V Digitized by the Internet Archive in 2011 with funding from Duke University Libraries http://www.archive.org/details/narrativeoflife^OObibb i^ runavi-'a v 'wAe'/-^ ij A. /i^wa/ci^ /h^-Ai ,-,■■■ -,v-" ///-• ,,jjj.'^ /,">/ /,,,,, A' f:'frry' " ■ ' NARRATIVE LIFE AND ADVENTURES OF IIEIEY r>IBIi, AN AMERICAN SLAVE, XVTtlTTEN BY HIMSELF. AN INTRODUCTION BY LUCIUS C. WATIwVCK, THIRD STEREOTYPE EDITION'. NEY/ YOEK : PUBLISHED BY THE AUTHOR ; 5 SPRUCE STREET. 1850. Eutered Jiocording to the Act of Congi-ess m the year iS49, By henry lilBB, In llic Clerk's Office of tbc District Court of the Southern Di tr.'.r.t of ISl'w Yoi-k i.CDO?*AI,D & LKE, PR1?!TE6S, 9 Si'Kl-C£. STREET, N ^ INTRODUCTION. PaoM the most obnoxious substances we often see spring forth, beautiful anS fragrant, flowers of every hue, to regale the eye, and perfume the air. Thus, frequently, are results origi- nated which are wholly unlike the cause that gave them birth. An illustration of this truth is a^ofdediby the history of Ameri- can Slavery. ;' \ Naturally and necessarify, the enemy of literature, it has be- come the prolific theme of mMch that is profound in argument, sublime in poetry, and thrilling in narrative. From the soil of slavery itself have sprung forth some of f^Q most brilliant pro- ductions, whose logical levers will ultimately «pheave and over- throw the system. Gushing fountuarchin2; scrutiny, and an unreserved publication j)f Its result Mr. Bibb acquiesced in ih^ inquiry with a praise- worthy spirit He attended before the Committee and gave willing aid to its object. He was subjected to a rigorous ex- amination. Facts— dates — persons — and localities were de- manded and cheerfully furnished. Proper inquiry — either by letter, or personally, or ^'brough the medium of triends was then made from every person and in every quarter likely to elucidate the truth. In fact no test for its ascertainment, known to the sense or experience of the. Committee, was omitted. The re- sult was the collection of * large body of testimony from very diversified quarters. Slave owners, slave dealers, fugitives from slavery, political friends and political foes contributed to a mass of testimony, every part of which pointed to a common conclusion — the undoubted truth of JNJr. Bibb's statements. In the Committee's opinion no individvial can substantiate the events of his life by testimony more conclusive and harmo- nious than is now before tbem in confirmation of Mr. Bibb. The main facts of his narrative, and many of the minor ones are corroborated beyond all question. No inconsistency has been disclosed nor anything j evcalcd to create siispicion. The Committee have no hesitation in dcclarinom Kentucky Home time before, and returned for his wife — was cauijht and sold to Garrison ; he was taken to Louisiana, I think — he was sold on Red River to a planter. As Garrison is absent in the City of New Orleans at this time, I cannot inform you who he was sold to. Garrison will be in Louisville some time this Spring ; if you wish me, I will inquire of Garrison and inform you to whom he was sold, and where his master lives at this time. Yours, W. PORTER. [No. 5.] Bedford, Trimble Cornxv, Ky C. H. Stewart, Esq., Sir. — I received your note on the IGth inst., and in accordance with it I write you these lines. You stated that you would INTRODUCTION. VU wish to know something about Walton H. Bibb, and whether he had a wife and child, and whether they were sold to New Orleans. Sir, before I answer these inquiries, 1 should like to know who Charles H. Stewart is, and why you should make these inquiries of me, and how you knew who I was, as you are a stranger to me and I must he to you. In your next if you will tell me the intention of your inquiries, 1 will give you a full history of the whole case. I have a boy in your county by the name of King, a large man and very black ; if you are acquainted with him, give him my compliments, and tell him I am well, and all of his friends. VV. H. Bibb is acquainted with him. I wait your answer. Your most obedient, Jylarch 17, 1845. W. H. GATEWOOD [No. 6.] Bedford, Kentucky, ,^pril 6th, 1845, Mr. Charles H.Stewart. Sir: — Yours of the 1st March is before me, inquiring if one Walton Bibb, a colored man, escaped from me at Louisville, Ky., in the Spring of 1839. To that inquiry I answer, he did. The particulars are these : He ran off from William Gatewood some time in 1838 I think, and was heard of in Cincinnati. Myself and some others went there and took him, and took him to Louis- ville for sale, by the directions of his master. While there he made his escape and was gone some time, I think about one year or longer. He came back it was said, to get his wife and child, so report says. He was again taken by his owner; he together with his wife and child was taken to Louisville and sold to a man who traded in negroes, and was taken by him to New Orleans and sold with his wife and child to some man up Red River, so I was informed by the man who sold him. He then ran off and left his wife and child and got back, it seems, to your country. I can say for Gatewood he was a good mas- ter, and treated him well. Gatewood bought him from a Mr, Sibly, who was going to send him down the river. Walton, to my knowledge, influenced Gatewood to buy him, and promised if he would, never to disobey him or run off. Who he beloniis to now, I do not know. I know Gatewood sold his wife and child at a great sacrifice, to satisfy him. If any other informa- tion is necessary I will give it, if required . Vou will please write me again what he is trying to do in your country, or what he wishes the inquiry from me ibr. Yours, trulv, ' DANIEL S. LANE. These letters need little comment. Their testimony com- bined is most harmonioup and conclusive. Look at the pointa 'established. VIU. INTRODUCTION. 1. Hiram Wilson gives the testimony of reputable men now in Canada, who knew Henry Bibb as a slave in Kentucky. 2. Silas Gatewood, with a peculiar relish, fills three pages of foolscap, " being anxious to give his rascally conduct in full," as he says. But he vaults over the saddle and lands on the other side. His testimony is invaluable as an endorsement of Mr. Bibb's truthfulness. He illustrates all the essential facts of this narrative. He also labors to prove him deceitful and a liar. Deceit in a slave, is only a slight reflex of the stupendous fraud practised by his master. And its indulgence has far more logicin its favor, than the ablest plea ever written for slave hold- ing, under ever such peculiar circumstances. The attempt to prove Mr Bibb in the lie, is a signal failure, as he never affirm- ed what Gatewood denies. With this offset, the letter under notice is a triumphant vindication of one, whom he thought there by to injure sadly. As Mr. Bibb has most happily acknowledg- ed the wheat, (sec page 194,) I pass the charge of stealing by referring to the logic there used, which will be deemed con- vincing. 3. William Birney, Esq., attests the facts of Mr. Bibb's arrest in Cincinnati, and the subsequent escape, as narrated by him, from the declaration of eye witnesses. 4. W. Porter, Jailor, states that Bibb was in the work-house at Louisville, held and sold afterwards to the persons and at the places named in this volume. 5. W. H. Gatewood, with much Southern dignity, will an- swer no questions, but shows his relation to these matters by naming " King" — saying, " W. H. Bibb is acquainted with him," and promising " a full history of the case." 6. Daniel S.Lane, with remarkable straight-forwardness an* stupidity, tells all he knows, and then wants to know what thej ask him for. The writer will answer that question. He Avant ed to prove by two or more witneses, the truth of his own state- ments ; which has most surely been accomplished. Having thus presented an array of testimony sustaining the facts alleged in this narrative, the introduction will be con- cluded by introducing a letter signed by respectable men of INTRODUCTION. IX. Detioit, and endorsed by Judge Wilkins, showing the high es- teem in which Mr. Bibb is held by those who know him well where he makes his home. Their testimony expresses their present regard as well as an opinion of his past character. It is introduced here with the greatest satisfaction, as the writer is assured, from an intimate acquaintance with Henry Bibb, that all who know him hereafter will entertain the same senti- ments toward him : Detroit, March 10, 1845. The undersigned have pleasure in recommending Henry Bibb to the kinBness and confidence of Anti-slavery friends in every State. He has resided among us for some years. His deportment, his conduct, and his christian course have won our esteem and affection. The narrative of his sufferings and more early life has been thoroughly investigated by a Committee ap- pointed for the purpose. They sought evidence respecting it in every proper quarter, and their report attested its undoubted truth. In this conclusion we all'cordially unite. H. Bibb has for some years publicly made this narrative to as- semblies, whose number cannot be told ; it has commanded pub- lic attention in this State, and provoked inquiry. Occasionally too we see persons from the South, who knew him in early years, yet not a word or fact worthy of impairing its truth has reached us ; but on the contrary, every thing tended to its cor- roboration. Mr. Bibb's Anti-slavery efforts in this State have produced in- calculable benefit. The Lord has blessed him into an instru- ment of great power. He has labored much, and for very inade- quate compensation. Lucrative offers for other quarters did not tempt him to a more profitable field. His sincerity and disin- terestedness are therefore beyond suspicion. We bid him " God-speed," on hia route. We bespeak for him every kind consideration. *##■>? J}. Hallock, President of the Detroit Lib. Association. CuLLEN Brown, Vice-President. S. M. Holmes, Secretary. J. D. Baldwin, Charles H. Stewart, Martin Wilson, William Barnum. Detroit, Nov. 11, 1845. The undersigned, cheerfully concurs with Mr. Hallock and others in their friendly recommendation of Mr, Henry Bibb X. INTRODUCTION. The undersigned has known him for many months ih the Sab- bath Scliool in this City, partly under his charge, and can cer- tify to his correct deportment, and commend him to the sympa- thies of Christian benevolence. ROSS WILKINS. The task now performed, in preparing for the press and in» troducing to the public the narrative of Henry Bibb, lias been one of the most pleasant ever required at my hands. And I conclude it with an expression of the hope that it may afTora interest to the reader, support to the author in his efforts against slavery, and be instrumental in advancing the great work of emancipation in this country. LUCIUS C. MATLACK. New York City, July Ist, 1849. AUTHOR'S PREFACE. This work has been -written during irregular intervals, while I have been travelling and laboring for the emancipation of my enslaved countrymen. The reader will remember that I malce no pretension to literature ; for I can truly say, that I have been educated in the school of adversity, whips, and chains. Experience and observation have been my principal teachers, with the exception of three weeks schooling which I have had the good fortune to receive since my escape from the " grave yard of the mind,*' or the dark prison of human bondage. And nothing but untiring perseverance has enabled me to prepare this volume for the public eye ; and T trust by the aid of Divine Providence to be able to make it intelligible and instructive. I thank God for the blessings of Liberty — the contrast is truly great between freedom and slavery. To be changtd from a chat- tel to a human being, is no light matter, though the process with myself practically was very simple. And if I could reach the ears of every slave to-day, throughout the who^^ continent of America, T would teach the same lesson, I would sound it in the ears of every hereditary bondman, " break your chains and fly for freedom !" It may be asked why I have written this work, when there has been so much already written and published of the same character from other fugitives? And, why publish it after having told it publicly all through New England and the Wes- tern States to multiplied thousands ? My answer is, that in no place have I given orally the de- tail of my narrative ; and some of the most interesting events of my life have never reached the public ear ^Moreover, it was Xll. -AUTHOR'S PREFACE. at the request of many friends of dovrn-trodden humanity, that I have undertaken to write the following sketch, that light and truth might be spread on the sin and evils of slavery as far as possible. I also wanted to leave my humble testimony on record against this man-destroying system, to be read by succeeding generations when my body shall lie mouldering in the dust. But I would not attempt by any sophistry to misrep- resent slavery in order to prove its dreadful wickedness. For, I presume there are none who may read this narrative through, whether Christians or slaveholders, males or females, but what will admit it to be a system of the most high-handed oppression and tyranny that ever was tolerated by an enlightened nation HENRY BIBB INDEX Introduction. . - - . . j Author's Preface. - - - - - 11 Chap. I. — Sketch of my Parentage, 13. Early separation from my Mother^ 14. Hard Fare, 15. First Experiments at running away, 16. Earnest longing for Free- dom, 17. Abhorrent nature of Slavery, IS. Chap. II. — A fruitless effort for education, 20. The Sabbath among Slaves, 21. Degrading amusements, ib Why religion is rejected, 24. Condition of poor white people, ib. Superstition among slaves, 25 Chap. III. — My Courtship and Marriage, 33. Change of owner, 42. My first born, ib. Its sufferings, 43. My wife abused, ib. My own anguish, 44. Chap. IV. — My first adventure for liberty, 46. Parting Scene, 47. Journey up the river, 48. Safe arrival in Cin- cinnati, 50. Journey to Canada, 51. Suffering from cold and hunger, 52. Denied food and shelter by some, ib. One noble exception, 54. Subsequent success, ib. Arrival at Perrysburgh, 55. Obtain employment through the winter, ib. My return to Kentucky to get my family, 56. CiiAP. V. — My safe arrival at Kentucky, 57. Surprise and de- light to find my family, ib. Plan for their escape, projected, 58. Return to Cincinnati, 60. My be- trayal by traitors, 61. Imprisonment in Covington, Kentucky, 65. Return to slavery, 66. Infamous proposal of the, slave catchers, 67. My reply, 68. X. INDEX. Chap. VI. — Arrival at Louisville, Kentucky, 72. Efforts to sell me, 73. Fortunate escape from the man- stealers in the public street, 74. I return to Bedford, Ky., 77. The rescue of my family again attempted, 79. I started alone expecting them to folloAv, 80. After waiting some months I resolve to go back again to Kentucky, 83. CuAP Vn. — My safe return to Kentucky, 84. The perils I en- countered there, 85. Again betrayed, and taken by a mob , ironed and imprisoned, 86. Narrow escape from death^ 90. Life in a slave pi'ison, 91. Chap. VIIL — Character of my prison companions, 94. Jail breaking contemplated, 95. Defeat of our plan, 97. My wife and child removed, ib. Disgraceful pro- posal to her, and cruel punishment, 98. Our de- parture in a coflae for New Orleans, 99. Events of our journey, ib. Chap. IX. — Our arrival and examination at Vicksburg, 101. An account of slave sales, 103. Cruel punishment with the paddle, ib. Attempts to sell myself by Garrisou''s direction, 100. Amusing interview with a slave buyer, 107. Deacon Whitfield's examination, 109. He purchases the family, 110. Character of • the Deacon, ib. Chap. X, — Cruel treatment on Whitfield's farm, 112. Exposure of the children, 1 16. Mode of extorting extra labor, 1 17. Neglect of the sick, ib. Strange medi- cine used, 118. Death of our second child, ib. Chap. XI. — I attend a prayer meeting, 119. Punishment there- ,rfjpr threatened, 120. I attempt to escape alone, 121. ^y return to take my ftimily, 122. Our sufferings, 123. Dreadful attack of wolves, 124. Oar re capture, 128. Chap XII.— My sad condition before Whitfield, 131. My terri- ble punishment, 132. Incidents of a former attemxjt to escape, 134. Jack at a farm house, 136. Six pigs and a turkey. 138. Our surprise and arrest, 139, Chap. XIII. — 1 .\m sold to gamblers, 143. They try to purchase my family, 145. Our parting scene, 147. My good tisage, 149. I am sold to an Indian, 150. His con- Chap. XIY. — Character of my Indian Master, 152. Slavery among the Indians less cruel, 153. Indian carou INDEX. Bal, ib. Enfeebled health of my Indian Master, 154. His death, ib. My escape, 155. Adventui-e in a wigwam, 156. Successful progress toward liberty, 157. Uhap. XV. — ^Adventure on the Prairie, 159. I borrow a horse without leave, 162. Rapid traveling one whole night, ib. Apology for using other men's horse«, 163. My manner of living on the road, 164. Chap. XVI. — Stratagem to get on board the steamer, 167. My Irish friends, 168. My success in reaching the Ohio, 169. Reflections on again seeing Kentucky, ib. I get employment in a hotel, 170. ]\Iy fright at seeing the gambler who sold me, 171. I leave Ohio with Mr. Smith, 172. His letter, 173, My education, 174. Chap. XVII— Letter from W. H. Gatewood, 175. My reply, 176. My efforts as a public lecturer, 178. Singu- lar incident in Steubenville, 179. Meeting with a friend of Whitfield in Michigan, 181. Outrage on a canal packet, 183. Fruitless efforts to find my wife, 186. Chap. XVIII. — My last effort to recover my family, 188. Sad tidings of my wife, 189. Her degradation, 190. I am compelled to regard our relation as dissolved for ever, ib. Chap. XIX — Comments on S. Gatewood's letter about slaves stealing, 193. Their conduct vindicated, 194, Com- ments on W. Gatewood's letter, 196. Chap. XX. — Review of my narrative, 198. Licentiousness a prop of Slavery, 199. A case of mild slavery given, ib. Its revolting features, 200. Times of my pur- chase and sale by professed Christians, 203. Con- Opinions of laiE Press. ^50 NARRATIVE OF THE LIFE OF HENRY BIBB. CHAPTER I. SkMcIi of my Parentage. — Early separation from my Mother.— Hard Fare. — First Experiments at running away. — ^Earnest longing for Freedom. — Abhorrent nature of Slavery. I was born May 1815, of a slave mother, in Shelby County, Kentucky, and was claimed as the property of David White Esq. He came in- to possession of my mother long before I was born. I was brought up in the Counties of Shel- by, Henry, Oldham, and Trimble. Or, more cor- rectly speaking, in the above counties. I may safely say, I was Jlogged up ; for where I should have received moral, mental, and religious instruction, I received stripes without number, the object of which was to degrade and keep me in subordina- tion. I can truly say, that I drank deeply of ^he bitter cup of suffering and woe. I have been drag- 14 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. ged down to the lowest depths of human degrada- tion and wretchedness, by Slaveholders. My mother was known by the name of Milldred Jackson. She is the mother of seven slaves only, all being sons, of whom I am the eldest. She was also so fortunate or unfortunate, as to have some of what is called the" slaveholding blood flow- ing in her veins. I know not how much ; but not enough to prevent her children though fathered by slaveholders, from being bought and sold in the slave markets of the South. It is almost impossible for slaves to give a correct account of their male parent- age. All that I know about it is, that my mothei informed me that my fathers name was James Bibb. He was doubtless one of the present Bibb family oj Kentucky; but I have no personal knowledge a' him at all, for he died before my recollection. The first time I was separated from my mother, f was young and small. I knew nothing of my condi -^ tion then as a slave. I was living with Mr. White whose wue died and left him a widower with on« little girl, who was said to be the legitimate ownei of my mother, and all her children. This girl waf also my playmate wlien we were children. I was taken away from my mother, and hired ou'' to labor for various persons, eight or ten years it succession ; and all my wages were expended for the education of Harriet White, my playmate. It was then my sorrows and sufferings commenced. It was then I first commenced seeing and feeling that I was a wretched slave, compelled to work un- der the lash without wages, and often without « NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 15 clothes enough to hide my nakedness. I have often worked without half enough to eat, both late and early, by day and by night. I have often laid my wearied limbs down at night to rest upon a dirt floor, or a bench, without any covering at all, be- cause I had no where else to rest my wearied body, after having worked hard all the day. I have also been compelled in early life, to go at the bidding of a tyrant, through all kinds of weather, hot or cold, wet or dry, and without shoes frequently, until the month of December, with my bare feet on the cold frosty ground, cracked open and bleeding as I walk- ed. Reader, believe me when I say, that no tongue, nor pen ever has or can express the horrors of American Slavery. Consequently I despair in find- ing language to express adequately the deep feel- ing of my souUas I contemplate the past history of my life. But although I have suffered much from the lash, and for want of food and raiment ; I con- fess that it was no disadvantage to be passed through the hands of so many families, as the only source of information that I had to enlighten my mind, consisted in what I could see and hear from others. Slaves were not allowed books, pen, ink, nor paper, to improve their minds. But it seems to me now, that I was particularly observing, and apt to retain what came under my observation. But more espec- ially, all that I heard about liberty and freedom to the slaves, I never forgot. Among other good trades I learned the art of running away to perfec- tion. I made a regular business of it, and never gave it up, until I had broken the bands of slavery, 16 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. and landed myself safely in Canada, where I was re- garded as a man, and not as a thing. The first time in my life that I ran away, was for ill treatment, in 1825. I was living with a Mr. Vires, in the village of Newcastle. His wife was a very cross woman. She was every day flogging me, boxing, pulling my ears, and scolding, so that I dreaded to enter the room where she was. This first started me to running away from them. I was often gone several days before I was caught. They would abuse me for going off, but it did no good. The next time they flogged me, I was off again ; but after awhile they got sick of their bargain, and re- turned me back into the hands of my owners. By this time Mr. White had married his second wife. She was what I call a tyrant. I lived with her several months, but she kept me alnwst half of my time in the woods, running from under the bloody lash. While I was at home she kept me all the time rubbing furniture, washing, scrubbing the floors ; and when I was not doing this, she would often seat herself in a large rocking chair, with two pillows about her, and would make me rock her, and keep off the flies. She was too lazy to scratch her own head, and would often make me scratch and comb it for her. She would at other times lie on her be(J, in warm wca^Jier, and make me fan her while she slept, scratch and rub her feet ; but after awhile she got sick of me, and preferred a maiden servant to do such business. I was then hired out again ; but by this time I had become much better skilled in running away, and would NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 17 make calciilatMn to avoid detection, bv taking with me a bridle. If any body should see me in the woods, as they have, and asked " what are you doing here sir. ? you are a runaway ?" — I said, "no, sir, I am looking for our old mare;" at other times, "looking for our cows." For such excuses I was let pass. In fact, the only weapon of self defence that I could use successfully, was that of deception. It is useless for a poor helpless slave, to resist a white man in a slaveholding State. Public opinion and the law is against him ; and resistance in many cases is death to the slave, while the law declares, that he shall submit or die. ^ The circumstances in which I was then placed, gave me a longing desire to be free. It kindled a fire of liberty within my breast which has never yet been quenched. This seemed to be a part of my nature ; it was first revealed to me by the inevitable laws of nature's God. I could see that the All- wise Creator, had made man a free, moral, intelligent and accountable being ; capable of knowing good and evil. And I believed then, as I believe now, that every man has a right to wages for his labor ; a right to his own wife and children ; a right to liberty and the pursuit of happiness ; and a right to wor- ship God according to the dictates of his own con- science. But here, in the light of these truths, I was a slave, a prisoner for life; I could possess nothing, nor acquire anything but what must be- long to my keeper. No one can imagine my feelings in my reflecting moments, but he who has himself been a slave. Oh ! I have often Wept over my con- 18 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. dition, while sauntering through th? forest, to es- cape cruel punishment. " No arm to protect me from tyrants aggression ; No parents to cheer me ■when laden with grief. Man may picture the bounds of the rocks and the rivers, The hills and the valleys, the lakes and the ocean, But the horrors of slavery, he never can trace." The term slave to this day sounds with terror to my soul, — a word too obnoxious to speak— ^a system too intolerable to be endured. I know this from long and sad experience. I now feel as if I had just been aroused fj-om sleep, and looking back with quickened perception at the state of torment from whence I fled. I was there held and claimed as a slave ; as such I was subjected to the will and pow- er of my keeper, in all respects whatsoever. That the slave is a human being, no one can deny. It is his lot to be exposed in common with other men, to the calamities of sickness, death, and the misfor- tunes incident to life. But unlike other men, he is denied the consolation of struggling against exter- nal diffculties, such as destroy the life, liberty, and happiness of himself and family. A slave may be bought and sold in the market like an ox. He is liable to be sold off to a distant land from his family. He is bound in chains hand and foot ; and his suf- ferings are aggravated a hundredfold, by the terrible thought, that he is not allowed to struggle against misfortune, corporeal punishment, insults and out- rages committed upon himself and family ; and he is not allowed to help himself, to resist or escape the blow, which he sees impending over him. NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 19 This idea of utter helplessness, in perpetual bond- age, is the more distressing, as there is no period even with the remotest generation when it shall terminate. # CHAPTER II A fruitless eftort. for education. — The Sabbath among Slaves. — Degrading amusements. — Why religion is rejectei. — Condi- tion of poor white people. — Superstition among slaves. — Edu- cation forbidden. In 1833, I had some very serious religious impres- sions, and there was quite a number of slaves in that neighborhood, who felt very desirous to be taught to read the Bible. There was a Miss Davis, a poor white girl, who oifered to teach a Sabbath School for the slaves, notwithstanding public opin- ion and the law was opposed to it. Books were furnished and she commenced the school ; but the news soon got to our o^valers that she was teaching us to read. This caused quite an excitement in the neighborhood. Patrols* were appointed to go and break it up the next Sabbath. They were deter- mined that we should not have a ISabbath School in operation. For slaves this was called an incendiary movement. The Sabbath is not regarded by a large number of the slaves as a day of rest. They have no schools to go to ; no moral nor religious instruction at all in many localities where there are hundieds of * Police peculiar to the South. NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 23 slaves. Hence they resort to some kind of amuse- ment. Those who make no profession of religion, resort to the woods in large numbers on that day to gamble, fight, get drunk, and break the Sabbath. This is often encouraged by slaveholders. When they wish to have a little sport of that kind, they go among the slaves and give them whiskey, to see them dance, " pat juber," sing and play on the ban- jo. Then get them to wrestling, fighting, jumping, running foot races, and butting each other like sheep. This is urged on by giving them whiskey ; making bets on them ; laying chips on one slave's head, and daring another to tip it off with his hand ; and if he tipped it off, it would be called an insult, and cause a fight. Before fighting, the parties choose their seconds to stand by them while fighting ; a ring or a circle is formed to fight in, and no one is allowed to enter the ring while they are fighting, but their seconds, and the white gentlemen. They are not allowed to fight a duel, nor to use weapons of any kind. The blows are made by kicking, knock- ing, and butting with their heads ; they grab each other by their ears, and jam their heads together like sheep. If they are likely to hurt each other very bad, their masters would rap them with their walking canes, and make them stop. After fighting, they make friends, shake hands, and take a dram together, and there is no more of it. But this is all principally for want of moral in- struction. This is where they have no Sabbath Schools; no one to read the Bible to them; no one to preach the gospel who is competent to expoimd 24 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. the Scriptures, except slaveholders. And the slaves, with but few exceptions, have no confidence at all in their preaching, because they preach a pro-slavery doctrine. They say, " Servants be obedient to your masters ; — and he that knoweth his master's will and doeth it not, shall be beaten with many stripes ; — means that God will send them to hell, if they disobey their masters. This kind of preaching has driven thousands into infidelity. They view themselves as suffering unjustly under the lash, without friends, without protection of law or gospel, and the green eyed monster tyranny staring them in the face. They know that they are destined to die in that wretched condition, unless they are delivered by the arm of Omnipotence. And they cannot believe or trust in such a religion, as above named. The poor and loafering class of whites, are about on a par in point of morals with the slaves at the South. They are generally ignorant, intemperate, licentious, and profane. They associate much with the slaves ; are often found gambling together on the Sabbath ; encouraging slaves to steal from their owners, and sell to them, corn, wheat, sheep, chick- ens, or any thing of the kind which they can well conceal. For such offences there is no law to reach a slave but lynch law. But if both parties are caught in the act by a white person, the slave is punished with the lash, while the white man is often punished with both lynch and commjn law. But there is another class of poor white people in the South, who, I think would be glad to see slavery abolished in self defence ; they despise the institu- NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 25 tion because it is impoverishing and degrading to them and their children. The slave holders are generally rich, aristocratic, overbearing ; and they look with utter contempt upon a poor laboring man, who earns his bread by the " sweat of his brow," whether he be moral or immoral, honest or dishonest. No matter whether he is white or black ; if he performs manual labor for a livelihood, he is looked upon as being inferior to a slaveholder, and but little better off than the slave, who toils without wages under the lash. It is true, that the slaveholder, and non-slaveholder, are living under the same laws in the same State. But the one is rich, the other is poor ; one is edu- cated, the other is uneducated ; one has houses, land and influence, the other has none. This being the case, that class of the non- slaveholders would be glad to see slavery abolished, but they dare not speak it aloud. There is much superstition among the slaves Many of them believe in what they call " conjura- tion," tricking, and witchcraft ; and some of them pretend to understand the art, and say that by it they can prevent their masters from exercising their will over their slaves. Such are often applied to by others, to give them power to prevent their mas- ters from flogging them. The remedy is most gen- erally some kind of bitter root ; they are directed to chew it and spit towards their masters when they are angry with their slaves. At other times they prepare certain kinds of powders, to sprinkle about their masters dwellings. This is all done for the 26 NARExVTIVE OF HENRY BIBB. purpose of defending themselves in some peaceable manner, although I am satisfied that there is no virtue at all in it. I have tried it to perfection when I was a slave at the South. I was then a young man, full of life and vigor, and was very fond of visiting our neighbors slaves, but had no time to visit only Sundays, when I could get a per- mit to go, or after night, when I could slip off with- out being seen. If it was found out, the next morn- ing I was called up to give a,n account of myself for going off without permission ; and would very often get a flogging for it. I got myself into a scrape at a certain time, by going off in this way, and I expected to be severely punished for it. I had a strong notion of running off, to escape being flogged, but was advised by a friend to go to one of those conjurers, who could prevent me from being flogged. I went and inform- ed him of the difficulty. He said if I would pay him a small sum, he would prevent my being flogged. After I had paid him, he mixed up some alum, salt and other stuff into a powder, and said I must sprinkle it about my master, if he should offer to strike me ; this would prevent him. He also gave me some kind of bitter root to chew, and spit towards him, which would certainly prevent my being flogged. According to order I used his rem- edy, and for some cause I was let pass without being flogged that time. I had then great faith in conjuration and witch- craft I was led to believe that I could do almost as I pleased, without being flogged. So on the NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 27 next Sabbatli my conjuration was fully tested by my going off, and staying away until Monday morn- ing, without permission. When I returned home, my master declared that he would punish me foy going off; but I did not believe that he could do it while I had this root and dust ; and as he approach- ed me, I commenced talking saucy to him. But he soon convinced me that there was no virtue in them. He became so enraged at me for saucing him, that he grasped a handful of switches and punished me severely, in spite of all my roots and powders. But there was another old slave in that neighboi-- hood, who professed to understand all about conju- ration, and I thought I would try his skill. He told me that the first one was only a quack, and if I would only pay him a certain amount in cash, that he would tell me how to prevent any person from striking me. After I had paid him his charge, he told me to go to the cow-pen after night, and get some fresh cow manure, and mix it with red pepper and white people's hair, all to be put into a pot over the fire, and scorched until it could be ground into snuff. I was then to sprinkle it about my mas- ter's bedroom, in his hat and boots, and it would pre- vent him from ever abusing me in any way. After I got it all ready prepared, the smallest ^inch of it scat- tered over a room, was enough to make a horse sneeze from the strength of it ; but it did no good, I tried it to my satisfaction. It was my business to make fires in my master's chamber, night and morn- ing. Whenever I could get a chance, I sprinkled a little of this dust about the linen of the bed, where 28 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. they would breathe it on retiring. This was to act upon them as what is called a kind of love powder, to change their sentiments of anger, to those of love, towards me, but this all proved to be vain imagination. The old man had my money, and I was treated no better for it. One night wdien I went in to make a fire, I avail- ed myself of the opportunity of sprinkling a very heavy charge of this powder about my master's bed.* Soon after their going to bed, they began to cough and sneeze. Being close around the house, watch- ing and listening, to know what the effect would be, I heard them ask each other what in the world it could be, that made them cough and sneeze so. All the while, I was trembling with fear, expecting every moment I should be called and asked if I knew any thing about it. After this, for fear they might find me out in my dangerous experiments upon them, I had to give them up, for the time being. I was then convinced that running away was the most effectual way by which a slave could escape cruel punishment. As all the instrumentalities wnich I as a slave, could bring to bear upon the system, iiad utterly failed to palliate my sufferings, all hope and conso- lation fled, t must be a slave for life, and suffer under the lash or die. The influence which this had only tended to make me more unhappy. I re- solved that I would be free if running away could make me so. 1 had heard that Canada was a land of liberty, somewhere in the North ; and every wave of trouble that rolled across mv breast, caused me NAREATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 29 to think more and more about Canada, and liberty. But more especially after having been flogged, I have fled to the highest hills of the forest, pressing my way to the North for refuge ; but the river Ohio was my limit. To me it was an impassable gulf. I had no rod wherewith to smite the stream, and thereby divide the waters. I had no Moses to go before me and lead the way from bondage to a pro- mised land. Yet I was in a far worse state than Egyptian bondage ; for they had houses and land ; I had none ; they had oxen and sheep ; I had none ; they had a wise counsel, to tell them what to do, and where to go, and even to go with them ; I had none. I was surrounded by opposition on every hand. My friends were few and far be- tween. I have often felt when running away as if I had scarcely a friend on earth. Sometimes standing on the Ohio River blufi^, looking over on a free State, and as far north as my eyes could see, I have eagerly gazed upon the blue sky of the free North, which at times constrained me to cry out from the depths of ray soul, Oh ! Canada, sweet land of rest — Oh ! when shall I get there ? Oh, that I had the wings of a dove, that I might soar away to where there is no slavery; no clanking of chains, no cap- tives, no lacerating of backs, no parting of hus- bands and wives ; and where man ceases to be the property of his fellov/ man. These thoughts have revolved in my mind a thousand times. I have stood upon the lofty banks of the river Ohio, gazing upon the splendid steamboats, wafted with all their 30 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. magnificence up and down the river, and I fcLought of tlie fishes of the water, the fowls of the air, the wild beasts of the forest, all appeared to be free, to go just where they pleased, and I was an unhappy slave ! But my attention was gradually turned in a measure from this subject, by being introduced into the society of young women. This for the time being took my attention from running away, as waiting on the girls appeared to be perfectly con- genial to my nature. I wanted to be well thought of by them, and would go to great lengths to gain their affection. I had been taught by the old super- stitious slaves, to believe in conjuration, and it was hard for me to give up the notion, for all I had been deceived by them. One of these conjurers, for a small sum agreed to teach me to make any girl love me that I wished. After I had paid him, he told me to get a bull frog, and take a certain bone out of the frog, dry it, and when I got a chance I must step up to any girl whom I wished to make love me, and scratch her somewhere on her naked skin with this bone, and she would be certain to love me, and would follow me in spite of herself ; no matter who she might be engaged to, nor who she might be walk- ing with. So I got me a bone for a certain girl, whom I knew to be under the influence of another young man. I happened to meet her in the company of her lover, one Sunday evening, walking out ; so when I get a chance, I fetched her a tremendous rasp across her neck with this bone, which made her jump. Bu^ Narrative op henry bibb. '6i U place of making her love me, it only mad» her angry with me. She felt more Jike running nftei me to retaliate on me for thus abusing her, than she felt like loving me. After. I found there was no vir- tue in the bone of a frog, I thought I would try uome other way to carry out my object. I then sought another counsellor among the old superstitious in- fluential sia.ves ; one who professed to be a great friend of mine, told me to get a lock of hair from the head of any girl, and wear it in my shoes : this w^ould cause her to love me above all other persons. As there was another girl whose affections I was anxious to gain^ but could not succeed, I thought, ' without trying the experiment of this hair. I slip- ped off one night to see the girl, and asked her for a lock of her hair ; but she refused to give it. Be- lieving that my success depended greatly upon this bunch of hair, I was bent on having a lock before I left that night let it cost what it might. As it was time for me to start home in order to get any sleep that night, I grasped hold of a lock of her hair, which caused her to screech, but I never let go until I had pulled it out. This of course made the girl mad with me, and I accomplished nothing but gained her displeasure. Such are the superstitious notions of the great masses of southern slaves. It is given to them by tradition, and can never be erased, while the doors of education are bolted and barred against them. But there is a prohibition by law, of mental and religious instruction. The state of Georgia, by an act of 1770, declared " that it shall not be lawful for anv 32 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. number of free negroes, mo] attoes ormestinos, or even slaves in company v/ith white persons, to meet to- gether for the purpose of mental instruction, either before the rising of the sun or after the going down of the same." 2d Brevard's Digest, 254-5. Similar laws exist in most of the slave States, and patrols are sent out after night and on the Sabbath day to enforce them. They go through their respective towns to prevent slaves from meeting for religious worship or mental instruction. This is the regulation and law of American Slavery, as sanctioned by the Government of the United States, and without which it could not exist. And almost the whole moral, political, and religious power of the nation are in favor of slavery and ag- gression, and against liberty and justice. I only judge by their actions, which speak louder than words. Slaveholders are put into the highest offices in the gift of the people in both Church and State, thereby making slaveholding popular and reputable. CHAPTER III. My Courtpliip and Marriage.— Change of owner. — My first bora, — Its sufferings. — My wife abused. — My own anguish.. The circumstances of my courtship and marriage, I consider to be among the most renmrkable events of my life while a slave. To think that after I had determined to carry out the great idea which is so universally and joractically acknowledged among all the civilized nations of the earth, that I would be free or die, I suffered myself to be turned aside by the fascinating charms of a female, who gradually won my attention from an object so high as that of liberty ; and an object which I held paramount to all others. But when I had arrived at the age of eighteen, which was in the year of 1833, it was my lot to be intro- duced to the favor of a mulatto slave girl na7ned Malinda, who lived in Oldham County, Kentucky, about four miles from the residence of my owner. Malinda Was a medium sized girl, graceful in her walk, of an extraordinary make, and active in busi- ness. Her skin was of a smooth texture, red cheeks, with dark and penetrating eyes. She mov- ed in the highest circle* of slaves, and free people of * The distinction among slaves is as marked, as the classes of society are in any aristocratic community. Some refusing to associate with others whom they deem beneath them in point of character, color, condition, or the superior importance of their respective masters. 34 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. color. She was also one of the best singers I ever heard, and was much esteemed by all who knew her, for her benevolence, talent and industry. In "fact, T considered Malinda to be equalled by few, and sur- passed by none, for the above qualities, all things considered. It is truly marvellous to see how sudden a man's mind can be changed by the charms and influence of a female. The first two or three visits that I paid this dear girl, I had no intention of courting or marry- ing her, for I was aware that such a step would greatly obstruct my way to the land of liberty. I only visited Malinda because I liked her company, as a highly interesting girl. But in spite of myself, before I was aware of it, I was deeply in love ; and what made this passion so effectual and almost irre- sistable, I became satisfied that it was reciprocal. There was a union of feeling, and every visit made the impression stronger and stronger. One or two other young men were paying attention to' Malinda, at the same time ; one of whom her mother was anxious to have her marry. This of course gave me a fair opportunity of testing Malinda's sincerity. I had just about opposition enough to make the subject interesting. That Malinda loved me above all others on earth, no one could deny. I could read it b}^ the warm reception with which the dear girl always met me, and treated me in her mother's house. I could read it by the warm and affectionate shake of the hand, and gentle smile upon her lovely cheek. I could read it by her always giving me the preference of her company ; by her pressing invitations to visit NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 35 even in opposition to lier mother's will. J could read it in the language of her bright and sparkling eye, penciled by the unchangable finger of nature, that spake but could not lie. These strong temptations gradually diverted my attention from my actual condition and from liberty, though not entirely. But oh ! that I had only then been enabled to have seen as I do now, or to have read the following slave code, which is but a stereotyped law of American slavery. It would have saved me I think from hav- ing to lament that I was a husband and am the father of slaves who are still left to linger out their days in hopeless bondage. The laws of Kentucky, my native State, with Maryland and Virginia, which are said to be the mildest slave States in the Union, noted for their humanity, Christianity and democ- rac3^ declare that "Any slave, for rambling in the night, or riding horseback without leave, or running away, may be punished by whipping, cropping and brajiding in the cheek, or otherwise, not rendering him unfit for labor." " Any slave convicted of petty larceny, murder, or wilfully burning of dwelling houp^5, may be sentenced to have his right hand cut "off: to be hanged in the usual manner, or the head severed from the body, the body divided into four quarters, and head and quarters stuck up in the most public place in the county, where such act was committed." At the time I joined my wife in holy wedlock, I was ignorant of these ungodly laws ; I knew not that I was propogating victims for this kind of tor ture and crueHv. Malinda's mother was free, and 36 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. lived in Bedford, about a quarter of a mile from her daughter ; and we often met and passed off the time pleasantly. Agreeable to promise, on one Saturday- evening, I called to see IMalinda, at her mother's residence, with an intention of letting her know my mind upon the subject of marriage. It was a very bright moonlight night ; the dear girl was standing in the door, anxiously w^aiting my arrival. As I approached the door she caught my hand with an affectionate smile, and bid me w^elcome to her mother's fireside. After having broached the sub- ject of marriage, I informed her of the ditliculties which I conceived to be in the way of our marriage; and that I could never engage myself to marry any girl only on certain conditions ; near as I can recol- lect the substance of our conversation upon the subject, it was, that I was religiously inclined; that I intended to try to comply with the requisitions of the gospel, both theoretically and practically through life. Also that I was decided on becoming a free man before I died ; and that I expected to get free by running away, and going to Canada, under the British Government. Agreement on those two car- dinal questions I made my test for marriage. I said, " I never will give my heart nor hand to any girl in marriage, until I first know her senti- ments upon the all-important subjects of Religion and Liberty. No matter how well I might love her, nor how great the sacrifice in carrying out these God-given principles. And I here pledge myself from this course never to be shaken while a single pulsation of m.y heart shall continue to throb for NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 37 Liberty." With this idea Malinda appeared to be well pleased, and with a smile she looked me in the face and said, " I have long entertained the same views, and this has been one of the greatest reasons why I have not felt inclined to enter the married state while a slave ; I have always felt a desire t. be free ; I have long cherished a hope that I should yet be free, either by purchase or running away. In regard to the subject of Eeligion, I have always felt th^t it was a good thing, and something that I would sejek for at some future period." After I found that Malinda was right upon these all impor- tant questions, and that she truly loved me well enough to make me an affectionate wife, I made pro- posals for marriage. She very modestly declined answering the question then, considering it to be one of a grave character, and upon which our future destiny greatly depended. And notwithstanding she confessed that I had her entire affections, she must have some time to consider the matter. To this I of course consented, and was to meet her on the next Saturday night to decide the question. But for some cause I failed to come, and the next week she sent for me, and on the Sunday evening follow- ing I called on her again ; she welcomed me with all the kindness of an affectionate lover, and seated me by her side. We soon broached the old subject of marriage, and entered upon a conditional contract of matrimony, viz : that we would marry if our minds should not change within one year ; that after marriage we would change our former course and live a pious life ; and that we would embrace the 38 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. earliest opportunity of running away to Canada for our liberty. Clasping each other by the hand, pledg- ing our sacred honor that we would be true, we called on high heaven to witness the rectitude of our purpose. There was nothing that could be more binding upon us as slaves than this ; for marriage among American slaves, is disregarded by the laws of this country. It is counted a mere temporary matter ; it is a union which may be continued or broken off, with or without the consent of a i^ave- holder, whether he is a priest or a libertine. There is no legal marriage among the slaves of the South ; I never saw nor heard of such a thing in my life, and I have been through seven of the slave states. A slave marrying according to law, is a thing unknown in the history of American Slavery. And be it known to the disgrace of our country that every slaveholder, who is the keeper of a number of slaves of both sexes, is also the keeper of a house or houses of ill-fame. Licentious white men, can and do, enter at night or day the lodging places of slaves ; break up the bonds of affection in families ; destroy all their domestic and social union for life ; and the laws of the country afford them no protec- tion. "Will any man count, if they can be counted, the churches of Maryland, Kentucky, and Virginia, which have slaves connected with them, living in an open state of adultery, never having been married according to the laws of the State, and yet regular members of these various denominations, but more especially the Baptist and Methodist churches ? And NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 39 I hazard nothing in saying, that this state of things exists to a very wide extent in the above states. I am happy to state that many fugitive slaves, who have been enabled by the aid of an over-ruling providence to escape to the free North with those whom they claim as their wives, notwithstanding all their ignorance and superstition, are not at all dis- posed to live together like brutes, as they have been compelled to do in slaveholding Churches. But as soon as they get free from slavery they go before some anti- slavery clergyman, and have the solemn ceremony of marriage performed according to the laws of the country. And if they profess religion, and have been baptized by a slaveholding minister, they repudiate it after becoming free, and are re- baptized by a man who is worthy of doing it accord- ing to the gospel rule. The nme and place of my marriage, I consider one of the most trying of my life. I was opposed by friends and foes ; my mother opposed me because she thought I was too young, and marrying she thought would involve me in trouble and difficulty. My mother-in-law opposed me, because she wanted her daughter to marry a slave who belonged to a very rich man living near by, and who was well known to be the son of his master. She thought no doubt that his master or father might chance to set him free before he died, which would enable him to do a better part by her daughter than I could ! And there was no prospect then of my ever being free. But his master has neither died nor yet set his son free, who is now about forty years of age, 40 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. toiling under the lash, waiting and hoping that hia master may die and will him to be free. The young men were opposed to our marriage for the same reason that Paddy opposed a match when the clergyman was about to pronounce the marriage ceremony of a young couple. He said " if tliere be any present who have any objections to this couple being joined together in holy wedlock, let them speak now, or hold their peace henceforth." At this time Paddy sprang to his feet and said, "Sir, I object to this." Every eye was fixed upon him. "What is your objection?" said the clergyman. "Faith," replied Paddy, "Sir I want her myself." The man to whom I belonged was opposed, be- cause he feared my taking off from his farm some of the fruits of my own labor for Malinda to eat, in the shape of pigs, chickens, or turkeys, and would count it not robbery. So we formed a resolution, that if we were prevented from joining in wedlock, that we would run away, and strike for Canada, let the consequences be what they might. But we had one consolation ; Malinda's master was very much in favor of the match, but entirely upon sel- fish principles. When I went to ask his permission to marry Malinda, his answer was in the affirma- tive with but one condition, which I consider to be too vulgar to be written in this book. Our mar- riage took place one night during the Christmas holydays; at which time we had quite a festival given us. All appeared to be wide awake, and we had quite a jolly time at my wedding party. And notwithstanding our marriage was without license NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 41 or sanction of law, we believed it to be honorable before God, and the bed undefiled. Our Christmas holydays were spent in matrimonial visiting among our friends, while it should have been spent in run- ning away to Canada, for our liberty. But freedom was little thought of by us, for several months after marriage. I often look, back to that period even now as one of the most happy seasons of my life ; notwithstanding all the contaminating and heart- rending features with which the horrid system of slavery is marked, and must carry with it to its final grave, yet I still look back to that season with sweet remembrance and pleasure, that yet hath power to charm and drive back dull cares which have been accumulated by a thousand painful recol- lections of slavery. Malinda was to me an affec- tionate wife. She vv^as with me in the darkest hours of adversity. She was with me in sorrow, and joy, in fasting and feasting, in trial and persecution, in sickness and health, in sunshine and in shade. Some months after our marriage, the unfeeling master to whom I belonged, sold his farm with the view of moving his slaves to the State of Missouri, regardless of the separation of husbands and wives forever ; but for fear of my resuming my old prac- tice of running away, if he should have forced me to leave my wife, by my repeated requests, he was constrained to sell me to his brother, who lived within seven miles of Wm. Gate wood, who then hold JMalinda as his property. I was permitted to visit her only on Saturday nights, after my work was done, and I had to be at home before sunrise on 42 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. Monday mornings or take a flogging. He proved to be so oppressive, and so unreasonable in punishing his victims, that I soon found that I should have to run away in self-defence. But he soon began to take the hint, and sold me to Win. Gatewood the owner of Malinda. With my new residence I con- fess that I was much dissatisfied. Not that Gate- wood was a more cruel master than my former owner — not that I was opposed to living with Malinda, who was then the centre and object of my affections — but to live where I must be eye witness to her insults, scourgings and abuses, such as are common to be inflicted upon slaves, was more than I could bear. If my wife must be exposed to the insults and licentious passions of wicked slave- drivers and overseers ; if she must bear the stripes of the lash laid on by an unmerciful tyrant ; if this is to be done with impunity, which is frequently done by slaveholders and their abettors, Heaven forbid that I should be compelled to witness the sight. Not many months after I took up my residence on Wm. Gate wood's plantation, Malinda made me a father. The dear little daughter was called Mar)'- Frances. She was nurtured and caressed by her mother and father, until she was large enough to creep over the floor after her parents, and clunb up by a chair before I felt it to be my duty to leave my family and go into a foreign country for a season. Malinda's business was to labor out in the field the greater part of her time, and there was no one to take care of poor little Frances, while her mother NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 43 was toiling in the field. She was left at the house to creep under the feet of an unmerciful old mistress, whom I have known to slap with her hand the face of little Frances, for crying after her mother, until her little face was left black and blue. I recollect that Malinda and myself came from the field one summer's day at noon, and poor little Frances came creeping to her mother smiling, but with large tear drops sta,nding in her dear little eyes, sobbing and trying to tell her mother that she had been abused, but was not able to utter a word. Her little face was bruised black with the whole print of Mrs. Gatewood's hand. This print was plainly to be seen for eight days after it was done. But oh ! this darling child was a slave ; born of a slave mother. Who can imagine what could be the feelings of a father and mother, ^vhen looking upon their infant child whipped and tortured with impunity, and they placed in a situation where they could aff'ord it no protection. But we were all claimed and held as property ; the father and mother were slaves ! On this same plantation I was compelled to stand and see my wife shamefully scourged and abused by her master ; and the manner in which this was done, was so violently and inhumanly committed upon the person of a female, that I despair in finding decent language to describe the bloody act of cruelty. My happiness or pleasure was then all blasted ; for it was sometimes a pleasure to be with my little family even in slavery. I loved them as my wife and child. Little Frances was a pretty child ; she was quiet, playful, bright, and interesting. She 44 NARRATIVE OF HENl^Y BIBB. had a keen black eye, and tlie very image of her mother was stamped upon her cheek ; but I could never look upon the dear child without being filled with sorrow and fearful apprehensions, of being separated by slaveholders, because she was a slave, regarded as property. And unfortunately for me, I am the father of a slave, a word too obnoxious to be spoken by a fugitive slave. It calls fresh to my mind the separation of husband and wife ; of strip- ping, tying up and flogging; of tearing children from their parents, and selling them on the auction block. It calls to mind female virtue trampled un- der foot with impunity. But oh ! when I remem- ber that my daughter, my only child, is still there, destined to share the fate of all these calamities, it is too much to bear. If ever there was any one act of my life while a slave, that I have to lament over it is that of being a father and a husband of slaves. I have the satisfaction of knowing that I am only the father of one slave. She is bone of my bone, and flesh of my flesh ; poor unfortunate child. She was the first and shall be the last slave that ever I will father, for chains and slavery on this earth. n^ Can a mother forget her suckling child f The tender mercies of the wicked arc cruel. CHAPTER IV. My first adventure for liberty. — Parting Scene. — Journey up the river. — Safe arrival in Cincinnati. — Journey to Canada. — Suf- fering from cold and hunger. — Denied food and shelter by some. — One noble exception. — Subsequent success. — Arrival at Perrysburgh. — I obtained employment through the winter. — My return to Kentucky to get my family. In the fall or winter of 1837 I formed a resolution that I would escape, if possible, to Canada, for my Liberty. I commenced from that hour making pre- parations for the dangerous experiment of breaking the chains that bound me as a slave. My prepara- tion for this voyage consisted in the accumulation of a little money, perhaps not exceeding two dollars and fifty cents, and a suit which I had never been seen or known to wear before ; this last was to avoid detection. On the twenty- fifth of December, 1837, my long anticipated time had arrived when I was to put into operation my former resolution, which was to bolt for Liberty or consent to die a Slave. I acted upon the former, although I confess it to be one of the most self-denying acts of my whole life, to take leave of an affectionate wife, who stood before me on my departure, with dear little Frances in he) arms, and with tear« of sorrow in her eyes as she bid me a long farewell. It required all the moral courage that I was master of to suppress my feel- ings while taking leave of my little family. NARKATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 47 Plad Malinda known my intention at that time, it would not have been possible for me to have got away, and I might have this day been a slave. Not- withstanding every inducement was held out to me to run away if I would be free, and the voice of liberty was thundering in my very soul, " Be free oh, man ! be free," I was struggling against a thou- sand obstacles which had clustered around my mind to bind my wounded spirit still in the dark prison of mental degradation. My strong attachments to friends and relatives, with all the love of home and birth-place which is so natural among the human family, twined about my heart and were hard to break away from. And withal, the fear of being pursued with guns and blood-hounds, and of being killed, or captured and taken to the extreme South, to linger out my days in hopeless bondage on some cotton or sugar plantation, all combined to deter me. But I had counted the cost, and was fully prepared to make the sacrifice. The time for fulfilling my pledge was then at hand. I must foi'sake friends and neighbors, wife and child, or consent to live and die a slave. By the permission of my keeper, I started out to work for myself on Christmas. I went to the Ohio River, which was but a short distance from Bedford. My excuse for wanting to go there was to get work. High wages were offered for hands to work in a slaughter-house. But in place of my going to work there, according to promise, when I arrived at the river I managed to find a conveyance to cross over into a free state. I was la^nded in the village of 48 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. Madison, Indiana, where steamboats were landing every day and night, passing up and down the river, which afforded me a good opportunity of getting a boat passage to Cincinnati. My anticipation being worked up to the highest pitch, no sooner was the curtain of night dropped over the village, than I secreted myself where no one could see me, and changed my suit ready for the passage. Soon I heard the welcome sound of a Steamboat coming up the river Oliio, which was sooji to waft me beyond the limits of the human slave markets of Kentucky. When the boat had landed at Madison, notwithstand- ing my strong desire to get off, my heart trembled within me in view of the great danger to which I was exposed in taking passage on board of a Soutli- ern Steamboat ; hence before I took passage, I kneeled down before the Great I Am, and prayed for his aid and protection, which He bountifully be- stowed even beyond my expectation ; for I felt my- self to be unworthy. I then stept boldly on the deck of this splendid swift-running Steamer, bound for the city of Cincinnati. This being the first voyage that I had ever taken on board of a Steam- boat, I was filled with fear and excitement, know- ing that I was surrounded by the vilest enemies of God and man, liable to be seized and bound hand and foot, by any white man, and taken back into captivity. But I crowded myself back from the light among the deck passengers, where it would be difficult to distinguish me from a white man. Every time durirg the night that the mate came round with a light after the hands, I was afraid he would NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 49 see I was a colored man, and take me up ; hence I kept from the light as much as possible. Some men love darkness rather than light, because their deeds are evil ; but this was not the case with my- self; it was to avoid detection in doing right. This was one of the instances of my adventures that my affinity with the Anglo-Saxon race, and even slaveholders, worked well for my escape. But no thanks to them for it. "While in their midst they have not only robbed me of my labor and liberty, but they have almost entirely robbed me of my dark complexion. Being so near the color of a slave- holder, they could not, or did not find me out that night among the white passengers. There was one of the deck hands on board called out on his watch, whose hammock was swinging up near by me. I asked him if he would let me lie in it. He said if I would pay him twenty- five cents that I might lie Ih it until day. I readily paid him the price and got into the hammock. No one could see my face to know whether I v/as white or colored, while I was in the hammock ; but I never closed my eyes for sleep that night. I had often heard of explo- sions on board of Steamboats ; and every time the boat landed, and blowed off steam, I v/as afraid the boilers had bursted and we should all be killed ; but I lived through the night amid the many dangers to which I was exposed. I still maintained my posi- tion in the hammock, until the next morning about 8 o'clock, when I heard the passengers saying the boat was near Cincinnati ; and by this time I sup- posed that the attention of the people would be B 50 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. turned to the city, and I might pass off unnoticed^ There were no questions asked me while on board the boat. The boat landed about 9 o'clock in the morning in Cincinnati, and I waited until after most of the passengers had gone off of the boat ; I then walked as gracefully up street as if I was not running away, until I had got pretty well up Broad- way. My object was to go to Canada, but having no knowledge of the road, it was necessary for me to make some inquiry before I left the city. I was afraid to ask a white person, and I could see no colored person to ask. But fortunately for me I found a company of little boys at play in the street, and through these little boys, hy asking them indi- rect questions, I found the residence of a colored man. " Boys, can you tell me where that old colored man lives who saws wood, and works at jobs around the streets ?" " What is his name ?" said one of the boys, "I forget." " Is it old Job Dundy ?" " Is Dundy a colored man ?'* "Yes, sir." " That is the very man I am looking for ; will you show me where he lives ?" " Yes," said the little boy, and pointed me out the house. Mr. D. invited me in, and I found him to be a true friend. He asked me if I was a slave from Kentucky', and if I ever intended to go back into slavery ? Not knowing yet whether he was truly in faror of slaves running away, I told him that I had just come over to NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 51 'Spend my Christmas holydays, and that I was going back. His reply was, " my son, I would never go back if I was in your place ; you have a right to your liberty." I then asked him how I should get my freedom ? He referred me to Cairada, over which waved freedom's flag, defended by the British Government, upon whose soil there cannot be the foot print of a slave. He then commenced telling me of the facilities for my escape to Canada ; of the Abolitionists ; of the Abolition Societies, and of their fidelity to the cause of suffering humanity. This was the first time in my life that ever I had heard of such people being in existence as the Abolitionists. I supposed that they were a different race of people. He con- ducted me to the house of one of these warm-hearted friends of God and the slave. I found him willing to aid a poor fugitive on his way to Canada, even to the dividing of the last cent, or morsel of bread if necessary. These kind friends gave me something to eat, and started me on my way to Canada, with a recom- mendation to a friend on my way. This was the commencement of what was called the under ground rail road to Canada. I walked with bold courage, trusting in the arm of Omnipotence ; guided by the unchangable North Star by night, and inspired by an elevated thought that I was fleeing from a land of slavery and oppression, bidding farewell to hand- cuffs, whips, thumb-screws and chains. I travelled on until I had arrived at the place 52 NARRATIVE OF KENRY BIBB. where I was directed to call on an Abolitionist, but I made no stop : so great were my fears of being pursued by the pro- slavery hunting dogs of the South. I prosecuted my journey vigorously for nearly forty-eight hours without food or rest, strug- gling against external difficulties such as no one can imagine who has never experienced the same : not knowing what moment I might be captured while travelling among strangers, through cold and fear, breasting the north winds, being thinly clad, pelted by the snow storms through "the dark hours of the night, and not a house in which I could enter to shelter me from the storm. The second night from Cincinnati, about midnight, I thought that I should freeze ; my shoes were worn through, and my feet were exposed to the bare ground. I approached a house on the road-side, knocked at the door, and asked admission to their fire, but was refused. I went to the next house, and was refused the privilege of their fire- side, to prevent my freezing. This I thought was hard treatment among the human family. But — " Behind a frowning Providence tliere was a smiling face," which soon shed beams of light upon unworthy me. The next morning I was still found struggling on my way, faint, hungry, lame, and rest-broken. I could see people taking breakfast from the road- side, but I did not dare to enter their houses to get my breakfast, for neither love nor money. In pass- ing a low cottage, I saw the breakfast table spread with all its bounties, and I could see no male person ■\v-'~ 5::?;^^<.>'- 54 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. about the house ; the temptation for food was great- er than I could resist. I saw a lady about the table, and I thought that if she was ever so much disposed to take me up, that she would have to catch and h5ld me, and that would have been impossible. I stepped up to the door with my hat off, and asked her if she would be good enough to sell me a sixpence worth of bread and meat. She cut off a piece and brought it to me ; I thanked her for it, and handed he? the pay, but instead of receiving it, she burst into tears, and said "never mind the money," but gently turn- ed away bidding me go on my journey. This was altogether unexpected to me : I had found a friend in the time of need among strangers, and nothing could be more cheering in the day of trouble than this. When I left that place I started with boldei courage. The next night I put up at a tavern, and continued stopping at public houses until my means were about gone. When I got to the Black Swamp in the county of Wood, Ohio, I stopped one night at a hotel, after travelling all day through mud and snow ; but I soon found that I should not be able to pay my bill. This was about the time that the *' wild- cat banks" w^ere in a nourishing state, and *' shin plasters"* in abundance ; they would charge a dollar for one night's lodging. After I had found out this, I slipped out of the bar room into the kitchen where the landlady was getting supper ; as she had quite a number of trav- * Nickuamc for temporary paper money. NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBE. 55 ellers to cook for that night, I told her if she would accept my services, I would assist her in getting supper ; that I was a cook. She very readily ac- cepted the oflFer, and I went to work. She was very much pleased with my work, and the next morning I helped her to get breakfast. She then wanted to hire me for all winter, but I refused for fear I might be pursued. My excuse to her was that I had a brother living in Detroit, whom I was going to see on some important business, and after I got that business attended to, I would come back and work for them all winter. Wheji I started the second morning they paid me fifty cents beside my board, with the understanding that I was to return ; but I have not gone back yet. I arrived the next morning in the village of Per- rysburgh, where I found quite a settlement of color- ed people, many of whom were fugitive slaves. I made my case known to them and they sympathized with me. I was a stranger, and they took me in and persuaded me to spend the winter in Perrys- bufgh, where I could get employment and go to Can- ada the next spring, in a steamboat which run from Perry sburgh, if I thought it proper so to do. I got a job of chopping wood during that winter which enabled me to purchase myself a suit, and af- ter paying my board the next spring, I had saved fifteen dollars in cash. My intention was to go back to Kentucky after my wife. When I got ready to start, which was about the first of May, my friends all persuaded me not to go, but to get some other person to go, 56 NARRATIVE OP HENRY BIBB. for fear I might b*e caught and sold off from my family into slavery forever. But I could not re- frain from going back myself, believing that I could accomplish it better than a stranger. The money that I had would not pass in the South, and for the purpose of getting it off to a good advantage, I took a steamboat passage to Detroit, Michigan, and there I spent all my money for dry goods, to peddle out on my way back through the State of Ohio. I also purchased myself a pair of false whiskers to put on when I got back to Ken- tucky, to prevent any one from knowing me after night, should they see me. I then started back after my little family. CHAPTER V My safe arrival at Kentucky. — Surprise and deliglit to find my family. — Plan for their escape projected. — Return to Cincin- nati. — My betrayal by traitors. — Imprisonment in Covington, Kentucky. — Pteturn to slavery. — Infamous proposal of the slave catchers. — My reply. I succeeded very well in selling out my goods, and when I arrived in Cincinnati, I called on some of my friends who had aided me on my first escape. They also opposed me in going back only for my own good. But it has ever been characteristic of me to persevere in what I undertake. I took a Steamboat passage which would bring me to where I should v/ant to land about dark, so as to give me a chance to find my family during the night if possible. The boat landed me at the proper place, and at the proper time accordingly. This landing was about six miles from Bedford, where my mother and wife lived, but with different families. My mother was the cook at a tavern, in Bedford. When I approached the house where mother was living, I remembered where she slept in the kitchen , her bed was near the windov/. It was a bright moonlight night, and in looking through the kitchen window, I saw a person lying in bed about where my mother had formerly slept. I rapped on the glass which awakened the person, 58 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. ill whom I recognised my dear mother, but she knew me not, as I was dressed in disguise with my false whiskers on ; but she came to the window and asked who I was and what I wanted. But when I took off my false whiskers, and spoke to her, she knew my voice, and quickly sprang to the door, clasping my hand, exclaiming, " Oh ! is this my son," drawing me into the room, where I was so fortunate as to find Malinda, and little Frances, my wife and child, whom I had left to find the fair climes of liberty, and whom I was then seeking to rescue from perpetual slavery. They never expected to see me again in this life. I am entirely unable to describe what my feelings were at that time. It was almost like the return of the prodigal son. There was weeping and re- joicing. They were filled with surprise and fear; with sadness and joy. The sensation of joy at that moment flashed like lightning over my afflicted mind, mingl(!5d with a thousand dreadful apprehen- sions, that none but a heart wounded slave father and husband like myself can possibly imagine. After talking the matter over, we decided it was not best to start with my family that night, as it was very uncertain whether we should get a boat passage immediately. And in case of failure, if Malinda should get back even before daylight the next morning, it would have excited suspicion against her, as it was not customary for slaves to leave home at that stage of the week without per- mission. Hence we thought it would be the most effectual w^ay for her to escape, to start on Saturday NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 59 night; this being a night on which the slaves of Kentucky are permitted to visit around among their friends, and are often allowed to stay until the after- noon on Sabbath day. I gave Malinda money to pay her passage on board of a Steamboat to Cincinnati, as it was not safe for me to wait for her until Saturday night ; but she was to meet me in Cincinnati, if possible, the next Sunday. Her father was to go with her to the Ohio River on l$£itjni\^la^ nught^ and if a boat passed up during the lii^lit she was to get on board at Madison, and come to Cincinnati. If she should fail in getting oif that night, she was to try it the next Saturday ni^hc. Thit 'wae the ^understanding when we separatcfV, This we tho,?ight was the best plan for her escape, as there\ hA,d been so much ex- citement caused by my running avray. The owners of my v/fTe were very much afraid that she would follow me ; and to preveiit her they had told her and other slaves that I had been persuaded off by the Abolitionists, who had promised to set me free, but had sold me off to New Orleans. They told the slaves to beware of the abolitionists, that their object was to decoy off slaves and then sell them off in New Orleans. Some of them believed this, and others believed it not ; and the owners of my wife were more watchful over her than they had ever been before as she v/as unbelieving. This was in the month of June, 1838. I ^eft Malinda on a bright but lonesome Wednesday night. \Vhen I arrived at the river Ohio, I found a small 60 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. craft chained to a tree, in which I ferried myself across the stream. I succeeded in getting a Steamboat passage hack to Cincinnati, where I put up with one of my abolition friends who knew that I had gone after my family, and who appeared to be much surprised to see me again. I was soon visited by several friends who knew of my having gone back after my family. They wished to know why I had not brought my j^amilj" ^it|i^ m^ ; but after they under- stood the plan, and that my ifajnily was expected to be in Cincinnati within a few days, they thought it the best and, safest plan for uSto take a stage pas- sage out to'Lcvke/Er^G. , But being short of money, I was not able to pay liiy pfissage in the stage, even if it would have prevented me from being caught by the slave hunters of Cincinnati, or save me from being taken back into bonda^'e for life. These friends proposed helping me by subscrip- tion ; I acceded their kind offer, but in going amonj, friends to solicit aid for me, they happened to get among traitors, and kidnappers, both white and colored men, who made their living by that kind of business. Several persons called on me and made me small donations, and among them two white men came in professing to be my friends. They told me not to be afraid of them, they were abolitionists. They asked me a great many questions. They wanted to know if I needed any help ? and they wanted to know if it could be possible that a man so near white as myself could be a slave ? Could it be possible that men would make slaves of their NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 61 own cliildren ? They expressed great sympathy for me, and gave me fifty cents each ; by this they gained my confidence. They asked my master's name ; where he lived, &;c. After which they left the room, bidding me God speed. These traitors, or land pirates, took passage on board of the first Steamboat down the river, in search of my owners. When they found them, they got a reward of three hundred dollars offered for the re-capture of this " stray" which they had so long and faithfully been hunting, by day and by night, by land and by water with dogs and with guns, but all without success. This being the last and only chance for dragging me back into hopeless bondage, time and money was no object when they saw a prospect of my being re- taken. Mr. Gatewood got two of his slaveholding neigh- bors to go with him to Cincinnati, for the purpose of swearing to anything which might be necessary to change me back into property. They came on to Cincinnati, and with but little effort they soon rallied a mob of ruffians who Avere willing to become the watch-dogs of slaveholders, for a dram, in con- nection with a few slavehunting petty constables. While I was waiting the arrival of my family, I got a job of diggfDg a cellar for the good lady where I was stopping, and while I was digging under the house, all at once I heard a man enter the house ; another stept up to the cellar door to where I was at work ; he looked in and saw me with my coat off at work. He then rapped over the cellar door on the house side, to notify the one who had entered 62 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. the liouso to look for me that I was in the cellar. This strange conduct soon excited suspicion so strong in me, that I could not stay in the cellar and started to come out, but the man who stood by the door, rapped again on the house side, for the other to come to his aid, p„ndtoldme to stop. I attempted to pass out by him, and he caught hold of me, and drew a pistol, swearing if I did not stop he would shoot me down. By this time I knew that I was betrayed. I asked him what crime I had committed that I should be murdered. " I will let you know, very soon," said he. By this time there were others coming to his aid, and I could see no way by which I could possibly escape the jaws of that hell upon earth. All my flattering prospects of enjoying my own fire-side, with my little family, w6re then blasted and gone ; and I must bid farewell to friends and freedom forever. In vain did I look to the infamous laws of the Commonwealth of Ohio, for that protection against violence and outrage, that even the vilest criminal with a white skin migM enjoy. But oh ! the dread- ful thought, that after all my sacrifice and strug- gling to rescue my family from the*hands of the op- pressor ; that I should be dragged back into cruel bondage to suffer the penalty of a tyrant's law, to endure stripes and imprisonment, and to be shut out from all moral as well as intellectual improvement, and linger out almost a living death. Squire's ojjice. C* 64 NARRATIVE OP HENRY BIBB. When I saw a crowd of blood-thirsty, unprincipled slave hunters rushing upon me armed with weapons of death, it was no use for me to undertake to fight my way through against such fearful odds. But I broke away from the man who stood by with his pistol drawn to shoot me if I should resist, and reached the fence and attempted to jump over it before I was overtaken ; but the fence being very high I was caught by my legs before I got over. I kicked and struggled with all my might to get away, but without success. I kicked a new cloth coat off of his back, while he was holding on to my leg. I kicked another in his eye ; but they never let me go until they got more help. By this time, there was a crowd on the out side of the fence with clubs to beat me back. Finally, they succeeded in dragging me from the fence and overpowered me by numbers and choked me almost to death. '*' These ruffians dragged me through the streets of Cincinnati, to what was called a justice office. But it was more like an office of injustice. When I entered the room I was introduced to three slaveholders, one of whom was a son of Wm. Gatewood, who claimed me as his property. They pretended to be very glad to see me. They asked me if I did not want to see my wife and child; but I made no reply to any thing that was said until I was delivered up as a slave. After they were asked a few questions by the court, the old pro- slavery squire very gravely pronounced me to be the property of Mr. Gatewood. The office being crowded with spectators, many NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 65 of whom were colored persons, Mr. G. was afraid to keep me in Cincinnati, two or three hours even, un- til a steamboat got ready to leave for the South. So they took me across the rivei*, and locked me up in Covington jail, for safe keeping. This was the first time in my life that I had been put into a jail. It was truly distressing to my feelings to be locked up in a cold dungeon for no crime. The jailor not being at home, his wife had to act in his place. After my owners had gone back to Cincinnati, the jailor's wife, in company with another female, came into the jail and talked with me very friendly. I told them all about my situation, and these ladies said they hoped that I might get away ag^in, and went so far as to tell me if I should be kept in the jail that night, there was a hole under the wall of the jail where a prisoner had got out. It was only filled up with loose dirt, they said, and I might scratch it out and clear myself. This I thought was a kind word from an unex- pected friend : I had power to have taken the key from those ladies, in spite of them, and have cleared myself; but knowing that they would have to suffer perhaps for letting me get away, I thought I would wait until after dark, at which time I should try to make my escape, if they should not take me out be- fore that time. But within two or three hours, they came after me, and conducted me on board of a boat, on which we all took passage down to Louisville. I was not confined in any way, but was well guard- ed by five men, three of whom were slaveholders, 66 NARRATIVE OP HENRY BIBB. and the two young men from Cincinnati, who had betrayed me. After the boat had got fairly under way, with these vile men standing around me on the upper deck of the boat, and she under full speed carrying me back into a land of torment, I could see no possible way of escape. Yet, while I was permitted to gaze on the beauties of nature, on free soil, as I passed down the river, things looked to me uncommonly pleasant : The green trees and wild flowers of the forest ; the ripening harvest fields waving with the gentle breezes of Heaven ; and the honest farmers tilling their soil and living by their own toil. These things seem to light upon my vision with a peculiar charm. I was conscious of what must be my late ; a wretched victim for Slavery without limit ; to be sold like an ox, into hopeless bondage, and to be worked under the liesh devouring lash during life, vrithout wages. This was to me an awful thought ; every time the boat run near the shore, I was tempted to leap from the deck down into the water, with a hope of mak- ing my escape. Such was then my feeling. But on a moment's reflection, reason with her warning voice overcame this passion by pointing out the dreadful consequences of one's committing suicide. And this I thought would have a very striking resemblance to the act, and I declined putting into practice this dangerous experiment, though the temptation was great. These kidnapping gentlemen, seeing that I was much dissatisfied, commenced talking to me, by say- NARRATIVE OP HENRY BIBB. 67 ing that I must not be cast down ; they were going to take me back home to live with my family, if I would promise not to run away again. To this I agreed, and told them that this was all that I could ask, and more than I had expected. But they were not satisfied with having recap- tured me, because they had lost other slaves and supposed that I knew their whereabouts ; and truly I did. They wanted me to tell them ; but before telling I wanted them to tell who it was that had betrayed me into their hands. They said that I was betrayed by two colored men in Cincinnati, whose names they were backward in telling, because their business in connection with themselves was to be- tray and catch fugitive slaves for the reward oifer- ed. They undertook to justify the act by saying if they had not betrayed me, that somebody else would, and if I would tell them where they could catch a number of other runaway slaves, they would pay for me and set me free, and would then take me in as one of the Club. They said I would soon make money enough to bpuy my wife and child out of slavery. But I replied, " No, gentlemen, I cannot commit or do an act of that kind, even if it were in m}'- pow- er so to do. I know that I am now in the power of a master who can sell me from my family for life, or punish me for the crime of running away, just as lis pleases : I know that I am a prisoner for life, and have no way of extricating myself ; and I also know that I have been deceived and betrayed by men who 68 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. professed to be my best friends ; but can all this justify me in becoming a traitor to others ? Can I do that which I complain of others for doing unto me ? Never, I trust, while a single pulsation of my heart continues to beat, can I consent to betray a fellow man like myself back into bondage, who has escap- ed. Dear as I love my wife and little child, and as much as I should like to enjoy freedom and happi- ness with them, I am unwilling to bring this about by betraying and destroying the liberty and happi- ness of others who have never offended me !" I then asked them again if they would do me the kindness to tell me who it was betrayed me into their hands at Cincinnati ? They agreed to tell me with the understanding that I was to tell where there was living, a family of slaves at the North, who had run av,^ay from Mr. King of Kentucky. I should not have agreed to this, but I knew the slaves were in Canada, where it was not possible for them to be captured. After they had told me the names of the persons who betrayed me, and how it was done, then I told them their slaves were in Canada, doing well. The two white men were Constables, who claimed the right of taking up any strange colored person as a slave ; while the two colored kidnappers, under the pretext of being abolitionists, would find out all the fugitives they could, and inform these Constables for which they got a part of the reward, after they had found out where the slaves were from, the name of his master, &c. By the agency of these colored men, they were seized by a '^^^^ NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 69 band of white ruffians, locked up in jail, and their master sent for. These colored kidnappers^ with the Constables, were getting rich by betraying fugitive slaves. This v/as told to me by one of the Consta- bles, while they were all standing around trying to induce me to engage in the same business for the sake of regaining my own liberty, and that of my wife and child. But my answer even there, under the most trying circumstances, surrounded by the strongest enemies of God and man, was most em- phatically in the negative. " Let my punishment be what it may, either with the lash or by selling me away from my friends and home ; let my destiny be what you please, I can never engage in this business for the sake of getting free." They said I should not be sold nor punished with the lash for what I had done, but I should be carried back to Bedford, to live with my wife. Yet when the boat got to where we should have landed, she wafted by without making any stop. I felt awful in view of never seeing my family again; they asked what was the matter ? what made me look so cast down ? I informed them that I knew I was to be sold in the Louisville slave market, or in New Orleans, and I iiever expected to see my family again. But they tried to pacify me by promising not to sell me to a slave trader who would take me off to New Orleans ; cautioning me at the same time not to let it be knov/n that I had been a runa- way. This would very much lessen the value of me in market They would not punish me by putting 70 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. irons on my limbs, but would give me a good name, and sell me to some gentleman in Louisville for a house servant. They thought I would soon make money enough to buy myself, and would not part with me if they could get along without. But I had cost them so much in advertising and looking for me, that they were involved by it. In the first place they paid eight hundred and fifty dollars for me ; and when I first run away, they paid one hundred for advertising and looking after me; and now they had to pay about forty dollars, expenses travelling to and from Cincinnati, in addition to the three hundred dollars reward ; and they were not able to pay the reward without selling me. I knew then the only alternative left for me to extricate myself was to use deception, which is the most effectual defence a slave can use. I pretended to be satisfied for the purpose of getting an oppor- tunity of giving them the slip. But oh, the distress of mind, the lamentable thought that I should never again see the face nor hear the gentle voice of my nearest and dearest friends in this life. I could imagine what must be my fate from my peculiar situation. To be sold to the highest bidder, and then wear the chains of slavery down to the grave. The day star of liberty which had once cheered and gladdened my heart in freedom's land, had then bidden itself from my vision, and the dark and dismal frown of slavery had obscured the sunshine of freedom from me, as they supposed for all time to come. NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB, 71 But the understanding between us was, I was not to be tied, chained, nor flogged ; for if they should take me into the city handcuffed and guarded by five men the question might be asked what crime I had committed ? And if it should be known that I had been a runaway to Canada, it would lessen tho value of me at least one hundred dollars. ilai;^^ iiiiiiii CHAPTER VI Arrival at Louisville, Ky. — Eflbrts to sell me. — Fortunate escape from the man-stealers in the public street. — I return to Bed t'onl. Ky. — Tlie rescue of my family again attempted. — I star* ed alone expecting them to follow. — After waiting some months I resolve to go back again to Kentucky. Wpien the boat arrived at Louisville, the day be- ing too far spent for them to dispose of me, they had to put up at a Hotel. When we left the boat, they were afraid of my bolting from them in the street, and to prevent this they took hold of my arms, one on each side of me, gallanting me up to the hotel with as much propriety 2,? if I had been a white lady. This was to deceive the people, and prevent my getting away from them. They called for a bed-room to which I was con ducted and locked within. That night three of them lodged in the same room to guard me. They , locked the door and put the key laider the head of their bed. I could see no possible wa}^ for my escape without jumping out of a high three story house window. It was almost impossible for me to sleep that night in my peculiar situation. I passed the night in prayer to our Heavenly Father, asking that He would open to me even the smallest chance for es- cape. 4 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 73 The ^te-jfcC morning after they had taken breakfast, ft»r-o ^^r NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 77 my escape. No bird ever let out of a ca.ge felt more like flying, than I felt like running. Before I left the city, I chanced to find by the way, an old man of color. Supposing him to be a friend, I ventured to make known my situation, and asked him if he would get me a bite to eat. The old man most cheerfully complied with my request. I was then about forty miles from the residence of Wm. Gatewood, where my wife, whom I sought to rescue from slavery, was living. This was also in the direction it was necessary for me to travel in order to get back to the free North. Knowing that the slave catchers would most likely be watching the public highway for me, to avoid them I made my way over the rocky hills, woods and plantations, back to Bedford. I travelled all that night, guided on my way by the shining stars of heaven alone. The next morn- ing just before the break of day, I came right to a large plantation, about which I secreted myself, until the darkness of the next night began to dis- appear. The morning larks commenced to chirp and sing merrily — pretty soon I heard the whip crack, and the voice of the ploughman driving in the corn field. About brealdast time, I heard the sound of a horn; saw a number of slaves in the field with a white man, who I supposed to be their overseer. He started to the house before the slaves, which gave me an opportunity to get the attention of one of the slaves, whom I met at the fence, before he started to his breakfast, and made known to him my wants and distresses. I also requested him to bring 78 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. me a piece of bread if he could when he came back to the field. The hospitable slave complied with my request. He came back to the field before his fellow laborers, and brought me something to eat, and as an equivo- lent for his kindness, I instructed him with regard to liberty, Canada, the way of escape, and the facili- ties by the way. He pledgedhis word that himself and others would be in Canada, in less than six months from that day. This closed our interview, and we separated. I concealed myself in the forest until about sunset, before I pursued my journey ; and the second night from Louisville, I arrived again in the neighborhood of Bedford, where my little family were held in bondage, whom I so earnestly strove to rescue. I concealed myself by the aid of a friend in that neighborhood, intending again to make my escape with my family. This confidential friend then car- ried a message to Malinda, requesting her to meet me on one side of the village. We met under the most fearful apprehensions, for my pursuers had returned from Louisville, with the lamentable story that I was gone, and yet they were compelled to pay three hundred dollars to the Cin- cinnati slave catchers for re-capturing me there. Daniel Lane's account of my escape from him, looked so unreasonable to slaveholders, that many of them charged him with selling me and keeping the money ; while others believed that I had got away from him, and was then in the neighborhood, trying to take off" my wife and child, which was true. NARRATIVE OF HENRY EIBB. 79 Lane decla.red that in" less than five minutes after I run out of the stable in Louisville, he had over twenty men running and looking in every direction after me ; but all without success. They could hear nothing of me. They had turned over seve- ral tons of hay in a large loft, in search, and I was not to be found there. Dan imputed my escape to my godliness ! He said that I must have gone up in a chariot of fire, for I went off by flying ; and that he should never again have any thing to do with a praying negro. Great excitement prevailed in Bedford, and many were out watching for me at the time Malinda was relating to me these facts. The excitement was then so great among the slaveholders — who were anxious to have me re-captured as a means of dis- couraging other slaves' from running away — that time and money were no object while there was the least prospect of their success, I therefore declined making an effort just at that time to escape with my little family. Malinda managed to get me into the house of a friend that night, in the village, where I kept concealed several days seeking an opportunity to escape with Malinda and Frances to Canada. But for some time Malinda was watched so very closely by white and by colored persons, both day and night, that it Vv^as not possible for us to escape together. They well knew that my little family was the only object of a,ttraction that ever had- or ever would induce me to come back and risk my lib- erty over the threshold of slavery — therefore this point was w^ell guarded by the watch dogs of slavery, 80 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. and I was compelled again to forsake my wife for a season, or surrender, which was suicidal to the cause of freedom, in my judgment. The next day after my arrival in Bedford, Daniel Lane came to the very house wherein I was conceal- ed and talked in my hearing to the family about my escape from him out of the stable in Louisville. He was near enough for me to have laid my hands on his head while in that house — and the intimida- tion which this produced on me was more than I could bear. I was also aware of the great temptation of the reward offered to white or colored persons for my apprehension ; I was exposed to other calam- ities which rendered it altogether unsafe for me to stay longer under that roof. One morning about 2 o'clock, I took leave of my little family and started for "Canada. This was al- most like tearing off the limbs from my body. When we were about to separate, Malinda clasped my hand exclaiming, " oh my soul ! my. heart is almost brok- en at the thought of this dangerous separation. This may be the last time we shall ever see each other's faces in this life, which will destroy all my future prospects of life and happiness forever." At this tune the poor unhappy woman burst into tears and wept loudly ; and my eyes were not dry. We separated with the understanding that she was to wait until the excitement was all over ; after which she was to meet me at a certain place in the State of Ohio ; which would not be longer than two months from that time. I succeeded that night in getting a steamboat con- " My heart is almost broken. 82 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. veyance back to Cincinnati, or within ten miles of the city. I was apprehensive that there were slave- hunters in Cincinnati, watching the arrival of every boat up the river, expecting to catch me ; and the boat landing to take in wood ten miles below the city, I got off and walked into Cincinnati, to avoid detection. No my arrival at the house of a friend, I heard that the two young men who betrayed me for the three hundreddollars had returned and were watching forme. One of my friends in whom they had great confidence, called on the traitors, after he had talked withme, and asked them what they had done with me. Their reply was that I had given them the slip,and that they were glad of it, because they believed that I was a good man, and if they could see me on my way to Canada, they would give me money to aid me on my escape. My friend assured them that if they would give any thing to aid me on my way, much or little, if they would put the same into his hands, he would give it to me that night, or return it to them the next morning. They then wanted to know where I was and whether I was in the city; but he would not tell them, but one of them gave him one dollar for me, promising that if I was in the city, and ho would let him know the next morning, he would give me ten dollars. But I never waited for the ten dollars. I receiv- ed one dollar of the amount which they got for be- traying me, and started that night for the north. Their excuse for betraying me, was, that catching NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 83 runaways was their business, and if they had not done it somebody else would, but since they had got the reward they were glad that I had made my escape. Having travelled the road several times from Cin- cinnati to Lake Erie, I travelled through without much fear or difficulty. My friends in Perrysburgh, who knew that I had gone back into the very jaws of slavery after my family, were much surprised at my return, for they had heard that I was re-cap- tured. After I had waited three months for the arrival of Malinda, and she came not, it caused me to be one of the most unhappy fugitives that ever left the South. I had waited eight or nine months without hearing from my family. I felt it to be my duty, as a husband and father, to make one more effort. I felt as if I could not give them up to be sacrificed on the " bloody altar of slavery." Ifelt as if love, duty, humanity and justice, required that I should go back, putting my trust in the God of Liberty for success. CHAPTER VII. My safe return to Kentucky. — The perils I encountered there.— Again betrayed, and taken by a mob ; ironed and imprisoned. — Narrow escape from death. — Life in a skive prison. I prepared myself for the journey before named, and started back in the month of July, 1839. My intention was, to let no person know my busi- ness until I returned back to the North. I went to Cincinnati, and got a passage down on bo^'d of a, boat just as I did the first time, without any mis- fortune or delay. I called on my mother, and the raising of a dead body from the grave could not have been more surprising to any one than my arrival was to her, on that sad summer's night. She was not able to suppress her feelings. When I entered the room, there was but one other person in the house with my mother, and this was a little slave girl who was asleep when I entered. The impulsive feeling which is ever ready to act itself out at the return of a long absent friend, was more than my bereaved mother could suppress. And unfortunately for me, the loud shouts of joy at that late hour of the night, awakened the little slave girl, who afterwards be- trayed me. She kept perfectly still, and never let either of us know that she was awake, in order that she might hear our conversation and report it« NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 85 Mother informed me where my family was living, and that she would see them the next day, and would make arrangements for us to meet the next night at that house after the people in the village had gone to bed. I then went off and concealed my- self during the next day, and according to promise came back the next night about eleven o'clock. When I got near the house, moving very cau- tiously, filled with fearful apprehensions, I saw several men walking around the house as if they were looking for some person. I went back and waited about one hour, before I returned, and the number of men had increased. They were still to be seen lurking about this house, with dogs following them. This strange movement frightened me off again, and I never returned until after mid- night, at which time I slipped up to the window, and rapped for my mother, who sprang to it and informed me that I was betrayed by the girl who overheard our conversation the night before. She thought that if I could keep out of the way for a few days, the white people would think that this girl was mistaken, or had lied. She had told her old mistress that I was there that night, and had made a plot with my mother to get my wife and child there the next night, and that I was going to take them off to Canada. I went off to a friend of mine, who rendered me all the aid that one slave could render another, under the circumstances. Thank God he is now free from slavery, and is doing well. He was a messenger for me to my wife and mother, until at the suggestion 86 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. of my mother, I changed an old friend for a new one, who betrayed me for the sum of five dollars. We had set the thne when we were to start for Canada, which was to be on the next Saturday night. My mother had an old friend whom she thought was true, and she got him to conceal me in a barn, not oyer two miles from the village. This man brought provisions to me, sent by my mother, and would tell me the news which was in circulation about me, among the citizens. But the poor fellow was not able to withstand the temptation of money. My owners had about given me up, and thought the report of the slave girl was false ^ but they had of- fered a little reward among the slaves for my ap- prehension. The night before I was betrayed, I met with my mother and wife, and we had set up nearly all night plotting to start on the next Satur- day night. I hid myself away in the flax in the barn, and being much rest broken I slept until the next morning about 9 o'clock. Then I was awak- ened by a mob of blood thirsty slaveholders, who had come armed with all the implements of death, with a determination to reduce me again to a life of slavery, or murder mc on the spot. When I looked up and saw that I was surrounded, they were exclaiming at the top of their voices, " shoot him down ! shoot him down !" " If he of- fers to run, or to resist, kill him !" I saw it v»^as no use then for me to make any re- sistance, as I should be murdered. I felt confident that I had been betrayed by a slave, and all my flattering prospects of rescuing my family were gone NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 87 for ever, and the grim monster slavery with all its horrors was staring me in the face. I surrendered myself to this hostile mob at once. The first thing done, after they had laid violent hands on me, was to bind my hands behind me with a cord, and rob me of all I possessed. In searching my pockets, they found my certifi- cate from the Methodist E. Church, which had been given me by my classleader, testifying to my worthi- ness as a member of that church. And what made the matter look more disgraceful to me, many of this mob were members of the M. E. Church, and they were the persons who took away my church ticket, and then robbed me also of fourteen dollars in cash, a silver watch for which I paid ten dollars, a pocket knife for which I paid seventy-five cents, and a Bible for which I paid sixty- two and one half cents. All this they tyrannically robbed me of, and yet my owner, Wm. Gatewood, was a regular member of the same church to which I belonged. He then had me taken to a blacksmith's shop, and most wickedly had my limbs bound with heavy irons, and then had my body locked within the cold dun- geon walls of the Be^ord jail, to be sold to a South- ern slave trader. My heart was filled with griefs — my eyes were filled with tears. I could see no way of escape. I could hear no voice of consolation. Slaveholders were coming to the dungeon window in great num- bers to ask me questions. Some were rejoicing — some swearing, and others saying that I ought to be hung ; while others were in favor of sending both 88 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. me and my wife to New Orleans. They supposed that I had informed her all about the facililies for slaves to escape to Canada, and that she would tell other slaves after I was gone ; hence we must all be sent off to where we could neither escape our- selves, nor instruct others the way. In the afternoon of the same day Malinda was permitted to visit the prison wherein I was locked, but was not permitted to enter the door. When she looked through the dungeon grates and saw my sad situation, which was caused by my repeated ad- ventures to rescue her and my little daughter from the grasp of slavery, it was more than she cpuld bear without bursting in tears. She plead for ad- mission into the cold dungeon where I was confined, but without success. With manacled limbs;, with wounded spirit ; with sympathising tears and with bleeding heart, I intreated Malinda to weep not for me, for it only added to my grief, which was greater than I could bear. I have often suffered from the sting of the cruel slave driver's lash on my quivering flesh — I have suffered from corporeal punishment in its various forms — I have mingled my sorrows with those that were bereaved by the ungodly soul drivers — and I also know what it is to shed the sympathetic tear at the grave of a departed friend ; but all this is but a mere trifle compared with my sufferings from then to the end of six months subsequent. The second night while I was in jail, two slaves came to the dungeon grates about the dead hour oi NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 89 Bight, and called me to the grates to have some con- rersation about Canada, and the facilities for get- ting there. They knew that I had travelled over the road, and they were determined to run away and go where they could be free. I of course took great pleasure in giving them directions how and where to go, and they started in less than a week from that time and got clear to Canada. I hafe seen them both since I came back to the north myself. They were known by the names of King and Jack. The third day I was brought ou|^of the prison to be carried off with my little family to the Louisville slave market. My hands were fastened together with heavy irons, and two men to guard me with loaded rifles, one of whom led the horse upon which I rode. My wife and child were set upon another nag. After we were all ready to start my old master thought I was not quite safe enough, and ordered one of the boys to bring him a bed cord from the store. He then tied my feet together under the horse, declaring that if I flew ofi" this time, I should fly off with the horse. Many tears were shed on that occasion by oui friends and relatives, who saw us dragged off ii irons to be sold in the human flesh market, 'Nc- tongue could express the deep anguish of my souA when I saw the silent tear drops streaming down the sable cheeks of an aged slave mother, at my de- parture ; and that too, caused by a black hearted traitor who was himself a slave : 90 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. "I love the man with a feeling soul. Whose passions arc deep and strong? ; Whose cords, when touched with a kindred power, Will vibrate loud and long : " The man whose word is bond and law — Who ne'er for 2;old or power, Would kiss the hand that would stab the heart In adversity's trying hour." "I love the man who delights to help The panting, struggling poor : The man that will open his heart, Nor close against the fugitive at his door. '' Oh give me a heart that will firmly stand, When the storm of affliction shall lower — A hand that will never shrink, if grasped, In misfortune's darkest hour." s - . As we approached the city of Louisville, we at- tracted much attention, my being tied and hand- cuffed, and a persQji leading the horse upon which I rode. The horse appeared to be much frightened at the appearance of things in the city, being young and skittish. A carriage passing by jammed against the nag, which caused him to break from the man who was leading him, and in his fright throw me off backwards. My hands being confined with irons, and my feet tied under the horse with a rope, I had no power to help myself. I fell back off of the horse and could not extricate myself from this dreadful condition ; the horse kicked with all his might while I was tied so close to his rump that he could only M strike me with his legs by kicking. The breath was kicked out of my body, but my bones were not broken. No one who saw my situa- tion would have given five dollars for me. It was thought by all that I w^as dead and would never come to life again. When the horse was caught the NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 91 cords were cut from my limbs, and I was rubbed with whiskey, camphor. Sec, which brought me to life again. Many bystanders expressed sympathy for me in my deplorable condition, and contempt for the tyrant Who tied mt to the young horse, I was then driven through the streets of the city with my little family on foot, to jail, wherein I was locked with handcuffs yet on. A physician was then sent for, who doctored me several days before I was well enough to be sold in market. The jail was one of the most disagreeable places I ever was confined in. It was not only disagree- able on account of the filth and dirt of the most dis- agreeable kind ; but there wer^ bed-bugs, lleas, lice and musquitoes in abundance, to contend with. At night we had to lie down on the floor in this filth. Our food was very scanty, and of the most inferior quality. No gentleman's dog would eat what wo were compelled to eat or starve, I had not been in this prison many days before Madison Garrison, the soul driver, bought me and my family to sell again in the New Orleans slave market. He was buying up slaves to take to New Orleans. So he took me and my little family to tho work-house, to be kept under lock and key at work until he had bought up as many as he wished to take off to the South. The work-house of Louisville was a ver}'' large brick building, built on the plan of a jail or State's prison, with many apartments to it, divided off into cella wherein pi'isoners were locked up after night. 02 NARRtVTIVE OF HENRY BIBB. Tlie upper apartments were occupied by females, principally. This prison was enclosed by a high stone wall, upon which stood watchmen with loaded guns to guard the prisoners from brea.king out, and on either side there were large iron gates. When Garrison conducted me with my family to the prison in which we were to be confined until he was ready to take us to New Orleans, I was shock- ed at the horrid sight of the prisoners on entering the yard. When the large iron gate or door was thrown open to receive us, it was astonishing to see so many wl;^^s as ^jell as colored men loaded down with irons, at hard labor, under the supervi- sion of overseers. Some were sawij^jl stone, some cutting stone, and others breaking stone. The fiirst impression which was made on my mind when I entered this place of punishment, made me think of hell, with all its ter- rors of tonnent ; such as " weeping, wailing, and gnashing of teeth," which was then the idea that I had of the infernal regions from oral instruction. And I doubt whether there can be a better picture of it drawn, than maybe sketched from an American slave prison. In this prison almost every prisoner had a heavy log chain riveted about his leg. It would indeed be astonishing to a christian man to stand in that prison one half hour and hear and see the contami- nating influence of Southern slavery on the body and mind of man — you may there find almost every variety of character to look on. Some singing, some crying, some praying, and others swearing. The NA.RRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 9^ people of color who were in there were slayes there without crime, but for safe keeping, while the whites were some of the most abandoned characters living. The keeper took me up to the anvil block and fastened a chain about my leg, which I had to drag afier me both day and night during three months. My labor was sawing stone ; my food was coarse corn bread and beef shanks and cows heads with pot liquor, and a very scanty allowance* of that. I have often seen the meat spoiled whenbroughtto us, covered with flies and flyblows, and even worms crawling over it, when we'^^re conipelled to eat it, or go without any at all. It was all spread out on a long table in separate plates ;^jid at the sound of a bell, every one would take T!fs plate, asking no questions. After hastily eating, we were hurried back to our work, each man dragging a heavy log chain after him to his work. About a half hour before night they were com- ftianded to stop work, take a bite to eat, and then be locked up in a small cell until the next morning after sunrise. The prisoners were locked in, two together: My bed was a cold stone floor with but little bedding ! My visitors were bed-bugs andmus- quitoes. CHAPTER VIII. Chiiracter of my prison companions. — Jail breaking contemplat- ed. — Defeat of our plan. — My wife and child removed.— Dis* graceful proposal to her, and cruel punishment. — Our depart- ure in a cotlle for New Orleans. — Events of our journey. Most of the inmates Q^this prison I have describ- ed, were white men wh6*had been sentenced there by the law, for depredations committed by them. There was in that priscMk gamblers, drunkards, thieves, robbers, adulterers, and even murderers. There were also in the female department, harlots, pick- pockety and adulteresses. In such companj', and under such influences, where there was constant swearing, lying, cheating, and stealing, it was almost impossible for a virtuous person to avoid pollution, or to maintain their virtue. No place or places in this country can be better calculated to inculcate vice of every kind than a Southern work house or house of correction. After a profligate, thief, or a robber, has learned all that they can out of the prison, they might go in one of those prisons and learn somethhig more — they might properly be called robber colleges ; and if slaveholders understood this they would never let their slaves enter them. No man would give much for a slave who had been kept long in one of these prisons. NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 95 I have often heard them telling each other how they robbed houses, and persons on the high way, by knocking them down, and would rob them, pick .their pockets, and leave them half dead. Others would tell of stealing horses, cattle, sheep, and slaves ; and when they would be sometimes appre- hended, by the aid of their friends, they would break jail. But they could most generally find enough to swear them clear of any kind of villany. They seemed to take great delight in telling of their exploits in robbery. There was a regular combina- tion of them who had determined to resist law. wherever they went, to carry out their purposes. In conversing with myself, they learned that I was notorious for running away, and professed sym- pathy for me. They thought that I might yet get to Canada, and be free, and suggested a plan by which I might accomplish it ; and one way was, to learn to read and write, so that I might write myself a pass ticket, to go just where I pleased, when I was taken out of the prison ; and they taught me secretly all they could while in the prison. But there was another plan which they suggested to me to get away from slavery ; that was to break out of the prison and leave my family. I consented to engage in this plot, but not to leave my family. By my conduct in the prison, after having been there several weeks, I had gained the confidence of the keeper, and the turnkey. So much so, that when I wanted water or anything of the kind, they would open my door and hand it in to me. One of the turnkeys was an old colored man, who swept and 96 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. cleaned up tlie cells, supplied the prisoners with water, &c. On Sundays in the afternoon, the watchmen of the prison were most generally off, and this old slave, whose name was Stephen, had the prisoners to attend to. The white prisoners formed a plot to break out on Sunday in the afternoon, by making me the a<^-ent to get the prison keys from old Steplien. I was to prepare a stone that would weigh about one pound, tie it up in a rag, and keep it in my pocket to strike poor old Stephen with, when he should open my cell door. But this I would not consent to do, without he should undertake to betray me. I gave old Stephen one shilling to buy me a water melon, which he was to bring to me in the after- noon. All the prisoners were to be ready to strike, just as soon as I opened their doors. When Ste- phen opened my door to hand me the melon, I was to grasp him by the collar, raise the stone over his head, and say to him, that if he made any alarm that I should knock him down with the stone. But if he would be quiet he should not be hurt. I was then to take all the keys from him, and lock him up in the cell — take a chisel and cut the chain from my own leg, then unlock all the cells below, and let out the other prisoners, who were all to cut off their chains. We were then to go and let out old Stephen, and make him go off with us. We were to form a line and mai'ch to the front gate of the prison with a sledge hammer, and break it open, and if we should be discovered, and there should be :^, NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 97 any out-cry, we were all to run and raise the alarm of fire, so as to avoid detection. But while we were all listening for Stephen to open the door with tho melon, he came and reported that he could not get one, and handed me back the money through the window. All were disappointed, and nothing done. I looked upon it as being a fortunate thing for me, for it was certainly a very dangerous experiment for a slave, and they could never get me to consent to be the leader in that matter again. A few days after, another plot was concocted to to break prison, but it was betrayed by one of the party, which resulted in the most cruel punishment to the prisoners' concerned in it ; and I felt thankful that my name was not connected with it. They were not only flogged, but they were kept on bread and water alone, for many days. A few days after we were put in this prison, Garrison came and took my wife and child out, I knew not for what purpose, nor to what place, but after the absence of several days I supposed that he had sold them. But ono morning, the outside door was thrown open, and Malinda thrust in by the ruthless hand of Garrison, whose voice was pouring forth tlie most bitter oaths and abusive language that could be dealt out to a female ; while her heart-rending shrieks and sobbing, was truly melting to the soul of a father and hus- band. The language of Malinda was, " Oh ! my dear little child is gone ? What shall I do ? my child is gone." This most distressing sound struck a sym- pathetic chord through all the prison among tho 98 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. prisoners. I was not permitted to go to my wife and inquire what had become of little Frances. I never expected to see her again, for I supposed that she was sold. That night, however, I had a short interview with my much abused wife, who told me the secret. She said that Garrison had taken her to a private house where he kept female slaves for the baset purposes. It was a resort for slave trading profligates and soul drivers, who were interested in the same business. Soon after she ajrived at this place, Garrison gave her to understand what he brought her there for, and made a most disgraceful .assault on her virtue, which she promptly repeled ; and for which Garrison punished her with the lash, threatening her that if she did not submit that he would sell her child. The next day he made the same attempt, which she resisted, declaring that she would not submit to it ; and again he tied her up and flogged her until her garments were stained with blood. He then sent our child ofl* to another part of the city, and said he meant to sell it, and that she should never see it again. He then drove Malinda before him to the work-liouse, swearing by his Maker that she should submit to him or die. I have already described her entrance in the prison. Two days after this he came again and took Ma- linda out of the prison. It was several weeks before I saw her again, and learned that he had not sold her or the child. At the same time he was buying up other slaves to take to New Orleans. At the expiration of three months he was ready to start NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 99 with US for the New Orleans slave market, but we never knew when we were to go, until the hour had arrived for our departure. One Sabbath morning Garrison entered the prison and commanded that our limbs should be made ready for the coffles. They called us up to an anvill block, and the heavy log chains which we had been wear- ing on our legs during three months, were cut off, I had been in the prison over three months ; but he had other slaves who had not been there so long. The hand-cuffs wei-e then put on to our wrists. We were coupled together two and two — the right hand of one to the left hand of another, and a long chain to connect us together. The other prisoners appeared to be sorry to see us start off in this way. We marched off to the river Ohio, to take passage on board of the steam- boat Water Witch. But this was at a very low time of water, in the fall of 1839. The boat got aground, and did not get off that night ; and Gar- rison had to watch us all night to keep any from getting away. He also had a very large savage dog, which was trained up to catch runaway slaves. We were more than six weeks getting to the city of New Orleans, in consequence of low water. We were shifted on to several boats before we arrived at the mouth of the river Ohio. But we got but very little rest at night. As all were chained together night and day, it was impossible to sleep, being annoyed by the bustle and crowd of the passengers on board ; by the terrible thought that we were des- tined to be sold in market as sheep or oxen ; and 100 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. annoyed by the galling chains that cramped our wearied limbs, on the tedious voyage. But I had several opportunities to have run away from Gar- rison before we got to the mouth of the Ohio river. While they were shifting us from one boat to another my hands were some times loosed, until they got ua all on board — and I know that I should have broke away had it not been for the sake of my wife and child who was with me. I could see no chance to get them off, and I could not leave them in that con- dition — and Garrison v/as not so much ^aid of my running ai way from hinv while he heldojt'^o my family, for he knew from the great sacrilices which I had made to rescue them from slavery, that my attach- ment was too strong to rim off and leave them in his hands, while there was the least hope of ever getting them away with me. CHAPTER IX Our arrival and examination at Vicksburg. — An account of slave sales. — Cruel punishment with the paddle. — Attempts to sell myself by Garrison's direction. — Amusing interview with a slave buyer. — Deacon Whitfield's examination. — He purchases the famUy. — Character of the Deacon. When we arrived at the city of Vicksburg, he in- tended to sell a portion of his slaves there, and stopped for three weeks trying to sell. But he met with very poor success. We had there to pass through an examination or inspection by a city officer, whose business it was to inspect slave property that was brought to that market for sale. He examined our backs to see if we had been much scarred by the lash. He exam- ined our limbs, to see whether we were inferior.- As it is hard to tell the ages of slaves, they look In their mouths at their teeth, and prick up the skin on the back of their hands, and if the person is very far advanced in life, when ths skin is pricked up, the pucker will stand so many seconds on the back of the hand. But the most rigorous examinations of slaves by those slave inspectors, is on the mental capacity. If they are found to be very intelligent, this is pro- nounced the most objectionable of aH^ other quali- ties connected with the life of a slave In "act, it 102 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. undermines the whole fabric of his chattelhood ; it prepares for what slaveholders are pleased to pro- nounce the unpardonable sin when committed by a slave. It lays the foundation for running away, and going to Canada. They also see in it a love for freedom, patriotism, insurrection, bloodshed, and exterminating war against American slavery. Hence they are very careful to inquire whether a slave who is for sale can read or write. This ques- tion has been asked me often by slave traders, and cotton planters, while I was there for market. Af- ter conversing with me, they have sworn by their Maker, that they would not have me among their negroes ; and that they saw the devil in my eye ; I •would run away, &c. I have frequently been asked also, if I had ever run away ; but Garrison would generally answer this question for me in the negative. He could have sold my little family without any trouble, for the sum of one thousand dollars. But for fear he might not get me off at so great an advantage, as the people did not like my appearance, he could do better by selling us all together. They all wanted my wife, while but very few wanted me. He asked for me and my family twenty-five hundred dollars, but was not able to get us off at that price. He tried to speculate on my Christian character. He tried to make it appear that I was so pious and honest that I would not runaway for ill treatment ; which was a gross mistake, for I never had religion enough to keep me from running away from slavery in my life. NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 103 But we were ta.ken from Vicksburgh, to the city of New Orleans, were we w^ere to be sold at any rate. We were taken to a trader's 3-ard or a slave prison on the corner of St. Joseph street. This was a common resort for slave traders, and plant ers who wanted to buy slaves ; and all classes of slaves were kept there for sale, to be sold in pri vate or public — young or old, males or females, chil- dren or parents, husbands or wives. Every day at 10 o'clock they were exposed for sale. They had to be in trim for showing them- selves to the public for sale. Every one's head had to be combed, and their faces washed, and those who were inclined to look dark and rough, were com- pelled to wash in greasy dish water, in order to make them look slick and lively. When spectators would come in the yard, the slaves were ordered out to form a line. They were made to stand up straight, and look as sprightly as they could ; and when they were asked a question, they had to answer it as promptly as they could, and try to induce the spectators to buy them. If they failed to do this, they were severely paddled after the spectators were gone. The object for using the paddle in the place of a lash was, to con- ceal the marks which would be made by the flogging. And the object for flogging under such circumstances, is to make the slaves anxious to be sold. The paddle is made of a piece of hickory timber, about one inch thick, three inches in width, and about eighteen inches in length. The part which is applied to the flesh is bored full of quarter inch ,,.-j^^ ^ii..; -^^ m: mm m I NARRATIVE OFHENRY BTBB. 105 auger holes, and every time this is applied to the flesh of the victim, the blood gushes through the holes of the pa,ddle, or a blister makes its appear- ance. The persons who are thus flogged, are always stripped naked, and their hands tied together. They are then bent over double, their knees are forced be- tween their elbows, and a stick is put through be- tween the elbows and the bend of the legs, in order to hold the victim in that position, while the paddle is applied to those parts of the body which would not be so likely to be seen by those who wanted to buy slaves. (See on page 133.) ' I was kept in this prison for several months, and no one would buy me for fear I would run away. One day while I v/as in this prison, Garrison got mad with my wife, and took her ofl^ in one of the rooms, with his paddle in hand, swearing that he would paddle her ; and I could afford her no protec- tion at all, while the strong arm of the law, public opinion and custom, were all against me. I have often heard Garrison say, that he had rather paddle a female, than eat when he was hungry — that it was music for him to hear them scream, and too see their blood run. After the lapse of several months, he found that he could not dispose of my person to a good advan- tage, while he kept me in that prison confined among the other slaves. I do not speak with vanity when I say the contrast was so great between myself and ordinary slaves, from the fact that I had enjoyed superior advantages, to which I have already re- 106 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. ferred. They have their slaves classed off and numbered. Garrison came to me one day and informed me that I might go out through the city and find myself a master. I was to go to the Hotels, boarding houses, &c. — tell them that my wife was a good cook, wash-woman, &c., — and that I was a good dining room servant, carriage driver, or por- ter — and in this way I might find some gentleman who would buy us both ; and that this was the only hope of our being sold together. But before starting me out, he dressed me up in a suit of his old clothes, so as to make me look re- spectable, and I was so much better dressed than usual that I felt quite gay. He would not allow my wife to go out with me however, for fear we might get away. I was out every day for several weeks, three or four hours in each day, trying to find a new master, but without success. • Many of the old French inhabitants have taken slaves for their wives, in this city, and tlieir own children for their servants. Such commonly are called Creoles. They are better treated than other slaves, and I resembled this class in appearance so much that the French did not v/ant me. JMany of them set their mulatto ohildren free, and make slave- holders of them. At length one day I heard that there was a gen- tleman in t^^' city from the State of Tennessee, to buy slaves. He hid brought down two rafts of lum- ber for market, and I thought if I could get him to buy me with my family. ai;d take us to Tennessee, NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 107 from there, I would stand a better opportunity to run SLW3.J again and get to Canada, than I would from the extreme South. So I brushed up myself and walked down to the river's bank, where the man was pointed out to me standing on board of his raft, I approached him, and after passing the usual compliments I said : " Sir, I understand that you wish to purchase a Wjt of servants and I have called to know if it is o." He smiled and appeared to be much pleased at my visit on such laudable business, supposing me to be «, slave trader. He commenced rubbing his hands together^ and replied by sajdng : " Yes sir, I am glad to see you. It is a part of my business here to buy slaves, and if I could get you to take my lumber m part pay I should like to buy four or five of your slaves at any rate. What kind of slaves have you, sir ?" After I found that he took me to be a slave trader I knew that it would be of no use for me to tell him that I was myself a slave looking for a master, for he would have doubtless brought up the same ob- jection that others had brought up, — that I was too white ; and that they were afraid that I could read and write ; and would never serve as a slave, but run away. My reply to the question respecting the quality of my slaves was, that I did not think his lumber would suit me-— that I must have the cash for my negroes, and turned on my heel and left him ! I returned to the prison and informed my wife of 08 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. the fact that I had been taken to be a slaveholder. She thought that in addition to my light complexion my being dressed up in Garrison's old slave trading clothes might have caused the man to think that I was a slave trader, and she was afraid that we should yet be separated if I should not succeed in finding some body to buy us. Every day to us was a day of trouble, and every night brought new and fearful apprehensions that the golden link which binds together husband and wife might be broken by the heartless tyrant before the light of another day. Deep has been the anguish of my soul when look- ing over my little family during the silent hours of the night, knowing the great danger of our being sold off at auction the next day and parted forever. That this might not come to pass, many have been the tears and prayers which I have offered up to the God oT Israel that we might be preserved. While waiting here to be disposed of, I heard of one Francis Whitfield, a cotton planter, who want- ed to buy slaves. He was represented to be a very pious soul, being a deacon of a Baptist church. As the regulations, as v/ell as public opinion gener- ally, were against slaves meeting for religious wor ship, I thought it would give me a better opportuni ty to attend to my religious duties should I fall into the hands of this deacon. So I called on him and tried to show to the best advantage, for the purpose of inducing him to buy me and my family. When I approached him, I felt much pleased at his external appearance — I address- NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 109 ed him in the following words as well as I can re- member : " Sir, I understand you are desirous of purchas- ing slaves ?" With a very pleasant smile, he replied, " Yes, I do want to buy some, are you for sale ?" " Yes sir, with my wife and one child." Garrison had given me a note to show wherever I went, that I was for sale, speaking of my wife and child, giving us a very good character of course — and I handed him the note. After reading it over he remarked, " I have a few questions to ask you, and if you will tell me the truth like a good boy, perhaps I may buy you with your family. In the first place, my boy, you are a little too near white. I want you to tell me now whether you can read or write ?" My reply was in the negative. *' Now I want you to tell me whether you have run away ? Don't tell me no stories now, like a good fellow, and perhaps I may buy you." But as I was not under oath to tell him the whole truth, I only gave him a part of it, by telling him that I had run away once. He appeared to be pleased at that, but cautioned me to tell him the truth, and asked me how long I stayed away, when I run off ? I told him that I was gone a month. He assented to this by a bow of his head, and making a long grunt saying, " That's right, tell me the truth like a good boy." The whole truth was that I had been off in the 110 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. state of Ohio, and other free states, and even to Canada ; besides this I was notorious for running away, from my boyhood. I never told him that I had been a runaway longer than one month — neither did I tell him that I had not run away more than once in my life ; for these questions he never asked me. I afterwards found him to be one of the basest hypocrites that I ever saw. He looked like a saint — talked like the best of slave holding Christians, and acted at home like the devil. When he saw my wife and child, he concluded to buy us. He paid for me twelve hundred dollars, and one thousand for my wife and child. He also bought several other slaves at the same time, and took home with him. His residence was in the par- ish of Claiborn, fifty miles up from the mouth of Eed River. When we arrived there, we found his slaves poor, ragged, stupid, and half-starved. The food he allow- ed them per week, was one peck of corn for each grown person, one pound of pork, and sometimes a quart of molasses. This was all that they were al- lowed, and if they got more they stole it. He had one of the most cruel overseers to be found in that section of country. He weighed and measured out to them, their week's allowance of food every Sabbath morning. The overseer's horn was sounded two hours before daylight for them in the morning, in order that they should be ready for work before daylight. They were worked from day- light until after dark, without stopping but one half NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. Ill hour to eat or rest, which was at noon. And at the " busy season of the year, they were compelled to work just as hard on the Sabbath, as on any other day. CHAPTER X. Cruel treatment on Whitfield's farm — Exposure of the children — Mode' of extorting extra labor — Neglect of the sick — Strange medicine used — Death of our second child. My first impressions when I arrived on the Dea- con's farm, were that he was far more like what the people call the devil, than he was like a deacon. Not many days after my arrival there, I heard the Deacon tell one-ofthe slave girls, that he had bought her for a wife .br his boy Stephen, which office he compelled her fully to perform against her will. This he enforced by a threat. At lirst the poor girl neglected to do this, having no sort of affection for the man — but she was finally forced to it by an application of the driver's lash, as threatened by the Deacon. The next thing I observed was that he made the slave driver strip his own wife, and flog her for not doing just as her master had ordered. He had a white overseer, and a colored man for a driver, whose business it was to watch and drive the slaves in the field, and do the flogging according to the or- ders of the overseer. Next a mulatto girl who waited about the house, on her mistress, displeased her, for which the Dea- con stripped and tied her up. He then handed me the lash and ordered me to put it on — but 1 told ■.^ JL -LAW, ^ .-.^ aone the like, and hoped he Wuu-.. ^t compel me to do it. He then informed me that was to be Jiis overseer, and that he had bought me or that purpose. He was paying a man eight hun- dred dollars a year to oversee, an'd he believed I was competent to do the same business, and if I would do it up right he would put nothing harder on me to do ; and if J knew not how to flog a slave, he would set me an example by which I might be gov- erned. He then commenced on this poor girl, and gave her two hundred lashes before he had her untied. After giving her fifty lashes, he stopped and lec- tured her a while, asking her if she thought that she*could obey her mistress, &c. She promised to do all in her power to please him and hor mistress, if he would have mercy on her. But this plea was all vain. He commenced on her again ; and this flogging was carried on in t'b'^> most inhuman manner until she had received twf^ .hundred stripes on her naked quivering flesh, tieo up and exposed to the 114 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. public gaze of all. And this was the example that I was to copy after. He then compelled me to wash her back off with strong salt brine, before she was untied, which was so revolting to my feelings, that I could not refrain from shedding tears. For some cause he never called on me again to flog a slave. I presume he saw that I was not savage enough. The above were about the flrs^. items of the Deacon's conduct which struck me with pecu- liar disgust. After having enjoyed the blessings of civil and religious liberty for a season, to be dragged into that horrible place with my family, to linger out my existence without the aid of religious societies, or the light of revelation, was more than I could endure. I really felt as if I had got into one of the darkest corners of the earth. I thought I was almost out of humanity's reach, and should never again have the pleasure of hearing the gospel sound, as I could see no way by which I could extricate myself; yet I never omitted to pray for deliver ance. I had faith to believe that the Lord could see our wrongs and hear our cries. I was not used quite as bad as the regular field hands, as the greater part of my time was spent working about the house ; and my wife was the cook. This country was full of pine timber, and every slave had to prepare a light wood torch, over night, made of pine knots, to meet the overseer with, be- fore daylight in the morning. Each person had to NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 115 h\x^e. his tcrch lit, and come with it in his hanrl to iYe gin house, before the overseer and driver, so as t(j le ready to ^o to the cotton tidd by the time they ^ould see to pick oiit cotton. These lights looketJ ieautiful at a distance. The object of blowing the horn for them two hours before day, was, that they should get theirbite to eat, belore they went to the field, that they need not stop to eat but once during the day. Another object was, to do up their flogging which had been omitted over night. I have often heard the sound of the slave driver's lash on the backs, of the slaves, and their heart-rending shrieks, v/hich were enough to melt the heart of humanity, even among the most barbarous nations of the earth. But the Deacon would keep no overseer on his plantation, who neglected to perform this every morning. I have heard him say that he was no better pleased than when he could hear the over- seer's loud complaining voice, long before daylight in the morning, and the sound of the driver's lash among the toiling slaves. 1.16 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. This was a very warm climate, abounding with musquitoes, galinippers and other insects which were exceedingly annoying to the poor slaves by night and day, at their quarters and in the field. But more especially to their helpless little children, which they had to carry with them to the cotton fields, where they had to set on the damp ground alone from morning till night, exposed to the scorching rays of the sun, liable to be bitten by poisonous rBittle snakes which are plenty in that section of the count I'y, or to be devoured by large alligators, which are often seen creeping through the cotton fields going from swamp to swamp seeking their prey. The cotton planters generally, never allow a slave mother time to go to the house, or quarter during the day to nurse her child ; hence they have to carry them to the cotton fields and tie them in the shade of a tree, or in clusters of high weeds about in the fields, where they can go to them at noon, when they are allowed to stop work for one half hour. This is the reason why so very few slave children are raised on these cotton plantations, the mothers have no time to take care of them — and they are often found dead in the field and in the quarter for want of the care of their mothers. But I never was eye witness to a case of this kind, but have heard many narrated by my slave brothers and sisters, some of which occurred on the deacon's plantation. Their plan of getting large quantities of cotton picked is not only to extort it from them by th« NARRATIVE OP HENR¥- BIBB. Ij7 lasli, but hold out an inducement and deceive them by giving small prizes. For example ; the overseer will offer something worth one or two dollars to any slave who will pick out the most cotton in one day ; dividing the hands off in three classes a,nd offer- ing a prize to the one who will pick out the most cotton in each of the classes. By this means they are all interested in trying to get the prize. After making them try it over several times and weighing what cotton they pick every night, the overseer can tell just how much every hand can pick. He then gives the present to those that pick the most cotton, and then if they do not pick just as much afterward they are flogged. I have known the slaves to be so much fatigued from labor that they could scarcely get to their lodging places from the field at night. And then they would have to prepare something to eat before they could lie down to rest. Their corn they had to grind on a hand mill for bread stuff, or pound it in a mortar ; and by the time they would get their suppers it would be midnight; then they would herd down all together and take but two or three hours rest, before the overseer's horn called them up again to prepare for the field. At the time of sickness among slaves they had but very little attention. The master was to be the judge of their sickness, but never had studied the medical profession. He always pronounced a slave who said he was sick, a liar and a hypocrite ; said there was nothing the matter, and he only wanted to keep from work. 118 NARRA"^IVE OP HENRY BIBB. His remedy was most generally strong red pepper tea, boiled till it was red. He would make thora drink a pint cup full of it at one dose. If he should not get better very soon after it, the dose was re- peated. If that should not accomplish the object for which it was given, or have the desired effect, a pot or kettle was then put over the fire with a large quantity of chimney soot, which was boiled down until it was as strong as the juice of tobacco, and the poor sick slave was compelled to drink a quart of it. This would operate on the system like salts, or castor oil. But if the slave should not be very ill, he would rather work as long as he could stand up, than to take this dreadful medicine. If it should be a very valuable slave, sometimes a physician was sent for and something done to save him. But no special aid is afforded the suffering slave even in the last trying hour, when he is called to grapple with the grim monster death. He has no Bible, no family altar, no minister to addresa to him the consolations of the gospel, before he launch- es into the spirit world. As to the burial of slaves, but very littlemore care is taken of their dead bodies than if they were dumb beasts. My wife was very sick while v/e were both living with the Deacon. We expected everyday would be her last. While she was sick, we lost our second child, and I was compelled to dig my own child's grave and bury it myself without even a box to put it in. CHAPTER XI 1 attend a prayer meeting. — Funisliment therefor threatened. — I attempt to escape alone. — My return to take my family. — Our sufferings. — Dreadful attack of wolves. — Our recap- ture. Some months after Malinda had recovered from her sickness, I got permission from the Deacon, on one Sabbath day, to attend a prayer meeting, on a neighboring plantation, with a few old superanuated slaves, although this was contrary to the custom of the country — for slaves were not allowed to assem- ble for religious worship. Being more numerous than the whites there was fear of rebellion, and the overpowering of their oppressors in order to obtain freedom. But this gentleman on whose plantation I attend- ed the meeting was not a Deacon nor a professor of religion. He was not afraid of a few old Chris- tian slaves rising up to kill their master because he allowed them to worship God on the Sabbath da}'. We had a very good meeting, although our exer- cises were not conducted in accordance with an en- lightened Christianity ; for we had no Bible — no in" telligent leader — but a conscience, prompted by our own reason, constrained us to worship God the Creatoi- of all tlungs. When I roturned home from meeting I told the 120 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. other slaves what a good time we had at our meef • ing, and requested them to go with me to meeting there on the next Sabbath. As no slave was allowed to go from the plantation on a visit without a writ- ten pass from his master, on the next ' Sabbath several of us went to the Deacon, to get permission to attend that prayer meeting ; but he refused to let any go. I thought I would slip oif and attend the meeting and get back before he would miss me, and would not know that I had been to the meeting. When I returned home from the meeting as I ap- proached the house I saw Malinda, standing out at the fence looking in the direction in which I was ex- pected to return. She hailed my approa,ch, not with joy, but with grief. She was weeping under great distress of mind, btit it was hard forme to extort from her the reason why she v/ept. She finally in- formed me that her master had found out that I had violated his law, and I should suffer the penalty, which was five hundred lashes, on my naked back. I asked her how he knew that I had gone ? She said I had not long been gone before he called for me and I was not to be found. He then sent the overseer on horseback to the place where we were to meet to see if I was there. But when the over- seer got to the place, the meeting was over and I had gone back home, but had gone a nearer route through the woods and the overseer happened not to meet me. He heard that I had been there and hurried back home before me and told the Deacon, who ordered him to take me on the next morning, strip off my clothes, drive down four stakes in th© NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 121 ground and fasten my limbs to them ; then strik® me five hundred lashes for going to the i^rayer meet- ing. This was what distressed my poor companion. She thought it was more than I could bear, and that it would be the death of me. I concluded then to run away — but she thought they would catch me with the blood hounds by their taking my track. But to avoid them I thought I would ride off on one of the Deacon's mules. She thought if I did, they would sell me. " No matter, I will try it," said I, " let the con- sequences be what they may. The matter can be no worse than it now is.-' So I tackled up the Deacon's best mule with his saddle, &c., and start- ed that night and went off eight or ten miles from hom&. But I found the mule to be rather trouble- some, and was like to betray me by braying, especially when he would see cattle-, horses, or any thing of the kind in the woods. The second night from home I camped in a cane break down in the Red river swamp not a great way off from the road, perhaps not twenty rods, ex- posed to wild ferocious beasts which v/ere numer- ous in that section of country. On that night about the middle of the night .the mule heard the sound of horses feet on the road, and he commenced stamp- ing and trying to break away. As the horses seeaated to come nearer, the mule commenced, trying to bray, and it was all that I could do to prevent him from making a loud bray there in the woods, which would have betrayed me. ^ I supposed that it was the overseer out with the 122 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. dogs looking for me, and I found afterwards that I was not mistaken. As soon as the people had passed by, 1 mounted the mule and took him home to pre- vent his betraying me. When I got near by homo I stripped off the tackling and turned the mule loose. I then slipt up to the cabin wherein my wife laid and found her awake, much distressed about me. She informed me that they were then out looking for me, and that the Deacon was bent on flogging me nearly to death, and then selling me off from my family. This was truly heart-rending to my poor wife ; the thought of our being torn apart in a strange land after having been sold away from all her friends and relations, was more than she could bear. The Deacon had declared that I should not only suffer for the crime of attending a prayer meeting without his permission, and for running away, but for the awful crime of stealing a jackass, which was death by the law when committed by a negro. But I well knew that I was regarded as property, and so was the ass ; and I thought if one piece of property took off another, there could be no law violated in the act ; no more sin committed in this than if one jackass had rode off another. But after consultation with my wife I concluded' to take her and my little daughter with me and they would be guilty of the same crime that I vv^as, so far as running away was concerned ; and if the Deacon ,sold one he might sell us all, and perhaps to the same person. So we started off with our child that night, and NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 123 made our way down to the Red river swamps among the buzzing insects and wild beasts of the forest. We wandered about in the wilderness for eight or ten days before we were apprehended, striving to make our way from slavery ; but it was all in vain. Our food was parched corn, with wild fruit such as pawpaws, percimmons, grapes, &c. We did at one time chance to find a sweet potato patch where .we got a few potatoes ; but most of the time, while we were out, we were lost. We wanted to cross the Red river but could find no conveyance to cross in. I recollect one day of finding a crooked trco which bent over the river or over one fork of the river, where it was divided by an island. I should think that the tree v/as at least twenty feet from the surface of the water. I picked up my little child, and my wife followed me, saying, " if we perish let us all perish together in the stream." We succeeded in crossing over. I often look back to that danger- ous event even now with astonishment, and wonder how I could have run such a risk. What would in- duce me to run the same risk now ? What could induce me now to leave home and friends and go to the wild forest and lay out on the cold ground night after night without covering, and live on parched corn ? What would induce me to take my family and go into the Red river swamps of Louisiana among the snakes and alligators, with all the liabilities of being destroyed by them, hunted down with blood hoimds, or lay myself liable to be shot down like the wild .124 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. beasts of the forest ? Nothing I say, nothing but the strongest love of liberty, humanity, and justice to myself and family, would induce me to run such a risk again. When we crossed over on the tree we supposed that we had crossed over the main body of the river, but we had not proceeded far on our journey before we, found that we were on an Island surrounded by water on either side. We made our bed that night in a pile of dry leaves which had fallen from off the trees. We were much rest-broken, wearied from hunger and travelling through briers, swamps and cane-brakes — consequently we soon fell asleep after lying down. About the dead hour of the night I was aroused by the awful howling of a gang of blood- thirsty wolves, which had found us out and sur- rounded us as their prey, there in tlie dark wilder- ness many miles from any house or settlement. My dear little child was so dreadfully alarmed that she screamed loudly with fear — my wife trem- bling like a leaf on a tree, at the thought of being devoured there in the wilderness by ferocious wolves. The wolves kept howling, and were near enough for us to see their glaring eyes, and hear their chattering teeth. I then thought that the hour of death for us was at hand; that we should not live to see the light of another day ; for there was no way for our escape. My little family were looking up to me for protection, but I could afford them none. A.nd while I was offering up my prayers to that Goa who never forsakes those in the hour of 126 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. danger who trust in him, I thought of Deacon Whitfield ; I thought of his profession, and doubted his piety. I thought of his hand-cuifs, of his whips, of his chains, of his stocks, of his thumb- screws, of his slave driver and overseer, and of his religion ; I also thought of his opposition to prayer meetings, and of his five hundred lashes promised me for at- tending a prayer meeting. I thought of God, I thought of the devil, I thought of hell ; and I thought of heaven, and wondered wiiether I should ever see the Deacon there. And I calculated that if heaven was made up of such Deacons, or such persons, it could not be filled with love to all mankind, and with glory and eternal happiness, as we know it is from the truth of the Bible. The reader may perhaps think me tedious on this topic, but indeed it is one of so much interest to mei that I find myself entirely unable to describe what my own feelings were at that time. I was so much excited by the fierce howling of the savage wolves, and the frightful screams of my little famil}^ that I thought of the future ; I thought of the past ; I thought the time of my departure had come at last. My impression is, that all these thouglits and thousands of others, flashed through my mind, while I was surrounded by those wolves. But it seemed to be the will of a merciful providence, that our lives should be sparred, and that we should not be destroyed by them. I had no weapon of defence bui a long bowie knife which I had slipped from the Deacon. It was a very splendid blade, about two feet in length, and NARRATIVE OF HENRY EIBB. 127 about two inches in width. This used to be a part of his armor of defence while walking about the plantation among his slaves. The plan which I took to expel the wolves Vv^as a very dangerous one, but it proved effectual. While they were advancing to me, prancing and accumulating in number, apparently of all sizes and grades, who had come to the feast, I thought just at this time, that there was no alternative left but for me to make a charge with my bowie knife. I well knew from the action of the wolves, that if I made no farther resistance, they would soon destroy us, and if I made a break at them, the matter could be no worse. I thought if I must die, I would die striving to protect my little family from destruction, die striving to escape from slavery. My wife took a club in one hand, and her child in the other, while I rushed forth with my bowie knife in hand, to fight oif the savage wolves. I made one desperate charge at them, and at the same time making a loud yell at the top of my voice, that caused them to retreat and scatter, which was equivalent to a victory on our part. Our prayers were answered, and our lives spared through the night. We slept no more that night, and the next morning there were no wolves to be seen or heard, and we resolved not to stay on that island another night. We travelled up and down the river side trying to find a place where we could cross. Finally we found a lot of drift wood clogged together, extend- ing across the stream at a narrow place in the river, upon which we crossed over. But we had 128 NARllATIVE OF IJENRY BIBB. not 3^et sunnoimtcd our greatest difficulty. We had to meet one which was far more formidable than the first. Not m.any days afrer I had to face the Deacon. We had been wandering about through the cane brakes, bushes, and briers, for several . days, when we heard the yelping of blood hounds, a great way off, but they seemed to come nearer and nearer to us. "We thought after awhile that they muist be on our track ; we listened attentively at the approach. We knew it was no use for us to undertake to escape from them, and as they drew nigh, we heard the voice of a man hissing on the dogs. After awhile we saw the hounds "Coming in full speed on our track, and the soul drivers close after tliem on horse back, j'elling like tigers, as they came in sis'ht. The slirill yelling of the savage blood hounas as they drew nigh made the woods echo. The first impulse was to'run to escape the ap- proaching danger of ferocious dogs, and blood thirsty shive hunters, who were so rapidly approaching me with loaded muskets and bowie knives, with a determination to kill or capture me and my fam- ily. I started to run with my little daughter iu my arms., but stumbled and fell down and scratched tiie arm of little Frances with a brier, so that it bled very much ; but the dear child never cried, for she seemed to know the danger to wliich we wore eYposed. But v/e soon found that it was no use for us to run. The dogs were soon at our heels, and we were .■r;;n-!iclli d !-.> stnr-!. rir h.- t r-.\ t:, r Icf,'^ bv flu^m. WlMf, p/ mm'^'^H'T' ' 130 NARRATIVE (F FIKKRY EISS. By this time, the soul drivers came charging up on their horses, commanding us to stand still or they would shoot us down. Of course I surrendered up for the sake of my family. The most abusive terms to be found in the English language, were poured forth on us with bitter oaths. They tied my hands behind me, and drove us home before them, to suffer the penalty of a slaveholder's broken law. As we drew nigh the plantation my heart grew faint. I was aware that we should have to suffer almost death for running off. I was filled with dreadful apprehensions at the thought of meeting a professed follower of Christ, whom I knew to be a hypocrite ! No tongue, no pen can evei describe whftt my feelings were at that time. CHAPTER XII My sad condition before "Whitfield. — My terrible punisliment.— Incidents of a former attempt to escape. — Jack at a farm house. — Six pigs and a turkey. — Our surprise and arrest. The reader may perhaps imagine wiiat must have been my feelings when I found myself surrounded on the island with my little family, at midnight, by a gang of savage wolves. This was one of those try- ing emergencies in my life when there was apparently but one step between us and the grave. But I had no cords wra,pped about my limbs to prevent my struggling against the impending danger to which I was then exposed. I was not denied the consola- tion of resisting in self defence, as was now the case. There was no Deacon standing before me,- with a loaded rifle, swearing that I should submit to the torturing lash, or be shot down like a dumb beast. I felt that my chance was by far better among the howling wolves in the Red river swamp, than before Deacon Whitfield, on the cotton plantation. I was brought before him as a criminal before a bar, with- out counsel, to be tried and condemned by a tyrant's law. My arms were bound with a cord, my spirit broken, and my little family standing by weeping. 132 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. I was not allowed to plead my own cause, and there was no one to utter a word in my behalf. He ordered that the field hands should be called together to witness my punishment, that it might serve as a caution to them never to attend a prayer meeting, or runaway as I had, lest they should re- ceive the same punishment. At the sound of the overseer's horn, all the slaves came forward and witnessed my punishment. My clothing was stripped off and I was compelled U lie down on the ground with my face to the earth Four stakes were driven in the ground, to which my hands and feet were tied. Then the overseei stood over me with the lash and laid it on accord ing to the Deacon's order. Fifty lashes were laid on before stopping. I wiis then lectured with reference to my going to prayer meeting without his orders, ai]d running away to escape flogging. While I suffered under this dreadful torture, I prayed, and wept, and implored mercy at the hand of slavery, but found none. After I was marked ft'om my neck to my heels, the Deacon took the gory lash, and said he thought there was a spot on my back yet where he could put in afewmore. He wanted to give me something to remember him by, he said. After I was flogged almost to death in this way, a paddle was brought forward and eight or ten blows given me with it, which was by far worse tban the lash. My wounds were then washed with salt brine, after which I was let up. A description of such paddles I have already given in another page. I 134 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB, was SO badly punished that I was not able to work for several days. After being flogged as described, they took me off several miles to a shop and had a heavy iron collar riveted on my neck with prongs ex- tending above my head, on the end of which there was a small bell. I was not able to reach the bell with my hand. This heavy load of iron I was com* pelled to wear for six weeks. I never was allowed to lie in the same house with my family again while I was the slave of Whitfield. I either had to sleep with my feet in the stocks, or be chained with a large log chain to a log over night, with no bed or bedding to rest my wearied limbs on, after toiling all day in the cotton field. I suffered almost death Avliile kept in this confinement ; and he had ordered the overseer never to let me loose again ; saying that I thought of getting free by running off, but no negro should ever get away from him alive. I have omitted to state that this was the second time I had run away from him ; while I was gone the first time, he extorted from my wife the fact that- I had been in the habit of running away, before we left Kentucky ; that I had been to Canada, and that I was trying to learn the art of reading and writing. All this was against me. It is true that I was striving to learn myself to write. I was a kind of a house servant and was frequently sent off on errands, but never without a written pass ; and on Sundays I have sometimes got permission to visit our neighbor's slaves, and I have often tried to write myself a pass. Whenever I got hold of an old letter that had NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 135 been thrown away, or a piece of white paper, I would save it to write on. I have often gone off in the woods and spent the greater part of the day alone, trying to learn to write myself a pass, by writing on the backs of old letters ; copying after the pass that had been written by Whitfield ; by so doing I got the use of the pen and could form letters as well as I can now, but knew not what they were. The Deacon had an old slave by the name of Jack whom he bought about the time that he bought me. Jack was born in the State of Virginia. He' had some idea of freedom ; had often run away, but was very ignorant ; knew not where to go for refuge ; but understood all about providing something to eat when unjustly deprived of it. So for ill" treatment, we concluded to take a tramp together. I was to be the pilot, while Jack was to carry the baggage and keep us in provisions. Be- fore we started, I managed to get hold of a suit of clothes the Deacon possessed, with his gun, ammu- nition and bowie knife. We also procured a blank- et, a joint of meat, and some bread. We started in a northern direction, being bound for the city of Little Rock, State of Arkansas. We travelled by night and laid by in the day, being guid- ed by the unchangeable North Star ; but at length, our provisions gave out, and it was Jack's place to get more. We came in sight of a large plantation 6ne morning, where we saw people of color, and Jack said he could get something there, among the slaves, that night, for us to eat. So we concealed 136 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. ourselves, in sight of this plantation until about bed time, when we saw the lights extinguished. During the day we saw a female slave passing from the dwelling house to the kitchen as if she was the cook ; the house being about three rods from the landlord's dwelling. After we supposed the whites were all asleep, Jack slipped up softly to the kitchen to try his luck with the cook, to see if he could get any thing from her to eat. I would remark that the domestic slaves are often found to be traitors to their own people, for the purpose of gaining favor with their masters ; and they are encouraged and trained up by them to report every plot they know of being formed about stealing any thing, or running away, or any thing of the kind ; and for which they are paid. This is one of the principal causes of the slaves being di- vided among themselves, and without which they could not be held in bondage one year, and perhaps not half that time. I now proceed to describe the unsuccessful at- tempt of poor Jack to obtain something from the female slave to satisfy hunger. The planter's house was situated on an elevated spot on the side of a hill. The fencing about the house and garden was very crookedly laid up with rails. The night was rather dark and rainy, and Jack left me with the understanding that I was to stay at a certain place until he returned. I cautioned him before he left me to be very careful — and after he started, I left the place where he was to find me when he re- turned, for fear something might happen which might NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 137 lead to my detection, should I remain at that spot. So I left it and went off where I could see the house, and that place too. Jack had not long been gone, before I heard a great noise ; a man, crying out with a loud voice, " Catch him ! Catch him !" and hissing the dogs on, and they were close after Jack. The next thing I saw, was Jack runiiing for life, and an old white man after him, with a gun, and his dogs. The fence be- ing on sidling ground, and wet with the rain, when Jack run against it he knocked down several pannels of it and fell, tumbling over and over to the foot of the hill ; but soon recovered and ran to where he had left me ; but I was gone. The dogs were still after him. There happened to be quite a thicket of small oak shrubs and bushes in the direction he ran. I think he might have been heard running and strad- dling bushes a quarter of a mile ! The poor fellow hurt himself considerably in. straddling over bushes in that way, in making his escape. Finally the dogs relaxed their chase and poor Jack and myself again met in the thick forest. He 'said when he rapped on the cook-house door, the colored woman came to the door. He asked her if she would let him have a bite of bread if she had it, that he was a poor hungry absconding slave. But she made no reply to what he said but immediately sounded the alarm by calling loudly after her mas- ter, saying, " here is a runaway negro !" Jack said that he was going to knock her down but her mas- 138 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. ter was out within one moment, and he had to run for his life. As soon as we got our eyes fixed on the North Star again, we started on our way. We travelled on a few miles and came to another large plantation, where Jack was determined to get something to eat. He left me at a certain place while he went up to the house to find something if possible. He was gone some time before he returned, but when I saw him coming, he appeared to be very heavy loaded with a bag of something. We walked oil* pretty fast until we got some distance in the woods. Jack then stopped and opened his bag in which he had six small pigs. I asked him how he got them without making any noise ; and he said that he found a bed of hogs, in which there were the pigs with their mother. While the pigs were sucking he crawled up to them without being dis- covered by the sow, and took them by their necks one after another, and choked them to death, and slipped them into his bag ! We intended to travel on all that night and lay by the next day in the forest and cook up our pigs. We fell into a large road leading on the diree- tion which we v/ere travelling, and had not proceed- ed over three miles before I found a white hat lying in the road before me. Jack being a little behind me I stopped until he came up, and showed it to him. He picked it up. We looked a few steps farther and sav/ a man lying by the way, either asleep or intoxicated, as we supposed. I told Jack not to take the hat, but he would not NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 139 obey me. He had only a piece of a hat himself, which he left in exchange for the other. We travelled on about five miles farther, and in passing a house discovered a large turkey sitting on the fence, which temptation was greater than Jack could resist. Notwithstanding he had six very nice fat little pigs on his back, he stepped up and took the turkey off the fence. By this time it was getting near day-light and we left the road and went off a mile or so among the hills of the forest, where we struck camp for the day. We then picked our turkey, dressed our pigs, and cooked two of them. We got the hair off by singeing them over the fire, and after we had eaten all we wanted, one of us slept while the other watch- ed. We had flint, punk, and powder to strike fire with. A little after dark the next night, we started on our way. But about ten o'clock that night just as we were , passing through a thick skirt of woods, five men sprang out before us with fire-arms, swearing if we moved another step, they would shoot us down ; and each man having his gun drawn up for shooting we had no chance to make any defence, and surren dered sooner than run the risk of being killed. They had been lying in wait for us there, for several hours. They had seen a reward out, for notices were put up in the most public places, that fifty dollars would be paid for me, dead or alive, if I should not return home within so many days. And the reader will remember that neither Jack nor myself was able to read the advertisement. It was 140 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. of very little consequence with the slave catchers, whether they killed us or took us alive, for the re- ward was the same to them. After we were taken and tied, one of the men de- clared to me that he would have shot me dead just as sure as he lived, if I had moved one step after they commanded us to stop. He had his gun level- led at my breast, already cocked, and his finger on the trigger. The way they came to find us out was from the circumstance of Jack's taking tlie man's hat in connection with tlie advertisement. The man whose hat was taken was drunk ; and the next mortiing when he came to look for his hat it was gone and Jack's old hat lying in the place of ii:; and in looking round he saw the tracks of two per- sons in the dust, who had passed during the night, and one of them having but three toes on one foot. He followed these tracks until they came to a large mud pond, in a lane on one side of which a person might pass dry shod ; but the man with three toes on one foot had plunged through the mud. This led the man to think there must be runaway slaves, X.. NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 141 and from out of that neighborhood ; for all persons in that settlement knew which side of that mud hole to go. He then got others to go with him, and they followed us until our track left the road. They supposed that we had gone off in the woods to lay by until night, after which we should pursue our course. After we were captured they took us off several miles to where one of them lived, and kept us over night. One of our pigs was cooked for us to eat that night ; and the turkey the next morning. But we were both tied that night with our hands behind us, and our feet were also tied. The doors were lock- ed, and a bedstead was set against the front door, and two men slept in it to prevent our getting out in the night. They said that they knew how to catch runaway negroes, and how to keep them after they were caught. They remarked that after they found we had stopped to lay by until night, and they saw from our tracks what direction we were travelling, they went about ten miles on that direction, and hid by the road side until we came up that night. That night after all had got fast to sleep, I thought I would try to get out, and I should have succeeded, if I could have moved the bed from the door. I managed to untie myself and crawled under the bed which was placed at the door, and strove to remove it, but in so doing I awakened the men and they got up and confined me again, and watched me until day light, each with a gun in hand. The next morning they started with us back to 142 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. Deacon Whitfield's plantation ; but when they got within ten miles of where he lived they stopped at a public house to stay over night ; and who should we meet there but the Deacon, who was then out looking for me. The reader may well imagine how I felt to meet "him. I had almost as soon come in contact with Satan himself. He had two long poles or sticks of wood brought in to confine us to. I was compelled to lie on my back across one of those sticks with my arms out, and have them lashed fast to the log with a cord. My feet were also tied to the other, and there I had to lie all that night with my back across this stick of wood, and my feet and hands tied. I suffered that night under the most excru- ciating pain. From the tight binding of the cord the circulation of the blood in my arms and feet was almost entirely stopped. If the night had been much longer I must have died in that confinement. The next morning we were taken back to the Deacon's farm, and both flogged for going off, and set to work. But there was some allowance made for me on account of my being young. They said that they knew old Jack had pursuaded me off, or I never would have gone. And the Deacon's wife begged that I might be favored some, for that time, as Jack had influenced me, so as to bring up my old habits of running away that I had entirely given up. CHAPTER XIII. I am sold to gamblers. They try to purchase my family.— Our parting scene. — My good usage. — I am sold to an Indian. — His confidence in my integrity manifested. The reader will remember that this brings me back to the time the Deacon had ordered me to be kept in confinement until he got a chance to sell me, and that no negro should ever get away from him and live. Some days after this we were all out at the gin house ginning cotton, which was situated on the road side, and there came along a company of men, fifteen or twenty in number, who were Southern sportsmen. Their attention was attract- ed by the load of iron which was fastened about my neck with a bell attached. They stopped and asked the Deacon what that bell was put on my neck for ? and he said it was to keep me from running away, &c. They remarked that I looked as if I might be a smart negro, and asked if he wanted to sell me. The reply was, yes. They then got off their horses and struck a bargain with him for me. They bought me at a reduced price for speculation. After they had purchased me, I asked the privi- lege of going to the house to take leave of my family before I left, which was granted by the sportsmen. But the Deacon said I should never again step my 144 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. foot inside of his yard ; and advised the sportsmen not to take the irons from my neck until they had sold me ; that if they gave me tlie least chance 1 would run away from them, as I did from him. So I was compelled to mount a horse and go off with them as I supposed, never again to meet my family in this life. We had not proceeded far before they informed me that they had bought me to sell again, and if they kept the irons on me it would be detrimental to the sale, and that they would therefore take off the irons and dress me up like a man, and throw away the old rubbish which I then had on ; and they would sell me to some one who would treat me better than Deacon Whitfield. After they had cut off the irons and dressed me up, they crossed over Red River into Texas, where they spent some time horse racing and gambling ; and although they were wick- ed black legs of the basest character, it is but due to them to say, that they used me far better than ever the Deacon did. They gave me plenty to eat and put nothing hard on me to do. They expressed muph sympathy for me in my bereavement ; and almost every day they gave me money more or less, and by my activity in waiting on them, and upright conduct, I got into the good graces of them all, but they could not get any person to buy me on account of the amount of intelligence which they supposed me ^ ) have ; for many of them thought that I could read and write. When they left Texas, they intend- ed to go to the Indian Territory west of the Missis- sippi, to attend a great horse race which was t^ NARRATIVE OP HENRY BlBB. 145 take place. Not being much out of their way to go past Deacon Whitfield's again, I prevailed on them to call on him for the purpose of trying to purchase my wife and child ; and I promised them that if they would buy my wife and child, I would get some per* son to purchase us from them. So they tried to grant my request by calling on the Deacon, and trying to make the purchase. As we approached the Deacon's plantation, my heart was filled with a thousand painful and fearful apprehensions. I had the fullest confidence in the blacklegs with whom I travelled, believing that they would do according to promise, and go to the fullest extent of their ability to restore peace and consolation to a bereav- ed family — to re- unite husband and wife, parent and child, who had long been severed by slavery through the agency of Deacon Whitfield. But I knew his determination in relation to myself, and I feared his wicked opposition to a i^estoration of myself and little family, which he had divided, and soon found that my fears were not without foundation. When we rode up and walked into his yard, the Deacon came out and spoke to all but myself; and not finding me in tattered rags as a substitute for clothes, nor having an iron collar or bell about my neck, as was the case when he sold me, he appeared to be much displeased. "What did you bring that negro back here for ?" said he. " We have, come to try to buy his wife and child ; for we can find no one who is willing to buy him 6 146 NARRATIVE or HENRY BIBB. alone ; and we will either buy or sell so that the family may be together," said they. While this conversation was going on, my poor bereaved wife, who never expected to see me again in this life, spied me and came rushing to me through the crowd, throwing her arms about my neck ex- claiming in the most sympathetic tones, " Oh ! my dear husband ! I never expected to see you again !'* The poor woman was bathed with tears of sorrow and grief. But no sooner had she reached me, than the Deacon peremptorily commanded her to go to her work. This she did not ^bey, but prayed that her master would not separate us again, as she was there alone, far from- friends and relations whom she should never meet again. And now to take away her husband, her last af^xl only true friend, would be like taking her life ! But such appeals made no iirpression on the un- feeling Deacon's heart. While he was storming with abusive language, and even using the gory lash with hellish vengeance to separate husband and wife, I could see the sympatl etic tear-drop, stealing its way down the cheek of the profligate and black-leg, whose object it now was to bind up the broken heart of a wife, and restore to the arms of a ber-*^ved huS' band, his companion. They were disgusted at the conduct of Whitfield and cried out shame, even in his presence. They told him that they would give a thousand dollars for my wife and child, or any thing in reason. But no ! he would sooner see me to the devil than in- dulge or gratify me after my having run away from NARRATIVE OF HENRV EIRE. 147 him ; and if they did not remove me from his presence very soon, he said he should make them suffer for it. But all this, and even the gory lash had yet failed to break the grasp of poor Malinda, whose prospect of connubial, social, and future happiness was all at stake. When the dear woman saw there was no help for us, and that we should soon be separated forever, in the name of Deacon Whitfield, and Amer- ican slavery to meet no more as husband and wife, parent andchild--the last andloudest appeal was made on our knees. We appealed to the God of justice and to the sacred ties of humanity ; but this was all in vain. The louder we prayed the harder he whipped, amid the most heart-rending shrieks from the poor slave mother and child, as little Frances stood by, sobbing at the abuse inliicted on her mother. " Oh ! how shall I give my husband the parting hand never to meet again ? This will surely break my heart," were her parting words. I can never describe to the reader the awful re- ality of that separation — for it was enough to chill the blood and stir up the deepest feeling of revenge in the hearts of slaveholding black-legs, who as they stood by, were threatening, some weeping, some swearing and others declaring vengeance against such treatment being inflicted on a human being. As we left the plantation, as far as we could see and hear, the Deacon was still laying on the gory lash, trying to prevent poor Malinda from weeping over the loss of her departed husband, who was then, by the hellish laws of slavery, to her, theoretically and ^^ ..^ '^ Oh ! how shall J give my husband the parting hand never to meet again. NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 149 practically dead. One of the black-legs exclaimed that hell was full of just such Deacon's as Whitfield. This occurred in December, 1840. I have never seen Malinda, since that period. I never expect to see her again. The sportsmen to whom I was sold, showed their sympathy for me not only by word but by deeds. They said that they had made the most liberal offer to Whitfield, to buy or sell for the sole purpose of reuniting husband and wife. But he stood out against it — they felt sorry for me. They said they had bought me to speculate on, and were not able to lose what they had paid for me. But they would make a bargain with me, if I was willing, and would lay a plan, by which 1 might yet get free. If I would use my influence so as to get some person to buy me while traveling about with them, they would give me a portion of the money for which they sold me, and they would also give me directions by which I might yet run away and go to Canada. This offer I accepted, and the plot was made. They advised me to act very stupid in language and thought, but in business I must be spry ; and that I must persuade men to buy me, and promise them that I would be smart. We passed through the State of Arkansas and stopped at many places, horse-racing and gambling. My business was to drive a wagon in which they carried their gambling apparatus, clothing, &c. I had also to black boots and attend to horses. Wq stopped at Fayettville, where they almost lost me, betting on a horse race. :;^ 150 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. They went from thence to the Indian Territory, among the Cherokee Indians, to attend the great races which were to take place there. During the races there was a very wealthy half Indian of that tribe, who became much attached to me, and had some notion of buying me, after hearing that I was for sale, being a slaveholder. The idea struck me rather favorable, for several reasons. First, I thought I should stand a better chance to get away from an Indian than from a white man. Second, he wanted me only for a kind of a body servant to wait on him — and in this case I knew that I should fare better than I should in the field. And my owners also told me that it would be an easy place to get away from. I took their advice for fear I might not get another chance so good as that, and prevailed on the man to buy me. He paid them nine hundred dollars, in gold and silver, for me. I saw the money counted out. After the purchase was made, the sportsmen got me off to one side, and according to promise they gave me a part of the money, and directions how to get from there to Canada. They also advised me how to act until I got a good chance to run away. I was to embrace the earliest opportunity of getting away, before they should become acquainted with me. I was never to let it be known where I was from, nor where I was born. I was to act quite stupid and ignorant. And when I started I was to go up the boundary line, between the Indian Terri- tory and the States of Arkansas and Missouri, and this would fetch me out on t]ie Missouri river, near NARRATIVK OF HENRY BIBB. 151 Jefferson city, the capital of Missouri. I was to travel at first by night, aud to lay by in daylight, until I got out of danger. The same afternoon that the Indian bought me, he started with me to his residence, which was fifty or sixty miles distant. And so great was his con- fidence in me, that he intrusted me to carry his money. The amount must have been at least five hundred dollars, which was all in gold and silver; and when we stopped over night the money and horses w^ere all left in my charge. It would have been a very easy matter for me to have taken one of the best horses, with the money, and run off. And the temptation was truly great to a man like myself, who was watching for the earliest opportunity to escape ; and I felt confident that I should never have a better opportunity to escape full handed than then. CHAPTER XIV. Character of my Indian Master. — Slavery among the Indians less cruel. — Indian carousal. — Enfeebled health of my Indian Master. — His death. — My escape. — Adventure in a wigwam. — Successful progress toward liberty. The next morning I went home with my new master ; and by the way it is only doing justice to the dead to say, that he was the most reasonable, and humane slaveholder that I have ever belonged to. He was the last man that pretended to claim proper- ty in my person ; and although I have freely given the names and residences of all others who have held me as a slave, for prudential reasons I shall omit giving the name of this individual. He was the owner of a large plantation and quite a number of slaves. He raised corn and wheat for his own consumption only. There was no cotton, tobacco, or anything of the kind produced among them for market. And I found this difference be- tween negro slavery among the Indians, and the same thing among the white slaveholders of the South. The Indians allow their slaves enough to eat and wear. They have no overseers to whip nor drive them. If a slave offends his master, he sometimes, in a heat of passion, undertakes to chastise him ; but it is as often the case as otherwise, that the slave NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 15$ gets the better of the fight, and even flogs his master;* for which there is no law to punish him ; but when the fight is over that is the last of it. So far as re- ligious instruction is concerned, they have it on terms of equality, the bond and the free ; they have no respect of persons, they have neither slave laws nor negro pews. Neither do they separate husbands and wives, nor parents and children. All things considered, if I must be a slave, I had by far, rather be a slave to an Indian, than to a white man, from the experience I have had with both. Amajority of the Indians were uneducated, and still followed up their old heathen traditional notions. They made it a rule to have an Indian dance or frolic, about once a fortnight ; and they would come together fiir and near to attend these dances. They would most generally commence about the middle of the af- ternoon ; and would give notice by the blowing of horns. One would commence blowing and another would answer, and so it would go all round the neigh- borhood. When a number had got together, they would strike a circle about twenty rods in circumfer- ence, and kindle up fires about twenty feet apart, all around, in this circle. In the centre they would have a large fire to dance around, and at each one of the small fires there would be a squaw to keep up the fire, which looked delightful off at a dis- tance. But the most degrading practice of all, was the * This singular fact is corroborated in a letter read by the publisher, from an acquaintance while passing through this country in 1849. 154 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBE. use of intoxicating drinks, which were used to a great excess by all that attended these stump dances. At ahnost all of these fires there was some one with rum to' sell. There would be some dancing, some singing, some gambling, some fighting, and some yelling ; and this was kept up often for two days and nights together. Their dress for the dance was most generally a great bunch of bird feathers, coon tails, or some- thing of the kind stuck in their heads, and a great many shells tied about their legs to rattle while dancing. Their manner of dancing is taking hold of each others hands and forming a ring around the large fire in the centre, and go stomping around it until they would get drunk or their heads would get to swimming, and then they would go off and drink, and another set come on. Such were some of the practises indulged in by these Indian slave- holders. My last owner was in a declining state of health when he bought me; and not long after h^ bought me he went off forty or fifty miles from home to be doctored by an Indian doctor, accompanied by his wife. I was taken along also to drive the carriage and to wait upon him during his sickness. But he was then so feeble, that his life was of but short duration after the doctor commenced on him. While he lived, I waited on him according to the best of my ability. I watched over him night and day until he died, and even prepared his body for the tomb, before I left him. He died about mid- night and I understood from his friends that he was NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 155 not to be buried until the second day after his death. f pretended to be taking on at a great rate about his death, but I was more excited about running away, than I was about that, and before daylight the next morning I proved it, for I was on my way to Can- ada. I never expected a better opportunity would pre- sent itself for my escape. I slipped out of the room as if I had gone off to weep for the deceased, know- ing that they would not feel alarmed about me until after my master was buried and they had returned back to his residence. And even then, they would think that I was somewhere on my way home ; and it would be at least four or five days before they would make any stir in looking after me. By that time, if I had no bad luck, I should be out of much danger. After the first day, I laid by in the day and traveled by night for several days and nights, pas- sing in this way through several tribes of Indians. I kept pretty near the boundary line. I recollect getting lost one dark rainy night. Not being able to find the road I came into an Indian settlement at the dead hour of the night, I was wet, wearied, cold and hungry ; and yet I felt afraid to enter any of their houses or wigwams, not knowing whether they would be friendly or not. But I knew the Indians were generally drunkards, and that occa- sionally a drunken white man was found straggling among them, and that such an one would be more likely to find friends from sympathy than an upright man. 156 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB So I passed mj^self off that night as a drunkard among them. I walked up to the door of one of their houses, and fell up against it, making a great noise like a drunken man ; but no one came to the door. I opened it and staggered in, falling about, and making a great noise. But finally an old woman got up and gave me a blanket to lie down on. There was quite a number of them lying about on the dirt floor, but not one could talk or under- stand a word of the English language. I made signs so as to let them know that I wanted something to eat, but they had nothing, so I had to go without that night. I laid down and pretended to be asleep, but I slept none that night, foi* I was afraid that they would kill me if I went to sleep. About one hour before day, the next morning, three of the females got up and put into a tin kettle a lot of ashes v/ith water, to boil, and then poured into it about one quart of corn. After letting it stand a few moments, they poured it into a trough, and pounded it into thin hominy. They washed it out, and boiled it down, and called me up to eat my breakfast of it. After eating, I offered them six cents, but they re- fused to accept it. I then found my way to the main road, and traveled all that day on my journey, and just at night arrived at a public house kept by an Indian, who also kept a store. I walked in and asked if I could get lodging, w^hich vras granted ; but I had not been there long before three men came riding up about dusk, or between sunset and dark. They were white men, and I supposed slaveholders. NAREATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 157 At any rate when they asked if they could have lodging, I trembled for fear they might be in pursuit of me. But the landlord told them that he could not lodge them, but they could get lodging about two miles off, with a white man, and they turned their horses and started. The landlord asked me where I was traveling to, and where I was from. I told him that I had been out looking at the country ; that I had thought of buying land, and that I lived in the State of Ohio, in the village of Perrysburgh. He then said that he had lived there himself, and that he had acted as an interpreter there among the Maumee tribe of Indians for several years. He then asked who I was ac- quainted with there ? I informed him that I knew Judge HolUster, Francis HoUister, J. W. Smith, and others. At this he was so much pleased that he came up and took me by the hand, and received me joyfully, after seeing that I was acquainted with those of his old friends. I could converse with him understandingly from personal acquaintance, for I had lived there when I first ran away from Kentucky. But I felt it to be my duty to start off the next morning before break- fast, or sunrise. I bought a dozen of eggs, and had them boiled to carry with me to eat on the way. I did not like the looks of those tliree men, and thought I would get on as fast as possible for fear I might be pursued by them. I was then about to enter the territory of another slave State, Missouri. I had passed through the fiery ordeal of Sibley, Gatewood, and Garrison, and 158 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. had even slipped through the fingers of Deacon Whitfield. I had doubtless gone through great peril in crossing the Indian territory, in passing through the various half civilized tribes, who seem- ed to look upon me with astonishment as I passed along. Their hands were almost invariably filled with bows and arrows, tomahawks, guns, butcher knives, and all the various implements of death which are used by them. And what made them look still more frightful, their faces were often painted red, and their heads muffled with birds feathers, bushes, coons tails and owls heads. But all this I had passed through, and my long enslaved limbs and spirit were then in full stretch for eman- cipation. I felt as if one more short struggle would set me free. S CHAPTER XV Adventure on the Prairie. — I borrow a horse without leave.— Rapid traveling one whole night. — Apology for using other men^s horses. — My manner of living on the road. Early in the morning I left the Indian territory as I have already said, for fear I might be pursued by the three white nien whom I had seen there over night ; but I had not proceeded far before my fears were magnified a hundred fold. I always dreaded to pass through a prairie, and on coming to one which was about six miles in width, I was careful to look in every direction to see whether there was any person in sight before I entered it ; but I could see no one. So I started across with a hope of crossing without coming in contact with any one on the prairie. I walked as fast as I could, but when I got about midway of the prairie, I came to a high spot where the road fork- ed, and three men came up from a low spot as if they had been there concealed. They were all on horse back, and I supposed them to be the same men that had tried to get lodging where I stopped over night. Had this been in timbered land, I might have stood some chance to have dodged them, but there I was, out in the open prairie, where I could see no possible way by which I could escape. 160 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIEB. They came along slowly up behind me, and finally passed, and spoke or bowed their heads on passing, but they traveled in a slow walk and kept but a very few steps before me, until we got nearly across the prairie. When we were coming near a planta- tion a piece off from the road on the skirt of the timbered land, they' whipped up their horses and left the road as if they were going across to this plantation. They soon got out of my sight by going down into a valley which lay between us and the plantation. Not seeing them rise the hill to go up to the farm, excited greater suspicion in my mind, so I stepped over on the brow of the hill, where I could see what they were doing, and to my surprise I saw them going right back in the direc- tion they had just came, and they were going very fast. I was then satisfied that they were after me and that they were only going back to get more help to assist them in taking me, for fear that I might kill some of them if they undertook it. The first impression was that I had better leave the road immediately ; so I bolted from the road and ran as fast as I could for some distance in the thick forest, and concealed myself for about fifteen or twenty minutes, which were spent in prayer to God for his protecting care and guidance. My impression was that when they should start in pursuit of me again, they would follow on in the direction which I was going when they left me ; and not finding or hearing of me on the road, they would come back ooad hunt through the woods NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 161 fc.' V and, and if they could find no track they might go and get dogs to trace me out. I thought my cha^nce of escape would be better, if I went back to the same side of the road that they first went, for the purpose of deceiving them ; as I supposed that they would not suspect my going in the same direction that tl^y went, for the pur- pose of escaping from them. So I traveled all that day square off from the road through the wild forest without any know- ledge of the country whatever; for I had notliing to travel by but the sun by day, and the moon and stars by night. Just before night I came in sight of a large plantation, where I saw quite a number of horses running at large in a field, and knowing that my success in escaping depended upon my getting out of that settlement within twenty-four hours, to save myself from everlasting slavery, I thought I should be justified in riding one of those horses, that night, if I could catch one. I cut a grape vine w^ith my knife, and made it into a bridle ; and shortly after dark I went into the field and tried to catch one of the horses. I got a bunch of dry blades of fodder and walked up softly towards the horses, calling to them "cope," "cope,'' "cope;" but there was only one out of the number that I was able to get my hand on, and that was an old mare, which I supposed to be the mother of all the rest ; and I knew that I could walk faster than she could travel. She had a bell on and was very thin in fiesh ; she looked gentle and walked on three legs only. The young horses pranced and galloped 162 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. off. I was not able to get near them, and the old mare being of no use to me, I left them all. After fixing my eyes on the north star I pursued my journey, holding on to my bridle with a hope of finding a horse upon which I might ride that night. I found a road leading pretty nearly in the direc- tion which I wantedjjlto travel, and I kept it. After traveling several miles I found another large planta- tion where there was a prospect of finding a horse. I stepped up to the barn-yard, wherein I found several horses. There was a little barn standing with the door open, and I found it quite an easy task to get the horses into the barn, and select out the best looking one of them. I pulled down the fence, led the noble beast out and mounted hira, taking a northern direction, being able to find a road which led that way. But I had not gone over three or four miles before I came to a large stream of water which was past fording ; yet I could see that it had been forded by the road track, but from high water it was then impassible. As the horse seemed willing to go in I put him through; but before he got in far, he was in water up to his sides and finally the water came over his back and he swam over. I got as wet as could be, but the horse carried me safely across at the proper place. After I got out a mile or so from the river, I came into a large prairie, which I think must have been twenty or thirty miles in width, and the road run across it about in the direction that I wanted to go. I laid whip to the horse, and I think he must have carried me not less than forty miles that night, or before NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 163 sun rise the next morning. I then stopped him in a spot of high grass in an old field, and took ofif the bridle. I thanked God, and thanked the horse for what he had done for me, and wished him a safe journey back home. I know the poor horse must have felt stiff, and tired from his speedy jaunt, and I felt very bad my- self, riding at that rate all night without a saddle ; but I felt as if I had too much at stake to favor either horse flesh or man flesh. I could indeed af- ford to crucify my own flesh for the sake of redeem- ing myself from perpetual slavery. Some may be disposed to find fault with my tak- ing the horse as I did ; but I did nothing more than nine out of ten would do if they were placed in the same circumstances. I had no disposition to steal a horje from any man. But I ask, if a white man Ylau heen captured by the Cherokee Indians and car- ried away from his family, for life into slavery, and -could see a chance to escape and get back to his fam- ily ; should the Indians pursue him with a determina- tion to take him back or take his life, would it be a crime for the poor fugitive, whose life, liberty and future happiness were all at stake, to mount any man's horse by the way side, and ride him without asking any questions, to effect his escape ? Or who would not do the same thing to rescue a wife, child, father, or mother ? Such an act committed by a white man under the same circumstances would not only be pronounced proper, but praiseworthy ; and if he neglected to avail himself of such a means of escape he would be pronounced a fool. Therefore .164 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. from this act I have nothing to regret, for I have done nothing more than any other reasonable per- son would have done under the same circumstances. But I had good luck from the morning I left the horse until I got back into the State of Ohio. About two miles from where I left the horse, I found a public house on .the road, where I stopped and took breakfast. Being asked where I was travel- ing, I replied that I was going home to Perrysburgh, Ohio, and that I had been out to look at the land in Missouri, with a view of buying. They supposed me to be a native of Ohio, from the fact of my being so well acquainted with its location, its prin- cipal cities, inhabitants, &c. The next night I put up at one of the best hotels in the village where I stopped, and acted with as much independence as if I was worth a million of dollars ; talked about buying land, stock and village property, and contrasting it with the same kind of property in the State of Ohio. In this kind of talk they were most generally interested, and I was treated just like other travelers. I made it a point to travel about thirty miles each day on my way to Jefferson city. On several occasions I have asked the landlords where I have stopped over night, if they could tell me who kept the best house where I would stop the next night, which was most generally in a small village. But for fear I might forget, I would get them to give me the name on a piece of paper as a kind of recommend. This would serve as an intro- duction through which I have always been well re- ceived from one landlord to another, and I have %A NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 165 always stopped at the best houses, eaten at the first tables, and slept in the best beds. No man ever asked me whether I was bond or free, black or white, rich or poor ; but I always presented a bold front and showed the best side out, which was all the pass I had. But when I got within about one hundred miles of Jefferson city, whej^jkexpected to take a Steamboat passage to St. Eiouis, I stopped over night at a hotel, where I met with a young white man who was traveling on to Jefferson City on horse back, and was also leading a horse with a saddle and bridle on. I asked him if he would let me ride the horse which he was leading, as I was going to the same city ? He said that it was a hired horse, that he was paying at the rate of fifty cents per day for 'it, but if I would pay the same I could ride him. I accepted the offer and we rode together to the city. We were on the road together two or three day? stopped and ate and slept together at thetl samr Uotels. CHAPTER XVI. Stratagem to get on board the steamer. — My Irish friends. — ^My success in reaching Cincinnati. — Reflections on again seeing Keutucky. — I get employment in a hotel. — My tright at seeing the gambler who sold me. — I leave Ohio "with Mr. Smith. — His letter. — My education. The greatest of my adventures came off when I arrived at Jefferson City. There I expected to meet an advertisement for my person ; it was there I must cross the river or take a steamboat down ; it was there I expected to be interrogated and requi- red to prove whether I was actually a free man or a slave. If I was free, I should have to show my free papers ; and if I was a slave I should be requir- ed to tell who my master was. I stopped at a hotel, however, and ascertained that there was a steamboat expected down the river that day for St. Louis. I also found out that there were several passengers at that house who were go- ing down on board of the first boat. I knew that the captain of a steamboat could not take a color ed passenger on board of his boat from a slave state without first ascertaining whether such person was bond or free ; I knew that this was more than he would dare to do by the laws of the slave states — and now to surmount this difficulty it brought into NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 167 exercise all the powers of my mind. I would have got myself boxed up as freight, and have been for- warded to St. Louis, but I had no friend that I could trust to do it for me. This plan has since been adopted by some with success. But finally I thought I might possibly pass myself off as a body servant to the passengers going fron^he hotel down. So I went to a store and bought myself a large trunk, and took it to the hotel. Soon, a boat came in which was bound to St. Louis, and the passen- gers starte'd down to get on board. I took up my large trunk, and started along after them as if I was their servant. My heart trembled in view of the dangerous experiment which I was then about to try. It required all the moral courage that I was master of to bear me up in view of my critical con- dition. The white people that I was following walked on board and I after them. I acted as if the trunk was full of clothes, but I had not a stitch of clothes in it. The passengers went up into the cabin and I followed them with the trunk. I sup- pose this made the captain think that I was their slave. I not only took the trunk in the cabin but stood by it until after the boat had started as if it belong- ed to my owners, and I was taking care of it for them ; but as soon as the boat got fairly under way, I knew that some account would have to be given of me ; so I then took my trunk down on the deck among the deck passengers to prepare myself to meet the clerk of the boat, when he should come to collect fare from the deck passengers. 168 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. Fortunately for me there was quite a number of deck passengers on board, among whom there were many Irish. I insinuated myself among them so as to get into their good graces, believing that if 1 should get into a difficulty they would stand by me, I saw several of these persons going up to the sa- loon buying whiskej^ltand I thought this might be the most effectual way by which I could gain speed- ily their respect and sympathy. So I participated with them pretty freely for awhile, or at least until after I got my fare settled. I placed myself in a little crowd of them, and invited them all up to the bar with me, stating that it was my treat. This was responded to, and they walked up and drank and I footed the bill. This, of course, brought us into a kind of a union. We sat together and laugU^ ed and talked freely. Within ten or fifteen minutes I remarked that I was getting dry again, and invi- ted them up and treated again. By this time I was thought to be one of the most liberal and gentle- manly men on board, by these deck passengers ; they were ready to do any thing for me — they got to sing- ing songs, and telling long yarns in which I took quite an active part ; but it was all for effect. By this time the porter came around ringing his bell for all passengers who had not paid their fare, to walk up to the captain's office and settle it. Some of my Irish friends had not yet settled, and I asked one of them if he would be good enough to take my money and get me a ticket when he was getting one for himself' and he quickly replied " yes sir, I will get you a tacket," So he relieved me of NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 169 my greatest trouble. When they came round to gather the tickets before we got to St. Louis, my ticket was taken with the rest, and no questions were asked me. The next day the boat arrived at St. Louis ; my object was to take passage on board of the first boat which was destined for Cincinnati, Ohio ; and as there was a boat going out that day for Pittsburgh, I went on board to make some inquiry about the fare &c., and found the steward to be a colored man with whom I was acquainted. He lived in Cincinnati, and had rendered me some assistance in making my escape to Cana.da, in the summer of 1838, and he also very kindly rided me then in getting back into a land of freedom. The swift running steamer started that afternoon on her voyage, which soon wafted my body beyond the tyrannical limits of chattel slavery. When the boat struck the mouth of the river Ohio, and I had once more the pleasure of looking on that lovely stream, my heart leaped up for joy at the glorious prospect that I should again be free. Every revolution of the mighty steam-engine seemed to bring me nearer and nearer the " promised land." Only a few days had elap- sed, before I was permitted by the smiles of a good providence, once more to gaze on the green hill-tops and valleys of old Kentucky, the State of my nativ- ity. And notwithstanding I was deeply interested while standing on the deck of the steamer looking at the beauties of nature on either side of the river, as she pressed her way up the stream, my very soul was pained to look upon the slaves in the fields of 170 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. Kentucky, still toiling under their task-masters without pay. It was on tliis soil I first breathed the free air of Heaven, and felt the bitter pangs of sla- very — it was here that I first learned to abhor it. It was here I received the first impulse of human rights — it was here that I first entered my protest against the bloody institution of slavery, by running away from it, and declared that I would no longer work for any man as I had done, without wages. When the steamboat arrived at Portsmouth, Ohio, I took off my trunk with the intention of going to Canada. But my funds were almost exhausted, so I had to stop and go to work to get money to travel on. I hired myself at the American Hotel to a Mr. McCoy to do the work of a porter, to black boots, &c., for which he was to pay me $12 per month. I soon found the landlord to be bad pay, and not only that, but lie would not allow me to charge for blacking boots, although I had to black them after everbody had gone to bed at night, and set them in the bar- room, where the gentlemen could come and get them in the morning while I was at othej* work. I had nothing extra for this, neither would he pay me my regular wages ; so I thought this was a little too much like slavery, and devised a plan by which I got some pay for my work. I made it a point never to blacken all the boots and shoes over night, neither would I put any of them in the bar-room, but lock them up in a room where no one could get them without calling for me. I got a piece of broken vessel, placed it in the room just before the boots, and put into it several pieces NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. l7l of small change, as if it had been given me for boot blacking ; and almost every one that came in after their boots, would throw some small trifle into my contribution box, while I was there blacking away. In this way, I made more than my landlord paid me, and I soon got a good stock of cash again. One morning I blacked a gentleman's boots who came in during the night by a steamboat. After he had put on his boots, I was called into the bar- room to button his straps ; and while I was per- forming this service, not thinking to see anybody that knew me, I happened to look up at the man's face and who should it be but one of the very gam- blers who had recently sold me. I dropped his foot and bolted from the room as if I had been struck by an electric shock. The man happened not to recog- nize me, but this strange conduct on my part excited the landlord, who followed me out to see what was the matter. He found me with my hand to my breast, groaning at a great rate. He asked me what was the matter ; but I was not able to inform him correctly, but said that I felt very bad indeed. He of course thought I was sick with the colic and ran in the house and got some hot stuif for me, with spice, ginger, &c. But I never got able to go into the bar-room until long after breakfast time, when I knew this man was gone ; then I got well. And yet I have no idea that the man would have hurt a hair of my head ; but my first thought was that he was after me. I then made up my mind to leave Portsmouth ; its location being right on the border of a slave State. 172 VARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. A short time after this a gentleman put up there over night named Smith, from Perrysburgh, with whom I was acquainted in the North. He was on his way to Kentucky to buy up a drove of line horses, and he wanted me to go and help him to drive his horses out to Perrysburgh, and said he would pay all my expenses if I would go. So I made a contract to go and agreed to meet him the next week, on a set day, in Washington, Ky„ to start with his drove to the north. Accordingly at the time I took a steamboat passage down to Mays- ville, near where I was to meet Mr. Smith with my trunk. When I arrived at Maysville, I found that Washington was still six miles back from the river. I stopped at a hotel and took my breakfast, and who should I see there but a captain of a boat, who saw me but two years previous going down the river Ohio with handcuffs on, in a chain gang ; but he happened not to know me. I left my trunk at the hotel and went out to Washington, where I found Mr. Smith, and learned that he was not going to start off with his drove until the next day. The followig letter which was addressed to the committee to investigate the truth of my narrative, will explain this part of it to the reader and corrob- orate my statements : ^ Maumee City, April 5, 1845. Chas. H. Stewart, Esq. Dear Sir: — Your favor of 13th February, ad- dressed to me at Perrysburgh, was not received until yesterday ; having removed to this place the NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 173 letter was not forwarded as it should have been, In reply to your inquiry respecting Henry Bibb, I can only say that about the year 1838 I became acquaint- ed with him at Perrysbugh — employed him to do some work by the job which he performed well, and from his apparent honesty and candor, I became much interested in him. About that time he went South for the purpose, as was said, of getting his wife, who was there in slavery. In the spring of 1841, I found him at Portsmouth on the Ohio river, and after much persuasion, employed him to assist my man to drive home some horses and cattle which I was about purchasing near Maysville, Ky. My confidence in him was such that when about half v/ay home I separated the horses from the cattle, and left him with the latter, with money and instruc- tions to hire what help he wanted to get to Perrys- burgh. This he accomplished to my entire satisfac- tion. He worked for me during the summer, and I was unwilling to part with him, but his desire to go to school and mature plans for the liberation of his Avife, were so strong that he left for Detroit, where he could enjoy the society of his colored brethren. I have heard his story and must say that I have not the least reason to suspect it being otherwise than true, and furthermore, I firmly believe, and have for a long time, that he has the foundation to make himself useful. I shall always afford him all the facilities in my power to assist him, until I hear of something in relation to him to alter my mind. Yours in the cause of truth, J. W. SMITH. 174 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. When I arrived at Perrysburgh, I went to work for Mr. Smith for several months. This family I found to be one of the most kind-hearted, and un- prejudiced that I ever lived with. Mr. and Mrs. Smith lived up to their profession. 1 resolved to go to Detroit, that winter, and go to school, in January 1842. But when I arrived at Detroit I soon found that I was not able to give myself a very thorough education. I was among strangers, who were not disposed to show me any great favors. I had every thing to pay for, and clothing to buy, so I graduated within three weeks ! And this was all the schooling that I have ever had in my life. W. C. Monroe was my teacher ; to him I went about two weeks only. My occupation varied ac- cording to circumstances, as I was not settled in mind about the condition of my bereaved family for several years, and could noi settle myself down at any permanent business. I saw occasionally, fugi- tives from Kentucky, some of whom I knew, but none of them were my relatives ; none could give me the information which I desired most. CHAPTER XVII Letter from W. H. Gatewood. — My reply. — My efforts as a public lecturer. — Singular incident in Steubenville — Meeting "wilh a friend of Wbitlield in Michigan. — Outrage on a canal packet. — Fruitless etforts to find my wife. The first direct information that I received con- cerning any of my relations, after my last escape from slavery, was communicated in a letter from Wm. H. Gatewood, my former owner, which I here in- sert word for word, without any correction : Bedford, Trimble County, Ky. Mr. H. Bibb. Dear Sir : — After my respects to you and yours &c., I received a small book which you sent to me that I peroseed and found it was sent by H. Bibb I am a stranger in Detroit and know no man there without it is AValton H. Bibb if this be the man please to write to me and tell me all about tliat place and the people I will tell you the news here as well as I can your mother is still living here and she is well the people are generally well in this cuntry times are dull and produce low give my compliments to King, Jack, and all my friends in that cuntry I read that book you sent me and think it will do very well — George is sold, I do not 176 NARRATIV'E OF HENRY BIBB. know any thing about liim I have nothing more at present, but remain yours &c W. H GATEWOOD. February 9th, 1844. P. S. You will please to answer this letter. Never Avas I more surprised than at the reception of this letter, it came so unexpected to me. There had just been a State Convention held in Detroit, by the free people of color, the proceedings of which were published in pamphlet form. I forwarded several of them to distinguished slaveholders in Kentucky — one among others was Mr. Gatewood, and gave him to understand who sent it. After showing this letter to sevei-al of my anti-slavery friends, and asking thvf Iv opinions about the proprie- ty of my answering i(, I was advised to do it, as Mr. Gatewpod had no ^ij-ii:! on me as a slave, for he had sold and got the mo-iey for me and my family. So I wrote him an answer, ?.s near as I can recollect, in the following language : " Dear Sir : — I am happy to inform you that you are not mistaken in the man whom you sold as pro perty, and received pay for as such. But I t}]anli God that I am not property now, but am regardec' as a man like yoursell, and although I live far north, I am enjoying a comfortable living by my own in- dustry. If you should ever charce to 03 traveling this w^ay, and will call on me, 1 will use you better than you did me while you held me as a slave. Ti.ink not that I have any malice against you, for tii?oruc5 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 177 treatment which yo i inflicted on me while I was in your power. As it was the custom of your country, to treat your fellow men as you did me and my little family, I can freely forgive you. I wish to be remembered in love to my aged moth- er, and friends ; please tell her that if we should never meet again in this life, my prayer shall be to God that we may meet in Heaven, where parting shall be no more. "You wish to be remembered to King and Jack. I am pleased, sir, to inform you that they are both here, well, and doing well. They are both living in Canada West. They are now the owners of better farms than the men are who once owned them. You may perhaps think hard of us for running away from slavery, but as to myself, I have but one apology to make for it, which is this : I have only to regret that I did not start at an earlier period. I might have been free long before I was. But you had it in your power to have kept me there much longer than you did. I think it is very probable that I should have been a toiling slave on your plan- tation to-day, if you had treated me differently. To be compelled to stand by and see you whip and slash my wife without mercy, when I could af- ford her no protection, not even by offering myself to suffer the lash in her place, was more than I felt it to be the duty of a slave husband to endure, while the way w#3 open to Canada. My infant child was also frequently flogged by Mrs. Gatewood, for cry- ing, until its skin was bruised literally purple. This kind of treatment was what drove me Irom M. 178 NARRATIVE OP HENRY BIBB. home and family, to seek abette|^home for them. But I am willing to "fbrget the past. I should be pleased to hear irom you again, on the reception of this, and should also be very happy to correspond with you often, if it should be agreeable to yourself, I subscribe myself a friend to the oppressed, and Liberty forever. HENRY BIBB. William Gate wood. Detroit, March 23d, 1844. The first time that I ever spoke before a public audience, was to give a narration of my own suffer- ings and adventures, connected with slavery. I commenced in the village of Adrian, State of Mich- igan, May, 1844. From that up to the present period, the principle part of my time has been faith- fully devoted to the cause of freedom — nerved up and encouraged by the sympathy of anti-slavery friends on the one hand, and prompted by a sense of duty to my en:^laved countrymen on the other, es- pecially, when I remembered that slavery had robbed me of my freedom — deprived me of education — ban- ished me from my native State, and robbed me of my family. I went from Michigan to the State of Ohio, where I traveled over some of the Southern counties of that State, in company with Samuel Brooks, and Amos Dresser, lecturing upon the subject of Ameri- can Slavery. The prejudice of the peojjle at that time was very strong against the abolitionists ; so much so that they were frequently mobbed for dis • ussing the subject. <^ NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 179 We appointed a series of meetings along on the Ohio River, in sight of the State of Virginia ; and in several places we had Virginians over to hear us upon the subject. I recollect our having appoint- ed a meeting in the city of Steubenville, which is situated on the bank of the river Ohio. There was but one known abolitionist living in that city, named George Ore. On the day of our meeting, when we arrived in this splendid city there was not a church, school house, nor hall, that w^e could get for love or money, to hold our meeting in. Finally, I believe that the whigs consented to let us have the use of their club room, to hold the meeting in ; but before the hour had arrived for us to commence, they re-considered the matter, and informed us that we could not have the use of theirhouse for an abolition meeting. We then got permission to hold forth in the pub- lic market house, and even then so great was the hostility of the rabble, that they tried to bluff us off, by threats and epithets. Our meeting was ad- vertised to take place at nine o'clock, A. M. The pro-slavery parties hired a colored man to take a large auction bell, and go all over the city ringing it, «ifed crying, " ho ye ! ho ye ! Negro auction to take place in the market house, at nine o'clock, by George Ore !" This cry was sounded all over the city, which called out many who would not otherwise have been present. They came to see if it was really the case. The object of the rabble in having the bell rung was, to prevent us from attempting to speak. But at the appointed "^ 180 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. hour, Bro. Dresser opened the meeting with prayer and Samuel Brooks mounted the block and spoke for fifteen or twenty minutes, after which Mr. Dresser took the block and talked about one hour upon the wickedness of slaveholding. There were not yet many persons present. They were standing off I suppose to see if I was to be offered for sale. Many windows were hoisted and store doors open, and they were looking and listening to what was said. After Mr. Dresser was through, I was called to take the stand. Just at this moment there was no small stir in rushing forward; so much indeed, that I thought they were coming up to mob me. I should think that in less than fifteen minutes there were about one thousand persons standing around, listen- ing. I saw many of them shedding tears while I related the sad story of my wrongs. At twelve o'clock we adjourned the meeting, to meet again at the same place at two P. M. Our afternoon meet- ing was well attended until nearly sunset, at which time, we saw some signs of a mob and adjourned. The mob followed us that night to the house of Mr. Ore, and they were yelling like tigers, until late that night, around the house, as if they wanted to tear it down. # In the fall of 1844, S. B. Treadwell, of Jackson, and myself, spent two or three months in lecturing through the State of JNIichigan, upon the abolition of slavery, in a section of country where abolitionists were few and far between. Our meetings were gen- erally appointed in small log cabins, school houses, among the farmers, which were some times crowded NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 181 full ; and where they had no horse teams, it was often the case that there would he four or five ox teams come, loaded down with men, women and children, to attend our meetings. But the people were generally poor, and in many places not able to give us a decent night's lodging. We most generally carried with us a few pounds of candles to light up the houses wherein we held our meetings after night ; for in many places, they had neither candles nor candlesticks. After meeting was out, we have frequently gone from three to eight miles to get lodging, through the dark forest, where there was scarcely any road for a wagon to run on. I have traveled for miles over swamps, where the roads were covered with logs, without any dirt over them, which has sometimes shook and jostled the wagon to pieces, where we could find no shop or any place to mend it. We would have to tie it up with bark, or take the lines to tie it with, and lead the horse by the bridle. At other times we were in mud up to the hubs of the wheels. I recollect one evening, we lectured in a little village where there happened to be a Southerner present, who ivas a personal friend of Deacon Whitfield, who be- eame much offended at what I said about his " Bro. Whitfield," and complained about it after the meet- ng was out. He told the people not to believe a word that I said, that it was all a humbug. They asked him how he knew ? " Ah ! " said he, " he has slandered Bro. Whitfield. I am well acquainted with him, we both belonged to one church ; and Whitfield is l82 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. one of the most respectable men in all that region of country." They asked if he (Whitfield) was a slaveholder ? The reply was " yes, but he treated his slaves well." " Well," said one, " that only proves that he has told us the truth ; for all we wish to know, is that there is such a man as Wliitfield, as represented by Bibb, and that he is a slaveholder." On the 2d Sept., 1847, I started from Toledo on board the canal packet Erie, for Cincinnati, Ohio. But before going on board, I was waited on by one of the boat's crew, who gave me a card of the boat, upon which was printed, that no pains would be spared to render all passengers comfortable who might favor them with their patronage to Cincin- nati. Tliis card I slipped into my pocket, sup- posing it might be of some use to me. There were several drunken loafers on board going through as passengers, one of whom used the most vulgar language in the cabin, where there were ladies, and even vomited ! But he was called a white man, and a southerner, which made it all right. I of course took ray place in the cabin with the rest, and there was nothing said against it that night. When the passengers went forward to settle their fare I paid as much as any other man, which entitled me to the same privileges. The next morning at the ringing of the breakfast bell, the proprietor of the packet line, Mr. Samuel Doyle, being on board, in- vited the passengers to sit up to breakfast. He also invited me personally to sit up to the table. NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 183 But after we were all seated, and some had began to eat, he came and ordered me up from the table, and said I must wait until the rest were done. I left the table without making any reply, and walked out on the deck of the boat. After break- fast the passengers came up, and the cabin boy was sent after me to come to breakfast, but I refused. Shortly after, this man who had ordered me from the table, came up with the ladies. I stepped up and asked him if he was the captain of the boat. His answer was no, that he was one of the proprie- tors. I then informed him that I was going to leave his boat at the first stopping place, but before leaving I wanted to ask him a few questions : " Have I misbehaved to any one on board of this boat ? Have I disobeyed any law of this boat ? " No," said he. Have I not paid you as much as any other passen- ger through to Cincinnati ?" "Yes," said he. " Then I am sure that I have been insulted and imposed upon, on board of this boat, without any just cause whatever." " No one has misused you, for you ought to have known better than to have come to the table where there were white people." " Sir, did you not ask me to come to the table ?" " Yes, but I did not know that you was a colored man, when I asked you ; and then it was better to insult one man than all the passengers on board of the boat." Sir, I do not believe that there is a gentleman or 184 NARKATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. lady on board of this boat who would have coiv^l- dered it an insult for me to have taken my break- fast, and you have imposed upon me by taking my money and promising to use me well, and then to insult me as you have." " I don't want any of your jaw," said he. " Sir, with all due respect to your elevated station, you have imposed upon me in a way which is un- becoming a gentleman. I have paid my money, and behaved myself as well as any other man, and I am determined that no man shall impose on me as you have, by deceiving me, without my letting the world know it. I would rather a man should rob me of my money at midnight, than to take it in that way." I left this boat at the first stopping place, and took the next boat to Cincinnati. On the last boat I had no cause to complain of my treatment. When I arrived at Cincinnati, I published a statement of this affair in the Daily Herald. The next day Mr. Doyle called on the editor in a great passion. — "Here," said he, "what does this mean." " What, sir ?" said the editor quietly. " Why, the stuff here, read it and see." " Read it yourself," answered the editor. '* Well, I want to know if you sympathize with this nigger here." " Who, Mr. Bibb ? Why yes, I think he is a gen- tleman, and should be used as such." "Why this is all wrong — all of it." "Put your finger on the place, and I will right it." " Well, he says that we took his money, when we NARRATIVE OF HENRY EIBB. 185 paid part back. And if you take his part, why I'll have nothing to do with your paper." So ended his wrath. In 1845, the anti- slavery friends of Michigan em- ployed me to take the field as an anti-slavery Lec- turer, in that State, during the Spring, Summer, and Fall, pledging themselves to restore to me my wife and child, if they were living, and could be reached by human agency, which may be seen by the following circular from the Signal of Liberty : TO LIBERTY FRIENDS :— In the Signal of the 28th inst. is a report from the undersigned respect- ing Henry Bibb. His narrative always excites deep sympathy for himself and favorable bias for the cause, which seeks to abolish the evils he so power- fully portrays. Friends and foes attest his effi- ciency. Mr. Bibb has labored much in lecturing, yet has collected but a bare pittance. He has received from Ohio lucrative offers, but we have prevailed on him to remain in this State. We think that a strong obligation rests on the friends in this State to sustain Mr. Bibb, and restore to him his wife and child. Under the expectation that Michigan will yield to these claims : will sup- port their laborer, and re-unite the long severed ties of husband and wife, parent and child, Mr. Bibb will lecture through the whole State. Our object is to prepare friends for the visit of Mr. Bibb, and to suggest an effective mode of opera- tions for the whole State. 185 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB Let friends in each vicinity appoint a collector- pay to him all contributions for the freedom of Mrs. Bibb and child : then transmit them to us. We will acknowledge them in the Signal, and be responsible for them. We will see that the proper measures for the freedom of Mrs. Bibb and child are taken, and if it be within our means we will accomplish it — nay we will accomplish it, if the objects be living and the friends sustain us. But should we fail, the con- tributions will be held subject to the order of the donors, less however, by a proportionate deduction of expenses from each. The hope of this re-union will nerve the heart and body of Mr. Bibb to re-doubled effort in a cause otherwise dear to him. And as he will devote hij whole time systematically to the anti-slavery cause he must also dejDcnd on friends for the means ol livelihood. We bespeak for him your hospitality, and such pecuniary contributions as you can afford, trusting that the latter may be sufHcient to enable him to keep the field. A. L. PORTER, C. H. STEWART, SILAS M. HOLMES Detroit, April 22, 1845. I have every reason to believe that they acted faithfully in the matter, but without success. They wrote letters in every quarter where they would be likely to gain any information respecting her. There were also two men sent from Michigan in the sum- mer of 1845, down South, to find her if possible, and NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 187 report — and whether they found out her condition, and refused to report, I am not able to say — but suffice it to say that they never have reported. They were respectable men and true friends of the cause, one of whom was a Methodist minister, and the other a cabinet maker, and both white men. The small spark of hope which had still lingered about my heart had almost become extinct. %. CHAPTER XVIII. My last eflFort to recover ray ftiraily. — Sad tidings of my yriTe. — Her clegradatiou. — I am compelled tojegai'd our relation as dis- solved forever. , In view of the failure to hear any thing of my wife, many of my best friends advised me to get mai-ried •again, if I could find a suitable person. They re- garded my former wife as dead to me, and all had been done that could be. But I was not yet satisfied myself, to give up. I wanted to know certainly what had become of her. So in the winter of 1845, I resolved to go back to Kentucky, my native State, to see if I could hear anything from my family. And against the advice of all my friends, I went back to Cincinnati, where I took passage on board of a Southern steamboat to Madison, in the State of Indiana, which was only ten miles from where Wm. Gatewood lived, who was my former owner. No sooner had I landed in Madison, than I learned, on inquiry, and from good authority, that my wife was living in a state of adultery with her master, and had been for the last three years. This message she sent back to Ken- tucky, to her mother and friends. She also spoke of the time and nanner of our separation by Deacon Whitfield, my being taken off by the Southern black NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 189 legs, to where she knew not ; and that she had finally- given me up. The child she said was still with her. Whitfield had sold her to this man for the above pur- poses at a high price, and she was better used than ordinary slaves. This was a death blow to all my hopes and pleasant plans. While I was in Madi- son I hired a white man to go over to Bedford, in Kentucky, where my mother was then living, and bring her over into a free State to see me. I hailed her approach with iDispeakable joy. She informed me too, on inquiring whether my fam- ily had ever been heard from, that the report which I had just heard in relation to Malinda was" substantially true, for it was the same message that she had sent to her mother and friends. And my mother thought it was no use for me to run any more risks, or to grieve myself any more about her. From that time I gave her up into the hands of an all-wise Providence. As she was then living with another man, I could no longer regard her as my wife. After all the sacrifices, sufferings, and risks which I had run, striving to rescue her from the grasp of slavery ; every prospect and hope was cut off. She has ever since been regarded as theo- retically and practically dead to me as a wife, for she was living in a state of adultery, according to the law of God and man. Poor unfortunate woman, I bring no charge of guilt against her, for I know not all the circum- stances connected with the case. It is consistent with slavery, however, to suppose that she became reconciled to it, from the fact oC her sending word 190 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. back to her friends and relatives that she was much better treated than she had ever been before, and that she had also given me up. It is also reasona- ble to suppose that there might have been some kind of attachment formed by living together in this way for years ; and it is quite probable that they have other children according to the law of nature, which would have a tendency to unite them stronger to- gether. In view of all the facts and circumstances con- nected with this matter, I deem further comments and explanations unnecessary on my part. Finding myself thus isolated in this peculiarly unnatural state, I resolved, in 1846, to spend my days in trav- eling, to advance the anti-slavery cause. I spent the summer in Michigan, but in the subsequent fall I took a trip to New England, where I spent the winter. And there I found a kind reception where- ever I traveled among the friends of freedom. While traveling about in this way among stran- gers, I was sometimes sick, with no permanent home, or bosom friend to sympathise or take that care ot me which an affectionate wife would. So I conceiv- ed the idea that it would be better for me to change my position, provided I should find a suitable per- son. In the month of May, 1847, I attended the anti- slavery anniversary in the city of New York, where I had the good fortune to be introduced to the favor of a Miss Mary E. Miles, of Boston ; a lady whom I had frequently heard very highly spoken of, for her activity and devotion to the anti-slavery cause, as NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 191 well as her talents and learning, and benevolence in the cause of reforms, generally. I was very much impressed with the personal appearance of JVIiss Miles, and was deeply interested in our first inter- view, because I found that her principles and my own were nearly one and the same. I soon found by a few visits, as well as by letters, that she pos- sessed moral principle, and frankness of disposition, which is often sought for but seldom found. These, in connection with other amiable qualities, soon won my entire confidence and affection. But this secret I kept to myself until I was fully satisfied that this feeling was reciprocal ; that there was in- deed a congeniality of principles and feeling, which time nor eternity could never change. When I offered myself for matrimony, we mutually engaged ourselves to each other, to marry in one year, with this condition, viz : that if either party should see any reason to change their mind within that time, the contract should not be considered binding. We kept up a regular correspondence dur- ing the time, and in June, 1848, we had the happi- ness to be joined in holy wedlock. Not in slave- holding style, which is a mere farce, without the sanction of law or gospel ; but in accordance with the laws of God and our country. My beloved wife is a bosom friend, a help-meet, a loving companion in all the social, moral, and religious relations of life. She is to me what apoor slave's wife can never be to her husband while in the condition of a s_ave ; for she can not be true to her husband contrary to the will of her master. She can neither be pure nor 192 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. virtuous, contrary to the will of her master. She dare not refuse to be reduced to a state of adultery at the will of her master ; from the fact that the slaveholding law, customs and teachings are all against the poor slaves. I presume there are no class of people in the United States who so highly appreciate the legality of marriage as those persons who have been held and treated as property. Yes, it is that fugitive who knows from sad experience, what it is to have his wife tyrannically snatched from his bosom by a slaveholding professor of religion, and finally reduc- ed to a state of adultery, that knows how to ap- preciate the law that repels such high-handed villany. Such as that to which the writer has been exposed. But thanks be to God, I am now free from the hand of the cruel oppressor, no more to be plundered of my dearest rights ; the wife of my bosom, and my poor unoifending oifspring. Of Malinda I will only add a word in conclusion. The relation once sub- sisting between us, to which I clung, hoping against hope, for years, after we were torn assunder, not having been sanctioned by any loyal power, cannot be cancelled by a legal process. Voluntarily as- sumed without law mutually, it was by her relin- quished years ago without my knowledge, as before named ; during which time I was making every ef- fort to secure her restoration. And it was not until after living alone in the world for more than eight years without a companion known in law or morals, that I changed my condition. CHAPTER XIX. Oommeuts on S. Gatewood's letter about slaves stealing. — Their conduct vindicated. — Comments on W. Gatewood's letter. But it seems that I am not now beyond the reach of the foul slander of slaveholders. They are not satisfied with selling and banishing me from my native State. As soon as they got news of my being in the free North, exposing their peculiar In- stitution, a libelous letter was written by Silas Gatewood of Kentucky, a son of one of my former owners, to a Northern Committee, for publication, which he thought would destroy my influence and character. This letter will be found in the intro- duction. He has charged me with the awful crime of taking from my keeper and oppressor, some of the fruits of my own labor for the benefit of myself and family. But while writing this letter he seems to have overlooked the disgraceful fact that he was guilty himself of what would here be regarded highway robbery, in his conduct to me as narrated on page 87 of this narrative. A word in reply to Silas Gatewood's letter. I am willing to admit all that is true, but shall deny that which is so basely false. In the first place, he 8 194 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. puts words in my mouth that I never used. He says that I represented that " my mother belonged to James Bibb." I deny ever having said so in private or public. He says that I stated that Bibb's daughter married a Sibley. I deny it. He also says that the first time that I left Kentucky for my liberty, I was gone about two years, before I went back to rescue my family. I deny it. I was gone from Dec. 25th, 1837, to May, or June, 1838. He says that I went back the second time for the pur- pose of taking off my family, and eight or ten more slaves to Canada. This I will not pretend to deny. He says I was guilty of disposing of articles from the farm for my own use, and pocketing the money, and that his father caught me stealing^ a sack full of wheat. I admit the fact. I acknowledge the wheat. And who had a better right to eat of the fruits of my own hard earnings than myself ? Many a long summer's day have I toiled with my wife and other slaves, cultivating his father's fields, and gathering in his harvest, under the scorching rays of the sun, without half enough to eat, or clothes to wear, and at the same time his meat-house was filled with bacon and bread stuff; his dairy with butter and cheese; his barn with grain, husbanded by the unre- quited toil of the slaves. And yet if a slave pre- sumed to take a little from the abundance which he had made by his own sweat and toil, to supply the demands of nature, to quiet the craving appetite which is sometimes almost irresistible, it is called stealing by slaveholders. NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. 195 But I did not regard it as stealing then, I do not regard it as such now. I hold that a slave has a moral right to eat drink and wear all that he needs, and that it would he a sin on his part to suffer and starve in a country where there is a plenty to eat and wear within his reach. I consider that I had a just right to what I took, because it was the labor of my own hands. Should I take from a neighbor as a freeman, in a free country, I should consider myself guilty of doing wrong before God and man. But was I the slave of Wm. Gatewood to-day, or any other slaveholder, working without wages, and suffering with hunger or for clothing, I should not stop to inquire whether my master would approve of my helping myself to what I needed to eat or wear. For while the slave is regarded as property, how can he steal from his m-aster ? It is contrary to the very nature of the relation existing between master and slave, from the fact that there is no law to punish a slave for theft, but lynch law ; and the way they avoid that is to hide well. For illustration, a slave from the State of Virginia, for cruel treatment left the State between daylight and dark, being borne off by one of his master's finest horses, and finally landed in Canada, where the British laws recognise no such thing as property in a human being. He was pursued by his owners, who expected to take advantage of the British law by claiming him as a fugitive from justice, and as such he was arrested and brought before the court of Queen's Bench. They swore that he was, at a certain time, the slave of Mr. A., and that he ran 196 NARRATIVE OF HENRY BIBB. away at such a time and stole and brought off a horse. They enquired who the horse belonged to, and it was ascertained that the slave and horse both belonged to the same person. The court therefore decided that the horse and the man were both re- cognised, in the State of Virginia, alike, as articles of property, belonging to the same person — there- fore, if there was theft committed on either side, the former must have stolen off the latter — the horise brought away the man, and not the man the horse. So the man was discharged and pronounced free ac cording to the laws of Canada. There are several other letters published in this work upon the same subject, from slaveholders, which it is hardly ne- cessary for me to notice. However, I feel thankful to the writers for the endorsement and confirmation which they have given to my story. No matter what their motives were, they have done me and the anti-slavery cause good service in writing those let- ters — but more especially the Gatewood's. Silas Gatewood has done more for me than all the rest. He has labored so hard in his long communication in trying to expose me, that he has« proved every thing that I could have asked of him ; and for which I intend to reward him by forwarding him one ol my books, hoping that it njay be the means of con- verting him from a slaveholder to an honest man, and an advocate of liberty for all mankind. The reader will see in the introduction that Wm. Gatewood writes a more cautious letter upon the subject than his son Silas. " It is not a very easj matter to catch old birds with chaff," and I presume NARB/TIVE OP HENRY BIBB. .197 if Silas had the writing of his letter over again, he would not be so free in telling all he knew, and even more, for the sake of making out a strong case. The object of his writing such a letter will doubt- less be understood by the reader. It was to destroy public confidence in the victims of slavery, that the system iBjght not be exposed — it was to gag a poor fugitive who had undertaken to plead his own cause and that of his enslaved brethren. It was a feeble attempt to suppress the voice of universal freedom which is now thundering on every gale. But thank God it is too late in the day. Go stop the mighty thunder's roar, Go hush the ocean's sound, Or upward like the eagle soar To skies' remotest bound. And when thou hast the thunder stopped, And hushed the ocean's waves, Then, freedom's spirit bind in chains, And ever hold us slaves. And when the eagle's boldest feat, Thou canst perform with skill, Then, think to stop proud freedom's march And hold the bondman still. 1 CHAPTER XX. Eeview of my narrative. — Licentiousness a prop of slavery. — A case of mild slavery given. — Its revolting features. — Times ot my purchase and sale by professed Christians. — Concluding remarks. f now conclude my narrative, by reviewing briefly what I have written. This little work has been written without any personal aid or a knowledge of the English grammcr, which must in part be my apology for many of its imperfections. I find in several places, where I have spoken out the deep feelings of my soul, in trying to describe the horrid treatment which I have so often received at the hands of slaveholding professors of religion, that I might possibly make a wrong impression on the minds of some northern freemen, who are un- acquainted theoretically or practically with the cus- toms and treatment of American slaveholders to their slaves. I hope that it may not be supposed bj any, that I have exaggerated in the least, for the purpose of making out the system of slavery worse than it really is, for, to exaggerate upon the cruel- ties of this system, would be almost impossible : and to write herein the most horrid features of it woula not be in good taste for my book. I ha^'o lonof thought from what has fallen under NARRATIVE OF H£NRY BIBB. 199 my own observation while a slave, that the strong- est reason why southerners stick with such tenacity to their "peculiar instiution," is because licentious white men could not carry out their wicked pur- poses among the defenceless colored population as they now do, without being exposed and punished by law, if slavery was abolished. Female virtue could not be trampled under foot with iiupunity, and marriage among the people of color kept in utter obscurity. On the other hand, lest it should be said by slaveholders and their apologists, that I have not done them the justice to give a sketch of the best side of slavery, if there can be any best side to it , therefore in conclusion, they may have the benefit of the following case, that fell under the observa- tion of the writer. And I challenge America to show a milder state of slavery than this. I once knew a Methodist in the state of Ky,, by the name of Young, who was the owner of a large number of slaves, many of whom belonged to the same church with their master. They worshipped to- gether in the same church. Mr. Young never was known to flog one of his slaves or sell one. He fed and clothed them well, and never over-worked them. He allowed each family a small house to themselves with a little garden spot, whereon to raise their own vegetables ; and a part of the day on Saturdays was allowed them to cultivate it. In process of tune he became deeply involved in debt by endorsing notes, and his property was all 200 NARRATIVE OP HENRY BIBB. advertised to be sold by the sheriff at public au, For his sake, as well as for the sake of humanity and freedom, we hope an extensive sale awaits the little volume. It is smal<, neatly printed, and sold at a low price — from fifty cents to Beventy-tive cents per copy. Let there be a little Christian generosity exhibited in the sale of the work," FroJH the jbiberator. "Henry Bibb, the well known fugitive slave, has just pub- lislied, in elegant style and witli sundry pictorial illustrations, I Narrative of his Life anrl Adventures, written by himself, ar 1 cmarkably well-written too ; with an Introduction by T,nciH-; ) jMatlac' . Of all the UiUTatives that have been pu_bllsheower which a well-executed tale, when once we conmience read- ing, exerts over the mind, until we reach the end ; and did we not know the author, and know from the best of proof that the book is a true narrative, on reading it we should pronounce it a novel. The reader may rely upon its truth, and yet he will find it so full of touching incidents, daring adventures, and hair-breadth escapes, that he will find his attention held spell-bound, from the time he begins until he has finished the little volume. "We think the work cannot fail to meet with an extensive sale." From tlie New York Tribune. '■• This is a Nai'rative of intense interest. The author is well known as a powerful speaker, keen in debate, shrewd in argu- ment, and dangerous in retort. He here shows an equally ready command of the pen, and has produced a book which would do credit to a practiced writer. No stronger proof of the absurdity of slavery can be demanded than this little history. By ap- pealing to the sense of justice and the feeling of sympathy in this artless record of a noble struggle with oppression and out- rage, Mr. Bibb will make an impression on many readers, who would not be reached by more elaborate statements. His book has the attraction of a romance, though there was no romance in hissufi'erings. They were matter of fact realities of the stern- est kind." Fr