OVER AGAINST GRE,E>L PEAie ZEPHINE HUMPHREY CORNELL UNIVERSITY LIBRARY FROM .Mrnh^ Cornell University Library PS 3515.U51609 Over against Green Peak.by Zephine Humph 3 1924 022 486 256 The original of this book is in the Cornell University Library. There are no known copyright restrictions in the United States on the use of the text. http://www.archive.org/details/cu31924022486256 OVER AGAINST GREEN PEAK ZEPHINE HUMPHREY NEW YORK HENRY HOLT AND COMPANY 1908 SP ^ U K< 1 II ['KM VI |;f. |'i y 1 l.'UAUY ' 7of//z> Copyright, igoS, BY HENRY HOLT AND COMPANY. Published, April, 1908. TO THE DEAR MEMORY OF Z. M. H. AUNT SUSAN, JANE, AND I DEDICATE THIS BOOK CONTENTS. CHAPTBR PAGE I. The Persuasion 1 II. The Occupation 20 III. The Library 40 IV. Our Predecessors 62 V. Lorna 77 VI. The Automobile 100 VII. Housekeeping Experiments 126 VIII. The Garden 160 IX. The Orchard 184 X. The Community 204 XI. Beast Neighbors 224 XII. The Year 255 111 OVER AGAINST GREEN PEAK CHAPTER I Zbe pereuasfon TT is curious to consider just what it is -*■ that works the final adjustment of Fate. There stood the house through all those years, tenantless and waiting ; there stood we without any home ; and yet nothing happened. We were building air-castles too all the time, locating them in this meadow or that, on a mountain-top, in a forest. There was not a season, hardly a month, when some farmer did not follow us, expectant, to his most sightly point of land, forgiving our depredations in his long grass by the way for the sake of the pur- chase which we were now at last surely about to make. Yet no deed was ever drawn, i 2 Over Against Green Peak It was doubtless our very versatility of ap- preciation which hampered us, and also some slight romantic extravagance on my. part of which I make humble confession. Thoreau's Walden hut was a tame affair compared with the wild remoteness of my aspirations. A high-hung mountain cabin on a windy cliff; a bungalow set fairly in the middle of a meadow, with no means of access ; a forest-buried lodge. Aunt Susan checked me gently in these reck- less dreams, while sympathizing none the less with the general desire. Aunt Susan is both wise and kind and, more than all, herself pos- sessed of romantic tendencies. " I know, child," with a kindling eye, "it would be beautiful. The view, the trees, the little brook; all very lovely. But " And, for the sake of the kindling eye, I ac- cepted the " But." It was, however, natural that, under these soaring circumstances, I should take little heed The Persuasion 3 of an old white house beside the road in the heart of the valley. What was it all about, does one ask? Why this mad domiciliary necessity? Where this dear spot of earth? Where? Well, that is a question. It would of course be easy to answer by naming the state, the county, the township, the exact distance from the village; but that would not be a real answer. The place is much more a realm of the spirit than a mere section of Vermont. I hope every reader knows Dorset. It is that place to which his thoughts turn, leaping, when he pictures the day of resurrection, with its glad return to the dear earth. It is the spot, unique, peculiar, which is clad for him with the light that never was. It is the valley, the plain, the shore, which, when he leaves it, recedes at once into the spirit world, becomes the intangible, hovering vision which it was always on the point of breaking away into when he was with it, holding it with 4 Over Against Green Peak his eye and hand. It is the place which he loves best, the local habitation of his dreams. And if now the reader does not know where Dorset is, I can never tell him, and we may as well part company. One may find Dorset described in almost any book of poems, if one reads with discrimina- tion, knowing just where to begin and where to skip and stop. I, personally, almost never take up a book of any kind that I do not find my home in it. I have come to expect the miraculous appearance now, to demand it of every writer. Take this from the Earthly Paradise : "Then down into the vale he gazed, And held his breath, as if amazed By all its wondrous loveliness ; For as the sun its depths did bless, It lighted up from side to side A close-shut valley, nothing wide, But ever full of all things fair. A little way the hill was bare, Then clung to it a deep green wood. The Persuasion 5 A white way wound about its feet, Beset with heavy-fruited trees And cleaving orchards through ; midst these, Each hemmed round with its flowery close, The cottages and homesteads rose ; But the hillside sprang suddenly From level meadows " The dashes indicate my discrimination. I can hardly allow it to be supposed that the little brooks which wander deviously through the grasses of our meadows are any of them, or even all of them put together -" a noble stream O'er which the morning haze did steam." But listen once more. " then rose again The further hillsides, bright with grain, And fair with orchard and close wood, From whence at last the scarped cliffs stood ; And clear now, golden in the morn, Against the western sky upborne,'' (only it should be eastern) " Seemed like a guarded wall, lest care Or unrest yet should creep in there." Well, as for that last line, I do not know any such potent cliff in the world. Green Peak 6 Over Against Green Peak certainly makes no such pretensions. Dorset is quite human, thank God, and has cares and difficulties enough to bring her out glorious in the end, when she has fought her fight. For the rest, William Morris has smoothed us down, scanted our New England roughness a little in the radiant workings of his beauty- loving pen. Our cottages and homesteads are not all such flowery affairs as he would have one think. But perhaps it is the Ideal, the Possible which he has in mind ; perhaps he sees us as we shall be after another generation or two of Woman's Hardy Gardening. Aunt Susan would shake hands with him there. Aunt Susan is a Hardy Woman of the most approved. The fact was then, the simple, all-sufficient fact, that we loved Dorset and that we wanted to establish our home in its midst. A mile and a half from the village stood the old white house. We passed it often in our The Persuasion 7 walks, and thought no more about it. Strange ! While all the time my initials were written fair on the gate in the largest hint of upright and cross-bar which dull mortal ever ignored. It had been a tavern in pre-Revolutionary days, people said; Ethan Allen had slept there, and a certain important Council of Safety had been held beneath its roof. I mention these historic associations, and affirm them to be true for Aunt Susan's sake. The reader may believe them at his peril. At any rate, it was a fine old house, when all was said and done. Suc- cessive occupants had dealt with it and kept it in repair, so that, confessedly old though it was (in that lay its dignity) it bore no touch of decrepitude. Quite in the frank, old- fashioned manner, it stood close to the road, with only a strip of green and a picket fence separating it from the highway. A square white house, with a square pillared porch be- fore the central front door, and a great maple 8 Over Against Green Peak tree spreading its shade on either hand. Then, beside and behind it, climbing a little grassy slope, an orchard of several acres, the most beautiful orchard for sun and breeze and deep grass and birds and butterflies and woodchucks and mountain-glimpses and all that makes an orchard, that I have ever seen. Aunt Susan and Jane and I paused often in our country walks to look at this old house. We admired it, we wondered at its long va- cancy, and then, as I have said before, we went our ways. Incomprehensible blindness ! Once we opened the gate and went in and sat in a row on the marble step. The view before us was one of the finest the valley affords. Be- yond the fence and the country road a broad meadow with elm trees in it swept away to the foot of a broken range of hills, beautiful hills, green and folding, hung with wonderful lights and shadows, mystical, alluring. The signifi- cant gate ejaculated behind us when we went The Persuasion 9 away from this session. It had not the patience of the old house, it had not lived so long. I make no doubt that they both knew what the end must be. The first actual step in our conversion — if one may call it that — was of the nature of a trespass. " See, Aunt Susan," I said one day, as we were returning from the hill, " one of the windows of the old house is unfastened. I could climb in as well as not, and open a door somewhere, and let you in, and we could look the place over. Wouldn't it be fun ? " Not with any idea of ownership, mind you, for I had just that morning mentally com- pleted a more than usually successful shanty in the woods up on West Mountain. Out of curiosity merely, or else directed by Fate. Now Aunt Susan is very law-abiding, and therefore I think it must have been purely Fate that caused her to yield to my suggestion. io Over Against Green Peak There was even, if I remember rightly, a gleam of dawning apprehension in her eye as I pushed up the window and clambered in. Aunt Susan is quicker than I. The old house had been rented the summer before to a " queer woman " from the city. Manifestly she was queer. The furniture which she had improvised for her establish- ment still remained, forlorn in the big bare rooms. I know there are plausible, nay per- suasive, magazine articles which set forth the attractions of barrel furniture in a manner to make Grand Rapids shut down; but our predecessor had not the requisite transforming knack at this sort of thing. Or perhaps it was the essential dignity of the old house which made her efforts seem so grotesque, so shock- ing ; they hurt the sense. There was one table in particular which I remember well. It was a barrel simple, unlabored, a barrel au naturel. There could hardly have been a finer directness. The Persuasion 1 1 a rounder assertion of truth, let us say, than that which this barrel displayed. But it was by no means a barrel unadorned. The skirt of a discarded ball-gown (white tulle with plenti- ful spangles) had been gathered about the head (waist, I feel that I should say) and stood out over the swelling sides, reaching to the floor. It gave one a curious detruncated feel- ing to come across this airy fragment in one of the silent, dusty rooms. Worse than a Blue- beard disclosure by half! I think I resent it all now a little, in my later love and veneration for the fine old house. Such affront of dignity! But, after all, it is a poor dignity which cannot bear up under in- sulting vicissitudes; and surely, if there is any one trait which a life of a hundred years must have fostered in an observing domicile, it is a sense of humor. Aunt Susan said very little that day, as she went in and out through the echoing rooms, l± Over Against Green Peak and down to the cellar, and up to the loft, but her eyes had a musing look. She studied the closets with special care, and returned to the kitchen often. I, frankly, was not much im- pressed. It is mortifying how slow I am to understand the nudges of Destiny. I grew tired at length, and went out into the orchard, where I lay on my back in the deep sunny grass, with the bright sky bending over me and the swallows wheeling, calling. Ah, Aunt Susan, did not your heart feel a warning twinge even then as I flattened down your hay crop? The woodchuck came out and looked at me. Was he in the secret too ? Aunt Susan said nothing for two or three days ; Aunt Susan is very wise. But she made careful inquiries, and by and by she suggested to me that we rent the old house for a year. I had by this time gotten hold of a sporting cata- logue, and was fired with speculative enthu- siasm over the possibilities of a tent. There The Persuasion 13 was, therefore, little response in the look of surprise with which I answered Aunt Susan. Said I not Aunt Susan was wise? She dropped the subject quietly; dropped it like a seed into my mind, where presently, unbeknownst to me, it began to grow and put forth leaves and take root in my attention. Be- fore long it was not up mountain sides that I was taking my daily walk, but out from the village, across the fields, along the country road, and halt ! before the old white house. It must have smiled behind its closed blinds to see me come, returning and returning, a little troubled, a little uncertain, not knowing what force drew me. Then, when I had entered the tell-tale gate, it took me on its knee and talked to me thus. (I trust that I may be pardoned for applying these human terms to the house. I have not yet learned the plaster and mortar words for the processes which I would describe.) 14 Over Against Green Peak " My child," it said, " I am older than you. It may be that I know what you want better than you know it yourself. I have lived over a hundred years and I under- stand that human life is at best but a shifting affair. An element of steadiness in- troduced somewhere is invaluable. There are the mountains and here am I ; look at us, how abiding! Come live with me and I will shield you from the winds and the storms ; they can- not surprise me any more, I know their ways too well. I will not ask one thing of you — a young house asks everything, you know. I am old, I am long past that. I will study your ways, and presently you will find yourself look- ing back at you from me, yourself enriched by a hundred years. Nothing that you can do will startle me; not even your fretful moods will annoy me." (I was going to resent this inference, but then I thought better of it, and leaned my cheek against the wooden pillar be- The Persuasion 15 side me.) "When your imagination permits it, I will tell you stories out of the past, and you shall laugh and cry. In other moods, the sufficient present of the passing day shall con- tent you, up in the orchard, under the sky, with the mountains round about you. I will wel- come your friends with open door." (That was an excellent point. My friends ! I sat up with a start and saw the dear procession come up the road and in at the gate.) " You shall truly abide with me, anchored on reality ; yet you shall be quite free." At this point the old house broke off ab- ruptly. My freedom should begin at once, and nothing more should be said. I dropped my chin into my hand, and fell a-musing deeply. The sunlight flickered through the leaves of the maple trees on either side, and fell in little swaying patches on the marble walk and the green lawn. A vireo sang persistently. Up in the orchard I heard a robin and a bluebird. 1 6 Over Against Green Peak Otherwise it was very still. A farmer was working in the broad meadow across the road. It must be interesting, I thought, to watch the changing face of a meadow like that from season to season and year to year, the succes- sion of the crops. Would it be possible to in- tercede with a farmer to plant always corn or oats or buckwheat before one's front door, never potatoes ? I did not know the points of country etiquette. As for the mountains, I rested my eyes last and longest on them. The range directly across the valley was very irregular — curving slopes, long climbing lines, sweeping folds and hollows. It caught the light in a thousand shades, deepening, brighten- ing, never the same. I foresaw (I had gotten as far as that!) that I should have to simplify my life if I came to live in this house because so much time would of necessity go in mere contemplation. To the south a level, massive range, with one gorge cleft through it, cut The Persuasion ij across the valley and lent the scene the touch of monotony which I love, restful and satisfy- ing. As I sat there, pondering, now and then a wagon drove along the road. To my sur- prise, this close passing of the world of men was not unpleasant to me, even in the begin- ning, when my mind was still fresh from its wilderness plans; and by and by I began to per- ceive that I liked it very much. It was in- teresting to consider whither all these people were bound, and what they were all so gravely about — country people are very grave. The road itself took on personality and became a companion to me. There is great poetry in a country road. As I think perhaps one or two people may have remarked before me ! Well, in the end who ever knows how im- portant things come to pass? Imperceptibly my fancies stole down from their impossible mountain peaks and found the valley good. The love of the old house gradually took pos- 1 8 Over Against Green Peak session of me. I grew older and graver along with it. (There were reasons, known to the Family Bible, why anyway, in the nature of things, such transformation was due.) I felt established instead of exhilarated, rested instead of rapt. " You see ! " said the old house, admonish- ing. " And next year you'll be older still." Aunt Susan, watching, still said nothing. She was in the secret too by this time, along with the gate and the woodchuck; she "knew what the end was going to be. Not until the summer drew towards its close and it was al- most time for us to go away, did she broach the subject again. Then, when she said, " Well? " I answered slowly, " Yes." Immediately my glance fell on the gate, and, for the first time, I read my initials written boldly there. All summer long I had looked at them, yet had not seen them once. I caught my breath, and then I laughed out. The Persuasion 19 The weighty importance of my slow " Yes," of a minute ago was somewhat minimized by my discovery, but I did not care, I was too delighted. " Aunt Susan, look ! " I cried. CHAPTER II Gbe Occupation \T 7"E moved in early in the spring. Rap- * * turous season! The orchard was bursting into snowy bloom, the air was sweet to intoxication, the brooks were leaping, the birds were singing, the green was running up from the valley to gain the tops of the moun- tains. Alas ! I have never learned to exult the way of birds and brooks and trees without shattering myself. I was glad enough to find good hard work with which to relieve my aching soul, longing after the impossible. I found such work at once, never fear ; work of which my city-trained mind had not con- ceived before. What it means to move for the first time into the country ! The city is a. The Occupation 21 domain of action, where things happen as a matter of course; even inanimate objects re- spond lightly to persuasion. But in the coun- try passivity reigns, and that which transpires must be wrested by sheer force from its native inertness. We had sent our furniture up ahead, and it was waiting for us, piled to the ceiling of one of the rooms of our new abode. I only won- der that we were so little dismayed, as we stood, on that first exciting evening, and re- garded the ponderous crates and boxes. It was the excitement itself that buoyed us, I suppose, the wonder of coming at last into possession of our country dream. I am the man of the family in all emergencies; I went and laid a tentative hand on the edge of one of the boxes. No use ; I might as well have offered to disturb Green Peak. Meantime the old house brooded around us, offering no suggestion, the meadows lay calm in the evening light, the hills stood 22 Over Against Green Peak unconcerned. It is difficult to convey in words the baffling sense of inertia that confronted us in that tranquil scene. He must be wilfully determined who would make his home in the country. Fortunately we had taken rooms in a neigh- boring farm-house for a few days; it was not therefore incumbent on us that we immediately coerce a bed into shape from those boxes. But delay was no part of our eager plans, and the next morning early we stood ready to go to work. " We must find a man," said Jane. Aunt Susan is the wisdom of our family, the wisdom and much else; but Jane is the prac- tical common-sense. Without Jane, I think very likely the whole airy fabric of Aunt Susan and myself would fall to the ground and become as naught. Jane had brought a duster in her bag, and was longing to apply it. Yes, without doubt, we must find a man. I The Occupation 23 went to the door and looked up and down the road; there was no answer there. Only the rejoicing spring-tide on every hand lay brim- ming and beautiful. How sufficient unto itself was every lusty thing! A phoebe-bird paused in the curious process of insinuating her active little body into the midst of a most unpromising collection of sticks and straws on the edge of one of the pillars, and cocked her head at me. " You don't know how to settle your own house? Well, you are a human! " said she. Whereupon, out of my mortified inner con- sciousness, the great determination came, the need of which I have mentioned above; and, since human dependence would have it so, I went forth to find a man. The country road lay non-committal and void before me, but I was set to pursue it until I should find a man. Fortunately the very first one upon whom I came was, to all appearances, pat to my pur- pose. (His name was James, however, and he 24 Over Against Green Peak was a Yankee if ever there was one in the world.) He was sitting on the front steps of a little white house not far from ours, tipped back comfortably in his chair, and reading a newspaper. I stopped before him cheerfully and asked him if he would please come and help us settle house. The indiscretion — for such it was — even from the point of view of my first ignorance, was not a thing to be lightly condoned. I did not understand, to be sure, that this man was a master mechanic, lord of his trade, and that all his work was gravely done according to large contracts; neither did I realize just at first, though it was soon borne in upon me, that no more majestic a personage trod the county roads. But I might have hesitated to prefer my guileless claim to any stranger; there was presumption there. I was promptly apprised of some slip on my part by the slow regard with which I was scanned, as the man before The Occupation 25 me lowered his chair to its proper level and laid down his newspaper. He did not speak for an instant or two ; then he told me, with a certain severity in his tone, that he was very busy. Abashed as I naturally was by this cold reception, reason and need were still strong within me, I glanced at his newspaper. Well, — he unbent sufficiently to explain himself — this was an off-day between two Contracts; two Contracts, he dwelt on the word. There are certainly some advantages in being as slow as I am to catch immediate meanings. Per- haps he could do all the work in one day, I assured him hopefully. In the end, he said me neither yea nor nay. Still looking remotely over my head with his grave blue eyes, he turned and retreated into his house, leaving me standing alone. I thought probably the act was one of final dis- missal, and felt duly chagrined ; but, when one is not certain of failure — as well as sometimes 26 Over Against Green Peak when one is ! — it is a good plan to hold by one's original intention. Accordingly, I lingered a moment by the roadside in front of the little white house, making pretense of picking spring flowers; and presently, to my great delight, the lordly personage of my desire reappeared, carrying his tools in his hand and followed by another man as tall and dignified as himself, his brother, to judge from resemblance. Two men! What luck was this! They did not signify their intention of coming to render the assistance which I had requested ; speech was a commodity, it appeared, for which the family had small use. But, watching covertly, I per- ceived that they bent their steps in the direction of our house, and I was joyfully reassured. Promptly then I scurried off to announce their arrival to Aunt Susan and to warn her of the awe-inspiring effect of their demeanor. Aunt Susan, however, never needs warning. As if she had been the hostess at an afternoon recep- The Occupation i.y tion, she received the stately creatures present- ing themselves at our humble door, and intro- duced them to the boxes in a pretty ceremony. Then the work began. I find, looking back upon it now, that I have the impression that we settled our house to slow music. There was none of the usual sense of hurry and confusion that associates itself with such domestic crises, but the work went on with despatch; even the slowest music goes orderly and accomplishes more than the liveliest jargon. Very little was said — a word here and there, succinct and to the point ; a spirit of calm pervaded the place, yet no longer the calm of inertia. I caught the contagion of stateliness myself after awhile, and swept my short skirt and gingham apron as grandly as possible up and down stairs and through the arranging rooms. Whether it were due to the compelling force of majesty at work, aweing the boxes open and 28 Over Against Green Peak the furniture into place, or whether the reason lay in the fatal predestination, towards belief in which I have such strong leanings, the fact was indubitable that our chairs and tables ar- ranged themselves in the rooms of the old house almost of their own accord, and, no sooner had they taken up their positions, than they looked as if they had stood there always. Various significant details may be furnished as bearing out the theory towards which I incline. Our three black walnut bookcases fitted so ex- actly between the two doors of the library that not an inch more or less could have been al- lowed. Aunt Susan's bureau just escaped the ceiling of her room. The parlor carpet was too large to that precise degree that its worn spots could be removed, leaving it as good as new. When it comes to careful computations like this last on the part of Destiny, one can hardly remain unconvinced. But it was the adjustment of the old mahog- The Occupation 29 any clock to its new surroundings which gave us the most startling sense of intention. This ancestral time-piece, when unboxed, proved to be six inches too tall for any ceiling in the house. I know, at first sight, the latter asser- tion may seem directly to controvert the former; but this was no obvious, easy signifi- cance, like the fitting of Aunt Susan's mirror ; in its very fineness and intricacy lay its con- vincing power. Thoughtfully we stood grouped about the space between the two dining-room doors where we had intended to place the clock, all of us suddenly at a stand- still. " We might break a hole in the ceiling, and use the top of the clock as a foot-stool in the room above," I put in after awhile. But this flippant suggestion met with the ignoring which it deserved, and one of our grave assistants remarked, with an air of finality, 30 Over Against Green Peak " I shall have to cut off its feet." Aunt Susan started and put out her hands in expostulating horror. Cut off the feet of her. grandfather's clock! Never, while she lived to prevent it! Then a deeper shade of thoughtfulness stole over her face, and I saw that she had something definite in mind. In a minute, without saying a word, she turned and disappeared from us, descending the cellar stairs. Ah! yes, I began to understand. But the full beauty of the situation was not made clear until she returned, dusting her hands triumphantly, and said, " Since you must cut something, you may cut a hole in the floor. A beam runs across in that very place exactly six inches below the floor. The clock can stand on that." It is now for the candid observer to say whether or not I am justified in my awed be- lief in the fine calculations of Providence, designing this house for us. The occult The Occupation 31 proceedings of prophecy have never despised detail, it is known; there is no small nor great. I suppose we had never enjoyed ourselves more in our whole lives, Aunt Susan and Jane and I, than we did during those busy days of arranging the old house. There was an ex- citement in every hour, in every turn and ex- periment, as order grew under our hands. The homelike look of the library when the lamp was first lighted and we sat down to read beside it! Sat down to read, I say, speaking ideally rather than literally. The occupation was that by which I tested the fitness of the room, and found it not wanting at all ; but, as a matter of fact, I was far too excited to give myself over to any book. I felt myself under the necessity of getting up every few moments and going off to look back at the room from various points of view. I even went out and walked slowly up and down the road, passing and re-passing the house, looking in through 32 Over Against Green Peak the lamp-lit windows and thinking how cosy Aunt Susan and Jane looked sitting there. It is no slight occurrence to have a home — and such a home ! — for the first time in many years. The problem of the dining-room woodwork I reserved for myself. This was partly out of real diffidence on my part, hesitating to prefer the claim to our benefactors, partly out of a growing desire to serve the old house in some way myself, to set my mark upon it. Other country women painted and even papered their homes; why should not I do likewise? The problem, in itself, was this. Some fanciful pre- decessor of ours, loving cheerfulness and color, had painted the dining-room woodwork bright pink. The shade was not bad at a passing glimpse, but no one wants to have immitigable sunset glared at him day in and day out. As soon as the brothers Rose had taken their de- parture, I bought some white paint and a brush, covered the dining-room floor with old The Occupation 33 sheets, tied myself up in an apron, and, with a delightful sense of new enterprise, started in on my self-appointed task. The work was not so easy, nor, to say truth, altogether such sport as I had thought it might be. It took me four hard toiling mornings to subdue that sunset. Even then, to my dazzled eyes, it continued to glow faintly behind the four layers of super- induced white clouds. But Aunt Susan and Jane assured me that, not by tipping their heads and squinting their eyes ever so critically, could they now discern anything but white where my brush had been. Moreover, they were pleased to observe that the work was very well done. Moreover again — Jane heaved a sigh of relief, examining under the sheets on the floor — I had not spattered the paint. Altogether it was a success, this experiment of mine. I had to clip off the ends of my hair all around my face be- fore I could rid myself of the halo attendant on the signal achievement, and my apron was 3 34 Over Against Green Peak done for forever; but nothing could mar my satisfaction in having actively put myself in ac- cord with my new surroundings, in having proved my right, by service, to live in the dear old house. The dear old house indeed! It was sur- prising how soon the love of this place took possession of us, claiming our loyal allegiance as if we had lived there always. I perceived that the excellent domicile was doing exactly what it had promised to do when I sat on its knee the summer before and it won me to it; that is, it was fitting itself to our need with the wise kindliness of age and experience, luring us also insensibly to fit ourselves to it. It is of course not every one who can live in an old house; some must perforce build. I hesitate therefore to indulge too freely in com- parisons which may appear Ungracious. But, as a warning to those who may choose, and as a sympathetic congratulation to those who have The Occupation 35 already chosen the old, a few remarks on the subject may not come amiss. There is no more fallacious theory than that which maintains that a man expresses his na- ture in the construction of his new house, builds himself out in plaster and mortar, stands confessed in wall and turret. A young house, like a young person, expresses only it- self. If it did indeed express its builder, heaven have mercy on the fantastic natures which inhabit our city suburbs! Whereas, as a matter of fact, we all know they are not fantastic at all, but good, plain, honest people, the plainer — by some odd working of things — the more gimcracks there are on the roof. " Come, look at me ! " the young house cries, usurping all attention. " See my dumb-waiter, my hardwood floors; hear my electric bell!" Accordingly, meekly, the people come, greatly depressed but obedient. They creep cautiously over the polished floors, holding to chairs and 36 Over Against Green Peak tables; they admire the bath-rooms, and tell great lies concerning the wall-papers. They observe their hostess scarcely at all. She — poor thing! — conducts them about with a strangely weary expression. She has not sat down for a peaceful chat with a friend in so long that she has forgotten all but the terms of ciceronage. Her life is a somewhat diffi- cult one, rattling loosely in the midst of her uncompromising environment, striving to fit, to merge herself. All the work of adjust- ment is hers; the environment, flaunting, vainglorious, will not help her at all. Whereas, the old house — how different! It makes no appreciable stir when the new human life comes into it; but it wakes from its slum- ber, and watches and waits, it is patiently aware. The atmosphere of its long-past days fills all the dusky rooms, so that, unfurnished, it is not bare, and with six chairs it is better provided than a new house with a dozen. The Occupation 37 There is nothing like the fine reserve with which it keeps itself in the background, fashion- ing forth the new occupants' mood to surprise them presently withal. It can do this better than they can themselves, for it knows them better than they know themselves; it under- stands the whole, of which they are but a part. The truth of the matter is, I suppose, that expression is a difficult thing, seldom to be wrought alone, never consciously and de- liberately. To body forth a man the sur- rounding universe must conspire when he least expects it. " Surrounding universe " is a large term to apply to an old house? Well, when I speak of our old house, I mean of course the orchard too. The orchard depends for much of its meaning on the presence of the valley and hills. The hills lean up against the sky. I am not sure that there is not as much universe in my home as there is anywhere. 38 Over Against Green Peak The spring had settled down into summer by the time we had likewise settled down into our new environment and into the reassumed state of leisure which is our desired condition of life. The green overflowed the top of West Mountain about the first of June ; that seemed to mark the culmination of the young year's rhapsody. I, watching, drew a long breath then, and knew that the stress and tumult were over ; I could better endure the rest. Yet there was hardly a phase of the poignant season which I had missed, as it swept its beauty by our front door, and we stood and wondered. I suppose it is not too much to say that we ran out fifty times a day on purpose to behold, calling each other from our various household tasks. Now it was a misty play of sunlight on the hills across the valley, now it was the bubbling song of the first bobolink. Again a sunset summoned us, or a thunder- storm. It was quite true, as I had foreseen, — The Occupation 39 life in Dorset would have to be shorn of all superfluous occupations to leave room for the great primal claim of the hills and sky. I placed a straw mat on the front steps, back, out of the way of the rain, commanding the whole valley, and thither I repaired at all hours, dropping my dust-cloth at my feet while I pondered a few minutes. It seemed increasingly wonderful to me to have a home in the face of such beauty. Should I ever grow used to it, I wondered, ever cease to feel a sweet shock of surprise as I came out and lifted my eyes upon it? Should I ever even believe it quite, understand its full mean- ing? The phoebe-bird, sitting on her eggs, cocked her head at me and regarded me with her bright black eye. " Silly ! " she commented briefly, though not altogether unamiably. Then I went back to work. CHAPTER III Hbe Xfbrare ^ B ^HERE is one department of the house -"- ordering which I have so far ignored entirely, leaving it to a chapter by itself be- cause of its importance. The significance of the boxes of books appealed to me at once, when we came across them in the midst of our first investigations. " Aunt Susan," I said, pausing to give the goodly company thoughtful consideration, " may I have all the care of these ? " The demand was a grasping one, I confess, seeking to usurp the only entirely interesting task of the whole spring's experience, but Aunt Susan is unselfish. " Yes, child," she assented, smiling; and the great boon was mine. 40 The Library 41 I waited till all was in order first, the car- pets laid, the empty bookcases ranged in place, even the curtains hung. Books, I take it, like quietness and decorum. Then one morning, when Jane sat down to sew and Aunt Susan to write letters, I repaired to the wood-shed where the boxes stood, my pulses beating as at the going forth to encounter one knows not what dear friend. And yet I knew what one chief friend I hoped now at last to follow down in the midst of the company he had kept, and touch and hold securely. My scholar-uncle, whose library these books represented, died when I was a little child. I knew him scarcely at all in terms of time or sense, but there has never been any one in the two worlds whom I have loved better. It has been part of the serious business of my mature life to track his fleeing spirit, holding fast by every clue, acting on every hint, that so I may apprehend him at 42 Over Against Green Peak length and know him for that which I joyfully guess. Not an easy pursuit, take it all in all, when death and silence have intervened to help a soul already sufficiently fugitive in it- self ; I have often been sorely baffled. Whither is the sweet mocker away that he never will wait to let me catch up with him? Does he not know that we needs must love each other ? The portrait helped me wonderfully, turn- ing up quite as a revelation among our things at Dorset. I had lived with it as a child, to be sure, but the eyes of youth are undiscern- ing; I had never realized what an excellent work it was. Aunt Susan and I unboxed it together, then we stood back and looked in silence. The grave and gentle young face of long ago smiled quietly out at us — blue eyes transfused with an inner light of wistfulness and humor, oddly sad and whimsical at a glance, a firm sweet mouth, and a dreaming forehead. Over the features played the touch, The Library 43 vanishing, elusive, that was life itself, fragile as a star-ray, persistent as the hills. My very uncle, caught, arrested, when he knew it not, when he would most have taken his leave, be- ing most himself, fixed there for the world to love — what a tender and beautiful kind of joke! I wonder if the painter knew the fineness of his triumph, and if he chuckled to himself — " Ah-ha, there, trapped, thou fleeing one ! " I should like to thank him for his great service, but he too has now taken advantage of death. We hung the picture — Aunt Susan and I — over one of the bookcases in the library, where we can most frequently be in its presence ; and, when the afternoon sun strikes through the orchard window, the thoughtful face lights suddenly up and the blue eyes laugh outright. With my uncle's books, as with his portrait, I had been long familiar. But here again I must plead the ignorance of youth. I remem- bered,, indeed, that we owned the Waverley 44 Over Against Green Peak Novels and Lorna Doone, an illustrated Lives of the Saints adapted for Sunday beguilement, a Pilgrim's Progress, a Household Book of Poetry, and many tales of heterogeneous asso- ciation; but, beyond this limited assurance, I had no knowledge of what might lie awaiting me in the boxes. It was with a double excite- ment that I fared forth on my task of un- packing. I was going to find my uncle be- cause I was going to find dear mutual friends hand in hand with him who would help to make him known. Since the early days when I had last seen this library, I had come to be- lieve that there is nothing in all the world quite so good as a good book. The doors of the wood-shed stood wide to the sunny lawn at the edge of the orchard, the birds flew singing by. It was early June now, and the world's chalice was brimming. Even so brimmed at my feet the separate chalices of the lives of the best of men, waiting only for The Library 45 me to lift and quaff. What a day I had before me! I began on the nearest box, at random, trusting my stars as usual. At once I dis- covered that the book-packer's method, what- ever may be said for it from the point of view of expediency, respects not persons at all. As if one should settle a town by height — all six foot people in this street, all five foot nine in that — so these boxes had been filled ac- cording to size of volume, relevancy of subject- matter being quite ignored. The result was somewhat bewildering to the investigating eye, but I am not sure that the confusion did not lend its own particular zest to the excitement of the occasion. All was surprise, when essays, novels, books of poetry, books of science lay side by side indiscriminately, and one could not possibly foretell what the next dive of the eager hand might bring forth. My uncle surely was aware of what was 46 Over Against Green Peak going forward; he lent himself to the spirit game of hide-and-seek with his usual vanish- ing quickness. Almost caught, never held! Ah, come now, dear, it is no laughing matter ! At first he encouraged me immensely, flattered me with unlooked-for hope of an instant union, came and sat on the box beside me and said, " See here, and here ! " Emerson, Browning, Hazlitt, Thoreau, Lamb, Words- worth — with one accord they sprang up and bade us join our hands and love each other always. It almost took my breath away. I was sure of him now. I held him, sitting down on the floor with his battered Emerson in my hand, reading after him. All my favorite passages he had marked; in the margin were comments written to which I cried Amen. I had him, I had him; he was here, waiting for me between the leaves of the book which we both loved. It was only because no meaner place was fit for the tarry- The Library 47 ing of his spirit that he had evaded me so long. I looked up, glowing, and my glance fell on a serried rank of books in an adjacent box; uniform, these, because one set — Pres- cott's histories ! Well, it was funny to observe how flat my spirits fell. Even I thought it was funny, and smiled. As for my uncle, I heard his spirit laughter ring as clear as the song of the oriole in the orchard. I got up slowly, laying aside the kindly volumes who had thought to make my way so easy, and went and examined the history books. A whole solid box of them, on my word! Pres- cott and Gibbon and Milman and Hume and all the dreary old fellows whom I have never been able to read. My uncle had read them; here were his marks and his comments running along the margins in his fine scholarly hand, denoting his thoughtful interest. But I — alas ! — no, it was no use. I saw my beautiful, hunted spirit, so nearly encountered in Emer- 48 Over Against Green Peak son's grove, retreating now along the broad way of a dusty highroad whither I might not follow, and I knew he was lost again. The counter-check was useful in that it brought me down to the work immediately at hand. The morning was going, and the shelves in the library were a-gape. Accept- ing my failure — not forgetting, either, my first success — I gathered the books in armfuls and carried them through to the front of the house, assorting them and depositing them in piles on the library floor. My uncle flashed joyously out at me once from an old volume of Keats. That was a full-face encounter, be sure, a clear straight shining from eye to eye, convincing, penetrating. I averted my glance from the history pile for some time after that. The task of classification and arrangement was by no means a simple one. I had not realized that there would be so many subtle considerations to be borne in mind. The great The Library 49 and generous souls with whom I was dealing presented no claims of any kind, but their very reticence put me on my mettle of honor to do my best by them. To begin with, there was the broad division into the two rooms, north and south. The north room is the library proper. My uncle's picture hangs there, and there stand five of the big bookcases. The windows look out into the orchard, and the light is cool and shaded. A very fit room, take it all in all, for the grave presence of books. But the south room is attractive too. The sunlight streams in at its windows, and the green lawn with flaunting flower-beds offers a cheery out- look to the color-loving eye. To this latter room I consigned the French books with no hesitation, and also, after only some slight con- sideration, the books on art. But just here — in arranging the art bookcase — I made my first mistake. Ruskin is one of my chief 4 50 Over Against Green Peak favorites in the world of letters, one of my prophets, I may say. My uncle loves him too, and deigned to make Modern. Painters a resting-point from which to look back and lure me on in my pursuit of him. Not for anything in the world would I have failed to meet the wishes of the great writer concerning his dwelling-place with us. I considered the matter carefully. Ruskin was a teacher, I decided, a teacher of no less a subject than life itself; he belonged among the philosophers and essayists, rank by rank with Emerson, Plato, Marcus Aurelius. Accordingly, I gave him a place of honor in the corner bookcase in the library, where the essayists stand. It is curious how you feel at once a person's state of mind. I knew that something was not quite right before I had even finished putting the volumes upon the shelf. It would be impious to say that Ruskin sulked; but at least he was not happy, something was on his The Library 51 mind. I pondered and deliberated, and at last it flashed upon me — I am sure I do not know how — that the great man thought he belonged, not in the essay bookcase at all, but at the head of the bookcase of art in the other room. The change was not a promotion in my eyes, but, since he would have it so, I obeyed, and at once the volumes fell into place with a happy air of authority; all was well with Ruskin. With Carlyle also I had difficulties manifold and tedious. This fiery scribe goes clad with us most appropriately in a burning red; and, wherever I left him, he set up warfare with all sorts of harmless pink and magenta books of the minor poetry and novel order. His place was not quite ready for him in the essay book- case ; I did think he might have a little patience and trust me for his final disposal. But no, he would not wait a minute. No sooner had I rescued a shivering, livid pink novelette from his overbearing presence, and turned about 52 Over Against Green Peak some other task, than, out of the tail of my eye, I saw him at it again, vexing himself purple in the face over some salmon poetry. There was nothing for it finally but that I should drop everything else and put the fierce volumes where they belonged, on the shelf by the dark green Emerson. Immediately what a transformation! Ah, Emerson, friend of his soul ! There were no more lurid glarings now, but an instant out-shining of genial light, warm, harmonious as you please, and, as with Ruskin a short time ago, so now all was well with Carlyle. I was turning away from this happy con- summation, when I caught a curious, whim- sical protest proceeding from the upper shelf of the bookcase beside me. The tone was apologetic, laughing: " Of course it's an interesting situation, and therefore I can stand it; but really you know—!" The Library 53 It was Cervantes speaking, and he was glancing sideways, with comical, appealing de- spair, at a rigid volume of Jonathan Edwards which flanked him uncompromisingly. Would never have made any trouble about it, pre- served his native complexion unchanged; but really — ! It was in truth a delightful situa- tion. I am afraid I prolonged it a little for the sake of my own enjoyment, glancing from one to the other of the two uncongenial neighbors, the one so stiff, the other so debonair, both so ready to be gone. Then I carried Jonathan Edwards away into another room, leaving a place which has since been filled by The Gentle Reader. My uncle made another of his altogether in- calculable appearances in connection with this latter incident. Quite gravely he stood be- fore me, as I was about to thrust the volume of sermons somewhat unthinkingly away, and bade me hold and beware. " Cervantes does 54 Over Against Green Peak all very well," he assured me ; " you do right to consider him. But do not scorn Jonathan Edwards, my child. He was a great good man." I liked the note of authority in my uncle's voice, even though his admonition opened out new spirit-miles before me; and, with great respect, I found a place of rank and consideration for his stern old preacher friend. It will be seen that I was trying to be very conscientious in this whole matter of dealing with my uncle's library, to remember always that it was his, not mine. One of my gravest problems was the appropriation of the book- case of honor beneath his portrait. " Aunt Susan," I asked, emerging for counsel from the elected solitude of my task, " in what department of the library did my uncle take most pride ? " Aunt Susan looked up from her writing, and considered a moment. The Library 55 " The histories, I think, on the whole," she answered with an air of conviction. Might I not have known this would be the reply? I smiled, to establish my appreciation of the jest in the eyes of all on-lookers ; then I returned to the library and firmly arranged the histories, row on row, in that case which I coveted for the essayists. My uncle's eyes beamed into mine every time I looked up from my determined concession, and his face was more tender than whimsical; he was touched I think. As for the histories, I must say they made a fine show for themselves. Bound for the most part in reds and browns, leather- backed, with gold tooling, they filled the book- case impressively, and formed a fit setting of dignity for the thoughtful face above them. Were it not that I make a loyal distinction be- tween love of books and backgammon-board appreciation, I should honor the histories. I 56 Over Against Green Peak do honor them for my uncle's sake. Perhaps some day I shall read them. It is needless to say that all this work of arrangement occupied many days, days of a musing absorption and pleasure which I shall not soon forget. I did not hurry ; I would not lose one happy experience. There was hardly an hour, half-hour, say, when I did not drop down on the floor with some newly-discovered dear book in my hand, and give myself over to the spell of the master there abiding. I often caught my uncle thus, fleeing through the pages, surprised on some much pondered paragraph where he had bemused himself, tak- ing sudden flight on my coming, but leaving his trail blazed for me. I should have him yet, the mocker! I soon discovered that the two writers in whose books I was most certain of finding him were Emerson and Words- worth, and I haunted their pages expectantly. The Library $7 What higher use can a book subserve than to be a rendezvous of souls? When at last all was in order, every re- arrangement made, and as perfect a harmony established as can prevail in such a diverse multitude, I stood and realized my riches, deeply gratified. There were some rare and valuable books here, books which my uncle's slender purse and thoughtful scholar's taste would hardly have let him buy, but which good friends had bestowed on him. Resplendent volumes of Lacroix's Middle Ages, a curious description of the Rosetta Stone, Moore's poems in an exquisite setting over which I fairly held my breath, fine collections of en- gravings, a black-letter Wycliffe Bible — ex- cellent treasures, these, and others, filling the bookcase in the south room where Ruskin held happy sway. I admired them truly, knowing yet that it was not before them that my feet would pause oftenest in the days to come. 58 Over Against Green Peak When I am banished to my desert island, it will probably be the poetry bookcase which I shall take with me. There are more than ten volumes here, to be sure, but I can never bring my mind to the ungracious supposition of meager designs on the part of bountiful Providence which the popular book-review fancy delights in. One hundred volumes is the last limitation which I can consent to tax heaven withal. The poetry books, from Shakespeare down, have my reasonable prefer- ence over all the others in the house. The highest of all human thinking is here, the very quintessence of life. And yet again the floor, though worn before the poetry bookcase, will always have another spot more marred. When I enter the library now, after an absence of any length, it is to the odd little corner bookcase where the essays stand that my eyes instinctively turn for greeting. All The Library 59 there, my hearties? Then all is well. The assortment here is the least creditable, from a book-collector's point of view, of any the house contains. Odd, ragged volumes, mis- mated, despoiled, vagabonds of the shelf, merry survivors of statelier times when the garments were at least stiff and new which now hang about them so recklessly, they look out into the room with a certain disreputable good-cheer which is quite irresistible. Their demoralization is completed by the fact that there is never a time when some two or three of them are not leaning confidingly across space to take advantage of the temporary absence of a next neighbor and have a chat with a next neighbor but one. Dear comrades ! they pour me the wine of life — better, the golden sunlight — from the chalices of their names. Malory, Cervantes, Montaigne, Wal- ton, Bunyan, Addison, Goldsmith, Lamb, Hazlitt, Matthew Arnold, Carlyle, Irving, 60 Over Against Green Peak Emerson, Thoreau, Holmes, Stevenson, Croth- ers, Henderson — is it not enough to name them over to feel the heart refreshed? There is hardly a doubt of the worth of life which their bookcase cannot settle. The old house received the old books with its usual wise tranquillity. But their coming must have been an event far more stirring to it than the arrival of Aunt Susan and Jane and me. It had sheltered many people before, it knew them through and through ; I suppose it had never in all its days seen a library like my uncle's. I like to muse on the perfect fitness of the intercourse thus established. How, in the dead of night, they must confer together, and in the long, cold winter when we go away and leave them ! Doubtless, if the house were questioned as to its inhabitants, it would begin exultantly, " Shakespeare, Milton, Bunyan," and one would have to wait a long time before hearing a word about Aunt Susan The Library 61 and Jane and me. But I think we should not resent this. " Come, uncle," I said appealingly, when all was done and I sat down by the window; " come, meet me here among your books, there could be no better place. Come, live with me, and we will read all the day long together. Emerson, Wordsworth " Here my glance, turning to seek my uncle's face, encountered the top row of history books, and I stopped suddenly. It was late in the afternoon, the sun was streaming down the orchard hill, a long ray stole through the li- brary window, and my uncle's eyes laughed out. But he did not say me nay. CHAPTER IV ©ur lPre&ecessors /"\UR first year's occupation of the old ^-^ house was supposed to be an experiment merely. We had rented the place for six months, and thought to hold ourselves as free as in the old days of our summer-boarderhood. But, as a matter of fact, there was very little experiment about the matter; we knew at once that the house must be ours to have and to hold, that in it we must abide. Destiny was as usual very adroit in drawing the threads about us. To begin with, there was our growing love, every day increasing upon us. Then, as a wholesome fillip to this, there was an occasional touch of jealous ap- prehension. The old house, being open and 6a Our Predecessors 63 occupied, took on an attractiveness to the public eye which, closed, it had not possessed. Summer-boarders (we had too lately escaped from the class not to despise it) walked out from the village, and hung about, with that speculative look in their eyes which we under- stood too well. Impudence! how dared they? Finally a gentleman came in a dashing turn- out, his pockets bulging with sufficient ready bills, and asked us politely over the fence if the place was for sale. We drew ourselves up, all three, dignified as if we stood on ancestral ground — as indeed I presume by this time we thought we did — and assured him, " No ! " Then, when he was gone, we looked at each other, and smiled for our word's significance. We bought the place in the autumn. The next summer we made it over, not changing its character in the least, hardly indeed its form, introducing a furnace and water merely, lifting the roof over some of the rooms, add- 64 Over Against Green Peak ing a deep side piazza. Then we settled down to live in good earnest, genuine country folk. At once it was curious to see how the past, which had been put to flight by the noise and novelty of our coming, driven startled into corners, silently reasserted itself and stole back upon us, now we were still, encompassing us with shadows. Not in the present only may he live who inhabits an old house. I have always hoped that life would develop in me a faculty for seeing ghosts. The state of my mind is open and cordial towards the interesting, if unsubstantial, creatures, and one has only to appear to win my credence, I think I may even promise, my regard. When I read of experiences such as those recorded in " John Percyfield," I am filled with desire and envy. What is the matter that I, too, cannot open my eyes and see? But since I have come to live in Dorset, I have sadly yielded my Our Predecessors 65 expectations. Here, if anywhere, I might see ghosts ; the vision is not in me. I make no doubt that the air is full, indoors and out, of the presences of those who have lived here before us. I know it by the ex- cellent test of " put yourself in his place." If I were a ghost, would I not haunt here? Assuredly. I would make my nest in the long grass of the orchard (a ghost, I take it, is a shy, wild thing like a bird) and I would miss no single pulse of the sunrise or the sunset, no phase of the passing year. I should perhaps be freer to understand these things than I am now. But it is evident that the happy company does not desire my com- panionship, for, though I have wooed them by every traditional expedient of solitary moon- light vigil, of midnight readings alone by the lamp, of wide-eyed listening, I have never caught a word or glimpse to tell me they are there. 5 66 Over Against Green Peak One of our recent predecessors was a Spiritualist. She could surely not have chosen a more advantageous position. She lived in the old house all alone, and there are many stories about her current in the neighborhood. For instance, it is asserted that every morn- ing she used to open the front door and chase evil spirits out with a broom. Ah, well, for the matter of that, I think I know those evil spirits myself. I wonder if she found them on the floor under the sofa. But her other proceedings mystify me. I remember how taken aback I was one day soon after our establishment when a neighbor, calling on us, paused on the romantic threshold of what is now our kitchen pantry, and shook her head mysteriously. " Many's the seance I've at- tended in there," she said. " Dear, dear, but it was strange ! " I forebore to question her, but I have wondered since what might happen if I were to shut myself up some midnight Our Predecessors 67 among Bridget's pots and pans. I shall never make the experiment because of its very ridiculousness. It is this inexplicable tendency on the part of ghosts to subject themselves to undignified situations which distresses me in the popular manifestations of the august class. Either I shall receive my ghost worthily, with a due respect, or I shall not receive him at all. " Aunt Lorette " died herself some ten years ago. It may be that she gathered all the ghosts back with her to the spirit-world, but I hope she left me a gentle shade or two to bear me company, when I know it not, up in the moonlit orchard. Non-committal as our dead predecessors might be, it was soon apparent that those who still lived cherished no such reserve. Dead and alive together, the name of them was legion. It has been stated in the first chapter that the old house was originally a tavern. Whether a fatal tavern tendency was built 68 Over Against Green Peak into its walls, compelling its occupants to move on after a little sojourn, I cannot say; I hope, for our sakes, it is not so. But, strangely, sadly, the fact remains that all those who have lived here have first learned to love the place most truly, and then, by some work- ing of circumstance, have been obliged to leave it, wandering forth with its hold on their hearts to draw them, longing, backward. During our first summer they began to ap- pear, wistfully asking to " see the old place," and now we have learned every season to ex- pect them. We know them at once by the look, apologetic yet self-assured — as of the rightful owner, forsooth ! — with which they approach us. Say I am working in the garden. The weeds are thick, and I am absorbed; I do not notice that a carriage has stopped beyond the fence. But my inner consciousness becomes aware of an earnest scrutiny by and by, and I Our Predecessors 69 lift my eyes, and there he is, my revenant, re- garding me with his complex stare. I know at once now what to do. I rise and brush the earth from my hands and come forward, as- suming a cordial air of hostess and proprietor as emphatically as possible. I have to assert myself in this role, for, if I do not, I shall be presently made to feel that I am an interloper. " Won't you come in ? " I open the gate {my gate, be it remem- bered!) and motion towards the door within which I see Aunt Susan approaching. Then the stranger's eyes meet mine squarely, and all of a sudden I read the love, the loyalty, the strong homesickness which have wrought in him hundreds of miles away to set him questing back, and my little jealousy vanishes in a burst of remorseful abnegation. " I know," I almost anticipate his halting explanation, " this is your house, you used to live here, you like it, do come in." jo Over Against Green Peak And, behold ! even in my own eyes, I am no longer hostess, but a strange, ephemeral crea- ture, resting impudently on the site of old historic deeds. Would a twentieth century lizard be upheld in its claim of proprietorship over the Coliseum? The revenant always plays me this trick of superinduced humility. But I rescue myself in the end by remembering that Aunt Susan is the real proprietor of our home, and that under no respectful consideration can I call her a lizard. The revenant commonly takes little heed of Aunt Susan and Jane and me. That is well; we bear him no grudge. Did we think he had journeyed a thousand miles for the pleasure of meeting us? We turn him loose as soon as we can, and he wanders — every- where. If peradventure we go to seek him after protracted disappearance on his part, and find him (though in this case it is more likely Our Predecessors 71 to be her) in one of our closets, we have learned to take no offense. The closets are new, Aunt Susan contrived them, they are deeply interesting. The furnace, too, is a popular wonder and the porcelain bath-tub. But it is oftenest, after all, some odd unlikely nook in the house, such as the kitchen pantry mentioned above, which holds the revenant at gaze, giving him dreams unspeakable. I re- member well the dignified, elderly gentleman in deep black who stood speechless before the stuffed owl between the front library windows until I was fain, being there surprised in the orbit of his erratic return, to put him some sporting question. But I hesitated long enough to save myself — and him ; for, " We were married on that spot," he said at last, and strode out of the room. The most charming revenant of them all was, without doubt, the boy who came last summer. He had a girl with him, pretty, 72 Over Against Green Peak young, her hair blown by the wind. They were both of them almost breathlessly eager, and their eyes were shining. Unfortunately for their impatience, we were having afternoon tea when they arrived, and, on our asking them to join us, they had nothing for it but to accept. They were quite irresistibly gracious about it; for every reason under the sun my heart went out to them. " How does your husband take his tea ? " I asked the girl, for the boy was talking to one of our other guests. " I really don't know," she hesitated, and the color flew into her cheeks. Ah, then, I stole a glance at Aunt Susan to see if she had heard. Hands off surely in this affair, no hint of ciceronage! I poured in cream with a liberal hand, to cool the tea and expedite matters; and in five minutes I had the satisfaction of seeing a white dress dis- appear up the hill into my orchard (h'm, well, Our Predecessors 73 my orchard?) and of hearing two young voices laugh out gleefully from the general direction of the woodchuck's hole. I was left to a prolonged meditation, our other guests having taken their leave, on the front steps, my chin in my hand, my eyes clinging des- perately to the reassuring gate. When they came back, they sat down beside me, frankly, confidingly; how their eyes shone ! " I wanted my wife to see the old place," the boy explained, " I had told her so much about it. The big rock up there — have you noticed it? " (Had I noticed it!) " We drilled those holes for a quarry when I was a kid, and then we made a derrick and set it up. It was sport, I tell you. As we drew near the rock this afternoon, I said to my wife, ' A woodchuck used to live there,' and, if you'll believe it, there he was, sitting up at the mouth of his hole." 74 Over Against Green Peak If I would believe it! Oh, forsooth, the arrogance of the boy ! " My father planted those elm trees," he went on, always speaking rapidly. " My mother named them after us children. I'm that one there. I've done pretty well, I think, on the whole." Then he broke off and looked at the girl. Truly he thought he had done very well in- deed. When they left us, I stood and looked up at the house, a hateful, morbid apprehen- sion gnawing at my heart. Was it sorry it could not harbor that bright young dual life? " Well, you can't have 'em," I said aloud, shaking my head defiantly, " and you'd just better be pretty thankful that you have Aunt Susan." " Ah, child ! " the old house replied, with its wise kind tolerance. And, though I did not Our Predecessors 75 know what it meant, I felt at the same time rebuked and reassured. One cannot of course live a hundred lives at a time with any satisfaction. For everyday purposes we sweep the horizon clear of our predecessors, and establish ourselves, we three, in unique ownership of our home. We are the only people, the first and last. But the atmosphere is always, there, hovering, waiting, the mingled color, fragrance, what you will, of the lives that have gone before us. It makes existence very rich, very strange and interesting. I ponder upon it in the dusk, sitting on the side piazza which gives into the orchard, watching the shadows gather and the stars come out overhead, waiting to catch the first sound of the brook which by day is in- audible. Why, why, when they loved the place so, did they all have to leave it? Was it destiny in truth, tavern fatality? We, too, shall we feel it then? My heart contracts, j6 Over Against Green Peak and I rise and take my way over the dewy grass, around to the front gate. There it looms in the starlit darkness, upright and cross-bar, my monogram, awkward enough, but firm. Am I really fatuous enough to believe that this house was intended for me in the build- ing ? I do not know but I am. CHAPTER V 3Lorna \ S soon as we were definitely settled in ■*■ our new life in Dorset, we found a problem confronting us which only our in- experience had prevented us^ from anticipating. We are sufficiently humble folk, and it is not written in the records that any of our ancestors ever possessed a horse. As Aunt Susan sagely put it, horses did not run in the family. But city luxury is one thing, and country necessity is another. Or, rather, no, in this application, they are one and the same. We realized early in our career that, for sheer convenience, if nothing else, we must face the great equine en- terprise hitherto untried, and we entered upon it seriously, a little perturbed but courageous. 77 j8 Over Against Green Peak What was a life-long commonplace to each of our Dorset neighbors was to us an adventure fraught with difficulty and wonder. We instituted inquiries. Did any one know of a nice safe horse, fitted for unskilled women to drive, who could be bought for a moderate sum? (Note the personal pronoun who; we stood in respect of the class.) Of course that was not at all the way to set about the matter, but I find it, looking back, quite delightfully characteristic of our first innocence. How should we know the proper conventions of secrecy, oblique approach, ostentatious indif- ference which hold in this most formally ex- ploited transaction of country life ? No sooner had we breathed our desire, than the horses began to appear, trotting or plod- ding up to our door in numbers inexplicable as the instant crowd in a city street at an alarm of fire. Such horses ! But their de- bonair drivers were always possessed of a Lorna 79 genial courtesy of manner which began to give me a new idea of the open-heartedness possible to the New England race. Our knightless condition appealed to them, it was evident, touched the chivalry in their rough hearts, made them fatherly and gentle. Al- most with tears in their eyes they assured us of the superlative merits of the beasts which, at personal sacrifice and inconvenience quite unparalleled, they stood ready to let us have. For my part, I always met them half way. (Aunt Susan had handed over to me the active management of this affair, though she watched with her sharper eye than mine, ready to warn and counsel.) For instance, there was the case of Prince. I do not remember a better example with which to illustrate the whole experience. Prince was a large black horse, sleek and demure, with a meditative gleam in the corner of his eye. He put in an appearance at our 80 Over Against Green Peak gate early one morning, accompanied by the most plausible jockey who had yet come our way. " Well, let me try him," I said at once, mounting to the seat beside the driver. " Certainly, Miss, that's what I say, only give him a trial. You'll soon find out that there ain't such a horse for a woman to drive in the hull county, not to say state. He's as gentle ! An' see how he goes ; no sleepin' along for him. An' yet he minds me. Nice Prince, there ! " At which point in our happy intercourse, bowling along the road, Prince stopped ab- ruptly, cast out his heels in a reckless manner, narrowly missing the dash-board, swayed up and down for a moment or two, then turned in his tracks and hastened back with immense determination. It was very funny. I caught my breath, recovering from my slight alarm, and stole a glance at my companion. There Lorna 8 1 were curious lines about his mouth which it seemed to me augured ill for the immediate future of Prince, but the general effect of his expression was one of great sorrow and patient regret. " Well, I never saw Prince do that before," he assured me earnestly. (I discovered after- wards that he had never seen the horse until that morning, so he spoke the truth!) "I wouldn't give him to you now. No, no, he's not the horse for you. It's well we tried him, ain't it, though ? I'm glad he done it, glad! " Ah, Prince, did not your obstinate hide shiver at that emphasis? For the most part, it was not, however, any extreme of skittishness with which we had to contend in the horses that were offered for our consideration. There was Festina Lente. The nomenclature is Aunt Susan's, " Lenty " being the familiar abbreviation. We rented Lenty for a week, and drove her diligently 82 Over Against Green Peak every day. The process was an exhausting one which I faint to remember now, but we did our duty sternly. After the first essay, it was found wise to institute a division of labor. I held the reins, Jane plied the whip, and Aunt Susan uttered a steady series of admonitory clucks which caused her to resemble (your pardon, dear aunt!) an exceedingly garrulous hen. In this manner we covered a mile or two of country every afternoon. But the ex- periment, faithfully carried through to the end, could hardly be called an entire success; and at the end of the week we returned Lenty to her unenvied owner, and sat back to rest, quite worn out. All this was not very encouraging to the success of our great enterprise. I have in- stanced two episodes, but there was a score of them. The butcher, the baker brought horses to us, the tin-peddler, the rag-man. Every Yankee has in reserve, behind his legi- Lorna 83 timate occupation, this knack of dealing with horse-flesh; he knows the trade as he knows how to whittle. We grew quite downhearted by and by, we had had so many impossible creatures presented for our consideration; we had not dreamed the matter would be so diffi- cult of adjustment, we were minded to give up. Then Lorna appeared on the scene, and all our sky went clear. It was cousin Joseph who brought her to us, cousin Joseph Carter who lived next door, and who was related to all the township. He had kept a wary eye abroad since first he had heard of our difficulties, and had held his peace. He knew the conventions, did cousin Joseph, and the way of wisdom. It was with a fine triumphant negligence, a careless wave of the hand, that he led Lorna up to us one beautiful June morning, and told us her price and her owner's name, and recommended her. She stood and looked at us graciously while we 84 Over Against Green Peak hastened with lumps of sugar. I think we all of us knew from that moment that the enter- prise was accomplished. It is not going to be easy for me fitly to describe Lorna. The effect which she had upon us at first was so altogether dazzling that we could form no adequate judgment of her; our reason was stupefied. Give a bank clerk a stained glass window (to vary the traditional white elephant a little) and see if he will be able at once to enter upon a cool criticism of its merits and defects. Lorna was large and light brown — cafe-au-lait — with a white mane and tail. These obvious points we could seize at once. For the rest, she was A Horse; the mystery of her class shrouded her special traits. We consigned her to the barn with an earnest seriousness of demeanor which I have not seen excelled in the various crises of our family history. Cousin Joseph put her in her stall ; he knew about those things. Then Lorna 85 Aunt Susan and Jane and I went around on the other side, where the manger opens into the carriage-house, and silently stood at gaze. Our new possession gazed back at us, atten- tive-eyed, her ears pricked forward. I sup- pose, in the light of my later knowledge, that she was thinking of lumps of sugar, but I gave her credit at the time for all sorts of wise reflections. I even concluded after awhile that she might presently be tempted to laugh at our solemn scrutiny, and I therefore drew Jane and Aunt Susan away; but I might have fore- borne my delicate considerations, for, if there is any one trait which Lorna preeminently has not, it is a sense of humor. Her name (I blush to confess the truth!) we bestowed upon her ourselves. Yes, con- sciously and deliberately, after long pondering. I think I shall never again purchase anything nameless of which convention requires a name, the difficulties of adequate nomenclature are 86 Over Against Green Peak too great. We cudgelled our irresponsive brains. Perhaps, if we had not cared so much, if we had gone less strenuously to work, the thing might have been easier. As one of our friends pointed out afterwards, " Tues- day " would have meant more (or less!) it being on a Tuesday that we bought Lorna. But Lorna it had to be. The determining reason was, I suppose, a certain regard to which we are all of us tenderly liable for the literary enthusiasms of youth. And I must say that, once the romantic designation had become irrevocable, my mortification over its serious inaptness gave way to a happy sense of the fitness that lay in its sheer absurdity. After all, there is great charm in the in- congruous. To select a middle-aged horse, sedate, a little " sot " when it pleases her, quite literal-minded, angular in her joints and in her views of life, and complacently name her Lorna is a whimsical turn not to be despised Lorna 87 in this commonplace world of Dapples and Stars and Dobbins. Once established in our barn, with a " chore boy " to take care of her, Lorna entered with serene composure upon her career as chief person in our family. It was really appalling to perceive how she dominated us. Her very presence was an oppression to our untutored minds. A horse, a whole horse, for our use, not by the hour, nor by the day, but even the whole thing, all, forever; we could not realize it. Our ignorance was of course our bane. How many miles was it safe to drive a horse in a day, and at what rate of speed? When a horse is tied to a post, waiting for the boy to come and unharness her, should she be blanketed or not? How many apples and lumps of sugar may be reasonably employed to quell a horse's imperative demand for atten- tion, being thus tied and in waiting? "If a 88 Over Against Green Peak horse," was the formula with which all our conversation began, and as the succeeding queries were trustfully put to a great variety of farmers, the information which we gathered was fully as bewildering as the initial problem. Forced to fall back on our own intuition, we came very near spoiling Lorna; for intuition, after all, has to have some sort of experience for foundation, and an intuition of care, based on babies and applied to horses, produces strange results. It is quite literally true that I have seen Aunt Susan cross the lawn under an umbrella on a rainy afternoon, her hands full of apples and sugar, going to comfort Lorna in the loneliness of her day of inaction in the barn. Returning from her charitable errand, she has left the barn door half open, that the horse might look out and be cheered. As for myself, how many nights have I risen wearily, roused by loud stampings in the barn, . and put on my clothes and taken my lantern Lorna 89 and sallied forth to investigate! Colic, at the least, I thought, or the poor beast was cast. Lorna has always whinneyed at me cheerfully when I have opened her door on these mid- night visitations. " I thought you'd come if I stamped hard enough," she has assured me contentedly. " Now give me a mouthful of hay, and sit down, and we'll have a friendly chat." Into the mysteries of the harness I should have inquired at once. I realized that when it was too late. But the business of driving came first, and that absorbed me quite. I was fired with vast ambitions in the matter of turning around. I began on a circular drive- way of course, trying not to cut the turf. Then I took a wide place in the road — Aunt Susan and Jane got out. Succeeding beyond all the expectations of my foreboding heart, I grew bold and committed myself one day, with a fine abandon which I tingle to remem- 90 Over Against Green Peak ber, to a narrow barn-yard. Even Lorna her- self was alarmed at this venture; she was so accustomed to stopping outside in the straight- ahead road while Jane ran in with the basket for eggs. As for Aunt Susan and Jane, they gasped. " There is no way out here. What are you going to do?" "Turn around," I answered serenely enough, though my heart was palpitating. Well, I did turn around, to be sure. I backed into the pump and broke a spoke in my wheel, I caused the carriage to tip and sway, I cut up the edge of the grass; but I turned around — before the farmer could reach me, too, charging madly to my assist- ance as he saw his pump tottering. After this there was simply no telling what I was going to do; I could never foretell, myself. As likely as not I would spy a lane out of the tail of my eye as we drove along the highroad, and would without reflection turn into it. A twist of the hand — all the moralists know how Lorna 9 1 lightly the thing is done. Then I would have to get out again, somehow or other get out. Lorna, in spite of her matter-of-factness, caught the spirit of the adventure herself by and by and helped me cordially. Such delicate manoeuvers as she instituted in the way of backing and stopping and turning and begin- ning all over again, when at the crucial moment my courage failed and I could not wheel her around into place! We became so expert in the course of time that Aunt Susan and Jane not only stayed in the carriage during our experiments, but even ceased to lean for- ward and clutch the back of my seat, rigid with apprehension. All this attainment did very well ; but mean- time there was the harness, intricate mystery unexplored, waiting my thoughtful study. " One thing at a time," is an excellent rule, but one wants to be sure that he sees his way 92 Over Against Green Peak clear to compass the next thing before it be too late. " To-morrow I think I shall have Billy teach me how to harness Lorna," I said one day as we drove home from our afternoon excursion. I was flushed and warm with victory, having safely explored a mountain road more than usually rough and narrow. I cramped the wheel adroitly to let Jane out; then, as Billy did not come, I drove around to the barn. "Oh, Miss!" Bridget, wringing her hands, came running to the fence. " Billy's gone. He said his uncle wanted him for a job in Stoneville. I couldn't make him stay. He's gone. Whatever will you do?" Well, I paused one solemn moment to grasp the situation. There was Lorna, fully, in- scrutably clad. There was the barn. There was — I ! Lorna 93 " Bridget," I said, " go into the house. Go into the kitchen and shut the door. Don't come out for — " I measured my task — " two hours," I finished sternly. " But, my dear " It was Aunt Susan who spoke this time. She and Jane had come likewise running, and were looking quite unspeakable things at me from behind the fence. " Aunt Susan," — I unbuckled the ends of the reins, I knew that was the way to begin — " it's all right. But you must go in the house, really you must. You mustn't look out of the window either ; promise me, please. You must go in the library and sit down. Then it will be all right." When we were quite alone, Lorna and I, we went into the carriage-house. That was a cramping necessity, for it seemed as if all out- of-doors would be none too wide for the task which lay before us, but the carriage must be 94 Over Against Green Peak disposed of. Dismounting from my seat, I went around in front of Lorna and gazed up earnestly into her face. I wanted to take a survey of her harness, but also I wanted to secure, if not her cordial cooperation, at least her tolerance. Women were apt to make the mistake, I thought I had heard some one scoff- ingly say, of unbuckling all the straps of a harness. Very well, I would not do that. How did Billy look when he was setting about the work which I had now in hand? What motions did he go through? I had watched him idly many a time; I conjured up his image now, remembering desperately. He raised his arms — I raised my arms. He laid hold — I laid hold. He pulled — I pulled. Without un- buckling a strap! After a long time, one ear came out. No, mercifully, not out of the head, but even out of the harness. I fell back, breathless, to rest a moment, and Lorna gazed at me pensively from amidst her gear rakishly Lorna 95 a-tilt over one eye. I cannot say that the ex- cellent creature " had not turned a hair," for she had indeed turned many hairs; but the spirit of the phrase was quite true of her, for she stood unmoved by all my ministrations. The second ear was an easy conquest after the freeing of the first, I had only to lend a finger. But then came the eyes, and, truth to say, they almost baffled me. I had never looked upon eyes before in the light of ob- stacles, I did not know how to deal with these protuberances bulging from the head, on which the harness rested secure as on a natural sup- port. I pulled very gingerly, holding my breath, fearful of doing irreparable harm. It was Lorna who freed herself at last, giving a vigorous shake of her head, so that the head- stall fell in my hand. If I was relieved, what must she have been, the poor long-suffering horse? She blinked at me, still very pensive, as I searched her eyes earnestly if I might 96 Over Against Green Peak find some trace of injury; then she philosoph- ically reached her head to pluck a mouthful of hay depending from the loft. I abandoned my idea concerning the ignoring of buckles and straps when it came to the rest of the harness; and, with the use of a little common- sense and a great deal of pondering, I suc- ceeded in setting Lorna quite free, out of the shafts and all. Then what next? A bare horse is an unwieldy creature to the hand of woman. Yet somehow or other this horse must be guided out from the carriage-house, around to the stable, and into her own stall. I twisted my fingers in her mane tentatively. The sensation I had was of a futility as if I had tried to lift Green Peak by the grass. Moreover, the creature was now eating hay, stolidly content, it would seem, with the carriage-house, quite indifferent towards her stall. It was a quandary. But happily my in- vention began at last to recover from the first Lorna 97 shock of encounter with its maternal ancestor, and to come to my aid. I ran around into the stable, took a measure of oats, and poured it out into Lorna's manger. At the first musical falling sound, the desired emotion took effect; Lorna pricked up her ears, deserted her hay, and started towards the door. I met her half- way — with what definite purpose I scarcely know, wishing at least to appear, I suppose, to superintend the affair — and once more twined my fingers in her mane. Together thus we charged out of the door, Lorna strid- ing ahead, I trailing after, my feet scarcely touching the ground. It was a most rapid transit. I caught a brief glimpse of three big- eyed faces peering cautiously from one of the windows of the house before we wheeled right- about into the stable. " Dear," said Aunt Susan later to me, " I don't want to criticize your truly wonderful management of Lorna, 7 98 Over Against Green Peak but if you would lead her a little more slowly, I should feel more comfortable." The adjustment of the halter, of course, was my next difficulty, a problem more be- wildering than any heretofore. I shook the thing and held it one way; I dropped it, picked it up, and held it another. No use; it refused to fall into position, it had no shape, no beginning, no end, no sort of significance. The trouble was doubly complicated by my growing weariness and by Lorna's absorption in oats; I had to drag her head up by main force, clutching hair and skin together, that I might experiment on her. But at last, quite by accident, the mysterious straps slid into place, and my long task was completed. I hunted around for a bit of string, tied it for a sign to the ascertained top of the halter, and took my way to the house. All these early experiences of awe and struggle are overpast now, and it seems to us Lorna 90 quite natural to have a horse in the family. The growing activities of the place have long since demanded the constant presence of mas- culinity, and Peter has been installed as gardener, groom, and general assistant. Un- der his friendly tuition I stand very expert in points of the harness, so that I can make ready for a sudden trip to the village almost as quickly as he can. But an inherited inaptitude is almost as per- sistent, it seems, as an inherited aptitude. Our family mind lacks the equine tradition. " How much does your horse weigh ? " an acquaintance asked me politely one day, as I was descanting on the merits of Lorna. " Well, I suppose about a hundred and fifty pounds," I musingly replied. CHAPTER VI Zbe automobile TJEFORE I leave the subject of Lorna, *-" I may as well go on a little to discuss the automobile. This ingenious contrivance of modern enterprise, accepted to the ignoring point in the city, still remains a serious factor in the ordering of a country life, a thing to be reckoned with gravely. Own a machine, and you are a slave, at the mercy of impudent cogs and brakes; do not own one, and you are — what this chapter may perhaps faintly de- lineate. Mercifully we were left in peace during the first two summers of our possession of Lorna. We needed all our wits to wrestle with the simple initial problem, Horse, unperplexed by The Automobile 101 complications. The fact seems inconceivable, viewed in the light of later developments, but it is quite true that Aunt Susan, catching the contagion of horsemanship herself after awhile, mounted the front seat of the carriage, and took the reins, and drove gaily every- where. Drove to Manchester, the enemy's country, alone and undismayed! Nothing short of Hercules driving Lenty could convey Aunt Susan to Manchester now. But there was no enemy in those days, those happy, halcyon days of peace. We ambled along the country roads, our minds given over entirely to enjoyment of the hills and fields, our dexterity of encounter taxed at the gravest by a load of hay. Oh, beautiful, vanished days ! The first summer saw us taking our way to Manchester two and three times a week. There were errands constantly to be done for our new establishment, and we travelled the six miles of thicket-and-meadow-bordered 102 Over Against Green Peak road, hill-surrounded and brook-crossed, till we knew it quite by heart. I could almost say there was not a creature, bird or plant or brook, inhabiting anywhere by the way, whom we did not know personally. We watched the procession of the flowers, from the delicate small things of the spring up and up to the lusty splendor of the flaming autumn. We knew where the Solomon's seal unfolded its long graceful curve; we knew where the wild bergamot lay like a splash of purple light on the hillside; we knew the haunts of the ladies' tresses; we knew — but that is a secret! Wise, of a truth, we were that summer, Aunt Susan and Jane and I (and Lorna?). Does it not seem a pity that such content should be interrupted by a ramping, snorting beast, rush- ing at us on four fat wheels, backing and whirring about our path, a monster if ever there was one? The first' note of warning came from Man- The Automobile 103 Chester itself. Et tu, Manchester! But we need not have been altogether surprised at this development. The town has always had a decided leaning towards the things of the world and the present age; it boasts a large summer hotel, and golf links, and mansion "cottages;" it is a resort, in short. When therefore the new enthusiasm came careering down the wind, what should it do but fall into line and offer its well-kept roads? " They say there's an automobile in Man- chester." The rumor laid hold arrestingly on our apprehensive attention. We were too ignorant on the subject to formulate our anxiety, but we were quite surely aware, though vaguely, of disquietude. Aunt Susan was, as usual, the first to emerge from her troubled brooding into explicit statement. " I shall not go near Manchester this summer," she announced with decision. " A 104 Over Against Green Peak nature like Lorna's — so nervous — I'm sure there would be trouble to pay if she met an automobile. You may do as you please of course. I shall stay at home." Jane and I took a bold resolve and held on our way with Lorna with magnificent in- trepidity. But our valor was somewhat com- promised by the fact that nothing happened to test it. The myth of the dragon took shape indeed for one fleeting moment one afternoon, and dashed furiously by our house. But there was hardly enough of that experience to be apprehended. We caught our breath, and said behold! and there was nothing there. We rubbed our eyes, and looked again; was it a vision or a waking dream? Then we turned with one accord and hastened to the barn. The wide door of the carriage-house stood open to the summer day; it might be that Lorna had seen or heard; it would be in- structive for us to learn her present state of The Automobile 105 mind. But, though we scrutinized her closely, gazing into her placid eyes for any subtleties of fear which she might be concealing there, we could get no sign from her, she was quite non-committal. It was not until late in the autumn that any chance presented itself of putting our vague trouble to the test, of finding out once for all what attitude Lorna meant to assume towards the automobile. Then at last there came one famous day, and after that we knew. It was well on in October. The hotel in Manchester had been closed for a matter of three weeks, and the " season " was over. No more glittering equipages went rolling past our house, their occupants gazing with languid interest at our primitive ways, and once or twice paying us the compliment of stopping to ask if we took boarders; the myth of the dragon ceased to brood on our apprehensive minds. Doubtless the Terror had been re- 106 Over Against Green Peak moved, along with the Fashion and Wealth. Aunt Susan emerged from her safe retreat of library and orchard, and once more trusted herself to Lorna; our happy drives were re- newed. " Now that the danger is over," she said, " I want to go to Salem." Salem is a town some fifteen miles from Dorset. Near relatives of ours lived and died and are buried there, so that we feel identified with its history, and every year it draws us on a pilgrimage. "All right, Aunt Susan," I replied, "I'll drive you over any day. We'll have to take the buggy of course on account of the moun- tain ; that's rather hard on Jane." But Jane consented cheerfully to be left behind. Perhaps she had a foreboding sense. It was as beautiful a morning as I have ever seen. The air was crisp and sparkling; the sun rode the autumn sky triumphant, leaping from The Automobile 107 Green Peak; color ran riot about the hills and flamed in the valley swamps. Aunt Susan and I were quite speechless with pleasure, and even Lorna went with a will; the world was our heritage. Our way led at first along the valley, then off to the left and up a climbing mountain road through the rustling woods. The air was pungent and good in there, warm with the windless presence of the sun. Single trees blazed beside our road, crimson and yellow, barbaric in splendor against the bright blue sky ; but the woods themselves were subdued in tone, tawny and showing stripped here and there, with the mountains looking through. A chattering, golden-brown brook crossed the road at intervals back and forth, a happy companion of the way. It was all so lovely, I let the reins lie loose on Lorna's back, and Aunt Susan and I gave ourselves over to silent contemplation. "Look!" was 108 Over Against Green Peak all the conversation we held; and again, "Look!" Well, I suppose that no later discomfort can take that one care-free hour from us. When we began to descend the mountain on the other side, I roused myself and gathered the reins closely in my hand. Lorna does not like to go down a hill; she attacks it sideways, shrinkingly, and has to be encouraged. The descent is steep but short in that special place ; before long we felt the new valley spreading beneath us, and entered on territory which we knew — which Lorna certainly knew at least — before the day was over, to be the devil's own. The tale of adventure which follows may very likely not be believed, but, solemnly, with my hand on my heart, I declare every word to be true. We saw it coming at the same moment, Aunt Susan and I — the automobile, bearing down upon us with a swiftness, the paralyzing The Automobile 109 effect of which I had never estimated. Aunt Susan said not a word nor moved a muscle — the staunch one! — , I clutched the reins and reached for the whip. Lorna did not com- prehend at all. I think her mind in a state of repose seldom travelled ahead of her feet, or, in other words, she carried her mind along with her, which was a comfortable plan. There was hardly time for a quickened heartbeat be- fore — presto, flash ! a turn to the left, a vanishing whir which made Lorna prick up vaguely inquiring ears, and the danger was over, the Thing had taken another road. "Ah!" I let my muscles relax, feeling suddenly quite limp. " Aunt Susan, what a lucky escape! " But Aunt Susan was very grave. "It was more than that," she reproved me; " it was Providential, my child. I do not know what might have happened. I feel that we 1 1 o Over Against Green Peak have been saved from disaster, and that we should be very thankful." I accepted her view of the situation, and, soberly grateful to Providence, we went on our trusting way. We were even now not apprehensive — particularly now. That which had shielded us would still shield ; else why the averted disaster at first ? Human logic reasons confidently. Two miles further on we saw it again. It always seems the same one to me. Evil, in its many forms, has the same cloven hoof, they say. This time there was no escape. I will not be so impious as to say that Providence de- serted us ; rather, it stood back. " Work now," it said, " defend yourselves, my children." There was a smooth, level road ahead, with no ditches or turns; what more could we possibly ask? Ah, but Lorna, she asked the world, and proceeded to try to take it. First she made a mad plunge for the field to the The Automobile 1 1 1 right — never mind fences; then to the left; then straight up into the fields of air, they were the surest retreat after all, and a horse named Pegasus had once established a volatile prec- edent. If I had wanted to learn the effect of an automobile on our cherished steed, I was having my desire; most elaborate in her explanations, she kindly left nothing undone to show me exactly how she felt. The automobile had stopped short in its tracks at the first flourish of our performance, and the owner came running to our assistance. Most grate- fully do I testify here — and my testimony counts — that the owners of automobiles, as I know them, are courteous and considerate al- most to a man. But I had employed a per- suasive whip, and, before the dragon-rider could reach us, Lorna had gathered herself to- gether for a mad plunge in the only direction which she had not yet tried, namely straight ahead. Snorting, careering, she passed the 1 1 2 Over Against Green Peak dragon, check-rein broken, head high in air, her driver clinging desperately, Aunt Susan still saying never a word; and out along the open road we flew like a Pegasus equipage in truth. Well ! I fell back beside Aunt Susan, shak- ing a little, I must confess. I started to laugh, but my voice quavered curiously, and I gave up the attempt. Aunt Susan was quite matter- of-fact. " It's all right now," she said quietly. " You managed that very well." There could hardly have been a more beautiful tact than that which was shown by this remark. All the precarious management had lain in Lorna's flying feet, and Aunt Susan knew that very well; yet adroitly she soothed me and stimulated to a possible real manage- ment next time. It is the Aunt Susan kind of person whom one needs in the crises of life. " Next time," the reader observes I have The Automobile 113 said; and in truth it was not very long before it began to be apparent what kind of a fateful day was upon us, urging us to inexorable encounter. Lorna forsook her fleeting paces a little after awhile. The haste was so foreign to her nature that she could not well continue it beyond the stage of bewilderment that cloud- ed her mind at first. It was interesting to observe how at last she came to the point of taking counsel with herself. " Hold now ! what am I doing? " said she. " Running over the ground like mad. But I never do that. It tires me, and makes me very warm and wet. I declare, I'm astonished; I'll stop at once." And forthwith she began to relapse into a pace that was something like her usual mild trot. Ears pricked up and eyes attentive, touched with suspicion all the same; she trusted not this land. The road swerved suddenly down with us out of the open country, and fell into line with 8 114 Over Against Green Peak the railroad track. It arrived just in the nick of time to escort a freight train on its way. As a matter of fact, I suppose it had planned the friendly encounter, having heard the train's whistle afar. Now Lorna does not usually much mind trains; she regards them with a certain scorn. But a glimpse at an orderly, decorous station is one thing, and a dogged, insistent intercourse out in a strange wild region where one has already met demons, is quite another. " Come, I don't care for it, I will leave it," said Lorna, and made off. The freight train was going — say at a rate of ten miles an hour (my figures are not dogmatic) and we at a rate of nine and three quarters. The duration of the conflict may be computed by any one who has the heart to apply himself to the harrowing task. For myself, I cannot even give an accurate account of our meteoric progress. I only know that Lorna did her very determined best to leave The Automobile 1 1 5 that freight train, and that the freight train, hootingly, not disturbed at all, refused to be left. Of course it outstripped us in the end, but the end was so grudging and so protracted that we were all three quite worn out when it arrived. Once more I fell back, when Lorna's tug on the reins relaxed. "Oh, Aunt Susan!" I breathed. But Aunt Susan was sitting up straight and calm, holding the carriage-rug in with both hands, restraining my golf-cape from flight into space. " That's over," she counted composedly. This was the woman, be it remembered, who had secluded herself all summer, shrinking from perilous circumstance, the imagined terrors of which were as nothing beside the appalling reality which beset us now. Well, for a couple of miles there was peace ; respite allowed us by the ironical gods of this 1 1 6 Over Against Green Peak day's fashioning. The freight train lumbered heavily, slowly out of sight, still hooting at us derisively. As soon as it became apparent to Lorna that she was pursuing, not fleeing from, the enemy, a perceptible change came over the spirit of her dreams. It was evident that again she paused and took counsel with herself, and that her action, viewed calmly thus in the light of reason, did not commend itself to her; for abruptly she ceased from her mad career and fell into a slower pace. She could not of course quite rid herself of nervous apprehension. She cast an appealing glance around at me once, whether asking protection and sympathy, or merely desiring to assure herself that I had not been scorched away by dragon breath, I could not decide. At any rate her eyes were big and quite aghast with horror. Aunt Susan and I then, touched with pity, betook ourselves to such conversation as we deemed most soothing under the circum- The Automobile 117 stances, and, by dint of assuring our poor horse that it was " nothing, nothing, all quite right," we succeeded in pacifying ourselves, though the object of our ministrations remained quite unconvinced. Then — "Toot! Toot!" I heard it behind us, and understood at once. But, "What's that?" asked Aunt Susan. I reined out to the side of the road, the extreme right margin, as far as I could go. I looked over my shoulder. " Hurry, please! " I called. When the Thing went by, Lorna stood quite still. The action (it was that rather than inaction) looked ominous in her, and my heart stood still to correspond. But after all what could she do? One does not pursue an automobile any more reasonably than one pursues a freight train. Shaking in every limb — poor beast! — she began to jump up and down in the shafts, snorting, with a curious sobbing sound in her throat which I think was 1 1 8 Over Against Green Peak pure hysteria; she was just at her wits' end. Ah, it does all very well to smile, looking back on that impossible day. There was amusement there, in a certain grim degree, for Aunt Susan and myself, but for Lorna the inexorable happenings were nothing less than tragic. She had been driven across the border of the known and habitable world, out into strange enchanted regions where demons ramped at large. We were now not very far from Salem. " Hold on just a little longer," Aunt Susan counselled me. " We are almost there ; think, almost there! It will soon be over." She straightened my hat for me deftly, and pulled my collar into place. We know a good many people in Salem, and we did not want to present too wild an appearance as we drove up the main street to the hotel. Our credit as good horsewomen was sure to be irretrievably lost at the first glimpse of Lorna's reeking The Automobile 1 1 9 flanks; that consummation we could not help. But I did my best, in a long last pull of my aching arms, to subdue our rate of progress a little, and enter the village soberly. I suppose there is only one adjective to describe the effect which we produced, Aunt Susan and Lorna and I, and that is — intoxicated. " Around the corner there to the right," Aunt Susan encouraged me, " and up to the hotel." With the end thus almost in sight, I allowed myself a first small gasp of relief. I was so tired, I was so glad! Nothing more could happen now. " It is just twelve o'clock," Aunt Susan remarked, keeping up a casual conversation as we approached the corner. She glanced at the big clock in the tower of the Congregational church. Now Salem is a town of many factories. It being, therefore, twelve o'clock, as Aunt 1 20 Over Against Green Peak Susan had so pertinently stated, every bell, every gong, every whistle in the place went off, as we turned the corner, with a unity, an abandon which I have never heard excelled in all the world of sound. " Boom ! " went the big clock above our heads, shattering tumult down on us. Then again, after deliberation, " Boom ! " So it must utter its voice yet ten times more, we knew, immitigable as the freight train in its unhurried pace. " Wh-o-o-o-i-i-i-e-e-e ! " screamed the siren. Stop at the hotel ? By no manner of means ! We sped down the street, past the railroad station, where our quondam companion, the freight train, was reposing itself, across the tracks, and away far, far into the outlying suburbs of the little town. " Boom ! " called the big clock after us; then more faintly — faint, yet still pursuing — " Boom ! " I was quite at the end of my powers now. As soon as there came any slackening in our The Automobile 1 1 1 rate of speed, I tumbled out of the carriage, somehow, anyhow, extricated with shaking ringers the hitching-strap from among our wraps, and tied Lorna to the first post which I saw along the street. Then, my knees refusing to bear up any longer beneath me, I sat down on the edge of the sidewalk. Aunt Susan con- tinued to sit in the carriage. We neither of us spoke or moved for some five minutes. One wonders what the owner of the post and of the house adjoining it thought when he came home to his dinner and found us sitting there. I dare say his wife had been peering at us in troubled apprehension from behind her parlor curtains. I looked up as soon as I heard the man's step. A man seemed suddenly to represent to me all possible help and consola- tion. I poured out our pitiful tale. " I declare, it's a shame, a real plumb shame ! " said the good soul earnestly. " Them machines ought to be burnt, every one. You 122 Over Against Green Peak go along now to the hotel, and I'll blanket your horse and bring her over after I've had my dinner." I have had cause to be grateful for kindness many times in the course of my life, but to no one do I owe such a unique appreciation as to that unknown man. He lifted a burden from my shoulders which I could feel depart. I hope he understands my gratitude. I thanked him heartily at the time, but such thanks should be reiterated, and I have lost him now. May all the ways of his life be blessed, and may the foot of no horse be ever lifted up against him ! The terror of the day was thus suspended, put aside for awhile; it could not of course be over until we had taken our way back along that highway possessed which lay between us and our distant, dear, desired home. The thought of our inexorable return lay like a cloud on our spirits all the day, though we The Automobile 123 bravely talked of everything else. Finally said Aunt Susan, " I'll employ a man to drive us home if you say so." I rather astonished myself by the instant warmth of my refusal. "Well, of course I thought not," Aunt Susan agreed, and we gave each the other a trusting glance of endearment. It may be as well to state once for all that we met no dragons on the way home. Yet do I verily believe that the drive was more of a strain than all the adventures of the morning. Aunt Susan sat up very straight on her side of the carriage, gazing watchfully ahead. " It's only a wagon," she burst out reassur- ingly from time to time; or, " It's only a load of hay." A grocery-man, going his afternoon rounds, protected us for a mile or two, though he knew it not. There is another debt of gratitude 124 Over Against Green Peak which must remain forever unpaid. Perhaps he noticed two serious women driving along behind him, but he could hardly have sus- pected, I think, that they lingered to let him emerge from his brief excursions into farm- yards and precede them as before. He stood between us and the end of the world, that innocent grocery-man. When at last he came rattling merrily out of his final farm-yard, and, instead of going ahead of us, turned and passed us on his way back to Salem, indifferent as you please, my heart went very low. Lorna enjoyed that homeward drive as little as anybody. She fairly ramped over the ground, emulating the automobile in her snort- ing speed. She held her head as high in the air as if her check-rein was not broken (it must have pained her afterwards to reflect on this abuse of opportunity) and glanced fever- ishly to right and left. It was only the fortunate balance of objects fit to be shied at The Automobile i 25 on either side that kept our course from being a very zig-zag affair. But when we reached the foot of the moun- tain, then abruptly our trouble ended. Tell me that horses do not reason ! Primitive in- stinct has peopled mountains with shapes of gloom and terror. Lorna, unreasoning, might have said, " The woe which has beset me all day is now going to increase upon me. Whither shall I flee?" But not so. She knew that a mountain is no place for an auto- mobile; she knew also that she had crossed again the boundary of the world, and was back on its safe and hither side, where sanity holds sway. We descended the mountain in the keen autumn dusk, very tired but very peaceful. CHAPTER VII "Ibousefteeping Experiments TT)EOPLE prate the world over, in these -*- difficult, complex days, of the problem of housekeeping. It is in fact the Problem, deserving to be capitalized, of the feminine age. One reads about it in every paper, hears it discussed at every afternoon tea, over and over and in and out, an engrossing subject. I always listen with interest to the diatribes and woes of my sisters, for I have the matter also sufficiently at heart ; but I come away from the stormy sessions, smiling ironically to myself. Trouble in a New York apartment, with a gas- stove and a dumb-waiter at hand, with markets and restaurants around the corner, with In- telligence Offices ready at call, seems somehow 126 Housekeeping Experiments 127 unconvincing to one who has known trouble in a New England country house with — nothing. We took our meals at a neighboring farm- house during the months of our first moving into and altering our own house. The ar- rangement was a happy one. A sense of home was impossible for us anyway, in the midst of hammering and confusion, tearing down and building up; and the enforced change three times a day into established surroundings was good for us. But when we became ourselves established, we desired our own table. The adjustment looked sufficiently simple and matter-of-course to me. I am one of those irritatingly optimistic people who seldom see trouble ahead. " I will do the cooking, Aunt Susan," I said; " I should like to very much. We are country people now, you know, and we must do as all the other women-folk do. They shame me with their competence." 128 Over Against Green Peak Aunt Susan looked at me thoughtfully, a curious pucker about her lips. She said noth- ing, but speech was not needed on top of that look to make me burst out, as I rolled up my sleeves, "You think I can't. Ah, well then, I'll show you. I just will. Make way ! " And I headed for the kitchen. There were, of course, any number of pre- liminaries to be attended to before I could start on my new career. Aunt Susan helped me generously, making out lists of provisions and dishes, ordering large stores from Man- chester, counselling, warning, cheering me. It is one of the great things about Aunt Susan that, though her experienced wisdom bids her sometimes beware of new enterprise, once the enterprise is on, she throws her forebodings to the winds — or locks them up in her secret heart, which is a far finer thing to do — and goes in for hope and enthusiasm with the Housekeeping Experiments 129 most abandoned. I could have thought her as sure of my unhindered success, after a few days, as I was myself; perhaps a little surer. When all was in readiness and the shelves of the kitchen pantry shone with tin-ware, bulged with brown jars of grains and various condiments, stood solid with ranks of cereals — a most alluring and suggestive sight, stir- ring in me vague excitements harking back to my mud-pie days — Aunt Susan paused and stood with a hand on either side of the kitchen door. "Well?" she said. I stood in silence a moment before her, feel- ing somewhat grave. Then slowly I rose to and laid hold upon the occasion. " Yes," I answered deliberately, " we will have dinner at home to-day." " Do you want to be weighed, Aunt Susan ? " I added, suddenly very humble as my 9 130 Over Against Green Peak responsibility presented itself menacingly be- fore me. Aunt Susan laughed. " No, child," she said. " Jane and I will risk it. Jane is getting too stout anyway. But you — do you want any help? " The generous soul had by this time merged all her apprehensions in a sincere, enthusiastic desire to be of use. Jane, too, was hovering in the background. The domestic sphere, as a matter of fact, is far more Jane's than mine; she was doubtless longing to have a saving finger in my unimaginable pie. But it is an unpleasant trait of mine to desire to make my experiments alone. My pie, such as it is, must be evolved from my own inner consciousness (shortly to return thither!) with the enlighten- ing aid of a cook-book, just as my stories, such as they are, must be likewise evolved with the aid of English literature. " No, thank you." I shook my head. " I Housekeeping Experiments i 3 1 had rather be left alone. You must please go into the front of the house, and shut all the doors, and stay there." The request had an ungracious sound, but Aunt Susan and Jane understood. "At least you will let us set the table?" Aunt Susan inquired over her shoulder. My ambition was high to accomplish every detail of my task myself, and thus take my stand at once on a par with my sister country- women, but I was wise enough to perceive the folly of extravagant haste. One must mount the ladder. "Thank you," I answered; "that would be a great help, and I should be glad of it." "Well, but—" Aunt Susan held the door — " you must tell us what you are going to have, and at what hour, you know." What I was going to have ! Weighty deci- sion that must be finally taken now, with no 132 Over Against Green Peak further chance for kindly delay and experi- ment ! I paused a moment, then — " Soup." I spoke solemnly. " Roast mut- ton with vegetables. Salad. Apple-pie." I had never cooked anything, it must be known, before this notable dinner, except molasses candy and fudge, and once, years ago, I believe, some cookies which did not turn out very well. Was I audacious, think you? And were Jane and Aunt Susan trust- ing? Well, there is something exhilarating about an abandon of enterprise, a fine launching forth into the unknown, determined on consumma- tion. I was all a-glow as I closed the door and shut myself in to my new undertaking. The fire was burning well in the range; I had seen to that to begin with. The kettle was drowsing, set back from the hob, a fine mist of steam puffing gently from its spout. The door was open, and through the wire Housekeeping Experiments 133 screen I caught glimpse of the summer orchard, green and enclosing; a purple finch was singing somewhere in it. A kitchen has always had charm for me. I like its simplicity and neatness, its quiet comfortable air of serv- ice, its domesticity. I was going to be very happy, I thought, as I sat down on a straight wooden chair and surveyed my new domain. I should enjoy living and working out here, so secluded, so established. I leaned my elbows on the table, and fell into a day-dream. That was the last day-dream I had for a matter of five weeks! The clock aroused me. Ten already? And I had promised dinner at one! I must be up and doing. I clad myself in a blue-checked apron, I gathered all the cook-books around me, and, with my elbows still on the table, though now I was doing anything but dream- ing, I entered on the most strenuous morning of my whole existence. 134 Over Against Green Peak I will not go into explicit details ; they were too many, too harrowing. In about five minutes I realized the magnitude of my under- taking, and was broad awake to deal with it. It is good to be wholly waked up for once, even if it be only the preparation of a dinner that works the vivifying process. The cook-books contradicted each other; I perceived that, promptly. Moreover, one of them dealt with dark signs — " Tsp, tbsp, A, B, C, dsp," — I had no time to give to the solu- tion of such cabalistic mysteries. I eliminated and simplified as speedily as possible, casting all the books but one aside and cleaving to that only. It was the oldest and most dog-eared volume of the whole collection, behind the times to disgrace, I dare say, hopelessly old- fashioned. But it counselled me in a friendly English which a child could understand, and I gave it my allegiance. How faithfully it Housekeeping Experiments 135 stood by me that morning I cannot remember with too great gratitude. I have said I will not go into details. I would only have the reader consider what it meant to prepare a dinner, when one did not know, for instance, how long it takes to boil a potato nor by what sign to determine when the vegetable is done; how many apples a pie can accommodate, what is the accepted size of a " pinch " of salt. I was soon so anxious and absorbed that I lost all consciousness of time and of any surroundings save those immediate pertinent ones of cook-book and sauce-pan. I hung over the potatoes in breathless suspense, my spirit wholly concentrated on their white and bobbing forms. How, unless I speared them, should I know when they were inwardly mealy enough to be eaten? And, if I speared them too many times, behold, what havoc and loss! I should never have dreamed that so many steps could be taken in such a circum- 136 Over Against Green Peak scribed space as I took in that one small kitchen. From pantry to refrigerator, from refrigerator to stove, from stove to kitchen table. This process of cooking, it appears, is like a juggler's play with balls; once begin, and you cannot stop. For something boils over, or something congeals, or something burns, or your pie-crust cracks. It is only a pity you have not ten hands and five pair of feet. As for the one poor superintending head, it fairly reels with the multitude of its essential duties. It must not forget one single thing while it remembers another. The result of all my application was that the dinner which I had announced for one o'clock was ready at a quarter of twelve. The sudden discovery of this unexpected consum- mation startled me not a little. I had not seen it coming at all, I had been too absorbed. " Aunt Susan ! " I burst into the library, flushed, apologetic. " I am very sorry, but Housekeeping Experiments 137 dinner is ready. Do you think you could eat it now? " Jane was wandering in the orchard, but she was promptly recalled, and we all fell to, and set the table in energetic haste. We were none of us very hungry of course (for that matter, it soon appeared to me that I was never to know the genial sensation of hunger again) but we did justice to the meal out of sheer curiosity. It was almost an intellectual in- terest that we took in our viands; wonder possessed our minds. " And you made this soup ! " Aunt Susan exclaimed. " It is really very good. This meat is done to a turn." Kindly forbearing to glance at the clock — the considerate Aunt Susan ! — to indicate what an early turn it was. The apple-pie was the crowning touch. I would, in all modesty, assert that I have never eaten a better pie than that. I marvelled upon 138 Over Against Green Peak it silently, as I partook of it, not knowing in the very least how I had come to make it. Some hidden power had been at work, residing within the flour-barrel, some genius of the lard pail. The dinner was not the reposeful' occasion which modern hygiene recommends. If I jumped up once from my place at the table, I jumped up fifteen times. There were the plates to be changed of course; I had counted on that interruption. But also there were endless delays which I had not anticipated. The potatoes lingered behind the roast in ar- riving at completion, and, though I urged the recalcitrant vegetables with every device I could think of, I was finally obliged to carry the meat in unadorned. I believe, as a matter of fact, that we ate the main course itself in courses, first the mutton and then the potatoes. Still, I think I can say, on the whole, that my first dinner was a success. Housekeeping Experiments 139 Then afterwards — ! Aunt Susan and Jane were very insistent that I should now let them come into the kitchen and lend a helping hand. The sink and the table and some of the chairs were piled high with dishes; I had emptied the pantry shelves. But my refusal held firm. It would be indeed an incomplete falling into line with my sister country-women if I scanted the drudgery which made their labor what it was ; either I must carry the whole task through, or count my experiment a mere dallying. The kitchen fire was out, of course. I had forgotten all about it in my many imminent preoccupations connected with the serving of dinner, and when I came to want it again, there it was dull ashes. I felt the reproach of ingratitude. " Here I have labored and spent myself in cooking your dinner for you, and you reward me by going off and leaving me to die." 140 Over Against Green Peak I built the wronged thing up again as fast as I possibly could; but the atonement was insufficient, for after all it was not the fire of the morning which leaped responsive to my match, but another one new-born. The world was as full of new life as ever, but the fire which had served me and which I had neglected was dead. Oh, those dishes, those dishes ! It seemed to me I should never come to the end of them. I piled the dish-pan full, and soaped and scrubbed and rinsed and wiped. Then I turned about, and the table stood as crowded and sticky as ever. I was so dully tired before the task was completed that I could hardly tell the teakettle from the frying-pan; I was stupid with fatigue. Expect me not, oh, querulous housewife, to sympathize with you when you complain of Mary Ann's slackness in leaving her pans unscoured. My sym- pathies are all on the other side. My stove Housekeeping Experiments 141 remained unblacked that day and my kitchen floor unswept. I did not even go into the front of the house to inquire after Aunt Susan and Jane when I had doffed my apron, but crept wearily up the back-stairs and sought the serenity of my room where, inert, I lay on the bed the rest of the afternoon. I was com- forted vaguely in my repose by the assurance of dinner overpast, but I was still more troubled by the menace immitigable of supper yet to come. My experiment lasted just five weeks. That length of time was sufficient, I thought, to serve as a thorough test. I saw my final deci- sion afar, at the end of the first ten days, but I held on grimly — what was ten days? — I would admit nothing yet. The month, as I look back on it, stands apart disjointedly from the rest of my life, like a fragment of some- body's else existence broken off and dropped in. For this reason it is clear-cut, all its edges 142 Over Against Green Peak showing. We live our own lives so naturally that half the time we do not realize them ; but set us to live another's life, and we know what we are doing at once. It is not a painless ex- perience, but it is so salutary as a means of stinging awake, quickening into a true appre- hension, that, for my part, I am willing to have it happen as often as, in this complex world of interdependence and interaction, it must of necessity transpire. The conflict lies of course in the fact that our own lives nag us, dog our heels, will not be definitely put by, insist on recognition. There were the moun- tains all that month, and there was the library. I felt them vaguely, as troublous presences about my absorbed, alien days, influences with which I could not dispense but which yet I could not recognize. It was a pain to look out at the valley and feel nothing of its beauty for very weariness. As for my vexatious dashes at sunsets in the intervals of frying Housekeeping Experiments 143 eggs, I had rather have no sunsets at all; I was ready to cry before them. I made one attempt to combine poetry and cake by bring- ing Shelley into the kitchen while a sponge- cake was baking. But I might as well have sat down to read Egyptian hieroglyphics. It is mortifying to confess that Shelley had no sort of show, for that cake held my whole horizon. It should have been quite the other way, I am painfully aware. In all high-souled experience, from the days of Alfred down, that cake would have burned to a cinder. But my Puritan conscience held its own, and I do not know now whether it was the West Wind or the Skylark that I tried to read that day. The cake was a great success. That was the curious thing about the whole experiment, objectively it was a success. My bread was light, my sauces were smooth, my pie-crust was unfailing. I did the work with the mightiest effort, hating, hating it, and it 144 Over Against Green Peak smilingly succeeded for me. The case was not in accordance with any philosophy the world has ever formulated. But it was of course quite in accordance with that independent irony of affairs which has it for its high pleasure to regard not philosophy. I was docile enough to allow my Puritan conscience to be troubled over the matter at first. Was the kitchen my true sphere? Ought I to abandon the pen for the spoon? But a chance remark of Aunt Susan's one day flashed relief across me. " I have gained an excellent cook," she said, looking a little wistfully, though playfully at me, " but I have lost my child." I would have stopped to kiss her on the spot if it had not been that the teakettle was boil- ing over. To be no longer oneself means, in the very nature of things, not to be living well. After the first two or three days, the tension Housekeeping Experiments 145 of suspense relaxed, and I gave over keeping Aunt Susan and Jane tethered to the house for fear the next meal should unexpectedly become ready in their absence. But the time element was never really mastered by me. In my soar- ing ambition, after awhile, I invited the minister to tea. Half past six I set as the hour, but I warned my guest of the uncertain- ties attending my preparations, and advised him to come promptly. Obligingly therefore, he arrived at a quarter past six, and only by superhuman efforts did I succeed in getting the muffins out of the oven at ten minutes past seven. As for the steady pervading gloom of ut- most seriousness which held my mind during that month, it was a dreary pall. Aunt Susan would have poked fun at me if she had dared ; but when she peered through the kitchen win- dow and saw me gravely intent on a pudding, she only shook her head whimsically and went 10 146 Over Against Green Peak away. I would riot again for anything be so earnest, on such slight ground, as I was that month. The difficulties to which I referred at the beginning of the chapter, whereby housekeep- ing in the country is at a disadvantage, are, many of them, obvious enough. The stove breaks, and there is no hardware shop within seven miles. There comes a cold snap, and the pipes freeze, and there is no plumber at hand. I remember at one time there was not a drop of running water in our house for two weeks. Moreover, nothing helps itself by ingenious contrivance, as in the city. All the fires have to be built, all the dishes have to be carried, everything is inert. But the great problem which beset us at our starting out was the simple, imperative, prim- itive one of supplying the raw material of food. Who would have thought it would be so hard for three women, with demands not Housekeeping Experiments 147 too exacting, with money sufficient in their purse, to find their way to be fed? The New England nature is sometimes en- terprising enough. Sometimes, on the other hand, it is given over to habit, and travels persistently in a rut, be it invoked never so persuasively to come out. The meat-peddlers, whose route of traffic lay along our road, be- longed to the latter class. For years our house had stood closed to them, first because it was unoccupied, then because we were taking our meals next door; and they could not now realize any other mode of procedure than the old familiar one of driving by our gate at a rapid trot. We could never manage to see them coming, that was one hampering circum- stance. Unpunctuality at least is an abiding New England trait. We would watch and watch. " Well, he is not coming," Jane would sigh at length — poor Jane ! with her neck stiff from leaning over the gate — " I thought it was 148 Over Against Green Peak his day, but I must have been mistaken. Shall we have dried beef again? I'll go in and set the table." Whereupon, no sooner were we all within doors, than there would come a quick rumble and dash, a gleam of white canvas along the road, and we, running pell-mell, would stretch out impotent hands, appealing, after the rear of a butcher's cart disappearing over the hill. One distressing occasion of this sort I re- member with special poignancy. We had had two dinners in ten days — two dinners deserv- ing the name, that is — and we were somewhat hungry. But it was Friday, and no butcher's cart had ever been known to pass us on that day. So we had resigned our minds to dried beef — dried beef repeated, dried beef ever faithful, but dried beef monotonous — and I was deep in the cook-book, trying to discover some alleviating dessert, when a distant familiar rumble swelled upon my ear. With- Housekeeping Experiments 149 out stopping to think — vicissitude had taught me alacrity — I sprang from my chair, rushed like a whirlwind through the house and out of the front door, dashed open the gate, and leaped to the middle of the road, where I took my stand. I might be run over, I might be killed, but I would stop that butcher's cart. The horses came to a standstill of course, and the driver regarded me, mildly surprised, but very amiable. " What kind of meat have you ? " I de- manded, fiercely defensive in my tone. Such a primitive, desperate need as hunger develops the temper, I have been told. Witness the young Orlando. " Sho, now, ain't that a pity? " the peddler replied, shaking his head in a real regret. " I ain't got a scrap o' meat to-day. Monday's my reg'lar day, you know. I'll take your order for next Monday." I could have wept, in the gnawing vexation 150 Over Against Green Peak of the moment, to which a three days distant hope afforded small consolation, but I gave my order and returned sadly to present dried beef. Late in the afternoon a neighbor dropped in to see us. " Wasn't that nice fish Simpkins brought to- day ? " she inquired, with the sleek comfort- able air of one who has dined well. "Fish!" It was a heart-felt cry, three-fold, of lamen- tation. That peddler had had a cart full of fish before my very eyes. We glanced at each other, and inward laughter caught us suddenly unaware. But Aunt Susan, as usual, rose to the occasion and delivered herself of an an- cient joke, whereby our mirth was turned into an obvious legitimate channel and our family reputation was saved. We were not yet actually on the town in our destitution. This curious lack of 'business instinct on the part of the meat-peddler was exemplified in Housekeeping Experiments 151 another manner by himself and others of his class two or three years later in our career as country housekeepers. The incident belongs not in time, but in subject relevance, to the present chapter. I had given over my early ambition to fall into line with the farmers' wives, and Bridget had been invoked to our aid, dear Bridget, angel of healing and com- fort, at whose gracious advent I had first sat down on a kitchen chair and dropped tears of joy on my red marred hands, and then had fled far up the hillside with a volume of Shelley under one arm and of Keats under the other. It had by this time gradually dawned on the peddling mind that our house was open to negotiation, and four meat wagons stopped regularly at our gate. Now of course that is the way of life, first to deny you utterly and then to overwhelm you. But, even with the best intentions of gratitude in the world, four women cannot patronize, each a whole meat 152 Over Against Green Peak wagon. So we considered the situation with care, and elected one butcher to serve us. The rest we dismissed courteously, explaining the reasonable case to them ; we thought they must surely understand. The arrangement worked happily for one summer. Mr. Andrews served us faithfully, and we were not once in want. The other carts fell easily back into their old ways of bowling rapidly past our gate, and we, innocent, did not suspe_ct at all the feelings of animosity which they harbored towards us. That is so exasperating an attitude, to be scorned and never know it! I think I would sooner apologize to all people in the world who have slighted me without my knowledge than to any whom I have slighted. But the next summer we were to know what our real opprobrium was. When we came back early in the spring, Mr. Andrews had gone out of business, and — none of the other butchers would have anything to do with us ! Oh, we Housekeeping Experiments 153 watched and lay in wait for them, we ran out when we saw them coming ; our last state was worse than our first with them, we were quite desperate. But all our allurements availed not at all; they proudly ignored our existence. Either they whipped up their horses as they ap- proached our house, and went by at a tearing gallop, or they turned aside into a lane and did not pass us at all. Aunt Susan was finally re- duced to the point — since one must even prefer humble pie to nothing — of haunting the village street until such time as the lofty butcher put in his appearance, and there in public coercing him to sell her of his goods. He coldly parted with a couple of chickens and a steak to her, since she would have it so, but her further orders he promptly forgot. It was a matter of weeks in time and of a determined patience in tactful management before Aunt Susan could win her way through the difficulty, and we 1 54 Over Against Green Peak could place any sort of dependence on our fluctuating larder. One interesting device of country economy I must mention before I close this domestic chapter. A farmer drove up to our gate one day, and inquired in the nonchalant manner peculiar to his race if we would like to buy half a lamb. We were just then suffering the throes of one of our exigencies of starvation, but nevertheless we opened our eyes. A whole half a lamb ! " What can we do with the rest of it while we make a beginning? " we asked. The farmer glanced at us critically; dis- paraging our powers perhaps? " Wal, you might bury it in the ice-house," he suggested indifferently. Happy idea ! We looked at each other, charmed with the unthought-of disclosure of new possibilities. We bought the half lamb, requesting the farmer to cut it up ; we reserved Housekeeping Experiments 155 a moderate portion for immediate consump- tion, and then we went out and buried the rest deep in the icy sawdust — the operation being one of unparalleled interest. " How rich and comfortable I feel ! " sighed Aunt Susan, dusting her hands and emerging into the light. " I believe now I'll have com- pany to dinner. I've wanted to for ever so long, but I haven't dared. We'll ask the Kil- burns, and we'll have roast lamb and ice- cream." The Kilburns came to spend the day. Of course; that is what country dinner means. It was quite an exciting occasion to us, we had not had company in so long. We issued our last injunctions to Bridget, we received our guests and ushered them out to the orchard piazza, all in a pleasing flutter. Conversation was in full swing, we were having a beautiful time, when I caught a sharp and agonized whisper from behind the long French door. 156 Over Against Green Peak "Miss Jane! Miss Jane!" " Yes, Bridget." Jane lent her ear, and so did I, apprehending trouble. " I've dug and dug and dug, Miss Jane, and I can't find that lamb anywhere ! " Ah ; it would have taken more just then than Aunt Susan's eye upon me to prevent the laughter with which I hailed this tragic an- nouncement. Then, still avoiding Aunt Susan's eye, as soon as I could control my voice, I proceeded to lay the sad complication before our guests. It is a point which Aunt Susan and I discuss with frequent ardor, this of a hostess's attitude towards her guests, I maintaining that any guest who is not compli- mented to be received informally into the family councils is not worthy of the name. The Kilburns certainly proved themselves all that genial frankness could ask. Mr. Kilburn was rendered helpless a moment through his Housekeeping Experiments 157 appreciative laughter; but, as soon as he had recovered himself, he sprang to his feet and volunteered his services as mining engineer. We repaired to the ice-house, he and I, fol- lowed by anxious Bridget, on whom the humor of the occasion had not yet convincingly dawned; and there we mapped out a scientific campaign. For some fifteen minutes we sur- veyed and explored, following definite lines of research; and at last, just as I was despairingly adjusting my mind to dried beef again, up came Mr. Kilburn from the depths, bearing the desired bundle swathed in a white cloth. Bridget fell upon it with a cry. " It's the hind-quarter, and I wanted the fore," she exclaimed ; " but never mind." And she hurried off. As for Mr. Kilburn and me, we sat for some time in the ice-house door — being already about as dusty as we could become — looking up into the orchard and conversing with a 158 Over Against Green Peak freedom and ease which could be rendered possible only by circumstances as informal as those which we had just encountered. The upshot of the whole matter is, the con- clusion of the chapter, that to keep house in the country is no light and easy task. One must be prepared for vicissitude of every im- agined and unimagined kind. One must know for a surety that in the spring the house will be sluggish and hard to rouse from its long winter sleep; that some pipe will be burst, or some plaster fallen, or some clapboard rent with frost. One must stand alert to lend one's hand at any moment to any task, no matter whether a previous knowledge smooth the way or not. Primitive labor does not know the politeness of specialized civilization. Not, " Do you know how to do me?" it asks — "Oh, well, then, I'll find someone else." But, " Do me or die ! " it exclaims at your throat. And you straightway do it. Housekeeping Experiments 159 It is all worth while; so well worth while that I hesitate to dwell on the fact of difficulty at all. The payment of struggle is only fair. In the city what greater price does one pay, of light and space and serenity for mechanical convenience! Country privilege, city price; city privilege, country price — thus runs the adjusting order. And surely, measuring price by price, that of mountains and sky and silence is heavier for a soul to pay than that of a gas- stove. CHAPTER VIII Zbe <5at&en TT is Aunt Susan who should write the ■*- chapter on the garden. The department has been definitely handed over to her now, by her own desire, and by common consent of Jane and me, who respect her superior wis- dom. But I will try to write carefully, con- sulting the voice of authority on each difficult point. Perhaps the reader marvels a little to hear me speak with such diffidence; but, if so, she is not a Hardy Reader, she has not observed, even from the outside, the high mysteries of the cult of those who till the lawn; she is not initiate. I began the thing a little myself, the first 160 The Garden 161 year of our residence. I bought a trowel, and scratched up some old beds at the side of the house, and planted a random collection of seeds. That was my idea of a garden, and it succeeded very well. The poppies flamed and the bachelor's buttons grew into a blue bush, the heart's ease blossomed all over the ground, the mignonette was delicious. I weeded per- haps once a month, and I let the sky do all the watering for me it would. The result was that I truly enjoyed that garden, loved it, delighted in it, with no backaching reserva- tions at all. Alas ! its day is fled. Why is it no longer possible to do the happy irresponsible thing under the eye of Science? Must we then be awed in spite of our better frivolity and abandon? Even in the midst of that halcyon summer I heard the command go forth. A friend came to see me, a gentle friend, whom I, unsuspecting, hailed with much innocent pleasure. He entered the gate, ii 1 62 Over Against Green Peak debonair enough, but, at his first glance across the lawn, he developed, beneath my bewildered eyes, into that rare but possible and very posi- tive thing, a Hardy Man. " Your nasturtiums need thinning badly,"' he said, and down he went on his knees. My poor nasturtiums! Their luxuriant growth had sheltered many a happy toad, many a fairy for aught I knew, in a cool and deep seclusion. I had loved to look at the rich shining mass of their leaves against the fence. They were budded too; yes, pruning laws to the contrary, garden manual defied, my lush nasturtiums were budded. And now they were being cast out by the handful, sud- denly cut short in their fullness and thrown aside to die. I arrested my friend's devasta- ting hand as soon as I possibly could, and, gathering up my uprooted plants, repaired with them, in an eloquent silence, to another section of the fence, where I replanted them. The Garden 163 There were tears of vexation in my eyes, but the Hardy Man recked not of that. " You haven't the gardener's instinct, I fear," he admonished me. He was perfectly right. I have not the gardener's instinct. I am undeniably super- ficial in the whole matter, and do not deserve that a single plant should flourish for me. I make humble confession, frankly. But Aunt Susan — there is a Hardy Woman for you, combining all the zeal and the patience, all the perseverance and hope pecu- liar to the class, with a good many virtues of her own which embellish the situation. Toler- ance, for instance. Not all Hardy People have that. The call came upon her one day in July. It was her birthday, and among her presents was " A Woman's Hardy Garden." She sat down on the piazza after dinner, with the book in hfer hand, carelessly to glance through it; her 164 Over Against Green Peak rocking-chair came to a gradual pause, her look grew concentrated, she did not stir for an hour or so, and — Destiny had spoken. Later in the afternoon I saw her wandering about the grounds, with that musing, calcul- ating expression which I was to know so well by and by. She paced off several yards of turf in a mysterious fashion; she stood at gaze here, there, over yonder; what was she think- ing about? I ran out and slipped my arm through hers. "A penny," I began; but she generously forestalled me. " We must have a garden, child," she said. " A hardy garden," catching my glance of reference toward the poppy bed, " that will bloom from year to year. The annuals are beautiful too, but I have been reading " And here she went off in a dissertation which I could by no means understand, and which brought vague trouble upon my spirit, prophetic of coming toil. The Garden 165 In a week we were in for it in good earnest. Nursery catalogues lay strewn all over the library table, type-written letters, with order- blanks, dominated the daily mail, lists of flowers fell out of books, and charts and diagrams emerged even from the daily paper. I was filled with wonder in face of all this; my own garden proceedings had been so simple. Emulous after sympathy with my be- loved aunt, I sat down and applied myself to the perusal of her manuals. But I was only further confounded. I remember one book in particular which advocated the arrangement of flowers in great sequences of color, so that the entire garden should be given over, now to masses of blue, now to a blaze of scarlet, anon to floods of shining yellow; never, never, on any account, should a jarring note be per- mitted. I stole out after reading this, and looked quite humbly at my magenta phlox warring joyously with my tiger lily. 1 66 Over Against Green Peak " Darlings," I whispered, " fight while you can ; have at each other. The hour has struck, peace and decorum are at hand. You will pine for each other next year." September was the time appointed for the great work to begin. Fall gardening, it ap- pears, has now the accepted advantage over the old-fashioned methods of spring. Aunt Susan's possession could not have come at a more opportune time. With careful fore- thought, Peter's work was planned to leave him a whole week free, that he might apply himself to his spade with undiverted ardor. The necessity of this precaution was at first a puzzle to me; but so many things in our daily life were now mysteries that I had learned to conduct myself with a wise humility, question- ing not at all. I helped Aunt Susan mark out the beds; to that extent I was useful. Then we stood aside, Jane dropping her sewing to join us from the piazza, and, with bated The Garden 167 breath, we looked on while Peter took the center of the scene and solemnly broke ground. After this it was two weeks before the ex- cavation of flower-beds ceased to dominate our lives. Peter toiled with streaming brow. For- tunately the excellent lad had caught Aunt Susan's enthusiasm in a genuine contagion, and was in grim earnest a Hardy Boy; other- wise I do not see how he would have found patience to wrestle with the stones and boulders that emerged in companies of hun- dreds from that one small plot of ground. Emerged, I say, as if they came out of their own accord! I only wish they had. They presented themselves of their own accord, crowding upward during the night; but, once they had shown their sleek rounded sides, they stuck fast, clinging, determined. I have seen poor Peter topple off the end of his crow-bar in his earnest arguments with them. Mean- time, of course, all other forms of activity 1 68 Over Against Green Peak about the place were in partial abeyance. Hesitating to interrupt the arduous enterprise on the lawn — Aunt Susan presiding in white sunbonnet, Peter leaping in and out of his slowly deepening trench — I frequently went without a drive which I very much desired, or else harnessed Lorna myself. There seemed, for the time, no other interest but the garden worth considering. It was pleasant to observe the wonder of our neighbors and of all chance passers-by, as they viewed our earth-works thrown up. They would come to a pause in the road and stare; then they would go on slowly, shaking their heads and looking back over their shoulders. We did not enlighten them. I am afraid we enjoyed waiting to see how long they could bear the pangs of their curiosity. It is an alert community, and likes to understand all that is going on. Finally we began to be hailed jocu- larly from over the fence. The Garden 169 " You ain't startin' a subway, are you ? Looks like suthin' pretty big. What is it any- way?" " Guess! " we challenged. The answers came in a variety amusingly indicative of the different natures that prof- fered them. The more commonplace sug- gested drainage. The romantic summer- boarder said, a moat of course. One fore- boding lady shook her head and said she feared it was a grave preparing for the whole family, Lorna included, when the automobile should have done its perfect work. No one divined the truth, I think ; so that when we announced, " It is a flower-bed," we had the pleasure of receiving a look of quite incredulous surprise, amused sometimes, sometimes disgusted, very funny to observe. I presume it did seem the height of folly to hard-working farmers that we should put all this extravagant effort into a few feet of posies. 170 Over Against Green Peak The bed was dug down to a depth of two feet, then filled up according to rule. All Hardy Readers understand the process, and the other readers do not care. Aunt Susan planted it with her own hands. The pro- ceeding was an intricate one, requiring the silence and solitude essential to concentration; so Jane and I absented ourselves, only noting from the window how anxiously the chart lying on the garden bench was consulted, and how thoughtfully the bulbs and plants were ar- ranged, first on the surface of the ground, then popped under by Peter's skilful fingers, exactly where they lay. " Blue, white, purple, gold," Aunt Susan went murmuring to herself; "June, July, August. Four feet, two feet, eighteen inches. Spreading, slender, bushy." When the task was completed, the long cur- ving strip of moist brown earth fairly bristled with sticks. Each buried group had its own The Garden 171 family monument bearing its name in full. The rains and winds and suns of time might work oblivion before the day of resurrection, but she who had seen to the hopeful interment had at least done her best. They who rise at the day of resurrection are, for the matter of that, I suppose, their own monuments. They push their stones aside. Well, it was exciting, to be sure, to come back that next spring. We had left the new bed so carefully covered that, thinking about it during the winter, on every warm day we had had grave fears that the plants would smother, or else would burst into premature life. But winter in New York is one thing and in Dorset is quite another. There were no signs of life pricking up through the deep bed of leaves when I ran out across the cold ground to look, on the day of our arrival. I knelt down and poked with a tentative finger, there where I knew the narcissi were. Ah, 172 Over Against Green Peak wonder ! a flash of green. I was even about to brush off the leaves in handfuls and come at the revelation at once, when it occurred to me what I was doing. A pretty kind of a person in truth, who escapes all the labor of prepara- tion, all the drudgery and forethought, and then, when the happy result arrives, the crisis which every drone must admit to be interest- ing, rushes at it and snatches it, preempting another's right! This was Aunt Susan's garden. I returned to the house, penitent but glowing. " Aunt Susan, come out, come out ! " I cried. " There's something in your garden." We knelt, all three in a row, beside the pun- gent, leaf-heaped bed, and Aunt Susan, with a certain High Priestess air which became her very well, removed the covering from the narcissi. There they were, pushing up from the soil their slender vivid shafts of green, already long enough to shine quite across the The Garden 173 lawn. It was truly wonderful to behold them. Even I, undeserving, felt the thrill, the inti- mate pang, of the gardener's rapture. Bounti- ful Nature, who sheds her grace on the un- worthiest ! I had not deserved joy, but never mind; there was joy on hand just at present so much more than enough to go around that my little cup might be brimmed and flow over just as well as not. The blue-birds called in the apple-trees, a robin was building her nest near by, the whispering meadows, all bare to the sky, lay open and shining and wide, there was a light haze about the hills, the wind sang soft in the budding trees; ah, spring, and the country, and home again! There is nothing, nothing in all the world like this first return to Dorset. I am thankful to say at least that I had the grace to be ashamed of my former indolence in the face of all this rebuking bounty ; and the very next day I took a spade and started for 174 Over Against Green Peak the garden. My self-congratulation, however, is a purely subjective and somewhat limited affair; for my impulse, though well-meant, was grossly ignorant. Fortunately Aunt Susan saw me and divined my intent. " You are never going to touch that bed ! Child, don't you know that I hardly dare lay a finger on it, and shan't for weeks? Why, all those little things coming up, you might bruise them, even cut off their heads. My dear, what a narrow escape ! " And the dear woman fairly shivered at the averted danger. As for me, I cast my spade aside, and confessed myself humbly a stupid dunce, a worthless cumberer of the ground which I had not the wit to till. It was only the dogged consciousness of an honest inten- tion which communicated to me the obscure relief mentioned above, and enabled me to face with assurance the new excitement of the days. They were exciting days, to be sure. Every The Garden 175 morning we ran out across the lawn and dropped on our knees to investigate. It was no mere glance which we gave, but a scrutiny, eager, sustained, explicit, testing each pebble, each little stick, laying our cheeks to the ground and hunting, as one in childhood is taught to lie on the nursery floor and hunt for lost toys, the smallest object looming large to such a level vision. There was hardly a day without some surprise. Now the yellow lilies were up, now the phlox was springing, now the larkspur put forth its leaves. And, once there, how they grew ! As Aunt Susan would not have the garden touched, the bed lay in all its winter rough- ness, quite unkempt and ragged. There was a sort of primitive rudeness, a dash of the ele- mental savage in that careless, vigorous, teeming soil which refreshed the observing, civilized heart. Thus the earth was in the days of creation, thus God left it for ages. Later 176 Over Against Green Peak came stroking and smoothing down into decorous shape, after all the real work was done, real work which is wild and free. A garden is such a conventional thing in its general appearance, so docile and demure, that to see it breaking loose thus once a year — when matters really depend on it, and the gardener stands helpless — rousing itself to the task in hand with an abandon of recklessness, sending up its shoots where it will, in order or no order, delaying, hastening, pleasing itself, lying gladly, shamelessly in disorder, exulting in very roughness — is to feel the fibers of the heart stirred with responsive wildness, and, all through the summer, to respect the posy-plot the more. Ah, hypocrite garden! It does all very well to play the decorous part of July, to sue and subserve so prettily, knowing the watering-pot in our hands. You will let us do with you what we will, you have no intentions of your own, not you! We may prune and The Garden 177 transplant and discard at pleasure ; what desire have you but ours? We do not forget, fair- seeming one, how you acted in the spring ; how you sent up a lily in the very midst of the bee- balm, how you pushed the pinks across the perilous path of a frost, and delayed the auratum lilies so long that Aunt Susan began to give out dark references to the probable bulb-eating habits of my woodchuck in the orchard. The heart of you, garden, is wild and free, underneath your conventional order. And so is the heart of the well-mapped world, and so — God help us ! — is the heart of us all. My burst of enthusiasm held out long enough to set me charging emulously at my poppy bed, my " bed of annuals " Aunt Susan called it now. I had Peter bring his spade, and dig and enrich here too. But by the time my lavish seeds were up — ten thousand million little plants, all headed close together, each one accompanied by an artful under-study 12 178 Over Against Green Peak of a weed — and by the time the first drought was on, my transient zeal began to cool, and it was only a stern sense of duty that kept me to the care of my vegetable offspring. In this one trait of conscientiousness only was I better than the ostrich. Aunt Susan, however, stood every test, right straight through the summer. I think she gloried in each chance to prove her loyalty. On how many a quiet summer evening, sitting musing on the steps in the gathering dusk, have I heard the sound of water gushing into a watering-pot around at the side of the house where the garden is, and, rousing myself from my revery, have gone to find Aunt Susan, with skirts gathered close, moving dimly among her flowers. " No, child," she has told me then ; " thank you, but you need not help. The work is not strictly necessary even. But I love to do it." She kept a garden diary in which she re- The Garden 179 corded the first blossoming of each plant and the total number of flowers which it eventually- put forth. I think she knew all these flowers individually and intimately. I have heard her describe to a friend in the village the markings of a certain iris as if she had it even then be- fore her. She told me once how a Star of Bethlehem bud opened as she was looking down at it — " suddenly and quite silently, spreading its petals wide." Silently — that was the point which seemed strange to us both. Perhaps, if she had been on her knees, she would have heard at least a whisper, a little sigh to the sun. And now, I dare say, the Hardy Reader, chafing at my vagueness of statement, would like to have me describe once for all the ar- rangement of our garden, and have done with my chapter. The explicitness is what I have dreaded, seeking to avoid its necessity as long as possible, but seeing it coming inevitably. It 180 Over Against Green Peak must be remembered that I am not one of the Order. How dare I commit Aunt Susan to my irresponsible statements? Boldly, how- ever, these are the facts, as they look to me, and as I have gathered their names from much patient intercourse with Hardy Visitors: Over the picket fence in front of the house, for two or three sections on either side of the gate, tumbles a mass of scarlet beans. I am sure of this fact, for I always plant the beans myself — they are very easy of culture! Farther along, where the picket fence gives way to a wire bordering the orchard, is a length or two of clematis, trained day by day by Aunt Susan's fingers, most delicate and graceful. Banked up close against the house, all along underneath the windows, are ferns which have been brought down from the woods, various kinds, from tall slender fronds to low and feathery clouds of green. At one corner of the house, in the angle of the fence, The Garden 1 8 1 and beside the front gate, are hollyhocks, tall and very stately. They lend a sentinel air to the place. Then the beds — they lie on both sides of the house, to the number of ten or twelve, big beds, little beds, full to overflow- ing, threatening to increase on our hands. There will soon be no lawn left, I know it well; Aunt Susan will have had it all spaded up. The beds on, the orchard side of the house are given over entirely to perennials. There are lilies, pinks, many kinds of irises (Aunt Susan delights in irises), foxglove, larkspur, rockets, Canterbury bells, valerian, a delicate Japanese bell-flower, sea holly, a white ane- mone, many other things. The climbing hill of the orchard forms a beautiful background to the masses of color and the single tall and bending stalks, especially when the grass is deep and soft in June. On the other side of the house the beds are largely a-flame with annuals; a-flame, that is, after the middle of I 8 2 Over Against Green Peak July, for it takes them about two months to get into action. Poppies, marigolds, bachelor's buttons, mignonette, candytuft — these and others riot in bloom together, while a row of sweet-peas brings up the rear, and nasturtiums flank the show. Roses there are too, on this lawn, white and yellow and pink and red, rich with warm sun-steeped fragrance. Also there is a certain choice bed given over to plants of Solomon's seal, which Aunt Susan and Peter have fetched home from the roadside. A tangle of wild things — bushes and plants — in the corner where the woodshed joins the house at right angles completes, I think, the in- ventory of Aunt Susan's garden. It has all been so far, on the whole, a very happy success. There have been individual failures of plants; what else could one expect? Perhaps they were winter-killed, or perhaps my woodchuck killed them ! But Aunt Susan has learned to retrieve her hardy losses by The Garden 183 having recourse to the annual, the obedient, cheerful annual, not to be despised, and every summer our house is set in a very glory of bloom. It is most beautiful, I must confess, my Aunt Susan's garden. One should see it on a late afternoon, when the shadows lie long across the grass and the sunlight drifts down through the orchard. The colors glow then, and the bees and the humming-birds fly close. The fragrance on the pulsing air is like a touch, a sound. Aunt Susan wanders in her white dress. She is not doing much ; picking a leaf off here and there, lifting a drooping flower-head. But the look on her face is at one with the peace and the brightness and the beauty. CHAPTER IX Cbe ©rcbarfc ' I ^HE orchard is a garden too, the garden -*■ in which I — indolent one! — do most luxuriously delight. From May to November it blossoms for us, either aloft on the boughs or below in the grass; and the rain and the sun look after it, and the great warm hill which bears it. It is quite the feature of our place, the unique and distinguishing beauty. I think I have already remarked that I have never anywhere seen a more perfect fulfilment of all that an orchard should be. It closes down very near to the house, be- hind and at one side. In fact its veteran repre- sentative, a gnarled old centenarian tree, stands with its wrinkled boughs outspread above the 184 The Orchard 185 piazza roof, dropping apples upon the shingles with an ever increasing volume of sound, from the patter of early June to October's resounding thump. Sitting on the piazza, one looks across the strip of lawn and the flaunting flower-beds into the deep, cool, shaded realm — sunny, too, and visited by winds and birds — where dark apple-tree boughs cross and re-cross the waving grass in a fantastic intricacy, and little motions come and go all through a summer's day. There is character in an apple-tree. Taken by itself, it stands for a certain homeliness and humor, both sturdy and whimsical ; one loves it, laugh- ing a little. But it is not meant to be viewed alone. It is essentially gregarious, and only in companies does the soul of it find its way into that expression of poetry and dreams which is an orchard's life. I seldom go out into the orchard in a straight line from the house, but almost al- 1 86 Over Against Green Peak ways up into it, mounting the little hill. I like the surprise (a real surprise is as good, I take it, at the hundredth time as the first, rather better in fact, for one is not then so bewildered) of the sudden falling away of the trees around the central open space which holds the top of the hill. All bare to the sky and the wind it lies; how grandly the mountains look in from all sides, how the birds stretch their wings ! I have a bench and an old steamer-chair on the further edge of this open space, just where the trees begin again, and thither I repair by the hour, by the afternoon, by the day. It is a good place for receiving callers. People talk more freely out of doors than in the house ; more truly, too, let us hope, for there are the mountains ready to test each word, each yet unspoken thought as it rises — " Worthy, thou, or false ? " That is a very nice idea. But it is not true. I have probably told as many lies, struggling The Orchard 187 hard after sincerity, in the presence of Green Peak as I have told anywhere. Truth being a matter of deeper knowledge, wider experience than I have yet attained. However, I certainly do my best in the light of my present wisdom, and many a theory spreads itself on bolder wings than those of the robin, as my friend and I sit on the bench, and the afternoon passes above our heads, there in the quiet orchard, the shadows creep- ing out from our feet across the open space. At a certain point I am wise enough to ter- minate discussion. The call of a beautiful thing to be seen is always more potent than any amount of intellectual interest. " Come, see West Mountain," I say. So then we drop all our arguments, and follow the shadows out into the heart of the open space, and there, turning to the southwest, we see the most beautiful manifestation, take it all in all, of the ever-beautiful valley life, abounding in hourly 1 88 Over Against Green Peak vision. The massive mountain across the way stands clothed in misty light. From behind it the dense sunlight streams, crossing its shoulder in a wide band and striking athwart the purple shadow which brims its eastern hollow. Its crest is crowned with luminous haze, its sides are wrapped in softness; it is a very dream of a mountain, yet so majestic, so established, that we know it to be an affair of the ages and rest on it satisfied. When Jane's head appears, moving up the hill, to summon us to the piazza to tea, we go down hand in hand, my friend and I, closer because of that mountain's silence than because of all our talking. I often go up into the orchard alone on still, moonlit evenings, or when the gusty wind from the south sets the heavens reeling with clouds. I drag my steamer-chair out into the center of the open space, and, lying- back with my face upturned, let go my hold on my in- The Orchard 1 89 dividual life. It is curious what a revelation it is to fall back thus into the arms of the Whole. One did not know one was tired before. " As the river to the sea ; " there is no other symbol so good. So profound is the hush, that the universe seems brooding through it to the birth of a new kind of speech; in an- other moment it must come; one waits and holds the breath. It is this sort of experience, among other things, that gives me such faith in death. Again at noon I seek the orchard. I have been shut up in my room all the morning, fol- lowing the lure of the mischievous, evasive sprite who lives in my ink-bottle, and I am quite consciously tired now. I climb the hill and lie down on its slope, with my arms wide- spread and my face buried close in the grass. In the language of my childhood days, I " let myself fall through to China," which phrase has always signified to me complete relaxation. 190 Over Against Green Peak ( Let anyone who cannot sleep at night try this attitude, mental and physical, of utter aban- donment to gravitation, and, before he has demolished the bed beneath him in his crushing descent Orientward, he will be asleep.) The summer noon broods over me. It is not very hot, only benignly, drowsily warm. Nobody else is resting except myself; but then nobody else has been working so ridiculously hard. The birds and the bees and the butterflies have been quietly going about their business for the last eight or nine hours, and they are quietly going about it now ; the air is vibrant with the hum of their unhurried activity. Last night I expanded gloriously into the universe, shook my thoughts out like a flight of birds, and so lost myself, scattered abroad. Now I fold my- self in on myself, growing smaller and smaller, a shrunken pool, till I disappear quietly in the grass and am swallowed up. If Jane did not come to call me to dinner, I dare say I The Orchard 191 should pass once for all into the clod beneath me. These spiritual uses of our orchard I men- tion first, partly because, in the nature of things, they are chiefly important, partly because — there are no other uses. The unpractical consummation of our farm- ing enterprise signified in this last admission was far from our original expectation. " I think," Aunt Susan had once remarked, casting a speculative eye about our new domain, " that we ought to defray all the im- mediate expenses of the place through our hay and apples." Forthwith, she had urged me to confine my rambles in the orchard to a certain path, and to try, if possible, to brush straight again in returning those blades of timothy which my going had laid low. It is not an easy process, this last, even when the wind helps one out; and I fear my devious, winding path only 192 Over Against Green Peak serves to furnish the July mowers with a darkly hinted excuse when they do not leave the orchard quite so smooth as Aunt Susan thinks they should. " Wal, if there wan't no trampin' down of the grass; but your niece there — of course it's all right, she do like to see things, don't she? " Niece and woodchuck to the contrary not- withstanding — those two vagabonds ! — our hay crop has always been a success. It has nourished Lorna, and in the spring some loads have been left over to sell. We have there no cause for regret. It is the apple crop that appals us, that even yet is our unsolved prob- lem ; so that, as I write, I look forward with a certain despair to the coming October and wonder what we are going to do>; last year was the blessed " off season." We anticipated our first autumn tranquilly enough. The apple-blossoms had been lavish The Orchard 193 in May; the season was a good one, over which we knew no better than to rejoice. " No," said Aunt Susan, " we will not pick the blossoms and bring them into the house; that would not be husbandman-like." And I agreed with her perfectly. It seemed to me then even somewhat wicked to pick an apple-blossom. Whereas it seems now, in my later wisdom, a prudent and generous fore- thought. We collected barrels all through the summer. That was Aunt Susan's prevision; she cer- tainly has the farmer's instinct. A few from this " store," a few from that, as the flour dealers could let us have them; the pile grew high in the woodshed, communicating to us already an exciting sense of rustic opulence. Meantime it was good to see how the apples swelled and reddened on the trees; they were doing their very best to promote this first har- vest of ours. As soon as the grass was cut, 13 194 Over Against Green Peak Aunt Susan took to roaming over her domain, with ' the speculative look beneath her white sunbonnet which betokened prudent anticipa- tion. I cannot say that she counted all the apples, but she certainly understood pretty well the condition of each tree. By the middle of August that lavish pro- ceeding which is an orchard's fruition was on. What a purely human contrivance frugality is, to be sure! I wonder that we put such faith in it, seeing it based apparently on ho uni- versal law. Nature at least will have none of it. When she gives, she overwhelms, and there is small possibility of gathering all her favors. Those delicious early apples lay strew- ing the ground in fair companies, fragrant and shining, beneath the trees which offered yet more and more. We were in despair about them. A person cannot very well eat a hun- dred apples a day. Moreover we could not give them away, for all our neighbors had The Orchard 195 orchards too, and everywhere the season was good. It is an excellent training in open- handedness to live with an orchard like ours. One stands suppliant to the universe — " Come and take, come and take! " It was a relief to me, I remember, when I noticed how the fallen apples were almost all of them pecked or nibbled by birds or insects or other creatures, very daintily and fastidiously, one bite out of this rosy cheek — scamper, away — another bite out of that. The method was very graceful and pretty. I compared it with our thorough- going habit of selecting one apple and eating it all up, and I must say the advantage of wisdom lay not with my plodding kind. I used to delight myself after this by following up my friend the yobin and setting my single bite beside his in an apple's cheek, sharing with him thus in a mystic communion the dew- drenched morning's life, then throwing the spent fruit away, a broken chalice, a loving- 196 Over Against Green Peak cup which should grace no other feast. Robin, did you understand? When October came, and the winter fruit was ready for the picking, there was a fort- night of strenuous toil which pressed us all into service. Peter thought he could do all the work alone; Peter always thinks that, ex- cellent boy ! But when Jane and I had waited some days without being able ever to tell from the look of the orchard where the lad had be- gun his work and where he had left off, though a row of brimming barrels in the woodshed testified to his application, we armed ourselves with ladders and likewise set to work. It is really a very nice problem, this of gathering apples. To calculate with discrim- ination the planting of your ladder beneath a fine rosy-cheeked group, not too widely scattered, to insinuate your head carefully among the boughs, lest you hang like Absalom, to keep your balance as you reach hither and The Orchard 197 yon and back and forth, yearning always after the just-beyond, to cultivate a stern self- control, so that, failing of some single much- desired apple from your present standpoint, you shall not let yourself dismount and labor- iously move the ladder to compass that one end, but shall rather abandon it and attack a wider field — there are many points in philosophy which an apple picker must bear in mind. I had thought at first that my sur- roundings of autumn orchard and mountains and sky would give me constant delight in my work, but I very soon found that, so great was my need of concentration, I could see nothing but apples. Once in a while, when I dropped to the top of the ladder again from my perilous, soaring up-reach among the boughs, and started to descend with my full basket, the brilliant day would break in upon me, dazzling me with a sudden flash of vivid mountains and sky. Then I would reel dizzily, 198 Over Against Green Peak closing my eyes against the too intense realiza- tion. It is almost a painful experience when the world takes the mind thus at unawares, stunning it with fact. If we had felt opulent in the face of our empty barrels in September, how did we feel when, by mid-October, the same barrels stood heaped with fruit, filling the woodshed with color and fragrance, It was a royal sight. Ten times a day we went out to look, Aunt Susan and Jane and I, standing in the wide door and folding our hands and saying softly, " My ! " By which harmless interjection we probably meant to express our wonderful sense .of possession, not proud but very humble. A New York agent had undertaken to man- age our fruit for us. " Wait," he wrote us. " The market is flooded, prices are low ; wait till I tell you to send." We waited at first with composure enough. This foreign dealing was not the Dorset way The Orchard 199 of disposing of harvests ; our farmer neighbors sold for the most part to travelling agents who came through the region and bought up entire orchards. But their profits were confessedly small; nobody ever seemed to expect to make much from an apple crop. We, for our part, were going to show the country people what it was to have a little enterprise. October passed, and the first Indian summer days of November, and the early cold was upon us. The apples still filled the woodshed. We wrote to the agent, inquiring. " Wait," he replied; " I have not forgotten; the time is not yet come." It afforded us now perhaps not quite so much pleasure as aforetime to go out and survey our hoard. We were not misers after all, content with merely gathering. Moreover the woodshed was very cold. We hunted out old blankets and quilts to cover the barrels withal, anxiety stirring within us. 200 Over Against Green Peak Finally, " Send ! " wrote the New York agent. Everything was in readiness, and we sent, despatching the barrels to the railroad station in a few hours time. That night the first heavy frost of the year closed in upon us, and when we received acknowledgment of our fruit's reception in New York it was with the rueful admission, " Frozen and quite worthless." So much for the first grand enterprise of the new apple farmers. I believe we spent seven- teen dollars that year for the mere pleasure of our pains. The next season, with tacit consent, we abandoned our purpose of instructing the coun- try people in the ways of the world of trade, and very humbly fell into line with their es- tablished methods. We sold our apples to a travelling agent. The experiment brought us in a clear gain of some thirty or forty dollars The Orchard 201 (fifty cents on the barrel, I believe) and, com- paring the outcome with that of last year, we felt quite satisfied. But when we took our way to New York and found apples no better than ours selling for three and four dollars a barrel, our triumph was somewhat dashed. The final truth of the matter is that, from a commercial point of view, an apple orchard in Vermont is a doubtful investment. We have quite abandoned now our high expecta- tions of our orchard, and have ceased to sup- pose, or even desire, that it will enrich us. What business had we, after all, to ask such a sordid thing of it ? But there is another side of the question which has not been considered. Supposing the orchard's duty towards us to be amply fulfilled in its very being, its beautiful pres- ence about the house, its lavish early fruit, what shall we say of our duty towards it, to save it from waste and failure? The respon- 202 Over Against Green Peak sibility is not slight when such a full, abound- ing life blossoms and gives forth into your hand, leaving ultimate issues to you. All that joyous beginning, that slow, patient growth, that shining, complete fulfilment — what then? Neglect and chagrin and decay? I have al- most wept at the sight of the piles of discarded apples left on the ground when the harvesting is over. " Dear orchard, don't! " I have said in the spring, when I have seen the vigorous buds setting themselves, determined as ever. Will it hold its course, reckless, forever? Of a surety it will, the fine mettlesome creature, rebuking my poor misgivings. It knows for what end it was created — to live and to be and to do, to put forth its might in whole-hearted endeavor, calculating not means to ends, expecting, rather, the largest ends, working to feed the world. Better a slighted fruition than none, better a superabundant life than any sort of stinting, better a failure than The Orchard 203 no attempt; our orchard has perfect wisdom. Prudence is perhaps as vain a human con- trivance as the vaunted frugality which I mentioned a few pages back. " Aunt Susan," I suggested one day, Oct- ober being half spent and no purchaser having yet been found for the season's apples, " sup- pose a great wind were to come and sweep the orchard away." Aunt Susan gave a funny little sigh. " Wouldn't it be nice? '' she said. " Well," I went on, pondering, " what would you plant in place of the apple-trees ? " The bright look faded from my aunt's face. I could see her mentally picturing the de- nuded hill, and studying it to learn its need as a feature of landscape-gardening. She smiled at last in a rueful fashion. " Apple-trees," she answered. CHAPTER X ttbe Community TT is time that something should be said -*- concerning the community of which Aunt Susan and Jane and I became members when we came to live in Dorset. There is a cutJ'K'S mistake abroad among urban intelligences that one retires to the country to escape the world, to vegetate in the companionship of trees and grass, with a few super-subtle animals as one's sufficient flesh-and-blood kind. No such unsociable matter ! As a fact, one advances to the country to meet the world as God made it, to deal with human nature uncloaked, to get down to the heart of things. One may float on the great tide of New York; one must row or swim in Dorset. 204 The Community 205 We had known the Dorset people for years, ever since we had first come to board in the village. But it makes all the difference in the world whether one boards or lives in a place. Were we ever " summer boarders " ? I smile incredulously, looking back to those half- forgotten days. Yes, I remember, I had a hammock in which I used to lie and read novels; an aggressive shade hat had I too, and a short skirt and a walking stick, and all the harmless paraphernalia peculiar to the recreat- ing class. We used to " walk around the square " in those days, Aunt Susan and Jane and I, tramping industriously, with, I dare say, that same expression of cordial appreciation which so flatters Green Peak any fine day dur- ing July and August. Toiling and struggling, we would return to the hotel, laden with vege- table matter — flowers, vines, whole bushes per- chance — and then would never know what in the world to do with our languishing treasures, 2o6 Over Against Green Peak the pitchers and tooth-mugs in our rooms be- ing already crowded. Yes, we were summer boarders. There was even one famous exploit of Aunt Susan's, never-to-be-forgotten, which placed her for a week or two in the front rank of flagrancy. I must relate it here. I had undertaken to " trim the church " on a certain Sunday. The task was one per- formed in succession by all the summer boarder young women during the summer months. Aunt Susan, taking her Saturday walk — alone, as it happened — with my respon- sibility on her mind, came suddenly on a luxurious tangle of hop vines growing over a wall. There was a small house across the road, but Aunt Susan, possessed with enthu- siasm, connected not in any way the decorative possibility before her with a human use. Sure of her purpose, she stripped the wall, and came back to me, twined in fantastic wreaths which The Community 207 gave her a somewhat Bacchic appearance, even the sober Aunt Susan. " I looked out of the window and shook my fist," the bereft hop owner has told us since — now one of our friendliest neighbors — " and I said, ' Is there anything those summer boarders won't do ? ' " I had some misgivings, I must confess, when Aunt Susan made her triumphant appearance, but they had to do with the subtle contrast between the festive suggestion of the hop vines and the sacred use to which they were to be put; I had no apprehension of our true guilt as trespassers and marauders. We were busily draping the pulpit next day, quite given over to our delight in unique artistic effects, when the sexton came in and told us gravely, hesi- tating a little, that some one had made off with all Mrs. Wilson's hop vines the day be- fore, and that the poor woman was greatly distressed, having lost all her winter's supply 208 Over Against Green Peak of yeast. I think I see yet Aunt Susan's face of horror and remorse, as she paused in the act of twining one guilty tendril of her booty about the pulpit Bible, and realized her deed. The bell was already beginning to ring, the people were coming in; there was nothing for it but that we should complete our in- felicitous decoration and slink down hastily into our pew, hiding our diminished heads. Suppressed laughter took me suddenly when Mrs. Wilson entered the church and saw her ravished property confronting her brazenly from the very topmost crest of sanctity itself. If ever there was smug insult added to cold injury, it was here manifest. But Jane's sad eye admonished me. Jane was deeply morti- fied. " To think of your having taken the bread right out of that poor woman's mouth ! " she whispered to Aunt Susan. It all seems very incredible now, this early crass ignorance of ours. We have so long and The Community 209 so ably defended the scarlet runner on our fence that our own devastations are reasonably to be ignored and forgotten. Our attitude towards the community changed entirely from the day when we bought the old white house. It was strange how the vision altered at once; we seemed to be looking with different eyes. Before, we had studied the country people as characters, oddities, types, smiling at them, though not unkindly, viewing them at long range; now, on a sudden, they were our people, or rather we were suing to be admitted as their people; love was born in us. I dare say, for their part, their view of us underwent reciprocal al- teration. The summer boarder is a strange type to the rustic mind. Not all at once did our neighbors open out the heart of their kindly favor to us; they had need to wait a little and see what manner of people we were, to test our sincerity. That was well. I think 210 Over Against Green Peak we liked them the better for their careful re- serve. We might have stood on probation long if it had not been for Lorna. But if there is any one thing which your genuine Yankee cannot resist it is a funny situation; and, be- fore we knew it, Lorna had broken the way for us into the laughing consideration of the community. The tale of our luckless adven- tures was noised up and down the country- side, and dwelt upon with relish. It is a lesson Worth learning early in this curious life that one must have the hardihood to be ridiculous now and then, either in the cause of humor or in that of sincerity. We serenely remained ridiculous now, and presently pity and good- will gushed out of the laughter-smitten hearts of the Dorset people towards us. My earnest efforts to place myself in the laboring ranks of the women-folk furthered our cause a little, and my failure did even more to help. A poor incompetent creature I was, but evidently well- The Community 211 meaning, handicapped at the very start by my city education; I must be visited, counselled, condoned. Thus much for our indirect allies of human sentiment. Our most potent sesame all the time was of course just Aunt Susan. No one can resist her long. It was a most sweet experience when we — how shall I put it? — beheld the circle of Dorset life concave instead of convex, felt ourselves within. There is no circle in New York. Any number of circles, it may be declared ; but they mix and blend and shift and change in such a bewildering fashion that boundary-loving in- dividuals — of whom there yet exist one or two in this restless age — are driven back on them- selves for limitation. And that is a narrow outcome. Suppose a soul to desire bounds (sweet bounds for the deepening daily life!) it is better to seek them in a community than in its own soul-self. We felt a new civic importance and dignity 212 Over Against Green Peak when our neighbors began to talk over with us the problems, social and economic, of the Dorset life. There were many strange forces at work here, it seemed. I, listening, opened my eyes. Not in all my years of urban exist- tence had. I seemed to touch so nearly the springs of reality. Love, hate, ambition, courage, devotion, selfishness, penuriousness, religious ecstasy and faith — their direct work- ing startled me, fairly took my breath away. I suppose it was gossip which we were hear- ing in those days of our initiation, far-famed, ' opprobrious country gossip, the recognized shame of all small towns. Well, then, I must say I think the offense is exaggerated in the public estimation, the opprobrium not all de- served. By far the greater part of the com- ments which country people make on each other are kindly, compassionate, sincere. They talk of each other because, the world over, the proper study of mankind is man; but their The Community 213 judgments are often less harsh, less unfair than those of the city drawing-room. Nor yet is a country life one of such narrow interests as is commonly supposed. The natural working of tendency here, as compared with that in the city, seems to me quite in the other direction. A large city is a place of specialization. One chooses two or three in- terests — say, half a dozen — and lets the other ten thousand go, out of sheer necessity. Whereas, in the country, all the interests there are make their forceful, direct appeal to every individual; willy nilly, he is concerned and he must attend. Not only so, but, there being al- ways more interests than there are individuals — an untedious arrangement — the people must all lend versatile hands in every sort of direc- tion. The result is a community life so closely fashioned in texture that, sooner or later, every thread crosses every other thread, and a tough unity is attained which wears exceeding well. 214 Over Against Green Peak If a woman is not your Sunday School teacher, she is at the head of the library committee of which you are a member; or, if still you miss her there, she is a famous hand for helping out your tea-parties. A man may fur- nish you with eggs, play the organ for you in church, take photographs of the moun- tains for you — in some way he touches your life and makes his presence felt. The logical outcome of all this is a statement by which I do not hesitate to stand, with tradition fair against me : in point of broad, vital activity the country has advantage over the city. In my own experience, I know that I go away from Dorset to rest me of the imperiousness of human interest, and that when I come back again in the spring I feel life taking actual hold upon me, shaking me out of my absorp- tion, compelling me to listen. Dorset is no worse, I am sure, and perhaps no better than any other New England village. The Community 215 But it is surprising how many problems it manages to originate in the course of a year. It is not my place to enter here into particulars ; the disclosure would be disloyal. Suffice it to say that tragedies of the somberest cast have run their inexorable course beneath our eyes, failing to shatter us only because they were so simple, so plain, so near. Comedies have played themselves out to our delighted ap- plause. Careers have developed from obscure seeds of talent unsuspected. Struggles fought have been lost and won. So interesting, all so interesting ! We have watched with breath- less attention. I have heard the complaint from time to time that it is not pleasant to have one's affairs scrutinized too closely. No, doubtless; but the reluctance is not the most manly attitude. Not to itself is any one life, but to God is society. And since we all owe so much to each other — incalculable influence! — we should not shut away the processes by 216 Over Against Green Peak which we make use of our loans and appro- priations. It is curious what attraction there seems to be always in remote, small places for the waifs and the vagabonds of mankind. Or is this in truth not so? Are the sticks which drift in the quiet pools really no odder than those which go careering down the stream, and is it merely repose and isolation which makes them appear so? Men are all queer enough, heaven knows. Surely, however, it would appear that the world can contain no stranger people than those who put in an appearance in Dorset unaccountably now and then. Where do they come from? What do they want? Who di- rected them hither? As a rule they are quite non-committal about their mysterious affairs. They arrive, they take rooms, they settle down, and that is all there is to it. Little by little, perhaps, it transpires that such a one is a philosopher, brooding a new theory, such an- The Community 217 other a circus acrobat laid aside for repairs, a third a young poet, a fourth a school-teacher, tired and disappointed, a fifth the Wandering Jew. But scant is the direct information or confidence vouchsafed. Dorset's attitude to- wards these strays seems to me all that is admirable in its broad tolerance. It receives them kindly, asking no questions, speculating a little it may be, but obtruding no curiosity. It lets them alone, if they so desire; or, if, on the other hand, they display social tendencies, it spreads the board, and, with a hospitality refreshingly undiscriminating, invites them all to supper at once. Prate to me not of your " picked dinner-parties," orderly and har- monious. Better to me is the memory of one of those Dorset teas, where, seated between the acrobat and the philosopher, I held unimagined discourse, novel and quite absorbing. It was not harmonious, no. If I remember well, the philosopher hammered his fist on the table 21 8 Over Against Green Peak until the glasses rang — in the manner of philosophers. But we were all very much alive, and the boundaries of our minds were enlarged when we rose up to go. Denizens of the little places learn perforce one invaluable lesson — to take people for the best there is in them. It is only the city that can afford any protracted dislike. The Dorset people themselves, be it known, are not untouched with eccentricity. Perhaps they have sympathetic reasons for tolerating and understanding peculiarities. But their strangeness is derived from the soil, and there- fore seems part of the order of things. New England breeds a certain oddness — madness, I was going to say — as naturally as rocks. During three or four months of the year the Dorset life is quickened, transformed through the presence of the summer boarder. I trust I have not appeared to mock, in my previous pages, at the ways of this excellent The Community 219 personage. Believe me, it was only the ebulli- tion of my pride of recent graduation from the good but unstable class into that of landed proprietor, that provoked my jesting com- ment. I like well the summer boarder. At her advent (I apply the pronoun advisedly) a change comes over Dorset. The quiet green wakes from its sunny repose in the center of the maple-edged street of the little village, and blossoms out into white dresses; the marble walks echo to sauntering feet; the steps of the old white houses bear laughing, chattering groups. The effect is electric upon the Dorset people. Some of them it sends flying into re- mote corners of the hills, there to remain until the invasion is overpast ; some of them, on the other hand, it draws out to meet on the equal footing of peers these strangers from the more populous world beyond and far away. We, driving in from our out-lying home, feel the two influences. Accustomed to solitude and 220 Over Against Green Peak seclusion, we are bewildered, almost alarmed, at what seems to us a vast crowd of people — fifteen or twenty perhaps ! Lorna starts nervously at the flash of so many white dresses across her path; the brooding equine mind is disturbed at the checkering of its open road. Our first impulse undoubtedly is to turn and flee. But then we catch sight of interesting faces, kindly eyes, quick inviting smiles; and, knowing that real human intercourse is a thing worth having, we nerve ourselves to endure the strain of a social afternoon. I put Lorna in the church shed, safe from all sight or sound of disquiet — save such as she herself in- stitutes, calling loudly, imperiously after me at frequent intervals — and Aunt Susan and Jane and I make calls. They are very brief calls; our object is to invite people to visit us. As soon as I can, I fetch Lorna again (how the welkin rings with her salutation as she hears my step!) and we positively speed out of the The Community 221 village, helped in our somewhat ungracious departure by the hill which declines from the end of the street. That is an unfortunate hill for us. It obliges us to approach our kind with an apparent plodding reluctance, and fairly to rush away. But I trust that those who take the trouble to find their way across the meadows and through the woods to our distant home know that we have our genial side. There is no social pleasure so sweet as that of looking up from a book, on the front steps, of a fine afternoon, and seeing a friendly face at the gate, waiting for recognition. Be the book Shakespeare, be it Charles Lamb, it falls on the instant unnoticed. Open the gate, fling the door wide; welcome, welcome, my friend! Sometimes we take our way to the orchard, as I said in a previous chapter ; some- times we consort on the side piazza with Aunt Susan and Jane ; sometimes I have Lorna har- nessed into the buggy and we drive up among 222 Over Against Green Peak the hills beside the hurrying brooks. Always there is the whole afternoon of companionship, mirth, and pleasure; a happier intercourse is there none in the whole wide world. When people accuse me of not liking society, and I deny the charge, stoutly asserting a contrary predilection, I have always in mind some such afternoon. Is that not society? By your leave, I know my friends; it is the best in the world. There is a dearness about life in Dorset, when all is said and done, that cannot be esti- mated. So close to each other we all stand, in the woven bonds of our interaction, that we are a part of each other's lives and of the one whole life. Love and loyalty are the result in no common measure. It sounds absurd to out- siders sometimes to hear us praise our valley, our hills, our village, our church, our com- munity, as if there were no other such perfect dwelling-place on the earth. But in truth we The Community 223 are honest about it. Meet a Dorseter in New York, say to him casually, " Green Peak," and see the answering gleam in his eye, quick and wistful, a little strange with a touch of the fanatic's fire. Green Peak — there you have him! When shall I become a native of Dorset? Jacob sold his birthright. Might I not earn one then by faithful, loyal service ? After how many years of occupation does a house becomes a homestead? CHAPTER XI JBeast IWdgbbors \\ 7" HAT of the furry and feathered folk * ™ who inhabit our orchard and garden with us? Are they not of the community too? Shall they not be recognized? I came across a quaint saying once in a daily paper which has ever since lingered in my mind, pleasing me with its whimsical humor. " Which is the greatest of all the animals? Man. Yes, but who says so? Man." In truth, it does all very well to boast of your farmers, your villagers, your enthusiastic women occupying your old white houses, your human upstarts of every kind ; theirs is a modern title to valley : and hills compared to the ancient inherited right of woodchuck and song-sparrow. Let 224 Beast Neighbors 225 no one attempt to argue with me on the point. I will listen to no one — unless it be to some squirrel or bobolink. I should like well the latter 's point of view. Does he plume himself and then laugh at himself too a little, I won- der ? " Which is the greatest of all the animals? The bird. Yes, but who says so? The bird." Well, our universal self-satisfac- tion must tickle the sides of the gods. It will be remembered that the old white house had stood empty for several years be- fore Aunt Susan and Jane and I came to occupy it. I suppose the birds and the chip- munks thought that the place had been made over to them definitely by humanity; at any rate they had taken possession in riotous mul- titudes. Their air of injured surprise and re- sentment when we put in our appearance was a manifestation that bears me out in my attribution to them of a race complacency equal to ours. They rushed head-foremost at us 15 226 Over Against Green Peak down the trees and hung midway, screaming invectives. The old apple-tree which stands nearest the house, out from the edge of the orchard, is the finest bird tenement on the place, being full of holes and notches. Its rooms were all occupied when we arrived, that spring of our first residence; the birds had committed themselves for the season to the extent of four and five eggs a family, there was nothing for it but that they should stand by their domestic en- gagements. But how indignant they were at us for our unexpected intrusion ! The largest hole, looking out towards the house, was occu- pied by a flicker. He cocked his red crest angrily when he flew up and found us standing in an admiring row beneath his front door. " Well, of all the proceedings ! " he said quite plainly. " Who are you, then, to come and stare at a gentleman's private residence? What right have you here anyway ? Yes, I am Beast Neighbors 227 a flicker and this is my home. Wonderful, is it not, to be sure ? My wife is within, but she begs, if you please, that you will excuse her to-day." And, with a mocking laugh and a flirt of his beautiful golden wings, he vanished from us within his hole. I fear that we led the resentful creature a life of it during the next few weeks. Not that we interfered with him in the least — his in- terests were soon quite as dear to us as our own — but that we simply could not curb our curiosity. Seeing how it annoyed him to have us stand beneath the apple-tree, we took to watching him from the windows of the house, armed with opera-glasses. That last insult was really worse than the first, but it had the deceitful advantage of being largely un- noticed. Mrs. Flicker's rare appearances were hailed by us with great interest. Aunt Susan thought the poor thing looked worn, and no 228 Over Against Green Peak wonder, sitting cramped over those eggs ; what a long strain the hatching process must be! We were greatly relieved when one day it ap- peared, from the dartings and flutterings back and forth of both father and mother together, that the nestlings' shells were broken. Now stretch yourselves, good mother-wings, that so long have brooded close. Ah, well, for the matter of that, no fear of lack of exercise! We were presently quite as much appalled at the activity of our good housewife neighbor as we had previously been at her quiescence. Never two birds worked harder than that in- dustrious pair. The strong, wide in-sweep of their wings — a very noble flight — was the regular pulse-beat of the summer day, there on the edge of the orchard, steady, unhurried, un- interrupted, hour after hour. " If I could only help! " sighed Aunt Susan. " I could catch plenty of flies for them ; but I Beast Neighbors 229 dare say they wouldn't accept them, they're so independent." It was a great eVent, to us as well as to the parent birds, when the boldest nestling first struggled up to the mouth of the hole and clung there a moment, looking out, upheld by who knows what precarious support of rebellious little brothers' backs squirming underneath? His expression was guileless, in- quiring, thoroughly well-pleased. He dropped abruptly, and there was heard an obscure murmur within the tree betokening argument ; but the first step towards emancipation had been taken, and after this there was not a day when some baby face did not climb to look out innocently on the world. I remember well the early June day on which it became apparent that the Flicker chil- dren would fly before night if all things went well. The father and mother hovered near, anxious, pleased, excited; they even forgot to 230 Over Against Green Peak resent our presence and to fling gibes at us. We, for our part, hardly dared to leave the library window a moment; with opera-glasses glued to our eyes, we stood watching, breath- less. We were at the topmost pitch of our excitement, and the hardiest fledgling was actually tottering on the edge of the hole, when — a caller entered the library, politely coming to pay his respects upon us in our new home. What did we do? Extended, each of us, a hand behind us, turning not from the window. " How do you do ? Very glad to see you. Won't you come and watch the young birds fly?" It was a test of the quality of our caller, and he stood it well. Silently he ac- cepted a place beside me in the window, and not another word was spoken, save breathless ejaculations from time to time, till the brown and unkempt-looking baby suddenly roused himself from his sad abstraction, the center of all eyes, and recklessly committed himself to Beast Neighbors 231 the air, rowing crookedly off on his wings. Then, "Ah!" we said, with a long-drawn breath, and returned to our duties as hostesses. The phoebe-bird who had her nest just in- side the porch was a gentler neighbor than the flaunting flicker; but she was a no less hardy soul, as experience proved. She greeted us pleasantly when we arrived, in no way dis- concerted, it seemed, by our near approach. With her head on one side, she peered down at us from the midst of her half-made nest, as she wriggled and patted it into shape with her slender little feet. We, for our part, were charmed enough with her friendly little pres- ence. We watched her each day, as, happy, absorbed, she completed her preparations, and guessed by the certain — thoughtfulness, shall I call it ? — which came over her by and by that her eggs were laid. Then she settled down to her mother-brooding and we went softly be- neath her. 232 Over Against Green Peak Consider my horror one day when I went as usual to look out at the nest before I sat down to breakfast, and — the whole thing was gone! Aunt Susan and Jane were very grave. They had preceded me downstairs, and had learned at once the mournful news that the carpenter, in touching up with a little paint the pillars of the porch, had removed, as a matter of course, the somewhat untidy bird's nest. " Didn't think you'd want that messy thing there," he defended himself. I am not ashamed to say that I shed tears into my breakfast napkin that morning; the tragedy seemed too cruel. The phoebe-bird, however — weep? not she! She fluttered dis- tractedly back and forth for an hour or two, looking in upon our woe. " Never mind," her kind little pinions told us. ." It wasn't your fault; you couldn't help it. It will all come right ; you see ! " Then she stopped to take counsel with herself, and, before the morning Beast Neighbors 233 was over, she had set to work on another nest on the opposite pillar of the same porch. The courage and generosity of this imme- diate act stirred us not a little. We had failed in our obvious capacity of protectors, yet we were being trusted again with no slightest hesitation. Eager to prove ourselves worthy now, eager to help in some little way, we ran- sacked the house for materials possibly fit for nest-building. Ravelings, scraps of cotton and silk, bits of our own hair — with these things we strewed the marble flag at the foot of the pillar, and proud was the moment when we saw any offering accepted. Never was nest built in such hot haste. The phoebe-bird scarcely stopped to eat. We guarded her well. As a matter of fact, she could not have done a better thing in point of worldly wisdom than to continue her home with us, for if anybody was now to be trusted, we were. Even fiercely defensive, we stood between our little 234 Over Against Green Peak brown neighbor and any possible harm. When once more the busy wings were furled over the reasserted hope, the dear, invincible, sacred hope that could not be destroyed, and the bright eyes looked hourly down on us, we bound ourselves to any number of cautious considerations. I forebore to come leaping in at the side of the porch under the nest-crowned pillar, but went carefully by the way of the steps (as, indeed, a decorous person should!) for I found that sudden near motions alarmed the gently brooding mother. Aunt Susan did not hesitate to ask a visitor to change the posi- tion of his chair if she suspected that his strange presence at the foot of the pillar dis- turbed the little heart above; and Jane has often stopped rocking and sewing and has held her breath while the little friend has flown in from one of her brief excursions. 'Tis a dauntless birdling in very truth. We have meditated often with profit on the strange Beast Neighbors 235 kind of courage it manifests. All the wild natural fears are there, vibrant within its breast. I have seen our phoebe hang fluttering at the side of the porch when several people were present, unable to make up her mind to enter. Again and again she has given up the undertaking as quite impossible, and has re- treated to an adjoining tree, wagging her tail up and down in a curious balancing motion — " Dare I, dare I not ? " Then another quick dash — almost in this time — we sat motionless as statues; no use, courage failed her again, and she was off once more. Aunt Susan has risen to these occasions with her usual tact, and has delicately diverted attention to the moun- tains beyond the porch or to a new rose-bush, thus enabling the frightened bird to regain her nest unnoticed. But why, when the creature has such fears in the wild heart of her, does she deliberately choose to come and make her home with us? Faith greater than fear is 236 Over Against Green Peak there, and love greater than all. I had a guilty feeling that year when I noticed young phoebe-birds everywhere on the wing while our porch companion was still tied down to mater- nal cares. But she made no sort of complaint. Cheerful as ever, she seemed to ignore the fact that her brood was tardy. A generous spirit, hers. It would be of course too much to expect that we should know on terms of personal in- timacy every bird who lives on our place. There are robins and bluebirds and song- sparrows, orioles, bobolinks, fly-catchers, wax- wings, goldfinches, nuthatches, woodpeckers, a kingbird sometimes, a purple-finch, once on a time a cuckoo, owls always, meadow-larks, various kinds of sparrows, vireos, catbirds — through the long day the orchard vibrates with song and flight, and life is overflowing. The meadow-lark was for some time " a wandering voice " to me. I had not happened Beast Neighbors 237 to know his song before we came to Dorset, and I never could manage to hunt him down in the midst of the long grass. The piercing sweetness of that long call, sad as a soul bereft ! I would run to the edge of the meadow and gaze, there where it surely must be at my feet, but I could see nothing at all. Before my very eyes, staring hard, the voice would shift its place, fade away, " past the near meadows, over the still stream," and I could see nothing move. Truly did I wake or sleep ? I rubbed my eyes, perplexed. It was a ghost, I decided at last, with no little satisfaction, a sweet sad spirit set to haunt the length of summer days, an Ariel, only it was too plaintive, a dear heart-smitten thing. I gave over hunting then, of course, and was glad with the joy at last realized of listen- ing thrillingly every day to a voice from the unseen world. It is too late to rob me now of that gratification; the thing once done is done. I have consciously listened to a spirit, 238 Over Against Green Peak and that the voice turned out after all to belong to a large brown bird does not affect in the slightest way the quality of my listening. Marvelous, is it not, for a fact, how such a large bird can lurk so shyly in such open places ? I wonder sometimes if it does not possess a ventriloquial power not yet understood by bird students, and thus is enabled to throw its voice across the meadows, hither and yon, like a silver ball. But why the heart-ache? More secret than Philomel's are these woes, a legend uninterpreted by our New England ears. If I were asked to name the bird most dis- tinctive of our region, I should hesitate be- tween the song-sparrow and the swallow. Homely presences are they both, but, save for occasional flights of sentiment, we are homely people. The sparrow sings, and the swallow flies — two apparently quite absorbingly satis- factory methods of self-expression. It is al- ways winged by the wheeling motion of Beast Neighbors 239 swallows that I see our house and our orchard when I call them up to remembrance in my city exile. Light as the wind and untiring, they soar and circle and dip and skim over the open space in the orchard when the sun is set. I lie in the grass and look up at them, feeling them almost brush my face, catching their faint twitterings. " And gathering swallows twitter in the skies " — that is just it, Keats. The chimney-loving variety does not pass us by, though in truth I almost wish he would. I like to hear how, as Lowell puts it, he " rolls his distant thunders night and day in the wide- throated chimneys," but I do not like the threat of ever-impending calamity which his presence above our open fire constantly suggests. It brings the heart too often into the mouth when the flame leaps up. Next to the birds, the chipmunks rank in number and sociability about our old white house. They are indeed the most aggressive 240 Over Against Green Peak neighbors we have. In point of downright impudence I have never known creatures to excel them. To be sure, the perfection of sauciness to which they have arrived with us is largely my own fault, for I misapprehended their nature at first and deliberately woed them to intimacy. They played a coy, reluctant game, scampering up the nearest tree at any glimpse of us, quivering, shrinking — the timid souls ! — making haste to hide in the notch of some limb from which they might peer down at us with their bright engaging eyes. For a week or two my sole knowledge of them was furnished by these quick dashes and scamper- ings, over before I could catch my breath, yet leaving a strongly marked picture with me of a lithe little graceful body in full careering motion. Piquancy, grace, aloofness — what qualities more alluring ? There is nothing like a vanishing element to tempt the questing mind. Then one afternoon, as I sat musing Beast Neighbors 241 alone on the steps, my glance, wandering from the mountains, fell on the grass at my feet, and there I saw the funniest little figure in the world, erect, watching me. There is no telling how long he had been there, quite mo- tionless, his eyes on my face, waiting for me to perceive him. His expression was the most artful mixture of terror and interest, faith and distrust that an actor could assume. From time to time little shivers ran through his exquisite body, causing his teeth to chatter, yet he held his ground. " See," ran his mute, convincing appeal, " I am frightened almost to death. Don't you notice the haggard look in my eyes? Don't you see how I tremble? I am limp with terror, and yet I have come be- cause you interest me." Well, I suppose I had never felt more flattered in my life. I cautiously rose and went into the house after a bag of English walnuts which I dare say the chipmunk had 16 242 Over Against Green Peak seen me bring home that morning. When I returned, he had taken flight and was peering at me from behind a picket of the fence. But he consented, little by little, to be lured out to the lawn again ; and the enterprise was soon in full swing which for days thereafter I reported boastingly to my friends as the process of taming a chipmunk, and which he reported to his friends — likewise boasting, and with better reason — as the process of fooling a human. How wonderful I thought it when, with in- finite shrinkings and hesitations, precipitate re- treatings, he advanced at last to take a section of nut from my fingers ! I might have sur- mised, had I been less fatuous, that his fear was only skin-deep, for carnal appetite over- came his wiliness as soon as he held the nut in his paws, and, forgetting his role of timidity, he sat down close beside my hand and gave himself over to degustation. But I was only the further flattered. What a pretty tribute of Beast Neighbors 243 trust! Afraid to withdraw my out-stretched hand, I sat patiently, stiffly motionless in an arrested gesture which, little by little, became absurd, while the chipmunk, with infinite slow- ness, finished his nut and regarded me out of his sidelong eyes. His good wife meantime sat overhead ^and shook her tree-twig with laughter. Ah, well, these pretty fooleries do not last forever. Sooner or later the wool is brushed from too fatuous eyes. When I discovered my shy chipmunk making free one day with the provisions in our cellar, I began to doubt his sincerity in so gratefully, so reluctantly accept- ing his daily nut from me. And, as soon as pear season was under way, all pretenses were laid aside, all cajoleries omitted. We have none too many pears on the place, but all that we have the chipmunks appreciate to the full. Merrily, with whole-hearted abandon, they scamper up the slim wrinkled trees, their shy- 244 Over Against Green Peak ness changed into adroit evasion, their piquancy into effrontery. And there on the limbs they sit all day, cleaving pear after pear to get at the seeds, dropping the rest of the fruit discarded, our preserving kettle's cher- ished hope gone as their slighted refuse. Aunt Susan and I, in sympathy on almost every subject, fall out when it comes to the question of how to bear ourselves toward tyrannical creatures, such as the brazen chip- munk. Aunt Susan has reason on her side. She says that the chipmunk must be sup- pressed, that there is no sort of logic by which his usurpation can be defended, that she is willing to show him her deed to the place. She maintains her right to the privacy of her cellar and the repletion of her preserving kettle; and, argument proving of no avail, she condones the shotgun. Myself, I am too faint-hearted by far. I do not quite know why I defend the arrogant chipmunk so warmly. Perhaps there Beast Neighbors 245 is in me a lingering bent towards submission to him who has fooled me once, a respectful tenderness. At any rate, defend him I do, and my intercession has taken effect to such an ex- tent that now, when he grows too overbearing, he is harmlessly trapped and carried off to a certain stone wall several miles away, out in the open country, where he is turned loose to begin again, let us hope, a more sober life. Domestic animals have we none, save only, absorbingly, Lorna. But all our neighbors see kindly to it that we do not lack the companion- ship which the loan of their barn-folk may give us. At night and morning the cows go by, striving with a guilty clumsiness which is fortunately not often effective, to snatch mouthfuls of scarlet-runner. And all day long chickens wander free and happy in the orchard. They apparently go home to lay, these thrifty, conscientious feathered folk, with a sense of duty towards their nominal owners more nice 246 Over Against Green Peak than generous; but, that function performed, they return to devote their pensive leisure to us. We do not object; they are harmless souls, if they keep away from the garden. There was once a rabbit — oh, tragic tale that rises to my remembrance! I must relate it in full. I was thoroughly pleased when I first dis- covered the little form crouched upon the lawn in the summer dusk. Here was a loan more picturesque than chickens. But I had mis- givings, I suppose, for I did not communicate the news of the arrival to Aunt Susan. For two or three days I enjoyed the presence of my new twilight companion, leaping so softly, with waving ears, crouching so round and still. Then one morning I came upon Aunt Susan and Peter in dark consultation, Peter half con- cealing a gun, while Bridget, eager-eyed, hovered near, a game recipe book in her hand. I apprehended the situation, and drew myself Beast Neighbors 247 up immediately in magnificent silent inquiry. I am sure I have not the least idea why I should have taken it on myself to regard all measures of discipline on Aunt Susan's domain as personal offenses. Aunt Susan burst out indignantly : " That rabbit was eating the new shoots of my Canterbury bells; I saw him early this morning. Oh, really, my dear " And she proceeded to set her cause forth with a convincing persuasiveness which I could not dispute. " Well " — I came down from my high horse — " I'll go and see Mr. Wilson at once. I'll tell him to come and get his rabbit. Of course we can't have the garden destroyed. Only do please, Bridget, for pity's sake, put away that awful book ! " Mr. Wilson was prompt to respond. The rabbit .belonged to his small son, Tommy, and was a household pet. But it seems that one 248 Over Against Green Peak cannot just " come and get " a rabbit, as one might a wheelbarrow or a hoe, for the rabbit himself generally has active, contrary views on the subject. Mr. Wilson brought with him a trap, a slender and harmless looking contriv- ance, intended merely to nip Bunny's leg and hold him in place a moment or two until he could be picked up. This trap Peter set. Whether he did not fasten' it securely enough to the ground, or whether the rabbit's prowess proved beyond all reasonable estimation, I suppose we shall never know. But while we were sitting at supper that night, there came a scampering and a squealing, a horrid, dragging, scraping retreat beneath the side piazza, and, dropping our napkins, we gazed at each other, appalled by the realization that, trap and all, the rabbit was gone beyond all possible reach. Well, then there ensued a twenty-four hours! The inside of the piazza floor is Beast Neighbors 249 scarcely a foot from the ground. I could see nothing by peering in, but I spent the evening lying close to the hole of the rabbit's entrance, calling, coaxing, offering leaves of our most succulent lettuce. No use. I finally went to bed, sorrow in my heart, and dreamed dis- tractedly all night long of that horrid rasping dragging. The next day early I summoned Tommy. " You must go under and get him," I said. Tommy is a very small boy. The better for the purpose in hand. But the worse for his young courage. The most hardy adventurer in the world does not enter dark subterranean regions entirely unappalled. He gazed at me with big eyes. " Yes," I insisted, " here is a hoe ; you can dig your way out in front of you if there isn't room enough. Oh, Tommy ! " — I broke off suddenly in an earnest appeal — " I'd go my- 250 Over Against Green Peak self if I could, you know, but I'm quite too big." The gallant Tommy! He flattened himself without another word, and slowly edged his tortuous way in beneath the piazza floor. His head disappeared, his shoulders, the tail of his little coat ; then he paused. " Say ! " he called back in a muffled voice. That was exactly what he meant. He had nothing to say for his part, being preoccupied altogether beyond conversational bounds. But the gravelike silence in the gravelike place weighed upon his spirits, and he would fain have me " say " something. I straightway be- gan a monologue, cheerful, uninterrupted, and had the satisfaction of seeing the small boots slowly draw out of sight before me as I talked. What happened to Tommy beneath the porch I have never rightly known. He came scrambling out in a minute or two, backing so furiously that his clothes and his features and Beast Neighbors 251 his hair were all brushed up the wrong way. He jumped to his feet and shook himself, looking around on the sunny world with an eager relief. " Did you see him ? " I asked breathlessly. " Yes, but I couldn't reach him nohow. He's way in under the steps." He had the mysterious air of one who had glimpsed things dark and strange, and I fore- bore to urge him again to the cavernous enter- prise. By this time Mr. Wilson had put in an appearance again, accompanied by Tommy's brothers and sisters ; Aunt Susan and Jane and Bridget and Peter were gathered on the lawn ; passers-by turned their heads to stare at the unusual concourse. Not too many people were there, however, to help in the lifting of the steps, which task was the next expedient in our rescuing efforts. Heaving and tugging, we strove together. " Is my house going to be 252 Over Against Green Peak pulled down? ". murmured poor Aunt Susan. The steps gave a little, Tommy lay flat, ready to reach and clutch, when once more the horrid dragging sound gave notice that Bunny was in motion, scurrying off toward the end of the porch where he had come in. Stand away, people! Give him room! If he sees us, all is lost. We stood away, all of us, hold- ing our breath, and out came the rabbit, hob- bling, stumbling over the trap — alas, poor soul ! But in a flash, before we could take one step toward him, he had made off across the lawn and was gone beneath the woodshed ! I will not harrow any further my aching memory by dwelling on the ensuing details of this domestic crisis. Suffice it to say that the woodshed floor was torn up and the founda- tion stones displaced, until Aunt Susan wrung her hands and looked for the walls to totter. Finally, in despair, I sat back; nothing more could be done. This was the conclusion for Beast Neighbors 253 which the rabbit had waited of course. As soon as he had been let alone one whole day, he issued forth in a calm midnight, and took his way home. Mr. Wilson, finding him the next morning, removed the trap, smoothed down the fur which he said was a little roughened, and there was a rabbit as good as new, sadder and wiser perhaps. Not even torn, his poor little leg, his tough little, excellent leg! The moral of this instructive tale is not far to seek. A beast in trouble should be let alone to take care of itself. A word for my friend the woodchuck, the hoary old veteran of the place, and I will close this lengthening chapter. I seldom see him; he is a recluse, a hermit of the orchard. Yet his presence dominates for me the hill; he seems the rightful proprietor. When I find him erect at the mouth of his hole in the twilight which he loves, I go cautiously a long 254 Over Against Green Peak way around lest I trouble his meditations. He gravely ignores me, holding his own with mo- tionless dignity. It is altogether my own assumption — presumption, call it rather — which has established any sort of companion- ship between us. I wonder what he does all the day long, down in the depths of the earth. Judging from the many holes scattered about the orchard, he has extensive apartments below, and probably lives quite at his ease, with sitting-room, dining-room, store-room, bedroom. How one would like to see ! Does it take two to make a friendship? Not always, in this incomplete world, where one must take odds and ends as they come, and piece out the whole with imagination, dauntless and determined. The orchard woodchuck and I are friends, whether he knows it or not. CHAPTER XII Gbe Kear T^7"HEN all the obvious companions of a * * country life have been reckoned and discussed, there still remains an intimate pres- ence, more close, more constant than aught else, more changing, more abiding, and that is — the Year. To this strong, yet all so deli- cate, patient, yet so whimsical, woven, moving, growing spirit one must be every day alive, for no gift of the out-of-doors is finer than its manifestation, and none more subtle of accept- ance. It would seem, at the first thought of the thing, that, by no inattention could one miss the leisurely unfolding which season makes to season. There is time to look and dream and 2 S5 256 Over Against Green Peak forget and look and dream again. But the real truth of the matter is that one would have to sit night and day, week in and week out, watching with all his senses alert, if he would follow the great unobtrusive progress, noting all the important instants, the fatal crucial seconds of change. It is wonderful that any- thing so big as the Year can be so delicate, anything so obviously lavish 'and open to all mankind can be so secret, so shy in its work- ings. The publicity of the valley and sky is given to the seasons, yet who can trace their footsteps ? We come upon the Year " just awake, in its cradle on the brake " when we return to Dorset. Late April is with us what February was to Shelley. There is hardly a hint of green as yet, save down in the swamp where the skunk cabbage grows. There may even be rough, broken sheets of old snow, cracking and shrinking on the brown fields, and sullen The Year 257 drifts are still certainly piled in the hollows of the hills. How cold it is ! We shiver and run for warmer wraps than we have needed all winter long in the city. But we cannot stay in the house. There is a sweetness in the keen air, a wideness, an elation; the bare valley wears a clear-swept look, with the song- sparrow's note ringing over it; among the gray boughs of the trees overhead, softly etched against the sky, runs a thrill, a promise which takes the breath; startled, we look and listen. Not all the lavish abundance of May has, to me, the intimate, joy-giving power of these April days, in which there is nothing, yet everything, infinite promise and hope. Little by little, the patches of snow recede into themselves and disappear, the brown fields lie shining and wide in the sun, whispering moisture and smelling sweet, and the march of the green begins. Out from the heart of the old mother swamp, primeval fosterer of us 17 258 Over Against Green Peak all, leader of ages and seasons, into the valley meadows it comes, gradual as a tide. The old brown stubble is over-run; so stiff and un- yielding it appeared, what has become of it in the advance of this fresh young tender life? Now is the time to turn Nebuchadnezzar. Not only the cowslips and dandelions, but even the very blades of grass are succulent to eat. The clear winter outline of the trees is dimmed first by the swelling of buds; most exquisite foliage, that, of all, a faint and blur- ring haze, a very spirit which hovers and hangs about the slender twigs. What is it? The spirit of each leaf informing it before its birth ? We see a similar cloudy aspect in autumn treetops after the leaves have fallen. There are then leaf ghosts, it appears ? The voice of the wind in the treetop lyre is one of the surest recorders of the progress of the season. It takes a secret to tell a secret. At first the sound is keen and shrill, a whistling The Year 259 vibration ; then, slowly, a certain density creeps into its quality, a birth of under and over- tones, a long-drawn sighing which does not cease at once on the evening air. That is the breath of the little leaves, singing ere yet they are born. When they burst their bonds and spread themselves, a deeper cadence comes into the chant, a fuller harmony. Stronger and richer and wider it grows, increasing from day to day, until, in the perfect fulfilment of June, it breaks into the great diapason of the many- voiced summer. The song of one tree will fol- low the Year closely through its changes. When the green has covered the floor of the valley and begun to climb the hills, the swamp sends out another propulsion, like another ripple in the tide; its bushes burst into leaf. Forthwith, all the bushes in the' valley, along the streams, in the roadside thickets, likewise hang pennants out. Then the saplings, then the slender trees, then the elms and maples — 260 Over Against Green Peak how quick runs the common thrill ! Meantime, the grass climbs the sides of the mountains, gathering speed as the bushes and trees press hard on it from behind. There is an acceler- ated pace everywhere apparent. If it was diffi- cult to keep track of the doings of April, what shall be said of the rush of mid-May when everything happens at once? Birds ar- rive, half a dozen kinds in a single day. Rather, in a single night; for they love to steal in on us unawares and surprise us in the morning. " Oh, Jane, listen, an oriole ! Aunt Susan, the orioles have come. That never was a catbird — there! — I believe it was. Listen! Listen ! Yes — no — yes — it is a bobolink ! " Thus we, in the early morning, calling ex- citedly back and forth, summoned from our sleep. It is this exuberant season that is my de- spair. How is one small human heart to grapple with such joy? All the birds singing, The Year 261 all the brooks leaping, every breath from the blossoming orchard laden with perfume which the nose — most fleetingly blessed of the organs of sense — is loath to relinquish at the com- mand of the ever-restless, still unsatisfied lungs; flowers up-starting from the ground, leaves unfolding themselves in the light which they hasten to turn into pleasant shade, soft winds caressing the earth. The days are so long too, what Charles Lamb calls " these all day long days." One might have strength for an hour of rapture ; but this early and late proceeding, with a slow summer sunset and then a moonrise, weaving intricate, dreamy young shadows among the trees and over the pulsing meadows — " Aunt Susan, Aunt Susan," I often cry, " I must go and sit in the cellar ! " Which remark, Aunt Susan declares, is pre- eminently foolish; and I quite agree with her. I think the objective point of the season, the 262 Over Against Green Peak goal of the panting stress, is the covering of the tops of the mountains with the tide of green. All the valleys lend themselves to this effort, pushing hard with the gathered force of their woods and meadows. Obscurely they feel each other at work, there with the hills between them, and they strive towards the mystical meeting aloft beneath the summer sky. Higher and higher; the ancient swamp is in full luxuriant leafage now, teeming with life, sending out its force in wide, vibrating circles. Perhaps it is the blossoming of the pink azalea that gives the final impulse. At any rate, one day the valleys all round about toss high their hands and clasp each other on the peaks. Ah ! it is good, that consummation. I fancy I hear the Year draw a long sigh, and settle down into the calm of the summer. Not that the work is by any means over; it is in fact only begun. But to beginnings tur- moil belongs, not to steady, continued effort. The Year 263 By the first of June all the crops are started, the little hard green apples are set, the grass in the meadows is well under way, many birds are out of their shells. A succession of flowers has come and gone, so that the Year has al- ready a past to steady itself withal. The valley takes on from day to day a certain staid- ness and gravity. The bobolinks rollick above the deep grass, but the madness has gone out of their song; they drop down suddenly to their nests, bubbling upward single sweet notes, preoccupied and tender. The tree by the door is no lyre now, but a deep-toned organ from which the wind draws swelling har- monies. Its utterance is multitudinous, whisper climbing to whisper among its intri- cate, swaying boughs, beginning nowhere, ending nowhere, a universal sound. It is not like an organ after all. It is like a great con- gregation praying — one prayer, yet what different voices, faint and strong and quick 264 Over Against Green Peak and slow, confident, uncertain, marking no time, beginning, leaving off when they will, yet filling the church with a mighty rushing which is the voice of the wind of God. Now is the time of the thunder-storms, glorious manifestations, in which the wildness at the Year's heart still finds vent for itself. From how many a dinner have I been torn by the imperative northward rumble, high sum- mons which I never neglect ! Out in the road in front of the house, out in the meadow if the grass is cut, I stand, facing the north. A solid, blue-black wall of cloud fills all the end of the valley, a terrible portentous thing, rush- ing up the zenith. Its broken edges lick up the sky, swallowing the sunshine. Through the body of it the lightning plays, leaping, thrusting, quivering; and its heart glows a lurid pink where the bursting storm is withheld. There is nothing to me like the fierce exultation of this swift advance. I The Year 265 stand on tiptoe and lift my arms, longing to be a tree. The wind begins far up the valley, coming, coming; the distance murmurs. I can see the trees on the furthest hillsides sud- denly bend and sway. Nearer, louder, the village now is blown upon with tumult, the valley rings with sound. Already long gray veils of rain are sweeping across the hills, and the end of the valley is blotted from sight by the solid advancing wall. Yet all around me how still it is! The single elm-tree holds itself in tense, shuddering calm, bending its head a little. Then, with a leap, the wind is upon it, bowing it, shaking it, and the storm bursts grandly into the meadow. I retreat to the front steps, and shelter myself as well as I can in the corner. Suddenly I am startled to see, turning my face from the wild north, to whose gloom I have been quite given over, how serene lies the southern end of the valley, bathed in golden sunlight, blue sky smiling 266 Over Against Green Peak above it still — a contrast which almost shocks the sense in its vivid abruptness. But the fair vision is not for long. The hungry cloud licks up that sky too, and the sunlight is extinct. Then in truth the furies are let loose. The lightning leaps in the midst of the valley, the thunder crashes and tears its way in and out among the mountains, till it seems that new gorges must be rent behind the folding clouds, the rain comes down with a rush and a pour, driven in long, sweeping, billowing lines, like gray, fleeing ghosts, across the dim meadows, rank after rank; they wring their pale hands and tear their streaming hair. It does all very well to assert that the Year is grown decorous, staid in these maturer days; such demonstra- tion of fire and might speaks of wildness still. Yet, for all that, it is perfectly true that sobriety increases. The stress goes out of the common day early in July, and the strong re- pose at the heart of things once more makes The Year 267 itself felt. Dreams begin to hover. Spring does not seem to me the fit season of dreams; it is too strenuous. Season of vision it is per- haps, but quick and eager; it does not ponder long. Autumn is the mother of dreams. So that when, as I said, dreams begin to hover on the dim blue August horizon, sailing aloft on those great vague clouds that pile up white and slow, one may know that Autumn is putting forth her first touch of enchantment. Truly a woven thing indeed is the life of a Year. Season reaches to season, and so anticipates, clasps, intermingles, that no one watching can tell in the least where is end, where beginning. I would fain be abroad to receive the first dream of the autumn. But how can I possibly know ? Perhaps it arrived one April midnight, and has ever since been hidden away on West Mountain, waiting. However it may be, from August on, I am 268 Over Against Green Peak quite at peace with the Year. Such a brood- ing calm comes over the valley, voiced by the wild, lonely scream of the hawk as he soars on his motionless pinions high above the mown fields and the misty blue hills, in the hazy sky. Blue, blue — that is the color; not bright, but all sorts of blending shades of gray-blue, violet- blue, azure, amethyst, opal lights, exquisite, caressing. Every ridge and fold of the moun- tains is shown by this subtle shading as no direct glare of the sun ever makes them mani- fest. In delicacy and reserve and silence lies the utmost truth, it would seem, giving itself up to tenderness where it flees a broader treat- ment. What a Year we have with us now, what a glorious, stately creature! The work of her youth is all performed, her maturity is passing on to that great climax which awaits her, the call of which, ringing over the hills, the sum- moning crimson call of October, has given her The Year 269 such thoughtful pause, here in her mown meadows. The slow procession of the days paces the valley from east to west, eloquent days, though the birds are mute, and even the winds are hushed. There is hardly a sound in all the world. The silent sky, which keeps aloof from all sort of tumult, comes down now to the silent earth, and the two are one. Peace — pause — musing! There is no hurry any more, no reason why all things that be, should not go on with quiet feet to their destined goals. Meantime the ancient swamp again, that mother of the seasons, has held the first red signal out, first bright September branch. At once there runs that common thrill of quick- ened expectation which the young spring knew. So, it is coming, it begins ; prepare, ye hills and meadows! A slower progress than the spring's is the stately autumn's. For six full weeks the pageant draws its length from 270 Over Against Green Peak swamp to mountain-top, and not until the very end is there a quickened motion. The dreams fall back a little, though, in the cool September. The sky beams clear, the hills stand out, the hale Year shakes herself from musing; no decrepitude for her! The days leap, sudden, from the crest of Green Peak, and go exulting on their shortened, shining way. The swamp burns like a heart of fire, with little forks and tongues of flame licking up from it. It sets the nearest woods ablaze, they fling their sparks out to the hills, and once more a march begins up the mountain side, a march of fire and death this time, de- stroying what the spring achieved. High- hearted seasons are they all, who will effect their consummation only on mountain-tops. It is strange that one can support the glory of the autumn better than that of the spring. It may be because of the sense of repose deep underneath it all, the past which steadies the The Year 27 1 i present. There is a significant grandeur, too, in the exultant march to death, which sobers and lifts the spirit. Not in the sensuous, lavish delight of beginning, lies the soul's best good, but even in the immolation of fulfilment. The slow conflagration spreads gradually through the September days, kindling little by little. But the first of October, as I have said, feels a quickened impulse. " Come now, let us finish ! " cries the Year, and snatches her torch and runs down the valley, touching hill after hill. How the peaks blaze up then against the sky ! And all the broad flanks are over-run with a sudden crimson glory. The trees on the edges of lower woods, especially slender, lonely trees, are transformed into what is even more the quality than the hue of flame. They flicker and vibrate before the eye, seem- ing always in tremulous motion, their sub- stance dissolved in color. Day after day presses hard along, with its tribute of glory 272 Over Against Green Peak to glory ; even the hours work magical change, weaving the swift, many-colored web; the climax is near at hand. Then, when at last the whole world is aflame, come the best days of all. Days? It may be only one day. But it is the best in the year. The glory pauses, caught at its height, arrested by a silence profound, which knows no limitation. The very rushing of color along the tops of the mountains has seemed to give forth a clamorous note during the last week. But now what a wide, wide hush ! Is it the smoke of the burning hills that spreads such a blue haze over the valley? The mountains themselves glow obscurely through it, looming like great opal fragments of an imagined world. There is no slightest breath of wind, but from the maple beside the door fall wide- circling golden leaves, slowly, silently. With the faintest whisper they touch the ground, the merest little sigh. All the dreams have come The Year 273 thronging back, dreams and dreams and dreams. The dim air is full of their waving pinions, their music is the only sound, their "unheard melodies," their "ditties of no tune." From dawn to dusk I sit on the steps, " The Lotus Eaters " open in one hand, Richard Burton's "October" in the other. But I do not read much. " Now is the world a-muse, and earth and sky Are in a pact of uttermost content." Well, after this there come storm and de- struction, the raving of the " wild west wind," the flying of sear leaves all abroad beneath the lowering sky. Great ragged masses of cloud scud by across the purple-black mountains. The stripped tree beside the door becomes once more a lyre, and moans and shrieks through its denuded boughs. The grandeur at the heart of the Year is fully manifest, and those who watch are awed and lifted by her mood into a terror which is not fear, a somber exultation, 18 274 Over Against Green Peak What greatness of destiny is this which calls such greatness of being forth ! It would seem that the end must surely come now, the heralded winter, without delay. But no. The year, being sure of her course, can afford delays and whimsical turns. It is only a progress not quite sure which feels that it must rush at once to conclusion, hit the goal now or never. In the midst of her sternness of desolation, the Year turns aside from her lowering mountains, sits down in the valley, and calls her dreams back, flocking in multi- tudes. Indian summer holds the land in its brief spell of magic. All around the valley the soft gray hills loom against the soft blue sky. There are no birds left to flutter or sing. There are no flowers, no falling leaves; there is even no color to stir the sense, nothing but silence and peace — peace. The old gray swamp lies quiescent and brooding, relapsed into ancient calm. Let those who will choose The Year 275 the stress of the year, its abounding rapture and effort ; for me the pause and the silence are best, letting God's face through. Once more hear Richard Burton : " There is a time of subtle browns, and grays That run to silverings, and tremulous greens. And russet tints, and ash-pale pools of leaves ; Of ghostly mosses and elusive grass That's neither lush nor dead ; of naked trees Ineffably harmonious with the sky That stretches vast and neutral, tone on tone, Not to be called a color, but a thought. To some this is a barren time, a sleep Between the winter and the spell of spring ; To me it is the heart's own time and tide, Being hidden from the heedless eye that lusts For flaring lights and sunset dyes, yet charged With secrets rare, and blendings into dreams, And ecstasies divine that shadow forth A mystery, the Selah of the Soul." The final coming of the great end, the destiny of the seasons, which has summoned them on through their woven changes, is oftentimes wrought in the night, in silence, with the Year's own secrecy. The earth goes to sleep bare and comfortless; it wakes (or does it not wake perchance?) clothed in a 276 Over Against Green Peak mantle of softest white, blinded, muffled by whirling flakes, bound in obscurity. The winter is on it, that great season which must be acknowledged the priest-king of all, since to it all tend, and from it all arise again, purified, submissive. Mighty in strength and beauty it is, a right glorious time. We miss much who go away when the first snow falls, and shelter ourselves with our kind in the crowded city. Thus the Year in its general outline, the merest sketch of its progress. Everyone knows it, fortunately; there is no companion more universal in the good round world. Yet people have been known to speak of the loneli- ness of a country life! Lonely with a Year for a comrade? When I find one Year that is like another, that does not keep me on the alert to follow its moods and changes, or when one single season betrays me, then I may grow lonely in Dorset. "THE RETURN OF THE ESSAY" OVER AGAINST GREEN PEAK By Miss Zefhine Humphrey The homely experiences of a bright young woman and her Aunt Susan, not to mention the "hired girl," in New England country life. Publishers' readers, if good, seldom indulge in prophecies, and are seldom surprised at anything that happens. 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