Our Father's Care. M # A BALLAD BY MKS. SEWELL, Of r Mi LDS," M llOMSLY BALLADS," 100K," &.0, jfcwm i&e §«i ;J) lonlJoa EMion. a ] I N D , v PRtSBVTERUi: ; arfMlTTEE.OF PJ3LICATI0N, 1S64. " Oixx* ITatlt.ei'*'® Care." A. BALLAD, BY MKS. SEWELL, Author of "Mother's Last Words," "Homely ballads," "Tee Children of Scmmererook," &.c. jfrom tijt totnts-stititt^ i,onfcait SEMtCon:. RICHMOND, VA: PRESBYTERIAN COMMITTEE OF PUBLICATION. 1864. OUR FATHER'S CAEE No. 70. - "TVTS five by the clock cm a wintry morn, -*• And dark in the east lies the lingering dawn ; The populous city is slumbering still, — And the silent whirl and the tramp of the mill ; The shuddering, wrestling, struggle of life, The pitiless crush, and the perilous strife, Have paused for a moment — with daylight, the strain Of London's great city, will go on again. The old parish clock had just finished its stroke, When suddenly starting, poor Nelly* awoke : So young and so little, so slender and spare, Wh*.t work can she do in this city of care ! She wakes up to poverty, hardship, and pain, — Poor child! Beetle down there, and slumber again. But no — she is rising — there wants nothing more, To rouse her from that humble bed on the floor : She catches tight hold of a rickety chair, And stands for a moment unconsciously there ; And then, as her little limbs shiver and shake, The light of her spirit begins to awake. The gas lamp that burns in the alley below, Just gives light enough in the chamber to show Her poor mother quietly laid on her bed, — So quiet, that Nelly thinks— Is mother dead ? And creeps near to listen — " Oh ! no, she's at rest, And there's pretty baby, asleep on her breast ; And I will not awake her— poor mother ! Oh ! no — * Tb.e age, occupation, and early maturity of little Nelly, are sketched tram U&. T72ZZZ 4 OZR FATHER? CARJ She says, I am now all her comfort below ; And we should soon perish of hunger, she Mttd If I was not aLle to work for the bread. The Hospital Doctor w»s sure yesterday, That father would still have a long while to stay, And then, must not take to ha work us before * r And poor father said, he should do it no more, And then he cried sadly, and ' Nelly,' said he, 'You'll all be starved, darling, as sure as can be/ Says I, 'Father, eheei up, a d >\- n't be afraid, For you may depend on your own little maid;' So nuw, I'll be going to Farringdon Street, That we may have iire, and something to eat." She takes up her clothes, that had Iain on the bed*,. No blanket had Nelly, they sewed her instead ; She puts theai as decently on as she may, But many a fastening had broken away ; And many a rent, often mended with pain, Through age and long service, had worn out again ; 'Twere doubtful if one scanty garment could claim. In form or in fashion, the right to a name. To fasten them close, they were folded and pinned, To keep them from blowing about in the wind ; And over the whole was a :vd woollen shawl, And mother's black bonnet surmounted it all. The poor little figure looked elfish and wild, With nought but the size, that bespoke it a child ; And quaint were her speeches, and womanly wise, While courage and cheerfulness lit up her eyes.. "Ah! Nelly, my blessing,"-- the sick woman said, " And are you now ready, my good little maid? The ha'pence lie there r at the end of die shelf, And mind, Jove, don't over-wteary yonfself; But get to the market before it is late, And don't let the loiterers tempt you to wait. Use plenty of water to wash the cress sweet, And tic all the bunches up, pretty and neat ; THE MOTHER S ADVICE 5 And speak the truth, Nelly, whatever you do, And don't touch a tiling, not Belonging to you ; Kemember that God keeps you always in sight, And sees through the dark, just as well as the light. And come back as soon as you can in the day, 'Tis lonely up here, child, when you are away; And I shall br,, And chooses her lot, be it many or less. She stops not to question what others may do, ]f they purchase many, or only a few. Rhe carefully reckons her number of pence, And thai is the measure fur Nelly's expeneo. There's none to advise her, there's no one to feel, 'Tis each for himself, and 'tis all for a meal. She pays for her bundle, and hurries along, And pushes her way through the jostling throng ; Then squats on her heels in the slippery street, To pick the cress over, and tie it up neat. Then off to the pump she courageously goes, Ah, me! for those poor little half-frozen toes; The cold water stream* 6n her fingers ?.nd feet > 8 OUR :;K. An13o we won't be sorry and fret fer the rest, i You'll ask God te help us, and I'll do my best.*' And so the days passed without Few cr despair, But hard days cf 'kber and patier.ee they were ; 'The rain beat en Nelly, the rose ere the light, r old pair of shoos just to cover your toes ; •I've three little girls not much bigger than you, .Amongst them they'll find up a trifle er two.' And then he talked kindly as we walked along, And asked to what sort of folks I \20uid belong. * My good little kss,' he said, ' can that be true?' : Fcr I had told hinicibo^t mother and you, And how mother prayed on her bed as she lay, And so we were sure of some food every day. v \c said MM was right, be had tried that himself. JJ OTTB FATHER B CaTIS: He knew 'twas the way to k9ep bnca' And I thought, and mother thought, 'twas very plain They would aot have pitied me but for the rain ; And s&e said,* fehafc all fchiags wese safe iu God's hasu 1 Because whea He promised, He gave a command ; And those who believe Him, and trust in the Lord,, 3ind e^en &e tempest fulfilling lids word. She said the old lions might roar for their prey, ®r youag lions hunt through tlie forest all day, And still might be hungry for want of their food,. But God's people never lacked any thing good." Then Nelly ceased talking, and stosd an tke ioor,. Her father said, — "Belly, dear, tell me some more r I/he tiiings that you talk about comfort my mind, And make me more willing to leave you behind." Then Nelly was pleased, she had come taere for ftia&„ So dowa by hes fatjei: she willingly sat, And thus she began without any adfc — il Yes, father, I'M tell a nice story to you. There was a gf^d prophet, a long time agG> (The story is all in the Bible, you know, We often have read it since you hiive been here-.. At least, mother reads, and I sit hy to hear.) There was a good prophet, a long time ago,. Who lived amongst very bad people you know. Who did not love God, though He Avas very good,. . But made foolish gods out of pieces of wood ;. And so ts-shastise them, a ad fcrrag fcnem to think,. The wells all dried up, and they had nothing to drink g The rain never fell down to moisten the ground, Not even a small drop of dew could be found ; A!id so the plants withered, the corn would not gro^ THE STORY OF ELIJAH. 17 And there was a terrible famine, you know. The horses and cattle had nothing to eat, And so they were famished, and dropt in the street, And all the people were dying in crowds, But still not a drop of rain came from the clouds 5 For they were not sorry, and did not repent) Although they had this punishment sent. My mother explained the story to me, The whole is not written in one place ycu see." " Well, darling, and what did the good prophet do ?^ " Ah] that is the part 1 Una now coming to; There was in the country a beautiful place, Away from that naughty idolatrous race; And there was a spring g( clear water that ran In a deep little brook, for the use of the man ; And God hid him up there, &xn\ tojd hini to 'bide, And drink of the w&ter that lie had supplied.'' « But what did he -eat, child ? How did thai befal V (t Oh ! just stop a moment, and I'll tell you all, — God made him a promise, that every day He'd send him some food in a very strange way — Mother sfiyc, "'tis net strange, for the mighty God cau Make use of a bird, just as well as a man ; And so he commanded some ravens to fcrfng, Gif the heavenly store. She bid me* to tell you some words that God said, I don't think I've got them exact Tn my head, It was a sweet promise sent down from the sky, On purpose to comfort you if you should die." "What is it, my darling? T wish T could find Myself more contented to leave you behind." "Thy fatherless children— yes, that is the word — - I will certainly keep them alive, saith the Lord ; And then, says the promise as plain as can bo, And let thy poor -widow depend upon me — And so you may leave us contentedly here, If God will preserve us, we're nothing to fear." . i( That's beautiful, Nelly ! 1 soon shall be gone, You'll need such a Friend in this hard world alone.'" 41 We'll not be alone, father -Jesus did sa} r , I never will leave you, I'm with yon arway; And, dear mother says, though the heavens may shake,, He'll never forsake ua, He'll- never forsake." " That's beautiful, Nelly ! "'tis balm to my mind,. And now I'm contented to leave you behind, My last chain is broken, and taken away, And I have no wish any longer to stay — Tell mother, Pin willing to leave her alone, 'Bnt don't let her grieve, Nelly, when I am gone ; Twould kill her to go to the workhouse, I know , Ok! Nelly, my darling, yow'll not lefe her go I 20 OUR FATHERS CARE. But do your best for her, and work for the bread, And may the Lord keep every hair of your head." Tie looked at her fondly, and then closed his eyes, "Now tell me the poor sinner's way to the skies; I've learned it, my darling — but still I would die While seeing the poor sinner's way to the sky, And hearing about the white robe, and the feast, The city of gold, and the mansions of rest; So tell me of all the sweet words that you know, I'm longing to hear them, I'm listening now.** Then Nelly Bat still, and bethought her again, 4 Of what her good mother had taught her so plain, And kissing his ashy cold cheek as he lay,* She went on again in her own simple way ; Nor deemed that her dear father's laboring breath, Would soon have a close in the silence of death. " Tis easy for sinners to come to the Lord, They've but to repent and believe in ll\a word, And God, fo§^fee sake of His well-beloved Son, Will pardon them all the bad things they have done. And give them His Spirit, that so they may grow Just like Jesus Christ, when He lived here |>elow ; And they are so happy when they are forgiven, For they are the sons of our Father in heaven.'* Then Nelly tried hard to remember a text, And wondered what words she had better say next ; Her father looked at her as if he would say, " Go on, Nelly dear, I shall leave you to-day." •"Yes, father, I will," and she held his Laud faab« Tears stood in her eyes, but her words came at last Ci I know that some beautiful clothing is wrought, A beautiful dress for poor sinners is bought, And when they have nothing at all of their own, They come to the Saviour, and He puts it on ; *Tis white as the snow, and as bright as the day, Sot even the angels are fairer than thev; 2TELL7, A COMFORTER. 2tf In this they may stand by the heaven fy throne, 8b welcome to God through the well-beloved Son. In this they are called to a heavenly feast, Prepared for all people, the greatest and least; For kings tbat like I)av;-d s\i wp ot\ a throne, And beggars who cry on a dunghill alone ; But none may c^n-vc m r not fche king on the throne, Except that fine garment be over him thrown ; And poor humble people are glad of this dress, 3 think mother ealled & * Christ's righteousness.' " The child paused a B&omcnt — he motioned again ; He spoke not a word, for he could not speak then ; A trembling Took on her father she cast, Tears stood m he? eyes, but her words followed Asfc, " I know that poor sinners are welcome to God, "Whose .souls are made pure by the dear Saviour's blood ; I know fchey -will come to the heaTenly rest r And lay their tired heads on the dear Saviour's breast* I know they will never be hungry again, Nor cry with their trouble, nor suffer with pain." His eye3 looked again — "Oh I I know they will' stand With the sheep of the fold, on the Saviour's right hand ; Ue'll wipe all the tear-drops away from their eyes, And poor sinners will not shed tears in the skies ; they'll walk in the streets with the paYement of gold',. Or rest in the shade with the kn»D3 of the fold ; And that not fo-r any thiag good they have done, ]But all for the sake of the well-beloved Soa. No candle burns there, in that happy abode, The city is bright with the g^Iory of God ; And musie is sounding there* all the day long, Our own Little baby could join in t£e soug. •And you will sing there with poor mother and me; Oh ! father, how happy and joyful we'll be ! For ever and ever our songs we shall raise, And never be- tired &£ ' glory aad praise ;' . And that not for any thing good we have done, Bat all for the sake of tb.e well-beloved Soj Z'Z 0d T R FATHER J CA1W She ceased, and her dear father opened bra eye«-r- " Yes, that is the poor sinner's way to rlio skies; I'm going there, Nellys the sins I have done, Are all put away through the weM-beieored Son ; That beautiful raiment is over me throws, And I shall stand there by the heavenly throne; My Saviour is coming, I'm catching the sound Of .sweet angel music, all floating around. I'm going there 1.1 ■■ There was light on his brow., Then up to the skies ■ He lifted his eyes, With a bright sweet smile ( hi his face the while ; ^ One struggling breath, And the hand of death Had broken the chain Of his grief and nam.. And the soul had tied From the silent dead, And free as the lark And above the dark, And above the cloud, And the toiling crowd./ Had entered the rest Of the good and blest.: But the hand that was grasped And so fondly clasped, jSfow lifeless and cold, Had relaxed its hold, And the orphan child Was left in the arild. Oh ! there was a soutd of weepitg, Tn that lonely home, And the shade of terror ereepiug, •O'er /he days to coaie. SORBGW aXD WEEPfNG. g3 He was gone— no farewell taken,. Gone, without caress ; •And the mother was forsaken, In her sore distress, All around looked' dark and dreary Troubled, full of care, And her spirit was so weary, Nigli^uiuo despair. Weeping, weeping, sad and lonely, ' On her bed she lav ; For some transient hours only, Nature had its way. "Mother must ndi grieve," thought Nelly, " Now we are alone; -I must try and be her comfort, Now dear father's gone." Then Bae went and stood beside her, In her loving way ; And her simple heart soon found her Just the words to say. "When father heard (he promise, The pretty toxt you sent; Be said it made him happy. And he could die content.'' "What was the promise, Nelly? I want to hear it now, — But did there shine a glory, Upon your father's brow ? " " Oh ! yes, dear mother, n^ver, Did I fee such a sight •, £4 tfOH IXTEER?S CMMSk His face was beaming over, All with a eauiBag ligkt. <( And such a s;ni£e he gave nie, As I did never see ; He must have --seen tie angels, As plain as he saw me, * ' He looked beyond the ceiling, High up, and far away ; * * He said, fee saw fcis Saviour, And heard the music play. Ki If you had seen him smiling, I'm sure you would not cry$ \ He looked so happy, mother, He did not seem to die. * u And there was such a stillness, So peaceful round the bed ; I almost thought the angels Were hovering round my head* <( I laid my cheek to father's, • ' His cheek was cold as clay ; . And then, I kissed and kissed liiiss., And then I came away. • *' And running home, so lonely, I always seemed to hum, The words that made him happy, Keep sounding in my ear* *' For now I am a« orphan, And you're a widow too ; And don't you think its certain, We'll find that promise true ? " .*' Yes, Nelly — yes, my blessing, And we uyisfc trust it now ; And trust that God will help us, * Although we see not how.