12.***° Duke University Libraries The doubting Ch Conf Pam 12mo #474 FOURTH EDITION THE DOUBTING CHRISTIAN _"E3IS"OOUH.A. BY THE LATE K i\ REV. NICHOLAS H, C0BB8, D, D*, Bishop of lite Diocese of Alabama. — » «-«♦•-.« « I MONTOWN, ALA: i li M THE DATT.V HERALD BOOK ANT) Jug CFFlCE 1864. THE WILLIAM R. PERKINS LIBRARY OF DUKE UNIVERSITY Rare Books R&& THE DOUBTING CHRISTIAN ENCOURAGED, St. Mark, ix, 24. ' And straightway the father of the child cried out, and said \\ith tear- Lord, J believe; help thou mine unbelief.'' These words of the text are a part of a very interesting portion of the New Testament, and arc well calculated to affect us with the liveliest sensibility. ; ' And one of the niulti tude -answered and said. Master, I have brought unto thee my son, which hath a dumb spirit ; and wheresoever he taketh him, he teareth him : and he foameth and gnasheth with his teeth, and pinetli away : and I spake to rhy disciples that they should cast him out. and they could no*, lie answer - eth and saith, faithless generation, how loDg shall I be with you? how long shall I suffer you? bring him onto me. And they brought him uuto him ; and when he saw him, straightway the spirit tear him, and he fell on the ground, and wallowed foaming. And he asked his father, how long is it ago since this came unto him ? And he said, of a chikl. And oftentimes it hath cast him into the fire, and into the waters, to destroy him ; but if thou canst do any thing, have compassion on us and help us". And Jesus said unto him, li\ thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believe th. And straightway the father of the child cried out and said with tears, Lord, I hdieue : hel/> mine v.ribellc ."' There is something very affecting in the word of the father of the afflicted child. * He was in a most painful struggle between hope and fear : — anxiously solicitous for relief of his poor unfortunate child ; he felt his fearful responsibility when told that the recovery of the child depended upon the strength of his own faith. .Al- though he was conscious of having faith in the power of the Saviour to heal diseases in general ; yet there were cir- cumstances in the case of his own child which excited his fears. The disciples had tried to heal his child, and had failed — and it might be that the efforts of the Saviour him- self would prove equally unavailing. No wonder, then. that the tender heart of the father, sought relief in tears, and that he should utter the pathetic exclamation of the text, " Lord, I believe ; help thou mine unbelief." As much as to say, " Lord, I do wish to believe — I do try to believe — I think, indeed, that I do believe : yet I must confess that T have many doubts and fears ; I am not certain that my faith is sincere ; I may, after all, be deceived ; Lord wilt thou be pleased to have mercy on my weakness, and help me to believe, and heal my poor child, notwithstanding all the defects of my faith.'' In these words of the father of the child we see the exer- cise of weak and doubting believers in the present day. There are multitudes ready to exclaim, and even sometimes with tears, " Lord, we believe, help thou our unbelief." In speaking from these words of the text, we will enquire into some of the causes of a weak and a doubting faith among believers. For it is obvious that a large number of profes- sors are laboring under a heavy hurden of doubts and fears — that their spiritual prospects are often confused and over- clouded, and that the calmness of a settled and prevailing peace is a stranger to their bosoms. It is true that in many cases these doubts and fears proceed from neglect of duty, from the consciousness of transgressions, from worldly-mind- edness, and from not attending upon the ordinances of the gospel. In all such cases it is right and proper that profes- sors should be distressed with doubts and fears ; it is a mer- cy that they are so ; these doubts and fears may be the means of their safety, the way by which they are to be brought to self-examination, to repentance and reformation. Sad, in- deed, would it be for such persons to be crying peace, peace, when the scriptures and their own consciences tell them '' there is no peace. 7 ' But yet there are numbers of humble, sincere, conscientious and tender-hearted professors who are often distressed with doubts and fears, and all proceeding from the want of a clear view of the doctrines of the gospel. It will therefore be the object of the present remarks, to inquire why such persons are laboring under a weak and doubting faith. 1. Some persons confound faith ivith assurance, and think they cannot have a saving faith unless they are certain of being converted and accepted. Some persons there are, who tell you that they do wish to believe, that thcyare willing lo go to the Lord Jesus Christ, and put all their trust and eonhdence in his merits and mercy. But they are afraid that Christ will not receive them ; they feel as though it would be presumption in them to claim an interest in his sal- vation ; tLat although they do sometimes cherish a hope in the Saviour, yet they neither know the time nor the place of their conversion ; that they are not certain they have the witness of the Holy Spirit, nor that God has pardoned their •.in.:. Now, to these very common difficulties; experience.! by humble and serious inquirers, we would say that faith is a different tiling from assurance — from a cettfain oonjid of being converted. Persons may be very confident o£ being converted — may think to have an assurance of the pardon of theireins, and yet have no true saving faith, no vital religion. Indeed, it sometimes happens that those who have the most confidence and assurance, have the least claim ■ to true evangelical faith. Faith is a looking to Christ; is an humble trusting Christ, an acceptance of Christ : it is a belief in the word and promise and power of Christ ; it is submission to hia laws : it is the resting upon Christ of one's whole hope of mercy and salvation : it is the embracing of Christ as he is set forth in the gospel, as the way, the truth, and the life. 13 ut all this has nothing to do with a confidence that we are converted, with an assurance that we are accepted. For example, when the eunuch, after listening to the preachin;:; of Philip, inquired to know ' : if he might not be baptised," 6r in other words make a profession of religion, Philip answered, " If thou believest with all thine heart, thou mayest •" to which the eunuch replied, " I believe that J Christ is the Son of Cod f or in other words, " 1 accepl the Lord Jesus Christ as the Saviour of sinners. I accede to the terms of salvation, as laid down in the gospel : I pul nay whole trust and confidence in God's mercy, through J Christ, and I am now willing to give the required sign of my faith through the Sacraments of the Church." there- upon Philip immediately baptized- him, and received him into the Church of Christ. Again, when the frightened jailor asked the apostles Paul and Silas, " what he must do to be saved/' they did not tell him he could not be sa unless he was confident of being pardoned and eouverferl, , that he must be certain his sins were forgiven him : but i hey told him, " Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ and thou shalt be saved." They taugnt him to look to Jesus, to ac- cept him as a Savior, to put his whole trust and confidence in hie* merits and mercy, if the jailor would do this in cerity, and certify his faith through the Sacraments of the , Church, the apostles knew that he would be saved 1 because of any coniMonod or assurance derived from his feelings, or notions or impressions • bat because of the prom- ise of God's mercy cataiaed in the gospel. As to the doc- trine sometimes taught, that we cannot be christians unless we know the time and place of our conversion, we would remark, that according to this standard of judging, we can- not kno-.v taat we are alive, unless we can remember the time and place of our natural birth ; that where this evi deuce is wanting, we are dead, and have never been born though we can eat and drink, and move, and work, and per, form all the ofher functions and offices of life. And as re gards the witness of the Holy Spirit, we must determine that important fact, not from any glow or excitement, or transport of feeling, not from notion, or fancy, or impres sion fastening itself upon the mind, but. by calmly compar ing our exercises, views, feelings, hopes, desires, and con- duct, with the word of God as revealed in the gospel. The written word of the" gospel is the formal, official test! mony of the Holy Spirit spread upon record ; and in order that wp i-j y know that we are under the guidance and teaching of that .same Spirit, we must compare ourselves, our exercises and conduct with the written word. In this way we may ascertain, not from whim, or fancy, or trans- ports, but from scripture, experience, and plain common sense, whether we have the Holy Spirit bearing witness with our spirits that we are the children of God. 2. Some persons labor under doubts and., fears from mis- apprehending the whole }>irr~, 'of 'gospel saluation. Being awakened to a knowledge of the trut1i< seeing themselves T to be poor miserable, guilty sinners, these persons a'reafraii to go to Christ, and to trust in him for mercy. Most gladly, indeed, would they go to Christ, and embrace him as their own friend and Saviour ; but they dare not, they feel too unworthy, they are not good enough. The piteous cry of each one of them is, ''Lord, I believe that thou art merci- ful, and willing to save others, but I am afraid I am so wicked and vile, that there is no mercy for me. My sin- press heavily upon me ; and peace and oorrifor: are stran- gers to my bosom. Others may have hope, r ..J peace and joy, but with me all is darkness, and doubt, and Tear. In the words of the hymn. •' I hear. bn\ seem to hear in vain. Insensible as steel; If augi f is felt, 'tis only pain To'fiuJ I cannot feel." Now, with these persons, the great difficulty is, that they endeavor to justify themselves, and to become righteous before they go to Christ, and make a profession of their faith through the appointed Ordinances of the Church. They forget the great doctrine of the gospel, that 4< Christ came to save sinners," " to seek and to save that which was lost/' " to call not the righteous but sinners to repentance," " to invite not the self-righteous, but the poor in spirit, the weary and heavy laden to come unto him." Christ has the robes of salvation ; and instead of sewing up fig leaves to make to themselves garments, they must go naked to Christ, and be clothed of him in the robes of righteous- ness. They must not wait to be filled, but must go hungry, yea, starving, and be fed from the bountiful stores of Christ's table. Theymust not wait to become clean, but as leprous, polluted and unclean, they must go to Christ, and be wash- ed in the purifying blood of the LamU They must not hope to justify themselves by any efforts or services, but they must go as guilty sinners, and be forgiven all their sins; freely, because of the atonement and intercession of the Lord Jesus Christ. These persons will never go to Christ, if thpy wait till they become fit, worthy, good enough ; if they delay till they have repented enough, and believed enough, and bee:* humbled enough to recommend them to the favor of Christ, and to justify them in the sight of God ; if they hope to find in themselves any reasons by which they may think themselves entitled to claim the mercy of God. We repeat it, therefore, these persons must go to Christ as sinners, poor, lost, ruined sinners. They must give themselves up to God through the Ordinances aud Sac- raments of his Church, with a full consciousness of being- altogether unworthy : tboy must place their whole trust and confidence in the righteousness, and merits, and mercy of the Lord Jesus Christ. In this, wiy the painful conflict in their breasts will be terminated, the burden of guilt will be re- moved ; and as they humbly repose upon the simple but sure promise of God's mercy in Christ Jesus, the dark clouds will be dispersed from their spiritual horison, and hope, aud peace, and comfort will be felt in their souls. 3. Another reason why persons labor under doubts and fears, is, because they overlook one of the great objects of gos- pel evelation, ivhich teas to certify us of God's good iviU to men. Those persons think they are to determine whether God is willing to have mercy upon them by some strange, unnatural feeling, by some peculiar manifestation, by some extraordinary impression upon their minds, by some special inward revelation of, God's grace and pardon. They gay rhey do believe, at least they'try to believe, they are willing to go to Christ as poor lost sinners, they do give -up and put their whole dependence in the merits of the Saviour ; but vet with them all is darkness, and doubt, and fear. No light of hope, cheers their dreary prospects, no voice of mercy greets their anxious ears, no evidence from' on high has been received that their sins have been forgiven, that they have been accepted of Go and melancholy; and ask it' it is possible that such as they can be Christians; they think that ilioy must be strangers to the converting and sanctifying power of grace, and that it it is but the mockery, the profanation of holy things, for them to claim to be the followers of the Saviour. And even where there is no peculiar constitutional tendency to mel- ancholy, the very magnitude of the interests involved will cause in many persons,,apprehension, anxiety and agitation. The startling question will sometimes press itself into no- tice, " what, if they should be deceived?" What- if after all their profession' of religion before men, they should at last become cast away from the presence of I r.od, and in- stead of gaining the joys of heaven, should be sentenced to endure the torments of licll?" Being sincerely honest in their religious purposes, and utterly abhorring all manner of hypocraey, such persons often become greatly distressed and alarmed', when they find in themselves so many repeated and melancholy proofs " that the heart is deceitful and des- perately wicked." The sad complaint of each one is this, 4i Lord, I sometimes believe, or rather hope that I am a Christian, that I am converted and become a new man in Christ Jesus. I do know it is my wish, my earnest prayer and effort to be a Christian ; and that I would not willing- ly appear before men to be what I am not in the sight of God ; but alas ! I have a heart so wicked, and I so often fall into sin and grieve the Holy Spirit, that *I am awfully afraid I am yet a stranger to # tho sanctifying power of grace." " Search me, Oh ! God, and know my heart ; try me and know my thoughts, and sec if there be any wicked way in me, and lead me in tbe way everlasting." i; Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a right spirit within me." " Cast me not away from thy presence, and take not thy Holy Spirit from me." Now to such persons we would say, that those who have the deepest religious feelings, arc . sometimes most doubtful of tbeir religious attainments : that where there is much grace, there is commonly the most humility ; that a weak faith may be as sincere and saving as a 'strong one ; that these doubts and fears are incentive- 1 to duly and watchfulness, anil barriers against sins and temptations; thai those wrho-ha*vo the least confident and make the least pretentions arc oftentimes the most faithful in duty and the most persevering in well-doing; and that thus it is with believers in general, sometimes in hope, him! sometimes in fear; yet, by the grace of God, constantly pressing onward, through manifold trials, temptations anil difficulties, and notwithstanding all their discouragements, defeats and falls, successfully reaching the kingdom of hea- \en, and ultimately gaining a crown of life. It should be remembered, too, that the Christian's life here below is a state of warfare, and that no soldier can reasonably expect always to enjoy ease and comfort. Trials and hardships must be encountered, wearisome journeys, cold and hunger must be his portion, and sometimes he must\ningle in the fierce and deadly strife and clanger of Jbattle. Let then these weak .and desponding believers go onward, notwith- standing all their doubts and fears, "looking only" to Jesus the author and finisher of their faith. Though the way may be rough, and the difficulties may be great, and the prospects may be dark, and their spirits may be sad, yet let Lliein hold on to the promise ; yes, let them hold on to the promise, diligently using all the means of grace provided in the Church, and all will come right at last ; the hills wilf recede, and the way will become more smooth ; the fury of the storm will be hushed, the clouds will disperse, the birds will resume their songs, the fields will look green and gay, and the sun, which had been so long concealed, or faintly seen at intervals, will shine forth in full-orbed glory, and sink to rest without a cloud or speck to dim his disc. God is faithful to his promise : like himself, his promise is the same, " yesterday, to-day, and forever.''' Hear the exhorta- iion of the pious Prophet of Israel, "who is among you that fcareth the Lord, that obeyeth the voice of his servant, that walketh in darkness, an»d hath no light ; let him trust in the name of the Lord, and stay upon his God." And hear from the same Prophet, the promise of God, "Fear not, for I am with thee : be not dismayed, for I am thy God ; I will strengthen thee ; yea, I will' help thee ; yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness." And here, in conclusion, we would remark, that the best -remedy for all these doubts and fears, is humble' prayer to God. This was the resort of the father of the afflicted child : help, Lord : help thou mine unbelief; and prayer must be our main* resource under all the imperfections of our faith. 13 We should recollect that faith is the gift of God, and' we should, therefore, pray to him to bestow upon us tbafcmost precious gift, We must ask for the Holy Spirit, " to work m us to will and to do," to enable us to believe, and to take hold of the sweet promises of mercy. And we have every encouragement to pray ; for God has promised to hear when we call and to give wheii we ask ; and especially to "give the Holy Spirit to them that ask him." Let us then day by *hy lift up our hearts to God ; let us pour out to him the wants and sorrows -of our souls : let it be our earnest cry that the Lord would help us to believe, that he would give us grace and strength to rise above all our fears, and to claim the Saviour as our personal Friend and Redeemer Let us "go forward in the strength of the fiord, making mention of his righteousness and of his only," and we shall hnd to our comfort, that our hearts, so long contracted by doubts and fears, will be relaxed and softened; the affec- tions of our souls will (low out and fasten themselves upon the Miviour : the painful conflict in our bosoms will be tor- minated ; and the blessed, " peace of God which passeth all understanding/Will take the place of gritty and accusing fears. We shall thus be strengthened with might by h bpirit in the inner man; Christ will dwell in our hearts 1 ajtb : being rooted and grounded in love, wc shall be abie o comprehend with all saints, what is the breadth, and length, and depth, and height, and to know the love of nnst, which passeth knowledge, and to be filled with all the fulness of God." Xow unto him which is able to do exceedingly above all that wc ask or think, -according to the power hat workcth in us, unto him be glory in the church- by Christ Jesus, throughout all ages, world without cihi. — Amen. ns >v )1« Hollinger Corp. pH 8.5