Ik 7m JteT Mr. MacLehose would be particularly obliged to SUBSCRIBERS if Books, and especially Novels, in two or more volumes were returned in Unbroken Sets. Odd volumes are of no use, and their return only leads to confusion. m m IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. VOL. I. IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME A LOVE STORY. BY KATHARINE S. MACQUOLD AUTHOR OF "PATTY," "DIANE," &c, &c. IN THREE VOLUMES. VOL. 1. LONDON: HURST AND BLACKETT, PUBLISHERS, 13, GREAT MARLBOROUGH STREET. 1880. All riuhts resertul LONDON : PRINTED BY DUNCAN MACDONALD, BLENHEIM HOUSE, BLENHEIM STREET, OXFORD STREET. TO THOMAS CAHILL, ESQ., M.D. THIS BOOK TS AFFECTIONATELY DEDICATED BY THE AUTHOR. v.) • SpCa 7 c Digitized by the Internet Archive in 2009 with funding from Duke University Libraries http://www.archive.org/details/insweetspringtim01macq CONTENTS OF THE FIRST VOLUME. PROLOGUE. CHAPTER PAGE I. Three Friends 3 II. TWO GO OUT INTO THE WORLD ... 28 BOOK I.— SPRING. I. Lady Mary Penruddock . . . .41 II. Early Spring 52 III. Mr. Oliver Burridge 65 IV. Martha's Home 85 V. A little Supper 99 VI. A Difference of Opinion . . .115 VII. At the Garden-party 130 VIII. Jealousy 164 IX. On the Brink 176 X. Maurice and Martha 193 XL A First Visit 207 XII. A Confidence 226 XIII. Prevention is not always better than Cure 243 XIV. Martha and Gyneth meet .... 254 XV. An Interview 270 XVI. A Row up the River 283 PROLOGUE. VOL. I. IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. CHAPTER I. THREE FRIENDS. TT was growing dusk ; the day seemed tired -*- of the dry heat that had been burning into it since the sun had got above the tall tree-tops, and when he sank into the bank of clouds on the range of hills to the west, light faded more quickly than usual, and a sudden stillness made the evening appear later than it was. From these high hill-tops a broad stretch of land came gradually downwards ; first it was waste interspersed with fir-woods and oak copses, yellow with coming age ; nearer to the road were meadows divided into squares by hawthorn-hedges, a dull olive now, but b2 4 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. variegated in places with the paler green of honeysuckles; nearer still was an immense stretch of corn-land, making a golden border to this yellow road. The corn was very golden where the shocks still stood leaning one against another as if they too were faint and weary with the long day's heat; the largest half of the field whence the corn had been already carried was paler and tawnier in colour. Through this stubble a few women, their heads covered by sun-bonnets, moved in a bent, slow fashion ; every now and then one stooped, and then stuffed the ears she had gathered up into the bundle in front of her apron. These gleaners were the only occupants of the field which, ten minutes ago, had been full of reapers ; but these had emptied their beer-cans, had piled the last shock on the top of the over-filled waggons, and were only just out of sight in the road that bordered the great corn-field. " I tell you what it is, Martha — those gleaners arn't got any wits, else they'd follow the carts, and gather the droppings, and what the hedges snatch, as the loads go along." THREE FRIENDS. D The speaker was a square-shouldered, bright- faced boy about ten years old ; he stuffed both hands to the bottoms of the pockets of his corduroys, shut his firm lips tightly, and frowned with disapproval in the faces of his two com- panions. One of these was a lad about five years older than the speaker ; he smiled at the little fellow's indignation ; but the third, a girl, looked grave. " Yes, it is a pity," she said, in a sort of hushed voice — hushed, but not sweet ; it had perhaps a tone of suppressed harshness ; " but, Oliver, why not go and tell the women about it ; •'twould be kind in you ; they'll be thankful, I'm sure." The girl was very tall; she did not look more than thirteen, though she was a year older,, her thin arms had hung straight by her side, but now she clasped her long hands appeal- in gly as she looked down in the little boy's face. Oliver shook his square head, and his sho alders too. " You're as soft as they are, Matty ; they're 6 IN THE SWEET SPRIXG-TIME. too dazed to take advice Hallo ! — hark !" He stopped, and stood listening, his face full of singular intelligence. Till now all had been peaceful — the women's figures stood out picture- like against the cool green sky. There had not even been the lowing of the cows or the tinkle of a sheep-bell to break the stillness. The whirr of a beetle now and then as it struck against the hedge, thereby rousing the honey- suckle blossoms to a fuller gush of sweetness^ and Oliver's loud, firm voice — these sounds that moved the warm air had been all ; but now a noise — a hum first, and then a harsh grating — filled the air. The sudden noise had made Oliver turn round and face the road, his hand- some young face full of eagerness. Nearer and nearer came the grinding sound ; something surely was pounding, cutting its way through the stones on the road ; lumbering, too, as if the work was hard, and yet it was a very different sound from that made by the slow-moving corn- waggons ; nor was this something going at such a snail-like pace. Louder and louder grew the noise, and Oliver's face grew more full of aweful expectation, and THREE FRIENDS. 7 then a strange sight presented itself to the won- dering eyes of the children. On the other side of the road the meadows went on sloping down- wards to the bottom of the valley, and then rose up with wooded sides to a vision of pale blue outlines said to be the Sussex downs. Into this quiet solitude with no large grouping of houses to indicate human presence, into this great space of nature there came lumbering along the road something that looked like a monstrous beetle, red and blue, with a brazen head, crunch- ing, grinding, and seeming to cry out with some inward agony, as it puffed forth a faint blue cloud of steam. Two of the lookers-on backed into the hedge. The strange awe in Oliver's face had spread through him ; he neither spoke nor moved, but stood rooted to the spot, his eyes devouring the engine. As the thing lumbered by, disturbing all the stillness, a blot on the peaceful beauty of the landscape, the boy drew a deep breath. " Where are you going to?" he shouted to the driver. The grimy, smoke-stained man did not even turn his head. 8 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. " Gilding," he said, and on the engine went lumbering and grindiDg, and off scampered Oliver in its wake. The elder lad roused out of his silence. " What is he at?" he said. "It is folly to go after a steam-engine." The girl looked at him with a puzzled face ; but in a minute the puzzled look vanished, and she smiled. "Don't you trouble about Oliver, Maurice, he's always right. You see how mother trusts him, and he never comes to harm. Oh ! yes, he'll be all right." Maurice had a long, thoughtful face, with sweet brown eyes ; he raised his dark eyebrows and shook his head at Martha. "Your mother knows best, of course, but 1 should say a fellow only ten years old ought not to go wherever he chooses. He's gone quite the opposite road to home. We had better follow him a bit." Martha smiled gratefully. " It is very kind of you," she spoke shyly, one shoulder higher than the other, without THREE FRIENDS. 9 looking at her companion, "but Oliver is all right ; he guesses the engine men will stop at the public down at the bottom of the hill — that's Tringer's, where those gleaners are going." She nodded towards the line of women now filing slowly into the road; some of them with bundles carried in front, others with one bundle poised on the head, and held there by a strong brown arm, while the other hand clasped a second bundle tied in the apron. All looked brown, and wearied with hard work in the heat of the day that was only just done. " All right, we'll go to Tringer's," Maurice said, and the girl followed him along the stony road — only a few paces, and then she quickened her steps, and walked beside him. She was tall, with the lank, unformed growth of a girl who promised to be above the common height ; fair skinned, but for some freckles, with large and singularly green eyes, her face was too narrow and thin, but still it was interesting, there was so much restrained expression in the eyes and delicate mouth, with its thin lips ; she had a rosy colour, too, or she would have looked 10 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. white, for her hair was a rich deep red, golden at the edges, and lying in thick straight masses across her forehead. Her sun-bonnet partly hid her features, but she had evidently walked faster, so as to be able to watch her companion's refined, melancholy face. The melancholy was plainly more a trick of expression than a habit of mind, for when, in a few minutes, he began to smile, he looked so bright, so mischievous even, that it was impossible to associate sadness with Maurice Penruddock. " Martha," — the smile broadened into a merry laugh, — " how you do spoil Oliver ! I believe you think he's a sort of oracle." Martha blushed, and frowned, and twisted her fingers together nervously. " I don't know what ' oracle ' may be, but I shan't spoil him, Oliver's too good to be spoilt. Mother says he's so clever that he's sure to be all right ; he's got a wonderful clear head ; he's such a sensible little chap." Maurice laughed again. " I ought to know it by this time ; you've said the same thing to me every Saturday since THREE FRIENDS. 11 I've known you, and that's why I say you'll spoil Oliver. You are besotted about him, Martha, and you'll never open your eyes." He did not turn his head to look at her, but she looked at him from under her sun-bonnet, not with any vexation, but with a kind of con- viction, as if she felt the truth of his words, and yet could not accept them. They walked on silently for some minutes. " You ought to know," at last Martha said ; " you are cleverer than I am, and, of course, you've had more teaching— and besides, you are different altogether." A flush came on the boy's face. " I wish you would not talk nonsense, Mar- tha," he said, quickly. " You are clever enough yourself; if you had said I must know better because I'm a man and you're a girl, there would have been some sense in that." The girl drew herself up ; her cheeks were scarlet. Maurice looked round, struck by her silence, and saw the flaming face. "What an odd girl you are!" he said. "What has vexed you now? — you must know 12 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. I could not ever mean to vex you, Martha." He was vexed himself, and he spoke abrupt- ly. The girl's heart swelled with pain ; she pinched her fingers till she hurt them. " It isn't you I mean/' she said. " I'm thinking of that fine parson's wife — I hate her !" Maurice turned round impulsively, but there was a look of weariness in his face. " I say, Martha, don't you think we'd better enjoy our holiday? — what's the use of sulking over old grievances ?" He smiled as he ended, and the smile took the sting out of his words. " I've done," she said, " and I don't mind, except for mother ; it's hard on her to be scorn- ed, and it isn't an old grievance either." Maurice did not answer ; he looked annoyed, and he began to whistle. He knew that Mrs. Parrat, the wife of the clergyman, who was preparing him for Eton, had expressed herself strongly about his friends, Martha and Oliver, and their mother, but this had happened two years ago. Though he was then only thirteen, THREE FRIENDS. 13 Maurice Penruddock bad been separated from bis parents so early tbat be bad learned to tbink and act for bimself. His father and mother were still in India, but he wrote at once to his guardian, Mr. John Venables. u There are some kind people here," he said, "who live close to Deeping, a blind woman and her two children — very simple people, but quiet and well-mannered — and they would like to have me on half-holidays ; Oliver and Martha are younger than I am, and I am sure I can learn no harm from them, and I find the country very dull on half-holidays." Mr. Venables had lately placed his ward in the country for health's sake, after keeping him for some years at school in London. He was an old bachelor, very fond of amusement, and he thought Maurice ought not to be dull on half-holidays. Major and Mrs. Penruddock were in India ; it would take too long to write and consult them, so- he took the easier course — he wrote to Maurice, and gave him leave to visit his new friends, telling him to show the letter to Mr. Parrat. All this had happened two 14 IN THE SWEET SPRIXG-TIME. years ago, and the lad was surprised that Mar- tha should refer to such an old story. " Mrs. Parrat means all right," he said, as they walked on ; " she can't help being silly." Martha pulled at her bonnet-strings as if she meant to pull them off; she drew her head up. " Mrs. Parrat met mother and me yesterday, and she took no notice," she said, harshly. " Oh !" Maurice gave a kind of groan. " She did not know you, most likely, and she's only a silly woman. I should not have thought you would have cared for the notice of a silly per- son, Martha. Why, where on earth has Oliver gone to ?" The road, which had sunk between high yellow banks, topped with withered gorse and brown brake, opened suddenly on a triangular bit of common on the left, stretching upwards to a crown of dark fir-trees. The high banks ended here, and the road parted into two, one way going straight forward, arched over by trees already painted with autumn tints ; a narrower path on the left fringed the com- THREE FRIENDS. 15 mon, and took its way np the slope, and beside a small group of cottages ; the sign of the "White Horse " before one of these houses, and a black board over the door of another with white letters, told that Timothy Cruttenden was a licensed dealer, and showed where the in- habitants bought food and drink. "Do you think he'd go inside?" Maurice asked, as they climbed the hill towards the " White Horse." " No_, that he wouldn't — he's given mother his word on it — he's never seen the inside of a public since he was six." Martha spoke with quite unnecessary emphasis. While they lingered, the landlord came out with a long pipe in his hand. " Good evening," Maurice said, and Martha noted, admiringly, that he bowed, and that the publican acknowledged the salute ; " has a young boy been here just now, Mr. Tringer. You know Oliver Burridge." Maurice spoke rather haughtily — he felt an- noyed — it seemed to him that Oliver ought not to give so much trouble. 16 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. "Yes, sir," the man said, respectfully, "he was here not long ago neither, but he's gone along on the engine to Gilding," and he pointed with his pipe; "he got the soft side of the driver to let him get on." "To Gilding! How on earth is he to get back to-night?" Maurice frowned. " Bless you, sir, the little chap'll come all right —he told me to say as he's all right if anyone asked — he's bent on seeing the engine at work — it's a com cutter, or something o' that— I know the driver well. Joe's a chum of mine, and he said he'd bring the young 'un back all right — he's an inquiring young blade — " Martha pinched her lips together and stood twisting her fingers. " Don't you be afeard now, he'll do all right," Mr. Tringer nodded his head, and took a huge pull at his pipe. " I could not but laugh. The little chap was so bent on riding with the engine — he's desperate sharp on machines, he is." Maurice frowned again. " Good evening," he said, and then he walked away ; not down to the road, but up to the fir- THREE FRIENDS. 17 wood. "It's a great deal too bad," he said, when they reached the entrance of the wood. " Oliver wants a good flogging. I don't believe there's any discipline at that Grammar School." Martha first turned red, then she pressed her lips together and looked at him wistfully. " I only mind that you should be put out," she said, in her hushed tone. " Oliver's all right. No harm'll come to him." "Well, I say he's all wrong. What will your mother say !" Maurice said, impatiently, as he strode along over the brown carpet of fir- needles. "You'll be tired, Martha/' he said, looking over his shoulder. " I beg your pardon for going on so fast. We can rest here a few minutes, and yet be back in time." She seated herself without a word, her hands in her lap, her head bent forward so that her face was hidden by her sun-bonnet. She was happy again, for she felt that Maurice was sorry he had spoken crossly, and that he was satisfied to stay here with her all alone. "Martha," he said, suddenly, in a changed voice, " shall you miss me when I go away ?" VOL. I. C 18 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. She raised her head and gazed at him, grow- ing pale. There was vivid alarm in the stare of her eyes. "Go away! where?" she said, in her harshest voice. Maurice looked away, and hit the ground beside him with a stick he had pulled from the hedge below. " Well, you knew I couldn't stay here always ; and, after all," he spoke coolly, "you won't miss me as I shall miss you — you and Oliver have got one another." She made a hasty movement and raised her hand ; then she suddenly checked herself. " One person can never make up for another," she said, so sadly that the harshness left her voice. " You and Oliver are different." Maurice gave a rueful smile. " Well, then," he said, discontentedly, " you always say he's perfect, so of course I'm just the opposite, if I'm different. It isn't fair, Martha ; you are more my friend than anybody is," — such a loving stress on the words, — " and you care nothing for me compared with Oliver " THREE FRIENDS. 19 He got up and went and stood against the red bole of one of the trees. Overhead was the purple-green canopy of pines, and behind, hang- ing like a weird transparent veil, in their intri- cate crossings and re-crossings, were thin branches brown and dead. Martha was struggling with herself ; she did not speak or look round. She longed to tell Maurice how much she cared for him— how dull her life would be without him ; but her sorrow was dumb, and she was vexed ; she thought also that Maurice cared too little for Oliver. Maurice stood waiting; he had battled with his own reserve to make this appeal, and Martha cared nothing for it ; she was, perhaps, thinking him a muff, and laughing under the shade of her bonnet. All at once he moved on through the wood. Martha got up to follow, and then she stood still. "If he is really sorry about going away, he'll come back to me now," she said. But Maurice went on and on, till she feared to lose sight of him. Martha began to repent. He might be going away very soon, — perhaps c2 20 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. this was his last Saturday at Deeping. Had he meant those words for good-bye ? " I can't run after him," she said, sorrowfully. " I can't change my mind like a baby ; besides, I know I can't speak — I feel choked like." She set her face and pressed her lips hard, and without her will her fingers kept on twist- ing nervously together. Maurice looked round at a turn of the path, and he saw Martha standing where he had left her, her head drooped forward. She seemed to feel his gaze, for she raised her head and looked at him, and then, irresistibly drawn, she went a few steps forward. At this Maurice came back, and they met about half way. In the journey to meet him, the choked feeling had loosened, and Martha could speak. "Are you in earnest — are you really going- away soon ?" she said, in a low voice. The boy thought her eyes looked very sweet : the dry intenseness had fled, and they were full of soft dark green light. "Yes — I was always going; you knew that well enough. What is the use of such a foolish THREE FRIENDS. 21 question 1" he said, angrily. He was angry with Fate, — with all that took him away from the dear pleasant rambles and worshipping companionship ; he had not known how close he and Martha had grown to one another till the call came to divide their friendship. "But, you are only fifteen — you can't have done schooling yet," she said, doubtfully. Maurice laughed. "I'm only just going to begin real school/' he said. " I'm going to Eton. It isn't school I dislike, but I don't want to go from here." He wanted to say, " leave you all ;" that he meant this was out of the reach of Martha's thoughts. " You will come back here sometimes, won't you 1" she said, wistfully. " I hope so ;" but the words raised a dim foreshadowing. Maurice felt, without realising, how changed life would be for him when he had really been to school. " I," — he cleared his throat, — " I wanted to tell you sooner, but I knew you would be cut up. A letter came from my guardian a few days ago ; he says I am to travel about with 22 IN THE SWEET SPRIXG-TIME. him a few months before I settle down regularly, and I am to go to London on Monday." He brought the words out with an effort. He looked at her, and their eyes told each other what their tongues could never have accom- plished: they both so shrank from the chance of tears. Martha's eyes were sombre with despair, but his were so sad that her pride at least was soothed. " Monday," she said at last ; " so soon !" — then, after a pause, in a heart- wrung voice, — " I wonder what the weeks will be like when there are no Saturdays like these at the end of them." Maurice could not say anything to comfort her ; he felt very sad, but he felt guilty, too, that his longing for school was going to be appeased. " Let's say good-bye here," he said ; " what- ever happens, I'll not forget you, Martha." She stood like a statue ; he had meant to kiss her cheek, but he hesitated ; he shrank from offering what she might not like; so he held out his hand instead. Suddenly she roused, held his hand with THREE FRIENDS. 28 both hers, and then a deep passionate sob burst from her, and she hid her face on his hand. Maurice patted her shoulder gently. " Dear old Martha, you'll not forget me; give me a kiss," he whispered, u and say you won't forget me." She raised her head and he kissed her, but she did not give him back his kiss : she was too much ashamed of her sob. "You'll soon forget us, I know," she said, keeping her eyes on the ground. " You'll find plenty of friends more like yourself." She loosed his hand. " You're the only friend I ever had, and I'll never take another," she said, bit- terly, and she turned her head and shoulders away. Maurice did not understand her mood, — his heart was very full, — it seemed to him that, if Martha would only be sad and gentle, the part- ing might be less wretched ; these strange moods of hers had often tormented him. "Don't be angry with me, dear," he said, ten- derly ; " you may be sure I'm sorry enough to leave you and Oliver." 24 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. He spoke as if he were an elder brother, in a manly, protecting tone. All Martha's hardness fled. She hid her face in her hands, and again her voice was choked with a sob. " No, no, not really sorry, or you couldn't say it so easily ; you'd feel like a bit of hard stone." She gave him one long sad look, and then, suddenly beginning to run, she went away fast through the wood. Maurice started off in pursuit; but, at the sound of his following footsteps, Martha turned and waved him back with such an imploring gesture that he stopped. " I'll get leave to go and say good-bye to- morrow. I'm half an hour late as it is ; poor little thing, she is cut up." When Martha reached home, she was over- wrought by her parting from Maurice, and so ashamed of the betrayal of her own feelings, that she was very silent, — she forgot all about Oliver. His habits were eccentric, and the blind mother took no heed of his absence till bed- THREE FRIENDS. 25 time ; then Martha roused up and told her the story of his journey to Gilding. Mrs. Burridge's lips trembled as she listened to Martha's assurance that the child was all right. u All right," she said, " I hope so, but he's over-venturesome, Mattie, he wants a man to guide him ; if Maurice now would talk to him a bit more it might be a good thing ; I'll ask him." " Maurice is going away," the girl said, sullenly, and after that she hardly spoke again till bed-time. Next morning, as she guided her mother to chapel, she was unusually quiet, and, even when they came slowly back through the warm sunshine, she answered no word to her mother's talk on the road, nor did she tell the blind woman, as she often did, about the wild flowers or butterflies that brightened the walk, for the cottage was some way out of Deeping. Dinner- time came, but Oliver did not come back, and, when she had settled her mother in the easy- chair, Martha went and sat in the little strip of 26 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. garden beside the cottage. She had not been there long when she heard the click of the gate- latch, and there were Maurice and Oliver. Martha turned crimson ; she felt compelled to sit still, but her brother ran forward, and hid her face in his hearty hug. "Come along/' he said, eagerly; "come and say good-bye to Maurice ; he's going to London to-morrow ; he has not long to stop, and he wants mother."" "I'll find mother, and tell her." Martha was glad to run away indoors. The blind woman was looking towards the door ; she had heard Oliver's voice. 61 Mother," Martha said, " come and say good- bye to Maurice ; most like we'll never see him again." Maurice was at the door, and he heard her. "You must not believe Martha, Mrs. Bur- ridge." He spoke so kindly to the widow, so gently, as he took her hand. " I shall not see you again this year, I daresay, because I am to travel about with my guardian, and then to have some ' coaching' in London, before I go to THREE FRIENDS. 27 Eton in January ; but you may be sure that some day I shall come back like a bad half- crown. I suppose Oliver will be such a great man one of these days that we shall all be proud of him." He shook the blind woman's hand, and then held out his hand to Oliver. Last of all he said good-bye to Martha, but no one looking on could have told how sorry the lad really felt. Martha's stolid quiet helped him, and he turned from the gate with a smile on his face, Oliver walking beside him to the very door of the vicarage. "Martha," said Mrs. Burridge, " you need not fear — we shall see the dear lad again ; he isn't one to forget friends." There was no answer. Martha had stolen away, and she was lying face downwards on the floor of the room above, trying to choke back the agony which was tearing at her heart. " Gone !" — that was all she said, and it came more as a smothered groan than a spoken word. 28 CHAPTER IT. TWO GO OUT INTO THE WORLD. "VTEARS have gone by, and Maurice has never ■*- come back to Deeping. He wrote at first at tolerably regular intervals, but when he went to Eton his letters became rarer and briefer, and after a while he ceased to write. Martha's heart ached sorely as months went by and no answer -came to her last letter. " I don't wonder," she said, u it was so dull and stupid," and then, with a heavy sigh, she gave up the hope of hearing from him. In one way his silence was a relief; his let- ters had been very precious to her, and she had been very proud of receiving them ; but it had been a great effort to answer them,- — to write as she thought anyone so grand as Maurice now was ought to be written to. TWO GO OUT INTO THE WORLD. 29 1 " He was always different from ns," she said ; " he was always a gentleman ; and, now that he lives among his equals, he must shrink from us, and wonder how he could ever find sympathy with such quiet, ignorant people. It is not pride in him, Oliver is so wrong to call it pride ; I know better ; like will cling to like ; and I for one could never blame anyone for caring for refinements. I always knew that our friendship could not last." But though she tried to soften it to herself, Martha missed Maurice more than Oliver did. The lad loved his sports far better than, his lessons, and the difference in their age had pre- vented Maurice from caring to play with him ; nor had Maurice shown much sympathy with Oliver's darling amusement of making what the elder boy had called cardboard toys. Through the long dark winter evenings Oliver had cared little for books. He would sit silently apart at a little table by himself, — the other table shook so, he said, — and there, with thoughtful eyes and eagerly-parted lips, he would spend hour after hour making, by the light of one candle, mimic 30 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. machines copied from drawings in some en- gineering journal. He sometimes showed his work to Martha, but he never sought her advice, and, when she blamed or suggested, he smiled and shrugged his shoulders, as if to say that the subject was beyond her comprehension. While Maurice had been at Deeping, this favourite occupation had somewhat lost its fasci- nation, for each Saturday Maurice had brought some fresh interest into the little family circle, — sometimes a newspaper, which he lent them, and news besides of what was happening in London and throughout the country, and also about any change in European politics, for both Martha and Oliver, young as they were, took a deep interest in such subjects, and Martha was keen on any question likely to affect the working classes. Except a few old men, the elders of the chapel, the Burridges had made no acquaint- ances at Deeping. Oliver had plenty of school acquaintances, but was too pugnacious to be popular. The mother's blindness prevented her from seeking friends, and she said she was too old to strike fresh roots, — she had left all the TWO GO OUT INTO THE WORLD. 31 friends she cared for in the far North when her husband died. Martha's extreme shyness and silence being set down to pride, she was, much to her relief, left to herself. But though this tall silent girl seemed, to outsiders, proud and apathetic, she was full of thoughts. At present her absorbing idea was to help as much as she could the poor around her. Her blind mother took up much of her time, but she could leave all household matters to a servant who had lived with them from childhood, and could get some hours in the week to teach sewing and reading in the cottages near her home. She idolized Oliver as much as ever, but the lad began to find his home-life dull, and pined to see more of what was going on in the world. Martha had grown even more silent since Maurice went ; and, though the boy loved his mother and sister, the monotony chafed him. Just at this time one of his schoolfellows lent him a book, — the lives of celebrated engineers, — and this so fired the boy's imagination that he could think of nothing else. But Oliver was fifteen now, and he had been brought up in too stern a school of self-denial to dream of 32 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. acting on impulse. Instead of going to his mother with his eager hopes, on the next half holiday he asked if he could see the head- master of the Grammar School. The master was going out for an afternoon's fishing, but he had long had his eye on Oliver, and, spite of the complaints of his form-master for want of application, he believed him to be one of the brightest boys in the school, if he could only be brought to give his mind to study. "Just a fellow to distinguish himself at the University, if he would but work hard enough to get a scholarship," he had said to an under- master, only a few days before. So now he deferred his fishing, and looked with kindly eyes at the bright-eyed, intelligent face, so full of impulsive eagerness. " What is it 1 can help you in, Burridge?" he said ; " have you made up your mind to try for one of the scholarships ? I hope so." Oliver smiled proudly ; he thought the short- lived fame of winning a scholarship, and, after it, the privilege of spending his mother's slender income at the University, very pitiful aims com- TWO GO OUT INTO THE WORLD. 33 pared with the dazzling future he had been dreaming of. "No, sir, thank you; but I've been reading this/' — his blue eyes glowed as he pointed to the book under his arm, and he put it into the hand the head-master held out for it. " I want you to tell me, if you please, if it costs money to become an engineer, and if it is a business at which one makes money quickly." The master smiled ; he looked at the book, and then at Oliver. He had heard about the boy's card engines, which had formerly been the wonder of the school, and, as he read the name of the book, he guessed what was work- ing in his scholar's mind. He told him plainly how much it would cost to give him the train- ing he required, and then he saw a cloud come over the eager face. " That's enough, sir, thank you," said Oliver, stoutly, though the disappointment had almost forced tears to his eyes ; " it's out of the ques- tion for me," and he turned away. Something in his manner touched the master. "Do you mean, Burridge," he said, "that vol. i. r> 34 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. you asked me this because you want to begin to earn your own living ?" Oliver's eyes grew bright at once. " Yes, sir ; but T have no money to spend, and I want to save my mother's. I waut so much to earn money that, so long as I have to do with machinery, I don't much care what I have to do." The master sighed. Here was a lad who might have added to the laurels of Deeping Grammar School, and who was eager to sink all his Latin and Greek to earn a small salary and live among machinery ; but he honoured Oliver's motive, and he now understood his self-denial. "I will see what I can do for you," he said. " Shake hands, Burridge ;" and Oliver went home with a heavy heart. He managed, however, to keep his disappoint- ment to himself. At the end of a month the head-master sent for Oliver. " I have found you a post," he said, " as junior clerk in a large mill in Yorkshire, the property TWO GO OUT INTO THE WORLD. 35 of my own cousin. I do not know if you will like it ; but do you care to try !" Oliver looked up, speechless with happiness ; then his tongue loosed. " Thank you heartily, sir," he said. M I can never forget it. Please may I go and tell mother ?" " And tell her," the master called after him, " I will call on her to-morrow and tell her all about it." The blind mother sat silent while Oliver told his story. " Let me go, mother," the boy pleaded. " I may never get such another opening." She hesitated ; she had not realised her son's growth. " Stay with us some while longer, Oliver/' she said, " you are too young yet to face the world." Ci Mother," the lad said, and he took her withered hand gently, and, after kissing it, laid it on his own head, " feel how tall I am ; I'm not little Oliver now; I'm gone fifteen. I should never do much more at Latin and Greek d2 36 IX THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. if I stayed ever so long at school, and I want to earn some money for you and Martha — I want to work, and I want to see what's going on, and what's doing, and I shall never learn anything in a hole like Deeping." The mother sat and cried silently, but Martha came to Oliver's assistance. "Let him go, mother," she said; "it serves me right for being such a dull companion for him. Why should he waste his time here with us? — he'll be a great man if you give him the chance now. Maurice said so." Mrs. Burridge yielded, and Oliver went away and left Martha alone. Very soon his letters threw a new and vivid interest into the girl's life, and she found it a pleasure to answer his letters. She often thought that, if her answers to Maurice's letters had not been so short and dull, he would not have ceased to write. Now Oliver's letters became longer as time went on ; by-and-by each letter told of some fresh success gained by the determined, ambitious boy; it was now a rise in his salary, and then he had invented some im- TWO GO OUT INTO THE WORLD. 37 provement in a wheel ; next he had been asked to stay with one of the partners. Oliver's star was plainly in the ascendant; and he often sent money and presents to both mother and sister. His pro- gress seemed magical to these secluded ones, and even to the few friends who came to hear the wonderful letters read aloud. There was so much life and power in them, and the young writer had such belief in his own success. "And that," said one of the elders to Mrs. Bnrridge, as they walked home together one Sunday after Meeting, " that is half the battle of life." Martha held her head higher than ever ; she was so proud of Oliver. BOOK I. SPKIKG. 41 CHAPTER I. LADY MARY PEXRUDDOCK. TX a house in a quiet street leading out of A one of the sunny squares near Bayswater, Lady Mary Penruddock lay stretched on a sofa, propped by pillows. Her skin was yellow, and she was evidently very thin, but she did not look so much of an invalid as her attitude suggested. There was a glow in her bright dark eyes, and an animation in her face, which spoke of health and energy. But when she rose from the sofa, and walked to the window, her movements, though singularly graceful, were slow and languid, as much out orharmony with the fiery impatience in her dark eyes, as the sleek repose of a panther is with its sadden spring. u Maurice is too provoking," she said ; then, 42 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. looking down at the white wrapper she wore, " and he knows I never dress till he comes." A sharp ring at the street door announced her son's arrival, and then Lady Mary gathered up her long skirt and moved towards the door. Maurice Penrucldock came in, and looked sur- prised. His face was not much changed, but he had grown into a tall, very distinguished- looking man, who, not precisely handsome, at once attracted notice by his appearance. " Not ready !" he said, with a sweet, bright smile. Ci It is just three, and the carriage was ordered then." " Dear Maurice," she raised one long, supple, yellow hand, so smooth-looking that it might have passed for an ivory carving, " will you never learn my habits ? I never sit ready-dressed. Your dear father always knew that nothing w 7 ould induce me to undertake such a trial both to strength and temper. Besides, I never sit, as you know, when I can possibly avoid doing so, and how could I lie down in a silk gown ? You are quite too foolish, dear." She patted his arm as she passed, with so pleasant a smile LADY MARY PENRUDDOCK. 43- that Maurice felt he must certainly be wrong for not having come home half an hour before the time she had herself fixed for him. Quite half an hour passed before his mother came down, very exquisitely dressed, he thought, not with such absolute submission to fashion, but with a harmony and fitness that showed how thoroughly she knew the most effective way of garbing her very remarkable face and figure. Lady Mary had never been beautiful, but her wonderful dark eves, her in- tensely expressive face, and the gliding, almost cat-like grace that accompanied every move- ment and every attitude of her tall, lithe figure, had always secured her admiration, and even now, though she had a son nearly thirty years old, she was so well preserved, so very interest- ing in appearance, that many men would pass by younger women to talk to this elegant, lan- guid Lady Mary Penruddock. Maurice thought his mother charming. She had not been long in England, and he put down all her eccentricities, as he called them, to her long absence in India. They drove for some time in silence, enjoying- 44 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. at first the freshness of the air in the park, and the long stretches of view between the vast tree-trunks in Kensington Gardens ; but when they took to the road again, the wind was ris- ing, and the dust with it. Lady Mary looked restless and discontented. " Are you quite sure these people are well off?" iC Yes, I believe so. I was told they do every- thing well," — Maurice smiled, — " and that they have a charming house, and no children, only the nieces I told you of." She shook her head, and smiled compassion- ately. " Dear Maurice, do you believe in appear- ances f You a barrister, too ! Of course people who have girls to marry must keep up an ap- pearance. Do you know if these girls have any money of their own ?" she said, with an anxious look. " I have not a notion," he said ; " but as Mr. and Mrs. Venables have no children, I suppose, as these girls live with them, they will leave them all they have." LADY MARY PENRUDDOCK. 45 •' You are so like your dear father, Maurice. He always believed the best of everyone. How do you know that these people don't live on an annuity, and that they have nothing to leave !" Maurice laughed again. " Your imagination travels fast," he said. " I hear the Miss Ralstons are very nice, and I hope to make their acquaintance. Please re- member I have never seen them, nor have I made any calculation about their money value — my dear mother, you need not be anxious — I am not a marrying man." His mother wrinkled the bridge of her nose, a way she had when her notions of good taste were offended — she thought it would have been so much better if her son had taken her hint without seeming to understand it. " Your dear father and I," she said, " were very young and extremely imprudent when w T e married — but then, of course, your dear father was badly advised in investing his money — I ought to be much better off. No, you cannot marry unless you marry money, dear Maurice, 46 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. — but you are sure to do that — you can com- mand it — I only wonder you have been allowed to remain single so long." " Mother ! Why do you underrate your sex — do you really believe that the idea of marriage is always in a girl's mind with respect to all the men she talks to f ' Lady Mary's nose wrinkled visibly. "I was thinking of you, dear, not about girls. It seems to me that you may marry whom you choose, if the girl has no other attachment — I am not afraid that you will do anything foolish or romantic — I do not even tell you that you are very handsome, but you have that sort of ap- pearance that girls find irresistible — you ought to be marked e dangerous' !" she said, with a little laugh. Maurice shook his head — his ideal of his mother had been created and worshipped during three years of separation, and her out- ward refinement helped his strong affection to continue this worship — but such talk as this tried his faith, and made him sometimes wonder whether women were not, after all, silly. Mean- LADY MARY PENRUDDOCK. 47 while, Lady Mary, who had originated the idea of this visit, knit her delicate eyebrows and de- cided that if she had known earlier of the exist- ence of these two nieces she should not have cared to renew her acquaintance with Mr. Venables. Next moment she was smiling to herself at the remembrance of an ancient tenderness which she was persuaded Mr. Venables had felt for her. " Dear me," she said, aloud, s; how long is it since we went to India — about twenty-nine years — do you know, Maurice, I can scarcely realise that I was a full-grown woman then — and yet I must have been ;" this was said softly, with a little flush that vastly became her. "I can quite picture you, mother, at that age." Maurice gave her an admiring glance. "I do not fancy you have changed very much." She frowned again, but she smiled directly after. " I was not yellow in those days, dear boy," she said. " Tell me, is Mrs. Venables pretty still — I heard she was a beauty when she married." 48 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. " I have not seen her. I met Mr. Venables at dinner, in the winter, and he asked me to call at The Elms. When he heard yon were coining home he said, 'Ask Lady Mary to come with you,' but, till we met again, yesterday, I had almost forgotten the matter." " He was a great friend of mine once," said Lady Mary, softly, and she sighed. At this Maurice looked grave again ; these little sillinesses came as a cloud between him and his mother, or rather, his idea of his mo- ther. He was not yet familiarised enough with her to laugh at her foibles, or to exert any of the small tyrannies which sons who have never been separated from their mothers exercise as a part of the affection they bear them — tyrannies which date so long back, and which have grown so slowly, as to seem a part of home-life, and which are only strange to eyes outside that circle of sympathetic links which shuts in and keeps from wandering into space the atmosphere of family love — an atmosphere which to be serene and free from clouds must be the result of growth — a growth, it may be, LADY MARY PENRUDDOCK. 49 of opposite natures side by side, with the fusion which love causes for ever at work. Lady Mary's eyes fixed pensively on the car- riage wrap which shielded her skirts from the dust. " He was very handsome before he married," she said, " always dressed well, and sang in a charming way." She looked at her sou express- ively. " I used to play his accompaniments ; your poor father liked to listen to him." And then she dropped her eyes with another little sigh, and Maurice found himself wondering whether the sigh was for his father, or for the singing of Mr. Venables. 11 He's a little round man now," he said, " full of vivacity, with very good eyes ; he talks about his wife as if she were a remarkable woman." " Ah !" — she shrugged her shoulders slightly — " a strong-minded woman, very likely ; he used not to care for that sort of person, but then in nine cases out of ten, as life will teach you, dear, it is the woman who marries, and the man who is married — very likely it w T ill be so with you." VOL. I. E 50 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. " Perhaps," he smiled ; c( however, I have do intention of marrying — now I have got yon, mother, I don't seem to need a wife." His mother shook her head with a slow, graceful movement, and she gave a little in- credulous smile that just showed the very pretty regular teeth that made her look so much younger than she was, though something about her lips seemed out of harmony with the teeth, and gave a slightly artificial cast to the face. They had just reached a green shaded by tall trees ; on two sides w T ere old-fashioned red brick houses, each with its garden stretch- ing out behind, and nearer the road was a small pond, the resort of some grey ducks, which; even at this distance from Hyde Park Corner, appeared to be thorough Londoners ; they looked as if a week in the country would have brought some snow to their feathers. But the carriage stopped, before it reached the pond, at a gate which at length broke the monotony of the long line of a fine old brick wall overhung by trees which had bordered the highway. LADY MARY PENRUDDOCK. 51 When the gate was opened, a small lodge showed green with climbing plants, and be- yond it a freshly-gravelled carriage drive, bor- dered by tall pines. But an old man, with a high-bridged, thin nose, who had opened the gate, announced pompously that no one was at home — not even the master. "You see, sir," — he stepped forward in front of the servant, and, coming forward to the car- riage, addressed himself to Maurice — " missus and master's gone to Brighton for a few days to fetch Miss Louise home from school, and Miss Ralston, she's away too." Lady Mary's face was full of languid vexa- tion. " Very tiresome, after coming so far !" she murmured. " Drive on to Putney Bridge," said Maurice ; " let us have a blow on the heath ;" then, laughing, "You see you are spared anxiety on my account, mother, for the time." " I'm sure they'll be very sorry," said the old man, as he looked at the cards Maurice gave him. e 2 52 CHAPTER II. EARLY SPRING. TT was one of those days immortalized by old -*- -ZKsop ; the wind and the sun were each trying who should have the best of it, thereby rendering the outdoor life of mortals extremely uncomfortable, for the wind was as dry and as cold as a bit of crystal, and the sun made the weight of winter wrappings intolerable. The larger forest trees, though their delicate tracery of twigs and branches had thickened with swelling buds, showed no trace of green ; they evidently did not trust the sparkling sunshine, but the more venturesome lilac-trees had put forth plenty of bright green leaves, drooping now, and brown at the edges, as though fire had scorched them. EARLY SPRING. 53 As the sunshine spread over the broad river, its glitter seemed cruel, for the keen wind rippled the water into tiny wavelets, metallic in the sharpness of their curves. There was none of the soft stillness of genial sunshine — the sweetness of spring-time had not come. Nature seemed to flutter and shiver with dread of what the keen wind might be bringing on its wings ; even the grassed edges of the flower-beds looked cold as the bitter wind swept over them. Some golden daffodils and blue hyacinths on the lawn bent their heads shyly towards the rich brown earth, as if in regret for having started up so early in the season ; for February had been temptingly warm, and the denizens of the gardens had been misled by its genial delusion, save and except the aforesaid old forest trees, the monarchs of the lawu. The lawn was large, and the turf on it velvet-like, with a slope down to the river, and planted here and there with groups of fine evergreens, chiefly of the pine tribe. Among the huge planes with their pale stems and the massive elms, here and there came a black-barked laburnum or a drooping 54 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. beech, and, glimmering like a fairy plant among the rest, rosy almond blossoms seemed to float on the air, so invisible were the dark stems. At this time of year the old-fashioned red brick dwelling-house, called The Elms, that stood in these grounds, showed through the leafless tracery which in summer hung a green screen before it. Looking back at it across the lawn, a winding yellow carriage-drive showed itself, with grass on each side, and stately Wellingtonias alternating with graceful hemlock-trees with a brown carpeting below them. The garden looked more formal here and far less charming than it did from the terrace beside the river. There, on the farther side of the broad stretch of glittering water, an old grey church tower seemed to guard the scene ; it was, however, much warmer in the drive — the tall fir-trees did not shiver and rattle as if they had teeth that chattered with the cold^ and, moreover, their solid blocks of greenery fenced off the blasts of wind that grew keener as the afternoon wore away ; as yet the orange- tips on the firs showed no tender green needles within. EARLY SPRING. 55 Two girls had been walking rapidly up and down on the gravelled terrace near the river, bo much taken up with one another's talk that neither of them had thought of seeking shelter, though their faces bore witness in dif- ferent ways how sharp the cold air was to their delicate skins. The youngest was fair-faced and blue-eyed, and taller than her sister by several inches : the wind had made her a full-blown rose-colour. She looked a bright, springlike maiden; the wind, too, had blown clusters of her sunny hair up against the fur edge of her cap. She looked slender, spite of her fur wrappings, or she might have stood to-day to a painter for one of the maidens of the Valhalla ; except that the face was too dainty and quiet, it was only just a sweet daily-life face. Perhaps her warm, rose- tinted skin made her sister's pale cheeks more pallid. The wind could not play with Gyneth Ealston's hair as it had played with her com- panion's sunny waves, for her dark locks were smoothly braided, though a few straggling bits had yielded to the violence of the wind and straggled into her eyes, and over her little pink 56 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. ears. There was nothing matter-of-fact in this face; there was rather that strong con- tradictory aspect more often seen in a man than in a woman. The forehead and eyes were full of thought and repose, while the rest of the face at times looked made for sparkling and saucy changes of expression. The mouth was larger than her sister Louisa's, but Gyneth's was a good mouth too, though its character varied consider- ably, and the short upper lip was sometimes very mocking. Her chief charm lay in her eyes ; they were lustrous and dark, not of a uniform tint, for different emotions seemed to call out different hues in the green-grey ring round the pupil, nor was their lustre uniform ; there was no monotony of bead-like brilliancy, — a sure token of hardness in a woman, — both the brightness and the expression seemed to come from within, and not to lie sparkling on the surface ; moreover, the eyes were so fringed by long dark lashes, that they were often veiled when the heavy eyelids were cast down. They were cast down now as she thought over her sister's words. EARLY SPRING. 57 " Do you know, Louy," she said, thought- fully, " I suppose it is because I never went to school ; but you are eighteen and I am twenty- four, yet you seem to me more — grown-up, I suppose the word is, than I feel." "You dear old innocent," — Louisa Ralston slipped her hand under her sister's arm and pinched it as much as the thick shawl Gyneth wore would let her, — Ci don't you see that for the last six years, ever since dear mother died, you have been living with people much older than you are — you have been the youngest in the family, and so you have been petted and made a baby of; whereas at school, for some time past, I have been one of the elders, and I can tell you most of the girls used to come to me for advice." Gyneth looked up at her blooming sister, and a bright sweet smile shone out of her face. " How delightful — you shall be eldest, Louy. I am glad you are wise — I always like to have everything planned and ordered for me : it saves so much trouble, and does not take time from other things." 58 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. Louisa opened her blue eyes in puzzled won- der ; they were not large or expressive, but they were pleasant, benevolent eyes, and suited exactly with her rosy skin, and fair, wavy hair, and capable serene face. "You used not to mind trouble, Kitty, — at lessons, I mean." Gyneth laughed. "You have only been at home, dear, a few hours; you will soon find out my selfishness. Of course I took trouble with my lessons ; they rank with the ' other things ' — they brought me knowledge and credit ; but one gets no credit by devising one's own summer and winter dress, or by planning visits and such things ; and, if you will take charge of all these small worries, I shall be delighted." Louisa looked inquisitively at her sister. " Shall I choose you a husband too ?" she said, saucily. Gyneth looked up in sudden surprise, but Louisa was not even smiling. " You said something about this just now, Louy, and that was why I said you made me EARLY SPRING. 59 feel so young. Aunt Venables and I look at marriage differently from you : we think it should be the outcome of real love, and that it takes its own time for coming — it should not be aimed at as the whole purpose of a young woman's life." Louisa laughed heartily and clapped her hands. " Oh, that's capital; think as you please, but you will not alter facts. Nonsense, Kitty," — she looked into her eyes, — <; you don't expect me to believe that you have never thought about getting married." Gyneth shook her head ; she looked mockingly at the earnest young face. " I did not promise any confidences/' she said; " but I think a good deal about love, and I have plenty of lovers— old Keuben and Rollo and Fairy. Uncle does not love me so well, because I am not quite tall enough, and because I read too much." A mortified look had come into her sister's rosy face, and her eyes threaten- ed tears. " Don't be vexed, dear ; do you think, though you are so much younger/' — Kitty •60 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. patted the hand within her arm, — " that I should not have told you if such an important event as an engagement had come into my life." Louisa stopped short ; up went her eyebrows, and her young forehead wrinkled itself with lines. " You perplexing girl ! Just now you seemed to despise such things ; you said that marriage need not be the aim of a girl's life." " Yes, and I do say so. I shall have to expound some of my theories to you, I see, but it is much too cold to stand still ; meantime, let us go and get the dogs and run races ; my nose feels as if the wind had cut a bit off it." " It is the only part of your face that has any colour except your lips ; race me to the end of the walk, you look frozen, Kitty darling." Off they ran, their skirts flying in the wind, their heads bent low to shield their faces. Gyneth Ralston, or Kitty as she was called in her home circle, had no chance against her sister's longer legs ; they stopped at the end of the walk near- est the house, breathless and panting, and now EARLY SPRING. 61 they had changed looks : Louisa was pale and her sister was beautified by the rich bloom on her cheeks. "Now you are like yourself, Kitty." Louisa looked approvingly at her sister. "When I arrived and saw how white and blue you looked, I began to think I had told stories at school, for I was always telling the girls about my pretty sister." " You little goose," but Kitty smiled lovingly. " I had been waiting at the gate for you, and I suppose I got chilled by the time you came." "Ah!" Louisa sighed, "that is one of the things I envy in a man ; a man does not get chilled, he does not need to muffle himself up at this time of year, as we are obliged to do. Only just now I was envying those men as they shot by in the eight-oared cutter. Fancy you rowing in a jersey to-day, Kitty ; it would simply kill you. I should not care to have to work like a man, but I do envy him his freedom and his strength." Kitty looked amused. "I don't fancy men think about getting wives as you say girls think about husbands. I don't 62 IN THE SWEET SPKING-TIME. envy a man's strength. No, Louy, the part of his life I envy is his education. No one is afraid that a man will grow too clever ; he may study and dream out ideas as much as he pleases till they grow into original discoveries, and he only gets praise." "My dear Kitty, a man like that would be simply a bore." Louisa's fair face was puckered with trouble. " Don't say for a moment you could love an inventor ; he would be simply horrid. I know the kind of man : boring one with his plans, or, if he hasn't been successful, full of talk of what he might have become if the world had but appreciated him. Our writing- master at school was a genius according to his own account, a man who had brought himself down in the world by inventions, and so had to teach writing and arithmetic. He was so wrapt up in himself and his own ideas that he had no manners at all. Oh, Kitty, don't tell me you are in love with a genius." Kitty had walked faster while her sister poured out her exordium ; her head was slightly raised and she looked very grave. EARLY SPRING. 63 " Dear Louy," she said, " I am not in love, as you call it, with-anyone, but I must tell you that I see already that you and I have different views of love. I can't preach, and I don't want to say that I am right and you are wrong, but love is to me a very serious subject, not to be talked of in a light or common-place way." Louy screwed up her little mouth ; she began to think that her chance guess had hit the truth, for Kitty was rarely irritable. "Have you many acquaintances about here. Kitty?" — she spoke in a changed voice, though the wily young puss did not move her eyes from their close study of her sister's face. (i In three years you ought to have got quite a nice circle round you. Do you have garden parties, I wonder? — you have never told me in your letters anything about this, Kitty." Kitty smiled. " No, dear, we have people to dine, — I've often mentioned them in my letters, — but I never thought of a garden-party. Oh, Louy dear, the trouble would be enormous." Louy held up her head with a smile of superior wisdom. 64 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. " You poor dear Kitty ! and so, for fear of a little trouble, you let these two old people mope you to death. If I am to take charge here of all the vanities of life, I must do as I choose about parties, so we'll have a garden-party as soon as the leaves are out. Won't it be jolly!" she said, with a hop skip and a jump that suited her happy face exactly. "You shall do just as you like, dear,'* — Kitty's eyes glowed with fond admiration of her sister. " You are like summer sunshine. I am sure uncle will do all you please " A sudden " Oh !" from Louisa stopped her. 65 CHAPTER III. MR. OLIVER BURRIDGE. /"^YNETJEL followed the direction of Louisa's " eyes and she saw a gentleman coming to- wards them from the drive. " Who is it !" her sister asked. "Some one I was just going to speak of — Mr. Oliver Burridge. How do you do f" — she held out her hand, and, as the new-comer came up, she introduced him to her sister. He looked at Louisa keenly, almost sternly ; perhaps he could not help this, for his natural expression was stern and determined. His features were regular and sharply cut, aod he had a square, well-shaped head. He was certainly handsome, the chief characteristic of VOL. I. F 66 IN THE SWEET SPRIXG-TD1E. his face being truth and manliness, and the determined expression of his well-cut mouth harmonized with the strength of his square shoulders and the rest of his figure. His brown red skin, his tawny beard, and deep bright blue eyes seemed to overflow with health and energy. " Good day," — he spoke very abruptly, and his bow was stiff and abrupt. His whole manner suggested that he thought some one very much in the wrong, there was such a want of geni- ality about it. Kitty looked shyly at her sister, but Louisa was smiling at Mr. Burridge. " Your uncle is out. I suppose," he said, in a softened voice. He turned round to Kitty so as to get his face out of Louisa's view. " I hardly know; what do you think, Louy T Louisa's youthful wisdom had put her, as she imagined, at once in possession of a secret. She smiled with protecting significance. "I will go and see, Kitty dear," she said ; and she went. Perhaps there is nothing more irritating than to feel misunderstood and managed all at once MR. OLIVER BURRIDGE. 67 by an affectionate relative, and Kitty's delicate eyebrows drew together and made a line be- tween them. She looked up and found Mr. Barridge staring at her with a very earnest expression. " Shall we walk up and down a little," he said. " I really don't care to see your uncle ; if I think of anything special I should like him to know, I will tell it to you. So that's your sister, is it ! She's not a bit like you." "No, she is much younger, but she has all the wisdom I want ; she is really wonderful for her age/' u Is she ; I don't care about very wise or wonderful women. Well, don't spoil her. I daresay she thinks enough of herself." A flush rose on Kitty's face, and she walked on faster towards the house. " Shall we not take a turn on the river ter- race ?" said Mr. Bur ridge. " If you please, though the wind is rather high there. I am sure you will like Louy when you know her. I think her a very perfect creature, and I don't care to hear her found f2 68 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. fault with, 5 ' she said, with a gentle dignity that suited her face exactly. He gave her a long admiring gaze, but she did not see it. "With her head thrown a little back and her chin slightly raised she walked on, looking straight before her; her sister had vexed her and now she was offended with Mr. Burridge. She admired this man's talent so much that she had forced herself to ignore the roughness he showed to others : for to her he had hitherto been gentle and deferen- tial. " Aunt is right," she thought, Ci she always is right ; she said that as he got to know us better, and as restraint wore off, he would be- come familiar ; he is odious to-day." They had reached the river walk, and still neither of them had spoken. Oliver Burridge was too deeply interested in gazing his fill at the charming face beside him to seek for in- terruption, but now a cloud spread over it and Kitty began to frown again. "Is anything the matter?" he said; "you are very silent to-day, and you look put out." MR. OLIVER BURRIDGE. 69 " I — I have been talking a good deal before you came, with my sister." She looked wist- fully towards the house as if she wanted to be still talking with Louisa. Oliver flushed crimson. " I am sorry I came," he said. " I see I am in the way. Are all our talks to be at an end, Miss Ralston, because your sister has come home ? I feel jealous of her already." Kitty thought he was joking, but when she looked up she saw that he was really annoyed. "Are you not unreasonable?" she said. It was a part of her nature that she could not bear to give pain, and she forgot Oliver's rudeness in the thought of having wounded him. " You are so clever, you must know better than I do, that any new idea so fills the mind that for the time it refuses space for any other thought — you know how much I have enjoyed talking to you ;" she looked up, with a sudden reproach that somehow filled him with delight. "You must remember Louy is my only sister, and the very sight of her rouses up a crowd of past memories, to say nothing of the looking forward 70 IN THE SWEET SPKING-TDIE. in the life we have to-day begun together ; re- member, I have never yet had a friend so near my own age, and there is all the new joy of a first feeling." " Ah !" a kind of smothered groan burst from him. " I have never had a friend at all," he said, bitterly. " You have a sister ?" — she looked at him in- quiringly. His manner was strangely altered: he seemed at once to be sad and irritable. " Oh, yes, I have a sister, and such a woman as there are few like, if any ; but she is of little use as a friend. She is too much of an echo — or — " he said, with a forced laugh, iC too much like the pool in which Narcissus used to look. I doubt if she has any thoughts of her own — poor Martha !" Kitty felt jarred. "I should like to see her," she said ; " you have taken a cottage for her, near here, have you not?" " Yes, while I am kept dawdling about busi- ness in London. You are very kind ; but I am afraid you will never meet. Martha is so shy, and — well, it must be said — awkward, that she MR. OLIVER BURRIDGE. 71 shrinks from strangers ; and yet I feel sure you ■would like her." " I am sure of it. But are you sure you quite understand her % Men sometimes make mis- takes about women. Suppose my sister and I call on Miss Burridge — she must be lonely by herself all day. If she does not like us, she need not return our visit." Kitty spoke simply, but Mr. Burridge flushed with mortification. "You're very good, I'm sure," he said, in a harsh, suppressed voice. His voice had a trick of seeming under control, as if, unless its owner held the rein tightly, it could say very rude things indeed. " But Martha is not quite such, a Yahoo as that ; if you call on her she will return your visit, Miss Baiston." Kitty felt snubbed ; she longed to ask how she had given offence, and yet the angry light in her companion's eyes warned her against such frankness ; besides, had not her aunt al- ways cautioned her against becoming intimate with Mr. Burridge. Only — and here Kitty went off into a dreaming fit, which completely 72 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. quieted her temporary annoyance — perhaps her aunt did not quite appreciate his talent — it was so wonderful; and Kitty gave a little sigh, " Genius is always difficult to understand/' she thought. She roused to find Oliver speaking to her, and this thought of his genius showed in her eyes as she looked up. There was an admiring rever- ence in them w T hich touched Mr. Burridge. " I am something like Martha." He laughed uneasily, for the admission pained him. " I am awkward, too — I don't mean in the way she is awkward, poor girl," — he drew himself up with a shy self-consciousness that looked like vanity • — " but I say things awkwardly, I suppose partly because my mind is otherwise occupied." Kitty looked interested ; she thought he was getting into the vein of talk she liked to listen to. " You mean," she said,, with an earnest air of attention that made her seem yet more attract- ive to Oliver, " that your best thoughts are always with your work ; but tell me, when you have carried out all your ideas, what will you do f" MR. OLIVER BURRIDGE. 73 He raised his hand as if to stop her words. " What a woman's question that is !" And then, seeing her shy blush — " No, indeed, you have not vexed me, only you made me think how a woman flies all round a subject while a man feels that he has only mastered one side of it. To begin with, I have never satisfied myself yet in the working out of an idea. This one may do better than the others — I cannot tell. I hope it will, for its profit will be large in the way of saving labour." 11 Well, then, what have you to fear? I feel sure you will succeed." She spoke eagerly. A flush spread over Oliver's face ; he looked down into the sweet earnest eyes of the girl, and he seemed as if he was going to speak ; he turned away his head and sighed. He walked on faster for a few moments, then he said, " I wish I could think so, Miss Ralston. No, that's not it; I do think so, and if all depended on me, I would succeed." He spoke so power- fully that Kitty felt there could be no doubt of his victory. "But other plans have failed 74 IX THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. before mine, and not from their own fault either ; there are so many things to be con- sidered — the incompetency of workmen, the dislike to innovations among manufacturing hands. Why," he went on. warmly, "with this improvement in the machinery there would not be many northern firms who could compete with ours — we must carry all before us." " It will be a glorious triumph for you/' she said, softly. " How much more glorious to have made this invention than to reap the profit it will bring !" He gave a short laugh. " Well, T don't know that— the profit will be very pleasant and useful." " Oh, Mr. Burridge," she said, earnestly, " I am sure of it ; if it had only been done for money, you could not have felt the same enthusiasm in doing it." " I'm not at all sure of that." He laughed at her enthusiasm. She shook her head at him. " It seems to me," she said, " that to anyone capable of creating an idea, and of working it MR. OLIVER BURRIDGE. 75 out, the very faculty, or rather its exercise, must bring happiness. It must be the sort of happiness a mother feels as she watches the growth of a little child — it must absorb and concentrate in itself all other interests of life." " It did once, true enough," he said, abruptly. " While 1 was thinking it out, I could not get my thoughts away from it — I used to dream of it. I was living alone then, so I could shut myself up with any special thought or puzzle I wanted to master ; sometimes I went on for days before daylight came on the matter, and then it all seemed so simple that I felt what a blockhead I was not to have seen it before." While he spoke, he became transformed ; all the hard self-restraint had left him ; he was so carried away by his subject that perforce he carried his listener with him. " I should like to see your plan," she said ; "but then I am so hopelessly ignorant of machinery that I should never be able to see its superiority over any other." " I daresay not, but I could explain it." He looked pleased. "Look here, Miss Ralston, I 76 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. can let you see the working drawings. I don't care to talk about this matter, but I am to show the drawings to your uncle one day ; he takes an interest in my plan, and he is very kind in giving me advice about the best way of man- aging the legal part of the business." " Yes, he told me, and he said he was certain of your success. How soon shall you know the result ?" She asked with so much evident interest that again Oliver Burridge flushed, and pressed his lips tightly, as if to keep in words that tried to get spoken. " That's the part of it that is hard to bear," he said ; " the confounded uncertainty — I beg your pardon, Miss Ralston, but the delay irri- tates me, and keeps my whole life at a stand- still ; that is to say, I can't know what I want to know above all things," he said, with em- phasis, and a softening in his voice, which had, when he began to speak, gone back to its old harshness. Kitty was just going to say, "You mean about your idea ;" she looked up, and the MR. OLIVER BURRIBGE. 77 expression in Oliver's face checked her. She did not read it rightly even then ; she thought his words referred to some private business, of which she was ignorant, and that he wished to check her questions, and yet she felt puzzled — it was one of the points of interest to her in Mr. Bnrridge that be often puzzled her. Ever since his first visit to The Elms, two months ago, she had always felt puzzled after he went away ; and now, as he held out his hand, and suddenly said good-bye, having given no pre- vious warning that he meant to leave her, she was as puzzled as ever. " Will you not come indoors ?" she said. He held her hand a moment, and looked down earnestly into her eyes ; there seemed to be a question in his, and she coloured slightly. He let go her hand. " No, thank you ; I will see your uncle to- morrow or next day. I have no more time now." He raised his hat and left her, hurrying his : departure because in the distance he saw Louisa coming back. Louisa came up to her sister with a sort of 78 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. dancing step, and Kitty started out of her puzzle. "Oh!" said the soft, purring voice, "I'm so sorry I disturbed you, darling — ahem !" — Louisa gave a discreet little cough. " You did not disturb me — I was only think- ing about Mr. Burridge," Kitty said, very simply, and looked at her sister, but at the mischievous significance in those blue eyes she flushed, sorely against her will. Louisa laughed pleasantly, and put her hand into her sister's arm. "Come indoors at once., you dear old impos- tor," the merry girl said, " and tell me all about it. What is he ? — who is he ? — is he rich or poor? Of course he is delightful, but he is not quite tall enough. You know I adore giants ; he is certainly handsome, if he would look a little less stern. I thought he would find me de trop, so I went. You have had a jolly talk. Why are you frowning, Kitty ? There's no use in denying it any longer ; come indoors like a good child and be kissed. I'd kiss you now, if that gardener's boy was out of the way. Oh, I am so pleased !" and she skipped about. MR. OLIVER BURRIDGE. 79 Kitty was growing angry in her efforts to check her sister's nonsense. " Lony, do be quiet P she said at last. " I cannot tell you how I hate joking, and you are so much mistaken. Mr. Burridge is a great friend of Uncle Charles's. I like him because he is so very interesting in his talk, and he always leaves me something to think about when he goes away." " Of course he does — heaps of nice things/' Louisa said, triumphantly. "My dear child, that is all," said Gyneth, and she looked so fearlessly into her sister's eyes that the young lady felt herself at fault. The rule at school, in such a case as she had imagined, had always been for the teased girl to look blushing and foolish ; but, though there was certainly an accession of colour on her sis- ter's usually clear pale face, it seemed to be brought there by anger rather than by any confusion. Louisa did not say any more till they had both reached a room leading out of the inner hall on the right, as they came in by the glass 80 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. door at the back of the house. Ever since the two orphaned sisters had come to live with their aunt and her husband, Mr. and Mrs. Ven- ables, this room, built out beyond the house itself, and reaching almost to the conservatory, had been given up to their sole use. All their special treasures were here ; the pictures their mother had painted when she was young, feeble as works of art, but very highly prized by her children ; her special work-table, and their father's writing-table, and sundry other bits of old furniture, made the room look quaint and original. On two sides the walls were covered with bookshelves ; the third was occupied by a fireplace, in which a fire of beech-logs w r as blazing, a grand pianoforte, and a harp ; and on the fourth side, a sofa and spinning-wheel, an embroidery frame, some easels, and among- all this a table, with a row of shelves above it, both table and shelves covered with old china, which had belonged to the mother whose loss had been so keenly felt by her children. About the room were a few comfortable chairs, some small old-fashioned tables, a smaller sofa, and a MR. OLIVER BURRIDGE. 81 portfolio-rest, and in one corner was a little cupboard, the half-open door of which showed that it held paint-brushes, tubes of colour, and other requisites for art, neatly arranged. As soon as the sisters were fairly in the room, Louisa put both arms round Kitty aud kissed her. " Don't be vexed with me, darling Kitty," she said, in a petting voice that irritated Kitty. '"That is all,' is it?— well, and enough too. I am younger than you, but I know all about the sort of thing, and I think your symptoms are quite unmistakable. * He is very interesting, and he always leaves you something to think about.' It's all right, dear." The distress in her sister's face touched the young wise-acre. " Kitty dear, I'll not say another word of teasing if you will tell me the history of this gentleman, and how you became acquainted with him." Kitty walked away to the window, and stood looking out for a minute or two, quieting herself. She was vexed, and she was disgusted by what seemed to her a low tone in her sister. VOL. I. G 82 IN THE SWEET SPRING- TIME. She had never been to school, and she feared school had spoiled Louisa ; it was sad that this very young girl should see a possible admirer in every man who spoke to her sister. Pres- ently a smile came on the disturbed face ; Kitty left the window, and flung herself into a long low chair in front of the cheerful fire. Louisa came and sat on the floor beside her. "I will tell you/' Kitty said, "but I want to say something else first. We must always be good friends, Louy, but, to keep so, we must understand one another's characters. I don't think I am difficult to live with, but the one thing I crave for in life is freedom. I detest petty restraints — I don't mean those natural restraints which belong to the state of life one is born to. I am not an emancipated woman yet, at any rate, so you need not look alarmed, Louy; but I must do as I choose without being criticized or forced into a special groove. I like Mr. Burridge extremely, and yet I am not at all what you call ' in love ' with him. It will spoil all the freedom of our friendship if MR. OLIVER BURRIDGE. 83 you mean to tease me whenever he comes. Do you understand me, dear f" Louisa was not at all convinced ; she did not answer this protest ; she only said, " Do tell me something about him !" Kitty felt disappointed ; she had made an effort to say so much, and it seemed as if she was not understood. "Mr. Oliver Burridge," she said, gravely, " has been for some years in a great Yorkshire manufacturing house ; he is a genius — at least, uncle says he is — and he has lately made some improvements in machinery which uncle says will make the firm with which Mr. Burridge is connected immensely rich." " Won't they make him rich too, Kitty V the young girl said, her blue eyes wide open and full of interest. " That must follow," her sister answered ; u he is already very necessary to the firm, and he will very soon be a partner — that is, if the plan succeeds." " I see," — the young girl looked thoughtful. " Yes, he must be rich any way. I see," she G2 84 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. said, though tfully, "for, of course, he can sell his plan to another house, if his own does not take it." " I scarcely think he would do that," said Kitty ; " but I suppose I have been so inter- ested in his success that I have not much con- sidered the money side of it. What a practical little head you have got, Louy !" " I am only reasonable," the girl said. " It is plain to me that money is the most power- ful agent either for happiness or the reverse ; school, at any rate, has taught me that, and, if a man has plenty of money, he has one very good quality for a husband." " Let us talk of something else, child," said Kitty ; " we shall not agree about money, I see ; but Mr. Burridge has plenty of good qualities besides his chance of being rich." " He does not come of a good family, I sup- pose? No," — Louy shook her fair head — "he does not look well-connected, and his manner is too abrupt." 85 CHAPTER IV. MARTHA'S HOME. TT had been a warm, bright day; though it ■*■ was early May the wind was not in the east, and the sky had a genial look ; soft, fleecy clouds seemed to bleach to a yet more dazzling white as they lay basking in the mid- day sunshine. Piccadilly was thronged with vehicles, and near Burlington House the pavement was so crowded that it was difficult for timid people to get along. The Royal Academy Exhibition was only just open, and a continued stream of visitors had been pouring in since the morning. The day was getting on towards five o'clock, and people were coming out of the Exhibition 8& IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. through the plank-covered entrance -way, and there were some with pleased, excited faces, others looking profoundly tired and bored, all very dusty, and catalogue in hand. Those still going in had often to wait : the comers out, being the most numerous, filled up the half-finished entrance-way ; but Mr. Oliver Burridge had no mind to wait anyone else's pleasure, and, squar- ing his powerful shoulders, he forced his way through the crowd of chattering girls and men, and soon reached the turnstile. He was forced to wait here till some one in front of him had got through, a gentleman, who turned towards the first room so that Oliver saw his profile. Mr. Burridge gave a sudden exclamation, and then checked himself, reddening at his own want of control. The gentleman went on into the first room, and Mr. Burridge looked annoyed. "I am sure it is Penruddock, but I'll not force myself on him," he said. " Why should he care to recognize me 1 He's a great swell now, no doubt, and he knows nothing about me." 87 Oliver raised his head and smiled at the con- trast his future offered to his past, but the inci- dent had clouded his afternoon ; the bright look of expectation faded from his strong, resolute face, and the sternness came back to it. He was annoyed ; he wanted to see the first room before any other, because a friend's portrait hung there, but he did not choose Mr. Penrud- dock to think that he tried to renew old ac- quaintance by following him, so he went mood- ily through the sculpture, and then turned to his left into the large room. The crowd here was not so closely packed, and the costumes of some of the ladies could be seen more easily ; these were, in fact, more remarkable than many of the pictures, being intended to astonish the beholders rather than to be either graceful or becoming to the wearers. Oliver Burridge did not trouble himself to look at any of them ; he went up to one of the pictures, and studied it closely, but started away with evident annoyance when two gush- ing young damsels began to declaim in artistic terms on the demerits of the picture in ques- 88 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. tion. The long pale nose of one of these female critics seemed to be finding its way through a quantity of straight fair hair, which fell over her face ; the other, with a very ordinary round countenance, only remarkable for freckles, dis- tinguished herself from the common herd by a squeezed-out-of-shape bonnet of faded green, decked with daffodils, and a pale green-blue circular cloak, reaching to her heels. Oliver moved on and halted before another picture, but the fair critics followed him, and again disturbed the thoughts suggested by the picture — a bold, breezy sea-scape, full of fine tone and colour. The technical jargon in which the girls talked seemed to be as much addressed to Oliver as to one another, and again he started away, and hurried on to the next room. There was a block here in the doorway. A tall, broad countryman,with his wife on his arm.was stand- ing still, both agape, instead of moving forward with the crowd, and all at once Oliver found himself face to face with the gentleman he had guessed to be Penruddock. Now that they stood close together, Maurice Martha's home. 89 was taller than Mr. Burridge, but he was slighter, though his shoulders were not narrow ; his face was paler and more irregular, not less earnest, but less inflexible than Oliver's was. There was a charming sweetness in his long dark eyes as he now smiled frankly. "How d'ye do? I'm so glad to see you, Burridge," he said. u I have often wondered what had become of you. I don't think we've met these five years. Are you settled in town?" He backed into the room behind him, and Oliver followed. " I've been in the north ever since," Oliver said ; and they stood chatting about the pic- tures and of outside, indifferent topics, while each was drawn more and more warmly to his companion. They were two remarkable-lookiug men, even in so great a crowd. "Then your sister will be at Fulham for some time, at least," said Mr. Penruddock. " I should like to see her. She used to be so kind to me — and so you all were." Oliver smiled. His companion had found the way to disarm his sensitiveness. It was sooth- 90 IX THE SWEET SPRIXG-TDIE. ing to look back and to feel that he and his sister, and their old blind mother, had given something to Maurice Penruddock's life which it could not have had without them ; for, child as he was, Oliver had gathered how dull the country parsonage would have been to Maurice, with its absent, dreamy rector, and its fussy, dull mistress, if he had not had the outlet afforded by his acquaintance with Oliver and his sister. " You knew we lost my mother. I told you that years ago, when I saw you at Oxford." Penruddock nodded. " Would you like to see Martha 1 I'm sure she'd like to see you. Poor Martha, she's just the same — makes no new friends, but sticks to the old ones like wax!" "That's a very good character, isn't it?" said Penruddock, smiling. Oliver remembered that smile, and chafed under it. He knew that its gracious sweetness — a sweetness fall of self-respect — had often checked his own rebellious spirit, without im- pressing his conviction. " I don't know that," he said, bluntly. " It MARTHA'S HOME. 91 may be right to cling to old friends, but it must be wrong not to make new ones ; and Martha lives like a hermit when she's at home." "Ah! London will alter that! But if you will give me the exact address, I shall have much pleasure in calling." "Our cottage is not an easy place to find," said Oliver. " Tell me where to find you, or I'll call for you to-morrow at your club at seven, and take you down. We still keep up our primitive habits — early dinner, and supper at half-past eight. Will you come?" " Yes, thank you. I shall be delighted. That is my club address. I shall expect you to- morrow at seven." They shook hands and parted. Oliver felt greatly pleased ; he knew it would be a pleasure to Martha to see her old friend; and also he was glad that Maurice Penruddock should see with his own eyes that things had prospered with- the Burridges — for, if Oliver had chosen to live up to his means, he could have lived iu better style than he did ; but if he was ambitious, he was also prudent, and his present project might 92 IX THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. fail, and then he would want money for another idea, which lay ready to spring to life in his busy brain ; and as Martha disliked society, and refused to spend money on dress, why should he change his simple mode of life ? So, when he came to London to watch over the growth of his plan, — he preferred to have the machinery made at a distance from the town where it was to work such wonders, — he sought oat a quaint, old- fashioned house in the quiet suburb of Fulham, and installed Martha there with two canaries and the maid who had lived with them from childhood. The feeling of gladness grew within Oliver, that feeling which the sight of a long-forgotten face stirs up, till, even in a more worldly heart than that of Oliver Burridge, it will grow to such dimensions that it shuts out all but itself; he strolled about the rooms without looking at the pictures. All at once he thought of Martha. u I must get home to tell her. She will be so pleased — poor girl, it will quite cheer her up," and in a few minutes he was on the top of an omnibus, on his way to Fulham. MARTHA'S HOME. 93 He got down sooner than he needed, and took a short cut through market gardens; after the bustle and clatter and struggle in Piccadilly, it was refreshing to be among the freshly opened leaves, and all the joyous promise of spring — for plum and apple-trees, cabbages, and whole fields of cucumbers and vegetable- marrows, in their season, maintained, and still maintain possession, in this quiet district, of a large stretch of land between the high-road and the river, and for the present, at least, bid defiance to the inroads of bricks and mortar. Oliver went on between clouds of white and pink softly-tinted blossoms, lying close on their black gouty stems., which seemed to have as little likeness to the blossoms as the coarse, crumpled leaves had. The ground beneath was carpeted with parsley, a golden green wherever the sun found its way in among the thick masses of blossom. Then he turned into the cab- bage and lettuce-fields beside the river, screened out of sight by fruit-trees — while, on the right, beyond the fields, were forest-trees in all their spring glory, and exquisite limes, which seemed 94 IX THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. to unfold into richer loveliness from hour to hour, beside crimson beeches and the burning bronze of the tardy oaks. After a while he left the fields, and walked along the road, bordered by ancient walls, and sometimes fences, over- topped by stately elms and planes. At last he came in sight of a grand old Italian pine-tree, covered with cones and full of birds' nests ; this w 7 as shut in by green paliDgs, over which show- ed yellow corchorus blossoms, almost matching in colour the gate set between two holly- bushes. Oliver Burridge opened the gate, and then looked up at the open window. This was in the middle of the house, and had a hood-shaped verandah over it, and a wooden balcony in ft'ont ; hanging on this balcony was a grey parrot in a cage ; under the verandah two small- er cages with a canary inside, hung on each side of the window; beyond were trellis and a smaller window, and above three very small old fashion- ed windows with white sills. The wall of the house was coloured, like the green-white of a duck's egg, but the lower part was hidden by MARTHA'S HOME. 95 a porch and a range of trellis completely cover- ed by climbing roses — these were as yet flower- less ; on the left was a low range of building, covered with a vine bursting into leaf. From the tree-branches across the road the birds were singing their evening hymn, but as Oliver stood looking at the vacant chair in the balcony a canary opened its little beak and poured forth a torrent of song that drowned all other sounds ; then came a lull, and the other birds sang louder and louder, but the canary broke in upon them again with a flood of melody that must have made the poor things feel they were wasting breath. Oliver clapped his hands. " Be quiet, you little chatterer !" He cared little for music, and the bird's shrill notes broke the spell which the harmony of the lovely spring hues had laid on his senses as he came through the market-gardens. "Martha," he called out, " why, where are you?" The glass door under the porch opens, and there is a tall pale woman, framed in the rose- sprays, smiling a welcome. She wears a dark 96 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. stuff-gown, which clings closely to her and shows how fine her figure is, and how round and white is her throat. Martha's eyes are as green as ever, and have the same look of perplexed restraint, but the eyelids are whiter and heavier, so that the eyes themselves do not look so large. Her hair is smoother and less red in hue, but when she speaks there is no change from the Martha of so many years ago. " I did not expect you so soon," she says, with a sweet look and an uneasy flush, as if she ought to have divined by instinct the change of time. '•Well, never mind, here I am," — he kissed her. "I've some news for you — guess whom I've seen to-day, Martha ?" He looked at her steadily. Something in his look stirred old memories and she grew flushed to her hair, and then angry with herself for this ; she frowned. " Don't look cross, you old goose/' he said, laughing. u It is some one you like — some one you were very fond of once." .MARTHA'S HOME. 97 She bad guessed at first — instinct had told her — but she wished Oliver would not stand look- ing into her eyes with that mischievous ques- tioning expression that made her feel as if he and she were boy and girl again. 4f I know whom you mean." — She could smile now. — " It was Mr. Penruddock." But she spoke uneasily, and looked into the rose-bush. " Yes ; I knew you'd be sure to guess. He asked after you, and he wants to see you. I shall bring him home to-morrow." Her eyes brightened, and she smiled with happiness. Then her face clouded. " Not to dinner, Oliver — please don't. Jane does for us, but she could not cook for Mr. Pen- ruddock. I — it would not do, I think." She looked so troubled that Oliver laughed. " I see you're just like other women, Martha, though you don't go in for fashion and society. Dress and dinner are the only things a woman thinks of when she hears of a visitor. But you needn't worry. Penruddock's coming to supper. It will be jolly to be all three together again, won't it !" VOL. I. H 98 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. " That it will !" Martha looked radiant, even beautiful, and a lovely flush deepened on her cheeks ; she fol- lowed her brother indoors, and then, all at once, as the past came back, she hung her head with shame, and hoped that Maurice was either quite unchanged, or that he had for- gotten her silliness when he left Deeping. 99 CHAPTER V. A LITTLE SUPPER. ITARTHA stood looking at the supper-table. - L -"- L She had looked at it three times already, but she felt so stirred out of her usual calm by this most unusual advent of a visitor that it was difficult to concentrate thought ; and though with her outside eyes she had already seen the fowl and ham, and rhubarb tart, and custards, and salad occupying five places on the table, she had come away each time with a confused idea and a hazy doubt as to how the rest of the supper was laid, and a tormenting fear as to what Mr. Penruddock would think. Maurice Penruddock ! How strange it would be to see him after so many years, Martha thought. h2 100 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. To be all together again. Oliver had seen him. more than once — he would not feel so uncom- fortable. "But then Oliver is never shy; he says he always feels the equal of everyone. I could never feel equal to Mr. Penruddock. His mother is Lady Mary, and he is a barrister ; and, besides, though he used to be our friend, and we called him by his name, he always had some- thing about him quite different from ourselves." And then Martha's heart swelled, aud a bright flush came into her face as she remembered that parting in the wood. Martha had put on her best gown, a myrtle- green silk, which suited well with her hair, a soft tulle niching set off her round white throat, and excitement had given her ever so faint a tinge of rosy colour ; but, although she would have been called "a well-grown woman," and was indeed very remarkable-looking, she was so un- conscious of any power to attract that she had not even the vanity needful to the perfect success of beauty. She had dressed herself with extra care, to do honour to Mr. Penruddock, and also because A LITTLE SUPPER. 101 Oliver had said, more than once, "Be sure you are nicely dressed." Certainly she had not the idea of beautifying herself. It would have been impossible to Martha Burridge to think of her- self as the possessor of any charm or attraction — her vanity lay in the opposite course, a con- sciousness of her short-comings ; these were, in her opinion, a want of grace, far more apparent, however, in her lank girlhood than now in her fuller development, and her ignorance of the ways of society ; to think of herself as likely to attract favourable notice, would have seemed to Martha sheer folly. " There," she said, when she had completed her survey of the table, and settled several of the things again, "I'll not fidget any more. I've done the best I can, and Oliver knows me too well to expect much ; as to that, if Maurice — Mr. Penruddock, I mean/' — she laughed, and grew red at her own mistake — "if he remem- bers us at all, he knows well what a foolish, half-ready creature I always was." She could not settle to her satisfaction whether she wished Maurice to forget her or to 102 IN THE SWEET SPRING- TIME. remember her. She sat down in the balcony between the two canaries ; they took her coming there as a signal, and immediately poured out a flood of song; the parrot put his head on one side, and shut his eyes, but he took no other notice of her arrival. Martha's restlessness had left her. She paid no heed to the full-throated greeting of the little yellow birds ; her face was full of delightful memories, the eager look- ing forward had vanished. She was a little conscious, a little ashamed of the silent worship she had paid all these years to the remem- brance of her childish love. "It was always more on my side than on his,*' she thought, "and even — " she stopped here. All these years, colourless to her, had passed by without bringing her any strong personal interest unconnected with her mother and Oliver, but how full they had doubtless been to Mr. Penruddock ! " No ! he remembers nothing about me, and he has found more than one girl to love him be- fore this — perhaps he is married." A LITTLE SUPPER. 103 Martha would have laughed to hear that she was in love with Maurice, and yet, at the thought of his having a wife, a chill fell over her feelings, and all brightness seemed to be taken from the meeting to which she had so looked forward. It is commonly said that a sudden change of feeling is only the result of impulse, and that, as this subsides, the normal state of mind re- turns, except where there has been some un- expected revelation of treachery on the part of a friend or kindness from an enemy. But to Martha Burridge it seemed afterwards, as days and weeks went by, that the woman who sat, on that spring evening, in the low wooden balcony between those little yellow singers, was quite some one else, a cold nonentity, with scarcely a wish or an outlook beyond the daily round of common duties, compared with the living self that belonged henceforth to her. All at once there were voices and footsteps, and the sleepy parrot opened both eyes. " How d'ye do, Oliver," it screamed, " all right, my boy, — eh ?" 104 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. Before Martha could see the two figures she heard Maurice's voice. " What, you have the old parrot still ; poor old Jacko !" He was not changed, then, — this remembrance of the parrot was just like his old self. Involun- tarily she smiled at Jacko, and said, " An old friend is coming, Jacko ;" then she went down- stairs, feeling far more at her ease than she had expected. The glass entrance door opened into a pretty little hall, and here she found Oliver and his visitor. Mr. Penruddock had changed far more in looks than in voice, and Martha felt as if she shook hands with a stranger; but the change was a relief — it blotted out the past. " I should not have recognized you," she said, shyly. Maurice shook her hand warmly, and held it for a minute as he looked at her. " You are changed too, but I should have known you anywhere — you look younger than Oliver does." A LITTLE SUPPER. 105 " I am some years older — but then he has so much to think of, and that ages him — he thinks for both of us." " Come," — Oliver had grown impatient of this dialogue. "Aren't we going upstairs, Martha, or do you mean Penruddock to spend his even- ing on the door-mat." Penruddock winced at the somewhat rough tone, but Martha seemed used to it. She turned and led the way upstairs to the room with the balcony. It was very simply furnished, and as the walls were darkly papered there was little light except close to the window. Oliver went there and out into the balcony, where he began to teaze Jacko. "You are very little changed, I'm sure," Maurice said. " I wonder if the Oliver worship is as strong as ever." Martha looked up pleadingly, and Mr. Pen- ruddock thought that her eyes had certainly changed for the better — they were soft as well as bright now, but there was still the perplexed restraint in them — they seemed to be hiding a deeper expression. 106 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. " How nice and quiet you are here," Maurice said, " and what splendid trees there are in this part of the world ! I did not know there was such an old world, unfrequented place so near London." Oliver heard the last words as he stepped back out of the balcony, wrapping his handker- chief round his finger — he had teazed the parrot till it had bitten him. " We are quiet here just now, but on Satur- days, at this time of year, we have plenty of fashion and gaiety near us ; there are, however, some delightful old houses with quaint, old- fashioned gardens." " Have you any pleasant neighbours ?" Mau- rice looked at Martha, but Oliver answered — " Martha is unsociable," he said, " or she might know some very nice people here, — their place, The Elms, is very pleasant, one of the few where the garden goes down to the river-bank, — people named Venables. He was in your profession, but he gave up practice some years ago — do you know him?" " I know him slightly. My guardian was a A LITTLE SUPPER. 107 cousin of this Venables, and my mother is, I believe, a very old friend. They have no children of their own, I think." Oliver looked out of window. " They have no children, but they have adopted two nieces, the daughters of Mrs. Venables' sister. Mrs. Venables and her sister both had money, but this poor Mrs. Ralston lost most of hers in some bank failure. I always fancy old Venables was to blame in not looking after her affairs, for her husband died long ago ; so I suppose he considers he must make it up to the girls." " And why don't you visit these ladies V — Maurice looked at Martha in his old smiling, teasing fashion. " They would not care to know me," she said, hesitating and twisting her fingers. "They are fashionable young ladies. I don't see what they could find in me." Maurice shook his head. " You're too ' 'unable,' I see. You have forgot- ten all my lessons," he said, mischievously. " I imagine, if they are frivolous girls, you have far more to offer them than they can give in 108 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. return. Don't you remember I used to say that you ought to have companions of your own age?" Oliver had come close up to him, and now he burst in impetuously. " You are making a great mistake," he said, " they are not at all frivolous girls — at least, Miss Ralston is not. I don't know her sister so well; besides, she's only eighteen." Martha gave Penruddock a significant look, but he did not notice it ; he was annoyed with Oliver's manner, and he walked to the window. "Isn't supper ready?" said Oliver; then, as Martha nodded,, he said, " Shan't we go down then V and he opened the door. Maurice offered his arm to Martha, and this disconcerted her. She felt sure that he had become ceremonious, and that he would expect a much more elegant meal than she had pre- pared. She did not hear a word of his talk as they went down together. However, Oliver had preceded them, and was lighting the candles on the mantelshelf, while a lamp suspended from the ceiling made the table look bright and A LITTLE SUPPER. 109 pleasant; and presently, when she saw how hungry they both were, Martha grew tranquil- lisecl about her preparations. Oliver became thoroughly genial as his hunger was appeased, — he had a wild-beast tendency to be cross when he wanted a meal. " You ought to know Mr. Venables/' he said to Penruddock, " he is a shrewd, kind man, and his wife is delightful, — at least, I should think so, if I did not suspect her of being satirical.'" "And the nieces," — Maurice looked mischiev- ously out of his long, sweet, dark eyes, — " are they satirical too V " 1 don't think so;" and then Oliver paused as if the suggestion had created a doubt. " No, I am sure the eldest is not, — that is to say, she would not make fun of you behind your back ; she is too frank and direct. I don't know about Miss Louy, as they call her; she is far more conventional than her sister is, I don't half understand her ; they seem to spoil her." " I should like to know them well enough," Maurice said. "My mother has been a great invalid since she came from India, and when we 110 IN THE SWEET SPRIXG-TIME. called they were from home ;" then he turned to Martha. u I suppose I must not ask you to call on my mother V Martha blushed. "No, thank you. I don't think your mother would care to see me, and I am sure I should be shy and stupid." She glanced at Oliver; he was frowning. " You don't think me very rude to refuse/' she said, timidly. Maurice smiled. " I don't think you lose much by your refusal. My mother goes out so little, and is such an invalid, that, except to the few who know and love her, she is not much of a companion, and it is a long way from here to Bayswater. But, Oliver, you will come some evening, won't you, and dine with my mother." " Thank you, I shall be very glad ; but Martha is a silly girl to shut herself up, and lose every chance of making friends ; she'll be sorry for it some day." If he could have looked into her heart just then, Oliver would have seen that Martha was sorry already — not that she had refused to A LITTLE SUPPER. Ill call on Lady Mary Penruddock, but deeply sorry that the circumstances of her life had not fitted her to do all that Maurice wished her to do. She shook her head, but she smiled as she answered — " I know myself better than you do, Oliver. I do best in the shade." Her lips quivered. Maurice saw this, and he felt a kind of resentment against Oliver — it seemed to him that her brother did not under- stand Martha. "The sweetest flowers blossom best in the shade," — he smiled so kindly that it took all semblance of flattery from his words. " I see we must leave you alone, and let you judge for yourself; now-a-days self-assertion is so common that your reticence shines out like some bright particular star." " Do you smoke ? " said Oliver, abruptly. In his heart he was calling Penruddock "a fool for cockering up Martha in her absurd notions." " Yes, but I fancy I must say good night ; the drawback to this leafy retreat is, I expect, that 112 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. there is a difficulty of getting 1 a conveyance to town/' "You won't get a cab, but, if you don't mind an omnibus, you can get one a little way off,'* said Oliver. " I'll put you in the road, and we can have a smoke as we go along." Martha stood at the open door under the porch, looking out into the darkness long after her brother had closed the garden-gate behind him. She was glad to be alone, and yet she had felt a kind of anguish, when Mr. Penruddock got up to go away, that the evening was over. How stupidly she had acted ; he perhaps would never come again ; he could see Oliver in Lon- don, and she had refused the chance he offered of making his mother's acquaintance. " He did not press it ; of course he saw how unfit J am to call on her, and yet " And yet Martha had realised during this evening, she could not tell how, that the distance between herself and Maurice had lessened. Atone time of her life she had thought of being a gover- ness, and, without breathing her intention to Oliver, she had studied hard and taken advantage A LITTLE SUPPER. 113 of every means of education that came in her way; even now, when she felt herself too necessary to Oliver to think of carrying out her plan, she gave all her spare moments to study ; insensibly her horizon had risen and her tastes had become more refined. With all her worship she some- times shrank from Oliver's roughness and his abrupt contradictions, — it had been a kind of heaven to sit and listen to Maurice's pleasant soft voice and to his gentle raillery. She stood trying to go over it all, one hand clasped in the other. " How charming he is ! Will he ever come again ! — if he does not I shall wish he hadn't come to-night, it has brought back so much past time; — and yet, for the sake of old friend- ship, he will surely come again." She blushed with pleasure in the darkness as she repeated to herself all he had said, and it was sweet to remember that he had held her hand in his at their first meeting. But Martha's calm pride could not be cast off entirely. She frowned with scorn at her folly. " It is because we never have a visitor that VOL. I. I 114 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. I feel upset like a silly school-girl," she said. " I ought to be helping Jane instead of wasting time in the dark. What would Oliver think?" Oliver was coming home along the road in a vexed and, what was unusual with him, a self- discontented mood, — and the worst of it was the utter disproportion between the amount of his annoyance and the subject of it. He was angry with himself for having spoken of Miss Ralston and her sister to Maurice Penruddock. What need was there to speak of the Venables family at all ? "Pm a fool to be the means of bringing a taking fellow like Maurice into their house. It would have been quite easy to say we have pleasant neighbours, and let it stop there." So he went in and up stairs to bed without even bidding Martha good night. 115 CHAPTER VI. A DIFFERENCE OF OPINION. T)Y half-past eight Oliver had walked as far *~* as Putney Bridge and back, and had finished breakfast. It was a sparkling morning ; the leaves seemed to quiver with delight at their own extreme loveliness, and newly-hatched butterflies were careering through the air, and the birds were singing, though Martha's canaries drowned the outside music. On the opposite side of the road was a field ; the grass was already long here, and purple with graceful feathered spikes, and as the morning breeze swept over it these tints kept on changing as they chaDge on the incoming sea-waves. Among the purple grass blossoms was a golden wealth of butter- i2 116 IX THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. cups, and here and there deep crimson clover and silver-starred Marguerites, and these seemed to roll over and over as the wind swept by, tasting the fresh morning sweetness of their petals before it was tainted by the white dust which rose up in a cloud as the wind reached the road. Oliver half turned on the doorstep. " Martha/' — she was standing in the hall to see him off, but he did not look at her, — " be sure the garden is watered — it was forgotten yesterday, and there will be no rain." Martha felt guilty. Oliver was easy to please, but he was stern to harshness at any neglect of what seemed to him a positive duty ; he was very stern towards himself, but it seemed to him unpardonable that Martha, who had no outside cares or distractions, nothing to take her thoughts from the duties of this green nest of theirs, should be neglectful. " Women are so careless, so inaccurate, even the best of them," he said to himself, as he went along, bag in hand, towards The Elms. He had promised to show Mr. Venables the- A DIFFERENCE OF OPINION. 117 last improvement in his idea. As he went along, the air was so filled with lovely sights and fragrance that his ruffled mood yielded to it. He felt ashamed of his own fears and scruples the night before, and, strong in generosity as he was strong in all besides, he resolved to speak of Penruddock to Mr. Venables. When he reached The Elms he was shown into the study, a little room on the right of the entrance, so full of books and papers that, there was scarcely room to turn in it. Oliver had only just seated himself, when the man came back and asked him if he would come into the dining-room. A glow of pleasure came to Mr. Burridge. He hoped to find all the family at breakfast ; he was disappointed to find Mr. Venables risen from table and walking up and down the large room. Miss Ralston and her sister were not visible, but Mrs. Venables was still sitting behind the silver tea-urn— a delicate-looking lady with bright dark eyes and grey hair ; she presented such a combination of dainty freshness and brightness that even Oliver's practical eyes 118 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. glanced with pleasure over her dress from the filmy lace cap tied under her chin by broad lace lappets, to the black and white check gown of a soft silky texture, and to the little plump, well-shaped hands peeping beyond the frilled sleeves — all seemed like some exquisite bit of china, though the perfect order of her dress did not match with the varying, and at times humorous, expressions that flitted across her delicate face. She smiled quietly at the abruptness with which Oliver turned away after he had said good morning. He went up to a writing- table in the bow-window behind Mrs. Vena- bleSj and began to take the papers out of his bag. " 1 thought you would like to see what I've done. I have altered this, you see," he said, in a shy, constrained voice, to Mr. Venables, who w T as looking over the papers, "and D takes the place of E, thus getting rid of E altogether. You see, it simplifies the whole thing very much, increases the working power, and reduces ex- pense in carrying out." A DIFFERENCE OF OPINION. 119 "Yes, I see — I understand perfectly. It's excellent." Mr. Venables's square, intelligent face grew red with excitement, his grey hair and whiskers looked stiffer than ever. He was rather a short man, with very square shoulders and a short neck. " My dear," — he took the drawing to the breakfast-table, and showed it to his wife — "it's really most interesting ; if you'll make a little room among your tea-cups, I'll lay it down and explain it." "You'll be careful, won't you?" said Oliver, abruptly. "I have as yet no copy of that drawing." " Yes, yes, to be sure." Oliver had always been reserved and silent — it had been an effort to speak of his plans even to Mr. Venables, but he had wanted advice about patenting his plan, and had therefore felt obliged to satisfy his friend's curiosity ; he had not meant to submit his drawing to anyone besides Kitty, and he thought Mr. Venables was indiscreet. Mr.Yenables was too excited to notice, but his 120 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. wife observed Mr. Burridge's manner, and a little wondering frown puckered her still fair forehead, while her husband went on explaining what to her was the perfectly incomprehensible and un- interesting diagram on the table ; but as it inter- ested her husband, and it brought him to her side to explain its merits, Mrs.Venables gave it her best attention, and even congratulated Mr. Burridge on his certain success. "Thank you," he said. "How are Miss Ralston and her sister?" " Quite well, thank you," Mrs. Venables an- swered. " You only missed them by five minutes." Her husband's tone was much more genial. " They'll be so sorry. Kitty would have liked to see the drawing, I'm sure." " Do you think she would ?" Oliver said, eagerly. " I can't leave it now, but I'll bring it some evening. By the way, I was talking of you all last night," he went on, i4 to an old friend of mine, who saj-s he ought to know you — his name's Penruddock; his father was Colonel Penruddock." A DIFFERENCE OF OPINION. 121 Mr. Venables' bright eyes grew brighter and rounder. "I know, I know," — he spoke quickly — "I know the man, he w r as a ward of my Cousin Jack's ; I knew him when he w r as a boy, and I've met him once or twice since. He seems pleasant. What is he doing?" "He's the best fellow you can fancy; he's at the Bar, not making very much, I suppose, but he's not far over thirty yet." " Does he live in chambers? — his father died in India, I remember." Mr. Venables' eyes always seemed to sparkle with impatience w T hile he waited for an answer, — he spoke so promptly himself. " He lives with his mother, Lady Mary Pen- ruddock, somewhere in Bayswater ; he's a swell, you know," said Oliver, awkwardly. M Have you known him long V* said Mrs. Venables. She did not mean to be impertinent, but Oliver was red and vexed in a moment. " I see," he said, bluntly — Mrs. Venables said to herself, "boorishly" — "you wonder how I come to have any swell acquaintances; but 122 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. when Penrnddock was a young fellow, he was at school near my home, and somehow we got to be friends." Mrs. Venables had listened attentively; she began to feel interested; this was different from the drawing of a machine. " And has the friendship gone on ever since you were boys V she said. "Yes, on and off." Oliver felt gratified ; Mrs. Venables seldom talked to him. " I happened to go to Oxford on business when I was a youngster, and there, curiously enough, I met Penruddock at the railway-station, and we knew one another again; since then, I have seen him in London once or twice, but I have seen little of him since we were boys till last night, then he came down and spent the even- ing with us." " Have you really taken that cottage for your sister?" Oliver nodded, and Mr. Venables went on, quickly, "My dear, you ought to call on Miss Bur- ridge ; — it is Fir Cottage, isn't it?" A DIFFERENCE OF OPINION. 123 Oliver did not give Mrs. Venables time to speak. " You are very kind," he said, " but my sister is peculiar — so painfully shy that I believe, if you did call, she would never get courage to return your visit; and yet she would suffer badly enough from the consciousness of her owd rudeness." Mr. Venables laughed. "You should cure her of that," he said. "You wouldn't believe it, I daresay, but my wife was shy when I married her, — weren't you, dear? You must make your sister feel her own consequence as your sister ; tell her she should swagger a little — it comes as easy to a woman after a bit as ordering the dinner does." " I don't call that a good simile, Charles." Mrs. Venables looked very sweet when she smiled at her husband. " I find ordering the dinner just as difficult now as I did at first. Is your sister younger than you are?" she said to Oliver. " Several years older ; but my mother was blind, and we never had any society when we 124 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. were young, and I fancy shyness sticks to folks unless it's shaken off in early life." " Well, it has not stuck to you, at any rate," Mr. Venables laughed. " You must try and bring your sister to see us. Azile," he said to his wife, " had you not better send Miss Burridge an invitation for your garden-party?" Oliver looked puzzled. " I have not sent any cards yet ; but I shall be very glad if you will bring your sister/' Mrs. Yenables said to Oliver. " Do you think I may invite her V' " Oh, please don't !" he said, impatiently ; then, recovering himself, " The truth is, I know she would refuse, and I get cross with Martha when she refuses to go out ; and she is too good a creature to get cross with. But I must be off." " You had far better cure your sister of her shyness," — Mr. Venables went to the hall door with his guest,— "and here's an opportunity to begin. Bring her to the garden-party ; she will be all right once she's here. I believe it will be pleasant." A DIFFERENCE OF OPINION. 125 "Charles," Mrs. V enables said, when her husband went back to her, " how could you tell Mr. Burridge he had lost his shyness ? Why, he's the shyest man I know ; all that awkward abruptness in him is only shyness ; he is full of the prejudices of a man who has been brought up in a corner." Mr. Yenables smiled and patted his wife's soft little hand as it rested on the back of the chair in which she had been sitting. " Well, my dear, nevertheless, he won't stop in a corner ; but what creatures women are f — even when they are not common-place, they can't penetrate beyond the outside husk of things — manner is everything. Still, my dear, it does puzzle me that you should not appreci- ate young Burridge." His wife laughed. " Your friend is proud and shy. I can't help being a woman, of course ; but I think I can see that he is very clever -and ingeni- ous. You are inclined to overrate him, perhaps self-asserting men with a great constructive faculty are apt to get overrated, because all 126 IX THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. they can do shows itself, and speaks for their talent:' "Nonsense, my dear; you understand al- most everything, but you don't understand Oliver Burridge ; you are too fastidious ; you let the man's manner come between you and his real merit, and yet I should have thought you too large-minded for that." 16 Should you ! " — her sweet dark eyes looked up mischievously at her husband. " Do you really think, dear, I should have married you if you had been abrupt and self- asserting?" " Of course you would," — he pinched her cheek — " but now that's just the point in ques- tion. I don't suppose any fastidious girl would marry a man with a faulty manner, if she heard his defects commented on ; you and Kitty are both absurd in this way." A bright flush rose on the wife's delicate face. " Oh, Charles, you surely don't mean that you think Mr. Burridge good enough for our Kitty 1 I have never yet seen anyone who A DIFFERENCE OF OPINION. 127 could make her happy — certainly Mr. Burridge could not." Mrs. Venables drew up her slender figure, and looked almost haughtily at the door, as if she saw Oliver there. Mr. Venables walked up to the window in silence, and looked out a minute before he came back. He and his wife had married for love, and had loved one another all their lives, and yet every now and then they looked at people or things from totally opposite points. Their differences of opinion never grew to dis- agreement ; as Mrs. Venables said, love was too precious, and life too short, to cloud by dispute, but she had felt that, since Kitty Ralston had come to live with them, she and her husband differed much more frequently. She had a secret consciousness that this dar- ling niece, whose ideas and tastes were in such perfect harmony with hers, was not appreciated or even understood by Mr. Venables. She never discussed Kitty with her husband, but it had brought a cloud into her sunny life that there was one point in it she shrank from talk- ing over with him. 128 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. Mr. Venables thought Kitty a pretty girl, but very unlikely, from her unpractical qualities, to do well for herself in life; he had noticed Oliver's admiration, and it seemed' to him sheer insanity to reject such a match as Mr. Burridge might be for her. He left his vexa- tion at the window, and came back to his wife with a smile. tf You are so taken up with Kitty that you can't see her as she really is. I believe, looking at her without any prejudice, that she is a very good girl, and that she thinks very highly of Burridge." " Yes," Mrs. Venables broke in, impetuously, "but she does not love him.-" "Leave her alone, and she'll love him quite well enough to marry him. I am sure that he is on the high road to success. He's just the sort of man to get into Parliament before he's fifty; he will do great good in his time, depend upon it." Mrs. Venables shrugged her shoulders. " Ah ! dear," — she put her hand on her husband's arm and kissed him, — "girls don't A DIFFERENCE OF OPINION. 129 think of those sort of things — at least, not such girls as Kitty,— and you know it as well as I do." VOL. I. K 130 CHAPTER VII. AT THE GARDEN-PARTY TT was a lovely spring day. Gyneth Ralston -*- wandered aimlessly about the lawn at The Elms with a little flush on her face, that, if it did not increase her beauty, made it supremely bright. Everything looked so gay and charming, everyone — even the cross old butler — seemed so full of happy anticipation, that she began to look on Louisa as a beneficent fairy, gilding all she touched, and turning the somewhat mo- notonous life at The Elms into an excitement that was full of gentle pleasure. Louisa had been indefatigable, and though her sister's taste had originated the beauty of the arrangements, still it was Louisa who had seen that everything was carried out. Louisa had AT THE GARDEN PARTY. 131 written all the cards of invitation, had ordered the musicians, and the tent, and had made sundry very practical suggestions respecting refreshments, but she did not enjoy her own work as intensely as Kitty did. The elder sister went dreamily from one point in the garden to another. She thought the river had never looked more lovely than it did to-day : one while golden with glitter, and then a bluish grey, as a quickly-moving cloud swept over the sun, and flung a sudden soft olive on the bright green grass. The rhododendrons that skirted the lawn between the house and the river were past their acme of beauty, and had begun to fall, strewing the ground with their tent-like blossoms, but the azaleas, coral and orange and gold and primrose — a whole gamut of glori- ous and fragrant colour — were in their prime, though the roses had begun to bloom outside the house, and over a series of iron arches near the river. On the left, behind these arches was a deep-tangled brake, green with spreading ferns and white-flowered parsnip, a large acacia overshadowing one corner, and mingling its k2 132 IN THE SWEET SPUING- TIME. boughs with those of a sycamore, while a pen- ant tapestry of white briony spread itself so as to intensify the darkness behind, and also the whiteness of a white foxglove, sitting like a queen among the ferns. To please Gyneth, when she came to The Elms, a tiny path had been cut through this tangle — a sort of green darkness quite shadowed by the thick leafy growth above — till it came out on an old time- stained flight of steps leading down to the river. She was going into this favourite retreat when she heard a cry of " Kitty — where is Kitty?" She turned back, and met Louisa, glowing with excitement ; while a new dress — very pale blue, with strings of deeper blue beads clasping her round white throat — made her eyes a yet more intense blue under the shade of her white straw hat. " Really — really, Kitty," she said, breathlessly, her forehead puckered with perplexity, " you are- too provoking to go mooning about undressed. Don't you know the people are asked for half- AT THE GARDEN PARTY. 133 past four, and it's almost four now, and some people always come to the minute; and I want you to look specially nice. You are too pro- voking." i( I did not think it was so late,*' said Kitty, quietly; "but did you ever see anything so lovely !" She pointed to the foxglove in its tangled home. u Yes, very pretty— but rather too wild for a garden. But oh, do go, dear Kitty; I know some one will come before you are ready.-" Kitty disappeared, but Louisa's fidget was not appeased ; she went back to the house and looked in at the drawing-room bow-window. She gave a sigh of relief when she saw that Mr. and Mrs. Venables were both ready to re- ceive their visitors, but even then her spirit of organizing would not rest. " Aunt,"— she put her head in at the open window— " don't you think you had better be in the garden, and leave uncle here ? Every- one may not care to go through the house, you know." Her aunt laughed. 134 IX THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. "I suppose we must all obey you to-day," she said, " but it is much cooler indoors/' Louisa flitted in and out till even her uncle said he wished "the blue-butterfly would settle." But at last her example proved contagious, and he too began to fidget restlessly in and out, and finally to worry about Kitty's absence. She came down just before the first party of guests arrived. She looked very lovely in a black hat with a tuft of black feathers, and a white gown with a simple skirt, scarcely trail- ing as she walked, and only trimmed with a single frill. "You look like a magpie," her uncle said, but he smiled as he said it ; he was thinking how well her black feathers suited her fair, colourless skin, and her deep eyes with their long black fringes. People came at first straggliogly, and the first comers seamed to be oppressed by a con- sciousness that they were too early. Louisa surpassed herself in her efforts at entertainment, but these early comers were of a dowdy, ordi- nary, absorbent kind, and received all efforts AT THE GARDEN PARTY. 135 made in their behalf without any attempt to return them — they did not even speak to one another, but sat, looking bored, on the chairs under the shade of the trees. It was a great relief to Louisa to hear the rapid roll of car- riages increase and continue without any period of lull till the gardens were filled with a large gathering of fashionable people with bright faces and in gay dresses. Kitty had placed herself in front of the re- freshment tent, and there was quite a buzz of talk here, while people drank tea or coffee, ate strawberries and ices, and criticised one another's toilettes. The band began to play at the end of the terrace beside the river, where there was an old stone seat, backed by a wall covered with roses. Very soon this terrace was covered with groups moving slowly up and down as they enjoyed the music, and the lovely view r looking towards the old grey-towered church. " Why don't you go to the terrace, Kitty f " Louisa said, as she came into the tent with a tall, fresh-faced clergyman, his wife, 136 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. and daughters. The clergyman had the suave dignity of an archbishop ; he smiled blandly, and cleared his throat at the beginning of each sentence, seemingly to ensure some listeners to his talk. The wife was tall, fair, and colour- less, and her talk consisted in assurances that (i flowers were lovely, especially at this time of year," and that " the weather was delicious ;" while the two daughters seemed to be rather cynical, small editions of their father — as fully aware of their own superiority to the rest of the world as he was, but without the easy assurance which enabled him to be affable and genial both in looks and manner. " I am very glad to see you so well," he said to Louisa, " very glad — yes," and then he threw back his head, and looked at both the sisters, as if he were arranging his next sentence. " We must not both stay here," said Louisa. " I want to stay," Kitty said, pleadingly, and Louisa, to her surprise, left her in peace. There was only one person coming to-day to whom Miss Ralston cared specially to talk, and that person was Oliver Burridge. He was the AT THE GARDEN PARTY. 137 one special friend whose conversation interested her, and why should she not stay and welcome him here? If she went and mingled with that gay, ever-moving throng beside the river, he might be a long time in discovering her, and meantime she could do her duty by talking to the new arrivals as they came in to get tea. So she went on chatting to Mr. Crampton, the clergyman. Just then Louisa passed again. "I cannot think why you stay here" — she looked a little vexed — " there are so many nice people on the terrace you have not even spoken to." She looked at Kitty as she spoke. " I will come presently." Kitty avoided her sister's eyes. " I shall not stay here much longeiv" As she spoke she looked back towards the path leading from the drive, the path bordered by Wellingtonias. • "Are you waiting for Mr. Burridge ?" said Louisa. " He will find you fast enough ; you need not wait for him." She w r as gone again, but she had not left her sister as she found her. Something in Louisa's tone had brought 138 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. bright colour to Kitty's fair face, and with this colour a sense of annoyance. She had waited for Oliver simply because he was her friend, she had no self-consciousness in doing* it till Louisa had given this reading to her action. Kitty writhed under the imputation that Mr. Burridge could be more to her than a friend ; she felt for a moment disposed to quit her post and go on the terrace ; but no, this would be a tacit acknowledgment that Louisa was right. She turned, and went on talking to Mr. Crampton, who, having finished his coffee, w r as making havoc among the cakes and straw- berries on the tea-table. He was certainly a fine-looking man, with good features and expressive blue eyes, but his breadth was extreme, and Kitty found herself wondering whether he had to pay extra for the enormous quantity of black silk in his waist- coat. He lived not very far from London, but he had evidently taken root in his parish, and considered it the most interesting of topics both to himself and his hearers. " I suppose you are getting nearer London V AT THE GARDEN PARTY. 139 Kitty said, " or perhaps I should say London is spreading out to reach you. I sometimes wonder how long we shall have to drive before we can get into the country." " Well,well, my dear young lady," — he seemed to expand as he looked down on her — " growth is the natural order of things, is it not ? You have grown surprisingly, and as to my parish — when I came there about twenty years ago, we were surrounded with green fields — yes, green fields — with a population of about two thousand, and now there are twenty-four thousand souls. I've had to divide my parish four times since I came to it — yes !" then he stood still, and beamed as complacently as if he had been the means of producing the extra number of human beings around him. " Dear me !" this was all Kitty could find to say in answer. " Yes," he continued, after a lengthened pause, 4t we are an important and influential body, and likely to increase — likely to increase," then he smiled again very affably, and ate another strawberry ice. 140 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. Her uncle's hearty laugh made Kitty look round. He was coming up to her with two gentlemen, one was Oliver Burridge, and the other — where had she seen this other? — and yet the name, Mr. Penruddock, as her uncle pre- sented him to her, was quite unknown. " A great friend of Burridge's," her uncle said, and then Mr. Venables went od, and left the three standing together. To Oliver's eyes Gyneth Ralston had never looked so lovely as she did to-day, in her simple white gown, standing under the shadow of the tent, her dark, liquid eyes looking up at him from beneath the fringed edge which the feathers made to her hat. He forgot his re- luctance that Penruddock should see her, and he looked triumphantly at his friend. He saw at a glance the delighted surprise in Maurice's face. " I'll come back,*' he said to Miss Ralston. " I have orders to find your sister and Mrs. Gordon, who is an old friend of Penruddock's, so he must come with me." He went off, but Penruddock lingered. AT THE GARDEN PARTY. 141 " My mother was much disappointed to miss seeing you when we called," he said. Kitty smiled ; till now she had felt indifferent about this Lady Mary, of whom her uncle often talked, but now it seemed to her a pity that they had been from home. " We were very sorry to be out," she said, sweetly ; " we hope to call very soon." " Thank you. What charming grounds you have ! I had no idea roses would bloom so well so near London." He smiled as he spoke, and the girl smiled in answer. "Are you coming?" said Oliver's impa- tient voice, and Maurice bowed and followed him. It seemed to Kitty that she was in dreamland. She had been waiting half an hour for Oliver Burridge, and now he had come and gone, and she did not feel anxious that he should come back — she could see him any time — but she hoped his friend would return. What was there in his face, in his voice even, which was in such perfect harmony, there was nothing about him to jar and suggest little regrets? She stood 142 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. waiting, and Oliver came back alone. His eyes glowed as he looked at her. "How well you look!" he said. tf How ad- mirably you have dressed yourself! You should always wear black feathers." She generally deferred to Oliver's taste, but to-day she found him too outspoken. " Uncle says I look like a magpie. You see everyone does not think alike." " Everyone !" Mr. Bumdge spoke scoffingly ; he had a supreme contempt for the taste of any- one but Oliver Burridge. " I did not say every- one would like it. It would be common-place if it suited an ordinary taste. I meant that it was in good taste, and that I liked it." Kitty, being a woman, often let feeling over- rule judgment, when the subject iu question involved sparing or hurting the feelings of others. She knew how Oliver hated contradic- tion, and until to-day she would have let his words pass unchallenged ; now, perhaps by contrast with Mr. Penruddock's easy gentleness, she found Mr. Burridge obtrusive. " Or, to put it another way," — she looked up AT THE GARDEN PARTY. 143 Bauciiy, her red lips in a mutinous curve, and her dark eyes full of laughing defiance — " it is after the taste of Mr. Oliver Burridge, and therefore it is good taste !" " Well;' — he thought her so lovely that just then she might have said what she pleased, without protest — " have it so if you like ; but I think we usually agree in taste, don't we V s He spoke so quietly that Kitty was touched. " Yes/' she said,, already sorry that she had teased him — "yes, but you have decided taste — mine is only forming." Then she looked round, as if she were seeking some one. "I ought not to keep you here. I am sure there are friends of yours here — at least, there are people who will be glad to see you." " But if I prefer to stay here V Kitty's usually tell-tale face did not show the pleasure he expected; she looked indifferent; but Oliver was not going to give up the chance of winning her for any seeming unwillingness on her side. " Girls are so deceiving," he said to himself — "at least, they often don't know what they 144 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. really wish/' Then aloud be went on — "Let ns walk up and down, it is cooler outside the tent ; the air blows freshly from the water." They walked up and down in silence ; usually Kitty had plenty to talk about, but to- day she kept straying after her own thoughts, and these thoughts took one direction — they went towards the terrace in search of Mr. Pen- ruddock. A murmur of talk, too, was all around them, and merry silvery laughter from time to time seemed to rebuke their silence. Kitty thought that it was scarcely a time for lengthened talk with anyone, and she wished Mr. Burridge would leave her free to roam about in butterfly fashion. Oliver did not want her to talk ; he liked to walk beside her, studying the graceful pose of her head and the pliancy of her figure. At last his eyes got fixed on the long dark lashes that curved up from her transparent skin. It seemed to him that he was a fool to wait and see some one more daring step in and rob him of such a prize ; it was evident that the family at The Elms was going in for "society" as it had not AT THE GARDEN PARTY. 145 hitherto done, and " when that begins," he thought, " one can't tell where a girl may go, or whom she may see, or what may happen." How cautious and tepid he had been not to have taken fuller advantage of these weeks of unrestrained intercourse before her sister came home ! " I ought to have made her very fond of me by this time ;" he sighed, and Kitty looked up quickly. " I am a dull companion to-day/' she said — " a crowd like this dazzles and stupefies me ; but I like to look at its plumage. Are not those grass-green gowns lovely? Altogether, the scene is charming; but I don't enjoy it as Louisa does ; it excites her, and carries her into the spirit of its own flutter and gaiety. Do you not think that to be close to gaiety and not to feel gay makes one extra dull f" " The fault must be in your companion," said Oliver, stiffly. " I know I'm not suited to this kind of thing, but then a man must be a trifler who enjoys it very much." " But don't you wish you could enjoy it VOL. I. L 146 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. thoroughly?" Kitty raised such earnest eyes to his that he laughed. "I wish I could. I feel to-day that it is I who am out of tune and wrong, and that Louisa is doing her duty." " No," — Oliver spoke warmly. " I believe that your sister is not doing it for duty's sake ; she is enjoying herself fully ; she strikes me as being one of those people whom society claims for its own. I don't feel this in my own case, and I should be sorry to be different." She was silent ; she was not quite sure that she understood his real meaning. He could not mean that he did not wish to im- prove ! No one could wish that, she thought. He meant, probablv, that he was already so gifted that it would be downright greediness to wish for more. Kitty had the faculty, com- mon to an imaginative mind, of endowing her friends with almost heroic virtues. It seemed to Oliver as if he felt less intimate with her to-day than usual. It might be the fear of a chance interruption — he could not tell, but he resolved not to tempt his fate until his talk with Gyneth Ralston should have made AT THE GARDEN PAKTY. 147 him sure that she was prepared to hear of his love. It was so sweet to feel her full trust iu his friendship, and, after all, he would rather take a quieter time than this for his con- fession. Mr. Venahles met them as they turned, and he gave Kitty a smile of hearty approval. One of his guests— a wealthy Yorkshireman — had just been singing the praises of Oliver, and prophesying for him a brilliant future. -'I want you, Burridge— I have some people here who want to make your acquaintance." He went off, and Oliver followed reluctantly. He did not wish to leave Kitty till he was sure that the full harmony of their friendship was restored. But as he went on, and Mr. Venables mentioned the names of the friends to whom he was taking him, Oliver's unwilling- ness yielded : not because they were rich and men of influence, but because his practical faculty told him that in one of them lay just the special help he wanted, and he never doubted his own power of evoking this help when he was once put in contact with its l2 148 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. possessor; there was also pleasure in feeling that his name was becoming known. Kitty felt a relief at his absence which sur- prised her, but she told herself that she was too excited to-day to care for sensible talk. She went on towards the terrace, but an " Ah, my dear Miss Ralston," stopped her. Coming across the grass, with a kind of scat- tered movement, arms and legs all going at once — suggestive partly of a spider, partly of a crab — was a tall, bright-eyed man, of about fifty, his dark face intense with intelligence. It was neither the intensity of genius nor of sup- pressed feeling, but of one who had gathered knowledge of all kinds by ready-witted keen- ness of appetite rather than by deep study, and who was literally always burning to pour out his information on all subjects. He gave Kitty a devouring glance of ad- miration. " You have surpassed yourself to-day, my dear child/' he said, in a tone which suggested that she was the only woman present for whom he had eyes or thoughts. " I can't find fit words for you." AT THE GARDEN PARTY. 149 Kitty shook her head at him and laughed. " I think you are never at a loss for some- thing to say — you know everything and every- body, don't you ?" He glanced at her quickly — his sensitiveness made him always fear ridicule ; but he saw that Kitty spoke sincerely. " Well, perhaps I do — but, I say, some one says your uncle has taken up a prodigy, a man who is about to invent something. What is he? Who is he? I want to know all about him." He spoke so rapidly that it was difficult to answer him ; and, just as Kitty collected her ideas, he went on again. " I say, my dear child, don't you take a fancy to this inventor — he won't suit you : too practical, and a sort of man who will have rough notions, and won't enter into your tastes. Ah, taste is a divine thing in a woman. I wish my wife had some, but she hasn't a fraction." His eyes stared, and his face looked tragically earnest. " I thought your wife was perfection," said Kitty, laughing. 150 IX THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. " So she is — so she is," — the tragedy look vanished, and he smiled — " dear, darling woman — so practical ; manages the children in quite a first-class way ; it's really admirable. I can't think how she does it — servants and every- thing, she does it all. She is always well, and is never tired — while I can never once manage to rise to the level of my work." " But you look very well," the girl said, mischievously. "Do I? Then put not your trust in looks,, my dear child." He put his hand impressively on Kitty's arm. "I've no rest — I never sleep; I was up at four o'clock this morning listening to the birds — so sweet and heavenly," — he looked in an instant rapt with delight, — " and watching the leaves unfold on the lime-trees. It — was — something — quite — too — heavenly " — he emphasised each word separately — M to see the delicate wrinkled things emerging from their brown husks — and the odour !" — he threw up both hands — " it made me sigh with ecstasy. Ah ! my dear, what would your Mr. Burridge care for such a sight as that? There is no poetry in a practical man." AT THE GARDEN PARTY. 151 Kitty held up her head a little proudly. " First, Mr. Burridge is not my property, and next, as you don't know him, how can you tell what his tastes are, Doctor f" Dr. Drewitt threw his head back, and laughed till the colour rose on Kitty's face. "I like that, I do," he said; "the ignorance of you young things is so fresh and delightful, it's like a plunge in the sea or one's tub in the morning — quite sets you up after a lot of jaded common-places with humdrum people, whose bloom has got all rubbed off them in gaining experience. Bless you, just as if I can't tell you what a man is like from a little bit here and a little bit there ! And any man who gets his head above the level is safe to be talked of. I can tell you just as easily as a naturalist can build you up a whole animal from a joint of its little toe-bone." " You are much too sweeping," she said ; "your argument may apply to an ordinary common-place man, but Mr. Burridge is neither — he is quite original, and he does not care at all what people think. But have you made 152 IN THE SWEET SPRIXG-TDIE. Louisa's acquaintance ? — she must be very much altered since you saw her." " Of course she is — she's charming, but she's not you." His glance of admiration made Kitty laugh. " You cannot have seen much of her. Look ! she's coming now." " She's a very fine young woman," said Dr. Drewitt, " and she and my wife will be fast friends, I can see it — she has an orderly, prac- tical look about her ; they'll be sympathetic ; I feel that I ought to brush my hat and set my tie straight when I see her coming." Louisa was walking towards them with Mr. Penruddock, talking with much animation. Dr. Drewitt's hat had got so far to the back of his head that Kitty thought if her sister's presence obliged him to set it right, it might not be amiss. " What do you think of her companion !" she said. At this Dr. Drewitt's keen eyes quickly scanned her face, but he could glean no tidings from it. " There's nothing extraordinary there ; of AT THE GARDEN PARTY. 153 course, the point of interest to you is that he is falling in love with Louisa." "Falling in love!" — Miss Ralston's lip curled a little— "I was not thinking of anything so absurd; besides, love at first sight has gone out of fashion. It seems to me, a great many people marry without troubling their heads about love at all— at least, about what I should call love." Dr. Drewitt's dark, keen eyes again scanned her fair face. " You have thought about it then — well, so have I," he said. "To me love is the great mystery of life. Where does it spring from % No one knows. It may be the growth of months, or it may germinate in an instant. But never mind how it begins ; there's magic in it; it can blind to every possible defect, and even when the eyes open to see the defects, yet the love will often live on beside this con- sciousness. Nothing kills real love but death." He had gone, on, carried away by his excite- ment, though Louisa and Mr. Penruddock had come up and had stopped beside Kitty. 154 IX THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. Penruddock listened gravely, Louisa with an unbelieving smile. " You are as sentimental as ever, Dr. Drewitt," she said ; " you should not talk sentiment to Kitty ; she has too much already." Dr. Drewitt shook his head at her. " You have stayed too long at school, my dear," he said, eagerly ; iC come and walk up and down a minute with me, and I'll prove to you, if you want to have a green old age, you must cherish youthful illusions ; though, mind you," — again his eyes began to stare, and his fore- head to wrinkle — " love is no illusion, but a very intense reality. I could prove to you," — he raised his forefinger emphatically — " I could prove to you, my dear girl," — he walked on, and Louisa was obliged to follow — "I could prove to you that the lives of half the men and women you know have been altered and influ- enced by love either for bad or good ; till the world gets hold of us, it's the strongest power we have, and the strongest influence that can be brought to bear on us." He looked round suddenly, and saw that she was laughing. AT THE GARDEN PARTY. 155 " You only laugh because you are so extremely ignorant," he said, eagerly. " I don't like to imagine that such a fair young creature has not got a heart, but that would be the only alter- native." "I must prove I have one by leaving you," she said. " I have a right to be offended now," and away she went. Dr. Drewitt ran after her, but meeting a keen politician he stopped, and was soon deep in an argument on the Eastern Question, in which he displayed such an amount of study and knowledge that Louisa, had she heard, might have wondered so ripe a scholar should be so ready with what she called " nonsense." Maurice Penruddock had been saying to Kitty, " Do you agree with Dr. Drewitt's theory, Miss Ralston?" She looked puzzled for a moment. " You mean this last idea 1 — he has so many. I suppose it is the easiest way of explaining the sacrifices one sees and hears of — the way, for instance, in which women cling to quite unworthv husbands." 156 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. " I think Dr. Drewitt means that it tells both ways. I see you think women more capable of loving than men are. Is that quite fair?" " I never thought about it. Have you seen my aunt !" She looked troubled ; she was afraid Mr. Burridge's friend was a flirt, and Kitty de- tested flirting ; she was sure Oliver would not talk such silly stuff as this. " Have you been introduced to my aunt?" she said. Maurice had taken the opportunity of study- ing her face, and, as Kitty looked at him, she met his eyes, full of unconscious admiration. " No, I have only the pleasure of knowing your uncle," he said ; the change in her manner puzzled him. "Is Mrs.Venables in the garden?" " I see her just corning out through the gar- den door; we can meet her, if you like/' she said. She felt annoyed with her companion, and yet she could not have told why ; except that it seemed to her that she had been sud- denly disappointed in her expectation. They soon found Mrs. Venables, and Kitty was surprised at the pleasure her aunt showed in greeting Mr. Penrucldock. AT THE GARDEN PARTY. 157 " You do not seem a new acquaintance," she- said, with the charming smile that made her look almost young, and which made her lis- teners love Mrs. Venables so quickly. " I used to hear of you years ago, and you came to see- us ouce, but you were so young that I daresay you don't remember." " I think I remember you," said Maurice, " but I have not a very good memory for the time before I went to Deeping." " It was at Deeping that you got acquainted with Mr. Burridge, I think ?" " Yes ; he and his family were very kind to me." Kitty had been listening attentively. "You know Mr. Burridge's sister, then?" she said. " She is very shy, I believe." Maurice looked at her. It seemed to him that this sweet gentle girl would not frighten Martha, as her more dashing, fashionable sister would. " She is shy," he said ; and then he went on warmly — " She is a very remarkable woman, quite unlike anyone else I know. So gifted, 158 IN THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. and yet so utterly unconscious of her own powers." u Is she handsome !" Kitty could not have said what prompted the question — it came without her will. " She has a very striking face," — looking at Miss Ralston, he was making a mental com- parison. "A face that artists would care to paint, I think, it is so very un-ordinary." Then he said, simply — " I do not admire mere pretti- ness." Kitty felt jarred. She was thinking of her sister. It was quite unnecessary, she thought, for Mr. Penruddock to give his opinion so de- cidedly. "It seems impossible to make Miss Burridge's acquaintance," she said. Maurice thought she spoke sarcastically. " I am sorry she shuts herself up ; but she is not easy to understand, and unless she were fully appreciated, perhaps she is best left to herself." A bright-eyed girl, hardly pretty, but intelli- gent-looking, had been walking with Mrs. Yenables. AT THE GARDEN PARTY. 159 "It is so wrong," she said, " to shut oneself op, — one loses such opportunities." Mrs.Venables smiled. " It seems a pity," she said. The bright-eyed girl shook her head so re- provingly at Mrs.Venables that Kitty smiled with amusement. "I call it wrong, decidedly wrong. If one reads and cultivates one's mind, one is bound to go about as much as possible and try to help others into light. If a woman lives shut up, she is sure to go on in the old groove of inferiority and subjection and being taken care of, and all the rusted superstitions from which the next generation will be free." "I am so old-fashioned," said Mrs. Venables, smiling, "that I am inclined to think the old ways safest. Englishwomen have always had a high character of their own, and I do not see why they need adopt the customs of other nations. Depend upon it, a little guidance is good for us all." The bright-eyed girl looked scornful. "But then whom is one to take as guide V 160 IX THE SWEET SPRING-TIME. She evidently considered herself an orator.