CfortteU Itttuetaitg ffithrarg 3t(;ata. Ntm ^arlt BOUGHT WrTH THE INCOME OF THE SAGE ENDOWMENT FUND THE GIFT OF HENRY W. SAGE r89i Cornell University Library PR4262.G51915 God and the man; a romance; Illustrated by 3 1924 013 445 659 A Cornell University y Library The original of tliis book is in tine Cornell University Library. There are no known copyright restrictions in the United States on the use of the text. http://www.archive.org/details/cu31924013445659 ' / placed myself belzveen the beast and the fallen GOD AND THE MAN A ROMANCE BY ROBERT BUCHANAN ILLUSTRATED BY FRED. BARNARD 'THE GREAT GOD CASTETH AWAY NO MAN • LONDON CHATTO & WINDUS I l''l>A.^,^^. 5>c6icaffcn. I. TO AN OLD ENEMY. I would have match'd a hay leaf from thy brow, Wronging the ehaplet on ojn honoured head; In peace and tenderness I bring thee now A lily-flower instead. Piire as thy purpose, blameless as thy song, Sweet as thy spirit, may this offering be; Forget the bitter blame that did thee wrong, And take the gift from me! R.B. Ocloter 1831. II. TO DANTE GABBIEL BOSSETTI. Calmly, thy royal robe of Death around thee, Tliou sleepest, and weeping Brethren round thee stand- Gently they placed, ere yet Ood^s angel crown'd thee, . My lily in thy hand! I never knew thee living, my brother ! But on thy breast my lily of love now Uet ; And by that token, vx shall hnow each other, When Ood't voice sai^ 'Arise!' R.B. Augmt 138;S. *,* This romance is the third work of prose fiction frffir. the writer's 'pen. In each of these works, a sxibject has been taken, which, though poeticai in itself, involved a treatment transcending the exact limits of verse. 'A Child of Nature,' written in 1870, though not published till nine years after, was the first of the series; the 'Shadow of the Sword' was written aiid pxMished in i8T5; the present work, and the ' Martyrdom of Madeline,' were planned together and mitten in close sequence. Each of the last three works has a particular ' idea ' or purpose, and descends to wh^it some critics call the heresy of instruction. The 'Shadow of tlie Sword' is a poetical polemic against public War; ' God and the Man ' is a study of the vanity and folly of indimclual Hate; the 'Martyrdom of Madeline' has for its theme tlf social conspiracy agai'ust WomaiJcind. a. iJ. PREFACE TO THE NEW EDITION. I HATE to thank both the press and the public for their generous reception of this romance, or (as it has been Btyled) tragedy in prose. Despite a title which alarmed the librarians, and a subject which some critics con- sidered transcendental, it was received with the utmosc kindness in almost every quarter. Certain sections of the religions world (by which I mean the world which calls itself ' religious ') may possibly have found it un- interesting ; for it neither supports nor attacks the Church of Rome, it has no bearing whatever on the English or any other Establishment, it has nothing to do with theological or ecclesiastical vested interests, and it has never been blest, or curst, by a Bishop. It is of little consequence, therefore, to the higher contro- versy — ^if that controversy can be called ' higher ' which consists of constant wrangling over religious institutions, theories, forms, and fictions. The author holds that true Christianity is an inheritance belonging to all men alike, whatever may oe the form of their creed ; and that the patience of tl»A world is wasted, and the VI PREFACE. millenninm of love indefinitely delayed, by an eternal dispute over miserable forms. Since this work was first published, the ' Old Enemy * to whom it was dedicated has passed away. Although his name did not appear on the front of the book, as it would certainly have done had I possessed more moral courage, it is a melancholy pleasure to me to reflect that he understood the dedication and accepted it in the spirit in which it was ofiered. That I should ever have underrated his exquisite work, is simply a proof of the incompetency of aU criticism, however honest, which is conceived adversely, hastily, and from an unsympathetic point of view ; but that I should have ranked myself for the time being with the Philistines, and encouraged them to resist an ennobling and refining literary influence (of which they stood, and stand, so mournfully in need), must remain to me a matter of permanent regret. EOBEBT BuCHAKAir. LOXDOK : Avgvxt 18, 1888. CONTENTS. 0IUFTS3 rA«n Peoem . , . . , r ■ , 1 I. A "Winter Night's PaoLOotyE . 4, n. The YKATta koil Back: a Death-i JED . 15 III. Shabotvs at the Pen Paem . 26 IV. SoTniTQ the Black Seed . , . 81 V. Enteb Peisctit,* . . , . 43 VI. Pathee and Dauohteb . 52 vn. A DiSAPPECTED SpIEIT , . . 62 vm. CtoiTDS IN THE Set . , , . 70 IX. The Enemt in the Path . . 79 X. Up at 'The Wiiio-ws' . . , 92 XL Another Lotb Scene . , 101 XTT, Kate Oebistianson'b Tbottble . HI XTTT. Kate coues Home . , . 119 XiV. The "Widow's Cup is Full . . 125 XV. The Dead "Woman . 135 XVI On Boaed the ' Miles Standish ' 144 XV 11. OuTWAwD Bound ■ f 151 XVTTT, 'John Dyson' . . • • 15S XIX. Face to Face again . . 166 XX. PSIECILLA MAKES HEB CeOICB . , 174 XXL Between Two Elements . . 182 xxn. Cast Aw4t . • • « 189 m coxTsyrs. XXIII. loB-DELFT FBOM THE PoLAE SbA . ■ .194 XXIV. The Stoem 201 XXV. Beset by the Ice ...•■• 207 XXVI. -An Eye FOB AN Ens' 217 XXVII. Here beoins Chbistian Chkistianson's Eecoed, ■WEIT DOWN BY HIS OWN HaND . . .219 XXVIII. The Island of Desolation . . . .226 XXIX. Chbistian Roofs his House .... 232 XXX. A New Pebplbxity 236 XXXI. The Face on the Cliff . , , . .241 XXXII. The Two Men 244 XXXIII. In the Shadow of the Cave .... 250 XXXrV. 'Comb Back with MeI'. . . . .257 XXXV. The Atieoea 264 XXXVI. The Bear 268 XXXVII. Vigil 274 XXXVIII. Out in the Snow 280 XXXIX. The Sick Man's Dbeams 284 XL. 'OubEathbe' 288 XLI. The Last Look 291 XLII. 'Snow to Snow' 296 XLIII. Fbom the Loo of the Whales ' Nautilus ' . 299 XUV. At the Sailoes' Home 303 E>!I/0<3U3 Sll ILLUSTRATIONS. 'I PLACED MTaTXF BET-WEEN THE BEAST AND THE FALLEN MAN' Frontisimcc 'All men, each one, beneath the sun' 'Facing the fire sits Chhistian Christianson or THE Fen ' ' " Help ! " shrieked the eot ' . . . 'He lifted his eyes' ' " You SHALL not go," CRIED THE GIRL ' . 'He 8AT and gazed into heb eyes' . . 'The cold geet light of dati'N streamed do-wn' 'Once alone there, she fell upon hee kkees' "flkibh toue work," hb cribid ' . . . • e»o-w TO Shovt ' . • . • , . to face p. 1 ii 7 t) 39 „ 63 ■t 95 n 1C6 >i 176 it 194 « 251 >» 297 GOD AND THE MAN PROEM. • Aii men, each one, beneath the sun, I hate, shall hate, till life is done. But of all men one, till my race is run, And nil the rest for the sake of one 1 • If God stood there, revealed full hare, I would laugh to scorn his love or care, — Nay, in despair, I would pray a prayer Which He needs must grant — if a God He ware \ ' And the prayer would be, " Yield up to me This man alone of all men that see ! Give him to me, and to misery I Give me this man, if a God thou be !"' Shape on the headland in the night. Gaunt, ghastly, kneeling on his Imee, He prays ; his baifled prayers take flight, Like screaming sea-birds, thro' the light That streams across the sleeping seft. From the black depths of man s despair Kose ever so accurst a prayer f His hands clench and his ayebaUs idL H&te'a famine sieksns in hia aoul. GOD AND THE MAfT, Meantime the windless waves intone Their peaceful answer to his moan. The soft clouds one another chase, The moon-rays flash upon his face, The mighty deep is calm ; hut see I This man is as a storm-swept tree. And, silrern-sandall'd, still as death, The white moon in her own pure breath Walks yonder. Doth he see her pass Over the glimmering water-glass r Sees he the stars that softly swing Like lamps around her wandering, Sown thick as early snowdrops now In the dark fun-ows of the Plough P Hears he the sad, still, rhythmic throl) Of the dark ocean where he stands, — The great strong voice stiU'd to a sob, Near darken'd capes and glimmering sands ? Nay, nay ; hut, even as a wight Who on a mirror fixeth sight, And screams at his own face of dread Within the dimness pictured, He useth God's great sleeping sea To image hate and agony. He kneels, he prays, — nay, call it not A prayer, that riseth in his throat ; "Tis but a curse this mortal cries. Like one who curses Qod and dies. • Yield up to me, to hate and me, One man alone of all men that see) Give him to me^ and to misery 1 Give me this man if • God thou be I ' But the cruel heavens all open lie, No God doth reign o'er the sea or sky, The earth is dark and the clouds go by But there is oo God, to hear me cry ! PROEM, ' There is no God, none, to abolish one Of the foul things thought and dreamed and don» 1 Wherefore I hate, till my race is run, ay ; the All living men beneath the sun 1 ' To-night he rose when all was stiD, Left like a thief his darkened door. And down the dale, and o'er the bill. He flew till here upon the shore Shivering he came ; and here he trod Hour after hour the glooms of God, Nursing his hate in fierce unrest, Like an elfin babe upon the breast t And all his hunger and his thirst Was vengeance on the man he cursed I ' O Lord my God, if a God there be, Give up the man I hate to me 1 On his living heart let my vengeance feed. And I shall know Thou art God indeed 1 ' Again rings out that bitter cry Between the dark seas and the sky — Then all is hush'd, while qxiivering, With teeth and claws prepared to spring', He crouches beast-like . . . Hark, O ha»k What solemn murmur fills the dark ? What shadows come and go up there, Through the azure voids of the starry air f The night is still ; the waters sleep ; the skies Gaze down with bright innumerable eyes ; A voice comes out of heaven and o'er the seas ' I AU: ; AWD I WTLL srVE THIS MAN TO IB£B 1 sa CHAPTER L A WINTER night's PBOLOGUB. <5eanddad, granddad ! look up ! — it is Marjorie. Have rou forgotten your niece, Marjorie Wells ? And this IS little Edgar, Marjorie's son ! Speak to him, Edgar, speak to granddad. Alack, this is one of his dark days, and he knoweth no one.' In the arm-chair of carven oal", stained black as ebony by the smokes of many years, and placed in the great hall where the ynle log is burning, the old man sits as he has sat every day since last winter ; speech- less, to all seeming sightless ; faintly smiling and nodding from time to time when well shaken into consciousness by some kindly hand, and then relapsing into stupor. He is paralysed from the waist downwards. His deeply wrinkled face is ashen gray and perfectly bloodless, set in its frame of snow-white hair ; hair that has once been curly and light, and still falls in thin white ringlets on the stooping shoulders ; his hands are shrivelled to thinnest bone and parchment ; his eyes, sunken deep beneath the brows, give forth little or no glimmer of the fire of life. Ninety years old. The ruin, or wreck, of what has once been a gigantic man. The frame is still gigantic, and shows the mighty mould in which the man was made ; the great head, with its broad overhanging brows and square powerful jaw, is like the head of an aged lion of Africa, toothless and gray with time. Kick the great log, and as the sparks fly np the chimney thick as bees from out a hive, his eyes open a little, and he seems faintly conscious of the Same, Flash the lamp into his sunken eyea, and aa be mutters A WINTER NIGHrS PROLOGUE. 5 curiously to himself, and fambles with thin hands upon his knees, a faint fiash of consciousness comes &om the ■mouldering brand of brain within. He is not always so inert as now. This, as the grave matron who is bending over him says, is one of his dark days. Sometimes he will look around and talk feebly to his children's children, and seem to listen as some one reads out of the great family Bible which stands ever near his elbow ; and the gray old face will Bmile gently, and the thin worn hand lie lightly as a leaf on some flaxen head. But to-night, though it is Christmas Eve, and all the kinsfolk of the house are gathered together, he knows no one, and sees and hears nothing. He breathes, and that is all. All round the upland hall the snow is lying, but over it, since last night, have fallen, in black tree-like shadows, the trails of the thaw. The woods are bare. The great horse-chestnut on the hill- top has long since shed its sevenfold fans, intermingled with jagged brown bads bursting open to show the glossy nuts within. Bare even is the ash, which keeps a goodly portion of its leaves so long, and stands scarcely half stript, darkening in the chill autumnal wind. All the land- scape round looks dark and ominous ; the shadow of winter is seen visibly upon the shivering world. ' Put a drop to his lips — perhaps he'd know us then.' The speaker, a tall, handsome widow of fifty, with grim, weather-beaten face, holds by the hand a dark- eyed boy of ten, swarthy as a quadroon. Friends and kinsmen of the family — of both sexes and all ages — ■ gather round. It is a festival, and all are more or less gorgeously clad, bright-ribbon'd caps and gorgeous silk gowns being predominant among the women, and blue swallow-tail'd coats and knee-breeches among the men. Next to the centenarian, the chief centre of interest is the handsome widow and her little boy. She has been long absent from England, having married a West Indian planter, and long ago settled down in Barbadoes. A widow with one child, she has at last returned to the village where she was born, and thotigh she has been some months at home, the novelty of her presence has by no means worn away. 6 GOD AND THE MAN. ' Pat a drop to his lips,' she repeats, ' and speak ap io grandfather.* ' Grandfather ! ' cries the boy, taking one of the cold bony hands. No stir — no sign. ' It's no use, Marjorie,' observes the good matron with a dolorous shake of the head. 'When he goes like this, he is stone deaf and blind. Some of these days, doctor says, he'll never wake up at all, but go out like a spark, as quiet as you see him now.' ' And no wonder,' returns the widow. ' The Book says three score and ten, and he is over a score beyond.' ' Four score and ten, and seven weeks,' pipes a thin voice from the background. ' Ah, it be a powerful age.' He who speaks is himself an old man, very thin and very feeble, with a senile smile and purblind eyes ; yet, gazing upon the figure in the arm-chair, he assumes an appraranoe of ghastly youth, and feels quite fresh and boylike. ' Four score and ten, and seven weeks,' he repeats, • and the master was a man growed before I was bom. He puts me in mind of the great oak by Dingleby Waste, for it stood many a hundred year before it fell, and now, though it be fallen with its roots out o' the ground, its boughs do put out every summer a little patch of green, just to show there be a spark of life i' the old stamp yet.' The members of the family group gaze open-mouthed at the speaker, and then, with mouths still wider open, at the tenant of the arm-chair ; one and all with a curious air of belonging to another and less mortal species, and having nothing in common with a thing so fallen and so perishable. And still the old man does not stir. Lying thus, he does indeed seem like some mighty tree of the forest, gnarled and weather-beaten and bare, uprooted and cast down, with scarcely a sign to show that it has once gloried in the splendour of innumerable leaves, and stood erect in its strength against the crimson shafts of sunset and of dawn. AU the long winter evening there has been mirth, making around him. The hall is hung with holly, green leaf and red bei'ry ; and from the quaint old lamp that ' Facing the fire, and the great Yule log, sits the old man Christian Christianson, of the Fen. ' A WINTER NIGHT'S PROLOGUE. 7 swings from the centre beam is pendent a bunch o£ whitest-berried mistletoe. Fiddles and flutes and pipes have been playing, and nimble feet have beaten merry time on the polished oaken floor. And throughout it aU grandfather has kept his silent seat on the ingle, and hardly seemed to hear or see. It is a grand old hall, fit to be a portion of some grand manorial abode ; and such indeed it was onoa upon a time, before the old manor house fell into decay, and became the home of the Ohristiausons. Pacing the great ingle is a large double entrance door, studded with great nails and brazen bars like a prison gate ; and whenever this door — or rather one half of it — is swung open, you see the snow whirling outside, and can hear a roar liie the far-off murmur of the sea. The hall is long and broad, and at one end there is a wide staircase of carven oak, leading to a gallery, which in turn com- rannicates with the upper rooms of the house. In the gallery sit the musicians, led by the little old cripple, Myles Middlemass, the parish clerk. Great black beams, like polished ebony, support the ceiling. The fireplace is broad and high, with fixed oaken forms on either side, and projecting thence, two sphynx-like forma of well-burnished brass ; while facing the fire and the great yule log, sits, in his arm-chair of polished oak, the old man, Christian Christiansen, of the Fen. The music begins anew, and the folk begin a country dance. Farm maidens and farm labourers lounge in from the kitchen, gathering like sheep at one end of the hall, close to the kitchen door. Then Farmer Thorpe, who is master of the house, which came to him with Mary Christiansen, the old man's daughter, leads off the dance with Mistress Marjorie, his grim kinswoman from Barbadoes. The others follow, young and old, and the oldest as merrily as the youngest. Loud cries and laughter rise ringing to the rafters ; there is struggling ill corners, girlish laughter, patter of light and peal of heavy feet ; and the louder the mirth sounds within, the louder roars the winter wind without. But old Christian sits moveless, with his blank eyes, half- closed, fixed on the fire. Like a fallen tree, did we say P Bather like some gray pillar of granite rising grimly 8 GOD AND THE MAN ontof the sea ; ■with the innnmeraWe laughter of ocean around it, and flight of white wings around it, and brightness above it; dead, dead to all the washing of the waves of life, and blind to all the shining of the sun. As he sits there, some look at him in awe, and whisper to each other of his past, and shake the head ominously as they think of his strange adventures sail- ing up and down the world. For he has lived much of his life in foreign lands, a wanderer for many years without a place whereon to rest his feet ; he has been a master mariner, and a trader, and an owner of sailing ships ; and far away, long ago, he gathered wealth in some mysterious fashion, and brought it back with him to buy the ancestral acres that his father's father lost. A stormy life and a terrible, say the gossips ; not with- out blood's sin and such crimes as, twice told, lift the hair and shake the soul ; for if they speak sooth, he has sailed under the black flag on the Indian seas, and taken his share in the traffic of human life. Those who are oldest remember dimly the days of his passion and his pride — aays when his hand was against every man, and when Lis very name was a synonym for hate and wrath. The women-folk speak, moreover, of his strength and beauty, when his white locks were golden as a lion's mane, and his gray eyes bright with ihe light of the Viking race from whom he drew his fiery blood. WhUe the mirth is loudest, pass out through the hall door into the night. The great door closes with a clang ; the brightness fades into the murmuring dark- ness of the storm. Stand en the lonely upland, and see the white flakes driving tumultuously from the sea ; far across the great marsh with Herndale Mere glistening in its centre like a great shield, and beyond the dark sandhills which stretch yonder like tossing billows for miles and miles beyond, the sea itself is tossing and gleaming, and crashing on the hard and ribbed sand of the lonely shore. The heavens are dark, and neither moon nor star is visible ; but the air is full of a faint mysterious light — like moonshine, like starshine, like the light that is in the filmy falling flakes. In this faint phosphorescence the frozen mere flashes by fit* A WINTER NIGHT'S PROLOGUE. % and the distant sandhills loom dimly in the distance, and on every side gathers the whiteness of the falleu sheets of snow. Behind the great farm, with its windows flashing out like bloodshot eyes, and its shadows coming or going on the crimson blinds, stretch the upland fields, deep in drift of mingled snow and sand ; and inland, here and there, glance the lights from clustering homesteads and Bolitary farms. A lamp is burning in every home to- night, for all the folk are awake, and the coming of the Christ is close at hand. A long lane, deep with many a waggon rut, and closed on either side by blackthorn hedges, leads from the upland, across fields and meadows, to the highway, only a mile along which is the village, and the quaint old village church. Listen closely, and the faint peal of bells comes to your ear in the very teeth of the wind ! — and look, even as you. listen, lights are creeping up the lane, and soon, shadows of human forms loom bo- hind the lights, and yon see the carol singers, with William Ostler from the Rose and Crown at their head, coming along, lanthorns in hand, to sing at the farm door. William Ostler staggers as he comes, and tumbles spravvling into the snow ; whereat there is loud laughter and scuffling of heavy hobnailed feet. Young men in heavy woollen coats, and girls in red cloaks with warm hoods, and little boys and girls following behind, come trooping along the lane. Now they meet the bitter blast upon the upland, and the lanthorns are blown ont, but with the light from the farm windows to guide them, they come stamping along, and, facing the hall door, range themselves in a row. Then William with a tipsy hiccongh, gives out the word, aiid the voices ring ont loud and clear. Scarcely has the carol begun, when all sounds cease within the farm ; the dance has ceased, and all are standing still to listen. As the last note dies away, the door swings open, and Farmer Thorpe, with face like a ribstone pippin, and white hair blowing in the wind, stands on the threshold, with shining faces peeping out behind him in a blaze of rosy lighi. to GOD AND THE MAN. ' Come in, come in ! ' he cries, cheerily. ' Woloomo aU ! • Stamping the snow from their boots, shaking it from their garments, they troop in and gather together at the kitchen end of the hall, where warm spiced ale ia poured for them, and chucks of home-made cake put into their chilly hands. Left outside in the dark, thg village children pelt each other with snowballs, and run races in the snow, and shout shrilly in through the key- hole, and beat with tiny mittened hands on the mighty door. It is close on midnight now. The carol- singers hayfl gone their ways, to make their music elsewhere, and get good entertainment for their pains. The house is full of the pleasant smeU of meat and drink. But the great hall is empty ; empty, that is to say, save for the old form sitting before the fire. There he crouches still, conscious of little save the pleasant warmth ; breathing faiutly, otherwise not stirring hand or limb. The musicians, the labourers, the farm maidens, are busy feasting in the kitchen ; whence comes, through the half-closed doors, the sound of loud guffaws, of clattering dishes and jingling glasses, of busy, shuffling feet. There is plenty of rough fare, with libations of strong beer and cider and ginger-ale. In the low-roofed dining-room, which opens out up three oaken steps at the other end of the hall, the genteeler portion of the company sit round the supper board, — a snow-white cloth of liuen, piled with roast and boiled meats, fat capons, knuckles of ham and veal, Christmas cakes and puddings, great rosy-cheeked apples, foaming jugs ot ale, flasks of ruby-coloured rum, and black bottles of foreign vintage. Farmer Thorpe heads the table, in his f wallow-tailed coat of botde-green, his long buff waist- coat with snowy cambric at the breast and throat, his great silver chain with dangling charms and seals j and facing him, at the other end, is Mary his good dame, splendid in silk and flowered brocade, with a cap, to crown aU, that is the envy and admiration of every matron in the happy group. On either side are ranged the guests in their degree, — Squire Orchardson of the A WlffTER mCHTS PROLOGUE. \\ Willows, a spare thin-visaged man in deep mourning, having the place of honour at the farmer's right hand, and pretty Mabel Orchardson, the squire's only daugh- ter, blushing not far away, with young Harry Thorpe, a tall yeoman of twenty-one, to ply her with sweet things and sweeter looks, and to whisper tender nothings in her ear. The light of swinging lamps and country- made candles gleams all round upon happy faces, red and bright, with fine shadows behind of oaken furniture and wainscoted walls. The mirth is real, though solemn ; for the wine has not yet had time to tell its tale. The old folks pledge each other in old-fashioned style ; healths go round ; pretty maidens sip out of tha glasses of their cousins and lovers, while fond feet meet, and knees touch, under the table. There is a clatter of dishes and knives and forks, a murmur of voices, which only ceases at intervals, when the wind shakes the house and causes the roof and walls to quake again. But all at once, above the crying of the wind and above all the noise of the feast, rises a sound so shrill and terrible that all mirth ceases, and the company listen in terror. It sounds like a human shriek, coming through the half-closed door that leads to the hall — a human shriek, or something superhuman, so strangely does it ring through the merry house. Hark, again ! There can be no doubt now. It is the shriek of a man's voice, sharp, fierce, and terrible. The more timid among the company — both men and women — keep their seats, shiver, and look at one another ; the braver spirits, headed by Farmer Thorpe, push through the open door, and gather on the steps leading down into the hall. In the middle of the hall stands, ghastly pale now, and terrified, the swarthy boy from Barbadoes, his hands clenched, his eyes staring, every fibre of him trembling with terror. Near to him. is another boy, stronger and bigger, of coarser make and breed ; young Walter Thorpe, the farmer's nephew, whose father lives down at the Warren. A little way off their little cousin, Mary Farringford, crouches dumb with terror, her large blue eyes dilated and misty with timid tears. All the three children gaze one way — the dark boj IS GOD AND THE MAS. &8cinated, like a murderer canght in the act, with the mnrderous look of hate and venom found by fear upon his face and frozen there ; young Walter a little fright- ened too, but preserving a certain loutish stolidity; little Mary quivering like a reed. All gaze towards the great fireplace, for there, still fixed in his chair, but with head erect, eyes dilating, and skinny finger pointing, sits the old man, awake at last indeed ! His mouth is still open, panting, and it is clear now that the shriek which startled the company came from his throat. His finger points to the dark boy, who recoils in dread; but his eyes are fixed, not on the boy's face, but on a glittering object which lies upon the floor, close to the boy's feet. An open clasp-knife, with dagger-like blade and steel spring, the kind of knife that seamen use, too often, upon one another. Farmer Thorpe steps into the hall, with the wonder- ing company behind him. ' What is the matter ? ' he exclaims. ' Who was it that screamed out ? ' Walter Thorpe, who has recovered his composure^ BhufiBes his feet, grins stupidly, and jerks his thumb at the old man. ' Him, ! ' he replies with characteristic indifference to grammar. ' And what — what's this ? ' cries the farmer, fol- lowing the old man's eyes and looking at the knife. ' Eh, eh, whose knife is this ? ' ' His ! ' replies Walter again, nodding his head at the other boy. ' Edgar's ! ' exclaims the voice of the widow Mar- jorie Wells ; and as she speaks she comes forward very pale, and touches her son with an angry hand. ' Edgar, what does it mean ? ' He scowls, and makes no answer. ' Have you been quarreUing ? ' she continues sternly. ' How dare you quarrel, yon wicked boy ? ' ' He swuck me,' pants Edgar, still with the mnn- derous look in his face. 'No, I didn't,' cries Walter. •Tes yon did.' A WINTER NlGHrs PROLOGUE. 13 ' 1 didn't — leastways till you pushed me against little Mary and threw her down. Then when I slapt your face, you pulled out that knife, and tried to stick me like a pig ! ' A murmur of horror runs through the company. ' Ton hear, madam ? ' says Farmer Thorpe, sharply. ' I think your boy's to blame, and if he was my son, I'd give him a sound thrashing. Fancy the young imp carrying a knife like that, and trying to use it too.' 'Edgar is passionate,' says the widow, haughtily; 'but I daresay he was provoked,' 'He said that I was black,' cries Edgar, looking up at his mother with his great eyes, 'and that when I was a man I ought to mavry a black woman — and cousin Mary laughed — and so I pushed him ; and when he struck me, I pulled out my knife, and I would have Slabbed him, if grandfather had not screeched out.' 'Fine doings o' Christmastide,' exclaims Farmer Thorpe, shaking his head grimly ; ' and look you now at father,' he continues, passing across to the old man, who still keeps the same position, with eyes staring and finger pointing. ' How goes it, father ? Come, come, what ails you now ? ' At the voice of his son, the old man drops his outstretched arm, and begins to mutter quietly to himself. 'Bh?' says Farmer Thorpe, putting down his ear to listen. ' Speak up, father.' The words are faint and feeble exceedingly, but they are just intelligible : ' Take — away — the knife ! ' At a signal from the farmer, one of the neighbours lifts the knife from the floor, touches the spring, closei it, and hands it over to the farmer, who forthwith con. signs it to the lowest depths of his breeche?' pocket. AU the company look on, breathless, as if upon a veritable miracle — the dead coming back to life. There is a pause. Then again the feeble voice cornea from the worn-out frame, ' My son John.' • Here, father.' * Call them ! — call the ohildrea ! ' 14 GOD AND TH& MAN. For a moment the farmer is puzzled, but seeing the old man's eyes again wander towards young Edgar Wells, he begins to comprehend. ' Come here,' he says sharply ; ' grandfather wants yon.' The boy at first shrinks back, then, with nataraJ courage, forces a smile of bravado, and comes boldly forward. As he passes into the crimson firelight, the old man's eyes perceive him, and the wrinkled face lightens. But the next instant the feeble eyes look round disappointed. ' Both,' he murmurs — ' both my children.' Again the farmer is puzzled, but his good dame, with woman's wit, hits the mark at once. ' I think he wants our nephew Walter,' she says Boftly. ' Go to him, Walter.' With a sheepish grin, Walter Thorpe steps forward, and so the two boys stand face-to-face close to the old man's knee. As his feeble gaze falls upon them, his lips tremble, and he gazes vacantly from one to the other from beneath his rheumy lids. Then suddenly reaching out one baud, he holds Walter by the jacket-sleeve, and with the other, which trembles like a leaf, tries to clutch at Edgar. But Edgar, startled by the sudden movement, has shrunk back afraid. • What doth he mean ? ' whispers a neighbour. ' Now, God be praised ! ' says Dame Thorpe, ' I think he means the lads to make friends. See, Marjorie, how he feels out to touch your boy ; and hark, what is ha gaying?' They listen closely, and at last they catch the words : • The children — put their hands into mine.' At a look from the farmer, Walter puts his coarse brown hand between the old man's trembling fingfers, which close over it and clutch it convulsively. But Edgar scowls and hangs aloof, tili bis mother comea forward and touches him. ' Put out your hand — at once ! * Thus urged, the boy partly stretches out his arm, when the widow takes his hand and places it, like the other's, between the old man's fingers. As the hands of the two boys touch in that sinewy cage, which now holds A WINTER NIGHT'S PROLOGUE. 15 them firm as iron, their eyes meet with a momentary gleam of defiance, then fall. ' Hush ! ' murmurs Dame Thorpe, softly ; and there is a long silence. The old man's lips move, but no sound comes from them. His eyes no longer seek the fiances around him, but are half-closed, as if in prayer. Presently tl ere is a faint murmur. The farmer bends down his ear, and catches the words, murmured very feebly, . . . 'Love one another.' . . . Deeper stillness follows, and a solemn awe fills the hearts of all the company. Presently the old man's hands relax, and with a quiet sigh, he leans back smiling in hia chair. His dim eyes open and look round, his lips begin to move quietly again. ' When I was a boy . . .' They catch no more, for the words die away, and he seems to fall into a doze, perhaps into a dream of the days that once have been. While he thus lies, and while the company return with spirits solemnised to table, let ub stay by him in the lonely hall, and with eyes fixed upou the fire, recall the troubled memories of his life. CHAPTER II. THE TEARS ROLL BACK : A DEATH-BED. A.8 far back as he could remember, — when, though his body was a useless log, and his eyes dim with dust of age, his memory was still green, — the Ohristiansons had hated theOrchardsons, and the Orchardsons had returned the hate with interest. The two families were heat and frost, fire and water, peace and war ; their spirits could never cross each other without pain. Physically, even, they were as unlike as tall stalwart trees of the forest and creeping shrubs of the common : the male Christian, eons, tall, stalwart yeomen of six foot upwards; the Orchardsons narrow-chested, stooping figures, below the middle height. lA GOD AND THE MAN. There was, moreover, this great difiference between them : good luck was ever on the one side, while the other seldom throve. A shilling in the pocket of an Orohardson multiplied itself to a pound, and the pound to ten, and the ten to a hundred ; while in the pockets of a Christianson, hundreds melted like withered leaves, Hke the cheating pieces given to foolish folk by the fairies. The Christiansons never could keep money j the Orchardsons never could let it go. For all this, and for a thousand other reasons, they hated each other the more. It was such an old hate, such a settled feud, that no one quite knew when or how it began ; indeed, there was a general disposition in the neighbourhood to trace it back to a mythical period, somewhat further back than the Conquest. But certain it was, that even in the times of the great Civil Wars, the two families were on different sides — cavalier Orchardsons hunted down by roundhead Christiansons, and being hunted down in turn when at last, with the Merry Monarch, came time and opportunity. Mention a Christianson to an Orchardson, and the latter would look evil, shrug shoulders, and show a certain sort of easy hate tempered with proud contempt. Name an Orchardson to a Christianson, and it was a very different matter ; the blood in his veins would turn to gall, his gorge would rise, and he would feel his strong frame convulsed with wrath, while his hands were clenched for a blow. The Orchardsons were more than shadows on the lives of the Christiansons ; the very thought of them lay like lead upon the breast, choking the wholesome breath. As years went on, and milder influences supervened, the fierceness of the vendetta between the two families died away, leaving only a great frpsty chill, in which the families, without any active hostility, fell farther and farther asunder. The Orchardsons remained at the old manor-house, ever increasing their substance both in money and land. The Christiansons kept tight ho'id of their farms down towards Hemdale Mere and the sea, but it was whispered in more than one wise quarter that they were deeply involved, and that when THE YEARS ROLL BACK: A DEATH-BED. if Robert Ohristianson, the reigning head of the house, went the ■way of all flesb, there would be revelations. One evening, late in the autumn, as young Tom Rudyard, the doctor's assistant, sat quietly smoking a pipe in the bar parlour of the Rose and Crown, with pretty Nancy Parkinson by his side, and buxom Mrs. Parkinson looking on with a smile, he received an un- expected summons. A tall young lad of about fourteen, clad in a rough yeoman costume, and carrying a riding ■witch, came bolt into the room. Tom started up guiltily, for he knew that to enter that bar-parlour was forbidden to Dr. Marshman's assistants (all of whom had in succession ' gone wrong ' through a too great love of festivity), and then, recog- nising the new-comer, grinned, and gave a hoarse laugh. Standing thus erect, the young doctor showed a very long spare body and attenuated legs, clad in a costume rather too loud for that of a regular practitioner, and encroaching indeed on the privileged style of the jaunty veterinary surgeon. ' Wbat, Master Christian, is it you ? ' cried Nancy, with a smile ; then, seeing at once by the boy's pale face that something was wrong, she added, ' Is anything the matter r ' ' Yes,' answered the lad with quivering lips. ' The doctor's wanted at once up to the farm. Father's taken bad.' One cry of commiseration rose from the two women. ' What is it P ' asked Tom, reaching up for big beaver hat, which hung on a hook behind the door. ' Not a fit, I hope ? At his time of life ' ' Don't waste time talking,' said the boy, ' but come along. Mother sent for the old doctor, but he's out and away at Deepdale ; so I came to look after you.' Although he was only a boy, he spoke with a certain authority, and through bis great height and powerful frame, looked almost a man ; certainly a man in strength, though his form was as yet shapeless and awkward, and his hands and feet too large. That he was greatly troubled and alarmed was shown by his bloodless face and the pale, dry lips, which he moistened every moment with the tip of his tongue. l8 GOD AND THE MAN. '.It's a goodish stretch up to tLe farm,' said the young dootor, with a rueful glance at the cosy fire. ' I shall want a horse.' < Take my mare,' returned the lad, ' she's standing at the door, and she'll carry you up at a gallop.' ' I dare say, and break my neck on the road. I ion't know a yard of the way.' ' But the mare does ; give her her head, and she'U go home straight as a shot.' Doctor Tom still looked doubtful. ' I shall want my instruments, may be.' ' Then do you ride on, while I go to the surgery, and bring them after you. I'll take the short cut across the marsh, and be there nigh as soon as you.' Walking out to the front door of the inn, they saw tho light from the porch flashing against a great wall of rainy blackness. It was a wild night of wind and rain. The sign was shrieking and tossing like a corpse in chains, and the air was full of a rushing hiss of water. In front of the door, just discernible in the darkness, stood a dripping horse, or pony, held by a ragged stable- boy. ' Lord, what a night ! ' cried the doctor, -with a shiver, and an inward imprecation on the inconsiderate people who were taken ill in such weather. ' Quick ! quick ! ' said young Master Christiansen, impatiently. ' Mount the pony.' ' Is he quiet ? ' ' As a lamb — only mind to give him his head.' Quiet as a lamb he indeed seemed, standing drawn together in the rain, perfectly still ; but no sooner were the young doctor's long legs thrown over him, than he was oflF at a bound. The rider had only just time to clutch the bridle, and to utter a startled yell — then darkness swallowed him up. Good Mistress Parkinson stood at the inn door, with her daughter at her side. ' Master Christianson,' she cried, as the lad moved away ; adding as he turned his head, ' let me get yon a drop of warm fAa, or a posset. You bo soaking through.' THE YEARS ROLL BACK : A DEATH-BED. 19 The lad shook his head, and buttoning his coat tight round his throat, ran swiftly from the inn door, leaviiiig the good woinen full of perplexity and simple pity. For Christian, though a wild and headstrong lad, or rather just because he was headstrong and wild, was a prime favourite in all that neighbourhood. ' The true Chris- tianson breed,' all admitted, with wise shakes of the head and secret admiration — quarrelsome, irritable, fierce and fiery, yet withal forgiving and open-handed ; proud, like his father and mother before him, of the old name and of the typical family strength ; so strong and handsome, that young maids, much his elders, had already been known to cast tender looks at him ; yet so simple and boy-Uke, that he preferred snaring a rabbit or setting a woodcock spring to the brightest pair of eyes in Christendom. Swift as a deerhound, he ran up through the village, setting his right shoulder against the slanting rain, until he reached the old doctor's cottage, and knocked sharply at the little low door. An old woman opened, and with scarcely a word to her, he ran into the parlour, or ' surgery,' looking for the doctor's case of instru- ments, and for such simple remedies as might be needed. As he searched, he rapidly explained to the old dame, who knew him well, the state of affairs ; and then, having secured what he -wanted, and buttoned them tight under hie coat, he ran out again into the rain. Swiftly stUl he ran along the dark road, not losing breath, though it was rough and steep ; presently, with one bound, he leapt a hedge and alighted in a field of rainy stubble. Though he seemed to bo in pitch darkness, it was clear that he knew every inch of the way, as, crossing a field, he came out upon an open common or waste, covered with dark rainy pools Across the common, and up a miry lane ; then he saw flashing on a hillside before him the lights of a farm. When he reached the farm door, he found it standing open, and Doctor Tom, splashed from top to too, on the point of entering, while the little mare, which he had ridden in fear and desperation, was standing with head down, quiet as a lamb. « JO GOD AND THE MAN. ' How's father ? ' asked the lad in a whisper, as he followed the doctor into the hall. A shock-headed farm-maiden answered something in \ whisper, and Christian led the way upstairs. Passing up a hroad oaken staircase, he reached an open corridor, flut of which opened several doors ; approaching one of which, he knocked softly. The door was immediately opened by a young girl, about a year older than himself. She put her finger on her lips, as he was about to speak, and beckoned the doctor, who quietly approached. Tn a large old-fashioned bedroom, with a polished flooi* of slippery black oak, and a low ceiling close to the black rafters of the roof, was a large wooden bed- stead, on which lay the figure of a man, a great gaunt yeoman, with iron-grey hair and clean shaven face. Some of his clothes had been hastily thrown off, and by the bedside were his high riding boots ; but he still wore his shirt and waistcoat, the former torn open to free the powerful workings of the throat. His eyes were closed, his face ghastly pale, his whole attitude that of exhaustion and semi-stupor, and his breathing was very heavy and hard. By the bedside stood a tall, pale matron, some few years his senior, and close to her, on a chair, was an open Bible. Doctor Tom came in on tiptoe, and standing by the bedside, sucked the knob of his stick, and gazed with rather vacant eyes at the man ; then, reaching down his coarse red hand, felt the pulse, and found it very jerky and feeble. ' Brandy — have you given him brandy, mistress ? ' he asked, in a hoarse whisper. The matron nodded her head. 'Well, give him some more, at once, please ; 'tis the only thing to keep life in him. How did it begin P What doth he complain of most ? ' In a low voice, the matron explained that her husband had been seized, while sitting at supper, with a violent pain in the region of the heart. He had coma in very wet and weary from a long ride to the neigh, bonring market town, and he had been fastin); all THE YEARS ROLt, BACK: A DEATH-BED. tl day. He had been a good deal troubled, too, she said, and that made him neglect his food. When he was first iseized with pain, she thought he would die at once, but when he had drank some spirits boiling hot, he got a little relief. Presently another attack of pain came on, and then they got him to bed, and put warm bottles to his feet ; since then he had been easier, and had seemed as if he wer« asleep. As the two stood whispering together, the sick man suddenly opened his eyes. ' Who's that ? ' he said, feebly. ' Be it the doctor P ' ' Yes,' said his wife, ' young Mr. Tom.' • Tell him I don't want no doctor's stuff; I shall be all nght i* the morning.' ' How's the pain, master ? ' asked the doctor. ' Middling — middling bad,' answered the patient ; then with a groan he put his hand upon his chest. ' There be a weight here like a millstone, right down upoa my heart.' ' Doth it pain you when you breathe, master ? ' ' Ay, surely ! like a knife a-cutting me in twain. But I don't want no physic — no, no ! ' He closed his eyes, moaniog, and seemed to sink into a doze. Doctor Tom led the matron aside. ' Tour good man's powerful bad, mistress. He'll have to be bled straight away.' ' Is he in danger, think yon ? * Maybe yes, maybe no. If the blood flows free, it may ease his heart a bit ; his viscera be gorged with black blood, mistress, and his heart doth not get room to beat.' So without more conversation or delay the young leech opened a vein in the farmer's arm. The dark blood came freely but feebly, and as it flowed, he really seemed to breathe with greater ease. When about an ounce of blood had been taken away, and the artery carefully bound up, he seemed to lie in comfortable sleep. • He'll do now,' said Dr. Tom. ' We'll look round In the morning, and see how he thrives.' aa GOD AND TUB MAIT. The matron, who had exhibited rare nerve daring the blood-letting, and had herself assisted without a word, now looked wildly up in the doctor's face. ' Will my man live r ' ' Why not, mistress ? See how easy he do breathe, now ! Ay, he'll live, I hope, for many a long year ! ' Down the great stairs slipped Doctor Tom, followed by young Christian. He was well satisfied with him- self, and quite unaware that, in the true spirit of the science (or nescience) of those days, he had finished his man, and drawn fK)m an exhausted arterial system its last chance of recovering its shattered strength. ' Will you ride back ? ' asked the boy. * On the back of that brimstone mare ? — not I. I'd rather walk barefoot, young master. Good-night.' The lad did not offer to escort him beyond the door ; but leaving him to wander home as he might along the dark roads, returned to the room up-stairs, and re- joined his mother and sister. That night none of the three retired to rest. The mother sat watching by the bedside, while the girl and lad sat upon the hearth, waiting and listening. Not a sound broke the silence but the monotonous breathing of the sick man, and a faint murmur from the lips of the mother, as, with horn-rimmed spectacles upon her nose, and the old Bible upon her knee, she read softly to herself. The room was dimly illumined by the faint rays of a wood fire, and by the light of a small oil-lamp, which was fastened against the wall over the chimney-piece. Seen even thus, the boy and girl seemed made in very difierent moulds : he, strong, herculean, rough, with blue eyes, and curly flaxen hair; she, tall, thin, and delicate, with swarthy skin, dark eyes, and chestnut hair. The boy, in his build and complexion, resembled the figure on the bed. The girl resembled the wan woman who sat reading by the bedside. Christian Christianson was scarce fourteen years old ; his sister Kate was rather more than a year older. Their parents had married somewhat late in life, and the two children were the only living issue of the match. THE VEARS ROtL BACK^ A DEATH-BED. Jj Both in name and frame did the rough lad show his Scandinavian origin, his connection with those far-ofi ancestors of his who swept down from the north in the old times, harried the seas and the sea-coasts, and scattered their seed far and wide on those tracts erf territory which pleased them best. Nothing foreign seemed to have entered the light current of his blood. While he lay there, rough and awkward as a lion's cub, he might have been taken for the heir of some old viking, bespattered from his cradle with the salt sea foam. But young Christian was heir to little save the sur- name of his father and the monopoly of certain fruitless fends. His father and his father's father had farmed the lands verging on the great sandhills, and within hearing of the sea ; and it was to be supposed that he would farm them also, when his turn carae. His father's father had died in debt, and his father had been more or less in debt when he was born, and the shadow of mysterious obligations had been over the house ever since he could remember. He had been brought up to no profession, and with no particular occupation ; but by looking on and using his wits, as boys can, he had learned a little of farming, and the value of farm stock. His education had been rough-and-ready enough. While his sister could play a little on the harpsichord, and sew a fine sampler, besides being able to read and write fairly, he possessed no accomplishments, save, of course, fchose which he bad acquired by sheer force of physical courage and perseverance. He could sit any horse barebacked, he knew every beast of the field and fowl of the air, he could wrestle and swim, and he was an excellent shot at birds on the wing— this last being a much rarer accomplishment in those days than we, with our modem notions, might imagine. But he had little or no taste for books, and beyond a good ear for a tune, and a good deep voice, which might have made him a fair singer, little capacity for any of the arts. As he sat before the fire, his eyes were lifted ever and again to the pallid face of his mother, who read on monotonously to herself. Kate Ohristianson sat with her bands in her lap, gaging at the fire. So hour after H GOD AND THE MAN. hour passed, an til it was past midnight ; and then, all at once, the invalid's sleep began to grow disturbed. He tossed upon his pillow, and clntcLed the counterpane with his strong hand, muttering half-articulate sounds. Suddenly his wife started as if stung, for she heard the sound of a hated name. ' Five thousand five hundred pounds . . . five per oent. per annum . . . Bichard Orchardson, his heirs and assigns . . . witness . . .' Here his words became in- articulate, until he added, gasping, his own name, ' Robert Christiauson, of the Fen.' Young Christian heard, and looked up with a strange darkness on his fair face. ' Mother,' he whispered, ' did you hear ? ' ' Hnsh ! ' cried the matron with uplifted finger ; for her husband's eyes had opened again, fixing themselves strangely upon hers. They watched for a few moments, then, with a low cry, the man started up and tried to spring out of bed. ' Father ! father '. ' cried Mistress Ohristianson, rising and pushing him back. ' What ails you, father ? Christian, come — help to hold him down.' The lad sprang up, and patting his strdug arms gently round his father, tried to soothe him ; for it was clear that his wits were wandering. « Who's that ? My son Christian P ' ' Yes, father.' ' Get me my hat and stafi", lad. I be going out.' ' Not to-night, father.' ' Ay, to-night. Tell thy mother not to sit up, for I shall be late.' ' Speak to him, mother ! ' ' Father, don't you know me ? ' cried his wife. ' Ay, ay, dame, I know thee well enough, but I can- not stay talking. I be going out.' Where are you going ? ' ' Down to the Willows. I must see Dick Orchard, son, and tell him my mind.' The listeners looked at one another aghast. The very mention of the name of an Orchardson sounded strange on those lips, but to hear one of the hated brood named so glibly, as a being with whom it was D0s.siWe TBE YEARS ROLL BACK: A DEATH-BBD, %% under any ciroumstanoes to havn human intercourse, was positively startling. ' God help him ! ' cried his wife with a cold shiyer. Exhausted by his efforts to rise, the farmer sank back upon his pillow. His breathing was now very difficult, and his face was convulsed as if with acute pain. They moistened his lips with brandy, and chafed tus trembling hands. ' Father ! ' cried Christian, trembling ; and Kate, standing close to him, echoed his tender cry. The farmer opened his eyes again, and looked round. ' Who's there ? Is that my boy Christian ? ' 'Yes, father.' ' Come closer, lad, and take my hand. Where's thy mother?' ' Here, father,' said Mistress Christianson. ' Oh, Christian, thy father's dying ! ' ' No, no, mother,' cried the boy. ' Tell Dick Orchardson ' So far the farmer spoke, then paused again. Again that hated name. There was a long pause. The farmer lay with eyes wide open, looking upward, and muttering to himself. They could make nothing now of his words, and a dreadful awe was upon them, for the shadow of the coming angel was already upon his face. Kate Christian. eon cast herself down by the bedside, hiding her face and sobbing wildly. The mother stood gaunt and pale, her dim eyes on the man who had been her loving com- panion so many long years. The lad, clutching hia father's chilly hand, was trembling like a leaf. So they waited, and it seemed, in that solemn moment, that the chamber grew dark. Oh that dread- ful silence of the chamber of death ! The poet speaks of ' darkness visible ; ' ihis is silence heard — a silence ominous and strange, in which the very beating of the heart is audible, and we feel the stirring motion of the nnconscious life within. They listened and waited on. At last a few faint words were audible. ' Down by the four-acre mere. Is that Dick Orchard- son p Tell him , . . Get me a light, lad, I cannot see e*> GOD AND TUB MAff. the letters, I cannot read ... Ask thy mother, forgive, forgive . . .' One last faint cry, and the voice was for ever still. Of what was a living face hnt a few minutes before, only a marble mask remained. All knelt and prayed, for the shadow which follows all men was in the room. CHAPTER III. SHADOWS AT THE FEN FARM. Whkn Robert Christianson was dead and buried, there oame at last the revelations that had long been pre- dicted. First of all, it was discovered in a general way that he was far more heavily in debt than any one bad guessed ; that, indeed, his affairs were a ravelled skein which it would take all the ingenuity of the law or all its cruelty to disentangle. Then, when the variona threads of obligation were separated from each other, and the widow and her children thought that the coast was clear, cam.e a letter, like a thunderbolt, announcing that the freehold of the greater part of the iarm lands was under a mortgage, that the interest was long in arrear, and that, to crown all, the holder of the fatal mortgage was their hereditary enemy, Richard Orchardson of the Willows. At first it was too horrible for belief. The very thought was an outrage on the beloved dead. The widow sat with stern sceptical face, while the boy Christian was loud in his expression of indignation. But confirmation quickly came. It was made only too clear that the deceased farmer, in the extremity of his distress, had accepted assistance from the enemy of his father and his father's father, and had given as sub- stantial security the mortgage upon the choicest of the farm lands. Bitterer even than death itself came the humiliating discovery ; bitterer, because for the moment it kiUed all reverence and respect for the poc dead, and showed SHADOWS AT THE FEN FARM. 27 him as a man yielding, forgetful, and barren of pride. Better to have starved, thought the widow, than have sought or taken succour from that quarter. Alas ! she little knew how long and terrible had been the farmer's struggle before he did yield, how cruel the pang had been, and how the pain of the secret had preyed upon the poor man's heart, until it broke in shame. When all was thought that could be thought, the mother and son spoke out by the fireside, while Kate looked sadly on. ' 'Twas a trap for thy poor father,' said the widow, ' be suare of that. Dick Orchardson set it many a long ^ear, and at last thy father, poor man, was caught. Ah, if he had only come home to me and told me of his trouble ! This comes of having secrets out-o'-doors.' ' What shall we do, mother ? ' asked Christian. ' Can we pay the money ? ' ' Nay, my boy.' ' And Lawyer Jeffries hath given notice that we must pay up or yield the land.' ' One or other, Christian.' The lad clenched his hands and uttered a fierce cry. ' They shan't take the land away from thee, mother. Let them try it ! I'll go down to the Willows, and make old Dick Orchardson own it was all a cheat, and if he denieth it ' The boy paused, livid with hate and rage. As he did so, his sister Kate, who had been looking on in terror, interposed tearfully. ' Nay, who knows,' she said, ' but the squire is more kindly than folk say ? Why did he lend our father the money, and help him out of his trouble, if he hated him so much ? ' ' Hear her, mother ! ' cried Christian, ' hear the foolish wench ! And yet she hath heard the preacher say that figs grow not on thistles, and roses spring not from thorns. An Orchardson kindly ! Mother, do you hear? ' 'Kate is a girl,' returned the widow, grimly, 'she cannot understand. It began long since.' ' What began, mother ? ' asked Kate. 'The trouble between our houses. If there had 28 GOD AND TBE MAN. ne'er been any Orcliardsons, we should be rich folk now. They robbed thy father's father, a hundred year* ftgo.' ' Bnt, mother ' ' 'Tis something in the blood,' cried the widow. ' k fox is a fox, and a kestrel a kestrel, and an Orchardson is an Orchardson, till the world doth end. The wicked breed ! If God would blot it out.' ' Amen, mother,' cried Christian ; and Kate, knowing their temper, did not dare to say another word. So it remained in their minds as a settled thing that Robert Christianson had, by some kind of devilish malignity, been beguiled into taking help of the Orohardsons, whose sole desire had been to crush the hapless family, and perchance close the mortgage. Thoy waited a little tim.e in great dread and anger ; but no more word came from the lawyers, and their whole lives were poisoned by the suspense. That portion of the freehold embraced in the mort- gage included the best and richest part of the farm lands, leaving untouched only some ninety acres and the old farm-house, which latter had fallen into great dilapidation, and stood, quite solitary, over against the sandhills, with its face from the sea, which formed a broad estuary two miles away. Inland before it stretched the farm fields, in a great hollow which had once been a fen, and still bore that name, but sloping gradually to rich pastures and clumps of cheerful wood. Over these pastures and woods peeped the village spire — the glistening of which, in all kinds of weather, was a cheerful and comfortable sight to the inmates of th« farm. The very solitude of the situation gave to the owners of the Fen Farm a feeling of possession and mastery. Standing at his own door, a Christianson was monarch of all he surveyed — of the broad and comparatively barren acres of the old fen; of the narrow osier-fringed stream which wound through these acres and then, curving suddenly, ran in among the sand-hills towards the sea ; of the rich slopes beyond, where crops waved green and yellow, or frosty stubble glittered, through the various seasons of the year. SHADOWS AT THE FEN FARM. Z9 There was only the spire to remind him of the world of men beyond, of the red-tiled village hidden from hia Bight, and of the heaven above. Then the sandhUla behind the house were his ; and these, though com* paratively worthless and only affording combes of arid pasture for cattle here and there, were large in extent, and gave a lordly sense of territorial sway. And among the sandhills was the rabbit warren, let to a cousin of the family on profitable terms. With the ancient freehold of the Fen Farm went, by right immemorial, the privilege of coursing and shooting. Every boy Christianson might run a hound or handle a gun on his own acres. Not only did rabbits swarm in the sandhills, but the sands were the resort, at certain seasons, of the hare, which would seek deserted rabbit-burrows and lie there till discoversil pwdw, and hunted out, by man or dog. Small wonder, then, if the Christiansens loved the place, and clung to every inch of the soil. Even the house, though a rambling tenement and scarcely weather- proof, with cheerless rooms and rat-haunted wainscots, was very dear to them for the sake of the generations which had lived and died within. In summer time, with its red front covered with creepers and wild roses, its dove-cot on the red-tiled roof, and the white doves wheeling and settling in the sunlight, it looked quite pretty and bright. There was an ancient orchard, too, with broken-down walls, and trees so old and gnarled they yielded little fruit, and grass as thick and deep aa the grass that grows on graves. But if the cruel debt of the mortgage was not paid, what remained ? Only the old house, and the sand pasturages, and the arid acres of the old fen ; only, in other words, a barren stretch of soil, not to be farmed with profit by any but a man of means. The pasturages and combes of the apland slope, which ever filled the eye with a certain sense of prosperity — ^the woods where the nightingale sang in summer and the woodcock was flushed in the frost — the rich fields which grew the best grain — all these would surely go. It was an ugly thought. To stand at the farm door, and know that possession ceased at the stream, and that the cattla JO GOD AND THE WAN grazing on the slopes beyond belonged to another, wonld be almost too much to bear. A few days after mother and son had discussed that cruel business of the mortgage, and come to the conclu- sion that devilry had been at work, young Christian was rambling among the sandhills with his greyhound Luke — an English dog, with a cross of the coarser Irish breed. Not far from the farm, he came upon the track of a hare, printed with filigree delicacy in the sand. The marks were confused and mingled, crossing and re- orossing one another, for poor Puss had been obviously ' running races in the mirth ' through the morning dew, out at last the lad hit upon the true trail. It led him a good mile between the sandhills. On the top of each sandhill or mound grew thick coarse cotton grass and grassy weeds, and whenever the track led thither he set the dog's nose to work. Presently, reaching the summit of one of the highest of these sandhills, he came in sight of the long flat stretch of black sand and mud ftinged by the waters of the sea. He stood for a time and gazed. The sea was quite calm, in the grey silver light of a still November day, with quiet clouds piled upon the horizon like a range of hills. A lobster-boat, with flapping brown sails, was crawling along by means of sweeps towards the distant fishing beds. On one spot of the sands, close to the sea, was a white swarm of gulls, sitting perfectly move- less, save when now and then a solitary bird would rise with sleepy waft of wing, fly a few yards, and settle again. AH was very still, but from a sea-creek not tar distant he could hear from time to time the cry of the curlew. While he stood, he saw sailing towards him, slowly, methodically, hovering always at the same distance from the earth, a large raven, followed at a distance of about fifty yards by another bird, the female. They came slowly, for each in turn, hovering over each sandhill, on the grassy summit of which something edible might hide, searched the grass for prey. Prom time to time the foremost bird uttered a thoughtful croak or chuckle, which the hindmost bird echoed after an interval. Christian knew the two birds wctU. Once, indeed, be AITADOWS AT THE FEN FARM. 31 had shot at the male bird at very short range, eliciting no other result than a defiant croak and a few falling feathers. Since then he had let the birds alone. They too had a freehold of the place, and had used it for a hunting-ground years before he was born. He watched the birds carelessly, till they passed in succession over his head, greeting him with a croak of sublime indifference, and then, poised slanted in the air, glided more rapidly away. Turning his eyes to the sea, he saw that the swarm of gulls had risen and were hovering in the air, their cries, made faint by distance, reaching him where he stood. Biiding along the sands, at a trot, was a horseman, whom, in the distance, he did not recognise. Idle, and tired of hunting the hare, he sat down and watched the rider till he disappeared behind the sand- hills, and the flock of gulls settled again on the fringe of the sea. Then, after a little time, Christian rose and walked down the side of the sandhill. In the smooth hollows between the mounds, it was impossible to see or be seen for many yards away ; and presently, as he turned round a sandy corner, he came full in view of a gentleman on horseback — doubtless the same he had seen approaching by the side of the sea. A man of about forty years of age, dressed in velvet riding-coat, breeches, high boots, and low^crowned beaver hat. He was portly, but somewhat unhealthy-looking, his skin being deeply marked with the small-pox, his eyes being somewhat shrunken and inflamed, and his hair and short-cropt whiskers of deep black. He was not alone. By his side, upon a small Welsh pony, rode a boy of about twelve years of age, evidently his son, for he had his father's eyes and complexion without their' disfigurements. At a first glance, he struck one as a disagreeable boy, with a supercilious expression, and a peculiar look of lying-in- wait. As he was riding, he did not exhibit his chief physical de- formity. Though scarcely a cripple, he was lame. One limb had never grown rightly, and though he could walk tolerably ' and comfortably, he could do so witja neither ease nor grace. At light of thes» two figures, Christian turned red S> GOD AND THE MAN. KB crimson, for lie knew them well. The gentleman was his father's enemy, Squire Orchardson of the Willows ; the boy was Richard Orchardson, the sqnire'a only son. To his surprise, the squire rode right up to him along the sands, and then drew rein. ' Tou are young Christianson of the Fen ? ' he aske^ in a sharp authoritative voice. Christian stood scowling, but made no answer. ' Have you no tongue, sirrah ? I was just coming to see your mother.' Christian started as if stung, and went from red to pale. Meanwhile his greyhound, seized by a fit of ex- citement, began to bark furiously at the heels of the boy's pony, which pranced and plunged, causing its rider to utter a timid cry. ' Call up your dog ! ' cried the squire. ' See you not 'tis frightening my son's pony ? ' Christian turned towards the dog and called it to him, with such a scowling sneer upon his face as was irritating beyond measure. ' Come, Luke,' he said, and turned away. ' Stay ! ' cried Mr. Orchardson, involuntarily raising his riding- whip. ' Is your mother at home, boy ? ' No reply. ' A Christianson all over,' muttered the squire. ' A cub of the old breed. Come, Dick.' So saying, he trotted off, with his son following ; the latter, as he urged his pony away, greeting Christian with a mocking grimace. Christian clenched his fists, while, with a shrill contemptuous laugh, the boy dis- appeared. His blood boiling with rage. Christian stood for some minutes ; then, remembering the squire's question, he began to hasten homeward. Was it possible that the squire meant to insult his mother by darkening hei door during her affliction. If so, let him take care. He would at least warn his mother. Excited beyond measure, he ran among the sand- hills, till, emerging &om them, he came in full view of the farm. He was too late. SHADOWS AT TBE FES T'ARM. 33 The squire and his son were sitting on horsebadt before the farm door ; the squire was talking and ges- ticulating loudly, and on the threshold, as if pointing them from it, was Mistress Ohristianson, stern, and pale as death. Christian strode up to the door and jokied the group, just in time to hear the last few words of their conversation. ' I am BoiTy you are so bitter, dame,' the squire was saying ; ' God knoweth, I have no wish to he hard upon you, and I will gladly grant you graoe.' ' We want no grace from an Orchardson,' answered the dame ; ' I pray you, sir, quit my door.' ' Tes, quit our door ! ' echoed Christian, coming up at this moment. ' Like cub, like vixen,' muttered the man to himself; then, turning to his son, who sat smiling upon his pony, he added, ' Come, Dick, we are not wanted here.' The boy laughed, and said something in a whisper, which brought a dark smile to his father's cheek. At the whisper and the look. Christian felt sick with mingled hate and rage ; and he made a movement with clenched hands as if to advance upon the pair, when his mother put her hand upon his arm to command him back. So the two Orchardsons, father and son, rode slowlj from the door, the boy pausing a moment at the gate tc give a wicked laugh and sneer, before he cantered awaj by his father's side. ' Mother, what did they want P ' asked Christian, trembling. The dame did not reply ; she was too busy with hei own gloomy thoughts. Turning back into the house, and entering the dai'k wainscoted parlour, she took down the old Bible fi'om its niche, put on her horn spectacles, and began to read, as was invariably her custom when her dark hour was upon her. Rocked upon the dreary billows of her favourite ' Psalms,' she felt with David the terror and the tumult of a wild unrest. In imagination, at least, her enemies were now scattered and smitten hip and thigh, and her soul went "Up in gloomy thankfulness to God. 34 GOD AND THE MAM. CHAPTER rV. SOWING THE BLACK SEED. Emeeqing from hei trance of wrathful prayer, Mistress Christianson gradually led her children to understand the real facts of the interview between herself and Richard Orchardson. The hereditary enemy of her husband and her family had, it appeared, made overtures of a seemingly friendly nature, and had offered, if the dame wished it, to withdraw all pressure for the pay- ment of the mortgage money. He had no wish, he said, to be too hard on a helpless woman, or to visit the husband's foUy and improvidence on the head of his widow. At this first allusion to the dead, she had been unable to restrain her indignation, and in a few fierce words she had launched her life-long hate at her enemy's head, demanding that he should cease to darken her door. 'Why did he come to the house he hath made desolate ? ' she now cried angrily. ' To lay some other trap, sure, for the folk he hath destroyed. I knew when he rode up, with that fox-smile upon his fece, and the boy grinning by his side, that he meant some hidden mischief; so that, when he spoke of kindness, my soul went sick.' ' And mme too,' said Christian, ' when I met them i' the sands.' Days passed, and the Christiansens heard no more of the Orchardsons. They waited and waited, in hourly dread and expectation of the fatal missive which should announce to them that the mortgage would be closed, and the money due realised on the land. But the missive did not come ; instead of it, there was an ominous silence. At last, however, some weeks after the interview at the farm -door, came another letter from Lawyer JefiFries, on behalf of Richard Orchardson requesting in formal terms, but polite, the payment of the moneys due. To this the dame replied curtiy, SOWING THE BLACK SEED. 35 saying that payment was impossible, and that, to make an end, the mortgagee was at liberty to take what course he pleased. This brought over Lawyer Jeffries in person — a little, hard, dry, but good-natnred man of business, who drove down in his gig from the neigh- bouring town, ten miles away. He was closeted with the dame for hours, and Christian, listening at the door, could hear high words from his mother, and soft persuasive periods from the visitor. Lawyer Jeffries strongly advised a policy of conciliation. His client, he avowed, had no wish to press hard upon the widow, though she was entirely in his power, and he himself was sure that, if she only asked respectfully for time and consideration, both would be given. It was throwing words away, how- ever. The good dame was obstinately resolved never to ask any favour from the man who, she devoutly believed, had planned her husband's ruin. The little lawyer rode away in despair ; but being, as we have said, a good-natured man, and kind-hearted withal, he carried to the squire such a message as seemed conciliatory enough, and Orchardson, who had just then no mind for harsh measures, instructed him to let the ndafcter stand. So weeks passed away, and though the Ohristiansons were still in constant antici- pation of a notice of ejectment from the rich Fen lands, nothing more was said or done. The doubtful peace thus attained between the two houses might have lasted long but for one of those events, trifling in themselves but often fatal in their issues, which so often complicate the relations of human beings. One day in December, Christian took his gun, and, followed by his sister, strolled out over the Fen lands. Their larder was empty, and he was looking for a hare. Though it was winter, tho weather was almost spring- like. The mist had lifted like a night-cap from the fens, and from the clear patches in the sky the sun sent down revivifying rays, as if to inspire new joy and bring fresh hope to the heart of every man, now Christmas-tide was nigh. It brought cheer at least to young Christian Christianson, who, strolling along over D % 56 GOD AND THE MAN. the fen, with his gun flang across his shoalder, had pro. bably never felt more magnanimous in his life. The mingled feelings of stern pride and bitter hatred, which had been handed down to him as the woeful inheritance of his house, and had taken their place only too firmly in his heart, seemed to fade tem- porarily before the beneficent light of the sky. The words which his dying father had uttered came back to him, and resounded again and again in his ears like a wail of admonishment and pain. ' Forgive — ^forgive ! ' — ^Tes, those bad been the last words on the lips of the poor worn-out man, and no one had heard them but the family whose souls, warped with hatred, sick with pain, were only too ready to forget that dying prayer. Christian, at any rate, had not quite forgiven even his father; and as for the Orchardsons, he had met hate with hate, scorn with scorn ; and while standing up, as he thought, in manly defence of his house, he had plunged into the blackest gloom of a mad Inferno But to-day, boy though he was, he asked himself why should these things be ? why not bury the past, as generations of men are buried, and with the help of God look forward to bright and happy days to come ? Forgive ? nay, he did not feel even yet he could forgive — that he possessed sufficient strength to reach forth his hand in friendship to human beings who had so often and so cruelly stung him and his. Forgive- nesB such as that would be unnatural, woald demand superhuman strength and kindliness. The utmost he could do was what he then resolved to do: bury the Orchardsons deep down amid the ruins of the sad and bitter past ; and with all memory of their existence blotted from his soul, try to live a ne^ life. He paused, and turned to his sister Kate, who was walking quietly beside him. ' Kate,' he cried, ' think you, when our father lay a-dying, and said, " Forgive — forgive," he meant that de\^'s brood up at the Hall ? ' ' Nay, I know not,' answered Kate, timidly, for she feared the theme. ' I think rather he meant mother to forgive Am for SOWING THE BLACK SEED. jy ever having taken aid from the enemies of onr hoase. His conscience pricked him sore for that misdeed.' ' Poor father 1 ' ' But he was to blame. Small wonder his con> (science stung him.' ' Alas ! ' • How now, Kate ? ' ' Perchance Squire Orchardsou meant kindly — ^per- chance he will be kindly still — nay, did he not say as much ? It is mad to cross him ; will you not forget old troubles, and give the Orchardsons your hand, and speak to mother, and then — and then ' She paused trembling, for Christian's face was dark with passion. Poor Kate was a gentle girl, with more of her father's softness than her mother's determination. She was utterly incapable of feeling a life-long hatred for the Orchardsons, not perhaps because she was usually more tender-hearted than her brother, but because her memory was imperfect and her feelings evanescent. She would forget a benefit as easily as an injury, while her brother was capable of keenly re- membering both. And he did remember them as he listened to his sister's words — he remembered also the feelings of gladness and hope which had filled his soul only a few minutes before. He remembered also his father's dying words, and he struggled to say, ' I will forgive,' but his lips would not utter the words. ' Kate,' he said, ' I can never forgive, but I'll try, if I can, to forget ! ' ' Nay, Christian, say not so,' pleaded Kate, quietly. ' What doth the Bible say ? — why, that we should forgive our enemies, ay, seventy times seven ! ' She paused, but her brother did not reply. His eyes were fixed with gloomy distrust upon an object close at hand. She turned, and beheld standing only a few paces ofE young Richard Orchardson of the WiUows. He had evidently heard every word of the con- versation, for on his pale, pinched face there was a quiet sneer. If looks of bitterness and hatred could kill, young Christian had at that moment lain dead at J8 aOD AND TBS STAIT, his feet. Kate, seeing with terribly sinking heart the dangerous looks ou the faces of the two lads, endear vonred to become peacemaker. She laid her trembling hand on her brother's arm. ' Come, Christian,' she said, eagerly, * we'll get home.' The youth, almost frightened at himself, was yielding to her influence, and would have walked silently away but young Orchardson stopped them. ' Give me that gun,' he said, ' or you shall answer for carrying it on my father's land ! ' Christian flushed up angrily. A hot reply came to his lips, but with an effort he suppressed it. ' Nay, not so fast, young sir,' he said. ' The Fen Farm belongs to the Christiansons to-day, if it goeth to the Orchardsons to-morrow. 'Tis you that are a-tros- pasaing, not I ; I be on our own land ! ' ' You Ue,' returned the other ; ' the land is ours — ■ my father paid for it to keep you folks from starving. 'Tis like a Christianson to hate the hand that fed him!" Christian again controlled himself with a mighty efibrt. ' Nay, I'll not talk with thee,* he muttered. * Come, Kate.' But the boy interposed. ' You shall not go,' he cried. ' Give me that gun, or I will take it from you.' Christian smiled grimly, amused to see the puny thing stand before him, pale and tremulous with passion, to hear him talk of using force to one who could have bent him like a reed at one touch of a strong hand. Kate turned to young Richard with outstretched hands. ' Do not provoke my brother. He is strong, and you are so weak ; I know he would not wish to hurt yon, but you say such wicked things.' ' My father is too soft,' cried the boy with a sneer. ■ Had I my will, I would rid the fields of such vermin.' Then he cried more angrily, ' Why did you set your uur at my pony's heels yesterday ? It is a foul brute, ' " Help !" shrieked the boy, writhing in the other's powerful grasp.' SOWING THE PLACK SEED. 39 and Aaron Hart saith it has been seen poaching on our land. Tes, had I my will. I would serve the master like his dog ! ' Christian was silent ; for at this moment hii attention was drawn from the speaker by an incident more terrible to him than any that had yet happened in his life. The dog Luke, which had been gambolling freely all the morning about the Fen, now crawled nlowly up to its master's feet. Every muscle in its poor body was contracted with intense pain, its eyes, wild and bloodshot, seemed to be starting from their sockets, its mouth was covered with foam, and with low piteous moans it tried to lick and touch its master. With a sharp cry Christian fell on his knees beside the poor agonised creature, while Kate, trembling with fear, pity, and anguish, burst into passionate tears. The dog, after expeiiencing a minute or two of intense Bgony, seemed suddenly to become bereft of its senses, and with one or two wild cries, and a terrible gnashing of teeth, fell back upon the fen land, dead. A minute later, when Christian raised his head, h^ looked straight into the cruel eyes of his enemy. For the moment young Orchardson seemed fright- ened ; his cheeks were ghastly pale, and he tried to turn away. ' Devil ! ' cried Christian, gripping him. ' Tpu have poisoned my dog.' ' 'Tis false ! ' cried Richard, with a guilty shiver. ' I^I did not touch him.' ' There he lieth dead. To your knees — confess it- er e I strangle yon ! ' ' Help ! ' shrieked the boy, writhing in the other's powerful grasp ; and Kate, tempted beyond measure, cried ' Help ! ' too. Beside himself with rage. Chris- tian swung the boy round and flung him from him with one wild push and blow. He staggered, screaming, and then fell prone upon the ground. There he lay as if Be>jBeless, while Christian, affrighted at his own vio- lence, stood paralysed, gazing down upon him. ' Oh, you have killed him ! ' cried Kate, bending mbove him, and chafing his hand. As she spoke the boy lifted his head, and showed his 40 GOD AND THS MAN. forehead bloody where it had struck upon a stone. With the blood trickling down his face, he staggered to his feet ; then, seeing the blood on his hands, ne began to cry piteonsly. ' Stop ! ' cried Christian, as he turned to go. ' Tell me you did not harm the poor hound, and I will ask your pao-don.' Young Orohardson made no reply, but, sobbing still, oast one look at the dead dog, and made a move- ment as if to spurn it with his foot ; then, with a blood-stained face, rushed rapidly up the hill. Kate, still sobbing, wrung her bands. 'We are un- done, we are undone ! ' she moaned. ' What v/ill Squire Orchardson say when he hears that you struck his son ? ' But this time her brother did not heed her, or scarcely seemed to hear. No furious flame of anger now burnt in his heart, but on his face there was a fixed look of horrible pity and pain. In weai'y sorrow he raised his eyes to the still smiling sky. ' Forgive ! ' he murmured ; ' nay, father, I can never forgive nm». Since there is a God above us, why doth He let such things be ? ' He raised the poor stiffening body of his dog, and carried it tenderly homewards in his arms, choking down his tears as he went. As he passed the house door his mother came out to question him, and he told her what had passed. She went very pale, but said little ; she did not even chide Ler sou for his violence. Christian laid the poor hound tenderly in the porch, »nd then all went into the house together. An hour later, there came a great rapping at the door. Anticipating evil, they went and threw the door open, and there stood Squire Orchardson, mounted on his black horse, and shaking his heavy whip at them all. He was livid with passion, and the moment he saw Christian, shrieked aloud, ' Where is he that struck my boy ? Where is the coward that smote a poor lame lad ? Come out, you dog ! come out ! that I may punish you as you deserve I ' SOWING THE BLACK SEED. 41 Christian was about to leap oat and face the speaker, when his mother, grim as death, ordered him to keep back. Accustomed to obey her, he paused. ' My son did not strike your son,' answered the dame coldly ; ' he fell, and so was hurt.' ' 'Tia a lie J ' cried the squire. ' He struck him ' My boy never lies, and he hath told me all.' ' Your son is the liarj sir,' said Christian, ' if he saith I struck him. I gave him a push in anger, and he fell upon a stone. But he poisoned my dog ! ' ' And if he did, what is the life of your wretched cur to a scratch upon my son ? Tour dog poached upon our preserves, and had I seen it, I would have shot it with ray own hand. My boy did well. Had he poisoned the whole of your wicked brood he would have done better still.' ' Yon are a brave man,' returned the widow, with a cold smile, ' to talk thus to a lonely woman. Had my man been living, he would have reckoned with the father as his son did reckon with the son.' ' Enough, woman I ' cried the squire, madly, ' If there is law or justice in the land, you shall all moan for this. Beggars that you are ! I will be even with you now. No more mercy — no, no ! I'll grind you down to dust ! ' 'Begone, sir ! yon darken our door.' And without another word, she closed the heavy door in his face. Listening within, they heard him muttering and cursing aloud, and striking on the door with his whip ; then, with a loud threatening oath, ho galloped away. They had not to wait long for the issue of that sad dispute. The very next day came the legal intimation tliat the mortgage money was to be realised to the last penny, and that if they could not pay up both principal and interest, they must yield the well-loved land. Thus the thunderbolt feU not quite unexpectedly, «nd they looked at one another with stupefied faces. Kate was the first to speak, and her words were characteristic. ' Mother, mother I do not let us be undone. Let m» go to Mr. Richard. Let me tell him that we beg his 4» GOD AND THE MA». pardon, let me sue for pity. I know lie will listen- to me, if T plead humbly enough.' ' Silence ! ' cried OhriBtian. ' How dare you think of it ? Tour father's blood flows between you and ' He paused, for Kate was kneeling on the floor and sobbing, and the dame was standing over her like a ghost, pointing at her with a lean forefinger, and trembling as a leaf. ' Christian ! ' cried the girl. ' Speak for me ! Mother ! ' Christian put his hand upon his mother's arm. For a moment the dame did not speak ; her lips moved, but she was too troubled to find words. It was terrible to see her white stony face, with its wrathful eyes. At last she gasped, pointing to the great Bible which stood open upon the sideboard, ' Give me the Book ! ' Christian placed it upon the table neai her. Stooping, she seized Kate's cold hand and placed it among the leaves. Poor Kate shivered and moaned, and tried to draw her hand away, as if she feared the touch might do her harm. ' Now, swear! ' said the mother. Kate only sobbed aloud. ' Swear on the Book, that you will never again wil- lingly exchange words with any of that name or that blood ; Bwear that in sickness and in health, as long as life lasts, you will never take the hand of an Orchardson or knowingly worship under the same roof with any of that blood or name ; swear that your prayers shall riao nightly against them, wherever you may be.' Kate seemed overcome with terror. ' I promise, mother — do not aak me to swear ! ' * Swear on the Book ! ' Thus urged, Kate Christiansen took the oath. The dame turned suddenly to her son. ' Tou shall swear too ! ' she said sharply. The boy swore right eagerly. Then he stooped and caught his sister in his arms, just (is she was swooning <» CHAPTER V. ENTER PEISCILLA. Bo it came to pass, through the issn© of ill-blood between mere children, aud between men and women who were as children in their foolish passions, that the breach between the two houses widened into a gulf as deep as hell. On the one side of this gulf of hate and darkness, sat the Orchardsons, rich, prosperous, in the full sunshine of fat meadow aud plenteous vineyard. On the other side crouched the Christiansens, a beg- gared famUy, bitter at heart, ever waiting for the evil hour which might bring vengeance. The mortgage was closed. The fat Fen lands passed into the hands of their hereditary foes ; and all remaining to them now were the old house, fast falling into decay, and the barren hills and burrows of sea-lying sand. Well, there are compensations even in the deepest shadows of trouble. It was something at least to have the old house, and not to be turned out by the bailiflFs, like conies by the ferret, into the open cold ; something more, to possess the ancestral sandhills, barren and desolate as they were. At a pinch, they could at least exist, though no human soul but themselves knew how sore at times the pinch became. Fortunately, they had never been free livers, and even in their days of prosperity had known little but homely fare. With keen thrift, now, they contrived to preserve a decent appearance before the world. Widow and daughter kept their needles busy, and their spinning-wheels as well ; so that Christian, who had a rough boy's knack of destroying apparel, never went otherwise tlian neatly clad. And the boy, who was the idol of both, had his luxuries too. Many a time the two lonely women went without common necessaries themselves in order that the head and hope of the house might have gentlefolk's fare. Id this sad season of poverty and social disgrac-e, it 44 GOD AND THE MAN. is hard to say what would have become of young Christian Ohristianson if he had not relieved his angry moods by that free physical exercise of which he had ever been, so fond. The women had their Bible, their con- stant means of communication with some strange &r-ofi[ Divine sympathy; his, on the contrary, was not a religious nature, and in more respects than one he belied his name. For weeks and months the shame and outrage of that cruel legal revenge dwelt within him, poisoning every thought and feeling, distorting every hope and dream. At first, but for the piteous pleading of his sister and the sad command of his mother, he would certainly have gone off and committed murder. Foi weeks afterwards he was in the mood, had either father or son crossed his path, to have shot him dead, or to have sprung upon him and tried to tear him limb from limb. Fortunately, his mad rage was suffered to consume itself, and to die away, without receiving any fresh fuel from without. So the boy went and came, somewhat more dark and sullen than before, but to all outward seeming, little changed. Tears passed on, and the bitterness of seeing others in possession of the ancestral land, which stretched rich and plenteous before the very door, had begun to wear away. Poverty was so familiar that it no longer seemed very unfriendly or quite unkind. The widow had accepted her cross patiently, and by dint of strict parsimony, had saved a trifle. At all events, affairs could grow no worse, — unless the very roof fell in upon their heads, a not altogether unlikely contingency, taking into consideration the state of the farm-repairs. It is to be feared that, in one particular respect, Christian had suffered severely. His education had been unduly neglected. It is doubtful, however, if much more attention would have been given to his training, even had the family not fallen on evil days. In those times, many a wealthy farmer was too illiterate even to write his own name, and book-learning was generally regarded as so much vanity, not to be in- ENTER PRISCILLA. 45 dnlged in by sensible folk whose lives were occupied in tilling the land and accumulating gold. What he lacked in knowledge, Christian Christianson gained in manly strength and beauty. At twenty years of age, he might have sat to a painter for a youthfal Thor. His short clustering ringlets, his firmly-chiselled face with its grave blue eyes and splendid chin, his strong yet shapely neck, his perfectly-moulded arms and limbs, were all in keeping. Though of great height, he had none of the unwieldiness of giants. His only defect was a peculiar stoop in the shoulders, a not unusual characteristic, I have noticed, of brooding and determined men. For the rest, his disposition, it is to be feared, waa sullen and stern. He had strong and stirring passions, as we have seen, but they had been subdued to a gloomy sense of wrong. Brave, honest, incapable of meanness or treachery, he yet conveyed in his manner a certain feeling of dangerous repression. His bitterness against the world had been fostered by constant loneliness ; for the family had now few friends. It was his twentieth birthday, and the day, a clear June day of unusual brightness, broke with warmth and splendour over the sandhills and the sea. He had risen early, and gone down to the sea for a swim. Emerging from the water, light and glistening as a naked god, and happy for the time in the glowing consciousness of life, he cast on his clothes, and turning inland, ha threw himself on one of the hot sandhills, to bask in the sun. All was perfectly still — the clear heaven, the calm throbbing ocean, the long flat sands still wet from the receding tide : not a sound broke the summer silence. All at once, however, the stillness was broken by the Bound of a voice, singing. So suddenly did it rise, and so near at hand, that he was quite startled. Half-rising he listened. Tes, there could be no doubt whatever; some one was singing close by. A clear silvery voice, like that of a woman. Stranget still, the words seemed merry and foreign, belonging to 46 GOD AND THE MAN. some language he did not understand. It seemed like witchcraft, and Christian, who was not without his superstitions, felt a trembling thrill run through his frame. This lasted only for a minute ; then, rising to his feet, he moved over the sandhills in the direction of the voice. A few quick strides brought him within sight of the Binger. Down beneath him, in a green space between the sandhills, sprinkled with canna-grass and yellow flowers, a young girl was walking, singing clearly to herself as she moved and sang in the summer sunshine. She was dressed in black, without one trace of any ornament. Even her bonnet was black, which she had taken off and was swinging by the strings. The con- trast between her gloomy dress and her bright face set in golden hair was sufficiently startling ; but equally aa great was the contrast between that dress and the clear gay trill- of her girlish voice. Christian stood looking on in wonder. He was used to country maidens, but this apparition seemed some- thing quite difierent. She wore dainty boots and gauntlet gloves, and her attire, though so sombre in colour, was of fine material and elegant in form. As he gazed she ceased to sing, and stooping down gathered one or two of the yellow flowers ; these she fastened to her bosom, and as she did so, gave a silvery laugh. Christian was fascinated. He had never seen a human being so completely at ease with herself and with the world. In h3r complete contentedness with her own company and thoughts, she realised Words- worth's lines : — Solitude to her Is sweet society, who fills the air With gladness and involuntary song. He looked on in wonder. Presently the girl resumed hei" walk, and her voice rose again. This time the tune was even gayer, though the words were still foreign and strange. Then, finishing a verse, she laughed again, out of sheer delight cf hcait. ENTER FRISCILLA. 4; It seemed hardly fkir and honest to play the Bpy in that fashion, without letting the young lady know that she was not unobserved; so Christian, though he felt bashful for the first time in his life, gave a cough to attract her attention. She looked up at once, and, to his ustonishmenf^ smiled and beckoned. Scarcely knowing what he did, he walked down towards her, and soon encountered the full fire of a pair of blue eyes, directed right into his own. Then came a point-blank question. ' How long have you been listening, if you please P ' Christian stammered, blushed, and looked confused. Before he could find an answer, came another question. ' Do you belong to this place ? ' ' Tes,' he said. ' Then perhaps you can help me. I have lost my way.' ' Lost your way,' said the young man, looking puzzled. ' Why ' He was about to aiSk the question which she at once, without hearing him, answered offhand. ' I was wandering along the sea-shore, and I turned off among the sandhills ; and each is so like the other that I got lost among them.' ' Yovl. did not seem to mind.' ' Nay, but I was singing to keep my courage up. Yoa heard me ? ' ' Yes.' ' Did you think I was singing a hymn ? ' Christian stared, and involuntarily shook his head. * Since it was in French, perchance you could not tell,' she added, smiling, seeing the shadow of a smile on Christian's face. ' Well, perchance it was not a hymn at all, but a chanson I learned over in France.' There was something so frank and artless in the girl's manner, something so utterly different from the self-conscious timidity and blushing stupidity of counti'y maidens, that Christian was perfectly bewildered. To be addressed so fearlessly and carelessly by a complete stranger was in itself a novelty. He felt for the time (8 GOD AND THE MAN. lik» an awkward lout, tackled for the first time by a fairy of the wood or Bea. ' Do yon — live here ? Nay, in the neighbourhood, T mean ? ' ' I am staying with my father, over in Brightling> head.' Brightlinghead was a small fishing village, sitoated some miles away, upon the sea-shore. ' And you ? ' she asked. ' I live at the Fen Farm, in yonder.' ' What is your name ? ' ' Christian Christianson.' She looked at him from top to toe, with the franlt yet modest look that was peculiar to her. ' Ton must be a good Christian, in sooth, if you are like your name.' Christian coloured up, and said awkwardly, ' What is your father ? Not of these parts ? ' ' Nay,' she replied, ' he is a stranger. He hath come down hither to preach God's Word.' Christian wondered again ; to his simple sense, there seemed something most inconsistent between gospel- preaching and a vision so bright and sweet. ' Your father is a parson, then ? ' The girl shook her head. ' Nay, he is not in holy orders, though he hath had a call. Since he heard good Mr. Wesley preach, the Spirit hath moved him to discourse for poor folks' conversion.' Another change. She spoke now with a quite different intonation, recalling the prim phrases of the dissenting chapel. Her eyelids drooped demurely, and the edges of her pretty mouth were just turned down — like a roseleaf folding. While speaking, they had moved on quietly towards an opening in the sandhills, and they were now within view of the open sea sands. 'I shall know my way now,' she said, quietly. • Good day, friend.' But Christian, with the fascination of her presence strong upon him, was not to be parted with so easily. He kept by her side saying ; ENTER PRISCILLA. 49 ' If you will sufiFer me, I can show yon a short out back to your village. 'Tis but going round yonder by the skirts of the water-meadow, instead of winding along the curves of the sea.' • Point me the path, prithee, and I will take it.' ' Nay, I will go with yon a piece of the way.' The girl smiled, and looked at him again with her bright eyes. ' A good Christian, as I said ! Come, then, good Christian ! ' And she tript along with happy unconcern, he following. As they went, he had a better opportunity of observing her, and the more he looked, the more his wonder grew. She could not have been more than seventeen or eighteen, and yet her manner had the perfect repose of a mature woman. Her complexion was very pale, yet clear, her eyes matchlessly bright, her eyebrows dark, yet her hair the lightest of gold. He noted, too, that she had tiny hands and feet. Her figure was slight yet very graceful, and she walked with a light elastic tread. By this time she had put on her bent bonnet, a structure of the then fashionable coal-scuttle shape, yet wondrously becoming to a plump and pretty face. Christian had seen few women save his own mother and sister, and such rustic beauties as he knew were of the red- cheeked, not to say red-elbowed, order. Of ladies proper he knew little or nothing. There was the vicar's wife, who might have once been comely, but was now sedately grim ; and her daughters — young ladief with shrill voices and high waists. Lawyer Jefiries' daughter was a bold-looking, handsome girl, and so were many of the farmers' daughters round about. But the one invariable characteristic of all these persons, plain or fair, was that they had two distinct manners — the 'stand off' manner and the 'come on ' manner — whenever they were in company with a person of the other sex. In one word, they were either flirts or prudes ; in either case ridiculously consoioua of the Bexnal distinction. Now, the curious charm about this pretty strange? « 50 GOD AND THE MAN. was ier complete tmconsciousness of anything of the sort. She spoke to Christian as frankly as one young man might talk to another, with perfect modesty, perfect nnconsciousness, and perfect ease. She took him at once, as it were, into her confidence, as a human bring, and yet, all the time, she preserved a certain pretty virginal dignity, which warned him that it would be a dangerous thing to encroach. So he followed her as a dog might follow its mistress, happy, yet conscious of the command of a superior epirit. They passed along the sea-shore, along the border of lie water-meadow, and then, crossing a field, found themselves in a dusty country road deeply furrowed witii old cant-ruts, yet thjckly sprinkled with growing grass. The hedges were high, and the grass all under them was thickly sprinkled with speedwells and dog-violets. The thick hedge shut out the distant sea, and it seemed like walking in a wood. Presently the maiden paused. ' Ton must not come any further — I am quite right now.' ' 'Tis but a short step further,' returned Christian, ' and I will not leave you yet. Perchance before I go,' he said, ' you will tell me yonr name.' ' Did I not tell you, friend ? It is Priscilla.' ' Mistress Priscilla ' ' PrisoUla Sefton, at your service,' she cried, smiling and dropping a little curtsey ; ' and now, since you have proved yourself good Samaritan as well as good Christian, I prithee come no further.' The young man tingled and blushed each time she played upon his name. ' I have naught to occupy me, and I nm going your way,' he replied. ' Naught to occupy you ? ' she cried, with a smile. 'Know you not the rhyme, "Satan doth find some mischief still, for idle hands to do " ? But there, since you are so willing, come along.' So they went side by side. Presently they came to a little bridge, arched like a maiden's foot, spanning s bright brook, that went leaping doxMi to the sea. < ENTER PRISCILLA. 51 PrisciDa paused, and leant over, looking at the iparkling water. Just below the bridge, it made a pool, fringed deep with sedge and reeds, and in among the reeds white water-lilies were just unfolding, each with a pinch of gold in its heart, and on the banks hung wild rose-bushes, with pink flowers fluttering open to see their images in the water beneath. Just then, a bright little bird, in gorgeous summer clothing of red, blue, and gold, darted through the arch of the bridge, paused as if to alight on an outreaching twig of the rose-bushes, and then, seeing Priscilla, flew on rapidly with a sharp cry, keeping very close to the water, and following with rapid precision every winding of the brook. ' What a beautiful bird ! ' cried the girl. ' Do yoa know its name ? ' ' 'Tis a kingfisher,' ' And look — there is another ! ' On a stone in the middle of the pool was a little bird with a snow-white breast, dip-dipping in rapid motion as it stood, with its head cocked on one side, and its sharp eye so intent on the water that it did not see the human forms above it. As Priscilla spoke, it quietly alipt into the water and disappeared from sight. ' That is a water-ouzel,' exclaimed Christian. The little bird re-emerged, stood on the stone again dip-dipping, and then, startled, flew ofi' after the king, fisher, down the stream. 'How nice to be a country lad,' said Priscilla, 'and to know all the pretty birds and flowers. 'Tis almost my first visit to the green fields. I have lived all my life in smoky towns.' ' London born, perchance ? ' queried Christian. ' Tes ; but since I was twelve years old, I have dwelt with my good Aunt Dorcas in Liege. It waa pleasant Uiere, but I love our England best.' a a 'i2 SOD AlfD THE MAN. CHAPTER VI FATHEE AND DAUGHTEE. As they lingered there, leaning over the keystone of the little bridge, they formed a fine contrast; he, so mightily and grandly made, with his snnbumt cheeks and air of Arcadian simplicity ; she, so delicate and fairy-like, in her tight-fitting dress of black, with her little gloved hands and fairy feet. Down below them in the shadows the gnats swarmed, and the minnows sparkled, and the trout leapt ; birds were singing on every side ; in heaven, there was full sunshine ; on earth, perfect fruition of the summer tide. Delicious was the birds' song, delicious the cool trickling sound of the running brook. Like a child delighted, Priscilla listened, and her pure face reflected the joy of all the happy things around her. Toung Christian looked and gladdened. He did not know it yet, for he was a boy, but the divine hour had come : the hour which does not come to all (for to some men capable of infinite afEection it never comes at all), but which, when it does come, means transfigura. tion. This delicate being, bringing with her the per. fume and the beauty of some unknown world, thia dainty stranger, who talked with him already as frankly as if he were an old friend, held him spell-bound. Yet, strange to say, he was not tongue-tied ; to his own astonishment, he found himself catching the contagion of her frankness, and talking with a freedom unusual to him. 'This isThornley Beck,' he said; 'down yonder, % mile away, it runneth into the sea. I have seen the white trout trying to climb it in autumn floods, but they cannot pass the bridge, and there are no pools, so they cannot stay. Down close to the sands, there be silver mullet in hundreds, and the fishermen take them in the net.' Christian spoke as a country lad, loving sport better than sentiment. To him, the fishing possibilities of FATHER AND DAUGHTER. 55 the beacli were of infinitely more Consequence than its natural beauties, for the artistic sense had never been bom within him. ' Had I my will,' said Prisoilla, thoughtfully, • nona should snare the pretty fish. 'Tis a sin to slay what the good God made.' The lad stared, for such talk was to bim incompre* hensible. ' God made the fish for food,' he answered, ' and the beasts, and the birds of the air. Our Lord Himself did go a-fishing once.' 'Nay, 'twas a miracle,' answered the maiden, 'and these things are hard to understand. God meant it foi a merry world, but our sin hath transformed it. Had yon seen what I have seen, in the wicked city, you would be sad.' ' What have you seen ? ' • Human folk dwelling in places dark and foul ; men and women pining away for lack of the sweet air ; little babes starving at the breast ; and I have heard cursing and gnashing of teeth, such as the good pilgrim your namesake heard when he lay him down in a den.' ' What took you into such evil places ? ' asked Christian in surprise. ' I went with my father, to save souls.' ' How ? ' ' By reading to them out of the Blessed Book, and by telling them of Him that loved them and laid down His life for their sakes. I have stood by and sung sweet hymns to them, while they smiled and died.' The lad's wonder deepened. The girl's words were so sad and terrible, and yet her face remained so bright and simple. Here and there in her intonation he seemed to catch the twang of the preacher, but the manner was 80 difierent, so calm and innocently assured. A sudden question occurred to him, and he uttered it at once. ' You wear black, — ^you are in mourning perchance ? ' She shook her head. ' My mother died long ago, when I was a babe ; but my father doth not think light colours seemly, nor do aoj of our folk.' U GOD Afro THR MAS. •Tour folk?' • We are of good Master Wesley's flock, and he him self hath sent my father hither.' Now Christian had heard of the great preacher, as of one maHgnant in all respects, disaffected to Ohnroh and State and King ; and he had heard of his people, as of people to be avoided and distmsted by all good subjects. Nay, in his own district there were sprinkled a few infected individuals, who were at war with the parson and exiled from Society in general. Notably, there was one Elijah Marvel, a shoemaker of grim and forbidding aspect, who would bandy words with the vicar himself, and had in consequence lost all custom, fallen on evil days, and alas ! taken to strong ale — fortified by which, he became even more malignant than before. His mother, he knew, often spoke of Mr. Wesley with a certain re- spect, but she had never openly fallen away from the Church, and had sent her children to church and Sunday, school, and had a stately welcome for the pastor of the parish whenever he paid her an oflBcial visit. Altogether, Christian shared to the full the popular prejudice against dissenters of all kinds ; for he had not learned to think for himself on religious subjects, and took his religion as it came to him, with the other traditions of his race and blood. Prisoilla noticed his astonishment, and looked at him with grftve thoughtfulness. 'You are not of my father's persuasion}" ' Nay,' cried Christian, quickly, ' I am for the King.' Priscilla's face blossomed into an amused smile. ' And so are we aU ! ' 'Nay, I thought ' 'Well, good Christian P' ' — That Master Wesley was a Pretender's man, and an enemy to all good subjects.' ' Master Wesley is for the Lord Jesus, the King of kings,' she replied simply, ' and I fear you have heard him belied like his Master before him. I would you ccnld hear him preach : he is so terrible, yet he can be so genUe when he lists. His voice is as the sounding of trumpets, jret his smile is kindly as the sunshine upon the sssk FATHER AM) DAUGHTER, 5; rhongh he oometh to call sinners to repentance, he is sorest of all upon himself.' So speaking, in her natural tones, as if she were utter- ing mere matter-of-fact, she walked on. The language of the conventicle had grown so familiar to her, that it came to her lips as naturally as girlish laughter. She seemed Eb strange contradiction ; so bright and fearless, and yet so full of grave discourse ; so sweet in her manner, yet in her matter so solemn and even sad ; so pious-minded, yet so happy. Now, Christian knew, evcTj in his little ex- perience, that the Methodist people inclined more to the dark than to the sunny view of hunian affairs. Cobbler Marvel bad once roundly rated the vicar himself for cooking hot dinners on the Sabbath, and for over-finery of personal attire. His talk was much of Armageddon, and of brimstone, and of the pit. Moreover, once or twice Christian had got a peep at certain forbidden gatherings in the open air, where common men gathered -^jgethei and spake as the Spirit moved them ; and he had thought their discourse the very reverse of cheerful, nay, gloomy and dull exceedingly. Such, in his simple eyes, were Methodists — fate-haunted and distracted men. Yet here was something so different, under the same name : a sun- beam of a maiden, happy in a sinful world. Her piety was like her black dress ; it only showed her brightness to more advantage. He had read few books, but one of them was the ' Pilgrim's Progress ; ' and already he felt that Priscilla was like one of those shiningly-vestured beings, who talked to that other Christian and encouraged him upon his way. And now, leaving the brook behind them, they passed along the hot lane, and coming to the brow of a hill, saw again the sea glittering before them ; and between them and the sea was the fishing- village of Brightlinghead, clustering with red-tiled houses, and brown sails, and drying nets upon the sea-beach. Priscilla led the way, followed by her new acquaint. ance, and paused near a tiny cottage, with a narrow patch of front garden, upon the roadside. Inside the garden gate stood two men, seemingly in angry conver- Ration. Oae was a short, squat, buUet-huaded man in black, S6 GOD AND TBE MAN. who wore a clerical hat and carried a cane, and who was obviously in holy orders. The other was a tall, thin man, with a countenance of ghastly pallor, and large blue eyes full of a somewhat wandering light. He did not seem more than fifty years of age, but hie hair was as white as snow. 'Now mark me,' said the clergyman, shaking his cane, ' I will have no malignant and disaflfected wanderers — whom no man knows, and have no authority from God or man — meddling with my people. 'Tis my care to look lifter the souls of this parish, and I want no meddlers. I warn you, therefore, to quit the place, or to let mj people be.' The person whom he addressed answered him, with a curious far-off look in his eyes, ' Nevertheless, I must do my Master's bidding.' ' At your peril ! I have but to give the word, and they would duck you in the horsepond, or stone you from the town.' ' For what? ' gently said the white-haired man. ' For telling simple folk the way to God's mercy ? For warn- ing them to save their souls alive, ere yet they fall to the place where the worm never dieth ? ' The clergyman, a very hot-tempered little man, gave a grunt of complete disgust. ' I know the canting jargon, Master Methodist, but it won't do down here. My people have been taught that the best way to save their souls is to do as I bid them, to work hard for daily bread, not to meddle with themes they cannot understand, and to honour the King and the clergy. There, go to! You have come to the wrong place, that is all, and the sooner you depart as you came the better we shall all be pleased.' With these words the indignant clergyman bustled through the garden gate, cast one sharp look at Priscilla, who v\ras entering in, and walked rapidly away. Approaching the white-haired man with an anzioaa look, the maiden touched him on the arm. Strange to Bay, he did not turn his eyes upon her, but still preserved in them the curious far-off look we have already do- Bcribed. • Priscilla r FATHER A/ ' Ay, my good friend, that is iust what I would have thee do ! ' ' Then I tell you I would sooner my hand should rot from my arm, than be clasped with his in loving kindness ! ' Priscilla turned quietly away. ' In good sooth, I had thought better of you,' she eaid. ' Good-night.* And she walked away, leaving him on the bridge alone. He did not attempt to follow her, his heart was too bitter, and he stood leaning moodily on the bridge, watching the slim black figure as it faded slowly away. His hatred towards the Orchardsons was stronger at that moment than it had ever been before. Priscilla had praised them ; she had hinted that they might be right while fte was wrong ; and the thought of this turned the one drop of human kindness in his heart to gall. Were these people, who for generations had been like black shadows upon the lives of him and his, destined now to cast from his lips the only cup of hap- piness which he had dared to raise ? ' O God ! ' he cried, ' it cannot be. What have I got in all the world but Priscilla ? What happiness did I ever know until she came ? Sooner than he should come between us, I would kill him with my own hand ! ' He remained for a time on the bridge, wrapped in bia own gloomy thoughts ; then he turned towards his home. It was growing late ; daylight was fading fast. After a while Christian left the high-road and took a shorter route across the fields. It was very quiet here, no one seemed abroad, and Christian walked silently along, still thinking of his interview with Priscilla. Presently he paused, gave one quick glance around; then stood as if listening ; a man passed by on the other side of the hedge, and disappeared ; then a woman came hurriedly from the same spot, paused within a few yards of where Christian stood, and on looking into hia face, uttered a half-terrified cry. ' Kate ! ' ' Christian ! ' Then the two paused in embarrassed amazement. Christian's face darkened teryibly. He recalled the mau ja GOD AND TfIB MAIf. wtoin he had seen moving stealthily from the spot whence his sister had issued. He turned upon her with a murderous look in his eyes. ' Ton have been talking with young Richard Orchard* Bon ! ' he said. Kate did not reply, but she turned away her head and burst into tears, while her brother, still smarting under the wounds inflicted by Priscilla, still mad with his own bitter wrongs, poured upon her head a torrent of passionate upbraidings. ' 'Tis the women, the cursed women, who bring bitterness to every house ! What will thy mother say, I wonder, when she knows you have spoken with an Orohardson, and met him secretly in the Fen Fields at sunset ? ' ' Christian, for the love of God, do not tell my mother ! ' ' Not tell her ? ' ' She would hate me. She would never forgive mo, — she would turn me from her door ! ' ' Tou knew all this before.' ' Oh forgive me, brother, forgive me ! I meant no harm. I cannot hate as you, — all this bitter feud doth almost break my heart ! ' And Kate cried so sorely and pleaded so hard, that out of pity her brother at last granted her prayer. When they reached home Kate went immediately to her room. Having got there she fell on her knees in passionate tears. ' If he knew ! if he knew ! ' she cried. ' O Jesus, help me, I am a woeful woman ! ' For several days Christian scarcely stirred abroad, but at length, solitude becoming too much for him, he resolved to go to Brightlinghead and make his peace with Priscilla. This resolution put him in a better frame of mind ; when he entered the cottage garden it (vas with the full determination to confess his love for her and ask for hers in return. The cottage door stood open, he tapped gently, and receiving no answer walked in. Two people sat alona in the parlour, Priscilla Sefton and young Richard Orchardson of the Willows. TWR ENEMY IS THE PATff. 79 CHAPTER IX. THE ENEMY IN THE PATH. CilErsriAH started Iback as if stung, and in a moment his face turned from crimson to deadly white. ' Come in, Christian,' cried Priscilla, quite uncon- cerned at liis appearance, and not rising from her seat ; while Richard Orohardson, now a pale, thoughtful, looking young man, plainly but richly drest, looked quietly up, with the supercilious smile that Christian knew so well, and hated so much. They were seated filose to each other in the recess of the old-fashioned cottage window, which, although wide open, was completely smofiered in creepers and red and white roses. The room was shadowy and cool, but the humming of bees came with a pleasant sense of sultri- ness from without. Christian's head swam, and he turned away. Stag- gering out of the door he reached the garden, and was moving away, when he felt a touch upon his arm. ' What is the matter ? ' asked Priscilla, who had risen and followed him. ' Why are you going away ? ' He looked at her as if stupefied, but made no reply. It seemed like witchcraft, and for the moment ho resisted, with all the force of his soul, her tender spell upon him. Just then, to complete his confusion, the figure of Richard Orchardson appeared on the threshold. Standing up, young Richard appeared to much less ad- vantage than when sitting down ; for one leg was much shrunken from the old lameness, and by reason of the contraction in the limb, the body was somewhat bent. But no one, looking at the young man, could doubt his gentle breed. It appeared in the small white Lands and neatly-turned foot, no less than in the pallid, haudsomo face. Sick and shaking, Christian walked on to the galei Priscilla followed. • Why are you angry, friend ? ' she demanded. •^I am not angry.* So GOD AND THE MAN. ' That is not true,' sHe returned simply. •And if I am angry ? ' ' Then you are to blame,' she said. • "Wherein haTC I given you offence ? ' Trembling from head to foot, and scarcely able to articulate from excitement, Christian pointed at young Richard, who still stood just out of hearing. The girl's gentle forehead contracted, and she looked distressed. 'I remember now what you said,' she said; 'and indeed Mr. Richard himself has told me something of the feud between your families. Tet he freely forgives you the wrong you once did him.' ' The wrong I did him ! ' gasped Christian. ' Yes. Tou struck him a cruel blow when you were boya. He was weak and you were strong, and you were to blame.' Christian grew livid. On this subject, of all others in the world, he could not speak with ordinary gentle- ness even to her; nay, he could not discuss it or entertain it at all, so terribly did it disturb his soul. The dark passion covered his face like a cloud, and shocked her. ' Then alas ! what he said was true,' she cried, looking at him with angry grief. ' I am sorry for it.' She turned with a sigh, but he touched her and detained her. ' What did he say ? What did he dare to say ? ' ' That you were cruel and unbending, — more like a wUd beast than a Christian man.' Christian uttered a harsh laugh. In his present temper he was not displeased with his enemy's estimate and description of him ; for he felt like a wild beast, and he wished his enemy to believe that his hate was as unreasoning and complete. ' For his own part,' continued the maiden, ' Master Richard is content to let bygones be bygones. He forgives the wrong you did him long ago, and is ready to take your hand. Come to him, — ^let me be peace- maker ! ' As she spoke she placed her little hand lightly on his shoulder, and looked up into his face with a smile BO sad, BO winning, that it would have melted any heart save one where jealousy and hate were contending THE ENEMY /If THE PATH. 8t Tes, jealousy ; thongh he scarcely knew it. Hia cup of hate had been full before, but it lacked until that day the poisonous wormwood of the most miserable of all the passions. Half-unconsciously he glanced towards the cottage door. There his enemy stUl remained, with an expression upon his face which seemed more like insolent contempt than Christian forgiveness. ' Come and take his hand,' cried Priscilla im- ploringly. His only answer was a look of frightful agony. Without uttering another syllable, he flung himseli through the gate, and walked wildly and rapidly away. Priscilla stood gazing after him, lost in sorrowful thought. When his figure had quite disappeared in. the direction of the sea, she heard a voice at her elbow. ' Did I not tell you so ? ' said young Richard in his blandest tones. ' The young cub is like the old she-wolf; he woxdd like to have his fangs in my throat.' She did not reply immediately ; and he stood gazing at her in unmistakable admiration. Standing thus, his slight form would have offered a strange contrast to the yeoman-like proportions of his enemy. His face was very handsome and clear-cut, though its expression was irritating and at times mystifying ; his form and limbs, but for the deformity of the one foot and the stoop occasioned by it, were elegant and shapely ; while hia whole manner bespoke the gentleman of luxury and education. He was clad in a rich dress of velvet, with front and cuffs of the finest cambric, and on his white fingers he wore rings. ' I asked him to shake hands with you,' said Priscilla after a pause. ' I wished to make peace between you.' ' And he refused ? ' asked Richard, with an airy shrug of the shoulders. ' Did I not say that you would waste your time ? ' ' It is terrible to see such wicked hate between Christian folk. Ah ! had you seen his face ! ' ' I know the Christianson expression,* returned Richard contemptuously ; ' something between the look of a trapt weasel and the glare of an otter at bay.' • He hates yon so much ! And you ? ' • And I despise him infinitely.' (J 82 GOD AND THE MAN. ' To despise is almost as wicked as to hate,' replied Prisoilla, looking steadfastly at Ricliard. ' How then shall I express it ? ' exclaimed the yonng man, with the ease peculiar to him. ' I am, I hope, a fair Christian — at least, with your good counsel, I am in a fair way of becoming one — and I have almost succeeded in forgetting that yonder clumsy fellow once Btruek me ; that is to say, I have not forgotten, since my looking-glass reminds me every morning that he has marked me for life.' Here he pointed to his fair forehead, where indeed the trace of his early injury was still to be seen, in one faint but ineiTaceable mark. ' But what is done is done, and, after all, we were boys. I therefore bear no malice, and would take the fellow's hand ; only Heaven keep me from being long in his company, for he is a clown. I shall never go out of my way to do him any harm ; should he attempt to injure me, I shall crush him, if possible, just as I would crush an adder that tried to sting me, or a venomous insect that settled on my hand. You look shocked, Miss Prisoilla. Well, instruct me where I am wrong, and I will promise to obey your counsel.' 'Tou are wrong to despise one of your fellow- creatures.' * How can I help it ? ' said Richard, with a smile. 'Frankly, though, such a fellow would be amusing if he were not so monotonously dull.' ' Why did he strike you ? ' demanded Priscilla, quickly. ' Tou must have provoked him sorely.' Richard coloured violently, and for the moment, under her clear gaze, lost his usual self-possession. ' A boy's quarrel, as I told you,' he answered ; ' I forget how it began, but how it ended I know full well, for I was tho weaker, and down I went. For the rest, the feud between our houses is traditional ; there never was a time when our folk were on speaking terms with these yeomen of the Fen. 'Tis all very tiresome and very stupid, I grant you, and for my own part I can't afford to have an enemy, since 'tis only a source of irritation. Only in one event should I think it my duty to assert myself and become the aggressor.' THE ENEMY IN THE PATH. 83 ' What event ? ' said Priscilla, startled by the peculiar emphasis in the speaker's last words, no less than by the peculiar look of warmth that accompanied them. ' In the event of his crossing my purpose in one of those aflairs which determine a man's happiness on earth, and perchance his qualification for Heaven.' His look was unmistakable, and she at once under- stood him ; but without a blush, without the slightest sign of self-consciousness, she frankly met his eyes. This frankness and fearlessness embarrassed him not a little. Had she coquetted or blushed, or drooped her eyes in bashful fear, then and there would his bold lips have made a confession of love ; but Richard Orchard- son, despite his slight physical deformity, had no little knowledge of the fair sex, and he knew that the time was not ripe. ' But come,' he cried, ' let us change the theme. When yonder fellow entered, you were speaking to me of your father's plans for the future. Can you not persuade him to forsake this vagrant life — so unsuited to one of his gentle breeding ? ' ' Nay, sir ; nor would I attempt it.' ' Why not ? ' ' Is it not a blessed thing to go about on the Lord's work ? ' ' Doubtless ; and your father, I grant you, is as noble as one of tlio apostles of old. But alas ! he has fallen on adverse times. Everyone who disregards the supreme authority of the Church is baited by the parsons as either an infidel, or, what is worse, a poli- tical malignant ; and for proselytes you have, in most villages, only the same. Where you strive to do most good, you succeed often in only setting folk by the ears. Look not angry — have I not proved myself your friend ? But I cannot help bethinking me of a homely proverb of my father's — " Would you lead a life of peace and heart's content, keep friends with the parson of the parish ! " ' ' Alas ! the parsons chide us sorely, wherever we go.* ' Because you meddle with the work they are paid to do. They would fain drive their sheep to Heaven through the Church door, and when they find you Q S g4 GOD AND THE MAN. urging tliem in another direction, they are natarally ftngiy. In sooth, most folk are so foolish and old- fashioned that they can be saved on no other conditions, and in no newer way, than were their fathers before them ; and snob are the folk in these villages. For my own part, I should deem most of the louts scarce worth saving at all, were I not instructed to the contrary by the creed yoa teach so well.' ' There is no human being,' answered Priscilla quietly, ' but is worthy to be plucked from the burning. So my father saith.' ' Even at the risk of burning one's own members ! Ah, but your father is superhumanly good, as I always tell you. Well, to return to what I was saying. You cannot live this wandering life for ever ? ' ' For ever ? ' ' I mean that your martyrdom will end some day, and perchance you will — ^marry ? ' He watched her closely, but her face did not change. She moved over to a rose-bush, plucked a rose, and divided it thoughfuUy, petal by petal. Then she spoke, as if discussing a subject of the simplest interest, ' I do not think I shall marry. I shall remain with my father all my life.' ' But he is old, and — nay, do not think I speak out of little feeling — in the nature of things will pass away long before yourself. Then you will be alone.' She shook her head, and looked quietly upward, ' I shall never be alone,' she said. The young man looked at her in deepening wonder and admiration. Though there was something in her perfect purity and simplicity of character far beyond his comprehension, he could at least feel the spell of her beauty and the charm of her heavenly disposition. At that moment he did not dare to speak of love ; he was too certain that her feelings towards him, and possibly towards all other men, were perfectly passionless ; but his eye burned and his face flashed, with a baser and less spiritual emotion. A physiognomist, observing him, would have traced in his fine face the taint of an underlying sensuality, which indeed was inseparable from his nature. THE ENEMY IN THE PATH. % ' It 13 an ill world,' he persisted, ' and you may one day feel its cruelty. Even in your father's company, yon are frequently exposed to danger. Tester night, had I not been of your company, the folk here would have used you both roughly — and wherever you go, you meet with enemies who are very pitiless. It pains me sorely to see one so fair amidst such sorry scenes. You should be a lady, leading a lady's life — not a homeless wanderer from place to place.' ' Tou would have me idle,* answered Priscilla, ' or playing pretty tunes on the harpsichord, or doing foolish embroidery, or dancing in fine raiment. Such vanities are not for me, good friend ; I am happier as I am.' So saying, she walked back to the cottage door, where, after a few minutes, Richard Orohardson bade her farewell. How the young man became so familiar a guest in the cottage, is easily told. He had the keenest of senses for a pretty face, and one day, as he rode by, he had seen Priscilla standing at the gate, in all her youthful prettiness and seemliness. A few inquiries at the nearest house of entertainment informed him who she was ; and soon, with characteristic assurance, he joined the little gatherings over which her father presided. All formalities being dispensed with by these simple people, he soon found himself on terms of easy intimacy ; and under the pretence of being moved by a spirit of pious repentance, he had endless opportunities of com- muning with the object of his admiration. Quitting the cottage, he walked down to the village inn, where his horse (fnr owing to bis infirmity he seldom walked far) awaited him, and he was soon upon the road towards the WUlows. He did not ride straight homeward, however. Leaving the country road on which Christian and Priscilla had lingered that bright morning when they first met, he rode down to the sea- sands ; and seeking the very edge of the water, where the sands are ever hardest and firmest, put spur to his horse and galloped. After a good mile's gallop, he drew rein, and walked his steed in deep thought. His Eale cheek was flushed with exercise, and his eye burned rightly. 86 GOD AND TffB MAN. At last, he turned his horse's head np towards the sandhills, taking much the same way that his father and he had taken, many years ago, when they en- countered young Christian among the knolls. He had left the sea-sands, and was proceeding slowly along the arid fields which stretched just above them, when he saw, almost blocking his path, the figure of Christian Christiansen. Christian had been seated in dark thought on a great stone when the approach of Richard disturbed him. He sprang up, and for the instant the other thought he contemplated personal mischief. So Richard went very pale, and with a sharp pull at the rein drew his horse on one side, and passed. Christian glared at him, and their eyes met. The horseman nervously clutched his riding whip, in expectation of an attack ; for indeed the face of Christian looked ominous, in its mad expression of frenzied dislike. But he was suffered to pass untouched, and had no sooner done so than he quickened his horse's pace into a trot. Not until he was several hundred yards away did he draw rein, and look round. Christian stood on the same spot, almost in the same attitude, like a shape of stone. That day, perhaps for the first time, Christian Christiansou knew his heart. He was realising in its full intensity the horror of that terrible line of tha religious poet, Young : — Tlie jealous are the damned. And by the measure of his black jealousy he was able to mete his love. The shock of seeing Priscilla in the company of his hereditary enemy, of the being whose merest breath had the power to poison the sweet air and make life hideous and unbearable, had revealed to him the full intensity of his personal passion. He felt now that to see her talking confidentially with any other youthful man would cause a sickening sense o£ envy and dislike ; but to have seen her so close with what he most abhorred, was stupefying and over- whelming. He had rushed down to the sea-sands, and had his THE ENEMY IN TffE PATH. Sy dark hour alone. He had spoken out his mad thought to the sea, as so many a poor soul has done, in default of a better listener. He had raged and stormed, with no living thing to heed him, and still his spirit -vras overburdened. Grown a little calmer, he had taken his staff, and in a kind of dream, had written with it on the sands, in large round characters, her name,— " Peiscilla.' Then, taken by a sudden fancy, he had added another to it— ' Priscilla Cheistianson.' Again and again he wrote it, hurriedly blotting it out afterwards with his foot, for fear it might be read by eyes profane. But the last time he wrote it thus, defiance held him, and he let th"?; iJold words stand. Yes, he oared not who read them — if they were read by her, by all the world ! He loved her, he would possess her, he would make her his wife ! She should be Priscilla Christiansen in good deed. And yet, how hopeless it all seemed ! He felt tliat, even as he toyed with the sweet thought of possession. She was so far above him. He was so common, she BO pure and fair. He hated his rude strength, his strong hands, his coarse breeding. Oh, why had he not been bom gentle, like — like Eichard Orchardson, his foe ! Well, happen what might, no Orchardson should possess her — that he swore to himself over and over again; and as he did so the murd-erous devil which filled the heart of Cain crept into his. His thought travelled back to the sad morning, long before, when the boy Richard lay bleeding on the ground before him ; and oh ! he thought to himself, if his enemy had never risen again to cross his path ! He walked wildly away, leaving the name, ' Priscilla Christiansen,' written large on the sands. A little later Richard Orchardson rode over that very spot, and had he looked down might have read the words. 88 GOD AND THE MAN. As ho passed they were ohliterated by his horse's hoofs. That night, and the day which followed it, were hours of fierce torture for Christian ; the fiercer because he dared not, or rather would not, show it to either mother or sister. His mother was now very infirm, and seldom left her chair, an ancient piece of furniture of black oak, with high straight back, like that of a prie-Dieu. Much sorrow and deep suppressed passion had told terribly upon her senses, which were fast beginning to fail ; but her Bible was ever at her right hand as of old. As for gentle Kate, she also had greatly changed, constantly avoiding her brother's presence, and when within his gaze, seeming highly nervous and distraught. On the morning of the second day, as Christian stood at the door preparing to go forth, a vision came before his eyes. Priscilla herself was tripping up to the gloomy house, with her brightest look upon her. Directly she saw him she waved her hand, and cried, ' May I enter, good Christian ? ' He ran forward, and took her little hand in both of his. ' And welcome ! ' he said, trembling. ' Why did you come ? ' ' To see your good mother,' * My mother ! ' ' Yes. I have heard that she is sick and ailing, and perhaps I may bring her a little cheer. Tour pretty sister, too — I wish to see her.' 'Come in,' said Christian, scarcely knowing what he said. He led her gently into the dark parlour, where the old dame sat erect, with the film of years upon hei eyes. She did not see them till they came quite near and spoke her name. Then Christian told her who the stranger was, and why she had come. ' She is welcome,' said the dame, gloomily. With the sweetness peculiar to her, Priscilla took her place by the dame's side, and soon beguiled her into conversation; so that presently she brightened a little, and relaxed her look of gloom. Then the maiden THE ENEMV IN THE FATB. 89 Opened the Bible, and read a chapter in her musical voice, to which the dame listened well content, though the chapter chosen contained little of the thunder in which she delighted. Finally, at Christian's request, Bhe sang a simple hymn, so sweetly and so simply that Christian, though he knew her gift of song so well, was spell-bound. As she ended, Kate Ghristianson came in, and fixed her great sad eyes upon her with timid wonder. The contrast was strange between Kate's soft, wistful, scared-looking face, and the perfectly peaceful linea- ments of Priscilla. ' Tour sister,' said Priscilla, and kissed her. Then she fixed upon her one of her steadfast, truthful, questioning looks ; for something in Kate's expression touched her to the heart. A little later, when she rose to go, having left sunshine in every part of the house she had entered, Christian followed her. They walked out of the old house together. ' Your sister seems sorrowful,' said Priscilla. ' Hath she had any trouble ? ' ' All our folk have had trouble,' answered Christian. • Bat any great trouble ? She looks like one whose heart failed her, and who sought a friend.' ♦A friend?' 'Yes, — to speak her sorrows to, and be relieved.' ' She has my mother.' 'Ah, that is different,' returned PrisoUla, thought- fully ; and she walked along in silence. She had a message up to the villsige, she said, and she was going there straightway. Might he walk with her a portion of the way ? She assented with a smile, and he remained by her side. Por the time being he had almost forgotten the existence of Richard Orchardson, or of any possible rival or opponent. He was too happy in her mere presence, in the light of her face, in the sound of her voice. He felt, as before, like the men who walked with angels towards some shining Land. At last she paused and held out her hand. ' You must come no farther,' she said, smiling. 90 GOD AND THE MAIT. ' "Wherefore not P ' ' I do not wisli it, that is all.' Christian bent his head in immediate assent, for ha loved, in his strength, to feel her mastery over him, ' That is enough. What you wish, I shall do.' ' Everything ? ' ' Yes, everything ; except ' He paused reddening, for he remembered how she had besought him to take Richard Orchardson by the hand. ' Except forgive your enemy,' she said sadly, finish^ ing tha sentence for him. ' Ah well, the day may come when you will not refuse me even that ! ' He turned back, leaving her to proceed upon her way. Scarcely had he done so, than the evil spirit which is ever at the ear of the jealous began to ask, ' Why hath she dismissed me ? To whom is she telling her message ? ' Sick with the fear which these questions awakened, he followed her at a distance, keeping well from view. She passed through the village, nodding to Cobbler Marvel, who stood in his usual deshabille at his garden gate ; she passed the church, the village school ; then reaching the further side of the village, she came to a green lane. All was very quiet and lonely here, though human habitations were so close. Entering the lane she walked more slowly, loitered and waited, and once oi twice looked round. Then Christian slunk back behind a friendly hedge And waited. Presently she hastened her steps ; and looking out, Christian saw a figure approaching along the lane. She stood and waved her handkerchief; the figure waved in return. It was the figure of a man. Christian's head swam — he could scarcely see. The two figures met, and as they did so. Christian recognised in PriscUla's companion the man ho moat hated to behold. Christian stood rooted to the ground, watching the meeting of the two figures. Anyone seeing his livid, distorted face just then would have been startled by its terrible expression. If, as Swedenborg and other THE ENEMY IN THE PATH. 91 gnprcmo mystics have laboriously proved, tlie face is tho index of the soul, and by the face alone an ' angel ' or a ' devil ' (according to the Swedenborgian termin- ology, with its occult meanings) may be recognised, then surely, at that moment, Christian stood in the category of evil spirits. All the forward-looking light- ness, all the dreamy hope and fear, of early and noble manhood, had faded from his countenance, leaving only in their place the black shadow of ignoble passion. Such a look, indeed, might Cain have worn, when ha saw his beautiful altar overthrown, and the lightning of heaven playing scornfully upon his sacrifice. After a minute of rapid conversation, the two figures moved slowly on side by side, along the green lane. Slipping from his shelter, and keeping as well 83 possible from view, he followed, with his eyes fixed apon them, watching their slightest movement. When they paused, as they did from time to time, he paused too, slipping into the shadow of the green hedge. But they did not once look back. That their talk was animated every gesture proved ; and that it was pleasant talk he also knew, for once or twice she laughed merrily, and turned a bright face upon the face of her companion. Never before in his life had he felt such a sickening sense of moral meanness. To play the spy as he was doing was foreign to his nature ; he hated them, he hated and despised himself; yet the dark spirit of jealousy had him by the hair, and he felt powerless to resist its cruel hold. So he watched and followed, look by look, and step by step. The lane passed under a canopy of boughs, made by tall ash-trees intermingling their branches overhead ; at its further end stood the gate of a little old-fashioned lodge, untenanted and fellen into decay. This Christian knew well ; it was one of the lodge entrances to the many-gabled ancestral dwelling where his enemies dwelt — the Willows. He saw Richard Orchardson swing the gate open, while she passed in. Something merry passed between them, and he saw their faces turn again to each other La the sunshine ; then they passed into the shadow of trees beyond and disappeared. 93 GOD AND THE MAN. He felt that he could follow no further. Duped and baffled, like the evil spirit in the play when he saw the sign of the pentagram on Faust's threshold, he Bhrank back, and turned his weary footsteps home. CHAPTER X. UP AT ' THE WILLOWS.' RiCHAED Oechaedson and Priscilla walked on side by side beneath the trees, a straggling colonnade of ash, planted many a long year before ; and emerging thence, came out upon an open space of green, in the centre of which was a large tarn or pond, surrounded on every Bide by water- willows, with silver tresses dangling and dipping upon the water's brim. Fronting the tarn was the house, a quaint Elizabethan structure of red brick, with a terrace, where once upon a time (if traditions were true) Queen Bess herself had walked and mused, one night when she had rested, a stately guest, beneath that roof. It was a quaint and lonely habitation, only partly tenable, for the Orchardsons were ever a small family, and used few of its many rooms. Approaching the terrace, they ascended to it by a broad flight of crumbling steps, and came upon a semi- circular space, in the centre of which was a sun-dial surrounded by flowers, and not far from the dial a rustic seat. ' How beautiful ! ' exclaimed the maiden ; and sh* added, looking at the dial, ' And what is this ? ' ' 'Tis our sun-dial,' answered Richard smilingly. « To tell the hour by ? ' ' Certainly, when there is sufficient sunshine.' ' I have heard of such pretty devices ; and see, here are the hours graven letter by letter. Teach me to read it now.' ' Look where the shadow lalls, slanting from the index. It is past twelve o' the clock, or rather o' the dial, as you may see.' ' 'Tis 80 indeed,' cried Priacilla, watching the UP AT ' THE willows: 93 moveless shadow ■witli earnest eyes. ' But when there Is no snn, how do you reckon then ? ' ' Then we go within, ai A look at the clock ! ' ' See the flowers, how they climb around, as if they would cover the dial's shining face. 'Tis a sweet thought, to measure our days by the sunlight, among leaves and flowers. I have heard my father say that in old times they reckoned time with dripping water, as they do still with slipping sand in the hour-glass.' ' Yes ; they had the water-clock, invented by one of their wise men. But sit here, I prithee, and look at the prospect ; is it not fair ? And look on what side you wiU, far as you please, the land is ours.' PriscUla sat upon the garden- seat, and looked around as he desired. On all sides stretched flowery walks, green plantations, meadows, and fields of grain. Even as she gazed, a thought came to her, troubling her bright expression ; she lifted her eyes to his, and said quietly and slowly, ' Since you had so much, why did you seek more ? * * I do not understand,' he exclaimed, smiling down upon her. ' Christian has told me,' she said simply. ' Tour &ther coveted his land, and took it from his father.' Biichard's face blackened ; the very name of his foe came like a sting. But he conquered his annoyance in a moment, and replied with well-assumed quiet and indifference : •If Master Christian has told you that old tale, I hope he hath told it truly. My father loaned to his father large sums of money, and even when these sums were not returned, nor the fair interest paid, my father in pity forbore his lawful claim. 'Twas not till the Christiansons were wickedly ungrateful, till they did us grievous injury passing patience, that we seized our own.' As he spoke, Eichard saw his father approaching — a tall, stooping figure, with something of his own delicacy of feature, but a harsher and less refined expression. The squire expressed no surprise either in word or look on seeing his son's companion, but coming up, took oflf his hat with an old-fashioned bow. 94 GOD AND THE MAN. ' This is young Mistress Sefton,' said Richard, ' of whom I have spoken to you.' Priscilla rose and curtsied ; tho squire bowed again. ' The young lady is right welcome ... I havo heard of your father from others, and my son, as ho saith, has spoken to me much of you.' The squire did not add that he had heard of Mr. Sefton as a half-crazy fanatic, with most pre- posterous notions concerning religion. Under ordinary circumstances, Mr. Orchardson, who was a staunch Churchman, more from political than spiritual motives, would certainly not have received a person of ' malig- nant ' connections with so much urbanity ; but in this case he had particular reasons (which he had not ex- plained even to his son, but which wUl presently be apparent) for being civil to his pretty visitor. Urged by the same reasons, he had interposed no objection, uttered no admonition, when he had first heard of his son's acquaintance with the Seftons, but had, on the contrary, quietly encouraged a friendship which, com- mon experience told him, might readily ripen into love. After some minutes' desultory conversation, through- out which he continued to treat Priscilla with a courtli- ness unusual to him, he led the way into the house, passing through an open glass folding-door into a great chilly drawing-room, the old-fashioned furniture of which ■vras carefully mummied up in hoUand cloth. Here he summoned his housekeeper, and ordered tea, which was served very strong, in tiny cups of the rarest china. ' And how fares your father ? ' he demanded kindly, as PriscUla sat and sipt the pleasant beverage. ' He is a frail man to wander from place to place alone.' ' Not alone,' answered Priscilla, * since we go every- where together.' ' Nay, bat pardon me, you yourself are but a child. It concerns me to think that you and he, who might bo dwelling in comfort like the gentlefolk you are, should be as houseless wanderers upon the earth. 'Tis a strange life, for both.' ' So we are often told,' said Priscilla quietly, ' and BO were the apostles told, long ago.' ' " You shall not go,''' cried the girl tuildly, holding him with trembling hands. ^ UP AT ' Tim WILLOWS. gj Richard glanced at liis father, deprecatiug any con- fcroversy, and the squire, with a smile and a nod, tnrned the talk into other channels ; showed the maiden his pictures, and his few books ; told her carelessly some of the old legends of the house, which were many; and altogether proved himself so agreeable and charming a host that even his son was astonished. An hoar later, Richard accompanied PrisciUa back to the village, where her father was staying that night nnder the roof of Cobbler Marvel. Returning thence, after a pleasant parting and a warm hand-shake, he entered the lodge gate and walked slowly up tho ehadowy avenue, — his eyes still full of Priscilla's loveli- ness, his heart beating high with the dream of possible possession. Suddenly he started and stood still, as a figure emerged from the shadow of the trees and stood before him : the figure of a woman cloaked and hooded. ' Richard ! ' 'Kate!' The hood fell back, and showed, in the dim light, the pallid face of Kate Ohristianson. ' I have been waiting for you,' cried Kate quickly ; ' thank God you're come at last ! ' ' What do you seek with me ? ' returned the other irritably. ' You came upon me like a ghost, and — well, well, what is it ? ' She gazed at him with great tearful eyes, and with* out replying, began to sob bitterly, and wring her hands. He uttered an angry exclamation, and tnrned on his heel. * Go home ; we shall be seen.' ' Nay, if we are, I heed not. Things have gone too far between us to let us part so, and I care not now if the whole world know how cruel you have been to me. Richard ! for the love of God, be not so hard ; speak kindly, Richard, and I will try to forgive you still.' 'You are talking folly,' answered the young man. ' What have you to forgive ? Good Kate, I prithee lei OS talk some other time ; to-night I am in haste.' 'You shall not go,' cried the girl wildly, holding bim with trembling hands. ' No, not yet I ' GOD AND THE MAB. ' Are you mad ? Kate, as yon love me 'God help me, methinks 'tis more like hate than love thai fills my poor heart. Who is she you have been walking with so long ? ' He looked at her, and smiled without replying. ' Will you not answer me ? Nay, you need not, for I know her. She is the blind preacher's daughter from Brightlinghead, and you have gone a-courting her aa you did come a-courting me ; and I have watched you, Richard, and seen you smile upon her as yon used to smile on me ; bat take heed, for more than one has been a- watching, and if I spoke the word * ' What do you mean ? ' he cried sharply, shaking ofE her hold upon him, and seizing her arm in his turn. ' Never mind,' she answered, meeting his eyes with, a carious look. 'Hark yon, Eate Christian son, I am getting tired of your weary words and peevish ways. Ton used to be pleasant company, but now ' ' But now, since you are tired of my company, yon seek another's.' ' And if I do, who can prevent me ? ' She uttered a low cry, and raised her hand threateningly. ' I can ! Nay, Richard, you need not laugh. I can ; and I will ! ' 'Your * I have but to speak one word ' * Speak ! — to whom, prithee ? ' 'To Christian, my brother.' He flung her arm from him with a gesture of com- plete contempt, but for all that he trembled, for he knew well that the threat was not altogether a vain one, and the memory of that never-forgotten day, when he lay bleeding upon the ground, and Christian stood frown- ing over him, passed darkly across his soul. ' I care neither for him nor you. If he dares to cross my path, I will crush him as I would crush a toad. So threaten no more, but let me go.' ' Richard, for God's sake listen ! ' cried the girl, suddenly changing her angry tone to one of despairiug entreaty. ' I did not mean to threaten — in good deed UP AT ' THS, WILLOWS.' gj f did not ; but yon are so cold, so cruel — you do make me mad. 'Twas for your sake I came hither to-night— to warn you against my brother," ' What ! ' ' He hath been watching too.' ' Watching ? ' * He followed the preacher maiden until she met you, and then he followed again till you entered the lodge gate in her company.' 'And what then?' ' He loves her, Richard, and if you come betwosu him and her ' ' Well ? ' ' He will WZ yon, Richard ! ' Richard grew very pale, but instantly recovering his self-possession covered his real trepidation with an educated sneer. ' 'Tis like your brother's impudence to raise his eyes to yonder maiden, who is a lady bom. Do you know, good Kate, your brother is a boor, and is better placed at the ploughtail than at a gentlewoman's elbow ? I do not think you can be seiious when you speak of his loving Mistress Sefton.' Now, poor Kate loved her brother, and though she was naturally of a weak and timid nature, she loved him too well to hear him slighted of; moreover, in this tender question she had double interest at stake, for if Christian was Richard's rival, Priscilla was, by the same token, hers. So she replied bravely, without the least hesitation, ' My brother is as good a man as you, and fit for any lady in the land.' ' Bah ! your brother is a clown.' ' If he were nigh, you would not dare to say so, responded Kate, while Richard's face grew paler still, and his lip quivered. ' If I were to go to him this night, and tell him what hath past between us, do yon think he would spare you ?— And he suspects, remember that ! ' * What do you mean ? ' cried Richard eagerly. ' He witnessed our parting one night near the foui:- (icre mere, and he taxed me fiercely with meeting aa 98 GOD AND THE MAN. Orciardson. Alack ! had lie guessed how often we had met, how I had given my heart to the enemy of our house, what would he have said ? I dread his wrath and my m.other's ; she would curse me, for I have broken my oath upon the Book. And they rimst know full soon ! Listen, Richard — there is something more I came to tell you — it is terrible, but 'tis time that you should know. She put her lips to his ear, and whispered ; he started as if he had been stung by some venomous Bnake, and uttered an oath. 'No!' ' God help me, it is true.' ' I tell yon it is impossible, — yon are a fool, and yon are deceiving yourself. No, I'll not believe it.' ' Alas ! the day is nigh when you vrmst believe it, and all the world too. But I shall not live to see that day — no, for my heart will be broken, and I shall die.' She hid her face in her hands, crying bitterly, while he stood gazing at her in gloomy dislike and irritation Night had now fallen, but the skies above were full of a faint palpitating starlight, like the ghost of day. At last Kate looked up and dried her tearful eyes. ' Richard,' she said, ' I have thought it all over, and there is only one way. When we are married ' As she spoke the word, he started, and frowned darkly. ' When we are married, we will go to my brother and ask his forgiveness. He will be angry at first per- chance, but seeing 'tis too late, he will work round in time. Dear Richard, let us speak to the parson, and when we are wedded man and woman before God, per- chance we may be forgiven.' The young man looked at her in growing dislike and dread, and after a brief silence replied : ' Listen, Kate ! — Let there be an end to this folly between us twain. I am ia no mood to marry, and if I were, I could never marry one of your house. Nay ! ' he continued, as she wrung her hands with a low wail, ' 'tia no use to cry and plead. Be a wise w^oman, Kate. Keep oar secret, and when you marrj some honest UP AT ' THE WILLOWS.' 99 fooman, as you may, I will take care you shall not lack for dower.' ' Ob, Richard, speak not so ! You will keep your promise ! ' What promise ? ' ' To make me your wedded wife.' ' I never promised, and if I did I repent me. Our two houses can never be united ; but what we know, no other living soul need know, if you are wise.' ' No, no ! I will speak to my brother ! I will tell him.' ' Ton will tell him nothing, good Kato ; you love your honest name too well. And if you did, what then ? Do you think I fear him ? Now, kiss me, and be sure that I remain your friend.' ' Do not touch mo ! Oh, Richard, you have broken my heart ! ' ' Not I ! — Give me your hand, and swear.' ' I will drown myself this night ! ' ' Tou will do no such foolish thing.' * What have I left to live for ? My brother's hate, my mother's curse. 'Twas an evil day when I was born ; most evil day of all, when I trusted an Orchard- son. Let me go ! 'Tis all over now for ever and ever ! * He tried to hold her in his arms, but she tore her- self free with a wild cry, and ran from him into the darkness. For a moment he seemed about to follow her, but refrained, and stood listening to her retreating footsteps. In good truth, he placed little value upon her threats and passionate words, for he was used to such scenes. Again and again, of late, her manner and language had been violent to desperation ; again and again she had threatened to let the world know of the relations between them ; but nothing had come of it hitherto, and he did not seriously believe that anything would come of it now. At the same time, he could not help reflecting, with a nervous shudder, on the dangerous character of his hereditary foe, who, if seriously pro- voked, would certainly not hesitate before taking some desperate revenge. ' The fellow is a wild beast in my path,' he reflected, as he walked slowly towards the Willows ; ' as long as he breathes the same air, I shall never be quite safe. MO GOD AND THE MAN. Can it be possible that tbe wencb was right, and that he presames to raise his eyes to Priscilla ? — ^And Pris- cilla ? She is so tender of heart, and she would smilo upon the meanest thing in her path ; bnt her smiles mean nothing — she wonld never cast her thoughts so low. Well, be that as it may, I wish the clown were buried in the churchyard, or lying twenty fathoms deep in the salt sea.' So musing, and muttering to himself, Richard Orchardson returned to the house, and found his father awaiting him in the largo apartment, half parlour, half lamber-room, which was known as the gun chamber. The walls were hung with sporting pictures, fowling- pieces and pistols, and trophies of the chase. The squire was reading an old book on hunting, bat looked up with a smile. 'Well?' 'Well, father?' ' Did you see her to her home ? A pretty maiden, and gently reared. I am glad you brought her to me, and I hope she wUl come again. Did you see the afflicted man, her father ? ' ' Not to-night. We parted at Cobbler Marvel's door.' ' What a place to shelter one so fair ! ' ' All roofs are alike to them — the richest or the meanest.' The squire rose and stood facing his son, with a curious expression upon his face. ' And yet, Richard, this blind preacher, who goes about almost as a beggar, and who has scarcely a roof to cover his head, is a richer man than I, your father, and might if he chose be holding up his head among the grandest folk in London.' ' Is it possible ? ' cried Richard, in no little surprise. ' It is certain,' said Mr. Orchardson ; ' and if he were to die suddenly to-morrow, yonder pretty maiden would be an heiress.' ' I thought he had given away his substance in charity, and lived only upon a pittance reserved to him.' ' 'Tis not quite so bad as that,' answered the squire, still smiling. ' The poor fool hath squandered much iu OF AT ' THE WILLOWS.' loi BO-called alms-giving and missionary work, bnt the bulk remains, and much of that he cannot even touch — which is a mercy, for the sake of the young dame, whom he might beggar.' ' How learned you this, father ? ' ' Prom one in London, who knows him well, and whose knowledge has never yet played me false. The pretty maiden herself knows not of her good fortune, or only dimly guesses it ; for her father enacts every day and hour the comedy of being apostolically poor. So now, son Richard, that yon see which way the hare is running, and know where her cover lies, will you gallop Btm?' ' What do you mean, father ? ' The squire laughed, and placed his hand on his son's shoulder. 'Do you think I know not, lad, when young folk favour one another ? Well, win her ; I tell you she is worth the winning. Think you I would have suffered you to go a-psalm-singing so long, in such company, had I not been warned that all was well ? ' There was a long silence. Richard sat in a chair, gazing thoughtfully down, while his father kept his keen eyes fixed upon his flushed face, well pleased. At last the young man looked up. ' Father, I shall do my best, for indeed I love the girl ; but one stands in my way.' ' Who, lad, who ? ' Richard pointed to his forehead, with a venomoua snule. ' He who marked me for life. Christian Christianson.' CHAPTER XI. ASOTHEE LOVE SCENE. Meantime Christian was once more having his dark hotiT alone ; wandering seaward with mad jealousy in his heart, and the shadow of mortal hate upon his face ; raging, fretting, planning ; darkly, desolately, driven by the wind of his own passion, like a cloud iu the wind of its own IC2 GOD AND THE MAIT. Epeed. Had ho known the fall truth that day, had Kate found him then and told him of the evil wrought by her own feebleness, and the baseness of his rival, he would have flown like a wild beast to avenge his house's in. i'ury, and expend his own dark desire ; and the hours of lis enemy would surely have been numbered. But he felt as yet in his own heart, despite his jealous fury, that he had no righteous cause for violence. The woman he loved had her right, as well as he, and if she chose to seek Richard Orchardson's company, he had no claim to control her liberty of choosing. Nothing had passed between them that would justify his interference ; and although he felt mad with her for her pertinacity and her indifference to his personal dislikes and hates, ha was in no sense master of her life. It seemed to him, indeed, at that time, that all was ended between them. She had come like a beautiful spirit on his Kfe, stirring its deepest fountains with a new revivifying light ; but now it was over. As calmly and as freely as she came to him — nay, as it seemed, with a kinder touch, and a tenderer smile — she had gone, would daily go, to the man he hated most. He had no power to control her. Bitter as it was to hear, he knew it was hopeless to protest, unless she herself should change of her own free will. With one so pure, so passionless, violent entreaty was of no avail. She was the stronger spirit still, his mistress and his superior — ^that he felt most keenly ; and his bafiBed anger kept liim in despair. Was it true, then, that she loved Richard Orchard- son ? Was it fated that, even in love itself, his enemy should wreck his life and darken his dreams ? Yes, it was possible. Even amidst the storm of his unreasoning hate, he felt the superiority of Richard Orchardson in all those gifts which are dear to women-folk : in delicacy of nurture, in gentleness of breeding and education, in fairness of feature and courtliness of mien. Priscilla, herself, was a town lady, while he was country bred. In his own sight he was coarse, clumsy, ungainly, while she was delicacy itself. Could so rough a hand as his be suffered to pluck so pretty a blossom ? No, he folt that he was fated to lose her, and his anguish ANOTHER LOVE SCENE. i«J was, that what he lost, the enemy of hia house might gain. Had Christian been able to see deeper into the heart of Priscilla Sefton, ho might have been a happier and a calmer man. In her eyes, his very wildness and strength had a fascination. Though she rebuked his violent passions, observing them and rising above them with her characteristic serenity, she did not dislike him for them, — any more than she disliked the sea for being turbulent, or the clouds for breaking into sullen thunder. Rather, it was a charm to her to encounter such a nature for the first time, as it was a charm to stand under the clouds and to look upon the sea. Nor could one with eyes so susceptible to natural impressions be blind to Christian's striking physical beauty. He was pre- eminently a handsome man, though his handsomeness was that of a Heracles, perfect in strength and manhood ; and his face had the splendour of perfect sincerity and truthfulness, even when shadowed by unreasoning passion. That her Heracles was submissive to her slightest wish or whim, and would at her bidding have cheerfully sat down to the distaff, like Heracles of old, was still no disparagement in her eyes ; for his obedience was that of a strong will voluntarily bending to a charm, rather than that of a weak will to be conquered by the nobler and the stronger. Fortunately for Christian's peace of mind, thej met again by accident that very afternoon. As he walked in his favourite haunt among the sandhills, he saw her passing below him towards the sea. She looked up and saw him, and beckoned, smiling. He Walked down to her rapidly, scarcely knowing what he did. ' I am going down to the shore,' she said, ' to gather green sea-moss for my father's eyes. Will you come with me ? ' He gazed at her as if in a dream, and made no reply ; but as she moved on he followed close behind her. She talked on, with her happy unconsciousness of manner. 'Dame Marvel tells ms that the sea-moss, boiled I04 GOD AKD THE MAN. till it makes a jelly, is good for healing soreness of sight, vnd my father's eyes are very tender. Will you tell me where to find it P ' 'Tes,' said Christian, in a low voice ; ' but the mos3 you seek grows on the shiny pebbles below high tide mark, and yon cannot gather it now. Ton will see it in great patches like stains upon the sand ; the gray plover feed upon it in winter, and the black brent geese swim in to seek it, from the open sea.' He hardly knew what he was saying, but he spoke out of the fulness of his country knowledge, and the words came. She looked at him curiously, with a certain admiration. ' Tou know everything, good Christian,* she cried, smiling ; ' all the flowers that grow, and all the fowl of the air, and even the virtues of the herbs of the sea. Will you gather some for me to-morrow, and bring it to rae, or shall I come again ? ' ' I will bring it to you, if you please.' ' We sleep to-night at Cobbler Marvel's. Bring it there.' She turned as if about to leave him, but he reached out his hands to detain her. Surprised at the touch, and even more by his sudden change of manner, she flushed a little, and her smile faded. ' Do not go yet,' he exclaimed. She raised her eyes to his face, and saw it burning. For the first time during their acquaintance she trem- bled, and partly lost her self-possession. ' Well, good Christian ? ' she said, forcing another smile. ' When we parted to-day, I followed you ; yes, 1 suspected something, and 1 followed to watch — and 1 saw you meet with him,. Tou met him, and you walked with him upon his father's lands, perchance into his father's house. Nay, do not deny it, for I saw It with mine own eyes ! I watched you, till I could watch no more, and came away. ' The words came rapidly without premeditation, and before he knew it he found himself arrogating a power over her which he knew she must resent. But he was desperate. He scarcely cared what he said, or what AKOTHER LOVR SCENE. 105 night be the consequences of his words. He felt a wild desire to come to open qnarrel with her, and so ease his choking thoughts — even if he should afterwards have to fall upon his knees and crave her pardon. She looked at him in surprise and pain ; when ho ceased, she looked at him still, but kept silence. Then he went on : ' "When I first knew you, I thought you were kind and good, too good and kind to give me pain ; those first days were the happiest of my life ; I worshipped you — nay, the very ground you trod on, for I thought you something so far above me. But since he hath come between us, you have been different. You have not seemed to care, and when I have warned you, you have seemed to think better of him than me. Let there bo an end to it all this day. Tell me with your own lips that you love him, and I will never trouble you again.' The words were strange, coming from one who had never, save in the most far-off hints and looks, revealed his heart before. She seemed greatly surprised, nor was her surprise without a certain tinge of indignation. ' "What do you mean ? ' she said. ' liove him ? — love whom P ' ' ISim — the very name chokes me : the man you kept tryst with to-day.' ' Mr. Orchardson ? ' ' Tes. Is it true ? Speak ! ' ' Ton are asking a foolish question. If I loved any man — even if it were true, I mean — do you think I should reply ? ' ' Then you do not deny it ? ' ' Tou have no right to ask me.' He leaned his face close to hers, and she felt his breath upon her cheek. ' I have this right, PrisciUa — that I am mad with love for you myself; that my love is torturing me, killing me ; that I would die if I knew for certain that you loved that man.' ' Tou know not what you say,' she cried quickly. ' Ton are a boy, and you talk without thinking. If I did not think that, I a^oald be angry.' I0£ GOD AND THE MAN. Before she could say another word, or move away, he was on his knees before her, holding her by both hands. ' For God's sake, pity me. I love yon, Priscilla ! ' A warm flush suffused her cheek, but she retained her self-possession. She tried to release herself, but finding herself helpless in his strong hold, struggled no more. Gazing intently into his upturned face, and meeting his ardent and reckless gaze, she said firmly, ' Tou must not speak to me like that. No man has ever done so before, and I will not suffer it.' ' Then you hate me, and you love him ? ' ' I do neither.' * Tell me the truth — I can bear it ! ' ' I will tell you nothing. Release me, sir ! ' But he had gone too far now to retreat. Having once broken the ice, he persisted in passionate con- fession. In a torrent of burning speech, he spoke of his wild adoration. Despair made him eloquent, and, though usually reticent, he found no lack of words. ' I am so sorry,' she cried, when he paused in agita. tion. ' I thought you a true friend, and now, it is aU different. Why do you speak of such things ? We are both too young.' He sprang to hi» feet, with trembling outstretched arms. ' I am a better man than he,' he said. * Put us face to face, and let the bravest win : unless — ^unless you are like all the rest, and choose him who has the most of land and gold.' ' I choose no one. I shall never marry, and if I did ' ' Tou cannot always abide alone. I will work for you, slave and toil for you. Tell me that I may per- chance win you if I prove myself worthy, and I shall ba content. Promise me.' ' I will promise nothing. It is wicked to vex me so. Let us be friends. Be my good Christian still, and I will try to forget that you have spoken what it ia unmaidenly to hear.' ' Tou can listen cheerfully enough when "he speaks.' ' He has never spoken as you speak,' she replied ANOTHER LOVE SCENE, 107 Borrowfully ; ' he is geutle, and would not bo distress mo.' * Bnt you know ho loves you.' 'Nay, I do not know it.' ' He loves you, Priscilla, and who would not ? But bethink yourself — he will never feel for you as I feel, never ! Tou are more to me than the light of the sun, than the breath of my nostrils, than my immortal soul. Without you I cannot live ; with you, I should bo a happy man — the happiest in all God's world ! ' It was not in Prisoilla's gentle nature to be unmoved by such an appeal, spoken with so intense and spirit- stirring a sincerity. As she listened on, she sighed deeply, and finally, reaching out her little hand, she said in a voice broken by quiet tears : ' Good Master Christian, how can I answer you ? 1 am sure you speak out of your heart, and would not willingly give me offence ; but what can I say now, further than I have said ? Only this, that I would you cared for some better and worthier woman — one who would make you a fitting wife and helpmate, and love you as you deserve. For myself, what am I but a simple maiden, neither thinking nor dreaming yet of wedlock ? My place is with my father ; where he goes, I follow ; and soon, perchance, we shall be far from here.' ' Tou are not going away ! ' cried Christian, with a sickening sense of dread. 'I cannot tell,' was the reply. 'My fatter hath done all he can do in these parts, and he hath many calls to other places.' ' And if you go, what will become of me ? Priscilla, I cannot live without you.' She shook her head sadly. ' We are like two ships in the sea ; we have spoken with each other, that is all, and the world is wide. When I am gone, you will be as you were before I came. Bethink you, it is only a few short weeks since first w6 met. Tou were well content before I came, and when I go ' ' No, no ! ' exclaimed Christian. ' All ia changed for me ; I myself am changed. I am another man^ ia l¬her world. I cannot live without you.' loS GOD AND TBE MAN. ' Nay, we have both -work to do,' answered Priscilla ' you in your place, I in mine. I shall always remem* ber you, and this fair country place ; and I think, good Christian, you will remember me. Shake hands upon it ! ' He took her hand, and, pressing it to his lips, kissed it passionately. ' I wUl follow you to the world's end ! ' he cried. ' Ton will do better,' said the maiden, withdrawing her hand gently. ' Tou will try to become a better man, for my poor sake.' ' A better man ! ' ' Tes, Christian. Since you have said so much, may I bo frank with you in turn ? Even if it could be, even if I willed to marry, I should fear your violent disposition.' ' Priscilla ! ' ' Nay, hear me out. Tour love and your hate are both so mad, so wild. Tou cherish such strange ani- mosities.' ' Only against one man in all the world.' ' And to hate one man is hate enough,' said Priscilla, firmly. ' Sometimes, when I have listened to you, when I have heard your stormy words, I have been in terror lest some day you should do some dreadful deed.' ' God help me, and so I might if my love were cast away. Tou can save me from that, you can make mu worthy in God's sight.' ' Nay, Christian, only your heart can do so much. Tou must learn to chasten it ; you must learn that all hate is evil ; and when you have learned that, you will be able to bear your cross, as our Lord did, as any soul on earth may do.' She turned away and walked a few paces from him ; then pausing, reached out her hand again, with her old smile. 'Let us part now for to-day,' she said. ' To- morrow ' ' To-morrow I will bring you the moss for your father's eyes ! ' ' And so you shall,' she cried j and still smiling, she walked away. ANOTHER LOyTS SCENE. log She left him happy. Something peaceful came upon liim, out of her gentle looks and words. He watched her with adoring eyes till she passed from sight ; then with a low cry, he hid his face in his hands, and sohbed. Not in sorrow now. The tears came welling np from his overburthened heart ; for he felt she pitied him, and knowing her heavenly pity, he did not feel wholly cast away. There was a comfort, too, in the fact that he had spoken ; that thenceforth, whatever might happen, she could not fail to understand him. So he looked round on the earth, and on the sea, and up to the peaceful heaven ; and he blessed, in the name of all these, the maiden who had come to make them clearer, to put new light and colour into their ever-changefal hues, as well as into the tangled thread of life. When the sun had set, he wandered home, and entering the house found his mother sitting alone in the dark room. ' Where is Kate ? ' she asked. ' I have called for her, but she does not come.' Christian called his sister's name aloud, and then, aa she did not answer, he went to seek her. He passed from room to room, but could not find her. This seemed strange, for Kate was a home-loving girl, and seldom absent from the house. He returned to his mother, bearing a light with him for the room. ' I cannot find her,' he said. 'Belike she has gone on some errand up to the village, and will soon return.' The dame looked pale and astonished ; after a pause she said : ' When did you see her last, my son ? ' ' Not since before noontide. I left her then in the house.' ' She went forth soon after thyself, promising to ba back within an hour. Have you searched in her room ? ' 'Yes, mother.' ' Then go forth and look for her. 'Tis time she was come home.' Accustomed by habit to obey Ids mother's slightest wish. Christian did not hesitate a moment, but ran forth ; searched all the outbuildings, looked up and down no GOD AND THE MAN. fche farm-fields ; shouted his sister's name aloud wUhoat eliciting any reply. It was now quite dark, and he began to be seriously alarmed; for Kate, as we have said, was home- loving, and little likely to gad about after nightfall. Returning into the house, he told his mother the state of affairs, and was at once bidden to go up to the village and make inquiries. This he did, but to little avail. Kate was nowhere in the village. Things now looked ominous. No one had seen the girl since early in the afternoon ; and the person who had met her last, an old labourer, had seen her hastening homeward, by the path which wound along the side of the four-acre mere. Could any accident have happened to the girl ? When the moon rose, Christian stood by the mere side, and looked at the black palpitating water with a fearful heart. Could his poor sister be lying there ? As he gazed and gazed, a vision rose before him of the girl's pale face, as he had often seen it lately. Ho had been too much absorbed in his own new dreams to take much heed of it at the time ; but he remembered now, with a twinge of pain, how changed she had been Then came across his brain the memory of her encounter that night with Richard Orohardson. Was it possible that they had encountered at other times, or that Or- chardson was in any way, however remotely, connected ivith the fact of her disappearance ? No, he could scarcely believe it. He would not wrong his sister so much as even to entertain the suspicion for a moment. She had sworn her oath upon the Book, and she could never have broken it so desperately. That night, Kate Christiansen did not return home ; nor the next, nor the next again. Though Christian searched high and low, he could gain no clue to the cause of her disappearance. On the third day thoy dragged the four- acre mere, but found nothing there. Pale and terrible in grief, the mother kept her eyes on her Bible, as if the end of the search was to be found within it. But Kate did not come, and a shadow worse than dsath ronmiued in the lonely bouse. KAIE CURISTIANSOtrS TROUBLB. Ill CHAPTER XII. KATE CHEISTIANSOn's TEOUBLB. The stream of our narrative now turns aside, to follow Kate Christiansen. On parting from Richard Orchard- son, she moved rapidly away through the surrounding shrubberies, following a footpath that she knew well, and which led her to the loneliest part of Squire Orchardson's demesne. As she went she kept up a low moaning, like one in pain, and looked neither to right nor left; indeed, she seemed, for the time being, deaf and blind to the objects around her. At last she paused, in the shadow of a small plantation, not far from the highway, and sitting down upon a bank, hid her face in her hands and rocked herself to and fro. She waited thus for hours, as if half stupefied. The place was solitary, and no one beheld her, or heard the low moaning which still came from her mouth. The setting sun touched her with a finger of crimson fire, but she did not see or feel it. Not till it was nearly dark did she rise to her feet and move away. Her mind seemed now made up. She returned to the highway ; concealing her face with her cloak, and shrinking from every form she met, she hastened home- ward ; passed rapidly through the village, and took the lane leading down to the waste mere. That some desperate purpose animated her was evident from her gestures ; for ever and anon she threw her arms in tho air, and uttered a cry to God. Quitting the lane, she ran across a water-meadow, and came upon the side of the mere. The sun had just disappeared, but a faint reflected light still hung over the scene, and in that light the dark water looked more than ever sombre and forbidding. She looked at the black shallows, she looked at the sad chill sky. Shuddering, she shrank back, and began to sob. The hot tears came, and saved her from self-murder. No, she could not die — not at least that way. 113 GOD AND THE MAtT. •OGod!' she cried. 'What stall I do P what shall I do ? ' Then, in her despair and fear, she thought she would return home. She was not yet missed, and it was not too late to return and take her place in the house. And even if the worst came to the worst, she would fall upon her knees, tell the truth — part of it, not all — no, no, not all — and perhaps they might forgive her. Even if they killed her, what then ? She wished to die, though she lacked the courage to go flying up and falling at God's feet, a suicide. Even as she turned her face towards the farm, something stirred within her, like the quickening of another life within her own. A new horror passed through her. Then, as if she had been pursued, and flying in mortal terror, she fled away — not homeward, but across the darkened fields. A thick white vapour was rising from the cold earth; she passed through it like a ghost, from meadow to meadow, from field to field, instinctively familiar with every step of the way, though sight was useless to guide her. Before long, she was out upon the open road, and walking rapidly away from her native village. Her mind was now made up. She would leave her home, and seek shelter as far away from pursuit as possible ; for she knew now that if she lingered even a single day, her shame would in all probability be discovered. With a sickening horror in her heart, and her brain stupefied with a nameless dread, she fled on and on. Poor Kate was country-bred, and in youth had learned the free use of her Umbs in all manner of rustic exercise ; so although her mind was crushed down and darkened, her body still retained a certain strength. She walked on with little or no consciousness of fatigue until two hours before midnight ; by that time she had left her home ten long miles behind her. She found herself on a solitary highway, crossing level flats, with a clear view of the open nioonUt sea. By this time she had partially recovered her self- possession, and with the instinct of a hunted thing, when the first flash of fear has passed, began lo plan KATE CHRISTl ANSON'S TROUBLS, 113 her movements with a certain cunning. Not many miles away, she knew, was a small seaport town, from which ships sometimes sailed to distant parts — even as far as London, she had heard. She would reach the town and go on shipboard, first sending a message to / those at home and entreating their forgiveness. After that, she cared not what became of her. She would creep to some lonely corner of the world, and bury herself past all search, all remembrance. On the road before her she saw lights burning, and pressing on, she found that they came from a little roadside inn. The door was closed, and there seemed no compgjiy indoors ; but she went up and knocked timidly. Some chains were loosened and a bolt drawn; a shock-haired head looked out upon her, that of a man holding a rushlight. He glared at her with true country suspicion. ' Who be there ? ' he growled. ' A woman ! What d'ye want at this hour o' night ? ' 'How far away, good man, to Norton-by-the-Sea ? ' The man looked at her suspiciously for a few moments before he replied. ' To Norton ? Why, five mile and more. Be you going there to-night ? ' 'Yes.' Reassured by her obvious timidity of manner, the man threw open the door, and came out upon the threshold. ' Let me have a look at thee,' he cried, holding the light to her face. ' Where do you come from, that call so late P Ton be a stranger, mistress ? ' ' Yes, that I be ! Good-night, and thank you kindly.' ' Stop ! ' cried the man. 'If you be s, stranger, and come o' decent folk, you can ha' a bed here for payment, a clean bed and supper too, if you will. 'Tia time all honest folk should be a-bed, and there be bad chaps about these roads.' But Kate would not rest yet. She thanked the man, and turned away. ' Good-night,' she said again. I 114 GOD AND THE MAtT. ' Good-night,' growled the man, and closed the door upon her. She walked on for another hour ; then she saw, far away before her, the lights of the town she sought. The sight gave her new strength, and she hastened towards it. By midnight, she was on the skirts of the town. All was very still ; no one stirring. She went on, looking for some place where she might knock for shelter. As she did so, she felt the same sickening and terrifying sensation that she had felt by the mere side. In a moment she became dizzy, tottered to a doorstep, and without a sound, fainted away. When Eate Christiansen opened her eyes she found herself in a strange room lying upon a truckle bed. She started up with a cry, and gazed with a terrified look around her. The next moment she sank back moaning upon the bed. She was alone; the room, a wretched garret, was strange to her ; it was evidently night, for a guttering rushlight burnt dimly on the table, and all the house was hushed. What had happened ? She could not tell, but something terrible must have taken place, for her brain was throbbing, her lips and eyes burning feverishly, and her hand, which looked so white and thin, was clammy and cold, as if with the chilly touch of death. For a time she lay with her burning eyelids closed, and her poor weary over-wrought brain trying to recall the past ; then some movement attracted her attention, she opened her eyes and looked around again. This time she saw that she was not alone. On a wicker arm-chair beside a smouldering fire, a woman was seated. She had evidently been sleeping, but her face was now turned somewhat anxiously towards the bed. Their eyes met; she came over and took the girl's wasted hand kindly in her own. ' Where am I ? ' said Kate, faintly ; then overcome by hei own weakness, she burst into tears. It was some time before ehe could calm herself XArE ClIRISTIANSON'S TROUBLE. 115 again; but while she sobbed tto ■woman patted her hand, and did her best to soothe her again to sleep. But Kate was too excited to rest; question after question came eagerly from her feverish lips, until at length she knew all. Yes, thus she learned that two days before the master of the garret had lifted her senseless form from the ground, had borne her to his room, and committed her to the care of his wife ; that a few hours after a child had been born prematurely, and that since that hour the mother, stricken with fever, had lain almost at the point of death. ' The child, the child ? ' gasped the agonised girl. The woman, mistaking her agonised cry, said softly, ' Don't grieve, poor wench : the poor little ba'rn is dead.' For one moment the girl's parched, feverish lipa opened to breathe a word of thankfulness to God ; then, overcome by her own misery, she uttered a heart- breaking cry, and burst again into weary sobs and tears. Kate learned little more that night, for the woman, alarmed at her excessive grief, refused to speak again ; she returned to her seat by the fire, and left Kate to lie and think over all that had taken place. "What a night she passed ! As every weary hour dragged by, the fever which had seized her seemed to increase. In the morning, the woman, going to the bedside, found that the fever had reached its height, and the poor patient was raving in wild delirium. And for several days more Kate Christiansen was as one gone mad, she raved in the height of fever; then her feverishness abated, and her senses returned to her. Her child had been buried, and the people, grown weary of the mystery, were anxiously inquiring who the unfortunate mother might be. ' What is your name, wench ? tell me, and I'll write to your friends,' asked the woman for the twentieth iime one day. ' I have no friends,' said Kate wearily. ' I want to die ! ' Then she thought of her mother, of her brother, of the man who had brought aU this sorrow upon hor, I 2 Jrt GOD AND TJffJS man: and prayed again to die. But her prayers were vain, — ■ God had deserted her ; she still lived, and her troubles grew. What could she do ? To stay there was impossible, to return to her mother was impossible : she resolved to seek the father of her cliild, and cast herself on his protection. To do this, she must escape alone; to reveal her plans would be to reveal her identity, to bring all her terrible secret to light, and call down shame and sorrow upon those she loved. She would tell no one of her wild desire ; she would creep from the house at dead of night, and fade like an evil shadow from the place. Daylight died, and night came on : the invalid seemed better and inclined for sleep, and the poor woman who had attended her 80 kindly retired to get tbat rest of which she was herself in need. ' Tou shall write to my friends in the morning,' Kate had said. ' Prithee let me pass this night in peace ! ' ' In peace ; nay, in this world there is no peace for me ! ' she murmured a few hours later, as she rose from her sick-bed and tremblingly drew on her clothes. It was several hours past midnight; every sound was hushed, all within the house were sleeping peace- fully, as the sick girl, dragging her trembling limbs along the floor, descended the stairs and passed quietly from the house. There was a bolt to the door ; with trembling hands she slid it back, and then, at the sound, stood shivering and listened. No one stirred. She opened the door stealthily, slipt out, and drew it to behind her. She stood in the empty street of the sleeping town, hesitating, bewildered, not knowing what to do. It was the dark hour that precedes the dawn, but the silvern moonlight was lingering in placid places of the heavens. The air was very cold, for during the night there had been rain, and some was still falling in a thin imperceptible mist. Kate looked wildly round her. The cool air camo sweetly upon her fevered brow, the damp dew fell apou her loosensd hair. All seemed so still, so peacefal. /TATE CimiSTIA ARSON'S TROUBLE. jiy Ab she paused in hesitation, all her past life came upon hep as in a dream. Her eyes filled with tears. With trembling feet, she turned her face towards home. Tes, she would go back. In the place where she had been hidden no one knew her, no one could follow. If she hastened, she might reach her native village before the world was well astir. And even if the news of her shame should follow her, what then ? She would lie down and die in the old place, and they would place her in the little green churchyard, by her poor father's side. In the light of a golden summer morning, pleasant and peaceful after a night of rain, Priscilla Sefton rose, and looked out of the little attic window of the cottage at Brightlinghead. The garden lay beneath, newly baptised in morning dew; and across green slopes beyond, sparkled the innumerable laughter of the sea. She opened the casement; the scent of flowers crept sweetly in. She listened ; and heard birds singing, aa if it were the world's first day. Coming down into the little parlour, she found her father already up, and awaiting her. They knelt down in loving prayer together, as their custom was, and then began their simple morning meal. After breakfast, Priscilla walked out into the garden, leaving the blind man seated in his chair, in those holy meditations which were necessary to him as the very breath of life. As she moved in the sunshine, plucking a flower here and there, the garden gate opened, and Richard Orchardson appeared. He was booted and spurred, and ca.rried in his hand a nosegay and a basket ol choice firiit from the manor garden. ' I am an early visitor,' he said smiling. ' My father hath sent me over with these nectarines for Mr. Sefton, and some rare flowers for yourself. I was bidden also to ask yon to become onr guests for a few days up at the Willows.' 'My father is within,' returned Priscilla with a cer- tain coldness. ' Will you come and speak to him ? ' 'Presently,' said Richard, lingering by her side, ' What a £Mr monjing ! ' n8 GOD AND THE MAN, ' Yes: Her manner seemed unusually thoughtful and ro- Berved, and the young man at once noticed the change. Instead of looking him in the face as was her wont, she kept her gaze averted, and moved slowly towards the cottage. ' Do not go in yet,' said Richard quickly. ' I wish to speak to yon.' Without speaking, she turned, and for the first time looked him in the face. She saw something there which caused a shadow to fall upon her own. ' My father is waiting for me,' she said, embarrassed, but not agitated, as she had been when she saw the same expression in the face of Christian Ohristianson, ' Pray listen a moment,' persisted Richard. ' I have ridden over on purpose to see you. I must speak to you; alone.' Seeing now that it was inevitable, she paused, but the shadow remained upon her. ' Dear Priscilla — nay, suifer me to call you so — when you know what hath brought me, perchance you will pity me ; without your pity, surely I am a lost man. Since you came hither to BrightUnghead, there hath been but one thought in my soul — how I might make myself worthy in your eyes. I have spoken with my father, and he approves what I am about to say to you. PriscUla, will you become my wife ? ' Even now, her colour did not change, though she looked nervously upon the ground. Encouraged by her silence, which he misconstrued, he took her hand, and proceeded in a strain of greater confidence and gallantry. ' Sweetheart, I am sure you could not have miscon- ceived me. The face is a teU-tale, and sure mine hath betrayed me from the first. Nay, did I not hint the truth before, though my sweet was too roguish to under- stand ! Let me speak to your father straight, and teH him that I have won your heart.' ' Nay,' returned Priscilla, ' for it is not true.' Richard still kept her hand. ' You will not refuse me, Priscilla. I am the squire's son, and though I say it, shall be a rich man. I know f ou are poor in the world's goods' (here he watched XATE CHRlSTIAfrSON'S TROUBLE. 119 her keenly, to see the effect of his words), * but in you I shall have a treasure far surpassing gold. And you shall be a great lady ! There shall ever bo maids at your elbow, horses for you to ride, a grand house for great company, and troops of gentle friends.' ' Such things are not for me,' said Priscilla simply, ' Prithee speak of it no more.' ' Perchance you will chide me because I am so bold — but it is your heavenly beauty that leads mo on. Sweetheart, I love you ! — ay, more than all the world ! ' As he spoke, Priscilla started and uttered a half- terrified cry. Surprised, he turned and followed the direction of her eyes. At the same moment he heard a low voice, the sound of which chilled the blood in his veins. 'Richard!' On the garden-path before them stood a woman, wild-eyed, ghastly pale, woe-begone^ her raiment soaked with the night's rain, her hair falling loose upon her shoulders. As she uttered his name, wild tears ran down her cheeks, and she fell moaning upon her knees, and stretching out her arms to him in wild entreaty. CHAPTER XIIL KATE COMES nOMB. The young couple stood petrified, but the woman, after uttering that terrible cry, fell prostrate upon the ground. Priscilla rushed forward, raised her gently, gave one look into the pale, sorrow-stricken face, and then turned to Richard Orchardson. ' Who is she ? ' she asked ; ' she named your name, and seemed to know you. And I-;-I seem to have seen her face before. Tou know her, friend ? ' He was standing upon the spot where Priscilla had stood two minutes before, but he had almost turned his back upon the two girls ; he stood so. as he answered PrisciUa's question. 126 GOD AND THE MAN. ' Yes, I know her well,' lie said ; ' we Lave known each other since we were children. Her name is Kate Ohriatianson ; she is a danghter of Dame Christianson of the Fen Farm.' ' E!ate Christianson ! — ^his sister Kate — ah, I re- member.' Richard Orchardson turned now — turned and looked at PrisoUla with quite a new light in his eyes, and the terror which a few moments before had filled his heari was replaced by a feeling of bitter irritation. The tone in which Priscilla had uttered those few words had told him something. She had been deaf to his proposal because, foorsooth, her heart had been turned towards another man, and that man was his bitterest foe ! PrisciUa, meanwhile, for the time unconscious of the presence of her would-be lover, was still bending over the form of the unconscious girl, chafing her hands, BmoothLug back her hair, and allowing the sun to shine upon her face. Then, as there were still no signs of returning consciousness, she turned to Richard again. ' Will you help me to bear her into the house ? ' she said. ' I thank the Lord who did direct her footsteps to our door.' For a time the man remained silent, utterly at a loss what to say or do. He was like one tossed hither and thither on conflicting tides, each one of which seemed likely to engulf him. Of the strange turn of events which had brought Kate Christianson to her present pitiable state he knew almost nothing, neither could he guess the motive which had led the girl to Priscilla Sefton's door. But of this he felt certain, that should she be carried into the house, and there recover her consciousness, his cause with Priscilla would be lost. What to do ? how to avoid the catastrophe ? His heart sickened within him, and he inwardly prayed that every breath which the unconscious woman drew might be her last. But Priscilla awaiting his answer, presently ha spoke. ' Sweetheart,' he said, ' your kind disposition doth jrou wrong. Such women as that are best outside your KATE COMES HOMB. i«i door. Take my advice, send Her to the Pen Farm, and when she passeth beyond the sunshine of this spot think of her no more.' 'Why do you speak so ? ' asked Priscilla. ' Because I know 'tis sacrilege for one roof to cover you two.' ' Sacrilege ! nay, then, I tell you 'tis my duty to attend to such sore trouble as this — a Christian's help is given where it is needed ; the prosperous and the happy do not call us, but we listen for the voices of those in distress. What saith the Lord ? — " Come unto me, all ye that are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest." Therefore, good Master Richard, I prithee call my father, who will give me what help I need ! ' But Orchardson did not seem inclined to do that. ' Forgive me, Priscilla,' he said ; ' I was wrong and you have put me right. Tou will always keep me right, sweetheart, and I would do anything to please you ! ' So saying, he lifted the unconscious Kate in his arms and carried her into the house ; when he had placed her upon the bed he turned again to Priscilla. ' Sweetheart,' he said, softly, ' can I do more for thee ? In sooth, though I have no cause to love the name of Christiansen, I feel grieved for the poor wench, and would gladly serve her. 'Tis a sad story, now I remember. The maiden disappeared from her home several days ago, and all at the Fen Farm believe her dead.' Priscilla did not reply ; she was bending over the sick girl, trying to find some glimmer of returning consciousness ; but none came. She lay like one stone dead. Priscilla raised her head. ' You have your horse at the gate, good friend P ' 'Yes.' ' Then you will gallop away with two letters from me — one for the doctor, one for Christian Christiansen ? ' The young squire's face reddened ; he was about to give a hasty refusal, when be suddenly checked himself, and said, 123 GOD AND THE MAN. * WhatsoeTer you wish, I will do.' Prisoilla immediately proceeded to scribble oflF two notes. The one to Christian ran as follows : — 'Mt dear Friend, — ^Tour sister lieth under this roof, grievously sick. An hour ago, as I stood at the gate giving good morning to young Squire Orchardaon, a weary woman staggered up and fell at my feet. The young squire, recognising her sooner than I, told me her name; he carried her into the house for me, and is now waiting to be the bearer of two letters, one to the doctor, and this one to yourself. You will come-, good friend, as soon as you receive this ; and in the meantime I shall do all in my power for the poor sicl? maid. ' Your faithful friend, ' Pkiscilla Sefton.' Priscilla, while sealing this letter, felt that she had phrased it well. The wish had of late become strong within her to be the peacemaker between these two men, for to her gentle nature the hatred which they bore to one another was terrible beyond endurance. So in despatching this missive Priscilla thought that by judiciously mentioning the service of young Or- chardson, she would at least gain for him his enemy's thanks. As Orohardson took the lines, he was gratified at receiving a sweet word of thanks from Priscilla, and an earnestly expressed hope that she would soon see him again. ' For of course,' she added, quickly, suddenly remem- bering their conversation of a few hours before, ' you will be curious to hear how the poor maid goeth on. ' I shall be very curious,' returned Orohardson, as bending over her hands he pressed them afi'eotionately, then took his leave. He delivered the doctor's note himself — the other he gave to a boy; for much as he wished to serve Priscilla, he could not bring himself to ride up as a messenger to the Fen Farm. Having done his work he rode leisurely homewards. ICATE COMES HOME. Ui3 He was in anything but a comfortable frame of mind, though he had decided what must bo his own course of action. So tar, he had been fortunate, the girl had remained senseless; but sooner or later she must recover, and then, perhaps, Priscilla might learn all. At first he had thought of communicating with Kate, and trying to ensure her silence ; but now he had decided upon a better plan. She had no witnesses ; if she accused he could deny ; nay, more, he could put this forth as another evidence of the wish of the Christiansens to disgrace him and drag him down. On reaching home he found his father about to sally forth ; at sight of his son's face the old man turned and re-entered the house. ' Well, lad ? ' he questioned, laying his hand affectionately on Richard's shoulder, 'how sped thy wooing P ' ' I am baulked again by a Christianson.' * Curse them, — curse the whole breed ! ' ' So say I, father ; Priscilla was gentle as a lamb until his runaway sister staggered up and fell at her feet. Then her heart melted, and she forgot me ; bade me help the girl into her house, and then despatched a message for her brother. My suit will never thrive with Priscilla till the Ohristiansons are away.' For three days young Orchardson nursed his wrath against the Christiansens, but mostly against Kate ; and during the whole of that time he was in a state of terror as to how matters would end between Priscilla and him- self. On his own course of action he had, as we have said, fully decided, but for a time he shrank from the idea of meeting the girl, and commencing the false tales which he knew he should have to tell. But gradually he grew accustomed to the thought of them, and on the evening of the fourth day he had con- quered himself sufficiently to walk down to the cottage Bt Brightlinghead, ostensibly with the intention of in- quiring how the poor outcast fared, but really to discover how much of her sad story had been told to Priscilla. It was long past sunset, the evening prayer-meeting ftt the cottage was over, the small congregation had dis- persed, and Priscilla herself, a light shawl thrown over tss4 GOD A/fD THE MA:^. her liead, was walking up and down the road in the last- gathering twilight. She was much paler and more pensive-looking than osnal, but when her eyes fell upon the young man her face brightened with a strange smile. He saw at once that he was safe. ' Good Mr. Richard, you are welcome,' she said, ' I was thinking of thee ! ' The young man's heart grew light. He kissed the hand which she gave him, then held forth a posy of hia father's choicest flowers. ' I have come to inquire for your patient,' he said quietly, ' and my father hath sent these flowers to cheer thee in the sick-room.' ' Tour father is too good. When you return, thank him for me.' And she took the flowers, and held them to her sweei face. For the moment he felt impelled to give an affection- ate reply, but remembering that to be too precipitate might mean the loss of aU, he contented himself with watching Priscilla's beautiful pale face as it bent above the nosegay to inhale the posy's fragrant breath. ' They are very sweet,' said PriscOla, softly, ' but in- deed I have no sick-room to put them into now. Our poor little maid hath gone away.' ' Gone away ? ' echoed Orohardson, and for a moment there arose within him a wild hope that Kate Christian- eon might be dead. But Priscilla quietly replied, ' Yes, so soon as she was strong enough to move her brother took her home.' After that they both remained silent. Orchardson longed yet dreaded to hear more, and Priscilla knew not what to say . Her scheme of becoming peacemaker between these two strange men had completely fallen through. But since she could not make peace, she would try not to create a stronger hatred. She would never mention to Orchardson how Christian, on hearing that the mar. had dared to touch his sister even in kindness, had shown ungovernable wrath, and had in his frenzy even accused IViscilla of wishing to humiliate him before his foe. XATS COMES MOMS. zss He had succeeded in arousing the gentle maiden's wratli at last. But the anguish which had followed her wrath told her only too plainly the state of her heart, ' I will go away,' she had said to herself. ' We have no longer any mission here. It requires a stronger will than mine to lead these men from the errors into which they are falling. God is far-seeing, and He may choose some other means of bringing them right at last.' ' Will you come in ? ' asked the girl, quietly ; but Orchardson shook his head. ' Not to-night, Priscilla. If I may, I will come again. Good-night, and may God bless you ! ' He uttered the benediction with strange earnestness, then he bent again and kissed her hands. For that night at least he spoke no word of love, but walked away with a strange look of relief, like one reprieved from death. CHAPTER XIV. THE widow's cup IS FULU RiCHAED Obchabdson might breathe in peace. Kate Christiansen, in recovering from her swoon, said nothing to incriminate him or herself, but answered all questions with vague words and moans. Then Christian Ohris- tianson had indeed taken his poor sister home, and the shock of the removal had again overpowered her, and for many hours she lay like one stricken unto death. The mother and brother watched her ; each looking, wondering, bat saying nothing. Not even to each other in the silence of the night had they spoken of the terrible fear which was heavy upon the hearts of both. For a time they thought that the girl would die, and the mother in her anguish and suspicion guessed at times that it might be better so ; but God willed it otherwise ; Kate gradually recovered — arose from bed, the mere ghost of what she once had been, and again resumed her place in the house. This was a hard time for Kate,_ for now that her delirium had passed away, Dame OhristioB- 126 GOD AND THE MAN. Bon, unable longer to restrain her anxiety, began to question her danghter as to the past. But Kate had the tenacity and reticence of some otherwise feeble natures. She would say nothing. She gazed into her mother's stern, cold face with pitiful pleading, and when pressed closely, fell into violent paroxysms, and in her anguish wildly prayed that she might die. So it came to pass one evening that Dame Christian- son, sitting by the fire with the old Bible upon her knee, looked at the trembling, cowering figure before her, and resolutely steeled her heart. ' Thou wilt not speak, thou wilt tell me naught,' she said, ' but for all that I fear that thou art not fit to share this roof with righteous folk. If it cometh to pass that thou hast brought shame upon our name, I will turn thee like a dog from our door ! ' ' Mother, mother ! ' cried the trembling girl. But the stern old woman held up her hands. ' Call me not mother till I hear thy tale. Perchance thy sin is not so great as I deem it, but since thou triest to break my heart, do not name my name. Here in thy father's house is food and shelter, but while thou hidest RUght from me, thou art no child of mine ! ' So Kate sobbed and cried, and rocked herself in her agony of grief ; the mother read the Bible, looking up now and again to watch the tear-stained face of her daughter — but neither spoke. When Christian came in from his work in the fields, she quietly did what work was required of her, then, like a stricken hound, she crept up to her room. As she was leaving the chamber for the night, Christian called her back. ' Good-night, Katie,' he said. The sound of the old childish name, spoken so fondly by her stern brother, was too much for poor Kate to bear. Pausing, she held up her sunken cheek for her brother's kiss, then, with one last look into her mother's stern face, she crept upstairs, and having gained her room sank on the floor in passionate tears. When she was gone and the door was closed, the mother and sou spake no word. Christian, whose heart TBB WIDOW'S CVP IS FULL. raj had melted for a moment at sight of his sister'a silent pain, had far different thoughts to occupy his brain. Only two hours before he had met Priscilla on the sands, and receiTed her last farewell. Yes, Priscilla was gone from Brightlinghead ; she had come like a spirit of light and love, to bring glad- ness to the hearts of many, but now the Divine Hand which ruled her life pointed onwards, and again she fol- lowed her blind father forth into the wilderness of the world. Well, it was some comfort to Christian that she had wished to say ' good-bye ' — that she had given him a few words of counsel, and expressed a hope that they might some day meet again. ' We have both our work to do,* she said, sweetly, ' yon as well as I. God give you strength to do it man- fully and well, dear Christian.' ' Priscilla ! ' he cried, wildly, ' before you go, hearken again ! ' But Priscilla put np her hand. ' Nay, we have both said o'ermuch already. Good- bye, and may God bless you, dear friend.' ' God's blessing comes to me through you only ; when you are gone it will be to me as if I had been plunged into the darkest depths of hell ! ' 'Alas ! say not so.' ' But I say so, in good sooth. Give me some hope, Priscilla ! Leave me not to waste and die. With yous help, I might become a better man.' The girl shook her head, sadly. 'I have tried,' she murmured, faintly; ' and I havo failed. My place is with my father, and even if I were free, I should fear your disposition. Good-bye, dear Christian! Perchance we may meet again some day. Boon, and till then, remember me ! ' With such words upon her lips, and a calm, placid smile upon her face, she had faded from his sight. The memory of that interview was ever in his mind, the light of that sweet smile ever before his eyes, making the world seem brighter to him, and softening his heart to all mankind. To-night, particularly, Priscilla's influonce was strong w8 GCD AND THE MAlf. upon, him, as he sat looking at his mother's, Btern, oolA face, and thinking of his heart-broken sister. ' Perchance she is too hard, he thought ; ' perchanca we are both too hard. Poor Kate ! if she hath sinned, she suffers sorely.' A little later, when he went upstairs, he looked into his sister's room. Kate's passionate pain had passed away ; pale and exhausted she sat now upon the bedside. ' Kate, my lass,' said Christian, going up to her, and lifting one of her wasted hands, ' the mother's heart ia sore because she loveth you — remember that ; maybe, the soreness will pass away, and she'll come right again. She hath bad overmuch trouble, Kate, and it makes her hard sometimes ; but she loves you ; nay, we all love you.' The girl said nothing; with the docility and timidity of a poor dumb animal, she pressed her cold, trembling lips to her brother's hand, and sank back again upon the bed. But when he was gone, and she was alone again, alone with her load of sorrow, which was surely break- ing her heart, she moaned aloud in anguish : — ' If he knew, if he only knew ! would he not curse me as my mother would curse me ? would he not drive me forth as she would drive me forth ? Yea, even although it sent me to my death. What shall I do ? Dear God, what shall I do ? I cannot live like this, I cannot go out into the world. If only I oould die ! ' She wiped away her tears, tried to calm her ever beating heart, and sat down to think. What coiHd she do ? Nothing, nothing ! Confess to her mother that she had grievously sinned, and that Richard Orchardson, the mortal enemy of their house, had won her love, and afterwards brought her to shame ? Nay, for then with a mother's curse she would be driven forth to become a hopeless outcast on the pitiless street. Suddenly, in the midst of her blackest despair, came a ray of hope, a ray so bright that for the moment the dead light in the girl's eye kindled into something of its old brightness. She thought of Priscilla Sefton, the blind missionary's daughter ; she was known to be good »ud kind, she mas^ bare guessed part of the pitiful THE WIDOW'S CUP IS FULL. t»9 story,— she should leam the rest, and perhaps her good counsel might bring the poor sufferer some peace. Tes, Kate resolved to seek Priscilla on the morrow ; and with that thought to comfort her, she sank to rest, little dreaming what new trials the morrow was to bring forth. After a troubled night, Kate Christiansen arose, weary and unrefreshed. Though it was still early, yet the grey light of dawn was stealing into the house. Christian was already afield, but the dame was still in her room. Dressing herself with somewhat more than ordinary care, Kate crept downstairs, and set herself to perform her few household duties. Having finished these, she hastily drew on her bonnet and shawl and left the house. She was obliged to go thus early, for in five minutes more her mother would be down, and would be sure to ply her with a series of questions as to her going forth. But now that she was free and fairly on her road her heart turned sick within her. 'Tvvas such a sorry errand ! Well, it was part of her punishment, and as such it must be bravely borne. Nevertheless she lingered on her road, choosing the quiet, unfrequented paths, and withdrawing aside when- ever a human soul came by, so that when she arrived at Brighth'nghead the day was well broken. What was Kate's surprise, however, to find the cottage door closed, the blinds all drawn, and no sign of life about it any- where ! She walked resolutely up to the door and knocked. No answer. She knocked again : the sound of her knuckles on the door reverberated through the house, but brought no sign of life. At this moment an old coastguardsman happened to pass by. ' What be you wanting there, mistress ? ' he asked gruffly ; and Kate meekly replied, ' I came to seek the preacher's daughter.' ' Mistress Sefton ? She be gone away.' ' Gone ! ' 'Ay; travelled away with her father. They are wanderers always, it seems, and never bide in on© place long.' 130 GOD AND IHE MAN. ' Then they are not coming back ? ' ' Nay ; leastways not for many a day ! ' Trembling, and more sick at heart than ever, Kate moved from the door, and began to retrace her steps along the road. What to do now ? There was only one plan left, and that was to seek out Richard Orchardson. That he had ceased to care for her, Kate knew only too well ; her only hope was that her sorry state might at least arouse his pity. But how to find him, how to speak with him ? She might wait all day and never see hira, and she dared not go to the Willows. Dared not ? — nay but she would ! Trouble had made her desperate. If she sent to him he would avoid her — of that she felt sure ; the only way was to bring him right before her face. Full of this new determination, yet shrinking fearfully from the task she had to perform, Kate drew her shawl more tightly about her shoulders, and looked around with a shiver. The day was well advanced, but it was cold and dark and sunless. She walked on and on till she was some distance from the Willows, but she knew there was life there, for she could see the smoke issuing from the chimneys, and she could hear the echoing bark of the mastiffs which were always chained in the yard. With flushed cheek and wildly palpitating heart, Kate walked on, never once pausing to think antil she came to the lodge gate. Then good fortune attended her ; for she met one of the grooms coming out of the gate. 'Will you tell me,' she asked, in a low trembling voice, ' if Master Eichard is at home ? ' ' Master Richard ? Nay ! ' • Where is he ? ' ' Don't 'ee know he's gone away to London P ' ' Gone away ! ' ' Ay, went away a week ago, and he bean't likely to be back here again tiU winter- tide.' The man passed on, and left Kate standing cold, irembling, and speechless. As Kate Christianson returned towards the Fen Farm faiut and despairing, — for she felt now that THE WIDOW'S CUP IS FULL. rsi Richaid had abandoned her for ever, and that there was no hope for her in this world, — she saw before her the fignre of a man. He was walking slowly towards the farm, on the road which led to the sea ; and though he was too far from her to be distinctly recognised, she knew that he was a stranger. Now and then he paused and looked around him, with the perplexed air of one to whom the snrronnding scene was unfamiliar. Not wishing to come face to face with any person, she held back upon the road, suffering him to pass on out of sight. Listlessly and sadly she wandered dovim to the mere side, and looked at the dark water wearily, as she had looked upon it that black night before her child was born. Very still and peaceful it looked, in the grey light of the windless, sunless day. Over the shore where she stood several sea-gulls were flying and uttering shriU cries. She stood listening in a dream. Presently she turned from the water side and walked towards the farm. Aa she did so, she saw approaching her, with rapid strides, the same man she had previously seen before her on the road. It was impossible to avoid him now ; so she pushed on past him, averting her face as she came near. As she came up, he looked at her keenly, and made a sign of recognition ; but she noted nothing of this, and was passing rapidly by, when his voice arrested her: ' Stop, mistress ! ' She turned trembling, and looked at him. He was a middle-aged countrified fellow, dressed like a small farmer, in coat and knee-breeches ; and his feet and legs were dirty, as if with a long tramp on the highway. ' Don't 'ee know me, mistress ? ' he continued, with ft forbidding smile. ' Well, some folk lia' short memories. But I know iliee, and by the same token I ha' found thee. My name's Joe Prittlewell, and I come fro' Harringford, where thy poor ba'rn was born.' Poor Kate uttered a terrified cry, and clutched him by the arm. ' speak low ! speak low I If they should hear I ' ' Nay,' said the man sternly, ' it be too late to speak IJi GOD AlfTD THE MAN. low now, for the mischief's cut. I ha' spoken wi' tlij mother and wi' thy brother, up yonder at the farm.' ' Ton have not told them ! No, no ! ' 'Bide a bit, and listen. When you did slip away from my dame's care, with ne'er so much as a " Thank you, dame," or a parting gift, we was sore puzzled, and angry enou' at thy ingratitude ; for there was all thy keep to pay for, and the lying-in, and the buryin' beside, for the pariah would not help us a groat. " Never mind, dame," says I: "I'll soon find the wench's friends, an' I had only a bit of a clue." Well, searching in thy chamber, I finds a ring, a leetle gold keepsake ring, and inside that ring was printed thy mother's name. So we worked it out together, my dame and I ; and I vowed the first free day I had to come along and speak wi' thy folk ; and so I come.' Dazed and terrified beyond measure, Kate looked at the man, scarcely hearing the words that he spoke. Her secret was out then, once and for ever; and by that time, perchance, her mother's door was abeady closed against her. ' Did you say you had spoken with my mother ? ' she cried at last. ' Ay, marry ; and ha' given her back her gold ring.* ' And you told her — nay, nay, you did not teU her — you would not be so cruel — ^you ' ' I told the dame o' thy lying-in at our house, and or tne buryin', and that we were poor folk, and could not stand to lose thy keep and thy lodging. Thei> thy good brother gave me four silver crowns, and pushed me fro' the door. " Keep this all to thyself," says he, " and one day soon I'll ride o'er and talk wi' the dame at home." " Nay, never fear," says I, " I can keep my mouth shut ; " and I corned away.' Kate stood moaning and wringing her hands ; then, with a sudden impulse, she turned, and began waUiing rapidly away from the farm. The man kept at her side. ' Don't 'ee take on so, my poor wench,' he said gruffly. ' Thou'rt not the first nor the last as has made a fool o' thysen' wi' no help fro' parson ; bless 'ee, they thinks no more o' that in ow good town than they TBS H^WOtV'S CUP IS FULL. 133 floes np in Lunnon. Thy folk will forgive thoe, never fear!' ' Never, never ! ' cried Kate. ' Who's thy ba'm's feyther, tell me that ! Won't he Btand by thee ? He will, if it be true, as I ha' heerd, he be a gentleman born.' Kate started, with a wild glance at the man. ' Who told thee he was a gentleman ? ' she asked. ' No man, mistress ; but my good dame did gather it fro' thy wild talk, when thou wast lying-in. Nay, I can tell thee thy gallant's name — 'twas " Richard," " Richard," ever on thy tongue ; and there were another name, too, a long name, beginning with a round "O " ; and I knows who owns it, though I be a stranger hereabout.' As the man spoke, Kate heard footsteps behind her, and turning quickly, she saw her brother running rapidly. Directly her eyes fell upon his face she saw that he knew, or guessed, everything. His eyes looked terrible, and his teeth were set together. As he came up panting, she shrank back, and lifted np her hands, as if expecting a blow. 'Christian! ' she cried imploringly. 'Brother dear! ' 'Nay,' answered Cbristian, in a low voice, 'you have no brother now. Ton have chosen between us and shame, and we have done with you for ever. I come to yon from my mother — to tell you never to darken her door again.' Kate answered with a moan, hanging her head in hopeless acquiescence. ' God knows our lot was heavy enough,' proceeded Christian. ' God knows our mother's cup of grief was full enough, without this last sorrow. But there — I waste words, 'tis too late for words now. All I want now from you, Kate Christiansen, is the villain's name.' ' Oh, Christian, I cannot speak it ! Do not ask me!' He fixed his eyes terribly upon her, and took her by the wrist. She did not shrink or cry; he might have killed her just then, for all she cared. ' No need to speak,' he said ; ' I knew it — and yet, I would htvve it from yonr own lips. Richard Orchard- 134 GOD AND THE MAN. Bon is tte fatter of thy dead child ? Answer — ^yea or nayP' She did not answer in words, but her face spoke plainly enough. Christian threw her from him, and turned away. ' That is all I sought to know. I am content.' ' Oh, Christian, yon will not harm him ! I — I lore him ! Perchance he will make amends.' He might have struck her now, so much did her last words madden him, had not the man interposed. ' Nay, master, keep thy temper ! Perchance, as the poor wench saith, the gentleman will make amends.' Christian looked at the speaker for a moment with the ferocity of a wild beast ; then, shaking him off con- temptnously, again approached his sister. ' You shall not starve. No sister of mine shall starve. Go with this man, and he will shelter you, till I have settled with our mother what to do. But yon must not come back — remember that ! Ton have no home now.' 'Yes, Christian,' said poor Kate, faintly; and without another word Christian walked rapidly away. They stood on the road watching his figure until it disappeared. Then \h& man turned to Kate, who was sobbing bitterly, and said, ' Take comfort, wench. Thy folk will forgive thee sure enow, an yon gi'e them time ; for after all, 'twas human nature. Come home along o' me.' Sad and sick at heart. Christian returned homeward. The events of that morning had come like a thunder. 3lap, leaving him no time to think or plan. Had he yielded to his own natural impulse, he would have led his penitent sister back, for he loved her dearly ; but all pity, all compunction, all natural affection, was crushed beneath the terrible, unbearable weight of one thought — ^that his sister's betrayer was Richard Orchardson. It was almost too much to bear. By what cruel fatality could it be that the Orchardsons were destined, at every important turn of his days, to shadow and blacken his being ? First, there were the old tradi. tional wrongs, bred in the wild past and abiding is THE WIDOW'S CUP TS FULL. ijj Iho blood ; then, there was his father's death, caused, directly or indirectly, by an Orchardson ; again, the family rnin and his mother's despair ; and last of all, horrible beyond measure, and in all humanity unbear- able, this betrayal of his too foolish, feeble, and Wing sister. Tes, the cup was indeed fall to overflowing', ftnd all his soul now was set on some desperate revenge. To add to his mad misery, he knew that Richard Orchardson was just then far beyond his reach, pouring his poisoned words, possibly, into the pure ears of PrisciUa Sefton. This last thought was wildest of all. Unable to bear its horrible suggestions, he hurried across the marsh, and approached the Fen Farm. The hall door stood wide open, and the house was quite silent. He entered quickly, and passing into the sitting-room, saw his mother sitting quietly there, in her old attitude, the Bible by her side. ' Well, mother, I have seen her,' he cried, entering the room, ' and, alas ! she hath confessed.' There was no reply. The widow sat nerveless in her chair, with her eyes fixed on vacancy, and one out- fitretched hand on the open Bible. The faint light came through the heavily-curtained window, and touched her pale face and snow-white hair. Christian approached quickly, stooped down before her, and uttered a terrified cry. She was dead in her chair. CHAPTER XV. THE DEAD WOMAN. So Christian fell at once into that great blackness where the atheist lies, with eyes averted from heaven and his forehead pressed into the hard earth. By no intellectual process, by no succession of bitter doubts and ruthless syllogism, but simply through the utterness of moral despair, there was forced upon his soul the consciousness that the world is without God, and that those who doubted God's very existence were in the right. If ^6 GOD AND THE MAN. there were a God indeed, if the gentle Providence of the preacher were a fact or a possibility, such thinga coTild never have been ; that at least seemed clear. Or if God existed, he must be on the side of evil ; cruel, pitiless, incomprehensible, unblessing and unblest. All was blind fate ; anarchy subsisting in the very shadow of death. Peeling this, in all the tumult of his wild grief, he Bat and looked in the eyes of the dead woman, not yet closed reverently, but fixed in horrible contemplation of some sight of terror which only dead eyes see ; sat and gazed into her eyes and held her clay-cold hand till Lis own fingers felt like ice, and the chill of the grave was in his heart. Hours passed thus. Night and death were in the house, with no sound, no stir. At last he rose, lifted the lamp, and held it close to his mother's marble face. Ah ! what a record of hate and pain was written there ! The face was fixed in pallor, the eyes were blank, but the weary lines and furrows still remained, and the brows were knitted, and the poor thin hair, parted neatly over the blue-veined temples, kept its snow. ' Mother ! mother ! ' he moaned ; but no tears came. Then his eye fell upon the old Bible, still standing open by the corpse's side. With trembling hand he took it up, and turning to the flyleaf, read his father's name writ there, and his mother's name, and poor Kate's, and last his own ; all their names, and the date of his father's and mother's wedding, and the birthdays of the children, himself and the poor sister whom sorrow had untimely tried. Of all that little household only one now remained — alone in all the world. The rest had faded from him, like dreams that had scarcely been. His mind went back to the beginning of it all ; to the dark feuds between the two houses, begun in blood before he came. He saw before him, as in a vision, the Orchard sons and Ohristiansons of tradition, flitting to and fro amid the shadows of civil war and political change, armed, angry, always with their hands against each other. He fpmembered how o»e wild deed had avenged another. ' He sat and gazed into her eyes. '' THE DEAD WOMAN: \yj how blow had met blow, how hate had met hate, until the men of both houses were more like devils than human beings. Then he bethought him of his father's death-bed, and the black knavery, for so it seemed, which had hastened the poor man's end; of the hour when, as a boy, he struck his enemy's son, and saw him bleeding at his feet ; of the lawsuit which followed and beggared the household already poor. Last and saddest of all came the thought of his sister's shame and his old mother's broken heart ; these, too, due to an Orchardson, the wickedest of the race. Amidst these confused images and memories, one form moved like a celestial vision. At every confused vista of his mad recollection there came up .before him the image of PriscUla Sefton, with a look of beautiful admonition. She, too, had vanished from him ; she who might have made amends for all, and turned his desolation into some abiding peace. Ah ! what would he not have given just then if she could have suddenly appeared before him to touch the rock of his hate with the wand of her Divine compassion, and strike its stone to tears ! As he thought and thought, the silence became too much for him to bear, and passing from his mother's side, he went to the hall door and threw it open. It was a fine moonlight night of high wind ; white clouds were scudding over the moon's face ; and the air was full of luminous phosphorescence. The fields and marshes lay so distinct before him, that he could trace the black lines of the ditches and hedges, and the patches of wood, as clearly as if it had been day. The wind was coming from seaward, and, listening intently, he could hear a sound which seemed like the moaning of the sea. Leaving the door open behind him, he passed out, and hastened across the fields to a neighbouring cottage, where dwelt an aged couple who often did rough work about the farm. He knocked loudly, and the door was opened immediately by an old woman. • My mother is dead,' he cried quickly, * Haste to tha house and watch by her till I return. I am going np to the village,' 138 GOD AND THE MAN. The woman uttered a wail ; but before she could dssail Mm with any questions, he was gone. A strange and sudden thought came over him, and with the fury of a man possessed by a demon, he rushed across the moonlit fields. In a very short time he reached the village ; but he did not stop there. Hasten- ing on, he entered the long avenue leading to the "Willows, gained the terrace, and pausing there, stood for some minutes panting for breath. The great house was in darkness ; but at last ho discovered light in one window, a window opening to the ground. Without hesitating a moment, for his wild thought still possessed him, he pushed the window open, and entered. There was a startled cry, a tall figure sprung up, and he found himself standing face to face with Squire Orchardson. ' Help ! ' cried the squire in terror. ' Who's there ? ' ' It is I, Christian Christianson.' His voice was clear and distinct as he replied, and but for his death- white face, and close- set lips, he would have seemed free of all agitation. Tears after that night he remembered his coolness and self-command, and wondered at them. He looked steadily in the squire's face and waited. For a time the old man seemed overpowered by surprise, glanced nervously towards the bell-rope and at the door. ' What seek you here ? ' he said at last. ' At this hour ' ' I have come to speak with your son.' ' My son is far away,' answered the squire quickly, ' What do you want with him ? ' 'Nay,' said Christian, 'the father will do as well. I have come to you from — from my mother.' His voice faltered a little at the name, but his eye still looked calmly in the other's face. ' Tour mother wishes to see me ? ' cried Orchardson in complete astonishment. Christian answered with a curious inclination of the head. ' If this is indeed so,' said the squire nervously, ' if your mother has any word to say to me that may calm THE DEAD WOMAN. 139 fll blood, God forbid that I should ttwart her. 1 have heard of her trouble, not without compassion. Tell her I will come to her to-morrow.' 'No, to-night! to-night!' cried Christian in the same low voice ; and he made a stop as if to place hia hand upon the old man's arm. ' To-night ? Impossible ! ' ' I tell you I have come to you from her. Will you follow me ? or are you afraid ? ' The old man drew himself up with a nervous shrug of the shoulders. ' Nay, I am not frightened so easily ; and, indeed, what should I fear ? But the request is so sudden, ea anreasonable.' ' Come and see her,' persisted Christian, ' that is all I ask.' ' Nay, if the dame is ill ' ' Ay, sick unto death,' was the answer. ' She ia waiting for you : come ! ' The squire looked at his visitor again, and then, after a moment's hesitation, concluded to obey the strange summons. It did not seem altogether extra, ordinary that Dame Ohristianson, being possibly at the point of death, might have some last request to make, or some final confession. With all his faults, and they were numerous, Orchardson had his human feelings ; and he would have been rather relieved than otherwise at a death-bed reconciliation with the woman who had Buffered so much from his animosity. ' Wait here a moment,' he said ; ' I will go with you.' So saying, he withdrew from the room ; in a few minutes he returned, cloaked, and staff in hand. Could he have seen the strangely ominous smile which crossed Christian's face as they passed out into the night, he would doubtless have hesitated before leaving his own door. Even as it was, he kept the young man well before him as they went, and held his hand underneath hia cloak, gripping a weapon. For he, better than most men, knew the stuff of which his hereditary adversaries were made, and which rendered them capable of almost any deed of violence. tjo &0D AND THE MAN. Christian led the way so rapidly that the old man had some difficulty in keeping np with him. Once or twice the latter paused for breath, or to put further questions, to all of which Christian answered in mono- syllables. They passed through the slumbering village, along the brink of the mere, and at last they came in sight of the Fen Farm. Not far from the door, Orchardson again paused. ' If your mother is very sick,' he said, ' would it not be better to seek holy aid ? I should be glad to see some man of God by her bedside.' Without replying. Christian strode on to the farm door, pointed his companion in, and followed. But the room where he had left his mother lying was empty, and the chair was vacant. He turned and led the way upstairs. On the landing above he encountered the old man and woman his neighbours, and spoke to them in a ^Yhisper. Then he pushed open a bedroom door, and entered ; Orchardson followed close behind. The room was dimly lit by an oil lamp, and on the bed, stretched out in white, lay the corpse of Dame Christiansen, stiff and cold. At sight of the bed and its ghastly occupant, the squire recoiled and uttered a cry. In a moment Christian's powerful hand clutched his arm like a vice. ' Look ! ' said Christian. ' Merciful heaven ! she is dead ! ' ' Yes, she is dead. I have brought you here to look upon your work ; yours, and your son's. Tou killed her. Tou killed my father first, then her. Nay, you Bhall not stir.' Pale as death, and trembling violently, Orchardson tried to shake himself free and leave the room. ' She died to-night,' said Christian, ' before I camo to you ; and she died cursing you. Tou did not hear her curse, but you shall hear mine. But first, where ia Richard your son ? Tell me where he is, that I may follow him, and avenge my mother and sister.' ' What do you mean r Ton talk like a madmao. Jjet me leave this place.' ' Not till yon tell me where to find your son.' ' He is far awaj.' TffS DEAD WOMAN. t4l 'WhefeP' 'I do not know. Release your hold, young man. Yon are profaning your mother's death-chamber.' He had struck the right note at last. With a wild look at the dead figure on the bed, and a half-smothered eob, Christian led the old man from the room, and down- stairs into the hall ; thence into the gloomy chamber, still lighted by a lamp, where his mother had died. By this time Mr. Orchardson had recovered his self- command. Looking keenly at Christian, and throwing into his manner a certain sympathy of superiority, he said with decision, ' Ton have brought me here on a fool's errand, but I am sorry for you. God knows I never wished any ill to your mother. I would have been lenient to you all, had you not driven me to desperation. Well, what more have yon to say to me ? ' ' Only this,' answered Christian : ' if you were not an old man, yon should not leave this house to-night alive. But you may go. My reckoning shall be with your son.' Mr. Orchardson walked towards the door ; then, as if impelled by a sudden thought, he turned quickly, and fixed his keen eyes on Christian's face. *My son hath no reason to love you,' he said, quietly ; ' but what evil hath he done you, that you should hate him so ? ' Christian did not reply, but met the old man's eye with a look of terrible meaning. ' My son is a gentleman,' continued Mr. Orchardson. ' If you are thinking of the lying tales concerning him and your unhappy sister, let me tell you that he is innocent in that matter; nay, I have it from his own lips that he is innocent. And even were he guilty as you believe, 'tis but a boy's folly, and he would make amends.' With the swiftness and ferocity of a wild animal, Christian crossed the room towards Mr. Orchardson, who shrank back as if apprehending personal violence. But though his clenched hands were raised trembling in the air, he struck no blow. 'Your BOH hath betrayed my sister, and killed my 1«3 GOD AND THE MAN. motlier, who lieth yonder. No matter whero he k hiding, I shall find him. No matter how long I maj have to -wait, I shall kill him ; and I should Irill yovi, this night for the wrong you did my father, if I did not wish you to live to see my vengeance on your son— to Bee him lying dead before you, killed by my hand.' The old man. shrank back in horror, less at tho words than at the expression on the speaker's face. ' Wretch I ' he gasped, ' I will swear the peace against you. The law ' ' No law will save your son from me. It will be life for life, and may God's curse blind me if I do not as I have sworn. Now begone ! ' Christian pointed to the door. With an exclamation, half-angry, half-fearful, Mr. Orchardson shrank away before the outstretched hand, and tottered out into the night, closing the hall door with a crash behind him. Reaching the gate beyond, he paused a moment, and saw the dim light coming from the upper chamber where the woman was lying dead. Then shocked and shaken by what he had heard and seen, he made hia way slowly back to the Willows. Left to himself in the lower room, Christian fell into a chair, and hid his face in his hands. For nearly an hour he remained thus, a prey to his own wild thoughts ; then he rose and walked back to the death- chamber, and knelt down by his mother's side. Early the next morning, after a night of little sleep, Mr. Orchardson rose, and sitting down to hia desk, wrote a long letter to his son. The letter contained, much general matter; among it all, these warning words : — 'AU this is as I have told you. As you love me, keep away from the Willows yet awhile ; for the fool is dangerous, and you can scarce guess the hate which breedeth in his simple heart. He layeth his sister's flight and his mother's death at our door. Look to yourself, my dear Dick, should you meet; but nay, you must not meet. And so, with many fond wishes that your suit may thrive, farewell.' To make aU safe and sure, Mr, Orchai-dson himself THE DEAD WOMAN. 14J rode over to the neighbouring town with the letter con- taining the above warning, and sent it by coach with hia own hand. The next few days were a dreary blank to Christian Christianson. Like one in a dream he heard folk coming and going ; saw the wooden coffin borne in at the door ; went up afterwards and saw the waxen face lying at peace within it ; sat for hours in the solemn room ; finally, one sad day, heard the bell tolling, as he followed the hand-bearers with their black burthen np the hillside, through the village, to the green church- yard. In a dream still, he stood in his black cloak, bare- beaded, by the open grave, and heard the loose mould drip heavily on the coiEn wood. ' Ashes to ashes, dust to dust ; in sure and certain hope of the resurrection to eternal life.' But no sweet pity, no thought of Divine resurrection, filled his soul. All his thoughts were turned one way — ^how to avenge his mother, how to set right his sister's wrong by some sudden and desperate deed. Then he too might die — the sooner the better. His plans were all matured. To remain longer in the place of his birth was poison to him. He had an idea that all avoided him, that the story of his sister's disgrace and the family dishonour turned every heart against him ; whereas, if the truth must be told, his own sullen suspicion and gloomy reticence were the causes which prevented the neighbours from volunteering help or sympathy. He hated the place, the familiar faces, the common air and sunshine. He would go away, never perhaps to return. Meantime, while preparing to depart, he inquired high and low, secretly but persistently, the whereabouts of Richard Orchardson ; but no one could help him Some said that the young man was upon the Continent ; others that he was somewhere in the great city, of London. Nor could he gain any tidings whatever of PrisciUa and her father ; they too had vanished, with- out leaving any trace. In those days, when the daily newspaper was not thought of, and when the electric telegraph was not tu GOV AND THE MAN. even a dream, folk had not to wander far away if they wished to leave their old lives entirely behind them. Fifty mHes was as far away, to all intents and purposes, as five times fifty is now. Tidings of those he sought were not likely to be brought to Christian's ears. If he wished to find them, he must follow them out into the world, and trace them step by step. This indeed he resolved to do, being too fiercely im- patient to wait until his enemy might return home. He scarcely knew his own heart yet — it was so clouded and tortured by passion ; but in reality it was possessed by two spirits — one of hate and the other of love. Come what might, he had resolved to avenge the family, and to have it out with Richard Orchardson, even to the death ; but he was no less firmly bent on finding Priscilla Sefton, the only vision of beauty and goodness he had ever had on this dark earth. CHAPTER XVI. OH EOAED THE 'MILES STANDISH.' In the autumn of the year of which we are writing, there lay in the harbour basin of Southampton the good ship Miles Stamdish, a barque of eight hundred tons burden, laden with goods for the American market, and having, moreover, accommodation for several cabin passengers, besides a large party of emigrants bound to New Eingland The skipper, Ezekiel Moses Higgin- botham, of Salem, Massachusetts, was a shrewd New Bnglander, of pious bearings ; and it was with no small satisfaction that he reflected that the emigrant party under his care were for the most part religiously dis- posed agricultural labourers and farm servants, destined to join a settlement of hard-working Moravians far in the heart of the colony. It was the evening before the day fixed for the sailing of the vessel, and the sun was just setting in golden splendour, after a day of unusual brightness and ON BOARD THE 'MILES STANDISH.' 145 magnificence. Under an awning stretched from stern rail to companion of the vessel, sat two figures — one a tall grey-headed man dressed somewhat like a clergy- man, the other a girl in pensive black. They were the Wesleyan preacher, Richard Sefton, and Priscilla his daughter. As they sat in the shadow, the old man looking down, the girl gazing with hopeful eyes on the sunlit light that covered the sparkling water, the numerous shipping, and the rose-tinted town, there came from the fore part of the ship the sound of an evening hymn, sung by male and female voices to a quaint old tune. Mr. Sefton listened well-pleased, while Priscilla, not raising her voice, sang low in accompaniment, with a happy BmUe. When the song ceased, there came straddling to them a long shambling figure, smoking a great cigar. One eyelid was wide open, the other completely shut owing to some injury to the nerve ; so that he was one- eyed like Polyphemus ; but his countenance, brown aa mahogany and tough as leather, was sufiBciently good- humoured. ' G-ood even, captain,' said Priscilla, smiling. 'Shall we set sail early to-morrow ? ' Captain E. M. Higginbotham answered with a nod. * If so be the wind blows fair as it dew to-night, I calculate we shall be out of sight of these shores afore sunset; leastways if we can git a couple more hands aboard, for two of our white men have bolted, and we air short-handed as it is.' As the skipper spoke, a boat shot alongside, and a voice was heard hailing the vessel. In another minute a light figure leapt on board, and approached the little group near the companion. With a cry, Priscilla recognised Eichard Orchardson, clad in a dark suit of semi- nautical cut, and wearing a broad-brimmed sailor's hat. He approached smiling. 'Father! it is young Mr. Orchardson. He hath kept his promise, and come to bid us farewell.' By this time Richard's hand was clasped in hers ; and as the blind man rose to greet him, he exclaimed eagerly, I. ■46 GOD AND THE MAN. ' Nay, not farewell ! ' • But we sail to-morrow,* said Priscilla. 'And, God willing, I will sail in your company, oa you once besought me to do.' Priscilla looked at him in astonishment. More than once, indeed, when they had first discussed their plans for accompanying the little colony to the States, it had been hinted, more in jest than earnest, that young Orchardson's help and company would be welcome ; but Priscilla herself had never seriously thought of the possibility. She knew the young man's love for her, yet never calculated that it might lead him so great a length. Not entirely vrith pleasure now did she look into his eager face. But Mr. Sefton reached out both hands, and took those of Richard warmly. The young man knew his foibles, and had humoured them so well that he was a prime favourite. ' Tou are welcome,' he said, ' and I think you have decided wisely. But what saith your worthy father ? ' ' He hath given me free leave to roam for a year,' replied Richard. ' If you can show me how to help the good cause, how to make myself helpful to the poor folk under your care, I shall be heartily glad ; for, in- deed, I am sick of an idle life, and would fain be of some use in the world.' Mr. Sefton nodded approvingly; and it was soon settled, by a reference to the skipper, who stood looking on phlegmatically, that Richard should take passage in the Miles Standish. So the seamen hoisted up his luggage from the boat, which still floated alongside, and descending to the skipper's private cabin, he paid his passage-money and reoeiyed an acknowledgment in writing about as legible as a cuneiform inscription. Returning to the deck, Richard found Priscilla leaning over the vessel's side, and looking shoreward. Her face was shadowed, and she scarcely turned her eyes towards him as he approached. ' Are you angry that I came ? ' he asked in a low voice. 'Why should I be angry P ' *I had thought you might be pleased. For miue ON BOARD THE ' MILES STANDISH.' 147 own part, I could not dwell content in the land when you were gone.' She turned her face to his, with a searching look. ' You are not frank with my father,' she said. ' You make him believe that you would serve God, and good Master Wesley's cause, but you care for neither.' He answered, with a peculiar smile, ' Sweetheart, I csare for both — ^for your dear sake.' She stamped her little foot upon the deck, in positive anger. 'Go back to your father,' she cried; 'your place is with him, and with your English kinsmen. Why should you follow us? We shall never perchance return to England, and you only waste your time. It is I whom you follow, not my father ; and I shall be better content 3 you do not come.' So she spoke, with cheek half averted from him ; and never had she looked more winsome and fair. The dying light of day lingered upon her cheek and on her hair, while Richard, with dark eyes fixed upon her, leaned upon the bulwark, smiling to himself at her petu- lance, and feeling certain that it would soon pass away. There was a pause. Finding she did not speak again, he said quietly, * If it be A sin to forsake father, country, kinsmen, for the sake of one dearer than all, then in sooth I am to blame. To be near you, Priscilla, I would wander to the world's end. But do not think that I will fret you with my society. Unless you wish it, I will never come near your presence. I shall be content to sail in. the same ship, under the same sky, with one so dear ; and if God should BO will it, — which God Himself forbid ! — to sink with you to the same deep rest.' Priscilla trembled as she listened. Could it be Richard Orchardson who was speaking ? The words seemed so unlike any she had heard from him, — more earnest, solemn, and truthful, less flippant and self-confident. Had Christian Christiansen been the speaker, she could have understood ; for he had often used such language, or language as deeply earnest. Bat, indeed, Richard Orchardson was for the time in earnest too. Had she Jsnown more of the world, she L S litS GOD AND THE MAN. would have been aware that even light men have their solemn moods ; and that, given time, place, and occasion, even a hypocrite or a self-lover may be honestly and unselfishly moved. Just then, Richard Orchardson, despite his characteristic self-pride and heartlessness, felt indeed a lover, who had sacrificed the world for his mistress' sake, and was ready to follow her in all the chivalry of fearless manhood. The girl's beantiful presence, the dreamy scene, the deepening twilight, the soft voices of the sea, had all their temporary spell upon him. It is idle to think that such things have witchery for only good men ; they influence the bad and ignoble also ; nay, even brute beasts feel them, blindly feeling upward to speech and soul. What could Priscilla say? She could scarcely blame the man for loving her so much ; and there was something in his devotion which touched her heart. She made one last appeal to him not to leave England. ' Ask anything but that,' he said ; and she yielded per- force, frankly teUing him, however, that if he hoped to win her love, he hoped in vain, ' Because you love another,' he cried eagerly, think- ing of his enemy. ' Because I love no man,' she answered simply ; and with that answer his vanity was quite content. The Seftons, we may explain at this point, were not leaving England with the view of never returning. They were simply accompanying the emigrants, who were mainly Moravian converts, to the colony, to ex- EUnine the ground there, and see how much more good might be done by sending out further emigrants in the future. It was a scheme in which the great Mr. Wesley was himself interested ; and Mr. Sef ton had contributed largely to the necessary funds. So the blind man and his daughter were sent, in a quasi-ofl&cial way, to be the shepherd and shepherdess of the outgoing flock ; and then, when the work was done, to return for similar work elsewhere. That evening, the skipper of the Mile* Standish towed ashore, and, accompanied by his chief mate, a OJV BOARD THB 'MILES STAND/SB.' 149 little hard-grained Tankee, began beating the slums of Southampton, m the hope of making up his cre-w. Bat good men were scarce, and even bad ones were not to be had for the mere asking. ' I reckon we shall have to sail short-handed after all,' cried Cap'lain Higginbotham, scratching his head. He was standing at the door of a dingy public-house on the waterside, surveyed at a respectful distance by divers landsharks and waterside characters, who took no little delight in his dilemma. In company with his mate, he had beaten up every possible lodging-house and drinking den in the town, without any definite result whatever. As he spoke, there stood before him a tall muscular figure, dressed in a slop seaman's suit, very like those which were dangling for sale over the doors of nearly all the low outfitting shops in the town. On his head he wore a rough seaman's cap, round his throat a rough muffler was loosely thrown. He had a loose shambling gait, characteristic of the waterside loafer, and when he spoke, he shuffled with his feet, and looked upon the ground. ' Waal, where do you hail from ? ' growled the skipper, looking at him contemptuously. ' I've heard as how you're short-handed,' said the man, with a strong country accent, ' and I thought ' ' Waal, what might you happen to think ? ' asked khe captain. ' I thought as how I might serve.' The captain surveyed the speaker leisurely, be- ginning with his feet, and lifting his gaze slowly, inch by inch, till it met a pair of deep-set eyes, intensely bright and keen. Then he shook his head. ' Don't try it on with me, stranger,' he said. ' You won't suit.' ' Why ? ' ' 'Cause I guess you're no more a salt-water sailor than that theer pump-handle.' ' How do you know that ? ' asked the man, with tha ghost of a smile on his cheek. ' By the voice of yon, by the rigs of yon, and by the cut of your precious jib. Let's fed of your hands ! ijo con AI^D THE MAN. Theer ! Call tiat a sailor's paw ! Why, you're a land- lubber, and never smelb green water.' ' And if BO be I am,' persisted the man, ' why shouldn't I smell it now P Lookee, skipper ! I'm strong and I'm young, I can row and sail a boat, and I'm willing to work my way out for my keep, if so be you'll take me.' The skipper was about to give another grim negative, when the mate caught him by the sleeve and whispered in his ear. The two talked in a low voice together for Home minutes, then the captain turned sharply to the volunteer, and fixed him with his one eye. ' Tou mean it, stranger ? ' ' Tes, I want to get out to the colony.' ' Wheer might you be raised, and what's your name ?' ' I was born and christened in Essex county, and my name ' here the man hesitated a moment, but continued boldly, ' my name's John Dyson.' ' We sail to-morrow morning, first tide.' ' Soon as you like, skipper.' ' Then I'm your man, John Dyson. I'll hev you, and chaw my head off if I don't make a sailor on you, some- how. Dew you say done ? ' 'Done.' ' Done it is,' said the captain, aud held out his homy hand. Late that evening, when the town was asleep, the captain, well-primed with liquor and tolerably well con- tented, entered his gig, followed by the new seaman, carrying a small canvas bag of necessaries. As they rowed out through the dark basin, with its twinkling lights, the stranger volunteered a question. ' Skipper ? ' ' Waal ? ' ' I've heerd there's a blind man aboard your ship, — $k blind man and his daughter.' ' And if there is, you lubber, what then ? ' ' Nought ; it is no affair of mine, only I thought ' ' Hold your jaw,' growled the captaiu. ' Guess wa don't ship you to think, but to pull ropes. Never yot mind my passengers ; your job's afore the mast, and you'll hev to look alive aboard any ship of mine.' ON BOARD THE ' MtLES STANDISIV 151 A few minutes afterwards the new hand stepped oa board, and was roughly ordered off to the forecastle. As he stood on the fore part of the vessel alone in the darkness, his manner changed, and casting off for the moment his awkward attitude, he stood erect and listened ; while from the distant cabin there came the sound of a woman's voice singing. 'I was right after all,' he muttered to himself; 'she is here — he hath followed her: I have only to watch and wait.' CHAPTER XVII. OUTWAED BOUND. Early the next day, the good ship Miles Standiah, with free sheets and all sail set, was slipping with a fair wind down the English Channel, with her bowsprit pointing almost due westward, and the low- lying shores of England lying dark and dim on the starboard side. The breeze was light, yet firm, the smooth billows just darkened by a pleasant ripple, the skies overhead blue and light, and the air sunny. She was not a brilliant sailer, the Miles Standish, and was without splendid accomplishments or beauty of any kind ; but she did her work in a sober, settled, business-like fashion, that showed she could be de- pended upon in all kinds of weather. Though she was well laden, she carried her cargo easily, and there, in the open ocean highway, where vessels of all sorts and sizes were going and coming, she held her own, running with many clippers of her own tonnage, and would have proved a laggard only in the event of a long beat to windward. Priscilla Sefton stood on deck, and looked with pleased eyes on the radiant scene around her : ponderous merchantmen, beating clumsily homeward towards the silvery mouth of the Thames ; fishing-boats and coasting cutters, darting to and fro like happy wildfowl ; here I5S GOD J.ND TITB MAN. and there a snowy-sailed gunboat or formidable man. of-war's man, with closed portholes like clenched teeth ; and sail of all degrees and sizes, running with the Milea Stcmdish along the smooth watery highway to the west. It was her first real experience of the beauties of the sea ; for though she had more than once crossed the narrow Channel in a sailing packet, it had generally been at night, or in snch weather as made clear-headed ob- servation impracticable, not to say impossible. So she was like a happy child. She had no such tender ties in England as conld make her sad or homesick, and if she thought now of Christian Christiansen, it was as of a pleasant friend, whom she might or might not meet again, but whose life in any case was complete without any new contact with her own. Alas ! how little did she know that the blind Sisters were weaving their tangled thread to confuse her pretty dreams and plans ! How little did she guess that on board that very ship were lurking the two elements of love and hate, by which her fate was destined to bo determined for joy or sorrow ! ' Are you sorry to leave England ? ' asked Eichard Orrhardson, coming near her as she leant over the bul- warks and looked landward. ' For my part, I should not care if it sank for ever beneath the sea, so that I had the green water to look on, this good ship to sail in, and you to keep me company till the end of time.' ' And your father ? ' said Priscilla, smiling. ' Ton forget that he abides in the land and would sink with it.' ' Heaven forbid ! ' cried Richard quickly. ' I did indeed forget the dear old man ! But as for dreary England, for the place where I was bom, never did I hate it so much as now.' ' And I love it ! ' returned Priscilla, looking with dreamy eyes at the faint line of the English shore. ' \ love England, and English folk. I shonld not like to die afar. I think my ghost would rise, and speed across the seas to the dear old land.' ' Nay, but all lands are alike, when those we hold dear are with ns.' ' I do not think that,' answered Priscilla simply, no* heeding the tender tone or noting the WE^rm look with OUTWARD BOUND. ijj which fcho words had been accompanied. ' A good man loves hia dear ones first, and then his home, how poor soever it be, and then his country ; and he who loves the last best, doth often love the others most.' Richard flushed nervously, for something in the little speech sounded like a reproach. In Priscilla's presence, deeply as he enjoyed its charm, he was never quite free from the irritation a somewhat ignoble dis-. position must ever experience beneath the spell of an ingenuous nature. This irritation, instead of gene- rating a noble shame, vented itself in the dark workings of the strong personal passion which filled the young man's soul. That day passed, and when night came, the weather was still exquisitely calm. The shores of England had faded away into the sea, leaving in their stead, on the dark sea-line, clusters of splendid stars ; and all around, and overhead, the arches of heaven were hung with luminous lamps, and in the west the moon was large and round as a shield, strewing the glassy swell with pal. pitating beams. Richard Orchardson had chosen hia opportunity well. By joining PriscUla on board ship, by becoming of necessity her constant companion and fellow-pas- senger, he was likely to find ample means of reaching her heart. And now, on this first night of the voyage, when the very breaking of the sea seemed full of un- satisfied yearning, and the glowing heavens bright with love, Pinscilla and he were again alone together. If with the very elements as accomphces he could not gain her sympathetic attention, then surely his suit was hopeless. Hopeless indeed it seemed. Directly he touched npon the theme of love, Priscilla drew her hand away from, his (he had taken it in the fervour of some fond protesting speech) and said, ' Good-night.' ' Good-night ! ' he repeated. ' Yes ; now you begin again to talk foolishly, I will not stay. I was right, after all. Tou would have dong better to have remained in England.' ' Nay, but hearken ! ' ' Tou have broken yottr promise.' IS4 COD AND THE MAN. 'HowP' ' Not to fret me with speaking ag no otter man hath dared to speak. Well, I was right. Yon had better have remained at home.' So saying, she left him and went below. Scarcely had she left the deck, when a figure flitted past Richard's side, and disappeared in the direction of the forecastle. The green hand, John Dyson, found himself among a rough lot forward. The forecastle itself wag a foul, ill- smelling hole, dark as a tomb, and impure as a charnel- house, and itg occupants were for the most part old sea-dogs, with scarcely an idea in the world beyond seamanship and rum. At first these choice spirits seemed to resent the intrusion of a green band among them, evincing their humour by a series of jokes more practical than pro- found, and in every way the reverse of delicate. On discovering, however, that John Dyson, ;lihough a quiet, retiring person, was inclined to resent such liberties, or to retaliate in the same humorous spirit by knocking one or two of the jokers' heads together, the choice spirits thought better of it. They perceived that John Dyson was a very harmless shipmate if let alone, but that he was very far from harmless when strangers en- croached too far. In point of physical strength, he was a match for any two men in the ship ; in point of determination and courage he was equal in an emer- gency to the whole crew. His work lay before the mast, and he seemed to prefer that it shonld be there. Natnrally qnick and energetic, he was soon able to hold his own with the other seamen, and his great physical strength gave him an additional advantage. So that the worthy captain and his mate were not long before they congratulated each other on having shipped John Dyson. One peculiarity of the new hand they could not fail to remark ; he was careless to indifference of his life, and whenever there was any dangerous duty to be per- formed below, or aloft, he was the first to undertake it. Four days after the ship left port, she was tossing ia OUTWARD BOUND, 155 an ocean black as ink, and tliere was heard on every side the ominous sound of rising wind and water. An order was given to double reef topsails, and among those who ran up the rigging like wild cats, John Dyson was foremost. As he hung out on the extreme edge of the fore- topmast yard, with the sail belching and bellowing and thundering around him, and the wild canvas struggling like a living thing in the clutch of his hand, he saw far below him on the deck the form of Priscilla Sefton, Branding near to the companion. The vessel gave a great lurch, and he saw her stagger on the dock, but before she could fall or leave her place, Eichard Orohardson had sprung forward and caught her in hia arms. The next minute there was a loud cry forward, ' A man overboard ! ' John Dyson heard the cry, as the wild water, with a thunderous roar, surged up around him, stunned him, and sucked him down. In the eagerness of his gaze downward, he had relaxed his hold and fallen — prone into the sea. For a moment he seemed to lose consciousness. Then he found himself straggling and choking on the summit of a great wave, looking after the ship, which seemed to stand stationary like a cloud, while he was swept away before the waves. He heard the cry — he saw the faces clustering at the side ; among them he recognised, or seemed to recog- nise, her face, white and fearful ; then he sank down into the trough of the sea, and saw nothing but flying foam and roaring water. Fortunately, he was a strong swimmer. Instinctively he struck out for life. Rising like a cork on the crest of the next wave, he saw the schooner's sails telling out before the wind, and saw her sweeping round. Then the waters sucked him down into the trough again, and he was washed on. Strangely enough, his head was quite clear. He felt hia danger,. but was more or less indifferent to it, though the mere instinct of self-preservation made him Hse what skill he possessed in keeping afloat, I5« GOD AND TBB MAN. Presently, after he had almost given np the hope of Bucconr, he saw the schooner bearing down towards him under the lightest of canvas. As she came nearer, passing within a ship's length of him, he saw again the faces thronging against her side. A shout rose in the air — faint and far-off It seemed, like a voice from a mountain-top, and he knew that he was seen. The vessel sped past, and then, having done so, was brought up to the wind to leeward of him. Every wash of the waters now swept him nearer and nearer to it, but he struck out firmly, and partly impelled by his own strength, partly driven by the surging waves, swam for life. The rest seemed darkness and confusion. He heard the waters roaring, saw the vessel looming above him, (vhile human voices sounded faintly from its decks ; then, blinded by the salt surge and choking spray, he clutched a rope which was flung to him and over him — and in another minute was drawn on deck, dripping like a rough-coated water-dog. Priscilla had been an eyewitness of everything, from the moment that the alarm was raised to the moment when the man was drawn back on deck. She had watched the water wildly, scarcely distinguishing the living shape upon it, until, as the rope was thrown, she had caught the glimpse of a wild wave-washed form, a gasping upturned face, and waving arms. As for the face, it was only dimly perceptible, covered with tangled hair, foam.hespattered, and changed almost beyond recognition. But when they had drawn the man on board, she would have stepped forward to Icok at him, and perhaps speak to him, had not Richard interposed. ' You had better stop here,' he said, 'they are a rough lot before the mast.' ' Nay, but the poor man may need succour yet. If I may not go to him, do you go in my place, and tell him ' Just at that moment the skipper came aft, after having made his inspection of the rescued man. Pris- cilla questioned him at once, and received from his own OUTIVASD BOUND, 157 lips the asBnranoe that there was no canae for further alarm. ' The man's all right, I calculate,' said the skipper, phlegmatioally. ' Ton see he's a land- lubber, and I guess it's his first salt-water bath, but he can swim like a fish, and he's none the worse. Don't yon fret yourself about him ! ' So Priscilla did not go forward. Had she done so she would have seen John Dyson standing near the fore« castle hntch, wet and bewildered, but otherwise much the same as before he fell into the sea. In one particular only was he changed. The men noted it, whispered abont it among themselves, and laughed in a puzzled sort of way. Before he had fallen into the sea, he had worn a beard. Now, curiously enough, no sign of a beard was to be seen. The sea had washed it away ! It was a noticeable fact that after that day John Dyson grew suUener and stranger than ever. When he came on deck next morning, his face was strangely dis- figured ; one of his eyes was terribly blackened, and there was an ugly bruise upon his mouth, obliterating the natural expression entirely. The mate cocked his eye at him, but made no remark — the marks seemed the natural consequence of the accident ; but the men shook their heads, and winked significantly at one another. Later on in the day the boatswain accosted the mate. ' Queer customer, this green hand. Have yon ob- served his figurehead ? ' The mate nodded, and the boatswain continued : ' Well, a fall into the sea don't mark like that. He's niude those marks hisself.' ' What the thunder do you mean ? ' ' Wore a false beard when he went overboard, and came back clean shaven. Put those cuts and bruises on with his own hand, I guess.' The mate cogitated for a moment, then gave a hoarse chuckle. • What d'ye make of it P ' he asked. 158 eOD AND THE MAS. ' Some one wants him, I s'pose, and he's feared u' being known.' ' Well, it's no consarn of ours. We've shipped him, and he does his work like a sailor. But keep your eyo on him, for all that.' That very night, as Captain Higginbotham issned from below, he saw a figure crouching on the deck, and gazing eagerly down through the skylight — ^into the cabin where Priscilla, her father, and Bichard Orchard- son were seated at the evening meal. ' Who's there ? ' cried the skipper. Without answering the figure began to move towards the fore part of the ship. ' Who's there — d'ye hear ? ' repeated the skipper, striding forward and gripping the figure by the shonlder, ' What, John Dyson ! What d'ye mean by skulking about aft ? ' John Dyson made no reply. ' Jest you go forward, and mind this — your place ia before the mast.' Still silent, John Dyson glided back to his place among the men, while the captain, with a suspicious sh&ke of the head^ watched him disappear. CHAPTER XVIII. 'JOHH DYSON.' Halp-wat across the Atlantic, the Milet 8tcmd4,sh en- countered the storm-winds of the autumnal equinox, and for several days and nights captain and crew had all their work before them in keeping the little vessel snug. The small party of Wesleyan emigrants lay sick amidships, Mr. Sefton kept his berth, and Priscilla scarcely left her cabin. During this period, Richard was assiduous in his attentions on both father and daughter. On the third morning of the storm, Richard went on deck, and found the ship lying-to with just enough canvas set to keep her steady, on a sea as white aa *yOBN DYSOS.' S99 sno'wdrift, and under skies as black as ink. Dawn was just breaking, witb wild wind and rain. Clinging to the companion, with the spray breaking over him, Richard looked along the decks and saw tho watch gathered forward, fresh from talcing in more sail. Apart from them stood a powerful figure, clinging to the forerigging, and looking to windward. Biichard started. He could not see the man's face, bnt something in the figure seemed curiously familiar. He only knew one man in the world so powerfully & sign of retnrnmg life ; the moment he stirred, she uttered a joyful exclamation. But Richard Orchardson leant over, saying in a low voice to the captain, ' Put that man in the other boat, I beseech you ! ' ' Nay, nay, let him stay here ! ' said Prisoilla ; * or if he goes, let me go too.' The skipper made no sign. He was still too busy looking at the ship. Like a fiery portent, she was drifting away before the wind ; and they were already far enough away to lean on their oars and watch her in safety. Richard repeated his request. Higginbotham turned at last. ' Silence, and keep your place, young man ! ' he said, sternly. ' This ain't no time for foolish quarrels, now we're all together in the hands o' God.' And he added, pointing to Christian, ' Take off them irons ! ' Two of the crew leant over at the word of command, and, setting Christian free, raised him to a sitting posture, with his body in the bottom of the boat, and his head resting against the gunwale. He was breath, ing freely now, but was still dizzy and faint. ' How are you now, John Dyson ? ' Christian turned his head, and murmured something nnintelligible. Then he suddenly became conscious ot his enemy's white face gazing down upon him, and he staggered to his knees, and tried to spring towards him. ' Keep back,' cried the skipper, ' or, by thunder, over you go into the sea. Listen to me, John Dyson ! I took you out of them flames, and I saved your life, but if you lift a finger agin any soul on board this boat, to the bottom of the sea you go.' A general murmur from the boat's crew showed that this was no mere empty threat. Several strong hands held Christian back ; but, struggling and panting, he pointed at Orchardson, and cried, ' Then speak to him ! Ask him who set your ship on fire ! ' ' "What d'ye mean ? ' said Higginbotham, startled at the words. ISS GOD AND THE MAN. ' I mean that he did it ! Look at him. — ^he cannot deny it.' Pale and trembling, Ed hath answered my prayer.* I will go back, and end it all I ' THR TWO MEN. 247 But I went not back. The -wild murderous mood passed away again, as quickly as it had come; and like a man troubled and confased, having seen some Bupematnral and inconceivable thing, I wandered to my pave in the rocks. Sitting at the mouth of my cave, with the cold heaven above my head, and nothing but the sad rocks and the distant sea before mine eyes, I pondered again over what had taken place ; and the more I pondered the more strange and inconceivable it all grew. All that seemed certain was that Richard Orchardson had survived, and that, thus far, my deep scheme of ven- geance had been in vain. There did we both lie outcast, in a lonely land, with small chance of ever seeing green England again ; while, far away from both, Priscilla was perchance sailing upon a sunny sea, or stepping on some flowery strand. For I could not think but the ship was saved, know- ing now that there was no solid ice, but only floating bergs, in the path she had taken. By which I am reminded to tell a thing I have not yet told, viz., that on that very morning, looking southward, I saw that all the great bergs had disappeared below the horizon, and that the sea southward was quite open and free. So what had I done ? In the mad fury of my hate I had parted from that sweet face which was my heaven on earth (and which now, God help me ! is my heaven up yonder), and had cast myself away incontinent, for revenge's sake, and had gained nothing but trouble, deep shame, and unutterable despair. I had left mine enemy to die ; and lo ! he had risen, as it were, out of the very grave. We had been face to face, and I had not slain him ; so I was no nearer my revenge than I had been of old. It was not that I hated him less that I fell sick oi mine own revenge, and loathed the earth I looked on, and the heaven overhead. All had been poisoned to mo, all made unprofitable, by the existence of this man ; and yet, though his existenc& was a poison to me still, I felt that I dared not lay violent hands upon him again. Then I remembered, with sudden exultation, how, 848 GOD AND THE MAN, in that lonely island, there was no morsel of humais food save that which I had stored for mine own pre- servation ; and this being so, and no help nigh, the man was certainly doomed to a wretched death. If hunger did not slay him from within, cold must slay him from without ; for he had no place to shelter his evil head when tempest and coldness came. ' God is just, after all,' I thought ; ' and though He has spared this man, it is for slower torture and more dreadful death ; ' and I laughed to myself, seeing how, after all, my righteous vengeance must come about. As I sat musing, I saw more swans and geese passing overhead, and several large birds, winged like the albatross, but jet black, flying low over the island This reminded me again of the dark days coming ; but I no longer oared or feared. So long as my vengeance was completed, I heeded not myself. God might then deal with me as He pleased. This made me hasten to prepare more fuel from the rocka, which I carried in armfuls into my cave, and stacked against the walls. That afternoon there was a thin fall of snow, covering all the island with a thin carpet-like fleecy lawn. At nightfall the flakes grew large as fragments of wool, and fell unceasingly ; and when I entered my cave, and drew the rook down over me, they were still falling. I slept little that night, for my soul was too greatly troubled. Again and again I rose, looked out, and saw snow still falling, so that the whiteness was piled thick upon my rude roof ; falling in among the crannies of the stones, the flakes froze there, and became as a firm mortar to hold the stones together. It was bitter cold without; yet the narrow space within, being closely sealed against the weather, was warmed with the smoke from the fire, and with my breath, and with the heat of my body. Tet I was glad to have the thick blankets to wrap around me, and twice to drink a little spirit from the keg — which sent through my frame a warmth like liquid fire. Then I thought : ' He is well-nigh spent already, THR TWO MEN. 249 and if he lives through this night I shall be amazed. Well, our places are changed; he is the weak, I the strong ; he homeless and hungry, I sheltered and well nourished. God is just.' Tet even with this thought to cheer me I could not sleep ; for I could not cease from wondering what might become of him, where he was taking shelter, whether he was perishing from cold ? So I shifted uneasily upon my bed, and ofttimes looked out again through the falling snow, thinking I might espy him. But I saw only blankness, and the dark snow shin- ing with a strange silent motion, like a shroud shaken before the eyes. ]!f ow, so strangely and foolishly are we men fashioned, that we comprehend little or nothing by our imagina- tion, but everything by the habit of the sense. Speak to a man of twenty thousand folk just buried by earfch- qaake, or of hundreds shipwrecked cruelly at sea, and he is little moved ; but show that same man one single creature crushed beneath a fallen wall, or drowning in a swift river, and he will weep for pity. Now, by the same token, I who had devised mine enemy all manner of suffering and cruel tortures, was secretly troubled to think of him that night shivering, perchance dying, in the wintry snow. Not that I would have stretched out a hand to save him, even in direst extremity ; not that I forgot my hate, and turned my heart to pity ; not that I doubted the justice of his punishment, the righteous- ness of his doom ; nay, it was not that, but this : that we two men were all alone on the island, and that one of us was doomed to die. In the world, where human beings throng, we hear with composure of death and sorrow ; and if one comes to us saying, ' Such and such a man, who shamefully wronged you, is suffering, or sick, or dead,' we are well content, realising little of the event in detail, but feeling a certain sense of God's universal justice. Had there been on that island one hundred men oast g.'^ay — ^nay, had there been twenty, or even ten — be- sides the man nxj enemy, I should not have vexed my heart for him, or cast one thought towards him, or pictured to myself his dying face. But God had so ejo GOD AND THE MAN. BDSwefed my prayer for vengeance thafc He had g^ven the man to me utterly; made that lonely isle our world, with only our two souls upon it, until the end should come. ' Give me this man ! ' I had prayed. He was given me. ' Pat his life into my hand, let my mercy be the measure of his woe ! ' This too God had done. Could my vengeance be completer ? Could I doubt my God again ? I dA9, doubt Him, Why had not the man died ? Why had he risen up like a ghost from the grave ? Why was I haunted by the thought of him, listening for his footsteps, dreading to hear his voice ? It was surely just for God to punish him, but could He not have done His torture cunningly, without vexing me with the sight ? But the world had receded from us like a sea, leaving ns alone as upon a solitary shore, with no life near us, and nothing watching us but the open Eye of God. What was to happen ? I knew not ; but all that night I saw the Eye above me, waiting the event. CHAPTER XXXIII, IN THE SHADOW OF THE CAVE. The next dawn was dim and dark ; the heavens werft blotted with grey cloud, and the snow still fell. When I thrust back the rock, the drift fell in and almost smothered me ; but I clambered out, and saw that the island was smothered in the snowy whiteness. Then I thought I would go down to the shore and slay another seal ; but in this I was deceiving myself, for my true bent was to discover what fate had over- taken Richard Orchardson during the night. So I took my hatchet, and walked through the snow towards the place where I had last beheld him — over against the western shore. I looked everywhere, but saw no sign of him, nor ' " Finish your work," he cried, " Kill me, I say, and finish your work." ' IN THE SHADOW OF THE CAVE. ajl ftny trace of footprints. Then I passed down to the sea-shore, and making believe to be on some other errand (lest his eye shonld discover me, and I be caught seeking what I most despised), I looked high and low. Presently I heard a cry, and saw, tottering out of a great weed-hnng cave, the very man I sought. Behold, ing him, I turned away, as if he were the last thing I dreamed to find, or cared to seek ; and I would have hastened thence. But he came staggering after me, reaching out his thin hands ; and I saw that he was shivering and half- frozen, and that his eyes were wild. ' Christian ! ' he cried, ' Christian Christiansen ! ' I started to hear my name, and my heart leapt that he of all men should dare to speak it. While I stood aghast, he came up, and tottering, clutched me to keep himself from falling. ' Let me go ! ' I said, trying to shake him off. • Let me go, or ' And I raised the hatchet, as I had done the previous day. But his hold only became the tighter. ' Tea, kill me ! ' he gasped, thrusting up his thin face to mine, so that I could feel his hot breath. ' I am dymg, but it is so slow ! I do not wish to live ; I shall never quit this place alive. For God's sake, kill me ! ' 'Loose your hold,' I said, 'and promise never to cross my path again ! ' But he still held me, and though his touch sickened me, my strength was paralysed, and I could not do him harm. His teeth chattered in his head, and his face was full of a desperate and frenzied desire. •Finish your work ! ' he cried. 'Tou brought me here ; yes, you I Kill me, I say, and finish your work ! ' ' Tou lie ! I did not bring you here.' ' Tou did— God curse you for it ! Tou were ever a thorn in my side, a shadow in my path, and now you have brought me here to die ! As he spoke, he moaned despairingly, and fell upon his knees as if half swooning. Then did I bend over him, and cry, gazing fiercely into his eyes : BS« GOD AND THE MAN. ' Remember Kate Ohristianson ! Remember my mother, who died broken-hearted ! Remember my father, -whom your father betrayed ! ' Even as I spake, he fainted at my feet. I left him lying where he fell, and took the path which led to the crags. I did not wish to look back, bnt when I gained the height something held and drew me, and I gazed down. He lay there still, even as one dead. Straightway I would have departed, bnt I could not for vaj life. I stood watching and waiting, sick at the sight I saw, sick at myself, sick of earth and heaven. At last I saw him stir. Presently he rose to his knees, and then I think he must have been praying ; for his hands were clasped, and his face was raised to the cold sky. I looked no more, bnt passed across the island to the western shore, and there fortune befriended me, for among the rocks I fell upon another seal, which I slew with one blow upon the snout. It was smaller than the one I had slain before, and I could lift it easily upon my shoulders. This I did, and carrying it up the heights threw it down beside my cave. Then, eager to forget myself in any kind of toil, I set to work, skinning the beast, and cutting up its flesh as before. While I sat thus employed, the snow fell lightly, covering me like a garment, but I paid no heed. Presently I saw a shape coming towards me. He came up close, and stood gazing. I kept my eyes fixed down upon my knife. At last I looked up. ' Did I not bid you never cross my path ? ' I said be- tween my set teeth. ' I am starving,' he replied. At this I laughed to myself, with my heart full of hate and exultation ; but even yet I did not look him in the face. ' I am starving,* he repeated. ' Since you would not kill me, give me food.' I langhed again. There was a brief silence ; he kept his place, and I knew that his eyes were fixed upon my feoe. tN THE SHADOn OF THE CAVE. jJJ Presently he spoke again. ' Why should you hate me so much ? I would have Qsed you well, but you had ever a stubborn heart. We shall never quit this place alive. Give me food, and God wDl requite you.' His voice was so faint and weak that I hardly knew it ; none the less I pitied him not, no more than I might have pitied a starving hound. Nay, to the hound I would have cast some shred of help, some fragment of my store ; but my heart was shut to him. ' It was your turn once,' I said quietly — ' it is my turn now.' As I spoke he moved past me, to the entrance of my cave. ' Since you will not give me food, I will take it ! ' he murmured, half to himself, half to me. Then I rose, still bloody with the work I had been doing, and gripping my knife : ' Keep back ! ' I said, fixing my eyes for the first time upon his white face. ' There is nothing here for you ! ' 'It is mine as much as yours,' he answered feebly. • I tell you I am starving ! ' ' Starve ! ' ' Give me but one morsel of bread I ' ' Not one.' • I am frozen — ^let me shelter from the snow.' 'NotAere.' Uttering a despairing cry, he flung himself upon me, and struck at me with his feeble hands ; but with one hand I held him, feeling him like a straw in my strong grasp, and shook him as an eagle shakes a lamb. Then I said : ' Let there be an end to this between us. Tou get no help from me. What I have is mine, and rather than share one fragment with such as you I would cast all into the sea. Tou hear ? And do you wonder, man, why I have not kiUed you ? This is why — you are not worth killing — I leave you to a dog's death, such as yon deserve.' So saying, I threw him off, and he sank moamng on ft fragment of rook ; then he hid his face in his hands, SS4 GOD AND THE MAN. and I saw the tears streaming tbrongh Ms cold fingeiu This made me hate him none the less, but despise him the more. But suddenly, as he lingered thus, he stretched out his arms to the empty air, and cried, as if crying to one who stood in the flesh before him, this one word twice repeated : « Priscilla ! Priscilla ! ' I started and looked round, half dreaming indeed tc see her standing between us ; but I was a fool for my pains, and saw nothing. Then I strode over to him, and strnck him on the shoulder with my clenched hand. ' Why do you call on 'her ? How dare you name her name ? Do you think she can help you ? Do you think that she would help you if she could ? * His answer came fearlessly, though his voice was so weak. ' I think she is an angel, and you are a devil ! ' ' How dare you think of her at all ? Think rather of your grave ! Listen, Richard Orohardson. You will die here, but I shall live — I shall be saved. I shall bide safe till succour comes, for I have a place to shelter me and food to eat. Then I shall go back into the world and find Priscilla, and tell her how I had my revenge. And then ' ' And then,' he interposed, looking up at me, ' what will she say to yon ? ' ' She will say, as she hpis said before, " I love yon,*" and I shall make her my wife. You hear ? — ^my vnfe ! * He still kept his dim eyes fixed upon my face as he Bald: ' You will loll her that you left me to die ? ' •Yes.' ' That though you had plenty, you denied mo a morsel of bread ? ' 'Yes.' ' Then she will say as I say — that you are a devil ! ' Maddened by his defiance, I struck him in the face with my open hand. No sooner had I done so than I hated myself for the deed. He uttered no word, but rising feebly to his feet with a faint moan, began to totter away. Then suddenly, as I beheld him going, watched the fe«ble forzoi the ragged, trembling limbs, W THE SHADOW OF THE CA VE. 255 the bowed and tempest-beaten head, my hard rocky heart felt a strange pang of pain, and in that moment was distilled one drop of the heavenly dew, which men name Mercy. I would have called him back, but I was ashamed. Suddenly, as I watched him, he stumbled and fell forward upon his face. I waited for him to rise, but he lay still ; and at last, eager to see if he were living, I went over and raised him up. But when I beheld him living, and his eyes wide open gazing strangely into mine, I released my hold and was ashamed, scarce knowing what to say. ' Get up ! ' I cried fiercely, though there was no fierceness left in my heart. * Why are you lying here ? ' ' Begone,' he answered faintly. ' Leave me to die.' And he turned over on his face again. Much troubled, angry with him and with myself, hating myself for a kind of feverish pity which I could not quite subdue, I walked back to the mouth of the cave ; and there I stood thinking. Should I leave him to die indeed ? Should I, having plenty, see him, even my enemy, perish of cruel starvation ? Then I thought of her, whose dear name he had uttered in a pleading tone of prayer. Was the man right ? and would she, whose holy approval I cherished secretly more than all else in earth or heaven, deem me a devil indeed ? I remembered how often she had tried to play the peacemaker ; how she had chid my violent passion, scorned my unreasoning hate — how sweetly, with innocent maidejoly rebuke, she had touched the hard rock of my hate, in hopes to bring from thence the living waters of charity and love. Then I looked around me, on the cold heaven and on the frosty sea. If that island of desolation were to be my grave (as indeed seemed probable), could I die in peace, or in any heavenly hope, if I had denied to any poor starving creature a little morsel of bread ? My mind being at last made up, I returned to tha Elace where the man still lay, and standing ovei against im said : ' Get up — and listen.' »S,6 GOD AND THE MAN. He did not stir, but by a low moaning sound gaT« sign that he heard. ' Tou shall not say that I took everything, and left you nothing ; but remember, what you take is no gift of mine, and that I hate you none the less though I Buffer you to take it. Gk> to my cave yonder, and select what you need — God knows I care not if you take all ; '6ut having taken it, find a place for yourself; cross not my path, but choose your own dwelling and your own grave — no matter where, if they are far from mine.' Without waiting to hear his answer, I walked away, and passing over the stony heights sought the loneliest shores of the island. There I remained for hours, wondering and pondering. God could surely not blame me now ? I had left aU I possessed in the world to the man I hated ; and I was indifEerent (as I had said) had he used it. All I asked was to be spared the sight of him, the horrible torture of his near neighbourhood. Surely God would now spare me fhoA ? It was not to be. I had prayed to the Maker to place the man in my power, wholly, unreservedly, to do with as I willed; to give him up to me for torture, for sorrow, and for death. My prayer was answered, but not to the full measure. The rest was yet to come. At last I returned across the island. Returning to the mouth of my cave, and looking in, the first sight I saw was Richard Orchardson, lying with his head against the rocky wall, in a heavy sleep ! In his hand he held a piece of hard rye bread, which he had been gnawing, and a portion of dried seal's flesh lay by his side, also partly consumed ; but what sickened me as I bent over him was a sickly stench of rum. Close to him was the keg of raw spirit, and the piece of hollow stone which I had used for a cup ; and some of the rum was spilt upon the ground, and upon the sleeper's ragged clothes. I shook him, but he did not waken ; when I shook him yet more violently, he opened his glazed eyes, saw me, and grinned like an ape — ^then, muttering to himself, tumbled ofE again to slumber. Then I knew, by the signs around him, by his frail OO^idition, and by his stinking bretth, that he had made W THE SHADOW OF THE CAVS. ajj himself drunken ■with the raw spirit; and seeing this, all my rage of hate returned, and I pushed his body fiercely ■with my feet, bidding him arise and depart. Bat he was dragged and stupefied, and paid no heed. Thereon I would have raised him in my arms and cast him forth, but looking up I saw the snow again beginning to fall, and I knew that if I cast him forth he would perish of cold. So after trying again to arouse him from his stupor, I let him sleep on. Presently he began to murmur in his sleep, and 1 knew by his words that he was dreaming wild dreams. Anon he threw up his arms as if to shield himsel£ from a blow. ' Sweetheart, keep him away ! ... he is coming to kiU me. Look, look at the axe ! . . . Ah, devil, devil ! ' And he clutched at the air, as if struggling with some foe unseen. Suddenly with a cry he awakened, and opening his eyes, saw me sitting over against him in the shadow of the cave. OHAPTEK XXXIV. * COMB BACK WITH MB ! ' Now, the fumes of the fierce spirit not having faded from his brain, and his whole mind being clouded and fevered from sleep, he gazed at me wildly, yet with no sign of fear ; then, to my amaze, began to laugh feebly, and point at me with a skinny forefinger. ' Priscilla, come ! ' he whispered, as if to some one at his side. 'They have put him in irons, and ho cannot stir. Give me your hand, sweetheart — c^uick.' quick ! the ship's afire ! ' Then, though I saw that his wits were wandering, his words brought back the memory of that wild t:ight when the ship went down, and remembering my suspicion that his hand bad fired the vessel, I loathed him the more. Presently his words grew wilder, and T 8»w that he was going over in his thought all the s 258 GOD AND THE MAS. horrors of our shipwreck; and ever, as he fancied, Priscilla was at bis side, he comforting her with loving words. Sick to hear him rave, yet still without tho heart to cast him forth, I rose to leave the cave. As I passed him, he clutched at me feebly, yet hardly seemed to know me when I turned and shook off his hold. So I went forth, and found the snow still falling, Mnd the sun just sunken behind the sea. Wildly troubled, I walked along through the drift, which in places was knee-deep, and tried to think it all o'er; and the more I thought, the more my trouble grew ; and when it was quite dark, I sat bareheaded on a rock, bewildered in the misty perplexity of mine own thought. Tor it seemed strange beyond measure, and beyond measure cruel and unbearable, that this man I loathed most should haunt me like a ghost, and mock me with the memory of my life-long, unreasoning hate ; that the same fate should pursue us both, until the same roof sheltered us and the same death awaited us not far away ; that all my dream of vengeance should have come to naught but foolish piteousness and a dreary sense of unutterable despair. Then I thought to myself, that, since fate had willed all this for my confusion, I would at least escape the man's presence, and avoid the place till he was dead ; or if I should perish first, and be buried beneath tho snow, so much the better, since I began to loathe my Hfe. Presently it grew so bitterly cold that if I had remained still I should have frozen; and lacking courage to die that way, I ran to and fro to keep myself warm. And now a great wind began to rise, howling and shrieking from the north, and thick snow, falling and driven, covered me, so that I could hardly breathe. Then I laughed at mine own folly in yielding up my warm shelter to another, and such another; and without more ado, casting all my late resolves to the winds, I ran back to the cave, leapt down, and groping my way over the man's body (for the place was black dark), felt about till I found my smouldering fire, and pro- cored a light. *C0Mn BACK wna mei< 259 Wlieii I had lit one of my rushlights and fixed it against the rock, I saw Richard Orchardson lying where I bad left him, sleeping fast with his eyes wide open ; and indeed I should have deemed him dead had I not heard his troubled stertorous breath. Twice or thrice the wind rushed in and extinguished my light ; so I went to the aperture, and carefully drew down upon it the rock I used for a door ; and after that I put fuel on the fire, though the place remained bitter cold. Thus it befell, after all, that I lay under the same roof with my enemy — an event that, but a little while before, I should have deemed impossible and laughed to scorn. His life had been in ray hands, and I had not taken, it ; he had asked me for food and shelter, and I had denied him neither : and there, almost touching me, he lay and lived. Looking upon him as he slept, I despised myself for my weakness, since I had spared him, not out of loving- kindness, but from feebleness and fear. Ah, well ! hate is easy, God knoweth, out in the world where men battle with one another ; but it is hard, as I have proven, when two men are all alone withi Grod. All night the wind wailed terribly, with violent gusts, but Richard Orchardson slept sound. For myself, I scarcely rested at all, but whenever I dozed would wake suddenly, with a nameless terror in my heart. No ray of light from without penetrated our place of shelter; the fumes of the moss-fuel rose up in red clouds and filled the cave with dimness ; and in that dimness I lay restless, till the cold day came. From time to time I lifted the rock and looked out, and at last, after many weary hours, I saw the dim rays of wintry dawn. Then I threw back the rock, and the blast blew in, with heavy drifts of loosened snow ; whereon I saw him waken, with eyes of terror gazing up at me. His face was ghastly, his cheeks sunken, ond ho shivered like one with an ague, chattering his teeth. B 3 860 GOD AND TffJS MAlt. I stood erect, with my face averted from his, while I said : ' Listen, man ! Are you listening P ' After a pause I heard him answer. •Tou were drunken last night, and I let you lie where yon fell ; but this place is mine. Tour presence poisons it; you have no right here. Find yourself another shelter.* He rose, shivering, as I spoke, and prepared to leave the cavern. Then I continued : ' Tou shall not say that I left you to starve. Take what I offered you yesterday — a portion of what I saved from the ship •, take it, and go ; all I wish is never to see your face again.' So saying, I leapt out into the snow, and without Qnce turning to look back, walked rapidly ftw^iy. And now, as T. went through the deep snow, and sought my point of vantage on the highest part of the island (whence it was my daily custom to search the seas for a sail), I saw that winter had come indeed ; for not only was the island itself one mass of white- ness, from the highest land down to the very brink of the sea, but the great floe to the eastward was smothered in drifts of snow, and far away northward, where the dawn was burning duskily, like a sullen brand, there was the blink of innumerable anchored bergs. Southward and eastward only the seas were clear, save for one or two loose icebergs drifting towards the horizon ; and one of these was so like a ship with all sails set that my heart leaped into my mouth, and I uttered a joyful cry. Aias ! I soon discovered that what I saw was a floating iceberg only, and no ship at all. Descending the crags on the westward side of the island, I roamed along the shore ; and here the breath of the sea was so fresh and warm that it seemed mora like summer than winter-tide. But save only a few gulls and terns, and some seals swimming among tha creeks, there was no sign of life. The little friendly bird which had so reminded me of my home, and which 1 had noticed nigh eveiy day chirping about the sands, *COME BACK WITH ME I' *6l was nowhere to be seen ; and even the flooka of green cormorants had left their roosts upon the outlying reefs. So I wandered along the lonely shore, listening to the sad surging sound of the sea. I noted that day that the sun, which was constantly obscured by black clouds, kept low down upon the horizon, circling westward, but never rising up into the open heaven; so that the day was very brief, and, almost before I knew it, it was afternoon. For hours I struggled with the pangs of hunger, not having yet broken my fast ; but at last, finding the gnawing within too much to bear any longer, I returned to the cavern in the heights. As I approached, I saw Richard Orohardson stand- ing at the cavern's mouth ; and any heart but mine would have pitied him — so haggard did he look, and woe-begone, so gray and old. Now, the moment he saw me coming, he began to move away ; but I came up to him, and called to him to stand. So he paused, gazing at me sadly, with an expres- sion of utter despair. ' Have you taken your share of the ship's goods ? ' I asked sternly. ' I have taken nothing,' he replied, in a faint Toice. ' I gave you leave to take food and find yourself another shelter. I did this, not because you deserve succour, but that you might not come begging to me again. Since you have let the chance slip, begone ! ' ' I am going,' he replied. ' Remember that I warned you,' I continued via- lently. ' My soul sickens at the sight of you, but I would not stain my hands with your miserable blood. By right your life belongs to me. If you cross me again I shall take it, though I have spared it hitherto.' As I ceased, he turned his great sunken eyes upon me, and I no longer saw in them any sign of fear. Despair will give courage even to timorous men and to beasts that startle at their own shadows.^ ' Ton have done your worst,' he said, in the same 26a GOD AND TVS MAN. faint, hollow voice. ' Why did you not kill me, as 1 prayed ? ' ' Did I not tell you ? Because you are not worth killing. Because you cannot escape from this place, and must die without any touch of mine.' He looked around on the snow-clad island, and on the desolate sky and sea ; his eyes grew dim and wet, though no tears fell ; and dropping his head like a death- struck beast, as he turned away he uttered his whole sad soul in one faint, despairing cry, ' God ! my God ! ' Now, had the man fallen upon his knees and asked piteously for mercy, or had he fled from me in guilty fear, I know my heart would have hardened against him as it had done before ; but seeing him so desolately resigned, and feeling how little he cared for life, I was moved to a secret compassion. His agonised cry to heaven rang through my heart ; it was so hope- less and so sad. ' Stay,' I said, ' I have not done with you yet ! ' He turned again, and gazed upon me. ' Answer me one question before we part. Did you fire the ship ? ' I saw his face change, while his lips were set convulsively. ' No,' he said, fixing his eyes full on mine. ' Tou swear it ? ' ' Of what avail would it be to swear ? I tell vou -no.' ' Are you lying to me ? Tes, I see it in your face. Tou are lying ! Do you think I am fool enough to believe you ? ' ' I care not what you believe. Now let me go.* ' No, you shall stay ! ' And reaching out my hands, I held his arm in the vice of my strong grip. Why I did this I knew not, only I was angry with my own compassion, and tried to lash myself into a fury I did not feel. ' What do you want with me ? ' he cried, helpless in my grasp as a sick child. And I knew not how to answer him. My whole mind was clouded with doubt, and I was fearful lest 'COME SACK WITH MEl' 263 he should guess my weakness of purpose. Only I felt that I could not let him depart desolate, to die in some secret place. ' If I let you go, will you promise neyer to return ? ' ' I will promise.' ' Never to come my way, to beg sustenance from me, to let me see your face ? ' ' You need not be afraid,' he replied : ' I shall not trouble you again.' ' What wiU you do ? ' ' God knows. Die — the sooner the better.' ' Tou wish to die ? ' I looked at him fixedly for some moments, as if to read his very heart, before I spoke again. ' Then you shall live. You shall not have your wish. Come back with me ! ' So saying, I forced rather than led him towards the cave. He seemed enraged at first, but afterwards, seeing his helplessness, he made no resistance, but walked feebly with me the way I led him ; his head dropping heavily forward on his breast, and his limbs trembling beneath him. When we came to the cave, I bade him enter. After a moment's hesitation, he obeyed, and sank shivering on the spot where he had lain the previous night. Then I entered the place also, and feeling again the pinch of hunger, cut ofi" with my clasp-knife a portion of dried seal's flesh, and with that and some crumbled biscuits began to break my fast. I ate ravenously, until my hunger was appeased; then, looking up, I saw him, with his head resting against the rock, and his eyes half closed. I took some seal's flesh and a biscuit, and threw them to him, as I might have thrown them to a dog. ' There is food,' I said. ' Eat ! ' He did not stir, but opened his eyes quietly, as he replied : ' I am not hungry.' ' Eat, I tell you l"* 164 GO^ ^^^ "^H^ ^■^^• And with an oath that shall not be ■written here, I brandished the knife before his eyes. I do not think he was afraid ; perchance he by this time knew my heart better than I knew it myself; bnt be that as it may, he reached out his thin white hands, and taking what I had so roughly giyen him, put a morsel to his lips. CHAPTER XXXV. THE ATJEOEA. I WAS ever a simple man, little given to book-reading or analysing (as wise men love to do) their own thoughts; and when I led Richard Orchardson back to my cave, and gave him food to eat, I knew no more what spirit moved me than I know why the winds blow divers ways, and why stars ofttimes shoot from yonder sky. This only I remember, that my mood was so mingled and confused, that while I threw him food with one hand I could have struck him fiercely with the other. This too was very strange to me then, though I understand it better now: that in proportion to the man's helplessness grew his mastery over me. In hia very weakness lay his strength against me. When he sank down powerless before me, careless how I used him, indifferent alike to my wrath and to my com- passion, I seemed to hear a voice crying in mine ear, *Ah! coward! coward!' — but at every cry of this voice I steeled my heart the more. Then I tried to persuade myself that what I did was done in cruelty, not in feebleness ; that I had brought him there and forced him to eat, not because I cared whether he lived or died, but because I took pleasure in his extremity, and could leisurely feast mine eyes upon his pain. It was something, after all, to hold his life in my hand — to watch him as a wild beast or bird watches its prey — to feel that he was utterly, hopelessly, fatally, within my power. Tes, that made amends. I had dragged him out of the sunshine of the THE AURORA. 365 world; I teld Lim down as In an open grave, and whenever I pleased the earth wonld cover him. Surely I had accomplished my revenge. Night came again ; and found us lying close to one another, in the darkness of the cave. I slept heavily for some hours ; and then, full of restlessness, I rose and looked out. Then I saw that the wind had fallen, and that the sky above was beautifully clear. I glanced down at him, and saw him lying still, with his head against the rook ; sleeping, as I thought, for I could hear his heavy breathing. In my fevered watchfulness I loathed to remain in the place poisoned to me (as it seemed) by his breath ; BO I left the cave, and wandered out into the night. Then I beheld for the first time a wonder which many and many a time afterwards filled my soul with awe, and which even now, as I sit in this land of dark skies and greyness, seems like the memory of a beautiful dream. As I came out upon the height, and looked around me, I saw the heavens to the northward sparkling, as through a veQ of the thinnest lawn, with innumerable constellations. All was stiU as death : the snow-clad island, the darkly glimmering sea on every side. Then suddenly, as I gazed northward, there appeared spanning the heavens a great broad bow of phosphores- cent light; out of this bow began to fall sparkling streams of clearest blood-red fire; and in an instant, shooting up from the horizon, rose flames of all the rainbow's hues, but infinitely brighter, darting up with quivering tongues to meet the flames of the bow — till all the heavens seemed afire. Then, a great awe fell upon me, beholding so wonderful a thing. As I gazed, shapes like living forms, nay, like angels in their overpowering brightness, seemed coming and going among the flames ; which rushing presently together, as if by enchantment, fashioned themselves into a glorious cupola of splendour, filling the whole heaven, and overflowing like a fountain in streams of Fari-ooloured light, amber yellow at the top (where 266 GOD AND THE MAN. fclie funnialn feathers itself and turns to fall), brighi emerald and amethystine lower down, and blood-crimson closer to the horizon ; and all these hues so flashing and changing, so sparkling and intermingling one with another, that the eyes were dazzled, and the soul seemed gazing on the tremulous fabric of a dream. Now, had the heavens opened, and the very face of Grod appeared in the midst of that supernatural brightness, I could not have wondered more ; for Divine the vision seemed, and of more than earthly glory, like the glory of the celestial City of God. Underneath the many-coloured heaven, the sea now lay black as ink, and the snow-fields assumed a ghastly whiteness, like the cerements of the dead ; for it seemed a splendour in which the dark earth had no share, and for which the sea had no reflection ; a thing, indeed, wholly Divine, supernatural, and unaccountable. I know not how long the vision lasted, but it must have been for hours, and while it shone and changed I did not cease to watch. But at last it began to die away out of the heavens ; and soon, like a picture fading from the eye, it was almost gone, all that re- mained being a few straggling beams (like the little blue flames that run along burning spirit) low down upon the horizon. I did not know then that this beautiful phenomenon of the aurora is in no sense extraordinary in thia region, but common, and wholly in the way of Nature. A^fterwards I learned to become familiar with it, and to marvel less. And yet, what am I saying? What is this same Nature that surrounds us but a perpetual miracle and matter for marvel ? Should the coming and going of the sun, the motions of the celestial bodies, the changeful seasons, with all their mysterious changes, awaken our wonder less because they are familiar as the fields where we were born ?* • ' Our writer here, good man, gets out of his depth, and flounders into mysticism, a mode of thought ever to be distrusted. Nothing can be more simple and methodical than the machinery of Nature — nothing clearer than its lessons of punctual duty j and the Creator cares far lees that we should marvel at His Gloiy than that we should com- prehend plainly His teachings, as a law for life. Our Liord, by that token, was the plainest and least visionaiy of men.' — J. W. THE AURORA. 267 Nay, indeed, but yihsA, simple fools are men ? Those who scarce heed the miracles of sunrise and sunset will gape with awe at a rick on fire. Folk who take no heed how the kingfisher huUds his nest, or how the ouckoo rears her callow young, will find endless delight in a screaming parroquet, brought home by some sailor in a cage. 'Tis the unfamiliar that charms the fool; whereas to the wise man the nearest thing is oft the most Divine. Be that as it may, my stormy spirit was by this manifestation of superhuman power and loveliness sensibly subdued and softened. I walked back to my cave like one that has seen a spirit passing before his face ; nay, rather, for a closer similitude, like Moses when he beheld the presence of God in the midst of the Burning Bush. The man still lay as I had left him, but as I entered he started, and cried out in terror. Then I said : ' Are you awake ? I wish to speak with you, for the last time.' He said nothing, but I knew that he was listening, Emd I continued : ' I have thought it all over, and I shall leave God to deal with you as you deserve. We are cast away together, and in all human likelihood we shall perish on this island. Well, if you leave this place, you will cast your death at my door; and you shall not have that consolation. Now, attend.' ' Go on,' he replied. * Since there is no other shelter on the island, you may remain ; and since there is no other sustenance but the ship's stores, you shall share them; but on these conditions : During the daytime, if I come here, you will go forth, and when I go forth, you may return. During the night-time, when to go forth is impossible, you will keep your place, I mine. But if at any time you utter one word, if you attempt in any way to break the eternal silence of hate that should exist between us, our compact is broken : I shall kill you, or drive you forth, never to return.' 368 GOD AND THS MAM. I paused again, and Ms voice murmured ia the ' As you will.' 'Understand me well,' I continued. 'This ia my last word to you, Richard Orchardson. There must be no communion between us by speech or look. I shall avoid you, and take heed that you avoid me. Henceforth I shall be no more conscious of your pre- sence than of a stone or a piece of rock-weed. I shall blot you for ever from my sight, from my thought, from my memory — from this night forth. You will be to me as a thing dead. Tou understand ? ' •Yes.' ' You swear to keep these conditions ? ' 'Yes.' So it was sworn ; and from that moment darkness and silence like death came between ns, though we were alone together in all the world. CHAPTER XXXVI. THE BEAE. Thus it befell that we two abode together in the same dwelling, if I may call that a dwelling which, with Nature helping me, I fashioned with my rude hands : so near to each other that we could hear each other breathing, yet so far from each other that we never exchanged look or word. As far as might be, I averted my soul as a man averts his face — avoiding him in the daytime, forgetting him in the silence of the night; yet all in vain ; for I was conscious of him unceasingly, and his shadow darkened my most secret thoughts. I have read somewhere, in some old book or news- paper, of two poor sisters who, full of an unnatural hate, dwelt together like this in the same room in a great town ; being too poor to take separate lodgings, they divided their wretched room by a line made with chalk across the floor; and so, with that chalk line only between them, abode in silence for a score of TSB BEAR. S^ weary years ; until one was carried out feet foremost and the other, still cruel and unforgiving, was left alone. Of such hard BtufiT, I know, some hearts are made ; of rook instead of flesh, and hard as the upper and nether millstone. Yet these foolish women had busy sounds of life all round to cheer them — the tramp of feet, voices, and all the motion of a great city ; while we, whose hearts wore no less hard, and whose condition was surely as sorry in the sight of God, had orlu the naked heavens, and the troubled sea, and the punctual changes of darkness and of light. Stubborn and unforgiving, grudging the mercy I had shown (which was no true mercy, but feebleness and fear), I came and went. The days were now briefer than ever, and the nights very long and dreary ; but though winter had surely set in, the temperature was not yet too cold to bear with patience, and even with comfort. For the soft swell of the southern ocean, which is ever warm like living breath, greatly subdues the violence of the climate of the islands in that region ; so that neither man nor beast need perish, as they must needs do under like conditions a few degrees nearer to the north. Kevertheless, the cold was sharp and keen, the life beyond measure unseasonable and hard to bear. The island was draped in whiteness, and far away to the north stretched the vast fields of silent ice; while to southward and westward, where the seas thundered onfrozen, great chill mists, like steam from a caldron, were constantly arising. Nowhere was any sign of life ; nay, not even a withered tree, a leafless bush, to mimio summer greenery with leaves and flowers of hueless ice. No sign, no similitude, of that green world which I had lost, never, perchance, to find again ! There was but one way to defy the loneliness of Nature and the sad monotony of the elements, and that was to discover some vigorous occupation to fatigue the frame whUo light lasted. This occupation I found in chasing and killing the poor seals of the sea ; and although I was without firearms or any kind of pro- jectile, I contrived by cunning and stratagem to slay tall many of them, as I had slain the first. ayo GOD AND THR MAN. 'Twas a wM beast's life, but it kept me from perisbing. From morn to night I woiild prowl and crawl and watcb, or swiftly run, as the simple quarry led me ; crafty, cruel-eyed, swift, stealthy, as any pre- datory beast. The foolish seals, which swarmed in the creeks and caves of those lonely shores, were of divers breeds ; some large as sheep that graze on our downs, others small as the otters of our rivers. I saw none of the great-tusked species which some mariners tell of; great as bulls, and as savage when assailed. Some had coars* rough skins, which would have been worthless even in the hands of a skilful tanner ; others had hair as long and coarse as wool; and others, again, were smooth, red, and silken, glistening like oil in the sun. My best sport was out upon the ice, where I was wont, by watchfulness and strategy, to intercept the beasts when they came from the water holes to bask in the sun. Being asleep, they are easily surprised by one who is careful to seek them up the wind ; for their hearing is dull in proportion to the keenness of their scent, as I have very frequently proved. Besides these animals, and now and then a shoal of white whales out in the sea southward, there were few signs of life. Most of the seabirds had disappeared," with the exception of some solitary gulls, and from time to time a lonely gannet, or sea goose, driven northward by some ocean storm. The flesh and oil of the seals I thus slew kept mo well supplied with fresh food and light ; and presently, to beguile the weariness of the long nights, I set to work and fashioned myself a rude covering, or overcoat, of the skins ; which covering I would wear when the wind blew cold, or when much snow fell. I also wove several coverlets of warm skia to draw over me at night. Meantime, how fared the companion of my cave ? Well, he kept the conditions, and spake not, neither looked my way ; while I, with face averted, toiled close by. And ever in the daytime, when I entered he would creep out, and crawl like a forlorn thing about the island. But he made no efibrt to hunt for. himself Boeming altogether too feeble and faint of heart. THE BEAR. 4^1 Now one night, when the cold was strangely keer, even within the cave, I heard him breathing hard and phivering ; and after a sharp struggle within of shame and pity, I took several of my warm skins, roughly sewn together, and threw them unto him. Ho started and looked up, so that our eyes met. Then, without speaking, I made a sign to him to take the skins, which he forthwith drew over him, and presently fell to sleep. I had taken no strict count of the flight of days, and had no kind of reckoner or guide in that dreary place ; but, so far as I could guess, we were now mid- way in the month of December. For it was early in November when the Dutch ship was beset among the ice, and several long weeks had passed since then. To me, thus miserably cast away, one day was so like another that I almost failed to distinguish each from each; nor did I discern the six days from the seventh, but laboured without a Sabbath — the gracious day which to weary and heavy-hearted men is so full of rest and blessing. And yet, being ever a profane man, little given to prayer and church-going, I missed not that consecration of one day out of seven ; nor did my thoughts any day turn heavenward, either for strength or consolation. But now I am about to record a thing which at the time moved me strangely ; and of which I cannot think even now without a curious stirring of the heart. One day, which might have been a Sabbath-day indeed, so still and sweet were earth and heaven and sea, I wandered forth as usual. Not a breath stirred, the air was full of a pleasant and balmy chillness, and the sun circled along the horizon with mild and gentle beams. Seeing it so fair, I paused at the mouth of the cave, and drawing off my sealskin overcoat, threw it back upon my bed; then I took my hatchet, which I used Jver as a weapon, and wandered away. First I roamed along the western cliffs, searching the creeks for anything alive ; but all I saw was swarms of seal swimming out at sea, and basking upon the f!3 GOD AND THE, MAKT. distant reefs. Far off, in a patch of violet calm, a whale was spoating ; and so still was the air, that I could hear the roar of his blow-hole from where I stood. Then I clambered down to the western shore, and found nothing there. Returning over the island, I made straight for the fields of ice; for although from the heights I could discern no sign of life upon them, I knew that the water-holes and the ice in their close vicinity wore favourite haunts of the beasts I Bought. I rambled aboat the ice for hours, and although, as I had expected, I saw many seals, none were foolish enough to let me come nigh; till at last, as I was returning dissatisfied, I fell upon one of the small silken- coated species, fast asleep upon the floe. Coming round A great hummock, I was close upon it ere I knew, and ere it could reach the neighbouring water I killed it with a dexterous blow. Now the beast was so light and small that I threw it bodily upon my shoulder, and carried it easily away ; when, as I approached the gloomy shore, I was startled by a wild shriek as of a human being in mortal fear. The next moment I saw, running swiftly towards me, the wild figure of a man, no other indeed than Richard Orchardson ; and well might he shriek in terror, for behind him at a gallop was a huge white bear — the first i beast of the kind I had seen in these regions. These animals are indeed fatal to man, having the lion's swiftness, the fierceness of the wild cat, and the sinuousness of the snake ; and this that I beheld was a true monster of the breed, with huge shaggy pawsg mighty talons, and horrible crimson jaws. Even as I gazed, the man sped towards me, but before he could reach me, as was clearly hia intent, slipped, and fell upon his face. The bear, which was some thirty yards hehind, paused a moment, seeing him fall, and beholding me for the first time ; then, without hesitation, it came bounding on — with just the same wavy sinuous motion, just the same cruel swiftneas, though it was so great • TSE BEAR. 1^3 monster, as hath the lissom weazel of our English woods and fieldu. Then my heart leapt in my mouth, for I saw that the man was lost. As I write, it all comes back to me — ^the lonely field of ice, the fallen man, the horrible hungry beast approaching with open mouth ; and I see tho man now, as I saw him then, turn up his white face with one wild look of horror and despair. I had no time to think, to pause ; in another minute the beast's fangs would have been at his throat, its tongue lapping his blood. Before I knew what I was doing, I had thrown down the dead seal, and, bounding forward, placed myself between the beast and the fallen man. There, hatchet in hand, with set teeth, I stood, half- a-dozen yards from the bear. Now, before such a mighty animal as that, an unarmed man is helpless ; and I had only my hatchet, which, in such a struggle, would have been useless as a straw. But, as God willed it, something in my erect and defiant attitude made the beast pause in his career. He paused, looked at me, snified with his nostrils, and uttered an ominous growl. For one moment my fate hung in the balance, and surely, had I now retreated a step, or shown any sign of fear, I should have perished ; but instead of retreating I advanced steadily, my eyes fixed firmly on those of the bear, the hatchet raised as if to strike, and out of my very desperation I uttered a savage cry ! As I advanced, the bear retreated sideways, still growling terribly ; and at last, to my great joy, began to creep rapidly away. Bnnning in a circle, it avoided me. Thrice it turned, hesitated, and thrice I advanced as if to the attack. Then, to my astonishment, I saw it rise on its hind legs, sniffing the air ; then, with its nose close to the ice, it galloped round to the spot where I had left the dead seal. As it did so, Richard Orchardson, who had been looking on in wonder, ran towards me, and again put jny body between him and the bear ; which now, seizing s »74 GOD AND THE MAN. the seal with teeth and talons, tore it piecemeal and devoured its flesh eagerly, only pausing now and then to throw up its head and utter fierce growls of gluttonous delight. I saw that we were saved, and for the first time felt a sense of overmastering terror, feeling what manner of horrible death I had escaped ; so without more delay I hastened away to the shore, leaving the savage beast to the meal I had procured for it. As I went, Richard Orohardson followed me, so near that he might have touched me with his hand. It was not till some hours afterwards that I clearly realised what I had done ; nay, perhaps if the truth were told, I did not wholly realise it till after many years. But be that as it may, the thing was done. I had f reserved, at the risk of my own life, the life of the man hated most iq all the world. CHAPTER viaiL. I BEACHED the shore, and climbed the cliff nntil I gained the snow-clad height. Pausing there, I turned and saw Richard Orchardson standing close by me, with his eyes on mine. Then a foolish kind of anger seized me, for I Joathed myself for having done what I had done ; and without remembering our pact, I broke the silence that had dwelt so long between us. ' Why do you follow me ? ' I cried. ' Did I not warn you ? ' He gazed at me sadly, as he replied, in another question : ' Why did you save my life ? ' I cordd have struck him in the face. I turned from him with a gesture of loathing and dislike. ' Why did yon save my life ? ' he repeated, following me. ' I did not wish to live.' VIGIL. S7J I tnrudd aud faced him. • Do not think I saved yon out of pity. I saw you were a coward, and I thought to myself, " He shall not die yet " ; that was all. Now, p;o — keep yonr miserable life, and let us part here.' I would have left him, but he still persisted. His manner was so desolate, so despairing, his voice so hollow and sad, that I listened in spite of myself. ' Why can there not be peace between us ? I have as much cause for hate as you, and yet I am willing to forget the past. Since we shall never leave this place alive, why need we quarrel still ? Ton must have a hard heart, to hate so bitterly and so long.' ' Begone ! ' I said, between my set teeth. ' I will not be judged by you. I shall never forget, or forgive.' 'As you will,' he answered bitterly, 'but methinks, bate is foolish, seeing we are so utterly cast away. And your acts belie your words. Had you not given me food and shelter, I should have been a dead man long ere this. Had you not interposed, I should have died by the bear.' I knew not what to reply, for his words were true enough, and although I was ashamed of my own bene- factions (which sprang not out of true compassion, but a feebleness and infirmity of will), I had indeed saved him again and again from death. Seeing me hesitate, and misconceiving perchance the emotions of mingled shame and rage which then pos- sessed me, he reached out his thin hands and touched me. I shuddered as if I had been stung. ' Since I owe my life to you,' he said, 'let me owe you something more. It has long been upon my mind to utter the request which I am now about to speak. I think I shall die here, but you are strong, and help may come. Well, when I die, do not let the wild beasts devour me, but bury me in the ground, like u Christian man.' ' Ask nothing from me,' I said, repulsing him. ' Ah ! but promise ! ' he cried, his eyes full of feeble teaxa. ' And promise one thing more ! If you are saved, if you retnrn to England, as indeed may be, go to my poor father, and tell him how I died ; yet break T 3 *J6 GOD AND THE MA». it to him gently, for the old man loves me, and he ia the only living soul to monrn me when I am gone.' I gazed at him in wonder, for I conld scarce believe mine ears. Did he think I was made of wax, that I had no bitterness of memory, no fortitude of hate, when he asked such charity from me ? Did he think I would spare an Orchardson one drop of pain, one pang of the Borrow he had given to me and mine ? ' Will you promise ? ' he pleaded. ' Then I can die in peace.' And he sobbed like a child, hiding his face in his hands. I did not answer him, but with one fierce look, into which I sought to concentrate all my long life of loathing, I left him to his tears. Night came, and I lay alone in the cave. Several hours had passed since I had left Richard Orchardson on the cliff, and when at sunset I had re- turned to my place of shelter, he had not returned. After making up my fire, I busied myself making candles of dry seal-fat and rough twine. But when darkness fell, 1 could not help wondering why the man did not return. Could any fresh evil have overtaken him ? Although I was angry with myself for the solicitude, and although I was persuaded myself that I was cruelly indifferent, I could not help listening from time to time for the sound of his coming. Tet he came not, and suddenly, so perverse is our human dis- position, I began reproaching myself for having left him Bo cruelly. I had risen to my feet, and was moving towards the entrance of the cave, thinking to look out in search of him, when I heard a strange sound above me, and the next instant he sprang down, wild with terror, and covered with snow. ' Help ! ' he shrieked, and pointed to the opening by which he had entered. 'It has followed me again. Look!' And he fell upon his knees, clinging with his armii Uround me. Then, gazing towards the ap ertorft above as (whioh^ VWIL, 277 fts I have elsewhere explained, was just large enough to admit the body of a man), 1 saw two fierce glittering lights, which I knew to be the eyes of the bear. The monster was standing over against our cave, and, surprised at the strange brilliance within, was gazing curiously down. By the dim ray which issued forth from the fire and the lights fixed against the wall, I could dimly see the great shaggy head and the savage month. For a moment terror seized me ; but speedily re- Jovering my courage, I snatched down from the wall one of the burning lights, and holding it in my hand, approached the aperture. For I remembered having read that certain wild beasts have a terror of fire, and that even fierce wolves of the forest, swarming to destroy some hapless voyager, had been scattered by the waving of a burning brand. I shouted aloud, and thrust out the light fuU at the fece of the bear. To mine own amaze the stratagem answered, and the great beast, startled and blinded by the flame, suddenly withdrew. Then I reached up my hand, and drew down the stone, closing the opening to the cave. Turning to Richard Orchardson, I saw him still on his knees, as if praying. The moment he met mine eyes, he spake. ' I was returning hither across the height,' he said, ' when I heard the bear behind me, and I fled, for fear.' I answered him straightway, nsiiig the mocking thonght that came uppermost : ' And yet you craved to die ?' * Not that way ! not that way !' As he spake, I heard above us the sound of the bear passing hither and thither, and scraping in the snow. The sound continued for some minutes, during which I hearkened intently ; then it ceased and all was BtiU. The night passed, and the monster did not return ; even had he done so, he could not readily have reached ns to do us injury, protected as we were by the stony covering of the cave, which was now hard-welded together by frost and snow. But I guessed, no doubt ^S GOD AND THE MAS. riglitly, that tho beast, being glutted with flesh of the seal, had followed Orchardson, not from savage hunger, but from foolish curiosity, never perchance having seen a man before that day ; so that when the flame was flashed into his brute face, he withdrew fearfully, puzzled by a thing unmatched and unaccountable in his cold experience. Be that as it may, he returned not, and methinks he wandered far away northward, for next day I tracked his great footprints over the island, across the shore, and thence back among the fields of ice. Doubtless he was a straggler from the chillier regions to the north, for during the whole time I remained upon the island of desolation I never saw another beast of that mon- strous breed. I know not how it happened, but despite all my cruel antipathy for my companion, the experience of that day and night insensibly loosened the hard barrier of bitterness between us. Once or twice we exchanged speech, though roughly and sullenly, and, as before, I let him share my food and shelter ; so that presently it seemed quite natural that he should partake equally of my cruel fortune, and my daily hope and fear. Every day I searched the seas for a sail, the ice for some sign of living folk ; and every day when I returned, his pale face questioned mine fot some sign to soften his despair, But surely it wag now hoping against hope ; for winter had set in fixedly, and the days were brief and dim, and the breath of the Cold Clime waa coming southward like an exhalation, wrapping the island in a constant shroud of frost and fog. We had thus much in common, despite our life-long hate : that we were equally cast away and abandoned, that we had each the same hope and the same despair, that we had both the same dark thoughts for company, the same sad cause for fear. Thus alike were our con- ditions, save that I was the stronger, having in my youth been tempered Kke iron by exposure to cold and storm. Thanks to raj fierce yeoman blood, I throve where he failed, even ia that intemperate and fatal air VIGIL. t-m Now, before many^ days had passed, I saw the face af my companion, which I watched furtively from time to time, grow thinner and paler, whUe great veins har- dened on hia delicate brow, and his breath came heavy and slow, as if from a painful chest. I noted, moreover that he ate little, and that with a sore effort, ever sighing heavily between the mouthfuls, and moving his head from side to side. Every day he left the cave, and moved feebly about the heights, but presently he scarcely moved at all, but would sit, with my coat of skins wrapped round him, upon a stone, looking wearily at the sea; then when the cold seized him, and the teeth chattered in hia head, he would creep back again to the cheerless warmth within. Meantime the rayless sun circled slowly along the horizon, never rising into the dim zenith of the heaven ; and sometimes for days together it was like a pure ball of blood, with neither heat nor rays. Then sheeted shapes of white mist and cold fog would float across the ice, and cover the forlorn island, while the skies above were sadly veiled. It was brightest at night-time, in the silence of the night ; for often, out of the very heart of the darkness, which was truly ' darkness visible,' the wonderful aurora would arise, till the melancholy heavens Eeeme(i afire; and looking fearfully from that cold cave, I would see the phosphorescent boreal iris gleam and sparkle, dripping all colours of the prism,, till metho'ught that I beheld the miraculous splendours of the far-off Gates of God. I should grow wearisome to dulness if I sought to write down all the record of that long and painful vigil, of that daily life without change, without event, of that dull mechanical round of unbroken, desolate despair. We watched and waited, hoped and prayed ; but no succour camo. Then, feeling the terrible desolation of that silent and ghastly companionship with one a stranger and an enemy, I knew that, without such companioaship, I *8o GOD AlfD TME MAN. should have sickened or gone mad. It was somettiDg, at least, not to be utterly alone. It was something, in the infinite dreariness of the long nights, to awaken, listen, and hear a heavy breathing close at hand. It was something to feel that, so near to me, another man might be dreaming, as I had just dreamed, of brightness, of the green fields of dear England, of a home in the far- off happy Fens. God of Mysteries, Fashioner of all wonders under the illimitable heaven, whose will made all creatures, and made of all creatures most pitiful Thy servant Man! Thou hadst taken us into the hollow of Thy hand ! Thou hadst lifted us out of the shadows of this low life, into the air that angels breathe ! My spirit swoons, my band trembles, as I try to record what is yet to come. CHAPTER XXXVllI. OUT IN THE SNOW. Atii one night, every time I did awaken, I heard hm moaning in his sleep, and moving uneasily upon his hard bed. His mind was wandering, and again and again I heard him murmur familiar names; aoid once indeed he called my name aloud, in a tone so shrill and pitifu] that my heart leapt into my mouth, and I felt a&aid. But when the dark morning came, and I looked over to his sleeping-place, he was not there ! Looking up, I saw that the cave was open, and through the narrow aperture a sullen redness was creeping in. I waited for some time, thinking he would return ; but when he came not, I cast my skins around me (for it was bitter cold) and crept out into the air. A cold fog covered the island, faintly tinged by the sinister redness of the morning sun ; and so thick was the vapour all around, I that I could only distinguish OUT IN THE SfrOVC. gSi things that were quite near, and even these looked large and phantasmal, being magnified by the clinging mist. All -was still as death, save for the strange thunder of the calm sea, which came upon the sense like a low- reverberation within the ears, and deepened the stillness with its mysterious and ominous chime. As one wakens in the dead of night, suddenly conscious of some supernatural visitation, and waits shiveringly for something that is about to happen, while tha pulses shut sharp upon the beating heart, and the clammy sweat-drops hang upon the pallid brow — 80 did I waken and listen. A curious terror possessed me, I knew not wherefoi-e, a sickening sense of dreadful anticipation. Leaving the cave, I crept o-at among the chUl and sheeted mists. Suddenly, as I walked, I started in wonder ; for I saw quite close to me, poised over the snow-clad island, a dull red ball like an eye watching me ; and so near did it seem, that it seemed partly resting on the crags close at hand. This ball was no other than the round disc of the sun itself, made startling and phenomenal by some curious effect of the intervening fog ; yet even when I knew its nearness to be only a delusion of the sense, the appearance troubled me, and I shrank like one who sees a supernatural vision. I was now perplexed beyond measure to account for Richard Orohardson's disappearance. For days past he had scarcely left the cave, and even when he ventured forth, he had remained close at hand, walking feebly, or sitting in a dream. So it seemed strange that he should have left his couch so early, and in weather so dangerous, since the heights were full of dangerous cavities and precipices, and one false step might take him to his death. Nor could I conceive what errand could have taken him forth. I searched this way and that, but found no trace of him; and at last, casting off all shame in my new wonder, I shouted aloud. There came strange ghostly echoes out of the fog, and murmurs from the distant sea, but no reply of any human voice. gSi GOD AND THE MAN. Then, half alarmed, half wroth with myself foi heeding what might become of him, I returned to the cave and broke my fast ; then busied myself in putting my fire in order, whistling for the sake of forgetfulness, and trying not to think at all. An hour passed thus ; and .presently, looking forth, I saw that the fogs had cleared a little, and that the heights were not so dark. Then, reasoning with myself, I reproached myself for the uneasiness which possessed me, reminding my soul of its righteous hate, and of the broad river of blackness between my life and his. If he was dead, why, it was well ; his punishment had come. But this mood did not last long. As the day ad- vanced, I grew more uneasy, and by-and-by forth I went again, picking my way carefully from place to place, from mist to mist. More than once I lost my way, and came near to death on the edges of the slippery crags, on the brink of which the sun still rolled, like a thin and rayless ball. At last I found him. I had turned my face from the cliffs, and was ascending the stony hillside, when I stumbled against a body stretched prone on the ground, and looking down in terror, I saw him stretched upon his face, ragged, half-naked, and to all appearance, dead. Why he had come thei^e I know not till this hour \ but he inust haVe wandered thithet, awakte or asleep, Bad stumbling over the irocky ground, fainted where be fell. Then I thought, ' He is dead at last,' and straight, way a great awe fell upon me, so that I could scarce breathe or move ; and the thought of all my hardness came back upon me, and I hated myself more bitterly than ever I had hated him. Recovering from this first terror, and forgetting all my threats and all my vows, I knelt down by his side, and turned his face upward ; when greater awe fell upon me, for the eyes were fixed and glazed, and the features white as marble, with one stain of red blood npon the lips. I see him now as I saw him then ; so white and trora and thin, his cheeks deep sunken, his hair, which OUT m THE SNOIV. 183 Lad g^own long and unkempt since his sojourn upoa the island, flowing grey upon his shoulders ; his mouth wide open, his eyes staring, his throat thin and shrunken like an old man's. Like an old man indeed he seemed, worn out with years ; he who was once so young and bright ! As a murderer looks on the man that he hath slain, I looked upon him, while a voice cried in mine ear that by a little more charity, a little more tenderness, a few kind words, I might have saved him. And there he lay ! all the light and health gone that make a living man, leaving only instead silence and a face of stone. And yet, even then, with swift thoughts I jastified myself. I had helped him beyond his deserving, I had spared and sheltered him ; all- 1 had denied to him was Irindliness and gentle words. What was he to me that I should pity him ; I who owed him such a life-long grudge of hate ? I bent down my head, and listened for his breath ; no breath came. Then I opened his garment and put my hand upon his heart ; but I could feel no beat. As I touched him so, a shiver ran through my frame, and my head went round. Then I took his hands in mine and chafed them, for they were cold as stone. As I did so, methought I felt him stir. I felt for his heart again, and for the first time I seemed to detect a faint warmth, a tremulous beat, feeble as the flutter of the tiniest leaf. Then a thought came to 'me, and I ran swiftly away m the direction of the cave ; for the air was clearer now, and I could just see my way. Leaping down, I found the keg of raw spirit, which was as yet half full, and by its side my cup of hollow stone ; this I quickly filled, and then, creeping forth carefully, not to spill the spirit on the ground, hastened back to the man's side. I found him lying as I had left him, face upward. Bending by him, I took his head upon my knee, and dipping in the spirit with my finger gently wet his lips { and presently, to my surprise and joy, he stirred feebly, while a faint sound came from his mouth. Then I knew that if he remained there he would be eSf GOD AND THE MAN. frozen — the ground being covered with snow, and tha air being so bitter cold ; and when I saw at last that he might live, I took him up gently in my two arms (alas ! he was so thin and light that I felt his weight no more than that of a little sickly chUd), and carried him towards my cave. As I went, he moaned, and I felt his body tremble against me, which made me hasten the more quickly, not looking down into his face, lest he should open his eyes and behold me. The air was so dim and fog- enwrapped, and the snow so deep under-foot, that my passage was slow ; but at last I reached the cave, set him down at its mouth, and entering first, drew him softly in. By this time he was breathing heavily, with full signs of life, though his sight seemed still glazed and dark, and his face set in pain. I laid him down full length upon mine own bed of blankets and skins, and pillowed up his head, with his feet to the fire ; then I felt his hands, and finding them still very cold, rubbed them gently with mine own. All these things I did like one in a dream, not rightly comprehending what I did ; my dread now being that the man might die, leaving me alone with God in that desolate place. CHAPTER XXXIX. THE SICK MAa'S DREAMS. Before night came, the superficial chill of hands and body passed away, and the fiery fiush of fever, which had been burning all the while within, broke out upon his face ; and the film fading from his eyes, was suc- ceeded by a gaze of strange wUdness, with neither true consciousness nor recognition. Then I saw him struggling for his breath, moaning inarticulately, tossing from side to side, in the diw extremity of a mortal sicknesa> THE SICK MAN'S DREAMS. tgj It was well, I thiuk, that lie was more or less un- coasoions, for methinks I could not hare borne, at first, his knowledge of my tenderness ; but finding him thus helpless, and as it were sightless, I continued to minister to him, using all my poor care and skill. I fetched cold water in my cup, and set it ready by his side to cool his lips, and now and then, when he seemed very faint, I moistened his lips with water and spirit mixed together. Then, having no kerchief, I took the neck-cloth from taj throat, and tearing it into several pieces, moistened one piece, and laid it upon his brow for coolness, changing it from time to time. Presently, fearing that he might sink from lack of food, I crumbled a biscuit in water, and when I had softened it to a sop, put some to his mouth ; but he would not swallow, and spat the fragments forth. Then, having closed the mouth of the cave, and fixed two of my lights against the wall, I took my coat of skins and threw: over him, because a sharp shivering seized him from time to time. This done, I could do no more, but sat in the shadow, and watched, as a nurse watches her sick charge. That night I slept not, but remained ever ready to minister to his wants when he started and cried. See, now, how strangely God had dealt with me ! My great fear now was lest this man should perish, and leave me without a living soul, without one sign of humanity, in that place. With him for neighbour, though without any sweetness of companionship, I had been able to bear my desolation. But all night long I thought with terror on what would be my lot if he should die, and I be left utterly alone. The cruel sky, the lonely sea, the changeless ice and snow, would then become too terrible to bear. I have often in my rude way wondered how mortals would fare if death were no common burthen (as it is, through God's blessing), but only the lot of a certain portion of men that live; if, I would say, not all creatures, but only some, were fated to die like the beasts. Out of this inequality of evil, what bitterness would come, what revilmgs and cursings of an nn- i86 GOD AND THE MAN. generous Providence ! But since all must die alike, we are resigned. "What all must bear, many can bear rigbt cheerfully, knowing the hour of each must surely come. By the same token, suffering becomes easier when it is shared by any other living soul; nay, I can well believe that even a poor dumb hound, patiently enduring some pang with its master, may, by speechless com- munity of sorrow, lighten that master's load. And I, with even my mortal enemy for company, had been saved from utter extremity of weariness ; for while he, too, felt the pinch of cold, the pang of hunger, and the shadow of a common loneliness, I could not hold myself quite solitary in suffering or in despair. As I sat and watched that night by the sick man, I thought much of Priscilla, much of that sweet counsel which she had been wont to give me in the days when we were loving friends ; and methought, from time to time, that I saw her very presence before me, as the shining of an angel in white robes. Tears rose in mine eyes as I reflected how cruelly, yet how strangely, God had dealt with me, and how perchance I should never behold that gentle maid again. Then, looking at Richard Orchardson, so white and wan, so worn with the suffering I had brought him, I said to myself: 'He, too, loved her, and he too hath lost her ; ' and straightway the very memory of our common love softened me to him the more, and awoke in my heart an inconceivable tenderness and pity. Yes, it was surely a new bond between us, in the sad sur- cease of hate, that we had both lifted eyes of yearning to that gentle maiden, who with all holy arts had sought to bring us toj;ether. We had both lost her; both lost the world. We were alone with God. What remained but to wait patiently, to taste the cup of pain in common, and then to die? With thoughts like these, so new, so pitiful, I watched him through the nigit. The next day he remained in the same condition. Towards night-time he began to rave. TBR SICK MAN'S DREAMS. 287 I saw that the fever, or whatever disease it was that possessed him, was at its height ; for his face grew crimson, his eyes filmy and moist, while blood and foam began oozing from his mouth. Then I noted that his breath was foul, as with scurvy ; that the skin upon his hands was scaly, and loosened at a touch ; and that there were foul sores bursting upon his neck. So I moistened pieces of cloth in water and laid them npon the sores, and with fresh water I rinsed his lips and gums ; doing for the sick man, moreover, other offices that may be nameless here. Presently, seeing his head greatly oppressed by its long thick locks, and remembering how they do in hospitals with folk in fever, I took my sailor's knife, and cut off a large portion of his hair, as close as might be to the head ; after which he seemed easier, and rested better upon his pillow. But all this time I tried in vain to get him to swal- low a few moist crumbs of food ; he would take nothing save a little weak spirit and water, which I forced him to swallow now and again ; so that every hour he grew manifestly weaker, till his poor remains of strength were well-nigh spent. Meantime, he did not cease to rave ; and listening to him I distinguished many a well-known name, and oftentimes mine own ; but the name that was uppermost npon his lips was, as before, that of Priscilla. Some- times his thoughts were among the green fens of England, at others they were sailing on the great sea ; but Priscilla seemed ever with them, wheresoe'er they went. I pitied him none the less when he prattled of Pris- cilla, for I knew ho had no hope of her this side of death's darkness ; but when he murmured another name dear to me, the shadow of my old hate came back. ' Kate ! Kate ! ' he whispered suddenly, as I moistened his brow with the wet rag; and 1 shrank back as if I had been stung. Then suddenly opening his eyes and gazing vacently upon me, he moaned again : ' Kate ! Kate Christianson I " I left his side and withdrew to the further aide of i88 GOD AITD THE MAN the cave ; there I Bat sullenly brooding over the memory his words had awakened, and for a long space I neither looked at him nor offered him any aid. Presently he called for water, and at first I hesi- tated, cursing him in my heart ; but my conscience stinging me, I arose and gave him a draught, which he drank with feverish eagerness, as if he were all afire within. CHAPTER XL. 'OUE FATHEE.' It waa on the evening of the third day, while I sat watching him as he lay in a heavy sleep, that he sud- denly opened his eyes and looked at me ; and I saw to my surprise that the vacant film had left his gaze, and that there came into the face a quiet light of recognition. ' Is it ihov,. Christian Christiansen ? ' he said, so faintly that I could scarcely hear. I could not answer, for a great lump rose in my throat, but half-averting my face I inclined my head. I knew that his eyes were stiil watching me, and presently I heard him say : ' What hath happened ? Why am I lying here ? ' I answered him, in a low voice : ' I found you lying in the snow, and I carried yon back into the cave.' A sharp moan came from his lips. ' Then it is all true, and we are not saved, as I was dreaming. Methought we were on shipboard, sailing back to England.' There was a long silence. I turned my face and gazed at him ; he was lying with his eyes closed, feebly breathing; but while I looked at him he opened his eyes and spoke again. ' After all, it doth not matter, since I am so nearly spent.' I could not answer him at first, but taking the hot rag from his forehead, I moistened it with fresh water, and returned it to its place. As I did so he looked up, and our eyes met. 'OUX PATHER.' 289 'Thank yon,' he said; adding softly, 'I shall not tronble you long.' And the thin furrows of his cheeks grew moist with tears. A little while after this he rambled again, but not so wildly, and now his fancy seemed in sunny places ; so that when he came to himself his look was more peaceful. I went to his side, and tried, dumbly, to make him eat a portion of the sop I had prepared ; but he pushed it gently away. ' Bat,' I said, ' or you will die ! ' He gazed at me with a strange, long, searching look. 'I am a dead man,' he answered wearily; 'nothing can saTe me.' Then sinking his head back upon his pillow, he continued : ' Save for your care, I should ne'er have lived so long. Why do you keep me alive P Is it because you love to see me suffer pain P ' The question went through my heart like a knife, but how could I reply P He little knew the pity stirring in my heart's core. ' If you have any mercy,' he said presently, ' promise to give me Christian burial. Do not leave my poor body to the ravenous beasts ? ' I remembered how he had craved this promise before, and how I had not answered. I answered now, eager to give him comfort. ' If I survive you, I wiU do as you wish.' ' Will you swear it ? ' he said. ' I swear it,' I replied. He closed his eyes as if relieved, and presently began to sleep again. Alter a little time he lay so silent that I could riot hear him breathe, and I thought with a cold shudder that he might be dead ; but bending over him, I perceived that he was still alive, though his breathing made no sound. Yet indeed, as he lay stretched there, he seemed as one fallen into his last sleep ; and the sacredness of death seemed upon him, on his worn sad face, his forehead pencilled with blue veins, his closed eyelids, his lips just D ago GOD AND THE MAN. flecked with foam. One thin hand lay beneath hifl cheek, the other hung like wax upon the sealskin cover- let, and over him brooded a solemn sileiice, like the silence of the cold grave. I lifted his hand, and it was icy cold. I touched him on the shoulder, and spoke to him, but he did not hear. Then, fearing that his time was come, and that he would never speak again, I grew more than ever terri- fied ; and at last, in the fulness of my fear and Heif-pity, I sank upon my knees by his side. Holding his cold hand, I prayed aloud to God that he might live ; that I should not be left wholly desolate and forlorn. ' Spare him, God ! ' I prayed. ' Of all living things, he is the sole creature that remains to me, and if he goeth, where shall I look for the light of a human face, the touch of a human hand ? He has shared my shelter, eaten my substance, and his sorrow has been harder to bear than mine. Spare him, God ! Leave me not utterly alone.' Now, even as I prayed, his strength revived again, like the rising of a weak ocean- wave ; and as I knelt with head bowed, I heard the faint sound of his voice. ' Christian Christiansen ! ' I started and looked up wildly at the sound of my name. His chill hand fluttered like a leaf in mine, as be murmured : ' I have your promise ? ' I pressed his hand for answer, for I could not speak. ' And you will bear the news to my dear father ? Tell him I died blessing him, and remembering how much he loved me. Tell him, moreover, that I died in tlie hope of the blessed resurrection, through Jesus Christ our Lord.' As he spake, he drew his hand softly from mine, and putting both hands feebly together on his breast, murmured the first words of the Lord's Prayer : ' Our Father which art in Heaven . . . hallowed be Thy name . . . Thy kingdom come.' Then he paused suddenly, for, still keeping on my knees, I was sobbing audibly, choked and stifled with tears which would not flow. * OUR FATHER.' 291 He reached out his liand, and touched me. ' Shake hands,' he said. I took hia hand in both of mine, and touched it with my trembling lips. ' Pray for me again,' he -whispered. ' Pray for me, and I shall know that we part in peace.' God help me. I knew no prayer but that which he had just begun ; but this I well remembered, having tieen taught by my mother to say it night and morn ; so straightway I said ' Our Father ' in as clear a voice aa I could command, and gazing reverently upwards ; and as T prayed my force was broken, and my warm, tears flowed as from the living rook, bedewing the hand I clasped within mine own. I had no shame now ; it had left me for ever, with my bitter hate ; and as I knelt there, it seemed as if the heavens were opened above me, and T could hear the singing of angels from some heavenly clime. When the prayer was ended, and I still knelt weep- ing, he turned his face to me and said : ' Before I die, there is yet another thing upon my mind that I must speak.' ' Speak, then,' I whispered. He turned his eyes full on mine, like one sadly seeking forgiveness. • 'Twas I that fired the ship ! ' CHAPTER XLI. THE LAST LOOK. Now, although I had known this thing from the first, having never in mine own mind doubted that his hand had done that deed of darkness, though he had bo constantly denied it, I shrank from him in horror, and would have dropt his hand. But his cold fingers held me, while his wild eyes read my face. , , t j-j /? t « God help me, I knew not what I did, for I was mad! I saw her heart was yours, and I thought to 1 2 292 COD AND THE MAN. stifle you where you were chained. But God has punished me, as you see.' I was silent, with a cold chUl and shrinking upon me ; and presently he moaned, still clutching my fingers in his : ' Have you nothing to say to me ? Can you forgive me now ? ' Then the cloud of my old hate passed from me for ever, as I replied : ' May God forgive us both ! He hath dealt with us as we deserved.' Though all that time the shadow of Death was in the cave, Richard Orchardson lived through that long night, and far into the morrow morn. Now that the fatal barrier of pride was cast down from between us, now that our eyes could meet in the sorrow of that last farewell, my heart seemed strangely lightened of its load ; and though I still looked forward with an overmastering dread to the moment when I must be left alone, I could pray now aa never in my lifetime I had prayed before. Sitting by the side of my dying companion, in the long intervals of piteous speech and more piteous silence, my thoughts again, like homeward wavering birds, went back across the years; and as I called to mind the bitter ancestral feud, the bloody lifelong strife, there came back to me my poor father's dying words of gentleness and forgiveness. He, poor man, had Buffered more than I, and yet he had been patient and gentle to the last ! Then I thought, ' We are nurtured in evil and bitter blame ; we sit and feed our sense of wrong apart, when Mi^ith a gentle word we might make all well ; and know* ing not our brother's heart, we think it cruel and abominable, at the very moment when the dews of Inercy and human kindness are making it sweet.' For I remembered the time just after my father's death, when Squire Orchardson had ridden over to our house door on a peaceful errand ; and our hearts had shut against him, though he surely meant us well. How muoh evil had been spared us aU had my mother listened THE LAST LOOK. 39J that day ! But afterwards, througli evil blood between two mere children, who knew not what they did, what calamity had come ! As I sat thus musing, and looking at Richard Orchardson, the cave faded away, the years rolled back, and I was standing on the Fen Farm with clenched hands, looking at a pale boy stretched bleeding at my feet ; while in mine ears rang the cry of little Kate — ' O Christian, what have you done ? ' And little Kate, where was she ? Dead, perchance ; or still, a weary woman, wandering about the world. After all, she had loved this man, and had she not out of fear of ns kept her love a secret, happiness might have come to her even through him. I had closed my hard heart sternly against her pleading, and had driven her forth cruelly, when she might have been saved, perchance, by one gentle word. And so the end had come ; and the end was the same as the beginning, yet how different ! There lay Richard Orchardson, helpless, grey, and old before his time ; and I was still the stronger, as I had been in that struggle when we were boys. There lay he whose being I had embittered, and who had em- bittered mine ; whose death I had prayed for ; whose life I had sought to take with murderous hands. We had struck each other with all our might, and he . . . he had fallen; yet now I would have given away the world if I could have raised him up, saying ' Live, and be forgiven ' ; if I could have seen him again walking erect and happy in the sun ; nay, if I could have kept him with me a little while, to lighten my desolate despair. It was not to be. God was to fill my cup full measure, even to the very running o'er. I had prayed for this man's life ; it was to be given me. Alas ! when God answers our passionate pleading, even to the fruition of our wickedest desire, He is inexorable to the end. He had been restless all the night, but towards the morning he slept soundly, almost peacefully ; but about the middle of the day he woke and (to my amazement) asked for food. 294 GOD AND THE MAN. I looked at him in wonder. He had sat up on his conch, -with a strange flush upon his face, and smiled. ' I am hungry,' he said. ' Prithee let me eat.' Alas ! I knew not what to give him. I had only the Beal's flesh (which was too rank for the stomach of a sick man), some loose flour, and coarse biscuit. But I brought him a little spirit and water, while I soaked some biscuit, as I had done before ; and my hand shook for joy, since I saw him so brightly changed. He ate some of the sop eagerly, and with an evident relish. ' You are better to-day,' I said gently. ' Tes, much better,' he replied, smiKng still. ' Nay, I feel quite strong.' Had God answered my prayer ? Had the disease departed, and would the companion of my loneliness be spared to me after all ? Alas ! I had little skill in nursing or in leech-craft ; or I would have known, as I know now, how dying men often rally a little space, while the last gleam of life shoots up shiningly, like to the laafc flash upon the blackening brand. When he had eaten he lay back upon his pillow and closed his eyes, and in a moment was sound asleep ; but this time his sleep was troubled, and he tossed feverishly from side to side. An hour later he awoke suddenly, and sprang up in bed. ' Look ! ' he cried, pointing eagerly ; then he added in a loud voice, ' Mother ! mother f ' I knelt by his side, and took his head upon my shoulder, but he still kept his eyes wide open, as if he gazed upon a vision. ' Mother, who is that by your side ? Is it Priscilla ? ► . . Why are you crying ? Nay, tell my father to be comforted, for I am coming home. Hark, what's that P Do you hear, sweetheart ? 'Tis our wedding hells ? ' Alas ! those bells were ringkig not on earth, but far away in heaven. Even as he spake a strange shiver ran through his frame, the coldness of death stole from his heart to i2iiiie, and, with one last moan, his spirit passed away. THE LAST LOOK. S^J At first I could not believe that he was deaci, I placed his head gently back upon his pillow, and gazed upon him ^ and there was no change. He seemed just resting wearily, as he had rested so many days. But even as I looked tipon his poor wasted face, and listened for his living breath, there stole upon my soul that sacredness and mysterious stillness which never come till the shadow of Death is present ; and over the form I watched fell the chilly consecration of the dust. It was as if some pale angel stood there, stooping darkly, touching brow and cheeks and hands in turn with a frosty finger, till they changed into the whiteness of the lily, then into the chillness of icy stone ; till of the thing that was a living creature a few minutes before, only a marble mask remained. There lay Richard Orchardson, or what had once been he ; his feeble frame, his wasted flesh, his haggard face, all changed — no longer old nor young, but beautiful even to terror ; covered with peace as with a garment, clothed with the loveliness of Death. For Death crowns all alike. There is no creature so frail, so wretched- — nay, there is not even a little child — to whom he denies this royalty of the last repose. We enter the last sleeping-place of a dead beggar, and his rags have become regal, and we stand before him in reverence, like subjects in the presence of a King. CHAPTER XLIL * SNOW TO SNOW ! ' "When I knew that he was dead indeed, I bent over Mm reverently, placed his arms down by his side, and seeing his eyes wide open, drew down the waxen lids over the sightless orbs. Then I held a little water in the palm of my hand and cleansed the dead face ; afterwards with careful fingers arranging his hair and beard. Lastly, I took one of my rude lights, and set it at tlie corpse's head, like the death-lights we bum round dead folk in the Fens. All this I did mechanically, not yet feeling the full 896 GOD AND THE MAH. horror of my desolation ; fcut wten there was no more to do, wlien I had ordered all in Christian cleanliness and reverence, I sat and gazed upon mine enemy, as if mine own hour had also come. What followed seems now, as it was then, like a dream within a dream. After the first stony sense of loss, during which 1 remained strangely stem and cold, I think I must have begun to wander in my mind ; for I have a dim memory of sitting there in the cave, with the dead man before me, and talking wildly to myself ; then of passing forth and wandering up and down the island, through the drifted snow, like a witless man ; of creeping back, and peering in, as into a tomb, and seeing him still there, with the corpse-lights at his head ; so that I was afraid to enter, till the bitter cold drave me in. But God was merciful, and even in those dark hours of loneliness and fear He kept me from going wholly mad. Though my mind wandered for a time, my reason was not quite shattered; amid the darkness of my despair, when all the winds of terror rushed upon me, that light within which makes a living soul, though it trembled in the blast, was not blown out for ever. And methinks one thing helped me ; and this was the promise I had made the man before he died. I had sworn that he should have Christian burial, and that oath I now determined to fulfil. I ];ept him with me in the cave for several nights and days, until the change in him became so dreaofol that I shuddered to look upon his face. Then knowing that the time had come, I chose a place not far off, where there was a hollow in the rocky ground, filled up with snow ; and here, out of a hard drift, I scooped a shallow grave. To bury him in that hard ground was impossible ; yet I did the best for his poor dust that my wild thoughts could devise. I had no coffin for him, and no shroud. He lay in the garments that he had died in, completely clad ; but instead of cerements, I wrapt the sealsHn coverlet around him, leaving only his face bare. Snow to snow! • snrow TO SNow> 997 Then, one still morn, wheii the air was brigW: for the place and time of year, I lifted in my arms and Oftrried him slowly forth, across the snow. I had the mde grave all ready, and now I laid him down within it, with his white face to the sky. As I stood above him, and took my last look of him, more enow began to fall. Lightly, thinly, delicately, fell the soft flakes on the cold body and on the white, cold, marble face. It seemed as if the Lord Himself were stretching out His hand, and gently covering up the dead ! Then, standing bareheaded, eager still to keep my pledge to him, I repeated, as far as I could remember, the words of the old sweet Burial Service out of our EngUsh Book of Prayer ; and when I could remember no more, I stretched out my arms in blessing, commending my enemy's soul to God. Before I had ended, his face had faded away in the falling whiteness ; and seeing it vanish utterly, I sobbed like a little chUd. ' Forasmuch as it hath pleased Almighty God of His great mercy to take unto Himself the soul of my dear brother here departed, I therefore commit his body to the ground, earth to earth, ashes to ashes, dust to dust; in sure and certain hope of the Eesurrection to eternal life, through Jesus Christ our Lord.' Nay, not ashes to ashes, or dust to dust ; but snow to snow ! As the sexton of the graveyard draws down the loosened mould, pressing it firm upon the coffin lid, so did I with the drift, till it lay thick and firm above him as any earth; and over and above all I worked the snow into a barrow of the dead, not green, but white ; and when all was done as I had promised, I turned away. And now for the first time I felt the full extremity of my desolation. Eor when I entered the cave, there was no face, not even that of my poor dead enemy, to meet me ; and the place was forlorn beyond measure. Even in the dead body there had been companionship, so long as it remained. I sat down in my empty dweUing and wept. But presently, filled with a new thought of blessed «9S GOD AND THE MAS. tenderness, I took two pieces of wood, and tied them together in the shape of a cross ; and all that afternoon I wrought upon the cross with my clasp-knife, till I had rudely carved upon it these words : — ' Heee lieth Richard Oechakdson. ' May he rise again ! ' Night had fallen when my task was done. But passing forth, I found the new-made grave, and set the cross upon it, as my last token of forgiveness and goodwill. As I stood gazing down, the crimson flame of the aurora arose suddenly out of the northern sky, and all the heavens were miraculously illumined. Was it my sad fancy only, that the glory of that vision had never been so strangely bright ? Higher and higher towards the zenith rose the prismatic cupola of splendour, fairer and infinitely brighter than any rainbow of promise, with flames of inconceivable brightness, and a glory as of summer dawn, lighting heaven and earth and sea ! At last the wonder faded ; deep darkness followed ; and I was alone in all the world. CHAPTER XLIII. FEOM THB tOa OF THE WHALER ' NAUTILTJ8.' In the late hairst of 17 — , I, Captain John. Macintosh, commanding the Nautilus brig, of 150 tons, and one of the whaling fleet from Dundee, sprang a leak during an easterly gale while on my way southward, was driven far away to the west, and, putting into Clarence Harbour, ten leagues to the west of Cape Chidley, for repairs, was there beleaguered by the ice, and compelled to pass the winter months in that uncannie clime. Fortunately, we were well prepared for such an emer- gency, and being sheltered in a safe creek, we roofed the ship with canvas against the snow ; and so, with land on every side of us, plenty of moss fuel ashore, a good stock of provisions, and firearms for hunting, we LOG OF THE WBALER 'NAUTILUS.' 355 tholed our trouble, and passed tte snell season without the loss of a single soul aboard. Of our troubles and privations, our sports on ice and land, and our many grand devices to pass avfay the eerie time, I have told at large in my log, which I kept carefully from Sabbath to Sabbath, scarce missing a single day; for when I was a- bed one week with a touch of scurvy, my mate, Robert Johnstone, a good scholar, and like myself a native of Bucklyvie, Fife, Bet all things fairly down. At last the winter broke, the sun rose up into the lift, and to our great joy wo saw the ice splitting and loosening, with gleams like fire-flaught, and shocks like thunder reverberating far out to sea. Having first ca,nnily overhauled our ship's bottom, which our car- penters reached easily, as she was lifted clean out of the water by the ice, and having made all snug and taut aboard, we prepared to get her afloat : a task we achieved with no little difficulty, having to cut a pathway for her with our hatchets for a distance of nearly two Scots miles, before we could reach the open water of Clarence Harbour. When this was done, and the Nautilus was once more afloat in the deep sea, we shouted like daft men, and prepared at once to set sail. The lift was growing clearer and clearer every hour, and though there was thick damp reek, caused by the evaporation from the surface of the ice, floating about the sea, we determined to linger no longer, so eager were we to reach bonnia Scotland again, and to see those that loved us — ^parents, sweethearts, wives, or bairns. Out of the middle of Clarence Harbour ran a chan- nel of salt sea, two miles wide, and shut in on each side by impenetrable ice ; this channel, though deep, was discoloured like a great river with melting snow, and sprinkled everywhere by small pieces of broken ice, which floated along like flotsam and jetsam on a river in full spate. There was only just enough wind to steer by, but we drifted along fast enough, with the ice rattling against the old ship's timbers like fragments of broken glass, and the water the colour of oatmeal porridge on every side. 30O COD AND TSE MAW. Aft we went the channel widened, until we had plenty of sailing room, bat finding no lead out to the open sea, on acconnt of the Bolid floes that closed us in to larboard, we drifted past Cape Ohidley in a south- westerly direction, with the drift of the main thaw, or current. Before long, we had our work cut out for us, for before a day had passed we got among drift ice, freshly loosened from the solid floes. Many a sharp rap did the old ship get as she snooved along, with the great blue bergs towering on every side of her, and land foga making the daytime as mirk as midnight. Four days and nights we played at this game among the bergs, but at last we reached open water — a clear calm lead to the southward, with never a blink of ice in. sight. On the evening of the fifth day there blew such a spring gale from the north-east as I never wish to see again ; as Rob Johnstone said, it was the De'il of the Pole giving us his last cuff on the lugs before he let us go for good ; and with the gale came snow, and sleet, and hail, blinding and smothering the ship. We lay to under a rag of canvas all that night. At break of day the wind changed, and just in time ; for hard under our lee lay the loom of black land, set round with ice as sharp and ugly as sharks' teeth, the edge of which was scarce a mile away. But the breeze changing into a mild puff from the west, with just a gentle pussie-claw on the deep green water, we prepared to set all sail ; when suddenly some of the men, who stood looking over the side towards the land, uttered a cry, and began to blether among themselves. ' What's the matter, lads ? ' I said, going up to them. Then old KoU Sanderson, our chief harpooner, and a Shetland man, replied : ' They're saying they see something oot yonner on the ice.' ' What is it, lads ? ' I asked. * Saints preserve us a' ! ' said a young hand from Leith. ' It leuks like a mon ! ' LOG OP THE WHALER * NAUTILUS,' ya A man on tlto ioe in that desolate region t I smiled to myself at tlie notion ; but when they cried again, I went to the side and looked, and sure enough I saw, far away, a black shape running on the ocean's edge. ' Give me the glass ! ' I cried, and Rob Johnstone, who had the telescope under his oxter, handed it to me. No longer had I clapt it to my eye than I started, and felt a thread go through my heart. The figure was a man's, no doubt, and he was waving his arms in the air, and making signs to us aboard the ship. ' Lower a boat ! ' I said. ' It's a living ca-eature, though the Lord kens what brought him there.'' "When the boat was lowered and manned, I stepped into the stern, and leaving Johnstone in command on board, took the tiller. The lads were as curious and eager as myself, and they rowed with a will ; and soon I could see plainly with my own een, without the aid of a glass, a great lean figure like a wraith, stretching out his arms to us, and dancing about like a daft body on the edge of the ice ! But, Lord ! such a sight as the poor soul presented I never saw before, and hope never to see again ! Ho was wrapt all round with dirty skins, and on his lega were a pair of broken seaman's boots, his frame was like a skeleton's, his hair hung down to his shoulders and over his forehead, while his beard was a foot long, and matted like tow. But the face of him, the looks of him! He looked like Death himself, with sunken cheeks and hoUow een, and his jaw hanging like the jaw of an idiot man. When he saw us coming near, he fell upon his knees as if praying ; and kneeling so, waited till the boat touched the ice. Then, whUe the men looked on in wonder, I sprang out and approached him. At that, he sprang to his feet, and though I am myself a tall man, six feet in my boots, he was taller. When I questioned him he did not seem to under. Btand. His eyes looked vacantly, and he murmured Bomething to himself, but seemed to have lost the use of speech. Theu he began to wave his arms again, laughing 3M GOD AND THE MAN. and greeting in the same breatli, so ttat I ttongM to myself that some great trouble had made him daft indeed. I pointed to the boat, and made signs for him to go aboard the ship. He tinderstood that right well, I'm thinking, but instead of leaping into the boat, he began running towards the land,, making signs for us to follow. While I stood perplexed, he pointed up to the clifEs, ■which lay about a mile away across the ice, and I saw by his beckoning that he wished us to follow him up yonder. At first I hesitated, till it flashed across my mind that maybe he was not alone, and that there were others not far away, cast away like himself, and in some dire trouble. So I took with me two of the men, namely, William Forsyth and Wattie Hetherinp'ton, and leaving the other two in the boat, followed him across the ice. Though he was so worn and thin, and looked like a wraith, he ran so swiftly that it took us all oar breath to follow ; and whenever we paused, he stopped and beckoned again. At last we reached the land — a black line of rugged cliffs, whitened with great patches of ice and snow, and with clear falling streams of melting thaw glittering in the sun. Passing along the shore, the strange man at last came to a rocky ascent, up which he swiftly ran ; and we following, came out upon the braes of a snowy island, as bare of all vegetation as the palm of my hand. At last he paused, looking down. Then, coming up and standing by his side, we beheld to our amaze a mound of hard snow shapen like a grave, and on this mound a rude wooden cross, on which was carven these words that follow : — ' Heee lieth Eichaed Oechaedson. ' May he rise agam ! ' Even as we gazed, the man knelt upon the snow as if praying dumbly to himself; then, rising quieWy, looked down again upon the grave, and wept. I'pnt my hand upon his shonldor. LOG OF THE WHALER 'NAUTILUS.' 303 * Answer me now,' I said. ' Are there any more folk on the island ? ' He understood me, and now for the first time answered, in the English tongue. ' No more ; no more ! ' he cried, in a hollow voice. Then I asked him if he wished to sail away with ua from that dreary place. ' Take me away,' he answered in tho same strange tone ; ' take me away ! ' I wondered in my own mind why he had brought ns np here only to stand by a dead man's grave, and I wonder still — for I know not to this hour what spirit moved him. He stood looking at the cross like one in a dream. ' Come, my man,' I said, touching him again. He started, and followed ns quietly. So we went down again to the shore, and crossing the ice, enteied the boat. I placed him beside me in the stern. Ha did not speak, bnt sat like one bewildered, with Lis face ever turned backward to the land we had left behind. Three weeks after that tho Nautilus, with the man on board, was in sight of the shores of Scotland, sailing with a fair wind for the port of Dundee. CHAPTER XLIV. AT THE sailors' HOME. A FEW miles from the great city of Newcastle-upon- Tyne stands the town of Tynemouth : which, over a hundred years ago, was little more than a small sea- ehore village, inhabited by fishermen, river-pilots, and other rough hard-labouring men and women who get their bread by the sea. In an open space near the sea-shore of Tynemouth stood (and perchance stands) a small two-storied building of red brick, in front of which was a flagstaff tlying the Union Jack. Every piece of timber used in the erection of this building was made of drift-wood 304 GOD AND 7HE MAN. cast up by tlie sea ; the pathway leading to the dnor was laid with sand and shells ; at the door itself was a wooden seat, made out of the stempost of a wrecked vessel ; and along the window-siUs were coloured pieces of stone and large shells, all gathered on the neighbour- ing shore. Fifty years before, an old sea captain, bom and bred in the place, had returned to Tynemouth a wealthy man, and having plenty of raoney to spare, had built this house for a mere whim ; afterwards, finding it too large for his own occupation, he had let it out to a captain of the coastguard ; but finally, having quarrelled with the executive on some question of smuggling or free trade, he had turned the place into a sort of sailors' home for unfortunate wayfarers, endowing it with a small sum of money per annum, terminable at his death, to be supplemented by small weekly payments from such inmates as could afford to pay a trifle for bed and board. From that day forth till the day of his death, the old gentleman, who had a little cottage close by, might have been seen almost daily in front of the Home, in conversation with certain weatherbeaten veterans, who were enjoying their siesta in the sun, and repaying their benefactor by retailing to him their experiences, their grievances, and their adventures, afloat and ashore. This son of Neptune, dying suddenly, in the very act of enjoying a sailor's yarn of more than usual length and breadth, left all his little property to a degeneraie nephew, who hated salt water, and kept a small hosiery establishment in Newcastle. The Home was about to be put up to the hammer, when a benevolent gentleman interfered, and bought it in for a small sum. Now, the gentleman was a friend and disciple of the famous Mr. Wesley, and it occurred to him as a happy thought that the establishment, instead of being delivered to the secular arm, should remain a Sailors' Home still, but more particularly a Home for pious sailors of the Metho- dist persuasion. By his endeavours a liberal sum was Boon collected, one of the most liberal contributora being a certain Mr. Sefton, of London ; and presently a new wing was added, to be used as a Convalescent THE SAILOKS' gOME. 30J Bespital, where food, physic, medical attendance, and seasonahle prayer were liberally provided for marinora and fishermen in bad health. On the wooden bench in front of the Home sat, one sunny autumn day, a gaunt tall man in rough sailor's clothes. He might have been old and he might have been young ; for none could tell whether Time had made him so woe-begone, or merely Sorrow. He had not long left his sick bed, and as he sat he leant heavily apon an oaken staff. Standing before him was a plump, motherly -looking woman, in cotton gown and widow's cap ; nurse and cook at the Home, and wife to the old ex- coastguards- man, who was its of&cial custodian. ' How do you feel now, good man ? ' she was saying. 'Better, surely. Nay, this brave weather will soon make yon strong again, and fit to travel home.' The man raised his head wearily, and looked her in the face. ' Home ! ' he repeated, vacantly. ' Ay, indeed ; for sure, now, you have a home, and mayhap a wife and bairns ? ' He looked at her again, sighed heavily, and shook his head. ' Then you have kinsmen at least ? ' continued the woman, with the curiosity of her sex. ' Do they bide far away ? Belike you have friends somewhere to whom you can go ? ' ' No kinsmen. No friends.' ' That is bad,' said the woman. ' Poor man ! what will you do ? Go again to sea ? ' The man did not reply. His eyes were fixed drearily on the quiet ocean, which sparkled beyond the green n liff whereon he sat. Presently, without turning his fiuje from that fixed object of contemplation, he demanded : ' How came I here ? ' ' To the Mariners' Haven, mean you ? Ah, dear, don't you remember ? They found you in the streets of Newcastle, all in rags, with a kind of fever upon you, and since doctor said 'twas not catching, the good Methodists sent you down here. I've nursed yon, good man, three long months ; and sometimes I 3o6 GOD AND THE MAN. thought your wits were gone, for you did talk such strange things; but praise be to God, we've brought you round.' She added, as he did not reply ! 'And no one knows your name, or where you come from, though you've been here so long.' ' My name is Christian Ohristianson,' said the man. ' A right good name for a Christian man, as I pray you are ! ' Something in the words, like a fiery spark, seemed to fall upon the man and rouse him from his lethargy. New light came into his eyes, his Hps trembledj Ms frame shook. ' Her words,' he murmured, ' 'he.r words, long ago.' ' Tour wife, good man ? ' ' Nay, I have no wife.' ' Then your sweetheart, belike ? ' ' Maybe,' he answered, nodding his head ; and he added sadly, ' Tes, her very words. " A good name for a Christian man." ' ' Is she living still, good man ? ' ' Alas ! I know not,' said Christian. ' We parted long ago, out upon the sea, and though I have sought I have not found het" ; perchance I shall never find her, this side the grave.' Even as he spoke there came from a room withiu the sound of rough voices singing a hymn ; suddenly, from the very midst of those voices, there shot up another and a sweeter voice, clear as a bell, with soft and silver tones of plaintive tenderness. As he listened Christian started, trembling; the staff fell from his hand, his face went ghastly pale, and he trembled as with a palsy. ' My God ! ' he cried. _ ' What sound is that ? ' ' 'Tis the mariners singing their morning hymn^ said the woman. ' But that voice ! that voice ! I know it, I know it { God, can it be ? ' ' 'Tis the young lady-missionary from London. She came yestereven to Tynemouth. She is stopping with good Mr. Lincoln, the hosier, at the sign of the Silver Stocking in Newoe^itle.' THE SAILORS' HOME. 307 ' Lot mo see lier ! let me speak to her ! ' cried Chvistian, staggering to his feet. Just tlien the hymn ceased. 'Bide a bit,' said the ntirse ; 'she will come forth directly, and then you may speak to her, if you will. She has a kind heart, and loves poor mariners.' Exhausted with his agitation, Christian sank upon his seat, with his head against the wall of the portico. Bitting thus, he looked so gaunt, so weatherworn and Bad, that you would have taken him for an old man. A sound of light feet in the lobby within, the mur- mur of a sweet voice ; then out into the sunshine tript a fair shape clad in deep black, holding a hymn- book in her hand. The edge of her dress touched Christian as she passed by, but he did not stir ; he lay back with his eyes closed. Scarcely looking at him, the young mis- sionary passed on. But the nurse interposed with a respectful curtsey. ' Bide a moment, if you please, unless your ladyship is in haste. This poor man ' As she spoke she bent over Christian and touched him on the arm. ' Now, master, here be the young lady waiting to speak to you.' Then seeing his condition, she added quickly, * Poor soul, he has fainted away ! ' So it was indeed. But as the young lady and the nurse bent over him, he began to stir. ' He has just risen from his sick bed,' explained the nurse ; ' and he was sitting here in the sun when he heard your hymn and began to weep. He is some poor castaway, without a friend.' The lady's face was lit with divine compassion, but no recognition, as she softly touched Christian's wasted hand with her own. The touch was electric ; he opened his eyes wildly, and looked into her face. ' Prisoilla ! ' he cried. She started in amaze, ' Do yon not know vafi, Priscilla P I am Christian Chris tianson,' 3o8 GOD AND THB MAN. It was as if the grave had opened, and given up ita dead. Prisoilla stood paralysed, and for the moment seemed about to swoon. Recovering herself, she gazed at the wasted shape before her in wonder, sorrow, and even fear. ' Tes, it is I,' he continued faintly. ' I have only stayed for this — to see you, to know you live. Now I can die in peace.' The words stirred the fountain of love and pity in her heart ; so that her eyes filled with tears. ' Christian,' she cried, ' I can scarce believe that 'tis your living self. I thought — alas ! I thought you dead ! But is it yov, ? How strange, how strange ! ' And she continued to look upon him, reading every line and lineament of his form and face. He was changed indeed, but the powerful outliae of the Chris- tiansen race remained. ' And you ? ' he asked after a pause. ' How did you escape ? ' ' God was good,' she replied ; ' we drave away south- ward, and as if by miracle the ice opened to let us go. I would have had them return to search for you ; I begged them on my knees to do so, but even Captain Higginbotham said that it was impossible. Then we came to Boston harbour, where we landed, I heart- broken, as you may guess. I went up with my father to the Moravian village, and scarce had we settled there when — when. ' She paused, the tears streaming down her face ; then she added with a great sob : ' Christian, he is gone ! ' 'Tour father?' ' My dear, dear father ! God has taken him.' She turned her face away in the fulness of her sorrow. He reached out his hand and took hers, press- ing it tenderly. ' He died blessing me,' she continued, fa a broken voice. ' " I am going to my dear Master," he said smiling, " where I shall see, at last." ' ' Then you came back ? ' ' Some good friends brought me home to my country ; and now I try to be worthy of him through helping the THE SArLORS' HOMB. gog poor he loved ; for I know that our parting is not for ever, but only for a little while.' So speaking, she raised her eyes to heaven, and looked like an angel already, in the sweet intent gaze of her perfect faith. Silence followed. Both hearts were very full. The nurse, seeing so strange a meeting, had withdrawn re- spectfully into the house, and they were alone together. At last Christian raised his head, which he had bent forward, with his eyes upon the ground. 'PrisciUa!' 'Yes, Christian.' ' Tou have not asked for Mm ? ' She started, trembling, and their eyes met. Pale as death, she regarded him, in a new and nameless dread. ' Of him who was also cast away ? ' ' Tes ; Richard Orchardson.' ' It was in my heart to speak of him, but I was afraid, remembering the bitterness between you. Oh, Christian, is he saved, too ? You were together — you must know.' It was now Christian's turn to look upward, which he did reverently, as he replied : ' He is up yonder with your father, among the angels of God ! ' 'Alas! is he dead?' ' His body lies buried in the snow. Yes, he is dead.' The terror did not leave her face, for as yet she dimly understood. With a quick, appealing gesture, and a look of increasing suspicion, she exclaimed : ' Not through you ? Christian, tell me, it was not through y(m f ' ' Not through me.' ' You — you did not — kill him ? ' ' I did not ; and yet . . . what am I saying ? . . . he perished through my hate. That guilt is on me. Had I not borne him from the ship, he might have been living now.' 'Alas!' ' Do not weep. It has all come about as you prayed. We were with each other to the end, we forgave each other, and ere be died God Joined our hands,' 310 GOD AND THE MAN. Presently he told Lor all — the weary vigil, the long Buffering, the final reconciliation ; and as , she listened she wept, for pity, not for sorrow, still with her little hand in his. When all was told, he pressed her hand, softly, Baying : ' He forgave me. Can you forgive me, too ? ' ' Porgive you ? ' she answered, looking at him through her tears. ' Alas ! what have I to forgive ? ' ' I came but as a shadow on your life. Better had you never known me, for I brought you much sorrow. And yet ... I loved you, Priscilla ! ' ' Yes, Christian,' she said, simply, looking down. ' See what God has made of me — a poor waif, who was once a strong man ; a weary sinner, who was once puffed out with pride. Ton did not know me ; no man would know me — I am the ghost of my old self.' Hopeless and desolate beyond measure was the ring of his voice. She drew nearer to him, and with a perfect grace and modesty rested her hand upon his hair. ' Tou will soon be yourself again, dear Christian,' she Baid. 'Never, never.' She drew a little nearer still. ' Not if I nurse you ? Not if I bid you be your old dear self, for Priscilla's sake ? ' He looked up wildly, and reached out his hand& ' Priscilla, 'can it be ? Tou — ^you ' She crept into his outstretched arms, crying to her- self, and stiU smoothing his hair tenderly with her trembling fingers, as she said : 'I have no one left but you. Let us remain to- gether till the end.' ' Tou love me, Priscilla ? ' ' I have loved you since the hour we first met I ' The hush of a great joy fell upon them ; the air grew golden, all the world was changed and glorified, as it ever is in those divine moments when loving souls are blent together. Presently, she stirred from his arms, where she had THE SAILORS' HOME. 311 heen nestling in the shadow of the porch, and said, fimiling : ' Are you happy now ? ' ' Quite happy.' 'And you have no anger in your heart for any creature alive ? ' 'None, dearest.' ' Ton are quite, quite sure ? ' «Tes.' ' Then I wiU give you some good news that I have lately learned. Tour poor sister Kate ' He started eagerly. 'Tour poor sister Kate is alive and well; she is waiting for you in the old Fen Farm.' EPILOGUE. The bells of Yuletide were ringing joyfuUy, the upland slopes were white with snow, and the mere was frozen an inch thick, when Christian Ohristianson was wedded to Priscilla Sefton ; and their hands were joined together by no less a person than the great Mr. Wesley himself, who came post-haste from London to bless the wedding of a maiden he loved fuU well. They were married at Brightlinghead : Kate Chris- tiansen was there, looking prettier though sadder than in former happier days ; and when all was done, they drove quietly home to the door of the Fen Farm. Sitting up at the Hall, the old squire heard the bells, and looking out upon terrace and lawn, all white and cold, thought sadly of his dear son, who was lying so far away, asleep under the snow. For Christian had kept his word, and had entered the lonely house, Btanding before the squire bareheaded, and had told his tale. When he had done, his heart ached within him, for the old man sat and looked at him, pale as death, but without a tear ; and Irom that day forth he had icarcely spOKen, but sat desolate in the ^eat house, waiting for his time to coum. 318 GOD AND THE MAN. For many a day the weiglit of a dark experience, a Borrowful awe, dwelt upon the soul of Christian Chris- tianson. He looked old far beyond his years, and seldom smiled ; but went about his daily work with a grave gentleness, like a man who is thinking of another world. But peace had surely come to him, and he was happy beyond measure in his Priscilla's love. And in due season, when time had softened the memory of his trial, and when the sound of children was heard in the old dwelling, he became a prosperous man, famed for his blameless life and his good deeds for many miles around. So it happened in the end that out of evil came good, the old feud was forgotten, the spirit of the dead man brought blessing to all that remembered him, and chiefly to him that had hated him most ; and presently it came about, after all, that a Christianson wedded an Orchardson, so that the two housef, became happily united, by blood that is thicker than water, and love that is stronger than death. Thus was the heart of Christian Christianson made whole, and the lives of him and his generation made peaceful, through faith iu Divine Love. Yet what were such faith worth if this low earth were all, if the tangled threads of our strange human experience were not to be gathered up again, after death's asundering, by the God that made man in His likeness, yea, im- mortal like Himself? Without that certainty of a divine explanation, without that last hope of heavenly meeting and eternal reconciliation, the life we live would be profitless — as a book left unfinished, as a song half unsung, ae a tale just begun. THE BITD. PRINTED BY BfOTtlBWOODE AND CO. LTD., SEW-STREET SQUARE tONDOS