CORNELL UNIVERSITY .LIBRARY BOUGHT WITH THE mcOME OF THE SAGE''ENfib%MENT FUND GIVEN IN 1891 BY HENRY WILLIAMS SAGE PR 4967.W2 "°™"""""'^ ""'""'^ Warlock o' Glenwarlock.A homely romance. 3 1924 01 '3 520 170" Cornell University Library The original of this book is in the Cornell University Library. There are no known copyright restrictions in the United States on the use of the text. http://www.archive.org/details/cu31924013520170 cqSmo conducted her to the stable." WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. A HOMELY ROMANCE. BY George MacDonald, author of "annals of a quiet neighborhood," "a sea board parish," etc. BOSTON D LOTHROP COMPANY Franklin and Hawley Streets Copyright, iSgj, RV D. LOTHKOP AND COMPANY CONTENTS. CHAPTUt. I — Castle Warlock . Paob. 7 2 — The Kitchen 19 3 — The Drawing-room 4 — An Afternoon Sleep 5 — The School . 32 43 5' 6 — Grannie's Cottage 60 7 — Dreams 70 8 — Home . . 89 9 — The Student .... 97 lo — Peter Simon .... 112 II — The new Schooling 120 12 — Grannie's Ghost Story . 130 13 — The Storm-Guest . . . . • 143 14 — The Castle Inn . . 161 15— That Night .... 16 — Through the Day . 17 — That same Night , , . , . 181 200 . 244 IV. Contents, 18 — A Winter Idyl 19 — An " Interlunar Cave " 20 — Catch yer Naig 21 — The Watchmaker . 22 — That Luminous Night 23 — At College . 24 — A Tutorship . 25 — The Gardener 26 — Lost and Found 27 — A Transformation , 28 —The Story of the Knight Truth 29 — New Experience . 30 — Charles Jermyn, M. D. 31 — Cosmo and the Doctor 32 — The Naiad 33 — The Garden-House 34 — Catch your Horse . 35— Pull his Tail . 36 — The thick Darkness 37 — The Dawn 38 — The Shadow of Death 39 — The Labourer 40 — The Schoolmaster . 41 — Grannie and the Stick 42 — Obstruction . 43 — Grizzle's Rights 44 — Another Harvest . who spoke the 45 — The final Conflict V. 552 46 — A Rest .... 562 47 — Help .... 580 48 — A common Miracle ' 592 49 — Defiance ■ 597 50 — Discovery and Confession 60s 51 — It is Naught saith the Buyer 61S 52 — An old Story . 627 53 — A small Discovery. 632 54 — A greater Discovery 640 55 — A great Discovery . 646 56 — Mr. Burns 656 57 — Too Sure comes too late 662 58 — A little Life well rounded 666 59 — A Breaking Up 673 60 — Repose 685 61 —The third Harvest 691 62 — A Duet, Trio, and Quartette . 698 M'arlock o' Glenwarlock. CHAPTER I. CASTLE WARLOCK. A rough, wild glen it was, to which, far back in times unknown to its annals, the family had given its name, taking in return no small portion of its history, and a good deal of the character of its individuals. It lay in the debatable land between highlands and lowlands ; most of its inhabitants spoke both Scotch and Gaelic ; and there was often to be found in them a notable mingling of the chief characteristics of the widely differing Celt and Teuton. The country pro- duced more barley than wheat, more oats than barley, more heather than oats, more boulders than trees, and more snow than anything. It was a solitary, thinly peopled region, mostly of bare hills, and par- tially cultivated glens, each with its small stream, on the banks of which grew here and there a silver birch, 7 WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK. a mountain ash, or an alder tree, but with nothing capable of giving much shade or shelter, save cliffy banks and big stones. From many a spot you might look in all directions and not see a sign of human or any other habitation. Even then however, you might, to be sure, most likely smell the perfume — to some nostrils it is nothing less than perfume — of a peat fire, although you might be long in finding out whence it came ; for the houses, if indeed the dwellings could be called houses, were often so hard to be distin- guished from the ground on which they were built, that except the smoke of fresh peats were coming pretty freely fjom the wide-mouthed chimney, it re- quired an experienced eye to discover the human nest. The valleys that opened northward produced little ; there the snow might some years be seen lying on patches of oats yet green, destined now only for fodder ; but where the valley ran east and west, and any tolerable ground looked to the south, there things put on a different aspect. There the graceful oats would wave and rustle in the ripening wind, and in the small gardens would lurk a few cherished straw- berries, while potatoes and peas would be tolerably plentiful in their season. Upon a natural terrace in such a slope to the south, stood Castle Warlock. But it turned no smiling face to the region whence came the warmth and the growth. A more grim, repellant, unlovely building would be hard to find ; and yet, from its extreme simplicity, its utter indifference to its own looks, its repose, its weight, and its gray historical consciousness, no one who loved houses would have thought of calling it CASTLE WARLOCK. Ugly. It was like the hard-featured face of a Scotch matron, suggesting no end of story, of life, of char- acter : she holds a defensive if not defiant face to the world, but within she is warm, tending carefully the fires of life. Summer and winter the chimneys of that desolate-looking house smoked ; for though the country was inclement, and the people that lived in it were poor, the great, sullen, almost unhappy-looking hills held clasped to their bare cold bosoms, exposed to all the bitterness of freezing winds and summer hail, the warmth of household centuries : their peat- bogs were the store-closets and wine-cellars of the sun, for the hoarded elixir of physical life. And al- though the walls of the castle, as it was called, were so thick that in winter they kept the warmth generated within them from wandering out and being lost on the awful wastes of homeless hillside and moor, they also prevented the brief summer heat of the wayfaring sun from entering with freedom, and hence the fires were needful in the summer days as well — at least at the time my story commences, for then, as generally, there were elderly and aged people in the house, who had to help their souls to keep their bodies warm. The house was very old. It had been built for more kinds of shelter than need to be thought of in our days. For the enemies of our ancestors were not only the cold, and the fierce wind, and the rain, and the snow ; they were men also — enemies harder to keep out than the raging storm or the creeping frost. Hence the more hospitable a house could be, the less must it look what it was : it must wear its face haughty, and turn its smiles inward. The house of WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK. Glenwarlock, as it was also sometimes called, con- sisted of three massive, narrow, tall blocks of build- ing, which showed little connection with each other beyond juxtaposition, two of them standing end to end, with but a few feet of space between, and the third at right angles to the two. In the two which stood end to end, and were originally the principal parts, hardly any windows w'ere to be seen on the side that looked out into the valley ; while in the third, which, though looking much of the same age, was of later build, were more windows, but none in the lowest story. Narrow as were these buildings, and four stories high, they had a solid, ponderous look, suggest- ing a thickness of the walls such as to leave little of a hollow within for the indwellers — like great marine shells for a small mollusk. On the other side was a kind of a court, completed by the stables and cow- houses, and towards this court were most of the win- dows — many of them for size more like those in the cottages around, than suggestive of a house built by the lords of the soil. The court was now merely that of a farmyard. There must have been at one time outer defences to the castle, but they were no longer to be distin- guished by the inexperienced eye ; and indeed the windowless walls of the house itself seemed strong enough to repel any attack without artillery — except indeed the assailants had got into the court. There were however some signs of the windows there having been enlarged if not increased at a later period. In the block that stood angle-wise to the rest, was the kitchen, the door of which opened immediately on CASTLE WARLOCK. the court; and behind the kitchen, in that part which had no windows to the valley, was the milk-cel- lar, as they called the dairy, and places for household storage. A rough causeway ran along the foot of the walls, connecting the doors in the different blocks. Of these, the kitchen door for the most part stood open : sometimes the snow would be coming fast down the wide chimney, with little soft hisses in the fire, and the business of the house going on without a thought of closing it, though from it you could not have seen across the yard for the falling flakes. But when my story opens, the summer held the old house and the older hills in its embrace. The sun was pouring torrents of light and heat into the valley, and the slopes of it were covered with green. The bees were about, contenting themselves with the flow- ers, while the heather was getting ready its bloom for them, and a boy of fourteen was sitting in a little gar- den that lay like a dropped belt of beauty about the feet of the grim old walls. This was on the other side — that to the south, parting the house from the slope where the corn began — now with the ear half-formed. The boy sat on a big stone, which once must have had some part in the house itself, or its defences, but which he had never known except as a seat for himself. His back leaned against the hoary wall, and he was in truth meditating, although he did not look as if he were. He was already more than an incipient philosopher, though he could not yet have put into recognizable shape the thought that was now passing through his mind. The bees were the pri- mary but not the main subject of it. It came thus : WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK. he thought how glad the bees would be when their crop of heather was ripe ; then he thought how they preferred the heather to the flowers ; then, that the one must taste nicer to them than the other ; and last awoke the question whether their taste of sweet was the same as his. " For," said he, " if their honey is sweet to them with the same sweetness with which it is sweet to me, then there is something in the make of the bee that's the same with the make of me ; and perhaps then a man might some day, if he wanted, try the taste of being a bee all out for a little while." But to see him, nobody would have thought he was doing anything but basking in the sun. The scents of the flowers all about his feet came and went on the eddies of the air, paying my lord many a visit in his antechamber, his brain ; the windy noises of the insects, the watery noises of the pigeons, the noises from the poultry yard, the song of the mountain river, visited him also through the portals of his ears ; but at the moment, the boy seemed lost in the mere fundamental satis- faction of existence. Neither, although broad summer was on the earth, and all the hill-tops, and as much of the valleys as their shadows did not hide, were bathed in sunlight, although the country was his native land, .and he loved it with the love of his country's poets, was the consciousness of the boy free from a certain strange kind of trouble connected with, if not re- sulting from the landscape before him. A Celt through many of his ancestors, and his mother in particular, his soul, full of undefined emotion, was CASTLE WARLOCK. 13 aware of an ever recurring impulse to song, ever checked and broken, ever thrown back upon itself. There were a few books in the house, amongst them < certain volumes of verse — a copy of Cowly, whose notable invocation of Light he had instinctively blun- dered upon ; one of Milton ; the translated Ossian ; Thomson's Seasons — with a few more ; and from the reading of these, among other results, had arisen this — that, in the midst of his enjoyment of the world around him, he found himself every now and then sighing after a lovelier nature than that before his eyes. There he read of mountains, if not wilder, yet loftier and more savage than his own, of skies more glorious, of forests of such trees as he knew only from one or two old engravings in the house, on which he looked with a strange, inexplicable reverence : he would sometimes wake weeping from a dream of mountains, or of tossing waters. Once with his waking eyes he saw a mist afar off, between the hills that ramparted the horizon, grow rosy after the sun was down, and his heart filled as with the joy of a new discovery. Around him, it is true, the waters rushed well from their hills, but their banks had little beauty. Not merely did the want of trees dis- tress him, but the nature of their channel ; most of them, instead of rushing through rocks, cut their way only through beds of rough gravel, and their bare surroundings were desolate without grandeur — al- most mean to eyes that had not yet pierced to the soul of them. Nor had he yet learned to admire the lucent brown of the bog waters. There seemed to be in the boy a strain of some race used to a 14 WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK. richer home ; and yet all the time the frozen regions of the north drew his fancy tenfold more than Italy or Egypt. His name was Cosmo, a name brought from Italy by one of the line who had sold his sword and fought for strangers. Not a few of the younger branches of the family had followed the same evil profession, and taken foreign pay — chiefly from poverty and prejudice combined, but not a little in some cases from the inborn love of fighting that seems to char- acterize the Celt. The last soldier of them had served the East India Company both by sea and land : tradition more than hinted that he had chiefly served himself. Since then the heads of the house had been peaceful farmers of their own land, contriving to draw what to many farmers nowadays would seem but a scanty subsistence from an estate which had dwindled to the twentieth part of what it had been a few centuries before, though even then it could never have made its proprietor rich in any- thing but the devotion of his retainers. Growing too hot between the sun and the wall, Cosmo rose, and passing to the other side of the hov.se beyond the court-yard, and crossing a certain heave of grass, came upon one unfailing delight in his lot — a preacher whose voice, inarticulate, it is true, had, ever since he was born, been at most times louder in his ear than any other. It was a mountain stream, which, through a channel of rock, such as nearly satisfied his most fastidious fancy, went roar- ing, rushing, and sometimes thundering, with an arrow-like, foamy swiftness, down to the river in '-'^% ■ CASTLE WARLOCK.. . 15 the glen beltiw. The rocks were very dark, and the foam stood out brilliant against them. From the hill top above, it came, sloping steep from far. When you looked up, it seemed to come flowing from the horizon itself, and when you looked down, it. seemed to have suddenly found it could no more return to the upper regions it had left too high behind it, and in disgust to shoot headlong to the abyss. There was not much water in it now, but plenty to make a joy- ous white rush through the deep-worn brown of the rock: in the autumn and spring it came down glori- ously, dark and fierce, as if it sought the very centre, wild with greed after an absolute rest. The boy stood and gazed, as was his custom. Al- ways he would seek this endless water when he grew weary, when the things about him put on their too ordinary look. Let the aspect of this be what it might, it seemed still inspired and sent forth by some essence of mystery and endless possibility. There was in him an unusual combination of the power to read the hieroglyphic internal aspect of things, and the scientific nature that bows before fact. He knew that the stream was in its second stage when it rose from the earth and rushed past the house, that it was gathered first from the great ocean, through millions of smallest ducts, up to the reservoirs of the sky, thence to descend in snows and rains, and wander down and up through the veins of the earth ; but the sense of its mystery had not hitherto begun to with- draw. Happily for him, the poetic nature was not merely predominant in him, but dominant, sending it.self. a cervadine: spirit, through the science that else ^ ■ • = = : -^ ■ . . -ife- , ■- 1 6 WARLOCK O' GLEN WARLOCK. would have stifled him. Accepting fact, he found nothing in its outward relations by which a man can live, any more than by bread ; but this poetic nature, illuminating it as with the polarized ray, revealed therein more life and richer hope. All this was as yet however as indefinite as it v»as operative in him, and I am telling of him what he could not have told of himself. He stood gazing now in a different mood from any that had come to him before : he had begun to find out something fresh about this same stream, and the life in his own heart to which it served as a revealing phantasm. He recognized that what in the stream had drawn him from earliest childhood, with an infi- nite pleasure, was the vague sense, for a long time an ever growing one, of its mystery — the form the infinite first takes to the simplest and liveliest hearts. It was because it was always flowing that he loved it, because it could not stop : whence it came was utterly unknown to him, and he did not care to know. And when at length he learned that it came flowing out of the dark hard earth, the mystery only grew. He imagined a wondrous cavity below in black rock, where it gathered and gathered, nobody could think how — not coming from anywhere else, but beginning just there, and nowhere beyond. When, later on, he had to shift its source, and carry it back to the great sky, it was no less marvellous, and more lovely ; it was a closer binding together of the gentle earth and the awful withdrawing heavens. These were a region of endless hopes, and ever recurrent despairs : that his beloved, an earthly finite thing, should rise there, was CASTLE WARLOCK. 17 added joy, and gave a mighty hope with respect to the unlinown and appalling. But from the sky, he was sent back to the earth in further pursuit ; for, whence came the rain, his books told him, but from the sea ? That sea he had read of, though never yet beheld, and he knew it was magnificent in its might ; gladly would he have hailed it as an intermediate betwixt the sky and the earth — so to have the sky come first ! but, alas ! the ocean came first in order. And then, worse and worse ! how was the ocean fed but from his loved torrent ? . How was the sky fed but from the sea ? How was the dark fountain fed but from the sky ? How was the torrent fed but from the fountain ? As he sat in the hot garden, with his back against the old gray wall, the nest of his fami- ly for countless generations, with the scent of the flowers in his nostrils, and the sound of the bees in his ears, it had begun to dawn upon him that he had lost the stream of his childhood, the mysterious^ infinite idea of endless, inexplicable, original birth,' of outflowing because of essential existence within ! There was no production any more, nothing but a mere rushing around, like the ring-sea of Saturn, in a never ending circle of formal change ! Like a great dish, the mighty ocean was skimmed in parti- cles invisible, which were gathered aloft into sponges all water and no sponge ; and from this, through many an airy, many an earthy channel, deflowered of its mystery, his ancient, self-producing fountain to a holy merry river, was fed — only fed! He grew very sad, and well he might. Moved by the spring l8 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. eternal in himself, of which the love in his heart was but a river-shape, he turned away from the deathened stream, and without knowing why, sought the human elements about the place. CHAPTER II. THE KITCHEN. He entered the wide kitchen, paved with large slabs of slate. One brilliant gray-blue spot of sun- light lay on the floor. It came through a small win- dow to the east, and made the peat-fire glow red by the contrast. Over the fire, from a great chain, hung a three-legged pot, in which something was slowly cooking. Between the fire and the sun-spot lay a cat, content with fate and the world. At the corner of the fire sat an old lady, in a chair high-backed, thick- padded, and covered with striped stuff. She had her back to the window that looked into the court, and was knitting without regarding her needles. This was Cosmo's grandmother. The daughter of a small laird in the next parish, she had started in life with an overweening sense of her own importance through that of her family, nor had she lived long enough to get rid of it. I fancy she had clung to it the more that from the time of her marriage nothing Jiad seemed to go well with the family into which she WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. had married. She and her husband had struggled and striven, but to no seeming purpose ; poverty had drawn its meshes closer and closer around them. They had but one son, the present laird, and he had succeeded to an estate yet smaller and more heavily encumbered. To all appearance he must leave it to Cosmo, if indeed he left it, in no better condition. From the growing fear of its final loss, he loved the place more than any of his ancestors had loved it, and his attachment to it had descended yet stronger to his son. But although Cosmo the elder wrestled and fought against encroaching poverty, and with little success, he had never forgot small rights in anxiety to be rid of large claims. What man could he did to keep his poverty from bearing hard on his dependents, and never master or landlord was more beloved. Such being his character and the condition of his affairs, it is not very surprising that he should have 'passed middle age before thinking seriously of marriage. Nor did he then fall in love, in the ordinary sense of the phrase ; he reflected with himself that it would be cowardice so far to fear poverty as to run the boat of the Warlocks aground, and leave the scrag end of a property and a history without a man to take them up, and possibly bear them on to redemption ; for' who could tell what life might be in the stock yet ! Any- how, it would be better to leave an heir to talce the remnant in charge, and at least carry the nam^a gen- eration farther, even should it be into yet deeper povr ertythan hitherto. A Warlock ' could face his fate. Thereupon, with a sense of the fitness of things not THE KITCHEN. always manifested on such occasions, he had paid his addresses to a woman of five and thirty, the daughter of the last clergyman of the parish, and had by her been accepted with little hesitation. She was a capa- ble and brave woman, and, fully informed of the state of his affairs, married him in the hope of doing some- thing to help him out of his difficulties. A few pounds she had saved up, and a trifle her mother had left her, she placed unreservedly at his disposal, and he in his abounding honesty spent it on his creditors, bettering things for a time, and, which was of much more consequence, greatly relieving his mind, and giving the life in him a fresh start. His marriage was of infinitely more salvation to the laird than if it had set him free from all his worldly embarrassments, for it set him growing again — and that is the only final path out of oppression. Whatever were the feelings with which he took his wife home, they were at least those of a gentleman; and it were a good thing indeed, if, at the end of five years, the love of most pairs who marry for love were equal to that of Cosmo Warlock to his middle-aged wife; and now that she was gone, his reverence for her memory was something surpassing. From the day almost of his marriage the miseries of life lost half their bitterness, nor had it returned at her death. Instinctively he felt that outsiders, those even who respected him as an honest man, believed that, somehow or other, they could only conjecture how, he must be' to blame for the circumstances he was in — either this, or providence did not take care of the just man. Such was virtually the unuttered conclusion of WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. many, who nevertheless imagined they understood the Book of Job, and who would have counted Warlock's rare honesty, pride or fastidiousness or un- justifiable free-handedness. Hence they came to think and speak of him as a poor creature, and soon the man, through the keen sensitiveness of his nature, became aware of the fact. But to his sense of the misprision of neighbours and friends, came the faith and indignant confidence of his wife like the closing and binding up and mollifying of a wound with oint- ment. The man was of a far finer nature than any of those who thus judged him, of whom some would doubtless have got out of their diflJculties sooner than he — only he was more honorable in debt than they were out of it. A woman of strong sense, with an undeveloped stratum of poetry in the heart of it, his wife was able to appreciate the finer elements of his nature ; and she let him see very plainly that she did. This was strength and a lifting up of the head to the husband, who in his youth had been oppressed by the positiveness, and in his manhood by the opposition, of his mother, whom the neighbours regarded as a woman of strength and faculty. And now, although, all his life since, he had had to fight the wolf as con- stantly as ever, things, even after his wife's death, continued very different from what they had been be- fore he married her; his existence looked a far more acceptable thing seen through the regard of his wife than through that of his neighbours. They had been five years married before she brought him an heir to his poverty, and she lived five years more to train Sim — then, after a short illness, departed, and left THE KITCHEN. 23 the now aging man virtually alone with his little child, coruscating spark of fresh vitality amidst the ancient surroundings. This was the Cosmo who now, somewhat sore at heart from the result of his cogita- tions, entered the kitchen in search of his kind. Another woman was sitting on a three-legged stool, just inside the door, paring potatoes — throwing each, as she cut off what the old lady, watching, judged a paring far too thick, into a bowl of water. She looked nearly as old as her mistress, though she was really ten years younger. She had come with the late mistress from her father's house, and had always taken, and still took her part against the opposing faction — namely the grandmother. A second seat — not over easy, but comfortable enough, being simply a wide arm-chair of elm, with a cushion covered in horse-hair, stood at the opposite corner of the fire. This was the laird's seat, at the moment, as generally all the morning till dinner- time, empty : Cosmo, not once looking up, walked straight to it, diagonally across the floor, and seated himself like one verily lost in thought. Now and then, as she peeled. Grizzle would cast a keen glance at him out of her bright blue eyes, round whose fire the wrinkles had gathered like ashes : those eyes were sweet and pleasant, and the expression of her face was one of lovely devotion ; but otherwise she was far from beautiful. She gave a grim smile to herself every time she glanced up at him from her potatoes, as much as to say she knew well enough what he was thinking, though no one else did. " He'll be a man yet ! " she said to herself. 24 WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK. The old lady also now and then looked over he stocking at the boy, where he sat with his back to thi white deal dresser, ornate with homeliest dishes. " It'll be lang or ye fill that chair, Cossie, my man 1 " she said at length, — but not with the smile of play, rather with the look of admonition, as if it was the boy's first duty to grow in breadth in order to fill the chair, and restore the symmetry of the world. Cosmo glanced up, but did not speak, and pres- ently was lost again in the thoughts from which his grandmother had roused him as one is roused by a jolt on the road. " What are you dreaming about, Cossie ? " she said again, in a tone wavering but imperative. Her speech was that of a gentlewoman of the old time, when the highest born in Scotland spoke Scotch. Not yet did Cosmo reply. Reverie does not agree well with manners, but it would besides have been hard for him to answer the old lady's question — not that he did not know something at least of what was going on in his mind, but that, he knew instinc- tively, it would have sounded in her ears no hair better than the jabber of Jule Sandy. " Mph ! " she said, offended at his silence ; " Ye'll hae to learn manners afore ye're laird o' Glenwarlock, young Cosmo ! " A shadow of indignation passed over Grizzle's rippled, rather than wrinkled face, but she said noth- ing. There was a time to speak and a time to be silent ; nor was Grizzle indebted to Solomon, but to her own experience and practice, for the wisdom of the saw. Only the pared potatoes spl.a,§h^ed Iguder THE KITCHEN. 35 in the water as they fell. And the old lady knew as well what that meant, as if the splashes had been ar- ticulate sounds from the mouth of the old partisan. The boy rose, and coming forward, rather like one walking in his sleep, stood up before his grand- mother, and said, " What was ye sayin', gran'mamma ? " " I was sayin' what ye wadna hearken till, an that's enouch," she answered, willing to show of- fence. " Say 't again, gran'mamma, if you please. I wasna noticin'." " Na ! Is' warran' ye frae noticin' ! There ye winna gang, whaur yer ain fule fancy does na lead the w'y. Cosmo, by gie ower muckle tether to wull thoucht, an' someday ye'll be laid i' the dub, followin' what has naither sense intil't, nor this warl's gude. — What was ye thinkin' aboot the noo ? — Tell me that, an' Is' lat ye gang." "I was thinkin' aboot the burnie, gran'mamma." "It wad be tellin' ye to lat the burnie rin, an' stick to yer buik, laddie ! " ' "The burnie wull rin, gran'mamma, and the buik 'ill bide," said Cosmo, perhaps not very clearly understanding himself. "Ye're gettin' on to be a man, noo," said his grandmother, heedless of the word of his defence, "an' ye maun learn to put awa' bairnly things. There's a heap depen'in' upo' ye, Cosmo. Ye'll be the fift o' the name i' the family, an' I'm feart ye may be the last. It's but sma' honour, laddie, to ony man tp be the last ; an' gien ye dinna gaither 2 6 WARLOCK b' GLEN WARLOCK. the wit ye hae, and du the best ye can, ye winna lang be laird o' Glenwarlock. Gien it wasna for Grizzie there, wha has no richt to owerhear the affairs o' the family, I micht think the time had come for enlichtenin' ye upo' things it's no shuita- ble ye should gang ignorant o'. But we'll put it aff till a m'air convenient sizzon, atween oor ain twa lanes.'' " An' a mair convanient spokesman, I houp, my leddy," said Grizzie, deeply offended. " An' wha sud that be ? " rejoined her mistress. " Ow, wha but the laird himsel' ? " answered Grizzie, "Wha's to come atween father an' son wi' licht upo' family-affairs ? No even the mistress hersel' wad hae prezhunt upo' that ? " " Keep your own place, Grizzie," said the old lady with dignity. And Grizzie, who had gone farther in the cause of propriety, than propriety itself could justify, held her peace. Only the potatoes splashed yet louder in the bowl. Her mistress sat grimly silent, for though she had had the last word and had been obeyed, she was rebuked in herself. Cosmo, judg- ing the specialty of the interview over, turned and went back to his father's chair ; but just as he was seating himself in it, his father appeared in the doorway. The form was that of a tall, thin man, a little bent at the knees and bowed in the back, who yet car- ried himself with no small dignity, cloaked in an air of general apology — as if he would have said, "I am sorry my way is not yours, for I see very THE KITCHEN. 27 well how wrong you must think it." He wore large strong shoes — I think a description should begin with the feet rather than the head — fit for boggy land ; blue, ribbed, woollen stockings ; knee-breeches of some home-made stuff : all the coarser cloth they wore, and they wore little else, was shorn from their own sheep, and spun, woven, and made at home ; an old blue dress coat with bright buttons ; a drab waistcoat which had once been yellow ; and to crown all, a red woollen nightcap, hanging down on one side with a tassel. " Weel, Grizzle ! " he said, in a gentle, rather sad voice, as if the days of his mourning were not yet ended, " I'm ower sune the day ! " He never passed Grizzle without greeting her, and Grizzle's devotion to him was like that of slave and sister mingled. " Na, laird," she answered, " ye can never be ower sune for yer ain fowk, though ye may be for yer ain stamack. The taties winna be lang bilin' the day. They're some sma'." "That's because you pare them so much, Grizzie," said the grandmother. Grizzie vouchsafed no reply. The moment young Cosmo saw whose shadow darkened the doorway, he rose in haste, and stand- ing with his hand upon the arm of the chair, waited for his father to seat himself in it. The laird ac- knowledged his attention with a smile, sat down, and looked like the last sitter grown suddenly old. He put out his hand to the boy across the low arm of the chair, and the boy laid his hand in his father's, 28 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. and so they remained, neither saying a word. The laird leaned back, and sat resting. All were silent. Notwithstanding the oddity of his dress, no one who had any knowledge of humanity could have failed to see in Cosmo Warlock, the elder, a high bred gentleman. His face was small, and the skin of it was puckered into wrinkles innumerable ; his mouth was sweet, but he had lost his teeth, and the lips had fallen in ; his chin, however, was large and strong ; while his blue eyes looked out from under his narrow high forehead with a softly piercing glance of great gentleness and benignity. A little gray hair clustered about his temples and the back of his head — the red nightcap hid the rest. There was three days' growth of gray beard on his chin, for now that fie had nobody, he would say, he had not the heart to shave every morning. For some time he sat looking straight before him, smiling to his mother's hands as they knitted, sTie casting on him now and then a look that seemed to express the consciousness of blame for not having made a better job of him, or for having given him too much to do in the care of himself. For neither did his mother believe in him farther than that he had the best possible intentions in what he did, or did not do. At the same time she never doubted he was more of a man than ever his son would be, seeing they had such different mothers. " Grizzle," said the laird, " hae ye a drappy o' soor milk? I'm some dry." " Ay, that hae I, sir ! " answered Grizzle with alac- rity, and rising went into the darker region behind THE KITCHEN. 29 the kitchen, whence presently she emerged with a white basin full of rich milk — half cream, it was in- deed. Without explanation or apology she handed it to her master, who received and drank it off. " Hoots, woman ! " he said, " ye wad hae me a shargar {a skin-and-bone calf) ! That's no soor milk ! " " I'm vexed it's no to yer taste, laird ! " returned Grizzie coolly, " but I hae nane better." " Ye tejlt me ye had soor milk, " said the laird — without a particle of offence, rather in the tone of apology for having by mistake made away with some- thing too good for him. " Weel, laird," replied Grizzie, " it's naething but the guidman's milk ; an' gien ye dinna ken what's guid for ye at your time o' life, it's weel there sud be an- ither 'at does. What has a man o' your 'ears to du drinkin' soor milk — eneuch to turn a' soor thegither i' the inside o' ye ! It's true I win' ye weel a sma' bairn i' my leddy's airms — " Ye may weel du that ! " interrupted her mistress. " I wasna weel intil my teens, though, my leddy ! " returned Grizzie. " An' I'm sure," she added, in re- venge for the insinuation as to her age, " it wad ill be- come ony wuman to grudge a man o' the laird's stan'in a drap o' the best milk in 's ain cellar ! " " Who spoke of refusing it to him ? " said his mother. " Ye spak yersel' Sic an' siclike," answered Griz- zie. " Hoots, Grizzie ! baud yer tongue, my wuman," said the laird, in the gentlest tone, yet with reproof in !.t. " Ye ken weel it's no my mother wad grudge me 30 WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK the milk ye wad gie me. It was but my'sel' 'at didna think mysel' worthy o' that same, seein' it's no a week yet sin' bonny Hawkie dee'd ! " " An' wad ye hae the Lord's anintit depen' upo' Hawkie? " cried Grizzie with indignation. The contest went no farther, and Grizzie had had the best of it, as none knew better than she. In a minute or two the laird rose and went out, and Cosmo went with him. Before Cosmo's mother died, old Mrs. Warlock would have been indignant at the idea of sitting in the kitchen, but things had combined to bring her to it. She found herself very lonely seated in state in the drawing-room, where, as there was no longer a daugh- ter-in-law to go and come, she learned little or noth- ing of what was doing about the place, and where few that called cared to seek her out, for she had never been a favourite with the humbler neighbours. Also, as time went on, and the sight of money grew rarer and rarer, it became more desirable to economize light in the winter. They had not come to that with firing, for, as long as there were horses and intervals of less labour on the farm, peats were always to be had — though at the same time, the drawing-room could not be made so warm as the kitchen. But for light, even for train-oil to be burned in the simplest of lamps, money had to be paid — and money was of all ordi- nary things the seldomest seen' at Castle Warlock. From these operative causes it came by degrees, that one winter, for the sake of company, of warmth, of economy, Mistress Warlock had her chair carried to the kitchen ; and the thing once done, it easily and THE KITCHEN. 31 naturally grew to a custom, and extended itself to the summer as well ; for she who had ceased to stand on ceremony in the winter, could hardly without addi- tional loss of dignity reascend her pedestal only be- cause it was summer again. To the laird it was a matter of no consequence where he sat, ate, or slept. When his wife was alive, wherever she was, that was the place for him ; when she was gone, all places were the same to him. There was, besides, that in the dis- position of the man which tended to the homely: — any one who imagines that in the least synonymous with the coarse, or discourteous, or unrefined, has yet to understand the essentials of good breeding. Hence it came that the other rooms of the house were by degrees almost neglected. Both the dining-room and drawing-room grew very cold, cold as with the coldness of what is dead ; and though he slept in the same part of the house by choice, not often did the young laird enter either. But he had concerning them, the latter in particular, a notion of vastness and grandeur ; and along with that, a vague sense of sanc- tity, which it is not quite easy to define or account for. It seems however to have the same root with all ven- eration for place — for if there were not a natural in- clination to venerate place, would any external reason make men capable of it? I think we shall come at length to feel all places, as all times and all spaces, venerable, because they are the outcome of the eter- nal nature and the eternal thought. When we have God, all is holy, and we are at home. CHAPTER III. THE DRAWING-ROOM. As soon as they were out of the kitchen-door, the boy pushed his hand into his fatlier's; the father grasped it, and without a word spoken, they walked on together. Tliey would often be half a day together without a word passing between them. To be near, each to the other, seemed enough for each. Cosmo had thought his father was going somewhere about the farm, to see how things were getting on ; but, instead of crossing to the other side of the court, where lay the sheds and stables, etc., or leaving it by the gate, the laird turned to the left, and led the way to the next block of building, where he stopped at a door at the farther end of the front of it. It was a heavy oak door, studded with great broad iron knobs, arranged in angular patterns. It was set deep in the thick wall, but there were signs of there having been a second, doubtless still stronger, flush with the ex- ternal surface, for the great hooks of the hinges re- mained, with the deep hole in the stone on the 32 THE DRAWING-ROOM. 33 opposite side for the bolt. The key was in the lock, for, except to open the windows, and do other neces- sary pieces of occasional tendance, it was seldom anybody entered the place, and Grizzie generally turned the key, and left it in the lock. She would have been indignant at the assertion, but I am posi- tive it was not always taken out at night. In this part of the castle were the dining and drawing rooms, and immediately over the latter, a state bed- room in which nobody had slept for many years. It was into a narrow passage, no wider than itself, the door led. From this passage a good-sized hall opened to the left — very barely furnished, but with a huge fireplace, and a great old table, that often had feasted jubilant companies. The walls were only plastered, and were stained with damp. Against them were fixed a few mouldering heads of wild animals — the stag and the fox and the otter — one ancient wolf's-head also, wherever that had been killed. But it was not into this room the laird led his son. The passage ended in a stone stair that went up between containing walls. It was much worn, and had so little head-room that the laird could not ascend with- out stooping. Cosmo was short enough as yet to go erect, but it gave him always a feeling of imprison- ment and choking, a brief agony of the imagination, to pass through the narrow curve, though he did so at least twice every day. It was the oldest-looking thing about the place — that staircase. At the top of it, the laird turned to the right, and lifted the latch — all the doors were latched — of a dark-looking door. It screaked dismally as it opened. 34 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. He entered and undid a shutter, letting an abiding flash of the ever young light of the summer day into the ancient room. It was long since Cosmo had been in it before. The aspect of it affected him like a withered wall-flower. It was a well-furnished room. A lady with taste must at one time at least have presided in it — but then withering does so much for beauty — and that not of stuffs and things only ! The furniture of it was very modern compared with the house, but not much of it was younger than the last James, or Queen Anne, and it had all a stately old-maidish look. Such venerable rooms have been described, and painted, and put on the stage, and dreamed about, tens of thousands of times, yet they always draw me afresh as if they were as young as the new children who keep the world from growing old. They haunt me, and if I miss them in heaven, I shall have one given me. On the floor was an old, old carpet, won- drously darned and skilfully patched, with all its colours faded into a sweet faint ghost-like harmony. Several spider-legged, inlaid tables stood about the room, but most of the chairs were of a sturdier make, one or two of rich carved work of India, no doubt a great rarity when first brought to Glenwarlock. The walls had once had colour, but it was so retiring and indistinct in the little light that came through the one small deep-set window whose shutter had been opened, that you could not have said what it was. There were three or four cabinets — one of them old Japanese ; and on a table a case of gorgeous hum- ming birds. The scarlet cloth that covered the THE DRAWING-ROOM. 35 table was faded to a dirty orange, but the birds were almost as bright as when they darted like live jewels through the tropical sunlight. Exquisite as they were however, they had not for the boy half the interest of a faded old fire-screen, lovehly worked in silks, by hands to him unknown, long ago returned to the earth of which they were fashioned. A variety of nick-nacks and ornaments, not a few of which would have been of value in the eyes of a connoisseur, crowded the chimney-piece — ^ which stood over an iron grate with bulging bars, and a tall brass fender. How still and solemn-quiet it all was in the middle of the great triumphant sunny day — like some far- down hollow in a rock, the matrix of a gem ! It looked a.s if it had done with life — as much done with life as if it v\'ere a room in Egyptian rock, yet was it full of the memories of keenest life, and Cosmo knew there was treasure upon treasure of wonder and curiosity hid in those cabinets, some of which he had seen, and more he would like to see. But it was not to show him any of these that his father had now brought him to the room. Not once yielding the right hand of the boy which was clasped to and in his own, the laird closed the door of the room, and advancing the whole length of it, stopped at a sofa covered with a rich brocade, and seating himself thereon, slowly, and with a kind of care, drew him between his thin knees, and be- gan to talk to him. Now there was this difference between the relation of these two and that of most fathers and sons, that, thus taken into solemn soli- tude by bis old father, the boy felt no dismay, no 36 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. sense of fault to be found, no troubled expectation of admonition. Reverence and love held about equal sway in his feeling towards his father. And while the grandmother looked down on Cosmo as the son of his mother, for that ver}' reason his father in a strange lovely way reverenced his boy : the reaction was utter devotion. Cosmo stood and looked in his father's eyes — their eyes were of the same colour — that bright sweet soft Norwegian blue — his right hand still clasped in his father's left, and his left hand lean- ing gently on his father's knee. Then, as I say, the old man began to talk to the young one. A si- lent man ordinarily, it was from no lack of the power of speech, for he had a Celtic gift of simple eloquence. " This is your birthday, my son." " Yes, papa." " You are now fourteen." " Yes, papa." " You are growing quite a man." " I don't know, papa." " So much of a man, at least, my Cosmo, that I am going to treat you like a man this day, and tell you some things that I have never talked about to any one since your mother's death. — You re- member your mother, Cosmo ? " This question he was scarcely ever alone with the boy without asking — not from forgetfulness, but from the desire to keep the boy's remembrance of her fresh, and for the pure pleasure of talking of her to the only one with whom it did not seem pro- THE DRAWING-ROOM. 37 fane to converse concerning his ■worshipped wife. " Yes, papa, I do." The laird always spoke Scotch to his mother, and to Grizzle also, who would have thought him se- riously offended had he addressed her in book-Eng- lish ; but to his Marion's son he always spoke in the best English he had, and Cosmo did his best in the same way in return. " Tell me what you remember about her," said the old man. He had heard the same thing again and again from the boy, yet every time it was as if he hoped and watched for some fresh revelation from the lips of the lad — as if, truth being one, memory might go on recalling, as imagination goes on foreseeing. "I remember," said the boy, "a tall beautiful woman, with, long hair, which she brushed before a big, big lodking-glass." The love of the son, kept alive by the love of the husband, glorifying through the mists of his memory the earthly appearance of the mother, gave to her the form in which he would see her again, rather than that in which he had actually beheld her. And indeed the father saw her after the same fashion in the mem- ory of his love. Tall to the boy of five, she was little above the middle height, yet the husband saw her stately in his dreams ; there was nothing remarkable in her face except the expression, which after her marriage had continually gathered tenderness and grace, but the husband as well as the children called her absolutely beautiful. " What colour were her eyes, Cosmo ? " 38 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. " I don't know ; I never saw the colour of them ; but I remember they looked at me as if I should run into them." " She would have died for you, my boy. We must be very good that we may see her again some day." " I will try. I do try, papa." " You see, Cosmo, when a woman like that conde- scends to be wife to one of us and mother to the other, the least we can do, when she is taken from us, is to give her the same love and the same obedience after she is gone as when she was with us. She is with her own kind up in heaven now, but she may be looking down and watching us. It may be God lets her do that, that she may see of the travail of her soul and be satisfied — who can tell? She can't be very anxious about me now, for I am getting old, and my warfare is nearly over ; but she may be getting things ready to rest me a bit. She knows I have for a long time now been trying to keep the straight path, as far as I could see it, though sometimes the grass and heather has got the better of it, so that it was hard to find. But you must remember, Cosmo, that it IS not enough to be a good boy, as I shall tell her you have always been : you've got to be a good man, and that is a rather different and sometimes a harder thing. For, as soon as a man has to do with other men, he finds they expect him to do things they ought to be ashamed of doing themselves ; and then he has got to stand on his own honest legs, and not move an inch for all their pushing and pulling; and especially where a man loves his fellow man and likes to be on good terms with him, that is not easy. The thing is THE DRAWING-ROOM. 39 just this, Cosmo — when you are a full-grown man, you must be a good boy still — that's the difficulty. For a man to be a boy, and a good boy still, he must be a thorough man. The man that's not manly can never be a good boy to his mother. And you can't keep true to your mother, except you remember Him who is father and mother both to all of us. I wish my Marion were n:re to teach you as she taught me. She taught me to pray, Cosmo, as I have tried to teach you — when I was in any trouble, just to go into my closet, and shut to the door, and pray to my Father who is in secret — the same Father who loved you so m.ich as to give you my Marion for a mother. But I am getting old and tired, and shall soon go where I hope to learn faster. Oh, my boy ! hear your father who loves you, and never do the thing you would be ashamed for your mother or me. to know. Remember, nothing drops out ; everything hid shall be revealed. But of all things, if ever you should fail or fall, don't lie still because you are down: get up again — for God's sake, for your mother's sake, for my sake — get up and try again. " And now it is time you should know a little about the family of which you come. I don't doubt there have been some in it who would count me a foolish man for bringing you up as I have done, but those of them who are up there don't. They see that the busi- ness of life is not to get as much as you can, but to do justly, and love mercy, and walk humbly with your God — with your mother's God, my son. They may say I have made a poor thing of it, but I shall not hang my head before the public of that country. 40 WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK. because I've let the land slip from me that I couldn't keep any more than this weary old carcase that's now crumbling away from about me. Some would tell me I ought to shudder at the thought of leaving you to such poverty, but I am too anxious about yourself, my boy, to think much about the hardships that may be waiting you. I should be far more afraid about you if I were leaving you rich. I have seen rich people do things I never knew a poor gentleman do. I don't mean to say anything against the rich — there's good and bad of all sorts ; but I just can't be so very sorry that I am leaving you to poverty, though, if I might have had my way, it wouldn't have been so bad. But he knows best who loves best. I have struggled hard to keep the old place for you ; but there's hardly an acre outside the garden and close but was mortgaged before I came into the property. I've been all my life trying to pay off, but have made little progress. The house is free, however, and th.e garden ; and don't you part with the old place, my boy, except you see you ought. But rather than any- thing not out and out honest, anything the least doubtful, sell every stone. Let all go, if you should have to beg your way home to us. Come clean, my son, as my Marion bore you." Here Cosmo interrupted his father to ask what ■mortgaged meant. This led to an attempt on the part of the laird to instruct him in the whole state of the affairs of the property. He showed him where all the papers were kept, and directed him to whom to go for any requisite legal advise. Weary then of business, of which he had all his life had more than THE DRAWING-ROOM. 41 enough, he turned to pleasanter matters, and began to tell him anecdotes of the family. " What in mercy can hae come o' the laird, think ye, my leddy ? " said Grizzle to her mistress. " It's the yoong laird's birthday, ye see, an' they aye haud a colloguin' thegither upo' that same, an' I kenna whaur to gang to cry them till their denner." "Run an' ring the great bell," said the grand- mother, mindful of old glories. " 'Deed, Is' du naething o' the kin'," said Grizzle to herself ; " it's eneuch to raise a regiment — glen it camna doon upo' my held." But she had her suspicion, and finding the great door open, ascended the stair. The two were sitting at a table, with the genealog- ical tree of the family spread out before them, the father telling tale after tale, the son listening in de- light. I must confess, however — let it tell against the laird's honesty as it may — that, his design being neither to glorify his family, nor to teach records, but to impress all he could find of ances- tral nobility upon his boy, he made a choice, and both communicated and withheld. So absorbed were they, that Grizzle's knock startled them both a good deal. "Yer denners is ready, laird," she said, standing erect in the doorway. "Verra weel, Grizzle, I thank ye," returned the laird. — " Cosmo, we'll take a walk together this even- ing, and then I'll tell you more about that brother of my grandfather's. Come along to dinner now. — I houp ye hae something in honour o' the occasion, Grizzle,'' he added in a whisper when he reached the 42 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. door, where the old woman waited to follow them. " I teuk it upo' me, laird," answered Grizzie in the same tone, while Cosmo was going down the stair, "to put a cock an' a leek thegither, an' they'll be nane the waur that ye hae keepit them i' the pot a whilie langer. — Cosmo," she went on when they had descended, and overtaken the boy, who was waiting for them at the foot, " the Lord bless ye upo' this bonnie day ! An' may ye be aye a comfort to them 'at awes ye, as ye hae been up to this present." " I houp sae, Grizzie," responded Cosmo humbly ; and all went together to the kitchen. There the table was covered with a clean cloth of the finest of homespun, and everything set out with the same nicety as if the meal had been spread in the dining-room. The old lady, who had sought to please her son by putting on her best cap for the occasion, but who had in xruth forgot what day it was until re- minded by Grizzie, sat already at the head of the table, waiting their arrival. She made a kind speech to the boy, hoping he would be master of the place for many years after his father and she had left him. Then the meal commenced. It did not last long. They had the soup first, and then the fowl that had been boiled in it, with a small second dish of pota- toes — the year's baby Kidneys, besides those Grizzie had pared. Delicate pancakes followed — and din- ner was over — except for the laird, who had a little toddy after. But as yet Cosmo had never even tasted strong drink — and of course he never desired it. Leaving the table, he wandered out, pondering some of the things his father had been telling him. CHAPTER IV. AN AFTERNOON SLEEP. Presently, without having thought whither he meant to go, he found himself out of sight of the house — in a favourite haunt, but one in which he always had a peculiar feeling of strangeness and even expatriation. He had descended the stream that rushed past the end of the house, till it joined the valley river, and followed the latter up, to where it took a sudden sharp turn, and a little farther. Then he crossed it, and was in a lonely nook of the glen, with steep braes about him on all sides, some of them covered with grass, others rugged and unproductive. He threw himself down in the clover, a short distance from the stream, and straightway felt as if he were miles from home. No shadow of life was to be seen. Cottage-chimney nor any smoke was visible — no human being, no work of human hands, no sign of cultivation except the grass and clover. Now whether it was that in childhood he had learned that here he was beyond his father's land, 44 -WARLOCK O GLEN WARLOCK. or that some early sense of loneliness in the place had been developed by a brooding fancy into a fixed feeling, I cannot well say ; but certainly, as often as he came — and he liked to visit the spot, and would sometimes spend hours in it — he felt like a hermit of the wilderness cut off from human society, and was haunted with a vague sense of neighbouring hostility. Probably it came of an historical fancy that the nook ought to be theirs, combined with the sense that it was not. But there had been no injury done ab extra : the family had suffered from the inherent moral lack of certain of its individuals. Tliis sense of azvay-from-homeness, however, was not strong enough to keep Cosmo from falling into such a dreamful reverie as by degrees naturally ter- minated in slumber. Seldom is sleep far from one who lies on his back in the grass, with the sound of waters in his ears. And indeed a sleep in the open air was almost an essential ingredient of a holiday such as Cosmo had been accustomed to make of his birthday : constantly active as his mind was, perhaps in part because of that activity, he was ready to fall asleep any moment when warm and supine. When he woke from what seemed a dreamless sleep, his half roused senses were the same moment called upon to render hini account of something very extraordinary which they could not themselves im- mediately lay hold of. Though the sun was yet some distance above the horizon, it was to him behind one of the hills, as he lay with his head low in the grass • and what could the strange thing be which he saw on the crest of the height before him, on the other side AN AFTERNOON SLEEP. 45 of the water ? Was it a fire in a grate, thinned away by the sunlight ? How could there be a grate where there was neither house nor wall ? Even in heraldry the combination he beheld would have been a strange one. There stood in fact a frightful-looking creat- ure half consumed in light — yet a pale light, seem- ingly not strong enough to burn. It could not be a phoenix, for he saw no wings, and thought he saw four legs. Suddenly he burst out laughing, and laughed that the hills echoed. His sleep-blinded eyes had at length found their focus and clarity. " I see ! " he said, " I see what it is ! It's Jeames Grade's coo 'at's been loupin' ower the mune, an's stucken upo' 't ! " In very truth there was the moon between the legs of the cow ! She did not remain there long however, but was soon on the cow's back, as she crept up and up in the face of the sun. He bethought him of a couplet that Grizzle had taught him when he was a child : Whan the coo loups ower the mune, The reid gowd rains intil men's shune. And In after-life he thought not unfrequently of this odd vision he^ had had. Often, when, having im- agined he had solved some difficulty of faith or action, presently the same would return in a new shape, as if it had but taken the time necessary to change its garment, he would say to himself with a sigh, " The coo's no ower the mune yet ! " and set himself afresh to the task of shaping a handle on the infinite small enough for a finite to lay hold of. 46 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. Grizzie, who was out looking for him, heard the roar of his laughter, and, guided by the sound, spied him where he lay. He heard her footsteps, but never stirred till he saw her looking down upon him like a benevolent gnome that had found a friendless mortal asleep on ground of danger. " Eh, Cosmo, laddie, ye'U get yer deid o' caul' ! " she cried. " An' preserve's a' ! what set ye lauchin' in sic a fearsome fashion as yon ? Ye're surely no fey ! " " Na, I'm no fey, Grizzie ! Ye wad hae lauchen yersel' to see Jeames Grade's coo wi' the mune atween the hin' an' the fore legs o' her. It was ter- rible funny." " Hoots ! I see naething to lauch at i' that. The puir coo cudna help whaur the mune wad gang. The haivenly boadies is no to be restricket." Again Cosmo burst into a great laugh, and this time Grizzie, seriously alarmed lest he should be in reality fiy^ grew angry, and seizing hold of him by the arm, pulled lustily. " Get up, I tell ye ! " she cried. " Here's the laird speirin' what's come o' ye, 'at ye come na hame to yer tay." But Cosmo instead of rising oiily laughed the more, and went on until at length Grizzie made use of a terrible threat. " As sure's sowens ! " she said, " gien ye dinna baud yer tongue wi' that menseless-like lauchin', I'll no tell ye anither auld-warld tale afore Marti'mas." " Will ye tell me ane the nicht gien I baud my tongue an' gang hame wi' ye ? " AN AFTERNOON SLEEP. 47 "Ay, that wull I — that's gien I can min' upo' ane." He rose at once, and laughed no more. They walked home together in the utmost peace. After tea, his father went out with him for a stroll, and to call on Jeames Gracie, the owner of the cow whose inconstellation had so much amused him. He was an old man, with an elderly wife, and a grand- daughter — a weaver to trade, whose father and grandfather before him had for many a decade done the weaving work, both in linen and wool, required by " them at the castle." He had been on the land, in the person of his ancestors, from time almost imme- morial, though he had only a small cottage, and a little bit of land, barely enough to feed the translunar cow. But poor little place as Jeames's was, if the laird would have sold it the price would have gone a good way towards clearing the rest of his property of its encumbrances. For the situation of the little spot was such as to make it specially desirable in the eyes of the next proprietor, on the border of whose land it lay. He was a lord of session, and had taken his title from the place, which he inherited from his father ; who, although a laird, had been so little of a gentleman, that the lordship had not been enough to make one of his son. He was yet another of those trim, orderly men, who will sacrifice anything — not to beauty — of that they have in general no sense -^ but to tidiness : tidiness in law, in divinity, in morals, in estate, in garden, in house, in person — tidiness is in their eyes the first thing — seemingly because it is the highest creative energy of which they are capa- 48 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. ble. Naturally the dwelling of James Grade was an eyesore to this man, being visible from not a few of his windows, and from almost anywhere on the private road to his house ; for decidedly it was not tidy. Neither in truth was it dirty, while to any life- loving nature it was as pleasant to know, as it was picturesque to look at. But the very appearance of poverty seems to act as a reproach on some of the rich — at least why else are they so anxious to get it out of their sight ? — and Lord Lickmyloof — that was not his real title, but he was better known by it than by the name of his land : it came of a nasty habit he had, which I need not at present indicate farther — Lord Lickmyloof could not bear the sight of the cottage which no painter would have consented to omit from the landscape. It haunted him like an evil thing. COSMO ON HIS WAY TO SCHOOL. 50 CHAPTER V. THE SCHOOL. The next morning, by the steeja farm road, and the parish road, which ran along the border of the river and followed it downward, Cosmo, on his way to school, with his books in a green baize bag, hung by the strings over his shoulder, came out from among the hills upon a comparative plain. But there were hills on all sides round him yet — not very high — few of them more than a couple of thousand feet — ■ but bleak and bare, even under the glow of the summer sun, for the time of heather was not yet, when they would show warm and rich to the eye of poet and painter. Most of the farmers there, however, would have felt a little insulted by being asked to admire them at any time : whatever their colour or shape or product, they were incapable of )ielding crops and money ! In truth many a man who now admires, would be unable to do so, if, like those farmers, he had to struggle with nature for little more than a bare living. The struggle there, what with early, long- 52 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. lasting, and bitter winters, and the barrenness of the soil in many parts, was a severe one. Leaving the river, the road ascended a little, and joined the highway, which kept along a level, con- sisting mostly of land lately redeemed from the peat-moss. It went straight for two miles, fenced from the fields in many parts by low stone walls without mortar, abhorrent to the eye of Cosmo; in other parts by walls of earth, called dykes, which delighted his very soul. These were covered with grass for the vagrant cow, sprinkled with loveliest little wild flowers for the poet-peasant, burrowed in by wild bees for the adventurous delight of the honey-drawn school-boy. Glad I am they had not quite vanished from Scotland before I was sent thither, but re- mained to help me get ready for the kingdom of heaven: those dykes must still be dear to my brothers who have gone up before me. Some of the fields had only a small ditch between them and the road, and some of them had no kind of fence at all. It was a dreary road even in summer, though not there- fore without its loveable features — amongst which the dykes; and wherever there is anything to love, there is beauty in some form. A short way past the second milestone, he came to the first straggling houses of the village. It was called Muir of Warlock, after the moor on which it stood, as the moor was called after the river that ran through it, and that named after the glen, which took its name from the family — so thait the Warlocks had scattered their cognomen all around them. A some- what dismal-looking village it was — except to those THE SCHOOL. 53 that knew its people : to some of such it was beauti- ful — as the plainest face is beautiful to him who knows a sweet soul inside it. The highway ran through it — a broad fine road, fit for the richest country under the sun ; but the causeway along its edges, making of it for the space a street, was of the poorest and narrowest. Some of the cottages stood immediately upon the path, some of them receded a little. They were almost" all of one story, built of stone, and. rough-cast — harled, they called it there, with roofs of thick thatch, in which a half smothered pane of glass might hint at some sort of room beneath. As Cosmo walked along, he saw all the trades at work ; from blacksmith to tailor, everybody was busy. Now and then he was met by a strong scent, as of burning leather, from the oak-bark which some of the housewives used for fuel, after its essence had been exhausted in the tan-pit, but mostly the air was filled with the odour of burning peat. Cosmo knew almost everybody, and was kindly greeted as he went along — none the less that some of them, hearing from their children that he had not been to school the day before, had remarked that his birthday hardly brought him enough to keep it with. The vulgarity belonging to the worship of Mammon, is by no means confined to the rich ; many of these, having next to nothing, yet thought profession the one thing, money, houses, lands the only inheritances. It is a marvel that even world-loving people should never see with what a load they oppress the lives of the children to whom, instead of bringing them up to earn their own living, and thus enjoy at least the game of life, they 54 WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK. leave a fortune enough to sink a devil yet deeper in hell. Was it nothing to Cosmo to inherit a long line of ancestors whose story he knew — their virtues, their faults, their wickedness, their humiliation ? — tc inherit the nobility of a father Such as his ? the graciousness of a mother such as that father caused him to remember her ? Was there no occasion for the laird to rejoice in the birth of a boy whom he be- lieved to have inherited all the virtues of his race, and left all their vices behind ? But none of the vil- lagers forgot, however they might regard the holiday, that Cosmo was the " ycjong laird " notwithstanding the poverty of his house ; and they all knew that in old time the birthday of the heir had been a holiday to the school as well as to himself, and remembered the introduction of the change by the present master. Indeed, throughout the village, although there were not a few landed proprietors in the neighbourhood whose lands came nearer, all of whom of course were lairds, and although the village itself had ceased to belong to the family, Glenwarlock was always called the laird ; and the better part in the hearts of even the money-loving and money-trusting among its inhab- itants, honoured him as the best man in the country, " thof he hed sae little skeel at haudin' his ain nest thegither;" and though, besides, there is scarce a money-making man who does not believe poverty the cousin, if not the child of fault ; and the more unscru- pulous, within the law, a man has been in making his money, the more he regards the man who seems to have lost the race he has won, as somehow or othei to blame : " People with naught are naughty." Noi THE SCHOOL. 55 is this judgment confined to the morally unscrupu- lous. Few who are themselves permitted to be suc- cessful, care to conjecture that it may be the will of the power, that in part through their affairs, rules men, that some should be, in that way, unsuccessful : better can be made of them by preventing the so-called suc- cess. Some men rise with the treatment under which others would sink. But of the inhabitants of Muir of Warlock, only a rather larger proportion than of the inhabitants of Mayfair would have taken in- terest in such a theory of results. They all liked, and those who knew him best, loved the young laird ; for if he had no lands, neither had he any pride, they said, and was as happy sitting with any old woman, and sharing her tea, as at a lord's table. Nor was he less of a favourite at school, though, being incapable of self-assertion, his inborn consciousness of essential humanity rendering it next to impossible for him to claim anything, some of the bigger boys were less than friendly with him. One point in his conduct was in particular distasteful to them : he seemed to scorn even an honest advantage. For in truth he never could bring himself, in the small matters of dealing that pass between boys at school, to make the least profit. He had a passion for fair play, which, combined with love to his neigh- bour, made of an advantage, though perfectly under stood and recognized, almost a physical pain : he shrank from it with something like disgust. I may not, however, conceal my belief, that there was in it a rudimentary tinge of the pride of those of his ances- tors who looked down upon commerce, though not 56 WARLOCK O' GLEN^WARLOCK. upon oppression, or even on robbery. But the true man will change to nobility even the instincts derived ' from strains of inferior moral development in his race — as the oyster makes, they say, of the sand-grain a pearl. Greeting the tailor through his open window, where he sat cross-legged on his table, the shoemaker on his stool, which, this lovely summer morning, he had brought to the door of his cottage, and the smith in his nimbus of sparks, through the half-door of his smithy, and receiving from each a kindly response, the boy walked steadily on till he came to the school. There, on the heels of the master, the boys and girls were already crowding in, and he entered along with them. The religious preliminaries over, consisting in a dry and apparently grudging recognition of a sov- ereignty that required the homage, and the reading of a chapter of the Bible in class, the secular business was proceeded with ; and Cosmo was sitting with his books before him, occupied with a hard passage in Cczsar, when the master left his desk and came to him. "You'll have to make up for lost time to-day, Cosmo," he said. Now if anything was certain to make Cosmo angry, it was the appearance, however slight, or however merely implied, of disapproval of anything his father thought, or did, or sanctioned. His face flushed, and he answered quickly, " The time wasn't lost, sir." This reply made the master in his turn angry, but he restrained himself. THE SCHOOL. 57 " I'm glad of that ! I may then expect to find you prepared with your lessons for to-day." " I learned my lessons for yesterday," Cosmo an- swered ; " but my father says it's no play to learn lessons." " Your father's not master of this school." " He's maister o' me," returned the boy, relapsing into the mother-tongue, which,- except it be spoken in good humour, always sounds rude. The master took the youth's devotion to his father for insolence to himself. " I shall say no more," he rejoined, still using the self-command which of all men an autocrat requires, " till I find how you do in your class. That you are the best scholar in it, is no reason why you should be allowed to idle away hours in which you might have been laying up store for the time to come." — It was a phrase much favoured by the master — in present application foolish. — " But perhaps your father does not mean to send you to college ? " " My father hasna said, an' I haena speirt," an- swered Cosmo, with his eyes on his book. Still misinterpreting the boy, the conceit and ill- temper of the master now overcame him, and caused him to forget the proprieties altogether. " Haud on that gait, laddie, an' ye'll be as great a fule as yer father himsel'," he said. Cosmo rose from his seat, white as the wall behind him, looked in the master's eyes, caught up his Ccesar, and dashed the book in his face. Most boys would then have made for the door, but that was not Cosmo's idea of bearing witness. The moment the 58 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. book left his hand, he drew himself up, stood still as a statue, looked full at the master, and waited. Not by a motion would he avoid any consequence of his act. He had not long to wait. A corner of the book had gone into the master's eye ; he clapped his hand to it, and for a moment seemed lost in suiifering. The next, he clenched for the boy a man's fist, and knocked him down. Cosmo fell backward over the form, struck his head hard on the foot of the next desk, and lay where he fell. A shriek arose, and a girl about sixteen came rush- ing up. She was the grand-daughter of James Gracie, befriended of the laird. " Go to your seat, Agnes ! " shouted the master, and turning from her, stood, with his handkerchief to one eye, looking down on the boy. So little did he know him, he suspected him of pretending to be more hurt than he was. "Touch me gien ye daur," cried Agnes, as she stooped to remove his legs from the form. " Leave him alone," shouted the master, and seiz- ing her, pulled her away, and flung her from him that she almost fell. But by this time the pain in his eye had subsided a little, and he began to doubt whether indeed the boj was pretending as he had imagined. He began also to feel not a little uneasy as to the possible conse quences of his hasty act — not half so uneasy, how- ever, as he would have felt, had the laird been as well-to-do as his neighbour, Lord Lickmyloof who would be rather pleased than otherwise, the master THE SCHOOL. 59 thought, at any grief that might befall either Cosmo or the lass Grade. Therefore, although he would have been ready to sink had the door then opened and the laird entered, he did not much fear any con- sequences to be counted serious from the unexpected failure of his self-command. He dragged the boy up by the arm, and set him on his seat, before Agnes could return ; but his face was as that of one dead, and he fell forward on the desk. With a second great cry, Agnes again sprang forward. She was a strong girl, accustomed to all kinds of work, out-door and in-door. She caught Cosmo round the waist from behind, pulled him from the seat, and drew him to the door, which because of the heat stood open. The master had had enough of it, and did not at- tempt to hinder her. There she took him in her arms, and literally ran with him along the street. CHAPTER VI. GRANNIE'S COTTAGE. But she had not to pass many houses before she came to that of her grandfather's mother, an aged woman, I need not say, but in very tolerable health and strength nevertheless. She sat at her spinning wheel, with her door wide open. Suddenly, and, to her dulled sense, noiselessly, Aggie came staggering in with her burden. She dropped him on the old woman's bed, and herself on the floor, her heart and lungs going wildly. " I' the name o' a' ! " cried' her great-grandmother, stopping her wheel, breaking her thread, and letting the end twist madly up amongst the revolving iron teeth, emerging from the mist of their own speed, in which a moment before they had looked ethereal as the vibration-film of an insect's wings. She rose with a haste marvellous for her years, and approaching, looked down on the prostrate form of the girl. " It can never be my ain Aggie," she faltered, " to 60 grannie's cottage. 6 1 rush intil my quaiet hoose that gait, fling a man upo' my bed, an' fa' her len'th upo' my flure ! " But Agnes was not yet able to reply. She could only sign with her hand to the bed, which she did with such energy that her great-grandmother — Gran- nie, she called her, as did the whole of the village ■ — turned at once thitherward. She could not see well, and the box-bed was dark, so she did not at first rec- ognize Cosmo, but the moment she suspected who it was, she too uttered a cry — the cry of old age, feeble and wailful. " The michty be ower 's ! what's come to my bairn ? " she said. " The maister knockit him doon," gasped Agnes. " Eh, lassie ! rin for the doctor." " No," came feebly from the bed. " I dinna want ony notice ta'en o' the business." " Are ye sair hurtit, my bairn ? " asked the old woman. " My heid's some sair an' throughither-like ; but I'll just lie still a wee, and syne I'll be able to gang hame. I'm some sick. I winna gang back to the school the day." " Na, my bonnie man, that ye sanna ! " cried Gran- nie, in a tone mingled of pity and indignation. A moment more, and Agnes rose from the earth, for earth it was, quite fresh ; and the two did all they could to make him comfortable. Aggie would have gone at once to let his father know ; she was per- fectly able, she said, and in truth seemed nothing the worse for her fierce exertion. But Cosmo said, " Bide a wee, Aggie, an' we'll gang hame thegither. I'll be 62 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. better in twa or three minutes." But he did not get better so fast as he expected, and the only condition on which Grannie would consent not to send for the doctor, was, that Agnes should go and tell his father. " But eh, Aggie ! " said Cosmo, " dinna lat him think there's onything to be fleyt aboot. It's nae- thing but a gey knap o' the heid ; an' I'm sure the maister didna inten' duin me ony sarious hurt. — But my father's sure to gie him fair play! — he gies a' body fair play." Agnes set out, and Cosmo fell asleep. He slept a long time, and woke better. She hur- ried to Glenwarlock, and in the yard found the laird. " Weel, lassie ! " he said, " what brings ye here this time o' day ? What for are ye no at the school .? Ye'U hae little eneuch o' 't by an' by, whan the hairst 's come." " It's the yoong laird ! " said Aggie, and stopped. " What's come till 'im ? " asked the laird, in the sharpened tone of anxiety. " It's no muckle, he says himsel'. But his heid's some sair yet." " What maks his heid sair ? He was weel eneuch whan he gaed this mornin'." " The maister knockit 'im doon." The laird started as if one had struck him in the face. The blood reddened his forehead, and his old eyes flashed like two stars. All the battle-fury of the old fighting race seemed to swell up from ancient fountains amongst the unnumbered roots of his being, and rush to his throbbing brain. He clenched his grannie's cottage. 63 withered fist, drew himself up straight, and made his knees strong. For a moment he felt as in the prime of life and its pride. The next his fist relaxed, his hand fell by his side, and he bowed his head. " The Lord hae mercy upo' me ! " he murmured. " I was near takin' -the affairs o' ane o' his into my ban's ! " He covered his face with his wrinkled hands, and the girl stood beside him in awe-filled silence. But she did not quite comprehend, and was troubled at seeing him stand thus motionless. In the trembling voice of one who would comfort her superior, she said, " Dinna greit, laird. He'll be better, I'm thinkin', afore ye win till 'im. It was Grannie gart me come — no him." Speechless the laird turned, and without even en- tering the house, walked away to go to the village. He had reached the valley-road before he discovered that Agnes was behind him. "Dinna ye come, Aggie," he said; "ye may be wantit at hame." "Ye dinna think I wad ley ye, laird ! — 'cep' ye was to think fit to sen' me frea ye. I'm maist as guid's a man to gang wi' ye — wi' the advantage o' bein' a wuman, as my mither tells me : " — She called her grandmother, mother. — "ye see we can daur mair nor ony man — but, Guid forgie me ! — no mair nor the yoong laird whan he flang his Casar straucht i' the maister's face this verra mornin'." The laird stopped, turned sharply round, and looked at her. 64 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. " What did he that for ? " he said. '"Cause he ca'd yersel' a fule," answered the girl, with the utmost simplicity, and no less reverence. The laird drew himself up once more, and looked twenty years younger. But it was not pride that in- spired him, nor indignation, but the father's joy at _ finding in his son his champion. "Mony ane's ca'd me that, I weel believe, lassie, though no to my ain face or that o' my bairn. But whether I deserve't or no, nana but ane kens. It's no by the word o' man I stan' or fa' ; but it's hoo my maister luiks upo' my puir endeevour to gang by the thing he says. Min' this, lassie — lat fowk say as they like, but du ye as he likes, an', or a' be dune, they'll be upo' their k-nees to ye. An' sae they'll be yet to my bairn — though I'm some tribbled he sud hae saired the maister — e'en as he deserved." " What cud he du, sir ? It was na for himsel' he strack ! An' syne he never muved an inch, but stud there like a rock, an' liftit no a han' to defen' himsel', but jist loot the maister tak his wuU o' 'im." The pair tramped swiftly along the road, heeding nothing on either hand as they went, Aggie lithe and active, the laird stooping greatly in his forward anxiety to see his injured boy, but walking much faster " than his age afforded." Before they reached the village, the mid-day recess had come, and every- body knew what had happened. Loud were most in praise of the boy's behaviour, and many were the eyes that from window and door watched the laird, as he hurried down the street to " Grannie's," where' all grannie's cottage. 65 spoke, or showed that he was looking, and the laird walked straight on with his eyes to the ground, glancing neither to the right hand nor the left ; and as did the laird, so did Aggie. The door of the cottage stood open. There was a step down, but the laird knew it well. Turning to the left through a short passage, in the window of which stood a large hydrangea, over two wooden pails of water, he lifted the latch of the inner door, bowed his tall head, and entered the room where lay his darling. With a bow to Grannie, he went straight up to the bed, speedily discovered that Cosmo slept, and stood regarding him with a full heart. Who can tell but him who knows it, how much more it is to be understood by one's own, than by all the world beside! By one's own one learns to love all God's creatures, and from one's own one gets strength to meet the misprision of the world. The room was dark though it was summer, and although it had two windows, one to the street, and one to the garden behind : both ceiling and floor were of a dark brown, for the beams and boards of the one were old and interpenetrated with smoke, and the other was of hard-beaten clay, into which also was wrought much smoke and an undefinable blackness, while the windows were occupied with different plants favoured of Grannie, so that little light could get in, and that little was half-swallowed by the general brownness. A tall eight-day clock stood in one corner, up to which, whoever would learn from it the time, had to advance confidentially, and consult its face on tip-toe, with peering eyes. Beside it was a 66 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. beautifully polished chest of drawers ; a nice tea-table stood in the centre, and some dark-shiny wooden chairs against the walls. A closet opened at the head of the bed, and at the foot of it was the door of the ' room and the passage, so that it stood in a recess, to which were wooden doors, seldom closed. A fire partly of peat, partly of tan, burned on the little hearth. Cosmo opened his eyes, and saw those of his father looking down upon him. He stretched out his arms, and drew the alged head upon his bosom. His heart was too full to speak. " How do you find yourself, my boy ? " said the father, gently releasing himself. " I know all about it; you need not trouble yourself to tell me more than just how you are." " Better, father, much better," answered Cosmo. " But there is one thing I must tell you. Jus't before it happened we were reading in the Bible-class about Samson — how the spirit of the Lord came upon him, and with the jaw-bone of an ass he slew ever so many of the Philistines ; and when the master said that'bad word about you, it seemed as if the spirit of the Lord came upon me ; for I was not in a rage, but filled with what seemed a holy indignation ; and as I had no ass's jaw-bone handy, I took my CcBsar, and flung it as hard and as straight, as I could in the master's face. But I am not so sure about it now." " Tak ye nae thoucht anent it, Cosmo, my bairn," said the old woman, taking up the word ; " it's no a hair ayont what he deserved 'at daured put sic a word to the best ro^n in a' the country. By the han' grannie's cottage. 67 o' a babe, as he did Goliab o' Gath, hetli the Lord-,^ rebuked the enemy. — The Lord himsel' 's upo' your side, laird, to gie ye siccan a brave son." " I never kent liim lift his han' afore," said the laird, as if he would fain mitigate judgment on youth- ful indiscretion, — " excep' it was to the Kirkmalloch bull, when he ran at him an' me as gien he wad hae pitcht 's ower the wa' o' the warl'." " The mair like it was the speerit o' the Lord, as the bairn himsel' was jaloosin," remarked Grannie, in a tone of confidence to which the laird was ready enough to yield ; — " an' whaur the speerit o' the Lord is, there's leeberty," she added, thinking less of the suitableness of the quotation, than of the aptness of words in it. Glenwarlock stooped and kissed the face of his son, and went to fetch the doctor. Before he returned, Cosmo was asleep again. The doctor would not have him waked. From his pulse and the character of his sleep he judged he was doing well. He had heard all about the affair before, but heard all now as for the first time, assured the laird there was no danger, said he would call again, and recom- mended him to go home. The boy must remain where he was for the night, he said, and if the least ground for uneasiness should show itself, he would ride over, and make his report. " I don't know what to think," returned the laird : " it would be trouble and inconvenience to Grannie." " 'Deed, laird, ye sud be ashamt to say sic a thing : it'll be naething o' the kin' ! " cried the old • woman- "Here he s' bide— wi' yer leave, sir, an' no muv ffae whaur he lies ! There's anither bed i' the cloaset 68 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. there. But, troth, what wi' the rheumatics, an' — an' — the din o' the rottans, we s' ca' 't, mony's the nicht I gang to nae bed ava' ; an' to hae the yoong laird sleepin' i' my bed, an' me keepin' watch ower 'im, 'ill be jist like haein' an angel i' the hoose to luik after. I'll be somebody again for ae nicht, I can tell ye ! An' oh ! it's a lang time, sir, sin' I was onybody i' this warl' ! I houp sair they'll hae something for auld fowk to du i' the neist." "Hoots, mistress Forsyth," returned the laird, "the' '11 be naebody auld there!" " Hoo am I to win in than, sir ? I'm auld, gien ony- body ever was auld ! An' hoo's yersel' to win in, sir — for ye maun be some auld yersel' by this time, thof I min' weel yer father a bit loonie in a tartan kilt." "What wad ye say to be made yoong again, auld frien' i " suggested the laird, with a smile of wonder- ful sweetness. " Eh, sir ! there's naething to that efiEec' i' the word." " Hoot ! " rejoined the laird, " wad ye hae me plaguit to tell the laddie there a' thing I wad du for him, as gien he hadna a hert o' his ain to tell 'im a score o' things — ay, hun'ers o' things ? Dinna ye ken 'at the speerit o' man 's the can'le o' the Lord ? " " But sae mony for a' that follows but their ain fancies ! — That ye maun alloo, laird ; an' what comes o' yer can'le than ? " " That' sic as never luik whaur the licht fa's, but aye some ither gait, for they carena to walk by the same. But them 'at orders their wy's by what licht grannie's cottage. 69 they hae, there's no fear o' them. Even sud they stummle, they sanna fa'." " 'Deed, laird, I'm thinkin' ye may be richt. I hae stummlet mony's the time, but I'm no doon yet ; an' I hae a guid houp 'at maybe, puir dissiple as I am, the Maister may lat on 'at he kens me, whan that great and terrible day o' the Lord comes." Cosmo began to stir. His father went to the bed-side, and saw at a glance that the boy was better. He told him what the doctor had decreed. Cosmo said he was quite able to get up and go home that minute. But his father would not hear of it. " I can't bear to think of you walking back all that way alone, papa," objected Cosmo. " Ye dinna think, Cosmo," interposed Aggie, " 'at I'm gauin to lat the laird gang hame himlane, an' me here to be his body-gaird ! I ken my duty better nor that." But the laird did not go till they had all had tea to- gether, and the doctor had again come and gone, and given his decided opinion that all Cosmo needed was a little rest, and that he would be quite well in a day or two. Then at length his father left him, and, com- forted, set out with Aggie for Glenwarlock. CHAPTER VII. DREAMS. The gloamin' came down much sooner in Grannie's cottage than on the sides of the eastward hills, but the old woman made up her little fire, and it glowed a bright heart to the shadowy place. Though the room was always dusky, it was never at this season quite dark any time of the night. It was not absolutely needful, except for the little cooking required by the invalid — for as such, in her pride of being his nurse. Grannie regarded him — but she welcomed the ex- cuse for a little extra warmth to her old limbs during the night watches. Then she sat down in her great chair, and all was still. " What for arena ye spinnin', Grannie ? " said Cosmo. " I like fine to hear the wheel singin' like a muckle flee upo' the winnock. It spins i' my held lang lingles o' thouchts, an' dreams, an' wad-be's. Neist to hearin' yersel' tell a tale, I like to hear yer wheel gauin'. It has a w'y o' 'ts ain wi' me ! " " I was feart it micht vex ye wi' the soomin' o' 't," 70 DREAMS. 71 answered Grannie, and as she spoke she rose, and lighted her little lamp, though she scarcely needed light for her spinning, and sat down to her wheel. For a long unweary time Cosmo lay and listened, an aerial Amphion, building castles in the air to its music, which was so monotonous that, like the drone of the bag-pipes, he could use it for accompaniment to any dream-time of his own. When a man comes to trust in God thoroughly, he shrinks from castle-building, lest his faintest fancy should run counter to that loveliest Will ; but a boy's dreams are nevertheless a part of his education. And the true heart will not leave the blessed conscience out, even in its dreams. Those of Cosmo were mostly of a lovely woman, much older than himself, who was kind to him, and whom he obeyed and was ready to serve like a slave. These came, of course, first of all, from the heart that needed and delighted in the thought of a mother, but they were bodied out from the memory, faint, far-off, and dim, of his own mother, and the imaginations of her roused by his father's many talks with him concerning her. He dreamed now of one, now of another beneficent power, of the fire, the air, the earth, or the water — each of them a gracious woman, who favoured, helped, and pro- tected him, through dangers and trials innumerable. Such imaginings may be — nay must be unhealthy for those who will not attempt the right in the face of loss and pain and shame ; but to those who labour in the direction of their own ideal, dreams will do no hurt, but foster rather the ideal. 72 WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK. When at length the spinning-wheel ceased with its hum, the silence was to Cosmo like the silence after a song, and his thoughts refused to do their humming alone. The same moment he fell — from a wondrous region where he dwelt with sylphs in a great palace, built on the tree-tops of a forest ages old ; where the buxom air bathed every limb, and was to his ethereal body as water — sensible as a liquid ; whose every room rocked like the baby's cradle of the nursery rime, but equilibrium was the merest motion of the will; where the birds nested in its cellars, and the squirrels ran up and down its stairs, and the wood- peckers pulled themselves along its columns and rails by their beaks; where the winds swung the whole city with a rhythmic roll, and the sway as of tempest waves, music-ruled to ordered cadences ; where, far below, lower than the cellars, the deer, and the mice, and the dormice, and the foxes, and all the wild things of the forest, ran in its caves — from this high city of the sylphs, watched and loved and taught by the most gracious and graceful and tenderly ethe- real and powerful of beings, he fell supine into Gran- nie's box-bed, with the departed hum of her wheel spinning out its last thread of sound in his disap- pointed brain. In after years when he remembered the enchanting ' dreams of his boyhood, instead of sighing after them as something gone for ever, he would say to himself, " what matter they are gone ? In the heavenly king- dom my own mother is waiting me, fairer and stronger and real. I imagined the elves ; God imagined my mother." DREAMS. 73 The unconscious magician of the whole mystery, who had seemed to the boy to be spinning his very brain into dreams, rose, and, drawing near the bed, as if to finish the ruthless destruction, and with her long witch-broom sweep down the very cobwebs of his airy phantasy, said, " Is ye waukin', Cosmo my bairn ? " "Ay am I," answered Cosmo, with a faint pang, and a strange sense of loss : when should he dream its like again ! " Soon, soon, Cosmo," he might have heard, could he have interpreted the telephonic signals from the depths of his own being; "wherever the creative pneuma can enter, there it enters, and no door stands so wide to it as that of the obedient heart." " Weel, ye maun hae yer supper, an' syne ye maun say yer prayers, an' hae dune wi' Tyseday, an' gang on til' Wudens-day." " I'm nae wantin' ony supper, thank ye," said the boy. "Ye maun hae something, my bonny man; for them 'at aits ower little, as weel's them 'at aits ower muckle, the night-mear rides— an' she's a fearsome horse. Ye can never win upo' the back o' her, for as guid a rider as ye 're weel kent to be, my bairn. Sae wull ye hae a drappy parritch an' ream? or wad ye prefar a sup of fine gruel, sic as yer mother used to like weel frae my han', whan it sae happent I was i' the hoose ? " The offer seemed to the boy to bring him a little nearer the mother whose memory he worshipped, and on the point of saying, for the sake of saving her trouble, that he would have the porridge, he chose the gruel. 74 WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK. He watched from his nest the whole process of its making. It took a time of its own, for one of the secrets of good gruel is a long acquaintance with the fire. — Many a time the picture of that room returned to him in far different circumstances, like a dream of quiet and self-sustained delight — though his one companion was an aged woman. When he had taken it, he fell asleep once more, and when he woke again, it was in the middle of the night. The lamp was nearly burned out : it had a long, red, disreputable nose, that spoke of midnight hours and exhausted oil. The old lady was dozing in her chair. The clock had just struck something, for the sound of its bell was yet faintly pulsing in the air. He sat up, and looked out into the room. Some- thing seemed upon him — he could not tell what. He felt as if something had been going on besides the striking of the clock, and were not yet over — as if something was even now being done in the room. But there the old woman slept, motionless, and ap- parently in perfect calm ! It could not, however, have been perfect as it seemed, for presently she be- gan to talk. At first came only broken sentences, occasionally with a long pause ; and just as he had concluded she would say nothing more, she would begin again. There was something awful to the fancy of the youfh in the issuing of words from the lips of one apparently unconscious of surrounding things; her voice was like the voice of one speaking from an- other world. Cosmo was a brave boy where duty was concerned, but conscience and imagination were each able to make him tremble. To tremble DREAMS. 75 and to turn the back, are, however, very different things : of the latter, the thing deserving to be called cowardice, Cosmo knew nothing ; his hair began to rise upon his head, but that head he never hid be- neath the bed-clothes. He sat and stared into the gloom, where the old woman lay in her huge chaii, muttering at irregular intervals. Presently she began to talk a little more continu- ously. And now also Cosmo's heart had got a little quieter, and no longer making such a noise in his ears, allowed him to hear better. After a fpw words seemingly unconnected, though probably with a per- fect dependence of their own, she began to murmur something that sounded like verses. Cosmo soon perceived that she was saying the same thing over and over, and at length he had not only made out every word of the few lines, but was able to remember them. This was what he afterwards recalled — by that time uncertain whether the whole thing had not been a dream ; Catch yer naig an' pu' his tail :' In his hin' heel ca' a nail ; Rug his lugs frae ane anither — Stan' up, an' ca' the king yer brither. When first he repeated them entire to himself, the old woman still muttering them, he could not help laughing, and the noise, tljough repressed, yet roused her. She woke, not, like most young people, with slow gradation of consciousness, but all at once was wide awake. She sat up in her chair. 76 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. " Was I snorin', laddie, 'at ye leuch ? " she asked, in a tone of slight offence. " Eh, na ! " replied Cosmo. " It was only 'at ye was sayin' something rale tunny — i' yer sleep, ye ken — a queer jingle o' poetry it was." Therewith he repeated the rime, and Grannie burst into a merry laugh — which however sobered rather suddenly, " I dinna won'er I was sayin' ower thae fule words,'' she said, " for 'deed I was dreamin' o' the only ana I ever h'ard say them, an' that was whan I was a lass — maybe aboot thirty. Onybody nicht hae h'ard him sayin' them — ower and ower til himsel', as gien he eudna weary o' them, but naebody but mysel' seemed to hae ta'en ony notice o' the same. I used whiles to won'er whether he fully un'erstude what he was sayin' — but troth ! hoo cud there be ony sense in sic havers ? " "Was there ony mair o' the ballant ? " asked Cosmo. " Gien there was mair ; I h'jrd na't," replied Gran- 2. "An' weel I wat! he was na ane to sing, the auld captain.— Did ye never hear tell o' 'im, laddie ? " ^ " Gien ye mean the auld brither o' the laird o' that time, him 'at cam hame frae his sea-farin' to the East Indies — " "Ay, ay; that's him! Ye hae h'ard tell o' 'im ! He hed a ship o' 's ain, an' made mony a voyage afore ony o' 's was born, an' was an auld man whan at len'th hame cam he, as the sang says — ower auld to haud by the sea ony more. I'll never forget the lulk o' the man whan first I saw him, nor the hurry nie DREAMS. 77 an' the scurry, the rinnin' here, an' the routin' there, 'at there was whan the face o' 'm came in at the gett ! Ye see they a' thoucht he was hame \vi' a walth ayout figures — stowed awa' somewhaur — naebody kent whaur. Eh, but he was no a bonny man, an' fowk said he dee'd na a fairstrae deith : hoo that may be, I dinna weel ken : there war unco things aboot the affair — tilings 'at winna weel bide speykin' o'. Ae thing's certain, an' that is, 'at the place has never thriven sin syne. But, for that maitter, it hedna thriven for mony a lang afore. An' there was a fowth o' awfu' stories reengin' the country, like ghaists 'at naebody cud get a grip o' — as to hoo he had gotten the said siller, an' sic like — the siller 'at naebody ever saw ; for upo' that siller, as I tell ye, naebody ever cuist an e'e. Some said he had been a pirate upo' the hie seas, an' had ta'en the siller in lumps o' gowd frae puir ships 'at hadna men eneuch to hand the grip o' 't ; some said he had been a privateer ; an' ither some said th^re was sma' differ atween the twa. An' some wad hae 't he was ane o' them 'at tuik an' sauld the puir black fowk, 'at cudna help bein' black, for as ootlandish as it maun luik — I never saw nane o' the nation mysel' — ony mair nor a corbie can help his feathers no bein' like a doo's ; an' gien they turnt black for ony deevilry o' them 'at was their forbeirs, I kenna an' it maks naething to me or mine, — I wad fain an' far raither du them a guid turn nor tak an' sell them ; for gien their parents had sinned, the mair war they to be pitied. But as I was sayin', naebody kent hoo he had gethert his siller, the mair by token 'at maybe there was nane, 78 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. for naebody, as I was tellin' ye, ever had the sma'est glimp o' siller aboot 'im. For a close-loofed near kin o' man he was, gien ever ony ! Aye ready was he to borrow a shillin' frae ony fule 'at wad len' him ane, an' lang had him 'at len't it forgotten to luik for 't, er' he thoucht o' peyin' the same. It was mair nor ae year or rwa 'at he leeved aboot the place, an' naebody cared muckle for his company, though a' body was ower feart to lat him ken he was na wel- come here or there; for wha cud tell he micht oot wi' the swoord he aye carriet, an' mak an' en' o' 'im ! For 'deed he fearna God nor man, ony mair nor the jeedge i' the Scriptur'. He drank a heap — as for a' body at he ca'd upo' aye hed oot the whisky- bottle well willun' to please the man they war feart at." The voice of the old woman went sounding in the ears of the boy, on and on in the gloom, and through it, possibly from the still confused condition of his head, he kept constantly hearing ihe rimes she had repeated to him. They seemed to have laid hold of him as of her, perhaps from their very foolishness, in an odd inexplicable way : — Catch yer naig an' pu' his tail'; In his hin' heel ca' a nail ; Rug his lugs frae ane anither — Stan' up, an' ca' the king yer brither. On and on went the rime, and on and on went the old woman's voice. "Weel, there cam' a time whan an English lord begud to be seen aboot the place, an' that was nae DREAMS. 79 comon sicht i' oor puir country. He was a frien' fowk said, o' the yoong Markis o' Lossie, an' that was hoo he cam to sicht. He gaed fleein' aboot, luikin' at this, an' luikin' at that ; an' whaur or hoo he fell in wi' him, I dinna ken, but or lang the twa o' them was a heap thegither. They playt cairts thegither, they drank thegither, they drave oot the- gither — for the auld captain never crossed beast's back — an" what made sic frien's o' them nobody could imaigine. For the tane was a rouch sailor chield, an' the titlier was a yoong lad, little mair, an' a fine gen- tleman as weel's a bonny man. But the upshot o' 't a' was an ill ana ; for, efter maybe aboot a month or sae o' sic friendship as was atween them, there cam a nicht 'at brouchtna the captain hame ; for ye maun un'erstan', wi' a' his rouch w'ys, an' his drinkin', an' his cairt-playin', he was aye hame at nicht, an' safe intil 's bed, whaur he sleepit i' the best chaumer i' the castle. Ay, he wad come hame, aften as drunk as man cud be, but hame he cam. Sleep intil the efternune o' the neist day he wad, but never oot o' 's nain bed — or if no aye in his ain nakit bed, for I fan' him ance mysel' lyin' snorin' upo' the flure, it was aye intil 's ain room, as I say, an' no in ony strange place drunk or sober. Sae there was some surprise at his no appearin', an' fowk spak o' 't, but no that muckle, for naebody cared i' their hert what cam o' the man. Still whan the men gaed oot to their wark, they bude to gie a luik gien there was ony sign o' 'm. It was easy to think 'at he micht hae been at last ower sair owertaen to be able to win hame. But that wasna it, though whan they cam upo' 'm lyin' on's back i' So WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. the howe you'er 'at luiks up to my daughter's bit gerse for her coo', they thoucht he bude to hae sleepit there a' nicht. Sae he had, but it was "the sleep 'ai kens no waukin — at least no the kin' o' waukin' 'a' comes wi' the mornin' ! " Cosmo recognized with a shudder his favourite spot, where on his birthday, as on many a day before, he had fallen asleep. But the old woman went or with her story. " Deid was the auld captain — as deid as ever was man 'at had nane left to greit for him. But thof there was nae greitin', no but sic a hullabaloo as rase upo' the discovery ! They rade an' they ran ; the doctor cam', an' the minister, an' the lawyer, an' the grave-digger. But whan a man's deid, what can a' the warl' du for 'im but berry 'im ? puir hin'er eii thof it be to him at draws himsel' up, an' blaws hini sel' oot ! There was mony a conjectur as to hoc he cam by his deith, an' mony a doobt it wasna by fail play. Some said he dee'd by his ain han', driven oil til't by the enemy ; an' it was true the blade he cair. riet was lyin' upo' the grass aside 'im ; but ither som.e 'at exem't him, said the hole i' the side o' 'im was nu made wi' that. But o' a' 'at cam to speir efter 'im. the English lord was nane. He hed vainished the country. The general opinyon sattled doon to this, 'at they twa bude till hae fa'en oot at cairts, an' fouchten it oot, an' the auld captain, for a' his skeel an' exparience, had had the warst o' 't, an' so there they faun' 'im.— But I reckon, Cosmo, yer father 'ill hae tellt ye a' aboot the thing, mony's the time, o* DREAMS. 8 1 noo, an' I'm jist deivin' ye wi' my clavers, an haudin 'ye ohn sleepit ! " "Na, Grannie," answered Cosmo, " he never tellt me what ye hae tellt me noo. He did tell me 'at there was sic a man, an' the ill en' he cam til ; an' I think he was jist gaein' on to tell me mair, whan Grizzle cam to say the denner was ready. That was only yesterday — or the day afore, I'm thinkin', by this time. — But what think ye could hae been in 's held wi' yon jingle aboot the horsie ? " " Ow ! what wad be intil 't but jist fulish nonsense ? Ye ken some fowk has a queer trick o' sayin' the same thing ower an' ower again to themsel's, wi'oot ony sense intil 't. There was the auld laird himsel' ; he was ane o' sic. Aye an' ower again he wad be sayin' til himsel', '-A hun'er poun' ! Ay, a hun'er poun' ! ' It maittered na what he wad be speikin' aboot, or wha til, in it wad corhe ! — i' the middle o' onything, ye cudna tell whan or whaur, — ' A hun'er poun' ! ' says he ; 'Ay, a hun'er poun' ! ' Fowk leuch at the first, but sune gat used til't, an' cam hardly to ken 'at he said it, for what has nae sense has little hearin'. An' I doobtna thae rimes wasna even a verse o' an auld ballant, but jist a cletter o' clinkin' styte (nonsense), 'at he had learnt frae some blackamore bairn, maybe, an' cudna get oot o' 's held ony ither gait, but bude to say't to hae dune wi' 't — jist like a cat whan it gangs scrattin' at the door, ye hae to get up, whether ye wull or no, an' lat the cratur oot.'' Cosmo did not feel quite satisfied with the expla- nation, but he made no objection to it. " I maun alloo, hooever," the old woman went on, 82 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. " 'at ance ye get a haud o' them, they tak a grip o' you, an' hae a queer w'y o' hauntin' ye like, as they did the man himsel', sae 'at ye carina yet rid o' them. It comes only at noes an' thans, but whan the fit 's upo' me, I canna get them oot o' my held. The verse gangs on tum'lin' ower an' ower intil 't, till I'm jist scunnert wi' 't. Awa' it wanna gang, maybe for a haill day, an' syne it mayna come again for months." True enough, the rime was already running about in Cosmo's head like a mouse, and he fell asleep with it ringing in the ears of his mind. Before he woke again, which was in the broad day- light, he had a curious dream. He dreamed that he was out in the moonlight. It was a summer night — late. But there was some- thing very strange about the night : right up in the top of it was the moon, looking down as if she knew all about it, and something was going to happen. He did not like the look of her — he had never seen her look like that before ! and he went home just to get away from her. As he was going up the stairs to his chamber, something moved him — he could not tell what — to stop at the door of the drawing-room, and go in. It was flooded with moonlight, but he did not mind that, so long as he could keep out of her sight. Still it had a strange, eerie look, with its various pieces of furniture casting different shadows from those that by rights belonged to them. He gazed at this thing and that, as if he had never seen it before. The place seemed to cast a spell over him, so that he could not leave it. He seated himself on the ancient brocaded couch, and sat staring, with a sense, which DREAMS. 83 by degrees grew dreadful, that he was where he would not be, and that if he did not get up and go, some- thing would happen. But he could not rise — not that he felt any physical impediment, but that he could - not make a resolve strong enough — like one in irksome company, who wants to leave, but waits in vain a fit opportunity. Delay grew to agony, but still he sat. He became aware that he was not alone. His whole skin seemed to contract with a shuddering sense of presence. Gradually, as he gazed straight in front of him, slowly, in the chair on the opposite side of the fire-place, grew visible the form of a man, until he saw it quite plainly — that of a seafaring man, in a blue coat, with a red sash round his waist, in which were pistols, and a dagger. He too sat motionless, fixing on him the stare of fierce eyes, black, yet glowing, as if set on fire of hell. They filled him with fear, but something seemed to sustain him under it. He almost fancied, when first on wak- ing he thought over it, that a third must have been in the room — for his protection. The face that stared at him was a brown and red and weather- beaten face, cut across with a great scar, and wearing an expression of horror trying not to look horrible. His fear threatened to turn him into clay, but he met it with scorn, strove against it, would not and did not yield. Still the figure stared, as if it would fascinate him into limpest submission. Slowly at length it rose, and with a look that seemed meant to rivet the foregone stare — a look of mingled pain and fierce- ness, turned, and led the way from the room, where- 84 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. upon the spell was so far broken or changed, that he was able to rise and follow him : even in his dreams he was a boy of courage, and feared nothing so much as yielding to fear. The figure went on, nor ever turned its head, up the stair to the room over that they had left — the best bedroom, the guest-chamber of the house — not often visited, and there it entered. Still following, Cosmo entered also. The figure walk- ed across the room, as if making for the bed, but in the middle of the floor suddenly turned, and went round by the foot of the bed to the other side of it, where the curtains hid it. Cosmo followed, but when he reached the other side, the shade was nowhere to be seen, and he woke, his heart beating terribly. By this time Grannie was snoring in her chair, or . very likely, in his desire to emerge from its atmosphere, he would have told her his dream. For a while he lay looking at the dying fire, and the streak from the setting moon, that stole i:i at the window, and lay weary at the foot of the wall. Slowly he fell fast asleep, and slept far into the morning: long after lessons were begun in the school, and village-affairs were in the full swing of their daily routine, he slept ; nor had he finished his breakfast, when his fathei entered. "I'm quite well, papa," answered the boy to his gentle yet eager inquiry ; — " perfectly able to go to school in the afternoon." "I don't mean you to go again, Cosmo," replied his father gravely. " It could not be pleasant either for yourself or for the master. The proper relation between you is destroyed." COSMO'S DREAM. «s DREAMS. 87 " If you think I was wrong, papa, I will make an apology." " If you had done it for yourself, I should unhesita- tingly say you must. But as it was, I am not pre- pared to say so." " What am I to do then ? How am I to get ready for college ? " The laird gave a sigh, and made no answer. Alas 1 there were more difficulties than that in the path to college. He turned away, and went to call on the minister, while Cosmo got up and dressed : except a little singing in his head when he stooped, he was aware of no consequences of the double blow. Grannie was again at her wheel, and Cosmo sal down in her chair to await his father's return. " Whaur said ye the captain sleepit whan he was at the castle ? " he inquired across the buzz and whiz and hum of the wheel. Through the low window, betwixt the leaves of the many plants that shaded it, he could see the sun shining hot upon the bare street ; but inside \i'as soft gloom filled with murmurous sound. " Whaur but i' the best bedroom ? " answered Grannie. " Naething less wad hae pleased /lim, I can a3sure ye. For ance 'at there cam the markis to the hoose — whan things warna freely sae scant aboofr the place as they hae been sin' yer father cam to the throne — there cam at his back a fearsome storm, sic as comes but seldom in a life lang as mine, an' sic 'at his lordship cudna win awa'. Thereupon yer father, that is, yer gran'father, — or it wad be yer grit-gran'father — I'm turnin' some confused amo' ye ; 88 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. ye aye keep comin' !-^onyhoo, he gae the captain a kent like, 'at he wad du weel to offer his room til's lordship. But wad he, think ye ? Na, no him ! He grew reid, an' syne as white's the aisse, an' luikit to be i' the awfu'est inside rage 'at mortal wessel cud weel hand. Sae yer gran'father, no 'at he was feart at 'im, for Is' be bun' he never was feart afore the face o' man, but jest no wullin' to anger his ain kin, an' maybe no willin' onybody sud say he was a re- specter o' persons, heeld his tongue an' said nae mair, an' the markis hed the second best bed, for he sleepit in Glenwarlock's ain." Cosmo then told her the dream he had had in the night, describing the person he had seen in it as closely as he could. Now all the time Grannie had been speaking, it was to the accompaniment of her wheel, but Cosmo liad not got far with his narrative when she ceased spinning, and sat absorbed — listen- ing as to a red occurrence, not the feverish dream of a boy. When he ended, — "It maun hae been the auld captain himself ! " she said under her breath, and with a sigh ; tli£n shut up her mouth, and remained silent, leaving Cosmo in ' doubt whether it was that she would take no interest in sucft a foolish thing, or found in it something to ^et her thinking ; but he could not help noting that there seemed a strangeness about her silence ; nor did she break it until his father returned. CHAPTER VIII. HOME. Cosmo was not particularly fond of school, and he was particularly fond of holidays ; hence his father's resolve that he should go to school no more, seemed to him the promise of an endless joy. The very sun seemed swelling in his heart as he walked home with his father. A whole day of home and its pleasures was before him — only the more welcome that he had had a holiday so lately, and that so many more lay behind it. Every shadow about the old place was a delight to him. Never human being loved more the things into which he had been born than did Cosmo. The whole surrounding had to him a sacred look, such as Jerusalem, the temple, and its vessels, bore to the Jews, even those of them who were capable of loving little else. There was hardly anything that could be called beauty about the building — strength and gloom were its main characteristics — but its very stones were dear to the boy. There never were such bees, there never were such thick walls, there never 89 9° WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. were such storms, never such a rushing river, as those about his beloved home ! And this although, all the time, as I have said, he longed for more beauty of mountain and wood than the country around could afford him. Then there were the books belonging to the house ! — was there any such a collection in the world besides ! They were in truth very few — all contained in a closet opening out of his father's bed- room ; but Cosmo had a feeling of inexhaustible wealth in them — partly because his father had not yet allowed him to read everything there, but re- stricted him to certain of the shelves — as much to cultivate self-restraint in him as to keep one or two of the books from him, — partly because he read books so that they remained books to him, and he believed in them after he had read them, nor imagined himself capable of exhausting them. But the range of his taste w as certainly not a limited one. While he rev- elled in The Arabian Nights, he read also, and with no small enjoyment, the Night Tfwughts — books, it will be confessed, considerably apart both in scope and in style. But while thus, for purest pleasure, fond of reading, to enjoy life it was to him enough to lie in the grass ; in certain moods, the smell of the commonest flower would drive him half crazy with delight. On a holiday his head would be haunted with old ballads like a sunflower with bees : on other days they would only come and go. He rejoiced even in nursery rimes, only in his head somehow or other they got glorified. The swing and hum and hizz of a line, one that might have to him no discov- erable meaning, would play its tune in him as well as HOME. 91 any mountain-stream its infinite water-jumble melody. One of those that this clay kept — not coming and going, but coming and coming, just as Grannie said his foolish rime haunted the old captain, was that which two days before came into his head when first he caught sight of the moon playing bo-peep with him betwixt the cows legs : Whan the coo loups ower the mune, The raid gowd rains intil men's shune. I think there must at one time have been a poet in the Glenwarlock nursery, for there were rimes, and modifications of rimes, floating about the family, for which nobody could account. Cosmo's mother too had been, in a fragmentary way, fond of verse ; and although he could not remember many of her favour- ite rimes, his father did, and delighted in saying them over and over to her child — and that long before he was capable of understanding them. Here is one : Make not of thy heart a casket, Opening seldom, quick to close ; But of bread a wide-mouthed basket, And a cup that overflows. Here is another : The gadfly makes the horse run swift : " Speed," quoth the gadfly, " is my gift." One more, and it shall be the last for the present : They serve as dim lights on the all but vanished mother, of whom the boy himself knew so little. In God alone, the perfect end, Wilt thou find thyself or friend. 92 WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK. Cosmo's dream of life was, to live all his days in the house of his forefathers — or at least and worst, to return to it at last, how long soever he might have been compelled to be away from it. In his castle- building, next to that of the fairy-mother-lady, his fondest fancy was — not the making of a fortune, but the returning home with one, to make the house of his fathers beautiful, and the heart of his father glad. About the land he did not think so much yet : the country was open to him as if it had been all his own,- Still, he had quite a different feeling for that portion which yet lay within the sorely contracted marches ; to have seen any smallest nook of that sold, would have been like to break his heart. In him the love of place was in danger of becoming a disease. There was in it something, I fear, of the nature, if not of the avarice that grasps, yet of the avarice that clings^ He was generous as few in the matter of money, but then he had had so little — not half enough to learn to love it ! Nor had he the slightest idea of any mode in which to make it. Most of the methods he had come in contact with, except that of manual labour, in which work was done and money paid im-, mediately for it, repelled him, as having elements of the unhandsome where not the dishonest : he was not yet able to distinguish between substance and mode in such matters. The only way in which he ever dreamed of coming into possession of money — it was another of his favourite castles — was finding in the old house a room he had never seen or heard of before, and therein a hoard of riches incredible. Such things had been — why might it not be ? HOME. 93 As they walked, his father told him he had been thinking all night what it would be best to do with him, now that the school was closed against him ; and that he had come to the conclusion to ask his friend Peter Simon — the wits of the neighbourhood called him Simon Peter — to take charge of his edu- cation. " He is a man of peculiar opinions," he said, " as I daresay you may have heard ; but everything in him is, practice and theory, on a scale so grand, that to fear harm from him would be to sin against the truth. A man must learn to judge for himself, and he will teach you that. I have seen in him so much that I recognize as good and great, that I am com- pelled to believe in him where the things he believ';.« appear to me out of the way, or even extravagant." "I have heard that he believes in ghosts, papa)' said Cosmo. His father smiled, and made him no answer. Ht- had been born into an age whose incredulity, taking active form, was now fast approaching its extreme, and becoming superstition; and the denial of many things that had long been believed in the country had penetrated at last even to the remote region where his property lay : like that property, his mind, be- cause of the age, lay also itj a sort of border-land. An active believer in the care and providence of God, with no conscious difficulty in accepting any miracle recorded in the Bible, he was, where the oracles were dumb, in a measure inclined to a scepticism, which yet was limited to the region of his intellect ; — his imagination turned from its conclusions, and cher- 94 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. ished not a little so-called weakness for the so-called supernatural — so far as any glimmer of sense or meaning or reason would show itself therein. And in the history of the world, the imagination has, I fancy, been quite as often right as the intellect, and the things in which it has been right, have been of much the greater importance. Only, unhappily, wherever Pegasus has shown the way through a bog the pack-horse which follows gets the praise of cross- ing it ; while the blunders with which the pack-horse is burdened, are, the moment each is discovered, by the plodding leaders of the pair transferred to the space betwixt the wings of Pegasus, without regard to the beauty of his feathers. The laird was therefore unable to speak with authority respecting such things, and was not particularly anxious to influence the mind of his son concerning them. Happily, in those days the platitudes and weary vulgarities of what they call spiritualism, had not been heard of in those quar- ters, and the soft light of imagination yet lingered about the borders of that wide region of mingled false and true, commonly called Superstition. It seems to me the most killing poison to the imagination must be a strong course of " spiritualism." For myself, I am not so set upon entering the unknown, as, instead of encouraging what holy.visitations faith, not in the spiritual or the immortal, but in the living God, may bring, to creep through the sewers of it to get in. I care not to encounter its mud-larkes, and lovers of garbage, its thieves, impostors, liars, and canaille, in general. That they are on the other side, that they are what men call dead, does not seem to me sufficient HOME. 95 reason for taking them into my confidence, courting their company, asking their advice. A well-attested old-fashion ghost story, where such is to be had, is worth a thousand seances. " Do _jv« .believe in ghosts, papa? " resumed Cosmo, noting his father's silence, and remembering that he had never heard him utter an opinion on the subject. " The master says none but fools believe in them now; and he makes such a face at anything he calls superstition, that you would think it must be some- where in the commandments." " Mr. Simon remarked the other day in my hear- ing," answered his father, " that the dread of super- stition might amount to superstition, and become the most dangerous superstition of all." " Do you think so, papa ? " " I could well believe it. Besides, I have always found Mr. Simon so reasonable, even where I could not follow him, that I am prejudiced in favor of any- thing he thinks." The boy rejoiced to hear his father talk thus, for he, had a strong leaning to the marvellous, and hitherto, from the schoolmaster's assertion and his father's si- lence, had supposed nothing was to be accepted for belief but what was scientifically probable, or was told in the bible. That we live in a universe of mar- vels of which we know only the outsides, and which we turn into the incredible by taking the mere out- sides for all, even while we know the roots of the seen remain unseen — these spiritual facts now began to dawn upon him, and fell in most naturally with those his mind had already conceived and entertained. 96 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. He was therefore delighted at the thought of making the closer acquaintance of a man like Mr. Simon — a man of whose peculiarities even, his father could speak in such terms. All day long he brooded on the prospect, and in the twilight went out .wandering over the hills. There was no night there at this season, any more than all the year through in heaven. Indeed we have seldom real positive night in this world - — so many provisions have been made against it. Every time we say, " What a lovely night ! " we speak of a breach, a rift in the old night. There is light more or less, posi- tive light, else were there no beauty. Many a night is but a low starry day, a day with a softened back- ground against which the far-off suns of millions of other days show themselves : when the near vision van- ishes the farther hope awakes. It is nowhere said of heaven, there shall be no twilight there, CHAPTER IX. THE STUDENT. The twilight had not yet reached the depth of its mysteriousness, when Cosmo, returning home from casting a large loop of wandering over several hills, walked up to James Grade's cottage, thinking whether they would not all be in bed. But as he passed the window, he saw a little light, and went on to the door and knocked : had it been the daytime, he would have gone straight in. Agnes came, and opened cautiously, for there were occasion- ally such beings as tramps about. " Eh ! it's you ? " she cried with a glad voice, when she saw the shape of Cosmo in the dimness. " There's naething wrang I houp,'' she added, changing her tone. " Na, naething,'' answered Cosmo. " I only wantit to lat ye ken 'at I wasna gaein' back to the schuil ony main" " Weel, I dinna won'er at that ! " returned Agnes witli a little sigh. " Efter the w'y the maister behaved til ye, the laird cud ill lat ye gang there again. But 9? 98 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. what's he gaein' to du wi' ye, Maister Cosmo, gien a body micht speir 'at has nae richt to be keerious ? " "He's sen'in' me to maister Simon," answered Cosmo. " I wuss I was gaein' tu," sighed Aggie. " I'm jist feart 'at I come to hate the maister efter ye're no to be seen there, Cosmo. An' we maunna hate, for that, ye ken, 's the hin'er en' o' a' thing. But it wad be a heap easier no to hate him, gien I had nae- thing tu du wi' him." " That maun be contest," answered Cosmo. — " But," he added, " the hairst-play 'ill be here sune, an' syne the hairst itsel' ; an' whan ye gang back ye'll hae won ower't." " Na, I doobt no," Cosmo ; for, ye sae, as I hae h'ard my father say, the Gracies are a' terrible for min'in'. Na, there's no forgettin' o' naething. What for sud onything be forgotten ? It's a cooardly kin' o' a' w'y, to forget." " Some things, I doobt, hae to be forgotten," re- turned Cosmo, thoughtfully. " Gien ye forgie a body for enstance, ye maun forget tu — no sae muckle, I'm thinkin', for the sake o' them 'at did ye the wrang, for wha wad tak up again a fool (foul) thing ance it was drappit ? — but for yer ain sake ; for what ye hae dune richt, my father says, maun be forgotten oot 'o sight for fear o' corruption, for naething comes to stink waur nor a guid deed hung up i' the munelicht o' the memory. " Eh ! " exclaimed Aggie, " but ye're unco wice for a lad o' yer 'ears." " I wad be an nuco gowk," remarked Cosmo, " gien THE STUDENT. 99 I kent naething, wi' sic a father as yon o' mine. Wliat wad ye think o' yersel' gien the dochter o' Jeames Gracie war nae mair wice-like nor Meg Scroggie ? " Agnes laughed, but made no reply, for the voice of her motlier came out of the dark : " Wlia's that, Aggie, ye're haudin' sic a confab wi' in the middle o' the night ? Ye tellt me ye had to sit up to yer lessons ! " " I was busy at them, mither, whan Maister Cosmo chappit at the door.'' "Weel, what for lat ye him Stan' there? Ye may hae yer crack wi' him as lang 's ye like — in rizzon, that is. Gar him come in." " Na, na, mistress Gracie," answered Cosmo ; " I maun awa' hame ; I hae had a gey long walk. It's no 'at I'm tired, but I'm gey and sleepy. Only I was sae pleased 'at I was gaein' to learn my lessons wi' Maister Simon, 'at I bude to tell Aggie. She micht ha' been won'erin', an' thinkin' I wasna better, gien she hadna seen me at the schuil the morn." " Is' warran' her ohn gane to the schuil ohn speirt in at the Castle the first thing i' the mornin', an' seein' gien the laird had ony eeran' to the toon. Little cares she for the maister, gien onybody at the Hoose be in want o' her ! " " Is there naething I cud help ye wi', Aggie, afore I gang ? " asked Cosmo. " Somebody tellt me ye was tryin' yer han' at, algebra." "Naebody had ony business to tell ye ony sic a thing," returned Aggie, rather angrily. " It's no at the schuil I wad think o' sic a ploy. They wad a' lauch fine ! But I wad fain ken what's intil the thing. I canw/ WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK. un'erstan' hoo fowk can coont wi' letters an' crosses an' strokes in place o' figgers. I hae been at it a haillook noo — by mysel', ye ken — an' I'm nane nearer til 't yet. I can add an' subtrac', accordin' to the rules gien, but that's no un'erstan'in', an' un'er- stan' I canna." " I'm thinkin' it's something as gien x was a horse, an' y was a coo, an' z was a cairt, or onything ither ye micht hae to ca' 't ; an' ye bargain awa' aboot the X an' the J/ and the z, an' ley the horse i' the stable, the coo i' the byre, an' the cairt i' the shed, till ye hae sattlet a'." " But ye ken aboot algebra " — she pronounced the word with the accent on the second syllable — "divna ye, maister Cosmo ? " " Na, no the half, nor the hun'ert pairt. I only ken eneuch to baud me gaein' on to mair. A body maun hae learnt a heap o' onything afore the licht breaks oot o' 't. Ye maun win throuw the wa' first. I doobt gien onybody un'erstan's a thing oot an' oot, sae lang's he's no ready at a moment's, notice to gar ahither see intil the hert o' 't ; an' I canna gar ye see what's intil 't the minute ye speir't at me ! " "I'm thinkin', hooever, Cosmo, a body maun be nearhan' seein' o' himsel' afore anither can lat him see onything." " Ye may be richt there," yielded Cosmo. " — But jist lat me see whaur ye are," he went on. " I may be able to help ye, though I canna lat ye see a' at once. It wad be an ill job for them 'at needs help, gien- naebody could help them but them 'at kent a' aboot a thing." THE STUDENT. I03 Without a word, Aggie turned and led the way to the "but-end." An iron lamp, burning the coarsest of train oil, hung against the wall, and under that she had placed the one movable table in the kitchen, which was white as scouring could make it. Upon it lay a slate and a book of algebra. " My cousin Willie lent me the bulk," said Aggie. "What for didna ye come to me to len' ye ane ? I could hae gien ye a better nor that," expostulated Cosmo. Aggie hesitated, but, open as the day, she did not hesitate long. She turned her face from him, and answered, " I wantit to gie ye a surprise, Maister Cosmo. Divna ye min' tellin' me ance 'at ye saw no rizzon hoo a lassie sudna un'erstan' jist as weel's a laddie. I wantit to see whether ye was richt or wrang ; an' as algdbra luiket the maist (^nlikly thing, I thoucht I wad taikle that, an' sae gattle the queston at ance. But, eh me ! I'm sair feart ye was i' the wrang, Cosmo ! " " I maun du my best to pruv mysel' i' the richt," returned Cosmo. " I never said onybody cud learn a' o' themsel's, wantin' help, ye ken. There's nae mony laddies cud du that, an' feower still wad try." They sat down together at the table, and in half an hour or so, Aggie had begun to see the faint light of at least the false dawn, as they call it, through the thickets of algebra. It was nearly midnight when Cosmo rose, and then Aggie would not let him go alone, but insisted on accompanying him to the gate of the court. 104 WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK. It was a curious relation between tlie two. While A-gnes looked up to Cosmo, about two yea-rs her ju- nior, as immeasurably her superior in all that per- tained to the intellect and its range, she assumed over him a sort of general human superiority, something like that a mother will assert over the most gifted of sons. One has seen, with a kind of sacred amuse- ment, the high priest of many literary and artistic circles, set down with rebuke by his mother, as if he had been still a boy ! And I have heard the children of this world speak with like superiority of the child of light whom they loved — allowing him wondrous good, but regarding him as a kind of God's chicken : nothing is so mysterious to the children of this world as the ways of the children of light, though to them- selves they seem simple enough. That Agnes never treated Cosmo with this degree of protective conde- scension, arose from th^fact that she was very nearly as much a child of light as he ; only, being a woman, she was keener of perception, and being older, felt the more of the mother that every woman feels, and made the most of it. It was to her therefore a merely natural thing to act his protector. Indeed with re- spect to the Warlock family in general, she counted herself possessed of the right to serve any one of them to the last drop of her blood. From infancy she had heard the laird spoken of — without definite distinction between the present and the last— as the noblest, best, and kindest of men, as the power which had been for generations over the family of the Grades, for their help and healing ; and hence it was impressed upon her deepest consciousness, that one THE STUDENT. 105 of the main reasons of her existence was her relation to the family of Glenwarlock. Notwithstanding the familiarity I have shown be- tween them — Agnes had but lately begun to put the Master before Cosmo's name, and as often forgot it— the girl, as they went towards the castle, although they were walking in deep dusk, and entirely alone, kept a little behind the boy — not behind his back, but on his left hand in the next rank. No spy most curious could have detected the least love-making between them, and their talk, in the still, dark air, sounded loud all the way as they went. Strange talk it would have been counted by many, and indeed unintelligible, for it ranged over a vast surface, and was the talk of two wise children, wise not above their own years only, but immeasurably- above those of the prudent. Riches indubitably favour stupidity ; poverty, where the heart is right, favours mental and moral development. They parted at the gate, and Cosmo went to bed. But, although his father allowed him such plentiful liberty, and would fain have the boy feel the night holy as the day — so that no one ever asked where he had been, or at what hour he had come home — a question which, having no watch, he would have found it hard to answer — not an eye was closed in the house until his entering footsteps were heard. The grandmother lay angry at the unheard of liberty her son gave his son ; it was neither decent nor in order ; it was against all ancient rule of family life ; she must speak about it ! But she never did speak about it, for she was now in her turn afraid of the son Io6 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. who, without a particle of obstinacy in his composi- tion, yet took what she called his own way. Grizzle kept grumbling to herself that the laddie was sure to come to " mischief ; " but the main forms of " mis- chief " that ruled in her imagination were tramps, precipices, and spates. The laird, for his part, spent most of the time his son's absence kept him awake, in praying for him — not that he might be the restorer of the family, but that he might be able to accept the will of God as the best thing for family as for individ- ual. If his boy might but reach the spirit-land un- soiled and noble, his prayers were ended. In such experiences, the laird learned to under- stand how the catholics come to pray to their saints, and the Chinese to their parents and ancestors ; fot he frequently found himself, more especially as drow- siness began to steal upon his praying soul, seeming to hold council with his wife concerning their boy, and asking her help towards such strength for him as human beings may minister to each other. But Cosmo went up to bed without a suspicion that the air around him was full of such holy messengers heavenward for his sake. He imagined none anxious about him — either with the anxiety of grandmother or of servant-friend or of great-hearted father. As he passed the door of the spare room, immedi- ately above which was his own, his dream, preceded by a cold shiver, came to his memory. But he scorned to quicken his pace, or to glance over his shoulder, as he ascended- the Second stair. Without any need of a candle, in the still faint twilight which is the ghosts' day, he threw off his clothes, and was THE STUDENT. 1 07 presently buried in the grave of Iiis bed, under the sod of the blankets, lapt in the death of sleep. The moment he woke, he jumped out of bed : a new era in his life was at hand, the thought of which had been subjacently present in his dreams, and was operative the instant he became conscious of waking life. He hurried on his clothes without care, for this dressing was but temporary. Going down the stairs like a cataract, for not a soul slept in that part but himself, and there was no fear of waking any one, then in like manner down the hill, he reached the place where, with a final dart, the tor- rent shot into the quiet stream of the valley, in whose channel of rock and gravel it had hollowed a deep basin. This was Cosmo's bath — and a splendid one. His clothes were off again more quickly than he put them on, and head foremost he shot like the torrent into the boiling mass, where for a few moments he yielded himself the sport of the frothy water, and was tossed and tumbled about like a dead thing. Soon however, down in the heart of the boil, he struck out, and shooting from under the fall, rose to the surface beyond it, panting and blowing. To get out on the bank was then the work of one moment, and to plunge in again that of the next. Half a dozen times, with scarce a pause between, he thus plunged, was tossed and overwhelmed, struggled, escaped, and plunged again. Then he ran for a few moments up and down the bank to dry himself — he counted the use of a towel effeminacy, and dressing again, ran home to finish his simple toilet. If after that he read a chap- ter of his Bible, it was no more than was required by Io8 WARLOCK O' GLEN WARLOCK. many a parent of many a boy who got little good of the task ; but Cosmo's father had never enjoined it, on him ; and when next he knelt down at his bedside, he did not merely "say his prayers." Then he took his slate, to try after something Aggie had made him know he did not miderstand : — for the finding of our own intellectual defects, nothing is like trying to teach another. But before long, certain sensations began to warn him there was an invention in the world called breakfast, and laying his slate aside, he went to the kitchen, where he found Grizzle making the porridge. " Min' ye pit saut eneuch in't the day, Grizzie," he said. " It was unco vversh yesterday." "An' what was't like thestreen {yestere'en), Cosmo } " asked the old woman, irritated at being found fauU with in a matter wherein she counted herself as near perfection as ever mortal could come. "I had nane last nicht, ye min'," answered Cosmo, " I was oot a' the evenin'." " An' whaur got ye yer supper ? " " Ow, I didna want nane. Hoot ! I'm forgettin' ! Aggie gied me a quarter o' iireid as I cam by, or rather as I cam awa', efter giein' her a han' wi' her algebra." " What ca' ye that for a lass bairn to be takin' up her time wi' ! I never h'ard o' sic a thing ! What's the natur' o' 't, Cosmo ? " He tried to give her some far-off idea of the sort of thing algebra was, but apparently without success, for she cried at length, "Na, sirs! I hae h'ard o' cairts, an' bogles, an' THE STUDENT. log witchcraft, an' astronomy, but sic a thing as this ye bring me noo, I never did hear tell o' ! What can the warl' be comin' till ! — An' dis the father o' ye, laddie, ken what ye spen' )'er midnicht hoors gangin' teachin' to the lass-bairns o' the country roon' ? " She was interrupted by the entrance of the laird, and they sat down to breakfast. The grandmother within the last year had begun to take hers in her own room. Grizzle was full of anxiety to know what the laird would say to the discovery she had just made, but she dared not hazard allusion to the con- dud of his son, and must therefore be content to lead the conversation in the direction of it, hoping it might naturally appear. So, about the middle of Cosmo's breakfast, that is about two minutes after he had attacked his porridge, she approached her design, if not exactly the object she desired, with the remark, " Did ye never hear the auld saw, sir — Whaur's neither sun nor mune, Laich things come abune — ?" " I 'maist think I have, Grizzle," answered the laird. " But what gars ye come ower 't noo ? " " I canna but think, sir," returned Grizzle, " as I lie i' the mirk, o' the heap o' things 'at gang to nae kirk, ooc an' aboot as sharp as a glad, whan the young laird is no in his bed — oot wi' 's algibbry an' astronomy, an' a' that kin' o' thing! 'Deed, sir, it wadnabe canny gien they cam to ken o' 't." «' Wha come to ken o' what, Grizzle ? " asked the WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK. laird with a twinkle in his eye, and a glance at Cosmo, who sat gazing curiously at the old woman. " Them 'at the saw speyks o', sir," said Grizzle, answering the first part of the double question, as she placed two boiled eggs before her master. The laird smiled : he was too kind to laugh. Not a few laughed at old Grizzie, but never the laird. " Did ye never hear the auld saw, Grizzie," he said : " Throu the heather an' how gaed the creepin' thing, But abune was the waught o' an angel's wing — .'' " "Ay, I hae h'ard it — naegait 'cep' here i' this hoose," answered Grizzie : she would disparage the authority of the saying by a doubt as to its gen- uineness. "But, sir, ye sud never temp' providence. Wha kens what may be oot i' the nicht ? " " To him, Grizzie, the nicht shineth as the day." "Weel, sir," cried Grizzie, "Ye jist pit me 'at I dinna ken mysel' ! Is't poassible ye hae forgotten what's sae weel kent to a' the cuintry roon' ? — the auld captain, 'at canna lie still in's grave, because o' — because o' whatever the rizzon may be? Onygait he's no laid yet; an' some thinks he's doomed to haunt the hoose till the day o' jeedgment." " I suspec' there winna be muckle o' the hoose left for him to haunt 'gen that time, Grizzie," saic^the laird. " But what for sud ye put sic fule things intil the bairn's held ? An' gien the ghaist haunt the hoose, isna he better oot o' 't ? Wad ye hae him come hame to sic company ? " THE STUDENT. This posed Grizzie, and she held her peace for the time. " Come, Cosmo," said the iaird rising ; and they set out together for Mr, Simon's cottage. CHAPTER X. PETER SIMON. This man was not a native pf the district, but had for some two years now been a dweller in it. Report said he was the son of a small tradesman in a city at no great distance, but, to those who knew him, he made no secret of the fact, that he had been found by such a man, a child of a few months, lying on a pave- ment of that city, one stormy, desolate Christmas-eve, when it was now dark, with the wind blowing bitterly from the north, and the said tradesman seemingly the one inhabitant of the coldest city in Scotland who dared face it. He had just closed his shop, had car- ried home to one of his customers a forgotten order, and was returning to his wife and a childless hearth, when he all but stumbled over the infant. Before stooping to lift him, he. looked all about to see if there was nobody to do it instead. There was not a human being, or even what comes next to one, a dog in sight, and the wind was blowing like a blast from a frozen hell. There was no help for it : he must HE CARRIED IT HOME. PETER SIMON. 113 take up the child ! He did, and carried it home, grumbling all the way. What right had the morsel to be lyin^ fliere, a trap and a gin for his character, in the dark and the cold ? What would his wife say ? And what would the neighbours think ? All the way home he grumbled. What happened there, how his wife received him with his burden, how she scolded and he grumbled, how it needed but the one day — the Christmas Day, in which nothing could well be done — to reconcile them to the gift, and how they brought him up, blessing the clay when they found him, would be a story fit to make the truehearted of my readers both laugh and cry ; but I have not room or time for it. Of course, as they were in poor circumstances, hardly able indeed, not merely to make both ends meet, but to bring them far enough round the parcel of their necessities to let them see each other, their friends called their behaviour in refusing to hand over the brat to the parish authqrities — which they felt as a reflection upon all who in similar circum- stances would have done so — utter folly. But when the moon-struck pair was foolish enough to say they did not know that he might not have been sent them instead of the still-born child that had hitherto been all their offspring, this was entirely too much for the nerves of the neighbours in general — that peculiar people always better acquainted with one's affairs, down to his faults and up to his duties, than he is himself. It was rank superstition ! It was a flying in the face of Providence ! How could they expect to prosper, when they acted with so little foresight, 114 WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK. rendering the struggle for existence severer still ! They did not reckon what strength the additional motive, what heart the new love, what uplifting the hope of help from on high, kindled by their righteous deed, might give them — for God likes far better to help people from the inside than from the outside. They did not think that this might be just the fresh sting of life that the fainting pair required. To mark their disapproval, some of them immediately withdrew what little custom they had given them : one who had given them none, promised them the whole of hers, the moment they sent the child away ; while others, with equal inconsistency, doubled theirs, and did what they could to send them fresh customers : they were a pair of good-natured fools, but they ought not to be let starve ! From that time they began to get on a little better. And still as the boy grew, and wanted more, they had the little more. For it so happened that the boy turned out to be one of God's creatures, and it looked as if the Maker of him, who happened also to be the ruler of the world, was not altogether displeased with those who had taken him to their hearts, instead of leaving him to the parish. The child was the light of the house and of the shop, a beauty to the eyes, and a joy in the heart of both. But perhaps the best proof that they had done right, lay in the fact that they began to love each other better from the very next day after they took him in, for, to tell the truth, one cause of their not getting on well, had been that they did not pull well together. Thus we can explain the improvement in their circumstances by reference to merest " natural PETER SIMON. 115 causes," without having recourse to the distasteful idea that a power in the land of superstition, with a weakness called a special providence, was interested in the matter. But foolishness such as theirs is apt to increase with years ; and so they sent the foundling to the grammar-school, and thence to college — not a very difficult affair in that city. At college he did not greatly distinguish himself, for his special gifts, though peculiar enough, were not of a kind to dis- tinguish a man much, either in that city or in this world. But he grew and prospered nevertheless, and became a master in one of the schools. His father and mother, as he called them, would gladly have made a minister of him, but of that he would never hear. He lived with them till they died, always bringing home to them his salary, minus only the little that he spent on books. His life, his devotion and loving gratitude, so wrought upon them, that the kingdom of heaven opened its doors to them, and they were the happiest old couple in that city. Of course this was all an accident, for the kingdom of heaven being but a dream, the dignity of natural cause can scarcely consent to work to the end of de- lusion ; but the good natured pair were foolish enough to look upon their miserable foundling as a divine messenger, an angel entertained not for long un- awares, and the cause of all the good luck that fol- lowed his entrance. They never spent a penny of his salary, but added to it, and saved it up, and when they went, very strangely left all they had to this same angel of a beggar, instead of to their own relations. Il6 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. who would have been very glad of it, for they had a good deal more of their own. The foundling did not care to live longer in any city, but sought a place as librarian, and was suc- cessful. In the family of an English lord he lived many years, and when time's changes rendered it necessary he should depart, he retired to the cottage on the Warlock. There he was now living the quiet- est of quiet lives, cultivating the acquaintance of but a few — chiefly that of the laird, James Gracie, and the minister of the parish. Among the people of the neighbourhood he was regarded as " no a'thegither there." This judgment possibly arose in part from the fact that he not unfrequently wandered about the fields from morning to night, and sometimes from night to morning. Then he never drank anything worthy of the name of drink — seldom anything but water or milk ! That he never ate animal food was not so notable where many never did so from one year's end to another's. As he was no propagandist, few had any notion of his opinions, beyond a general impression that they were unsound. Cosmo had heard some of the peculiarities attrib- uted to him, and was filled with curious expectation as to the manner of man he was about to meet, for, oddly enough, he had never yet seen him except at a distance ; but anxiety, not untinged with awe, was mingled with his curiosity. Mr. Simon's cottage was some distance up the val- ley, at an angle where it turned westward. It stood on the left bank of the Warlock, at the foot of a small clifE that sheltered it from the north, while in front PETER SIMON. II7 the stream came galloping down to it from the sun- set. The immediate bank between the cottage and the water was rocky and dry, but the ground on which the cottage stood was soil washed from the hills. There Mr. Simon had a little garden for flowers and vegetables, with a summer seat in which he smoked his pipe of an evening — for, however inconsistent the habit may seem with the rest of the man, smoke he did : slowly and gently and broodingly did the man smoke, thinking a great deal more than he smoked, and making his one pipe last a long time. His garden was full of flowers, but of the most ordi- nary kinds ; rarity was no recommendation to him. Some may think that herein he was unlike himself, seeing his opinions were of the rarest ; but in truth never once did Peter Simon, all his life, adopt an opinion because of its strangeness. He never adopted an opinion at all ; he believed — he loved what seem- ed to him true : how it looked to others he concerned himself little. The cottage was of stone and lime, nowise the less thorougly built that the stones were unhewn. It was harled, that is rough-cast, and shone very white both in sun and moon. It contained but two rooms and a closet between, with one under the thatch for the old woman who kept house for him. Altogether it was a very ordinary, and not very promising abode. But when they were shown ben to the parlour, Cosmo was struck with nothing less than astonish- ment : the walls from floor to ceiling were covered with books. Not a square foot all over was vacant. Even the chimney-piece was absorbed, assimilated. Il8 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. turned into a book-shelf, and so obliterated. Mr. Si- mon's pipe lay on the hob ; and there was not another spot where it could have lain. There was not a shelf, a cupboard to be seen. Books, books everywhere, and nothing but books ! Even the door that led to the closet where he slept, was covered over, and, like the mantleshelf, obliterated with books. They were but about twelve hundred in all ; to the eyes of Cosmo it seemed a mighty library — a treasure-house for a royal sage. There was no one in the room when they entered, and Cosmo was yet staring in mute astonishment, when suddenly Mr. Simon was addressing his father. But the door had not opened, and how he came in seemed inexplicable. To the eyes of the boy the small man before him assumed gigantic proportions. But he was in truth below the middle height, some- what round-shouldered, with long arms, and small, well-shaped hands. His hair was plentiful, grizzled, and cut short. His head was large and his forehead wide, with overhanging brows ; his eyes were small, dark, and brilliant ; his nose had a certain look of decision — but a nose is a creature beyond descrip- tion ; his mouth was large, and his chin stirong ; his complexion dark, and his skin rugged. The only fine features about him were his two ears, which were delicate enough for a lady. His face was not at first sight particularly attractive ; indeed it was rather gloomy — till he smiled, not a moment after ; for that smile was the true interpreter of the mouth, and, through the mouth, of the face, which was never the same as before to one that had seen it. PETER SIMON. 119 After a word or two about the book he had bor- rowed, the laird took his departure, saying the sooner he left master and pupil to themselves the better. Mr. Simon acquiesced with a smile, and presently Cosmo was facing his near future, not without some anxiety. CHAPTER XI. THE NEW SCHOOLING. Without a word, Mr. Simon opened a drawer, and taking from it about a score of leaves of paper, handed one of them to Cosmo. Upon it, in print, was a stanza — one, and no more. " Read that," he said, with a glance that showed through his eyes the light burning inside him, " and tell me if you understand it. I don"t want you to ponder over it, but to say at a reading whether you know what it means." Cosmo obeyed and read. " I dinna mak held nor tail o' 't, sir," he answered, looking over the top of the paper like a prisoned sheep. Mr. Simon took it from him, and handed him another. " Try that," he said. Cosmo read, put his hand to his head, and looked troubled. " Don't distress yourself," said Mr. Simon. " The THE NEW SCHOOLING. thing is of no consequence for judgment ; it is only for discovery.'' The remark conveyed but little consolation to the pupil, who would gladly have stood well in his own eyes before his new master. One after another Mr. Simon handed him the papers he held. About the fifth or sixth, Cosmo exclaimed, " I do understand that, sir." " Very well," returned Mr. Simon, without showing any special satisfaction, and immediately handed him another. This was again a non-luminous body, and indeed cast a shadow over the face of the embryo student. One by one Mr. Simon handed him all he held. Out of the score there were three Cosmo said he under- stood, and four he thought he should understand if he were allowed to read them over two or three times.» But Mr. Simon laid them all together again, and back into the drawer. " Now I shall know what I am about,'' he said. " Tell me what you have been doing at school." Were my book a treatise on education, it might be worth while to give some account of Peter Simon's ways of furthering human growth. But intellectual development is not my main business or interest, and I mean to say little more concerning Cosmo's than that, after about six weeks' work, the boy one day begged Mr. Simon to let him look at those papers again, and found to his delight that he understood all but three or four of them. That first day, Mr. Simon gave him an ode of WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. Horace, and a poem by Wordsworth to copy — telling him to put in every point as it was in the boolf exactly, but to note any improvement he though! might be made in the pointing. He told him also to look whether he could see any resemblance between the two poems. As he sat Surrounded by the many books, Cosmr felt as if he were in the heart of a cloud of witnesses That first day was sufficient to make the heart or the boy cleave to his new master. For one thing Mr. Simon always, in anything done, took note 6.r; of the things that pleased him, and only after thai proceeded to remark on the faults — most of which he treated as imperfections, letting Cosmo see plainly that he understood how he had come to go wrong. Such an education as Mr. Simon was thus attempt ing with Cosmo, is hardly to be given to , more thai. ,one at a time ; and indeed there are not a great many boys on whom it would be much better than lost labour. Cosmo, however, was now almost as eager to go to his lessons, as before to spend a holiday. Mr. Simon never gave him anything to do at home, heartily believing it the imperative duty of a teacher to leave room for the scholar to grow after the fash- ion in which he is made, and that what a boy does by himself is of greater import than what he does with any master. Such leisure may indeed be of comparatively small consequence with regard to the multitude of boys, but it is absolutely necessary wherever one is born with his individuality so far de- termined, as to be on the point of beginning to de- velop itself. When Cosmo therefore went home, he THE NEW SCHOOLING. 1 23 read or wrote what be pleased, wandered about at his will, and dreamed to his heart's content. Nor was it long before he discovered that his dreams themselves were becoming of greater import to him — that they also were being influenced by Mr. Simon. And there were other witnesses there, quite as silent as those around him in the library, and more unseen, who would not remain speechless or invisible always. One day Cosmo came late, and to say there were traces of tears on his cheeks would hardly be correct, for his eyes were swollen with weeping. His master looked at him almost wistfully, but said nothing until he had settled for a while to his work, and was a little composed. He asked him then what was amiss, and the boy told him. To most boys it would have seemed small ground for such heart-breaking sorrow. Amongst the horses on the farm, was a certain small mare, which, although she worked as hard as any, was yet an excellent one to ride, and Cosmo, as often as there was not much work doing, rode her where he would, and boy and mare were much at- tached to each other. Sometimes he would have her every day for several weeks, and that would be in the prime of the summer weather, when the harvest was drawing nigh, and the school had its long yearly holi- day. Summer, the harvest— "play," and Linty ! — oh, large bliss ! my heart swells at the thought. They would be out for hours together, perhaps not far from home all the time — on the top of a hill it might be, whence Cosmo could see when he would the castle below. There, the whole sleepy afternoon, 124 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. he would lie in the heather, with Linty, the mare, feeding amongst it, ready to come at his call, receive him on her back, and carry him where he would ! But alas ! though supple and active, Linty was old, and the day could not be distant when they must part company : she was then nine and twenty. And now — the night before, she had been taken, ill: there was a disease about amongst the horses. The men had been up with her all night, and Grizzle too : she had fetched her own pillow and put under her head, then sat by it for hours. iVhen Cosmo left, she was a little better, but great fears were entertained as to the possibility of her recovery. " She's sae terrible aul'! ye see, sir," said Cosmo, as he ended his tale of woe, and burst out crying afresh. "Cosmo," said Mr. Simon, — and to a southern ear the issuing of such sweet solemn thoughts in such rough northern speech, might have seemed strange, though, to be sure, the vowels were finely sonorous if the consonants were harsh, — " Cosmo, your heart is faithful to your mare, but is it equally faithful to him that made your mare ? " "I ken it's his wull," answered Cosmo: — his master never took notice whether he spoke in broad Scotch or bastard English — "I ken mears maim dee, but eh ! she was sic a guid ane ! — Sir ! I canna. bide it." " Ye ken wha sits by the deein' sparrow ? " said Mr. Simon, himself taking to the dialect. " Cosmo there was a better nor Grizzle, an' nearer to Linty a' the lang nicht. Things warna gangin' sae ill wi' her THE NEW SCHOOLING. 125 as ye thoucht. Life's an awfu' mystery, Cosmo, but it's jist the ae thing the maker o' 't can hand nearest til, for it's nearest til himsel' i' the mak o' 't. — Fowk may tell me," he went on, more now as if he were talking to himself than to the boy, " 'at I sud content mysel' wi' what I see an' hear, an' lat alane sic eese- less speculations ! wi' deein' men an' mears a' aboot me, hoo can I ! They're onything but eeseless to me, for gien I had naething but what I see an' hear, gran' an' bonny as a heap o' 't is, I wad jist smore for want o' room." "But what's the guid o' 't a', whan I'll never see her again ? " sobbed Cosmo. " Wha says sic a thing, laddie ? " "A' body," answered Cosmo, a good deal aston- ished at the question. " Maister A' body has a heap o' the gawk in him yet, Cosmo," replied his master. " Infac' he's scarce mair nor an infant yet, though he wull speyk as gien the haill universe o' wisdom an' knowledge war open til 'im ! There's no a word o' the kin' i' the haill Bible, nor i' the hert o' man — nor i' the hert o' the Maker, do I, i' the hert o' me, believe Cosmo, can ye believe 'at that wee bit foal o' an ass 'at carriet the maister o' 's, a' alang yon hill-road frae Bethany to Jerus'lem, cam to sic an ill hin 'er en' as to be for- gotten by him he cairriet ? No more can I believe that jist 'cause it carriet him it was ae hair better luiket efter nor ony ither bit assie foalt i' the Ian' o' Isr'el." " The disciples micht hae min't it til the cratur, an' liukit efter him for't," suggested Cosmo. 126 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. His master looked pleased. " They could but work the will o' him that made the ass," he said, " an does the best for a' thing an' a' body. Na, na, my son ! gien I hae ony pooer to read the trowth o' things, the life 'at 's gien is no taen ; an' whatever come o' the cratur, the love it waukent in a human breist, 'ill no more be lost than the objec' o' the same. That a thing can love an' be loved — an' that's yer bonnie mearie, Cosmo — is jist a' ana to sayin' 'at it's immortal, for God is love, an' whatever partakes o' the essence o' God canna dee, but maun gang on livin' till it please him to say baud, an' that he'll never say." By this time the face of the man was glowing like an altar on which had descended the fire of the high- est heaven. His confidence entered the heart of Cosmo, and when the master ceased, he turned, with a sigh of gladness and relief, to his work, and wept no more. The possible entrance of Linty to an en- larged existence, widened the whole heaven of his conscious being ; the well-spring of personal life within him seemed to rush forth in mighty volume ; and through that grief and its consolation, the boy made a great stride towards manhood. One day in the first week of his new schooling, Cosmo took occasion to mention Aggie's difficulty with her algebra, and her anxiety to find whether it was true that a girl could do as well as a boy. Mr. Simon was much interested, and with the instinct of the true hun- ter, whose business it is to hunt death for the sake of life, began to think whether here might not be an- other prepared to receive. He knew her father well THE NEW SCHOOLING. ny but had made no acquaintance with Agnes yet, who indeed was not a little afraid of him, for he looked as if he were always thinking about things nobody else knew of, although, in common with every woman who saw it, she did find his smile reassuring. No doubt the peculiar feeling of the neighbours concerning him had caused her involuntarily to associate with him the idea of something " no canny." Not the less, when she heard from Cosmo what sort of man his new mas- ter was, would she have given all she possessed to learn of him. And before long, she had her chance. Old Dorothy, Mr. Simon's servant and housekeepei" was one day taken ill, and Cosmo mentioning the fact in Aggie's hearing, she ran, with a mere word to her mother, and not a moments' cogitation, to offer her assistance till she was better. It turned out that " auld Dorty," as the neighbours called her, not without some hint askance at the quality of her temper, was not ver}' seriously ailing, yet sufificiently so to accept a little help for the rougher work of the house ; and while Aggie was on her knees washing the slabs of the passage that led through to the back door, the master, as she always called him now that Cosmo was his pupil, happened to come from his room, and saw and addressed her. She rose in haste, mechanically drying her hands in her apron. " How's the algebra getting on, Agnes ? " he said. "Naething's gettin' on verra weel sin' maister Cosmo gaed frae the schuil, sir. I dinna seem to hae the hert for the learnin' 'at I had sae lang as he was there, sae far aheid o' me, but no a'thegither 128 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. oot 'o my sicht, like. — It soon's a conceitit kin' o' a thing to say, but I'm no meanin' onything o' that natur', sir." " I understand you very well, Agnes," returned the master. " Would you like to have some lessons with me .' I don't say along with Cosmo ; you would hardly be able for that at present, I fancy — but at such times as you could manage to come — odd times, when you were not wanted." " There's naething upo' the airth, sir," said Aggie, " 'at I wad like half sae weal. Thae jist a kin' o' a hoonger upo' me for un'erstan'in' things. Its frae bein' sae muckle wi' Maister Cosmo, I'm thinkin' ever sin' he was a bairn, ye ken, sir ; for bein' twa year aul'er nor him, I was a kin' o' a wee nursie til him ; an' ever sin' syne we hae had nae secrets frae ane anither ; an' ye ken what he's like — aye wantin' to win at the boddom o' things, an' that's infeckit me, sae 'at I canna rist whan I see onybody un'erstan'in' a thing, till I set aboot gettin' a grip o' 't mysel'." " A very good infection to take, Agnes," replied the master, with a smile of thorough pleasure " and one that will do more for you than the cow-pox. Come to me as often as you can — and as you like. I think I shall be able to tell you some things to make you happier." " 'Deed, sir, I'm in no want o' happiness 1 O' that I hae full mair nor I deserve ; but I want a heap for a' that. I canna say what it is, for the hoonger is for what I haena." " Another of God's children ! " said the master to himself, " and full of the groanings of the spirit ! THE NEW SCHOOLING. 1 29 The wilderness and the solitary place' shall be glad for them." He often quoted scripture as the people of the New Testament did — not much minding the origi- nal application of the words. Those that are filled with the spirit, have always taken liberties with the letter. That very evening before she went home, they had a talk about algebra, and several other things. Agnes went no more to school, but almost every day to see the master, avoiding the hours when Cosmo would be there. CHAPTER XII. grannie's ghost story. Things -jvent on very quietly. The glorious days of harvest .^ame and went, and left the fields bare for the wintry revelling of great blasts. The potatoes were all dug up, and again buried — deeper than be- fore, in pits, with sheets of straw and blankets of earth to protect them from the biting of the frost. Their stalks and many weeds with them were burned, and their ashes scattered. Some of the land was ploughed, and some left till the spring. Before the au- tumn rains the stock of peats was brought from the hill, where they had been drying through the hot weather, and a splendid stack they made. Coal was carted from the nearest sea-port, though not in such quantity as the laird would have liked, for money was as scarce as ever, and that is to put its lack pretty strongly. Everything available for firewood was collected, and, if of any size, put under saw and axe, then stored in the house. Good preparation was thus made for the siege of the winter. 13° grannie's ghost story. 131 In their poverty, partly no doubt from considera- tion, tliey seemed to be much forgotten. The family was like an old thistle-head, withering on its wintry Tjtalk, alone in a wind-swept field. All the summer through not a single visitor, friend or stranger, had slept in the house. A fresh face was more of a won- der to Cosmo than to desert-haunting Abraham. The human heart, like the human body, can live without much variety to feed on, but its house is built on a lordly scale for hospitality, and is capable of wel- coming every new face as a new revelation. Steadily Cosmo went to his day's work with the master, stead- ily returned to his home ; saw nothing new, yet learned day by day, as he went and came, to love yet more, not the faces of the men and women only, but the aspects of the country in which he was born, to read the lines and shades of its varying beauty : if it was not luxuriant enough to satisfy his ideal, it had yet endless loveliness to disclose to him who already loved enough to care to understand it. When the autumn came, it made him sad, for it was not iti har- mony with the forward look of his young life, which, though not ambitious, was vaguely expectant. But when the hoar frosts appeared, when the clouds gath- ered, when the winds began to wail, and the snows to fall, then his spirits rose to meet the invading death. The old castle grew grayer and grayer outside, but ruddier and merrier within. Oh, that awful gray and white Scottish winter — dear to my heart as I sit and write with window wide open to the blue skies of Italy's December ! Cosmo kept up his morning bath in "the pot" as 132 WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK. long as he could, but when sleet and rain came, and he could no longer dry himself by running about, he did not care for it longer, but waited for the snow to come in plenty, which was a sure thing, for then he had a substitute. It came of the ambition of hardy endurance, and will scarcely seem credible to some of my readers. In the depth of the winter, when the cold was at its strongest, provided only the snow lay pretty deep, he would jump from his warm bed with the first glimmer of the morning, and running out, in a light gray with the grayness of what is frozen, to a hollow on the hillside a few yards from the house, there pull off his night-garment, and roll in the snow, kneading handfuls of it, and rubbing himself with it all over. Thus he believed he strengthened himself to stand the cold of the day; and happily he was strong enough to stand the strengthening, and so in- creased his hardihood : what would have been death to many was to him invigoration. He knew nothing of boxing, or rowing, or billiards, but he could run and jump»well, and ride very fairly, and, above all, he could endure. In the last harvest he had for the first time wielded a scythe, and had held his own with the rest, though, it must be allowed, with a fierce struggle. The next spring — I may mention it here — he not only held the plough, but by patient persistence and fearless compulsion trained two young bulls to go in it, saving many weeks' labour of a pair of horses. It filled his father with pride, and hope for his boy's coming fight with the world. Even the eyes of his grandmother would after that brighten at rnention of him ; she began to feel proud that she had a share in grannie's ghost story. 133 the existence of the lad : if he did so well when a hobbledehoy, he might be something by the time he was a man ! B}it one thing troubled her : he was no sportsman ; he never went out to hunt the otter, or to shoot hares or rabbits or grouse or partridges ! and that was unnatural ! The fact was, ever since that talk with the master about Linty, he could not bear to kill anything, and was now and then haunted by the dying eyes of the pigeon he shot the first time he handled a gun. The grandmother thought it a defect in his manhood that he did not like shooting; but, woman, and old woman as she was, his heart was larger and tenderer than hers, and got in the way of the killing. His father had never troubled his young life with details concerning the family affairs ; he had only let him know that, for many years, through extravagance and carelessness in those who preceded his father, things had been going from bad to worse. But this was enough to wake in the boy the desire, and it grew in him as he grew, to rescue what was left of the estate from its burdens, and restore it to independ- ence and so to honour. He said nothing of it, how- ever, to his father, feeling the presumption of proposing to himself what his father had been unable to effect. He went oftener to the village this winter than before, and rarely without going to see Mistress For- syth, whom he, like the rest, always called Grannie. She suffered much from rheumatism, which she de- scribed as a sorrow in her bones. But she never lost her patience, and so got the good of a trouble which 134 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCJ^. would seem specially sent as the concluding discipline of old people for this world, that they may start well in the next. Before the winter set in, the laird had seen that she was provided with peats — that much he could do, because it cost him nothing but labour ; and indeed each of the several cart-loads Cosmo himself had taken, with mare Linty between the shafts. But no amount of fire could keep the frost out of the old woman's body, or the sorrow out of her bones. Hence she had to be a good deal in bed, and needed her great-grandchild, Agnes, to help her to bear her burden. When the bitter weather came, soon after Christmas, Agnes had to be with her almost constantly. She had grown a little graver, but was always cheerful, and, except for anxiety lest her mother should be overworked, or her father take cold, seemed as happy with her grandmother as at home. One afternoon, when the clouds were rising, and the wind blew keen from the north, Cosmo left Glen- warlock to go to the village — mainly to see Grannie. He tramped the two miles and a half in all the joy of youthful coiiflict with wind and weather, and reached the old woman's cottage radiant. The snow lay deep and powdery with frost, and the struggle with space from a bad footing on the world had brought the blood to his cheeks and the sparkle to his eyes. He found Grannie sitting up in bed, and Aggie getting her tea — to which Cosmo contributed a bottle of milk he had carried her — an article rare enough in the winter when there was so little grass for the cows. Aggie drew the old woman's chair to the fire for him GRANNIES GHOST STORY. 135 and he sat down and ate barley-meal scons, and drank tea with them. Grannie was a little better than usual, for every disease has its inconsistencies, and pain will abate before an access ; and so, with storm at hand, threaded with fiery flying serpents for her bones, she was talking more than for days pre- vious. Her voice came feebly from the bed to Cosmo's ears, while he leaned back in her great chair, and Aggie was removing the tea-things. " Did ye ever dream ony mair aboot the auld cap- tain, Cosmo ? " she asked : from her tone he could not tell whether she spoke seriously, or was amusing herself with the idea. " No ance," he answered. " What gars ye speir. Grannie ? " She said nothing for a few minutes, and Cosmo thought she had dismissed the subject. Aggie had returned to her seat, and he was talking with her about Euclid, when she began again ; and this time her voice revealed that she was quite in earnest. " Ye're wee! nigh a man noo, Cosmo," she said. " A body may daur speyk to ye aboot things a body wadna be wullin' to say till a bairn for fearo' frichtin' o' 'im mair nor the bit hert o' 'm cud Stan'. Whan a lad can warstle wi' a pair o' bills, an' get the upper han' o' them, an' gar them du his biddin', he wadna need to tak fricht at — " There she paused. This preamble was enough in itself — not exactly to bring Cosmo's heart into his mouth, but to send a little more of his blood from his brain to his heart than was altogether welcome there. His imagination, however, was more eager than apprehfinsive, and his 136 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. desire to hear far greater than his dread of the pos- sible disclosure. Neither would he have turned his back on any terror, though he knew well enough what fear was. He looked at Aggie as much as to say, " What can be coming ? " and she stared at him in turn with dilated pupils, as if something dreadful were about to be evoked by the threatened narrative. Neither spoke a word, but their souls got into their ears, and there sat listening. The hearing was likely to be frightful when so prefaced by Grannie. " There's no guid ever cam' o' ca'in' things oot o' their ain names," she began, "an' it's my min' 'at gien ever ae man was a willain, an' gien ever ae man had rizzon no to lie quaiet whan he was doon, that man was your father's uncle — his gran' uncle, that is, the auld captain, as we ca'd him. Fowk said -he saul' his sowl to the ill ane : hoo that may be, I wadna care to be able to tell ; but sure I am 'at his was a sowl ill at ease, — baith here an' herefter. Them 'at sleepit aneth me, for there was twa men-servan's ^oot the hoose that time — an' troth there was need o' them an' mair, sic war the gangin's on ! an' they sleepit whaur I'm tauld ye sleep noo, Cosmo — them 'at sleepit there tellt me 'at never a nicht passed.'at they h'ardna soons 'aneth them 'at there was no mainner o' accoontin' for nor explainin', as fowks sae set upo' duin' nooadays wi' a'thing. That explainin' I canna bide : it's jist a love o' leasin', an' taks the bluid oot o' a'thing, lea'in' life as wersh an' fusionless as kail wantin' saut. Them 'at h'ard it tellt me 'at there was no accoontin', as I tell you, for the reemish they baith h'ard — whiles douf-like dunts, an' whiles grannie's ghost story. 137 speech o' mou', beggin' an' groanin' as gien the enemy war bodily present to the puir sinner." " He micht hae been but jabberin' in's sleep," Cosmo, with his love of truth, ventured to suggest : Aggie gave him a nudge o£ warning. "Ay micht it," returned the old woman with calm scorn ; " an' it micht nae doobt hae been snorin', or a cat speykin' wi' man's tongue, or ony ane o' mony things 'cep' the trowth 'at ye're no wullin' to hear." " I am wullin' — to hear the warst trowth ye daur tell me, Grannie,'' cried Cosmo, terrified lest he had choked the fountain. He was more afraid of losing the story than of hearing the worst tale that could be told even about the room he slept in last night, and must go back to sleep in again to-night. Grannie was mollified, and went on. " As I was sayin', he micht weel be ill at ease, the auld captain, gien ae half was true 'at was said o' 'im ; but I 'maist think yer father coontit it priven 'at.he had led a deevilich life amo' the pirates. Only, gien he did, whaur was the wauges o' his ineequity? Nae doobt he got the wauges'-' 'at the apostle speyks o', whilk is, as ye well ken, deith — 'the wauges o' sin is deith.' But, maistly, sic-like sinners get first wauges o' anither speckle frae the maister o' them. For troth! he has no need to be near in's dealin's wi' them, seein' there's nae buyin'.nor selHn' whaur'he is, an' a' the gowd he has doon yon'er i' the booels o' the yird, wad jist lie there duin' naething, gien he sent na 't up abune, whaur maist pairt it works his wull. Na, he seldom scrimps 't to them 'at follows his biddin'. But i' this case, whaur, I say, was the wauges ? 138 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. Natheless, he aye carriet himsel' like ana 'at cud lay doon the law o' this warl', an cleemt no sma' consid- eration ; yet was there never sign or mark o' the proper fundation for sic assumption o' the rjcht to respec'. " It turnt oot, or cam to be said, 'at the Englishman 'at fowk believed to hae killt him, was far-awa' sib to the faimily, an' the twa had come thegither afore, somewhaur i' foreign pairts. But that's naither here nor there, nor what for 'he killed him, or wha's faut was that same : aboot a' that, naething was ever kent for certain. " Weel, it was an awfu' like thing, ye may be sure, to quaiet fowk, sic as we was a' — 'cep' for the drink- in' an' sic like, sin' ever jthe auld captain cam, wi' his reprobat w'ys — it was a sair thing, I'm sayin', to hae a deid man a' at ance upo' oor ban's ; for, lat the men du 'at they like, the warst o' 't aye comes upo' the women. Lat a bairn come to mischance, or the guid- man turn ower the kettle, an' it's aye, ' Rin for Jean this, or Bauby that,' to set richt what they hae set wrang. Even whan a man kills a body, it's the women hae to mak the best o' 't, an' the corp luik dacent. An' there's some o' them no that easy to mak luik dacent! Troth, there's mony ane luiks bonnier deid nor alive, but that wasna the case wi' the auld captain, for he luikit as gien he had dee'd cursin', as he bude to du, gien he dee'd as he lived. His moo' was drawn fearfu', as gien his last aith had chokit him. Nae doobt they said 'at wad hae't they kent, 'at hoo that's the w'y wi' delth frae slayin' wi' the swoord ; but I wadna hear o' 't ; I kenned better. An' whether he had fair play or no, the deith he dee'd GRANNIE S GHOST STORY. 139 was a just ane ; for them 'at draws the swoord maun periss by the swoord. Whan they faun' 'im, the richt han' o' the corp was streekit oot, as gien he was cryin' to somebody rinnin' awa' to bide an' tak 'uti wi' 'im. But there was anither at han' to tak 'im wi' 'im. Only, gien he tuik 'im that same nicht, he cudna hae carried liim far. 'Deed, maybe, the auld sinner was ower muckle aven for him. " They brocht him hame, ah' laid the corp o' him upo' his ain bed, whaur, I reckon, up til this nicht, he had tried mair nor he had sleepit. An' that verra nicht, wha sud I see ^but I'm jist gaein' to tell ye a' aboot it, an' hoo it was, an' syne ye can say yersel's. Sin' my ain auld mither dee'd, I haena opent my moo' to mortal upo' the subjec'." The eyes of the two listeners were fixed upon the nar- rator in the acme of expectation. A real ghost-story, from the lips of one they knew, and must believe in, was a thing of dread delight. Like ghosts themselves, they were all-unconscious of body, rapt in listening. " Ye may weel believe," resumed the old woman after a short pause, " at nana o' 's was ower wullin' to sit wi' the corp oor lane, for, as I say, he wasna a comely corp to be a body's lane wi'. Sae auld auntie Jean an' mysel', we agreed 'at we wad tak the thing upo' oorsel's, for, huz twa, we cud lippen til ane anither no to be ower feart to min' 'at there was twa o' 's. There hadna been time yet for the corp to be laid intil the coffin, though, i' the quaiet o' the mirk, we thoucht, as we sat, we cud hear the tap-tappin' as they cawed the braiss nails intil't, awa' ower in Geordie Lumsden's chop, at the Muir o' Warlock, a 140 WARLOCK o' glenWarlock. twa mile, it wad be. We war sittin', auntie Jean an' mysel', i' the mids o' the room, no wi' oor backs til the bed, nor yet wi' oor faces, for we daurna turn aither o' them til't. F the ae case, wha cud tell what we micht see, an' i' the ither, wha cud tell what micht be luikin' at hiz ! We war sittin', I say, wi' oor faces to the door o' the room, an' auntie was noddin' a wee, for she was turnin' gey an' auld, but / was as wide waukin' an ony baudrins by a moose-hole, whan sud- dent there came a kin' o' a dirlin' at the sneck, 'at sent the verra sowl o' me up intil the garret o' my held ; an' afore I had time to ken hoo sair frichtit I was, the door begud to open ; an', glower as I wad, no believin' my ain e'en, open that door did, lang- some, langsome, quaiet, quaiet, jist as my auld Grannie used to tell o' the deid man comin' doon the lum, bit an' bit, an' jinin' thegither upo' the flure. I was turnt to stane, like, 'at I didna believe I cud hae fa'en frae the cheir gien I had swarfed clean awa'. An' eh but it tuik a time to open that door ! But at last, as sure as ye sit there, you twa, an' no anither, — " — At the word, Cosmo's heart came swelling up into his throat, but he dared not look round to assure himself that they were indeed two sitting there and not another — " in cam the auld captain, ae fit efter anither ! Speir gien I was sure o' 'im ! Didna I ken him as weel as my ain father — as weel's my ain minister — as weel as my ain man? He cam in I say, the^ auld captain himsel' — an' eh, sic an evil luik ! — the verra luik deith — frozen upo' the face o' the corp ! The live bluid turned to dubs i' my inside. He cam on an' on, but no straucht for whaur we sat GRANNIES GHOST STORY. I4I or I dinna think the sma' rizzon I had left wad hae bidden wi' me, but as gien he war haudin' for 's bed. To tell God's trowth, for I daurna lee, for fear o' hae- in' to luik upo' 's like again, my auld auntie declaret efterhin 'at she saw naething. She bude til hae been asleep, an' a mercifu' thing it was for her, puir feody ! but she didna live lang efter. He made straucht for the bed, as I thoucht. ' The Lord preserve's ! ' thoucht I, ' is he gaein to lie doon wi' 's ain corp ? ' but he turnt awa', an' roon' the fit o' the bed to the ither side o' 't, an' I saw nae mair ; an' for a while, auntie Jean sat her lane wi' the deid, for I lay upo' the flure, an' naither h'ard nor saw. But whan I came to mysel', wasna I thankfu' 'at I wasna deid, for he micht hae gotten me than, an' there was nae sayin' what he micht hae dune til me ! But, think ye, wad auntie Jean believe 'at I had seen him, or that it was onything but a dream 'at had come ower me, atween waukin' an' sleepin' ! Na, no she ! for she had sleepit throu' 't hersel' ! " For some time silence reigned, as befitted the closo of such a story. Nothing but the solemn tick of the tall clock was to be heard. On and on it went, ag steady as before. Ghosts were nothing special to the clock : it had to measure out the time both for ghosts and unghosts. " But what cud the ghaist hae been wantin' ? No the corp, for he turnt awa', ye tell me, frae hit," Cosmo ventured at length to remark. " Wha can say what ghaists may be efter, laddie ) But, troth to tell, whan ye see live fowk sae gien ower to the boady, 'at they're never happy but whan 142 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. they're aitin' or drinkin' or sic like — an' the auld captain was seldom throu' wi' his glaiss, 'at he wasna cryin' for the whisky or the het watter for the neist — whan the boady's the best half o' them, like, an' they maun aye be duin' something wi' 't, ye needna won'er 'at the ghaist o' ane sic like sud fin' himsel' geyan eerie an' lonesome like, wantin' his seek to fill, an' sae try to win back to hae aluik hoo it was weirin'." " But he gaed na to the corp," Cosmo insisted. " 'Cause he wasna alloot," said Grannie. " He wad hae been intil 't again in a moment, ye may be certain, gien it had been in his pooer. But the deevils cudriagang intil the swine wantin' leave." " Ay, I see," said Cosmo. " But jist ye speir at yer new maister," Grannie went on, " what he thinks aboot it, for I ance h'ard him speyk richt wise words to my gudeson, James Gracie, anent sic things. I min' weel 'at he said the only thing 'at made agen the viouw I tiuk — though I spakna o' the partic'lar occasion — was, 'at naebody ever h'ard tell o' the ghaist o' an alderman, wha they say's some grit Lon'on man, sair gien to the fillin' o' the seek." CHAPTER XIII. THE STORM-GUEST. Again a deep silence descended on the room. The twilight had long fallen, and settled down into the dark. The only thing that acknowledged and an- swered the clock was the red glow of the peats on the hearth. To Cosmo, as he sat sunk in thought, the clock and the fire seemed to be holding a silent talk. Presently came a great and sudden blast of wind, which roused Cosmo, and made him bethink himself that it was time to be going home. And for this there was another reason besides the threatening storm : he had the night before begun to read aloud one of Sir Walter's novels to the assembled family, and Grizzle would be getting anxious for another portion of it before she went to bed. " I'm glaid to see ye sae muckle better. Grannie," he said. " I'll say gude nicht noo, an' luik in again the morn." " Weel, I'm obleeged to ye," replied the old woman. "There's been but feow o' yer kin, be 143 144 WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK. their fau'ts what they micht, wad forget ony 'at luikit for a kin' word or a kin' deed ! — Aggie, lass, ye'll convoy him a bittock, wilhia ye ? " All the few in whom yet lingered any shadow of retainership towards the fast-fading chieftainship of Glenwarlock, seemed to cherish the notion that the heir of the house had to be tended and cared for like a child — that was whar they were in the world for. Doubtless a pitying sense oi the misfortunes of the family had much to do with the feeling. " There's nae occasion," and " I'll du that," said the two young people in a breath. Cosmo rose, and began to put on his plaid, cross- ing it over back and chest to leave his arms free; that way the wind would get least hold on him. Agnes went to the closet for her plaid also — of the same tartan, and drawing it over her head and pin- ning it under her chin, was presently ready for the stormy way. Then she turned to Cosmo, and was pinning his plaid together at the throat, when the wind came with a sudden howl, rushed down the chimney, and drove the level smoke into the middle of the room. It could not shake the cottage — it was too lowly : neither could it rattle its windows — they were not made to open ; but it bellowed over it like a wave over a rock, and as in contempt blew its smoke back into its throat. " It'll be a wuU nicht, I'm doobtin', Cosmo," said Agnes ; " an' I wuss ye safe i' the ingle-neak wi' yer fowk." Cosmo laughed. "The win' kens me," he said. " Guid farbid ! " cried the old woman from the bed. THE STORM-GUEST. H7 " Kenna ye wha's the prence o' 't, laddie ? Makna a jeist o' the pooers 'at be." " Gien they binna ordeent o' God, what are they but a jeist ? " returned Cosmo. " Eh, but ye wad mak a bonny munsie o' me. Grannie, to hae me feart at the deil an' a' ! I canna a' thegither help it wi' the ghaists, an' I'm ashamed o' mysel' for that ; but I am not gaein to heed the deil. I defy him an' a' his works. He's but a cooerd, ye ken. Grannie, for whan ye resist him, he rins." She made no answer. Cosmo shook hands with her; and went, followed by Agnes, who locked the door behind her, and put the key in her pocket. It was indeed a wild night. The wind was rushing from the north, full of sharp stinging pellicles, some- thing between snow-flakes and hail-stones. Down the wide village street it came right in their faces. Through it, as through a thin shifting sheet, they saw on both sides the flickering lights of the many homes, but before them lay darkness, and the moor, a chaos, a carnival of wind and snow. Worst of all the snow on the road was not binding, and their feet felt as if walking on sand. As long as the footing is good, one can get on even in the face of a northerly storm ; but to heave with a shifting fulcrum is hard. Never- theless Cosmo, beholding with his mind's eye the wide waste around him, rejoiced ; invisible through the snow, it was not the less a presence, and his young heart rushed to the contest. There was no fear of ghosts in such a storm ! The ghosts might be there, but there was no time to heed them, and that was as good as their absence — perhaps better, if we knew all. WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. "Bide a wee, Cosmo," cried Agnes, and leaving him in tJie middle of the street where they were walk- ing, she ran across to one of the houses, and entered — lifting the latch without ceremony. No neighbour troubled another to come and open the door; if there was no one at home, the key in the lock outside showed it. Cosino turned his back to the wind, and stood waiting. From the door which Aggie opened, came through the wind and snow the sound of the shoe- maker's hammer on his lapstone. " Cud ye spare the mistress for an hoor, or maybe twa an' a half, to haud Grannie company, John Nauchty ? " said Agnes. "Weel that," answered the sutor, hammering away. He intended no reflection on the bond that bound the mistress and himself. " I dinna see her," said Aggie. " She'll be in in a minute. She's run ower the ro'd to get a doup o' a can'le," returned the man. "Gien she dinna the speedier, she'll hae to licht it to fin' her ain door," said Agnes merrily, to whom the approaching fight with the elements was as welcome as to Cosmo. She had made up her mind to go with him all the way, let him protest as he might. " Ow na ! she'll hearken, an' hear the hemmer," re- plied the shoemaker. " Weel, tak the key, an' ye winna -forget, John ? " said Aggie, laying the key amongst his tools. "Grannie's lyin' there her lee-lane, an' gien the hoose was to tak fire, what wad come o' her ? " " Guid forbid onybody sud forget Grannie ! " re- THE STORM-OUEST. I4g joined the man heartily ; " but fire wad hae a sma' chance the nicht." Agnes thanked and left him. All the time he had not missed a single stroke of his hammer on the ben- leather between it and his lapstone. When she rejoined Cosmo, where he stood leaning his back against the wind in the middle of the road, " Come nae farther, Aggie," he said. " It's an ill nicht, an' grows waur. There's nae guid in't naither, for we winna hear ane anitlier speyk ohn stoppit, an' turnt oor backs til't. Gang to yer Grannie; she'll be feart aboot ye." " Nae a bit. I maun see ye oot o' the toon." They fought their way along the street, and out on the open moor, the greater part of which was still heather and swamp. Peat-bog and ploughed land was all one waste of snow. Creation seemed but the snow that had fallen, the snow that was falling, and the snow that had yet to fall ; or, to put it otherwise, a fall of snow between two outspread worlds of snow. " Gang back, noo, Aggie," said Cosmo again. " What's the guid o' twa whaur ane only need be, an' baith hae to fecht for themsel's ? " " I'm no gaein' back yet," persisted Aggie. Twa's better at onything nor ane himblane. The sutor's wife's gaein' in to see Grannie, an' Grannie '11 like her cracks a heap better nor mine. She thinks I hae nae mair brains nor a hen, 'cause I canna min' upo' things at war nearhan' forgotten or I was born." Cosmo desisted from useless persuasion, and they struggled on together, through the snow above and the snow beneath. At this Aggie was more than a 150 WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK. match for Cosmo. Lighter and smaller, and perhaps with larger lungs in proportion, she bored her way through the blast better than he, and the moment he began to expostulate, would increase the distance be- tween them, and go on in front where he knew she could not hear a word he said. At last, being then a little ahead, she turned hei back to the wind, and waited for him to come up. " Noo, ye've had eneuch o' 't ! " he said. " An' I maun turn an' gang back wi' you, or ye'll never win hame.'' Aggie broke into a loud laugh that rang like music through the storm. " A likly thing ! " she cried ; " an' me wi' my back a' the ro'd to the win' ! Gang back yersel', Cosmo, an' sit by Grannie's fire, an' I'll gang on to the castle, an' lat them ken whaur ye are. Gien ye dinna that, I tell ye ance for a', I'm no gaein' to lea' ye till I see ye safe inside yer ain wa's." "But Aggie," reasoned Cosmo, with yet greater earnestness, " what'll ye gar fowk think o' me, 'at wad hae a lassie to gang hame wi' me, for fear the win' micht blaw me intil the sea .? Ye'll bring me to shame, Aggie." " A lassie ! say ye ? " cried Aggie, — " I think I hear ye ! — an' me auld eneuch to be yer mither ! Is' tak guid care there s' be nae affront intil 't. Haud yer hert quaiet, Cosmo ; ye'll hae need o' a' yer breath afore ye win to yer ain fireside." As she spoke, the wind pounced upon them with a fiercer gust than any that had preceded. Instinctively they grasped each other, as if from the wish, if they THE STORM-GUEST. 151 should be blown away, to be blown away together. " Eh, that 's a rouch ana ! " said Cosmo, and again Aggie laughed merrily. While they stood thus, with their backs to the wind, the moon rose. Far indeed from being visible, she yet shed a little glimmer of light over the plain, revealing a world as wild as ever the frozen north outspread — as wild as ever poet's despairing vision of desolation. I see it ! I see it ! but how shall I make my reader see it with me ? It was ghastly. The only similitude of life was the perplexed and multitudinous motion of the drifting, falling flakes. No shape was to be seen, no sound but that of the wind to be heard. It was like the dream of a delir- ious child after reading the ancient theory of the existence of the world by the rushing together of fortuitous atoms. Wan and thick, tumultuous, in- numerable to millions of angels, an interminable tempest of intermingling and indistinguishable vor tices, it stretched on and on, a boundless hell of cold and shapelessness — white thinned with gray, and fading into gray blackness, into tangible darkness. The moment the fury of the blast abated, Agnes turned, and without a word, began again her boring march, forcing her way through the palpable obstruc- tion? of wind and snow. Unable to prevent her, Cosmo followed. But he comforted himself with the thought, that, if the storm continued he would get his father to use his autiiority against her attempting a return before the morning. The sutor's wife was one of Grannie's best cronies, and there was no fear of her being deserted through the night. 152 WARLOCK O GLEN WARLOCK. Aggie kept the lead she had taken, till there could be no more question of going on, and they were now drawing near the road that struck oif to the left, along the bank of the Warlock river, leading up among the vallies and low hills, most of which had once been the property of the house of Warlock, when she stopped suddenly, this time without turning her back to the wind, and Cosmo was immediately be- side her. "What's yon, Cosmo?" she said — and Cosmo fancied consternation in the tone. He looked sharply forward, and saw what seemed a glimmer, but might be only something whiter in the whiteness. No ! it was certainly a light — but whether on the road he could not tell. There was no house in that direction ! It moved ! — yet not as if carried in hu- man hand ! Now it was gone ! There it was again ! There were two of them — two huge pale eyes, roll- ing from side to side. Grannie's warning about the Prince of the power of the air, darted into Cosmo's mind. It was awful ! But anyhow the devil was not to be run from ! That was the easiest measure, no doubt, yet not the less the one impossible to take. And now it was plain that the something was not away on the moor, but on the road in front of them, and coming towards them. It came nearer and nearer, and grew vaguely visible — a huge blunder- ing mass — animal or what, they could not tell, but on the wind came sounds that might be human — or animal human — the sounds of encouragement and incitation to horses. And now it approached no more. With common impulse they hastened towards it. THE STORM-GUEST. 153 It was a travelling carriage — a rare sight in those parts at any time, and rarer still in winter. Both of them had certainly seen one before, but as certainly, never a pair of lighted carriage-lamps, with reflectors to make of them fiendish eyes. It had but two horses, and, do what the driver could, which was not much, they persisted in standing stock-still, refusing to take a single step farther. Indeed they could not. They had tried and tried, and done their best, but finding themselves unable to move the carriage an inch, pre- ferred standing still to spending themselves in vain struggles, for all their eight legs went slipping about under them. Cosmo looked up to the box. The driver was little more than a boy, and nearly dead with cold. Already Aggie had a forefoot of the near horse in her hand. Cosmo ran to the other. " Their feet's fu' o' snaw," said Aggie. " Ay ; it's ba'd hard," said Cosmo. " They maun hae come ower a saft place : it wadna ba' the nicht upo' the muir." " Hae ye yer knife, Cosmo ? " asked Aggie. Here a head was put out of the carriage-window. It was that of a lady in a swansdown travelling-hood. She had heard an unintelligible conversation — and one intelligible word. They must be robbers ! How else should they want a knife in a snowstorm ? Why else should they have stopped the carriage? She gave a little cry of alarm. Aggie dropped the hoof she held, and went to the window. " What's yer wuU, mem ? " she asked. " What's the matter ? " the lady returned in a trem- 154 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. bling voice, but not a little reassured at the sight, as she crossed the range of one of the lamps, of the face of a young girl. " Why doesn't the coachman go on ? " " He canna, mem. The horse canna win throu the snaw. They hae ba's o' 't i' their feet, an' they canna get a grip wi' them, nae mair nor ye cud yersel', mem, gien the soles o' yer shune war roon' an' made o' ice. But we'll sune set that richt. — Hoo far hae ye come, mem, gien I may speir ? Aigh, mem, its an unco nicht ! ". The lady did not understand much of what Aggie said, for she was English, returning from her first visit to Scotland, but, half guessing at her question,, replied, that they had come from Cairntod, and were going on to Howglen. She told her also, now en- tirely reassured by Aggie's voice, that they had been much longer on the way than they had expected, and were now getting anxious. " I doobt sair gien ye'll win to Howglen the nicht," said Aggie. — " But ye're not yer lone ? " she added, trying to summon her English, of which she had plenty of a sort, though not always at hand. " My father is with me, " said the lady, looking back into the dark carriage, " but I think he is asleep, and I don't want to wake him while we are standing still." Peeping in, Aggie caught sight of somebody muffled, leaning back in the other corner of the carriage, and breathing heavily. To Aggie's not altogether unaccustomed eye, it seemed he might have had more than was good for him in the way of refreshment. THE STORM-GUEST. " 155 Cosmo was busy clearing the snow from the horses' hoofs. The driver, stupid or dazed, sat on the box, helpless as a parrot on a swinging perch. " You'll never win to Howglen to-night, mem," said Aggie. " We must put up where we can, then,'' answered the lady. " I dinna know of a place nearer, fit for gentlefowk, mem." " What are we to do then ? " asked the lady, with subdued, but evident anxiety. " What's the guid o' haein' a father like that — sleepin' and snorin' whan maist ye're in want o' 'im ! " thought Aggie to herself ; but what she replied was, " Bide, mem, till we hear what Cosmo has to say til't." " That is a peculiar name ! " remarked the lady, brightening at the sound of it, for it could, she thought, hardly belong to a peasant. " It's the name the lairds o' Glenwarlock hae borne for generations," answered Aggie ; " though doobtless it's no a name, as the maister wad say, indigenous to the country. Ane o' them ,broucht it frae Italy, the place whaur the Pop' o' Rom' bides." " And who is this Cosmo whose advice you would have me ask ? " " He's the yoong laird himsel', mem : — eh ! but ye maun be a stranger no to ken the name o' Warlock." " Indeed I am a stranger — and I can't help wish- ing, if there is much more of this weather between us and England, that I had been more of a stranger still." 156 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. " 'Deed, mem, we hae a heap o' weather up here as like this as ae snow-flake is til anither. But we tak what's sent, an' makna mony remarks. Though to be sure the thing's different whan it's o' a body's ain seekin'." This speech — my reader may naturally think it not over-polite — was harppily not over-intelligible to the lady. Aggie, a little wounded by the reflection on the weather of her country, had in her emotion aggra- vated her Scottish tone. " And where is this Cosmo ? How are we to find him ? " " He'll come onsoucht, mem. It's only 'at he's busy cleanin' oot yer puir horse' hivs 'at hedisna p'y his respec's to ye. But he'll be blythe eneuch ! " " I thought you said he was a lord ! " remarked the lady. "Na, I saidna that, mem. He's nae lord. But he's a laird, an' some lairds is better nor 'maist ony lords — an' he's Warlock o' Glenwarlock — at least ho wull be — an' may it be lang or come the day." Hard as the snow was packed in them, all the eight hoofs were now cleared out with Cosmo's busy knife, which he had had to use carefully lest he should hurt the frog. The next moment his head ap- peared, a little behind that of Aggie, and in the light of the lamp the lady saw the handsome face of a lad seemingly about sixteen. " Here he is, mem ! This is the yoong laird. Ye speir at him what ye're to du, and du jist as he tells ye," said Aggie, and drew back, that Cosmo might take her place. THE STORM-GUEST. 157 " Is that girl your sister? " asked the lady, with not a little abruptness-, for the best bred are not always the most polite. "No, my lady," answered Cosmo, who had learned from the lad on the box her name and rank ; " she is the daughter of one of my father's tenants." Lady Joan Scudamore thought it very odd that the youth should be on such familiar terms with the daughter of one of his father's tenants — out alone with her in the heart of a hideous storm ! No doubt the girl looked up to him, but apparently from the same level, as one sharing in the pride of the family ! Should she take her advice, and seek his ? or should she press on for Howglen ? There was, alas ! no counsel to be had from her father just at present : if she woke him, he would but mutter something not so much unlike an oath as it ought to be, and go to sleep again ! " We want very much to reach Howglen — I think that is what you call the place," she said. "You can't get there tonight, I'm afraid," returned Cosmo. " The road is, as you see, no road at all. The horses would do better if you took their shoes off, I think — only then, if they came on a bit of frozen dub, it might knock their hoofs to pieces in such a frost." The lady glanced round at her sleeping companion with a look expressive of no small perplexity. " My father will make you welcome, my lady," con- tinued Cosmo, " if you will come with us. We can give you only what English people must think poor fare, for *e're not — " 158 WARLOCK O' GLEN WARLOCK. She interrupted him. " I should be glad to sit anywherg all night, where there was a fire. I am nearly frozen." "We can do a little better for you than that, though not so well as we should like. Perhaps, as we can't make any show, we are the more likely to do our best for your comfort." Their pinched circumstances had at one time and another given rise to conversation in which the laird and his son sought together to sound the abysses of hospitality: the old-fashioned sententiousness of the boy had in it nothing of the prig. "You are very kind. I will promise to be com- fortable," said the lady. She began to be a trifle interested in this odd speci- men of the Scotch calf. " Welcome then to Glenwarlock ! " said Cosmo. "Come, Aggie ; tak ane o' them by the heid : they're gaein' wi' 's. — We must turn the horses' heads, my lady. I fear they won't like to face the wind they've only had their backs to yet. I can't make out whether your driver is half dead or half drunk or more than half frozen ; but Aggie and I will take care of them, and if he tumble off, nobody will be the worse." "What a terrible country ! " said the lady to herself. " The coachmen get drunk ! the boys are prigs ! there is no distinction between the owners of the soil and the tenants who farm it ! and it snows from morning to night, and from one week's end to another ! " Aggie had taken the head of the near horse, and Cosmo took that of the off one. Their driver' said THE STORM-GUEST. 1 59 nothing, letting them do as they pleased. With some difficulty, for they had to be more than ordinarily cau- tious, the road being indistinguishable from the ditches they knew here bounded it on both sides, they got the carriage round. But when the weary animals re- ceived the tempest in their faces, instead of pulling they backed, would have turned again, and for some time were not to be induced to front it. Agnes and Cosmo had to employ all. their powers of persuasion, first to get them to stand still, and then to advance a little. Gradually, by leading, and patting, and con- tinuous encouraging in language they understood, they were coaxed as far as the parish road, and there turning their sides to the wind, and no longer their . eyes and noses, they began to move with a little will of their own ; for horses have so much hope, that the mere fact of having made a turn is enough to revive them with the expectation of cover and food and re- pose. They reached presently a more sheltered part of the road, and if now and then they had to drag the carriage through deeper snow, they were no longer buffeted by the cruel wind or stung by its frost- arrows. All this time the gentleman inside slept — nor was it surprising ; for, lunching at the last town, and not finding the wine fit to drink, he had fallen back upon an accomplishment of his youth, and betaken himself to toddy. That he had found that at least fit to drink was proved by the state in which he was now carried along. They reached at last the steep ascent from the parish road to Castle Warlock. The two conductors, l6o WARLOCK O' GLEN WARLOCK. though they had no leisure to confer on the subject, were equally anxious as to whether the horses would face it ; but the moment their hf ads came round, whether only that it was another turn with its fresh hope, or that the wind brought some stray odour of hay or oats to their wide nostrils, I cannot tell, but finding the ground tolerably clear, they took to it with a will, and tore up with the last efforts of all but exhausted strength, Cosmo and Aggie running along beside them, and talking to them all the way. The only difficulty was to get the lad on the box to give them their heads. CHAPTER XIV. THE CASTLE INN. The noise of their approach, heard from the bot- tom of the ascent, within the lonely winter castle, awoke profound conjecture, and Grizzle proceeded to light the lanthern that she might learn the sooner what catastrophe could cause such a phenomenon : something awful must have taken place ! Perhaps they had cut off the king's head as they did in France ! But such was the rapidity of the horses' ascent in the hope of rest, and warmth, and supper, ■ that the carriage was in the close, and rattling up to the door, ere she had got the long wick of the tallow candle to acknowledge the dominion of fire. The laird rose in haste from his arm-chair, and went to the door. There stood the chaise, in the cloud of steam that rose from the quick-heaving sides of the horses. And there were Cosmo and Agnes at the door of it, assisting somebody to descend. The laird was never in a hurry. He was too thorough a gen- tleman to trouble approach by uneasy advance, and i6i WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. he had no fear of anything Cosmo had done. He stood therefore in the kitchen door, calmly expect- ant. A long-cloaked lady got down, and, turning from the assistant hand of his son, came tpwards him — a handsome lady, tall and somewhat stately, but weary, and probably in want of food as well as rest. He bowed with old-fashioned worship, and held out his hand to welcome her. She gave him hers graciously, and thanked him for the hospitality his son had offered them. " Come in, come in, madam," said the old man. " The fireside is the best place for explanations. Welcome to a poor house but a warm hearth ! So much we can yet offer stranger-friends.'' He led the way, and she followed him into the kitchen. On a small piece of carpet before the fire, stood the two chairs of state, each protected by a large antique screen. From hers the grandmother rose with dignified difficulty, when she perceived the quality of the entering stranger. " Mother," said the laird, " it is not often we have the pleasure of visitors at this time of the year ! " "The more is the rare foot welcome," answered she, and made Lady Joan as low a courtesy as she dared : she could not quite reckon on her power of recovery. Lady Joan returned her salute, little impressed with the honour done her, but recognizing that she was in the presence of a gentlewoman. She took the laird's seat at his invitation, and, leaning forward, gazed wearily at the fire. THE CASTLE INN. 163 The next moment, a not very pleasant-looking old man entered, supported on one side by Cosmo and on the other by Agnes. They had had no little dif- ficulty in waking him up, and he entered vaguely supposing they had arrived at an inn where they were to spend the night. If his .grumbling and swearing as he advanced was sotto voce, the assuage- ment was owing merely to his not being sufficiently awake to use more vigour. The laird left the lady and advanced to meet him, but he took no notice of him, regarding his welcome as the obsequiousness of a landlord, and turned shivering towards the fire, where Grizzie was hastening to set him a chair. " The fire's the best flooer i' the gairden, an' the pig's the best coo i' the herdin', my lord," she said — an old saw to which his lordship might have been readier to respond, had he remembered that the pig sometimes meant the stone jar that held the whisky. As soon as Lord Mergwain was seated, Cosmo drew his father aside, told him the names of their guests, and in what difficulty he had found them, and added that the lady and the horses were sober enough, but for the other two he would not answer. " We have been spending some weeks at Canmore Castle in Ross-shire, and are now on our way home," said Lady Joan to Mistress Warlock. " You have come a long way round," remarked the old lady, not so pleased with the manners of her male visitor, on whom she kept casting, every now and then, a full glance. "We have," replied Lady Joan. "We turned out of our way to visit an old friend of papa's, and have 164 WARLOCK O' GLEN WARLOCK been storm-bound till he — I mean papa — could bear it no longer. We sent our servants on this morning. They are, I hope, by this time, waiting us at How- glen." The fire had been thawing the sleep out of Lord Mergwain, and now at length he was sufficienth- awake to be annoyed that his daughter should hold so much converse with the folk of the inn. " Can't you show us to a rcom ? " he said grufH)', " and get us something to eat? " " We are doing the best we can for your lordship," replied the laird. " But we were not expecting visit- ors, and one of the rooms you will have to occupy, has not been in use for some time. In such weather as this, it will take two or three hours of a good fire to render it fit to sleep in. But I will go myself, and see that the servant is making what haste she can." He put on his hat over his night-cap, and made for the door. "That's right, landlord," cried his lordship; "al- ways see to the comfort of your guests yourself — But bless me ! you don't mean we have to go out of doors to reach our bedrooms .' " " I am afraid we cannot help it," returned the laird, arresting his step. " There used to be a passage con- necting the two houses, but for some reason or other — I never heard what — it was closed in my father's time." " He must have been an old fool ! " remarked the visitor. " My lord ! " THE CASTLE INN. 165 " I said your father must have been an old fool," repeated his lordship testily. " You speak of my husband ! " said Mistress War- lock, drawing herself up with dignity. " I can't help that. / didn't give you away. Let's have some supper, will you ? I want a tumbler of toddy, and without something to eat it might make me drunk." Lady Joan sat silent, with a look half of contempt, half of mischievous enjoyment on her handsome, :ac^. She had too often to suffer from her father's rudeness not to enjoy its bringing him into a scrape. But the laird was sharper than she thought him, and seeing both the old man's condition and his mistake, hu- moured the joke. His mother rose, trembling with in- dignation. He gave her his arm, and conducted her to a stair which ascended immediately from the kitchen, whispering to her on the way, that the man was the worse of drink, and he must not quarrel with him. She retired without leave-taking. He then called Cosmo and Agnes, who were talking together in a low voice at the other end of the kitchen, and taking them to Grizzle in the spare room, told them to help hrr, that she might the sooner come and get the supper ready. " I am afraid, my lord," he said, returning, " we are but poorly provided for such guests as your lordship, but we will do what we can." "A horrible country ! " growled his lordship ; "but look you, I don't want jaw — I want drink." " What drink would your lordship have ? If it be in my power — " 1 66 WARLOCK O' GLEN WARLOCK. " I doubt, for all your talk, if you've got any- thing but your miserable whisky ! " interrupted Lord Mergwain. Now the laird had some remnants of old wine in the once well stored cellar, and, thankless as his vis- itor seemed likely to turn out, his hospitality would not allow him to withhold what he had. " I have a few bottles of claret," he said, " — if it shjild not be over-old ! ■ — I do not understand much afbotit wine myself." " Let's have it up," cried his lordship. " We'll see. If you don't know good wine, I do. I'm old enough for any wine." The laird would have had more confidence in recommending his port, which he had been told was as fine as any in Scotland, but he thought claret safer for one in his lordship's condition — one who having drunk would drink again. He went therefore to the wine cellar, which had once been the dungeon of the castle, and brought thence a most respectable- looking magnum, dirty as a burrowing terrier, and to the eye of the imagination hoary with age. The eyes of the toper glistened at the sight. Eagerly he stretched out both hands towards it. They actually trembled with desire. Hardly could he endure the delay of its uncorking. No sooner did the fine promis- sory note of the discharge of its tompion reach his ear, than he cried out, with the authority of a field- officer at least : " Decant it. Leave the last glass in the bottom." The laird filied a decanter, and set it before him. " Haven't you a mangum-jug ? " THE CASTLE INN. 167 " No, my lord.'' "Then fill another decanter, and mind the last glass." " I have not another decanter, my lord." " Not got two decanters, you fool ? " sneered his lordship, enraged at not having the whole bottle set down to him at once. " But after all," he resumed, " it mayn't be worth a rush, not to say a decanter. Bring the bottle. Set it down. Here ! — Carefully ! Bring a glass. You should have brought the glasses first. Bring three ; I like to change my glass. Make haste, will you ! " The laird did make haste, smiling at the exigence of his visitor. Lord Mergwain listened to the glug- glug in the long neck of the decanter as if it had been a song of love, and the moment it was over, was holding the glass to his nose. " Humph ! Not much aroma here ! " he growled, " I ought to have made the old fool " — the laird must have been some fifteen years younger than he. — "set it down before the fire — only what would have become of me while it was thawing ? It's no wonder though ! By the time I've been buried as long, I shall want thawing too ! " The wine, however, turned out more satisfactory to the palate of the toper than to his nostrils — which in truth, so much had he drunk that day, were at present incapable of doing it justice — and he set himself to enjoy it. How that should be possible to a man for whom the accompanying dried olives of memory could do so little,- 1 find it difficult to under- stand. ' One would think, to enjoy his wine alone. l68 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. a man must have either good memories or good hopes : Lord Mergwain had forgotten the taste of hope ; and most men would shrink from touching the spring that would set a single scene of such a panorama unrolling itself, as made up the past of Lord Mergwain. How- ever there he sat, and there he drank, and, truth to tell, now and then smiled jgrimly. The laird set a pair of brass candlesticks on the table — there were no silver utensils any more in the house of Glenwarlock ; years ago the last of them had vanished — and retired to a wooden chair at the end of the hearth, under the lamp that hung on the wall. But on his way he had taken from a shelf an old, much-thumbed folio which Mr. Simon had lent him — the journal of George Fox, and the panorama which then for a while kept passing before his mind's eye, was not a little different from that passing before Lord Mergwain's. What a study to a spirit able to watch the unrolling of the two side by side ! In a few minutes Grizzie entered, carrying a fowl newly killed, its head almost touching the ground at the end of its long, limp neck. She seated herself on a stool, somewhere about the middle of the large space, and proceeded to pluck, and otherwise prepare it for the fire. Having, last of all, split it open from end to end, turning it into something like an illegible heraldic crest, she approached the fire, the fowl in one hand, the gridiron in the other. " I doobt I maun get his lordship to sit a wee back frae the fire," she said. "I maun jist bran'er this chuckle for his supper." Lady Joan had taken Mrs. Warlock's chair, and THE CASTLE INN. 165 her father had taken the laird's, and pulled it right i:i front of the fire, where a small deal table supported his bottle, his decanter, and his three glasses. " What does the woman mean ? " said his lordship. " — Oh! I see; a spread-eagle! — But is my room not ready yet ? Or haven't you one to sit in ? I don't relish feasting my nose so much in advance of my other senses." "Ow! nae fear o' yer lordship's nose, 'cep' it be frae yer lordship's hose, my lord ! " said Grizzle, "for I doobt ye're birstlin' yer lordship's shins I I'll tak the cratur oot to the cairt-shed, an' sing' 't there first. But 'deed I wadna advise ye to gang to yer room a minute afore ye need, for it winna be that warm the nicht. I hae made a fire 'at's baith big an' bricht, an' fit to ro'st Belzebub — an' I beg your par- don, laird — but it's some days — I micht say ooks — sin' there "was a fire intil 't, an' the place needs time to tak the heat intil its auld neuks." She might have said years not a few, instead ot some weeks, but her truthfulness did not drive her so far. She turned, and left the house, carrying with her the fowl to singe. " Here," said his lordship to his host, " move back this table and chair a bit, will you ? I don't relish having the old witch fussing about my knees. What a mistake it is not to have rooms ready for whoever may come I " The laird rose, laid his book down, and moved the table, then helped his guest to rise, moved his chair, and placed the screen again betwixt him and the door. Lord Mergwain re-settled himself to his bottle. 170 WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK. In the meantime, in the guest-chamber, which had for so long entertained neither friend nor stranger, Cosmo and Aggie were busy — too busy to talk much — airing the linen, dusting the furniture, setting things tidy, and keeping up a roaring fire. For this purpose the remnants of an old broken-down cart, of which the axle was anciently greasy, had been fetched from the winter-store, and the wood and peats to- gether, with a shovelful of coal to give the composi- tion a little body, had made a glorious glow. But the heat had hardly yet begun to affect sensibly the general atmosphere of the place. It was a large room, the same size as the drawing-room immediately under it, and still less familiar to Cosmo. For, if the latter filled him with a kind of loving awe, the former caused him a kind of faint terror, so that, in truth, even in broad daylight, at no time was he will- ing to enter it. Now and then he would -open the door in passing, and for a moment stand peering in, with a stricken, breath-bating enjoyment of the vague atmosphere of dread, which, issuing, seemed to en- velope him in its folds ; but to go in was too much, and he neither desired nor endured even the looking in for more than a few seconds. For so long it was to him like a page in a book of horrors : to go to the other end of it, and in particular to approach the heavily curtained bed, was more than he cared to do without cogent reason. At the same time he rejoiced to think there was such a room in the house, and at- tached to it an idea of measure less value — almost as if it had a mysterious window that looked out upon the infinite. The cause of this feeling was not to V- THE CASTLE INN. 1 73 himself traceable. Until old Grannie's story, he had heard no tale concerning it that he remembered : he may have heard hints — a word dropped may have made its impression, and roused fancies outlasting the memory of their origin ; for feelings, like memo- ries of scents and sounds, remain, when the related facts have vanished. What it was about the room that scared him, he could not tell, but the scare was there. With a companion like Aggie, however, even after hearing Grannie's terrible reminiscence, he was able to be in the room without experiencing worse than that same milder, almost pleasant degree of dread, caused by the mere looking through the door into the strange brooding silence of the place. But, I must confess, this applies only to the space on the side of the bed next the fire. The bed itself — not to mention the shadowy region beyond it — on which the body of the pirate had lain, he could not regard without a sense of the awfully gruesome : itself looked scared at its own consciousness of the fact, and of the feeling it caused in the beholder. In the strength of Aggie's presence, he was now able to take a survey of the room such as never be- fore. Over walls, floor, and ceiling, his eyes were wandering, when suddenly a question arose on which he desired certainty : " Is there," he said to himself, "a door upo' the ither side o' the bed ? " " Did Gran- nie mak mention o' sic a door ? " he asked himself next, and could not be certain of the answer. He gazed around him, and saw no door other than that by which they had entered, but at the head of the bed, on the other side, was a space hidden by 174 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. the curtain : it might be there ! When they went to put the sheets on the bed, he would learn ! He dared not go till then ! " Dare not ! " he repeated to him- self — and went at once. He saw and trembled. It was the strangest feel- ing. If it was ni c fear, it was something very like it, but with a mixture of wondrous pleasure : there was the door ! The curtains hid Aggie, and for a r'loment he felt as if he were miles alone, and must rush back to the refuge of her presence. But he would not yield to the folly — compelled himself to walk to the door. Whether he was more disappointed or relieved, he could not, the first instant, have told : instead of a door, scarcely leaning against the wall, was an old dark screen, in stamped leather, from which the gilding was long faded. Disappointment and not re- lief was then his only sense. " Aggie," he called, still on the farther side of the bed — he called gently, but trembled at the sound of his own voice — "did ye ever hear — did Grannie mak mention o' a door 'at the auld captain gaed oot at ? " " Whisht, whisht ! " cried Aggie, in a loud hissing whisper, which seemed to pierce the marrow of Cosmo's bones, " I rede ye say nae thing aboot that i' this chaumer. Bide till we're oot o' 't : I hae near dune. Syne we'll steek the door, an' lat the fire work. It '11 hae eneuch adu afore it mak the place warm ; the cauld intil this room's no a coamon ane. There's something by ord'nar intil 't." Cosmo could no longer endure having the great, old, hearse-like bed between him and Aggie. With a THE CASTLE INN. 17s shiver in the very middle of his body, be hastened to the other side : there lay the country of air, and fire, and safe earthly homeliness : the side he left was the dank region of the unknown, whose march-ditch was the grave. They hurried with the rest of their work. Aggie insisted on being at the farther side of the bed when they made it. Not another word was spoken between them, till they were safe from the room, and had closed its door behind them. They went up to Cosmo's room, to make it some- thing fitter for a lady's bower. Opening a certain chest, they took from it — stored there by his mother, Cosmo loved to think — another set of curtains, clean- blankets, fine sheets, and a counter- pane of silk patchwork, and put them all on the bed. With these, a white toilet-cover, and a chair or two from the drawing-room, they so changed the room that Cosmo declared he would not have known it. They then filled the grate with as much fuel as it would hold, and running fast down the two stairs, went again to the kitchen. At the ■ door of it, how- ever, Aggie gave her companion the slip, and set out to go back to her grannie at Muir o' Warlock. Cosmo found the table spread for supper, the Eng- lish lord sitting with his wine before him, and the lady in his grandmother's chair, leaning back, and yawning wearily. Lord Mergwain looked muddled, and his daughter cast on him now and then a look that had in it more of annoyance than affection. He was not now a very pleasant lord to look on, what- ever he might once have been. He was red-faced 176 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. and blear-eyed, and his nose, partly from the snuff which he took in large quantity, was much injured in shape and colour : a closer description the historical muse declines. His eyes had once been blue, but to- bacco, potations, revellings day and night — every- thing but tears, had washed from them almost all the colour. It added much to the strange unpleasantness of his appearance, that he wore a jet-black wig, so that to the unnatural came the untimely, and en- hanced the withered. His mouth, which was full of false teeth, very white, and ill-fitting, had a cruel ex- pression, and Death seemed to look out every time he grinned. As soon as he and Lady Joan were seated at the supper-table, with Grizzle to wait upon them, the laird and Cosmo left the kitchen, and went to the spare-room, for the laird judged that, in the temper and mistake her father was in, the lady would be more comfortable in their absence. "Cosmo," he said, standing with his back to the fire, when he had again made it up, " I cannot help feeling as if I had known that man before. But I can recall no circumstances, and it may be a mere fancy. You have never seen him before, my boy, have you?" " I don't think I have, papa ; and I don't care if I never see him again," answered Cosmo. " The lady is pretty, but not very pleasant, I think, though she is a lord's daughter." " Ah, but such a lord, Cosmo ! " returned his father. " When a man goes on drinking like that, he is no better than a cheese under the spigot of a wine-cask • he lives to keep his body well soaked — that it may THE CASTLE INN. 177 be the nicer, or the nastier for the worms. Cosmo, my son, don't you learn to drown your soul in your body, like the poor Duke of Clarence in the wine- butt. The material part of us ought to keep growing gradually thinner, to let the soul out when its time comes, and the soul to keep growing bigger and stronger every day, until it bursts the body at length, as a growing nut does its shell ; when, instead, the body grows thicker and thicker, lessening the room within, it squeezes the life out of the soul, and when such a man's body dies, his soul is found a shrivelled thing, too poor to be a comfort to itself or to anybody else. Cosmo, to see that man drink, makes me ashamed of my tumbler of toddy. And now I think of it, I don't believe it does me any good ; and, just to make sure that I am in earnest, from this hour I will take no more. — Then," he added, after a short pause, "I shall be pretty sure you will not take it." "Oh, papa!" cried Cosmo, "take your toddy all the same: I promise you — and a Warlock will not break his word— never to taste strong drink while I live." " I should prefer the word of a man to that of a Warlock," said his father. "A Warlock is nothing except he be a man. Some Warlocks have been men." From that day, I may here mention, the laird drank nothing but water, much to the pleasure of Peter Simon, who was from choice a water-drinker. " What a howling night it is, Cosmo ! " he resumed. " If that poor old drinker had tried to get on to Howglen, he would have been frozen to death ; when the drink 178 WARLOCK O' GLEN WARLOCK. is out of the drunkard, he has nothing to resist with." By this time Lord Mergwain had had his supper, and had begun to drink again. Grizzie wanted to get rid of him, that she might " redd up " her kitchen. But he would not move. He was quite comfortable where he was, he said, and though it was the kitchen ! he wouldn't stir a peg till he had finished the magnum. My lady might go when she pleased ; the magnum was better company than the whole houseful ! Grizzie was on the point of losing her temper with him altogether, when the laird returned to the kitchen. He found her standing before him with her two hands on her two hips, and lingered a moment at the door to hear what she was saying. " Na, na, my lord ! '•" expostulated Grizzie, " I canna lea' ye here. Yer lordship '11 sune be past takin' care o' yersel' — no 'at ye wad be a witch at' it this present ! Ye wad be thinkin' ye was i' yer bed whan ye was i' the mids' o' the middin', or pu'in' the blankets o' the deuk dub ower yer held ! Lord ! my lord, yet micht set the hoose o' fire, an' burn a', baith stable an' byre, an' horses an' cairts, an' cairt-sheds, an' hiz a' to white aisse in oor nakit beds 1 " " Hold your outlandish gibberish," returned his lordship. "Go and fetch me some whisky. This stuff is too cold to go to sleep on in such weather." " Deil a drap or drap o' whusky, or oucht else, yer lordship's hae fra my han' this nicht — nae mair nor gien ye war a bairn 'at wantit poother to blaw himsel' up wi' ! Ye hae had ower muckle a'ready, gien ye war but cawpable o' un'erstan'in', or failin' that, o' believin' an honest wuman 'at kens what state ye are THE CASTLE INN. 179 in better nor ye du yersel'. — A bonny lordship ! " she muttered to herself as she turned from him. The laird thought it time to show himself, and went forward. Lord Mergwain had understood not the half of what Grizzie said; but had found sufficient provocation in the tone, and was much too angry for any articulate attempt at speech beyond swearing. " My lord," said the laird, " I think you will find your room tolerably comfortable now : shall I have the pleasure of showing you the way ? " " No, indeed ! I'm not going to stir. Fetch me a bottle of your whisky — that's pretty safe to be good." " Indeed, my lord, you shall have no more drink to-night," said the laird, and taking the bottle, which was nearly empty, carried it from the table. Though nearly past everything else, his guest was not yet too far gone to swear with vigour, and the vol- ley that now came pouring from his outraged heart was such, that, for the sake of Grizzie and Cosmo, the laird took the bottle again in his hand, and said, that, if his lordship would drink it in his own room, he should have what was left of it. Not too drunk to see where his advantage lay, Lord Mergwain yielded; the thunder of impre- cation from bellowing sank to growling, then to muttering, and the storm gradually subsided. The laird gave him one arm, Cosmo another, and Grizzie came behind, ready to support or push, and so in procession they moved from the kitchen along the causeway, his lordship grumbling and slipping, hauled, carried, and shoved — through the great door, as they called it, up the stairs, past the draw- l8o WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. ing-room, and into "the muckle chaumer." There he was deposited in an easy chair, before the huge fire, and was fast asleep in a moment. Lady Joan had followed them, and while they were in her father's room, had passed up to her own, so that when they re-entered the kitchen, there was nobody there. With a sigh of relief the laird sank into his mother's chair. After a little while, he sent Cosmo to bed, and, rejoicing in the quiet, got again the journal of George Fox, and began to read. When Grizzle had pottered about for a while, she too went to bed, and the laird was alone. When he had read about an hour, he thought it time to see after his guest, and went to his room. He found him still asleep in his chair before the fire; but he could not be left there through such a night, for the fire would go out, and then a pack of wolves would hardly be worse than the invading cold. It was by no means an easy task to rouse him, however, and indeed remained in large measure unaccom- plished — so far so, that, after with much labour and contrivance relieving him of his coat and boots, the laird had to satisfy his hospitality with getting him into bed in the remainder of his clothes. He then heaped fresh fuel on the fire, put out the candles, and left him to what repose there might be for him. Re- turning to his chair and his book, the laird read for another hour, and then went to bed. His room was in the same block, above that of his mother. CHAPTER XV. THAT NIGHT. Cosmo's temporary quarters were in one of two or three chambers above his own, forrnerly occupied by domestics, when there were many more of them about the place. He went to bed, but, after about three hours, woke very cold — so cold that he could not go to sleep again. He got up, heaped on his bed every- thing protective he could find, and tried again. But it was of no avail. Cosmo could keep himself warm enough in the open air, or if he could not, he did not mind ; but to be cold in bed was more than he would willingly endure. He got up again — with an idea. Why should he not amuse himself, rather than lie shivering on couch inhospitable ? When anything disturbed him of a summer night, as a matter of course he got up and went out; and although natu- rally he was less inclined on such a night as this, when the rooks would be tumbling dead from the boughs of the fir-trees, he yet would, rather than lie sleepless with cold. i8i l82 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. On the opposite side of the court, in" a gap between the stable and the byre, the men had heaped up the snow from the rest of the yard, and in the heap Cosmo had been excavating. For snow-balling he had little inclination, but the snow as a plastic sub- stance, a thing that could be compelled into shapes, was an endless delight to him, and in connection with this mound he had conceived a new fancy, which, this very night, but for the interruption of their visitors, he would already have put to the test. Into the middle of the mound he had bored a tun- nel, and then hollowed out what I may call a negative human shape — the mould, as it were, of a man, of life-size, with his arms thrown out, and his feet stretched straight, like one that had fallen, and lay in weariness. His object was to illuminate it, in the hope of "a man all light, a seraph man," shin- ing through the snow. That very night he had in- tended, on his return from Muir of Warlock, to light him up ; and now that he was driven out by the cold, he would brave, in his own den, in the heart of the snow, the enemy that had roused him, and make his experiment. He dressed himself, crept softly out, and, for a preparation, would have a good run. He trotted down the hill, beating his feet hard, until he reached the more level road, where he set out at full speed, and soon was warm as any boy need care to be. About three o'clock in the morning, the laird woke suddenly, without knowing why. But he was not long without knowing why he should not go to sleep again. From a distance, as it seemed, through THAT NIGHT. 1 83 the Stillness of the night, in rapid succession, came three distinct shrieks, one close on the other, as from the throat of a human being in mortal terror. Never had such shrieks invaded his ears. Whether or not they came from some part of his own house, he could not tell. He sprung upon the floor, thinking first of his boy, and next of the old man whom he had left drunk in his bed, and dressed as fast as he could, ex- pecting every moment a fresh assault of horrible sound. But all he heard was the hasty running of far oiif feet. He hurried down, passing carefully his mother's door, but listening as he passed, in the hope of finding she had not been disturbed. He heard nothing, and went on. But in truth the old lady lay trembling, too terrified to move or utter a sound. In'the next room he heard Grizzle moving, as if, like himself, getting up with all speed. Down to the kitchen he ran, in haste to get out and reach the great door. But when he opened the kitchen door, a strange sight met his eyes, and for a moment arrested him. The night was dark as pitch, for, though the snow had ceased to fall, great clouds of it yet filled the vault of the sky, and behind them was no moon from which any smallest glimmer might come soaking through. But, on the opposite side of the court, the heap of snow familiar to his eyes was shin- ing with an unknown, a faint, phosphorescent ra- diance. The whole heap was illuminated, and was plainly visible : but the strangest thing was, that the core of the light had a vague shadowy resemblance — if one may use the word of a shape of light — to the form of a man. There were the body and out- 184 WARLOCK O' GLEN WARLOCK. Stretched limbs of one who had cast himself supine in sorest weariness, ready for the grave which had found him. The vision flickered, and faded and re- vived, and faded again, while, m his wonder forget- ting for one brief moment the cries that had roused him, the laird stood and gazed. It was the strangest, ghostliest thing he had ever seen ! Surely he was on the point of discovering some phenomenon hitherto unknown ! What Grizzle would have taken it for, unhappily we do not know, for, just as the laird heard her footsteps on the stair, and he was himself starting to cross the frozen space between, the light, which had been gradually paling, suddenly went out. With its disappearance he bethought himself, and hurried towards the great door, with Grizzle now at his heels. He opened it. All was still. Feeling his way in the thick darkness, he went softly up the stair. Cosmo had but just left the last remnants of his candle-ends burning, and climbed glowing to his room, delighted with the success of his experiment, when those quick-following, hideous sounds rent the night, like flashes from some cloud of hellish torture. His heart seemed to stand still. Without knowing why, involuntarily he associated them with what he had been last about, and for a moment felt like a murderer. The next he caught up his light, and rushed from the room, to seek, like his father, that of their guest. As he reached the bottom of the first stair, the door of his own room opened, and out came - Lady Joan, with a cloak thrown over her night-gown, and THAT NIGHT. 185 looking like marble, with wide eyes. But Cosmo felt it was not she who had shrieked, and passing her with- out a second look, led the way down, and she followed. When the laird opened the door of the guest- chamber, there was his boy in his clothes, with a candle in his hand, and the lady in her night-gown, standing in the middle of the floor, and looking down with dismayed countenances. There lay Lord Mer- gwain ! — or was it but a thing of nought — the de- serted house of a living soul ? The face was drawn a little to one side, and had a mingled expression, of horror — which came from within, and of ludicrous- ness, which had an outside formal cause. Upon closer investigation, the laird almost concluded he was dead ; but on the merest chance something must be done. Cosmo seemed dazed, and Lady Joan stood staring with lost look, more of fright than of sorrow, but there was Grizzle, peeping through be- tween them, with bright searching eyes ! On her countenance was neither dismay, anxiety, nor distrac- tion. She nodded her head now and then as she gazed, looking as if she had expected it all, and here it was. "Rin an' fess het watter as fest's ye can. Grizzle," said the laird. " My dear Lady Joan, go and dress, or you will be frozen to death. We will do all we can. Cosmo, get the fire up as quickly as possible — it is not quite out. But first you and I must get him into bed, and cover him up warm, and I will rub his bands and feet till the hot water comes." As the laird said, everyone did. A pail of hot water was soon brought, the fire was soon lighted, and l86 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. the lady soon returned more warmly clad. He made Grizzle put the pail on a chair by the bed-side, and they got his feet in without raising him, or taking him out of the blankets. Before long he gave a deep sigh, and presently showed other signs of revival. When at length he opened his eyes, he stared around him wildly, and for a moment it seemed to all of them he had lost his reason. But the laird said he might not yet have got over the drink he had taken, and if he could be got to sleep, he would probably wake better. They therefore removed some more of his clothes, laid him down again, and made him as comfortable as they could, with hot bottles about him. The laird said he would sit with him, and call Lady Joan if needful. To judge by her behaviour, he conjectured such a catastrophe was not altogether strange to her. She went away readily, more like one relieved than anxious. But there had arisen in the mind of the laird a fear : might not Cosmo unwittingly have had some share in the frightful event ? When first he entered the room, there was Cosmo, dressed, and with a light in his hand: the seeming phosphorescence in the snow must have been one of his ploys, and might not that have been the source of the shock to the dazed brain of the drinker? His lordship was breathing more softly and regu- larly, though every now and then half waking with a cry — a dreadful thing to hear from a sleeping old man. They drew their chairs close to the fire and to each other, and Cosmo, as was usual with him, laid his hand on his father's knee. THAT NIGHT. 187 " Did you observe that peculiar appearance in the snow-heap, on the other side of the court, Cosmo ? " asked the laird. "Yes, papa," replied the boy: "I made it myself." And therewith he told him all about it. " You're not vexed with me, are you, papa ? " he added, seeing the laird look grave. " No, my son," answered his father ; " I am only uneasy lest that should have had anything to do with this sad affair." " How could that be, papa .' " asked Cosmo. " He may have looked out of the window and seen it, and, in the half-foolish state he was in, taken it for something supernatural." , " But why should that have done him any harm ? " "It may have terrified him." " Why should it terrify him ? " said Cosmo. "There may be things we know nothing of," re- plied his father, " to answer that question. I cannot help feeling rather uneasy about it." " Did you see anything frightful about my man of light, papa ? " inquired Cosmo. "No," answered his father, thoughtfully; "but the thing, you see, was in the shape of a man — a man lying at full length as if he were dead, and indeed in his grave : he might take it for his wraith — an omen of his coming end." " But he is an Englishman, papa, and the English don't believe in the second sight." " That does make it less likely. — Few lowlanders do." " Do you believe in it, papa ? " l88 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. " Well, you see," returned the laird, with a small smile, " I, like yourself, am neither pure highlander nor pure lowlander, and the natural consequence is, I am not very sure whether I believe in it or not. I have heard stories difficult to explain." " Still," said Cosmo, " my lord would be more to blame than me, for no man with a good conscience would have been so frightened as that, even if it had been his wraith." " That may be true ; — still, a man cannot help being especially sorry anything should happen to a stranger in his house. You and I, Cosmo, would have our house a place of refuge. — But you had better go to bed now. There is no reason in tiring two people, when one is enough." " But, papa, I got up because I was so cold I could not sleep. If you will let me, I would much rather sit with you. I shall be much more comfort- able here." That his son should have been cold in the night distressed the laird. He felt as if, for the sake of strangers, he had neglected his own — the specially sent. He would have persuaded Cosmo to go to his father's bed, which was in a warmer room, but the boy begged so to be allowed to remain that he yielded. They had talked in a low voice for fear of dis- turbing the sleeper, and now were silent. Cosmo rolled himself in his plaid, lay down at his lather's feet, and was soon fast asleep : with his father there the chamber had lost all its terrors, and was just like any other home-feeling room of the house. Many i; THAT NIGHT. 189 time in after years did that night, that room, that fire, and the feeling of his father over his head, while the bad lord lay snoring within the dark curtains, rise before him ; and from the memory he would try to teach himself, that, if he were towards his great Father in his house as he was then towards his earthly father in his, he would never fear anything. To know one's-self as safe amid storm and darkness, amid fire and water, amid disease and pain, even during the felt approach of death, is to be a Chris- tian, for that is how the Master felt in the hour of darkness, because he knew it a fact. All night long, at intervals, the old man moaned, and every now and then would mutter sentences unintelligible to the laird, but sown with ugly, some- times fearful words. In the gray of the morning he woke. " Bring me brandy," he cried in a voice of dis- content. The laird rose and went to him. When he saw the face above him, a horror came upon his — a look like that they found frozen on it. " Who are you ? " he gasped. " Where am I ? " "You came here in the storm last night, my lord," said the laird. " Cursed place ! I never had such horrible dreams in my life. Where am I — do you hear? Why don't you answer me ? " " You are at Castle Warlock, my lord," replied the laird. At this he shrieked, and, throwing off the clothes, sprung from the bed. igo WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK. " I entreat you, my lord, to lie down again. You were very ill in the night," expostulated the laird. " I don't stop another hour in the blasted hole ! " roared his guest, in a fierce quaver. Out of my way you fool ! Where's Joan ? Tell her to get up and come directly. I'm off, tell her. I'd as soon go to bed in the drifts as stop another hour in this abominable old lime-kiln. The laird let him rave on : it was useless to oppose him. He flew at his clothes to dress himself, but his poor old hands trembled with rage, fear, drink, and eagerness. The laird did his best to help him, but he seemed nowise recognizant. "I will get you some hot water, my lord," he said at length, and was moving towards the door. "No, —you! — everybody!" shrieked the old man. " If you go out of that door, I will throv myself out of this window." The laird turned at once, and in silence waited on him like a servant. " He must be in a fit of delirium tremens ! " he said to himself. He poured him out some cold water, but he would not use it. He would neither eat nor drink nor wash till he was out of the horrible dungeon, he said. The next moment he cried for water, drank three mouthfuls eagerly, threw the tumbler from him, and broke it on the hearth. The instant he was dressed, he dropped into the great chair and closed his eyes. "Your lordship must allow me to fetch some fuel," said the laird ; " the room is growing cold." " No, I tell you ! " cried Lord Mergwain, opening his eyes and sitting up. " When I'm cold I'll go to THAT NIGHT. I9I — . If you attempt to leave the room, I'll send a bullet after you. — God have mercy ! what's that at my feet ? " " It is only my son," replied the laird gently. "We have been with you all night — since you were taken ill, that is." " When was that ? What do you mean by that ? " he said, looking up sharply, with a face of more intel- ligence than he had yet shown. " Your lordship had some sort of fit in the night, and if you do not compose yourself, I dread a return of it." " You well -may, if I stop here," he returned — then, after a pause, " Did I talk ? " he asked. " Yes, my lord — a good deal." " What did I say ? " " Nothing I could understand, my lord." " And you did your best, I don't doubt ! " rejoined his lordship with a sneer. " But you know nothing is to be made of what a man says in a fit." " I have told your lordship I heard nothing." "No matter; I don't sleep another night under your roof." "That will be as it may, my lord." " What do you mean ? " " Look at the weather, my lord. — Cosmo ! " The boy was still asleep, but at the sound of his name from his father's lips, he started at once to his feet. "Go and wake Grizzle," said the laird, "and tell Iier to get breakfast ready as fast as she can. Then bring some peat for the fire, and some hot water for his lordship.'- 192 WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK. Cosmo ran to obey. Grizzie had been up for more than an hour, and was going about with the look of one absorbed in a tale of magic and devilry. Her mouth was pursed up close, as if worlds should not make her speak, but her eyes were wide and flashing, and now and then she would nod her head, as for the Q. E. D. to some unheard argument. What- ever Cosmo required, she attended to at once, buf not one solitary word did she utter. He went back with the fuel, and they made up the fire. Lord Mergwain was again lying back ex- hausted in his chair, with his eyes closed. "Why don't you give me my brandy — do you hear?" all at once he cried. " — Oh, I thought it was my own rascal ! Get me some brandy, will you .' " "There is none in the house, my lord," said his host. " What a miserable sort of public to keep ! No brandy ! " "My lord, you are at Castle Warlock — not so good a place for your lordship's needs." " Oh, that's it, yes ! I remember ! I knew your father, or your grandfather, or 3'our grandson, or somebody — the more's my curse ! Out of this I must be gone, and that at once ! Tell them to put the horses to. Little I thought when I left Cairntod where I was going to find myself ! I would rather be in — and have done witli it! Lord! Lord! to think of a trifle like that not being forgotten yet ! Are there no doors out? Give me brandy, I say. There's some in my pocket somewhere. Look you ! I don't know what coat I had on yesterday ! or where it is! THAT NIGHT. I93 He threw himself back in his chair. The laird set about looking if he had brought the brandy of which he spoke: it might be well to let him have some. Not finding it, he would have gone to search the outer garments his lordship had put off in the kitchen ; but he burst out afresh : "I tell you — and confound you, I say that you have to be told twice — I will not be left alone with that child ! He's as good as nobody ! What could ^^ do if — " Here he left the sentence unfin- ished. "Very well, my lord," responded the laird, "I will not leave you. Cosmo shall go and look for the brandy-flask in your lordship's greatcoat." " Yes, yes, good boy ! you go and look for it. You're all Cosmos, are you? Will the line never come to an end ! A cursed line forme — if it shouldn't be a rope-line ! But I had the best of the game after all ! — though I did lose my two rings. Confounded old cheating son of a porpus ! It was doing the world a good turn, and Glenwarlock a better to — Look you ! what are you listening there for ! — Ha ! ha ! ha! I say, now — would you hang a man, laird — I mean, when you could get no good out of it — not a ha'p'orth for yourself or your family .' " " I've never had occasion to consider the question," answered the laird. " Ho ! ho ! haven't you ? Let me tell you it's quite time you considered it. It's no joke when a man has to decide without time to think. He's pretty sure to decide wrong." "That depends, I should think, my lord, on the 194 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. way in which he has been in the habit of deciding." " Come now ! none of your Scotch sermons to me ! You Scotch always were a set a down-brown hypo- crites ! Confound the whole nation ! " " To judge by your last speech, my lord, — " " Oh, by my last speech, eh? By my dying declara- tion ? Then I tell you 'tis fairer to judge a man by anything sooner than his speech. That only serves to hide what he's thinking. I wish I might be judged by mine, though, and not by my deeds. I've done a good many things in my time I would rather forget, now age has clawed me in his clutch. So have you ; so has e^'erybody. I don't see why I should fare worse than the rest." Here Cosmo returned with the brandy-flask, which he had found in his greatcoat. His lordship stretched out both hands to it, more eagerh- even than when he welcomed the cob-webbed magnum of claret — hands trembling with feebleness and hunger for strength. Heedless of his host's offer of water and a glass, he put it to his mouth, and swallowed three great gulps hurriedly. Then he breathed a deep breath, seemed to say with Macbeth, " Ourselves again ! " drew him- self up in a chair, and glanced around him with a look of gathering arrogance. A kind of truculent question was in his eyes — as much as to say, "Now then, what do you make of it all ? What's your candid notion about me and my extraordinary be- haviour ? " After a moment's silence, — "What puzzles me is this," he ;aid, "how the deuce I came, of all places, to come just here! I don't believe, in all my wicked life, I ever made such THAT NIGHT. igj a fool of myself before — and I've made many a fool of myself too ! " Receiving no answer, he took another pull at his flask. The laird stood a little behind and watched him, harking back upon old stories, putting this and that together, and resolving to have a talk with old Grannie. A minute or two more, and his lordship got up, and proceeded to wash his face and hands, ordering Cosmo about after the things he wanted, as if he had been his valet. " Richard's himself again ! " he said in a would-be jaunty voice, the moment he had finished his toilet, and looked in a crow-cocky kind of a way at the laird. But the latter thought he saw trouble still un- derneath the look. " Now then, Mr. Warlock, where's this breakfast of yours ? " he said. " For that, my lord," replied the laird, " I must beg you to come to the kitchen. The dining-room in this weather would freeze the very marrow of your bones." "And look you! it don't want freezing," said his lordship, with a shudder. " The kitchen to be sure ! — I don't desire a better place. I'll be hanged if I enter this room again ! " he muttered to himself — not too low to be heard. "My tastes are quite as simple as yours, Mr. Warlock, though I have not had the same opportunity of indulging them." He seemed rapidly returning to the semblance of what he would have called a gentleman. * He rose, and the laird led the way. Lord Mer- 196 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. gwain followed ; and Cosmo, coming immediately behind, heard him muttering to himself all down the stairs : " Mere confounded nonsense ! Nothing what- ever but the drink ! — I must say I prefer the day- light after all. — Yes! that's the drawing-room. — What's done's done — and more than done, for it can't be done again ! " It was a nipping and an eager air into which they stepped from the great door. The storm had ceased, but the snow lay much deeper, and all the world seemed folded in a lucent death, of which the white mounds were the graves. All the morning it had been snowing busily, for no footsteps were between the two doors but those of Cosmo. When they reached the kitchen, there was a grand fire on the hearth, and a great pot on the fire, in which the porridge Grizzie had just made was swelling in huge bubbles that burst in sighs. Old Grizzie was bright as the new day, bustling and deedy. Her sense of the awful was nowise to be measured by the degree of her dread : she believed and did not fear — much. She had an instinctive consciousness that a woman ought to be, and might be, and was a match for the devil. " I am sorry we have no coffee for your lordship," said the laird, " To tell the truth, we seldom take anything more than our country's porridge. I hope you can take tea? Our Grizzie's scons are good, with plenty of butter." His lordship had in the meantime taken another pull at the brandy-flask, and was growing more and more polite. THAT NIGHT. 197 " The man would be hard to please," he said, " who would not be enticed to eat by such a display of good victuals. Tea for me, before everything ! — How am I to pretend to swallow the stuff ? " he murmured, rather than muttered, to himself. — " But," iie went on aloud, "didn't that cheating rascal leave you — " He stopped abruptly, and the laird saw his eyes fixed upon something on the table, and following their look, saw it was a certain pepper-pot, of odd de- vice — a piece of old china, in the shape of a clum- sily made horse, with holes between the ears for the issue of the pepper. " I see, my lord," he said, " you are amused with the pepper-pot. It is a curious utensil, is it not ? It has been in the house a long time — longer than anybody knows. Which of my great-grandmothers let it take her fancy, it is impossible to say ; but I sup- pose the reason for its purchase, if not its manufac- ture, was, that a horse passant has been the crest of our family from time immemorial." " Curse the crest, and the horse too ! " said his lordship. The laird started. His guest had for the last few minutes been behaving so much like a civilized being, that he was not- prepared for such a sudden relapse into barbarity. But the entrance of Lady Joan, looking radiant, diverted the current of things. The fact was, that, like not a few old people. Lord Mergwain had fallen into such a habit of speaking in his worse moods without the least restraint, that in his better moods, which were indeed only good by ig8 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. comparison, he spoke in the same way, without being aware of it, and of himself seldom discovering that he had spoken. The rest of the breakfast passed in peace. The visitors had tea, oatcake, and scons, with fresh butter and jam ; and Lady Joan, for all the frost and snow, had yet a new-laid egg — the only one ; while the laird and Cosmo ate their porridge and milk — the latter very scanty at this season of the year, and tasting not a little of turnip — and Grizzie, seated on a stool at some distance from the table, took her porridge with treacle. Mrs. Warlock had not yet left her room. When the meal was over. Lord Mergwain turned to his host, and said, "Will you oblige me, Mr. Warlock, by sending orders to my coachman to have the horses put to as quickly as possible : we must not trespass more on your hospitality. — Confound me if I stop an hour longer in this hole of a place, though it be daylight! " " Papa ! " cried Lady Joan. His lordship understood, looked a little confused, and with much readiness sought to put the best face on his blunder. " Pardon me, Mr. Warlock," he said ; " I have al- ways had a bad habit of spee'ch, and now that I am an old man, I don't improve on it." "Don't mention it, my lord," returned the laird. "I will go and see about the carriage; but I am more than doubtful." He left the kitchen, and Cosmo followed him. Lord Mergwain turned to his daughter and said, THAT NIGHT. 1 99 " What does the man mean ? I tell you, Joan, I am going at once. So don't you side with him if he wants us to stop. He may have his reasons. I knew this confounded place before you were born, and I hate it." "Very good, papa!" replied Lady Joan, with a slight curl of her lip. " I don't see why you should fancy I should like to stop." They had spoken aloud, regardless of the presence of Grizzle. " May it be lang afore ye're in a waur an' a warmer place, my lord an' my lady," said the old woman, with the greatest politeness of manner she knew how to assume. When people were rude, she thought she had a right to be rude in return. But they took no more notice than if they had not heard. CHAPTER XVI. THROUGH THE DAY. It was a glorious morning. ' The wind had fallen quite, and the sun was shining as if he would say, " Keep up your hearts ; I am up here still. I have not forgotten you. By and by you shall see more of me." But Nature lay dead, with a great white sheet cast over face and form. Not dead ? — Just as much dead as ever was man, save for the inner death with which he kills himself, and which she cannot die. It is only to the eyes of his neighbours that the just man dies : to himself, and to those on the other side, he does not die, but is born instead : " He that liveth and believeth in me shall never die.'' But the poor old lord felt the approaching dank and cold of the sepulchre as the end of all things to him — if indeed he would be permitted to lie there, and not have to get up and go to worse quarters still. " I am sorry to have to tell you, my lord," said the laird, re-entering, " that both our roads and your horses are in such a state that it is impossible yoi» should proceed today." THRUUGH THE DAY. 201 His guest turned white through all the discolora- tion of his countenance. His very soul grew too white to swear. He stood silent, his pendulous under lip trembling. "Though the wind fell last night," resumed the laird, " the snow came on again before the morning, and it seems impossible you should get through. To attempt it would be to run no small risk of your lives." " Joan," said Lord Mergwain, " go and tell the ras- cal to put the horses to." Lady Joan rose at once, took her shawl, put it over her head, and went. Cosmo ran to open the door for her. The laird looked on, and said not a word : the headstrong old man would find the thing could not be done ! "Will you come arid find the coachman for me, Cosmo ? " said Lady Joan when they reached the door — with a flash of her white teeth and her dark eyes that bewitched the boy. Then first, in the morning light, and the brilliance of the snow-glare, he saw that she was beautiful. When the shadows were dark about her, the darkness of her complexion obscured itself ; against the white sheen she stood out darkly radiant. Specially he noted the long eyelashes that made a softening twilight round the low horizon-like luminousness of her eyes. Through the deep snow between the kitchen and the stable, were none but his father's footsteps. He cast a glance at her small feet, daintily shod in little more than sandals : she could not put down one of them anywhere without sinking beyond her ankle ! WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. " My lady," he said, " you'll get your feet soaking wet ! They're so small, they'll just dibble the snow ! Please ask your papa if I mayn't go and give his message. It will do just as well." " I must go myself," she answered. " Sometimes he will trust nobody but me.'' " Stop then a moment,'' said Cosmo. " Just come to the drawing-room. I won't keep you more than two minutes. The path there, you see, is pretty well trodden." He led the way, and she followed. The fire was alight, and burning well ; for Grizzle, foreseeing how it must be, and determined she would not have strangers in the kitchen all day, had lighted it early. Lady Joan walked straight to it, and drop- ped, with a little shiver, into a chair beside it. To Cosmo the sight of the blaze brought a strange de- light, like the discovery of a new loveliness in an old friend. To Lady Joan the room looked old- fashioned dreariness itself, to Cosmo an ancient marvel, ever fresh. He left her, and ran to his own room, whence presently he returned with a pair of thick woollen stockings, knitted in green and red by the hands of his grandmother. These he carried to Lady Joan, where she sat on the low chair, and kneeling before her, began, without apology or explanation, to draw one of them over the dainty foot placed on the top of the other in front of the fire. She gave a little start, and half withdrew her foot ; then looking down at the kneeling figure of service before her, recog- nized at once the utterly honest and self-forgetful COSMO CONDUCTED HF.R TO THE STABLE." THROUGH THE DAY. 205 earnestness of the boy, and submitted. Carefully he drew the stockings on, and she neither opposed nor assisted him. When he had done, he looked up in her face with an expression that seemed to say — "There now! can't I do it properly?" but did not speak. She thanked him, rose, and went out, and Cosmo conducted her to the stable, where he heard the coachman, as she called him, not much better than a stable-boy, whistling. She gave him her father's order. The lad stared with open mouth, and pointed to one of the stalls. There stood an utterly wretched horse, swathed in a cloth, with his head hanging down, heedless of the food before him. It was clear no hope lay there. She turned and looked at Cosmo. " The better for us, my lady ! " replied Cosmo to her look; "we shall have your beautiful eyes the longer ! They were lost in the dark last night, because they are made out of it, but now we see them, we don't want to part with them." She looked at him and smiled, saying to herself the boy would be dangerous by and by, and together they went back to the kitchen, where since they left not a word had been spokan. Grizzle was removing the breakfast things ; Lord Mergwain was seated by the fire, staring into *it ; and the laird had got his Journal of George Fox, and was reading diligently : when nothing was to be done, the deeper mind of the laird grew immediately active. When Lady Joan entered, her father sat up straight in his chair : he expected opposition ! " One of the horses, my lord, is quite unfit," she said. 2o6 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. " Then, by my soul ! we'll start with the other," he replied, in a tone that, sounded defiance to heaven or earth or whatever said him nay. " As your lordship pleases," returned Joan. " My lord," said the laird, lowering his book to his knee, " if I thought four cart-horses would pull you through to Howglen to-night, you should have them ; but you would simply stick fast, horses and all, in the snow-wreaths." The old man uttered an exclamation with an awful solemnity, and said no more, but collapsed, and sat huddled up, staring into the fire. " You must just make the best of your quarters here ; they are entirely at your service, my lord," said the laird. " We shall not stari'e. There are sheep on the place, pigs and poultry, and plenty of oatmeal, though very little flour. There is milk too — and a little wine, and I think we shall do well enough." Lord Mergwain made no answer, but in his silence seemed to be making up his mind to the includible. " Have you any more of that claret ? " he asked. "Not much, I am sorry to say," answered the laird, " but it is your lordship's while it lasts." "If this lasts, I shall drink your cellar dry," re- joined his lordship with a feeble grin. " I may as well make a clean breast of it. From my childhood I have never kjiown what it was not to be thirsty. I believe thirst to be the one unfailing birth-mark of the family. I was what the methodists call a drunkard before I was born. My father died of drink. So did my grandfather. You must have some pity on me, if I should want more than seems THROUGH THE DAY. 207 reasonable. The only faculty ever cultivated in our strain was drinking, and I am sorry to say it has not been brought to perfection yet. Perfection is to get drunk and never know it ; but I have bad dreams, sir ! I have bad dreams ! And the worst of it is, if once I have a bad dream, I am sure to have it again; and if it come first in a strange place, it will come every night until I leave that place. I had a very bad one last night, as you know. I grant it came because I drank too much yesterday, but that won't keep it from coming again to-night." He started to his feet, the muscles of his face working frightfully. " Send for your horses, Mr. Warlock," he cried. " Have them put to at once. Four of them, you said. At once — at once 1 Out of this I must go. If it be to — -itself, go I must and will." " My lord," said the laird, " I cannot send you from my house in this weather. As my guest, I am bound to do my best for you ; especially as I under- stand the country, and you do not. I said you should have my horses if I thought they could take you through, but I do not think it. Besides, the change, in my judgment, is a deceitful one, and this night may be worse than the last. Poor as your accommo- dation is, it is better than the open road between this and Howglen ; though, doubtless, before to-morrow morning you would be snug in the heart of a snow- wreath." " Look here, sir," said Lord Mergwain, and rising, he went up to the laird, and laid his hand on his 208 WARLOCK O' GLEN WARLOCK. shoulder ; " if I stop, will you give me another room, and promise to share it with me to-night ? I am aware it is an odd request to make, but, as I tell you, we have been drinking for generations, and my nerves are the worse for it. It's rather hard that the sins of the fathers should be visited on the chil- dren ! Before God, I have enough to do with my own, let alone my fathers' ! Every one should bear his own burden. I can't bear mine. If I could, it's not much my fathers' would trouble me ! " " My lord, I will do anything I can for you — any- thing but consent to your leaving Castle Warlock to-day." " You will spend the night with me then ? " "I will." " But not in that room, you know." " Anywhere you please in the house, my lord, ex- cept my mother's room." " Then I'll stop. — Joan, you may amuse yourself ; we are not going till to-morrow." The laird smiled ; he could not flatter himself with the hope of so speedy a departure. Joan turned to Cosmo. "Will you take me about the place ? " she said. " If you mean in-doors," interposed the laird. " It is a curious old house, and might interest you a little." "I should like nothing better. May I go with Cosmo ? " "Certainly: he will be delighted to attend your ladyship. — Here are the keys of the cabinets in the drawing-room, Cosmo. Her ladyship may like to ".ook at some of their contents." ' THROUGH THE DAY. 209 " I hardly know enough about them," returned Cosmo. " Won't you come yourself, father, and show them to us ? " It was the first time the boy used the appellation. " If they are not worth looking at in themselves, the facts about them cannot be of much consequence, my boy," answered the laird. He was unwilling t« leave Lord Mergwain. Lady Joan and Cosmo went without him. " Perhaps we may follow you by and by," said the laird. " Is the place very old, Cosmo ? " asked Lady Joan on their way. " Nobody knows how old the oldest part of it is," answered Cosmo, " though dates are assigned to the most of what you will see to-day. But you must ask my father ; I do not know much of the history of it. I know the place itself, though, as well as he does. I fancy I know nearly every visible stone of it." " You are very fond of it, then ? " " There never could be any place like it to me, my lady. I know it is not very beautiful, but I love it none the less for that. I sometimes think I love it the more for its ruggedness — ugHness, if you please to call it so. If my mother had not been beautiful, I should love her all the same." — "and think there wasn't anybody like her," he was going to add, but checked himself, remembering that of course there was not. Arrived in the drawing-room, whither Cosmo led her first, Lady Joan took her former place by the fire, WARLOCK O GLENVVARL.:CK. and sat staring into it. She did not know what to make of what she saw and heard. How could people be happy, she thought, in such a dreary, cold, wretched country, with such poverty-stricken home-surround- ings, and nothing to amuse them from one week's end to another .? Yet they seemed to be happy to a degree she knew nothing of ! For alas, her home was far from a blessed one ; and as she had no fountain open in herself, but looked entirely to foreign supply for her life-necessities, and as such never can be so sup- plied, her lif? was not a flourishing one. There are souls innumerable in the world, as dry as the Sahara desert — souls which, when they look most gay and summer-like, are only flaunting the flowers gathered from other people's gardens, stuck without roots into their own unproducing soil Oh, the dreariness, the sandy sadness of such poor arid souls! They are hungry, and eat husks; they are thirsty, and drink hot wine ; their sleep is a stupor, and their life, if not an unrest, then a yielded decay. Only when praised or admired do they feel as if they lived! But Joan was not yet of such. She had had too much discomfort to have entered yet into their number. There was water not yet far from the sur- face of her consciousness. With no little pleasure and some pride, Cosmo proceeded to take the family treasures from their shelves ; but, alas ! most of them were common to the eyes of one who also had a family and a history, lived in a much larger, if not half so old a house, and had had amongst her ancestors more than one with a liking for antiquities, oddities, and bibelots. Lady THROUGH THE DAY. Joan regarded them listlessly ■willing to seem to at- tend to the boy, but with her thoughts far away, while now and then she turned a weary gaze towards the next window : all she saw thence was a great, mounded country, dreary as sunshine and white cold could make it. Storm, driving endless whirls of spectral snow, would have been less dreary to her than the smiling of this cold antagonism. It was a picture of her own life. Evil greater than she knew had spread a winter around her. If her father suf- fered for the sins of his fathers, she suffered for his, and had for them to dwell in desolation and Soneli- ness. One thing after another Cosmo brought her, but none of them seemed much to interest her. She knew the sort of most of them. " This is said to be solid silver," he remarked, as he laid on a chair beside her a curious little statuette of a horse, trapped and decorated in Indian graving, and having its whole surface covered with an involved and rich ornamental design. Its eyes were, or seemed to be rubies, and saddle and bridle and housing were studded with small gems. There was little merit in the art of it beyond the engraving, but Cosmo saw the eyes of the lady fixed upon it, with a strange look in them, " That is the only thing they say the old captain ever gave his brother, my great-grand-father," said Cosmo. " But I beg your pardon," he added, " I have never told you the story of the old captain ! " The boy already felt as if he had known their guest of a night for years ; the hearts of the young are di- WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. vinely hospitable, which is one of the things that make children the such of the kingdom of heaven. I ady Joan took the horse in her hand, and looked at i'; more closely. " It is very heavy ! " she remarked. "It is said to be solid silver," repeated Cosmo. She laid it down, and put her hand to her forehead, but said nothing. ', 'hey heard the steps and voices of the two gentle- mes, ascending the stair. Lady Joan caught up the horse, rose hastily, and holding it out to Cosmo, said, " Quick ! quick ! put it away. Don't let my father see it." Cosmo cast on her one look of surprise, and obeyed at once, restored it to its place, and had just closed the doors of the cabinet, when Lord Mergwain and his father entered the room. They were a peculiar-looking pair — Lord Mer- gwain in antiquated dress, not a little worn, and neither very clean nor in very good condition — a snuffy, di- lapidated, miserable, feeble old man, with a carriage where doubt seemed rooted in apprehension, every other moment casting about him a glance of enquiry, as if an evil spirit came running to the mouth of his eye-caves, looked out, and retreated; and the laird behind him, a head higher, crowned with, his red night-cap, and dressed as I have already described, looking older than his years, but bearing on his face the repose of discomfort accepted, his eye keen and clear, and, when turned on his guest, filled with com- passion rather than hospitality. He was walking more erect than usual, either in recognition of the THROUGH THE DAY. 2 13 lady's presence, or from a feeling of protection towards her father. " Now, my lord," he said, as they advanced from the door, " we will set you in a warm corner by the fire, and you must make the best of it. We can't have things all as we should like them. That is not what the world was made for.'' His lordship returned him no answer, but threw a queer look from under his black wig — a look of su- perior knowledge — of the wisdom of this world. "You are an old fool," it said ; " but you are mas- ter here ! Ah ! how little you know ! " He walked tottering to the fire where Cosmo had already set for him a chair. Something in the look of it displeased him. He glanced round the room. " Fetch me that chair, my boy," he said, not un- kindly, and Cosmo hastened to substitute the one he indicated. The laird placed a tall screen behind it. His lordship dropped into the chair, and began to rub his knees with his hands, and gaze into the fire. Lady Joan rearranged her skirts, and for a moment the little circle looked as if each was about to settle down to some mild enjoyment of the others. Cosmo drew a chair as near Lady Joan as he judged polite- ness would permit. The laird made up the fire, and turned away, saying he must go and see the sick horse. " Mr. Warlock ! " said Lord Mergwain, and spoke with a snarl, " you will not deprive us of the only pleasure we have — that of your company ? " " I shall be back in a few minutes, my lord," re- plied his host ; and added, " I must see about lunch too." 214 WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK. " That was wonderful claret ! " said his lordship, thoughtfully. "I shall see to the claret, my lord." " If I might suggest, let it be brought here. A gentle airing under my own eye, just an introduction to the fire, would improve what is otherwise perfect. — And look here," he added, as, with a kindly bow of assent, the laird was going, " — you haven't got a pack of cards, have you ? " " I believe there is a pack somewhere in the house," replied the laird, "but it is very old, and I fear too much soiled for your lordship's hands." " Oh, confound the dirt ! " said his lordship. " Let us have them. They're the only thing to make the time pass.'' " Have you a library ? " asked Lady Joan — mainly to say something, for she was not particularly fond of books ; like most people she had not yet learned to read. " What do you want with a library ? " growled hei father. . " Books are nothing but a pack of lies, not half so good for killing time as a pack of cards. You're going to play a rubber, not to read books ! " " With pleasure, papa," responded Lady Joan. " /don't want to kill the time. I should like to keep it alive for ever," said Cosmo, with a worship- ping look at the beautiful lady — a summer-bird of heaven that had strayed into their lonely winter. " Hold your tongue ; you are an idiot ! " said his lordship angrily. " — Old and young," he went on, unaware of utterance, " the breed is idiotic. 'Tis time it were played out." THROUGH THE DAY. 215 Cosmo's eyes flashed. But the rudesby was too old to be served as he had served the schoolmaster ! He was their guest too, and the father of the lady by his side ! The hand of the lady stole to his, and patting it gently, said, as plainly as if it had been her mouth, " Don't mind him ; he is an old man, and does not know what he is saying." He looked up in her face, and his anger was gone. " Come with me," he said, rising ; "I will show you what books we have. There may be one you would like another time. We shall be back before the cards come." "Joan ! " cried her father, " sit still." She glanced an appeal for consideration to Cosmo, and did not move. Cosmo sat down again. A few minutes passed in silence. Father and daughter stared into the fire. So did Cosmo. But into what different three worlds did the fire stare ! The old man rose and went to the window. " I must get away from this abominable place," he said, " if it cost me my life." He looked out and shuddered. The world seemed impassable as a dead world on which the foot of the living could take no hold, could measure no distance, make no progress. Not a print of man or of beast was visible. It was like a world not yet discovered. " I am tied to the stake ; I hear the fire roaring ! " he muttered. " My fate has found me — caught me like a rat, and is going to make an end of me ! In my time nobody believed such things ! Now they seem to be coming into fashion again ! " 2l6 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. Whoever would represent what is passing in a mind, must say more than the man himself knows how to say. The laird re-entered. " Well, have you brought the cards ? " said Lord Mergwain, turning fiom the window. " I have, my lord. I am sorry it is such a poor pack, but we never play. — I think, Cosmo, you had better come with me." "Hold you, laird, we're going to have a rubber ! " " Cosmo does not understand the game." " I will teach him," said Lady Joan. " He shall be live dummy for a few rounds ; that will be enough." " My lord will not care to play for counters," per- sisted the laird, "and we cannot play for money." " I don't care what the points are," said Lord Mergwain, " — sixpence, if you like — so long as it is money. None but a fool cares for victory where notliing is to be got by it." " I am sorry to disappoint your lordship,'' returned the laird, " but play for money neither my son nor myself will. But perhaps you would like a game of draughts, or backgammon ? " " Will you bet on the game or the gammon ? " " On nothing, my lord." " Oh, confound you ! " He turned again and went to the window. " This is frightful ! " he said to himself. " Nothing whatever to help one to forget ! If the day goes on like this, I shall out with everything . — Maybe I had better ! — How the clodpoles would stare ! I believe I THROUGH THE DAY. 217 should laugh in the middle of it. — And that fellow lurking somewhere all the time about the place, watching his chance when the night comes! — It's horrible. I shall go mad ! " This last he spoke aloud. " Papa ! " said his daughter sharply. Lord Mergwain started, and looked troubled. What he might have uttered, he could not tell. "A rubber, then," he said, approaching the fire again, " — on any terms, or no terms at all ! " He took up the cards. " Ha, there's blood on them," he cried, and dashing them on the table, turned once more to the window. He was like a bird in a cage that knows he cannot get out, and yet keeps trying, as if he dared not admit the impossibility. Twenty times that morning he went to the window, saying, " I must get out of this ! " and returned again to his seat by the fire. The laird had removed the pack, and he said nothing more about a rubber. Lady Joan tried to talk, and Cosmo did his best to amuse her. The laird did his en- deavour with his lordship, but with small success. And so the morning crept away. It might have been a pleasant one to the rest, but for the caged lord's misery. At last came Grizzle. " Sir, an' my lord," she said, " come ye doon the stair. The kail's het, an' the cheirs is set, an' yer denner's waitin' ye there." It may have been already observed, that to Grizzie came not unfrequently an odd way of riming what she said. She was unaware of this peculiarity. The 2l8 WARLOCK O' GLKNWARLOCK. suggestion of sound by sound was as hidden from her as it was deep-seated in her and strong. And this was not all: the riming might have passed unper- ceived by others, too, but for the accompanying ten- dency to rhythm as well. Nor was this by any means all yet : there was in her a great leaning to poetic utterance generally, and that arising from a poetic habit of thought. She had in her everything essential to the making of a poetess ; yet of the whole she was profoundly ignorant ; and had any one sought to develop the general gift, I believe all would have shrunk back into her being. The laird rose and offered his arm to Lady Joan. Lord Mergwain gave a grunt, and looked only a little pleased at the news : no discomfort or suffering, men- tal or spiritual, made him indiffe-ent to luncheon or dinner — for after each came the bottle; but the claret had not been brought to the drawing-room as he had requested ! When they reached the kitchen, he looked first eagerly, then uneasily round him : lio bottle, quart or magnum was to be seen 1 A cloud gathered, lowering and heavy, on the face of the toper. The laird saw it, remembered that, in his anxiety to amuse him, he had forgotten his dearest delight, and vanished in the region behind. Mrs. Warlock, according to her custom, was al- ready seated at the head of the table. She bowed just her head to his lordship, and motioned him to a chair on her right hand. He took it with a courteous acknowledgment, of which he would hardly have been capable, had he not guessed on what errand his host THROUGH THE DAY. 219 was gone : he had no recollection of having given her offence. "I hope your ladyship is well this morning.?" he said. "Ye revive an auld custom, my lord," returned his hostess, not without sign of gratification, "—clean cot o' fashion noo-a-days, excep' amang the semple. A laird's wife has no richt to be ca'd my kddy, 'cep' by auncient custom." " Oh, if you come to that," returned his lordship, "three fourths of the. titles in use are merely of courtesy. Joan there has no more right than your- self to be called my lady. Neither has my son Bor- land the smallest right to the title ; it is mine, and mine only, as much as Mergwain." The old lady turned her head, and fixed a stolen but searching gaze on her guest, and to the end of the meal took every opportunity of regarding him unobserved. Her son from the other end of the table saw her looks, and guessed her suspicions ; .law also that she did not abate her. courtesy, but 'ittle thought to what her calmness was owing. Mrs. Warlock, ready to welcome anything mar- i^ellous, had held with Grizzle much conference con- cerning what had passed in the night — one acci^ dental result of which was the disappearance for the time of all little rivalries and offences between them in the common interest of an awful impending de- nouement. She had never heard, or had forgotten the title to which Lord Borland of the old time was heir ; and now that all doubt as to the identity of the man was over, although, let her strain her vision WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK. as she might, she could not, through the deforma- tion of years, descry the youthful visage, she felt that all action on the part of the generation in possession was none the less forestalled and precluded' by the presence of one in the house who had evidently long waited his arrival, and had certainly but begun his reprisals. More would be heard ere the next dawn, she said to herself ; and with things in such a train she would not interfere by the smallest show of feud or offence. Who could tell how much that certain inmate of the house — she hesitated to call him a member of the family — and, in all righteous proba- bility, of a worse place as well, had to do with the storm that drove Borland thither, and the storms that might detain him there ! already there were signs of a fresh onset of the elements ! the wind was ris- ing; it had begun to moan in the wide chimney; and "rem the quarter whence it now blew, it was certain ;o bring more storm, that is snow ! The dinner went on. The great magnum before the fire was gathering genial might from the soft insinuation of limpid warmth, renewing as much of its youth as was to be desired in wine ; and redevel- oping relations, somewhat suppressed, with the slack- ening nerves and untwisting fibres of an old man's earthly being.! But there was not a drop to drink on the table, except water ; and the toper found it hard to lay solid foundation enough for the wine that was to follow, and grumbled inwardly. The sight of the bottle before the fire, however, did much to, enable him,, not to be patient, but to suppress the shows of THROUGH THE DAY. impatience. He eyed it, and loved it, and held his peace. He saw the water at his elbow, and hated it the worse that it was within his reach — hated its cold staring rebuke &s he hated virtue — hated it as if its well were in the churchyard where the old cap- tain was buried sixty years ago. — Confound him ! why wouldn't he lie still ? He made some effort to be polite to the old hag, as he called her, in that not very secret chamber of his soul, whose door was but too ready to fall ajar, and allow its evil things to issue. He searched his lumber-room for old stories to tell, but found it difficult to lay hold on any fit for the ears present, though one of the ladies was an old woman — old. enough, he judged, not to be startled at anything, and the other his own daughter, who ought to see no harm when her father made the company laugh ! It was a miserable time for him, but, like a much enduring magician awaiting the mo- ment of power, he kept eying the bottle, and gath- ering comfort. Grizzle eyed him from behind, almost as he eyed the bottle. She eyed him a* she might the devil caught in the toils of the arch-angel ; and if she did not bring against him a railing accusation, it was more from cunning than politeness. " Ah, my fine fellow!" her eyes said, "he is after you! he will be here presently ! " Grizzie afforded a wonderfully perfest instance of a relation which is one of the loveliest in humanity — absolute service without a shade of servility. She would have died for her master, but even to him she must speak her mind. Her own affairs were noth- WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK. ing to her, and those of her master as those of the universe, but she was vitally one of his family, as the toes belong to the head ! In truth, she was of the family like a poor relation, with few privileges, and no end of duties ; and she thought ten times more of her duties than her privileges. She would ha\e fed, and sometimes did feed with perfect sat- isfaction on the poorest scraps remaining from meals, but a doubt of the laird's preference of her porridge to that of any maker in broad Scotland, would have given her a sore heart. She would have wept bitter tears had the privilege of washing the laird's feet been taken from her. If reverence for the human is an essential element of greatness, then at least greatness was possible to Grizzle. She dealt with no abstractions ; she worshipped one living man, and that is the first step toward the love of all men ; while some will talk glowingly about humanity, and be scornful as a lap-dog to the next needy embodi- ment of it that comes in their way. Such as Grizzle will perhaps prove to be of those last foredoomed to be first. With the tenderness of a ministering angel and mother combined, her eyes waited upon her master. She took her return beforehand in the as- surance that the laird would follow her to the grave, would miss her, and at times think nobody could do something or other so much to his mind as old Grizzle. And if, like the old captain, she might be permitted to creep about the place after night-fall, she desired nothing better than the chance of serving him still, if but by rolling a stone out of his way. The angels might bear him in their hands — she THROUGH THE DAY. 223 could not aspire to that, but it would be much the same whether she got the stone out of the way of his foot, or they lifted his foot above the stone ! Dinner over, the laird asked his guest whether he would take his wine where he was, or have it carried to the drawing-room. The offering of this alternative, the old lady, to use an Elizabethan phrase, took in snuff; for although she never now sat in the drawing- room, and indeed rarely crossed its threshold, it was her room ; and, ladies having been banished from the dining-room while men drank, what Would be left them if next, bottle in hand, the men invaded the drawing- room ? But happily their guest declined the proposal, and that on the very ground of respect for her lady- ship's apartment ; the consequence of which was that she very nearly forgave him the murder of which she never doubted him guilty, saying to herself that, whatever he might be when disguised, poor man — and we all had our failings — he knew how to behave when sober, and that was more than could be said for everybody! So the old lord sat in the kitchen and drank his wine ; and the old lady sat by the fire and knitted her stocking, went to sleep, and woke up, and went to sleep again a score of times, and enjoyed her afternoon. Not a word passed between the two : now, in his old age. Lord Mergwain never talked over his bottle ; he gave his mind to it. The laird went and came, unconsciously anxious to be out of the way of his guest, and consciously anxious not to neg- lect him, but nothing was said on either side. The old lady knitted and dozed, and his lordship sat and drank, now and then mingling the aesthetic with the 2 24 WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK. sensual, and holding his glass to the light to enjoy its colour and brilliancy, — doing his poor best to en- courage the presence of what ideas Le counted agree- able, and prevent the intrusion of their opposites. And still as he drank, the braver he grew, and the more confident that (he events of the past night were but the foolish consequences of having mingled so many liquors, which, from the state of the thermome- ter, had grown cold in his very stomach, and bred rank fancies ! " With two bottles like this under my belt," he said to himself, " I would defy them all, but this wretched night-capped curmudgeon of a host will never fetch me a second ! If he had not been so niggardly last night, I should have got through well enough ! " Lady Joan and Cosmo had been all over the house, and were now sitting in the drawing-room, silent in the firelight. Lady Joan did not yet find Cosmo much of a companion, though she liked to have him beside her, and would have felt the dreariness more penetra- ting witlrout him. But to Cosmo her presence was an experience as marvellous and lovely as it was new and strange. He had never save in his dreams before been with one who influenced him with beauty ; and never one of his dreams came up to the dream- like reality that now folded him about with bliss. For he sat, an isolating winter stretched miles and miles around him, in the old paradise of his mother's drawing-room, in the glorious twilight of a peat and wood fire, the shadows flickering about at their own wild will over all the magic room, at the feet of a lady, whose eyes were black as the night, but THROUGH THE DAY. 225 alive with a radiance such as no sun could kindle, whose hand was like warm snow, whose garments were lovely as the clouds that clothe a sunset, and who inhabited an atmosphere of evanescent odours that were themselves dreams from a region beyond the stars, while the darkness that danced with the firelight played all sorts of variations on the theme of her beauty. How long he had sat lost in the dream-haunted gorgeous silence he did not know, when suddenly he bethought himself that he ought to be doing some- thing to serve or amuse, or at least interest the heav- enly visitant. Strangers and angels must be enter- tained, nor must the shadow of loneliness fall upon them. Now to that end he knew one thing always good, always at hand, and specially fitting the time. " Shall I tell you a story, my lady ? " he said, look- ing up to her from the low stool on which he had taken his place at her feet. " Yes, if you please," she answered, finding herself .in a shoal of sad thoughts, and willing to let them drift. " Then I will try. But I am sorry I cannot tell it so well as Grizzle told it me. Her old-fashioned way suits the story. And then I must make English of it for your ladyship, and that goes still worse with it." Alas ! alas ! the speech of every succeeding gener- ation is a falling away from the pith and pathos of the preceding. Speech gains in scope, but loses in intensity. " There was once a girl in the Highlands," began Cosmo, " — not very far from here it was, who was 226 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. very beautiful, so that every young man in the neigh- bourhood fell in love with her. She was as good as she was beautiful, and of course would not let more than one be her lover, and said no to every one else ; and if after that they would go on loving her, she could not help it. She was the daughter of a sheep- farmer, who had a great many sheep that fed about over the hills, and she helped her father to look after them, and was as good and obedient as any lamb of his flock. And her name was Mary. Her other name I do not know. "Now her father had a young shepherd, only a year or two older than Mary, and he of course was in love with her as well as the rest, and more in love with her than any of them, because he was the most to be trusted of all in that country-side. He was very strong and very handsome, and a good shepherd. He was out on the hills all day, from morning to night, seeing that the sheep did their duty, and ate the best grass, so as to give plenty of good wool, and good mutton when it was wanted. — That's the way Grizzle tells the stor)', my lady, though not so that you would understand her. — When any of the lambs were weakly or ill, they were brought home for Mary to nurse, and that was how the young shepherd came to know Mary, and Mary to know him. And so it came to pass that they grew fond of each other, and saw each other as often as they could ; and Mary promised, if her father would let her, she would marry Alister. But her father was too well-off to show favour to a poor shepherd lad, for his heart had got so full of his money that there was not room enough THROUGH THE DAY. 227 for the blood in it. If Alister had had land and sheep like himself, he would have had no objection to giving him Mary; but a poor son-in-law, however good he might be, would make him feel poor, whereas a rich son-in-law, if he were nothing but an old miser, would make him feel rich ! He told Alister, therefore, that he had nothing to say to him, and he and Mary must have nothing to say to each other. Mary felt obliged to do what her father told her, but in her heart she did not give up Alister, and felt sure Alister did not give up her, for he was a brave and honest youth. "Of course Alister was always wanting to see Mary, and often he saw her when nobody, not even Mary herself, knew it. One day she was out rather late on the hill, and when the gloaming came down, sat wishing in her heart that out of it Alister would come, that she might see him, though she would not speak to him. She was sitting on a stone, Grizzie says, with the gloamin' coming down like a gray frost about her ; and by the time it grew to a black frost, out of it came some one running towards her. " But it was not Alister ; it was a farmer who wanted to marry her. He was a big, strong man, rich and good-looking, though twice Mary's age. Her father was very friendly to him. But people said he was a coward. " Now just at that time, only it had not yet reached the glen, a terrible story was going about the coun- try, of a beast in the hills, that went biting every living thing he could get at, and whatever he bit WARLOCK GLENWARLOCK. went raving-mad. He never ate any creature he at- . tacked, never staid to kill it, but just came up with a rush, bit it, and was out of sight in a moment. It was generally in the twilight he came. He appeared — nobody ever saw from where— made his gnash, and was gone. There was great terror and dismay wherever the story was heard, so that people would hardly venture across their thresholds after sur-down, for terror lest the beast should dash out of the bor- ders of the dark upon them, and leave his madness in them. Some said it was a shee^-dog, but some who thought they had seen it, said it was too large for any collie, and was, they believed, a mad wolf ; for though there are no wolves in Scotland now, my lady, there were at one time, and this is a very old story." Lady Joan gaped audibly. "I am wearying you, my lady! " said Cosmo, pen- itently. "No, no! dear boy," answered Lady Joan, sorry, and a little ashamed. " It is only that I am very weary. I think the cold tires one." " I will tell you the rest another time," said Cosmo cheerily. "You must lie down on the sofa, and I will cover you up warm." " No, no ; please go on. Indeed I want to hear the rest of it." "Well," resumed Cosmo, "the news of this wolf, or whatever it was, had come to the ears of the far- mer for the first time that day at a fair, and he was hurrying home with his head and his heart and his heels full of it, when he saw Mary sitting on the white stone by the track, feeling as safe as if she THROUGH THE DAY. 229 were in paradise, and as sad as if she were in purga- tory. — That's how Grizzie tells it — I suppose be- cause some of her people are papists. — But, for as much as he wanted to marry her, you could hardly say he was in love with her — could you. Lady Joan ? — when I tell you that, instead of stopping and taking her and her sheep home, he hurried past her, crying out, ' Gang hame, Mary. There's a mad beast on the hill. Rin, rin — a' 't ye can. Never min' yer sheep.' His last words came from the distance, for he never stayed a step while he spoke. " Mary got up at once. But you may be sure, my lady, a girl like that was not going to leave her sheep where she dared not stop herself. She began to gather them together to take them out of harm's way, and was just setting out with them for home, when a creature like a huge dog came bounding upon her out of the edge of the night. The same instant, up from behind a rock, a few yards away, jumped Alis- ter, and made at the beast with his crook ; and just as the wolf was upon Mary, for Alister was not near enough to get between the beast and her, he heaved a great blow at him, which would have knocked him down anyhow. But that instant Mary threw herself towards Alister, and his terrible blow came down upon her, and not upon the wolf, and she fell dead in his arms — that's what Grizzie says — and away went the wolf, leaping and bounding, and never utter- ing a cry. " What Alister did next, Grizzie never says — only that he came staggering up to her father's door with dead Mary in his arms, carried her in, laid her on the 230 WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK. bed, and went out again. They found the blow on on her head, and when they undressed her, they found also the bite of the wolf ; and they soon guessed how it had been, and said it was well she had died so, for it was much better than going mad first : it was kind of Death, they said, to come and snatch her away out of the arms of Madness. But the farmer, because he hated Alister, and knew that Alister must have seen him running away, gave it out, that he himself was rushing to defend Mary, and that the blow that killed her was meant for him. Nobody however believed him. " What people might think, was, however, a mat- ter of little consequence to Alister, for from that day he never spoke to human being, never slept under a roof. He left his shepherding, and gave himself to the hunting of the mad wolf : such a creature should not be allowed to live, and he must do some good thing for Mary's sake. Mary was so good, that any good thing done would be a thing done for her. So he followed and followed, hunting the horrible crea- ture to destroy him. Some said he lived on his hate of the wolf, and never ate anything at all. But some of the people on the hills, when they heard he had been seen, set out of their doors at night milk and cakes ; and in the morning, sometimes, they would be gone, and taken as if by a human being, and not an animal. " By and by came a strange story abroad. For a certain old woman, whom some called a witch, and whom all allowed to have the second sight, told that one night late, as she was coming home from her THROUGH THE DAY. 231 daughter's house, she saw Alister lying in the heather, and another sitting with him ; Alister she saw plainly with her first or bodily eyes ; but with her second eyes, in which lay the second sight, she saw his head lying on a woman's lap — and that woman was Mary, whom he had killed. He was fast asleep, and whet^ier he knew what pillow he had, she could not tell ; but she saw the woman as plainly as if with her bodily eyes, — only with the difference which there always was, she said, and which she did not know how to describe, between the things seen by the one pair of eyes, and the things seen by the other. She stood and regarded them for some time, but neither moved. It was in the twilight, and as it grew darker she could see Alister less and less clearly, but always Mary better and better — till at last the moon rose, and then she saw Alister again, and Mary no more. But, through the moonlight, three times she heard a little, moan, half very glad, and half a littlfe sad. " Now the people had mostly a horror of Alister, and had shunned him — even those who did not be- lieve him to blame for what he had done — because of his having killed a human being, one made like himself, and in the image of God ; but when they heard the wise woman's story, they began to feel differently towards Alister, and to look askance upon Mary's father, whose unkindness had kept them asunder. They said now it had all come through him, and that God had sent the wolf to fetch Mary, that he might give her and Alister to each other in spite of him — for God had many a way of doing a thing, every one better than another. 232 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. " But that did not help Alister to find the wolf. The winter came, however, and that did help him, for the ?now let him see the trail, and follow faster. The wonder was that the animal, being mad, lived so long ; but some said that, although the wolf was mad, he was not mad in any ordinary way — if he had been, he would indeed have been dead long ago ;^ he was a wolf into which an evil spirit had entered ; and had he been a domestic animal, or one for the use of man, he would immediately have destroyed himself ; but, being a wild and blood-thirsty animal, he went on very much like his natural self, without knowing what sort of a fellow-tenant he had with him in the house. " At last, one morning in the month of December, when the snow lay heavy on the ground, some men came upon a track which they all agreed must be that of the wolf. They went and got their weapons, and set out in chase. ' They followed, and followed, and better than followed, and the trail led them high into the hills, wondering much at the huge bounds with which the beast had galloped up the steepest places. They concluded that Alister had been after him, and that the beast knew it, and had made for the most in- accessible spot he was acquainted with. They came at length to a point where a bare-foot human track joined that of the wolf for a little way, and after that they came upon it again and again. Up and up the mountain they went — sometimes losing the track from the great springs the wolf took — now across a great chasm which they had to go round the head of, now up the face of a rock too steep for the snow to THROUGH THE DAY. 233 lie upon, so that there • was no print of his horrid feet. But at last, almost at the top of the mountain, they saw before them two dark spots in a little hollow, and when they reached it, there was the wolf, dead in a mass of frozen blood and trampled snow. It was a huge, gaunt, gray, meagre carcass, with the foam fro- zen about its jaws, and stabbed in many places, which showed the fight had been a close one. All the snow was beaten about, as if with many feet, which showed still more plainly what a tussle it had been. A little farther on lay Alister, as if asleep, stretched at full length, with his face to the sky. He had been dead for many hours, they thought, but the smile had not faded which his spirit left behind as it went. All about his body were the marks of the brute's teeth — everywhere almost except on his face. That had been bespattered with blood, but it had been wiped away. His dirk was lying not far off, and his skene dhu close by his hand. " There is but one thing more — and I think that is just the thing that made me want to tell you the story. The men who found Alister declared when they came home, and ever after when they told the story — Grizzie says her grandmother used always to say so — that, when they lifted him to bring hirrj away, they saw in the snow the mark of the body, deep- pressed, but only as far as the shoulders ; there was no mark of his head whatever. And when they told this to the wise woman, she answered only, 'Of coorse ! of coorse ! — Gien I had been wi' ye, lads, I wad hae seen main' When they pressed her to speak more 234 WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK plainly, she only shook her he'ad, an-d muttered, ' Dull- hertit gowks ! ' — That's all, my lady." In the kitchen, things were going on even more quietly than in the drawing-room. In front of the fire sat the English lord over his wine ; Mistress Warlock sat in her arm-chair, knitting and dozing — between her evanescent naps wide awake, and ever and anon sliding her eyes from the stocking which did not need her attention to the guest who little de- sired it ; the laird had taken his place at the other corner, and was reading the Journal of George Fox ; and Grizzle was bustling about with less noise than she liked, and wishing heartily she were free of his lordship, that she might get on with her work. Scarcely a word was spoken. It began to grow dark ; the lid of the night was closing upon them ere half a summer-day would have been over. But it mattered little : the snow had stayed the work of the world. Grizzie put on the kettle for her mistress's tea. The old lady turned her forty winks into four hundred, and slept outright, curtained in the shadows. All at once his lordship became alive to the- fact that the day was gone, shifted uneasily in his chair, poured out a bumper of claret, drank it off hurriedly, and hitched his chair a little nearer to the fire. His hostess saw these movements with satisfaction : he had appeased her personal indignation, but her soul was not hos- pitable towards him, and the devil in her was grati- fied with the sight of his discomposure : she hankered after talion, not waited on penitence. Her eyes sought those of Grizzie. THROUGH THE DAY. 235 "Gang to the door, Grizzle," she said, "an' see what the nicht's like. I'm thinkin' by the cry o' the win', it '11 be a wull mirk again. — What think ye, laird ? " Her son looked up from his book, where he had been beholding a large breadth of light on the spir- itual sky, and answered, somewhat abstractedly, but with the gentle politeness he always showed her. " I should not wonder if it came on to snow again ! " Lord Mergwain shifted uneasily. Grizzie returned from her inspection of the weather. " It's black theroot, an' dingin' 'oot, wi' great thuds o' win'," she said, quite unaware as usual of the style of her utterance. " God bless me ! " murmured his lordship, " what an abominable country ! " " Had we not better go to the drawing-room, my lord ? " said the laird. " I think, Grizzie," he went on, " you must get supper early. — And, Grizzie," he added, rising, " mind yoi^ bring Lady Joan a cup of tea — if your mistress will excuse her," he concluded, with a glance to his mother. Mistress Warlock was longing for a talk with Grizzie, and had no wish for Lady Joan's presence at tea. " An old woman is bare company for a young one, Cosmo," she said. His lordship sat as if he did not mean to move. " Will you not come, Lord Mergwain ? " said the laird. "We had better go before the night gets worse." "I will stay where I am." 236 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. " Excuse me, my lord, that can hardly be. Come, I will carry your wine. You will finish your bottle more at your ease there, knowing you have not to move again." " The bottle is empty," replied his lordship, gruffly, as if reproaching his host for not being aware of the fact, and having another at hand to follow. "Then — " said the laird, and hesitated. " Then you'll fetch me another ! " adjoined his lordship, as if answering an unpropounded question that ought not to be put. Seeing, however, that the laird stood in some hesitation still, he added defini- tively, " I don't stir a peg without it. Get me an- other bottle — another magnum^ I mean, and I will go at once." Yet a moment the laird reflected. He said to himself that the wretched man had not had nearly so much to drink that day as he had the day before ; that he was used to soaking, and a great diminution of his customary quantity might in its way be danger- ous ; and that anyhow it was not for him to order the regimen of a passing guest, to whom first of all he owed hospitality. " I will fetch it, my lord," he said, and disappeared in the milk-cellar, from which a steep stone-stair led down to the ancient dungeon. "The maister's gane wantin' a licht," muttered Grizzle ; " I houp he winna see onything." It was an enigmatical utterance, and angered Lord Mergwain. " What the deuce should he see, when he has got to feel his way with his hands ? " he snarled. THROUGH THE DAY. 237 "There's some things, my lord, 'at can better affoord to come oot i' the dark nor the licht," replied Grizzie. His lordship said nothing in rejoinder, but kept looking every now and then towards the door of the milk-cellar — whether solely in anxiety for the appear- ance of the magnum, may be doubtful. The moment the laird emerged from his dive into darkness, bear- ing with him the pearl-oyster of its deep, his lordship rose, proud that for an old man he could stand so ' steady, and straightened himself up to his full height, which was not great. The laird set down the bottle on the table, and proceeded to wrap him in a plaid, that he might not get a chill, nor heeded that his lordship, instead of showing recognition of his care, conducted himself like an ill-conditioned child, to whom his mother's ministrations are unwelcome. But he did not resist, he only grumbled. As soon as the process was finished, he caught up the first bottle, in which, notwithstanding his assertion, he knew there was yet a glass or two, while the laird resumed the greater burden of the second, and gave his guest an arm, and Grizzie, leaving the door open to cast a little light on their way, followed close behind, to see them safe in. When they reached the drawing-room, his lordship out of breath with the long stair, they found Lady Joan teaching and Cosmo learning backgammon, which they immediately abandoned until they had him in his former chair, with a small table by him, on it the first bottle, and the fresh one at his feet before the fire : with the contents of one such inside him, 238 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. 1 ■ and another coming on, he looked more cheerful than since first he entered the house. But a fluctuating trouble was very visible in his countenance notwith- standing. A few poverty-stricken attempts at conversation followed, to which Lord Mergwain contributed noth- ing. Lost in himself, he kept his eyes fixed on the ripening bottle, waiting with heroic self-denial, nor uttering a single audible oath, until the sound of its opening should herald the outbursting blossom of the nightly flower of existence. The thing hard to bear was, that there were no fresh wine-glasses on the table — only the one he had taken care to bring with the old bottle. Presently Grizzle came with the tea-things, and as she set them down, remarked, with cunningly devised look of unconsciousness ; " It's a gurly nicht ; no a pinch o' licht ; an' the win' blawin' like deevils ; the Pooer o' the air, he's oot wi' a rair, an' the snaw rins roon' upo' sweevils." What do you mean, woman ? Would you drive me mad with your gibberish ? " cried his lordship, get- ting up, and going to the window. "Ow, na, my lord!" returned Grizzie quietly; "mad's mad, but there's waur nor mad." " Grizzie ! " said the laird, and she did not speak again. Lurking in Grizzie was the suspicion, less than la- tent in the minds of the few who had any memory of the old captain, that he had been robbed as well as murdered— though nothing had ever been missed that was known to belong to him, except indeed an odd THROUGH THE DAY. 239 walking-stick he used to carry; and if so, then the property, whatever it was, had been taken to the loss of his rightful heir. Warlock o' Glenwarlock. Hence mainly arose Grizzle's desire to play upon the fears of the English lord ; for might he not be driven by terror to make restitution ? Therefore, although, obe- dient to the will of her master, she left the room in silence, she cast on the old man, as she turned away, a look, which, in spite of the wine he had drunk, and the wine he hoped to drink, he felt freeze his very vitals — a look it was of inexplicable triumph, and in- articulate doom. The final effect of it on her victim, however, was different from what she intended. For it roused sus- picion. What if, he thought with himself, he was the victim of a conspiracy ? What if the something fright- ful that befell him the night before, of which he had but a vague recollection, had been contrived and exe- cuted by the people of the house ? This horrible old hag might remember else-forgotten things ? What if they had drugged his wine ? the first half of the bot- tle he had yesterday was decanted ! — But the one he had just drunk had not been touched ! and this fresh one before the fire should not be carried from his sight ! he would not take his eyes off it for a moment i he was safe so far as these were concerned ! only if after all if there should be no difference — • — if something were to happen again all the same — ah, then indeed ! — then it would only be so much the worse ! — Better let them decant the bottle, and then he would have the drug to fall back upon ! Just as he heard the loud bang of Grizzle's clos- 240 WARLOCK O GLEN WARLOCK. ure of the great door, the wind rushed all at once against the house, with a tremendous bellow, that threatened to drive the windows into the room. An immediate lull followed, through which as instantly came strange sounds, as of a distant staccato thun- der. The moment the laird heard the douf thuds, he started to his feet, and made for the door, and Cosmo rose to follow. " Stop ! stop !" shouted Lord Mergwain, in a quav- ering, yet, through terror, imperative voice, and looked as if his hair would have stood on end, only that it was a wig. Lady Joan gave Cosmo a glance of entreaty : the shout was ineffectual, the glance was not. The laird scarcely heard his visitor's cry, and hastened from the room, taking huge strides with his long thin legs ; but Cosmo resumed his seat as if nothing were the matter. Lord Mergwain was trembling visibly ; his jaw shook, and seemed ready to drop. " Don't be alarmed, my lord," said Cosmo ; "it is only one of the horses kicking against his stall." " But why should the brute kick ? " said his lord- ship, putting his hand to his chin, and doing his best to hide his agitation. " My father will tell us. He will soon set things right. He knows all about horses. Jolly may have thrown his leg over his halter, and got furious. He's rather an ill-tempered horse." Lord Mergwain swallowed a great glass of wine, the last of the first bottle, and gave a little shiver. " It's cold ! cold ! " he said. THROUGH THE DAY. 24I The wine did not seem to be itself somehow -this evening ! The game interrupted, Lady Joan forgot it, and stared into the fire. Cosmo gave his eyes a glorious holiday on her beautiful face. It was some time before the laird returned. He brought the news that one of the strange horses was very ill. "I thought he looked bad this morning,'' said Cosmo. " Only it's not the same horse, my boy," answered his father. " I believe he has been ill all day ; the state of the other has prevented its being noticed. He was taken suddenly with violent pain ; and now he lies groaning. They are doing what they can for him, but I fear, in this weather, he will not recover. Evidently he has severe inflammation ; the symptoms are those of the worst form of the disease now about." " Hustled here in the dark to die like a rat ! " mut- tered his lordship. " Don't make a trap of the old place, my lord," said the laird cheerily. " The moment the roads will per- mit, I will see that you have horses." " I don't doubt you'll be glad enough to get rid of me." " We shall not regret your departure so much, my lord, as if we had been able to make your lordship comfortable," said the laird. Witli that there came another great howling onsei of wind. Lord Mergwain started almost to his feet, but sat dov/n instantly, and said with some calmness, 242 WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK. " I should be obliged, Mr. Warlock, if you would order a wine-glass or two for me. I am troublesome, I know, but I like to change my glass ; and the wine will be the worse every moment more it stands there. — I wish you would drink ! We should make a night of it." "I beg your pardon, my lord," said the laird. " What was I thinking of ! — Cosmo, run and fetch wine-glasses — and the cock-screw." But while Cosmo was returning, he heard the bat- tery of iron shoes recommence, and ran to the stable. Just as he reached the door of it, the horse half reared, and cast himself against the side of his stall. With a great crash it gave way, and he fell upon it, and lay motionless. " He's deid ! " cried one of the men, and Cosmo ran to tell his father. While he was gone, the time seemed to the toper endless. But the longer he could be kept from his second magnum, the laird thought it the better, and was not troubled at Cosmo's delay. A third terrible blast, fiercer and more imperious than those that preceded it, shook the windows as a dog shakes a rat : the house itself it could shake no more than a primeval rock. The next minute Cosmo entered, saying the horse was dead. " What a beastly country ! " growled his lordship. But the wine that was presently gurgling from the short neck of the apoplectic magnum, soon began to console him. He liked this bottle better than the last, and some composure returned to him. The laird fetched a book of old ballads, and THROUGH THE DAY. 243 offered to read one or two to make the time pass. Lord Mergwain gave a scornful grunt ; but Lady- Joan welcomed the proposal : the silent worship of the boy, again at her feet, was not enough to make her less than very weary. For more than an hour, the laird read ballad after ballad ; but nobody, not even himself, attended much — the old lord not at all. But the time passed. His lordship grew sleepy, began to nod, and seemed to forget his wine. At length he fell asleep. But when the laird would have made him more comfortable, with a yell of defiance he started to his feet wide awake. Coming to himself at once, he tried to laugh, and said from a child he had been furious when waked suddenly. Then he settled himself in the chair, and fell fast asleep. Still the night wore on, and supper-time came. His lordship woke, but would have no supper, and took to his bottle again. Lady Joan and Cosmo went to the kitchen, and the laird had his porridge brought to the drawing-room. At length it was time to go to bed. Lady Joan retired. The laird would not allow Cosmo to sit up another night, and he went also. The lord and the laird were left together, the one again asleep, and dreaming who knows what 1 the other wide awake, but absorbed in the stoiy of a man whose thoughts, fresh from above, were life to himself, and a mockery to his generation. CHAPTER XVII. THAT SAME NIGHT. The wind had now risen to a hurricane — a rage of swiftness. The house was like a rock assaulted by the waves of an ocean-tempest. The laird had closed all the shutters, and drawn the old curtains across them : through windows and shutters, the curtains waved in the penetrating blasts. The sturdy old house did not shake, for nothing under an earthquake could have made it tremble. The snow was fast gathering in sloped heaps on the window-sills, on the frames, on every smallest ledge where it could lie. In the midst of the blackness and the roaring wind, the house was being covered with spots of silent whiteness, resting on every projection, every rough- ness even, of the building. In his own house as he was, a sense of fierce desolation, of foreign invasion and siege, took possession of the soul of the laird. He had made a huge iire, and had heaped up beside it great store of fuel, but, though his body was warm and likely to be warm, his soul inside it felt the 244 THAT SAME NIOHT. 245 ravaging cold outside — remorseless, and full of mock, the ghastly power of negation and unmaking. He had got together all the screens he could find, and with them inclosed the fireplace, so that they sat in a citadel v/ithin a fortress. By the fire he had placed for his lordship the antique brocade-covered sofa, that he might lie down when he pleased, and himself occupied the great chair on the other side. From the centre of this fire-defended heart, the room itself outside looked cold and waste : it demanded almost courage to leave the stockade of the screens, and venture into the campaign of the floor beyond. And then the hell of wind and snow that raved out- side that ! and the desert of air surrounding it, in which the clouds that garnered the snow were shaken by mad winds, whirled and tossed and buffeted, to make them yield their treasures ! Lord Mcrgwain heard it, and drank. The laird listened, and lifted up his heart. Not much passed between them. The memories of the English lord were not such as he felt it fit to share with the dull old Scotchman beside him, who knew nothing of the world — knew neither how pitilessly selfish, nor how meanly clever a man of this world might be, and bate not a jot of his self admiration ! Men who salute a neighbour as a man of the >world, paying him the greatest compliment they know in acknowledging him of their kind, recoil with a sort of fear from the man alien to their thoughts, and impracticable for their purposes. They say " He is beyond me," and despise him. So is there a great world beyond them with which they hold a frightful relationship — that of unrecognized, unat- 246 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. tempted duty ! Lord Mergwain regarded the odd- looking laird as a fool ; the laird looked on him with something of the pity an angel must feel for the wretch to whom he is sent to give his last chance, ere sorer measures be taken in which angels are not the ministers. But the wine was at last beginning to work its too oft repeated and now nearly exhausted influence on the sagging and much frayed nerves of the old man. A yellowish remnant of withered rose began to smear his far-ofif west : he dared not look to the east; that lay terribly cold and gray ; and he smiled with a little curl of his lip now and then, as he thought of this and that advantage he had had in the game of life, for alas ! it had never with him risen to the dignity of a battle. He was as proud of a successful ruse, as a hero of a well fought and well won field. "I had him there ! " stood with him for the joy of work done and salvation wrought. It was a repulsive smile — one that might move even to hatred the on- looker who was not yet divine enough to let the out- rushing waves of pity swamp his human judgment. It only curled the cruel-looking upper lip, while the lower continued to hang thick, and sensual, and drawn into a protuberance in the middle. Gradually he seemed to himself, as he drank, to be recovering the common sense of his self-vaunted, vio- orous nature. He assured himself that now he saw plainly the truth and fact of things — that his present outlook and vision were the true, and the horrors of the foregone night the weak soul-gnawing fancies bred of a disordered stomach. He was a man once more THAT SAME NIGHT. 247 and beyond the sport of a foolish imagination. Alas for the man who draws his courage from wine ! the same alas for the man whose health is its buttress ! the touch of a pin on this or that spot of his mortal house, will change him from a leader of armies, or a hunter of tigers in the jungle, to one who shudders at a centipede ! That courage also which is mere in- sensibility crumbles at once before any object of ter- ror able to stir the sluggish imagination. There is a fear, this for one, that for another, which can appall the stoutest who is not one with the essential. Lord Mergwain emerged from the influence of his imagination and his fears, and went under that of his senses and himself. He took his place beside the Christian in his low, common moods, when the world, with its laws and its material insistence, presses upon him, and he does not believe that God cares for the sparrow, or can possibly count the hairs of his head ; when the divine power, and rule, and means to help, seem nowhere but in a passed-away fancy of the hour of prayer. Only the Christian is then miserable, and Lord Mergwain was relieved ; for did he not then come to himself ? and did he know anything better to arrive at than just that wretched self of his .' A glass or two more, and he laughed at the terror by night. He had been a thorough fool not to go to bed like other people, instead of sitting by the fire with a porridge-eating Scotchman, who regarded him as one of the wicked, afraid of the darkness. The thought may have passed from his mind to that of his host, for the self-same moment the laird spoke : 248 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. " Don't you think you had better go to bed when you have finished your bottle, my lord ? " With the words, a cold swell, as from the returning tide of some dead sea, so long ebbed that men had ploughed and sown and built within its bed, stole in, swift and black, filling every cranny of the old man's conscious being. " My God ! " he cried ; " I thought better of you than that, laird ! I took you for a man of your word ! You promised to sit up with me ! " " I did, my lord, and am ready to keep my promise. I only thought you looked as if you might have changed your mind ; and in such a night as this, be- yond a doubt, bed is the best place for everybody that has got one to go to." " That depends," answered his lordship, and drank. The laird held his peace for a time, then spoke again : " Would your lordship think me rude if I were to take a book ? " " I don't want a noise. It don't go well with old wine like this : such wine wants attention ! It would spoil it. No, thank you." " I did not propose to read aloud, my lord — only to myself." " Oh ! That alters the matter ! That I would by no means object to. I am but poor company ! " The laird got his "Journal," and was soon lost in the communion of a kindred soul. By and by, the boat of his lordship's biain was again drifting towards the side of such imagination as was in him. The half-tide restoring the physical THAT SAME NIGHT. 249 mean was past, and intoxication was setting in. He began to cast uneasy glances towards the book the laird was reading. The old folio had a look of ven- erable significance about it, and whether it called up some association of childhood, concerned in some fearful fancy, or dreamfully he dreaded the necro- mancer's art, suggested by late experience, made him uneasy. "What's that you are reading ? " he said at length. " It looks like a book of magic." " On the contrary," replied the laird, " it is a re- ligious book of the very best sort." " Oh, indeed ! Ah ! I have no objection to a little religion — in its own place. There it is all right. I never was one of those mockers — those Jacobins, those sans-culottes ! Arrogant fools they always seemed to me ! " "Would your lordship like to bear a little of the book, then ? " " No, no ; by no means ! Things sacred ought not to be mixed up with things common — with such an un- common bottle of wine, for instance. I dictate to no one, but for my own part I keep my religion for church. That is the proper place for it, and there you are in the mood for it. Do not mistake me ; it is out of respect I decline." He drank, and the laird dropt back into the depths of his volume. The night wore on. His lordship did not drink fast. There was no hope of another bottle, and the wine must cover the period of his necessity : he dared not encounter the night without the sustain- ing knowledge of its presence. At last he began to 250 WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK. nod, and by slow degrees sank on the sofa. Very softly the laird covered him, and went back to his book. The storm went raging on, as if it would never cease. The sense of desolation it produced in the heart of the laird when he listened to it was such, that with an inward shudder he closed his mind against it, and gave all his attention to George Fox, and the thoughts he roused. The minutes crawled slowly along. He lost all measure of time, because he read with delight, and at last he found himself invaded by that soft physical peace which heralds the approach of sleep. He roused himself ; he wanted to read : he was in one of the most interesting passages he had yet come to. But presently the sweet enemy was again within his outworks. Once more he roused himself, heard the storm raving on — over buried graves and curtained beds, heedless of human heed- ing — fell a-listening to its shriek-broken roar, and so into a soundless and dreamless sleep. He woke so suddenly that for a moment he knew himself only for somebody he knew. There lay upon him the weight of an indefinable oppression — the horror of a darkness too vague to be combated. The fire had burned low, and his very bones seemed to shiver. The candle-flames were down in the sockets of the candlesticks, and the voice of the storm was like a scream of victory. Had the cold then won its way into the house ? Was it having its deathly will of them all > He cast his eyes on his guest. Sleep- ing still, he half lay, half leaned in the corner of the sofa, breathing heavily. His face was not to be well THAT SAME NIGHT. 25 1 seen, because of the flapping and flickering of the candle-flames, and the shadows they sent waving huge over all, like the flaunting of a black flag. Through the flicker and the shadow the laird was still peering at him, when suddenly, without opening his eyes, the old man raised himself to a sitting posture — all of a piece, like a figure of wood lifted from behind. The laird then saw his face, and upon it the expression as of one sufifering from some horrible nightmare — so terrified was it, so wrathful, so disgusted, all in one — and rose in haste to rouse him from a drunken dream. But ere he reached him he opened his eyes, and his expression changed — not to one of relief, but to utter collapse, as if the sleep-dulled horrors of the dream had but grown real to him as he woke. His under lip trembled like a dry yellow leaf in a small wind ; his right arm rose slowly from the shoulder and stuck straight out in the direction of his host, while his hand hung from the wrist ; and he stared as upon one loosed from hell to speak of horrors. But it did not seem to the laird that, although turned straight towards him, his eyes rested on him ; they did not appear to be focused for him, but for some- thing beyond him. It was like the stare of one de- mented, and it invaded — possessed the laird. A physical terror seized him. He felt his gaze return- ing that of the man before him, like to like, as from a mirror. He felt the skin of his head contracting; his hair was about to stand on end ! The spell must be broken ! He forced himself forward a step to lay his hand on Lord Mergwain, and bring him to him- self. But his lordship uttered a terrible cry, betwixt 252 WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK. a scream and a yell, and sank back on the sofa. The same instant the laird was himself again, and sprang to him. Lord Mergwain lay with his mouth wide open, and the same look with which they found him the night before prostrate in the guest-chamber. His arm stuck straight out from his body. The laird pressed it down, but it rose again as soon as he left it. He could not for a moment doubt the man was dead; there was that about him that assured him of it, but what it was he could not have told. The first thought that came to him was, that his daughter must not see him so. He tied up his jaw, laid him straight on the sofa, lighted fresh candles, left them burning by the dead, and went to call Grizzie : a doctor was out of the question. He felt his way down the dark stair, and fought it through the wind to the kitchen, whence he climbed to Grizzle's room. He found she was already out of bed, and putting on her clothes. She had not been asleep, she said, and added something obscure, which the laird took to mean that she had been expecting a summons. "Whan Ane's oot, there's nane in!" she said. " Hoo's the auld reprobat laird — an'- I beg yer pardon ? " " He's gane til's accoont, Grizzie," answered the laird, in a trembling voice. " Say ye sae, laird .? " returned Grizzie with perfect calmness. " Oh, sirs ! " Not a single remark did she then offer. If she was THAT SAME NIGHT. 253 cool, she was not irreverent before the thought of the awful thing that lay waiting her. " Ye winna wauk the hoose, will ye, sir ? " she added presently. " I dinna think it wad be ony service to died or livin'." " I'll no du that, Grizzie ; but come ye an' luik at him," said the laird, " an' tell me what ye think. I makna a doobt he's deid, but gien ye hae ony, we'll du what we can ; an' we'll sit up wi' the corp the- gither, an' lat yoong an' auld tak the rist they hae mair need o' nor the likes o' you an' me." It was a proud moment in Grizzle's life, one never forgotten, when the laird addressed her thus. She was ready in a moment, and they went together. "The prince is haein' his ain w'y the nicht ! " she murmured to herself, as they bored their way through die wind to the great door. When she came where the corpse lay, she stood for some moments looking down upon it without uttering a sound, nor was there any emotion in the fixed gaze of her eye. She had been brought up in a stern and nowise pitiful school. She made neither solemn reflection, nor uttered hope which her theol- ogy forbade her to cherish. "Ye think wi' me 'at he's deid — dinna ye, Griz- zie ? " said the laird, in a voice that seemed to himself to intrude on the solemn silence. She removed the handkerchief, and the jaw fell. " He's gane til's accoont," she said. " It's a great amoont ; an' mair on ae side nor he'll weel bide. It's sair eneuch, laird, whan we hae to gang at the Lord's call, but whan the messenger comes frae the laich 254 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK yett {low gate), we maun jist lat gang an' forget But sae lang's he's a man, we maun do what we car. ■■ — an' that's what we did last nicht ; sae I'll rin an' get het watter." She did so, and they used every means they could think of for his recovery, but at length gave it up, heaped him over with blankets, for the last chance of spontaneous revival, and sitting down, awaited the slow-travelling, feeble dawn. After they had sat in silence for nearly an hour, the laird spoke : " We'll read a psalm thegither, Grizzle," he said. " Ay, du ye that, laird. It '11 baud them awa' for the time bein', though it can profit but little i' the hin'er en'." The laird drew from his pocket a small, much worn bible which had been his Marion's, and by the body of the dead sinner, in the heart of the howling storm and the waste of the night, his voice, trembling \\ith a strange emotion, rose upborne upon the glori- ous words of the ninety-first psalm. When he ended, they were aware that the storm had begun to yield, and by slow degrees it sank as tlie morning came on. Till the first faintest glim- mer of dawn began to appear nothing more was said between them. But then Grizzle rose in haste, like one that had overslept herself, and said : " I maun to my wark, laird — what think ye ? " The laird rose also, and by a common impulse they went and looked at the corpse — for corpse it now was, beyond all question, cold as the snow with- out. After a brief, low-voiced conference, they pro- THAT SAME NIGHT. 255 ceeded to carry it to the guest-chamber, where they laid it upon the bed, and when Grizzie had done all that custom required, left it covered with a sheet, dead in the room where it dared not sleep, a mound cold and white as any snow-wreath outside. It looked as if Winter had forced his way into the house, and left this one drift, in signal of his capture. Grizzie went about her duties, and the laird back to his book. A great awe fell upon Cosmo when he heard what visit and what departure had taken place in the midst of the storm and darkness. Lady Joan turned white as the dead, and spoke not a word. A few tears rolled from*the luminous dark of her e)'es, like the dew slow-gathering in a night of stars, but she was very still. The bond between her and her father had not been a pleasant one; she had not towards him that reverence which so grandly heightens love. She had loved him pitifully — perhaps, dreadful thought! a little contemptuously. The laird persuaded her not to see the body ; taking every charge concerning it. All that day things went on in the house much as usual, with a little more silence where had been much. The wind lay moveless on the frozen earth ; the sun shone cold as a diamond; and the fresh snow glittered and gleamed and sparkled like a dead sea of lightning. The laird was just thinking which of his men to send to the village, when the door opened and in came Agnes. Grannie had sent her, she said, to en- quire after them. Grannie had had a troubled night, and the moment she woke began to talk about the laird, and his visitors, and what the storm must have 256 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. been round lonely Castle Warlock. The drifts were tremendous, she said, but she had made her way without much difficulty. So the laird, partly to send Cosmo from the house of death into the world of life, told him to go with Aggie, and give directions to the c?rpenter, for the making of a coffin. How long the body might have to lie with them, no one could tell, for the storm had ceased in a hard frost, and there could be no postal communication for many days. The laird judged it better, therefore, as soon as the shell arrived, to place the body in a death- chapel prepared for it by nature herself. With their spades he and Cosmo fashioned the mound, already hollowed in sport, into the shape of a l^jugh sarcopha- gus, then opened wide the side of it, to receive the coffin as into a sepulchre in a rock. The jnen brought it, laid it in, and closed the entrance again with snow. Where Cosmo's hollow man of light had shone, lay the body of the wicked old nobleman. CHAPTER XVIII. A WINTER IDYLL. Lady Joan the same day wrote to her brother Bor- land, now Mergwain, telling him what had taken place. But it must be some time before she received his an- swer, for the post from England reached the neigh- bouring city but intermittently, and was there alto- gether arrested, so far as Howglen and Muir o' Warlock were concerned. The laird told her she must have patience, and assured her that to them her presence was welcome. And now began for Cosmo an episode of enchant- ment, as wondrous as any dream of tree-top, or sum- mer wave city — for if it was not so full of lighter marvel around, it had at the heart of it a deeper mar- vel, namely a live and beautiful lady. She was a girl of nearly eighteen, but looked older — shapely, strong, and graceful. But both her life- consciousness and her spirits — in some only do the words mean the same thing — had been kept down by the family relations in which she found herself. Her 257 258 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. father loved her with what love was in him, and there- fore was jealous ; trusted, and therefore enslaved her; could make her useful, and therefore oppressed her. Since his health began to decline he would go no- where without her, though he spoke seldom a pleas- ant, and often a very unpleasant word to her. He never praised her to her face, but swore deeply to her excellence in ears that cared little to hear of it. When at home she must always be within his reach, if not within his call; but he was far from slow to anger with her, and she dreaded his anger, not so much from love or fear as from nicety, because of the ugly things he would say when he was offended with her. One hears of ruling by love and ruling by fear, but this man ruled by disgust. At home he lived much as we have seen him in the house of another, cared for nobody's comfort but his own, and was hard to keep in good humour — such good humour as was possible to him. He paid no attention to business or management: his estates had long been under trus- tees; lolled about in his room, diverting himself with a horrible monkey which he taught ugly tricks; drank almost constantly; and would throw dice by himself for an hour together— doing what he could, which was little, towards the poor object of killing Time. He kept a poor larder but a rich cellar ; almost al- ways without money, he yet contrived to hold his bins replenished, and that from the farther end : he might have been expecting to live to a hundred and twenty for of visitors he had none, except an occasional time- belated companion of his youth, whom the faint, mud- dled memories of old sins would bring to his 'door A WINTER IDYLL. 259 when they would spend a day or two together, soaking, and telling bad stories, at times hardly restrained until Joan left the room — that is, if her brother was not present, before whom her father was on his good behaviour. The old man was in bad repute with the neighbours, and they never called upon him — which they would have found it hard to justify, seeing some who were not better were quite respectable. No doubt he was the dilapidated old reprobate they counted him, but if he had not made himself poor, they would have found his morals no business of theirs. They pitied the daughter, or at least spoke pityingly of her, but could not for her sake countenance the father ! Neglect- ing their duty towards her, they began to regard her with a blame which was the shadow of their neglect, thinking of her as defiled in her father's defilement. The creeping things — those which God hath not yet cleansed — call the pure things unclean. But it was better to be so judged than to run the risk of growing after the pattern of her judges. I suspect the man who leads a dissolute, and the man who leads a com- monly selfish life, will land from the great jump pretty nearly in the same spot. What if those who have despised each the other's sins, are set down to stare at them together, until each finds his own iniquity to be hateful. Of the latter, the respectably selfish class, was Bor- land her brother. He knew his presence a protec- tion to his sister, yet gave himself no trouble 'to look after her. As the apple of his eye would he cherish the fluid in which he hoped to discover some secret 2 6o WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. process of nature ; but he was not his sister's keeper, and a drop of mud more or less cast into her spirit was to him of no consequence. Yet he would as soon have left a woman he wanted to marry within reach of the miasms that now and then surrounded Joan, as unwarned in the dark by the cage of a tiger. At home, therefore, because of the poverty of the family, the ill-repute of her father, and the pride and self- withdrawal of her brother, she led a lonely life where everything around her was left to run wild. The lawn was more of a meadow than a lawn, and the park a mere pasture for cattle. The shrubbery was an impassable tangle, and the flower garden a wilder- ness. She could do nothing to set things right, and lived about the place like a poor relation. At school, which she left at fifteen, she had learned nothing so as to be of any vital use to her — possibly left it a little less capable than she went. For some of her natural perceptions could hardly fail to be blunted by the artificial, false, and selfish judgments and regards which had there surrounded her. Without a mother, without a companion, she had to find what solace, what pastime she could. In the huge house there was not a piano fit to play upon ; and her only source of in-door amusement was a library containing a large disproportion of books in old French bindings, with much tarnished gilding on the backs. But a native purity of soul kept her lovely, and capable of becom- ing lovelier. The mystery of all mysteries is the upward tendency of so many souls through so much that clogs and would defile their wings, while so many others seem COSMO AND LADY JOAN CLIMBING. A WINTER IDYLL. 263 never even to look up. Then, having so begun with the dust, how do these ever come to raise their eyes to the hills ? The keenest of us moral philosophers are but poor, mole-eyed creatures! One day, 1 trust, we shall laugh at many a, difficulty that now seems in- surmountable, but others will keep rising behind them. Lady Joan did not like ugly things, and so shrank from evil things. She was the less in danger from liberty, because of the disgust which certain tones and words of her father had repeatedly occasioned her. She learned self-defence early — and alone, without even a dog to keep her company, and help her to the laws of the world outside herself. With none of the conventionalities of society. Lady Joan saw no reason for making a difficulty when, the day after that on which her father died, Cosmo proposed a walk in the snow. He saw her properly provided for what seemed to her an adventure — with short skirts, and stockings over her shoes — and they set out together, in the brilliant light of a sun rapidly declining toward the western horizon, though it had but just passed the low noon. The moment she stepped from the threshold, Joan was invaded by an almost giddy sense of freedom. The keen air and the impeding snow sent the warm blood to her cheeks, and her heart beat as if new-born into a better world. She was annoyed with herself, but in vain she called herself heartless ; in vain she accused herself of indifference to the loss of her father, said to herself she was a worthless girl : there was the sun in the sky — not warm, but dazzling-bright and shining straight into her very being ! while the air, 264 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. instinct with life, was filling her lungs like water drunk by a thirsty soul, and making her heart beat like the heart of Eve when first she woke alive, and felt what her Maker had willed ! Life indeed was good ! it was a blessed thing for the eyes to behold the sun ! — Let death do what it can, there is just one thing it cannot destroy, and that is life. Never in itself, only in the unfaith of man, does life recognize any sway of death. • — A fresh burst of healthy vigour seemed born to answer each fresh effort. Over the torrent they walked on a bridge of snow, and listening could hear, far down, below the thick white blanket, the noise of its hidden rushing. Away and up the hill they went ; the hidden torrent of Joan's blood flowed clearer ; her heart sang to her soul ; and everything began to look like a thing in a story — herself a princess, and her attendant a younger brother, travelling with her to meet the tide of in-flowing lovely adventure. Such a brother was a luxury she had never had — very different from an older one. He talked so strangely too — now like a child, now like an old man ! She felt a charm in both, but understood neither. Cap- able, through confidence in his father, of receiving wis- dom far beyond what he could have thought out for himself, he sometimes said things because he urder- stood them, which seemed to most who heard them be- yond his years. Some people only understand enough of a truth to reject it, but Cosmo's reception by faith turned to sight, as all true faith does at last, and formed a soil for thought more immediately his own. They had been climbing a steep ascent, very difficult A WINTER IDYLL. 265 in the snow, and had at length reached the top, where they stood for a moment pantmg, with another ascent beyond them. " Aren't you always wanting to climb and climb, Lady Joan ? " said the boy. '• Call me Joan, and I will answer you." "Then, Joan, — how kind you are! Don't you al- ways want to be getting up ? — up higher than you are ? " "No; I don't think I do." " I believe you do, only you don't know it. When I get on the top of yon hill there, it always seems to me such a little way up! — and Mr. Simon tells me I should feel much the same, if it were the top of the highest peak in the Himmalays." Lady Joan did not reply, and Cosmo too was silent for a time. "Don't you think," he began again, "though life is so very good — to me especially with you here — you would get very tired if you thought you had to live in this world always — for ever and ever and ever, and never, never get out of it ? " " No, I don't," said Joan. " I can't say I find hfe so nice as you think it, but one keeps hoping it may turn to something better." She was amused with what she counted childish talk for a boy of his years — so manly too beyond his years ! " That is very curious ! " he returned. " Now I am quite happy ; but this moment I should feel just in a prison, if I thought I should never get to another world; for what you can never get out of, is your prison — isn't it?" 266 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. " Yes — but if you don't want to get out ? " " Ah, that is true ! but as soon as that comes to a prisoner, it is a sign that he is worn out, and has not life enough in him to look the world in the face. I was talking about it the other day with Mr. Simon, else 1 shouldn't have got it so plain. The blue roof so high above us there, is indeed very different from the stone vault of a prison, for there is no stop or end to it. But if you can never get away from under it, never get off the floor at the bottom of it, I feel as if it might almost as well be something solid that held me in. There would be no promise in the stars then : they look now like promises, don't they ? I do not believe God would ever show us a thing he did not mean to give us.'' " You are a very odd boy, Cosmo. I am almost afraid to listen to you. You say such presumptuous things ! " Cosmo laughed a little gentle laugh. " How can you love God, Joan, and be afraid to speak before him ? I should no more dream of his being angry with me for thinking he made me for great and glad things, and was altogether generous towards me, than I could imagine my father angr)' with me for wishing to be as wise and as good as he is, when I know it is wise and good he Aost wants me to be." " Ah, but he is your father, you know, and that is very different ! " "I know it is very different — God is so much, much more my father than is the laird of Glenwar- lock ! He is so much more to me, and so much A WINTER IDYLL. 267 nearer to me, though my father is the best father that ever lived ! God, you know, Joan, God is more than anybody knows what to say about. Sometimes, when I am lying in my bed at night, my heart swells and swells in me, that I hardly know how to bear it, with the thought that here I am, come out of God, and yet notour of him — close to the very life that said to everything lie, and it was ! — you think it strange that I talk so ? " " Rather, I must confess ! I don't believe it can be a good thing at your age to think so much about religion. There is a time for everything. You talk like one of those good little children in books that always die — at least I have heard of such books — I never saw any of them." , Cosmo laughed again. " Which of us is the merrier — you or me ? Which of us is the stronger, Joan ? The moment I saw you, I thought you looked like one that hadn't enough of something — as if you weren't happy; but if you knew that the great beautiful person we call God, was always near you, it would be impossible for you to go on being sad." Joan gave a great sigh : her heart knew ils own bitterness, and there was little joy in it for a stranger to intermeddle with. But she said to herself the boy would be a gray-haired man before he was twent)-, and began to imagine a mission to help him out of these morbid fancies. " You must surely understand, Cosmo," she said, " that, while we are in this world, we must live as ueople of this world, not of another.'' 268 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. " But you can't mean that the people of this world are banished from Him who put them in it ! He is all the same, in this world and in every other. If anything makes us happy, it must make us much happier to know it for a bit of frozen love — for the love that gives is to the gift as water is to snow. Ah, you should hear our torrent sing in summer, and shout in the spring ! The thought of God fills me so full of life that I want to go and do something for everybody. I am never miserable. I don't think I shall be when my father dies." " Oh, Cosmo ! — with such a good father as yours ! I am shocked." Her words struck a pang into her own heart, for she felt as if she had compared his father and hers, over whom she was not miserable. Cosmo turned, and looked at her. The sun was close upon the hori- zon, and his level rays shone full on the face of the boy. " Lady Joan," he said slowly, and with a tremble in his voice, "I should just laugh with delight to have to die for my father. But if he were taken from me now, I should be so proud of him, I should have no room to be miserable. As God makes me glad though I cannot see him, so my father would make me glad though I could not see him. I cannot see him now, and yet I am glad because my father is — away down there in the old castle ; and when he is gone from me, I shall be glad still, for he will be somewhere all the same — with God as he is now. We shall meet again one day, and run at each other." It was an odd phrase with which he ended, but Lad}' Joan did not laugh. A WINTER IDYLL. 269 The sun was down, and the cold, bkie gray twiUght came creeping from the east. They turned and walked home, through a luminous dusk. It would not be dark all night, though the moon did not rise till late, for the snow gave out a ghostly radiance. Surely it must be one of those substances that have the power of drinking and hoarding the light of the- sun, that with their memories of it they may thin the darkness ! I suspect everything does it more or less. Far below were the lights of the castle, and across an unbroken waste of whiteness the gleams of the vil- lage. The air was keen as an essence of points and edges, and the thought of the kitchen fire grew pleas- ant. Cosmo took Joan's hand, and down the hill they, ran swiftly descending what they had toilsomely climbed. As she ran, the thought that one of those lights was burning by the body of her father, rebuked Joan afresh. She was not glad, and she could not be sorry ! If Cosmo's father were to die, Cosmo would be both sorry and glad ! But the boy turned his face, ever and again as they ran, up to hers — she was a little taller than he — and his every look comforted her. An attendant boy-angel he seemed, whose busi- ness it was to rebuke and console her. If he were her brother, she would be wall content never more to leave the savage place ! For the strange old man in the red night-cap was such a gentleman ! and this odd boy, absolutely unnatural in his goodness, was nevertheless charming ! She did not yet know that goodness is the only nature. She regarded it as a noble sort of disease — as something at least which 270 WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK. it was possible to have too much of. She had not a suspicion that goodness and nothing else is life and health — that what the universe demands of us is to be good boys and girls. To judge religion we must have it — not stare at it from the bottom of a seeming interminable ladder. When she reached the door, she felt as ifwaking out of a dream, in which she had been led along strange paths by a curious angel. But not to himself was Cosmo like an angel ! For indeed he was a strong, viguorous, hopeful, trusting boy of God's in this world, and would be just such a boy in the next — one namely who did his work, and was ready for whatever was meant to come. When, from all that world of snow outside, Joan entered the kitchen with its red heart of fire, she knew for a moment how a little bird feels when creep- ing under the wing of his mother. Those old He- brews — what poets they were ! Holy and homely and daring, they delighted in the wings of the Al- mighty ; but the Son of the Father made the lovely image more homely still, likening himself to the hen under whose wings the chickens would not creep for all her crying and calling. Then first was Joan aware of simple confidence, of safety and satisfaction and loss of care ; for the old man in the red night- cap would see to eveiy thing ! Nought would go amiss where he was at the head of affairs ! And hardly was she seated when she felt a new fold of his protection about her : he told her he had had her room changed, that she might be near his mother and Grizzle, and not have to go out to reach it. A WINTER IDYLL. 27 1 Cosmo heard with delight that his father had given up his room to Lady Joan, and would share his. To sleep with his father was one of the greatest joys the world held for him. Such a sense of safety an'd com- fort — of hen's wings — was nowhere else to be had on the face of the great world ! It was the full type of conscious well-being, of softness and warmth and peace in the heart of strength. His father was to him a downy nest inside a stone-castle. They all sat together round the kitchen fire. The laird fell into a gentle monologue, in which, to Joan's thinking, he talked even more strangely than Cosmo. Things born in the fire and the smoke, like the song of the three holy children, issued from the furnace clothed in softest moonlight. Joan said to herself it was plain where the boy got his oddity ; hut what she called oddity was but sense from a deeper source than she knew the existence of. He read them also passages of the book then occupying him so much : Joan wondered what attraction such a jumble of good words and no sense could have for a man so capable In ordinary affairs. Then came supper ; and after that, for the first time in her life, Joan was present when a man had the presumption to speak to his Maker direct from his own heart, without the medi- ation of a book. This she found odder than all the rest ; she had never even heard of such a thing ! So peculiar, so unfathomable were his utterances, that it never occurred to her the man might be meaning something ; farther from her still was the thought, that perhaps- God liked to hear him, was listening to him and understanding him, and would give him 272 WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK. the things he asked. She heard onl)' an extraordi- nary gibberish, supposed suitable to a religious ob- servance — family prayers, she thought it must be! She felt confused, troubled, ashamed- — -so grievously out of her element that she never knew until thty rose, that the rest were kneeling while she sat staring into the fire. Then she felt guilty and shy, but as nobody took any notice, persuaded herself they had not observed. The unpleasantness of 'all this, how- ever, did not prevent her from saying to herself as she went to bed, " Oh, how delightful it would be to live in a house where everybody understood, and loved, and thought about everybody else ! " She did not know that she was wishing for nothing more, and something a little less, than, the kingdom of heaven — the very thing she thought the laird and Cosmo so strange for troubling their heads about. If men's wishes are not always for what the kingdom of heaven would bring them, their miseries at least are all for the lack of that kingdom. That night Joan dreamed herself in a .desert island, where she had to go through great hardships, but where everybody was good to everybody, and never thought of taking care except of each other; and that, when a beautiful ship came to carry her away, she cried, and would not go. Three weeks of all kinds of weather, except warm, followed, ending with torrents of rain, and a rapid thaw; but before that time Joan had got as careless of the weather as Cosmo, and nothing delighted her more than to encounter any sort of it with him. Nothing kept her in-doors, and as she always at- A WINTER IDYLL. 273 tended to Grizzie's injunctions the moment she re- turned, she took no liarm, and grew much stronger. It is not encountering the weather that is dangerous, but encountering it when the strength is not equal to the encounter. These two would come in wet from head to foot, change their clothes, have a good meal, sleep well, and wake in the morning without the least cold. They would spend the hours between breakfast and dinner ascending the bank of a hill-stream, dammed by the snow, swollen by the thaw, and now rushing with a roar to the valley; or fighting their way through wind and sleet to the top of some wild expanse of hill-moorland, houseless for miles and miles — waste bog, and dry stony soil, as far as eye could reach, with here and there a solitary stock or bush, bending low to the ground in the steady bitter wind — a hopeless region, save that it made the hope in their hearts glow the redder; or climbing a gully, deep-\yorn bythe few wheels of a month but the many of centuries, and more by the torrents that rushed always down its trench when it rained heavily, or thawed after snow — hearing the wind sweep across it above their heads, but feeling no breath of its pres- ence, till emerging suddenly upon its plane, they had to struggle with it for very foot-hold upon the round earth. In such contests Lady Joan delighted. It was so nice, she said, to have a downright good fight, and nobody out of temper! She would come home from the windy war with her face glowing, her eyes flashing, her hair challenging storm from every point of the compass, and her heart merry with very peacefulness. Her only thoughts of trouble were, that her father's 2 74 WARLOCK O GLEN WARLOCK. body lay unburied, and that Borland would come aiid take her away. When the thaw came at last, the laird had the coffin brought again into the guest-chamber, and there placed on trestles, to wait the coming of the new Lord Mergwain. ■ "■='1 Outstripping the letter that announced his de- parture, he arrived at length, and with him his man of business. Lady Joan's heart gave a small beat of pleasure at sight of him, then lay quiet, sad, and ap- prehensive : the cold proper salute he gave her seemed, after the life she had of late been living, to belong rather to some sunless world than the realms of humanity. He uttered one commonplace concern- ing his father's death, and never alluded to it again ; behaved in a dignified, recognizant manner to the laird, as to an inferior to whom he was under more obligation than he saw how to wipe out; and, after the snub with which he .met the boy'si friendly ap- proach, took no farther notice of Cosmo. Seated three minutes, he began to require the laird's assist- ance towards the removal of the body ; could not be prevailed upon to accept refreshment; had a mes- senger de-patched instantly to procure the nearest hearse and four horses; and that same afternoon started for England, following the body, and taking his sister with him. CHAPTER XIX. AN " INTERLUNAR CAVE.'' And so the moon died out of Cosmo's heaven. But it was only the moon. The sun remained to him — his father — visible type of the great sun, whose light is too keen for souls, and heart and spirit only can bear. But when he had received Joan's last smile, when she turned away her face, and the Ungenial, who had spoiled everything at Glenwarlock, carried her away, then indeed for a moment a great cloud came over the light of his life, and he sought where to hide his tears. It was a sickeniflg time, for suddenly she had come, suddenly entered his heart, and suddenly departed. But such things are but clouds, and cannot but pass. Ah, reader ! it may be your cloud has not yet passed, and you scorn to hear it called one, priding yourself that your trouble is eternal. But just because you are eternal, your trouble cannot be. You may cling to it, and brood over it, but you cannot keep it from either blossom- ing into a bliss, or crumbling to dust. Be such while 27S 276 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. it lasts, that, when it passes, it shall leave you loving more, not less. There was this difference between Cosmo and most 3'oung men of clay finer than ordinary, that, after the first few moments of the seemingly unendurable, he did not wander about moody, nursing his sorrow, and making everybody uncomfortable because he was un- comfortable ; but sought the more the company of his father, and of Mr. Simon, from whom he had been much separated while Lady Joan was with them. For such a visit was an opportunity most precious in the eyes of the laird. With the sacred instinct of a father he divined what the society of a lady would do for his boy — for the ripening of his bloom, and the strengthening of his volition. Two days had not passed before he began to be aware of a softening and clearing of his speech ; of greater readiness and directness in his replies ; of an indescribable sweet- ening of the address, that had been sweet, with a rose-shadow of gentle apology cast over every ap- proach ; of a deepening of the atmosphere of his reverence, which yet as it deepened grew more diaphanous. And when now the episode of angelic visitation was over, with his usual wisdom he under- stood the wrench her abrupt departure must have given his whole being, and allowed him plenty of time to recover himself from it. Once he came upon him weeping: not with faintest overshadowing did he rebuke him, not with farthest hint suggest weakness in his tears. He went up to him, laid his hand gently on his head, stood thus a moment, then turned withuut a. word, and left him. Nowise because of his AN " INTERLUNAR CAVE." 277 sorrow did he regret the freedom he had granted their intercourse. He knew what the sharp things of life are to the human plant ; that its frosts are as need- ful as its sunshine, its great passion-winds as its gentle rains ; that a divine result is required, and that his son was being made divinely human ; that in aid of this end the hand of man must humbly follow the great lines of Nature, ready to withhold itself, anxious not to interfere. Most people resist the marvellous process ; call in the aid of worldly wisdom for low ends ; and bring the experience of their own failures to bear for the production of worse. But there is no escaping the mill that grinds slowly and grinds small; and those who refuse to be living stones in the living temple, must be ground into mortar for it. The next day, of his own choice, Cosmo went to Mr. Simon. He also knew how to treat the grow- ing plant. He set him such work as should in a measure harmonize with his late experience, and so drew him gently from his past : mere labour would have but driven him deeper into it. Yesterday is as much our past as the bygone century, and shelter- ing in it from an uncongenial present, we are lost to our morrow. Thus things slid gently back with him into their old grooves. An era of blessedness had vanished, but was not lost ; it was added to his life, gathered up into his being ; it was dissolved into his consciousness, and interpenetrated his activity. Where there is no ground of regret, or shame, or self- reproach, new joy casts not out the old ; and now that the new joy was old, the older joys came softly trooping back to their attendance. Nor was this all. 278 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. The departing woman left behind her a gift that had never been hers — the power of verse : he began to be a poet. The older I grow the more am I filled with marvel at the divine idea of the mutual devel- opment of the man and the woman. Many a woman has made of a man, for the time at least, and some- times for ever, a poet, caring for his verses never a cambric handkerchief or pair of gloves ! A wretched man to whom a poem is not worth a sneer, may set a woman singing to the centuries ! Any gift of the nature of poetry, however poor or small, is of value inestimable to the development of the individual, ludicrous even though it may show itself, should conceit clothe it in print. The desire of fame, so vaunted, is the ruin of the small, some- times of the great poet. The next evil to doing anything for love of money, is doing it for the love of fame. A man may have a wife who is all the world to him, but must he therefore set her on a throne ? Cosmo, essentially and peculiarly practical, never thought of the world and his verses together, but gathered life for himself in the making of them. These children of his, like all real children, strength- ened his heart, and upheld his hands. In them Truth took to him shape ; in them she submitted herself to his contemplation. He grew faster, and from the days of his mourning emerged more of a man, and abler to look the world in the face. From that time also he learned and understood more rapidly, though he never came to show any great superiority in the faculties most prized of this AN " INTERLUNAR CAVE.'' 279 world, whose judgment differs from that of God's kingdom in regard to the comparative value of intel- lectual gifts almost as much as it does in regard to the relative value of the moral and the intellectual. Not the less desirable however did it seem in the eyes of both his father and his tutor, that, if it could any- how be managed, he should go the next winter to college. As to how it could be managed, the laird took much serious thought, but saw no glimmer of light in the darkness of apparent impossibility. An unsuspected oracle was however at hand. Old servants of the true sort, have, I fancy, a kind of family instinct. From the air about them almost, from the personal carriage, from words dropped that were never meant for them, from the thoughtful, troubled, or eager look, and the sought or avoided conference, they get possessed by a notion both of how the wind is blowing, and of how the ship wants to sail. But Grizzle was capable of reasoning from what she saw. She marked, the increase of care on the brow of her master ; noted that it was always greater after he and Mr. Simon had had a talk at which Cosmo, the beloved of both, was not present ; and concluded that their talk, and the laird's trouble, must be about Cosmo. She noted also that both were as much pleased with him as ever, and concluded therefore it was his prospects and not his behaviour that caused the uneasiness. Then again she noted how fervently at prayers her master entreated guid- ance to do neither more nor less than the right thing; and from all put together, and considered in the light nf a tolerably accurate idea of the laird's circum- 28o WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. Stances, Grizzle was able not only to arrive at a final conclusion, but to come to the resolution of offering — not advice — that she would never have prt sv.med upon — but a suggestion. CHAPTER XX. CATCH YER NAIG. One night the laird sat in the kitchen revolving in his mind the whole affair for the many hundredth time. Was it right to spend on his son's education what might go to the creditors ? Was it not better for the world, for the creditors, and for all, that one of Cosmo's vigour should be educated ? Was it not the best possible investment of any money he could lay hold of ? As to the creditors, there was the land ! the worst for him was the best for them ; and for the boy it was infinitely better he should go without land than without education ! But, all this granted and settled, where was the money to come from ? That the amount required was small, made no difference, when it was neither in hand, nor, so far as he could see, anywhere near his hand. He sat in his great chair, with his book open upon his knees. His mother and Cosmo were gone to bed, and Grizzle was preparing to follow them : the laird was generally the last to go. But Grizzle, who had 281 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. been eying him at intervals for the last half hour, having now finished her preiDarations for the morning, drew near, and stood before him, with her hands and bare arms under her apron. Her master taking no notice of her, she stood thus in silence for a moment, then began. It may have been noted that the riming tendency appeared mostly in the start of a speech, and mostly vanished afterwards. "Laird," she said, "ye're in trouble, for ye're Sittin' double, an' castna a leuk upo' yer bulk. Gien ye wad lat a body speyk 'at kens naething, 'cep' 'at oot o' the moo' o' babes an' sucklin's — an' troth I'm naither babe nor sucklin' this mony a lang, but I'm a muckle eneuch gowk to be ana o' the Lord's innocents, an' hae him perfec' praise oot o' the moo' o' me ! — " She paused a moment, feeling it was time the laird should say something — which immediately he did. " Sayawa', Grizzle," he answered; "I'm hearin' ye. There's nane has a better richt to say her say i' this hoose ; what ither hae ye to say't intil ! " " I hae no richt," retorted Grizzle, almost angrily, "but what ye alloc me, laird; and I wadna wuss the Lord to gie me ony mair. But whan I see ye in tribble — eh, mony's the time I baud my tongue till my hert's that grit it's jist swallin' in blobs an' blawin' like the parritch whan its dune makin', afore tak it frae the fire I for I hae naething to say, an' naither coonsel nor help intil me. But last nicht, whan I leukit na for't, there cam a thoucht intil my heid, an' seein' it was a stranger, I bad it walcome. It micht hae come til a far wysser heid nor mine, but seein' it did come to mine, it wad luik as gien the Lord micht CATCH YER NAIG. 283 hae pitten' t' there — lo the comfort an' consolation o' ane, 'at, gien she be a gowk, is muckle the same as the Lord made her wi' 's ain bliss-it han'. Sae, quo' I, Is' jist submit the thing to the laird. He'll sune discern whether it be frae the Lord or mysel' ! " " Say on, Grizzle," returned the laird, when again she paused. "It sud surprise nane to get a message frae the Lord by the mou' o' ane o' his handmaid- ens." "Weel, it's this, laird. — I hae often been i' the gran' drawin' room, when ye wad be lattiii' the yoong laird, or somebody or anither ye wantit to be special til, see the bonny things ye hae sic a fouth o' i' the caibnets again the wa's ; an' I hae aye h'ard ye say o' ane o' them — yon bonny little horsie, ye ken,'at they say the auld captain, 'at 's no laid yet, gied to yer gran'father — I hae sye h'ard ye say o' that, 'at hoo it «vas solid silver — ' satii to be,' ye wad aye tack to the tail o' 't." " True ! true ! " said the laird, a hopeful gleam beginning to break upon his darkness. "We'll, ye see, laird," Grizzle went on, "I'm no sic a born idiot as think ye wad set the possession o' sic a playock again the yoong laird's edication ; sae ye maun hae some rizzon for no meltin' 't doon- — seein' siller maun aye be worth siller, — an' gowd, gien there be eneuch o' 't. Sae, like the minister, I come to the conclusion — But I hae yer leave, laird, to speyk ? " " Gang on, gang on. Grizzle," said the laird, al- most eagerly. "Weel, laird — I winna sz.y feart, for I never saw 284 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. yer lairdship " — she had got into the way of saying lordship, and now not unfrequently said lairdship ! — " feart afore bull or bully, but I cud weel believe ye wadna willin'ly anger ane 'at the Lord lats gang up and doon upo' the earth, whan he wad be far better intil 't, ristin' in 's grave till the resurrection — only he was never ane o' the sancts ! But anent that, michtna ye jist ca' to min', laird, 'at a gi'en gift 's yer ain, to du wi' what ye like ; an' I wad na heed man, no to say a cratur 'at belangs richtly to nae warl' ava', 'at wad play the bairn, an' want back what he had gi'en. For him, he's a mere deid man 'at winna lie still. Mony a bairn canna sleep, 'cause he's behavet himsel' ill the day afore ! But gi'en, by coortesy like, he hed a word i' the case, he cudna objec' — that is, glen he hae onything o' the gentleman left intil him, which nae doobt may weel be doobtfu' — for wasna he a byous expense wi' his drink an' the gran' oot- landish dishes he bude to hae ! Aften hae I h'ard auld Grannie say as muckle, an' she kens mair aboot that portion o' oor history nor ony ither, for, ye see, I cam raither late intil the faimily mysel'. Sae, as I say, it wad be but fair the auld captain' sud contree- bit something to the needcessities o' the hoose war it his to withhaud, which I mainteen it is not." " Weel rizzont, Grizzie ! " cried the laird. " An' I thank ye mair for yer thoucht nor yer rizzons; the tane \ was in want o', the tither I was na. The thing sail be luikit inlil, an' that the first thing the morn's mornin' ! The bit playock cam never i' my heid ! I maun be growin' auld, Grizzie, no to hae thoucht o' a thing sae plain ! But it's the w'y wi' a' the best CATCH YER NAIG. 285 things ! They're sae guid whan ye get a grip o' them, 'at ye canna un'erstan' hoo ye never thoucht o' them afore." " I'm aul'er nor you, sir ; sae it maun hae been tl e Lord himsel' 'at pat it intil me." '"We'll see the morn, Grizzie. I'm no that sure there's onything mair intil 't nor a mere fule word. For onything I ken, tlie thing may be nae better nor a bit o' braiss. I hae thouclit mony a time it luikit, in places, unco like braiss. But Is' tak it the morn's mornin' to Jeemie Merson. We'll see what he says til 't. Gien-ony body i' these pairts hae ony authority in sic maitters, it's Jeemie. An' I thank ye hertil}-, Grizzie." But Grizzie was not well pleased that her master should so lightly pass the reasoned portion of her utterance ; like many another prophet, she prized more the part of her prophecy that came from herself, than the part that came from the Lord. " Sae plain as he cam an' gaed, laird, I thoucht ye micht hae been considerin' him." The laird replied to her tone rather than her words. "Hoots, Grizzie, wuman ! " he said, "was na ye jist tellin' me no to heed him a hair? An' no ae hair wad I heed him, 'cep' it wad gie ony rist til's puir wan'erin' sowl." "I but thoucht the thing worth a thoucht, laird," said Grizzie, humbly and apologetically ; and with a kind " Guid nicht to ye, laird," turned away, and went up the stairs to her room. The moment she was gone, the laird fell on his knees, and gave God thanks for the word he had re- 286 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. ceived by his messenger — if indeed it pleased him that such Grizzie should prove to be. "O Lord," he said, "with thee the future is as the present, and the past as the future. In the long past it n:iay be thou didst provide this supply for my present need — didst even then prepare the answer to the prayers with which thou knewest I should assail thine ear. Never in all my need have I so much desired money as now for the good of my boy. But if this be but one of my hopes, not one of thy intents, give me the patience of a son, O Father." With these words he rose from his knees, and tak- ing his book, read and enjoyed into the dead of the night. That same night, Cosmo, who, again in his own chamber, was the more troubled with the trouble of his father that he was no longer with him in his room, dreamed a very odd, confused dream, of which he could give himself but little account in the morn- ing — something about horses shod with shoes of gold, which they cast from their heels in a shoe-storm as they ran, and which anybody might have for the picking up. And throughout the dream was diffused an unaccountable flavour of the old villain, the sea- captain, although nowhere did he come into the story. When he came down to breakfast, his father told him, to his delight, that he was going to Muirof War- lock, and would like him to go with him. He ran like a hare up the waterside to let Mr. Simon know, and was back by the time his father was ready. CHAPTER XXI. THE WATCIJMAKER. It was a lovely day. There would be plenty of cold and rough weather yet, but the winter was over and gone, and even to that late region of the north, the time of the singing of birds was come. The air was soft, with streaks of cold in it. The fields lay about all wet, but there was the sun above them, whose business it was to dry them. There were no leaves yet on the few trees and hedges, but prepara- tions had long been made, and the sap was now rising in their many stems, like the mercury in all the ther- mometers. Up also rose the larks, joy fluttering their wings, and quivering their throats. They al- ways know when the time to praise God is come, for il is when they begin to feel happy: more cannot be expected of them. And are they not therein already on the level of most of us Christians who in this mood and that praise God ? And indeed are not the biids and the rest of the creatures Christians in the same way as the vast mass of those that call them- 287 288 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. selves such ? Do they not belong to the creation groaning after a redemption they do not know ? Men and- women groan in misery from not being yet the sons and daughters of God, who regard nothing else as redemption, but the getting of their own way, which the devil only would care to give them. As they went, the laird told Cosmo what was taking him to the village, and the boy walked by his father's side as in a. fairy tale ; for had they not with them a strange thing that might prove the talismanic opener of many doors to treasure-caves ? They went straight to the shop, if shop it could be called, of Jeames Merson, the watchmaker of the village. There all its little ornamental business was done — a silver spoon might be engraved, a new pin put to a brooch, a wedding ring of sterling gold purchased, or a pair of earings of lovely glass, repre- senting ameth3'st or topaz. There a second-hand watch might be had, with choice amongst a score, taken in exchange from ploughmen or craftsmen. Jeames was poor, for there was not much trade in his line, and so was never able to have much of a stock ; but he was an excellent watchmaker — none better in the great city — so at least his town-folk believed, ' and in a village it soon appears whether a watch- maker has got it in him. He was a thin, pale man, with a mixed look of rabbit and ferret, a high narrow forehead, and keen gray eyes. His work-shop and show-room was the kitchen, partly for the sake of his wife's company, partly because there was the largest window the cottage could boast. In this window was hung THE WATCHMAKER. 289 almost his whole stock, and a table before it was covered with his work and tools. He was stooping over it, his lens in his eye, busy with a watch, of which several portions lay beside him protected from the dust by footless wine-glasses, when the laird and Cosmo entered. He put down pinion and lile, pushed back his chair, and rose to receive them. " A fine mornin', Jeames ! " said the laird. " I houp ye're weel, and duin' weel.''' " Muckle the same as usual, laird, an' I thank ye," answered Jeames, with a large smile. " I'm no jist upo' the ro'd to be what they ca' a millionaire, an' I'm no jist upon the perris — something atween the twa, I'm thinkin'." " I doobt there's mair o' 's in like condition, Jeames," responded the laird, " or we wad na be comin' to tax yer skeel at this present." " Use yer freedom, laird ; I'm yer heumble servan'. It wadna be a watch for the yoong laird ? I ken- na— " He stopped, and cast an anxious eye towards the window. " Na, na," interrupted the laird, sorry to have raised even so much of a vain hope in the mind of the man, " I'm as far frae a watch as ye are frae the bank. But I hae here i' my pooch a bit silly playock, 'at 's been i' the hoose this mony a lang ; an' jist this last nicht it was pitten intil my held there micht be some guid intl the chattel, seein' i' the tradition o' the faimily it's aye been hauden for siller. For my ain pairt I hae my doobts ; but gien onybody here aboot can tell the trowth o' 't, yersel' maun be the 2go WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. man ; an' sae I hae brought it, to ken what ye wad say til 't." " I'll du my best to lowse yer doobt, laird," re- turned Jeames. " Lat's hae a luik at the article." The laird took the horse from his pocket, and handed it to him. Jeames regarded it for some time with interest, and examined it with care. " It's a bonny bit o' carved work," he said ; '' — a bairnly kin' o' a thing for shape — mair like a tim- mer horsie ; but whan ye come to the ornamenta- tion o' the same, it 's o' anither character frae the roon' spots o' reid paint — an' sae 's the sma' rubies an' stanes intil 't. This has taen a heap o' time, an' painsfu' labour — a deal mair nor some o' 's wad think it worth, I doobt ! It 's the w'y o' the haithens wi' their graven eemages, but what for a horsie like this, I dinna ken. Hooever, that's naither here nor there : ye didna come to me to speir hoo or what for it was made ; it 's what is 't made o' 's the question. It 's some yallow-like for siller ; an' it 's unco black, which is mair like it' — but that may be wi' dirt. — An' dirt I'm thinkin.' it maun be, barkit intil the gravin'," he went on, taking a tool and running the point of it along one of the fine lines. " Troth ohn testit, I wadna like to say what it was. But it 's an unco weicht! — I doobt' — na, I mair nor doobt it canna be siller." So saying he carried it to his table, put it down, and went to a corner-cupboard. Thence he brought a small stoppered phial. He gave it a little shake, and took out the stopper. It was followed by a dense white fume. With the stopper he toughed the horse THE WATCHMAKER. 291 underneath, and looked closely at the spot. He then replaced the stopper and the bottle, and stood by the cupboard, gazing at nothing for a moment. Then turning to the laird, he said, with a peculiar look and a hesitating expression : " Na, laird, it 's no siller. Aquafortis winna bite upo' 't. I wad mix 't wi' muriatic, an' try that, blit I hae nane handy, an' forby it wad tak time to tell. Ken ye whaur it camfrae ? — Ae thing I'm sure o' — it's no siller ! " " I'm sorry to hear it," rejoined the laird, with a faint smile and a little sigh. — " Well, we're no worse off than we were, Cosmo ! — But poor Grizzle ! she '11 be dreadfully disappointed. — Gie me the bit horsie, Jeames ; we'll e'en tak' him hame again. It 's no his fau't, puir thing, 'at he 's no better nor he was made ! " " Wad ye no tell me whaur the bit thing cam frae, or is supposit to hae come frae, sir.^ H'ard ye it ever said, for enstance, 'at the auld captain they tell o' had broucht it ? " " That's what I hae h'ard said," answered the laird. "Weel, sir," returned Jeames, "gien ye had nae objection, I wad fain mak' oot what the thing z> made o'." " It matters little," said the laird, " seein' we ken what it 's no made o' ; but tak' yer wull o' 't, Jeames." " Sit ye doon than, laird, gien ye hae -naething mair pressin', an' see what I mak' o' 't," said the watch- maker, setting him a chair. 292 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. " Wullin'ly," replied the laird, "• — but I dinna like takin' up yer time." " 0\v, my time 's no sae dooms previous ! I can aye win throu' wi' my work ohn swatten," said Jeames, with a smile in which mingled a half comical sad- ness. " An' it wad set me to waur 't (^puzzle me to spend if) better to my ain min' nor servin' yersel', i' the sma'est, sir." The laird thanked him, and sat down. Cosmo placed himself on a stool beside him. "I hae naething upo' han' the da}'," Jeames Merson went on, " but a watch o' Jeames Grade's, up at the Know — ane o' yer ain fowk, laird. He tells me it was your gran'father, sir, gied it til his gran'father. It 's a queer auld-fashiont kin' o' a thing — some complicat ; an' whiles it 's 'maist ower muckle for me. Ye see auld age is aboot the warst disease horses an' watches can be ta'en wi' : there's sae little left to come an' gang upo' ! " While the homely assayer thus spoke, he was making his preparations. " What for no men as weel 's horses an' watches ? " suggested the laird. " I wadna meddle wi' men. I le,a' them to the doctors an' the ministers," replied Jeames, with another wide, silent laugh. By this time he had got a pair of scales carefully adjusted, a small tin vessel in one of them, and bal- ancing weights in the other. Then he went to the rack over the dresser, and mildly lamenting his wife's absence and his own inability to lay his hand on the precise vessels he wanted, brought thence a dish and THE WATCHMAKER. 293 a basin. The dish he placed on the table with the basin in it and filled the latter with water to the very brim. He then took the horse, placed it gently in the basin, which was large enough to receive it en- tirely, and set basin and horse aside. Taking then the dish into which the water had overflowed, he poured its contents into the tin vessel in the one scale, and added weights to the opposite until they balanced each other, upon which he made a note with a piece of chalk on the table. Next, he removed everything from the scales, took the horse, wiped it in his apron, and weighed it carefully. That done, he sat down, and leaning back in his chair, seemed to his visitors to be making a calculation, only the conjecture did not quite fit the strange, inscrutable expression of his countenance. The laird began to think he must be one of those who delight to plaster knowledge with mystery. " Weel, laird," said Jeames at length, "the weicht o' what ye hae laid upo' me, maks me doobtfu' whaur nae doobt sud be. But I'm b'un' to say, ootside the risk o' some mistak, o' the gr'un's o' which I can ken naething, for else I wadna hae made it, 'at this bit horsie o' yours, by a' 'at my knowledge or skeel, which is naither o' them muckle, can tell me — this bit horsie — an' gien it binna as I say, I cannof see what for it sudna be sae — only, ye see, laird, whan we think we ken a'thing, there's a heap ahint oor a' tiling \ an' feow ken better, at least feow hae a richt to ken better, nor I du mysel', what a puir cratur is man, an hoo liable to mak mistaks, e'en whan he's duin' his best to be i' the richt ; an for 294 WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK. oucht 'at I ken, there may hae been grit discoveries made, ohn ever come to my hearin', 'at upsets a'thing I ever was gien to tak, an' baud by for true ; an' yet I daurna witlihaud the conclusion I'm driven til, for maybe whiles the hert o' man may gang the wrang gait by bein' ower wise in its ain conceit o' expeckin' ower little, jist as weel's in expeckin' ower muckle, an' sae I'm b'un' to tell ye, laird, 'at yer expectations frae this knot o'metal, — for metal we maun alloo it to be, whatever else it be or bena — yer expectations, I say, are a'thegither wrang, for it's no more siller nor my wife's kitchie-poker." "Weel, man!" said the laird, with a laugh that had in it just a touch of scorn, "gien the thing be sae plain, what gars ye gang that gait aboot the buss to say't? Du ye tak me and Cosmo here for bairns 'at wad fa' a greetin' gien ye tellt them their ba-lamb wasna a leevin' ane — naething but a fussock o' cotton-'oo', rowed roon' a bit stick? We're naither o' 's complimentit. — Come, Cosmo. — I'm nane the less obleeged to ye, Jeames," he added as he rose, " though I cud \Aeel wuss yer opingon had been sic as wad hae pitten 't 'i my pooer to ofifer ye a fee for 't." "The less said aboot that the better, laird!'" re- plied Jeames with imperturbability, and his large, silent smile ; " the trowth's the trowth, whether it's paid for or no. But afore ye gang it's but fair to tell ye — only I wadna like to be hauden ower stricldy accoontable for the opingon, seein' its no my profes- sion, as they ca' 't, but I hae dune my best, an gien 1 be i' the wrang, I naither hae nor had ony ill design intir 't. — " THE WATCHMAKER, 295 " Bless my soul ! " cried the laird, widi more impa- tience than Cosmo had ever seen him show, " is the man mad, or does he take me for a fool ? " " There's some things, laird," resumed Jeames, " that hae to be approcht oontil, wi' circumspection an' a proaper regaird to the impression they inay mak. Noo, disclaimin' ony desire to luik like an ill-bred scoon'rel, whilk I wad raither luik to onybody nor to yersel', laird, I ventur to jaloose 'at maybe the maitter o' a feow poun's micht be o' some consequence to ye-" " Ilka fule i' the country kens that 'at kens Glen- warlock," interrupted the laird, and turned hastily. " Come, Cosmo." Cosmo went to open the door, troubled to see his father annoyed with the unintelligibility of the man. " Weel, gien ye widl gang," said Jeames, " I maun jist'tak my life i' my han', an'- — ■" " Hoot, man ! tak yer tongue i' yer teeth ; it'll be mair to the purpose," cried the laird laughing, for he had got over his ill humour already. " My life i' my han', quo' he! — Man, I haena carriet a dirk this mony a day ! I laid it aff wi' the kilt." " Weel, it micht be the better 'at ye hadna, gien ye binna gaein hame afore nicht, for I saw some cairds o' the ro'd the day. — Ance mair, gien ye wad but hearken til ane 'at confesses he oucht to ken, even sud he be i' the wrang, I tell ye that horsie is not siller — na, nor naething like it." "Plague take the man! — what is it, then?" cried the laird. " What for didna ye speir that at me afore ? " re- 296 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. joined Jeames. " It wad hae gien me leeberty to tell ye — to the best o' my abeelity that is. Whan I'm no cocksure — an' its ower muckle a thing to be cocksure aboot — ■ I wadna volunteer onything. I wadna say naething till I was adjured like an evil speerit." '•Weel," quoth the laird, entering now into the humour of the thing, " herewith I adjure thee, thou contrairy and inarticulate speerit, that thou tell me whereof and of what substance this same toy-horse is composed, manufactured, or made up." "Toy here, toy there! " returned Jeames; "sae far as ony cawpabeelity o' mine, or ony puir skeel I hae, will alloo o' testimony — though min' ye, laird, I winna tak the consequences o' bein' i' the wrang — though I wad raither tak them, an' ower again, nor be i' the wrang, — " The laird turned and went out, followed by Cosmo. He began to think the man must have lost his reason. But when the watchmaker saw them walking steadily along the street in the direction of home, he darted out of the door and ran after them. "Gien ye wad gang, laird," he said, in an injured tone, " ye mecht hae jist latten me en' the sentence I had begun ! " " There's nae en' to ony o' yer sentences, man ! " said the laird ; " that's the only thing i' them 'at was forgotten, 'cep' it was the sense." "Weel, guid day to ye laird!" returned Jeames. "Only," he added, drawing a step nearer, and speak- ing in a subdued confidential voice, " dinna lat yer harsie rin awa' upo' the ro'd hame, for I sweir til ye, THE WATCHMAKER. 297 gien there be only trowth i' the laws o' natur, he's no siller, nor onything like it — " " Hoots ! " said the laird, and turning away, walked off with great strides. " But," the watchmaker continued, almost running to keep up with him, and speaking in a low, harsh, hurried voice, as if thrusting the words into his ears, " naither mair nor less nor solid gowd' — ^puregowd, no a grain o' alloy ! " That said, he turned, went back at the same speed, shot himself into his cottage, and closed the door. The father and son stopped, and looked at each other for a moment. Then the laird walked slowly on. After a minute or two, Cosmo glanced up in his face, but his father did not return the glance, and the boy saw that he was talking to another. By and by he heard him murmur to himself, " The gifts of God are without repentance." Not a word passed between them as they went home, though all the time it seemed to both father and son that they were holding closest converse. The moment they reached the castle, the laird went to his room — to the closet where his few books lay, and got out a volume of an old cyclopcedia, where he read all he could find about gold. Thence descending to the kitchen, he rummaged out a rusty old pair of scales, and with their help arrived at the conclusion that the horse weighed about three pounds avoirdu- pois : it might be worth about a hundred and fifty pounds. Ready money, this was a treasure in the eyes of one whose hand had seldom indeed closed upon more than ten pounds at once. Here was large 298 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. provision for the four years of his boy's college life ! Nor was the margin it would leave for his creditors by any means too small for consideration ! It is true the golden horse, hoofs, and skin, and hair of jewels, could do but little towards the carting away of the barrow of debt that crushed Glenwarlock ; but not the less was it a heavenly messenger of good will to the laird. There are who are so pitiful over the poor man, that, finding they cannot lift him beyond the reach of the providence which intends there shall always be the poor on the earth, will do for him noth- ing at all. " Where is the use ? " they say. They treat their money like their children, and would not send it into a sad house. If they had themselves no joys but their permanent ones, where would the hearts of them be ? Can such have a notion of the relief, the glad rebound of the heart of the poor man, the in- burst of light, the re-creation of the world, when help, however temporary, reaches him ? A man like the laird of Glenwarlock, capable of a large outlook, one that reaches beyond the wide-spread skirts of his poverty, sees in it an arc of the mighty rainbow that circles the world, a well in the desert he is cross- ing to the pastures of red kine and woolly sheep. It is to him a foretaste of the final deliverance. While the rich giver is saying, " Poor fellow, he will be just as bad next month again ! " the poor fellow is breath- ing the airs of paradise, reaping more joy of life in half a day than his benefactor in half a year, for help is a quick seed and of rapid growth, and bourgeons in a moment into the infinite aeons. Everything in THE WATCHMAKER. 299 this world is but temporary : wliy should temporary help be undervalued ? Would you not pull out a drowning bather because he will bathe again to-mor- row ? The only question is — does it help ? Jonah might grumble at the withering of his gourd, but if it had not grown at all, would he ever have preached to Nineveh ? It set the laird on a Pisgah-rock, whence he gazed into the promised land. The rich, so far as money-needs are concerned, live under a cloudless sky of summer — dreary rather and shallow, it seems to me, however lovely its blue light; when for the poor man a breach is made through a vaporous firmament, he sees deeper into the blue because of the framing clouds — sees up to worlds invisible in the broad glare. I know not how the born-rich, still less those who have given them- selves with success to the making of money, can learn that God is the all in all of men, for this world's needs as well as for the eternal needs. I know they may learn it, for the Lord has said that God can even teach the rich, and I have known of them who seemed to know it as well as any poor man ; but speaking generally, the rich have not the same opportunity of knowing God — nor the same conscious need of him — that the poor man has. And when, after a few years, all, so far as things to have and to hold are concerned, are alike poor, and all, as far as any need of them is concerned, are alike rich, the advantage will all be on the side of such as, neither having nor needing, do not desire them. In the meantime, the rich man who, without pitying his friend that he is not rich also, cheerfully helps him over a stone where 300 WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK he cannot carry him up the hill of his difficulty, re- joicing to do for him what God allows, is like God himself, the great lover of his children, who gives a man infinitely, though he will not take from him his suffering until strength is perfected in his weak- ness. The laird called Cosmo, and they went out to- gether for a walk in the fields, where they might commune in quiet. There they talked over the cal- culation the laird had made of the probable worth of the horse ; and the father, unlike most prudent men, did not think it necessary to warn his son against too sure an expectation, and so prepare him for the con- sequence of a possible mistake ; he did not imagine that disappointment, like the small-pox, requires the vaccination of apprehension — that a man, lest he should be more miserable afterwards, must make himself miserable now. In matters of hope as well as fear, he judged the morrow must look after itself ; believed the God who to-day is alive in to-morrow, looks after our affairs there where we cannot be. I am far from sure that the best preparation for a disappointment is not the hope that precedes it. Friends, let us hold by our hopes. All colours are shreds of the rainbow. There is a rainbow of the cataract, of the paddle-wheel, of the falling wave : none of them is the rainbow, yet they are all of it ; and if they vanish, so does the first, the arch-rain- bow, the bow set in the cloud, while that which set it there, and will set it again, vanishes never. All things here pass ; yet say not they are but hopes. It THE WATCHMAKER. 30 I is because they are not the thuig hoped for that they are precious — the very opals of the soul. By our hopes are we saved. Tliere is many a thing we could do better without than the hope of it, for our hopes ever point beyond the thing hoped for. The bow is the damask flower on the woven tear-drops of the world ; hope is the shimmer on the dingy warp of trouble shot with the golden woof of God's intent. Nothing almost sees miracles but misery. Cosmo never forgot that walk in the fields with his father. When the money was long gone after the melted horse, that hour spent chiefly amongst the great horse-gmvans that adorned the thin soil of one of the few fields yet in some poor sense their own, re- mained with him — to be his for ever — a portion of the inheritance of the meek. The joy had brought their hearts yet closer to each other, for one of the lovelinesses of true love is that it may and must always be more. In a gravelly hollow, around which rose hillocks, heaped by far off tides in times afar, they knelt together on the thin grass, among the ox-eyes, and gave God thanks for the golden horse on which Cosmo was to ride to the temple of knowl- edge. After, they sat a long time talking over the strange thing. All these years had the lump of gold been lying in the house, ready for their great need ! For what was lands, or family, or ancient name, to the learning 'that opens doors, the hand-maiden of the understanding, which is the servant of wisdom, who reads in the heart of him who made the heaven and the earth and the sea and the fountains of water and 302 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. the conscience of man ! Then they began to imagine together how the thing had come to pass. It could hardly be that the old captain did not know what a thing he gave ! Doubtless he had intended sometime, perhaps in the knowledge of approaching death, to say something concerning it, and in -the meantime, prob- ably, with cunning for its better safety, had treated it as a thing of value, but of value comparatively slight ! How had it come into existence, they next asked each other. Either it had belonged to some wealthy prince, they concluded, or the old captain had got it made for himself, as a convenient shape ir which to carry with him, if not ready money, yei available wealth. Cosmo suggested that possibly, for better concealment, it had been silvered ; ancj the laird afterwards learned from the jeweller to whom he sold it, that such was indeed the case. I may mention also that its worth exceeded the laird's calculation, chiefly because of the tiny jewels with which it was studded. Cosmo repeated to his father the rime he had learned from dreaming Grannie, and told him how he heard it that time he lay a night in her house, and what Grannie herself said about it, and now the laird smiled, and now he looked grave ; but neither of them saw how to connect the rime with the horse of gold. For one thing, great as was the wealth it brought them, the old captain could hardly have ex- pected it to embolden any one to the degree of arro- gance specified. What man would call the king his brother on the strength of a hundred and fifty pounds ? THE WATCHMAKER. 303 When Grizzie learned the result of her advice, she said "Praise be thankit!" and turned away. The next moment Cosmo heard her murmuring to herself, " Whan the coo loups ower the mune, The reid gowd rains intil men's shune.'' CHAPTER XXII. THE LUMINOUS NIGHT. yhat night Cosmo could not sleep. It was a warm summer night, though not yet summer — a soft dewy night, full of genial magic and growth — as if some fire-bergs of summer had drifted away out into the spring, and got melted up in it. He dressed himself, and went out. It was cool, deliciously cool, and damp, but with no shiver. The stars were bright- eyed as if they had been weeping, and were so joy- ously consoled that they forgot to wipe away their tears. They were bright but not clear — large and shimmering, as if reflected from some invisible sea, not immediately present to his eyes. The gulfs in which they floated were black blue with profundity. There was no moon, but the night was yet so far from dark, that it seemed conscious throughout of some distant light that illumined it without shine. And his heart felt like the night, as if it held a deeper life than he could ever know. He wandered on till he came to the field where he liad so lately been with 304 THE LUMINOUS NIGHT. 305 his father. He was not thinking ; any effort would break the world-mirror in which he moved ! For the moment he would be but a human plant, gathering comfort from the soft coolness and the dew, when the sun had ceased his demands. The coolness and the dew sank into him, and made his soul long for the thing that waits the asking. He came to the spot where his father and he had prayed together, and there kneeling lifted up his face to the stars. Oh mighty, only church ! whose roof is a vaulted infini- tude ! whose lights come burning from the heart of the Maker! church of all churches — where the Son of Man prayed! In the narrow temple of Herod he taught the people, and from it drove the dishonest traders ; but here, under the starry roof, was his house of prayer! church where not a mark is to be seen of human hand ! church that is all church, and nothing but church, built without hands, despised and desecra- ted through unbelief ! church of God's building ! thou alone in thy grandeur art fitting type of a yet greater, a yet holier church, whose stars are the burning eyes of unutterable, self-forgetting love, whose wor- ship is a ceaseless ministration of self-forgetting deeds — the one real ideal church, the body of the living Christ, built of the hearts and souls of men and women out of every nation and every creed, through all time and over all the world, redeemed alike from Judaism, paganism, and all the false Chris- tianities that darken and dishonor the true. Cosmo, I say, knelt, and looked up. Then will awoke, and he lifted up his heart, sending aloft his soul on every holy sail it could spread, on all the 3o6 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. wings it could put forth, as if, through the visible, he would force his way to the invisible. Softly through the blue night came a gentle call : " Cosmo." He started, not with fear, looked round, but saw no one. " Cosmo ! " came the call again. The sky was shining with the stars, and that other light that might be its own ; other than the stars and the sky he saw nothing. He looked all round his narrow horizon, the edge of the hollow between him and the sky, where the heaven and the earth met among the stars and the grass, and the stars shim- mered like glow-worms among the thin stalks : noth- ing was there ; its edge was unbroken by other shape than grass, daisies, ox-eyes, and stars. A soft dreamy wind came over the edge, and breathed once on his cheek. The voice came again — " Cosmo ! " It seemed to come from far away, so soft and gentle was it, and yet it seemed near. " It has called me three times ! " said Cosmo, and rose to his feet. There was the head of Simon Peter, as some called him, rising like a dark sun over the top of the hollow ! In the faint light Cosmo knew him at once, gave a cry of pleasure, and ran to meet him. " You called so softly," said Cosmo, " I did not know your voice." "And you are disappointed !_ You thought it was a voice from some region beyond this world ! I am sorry. I called softly, because I wanted to let )ou A VAULTED INFINITUDE. 307 THE LUMINOUS NIGHT. 3°9 know I was coming, and was afraid of startling you." " I confess," replied Cosmo, " a little hope was beginning to flutter, that perhaps I was called from somewhere in the unseen — like Samuel, you know ; but I was too glad to see you to be much disap- pointed. I do so.metimes wonder though, that, if there is such a world beyond as we sometime talk about, there should be so little communication be- tween it and us. When I am out in the still time of this world, and there is nothing to interfere, — when I am not even thinking, so as to close my doors, why should never anything come ? Never in my life have I had one whisper from that world." " You are saying a great deal more than you can pes sibly know, Cosmo," answered Mr. Simon. " You hav had no communication recognized by you as such, i grant. And I, who am so much older than you, musf say the same. If there be any special fitness in tht night, in its absorbing dimness, and isolating silence, for such communication — and who can well doubt it ? — I have put myself in the heart of it a thous- and times, when, longing after an open vision, I should have counted but the glimpse of a ghostly garment the mightiest boon, but never therefrom has the shadow of a feather fallen upon me. Yet here I am, hoping no less, and believing no less ! The air around me may be full of ghosts — I do not know ; I delight to think they may somehow be with us, foi all they are so unseen ; but so long as I am abU to believe and hope in the one great ghost, the Holy Ghost that fills all, it would trouble me little to learn Jhat betwixt me and the visible centre was nothing 3IO WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK. but what the senses of men may take account of. If there be a God, he is all in all, and filleth all things, and all is well. What matter where the region of the dead may be ? Nowhere but here are they called the dead. When, of all paths, that to God is alone always open, and alone can lead the wayfarer to the end of his journey, why should I stop to peer through the fence either side of that path ? If he does not care to reveal, is it well I should make haste to know ? I shall know one day, why should I be eager to know now ? " " But why might not something show itself once — just for once, if only to give one a start in the right direction ? " said Cosmo. " I will tell you one reason," returned Mr. Simon, ' — the same why everything is as it is, and neither this nor that other way — namely, that it is best for us it should be as it is. But I think I can see a little way into it. Suppose you saw something strange — a sign or a wonder — one of two things, it seems to me likely, would follow : — you would either doubt it the moment it had vanished, or it would grow to you as one of the common things of your daily life — which are indeed in themselves equally wonderful. Evidently, if visions would make us sure, God does not care about the kind of sureness they can give, or for our being made sure in that way. A thing that gained in one way, might be of less than no value to us, gained in another, might, as a vital part of the process, be invaluable. God will have us sure of a thing by knowing the heart whence it comes ; that is the only worthy assurance. To know, THE LUMINOUS NIGHT. 31 I he will have us go in at the great door of obedient faith ; and if anybody thinks he has found a back- stair, he will find it land him at a doorless wall. It is the assurance that comes of inmost beholding of himself, of seeing what he is, that God cares to produce in us. Nor would he have us think we know him before we do, for thereby thousands walk in a vain show. At the same time I am free to imagine if I imagine holily — that is, as his child. And I imagine space full of life invisible ; imagine that the young man needed but the opening of his eyes to see the horses and chariots of fire around his master, an inner circle to the horses and chariots that encompassed the city to take him. As I came now through the fields, I lost myself for a time in the feeling that I was walking in the midst of lovely people I have known, some in person, some by their books. Perhaps they were with me — are with me — are speaking to me now. For if all our thoughts, from whatever source, whether immediately from God, or through ourselves, seem to enter the chamber of our consciousness by the same door, why may it not be so with some that come to us from other beings ? Why may not the dead speak to me, and I be unable to distinguish their words from my thoughts ? The moment a thought is given me, my own thought .Tishes to mingle with it, and I can no more part ,hem. Some stray hints from the world beyond may ningle even with the folly and stupidity of my ireams." " But if you cannot distinguish, where is the iood ? " Cosmo ventured to ask. 312 WARLOCK O' GLEN WARLOCK. " Nowhere for deductive certainty. Nor, if the things themselves are not worth remembering, or worthy of influencing us, is there any good in enquir ing concerning them ? Shall I mind a thing that in not worth minding, because it came to me in a dream or was told me by a ghost ? It is the quality of s. thing, not how it arrived, that is the point. But true things are often mingled with things grotesque. For aught 1 know, at one and the same time, a spirit may be taking advantage of the door set ajar by sleep, to whisper a message of love or repentance, and the troubled brain or heart or stomach may be sending forth fumes that cloud the vision, and cause evil echoes to mingle with the hearing. When you look at any bright thing for a time, and then ^ lose your eyes, you still see the shape of it, but in different colours. This figure has come to you from the out- side world, but the brain has altered it. Even the shape itself is reproduced with but partial accuracy; some imperfection in the recipient sense, or in the re> ceptacle, sends imperfection into the presentation. In a way something similar may our contact with the dwellers beyond fare in our dreams. My unknown mother may be talking to me in my sleep, and up rises some responsive but stupid dream-cloud of my own, and mingles with and ruins the descended grace. But it is well to remind you again that the things around us are just as full of marvel as those into which you are so anxious to look. Our people in the other world, although they have proved these earthly things before, probably now feel them strange, and full of a marvel the things about them have lost THE LUMINOUS NIGHT. 313 All is well. The only thing worth a man's care is the will of God, and that will is the same whether in this world or in the next. That will has made this world ours, not the next ; for nothing can be ours until God has given it to us. Curiosity is but the contemptible human shadow of the holy thing wonder. No, my son, let us make the best we can of this life, that we may become able to make the best of the next also." " And how make the best of this ?•" asked Cosmo. " Simply by falling in with God's design in the making of you. That design must be worked out — cannot be worked out without you. You must walk in the front of things with the will of God — not be dragged in the sweep of his garment that makes the storm- behind him ! To walk with God is to go hand in. hknd with him, like a boy with his father. Then, as to-^the other world, or any world, as to the past sorrow, the vanished joy, the coming fear, all is well ; for the design of the making, the loving, the pitiful, the beautiful God, is marching on towards divine completion, that is, a never ending one. Yea, if it please my sire that his infinite be awful to me, yet will I face it, for it is his. 'Let your prayer, my son, be like this : ' O Maker of me, go on making me, and let me help thee. Come, O Father ! here I am ; let us go on. I know that my words are those of a child, but it is thy child who prays to thee. It is thy dark I walk in ; it is thy hand I hold.' " The words of his teacher sank into the heart of Cosmo, for his spirit was already in the lofty condition of capacity for receiving ivisdom direct from another. 314 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. It is a lofty condition, and they who scorn it but shov they have not reached it — nor are likely to reach i( soon. Such as will not be taught through eye or ear, must be taught through the skin, and that is generall}' a long as well as a painful process. All Cosmo's superiority came of his having faith in those who were higher than he. True, he had not yet been tried; but the trials of a pure, honest, teachable youth, must, however severe, be very different from those of one unteachable. The former are foi growth, the latter for change. CHAPTER XXIII. AT COLLEGE. The summer and autumn had yet to pass before he left home for the university of tlie north. He spent them in steady work with Mr. Simon. But the steadier liis work, and the greater his enjoyment of it, the dearer was his liberty, and the keener his delight in the world around him. He worked so well that he could afford to dream too ; and his excursions and his imaginings alike took wide and wider sweeps ; while for both, ever in the near or far distance, lay the harbour, the nest of his home. It drew him even when it lay behind him, and he returned to it as the goal he had set out to seek. It was as if, in every excursion or flight, he had but sought to find his home afresh, to approach it by a new path. But — the wind-fall ? — nay, the God-send of the golden horse, gave him such a feeling of wealth and freedom, that he now began to dream in a fresh direction, namely, of things he. would do if he were rich ; and as he was of a con- structive disposition, his fancies in this direction 315 3l6 WARLOCK O' GLEN WARLOCK. turned chiefly on the enlarging and beautifying of the castle — but always with the impossibility understood of destroying a feature of its ancient dignity and his- toric worth. A portion of the early summer he spent in enlarg- ing the garden on the south side or back of the house. One portion of the ground there seemed to him to have been neglected — the part which lay between the block in which was the kitchen, and that in which was the drawing-room. These stood at right angles to each other, their gables making two sides of a square. But he found the rock so near the surface, that he could not utilize much of it. This set him planning how the space might be used for building In the angle, the rock came above ground entirely, and had been made the foundation of a wall connect- ing the two corners, to defend the court — a thick strong wall of huge stones, that seemed as solid as the rock. He grew fond of the spot, almost forsak- ing for it his formerly favoured stone, and in the pauses of his gardening would sit with his back against this wall, dreaming of the days to come. Here also he would bring his book, and read or write for hours, sometimes drawing plans of the changes and additions he would make, of the passages and galleries that might be contrived to connect the va- rious portions of the hou;^, and of the restoration of old defences. The whole thing was about as vision- ary as his dream of Tree-top-city, but it exercised his constructive faculty, and exercise is growth, and growth in any direction, if the heart be true, is growth in all directions. AT COLLEGE. 31; The days glided by. The fervid Summer slid away round the shoulder of the world, and made room for her dignified matron sister ; my lady Autumn swept her frayed and discoloured train out of the great hall- door of the world, and old brother Winter, who so assiduously waits upon the house, and cleans its in- nermost recesses, was creeping around it, biding his time, but eager to get to his work. The day drew near when Cosmo must leave the house of his fathers, the walls that framed almost all his fancies, the home where it was his unchanging dream to spend his life, until he went to his mother in heaven. I will not follow his intellectual development. The real education of the youth is enough for my narra- tive. His mind was too much filled with high hopes and lofty judgments, to be tempted like a common nature in the new circumstances in which he found himself. There are not a few who, believing of others as they are themselves, and teaching as they practise, repre- sent the youth of the nation as necessarily vile ; but let not the pure thence imagine there is no one pure but himself. There is life in our nation yet, and a future for her yet, none the less that the weak and cowardly and self-indulgent neither enter into the kingdom of God, nor work any salvation in the earth. Cosmo left the university a^least as clean as he went to it. '*■:, He had few companions. Those whom he liked best could not give him much. They looked up to him far more than he knew, for they had a vague suspicion that he was a genius ; but they ministered 3l8 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. almost only to his heart. The unworthy amongst his fellow-students scorned him with looks askance, and called him Baby Warlock — for on more than one of them he had literally turned his back when his conversation displeased him. None of them however cared to pick a quarrel with him. The devil finds it easier to persuade fools that there is dignity in the knowledge of evil, and that ignorance of it is contemptible, than to give them courage. Truly, if ignorance is the foundation of any man's goodness, it is not worth the wind that upsets it, but in its mere self, ignorance of evil is a negative good. It is those who do not love good that require to be handed over to evil. The grinders did not care about Cosmo, for neither was he of their sort. Now and then, however, one of them would be mildly startled by a request from him for assistance in some pas- sage, which, because he did not go in for what they counted scholarship, they could hardly believe him interested. Cosmo regarded everything from amidst associations of which they had none. In his instinc- tive reach after life, he assimilated all food that came in his way. His growing life was his sole im- pulsive after knowledge. And already he saw a glimmer here and there in regions of mathematics from which had never fallen a ray into the corner of an eye of those grinding men. That was because he read books of poetry and philosophy of which they had never heard. For the rest, he passed his exami- nations creditably, and indeed, in more than one cjase, with unexpected as unsought distinction. I •vmust mention, however, that he did all liis set work AT COLLEGE. 319 first, and thoroughly, before giving himself what he hungered after. Of society in the city he had no knowledge. Amongst the tradespeople he made one or two ac- quaintances. His father had been so much pleased with the jeweller to whom he parted with the golden horse, that he requested Cosmo to call upon him as soon as he was settled. Cosmo found him a dignified old gentleman — none the less of a gentleman, and all the more of a man, that he had in his youth worked with his own hands. He took a liking to Cosmo, and, much pleased with his ready interest in what- ever he told him, for Cosmo was never tired of lis- tening to anyone who talked of what he kriew, made him acquainted with many things belonging to his trade, and communicated many of his experiences. Indifferent to the opinion of any to whom he had not first learned to look up, nobody ever listened better than Cosmo to any story of human life, however humble. Everybody seemed to him of his own fam- ily. The greater was the revulsion of his feeling when he came upon anything false in character or low in behaviour. He was then severe, even to utter breach. In^capable of excusing himself, he was inca- pable also of excusing others. But though gentleness towards the faults of others is an indispensable fruit of life, it is perhaps well it should be a comparatively late one : there is danger of foreign excuse reacting on home conduct. Excuse ought to be rooted in profoundest obedience, and outgoing love. To say anything is too small to matter, is of the devil ; to say 320 WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK. anything is too great to forgive, is not of God. He who would soonest die to divide evil and his fellows, will be the readiest to make for them all honest ex- cuse. Cosmo liked best to hear Mr. Burns talk about precious stones. There he was great, for he had a passion for them, and Cosmo was more than ready to be infected with it. By the hour together would he discourse of them ; now on the different and compar- ative merits of individual stones which had at one time and another passed through his hands, and on the way they were cut, or ought to ha^-e been cut ; now on the conditions of size, shape, and water, as indicat- ing the special best way of cutting them ; now on the various settings, as bringing out the qualities of dif- ferent kinds and differing stones. One day he came upon the subject of the weather in relation to stones : on such a sort of day you ought to buy this or that kind of stone ; on such another you must avoid buying this or that kind, and seek rather to sell. Up to this moment, and the mention of this last point, Cosmo had believed Mr. Burns an immaculate tradesman, but here the human gem was turned at that angle to the light which revealed the flaw in it. There are tradesmen not a few, irreproachable in re- gard to money, who are not so in regard to the quality of their wares in relation to the price : they take and do not give the advantage of their superior knowledge ; and well can I imagine how such a one will laugh at the idea that he ought not : to him every customer is more or less of a pigeon. AT COLLEGE. 32 i " If I could but buy plenty of such sapphires," said Mr. Burns, " on a foggy afternoon like this, when the. air is as yellow as a cairngorm, and sell them the first summer-like day of spring, I should make a fortune in a very few years." " But you wouldn't do it, Mr. Burns ? " Cosmo ven- tured to suggest, in some foreboding anxiety, caused by the tone in which the naan had spoken : he would fain have an express repudiation of the advantage thus to be obtained. " Why not ? " rejoined Mr. Burns, lifting his keen gray eyes, with some wonder in them, and looking Cosmo straight in the face. His mind also was crossed by a painful doubt : was the young man a mere innocent ? was he " no a' there ? " " Because it is not honest;" replied Cosmo. " Not honest ! " exclaimed the jeweller, in a tone loud with anger, and deep with a sense of injury — whether at the idea that he should be capable of a dishonest thing, or at the possibility of having, for honesty's sake, to yield a money-making principle, I do not know ; " I present the thing as it is, and leave my customer to judge according to his knowledge. Is mine to be worth nothing to me ? There is no decep- tion in the affair. A jeweller's business is not like a horse-dealer's. The stone is as God made it, and the day is as God made it, only my knowledge enables me to use both to better purpose than my neighbour can." " Then a man's knowledge is for himself alone — for his own behoof exclusively — not for the common advantage of himself and his neighbour ? " said Cosmo, 32 2 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. " Mine is so far for my neiglrbour, tliat I never offer _him a stone that is not all I say it is. He gets the advantage of his knowledge, let us say, in selling me wine, which he understands to fit my taste with ; and I get the advantage of my knowledge in selling him the ring that pleases him. Both are satisfied. Neither asks the other what he paid for this or that. But why make any bones about it ; the first acknowledged principle in business is, to buy in the cheapest market and sell in the dearest." "Where does the love of your neighbour come in then ? " " That has nothing to do with business ; it belongs to the relations of social life. No command must be interpreted so as to make it impossible to obey it. Business would come to a stand-still — no man could make a fortune that way." " You think then that what we are sent here for is to make a fortune ? " " Most people do. I don't know about sent for. That's what, I fancy, I find myself behind this coun- ter for. Anyhow the world would hardly go on upon any other supposition." " Then the world bad better stop. It wasn't worth making," said Cosmo. " Young man," rejoined Mr. Burns, " if you are going to speak blasphemy, it shall not be on my premises." Bewildered and unhappy, Cosmo turned away, left the shop, and for years never entered it again. Mr. Burns had been scrupulous to half a grain in giving Mr. Warlock the full value of his gold and of AT COLLEGE. - 323 his Stones. Nor was this because of the liking he had taken to the old gentleman. There are not a few who will be carefully honest, to a greater or less compass, with persons they like, but leave those they do not like to protect themselves. But Mr. Burns' was not of their sort. His interest in the laird, and his wounded liking for Cosmo, did, however, cause him to take some real concern in the moral condition of the latter; while, at the same time, he was willing enough to think evil of him who had denounced as dishonest one of his main principles in the conduct of affairs. It but added venom to the sting of Cosmo's words that although the jeweller was scarcely yet con- scious of the fact, he was more unwilling to regard as wrong the mode he had defended, than capable of justi- fying it to himself. That same evening he wrote to the laird that he feared his son must have taken to keep- ing bad company, for he had that day spoken in his shop in a manner most irreverent and indeed wicked — so as he would never, he was certain, have dared to speak in his father's hearing. But college was a ter- rible place for ruining the good principles learned at home. He hoped Mr. Warlock would excuse the in- terest he took in his son's welfare. Nothing was more sad than to see the seed of the righteous turning from the path of righteousness — and so on. The laird made reply that he was obliged to Mr. Burns for his communication and the interest he took in his boy, but could only believe there had been some mistake, for it was impossible his boy should have been guilty of anything to which his father would apply the epithets used by Mr. Burns. And so little 324 WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK. did the thing trouble the laird, that he never troubled Cosmo with a word on the matter — only, when he came, home asked him what it meant. But in after days Cosmo repented of having so completely dropped the old gentleman's acquaint- ance ; he was under obligation to him ; and if a man will have to do only with the perfect, he must needs cut himself first, and go out of the world. He had learned a good deal from him, but nothing of art : his settings were good, but of the commonest ideas. In the kingdom of heaven tradesmen will be teachers, but on earth it is their business to make fortunes ! But a stone, its colour, light, quality, he enjoyed like a poet. Many with a child's delight in pure colours, have no feeling for the melodies of their arrangement, or the harmo- nies of their mingling. So are there some capable of delight in a single musical tone, who have but little reception for melody or complicate harmony. Whether a condition analogical might not be found in the moral world, and contribute to the explanation of such as Mr. Burns, I may not now enquire. The very rainbow was lovelier to Cosmo after learning some of the secrets of precious stones. Their study served also his metaphysico-poetic nature, by rousing questions of Ihe relations between beauty fixed and beauty evanescent ; between the beauty of stones and the beauty of flowers ; between the beau- ties of art, and the beauties of sunsets and faces. He saw that where life entered, it brought greater beauty, with evanescence and reproduction, — an endless fountain flow and fall. Many were the strange, glad- some, hopeful, corrective thoughts born in him of the AT COLLEGE. 325 gems in Mr. Burns's shop, and he owed the reform much to the man whose friendship he had cast from him. For every question is a door-handle. Cosmo lived as simply as at home — in some re- spects more hardly, costing a sum for his mainte- nance incredibly small. Some may hint that the education was on a par with the expense ; and, if education consists in the amount and accuracy of facts learned, and the worth of money in that poor country be taken into the account, the hint might be allowed to pass. But if education is the supply of material to a growing manhood, the education there provided was all a man needed who was man enough to aid his own growth ; and for those who have not already reached that point, it is matter of infinite inconsequence what they or their parents find or miss. But I am writing of a period long gone by. In his second .year, willing to ease his father how- ever little, he sought engagements in teaching; and was soon so far successful that he had two hours every day occupied — one with a private pupil, and the other in a public school. The master of that school used afterwards to say that the laird of Glen- warlock had in him the elements of a real teacher. But indeed Cosmo had more teaching power than the master knew, for not in vain had he been the pupil of Peter Simon — whose perfection stood in this, that he not only taught, but taught to teach. Life is prop- agation. The perfect thing, from the Spirit of God downwards sends itself orwizxd, not its work only, but its life. And in the reaction Cosmo soon found that, for making a man accurate, there is nothing like bar 326 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. ing to impart what he possesses. He learned more by tiyhig to teach what he thought he knew, than by trying to learn what he was sure he did not know. In his third year it was yet more necessary he should gain what money he could. For the laird found that his neighbour, Lord Lick-my-loof, had been straining every means in his power to get his liabilities all into his own hands, and had in great part succeeded. The discovery sent a pang to the heart of the laird, for he could hardly doubt his lord- ship's desire was to foreclose every mortgage, and com- pel him to yield the last remnant of the possessions of his ancestors. He had refused him James Grade's cottage, and he would have his castle ! But the day was not yet come ; and as no one knew what was best for his boy, no one could foretell what would come to pass, or say what deliverance might not be in store for them ! The clouds must break somehow, and then there was the sun ! So, as a hundred times before, he gathered heart, and went on, doing his best, and trusting his hardest. The summers at home between the sessions, were times of paradise to Cosmo. Now first he seemed to himself to begin to understand the simple greatness of his father, and appreciate the teaching of Mr. Simon. He seemed to descry the outlines of the bases on which they stood so far above him. And now the question came up, what was Cosmo to do after he had taken his degree. It was impossible he should remain at home. There was nothing for him to do there, except the work of a farm labourer. AT COLLEGE. 327 That he would have undertaken gladly, had the property been secure, for the sake of being with his father ; but the only chance of relieving the land was to take up some profession. The only one he had a leaning to was that of chemistry. This science was at the time beginning to receive so much attention in view of agricultural and manufacturing purposes, that it promised a sure source of income to the man who was borne well in front upon its rising tide. But alas, to this hope, money was yet required ! A large sum must yet be spent on education in that. direction, before his knowledge would be of money-value, fit for offer in the scientific market! He must go to Ger- many to Liebig, or to Edinburgh to Gregory ! There .was no money, and the plan was not, at least for the present, to be entertained. There was nothing left but go on teaching. CHAPTER XXIV. A TUTORSHIP. It cannot but be an unpleasant change for a youth, to pass from a house and lands where he is son — ah, how much better than master! and take a subordi- nate position in another; but the discipline is invalu- able. To meet what but for dignity would be humil- iation, to do one's work in spite of misunderstanding, and accept one's position thoroughly, intrenching it with recognized duty, is no easy matter. As to how Cosmo stood this ordeal of honesty, I will only say that he never gave up trying to do better. His great delight and consolation were hh father's letters, which he treasured as if they had been a lover's, as indeed they were in a much deeper and truer sense than most love-letters. The two wrote regularly, and shared their best and deepest with each other. The letters also of Mr. Simon did much to uplift him, and enable him to endure and strive- Nobody knows what the relation of father and son may yet come to. Those who accept the Christian 328 A TUTORSHIP. 329 revelation are bound to recognize that there must be in it depths infinite, ages off being fathomed yet. For is it not a reproduction in small of the loftiest mystery in human ken — that of the infinite Father and infinite Son ? If man be made in the image of God, then is the human fatherhood and sonship the image of the eternal relation between God and Jesus. One happy thing was that he had a good deal of time to himself. He set his face against being with the children beyond school hours, telling their parents it would be impossible for him otherwise to do his work with that freshness which was as desirable for them as for him. The situation his friends of the university had suc- ceeded in finding for him, was in the south of Scot- land, almost on the bqrders. His employers were neither pleasant nor interesting — but more from stu- pidity than anything worse. Had they had some knowledge of Cosmo's history, they would have taken pains to be agreeable to him, for, having themselves nothing else, they made much of birth and family. But Cosmo had no desire to come nearer where it was impossible to be near, and was content with what they accorded him as a poor student and careful teacher. They lived in the quietest way; for the heir of the house, by a former marriage, was a bad subject, and kept them drained of more than the superfluous money about the place. Cosmo remained with them two years, and during that time did not go home, for so there was the more money to send ; but as he entered his third year, he 33° WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK. began to feel life growing heavy upon him, and longed unspeakably after his father. One day, the last of the first quarter, Mr. Baird sent a message, desiring his presence, and with some hesitation and difficulty informed him that, because of certain circumstances over which unhappily he had no control, he was compelled to dispense with his services. He regretted the necessity much, he said, for the children were doing well with him. He would always be glad to hear from him, and know that he was getting on. A little indignant, for his father's sake more than his own, Cosmo remarked that it was customary, he believed, to give a tutor a quarter's notice, which brought the reply, that nothing would please Mr. Baird better than that he should remain another qiiarter — if it was any convenience to him ; but he had had great misffertunes within the last month, and had no choice but beg him to excuse some delay in the payment of his quarter's salary now due. In these circumstances he had thought it the kindest thing to let him look out for another situ- ation. Hearing tjiis, Cosmo was sorry, and said what he could to make the trouble, so far as he was concerned, weigh lightly. He did not know that what he had fairly earned went to save a rascal from the punish- ment he deserved ^ — 'the best thing man could give him. Mr. Baird judged it more for the honour of his family to come between the wicked and his deserts than to pay the workman his wages. Of that money Cosmo never received a farthing. The worst of it to to him was, that he had almost come to the bottom A TUTORSHIP. 333 of his purse — had not nearly enough to take him home. He went to his room in no small perplexity. He could not, would not trouble his father. There are not a few sons, I think, who would be more consid- erate, were they trusted like Cosmo from the first, and allowed to know thoroughly the circumstances of their parents. The sooner mutual confidence is initi- ated the better. A servant knocked at the door, and, true to the day, came the expected letter from his father — this time enclosing one from Lady Joan. The Warlocks and she had never had sight of each otlier since the dreary day she left them, but they had never lost hearing of each other. Lady Joan re- tained a lively remembrance of her visit, and to both father and son the occasional letter from her was a rare pleasure. Some impression of the dignity and end of life had been left with Joan from their influ- ences, old man as^ was the one, and child as was the other ; and to the imagination of Cosmo she was still the type of all beauty — such as his boyish eyes had seen her, and his boyish heart received her. But from her letters seemed to issue to the inner ear of the laird a tone of oppression for which they gave him no means of accounting ; while she said so little concerning her outward circumstances, hardly ever even alluding to her brother, that he could not but fear things did not go well with her at home. The one he had now sent was even sad, and had so touched his heart, that in his own he suggested the idea of Cosmo's paying her a visit in his coming hol- idays. It might comfort her a little, he said, to see 334 WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK. one who cared so much, though he could do so little for her. Cosmo jumped up, and paced about the room. What better could he do than go at once ! He had not known what to do next, and here was direction ! He was much more likely to find a situation in England than in Scotland ! And for his travelling expenses, he knew well how to make a little go a great way ! He wrote therefore to his father telling him what had occurred, and saying he would go at once. The moment he had dispatched his letter, he set about his preparations. Like a bird the door of whose cage had been opened, he could hardly endure his captivity one instant longer. To write and wait a reply from Joan was simply impossible. He must start the very next morning. Alas, he had no wings either real or symbolic, and must foot it ! It would take him days to reach Yorkshire, on the northern border of which she lived, but the idea o.f such a journey, with such a goal before him, not to mention absolute release from books and boys, was entrancing. To set out free, to walk on and on for days, not knowing what next would appear at any turn of the road — it was like reading a story that came to life as you read it ! And then in the last chapter of it to arrive at the loveliest lady in the world, the same whose form and face mingled with his every day-dream — it was a chain of gold with a sapphire at the end of it — a flowery path to the gate of heaven ! That night he took his leave of the family, to start early in the morning. The father and mother were A TUTORSHIP. 335 plainly sorry ; the children looked grave, and one of them cried. He wrote to Mr. Baird once after, but had no answer — nor ever heard anything of them but that they had to part with everything, and retire into poverty. It was a lovely spring morning when with his stick and his knapsack he set out, his heart as light as that of the sky-lark that seemed for a long way to ac- company him. It was one after another of them that took up the song of his heart and made it audible to his ears. Better convoy in such mood no man could desire. He walked twenty miles that day for a be- ginning, and slept in a little village, whose cocks that woke him in the morning seemed all to have throats of silver, and hearts of golden light. He in- creased his distance walked every day, and felt as if he could go on so for years. But before he reached his destination, what people call a misfortune befell him. I do not myself believe there is any misfortune ; what men call such is merely the shadow-side of a good. He had one day passed through a lovely country, and in the evening found himself upon a dreary moorland. As night overtook him, it came on to rain, and grew very cold. He resolved therefore to seek shelter at the first house he came to ; and just ere it was quite dark, arrived at some not very in- viting abodes on the brow of the descent from the moor, the first of which was an inn. The landlady received him, and made him as comfortable as she could, but as he did not find his quarters to his taste, he rose even earlier than he had intended, and 336 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. started in a pouring rain. He had paid his bill the night before, intending to break his fast at the first shop where he could buy a loaf. The clouds were sweeping along in great gray masses, with yellow lights between, and every now and then they would let the sun look out for a moment, and the valley would send up the loveliest smile from sweetest grass or growing corn, all wet with the rain that made it strong for the sun. He saw a river, and bridges, and houses, and in the distance the ugly chimneys of a manufacturing town. Still it rained and still the sun would shine out. He had grown \'ery hungry before at length he reached a tin)- ham- let, and in it a cottage with a window that dispkyed loaves. He went in, took the largest he saw, and was on the point of tearing a great piece out of it, when he thought it would be but polite to pay for it first, and put his hand in his pocket. It was well he did so, for in his pocket was no purse ! Either it had been stolen at the inn, or he had lost it on the way. He put down the loaf. "I am very sorry," he said, "but I find I have lost my purse." The woman looked him in the face with keen en- quiring eyes ; then apparently satisfied with her scrutiny, smiled, and said, " Ne'er trouble yoursel', sir. Yo can pey mo as coom back. Aw hope you 'n lost noan so mich ? " " Not much, but all I had," answered Cosmo. " I ajn much obliged to yoiu but I'm not likely ever to be this way again, sn I can't accept \our kindness. I am sorry to have troubled you, but after all I A TUTORSHIP. 339 have the worst of it," he added, smiling, " for I am very hungry." As he spoke, he turned away, and had laid his hand on the latch of the door, when the woman spoke again. '• Tak th' loaf," she said ; " it'll be aw the same in less than a hunder year." She spoke crossly, almost angrily. Cosmo seemed to himself to understand her entirely. Had she looked well-to-do, he would have taken the loaf, promising to send the money ; but he could not bring himself to trouble the thoughts of a poor woman, possibly with a large family, to whom the price of such a loaf must be of no small consequence. He thanked her again, but shook his head. The woman looked more angry than before : having constrained herself to give, it was hard to be re- fused. " Yo micht tak what's offered yo ! " she said. Cosmo stood thinking : was there any way out of the difficulty ? Almost mechanically he began searching his pockets : he had very few things either in his pockets or anywhere else. All his fingers en- countered was a penknife too old and worn to repre- sent any value, a stump of cedar-pencil, and an ancient family-seal his father had given him when he left home. This last he took out, glanced at it, felt that only the duty of saving his life could make him part with it, put it back, turned once more, said " Good morning," and left the shop. He had not gone many steps when, he heard the shop-bell ring; the woman came running after him. 340 WAR[,0_K O CLENWARL'ICK. Her eyes were full of tears. What fountain had been opened, I cannot tell; perhaps only that of sympa- thy with the hungry youth. "Tak th' loaf," she said again, but in a very differ- ent voice this time, and held it out to him. " Dunnot be vexed with a poor woman. Sometimes hoo dunnot knaw wheer to get the bread for her own." " Tiiat's why I wculdn't take it," rejoined Cosmo. " If I liad thought you were well off, I would not hare hesitated." "Oh! aw'm noan so pinched at present,'' she an- swered with a smile. "Tak th' loaf, an' welcome, an' pey mo when yo' can." Cosmo put down lier name and address in his pocket-book, and as he took the loaf, kissed the toil- worn hand that gave it him. She uttered a little cry of remonstrance, threw her apron over her head, and went back to the house, sobbing. The tide rose in Cosmo's heart too, but he left the hamlet eating almost ravenously. Another might have asked himself where dinner was to come from, and spared a portion ; but that was not Cosmo's way. He would have given half his loaf to any hungry man he met, but he would not save the half of it in view of a possible need that might never come. Every minute is a to-morrow to the minute that goes before it, and is bound to it by the same duty-roots that make every moment one with eternity; but there is no more occasion to bind minute to minute with the knot-grass of anxiety, tlian to ruin both to-day and the grand future with the cares of a poor imaginary to- morrow. To-day's duty is the only true provision for A TUTORSHIP. 341 to-morrow ; and those who are careful about the mor- row are but the more likely to bring its troubles upon them by the neglect of duty which care brings. Some say that care for the morrow is what distinguishes the man from the beast ; certainly it is one of the many things tliat distinguish the slave of Nature from tlie child of God. Cosmo ate his loaf with as hearty a relish as ever Grizzle's porridge, and that is saying- as much for his appetite, if not necessarily for the bread, as words can. He had swallowed it almost before he knew, and felt at first as if he could eat another, but after a drink of water from a well by tlie road-side, found that he had had enough, and strode on his way, as strong and able as if he had had coffee and eggs and a cutlet, and a dozen things besides. He was passing the outskirts of the large manufac- turing town he had seen in the distance, leaving it on one hand, when he- became again aware of the ap- proach of hunger. One of the distinguishing features of Cosmo's character, was a sort of childlike boldness towards his fellow-men ; and coming presently to a villa with a smooth-shaven lawn, and seeing a man leaning over the gate that opened from the road, he went up to him and said, " Do you happen to have anything you want done about the place, sir ? I want my dinner and have no money." The man, one with whom the world seemed to .'lave.gone to his wish, looked him all over. "A fell.-Av like you ought to be ashamed to beg," he said. 342 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. " That is precisely what I was not doing," returned Cosmo, " — except as everybody more or less must be a beggar. It is one thing to beg for work, and another to beg for food. I didn't ask you to make a job for me ; I asked if there was any work about the place you wanted done. Good morning, sir." He turned, and the second time that day was stopped as he went. " I say ! — if you can be as sharp with your work as you are with your tongue, I don't care if I give you a job. Look here : my coachman left me in a huff this morning, and it was time too, as I find now he is gone. The stable is in a shocking mess : if you clean it out, and set things to rights — but I don't believe you can — I will give you your dinner." " Very well, sir," returned Cosmo. " I give you warning I'm very hungry ; only on the other hand, I don't care what I have to eat." " Look here," said the man : " your hands look a precious siglit more like loafing than work ! I don't believe your work will be worth your dinner." "Then don't give me any," rejoined Cosmo, laugh- ing. " If the proof of the pudding be in the eating, the proof of the stable must be in the cleaning. Let me see the place." Much pondering what a fellow scouring the country with a decent coat and no money could be, the dweller in the villa led the way to his stable. In a mess that stable certainly was. "The new man is coming this evening," said the man, " and I would rather he didn't see things in A TUTORSHIP. 343 such a state. He might think anything good enough after this ! The rascal took to drink — and that, young man," he added in a monitory tone, " is the end of all things." " I'll soon set the place to rights," said Cosmo. " Let's see — where shall I find a graip.' " " A. grape .' what the deuce do you want with grapes in a stable ? " " I forgot where I was, sir," answered Cosmo, laughing. " I am a Scotchman, and so I call things by old-fashioned names. That is what we call a three or four-pronged fork in my country. The word comes from the same root as the German gr'eifen, and our own grip, and gripe, and grope, and grab — and grub too ! " he added, " which in the present case is significant." " Oh, you are a scholar — are you ? Then you are either a Scotch gardener on the tramp after a situa- tion, or a young gentleman who has made a bad use of his privileges ! " " Do you found that conclusion on my having no money, or on my readiness to do the first honest piece of work that comes to my hand ? " asked Cosmo, who having lighted on a tool to serve his purpose, was already at work. " — But never mind ! here goes for a clean stable and a good dinner." " How do you know your dinner will be good ? " " Because I am so ready for it." " If you're so sharp set, I don't mind letting you have a snack before you go further," said his employer. " No, thamk you, sir," replied Cosmo ; " I am too 344 WARLOCK O GLEN WARLOCK. self-indulgent to enjoy my food before I have finished my \\ork." " Not a bad way of being self-indulgent, that ! " said the man. " — But what puzzles me is, that a young fellow with such good principles should be going about the country like — " "Like a tinker — would you say, sir — or like Abraham of old when he had no abiding city ? " " You seem to know your Bible too ! — Come now, there must be some reason for your being adrift like this ! " " Of course there is, sir ; and if I were sure you would believe me, I would tell you enough to make you understand it." " A cautious Scotchman ! " " Yes. Whatever I told you, you would doubt ; therefore I tell you nothing." "You have been doing something wrong!" said the man. " You are rude," returned Cosmo quietly, without stopping his work. — " But," he resumed, " were you never in any difficulty? Have you always had your pockets full when you were doing right ? It is not just to suspect a man because he is poor. The best men have rarely been rich." Receiving no repl)', Cosmo raised his head. The man was gone. " Somebody has been teUing him about me ! " he said to himself, and went. For the stable Cosmo was then cleaning out, the horses that lived in it, and the house to which it belonged, were the proceeds of a late judicious failure. A TUTORSHIP. 345 He finished his job, set everything right as far as he could, and going to the kitchen door, requested the master might be invited to inspect his work. But the master only sent orders to the cook to give tlie young man his dinner, and let him go about his busi- ness. Cosmo ate none the less heartily, for it was his own; and cook and maid were more po"'te than their master. He thanked them and went his way, and in the strength of that food walked many miles into the night — for now he set no goal before him but the last. It was a clear, moonless, starry night, cold after the rain, but the easier to walk in. The wind now and then breathed a single breath and ceased ; but that breath was piercing. He buttoned his coat, and trudged on. The hours went and went. He could not be far from Cairncarque, and hoped by break of day to be, if not within sight of it, at least within accurate hearing of it. Midnight was not long past when a pale old moon came up, and looked drearily at him. For some time he had been as if walking in a dream ; and now the moon mingled with the dream right strangely. Scarce was she above the hill when an odd-shaped cloud came upon her ; and Cosmo's sleep-bewildered eyes saw in the cloud the body and legs of James Grade's cow, straddling across the poor, withered heel-rind of the moon. Then another cloud, high among the stars, began to drop large drops of rain upon his head. "That's the reid gowd rainin'," he said to himself. He was gradually sinking under 346 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. the power of invading sleep. Every now and then he would come to himself for the briefest instant, and say he must seek some shelter. The next moment he was asleep again. He had often won- dered that horses could get over the road and sleep: here he was doing it himself and not wondering ut all ! The wind rose, and blew sharp stings, of rain in his face, which woke him up a little. He looked about him. Had he been going through a town, who would have taken him in at that time of the mid- night-morning ? and here he was in a long lane without sign of turning ! To him it had neither beginning nor end, like a lane in a dream. It might be a lane in a dream ! He could remember feeling overwhelmed with sleep in a dream ! Still he did not think he was dreaming: for one thing, he had never been so un- comfortable in a dream ! The lane at last opened on a triangular piece of sward, looking like a village green. In the middle of it stood a great old tree, with a bench round it. He dropped on the bench and was asleep in a mo- ment. The wind blew, and the rain fell. Cold and discom- fort ruled his dim consciousness, but he slept like one of the dead. When the sun rose, it found him at full length on the bare-worn earth at the foot of the tree. But, shining full upon him, it did not for a long time break his sleep. When at last it yielded and he came to himself, it was to the consciousness of a body that was a burden, of a tabernacle that ached as if all its cords were strained, yet all its stakes loosened. With nightmare difficulty he compelled his limbs to raise "HE DROPPED ON THE BENCH." A TUTORSHIP. 349 him, and then was so ill able to govern them, that he staggered like a drunken man, and again and again all but dropped. Such a night's-rest after such a day's-weariness had all but mastered him. Seeing a pond in the green, he made for it, and having washed his face, felt a little revived. On the other side of the green, he saw a little shop, in the unshuttered window of which was bread. Mechani- cally he put his hand in his pocket. To his surprise, he found there sixpence : the maid that waited on him at dinner had dropped it in. Rejoiced by the gift, he tried to run, to get some warmth into his limbs, but had no great success. The moment the shop was opened, he spent his sixpence, and learned that he was but about three miles off the end of his journey. He set out again therefore with good courage ; but alas ! the moment he tried to eat, mouth and throat and all refused their office. He had no recollection of any illness, but this was so unlike his usual self, that he could not help some apprehension. As he walked he got a little better, however, and trudged manfully on. By and by he was able to eat a bit of bread, and felt better still. But as he recovered, he became aware that with fa- tigue and dirt his appearance must be disreputable in the extreme. How was he to approach Lady Joan in such a plight ? If she recognized him at once, he would but be the more ashamed ! What could she take him for but a ne'er-do-weel, whose character had given way the moment he left the guardianship of home, and who now came to sponge upon her ! And if he should be ill ! He would 35° WARLOCK O GLENWARLnCK. rather lie down and die on the roadside than present himself dirty and ill at Cairncarque ! — rather go to the workhouse, than encounter even the momentary- danger of such a misunderstanding ! These reflec- tions were hardly worthy of the faith he had hitherto shown, but he was not yet perfect, and unproved ill- ness had clouded his judgment. Coming to a watering-place for horses on the road- side, he sat down by it, and opening his bag, was about to make what little of a toilet was possible to him — was thinking whether he might venture, as it seemed such a lonely road, to change his shirt, when round a near corner came a lady, walking slowly, and reading as she came. It was she ! And there he stood without coat or waistcoat ! To speak to her thus would be to alarm her ! He turned his back, and began to wash in the pool, nor once dared look round. He heard her slowly pass, fancied he heard her stop one step, felt her presence from head to foot, and washed the harder. When he thought she was far enough off, he put on the garments he had re- moved, and hastened away, drying himself as he went. At the turn of the road, all at once rose the towers of Cairncarque. There was a castle indeed ! — something to call a castle ! — with its huge square tower at every corner, and its still huger two towers in the middle of its front, its moat, and the causeway where once had been its drawbridge ! — Yes ! there were the spikes of the portcullis, sticki'ng down from the top of the gateway, like the long upper teeth of a giant or ogre ! That was a real castle — such as he had read of in books, such as he had seen in pictures ! A TUTORSHIP. 351 Castle Warlock would go bodily into half a quarter of it — would be swallowed up like a mouthful, and never seen again ! Castle Warlock was twice as old — that was something ! but why had not Lady Joan told him hundreds of stories about Cairncarque, in- stead of letting him gabble on about their little place ? But she could not love her castle as he did his, for she had no such father in it ! That must be what made the difference ! That was why she did not care to talk about it ! Was he actually going to see her again ? and would she be to him the same as before ? For him, the years between had vanished ; the entrancing shadows of years far away folded him round, and he was no more a man, but the boy who had climbed the wintry hills with her, and run down them again over the snow hand in hand with her. But as he drew nigh the great pile, which grew as he approached it, his heart sank within him. His head began to ache : a strange diffidence seized him ; he could not go up to the door. He would not mind, he said to himself, if Joan would be there the mo- ment the door opened. But would any servant in England admit a fellow like him to the presence of a grand lady ? How could he walk up to the great door in the guise of one who had all night had his lodging on the cold ground ! He would reconnoitre a little, find some quiet way of approaching the house, perhaps discover some shelter where he might rectify what was worst in his personal appearance ! He turned away therefore from the" front of the cas- tle, and following the road that skirted the dilapi- dated remnants of fortification, passed several farm- 352 WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK like sheds, and arrived at a door in a brick wall, apparently that of a garden — ancient, and green and gray with lichens. Looking through it with the eyes of his imagination, he saw on the other side the loveliest picture of warmth, order, care, and ancient peace, — regions stately with yews and cedars, fruit- trees and fountains, clean-swept walks and shady alleys. The red wall, mottled and clouded with its lichens, and ruffed with many a thready weed, looked like the reverse of some bit of gorgeous brocade, on the sunny side of which must hang blossoming peaches and pears, nectarines and apricots and apples, on net-like trees, that spread out great obedient arms and multitudinous twigs against it, holding on by it, and drinking in the hot sunshine it gathered behind them. Ah, what it would be to have such a garden at Glenwarlock I He turned to the door, with difficulty opened it, and the vision vanished. Not a few visions vanish when one takes them for fact, and not for the vision of fact that has to be wrought out with the energy of a God-born life. HE TURNED TO THE DOOK, CHAPTER XXV. THE GARDENER. There was a garden indeed, but a garden whose ragged, ugly, degraded desolation looked as if the devil had taken to gardening in it. Rather than a grief, it was a pain and disgust to see. Fruit-trees there were on the wall, but run wild with endless shoots, which stuck like a hog's mane over the top of it, and out in every direction from the face of it with a look of impertinent daring. All the fasten- ings were broken away, and only the old branches, from habit, kept their places against it. Everything all about seemed striving back to a dear disorder and salvage liberty. The walks were covered with weeds, and almost impassable with unpruned branches, while here lay a heap of rubbish, there a smashed flower-pot, here a crushed water-pot, there a broken dinner-plate. Following a path that led away from the wall, he came upon a fountain without any water, in a cracked basin dry as a lizard-haunted wall, a sundial without a gnomon, leaning wearily away from 3SS 356 WARLOCK O' GLEN WARLOCK. the sun, a marble statue without a nose, and streaked about with green : like an army of desolation in single file, they revealed to Cosmo the age-long neglect of the place. Next appeared a wing built out from the back of the inner court of the castle — in a dilapi- dated, almost dangerous condition. Then he came to a great hedge of yew, very lofty, but very thin, like a fence of old wire that had caught cartloads of withered rubbish in its meshes. Here he heard the sound of a spade, and by the accompanying sounds judged the implement was handled by an old man. He peeped through the hedge, and caught sight of him. Old he was — bent with years, but tough, wiry, and sound, and it seemed to Cosmo that the sighs and groans, or rather grunts, which he uttered, were more of impatience and discontent than oppression or weakness. As he stood regarding him for a moment, anxious to discover with what sort of man he had to deal, he began to mutter. Presently he ceased dig- ging, drew himself up as straight as he could, and, leaning on his spade, went on, as if addressing his congregation of cabbages over the book-board of a pulpit. And now his muttering took, to the ears of Cosmo, an indistinct shape like this : " Wha cares for an auld man like me ? I kenna what for there sud be auld men made ! The banes o' me micht melt i' the inside o' me, an' never a sowl alive du mair for me nor berry me to get rid o' the stink ! No 'at I'm that dooms auld i' mysel' them 'at wad hae my place wad hae me ! " Here was a chance for him, Cosmo thought ; for at least here was a fellow-countryman. He went THE GARDENER. 357 along the hedge therefore until he found a place where he could get through, and approached the man, who had by this time resumed his work, though after a listless fashion, turning over spadeful after spadeful, as if neither he nor the cabbages cared much, and all would be in good time if done by the. end of the world. As he came nearer, Cosmo read peevishness and ill-temper in every line of his coun- tryman's countenance, yet he approached him with confidence, for Scotchmen out of their own coun- try are of good report for hospitality to each other. " Hoo's a' wi' ye ? " he cried, sending his mother- tongue as a pursuivant in advance. "Wha's speirin? an' what richt hae ye to speir?" returned the old man in an angry voice, and lifting himself quickly, though with an aching sigh, looked at him vsfith hard blue eyes. " A countryman o' yer ain," answered Cosmo. " Mony ane's that 'at 's naething the better nor the walcomer. Gie an accoont o' yersel', or the doags '11 be lowsed upo' ye here in a jiffey. Haith, this is no the place for lan'loupers ! " " Hae ye been lang aboot the place ? " asked Cosmo. " Langer nor ye're like to be, I'm thinkin', gien ye keep na the ceeviler tongue i' yer heid, my man — Whaur come ye frae ? " The old man had dropt his spade ; Cosmo took it up, and began to dig. " Lay doon that spaud," cried its owner, and would have taken it from him, but Cosmo delayed rendi- tion. 3§8 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. " Hoot, man ! " he said, " I wad but lat ye see I'm nae lan'louper, an' can weel han'le a spaud. Stan' ye by a bit, an' rist yer banes, till I caw throuw a trifle o' yer wark." " An' what du ye expec' to come o' that ? Ye're efter something, as sure's the deevil at the back yelt though ye're nae freely sae sure to win at it." " What I expec,' it wad be ill to say ; but what 1 dinna expec' is to be traitit like a vaggabon. Come, I'll gie ye a guid boor's wark for a place to wash my- sel', an' put on a clean sark." " Hae ye the sark ? " " I hae 't here i' my bag." " An' what du ye want to put on a clean sark for ? What'll ye du whan ye hae 't on ? " " Gie ye anither boor's wark for the heel o' a loaf an' a drink o' watter." " Ye'll be wantin' to be taen on, I s' wad (wager) ye a worm ! " "Gien ye cud gie me a day's wark, or maybe twa, — " began Cosmo, thinking how much rather he would fall in with Lady Joan about the garden than go up to the house. " I weel thoucht there sud be mair intil't nor ap. peart ! Ye wad fain hae the auld man's shune, an' mak sur o' them afore he kickit them frae him ! Ay ! It's jist like the likes o' ye ! Mine's a place the like o' you's keen set efter ! Ye think it's a' ait an' play ! Gang awa' wi' ye, an' latna me see the face o' ye again, or I s' ca' to them 'at '11 tak accoont o' ye." " Hoot, man ! " returned Cosmo, and went on turn- ing the ground over, " ye're unco hard upon a neebor ! " THE GARDENER. 359 ft " Neebor ! ye're no neebor o' mine! Gang awa' wi' ye, I tell ye ! " "Did naebody never gie' yoic a helpin' han', 'at ye're sae dooms hard upo' ane 'at needs ane ? " " Gien onybody ever did, it wasna you." " But dinna ye think ye're a kin' o' b'un' to du the like again ? " " Ay, to him 'at did it — but I tell ye ye're no the man ; sae gang aboot yer business." " Someday ye may want somebody ance mair to du ye a guid turn ! " " I hae dune a heap to gie me a claim on consider- ation. I hae grown auld upo' the place. What hae ye dune, my man ? " " I wadna hae muckle chance o' duin' onything gien a' body was like you. But did ye never heai tell o' ane 'at said : ' Ye wad du naething for nane o' mine, sae ye refeesed mysel' ' ? " " Deed, an'- I wull refeese yersel'," returned the old man. "Sic a chield for jaw an' cheek — saw I never nane — as the auld sang says ! Whaur on this earth cam ye frae ? " As he spoke, he gave Cosmo a round punch on the shoulder next him that made him look from his work, and then began eying him up and down in the most supercilious manner. He was a small, with- ered, bowed man, with a thin wizened face, crowned by a much worn fur cap. His mouth had been so long drawn down at each corner as by weights of discontent, that it formed nearly a half-circle. His eyebrows were lifted as far as they would go above his red-lidded blue eyes, and there was a succession 360 WARLOCK O' GLKNWARLOCK. « = of ripply wrinkles over each of them, which met in the middle of his forehead, so that he was all over arches. Under his cap stuck out enormous ears, much too large for his face. Huge veiny hands hung trembling by his sides, but they trembled more from anger than from age. " I tellt ye a'ready," answered Cosmo ; " I come frae the auld country." "Deil tak the auld country! What care I for the auld country ! It's a braid place, an' langer nor it's braid, an' there's mony ane intil't an' oot on't 'at's no warth the parritch his mither pat intil 'ira. Eh, the fowth o' fushionless beggars I hae seen come to me like yersel' ! — Ow ay! it was aye wark they wad hae ! — an' cudna du mair nor a flee amo' triacle ! — What coonty are ye frae, wi' the lang legs an' the lang back-bane o' ye ? " Cosmo told him. The hands of the old man rose from his sides, and made right angles of his elbows. " Weel," he said slowly, "that's no an ill coonty to come frae. I may say that, for I belang til't my- sel'. But what pairt o' 't ran ye frae whan ye cam awa' ? " " I ran frae nae pairt, but I cam frae hame i' the north pairt o' that same," answered Cosmo, and bent again to his work. The man came a step nearer, and Cosmo, without looking up, was aware he was regarding him intently. " Ay ! ay ! " he said at last, in a tone of reflection mingled with dawning interest, " I ance kent a terri- ble rascal cam frae owerby that gait : what ca' they the perris ye're frae ? " THE GARDENER. 361 Cosmo told him. " Lord bless me ! " cried the old man, and came close up to him. — "But na ! " he resumed, and stepped a pace back, " somebody's been tallin ye ! " Cosmo gave him no answer. He stood a moment expecting one, then broke out in a rage. "What for mak ye nae answer whan a body speirs ye a queston ? That wasna mainners whan I was a bairn. Lord ! ye micht as weel be ceevil ! Isna it easy eneuch to lee ? " " I would answer no man who was not prepared to believe me," said Cosmo quietly. The dignity of his English had far more effect on the man than the friendliness Of their mother-tongue. "Maybe ye wadna objec' to mak mention by name o' the toon nearest to ye whan ye was at hame.'" said the old man, and from his altered manner and tone Cosmo felt he might reply. " It was ca'd Muir o' Warlock,'' he answered. " Lord, man ! come into the hoose. Ye maun be sair in need o' something to put intil ye ! A' the gait frae Muir o' Warlock ! A toonsman o' my ain ! Scot- Ian' 's a muckle place — but Muir o' Warlock! Guid guide 's ! Come in, man ; come in ! " So saying he took the spade from Cosmo's hands, threw it down with a contemptuous cast, and led the way towards the house. The old man had a heart after all ! Strange the power of that comparatively poor thing, local asso- ciation, to bring to light the eternal love at the root of the being ! Wonderful sign also of the presence of God wherever a child may open eyes ! This man's 362 WARLOCK 0' GLENWARLOCK. heart was not yet big enough to love a Scotsman, but it was big enough to love a Muir-o'-Warlock-man ; and was not that a precious beginning ? — a begin- ning as good as any ? It matters nothing where or how one begins, if only one does begin ! There are many, doubtless, who have not yet got farther in love than their own family ; but there are others who have learned that for the true heart there is neither Frenchman nor Englishman, neither Jew nor Greek, neither white nor black — only the sons and daugh- ters of God, only the brothers and sisters of the one elder brother. There may be some who have learned to love all the people of their own planet, but have not yet learned to look with patience upon those of Saturn or Mercury ; while others there must be, who, wherever there is a creature of God's mak- ing, love each in its capacity for love — from the arch-angel before God's throne, to the creeping thing he may be compelled to destroy — from the man of this earth to the man of some system of worlds which no human telescope has yet brought within the ken of heaven-poring sage. And to that it must come with every one of us, for not until then are we true men, true women — the children, that is, of him in whose image we are made. Cosmo followed very willingly, longing for water and a clothes-brush rather than for food. The cold and damp, fatigue and exposure of ^he night were telling upon him more than he knew, and all the time he was at work, he had been craijiped by hitherto unknown pains in his limbs. The gardener brought him to the half-ruinous wing THE GARDENER. 363 already mentioned, to a small kitchen, opening under a great sloping buttress, and presented him to his wife, an English woman, some ten years younger than himself. She received him with a dignified retraction of the feelers, but the moment she understood his needs, ministered to them, and had some breakfast ready for him by the time he had made his toilet. He sat down by her little fire, and drank some tea, but felt shivery, and could not eat. In dread lest, if he- yielded a moment to the invading sickness, it should at once overpower him, he made haste to get out again into the sun, and rejoined the old man, who had gone back to his cabbage-ground. There he pulled off his coat, and once more seized the spade, for work seemed the only way of meet- ing his enemy hand to hand. But the moment he began, he was too hot, and the moment he took breath he was ready to shiver. As long as he could stand, however, he would not give in. " How many years have you been gardener here? " he asked, forcing himself to talk. "Five an' forty year, an' I'm nearhan' tired o' 't." " The present lord is a young man, is he not ? " "Ay; he canna be muckle ayont five an' thirty." " What sort of a man is he ? " "Weel, it's hard to say. He's ane o' them 'at nae- body says weel o', an' naebody's begud to say ill o'— yet." '■There can't be much amiss with him then, surely ! " " Weel, I wadna gang freely sae far as say that. 364 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. You 'at's a man o' sense, maun weel un'erstan', gien it was only frae yer cariitchis (catechism), 'at there's baith sins o' o-mission, an' sins o' co-mission. Noo, what sins o' co-mission may lie at my lord's door, I dinna ken, an' feow can ken, an' we're no to jeedge ; but for the o-mission, ye hae but to see hoo he neglects that bonny sister o' his, to be far eneuch frae thinkin' a sant o' Im." Silence followed. Cosmo would go no farther in that direction : it would be fair neither to Lady Joan nor the gardener, who spoke as to one who knew nothing of the family. "Noo the father," resumed his new friend," — puir man, he's deid an' damned this mony a day ! — an' eh, but he was an ill ane ! — but as to Leddy Joan, he wad hardly bide her oot o' his sicht. He cudna be jist that agreeable company to the likes o' her, puir leddy ! for he was a rouch-spoken, sweirin' auld sinner as ever lived, but sic as he had he gae her, an' was said to hae been a fine gentleman in 's yoong days. Some wad hae 't he cheenged a' thegither o' a suddent. An' they wad hae 't it cam o' bluid-guiltiness — for they said he had liftit the reid han' agen his neebor. An' they warnt me, lang as it was sin' I left it, no to lat 'im ken I cam frae yon pairt 0' the country, or he wad be rid o' me in a jiffey, ae w'y or anither. — Ay, it was a gran' name that o' Warlock i' thae pairts ! though they tell me it gangs na for sae muckle noo. I hae h'ard said, 'at ever sin' the auld lord here made awa' wi' the laird o' Glen- warlock, the faimily there never had ony luck. I wad like to ken what you, as a man o' sense, think o' THE GARDENER. 365 that same. It appears to me a' some queer kin' o' justice ! No' 'at I'm daurin' or wad daur to say a word agen the w'y 'at the warl' 's goverrnt, but there's some things 'at naebody can un'erstan' — I defy them ! — an' yon's ane o' them — what for, cause oor graceless auld lord — ^ he was yoong than — tuik the life o' the laird o' Glenwarlock, the fainiily o' Warlock sud never thrive frae that day to this ! — Read me that riddle, yoong man, gien ye can." " Maybe it was to hand them 'at cam efter frae ony mair keepin' o' sic ill company,'' Cosmo ventured to suggest ; for, knowing what his father was, and some- thing also of what most of those who preceded him were, he could see no such inscrutable dispensation in the fact mentioned. "That wad be hard lines, though," insisted the gar- dener, unwilling to yield the unintelligibility of the ways of providence. " But," said Cosmo, " they say doon there, it was a brither o' the laird, no the laird himsel', 'at the English lord killt." "Na, na; they're a' wrang there, whaever says that. For auld Jean, wham I min' a weel faured wuman, though doobtless no sae bonny as whan he broucht her wi' 'im a yoong lass — maybe to gar her haud her tongue — auld Jean said as I say. But that waslang efter the thing was ower auld to be ta'en ony notice o' mair. Forby, you 'at's a man o' sense, gien it wasna the laird himsel' 'at he killt, hoo wad there, i' that case, be onything worthy o' remark i' their no thrivin' efter't ? I' that case, the no thrivin' cud hae had naething ava to du wi' the killin'. Na, 366 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. na, it was the laird himsel' 'at the maisier killt — the father o' the present laird, I'm thinkin'. What aged- man micht he be — did ye ever hear tell ? " " He's a man well on to seventy,'' answered Cosmo, with a pang at the thought. " Ay ; that'll be aboot it ! There can be no doobt it was his father cor lord killt — an' as little 'at after he did it he gaed doon the braid ro"d to the deevil as fest 's ever he cud rin. It was jist like as wi' Judas — he maun gang fill's ain. Some said he had sellt himsel' to the deevil, but I'm thinkin' that wasna necessar'. He was to get him ony gait ! An' wad ye believe't, it's baith said and believt — 'at he cam by 's deith i' some exterordnar w'y, no accoontable for, but plainly no canny. Ae thing's sure as deith itsel', he was ta'en suddent, an' i' the verra hoose whaur, mony a lang year afore, he commitit the deed o' darkness ! " A pause followed, and then the narrator, or rather commentator, resumed. " I'm thinkin' whan he begud to ken himsel' growiu' auld, his deed cam back upon 'im fresh-like, an' that wad be hoo he cudna bide to hae my lady oot o' the sicht o' his een, or at least ayont the cry o' his tongue. Troth ! he wad whiles come aboot the place efterher, whaur I wad be at my wark, as it micht be the day, cursin' an' sweirin' as gien he had sellt his sowl to a' the deevils thegither, an' sae micht tak his wull o' onything he cud get his tongue roon' ! But I never heedit him that muckle, for ye see it wasna him 'at peyt me — the mair by token 'at gien it had been him 'at had the peyin' o' me, it's never a baubee wad THE GARDENER. 367 I hae seen o' my ain siller ; but the trustees peyt me, ilka plack, an' sae I was indepen'ent like, an' luit him say his say. But it was aye an oonsaitisfactory kin' o' a thing, for the trustees they caredna a bodle aboot keepin' the place dacent, an' tuik sae sma' delicht in ony pleesurin' o' the auld lord, 'at they jist allooed him me, an' no a man mair nor less — to the gairden, that is. That's hoo the place comes to- be in sic a disgracefu' condeetion. Gien it hadna been for rizzons o' my ain, I wad hae gane, mony's the time, for the sicht o' the ruin o' things was beyon' beirin'. But I bude to beir't ; sae I bore't an' bore't till I cam by beirin' o' 't to tak it verra quaiet, an' luik upo' the thing as the wull o' a Providence 'at sudna be meddlet wi'. I broucht mysel' in fac' to that degree o' submission, 'at I gae mysel' no trouble more, but jist confint my ainergies to the raisin' o' the kail an' cabbage, the ingons an' pitawtas wantit aboot the place." "And are things no better," asked Cosmo, "since the present lord succeeded ? " "No a hair — 'cep' it be 'at there's no sae mony ill words fleein' aboot the place. My lord never sets his nose intil the gairden, or speirs — no ance in a twal- month, hoo's things gangin' on. He does naething but rowt aboot in 's boaratory as he ca's 't — bore-a- whig, or bore-a-tory, it's little to me ■ — makin' stinks there fit to scomfish a whaul, an' gar 'im stick his nose aneth the watter for a glamp o' fresh air. He's that hard-hertit 'at he never sae muckle as aits his denner alongside o' his ain sister, 'cep' it be whan he has company, an' wad luik like ither fowk. Gien it 368 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. gaedna ower weel wi' her i' the auld man's time, it gangs waur wi' her noo ; for sae lang as he was abune the yird there was aye somebody to ken whether she was livin' or deid. To see a bonnie lass like her strayin' aboot the place nae better companied nor wi' an auld bulk — it's jist eneuch to brak a man's hert, but that age kills rage." " Do the neighbours take no notice of hei ? " " Nane o' her ain dignity, like. Ye see she's naeth- ing but bonny. She has naething. An' though she's as guid a cratur as ever lived, the cauld grun' o' her poverty gaithers the fog o' an ill report. Troth, for her faimily, the ill's there, report or no report ; but, a' the same, gien she had been rich, an' her father — I'll no say the hangman, but him 'at he last hangt, there wad be fowth {plenty) o' coonty-fowk wad hae her til her denner wi' them. An' I'm thinkin' maybe she's the prooder for her poverty, an' winna gang til her inferriors sae lang as her aiquals dinna invete her. She gangs whiles to the doctor's — but he's a kin' o' a freen' o' the yerl's, 'cause he likes stinks — but that's the yoong doctor." " Does her brother never go out to dinner anywhere, and take her with him ? " " Naebody cares a bodle aboot his lordship i' the haill country-side, sae far as I can learn. There's ane or twa — great men, I daursay — whiles comes doon frea Lon'on, to smell hoo he's gettin' on wi' 's stinks, but deil a neebor comes nigh the hoose. 0\\ , he's a great man, I mak nae doobt, awa' frae hame ! He's aye writin' letters to the newspapers, an' they prent them— aboot this an' aboot that — aboot THE GARDENER. 369 beasties i' the watter, an' lectreesity, an' I kenna what a'; an' some says 'at hoo he'll be a rich man some day, the moment he's dune fin'in' oot something or itherhe's been warslin' at for the feck o' a ten year or sae ; but the gentry never thinks naething o' a man sae lang as he's onlyduin' his best — or his warst, as the case may be — -to lay his han' upo' the siller 'at's fleein' aboot him like a snaw-drift. Bide ye a bit, though! JV/ia/i he's gotten't, it's doon they're a' upo' their k-nees til 'im thegither. But gien they be prood, he's prooder, an' lat him ance get his heid up, an' rid o' the trustees, an' fowk upo' their marrow- banes til 'im, haith, he'll lat them sit there, or I'm mistaen in 'im." "Then has my lady no companions at all?" "She gangs whiles to see the doctor's lass, an' whiles she comes here an' has her denner wi' her, themsel's twa : never anither comes near the place." All this time, Cosmo had been turning over the cabbage-ground, working the harder that he still hoped to work off the sickness that yet kept growing upon him. The sun was hot, and his head, which had been aching more or less all day, now began to throb violently. The spade dropt from his hands, and he fell on his face in the soft mould. " What's this o' 't ? " cried the old man, going up to him in a fright. He caught hold of him by an arm, and turned him on his back. His face was colourless, and the life seemed to have gone out of him. CHAPTER XXVI. LOST AND FOUND, When Cosmo came to himself, he had not a notion where he was, hardly indeed knew what he was. His chief consciousness was of an emptiness and a weight combined, that seemed to paralyze him. He would have turned on his side, but felt as if a ponderous heap of bed-clothes prevented him from even raising an arm — and yet he was cold. He tried to think back, to find what he knew of himself last, but could for a long time recall only a confused dream of multi- tudinous discomfort and painful effort. At last, however, came the garden, the spade-work, and the old man's talk ; and then it seemed as if the cracked complaining voice had never left his ears. " I've been ill ! " he said to himself. " Perhaps I dropped down. I hope they haven't buried me ! " With a straining agony of will he got in motion an arm, which was lying like that of another man outside the coverlid, and felt feebly about him. His hand struck against something solid, and what seemed a 37° LOST AND FOUND. 371 handful of earth fell with a hollow rumble. Alas, this seemed ominous ! Where could he be but in his coffin ? The thought was not a pleasant one, certainly, but he was too weak, and had been wandering too long in the miserable limbo of vain fancies, to be much dismayed. He said to himself he would not have to suffer long — he must soon go to sleep, and so die. Fatigued with that one movement, he lay for some time motionless. His eyes were open, though he did not know it, and by and by he became aware of light. Thin, dim, darkly gray, a particle at a time, it grew about him. For some minutes his eyes seemed of themselves, without any commission from him, to make inquiry of his surroundings. They discovered that, if he was in a coffin, or even in a sepulchre with- out a coffin, it was a large one: there' was a wall — miles away ! The light grew, and with it the convic- tion that he was in no sepulchre. But there the con- solation ceased, for the still growing light revealed no siffn of ministration or comfort. Above him was a bare, dirty, stained ceiling, with a hole in it, through which stuck skeleton ribs_ of lath ; around him were bare, dirty-white walls, that seemed to grow out of the gray light of a wet morning as the natural deposit from such a solution. Two slender poles, meant to support curtains, but without a rag of drapery upon them, rose at his feet, like the masts of a Charon's boat. Was he indeed in the workhouse he had pre- ferred to Cairncarque ? It could hardly be, for there was the plaster fallen in great patches from the walls as well as the ceiling, and surely no workhouse would 372 WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK. be allowed to get into such a disrepair ! He tried again, and this time succeeded in turning on his side, discovering in the process how hard the bed was, and how sharp his bones. A wooden chair stood a little beyond his reach, and upon it a bottle and tea- cup. Not another article could he discover. Right under the hole in the ceiling a board was partly rotted away in the floor, and a cold, damp air, smell- ing of earth, and decaying wood, seemed to come steaming up through it. A few minutes more, he said to himself, and he would get up, and out of the hideous place, but he must lie a little longer first, just to come to himself! — Now he would try! — What had become of his strength ? Was it gone utterly ? Could one night's illness have reduced him thus ? He seemed to himself unable to think, yet the pro- foundest thought went on as if thinking itself in him. Where had his strength lain before he lost it ? Could that ever have been his which he could not keep ? If a thing were ours, nothing could ever take it from us! Was his strength ever his then? Yes, for God had given it him. Then he could not have lost it ! He had it still ! The branches of it were gone, but the root remained, hid in God. All was well. If God chose that his child should lie there, for this day, and to-morrow, or till the next year, or if it pleased him that he should never rise again with the same body, was that a thing to trouble him ? He turned his back on the ugly room, and was presently fast asleep again. Not a few read the poems of a certain king brought up a shepherd lad. From Sunday to Sunday LOST AND FOUND. 373 they read them. Amongst them, in their turn, they read these : " I will both lay me down in peace and sleep, for thou, Lord, only makest me to dwell in safety." Yet not only do these readers never have such a feeling in their own hearts in consequence, but they never even imagine that David really had it in his. Deeper and grander things still, uttered by this same shepherd-warrior, do they read, and yet in their wisdom will declare it preposterous that any Scotch lad should have such a feeling towards God as I have represented ! " Doth God care for oxen ? " says St. Paul. Doth God care for kings ? I ask, or for Jew-shepherds .' Or does he not care all over for all of us — oxen and kings and sparrows and Scotch lairds ? According to such blind seers, less is to be expected of humanity since th» son of David came, than it was capable of in his father David. Such men build stone houses, but never a spiritual nest. They cannot believe the thing possible which yet another man does. Nor ever may they believe it be- fore they begin to do it. I wonder little at so many rejecting Christianity, while so many would-be cham- pions of it hold theirs at arm's length — in their bibles, in their theories, in their church, in their cler- gyman, in their prayer-books, in the last devotional page they have read — a separable thing — not in their hearts on their beds in the stillness ; not their comfort in the night-watches ; not the strength of their days, the hope and joy of their conscious being ! God is nearer to me than the air I breathe, nearer to me than the heart of wife or child, nearer to me than my own consciousness of myself, nearer to me than .the 374. WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK. words in which I speak to him, nearer than the thought roused in me by the story of his perfect son — or he is no God at all. The unbelievers might well rejoice in the loss of such a God "as many Chris- tians would make of him. But if he be indeed the Father of our Lord Christ, of that Jew who lived and died doing the will of his Father, and nothing but that will, then, to all eternity, " Amen, thy will be done, O God ! and nothing but thy will, in or through me!" Cosmo had been ill a whole week — in fever and pain, and was now helpless almost as an infant. The old man had gone for his wife, and between them they had persuaded him, though all but unconscious, to exert himself sufficiently to reach the house. This effort he could recall, i« the shape of an intermina- ble season during which he supported the world for Atlas, that he might get a little sleep ; but it was only the aching weight of his own microcosm that he urged Atlanlean force to carry. They took him direct to the room where he now lay, for they had them- selves but one chamber, and if they tpok him there, what would become of the old bones to which the gardener was so fond of referring in his colloquies with himself ? Also, it might be some fever he had taken, and their own lives were so much the more precious that so much of them was gone ! Like most of us, they were ready to do their next best for him. They spared some of their own poor comforts to furnish tha skeleton bed for him ; and there he lay, like one adrift in a rotten boat on the ebbing ocean of life, while the old woman trudged away to the village to LOST AND FOUND. 375 tell the doctor that there was a young Scotch gar- dener taken suddenly ill at their quarters in the castle. The doctor sent his son, a man about thirty, who after travelling some years as medical attendant to a nobleman, had settled in his native village as his fa- ther's partner. He prescribed for Cosmo, and gave hope that there was nothing infectious about the case. Every day during the week he had come to see him, and the night before had been with' him from dark to dawn. The gardener's wife had informed Lady Joan that a young Scotchman who had come to her husband seeking employment, had been taken suddenly ill, and was lying in a room in the old wing ; and Lady Joan had said she would speak to the housekeeper to let her have whatever she wanted for him. The doctor saw Lady Joan most every time he came to see Cosmo, and she would enquire how his patient was going on ; she would also hear the housekeeper's complaints of the difficulty she had in getting wine from the butler — of which there was no lack, only he grudged it, for he was doing his best to drink up the stock the old lord had left behind him, intending to take his departure with the last bottle — but she took no farther interest in the affair. The castle was like a small deserted village, and there was no necessity for a person in one part of it knowing what was taking place in another. But that same morning she had a letter from the laird, saying he was uneasy about his boy. He had been so inconsiderate, he informed her, as to set out to visit her without asking her leave, or even warning 376 WARLOCK O' GLEN WARLOCK. her of his intent ; and since the letter announcing his immediate departure, received a fortnight before, he had not heard of or from him. This set Joan thinking. And the immediate result was, tliat she went to the gardener's wife, and questioned her con- cerning the appearance of her patient. In the old woman's answers she certainly ' could recognize no likeness to Cosmo; but he must have altered much in seven years, and she could not be satisfied without seeing the young man. Cosmo lay fast asleep, and dreaming — but pleas- ant dreams now, for the fever gone, life was free to build its own castles. He thought he was dead, and floating through the air at his will, volition all that was necessary to propel him like a dragon-fly, in any direction he desired to take. He was about to go to his father, to receive Tiis congratulations on his death, and to say to him that now the sooner he too died the better, that the creditors might have the property, everybody be paid, and they two and his mother be together for always. But first, before he set out, he must have one sight of Lady Joan, and in that hope was now hovering about the towers of the castle. He was slowly circling the two great ones of the gateway, crossing a figure of eight over the gallery where stood the machinery of the portcullis, when down he dropped, and lay bruised and heavy, unable by fiercest effort of the will to move an inch from the spot. He was making the reflection how foolish it was to begin to fly before assuring himself that he was dead, and was resolving to be quite prudent another time, when he felt as if a warm sunny cloud LOST AND FOUND. 377 came over him, which made him open his eyes. They gradually cleared, and above him he saw the face of his many dreams — a little sadder than it was in them, but more beautiful. Cosmo had so much of the childlike in him that illness made him almost a very child again, and when he saw Joan's face bending over him like a living sky, just as any child might have done, he put his arms round her neck, and drew her face down to his. Hearts get uppermost in illness, and people then be- have as they would not in health. More is in it than is easily found. There is such a dumb prayer in the spirit to be taken! Till he opened his eyes Lady Joan had been un- able to satisfy herself whether the pale, worn, yet grand-looking youth could indeed be the lad Cosmo, and was not at all prepared for such precipitate famil- iarity : the moment she was released, she drew back with some feeling, if not of oiifence, yet of annoyance. But such a smile flooded Cosmo's face, mingled with such a pleading look of apology and excuse, which seemed to say, ■' How could I help it ? " that she was ashamed of herself. It was the same true face as the boy's, with its old look of devotion and gentle worship ! To make all right she stooped of her own accord, and kissed his forehead. " Thank you," murmured Cosmo, his own voice sounding to him like that of another. "Don't be vexed with me. I am but a baby, and have no mother. When I saw you, it was as if heaven had come down into hell, and I did not think to help it. How beauti- ful you are ! How good of you to come to me ! " 378 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. " Oh, Cosmo ! " cried Lady Joan — and now large silent tears were running down her cheeks — "to think of the way you and your father took me and mine in, and here you have been lying ill — I don't know how long — in a place not fit for a beggar ! " " That's just what I am ! " returned Cosmo with a smile, feeling already almost well. " I have such a long story to tell you, Joan ! I remember all about it now." " Why didn't you write, — ? " said Joan, and checked herself, for alas ! if he had written, what would she not have found herself compelled to do ! — " Why didn't you send for me at once ? They told me there was a young gardener lying ill, and of course I never dreamed it could be you. But I know if you had heard at Castle Warlock that- a stranger was lying ill somewhere about the place, you would have gone to him at once ! It was very wrong of me, and I am sorely punished ! " " Never mind," said Cosmo ; " it's all right now. I have you, and it makes me well again all at once. When I see you standing there, looking just as you used, all the time between is shrivelled up to nothing, and the present joins right on to the past. But you look sad, Joan ! — I may call you Joan still, mayn't I?" "Surely, Cosmo. What else? I haven't too many to call me Joan ! " " But what makes you look sad ? " "Isn't it enough to think how I have treated you ? " "You didn't know it was me," said Cosmo. LOST AND FOUND. 37g " That is true. But if, as your father taught you, I had done it to Him — " "Well, there's one thing, Joan — you'll do differ- ently another time." " 1 can't be sure of that, for my very heart grows stupid, living here all alone." " Anyhow, you will have trouble enough with me for awhile, fast as your eyes can heal me," said Cosmo, who began to be aware of a reaction. Lady Joan's face flushed with pleasure, but the next moment grew pale again at the thought of how little she could do for him. " The first thing," she said, " is to write to your father. When he knows I have got you, he won't be uneasy. I will go and do it at once." Almost the moment she left him, Cosmo fell fast asleep again. But now was Lady Joan, if not in perplexity, yet in no small discomfort. It made her miserable to think of Cosmo in such a place, yet she could not help saying to herself it was well he had not written, for she must then have asked him not to come : now that he was in the house, she dared not- tell her brother ; and were she to move him to any comforta- ble room in the castle, he would be sure to hear of it from the butler, for the less faith carried, the more favour curried ! One thing only was in her power ; she could make the room he was in comparatively comfortable. As soon, therefore, as she had written a hurried letter to the laird, she went hastily through some of the rooms nearest the part in which Cosmo lay, making choice of this and of that for her purpose : 380 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. in the great, all but uninhabited place there were naturally many available pieces of stuff and of furni- ture. These she then proceeded, with her own hands, and the assistance of the gardener and his wife, to carry to his room ; and when she found he was asleep, she put forth every energy to get the aspect of the place altered before he should wake. With noiseless steps she entered and left the room fifty times ; and by making use of a door which had not been opened for perhaps a hundred years, she avoided attracting the least attention. CHAPTER XXVII. A TRANSFORMATION. When Cosmo the second time opened his eyes, he was afresh bewildered. Which was the dream — that vision of wretchedness, or this of luxury ? If it was not a dream, how had they moved him witliout once disturbing his sleep ? It was as marvellous as anything in the Arabian Nights ! Could it be the same chamber .' Not a thing seemed the same, yet in him was a doubtful denial of transportance. Yes, the ceiling was the same ! The power of the good fairy- had not reached to the transformation of that ! But the walls ! Instead of the great hole in the plaster close by the bed, his eyes fell on a piece of rich old tapestry ! Curtains of silk damask, all be- spotted with quaintest flowers, each like a page of Chaucer's poetry, hung round his bed, quite other than fit sails for the Stygian boat. They had made the bed as different as the vine in summer from the vine in winter. A quilt of red satin lay in the place of the patchwork coverlid. Everything had been 381 382 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. changed. He thought the mattress felt soft under him — but that was only a fancy, for he saw before the fire the feather-bed intended to lie between him and it. He felt like a tended child, in absolute peace and bliss — or like one just dead, while yet weary with the struggle to break free. He seemed to recall the content, of which some few vaguest fila mentSj a glance and no more, still float in the sum- mer-air of many a memory, wherein the child lies, but just awaked to consciousness and the mere bliss of being, before wrong has begun to cloud its pure at- mosphere. For Cosmo had nothing on his con- science to trouble it ; his mind was stored with lovely images and was fruitful in fancies, because in tem- perament, faith, and use, he was a poet; the evil vapours of fever had just lifted from his brain, and were floating away in the light of the sun of life ; he felt the pressure of no duty — was like a bird of the air lying under its mother's wing, and dreaming of flight ; his childhood's most cherished dream had grown fact : there was the sylph, the oriad, the naiad of all his dreams, a living lady before his eyes ^- nor the less a creature of his imagination's heart ; from her, as the centre of power, had all the marvellous transformation proceeded ; and the lovely strength had kissed him on the forehead ! The soul of Cosmo floated in rapturous quiet, like the evening star in a rosy cloud. But I return to the earthly shore that bordered this heavenly sea. The old-fashioned, out-swelling grate, loose and awry in its setting, had a keen little fire burning in it, of which, summer as it was, the A TRANSFORMATION. 383 mustiness of the atmosphere, and the damp of the walls, more than merely admitted. The hole in the floor had vanished under a richly faded Turkey car- pet ; and a luxurious sofa, in blue damask, faded almost to yellow, stood before the fire, to receive him the moment he should cease to be a chrysalis. And there in an easy chair by the corner of the hearth, wonder of all loveliest wonders, sat the fairy- godmother herself, as if she had but just waved her wand, and everything had come to her will ! — the fact being, however, that the poor fairy was not a little tired in legs and arms and feet and hands and head, and preferred contemplating what she had already done, to doing anything more for the immediate present. Cosmo lay watching her. ^ He dared not move a hand, lest she should move ; for, though it might be to rise and come to him, would it not be to change what he saw ? — and what he saw was so much enough, that he would see it forever, and desired nothing else. She turned her eyes, and seeing the laro-e orbs of the youth fixed upon her, smiled as she had not smiled before, for a great weight was off her heart now that the room gave him a little welcome. True, it was after all but a hypocrite of a room, — a hypocrite, however, whose meaning was better than its looks ! He put out his hand, and she rose and came and laid hers in it. Suddenly he let it go. " I beg your pardon," he said. " I don't know when my hands were washed ! The last I remember is digging in the garden. I wish I might wash my face and hands ! " 384 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. " You mustn't think of it ! you can't sit up yet," said Lady Joan. " But never mind : some people are always clean. You should see my brother's hands sometimes ! I will, if you like, bring you a towel with a wet corner. I dare say that will do you good." She poured water into a basin from a kettle on the hob, and dipping the corner of a towel in it, brought it to him. He tried to use it, but his hands obeyed him so ill that she took it from him, and herself wiped with it his face and hands, and then dried them — so gently, so softly, he thought that must be how his mother did with him when he was a baby. All the time, he lay looking up at her with a grateful smile. She then set about preparing him some tea and toast, during which he watched her every motion. When he had had the tea, he fell asleep, and when he woke next he was alone. An hour or so later, the gardener's wife brought him a basin of soup, and when he had taken it, told him she would then leave him for the night : if he wanted anything, as there was no bell, he must pull the string she tied to the bed-post. He was very weary, but so comfortable, and so happy, his brain so full of bright yet soft-coloured things, that he felt as if he would not mind being left ages alone. He was but two and twenty, with a pure conscience, and an endless hope ^ so might he not well lie quiet in his bed? By the middle of the night, however, the tide of returning health showed a check ; there came a Strong reaction, with delirium ; his pulse was high, A TRANSFORMATION. 385 and terrible fancies tormented him, through which passed continually with persistent recurrence the figure of the old captain, always swinging a stick about his head, and crooning to himself the foolish rime, " Catch yer naig an' pu' his tail ; In his hin' heel caw a nail ; Rug his lugs frae ane' anither ; Stan' up, an' ca' the king yer brither." At last, at the moment when once more his perse- cutor was commencing his childish ditty, he felt as if, from the top of a mountain a hundred miles away, a cold cloud came journeying through the sky, and de- scended upon him. He opened his eyes : there was Joan, and the cold cloud was her soft cool hand on his forehead. The next thing he knew was that she was feeding him like a child. But he did not know that she never left him again till the morning, when, seeing him gently asleep, she stole away like a ghost in the gray dawn. The next day he was better, but for several nights the fever returned, and always in his dreams he was haunted by variations on the theme of the auld captain ; and for several days he felt as if he did not want to get better, but would lie forever a dreamer in the enchanted palace of the glamoured ruin. But that was only his weakness, and gradually he gained strength. Every morning and every afternoon Lady Joan visited him, waited on him, and staid a longer or shorter time, now talking, now reading to him ; and 386 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. seldom would she be a whole evening absent — then only on the rare occasion when Lord Mergwain, having some one to dine with him of the more ordi- nary social stamp, desired her presence as lady of the house. Even then she would almost always have a peep at him one time or another. She did not know much about books, but would take up this or that, almost as it chanced to her hand in the library ; and Cosmo cared little what she read, so long as he could hear her voice, which often beguiled "him into the sweetest sleep with visions of home and his father. If the story she read was foolish, it mattered nothing; he would mingle with it his own fancies, and weave the whole into the loveliest of foolish dreams, all made up of unaccountably reasonable in- congruities : the sensible look in dreams of what to the waking mind is utterly incoherent, is the most puzzling of things to him who would understand his own unreason. And the wild mdrchenhaft lovelinesses that fashioned themselves thus in his brain, out- wardly lawless, but inwardly so harmonious as to be altogether credible to the dreamer, were not lost in the fluttering limbo of foolish invention, but, in altered shape and less outlandish garments, appeared again, when, in after years, he sought vent for the all but unspeakable. During this time he would often talk verse in his sleep, such as to Lady Joan, at least, sometimes seemed lovely, though she never could get a hold of it, she said ; for always, just as she seemed on the point of understanding it, he would cease, and her ears would ache with the silence. One warm evening, when now a good deal better A TRANSFORMATION. 387 and able to sit up a part of the day, Cosmo was lying on the sofa, -watching her face as she read. Through the age-dusted window came the glowing beams of the setting sun, lined and dulled and blotted. They fell on her hands, and her hands reflected them, in a pale rosy gleam, upon her face. " How beautiful you are in the red light, Joan ! " said Cosmo. " That's the light, not me," she returned. " Yes, it is you. The red light shows you more as you are. In the dark even you do not look beautiful. Then you may say if you like, ' That is the dark, not me.' Don't you remember what Portia says in The Merchant of Venice, ' The crow doth sing as sweetly as the lark When neither is attended ; and I thinlc The nightingale, if she should sing by day When every goose is cackling, would be thought No better a musician than the wren. How niany things by reason reasoned are To their right praise and true perfection !' You see he says, not that beautiful things owe their beauty, but the right seeing of their beauty, to cir- cumstance. So the red light makes me see you more beautiful — not than you are — that could not be — but than I could see you in another light — a gray one for instance." " You mustn't flatter me, Cosmo. You don't know what harm you may do me.'' " I love you too much to flatter you," he said. She raised the book, and began to read again. 388 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. Cosmo had gone on as he began — had never nar- rowed the channels that lay wide and free betwixt his soul and his father and Mr. Simon ; Lady Joan had no such aqueducts to her ground, and many a bitter wind blew across its wastes ; it ought not there- fore to be matter of surprise that, although a little younger, Cosmo should be a good way ahead of Joan both in knowledge and understanding. Hence the conversations they now had were to Joan like water to a thirsty soul — the hope of the secret of life, where d^ath had seemed waiting at the door. She would listen to the youth, rendered the more enthusiastic by his weakness, as to a messenger from the land of truth. In the old time she had thought Cosmo a wonderful boy, saying the strangest things like com- mon tilings everybody knew : now he said more won- derful things still, she thought, but as if he knew they were strange, and did his best to make it easier to receive them. She wondered whether, if he had been a woman with a history like hers, he would have been able to keep that bright soul shining through all the dreariness, to see through the dusty windows the unchanged beauty of things, and save alive his glorious hope. She began to see that she had not begun at the beginning with anything, had let things draw her this way and that, nor put forth any effort to master circumstance by accepting its duty. On Cosmo's side, the passion of the believer in the unseen had laid hold upon him ; and as the gardener awaits the blossoming of some strange plant, of whose loveliness marvellous tales have reached his ears, so did he wait for something entrancing to issue from A TRANSFORMATION. 389 the sweet twilight sadnesses of her being, the gleams that died into dusk, the deep voiceless ponderings into which she would fall. They talked now about any book they were read- ing, but it mattered little more what it was, for even a stupid book served as well as another to set their own fountains flowing. That afternoon Joan was reading from one partly written, partly compiled, in the beginning of the century, somewhat before its time in England. It might have been the work of an imitator at once of de la Motte Fouqu^, and the old British romancers. And this was what she read. CHAPTER XXVIII. THE STORY OF THE KNIGHT WHO SPOKE THE TRUTH. There was once a country in which dwelt a kniglit whom no lady of the land would love, and that be- cause he spake the truth. For the other knights, all in that land, would say to the ladies they loved, that of all ladies in the world they were the most beauti- ful, and the most gracious, yea in all things the very first; and thereby the ladies of that land were taught to love their own praise best, and after that the knight who was the best praiser of each, and most enabled her to think well of herself in spite of doubt. And the knight who would not speak save truly, they mockingly named Sir Verity, which name some of them did again miscall Severity, — for the more he loved, the more it was to him impossible to tell a liJ. And thus it came about that one after another he was hated of them all. For so it was, that, greedy of his commendation, this lady and that would draw him on to speak of that wherein she made it her pleasure to take to herself excellences ; but nowise so could 390 THE STORY OF THE KNIGHT. 391 any one of them all gain from him other than a true judgment. As thus : one day said unto him a lady, " Which of us, think you, Sir Verity, hath the darkest eyes of all the ladies here at the court of our lord the king ? " And he thereto made answer, " Verily, methinketh the queen." Then said she unto him, " Who then hath the bluest eyes of all the ladies a' the court of our lord the king? " — for that her own were of the colour of the heavens when the year is young. And he answered, " I think truly the Lady Coryphane hath the bluest of all their blue eyes. Then said she, " And I think truly by thine answer. Severity, that thou lovest me not, for else wouldst thou have known that mine eyes are as blue as Cory- phane's." " Nay truly," he answered; " for my heart knoweth well that thine eyes are blue, and that they are lovely, and to me the dearest of all eyes, but to say they are the bluest of all eyes, that I may not, for therein should I be no true man." Therewith was the lady somewhat shamed, and seeking to cover her vanity, did answer and say, " It may well be, sir knight, for how can I tell who see not mine own eyes, and would therefore know of thee, of whom men say, some that thou speakest truly, other some that thou speakest naughtily. But be the truth as it may, every knight yet saith to his own mistress that in all things she is the paragon of the world." " Then," quoth the knight, " she that knoweth that every man saith so, must know also that only one of them all saith the thing that is true. Not willingly would I add to the multitude of the lies that do go about the world ! " " Now verily am I sure that thou dost not love me," 392 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. cried the lady ; " for all men do say of mine eyes — " Thereat she stayed words, and said no more, that he might speak again. "Lady," said Sir Verity, and spake right solemnly, " as I said before I do say again, and in truth, that thine eyes are to me the dearest of all eyes. But they might be the bluest or the blackest, the greenest or the grayest, yet would I love them all the same. For for none of those colours would they be dear to me, but for the cause that they were thine eyes. For I love thine eyes be- cause they are thine, not thee because thine eyes are or this or that." Then that lady brake forth into bitter weeping, and would not be comforted, neither thereafter would hold converse with the knight. For in that country it was the pride of a lady's life to lie lapt in praises, and breathe the air of the flatteries blown into her ears by them who would be counted her lovers. Then said the knight to himself, "Verily, and yet again, her eyes are not the bluest in the world ! It seemeth to me as that the ladies in this land should never love man aright, seeing, alas ! they love the truth from no man's lips ; for save they may each think herself better than all the rest, then is not life dear unto them. I will forsake this land, and go where the truth may be spoken nor the speaker thereof hated." He put on his armour, with never lady nor squire nor page to draw thong or buckle spur, and mounted his horse and rode forth to leave the land. And it came to pass, that on his way he entered a great wood. And as he went through the wood, he heard a sobbing and a crying in the wood. And he said to himself, " Verily, here is some one THE STORY OF THE KNIGHT. 393 wronged and lamenteth greatly ! I will go and help." So about he rode searchingly, until he came to the place whither he was led. And there, at the foot of a great oak, he found an old woman in a gray cloak, with her face in her hands, and weeping right on, neither ceased she for the space of a sigh. " What aileth thee, good mother ? " he said. " I am not good, and I am not thy mother," she answered, and began again to weep. " Ah ! " thought the knight, " here is one woman that loveth the truth, for she speaks the truth, and would not that aught but the truth be spoken! — How can I help thee, woman," he said then, " although in truth thou art not my mother, and I may not call thee good?" "By taking thyself from me," she answered. " Then will I ride on my way," said the knight, and turning, rode on his way. Then rose the woman to her feet, and followed him. "Wherefore followest thou me," said the knight, " if I may do nothing to serve thee ? " "I follow thee," she answered him, " because thou speak- est the truth, and because thou art not true." " If thou speakest the truth, in a mystery speakest thou it," said he. " Wherefore then ridest thou about the world?" she asked. And he replied, "Verily, to succour them that are oppressed, for I have no mis- tress to whom I may do honour." " Nay, sir knight, said she, " but to get thee a name and great glory, thou ridest about the world. Verily thou art a man who loveth not the truth." At these words of the woman the knight clapped spurs to his horse, and would have ridden from her, for he loved not to be reviled, and so he told her. But she followed him, 394 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. and kept by his stirrup, and said to him as she ran, " Yea, thine own heart whispereth unto thee that I speak but the truth. It is from thyself thou wouldst flee." Then did the knight listen, and, lo ! his own heart was telling him that what the woman said was indeed so. Then drew he the reins of his bridle, and looked down upon the woman and said to her, " Verily thou hast well spoken, but if I be not true, yet would I be true. Come with me. I will take thee upon my horse behind me, and together we will ride through the world; thou shalt speak to me the truth, and I will hear thee, and with my sword will plead what cause thou hast against any ; so shall it go well with thee and me, for fain would I not only love what is truly spoken, but be in myself the true thing." Then reached he down his hand, and she put her hand in his hand, and her foot upon his foot, and so sprang lightly up behind him, and they rode on together. And as they rode, he said unto her, " Verily thou art the first woman I have found who hath to me spoken the truth, as I to others. Only thy truth is better than mine. Truly thou must love the truth better than I ! " But she returned him no answer. Then said he to her again, " Dost thou not love the truth ? " And again she gave him no answer, whereat he marvelled greatly. Then said he unto her yet again, " Surely it may not be thou art one of those who speak the truth out of envy and ill-will, and on their own part love not to hear it spoken, but are as the rest of the children of vanity ! Woman, lovest thou the truth, nor only to speak it when it is sharp?" "If I love not the truth," she answered, THE STORY OF THE KNIGHT. 395 "yet love I them that love it. But tell me now, sir knight, what thinkest thou of me ? " " Nay," an- swered the knight, " that is what even now I would fain have known from thyself, namely what to think of thee." " Then will I now try thee," said she, " whether indeed thou speakest the truth or no. — Tell me to my face, for I am a woman, what thou thinkest of that face." Then said the knight to him- self, " Never surely would I, for the love of pity, of my own will say to a woman she was evil-favoured. But if she will have it, then must she hear the truth." " Nay, nay ! " said the woman, " but thou wilt not speak the truth." " Yea, but I will," answered he. " Then I ask thee again," she said, '• what thinkest thou of me ? " And the knight replied, " Truly I think not of thee as of one of the well-favoured among women." " Dost thou then think," said she, and her voice was full of anger, which yet it seemed as she would hide, " that I am not pleasant to look upon ? Verily no man hath yet said so unto me, though many have turned away from me, because I spoke unto them the truth ! " " Now surely thou sayest the thing tnat is not so ! " said the knight, for he was grieved to think she should speak the truth but of contention, and not of love to the same, inasmuch as she also did seek that men should praise her. " Truly I say that which is so," she answered. Then was the knight angered, and spake to her roughly, and said unto her, " Therefore, woman, will I tell thee that which thou demandest of me : Verily I think of thee as one, to my thinking, the worst favoured, and least to be desired among women 396 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. whom I have yet looked upon ; nor do I desire ever to look upon thee again." Then laughed she aloud, and said to him, " Nay, but did I not tell thee thou didst not dare speak the thing to my face ? for now thou sayest it not to my face, but behind thine own back ! " And in wrath the knight turned him in his saddle, crying, " I tell thee, to thy ill-shaped and worse-hued countenance, that — " and there ceased, and spake not, but with open mouth sat silent. For behind him he saw a woman the glory of her kind, more beautiful than man ever hoped to see out of heaven. "I told thee,'' she said, "thou couldst not say the thing to my face ! " " For that it would be the greatest lie ever in this world uttered," answered the knight, " seeing that verily I do believe thee the loveliest among women, God be praised ! Neverthe- less will I not go with thee one step farther, so to peril my soul's health, except, as thou thyself hast taught me to inquire, thou tell me thou lovest the truth in all ways, in great ways as well as small." " This much will I tell thee," she answered, " that I love thee because thou lovest the truth. If I say not more, it is that it seemeth to me a mortal must be humble speaking of great things. Verily the truth is mighty, and will subdue my heart unto itself." " And wilt thou help me to do the truth ? " asked the knight. " So the great truth help me ! " she answered. And they rode on together, and parted not thereafter. Here endeth the story of the knight that spoke the truth. Lady Joan ceased, and there was silence in the chamber, she looking back over the pages, as if she THE STORY OF THE KNIGHT. , 397 had not quite understood, and Cosmo, who had un- derstood entirely, watching the lovely, dark, anxious face. He saw she had not mastered the story, but, which was next best, knew she had not. He began therefore to search her difficulty, or rather to help it to take shape, and thereon followed a conversation neither of them ever forgot concerning the degrees of truth : as Cosmo designated them — the truth of fact, the truth of vital relation, and the truth of action. CHAPTER XXIX. NEW EXPERIENCE. Soon Cosmo began to recover more rapidly — as well he might, he told Joan, with such a heavenly- servant to wait on him ! The very next day he was up almost the whole of it. But that very day was Joan less with him than hitherto, and therefrom came not so often and stayed a shorter time. She would bring him books and leave them, saying he did not require a nurse any more now that he was able to feed himself. And Cosmo, to his trouble, could not help thinking sometimes that her manner towards him was also a little changed. What could have come be- tween them he asked himself twenty times a day. Had he hurt her anyhow ? Had he unconsciously put on the schoolmaster with her? Had he pre- sumed on her kindness ? With such questions he plagued himself, but found to them no answer. At times he could even have imagined her a little cross with him, but that never lasted. Yet still when they met, Joan seemed farther off than when they parted 39S NEW EXPERIENCE. 399 the day before. It is true they almost always seemed to get back to nearly the same place before they parted again, and Cosmo tried to persuade himself that any change there might be was only the result of growing familiarity ; but not the less did he find himself ever again mourning over something that was gone — a delicate colour on the verge of the meeting sky and sea of their two natures. But how differently the hours went when she was with him, and when he lay thinking whether she was coming ! His heart swelled like a rose-bud ready to burst into a flaming flower when she drew near, and folded itself together when she went, as if to save up all its perfume and strength for her return ! Every- thing he read that pleased him, must be shared with Joan — must serve as an atmosphere of thought in which to draw nigh to each other. Everything beau- tiful he saw twice — with his own eyes namely, and as he imagined it in the eyes of Joan : he was always trying to see things as he thought she would see them. Not once while recovering did he care to read a thing he thought she would not enjoy — though everything he liked, he said to himself, she must enjoy some day. Soon he made a discovery concerning himself that troubled him greatly : not once since he was ill had he buried himself in the story of Jesus ! not once had he lost himself in prayer ! not once since finding Joan had he been flooded with a glory as from the presence of the living One, or had any such vision of truth as used every now and then to fill him like the wine of the new world which is the old ! Lady Joan 400 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. saw that he was sad, and questioned him. But even to her he could not open his mind on such a matter : near as they were, they had not yet got near enough to each other for that. In the history, which is the growth, of the individual man, epochs of truth and moods of being follow in succession, the one for the moment displac- ing the other, until the mind shall at length have gained power to blend the new at once with the pre- ceding whole. But this can never be until our idea of the Absolute Life is large enough and intense enough to fill and fit into every necessity of our nature. A new mood is as a dry well for the water of life to fill. The man who does not yet understand God as the very power of his conscious as well as un- conscious being, as more in him than intensest con- sciousness of bliss or of pain, must have many a treeless expanse, many a mirage-haunted desert, many an empty cistern and dried up river, in the world of his being ! There was not much of this kind of waste in Cosmo's world, but God was not yet inside his growing love to Joan — that is, consciously to him — and his spirit was therefore of necessity troubled. Was it not a dreadful thing, he thought with himself, and was right in so thinking, that love to any lovely thing — how much more to the loveliest being God had made ! — whose will is the soul of all loveliness, should cause him, in any degree, or for any time, to forget him and grow strange to the thought of him ? The lack was this, that, having found his treasure he had not yet taken it home to his Father ! Jesus himself, after he was up again, could not be alto- NEW EXPERIENCE. 401 gether at home with his own, until he had first been home to his Father and their Father, to his God and their God. For as God is the source, so is he the bond of all love. There are Christians who in portions of their being, of their life, their judgments, and aims, are absolute heathens, for with these, so far as their thought or will is concerned, God has nothing to do. There God is not with them, for there they are not with God. Do they heed St. Paul when he says, " Whatsoever is not of faith is sin " ? So, between these two, an unrest had come in, and they were no more sure of ease in each other's presence, although sometimes, for many minutes together, thought and word would go well between them, and all would be as simple and shining as ever. CHAPTER XXX. CHARLES JERMYN, M. D. The only house in the neighbouring village where Lady Joan sometimes visited, was, as the gardener had told Cosmo, that of the doctor, with whose daughter she had for some years, if not cultivated, yet admitted a sort of friendship. Their relation however would certainly have been nothing such, so different were the two, had it not been that Joan had no other acquaintance of her own age, and that Miss Jermyn had reasons for laying herself out to please her — the principal of which was that her brother, a man about thirty, had a great admiration for Lady Joan, and to please him his sister would do almost anything. Their father also favoured his son's am- bition, for he hated the earl, and would be glad of his annoyance, while he liked Lady Joan, and was far from blind to the consequence his family would gain by such an alliance. But he had no great hope, for experience, of which few have more than a coun- try doctor, had taught him that, in every probability, 402 CHARLES JERMYN, M. D. 403 his son's first advance would be for Lady Joan the signal to retire within the palisades of her rank ; for there are who will show any amount of familiarity and friendliness with agreeable inferiors up to the moment when the least desire of a nearer approach manifests itself : that moment the old Adam, or per- haps rather the old Satan, is up in full pride like a spiritual turkey-cock, with swollen neck, roused fea- thers, and hideous gabble. His experience however did not bring to his mind in the company of this re- flection the fact that such a reception was precisely that which he had himself given to a prayer for the hand of his daughter from one whom he counted her social inferior. But the younger man, who also had had his experiences, reflected that the utter isolation of Lady Joan, through the ill odour of her family, the disgraceful character of her father, the unamiability of her brother, and the poverty into which they had sunk, gave Mm incalculable advantages. The father had been for many years the medical adviser of the house ; and although Lord Mergwain accorded the medical practice of his day about the same relation to a science of therapeutics that old alchemy had to modern chemistry, yet the moment he felt ill, he was sure to send for young Jermyn. Charles had also attended Lady Joan in several ill- nesses, for she had not continued in such health as when she used to climb hills in snow with Cosmo. It is true she had on these occasions sent. for the father, but for one reason and another, more likely to be false than true, he had always, with many apolo- gies, sent his son in his stead. She was at first 404 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. annoyed, and all but refused to receive him ; but from dislike of seeming to care, she got used to his attendance, and to him as well. He gained thus the opportunity of tolerably free admission to her, of which he made use with what additional confidence came of believing that at least he had no rival. Nor indeed was there anything absurd in his aspiring in those her circumstances to win her. He was a man of good breeding, and more than agreea- ble manners — with a large topographical experience, and a social experience far from restricted, for, as I have already mentioned, he had travelled much, and in the company of persons of high position ; and had Joan been less ignorant of things belonging to her proper station, she would have found yet more to interest her in him. But being a man of some in- sight, and possessed also of considerable versatility, so that, readily discovering any perculiarity, he was equally ready to meet it, he laid himself out to talk to her of the things, and in the ways, which he thought she would like. To discover, however, is not to understand. No longer young enough, as he said to himself, to be greatly interested in anything but getting on, he could yet, among the contents of the old property-room in his brain, easily lay his hands on many things to help him in the part he chose as the fittest to represent himself. The greater part of conventionally honest men try to look the thing they would like to be — that being at the same time the way they would like others to see them ; others, along with what they would like to be, act that which they would only like to appear ; the downright CHARLES JERMYN, M. D. 405 rascal cares only to look what will serve his purpose ; and the honest man thinks only of being, and of being to his fellows. But even had Jermyn only taken upon him to imagine himself in love with a woman like Lady Joan, he must soon have become, more or less, actu- ally in love with her. This did not however destroy his caution ; and so far as his attentions had gone, they were pleasant to her ; — they were at least a break in the ennui of her daily life, helping her to reach the night in safety. She was not one of those who, unable to make alive the time, must kill it lest it kill them ; but neither was she of those who make their time so living, that the day is- too short for them. Hence it came when he called, that by and by she would offer him tea, and when he went, would walk with him into the garden, and at length even accom- pany him as far as the lodge on his way home. Charles Jermyn was a tall, well-made man, with a clever and refined face, which, if not much feeling, expressed great intelligence. By the ladies of the neighbourhood he was much admired, by some of them pronounced very manly and good-looking, by others declared to be beautiful. Certain of them said he was much too handsome for a doctor. He had a jolly air with him, which was yet far from unrefined, and a hearty way of shaking hands which gave an impression of honesty ; and indeed I think honesty would have been comparatively easy to him, had he set himself to cultivate it ; but he had never given himself trouble about anything except "getting on." You might rely on his word if he gave it solemnly. 4o6 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. but not otherwise. Absolute truth he would have felt a hindrance in the exercise of his profession, neither out of it did he make his yea yea, and his nay nay. His oath was better than his word, and that is a human shame. Women, even more than men, I presume, see in any one who interests them, not so much what is there, as a reflection of what they construct from the hints that have pleased them. Some of them it takes a miserable married lifetime to undeceive ; for some, not even that will serve; they continue to see, if not an angel, yet a very pardonable mortal, therefore altogether loveable man, in the husband in whom everybody else sees only a vile rascal. Whether sometimes the wife or the world be nearer the truth, will one day come out : the wife may be a woman of insight, and see where no one else can. In his youth the doctor had read a good deal of poetry, and enjoyed it in a surface-sort of fashion : discovering that Lady Joan had a fine taste in verse, he made use of his acquaintance there ; and effected the greater impression, that one without experience is always ready to take familiarity as indicative of real knowledge, and think that he, for instance, who can quote largely, must have vital relation with the things he quotes. But it had never entered the doc- tor's head that poetry could have anything to do with life — even in the case of the poet himself — how much less in that of his admirer ! Never once had it occurred to him to ask how he could be such a fool as enjoy anything false — beingless save in the brain of the poet — a mere lie ! For that which has CHARLES JERMYN, M. D. 407 nothing to do with life, what can it be but a lie ? Not the less Jermyn got down book after book, for many a day undusted on his shelves, and read and re-read many a passage which had once borne him into the seventh heaven of feeling, suggesting some- where a better world, in which lovely things might be had without too much trouble : now as he read, he was ^truck with a mild surprise at finding how much had lost even the appearance of the admirable ; how much of what had seemed bitter, he could thoroughly accept. He did not ask whether the change came of a truer vision or a sourer judgment, put all down to the experience that makes a man wise, none to a loss within. He was not able to imagine himself in any- thing less than he had been, in anything less than he would be. Yet poetry was to him now the mere muni- tion of war ! mere feathers for the darts of Cupid ! — that was how the once poetic man to himself expressed himself! He was laying in store of weapons, he said ! For when a man will use things in which he does not believe, he cannot fail to be vulgar. But Lady Joan saw no vulgarity in the result — it was hid in the man himself. To her he seemed a profound lover of poetry, who knew much of which she had never even heard. Once he contrived to spend a whole afternoon with her in the library, for of the outsides of books, their title-pages, that is, he had a good deal of knowledge, and must make opportunity to show it. One of his patients, with whom he first travelled, then for a time resided, was a book-collec- tor, and with him he learned much, chiefly from old- book-catalogues. With Lady Joan this learning, 408 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. judiciously poured out, passed for a marvellous knowledge of books, and the country doctor began to assume in her eyes the proportions of a man of universal culture. He knew at least how to bring all he had into use, and succeeded in becoming some- thing in the sweet lonely life, so ignorant and un- supported. He could play the violin too, and that with no mean expression — believing only in the ex- pression, nowise in the feeling expressed : this ac- complishment also he contrived she should, as if by accident, become acquainted with. In the judgment of most who knew him, he was an excellent and indeed admirable man. " No nonsense about him, don't you know? — able to make himself agreeable, but not losing sight of the main chance either!" men would say; and "A thorough family- doctor, knowing how to humour patients out of their fancies ! " would certain mammas add, who, instead of being straight-forward with their children, were always scheming, and dodging, and holding private confabulations about them with doctor and clergyman. In that part of his professional duty which bordered on that of the nurse, the best that was in Jermyn came out. Few men could handle a patient at the same time so firmly and tenderly as he ; few were less sparing of self in the endeavour to make him com- fortable. And from the moment when the simple- minded Cosmo became aware of his attendance and ■ ministration, his heart went out to him — from the moment, that is, when, in the afternoon of the same day on which Joan transformed his chamber, he lifted him in his arms that the gardener and his wife might CHARLES JERMYN, M. D. 409 place a feather-bed and mattress under him, oblitera- ting in softness the something which had seemed to find out every bone in his body : as soon as he was laid down again, his spirit seemed to rise on clouds of ease to thank his minister. And Cosmo was one in whom the gratitude was as enduring as ready. Next to the appearance of Lady Joan, all the time he was recovering, he looked for the dgiily visit of the doctor. Nor did the doctor ever come without re- ceiving his reward in an interview with the lady. And herein Jermyn gained another advantage. For Joan found herself compelled to take him into her confidence concerning her brother's ignorance of the presence of Cosmo in the house ; and so he shared a secret with her. He did not, of course, al- together relish the idea of this Scotch cousin, but plaii\ly he was too young for Joan, and he would soon find out whether there was any need to beware, of him, by which time he would know also what to do with him, should action be necessary. For the first week or so Joan did not mind how often the doctor found her with Cosmo, but after that she began to dislike it, she could scarcely have told why, and managed to be elsewhere when he came. After the third time the doctor began to cherish suspicion, and called cunning to his aid. Having mentioned an hour at which he would call the next day, he made his appearance an hour earlier, and with an excuse on his lips for the change he had been " compelled to make," walked into the room without warning, as of course he might without offence, where his patient was a young man. There, as he 41 WARLOCK O' GLEN WARLOCK. had feared, he found Lady Joan. But she had heard oi felt his coming, and as he entered she was handing Cosmo the newspaper, with the words, " There ! you are quite able to read to yourself to- day. I will go and have another search for the book you wanted ; " and with that she turned, and gave a little start, for there stood the doctor ! " Oh, Doctor Jermyn ! " she exclaimed, " I did not know you were there ! " and held out her hand. " Our patient is going on wonderfully now. You will let me see you before you leave the castle ? " Therewith she left the room, and hastening to her own, saw in the mirror the red of a lie, said to her- self, " What will Cosmo think ? " and burst into tears — the first she had shed since the day she found him. The doctor was not taken in, but Cosmo was troub- led and puzzled. In Jermyn's talk, however, and his own simplicity, he soon forgot the strangeness of this her behaviour. CHAPTER XXXI. COSMO AND THE DOCTOR. To the eyes of Jermyn, Cosmo appeared, mainly from his simplicity, younger than he was, while the doctor's manners, and his knowledge of the world, made Cosmo regard him as a much greater man than, in any sense or direction, he really was. His kindness having gained the youth's heart, he was ready to see in him everything that love would see in the loved. " You are very good to me, Doctor Jermyn," he said, one day, " — so good, that I am the more sorry though the less unwilling — "—The doctor could not kecD his hold of the thread of Cosmo's speach, yet did not interrupt him — " to tell you what is now weighing on my mind : I do not know how or when I shall be able to hand you your fees. I hope you will not come to see me once more than is necessary ; and the first money I earn, you shall be paid part at least of what I owe you." The doctor laughed. It was such a school-boy 411 412 WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK. speech, he thought ! It was a genuine relief to Cos- mo to find him take the thing so lightly. "You were robbed on the way, Lady Joan tells me," Jermyn said. " I am not sure that I was robbed," returned Cos- mo ; " but in any case, even had I brought every penny I started with, I could not have paid you. My father and I are very poor, Mr. Jermyn." " And my father and I are pretty well to do," said the doctor, laughing again. " But," resumed Cosmo, " neither condition is a reason why you should not be paid. Mine is only the cause why you are not paid at once." " My dear fellow," said the doctor, laying his hand on the boy's, " I am not such a very old man — it is not so very long since I was a student myself — in your country too — at Edinburgh — that I should forget what it is to be a student, or how often money is scarce in the midst of every other kind of plenty and refinement." " But I am not exactly a student now. I have been making a little money as tutor ; only — " " Don't trouble your head about it, I beg of you,'' interrupted the doctor. " It is the merest trifle. Be- sides, I should never have thought of taking a fee from you ! I am well paid in the pleasure of making your acquaintance. — But there is one way," he ad- ded, " in which you could make me a return." " What is that ? " asked Cosmo eagerly. " To borrow a little money of me for a few months .' I am not at all hard up at present. I had to borrow many a' time when I was in Edinburgh." COSMO AND THE DOCTOR. 413 The boy-heart of Cosmo swelled in his bosom, and for a time he could not answer. He thought with himself, "Here is a man of the true sort! — a man after my father's own heart ! who in the ground of his rights plants fresh favours, and knows the inside of a fellow's soul as well as his body ! This is a rare man ! " But he felt it would be to do Joan a wrong to bor- row money, from the doctor and not from her. So with every possible acknowledgment he declined the generous offer. Now the doctor was quite simple in behaving thus to Cosmo. He was a friendly man and a gentleman, and liked Cosmo as no respectable soul could help liking him. It had not yet entered into him to make him useful. That same night, however, he began to ask himself whether he might not make Cosmo serve instead of hindering his hope, and very soon had thought the matter out. He was by no means too delicate to talk at once about his love, but would say nothing of it until he had made more sure of Cosmo, and good his ground by sowing another crop first : he must make himself something in the eyes of the youth, plant himself firmly in his estima- tion, cause his idea of him to blossom ; and for the sake of this he must first of all understand the boy ! Nor was it long before the doctor imagined he did understand the boy ; and indeed, sceptical as both his knowledge of himself and of the world had made him, he did so far understand him as to believe him as innocent of evil as the day he was born. His eyes could not shine so, his mouth could not have that childlike — the doctor called it childish — smile 414 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. Otherwise. He put out various feelers to satisfy him- self there was no pretence, and found his allusions either passed over him like a breath of merest air, or actually puzzled him. It was not always that Cosmo did not know what the suggestion might mean, but that he could not believe Jermyn meant that ; and perceiving this, the doctor would make haste to alter the shadow into something definitely unobjectionable. Jermyn had no design of corrupting the youth ; he was above that, even could he have fancied anything to be gained by it, whereas his interest lay in the op- posite direction, his object being to use the lad un- consciously to himself. He discovered also concern- ing him that he had lofty ideas of duty in everything ; that he was very trusting, and unready to doubt ; and that with him poetry was not, as with Lady Joan, a delight, but an absolute passion. After such discov- eries, he judged it would not be hard to make for himself, as for an idol, a high place in the imagina- tion of the boy. For this end he brought to bear upon him his choicest fragments of knowledge, and all his power to interest ; displayed in pleasing har- monies his acquaintance with not a few of the more delicate phases of humanity, and his familiarity with the world of imagination as embodied in books ; professed much admiration he did not feel, in the line of Cosmo's admiration, going into raptures, for instance, over Milton's profoundest gems, whose beauty he felt only in a kind of reflected cold-moony way, through the external perfection of their colour and carving ; brought to his notice Wordsworth's Happy Warrior, of which he professed, and truly, COSMO AND THE DOCTOR. 41 5 that he had pasted it on his wall when a student, that at any moment he might read it ; and introduced him to the best poems of Shelley, a favour for which alone Cosmo felt as if he must serve him for life. Cosmo was so entire, so utterly honest, so like a woman, that he could not but regard the channel through which anything reached him, as of the nature of that which came to him through it ; how could that serve to transmit which was not one in spirit with the thing transmitted ? To his eyes, therefore, Jermyn sat in the reflex glory of Shelley, and of every other radiant spirit of which he had widened his knowledge. How could Cosmo for instance regard him as a common man through whom came to him first that thrilling trumpet-cry, full of the glorious despair of a frustrate divinity, beginning, O wild west wind, thou breath of autumn's being, — the grandest of all pagan pantheistic utterances he was ever likely to hear ! The whole night, and many a night after, was Cosmo haunted with the asolian music of its passionate, self-pitiful self-abandonment. And in his dreams, the "be thou me, impetuous one ! " of the poem, seemed fulfilled in himself — for he and the wind were one, careering wildly along the sky, combing out to their length the maned locks of the approaching storm, and answering the cry of weary poets everywhere over the world. As he sat by his patient's bed, Jermyn would also tell him about his travels, and relate passages of ad- venture in various parts of the world ; and he came 4l6 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. oftener, and staid longer, and talked more and more freely, until at length in Cosmo's vision, the more impressible perhaps from his weakness, the doctor seemed a hero, an admirable Crichton ; a paragon of doctors. In all this, Jermyn, to use his own dignified imagery, was preparing an engine of assault against the heart of the lady. He had no very delicate feeling of the relation of man and woman, neither any revulsion from the loverly custom in low plays of making a friend of the lady's maid, and bribing her to chaunt the praises of the briber in the ears of her mistress. In his intercourse with Lady Joan, something seemed always to interfere and prevent him from showing himself to the best advantage — which he never doubted to be the truest presentation ; but if he could send her a reflection of him in the mind of such an admirer as he was making of Cosmo, she would then see him more as he desired to be seen, and as he did not doubt he was. CHAPTER XXXII. THE NAIAD. . At length Cosmo was able to go out, and Joan did not let him go by himself. For several days he walked only a very little, but sat a good deal in the sun, and rapidly recovered strength. At last, one glorious morning of summer, they went out together, intending to have a real little walk. Lady Joan had first made sure that her brother was occupied in his laboratory, but still she dared not lead her patient to any part of the garden or grounds ever visited by him. She took him, therefore, through walks, some of them wide, and bordered with stately trees, but all grown with weeds and moss, to the de- serted portion with which he had already made a passing acquaintance. There all lay careless of the present, hopeless of the future, and hardly dreaming of the past. It was long since foot of lady had pressed these ancient paths, long since laugh or merry speech had been heard in them. Nothing is lovelier than the result of the half-neglect which often falls 417 4l8 WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK. upon portions of great grounds, when the owner's fancy has changed, and his care has turned to some newer and more favoured spot; when there is moss on the walks, but the weeds are few and fine ; when the trees stand in their old honour, yet no branch is permitted to obstruct a path ; when flowers have ceased to be sown or planted, but those that bloom are not disregarded ; while yet it is only through some stately door that admission is gained, and no chance foot is free to stray in. But here it was alto- gether different. That stage of neglect was long past. The place was ragged, dirty, overgrown. There was between the picture I have drawn and this reality, all the painful difference between stately and beautiful matronhood, and the old age that, no longer capable of ministering to its own decencies, has grown careless of them. "At this time of the day there is plenty of sun here," said his nurse, in a tone that seemed to savour of apology. "I think," said Cosmo, "the gardener told me some parts of the grounds were better kept than this." "Yes," answered Joan, "but none of them are anything like what they should be. My brother is so ' poor." " I don't believe you know what it is to be poor," said Cosmo. "Oh, don't I!" returned Joan with a sigh. "You see Constantine requires for his experiments all the little money the trustees allow." "I know this part," said Cosmo. "I made ac- THE NAIAD. 42 I quaintance with it the last thing as I was growing ill. It looks to me so melancholy ! If I were here, I should never rest till I had with my own hands got it into some sort of. order." " Are you as strong as you used to be, Cosmo — I mean when you are well ? " asked Joan, willing to change the direction of the conversation. " A good deal stronger, I hope," answered Cosmo. " But I am glad it is not just this moment, for then I should have no right to be leaning on you, Joan." " Do you like to lean on me, Cosmo ? " " Indeed I do ; I am proud of it ! — But tell me why you don't take me to a more cheerful part." She made him no answer. He looked in her face. It was very pale, and tears were in her eyes. " Must I tell you, Cosmo ? " she said. " No, certainly, if you would rather not." " But you might think it something wrong." " I should never imagine you doing anything wrong, Joan." " Then I must tell you, lest it should be wrong. — My brother does not know that you are here." Now Cosmo had never imagined that Lord Mer- gwain did not know he was at the castle. It was true he had not come to see him, but nothing was simpler if Lord Mergwain desired to see Cosmo as little as Cosmo desired, from his recollection of him at Castle Warlock, to see Lord Mergwain. It almost took from him what little breath he had to learn that he had been all this time in a man's house without his knowledge. No doubt, in good sense and justice, the house was Joan's too, however little the male 42 2 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. aristocracy may be inclined to admit such a state- ment of rights, but there must be some one at the head of things, and, however ill he might occupy it, that place was naturally his lordship's, -and he had at least a right to know who was in the house. Huge discomfort thereupon invaded Cosmo, and a restless desire to be out of the place. His silence frightened Joan. " Are you very angry with me, Cosmo," she said. " Angry ! No, Joan ! How could I be angry with you? Only it makes me feel myself where I have no business to be — rather like a thief in fact." " Oh, I am so sorry ! But what could I do ? You don't know my brother, or you would not wonder. He seems to have a kind of hatred to your family ! — I do not in the least know why. Could my father have said anything about you that he misunderstood ? — But no, that could not be ! — And yet my father did say he knew your house many years before ! " " I don't care how Lord Mergwain regards me," said Cosmo ; " what angers me is that he should behave so to you that you dare not tell him a thing. Now I am sorry I came without writing to you first ! — I don't know though! — and I can't say I am sorry I was taken ill, for all the trouble I have been to you; I should never have known otherwise how beautiful and good you are." "I'm not good! and I'm not beautiful!" cried Joan, and burst into tears of humiliation and sore- heartedness. What a contrast was their house and its hospitality, she thought, to those in which Cosmo lived one heart and one soul with his father ! THE NAIAD. 423 " But," she resumed the next moment, wiping away her tears, " you must not think I have no right to do anything for you. My father left all his personal properly to me, and I know there was money in his bureau, saved up for me — I know it; and I know too that my brother took it ! I said never a word about it to him or any one — -.never mentioned the subject before ; but I can't have you feehng as if you had been taking what I had no right to give ! " They had come to the dry fountain, with its great cracked basin, in the centre of which stood the parched naiad, pouring an endless nothing from her inverted vase. Forsaken and sad she looked. All the world had changed save her, and left her a memo- rial of former thoughts, vanished ways, and forgotten things : she, alas ! could not alter, must be still the same, the changeless centre of change. All the win- ters would beat upon her, all the summers would burn her ; but never more would the glad water pour plashing from her dusty urn ! never more would the birds make showers with their beating wings in her cool basin ! The dead leaves would keep falling year after year to their rest, but she could not fall, must, through the slow ages, stand, until storm and sunshine had wasted her atom by atom away. On the broad rim of the basin they sat down. Cosmo turned towards the naiad, such thoughts as I have written throbbing in his brain like the electric light in an exhausted receiver, Joan with her back to the figure, and her eyes on the ground, thinking Cosmo brooded vexed on his newly discovered posi- tion. It was a sad picture. The two were as the 42 4 WARLOCK O' GLEN WARLOCK. type of Nature and Art, the married pair, here at strife — still together, but only the more apart — Oberon and Titania, with ruin all about them. Through the straggling branches appeared the totter- ing dial of Time where not a sun-ray could reach it ; for Time himself may well go to sleep where prog- ress is but disintegration. Time himself is nothing, does nothing ; he is but the medium in which the forces work. Time no more cures our ills, than space unites our souls, because they cross it to mingle. Had Cosmo suspected Joan's thought, he would have spoken ; but the urn of the naiad had brought back to him his young thoughts and imaginations concerning the hidden source of the torrent that rushed for ever along the base of Castle Warlock* the dry urn was to him the end of all life that know!; not its source — therefore, when the water of its con sciousness fails, cannot go back to the changeless, ever renewing life, and unite itself afresh with the self-existent, parent spring. A moment more and he began to tell Joan what he was thinking — gave her the whole metaphysical history of the development in him of the idea of life in connection with the torrent and its origin ever receding, like a decoy-hope that entices us to the truth, until at length he saw in God the one only origin, the fountain of fountains, the Father of all lights — that is, of all things, and all true thoughts. " If there were such an urn as that," he said, point- ing to the naiad's, " ever renewing the water inside it without pipe or spring, there would be what we call THE NAIAD. 425 a miracle, because, unable to follow the appearance farther back, we should cease thought, and wonder only in the presence of the making God. And such an urn would be a true picture of the heart of God, ever sending forth life of itself, and of its own will, into the consciousness of us receiving the same." He grew eloquent, and talked as even Joan had never heard him before. And she understood him, for the lonely desire after life had wrought, making her capable. She felt more than ever that he was a messenger to her from a higher region, that he had come to make it possible for her to live, to enlarge her being, that it might no more be but the half life of mere desire after something unknown and never to be attained. Suddenly, with that inexplicable breach in the chain of association over which the electric thought seems to leap, as over a mighty void of spiritual space, Cosmo remembered that he had not yet sent the woman whose generous trust had saved him from long pangs of hunger, the price of her loaf. He turned quickly to Joan : was not this a fresh chance of putting trust in her ? What so precious thing be- tween two lives as faith ? It is even a new creation in the midst of the old. Would he not be wrong to ask it from another ? And ask it he must ; for there was the poor woman, on whom he had no claim of individual, developed friendship, in want of her money ! Would he not feel that Joan wronged him, if she asked some one else for any help he could give her ? He told her therefore the whole story of his adventures on his way to her, and ending said, 426 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. " Lend me a half-sovereign — please — to put in a letter for the first woman. I will find something for the girl afterwards." Joan burst into tears. It was some time before she could speak, but at last she told him plainly that she had no money, and dared not ask her brother, because he would want to know first what she meant .to do with it. " Is it possible ? " cried Cosmo. " Why, my father would never ask me what I wanted a little money for ! " " And you would be sure to tell him without his asking!" returned Joan. " But I dare not tell Con- stantine. Last week I could have asked him, be- cause then, for )'our sake, I would have told a lie ; but I dare not do that now." She did not tell him she gave her last penny to a beggar on the road the day he came, or that she often went for months without a coin in her pocket. Cosmo was so indignant he could not speak ; neither must he give shape in her hearing to what he thought of her brother. She looked anxiously in his face. " Dear Cosmo," she said, " do not be angry with me. I will borrow the money from the housekeeper. I have never done such a thing, but for your sake I will. You shall send it tomorrow." " No, no, dearest Joan ! " cried Cosmo. "I will not hear of such a thing. I should be worse than Lord Mergwain to lay a feather on the burden he makes you carry." THE NAIAD. 427 " I shouldn't mind it much. It would be sweet to hurt my pride for your sake." "Joan, if you do," said Cosmo, " I will not touch it. Don't trouble your dear heart about it. God is taking care of the woman as well as of us. I will send it afterwards." They sat silent — Cosmo thinking how he was to escape from this poverty-stricken grandeur to his own humble heaven — as poor, no doubt, but full of the dignity lacking here. He knew the state of things at home too well to imagine his father could send him the sum necessary without borrowing it, and he knew also how painful that would be to him who had been so long a borrower ever struggling to pay. Joan's eyes were red with weeping when at length she looked pitifully in his face. Like a child he put both his arms about her, seeking to comfort her. Sudden as a flash came a voice, calling her name in loud, and as it seemed to Cosmo, angry tones. She turned white as the marble on which they sat, and cast a look of agonized terror on Cosmo. " It is Constantine ! " said her lips, but hardly her voice. The blood rushed in full tide from Cosmo's heart, as it had not for many a day, and coloured all his thin face. He drew himself up, and rose with the look of one ready for love's sake to meet danger joy- ously. But Joan threw her arms round him now, and held him. " No, no ! " she said ; " — this way ! this way ! " 428 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. and letting him go, darted into the pathless shrub- bery, sure he would follow her. Cosmo hated turning his back on any person oi thing, but the danger here was to Joan, and he must do as pleased her. He followed instantly. CHAPTER XXXIII. THE GARDEN-HOUSE. She threaded and forced her way swiftly through the thick-grown shrubs, regardless of thorns and stripping twigs. It was a wilderness for many yards, but suddenly the bushes parted, and Cosmo saw be- fore him a neglected building, overgrown with ivy, of which it would have been impossible to tell the purpose, for it was the product of a time when everything was made to look like something else. The door of it, thick with accumulated green paint, stood half open, as if the last who left it had failed in a feeble endeavour to shut it. Like a hunted creature Joan darted in, and up the creaking stair before her. Cosmo followed, every step threatening to give way under him. The place was two degrees nearer ruin than his room. Great green stains were on the walls ; plaster was lying here and there in a heap ; the floors, rotted everywhere with damp, were sinking in all directions. Yet there had been no wanton destruction, for the 429 43° WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK. glass in the windows was little broken. Merest neglect is all that is required to make of both man and his works a heap ; for will is at the root of well- being, and nature speedily resumes what the will of man does not hold against her. At the top of the stair, Joan turned into a room, and keeping along the wall, went cautiously to the windpw, and listened. " I don't think he will venture here," she panted. " The gardener tells me his lordship seems as much afraid of the place as he and the rest of them. I don't mind it much — in the daytime. — You are never frightened, Cosmo ! " As she spoke, she turned on him a face which, for all the speed she had made, was yet pale as that of a ghost. " I don't pretend never to be frightened," said Cosmo; "ail I can say is, I hope God will help me not to turn my back on anything, however frightened I may be." But the room he was in seemed to him the most fearful place he had ever beheld. His memory of the spare room at home, with all its age and worn stateliness and evil report, showed mere innocence beside this small common-looking, square room. If a room dead and buried for years, then dug up again, be imaginable, that is what this was like. It was furnished like a little drawing-room, and many of the niceties of work and ornament that are only to be seen in a lady's room, were yet recognizable here and there, for everything in it was plainly as it had been left by the person who last occupied it. But THE GARDEN-HOUSE. 43 I the aspect of the whole was indescribably awful. The rottenness and dust and displacement by mere decay, looked enough to scare even the ghosts, if they had any scare left in them. No doubt the rats had at one time their share in the destruction, but it was long since they had forsaken the house. There was no disorder. The only thing that looked as if the room had been abandoned in haste, was the door of a closet standing wide open. The house had a worse repute than ghost could give it — worse than Joan knew, for no one had ever told her what must add to her father's discredit. Something in a corner of the closet just mentioned, caught Cosmo's eye, and he had taken one step towards it, when a sharp moan from the lips of his companion arrested him. He turned, saw her face agonized with fresh fear, and was rushing to the window, when she ran at him, pushed him back, and Stood shaking. He thought she would have fallen, and supported her. They stood listening speechless, with faces like two moons in the daytime. Presently Cosmo heard the rustling of twigs, and the sounds of back-swinging branches. These noises came nearer and nearer. Joan gazed with expanding eyes of ter- ror in Cosmo's face, as if anywhere else she must see what would kill her. " Joan ! " cried the same voice Cosmo had heard in the garden. She shook, and held so to Cosmo-'s arm that she left as sure marks of her fingers there as ever did ghost. The sympathy of her fear m- vaded him. He would have darted to meet the enemy, but she would not let him go. The .shucae. 432 WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK. of a new resolve passed through her, and she began to pull him towards the closet. Involuntarily for a moment he resisted, for he feared the worse risk to her ; but her action and look were imperative, and he yielded. They entered the closet and he pulled the door to close it upon them. It resisted ; he pulled harder ; a rusted hinge gave way, and the door dropped upon its front corner, so that he had partly to lift it to get it to. Just as he succeeded, Joan's name on the voice of her fear echoed awfully through the mouldy silences of the house. In the darkness of the closet, where there was just room for two to stand, she clung like a child to Cosmo, trembling in his arms like one in a fit of the ague. It is mournful to think what a fear many men are to the women of their house. The woman-fear in the world is one of its most pitiful out- cries aiter a saviour. Hesitating steps were heard below. They went from one to another of the rooms, then began to as- cend the stair. "Now, Joan," said Cosmo, holding her to him, " whatever you do, keep quiet. Don't utter a sound. Please God, I will take care of you." She pressed his shoulder, but did not speak. The steps entered the room. Both Cosmo and Wn seemed to feel the eyes that looked all about it. ZTven tne bteps came towards the closet. Now was the decisive moment ! Cosmo was on the point of bursting out, with the cry of a wild animal, when something checked him, and suddenly he made up his mind to keep still to the very last. He put a THE GARDEN-HOUSE. 433 hand on the lock, and pressed the door down against the floor. In the faint light that came through the crack at the top of it, he could see the dark terror of Joan's eyes fixed on his face. A hand laid hold of the lock, and pulled, and pulled, but in vain. Prob- ably then Mergwain saw that the door was fallen from its hin^e. He turned the key, and the door had not altered its position too far for his locking them in. Then they heard him go down the stair, and leave the house. " He's not gone far ! " said Cosmo. " He ,^ill have this closet open presently. You heard Uim lock it ! We must get out of it at once ! Pleas^, let me go, Joan, dear ! I must get the door open." She drew back from him as far as the space would allow. He put his shoulder to the door, and sent i* into the middle of the room with a great crash, then ran and lifted it. " Come, Joan ! Quick ! " he cried. " Help me to set it up again." The moment something was to be done, Joan's heart returned to her. In an instant they had the door jammed into its place, with the bolt in the catch as Mergwain had left it. " Now," said Cosmo, " we must get down the stair, and hide somewhere below, till he passes, and comes up here again." They ran to the kitchen, and made for a small cel- lar opening off it. Hardly were they in it when they heard him re-enter and go up the stair. The mo- ment he was safely beyond them, they crept cut, and keeping close to the wall of the house, went Tviina to 434 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK.' the back of it, and through the thicket to a footpath near, which led to the highway. It was a severe trial to Cosmo's strength, now that the excitement of adventure had relaxed, and left him the weaker. Again and again Joan had to urge him on, but as soon as she judged it safe, she made him sit, and sup- ported him. " I believe,'' she said, " that wretched man of his has put him up to it. Constantine has found out something. I would not for the world he should learn all ! You don't know — you are far too good to know what he would think — yes, and tell me to my face ! It was not an easy life with my father, Cosmo, but I would rather be with him now, wherever he is, than go on living in that house with my brother." " What had we better do ? " said Cosmo, trying to hide his exhaustion. " I am going to take you to the Jermyns'. They are the only friends I have. Julia will be kind to you for my sake. I will tell them all about it. Young Dr. Jermyn knows already." Alas, it was like being let down out of paradise into purgatory ! But when we cannot stay longer in paradise, we must, like our first parents, make the best of our purgatory. "You will be able to come and see me, will you jOt. T<^an," he said sadly. ■ Yes, indeed ! " she answered. " It will be easier in some ways than before. At home I never could get rid of the dread of being found out. As soon as I get you safe in, I must hurry home. Oh, dear ! how THE GARDEN-HOUSE. 435 shall I keep clear of stories ! Only, when you are safe, I shall not care so much." In truth, although she had seemed to fear all for herself, her great dread had been to hear Cosmo abused. " What you must have gone through for me ! " said Cosmo. " It makes me ache to think of it! " " It will be only pleasant to look back upon, Cosmo," returned Joan with a sad smile. " But oh for such days again as we used to have on the frozen hills! There are the hills again every winter, but will the old days ever come again, Cosmo ? " " The old days never come again," answered Cosmo. " But do you know why, Joan ? " " No," murmured Joan, very sadly. " Because they would be getting in the way of the new better days, whose turn it is," replied Cosmo. " You tell God, Joan, all about it ; he will give us better days than those. To some, no doubt, it seems absurd that there should be a great hearing Life in the world ; but it is what you and I need so much that we don't see how, by any possibility, to get on without it ! It cannot well look absurd to us ! And if you should ever find you ca.n/ioi pray any more, tell me, and I will try to help you. I don't think that time will ever come to me. I can't tell — but always hitherto, when I have seemed to be at the last gasp, things have taken a turn, and it has grown possible to go on again." " Ah, you are younger than me, Cosmo ! " said Joan, more sadly than ever. Cosmo laughed. 436 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. " Don't you show me any airs on that ground," he said. " Leave that to Agnes. She is two years older than I, and used always to say when we were children, that she was old enough to be my mother." " But I am more than two years older than you, Cosmo," said Joan. "How much, then — exactly ? "asked Cosmo. "Three years and a whole month," she answered. " Then you must be old enough to be my grand- mother ! But I don't mean to be sat upon for that. Agnes gave me enough of that kind of thing ! " Whether Joan began to feel a little jealous of Agnes, or only more interested in her, it would be hard to say, but Cosmo had now to answer a good many questions concerning her ; and when Joan learned what a capable girl Agnes was, understand- ing Euclid and algebra, as Mr. Simon said, better than any boy, Cosmo himself included, he had ever had to teach, the earl's daughter did feel a little pain at the heart because of the cotter's. They reached at last the village and the doctor's house, where, to Joan's relief, the first person they met was Charles, to whom at once she told the main part of their adventure that day. He proposed just what Joan wished, and was by no means sorry at the turn things had taken — putting so much more of the game, as he called it, into his hands. Things were speedily arranged, all that was neces- sary told his father and sister, and Joan invited to stay to lunch, which was just ready. This she thought it better to do, especially as Jermyn and his sister would then w^lk home with her. What the doctor THE GARDEN-HOUSE. 437 would say if he saw Mergwain, she did not venture to ask : she knew he would tell any number of sto- ries to get lier out of a scrape, while Cosmo would only do or endure anything, from thrashing her brother to being thrashed himself. A comfortable room was speedily prepared for Cosmo, and Jermyn made him go to bed at once. Nor did he allow him to see Joan again, for he told her he was asleep, and she had better not disturb him — which was not true — but might have been, for all the doctor knew as he had not been to see., Joan did not fall in with her brother for a week, and when she saw him he did not allude to the affair. What was in his mind she did not know for months. Always, however, he was ready to believe that the mantle of the wickedness of his fathers, which he had so righteously refused to put on, had fallen upon his sister instead. Only he had no proof. CHAPTER XXXIV. CATCH YOUR HORSE. When Cosmo was left alone in his room, with or- ders from the doctor to put himself to bed, he sank wearily on a chair that stood with its back to the light ; then first his eye fell upon the stick he carried. Joan had brought him his stick when he was ready to go into the garden, but this was not that stick. He must have caught it up somewhere instead of his own ! Where could it have been ? He had no recollection either of laying down his own, or of thinking he took it again. After a time he recalled this much, that, in the horrible room they had last left, at the moment when Joan cried out because of the sound of her brother's approach, he was walking to the closet to look at something in it that had attracted his atten- tion — seeming in the dusk, from its dull shine, the hilt of a sword. The handle of the walking stick he now held must be that very thing ! But he could not tell whether he had caught it up with any idea of defence, or simply in the dark his hand had come 438 CATCH YOUR HORSE. 439 into contact with it and instinctively closed upon it, he could not even conjecture. But why should he have troubled his head so about a stick ? Because this was a notably peculiar one : the handle of that stick was in form a repetition of the golden horse that had carried him to the university ! Their com- mon shape was so peculiar, that not only was there no mistaking it, but no one who saw the two could have avoided the conviction that they had a common origin, and if any significance, then a common one. There was an important difference however : even if in substance this were the same as the other, it could yet be of small value : the stick thus capped was a bamboo, rather thick, but handle and all, very light. Proceeding to examine it, Cosmo found that every joint was double-mounted and could be unscrewed. Of joints there were three, each forming a small box. In the top one were a few grains of snuff, in the mid- dle one a little of something that looked like gold dust, and the third smelt of opium. The top of the cane had a cap of silver, with a screw that went into the lower part of the horse, which thus made a sort of crutch-handle to the stick. He had screwed off, and was proceeding to replace this handle, when his eye was arrested, his heart seemed to stand still, and the old captain's foolish rime came rushing into his head. He started from his chair, took the thing to the win- dow, and there stood regarding it fixedly. Beyond a doubt this was his great grand-uncle's, the auld cap- tain's, stick, the only thing missed when his body was found ! but whence such an assured conviction ? 440 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. and why di4 the old captain's rime, whose appUcation to the goldi'ft^ horse his father and he had rejected, return fat • sight of this one, so much its inferior? In a word, whence the eagerness of curiosity that now possessed Cosmo ? In turning the handle upside down, he saw that from one of the horse's delicately finished shoes, a nail was missing, and its hole left empty. It was a hind shoe too ! " Caitch yer naig, an' pu' his tail ; In his hin' heel caw a nail I I do believe," he said to himself, "this is the horse that was in the old villain's head every time he uttered the absurd rime ! " There must then be in the cane a secret, through which possibly the old man had overreached himself ! Had that secret, whatever it was, been discovered, or did it remain for him now to discover ? A passion of curiosity seized him, but something held him back. What was it ? The stick was not his property ; any discovery concerning or by means of it, ought to be made with the consent and in the presence of the owner of it — her to whom tht old lord had left his personal property ! And now Cosmo had to go througk an experience as strange as it was new, for, in general of a quietly expectant disposition, he had now such a burning de- sire to conquer the secret of the stick, as appeared to him to savour oi possession. It was so unlike himself, that he was both angry and ashamed. He set it CATCH YOUR HORSE. 44 1 aside and went to bed. But the haunting eagerness would not let him rest ; it kept him tossing from side to side, and was mingled with strangest fears lest the stick should vanish as mysteriously as it had come — lest when he wojce he should find it had been car- ried away. He got out of bed, unscrewed the horse, and placed it under his pillow. But there it tor- mented him like an aching spot. It went on draw- ing him, tempting him, mocking him. He could not keep his hands from it. A hundred times he re- solved he would not touch it again, and of course kept his resolution so long as he thought of it ; but the moment he for.got it, which he did repeatedly in won- dering why Joan did not come, the horse would be in his hand. Every time he woke from a moment's sleep, he found it in his hand. On his return from accompanying Lady Joan, Jer- myn came to him, found him feverish, and prescribed for him. Disappointed that Joan was gone without seeing him, his curiosity so entirely left him that he could not recall what it was like, and never imagined its possible return. Nor did it reappear so long as he was awake, but all through his dreams the old captain kept reminding him that the stick was his own. " Do it; do it ; don't put off," he kept saying; but as often as Cosmo asked him what, he could never hear his reply, and would wake yet again with the horse in his hand. In the morning he screwed it on the stick again, and set it by his bed-side CHAPTER XXXV. PULL HIS TAIL. About noon, when both the doctors happened to be out, Joan came to see him, and was more Uke her former self than she had been for many days. Hardly was she seated when he took the stick, and said, " Did you ever see that before, Joan ? " " Do you remember showing me a horse just like that one, only larger ? " she returned. " It was in the drawing-room." " Quite well," he answered. " It made me think of this," she continued, " which I had often seen in that same closet where I suppose you found it yesterday." Cosmo unscrewed the joints and showed her the different boxes. "There's nothing in them," he said; "but I sus- pect there is something about this stick more than we can tell. Do you remember the silly Scotch rime I repeated the other day, when you to-ld me I had been talking poetry in my sleep ? " 442 PULL HIS TAIL. 443, " Yes, very well," she answered. " Those are words an uncle of my father, whom you may have heard of as the old captain, used to re- peat very often." — At this Joan's face turned pale, but her back was to the ght, and he did not see it. — "I will say them presently in English, that you may know what sense there may be in the foolish- ness of them. Now I must tell you that I am all but certain this stick once belonged to that same great uncle of mine — how it came i. .to your father's pos- session I cannot say — and last night, as I was look- ing at it, I saw something that made me nearly sure this is the horse, insignificant as it looks, that was in my uncle's head when he repeated the rirn^. But I would do nothing without you." " How kind of you, Cosmo ! " " Not kind ; I had no right ; the stick is yours." " How can that be, if it belonged to youf great uncle ? " said Joan, casting down her eyes. " Because it was more than fifty years in your father's possession, and he left it to you. Besides, I cannot be absolutely certain it is the same." " Then I give it to you, Cosmo." " I will not accept it, Joan — at least before you know what it is you want to give me. — And now for this foolish rime — in English ! " Catch your horse and pull his tail ; In his hind heel drive a nail ; Pull his ears from one another : Stand up and call the king your brother I What's to come of it. I know no more than you do, 444 WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK. t Joan," continued Cosmo ; " but if you will allow me, I will do with this horse what the rime says, and if they belong to each other, we shall soon see." " Do whatever you please, Cosmo," returned Joan, with a tremble in her voice. Cosmo began to screw off the top of the stick. Joan left her chair, drew nearer to the bed, and pres- ently sat down on the edge of it, gazing with great wide eyes. She was more moved than Cosmo ; there was a shadow of horror in her look ; she dreaded some frightful revelation. Her father's habit of mut- tering his thoughts aloud, had given her many things to hear, although not many to understand. When the horse yfas free in Cosmo's hand, he set the stick aside, looked up, and said, " The first direction the rime gives, is to pull his- tail." With that he pulled the horse's tail — of silver, apparently, like the rest of him — pulled it hard ; but it seemed of a piece with his body, and there was no visible result. The first shadow of approaching dis- appointment came creeping over him, but he looked up at Joan, and smiled as he said, " He doesn't seem to mind that ! We'll try the next thing — which is, to drive a nail in his hind heel. — Now look here, Joan ! Here, in one of his hind shoes, is a hole that looks as if one of the nails had come out ! That is what struck me, and brought the rime into my head ! But how drive a nail into such a hole as that ? " " Perhaps a tack would go in," said Joan, rising, " I shall pull one out of the carpet." PULL HIS TAIL. 445 " A tack would be much too large, I think,'' said !osmo. " Perhaps a brad out of the gimp of that hair would do. — Or, stay, I know ! Have you got hair-pin you could give me ? " Joan sat down again on the bed, took off her bon- et, and searching in her thick hair soon found one. losmo took it eagerly, and applied it to the hole in le shoe. Nothing the least larger would have gone 1. He pushed it gently, then a little harder — felt s if something yielded a little, returning his pressure, nd pushed a little harder still. Something gave way, nd a low noise followed, as of a watch nmning down, 'he two faces looked at each other, one red, and one ale. The sound ceased. They waited a little, in Imost breathless silence. Nothing followed. " Now," said Cosmo, " for the last thing ! " " Not quite the last," returned Joan, with what as nearly an hysterical laugh, trying to shake off- le fear that grew upon her ; " the last thing is to :and up and call the king your brother." " That much, as non-essential, I daresay we shall mit," replied Cosmo. — " The next then is, to pull his ars from each other." He took hol'd of one of the tiny ears betwixt the nger and thumb of each hand, and pulled. The Ddy of the horse came asunder, divided down the ick, and showed inside of it a piece of paper. Cosmo lok it out. It was crushed, rather than folded, )und something soft. ^ He handed it to Joan. " It is. your turn now, Joan," he said; "you open , I have done my part." Cosmo's eyes were now fixed on the movements of 446 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. Joan's fingers undoing the little parcel, as hers had been on his while he was finding it. Within the paper was a piece of cotton wool. Joan dropped the paper, and unfolded the wool. Bedded in the middle of that were two rings. The eyes of Cosmo fixed themselves on one of them — the eyes of Joan upon the other. In the one Cosmo recognized a large diamond ; in the other Joan saw a da'rk stone en- graved with the Mergwain arms. " This is a very valuable diamond," said Cosmo, looking closely at it. " Then that shall be your share, Cosmo," returned Joan. " I will keep this if you don't mind.'' " What have you got ? " asked Cosmo. " My father's signet-ring, I believe," she answered. "I have often heard him — bemoan the loss of it." Lord Mergwain's ring in the old captain's stick! Things began to put themselves together in Cosmo's mind. He lay thinking. The old captain had won these rings from the young lord and put them for safety in the horse ; Borland suspected, probably charged him with false play ; they fought, and his lordship carried away the stick to recover his own ; but had failed to find the rings, taking the boxes in the bamboo for all there was of stowage in it. It was by degrees, however, that this theory formed itself in his mind ; now he saw only a glimmer of it here and there. In the meantime he was not a little disappointed. Was this all the great mystery of the berimed horse ? PULL HIS TAIL. 447 It was as if a supposed opal had burst, and proved but a soap-bubble ! Joan sat silent, looking at the signet-ring, and the tears came slowly in her eyes. " I may keep this ring, may I not, Cosmo ? " she said. ^ " My dear Joan ! " exclaimed Cosmo, " the ring is not mine to give anybody, but if you will give me the stick, I shall be greatly obliged to you." "I will give it you on one condition, Cosmo," an- swered Joan, " — that you take the ring as well. I do not care about rings." "I do," answered Cosmo; "but sooner than take this from you, Joan, I would part with the hope of ^ver seeing you again. Why, dear Joan, you don't know what this diamond is worth! — and you have no money ! " "Neither have you," retorted Joan. " — What is the thing worth?" " I do not like to say lest I should be wrong. If I :ould weigh it, I should be better able to tell you. But its worth must anyhow be, I think — somewhere :owards two hundred pounds." "Then take it, Cosmo. Or if you won't have it, jive it to your father, with my dear love." " My father would say to me — ' How could you jring it, Cosmo!' But I will not forget to give lim the message. That he will be delighted to lave." " But, Cosmo ! it is of no use to me. How could I ret the money you speak of for it ? If I were to nake an attempt of the kind, my brother would be 448 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. sure to hear of it. It would be better to give it him at once." "That difficulty is easily got over," answered Cosmo. " When I go, I will take it with me ; I know where to get a fair price for it — not always easy for anything ; I will send you the money, and you will be quite rich for a little while." "My brother opens all my letters," replied Joan. " I don't think he cares to read them, but he sees who they are from." " Do you have many letters, Joan ? " " Not many. Perhaps about one a month, or so." "I could send it to Dr. Jermyn." Joan hesitated a moment, but did not object. The next instant they heard the doctor's step at the door, and his hand on the lock. Joan rose hastily, caught up her bonnet, and sat down a little way off. Cosmo drew the ring and the pieces of the horse under the bed-clothes. , Jermyn cast a keen glance on the two as he entered, took for confusion the remains of excitement, and said to himself he must make haste. He felt Cosmo's pulse, and pronounced him feverish, then, turning to Joan, said he must not talk, for he had not got over yesterday ; it might be awkward if he had a relapse. Joan rose at once, and took her leave, saying she would come and see him the next morning. Jermyn went down with her, and sent Cosmo a draught. When he had taken it, he felt inclined to sleep, and turned himself from the light. But the stick, which was leaning against the head of the bed, slipped, and fell on a oart of the floor where there was no caroet: PULL HIS TAIL. 449 the noise startled and roused him, and the thought came that he had better first of all secure the ring — for which purpose undoubtedly there could be no better place than the horse! There, however, the piece of cotton wool would again be necessary, for without it the ring would rattle. He put the ring in the heart of it, replaced both in the horse,. and set about discovering how to close it again. This puzzled him not a little. Spring nor notch, nor any other means" of attachment between the two halves of the animal, could he find. But at length he noted that the tail had slipped a little way out, and was loose ; and experimenting with it, by and by dis- covered that by holding the parts together, and wind- ing the tail round and round, the horse — how, he could'not tell — was restored to its former apparent solidity. And now where would the horse be safest ? Clearly in its own place on the stick. He got out of bed therefore to pick the stick up, and in so doing saw on the carpet the piece of paper which had been round the cotton. This he picked up also, and getting again into bed, had begun to replace the handle of the bamboo, when his eyes fell again on the piece of paper, and he caught sight of crossing lines on it, which looked like part of a diagram of some sort. He smoothed it out, and saw indeed a drawing, but one quite unintelligible to him. It must be a sketch or lineation of something — but of what? or of what kind of thing ? It might be of the fields constituting a property; it might, be of the stones in a wall; it might be of an irregular mosaic ; or perhaps it might 45° WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK. be only a school-boy's exercise in trigonometry for land-measuring. It must mean something; but it could hardly mean anything of consequence to any- body! Still it had been the old captain's probably — or perhaps the old lord's : he would replace it also where he had found it. Once more he unscrewed the horse from the stick, opened it with Joan's hair-pin, placed the paper in it, closed all up again, and .lay down, glad that Joan had got such a ring, but think- ing the old captain- had made a good deal of fuss about a small matter. He fell fast asleep, slept soundly, and woke much better. In the evening came the doctor, and spent the whole of it with him, interesting and pleasing him more than ever, and displaying one after another traits of character which Cosmo, more than pre- judiced in his favour already, took for additional proofs of an altogether exceptional greatness of char- acter and aim. Nor am I capable of determining how much or how little Jermyn may have deceived himself in regard of the same. Now that Joan had this ring, and his personal attachment to the doctor had so greatly increased, Cosmo found himself able to revert to the offer Jermyn once made of lending him a little money, which he had then declined. He would take the ring to Mr. Burns on his way home, and then ask Joan to repay Dr. Jermyn out of what he sent her for it. He told Jermyn therefore, as he sat by his bed- side, that he found himself obliged after all to accept the said generous proposal, but would return the money before he got quite home. PULL HIS TAIL. 451 The doctor smiled, with reasons for satisfaction more than Cosmo knew, and taking out his pocket- book, said, as he opened it, " I have just cashed a cheque, fortunately, so you had better have the money at once. — Don't bother yourself about it," he added, as he handed Rim the notes ; " there is no hurry. I know it is safe." " This is too much," said Cosmo. " Never mind ; it is better to have too much than too little ; it will be just as easy to repay." Cosmo thanked him, and put the money under his pillow. The doctor bade him good night, and left him. The moment he was alone, a longing greater than he had ever yet felt, arose in his heart to see his father. The first hour he was able to travel, be would set out for home ! His camera obscura haunted with flashing water and speedwells and daisies and horse-gowans, he fell fast asleep, and dreamed that his father and he were defending the castle from a great company of pirates, with the old captain at the head of them. CHAPTER XXXVI. THE THICK DARKNESS. The next day he was still better, and could not think why the doctor would not let him get up. As the day went on, he wondered yet more why Joan did not come to see him. Not once did the thought cross him that it was the doctor's doing. If it had, he would but have taken it for a precaution — as in- deed it was, for the doctor's sake, not his. Jermyn would have as little intercourse between them as might be, till he should have sprung his spiritual mine. But he did all he could to prevent him from missing her, and the same night opened all his heart to Cosmo — that is, all the show-part of it. In terms extravagant, which he seemed to use be- cause he could not repress them, he told his frozen listener that his whole nature, heart and soul, had been for years bound up in Lady Joan ; that he had again and again been tempted to deliver himself by death from despair ; that if he had to live without her, he would be of no use in the world, but would cease to 4S2 THE NEXT DAY HE WAS STILL BETTER. 4'i- THE THICK DARKNESS. 455 care for anything. He begged therefore his friend Cosmo Warlocl<, seeing he stood so well with the lady, to speak what he honestly could in his behalf ; for if she would not favour him, he could no longer endure life. His had never been overfull, for he had had a hard youth, in which he had often been driven to doubt whether there was indeed a God that cared how his creatures went on. He must not say all he felt, but life, he repeated, would be no longer worth leading without at least some show of favour from Lady Joan. At any former time, such words would have been sufficient to displace Jermyn from the pedestal on which Cosmo had set him. What ! if all the ladies in the world should forsake him, was not God yet the all in all ? But now as he lay shivering, the words entering his ears seemed to issue from his soul. He listened like one whom the first sting has paralyzed, but who feels the more every succeeding invasion of death. It was a silent, yet a mortal struggle. He held down his heart like a wild beast, which, if he let it up for one moment, would fly at his throat and strangle him. Nor could the practiced eye of the doctor fail to perceive what was going on in him. He only said to himself — " Better him than me ! He is young and will get over it better than I should." He read nobility and self-abnegation in every shadow that crossed the youth's countenance, telling of the hail mingled with fire that swept through his uni- verse- and said to himself that all was on his side, that he had not miscalculated a hair 's-breadth. He saw at the same time Cosmo's heroic efforts to hide 456 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. his sufferings, and left him to imagine himself suc- cessful. But how Cosmo longed for his departure, that he might in peace despair ! — for such seemed to himself his desire for solitude. What is it in suffering that makes man and beast long for loneliness ? I think it is an unknown some- thing, more than self, calling out of the solitude — " Come to me ! — Come ! " How little of the tender- ness our human souls need, and after which consciously or unconsciously they hunger, do we give or receive ! The cry of the hurt heart for solitude, seems to me the call of the heart of God — changed by the echo of the tiny hollows of the heart of his creature — " Come out from among them : come to me, and I will give you rest ! " He alone can give us the repose of love, the peace after which our nature yearns. Hurt by the selfishness and greed of men, to es- cape from which we must needs go out of the world, worse hurt by our own indignation at their wrong, and our lack of patience under it, we are his creatures and his care still. The right he claims as his affair, and he will see it done ; but the wrong is by us a thousand times well suffered, if it but drive us to him, that we may learn he is indeed our very lover. That was a terrible night for Cosmo — a night bil- lowy with black fire. It reminded him afterwards of nothing so much as that word of the Lord — the power of darkness. It was not merely darkness with no light in it, but darkness alive and operative. He- had hardly dared suspect the nature, and only now THE THICK DARKNESS. 457 knew the force, and was about to prove the strength of the love with which he loved Joan. Great things may be foreseen, but they cannot be known until they arrive. His illness had been ripening him to this possibility of loss and suffering. His heart was now in blossom : for that some hearts must break ; — I may not say in full blossom, for what the full blossom of the human heart is, the holiest saint with the mightiest imagination cannot know — he can but see it shine from afar. It was a severe duty that was now required of him — I do not mean the performance of the final request the doctor had made — that Cosmo had forgotten, neither could have attempted with honesty ; for the emotion he could not but betray, would have pleaded for himself, and not for his friend ; it was enough that he must yield the lady of his dreams, become the lady as well of his waking and hoping soul. Perhaps she did not love Jermyn — he could not tell ; but Jermyn was his friend and had trusted in him, confessing that his soul was bound up in the lady ; one of them must go to the torture chamber, and when the 'question lay between him and another, Cosmo knew for which it must be. He alone was in Cosmo's hands ; his own self was all he held and had power over, all he could offer, could yield. Mr. Simon had taught him that, as a mother gives her children money to give, so God gives his children selves, with their wishes and choices, that they may have the true offering to lay upon the true altar ; for on that altar nothing else will burn than selves. " Very hard ! A tyrannical theory ! " says my 458 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. reader ? So will it forever appear to the man who has neither the courage nor the sense of law to enable him to obey. But that man shall be the eternal slave who says to Duty I will not. Nor do I care to tell such a man of the " thousand fold" — of the truth concerning that altar, that it is indeed the nest of God's heart, in which the poor, unsightly, un- fledged offering shall lie, until they come to shape and lovehness, and wings grow upon them to bear them back to us divinely precious. Cosmo thought none of all this now — it had vanished from his con- sciousness, but was present in his life — that is, in his action : he did not feel, he did it all — did it even when nothing seemed worth doing. How much greater a man than he was Jermyn ! How much more worthy of the love of a woman like Joan ! How good he had been to him ! What a horrible thing it would be if Jermyn had saved his life that he might destroy Jermyn's ! Perhaps Joan might have come one day to love him ; but in the meantime how miserable she was with her brother, and when could he have delivered her ! while here was one, and a far better than he, wKo could, the moment she consented, take her to a house of her own where she would be a free woman ! For him to come in the way, would be to put his hand also to the rack on which the life of Joan lay stretched ! Again I say I do not mean that all this passed consciously through the mind of Cosmo during that fearful night. His suffering was too intense, and any doubt concerning duty too far from him, to allow of anything that could be called thought; but such were THE THICK DARKNESS. 459 the fundamental facts that lay below his unselfques tioned resolve — such was the soil in which grew the fruits, that is, the deeds, the outcome of his nature. For himself, the darkness billowed and rolled about him, and life was a frightful thing. For where was God this awful time.' Nowhere within the ken of the banished youth. In his own feeling Cosmo was outside the city of life — not even among the dogs — outside with bare nothingness — cold negation. Alas for him who had so lately of fered to help another to pray, thinking the hour would never come to him when he could not pray ! It had come ! He did not try to pray. The thought of prayer did not wake in him ! Let no one say he was punished for his overconfidence — for his pre- sumption ! There was no presumption in the matter ; there was only ignorance. He had not learned — nor has any one learned more than in part — what awful possibilities lie the existence we call we. He had but spoken from what he knew — that hitherto life for him had seemed inseparable from prayer to his Father And was it separable ? Surely not. He could not pray, true — but neither was he alive. To live, one must chose to live. He was dead with a death that was heavy upon him. There is a far worse death — the death that is content and suffers nothing ; but annihilation is not death — is nothing like it. Cosmo's condition had no evil in it — only a ghastly imperfection — an abyssmal lack — an ex- haustion at the very roots of being. God seemed away, as he could never be and be God. But every commonest day of his life, he who would be a live 460 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. child of the living has to fight with the God-denying look of things, and believe that in spite of that look, seeming ever to assert that God has nothing to do with them, God has his own way — the best, the only, the live way, of being in everything, and taking his own pure, saving will in them; and now for a season Cosmo had fallen in the fight, and God seemed gone, and things rushed in upon him and over- whelmed him. It was death. He did not yet know it — but it was not the loss of Joan, but the seeming loss of his God, that hollowed the last depth of his misery. But that is of all things the surest to pass ; for God changing not, his life must destroy every false show of him. Cosmo was now one of those holy children who are bound hand and foot in the furnace, until the fire shall have consumed their bonds that they may pace their prison. Stifled with the smoke and the glow, he must yet for a time lie helpless ; not yet could he lift up his voice and call upon the ice and the cold, the frost and the snow to bless the Lord, to praise and exalt him forever. But God was not far from him. Feelings are not scientific instruments for that which surrounds them ; they but speak of themselves when they saj', " I am cold ; I am dark." Perhaps the final perfection will be when our faith is utterly and absolutely indepen- dent of our feelings. I dare to imagine this the firal victory of our Lord, when he followed the cry of Why hast thou forsaken me 1 with the words, Father, into thy hands I commend my spirit. Shall we then bemoan any darkness.' Shall we not rather gird up our strength to encounter it, that THE THICK DARKNESS. 46I we too from our side may break the passage for the light beyond ? He who fights with the dark shall know the gentleness that makes man great — the dawning countenance of the God of hope. But that was not for Cosmo just yet. The night must fulfil its hours. Men are meant and sent to be troubled — ■ that they may rise above the whole region of storm, above all possibility of being troubled. CHAPTER XXXVII. THE DAWN. Strange to say, there was no return of his fever. He seemed, through the utter carelessness of mental agony, so to have abandoned his body, that he no longer affected it. A man must have some hope, to be aware of his body at all. As the darkness began to yield he fell asleep. Then came a curious dream. For ages Joan had been persuading him to go with her, and the old cap- tain to go with him — the latter angry and pulling him, the former weeping and imploring. He would go with neither, and at last they vanished both. He sat solitary on the side of a bare hill, and below him was all that remained of Castle Warlock. He had been dead so many years, that it was now but a half- shapeless ruin of roofless walls, haggard and hollow and gray and desolate. It stood on its ridge like a solitary tooth in the jaw of some skeleton beast. But where was his father ? How was it he had not yet found him, if he had been so long dead ? He musi 462 THE DAWN. 463 rise and seek him ! He must be somewhere in the universe ! Therewith came softly staling up, at first hardly audible, a strain of music from the valley be- low. He listened. It grew as it rose, and held him bound. Like an upward river, it rose, and grew with a strong rushing, until it flooded all his heart and brain, working in him a marvellous good, which yet he did not understand. And all the time, his eyes were upon the dead home of his fathers. Wonder of wonders, it began to change — to grow before his eyes ! It was growing out of the earth like a plant ! It grew and grew until it was as high as in the old days, and then it grew yet higher ! A roof came upon it, and turrets and battlements — all to the sound of that creative music ; and like fresh shoots from its stem, out from it went wings and walls. Like a great flower it was rushing visibly on to some mighty blossom of grandeur, when the dream suddenly left him, and he woke. But instead of the enemy coming in upon him like a flood as his consciousness returned, to his astonish- ment he found his soul as calm as it was sad. God had given him while he slept, and he knew him near as his own heart ! The first thought that came was, that his God was Joan's God too, and therefore all was well ; so long as God took care of her, and was with him, and his will was done in them both, all was on the way to be well so as nothing could be better. And with that he knew what he had to do — knew it without thinking — and proceeded at once to do it. He rose, and dressed himself. It was still the gray sunless morning. The dream, 464 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. with its dream-ages of duration, had not crossed the shallows of the (Jawn. Quickly he gathered his few things into his knapsack — fortunately their number had nowise increased — took his great-uncle's bam- boo, saw that his money was safe, stole quietly down the stair, and softly and safely out of the house, and, ere any of its inhabitants were astir, had left the vil- lage by the southward road. When he had walked about a mile, he turned into a road leading eastward, with the design of going a few miles in that direction, and then turning to the north. When he had travelled what to his weakness was a long distance, all at once, with the dismay of a perverse dream, rose above the trees the towers of Cairncarque. Was he never to escape them, in the body any more than in the spirit ? He turned back, and again southwards. But now he had often to sit down ; as often, how- ever, he was able to get up and walk. Coming to a village he learned that a coach for the north would pass within an hour, and going to the inn had some breakfast, and waited for it. Finding it would pass through the village he had left, he took an inside place ; and when it stopped for a moment in the one street of it, saw Charles Jerir.yn cross it, evidently without a suspicion that his guest was not where he had left him. When he had travelled some fifty miles, partly to save his money, partly because he felt the need of ex- ercise, not to stifle thought, but to clear it, he left the coach, and betook himself to his feet. Alternately walking and riding, he found his strength increase as THE DAWN. 465 he went on ; and his sorrow continued to be that of a cloudy summer day, nor was ever, so long as the journey lasted, again that of the fierce wintry tem- pest. At length he drew nigh the city where he had spent his student years. On foot, weary, and dusty, and worn, he entered it like a returning prodigal. Few Scotchmen would think he had made good use of his learning! But he had made the use of it God re- quired, and some Scotchmen, with and without otJ.xjt learning, have learned to think that a good use, and in itself a sufficient success — for that man came into the world not to make money, but to seek the king- dom and righteousness of God. He walked straight into Mr. Burns's shop. The jeweller did not know him at first; but the moment he spoke, recognized him. Cosmo had been dubious what his reception might be — after the way in which their intimacy had closed ; but Mr. Burns held out his hand as if they had parted only the day before, and said, " I thought of the two you would be here before Death! Man, you ought to give a body time." "Mr. Burns," replied Cosmo, "I am very sorry I behaved to you as I did. I am not sorry I said what I did, for I am no less sure about that than I was then ; but I am sorry I never came again to see you. Perhaps we did not quite understand on either side." "We shall understand each other better now, I fancy," said Mr. Burns. "I am glad you have not changed your opinion, for I I'ave changed mine. If it weren't for you, I should be retired by this time, 466 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. and you would have found another name over the door. But we'll have a talk about all that. Allow me to ask you whither you are bound." "I am on my way home," answered Cosmo. "I have not seen my father for several — for more than two years." " You'll do me the honour to put up at my house to-night, will you not ? I am a bachelor, as you know, but will do my best to make you comfortable.'' Cosmo gladly assented ; and as it was now evening, Mr. Burns hastened the shutting of his shop ; and in a few minutes they were seated at supper. As soon as the servant left them, they turned to talk of divine righteousness in business ; and thence to speak of the jeweller's ; after which Cosmo intro- duced that of the ring. Giving a short narrative of the finding of it, and explaining the position of Lady Joan with regard to it, so that his host might have no fear of compromising himself, he ended with telling him he had brought it to him, and with what object. "I am extremely obliged to you, Mr. Warlock," re- sponded the jeweller, "for placing such confidence in me, and that notwithstanding the mistaken principles I used to advocate. I have seen a little farther since then, I am happy to say ; and this is how it was : the words you then spoke, and I took so ill, would keep coming into my mind, and that at the most inconven- ient moments, until at last I resolved to look the thing in the face, and think it fairly out. The result is, that, although I daresay nobody has recognized any difference in my way of doing business, there is one who must know a great difference : I now think THE DAWN. 467 of my neighbour's side of the bargain as well as of my own, and abstain from doing what it would \'ex me to find I had not been sharp enough to prevent him from doing with me. In consequence, I am not so rich this day as I might otherwise have been, but I enjoy life more, and hope the days of my ignorance God has winked at." Cosmo could not reply for pleasure. Mr. Burns saw his emotion, and understood it. From that hour they were friends who loved each other. " And now for the ring ! " said the jeweller. Cosmo produced it. Mr. Burns looked at it as if his keen eyes would pierce to the very heart of its mystery, turned it every way, examined it in every position relative to the light, removed it from its setting, went through the diamond catechism with it afresh, then weighed it, thought over it, and said, "What do you take the stone to be worth, Mr. Warlock ? " " I can only guess, of course," rephed Cosmo ; "but the impression on my mind is, that it is worth more nearly two hundred than a hundred and fifty pounds." "You are right," answered Mr. Burns, "and you ought to have followed my trade ; I could make a good jeweller of you. This ring is worth two hundred guineas, fair market-value. But as I can ask from no one more than it is absolutely worth, I must take my profit off you : do you think that is fair ? " " Perfectly," answered Cosmo. " Then I must give you only two hundred pounds 468 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. for it, and take the shillings myself. You see it may be some time before I get my money again, so I think five percent on the amount is not morethan the fair thing." " It seems to me perfectly fair, and very moderate," replied Cosmo. As soon as dinner was over, he sat down to write to Joan. While there was nothing that must be said, he had feared writing. This was what he wrote : " My dearest Joan, " As you have trusted me hitherto, so trust me still, and wait for an explanation of my peculiar behaviour in going away with- out bidding you good-by, till the proper time comes — which must come one day, for our master said, more than once, that there was nothing covered which should not be revealed, neither hid that should not be known. I feel sure therefore, of being allowed to tell you everything sometime. " I herewith send you a cheque as good as bank-notes, much safer to send, and hardly more difficult for Dr Jermyn to turn into sovereigns. " I borrowed of him fifteen pounds — a good deal more than I wanted. I have therefore got Mr. Burns, my friend, the jew- eller, in this city, to add five pounds to the two hundred which he gives for the ring, and beg you, Joan, for the sake of old times, and new also, to pay for me the fifteen pounds to Dr. Jermyn, which I would much rather owe to you than to him. The rest of it, the other ten pounds, I will pay you when I can — it may not be in this world. And in the next — what then, Joan ? Why then — but for that we will wait — who more ear- nestly than I f " To all the coming eternity, dear Joan, I shall never cease to love you —first for yourself, then for your great lovely goodness to me. May the only perfection, whose only being is love, take you to his heart — as he is always trying to do with all of us I I mean to let him have me out and out. " Dearest Joan, Your far-off cousin, but near friend, " Cosmo Warlock." CHAPTER XXXVII. HOME AGAIN. Early the next day, while the sun was yet casting huge diagonal shadows across the wide street, Cosmo climbed to the roof of the Defiance coach, his heart swelling at the thought of being so soon in his fath- er's arms. It was a lovely summer morning, cool and dewy, fit for any Sunday — whence the eyes and mind of Cosmo turned to the remnants of night that banded the street, and from them he sank into meta- physics, chequered with the champing clank of the bits, the voices of the ostlers, passengers, and guard, and the perpendicular silence of the coachman, who sat like a statue in front of him. How dark were the shadows the sun was casting ! Absurd ! the sun casts no shadows — only light. How so ? Were the sun not shining, would there be one single shadow ? Yes ; there would be just one single shadow ; all would be shadow. There would be none of those things we call shadows. 469 470 WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK. True ; all would be shade ; there would be no shadows. By such a little stair was Cosmo landed at a door of deep question. For now evil took the place of shadow in his solo disputation, and the law and the light and the shadow and the sin went thinking about with each other in his mind ; and he saw how the Jews came to attribute evil to the hand of God as well as good, and how St. Paul said that the law gave life to sin — as by the sun is the shadow. He saw too that in the spiritual world we need a live sun strong enough to burn up all the shadows by shining through the things that cast them, and compelling their transparency — and that sun is the God who is light, and in whom is no darkness at all — which truth is the gospel according to St, John. And where there is no longer anything covered or hid, could sin live at all ? These and such like thoughts held him long — till the noisy streets of the granite city lay far behind. Swiftly the road flew from under the sixteen flash- ing shoes of the thorough-breds that bore him along. The light and hope and strength of the new-born day were stirring, mounting, swelling — even in the heart of the sad lover ; in every honest heart more or less, whether young or old, feeble or strong, the new sum- mer day stirs, and will stir while the sun has heat enough for men to live on the earth. Surely the live God is not absent from the symbol of his gloiy ! The light and the hope are not there without him ! When strength wakes in my heart, shall I be the slave to imagine it comes only as the sap rises in the HOME AGAIN. 47 I Stem of the re-diving plant, or the mercury in the tube of the thermometer ? that there is no essential life within my conscious life, no spirit within my spirit ? If my origin be not life, I am the poorest of slaves ! Cosmo had changed since first he sat behind such horses, on his way to the university ; it was the change of growth, but he felt it like that of decay — as if he had been young then and was old now. Little could he yet imagine what age means ! De- vout youth as he was, he little understood how much more than he his father felt his dependence on, that is his strength in God. Many years had yet to pass ere he should feel the splendour of an existence rooted in changeless Life ripening through the grow- ing weakness of the body ! It is the strength of God that informs every muscle and arture of the .youth, but it is so much his own — looks so natural to him — as it well may, being God's idea for him — that, in the glory of its possession, he does not feel it as the presence of the making God. But when weak- ness begins to show itself, — a shadow-back-ground, against which the strength is known and outlined — when every movement begins to demand a distinct effort of the will, and the earthly house presses, a conscious weight, not upon its own parts only, biat upon the spirit within, then indeed must a man have God, believe in him with an entireness independent of feeling, and going beyond all theory, or be de- voured by despair. In the growing feebleness of old age, a man may well come to accept life only because it is the will of God ; but the weakness of such a man is the matrix of a divine strength, whence a 472 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK.. gladness unspeakable shall ere long 'be born — the life which it is God's intent to share with his chil- dren. Cosmo was on the way to know all this, but now his trouble sat sometimes heavy upon him. Indeed the young straight back, if it feels the weight less, feels the irksomeness of the burden more than the old bowed one. With strength goes the wild love of movement, and the cross that prevents the free play of a single muscle is felt grievous as the fetter that chains a man to the oar. But this day — and what man has to do with yesterday or to-morrow ? — the sun shone as if he knew nothing, or as if he knew all, and knew it to be well ; and Cosmo was going home, and the love of his father was a deep gladness, even in the presence of love's lack. Seldom is it so , but between the true father, and true son it always will be so. When he came within a mile of Muir of Warlock, he left the coach, and would walk the rest of the way. " He desired to enjoy, in gentle, unruffled flow, the thoughts that like swallows kept coming and going between him and his nest as he approached it. Everything, the commonest, that met him as he went, had a strange beauty, as if, although he had known it so long, now first was its innermost revealed by some polarized light from source unseen. How small and poor the cottages looked — but how home-like I and how sweet the smoke of their chimneys ! How cold they must be in winter — but how warm were the hearts inside them ! There was Jean Elder's Sunday linen spread like snow on her gooseberry bushes ; HOME AGAIN. 473 there was the shoemaker's cow eating her hardest, as if she would devour the very turf that made a border to the road — held from the corn on the other side of the low fence by a strong chain in the hand of a child of seven ; and there was the first dahlia of the season in Jonathan Japp's garden ! As he entered the village, the road, which was at once its street and the queen's highway, was empty of life save for one half- grown pig — "prospecting," a hen or two j)icking about, and several cats that lay in the sun. " There must be some redemption for the feline races," thought Cosmo, "when the cats have learned so much to love the sun ! — But, alas ! it is only his heat, not his light they love ! " He looked neither on this side nor that as he walked, for he was in no mood for the delay of converse, but he wondered neverthe- less that he saw nobody. It was the general dinner hour, true, but .that would scarcely account for the deserted look of the street ! Any passing stranger was usually enough to bring people to their doors — their windows not being of much use for looking out of ! Sheltered behind rose-trees or geraniums or hydrangeas, however, not a few of whom he saw nothing were peering at him out of those windows as he passed. The villagers had learned from some one on the coach that the young laird was coming. But, strange to say, a feeling had got abroad amongst them to his prejudice. They had looked to hear great things of their favourite, but he had not made the success they expected, and from their disappointment they imag- ined his blame. It troubled them to think of the old 474 ' WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. man, whom they all honoured, sending his son to col- lege on the golden horse, whose history had ever since been the cherished romance of the place, and after all getting no good of him ! so when they saw him coming along, dusty and shabby — not so well dressed indeed as would have contented one of them- selves on a Sunday, they drew back from their peep- holes with a sigh, let him pass, and then looked again. Nothing of all this however did Cosmo suspect, but held on his way unconscious of the regards that pur- sued him as a prodigal returning the less satisfac- torily that he had not been guilty enough to repent. CHAPTER XXXVIII. THE SHADOW OF DEATH. Every step Cosmo took after leaving the village, was like a revelation and a memory in one. When he turned out of the main road, the hills came rush- ing to meet and welcome him, yet it was only that they stood there changeless, eternally the same, just as they had been : that was the welcome with which they met the heart that had always loved them. When first he opened his eyes, they were as the nursing arms the world spread out to take him ; and now, returning from the far countries where they were unknown, they spread them out afresh to receive him home. The next turn was home itself, for that turn was at the base of the ridge on which the castle stood. The moment he took it, a strange feeling of still- ness came over him, and as he drev/ nearer, it deep- ened. When he entered the gate of the close, it was a sense, and had grown almost appalling. With sudden inroad his dream returned ! Was the place empty utterly ? Was there no life in it ? Not yet 47 S 476 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. had he heard a sound ; there was no sign from cow- house or stable. A cart with one wheel stood in the cart-shed ; a harrow lay, spikes upward, where he had hollowed the mound of snow. The fields themselves had an unwonted, a haggard sort of look. A crop of oats was ripening in that nearest the close, but they covered only the half of it : the rest was in potatoes, and amongst them, sole show of labour or life, he saw Aggie : she wa;s pulling the plums off their stems. The doors were shut all round the close — all but the kitchen-door; that stood as usual wide open. A sickening fear came upon Cosmo : it was more than a week since he had heard from home ! In that time his father might be dead, and therefore the place be so desolate ! He dared not enter the house. He would go first into the garden, and there pray, and gather courage. He went round the kitchen-tower, as the nearest block was called, and made for his old seat, the big, smooth stone. Some one was sitting there, with his head bent forward on his knees ! By the red night- cap it must be his father, but how changed the whole aspect of the good man! His look was that of a worn-out labourer — one who has borne the burden and heat of the day, and is already half asleep, wait- ing for the night. Motionless as a statue of weari- ness he sat ; on the ground lay a spade which looked as if it had dropped from his hand as he sat upon the stone ; and beside him on that lay his Marion's Bible. Cosmo's heart sank within him, and for a moment he stood motionless. But the first movement he made forward, the old THE SHADOW OF DEATH. 477 man lifted his head with an expectant look, then rose in haste, and, unable to straighten himself, hurried, stooping, with short steps, to meet him. Placing his hands on his son's shoulders, he raised himself up, and laid his face to his ; then for a few moments they were silent, each in the other's arms. The laird drew back his head and looked his son in the face. A heavenly smile crossed the sadness of his countenance, and his wrinkled old hand closed tremulous on Cosmo's shoulder. " They canna tak f rae me my son ! " he murmured — and from that time rarely spoke to him save in the mother-tongue. Then he led him to the stone, where there was jus! room enough for two that loved each other, and the), sat down together. The laird put his hand on his son's knee, as, wher a boy, Cosmo used to put his on his father's. "Are ye the same, Cosmo? " he asked. " Are ye my ain bairn ? " "Father," returned Cosmo, "gien it be possible, I loe ye mair nor ever. I'm come hame to ye, no to lea' ye again sae lang as ye live. Gien ye be in ony want, I s' better 't gien I can, an' share 't ony gait. Ay, I may weel say I'm the same, only mair o' 't." "The Lord's name be praist!" murmured the laird. " — But du ye loe him the same as ever, Cosmo?" again he asked. "Father, I dinna loe him the same — I loe him a heap better. He kens noo 'at he may tak his wull o' me. Naething' at I ken o' comes 'atween him an' me." The old man raised his arm, and put it round his 478 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. boy's shoulders : he was not one of the many Scotch fathers who make their children fear more than love them. "Then, Lord, let me die in peace," he said, "for mine eyes hae seen thy salvation! — But ye dinna luik freely the same, Cosmo ! — Hoo is 't ? " "I hae come throuw a heap, lately, father," an- swered Cosmo. " I hae been ailin' in body, an' sair harassed in hert. I'll tell ye a' aboot it, whan we hae time — and o' that we'll hae plenty, I s' warran', for I tell ye I winna lea' ye again ; an' gien ye had only latten me ken ye was failin', I wad hae come hame lang syne. It was sair agen the grain 'at I baid awa'." "The auld sudna lie upo' the tap o' the yoong, Cosmo, my son." " Father, I wad willin'ly be a bed to ye to lie upo', gien that wad ease ye; but I'm thinkin' we baith may lie saft upo' the wull o' the great Father, e'en whan that's hardest.'' "True as trowth ! " returned the laird. " — But ye're luikin' some tired-like, Cosmo ! " " I am some tired, an' unco dry. I wad fain hae a drink o' milk." The old man's head dropped again on his bosom, and so for the space of about a minute he sat. Then he lifted it up, and said, looking with calm clear eyes in those of his son, "I winna greit, Cosmo; I'll say yet, the will o' the Lord be dune, though it be sair upo' me the noo, whan I haena a drap o' milk aboot the place to set afore my only-begotten son whan he comes hame to THE SHADOW OF DEATH. 479 me frae a far country ! — Eh, Lord ! whan yer ain so( cam hame frae his sair warstle an' lang sojourn amo' them 'at kenned na him nor thee, it wasna til an auld shabby man he cam hame, but til the Lord o' glory an' o' micht ! An' whan we a' win hame til the Father o' a', it'll be to the leevin' stren'th o' the uni- verse. — Cosmo, the han' o' man 's been that heavy upo' me 'at coo efter coo's gane frae me, an' the last o' them, bonny Yally, left only thestreen. Ye'U hae to drink cauld watter, my bairn ! " Again the old man's heart overcame him ; his head sank, and he murmured, — " Lord, I haena a drap o' milk to gie my bairn — me 'at wad gie 'im my hert's bluid ! But, Lord, wha am I to speyk like that to thee, wha didst lat thine ain poor oot his verra sowl's bluid for him an' me ! " " Father," said Cosmo, " I can du wi' watter as weel's onybody. Du ye think I'm nae mair o' a man nor to care what I pit intil me ? Gien ye be puirer nor ever, I'm prooder nor ever to share wi' ye. Bide ye here, an' I'll jist rin an' get a drink, an' come back to ye." "Na; I maun gang wi' ye, man," answered the laird, rising. " Grizzie's a heap taen up wi' yer gran'- mither. She's been weirin' awa' this fortnicht back. She's no in pain, the Lord be praised ! an' she'll never ken the straits her hoose is com till ! Cosmo, I hae been a terrible cooard — dreidin' day an' nicht yer hame-comin', no submittin' 'at ye sud see sic a broken man to the father o' ye ! But noo it's ower, an' here ye are, an' my hert's lichter nor it's been this mony a lang ! " 480 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. Cosmo's own sorrow drew back into the distance from before the face of his father's, and he felt that the business, not the accident of his life, must hence- forth be to support and comfort him. And with that it was as if a new well of life sprung up suddenly in his being. " Father," he said, '' we'll baud on thegither i' the stret ro'd. There's room for twa abreist in 't — ance ye're in ! " " Ay ! ay ! " returned the laird with a smile ; " that's the bonniest word ye cud hae come hame wi' til me ! We maun jist perk up a bit, an' be patient, that pa- tience may hae her perfe't wark. I s' hae anither try — an' weel I may, for the licht o' my auld e'en is this day restored til me ! " " An' sae gran'mother's weirin awa', father ! " " To the Ian' o' the leal, laddie." " Wull she ken me ? " " Na, she winna ken ye ; she'll never ken onybod) mair i' this warl' ; but she'll ken plenty whaur she's gaein' ! " He rose, and they walked together towards the kitchen. There was nobody there, but they heard steps going to and fro in the room above. The laird made haste, but before he could lay his hand on a vessel, to get for Cosmo the water he so much desired. Grizzle appeared on the stair, descending. She hurried down, and across the floor to Cosmo, and seizing him by the hand, looked him in the face with the anxiety of an angel-hen. Her look said what his father's voice had said just before — "Are ye a' there — a' 'at there used to be ? " THE SHADOW OF DEATH. 481 " Hoo's gran'mamma? " asked Cosmo. " Ow, duin' weel eneuch, sir — wairin awa' bonny. She has naither pang nor knowledge o' sorrow to tribble her. The Lord grant the sowls o' 's a' sic anither lowsin' ! " " Hae ye naething better nor cauld watter to gie 'im a drink o', Grizzie, wuman ? " asked tlie laird, but in mere despair. " Nae 'cep he wad condescen' til a grainie meal intil 't," returned Grizzie mournfully, and she looked at him again, with an anxious deprecating look now, as if before the heir she was ashamed of the poverty of the house, and dreaded blame. " — But laird," she resumed, turning to her master, " ye hae surely a drap o' something i' yer cellar ! Weel I wat ye hae made awa' wi' nane o' 't yersel ! " "Weel, there ye wat wrang, Grizzie, my bonny wuman ! " replied the laird, with the flicker of a hu- mourous smile on his wrinkled face; " for I sellt the last bottle oot o' 't a month ago to Stronach o' the distillery. I thought it cudna du muckle ill there, for it wadna make his nose sae reid as his ain whusky. Whaur, think ye, wad the sma' things ye wantit for my mother hae come frae, gien I hadna happent to hae that property left ? We're weel taen care o', ye see, Grizzie ! That wad hae tried my faith, to hae my mother gang wi'oot things ! But he never suffers us to be tried ayont what we're able to beir; an' sae lang as my faith bauds the grup, I carena for back nor belly ! Cosmo, I can bide bet- ter 'at ye sud want. Ye're mair like my ain nor even my mother, an' sae we bide it thegither. It maun 482 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. be 'cause ye're pairt o' my Mar'on as weel 's o' mysel'. Eh, man ! but this o' faimilies is a won- 'erfu' Godlike contrivance ! Gien he had taen ony ither w'y o' makin' fowk, whaur wad I hae been this day wantin' you, Cosmo ? " While he spoke, Cosmo was drinking the water Grizzie had brought him — with a little meal on the top of it — the same drink he used to give his old mare, now long departed to the place prepared for her, when they were out spending the day together. " There's this to be said for the watter, father," he remarked, as he set down the wooden bowl in which Grizzie had thought proper to supply it, " that it comes mair direc' frae the han' o' God himsel' — maybe nor even the milk. But I dinna ken ; for I doobt organic chemistry maun efter a' be nearer his han' nor inorganic ! Ony gait, I never drank better drink ; an' gien ae day he but saitisfee my sowl's hunger efter his rrchteousness as he has this minute saitisfeed my body's drowth efter watter. Is' be a happier man nor ever sat still ohn danced an' sung." " It's an innocent cratur' at gies thanks for cauld watter^ I hae aye remarkit that!" said Grizzie. "But I maun awa' to my bairn up the stair; an' may it please the Lord to lift her or lang, for they maun be luikin for her yont the burn by this time. Whan she wauks i' the mornin', the' 'ill be nae mair scornin' ! " This was Grizzie's last against her mistress. The laird took no notice of it: he knew Grizzie's devo- tion, and, well as he loved his mother, could not THE SHADOW OF DEATH. 483 but know also that there was some ground for her un- devised couplet. Scarcely a minute had passed when the voice of the old woman came from the top of the stair, calling aloud and in perturbation, "Laird! laird! come up direc'ly. Come up, lairds baith ! She's comin' til hersel' ! " They hastened up, Cosmo helping his father, and approached the bed together. With smooth, colourless face, unearthly to look upon, the old lady lay motionless, her eyes wide open, looking up as if they saw something beyohd the tester of the bed, her lips moving, but uttering no sound. At last came a murmur, in which Cosmo's ears alone were keen enough to discern the articula- tion. "Mar'on, Mar'on," she said, " ye're i' the Ian' o' forgiveness ! I hae dune the lad no ill. He'll come hame to ye nane the waur for ony words o' mine. We're no' a' made sae guid to begin wi' as yersel', Mar'on ! " Here her voice became a mere murmur, so far as human ears could distinguish, and presently ceased. A minute or so more and her breathing grew inter- mittent. After a few long respirations, at long inter- vals, it stopped. " She'll be haein' 't oot wi' my ain mistress or lang ! " remarked Grizzle to herself as she closed her eyes. " Mother ! mother ! " cried the laird, and kneeled by the bedside. Cosmo kneeled also, but no word of the prayers that ascended was audible. The laird 484 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. was giving thanks that another was gone home, and Cosmo was praying for help to be to his father a true son, such as the Son of Man was to the Father of Man. They rose from their knees, and went quietly down the stair; and as they went from the room, they heard Grizzle say to herself, " She's gang whaur there's mair — eneuch an' to spare ! " The remains of Lady Joan's ten pounds was enough to bury her. They invited none, but all the village came to her funeral. CHAPTER XXXIX. THE LABOURER. Such power had been accumulated and brought to bear against Glenwarlock, that at length he was re- duced almost to the last extremity. He had had to part with his horses before even his crops were all sown, and had therefore dismissed his men, and tried to sell what there was as it stood, and get some neighbouring farmer to undertake the rest of the land for the one harvest left him ; but those who might otherwise have bought and cultivated were afraid of offending Lord Lick-my-loof, whose hand was pretty generally seen in the turn of affairs, and also of in- volving themselves in an unsecure agreement. So things had come to a bad pass with the laird and his household. A small crop of oats and one of potatoes were coming on, for which the laird did what little he could, assisted bj- Grizzie and Aggie at such times when they could leave their respective charges, but in the meantime the stock of meal was getting low, and the laird did not see where more was to come from. 48s 486 WARLOCK O' GLENWARLOCK. He and Grizzle had only porridge, with a little salt butter, for two, and not unfrequently the third also of their daily meals. Grizzle for awhile managed to keep alive a few fowls that picked about everywhere, finally making of them broth for her invalid, and per- suading the laird to eat the little that was not boiled away, till at length there was neither cackle nor crow about the place, so that to Cosmo it seemed dying out into absolute silence — after which would come the decay and the crumbling, until the castle stood like the great hollow mammoth-tooth he had looked down upon in his dream. At once he proceeded to do what little could yet be done for the on-coming crops, resolving to hire himself out for the harvest to some place later than Glenwarlock, so that he might be able to mow the oats before leaving, when his father and Grizzle with the help of Aggie would secure them. Nothing could now prevent the closing of the net of the last mortgage about them ; and the uttermost Cosmo could hope for thereafter was simply to keep his father and Grizzle alive to the end of their natural days. Shelter was secure, for the castle was free. The winter was drawing on, but there would be the oats and the potatoes, with what kail the garden would yield them, and they had, he thought, plenty of peats. Yet not unfrequently, as he wan- dered aimless through the dreary silence, he would be speculating how long, by a judiciously ordered consumption of the place, he could keep his father warm. The stables and cow-houses would afford a large quantity of fuel ; the barn too had a great deal THE LABOURER. 487 of heavy wood-work about it ; and there was the third tower or block of the castle, for many years used for nothing but stowage, whose whole thick floors he would thankfully honour, burning them to ashes in such a cause. In the spring there would be no land left them, but so long as he could save the house and garden, and find means of keeping his two alive in them, he would not grieve over that. Agnes was a little shy of Cosmo ■ — he had been away so long ! but at intervals her shyness would yield and slie would talk to him with much the same freedom as of old when they went to school together. In his rambles Cosmo would not pass her grand- father's cottage without going in to inquire after him and his wife, and having a little chat with Aggie. Her true-hearted ways made her, next to his father and Mr. Simon, the best comforter he had. She was now a strong, well-grown, sunburnt woman, with rough hands and tender eyes. Occa- sionally she would yet give a sharp merry answer, but life and its needs and struggles had made her grave, and in general she would, like a soft cloud, brood a little before she gave a reply. She had by nature such a well balanced mind, and had set herself so strenuously to do the right thing, that her cross seemed already her natural choice, as indeed it always is — of the deeper nature. In her Cosmo always found what strengthened him for the life he had now to lead, though, so long as at any hour he could have his father's company, and saw the old man plainly reviving in his presence, he could not for a moment call or think it hard, save in so far as he WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK. could not make his father's as easy as he would. When the laird heard that his son, the heir of Glen- warlock, had hired himself for the harvest on a neigh- bouring farm, he was dumb for a season. It was heavy both on the love and the pride of the father, which in this case were one, to think of his son as a hired servant — and that of a rough, swearing man, who had made money as a butcher. The farm too was at such distance that he could not well come home to sleep ! But the season of this dumbness, measured by the clock, at least, was but of a few min- utes duration ; for presently the laird was on his knees thanking God that he had given him a son who would be an honour to any family out of heaven : in there, he knew, every one was an honour to every other ! Before the harvest on the farm of Stanewhuns arrived, Cosmo, to his desire, had cut their own corn, with Grizzle to gather, Aggie to bind, and his father to stook, and so got himself into some measure of training. He found it harder, it is true, at Stane- whuns, where he must keep up with more experienced scythe-men, but, just equal to it at first, in two days he was little more than equal, and able to set his father's heart at ease concerning his toil. With all his troubles, it had been a blessed time so long as he spent most of the day and every even- ing in his father's company. Not unfrequently would Mr. Simon make one, seated with them in the old drawing-room or on some hillside, taking wisest share in every subject of talk that came up. In the little council Cosmo represented the rising generation with THE LABOURER. 489 its new thought, its new consciousness of need, and its new difficulties ; and was delighted to find how readily his notions were received, how far from strange they were to his old-fashioned friends, especially his preceptor, and how greatly true wisdom suffices for the hearing and understanding of new cries after the truth. For what all men need is the same — only the look of it changes as its nature expands before the growing soul or the growing generation, whose hunger and thirst at the same time grow with it. And, com- ing from the higher to the lower, it must be ever in the shape of difficulty that the most precious revela- tions first appear. Even Mary, to whom first the highest revelation came, and came closer than to any other, had to sit and ponder over the great mat- ter, yea and have the sword pass through her soul, ere the thoughts of her heart could be revealed to her. But Cosmo of the new time, found himself at home with the men of the next older time, because both he and they were true ; for in the truth there is neither old nor flew ; the well instructed scribe of the kingdom is familiar with the new as well as old shapes of it, and can bring either kind from his treas- ury. There was not a question Cosmo could start, but Mr. Simon had something at hand to the point, and plenty more within digging-scope of his thought-spade. But now that he had to work all day, and at night see no one with whom to take sweet counsel, Cosmo did feel lonely — yet was it an unfailirtg comfort to remember that his father was within his reach, and he would see him the next Sunday. And the one thing .he had dreaded was spared him — namely, having to 490 WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK. share a room with several other men, who might prove worse than undesirable company. For the ex-butcher, the man who was a byword in the country-side for his rough speech, in this showed himself capable of be- coming a gentleman, that he had sympathy with a gentleman : he would neither allow Cosmo to eat with the labourers— to which Cosmo himself had no objection, nor would hear of his sleeping anywhere but in the best bedroom they had in the house. Also, from respect to the heir of a decayed family and val- ueless inheritance, he modified even his own habits so far as almost to cease swearing in his presence. Appreciating this genuine kindness, Cosmo in his turn tried to be agreeable to those around him, and in their short evenings, for, being weary, they retired early, would in his talk make such good use of his superior knowledge as to interest the whole family, so that afterwards most of them declared it thepleas- antest harvest-time they had ever had. Perhaps it was a consequence that the youngest daughter, who had been to a boarding-school, and had never before appeared in any harvest-field, betook herself to that in which they were at work towards the end of the first week, and gathered behind Cosmo's scythe. But Cosmo was far too much occupied — thinking to the rhythmic swing of his scythe, to be aware of the honour done him. Still farther was he from suspect- ing that it had anything to do with the appearing of Agnes one afternoon, bringing him a letter from his father, with which she had armed herself by telling him she was going thitherward, and could take a mes- sage to the young laird. THE LABOURER. 49! The harvest began upon a Monday, and the week passed without his once seeing his father. On the Sunday he rose early, and set out for Castle War- lock. He would have gone the night before, but at the request of his master remained to witness the signing of his will. As he walked he found the week had given him such a consciousness of power as he had never had before : with the labour of his own hands he knew himself capable of earning bread for more than himself ; while his limbs themselves seemed to know themselves stronger than hitherto. On the other hand he was conscious in his gait of the intrusion of the workman's plodding swing upon the easy walk of the student. His way was mostly by footpaths, often up and down hill, now over a moor, now through a valley by a small stream. The freshness of the morning he found no less reviving than in the old boyish days, and sang as he walked, taking huge breaths of the life that lay on the heathery hill-top. And as he sang the words came — nearly like the following. He had never wondered at the powers of the im- provvisatore. It was easy to him to extemporize. Win' that blaws the simmer plaid, Ower the hie hill's shouthers laid, Green wi' gerse, an' reid wi' heather, Welcome wi' yer soul-like weather I Mony a win' there has been sent Oot 'aneth the firmament ; Ilka ane its story has ; Ilka ane began an' was ; Jlka ane fell quaiet an' mute 492 WARLOCK O GLENWARLOCK. Whan its angel wark was oot. First gaed ane oot ower the mirlc, Whan the maker gan to work ; Ower it gaed and ower the sea, An' the warl' Legud to be. Mony ane has come an' gane Sin' the time there was but ane : Ane was great an' strong, an' rent Rocks an' mountains as it went Afore the Lord, his trumpeter, Waukin' up the prophet's ear ; Ane was like a steppin' soun' I' the mulberry taps abune ; Them the Lord's ain steps did swing, Walkin' on afore his king ; Ane lay doon like scoldit pup At his feet an' gatna up. Whan the word the maister spak Drave the wull-cat billows back; Ane gaed frae his lips, an' dang To the earth the sodger thrang ; Ane comes frae his hert to mine, Ilka day, to mak it fine. Breath o' God, eh < come an' blaw Frae my hert ilk fog awa' ; Wauk me up, an' mak me Strang, Fill my hert wi' mony a sang, Frae my lips again to stert, Fillin' sails o' mony a hert, Blawin' them ower seas dividin' To the only place to bide in. " Eh, Mr. Warlock ! is thai yon sing:in' o' the Sawbath day.?" said the voice of a young woman beliin^: him, in a tone of gentle raillerv - xther than expostulation. THE LABOURER. 493 ' Cosmo turned and saw Elspeth, his master's daughter already mentioned. " Whaur's the wrang o' that, Miss Elsie ? " he answered. " Arena we tellt to sing an' mak melody to the Lord ? " " Ay, but i' yer hert, no lood oot — 'cep' it be i' the kirk. That's the place to sing upo' Sundays. Yon wasna a psalm-tune ye was at ! " " Maybe nc. Maybe I was a bit ower happy for ony tune i' the tune-buiks, an' bude to hae ane 'at cam o' 'tsel' !" " An' what wad mak ye sae happy — gien a body micht speir ? " 'asked Elspeth, peeping from under long lashes, with a shy, half frightened, sidelong glance at the youth. She was a handsome girl of the milkmaid type, who wore a bonnet with pretty ribbons, thought of herself as a 3'oung lady, and had many admirers, whence she had grown a little bold, without knowing it. " Ye haena ower muckle at hame to make ye blithe, gien a' be true," she added sympathetically. " I hae a'thing at hame to make me blithe — 'cep' it be a wheen mair siller," answered Cosmo ; " but maybe that'll come neist — wha kens ? " " Ay ! wha kens ? " returned the girl with a sigh. " There's mony ane