admitted. But it may be urged that something new is gained, which is not inconsistent with that flux and reflux in the sonnet-structure upon which Mr. Hall Caine has eloquently insisted (op. cit. p. xxi), and which he regards, in my opinion rightly, as the distinctive note of the contemporary English sonnet. The special fitness of this stanza for themes which demand a monumental style of treatment, the perfec- tion of form which the isolated sonnet assumes in the hands of a true master, are points beyond all contro- , versy. In pleading for the use I have made of it in such sequences as the Debate on Self or Mystery of Mysteries., I do but wish to raise a critical question of some inte- rest w'hen we regard the probable future of the sonnet. It certainly w'ould appear that at the present time the I’REFACE. xiii sonnet is taking a strong hold on English literature. It has passed beyond that stage of scornful acceptance at the hands of critics which prompted Wordsworth to raise his voice in its defence. Perhaps it is destined to be used even more extensively as the specific vehicle of meditative poetry; and if so, it may accord with its peculiar development in England that it should be employed in continuous poems with the licence I have indicated. CONTENTS N.B, — The Sonnets to which an osteTnsk is appended have already appeared in ‘ Many Moods * and ‘ New and Old.* PAGE A DEDICATION I THE INNOVATORS 2 YGDRASIL . ^7 ^PERSONALITY II *THE PASSING STRANGER 1 3 PATHS OF LIFE 1 5 DEBATE ON SELF 1 8 PRO AND CON ........ 29 *EROS AND ANTEROS 32 l’amour de l’impossible 36 THE TEMPTATION OF ADAM 50 REVOLT 51 ♦intellectual ISOLATION 52 SELF-CONDEMNATION 59 o, SI ! o, SI ! 66 amends 67 VERSOHNUNG 7 1 ♦unrest ......... 77 ♦an old GORDIAN KNOT 79 ON THE SACRO MONTE 87 ♦the thought of death 99 MYSTERY OF MYSTERIES I 2 I I A DEDICATION. E Bacchus, but a crowd of Thyrse-bearers ! So saith the motto on my title-page. If this was true in the world’s orient age, What hope have I, here amid frozen firs Mending the broken music of past years. And like a man whom graver cares engage, .Cheering with song my own life’s pilgrimage. While scarce one echo to my singing stirs ? Take thou this book. Though frail, foredoomed to perish, Be it the pledge-gift for what shall not fade. The loyalty that, each toward each, we cherish. The mutual debt that ne’er can be repaid Of kindness, feeling, friendship, courtesy. Exchanged through many a year ’twixt thee and me. B 2 THE INNOVATORS. OE unto those who, swen’ing from the ways Of kindly custom, set their soul’s desire On rapt imagination’s wavering fire ; Uncertain whether the light that lures their gaze Be dawn’s star orient in the heavens of praise. Or phosphorous exhalation from earth’s mire. Where husks of creeds, lost lives, foiled hopes expire : Outcasts from home, faith’s Pariahs, in the maze Of doubt and fear they journey ’neath dark skies. Lone and despair-bewildered ; like a child. Who, wandering lost at eve in forest wild, .Sees through grey latticed boughs a smouldering glare. And knows not whether it be the swart moon-rise, Or bale-fires beaconing from a demon’s lair. THE INNOVATORS. II. OE unto those on whom Love’s lamp hath shone With beckoning lustre o’er the untravelled seas, Luring Leander through wild waves that freeze In light malign ’neath waning moonbeams wan ! From life’s firm shore they plunge, and struggle on Breasting black breakers crested with a breeze That whispers to mermaidens’ palaces Deep in the darkness of oblivion. Hero for them trims her unhallowed oil In towers unconsecrate ; and who can say If, having battled with the tempest’s play, They shall behold beauty new-born arise With heaven’s immortal light in loving eyes. Or through blind whirlpools drift, a siren’s spoil ? B 2 4 THE INNOVATORS. in. OE to doubt’s pioneers ! Against them rise Banded the guardian priests of hearth and home, Who feed faith’s altar flame ’neath custom's dome, And draw world-wisdom from tradition’s eyes : The good, brave, gentle, jocund, loyal, wise. Harboured in comely homesteads, loth to roam With death and danger o’er the treacherous foam On blind discovery’s dubious enterprise ; The pure, the tender-hearted, on whose lips, Dewy with mother’s milk, trembles the prayer Their mothers taught them ; all for whom the bond Of ancient use is holy, w'ho respond 'Only to oaths rvhereby their fathers sware. Shudder in wrath at doubt’s apocal)’pse. 5 THE INNOVATORS. IV. ND yet Christ doubted what those Pharisees, Those Rabbis of the hallowed antique creed, Held as it were heaven’s very truth indeed Promulged and ’stablished in God’s chanceries : And doubt dwelt in the heart of Socrates, When ’mid Athenian groves he sowed the seed Of living faith and deathless hope, which freed Thought’s dove-wings from despair’s Symplegades. Doubt and the blade of double-edged desire. The whetted axe laid to opinion’s tree. These are life’s instruments for mounting higher O’er creeds decayed and order’s atrophy : Yet who shall prove doubt’s spirit ? Who shall inspire Trust in blind powers which make for anarchy? 6 THE INNOVATORS. V. he sage, madman, malefactor, fool. Murderer or martyr, the world’s scorn or pride. In Bedlam cells gagged and despised to bide. Or crowned with bays give laws from wisdom’s stool, Who sets his dauntless intellect to school. And with a Samson’s might flings far and wide The treasonous withes wherewith his soul was tied, Hurling defiance at hoar custom’s rule? Answer, Calliope ! How oft hast thou Graven thy hero’s history of flame In symbols of derision, hatred, shame. Which, when the crown of thorns had bruised his brow. Turned to fair characters of deathless fame. Titles to which earth’s proudest empires bow? 7 YGDRASIL. HE tree of life is ever green and whole. It grows and grows like a gigantic pine. Through aeons numberless those branches shine Whereof the leaves are lives, each leaf a soul. Creeds are the cones life forms and sheds ; they roll,- Dry gaping husks, when autumn strips the vine. And on the fertilising soil decline. Barren and grey beneath life’s broadening bole. Men change their thoughts of God, fate, sin, free will ; For thought is but the unsubstantial shade Of feeling, and pale theory follows still Phantasmal on the path experience made. Our faiths, our doctrines, do their work, and fade ; While life abides, the mystic Ygdrasil. 8 YGDRASIL. IK HESE therefore — famed religions, systems, creeds. Sciences, shapes of knowledge, social laws. Deductions from the universal cause, — Are but the symptoms and effects of deeds. Having expressed whither the world’s life leads. Summed past results, flourished with brief applause. They perish ; for the tree, without or pause Or hindrance, strikes new branches, sheds new seeds In feeling, doing, runs the sap of life. Nathless each shoot that springs, implies the past : Each faith wins strength and station out of strife. Old things in new absorbing, spreads the tree ; And still the truth for all eternity Lives in its leaves, not in the husks it cast. 9 YGDRASIL. III. NOWLEDGE, condensed in dogma, will be found Falsehood and truth commingled : true in part To the past utterance of the pulsing heart, False to the present with experience crowned. True, false, for ever fused and interwound : False, true; for ever sundered with the smart Of fibres that reluctantly dispart : So runs the wheel of human wisdom round. We therefore, born falsehood and truth to cast In the just scales of conduct, we who draw Sap from the branch of being, find our law In living self, conditioned by the past. Conditioning the present, whence shall roll New music of the sempiternal soul. 10 YGDRASIL. IV. self alone past, present, future blend. What truth the world hath, is self’s harmon)-. Let self be perfected in thee and me. And the world’s choric concert shall not end. Nay, end it cannot. Though men dream they rend With discord the celestial sj-mphony. Each note ’s a wave on that mysterious sea : Tow'ard God and God’s known purpose all things tend. We are not what we are by chance ; for birth Still binds us to the inviolable past. And life conjoins our conduct with the dim Distance through w'hose long years the jocund earth Shall utter God’s experience. First and last. Beginning, midst, and ending meet in Him. PERSONALITY. I. KNOW not what I am. — Oh dreadful thought! — Nor know I what my fellow creatures are : Between me and the world without, a bar Impalpable of adamant is wrought, from its own self concealed, is caught Thus in a cage of sense, sequestered far From comradeship, calling as calleth star To star across blank intermediate naught. His own self no man sees, and none hath seen His brother’s self. Nay, lovers, though they sigh ‘ There is no room for aught to come between Our blended souls in this felicity,’ Starting from sleep, shall find a double screen Built ’twixt two sundered selves — and both must die. 12 PERSONALITY. II, jlEA, both shall carry with them to the void' Without, the void more terrible within, Tormented haply by the smart of sin. And cursing what their wilful sense enjoyed. Yet were they free to take or to avoid ? Who knows ! — Amid the dull chaotic din Of wrangling schools which argument can win Conviction, when blind faith hath been destroyed ? Freedom or servitude ? — So fooled is man By blind self-ignorance, he cannot say If will alone beneath heaven’s azure span Its self-determined impulses obey ; Or if each impulse, wild as wind at play. Be but a cog-wheel in the cosmic plan. 13 THE PASSING STRANGER. F all the mysteries wherethrough we move, This is the most mysterious — that a face, Seen peradventure in some distant place, Whither we can return no more to prove The world-old sanctities of human love. Shall haunt our waking thoughts, and gathering grace Incorporate itself with every phase Whereby the soul aspires to God above. Thus are we wedded through that face to her Or him who bears it ; nay, one fleeting glance. Fraught with a tale too deep for utterance. Even as a pebble cast into the sea. Will on the deep waves of our spirit stir Ripples that run through all eternity. THE PASSING STRANGER. II. S^OUL cries to soul, as star to sundered star Calls through the void of intermediate night ; And as each tiniest spark of steUar light Includes a world where moving myriads are, Thus every glance seen once and felt afar Symbols an universe : the spirit’s might Leaps through the gazing eyes, with infinite Pulsations that no lapse of years can mar. He therefore dwells within me still ; and I Within him dwell ; though neither clasp of hand Nor interchange of converse made us one : And it shall surely be that when we die. In God shall both see clear and understand What soul to soul spake, sun to brother sun. PATHS OF LIFE. . I. RIEND, let us try conclusions! Long ago, Speaking of love, you said : pleasure of sense Is only sanctified by permanence ; On bride-beds bridal vows their blessings strew. This too you said : the rose of love can blow But rarely ; once or haply twice, the intense Perfume exhales which breathes on innocence Passion’s red bloom — life’s sun-blush on pure snow. He then who with inconstant careless wing Fluttering from flower to flower, from friend to friend. Counts fellowship a cheap and transient thing, By swift or slow declension must descend Into the mire where weeds ill-savoured spring. Foredoomed the seamless coat of Love to rend. i6 PATHS OF LIFE. II. TAKE both points, and answer : you misread Marriage and comradeship ; the one ordained For lifelong fellow-service, high sustained By hope of children and the world’s great need ; The other, plumed like wind-home thistle-seed, Settles where’er it listeth, unconstrained. The end whereof in offspring is attained Of thoughts and acts, an immaterial breed. The hearth, the city shelter that. This spreads Tents on the open road, field, ocean, camp. Where’er in brotherhood men lay their heads. Soldier with soldier, tramp with casual tramp. Cross and recross, meet, part, share boards and beds. Where wayside Love still lights his beaconing lamp. 17 PATHS OF LIFE. in. all are wanderers. It is not for naught Life has been likened to the world’s highway. But if this game of wandering we must play, See that we learn what simple folk have taught. No tent of love, however lightly wrought. Crumbles and falls resolved in formless clay ; But, unconsumed in everlasting day. Waits and creates the palace-dome of thought. Thus then I solve your problem. Transient love. Plucked by the roadside, a perennial rose. Abides and blossoms in that sphere above, That hyper-heavenly realm, where human woes And human joys run clear, where souls repose. God guards the secret and the use thereof. » C DEBATE ON SELF. I. RIEND, on a dark and tempest-troubled sea Your sails are driven, and whither you run or where We know not : fiends around in the wild air Seem fighting for your life confusedly. Fain would I help. What help is found in me ? Each soul, alone unto herself, must bear The heartache out of which man wins despair Or hope according to his faculty. Nathless one thing is certain ; who hath known Truth, beauty, goodness, shining in their sphere. Shall not be lost through any lesser lure. On black tempestuous waves he may be thrown ; Yet to the right port shall he surely steer. And God Himself shall make his doings pure. 19 DEBATE ON SELF. II. AN hath much need of courage ; need to brace His spiritual nerve in solitude ; Self-trusting, self-sustained, and self-imbued ; Seeking God in his own heart’s secret place. To perfect self, and in that self embrace The triune essence of truth, beauty, good ; This is fulfilment, this beatitude Throned high above base fears and hopes more base. What shall it profit us if, gaining all The privilege of priest-made paradise. We lose therewith our self which is the soul ? And wherefore should we shrink from even the fall. If haply we should fail with steadfast eyes Fixed only on so bright, so pure a goal ? C 2 20 DEBATE ON SELF. jlATH sin then force to ripen and unfold The soul’s flower to the light of nourishing day. Disclosing potencies that slumbrous lay Clasped in the bud, a mine of anthered gold ? Nay, listen ! In some parable ’tis told How that a serpent, weary of his grey Life ’mid the dust upon the world’s highway. Devoured a toad sweltering with venom cold : Swift through those viperous rings the poison ran ; With pain he writhed ; his bright scales changed their hue ; Swelled round his stiffening heart the monstrous hide ; Till with a gradual growth from either side Sprouted keen claw and light-embattled van ; Then through clear air aloft a dragon flew. 21 DEBATE ON SELF. iv. CH power, methinks, hath even sin to stir Life in man’s soul. From sloth and dull distress He mounts thereby to mightier consciousness. Translated to a new and livelier sphere. There the unfashioned clay of character Takes form and purpose, while beneath the stress Of impulse, action, fear, defeat, success. The outlines of the essential self appear. The risk, you cry, is ruin ; the end, hell ! I grant your heart’s reluctance ; yet I know That the soul’s servitude to sleep is death. That the soul’s energy is life. Expel Sin from the sum of things God made, and breath Fails from the universe, God’s light burns low. 22 DEBATE ON SELF. V. HOSO framed good, framed evil too ; and fie Knows what the earth’s huge heart-throbs need for life. He counterposed tranquillity to strife, Systole weighed against diastole. These things may well be termed a mysterj- ; For good and evil, like the Delphian knife. Are double-handled, and our world is rife With both commingled for eternity. Down from the fields of pure untrampled snows. Where stars salute the morn and angels tread. Stream-wise the gaunt unyielding glacier goes ; By breakage and re-juncture, split and flaw. Sealed and resealed, it scoops yon granite bed ; Ruin and wreck subserving plastic law. 23 DEBATE ON SELF. VI. ARDON ! My speech was crude. You fear per- chance That, like a seraph, on your soul’s despair, With clash of pinions through tempestuous air. Sin crowned with stars, ethereal, should advance The marvel of her false fair countenance. And you be tangled sinless in her snare ? — Fear not ! Sin takes no spirit unaware ! For man’s own conscience is Ithuriel’s lance ; And joy that mystic crystal magic glass Which, when Lucrezia’s venom curdling ran Up through the bowl from stem to tingling rim. Shivered and spilt her hell-brewed hypocras : Thus joy, at sin’s approach, shudders, grows dim, Shrinks into naught, and saves the menaced man. 24 DEBATE ON SELF. VII. not afraid of sin then ! — Sin not thou ! — There is no need for sinning. What we need Is courage, the soul’s inmost force to breed And bear the thorns of fortune on our brow. I fain would greet you, friend, accoutred now As when, new bathed in dragon’s gore, Siegfried Clothed his’ young flesh with steel, bestrode his steed And twined those love-locks with Queen Frejya’ bough. , Go forth and conquer ! In your heart beats youth. Whom the gods love die young, the proverb saith : Yet rede I not for j-ou this doom of death. But triumph in the plenitude of truth ! Nay, if death comes, if failure, in God’s breath ^'our soul shall flourish ! \Miat I speak, is sooth. 25 DEBATE ON SELF. EHOLD the knight ! With goodly body bare He kneels before Dame Prowess in the bath : She taketh him in arms of strength, and hath Kissed him upon the frank brow blossom-fair. Then comes Discretion, grave but debonnair. And sets his firm feet on that upward path, Where are the harvest and the after-math Of brave adventure, scaling stair by stair. Cry not, I have no courage ! On the sand Flank-smitten lies yon athlete, bleeds and bends His panting breast ’neath fate’s unpitying hand. ’T is welt ; for o’er him too heaven hangs, and lends Lustre to his undying dying eyes : — Vanquished no less than victor storms the skies. 26 DEBATE ON SELF. IX. three things round your loins. Three things are strong save you scatheless in this human war : Faith, Hope, and Charity, heaven’s triple star. Guided whereby a man shall work no wrong. Look well that you discern them from the throng Of lesser orbs wandering where phantoms are ; Learn them as Christ and Buddha learned them, far Withdrawn from men in meditation long. Trust not the Pharisees, who formulate and fain Would mortice dogmas on the untameable soul: Trust not the Sadducees, whose hearts remain Unthrilled by harmonies that heavenward roll. Sceptic and orthodox for you are one ; Dry boughs that wither ’neath the eternal sun. 27 DEBATE ON SELF. X. UILD self upon this rock, this perfect three. Faith bids you trust God and your heart alone ; The world for good in spite of evil known, And man beloved maugre the Pharisee; Hope teaches you that, cast upon this sea Of doubt and error, where sin’s storms are blown. You shall not idly to the winds be thrown. But in God’s life, though late, at last be free : Love bears you harmless when the strife is set ’Twixt tyrannous desire, seifs lawless brood. And duty who prescribes their right for all ; Loving your neighbour, you shall ne’er forget He was not made to be your fancy’s food ; Who loves, toward lust shall never wholly fall. 2S DEBATE ON SELF. HIS triune amulet whereof I speak, Nay all have spoken since our world began, Through the dark wood of error guards a man. However turbulent his will or weak. Action and passion on this shore shall break Harmless like waves, which from the deep sea ran With healthful brine upon their crests, the van Of hosts tumultuous driven by whirlwinds bleak. Fear them not thou ! Their bounds ordained have they ; And God’s own life is in their awful play : Affront them with fixed purpose ; more than creeds Are men ; not formulas, nor faiths, nor grey Doctrines secluded from the strength of day, Fashion our fate, but firm self-stationed deeds. 29 PRO AND CON. I. ELL said, most well ! methinks I hear you cry ; Still on my innermost pain of soul not yet The probe of the physician hath been set. The case you treat, calls for the knife ; but I Have thought your thoughts out, summed your when and why. Weighed passion in my balance, banned regret. Yea, round this heart the triune amulet Whereof you speak, have bound ; and yet, I die. There is no lack of courage : but I fain Would learn my own heart’s hunger, whence it springs, Whither it tends, before I breed those wings. Fledged by gaunt appetite from glut of pain. For soaring hence toward undiscovered things. Where lust hath lurked, who proves that love shall reign ? PRO AND CON. II. OT I. ^Vhat I have counselled, is to test That hunger of the heart, its whence and where. By frank adventure light and free as air ; Holding for certain that each human breast Which owns the God wdthin it, will not rest On lust, but choose love for its lord, not snare The vermin of some close uncleanly lair. But pluck from cloud-capped heights yon eagle's nest. You shrink from sin. Nay, shrink ! But say what sin Is deadlier than this slow disease distilled From unassuageable yearnings, pent within Thought’s dungeon walls, whereby the soul is filled With writhing worms of fancy, and alive Lives only for the deaths that in her strive ? PRO AND CON. III. H, I have urged enough ! Pray, pardon me ! ’T was not my purpose to declaim. Yet still I think you murdered good for fear of ill, And walked by faith less than by what you see. Our difference bears plain statement : you and she. Meeting, are conscious of a mutual thrill, Haply the stirring of love’s seed ; you kill This bloom unborn ; I would have let it be, Given it the chance of flower-time. Sure I am The touch-stone of companionship will test Heart’s gold, and purge base pinchbeck : true and sham Fly far as poles asunder, when man’s breast Hath harboured loyalty, faith’s willing guest. Let none fear lust, following Love’s oriflamme. EROS AND ANTEROS. WIN Loves, of one high lineage undefiled, As ye are strong and dreadful, and must be Lords of my life for all eternity. So be ye also merciful and mild. To you I gave myself while yet a child : I cried, ‘ For beauty, lo, I live ; for me There shall be naught in earth or air or sea, By Love to my soul’s Lord unreconciled.’ Slay not your servant ! See me stabbed and stung With arrows of intolerable ire ! Shafts from your splendours on my spirit flung, Have parched my heart’s blood with intensest fire : I vowed to live for your divinity ; Like lightning-smitten Semele, I die. 33 EROS AND ANTEROS. II. I AIR sights and sounds assail me. I am torn By the quick pulses of the passionate sky, Throbbing with light of stars, or stormfully Piling pearled thunder-clouds athwart the morn. The strange sweet glance, the smile of passers borne From hearts that know me not through lip and eye, Thrill me with fruitless longing — I would die To feel their life and be less love-forlorn. The world is thus a quiver stored with sharp Fledged shafts of inexpressible pleasure-pain, Searching the marrow of the wakeful brain ; While memory, like a tense /Eolian harp. Sensitive to the breath of dreams that sweep Its tingling chords, torments the soul in sleep. * B 34 EROS AND ANTEROS. III. ST ANS gustavi mellis paullulum, Et ecce morior ! — A little honey I tasted, pure as palest agrimony, And lo, the death-pangs on my soul are come Was this my sin ? Amid the tangled trees Where He hath set our going, drops the comb From many a pendent bough, the wild bee’s home May we not take thereof a little ease ? God hangs that harmless venom in our sight ; But man’s vow makes it mortal, or man’s will Bent upon lawlessness and lewd delight. Could we but extirpate each thought of ill. Could we but strip our soul of self, we might Aye taste God’s honey on His holy hill. 35 EROS AND ANTEROS. IV. IS self whereby we suffer : ’t is the greed To grasp, the hunger to assimilate All that earth holds of fair and delicate, The lust to blend with beauteous lives, to feed And take our fill of loveliness, which breed This anguish of the soul intemperate : ’Tis self that turns to pain and poisonous hate The calm clear life of love the angels lead. Oh, that ’twere possible this self to burn In the pure flames of joy contemplative ! Then might we love all loveliness, nor yearn With tyrannous longings ; undisturbed might live. Greeting the summer’s and the spring’s return. Nor wailing that their bloom is fugitive ! * D 2 36 L’AMOUR DE L’IMPOSSIBLE. Proxmium. HREE times the Muse, with black bat wings out- spread, Darkening the night, with lightning in her eyes And wrath upon her forehead, bade me rise Where I lay slumbering in oblivion’s bed. The first time I was young ; and though I shed Hot tears for fear of that great enterprise, I followed her, forth to the starless skies. And sang her songs, wild songs of pain and dread. The second time I listened and obeyed : Presumptuous ! ft>r that same thick cloud of song Dwelt on my manhood with a dreadful shade. Once more she comes and calls me all night long. Nay, Muse of Death and Hades ! We have played O’ermuch with madness ! Ah, thou art too strong ! 37 L’AMOUR DE L’IMPOSSIBLE, II. The Furies. HIMiERA, the winged wish that carries men Forth to the bourne of things impossible ; Maya, the sorceress, who meets them when Their hearts with vague untameable longing swell ; These wait on wrinkled Madness, in her den Crouching with writhen smile and mumbled spell. Dread Sisters ! Though thou hadst the strength of ten, Down shalt thou go into the depth of hell. Should one of these once make thy spirit her prize. Who love what may not be, are sick of soul ; And sick of soul who seek with thirsting eyes Wells where the desert’s mirage mist-wreaths roll. Who wed discretion, they alone are wise ; And who place limits on their lusts, are whole. 38 L’AMOUR DE L'IMPOSSIBLE. III. Chimara. 4pav aSwaraiv vSa'os rrjs ^f/vxvs. IIILDHOOD brings flowers to pluck, and butter- flies ; Boyhood hath bat and ball, shy dubious dreams. Foreshadowed love, friendship, prophetic gleams ; Youth takes free pastime under laughing skies ; Ripe manhood weds, made early strong and wise ; Clasping the real, scorning what only seems. He tracks love’s fountain to its furthest streams. Kneels by the cradle where his firstborn lies. Then for the soul athirst, life’s circle run. Yet nought accomplished and the world unknown. Rises Chimoera. Far beyond the sun fler bat’s wings bear us. The emp3 real zone Shrinks into void. ^Ye pant. Thought, sense rebel. And swoon desiring things impossible. 39 L’AMOUR DE L’IMPOSSIBLE. The Pursuit of Beauty. H AN’S soul is drawn by beauty, even as the moth By flame, the cloud by mountains, or as the sea Roaming around earth’s shore incessantly, Ebbs with the moon and surges with her growth And as the moth singes her wings in fire, As clouds upon the hillsides melt in rain. As tides with change unceasing wax and wane. Nor in the moon’s white kisses quell desire j So the soul, drawn by beauty, nothing loth, Burns her bright wings with rapture that is pain. Faints and dissolves or e’er her goal she gain. Flies and pursues that unclasped deity. Fretful, forestalled, blown into foam and froth. Following and foiled, even as I follow Thee ! 40 L’AMOUR DE L’IMPOSSIBLE. V. The Vanishing Point. HERE are who, when the bat on wing transverse Skims the swart surface of some neighbouring mere, Catch that thin cry' too fine for common ear : Thus the last joy-note of the universe Is borne to those few listeners who immerse Their intellectual hearing in no clear Pman, but pierce it with the thin-edged spear , Of utmost beauty which contains a curse. Dead on their sense fall marches hynneneal. Triumphal odes, hy'mns, symphonies sonorous ; They crave one shrill vibration, tense, ideal. Transcending and surpassing the world’s chorus ; Keen, fine, ethereal, exquisitely real. Intangible as star’s light quivering o’er us. 41 L’AMOUR DE L’IMPOSSIBLE. The Tyranny of Chimara. ERAPH, Medusa, Mystery, Sphinx ! Oh Thou That art the unattainable ! Thou dream Incarnate ! Thou frail iridescent gleam ! Fugitive bloom atremble on life’s bough ! Fade, prithee, fade ; and veil thy luminous brow, Chimmra ! Let me ruin adown the stream Of the world’s desolation ! All things seem. Mock, change, illude, from time’s first pulse till now. Nothing is real but thirst, the incurable. Thirst slaked by nought save God withdrawn from sight ; And God is life’s negation ; with Him dwell Souls swallowed in the ocean of blank night. Where vast Nirvana drowneth heaven and hell, And self-annihilation is delight. 42 L’AMOUR DE L’IMPOSSIBLE. VII. Reiiitnciation. EARN to renounce ! Oh, heart of mine, this long Life-struggle with thyself hath been for thee Nought but renunciation ! Souls are free. We cry in youth, and wish can work no wrong. Thus planted I the fiend of fancy strong Within the palace of my mind, to be Master and lord, for perpetuity Of anguish, o’er a fierce rebellious throng : Those tyrannous appetites, those unquelled desires. Day-dreams arrayed like angels, longings crude, Forth-stretchings of the heart toward wandering fires. Forceful imaginations, loves imbued With hell and heaven commingling, which have thrust Hope, health, strength, reason, manhood in the dust. 43 L’AMOUR DE L’IMPOSSIBLE. VIII. The Use of Pain. that hath once in heart and soul and sense Harboured the secret heat of love that yearns With incommunicable violence, Still, though his love be dead and buried, burns Y ea, if he feed not that remorseless flame With fuel of strong thought for ever fresh. The slow fire shrouded in a veil of shame Corrodes his very substance, marrow and flesh. Therefore, in time take heed. Of misery Make wings for soaring o’er the source of pain. Compel thy spirit’s strife to strengthen thee : And seek the stars upon that hurricane Of passionate anguish, which beyond control Pent in thy breast, would rack and rend thy soul. 44 L’AMOUR DE L’IMPOSSIBLE. IX. Limbo. N dreams I walked by Lethe on this side ; There where souls taste not yet the sleepy flood ; Nor in oblivion drink beatitude ; But roam and dote on memory, as they died. Each man, alone unto himself, wide-eyed. Inwardly gazing in abstracted mood, Went by the rvaves ; and all that multitude Seemed in my dreaming thought unsatisfied. Some too there were whose longing, like a crown Of leaden anguish, weighed on weary brows ; Who murmured in delirium : ‘ Down, down, down ! We lived not, for we loved not ! Dreams are we ! Death shuns us, who shunned life ! ^^Tlat hell shall rouse Blank souls from blurred insensibility ? ’ 45 L’AMOUR DE L’IMPOSSIBLE. X. Wishes. jjH, God, that it could be that by some spell Poignant or imperceptible, of pain Or sleep, I might grow young in body and brain. Forgetful and forgiven, as poets tell Men were re-made who drank of Merlin’s well ! Ah, might joy waken, like buds ’neath April rain, At view of yon snow-flushed far Alpine chain. Soaring in storm-swept air immeasurable ! Could I shake off these pangs, these cares that bind Down to base use the incorruptible mind ! Ah, friend, and walk with thee, who art so strong, Freed from old tyrannous yearnings, calm as thou. Bearing abreast with thine a comrade’s brow, Unshamed, unenvious, unperplexed by wrong ! 46 L’AMOUR DE L’IMPOSSIBLE. Convmt Bells. Ifry spake. Those crazy bells three divers messages. Eat, drink, slumber ; take thine ease ; Nothing abides ; void are heaven’s promised wells ! The Tenor sang : Life flies ; my music tells Of human bliss ; delay not, seek and seize ! Then, bat-like, shrill, borne on the twilight breeze. The Treble cried : Buy, buy, what fancy sells ! Yet each voice taught me nothing. How shall I Glut me on thy gross banquet, booming Bass ? And, Tenor, youth was kind, but I was shy ! And thou, keen Treble, is the nightly chase Of dreams that sting but do not satisfy", Food for the soul that craves some living grace ? HE gaunt grey be Sent to my soul The Bass said : 47 L’AMOUR DE L’IMPOSSIBLE. xir. Dcfve sono i bei Alomenti? ORNING of life ! O ne’er recaptured hour, Which some have dulled with fumes of meat and wine ; And some have starved upon the bitter brine Of lean ambition grasping place and power ; And some have drowned in Danae’s vulgar shower Caught by keen harlot souls where ingots shine ; And some have drowsed with ivy wreaths that twine Around Parnassus and the Muses’ bower ; And some exchanged for learning, pelf of thought ; And some consumed in kilns of passion hot With lime and fire to sear the sentient life ; And some have bartered for high-blooded strife Of battle ; — where art thou ? These all have bought With thee their heart’s wish. Youth ! I sold thee not. 48 L’AMOUR DE L’IMPOSSIBLE. xm. Natura Consolatrix . D and the saints forgive us — we who blight With mists of passion and with murk of lust This wonderful fair world, and turn to dust The diamonds of life’s innocent delight ! Who bear within our hearts black envious night, Blunting the blade of joy with sensual rust, Breaking vain wings against the stern Thou Must Blazed in star-fire on Nature’s brows of light ! — Nature, thou gentle mistress, back to thee Thy wandering children bring their cureless thirst Take them, and nurse them, mother, on thy knee Teach them, with vain insatiate longing cursed. To cool life’s ardent anguish at thy breast ; And in thy law that limits give them rest ! 49 L’AMOUR DE L’lMrOSSIBLE XIV. To the Genius of Eternal Slumber. LEEP, that art named eternal ! Is there then No chance of waking in thy noiseless realm ? Come there no fretful dreams to overwhelm The feverish spirits of o’erlaboured men ? Shall conscience sleep where thou art ; and shall pain Lie folded with tired arms around her head ; And memory be stretched upon a bed Of ease, whence she shall never rise again ? O sleep, that art eternal ! Say, shall love Breathe like an infant slumbering at thy breast ? Shall hope there cease to throb ; and shall the smart Of things impossible at length find rest ? Thou answerest not. The poppy-heads above Thy calm brows sleep. How cold, how still thou art ! E 50 THE TEMPTATION OF ADAM. ( Tintoretto at San Rocco . ) AKE thou and eat ; for I have eaten. Lo, These sunbeams through the thick enamelled screen Of apple-laden boughs and laurels green, Stamping the day’s warm kisses, amber glow. Full oil my breasts and flanks of rounded snow. Flecked with smooth shade those flakes of fire be- tween — It is not these have crowned me pleasure’s queen : I am thus wonderful because I know. Take thou and eat : know thou as I have known : Be thou, like me, transformed. On yonder couch. Where the tree’s bole, moss-wrinkled, builds a throne For dalliance deep-embowered in moon-proof gloom. Sense-swallowing bliss Eve’s wisdom shall avouch. And gods, thy seed, stir in my satiate womb. 51 REVOLT. ( To an Italian Verista. ’) De Musset, Byron : these, you say, ed in your poet’s brain that devilish broth, reof the sugary juice and bitter froth Sicken the heart within me this spring day. Kisses that cloy, sleek flesh, veins warm in May, Opulent haunches, scent of Ashtaroth — With such-like nauseous nonsense I am wroth ; I loathe the spirit that wallows in this wet clay ! Nay, claim no kinship with those men of worth. Spirits compact of air and fire, though cursed With crookedest counsel from their hour of birth ! You are of different lineage ; and your worst Was spawned of world-old spoiled Italian earth, Blasphemous, blood-stained, dry with secular thirst. E 2 52 INTELLECTUAL ISOLATION. I. WILL outsoar these clouds, and shake to naught The doubts that daunt my spirit : that is free, Invincible by death or destiny ; Nor need she take of love or friendship thought. Self-centred, self-sustained, self-guided, fraught With fervour of the brain enlightening me. Alone with God upon a shoreless sea. I’ll find what men in crowds have vainly sought. I am at one with solitude, and loathe The tumult of those hopes and fears that fret Weak hearts in throbbing bosoms. Haply yet Some Titan vice or virtue shall unclothe Her mighty limbs for my sole sight, ai d I, Sufficing to myself and wisdom, die. 53 INTELLECTUAL ISOLATION. II. HE world of human woe and weal I shun, Not forasmuch as I despise the joy That lightens when life wakes in girl or boy, And glittering sands through passion’s hour-glass run : Of mortal joys there is not any one But I have made it for myself the toy Of fancy, nor hath love had power to cloy Him who leaves all the deeds of love undone. Despair of full fruition drives me hence. Uncomforted to seek repose in God : Those tyrannous desires that stung my sense At every turn upon the road I trod, Seek their assuagement in a sphere where naught Dares to dispute the sovereignty of thought. 54 INTELLECTUAL ISOLATIONL III. AY, soul, though near to dying, do not this ! It may be that the world and all its ways Seem but spent ashes of extinguished days. And love the phantom of imagined bliss ; Yet what is man among the mysteries Whereof the young-eyed angels sang their praise ? Thou know’st not. Lone and wildered in the maze. See that life’s crown thou dost not idly miss. Is friendship fickle ? Hast thou found her so ? Is God more near thee on that homeless sea Than by the hearths where children come and go? Perchance some rotten loot of sin in thee Hath made thy garden cease to bloom and glow : Hast thou no need from thine own self to flee ? 55 INTELLECTUAL ISOLATION. OULDST thou clasp God apart from man, or dwell Merged in the ocean of that infinite good Where truth and beauty are beatitude, This earth might well appear a living hell. The prison of damned spirits that rebel. Matched with thy paradise of solitude : Nathless it is not clasping God to brood Upon thine own delusive dreams ; the cell Built by an anchorite that strives with fate And kindly fellow feeling, may be found Like to a maniac’s chamber, when too late. Abandoned to his will, without or sound Or sight of men his brethren, on the ground He lies, and all his life is desolate. 56 INTELLECTUAL ISOLATION. T is the centre of the soul that ails : We carry Muth us our own heart’s disease ; And craving the impossible, we freeze The lively rills of love that never fails. What faith, what hope will lend the spirit sails To waft her with a light spray-scattering breeze From this Calypso isle of phantasies. Self-sought, self-gendered, where the daylight pales ? Where wandering visions of forgone desires Pursue her sleepless on a stony strand ; Instead of stars the bleak and baleful fires Of vexed imagination, quivering spires That have nor rest nor substance, light the land. Paced by lean hungry men, a ghostly band ! 57 INTELLECTUAL ISOLATION. VI. that the waters of oblivion Might purge the burdened soul of her life’s dross, Cleansing dark overgrowths that dull the gloss Wherewith her pristine gold so purely shone ! Oh that some spell might make us dream undone Those deeds that fret our pillow, when we toss Racked by the torments of that living cross Where memory frowns, a grim centurion ! Sleep, the kind soother of our bodily smart, Is bought and sold by scales-weight ; quivering nerves Sink into slumber when the hand of art Hath touched some hidden spring of brain or heart ; But for the tainted will no medicine serves ; The road from sin to suffering never swerves. INTELLECTUAL ISOLATION. VII. HAT skill shall anodyne the mind diseased ? Did Rome’s fell tyrant cure his secret sore With those famed draughts of cooling hellebore ? What opiates on the fiends of thought have seized ? This fever of the spirit hath been eased By no grave simples culled on any shore ; No surgeon’s knife, no muttered charm, no lore Of Phoebus Paian have those pangs appeased. Herself must be her saviour. Side by side Spring poisonous weed and helpful antidote Within her tangled herbage ; lonely pride And humble fellow-service ; dreams that dote, Deeds that aspire ; foul sloth, free labour : she Hath power to choose, and what she wills, to be. 59 SELF-CONDEMNATION. OOL, fool ! Is this the end of all thy vaunts ? Where is thy will, that pinnacle sublime Whereto thou daredst thy brother souls to climb, Assailing men more wise with nettling taunts ? Where is that self thou saidst no danger daunts. No dread of years flown by or brooding time? Where is that self-made god ? Like morning rime. He melts ; and horror thy lone spirit haunts. Crouch ’mid thy ruins ! Scatter dust and dung On those proud curls by thine own choice discrowned ! Bite with remorseful teeth that boastful tongue ! Strive in the toils those impious hands have wound ! Howl ! from thy seat of empire thou art flung Forth ’mid brute beasts to grovel on the ground. oo SELF-CONDEMNATION. HOU fool, that saidst : ‘ Lo, I have set my will Firm on yon pinnacle fronting the stars ! I care not how, rending their prison bars. The wild beasts of the passions rage and kill. I am athirst for beauty, and will fill The wine-cup of my madness. I will be God in desire, and god in mastery. Both worlds are mine, for I am sovereign still.’ Thou fool ! No lightning struck thy regal town : No Mene Mcne from thy palace wall Paled the fierce rubies flaming on thy crown : But at the moment when thou hadst chine all, A still small voice within thee murmured ; ‘ Down, Down, headlong down for ever, shalt thou fall I ‘ 6i SELF-CONDEMNATION. HI. EA, this thyself hath wrought, O impotent thou ! That couldst not face the spirit when he came, Whom thine own incantation clad with flame, And meditated joy burned on his brow ! Where are thy spells and thine enchantments now — Magician, who didst boast that thou couldst tame The mightiest of hell’s seraphim, and claim Tribute from Him to whom heaven’s angels bow ? One word hath quelled thee ; one small spoken word, Whispered in silent sadness of thy soul ; While the full tide of beauty round thee stirred. And thy heart’s wish lay in thy will’s control. Down ! spake the voice ; and when that voice was heard. Thy purpose shrivelled like a shrunken scroll. 62 SELF-CONDEMNATION. IV. COURGE me no more ! Satan, that word not I But God within me spake it. Soft and clear He speaketh to His children, ‘ Cast out fear ; The whirlwind and the fire have passed you by. ’ Speak to me, Lord ! \Miat though my spirit, high U plifted, heard not as Thy children hear ; Though, when the whirlwind and the fire were near, I mocked them ; yet behold how low I lie ! Am I not Thine ! Bless me too. Father, Lord ! Esau and Ishmael and Saul were Thine. Make me but see Thy seraph’s fiery sword Waved o’er the Paradise for which I pine ! Christ bared Plis side to Thomas. Give to me Vision of what still veils my soul from Thee ! 63 SELF-CONDEMNATION. N, hast thou sought Me ? Ere that voice that cried : ‘ Down, headlong down, for ever, shalt thou fall ! ’ Didst thou not seal thine ears against My call. And thrust the angel of My love aside ? Rebellious and disdainful in thy pride. Clothing thyself with passion for a pall. Thou didst ring round thy spirit as with a wall Self-deemed impregnable. — The deep seas hide Cities and nations of unburied men ; Earth guards her secret : but the heart that feels, Withholdeth not her purpose from My ken. Thou wouldst not hear the voice that, like a rill O’er field and forest, fertilising steals ; Then spake My wrath, but spake in mercy still. 64 SELF-CONDEMNATION. VI. OW have I sought Thee not, O Lord my God ? Have I not sought the stars that stud Thy skies ; Thine oracles of sunset and sunrise ; The domes of clouds whereon Thy feet have trod ; The flowers which Thou hast scattered on earth s sod ; The winds and waves wherethrough Thy spirit cries ; The pine-clad hills that to Thy praise arise ; Men in Thine image moulded from the clod ? I sought them all ; but, seeking, found not Thee. Self seeking, or wrong seeking, sought I them. And Thou at length, in this last agony, Criest : ‘ Thine own heart seek ! I, I am here ! ’ Oh, let me take Thy mantle by the hem ! Deliver me. Lord God, from this blank fear ! 6s SELF-CONDEMNATION. VII. HAVE not sought Thee as I might have sought. I said : In this tempestuous turbid age Walk we at will on our own pilgrimage. Take we the impulse of each natural thought : God dwells not in the houses hands have wrought. Nor in the words of any printed page : Man’s heart holds God ; where good and evil wage Eternal war, God’s self to sight is brought. Spake I thus in my suffering or my strength ? Was this commandment from the voice above, Or malediction of the muttering pit ? I know not. I but crave through life at length To reach the universal song of love, And faint on this world’s v/ays desiring it. * F 66 O, SI! O, SI! HE good thou era vest might have once been thine, Hadst thou not made thy will the instrument Of forceful folly, on vain rapture bent. Thou from the boughs didst rend that fruit malign. Which, slowly ripening ’neath the touch divine Of hours and days and seasons, should have leant At last to bless thee with the full content Of wedded lives in love’s most holy shrine. Now with intemperate fingers having tom. Thou findest beauty but a poisonous lure Unto thy soul’s destruction, joy a thorn. Love’s orient wings smirched with the mire impure Of frustrate lust, friendship no sooner born Than tettered with disease what skill can cure ? 67 AMENDS. ROM evil things can things of good take growth, Even as the lily and life-nourishing corn From rank corruption, where worms twine, are born ? ’Twixt vice and virtue shall there be sworn troth; T ruth spring from falsehood and a futile oath ; Honour emerge, white as the jocund morn. From the heart’s night and utter shame forlorn? — Heaven’s stars shine overhead. My soul is loth To know that God who made her. He for whom She yearns in darkness and her living tomb. Meant not, through beauty and the dreadful stress Of tyrannous desire, toward light from gloom To lead her blindfold, and by love’s excess To prove of good the supreme loveliness. F 2 AMENDS. II. IS good we crave in all things : naught but this Quenches the quick sharp agony of fire Wherein we singe the wings of vain desire, And swoon, scorched, sentient, ere we seize our bliss. Not evil but good hales us ; and our kiss. Pressed on live lips of flame where hopes e.xpire, Is given to some pure image, loftier, higher, MTiose full fruition man must ever miss. Thus wrestle we with pale similitudes And phantoms of the sempiternal fair : Yet finding passion, through those various moods Weak as grey cobweb meshes spun in air. Beaded with dew which the frail sight illudes. Turn we to God. Lo, what we seek is there ! 69 AMENDS. HI. E turn to God. But, turning, at His touch. Force is we face the everlasting debt Contracted to that living light which yet Burns in the one we loved ; whom overmuch We sought ; whose soul of souls we dared to smutch. Bound to ourself by bonds both ne’er forget, That self emerges ; and all hope is set On that loved self’s salvation. So we clutch. As some wave-whelmed wretch will grasp a straw, At good deeds ’mid the whirlpool of deeds bad. Help we our fellow-sufferer ! May our sin. Transmuted by divine soul-softening law. Assume the shape of kindness ! Let us win Mercy ! In purgatorial flames our soul is clad. 70 AMENDS. IV. SWIFT and easy the descent to hell ! Toilsome and slow the resurrection way Toward righteousness and heaven’s immortal day! Yet faint not thou. What seems impossible, By blank persistence and a stubborn will Shall be accomplished. Or if God say nay, Strive thou. It is thy duty. Strive and pray. Pray, love, believe that all must yet be well. Thou hast one only hope. Give thou thy best : Thought, substance, time, volition : to the task. Forget things flown. Care not what men may ask. Stretch forth thy self to help, to save that soul Which to thy soul in sin’s red hour was pressed. The end is God’s : He planned. He rules the whole. 71 VERSOHNUNG. Union with God. AN’S solitude brings the soul back to Him In whom all live and move and have their being. Baffled by dreams of bliss before us fleeing, Pent in our prison-house of yearnings dim, Barred by stern fate from blending limb with limb And life with life, though tortured by the seeing Of beauteous shapes with our heart’s wish agreeing. Clasping fair fiends of hell for seraphim. Deceived and desolate, at length we’re driven Into His arms for everlasting fusion. It is no groundless hope, no vain delusion. That makes this earth we know less real than heaven. We need God to explain man ; God once given. The problems that perplexed life find solution. « F 4 72 VERSOH^*UXG. A Belief. O seed shall perish which the soul hath sown. Nothing in man declines toward death, but flies Heavenward to fold pure plumes in Paradise, And build the immortal concert, tone by tone. Of earthly grossness purged, zone over zone Ascending, 'neath those everlasting eyes That stud with stars of life the invisible skies, Each word, each act shines clear before the throne. There He makes all things whole. Not down to vice. But up to good, sustained by strong desire. This faith prompts man to soar. This fervent fire Melts at a touch fear’s old thick-ribbW ice. Consumes hope’s dungeon-bars, and sets love free To triumph o’er destructibility. 73 VERSOHNUNG. III. The Prism of Life, LL that began with God, in God must end : All lives are garnered in His final bliss : All wills hereafter shall be one with His : When in the sea we sought, our spirits blend. Rays of pure light, which one frail prism may rend Into conflicting colours, meet and kiss With manifold attraction, yet still miss Contentment, while their kindred hues contend. Break but that three-edged glass : — inviolate The sundered beams resume their primal state, Weaving pure light in flawless harmony. Thus decomposed, subject to love and strife, God’s thought, made conscious through man’s mortal life, Resumes through death the eternal unity. 74 VERSOHNUNG. Forgetting things past. UG not thy lives o’erlived. For plastic souls Oblivion is the everlasting source Of youth renewed, hope, courage, action, force : This Lethe from life’s deepest fountain rolls. Pore not upon thy past’s worm-eaten scrolls. Nor linger by the dead sea of remorse ; Press forward with sails straining on thy course Toward either of earth’s undiscovered poles. Nature remembers not her past : each hour. Oblivious of unnumbered sons fled. She sows new seeds with inexhausted power Through the vast universe divinely spread ; And lives afresh in star, man, beast, and flower ; Nor wastes one tear for generations dead. 75 VERSOHNUNG. V. The Victo?-. OUL, rule thyself. On passion, deed, desire. Lay thou the laws of thy deliberate will. Stand at thy chosen post, faith’s sentinel ; Though hell’s lost legions ring thee round with fire. Learn to endure. Dark vigil hours shall tire Thy wakeful eyes ; regrets thy bosom thrill ; Slow years thy loveless flower of youth shall kill ; Yea, thou shalt yearn for lute and wanton lyre. Y et is thy guerdon great : thine the reward Of those elect who, scorning Circe’s lure. Grown early wise, make living right their lord. Clothed with celestial steel, these walk secure ; Masters, not slaves. Over their heads the pure Ifeavens bow, and guardian seraphs wave God’s sword. VERSOHNUNG. VI. Adventante Deo. I FT up your heads, gates of my heart, unfold Your portals to salute the King of kings f Behold him come, home on cherubic wings _ Engrained with crimson eyes and grail of gold ! Before His path the thunder clouds rvithhold Their stormy pinions, and the desert sings : He from His lips divine and forehead flings Sunlight of peace unfathomed, bliss untold. O soul, faint soul, disquieted how long ! Lift up thine eyes, for lo, thy Lord is near. Lord of all loveliness and strength and song. The Lord who brings heart-sadness better cheer. Scattering those midnight dreams that dote on wrong, Purging with heaven’s pure rays love’s atmosphere ! 77 UNREST. r of the night ? Upon the western bar white light lingers ; and the East is grey ot yet with risings of the wished-for day, Nor yet the glimmering of dawn’s herald star Sheds hope, however faint and frail and far : Still ringed around with gloom we sit and say, What of the night ? Still wrestle we as they Who wage with shapes of fever fruitless war. For weariness our very souls expire. For watching and for waiting. Is there worse Torment than this of ours, for whom no fire Of Hell is lighted ; but our barren curse Is summed in one inexorable verse — That without hope we languish in desire ? 78 UNREST. II. APPY were they who fought with beasts and fell Bloodstained on sand beneath the lion’s paw ; Heaven open with untroubled eyes they saw, And through the fierce assembly’s savage yell Heard symphonies of angels. It was well Thus daring nobly for the better law, To march into the wide and ravening maw Of mere material death unterrible. But we who strike at shadows, we who fight With yielding darkness and with thin night-air, Who shed no blood, who see no hideous sight. For whom no heaven is opened — our despair And utter desolation infinite Can find nor calm nor comfort anywhere. 79 AN OLD GORDIAN KNOT. ETWEEN tliose men of old who nothing knew, But sang their song and cried the world is fair. Or dreamed a dream of heaven to cheat despair, Piling void temples ’neath the voiceless blue. And those for whom with revelation due Pure wisdom and the lore of all things good May yet be granted in the plenitude Of ages still to come and aeons new, Stand we who, knowing, yet know naught : undone Is all the fabric of that former dream ; Those songs we have unlearned, and, one by one. Have tossed illusions down the shoreless stream ; Tearless and passionless we greet the sun. And with cold eyes gaze on a garish gleam. 8o AN OLD GORDIAN KNOT. II. STOOD at sunrise on an Alpine height Whence plains were visible, and the domed sky Spread vacant in serene immensity ; Westward beneath my feet-curled vapours white, And grew and gathered, while the East was bright : Then as the silver wreaths clomb silently, Methought a shadowy giant steeple-high Towered up above me ringed with radiant light. Standing he bore the shape of me who stood Sole on that summit ; yea, he bowed or rose. Beckoned or threatened, as my varying mood Constrained his movement ; till the light that grew. Wrought from the strife of clouds supreme repose. And heaven once more was still and stainless blue. 8i AN OLD GORDIAN KNOT. []HEN in my soul I cried : even such is God — Made in our image, fashioned in our form. Woven on the vapours of the secular storm. Where spirit stirred not, nay nor Seraph trod : He framed no Adam from the plastic clod. No Eve for Adam’s helpmate ; but this worm. Spawned by the world what time her spring wa.s warm. This man, that crawled on earth’s primeval sod. Learned not himself, but seeking outward saw Transfigured self on circumambient air ; Whence seized by fatal impulse and strange awe, Worshipping what he knew not, he enslaved Aions of men who blindly wept and raved To filmy phantoms of their own despair. G 82 AN OLD GORDIAN KNOT. IV. OLOCH whose frown with furnace flame is dim, Starlike Astarte and crowned Ashtaroth, With her who rising from the bitter froth Of ocean waves loosened each languid limb ; Jehovah, Lord of holiness, whose wrath Scatters like clouds the shuddering Seraphim, And He, the Crucified, who bound to Him The bleeding nations with a brother’s oath ; All these, and all besides whom all men fear. Are the phantasmal shadowy shows of man, Flesh of our flesh, soul of our soul, made clear And magnified for feeble eyes to scan ; Our gods ourselves are, glorious or base. As the dream varies with the varying race. 83 AN OLD GORDIAN KNOT. V. T then was He, the Sun, who flashed his ray 'n that thin veil of momentary mist, i^ho summoned from the darkness and dis- missed The spectre of myself at break of day ? Was he not Lord perchance ? The phantom grey. Glimmering with purple and pale amethyst. He played with, as kings play with whom they list. Then did but smile, and made it melt away. Thus, howsoe’er our dreams and visions range. Dwells there not One secure, who still abides. Creating all, surveying chance and change. Whose ray the darkness and the cloud divides ? Him yet we see not, but shall surely see When in His time He bids the shadows flee. G 2 84 AN OLD GORDIAN KNOT. VI. this indeed be truth, how long .shall man, Involved in dreams, deluded by vain hope, Fulfil the past’s forgotten horoscope. Nor raise his head to heaven’s meridian ? let him raise it : let him scan temples of the sky from base to cope : What finds he there? The azure arches slope Upward as when creation’s day began ; Pure light, pure ether, fine, impalpable : No form appears ; no thunder from the void Startles the stillness with plain oracle ; The powers of earth and heaven are still employed In weaving their thin veil invisible. Nor have the growing years the veil destroyed. Alas ! nay, The 85 AN OLD GORDIAN KNOT. VII. ART of the whole that never can be known, Is this poor atom that we call our world ; Part of this part amid confusion hurled Is man, an idiot on a crumbling throne : Yea, and each .separate soul that works alone, Striving to pierce the clouds around him curled. Gasps but one moment in the tempest whirled, And what he builds strong Death hath overthrown. How shall this fragment of a waif, this scape In the oblivion of unreckoned years. This momentary guest of time, this ape That grins and chatters amid smiles and tears, — How shall he seize the skirts of God and shape To solid form the truth that disappears? 86 AN OLD GORDIAN KNOT. VIII. T man with man, let race with race, let age With age aeonian linked in serried line. Scale the celestial station crystalline And with high God continual battle wage ; Nay, let them pace in patient pilgrimage Toward that unknown mysterious hidden shrine Where dwells the very truth and life divine. If haply they may greet and kiss their liege. O whither, whither shall their steps be led ? Upward or downward, on what paths of thought ? Have ye not seen the clouds that morning bred. Storming Olympus with fierce thunder fraught? Ere noon they went their way, and overhead The same clear web of limpid light was wrought. 87 ON THE SACRO MONTE. TAIR over stair, we scaled the gradual way, Through chestnut woods and smooth deep-shel- tered lawns Unshaven, where the starry wind-flower dawns ; And, as we rose, outspread beneath us lay The Lombard champaign — lake and castle grey. And liquid lapse of river, and the line Of dim aerial snow-touched Apennine, With Milan like an island far away. And still, at every turning, as we trod, A chapel rose before us, built for prayer, With dome and pinnacle and statue white Sculptured upon that azure depth of air ; Till on the mountain’s brow the house of God Flung wide huge portals to the orient light. 88 ON THE SACRO MONTE. II. WAS Easter morning. We too knelt and prayed Among the country folk who sought that shrine, And felt with them a something more dhine Breathe in the gloom of arch and colonnade ; As though some god high o’er this hill had made A meeting-place where heaven on earth might shine, Between gross plain and pure skies cr)-stalline, With more of lustre and with softer shade. How many a century of pilgrim feet Have worn those flinty ways whereby we came ! How many a deity from yonder seat Hath jrazed across the incense and the flame To mountains where yon vapours roll and meet. And nature reigns, changeful, unchanged, the same ! 89 ON THE SACRO MONTE. HI. HO knows the names of all the powers who held This holy mountain and this seat of prayer ? With what blood-sacrifice and horrid blare The first rude wood-god’s bestial rage was quelled ! Then reigned a queen of heaven, whose smile compelled The wandering stars and soothed tempestuous air ; Hers were the cubs of wild beasts, hers the fair Virgins who clashed their timbrels silvery-belled. She passed, and in her stead great Alpine Jove Dwelt on this summit, with fraternal nod Hurling his thunders southward to the grove Iguvian, where his brother ruled, a god : And when he failed, came Mary and her Son, And all those elder creeds were blurred in one. 90 ON THE SACRO MONTE. IV. is a solemn and soul-sobering truth That faiths must fade, and deities decay, No less than men who kneel to them and pray. Earth hides no fountain of perpetual youth ; life’s nursing father, knows not ruth ; Whether the flower fate pluck have bloomed to-day. Or grown through lingering ages faint and grey. It falls, and dies, and yields to fresher growth. This is the law that on all things of earth Weighs for some purposed end we may not scan. Meanwhile, supplanting decadence with birth. From stage to stage travels the soul of man. Crowned with the spoils of time, spurning the tomb. Thought wins her upward way to light from gloom. And death. 91 ON THE SACRO MONTE. V. EA, though our faiths fade ; though the roseate glow Pass from pure lips of gods auroral born In Hellas ; though the mute pale Christ forlorn Breathe from his cross no more than human woe And human will to succour ; yet we know That faith emergent from her husks outworn Spreads ampler pinions in the eternal morn, And truth’s immortal sinews stronger grow. Types fail ; forms fade ; gods perish ; man survives. More than the gods she made, loftier than they. Older and younger, through unnumbered lives And endless deaths fulfilling destiny. From dawn to noon of her seonian day Sphere over sphere ascends Humanity. 92 ON THE SACRO MONTE. VI. AN too shall fade and perish. That must be. The fields of space with seventy million suns Sparkle. For each, for all, time's hour-glass runs Toward some fixed moment of mortality. Look up ; ’tis night : there on that starry sea The Pharos-flame of Algol ebbs and flows ; Now shrinks to twilight, now intensely glows ; Waxing and waning as the minutes flee. — For Algol had a comrade, whose clear song Resounds no longer from the angelic choir ; Nameless and voiceless, round his brother’s fire He circles dark amid the luminous throng : And there are countless worlds which, dead like him. Still roll through interstellar midnight dim. 93 ON THE SACRO MONTE. VII. RUE, man shall fall on dotage, like his creeds ; Naught shall remain of all those cities fair. This wondrous knowledge, these strong brains that dare. Stout hearts and hands that work heroic deeds. Earth shall grow cold : the humblest, hardiest weeds. That spread tough filaments to Arctic air. Shall fail from our frore planet, while the bare Dry vacant globe still through void ether speeds. There is no dreadfulness in death and doom. Annihilated worlds daunt not man’s soul. She looks beyond the tempest and the tomb Of faiths and lives and systems, based secure On her own strength that dateless must endure. Joying in Beauty, Goodness, God, the Whole. 94 ON THE SACRO MONTE. VIII. BLIND, misguided, wandering, wilful age I The hosts of heaven are numbered ; the deep sky Is robbed of her cerulean secresy ; Earth’s runic scrolls unravel, page by page. Why go ye forth, O men, on pilgrimage To map the mountains and the sea to spy, Leaving yourseh'es ? Locked in your bosoms lie Depths deeper than thought’s plummet-line can gauge. Seek what ye seek. Garner the boundless store Of science. Tempt each year new paths untrod. Pile the huge pyramid of facts. Explore Life’s sentient shrines. On pain unshuddering pry. Yet find ye not the everlasting I, Nor solve the secret of the name of God. 95 ON THE SACRO MONTE. AINLY we name and measure Him, whose name. Were the whole universe voiced in one word, Would still be wrongly, indistinctly heard ; Whose substance, were the wide world’s walls of flame Contracted to one calculable frame. Would foil the meting-rod, and still be found Subtler and vaster than all thought can sound ; For ever varying, yet for aye the same. Leave then this quest, and let earth’s oracle Henceforward be the still small human cry, Speaking through silence from life’s inmost cell. The time may come — nay, haply, now is nigh — When, as at Pentecost those fire-tongues fell, New creeds shall dawn, doomed, like the old, to die 96 ON THE SACRO MONTE. X. ODS fade ; but God abides, and in man’s heart Speaks with the clear unconquerable cry Of energies and hopes that cannot die. We feel this sentient self the counterpart Of some self vaster than the star-girt sky. Yea, though our utterance falter ; though no art By more than sign or .symbol may impart This faith of faiths that lifts our courage high ; Yet are there human duties, human needs. Love, charity, self-sacrifice, pure deeds. Tender affections, helpful ser\-ice, war Waged against tyranny, fraud, suffering, crime : These, ever strengthening with the strength of time. Exalt man higher than fabled angels are. 97 ON THE SACRO MONTE. HIS is religion, leading us to God. For this those dumb blind generations wrought In midnight darkness and the dawn of thought . To win this faith those myriad pilgrims trod Yon stairs, and soaked with blood this sacred sod ; Forged iron creeds and idols terror-fraught ; Wandered long years in mazy labyrinths caught ; Scourged, tortured, slew with persecution’s rod. Faiths fade, and superstitions fail; but still Men live by faith, and still from erring creeds Extract truth’s essence. Gods decline and die ; Yet God endures: and still, while God recedes, Man probes the earth, weighs planets, sweeps the sky ; But finds God here in his own heart and will. H 98 ON THE SACRO MONTE. XII. HEREFORE the shrine is sacred, and that old Dumb instinct leads the country folk to pray Still on this Field of Flowers each holy day : Yea, when the creeds of Christendom are cold When Jesus’ tale in Bethlehem shall be told Like Buddha’s or like Mahomet’s ; and the grey Shades from the sepulchre be rolled away ; And all men’s eyes the corpse of Christ behold ; Still shall the country folk ascend these stairs, Still shall this shrine be holy : for man’s heart. Although faiths fade, will seek a place for prayers, Where soothing life’s immedicable smart. It may repose fanned by diviner airs. And commune with the Soul that dwells apart. 99 THE THOUGHT OF DEATH. j|HO hath not dreamed, amid this toilsome life, Of tranquil spirits fallen upon sleep. Sighing — ‘ Dear Death ! they have no pain who keep Sabbath in thy mild realm withdrawn from strife ? ’ But when the heart-blood ebbs, when day by day Our own thin fingers grow more pinched and white. When the starved nerves are thirsting for the light. We mourn — ‘ O Life that leaves us, strong Life, stay ! Give back once more the throb, the pulse, the pain ! Nay, if it need be, rend and torture us : But leave us not to languish ! ’ — Even thus. Between the boon of life and the grave’s gain. There is a dreadful moment, ere the brain Sinks into nothing spent and slumberous. H 2 lOO THE THOUGHT OF DEATH, i.i. OW is it that the thoughts of Love and Death Are so indissolubly blent that Love, When first he wings the soul to soar above This prison-house wherein she languisheth, Calls with the strength of morning in his breath, And in his eyes the calm pure light thereof. On Death — as though Death only knew what Love In his clear cry, far above singing, saith ? Death answers. — Hark ! Von surly sullen knell Swings o’er the sward where lovers hand in hand Stroll ’mid forget-me-nots from glade to glade : Through tears they smile and listen where they stand, The while that low note of the booming bell Saith to their soul ; ‘ With me Love shall not fade lOI THE THOUGHT OF DEATH, in EEP calleth unto deep : the Infinite Within us to the Infinite without Cries with an inextinguishable shout, In spite of all we do to stifle it. Therefore Death in the coming gloom hath lit A torch for Love to fly to. Dread and Doubt Vanish like broken armies in the rout, When the swords splinter and the hauberks split. But in the interval of crossing spears There is a stagnant dark, where all things seem By frauds encompassed and confused with fears : . Herein we live our common lives, and dream ; Yet even here, remembering Love, we may Look with calm eyes for Death to summon day. 102 THE THOUGHT OF DEATH. IV. AN dissolution build ? Shall death amend Chaos on chaos hurled of human hope, Co-ordinate our effort with our scope. And in white light the hues of conflict blend ? — Alas ! we know not where our footsteps tend : High overhead the unascended cope Is lost in ether, while we blindly grope ’Mid mist-wreaths that the warring thunders rend. — Somehow, we know not how ; somewhere, but where We know not ; by some hand, we know not whose. Toy must absorb the whole wide world’s despair. This we call Faith : but if we dare impose Form on this faith, we shall but beat the air Or build foundations on the baseless ooze. 103 THE THOUGHT OF DEATH. V. many cities have been builded there — le Sybaris and Croton of dead creeds, here now the Nereids hang their filmy weeds, And ’neath the sand the slain gods slumber fair. None stirs their sleep with praise or any prayer ; For a young god is reigning, and he leads Our faint eyes upward from the flowery meads, As though to greet an angel unaware. He too shall sink and sleep. Age after age Invents new saviours and new deities, Crying Hosannah ! while the withered page Of mortal life blackens with blood and sighs ; Nor all our loves nor all the wars we wage. Can lift us to the cold unpitying skies. 104 THE THOUGHT OF DEATH. VI. ILL death be outlet for us into light And peace and plenitude of happiness ? Shall we grasp all things which we do but guess ? Or shall we lie lost in a starless night ? Or by slow upward strivings infinite Shall we plod on, for ever comfortless, For ever ringed with impotent distress, And fooled as now with many a vain delight ? Shall we ourselves survive, or do we live Enfolded in a life that is not ours. Flaming like sparks intense but fugitive To make the whole vast sea of splendour glow ? Shall we gain insight ; or the more we know. Still find new limits for our widening powers ? 105 THE THOUGHT OF DEATH. VII. not the large life of the Universe Ifil its children ? — Haply ’t were enough ke April snakes to cast the treacherous slough Of fleshly stupors that the soul immerse. Who knows if Death, miscalled the primal curse, Be not life’s crown of blessings ? Stern and rough. His breath perchance will sever at a puff The birth-bred vapours that our sun amerce. The self that binds thought, feeling, flesh in one, Is form, not matter ; nay, whate’er we see. Hath form ; blank matter is a name or nought. Shall then each point of vital unity Perish ? Or shall new webs of life be spun To clasp it quivering in the skein of thought ? io6 THE THOUGHT OF DEATH. VIII. HESE questions all men ask ; but none can make Su Fit answer for their anguish here below. |SH| The howling whirlwinds of existence blow Onward for ever o’er an endless lake : We watch the struggling barks around us take Their fated course ; and that is all we know ; They sail, they sink ; no sign the waters show ; While straining myriads follow in our wake. The force that speeds our flight we cannot see : No voice of man or God survives the storm ; Nor ’mid the weltering waves hath any form Risen to fill the vast vacuity : Nay, if at times there stream athwart the night Some forked flame, it dazzles but to blight. 107 THE THOUGHT OF DEATH. IX. ARD for ever flows the tide of Life, ill broadening, gathering to itself the rills rat made dim music in the primal hills, And tossing crested waves of joy and strife. We watch it rising where no seeds are rife, But fire the elemental vortex fills ; Through plant and beast it streams, till human wills Unfold the sanctities of human life. Further we see not. But here faith joins hands With reason : life that onward came to us From simple to more complex, still must flow Forward and forward through far wider lands : — If thought begins with man, the luminous Kingdom of mind beyond him still must grow. io8 THE THOUGHT OF DEATH. S there then hope that thou and I shall be Saved from the ruin of the ravenous years, And placed, though late, at last among our peers On the firm heights of immortality ? Nay, not so. Thought may bum eternally. And beacon through ten thousand broadening spheres. Using our lives like wood that disappears In the fierce flame it feeds continually. Thus we may serve to build the cosmic soul As moments in its being : but to deem That we shall therefore grow to grasp the whole, Or last as separate atoms in the stream Of Life transcendent, were a beauteous dream, Too frail to bear stern reason’s .strong control. 109 THE THOUGHT OF DEATH. XI. Hope, cast back on Feeling, argues thus ‘ thought be highest in the scale we see, 'hat thought is also personality. Conscious of self, aspiring, emulous. Growth furthermore means goodness : naught in us Abides and flourishes, unless it be Tempered for life by love’s vitality : Evil is everywhere deciduous. Shall then the universal Thought, pure mind, Pure growth, pure good, be found impersonal ? And if a Person, dare we think or call Him cruel, to his members so unkind. As to permit our agony, nor bind Each flower Death plucks into Life’s coronal ? no THE THOUGHT OF DEATH. XII. foolish Hope ! How many flowers have faded Long ere the petals of their prime were spread ; How many on dry earth their bloom have shed, By blight deformed, by canker-worms invaded ! To arch these aisles, these labyrinths colonnaded. That soar so light and lustrous overhead, To build these domes that echo to our tread. How many million men have died unaided ! Each stone of this huge house of human thought Was hewn with sweat and sighs, with blood and tears Cemented, by dumb children of blind j’ears. Toiling instinctively and terror-fraught, ’Mid anguish and intolerable fears. Nor knowing what their bleeding hands had wrought. Ill THE THOUGHT OF DEATH. XIII. HALL these arise winged by immortal mind, Who toiled on earth obscure and vegetive ? If life be prescient thought’s prerogative, They can but die whose germ of thought was blind. — Sightless and mute, leaving no trace behind. See them whirl past like mists the breezes weave. Blurred forms, and faces undemonstrative, Blown by the blank and elemental wind. — First founders of our race, the name whereby God knows you in the place of death and hell, Is legion ! Numberless they hurry by. Growing more vaporous ; till who shall tell If those last shapes be men, — those clouds that fly ’Twixt lurid lights and glooms inscrutable? II2 THE THOUGHT OF DEATH. XIV. OR these alone perplex me : but I see The multitudes of babes untimely slain ; The phalanx of bleared idiots in whose brain Echo is dumb ; the blank-eyed company Of self-imbruted slaves, whose atrophy Sinks the blunt spirit beneath sense of pain ; The serfs of crime and labour who remain Lost ’mid our daylight in dull miser)' : All who through fault of self or circumstance, Through sin of parents or through primal flaw. Live stunted, dwarfed, foredoomed to ignorance. Perverse, abortive, swerving from the law, Twy-formed, twy-natured, crude, corrupted, raw — How can these claim a God’s inheritance? THE THOUGHT OF DEATH. XV. ELIVERANCE may reach them from the wrong Of Life — but not such salvage as we crave From the cold clutch of Death’s congealing wave Into a land of warmth and morning song. Is this then all wherefor we dare to long? Is rest the end — rest in the silent grave. For king and clown, fool, sage, and saint and knave. Whelmed in one nameless, dateless, rankless throng ? Not even thus would the huge wrongs of life Be righted : for annihilation is not peace. Nor sleep, nor passiveness, nor truce to strife ; All these imply something that doth not cease ; Nor by obliterating man shall God Straighten the paths whereon man’s feet hare trod. THE THOUGHT OF DEATH. XVI. F God exist, justice demands that He Should compensate the pains of earth, redress The balance of unequal happiness. And mould aright misshaped monstrosity. The time hath long gone by since man could bless A monarch throned above a sapphire sea. With seraphim for songsters, smilingly Surveying earth and all earth’s helplessness. But when we prate of God, what do we mean ? Our age that hath so many faiths outworn. Outlived so many longings on the scene Of human hopes and human agony. Waits a new reading of that Name, forlorn And wrapped in dreamings of the things to be. ”5 THE THOUGHT OF DEATH. XVII. I ERCHANCE our sons shall learn to cling to Him, As scarce less impotent than we, who will But can not, tempest-tossed by passions still, And thwarted by blind force and anguish grim. It may be they will need no teraphim To pray to, but will take the good and ill With calm indifference, content to fill Their place and pass into the twilight dim. Nay, peradventure they shall thrill with joy. Feeling the pulse of the huge Being throb, Divining God in forces that destroy And build afresh, praising the years that rob And years that yield, dizzy and drunk with bliss By gazing on the infinite abyss. 1 2 ii6 THE THOUGHT OF DEATH. HIS also were a creed. Less amorous Than Nature was grim Baal or Juggernaut : Nor have the sons of Zion chaunted aught Richer with love divine, more rapturous, Than that thanksgiving chorus borne to us Across dead years from marshes fever-fraught. Where the Imperial Stoic waked and wrought ’Mid the wild din of legions mutinous. Nature will then usurp on Deity ; And with the shadow of the God we fear, The dread of life to come will disappear. — Oh ! without God shall Love or Reason be? Lacking the hope of life, how cold and drear Must be the joys of poor mortality ! THE THOUGHT OF DEATH. XIX. s'E saith, ‘The world’s a stage : I took my seat I saw the show ; and now ’t is time to rise. ’ Another saith, ‘ I came with eager eyes Into life’s banquet-hall to drink and eat : I'he hour hath struck, when I must shoe my feet, And gird me for the way that deathward lies.’ Another saith, ‘ Life is a bird that flies From dark through light to darkness, arrowy-fleet.’ One show ; one feast ; one flight must that be all ? Could we unlearn this longing, could we cry, ‘ Thanks for our part in life’s fair festival ! We know not whence we came, we know not why We go, nor where ; but God is over all ! ' It would not then be terrible to die. iiS THE THOUGHT OF DEATH. pNE saith : The whole world is a Comedy Played for the mirth of God upon his throne, Whereof the hidden meanings will be known When IMichael's trumpet thrills through earth and sea. Fate is the dramaturge ; necessity Allots the parts ; the scenes, by nature shown, Embrace each element and every zone Ordered with infinite vaiiety. — Another saith : No calm-eyed Sophocles Indites the tragedy of human doom. But some cold scornful Aristophanes, Whose zanies gape and gibber in thick gloom. While nightingales, shrill ’mid the shivering trees. Tar on the silence of the neighbouring tomb. THE THOUGHT OF DEATH. XXI. USH, heart of mine ! Nor jest nor blasphemy Beseems the strengthless creature of an hour ! Wed resignation rather ; dread the power, Whate’er it be, that rules thy destiny. Nay, learn to love ; love irresistibly ! With obstinate reiteration shower Praises and prayers, thy spirit’s dearest dower. On the mute altar of that deity ! They work no wrong who worship : they are pure Who seek God even in the sightless blue : And they have hope of victory who endure. This mortal life, like a dark avenue, Is leading thee perchance to light secure And limitless horizons clear to view. 120 THE THOUGHT OF DEATH, xxn. {A Palinode.) AY, Death, thou art a shadow ! Even as light Is but the shadow of invisible God, And of that shade the shadow is thin Night, Veiling the earth whereon our feet have trod ; ■So art Thou but the shadow of this life. Itself the pale and unsubstantial shade Of living God, fulfilled by love and strife Throughout the universe Himself hath made : And as frail Night, following the flight of earth. Obscures the world we breathe in, for a while. So Thou, the reflex of our mortal birth, Veilest the life wherein we weep and smile ; But when both earth and life are whirled away. What shade can shroud us from God’s deathless day? I2I MYSTERY OF MYSTERIES. I. O sins, shall die ; who dies, shall suffer pain. — Dire trinity of anguish, death and guilt. On whose inscrutable foundations built The riddle of creation racks man’s brain ! Probe as we will, with firm persistent strain Plunging thought’s rapier-blade from point to hilt. Till the last heart’s drop of the world be spilt. Deep at the roots of life these three remain. Sin, Death and Suffering ! Mystery triune. Whereof the name is legion ! Multiform Symptom of irremoveable disease ! Discord that jars upon the sphery tune Sung in the ears of seraphs ! Sunless storm Troubling the depth of God’s refulgent ease ! 122 MYSTERY OT MYSTERIES. LD as the oldest origins of life ; Before the fixed stars and the planets were; While yet these elements, earth, water, air. With fire commingling ignorant of strife. Whirled in fierce eddying gyres ; was evil there Where good was ; and the fruitful twins were rife With multitudinous worlds; on good, his wife. Evil begat this daedal earth so fair. Yet oh, the intolerable cross of pain ! And oh, the envenomed viper-tooth of guilt ! And oh, death’s dreadful knocking at our gate ! The suffering heart, the sentient human brain. Shrink from this law whereby the world was built ; Faith seeks some blessing in the curse of fate. 123 MYSTERY OF MYSTERIES. III. WEEPING the wintry skies with optic glass, High on his tower, the stationed eremite Of science through long vigil hours of night Views in continuous procession pass Suns beyond suns, countless as blades of grass : Thousands on thousands quail his eager sight ; And still as earth spins round, new sparks of light Start from the void and swell the glittering mass. A million billion worlds, could we but gauge One interstellar point of gloom, would swim From those black gulfs; yet far beyond the dim Scope of man’s sense and engine-building brain. Heaven’s endless depths unfathomed, heaven’s dark page Unread, unransacked, unexplored, remain. 124 MYSTERY OF MYSTERIES. HROUGH all those suns, throughout those cir- cling spheres, Are sin, death, suffering, then the steadfast law ? Must the whole universe endure this flaw Eternally through heaven's asonian years ? — Nay, break these prison-bands of fleshly fears ! On plumes of soul-born freedom mounting high, Outsoar the imposition of this lie ! Clasp God in whom the heart’s dread disappears ! The whole creation, faith and science cry, Travails and groans : yet, once well understood, God and the world are one, and Love is God. These things elude our grasp ; but bye and bye Sin shall be shown the complement of good. And death life’s door, and pain the path joy trod. 125 MYSTERY OF MYSTERIES. V. AY, saith the Tempter, I am all in all ; Mine is this universe submerged in woe. For ever and for ever doomed to go Hurling and howling, sin’s, death’s, suffering s thrall. Come ye to me, my children ! Quaff the gall And myrrh, which from the founts of being flow ! Ye reap but pain and death, whate’er ye sow Between the sinful womb and shameful pall ! Who shall gainsay him ? Fact, experience, proof, Conscience, the world without, within, combine To cast us grovelling ’neath the accursM hoof. Yet from man’s ignorance, man’s agony. Rises the low unconquerable cry : Rule thou thine own ! Man’s spirit is not thine ! MYSTERY OF MYSTERIES. VI. RAIL human voice ! Sad sinful child of earth, Fain to assert the everlasting Yea, In spite of universes thundering Nay, In spite of death unshunned, unchosen birth ! In spite of life’s few gains, so little worth. Matched with so huge a debt of doom to pay ; In spite of clouds that turn heaven’s daylight grey : Tons-weight of misery to one ounce of mirth ! How hast thou dared the Tempter to gainsay ? And Hope, the evergreen, that in thy breast \Yaves her staunch boughs against the wintry sky. Where is she rooted? How shall words convey That dumb blunt unintelligible cry Which wills thee, maugre sin, death, suffering, blessed 127 MYSTERY OF MYSTERIES. VII. HE flux and reflux of world-destiny, One saith, in equiponderant strife ’twixt good And evil, on the dark pain-crested flood Of dubious being, this abysmal sea Wherein all suffer, sin, and cease to be. Tosses man’s impotent soul : man is God’s pawn Played in His game for empire ; risked, withdrawn ; Lost, won ; at hazard for eternity. As on the Xanthian shore dead Patroclus Stripped of Peleian armour helpless lay To Greeks and Ilians a disputed prey ; So, save that man is sentient, ’gainst his will Framed to choose sides perforce with good or ill. Those powers of Light and Dark contend for us. 128 MYSTERY OF MYSTERIES. VIII. NOTHER saith : ‘ There is no hope that Light Shall triumph over Darkness ! Even as day Dawns, growls to noon, declines, and fades away ; So for the gods themselves there cometh night. Mischief will tread down might and stifle right; The worm that at the core of all things lay. Still gnaws and frets life’s fruit with slow decay ; Balder himself must bend to Loki’s spite. How then shall man fare ? Let man fight and die ! Fight for his gods, and with his gods decline ! Go where his gods go, when their Asgard, high Uplifted in its golden glittering shine. Sinks to that bottomless black ooze of brine : There let man lost among his lost gods lie ! 129 MYSTERY OF MYSTERIES. IX. ERE spake man’s heart heroic ! For a cause Foreknown as failure, in the face of doom, Wide-eyed to front the intolerable tomb ; Smiling to walk into Hell’s ravening jaws ; Because the gods we clung to, they whose laws Loving through life we reverenced, sink in gloom ; Because the beauteous world with all its bloom Falls to the loathly worm that crawls and gnaws ; Holding this faith, to battle and abide As dying warriors staunch by gods that die ; To flinch not from their ranks, nor swerve aside, Nor join hell’s conquering hosts that scale the sky ; This is sublimity ! This desperate creed, ’Mid sin, pain, death, proves man’s immortal breed. K MYSTERY OF MYSTERIES X. NOTHER saith ; Will, passion, pride, desire. Whose spurs into the flanks of sense are thrust ; Life, and the love of life ; the fervid lust. Who at her girdle bears a whip of wire. Slung with seven knotted thongs and tongued with fire. Hounding man’s soul, her sumpter, ’mid the dust Of the world’s highways with a fierce ‘ Thou must, ’ Through cycles of existence, gyre on gyre : These are the cause of sin, death, passion, pain ; And these are all illusion : man may rise. By penance and abstention and the strain Through centuries of stern self-sacrifice. To fusion with unconsciousness, and reign In self-annihilation calmly wise. 131 MYSTERY OF MYSTERIES. HE universe is God, another saith ; He for His own well-being weaves this veil Which hides Him from our human insight frail ; God is what leaps to life, form, motion, breath. Therefore disease, sin, suffering, passion, death. Are but the brain-throbs of that consciousness Which else were unselfconscious, limitless, Light as void ether which environeth These daedal worlds. We, struggling to express Infinity ; thwarted by laws unknown Of sentient being bound to finite form ; Stung by felt incompleteness, spurred no less By growth-pangs toward perfection ; ’neath the storm Of life’s inexplicable urgence groan. K 2 132 MYSTERY OF MYSTERIES. XII. OTHER saith : Man, know thyself the part Of an incalculable mystic whole Wherein God moves, the omnipresent soul. Timing each pulse of that stupendous heart. Leave but earth’s stand-point : on thought’s voyage start Through space, where systems in their cycles roll. Restrained by His omnipotent control Who gives them life, and makes thee what thou art. Viewed from that apogee of nature’s being, W’hat men call sin, death, suffering, doom, are naught But strains wherefrom the world’s huge joy is wrought — Infinite bliss from finite senses fleeing. Man to the world, not it to man, was given : All ill is good for which some life hath striven. 133 MYSTERY OF MYSTERIES. XIII. OTHER saith ; All things, both last and first, By laws of universal order are. Thou hast thy fate ; so too hath yonder star. Where is the bubble’s misery, should it burst ? Or, should it float and sparkle, is it cursed Because the frail sphere trembles on that bar Of dissolution ? Mount death’s fiery car ; Cling to life’s cross : what matters best or worst. When all, or good or ill, concerns not thee But that which moulds thee ? Therefore pray : O world, Whate’er thou findest good is good for me ! Our bond is holy. Give me strength that I, E’en ’mid life’s ruined walls around me hurled, May love thee still, yea bless thee when I die ! 134 MYSTERY OF MYSTERIES. XIV. NOTHER saith : God is omnipotent, Yet suffereth evil ; God made man to be Inheritor of earth’s felicity, Framed in His image ; yet so subtly blent Weakness and will, desire and discontent. In man’s mixed nature that infallibly Falling by fate from primal goodness, he Quailed ’neath his Maker’s just displeasurement. What course could Mercy take ? Creation’s plan Forbade the blast of that almighty breath, Which should have scathed the serpent and saved man. So when four thousand years of sin had hurled Millions to hell, God’s own Son suffered death. Christ lived, knew sin, felt pain, redeemed the world. 135 MYSTERY OF MYSTERIES. XV. RSED in this creed, our fathers lived and died. Evil, they said, within the God-made world, A serpent at the core of all things curled, Crept into Eden and God’s will defied. God, in the strife with sin, from His own side Sent Christ, who stooped to bear the curse of birth, And having veiled His deity in earth. Wrestled with Hell, the scourged, the crucified. From sin, pain, death, men turn their piteous eyes Toward sin-distressed, pain-smitten, bleeding God. Thwarted like us, like us abandoned, lies He who planned heaven, whose feet with stars were shod. With us God died ; for us on death He trod ; And as God rose, man’s kindred soul must rise. 136 MYSTERY OF MYSTERIES. XVI. THOS of piety ! Poor human brain In thine own image moulding God, to be Victim and victor of sin’s curse like thee, Like thee submissive to the laws of pain ! Rising not up in anger to arraign Heaven’s justice, thou with proud humility Didst own thy guileless guilt the cause why He MTio made man’s soul thus faulty, wrought in vain ! Sad tender thought, that God Himself should bow Under the doom He graved on Adam’s brow ! Logic illogical, that He who framed Man thrall of sin, death’s stave, for suffering bom. Should on His own head weave that crown of thorn. And dying prove man’s soul from death reclaimed ! 137 MYSTERY OF MYSTERIES. XVII. EAFENED with voices from that hoarse-tongued sea Howling around doubt’s dungeon walls, I rise And gaze at midnight on the liquid skies, The calm clear stars with patient ministry Performing each heaven’s task unweariedly. — Then, since life’s mystery, death’s dread surmise, In silence with the world’s weight on me lies ; Voice of my heart, listening I lean to thee ! Voice of my heart, that art God’s voice in me ! Spirit unknown, that wilt not let hope die. E’en though the death-pangs on my soul are nigh ! Speak through the stillness ! Strength and comfort bring Once more with faith’s unconquerable cry ! Lift me aloft on love’s unfaltering wing ! 138 MYSTERY OF MYSTERIES. XVIII. AUGHT, naught is left but blind unwavering trust : Trust that this world were not the world we see, Fashioned in every part harmoniously. Rising with life-throbs rhythmically just Up from each particle of formless dust Through herb and beast to man’s complexity, Were evil master, were this world and we Subject to cold malignant murderous lust. Reason milst rule. Reason ordains that man. The climax of earth’s miracle, suspense On the last wave of being, should demand From his staunch heart, faith’s steadfast partisan. Armour of triple brass, wherewith to fence His soul, and spite of fate aspiring stand. 139 MYSTERY OF MYSTERIES. XIX. from dark ocean’s tumult, ringed with cloud, Belted with gloom, its deep foundations hid, Soars the huge adamantine pyramid Of Teneriffe or Athos thunder-browed ; So let the unmoved soul, sedately proud. Strike through life’s agony of storm bestrid With fear-born fiends which faith and hope forbid. Spring to the skies and pierce doubt’s vaporous shroud. Seas rage beneath us : winds and tempests range Earth’s everduring darkness round our feet : Air’s wild mid-region whirls with chance and change ; Yet soars the soul inviolate ; heaven’s powers. Prophets, saints, heroes, martyrs, poets, greet Their sister stationed on life’s crumbling towers. 140 MYSTERY OF MYSTERIES. XX. H, thou who sole ’neath heaven’s impiteous stars, Chained to thy crucifix on those fierce fells, Pierced by the pendent spikes of icicles, Quailest beneath the world-wind’s scimetars ; Thou on whose wrinkling forehead delved with scars Unnumbered ages score time’s parallels ; Deep in whose heart sin’s deathless vulture dwells ; Who on the low earth’s limitarj- bars Seest suns rise, suns set, ascending signs And signs descending through seonian years ; Still uncompanioned save by dreams and fears. Still stayed by hope deferred that ne’er declines ; Oh, thou, Prometheus, protomartyr, thus Teach man to dree bfe’s doom on Caucasus ! 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