Fron Digitized by tine Internet Arciiive in 2010 witii funding from Duke University Libraries littp://www.arcli ive.org/details/esperanzamyjournOOnicli /v ESPEUANZA; MY JOUKNEY THITHEK AND WHAT I FOUND THERE ' And better than this home of lovBi We seeli a surer rest above, Where sheltering wings around us cast. Shall hide us from the stormy blast. CINCINNATI: PUBLISHED BY VALENTINE NICHOLSON 1860. Entered, according to Act of Congress, in the year 1860, by VALENTINE NICHOLSON, In the Clerk's Office of the District Court of the United States, for the Southern District of Ohio. This being the first edition of a new book, persons desir- ing to procure copies and failing to find the same in book- stores conveniently near, are informed that a single copy will be forwarded by mail to any address in the United States, postage free^ on receipt of one dollar by the pub- lisher. Booksellers supplied on terms of liberal discount. Address VALENTINE NICHOLSON, CINCINNATI, OHIO INTRODUCTION It is just that the reader who takes up a new book, should find on its pages a concise statement of what the vohime contains. Those who introduce either strange persons, or new books to others, assume a degree of responsibility not always well con- sidered. A friend, confiding in you, and trusting your discretion, may accept the person, or the book you introduce, as worthy the same confidence reposed in you. "Esperanza" signifies "Land of Hope;" "My journey thither, and what I found there," can only be fully imderstood by reading all the chapters of the book. A glance over the contents will give a general idea of what the book treats upon. Every chapter has its own peculiar attractions, and each one its lesson of instruction. The book is in the form of a series of letters, purporting to have been written by a young gentleman of the city of New York, who starts on a journey to the "Far West;" his object is to seek for a pleasant location for the future home of himself and "Clara," his affianced. The first several letters bear date from various points on tlie line of the journey, the others are most of them written at Es- peranza during the visit which he enjoyed there. The descriptive history of his journey begins at the depot of the New York and Erie Rail Road. (Hi) IV INTRODUCTION. The young gentleman enters the cars and finds them crowded. A lady passenger motions him to a seat beside her. In this early part of the acquaintance they find themselves both traveling west, and agree to bear each other company. He accepts an invitation to visit her home and her friends. They make the journey by way of Niagara, Buffalo, Cleveland, Columbus, Cincinnati, stopping for a day or two at some of these points. Various interesting incidents occur, yet the pleasure of reading the book must not be marred by naming them here. From Cincinnati they travel by steamboat down the Ohio river to the Mississippi, down that river a long distance, then up one of its tributaries to Esperanza, the beautiful home of Miss Elmore. After twenty chapters of this book had been stereotyped, the opinions and faith of the author were in some respects so changed, that he engaged in a different field of labor. The stereotype plates, together with manuscript for additional chapters to complete the volume, were then placed in the hands of the writer of this notice, with privilege to revise, change or abridge the manuscript, and publish or dispose of all at discretion. The picture of the "School of Life," at Esparanza, is painted skillfully and in beautiful colors. Human life, in purity, peace and love, is compared and placed in contrast with life in lust, discord and jealousy. The thoughts of the writer are stated with remarkable clearness, and oftentimes in language very beautiful. There is manifested a candor and an earnestness of purpose, proving the author to be one willing "to do, and to dare," for whatever he believed to be the cause of truth. On one subject treated upon, there are opinions advanced, which, to my mind, appear erroneous. I frankly acknowlege the permitting of those sentiments to go before the world, is to me a two-fold cause of regret; first and most, because of the deceptive and poisonous nature of all error, and its tendency to propagate itself wherever the seeds are sown ; and also, because the mind of the author has changed since writing the same. INTRODUCTION. The only alternative was to suppress many vital truths, or permit a few eri'ors to appear in connection with them. Remem- bering the expression of Jefferson, "Error of opinion may be tolerated, when reason is left free to combat it;" believing also, that tmth has nothing to fear from the expression of mistaken opinions, or from the "freedom of thought, freedom of speech, or freedom of the press :" after meditating deliberately, my decis- ion was to "let the tares grow with the wheat until harvest." That to which I have alluded as being objectionable, will be found on the pages where the writer was treating upon the ques- tion of love, and the true relation which the sexes should bear to each other. Members of the society who are living in such great harmony and happiness at "Esperanza," are some of them represented as having intimate relations of love, and sharing the responsibility of offspring with more than one of the opposite sex. It is my own religious opinion, that upon a correct solution of this one great question, rests the entire subject of redemption and salvation from sin, sorrow and all human suffering. Original salvation must square the account made by "original sin," before the mil- lenial day can dawn on the earth. I believe it, in accordance with the divine law, that no man or woman can ever find entire peace or tranquil rest of spirit, until the affections rest upon one love, with a positive assurance and faith that this one, in a conjugal sense, is entirely and exclusively their own, whose loving sym- pathy satisfies all the deep askings of the soul, hushing into silence all inclination of the spirit to wander abroad for other conjugal connection; every one thus truly mated with their own, will feel pained at the thought of having their partner in offspring mingle the finer spheres of life and love in sexual union with any other ; and that no other unions, except such as are thus wholly one with each other, are worthy of the sacred name of marriage, or can give the right to parties of becoming partners in offspring. Christ and the apostles, by example and by precept, bore testi- mony against the popular opinions and customs of both the INTRODUCTION. churcli and the world on the subject of marriage ; may there not be a deeper meaning and other reasons in, and for their course, than even professing Christians have ever thought or believed. "I have many things to say unto you, but ye can not bear them now." " Suffer little children to come unto me, and forbid them not, for of such is the kingdom of heaven." If little children throughout the entire earth were only permitted to come unto Christ through the divine law of chaste and loving generation, then the noise and confusion of so much disputing on the subject of regeneration might very soon pass away, and especially so, if the little Christians could have the example of all around and near them, living to the line of the Christian prayer: "Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done on earth, as it is in heaven." And now, having given the preceding caution respecting what I deem the principle error in this volume, believing as I do that the truths contained will greatly overbalance whatever of error there may be on the pages, hoping also that whatever influence the book may have upon the minds of those who read it, will be to encourage the growth of virtue, purity and peace in the soul, so that eventually large multitudes of men and women may be able to speak truthfully of themselves, and say, " Gently I took that which ungently came, And without scorn forgave : — Do thou the same. I submit the book, cheerfully accepting my own portion of responsibility. VALENTINE NICHOLSON. ESPERANZAi PROM NEW YORK TO NIAGARA. My Friend — It is late, and my mind and heart are full. The roar of the great cataract is in my ear ; the vibrations of the solid rock-ribbed earth jar the windows of my little bed-room, and even shake, with a slight tremor, the table on which I write. I feel the soft pressure of your hand, I see the fond glances of your tearful eye, I feel your breath warm upon my cheek, and taste the sweetness of your parting kiss. All is vividly present to me at this moment ; and then the roar of Niagara murmurs so deeply that we are hundreds of miles apart ! Your dear picture, which has rested on my heart all day, now lies before me, and smiles upon me as I look at it with dim eyes. The light falls life-like, through those brown silken curls, on that white forehead and delicate cheek ; the arched brows are full of truth and hope, and the full, loving lips seem ready to open and call me by some dear name. I smile and sigh at once. I press the dear image to my lips and heart ; and I write you the adventures of my first day's journey toward the Land of Promise in the Far West. After the happy heart throbs, and the sweetly sad adieus of our moonlit parting hour, I slept sound, awoke with the dawn, and prepared to leave the great city, so many years my home, and ever dear to me as yours, to seek out the home of our future. The sun rose over Brooklyn, and glittered on the bay. I said good bye to old Ocean through the narrows, and looked round proudly on that 8 ESPERANZA. magnificent scene, connected with so many happy associations ; for there was Castle Garden, where we had listened to music together ; and Staten Island, and Weewhawken, the scene of men-y Pic Nics. But the ferry-boats don't wait for sentiment, and I wa* soon at the New York and Erie Railroad Depot, and saw the iron bars, which, placed end to end, were to bring me over mountain and valley ; and which they have very satisfactorily accomplished. The train was filling rapidly — nearly all the seats were taken, when I discovered one vacant half of a seat — a lady occupying the other half. The presumption was, that her husband, or other male protector would soon come and claim it ; but as this was not certain, I went wishfully toward the vacant seat. I think it was a real attraction that drew me. She did not wait for me to ask if the seat was engaged, and then make a cold ungracious answer, as I have seen done so often ; but looking up with a calm bright look, that seemed to scan me thoroughly, she smiled a welcome, and with an indescribable air of self-possessed dignity, motioned me to the seat beside her, which I took. It was the only one, but had there been many, I should have wished to take it. Darling, it is a confession I am beginning, but do not be alarmed. Summon your love and your trust in me, and be sure that I can not be unworthy of either. I must describe her. She may be thirty years old ; a little above the medium height, with a well rounded figure and graceful attitudes and movements. Her eyes are hazel, with long, shining, black lashes, her brows well formed, her nose purely cut and slightly aquiline, her mouth moderately large, and beautiful ; teeth white and even, complexion a pearly brunette, with an abundance of wavy, curling, glossy, pretty hair. Her hands and feet are not so small as yours, but delicately shapen. She wears a simple straw hat, and a traveling dress of a severe, but still elegant simplicity. Her gloves, and boots, and the few ornaments she wears are in the best style. But above all, her manner, so gentle, so kind, yet so full of dignity and repose, gives you a feeling of confidence and rest, when you come into her presence. 1 feel sure that you would see her as I do, and with the same feeling. ESPERANZA. As I took tbe kindly proffered seat at her side, I expressed my thanks, and the hope that we should have a pleasant journey. " The thanks belong to you, perhaps ;" she answered, with a quiet smile. " A woman traveling alone, should be thankful for protec- tion ; and, besides, said she, looking drolly at some rough looking men, who were searching for vacant seats, " I might have had much les3 agreeable company." This might have been a compliment, but it was not, in its manner, or its meaning, but the expression of a sincere thankfulness that some of the coarse, brutified men who passed us could not claim a seat in such disagreeeable proximity. "Do you travel far on this route?" I asked, as the train started. "I go to Niagara," she said, " on my way beyond the Mississippi. I visited the Falls ten years ago, and go a little out of my route, and stop a day to renew my acquaintance." Was it Providence, or Fate, my Clara ? I will believe in good angels, and benevolent destinies. Have I not started in this trust, hoping to be beneficently guided to the home of our happy future ? "And you?" she asked, with a smile at the abstraction into which I had fallen. "I — it is my own journey. I am also going far west, in search of a home. I also go by Niagara, to see it for the first time." " Ah, well — then we may get acquainted," she replied graciously. It is the word, Clara ; for whatever she may be, her manner is queenly. She has in every word, and at all times, the repose of either an unconscious innocence, like that of a little child, or of a conscious goodness, at peace with herself and with every one about her. I have not in the fifteen hours past, detected one movement of affectation or coquetry. I would as soon think of flattering a sunbeam. If I admired her, it was because she compelled my admi- ration; and if I expressed it, it troubled her no more than Niagara is troubled with the enthusiasm of its wonderers. I fear that I pain you with these details. I do not wish to be unjust to you, my love, but you can not, at once, understand this woman, nor the kind of feeling I had for her, from the first moment I sat beside her. And you must be patient with me and let me 10 ESPERANZA. describe her as fully as possible, for I will conceal notbing from you. Whatever can come into my heart and life you have the right to know. I love you supremely — I love you only. The feeling I have for this pure and beautiful being is admiration, and if I can define it — a kind of devotion, such as one might feel for a superior being, but not the fond and personal love which lives in my inmost heart for you. It is written — though it might have been better, had I continued my narrative without these declarations. But I will now give you, as clearly as I can, the progress of our acquain- tance. " Do you reside in New York ?" I asked, as the cars paused a moment at Paterson ! " "No!" Never was one little monosyllabic so expressively spoken, not even by Rachel. There was a radient happiness in the " no ; " not a scorn or unappreciation of our great commercial city, but her whole face lighted, and her tone seemed filled with the love of some other, and happier home. You will think this a strange interpretation; but do we not know how much may sometimes be told by a single word, or glance, or sigh ? '" No," she answered ; " it is my first visit to New York for several years. I wished to look at its familiar streets once more, to visit a few friends, who are still bound in it, and see what progress the world is making." I went on to speak with enthusiasm of our improvements — Taylor's, the Academy of Music, the Crystal Palace, etc., but I stopped, when I saw the smile half pitying, half ironical, with which she listened to my rhapsody. "Your Taylor's Saloon," said she, "is a barbaric gewgaw, as unpleasant to a refined taste, as a Chinese band is to a musical ear. Your Academy of Music seems ready to crush you with its heavi- ness and profusion of ornament. Your Crystal Palace js a pretty show building of itself, but out of all harmony with its uses ; and with its plows and statuary, steam pumps and pictures, is as gro- tesque and discordant an exhibition as can well be conceived; yet it is a very fair epitome of civilization, and a failure, like that." ESPERANZA. 1 1 " But did you find nothing in New York to admire ? " I asked, with a shade of bitterness at this wholesale desecration of our idols. "Yes;" she calmly replied, "there are things which discordant institutions can not utterly spoil, and others, which are signs of progress. I found human hearts, not yet crushed or withered. 1 saw a few beautiful women and children ; some pictures, with promise in them — and ships, and steamers. I have heard good music well rendered. In making my purchases, I found some sensible, honorable merchants, and manufacturers evincing much skill. For the rest, I found, as always, a vast aggregation of mise- rable humanity, fretting, struggling, and wearing itself out in wretched conditions, with no eye to pity and no arm to save. I do do not wish to see it again, or to think of it." "Well, I, too, hope soon to leave it all," I said; "I am going to find some growing little village in the far west, where I can build a little cottage in a little garden, marry a little wife, keep a little store, and be happy. We shall have no opera, but my Clara will play and sing to me ; and we shall take the papers, and magazines, and be very happy." I wondered at myself, for this frankness, but it seemed as natural to me to open my heart to her, as to breathe. She turned toward me, and seemed to look through me, into my inmost self, with a calm sad look. I felt the spell of her presence, as if her being took hold of mine. At length she said, in low tones, but clear and penetrating — "■ My friend, this is not your destiny." "Why not?" " Because I perceive that you are worthy of a higher and better one ; that you are not only capable of a truer life than the one you have — both hopefully and scornfully pictured, but that you have the wish for, if not the idea of, a life which will better satisfy your nature." " If you can tell so much, will you not predict my future ?" I asked. " Your future is before you," she said, with a certain impres- siveness, I can not describe. " It will be fulfilled from day to day. This now, is the future of your yesterday. Were you not brought 1 2 EsPERANZA. to me ; and will not this meeting influence all your future life ? Should I speak to you in this way, if I were not assured of it?" Every sentence she uttered, plunged me into deeper depths of unknown feeling, and newly awakened, or forgotten thought. It was abruptly, almost rudely, but very earnestly, that I asked — " who are you ? " The light of a beautiful smile swept over her face, and dimpled in her cheeks. " I am a human sister of yours," she said, " if you please to own me. I am some years older than you, and a good deal wiser. For the rest, I am what you see, and feel me to be." " I am well satisfied with all I see and feel," I said. " That is not quite true. With what you see, perhaps ; not with what you feel. Your attraction to me conflicts with your idea of duty to another. You distrust yourself, and still more, the little wife, that is to live in the little cottage, in the little garden, and so on, like the house that Jack built." " Distrust her ! " " Oh, only her estimation of your present occupation and emo- tions." It was my thought : but, Clara, dear ! how could she know it ? It is true, that you often have intuitions, which tell you of my feel- ings, before they are spoken ; but that is because our hearts are one : — how should this woman be able to penetrate my most secret life, and read in it things which I have tried to conceal from myself. For it is true, that this life, even that which I go to seek, and hope to enjoy with you, does not satisfy me. Yet it seems the best that is possible to us, here upon the earth. " But I have not satisfied your curiosity," she continued, after a pause of a few minutes, during which she seemed to be considering as to what she had best tell me. " You see that I am a woman and a sister ; my age, and external appearance are open to your obser- vation. You can judge of my mind and culture, by my conversation. There is no reason to complain, I think, of distance or reserve, in my behavior. If the form and features, looks and tones, are the expressions of the Spiritual or inner life, it is for you, according to ESPERANZA. 13 your opportuaities, to get acquainted with me. Why should you not know me, as well as I know you ? " " I don't know why ; but you seem to belong to some world I am not acquainted with. I met you in the cars, as I might any other lady traveler. It is not strange, in this country, for a lady to travel alone, any distance. You have been to New York, visiting and making purchases, and there is nothing unprecedented in that, still I feel that I do not know you. There is a mystery somehow or somewhere, which I can not yet unravel." " All in due time, my friend, if you prove worthy ; " she replied gaily, '' but, in the mean time, would'nt you like to know some little particulars ; whether I am married or single ; whether I afli called Susan or Kate ; or Brown or Smith ? " "No," said I, heroically. "Those are all external, accidental, or conventional matters, and of slight importance. Your being married or otherwise can be nothing to me, and what is in a name ? " " It is convenient, sometimes — you have one, I hope." Here I had been as good as asking a lady her name, and had not yet given her my own. I apologized for this stupidity, took a card from my pocket, and gave it to her. She looked at it musingly and said — "Frank is a good name, and Wilson a common one; was your father a clergyman ? " I nodded assent. " Your mother was a Harding; excuse my questionings; curiosity is a woman's weak- ness, you know." I answered afl&rmatively, with an increasing excitement of my own. "Then we are almost relations," said she; "for I knew your mother, and loved her before you did. She was my teacher, before her marriage. I have often wished to see her, before she went away ; and now she is very pleasant to me." Clara ! was it the Spirit of that sainted mother, who guided me to that woman, who seems to me so good, and pure, and wise ? But you shall judge, for I shall write all I can of her. She would love you, and you would feel toward her as I do. I asked her no question further, but left her to tell me what she would ; but she said no more for a time, looking out upon the savage scenery of the 14 ESPERANZA. mountains through which we were passing. I had the unopened morning papers, but had no desire to read. The presence in which I sat, even with the various spheres around me, and amid the roar of the train, and the fljing scenery, seemed to raise me up to a new plan of feeling and thought. I sat in this presence, which seemed to surround me, in a life-sphere, with which my own mingled, like the harmony of musical chords. I find it difficult to express this sense of the pure, rich life of this woman, which seemed to the inner sense like the prevading aroma of apple blossoms, and gifted with a penetrating power like magnetism. Seeming to read, or rather to feel, my thoughts, she turned to me and said : " I am very glad that I have met you ; and that you are so well developed, and so little injured, as I find you. You have your mother's looks, and her heart. She was a pure, good woman, bound up in her creed, which fettered her reason, but could not destroy her afiectionate nature. Are you free from the bondage of her theology ? " " I reverence the memory of my mother," I said, " and I try to believe and do as the world wishes me to." " But not with entire success, I imagine," she said kindly. " "What your mother wished, when she was here, and what she wishes now, may be quite different. She sees now that many of her former ideas were erroneous, and seeks to impress your mind with her present views of truth and goodness. Do you not find your deepest life revolting against the creeds and forms in which you were educated ?" " It is true — but I fear, sometimes, that it is wrong to yield to such feelings ? " " Do you find that they incline you to wrong doing ? " " Rather the reverse." " Do your beliefs and your loves seem to you to be matters of volition ?" " I can not see that they are." '' Is it not best, then, to leave them in freedom ; giving the soul liberty to expand, and grow, and advance in its true life ? " I could not answer, for I was full of thought. This may not ESPERANZA. 15 come to you as it did to me, so much was in the tone, the manner, the pure articulation, and musical modulations ; so much more in the expression of her face, and the magnetism of her presence. I pondered what she said, and the far reaching meanings of which her few words were but a faint shadowing. " If belief is spontaneous and involuntary," I said at length, " if love is a free attraction of the Spirit, not to be controlled by others, nor even by ourselves, what becomes of all our sects, creeds, and social laws?" She only smiled at this question. " Marriage, for example, is a solemn promise, or contract to love one and one only, until death shall part them." "No longer ? " she said very quietly, " What then ? " " This world is as far as our laws can compel obedience, or pun- ish the violation of a contract," I replied — but my mind darkened with the doubt, whether such contracts can bind, or such penalties ensure the love of any being. And I found employment for all my reflective powers; in which I was not disturbed; for she sat in perfect composure, inviting no conversation, and, as I imagined, silently aiding me in the solution of these problems. The train stopped for dinner, and I rose and asked my companion if she would dine with me. " Excuse me," she said, in an entirely different, and playful mood. " I am not fortunate in Kailroad dinners ; and prefer to cater for myself. Will you not join me ? I have enough for both." I could not resist the temptation. She opened a basket, filled with delicious peaches, plums, and a kind of cake, which seemed made expressly to eat with them. When we had eaten, she poured from a small traveling flask, into a goblet that packed with it, a glass of a bright, pure, delicate wine, and drank it ; and then, pour- ing out another, gave it to me. There was no afiectation of offering it to me first. She took it simply as her right, and to set me the example. Was it not beautiful? I had drank good wines, but never such as this — and as I tasted the last drops, enquiringly, she answered, and said : " I saw the grapes ripen, and helped to pick them. I assisted in IG ESPERANZA. making the wine, and know that it is pure and good. It has the aroma of our home; the love of my loved ones. I wirihed to ask of that home, and those loved ones, but I could not — for if you think I have any familiarity with her, I have not yet succeeded in describing her. True, her presence is repose ; her sphere is full of kindness ; she seems to know my thoughts ; her own are often spoken without a word. But a familiarity, or the indulgence of an impertinent curiosity, or paying a trifling compli- ment to her, I can not imagine. I think she might pass around the world, and never see a man who would not treat her with reverence. It is very late, my Clara, and the day's ride, even with so much to interest me, was long and wearisome. New thoughts and feelings also helped to exhaust me ; though the influence that inspired them seemed to sustain me. I must finish my letter. We left the New York and Erie Koad, as you will see by the map I gave you, at Elmira, and came to Canandaigua, and thence, over a flat, dull country, to Niagara. Over the last portion of the route the road was uneven, the cars noisy, and my companion rested and perhaps slept. As we approached our journey's end, she pointed me to the broad river Niagara, Grand Island, and Navy Island, and the distant lights in the Canadian villages. " What hotel," I asked, ^' do you propose to stop at ? " "It is indifferent — we will try the International." " Shall I see to your baggage ? " I asked, hoping now to ascertain what I had not wished to inquire. "Yes, if you will take the trouble," and she gave me a check for her trunk. " You will want my name to enter on the register. Just now, I do not happen to have any at my disposal. Perhaps you will lend me yours." Forgive me, dear Clara, for what I am about to confess to you. I have asked her forgiveness, with tears, and she has pardoned me. I said, hastily, and most mistakingly : "Shall I write Mr. Frank Wilson and " The word was not spoken, but she knew what it would have been, and quick as lightning, yet very gently and sadly, said — " Sister ! " ESPERANZA. 17 " The word recalled me to myself. I silently handed her into the omnibus, at the station, secured our baggage, and vehen we came to the great hotel, I waited my turn, and wrote on the register "Frank "Wilson and Sister." Two adjoining rooms were given us, and we went to supper. She ate sparingly ; but conversed cheer- fully about the morrow, and challenged me to a trip to Canada, below the Falls, before breakfast. With a pleasant good-night, she left me in the parlor, and went to her room; and I to mine. Clara ! I would have given so much, rather than to have thought that unspoken thought. I was wi'etched as I deserved to be. Your picture looked at me reproachfully. I had forfeited her esteem. I took out my paper, but could not write. As I sat in this mood, listening to the solemn roar of the near cataract, there came a knock to my door. My heart bounded to meet it. I opened ; it was she ; but how radiantly, how divinely beautiful. Fresh from a bath, her traveling dress exchanofed for an exquisite white wrapper, she came to me with a bright smile, and in a voice of music said : — " Brother : have you not something to say to me V " Yes, one word;" I said, with the tears gushing from my eyes, and sinking on my knee before her — ''Forgive !" She bent down, silently, and gently kissed my forehead. Peace came into my heart. She gave me her hand, and I rose and pressed it to my lips. " Good night, my brother ! " she said softly, and, like an angel, vanished. Good night, my Clara ! 2 II. A DAT AT NIAGARA. Darling ! I have seen Niagara ! Henceforth this wonder of nature is to live in my memory, associated with thoughts and feel- ings which will mold all our future. How much I wished that you were with me ! Yet, I have the fear, that, though it might have been a happier day for me, it would have been less full of the des- tiny, that this future has in store for us. I slept sweetly, with your image on my heart, lulled by a mur- mur that seemed to come from the center of the earth, mingling in deep throbbings with the roar of the nearer rapids. I was waked by a light, playful tapping on the door, which might have connected the two rooms, and I sprang up, and opened my blinds to the sun- shine, and the mist-cloud, tinged with rainbows. ., In a few moments I was in the great reception-room, on the first floor, where my beautiful companion welcomed me with a cheerful " good morning." When I apologized for being late, she said, " You write long letters. I went to sleep by the scratching of your pen. I hope you have given me a favorable introduction." We sallied out of the hotel, and I took a new look at her, with rested eyes, and by the morning light. She seemed younger and fairer than yesterday ; for her silver gray walking dress was the perfection of a morning costume for such a jaunt as ours; and it was only when she spoke, in her more serious moods, that it seemed that she must be as old as I judged her yesterday. " Shall I be your guide ? " she asked, " for every rock and tree seems familiar to nie, and it is a great pleasure to introduce one to strange scenes " 18 ESPERANZA. 19 " Yes — I am strange to you ; but I ought not to be. It is you who are really strange ; and I seem so to you only because I am natural You see so little of what is genuine in men and women, that a simple honesty and natural freedom surprise you. " Now, lend me your eyes, as well as your ears ; follow me down this stairway, and do not look up until I tell you." I did as she directed. I went down the hundred and fifty feet of precipice, by a very convenient, but provokingly artificial covered stair case, with the roar growing every moment more tumultuous. I followed my guide, with downcast eyes, seeing only the broken masses of limestone, agitated waters beating among them, and a pair of delicate feet and ancles, picking their way daintily over them. The roar grew louder and nearer; the ground trembled ; the spray came in gusts in my face, when, gaining the surface of a flat rock, my fair guide laid her hand on my arm, and said, reverently, '' look up." A torrent of bright water seemed pouring out of heaven. Those who are disappointed with the first view of Niagara do not get such a view as this. I stood in an ecstasy of astonishment and delight. My eye swept along the American fall, near whose extremity I stood, past the walls of Iris Island, into the great Horseshoe, where the mass of the mighty river pours down, and whence come those deep pulsating thunders, to the Table Rock of the Canadian shore. I shall not attempt to describe the indescribable majesty, and terror, and beauty of that scene. The waters, which pour over the rim of the cataract, a deep blue, almost green, fell in the morning's sunlight, in vast columns of glittering diamonds, and then rose again in clouds of mist on which were painted arching rainbows. Retracing our steps, we were soon seated in a row boat, and em- barked upon the boiling cauldron, into which this world of waters pours its everlasting flood. The morning breeze from Ontario blew gently up the great gorge, that the cataract has opened, which is spanned by the beautiful Suspension Bridge ; and this upward breeze saved us from the misty showers, while an extra fee to the boatman induced him to skirt along the eddy of the American shore and Goat Island, so as to cross the great gulf as near as possible to the 20 ESPEEANZA. principal fall. I had the best view, and the fullest enjoyment of the scene. Its terrors were lost to me, in its glorious majesty and beauty ; and, the feeling of sublimity, with which I was impressed, mingled harmoniously with my sentiments toward the strange, but beautiful, and I believe and am sure, most pure and noble woman, who sat by my side, enjoying all my enjoyment of these new emotions. The sublimity of Niagara is like that of the ocean and the stars, but more concentrated. Our boat was swept down by the torrent, and made its landing among the rocks, where, refusing the proiFers of accommodating Jehues, we walked gaily up the road built on the side of the almost perpendicular precipice. But, at every few steps, I stopped, and turned to get a new view. The sun was now shining full upon the whole long line of the falls, whose height seems lost in their extent. From the middle of the great Horseshoe, where I could see that the mid channel of the river lay, there rose a cloud, like the smoke of a furnace, high in the heavens. The white gulls were sailing in the air ; and the scene grew in beauty, as it lost in the terrors of proximity. My fi'iend looked on it all, calm, silent, pointing to one feature or another with finger or parasol, saying few words, but, as I saw and felt, watching my features, as if to see how they reflected the scene ; sometimes she laid her hand upon my arm, sometimes on my shoulder. Once, when half way up the cliff, her enthusiasm broke forth, but not at the cataract. " Oh ! my dear flowers," she exclaimed, and in an instant she was clambering up the steep side of the cliff, I could hardly tell how, and eagerly picking the wild flowers that grew from the clefts of the rocks, where the moisture was dripping from every seam of the limestone strata. When she came down, with a hand full of lovely little flowers, her eyes were bright and moist, and her cheeks flushed. " Here they are, the dear ones ! " she said ; " the same that T found here ten years ago. They are not only sweet and beautiful, themselves, but fragrant memories cluster round them." "You were not alone, then ; — nor with indifferent company VI remarked. ESPERANZA. 21 She looked iu my eyes with her clear, open look, and said : " I wag with one I dearly loved — but a true friendship is not indifference. Do you feel it so ? " " I shall be very grateful/' I said, with real humility, " for what- ever you can give me." She took my hand, and we walked up the rest of the ascent, hand in hand, like two children. Here stands the Clifton House, the resort of most English, and many American visitors, with its pleasure grounds laid out too precisely to harmonize with the savage aspect of rock and flood around. We passed along the margin of the great gulf, stopping at many points to get new views of the scene, until we stood on Table Rock ; and then, from the very margin of the descending river, fol- lowed its torrents down into the chasm into which they plunged. She stood alone with her thoughts and memories, her face now calm and pale ; her eyes looking either back into the past, or for- ward into the future. She had advanced to the edge of the over hanging rock. I knew there was no danger to her steady nerves and well-poised spirit; but the rapid fall of the water, as I looked past her, made her body seem to rise, and I remembered, with a shudder, the fate of the young girl, whose fall, a few rods from thia spot, has found affecting record. I sprang forward, and caught her firmly by the wrist, to ensure her safety. She turned with a sweet smile, and said : "The spirit-world is beautiful, and I have some dear friends there, but my work here is not accomplished. This life has come to be too rich in blessings, to be thrown aside. We need not be in haste to meet the future, because of the eternities." Clara ! how precious seemed to me this calm and beautiful faith in the unseen world. " But this life," I said, " is so poor, in its hopes and possibilities, and worse than poor in its realities to most, that they can scarce be blamed for flying from the present if they have any reasonable hopes of a happier future." " Suicide," she said, '' is a violence to nature, only justifiable as an escape from something worse. It is sometimes a right, in a 22 ESPERANZA. world, whose imperfect conditions admit only a choice of evils. But all destinies are onward, and the fruition of all our hopes is before us. Century by century this river eats its way through these rocky strata. The mountains crumble, and the valleys are filled up. The tree grows from its germ to its destined strength and beauty. Hu- manity also grows and advances toward its future." " True of the race, or the races," I said, " this may be; but how of the individual victim to the imperfections and wrongs around us ? " " The eternities are ours, and justice is the supreme law. You ask God to be merciful. He will not be what he is not for your asking; but it is enough, if He is just. He is accountable to all His creatures. Evil, privation, discord, are stages in progress ; they have their uses to the undeveloped spirit; but let us be thankful that we are emerging from them ; and that the time has come for truth, riches, and harmony. Happiness is the universal aspiration, and the universal destiny." "■ Happiness for all VI asked. I can not tell you, Clara, with what a look of angelic pity, mingled with surprise, she turned to me. " For all ! " she repeated softly. " Can you believe there is in all God's universe, one human soul destined to an existence unworthy of his goodness ?" I have never felt so ashamed of a creed which dooms our brethren and sisters to utter and eternal despair. But my mind was darkened with other doubts. " You talk," I said, " of happiness on the earth. Are we worthy of such a social state, as some of our sanguine reformers have ima- gined. Is humanity yet good and pure enough to live in a harmonious society ? " She walked away from the brow of the rock on which we were standing, a few steps ; then turned and stood before me. "Look at me," she said; "I am, as I told you yesterday, a human sister of yours. Am I good enough to deserve happiness ? Were yc'J. as good as you believe me to be, do you not think we could live harmoniously, purely, and happily?" " Were all like you, I could believe any thing," I hastened to say. ESPERANZA. 23 " It is not a question of all, but of some. There are those, who are wiser and better than I, living nearer to the life of the heavens. There are many who, in various degrees, are so far freed from igno- rance, error, and evil habits, physical and spiritual, as to be able to live in the harmony of a true life. I am but one of many loving women, who enjoy upon the earth, a foretaste of the freedom and harmony of the beautiful life of the heavens." I was impressed with the simple truthfulness of every word she uttered ; yet, it was so strange, so different from what I had ever heard. I looked around, to be sure it was no dream ; but more than the fact of my wakefulness was a testimony in my spirit, that what she said not only might, and should be true, but was a living and present reality. A group of fashionable ladies from the Clifton House passed by us ; and their coquettish airs, and frivolous conversation, offered a contrast which deepened my impression. " You have excited my curiosity, and my hopes," I said. " Will you not enlighten me further?" "I have said too much, not to say more," she replied; ''but this world requires such things as breakfasts. If you please, we will take a carriage here, and go round by the Suspension Bridge. It is an example of human achievement in one direction. Let us not undervalue ourselves. We entered a carriage, and after an interesting drive, and a view of that beautiful work, and its surroundings, came back to the hotel with an appetite. Night. — The evening of my second day of absence from you, beloved One, has closed around me ; the evening of a day full of new sensations and new emotions. How much of life is sometimes crowded into a single day ! After breakfast my guide went to her room to write some letters, and I wrote you the account of our morning's ramble. When I had finished, I went down, and found her ready for our visit to Goat Island, which separates the American from the British fall; though, as the boundary line of the two countries runs in mid channel, 24 ESPERANZA. it gives us the whole of the lesser fall, and more than half the greater. The mid-day had grown sultry, and I found my guide dressed in a charming robe of light blue stuff, which floated in ample folds of unstarched gracefulness. I am not good, you know, in describing costumes. I could never answer your question, " what kind of a bonnet had she on ? " I only know that, in this case, the entire dress seemed as clear and pure an expression of herself, as her language or gestures. She gave me several letters, in the most tasteful envelopes, directed to gentlemen and ladies in various places, in a handwriting full of elegance and character, and sealed with a seal of curious device — a peculiar ring, encircling nine stars. I afterward saw such a ring, on the third finger of her right hand ; and she wore a broach with nine golden stars, set in a peculiar fashion. Going toward the rapids above the fiills, which themselves form a spectacle of great power and beauty, we passed over the bridge, which spans several piers ; how built, passes my engineering skill. Near the further end we found a group of ladies and gentlemen, looking at the place where the poor man clung so many hours, and then went over. As we passed along, meeting groups of visitors, I saw several gentlemen salute my guide, with great respect. She returned, or rather invited their salutations; but no one approached to speak to her. " In heaven's name, who are you ?" I would have exclaimed, but I was held, as by a spell, from making any obtrusive inquiry. We walked slowly through the walks of this beautiful, and though much visited, still, secluded place ; for the island is large, nearly covered with forest trees, with cool walks among them. At the best points of sight are seats for the accommodation of visitors. As we sat on one of these, where we had watched the adventurous little steamboat, the Maid of the Mist, with her deck load of mummy looking passengers, dressed in yellow oil-cloth cloaks and hoods, to save them fx'om the showers of spray, while she ran boldly into the foam-gulf, and then fell off rapidly down the tumultuous tide — as we sat here in the deep noon-tide, after seeing this wondrous voyage, without caring to make it, she said : ESPERANZA. 26 '' It is time, my friend, that we were better acquainted. Can you shut out the old world of forms, customs, and prejudices, as these torrents separate us from the lands on either side ? " "I can try," I said, with a curious sense of a Robinson Crusoe isolation, in very pleasant company. " Well, try. First of all, how do you like me ? " The question took me a little by surprise. I am afraid 1 blushed, and hesitated ; but, remembering Robinson Crusoe, I summoned courage, and answered : "I admire you more than any woman I ever saw; I respect you deeply, and am ambitious of your good opinion and friendship. I hardly know how to answer to the word like. It seems too weak an expression, for the kind of devotional feeling you inspire." She smile a gratified smile, which was not one of vanity, but of hope ; not of pride in herself, but pleasure at my frankness of expression, and perhaps my power of appreciation. " In investigating some things," she said, in her quiet and unpretending manner; "it is needful to begin with the outside, and work inward ; but with the human ch-aracter, it is best to begin at the center, and work outward. Will you tell me of your loves?" Clara ! I have a faint suspicion that I blushed again. But she sat, holding my hand in hers, like a dear elder sister, and looking so sweetly kind ! Once, and not long ago, I think I should have fallen on my knees, and said — 0, divine angel of my life, I love you, and you only. But that was before I knew my Clara. So I answered bravely : " I love the dearest and most charming little girl in the world. We are engaged to be married next spring ; meantime I go with what means I have saved, and a little my mother left me, to find a home." 1 thought a shade of sadness passed over her countenance. It might have been the remembrance of my mother. It might have been the thought that so many such anticipations of happiness as ours, have never been realized. She said, then : " Does it seem to you, my friend, that this love, and this union, will fill up the capacity of your loving life ? Do you feel secure and 26 ESPERANZA. justified in making the irrevocable vow, to love this dear one, and no other, " till death does you part." "It seems to me/' I said, " that this love so fills my being, as to shut out the possibility of another ; and I hope that even death may not part us." ''If it is a true and integral love, it will not," she said; "but every passion asserts its eternity. No one, until taught by bitter experience, ever expects a love to change. But they do. The love that seems to fill our desires and capacities, at one time, in a few years nay seem poor and mean; and expanding souls find a capacity for more loves, than they can often find to fill them. Will you tell me what idea you have of freedom ? " I will not try to tell you my answer, Clara ; for I just then caught sight of the " meteor flag of England," on the opposite shore, and launched out into some apostrophe to liberty worthy of a ward meet- ing. I was checked by a droll look of surprise, and mj' lady said : " We are not talking of such external matters, as they discuss at Tammany Hall. Our political freedom is well as a step in progress, but not much to boast of." Now I had boasted of it so much, even in the sacred precincts of Old Tammany itself, where I have inhaled so much bad air, gin, and tobacco, in " our country's cause" that I felt it necessary to vindicate myself. So I said — " You will allow that this is a free country, I hope." "Not very," she said, with a smile of provoking assurance. " Do not the people make their own governments, constitutions, and laws ? " " With some slight exceptions, perhaps. A few millions of negroes do not vote." " They arc represented by their masters and owners." " All the women." " They have their husbands and brothers to vote for them and protect them." " Yes — I read of a case of this protection, a day or two ago, in the papers. A man killed his wife with a club. But this is not all. Leaving out all slaves, and women, and children, who seem to fare ESPERANZA. 27 pretty much alike, a majority governs, and the minority is governed, x\nd even of the majority — are you not politician enough to know how wire-pulling, caucus nominations, and party discipline reduce the number who govern to a few individuals, self-appointed, and not the most worthy ? Does it surprise you that a woman should know something of politics ? I have associated with men, and lived at times, in the heart of this turmoil." It was all too true ; and I concluded to let Hail Columbia sing itself, as best it could. " Now, let us come back to my question. Have you the freedom in your spirit, to always do the right yourself, and to allow his rights to every human being ? " " This involves the question of what is right ? " I replied ; " is that settled ? " " The first right is the right of each one to settle that for himself, and to pursue his own right, in his own way, so long as he does not interfere with the equal right of every other. The Declaration of In- dependence asserts the principle crudely, but well enough — in the Right to Life, Liberty, and the Pursuit of Happiness. It is a tautology ; for either term includes the others. The right of Life, includes all the conditions and uses of life ; Liberty includes all freedom of thought, passion, and action. The Pursuit of Happiness means, that happiness, being the true end of existence, no one has a right to deprive us of its means, which a. e in a freedom to follow that attraction which is proportional to destiny." Do I tire you, my Clara, with these details ? I know I can give you but a faint impression of the eloquence, with which all this was uttered; but I wish to write it down while it is fresh in my mind ; and I wish also to fulfill my promise, in giving you a full account of every incident of my journey. I shall wish to read it all over again, on my return. So, patience, love I" " What I wish you to think of," she said, after a little pause, " is whether you, who arc, in many respects, so pure and intelligent, have the idea of a true freedom, which will not allow your soul to bo bound, nor allow you to bind another. Are you tolerant of human deficiency and error, while you have a standard of absolute 28 ESPERANZA. right ? Can you leave even this loved one whom you wear on your heart, free to love another — if another love should come to bless her — or would you make it a curse ? This is the first central ques- tion for you to solve. Study it well." " I will try to do so," I said, with a feeling I never had before. Clara, we must try to leave each other in freedom. God forbid that even my great love should be a bond to you. We walked in silence, broken only by the musical roar of the cataract, the tenor of the rapids, and the basso profundo of the Falls j walked away from the latter, and past the former, to the upper end of the Island, where the glassy river ripples calmly against the shore, in beautiful contrast to all the foam and tumult, heard in softened murmurs from below. Here we sat down on a grassy bank, by the water's side, secluded from observation by a clump of evergreens, which also protected us from the sun. " Is it not beautiful," she said, after looking up the river. " I have a friend who crossed up there," pointing up the eastern channel, " when the ' Rebels' were on Navy Island yonder, and the loyal troops were raining shot, shell, and rockets among those trees. A very fine spectacle at night, he says, with the sound of the cataract for an accompaniment. Happily, the trees sustained all the damage. But a truce to all wars, great and little. To-morrow we go on our iourney J is it not so ? " "Bo loef" " If you choose to accompany me, toe do. Have you any settled route ; or selected destination ? " " I had thought of going to Wisconsin ; crossing to Minnesota, and then south through Iowa, and perhaps to Kansas, and back by the rivers — or even round by New Orleans and the sea." " A good route enough. But let us see if I can induce you to vary it. I go up the lake to Cleveland ; then across Ohio to Cin- cinnati; then down the Ohio and Mississippi, to my home. Has it ever strack you as a possibility that a home which makes mc happy, might answer for you ? " " If I knew where it was ? " ESPERANZA. 29 Can not you trust mc to take you there ? Then, if you do not like it, or me, the world is all before you, save what you leave behind." Though couched in a playful badiuage, I felt that there was an earnest good faith in this invitation. I held out my hand, and let a beneficent destiny, as I believe it to be, lead me onward." "You are very good," she said, with an expression of joy ; "you do well to trust me — better than you now imagine. Oh ! my home ; if this were there, and you were one of ours, do you know what I should be doing ? Stop, I'll show you j will you please unlace my gaiter ? " and she held her little slender, foot to me, just as your little sister Flora might. - And, with a trembling hand, and, I con- fess, a throbbing heart — for I am not so good as I wish to be — I unlaced the pretty boot, and took it off, and then the other. " Thank you ! " she said, with the utmost simplicity ; and then, while I wondered, she carefully unclasped her garters, and pulled off a pair of most gossamer webbed stockings. I don't know what made me tremble, or how I could doubt. I am ashamed of myself. I am ashamed of the world in which I have lived. But my doubts were soon ended. Laying her things by my side, she took up hei skirts, as gracefully as possible, raising them nearly to the knees, and walked into the river, and stood there, dabbling her white feet and most beautiful limbs in the cool water — a picture of radiant happiness. She seemed to me, Clara, not a Venus new risen from the sea, but the goddess of a holy freedom, that had just descended from the shining heavens. When she had enjoyed the coolness of the pure water, which had come all the way from the Great Superior', and the Lake of the Woods, she said, expressly to wash her feet, she came and sat down in an attitude a painter, or even a sculptor, would have loved to copy, and let her limbs dry. As I admired them, she looked at them, and then at me with such a happy look. " I think they are pretty," she said. " I am very glad my body is beautiful ;" and after a moment's pause, she added softly — " I am also very glad that you are so good. Say to your Clara, that she has much right to love you, for you are worthy, and will be more so." 30 ESPERANZA. I write it, dear Clara, just as it was said. Then she dressed her- self without my help ; and I knew she had given me another trial, and was thankful, very thankful, that I had borne it so well. And then she put her arm in mine, and we walked slowly back, scarcely looking at the Falls or rapids, to dinner. And dinner, I would have you know, is rather a sublime affair at the International. So I dressed for it ; that is, I dressed as much as our fashions allow a gentleman to dress. And when I went into the drawing-room to escort this newly found sister of mine to the table, I found her superb as a princess. I will try to tell you " what she had on." Her hair was dressed, rather simply, away from her forehead, with a knot of the little wild flowers of the morn- ing, which she had kept fresh. Her dress was a very rich brocade of pale lilac, trimmed with falls of rich lace, and made just within the fashion. Her white round shoulders, and beautiful bust are all her face and contour promised. She wore diamonds and turquoise; but every ornament seemed to have some special use and meaning. I have the idea that she dressed, not for the company, not for any impression she might make on a crowd of visitors; certainly not for admiration, but for me. It was another lesson — to show me that a true life includes the beautiful. That if we would win people to knowledge, virtue, and happiness, we must not begin by outraging their taste. How many reformers have made this grand mistake. When I advanced near her, I know not how the feeling of familiarity had vanished, but her style, elegance, superb beauty, and more superb manner — impressed me as if she were a queen — not an actress queen, putting on haughty airs of royalty, but a queen of nature, born to her sphere, and living in its constant recog- nition and use. _Do not think it strange, Clara, that my heart swelled with great throbbings, as I approached her, and I bowed to her with a genuine humility. Her pure, calm eyes surveyed me, from head to foot, and with aft approving smile she extended her hand to me. The gong sounded its brazen summons with its most civilized dissonance, and she took my arm, and we went to dinner. I wish I could do justice to that dinner. It is a large, high room; ESPERANZA. 31 at the end a recess, iu which was stationed a band of music. A regiment of colored waiters, drilled into a droll, stiff, imitation of military evolutions adapted to a dining-room, brought and removed the courses, with great pomp and ceremony. The band played some appropriate march at each remove ; then there was a waltz for the the soup, and fish was eaten to a polka. It was a little tiresome, perhaps ; it made our unsophisticated country friends stare a little, but they soon got reconciled to it, as we do to every thing. I was very much amused, and commented freely to my companion. " You see attempts every where," she said, " at order and har- mony. They are often imperfect and grotesque, but they show the direction of our aspirations. " Here is a collection of strangers, inharmonic and discordant, whose only safety is to hold themselves apart, in little knots and coteries. How few here, have any real knowledge of, or trust in, much less any love for, those around them. We are played to by a hired baud ; we are served by hired waiters, who labor under the burden of caste. It is cold, discordant, or at best indifferent and mercenary. " Can you imagine, in a far more beautiful room than this, a com- pany of free, pure, and loving men and women — all acquainted with each other, all harmonized in groups of friends and lovers ; genial, hopeful, happy; the music by an artist group playing with enthu- siasm, and rewarded by plaudits ; and the table served by those with whom it would be a labor of love, so that every dish would come with its own blessing ? Can you not imagine such a dinner as this?" " In heaven, perhaps ; " I answered, almost bitterly. "Whatever can be truly conceived of the Earth-life," she said, " is possible, and practicable. Ideas were given for realization. I see that I must make a personal application. Do you not think that you and I are capable of being members of such a society ? " " I believe," I answered, " that you are capable of any good that is possible. As to myself, I am not sure that I am good enough." *' Could you not cheerfully play in the band that furnished music 32 ESPERANZA. to such a feast, and feel rewarded when I, and those younger, and more beautiful, and dearer than I, thanked you for that portion of the repast ? " Such a question did not need an answer. " Can you not ftmcy yourself very happy to stand behind my chair, and supply my wants, and those of others you might admire more and love better ?" You know it would make me happy to be of any service. " Others have devotion, enthusiasm, friendship, love, as well as you. Civilization, with its bigotries, false methods, and discordances, tends to cultivate isolation and selfishness in us, and to make us believe there is little else in others ; but it is not truly so, my friend. Humanity is better than we give it credit for. There is more devo- tion, more heroism, all around us, than we reckon. There are fifty men in this room who would risk their lives to save mine ; who would brave great perils to save a house on fire — who would volunteer on a folorn hope in any great emergency. There are few women here, frivolous as our social habits make them seem, who are not capable of great exertions, and great devotion. The human heart is full of heroic qualities and aspirations, seeking for spheres of action." I shall tire you, dearest, if I go on giving you these con versationsj but they had an inexpressible charm for me. Our dinner itself, was of little account. I have long been half a vegetarian, and the flesh of most dead animals disgusts me. It is but a modified cannibalism; and some of these dead bodies, set on our tables to be eaten, I know had better be in the cemetery. I am not satisfied with myself when habit, or some remnant of savageism in my nature, tempts me to eat food worthy only of a savage or a beast of prey. I could not imagine this pui'e and lovely woman, putting flesh between her lips. She quietly waved away the soup, declined fish, asked the waiter to remove the side dishes nearest us, and took a potatoe and some maccaroni ; and afterward some pudding, and fruit. Of course, I followed her example. I could not have done otherwise, had I wished. But here is a difiiculty. I felt that for me to eat flesh, in the ESPERANZA. 33 presence of this woman, in ray present relation to her, would be an indelicacy approaching sacrilege. It seemed to me in the strength of her pure presence, that I could never taste it again. But how shall I reconcile this conscience with politeness, when I sit by a lady who devours pork chops and sausages ? But this was a ques- tion not to be discussed at table, and I postponed its further con- sideration. Rcmerobering the little draught of delicious wine in the cars yesterday, I turned to the long wine list, on the bill of fare, and passed it to my friend. She ran her eye over it and said, "it is not needful, unless you require it. The water is good, and wine belongs to occasions. If we are to have any to-day, it will be fur- nished us." "What this meant, I could not conceive ; but a few moments after, a waiter came with the compliments of a gentleman whose name I did not distintly hear, and filled our glasses with a beautiful hock wine. She said, in a low tone, " that elderly gentleman, near the head of the table ; he is Mr. , Senator from .■" * He bowed to us with much dignity ; and my friend raised her glass to her lips, with a sweet recognition of his friendly attention. But, though the wine was excellent, she drank but little. Later, another gentleman sent us champaigne wine. I recognised him as one of those who had saluted us on Goat Island. She tasted this as before, but would not permit me to order wine and return the compliments, as I wished to do. And I see now that it was a very " snobbish" notion that made me desire it. " It is natural to wish to return presents, compliments, and hospi- talities; but if you reflect a moment, you will see that it is not delicate to do so at once. It is as if you were anxious to discharge a debt. If you meet these gentlemen, at any future time, you will have the right to reciprocate, after I have introduced you. You are not too old or too proud to have a mentor." * In the revision of these letters for publication, I have thought proper to carefully erase or change every personal designation that might com- promise any one. — Editor. 34 ESPERANZA. "No," I replied, as we rose from the table, "I am only too happy." In the evening we had music and a dance. When I entered the drawing-room, I saw my friend surrounded by a group of ladies and gentlemen, among whom were the two whom I have mentioned. I did not go to her at once, respecting the mystery which enveloped her. It was her supreme right to be incognito, if she chose, and a.s long as she chose. In casual glimpses, I saw her engaged in an earnest conversation with the group that had gathered around her, and who listened to her with an affectionate respect which gave me much pleasure. Pretty soon she invited me with a movement of her fan, to approach, and introduced me to the ladies and gentlemen. "This is my brother," she said, "who has been very kind to his unknown sister. Mr. , said she, turning to the senator, will you introduce me ? The best of men, even, have some curiosity." The gentleman took my hand with a benevolent smile, and said, " Mr. Wilson, I have great pleasure in presenting you to my dear friend, Miss Elmore.* I did not feel any better acquainted, though the name solved many mysteries. I had heard my mother speak of her very lov- ingly, and of her family. Music interrupted further conversation. A professor of the piano- forte displayed his skill, playing with a facility of habit, but a lack of feeling. A lady sang, in a manner that showed long and careful training, but it seemed to me with a superficialness and meretriciousness, that gave us only the mere shell of the compositions she essayed. Mr. asked Miss Elmore to favor us and the company, and was warmly seconded by the rest of the group — all but me. I confess that I feared that she would not succeed — that in some way she should fall from the pedestal where I had enshrined her. She made no excuse, but looked around to see if no one else wished, or * For convenience sake I substitute, iu print, this name, for the real one, of a woman, whose relations might object to such publicity, and for other reasons which -will become apparent. — Editor. ESPERANZA. 35 was invited to play — then took the arm of her friend, and walked with the most perfect, simple dignity to the piano-forte. A murmur of inquiry and approbation went round the room; which a moment after was hushed in a silence so profound that we could hear the ticking of a clock, and the sound of the cataract. She stood so poised and graceful ; her movement in taking off her gloves was a tableau; she sat down — I know no other word — regally. I saw a gleam of pride in the deep eyes of Mr. . I never waited for music with a more excited expectancy. She began by a light, trickling run ; then struck several chords of very unusual combinations, and fell into a prelude, which was an evident improvization, and took up little passages of several operas, as if she were thinking over with her fingers, what she would choose. Finally, she struck thrillingly into the prelude of the cavatina in I Puritani. I can not tell you of voice, or execution. She seems perfect in both ; but the soul, the feeling, the spell of power, with which she gave this noble composition, was so fai beyond any thing I had conceived of, that I can not pretend to describe it. It may not have been to others what it was to me. But the group in which I was, sat spell-bound, and I saw tears run unchecked. When the last note died away the hush con- tinued — there was not a sound. The clock ticked, the cataract murmured ; and it was not until she rose, and bowed with a bright smile, that there came from every side tumultuous plaudits and encores. Gentlemen pressed around her, and begged her to favor them again — to sing some thing, any thing, even to play if she could not sing. She sat down, and all returned to their seats. She commenced a series of graceful variations on the air of Home, Sweet Home. '' Sing it ; Oh ! sing it," came to her in appealing murmers. She looked at me with a happy smile, and sung the dear old song, as it could only be sung by one whose memory and heart is filled with a home of beauty and love, and happiness. And this time, there was no lack of tears, and no attempt to conceal them, and no stint of the plaudits which followed, in the midst of which she glided gently back to our corner, and received our congratulation. III. BUFFALO, AND A PILGRIMAGE. I WRITE to you, angel of my life, from the bosom of Lake Erie and the cabin of a steamboat, whose motion must account for any peculiar eccentricity in my chirography. The noble boat rolls gently on the swells of this blue inland sea. The passengers have retired to their state-rooms, and I write by the cabin lamp, alone. In twenty-four hours I hope to have a letter from you. You are well and you love me, but none the less do I wish you to tell me both. I took one last, lingering look at Niagara from the verge of the American fall ; reserving for my final view, that which is the first to most visitors. After breakfast, we took the cars for BuiFalo, bidding good-bye to some pleasant acquaintances, who, I hope, may be our friends in the future. Senator shook me kindly by the hand, and said : " You are highly favored, Mr. Wilson ; and it will be your own fault if you do not have a very pleasant journey. I wish you much happiness." " I hope, sir," I replied, " that I may be worthy of my good fortune and your good wishes ; " and so we parted. Miss Elmore had been very kind to me all this morning ; but there was a musing sadness in her looks, and a tender melancholy in her tones, which interested me. She said little, during the ride of twenty miles, and we were soon in the heart of a finely built, enter- prising city, and took an omnibus to the American Hotel. '' I stop here," she said, when we were in the parlor, " to make a pilgrimage. Y'ou can join me, or not, as you choose. It may be neither pleasant nor interesting to you." " I shall never lack interest or pleasure in your society," I answered. Now, Clara, it was not a compliment. This is not a 36 ESPEEANZA. .37 ■woman to be flattered. She accepted what I said, just as I said it — as the simple, frank expression of my thought. If she had thanked me, or made any similar acknowledgment, I would not have spoken in this way again. " Oh ! here is my old friend of ten years ago," said she, going to a piano-forte in the corner, and striking the keys ; " but it has changed in that time, or I have. I played and sung to him, and with him here, in this very room, and with this very instrument. I remember what I sung ; " and she struck with a beautiful feeling into that beautiful and once favorite song — " 0, Pilot, 'tis a fearful night, There's danger on the deep ; " and when she came to the lines " Fear not ; but trust in Providence, Wherever thou may'st be," she sung them with an expression that thrilled me. " I sang it to him," she said, rising from the instrument, and going to the window, opening on Main street, " and he has had reason to trust. We will make our pilgrimage. It is not every one I would allow to go with me, but you will know him one day, and you are wortky." I gave her my arm and we went into the street, walked round a few squares, passed through the little enclosure of an old Court House, and came to a prison. Here, then, was the pilgrimage. I was curious, but Miss Elmore is not one you can ask questions of. I was very sure that at the proper time, she would tell mo all that was needful. On my knock- ing at the gate, the jailor came and opened it. She passed before me, saying, " We are strangers, and wish to see your prison." The man, with a droll, puzzled look, seemed to have no especial objection ; but asked, " is there any particular person you wish to see?" " No — not at present," she answered. " A friend of mine once had the good fortune to be a guest of your establishment. I have the curiosity to see a place he has described to me." 30 • ESPERANZA. We were admitted without further delay ; first into the yard, then through another door into the jail. There are four ranges of small cells; two on the ground, two reached by galleries. The cells open outward toward the walls. The windows are cross-barred with iron, and the doors of the cells the same. The light is faint, and the air foul with that sickening fetor, which belongs to the emigrant ship, the hospital, the prison, and the crowded homes of poverty and ignorance. The cells were full of vagrants, small thieves, burglars, counterfeiters, accused persons waiting trial, and witnesses. As we went in, a chorus of prisoners in the further cells was singing with great unction a highway man's song, beginning — ' In Dublin city I was bred and born, On Stephen's Green I die forlorn ; 'Twas there I lear'nt the saddler's trade. But was always counted a roving blade." We followed the jailor round the lower tiers of cells, then went up to the narrow gallery that gave access to the upper tiers. Wheu we had come to the further cell on the right, it was empty. '* Will you permit me to enter this cell a moment," she said, in a low, tremulous voice, to the jailor. He unfastened the door with the customary professional joke, and she entered. It had been papered at some time, and was in better condition than the other cells ; but of the same size — about four feet by eight. After a glimpse of the interior, I called away the attention of the jailor by some inquiry, leaving her in the cell. In a few minutes she joined us, looking pale but serene, though I saw traces of tears. As we went out, I saw her silently give the jailor a gold dollar; and as we walked up the grassy slope, she turned and looked a moment through the window, covered with dust and spider's webs, opposite the further cell. I drew long breaths as we gained the pure free air of the open street. We passed a theater not far from the jail, opposite which she paused and looked up a moment, then smiled and said — " now we will take a pleasanter walk." So we walked down Main street, which is the Broadway of Buffalo, ESPERANZA. 39 down among the warehouses near the harbor, and going up the creek, passed over a bridge, looked at the fine array of shipping — - steamboats and propellers — and then soon found ourselves walking on a hard sand beach by the side of the lake, whose waves were breaking musically at our feet. Then we clambered up the outer shelving side of the long government breakwater, and walked along that and the pier which forms the outer side of the harbor, until we passed around the little light-house at the end, and then sat down on the smooth rocks in its shadow. The beautiful city lay fair before us, and all its hum and clatter came softened across the water; while westward stretched the blue lake, north opened the Niagara river, its outlet, and opposite on the Canada shore, could be seen the grassy mounds, which mark the site of Fort Erie. " It is a famous place in border story," said my companion and guide. " In the war of 1812, the little village that was the Buifalo of that day, was burned by the British troops and their Indian allies. They have diflferent allies now, but the same mode of war- fare. They still burn unoffending and defenceless villages. " Over there they had a little experience of Yankee valor. The fort was taken by storm; I believe it was blown up, and some gallant men were buried in its ruins ; but I confuse the stories of these old quarrels. Let me tell you of one of a more recent date, and of more personal interest." I changed my place and sat at her feet, prepared to listen. I find myself loohing up to this woman, just as naturally as I would look down to some others. There is a sphere of freedom surround- ing her, which permits every one to take his proper place; and there seems also a sphere of power, the action of forces, which har- monize all around her, by bringing all to their true relations. So I sat at her feet and listened. '' Nearly twenty years ago, before you were old enough to care much about politics, an ambitious lawyer was elected governor of New York. I remember it well, for my father was an active par- tizan on the other side, and his frankly expressed opinions of the man were not in the least complimentary. I think he has not changed his opinion of him ; and I am certain that I have not. 40 ESPERANZA. " Buffalo was then a city of less than half its present size, but its leading men were a set of unscrupulous borderers, and at the head of the dominant party in this district. They secured this man's nomination, and he paid the price. The price was to aid them in sending a much better man to State Prison, and keeping him there. He was elected. It was a triumph, and the victory was celebrated by a grand illumination. Buffalo was in a blaze, cannon thundered, and rockets rose. But, as sometimes occurs, the elements took part in the performance. All day a gale from the southwest had been increasing in fury. The waters rose in the harbor and in the streets. In the midst of the festival, the glare of the illumination lighted a scene of terror and death. The heaped up waters swept over all this point of land, where was then a little village of dwel- lings. The celebration was interrupted by the crash of these falling houses, and the shrieks of crushed and drowning victims. The sailors of the harbor, the hardy steamboat men, gave all the aid they could ; but when morning came, it lighted up a pitiful scene. The wreck of houses and furniture was floating in the harbor ; a score or more of the stiff corpses of men, women and little children lay in the watch-house, under the market yonder; vessels were stranded high up the streets, others, attempting to gain the harbor had been thrown on the beach below. Afterward the general government built the brakewater. ''I said that this governor paid for his nomination. His friends, here, had been trying for two years to send a man to the State Prison. He was a contractor, builder, financier ; one of those who build cities. A man of great constructive and administrative power; upright in intention, I should think. In a financial crisis, in his efforts to continue his Avork of making this the city he foresaw it must be, he made himself, or was made, amenable to the laws. With or without his knowledge, the persons who managed his finances, multiplied the endorsements of his co-adjutors here — men whose fortunes he had made — by forgery. When this became known, he placed his property in their hands, to pay his creditors ; and trusted to their professions of sympathy and promises of aid. They seized on the millions intrusted to them, and then he refused ESPERANZA. 41 to leave the country, or submit to this robbery, they threw him into jail, kept him a year in that cell, and then failing to convict him here, after several trials, took him to another county, where, with their own judge to try him, their own jury to convict, their own nominated governor to give his personal presence and influence, they secured his civil death, and their safety. It was a bold strong game. They had money and political influence, and were unscrupulous in the use of both. An amiable, able, and I think essentially an honest man, was torn from his wife, and sent for five years to Auburn. There was great sympathy for him, and petitions were sent from the whole State, but he was very safe, as long as their own man was governor. A pardon would have endangered every thing." " And was it your sympathy for this victim of a mercenary treachery, that made you visit that prison ?" 1 asked, for, though a hard case, it was only one of thousands as bad, and I could not see in it the element of a personal interest. ' Oh ! no," she said, seeming to read my thoughts ; " this is but the introduction. The honest felon, the crafty governor, and his clique of alternate employers and tools, are little to me. They have their reward. One of them has been President; another hopes to be. But there was here, at that time, a volunteer Knight Errant, whom you will know hereafter ; and you may as well learn now, this little passage in his history. It will be a good introduction." Ah ! thought I, here is the center of this mystery. When a woman speaks of the man she loves, there is no mistaking. She speaks of him, as she can speak of no other. I wished to see how she would bear the test of this revelation. This is not all, dear Clara; I must tell you all the truth. When she spoke of this man, with the consciousness that she loved him, there came a deep, dull pain into my heart. I tell you the fact. I do not try to account for it. I feel it yet ; but I will tell you the whole, and you may understand it. '' Mr. Vincent," she continued, pronouncing this name as if each tone that made it was precious to her, " came to Buff'alo, when he was twenty-one years old. He came here, it seemed by chance, for he left New York without any plan, but to see the world. He was 4 r 42 ESPERANZA. a student, and at this age a philosopher, and a man of letters. Soon after he came here, he became editor of a daily paper; as such, he made a thorough exposure of all the iniquity I have narrated, and, of course, brought upon himself the vengeance of these men. He fought them step by step, and so excited the public that they were obliged to admit their prisoner to bail, and to take him to a distance to convict him. "I don't see how he went through the contest that came. He was very young, for such a position. But he was an eloquent writer and speaker, and his personal qualities aided him. I am partial, perhaps, but he was called handsome then; you will see him and can judge. He walked these streets, I have been told, as if he owned the city ; I know that many loved him. Too free, or too prudent to marry; too generous and honorable to injure any one; he rather avoided love than sought it. But you will know him and I need not describe him. "The contest was fierce and unequal. It was right against might. A youthful adventurer with his pen, against all the wealth, and influence, and consequent respectability of this city. His society was tabooed, until ladies who would have him, were obliged to make up special parties, when he was invited. The contest raged every- where; this city, where it is now forgotten, was divided into two parties of his friends and his enemies. He had numbers and honesty — they had wealth and position. " He was attacked in the streets by hired ruffians, but fought with spirit enough to beat them. " At another time, an organized company of men came, in the day time, posted sentries at the door of his office up Main street, and marched into his editorial room, picked and prepared to inflict upon him a personal chastisement. He received the delegation with a grave courtesy; inquired their business; and when it had been stated by their spokesman, and he had respectfully declined the honor they intended him; just as the men deputed to seize him were gather- ing around, fifteen to one, he drew two little brass pistols from his vest pockets, and pointing them at the nearest, gave them such an earnest assurance of receiving their contents, that the meeting adjourned. Esperan;:a. 43 "When it was found that he was not to be bribed at any price, nor intimidated by any means ; a gang of desperate ruffians was hired to tar and feather him, and destroy his press and types. The conspiracy was deliberately formed, money contributed, and the ruffians were disguised, partly intoxicated, and paid to do their work. A large wagon and two horses were provided to carry him off, gagged and helpless, into the forest ; a rope to bind him to a tree, and tar and feathers to complete the outrage — which would, undoubtedly, have ended in murder, had not a providence watched over him. "It was before the day of spiritual manifestations, but it is, per- haps, as remarkable as most of these. "While this gang, concealed in the shadow of a building, at ten o'clock in the evening, where my friend was accustomed to pass from his office to his boarding house, was waiting for him — he was walking home alone, in the moon-light, without a thought of danger. He was on the very block, round the corner of which the black&ned men awaited him, with gag and ropes, and their wagon was in the next street. "Just then he met an acquaintance, a clerk in one of the banks, who passed, then turned back, stopped him, and asked him to turn and walk back. As they went, he said.: 'You must go home with me to-night, I have something to say to you. I don't know how it is, but something is wrong. I was at a party on the street below ; it was a pleasant party, I was dancing, and engaged to dance again. I never left such a party before, but to-night I could not stay. Every one wondered, and pressed me to stay longer, at least to supper, but I could not. There was no reason, only I was com- pelled to come. When I passed the building below, I saw some men hiding in its shadow ; I remembered that you boarded in the street, and in a moment I met you.' " Mr. Vincent would have gone back to investigate this mystery, but his friend pursuaded him to go to the hotel where he boarded. The next morning it was found that the gang, though foiled in part, had completely demolished the printing office." "But was nothing done?" I asked. " No ; the conspirators were not known until long afterward. They had influence enough to hush up investigation. The mayor 44 ESPERANZA. of the city, it was afterward proven, was at the head ')i the conspiracy. "Finally, a grand jury, mostly from the country, was found to indict Mr. Vincent for libel. He had called one of those lawyers the tool of his employers. For this, he was tried; a corrupt, and drunken judge, who owed them money, tried the cause, and an ignorant and weak-minded jury was persuaded to bring in a verdict of guilty. He refused to leave, even at the request of his own bail and counsel, and was imprisoned four months in the cell to which we made our pilgrimage." "But what said his friends, and the public?" I enquired; "was no effort made in his behalf?" "There was no lack of sympathy and indignation. A mob sur- rounded the jail and would have torn it down. The Sheriff asked him to speak to the crowd, and he sent them peacefully away. Still he was treated with cruelty. Presents were stopped at the door, and visitors often could not gain admittance. But he had books, and his violin, and his writing materials were smuggled in, and his manuscripts out, in spite of the jailor. It is quite a ro- mance. The people paid his fine by a complimentary benefit at the theater we passed. They offered him an ovation; but he declined it. They would have elected him to any office in the popular gift, but he was not ambitious. He had done his work, and had another destiny. The wrong was exposed, and the power broken ; he had the trial and the discipline of the imprisonment in that foul dun- geon; and the world has had the benefit of that experience. Some day, when I shall sit on one side of him, and you the other, you will see what it has done for him. To labor well for humanity, one must see all the phases of its development." We walked back along the pier. "Here," she said, "he used to ride on the beach, his horse's feet washed by the turf. One day he rode along the pier, and round the light-house. The waves were dashing over the pier; the way, you see, is very narrow, but a horse feels the will of his rider. One strong will may govern many." "Has this man such power as to control those around him?" I ESPERANZA. -J 5 asked; wishing to know how much my compauioii might be under such an iuflueuce. ''I think he has such power," she said, '' but I do not see that he makes often voluntary use of it. He wishes all men and women to be free, and to act for themselves. In those days, he experimented sometimes. He had a magnetism that could excite or paralizc. He could throw an impressible person into a two-day's trance. He cured the blind, and many diseases. I think he tested the power to make one love him ; but that he has ever since refrained from using it. I can not find that he ever used it harmfully. ''This city, and the hills and waters here, are full of associations with his adventures. When the frontier war broke out, his friends were engaged in it ; but he went from camp to camp, as if it were only a study. When a man has a distinctive work to do, a real destiny to accomplish ; he has years of practice — he makes many studies and sketches. The world calls his efforts failures, but they insure success. To succeed in any thing but the real life work, would be a failure indeed. To fail in lesser enterprises, or have them prove fruitless, is often the condition of the final success. Mr. Vincent could have been Mayor of Buffalo, Member of Congress or have risen to any political station he might have desired ; but at every turn he put aside such ambitions, and kept to his far higher mission. Of that you will soon know, and be able to form your own opinioo." We passed the rest of the day pleasantly, with conversation and music. Two or three gentlemen called, and conversed with Miss Elmore earnestly; but I was not invited to join them. She seems to be consulted, looked up to, and reverenced; but there is a mystery I can not fathom. Were we in Europe, I should think she was a secret agent of a revolutionary society. Here, her mission evidently has nothing to do with politics ; yet it is certain that she can have no narrow or selfish object. We came to the boat in the evening and stood upon the deck until we came round the light-house. She took a long look at the city, a look full of loving remembrances. As she stood by my side, in the soft twilight, I said — 46 ESPERANZA. '' You have been very good to me. I thank you for your con- fidence. You loved Mr. Vincent much." " Loved !" she said, with a glow of feeling ; " loved ? I love him noio, and ever shall." I stood silent. The dull pain sank on ray heart. I did not say one word, Clara ; but she must have felt me. " Mj dear friend," she said, taking my hand, and holding it between both of hers ; " I love this man with more devotion than any other. But it does not hurt me that others love him as much or more than I do. I have my own place in his heart and life ; aa he has in mine." " It is nothing to me," I said, " whom he loves, or you." I was angry at myself, and therefore rude to her. "My brother!" she said, softly; "you must not be unjust to yourself or others. All pure and true loves come from the Heavens to bless us. They come singly or in groups and clusters of loves, and all in harmony, and all to bless. Why should we shut our hearts against them ? / shall not. Good night." She glided quickly to her state-room. I walked up and down the deck a few moments, let the night breeze cool my fever, and came here to write to you. My heart throbs like the engine of this vessel which bears me from you. I have been frank to you, dear Clara, but I can not explain, for I do not understand. Pardon mo, and pity me, if J need it. I wish to be, and to do, right. I know that I love you ; for in the thought and hope of you, I find rest. Blessing of my life, good night ! iV. CINCINNATI. My blessed Clara I — When I recorded my name on the regis- ter of the Burnet House, this evening, your precious letter was given me. I was shown to a charming room, with a large bath-room attached. The hotel is grand, spacious, and luxurious beyond my expectations. I took a bath and then read your letter. Itisunro- mantic, I know, but after a long day of dusty travel, I did not feel that I had a right even to come into the presence of your written words, until I was in a condition to enjoy the ineffable sweetness and purity that breathes in every line you have written. The letter and picture will lie together on my heart to-night, and I shall sleep happily. Thanks and blessings for all the love you send me. When I entered the name of Miss Elmore, after my own, I ob- served the expression of the bland countenance of Mr. Coleman, whom I knew at once by his resemblance to his brother, in New York; I was glad to see an added gleam of sunlight; and, I doubt not, I was provided with a better room, and treated with more defer- ence, than if I had been a solitary traveler; for a man is judged, if not always known, by the company he keeps. After landing from the steamboat, at an early hour this morning, we have traversed the great State of Ohio, from its northern central meridian, to its south-western extremity. The sun rose to us over the blue waves of Lake Erie; its setting beams were reflected from the beautiful river Ohio. It was my first salutation a la helle riviere. This is called the Queen City, you know. Her majesty is a little sooty, and wears a crown of smoke. I shall pay my respects to her to-morrow. It is Sunday and we remain here until Monday But now I must give you an account of the day. 47 43 ESPERANZA. After writing my long letter of last nighty I slept soundly, rocked by gentle billows, and sootiied by the regular working of the ma- chinery, and did not wake until it stopped at the dock at Cleveland. When I came into the saloon, I found Miss Elmore, bright, rosy, and smiling, waiting to walk the short distance to the railroad depot. "You will not see much of this pretty place," she said, "for v.e have much to do at Cincinnati, and I have promised to spend out Sunday there." " We," and " our." Well, Clara, they are terms that may include many. All of life is before us; all is new in the future; all our relations are to be defined. I feel that we must be brave, and true, and shrink from nothing that is right ; as well as be careful to do nothing wrong. And so " we" took our places in the cars, and were soon whirling across this great, fertile, and well peopled State. You will find our route on the map. We took the line by Columbus, the State Capital, and the Little Miami Railroad. I shall not describe the cities and villages through which we passed, because I saw but little of them, and because it is better done in the Guide Books, and Gazetteers. But the face of the country, alternately rolling and broken, but with no mountains in sight, and the evidences of abounding fertility attracted my attention. I called the State well peopled, and so it seems to be on the census list, but when you look over it, you can see that it would support twenty times its present population. As we went south, the country grows richer, the forest trees of a more gigantic growth, and the corn-fields moi'e magnificent. Oh ! these corn-fields of the West; none of your little patches of a few rods square; but we passed through miles and miles of bright wav- ing maize, and great fields of wheat of golden richness, ripening for the harvest. The wealth of this fertility is wonderful. A Quaker sat behind us, as we passed through the great Miami valley. Ho took a quiet pride in my exclamations, at these glories of the wealth of nature, and volunteered some information in regard to it. "Do you livein this region?" I asked him. ESPERANZA. 49 "Yes," he said, "I have a little farm of three hundred acres, down here by Loveland." There's a name for you, Clara ; but they have a right to love such land. "What is this land worth an acre?" "Well, about fifty dollars, on an average." "Is it under high culture?" "I don't know as I understand what thee calls high culture. We get about as much off as we cleverly can." "Oh ! I meant rotation of crops, and manuring, and all that sort of thing," said I; for you know, Clara, I take a great interest in agriculture, and read the reports of the meetings of the Farmer's Club, with much assiduity. " I suppose I ought to manure my land some," said the bland Quaker, " but I never have; I never could find time. As to rota- tion, I have grown corn on one bottom every season for fifty-two years, and it still grows from fifteen to twenty feet high, and I have to reach up to get at the ears. I am afraid that if I went to putting on goo-an-no, I should have to use a ladder." The group of farmer-looking men sitting around confirmed the old man's testimony. One had a corn-stalk twenty-one feet high. Another had climbed into a weed strong enough to bear his weight. Others had raised crops of wheat, corn, and Irish and sweet pota- toes, which I can not pretend to remember. "No wonder that people go West," I said to Miss Elmore, who had been listening to this conversation with a quiet interest, which took in and comprehended every thing. "And they continue to go West," she said. "They come from New England to Ohio and Michigan. They go from these new States, with their forests unfelled, and their lands uncultivated, to Wisconsin, Iowa, Minnesota, and Kansas, and from beyond the Mississippi to California and Oregon." "And why?" "The reason commonly given, is that the lands are cheaper. Great tracts of land in these settled States have been bought as invest* menta, or for speculation. Prices are high ; but they are ruled by 50 ESPERANZA. markets and other conditions. But this is not all. Emigration is the protest against the institutions, customs, and conditions of civiliza- tion. It is the blind search after a better social state; it is the universal pursuit of happiness, the right of which is bravely asserted in the Declaration of Independence." "Is this pursuit ever successful if" "You will not wish me to say no, because you are one of the seekers. But how can it be, when men carry about with them the conditions of their discontent? They might as well try to escape from their dyspepsias. A man moves with his family, his bonds, his habits, his diseases, his ignorance, and selfishness, and bigotries. Ah! if he could leave all these behind, there might be hope for him. Of what account is a little more or less labor, a few bushels, more or less of produce? These form but a small part of the ele- ments of happiness. Wherever he goes, he sees the same sun, and sky, and stars, lives on the same earth, and mingles with the same humanity. The same restless fever of unsatisfied desire burns on. They change the place, but keep the pain." "What would you have? What is the remedy? Are men to be content?" "By no means! Content in bad conditions? Content with igno- rance, poverty, disease, and all forms of slaveries, within and without? no! To be content with evil is the condition of de- spair. Discontent is the first sign of hope. Emigration, change of place, is an eflFort, which will lead to others. The more discon- tent with the present, the nearer the hope of the future." "But what are these conditions of happiness, for which we are all blindly seeking?" She smiled at the question, as if it was ridiculous not to know, or absurd to ask. "You must excuse my ignorance," I said; "I have neither read nor thought much of all this, and I need to be instructed." "I hesitated to answer," she replied, with a sweetness that was the best possible answer to my last remark, "because it was a ques- tion which might require three words or three volumes. Reading might not have made you wiser; and few think in the right direction. ESPERANZA. M "Look at it. For two thousand years, religion has been preached as the panacea of social evils ; and when the Church has embosomed as much discord and misery as can be found out of her pale, then we are told that we are not to look for happiness in this life, but only content. As if the good G-od had decreed all miserable genera^ tions here, and eternal torments hereafter ! " Social happiness has been sought in political liberty, and its result, in the present forms yet achieved, has been only to awaken men to a keener sense of unhappy conditions. " A few seek happiness in honors or wealth. Honors and wealth are beautiful and good ; but not a social state in which they are the result of intrigue and injustice. " Property is plunder ; position is an imposition ; and power is usurpation. The world is a society of Ishmaels ; every man has one hand upon his neighbor's throat and the other in his pocket. All are robbers and all are robbed, but the strongest and most cunning get most of the spoil. All are oppressors and all are oppressed ; but the weakest, the ignorant, the women, and the negroes somewhat the worst. The picture is strongly drawn; but if you consider it, you will find it true." She turned to the window, and gave me the next hour to consider; and I did, honestly and faithfully. Clara, it is all too true. How can God answer for such a world ? She must have known my thoughts ; for when she turned to me again, she said — " The Eternal Justice will be satisfied, and the Infinite Love will be made manifest, in the law of growth. If this were the begin- ning or the end, we might doubt and despair. But much allow- ance must be made to an infantile race. When humanity sliall have arrived at the stage of manhood, we may expect somethino- better." This was a little vague to me. I wished to know what were those social conditions, which would make men happy, and therefore content. ''The first condition," said she, ''I have told you, is freedom. All seek it. The fugitive slave runs away to Canada in search of 52 EsPERANZA. it, but it is not there. He changes the form of slavery and not the fact. The fugitive wife runs away from her husband — or vice vena — but society holds her in a severer, though perhaps a less repulsive bondage." "But is this really so? Are men and women so enslaved?" She looked incredulously at me, as if distrusting my seriousness in asking the question; but seeing that I was truly in dead, stupid earnest, she said: "Are you free to go and speak to that lady yonder, though you knew that she desired it as well as you? Is not every woman guarded by her husband, or father, or brother, or by 'what will people say,' against all freedom, as much here as in Turkey ? "What are the natural rights of woman? Are they not personal freedom, genial companionship, the free exercise of her intellect and talents, love, maternity ? Does society allow her these rights?" I have never thought much of this, Clara dear. I have heard about the woman's rights women, and read their droll proceedings in the papers. I went to hear Mrs. Rose, and Lucy Stone once. They want to be lawyers, and doctors, and preachers, and vote, and run for office. But this idea of women being free, in any such sense of freedom as Miss Elmore speaks of, I had never thought about. And yet I see that she has this freedom, and that on it depends much of her wonderful fascination. Beautiful as she is, good, and true, and noble, as I see and feel her to be, I can not conceive of her as the wife of any one. She seems a heroine, who might command an armyj I think she would preside in a Senate with admirable dignity ; I doubt not that she is loving and faithful to the deepest life of love; but still, Clara, I can not but see how far removed she is from all the women I have ever seen. She enjoys my astonishment very much. Here, then, we are, in the Queen City of the West. In the morning we are to take a little ride, and look at the city from one of the surrounding hills. I shall also try to get a peep at the river and steamboats. Good night, darling; I will finish my letter to- morrow. ESPERANZA. 63 Sunday Morning. — '' And this is the great city of the West," I said, as we stood on the brow of a hill to which we had ascended up zig-zag roads, in a carriage from the Burnet House, an hour after sunrise. The sky was clearer than I expected, for the chimneys of a thousand manufactories and furnaces had ceased to belch out their clouds of bituminous coal smoke. I could see all the compact, well built city; the river skirting in a semi-circle beyond, and then pass- ing off to the south-west; the Kentucky suburbs of Covington and Newport, and the circle of hills that surround the city. Miss El- more surveyed it all in silence, and then, remembering her office of guide, said to me : " This is Cincinnati, an embodiment of thrift and piety, a city of manufactories, ware-houses, steamboats, and churches. There is not a public square, park, or parade ground, in the city. The ground is all built over. There is a noble Cathedral in the Grecian style, and you see the cross glittering on many a spire. A third of the city is German, and two-thirds of the Germans are Catholics; nearly all the Irish, of course. That tall misshapen spire belongs to a Presbyterian Meeting House. I^ is very characteristic, dark, ugly, pretentious. The yellow excrescence on the top is a fist." "A fist?" " Yes, a doubled hand, with the index finger pointing upward. It is generally mistaken by strangers for the representation of a yellow washed ham, a symbol of the chief trade of the city. The build- ing is surrounded and shut in by stores. The Catholics keep com- merce at a more respectful distance." "But, excuse the question, Miss Elmore, this pork trade you spoke of?" "It is very quiet now. Those large buildings by the canal yon- der are the pork-houses. In the winter three hundred thousand hogs are driven or brought on the cars and steamboats, killed in the suburbs, drawn into the city, and packed in those ware-houses. Then Cincinnati deserves its name of Porkopolis, and its oflPense is rank, and smells to heaven. A very unpleasant smell it is. But it is a part of civilization, and thoroughly characteristic." "Why do you say characteristic?" 54 ESPKRANZA. "Because the animal, in his filth, gluttony, diseases, and destiny, is a representative of the impure, sensual, selfish, and miserable lives of most of those who fatten, buy, sell, and eat him. O Mosea and Mahommed ! ye lived in ages of darkness, but ye knew better than to eat pork. Let us change the subject." "Excuse me; are the people of Cincinnati more hoggish than civilizers in general?" "Oh! by no means ! In many respects they are a very amiable people. I know them well. They mingle southern warmth with northern prudence ; and eastern thrift is softened by the rough, large-hearted, whole-souledness of the West. I should like the Germans but for their tobacco, in which they are steeped." "And the lager bier?" "Oh ! that is not a very bad concoction ; far better than whiskey. But these people are so genial, familiar, and good-hearted. There is a sphere of friendliness, you find in no eastern city; an outflow- ing humanity and benevolence which reconciles you to every thing. Boston has more intellectual culture and refinement, New York more dash and splendor, New Orleans more fascination, but for genuine, unaffected, honest goodness, commend me to Cincin nati." There, my Clara, as an impartial traveler, I send you the result of my second-hand observations; and the little experience I have had confirms their truth. Every one you meet looks as if he would be really glad to render you some service; and would take it as a favor if you would stop and talk with him. We drove around what is called Mount Auburn; saw some very beautiful villas and gardens ; and on the hill sides, some of the vineyards, for which the city is famed. The wine made from the Catawba tastes a little harsh at first. I thought it not so good as the ordinary Rhine wines, but after a little you get to like the flavor; and every patriotic Ciuoinnatian is ready to swear that the whole world does not produce such wine. When we returned into the city, the driver, an Irishman, took good care that we should see what he thought its most attractive portions. Going down Vine street, Miss Elmore pointed out the ESPERANZA. 56 German Theater, and three other public buildings, which are spacious, and convenient enough, but not very ornamental. "Yonder/"' she said, "is the Turners' Hall, where the young men, by gymnastic exercises, combat the ill effects of coarse eating, beer, and tobacco. There is the Liberty Hall, owned by a society of fifteen hundred infidels, who glory in their negations. The Canal is a sort of boundarj' between the German and native populations, and this northern quarter is called ' over the llhine.' Yonder are the People's Theatre, and Mechanics' Institute — curious specimens of Italian and Gothic architecture — but if you look about among the better class of private residences you will find many evidences of graceful art." I forgot to say that our Jehu, whose Christian name was Patrick, went out of his way to drive past the Cathedral, and though the same space and cost might have been more imposing in Gothic, it is a credit to the Church and an ornament to the city. I don't know how it may be, in fact, but it seems as large as both Grace and Trinity. We had good appetites and a charming breakfast. When we sat at the table and looked over the bill, my companion, who likes to play guardian and guide, called the waiter, gave him a small paper package, and some very careful, but inaudible instructions. Can you conceive of a woman, whose whole appearance and manner, though full of gentleness and almost infantile loveliness, is yet so full of a sweet charm of power, that every one must obey her, with a most cheerful obedience ? I see it, even in the waiters at the hotels ; I feel it in myself, so that I am compelled to analyze this feeling. It grasps me like a fate; but it seems also like a most benevolent and beautiful destiny. And, Clara mine, I know and feel, through all my being, that I love you, not less, but more, for this influence. The waiter came with some beautiful corn-bread, French rolls, and two cups of the most delicious chocolate I ever tasted. " It is a little pet weakness of mine," she said, when I looked round with admiration at the rare beverage. "It comes to me from a dear friend in Havana. I have no doubt it is the best in the world." 50 ESPKRAKZA. " But the flavor." " There is a very slight addition of orange flowers and vanilla." "But is not this indulgence against your principles ?" I asked. " Pray, sir, do you happen to know what my principles are?" I thought I knew, but I found myself at fault. "I supposed," I said, " you objected to the use of all stimulants." " Oh ! how mistaken the young gentleman is. Have I not been indulging in your exhilerating society for four days past ?" " But I mean pernicious stimulants." " I certainly do not drink whisky. You have not observed me smoking. Cofi'ee is harsh and acrid ; there are black teas of delicate flavor and not very harmful, as an occasional luxury. You saw me drink wine. I think I take a pint a year. Each stimulant, if pure, has a specific action ; it goes to a particular organ or group of organs. Chocolate, such as this, with the added flavors, excites gently, but very perceptibly the faculties of beauty, love, and music." " Then you will sing," I said, hoping for more of the happiness I had tasted at Niagara. " Not this morning. I have visitors and business after breakfast. You will write or walk. We will meet at dinner." She went to her room, and I have written this continuation of my letter. This business and these visitors ? Well, they are none of mine; so I will go and see the steamboats. Good by for a little. Night. — Blessings on Phonography ! How should I ever be able to write you all I wish, without its time-annihilating aid ? I was never so thankful for having learned it with you as to-night. You will see why. But I will go on all orderly with my narrative. What a thing it is to travel ! I took my walk down to the river. The beautiful Ohio, just here, is not the most romantic looking stream that meanders over the planet. Did you ever think how these long rivers run over its circumference, and what a droll figure they cut, when contemplated horizontically, and philosophically ? The color is a bluish brown, like weak cofi"ee and skim-milk. By the way, I found it the same ESPERANZA. in my bath-tub this morning. They filter it for the table, and it compares well with the Croton. There is no mistake about the chocolate ; it is musical. I found myself singing, and even whistling ; but I had a rival in the latter accomplishment, in a steamboat, which came down the river with the water foaming at her bows, and her tall pipes vomiting black- ness. She came round handsomely, so as to make her landing with her head up stream, in the orthodox fashion, in the meantime blow- ing a signal that might, I think, be heard to Lake Erie. It is like the scream of a locomotive, but compares with it as the ophicleide does with the piccola; or a cannon to a pop gun; or better, as the steamboat to the locomotive. If you shared my passion for steamboats, I think I would describe these that lie, in a long line, side by side, each with its nose resting on the shelving bank of the river. There is nothing in or around New York at all like them. The steamboats of the western waters are mi ,ZA. 60 So, after breakfast, we went down to the public landing, and there found the ** Effie Afton/' with steam up, colors flying, freight com- ing on board merrily, and every appearance of a speedy departure. ''You will allow me to arrange for our passage," said Miss Elmore. Two minutes after, I think the captain would have placed his boat and himself at her disposal. I don't see but a fresh water sailor is as gallant as a salt. Captain Ilardstein is as pleasant as a pet Walrus. Very confidentially, and as a special favor, he informed us that though the bills said twelve o'clock, five would answer every purpose. Miss Elmore had her own work to do ; but I am fit for nothing, after a passage is engaged, and before the hour of starting. It is only to wear away the iutermediate time. So I lounged in a read- ing room, and bookstores, and a meager picture gallery, and a horri- ble museum. I sauntered by the river and the canal. I went into lager bier gardens, and looked at great manufactories. At last came dinner time, and I went joyfully to meet the happiness of our last dinner here. All the morning, in my lonely saunterings, I compared the life I saw, with the beautiful life that may be ; and the women I saw with this woman, who, at least, is no dream, but a living reality. '' You have been a truant," she said, as she held out a frank hand to welcome me, when I entered the drawing-room, " Are you enamored of Cincinnati, that you have deprived me of your company, all this morning ? " " I do not forget," I said, with a humility, which had no pretence in it, " how little I can be to you, and how kind you have been to give me so much of your society." " Well, have I any other ? Besides, I have much hope of you. I have been at work this morning ; but we will make much of the coming days ; for it will not be long now before I shall have rivals, who will dispute my claim to you. You are to prepare yourself, like a gallant knight, to defend your fortress." This seemed absurd enough, but she appeared serious. I see that there is one ; but I have no expectation of finding other women like this. 70 Esi'EilANZA. We dined, and at five o'clock shook hands with our Cincinnati friend on the steamboat ; then backed out into the stream, came round handsomely, and pointed our bows toward the setting sun. And here we are on the river, and here I begin the record of this voyage — of the length and duration of which I am in a state of blessed uncertainty — but what matter, so it be blessed ? I began my letter last evening, sitting on the guards or balcony outside my state-room, and writing by the red light of a western sun-set, while we glided past the panorama of the Indiana shore. As the light faded. Miss Elmore came and joined me. I put up my writing, as she sat at my side, and began to tune a small, sweet- toned guitar. Soon her fingers swept over it, and brought out the harmonies I love. She seemed to muse and meditate in music, which became the expression of every thought, emotion, and memory Soon she began, in a low voice, to sing old familiar tunes — the airs of her childhood and ours. It was very pleasant to hear the old songs we have so often sung together; and I ventured to join in them. And so we glided along. We were alone, but not unobserved. Forward, there was a group of the colored waiters, listening in silence and with great enjoyment; nearer were passengers, but all at a respectful distance. There was not an ill-mannered remark, nor the least intrusion. It was no repulsion, or haughtiness of manner that kept them thus apart from our little communion ; but a perception of that sweet dignity and purity, which commands universal respect and admiration. I could see it in the look and manner of every one. As the night closed round us, she laid the instrument down ; our friendly visitors retired, and we sat conversing. " We are now fairly embarked on our voyage," said she. " You are the first person, not initiated into our society and principles, who has been invited to visit us. But we grow strong, and secure in our strength. You are to be trusted personally; and the time approaches when the world will be ready to reap the benefit of our work. You will see things which will seem very strange to you ; but if you can lay aside the prejudices of education and custom, I think they will not seem false or unnatural." ESPEKANZA. 71 "I can not feel that I am so prejudiced, as to think our society perfect ; " I replied, '^ or to condemn another which secures in a greater degree the true objects of society ; the improvement or happiness of all who compose it." " Society perfect ! " she said, with a voice of deep scorn, softened by pity. " Perfect ! This society that produces and perpetuates ignorance, poverty, disease, sensuality, bigotry, and all despotisms and slaveries ? A society where the rich plunder the poor ; where the learned oppress the ignorant ; where disease, wickedness, and crime are the support of three great learned professions ; where birth is a curse, and life a burthen ; where nine-tenths die prema- ture deaths of exhaustion, and the diseases of evil habits; where body, mind, and heart are alike enslaved, and where there is not the first condition of happiness in a true freedom ? I shall show you something better than this." " You speak much of freedom, as a condition of happiness. Do you think freedom compatible with civilization?" " Every human condition has its own laws. The selfishness of civilization requires the isolate household, marriage, the slavery or ownership of woman, jealousy or the property feeling, applied to her as well as every thing else, and so on. If you will think it over, you will find all social moralities belonging to this civilized condition." " And does a difi"erent state bring different ideas of morality ? " '' That is not a very wise question. Are not all social morals conventional, and related to the system which they guard ? For example, it is very moral and highly respectable, in the polite Empire of China, to have twelve wives ; in Turkey, four; Solomon is nowhere condemned for his fimily establishment, which the morality of the age sanctioned, but for worshipping strange gods. England has one code of morals and respectability ; Italy another. In France, maidens are recluse, and married women free ; here liberty belongs to the unappropriated." " But still, there must be an absolute right, above all these customs and conventionalisms I" " Ah ! that is what you have to find, and what we have found. Now think out for yourself, what this absolute right is ; and then 72 EtJPERANZA. you ■will see how near we have come to its realization. Grood night, and happy dreams. Will you help me to see the sun rise ? " With a kind pressure of the hand she left me, and retired to her state-room. I went forward to the bow of the boat and enjoyed the freshness of the evening breeze, and the music of the gurgling waters that foamed around our prow. Soon I saw^ a cloud of smoke below J a line of glaring reil lights; then two tall chimneys, and soon an upward bound steamer, illuminated like a floating palace, rushed roaring past us. And I retired to my berth, to think and dream. On a boat, the bustle of the day begins early. A bell is rung to waken all drowsy passengers. But I did not wait for the bell. I heard the dash of water in the state-room next mine, and sprang from a wide and comfortable berth, enclosed with musquito nets, to perform my own ablutions. I found Miss Elmore fresh as the rosy morning, on the hurricane deck. We were gliding through a fine country on both sides of the river — Indiana and Kentucky — and in the distance were the spires of Louisville, where we arrived just after breakfast. A traveler should give some account of manners and customs. Those of a western steamboat are unique. The great cabin of our boat, (and all these boats are much alike) is, perhaps, two hundred feet long. The first thirty feet from the forward entrance is liberty hall. Here is the clerk's office, the bar or saloon, as they call it, and the barber's shop. Each is a state- room ; and drinking and shaving are both done in the space forward. Here the floor is bare, or covered with coarse matting, and spittoons are plentiful. Then begins a carpet, and the extension tables of the great cabin, which are closed up in several divisions, after every meal, and where parties sit playing the favorite games of the West, euchre or poker. The last thirty feet is the ladies saloon, furnished more pompously than the rest ; but not separated until 10 o'clock at night, when folding doors close up this sanctum sanctorum. When the first breakfast bell rings, the captain or clerk, generally the latter, takes his place at the head of the table, which is, of course, its after extremity. On all water-craft, the bead is the tail, and ESPERANZA 73 precedence is to come last. All the ladies, and gentlemen attending ladies, seat themselves near the head of the table, but the whole double line of forlorn male bipeds remains standing, until every lady is seated ; and if any one can not get her curls arranged or her collar pinned in season, they all wait with the most wonderful patience and gravity. When the master of ceremonies is satisfied that every feminine is in her seat, he gives the signal for the second bell ; and the un- privileged male passengers sit down and fall to without further ceremony. We stopped at Louisville two hours to discharge and receive freight, and Miss Elmore accompanied me on a tour of observation, but we saw little peculiar or worthy of notice. A northerner looks for some sign of slavery, but I could not see that there were any more negroes than in New York, or that they differed materially in their condition. I asked Miss Elmore about it. *' There are great hardships incident to slavery," she said, "but travelers can see but little of them. Slaves are sold, rather oftener than our free girls at the north. I am not sure that they find harder masters, or that it is more difficult to get away. Year by year, as many wives are killed by their husbands in New York city, as negroes by their masters in the whole south. Children are whipped, abused and starved, by bad parents at the north, as negroes are by bad masters at the South. Every Legree here, can be matched by some sensual, drunken husband and father there. A good man is a good husband, parent, or master. A bad man finds the means in either place to wreak his badness on some one under his control." "But the law affords relief in one case, which it does not in the other,'' I said. " Are you quite sure of that ? In how many cases does the law interfere to protect wife, or child, or apprentice from the cruelty of a brutal husband, father or master ? There is law and custom, public opinion and humanity, here as there. There is but little difference. When men and womea are far enough advanced to own themselves, they will not be owned. When they can govern them, 74 ESPERANZA. selves, they will not be governed. In New Orleans the relation of master and slave is usually very mild, I know a bookseller, whose smartest clerk is a mulatto slave j and he wears diamond shirt studs. I know a large cotton house, whose head clerk is the property of the firm ; and I have seldom seen a more competent or gentlemanly man of business. He lives iu a neat cottage, and has a wife and family. All slaveries are wrong, and an evil, but it does not appear that all wrongs and evils are concentrated in one. I, who believe in universal freedom, rate them all alike, differing only in degrees of misery, as circumstances make them differ." We returned to our steamer, now ready to start. The abundant rains had swollen the river, and our captain had decided to save his toll by " running the chute," instead of going through the canal and locks, which in the three miles between Louisville and Porth\ud, raise or lower the boats a hundred feet. There was a mile of swift, and, in places, foaming rapids ; but our big pilot took the center of the current, and with a full head of steam, the smart " Effie" went over flying. It was grand. We were forward on the upper deck, and had the full enjoyment of it. It was good railroad speed, but that on a steamer seems rery different. The falls of the Ohio are not much as a cataract, but very good boating, when there is water enough — short and sweet, and soon over. After this little excitement, I turned my thoughts homeward, and have written thus far on a letter which I will send when it is full. I sit and write, and think of you and home, so far in the northeast, and then of the unknown home which I long and yet almost fear to see and know. This fear comes of a selfishness, I find, in my heart. I can see your right to the freedom that is said to reign in this home ; but I cannot think of you as enjoying its possible results. You are mine. But I also find myself growing selfish in my friend- ship for Miss Elmore. I am disturbed at the idea of seeing her loving and being beloved. I see that this is absurd, and wrong, and hateful. I see that she and you, and every one should be free from every bond on your spirits — free to love all that is lovely to you ; and I know that I would not have the love that was owned as ESPERANZA. 75 property j and yet I cannot get rid of the feeling which men have for whatever they claim as their own. During the long, sunny day, the passengers either clustered around the card tables in the cabin, or on the shady side on the guards, in groups. They fell into conversations on various subjects — they discussed the Maine Law, Kansas, the Eastern War, Knownothing- ism, Spiritualism, and all the exciting questions of the day. Free Love and Woman's Rights included. A country Magistrate gave hi.s opinions as from the bench of justice; an itinerant lecturer on various reforms was fanatical on all, and some gentlemanly, but hot-blooded young southerners felt bound to flash fire at every slur on the peculiar institution. It was as good as a play. A pale methodist parson, of the Church South, defended slavery and denounced rum ; preached piety and put down the " isms," with a warmth that was very amusing. He had so many sides to combat — repelling now the assault of an abolitionist, now of an infidel; and whipping his little testament out of his side pocket to quote chapter and verse on every subject. When it came to a dispute on any question of fact, he ofi"ered to bet a Bible ! . But he seems a very innocent man, and one we should call rather green, in spite of his white neckcloth. A lovely little girl, five years old, the daughter of a radical passenger, bound for Minuesota, gets into his lap, and talks with him. She was curious to know what book he was reading. He told her it was the Holy Bible. " Oh ! " she cried, " I have got a leetle hit of a one at home, and it is full of the silliest stories ! " Here her mother interfered, and put a stop to her heresies. Once, as they were gathered near our state-room, the discussion grew warm on the " isms of the day," as the preacher termed them. " There's the Woman's Rights question," said he, " that a set of infidel and abolitionist women are agitating. Its all against the Bible. Read what St. Paul says. He prea<;hed the true doctrine. He says, ' wives obey your husbands,' and he would'nt allow a woman to teach," And out came the little testament. "Now, who 76 ESPERANZA. are the women that are lecturing about Woman's Rights? Why, they are a set of infidels. Mary Wollstonecraft, that wrote the first book on Woman's Rights, was an infidel, and opposed to marriage. Funny Wright was an infidel and an Owenite. Mrs. Rose is a rank infidel and makes speeches at the Tom Paine Festivals in i^ew York. Lucy Stone is'nt much better; for she got married under protest. I tell you they are all infidels, free-love folks, abolitionists, and spirit- ualists." Miss Elmore, who was standing near me, looked round at me with a benevolent smile, which the preacher took for an approval of his sentiments. *' That's so, is'nt it, marm ?" said he. •' Do you wish to know what I think about these matters ? " she asked, quietly. " Yes, I should, for you seem to be a sensible woman, and when I meet a sensible woman, I always like to get her judgment." " Then you differ a little from St. Paul, I think, for he did'nt allow women to teach." A roar of laughter at the minister's expense showed the sym- pathies of the audience. " Yes, marm ; but giving your opinion will not be the kind of authoritative teaching, which the apostle intended." " Perhaps soj but if my opinion should happen to carry convic- tion with it, how would it be ? " " I think it would be very well, marm, if it was the right kind of iin opinion." " But St. Paul says nothing about a woman teaching truth or falseliood — he says she must not teach." And here was another laugh, at the preacher or the apostle, I could'nt tell which. "Now," she continued, "when you will allow that a woman's opinion may be as good as a man's, and that she has as good a right to its expression, I will give you mine." This was a poser, which divinity could'nt get over ; and amid the laughter of the delighted audience, he was compelled to withdraw his appeal. ESPERANZA. 77 When we were alone, I asked Miss Elmore why she refrained from the expression of her sentiments on these subjects. " The good I could have done," she said, " would not have com- pensated for the inconvenience, and it would have been bad economy. This poor little parson would not have been benefited; the rest are working their way out to the light very well, as it is. My views would not satisfy the partisans of any faith, and their expression might make our voyage unpleasant. What I did was as well." "But you will not refuse to tell me your thought on these sub- jects," said I. " Oh, no. You are my pupil ; and as you bLlieve in the divine mission and right of women to teach the most interior truths, I shall not refuse you. If men originate principles, women give them form and vitality. The law of sex applies to the intellectual and moral world, as well as the physical. " Abolition is the protest against an evil, seen more clearly, because distant. Men labor to abolish negro slavery and neglect their own, for the same reason that they send missionaries to convert the heathen, and neglect the pagans of their own parishes. " The Maine Law is a futile effort of a democratic majority to usurp and exercise the powers of a benevolent despot, and force people to do right against their inclinations. The agitation will do no harm in the end ; for though it may be established that the right to drink whisky is guaranteed by the constitution of the state, it will be found to disagree with that of the individual. The struggle tends also to freedom ; for in defending the individual right to do wrong, men may stumble also on the idea of a right to do right." " But can there be a right to do a wrong ? " '• Not in the abstract and ultimate ; but there is the right of individual conscience, and every one must be left free to do what he thinks right, so long as he does not interfere with the same right in another. This freedom is the condition of experience and knowledge. As men come to the understanding of principles, they can seize upon the absolute right." *' The absolute — that always confuses me. In human actions every thing seem* relative. The right of to-day becomes the wrong 78 Esi'ERAN/A. ^ of to-morrow. What is right to do under certain conditions, is very wrong under others." " That all falls under the law of relations, which is as infallible as mathematics. All principles are absolute, immutable, eternal. Proportions, relations, and adaptations have their laws. A wise expediency is the absolute right. We carry out absolute principles, by truly measuring relations. In building, the level, the plumb line, the measure and square, never vary; but we apply them to produce all convenient forms and relations. In our conduct, we have one object — happiness; the means are the adaptation of our faculties and passions, to the objects of their satisfaction within our reach. You will think this all over, and it will come clearly to you. Work it out like a problem in geometry. You will find that all sciences are exact sciences when you know them. Rather, you will find that there is only one science, and when you get to the central truth, you can see clearly all the circumference." Thus, dear Clara, does this woman talk with me. Thus does she instruct me ; and yet there is not the least pedantry or pretension in her manner. It is so calm, gentle and loveful ; her eyes beam in mine with a light so soft and clear ; her smile is so sweet ; her tones and modulations so musical, that I am charmed, and yet there seems no possibility of my having for her a sentimental, much less a sensual, passion. I try to analyze my feelings. I try to tell you the actual truth ; but I think that I do better in giving you these details, and allowing you to form your own opinion. Whatever my present feeling, or future relations to her, I know that I have never loved you more dearly than now ; and I never seemed to myself to be so worthy of your love. I rose early this morning, waked by the rushing steam. We had made a landing at Shawneetown, a lively little river port in south- eastern Illinois. We were to stop some hours, and the engineer blew off steam, and damped his furnaces. I will go on with our voyage. Last evening a group of passengers gathered round the table in ESPERANZA. 79 the ladies' s cabin, which, though a part of the long open saloon, and free to every one, so far as I can see by any printed regulation, is held sacred to the lady passengers, and their friends, and is scarcely ever intruded upon by any other. The more quiet and studious men occupy the tables nearest ; the card players are further forward, and those who drink toddies and tell stories are at the forward extremity. If the Captain went through the boat every evening and pointed out each one's place, they would not be better arranged. We were sitting, reading and conversing on general trifles ; a sweet pretty Irish woman was exulting in the hope of meeting her soldier husband in St. Louis; a Kentucky lawyer was carrying on a desperate flirtation with the bar-keeper's wife, a plump Bowery beauty with a turn-up nose ; I was making studies of the party, and comparing them with 3Iiss Elmore, who held in her hand a volume of Tennyson, when I heard angry exclamations from the other end of the boat. There were oaths, a movement, and then a sharp pistol shot. I started to my feet, and involuntarily looked round to where Miss Elmore was sitting. She was gone — she was half way up the cabin. I followed her as quickly as possible. The passengers were many of them pale ; some were escaping through the state rooms ; others were gathering about two men who were clinched in what seemed a deadly encounter. One was armed with a bowie-knife and the other with a revolver. One shot had been fired, when they closed, but in such a way that neither could use his weapon. But the man with the revolver, a powerful man, threw ofi" his assailant with the bowie-knife, and raised his pistol with a quick but deliberate aim, when Miss Elmore glided between them, raised his hand so as to make the shot harmless, and at the same time holding up her other hand, awed back the man with the knife, who was preparing to spring upon his antagonist. The Captain was just in time, as he rushed into the cabin, to see this tableau. But there was no necessity for his interference ; and Miss Elmore, by a look or sign, checked his advance. " Gentlemen! " she said, with a very deliberate emphasis — ''You surely forget that you are in the presence of timid women ! " 80 ESPERANZA. " There is one here, brave enough," said the pistol man, "and 1 honor courage any where." " Then you should honor this gentleman," said she, pointing to his opponent, who had put up his knife ; " for he has no lack of it. You are both brave, strong men ; and you know what belongs to gentlemen, for you can respect a woman. Now," said she, with a smile, " I do not find gentlemen so plentiful, as to allow them to be wasted. If there is any wrong between you, you know how to right it. A brave man can atone for a fault as well as avenge an insult, and, under the circumstances, and considering the scarcity of men who are honorable enough to do both, I think you had better do the handsome thing." " Madam ! " said he with the pistol, " I will do any thing under God's heavens you wish me to. I may have been mistaken about the play, and wrong; but I can't take the lie from any body." " No body should give the lie," said she, looking at the other, with her clear, calm look, " where a mistake is possible." " I was hasty, Madam, and I apologize," said he, with a quick frankness. " f]nough said," replied the other, offering his hand. " I was likely as not wrong about the play. It's no consequence any how, but as I had my shot, I'll stand treat." " And you will play no more to-night ? said the beautiful peace maker. " Not a deal ; if you will take a glass of champagne with us." The glass was brought. She raised it, and said, " gentlemen, you always mean well, but you sometimes forget yourselves. I wish you better memories ! " The toast was drunk, and applauded. Miss Elmore had just tasted her glass, and now returned with me to the ladies' cabin. The fainting lad}' had so far recovered as to be in a comfortable fit of hysterics ; and the passengers who had escaped from the cabin came back in time to get a glass of the peace-ofi"eriDg. " Are those men gentlemen ? " I asked Miss Elmore, when I got the opportunity." " Yes and no." ESPEUANZA. 81 " Does the question admit of both answers ? " " Almost every one does. It depends on what you understand by the term gentleman. These men are brave, frank, generous, sensi- tive, and honorable, as they understand honor." " But they seem to me to be two professional gamblers." " So they are ; but why not gentlemen, as much as lawyers who help fraud and oppression for a fee ; preachers who teach doctrines they do not believe, for a salary; speculators who gamble in stocks and staples; financiers who loan capital to usurers and swindlers, and share their plunder; soldiers who make a business of slaughter and kill according to orders ? Why may not a gambler, who stakes his living on either chance or skill, be as good a gentleman as these ? " " But why call any of them gentlemen ? " " A man may have the elements of a gentlemanly character, and not be strong enough to control his circumstances. So we must be charitable, and call those gentlemen who might and would be, if they had the opportunity." The scenery of the Lower Ohio has elements of beauty. The foliage is of great richness ; the grass of a deep vivid green ; but I miss every where the noble back ground of mountains, lifting their blue summits against the sky. But the sun-sets are glorious. At times the bluffs on the river side are high and picturesque. The boats we meet and pass, give animation to the voyage. The flat boats loaded with coal, or lumber, or corn, which glide down with the current, have their interest. Sometimes you see a corn sheller at work — sometimes a fiddle is playing. Still it is all an idle, mo- notonous life enough. I do'nt know what we should do without our discussions, which seem to be a school of popular education. The parson still attacks the " isms of the day," but upholds his own with great fervor. He is a great advocate of total abstinence. " But how about that advice of your friend Paul, to " take a little wine for the stomach's sake ? " asked an objector. B2 ESPKEAXZA. " Medicinally ; we allow it to be prescribed as a medicine," said the preacher. "Oh! then Paul was a doctor," said a Hoosier ; "I wonder where he got his diplomj ? " " He was an inspired man," said the preacher, " and knew what was right." " Look here ! " said a quiet, slow spoken man, with a twinkle in his eye; " St. Paul, we are told, cured a great many people of their diseases by praying for theui, laying on of hand?, and even by their having handkerchiefs and aprons brought to them, that he had touched. Now, I should like to inquire why he did'nt cure Timothy's dyspepsia, and other infirmities, when he liked him so well, instead of ordering him to take his bitters, and setting such a bad example to all posterity ? " The preacher was entirely unprepared for this question ; and as he stammered and hesitated, the free thinking crowd did not restrain their triumph at his discomfiture. So we glide along. I walk on the upper deck ; or stand on the bows ; and I think of you all the hours, and of the fast increasing distance that separates us; then I think it is the same sun that shines for us both ; the same bright stars, the same blue sky that bends over us, and the same Providence that enfolds us. We made Cairo, the great city of some dim future, at the junction of the Ohio and Mississippi, late in the night. I looked out but could see little in the misty moon-light. Our St. Louis and up river passengers went ashore here. The rosy little Irish woman, whom every body was in love with, came past my door, as I stood wrapped in my dressing gown, looking out upon the scene. She held out her hand to me. " Good bye, you little darling, God bless you," said I, with more warmth than I should have used, had I ever expected to see her again. Her reply was eloquent and characteristic. She said never a word, bat as quick as a thought, or the impulse of a loving woman, ESPERANZA. 83 held up her pretty lips to be kissed. And I kissed her as I would a very nice fat baby ; and she ran off without a word ; but turned, and waved her handkerchief to me and the rest, as she went up the landing. In the morning we were steaming down the great, turbid, mighty, monotonous Mississippi, through which flow the currents of a thou- sand rivers to the distant sea. I can never tell you of its melancholy grandeur. You will look on the map and see its windings, and fancy us steaming down — down those long reaches, going at times three hundred miles to gain one. The great, impetuous river, filled with the energy of all the thousand torrents, of which its life is made, goes tearing along through interminable forests. In its windings, it washes away the banks on one shore, uprooting great trees, and filling its bed with snags and sawyers ; while a vast sand bar is left on the other side to be covered in time with the cane brake jungles, made of those long, slender, jointed reeds, you see in New York sold for fishing poles. The great fields of these are of a beautiful light green ; but the sad havoc of the river on its banks, is a me- lancholy ravage. And such sameness. For hours and days the only change is in finding the perpendicular wall of undermined earth and forest, now on the right hand, and then on the left, as the river bends to the west or the east. If I go in the cabin, and stay for hours, when I come back it is the same. The only change is that the foliage indicates a more southern clime. The moss hangs pen- dant from the boughs of the cypress, and on the shore I see the palm, whose leaves supply us with fans and hats. I have promised to write no particulars of time or distance below Cairo. I can not, therefore, give the days ; not that I do not trust you, but for fear of accidents. We pass the hours in reading poetry, aloud ; in music, when we feel musical ; and in long conversations, of which I can give but a meager record. But I must finish one, of which I have given a part. It was renewed at intervals, for my fellow voyager is sparing of conversation, and leaves me much time for reflection. Every day I see how wisely and beautifully she has taught me. 84 ESPERANZA. •' You began," said I, " to speak of these ' isms,' our clerical frii'iiJ is so fond of denouncing. Will you tell lue further about tlniu '! " " I will tell you all you can hear," she said. " He spoke bitti ily of this question of Woman's llights, and its advocates. Mary Wollstonecraft, the wife of Godwin, and the mother of Mrs. Slielli'y, was a beautiful and heroic spirit, not very wise. Slie loved mu( h and suffered much; and hud an instinct for freedom and a true life. Few more lovely and feminine spirits have ever lived. She reject d the popular theology, as did most intellectual persons of her time. But she also repudiated marriage, and the slavery of women. When Thomas Paine wrote his Rights of Man, she applied the sam ■ prin- ciples to a vindication of the Rights of Woman. " Frances Wright had a more manly spirit. She was a woman of heroism and benevolence; a better logician, 1 think, but less insiuc- tive, and affectionate. " The estimable ladies who attend Woman's Riglits conventions are doing their work of agitation, from various motives. The love of distinction, the hope of success, the consciousness of power, and the want of a sphere for its exercise, have their share as motives. But they all shrink from the central wrong in the lot of woman — her being owned and appropriated in marriage." " And here," said I, " you come to the Free Love doctrine, I have seen so much discussion about." " Any question of freedom will bear discussion. So long as men live in the isolate dwellings, and discordant selfishness, of the society of civilization — each robber in his den — woman must b^ appropi-i- ated, and owned; and custom and law must guard this own r.ship, as slave laws guard the ownership of slaves. But in a true society, woman can be free, and of course love may be as free as thought, or belief." " There is one ' ism' more — Spiritualism ; I wish to know more of that," said I, at our next conversation. " What do you know already ? " she asked, with a fine lighting up of interest in her expression. " Very little, that is satisfactory. I have read of the phenomena, and went two or three times to hear the raps. The communications ESPERANZA. «5 seemed vague, and the phenomena of doubtful origin. I could not see the use of it." "Do you believe in the continuance of individual consciousness, after the death of the body ?" "I hope it." '' Hope in the possible is a good basis of belief. Attractions are proportional to destinies. The testimony of spiritual phenomena is abundant. Immortality is as possible as life. I have as good evi- dence of the existence of spirit friends, and intercourse with them, as I have of your existence, and of my conversation with you. It would be just as hard to disprove one as the other. But you will probably soon have better opportunities of testing this for yourself. Our society lives in open and constant communion with a spiritual society, with which it is in Harmony; and it is to the earth, what that society is to the heavens. If you come into the life of our Harmony, you will find spirit-friends, and spirit-loves in the heavenly society. We will not argue about it or speak of it more, now. We will wait and see what is for you." On and on ; running down those long, interminable, forest-lined curves of the river, swept our good steamer, night and day. Some- times we brushed over the branches of a tree, whose root was anchored in the bed of the sti-eara. At last, one bright but very warm afternoon, I saw a little town in the distance ; and laying at the landing a beautiful little steam- biiat, with a single smoke-pipe. Miss Elmore was standing on the upper deck, forward, by my side, looking through a pocket spy- glass. She held out a white handkerchief, and let it flutter in the wind. In a moment a broad white flag, with a golden star, made of nine other stars, rose from the deck of the little boat ; and at the same moment there was a burst of blue smoke ; and soon came booming up the river the roar of a cannon. The booming echoes had scai-cely returned the s'^und, v.-hen there burst upon the air a peal of trimphant music such as I never heard 86 ESPERANZA. before. It was like a bugle, but many times louder, coming with a power and sweetness of sound which enveloped me in extacy. It was like no earthly music, but seemed poured upon us from the clear blue sky, a torrent of melody. I looked round in surprise to my companion, and she, delighted at my astonishment, pointed where the fairy little boat was throwing off a jet of steam ; and I saw now that it was the boat, herself, welcoming her expected passenger. Instead of the usual shrieking whistle, she was provided with a full harmonic chord of musical toues, so that she could give bugle signals to a great distance. The single toues were wonderful; but when the chords were given, it was like a tornado of harni(uiy; grand, overpowering, indescribable. It was like musical thunder, or a harmonized Niagara. Not the " voice of many waters," but the voice of steam. Miss Elmore looked up to the wheel-house and nodded at the pilot; and said to me, " come, my friend, our voyage here is ended." I went to my state-room and hastily packed my things. We said good bye to our friends, and went on shore, and the Effie Afton plowed on her way. I finish my letter at the little Post-office here, and kiiow not how soon I can mail another. Good bye, my dear love. Love me and trust riie. VL THE ARRIVAIi. Dear Clara. — Each day of absence falls with an added weight upon my heart, and almost every day has increased our distance. You are so far away ! I cannot forget the convexity of the earth that rolls up between us, nor that, when I look at the sunset, its last light had faded from you more than an hour. Nor can I forget the long days that, even with the most rapid modes of transit, must elapse before this letter can reach you. But I will be patient, and trust you with the Providence that hath guided me to this home of our Future, as I now believe it to be. I have much to tell you — so much, and so important, that I can only hope to tell you all I wish, by beginning where my last letter ended, — ^and continuing my narrative, as if I were writing a history. The little Steamer "Fairy,'' you will remember, was fired up and ready, and gave us a musical welcome. 7 deposited my letter in the post office, Avhich occupied a small coraer of the bar-room of the tavern and grocery, and went on board. Miss Elmore had gone directly from the Effie, and was at home in the beautiful saloon, where I found her seated, with a boy, five years old, in her lap, and two young girls kneeling, one on each side of her. She held out her hand to me, her fece radiant with some srreat o joy, and introduced me first to the boy Vincent, and then to the two girls, one a petite brunette Laura, the other a fair girl, of the medium height, with blue eyes and chestnut hair, named Eugenia. " You will soon know these dear ones, who have come to wel- come us," said she, "and now I must introduce myself. In the world of civilization, I am Miss Elmore, or whatever name is con- 87 yB EsPKRANZA. venient. Here and in our home, I am called Melodia. The name will sound strange at first; but you will soon grow accustomed to ii." "And this young gentleman, Master Vincent — is he the sou of the fiiend you told me of?" I asked. A strange, bright smile came over her face, and was reflected by the two younger ladies. Melo lia simply nodded assent, but made no further observation ; while the handsome boy, Avho had been so careful not to interrupt our conversation, now began a series of ingenious questions respecting our travels and adventures, and before they were half answered began to tell his own. I went on deck to look at the gem of a boat. With no misplaced finery, she is the perfection of every thing at once strong, light, and graceful in steamboat architecture. There was exact order, neatness, and polish every where ; and every thing about her showed how use can be joined to beauty. The pilot house is a domed octagon lanthorn ; her high chimney is as graceful as a C'lumn ; the arrangement of her little saloon and state rooms the perfection of convenience and elegance ; and her few ornaments of carved shell and coral work, with paintings of water lilies and other aquatic plants and animals. Below, a compact boiler furnished steam to an engine worthy to propel such a boat. The freight was carefully stored ; every thing was in its place, and when the Fairy, with lier starry flag flying, rounded out upon the turbid Mississippi, fired her parting gun, and waked the echoes miles away with her triumphant melodies, I felt pioud to step on such .^craft. But I must not forget her officers and crew. There were but five, besides the young ladies in the cabin, and the boy Vincent, who was every where, and equally interested in all departments. As soon as we were well underway, steaming down the river. Miss Elmore, or Melodia, as I must now learn to call her, came and walked around the boat. I looked in vain for servant, chamber- maid, or any common boatman. The five men on board were dies^ed nearly alike, in light caps, blue jackets, and duck trowsers. There was no captain or command. Tliey seemed equally capable of taking turns in the pilot house or ei gine room, so that only two were on duty at a time, leaving the other three at liberty to rest. EbPERANZA. 89 or seep, or amuse themselves. They changed at intervals of two hours ; and tl;e one who had been busy with the fui'nace and engine, was i exi walking on deck with one of the ladies, or playing the violin with a guitar accompaniment, in the saloon. We «ere ten i ' all, little Vincent included ; and I had never seen any family where 1 felt so soon and so happily at home. Laura, with her spaikling black eyes, glossy hair, and piquant n z retrousse, ^old mt ail about their trip to New Orleans and their visit to the French riicatre ; and hen sung, I am su-e, h^If the a rs of ihe opera, while detailing the plot. The more sedate Eugenia, whose hair was all ringle s and wild flowers, which she had gathered where we came on board, and who might have stood for a Flora, if the goddess of flowers had ever taken passage on a steamer, asked me of New Yovk, where she had once lived, and knew how to pity all who w^re condemneJ to live there, she said. Her frank, confidino-, sis eily ways made me acquainted with her at once and always. The leading spirit of the group of young men who united in the duties of navigating this boat, is Mr. Alfred. What surname he may havi- borne formerly, I know not but it is not mentioned here ; and he may Lave chosen Alfred or accepied it, as more appropriate than the one given at his chrisening. I must introduce him, for I hope you may become better a-quainted. When Melodia brought me to him, lie looked from her eyes to mine, seemed to take me in a a glance, and held out his hand as if I had been his best fiiend, leiurned after a long absence. With them all I felt as if I had returned, not come. When I asked Melodia of this she said that to know her — to become acquainteil with the spirit of her thought an life, made me also acquainted with all who lived the same life. Alfred, a man of perhaps thirty year-^, strong, manly, vigorous, with a cle r grey f-ye, and brown beard, is the impersonation of em igy. He impressed me as a man who would infa'libly accom- plish whatever he undertook, and be able to command all men and means necessary for that purpose. I felt a great reliance on him; a trust that could not be shaken, fur integrity was the expression of his life. I saw that Melodia, as T soon learned to call her, leaned upon S 90 EsiKRANZA. hiiu as if he were an Atlas, and trusted him, as one trusts an unfailing spring. I he youngest of our sailors, except little Vincent, was Edgar, a blue eyed son of mirth, always sparkling with good humor and merry conceits. But I must not prolong these introductions. We have a little voyage before us, and I will do my best to give you a good account of it. An hour after we came on board there was a musical signal for supper, which we found served up in the little saloon. All came but the pilot and engineer for the time being. Melodia took ihe head of the table as by natural right, and gave me a seat on one side while Alfred took the other. The pretty Laura sat next me, the fair Eugenia oj^osite ; next Eugenia sat Edgar, and next Laura a young man who seemed more tho\ightful and poetical than talkative or mirthful. Little Vincent sat at the foot of the table; and I could not avoid seeing the striking resemblance he bore to Melodia. Such was our group. The table was set with a delicate repast of rice and southern hominy, bananas and oranges, with guava jelly, and lemonade reddened with claret; add some light warm biscuits and fresh butter, and the supper was complete. I cannot describe the geniality of tliis group. It was evident at a gla- ce, — it was palpable to my feeling that it was a loving group, full of ten lerness and devotion. There was not one there who would not have died for Melodia, no one who was not devoted to Alfred. Stranger as I was, just escaping from the discords of civilization, I could not but feel the beauty of this harmony of a purer life. I could not but see how quietly and beautifully it had arranged itself. I Avould not liave been any where but where I wa< ; ihe two persons most attractive to me on either side ; and it was the same, I think, with every person there The supper was eaten with a delicate deliberation, hut also with great enjoyment. Little Vincent sent his plate for a second portion of guava, remarking that the sea air always gave him a famous appetite. He also made a brave attack on the bananas. EsrEUANiiA. 91 The conversation at table was marked by as much propriety, as geniality of feeling. A rough jest; a rude remark; any boister ousness would have been discordant. The tones were low and sweet, and even the humor of Mr. Edgar was toned to the precise kvy of tlie ciicle. In the general conversation there were occa- sional duels ; and I could not but remark the delicate tact, which yet seemed unconscious and habitual, with which Laura addressed some sprightly remark to me, when Melodia was listening to some matter of home interest from Alfred ; or with which Eugenia asked a qiiescion of him, when she turned to me. It was the same with the others ; a fitness and adaptation, which seemed perfect; yet I fe t assured that no one had planned it; but that the group had formed itself in the most spontaneous manner. Long before we rose from the table, Edgar went and relieved the engineer, while Laura's friend took his place at the wheel : and yet this change did not mar the harmony. They seemed just as well adapted to their places as the others: two genial, cultured, well mannered young men, proud of their duties, and happy in their society. Master Vincent pitied them for having waited so long, and urged upon them all the dainties of the tnble as a compensation. After our little supper, to which the pilot added the music of his steam organ, which, controlled by the valve, was capable of soft as well as loud tones, and wondrous modulations, we all went upon the promenade deck, when I saw that we were no longer plowinor down the broad Mississippi, but were stemming the current of a much narrower stream — one of its western tributaries. The country was low, the scenery melancholy, with the cypress forests, and pendant mosses; but away in the northwest I saw the outline of hills in the distance ; and the steam organ pealed out the familiar music of "Home, Sweet Home," and all turned their eyes in one dire;'tion with looks of love and joy; and as we stood in a group, forward, near the pilot house, the voices joined in a perjfect harmony, accompanied by the softened organ notes, in singing the dear old song, the full, clear tenor of the pilot joining with the rich, mellow bass of Edgar, who was playing engineer below, while the fine baritone of Alfred harmonized lovingly with the noble soprano of 9:^ EiiPEiiAXZA Melodia. The scene, the circumstances, not less than the perfect hai'mony and feeling of the music affected me to teare. I tried to join in the song, but my throat swelled, and I sank upon a stool and gave free vent to my emotions. When the song was ended, the pilot turned on a full head of steam, and roused us from these soft memories, with the grand song of Liberia, from I Puritani. You may judge how grand iib effect must be, so given. It was as if the Heavens were singing t the I'larth a song of Freedom. Then we had more music : beautiful songs, and duets, and choruses, while the shades of evening were descending. Old songs linking us to the past, with many sad or pleasing memories : and new songs, carrying me into the spirit of the future, with which 1 had now begun to make acquaintanceship, and which, until now, has always seemed so distant. As the sun sunk in the west, the full moon rose and silvered the waters in our wake, playing upon the broad lily leaves of the river margin, and the backs of the sleeping alligators. Our little Fairy glided along noiselessly, all but the murmur of parting waters, and the cascade-like sound of the swift revolving wheels. And now a mist rose from the waters and obscured the banks ; and the moon was veiled in the fogs below. The channel was too narrow and difficult to go on in darkness ; so the pilot sought an eddy in the stream ; a small anchor was dropped, the furnace damped, steam blown off, and we lay by for the night. I sat by Melodia. She held my hand silently in both of hers, as if she vvould feel out my emotions ; then said : " We near our journey's end, my brother ; to-morrow will take us to our home. You see here a little group of our family. How do they seem to you?" " As if I had nlways known them." "That is well. It is the home feeling. Where a true affiniiv exists, and we recognize our own, nothing is strange to us. We seem to have found those for whom we were seeking, and from whom we have been only for a little while separated." "It was my feeling." I said, "when I found yon." She smiled J:i'bi•I;KA^ZA. 93 a quiet smile, which said as plainly as words could, "And "^ also?" "But this is not all,'' I continued, "1 must confess that I have no claim upon you, and no possible right to feci as I do: and yet I am disturbed, and almost jealous. 1 perceive all the merit of this brave, manly, energetic, handsoene Alfred: it seems quite natural ! ikI you should love him. It is evident that he has gone on this t-xpedidon, and taken charge of this boat, and the business of the voyage, expressly to be with you a few hours sooner. Still I am t:o!.bled. I find my heart growing heavy and bitter, when I seem to have less of your society and sympathy than when we Wfie alone. " You do well to be frank, my friend;" she replied, "though I do not need the revelation. I knew it, and had foreseen it. The liabi s of a very selHsli civilization cling to you. Its thoughts and feelings are in your life, like the taint of disease, or the poison of malaria. You must become clear and free from all this. We seek only true relations ; we earnestly wish to avoid all false ones. This is our freedom and our happiness." "But to know the true." "The test of a true relation, is the unmixed happiness it gives to all who are truly related. The sentiment I have for Alfred is painful to you, either because it is false in itself, or because it meets some element of falsehood in you. \\ hich do you think it?" " I know it is my ov.^n selfishness," I replied. "Forgive me. It is absurd and ungrateful, and I will overcome it." Just now, Alfred himself came aft and jomed us. Holding me by one l:and, Melodia extended to him the other, and drew him to her side : "Here, Alfred," said she, with sweetness, "is a young gentleman, who pays you the compliment to be jealous of you." Alfred laughed heartily, and grasped my hand as heartily, exclaiming: "Well, Mr. Wilson, which do you think has most Ciuse to be jealous, you or I ? You have been journeying together all tlie way from New York ; spending one day amid the romance of Niag '.ra ; another in a pilgrimage to Buflfalo ; sailing on Lake pjrie ; spending Sunday at Cincinnati ; and then steaming, with 9 1 Et^PERANZA. abundance of solitude to sweeten as best you could, down the Ohio and Mississippi. Now, I ask you, as a sensible young gentleman, am not I the one to be jealous, and call you out, and insist upon walking on shore with you with a case of pistols, at daylight?" I could not but laugh at the absurdity of my position. "But instead of that," said he, with the most perfect frankness in his tone and manner, " 1 have to thank you for every kind word, and every affectionate thought you have had for her. My love is only equalled by my trust " "This is the perfect love, that casteth out fear," said Melodia, softly ; and when she gently pressed my hand, I knew that she also pressed the other, and far more fondly, and yet I felt in my lieart such a confidence in the entire nobleness of both, that all bitterness went from me. Had we been two brothers, with our loved sister between us, we could not have been more at peace. The pleasing reverie in which we sat was broken by the light roll of a drum ; and the next moment we were greeted by the music of a band, playing exquisitely on four saxe horns, with the drum most delicately beaten by my little friend Laura, who seemed to throw into it all the charm of her lively manners, — and a silver triangle, skilfully handled by Eugenia. It was a new surprise. They play as well as the Dodworths, in the perfect chiming har- mony of family music, but with a more pure and tender feeling — with a more loving unity than I had ever heard. I sat entranced. But the mists creeping out from the shore, and enveloping us, warned us to retire to the little saloon, where Melodia sang to us, accompanying herself on the pianoforte. Alfred leaned over her to turn the music, and sometimes joined his voice to hers. " You love music," she said, when she rose from the instrument, and came where I was sitting. " There is much pleasure in store for you. It is the pprpetxial aspiration for harmony in the woi'ld you have left, and the perpetual expression of it in that to which you are going." " To which I have come," I said. " Our group here, is but a little fragment ; but a very happy one. To-morrow night we shall all be happier. Now, good night 1" E.-.PKKAXZA. ' 95 she said, stooping to press a pure kiss upon my forehead ; " good night, all my dear ones ; " and she gave a hand to each, and each cue kissed the foir hand reverently. The little Vincent had become so tired, helping to work the boat, that he had been asleep in his berth hours before. Melodia went and kissed his little rose bud lips ; and charging Laura to show me my state-room, passed to her own. They all retired but one, who took his lamp and a book, to keep wa ch in the pilot house. Laura sat on a cushion at my feet. Though fa.igued with the emotions of the evening, I was far from being sleepy. I sat, thinking of you, who are never out of my tlioughts whose image ever lives in my deep heart ; and still, darling one, I so ftlt the sphere of affection around me, and was so softened in its influence, that my great love for you seemed only to open my heart to other sentiments, tender and beautiful ; but whether of the same kind, I confess myself at a loss to determine. And as I mused on this, thinking of my distant home with you, and of this near home, to which I feel myself so lovingly welcomed, Laura was looking up into my face, with her dark eyes, as if she would read my soul. There was tenderness, sympathy and curiosity in her looks. I stooped toward her, and she put up her hand, and pushed back my hair from my forehead, as if she could better read my thoughts. Her round, plump arms were bare to the shoulder; her dress of perfect neatness, so appropriate to the voyage that I had not noticed it, made modest r( velation of a b'\autiful bust. She seemed very charming. Her manner was so sisterly and confiding, that I offered her a kiss. It was nc pas-::onate impulse, but the expressi'>n of a brotherly regard. She drew back gently, gravely shook her head, and said : " No, my friend, you must not be in haste, and you must make no mi tnkcs. We do not kiss idly or profanely. A week hence you will know bettor whom you have a right to kiss. It may be me ; but I think not. At least, I must be sure, first, that you will not repent it.'' "Do you think th-it possible?" "With you? yes. Not often with us." 96 ESPERANZA. '•But imagine me your brother." '•Were you a iliousand times my brother, I should not kiss you if I diJ not love you ; and if 1 loved you, I should kis you all ihe same." ' Are you sure you do not ? " •'No: I ! ave been feeling you. You are too mixed. You do ! ot recognii?" your own emotions. You are liable to makf mistakes. Ynu are selfish. You must wait. Come, sleep and dream of me." iShe took my hand and led me to such a cosy little state-room, with a nice bed in ii — not a berth — with a lace musquito bar, and ev>'rything in the neatest order ; and bidding me a cheerful '•o-ood nio-ht," went to her rest. n the early dawn, a southerly breeze dissipated the fog, and the Faiiy was under way long before sunrise. Our group assembled on the promenade deck, to greet each other, and the world's illumination A 1 nature was rejoicing in the opening day. If a tender and pensive thought of you, so distant and so dear, made me less cheerful, the rest were happy in the hope of seeing those they loved in a few hours. As we stood aft, in an interlocked group, wa ching the changing sky of the dawn, and the first ray of sun- light shot across the scene, our grand organ pt aled out a song of welcome to the sun, as sublime as his upiising; and after the prelude, our voices joined in singing a glorious morning hymn — religious in the deepest sens ■, and yet in harmony with all around us, so ilat it seemed to combine the songs of birds, the lowing of herds, and aM the music of nature. 'I hen all went joyfully to their duties, all but Melodia, Alfred and m , who remained on deck, to watch the growing splendors of the scene. We were passing through a broad, lake-Lke opening of the river ; water fowl were flying over it ; birds were caroling on the shore, and beyond the fringe of trees, we saw the smoke of distant plantations. Alfred and Melodia wore the aspect of serene happiness ; bu' there was a perceptible difference. He seemed to be in possession of what he most valued and desired, and to be supremely blessed: while she looked forward wih a joyful hope to a still greater ESPERANZA. 97 happiness. I watched well the countenances of both. It was evident that she was to him the "bright particular star" that centered his fondest aspirations; but, while it was apparent that she also loved him, with a fond trust and tender reliance, I knew well that she loved another with a still deeper devotion — that while she was a sun to him, her soul revolved around another center of loving life. And yet, dear Clara, I could see, and I could feel, no jar — no discordance. We have seen such things, in our world, causes of SI rife and misery. Here all these attractions seem accepted, harmonized, and a means of increased happiness. I have been absurdly selfish ; I have felt even the pangs of jealousy toward Mr. Vincent and Alfred, but I feel them no longer. They are unworthy of that great true soul, whom I both reverence and love. I have said it, my Clara ! May you so enter into the harmony of this love-life, as to be able to accept with me this reverential love, which I feel ennobles me, and makes me more worth V to be yours. After a little Melodia went below, to kiss the slufnber from the eyelids of the litle Vincent, and prepare him for breakfast. Alfred ;ook my arm, and we walked the deck together. "You feel your welcome, I tru-t, Mr. Wilson," said he, when we had t;iken a turn in silence. " Your love for Melodia makes you a brother to me, if you can accept such a relation. This is the spirit of Harmony — th^t of the discordant society we have lefil; wouhl make us vengeful foes." " It is new to me," I replied, "but very real. I am at peace. I fed the love-life of this little group circulating around me. I see how it is all combined, knit together, and harmonized by these interlacing attractions." " You see well," said Alfred, smiling ; "you will soon see more. The same harmony of a sweet passi n^l lif^' pervades all the groups of our society. The same loves are every where a bond of unity instead of a source of discord, because every one is free, and we hold no property, either in the bodies or souls of men or women." I have thought much of this expression, Clara. No property in 9B ESPERANZA. bo ly or soul. I fiar that I have very selfishly hell you as my property. bo;iy and soul — but I can do so no more. You must be your own ; anJ what of yon, or the expression nf your life, is truly mine, mu-;t flow freely fo me, wi hout clu cli <»r claim, or bond or chain. The immortal loves must be free as the immortals; not the helots an i slaves of civiliza;ion. I see so (d ady, now, in he lig'it of my recent expetience, and in contrastini^ the sphere of th s life ofharmonv.on which I am entei'ing. w th the selfishness of our rapacious .^ocial dissonance, that P^-eedom is the condition of Order, aad Harmony, and Happiness. When I said this to Alfi-ed, he took my hand, and pressing it warmly, said : — " My brother, I claim the riglit to weLome you to our family and home. You are mos'. nearly relaed to me, bi'cause you love the one I most love on the earth. Tliis is a bond of true fellowship, and I shall claim the right to serve you every way in my power, while you remain, and to see to the preparation for your joining us in tl e future." As I accepted this frank proffer of friendship, the s'gnal for breakfast was given, and we descended to the saloon, wlieie we found an excellent repast, prepared by the skillful 1 ands of the spr ghtly Laura, and the calm and beautiful Eugenia, who welcomed us to their hospitable an I elegant board, for such it truly was. containing a meal of various edibles, all harmonizing to the taste, and presenting the best materials for nu'rition. The orange and banana, of which there was a large sore on board, were fresh from the New Orleans market ; the ripe figs from tl e SHme place were delicious ; the cream was preserved in the ice house, in the hold. We saf as at the evening meal, only that Laura and Eugenia 1 ad changed places. Vincent slill felt the influence of the j^ea air on his Hppetite, but wis also very happy in the prospect of joining his pl-!ymates, and giving them a circumstantial narrative of the ad- ventures of his voyage. But 1 shall make this letter too long, even for one of mine, if I wri e every circumstance and conversation of this qnii t, but not ujQuventful diiy. 1 wandered over our little craft, admiring every ESPERANZA. $9 porlion of it. Ic seemed every where a labor of love. Ti e caiviiigs: ;ire ex;[uisiLe. The paiutinys were done with a woiiJeifi.l per- fection of d. sail, whirh never could have come from merceiieiy labur. It was evident that the artist^ had loved the ixiai, and had done their best to beautify ;ind aJorn it. And it was the same with tlie tiuish of every part. Ii hai a cheerfi.l and haimoniz.ng- sphere, and might well •• walk the waters like a thing of life," foi ii seemed permeated with vi.ality. " .sn't she a beaiuy ?" said Melodia, as I s ood admiiing her, and the ease w ih which she glided over the wa.er. " s>he seems tit to bear you and yours," said 1. "Sue was built for and by us and ours, i duubt if there is one of all our family, old enougli to do any thing, who has not done some work on our Fairy. 80 she is a pet, and we all love ner like a livintj thiny^, •' aid what did you do?" I asked. She led me to one of tl.e most beautiful paintings ; a clusler of marine planis, with two fishes lying in the clear water under them in heir shadow, lookii-g so alive and real, tiiat you stood still for fear il.ey would be fiightened, and dash away. "This is mine ; and I helped to arrange the upholstery of the siloun, and contributed the pianoforte, because I had two, and this WHS jus: large enough. Alfre 1 modeled and helped build the hull, au.l wood work. Mr. Vincent planned the engine, and every one was I midous to do some thing for our lit le Fairy, h is so of all our work, as you will see." Laura shoAved me the little model kitchen on the boiler deck, with sream pipes from the boiler, for heating water and cooking. It comnmnicated with a little s ore-room and ice-house, in the i.olJ. 'I'he wa er was carefully filtered into the most tran-lucent I'Uri y ; and so, on the whole craft, everything was in the most or lerly pe fee ion. As we ascended the river the navigation became more difficul , but our boa' wa-< of Ight draught, and abundant power, so hat she went over the hai's handsomtly ; or if she ever stuck fast, her reversed, wheels took her off in a moment, and she tried 100 ESPERANZA. again. With conversation, music, anil a restful life, the day glidetl on. Advancing westward, the country became rolling, and in parts broken, wi.h romantic glens, and bold bluffs on tlie river. We were appro cliing the hills we had seen in the blue distance. The eyes of the loving friends around me were bent upon them with looks of joyful hope. I had never seen Mtlodia so lovely as this day. Soft fires were burning in her eyes, which some imes brimmr^d wih tears ; her cheeks were fluslied, and her voice deepened to a tenderer melody. The Fairy boat glided on, up ihe windings of the stream, which every hour displayed new beauties. Our dinner was trore pensive than joyous. But it was easy to see how happy were all, in tlie hope of soon reaching the home, which was so linked to the deepest life of all. All but me ; to whom it was a new world, to which I was then a stranger — stranger to its localities, almost to its life ; but not quite ; for had I not lived in the sphere of one of its most potent influences, and was I not then the friend and brother, and welcome guest of a group of its noble spirits? Tl erefore I did not falter, but hoped like the rest. I s udied Alfred. It seemed to me, at first, that he would not be in haste to convey Melodia in o tl.e pnsence of an attraction deeper tl an his own. But I saw no evidence of any selfish desire to keep her with h'mself. He seemed to sympathise cordially with every hope and w'sh of liers. At last, as we were walking togetlier under the awning, after he 1 a 1 been at the Aviieel two hoi;rs, througli some difficidt navigation, I sa d to him : " My flit nd, will you allow me to tell you my thoughts ?" "Whyno ?" " We are approaching Espeianzn." Tl e joy-light spread over his handsome, energetic face, and ho :^ rasped my arm more tigh ly. " You carry thither her you adore, where there are those whom ^lie loves as mucli as slie loA'es you." ' Well !" he said, with a still deepening joyfulness. ESPERANZA. 101 '• Have you no dtsiie to keep her a little longer?" He looked at me a surprised moment; then with a quiet smilt-, answered : " Wherever Melodia is, all she has for me is mine ; and were she with me alone, banished from all humanity, she could give me no more than what belongs to me. My place in her heart is sacred to me. It is a true love, tl at no true thing can destroy. I wish, more tlian every thing her happiness ; and if I secure it, by carrying her as soon as pus.sible to the arms of him she loves as 1 love her, have 1 not my reward ? There are other loves for me, as for her. Our liv s are too rich for the jealou ies and mean- nesses of passional starvation. Be patient, and you will see how, in he harmony of h true life, the good of each one is the good of all, and the general welfare consists in the happiness of each individual. The wurld of sacrifices is the old woild we are leaving behind us." I foul not doubt his sinceritv ; but how nobly unselfish is this love ! mv Clara, does it come to your heart as lo mme? Can vou acc« pt, for this earth, a life that has seemed to us fit only for the angels of heaven ? The sun was decending toward the west, and we pursuing his flight, and nearing the range of highlands. There was wi:h all our group the excitement of expectation added to the calm joy of a return to a home, where friendship nnd love, and all endtariiig ties were centered. It wa- an hour before sunset, when the Fairy turned suiienlv fnd shot int^o a nan'ow branch of the river we were a-criidino-. The banks were close wooded, and there was scarcely room for our smoke pipe between the over arching trees One might pass the place easily without suspecting a navigable pa sap"'^. But a few rods further up, the creek widened, and as we gli lei along, < ur triumphal chords echoed among the hills, followed by the booming of our little cannon, whose reverberations c-tinc:iness in these quieis solitudes. All liste-ed a moment, and there came, not an echo now, but the b))min:f of another gun, and our friends knew that their signal was h.ard, and that their friends knew we were coming. 102 ESPERANZA. Our boat sped on, through a narrow channel, improved by art, unli\ aficr +1 turn around a rich gnjve of cotton wood trees, we came in si >lit of a large saw mill and factory, driven by the stream we were ascending. On a flag staff, over one of its gables, floated the stany emblem of K^po-ai z.i. The labors of the day were ended; but we found a joyful group to welcome us, and open tlie single lock that carried us up the falls. When the gates were closed and secured, and our frimds had come on board, we s'eamed up the cr. ek a few rods, rounded a point, nnd with a triumphal steam Son*'-, and the sound of our small artillery, shot into a broad clear lake, upon whose shores was displayed a scene of such enchanting beau;y as I had never imagined, and can never in all my life fjrget. There, in the golden light of a most gorgeous sunset, rose the lovely edifices of Esperanza. The Fairy took a circle in the lake, to fj-ive us a fairer view. Our steam organ tilled the scene with the melody of home ; Edgar and little Vincent weie hu-y wi.li ihc cannon forward, firing a ia{)id salute, whicli was an>wered from a mimic fortress on the shore ; sail boats were hastening lowaid us across the 1 ke ; the broad white flag, imbroidered with golden stars, was floating fiom the tallest spire, and through my tenrs I SHW a "-oo ily comp my gathered on the sloping lawn to welcome us. Our music ceased, our prow tuined toward the landing. I surviyed the beauty of the seem- before me — tlie noble towers, the o-rac-eful arches, the embowered porticos, the vai'ied and beauiful architecture of ? Unitary Home. It was simple, \etgiand ; chaste, ve"mo-;trumen^, plavin<>- at intervals, stirred it wi h the vibra'ions of < xq-isi'e melodies. The supper la ted an hour. Ti e f od was cf the most sin^ple ani iehcate kind. The flavors were like the odors of t.'>e flowers : 104 ESPEKANZA. not coarse and obtrusive, but fine and penetrating. Gastronomy, I saw, was a science ; and none of the senses were neglected. The chairs we sat in weie the perfection of comfort; the table service of a pure quality and elegant forms. The room was painted with cool tints and exquisite designs, while a tinkling fountain cooled the air, which was also changed continually by a scientific ventilation, which filled the room with refreshing zephyrs. There was every where the hum of happy voices talking in quiet, subdued tones. Ea'cu the groups of children, old enough to leave the nursery, and eating by themselves, with only one or two of their most especial friends at each table, were gentle and quiet, and harmonized to the spirit of the scene. It seemed to me that there was a pervading unity ; yet each group was distinct. Only at one moment were all united. Vincent rose at the head of the table of his group, where he sat between Harmonia and Melodia, and said, " Friends ; a toast ! Welcome to those who have returned to us, and welcome to our guest." The toast was drunk in the crystal water, as the head or center of each group, even the children repeated it. I rose, with the others so welcomed, w^ho were scattered in tlie groups to which they belonged, and we bowed our thinks. Then the band, whose members had quietly left their seats a moment betore, played exquisi'ely for a few moments, and the supper was ended. Scattered groups now gathered on the lawn, in the soft summer twilight. They clustered in little companies, sitting on the soft grass, in twos and threes, or dozens, each group far enough from the others not to interfere with their conversation or amusements. Some sang low, sweet songs, with guitar accompaniments ; some were relating stories, as in a new and purer Decameron ; some were planning work in industry or art, or amusement for the morrow, and all seemed happy. Melodia sat awhile between Vincent and Harmonia. Alfr^^d and I completed the group for a time. Others came of whom I must speak hereafter Melodia recountt^d her journey : then she took my arm and guided me among the groups, pointing out. and sometimes introducing me to those I might wish to know. But EsPERAKZA. 1C5 formal introductions were little needed, as all — even the y 'iing ladies and the children, came to me as frankly as if I hal bi.en aa old acquaintance. The shades deepened, the holy stars came out. I saw boats stealing out from their little harbors, to a small island before us in the lake, which is laid oat as a garden, with an elegant pavilion. Soon we heard a slight explosion, and saw a gleam of light. Ma y colored stars seemed shooting into the sky. Then followed a flight of rockets, and such a pretty exhibition of scientific pyrotechny, as delighted us all, and sent the children to their beds extremely happy. Then the windows of a large saloon over the dinino--rortm, were in a blaze of light. We heard music again sounding iis cheerful strains ; and all ran gleefully to prep ire. " They welcome you with a festival," I said to Melndia, "like a princess returned to her dominions." "Oh! no: We have fiieworks often; music and happiness always. They are happy to see us, but are making no extraordi- nary manifestation." We went to the music hall ; listened to some admirable instrumentation ; heard a new chorus, just composed by one of the cultivators of this divine art, who came forward and directed the performance ; and then there was a dance in which all mingled beautifully and h ppily for an hour, during which I saw that the musicians were more than once relieved that they might take part in the dancing. You may well suppose, that in all I have narrated, there were many things entirely different from our accustomed life. There was much more than I can tell you now, and yet the whole did not differ so much from the most refined societies as y'.u mio-ht suppose. It was more natural, b autiful, loveful. There was an inexpressible charm of repose in tlie midst of gayety, of which (jur fashionable languor is a coarse imitation. At the end of he last dance, which finished at ten o'clock, there was a Good Niglit Carol, merry and cordial, and all retired to their apartments. Melodia led me to a charming litile bed-room, 106 ESPERANZA. in her oAvn suite, furnished with a bathing room and every convenience, and alorned with the productions of her gr-iceful p?ncil. The window opened on the scented lawn ; fra^ran' h sujh a man to play — without pre ens'e, wi hout eftbrr at LXicution, b'.'t with a giand power of expiession. As this noble reveil e ended, I hear I the rush of many waters ; ani, taking a refreshing bath, I w s ready lo join ti.e groups gathering at the parade for sunrise. It was on the eas ern slope ; an 1 neailyall were gathered. Tlie youngest chil ren, and their nursfs, and ihe few aged or weak, alone were absent. The gi'oups gathered silently, or exciianging greetings wi;h low voic< s. Har- mouia s-ood a- the side of Vine nt, an 1 welcomed nie wi h a pleaoant smde ; Melodia held out her hand to me, anJ as I gave one 137 108 KsPt.KA.NZA. to her, I extended the other to dfVed. Eugenia and Laura were in near groups. I he r-rnldreii formed in separa e groups of their own, and all knt-w their places, or took lliose they liked best. Tliere was order, bu^ no constraint, and a l.armony d.at seemed the result of something higher than discipline. Vincent stood in the center, faring the east, with the band behind, and our group around him ; the Other groups spread off, right and left, forming a crescent, opt n- ing to the east, where the firmanent was now glowing. All was siltnt — hen a ray of sunshine shotacross the scene ; a cannon lired ; the white flag witli it- symbol stars rose gracefully to itssiatt" ; the band played a grand prelude, and men, women, and children ]oined in a noble chorus, to salute the day. When it was ended, the crescent closed into a circle around V^incent, who read tlie Orders of the Day. The first was the Order of Iniustry, consisting of an enumeraLion of the work most needful to bs done, naming the leaJer of the day in eacli department, and calling for a certain numb3r of vokxnteers for each work. First came tlie household, or domestic duties ; such a lady and so many assistants for the kitchen ; so for the laundry ; a leader and a, company for the hai'ves field ; others for the orchards and gardens, poul ry yard and dairy ; others for building ; and the mill and factory. All the work was laid out, and as each leader was called, he or she stepped forward, and was promptly joined by the first relay of workers — so promptly, that it was easy to see that it liad all been canvassed and arrano-ed the ni 'ht before, so that (-ach one lad chosen his work and companions, and wore the baJge of his group. The leaders of the harder or more repugnant labors were men ; those of the lio-hter and more asfreeable, women. Laura, for the day, was mistress of the group of confectioners, or preservers of fruit. Eugenia had charge of the flower garden. Boys of ten or fifteen, and young mi-ses, were chiefs of groups of industry, and took their positions, and gathered tlieir adheren'.s around them Avi h a flush of pride. I saw that the groups were composed of both stxes ; those for the harder toils and out door duties beinir two- ESPERA>-ZA. J 09 thirds or more of men ; those of indoor employments, mostly, but not entirely, of woman. All this was arranged in less time than you take to read it ; when the Order of Recreation was called. This was for the after- noon ; a regatta on the lake ; music practice ; artist work ; rehearsals of drama and opera, etc. TLese were under more permanent direc- tion, and the leaders known. The time only was given. Fiaally, an opera was announced for the evening ; when the band played a lively air which set all in motion. Those whose duties were immediate, as the gioups for preparing breakfast, feeding animals, etc., repaired to their functions ; the rest to the lecture-room and lessuns of the morning. As all this had been arranged in twenty minutes, there was left more than an hour, either for quiet reading or study, for conversation, or for the morn- ing lecture on some branch of science, or practical lesson connected with in iustry or art. I went with Melodia to the Lecture-room. Most of the younger, and more intellectual had gathered there. It was itself a panorama of science ; a circular room with a dome of blue, admittino- a soft light through itself, and the cons:;elladons of the northern heavens. Tlie walls, or lather a continuous circle of wall, was painted to represent the various climates and scenery of the eartli. At the north and south are icebergs, white bears, seals. East and west, the equatorial regions of the eastern and western hemispheres, Avith their vegetation, animals, and peoples, and the tt-mperate regions in their places. It is cl.arming as a work of art, and perfect as a scientific representation. The fore-ground is boldly painted, so as to represent geolo. ical structures, minerals, and rare animals and plants. I he'C is land and sea ; calm and storm ; here a wacer spout, and there a tornado. Ships sail the summer seas ; steamers cloud the sky. My eye wandered over every part with surprise and plea-^ure. Mr. Vincent gave the morning discourse on the Unity of JS'ature ; treating all sciences as portions of the one science, and giving the analogies which pervade the universe many illustrations. " A principle, which can be demonstrated as such," he saii, " is uni- versal in its application. The laws of harmony in music we find to 110 ESPERANZA. be those of social accords. Chemical affinities are no more ruled by inexv)rabk' laws, than the relations of fi'iendsliip and love. Eveiy atom in ti.e universe is distinct fiom every other, as is eveiy indi- viJuil spiri — a li the s )cial order we have achieve J is by haxinj;' eveiy sonl-a^om free to follow its own attractiuns and repulsions, an 1 to pUce i.self and not be placed. Oir freedom is the free- dom not to disob -y any law of our beings ; our freedom not to be placed wheri- we do not belong. •'Science is not a thing apart from life. We do well to know tl e universe, and our place in it, and relation to every other part. If the soul of our planet is conscious of us, it must feel new vigoi' and hope with this ges of blue and gold were filled with odorous flowers ; the offerings of affectionate devotion. A canary and a mocking bird were singing emulou-ly among the roses in a bow window. A lax'ge music box lay on the 10 114 lioPhBAXZA. carved octagon table in the center of the room, which played airs of Massanaella and William Tell, her favorite operas. " We are going to show Mr. Wilson our home," said Vincent, with a tender dt ference of manner, which one does not expect from a husband, " will you give us your company? " " With pleasure — but you must let Angela have her pony, and ride with us ; for I have promised her the morning.'' The little face that had saddened a moment before, at the idea of losing this precious morning with her mother, now brightened, and she ran aw;iy to prepare, and summon her little steed. The ladies were soon equipped for the saddle with riding skirts, and plumed caps ; four glossy saddle horses were brought to the door by as many happy boys, and we saw in a moment after a round and roguish little Canadian pony come bounding up, with a boy of a dozen years on his back, who assisted the bluet-yed, rosy, and most beautiful Angela into her saddle, as if she had been a princess, and he her own true knight. Vincent helped Harmonia to mount, and I gave my hand to Melodia ; but when we were leaJy, Har- monia signed me to ride next her ; while Melodialed off with Vincent, and Angela was on all sides of us by turns. First we rode along the hard beach of the lake, across which a cool breeze was blowing ; then in a road thiough the wheat har- vest, where over hundreds of broad acres, heavily laden with the bright grain, two machine reapers, each drawn by four horses were doing their rapid work. The near horse of each span was ridden by a boy or girl ; the machine was followed by a group of binders, and the sheaves were loaded in a waggon at once, and conveyed to the threshing barn, to be further ripened in the sun, wliere they could also be siieltered in a few moments from a passing shower. In the center of the field was a grove, affording a pleasant shade for men and horses in the intervals of Inbor ; with food and drink. Here they took their intervals of r^ st, and here reposed tl.e relay* of tho e who did the hardest labor, or tl.o-^e who wern ex changing from this to some other group. There was a spring, n c!eer, and enthusiasm in the work of this group, such as never comes EbP£RAXZA. 115 from mercenary task labor. The will and the love were in the work ; and it w s a real festival of industry. To tlie right of the wheat spread out a vast field of bright Indian corn, through wliich a little squadron of horses were drawing the cultivators ; each horse ridden by a boy or girl, with their plumed sun-hat>, who went on in a merry company, singing as they went, wliile the men, who guided the culiivat rs, often joined their deeper voices to the merry songs. Beyond, a field of oats was ripening, and we saw up on the hill si.ie, and beneath the picturesque groves, the horses not in use, and the cows, and goats, and ^heep. " Here," said Vincent, as we halted under a grove to look upon this lovely scene, "you see the staple of our industry ; that which gives us the s'afF of life. Bread, or some form of farinacious food, and fruit, form five-sevenths of our nourishment, and these are the first to be provided. There," — pointing to the gardens and orchards wliich rose back of the hou-e — "is the source of the most beautiful and best part of our food ; and that which gives us least labor and most pleasure in the cultivation." We rode on to the end of the domain. A spur from the hill here shot down nearly to the lake, and the interval was crossed by a high strong paling, with a gate, strongly locked against the out- side worl 1. A rou^h road leads off some ten miles to the nearest settlement in that direction. Putting our horses to an easy gallop, we swept around by the hill side, skirting along the pastures to the orchards and A^ineyards. The apples, pears, and g-apes were swelling with their riches ; and the peaches an:l plums were in their full harvest. Here we dismounted and joined the groups, composed chiefly of women and girls, gathering the ripened fruit. Here the children were at work with great enthusiasm, performing their full share of labor. They stormed the trees wi h their scaling lad lers, and shook the fiuit from th e branches into the large funnels of cloths spread underneath, and opening into tiie baskets. Others managed the little waggons drawn by goats, rams, and ponies, which drew the fruits to the afore houses, where other groups were engaged in sealing them 116 ESPERANZA. up in air-tight cans, preparing them for drying, or making mar- malades and jellies. Others were at work in the gardens. It waa a busy time — but evidently a happy one. I did not see one sickly looking, or Norrovvful, or discontented, or idle person. As we rode along, group after group saluted us Avith a joyful wehome. The chiliren offered fruii or fliiwers to us all, but particularly to Haimoni i. Angela was ai home every wh«-re. Not less so our beau iful Melodia, in whose presence every eye beamed with a brighter luster. I noted the different influence of these two wom( n nergy and enthi:sia-ra, and inspired admiration and devotion ; Harmoida was the center of a most reverential love. I saw how each was relaied to Vincent, an I to each other, and, even with my crude ideas and unharmonized feelings, I could si-e no ground for jealousy, nor can I detect, with the most suspicious watchfulness, the least sign of such a feeling in any of tho- of thi-ir nurses, or riding around in little carriages. We paused a moment to contemplate this truly Arcadian scene ; then liy K-I'i;KA-\ZA. alighted, and as some boys flew to hold our horses, we approached the Patriarch, who laughed heartily as the ring opened to let us enter. The ladies kissed the old man on his cheek, and inquired of his health, an I introduced the stranger to their good fatht-r. " Well, my darlings," said he " never better, never so well. Here are the companions of my second childhood. I grow younger and younger, y.iu see. More and more a baby. So they are my proper play fellows. I shall go soun, you know, where tliey have so lately come from ; so it is quite right we should know each other." "O, but father," said Melodia, "you will stay with us a good whil.e yet. This is a pretty good heaven, you know, and we will make you as happy as we can." " You are angels that would make heaven in a less beautitul place than this — but lam old, and not very useful here ; I think I shall not be long with you; is it not so?" he Stid, turning to Harmonia. "Yes, father," she replied, with a calm joy. " Our friends expect you soon. We shall attend you to the portal of the beaudful world, and they will welcome you." Angela, who was standing by her mother, burst into tears. " I don't want our good father to go from us ! " she exclaimed. " I shall never be separa'el from those I love," said the old man, with a tremer in his voice ; but I can be happier and more useful where I am going. You know that, little darling," he said, lavinar his hand on Anjrela's head who had nestled to his side. " Yes, good father, I know it will be better for you, and that your spirit will never leave your children." " God bless you, no ; my little one. I will be with you always. You have made my last days happy ; I shall not forget you in the other home." " You will do well," said Vincent, "to watch over your own. All goes well, father ; and we are preparing to welcome more to our harmony." " Good ! — I don't know whether 1 want to stay most with you, or to go and see our friends who labored so long for this result. E.PtUAXZA. 1 1 9 I shall be very willing to i;0. Young man, you are welcome, now," said he, couneously to me, "and welcome back again; for 1 see that you will not be long away from us." "No, father," said Melodia ; "your eyes serve you well." " Oh ! the old man has n .t lost his senses," he said, with a happy laugh. We departed, and the little ones again took posses- sion of him, and replaced the wreath he had removed when we came, by a new and more magnificent diadem, and the old man tried, with his trembling voice, to join in the chorus they were si ging, as they danced around him. At ten o'clock, three hours after the day's work begun, there was a pause for rest and refreshment ; and at this time there was a gt neral interchange of employments. Many of those who had been at work indoors went to the field- ; others came from the fields to the store houses and work shops. The builders and quariy men went to the harvest, and all the groups re-arranged themselves for the next session of work, when all went on with the same harmo- nious enthusiasm, with the added charm of new companions. 1 wrote my letter of \esterday, describing our voyage on the Fairy, an J our reception here. At half past one o'clock a signal gun suspended all labor, and the bands returned merrily from field and orchard, garden and work- slu>ps, and all put off their working clothes, bathed, and dressed for dinner. This was a more elaborate meal than supper or breakfast. We had an abundance of sweet corn, sweet and common potatoes, green peas, eggs in various preparations, puddings, jellies and fruits. I'he tables w. re arranged and dressed with exquisite uiste, each group vying with the other for the best display. Music summoned us to this repast — and when it was over, we had a delightful concert for the repose of digestion, while little parties sauntered in the shade of the trees or buildings, or reclined upon the grass. Then the drum beat ; and the lesser labors or recreations of the af.ernoon began. Tlie boats were filled for an excursion across the 1 tke, and a shimming p irty. There was a rehearsal for the even- in.,'s opera. The artists repaired to the ever attractive labors of 1 23 ESPKRANZA. the stuJio ; each one joined the group that pkaseJ him b» st, and did what was his liighest attraction. The labois of the liist class, those of necessity, were ended ; and each one worked or played as he chose, until the signal for the evening nual. This Wris served partly in the great >aloon, p irtly in the parlors of the groups who wished to be more secluded. There weie a dozen little fes ivals, and I had the happiness of taking a delicate repast, and enjoying a beautiful society in the group which cius.ered around Harmonia. It consisted of ttn pusons. Vincent and H .imor.ia sat opi osite each o her ; at Vi cent's right hand sat Melodia ; at his left, S' rafa. a woman or girl, a few years yoi nger than MpIo lia, and less beautif 1, but one who impressed you as a peison of rare endowments, and a highly poetical temperaiiM nt. She seemed plain till I found the dep h of her gray t yes ; and her low voi^'e WIS full of enthusiasm. She is the poet of this home. The oppra p'^f irme.l last night was her libretto, all but 'wo or three songs by Melodia. 1 sat next her, and at my left was E valine, the eldi St daughter of our hostess ; smaller tlian her mother, pale, with light hair, a lovely figure, but a face capable of ihe whole range of expn ssion from ugliness to beauty, and becoming quite dazling with the excitement of enthusia-m or pleasure. She is an arist, and somewhat of a musician, but art is her ^upreme attrac ion, and she woikswitH grea'. enthusia-m, and also with great pa ience, instructing all who will learn, and having around hera large group of loving and devoted pupils. Oppo ite me sat Alfred, and at his right hund Eug( n:a, who develops more character, and a higher beau'y each time 1 see her. She is o cairn and wi-