/(/ / / f vu \ V r ^BERTHA WEISSER'S fc&H. V/> f / Digitized by the Internet Archive in 2013 http://archive.org/details/berthaweisserswi01biss mm BERTHA'S HOME. Page 9. ISettfja Wltmtx's WLisfy A CHRISTMAS STORY. BY • M. L. B. " Lord have mercy upon us, and write all thy laws in our hearts we beseech Thee. — " BOSTON: E. P. DUTTON AND COMPANY. NEW YORK: HURD AND HOUGHTON. 1865. Entered according to Act of Congress, irf the year 1863, by E. P. DtJTTON AND COMPANY, in the Clerk's Office of the District Court of the District of Massachu- setts. riverside, Cambridge: stereotyped and printed by h. 0. houghton. 0£ CONTENTS. — ♦— CHAP. PAQB I. Bertha's Home 7 II. Bertha's Wish . . . . 14 III. "How to do it" 21 IV. Little Mary's Home ... 29 V. "Whose Lost have I found" . . 44 VI. Tim turns Policeman ... 56 VII. Another Chase 69 VHI. Berty runs away for the last Time 78 IX. The Hospital 86 X. Mrs. Grey's Suspicion ... 95 XL The Chapel Service, and what came of it 103 XH. The Wish fulfilled . . . .119 BERTHA WEISSER'S WISH. CHAPTER I. bertha's home. T was a dreary, wet October day, and drawing towards the twilight. The dull leaden-look- ing sky, the wet slippery pave- ments, the chilly, cross, uncom- fortable passengers, gave to even the brightest and most cheerful streets of the great city a very dismal look ; and, as for the meaner ones, with their rows of dreary little shops and tumble-down houses, their reeking gut- ters and dripping wayfarers, they were utterly forlorn. In one of the meanest of these forlorn streets, in the back attic of one of these tumble-down houses, a little girl sat looking out at the window. It was not a pleasant prospect in the brightest of weather, that little crowded court, upon which everybody's 8 BERTHA'S HOME. back-door opened, and where everybody's rubbish was collected ; but the child was not looking at the court. Neither did she seem to be looking at the sky, though the little pale face was turned wistfully upward ; she rather seemed to be thinking intently upon some- thing which occupied all her mind, and shut out for the moment the dreary court below, the dismal sky above, and even the poor little room around her. A very poor little room it was, indeed, — its only furniture being a ragged, ill-made bed, a rickety stand, two broken chairs, and an old painted chest, near which a rusty stove- pipe came up through the floor and passed out again at the low roof. But all the room was brightened somehow by a group of four merry, rosy children, who sat upon this chest, their little bare legs dangling, and their damp garments steaming in the heat, laughing and chattering together in a queer mixture of German and English, which none but an emigrant's child could understand. " Bert ! " cried the elder of the two boys, glancing towards the window ; " what are you looking for, Bert ? — the moon ? " BERTHA'S HOME. 9 The children all laughed at this sally, but " Bert " paid no attention ; seeing which, the boy sprang down from the chest and, with a vigorous pull at the flaxen curls, turned the wistful face round towards him. " Bert ! " said he, .■" don't you know, if we don't pick the rags soon, it'll be quite dark, and then Moses will be shut up, and we'll get nothing for das Brod to-morrow ? Wake up ! wake up!" The girl made no answer, but, with a weary sigh, picked up an old basket filled with wet rubbish, and, turning the contents out upon the floor, began, with her brother's help, to sort them carefully into separate little heaps ; for Bertha Weisser, my dear children, the dreaming girl by the window, and the heroine of my little story, was nothing more nor less than a poor little German rag-picker. Poor and little as she was, however, Bertha had arrived at a dignity which few of my young readers have reached, I hope ; for Ber- tha was the head of this little household, — the one whom alone all the children were bound to " mind," and to whom also, alas ! they were bound to look for their daily bread ; 10 BERTHA'S HOME. for Berty's father had died at sea, and her mother, not taking kindly to the foreign land, had pined away soon afterward, leaving her helpless family to get their own living as best they could. « And the best way Bertha could think of — for she was not very wise, being only eleven years old — was, to gather the rags and pa- pers, the old bits of iron and copper, and nails and other rubbish, from the gutters, and sell them to Moses, an old Jew who lived near her lodging ; or else sometimes to sweep the crossings with a stump of broom, looking the while so forlorn and piteous that kind passengers, when they were not in too great haste, would fling her a penny. This was a very poor way to get a living, as you may suppose ; and a very poor living Berty would have gotten by it even if she could have spent all her earnings upon her- self, which was by no means the case ; for there were Lina, and Gottlieb, and Rosa, and little Fritz, the baby, all younger and there- fore more helpless than herself; and Berty must care for them all ; for had she not prom- ised her dead mother, and were they not her BERTHA'S HOME. H little family, the only ones this side the broad ocean who had kindred blood of hers in their veins ? To be sure, old Biddy Flanagan, to whom the house belonged, let them have the back attic, where their mother had died, rent-free, because, as she said, it was but a poor place, and she'd no heart to turn out " the mother- less orphants " ; then, too, Gottlieb was grow- ing a sturdy lad, with very sharp eyes for old nails and horse-shoes ; and besides, the house- people often gave Fritz a penny when they met him ' toddling about the passages ; for Fritz was a pretty baby, — bright-eyed and rosy-cheeked, and sweet enough, in spite of his rags, to open the hearts of people less kind than Biddy Flanagan's poor lodgers. And beyond all this, — which Berty counted great good-fortune, — an old lady in the next street, who had known their mother in the dear old Father-land, sent them every week a full meal of broken victuals. So Berty thought this world a very kind world, though her poor little heart was full, from morning till night, with care for die Kleinen, as she lovingly called the children in her pleasant German tongue. 12 BERTHA'S HOME. And Berty's heart had been fuller than usual these few weeks past ; for, besides all the care, it had held a great wish in it, — a wish that filled it almost to bursting ; and yet this wish was such a very impossible one, that Berty could think of but one way — and that a very impossible way — of getting it fulfilled : — "If but a fairy would come along, — a fairy godmother such as Mrs. Flanagan sometimes told them about, when she was good-natured and not too busy, — and offer Bert one of three wishes ; O then ! " But New York was not " ould Ireland," as Biddy often assured them, and so, alas ! the fairy never came. Still the wish held its place, and swelled the poor child's heart all the more, perhaps, that she never told it to any one. Sometimes she would lie awake far into the night, staring with wide-open eyes at the blank darkness of her attic, hugging little Fritz in her arms, and thinking what if she had a fairy godmother, and what if she should come and bring the wish, until all the dark- ness was full of glorious visions, and poor little Berty, the German rag-picker, lying BERTHA'S HOME. 13 there upon her bed of straw, in Biddy Flan- agan's back attic, dreamed dreams as sweet as any which visit the soft, guarded pillows of you happy children who fall asleep with father's good-night blessings in your ears, and mother's good-night kisses on your lips. Yes, the dear Heavenly Father, who bends so lovingly from his Eternal Throne to listen to your evening prayer, heard Berty's German Vaterunser also, and watched over her, per- haps, all the more tenderly because she had no one else. CHAPTER n. BERTHAS WISH. T was one night after they had been to visit the kind old Ger- man lady, their mother's friend, that this wonderful wish came into Berty's heart. Madame Hansmann, as this old lady was called by the people of Biddy's house, was not yet weaned from the dear Vaterland, as she called her native country, and liked noth- ing sc '-ell as talking of its kindly ways and pleasant customs to any one who would lis- ten. She knew no English ; but the homely German, which, I dare say, sounds harsh and unpleasant enough to you, was music in Ber- tha's ears ; for it was the language in which she had always heard her mother speak. Berty had, too, or fancied she had, a dim remembrance of some of the scenes which the good old lady described, especially of the Christmas trees, and birthday feasts, and BERTHA'S WISH. 15 the concerts in the Volksgarten, or public park, of the city where her parents had lived. It was, as I said., one night after a visit to old Madame Hansmann that Berty's wish came into her heart. She was sitting in her attic, striving patiently, by the light of a can- dle-end which Biddy had given her, to fash- ion a frock for little Fritz from an old one of her own. She was not a very skilful seam- stress, and her materials were none of the best ; so, as you may imagine, she was much too busy at first to pay much attention to the children's chatter, as they frolicked and tumbled upon the old straw bed in the cor- ner. Presently, however, having banned out her work to her mind, her attention was attracted by their talk. " Wasn't it nice," said Lina, " what she told about the Christmas trees? And Ber- ty 's seen one ; but we never did." " Poh ! " cried Gottlieb, turning a very con- temptuous somerset ; " poh ! I have : but I never told though before. It was last Christ- mas, — that night, you know, I ran away from Bert. We went to the avenue, Martin Fi- 16 BERTHA'S WISH. scher and me, and we saw one. It was in that big stone house where the Dutchman lives — Herr Westermann. It was very cold, and we stood upon the sidewalk, and the wind blew so hard; but the blinds were open just a bit, and we saw it ! O my ! — but wasn't it jolly! The great green tree most up to the top of the wall; and the lights blazing on every limb ; and the gold and silver nuts shining ; and the apples and oranges and candy! — and O, flowers, too ! and hobby-horses ! and dolls ! — and all the children dancing round and laughing! I tell you, you never saw anything so fine, — never ! never ! " "Did you see the Christ-child, Lieb ? " asked little Rosa, in a tone of awe. " I saw a little blue angel with gold wings, quite up in the top of the tree," answered Gottlieb ; " only its face was turned the other way." " That was He ! " cried Rosa, clapping her hands joyfully. " That was He ! O how I wish I could see Him ! Mina SchaefFer says it is He brings all the things, — only she says he will never come to us, because we are BERTHA'S WISH. 17 poor, — and it is only the rich ones He takes them to." " Fie, Rosa," said Lina, reprovingly ; " don't you remember what die liebe Mutter said, how Jesus (He's the Christ-child, you know) was very poor, and how the Holy Virgin laid Him in a manger when He was born. I don't believe He would forget us because we are poor." " Will He come, then, do you think ? " asked Rosa, eagerly. " Will He come this Christ- mas, if we are very good ? Perhaps we were naughty last year, — I don't remember, — and die Mutter said He don't love us but when we are good. Let's be very good now, and see if He will come." " I don't believe it is the Christ-child does it," said Gottlieb, who had been lying quite still, thinking, for some time. " I don't believe it is the Christ-child does it at all. Mina Schaeffer knows nothing, and the little blue angel looked just like a doll. I'll bet you it was Herr Westermann bought all those things, and Frau Westermann put them on the tree ; — only she's a little woman, I know, and the tree was very high. But, any way, 18 BERTHA'S WISH. I don't believe it's the Christ-child does it. Martin says it isn't. They had a tree to Martin's house once, and he peeped, and he thought he saw his mother ; but then their tree was little, and Herr Westermann's was ever so big." " Perhaps Frau Westermann had a lad- der," said Litfa, coming to her brother's assist- ance in his puzzle. » "A ladder! to be sure, so she must!" cried Gottlieb, much relieved. " Yes, you may be certain she had a ladder." " But the tree," put in little city-bred Rosa ; " where would he get the tree ? " " Pshaw, stupid ! " answered her brother, impatiently ; " don't the trees grow, and could- n't he cut one and bring it home on a dray ? " " But wouldn't the policeman catch him then ? " asked poor puzzled Rosa, whose only idea of trees was of those in the city parks. " But, Rosa, there are woods," explained Lina, — " great fields full of nothing but trees, — that's in the^ country. Mina SchaefTer went there once to visit her cousin, and she told me. People may cut them if they like, and there are no policemen ; only I don't BERTHA'S WISH. 19 think Herr Westermann could bring one on a dray because it is so far, Lieb. I'll tell you, though : I think they bring them on the railroad to the markets, and then the peo- ple can buy them. I saw some once — very tall and fall of green prickles, and Biddy said they were for Christmas trees. I guess Herr Westermann bought his, Lieb." " Well, perhaps he did," answered Lieb, sleepily ; " and a ladder, — O yes, a ladder ! You may be sure it's the father and mother do it, Lin a." " And we have no father — no mother," said Rosa, with a sigh. " We have nobody, — at least we have only Bert." " And Bert could not make a Christmas tree," added Lina, sadly. " Yes, Bert tould ! " cried little Fritz, giv- ing Lina a vigorous punch with his stout little fist. Fritz had been lying broad awake listening to all this wonderful talk without understanding it in the least ; but he firmly believed that his Berty could do anything, and so he felt bound to defend her from Lina's assertions. u I tell 'ou," said he, " Bert tould, — Bert tould had a laddy and 20 BERTHA'S WISH. make a kissmas tee for Fitzy, and the bu andel tould hep her." It was just here, at these words of little Fritz's, that the wonderful wish came into Bertha's heart, and set it throbbing, so that the poor child forgot all about her trouble- some work, — noticed no longer the children's talk, or the waning candle ; but just sat with her hands clasped in her lap, till the children were fast asleep and the candle quite burnt out, thinking and thinking ; then crept away to her place by Fritzy's side, and lay awake far into the night, thinking and thinking still. Perhaps you can guess now what was Bertha's wish; at least, if you cannot, you must be almost as stupid as was Gottlieb with his ladder. CHAPTER III. " HOW TO DO IT. S the days passed, and Christ- mas-tide drew nearer, Berty's wish gained fuller and fuller possession of her childish heart. To get a Christmas tree for these poor little children, who had no father or mother, who had " only Bert," — to make them for once perfectly happy, as happy as rich Herr Westermann's boys and girls, — and to do this all herself, — how delightful, and yet how impossible the project seemed. How bright and cheerful the old garret would appear, lighted up by the glories of such a tree as the Westermann's, for Bertha's dim German recollections were wonderfully freshened by Gottlieb's descriptions ; how her mother would smile from her sweet rest in Paradise upon the little pale girl to whose feeble care she had, with such a failing heart, committed her little ones; 22 "HOW TO DO IT." how sweetly her father would sleep in his bed there under the sea, if he knew how happy his darlings were made. Then the gifts, too. Oh, how Berty's imagination revelled in those gifts ! Of course, there must be the blazing tapers, and the gold and silver nuts, and the ap- ples, and oranges, and candy ; but there must be also — what ? — ah, a little cart for Fritzy, and — oh yes, a whole row of pew- ter soldiers, and a whistle, and a rattle ; — only think of a baby who had never had a rattle ! Then there must be a doll for Rosa, and perhaps a cradle to rock it in ; and Lieb must have a drum, for he so dearly loves to make a noise, and perhaps a> tin sword too, and a soldier's cap ; — then he might "train" with the other boys upon the street, perhaps even be Captain of a Company : how Lieb would like that ! And Lina must have a set of dishes, for Lina was such a tidy little housekeeper she would be sure to like that best of all. And Berty — ah ! Berty would have done it ; surely, that would be fun enough : Berty was the little mother ; surely, that was joy enough for her. "HOW TO DO IT." 23 O yes ! it was easy enough to arrange all that; it was easy enough to think what to get ; but how to get it — that was quite another thing. So, whenever this trouble- some question came up, Berty was fain, for a long time, to put it out of her head. But at last the simple child bethought herself that this question, " How to do it," was by far the most important question of the two. If the Christmas tree was ever to be anything more than a beautiful dream, this question must be settled first of all. And so she set herself resolutely to consider it. The fairy godmother of Mrs. Flanagan's tales Was, as I said, the first thought ; but Bertha, having been born in Germany, in- stead of Ireland, could never feel quite cer- tain that she had a fairy godmother. Biddy, to whom she applied in her perplexity, knew nothing about German fairies ; she could only speak confidently about the " good lit- tle people" of her own green island, who were but too fond of children, as she knew ; for had not her own husband's first cousin had a child carried ofT by them, changed in its cradle for a fairy babe, — a strange little 24 "HOW TO DO IT." being, which never grew older or larger, but remained always a merry, silly child. Berty did not like this view of the subject at all : but for the Christmas tree, she would have been relieved to know that there was no such person about, for she had no mind to have her Fritzy exchanged for any fairy folk. Ah, if she would but bring the Christmas tree, and then fly away, and never, never, come back any more ! But, even if she had such a guardian, how could she be sure that it had not been left in the " old country," along with the rest of their household treasures : the donkey, the goat, the pet kid, the pink china shepherdess, the painted tea-set, and the great old pewter tankard, which she dimly remembered. Again she applied to Biddy : — did fairies ever emigrate ? " Whisht, child ! " answered Mrs. Flanagan ; " how can I tell ? Sure, the fairy folk are very wise, and is it Hkely they'd fash themselves with crossing the salt wather ? And Ameriky 's but a wild counthry, wid snakes, and bears, and Injuns, — not tame and tidy like ould Ireland; and the weeny peoole could never bide in cities. "HOW TO DO IT." 25 They must have their green rings to dance upon, and all that. Troth, though, I did see a place in the park whin we wint there the day, so trim and green I tould Mike it looked a likely spot for the good folk ; but thin there's the p'leecemen. Whisht, child, how can I tell ? And why need ye . be talkin' so much of them ? Sure, Berty, they don't like it ; and it's not good to vex them." So at last, all things considered, Bertha came to the conclusion that this fairy god- mother was much too uncertain a personage to be trusted with such an important and difficult matter as her Christmas tree. But she could not manage alone, — how could she ? It was almost impossible for her, with all the help she had from the kind world, to get food enough for all those children to eat, and clothing enough for them to wear : how could she, whose only living was gain- ed by picking up what other people threw away as worthless, hope to indulge in this luxury of giving, which few of the people around her, so much better off than herself, could afford ? No, she could never do it 26 "HOW TO DO IT." alone. Who then would help her ? Not Biddy : she was much too poor and too busy to bother herself with such a matter. Not Madame Hansmann: she might be will- ing, but her cross, beer-drinking son, with whom she lived, and of whom she stood in such terror that she never permitted the chil- dren to come to her except when he was absent, would never allow it. Who, then, would help her? She had no one else. " No one else ! " It was to this sad con elusion of all her hopes and schemes that Berty had come upon the evening when my story begins, when she sat by the window, looking up at the dull rainy sky. It was this dreary thought which made her turn back, with such a weary sigh, to her un- pleasant work at Gottlieb's summons. Poor Berty ! the rags had never seemed so filthy, the bits of iron never so rusty, the whole basket of odds and ends never so worthless, as they did that night. She had no sympa- thy with Gottlieb's rejoicing over his two horse-shoes, no patience with Lina's linger- ing over the bits of an illustrated news- paper; and, when she crept into her bed "HOW TO DO IT." 27 in the darkness, after Gottlieb had returned from his nightly chaffer with " Moses," the Vaterunser was, I am sorry to say, forgot- ten. " No one else ! " What was it, then, that put into Berty's mind, as she lay there awake in the darkness, brooding over her fruitless plans, the remembrance of that old talk of the children which had given rise to them ? What was it made her recall that sweet thought of little Rosa's, that it was the Christ-child brought the gifts, — or that still sweeter faith of Lina's, that Jesus would never forget them because they were poor. What was it ? Oh, my children ! rather, Who was it? Who but that Friend, the best and dearest Who watches over us all, even while we forget Him, and showers upon us new blessings, even while we are unthankful for those He has already sent. Jesus would not forget them : they had no father, no mother; but they still had Him. I cannot tell you with what a flash of joy and hope this thought filled little Bertha's lonely heart. I suppose you could never fully understand it until, like Bertha, 28 "HOW TO DO IT." you had u no one else " ; which, God grant, may never be your case ; for it is a hard trial, this having no one else, though it is an inestimable blessing to have Him. And so Berty found it when she rose from her bed, and, kneeling once more by the win- dow, with her face turned toward the sky, laid all her cares and hopes and wishes at His feet. And I cannot think that Berty was wrong or foolish in this, even though her trouble was about such a little thing ; for I am sure that He who cares for the sparrows, and who has provided so many beautiful things for us to enjoy, cares even for our slightest pleasures, and helps us to gain them when they are right. CHAPTER IV. LITTLE MART S HOME. PON that same October even- ing, another little girl, near Ber- tha's age, sat by the window, looking out into the twilight. It was no dreary back-court, however, which met her eye, but a broad, well-paved street, lined with stately houses, and a quiet park, where the graceful willows drooping round the fountain still showed a tinge of green, and the elms and maples still looked gay in their autumn livery of crimson and gold. And the scene within presented as strong a contrast to poor Bertha's surroundings aa did the scene without. The cheerful parlor, with its rich curtains and. soft carpet, its glowing grate and pleasant pictures and comfortable easy-chairs, was very unlike that dismal attic ; but the gazer at the window 30 LITTLE MARY'S HOME. seemed to give very little heed to its bright- ness. She, too, was looking up at the cloudy sky, and, with her pale little face and deep mourning - dress, made as sad a picture through the plate-glass window as did poor ragged Bertha behind her smoky panes. Presently, however, as a footstep sounded along the pavement and up the steps, the pale, sad face lighted up and turned eager- ly toward the door. A handsome, merry- looking, young gentleman came briskly in, shaking a tiny shower of rain-drops from his hair and dress. w Were you counting the rain-drops, Polly ? " said he, " or looking for the moon ? " " No, cousin John ; I was only thinking." " Only thinking ! " said cousin John, wheel- ing the most inviting easy-chair up in front of the glowing grate. " Well, come here and sit with me, and, if you must stare at some- thing, let it be at the fire : it is a much more agreeable object than that mizzly sky. And so you were thinking, Polly ? I hoped you were watching for me." " I was wishing for you, cousin John. But 1 wasn't exactly watching, because I .■^ HP 1 MARYS HOME. Page 30 LITTLE MARY'S HOME. 31 was thinking of them ; " — and the child clasped her hands nervously, and turned her face up to him with a sorrowful look, which was sadder than tears. A shadow came over the young man's pleasant face ; and he stooped and kissed her forehead, as he placed her on his knee. " You shouldn't sit here alone in the twi- light, Polly," said he ; " it's not good for you. Where are the babies ? " " " Grandmamma does not like them to stay in the parlor, you know : they make such a litter ; and she wants it tidy when you come home ; and Mrs. Evans says I sha'n't be al- ways in the nursery." " Grandmamma mustn't sacrifice you to my old-bachelor notions, puss. I had rather stumble over a dozen hobby-horses than to find my little Polly sitting here alone with such a dismal face." " I like it to be neat for you, too, cousin John," said cousin John's little Polly, as he drew the kind caressing arm closer round her ; " and I don't think Grandmamma would have made the rule ; but the last time they were in here, Jamie got the poker, and rode upon 32 LITTLE MARY'S HOME. it all round the room. He called it his gee- gee. Look, what a black mark he made in the carpet. Nancy scrubbed it ever so long this morning, and it won't come out ; and the black was all over his new scarlet frock, too. Then Jeannie climbed on a chair, to get the dollies, — she thinks those marble busts are dollies, — and she fell and bumped her head. Mrs. Evans says it will be black and blue for a month. Oh, how angry she was ! She said they were spoiled. Sylvie never said so; and Sylvie let me stay with them as much as I liked. Poor Sylvie ! " — and the child's voice sank into a tone of sad complaint. " Mrs. Evans is a bit of a tyrant, I know," answered cousin John, cheerfully ; " but she is very fond of the twins, and of . their big sister too, I can tell you. But where's Grandmamma to-night ? " "Aunt Emily came and took her home to tea. She asked me, too ; but, oh, cousin John, they do pity me so much, and ask so many questions about it, — all those old ladies, — that I can't bear it. But she said you were to come, and I was to tell you the LITTLE MARY'S HOME. 33 instant you came in, but I forgot. Shall you go ? " " Shall I, Polly ? I leave you to decide." Oh, cousin ! will you ? And may I tell you to stay ? I want you so much : only I don't wish to be selfish ; and aunt Emily said you and Grandmamma were dreadfully moped with us children." " Are we ? " said cousin John, smiling. " I'm much obliged to aunt Emily ; I never should have guessed it without her help. I thought it was very nice to have a little Polly to welcome me home every evening, and to be company for Grandmamma all day ; and I am sure the house was never so lively as it is since Jemmy and Jenny came. 1 should have said, now, if any one had asked me, that it was aunt Emily's tea-par- ties which moped us ; but then, of course, she knows." " I don't believe you are moped at all," said Polly, energetically ; " you are always so bright and merry, or, when you are sad, it is not in a stupid way. I wonder at you sometimes, cousin John. You are just like me, — that is, I mean you have no father 3 34 LITTLE MARY'S HOME. and mother; and you have not even the twins ; — you have only Grandma in all the world, and yet you seem so happy, while I can do nothing but cry." " Only Grandmamma ! Why, Polly, I should not be so very poor in friends, even if you were right. Grandma counts for a great deal with her Johnny, I can tell you. But I thought myself richer than that. I thought I had you, my little cousin, and the twins. Don't you mean to give me any share in the twins ? " " Oh, cousin John ! I didn't mean that!" cried the little girl, very earnestly. a I'm sure I love you better than anybody in the world, — at least now, — and Jemmy and Jenny are always calling for ' Cuddy.' They never call papa or brother now ; and nurse won't let me put them in mind, be- cause she says it does them no good and only makes me cry. Oh no! I did not mean that. I meant people that belong to you, — people that you have a right to." " And I insist that I have a right to you, Polly," said the young gentleman, pressing Polly very tight in his arms. " But I know LITTLE MARY'S HOME. 35 what you mean, puss, and I won't tease you any more. Indeed, I have been wishing to talk with you a little about this for some time ; and, now we have begun it, perhaps I had better say my say. I know very well how sad it is to be an orphan, and I have seen the time, at first, when, like you, 1 could do nothing but cry ; so, 1 don't mean to set myself up for an example ; but, my little Mary, there is one thing which you and I must both remember, and which ought to help us very much, and that is this : whatever our trials are, they are sent by One who knows much better than we do what is good for us, and for those we love ; and whatever our blessings are, they come to us straight from His hand. If we believe this, — as I try to do, as I hope you also try to do, — it will make us afraid to murmur at the one, and ashamed to be un- thankful for the other, — will it not ? " " Perhaps so ; I suppose it ought," said Mary, slowly ; " but, oh, cousin John, it is so '' very hard. You are a man, and you are so very good you would be sure to feel just right ; but I am only a little girl, and it is 36 LITTLE MARY'S HOME. so very hard, so very different. You and Grandma are very kind, but, oh, I want papa so much, and mamma, and Ned ! Oh, cousin, you don't know! It seems sometimes as if my heart would break ! " — and the child leaned her head against her cousin's shoul- der, and wept as if her heart were really breaking. The young man soothed her very tenderly, and waited patiently until her tears were dried ; then he said, gently, " My darling must not think I mean to blame her, but only to help her bear her trouble better. I know it is sad^ very sad, to lose so many dear friends at one blow ; but Polly must count up her blessings as well as her trials : she has not been left quite helpless and friend- less, as so many poor children are, by this same fearful Providence." " That is what nurse is always saying," answered Mary, a little impatiently ; " but I can't see that it makes my trial any easier. I'm sure it only makes me more wretched to think of other people being so miserable." " I suppose it does have that effect," answered cousin John, thoughtfully, " unless LITTLE MARY'S HOME. 37 one tries to help them. Yes, Polly, strange as it may seem, the only way to lighten our own burdens is by helping other people to bear theirs." There was not a shadow of vexation in his tone ; and yet, somehow, Mary could not help feeling that her cousin w r as not quite pleased with her, — perhaps because she was not quite pleased with herself. She was conscious of being unthankful for her remain- ing blessings ; she knew she had felt inclined to murmur at her lot, and to indulge her grief without any regard to the comfort of those around her. But she felt she had great excuse, — as, indeed, she had, if any one can be said to have excuse for doing what is not quite right ; for this little Mary's trials were no common ones. I dare say my young readers have already guessed that Mary was an orphan, but I hope they are not familiar enough with sor- row to have guessed in what a terrible form her bereavement came. Perhaps some of you may remember, however, to have heard or read of the fearful pestilence at Norfolk in Virginia, a few years ago, when the yellow 38 LITTLE MARY'S HOME. fever passed through the city and carried off its victims from every house. It was at Norfolk that b'ttle Mary's parents lived ; and it was this terrible disease which had robbed her, in a single week, of her father, her mother, her eldest brother, and Sylvie, her faithful black nurse. Poor little Mary ! well might she shudder and turn pale as she remembered that fearful day when she found herself alone with the twin babies, with only those strange doc- tors and nurses to care for them. Well might she cling, too, to the dear cousin who had braved the pestilence to come to their relief. The grandmother's house was of course open to the orphans. They had already been with her two months when my story begins, and the twin babies had become quite wonted to their new nursery, grown very fond of " ganny," as they called her, very familiar with " Cuddy," as they styled young Dr. Grey, and seemed to have adopt- ed Nurse Evans into the place of their lost Sylvie ; but little Mary was still, I am sorry to say, not only very sad but very discon- tented. She had taken up a sad complain- ing way, brooding over her grief, and refus- LITTLE MARY'S HOME. 39 ing to be comforted ; contrasting her grand- mother's quiet, sober ways with her mam- ma's sweet brightness, and Mrs. Evans's strictness with poor Sylvie's indulgence. Dr. John was the only person who could soothe or divert her ; for she chose to believe that he, an orphan himself, left from child- hood to his grandmother's care, was the only one who could fully sympathize with her great trouble. She was very fond of him; and now, though a little vexed at his seeming reproof, could not bear the thought of dis- pleasing him : so, after a moment's thought, she took his hand caressingly in both her own, and said, " I am so little, cousin John, and so silly, I don't see how I could help other people any ; but if you want me to, I'll try, — only you must tell me how." " I'll tell you how I learned what little I know about it, Polly," answered Dr. Grey, kindly. " When I first came here, it was with me, I suppose, very much as it is with you now. I pined for the dear ones I had lost, and found this great empty house very lonely and dreary. I thought no one had ever been so afflicted as I, and T indulged 40 LITTLE MARY'S HOME. my grief without giving a thought to other people's feelings, until, one night, Grandma and I sat here in this very parlor. I was moping by the window, just as you were when I came in. I thought of that night when I saw you here, looking so doleful ; and dear Grandma sat by the fire with her knitting in her lap. She was not so old a woman as now by a good many years, but she seemed to me every whit as aged ; and I confess I thought it something of a bore that there should be no younger people in the house. She had been trying hard to wile me into a little cheerful talk, but I was obstinate ; so she had finally given it over, and sat there thinking, with her hands folded over the work in her lap. I don't know what prompted me to peep out at her from my snllen nook in the window-seat, but I did, and I never shall forget the weary, sorrowful, jaded look upon that dear old face. Perhaps you have seen it, Polly ; it has come back once or twice since you came. It came over me all at once then, that I was not the only sufferer; that, if I had lost my parents, dear Grandma had lost her only son ; if I was lonely in my orphan LITTLE MARY'S HOME. 41 childhood, she must be still more so in her widowed age ; and that I, who should have been her comfort, was adding to her trouble by my selfish grief. I can't tell you how I felt, Mary; but I remember I jumped from the window-seat, and sat down upon the footstool at Grandma's feet, and leaned my head against her knee. The kind old smile came back then, and I made a great vow^ to myself to keep it there. I have tried ; I don't know if I have succeeded always ; but one thing I do know, Polly : I have never felt myself quite desolate since that night. I have never wished for any one younger than Grandma either ; and I hope, I believe, I have filled, in some measure, the place of the son she then lost. But the dear old patient heart has got a fresh wound now, Polly : she has lost a daughter now ; another orphan grand- child is weeping in her home ; and the old look of sadness and weariness has come back. I can't banish it alone this time, Polly. Will you help me ? " " Oh, I know what you mean ! " cried Mary, bursting into tears ; " I know what you mean. I have seen the look. It was on her lace to- 42 LITTLE MARY'S HOME. night, when I would not go with her, and aunt Emily would insist upon taking her away. But I did not mind it as you did. I never thought she could care so much for mamma ; but I see now : if I had died, dear mamma would have been so sad, so sorry. Yes, I will try, cousin John, — I will ! " " I knew you would, my darling ; and, I am sure, Grandma will be very happy in her little daughter." " Her little daughter," repeated Polly, dry- ing her eyes, and brightening up, as if that put the subject in a new light. " That is like being your little sister, isn't it ? I like that." " Yes," said Dr. John, " my little sister, — Grandma's boy and girl. I like it too, Polly, very much." " We'll be ever so good, won't we ? But, cousin John, you've only told me about Grandmamma, and you said there were others. How did you learn to help the others ? " " I haven't done learning that yet, Polly ; so we can study together, and, if we have but the motive, I dare say we shall find a way to LITTLE MARY'S HOME. 43 lighten the burden of many a weary fellow- traveller." " What is the motive, cousin John ? " Dr. John made no answer to this question in words; but he took his grandmother's great Bible from the stand beside him, and turning over the leaves, put his finger on a passage, and held it up to the fire-light for Polly to read. The child made out the words slowly by the flickering light : " Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me " ; then looked up in his face and asked, in a frightened tone, " Do you think He really meant that, cousin John ? " " We have His own Word for it, Polly," answered Dr. John; " and is not that motive enough ? Is there anything, anything, we should not be willing to do for Him ? " CHAPTER V. "WHOSE LOST HAVE I FOUND?" SRTY rose next morning with the firm belief that her wish was to be granted, though in what way she could not tell. She was not so unreasonable as to expect the .coveted pleasure to fall from the sky in answer to her prayers, however ; and so she could not help feeling some curi- osity about the means by which it was to come to her. Was it to be given her, or was she to be helped to earn it? The first plan seemed very unlikely, for she knew no one who had both the means and the will to do so much for her ; and the second seemed, at first thought, more unlikely still, but she was fain to settle upon it at last, as being the more probable of the two. Yes : she would be very diligent in her work ; and who knew but she might find something very valuable in the gutter, or do some great " WHOSE LOST HAVE I FOUND ? " 45 service to the people at the crossing, and so get money enough. But how much money would it take, was another question, and a very puzzling ques- tion to poor Bertha, whose acquaintance with the prices current was very slight indeed. In this emergency she applied once more to Mrs. Flanagan. " Biddy, how much does a Christmas tree cost ? Do* you know ? " " A Christmas tree ! Faix, Berty, what a child ye are for axin' questions ! Sure they don't be havin' such toys in ould Ireland ; and I niver bought one. Pounds and pounds, 1 suppose ; but your Dutch folks be talkin' of thim so much, they'd be liker to know than I." "And how many cents is in a pound, Mrs. Flanagan ? " " How many cints ? Sure, child, I niver reckoned. There's betune four and five dol- lars, I know ; but I niver could remember rightly how much, to a penny, — the money's so bothersome in this counthry." "And there's one hundred cents in a dol- lar, I know : Tim Daly told me," pursued Berty. " Pounds and pounds;. and four hun- 46 "WHOSE LOST HAVE I FOUND?" dred cents to a pound. Oh, dear ! oh, dear ! Mrs. Flanagan, do you think I could ever earn so much ? " " Hear till the child now ! Is she crazy, d'ye think ? " cried Biddy, in amazement. " Sure, you're niver thinkin' of buyin' a Christ- mas tree ! you, that haven't shoes to yer feet, nor clothes to yer back, nor food to yer stomach ! " • Poor Berty ! the good Irishwoman's words fell upon her heart with a heavier weight than even the " pounds and pounds " ; but she would not wait to hear more, — she would not be talked out of her project at the very beginning, — so she caught up her broom and her basket, and scampered away as fast as her bare little feet could carry her. Once safe round the corner, out of reach of Mrs. Flanagan's astonished gaze, Bertha began to walk slower, and to revolve again in her mind that weary question of ways and means, which has puzzled so many wiser heads than hers. It was so hard to settle what to do ; some adviser she must have ; but who ? She could not consult with her little prime minister, Gottlieb, for the project would lose "WHOSE LOST HAVE I FOUND?" 47 half its charm if it were not to be a surprise to him. She thought of her Dutch acquaint- ance ; doubtless they would know all about it ; but she remembered Biddy's amazement, and she had no mind to encounter a second edition of that. No ; she wanted no prudent old heads shaking themselves so provokingly over her wild plan. What she wanted, after all, was some one to sympathize rather than advise. " The top o' the morning to ye, Berty," cried a pleasant, cheery voice, breaking in upon her meditations ; and her heart leapt within her at the sound of the merry brogue, and the sight of the round, rosy face of the little speaker. Here was just the adviser she wanted. Tim Daly, her master in the rag- picker's arithmetic, her protector in all her street troubles, — honest, merry, wise, kind- hearted, blundering Tim, who always looked upon the bright side x>f everything, who al- ways had a word of encouragement for every- body, — who could be a better confidant than he? So she turned upon the young Irishman a brighter glance of welcome even than he 48 "WHOSE LOST HAVE I FOUND?" was accustomed to get. " Oh, I so glad to see you, Tim ! " said she. " You're just the very one I wanted." " Well, it's good to be welcome, any way," said Tim, who cared more for Berty's smiles than he would have been willing to confess. " It's good to be welcome. An' what were ye wanting of me, Berty ? " " I'll tell you, Tim," answered Berty, eager- ly. " I've got such a wonderful plan ; and I can't tell Gottlieb, you see, because it*s part to be for him ; and I want somebody to talk it over with ; and you're better than any one." " Am I, though ? " asked Tim, straighten- ing himself up grandly. " You're the broth of a boy, Berty." Tim thought it very nice to be better than any one to Berty, you see ; and as for Berty herself, she seemed quite contented to be called the " broth of a boy," though it certainly sounded very much as if Tim was a cannibal, and not a very good judge of child-soup at that. " Yes Tim," said she, " you are, — because you've some sense, and you won't fly out at one like Mrs. Biddy, I know." "WHOSE LOST HAVE I FOUND?" 49 " I'll never fly out at you, Berty, that's sure," said Tim, confidently. " Well, then, you see, it's just this : — There's those poor children, — Lieb, and Lin a, and Rose. They were so little when we came from the old country, — and Fritzy, he wasn't born, — and none of them ever saw a Christmas tree in all their lives ; " — and Berty held her breath here, as if she had made a very astonishing statement. " No more have I," said Tim ; " but that's nayther here nor there, Berty. Go on." " Didn't you ? " said Berty, casting a pity- ing glance up at the merry face beside her, and mentally fastening a present for Tim upon the green branches of her imaginary tree. " Well, neither did they ; and Ma- dame Hansmann, you see, has told them about it, and their heads are full of it. I heard them the other night talking, and wish- ing, and they said they could not have it because they had no father, no mother, — nobody but Bert. And oh, Tim, I promised mother to do everything for those children; and I wish so much, so very much, to do 50 "WHOSE LOST HAVE I FOUND?" this. Oh, Tim, do you think I could? and will you help me?" finished up poor Berty, in a choking voice. " 'Deed an' I will, Berty," cried Tim, with an encouraging slap upon Berty's shoulder; u and ov course ye can do it. Sure, I've got fifty cints that I was laying by for the win- ter shoes ; but what's shoes to a Christmas tree ? Sure, we'll get it betune us, Berty. Don't ye cry ; we'll get it, sure as fate." This was rather more help than Berty had bargained for. She did not at all like the notion of robbing Tim of his shoes ; for, if the truth must be told, she was much more tender of Tim's feet than of her own. " Oh no, Tim," said she, earnestly ; " I did not mean that. I don't want you to help me with money, for I mean to earn it all myself; and I have prayed, and I know that the Christ-child (that's Jesus, you know) will help me. I'm going to look sharp in the gutters, and I shall find heaps of things ; or else I shall do something for the passen- gers, and they'll pay me ever so much. I'm not afraid about the money ; but you see I'm not wise, — I can't count' much. Will " WHOSE LOST HAVE I FOUND ? " 51 you help me count the pennies, when I get them, and keep them for me till we get enough, — so Lieb shall not guess, — and go with me to buy the tree and things, so the market-men and the toy-sellers shall not cheat me. Only there's one thing I want to buy all myself, and you mustn't look then. Will you, Tim?" " Yes," said Tim, who had a famous pro- ject in his head of counting his own pennies in with Berty's, and never telling her ; " yes, Berty, I'll do everything you ask me, — cer- tain sure." " Then it's all settled," cried Berty, with a long sigh of satisfaction, the tapers of her Christmas tree shining brightly in her mind's eye as she spoke, — " quite settled at last. And, Tim, here's my crossing, and yonder 's your* ; and you'll see — you'll see what a pile of pennies I'll have to-night!" " Well ; good luck to you, Berty," an- swered Tim, and scampered off. If you had been near to watch little Berty that morning, I am sure you would have thought her the most industrious little rag- picker in all New York. She turned over 52 "WHOSE LOST HAVE I FOUND ?" very carefully the sweepings of the shops, ransacked all the rubbish in the gutters, and swept patiently at her crossing, keeping a sharp eye to the passengers meanwhile, for any chance to do them service ; and yet, when she sat down, quite tired out, upon the curb- stone to eat her crust at noon, she had in her basket only the usual amount of cabbage- stumps, and rags, and rusty nails, and in her pocket only the two pennies which a pleasant-looking gentleman had tossed her as he stepped out of the stage at the crossing. It was very discouraging. And Tim, too, who scarcely ever failed to come round now and then for a bit of friendly chat, had never been near her all day. Berty was almost glad, since she had nothing to show him ; and yet it gave her a forsaken feeling, which, added to the discouragement, almost Imade her cry. By and by a drizzly rain came on, soaking her thin garments, chilling her blood, and making the bright tapers of the imaginary tree look very dim and distant through its dismal mist. Yet Berty would not allow herself to lose heart entirely : this w T as a "WHOSE LOST HAVE I FOUND?" 53 famous time for the crossing, if only peo- ple would not be in such a hurry ; for every- body was crowding to the stages to escape the rain. Perhaps, if she kept it very neat, so that the ladies should not soil their fine dresses, nor the gentlemen their shining boots, some of them might be grateful enough to fling her now and then a penny ; and Berty did not think a penny so small now as she had done in the morning. At any rate she would try. So she took her broom and swept away vigorously ; and, sure enough, the pennies did come, one after another, ringing down upon the clean pavement, till Berty had counted ten ; and then along came her pleasant-look- ing gentleman of the morning, and he tossed her a dime, with such a cheery smile, too, that Berty's heart quite glowed within her, and the tapers shone out again brighter than ever. But what was this which came tumbling down upon the pavement as the loaded stage rolled off, — not ringing at all, but with a heavy thump ? Berty picked it up. A pocket-book of purple Russia leather, very 54 "WHOSE LOST HAVE I FOUND?" fat and full. Whose could it be? The pleasant-looking gentleman's? Very likely; for Berty remembered that he was the last to step upon the platform. So she held it up and shouted, and ran after the stage a moment ; but nobody heeded, and she could never overtake it, that was certain. What should she do ? Give it to the policeman ? Doubtless he knew where the gentleman lived ; policemen knew everything. Berty looked round, but, for a wonder, there was no po- liceman near. What should she do then ? Take it to the station-house, or wait till the stage came down again and hand it to the conductor ? He knew the gentleman, for she had seen them nod to each other. But what if he should not give it up ; what, if he should keep it? " Keep it ! " What was there in that thought to make Berty's heart beat so, and her head grow giddy ? What was there to make her clinch the pocket-book tighter, and hide it in her dress, and glance round to see if any one was looking ? Was it a good angel, think you, that whispered in Berty's ear at this moment — " Keep it ! If any one "WHOSE LOST HAVE I FOUND?" 55 is to keep it, why not you ? You did not see him lose it ; how do you know to whom it belongs ? You found it in the street ; and what is found in the street belongs to the sweepers. And you prayed, too ; how can you tell but this is an answer to your prayer ? It is a good fat one. Surely, it holds enough to buy a Christmas tree. Look at it and see if it does not." It might have been an angel ; very likely it was ; but, truly> I think such angels are very poor help in growing Christmas trees. CHAPTER VI. TIM TURNS POLICEMAN. IM came back to the crossing towards night, his round face rosier and merrier than ever, and a new little splint basket on his arm, which Berty would have wondered over at any other time, but did not notice now. She sat upon the curb-stone with her basket beside her, and her hands folded in her lap, thinking as in- tently as on the night when we found her at the attic window. But there was a flush on her face, and a strange look of care in her eyes, for which Tim could not account, and which he thought boded little good to the wished-for tree. Still, Tim thought he carried the cure for all such trouble in his breeches' pocket, if he could but get Berty to take it. So he began, cautiously, " Well, Berty, so you're waiting, for me ; how goes it?" TIM TURNS POLICEMAN. 57 The child turned and looked at him va- cantly, but did not answer. "Bad enough?" said Tim, sitting down beside her. " Well, honey, never mind. You'll let yer own Tim help ye, sure ye will. An' he's a rich man the night. Faix, it's not a rag-picker he is at all any more, but an apple-boy ; hooroo ! Whist, Berty," he added, as the girl started nervously at this outburst. " Whist, Berty, an' I'll tell ye. I had a bright thought whin I left ye the morn ; an' I just scampered home an' tuk the fifty cints from the ould stockin' fut, where uncle Teddy bade me keep 'em ; an' I wint to the market an' bought this tidy basket, d'ye see ? an' filled it wid apples from a stall ; an' then I wint down to the ferry an' sold 'em. And whin the apples were all gone, I filled it wid oranges ; an' whin the oranges were gone, I filled it wid chestnuts ; an' whin the chestnuts was gone, I filled it wid pennies, d'ye see ? " — and, suiting the action to the word, Tim poured a jingling stream of pennies from his pocket into the basket. ; ' There, darlint," said he, coaxingly, placing the basket upon Berty's knee. " There, dar- 58 TIM TURNS POLICEMAN. lint, ye won't mourn for yer luck now any more. Ye'll just let yer own Tim help ye. Sure, ye know, Berty, I've no one but meself to care for. Uncle Teddy 's not depindent on me; an' you've all those childer; — so, it's only fair — " " Tim," said Berty, grasping the boy's arm, and speaking in a frightened whisper, " Tim, come with me. I want to show you some- thing." Tim caught the basket as Berty heedlessly rose, and, without speaking, followed her — still holding his arm — down a neighboring alley. He had never seen his little friend look, or act, so strangely, and he was curious to know what it meant. When they came to a quiet, out-of-the-way spot, Berty stop- ped, and putting her hand in her bosom, drew out the pocket-book, and held it up be- fore him, saying, still in the same frightened whisper, " There, Tim, see what I found ! " "A pocket-book ! Oh, Berty, let's see ! " "Hush, Tim!" gasped Berty, "don't speak so loud; and here, come in the cor- ner, behind this water-butt. Now, Tim, open it and count it, and tell me if there's enough." TIM TURNS POLICEMAN. 59 Tim took the book, and, loosening the elas- tic band, spread it out before them as they sat upon the sidewalk. The numerous red pock- ets were famously lined. There were rolls of bank-notes, drafts, checks, and in one lit- tle flapped pocket a handful of shining gold. " Why, Berty ! " cried Tim, almost breathless with amazement, " I could never count it. It would take a bank-teller to do that. Sure, there's money enough to buy a dozen Christ- mas trees." " Is there ? " said Berty, clutching eagerly at it. " Is there ? Then there's surely enough to buy one. Give it to me, Tim ; let me put it away. Somebody '11 be coming along." Tim caught the grasping hand in one of his, and held the pocket-book firmly in the other. " Where did you get it, Berty ? " he asked. Berty's head drooped a little, and the color flushed up to her temples. "I told- you, Tim," she answered : " I found it." " Yes ; but where ? " " In the street." " And you don't know who it belongs to?" 60 TIM TURNS POLICEMAN. " How should I ? " said Berty, growing red- der still, and wrenching impatiently at the detained little hand. " Give it to me, Tim ; it's mine." Tim looked gravely down at the pocket- book, which he had closed and fastened, and then back again at Berty's face. The strange look there was getting a meaning in it which he did not like at all. " Berty," said he, free- ing her hand at last, and pointing with his finger to a row of gilt letters upon one side of the book, " do you see that ? That's the owner's name and number. We've got to take this to the station. That's all the busi- ness we've got with it." " You sha'n't, Tim ! It's mine, I tell you ! You've got no business with it at all. Give it here, I say ! " cried Berty, snatching the pocket-book from his hand, and hiding it again in her bosom. Tin> made no attempt to recover it. He stood looking at Berty for a moment, with a mixture of grief and astonishment in his face, and then said, slowly, " Well, Berty Weisser, I never thought that of you, any way. It's no better than stealing, — not a TIM TURNS POLICEMAN. 61 bit. Oh, Berty .J, Oh, Berty ! come wid it to the station. Come now ! Sure, you would- n't be a thief, I know. Come, Berty, come." " I won't, Tim," cried Berty, passionately. " It's mine, I tell you ! I found it in the street. What we find in the street is ours ; you know it is. You are bad, Tim, you are cruel, to call me such names. I hate you ! I won't stay to hear you ! " and the child put both hands to her ears and ran away, with all the speed she could muster, towards her home. Tim's first impulse, of course, was to run after her; so he followed, shouting to her to stop, — the pennies in his basket keeping up a jingling accompaniment to his cries and his pattering feet. Berty, however, paid no attention, but ran on and on, without look- ing round or slacking her pace, until she found herself safe in her attic, with the door dosed and bolted against her pursuer. Tim stopped at the foot of the garret- stairs, and sat down upon the lowest step, quite breathless with his chase. Uncle Ted- dy's room opened upon the same landing, and the merry little Irishman sat at the 62 TIM TURNS POLICEMAN. door smoking his pipe in }Jie twilight, and laughing heartily at his nephew's ill luck. " What's come to your sweetheart, Tim ? " said he ; " she tore up the stairs like mad." " She is mad, I think," answered Tim, wiping his forehead, and looking ruefully up the stairs towards Berty's room. " Well, leave her alone for a little, and she'll come to ; it's the way of them all," counselled Uncle Teddy. " But what's that you have there, Tim ? " Tim looked down at his basket, and the ghost of a smile lighted up his face again. " It's pennies, Uncle," said he. " I've set up for an apple-boy the day; and see, I made all these from the fifty cints w 7 e laid by for the shoes. There's a dollar and ten cints." " Is there though ? Ye're a sharp lad, Tim. It's half as much as I've aimed me- self. Put it by and take care of it, lad. Well, I'm goin' out for a bit," he added, knocking the ashes from his pipe, " and ye can come wid me, if ye like, Tim, — just for once in a way." « No, Uncle," said Tim ; « I'll bide here, I think ; I'm tired." TIM TURNS POLICEMAN. 63 Very tired was Tim, and very sad, and sorely puzzled about what he was to do. There was his little venture, so successful, and yet so useless ; there was Berty, whom he loved better than all the world, hiding away from him, calling him cruel and declar- ing she hated him ; and there was the pocket- book, of which he felt himself become in some mysterious way the especial guardian, taken out of his reach. But, worse than all, harder than all, for poor, honest, warm- hearted Tim to bear, was the thought that this little Berty, whom he had first learned to love because she seemed so much better than other children, the remembrance of whose goodness and purity had kept him from many a boyish transgression, was go- ing wrong, was setting her heart upon keep- ing what did not belong to her. Oh, if she would but heed him ! Oh, if she would but listen to reason ! Perhaps she would now ; perhaps she was cooler, and would talk the matter over. He could at least try. So he crept softly up the stairs to Berty's door. It was quite dark by this time, and all was quiet within. He put his lips to a 64 TIM TURNS POLICEMAN. crack in the panel and called, " Berty ! let me in. I want to spake wid ye." Then he laid his ear to the crack and listened, but heard no sound. She could not be asleep so soon. " Berty, honey ! " he called again, coaxingly. " Do let me in." " Go away, Tim," answered a hoarse whis- per close to his ear. " Go away. You'll wake the children, and they must not know." No, the children must not know. Tim agreed with her there. The children must never guess upon the brink of what a preci- pice their sister stood. " Come out to me, then, Berty," he whis- pered, softly ; " they'll not hear." " No ; go away. I'll not come out. You'll be trying to get it. Go away, I tell you." " No, I won't," said Tim, earnestly. " I promise you I won't. I only want to talk a little. Come, now, — there's a dear girl, — come." " I won't, I tell you," said Berty, decidedly. " I don't want to talk with you, Tim. You call me names. Go away." Tim saw he was losing ground, for he knew from Berty's voice that she was getting TBI TURNS POLICEMAN. 65 in a passion again ; and of all things he dreaded that. What had come to his gentle Berty to get in a passion so easily ? At any rate, they must part good friends, or he felt he had no chance left of winning her to a better mind. "Berty," said he again, in his most per- suasive tone, — " Berty dear, you're not vexed wid me ? Say you're not." " Go off, I say, Tim ; go away." " Say good night, then, Berty, and I'll go." " Good night, Tim." There was a shadow of relenting in the voice this time; and poor Tim was fain to carry off this drop of comfort in his heart without running the risk of losing it by stay- ing longer: so he put his lips to the crack again, and whispered softly, " Good night, Berty dear ; " then added, with a sudden im- pulse, " Say your prayers before you go to sleep," and ran away down-stairs again, to discuss with himself once more that momen- tous question — what to do. One thing seemed plain, however, through all the puzzle : he must keep an eye on Berty so long as she had that pocket-book 66 TIM TURNS POLICEMAN. in her possession, — to save her, if possible, from herself, and to guard this property which had been so strangely committed to his care. So he got his blanket from uncle Teddy's room, and curled himself up in it at the foot of the stairs. None of the lodgers, except Berty, came down that staircase ; and she should never come down without his knowl- edge. So much was settled then. But what next ? Should he send uncle Teddy to the station-house in the morning ? The police- men would come then, perhaps, and drag poor Berty away to the tombs. Oh no, he could never do that ! Berty would have a right to call him cruel, — she would have a right to hate him, if he did that. What then ? Should he find out the stranger and let him know where his property Was ? Perhaps that would be best ; perhaps the gentleman was a kind one, who would even give Berty some- thing for keeping it safe. Bu* Berty would never let him see the pocket-book again, — never. Could he re- member the immber and the name ? Ah, yea. " John Grey " ; he had made that out quite distinctly ; — that was the name. But about TIM TURNS POLICEMAN. 67 the number he was not so sure ; indeed he was not sure that he had read it at all ; — he had only noticed something printed after the name, which he had taken for granted was a number. And now all at once it flashed upon him that it was not a number, but two letters — M. D. Yes, he saw it quite plainly with his mind's eye now, — " John Grey, M. D." But what did M. D. mean ? And how was he to find the gentleman if there was no number ? Poor Tim ! he was getting sorely puzzled and very sleepy ; and so at last, lest he should forget them, he got upon his knees and murmured his Ave Maria and his Pater- noster, — and one little Irish-English prayer, which perhaps mounted higher than either, that the dear Jesu would watch over him and Berty, and keep them from evil, and help them to do right, and bring them safe out of their trouble at last ; and then laid down again and fell asleep. Yes, children, I am sorry to say Tim was a Papist, and knew no better than to pray to the Virgin, who, if she heard him, was doubt- less more sorry than you or I can be ; but Tim was an honest, faithful boy, who tried 68 TIM TURNS POLICEMAN. with all his might to do his duty to God and his neighbor according to the light that was given him ; and therefore I have a great re- spect for those Latin prayers of his, which, little as he understood them, were doubtless more acceptable than many an English one which goes up from a less earnest heart. CHAPTER VII. ANOTHER CHASE. F Tim had meant to revenge himself for all Berty's crossness, he could not have chosen any means more certain than his parting-words to do it. In the tumult of her thoughts, and her anxiety to get rid of Gottlieb's questions about the basket and broom, which in her haste she had left unheeded upon the sidewalk, Berty had hurried herself and the children into bed without remembering her usual devotions. But those words of Tim's, " Say your prayers before you go to sleep," brought the remem- brance, and somehow it was strangely unwel- come. She sat down upon the bedside, after Tim was gone, to think it over. If the pocket- book had been sent, as she tried to persuade herself, in answer to her prayers, she ought at least to be willing to thank her Father in Heaven for such great and unexpected kind- 70 ANOTHER CHASE. ness ; and yet for her life she dared not have done it. If it was God's gift, it should fill her heart with love and thankfulness. Whence came, then, this anger and terror? Berty would not let herself understand, — would not allow herself to answer, — but crept into bed again with the Vaterunser still unsaid, though not forgotten. But the sleep which settled so sweetly over Tim's hard couch held aloof from the straw bed in the attic. Berty tossed and tumbled in feverish unrest, — or lay in silent terror listening to the footsteps of the late lodgers coming in, and fancying they were policemen seeking for her, — or magnifying the rats in the ceiling into robbers, breaking in to steal her treasure. She tried to put the pocket-book out of her head, but it lay there like a leaden weight in her bosom, and would not be forgotten ; she tried to think of her Christmas tree, but the sftining tapers were all gone out and would not be. re- lighted. The face of the strange gentleman would come up in their stead ; but the cheery smile which had warmed her heart so, burned into it now like a red-hot iron. And Tim's ANOTHER CHASE. 71 words, too, — those bad, cruel words, " It's no better than stealing, not a bit ; and you would not be a thief, Berty," — came back again and again. And so the night wore on, — the most wretched night which, with all her troubles, poor Berty had ever known. Towards morning she fell into an uneasy slumber, and dreamed that the strange gen- tleman, in a policeman's dress, with the cheery smile still upon his face, hunted her up and down through crowded streets and lonely alleys, while Tim and all the people cried " Stop thief ! " and woke to find it morn- ing, and Lieb calling her to get up and asking again those weary questions about * the basket and the broom. She put him off with a story of Tim's tak- ing care of them, gave him his breakfast, and sent him away to his work ; then dressed little Fritz, and, leaving Lina and Rose to take care of him and put the room to rights, started out, with not much notion where she was going, 5— only somewhere to get away from herself. Tim was waiting for her at the bottom of the stairs, with his new basket full of apples in one hand, and his own old 72 ANOTHER CHASE. rag-basket and broom in the other. The faithful little sentinel had waked with the first peep of day, and gone out to the earliest market-stall to purchase his little store be- fore Berty was stirring. " Good morning, Berty," said he, pleasant- ly. " You left your basket and broom in the street yesterday. I forgot 'all about it till just now ; and they're quite gone before this. You can take mine, though. I sha'n't want 'em any more, you know." Berty nodded, and took them without speaking. It seemed that she scarcely need- ed such tools now, rich as she was ; but she should feel lost without them, and they might help to occupy her mind until she had de- cided what to do with all that money. So she set off for the crossing, while Tim fol- lowed close at her heels, very uncomfortable, but quite determined to keep her in sight. He had gotten no farther through his puzzle, poor boy, than this first determination ; and this playing the policeman upon Berty was not at all to his taste. And Berty liked it as little as he ; for more than anything else she dreaded to meet those ANOTHER CHASE. 73 eyes, the only ones which had seen her hidden treasure, — more than anything else she wished to avoid a talk with their owner, the only person in all New York who knew her uncomfortable secret. She thought per- haps he would leave her at the crossing, and go on to the ferry if she took no notice ; so she began to hunt very carefully among the rubbish in the gutter, as if she had eyes and thoughts for nothing else ; but she could not help looking round slyly at last, and there was Tim posted at the corner with his basket, though there could be very little chance for customers among the few early passers-by. •Presently, when the crowd began to thicken, she began to sweep the crossing with her back towards the sidewalk ; but, ever and anon, as she glanced over her shoulder, she would catch sight, between the flitting figures, of her little policeman, never looking for customers at all, never speaking, never coming nearer, but watching, watching still. It was very provoking. What could Tim mean by it ? She would not have him watch- ing there ; she would send him away. But 74 ANOTHER CHASE. if she once spoke to him, what might he not say to her ? what might he not do ? It was a new feeling, this being afraid of Tim, and not by any means a pleasant one ; but one thing was certain : she could never come to any decision, — she could never do any- thing with the money while Tim was watch- ing there. Berty was just thinking of running away herself, when a stage stopped at the crossing directly in front of her, and out stepped the pleasant-looking gentleman, with the old cheery smile upon his face. That decided her ; she dropped her broom in a twinkling, and scampered away up the street. On and on she ran, passing through street after street, turning corner after corner, till at last, quite breathless and spent, she ventured to look behind, and seeing she was not pur- sued, took courage to slacken her pace. Still she dared not go back to the crossing; she was even afraid to return to Mrs. Flanagan's, lest the gentleman should be seeking her there ; and so she wandered on, the streets growing less and less familiar, till she had lost her way entirely, and then sat down, quite wearied out, upon the curb-stone, to ANOTHER CHASE. 75 rest herself a little and determine what to do. It was a handsome street, clean, and well paved, and lined with stately brown- stone houses, not at all like any part of the city where Berty had ever been before. Though it was nearly noon, the people on the sidewalks were few and far between, and, but for the stages and the handsome carriages, the street would have seemed very lonely and quiet. Berty thought to herself it could not be a very good place for the rag- pickers and the crossing-sweepers. But who was that skulking behind the area railing yonder, and peeping out at her ? Berty started up in alarm, but she was too tired to run away now ; and, after all, it was only Tim. Tim could not do her any great harm ; upon the whole, she would be rather glad to see him than otherwise, for he would know the way home. So she sat down again and waited for him to come. But Tim did not come. He stayed behind the railing, only peeping out now and then to make sure that his charge did not steal away unperceivecl. He had taken it for granted that Berty was running away from 76 ANOTHER CHASE. him, for he knew nothing about the strange gentleman ; and so he had been skulking behind things and people all the way up in such a sly fashion that any one who noticed him at all must have taken him, poor honest fellow, for the culprit, instead of Berty. Berty waited, as I said, and wondered ; and when she found Tim was not coming to her, plucked up courage at last to go to bim. Tim could scarcely believe his eyes ; but he did not run away from Berty, you may be sure. He made room for her upon the stone step beside him, and received her with a very pleasant smile. " What made you run away, Berty ? " said he. " Sure, you knew I'd never harm you." Berty was very glad Tim had put this construction upon her flight, for she dreaded, of all things, letting him know about the gentleman. " What made you watch me so, then, Tim ? " said she. Tim was not quite prepared with an an- swer to this question, so, in true Irish fashion, he turned it off with a joke. "A cat may look at a king, Berty," he answered ; " and you're no better than a king, sure." ANOTHER CHASE. 77 " And you're no better than a cat, Tim," answered Berty, sharply. " You looked just like one, I'm sure. But I don't want to talk about that now," she added, decidedly ; " and if you begin, I shall run away. I want you to show me the way home." " You're too tired to go home now, Berty," said Tim, with a pitying glance at the pale, anxious face. " Sit down here, and rest a bit, and eat an apple. You're hungry, I'm sure. I'll never say a word you don't like, honey, — see if I do." Berty was very tired, and not a little hungry ; so, having confidence in Tim's promise, she sat down beside him ; while Tim, having made up his mind that his best chance of influencing her was by removing her fear of him, set himself to entertain her to the best of his ability. CHAPTER VIII. BERTY RUNS AAV AY FOR THE LAST TIME. ERTY would scarcely have sat there so securely, though, if she had known who was making his way, through all the down- town maze, towards the very house in front of which she and Tim had settled themselves. Perhaps my young readers have not for- gotten the aunt Emily of whom little Mary spoke in a former chapter. This house be- longed to that very aunt Emily ; and the fine carriage, with the handsome bay horses, which was drawn up in front of the door, and upon the merits of which Tim was ex- patiating, belonged to Mrs. Grey, who, with her little grand-daughter, was making a morn- ing visit to aunt Emily. While the old ladies were gossiping to- BERTY RUNS AWAY FOR THE LAST TIME. 79 gether, little Mary sat by the window watch- ing the passing stages, and looking out for Dr. John, who had promised to return that way when his business down town was fin- ished, and take them with him to visit a hospital where some of the patients were under his care. When Berty and Tim came and sat down in front of the gate, Mary turned her attention a little from the stages and began watching them. Berty's pale face and weary look soon interested her very much ; for, ever since that talk with cousin John she had been looking out for some one whom she could help. Here was, perhaps, the very case she wanted, for these children were cer- tainly poor enough, and the little girl es- pecially looked very sad; but how could she begin ? Just then, aunt Emily, whose only notion of entertaining children seemed to consist in feeding them, ordered a plate of cakes brought in for Mary to eat. Mary was not at all hungry, so she only broke off a little corner of one, not to seem rude, and set the plate upon the window-seat. Then it occurred to her that perhaps the little girl 80 BERTY RUNS AWAY FOR THE LAST TIME. was hungry and might like some of the cakes. At least it would give her a good excuse for talking a little. " Aunt Emily," said she, " there is a little girl and boy out here by the steps, and they look hungry. May I give them some of my cakes ? " " If there are more than you want, my dear," answered the old lady; "but mind and don't go very near them, Polly, or you may catch some disease." Very glad of this permission, Mary took the plate of cakes in her hand and went out .upon the steps. Hearing the door close, Tim and Berty looked round, and seeing the little girl coming down the steps, sup- posed she was coming out of the gate, and rose to go away. " Don't go away, please," said Mary. " I was only coming to bring you some cakes. My aunty gave me some, and there were more than I wanted, so I brought some out for you. Wouldn't you like some ? " And she held the plate out to them over the little iron gate. The cakes looked very inviting, and the BKRTY, TTM, AND MARY. Page 80. BERTY RUNS AWAY FOR THE LAST TIME. 81 little girl's manner was so courteous that it would have seemed quite uncivil to re- fuse ; so Tim made his best bow, and Berty dropped a courtesy, while each took a cake. " Oh, take more, take them all ; I meant them all for you," said Mary, still holding out the plate. " If there are too many to *eat now, you can put them in your pockets and take them home." " Take them, Berty," said Tim, " since the little Miss is so kind. I can put them in my basket for you, and the childer will be glad of them ; they don't get such every day, ye know." • " So you have some brothers and sisters? " said Mary, after the plate was emptied and the contents stowed in Tim's basket. " How many ? " " There are four younger than me, Miss," answered Berty : " two boys and two girls." " And I have two, — a brother and sister. Mine are twins. Are any of yours twins ? " " No, Miss ; we all come in a row. Mother said we are like little steps," said Berty. " You have a mother, then. My father and mother are dead ; there are only the 82 BERTY RUNS AWAY _FOR THE LAST TIME. babies and I," said little Mary, sorrow- fully. " Are they ? " cried Berty, drawing nearer to Maty with a shy feeling of sympathy. " So are mine, too ; and there are only the children and me, except uncle Gottlieb in the old country ; and we cannot hear from him since mother died." " What ! " cried Mary, in amazement. " Have you nobody to take care of you ? no grandmother, or cousin, or aunt ? " " No, Miss ; we have only each other." " But who feeds you, then ? Who buys your clothes for you ? " " We have not much, Miss," said Berty, simply. " But what we have we get our- selves, my brother and I ; the otheis are too little." " But how can you ? " cried Mary, ut- terly unable to understand such destitution. " You are too little to work yourself, and your brother," glancing at Tim, " is not very big. How can you take care of so many ? " " We pick things from the gutters, Miss," said Berty, " and sometimes we sweep the crossing ; and Mrs. Flanagan forgives us the rent." BERTY RUNS AWAY FOR THE LAST TIME. 83 " Oh, it is very sad ! " cried Mary, clasping her hands ; " it is much worse than us. Cousin John said there were others much worse off than I, but I did not see how it could be. He said I could help them. Can I help you ? I have not any money here, but I have some at home. Will you come there and let me give you some ? I should like so much to help you if I might." Berty scarcely knew how to answer these eager questions, so unexpected and so kind. What answer she would have made I can- not tell; for, while she was considering, a stage stopped in front of the gate, and Mary called out eagerly, " There is cousin John ! Oh, cousin John! have you found the pock- et-book ? have you some money with you ? Here is a little girl who has no father or mother, and I want — " Little Mary never finished her sentence, for Berty heard that word " pocket-book," saw and recognized the strange gentleman getting out of the stage, and, putting both hands to her bosom, darted, with a wild cry of terror, out into the street. Tim dropped his basket and sprang after her ; but he was 84 BERTY RUNS AWAY FOR THE LAST TIME. too late, — the stage-horses, frightened by the cry, had started on, trampling poor Berty under their feet. Ther? was a moment's confusion, little Mary and the stage-passengers screaming, and Tim, the Doctor, and Mrs. Grey's coach- man all springing to - the horses' heads while a little crowd of people gathered round. Then Dr. John pushed his way through it, bearing Berty in his arms, bleed- ing, braised, and quite insensible. " Don't bring her in here, John ! pray don't ! " called out aunt Emily from the window, — to which she and Mrs. Grey had been attracted by Mary's cries, — as she saw the young Doctor turning towards the steps. " She'll die, or there'll have to be some oper- ation, and I never could bear it in the world. Don't bring her here." Dr. John made an impatient gesture, and looked appealingly towards Mrs. Grey : " Shall I take her home, grandmother ? " " Certainly, John," said the good lady, " if you do not think it too far. She is not dead ? " " No ; only fainted," said the Doctor, " and BERTY RUNS AWAY FOR THE LAST TIME. 85 shockingly hurt. Bring me out some harts- horn, and lend me your handkerchiefs, some of you," added he, bearing the child towards the carriage. " Cousin John," said Mary, pushing her way through the crowd, " why don't you take her to the hospital? It is so much nearer, and you were going there, you know." " The very thing. You have more sense than any * of us, Polly," cried the Doctor, springing into the carriage with Berty still in his arms. " Drive to the hospital, Tom, carefully, but as quickly as possible." " And her brother, — here's her brother. Pray, let him go with you, cousin," said Mary, pushing poor, frightened, anxious Tim towards the carriage-door. " Certainly. Jump in, my little fellow," said the Doctor, kindly. <^&® CHAPTER IX. THE HOSPITAL. HEN Berty came to herself, she was lying on a bed, and the strange gentleman was bend- ing over herewith a very anx- ious expression upon his pleas- ant face. Her first impulse was to try run- ning away once more, but she found she had not strength enough to lift her head from the pillow. Then she became conscious that there was a bandage round her temples, and that a kind-looking lady was beside the gen- tleman, helping him to unfasten her dress. " They'll find the pocket-book now," thought she, and she tried to put up her hands to shield it ; but the right one was strangely powerless, and the left one the gentleman held in his, while he felt her pulse. When the lady came to the pocket-book, which she presently did to Berty's great distress, THE HOSPITAL. 87 she took it in her hand, and squeezing it a little, handed it to the gentleman, say- ing, " I don't know what it is." It was no wonder she did not know, for Berty had wrapped it carefully in several papers, and tied it with a piece of string before she left home that morning. " Never mind," said the gentleman, pass- ing it to Tim, who, Berty now saw for the first time, was standing at the foot of the bed. " Never mind, Madam ; only make haste, and cut the sleeve from the right arm there. I suspect it is broken." Berty thought it very strange that the gentleman should not know his own pocket- book when he held it in his hand ; but she was so frightened at the thought of her broken arm that she could scarcely feel relieved at her escape. The sleeve was soon cut away, and the gentleman lifted the wounded arm gently, and felt it tenderly here and there. The pain caused by the motion was so great that Berty could scarce- ly help crying out with it ; but she made a great effort, an 1 kept still. " Yes," said "Dr John at length, — of course 88 THE HOSPITAL. my young readers have guessed that Dr. John and the strange gentleman were one and the same person, — "yes, it is as I fear- ed : the shoulder is dislocated, and the fore- arm broken." Tim gave a pitying exclamation, and Berty a little frightened cry. " Don't be alarmed, my dear," said the Doc- tor. " It is not so very bad. If you are only brave and patient, we can put it all right again directly ; and after that we shall take such good care of you that you will be quite sorry when you are well enough to go away. All our little people are sorry when their time comes to leave us ; are they not, Mrs. Gantz?" u But the children," cried Berty, in dismay, — " what will become of the children ? " " Sure, ye know I'll not let them suffer, Berty," said Tim. " Never you worry for them." " Yes, we'll take care of the children," said the Doctor. " Never fear for them. Now, Berty, see how still you can lie ; and you, Madam, keep hold of this hand while I feel of that poor shoulder again ; " and, with a single dexterous motion, Dr. John brought THE HOSPITAL. 89 the bone back to its wonted place. Berty had been too much taken by surprise to cry out at first, and when it was over she felt too faint even to groan. " You are a brave little girl," said the Doc- tor, wiping the pale face tenderly and hold- ing a glass of water to Berty's lips. " The worst is over ; it is only to dress the arm now and attend to one or two other little matters. My boy," turning to Tim, " you may go down to the carriage, — I think Tom is back by this time, — and tell him to drive home with you, and ask Mrs. Grey to put up a good basket of provisions. By the time you are back again I shall be ready to go with you." Tim telegraphed, in answer to Berty's im- ploring look, that he would take care of the pocket-book, and would not betray her; for Tim, it must be remembered, had not the slightest notion to whom it belonged, not having noticed little Mary's question, and he would not, for the world, have exposed Berty to the risk of going to the Tombs by taking it to the station-house now : and yet the hon- est boy could not help feeling almost guilty 90 THE HOSPITAL. as he put the package in his pocket and went down to the carriage. " Now we are rid of the boy," said Dr. John, who had been all the