imM VV.::;; '!!i!(|.;':,;iiij' )n/w f^ L4/U^ (LiJL^ DULCIE EVERTON VOL. I. Digitized by the Internet Archive in 2010 with funding from Duke University Libraries http://www.archive.org/details/dulcieeverton01lint DULCIE EVERTON BY E. LYNN LINTON AUTHOR OF PATRICIA KEMDALL,' ' THE ATONEMENT OF LEAM DUNDAS,' ETC. ^:::^:::^i:5;?^;^ IN TWO VOLUMES VOL. L LONDON CHATTO & WINDUS, PICCADILLY T896 % DULCIE EVERTON CHAPTER I. Good-tempered and unselfish ; contented with home and not longing for change ; with a conscience kept scrupulously bright, yet not morbidly introspective nor afraid of spiritual shadows ; knowing little of the sorrows of life and less of its perplexities and sins ; not dabbling in filth on the pretence of searching for an impossible purity ; not a propagandist of any half-crazy faith whatso- ever ; neither the travesty of a young man in dress nor his panting imitator in pursuits ; VOL. I. I 2 DULCIE EVERTON neither a * Soul ' nor a ' good fellow ' — neither ' fast ' nor ' earnest ' — Dulcie Everton wasr as unlike any of these modern types as her home was unlike a modern home and her up- bringing had been different from the loose- handed system in present vogue. A daintily-touched sentiment of simplicity and reserve gave a tone to the life at Everton Hall which impressed a stranger with the sense of something sweet and rare — some- thing akin to the scent of dried rose-leaves and jessamine flowers heaped up in an old china bowl. There was an almost Puri- tanical spirit over all that quiet life which yet was not narrow nor harsh — not gloomy nor orbidding. It was only simple, contented, refined, and tenderly imbued with that patriarchal flavour which gives more than modern authority to the parents, and less DULCIE EVERTON 3 than modern license to the children — entailing on the one the duty of direction, on the other that of obedience to authority. If Dulcie had bred true, according to the best traditions of the stock whence she sprang, her brother Aston had in some sense 'sported.' The old Adam had broken out in him ; and that obedience to authority, together with the self-restraint which his parents impressed on him as the only thing becoming to a Christian English gentleman, got decidedly winnowed and scattered by the self-assertive energies and somewhat undis- ciplined impulses more natural to his genera- tion. Aston was a fine upstanding young fellow, as ready to do a kind deed as to utter a passionate word — quick at a blow, and lavish with the golden plaster to follow — brave, true, 4 DULCIE EVERTON and straight as a die — a gentleman and a man of honour, but without that Quaker-hke self-control which made his mother so sweet yet so almost unapproachable — with none of that grave kind of Christian stoicism which lifted his father so far above the heads of the people in and about Green Lanes. In fact he had ' thrown back ' ; and both in person and character reproduced that hardy adven- turer, his father's uncle, whom no school could keep, no experience discipline, and who at last ended his life in an obscure brawl in Mexico, whither his roving fortunes had led him. As he was, handsome and generous, true- hearted and brave, incapable of falsehood, meanness, treachery or malice, his gentle mother trembled for his soul while she prayed for its redemption ; and his father feared the DULCIE EVERTON 5 bad end which comes to the Man of Wrath when the cup of his ill-doings, and their de- serving, is full. Dulcie had none of these fears. To her, Aston was simply perfection, and she saw no flaw in him. Though she did not share, she could sympathize with the ardent tempera- ment which needed wider expansion than that which any young man's home can give ; and when her brother proposed to qualify himself for the duties of an English landlord by doing rough exploring work in Africa, she quite understood the value of the experiment — or thought she did — which came to the same thing. Thus, when Aston urged on his parents the immense advantages lying for him in the chances of being eaten by wild beasts, speared by naked savages, or quietly laid low by fever, 6 DULCIE EVERTON she stood by him heroically, suppressing her own grief and dismay for love's sake. By which it came to pass that Aston Evertcn left Green Lanes for Zanzibar and onward ; with what success remains to be seen. For the present he was out of the home picture and apart from the home life. But there was always the future when he should return and resume his old place as the heir and future proprietor of the estate — all the better equipped for the right management of Here- fords and Southdowns by the experience he had got in shooting buffaloes and koodoos — more alive to the value of silos and grain -lands because of his education in the preparation of manioc and the cooking of yams and papaws. After he left, though Dulcie did not permit herself to fret, she did feel strangely lone- some. The Hall seemed so big and empty DULCIE EVERTON 7 for want of that vigorous young life which had filled the whole place with its over- flowing vitality ! The echoes were so silent — the rooms and corridors so deserted ! Often memory and imagination tricked her with a sudden sound — a passing shadow — that for the moment swept away her good sense and better reason ; and she would turn, expecting to see her tall brother come striding down the passage — waiting to hear the strong voice call lustily, ' Dulcie !' or more often, ' Toffee,' or, ' Everton Toffee ' — which was his favourite ' peacock's feather ' of teasing love and affectionate offence. But, as he used to say, the thing was too self-evidently suggestive ; and it was all the fault of the unimaginative namegivers, who could not link together two ideas to make a whole. 8 DULCIE EVERTON ' Dulcie Everton !' Why, she was toffee, and SLigar-candy, biills'-eyes, barley-sugar, and the whole bag of sweets in one ; and who could help seeing the connexion ? Ah ! how ardently Dulcie wished that she could now indeed hear herself ' insulted ' as her brother had so often insulted her ; and that she had cause to come running down the stairs to declare, with all a girl's special logic, that she would not, no she would not answer him at all if he called her by that ridiculous name ! But Aston, in his ' hollow ship,' tossed on the broad ocean like a shuttlecock between wind and wave, was not very likely to appear suddenly at Everton Hall — not very likely to shout out * Dulcie ' or ' Toffee ' or ' Sugar- plum ' or any other of the thousand absurd names he called her ; unless indeed, that DULCIE EVERTON 9 cruel jade Atropos took it in hand to cut his thread of life before the lawful spinning was one third through. Then perhaps his wraith might have glided through the hall in that gray hour of the gloaming which wraiths so specially affect. If the Psychical Society has any backbone in it at all, and if the folk who ply it with their weird experiences are not open-eyed dreamers for the one part, or shameless fabricators for the other, this might have been Aston's way of telling his beloved sister that he had fol- lowed the example of Hylas and gone down to ' mash the mermaids at the bottom of the sea,' even as this other went to join the Nereids. Happily, even this shadowy passage of the well-known form was not made, and gradually Dulcie ceased to expect the impos- sible, while things settled down into their lo DULCIE EVERTON narrower groove and more restricted interests. Yet ever Aston's absence was to her mind like an empty sleeve across the family breast ; with this glad difference between the symbol and the real thing— the one would some day be refilled with the living flesh and blood belonging, while the other, if ever aught but empty, could hold only wood and springs. The society about Green Lanes was much what all society is in country places in England. There were the two undeniable Olympians who stood apart. Then came the county families, shading off by insensible gradations into the ruck, through the higher and lower middles, till the last stratum of all was reached and the whole thing was social breccia. The Duke and the Earl were the dii majores ; the squirearchy represented the demi-gods. The first claimed the fauteuils, DULCIE EVERTON ii the second the tabotirets, and the rest had to stand. Of the squirearchy Mr. Everton was the local head and leader, by virtue of his age, acres and character. After him ranked the well-favoured young owner of Hayes Hill, Martin Harrowby, now somewhere abroad. Then followed the Smiths and the Browns, the Joneses and the Robinsons, the Whites and the Blacks, the Johnsons and the Tom- kinsons, till the tailing grew too attenuated for social recognition, and even the most catholic of the garden-parties knew them not. The Rector's family occupied a place apart, as belongs to the Church generally. They were the connecting-link between the lower and the higher of that vague generalization called 'society,' and they did their work well, 12 DULCIE EVERTON as befitted their place and calling. In their own persons they were well-born folk. He was a Grantley — one of the Grantleys of Loamshire ; and she had been a Merriman — and the Merrimans were people of condition in the county where cider is made and cow- slips are plentiful. Hence, by the power of social consecration, as well as by that of ecclesiastical authority, they stood between the heaven of the high and the earth of the low ; and while one slender hook was hitched into the Duke's garter, another quite as slender clipped a fragment of the flag which that rubicund old sea-dog, Captain George Jones, late of the merchant service, loved to hoist over the Myrtles, where he lived. For the rest, there were buxom girls wait- ing their turn ; some fading ; some a point ; others coming on ; with corresponding youths DULCIE EVERTON 13 surging home for the holidays and vacation- times, when they might free themselves from the task of opening their several oysters. There were young married people absorbed in the duties of rearing and providing for the children they brought into the world with unfailing regularity every two years or so ; and there were old people who had got through this part of life, and now sat in grey- ness and solitude in the home which had once been bright with the light of youth and love, noisy with the sound of pattering feet, and blithe with happy voices. There was the old maid whom disappointment and her barren youth had soured into so much living vinegar ; and the old maid whom the passage of time had mellowed to a riper beauty and sweetened to a richer tenderness. There were old bachelors of various kinds — some 14 DULCIE EVERTON fussy and benevolent, some snarling and can- tankerous, and others, again, genial old fellows whose eyes had not lost their twinkle, nor their speech the art of flattery, when a pretty woman came that way. And for these more than one spinster had spread her snares — so far in vain ; though often it had seemed as if that special desirable old bird were on the point of being caught. All these people managed the parish among them according to status and ability — administering justice ; rebuking evil-doers ; succouring the destitute, and calculating to a fraction how little of the ratepayers' money would keep that widow and her seven chil- dren from absolute starvation ; passing on tramps and vagabonds ; organizing school feasts and village lectures ; and doing all that falls within the range of latter-day duties, DULCIE EVERTON 15 whereby it is hoped to somewhat delay the final disintegration of society as we have it, and to maintain the old organization for some time longer. And among them all was not one unfaithful wife — not one notoriously gambling, drunken or dissipated husband. The Order of Merit, undeniably due to the society of Green Lanes, might have various degrees of value ; but no one deserved Mrs. Grundy's censure, and the utmost she had the right to do was to sniff a little here and question a little tartly there. No one gave her cause to pronounce, boycott, or condemn. By which it may be seen what an unintellectual, unromantic and uninteresting set they were. ' We must give a garden-party,' said Mrs. Everton with the faintest approach to a sigh. i6 DULCIE EVERTON 'We ought,' returned Dulcie with a de- cided approach to a smile. The difference lay in their ages more than in their natures ; Dulcie being at the time of life when movement and change of occupa- tion are as necessary to the human being as flight to the birds on the branches, or frisking to lambs in the meadows ; and Mrs. Everton having come to the period of quiescence and desire for peace. 'Write the notes, dear,' she then said to her daughter. 'You know the set — just the same as usual ; and fix this day week.' ' All right,' said Dulcie. * How I wish Aston was here !' she added wistfully. ' Ah ! yes, indeed, dear boy ! We shall miss him terribly,' said the mother. * If only Martin had been at home it would not be so bad. Martin is so helpful at these DULCIE EVERTON 17 garden - parties — quite as much so as Aston.' She looked at her daughter as she said this, but Dulcie's face did not change. ' I wish he had been,' she answered back frankly. ' We do miss him when he is away ! I wonder where he is now, and when he is coming back ?' * He ought, soon,' said Mrs. Everton. ' He has been away for over a year now, and his place must want him.' ' It will be jolly when he does come home,' said Dulcie. Mrs. Everton's gentle face became un- questionably grave. It was never stern. A kind of grave pain was the only sign it gave of what in another would have been tart displeasure. * My dear,' she said quietly, ' "jolly " is VOL I. 2 1 8 DULCIE EVERTON such an ugly schoolboy word for a girl to use.' ' So it is, dear,' replied Dulcie penitently. * But it slipped out.' * I am sure Martin would not like to hear you use such a word,' continued the mother, improving the occasion. ' I know how much he dislikes slang for girls.' Again she looked at her daughter ; as indeed she always did when she spoke of Martin Harrowby. A good woman, none better, Mrs. Ever- ton was yet not so entirely other-worldly minded as not to covet a prosperous marriage for Dulcie ; and in her own mind she had chosen Martin Harrowby of Hayes Hill as the son-in-law assigned to her by a beneficent Providence and the self-evident fitness of things. DULCIE EVERTON 19 ' Poor Martin! Yes,' laughed Dulcie, her frank face full of kindness — of affection, if you will. But it was the affection of a sister, con- fessed and unembarrassed, with nothing of the shy consciousness, the tremulous self- revelation of love. For as Martin had never ' made love ' to her, as the phrase goes, and had always been just the careless and half- brotherly good comrade as is natural to young people brought up in the country together, her own heart had not been touched to aught beyond the calmest and most unexciting sisterly affection. Indeed, Dulcie Everton was not the kind of girl to let her- self fall in love, in even an evanescent way, with any man who had not first asked and sued. She had none of those impelling impulses which make some girls as much the 20 DULCIE EVERTON seekers as the sought, and leave others like ripe plums ready to fall at the first breath of a passing zephyr, but held herself in uncon- scious maidenly reserve, neither seeking nor in premature readiness. No ; she was as sincerely fond of her old playfellow Martin as she was of Aston himself; and Mrs. Everton saw that no difference, save of degree, existed — as yet — between the two affections. All the same she hoped and dreamed — as mothers will. ' I remember how fearfully offended he was with me once when I said he looked like a masher,' continued Dulcie. ' He was days before he forgave me, and then not quite.' 'And he was right,' said Mrs. Everton. ' It was both rude and vulgar. And Dulcie, my dear child, you might improve your grammar.' DULCIE EVERTON 21 Whereat, being her second rebuke within five minutes, Dulcie silently wondered if anything ailed her generally placid mother to-day. Then, kissing her, she went to write the notes which fixed the garden-party for that day week, and asked the usual set of unexciting neighbours and respectable com- panions. CHAPTER II. They were sitting by the sea-shore, among the fragrant herbs and under the lee of the moss-grown boulders. Before them sparkled the waters of ' the wine-coloured sea ' ; behind them rose the purple mountains fencing them off from the outer world. Beyond those mountains lay his obligations as an English landowner, like ghosts in the twilight beckoning him to leave the enchanted garden wherein he had lost himself, and go back to active life and civic duty — go back now at once, as an honest man should, before further evil was done. DULCIE EVERTON 23 And beyond those mountains too, were her warning spectres of deceived love and betrayed trust. Sweltering in the heat of the stifling city, that she might keep her loveliness fresh in the cool sea-breezes, her husband dreamed of her beauty and wrought for her pleasure. But for all those beckoning ghosts of neglected duties — for all those dividing spectres of sin and shame — the man, sitting here on the sea-shore by the side of this fair woman, loved her beyond truth or honour : — and the woman said she loved him. He was urging her now, once again as before, to abandon all for him and love — name, place, honour, virtue — to give up the husband who loved her, and against whom she had no cause of complaint save that which some women find in the very marriage 24 DULCIE EVERTON tie itself — to give up her social position, her right to rank among the respectable women of the world, and go with him to England, where he promised that she should have an ideal life for her own part while making the glory and delight of his. He urged his suit with passion, with in- sistence. She listened with a soft and sweet attention, as if seriously considering the feasibility of the plan. For some time she kept silence, and his hope rose high. He knew that hesitation was the lover's friend ; and she seemed to hesitate — leaning more to the side of acquiescence than to that of re- fusal. At last she spoke — slowly, sweetly, sadly, as one making her decision through much pain. * I love you/ she said ; ' you know that I do. But the more I love you, dear, the less DULCIE EVERTON 25 could I do a thing that would put you in a false position with your friends and bring on you their displeasure.' Her accent and manner conveyed the im- pression of noble self - effacement, finely rendered. ' What is the whole world to me, compared with one hour of your love ?' he cried. ' You in a desert before thrones without you !' She yielded herself yet more pliantly to the arm that clasped her waist. Her large soft eyes were full of the tenderest response. Round her exquisite mouth hovered that faint smile whereof the mingled sorrow, love and resignation are so divine. Her long white fingers closed on his with a gentle pressure that somehow conveyed the sense of con- suming passion, yet of lofty renunciation. Love was in all her attitude, her face, her 26 DULCIE EVERTON form. Love was the atmosphere wherein she Hved, the spirit that she breathed. With such depth of passionate love how could she resist both him and herself? ' You should be so happy !' he whispered. ' You should never know a care or cross. My whole life should be devoted to you. You should never regret your trust in me.' ' Yes, I believe that,' she answered tenderly. ' I do not hesitate for myself. I know the life you would make for me. But it is for your own sake, darling.' ' But why for me, Elaine ? Do you think I am not strong enough to brave that miser- able little thing we call Society — that company of dolts and hypocrites — for the glory of your love ? With you by my side what could touch me ?' DULCIE EVERTON 27 ' Yes, you are strong enough, and noble enough, my Martin ; I know that. But could I bear to see it ? — to know that for my sake old friends had forsaken you, that you had lost your position in the county, that you were an outcast, rather than the leader you are now ? It is a heavy responsibility for a woman to take on herself. If she loves, as I love you, it is an impossible respon- sibility.' She sighed, and an unwritten world of tenderness made that sigh a caress. She did not say aloud how^ever, what she thought within herself, that the consequences she de- precated for him would be insupportable for herself. She, of all women, was least able to follow to its practical outcome that misleading old saying about the World Well Lost for Love. She liked the world and intrigue 2 8 DULCIE EVERTON better than she loved love. The pleasures of Society entranced her ; its vanities were the objects of her serious ambition. She rejoiced in the number of men whom she could in- flame to passion and reduce to despair, and strung their names on her secret chaplet as so many beads on a poisoned string. When she entered the crowded drawing-rooms of Paris it was delight unspeakable to see how her beauty made strong men grow pale, and to hear that strange catching of the breath which is as eloquent as applause, when she swept by. To know that no woman in the whole of that mad city could stand as her rival and come out victorious — that the most loyal man could not hold fast by his honour if she beckoned him to yield — that through all the dangers of her hidden life she possessed a kind of self-protecting charm which not DULCIE EVERTON 29 the wildest nature among them all dared to revenge or betray — what greater triumph could the most queenly splendour give her? And to give up this life of hers, such as it was, for the sake of one only, was a sacrifice she would not have made, let that one have been the king on his throne. Certainly she would not for Martin Harrowby of Hayes Hill, the young English Squire whom she had taken for her pastime, held for so long as it suited her convenience, and now was bound to get rid of. The moment was dangerous. Martin had become importunate and unreasonable, not , recognizing the logic of circumstances, and demanding the impossible ; and Elaine's husband, Jacques Courcelles, was coming now, on the instant, to Mentone. 30 DULCIE EVERTON This was the last time these two could meet together in security. They must separate ; or Martin must cons'^nt to be discreet and wise ; or, that third way, but the impossible ! — she must do as he prayed, and go off to England with him, prepared to brave all the sordid consequences of her romantic sacri- fice. This was what he desired ; and this was what she had not the smallest intention of doing. If she had run away with all the men who had asked her as fervently as poor Marlin prayed her now ! She had had more sense, and so had preserved herself ; and by this time those others had either died or con- soled themselves, and she was free of them. But she knew that she must temporize with a man like Martin Harrowby, and re- frain from aught that would look like self- consideration. Her refusal must be based DULCIE EVERTON 31 on the highest grounds of unselfish love, and it must convey the distinct impression of self- abnegation for that love's sake. Martin — blind, obstinate, pertinacious, as the sincere lover always is — would not accept this decision. The World Well Lost was a truth of truths to him ; and, confident as youth and love together make a man, he felt sure that he could give up all that makes life worth living to the normal English gentle- man, and yet be happy — having her. That she should hold by the things which he was so ready to renounce, never entered into his honest head to conceive. Love would not have the prepotency it has were it not for its marvellous egoism — its sublime belief in its power to offend man, God, and the law, and to live victorious over circumstances, and sublimely unrepentant to the end. 32 DULCIE EVERTON ' Would that be such a trial to me as to lose you?' said Martin in the voice wherein a man's very soul speaks. * Would the loss ot a few friends and acquaintances be equal to the blank misery of a life without you ? Is this the despair to which you are going to condemn me, Elaine ? And all for a false notion of regard for me !' 'And condemn myself to the same despair,' she answered gently. ' But it must be ; and some day you will thank and bless me, and say that I did well, and proved myself your best friend.' ' Never !' cried Martin a little wildly. ' I shall say to the end that you have ruined my life ! It would be worse than murder. T/ia^, at least, would be soon over — this cruelty will be for all time.' She looked grave — grave even to dis- DULCIE EVERTON 33 pleasure. But she was still gentle, as one who would not let her wrath lie heavy on maybe a too passionate pleader — but then, how devoted and adoring a lover ! ' That is a terrible accusation,' she said. ' But even that I can bear, for your sake. I appeal from the present to the future ; and the future will judge me fairly.' * What can I say to make you alter your decision ?' said Martin, clenching his hand till he dug the nails into the palm. ' Nothing, dear. To make me alter it would be to change my whole nature. You must first make me selfish and inconsiderate. I have done you enough wrong, my darling, in loving you — in letting you love me. I must not add to it your social ruin. Mine has been the sin, mine must be the burden ; VOL I. 3 34 DULCIE EVERTON for I need hardly say to yo2i what my Hfe will be without you.' As she said this she turned her eyes full upon him — those wonderful eyes, soft and brown and velvet-like, which knew so well how to sweep the very soul out of a man ! ' Don't r cried Martin. * My God, if you look like that I shall go mad !' She put up her hand, and hastily brushed away the tears that had gathered within the lids, and were ready to fall. She had that power ; as she had the power of checking her pulse, so that she could become white and faint at will. ' If you grieve so much, what shall I do ?' she cried. ' It makes it so hard to bear !' ' I am a brute !' said poor Martin, struck DULCIE EVERTON 3^ with the sense of selfishness. ' I can only excuse myself by saying how much I love you. It makes me forget myself.' 'Your best self,' she said gently. ' But to leave you for ever — I cannot bear it !' said Martin, going back on the central point of his despair. * Better sorrow than the sin of your dis- grace,' she almost whispered. ' Mine ! mine ! Why do you for ever talk only of mine !' he said. ' Talk to me of yours, and there would be something in it ! I can understand that. To give you up for yourself — to keep your name free from scandal — to know you always on the crest of the wave, as the beautiful and peerless queen you are, that I can understand, as I say. But for myself, Elaine — to put any- thing in comparison with you — fortune, 36 DULCIE EVERTON name, friends, anything you will — it is blasphemy !' ' Well, then,' she answered, as if making a sudden concession ; ' think of me — and spare me.' Again she looked at him, her eyes belying her words ; for her eyes spoke of love for him, and her words were for herself. It almost seemed, too, as if those eyes asked him how much he believed of her protesta- tion. ' For yourself, for your good, your peace, I could do anything,' said Martin slowly. ' I would go to the stake for- your sake ; and it is worse than the stake to live without you.' ' Brave and good — I knew that !' said Elaine. Then, with a deep sigh, she closed her DULCIE EVERTON 37 beautiful eyes, became white as the white rose at her throat, and leaned back against her lover, as if too faint and weak with emotion to sit upright. And now she had conquered, and poor, rash Martin was subdued. He saw that the trial was too much for her. He saw how terribly it shook her to renounce him, to re- sist his pleadings, to deny her own heart ; but he saw too, as she wished he should, that she was resolute, and that it was best for her. So long as it was the question only of his worldly loss, he could combat and entreat. When it touched herself, he was necessarily mute. And Elaine smiled to herself, con- gratulating herself on her cleverness and the skill with which she had skirted by and averted a very great and pressing danger. 38 DULCIE EVERTON It was not often that she had drifted into such a perilous position. For the most part she had found her lovers more men of the world, and therefore easier to manage than Martin had proved himself to be. It must be a warning to her in the future. She must play with a longer line, and not run such a close risk again. Meanwhile, she was safe ; and her importunate lover was shaken off. By that evening's train Martin Harrowby went forth into the wilds of the world and the desolation of life — his happiness wrecked ; his hopes cut down to the roots ; all his past a dream, all his future, despair. The whole thing was at an end for him ; and more than once he speculated on the good of ending his life as well as his hope. Why should he live ? Bankrupt in all that makes life of DULCIE EVERTON 39 value, why should he decline on the miser- able pittance left over — the pittance of mere existence void of love, void of hope, void of happiness and interest ? But he was young ; and youth, which suffers so much more keenly than age, has also more unconscious compensations in its more solid ties to earth. Unspoken and unformulated, the vague possibilities of the future hover like rays of distant light in the mind. There, on the horizon, broods somewhere that divine Bird of God who shall restore all things. We do not know its name, nor its shape, nor where it bides, nor how it goes ; but we believe that it is there, and that some day it will fly into our bosom, and abide with us to the end. Were it not for this vague consciousness of future healing, tormented youth could not live through its 40 DULCIE EVERTON various stages of torture ; and the first love- trouble would be the last. But that secret spring which keeps the world fruitful, promises that in the future the present desert shall once more blossom like a rose, and that if all can never be forgotten, something at least shall be redeemed. Meanwhile, Martin was not ashamed to weep bitter tears in the solitude of his own chamber — not ashamed to feel as broken- hearted as a love-sick girl while his train sped onwards, carrying him from her — for ever from her ! — not ashamed to be ungrate- ful to God and life, to friends and youth, and to feel at enmity with fate — wanting that supreme delight of all. And while he was eating out his heart for all these fiery griefs, his train crossed that wherein Jacques Courcelles was hurrying DULCIE EVERTON 41 onward, radiant with love and joy, to the presence of his adored wife. And just as the young Englishman entered Paris — to him like a city of the dead, tenanted only by gibbering ghosts — the good round, dog -faced little merchant, with his heart of gold and his body of the poorest alloy procurable in the work- shop of Nature — his soul that of an angel and his person that of a gnome — stumbled hastily into his wife's room, where she lay in the tranquil sleep of an unsoiled child. As he came to the bedside he fell on his knees and gently took her hand, which he kissed with the rapture of a devotee brought face to face with the goddess he worshipped. To him indeed, she was a god- dess — body and mind supernal and beyond humanity ; but body and mind his, and his only. 42 DULCIE EVERTON Elaine opened her eyes, and saw her hus- band kneelinof there in the tender twiHorht made by the sun breaking through the heavy blinds and curtains. She saw his eyes full of adoring tears — his happiness just touched with pain because of its intensity — and in her heart she said : ' Poor fool !' ' Ah, darling !' she exclaimed, throwing her arms round his neck, and kissing his damp forehead. 'How I have longed for you ! How miserable I have been without you ! How overjoyed that you have come !' Her loosened robe fell aside, and showed the white, firm shoulder which not twenty- four hours ago Martin Harrowby had kissed. * My angel ! my own dear angel !' was all that honest Jacques could say ; for Nature had denied him eloquence, as she had denied him grace or beauty. His sole gifts were DULCIE EVERTON 43 goodness and a shrewd kind of business flair. But he indemnified himself for his sparse utterances by almost reverently kissing that bared white shoulder. ' Ah, dear head, once more !' said Elaine, laying her hand on the grizzled scrubbing- brush which touched her with such de- votion. ' And have you missed me, little one ?' he asked. 'Ah! more than I can say,' said Elaine. ' I have never missed you so much — never been so glad to see you, my darling !' ' God bless you for that !' ejaculated the husband, transported to the very heaven of heavens for gratitude and joy. But Elaine, turning away her head, furtively wiped the lips which had touched his fore- head, and the hand which his had clasped. 44 DULCIE EVERTON Her acting was perfect ; so was her self- control. She argued with herself that, as she made her husband supremely happy and Was the only one to suffer, what did it signify how much falsehood there was in her caresses, how much pretence in her welcome ? To her, Jacques Courcelles, her husband, was useful as a banker's book, as a shield, in some sort as a protection against the rash desires of the Martin Harrowbys of her life. So long as she hoodwinked and contented him, and he gave her the sanction of his name and the use of his income, she thought she was in her right to have that secret under-current of private pleasure. He had no cause to complain; the world had no right to censure ; and she had all she wanted. A little show of tenderness to the source of all was not too heavy a tax to pay. Common- DULCIE EVERTON 45 sense goes further than exaggeration ; and this way of looking at things was essenti- ally that of vicious reason and unrighteous common-sense. CHAPTER III. No psychological novelist, on the look-out for copy, would have given a moment's thought to the people who came to Mrs. Everton's garden party. Nor would he have gleaned the very smallest harvest if he had. Virtuous, orthodox, unromantic, respectable, they had not the makings of an Ibsen play or a fi-fi novel among them. Even Balzac himself would have found them difficult to portray and a tough job to idealize ; and as material for analysis they were nowhere. True, there were some among them who were palpably discontented with their lot in DULCIE EVERTON 47 life ; but not the most liberal interpreter of human feeling could have dignified that dis- content as ' divine,' nor have found in it the germ of poetry. Commonplace, square-toed folk, not given to fine phrases, and incapable of that kind of high falutin which finds evil interesting and good prosaic, would have bluntly described the discontent which certain of the neighbours showed as ill-temper due to idleness and sluggish liver. Such a man, for instance, as that prosaic old optimist, that hale and rubicund old sea- dog, Captain George Jones, would have bustled them off with — ' Give 'em something to do, says I ; make 'em work as I have done, till I very nigh dropped, I did. Make 'em work for their rations, the lazy lubbers, and they'll soon get all the nonsense knocked out of 'em, or I'll eat 'em, I will,/ 48 DULCIE EVERTON And even Percy Merritt, the Idealist, artist, romancist and New Light generally of Green Lanes — did he not contribute both prose and verse to the local newspaper ? — did he not follow on the chariot-wheels of the Impressionists and make word -pictures which were only like so many dabs of colour with neither incident nor drawing to speak of ? — did he not quote Carlyle, sit at the feet of Ruskin, profess to understand Browning, and call things unintelligible or immoral 'distinctly precious '? — yet even he could not pump up anything like sentimental sympathy for Lucinda Ware's chronic pouts, nor excuse Mrs. Amanda Potts' snappish complaints against her good-natured, fat-faced husband, whom all the world liked, and wondered why she did not — for what in the name of fortune had she to complain of ? DULCIE EVERTON 49 Thus, it will be seen that really a garden- party, where no man flirted with another man's wife and no brazen hussy of a girl tried to win the heart of another woman's husband — where jealousy was as rudimentary as the intellectual faculties of a baby, and the darker passions came to no deeper shade than dove-colour for black — such a garden- party as this was but a tame affair in these highly-spiced days of ours, when the under- current runs along with such headlong speed, and the Ten Commandments are swept away by its force as so many straws in a stream. Perhaps there were potentialities — who knows ? It is only by trial that things prove themselves, and smokeless powder has the same explosive strength as the other kind. There was Dulcie Everton, for example — untried, undeveloped, untested in every way ; VOL. I. 4 so DULCIE EVERTON who knew what latent force might not be lying within her, like the curled crozier-head of a future fern ? — like the unhatched bird in the dumb egg ? As things were, she was just a sweet-tempered, unselfish, affectionate girl, with no dominant characteristic of a resonant or recondite sort. Call her a good girl or an amiable one, and there you were. You had no more to say ; for time and oppor- tunity had as yet been wanting to prove the real quality of her nature. The old Captain had no other word for her than : ' Aye, she's a brave lass ' ; and Percy Merritt had exhausted even his abundant vocabulary and come to the end of his analytical tether when he said : ' Charmingly ingenuous — a sweet feast of innocent self-unconsciousness.' Even the father and mother, who had watched her gradual development from the DULCIE EVERTON 51 cradle up to now — even they had no more definite idea concerning her than this of universal acceptance : ' unselfish, amiable, affectionate.' As for Aston, if he had analyzed his feelings and thoughts, he would have come to the bottom fact of both : ' unselfish, amiable, affectionate of course — born into the world for nothing else than to obey her father, take care of her mother, and attend to every whim and wish of his, her lordly brother.' All this was true to nature ; for while as yet in the bud one curled-up crozier-head is very like another ; and you cannot for the life of you tell whether the egg you , hold in your hand will hatch out a brood- ing, clucking, peaceable Dame Partlett, or a lordly, strutting, combative young chanticleer. All things went on in their usual course. 52 DULCIE EVERTON The Browns, Jones's and Robinsons were mildly amused and amenable to regulations. The young men served well or ill according to ability ; the girls volleyed close or wide according to theirs. The muscular young curate did his cecumenical spooning with discretion ; the elder ladies looked on and noted, and the elder men a little envied him his fleetness of step and his catholicity of taste. Lucinda Ware, who affected him — this discreet young curate, Adolphus Tyson — was less sulky and uncomfortable than usual ; but Mrs, Amanda Potts aimed her spiteful little shafts at men in general and husbands in particular — and most of all, her own husband, as an outrageous specimen of the whole class — just as she had done many times these dozen years. Percy Merritt talked weak sestheticisms to Mrs. Grantley, and DULCIE EVERTON 53 Mrs. Grantley found him both tiresome and inane. And there was over all a general atmosphere of steam and exertion, and of damp young men mopping themselves with inadequate pocket-handkerchiefs, and fair- complexioned girls whose roses had run up to unbecoming peonies. The tea, lemonade, strawberries and claret-cup were all at a premium ; and, but for the wasps and midges, the afternoon would have been perfect. But wasps and midges have to be reckoned with as well as ripe fruit and shady trees ; and even at a garden-party all is not gold without alloy. The afternoon was drawing to a close, and the last sett was being played. Already some of the more distant of the guests had de- parted for their respective homes, when a dogcart drove up the avenue — that beautiful 54 DULCIE EVERTON lime-tree avenue which was one of the most precious ornaments of the Hall. The dog- cart drew up at the porch; a man jumped out, and came across the flower-garden and the broad walk to the lawn where the party had assembled ; and, in another moment, Martin Harrowby was shaking hands with Mrs. Everton and Dulcie, and asking the Squire how he did, without waiting for an answer or expecting to have one. Yes, it was their friend and neighbour Martin Harrowby sure enough — Dulcie's former playmate and tormentor ; but heavens ! how terribly he had changed ! He had left home rather more than a year ago, a careless, happy, fair-faced young fellow, who, save in the loss of his father, had never known a day's sorrow — for his mother had died so long ago as to be now a disused pang and a DULCIE EVERTON 55 forgotten grief. He came back grave, pre- occupied, with a grey kind of shade over his face, a network of wrinkles about his mouth and forehead, and a curiously wild look of sadness in his eyes, which made one's own heart sad to see. He seemed like one who has looked into the face of death and read the secrets of the other life — like one who has stood in the magician's circle and seen the shape of his Destiny hurry by and heard the fatal words of doom. All the youth and elasticity of soul that he took away with him seemed to have been burnt out of him, and to have rendered back only the husk of his former self. He was Martin Harrowby truly ; but with a difference that practically separated his present self from his past. ' I did not know you were coming home, 56 DULCIE EVERTON Martin. When did you come ?' asked Mrs. Everton in her sweet placid way. ' Late last night,' he answered. ' You see I have lost no time in coming to see you,' he added a little feverishly. ' That was good of you,' returned Dulcie's mother, smiling. ' And how is my old chum and playfellow ?' asked Martin, turning abruptly to Dulcie. His manner indeed was abrupt all through, as is the case with a man whose nature is strained, and who is forcing an appearance of interest while the reality lies far hence. ' Oh, I am all right,' said Dulcie prosaically. ' But I cannot say that you look very well, Martin. Are you well ? Have you been ill ?' ' 111 ? no ! what rubbish !' he said a little hurriedly and more than a litde rudely. DULCIE EVERTON 57 It was as if the question annoyed him — as if he did not care to be taken stock of and observed too closely, even by old friends and in affection. ' Perhaps it is the climate,' said jMrs. Everton with a fine generosity of generaliza- tion, meant to be like the cloak of charity, reaching over all possible contingencies. ' A hot sun burns one,' said Martin. And then an inexplicable something came into his face, and he turned away his eyes as if they saw something that gave him pain. Evidently the hot sun had burnt him ; and he was conscious of the smart. ' Where have you come from last ?' asked Dulcie, innocently ignorant — unsuspectingly obtuse. ' I have been in Morocco and Algiers,' replied Martin, evading a direct answer. 58 DULCIE EVERTON What good would it be to tell her that he had halted in Paris for two months on his way home ; and then, instead of crossing over to England, had turned back as far as Mentone, whence indeed he had just arrived ? What good to tell them aught that would give them the slenderest thread as a clue to his miserable secret ? ' How delightful !' said Dulcie, whose heart silently nourished the unavailing wish to travel and see foreiofn lands and customs. ' Yes ; Tangier is interesting. So is Algiers,' said Martin. Then, not caring to be further put to the question, he turned to the group sitting or standing under the hornbeam, discussing such of their neighbours as were beyond ear- shot, and finding most of the social way from" Dan to Beersheba a moral waste. DULCIE EVERTON 59 And but one thought passed like an electric sparl^ from each to each : ' How wretchedly ill Martin Harrowby looks ! What on earth has he done to him- self ? The man looks like a ghost, or as if he had been in hospital for a month I He used to have rather good manners ' — neighbours in a country place never allow themselves to become enthusiastic about one another — ' and now he is so abrupt and indifferent as to be quite boorish. He never seems to hear what is said to him ; and what a disagreeable way he has of lookinaf over one's head when one speaks to him. He seems only half there ; and it is horrid !' But grumble as they might, and speculate as to causes as they would, no one got a hint or indication out of Martin. He was changed ; as they all saw and said ; but they had to 6o DULCIE EVERTON content themselves with the fact, and let the explanation settle itself. And this reticence, seeming to point as it did to a secret, not to say mystery, made Martin Harrowby, the once popular young Squire of Hayes Hill, perhaps the most unpopular man in the whole district. They all tried to 'draw' him. Mr. Grantley threw out tentative hints as to the holy influence which the Church can exercise on a mind diseased, and Mrs. Grantley lamented the loss to a young man of his moiher, when he was in trouble. Mr. Everton spoke in general terms of reprobation of those who suffer private griefs to interfere with public duties, and maintained the grand power of healing lying in magisterial work and the County Council. Some of the prettier girls looked as if they would have accepted the DULCIE EVERTON 6i office of consoler and Light-bearer at a moment's notice ; and some of the young men ventured on chaff, which for the most part they did not repeat. The old sea-dog winked his left eye and said both confidently and confidentially : ' For twopence — a petticoat ! There's a woman in the case or my name's not George Jones.' So it might or might not be. All they knew was that Martin went into magisterial and local work with a kind of dogged atten- tion to his duties that considerably discom- posed, because it distanced his comrades and companions ; and that he rode about the lanes like a demon rather than a sober county gentleman — which made the yokels wonder whether he were a bit soft or drunk. And ever there rested on his face that 62 DULCIE EVERTON haunted look of a man whose eyes have peered into the world beyond the grave, and who can never forget the things he has seen and heard. He was like one who had lost his soul. The body was there, alive and sound ; the mind was there, active and alert; but that other something — that thing we call our soul, our spirit, had left him and reduced him to a bit of clever mechanism — an auto- matic organism with but little self-conscious- ness and still less responsibility. So he wandered on that way we call life, performing his civic duties with painful regularity, because with that painful indiffer- ence of a moral kind which showed how purely mechanical and functional they were. As a magistrate he was neither harsh nor lenient, but Rhadamanthine in his inflexible adherence to the law as laid down by DULCIE EVERTON 63 authority. If that law were elastic and allowed of his discretion he turned the scale perhaps one quarter degree to the side of mercy, but in general he seemed not to know that such a thing as pity existed, or that the culprit before him was a human being of sentient nerves and Inner feelings. It was as a dead man judging of the living — a ghost from the tomb awarding fines and penalties to those he had left behind in the flesh. All this made him an eerie kind of person- age in the place where once he had been the blithest companion and the lightest-hearted merry-maker of them all. And he could not be ignored — not left alone, as a smaller man might have been. A restricted country society cannot afford to boycott one of its most in- fluential members, because he looks more melancholy than other people like, and be- 64 DULCIE EVERTON cause he will not make public confession of what has so strangely altered him from his former self. To be sure, he gave the neigh- bours but little cause to weary of him ; for, save to the Evertons, he rarely went to any family in the place or joined in any of the amusements. And when he did go he was *no acquisition,' as Lucinda Ware said sourly. Thus, he had to be taken on his own terms or not at all ; and those terms were, undisguised indifference to one and all, and the conscious possession of something which he kept to himself and imparted to no one. The doctor hinted at melancholia ; and this by degrees got to be the received opinion. Poor Martin Harrowby was certainly losing his mind, and his end would probably be — suicide. Meanwhile, the kindly hoped and the DULCIE EVERTON 6 s dramatic exaggerated ; and Martin's ap- proaching insanity became a kind of test-case in Green Lanes as to the amount of evidence which the normal man, not to speak of woman, requires before jumping to con- clusions and landing heavily on unproved certainties. The Evertons alone scouted the theory as both injurious and ridiculous ; and people said it was wicked of them to do so, and a fly- ing in the face of Providence all round. And for people who professed such high principles as they did, it was doubly wrong, and calcu- lated to bring down a judgment on them — as it would, sooner or later. VOL. I. CHAPTER IV. No one knew where Dulcie Everton's power of soothing lay. She was not specially soft in speech and she had none of that senti- mental sympathy which lessens pain by tender exaggeration. For, under this tender exaggeration, self-pity for martyrdom in- sensibly glides into self-admiration for hero- ism ; and the tortured soul finds in the magnitude of its sorrow that kind of pride which some people find in the magnitude of their ailments. But this was not Dulcie's way ; for indeed she never exaggerated anything, having an DULCIE EVERTON 67 amount of common-sense and perception of proportion that was the very antithesis of inflation, sympathetic or otherwise. Nor had she a caressing manner ; and, save to her own people, she was more sparing than lavish of endearments. She did not know, still less practise, the very rudi- ments of feminine purring ; yet she had, as has been said, a strangely soothing in- fluence over all who were downhearted or in trouble. Perhaps her power came from her absolute mental sanity, so that she was to the sick soul what perfectly pure air is to the sick body. Perhaps it came from her uncon- sciousness of self, so that she gave the im- pression of spiritual plasticity, of unaffected receptivity, which made a kind of down cushion for the weary on which to lean. It 68 DULCIE EVERTON was one of those subtle qualities which do not easily lend themselves to analysis. All the same, there it was ; and no one could be long in her society without feeling this charm of spiritual rest which probably no one could describe or explain. To Martin Harrowby this subtle quality was specially delightful — if indeed anything could be called delightful to this poor passion- tossed Pilgrim of Love. May be, the utmost that could in fairness be said was, that he was less miserable when with Dulcie than when with anyone else. Somehow she suited him. Their tastes agreed ; and by her want of demonstrativeness she never jarred his nerves — only too apt to be jarred novv-a-days! She amused him. Ah ! was it really amuse- ment, or the lull which comes with momentary distraction ? That line between the active DULCIE EVERTON 69 and passive is so fine, so easily overstepped, so often indistinouishable ! Let all that be as it might, the result was patent, however deeply hidden the cause. To Martin, heart-broken for the loss of that fascinating Daughter of Lilith — that beautiful and unscrupulous witch-woman whom he loved to his shame and sorrow — this purely natural, innocent and self-unconscious girl, brought both balm and blessing — both rest and refreshment. Dogs played a rather large part in the life of the Everton family, and Dulcie had her special favourites and belongings. Among them was a clever little black poodle, to whom she had taught all manner of quaint tricks, and given a certain almost humanized intelli- gence ; so that it seemed as if he understood, if not quite up to the binomial theory, yet more 70 DULCIE EVERTON than the mere skeletonized sentences which most dogs learn to understand. This dog, Maitre Ange, was her constant companion ; and wherever Dulcie was there also were those four tufted legs and that sharp black muzzle, the owner of which had always something queer or affectionate to do or say, from walking on two legfs to a fine discrimination between the two political leaders who divided the country between them. As Martin loved animals according to the rule of men who have been brought up in the country, Maitre Ange grew to be quite a bond of union between Dulcie and himself; and he busied himself with that curly-coated creature's edu- cation as if it were his own property that he was improving. He added party shibboleths to the two leaders' names ; so that really Maitre Ange grew to have a very respect- DULCIE EVERTON 71 able political repertoire, and could express an opinion on Home Rule or Unionism — one man one vote — the best to lead — the one to scuttle and the one to hold fast — with the most intelligent bucolic voter in the place. It was an innocent kind of diversion for a man who had known the tragic things of life, but it fitted in with the exigencies of the moment, and helped to while away the weary hours. The whole life led by Martin at this present time was so entirely unlike that which had lately shattered his happiness and warped his principles — such interest as he could find in it had so little relation with that other which had overpowered him — that he could not weave for himself morbid suggestions, nor find painful associations of any kind. So far it was a spiritual tonic — an alterative — a 72 DULCIE EVERTON new force, which changed the course of the current and dug a fresh channel leading away from that Water of Bitterness — that Marah wherein his soul had lost itself, and his happiness had made shipwreck. Hence he was always content, in his sad way, to be at Everton Hall ; and Mrs. Everton was content in her mild way to have him there. So too, was Dulcie, who held him as a kind of supplementary brother, and liked him as she might have liked a cousin — some- one both kin and kind. His sadness was patent, but not even Mr. Everton — who, as a man, knew a little more of the world than did his wife and daughter — guessed the cause, and to none was the cause revealed. Mrs. Everton was not the kind of woman who, for all her softness, induces young men to take her as a confidante for tales of un- DULCIE EVERTON 73 holy passion, however pathetic in the drama and grievous in the issue. And if not the mother, then assuredly not the daughter, who would scarce have understood the story if con- fided to her. But, indeed, Dulcie was not a girl whom anyone would have attempted to enlighten as to the hidden sores of life and the terrible tragedies of passion. To her, the right line was absolute — there could be no paltering with virtue. That any of their own friends or kinsfolk should go crooked and do wrong was one of the moral impossi- bilities which her mind could not grasp. As for Mr. Everton, had Martin told him his miserable story, the chances were he would have forbidden him the house, as an associate unfit for Dulcie or her mother. Hence the whole sad episode which had burnt into the young fellow's soul was covered up from all 74 DULCIE EVERTON those loving eyes, and that wonderfully elastic camel, ' ill-health,' bore the burden. The people at Green Lanes began to talk. People in the country always do when there is a chance of making two and two into five, or of lighting on the strange fowl hatching in a mare's nest. The talk, which began in a whisper, at last grew so loud that it echoed into the solitude of Hayes Hill ; and Martin Harrowby was made aware of what the neighbourhood expected from him — what, indeed, it had resolved he should do if public opinion had any force. ' He ought to marry Dulcie Everton,' That was the general pronouncement, varied by an occasional query of: ' When is it to be ?' The main theme, however, and its varia- tions were alike harmonious in their dominant DULCIE EVERTON 75 note — he ought to marry Dulcie Everton ; and to be quick about the proposal, so that society might have an easy conscience, and sleep in peace as to the honourable intentions of one of its principal members. It took him by surprise when he first heard the thing mooted, and it was Captain George Jones who blurted out the gossip, in the way those old sea-dogs affect. For himself, Martin would have gone on for years as he was now — allaying the pain of his empty hours with this pleasant kind of anodyne — as it were, plugging his bleeding wounds with cotton-wool. But love? — marriage? Can the burnt-out slag burst again into flames ? Those ' wonted fires ' which some say are to be found in our ashes— what rubbish ! Never again ! Those who hold to this as a possibility of human nature have never known Love — have 76 DULCIE EVERTON never realized how this Love can take all the life out of a man's heart, and reduce his whole being to ashes wherein lies no potentiality of future fire. Love ? Dulcie Everton or another ? Ah, never ! — emphatically never ! The power had gone. The slag was burnt out. Still, he would not do his old friend and playmate harm. If to love her were impos- sible, he could protect her, honour her, give her a stately standing in the county, and make her position equal to that which she would leave for his sake. She was sweet and simple, and had the healing touch which helped him to bear his pain. She was to him as David was to Saul, and he would grieve to lose her now out of his lonely life. She made the sole spot in it that was not barren — not poisonous and unvvhole- DULCIE EVERTON 77 some. That Glory of Womanhood being unattainable, he might do worse for himself, and Dulcie might perhaps do no better for her own future, than in a marriage between them. He thought that she would not refuse him. He knew that he could not make fervent love to her. Self-absorbed though he was, he had not become a systematic hypocrite, and his selfishness was not calculated. He would receive all from her ; but the ' exalted portion of the power and pain ' of that overwhelming passion would not be his to give. Still — she would consent if he asked her ; and he would do her no harm in giving her clay for living gold. She was always so sweet and good to him, and to make him happy — happy ? — would be her own happiness. And though she was too frankly glad to see him for romance, yet 78 DULCTE EVERTON she was so evidently attached to him, in a way, as to be reassuring. And then, he went on to think — revolving the thing in his mind and viewing it from his own point of view only ; Dulcie herself coming in only as a kind of spiritual shadow, or delicately-touched after-thought ; she was really a pretty girl. She had none of that strange grace, that subtle fascination, he had learned to worship as the very soul of feminine beauty. Her hair was dark not golden ; her eyes were grey not brown ; her cheeks were reddened like a Catherine pear where the sun had scorched them, but her skin was clear white where her hat and hair shielded her forehead. Yes, she was pretty enough for a man's eyes to rest on — weary eyes as they might be — cold and unenthu- siastic as well as weary. In her bright face DULCIE EVERTON 79 would never be seen that deadly monotony which makes the loveliest set of features ever carved out of living marble pall on a man ; never that peevish irritability which distorts, nor that cold sullenness which hardens. Not a trace of the darker passions traversed her transparent being : therefore none could ever appear on her face. She would always be what she was now — sweet, simple, bright in temper, submissive to his will because obedience, the offspring of unselfishness, came naturally to her — careful of his feelings and attentive to his desires because serving for love was in the depths of her woman's nature. Yes, he might do worse. So might she. For if he had no fire of love to g^ive he had respect, affection, good social conditions, and an assured fortune. And he had need of her. And she — she should never know his 8o DULCIE EVERTON secret and never dream that the fruit which loois:ed so well in the hand was rotten at the core — that the rose he had plucked in the garden and offered her for her life's array, was cankered at its heart. Surprise was the first of the many feelings which swept over Dulcie's gentle soul when Martin made her the formal offer of his hand, his name and his fortune. She had never looked at him in the light of a possible lover. That was not her way. Neither Percy Merritt, who wrote poetry to her under the name of Chloe, nor Adolphus Tyson, who drew her portrait, or intended to do so, in the sermon wherein he combined Martha with Mary and showed what a perfect am.algam it was — not one of all the unmarried men and youths who lived in or came to Green Lanes had ever crossed her mind as a possible DULCIE EVERTON 8i aspirant. And if not they then assuredly not Martin Harrowby, her old friend and play- mate — the best substitute for a brother that she knew ! After surprise came distress and some strange fear of herself. She did not know her own mind, and she was bewildered because of her ignorance. She knew that she liked Martin — oh ! more than any other man in the world, save her father and brother; but liking is not love, and to be scheduled with a father and brother is far from being placed on a pinnacle, as a lover — in the sanctuary, as a husband. She had never asked herself anything about her feel- ings for him. She had been content to live unquestioning and unanswered. And now this, to her, sudden transformation disturbed her beyond all measure. VOL. I. 6 82 DULCIE EVERTON What should she do ? Martin had been content with her 'put off' reply, asking for time to consider and may be understand her- self better than she did now. But he would not be content to be put off for ever ; and she must make up her mind one way or the other. She made it up in favour of Martin and marriage ; and when she had decided, it seemed to her as if, without knowing it, she had been in love with Martin Harrowby all her life. The announcement of this marriage of macrnates caused the liveliest emotion in Green Lanes. For the most part that emotion was favourable and sympathetic ; but who ever knew a community that had not a dissentient section whatever the sub- ject presented to it ?— a section voting natur- ally blue because the other flew the yellow flag? DULCIE EVERTON 83 This pretty little country town, standing among woods and meadows like a cluster of jewels set in green, was famous for its inter- necine disputes. At the worst of times some party quarrel was blazing high, and at the best of times the fires were only smouldering and were never quite extinguished. But this mar- riage between Martin Harrowby and Dulcie Everton had so much to recommend it, so little against it, that the dissentients were hard put to it for reasons why they should object. Percy Merritt certainly said it was a pity, because Martin Harrowby had no culture ; the Reverend Adolphus Tyson gravely ques- tioned the state of his soul, not stating very precise reasons why he should. These how- ever were fads of no account, and the en- gagement went its appointed length till it culminated in the marriage to which Martin 84 DULCIE EVERTON looked for assuagement and Dulcie for hap- piness. By this time she was as much in love with her old playmate as if he had never been the quasi-brother of her budding girlhood — the unsentimental friend of her more developed years. She knew nothing of the world, of herself, of men ; and like all wholesomely brought up girls took what was in her own life as the unchangeable norm of virtuous existence. She looked not one inch beyond her own narrow and serene horizon, nor let down one link of the chain into the deeper waters below the surface of her own still and unruffled lake. If she had known the truth of things as they were, she would have re- nounced the world for ever, as a place where no virtuous woman could live with honour or decency to herself and to her kind. CHAPTER V. Business in Paris had not of late been quite so satisfactory as might have been wished. There had been a panic on the Bourse ; a corresponding run on the banks, by which many of the smaller had gone ; and a general sense of insecurity throughout the mercantile world, which had paralyzed trade and brought about disaster. The business of which Jacques Courcelles held the reins had suffered with the rest, and he stood on the brink of ruin. Make what efforts he might, and come to the best issues possible, he could hope to save nothing more than a mere 86 DULCIE EVERTON subsistence for himself and his wife. He, who had been wealthy, must now consent to be poor ; and the very royalty of lavishness in which his love had hitherto expressed itself must now be reduced to the meagrest fringes — if haply that reduced substance could afford even the meagrest kind of fringe at all. It was not for himself that the good little man grieved so bitterly as to endanger his health and even to threaten his reason. For himself, he could have borne his troubles with that conscious heroism which Frenchmen affect when before the footlights. He would have lightly struck his breast and proclaimed his moral solidity — squared at the base, and not to be shaken, still less overthrown, for a trifle like this. But things were different when it came to Elaine. Then his flaccid cheek grew pale, his pendulous under-lip DULCIE EVERTON 87 quivered and his eyes filled with tears, as he lamented her evil fate and called down curses on the heads of those who had caused it. This and this alone could have shaken him from his histrionic stoicism ; but this did shake him, and gravely. During all this time of trouble Elaine bore herself with the most careful exactness. She never relaxed in her wonted tenderness to her husband, though now that tenderness could not gain the old-time reward of diamonds and pearls, carriages and fetes. A bystander would have seen in it a certain element of calculation that poor Jacques him- self never knew. He would have seen how her eyes narrowed to a line when her hus- band caressed her in his clumsy, unpoetic way ; and how her lips were involuntarily compressed — her hands involuntarily clenched 88 DULCIE EVERTON — while she responded with the outward grace of one who loves the love showered on her. It was too early yet to throw up the game, she thouo^ht. She saw no g^ood to come from a premature change of front — a prema- ture unmasking of the 'true truth'; and as yet no better chances offered. No substitute for her ruined husband was available ; for of all her lovers none was worth a moment's risk. They were all either wanting in money or burdened with wives ; and either plea was barrier enough for a woman who loved, after money and money's worth, the admiration of all and the passion of many. Besides, the world's esteem is a possession which the secretly depraved cannot afford to let slip. Though it carries no moral solace with it, it keeps appearances straight ; and if the outside of the platter is kept scrupulously DULCIE EVERTON 89 clean, bystanders do not peer too closely into the inside. And, so far, Elaine's public de- votion to her gnome-like husband had kept her well with the world — making her life fair and honourable in outside seeming, however much it might be degraded and besmirched in the inner reaches. At all events, loyalty and devotion and the brave acceptance of his broken fortunes made her best present policy ; — and she followed on that line without swerving. She nobly stood by her husband in his hour of trial, and the world doffed its plumed cap as she passed by and gave her the honour due to a saint and heroine in one. Jacques, grieving for her straitened circum- stances, so gloried in her love — so worshipped her for her sublime devotion — as to make his grief in one sense more severe, but also in 90 DULCIE EVERTON another, transforming it to joy — as the test by which the exquisite purity of her nature was made manifest — as the theme on which her heavenly love for himself, unworthy ! — had been declared aloud. It was as a sermon on the text of the uses of adversity, and the jewel to be found in the head of that reptile, Misfortune. And as Elaine said over and over a^rain to herself — as she was the only one who suffered, her hypocrisy did not count as sin. She did her duty to the full. No matter from what spring-board of sentiment it was done, she did it. And that was all with which others had any concern. No one could cast a stone at her ; no one could accuse her of neglect or indifference. For the rest — if she chose to gamble away her soul for certain stakes, who had the right to inquire? It might not DULCIE EVERTON 91 be pleasant to contrast her present state with her past — to fathom the depths to which she had fallen since her days of innocence. Deceit, cruelty to other women, treachery to all her lovers alike, and the betrayal of her husband's honour, were not pleasant items to call over in the catalogue of her doings. But no one knew, or she fancied that no one did ; and — she was strong and could brave and dare things which would have appalled a weaker woman even to contemplate [ One evening Jacques came home with yet more distress than that which was always to be seen now on his doglike face. Things were getting worse and worse in that dis- tracted world of ruined speculators and fallen firms wherein he had his place. There was but one hope left to him — to go to Tunis, with which city he had some important 92 DULCIE EVERTON business relations, and see for himself what he could save from the universal wreck. Meantime — that beautiful hotel which he had bought and furnished at such enormous cost — that lovely setting for his still lovelier jewel, must be given up ; and Elaine, born for the throne itself, must descend to apart- ments such as once she would not have stooped her proud head to enter, even on a visit. There was no help for it. Ruin stared them in the face ; and that old proverb about the necessity of submission when He Who Must Be Obeyed holds the reins was not to be gainsaid. ' It breaks my heart — but I am helpless !' said honest Jacques, tears streaming down his face. ' If I could have left you here, my darling, in your usual state and comfort, it would not have been so bad. But to put you DULCIE EVERTON 93 into an apartment, and there desert you ! It maddens me to think of. Yet it must be.' A spasm came over Elaine's face. Hitherto her loyalty to her husband had entailed no greater sacrifice than the profession itself. Outwardly, for these few weeks, things had remained the same ; and those business losses, though so gigantic, had not touched her private expenditure. Now, when things had advanced another stage, that private ex- penditure had been reached, and the costliness of living had to be reduced. The first act in this drama of humiliation was the sale of Elaine's luxurious hotel, and the transfer of her peerless self to a minor, meagre, third-rate apartment. No wonder then, when she realized this bitter truth, that a spasm crossed her face, and 94 DULCIE EVERTON that she wished, not for the first time, her husband was dead. He watched her lovingly, humbly, his small eyes blurred and bleared with tears. Fortu- nately he did not attempt to touch her. If he had, she would have struck him in the face. Like a flash of light she reviewed her posi- tion, and balanced her chances of good with those of evil. To remain in poverty in Paris, acting the role of the sweet and patient martyr ? She would gain kudos from that ; infinite kudos ! But personal advantage ? — money ? — pleasure ? Doubtful. As a martyr, she must abstain during her husband's absence. She must walk with tiresome cir- cumspection. She must be wearisomely careful of appearances. She might be a fictitious martyr but she would also be a real prisoner ; and seeming and reality would be DULCIE EVERTON 95 too close for her taste. No, to remain in Paris in miserable rooms and in a fallen position, would not do. There was no possible advantage that she could see to come to her from such a state of things as this ; and she did not care to push into the regions of actuality the part she was playing with such consummate skill. There was then that other choice — to go with her husband to Tunis, and throw her chances on a new die. The unknown is always the potential, and who could say what angel of good fortune might not be waiting for her there ? And to go with her husband would put her in the ranks of the heroines — which was quite as good as that of the martyrs. ' Better than leaving me it would be to take me,' she said, after a moment's pause. 96 DULCIE EVERTON Her face was quite smooth and composed now, and the expression on it was noble and lofty. ' Would you brave that terrible journey ?' asked Jacques. ' To be with you ? — to remain constantly your faithful companion ? — to soothe you by my love, and share your sad fortunes ? — yes,' she answered. He fell on his knees by her side, and reverently kissed her hand. ' You are not a woman,' he said ; 'you are an angel come straight from heaven !' ' I am only your loving wife, my poor Jacques,' she answered gently, compressing her lips to a mere line as she spoke. 'And I am your adoring husband,' he said, in the spirit and with the voice of a worship- ping devotee. DULCIE EVERTON 97 It was, then, arranged that Elaine should accompany her husband to Tunis, to look after his health, soothe him by her cares, and keep up his heart by her sweet and tender sympathy, her womanly courage and devoted help. Her lady-friends wondered at her courage and cried out against her impru- dence. At Tunis lurked all manner of hidden dangers, according to them ; and she was putting her very life in peril. Assassins sheltered themselves behind all projections and within all recesses. Men with long guns and sharp knives were as plentiful as chiffonniers in Paris, carrying their crooks and baskets. Big blacks, mute and impas- sive, roamed free and far on the look-out for beautiful women to carry as captives to their masters' harems ; and when once shut up within those jealous walls, no redress was VOL. I. 7 98 DULCIE EVERTON possible, and no escape could be made. The only way of escape from the infinite sorrows and indignities of captivity open to her would be by the sack and the river, if not by the bow-string or by poison. So they talked in their shrill and irrepres- sible French way, doing their best to terrify her as they themselves were terrified. But Elaine knew better than they. Older than she looked, of that composite and cosmo- politan kind which has parents of different races, and has been brought up in various countries, she had travelled much and known more, before her beauty made Jacques Cour- celles in his own estimation the happiest man in the world. She and her mother were then living in Paris on the figment of fortune and position. Jacques Courcelles, the wealthy merchant, translated the figment into fact, DULCIE EVERTON 99 and gave her the thing she had only assumed to possess. But the knowledge got from her previous wanderings stood her in good stead now ; and she alone of all concerned knew how purely fictitious her heroism was, and how little wool there was in all this great cry. Thus she kept firm to her resolve to go to Tunis with her husband ; and neither could her lady-friends terrify her, nor could her secret lovers persuade her. Those poten- tialities lying in the unknown allured her ; and at the worst she would have the kudos rightly earned by a devoted and heroic wife. A good sailor, where her poor Jacques was a bad one, Elaine had the most enjoyable voyage that could be made by a pretty woman, honourably rid for a time of an enamoured husband. Her beauty brought to her feet all the male hearts that beat loo DULCIE EVERTON on board the Enckantresse, and roused the deadly enmity of all the women who were not confined to their cabins. Her polyglot tongue made her free of all nationalities, so that she could converse as a native with each as he wandered by, whatever his birthplace or national flag. Her own nationality was a secret. The stereotyped answer that she made to those who ventured on the question was (in the tongue of the interlocutor) : ' At present I am a Parisienne, seeing that my husband is a Parisien.' ' But you must be a Russian, madame,' said one who had spoken to her in consonants intermixed with strange compounds, and yet stranger notes of sound, never heard out of the holy kingdom of the Czar. ' Am I ?' she laughed. ' If you say so, so be it.' DULCIE EVERTON loi Others claimed her as one of their own in precisely the same way. Italians, Germans, Spaniards, all hotly contested for the honour of this fair creature's original nationality, and were quite ready to cut one another's throats as the better proof of their right to hold her one of themselves. To all she returned the same evasive answer. There was not one among them with whom she cared to forge even this slight link. They might admire her and desire her grace, but she did not care to give so much as a hair of her head for them to hold by. Getting and giving are different things ; and no one knew this more clearly than Elaine Courcelles. At last they reached their destination, and when they disembarked at Goletta Jacques was a weak and miserable washed-out rag-. 102 DULCIE EVERTON while Elaine was in superb health — splendid with beauty and strength while still possessing that wonderful grace of the boudoir woman — that highly- wrought and poetic personage, who is to the Western world what the odalisque is to the Eastern. The contrast was striking, and could not fail to attract the notice of all who saw them. It attracted the notice of a tall, handsome young Englishman who was standing on the quay as Elaine and her husband landed, and he said half aloud : ' Beauty and the Beast, by Jove ! And what a Beauty, and what a Beast !' Standing close to where the two must pass it was only natural that Elaine should look at him as her skirts brushed his knickerbockers. She passed so close to him that some kind of recognition was necessary. DULCIE EVERTON 103 ' Pardon,' she said in her sweetest, gentlest voice. The stranger took off his deer-stalking cap and bowed, and just then Elaine's parasol entangled itself in her fringes, and fell from her hand. He, the stranger, made a step forward and picked up the parasol, which he gave her with a true British smile — more friendly than formal — more human than conventional. It was a smile that tore a rent in the veil always hanging between two strangers. She re- turned it, but with a slight air of reserve, as befitting the modest sex. Then she passed out of sight, and the Englishman stood on the quay and wondered at the emptiness of all he saw, and how vilely uninteresting everyone appeared. Not a pretty woman among them ! — just a mere 104 DULCIE EVERTON handful of dowdies ! Small need for them to veil their faces according to the Mohammedan law 1 That other one now — that French- woman with the gnome-like husband — she, if you will, was a flower to admire ! What a splendour she was ! What an exquisite living poem ! Who was she ? — and should he see her again ? Where was she going ? Should he find her at the hotel ? He hoped so, but he dared not believe as he hoped. Meanwhile, he would go back to the town and see what fate had in store for him. If it should be a rencontre with this fascinating loveliness — he should be glad. That man, evidently her husband, was but a Beast, and as such beyond the pale of consideration. CHAPTER VI. She was there ! Radiant as Eve newly born, trailing those ' clouds of glory ' as a visible garment about her — graceful as a young leopardess stealing through the jungle — to her victim or her mate ? — lovely as the loveliest dream ever imagined by poet and beyond aught that sculptor could mould or painter portray — here she was, this unknown Beauty of the quay, in the same hotel with himself! With that wonderfully graceful step which we see in some animals and a few women — the step which balances the whole body as io6 DULCIE EVERTON harmoniously as if it were a musical cadence translated into form and movement — she came into the salle a manger like some creature from another world, and there was not a man there who did not feel himself the richer for her presence — not one who did not covet her companionship. Her place at the table, however, was next to the young Englishman to whom she had smiled for service rendered, and who had doffed his cap to her in reverent gratitude for her grace. As she sat down, they looked at each other and bowed, she smiling faintly but so sweetly ! — he flushed to the very roots of his hair for pride — and something else. The dog-faced gnome by her side expanded into a broad smile, and bowed to the handsome young stranger with effusive pleasure. He was DULCIE EVERTON 107 glad that his queen had met someone Hkely to be a pleasant companion for her during the exile to which her great love for himself — unworthy ! — had condemned hen Jealousy was as impossible to him as, in his belief, infidelity was impossible to her. Had the angel Gabriel himself told him she had even dreamed of another man's love, he would not have believed. Had he with his own eyes seen her in another man's arms, he would have doubted his proper senses, and would have taken the thing as the cheat of a disordered fancy. Wherefore, despite the contrast to his disfavour between himself and the fasci- nating young bachelors that crowded round her — between himself and those discontented husbands of notoriously unstable tempera- ment, who haunted her salon and found a welcome in her boudoir — he was tranquil for io8 DULCIE EVERTON his own part and content that she should be admired for hers. His was the best and truest, the most loyal and most unselfish nature to be found under the broad canopy of heaven. It might have been thought that Elaine, for very gratitude, for very shame, would have re- spected this devotion that was so true — this trust which was so blind because so loyal. But where is the vain woman who is not cruel ? What faithless wife concerns herself with the loyalty she deceives or the trust she betrays ? With the gratification of her own passion — be it the passion of vanity desirous of love because of its incense, or passion of a more instinctive kind — with the gratifica- tion of this, her object in life is fulfilled. And if her way lies over bleeding hearts and ruined lives, so much the worse for those DULCIE EVERTON 109 who be in her way ! What cared Tullia for her father's blood on her chariot wheels ? What cares the vain and lustful woman for the men whose lives she ruins ? — for the women whose hearts she breaks ? To Elaine her husband was simply a cir- cumstance ; in no wise a person to be reckoned with on his own account. He was her patent of respectability and the text which set forth her own grace and sweetness. He was use- ful to her as a chaperon and a banker's book ; and while this usefulness lasted he was safe. If the day should ever dawn when she could make better terms with fortune without him — then let him beware ! ' Is this your first visit to Tunis ?' asked the young man in insular French. ' Yes. And yours ?' answered Elaine with the fine intonation of a Parisienne. no DULCIE EVERTON ' Yes, my first also/ he said. That Httle link of likeness was as a song in his heart. * Have you been here long ?' she asked. 'Four days,' It seemed to him as if he had waited months for this gracious advent. ' Ah ! Then I must regard you as a native compared to myself — an habitue, and nationalized.' She laughed at her own conceit. ' You will be able to tell me what I ought to see,' she added. ' Willingly,' was the answer made with evident pleasure. ' If you will allow me I will take you everywhere.' ' That will be kind,' said Elaine. ' My husband will be too much engaged for sight-seeing, so that if it were not for the amiability of a compatriot, I should be DULCIE EVERTON in forced to go about with a laquais de place alone !' ' Oh ! I am not a Frenchman,' said her companion hurriedly. ' I am an English- man.' But it pleased him beyond measure to think that this lovely creature, with her perfect accent and Parisian French, should for a moment have imagined him her fellow- countryman. ' Indeed 1' said Elaine in English. * You spoke French so well I thought you must be a Frenchman.' * But you speak English like an English- woman !' said her companion. ' Are you English, madame ?' She smiled and looked up into his eyes. ' In heart,' she said ; ' in heart, wholly, and partly in race. I love the English people 112 DULCIE EVERTON and all that is English. When I see the English flag my heart swells, and I say to myself: "That is mine, too !" ' Her patriotism was so lovely ! It was like a poem set to noble music — like the National Anthem sung by the young-eyed cherubin — and it touched the heart of the young man ; as she knew it would. ' I like that!' he said enthusiastically. ' It is a grand old country. One feels that when one is abroad, more especially when one is in rough places, as I have been of late.' ' Yes ? Where ?' she asked, with the ready sympathy of interest. * In Africa. I have been knocking about Africa for the last three years, and now am on my way home. And, by George ! the difference between us and foreigners as ex- plorers and colonists, both, is illimitable ! DULCIE EVERTON 113 One learns to respect ourselves out there if never before.' He spoke with pride, decision, some Httle reflection of self-glorification in his accent giving point to his words, ' I feel all that,' she answered, kindling her torch at his flame. ' In conquest and power of colonization, far, far beyond all other peoples.' ' We say least and do most,' he returned. 'Just so. The English reticence is a power in itself,' she replied. ' By the way,' she added, with the sweetest smile in her whole repertoire of smiles. ' What is your name ? African explorers are not so plentiful that I should not recognize yours.' ' Oh, I have done very little to boast of,' was the answer. * I went out for adventure and sport, rather than for serious exploration. VOL. I. 8 114 DULCIE EVERTON My name is Aston Everton, and you will not know it.' ' Yes, but I do,' she answered with a pretty air of deliberation — of searching back in her memory. ' I do know it,' she re- peated. Again he flushed to the very roots of his hair with pleasure. Never had the vanity of the natural man been so delightfully regaled as now. That this peerless creature should know his name — that he had made so much of a mark in life as to impress the golden sands of her consciousness ! For the moment he felt as if he had really done something heroic and far-stretching. He would have been puzzled to say what it was, but, like the hum of bees among the lime-blossoms, an in- distinct and confused consciousness of some great worthiness possessed him — as indeed DULCIE EVERTON 115 must needs be, since she knew his name and could verify his own account of him- self. ' I am glad you know who I am,' he said, with the very fatuity of rejoiced vanity. * It makes things so much easier.' 'Yes, it doe?,' she answered. Then turn- ing to her husband she said sweetly : ' Jacques, we have fallen well. This is Mr, Everton, the great African traveller, who has done so many brave things, and whose name we know so well.' * My compliments, sir,' returned Jacques, who had never heard of the name, state or feats of Mr. Aston Everton, but who, in things of this kind, followed his wife's lead as docilely as a little dog in a string follows on his mistress's will. And poor Aston, the dupe of a pretty ii6 DULCIE EVERTON woman's cleverness and wiles, as many a wiser man has been before him, and will be again, was now prepared to accept, endorse, believe, transfer, according to the mood of this most potent enchantress, and the direc- tion in which she chose that he should go. And now things stood on velvet, and went on the smoothest of all smooth-running casters that could be found within the walls of a hotel in the dusky East. Occupied with his business, which gave him as little pleasure as relaxation, and no more hope of a favourable issue than there was of present profit in the arranging, Jacques was glad to hand over his beautiful lady to the care of the young English- man who was so kind and good, so willing to help, so able to protect. He himself had to spend his days in dusty offices, where the sun was shut out in winter as well as in DULCIE EVERTON 117 summer — where there was no air, no local colour, nothing but eternal wrangling over details, and rows of heart-breaking figures to add up, and gnash his teeth over their exigu- ous totality, after those fatal items of subtrac- tion and division had been got through. If the labour of the day had brought hope for the night, poor Jacques would have re- gretted nothing. He was prepared to ' pay with his skin ' if need be, so that his beloved Elaine should be endowed according to her merits and the past. If he could have re- deemed her broken fortunes by the sacrifice of his life he would have done so gladly ; but as things were, he could do nought but wrangle over details, and accept the heart- breaking conclusions he could not deny. Elaine, thrown entirely upon Aston for protection and amusement, did not fare ii8 DULCIE EVERTON badly. She took all the excursions pre- scribed for the strangers ; and gave her gnome the details at dinner. And as she always seasoned those details with some pretty little expression of regret that he had not been with her, the poor man was more than satisfied that she should have been so far interested — always with that blank of his own absence to water the wine and take off the keenest edge of her pleasure. True to her role, Elaine bore herself with the loveliest courtesy to her husband. In speaking of him to Aston, she was careful to speak of him with the very sublimity of feminine pity, and that kind of compassionate resignation which is the ornament of womanly superiority. She never said one concrete word in his disfavour ; but she made Aston understand that she suffered under the burden DULCIE EVERTON iic^ she bore so bravely — that she writhed in soul under the inflictions she concealed beneath this noble reticence. It was always * my poor Jacques,' or ' my unfortunate husband ' when she spoke of him. At times she put him forth as a kind of ' Barbe Bleu ' when Aston proposed something which she did not want to do. Then she would shake her head mournfully and with her eyes raised to his would say : ' I should like it — nothingjbetter ! but my poor husband would disapprove, and I dare not anger him. He is very good, of course — you see what he is in his public form, but he would not like me to do this thing, and I dare not risk his private anger.' Then Aston would have a mad desire to strangle the miserable man| with his own hands — this gnome-like tyrant who dared to coerce, to threaten, to illtreat in private I20 DULCIE EVERTON the most beautiful and delightful woman that God ever created ! For of course he did ill-treat her. That terrified look did not come into her lovely eyes for nothing. She did not turn pale for nothing. Of course she was ill-treated, and had not the force to resist. Besides, she was such an exquisite saint, this woman, she did not dream of resisting, but bore in patience the hard lot an evil fate had meted out to her. And what a hard lot it was ! Married to this hideous little monster, whom she treated with such angelic patience and consideration, but whom it was impossible she could love — this extravagant little fool who had ruined himself by gambling speculations on the Bourse, as well as by frantic excesses in his private expenditure — and now standing on the verge of destruction — and he, Aston, DULCIE EVERTON 121 unable to save her ! Yet would that he could! Would that 'Azrael,' the Angel of Death who hovers over the Eastern world, would touch that wretched little creature with his wing and carry his soul to the place prepared for it since the world began ! If she were but free ! If she were but free ! There, in the sweet sanctuary of an English home, with the security of an English position, the honour of an English name, how thrice-blessed should his wife be made — how thrice-blessed would he be who should make her happiness and peace ! He thought of this till his brain seemed to turn — till it was as if the very potency of his wish would be its own fulfilment, and Jacques Courcelles must fail before the strength of another man's desire. But he dared not speak. Her attitude 122 DULCIE EVERTON was too noble for these outbursts of passion — of despair. It was almost as if she divined the thoughts that shook his inmost soul, and by the magic force of her purity imposed on him silence and reserve. 'We have all to submit to our fate,' she said one day when Aston skirted rather close to the main subject of all his late reveries. ' I might have had a happier fate as you say, but what can be done ? My dear mother married me to M. Courcelles as the most advantageous parti that had offered itself. And it might have remained the brilliant financial success it was then, had my poor husband been wise in his own expenditure and less rash in speculation.' ' He should have remembered the wife he had taken on himself to protect,' said Aston, fierceness mingled with his sympathy. DULCIE EVERTON 123 ' Ah ! that would have been too much to expect,' was her answer, made with the most charming acceptance of man's normal brutality. * An Englishman would,' said Aston. She looked up suddenly, frankly, swiftly, with a kind of patriotic pride and gladness in her eyes. 'An Englishman? Yes! I grant you! But then the Englishman is noble and unselfish. We cannot expect his qualities from a Frenchman !' * No,' he answered back, as patriotically proud as herself. ' I know nothing more enchanting than the life of a woman married to an English country gentleman,' said Elaine. ' No other life offers such a combination of security, activity, honour and true dignity ! How much the English lady is to be envied ! 124 DULCIE EVERTON Ah ! would that my dear mother had married her compatriot, and that I had been born in the EngHsh country mansion that was offered to her.' ' Would to God you had !' said Aston in extreme agitation. * But ' she shruo^CTed her shoulders with the pretty gesture habitual to her. ' As things are, I must content myself with being the wife of a ruined Parisian speculator, with whom to-morrow is a word of doubtful import, fuller of dread than of hope.' Aston turned away his head. He did not wish that she should see his face, for he knew the self-revelation that was on it. Elaine looked at him and a fleeting smile came on her own. She was reading in an open book and the print was like pica, large and legible DULCIE EVERTON 125 ' But if you are ruined, what will you do ?' he asked after a pause. ' What can I do ?' she answered. ' Bear it ! I can do nothing else.' ' Would you come and make your home with my mother ?' then said Aston, gener- ously hospitable with what he had no power to give. ' Where is your home ?' she asked. ' Not that I could do that, my friend — but where is it ?' ' Oh ! Green Lanes, in Loamshire.' She gave a scarce perceptible start. * I think I have heard of that place,' she said. ' I forget now from whom, but from some one. Who lives there ?' ' Well ! the Duke, the Earl, my father, Martin Harrowby — he is my brother-in-law and has married my only sister, Dulcie — 126 DULCIE EVERTON what is the matter dear Madame Cour- celles ? Are you ill ?' ' No, it is nothing,' she said a little faintly. * Only a passing pain that I have sometimes — since my poor husband so fatally ruined himself and me.' CHAPTER VII. Martin Harrowby married ! — and married to Aston Everton's sister ! And this was the boasted fidelity of man ! — this the ever- lasting love to which she had been prayed to commit herself and all her future ! Bah ! How she despised them all, these fools whom she maddened for a time and destroyed for but so brief a season ! — these wrecks which sailed triumphantly over new seas to safe ports ! — these shattered temples which were rebuilded into all their former shapely strength before she had well turned her back on the destruction she had caused ! 128 DULCIE EVERTON She had seldom had cause for jealousy in her life. Those over whom the baleful light of her beauty had passed, who had drunk the sweet poison of her charms, were rarely left with vitality enough to blossom out afresh into a new desire. When it had so happened she had known how to revenge herself — and would again. All that afternoon she sat in her darkened chamber, revolving various matters in her mind. A confused and indistinct kind of plan possessed her : She would go to Green Lanes, and make the rash woman who had supplanted her in Martin's memory smart for having taken that which was forbidden fruit and virtually another's. What matter that this usurper was innocent of evil design, and ignorant of the claim she disturbed ? The merchant who wounded the unseen Afreet was DULCIE EVERTON ^ 129 none the less adjudged guilty, and punished in his degree. So must Dulcie, Aston's sister, be punished in that she had dared to console and appropriate Martin Harrowby. But how should she, Elaine, come by her revenge? It was a far way from Tunis to Green Lanes ; and the wife of Jacques Cour- celles, the ruined merchant doing business in Paris, had but slender links with the wife of Martin Harrowby, the English county gentle- man living on his estate and caring but little for the outside world. Her way was not very clear at this moment ; but She thought of Aston Everton and went over his words and looks and ways ; and then she thought that perhaps here was her occa- sion, and by him would she make her ladder. Meanwhile, she must be circum- spect and wary, and what her hand found VOL. I. 9 I30 DULCIE EVERTON to do must be done with secrecy, if also with diHgence. Sweet, fascinating, and entrancing as she alwaj's was, Elaine made herself doubly so to Aston after he had told her this momentous bit of news — the marriage of his sister with Martin Harrowby. She wove her spiritual threads about him like a shining silver web, and enclosed him, as it were, in a very bower of enchantment, where he saw nothing as it was, but only as she desired that he should see it. Her womanly devotion to her hus- band redoubled, but with ever the discrepancy between them more strongly accentuated, and ever the fact that it was duty, not love, more clearly shown. The increasing severity of his ruin was proved by the thousand and one little personal sacrifices she made with such noble resignation — sacrifices which she DULCIE EVERTON 131 rather ostentatiously concealed from both him and Aston, but which were somehow self- betrayed before the day was done, to the further adoration of the one and the growing infatuation of the other, and the more com- plete and comfortable blindness of both. But these sacrifices, which she was so sweetly earnest to make, neither her husband nor Aston would permit ; and whatever else might go by the board, her pleasures, and all such purchasable amenities of life as Tunis afforded, were supplied to the full. The strain of this bitter fight with misfor- tune, and the anguish of mind that he suffered because of what it entailed on his adored wife, began to tell on poor Jacques. He grew paler and thinner day by day ; more pitiful, more shrunken, more heart-broken. He speculated on all imaginable chances, 132 DULCIE EVERTON contingencies, events. He drew out the probable horoscope of her fortunes, should he be taken by a kindly fate, and his adored Elaine be thus left — free and destitute. If he had been sure that it would be freedom and a wider range — a higher platform — he would have removed himself this very night. But he was not sure. She loved him ; she clung to him ; she rested on him. If he took him- self away from her, she would be desolate and lonely, broken-hearted and friendless. No ; it was his duty to live, so far as he could yet see. Should it ever become clear to him that it was to her advantage he should die, he would draw down the curtain, turn his face to the wall, breathe his last ' God bless her !' and leave her untrammelled and undisturbed. Meanwhile, he lived on in pain and sorrow, DULCIE EVERTON 133 wearying his brain with futile thoughts as to what he could do for her dear benefit, and how he could make her amends for the losses and discomforts of which he had been the unfortunate medium, if not the original cause. ' It breaks my heart to see you look so ill,' said Elaine to him in her sweetest voice, and with her most caressino^ air. ' What can I do to make you better ?' * I only ask your continued love and for- giveness,' was his humble answer. 'Oh, that I know; but what can I give you to make you well again ?' she returned. A cynic might have said her smoothness was artificial, while the well-concealed impa- tience beneath it was the reality. ' I shall be better when all this business is over,' he said gently. ' It is the anxiety of the whole thing which tells on me.' 134 DULCIE EVERTON ' Will you take my medicine ?' returned Elaine, fixing her beautiful brown eyes on the uncomely face before her, which dis- tress of mind and failing health together made yet more hideous than Nature herself had done. ' From your hands — poison !' he said. A sharp and vivid flush shot over her face. For a brief instant the blood in her cheeks seemed to discompose and embarrass her ; but she recovered herself almost as quickly as she had failed, and with a charming smile said tenderly : ' Your trust in me will not be put to that test, dear. I will give you a tonic, not a poison. Do you not know that I am half a doctor as well as a good nurse ?' ' I know that you are everything that is good and divine,' murmured Jacques ; DULCIE EVERTON 135 ' and your tonic will make a new creature of me.' ' It will,' she replied ; repeating with a smile : ' Quite a new creature.' It was needed — this tonic which was to repair the ravages made by anxiety in the health of the ruined merchant and distracted husband ; for surely he was grievously sick and the anxiety of those about him might well be transferred from his affairs to his person — from his fortune to his health ! Nothing could exceed the devotion of Elaine, and, repugnant to all her sense of re- finement as this constant attention on an invalid was — so at least Aston Everton divined and understood — she nevertheless did her duty with a noble whole-heartedness, that made that young Englishman more than 136 DULCIE EVERTON ev^er her admiring slave, and, if need had been, her resokite champion. She continued her friendly intimacy with him, and accorded him the same personal privileges of companionship as she had ac- corded him before — privileges which he cherished as priceless proofs of her reliance on his honour, his discretion, his reserve, as well as proofs of her own chaste and lofty friendship for him. He was her companion in her daily drives to those shady gardens without the city, where they strolled between hedgerows of lavender and roses, and talked in low voices beneath the vine-covered trel- lises — gardens where the golden fruit hung thick on the orange trees and the luscious dates clustered overhead. These were her recreation-times and his indemnification for the tedium of his present life — when she DULCIE EVERTON 137 was away upstairs, attending on her hus- band. For the poor Httle man was indeed ill, and daily growing worse ; though she still con- tinued to hope against hope and to fight valiantly against the dread spectre stealing on and on. Nothing could be more touching than her whole attitude at this present time. In those low-voiced talks in the shady gardens she discoursed on the duties of wives and the necessity of self-suppression, with an elo- quence, a fervour, that swept the very soul out of her hearer. * A woman may be unhappily married,' she said one day — her beautiful eyes fixed on some far-off point in the horizon where it would almost seem as if she saw her ' high- born kinsmen ' in their shining robes, stand- 138 DULCIE EVERTON ing against the cloudless blue, encouraging her by their smiles ; ' but she is none the less bound to honour and serve the man whose name she bears. Do not you think so ?' she added, turning her eyes on Aston, a whole world of regret, entreaty, and scarce conscious love speaking in them as plainly as if by uttered words. ' Yes,' said Aston in a low voice. He wanted to be valiant. He was only resigned. ' Life is one long chapter of self-suppres- sion,' she continued with a smile and a sigh as pathetic as tears. ' For honour's sake — and love's,' returned Aston, speaking with difficulty. ' Yes, there can be no true love where there is forgetfulness of duty,' said Elaine. ' Love to be love must have a clear conscience.' DULCIE EVERTON 139 He took her hand and kissed it. He might have been a devotee kissing a relic for the worshipful humility of his action. In- wardly, his man's heart burnt like fire and the fever in his veins seemed to scorch his very soul. ' You set the line,' he said, not daring to look at her. She laid her other hand on his, still holding hers, and pressed it lightly. ' With an English Q^entleman and a man of honour, that is not difficult,' she returned. ' Women can trust you English gentlemen !' ' To the death — though our hearts break,' said Aston. ' Faithful and true, I knew this I' she answered. * And oh ! what a blessing it is to know it !' she went on to say, with a deli- cate kind of fervour that was as though some I40 DULCIE EVERTON delightful fragrance came from her words — as though some lovely music flowed over her sweet lips. ' You and I are friends for life — friends, who will never have cause to regret, to blush, to wish that we had not said this or done that. Friends for life — true and inseparable in soul whatever time or distance lies between us.' Her fervour gained on him. The spiritual sublimity of her thought and the evident love it purified but did not care to control, touched all that was noblest and most chivalrous in Aston. He loved her — he thought, as man had never loved woman before ; but not for worlds would he have given this love the rude energy of expression — not for worlds would he have shocked, pained or disturbed her — shaken her sweet trust in him or dis- appointed her noble confidence. DULCIE EVERTON 141 ' You shall make of me what you will,' he said earnestly. * You shall never hear a word from me that you would wish unsaid — never a prayer that you would rather not grant. We will be friends at any cost. And you may trust me.' ' Yes, I know that,' said Elaine. With a sudden abandonment of her former self she turned to him as a child might turn to its mother^ and flinging herself into his arms, sobbed without reserve on his breast. It was her method of testing the sincerity of his self-control and the depth of his love. She knew men ; no woman better ! and could classify them by their qualities as a botanist classifies his plants or an entomologist his moths. If Aston could withstand this ordeal, this test of seduction, and come out pure 142 DULCIE EVERTON and self-controlled — he was her slave, and she could deal with him as she would. She knew her own mind and what she wanted and intended, but she needed to know on what she could rely in him. If at this supreme moment respect and self-control should prove stronger than passion and im- pulse, her way was clear — and that English home was within her grasp. From ruin to sufficiency — with the sweets of revenge to follow ; through the crooked paths of crime, yet ever with honour from tiie world outside. From this crime she had no sense of shrink- ing — for sufficiency and revenge she had but that one all-absorbing desire. And Aston, with something of the suffering of a martyr at the stake, withstood this ordeal and let her sob on his breast unkissed, un- touched, save for the light pressure of his DULCIE EVERTON 143 arm about her supple form — a pressure that meant protection rather than passion. But she counted his heart-beats throbbing hke Hving hammers in his breast ; and the turmoil there helped her the better to under- stand his reticence. After this the relations between these two biecame ever more tender but ever loftier and purer. It was as if all earthly dross had been purged away — as if the ' black drop ' had been pressed out of their hearts, as erstwhile out of Mohammed's, and had left nothing but spiritual emotion. It was a friendship that brought consolation and left nothing of shame behind — a friendship for which no one could condemn even a wife — a friendship on which, should the death of the husband leave her free, no subsequent reproach could lie and no subsequent jealousy could be founded. 144 DULCIE EVERTON This was what Elaine desired ; and, because she had found Aston so amenable to her direction, she almost loved him and failed to feel for him the contempt which was her normal attitude towards men. He had so much power over himself as to be able to resist both her and himself! If she could not have put this somewhat to the account of her own advantage she might have taken umbrage at what she now admired. But she had seen enough to know that, for the future — as she had planned that future in her own mind — this was the best and wisest and safest thing. And, thinking so, she took the good of the situation and forebore to feel aggrieved at finding any influence whatever so strong as that of her own beauty. Poor Jacques grew daily worse and worse, and Elaine's devotion redoubled. A nurse DULCIE EVERTON 145 was brought from the French convent, and the regimental doctor attended on the sick man with the zeal born of difficulty and a professional puzzle. The disease was one of those baffling and obstinate illnesses which have no name and yield to no remedies. There was nothing to account for the gradual degradation of the poor fellow's condition ; and why the remedies did not act as they should, taxed all the doctor's ingenuity to divine. Strange thoughts crossed his mind, but if he gave them place he denied them utterance, and argued within himself that it was no business of his to peer behind the screen and life the veil which hid the truth. If even it were so — was it to be wondered at ? Ruin was not a pleasant condition for a beauti- ful young woman, grande dame to her finger- tips. Nor was the companionship of a man who VOL. I. 10 146 DULCIE EVERTON had not one single claim to a woman's regard — wanting the fortune which in French eyes creates so many — more pleasant than ruin. If it were so — small wonder ; and, thought the philosophic doctor, small blame ! In any case the national honour had to be regarded. It would never do to let those infidels behind the scenes. Things might be done in the privacy of the harem which must not be proclaimed as possible in a French un- curtained home. For the honour of France, more than a dull suspicion must be stifled. And it was only a suspicion at the worst. Meanwhile, the invalid grew steadily worse and the army surgeon more and more puzzled. The Sister, who acted as nurse, was a good stolid, stupid soul, who put her faith in tisanes and mallow leaves, and who neither saw nor suspected beyond the shortened limits of her DULCIE EVERTON 147 own experience. Down in the courtyard, where he sat smoking and dreaming, Aston had but one feeling of reverence for the saintly lady who attended so devotedly on her sick husband. The coast was clear of rocks ahead ; the eyes of all were bound ; Elaine had a free hand ; and her future de- pended on herself alone. She persuaded herself that it was best so. It did not take much argument to make her think this. Her own wish was more than half her conviction ; and she was not of the kind to stop and hesitate when her mind was made up and her way was plain before her. CHAPTER VIII. The sun was sinking in a sky of fiery glory, and the long day was wearing to its close. In the sick-room all was silent, save for the laboured breath of the dying man, and the gentle froti-froic of Elaine's dress as she passed from the table to the bed, occupied in some soothing little service for the invalid. The windows were opened wide, but the latticed shutters were still closed, and the light came through the pierced woodwork in strange fantastic shapes, distorted by the slanting rays of the sun and by the shadows made by the palm-tree in the court without. DULCIE EVERTON 149 Stirred by every passing air, the branches of the palm wavered to and fro against the sky, making a kind of dance of weird shapes, suggesting terrifying thoughts, as now they blotted out and now revealed the sunshine cast by the patterned lattice on the walls and floor. All so still and silent within, and all so restless and undetermined without ! What an image it was of the peace of death and the uncertain turmoil of life ! Which of the two was most to be envied ? The eyes of the dying man followed each movement of his wife with the pathetic look of a dumb animal, unable to express the thought that fills its brain and swells its heart. Speculation, sorrow and infinite love were in those glazing eyes. Love that was pity — love that was forgiveness, and that kind I50 DULCIE EVERTON of altruistic comprehension which accepts even crime from the criminal's standpoint, and, thus accepting, thus understanding, for- gives. This was what poor Jacques Courcelles felt, and what his dim eyes and withered face expressed. Sinful in the citizen, this immoral generosity is lovely in the individual. It is not a principle by which the world can live and society prosper ; but as a grace in the banquet of life, as an occasional note in the grave harmonies of existence, it has its value as its beauty, and we should be the poorer without it, Jacques knew it all, and loved her quand mcine. It spared him the trouble and her the annoyance of his suicide, and cleared for her dainty feet the ground which his ruin had encumbered. Out of the wreck of his fortunes enough might be saved for a year's DULCIE EVERTON 151 sufficient life. By the end of that time she could marry someone more fortunate than he had been, who would raise her once more to her rightful position, and place the sceptre of social supremacy in her hand. Yes, it was best as it was ; and he did not even wonder at the hardness of heart which could compass such a deed — towards such a lover, such a friend, as he had been. Un- selfish to an extent which transformed what else would have been craven love into moral sublimity, even now in this supreme moment he thought of her and her only. For himself, he was content to be the useful victim and the stepping-stone to her future well-being. He did not resent the method, nor the thought ; for his removal would be the best for her. And she had the right to arrange her life as was best. And then — she was not cruel. 152 DULCIE EVERTON She softened the main deed by every kind of sweet attention and womanly care. It was like kissing him to death with poisoned lips — feeding him with poisoned honey ; and he was grateful for the kisses, and surely the honey was sweet ! She should never know that he knew. Glad to die and disencumber her, he would not cast even that amount of fear, perhaps of remorse, into her soul. He would go to the Great Beyond as he had lived here in life, loving her and caring for her far beyond himself. Vis-d-vis to her he had no rights. His selfhood was merged in hers, and adoration took the place of self respect. So it had ever been ; so should it be to the end, And after all — his thoughts always wandered round to this view of the matter — it saved her the shock, the public scandal, and the quasi DULCIE EVERTON 153 disgrace of a voluntary and undeniable suicide. For her own part, she was sorry for him, and pitiful, outside the absolute necessities of the case. Representing, as he did, the main obstacle in her path — her hindrance, not her help — her ruin, not her salvation— he must be removed. The law of self-preservation necessitated this, and the sophistry of egoism made her action morally justifiable. But this being so, round the hard core of the central fact she wove all manner of tender em- broideries. She was as caressing, as attentive now as ever she had been in her married life when his love could endow her, and his blindness kept her safe. Her lips were poisoned truly, but she did not stint her kisses, and, though deceived and undone, he should be happy to the last. 154 DULCIE EVERTON She was not a cruel woman, she said to herself ; she was strong, resolute, with a clear vision and a dauntless heart ; but she was not cruel. This was the flatterin