^^^//^ 10 A MAN OF TO-DAY. A MAN OF TO-DAY. a IRovel. HELEN MATHERS. / Author of "COMIN- THRO' THE RYE," "SAM'S SWEETHEART, "MY LADY GREIiN SLEEVES," "CHERRY RIPE ! " " STORY OF A SIN," etc., etc. " What will you have ? " quoth God. " Pay for it and take it." IN THBEE VOLUMES. VOL. I. LONDO.X : F. V. WHITE .'t Co., 14, BEDFORD STREET, STRAND, W.C. 1894. PRINTED BY KELLY AND CO. LIMITED, 182, 183 AND 184, HIGH HOLBORN, W.C, AND MIDDLE MILL, KINGSTON-ON-THAMES. TO THE MEMOKY OF My D E a It AND H O N R K T) F R I E N D MOKELL MACKENZIE. Digitized by tine Internet Arcliive in 2010 witli funding from Duke University Libraries Iittp://www.arcliive.org/details/manoftodaynovel01 matin CONTENTS. . — ^ — BOOK I.— THE APPLE. CHAr. I'AQE I. 1 II. 31 in 46 IV. • 64 V. 82 VL Ill VII 125 VIII. 136 IX 158 X. 162 XI 199 XII. ... 218 A M AN OF TO-DAY. 1600k l—Zbc apple. CHAPTEE I. " She was as red as flower in May, Or snow that snoweth on winter's day." Everybody at Penroses was dressing for churcli — dressing too with that eye to effect which only the seventh day properly inspires in the female breast, and which originated undoubtedly jn that of our innocent mother Eve. For you may be sure that when, on the day above mentioned, she had modishly arranged her decidedly summer raiment, an instinct even older than herself made her look round Tor 'the " other woman," to be VOL. I. 1 2 A MAN OF TO-DAY. crushed by lier superior grace, and that, how- ever much Adam may have admked her, she felt him to be but a poor substitute for that intelligent, if unwilling, approval, only to be furnished by her own sex. Our wittiest actress roundly asserts that the Serpent was a dressmaker, for that if Eve had not eaten the apple, she would not have required clothes, and if women did not wear clothes, they would not have dressmakers' bills ; ergo the Serpent, otherwise the dressmaker, is solely to blame for women getting into debt. And indeed I think Eve came off uncommonly ill in that little business all round. How was she to know when she offered a nice, juicy fruit to a man, most certainly with a view to his enjoyment, that he would be sneak enough to turn round (when it disagreed with him) and say : " She beguiled me, and I did eat " ? Why did he not put up with the disagreeable results of eating it, and let it be supposed he had gathered it himself? Eve would have A MAN OF TO-DAY. been quite justified in flatly contradict- ing the mean tell-tale, but then she would not have been a woman if she had not taken all the blame on her own shoulders, and let the man go free. Her descendants do it to this day — but they won't to-morrow. And her conduct on that occasion is just one of those things that make me proud of my own sex, just as Adam's meanness is a smudge on the whole race of man. And so everybody save the Chief, from the Ancient Mariner down to Nan (who wrestled with an ugly bonnet and wept at the unbecomingness thereof), was making the best of the face on her or him ; and a sense of flurry that seemed yet to blend naturally with the peaceful church bells reigned supreme through the house. The Whipper-Snapper had tried on all his own and Dinkie's waistcoats in turn (with some resjretful thoughts thrown to his father's, which were too big), and he felt it a trial 1* 4 A MAN OF TO-DAY. when at a critical stage of his operations, Nan appeared, looking rather wor.«e than usual, enquiring piteousl}^ : " Do I look so very bad, Snappy dear ? " It is to be feared that poor Nan, who on six days of the week was more or less wicked, but on the seventh merely vain, got an affirmative reply, for it was a tragic face that she finally carried to the hall where the Denison family was wont to assemble before starting for church, only to be greeted with : " Good Heavens, child ! Where did j^ou get that cocked-up hat ? and where's your mother? " added the Chief with such acerbity that immediately all eyes were anxiously turned to the staircase, but in vain. Mrs. Denison was alwaj's a little late ; it was one of those small luxuries well within the latitude of a really good woman that she comfortably allowed herself, though to Tom unpunctuality comprised all the sins of the Decalogue, and now he muttered something A MAN OF TO-DAY. & inaudible, snatched the hand of the youngest child present, and set out, the procession falling in decorously behind him. If he had made the town, his eldest daughter half filled the church, and Tom glanced round with a sardonic twist of the nose as he made his way to the square pew under the pulpit, round which was spread a distinctly male population, through which Easter sent a ripple of life as she passed. I suppose we are all born greedy, and when we see deeds done we would have liked to do, and people we would have liked to be, we look at and enjoy them, as if the deeds were our very own, and the people our very selves. Talk about the feast of reason, and the flow of soul, it is the feast of colour, and the flow- ing line of beauty that men really worship and revel in. It is to please his own eyes that a man looks at a lovely thing, not to give pleasure to what he gazes on. The pleasure 6 A MAN OF TO-DAY. is for himself, and he desires to share it with none, but will let time stand still, and duty go to rack and ruin, while he satisfies that craving of his nature for the beautiful, which imperiously cries out for satisfaction even at the cost of all he holds most dear. And God who gives colour to one flower, yet denying it sweetness, bestows both lavishly on another, grants to some few fortunate women that which makes them joys to every soul who approaches them — and such an one was Easter. When Tom had quarrelled with his foot- stool, fallen foul of his book - mark, asked Nan in a fierce whisper what she was garping at, and levelled a furious glance at his newly- arrived wife that fell harmless on her pink crepe bonnet (Maria was a woman whom church became}, also let the tail of the sheet- lightning in his eye expend itself on the local grocer, who was peeping at the great man through his fingers, he felt better, and pre- A MAN OF TO-DAY. 7 sently glanced complacently round, much as a Turk might on a seraglio that reflected credit upon his taste. Nan had snuggled close up to Easter with hat askew, and eyes alight, Dinkie and the Snapper in all their Sunday bravery were divided by Melons, who had already detected certain stolen splendours in her favourite brother's attire, the French and English governesses were divided by Bunkulorum, and round Mrs. Denison the little ones clus- tered thick. She would have liked to put weights on their soft golden heads and keep them as her own little loving children always, for all too well she knew how fast they grew up into selfish, cock-sure boys and girls, who knew everything their parents are not ex- pected to understand, but this also she did not know, that the only thing that will bring them back, with the hearts of little children, to their mothers, is to be alone among strangers, or in a strange land, and to lean S A MAN OF TO-DAY. back and find the arm and the love that has supported them, withdrawn. Mrs. Denison would cheerfully have sub- mitted to be cut into pieces for any one of her children, only she would have insisted on the larger pieces being for the benefit of the boys, while Tom preferred his girls, though he was angry with Easter just now, for he could count at least a dozen new popinjays round his pew. Bring up your child, and love and tend her throuo-h lonc^ years, and then when the first young man she fancies, calls to her, and he}', presto! away she goes, can you wonder that a father's heart is made sore by such ingrati- tude ? I don't think a mother ever feels quite the same over such things — she usually keeps her daughter all her life. Frequently her son- in-law wishes she didn't. Woman is an affectionate animal — she can't live without something to look after — she has actually been known to love a man — when A MAN OF TO-DAY. 9 she has no children. And Maria put the children first — and Tom leagues after. Now this is wrong, because, though I admit that little children are far more interesting and lovable than any contradictious man can ever be, 3^et it is the law of Nature that the young life goes out into the world and forgets, and the old life stays at home, and remembers. Therefore should husband and wife be friends, for they will be left alone face to face, mutually dependent on each other by the once noisy and crowded hearth at last. I fear it is a tradition in most families that the person who has to keep order is a bogie. The mother usually slides easily enough into the position of guardian angel to the un- grateful young brats (it is a position that nearly every woman fills with grace, and intense satisfaction to herself^, and tacitly admits tyranny in the father where often there is no tyranny at all, but only an earnest desire for the children's real welfare. All of 10 A MAN OF TO-DAY. which is obviously unfair to the head of the family, who usually works hard to keep them, while they completely overlook the com- forts he provides, in finding fault with his temper. A child flees naturally to a mother's petticoat, if it be the merest rag even, but it very seldom takes shelter behind a man's coat-tails, and never if the rag be handy. And for my part, I am sorry for the poor old dad, who seldom gets a chance of winning his children's affection till they are grown up, and then it is sometimes too late, for the mother pulls the wires, and can set the child jumping away from, or towards the father, just as she pleases. It is undoubtedly this feeling of injustice, of outraged affection, that provokes many a father into severities of which he would not otherwise be guilty, and when he is constantly expected to ex- plode, why, if you expect a man to do a thing, and let him see that you expect it, he usually gratifies you by doing it, and A MAN OF TO-DAY. 11 going one better than you thought him good for. And there is this misfortune, that ever the father can dive down into his own memory as a child, and see in what lamentable fashion he failed to his parents, but the child does not know, and only crudely judges the parent by those acts which must sometimes be faultily human, and therefore from the child's inflexible stand-point — inflexible because it can't see the possibility of change — wrong in an elder. Any way, it came to pass that Tom Denison was regarded as something of a tyrant both at home and abroad, while it had been tersely said of him in the hunting-field, where he was conspicuously well known, that he was in the habit of kickim? his men servants, and kissing his maids, also that he owned the best horses, the finest cellar, and the handsomest daughter in the county. And if the former impeachment were true, you may be quite sure that the men richly 12 A MAN OF TO-DAY. deserved it, and that tlie maids were of altofijether uncommon G;ood looks. On one occasion, I know that he forgot himself, but not of set purpose ; he fell indeed the victim of a delicious opportunity. It was at the Works one morning, when everything, from his family at home, down to the pertest factory girl, had driven him wild, that it occurred to his foreman, a man well on in years and respectability, to stoop down and tie his shoe lace right in Mr. Denison's path. The temptation was irresistible, the opportunity unique. Mr. Denison promptly, and with much good sense, kicked his servant soundly, thereby probably saving himself from a fit of apoplexy, or worse. The old servant did not retaliate. He rose, and said with deep feeling and great dignity : " Mr. Denison, sir, I'm ashamed of 'ee, and I wouldn't have thought it of 'ee," and marched stiffly away. It did not occur to him that possibly Mr. Denison had not thous^ht it of himself either. A MAN OF TO-DAY. 13 Jem Burgliersli's pew was under tlie reading-desk on the other side of the aisle, and across it the young man looked at Hugon, who, beside Easter, showed like a dim and sad silhouette of the past, as contrasted with a vivid, prismatic to-day. For a moment the tired blue eyes, and the grey ones, so full of vigorous life and purpose, questioned each other. And it struck Jem then, that there is no more pitiful, sorrowful sight, than faded, young blue eyes. They were meant for love, and laughter, and sunshine, and they have found only tears and disillusion. Of the black and brown, we expect work-a-day things, but the blue — when sunken and weary — touch us with an inexplicable pain and pity. Jem thouq^ht " Poor little woman ! " as he looked away, which was not precisely the way in which any one who really knew Hugon would describe her, and it might have surprised him to know the manner 14 A MAN OF TO-DAY. in wliich she was just then apostrophising him. " You are a good sort," she said to herself, "just enough brains to keep you from being a fool, and just the man to be gentle to a woman, and take care of her — yes, and forgive her too, if needs were. To be sure you have made the fatal mistake of going down on your knees at the beginning, and when you want to get up again, probably Easter won't let you. Yet there's a curve about your moustache that flatly contradicts the gentleness of your manners. Odd that a man who should be at his very best when he is love-making, is usually at his very worst, and arouses a woman's strongest contempt when it is absolutely vital that he should compel her to look up to, and own him master — as if he kept his very worst for her, his best for the world. Your masterful man is your indiflerent lover — none the worse for the woman perhaps in the end — but if in love, A MAN OF TO-DAY. 16 men were calm, self-reliant, holding their own as they do in crowds, or when together, instead of which, when really and profoundly in love," she paused, and a burning memory whitened her cheeks, " they are like children who beg and cry, and pray, for something to please — us ? No, themselves. When they master their selfish cries and prayers, when they have learned to go hungry, they master us. Still it is the metier of the Briton to be steadfast, of the Russian to be dist'n guished — and dangerous. I wonder what our friend is doing now ? If he has courage, or is sufficiently in love, he will follow her here ; I'm sure of the courage, but I doubt the love." JSTan had forgotten her unbecoming bonnet, and because incongruous ideas always came into her head, she was wondering why there should be so many people walking and sitting about the world, and so few lying flat in graveyards? And people take so much 16 A MAN OF TO-DAY. more room lying down, than standing up- right, with just enough room in great cities for feet to fight on, and people have gone on being born, and dying, for thousands and thousands of years, yet the churchyards are so few that they are scarcely to be seen as specks on Nature's broad breast, and the living give us neither elbow space, or breathing room. Where do they hide them- selves awa}', the poor tired-out dead — do their bodies indeed vanish even as rapidly as our memories of them ? And then Nan stopped thinking, to look, as everyone else was looking, at a sud- denly opening door beneath the organ loft, through which, in a blinding burst of sunshine, came a young man, who ad- vanced boldly up the aisle, his eyes search- ing the congregation on either side of him, until he found what he wanted, when he coolly turned in at the nearest pew, taking the only vacant seat — which hap- A MAN OF TO-DAY. 17 pened to be next to Daddy Gardner — that was there. Mr. Denison looked sharply at his daughter, but she lifted the little black fan she carried in her hand, and hid her face completely. This stranger might be staying in the neigh- bourhood — and it was a common enough thing for young men to journey miles over and back just to see Miss Denison at church, but this was by no means a common young man, and by way of passing on his dis- comfort, Tom smartly touched the foot of Nan who was leaning forward, all her soul in her eyes, and eager interest stamped upon her every feature. " Les beaux esprits se rencontreni" and it was at her that the stranger was looking — not at Easter — caught by the absolute sincerity and truth of the little ugly face under its ugly hat ; for this man rated sin- cerity high above every other precious quality on earth, above even loyalty. VOL. T. 2 18 A MAN OF TO-DAY. ^^ Excuse me," said Daddy in a politely infuriated whisper, " but you are sitting on my hat." It was only the brim, but the new comer smiled slightly as he removed himself, and took in all the noble army of Easter's lovers, before he looked across at Easter's now uncovered face, carelessly, keenly, but there are men's looks — and looks. Jem's glance revealed Easter to herself in a misty halo of divinity, Basil Strokoffs stripped her clean to her bones — which were ugly and unbecoming, and she hated him for doing it. And it was delightful to her to feel that she could be angry — not flurried, not glad, but simply angry. Indeed, after that jfirst heart- leap which greeted his unexpected appear- ance, Easter sat tight, and behaved as if no such person as Basil were present, whereby Tom was partly deceived, but not quite. Nan felt drawn to the man in spite of herself, and fascinated, though she did not in A MAN OF TO-DAY. 19 the least know why. He was different to anything she had ever seen before in her life, the glance of his eyes went through her, and when he looked at Easter, the child thrilled as if it were herself he loved, and who must and did love him, for of course he had come here after Easter. The villagers looked at him hard, rested their hands on their knees, and breathed harder still. He wore a coat, waistcoat, tie and so on, just like other men. In what then did he, or his clothes differ from many other young men present ? Even these yokels recognised the power — though they knew not the name of. Style — that quality which will make one man well-dressed in a rag, while without it another is mean in cloth of gold. As to what the rural beaux thought of him — well, they thought principally of their tailors, and reviled them, all except Jem, who was not wholly unacquainted with Poole. And looking at Easter, Basil acknowledged 2* 20 A MAN OF TO-DAY. that her clothes too, were all right — and a woman's clothes mean so much more than herself ; an ill-dressed head,'^a veil awry, will make her appear a very derelict. of fate, while attired a quatre epingles,] her heart may be broken, and ruin have overtaken her — but no one will know, or believe it. Thus Basil appreciated the fitness of the gauzy frock and hat that matched Easter's hair and eyes, a sable background against which her skin showed up like the white and rose of azaleas, satiny fine, vividly pure as they — nay, purer, for what shall compare with the infinite possibilities of beautiful young blood ? And best of all was the eager look that only a young face ever wears, with the light of the rising sun upon it, not that over which the day (however good) has passed. Hugon had looked at him openly, as at a face that she knew, her glance indeed was almost equivalent to a bow, and expressly intended for Tom's observation. He had been A MAN OF TO-DAY. 21 delighted with Hugon hitherto, but now his eye suggested that she had come to Penroses without credentials, and that he had never once heard her speak of her father and mother. She nodded to him slightly as one who says, " Bye-and-bye," then plunged into her Prayer book with its scarlet cross, and shut her senses to the trembling of Easter's knees on the hassock that touched her own. Perhaps the new comer did not fall in so readily with the downsittings, and uprisings of his neighbours as he might have done. Twenty years had been bridged in a moment's space — it was just so long, since he had been in a country church, yet, if he had been set here^ deaf and blindfold, the atmosphere must have told him what day it was, and among what manner of people he found himself. He listened intently to the singing of old hymns that he remembered, for though his father was a Eussian, he had been born and 22 A MAN OF TO-DAY. brought up in England, and as a child had sometimes accompanied his English mother to church. " ! Paradise ! ! Paradise, the world is growing old," sang the lusty young voices and the quivering old ones ; but it is no such thing, the world is as young as ever, it is only we who grow old and stale, and cease from enjoyment, for as if in defiance of such teaching, through the door he had opened, and that no one else had shut, one could see the slanting tombstones, and hear the rooks calling sleepily to each other in the oak trees overhead, while little vagrant airs suggesting new-mown grass, and running water stole to and fro among the warm, half-sleeping elders of the congregation, and everywhere the quiver of young restless life made itself felt, that youth to which rest means stagnation, and sleep is one of the useless conditions, not joys of existence. When the sermon began, Basil glanced A MAN OF TO-DAY. 23 round the cliurch. The square pews showed Conservatism, for as a Eadical is known by the evilness of his hat, and the misdirected energy of his manners, so is the true Conservative recognised by the comfort, not to say elegance of his surroundings, and it did not take Basil Strokoff long to discover that the principal person present (in the town's estimation) was Mr. Denison, and that half the prosperity there to-day flowed directly from him, since only a man who owned half the town could afford to unbutton his waistcoat, or with closed eyes make wry faces when the ladylike Vicar made outrageous demands on the common sense, not to say purses of his congreojation. Nothing escaped this young man, who took in every phase of Eokehorne life as here represented. He labelled correctly enough the doctor, lawyer, tradesman, poor man, and black sheep penitent o' Sundays, and the rest ; while the existence that Easter must 24 A MAN OF TO-DAY. necessarily live in such a place moved symmetrically before liim in a panorama which contained among other less useful figures the dominant one of Jem Burghersh. True his back was to' that young man — still, he had observed him, and even found time to note a young woman heavily swathed in crape, of whom he thought : " She looks like a Suttee, and wiU marry again to-morrow, if she gets a chance." The sermon was a missionary one. Will anything ever teach us not to interfere with other folks' religions, older by uncounted thousands of years than our own ? It is as unjustifiable as meddling with another person's pockets, and upon my word, when the missionaries get eaten, I say : " Serve them right." And I always thought that the pith of the whole expedition, ay, and the pathos of it, too, lay in that one solitary little Bible which I once saw exhibited as the sole rehc of Mungo Park's expedition. The A MAN OF TO-DAY. 25 savages could not eat that — no, nor its spirit, which is indestructible. And now the sermon had droned itself to a close, and by way of relief, during the collection, the congregation sang with a will. Basil knew the tune, which was cheerful, though with none of the chirrupy, lirrupy song and prayer combined, peculiar to the Salvation Army, and which seems at one and the same time to satisfy the mirthful desires of human nature, while evincing a very Hvely fear of God. It is not everybody who can set his piety to a dance tune, but those who can and do, are undoubtedly happy and wise. Gradually a strange feeling stole over Basil that possibly our greatest joys are those of reminiscence — of things that, lying a long, long way back in our memories, steal upon us softly, like old friends sure of a welcome, . . . but when the collecting plate was brought him, he shook his head in stern 26 A MAN OF TO-DAY. negative, at the same moment as on the opposite side of the aisle, Mr. Denison, Hke- wise invited, angrily shook his. Perhaps each saw the action of the other, and their mutual hatred of humbug established a point cVappui between them, and made many impossible things possible, afterwards. The two opposite pew-doors flew open simultaneously, and Basil Strokoff found himself close to Hugon (who alone of all those present he had been unable to classify), and she bowed gravely and formally to the young man, to Basil's immense surprise. Mr. Denison snatched Easter's hand, and hustled her away, while the French governess, moving abreast of the Eussian, said in a low voice : " You are comins: to call ? When ? '' He shook his head. " Then why are you here ? " He shrugged his shoulders. "I have friends at Fitzwalters," he said. A MAN OF TO-DAY. 27 "I took this on my road. There is some good gudgeon-fishing here," I am told. Their eyes met, and Hugon smiled. He remained grave. Then the crowd pushed them divergent ways — they melted rather than parted into the surrounding throng. Hugon hurried, and overtook Mr. Denison outside the church door. He was fuming, and muttering something about " fellows," when she joined him. " I stopped to speak to Mr. Strokoff, an old friend," she said, with a certain hard calmness. " He may call upon me, I suppose ? " " What is he doing here ? " snapped Mr. Denison. " He has friends at Fitzwalters " " And a pretty set they are over there," said Mr. Denison, shooting a withering glance at Easter, but her face told no tales. *'Pray, miss," he said, " do you know him too?" 28 A MAN OF TO-DAY. " I never spoke to him in my life, father," said Easter, truly enough, but with a haste for which fear was mainly responsible. Just behind, Mrs. Denison might be heard remarking with real enjoyment on the deliciousness of the air, and it was a re- markable fact that whenever his wife most acutely felt the beauties of nature, it was invariably at a moment when Tom's natural irascibility was increased by business, or famil}^, or personal worries. " Confound the air ! " cried Tom, as he shot ahead, and Hugon, left face to face with Easter, smiled. "It was unavoidable. I saved a scandal by seeming to recognise him, for he gave you away by the manner in which he walked up the aisle, and sat down opposite you. And Mr. Denison strikes me as a person who could make himself — unpleasant on occasion." "I don't understand you," said Easter indignantly ; " at Fairmile you moved heaven A MAN OF TO-DAY. 29 and earth to keep Basil Strokoff and me apart, and now you are throwing me at his head — and I won't be thrown. If he does caU, I shall be out." " Calm yourself. He is on his way to Fitzwalters. He is merely paying you — ■ a morning call." " How dare he ? " cried Easter, clenching her slender hand with those tears in her eyes that mean temper in the young, " ! if he were really in love with me, Td teach him a lesson he'd never forget ! "' Hugon laughed as they turned in at Penroses. " He has been teaching women lessons all his life," she said in Easter's ear, as they went up the wide, shallow stairs, " and I don't be- lieve the woman is born who will ever teach him — anjT'thing new. But 'buck up,' as Dinkie says — in these days of nervous, lady- like young men, and manly women, you may congratulate yourself on attracting, if but for 30 A MAN OF TO-DAY. a moment, two such real masculine person- alities as Jem Burghersh and Basil Strokoff. Though of course it's the page upside down that we all want to read, and we pass the blackboard with the writing chalked up — nose in the air — still, the blackboard's safest." " And dull. I'm tired of blackboards," said Easter with decision, as she tossed her hat with its nodding black plumes on her bed. 7 r*p O^F^fyr^rr^ «*^ *• CHAPTEE II. " Of pleasures those which occur most rarely give the greatest delight." — Epictetus. It was so early that only the birds were abroad, pattering with light feet on the silvered sheet of lawn that lay before Penroses, for the sun had not yet dispersed the dew, and is not four o'clock of a deepest summer morning, the stillest, the divinest, the most exquisite hour out of aU the twenty-four that a lordly August day and night may think fit to squander on us ? Nature does not awaken in the same fashion as her last, and most unhappily-made creation, man — with a stretch, a groan, and usually a longing to relapse again into the nothingness of slumber, and so evade the responsibilities of waking life. She appears 32 A MAN OF TO-DAY. fresh, smiling, trim — all her forces in admir- able working order, and has always at least an hour or so to herself, in which to enjoy her own company, before that biped, mis- named lord of all, struts upon the scene. It is then that like a queen apart she reigns in her own beauty, and will scarcely deign to share it with you, even if you rise betimes to catch her, but is always a little far-off and chilly in her greeting, making you feel how insignificant you are, and how great she is — mysterious too, as if still touched with the secrets and the silence of the night. Her flowers will not greet you with a warm breath of voluptuous sweetness as you pass them by — cold in their breasts will lie the dew, and they will yield but a rarefied clean fragrance as you lay them to your lips, asking if indeed but yesterday they were warmed through and through by a scorching mid-day sun? Austerely as strangers they look you in the face, as if marvelling that you linger A MAX OF TO-DAY. 33 near, and 3'our hands hesitate to pluck them ; for vaguely you feel that your presence is an intrusion, and that nature was holier and more beautiful without you, " For beast and bird have seen and heard That which man knoweth not." Wherefore, put thy shoes from off thy feet if thou wouldst enter in with a chance of welcome from her, or read her intimate heart ; forget that thou art human, and remember only that the great Unknown, who breathed into life all this loveliness about thee, made thee also, and that dust indeed thou mayest proudly be, if all this earthly beauty be fashioned out of dust, calling to us in kinship with a thousand voices to which a thousand chords in us respond, and reminding us that when we crumble to earth again, we shall live again as a part of the glory of the Universe. " There lives and breathes A soul in all things, And that soul is God." VOL. I. 3 34 A MAN OF TO-DAY. And what better can we ask than to live on among what we know — to spring in the spear of grass, to breathe in the flower, to steal out into the sunshine in all the exultant freshness of the young leaf, and to throb and tingle with life, warm in the mother breast from which we sprang ? " ! not for us," we cry, " to waken in some far-off alien place, among chilly joys that we may not taste Math human lips, understand with human hearts, where we may not even have the human creatures near us who made our heaven upon earth, for is it not written that there all human ties are broken ? " Moreover, if to dust we come, then for us there can be no lasting stain of sin, for the impersonality of nature must be apparent even to the lightest observer. The foulest crime, the utmost human corruption, leaves no mark on our Earth-mother's stainless perfection ; rather her leaves fall over, and hide it, the south wind scatters even its A MAN OF TO-DAY. 35 memory, and straightway Nature has done ' with, has forgiven, and forgotten it. Man may grow old and vile, but the youth of the earth is the same yesterday, now and for ever, and makes you knoiv the imperishability of God. Nothing was lost on Hugon as she moved, not a tint of the sky, or sharp touch of aigre-doux in the air, or the feel and the sparkle of the crisp dew beneath her feet; she even seemed to hear the white trumpet flowers, and their blue-eyed sisters shouting their welcome to the dawn, yet at the bottom of all she was intensely conscious of that wretched Ego, which dwarfed the very vault of Heaven and the floor of earth, to a puddle just large enough to hold her own frightful reflection. " What does it matter ? " she said to herself, scornfully, and looking up to the pale sky, rarefied as if a mighty pure breath had hurried before the sun, and winnowed all 3* 36 A MAN OF TO-DAY. the heavens against his coming, sweeping im- periously away the old day and the night, to make room for the new. " AVhy am I not asleep too, like those animals in the house behind me ? They were born asleep — they will live and die asleep ; there is only one waking soul among them, the red-headed child, and when they die, they will only continue their present existence of rust, rust, rust. Is there not time enough to sleep when we die ? Let us work while we have the light . . . ' In the darkness no man can work' — what does that mean but death — not sleep, but death ? " She stopped thinking to listen to the Zee-zee of the tit-lark, shrilly clear among other reed-like notes, fine and sweet as are all bird voices above human utterances. What do they not know, these tiny creatures with deathless spirits that are never to be tamed or bought of men? They tell us of what we know not, and make us know them also ... of how the dawn comes up, A MAN OF TO-DAY. 37 of what the song means in running water, of the source of sunshine, and the mystery of the fragrance of turf and blossom ; of what the west wind rusthng through long grass breathes in whispers, they being indeed God's interpreters between Him and us. A horse was resting his nose on the top of the gate leading into the orchard, and looking at the garden as if thoroughly enjoying himself, till he saw, and shied away from her as an intruder. "You are awake of course," said Hugon, who thoroughly knew and hated human nature, but loved animals, thus obeying a natural law. "You live a temperate, clean, hard - working existence, and don't know the meaning of self - indulgence, yet when one man wants to say the most degrading thing possible of another, he calls him a beast. A beast ? AYhat is it ? AVhat harm is there in one ? It has 38 A MAN OF TO-DAY. healthy instincts, a healthy body, and when it dies, we can eat it without fear. Who could eat one of us ? An animal indeed ! One healthy beast is worth a thousand diseased humans. A man finds it too much trouble to get out of his chair to serve you — ■ a dog, comfortably couched, leaps up if you do but look at him — it is all willing service, willing heart, and limbs, and eyes — where will you find a man so patient, so docile, so affection- ate, so absolutely devoted to you as your dog ? I envy you, oh beasts, and would be one of you — for we should do no wrong, if we did not know it to be wrong, and — you have the sweet of slumber, while of the curse of memory you are blessedly free. You go on producing beautiful, healthy off- spring, while man alone is the author of those miserable beings, that the false conditions of life, and mental trouble, cause unhappy woman to bring forth." The current of her thoughts changed. A MAN OF TO-DAY. 39 "I wonder what you mean," she said, looking across to the belt of trees behind which at the " Eoyal George," Basil Strokoff was presumably sleeping. " You are a man, and you take what you like, and when you like, and how you like — you don't live the one phase of life a woman does — with her heart; you live with heart, and brain, and body — in a word, with the whole physical and spiritual man. ! yes, you live — and no good woman ever lives. It is a sip here, a snippet there, a taste given you for hunger, an ache developed where there was no ache before, but it is not the whole ripe, rich fruit, to be enjoyed through and through, that you take so unthankfuUy — you must be a woman first if you want to appreciate being a man." She pushed open the gate, and crossed the stubble that the dew touched so much less beautifully than the smooth turf of the garden, and came presently to the long 40 A MAN OF TO-DAi'. apple tree colonnade, that ran parallel with the " George " cabbage garden and straw- berry beds. Early as the hour was, Hugon perceived a man's figure on the other side, and she smiled as he turned towards her. Across the ditch their eyes met, and he glanced questioningly at her hand, as if he expected it to hold a billet-doiLv. " Won't you come over ? " she said. He leaped the ditch at a place made convenient b}^ Easter's " boys," and strolled beside her. " I love these morning hours," she said. *' Nature with her eyes wide open — man with his fast shut." " The onl}^ thing is," he said languidly, " that it is apt to make one a Pharisee — to extol oneself at the expense of one's neigh- bours — in itself a very bad exercise for anybody. And who knows but that the very persons whose slimibers we despise, may not later in the day do something infinitely A MAN OF TO-DAY. 41 better than our best thoughts have been, however early we got up to think them ? By- the-way," he added, " I like that little girl I saw in church yesterda}^ — I don't know her name." " So you noticed Xan," said Hugon, "which is unusual. Miss Easter is the sweet-briar of the family ; do you know that if you put a twig of it among a bunch of flowers, it kills all the rest ? " " Why did she not answer my letters ? " enquired the young man, as if the subject interested him very little. " And if she had, probably you would not be here," said Hugon. He laughed, and his laugh was exhilarating. It was impossible not to observe how delight- fully the morning suited him, and he the- morning. " Can one in all the place get away from Penroses ? " he said ; " it seems to me that the w^hole town has been sacrificed to Mr. Denison's 42 A MAN OF TO-DAY. gardens, and hot-houses, and graperies, and orchards, and meadows. He is in trade, is he not ? " " Yes. Do 3-0U know what trade means ? It means morals, taste, education, health, travel, independence — everything in short that makes life worth living, instead of merely lini;jering. Only one ought to begin poor, or one does not get the best value for one's money." " Everyone," said Basil, " should be allowed two lives here below — one in which to learn how to enjoy himself, and the other in which to enjoy it." "A man might," said Hugon, "but a woman, never. She would take her every thought and memory of the one life into the other, and spoil it. A man keeps his memories in his cigarette case — a woman carries hers about with her in trunks, and never loses them. I don't think a man has enough to fill a trunk." A MAN OF TO-DAY. 43 " Is not that the little girl I liked so much ? " Hugon turned. It was Nan, sure enough, who had been abroad under the hedgerows, and far afield for hours, and now came timidly over the grass laden with wild flowers, and stockings down at heel, looking, if possible, more disreputable than ever. Basil's manner changed altogether as he went to meet her, seeing only the eager welcome in the child's eyes as she hastened towards him. " How do you do ? " said Nan politely, for as Dinkie said, she could be extremely well- behaved on occasion (only the occasion rarely lasted very long). " Shall I make you a nosegay ? " And while she made it, Basil and she talked together, and Hugon, quite out of it, and murmuring something about wet feet, moved away. They were very simple things of which the 44 A MAN OF TO-DAY. man and child talked, as they crossed the stubble together. Yet before they parted, Nan had thnidly confided to him that she meant to write a great book some day, so that her family might be proud, and not ashamed of her. " Then do your work now, while you are young, child," he said sadl3\ "Never believe anyone who tells you that the fruit of experience is best. Do it while you are enthusiastic — full of hopes and ideals, with unbroken health, anrl heart, and un- flagging spirits — it will be worth reading then, and brighten many a soul. God knows we've got enough wretches to preach the gospel of despair to us already " — and he thrust further out of si^ht the volume of Pouschkine that peeped from his pocket. But as they neared the house by way of the stables, livel}' fears of her father obtruded themselves on Nan's enjoyment, and presently A MAN OF TO-DAY. 45 she stopped short, and looked at Basil very earnestly. " You mustn't come any further," she said ; " if the Chief sees you, he'll kick you." "I sLall sit down," said Basil. " You see it's on account of Easter," said Nan. " Everybody is in love with her ! Are you? " Well, I'm blowed," cut in Dinkie's voice, in a fierce aside from the adjacent wash-house window ; " if you re going to be gooseberry- in-chief, please say so, and I'll " *' I shall come and call this afternoon," said Basil ; " mind you look out for me, child. Good-bye." CHAPTER III. " What we ought not to do, we should not even think of doing." — Epictettjs. Mr. Denison's acquaintance with his neigh- bours was of the most superficial character, while his hospitality was not unlike that of the Tezzanese whose religion enjoins them to practise hospitality, and who therefore always eat with shut doors. Tom abhorred provincial society, and lived to please himself — and occasionally other people. If the county did not want him, he most assuredly did not want the count}^, and ke^Dt his independence in a way that no man trained to polite fiction in conversation can. He was fond of re- cording how, when on one occasion, Maria mentioned to a caller " The Mill on the Floss " as her favourite work, and George Eliot as her A MAJT OF TO-DAY. 47 favourite author, she was met by the crushing rejoinder : " Oh ! she was Nobody, she was a Unitarian'' And so it came to pass that when Basil stormed the front door at Penroses, seldom used save on Sundays, he was kept waiting so long, that had he not been a resolute man he would probably have turned round and driven off to Fitzwalters, but when at last Sweet William admitted him to one of the many satisfactory rooms at Penroses, he immediately discovered that Mr. Denison was a man of taste who, while never setting himself up to be a judge, yet possessed the quality of selection to an extraordinary degree, so that there was nothing in his house (saving and excepting the room known as the pig-sty) that anyone could have possibly improved upon, or wished otherwise. Pictures were meant to hang up, and china to sit down, he said, so he made his walls rich with that splendour of colouring which 48 A MAN OF TO-DAY. good pictures alone can give, and kept the best china in pantry cupboards, so that it was onl}^ by accident in later years that the children discovered they had always eaten their gooseberry-fool out of Crown Derby cups without handles, and smashed a few dozen in the eating. Basil passed a quarter of an hour very com- fortably with the pictures, then went to the window and looked out, thinking that one might pass his existence pleasantly enough at Penroses, if one had never chanced to live the life of the town. For the most part healthy people do not want, and do not miss, excitement, which is really only a disease of the nerves, and with good health, sufficient occupation, and surrounded by those we love, any vague yearning for change may be quickly stifled, but once bitten by that insane rage for one's species that herds men and women together in masses till the air is thick with their struggling breath, so that they A MAN OF TO-DAY. 49 come to prey like wild beasts on one another, you can never go back to the still calm joys that once contented you, and may thank God if you do not become fevered with that desire, death to all honesty of thought, and good work, of outstripping, not excelling, your forbears in the race for life. Basil waited, but nobody came — not even Nan, whom he especially wished to see. He had merely asked for the ladies. The open window beckoned him, and he stepped out. To the right of the house, an ivy-covered wall, masked by rhododendrons, shut off a variety of outhouses and stables that he already knew, and attracted by a distant sound of voices, Basil passed through a little door in it, emerginj:^ on a cobble-stoned enclosure which led in turn to a courtyard warm with the smell of horses, and lively with the barking of dogs, and inconsequent cackle of cocks atid hens. High above these, from what looked like a VOL. I. 4 50 A MAN OF TO-DAY. disused coachman's house, issued William's meek voice in accents of entreaty, to which a fresh, enjoying young female soprano lifted itself in pert reply. " I hear. It's the ' Eoosian gent '. Why don't you go and tell your missus ? " " Missus is in the kitchen garden, miss, with cook, " said William, " seeing about the pickles, and can't come " — which was a lie, for with the usual sympathy of the lower classes for a love affair he had been searching for Easter only. — " You'll excuse me, miss, but I think he's come to see you.'' " Then say I've gone out for the day," said Easter. " I understood him, miss, to ask me to fetch you," said William, mendaciously, mind- ful of future tips, for Basil's elegance had sunk deep into his soul. " Then tell him I'm cleaning out the fowl- house, and can't be disturbed. So I am — • ain't I, Daddv ? " A MAN OF TO-DAY. 51 " Of course, and I'm helping you," said a masculine voice with great authority. " And so am I," struck in another, " only don't tell him that, the beggar might want to come out and help, you know." " Then say I'm sitting in the ice house, William, trying to get cool. Just fancy, Eeggy, someone in the street put a boiler up, and when the Chief went to look for his ice the other day there was — nothing! He simply danced, and his language was — like the boiler. Where's my preserved citron ? Now then. Daddy, don't you frighten that hen. When those eggs are chickens, they're mine, and I'm going to sell 'em. I want a new frock. WiUiam ! Isn't that idiot gone ? " " Yes, miss," said a voice faintly. And then there was a sort of scuffle below stairs, and a sound of retreating footsteps across the gravel. " Boys," said Easter, in muffled tones that suggested her mouth was full, " which hen do 4* 52 A MAN OF TO-DAY. you bet gets her chicks out first, the Cochin China or the black Hamburg ? " " It's like his infernal cheek," growled Daddy Gardner, " poking his nose in at Pen- roses ; we don't want any blooming Nihilists here. And I think, Miss Easter," he added, in- sinuatingly, "you mentioned that you had never spoken to him in your life before ? " " I never have," said Easter, in the tone that signifies an unwilling blush. " And, of course, 3^ou don't want to," said Daddy, with youthful indiscretion. " Haven't you got us ? — and what do you want more ? " " Y-e-s." Easter's voice sounded flat ; for the time, at least, all the vim seemed to have gone out of her. She put up her hands to loosen the white silk handkerchief tied round her head, and at the same moment a quick decided step sounded on the stair. " The Chief ! " she exclaimed, turning pale ; " hide, boys, hide ! " A MAX OF TO-DAY. [>3 The two broad-shouldered young men looked comprehensively and wildly around them. " The cupboard won't hold one of us, much less two," whispered Dadd}^ breathlessly ; " it was an awfully tight lit last year " " It isn't the Chief," said Easter, listening intently; " it's a new step — then " (stiffening at a dreadful thought) " I do believe it is " She darted into the adjacent cupboard, and drew the dusty door close, just as Basil appeared on the stairway, looking as entirely at his ease as he always managed to do, whether in a palace or a hovel, and glancing enquiringly at the two flurried and angry young men. In his hand he held a hat that had been crushed into a silk accordion by a spiteful blow that the ceiling had come down to hit him on the stairs, but he appeared quite unconscious of the disaster as " Miss Denison ? " he said, gravely. " You have the advantage of us, sir," said Eeggy, with extreme bucolic hauteur, " tliis is 54 A MAN OF TO-DAY. the hen-house, and Miss Denison, as you see, is " At that moment came from the cupboard a small, distinctly feminine sneeze. Feminine, because it su^fjested angler, laucjliter, timo- rousness, defiance — all combined in a way quite impossible to be expressed by any male organ, and while the young men turned scarlet, Basil smiled. " I never heard a hen sneeze quite like that before," he said, and made a step forward as if to investigate such a natural curiosity, but Daddy, gobbling like a turkey-cock, threw himself between. " Sir," he said, " I thought a gentleman never intruded on the privacy of a lady — a hen, sir, I mean — and if you'll come doMm- stairs, we will look for Miss Denison, and let her know you are here." " Certainly," said Basil, who had not the slightest intention of pressing the point, when at that moment the cupboard door groaned, A MAN OF TO-DAY. 53 opened, and Miss Easter Denison walked lightly and unconcernedly out. That he had never really seen her before, or had forgotten her, that was Basil's first impression as she faced him, laughing, the ebon silk of her hair showing under the white, twisted kerchief, the rose-tints of her dimpled cheeks and lips catching all his senses, as it were, in a swift surprise . for there is this about real beauty, that it strikes you like a strong man armed, and you cannot, if you will, say him nay. " How do you do ? " she said, but without holding out her hand, possibly because it hid a half-eaten candy. " I thought I heard my name mentioned. . . ." Her glance sank from his face to his tele- scoped hat. She struggled with herself for a moment, looked helplessly at Daddy and Eeggy, then being all young, all healthy, and all without rancour, they burst out into a simultaneous fit of laughter that cleared the 56 A MAN OF TO-DAY. air of explosives, and for the time being made them friends. " Mother is in the kitchen garden seeing to the pickles," she said, as she led the way downstairs. " I — I hope the cobble-stones won't hurt your feet," and she looked down at his boots, as if they were patent leather — and he a fop, in a way that was cruelly unfair. Neither could he hinder her from opening the door in the wall for him, and, obeying her evident wish, as he usually obeyed all women's, passed through, only to find when it swung to behind him, that he was alone. He retraced his steps, but the yard was empty, though a door close by moved slightly, and from behind it came a soft giggle, school- girlish, thoughtless, and only saved from sheer vulgarity by its naturalness, and pure glee. That was the worst of Penroses, it was not built for matters of a private nature, as there was a door ajar everywhere, and A MAN OF TO-DAY. 67 always with somebody very much ahve behind it, as Dinkie liad demonstrated that morning. Basil smiled, and decided not to try con- clusions with Easter's stalwart body-guard, while she herself, peeping through a chink, was thinking that a man who could walk bareheaded, and carry a concertina hat with- out looking a fool, most assuredly never had been, or could be, one. It even struck her that he might have worn it without looking ridiculous — and possibly she recognised a subtlety that had counselled him to pay a dis- respectful visit in the most orthodox and respectful attire possible. " She is full of sport," he said to himself, as he went in search of Mrs. Denison, while from the upper wash-house windows, Easter admired his back, and upset the boys' tempers by telling them that the man who did not know how to choose a necktie, was not fit to live. • 58 A MAN OF TO-DAY. Maria, who prided herself on her pickles, and was now selecting with care her vege- tables for the process, received the young Russian with some trepidation, but in less than five minutes had forgotten Tom, and after a prolonged and most agreeable saunter round the premises (Basil made a point of always leaving a woman on better terms with herself than he found her), lost her head so completely as actually to invite him in to tea. This meal was always served in the Pig-sty, which was Tom's comprehensive name for an apartment through which the whole family life flowed with a vigour, and it must be added, a litter, that defied all attempts at respectability, and of which he had long ago washed his hands, with some allusion, only understanded of Bunkulorum, to the purging of the Augean stables. Dinkie's fishing-net lay in one corner, the girls' dress-stand stood in another ; a canary shrieked above Maria's sewing-machine, while A MAN OF TO-DAY. 69 a squirrel gaily worked his wheel at the rate of a mile a minute on the mantel-shelf, and red-papered, shabby, cosy, looking out on the humours of the town street, it was the most frequented, as it was the most popular apart- ment in the house. Tom occasionally took his tea and toast there, instead of in the stately solitude of the Green-room, knowing, poor man, that he was a damper on the festivities, and a muffler on those clapper- tongues, yet still, so great is sometimes a man's yearning for company, even when he knows himself unwelcome, that he came. If only he should take it into his head to come to-day ! Maria fidgeted and looked uneasy when she had seated herself behind the tea-pot, that looked like the mother of a large famil}^, but as the table filled up, she took heart of grace, and made tea with that excellent method which is not to be acquired b}^ anything save long experience, and for extremely large numbers. 60 A MAN OF TO-DAY. Nan came in dejected, but colored up brilliantly at sight of their guest. But for Dinkie, who had thoughtfully sandwiched himself between the governesses on the humane principle of keeping a boa-constrictor and a rabbit apart, she would have sat down in the place beside him so conspicuously left empty, and across which Basil and Hugon had some desultory talk about Fairmile — and gudgeon fishing. Tea was half-over when Easter rushed in, wearing a clean white gown, her black hair neatly snooded with scarlet, and without a glance at anybody, made for the only empty chair, and helped herself to toast and butter as if she were starving. " I'm awfully sorry to be late, mother," she said, spreading her toast with an emanci- pated school-girl's lavish hand, " but I stopped such a long time in the washhouse to see what would happen — if only the Chief Could have seen him swelling down his lawn ! A MAN OF TO-DAY. 61 And ! his hat ! Fancy paying an afternoon call on us in a blue frock coat, and a tile ! " A dead silence, coupled with a heavy and weU-meant kick under the table from Dinkie made her blood curdle. What if, as once before, she had overlooked the Chief in those uncounted numbers around ? Her alarmed gaze swept the table, and came to a full stop at her next door neighbour, who was just then eating soda-cake as if it were the only thing in life worth doing thoroughly. There is a legend that a very shy man who stuttered greatly, escorted a charming woman into dinner, to whom for some time he did not trust himself to speak. Then he took heart and said : " Who — who is — that sp — p — potted man over there ? " " That is my husband," she said smihng. " — h ! and is — is he sp — p — potted all over ? " responded the stutterer with the courage of despair. It was possibly in emulation of this worthy. 62 A MAN OF TO-DAY. that Easter, meeting the laughing sunshine of Basil's blue eyes full, enquired gravely : " Do you like your cake with soda, or ■without ? " Before he could reply to the question, or Dinkie draw in the cheeks that he had blown out in admiration of her " nerve," the door opened, and Mr. Denison, who for once followed, and did not precede a silence, walked in. Poor Maria rattled the teacups nervously, as Tom's quick eye took in the interloper, but before his glance of surprise could change into a scowl of angry dismissal, Hugon had started up, and effected an introduction in such fashion, that, short of turning his daughter's guest into the street, he must make some sort of greeting to her friend. And by the time Mr. Denison had drunk half a cup of tea, and eaten a piece of toast, assiduously and tremblingly buttered by Melons, the two men found themselves taJk- A MAN OF TO-DAY. 63 ing horses, and if that noble beast has the peculiar privilege of making rogues of all who approach him from a business point of view, he assuredly makes them bosom friends for the time being. And when Mr. Denison found a man who suited him, and who was, like himself, a sportsman to the backbone, he was not the sort of person to let fears for the female part of his family make him abjure such pleasant company, so that it was with something said about " a quiet dinner to- morrow " (overheard, as all things were over- heard at Penroses), that an hour or so later after a saunter round the stables, the two men amicably parted. " Hugon," said Easter with conviction, " I do believe you are Satan himself! " "No, call me Mrs. Satan. Because she knew every one of his tricks — and all her own besides." CHAPTEE IV. " From the ' dim dawn of history,' and from the inner- most depths of every soul, the face of our Father Man looks out upon us with the fire of eternal youth in his eyes, and says, ' Before Jehovah was, I am ! ' " It must not for a moment be supposed that because a stranger bad dropped in for a morning call at Penroses and stayed, that the family life stood still on his account, or ploughed for itself new channels, quite the contrary indeed — for it went on just as usual. If it could assimilate such a riddle as Hugon without accident, it could support a Strokoff with serenity, and storm and shine alternated with its usual regularity in the domestic atmosphere, where it was a recognised fact that when Tom was expansive, Maria was nippy-like, and the other way round, so that nobody ever got ruined by over praise, or A MAN OF TO-DAY. 65 cockered up into the useless belief that life is all beer and skittles — except to the wicked. Nan still spent her time regularly between bust-ups and repentances, for even Basil could not rule her life otherwise. Easter divided her thoughts pretty equally between frills (that she loved), and lovers (whom she did not love.) Dinkie vainly tried to combine billiards, and the loose delights of the " town " with punctuality at meal times ; Bunkulorum had occasional back- slidings in the direction of snails, and upward flights into the regions of imagina- tion, while Peggy, aged ten, was detected re- ceiving love-letters from Dicky Langdon, aged eleven. It had been discovered by accident, as most guilty secrets are, and perched on a high chair at the family tea-table, poor Peggy was duly indicted, and having had the very inmost recesses of her heart rudely invaded, received the ironical congratulations of her brothers and sisters on the unrivalled VOL. I. 5 66 A MAN OF TO-DAY. potency of her charms. All of this Peggy bore with a very tolerable stomach, being seasoned to the amenities of family life, but when Dinkie took up the cudgels on her behalf, loudly enquiring whi/Xhe little blue- eyed, red-nosed charmer should not have a sweetheart all to herself, and love-letters of her very own, especially with such an example in the family as she constantly had before her eyes, Peggy burst into an agony of tears, and scrambling down from her high chair, fled, while Maria, after promptly boxing the ears of all who were not too old to be boxed, hurried off to administer comfort to her darling, a careful silence being ever afterwards observed by all parties con- cerned on the subject. There were no " ructions " as Dinkie had greedily anticipated between the only two men who were granted the front-door en- trance of Penroses. When Basil came across Jem, which was pretty often, the two met in A MAN OF TO-DAY. 67 a thoroughly friendly spirit, that in some odd way curiously exasperated Easter, whose mind just then was more a puzzle to her than if it had belonged to somebody else, for everybody seemed to be in love with Basil save herself. Even Dinkie, after studying him closely, making an exhaustive examina- tion of his clothes, and candidly informing that gentleman it must be " the way he put 'em on, as they were cut pretty much like other people's," had formally announced the Muscovite as emphatically of the " right sort," and extended to him the hand of friendship. And Basil and Mr. Denison, who had begun well, became the firmest of friends, and often the Russian would go down to the factories, would stand in the midst of the hum and the whirr of machinery, and feel his pulses go quicker, and his heart faster, as if from himself radiated those throbbing arteries of steel — and at such moments, like a fierce breath of life in his nostrils, he 5* 68 A MAN OF TO-DAY. would feel that work was good, and his own perpetual leisure a thing without salt and savour. His elegant fifjure became a familiar one at the works, moving among the whirling looms, or in the engine-room, watching the iron shafts and wheels revolving, insensible to the infernal heat and smell of oil, and to that deafness which even for a few moments is by most people angrily resented. It was a strange friendship, almost as strange as the one that subsisted between Basil and Nan, but in both instances it throve apace, and left all the rest of the family, Easter included, altogether out of the running. It had become the fashion at Penroses, where no privacy of heart was allowed, to speak of Easter and Basil as the Sun and the Moon, because neither at the same time illuminated the social firmament. This mutual avoidance of two such uncommon persons appeared rather to follow the fixed courses of Nature than to arise from any pre-conceived A MAN OF TO-DAY. 69 determination of their own, a variety of causes apparently drawing each out of the other's orbit, however much they might have desired to draw nearer. To drop the metaphor of heavenly bodies, with whomso- ever the impulse of avoidance had begun, the other had promptly seconded it, greatly to the satisfaction of Tom Denison who, at odd moments, felt qualms at the ease with which he had admitted an utter stranger to his almost orientally-guarded family life. Anr' he was beginning to resign himself to Jem If Easter were resolved to make a fool of herself by marrying, she might do worse than — Jem — but he swallow^ed the pill, prospec- tively, with an exceedingly bad grace. Hugon had niched herself, and actually in- side that charmed circle which Mrs. Denison drew round her own hearth, while she had won Tom's good graces by accompanying him in those constitutionals round the premises that he affected, and listening to his grievances. 70 A MAN OF TO-DAY. Not one of these lolling, lazy creatures, with eyes sharp as needles to everyone's faults but their own, would take any interest in the things that he loved, but only in what immediately concerned themselves, and, as a trifling instance, he could not induce any child of his to love his garden. All the women of Tom's family had been notable gardeners, and it is a fact that let the most discontented, morbid-minded man on earth take earnestly to the gentle art, and his mind and body will begin to be purified, and insensibly he will become wholesome, sound, and happy. Dig in your garden, Mr. or Miss Misanthrope, plant young seedlings, and thrill for joy as you see them growing up ; get the fresh scents of the earth into your stale brain, and the healthy juices of Nature into your blood, and you will come to love the breath of the flower you have reared, and to turn constantly from the disappointing page of human -nature to those simple pleasures that A MAN OF TO-DAY. 71 insensibly elevate the soul, and bring a pro- found restfulness and peace not far removed from the ripest philosophy. For such of you there is always a haunt ** Full of soft dreams, and health, and quiet breathing," Another sore point was, that Tom had come of a family where all the women were born managers, and in his estimation Maria was a Muddler. Unconsciously, I think, the alliteration pleased him — much as if he had found himself talking poetry without having been at any pains to acquire the art. He had very strong opinions about how girls should be brought up, and thought that if they were made to perform house duties, the country would soon be free of the curse and tyranny of servants, but to bring up a lot of boys and girls to dandle round, and order people about, was entirely wrong, for thus they never learned the dignity, the sweetness, and the rest of work. 72 A MAN OF TO-DAY. He used to tell Maria that a fine ouglit to be inflicted on every 'woman in Great Britain who did not herself know, and teach her daughters, how to cook, and surely he was right. Learn, and you can talk to yoiir cook, and she will respect you. Complexions may pale, love may dwindle to vanishing point, hope die of inanition, but a w^ell- cooked meal will bring peace to a man's vexed spirit, and dispose him favourably to the person who has ordered it. It takes a good many trifles to make a man address his wife as " my dear " in a tone that suggests she is an3'one's dear rather than his, and it suggests a suspicion, founded on fact, when a wife narrowly scans ever}- female waist that approaches her female circle, lest it prove a temptation to the male eye. Never- theless, as is usual with people who disagree the most, and are utterly incompatible in their habits and tempers, Tom and Maria rejoiced A MAN OF TO-DAY. 73 in an immense family that throve with amazing success in a more or less tempestuous domestic atmosphere, and in this breezy, open-air life, Hugon, the stranger woman, throve and expanded like a cellar plant set in the eye of the sun, while the very absence of intellectual or introspective life worked on her like a charm, for at Penroses no one thought of picking his soul to pieces, and spotting every dark corner in it (for even Nan could not be called morbid), and the unselfish action, the kind impulse, the right thought, were not exalted into heroism ; they came naturally, and passed -without comment. In the whole family not a 'poseur was to be found, life there was homogeneous, and not made up of shreds and patches all over- shadowed by the dominant " I." And Hugon had actuall}^ been persuaded by Easter into a white frock, affording in it another striking proof of how impossible it is for anything young to be really ugly, and in- 74 A MAN OF TO-DAY. deed, away from Easter, she actually achieved distinction. To please everybody is a sure sign that you must, at some period of your life, have dis- pleased }^ourself very much, and Basil wondered what manner of man had had the making, or the marring, of her. They were excellent friends, and thoroughly agreed with Solomon that all is vanity, only the man's ungrateful reasons for arriving at this con- clusion were because he had^ had a surfeit of pleasure, while the woman's were the very opposite, because she had never known any at all. Hugon had clearly never enjoyed herself — ergo she must be good — and, indeed, she displayed an antagonistic spirit to the male sex that, in these dog-da3^s, often made her refreshingly acid company. It is mostly a man who demorahses a woman, because he asks so little of her. She is a "poor little woman," no matter how A MAN OF TO-DAY. 75 wrong, or weak, or silly, but to be really approved by a noble sister-woman means much, and is a crown of glory to her who wins it. And Easter, whether dodging an insolent Shaver round a tree, or picking currants for preserves, or sitting by her mother's side making those white frills in which her soul delighted, or flouting Jem, or frivoling round with her "Boys," whom she unblushingly hid from the Chief in unlikely places, was alike unapproachable, enchanting, and insult- ingly fancy-free. At Fairmile, it had never occurred to Basil that there might be a soul and spirit betwixt that exquisite skin of hers — but it did occasionally occur to him now. Easter always running away, ]S[an nearly always close at hand — never wearying him, but exhaustless as inspired young things are, who give out their very best when young, eager, with all their ideals and passionate hopes new and lusty upon them, they made a 76 A MAN OF TO-DAY. perpetual contrast in his eyes, that gave him keenest pleasure — or he had not lingered. Yet, if he had known it, the chiefest feeling in Easter's mind was that of smarting, keen humiliation. It is always a ridiculous posi- tion, when having brandished your arm, rehearsed effects, and loaded yourself to the muzzle with, " Sir ! unhand me ! I love you not ! Avaunt ! " the sir mizzles out at the back door, without ever making love to you at all, and a label of *' No Intentions " dis- played on his back. A woman is as jealous of her prerogative of saying "No,"' as a man is of his right to demand " Yes." He knows that in the full ardour of the chase, he is manl}^ admirable, endowed with every possibility of god-ship, but driven into a corner and courted, he is sulky, undignified, and seldom yields as captive with any attempt at grace. And the greatest joy of a woman's life is yielding — or refusing. There is no finer touch in George Eliot's A MAN OF TO-DAY. 77 delineation of human character than where Gwendolen, though Grandcourt is personally- displeasing to her, has no idea of making herself undesirable to him, or outraging his fastidious taste, and so is careful to put the scent he prefers on her handkerchief — even if afterwards she lets him drown before her eyes without making an effort to save him. Thus Easter, having regarded the right of choice as being solely in her own hands, had been amazed at Basil's tacit withdrawal from his court, and angry that he had not even given her a chance of trjang that old and infallible receipt for keeping a man's heart — first make yourself perfectly sweet, then treat him as badly as j^ou know how. And it's a stabbing thought to a lovely young woman that her charms have failed her — call her wicked, call her mad, but to let her see that she has no power over you is perdition, and though it was true Easter had given him no opportunity, the man who is not his own 78 A MAN OF TO-DAY. Providence in such matters is a fool or — unwilling. And often as Basil now dined of evenings at Penroses, Easter, with one of those small feminine slaps that women love to administer to over-bold, or over-backward swains, never appeared on such occasions, nor was she afterwards to be found in that many- windowed drawing-room upstairs, in whose pale chocolate satin cushions she was fond at other times of burying herself. And Tom Denison smiled, putting down Easter's eccentricities of conduct to " temper." She was not his child and Maria's for nothing, and the fiery spirit of the one, the gentle obstinacy and grit of the other, united their forces in her, and formed a " kink " by no means easy to unravel. We are all the product of the seeds sown by our ancestors, yet when in our minds or bodies a tendency, a vice, a virtue or a talent appears, we look at it puzzled, and in- A MAN OF TO-DAY. 79 credulous, as if Nature were Art, and trying to make fools of us. A hard ache comes into the knee, a darting pain in the breast, rheumatism, cancer — heredity again ; and when some wretched man bursts out into homicidal mania, slaying all upon whom he can lay hands, what is it but the recurring instinct of some fighting ancestor, to whom bloodshed was a trade, and by right of which, every savage, ungovernable instinct of his soul was fully licensed to gratify itself? So with talent. A mere child takes pen in hand, and describes with startling lucidity and point what it observes and feels — it has been born with the gift of reproduction or expression ; another infant seizes pencil and sketches some trifle at sight in absolutely true proportions — it is born with the gift of " form " ; some curious difference in its sight to that of others has turned him out an artist whether he will or no. And so on indefinitely, and strong indeed must be the 80 A MAN OF TO-DAY. will that stands up against taints and ten- dencies as much inwoven with our blood as the freak that is stamped on the butterfly's wing, or the markings in flowers that appear with unswerving fidelity from generation to generation. We cannot alter those markings, but it is in our power to make the evil ones grow fainter, and the strong impulse that may rise in us to crush out all low motives and passions, and live the higher life, may be the original seed of noble deeds and endeavours in our descendants, hundreds of years after we, with all our strusro-les and tears and failures, are dust. Thus may not the prompting thought to do good, the noble ideal lifting itself clear out of the sloth of dull habit, come to us direct from some earnest soul that has sinned and suffered, yet struggled a step nearer to God than did his predecessor, even as some long past sensual life still has power to throw its slime over us, and strive to hold us back from our A MAN OF TO-I'AY. 81 better selves ? So in one single human being is represented the influences of the past, the potentialities of the present, and the illimit- able responsibilities of the generations yet unborn. V(>L. T. CHAPTER V. " That which seems obstinacy in some people may appear constancy in others." — Cicero. " She tells lies," said Melons calmly. " The Chief nearly bowled her out yesterday, and I saw Sweet William, who was handing me the potatoes, give the Snapper a wink." " His name is William," remonstrated the Ancient Mariner, from the place where she wielded an imaginary baton of authority, " and I must beg of you. Melons, to remember that Cato advises us to think it the first of duties to restrain the tongue, and says he approaches nearest to God who knows when to be silent." "Didn't somebody say that the old gods were nothing but men and wine ? And cer- tainty they did some jolly human things," A MAN OF TO-DAY. 83 said Melons, whose memory sometimes pro- vided strictly unorthodox scraps of informa- tion. " Well, from all /'ve seen of men, they are foolish enough without the wine, so I don't think the old boys could have been up to much. And as to the Old Testament worthies, why, ma'am, when I heard you teaching Peggy out of ' Line upon Line ' the other day, your questions and her answers, it curdled my blood. I s'pose when I was 3^oung I didn't realize the utter iniquitousness of the doings of the old patriarchs, but now I do, I say it's wicked to hold up such examples to children, and if our kings and queens tried on some of those old patriarchal ways, why, there would be a good many crowns going to avuncular relatives — but they durstn't, and somehow Eevolutions ain't English.'' " Girls," said the Ancient Mariner, horrified, " this is a drawing lesson, not a scandalous dissertation on Man." She spoke respectfully 84 A MAN OF TO-DAY', of the terrible and dangerous creature — possibly she might have displayed less fear, had not her waist been from early youth horrific to the male eye. " And if the Muscovite were not so cool, his eyes so blue, and his manners so melli- fluous," continued Melons, mixing her colours recklessly, "I would back Jem Burghersh in Easter's affections. Jem is much the bigger of the two — and you can always bully a big man, the little man always bullies you. If a little man dared to put his arm round my waist, I'd murder him ! " "My dear!" ejaculated the scandalised Ancient Mariner. " Do you suppose I go among poor people for nothing ? " enquired Melons ; " all big folks are good-hearted and weak-minded, more or less, and they are all managed by the little ones. I'd rather marry ever such a hulking wretch of a man — if he were yards long, than a strutter. You might reform a A MAN OF TO-DAY. 85 big man, tlie little one is certain to try and reform you." " Basil is not little," objected Nan, with elbows on her drawing board, and earnest eyes looking out of her tangle of red hair. " Five feet eleven at the outside," said Melons, " but he's got an air and looks more. And I don't believe he ever dreamt of falling in love with Easter — there ! " "Nor Easter" with him," cried Nan indif]^- nantly. "Our female J Narcissus in love?" said Dinkie, who had ^ come in and caught the last words ; " perish the thought ! Some things are made to J be looked at, others to be eaten — Easter and I belong to the former class. You don't seem very well, ma'am," he said, stooping down to look at the Ancient Mariner who had begun to flap up and down like a barn-door fowl when a fox is around ; " hadn't you better rest for an hour ? " He opened the door politely as he spoke, 86 A MAN OF TO-DAY. and the Ancient Mariner took the hint, and dribbled herself out of sight, " What is the matter with her ? " he enquired. "I do believe she has fallen in love with Strokoff! If you look at her she totters, and if you sneeze at her she goes into a hundred pieces ! " " There are people," said Melons, " who lie down flat on their backs and let the clouds roll by — the Mariner is one of them. She has got a bilious attack, and was longing to give way to it — that's all." " Well," said Dinkie, " she's an interesting relic — the sort of thing you girls may come to if you sit up and behave, and forget every- thing you've ever learnt, more especially what Tyb taught 3^ou. Where's Easter ? " " Making frills, I expect, after sending Jem off to his Pillow of Consolation. The Pillow means to nobble him, I believe, but he don't see it." " Stuff! " said Dinkie robustly. " Can't any A MAN OF TO-DAY. 87 fool see she is his Pillow of Consolation upon which to lean comfortably, and say all the things about Easter that Easter won't let him say to herself ? Jem's too meek by half." " ' A man, a spaniel, a walnut tree, The more you beat 'em the better they be ! "' droned Melons. "Jealous — jealous again!" said Dinkie aggravatingly, " you'd hke to be a man — and you ain't one — that's about the size of it." "And pray," said Melons, witheringly, *' what is there in being a man to be proud of ? " " Lots, Don't the Jews go down on their knees every time they enter their synagogues and say fervently : ' 0, Lord God, blessed art thou who has not made me a woman ! ' Nobody ever heard a man wish himself a female. You've got your advantages, though," he added, magnificently ; " you get the wing of a chicken, and the privilege of saying ' No ' tvhen a man asks you ! " 88 A MAN OF TO-DAY. " Selfisli pigs," said Melons, " you ask us to please yourselves, not us. The only real advantage you have over us is — your clothes. A woman is handicapped all her life long with hers. A wretched man bawls out when he is going to a dance or dinner : ' Have I a clean shirt ? ' It is his sole amount of preparation for the most mo- mentous affair — he may have dozens of shirts, he doesn't know — he's on thorns till he does know, and if there is one — he's happy. While a woman has to think of a thousand things, and perhaps after all looks a fright. I admit that you are great there, but in nothing else And you have your pockets. I grant you those. It's enough to ruin the temper of any woman to see a man a walking store-cupboard, while she, poor wretch, has only one pocket for everything, and obliged to sit down on that. If a Female had made the universe, Dinkie, things would be pleasant er for women, and they'd be made — different." A MAN OF TO-DAY. 89 " It would be a sweet world to live in, no doubt," said Dinkie meditatively, " and in that case, Melons, perhaps you'd be born — handsomer." Here the conversation became personal, and scurrilous. You must be graphic or die, in a large family, and when you do get a brief innings, you are a fool if 3'ou do not make the most of it. The successful people of the world have mostly, I think, belonged to large families. " But, console yourself, my Melons," wound up Dinkie. "There are lots of men who wouldn't dare to ask a good-looking woman to marry them who will very likely find courage to ask you. Odd — ain't it? — that a fraction too much on your nose or lip — a little colour in the wrong place, and it's ugliness ; just the right amount, and in the right place, and it's beaut}'. And there you are. You needn't even grin unless you like. You give so much pleasure that nobody 90 A MAN OF TO-DAY. wants you to do anything but sit still and be looked at. And you ought to be paid to go out to evening parties, and not even expected to make yourself civil ! " "You speak so feelingly," said Melons, "that one would think you were a beauty yourself. Which you ain't." Dinkie scowled. He had truculent eye- brows, huge thighs and sinews, and was chiefly remarkable for an agreeable habit of taking his coat off, and asking any male thing he happened to disagree with, to come and have it out round the corner. He was moreover blessed with curly brown hair, and it is just that same curl in the hair which often makes all the difference between an ugly and a pretty girl, or a plain and a good- looking man, though few people know it. " Just let me catch you purloining things out of my drawers for the Snapper again," he said, " and you'll hear of it." " ' The Lord helps those who help them- A MAN OF TO-DAY. 91 selves. Come in and help j^ourself at this store.' That is what an enterprising man posted up outside his shop," said Melons coolly, " and you shouldn't have such a choice assortment of everything if the poor Snapper at a critical period of his career isn't to touch 'em ! " "Who is the new young woman ? " said Dinkie, grinning broadly, " four times his own size as usual ? Hullo ! What makes Nan so jolly white ? " Nan put her hand up to her cheek. " It's — it's chalk. I rubbed my face all over with it before breakfast this morning, just to see if any of you would notice it, and think I looked pale — but nobody even looked at me." "It's lucky we ain't a kissing lot," said Dinkie grimacing, " and pray what on earth do you want people to notice you for ? Tm only too thankful to be let alone." Nan sighed, and looked down on her ragged 93 A MAN OF TO-DAY. skirt. There was not a railing in the place that was not adorned by a scrap of her clothing, or a tree she had not climbed, and tumbled out of. Some people are wicked and happy, others are wicked and miserable. Nan belonged to the latter class. "Dinkie," suddenly screamed out Melons, " there's smoke coming out of your pocket ! " " Must have sat on m}^ lucifers," said Dinkie, turning up the tail of his coat, and calmly crushing its smoking contents. " The Chief has forbidden you to smoke," said Melons reproachfull}', " and everybody knows that smokin^f leads to drinkinsf " " Ho, ho, ho ! " said Dinkie, roUing about in an ecstacy of mirth. "What do jon think old Shrubsole said to me the other day ? I met him with a blue ribbon in his button- hole and enquired what on earth it meant. He said he had joined the army because he thought it must be so delicious to be tempted — and to fall ! Now, for my part I hate A MAN OF TO-DAY. 93 teetotalers, it gives 'em so much more spare limit for getting themselves and other people into mischief. You know he lets out a trap on hire ? I asked how many it held. He said : ' Twelve really, but sixteen — • if intimate.' I say, girls, I believe Bunkulorum's gone a buster on snails again. I found the tool-house door locked just now " — which was a damning fact, as it was here that Bunku- lorum had originally been discovered con- ducting cooking operations over the furnace fire. In spite of Bunkulorum's quoting hisory, and urging French precedent, he had been politely sent to Coventry, and endowed with the full baptismal name of Shrompy-Snail-broth ; no one would kiss him at any price, and the family nose curled at his approach. It is true he had before this showed a tendency to other depraved tastes, such as quoting Shakespeare (which was insulting, as none of the others knew anything about that 94 A MAN OF TO-DAY. gentleman, or wanted to either), and trying superior airs on the strength of his book learning that only came back, like boome- rangs in an unskilled hand, to hit him violently on the head. " ! let him alone," said Melons. " Some people like one thing, some another. You may like something worse some day." "Precisely, my love. I may even live, when I have made a failure of everything else in life, to make a success of my stomach — as the Ancient Mariner does. Do you observe that Hugon never eats onions ? Now a person can't be healthy who don't like spring- onions — it may be low, but it's human nature, while your refined person who squirms at the sight of 'em — mark my words," he added, oracularly, " if she hasn't got a history, I'll eat her." " I'm sorry for her," said Nan. " Her eyes hurt me — somebody must have been awful bad to her to make her look like that.'' A MAN OF TO-DAY. 95 "Hurt herself, you mean," said Dinkie, robustly. " It isn't other people's wrong doings cut you up to that extent — it's your own, and when you begin by being very sorry for a person, you usually end by being sorry for yourself. 0! yes, miss, you may scowl, but Hugon's the sort of person you love passionately at a distance — you count up all her good qualities and diligently commit them to memory — and then, the moment you see that person, you go for 'em like a terrier for a rat ! You bet there isn't much she don't know — and hasn't done. Net result — face like an extinct volcano, no friends, and the post of cudgeller-in-chief of youthful wits at Fairmile. There's something wrong some- where — then look at her hands ! What was she before she became a governess ? They're too scarred for even a lady-help — when you're a lady you work so much harder than any servant does — but anyway those hands have a history, and you bet they've done some 96 A MAX OF TO-DAY. queer work in tlieir time. And I never could abide an ugly woman." " She isn't ugly," said Melons, nodding. " If there is ever any question about a woman's ugliness — not of her being a beauty, you may always decide it in the negative. Ugliness — real ugliness — " (uncon- sciousl}'- she looked at Nan) " is so unmis- takable you can't misname it. Any apology for it even is thankfully accepted. And Hugon is distinctly interesting — Jem certainly finds her so." " Jem likes Hugon," said Nan, who always stood up for the absent. " He told me him- self he had a very great respect for her." " When a man has a great respect for a female, that same respect removes her from the category of attractive and marriageable persons," said Dinkie. "But come. Melons, do not, like the blacks at Mandeville who when brought into Court hold a pebble in their mouths, being under the impres- A MAN OF TO-DAY. 97 sion that, so provided, perjury does not count, put a pebble in yours, but tell us honourably how things stand between 'em all ? " But Melons declined to be drawn. " I never see Easter speak to Basil," she said, " nor he to her." "He certainly keeps most of his conver- sation for JNTan," said Dinkie, ruminatingly, " though even if she were years older nobody could suspect anyone of being in love with Nan ! But I don't think he takes any of us seriousl3^ Penroses is a mere episode to him — no more. And meteors are very beautiful apparitions, no doubt, but the sky stops — and they go. Such men were never intended to marry, my Melons, but to be the j oy of the whole female sex. You don't suppose he got those delightful manners of his for no- thing, do you ? They are a monument raised to the frailty of your sex ! But, 'pon my soul, girls, do you know what he and Easter remind VOL. I. 7 98 A MAN OF TO-DAY. me of? Why" (Dinkie's similes were usually the reverse of elegant) " of two rival stags, equals in beauty, strength and fleetness, who when they meet, toss their heads, paw the ground, snort defiance, then wend their stately way apart, each grandly disdainful of the other. Both Easter and Strokoff want to play first fiddle, and neither means to play second. And woman is a fighting animal, you know — extremely so." " Man, you mean," said Melons. " No — woman. The world would be an abode of peace but for woman. She is always fighting for something — for new clothes, or a new man, or power, or out of pure cussedness — but she hardly ever stops still." " And what about boys ? " said Melons with much contempt, " who are insufferably rude to, and secretly jealous of, girls? Well, time mends that, and later on they come very much under the dominion of —