a"* #343 A model Confede Conf Pam 12mo #343 ■MHHH* Bh,M Cflttfritote inliicr, BEING A BRIEF SKETCH OF THE REV. NATHAN- IEL D. RENFROE, LIEUTENANT OF A COMPANY IN THE FIFTH ALAPAMA BATTALION, OF GEN. A. P. HILL'S DIVISION, WHO FELL IN THE BATTLE OF FREDERICKS- BURG, DECEMBER 13th, 1S62. BY THE REV. J. 3: D. RENFROE Be thou of go6d courage, and let us pray the 'more " !l ies of our God : and the good. -LH5 IUUU VI g,V-"-l wunctg*, itMU id us J'lUJ tor our people, and for the cities of our Go.u Lord do that which geemeth him good. "—II Sam. 10: 12 l> /~t ^-% <*\ [Prefatory Note. — It is hoped that the following sketch of the. Rev. N. D. Renfroe will be read with in- terest and profit by many of our gallant soldiers who are now battling for our homes, our country, our liber- ties. Such examples of devotion to religion and patriot- ism ought to be preserved for the benefit of the living. The withdrawal of one so young, so pure, so gifted, from a sphere of usefulness to which the Master had called him, is certainly a mysterious providence. It is fitting that some memotial of departed worth should re- main to fill the void. And who can more appropriately perform this melancholy task than a surviving brother? We shall be greatly mistaken if the reading of this tract does not cause many a soldier's heart te thrill with still higher emotions of patriotic Sympathy and Christian de- votion. The compiler has added an article written for thy "Religious Herald," by an Editor of the Presbyterian Church, a comrade of the deceased. — S*JL] • <\ ] rt j> From tha South Western Baptist, REV. N. D, RENFROE, * Messrs. Editors : I have passed the saddest Christmas of my life, and how lonely and sorrowful the new year finds me! I have to perform the pain- ful .task of communicating to you the intelligence of the death of my only dear brother, N\ I). Ren i roe, who "was killed dead on the battle-field of Fred- ericksburg," the 13th ult. N. D. Renfroe was. born in Macon County, Ala., near the Montgomery line, about twenty-nine years ago, of poor, but worthy and respected parents. .He was reared to habits of industry and Jabor, and was, in early youth, denied the privileges of school and the benefits of education; yet, he was home-taught the lessons of honesty, truthfulness and candor, tor no parents ever strove with more care to implant these qualities in the principles and habits of their children than did his. lie was always a quiet, steady boy. It seem e 4 to be his very nature — even in childhood — to attend promptly to his own busi- ness, ignoring that of others ; still he was ever kind and obliging. . in the year 1848, a gracious revival of religion prevailed in that part of Macon County where his father then resided. The churches under the pas- torates ol Elder* J. R. Hand and A. N; Worthy, were abuudantly blessed with the outpouring of the Holy Spirit ; these ministers then labored principal- ly together in aid of each other. Great numbers were converted to Christ, and by them baptized into the fellowship of the churches. Among them, in his fifteenth year, was^ the subject of this letter, with two of his brothers and many of his youthful asso- ciates. He was baptized by Elder J. II. Hand, into the fellowship oi Elizabeth Church, in the absence of I)r. "Worthy, the pastor. And from that day »to his death he "witnessed "a good confession," "walking worthy of the vocation wherewith he was called," no man over daring to charge aught, against him. All who knew him will bear him testimony, that he "kept himself unspotted from the world," and so lived that "no man despised his youth." In 1854 I became a head of a family and took him to my house — a- poor, illiterate, but pious Christian youth — and placed him in Cedar Uluff Academy, Cherokee County, where he passed two years with great profit 'to himself and satisfaction to his friends, in the meantime he was licensed to preach, and often accompanied me to my churches and aided in the ministry of the Word, manifesting move than ordina- ry gifts^ and commendable zeal in the cause of Christ. After this, I was enabled, with the assistance of good brethren, to sustain him four year.- in Cuion Univer- sity, Tenn. ; where he proved himself an earnest and proficient student, and by application and industry, obtained a liberal education : failing to graduate, however, by five months, being called from college by the pressing wants of a widowed step-mother, and orphan relatives to whom he felt it his duty to giv, immediate attention. While in college he p reached often in the churches and destitute neighborhoods around Murfreesboro'. and spent his vacations with the Churches in Cherokee. Calhoun and Talladega counties, Ala., where he was greatly useful in many meetings and revivals. At the close of the year 1859 — when he left col- lege — he was invited to the pastorship of the Jack- sonville church, was ordained to the full functions of the ministerial office, by Elders jj. T. Smith, A. E. Van Devere and the writer. This relation he suc- cessfully maintained — being loved by his flock and respected by all — until in August. 1861, he volun- unteered in Oapt. Bush's company on the eve of its starting to the seat of war in Virginia. This com- pany forms a part of that gallant little 5th Alabama Battalion, in A. P. Hill's division, "which* has nearly worn itself out fighting, and yet is but little no- ticed at home." The subject of this memoir met the duties of a private for four months with a fortitude and cheerful devotion common to soldiers fighting for liberty, not only complying with every demand upon himself, but frequently taking the place of the in- firm and illy clad, when they were ordered en duty. The first vacancy that occurred he was elected Lieu- tenant almost unanimously, in which capacity he served until his fall. A few days before the memorable battles in front of Richmond, he left his company for the first time, and went to the city sick. When the news reached the city that those battles were about beginning, he arose, contrary to the advice of his physician, and hurried to the scene of strife, and failing to find his own battalion — its position having been changed in bivouacing the army for battle — he fell in with the 16th Ala. Regiment, and one of its companies being without a commissioned officer — its officers were absent sick — he oifered them his services, and led the company through the terrible battle of Friday, when Colonel "Woodward and so many good men of that regiment fell, displaying, in the most hazardous charges and under the most terrific fire, a coolness and efficiency that got him the praises of that com- pany. Then, learning where his own company were, he went to them, and finding that one of their officers had been that day killed and another wounded, he took charge of them and commanded them to the end of those seven day's sanguinary strife, and march- ed back with them to Richmond. All this he did when, to use the words of- his physician, "he ought to have been in bed." He then relapsed with Ty- phoid fever, and lay in the city at the point of death several weeks ; but G-od raised him up, and when able to walk he came home and stayed a short time, until he was fif for service. This prevented his participation in the hard march- es and bloody battles of Cedar Run, 2d Manassas and Sharpsburg, but he got back to the army just as it retvuped to the Southside of the Potomac, by a walTc of one hundred miles, fully restored to health and reacfy for duty, and has had charge of the company most of the time since. In a letter — the last he ever wrote me — speaking' .of the march to Fredericksburg, he says: ;< Wo have just completed another march of one hundred and seventy miles, crossing two awful mountains in the time. We were twelve days on the march. 1 had no wagon, or horse, or any other means of trans- portation, except my feet for myself and baggage ; we rested only at night — risiDg at 4£ in the morning and marching until sunset. I suffered much — frequently thinking that I would fall out and rest, but when I would look through the company and see several men barefooted and still keeping up, it would stimulate me, and I would press on. The tramp finished my boot*, and both, my feet are on the ground, and but little prospect of getting any shoes soon. ]3ut it in my duty to bear a little hardness as a good soldier of Jesus' Christ, and I submit to it cheerfully and without a murmur in view of my country's freedom and the honor of my religion. We are certainly on the eve of a great battle here — it will be a grand affair— *I may not survive the con- flict, but, brother, if I dic,'I"shall fall at my post, and I am ready to go.'" Yes, indeed, it "was a grand affair'' to bim! He did not "survive the conflict," but he was ' 'ready to go V He said, "I shall die at my post " Lieuten- ant Mattison,of the same company, in a letter after his death, said ; "He died at his post as a brave and Christian soldier, for a braver and better man has * not farlen in the Confederate army." Jin his letters he often expressed the greatest con- fidence in his preparation to meet death. At the end of a long march last Spring, he said : "I am •wayworn and weary!' how sweet amid such toil and excitement to look beyond these scenes of busy wo and strife, and contemplate the 'Saint's Everlast- ing Rest.' " Then he quoted the lines : "Here in the body pent, Absent from heaven I roam, Yet nightly pitch my moving tent A day's march nearer honie. Nearer hume! Nearer home! However dark and lonely The path through which I roam; This is a journey only, And though I oft, affrighted, Shrink back with sigh' and moan, My campflre still is lighted A day's march nearer home I" In another letter lie says : "And now, my brother, I have some reason to fear that you have not pre- pared yourself to meet the news of such a fate as may befal me. I know you &eJ lonely .without me. It seems to me that if you should die first the world would be without interest to me. But I have en- tered the army to fight for you, and, if need be, to die for you and yours. Let us be prepared for the worst — nay, rather for the best, for, though life is sweet, ffeaven it infinitely moeeterl I am willing to go when God calls, and*I am willing he shall call me in any way that he pleases." __ The last words he ever said to me, as he held my hand. with the affectionate farewell grip, a few weeks ago at the Talladega depot : "Well, brother, now we part, and unless you visit the army soon, we will not meet again on earth; but shed no tears for me — we will meet in heaven." How often have these words flashed through my memory, and carried solemn mu- sic deep into my soul ! that joyous meeting in heaven ! Thank God for the hope of heaven ! His last day's work. He had offered up fervent prayer to 'God, and with the dawn of day the battle opened. He stood and acted* his part manfully nearly to the close of the terrific scene. His Captain was wounded in the early part of the day ; after this the command of the company devolved upon him until his fall. About three o'clock in the afternoon three regiments of his brigade gave way and retired, leav- ing a gap through whieh the enemy was moving rap- idly to flank their position. Gen. Archer threw the Battallion and first Tennessee regiment — who alone remained in the battle at that point — -'into the breech to hold the enemy in check until another brigade could be brought up. The enemy rushed on and Avere too strong. An order came to retreat. It is supposed by his comrades that brother did not hear the order. The first* Tennessee retreated, and the battallion retreated, except a few of his company who stood by him. The enemy fining up within a few 8tepg ordered a euiTender. Be turned to his few 10 men, with a gentle smile, and said : "Boys, tHis is a pretty hot place, and you must get out the best you can." Then turning to the enemy with his Repeater in hand he began to fire, and was unhurt, and firing his piece with cool deliberation, when his "boys"" left him ! And here he was found dead. No friend saw him die. I do not say that he acted with the best discretion, but I do claim for him that, in the last moments he stood atone on that part of the field of carnage with his lace to the enemy giving him battle.* ; - Coward's die a thousand deaths ! Brave men die but one, And conquer, though they die!" His intimate friend, Lieut. Mattison, brought his remains home. He reached my house the first day of the new year — Oh, what a sad new year's day ! I gathered my family around the cold and lifeless form of one that we loved as dearly as life itself, and al- lowed' my little children to shejl a tear upon the face of an Uncle who had so often presented them to' that God at whose feet he lived, and who finally died for them. And on the 2d inst., after religious services, •led by Elder E. T. Smith, who long stood side be- side with him in the army, he was buried with the "'honors of war" in the Talladega cemetery. "Turn from him that he may rest" till the morn of the re- surrection, when he will come forth in the glorified image of the Son of God. *I state this upon the authority of his eomra