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The gardens of Clavering Park were removed some three hundred yards from the large, square, sombre - looking stone mansion which was the country-house of Sir Hugh Clavering, the elev- enth baronet of that name ; and in these gar- dens, which had but little of beauty to recommend them, I will introduce my readers to two of the personages with whom I wish to make them ac- quainted in the following story. It was now the end of August, and the parterres, beds, and bits of lawn were dry, disfigured, and almost ugly, from the effects of a long drought. In gardens to which care and labor are given abundantly, flower-beds will be pretty, and grass will be green, let the weather be what it may ; but care and labor were but scantily bestowed on the Claver- ing Gardens, and every thing was yellow, adust, harsh, and dry. Over the burnt tnrf, toward a gate that led to the house, a lady was walking, and by her side there walked' a gentleman. "You are going in, then, Miss Brabazon," said the gentleman ; and it was very manifest from his tone that he intended to convey some deep reproach in his words. "Of course I am going in, " said the lady. "You asked me to walk with you, and I refused. You have now waylaid me, and therefore I shall escape — unless I am prevented by violence." As she spoke she stood still for a moment, and looked into his face with a smile which seemed to indicate that if such violence were used with- in rational bounds, she would not feel herself driven to great anger. But though she might be inclined to be play- ful, he was by no means in that mood. "And vnhy did you refuse me When I asked you ?" said he. "For two reasons, partly because I thought it better to avoid any conversation with you." " That is civil to an old friend." "But chiefly," and now as she spoke she drew herself up, and dismissed the smile from her face, and allowed her eyes to fall upon the ground; "but chieflj because I thought that Lord Ongar would prefer that I should not roam alone about Clavering Park with any young gentleman while I am down here ; and that he might Specially object to my roaming with you, were he to know that you and I were — old ac- quaintances. Now I have been very frank, Mr. Clavering, and I think that that ought to be enough." " YoiLare afraid of him already, then ?" "I am afraid of offending any one whom I love, and especially any one to whom I owe any duty." "Enough! indeed it is not. Prom what yon know of me do you think it likely that that will be enough ?" He was now standing in front of her, between her and the gate, and she made no effort to leave him. " And what is it you want ? I suppose you do not mean to fight Lord Ongar, and that if you did yoii would not come to me." " Fight him ! No ; I have no quarrel with him. Fighting him would do no good." " None in the least ; and he would not fight if you were to ask him ; and yon could not ask him without being false to me. " "I should have had an example for that, at any rate." THE CLAVEEINGS. " That's nonsense, Mr. Clavering. My false- hood, if you should choose to call me false, is of a very different nature, and is pardonable by all laws known in the world." "You are a jilt — that is alh" " Come, Harry, don't use hard words," and she put her hand kindly upon his arm. " Look at me, such as I am, and at yourself, and then say whether any thing but misery could come of a match between you and me. Our ages by the register are the same, but 'I am ten years older than yon by the world. I have two hundred a year, and I owe af this moment six hundred pounds. You have, perhaps, double as much, and would lose half of that if you married. You are an usher at a school." "No, madam, I am not an usher at a school." ' ' Well, well, you know I don't mean to make you angry." " At the present moment I am a schoolmas- ter, and, if I remained so, 1 might fairly look for- ward to a liberal income. But I am going to give that up." " You will not be more fit for matrimony be- cause you are going to give up your profession. Now Lord Ongar has — heaven kiiows what — perhaps sixty thousand a year." " In all my life I never heard such effrontery — such barefaced, shameless worldliness." ' ' Why should I not love a man with a large income ?" , " He is old enough to be your father." "He is thirty-six, and I am twenty-four." "Thirty-six!" "There is the Peerage for you to look at. But, my dear Harry, do you not know that you are pei-plexing me and yourself too for nothing ? I was fool enough when I came here from Nice, after papa's death, to let you talk nonsense to me for a month or two." "Did you or did you not swear that you loved me?" " Oh, Mr. Clavering, I did not Imagine that your strength would have condescended to take such advantage over the weakness of a woman. I remember no oaths of any kind, and what foolish assertions I may have made, I am not going to repeat. It must have become manifest to you during these two years that all that was a romance. If it be a pleasure to you to look back to it, of that pleasure I can not deprive you. Perhaps I also may sometimes look back. But I shall never speak of that time again ; and you, if you are as noble as I take you to be, will not speak of it either. I know you would not wish to injure me." " I would wish to save you from the misery you are bringing on yourself." "In that you must allow me to look after myself. Lord Ongar certainly wants a wife, and I intend to be true to him — and useful." " How about love ?" "And to love him, sir. Do you think that no man can win a woman's love, unless he is filled to the brim with poetry, and has a neck like Lord Byron, and is handsome like your worship ? You are very handsome, HaiTy, and you, too, should go into the market and make the best of yourself. Why should you not learn to love some nice girl that has money to assist you?" "Julia!" " No, sir ; I will not be called Julia. If you do I will be insulted, and leave you instantly. I may call you Harry, as being so much younger — though we were born in the same month, and as a sort of cousin. But I shall never do that after to-day." " You have courage enough, then, to tell me that you have not ill-used me ?" "Certainly I have. Why, what a fool you would have me be I Look at me, and tell me whether I am fit to be the wife of such a one as you. By the time you are entering the world I shall be an old woman, and shall have lived my life. Even if I were fit to be your mate when we were living here together, am I fit, aft- er what I have done and seen during the last two years ? Do you think it would really do any good to any one if I were to jilt, as you call it. Lord Ongar, and tell them all — your cousin. Sir Hugh, and my sister, and your father — that I was going to keep myself up, and marry you when you were ready for me ?" "You mean to say that the. evil is done." " No, indeed. At the present moment I owe six hundred pounds, and I don't know where to turn for it, so that my husband may not be dunned for my debts as soon as he has married me. What a wife I should have been for you — should I not?" " I could pay the six hundred pounds for yon with money that I have earned myself, though you do call me an usher ; and perhaps would ask fewer questions about it than Lord Ongar will do with all his thousands." "Dear Harry, I beg your pardon about the usher. Of course, I know that you are a fellow of your college, and that St. Cuthbert's, where you teach the boys, is one of the grandest schools in England ; and I hope you'll be a bishop — nay, I think you will, if you make up your mind to try for it." "I have given up all idea of going into the church." " Then you'll be a judge. I know you'll be great and distinguished, and that you'll do it all yourself. You are distinguished already. If you could only know how infinitely I should pre- fer your lot to mine I Oh, Harry, I envy you,! I do envy you ! You have got the ball at your feet, and the world before you, and can win every thing for yourself." "But nothing is any thing without your love." "Pshaw! Love.indeed. What could I do for you but ruin you ? You know it as well as I do ; but you are selfish enough to wish to con- tinue a romance which would be absolutely de- structive to me, thougli for a while it might af- ford a pleasant relaxation to your graver stud- ies. Harry, you can choose in the world. You have divinity, and law, and literature, and art. THE CLAVERINGS. Andif dejbarredfrora love nowbytlie exigencies of labor, you will be as fit for love in ten years' time as you are at present." "But I do love now." "Be a man, then, and keep it to yourself. Love is not to be our master. You can choose, as I say ; but I have had no choice — no choice but to be married well, or to go out like a snufF of a candle. I don't like the snufF of a can- dle, and, therefore, I am going to be married well." " And that suffices ?" "It must suffice. And why should it not suffice ? You are very uncivil, cousin, and very unlike the rest of the world. Every body com- pliments me on my marriage. Lord Ongar is not only rich, but he is a man of fashion, and a man of talent." "Are you fond of race-horses yourself?" "Very fond of them." "And of that kind of life?" " Very fond of it. I mean to be fond of ev- ery thing that Lord Ongar likes. I know that I can't change him, and, therefore I shall not try." "You are right there, Miss Brabazon." " You mean to be impertinent, sir; but I will not take it so. This is to be our last meeting in private, and I wgn't acknowledge that I am insulted. But it must be over now, Harry ; and here I have been pacing round and round the garden with you, in spite of ray refusal just now. It must not be repeat'ed, or things will be said which I do not mean to have ever said of me. Good-by, Harry." " Good-by, Julia." " Well, for that once let it pass. And re- member this ; I have told you all my hopes, and my one trouble. I have been thus open with you because I thought it might serve to make you look at things in a right light. I trust to your honor as a gentleman to repeat nothing that I have said to you." ' ' I am not given, to repeat such things as those." "I'm sure you are not. And 1 hope you will not misunderstand the spirit in which they have been spoken. I shair never regret what I have told you now, if it tends to make you per- ceive that we must both regard our past ac- quaintance as a romance, which must, from the stern necessity of things, be treated as a dream which we have dreamt, or a poem which we have read." " You can treat it as you please." "God bless you, Harry; and I will always hope for yOur welfare, and hear of your success with joy. Will you come up and shoot with them on Thursday?" "What, with Hugh? No; Hugh and I do not hit it off together, if I shot at Clavering, I should have to do it as a sort of head-keeper. It's a higher position, I know, tlian that of an usher, but it doesn't suit me." " Oh, HaiTv, that is so cruel ! But you will eome up to the house. Lord Ongar will be there on the thirty-first; the day after to-mor- row, you know." "I must decline even that temptation. I never go into the house when Hugh is there, except about twice a year on solemn invitation — just to prevent there being a family quarrel." " Good-by, then, " and she offered Mm her hand. " Good-by, if it must be so." "I don't know whether you mean to grace my marriage?" " Certainly not. I shall be away from Cla- vering, so that the marriage bells may not wound my ears. For the matter of that, I'shall be at the school." " I suppose we shall meet some day in town." " Most probably not. My ways and Lord Ongar's will be altogether different, even if I shohld succeed in getting up to London . If you ever come to see Hermione here, I may chance to meet you in the house. But you will not do that often, the place is so dull and unattractive." " It is the dearest old park." " You won't care much for old parks as Lady Ongar." "You don't know what I may care about as Lady Ongar ; but as Julia Brabazon I will now say good-by for the last time." Then they parted, and the lady returned to the great house, while Harry Clavering made his way across the park toward the rectory. Three years before this scene in the gardens at Clavering Park, Lord Brabazon had died at Nice, leaving one unmarried daughter, the lady to whom the reader has just been introduced. One other daughter he had, wTio was then al- ready married to Sir Hugh Clavering, and Lady Clavering was the Hermione of whom mention has already been made. Lord Brabazon, whose peerage had descended to him in a direct line from the times of the Plantagenetg, was one of those unfortunate nobles of whom England is burdened with but few, who have no means equal to their rank. He had married late in life, and had died without a male heir. The title which had come from the Plantagenets was now lapsed ; and when the last lord died, about four hundred a year was divided between his two daughters. The elder had already made an excellent match, as regarded fortune, in mar- rying Sir Hugh Clavering; and the younger was,now about to make a much more splendid match in her alliance with Lord Ongar. Of them I do not know that it is necessary to say much more at present. And of Harry Clavering it perhaps may not be necessary to say much in the way of descrip- tion. The attentive reader will have already gathered nearly all that should be known of him before he makes himself known by his own deeds. He was the only son of the Reverend Henry Clavering, rector of Clavering, uncle of the present Sir Hugh Clavering, and brother of the last Sir Hugh. The Eeverend Henry Cla- vering, and Mrs. Clavering, his wife, and his two daughters, Mary and Fanny Clavering, lived al- THE CLAVERINGS. ways at CUvering Rectory, on the outskirts of Clavering Park, at a fuU mile's distance from the house. The church stood in the park, about midway between the two residences. When I have named one more Clavering, Captain Cla- vering, Captain Archibald Clavering, Sir Hugh's brother, and when I shall have said also that both Sir Hugh and Captain Clavering were men fond of pleasure and fond of money, I shall have said all that I need now say about the Clavering ^ily at large. Julia Brabazon had indulged in some remi- niscence of the romance of her past poetic life when she talked of consinship between her and Harry Clavering. Her sister was the wife of Harry Clavering's first cousin, but between her and Harry there was no relationship whatever. When old Lord Brabazon had died at Nice she had come to Clavering Park, and had created some astonishment among those who knew Sir Hngh by making good her footing in his estab- lishment. He was not the man to take up a wife's sister, and make his house her home, out of charity or from domestic love. Lady Cla- vering, who had been a handsome woman and fashionable withal, no doubt may have had some influence ; but Sir Hugh was a man much prone to follow his own courses. It must be presumed that Julia Brabazon had made herself agreeable in the house, and probably also useful. She had been taken to London through two seasons, and had there held up her head among the bravest. And she had been taken abroad — for Sir Hugh did not love Clavering Park, except during six weeks of partridge-shooting ; and she had been at Newmarket with them, and at the house of a certain fast hunting duke with whom Sir Hugh was intimate ; and at Brighton with her sister, when it suited Sir Hngh to remain alone at the duke's ; and then again up in Lon- don, where she finally arranged matters with Lord Ongar. It was acknowledged by all the friends of the two families, and indeed I may say of the three families now — among the Bra- bazon people, and the Clavering people, and the Courton people — Lord Ongar's family name was Courton — that Julia Brabazon had been very clever. Of her and Harry Clavering together no one had ever said a word. If any words had been spoken between her and Herraione on the subject, the two sisters had been discreet enough to manage that they should go no far- ther. In those short months of Julia's romance Sir Hugh had been away from Clavering, and Hermione had been much occupied in giving birth to an heir, Julia had now lived past her one short spell of poetry, had written her one sonnet, and was prepared for the business of the world. CHAPTER II. HAERT CLAVEEING CHOOSES HIS PB0FB8SI0N. Haebt Claveking might not be an usher, but, nevertheless, he was home for the holidavs. And who can say where the usher enjj^s and the schoolmaster begins? He, perhaps, may prop- erly be called an usher who is hired by a pri- vate schoolmaster to assist himself in his private occupation, whereas Harry Clavering had been selected by a public body out of a hundred can- didates, with much real or pretended reference to certificates of qualification. He was certain- ly not an usher, as he was paid three hundred a year for his work, which is quite beyond the mark of ushers. So much was certain ; but yet the word stuck in his throat and made him un- comfortable. He did not like to reflect that he was home for the holidays. But he had determined that he would never come home for J;he holidays again. At Christ- mas he would leave the school at which he had won his appointment with so much trouble, and go into an open profession. Indeed he had chosen his profession, and his mode of entering it. He would become a civil engineer, and per- haps a land surveyor, and with this view he would enter himself as a pupil in the great house of Beilby and Burton. The terms even had been settled. He was to pay a premium of five hundred pounds and join Mr. Burton, who was settled in the town of Stratton, for twelve months before he placed himself in Mr. Beilby's office in London. Stratton was less than twenty miles from Clavering. It was a comfort to him to think that he could pay this five hundred pounds ont of his own earnings, without troubling his father. It was a comfort, even though he had earned that money by " ushering" for the last two years. When he left Julia Brabazon in the garden, Harry Clavering did not go at once home to the rectory, but sauntered out all alone into the park, intending to indulge in reminiscences of his past romance. It was all over, that idea of having Julia Brabazon for his love ; and now he had to ask himself whether he intended to be made permanently miserable by her worldly falseness, or whether he would borrow something of her worldly wisdom, and agree with himself to look back on what was past as a pleasurable excite- ment in his boyhood. Of course we all know that really permanent misery was in truth out of the question. Nature had not made him physically or mentally so poor a creature as to be incapable of a cure. But on this occasion he decided on permanent misery. There was about his heart ^about his actual anatomical heart, with its in- ternal arrangement of valves and blood-vessels — a heavy dragging feel that almost amounted to corporeal pain, and which he described to himself as agony. Why should this rich, de- bauched, disreputable lord have the power of taking the cup from his lip, the one morsel of bread which he coveted from Ins mouth, his one ingot of treasure out of his coffer ? Fight him ! No, he knew he could not fight Lord Ongar. The world was against such an arrangement. And in truth Harry (.Havering had so much con- tempt for Lord Ongar that he had no wish to fight so poor a creature. The man had had de- lirium tremens, and was a worn-out, miserable THE CLAVEEINGS. object. So at least Harry Clavering was only too ready to believe. .He did not care much for Lord Ongar in the matter. His anger was against her ; that she should have deserted him for a miserable creature, who had nothing to back him but wealth and rank. There was wretchedness in every view of the matter. He loved her so well, and yet ho could do nothing! He could take no step toward sav- ing her or assisting himself. The marriage bells would ring within a month from the present time, and his own father would go to the church and marry them. Unless Lord Ongar were to die before then by God's hand, there could be no escape — and of such escape Harry Clavering had no thought. He felt a weary, dragging soreness at his heart, and told himself that he must be miserable forever — not so miserable but what he would work, but so wretched that the world could have for him no satisfaction. What could he do? What thing could he achieve so that she should know that he did not let her go from him without more thought than his poor words had expressed ? He was perfect- ly aware that in their conversation she had had the best of the argument — that he had talked almost like a boy, while she had talked quite like a woman. She had treated him de haut en bas with all that superiority which youth and beauty give to a young woman over a very young man. What could he do ? Before he returned to the rectory, he had made up his mind what he would do, and on the following morning Julia Bi'abazon received by the hands of her maid the following note : "I think I understood all that you said to me yesterday. At any rate, I understand that you have one trouble left, and that I have the means of curing it." In the first draft of his letter he said something about ushering, but that he omit- ted afterward. ' ' You may be assured that the inclosed is all my own, and that it is entirely at my own disposal. You may also be quite sure of good faith on the part of the lender. — H. C." And in this letter he inclosed a check for six hundred pounds. It was the money which he liad saved since he took his degree, and had been intended for Messrs. Beilby and Burton. But he would wait another two years — continuing to do his ushering for her sake. What did it mat- ter to a man who must, under any circumstances, be permanently miserable ? Sir Hugh was not yet at Clavering. He was to come with Lord Ongar on the eve of the par- tridge-shooting. The two sisters, therefore, had the house all to themselves. At about twelve they sat down to breakfast together in a little up-stairs chamber adjoining Lady Clavering's own room, Julia Brabazon at that time having her lover's generous letter in her pCcket. She knew that it was as improper as it was gener- ous, and that, moreover, it was very dangerous. There was no knowing what might be the result of such a letter should Lord Ongar even know that she had received it. She was not absolute- ly angi-y with Han-y, but had, to herself, twenty times called him a foolish, indiscreet, dear gen- erous boy. But what was she to do with the check ? As to that, she had hardly as yet made up her mind when she joined her sister on the morning in question. Even to Hermione she did not dare tell the fact that such a letter had been received by her. But in truth her debts were a great torment to her; and yet how trifling they were when compared with the wealth of the man who was to become her husband in six weeks ! Let her marry him, and not pay them, and he probably would never be the wiser. They would get themselves paid almost without his knowledge, perhaps altogether without his hearing of them. But yet she feared him, knowing him to be greedy about money ; and, to give her such merit as was due to her, she felt the meanness of going to her husband with debts on her shoul- der. She had five thousand pounds of her own ; but the very settlement which gave her a noble dower, and which made the marriage so brilliant, made over this small sum in its entirety to her lord. She had been wrong not to tell the law- yer of her trouble when he had bi'ought the pa- per for her to sign; but she had not told him. If Sir Hugh Clavering had been her own broth- er there would have been no difiiculty, but he was only her brother-in-law, and she feared to speak to him. Her sister, however, knew that there were debts, and on that subject she was not afraid to speak to Hermione. " Hermy," said she, " what am I to do about this money that I owe ? I got a bill from Col- clugh's this morning." "Just because he knows you'refgoing to be married ; that's all." " But how am I to pay him ?" "Take no notice of it till next spring. I don't know what else you can do. You'll be sure to have money when you come back from the Continent." "You couldn't lend it me, could you?" "Who? I? Did you ever know me have any money in hand since I was married? I have the name of an allowance, but it is always spent before it comes to me, and I am always in debt." "Would Hugh — let me have it?" "What, give it you?" "Well, it wouldn't be so very much for him. I never asked him for a pound yet." "I think he would say something you wouldn't like if you were to ask him ; but, of course, you can try it if you please." "Then what am I to do?" "Lord Ongar should have let you keep your own fortune. It would have been nothing to him." " Hugh didn't let you keep your own for- tune." "But the mon»y which will be nothing to Lord Ongar was a good deal to Hugh. You're going to have sixty thousand a year, while wc have to do with seven or eight. Besides, 1 hadn't been out in London, and it wasn't likely THE CLAVEEINGS. I should owe mucli in Nice. He did ask me, and there was something." " What am I to do, Hermy ?" "Write and ask Lord Ongar to let you have what you want out of your own money. Write to-day, BO that he may get your letter before he comes." " Oh dear ! oh dear ! I never wrote a word to him yet, and to begin with asking him for money!" "I don't think he can be angry with you for that." ' ' I shouldn't know what to say. Would you write it for me, and let me see how it looks f " This Lady Clavering did ; and had she re- fused to do it, I think that poor Harry Claver- ing's check would have been used. As it was. Lady Clavering wrote the letter to "My dear Lord Ongar," and it was copied and signed by "Yours most affectionately, Julia Brabazon." The effect of this was the receipt of a check for a thousand pounds in a Very pretty note from Lord Ongar, which the lord brought with him to Clavering, and sent up to Julia as he was dressing for dinner. It was an extremely com- fortable arrangement, and Julia was very glad of the money, feeling it to be a portion of that which was her own. And Harry's check had been returned to him on the day of its receipt. " Of course I can not take it, and of course you should not have sent it." These words were written on the morsel of paper in which the money was returned. But Miss Brabazon had torn the signature off the check, so that it might be safe, whereas Harry Clavering had taken no precaution with it whatever. Bnt then Harry Clavering had not lived two years in London. During the hours that the check was away from him, Harry had told his father that per- haps, even yet, he might change his purpose as to going to Messrs. Beilby and Burton. He did not know, he said, but he was still in doubt. This had sprung from some chance question which his father had asked, and which had seemed to demand an answer. Mr. Clavering greatly disliked the scheme of life which his son had made. Harry's life hitherto had been pros- perous, and very creditable. He had gone early to Cambridge, and at twenty-two had become a fellow of his college. This fellowship he could hold for five or six years without going into or- ders. It would then lead to a living, and would in the mean time afford a livelihood. But, be- yond this, Harry, with an energy which he cer- tainly had not inherited from his father, had be- come a schoolmaster, and was already a rich man. He had done more than well, and there was a great probability that between them they might be able to buy the next presentation to Clavering, when the time should come in which Sir Hugh should determine on selling it. That Sir Hugh should give the family living to his cousin was never thought probable by any of tlie family at the rectory ; but he might perhaps part with it under such circumstances on favor- able terms. For all these reasons the father was very anxious that his son should follow out the course for which he had been intended ; but that he, being nnenergetic, and having hitherto done little for his son, should dictate to a young man who had been energetic, and who had done much for himself, was out of the question. Harry, therefore, was to be the arbiter of his own fate. But when Harry received back the check from Julia Brabazon, then he again re- turned to his resolution respecting Messrs. Beil- by aiid Burton, and took the first opportunity of telling his father that such was the case. After breakfast he followed his father into his study, and there, sitting in two easy-chairs op- posite to each other, they lit each a cigar. Such was the reverend gentleman's custom in the aft- ernoon, and such also in the morning. I do not know whether the smoking of four or five cigars daily by the parson of a parish may nowaday be considered as a vice in him, but if so, it was the only vice with which Mr. Clavering could be charged. He was a kind, soft-hearted, gracious man, tender to his wife, whom he ever regarded as the angel of his house, indulgent to his daughters, whom he idolized, ever patient with his parishioners, and awake — though not widely awake — to the responsibilities of his calling. The world had been too comfortable for him, and also too narrow ; so that he had sunk into idle- ness. The world had given him much to eat and drink, but it had given him littla to do, and thus he had gradually fallen away from his early pur- poses, till his energy hardly sufficed for the do- ing of that little. His living gave him eight hundred a year ; his wife's fortune nearly doub- led that. He had married early, and had got his living early, and had been very prosperous, But he was not a happy man. He knew that he had put off the day of action till the power of action had passed away from him. His li- brary was well furnished, but he rarely read much else than novels and poetry ; and of late years the reading even of poetry had given way to the reading of novels. Till within ten years of the hour of which I speak, he had been a hunting parson — not hunting loudly, but fol- lowing his sport as it is followed by moderate sportsmen. Then there had come a new bish- op, and the new bishop had sent for him^nay, finally had come to him, and had lectured him with blatant authority. "My" lord," said the parson of Clavering, plucking up something of his past energy, as the color rose to his face, "I think yoti are wrong in this. I think you are specially wrong to interfere with me in this way on your first coming among ns. You feel it to be your duty, no doubt ; but to me it seems that you mistake your duty. But, as the mat- ter is one simply of my own pleasure, I shall give it up.* After that Mr. Clavering hunted no more, and never spoke a good word to any one of the bishop of his diocese. For myself, I think it as well that clergymen should not hunt ; but had I been the parson of Clavering, I should, under those circumstances, have hunted double. Mr. Clavering hunted no move, and probably THE .CLAVEMNGS: smoked u, greater number of cigars in conse- quence. He had an increased amount of time at his disposal, but did not, therefore, give more time to his duties. Alas ! what time did he give to his duties ? ' He liept a most energetic curate, whom he allowed to do almost what he would with the parish. Every-day services he did prohibit, declaring that he would not have the parish church made ridiculous; but in otlier respects his curate was the pastor Once evei-y Sunday he read the service, and once every Sun- day he preached, and he resided in his par sonage ten months every year. His wife and daughters went among the poor, and he smoked cigars in his library. Though not yet fifty, he was becoming fat and idle — unwilling to walk, and not caring much even for such riding as the bishop had left to him. And to make matters worse — far worse, ho knew all this of himself, and understood it tlioroughly. "I see a better path, and know how good it is, but I follow ever the worse." Ho was saying that to himself dai- ly, and was saying it always without hope. And his wife had given him up. She had given him up, not with disdainful rejection, nor with contempt in her eye, or censure in her voice, not with diminution of love or of outward respect. She had given him up as a man aban- dons his attempts to make his favorite dog take the water. He would fain that the dog he loves should dash into the stream as other dogs will .-do. It is, to his thinking, a noble instinct in a dog. But his dog dreads the water. As, how- ever, he has learned to love the beast, he puts up with this mischance, and never dreams of banishing poor Ponto from his hearth because of this failure. And so it was with Mrs. Clavering and her husband at the rectory. He understood it all. He knew that he was so far rejected ; and he acknowledged to himself the necessity for such rejection. "It is a very serious thing to decide upon," he said, when his son had spoken to him. " Yes ; it is serious — about as serious a thing as a man can think of; but a man can not put it off on that account. If I mean to make such a change in my plans, the sooner I do it the better." " But yesterday you were in another mind." "No, father, not in another mind. I did not tell you then, nor can I tell you all now. I had thought that I should want my money for an- other purpose for a year or two ; but that I have abandoned." "Is the purpose a secret, Harry?" "It is a secret, because it concerns another person." "Yon were going to lend your money to some one?" "I must keep it a secret, though ^ou know I seldom have any secrets from you. That idea, however, is abandoned, and I mean to go over to Stratton to-morrow, and tell Mr. Burton that I shall be there after Christmas. I must be at St Cuthbert's on Tuesday." They both sat silent for a while, silently blow- ing out their clouds of smoke. The son had said all that he cared to say, and would have wished that there might then be an end of it; but he knew that his father had much on his mind, and would fain express, if he could ex- press it without too much trouble, or without too evident a need of self-reproach, his own thoughts on the subject. "You have made up your mind, then, altogether, that you do not like the church as a profession ?" he said at last, " I think I have, father." " And on what grounds ? The grounds which recommend it to you are very strong. Your ed- ucation has adapted you for it. Your success in it is already insured by your fellowship. In a great degree you have entered it as a profession already liy taking a fellowship. What you are doing is not choosing a line in life, but changing one already chosen. You are makmg of your- self a rolling stone." "A stone should roll till it has come to the spot that suits it." " Why not give up .the school if it irks you?" . "And become a Cambridge Don, and prac- tice deportment among the under-graduates." "I don't see that you need do that. You need not even live at Cambridge Take a church in London. You would be sure to get one by holding up your hand. If that, .with your fel- lowship, is not sufficient, I will give you what more you want." "No, father — no. By God's blessing I will never ask you for a pound. I can hold my fel- lowship for four years longer without orders, and in four years' time I think I can earn my bread." "I don't doubt that, Harry " "Then why should I not follow my wishes in this matter? The truth is, I do not feel myself qualified to be a good clergyman " "It is not that you have doubts, is it?" " I might have them if I came to think much about it, as I must do if I took orders. And I do not wish to be crippled in doing what I think lawful by conventional rules. A rebellious cler- gyman is, I think, a sorry object. It seems to me that he is a bird fouling his own nest. Now, I know I should be a rehellious clergy- man." "In our church the life of a clergyman is as the life of any other gentleman — within very broad limits." "Then why did Bishop Proudie interfere with your hunting?" "Limits may be very broad, Harry, and yet exclude hunting. Bishop Proudie was vulgar and intrusive, such being the nature of his wife, who instructs him ; but if you were in orders I should be very sorry to see you take to hunting." "It seems to me that a clergyman has noth- ing to do in life nnless he is always preaching and teaching. Look at Saul" — Mr. Saul was the curate of Clavering — " he is always preach- ing and teaching. He is doing the best he can ; and what a life he has of it ! He has literally thrown off all worldly cares, and consequently 10 THE CLAVERINGS. every body laughs at him, and nobody loves liim. I don't believe a better man breathes, but I shouldn't like his life." At this point there was another pause, which lasted till the cigars had come to an end. Then, as he threw the stump into the fire, Mr. Claver- ing spoke again. "The truth is, Harry, that you have had, all your life, a bad example be- fore you." "No, father." "Yes, my son; let me speak on to the end, and then you can say what you please. In me you have had a bad example on one side, and now, in poor Saul, you have a bad example on the other side. Can you fancy no life between the two, which would fit your physical nature which is larger than his, and your mental wants which are higher than mine? Yes, they are, Harry. It is my duty to say this, but it would be unseemly that there should be any contro- versy between ns on the subject." "If you choose to stop me in that way — " "I do choose to stop you in that way. As for Saul, it is impossible that you should become such as man as he. It is not that be mortifies ills fiesh, but that he has no flesh to mortify. He is unconscious of the flavor of venison, or the scent of roses, or the beauty of women. He is an exceptional specimen of a man, and you need no more fear, than you should venture to hope, that you could become such as he is." At this point they were interrupted by the en- trance of Fanny Clavering, who came to say that Mr. Saul was in the drawing-room. "What does he want, Fanny!" This question Mr. Cla- vering asked half in a whisper, but with some- thing of comic humor in his face, as though part- ly afraid that Mr. Saul should hear it, and partly intending to convey a wish that he might escape Mr. Saul, if it were possible. "It's about the iron church, papa. He says it is come — or part of it has come — and he wants you to go out to Cumberly Green about the site." " I thought that was all settled." "He says not." "What does it matter where it is? He can put it any where he likes on the Green. Howev- er, I had better go to him." So Mr. Clavering went. Cumberly Green was a hamlet in the parish of Clavering, three miles distant from the church, the people of which had got into a wick- ed habit of going to a Dissenting chapel near to them. By Mr. Saul's energy, but chiefly out of Mr. Clavering's purse, an iron chapel had been purchased for a hundred and fifty pounds, and Mr. Saul proposed to add to his own duties the pleasing occupation of walking to Cumberly Grreen every Sunday morning before breakfast, and every Wednesday evening after dinner, to perform a service and bring back to the true flock as many of the erring sheep of Cumberly Green as he might be able to catch. Toward the purchase of this iron church Mr. Clavering had at first given a hundred pounds. Sir Hugh, in answer to the fifth application, had very un- graciously, through his steward, bestowed ten pounds. Among the farmers one pound nine- and-eightpence had been collected. Mr. Saul had given two pounds ; Mrs. Clavering gave five pounds i the girls gave ten shillings each ; Hen- ry Clavering gave five pounds ; and then the parson made up the remainder. But Mr. Saul had journeyed thrice painfully to Bristol, mak- ing the bargain for the church, going and com- ing each time by third-class, and he had written all the letters ; but Mrs. Clavering had paid the postage, and she and the girls between them were making the covering for the little altar. "Is it all settled, Harry?" said Fanny, stop- ping with her brother, and hanging over his chair. She was a pretty, gay-spirited girl, with bright eyes and dark-brown hair, which fell in two curls behind her ears. " He has said nothing to unsettle it." " I know it makes him very unhappy." "No, Fanny, not very unhappy. He would rather that I should go into the church, but that is about all." "I think you are quite right." "And Mary thinks I am quite wrong." "Mai-y thinks so, of course. So should I too, perhaps, if I were engaged to a clergyman. That's the old story of the fox who had lost his tail." " And your tail isn't gone yet?" " No, my tail isn't gone yet. Mary thinks that no life is like a clergyman's life. But, Harry, though mamma hasn't said so, I'm sure she thinks you are right. She won't say so as long as it may seem to interfere with any thing papa may choose to say ; but I'm sure she's glad in her heart." "And I am glad in my heart, Fanny. And as I'm the person most concerned, I suppose that's the most material thing." Then they fol- lowed their father into the drawing-room. " Couldn't you drive Mrs. Clavering over in the pony chair, and settle it between you ?" said Mr. Clavering to his curate. Mr. Saul looked disappointed. In the first place, he hated driv- ing the pony, which was a rapid-footed little beast, that had a will of his own ; and in the next place, he thought the rector ought to visit the spot on such an occasion. "Or Mrs. Cla- vering will drive you," said the rector, remem- bering Mr. Saul's objection to the pony. Still Mr. Saul looked unhappy. Mr. Saul was very tall and very thin, with a tall thin head, and weak eyes, and a sharp, well-cut nose, and, so to say, no lips, and very white teeth, with no beard, and a well-cut chin. His face was so thin that his cheek-bones obtruded themselves unpleas- antly. He wore a long rusty-black coat, and a high rusty-black waistcoat, and trowsers that were brown with dirty roads and general ill- usage. Nevertheless, it never occurred to any one that Mr. Saul did not look like a gentleman, not even to himself, to whom no ideas whatever on that subject ever presented themselves. But that he was » gentleman I think he knew well enough, and was able to carry himself before Sir THE CLAVERINGS. 11 Hugh and his wife witii quite as much ease as he could do in the rectory. Once or twice he had dined at the great house ; but Lady Claver- ing had declared him to be a bore, and Sir Hugh had called him " that most offensive of all ani- mals, a clerical prig." It had therefore been de- cided that he was not to be asked to the great house any more. It may be as well to state here, as elsewhere, that Mr. Clavering very rare- ly went to his nephew's table. On certain occa- sions he did do so, so that there might be no recognized quarrel between him and Sir Hugh ; but such visits were few and far between. After a few more words from Mr. Saul, and a glance from his wife's eye, Mr. Clavering con- sented to go to Cumberly Green, though there was nothing he liked so little as a morning spent with his curate. When he had started, Harry • told his mother also of his final decision. "I shall go to Stratton to-morrow and settle it all." "And what does papa say?" asked the mother. "Just what he has said before. It is not so much that he wishes me to be a clergyman, as that he does not wish me to have lost all mv time up to this." "It is more than that, I think, Harry," said his elder sister, a tall girl, less pretty than her sister, apparently less careful of her prettiness, very quiet, or, as some said, demure, but known to be good as gold by all who knew her well. "I doubt it," said Harry, stoutly. "But, however that may be, a man must choose for himself." "We all thought you had chosen," said Mary. " If it is settled," said the mother, " I suppose we shall do no good by opposing it." "Would you wish to oppose it, mamma?" said Harry. " No, my dear. I think you should judge for yourself." "You see I could have no scope in the church for that sort of ambition which would satisfy Ae. Look at such men as Locke, and Stephenson, and Brassey. They are the men who seem to me to do most in the world. They were all self- educated, but surely a man can't have a worse chance because he has learned something. Look at old Beilby with a seat in Parliament, and a property worth two or three hundred thousand pounds ! When he was my age he had nothing but his weekly wages." "I don't know whether Mr. Beilby is a very happy man or a very good man," said Mary. "I don't know, either," said Harry ; " but I do know that he has thrown a single arch over a wider span of water than ever was done be- fore, and that ought to make him happy. " Aft- er saying this in a tone of high authority befit- ting his dignity as a fellow of his college, Harry Clavering went out, leaving his mother and sisters to discuss the subject which to two of them was all-important. As to Mary, she had hopes of her own, vested in the clerical con- cerns of a neighboring parish. CHAPTER III. LORD ONGAR. On the next morning Harry Clavering rode over to Stratton, thinking much of his misery as he went. It was all very well for him, in the presence of his own family, to talk of his profession as the one subject which was to him of any importance ; but he knew very well him- self that he was only beguiling them in doing so. This question of a profession was, after all, but dead leaves to him— to him who had a canker at his heart, a perpetual thorn in his bo- som, a misery within him which no profession could mitigate ! Those dear ones at home guess- ed nothing of this, and he would take care that they shovdd guess nothing. Why should they have the pain of knowing that he had been made wretched forever by blighted hopes ? His mother, indeed, had suspected something in those sweet days of his roaming with Julia through the park. She had once or twice said a word to warn him. But of the very truth of his deep love — so he told himself — she had been happily ignorant. Let her be ignorant. Why should he make his mother unhappy ? .As these thoughts passed through his mind, I think that he reveled in his wretchedness, and made much to himself of his misery. He sucked in his sor- row greedily, and was somewhat proud to have had occasion to break his heart. But not the less, because he was thus early blighted, .would he struggle for success in the world. He would show her that, as his wife, she might have had a worthier position than Lord Ongar could give her. He, too, might probably rise the quicker in the world, as now he would have no impedi- ment of wife or family. Then, as he rode along, he composed a sonnet fitting to his case, the strength and rhythm of which seemed to him, as he sat on horseback, to be almost perfect. Unfortunately, when he was back at Clavering, and sat in his room with the pen in his hand, the turn of the words had escaped him. He found Mr. Burton at home, and was not long in concluding his business. Messra. Beil- by and Burton were not only civil engineers, but were land surveyors also, and land valuers on a great scale. They were employed much by government upon public buildings, and if not architects themselves, were supposed to know all that architects should do and should not do. In the purchase of great properties Mr. Burton's opinion was supposed to be, or to have been, as good as any in the kingdom, and therefore there was very much to be learned in the office at Stratton. But Mr. Burton was not a rich man. like his partner, Mr. Beilby, nor an ambitious man. He had never soared Parliamentward, had never speculated, had never invented, and never been great. He had been the father of a very large 'family, all of whom were doing as well in the world, and some of them perhaps better, than their father. Indeed, there were many who said that Mr. Burton would have been a richer man if he had not joined himself 12 THE CLAVERINGS. In partnership with Mr. Beilby. Mr. Beilby had the reputation of swallowing more than his share wherever he went. When the business part of the arrangement was finished Mr. Burton talked to his future pupil about lodgings, and went out with him into the town to look for rooms. The old man found that Harry Clavering was rather nice in this respect, and in his own mind formed an idea that this new beginner might have been a more auspicious pupil, had he not already become a fellow of a college. Indeed, Harry talked to him quite as though they two were on an equal- ity together; and, before they had parted, Mr. Burton was not sure that Harry did not patron- ize him. He asked the young man, however, to join them at their early dinner, and then introduced him to Mrs. Burton, and to their youngest daughter, the only child who was still living with them. "All my other girls are married, Mr. Clavering ; and all of them mar- ried to men connected with my own profession. " The color came slightly to Florence Burton's cheeks as she heard her father's words, and Har- ry asked himself whether the old man expected that he should go through the same ordeal ; but Mr. Burton himself was quite unaware that he had said any thing wrong, and then went on to speak of the successes of his sons. "But they began early, Mr. Clavering ; and worked hard — very hard indeed." He was a good, kindly, garrulpus old man; but Harry began to doubt whether he would learn much at Stratton. It was, however, too late to think of that now, and every thing was fixed. Harry, when he looked at Florence Burton, at once declared to himself that she was plain. Any thing more unlike Julia Brabazon never ' appeared in the guise of a young lady. Julia was tall, with a high brow, a glorious complex- ion, a nose as finely modeled as though a Gre- cian sculptor had cut it, a small mouth, but love- ly in its curves, and a chin that finished and made perfect the symmetry of her face. Her neck was long, but graceful as a swan's, her bust was full, and her whole figure like that of a goddess. Added to this, when he had first known her, had been all the charm of youth. When she had returned to Clavering the other day, the afiianced bride of Lord Ongar, he had hardly known whether to admire or to deplore the settled air of established womanhood which she had assumed. Her large eyes had always lacked something of rapid glancing sparkling brightness. They had been glorious eyes to him, and in those early days he had not known that they lacked aught ; hut he had perceived, or perhaps fancied, that now, in her present condition, they were often cold, and sometimes almost cruel. Nevertheless, he was ready to swear that she was perfect in her beauty. Poor Florence Burton was short of stature, was brown, meagre, and poor-looking. So said Harry Clavering to himself. Her small hand, though soft, lacked that wondrous charm of touch which Julia's possessed. Her face was short, and her forehead, though it was broad and open, had none of that feminine command which Julia's look conveyed. That Florence's eyes were very bright — bright and soft as well, he allowed ; and her dark brown hair was very glossy ; but she was, on the whole, a mean-look- ing little thing. He could not, as he said to himself on his return home, avoid the compari- son, as she was the first girl he had seen since he had parted from Julia Brabazon. "I hope you'll find yourself comfortable at Stratton, sir," said old Mrs. Burton. "Thank you," said Harry, "but I want very little myself in that way. Any thing does for me." " One young gentleman we had took a "bed- room at Mrs. Pott's, and did very nicely without any second room at all. Don't you remember; Mr. B. ? It was young Granger." • ' ' Young Granger had a very short allow- ance," said Mr. Burton. " He lived upon fifty pounds a year all the time he was here." "And I don't think Scarness had more when he began," said Mrs. Burton. "Mr. Scarness married one of my girls, Mr. Clavering, when he started himself at Liverpool. He has pretty nigh all the Liverpool docks under him now. I have heard him say that butcher's meat did not cost him four shillings a week all the time he was here. I've always thought Stratton one of the reasonablest places any where for a young man to do for himself in." "I don't know, my dear," said the husband, "that Mr. Clavering will care very much for that." "Perhaps not, Mr. B. ; but I do like to see young men careful about their spendings. What's the use of spending ashilling when sixpence will do as well ; and sixpence saved when a man has nothing but himself, becomes pounds and pounds by the time he has a family about him." During all this time Miss Burton said little or nothing, and Harry Clavering himself did not say much. He could not express any intention of rivaling Mr. Scarness's economy in the ar- ticle of butcher's meat, nor could he promise to content himself with Granger's solitary bed- room. But as he rode home he almost began to fear that he had made a mistake. He was not wedded to the joys of his college hall, or the college common room. He did not like the narrowness of college life. But he doubted whether the change from that to the oft-repeat- ed hospitalities of Mrs. Burton might not be too much for him. Scarness's four shillings' worth of butcher's meat had already made him half sick of his new profession, and though Stratton might be the "reasonablest place any where for a young man," he could not look forward to liv- ing there for a year with much delight. As for Miss Burton, it might he quite as well that she was plain, as he wished for none of the de- lights which beauty affords to young men. On his return home, however, he made no complaint of Stratton. He was too strong-will- ed to own that he had been in any way wrong. THE CLAVERINGS. 13 and when early in the following week he start- ed for St. Cuthbert's, he was able to speak with cheerful hope of his new prospects. If ulti- mately he should find life In Stratton to be un- endurable, he would cut that part of his career short, and contrive to get up to London at an earlier time than he had intended. On the 31st of August Lord Ongar and Sir Hugh Clavering reached Clavering Park, and, as has been already told, a pretty little note was at once sent up to Miss Brabazon in her bedroom. When she met Lord Ongar in the drawing-room, about an hour afterward, she had instructed herself that it would he best to say nothing of the note ; but she could not refrain from a word, "lam much obliged, my lord, by your kindness and generosity," she said, as she gave him her hand. He merely bowed and smiled, and mut- tered something as to his hoping that he might always find it as easy to gratify her. He was a little man, on whose behalf it certainly appeared tliat the Peerage must have told a falsehood ; it seemed so ,at least to those who judged of his years from his appearance. The Peerage said that he was thirty-six, and that, no doubt, was in truth his age, but any one would have de- clared him to be ten years older. This look was produced chiefly by the effect of an elaborately dressed jet-black wig which he wore. What misfortune had made him bald so early — if to be bald early in life, be a misfortune— I can not say ; but he had lost the hair from the crown of his head; and had pi-eferred wiggery to bald- ness., No doubt an effort was made to hide the wiggishness of his wigs, but what effect in that direction was ever made successfully ? He was, moreover, weak, thin, and physically poor, and had, no doubt, increased this weakness and poor- ness by hard living. Though others thought him old, time had gone swiftly with him, and he still thought himself a young man. He hunted, though he could not ride; he shot, though he could not walk; and, unfortunately, he drank, though he had no capacity for drinking ! His friends at last had taught him to believe that his only chance of saving himself lay in marriage, and therefore he had engaged himself to Julia Brabazon, purchasing her at the price of a bril- liant settlement. If Lord Ongar should die be- fore her, Ongar Park was to be hers for life, with thousands a year to maintain it. Courton Castle, the great family seat, would of course go to the heir; but Ongar Park was supposed to be the most delightful small country-seat any where within thirty miles of London. It lay among the Surrey hills, and all the world had heard of the charms of Ongar Park. If Julia were to sur- vive her lord, Ongar Park was to be hers ; and they who saw them both together had hut little doubt that she would come to the enjoyment of this clause in her settlement. Lady Clavering had been clever in arranging the match ; and Sir Hugh, though he might have been unwilling to give his sister-in-law money out of his own pocket, had performed his duty as a, brother- in-law in looking to her future welfare. Julia Brabazon had no doubt that she was doing well. Poor Harry Clavering ! She had loved him in the days of her romance. She, too, had written her sonnets. But she had grown old earlier in life than he had done, and had' taught herself that romance could not be allowed to a wom- an in her position. She was highly born, the daughter of a peer, without money, and even without a home to which she had any claim. Of course she had accepted Lord Ongar, but she had not put out her hand to take all these good things without resolving that she would do her duty to her future lord. The duty would be doubtless disagreeable, but she would do it with all the more diligence on that account. September passed by, hecatombs of partridges were slalughtered, and the day of the wedding drew nigh. It was pretty to see Lord Ongar and the self-satisfaction which he enjoyed at this time. The world was becoming young with him again, and he thought that he rather liked the respectability of his present mode of life. , He gave himself but scanty allowances of wine, and no allowance of any thing stronger than wine, and did not dislike his temperance. There was about him at all hours an air which seemej to say, "There; I told you all that I could do it as soon as there was any necessity." And in these halcyon days he could shoot for an hour without his pony, and he liked the gentle court- eous badinage which was bestowed upon his courtship, and he liked also Julia's beauty.. Her conduct to him was perfect. She was never pert, never exigeant, never romantic, and never humble. She never bored him, and yet was al- ways ready to be with him when he wished it. She was never exalted, and yet she bore her high placd as became a woman nobly born and acknowledged to be beautiful. "I declare yon have quite made a lover of him," said Lady Clavering to her sister. When a thought of the match had first arisen in Sir Hugh's London house. Lady Clavering had been eager in praise of Lord Ongar, or eager in praise rather of the position which the future Lady On- gar might hold ; but since the prize had been se- cured, since it had become plain that Julia was to be the greater woman of the two, she had harped sometimes on the other string. As a sister she had striven for a sister's welfare, but as a woman she could not keep herself from com- parisons Vhich might tend to show that after all, well as Julia was doing, she was not doing bet- ter than her elder sister had done. Hermione had married simply a baronet, and not the rich- est or the most amiable among baronets ; but she had married a man suitable in age and wealth, with whom any girl might have been in love. She had not sold herself to be the nurse, or not to be the nurse, as it might turn out, of a worn- out debauchee. She would have hinted nothing of this, perhaps have thought nothing of this, had not Julia and Lord Ongar walked together through the Clavering groves as though they were two young people. She owed it as a duty to her sister to point out that Lord Ongar could u THE CLAVEEINGS. not be a romantic young person, and ought not to be encouraged to play that part. " I don't know that I have made any thing of him," answered Julia. "I suppose he's much like other men when they're going to be mar- ried." Julia quite understood the ideas that were passing through her sister's mind, and did not feel them to be unnafural. "What I mean is, that he has come out so strong in the Romeo line, which we hardly ex- pected, yon know. We shall have him under your bedroom window with a. guitar like Don Giovanni." "I hope not, because it's so cold. I don't think it likely, as he seems fond of going to bed early." " And it's the best thing for him," said Lady Claveriiig, becoming serious and carefully benev- olent. '' It's quite a wonder what good hours and quiet living have done for him in so short a time. I was observing him as he walked yes- terday, and he put his feet to the ground as firm- ly almost as Hugh does." " Did he indeed ? I hope he won't have the habit of putting his hand down firmly as Hugh does sometimes." "As for that," said Lady Clavering, with a little tremor, ' ' I don't think there's much dif- ference between them. They all say that when Lord Ongar means a thing he does mean it." "I think a man ought to have a way of his own." "And a woman also; don't yon, my dear? But, as I was sayings if Lord Ongar will con- tinue to take care of himself he may become quite a different man. Hugh says that he drinks next to nothing now, and though he sometimes lights a cigar in the smoking-room at night, he hardly ever smokes it. You must do what you can to keep him from tobacco. I happen to know that Sir Charles Poddy said that so many cigars were worse for him even than brandy.", All this Julia bore with an even temper. She was determined to bear every thing till her time should come. Indeed she had made herself understand that the hearing of such things as these was a part of the price which she was called upon to pay. It was not pleasant for her to hear what Sir Charles Poddy had said about the tobacco and brandy of the man she was just going to marry. She would sooner have'heard of his riding sixty miles a day, or dancing all night, as she might have heard had she been con- tented to take Harry Clavering. But she had made her selection with her eyes open, and was not disposed to quarrel with her bargain, be- cause that which she had bought was no better than the article which she had known it to be when she was making her purchase. Nor was she even angry with her sister. " I will do t^e best I can, Hermy ; you may be sure of thfct. But there are some things which it is useless to talk about." / "But it was as well- you should know/ what Sir Charles said." / " I know quite enough of what he says, Her- my — quite as much, I dare say, as you do. But never mind. If Lord Ongar has given up smok- ing, I quite agree with you that it's a good thing. I wish they'd all .give it up, for I hate the smell of it. Hugh has got worse and worse. He never cares about changing his clothes now." " I'll tell you what it is," said Sir Hugh to his wife that night ; " sixty thousand a year is a very fine income, but Julia will find she has caught a Tartar." " I suppose he'll hardly live long, will he?" " I don't know or care when he lives or when he dies ; but, by Heaven ! he is the most over- bearing fellow I ever had in the house with me. I wouldn't stand him here for another fortnight — not even to make her all safe." "It will soon be over. They'll be gone on Thursday." "What do you think of his having the impu- dence to tell Cunliffe" — Cunliffe was the head keeper — "before my face, that he didn't know any thing about pheasants ! ' Well, my lord, I think we've got a few about the place,' said Cunliffe. ' Very few, ' said Ongar, with a sneer. Now, if I haven't a better head of game here than he has at Courton, I'll eat him. But the impudence of his saying that before me!" ' ' Did yo« make him any answer ?" "'There's about enough to suit me,' I said. Then he skulked away, knocked off his pins. I shouldn't like to be his wife ; I can tell Julia that " "Julia is very clever,'' said the sister. ' The day of the marriage came, and eveiy thing at Claveriiig was done with much splen- dor. Four bridesmaids came down from Lon- don on the preceding day; two were already staying in the house, and the two cousins came as two more from the rectory. Julia Brabazon had never been really intimate with Mary and Fanny Clavering, but she had known them well enough to make it odd if she did not ask them to come to her wedding and to take a part in the ceremony. And, moreover, she had thought of Harry and her little romance of other days. Harry, perhaps, might be glad to know that she had shown this courtesy to his sisters. Harry, she knew, would be away at his school. Though she had asked him whether he meant to come to her wedding, she h^ been better pleased that he should be absent. She had not many re- grets herself, but it pleased her to think that he should have them. So Mary and Fanny Claver- ing were a^ked to attend her at the altar. Mary and Fs.miy would both have preferred to decline, but rtuSir mother had told them that they could not^o so. "It would make ill-feeling," said Mrs. Clavering ; "and that is what your papa particularly wishes to avoid." "When you say papa particularly wishes any thing, mamma, you always mean that you wish it particularly yourself," said Fanny. " But if it must be done, it must ; and then I shall know how to behav6 when Mary's time comes." The bells were rung lustily all the morning, and all the parish was there, round about the THE Ca^AVERINGS. 15 church, to see. There was no record of a lord ever having been married in Clavering Church before ; and now this lord was going to marry my lady's sister. It was all one as though she were a Clavering herself. But there was no ec- static joy in the parish. There were to be no bon- was generally some wrangle between the rector and the steward. " If there's to be all this row about it," the rector had said to the steward, "I'll never ask for it again." "I wish my uncle would only be as good as his word," Sir Hugh had said, when the rector's speech was repeated "A puir feckless thing, tottering along like." fires, and no eating and drinking at Sir Hugh's ejipense — no comforts provided for any of the poor by Lady Clavering on that special occasion. Indeed, there was never much of such kindnesses between the lord of the soil and his dependents. A certain stipulated dole was given at Christmas for coals and blankets ; hut even for that there to him. Therefore, there was not much of real rejoicing in the parish on this occasion, though the bells were rung loudly, and though the peo- ple, young and old, did cluster round the church- yard to see the lord lead his bride out of the church. "A puir feckless thing, tottering along like — not lialf the makings of a man. A stout 16 THE CLAVERINGS. lass like she could a most blow him away wi' a puff of her mouth." That was the verdict which an old farmer's wife passed upon him, and that verdict was made good by the general opinion of the parish. But though the lord might be only half a man, Julia Brabazon walked out from the church every inch a countess. Whatever price she might have paid, she had at any rate got the thing which she had intended to buy. And as she stepped into the chariot which carried her away to the railway station on her way to Dover, she told herself that she had done right. She had chosen her profession as Harry Clavering had chosen his ; and having so far succeeded, she would do her best to make her success per- fect. Mercenary ! Of course she had been mer- cenary. Were not all men and women merce- nary upon whom devolved the necessity of earn- ing their bread? Then there was a great breakfast at the park — for the quality — and the rector on this occa- sion submitted himself to become the guest of the nephew whom he thoroughly disliked. CHAPTER IV. FLORENCE BURTON. It was now Christmas time at Stratton, or, rather, Christmas time was near at hand; not the Christmas next after the autumn of Lord Ongar'B mamage, but the following Christmas, and Harry Clavering had finished his studies in Mr. Burton's office. He flattered himself that he had not been idle while he was there, and was now about to commence his more advanced stage of pupilage, under the great Mr. Beilby in London, with hopes which were still good, if they were not so magnificent as they once had been. When he first saw Mr. Burton in his of- fice, and beheld the dusty pigeon-holes with dusty papers, and caught the first glimpse of things as they really were in the workshop of that man of business, he had, to say the truth, been disgusted. And Mrs. Burton's early din- ner, and Florence Burton's "plain face" and plain ways, had disconcerted him. On that day he had repented of his intention with regard to Stratton ; but he had carried out his purpose like a man, and now he rejoiced greatly that he had done so. He rejoiced greatly, though his hopes were somewhat sobered, and his views of life less grand than tjiey had been. He was to start for Clavering early on the following morn- ing, intending to spend his Christmas at home, and we will see him and listen to him as he bade farewell to one of the members of Mr. Burton's family. He was sitting in a small back parlor in Mr. Burton's house, and on the table of itlie room there was burning a single candle. It was a dull dingy brown room, furnished with horsehair-covered chairs, an old horsehair sofa, and heavy rusty curtains. I don't know that there was in the room any attempt at orna- ment, as certainly there was no evidence of wealth. It was now about seven o'clock in the evening, and tea was over in Mrs. Burton's es- tablishment. Harry Clavering had had his tea, and had eaten his hot muffin, at the farther side from the fire of the family table, while Florence had poured out the tea, and Mrs. Bur- ton had sat by the fire on one side with a hand- kerchief over her lap, and Mr. Burton had been comfortable with his arm-chair and his slippers on the other side. When tea was over, Harry had made his parting speech to Mrs. Burton, and that lady had kissed him, and bade God bless him. "I'll see you for a moment before you go, in my office, Harry," Mr. Burton had said. Then Harry had gone down stairs, and some one else had gone boldly -with him, and they two were sitting together in the dingy brown room. After that I need hardly tell my reader what had become of Harry Clavering's perpetual life-enduring heart's misery. He and Florence were sitting on the old horsehair sofa, and Florence's hand was In his. "My darling," he said, "how am I to live for the next two years ?" " You mean five years, Harry." "No; I mean two — that is two, unless I can make the time less. I believe you'd be better pleased to think it was ten." "Much better pleased to think it was ten than to have no .such hope at all. Of course we shall see each other. It's not as though you were going to New Zealand." "I almost wish I were. One would agree then as to the necessity of this cursed delay." THE CLAVERINGS. 17 "Harry, Harry!" " It is accursed. The prudence of the world in these latter days seems to me to be more abominable than all its other iniquities." " But, Harry, we should have no income." "Income is a word that I hate." " Now you are getting on to your liigh horse, and you know I always go out of the way when you begin to prance on that beast. As for me, I don't want to leave papa's house, where I'm sure of my bread and butter, till I'm sure of it in another." " You say that, Florence, on purpose to tor- ment me." "Dear Harry, do you think I want to tor- ment you on your last night ? The truth is, I love you so well that I can afford to be patient for you." " I hate patience, and always did. Patience is one of the worst vices t know. It's almost as bad as humility. " You'll tell me you're 'um- ble next. If you'll only add that you're content- ed, you'll describe yourself as one of the lowest of God's creatures." "I don't know about being 'umble, but I am contented. Are not you contented with me, sir?" "No — because you're not in a hurry to be married. " " What a goose you are ! Do you know I'm not sure that if you really love a person, and are quite confident about him — as I am of you — that having to look forward to being married is not the best part of it all. I suppose you'll like to ^et my letters now, but I don't know that you'll care for them much when we've been man and wife for ten years." "But one can't live upon letters." " I shall expect you to live upon mine, and to grow fat on them. There ; I heard papa's step on the stairs. He said you were to go to him. Good-by, Harry — dearest Harry ! Wlaat a bless- ed wind it was that blew you here !" " Stop a moment — about your getting to Cla- vering. I shall come for you on EaSter-eve." " Oh no ; why should you have so much trou- ble and expense ?" "I tell you I shall come for you, unless, in- deed, you decline to travel with me." "It will be so nice! And then I shall be sure to have you with me the first moment I see them. I shall think it very awful when I first meet your father." "He's the most good-natured man, I should say, in England," "But he'll think me so plain. You did at first, you know. But he won't be uncivil enough to tell me so, as you did. And Mary is to be married in Easter week ? Oh dear, oh dear ; I shall be so shy among them all. " "you shy! I never saw you shy in my life. I dop't suppose you were ever really put out yet." " But I must really put you out, because papa is waiting for you. Dear, dear, dearest Harry. Though I am so patient, I shall count the hours B till you come for me. Dearest Hari-y !" Then she bore with him, as he pressed her close to his bosom, and kissed her lips, and her forehead, and her glossy hair. When he was gone she sat down alone for a few minutes on the old sofa, and hugged herself in her happiness. What a happy wind that had been which had blown such a lover as that for her to Stratton ! " I think he's a good young man," said.Mrs. Burton, as soon as she was left with her old hus- band up stairs. "Yes, he's a good young man. He means very well." "But he is not idle, is he?" "No — no, he's not idle. And he's very clever — too clever, I'm afraid. But I think he'H do well, though it may take him some time to settle." "It seems so natural his taking to Flo; doesn't it? They've all taken one when they went away, and they've all done very well. Deary me, how sad the house will be when Flo has gone !'* " Yes, it'll make a difference that way. But what then? I wouldn't wish to keep one of 'em at home for that reason." "No, indeed. I think I'd feel ashamed of myself to have a daughter not married, or not in the way to be married afore she's thirty. I couldn't bear to think that no young man should take a fanpy to a girl of mine. But Flo's not twenty yet, and Carry, who was the oldest to go, wasn't four-and-twenty when Scarness took her.'' Thereupon the old lady put her handkerchief to the corner of her eyes, and wept gently. "Flo isn't gone yet," said Mr. Burton. " But I hope, B., it's not to be a long engage- ment. I don't like long engagements. It ain't good — not for the girl ; it ain't, indeed." "We were engaged for seven years." "People weren't so much in a hurry then at any thing ; but I ain't sure it was very good for me. And though we weren't just married, we were living next door, and saw each other. What'U come to Flo if she's to be here and he's to be up in London, pleasuring himself?" "Flo must bear it as other girls do," said the father, as he got up from his chair. "I think he's a good young man ; I think he is," said the mother. " But don't stand out for too much for 'em to begin upon. What mat- ters ? Sure if they were to be a little short you could help 'era." To such a suggestion as this Mr. Burton thought it as well to make no an- swer, but with ponderous steps descended to his ofiSce. "Well, Harry," said Mr. Burton, "so you're to be off in the morning ?" "Yes, sir ; I shall breakfast at home to-mor- row." "Ah ! when I was your age I always used to make an early start. Three hours before break- fast never does any hurt. But it shouldn't be more' than that. The wind gets into the stom- ach." Harry had no remark to make on this, and waited, therefore, till Mr. Burton went on. 18 THE CLAVERINGS. " And you'll be up in London by the 10th of next month ?" "Yes, sir; I intend to be at Mr. Beilby's of- fice on the 11th." " That's right. Never lose a day. In losing a, day now, you don't lose what you might earn now in a day, but what you might be earning when you're at your best. A young man should always remember that. You can't dispense with a round in the ladder going up. You only make your time at the top so much the shorter." "I hope you'll find that I'm all right, sir. I don't mean to be idle." " Pray don't. Of course, you know, I speak to you very dififevently from what I should do if you were simply going away from my office. What I shall have to give Florence will be very little — that is, comparatively little. She shall have a hundred a year, when she marries, till I die ; and after my death and her mother's she will share with the others. But a hundred a year will be nothing to you." "Won't it, sir? I think avery great deal of a hundred a year. I'm to have a hundred and fifty from the office ; and I should be ready to marry on that to-morrow." "You couldn't live on such an income, unless you were to alter your habits very much." "But I will alter them." "We shall see. Yon are so placed that by marrying you would lose a considerable income, and I would advise you to put off thinking of it for the next two years." " My belief is, that settling down would be the best thing in the world to make me work." "We'll try what a year will do. So Flor- ence is to go to your father's house at Easter?" " Yes, sir ; she has been good enough to prom- ise to come, if you have no objection." "It is quite as well that they should know her early. I only hope they will like her as well as we Jike you. Now I'll say good-night, and good-by." Then Harry went, and walking up and down the High Street of Stratton, thought of all that he had done during the past year. On his arrival at Stratton, that idea of perpet- ual misery arising from his blighted affection was still strong within his breast. He had giv- en all his heart to a false woman, who had be- trayed him. He had risked all his fortftne on one cast of the die,, and, gambler-like, had lost every thing. On the day of Julia's marriage he had shut himself up at the school — luckily it was a holiday — and had flattered himself that he had" gone through some hours of intense agony. No doubt he did suffer somewhat, for in truth he had loved the woman ; but such sufferings are sel- dom perpetual, and with him they had been as easy of cure as with most others. A little more than a year had passed, and now he was already engaged to another woman. As he thought of this, he did not by any means accuse himself of inconstancy or weakness of heart. It appeared to him now the most natural thing in the world that he should love Florence Burton. In those old days he had never seen Florence, and had hardly thought seriously of what qualities a man really wants in a wife. As he walked up and down the hill of Stratton Street with the kiss of the dear, modest, affectionate girl still warm upon his lips, he told himself that a marriage with such a one as Julia Brabazon would have been altogether fatal to his chance of happi- ness. And things had occurred and rumors had reached him which assisted him much in adopt- ing this view of the subject. It was known to all the Claverings, and even to all others who cared about such things, that Lord and Lady On- gar were not happy together, and it had been al- ready said that Lady Ongar had misconducted herself. There was a certain count whose name had come to be mingled with hers in a way that was, to say the least of it, very nnfortunate. Sir Hugh Clavering had declared, in Mrs. Claver- ing's hearing, though but little disposed in gen- eral to make many revelations to any of the family at the rectory, "that he did not intend to take his sister-in-law's part. She had made her own bed, and she must lie upon it. She had known what Lord Ongar was before she had married him, and the fault was her own." So much Sir Hugh had snid, and, in saying it, had done all that in him lay to damn his sister-in- law's fair fame. Harry Clavering, little as he had lived in the world during the last twelve months, still knew that some people told a differ- ent story. The earl too and his wife had not been in England since their marriage, so that tliese rumors had been filtered to them at home through a foreign medium. During most of their time they had been in Italy, and now, as Harry knew, they were at Florence. He had heard that Lord Ongar had declared his inten- tion of suing for a divorce ; but that he sup- posed to be erroneous, as the two were still liv- ing under the same roof. Then he heard that Lord Ongar was ill ; and whispers were spread abroad darkly, and doubtingly, as though great misfortunes were apprehended. Harry could not fail to tell himself that had Julia become his wife, as she had once promised, these whispers and this darkness would hardly have come to pass. But not on that account did he now regret that her early vows had not been kept. Living at Stratton, he had taught himself to think much of the quiet domesticities of life, and to believe that Florence Burton was fitter to be his wife than Julia Brabazon. He told himself that he had done well to find this out, and that he had been wise to act upon it. His wisdom had in truth consisted in his capac- ity to feel that Florence was a nice girl, clever, well-minded, high-principled, and full of spirit, and in falling in love with her as a consequence. All his regard for the quiet domesticities had come from his love, and had had no share in producing it. Florence was bright-eyed. No eyes were ^ver brighter, either in tears or in laughter. And when he came to look at her well he found that he had been an idiot to think THE CLAVERINGS. 19 her plain, " There are things that grow to beauty as you look at them — to exquisite beau- ty ; and you are one of them, " he had said to her. "And there are men," she had answer- ed, " who grow to flattery as you listen to them — to impudent flattery ; and you are one of them." " I thought you plain the first day I saw you. That's not flattery." "Yes, sir, it is ; and you mean it for flattery. But, after all, Harry, it comes only to this, that you want to tell me that you hare learned to love me." He repeated all this to himself as he walked up and down Stratton, and declared to himself that she was very lovely. It had been given to him to ascertain this, and he was rather proud of him- self. But he was a little difiident about his father. He thought that, perhaps, his father might see Florence as he himself had first seen her, and might not have discernment enough to ascertain his mistake as he had done. But Florence was not going to Clavering at once, and he would be able to give beforehand his own account of her. He had not been home since his engagement had been a thing settled ; but his position with regard to Florence had been declared by letter, and his mother had written to the young lady asking her to come to Clavering. When Harry got home all the family received him with congratulations. "I am so glad to think that you should marry early," his mother said to him in a whisper. " But I am not mar- ried yet, mother," he answered. " Do show me a lock of her hair,'' said Fan- ny, laughing. "It's twice prettier hair than yours, though she doesn't think half so much about it as you do," said her brother, pinching Fanny's arm. "But you'll show me a lock, won't you ?" said Fanny. "I'm so glad she's to be here at my mar- riage," said Mary, " because then Edward will know her. I'm so glad that he will see her." ' ' Edward will have other fish to fry, and won't care much about her," said Harry. "It seems you're going to do the regular thing," said his father, ' ' like all the good appren- tices. Marry your master's daughter, and then become Lord Mayor of London." This was not the view in which it had pleased Harry to re- gard his engagement. All the other "young men" that had gone to Mr. Burton's had mar- ried Mr. Burton's daughters — or, at least, enough had done so to justify the Stratton assertion that all had fallen into the same trap. The Bur- tons, with their five girls, were supposed in Strat- ton to have managed their affairs veiy well, and something of these hints had reached Hari-y's ears. He would have preferred that the thing should not have been made so common, but he was not fool enough to make himself really un- happy on that head. "I don't know much about becoming Lord Mayor," he replied. "That promotion doesn't lie exactly in our line. '' " But marryingyour master's daughter does, it seems," said the rector. Harry thought that this, as coming from his father, was almost ill-natured, and therefore dropped the conversation. "I'm sure we shall like her," said Fanny. " I think that I shall like Harry's choice," said Mrs. Clavering. " I do hope Edward will like her, " said Mary " Mary," said her sister, " I do wish you were once married. When you are, you'll begin to have a self of your own again. Now you're no better than an unconscious echo." " Wait for your own turn, my dear," said the mother. Harry had reached home on a Saturday, and the following Monday was Christmas-day. Lady Clavering, he was told, was at home at the park, and Sir Hugh had been there lately. No one from the house except the servants were seen at church either on the Sunday or on Christmas- day. "But that shows nothing, " said the rec- tor," speaking in anger. " He very rarely does come, and when he does, it would be better that he should be away. I think that he likes to insult me by misconducting himself. They say that she is not well, and I can easily believe that all this about her sister makes her unhappy. If I were you, I would go up and call. Your mother was there the other day, but did not see them. I think you'll find that he's away, hunting some- where. I saw the groom going off with three horses on Sunday afternoon. He always sends them by the church gate just as we're coming out." So Harry went up to the house, and found Lady Clavering at home. She was looking old and careworn, but she was glad to see him. Harry was the only one of the rectory family who had been liked at the great house since Sir Hugh's marriage, and-he, had he cared to do so, would have been made welcome there. But, as he had once said to Sir Hugh's sister-in-law, if he shot the Clavering game, he would be expect- ed to do so in the guise of a head gamekeeper, and he did not choose to play that part. It would not suit him to drink Sir Hugh's claret, and be bidden to ring the bell, and to be asked to step into the stable for this or that. He was a fellow of his college, and quite as big a man, he thought, as Sir Hugh. He would not be a hang- er-on at the park, and, to tell the truth, he dis- liked his cousin quite as much as his father did. But there had even been a sort of friendship — nay„occasionally almost a confidence, between him and Lady Clavering, and he believed that by her he was really liked. Lady Clavering had heard of his engagement, and of course congratulated him. " Who told you?" he asked. "Was it my mother?" " No ; I have not seen your mother I don't know when. I think it was my maid told me. Though we somehow don't see much of you all at the rectory, our servants are no doubt more gracious with the rectory servants. I'm sure she must be nice, Harry, or you would not have chosen her. I hope she has got some money." "Yes, I think she is nice. She is coming here at Easter." " Ah ! we shall be away then, you know ; and about the money ?" 20 THE CLAVERINGS. "She will hhve a little, but very little — a hundred a year." " Oh, Harry, is hot that rash of you ? Youn- ger brothers should always get money. You are the same as a younger brother, you know." ' ' My idea is to earn my own bread. It's not very aristocratic, but, after all, there are a great many more in the same boat with me." ' ' Of course you will earn your bread, but hav- ing a wife with money would not hinder that. A girl is not the worse because she can bring some help. However, I'm sure I hope you'll be happy." "WhatI meantwas thati think it bestwhen the money comes from the husband." " I'm sure I ought to agree with yon, because we never had any." Then there was a pause. "I suppose you've heard about Lord Ongar," she said. "I have heard that he is very ill." ' ' Very ill. I believe there was no hope when we heard last ; but Julia never writes now." "I'm sorry that it is so bad as that," said Harry, not well knowing what else to Say. " As regards Julia, I do not know whether it may not be for the best. It seems to be a cruel thing to say, but of course I can not but think most of her. You have heard, perhaps, that they have not been happy ?" " Yes, I had heard that." ' ' Of course ; and what is the use of pretend- ing any thing with you ? You know what peo- ple have said of her." " I have never believed it." " Yon always loved her, Harry. Oh dear, I remember how unhappy that made me once, and I was so afraid that Hugh would suspect it. She would never have done for you ; would she, Harry ?" " She did a great deal better for herself," said Harry. " If you mean that ironically, you shouldn't say it now. If he dies, she will be well off, of course, and people will in time forget what has been said — that is, if she will live quietly. The worst of it is that she fears nothing." " But you speak as though you thought she had been — been — " " I think she was probably imprudent, but I believe nothing worse than that. But who can say what is absolutely wrong, and what only imprudent? I think she was too proud to go really astray. And then with such a man as that, so difBcult and Ill-tempered^— Sir Hugh thinks — " But at that moment the door was opened, and Sir Hugh came in. "What does Sir Hugh think?" said he " We were speaking of Lord Ongar, "said Har- ry, sitting up and shaking hands with his cousin. " Then, Harry, you were speaking on a sub- ject that I would rather not have discussed in this house. Do you understand that, Hermi- one ? I will have no talking about Lord Ongar or his wife. We know very little, and what we hear is simply uncomfortable. Will you dine hero to-day, Hany ?" "Thank you, no; I have only just come home." "And I am just going away. That is, I go to-morrow. I can not stand this place. 1 think it is the dullest neighborhood in all En- gland, and the most gloomy house I ever saw. Hermione likes it." To this last assertion Lady Clavering ex- pressed no assent, nor did she venture to con- tradict him. CHAPTER V. LADT ONGAK'S KETtTRN. But Sir Hugh did not get away from Claver- ing Park on the next morning as he had intend- ed. There came to him that same afternoon a message by telegraph, to say that Lord Ongar was dead. He had died at Florence on the aft- ernoon of Christmas-day, and Lady Ongar had expressed. her intention of coming at once to England. "Why the devil doesn't she stay where she is?" said Sir Hugh, to his wife. "People would forget her there, and in twelve months' time the row would be all over." "Perhaps she does not want to be forgot- ten, " said Lady Clavering. "Then she should want it. I don't care whether she has been guilty or not. When a woman gets her name into such a mess as that she should keep in the background." "I think you are unjust to her, Hugh." " Of course you do. You don't suppose that I expect any thing else. But if you mean to tell me that there would have been all this row if she had been decently prudent, I tell you that you're mistaken." "Only think what a man he was." " She knew that when she took him, and should have borne with him while he lasted. A woman isn't to have seven thousand a year for nothing." ' 'But you forget that not a syllable has been proved against her, or been attempted to be proved. She has never left him, and now she has been with him in his last moments. I don't think you ought to be the first to turn against h(?r." " If she would remain abroad I would do the best I could for her. She chooses to return home ; and as I think she's wrong, I won't have her here — that's all. You don't suppose that I go about the world accusing her ?" "I think you might do something to fight her battle for her." " I will dp nothing, unless she takes my ad- vice and remains abroad. You must write to her now, and you will tell her what I say. It's an infernal bore, his dying at this moment; but I suppose people won't expect that I'm to shut myself up." For one day only did the baronet shut him- self up, and on the following he went whither he had before intended. THE CLAVEEINGS. 21 Lady Clavering thought it proper to write a line to the rectory, informing the family there that Lord Ongar was no more. This she did in a note to Mrs. Clavering ; and when it was received there came over the faces of them all that lugubrious look, which is, as a matter of course, assumed by decorous people when ti- dings come of the death of any one who has been known to them, even in the most distant way. With the exception of Harry, all the rectory Claverings had been introduced to Lord Ongai', and were now bound to express some- thing approaching to sorrow. Will any one dare to call this hypocrisy f If it be so called, who in the world is not a hypocrite ? Where is the man or woman who has not a special face for sorrow before company ? The man or wom- an who has no such face would at once be ac- cused of heartless impropriety. "It is very sad," said Mrs. Clavering ; " only think, it is but little more than a year since you married them!" " And twelve such months as they have been for her!" said the rector, shaking his head. His face was very lugubrious ; for though as a parson he was essentially a kindly, easy man, to whom humbug was odious, and who dealt little in the austerities of clerical denunciation, still he had his face of pulpit sorrow for the sins of the people — what I may perhaps call his cler- ical knack of gentle condemnation — and could therefore assume a solemn look, and a, little saddened motion of his head, with more ease than people who are not often caiUed upon for such action. " Poor woman !" said Fanny, thinking of the woman's married sorrows and her early widow- hood. " Poor man ! " said Mary, shuddering as she thought of the husband's fate. "I hope," said Harry, almost sententious- ly, " that no one in this house will condemn her upon such mere rumors as have been heard." " Why should any one in this house condemn her," said the rector, "even if there were more than rumors? My dears, judge not, lest ye be judged. As regards her, we are bound by close ties not to speak ill of her — or even to think ill, unless we can not avoid it. As far as I know, we have not any reason for thinking ill." Then he went out, changed the tone of his counte- nance, among the rectory stables, and lit his cigar. Three days after that a second note was brought down from the great house to the rec- toiy, and this was from Lady Clavering to Har- ry. "Dear Harry," ran the note, " could you find time to come up to me this morning ? Sir Hugh has gone to North Priory. — Ever yours, H. C." Harry, of course, went, and as he went he wondered how Sir Hugh could have had the heai't to go to North Priory at such a moment.- North Priory was a hunting-seat some thirty miles from Clavering, belonging to a great nobleman with whom Sir Hugh much consorted. Harry was grieved that his cousin had not resisted the temptation of going at such a time, but he was quick enough to perceive that Lady Clavering alluded to the absence of her lord as a reason why Harry might pay his visit to the house with satisfaction. "I'm so much obliged to you for coming," said Lady Clavering. ' ' I want to know if you can do something for me." As she spoke she had a paper in her hand, which he immediately perceived to be a letter from Italy. "I'll do any thing I can, of course. Lady Clavering." "But I must tell you that I hardly know whether I ought to ask you. I'm doing what would make Hugh very angry. But he is so unreasonable, and so cruel about Julia. He condemns her simply because, as he says, there is no smoke without fire. That is such a cruel thing to say about a woman — is it not ?" Harry thought that it was a cruel thing, but as he did not wish to speak evil of Sir Hugh before Lady Clavering, he held his tongue. " When we got tlie first news by telegraph, Julia said that she intended to come home at once. Hugh thinks that she should remain abroad for some time, and, indeed, 1 am not sure but that would be best. At any rate, he made me write to her and advise her to stay. He declared that if she came at once he would do nothing for her. The truth is, he does not want to have her here, for if she were again in the house, he would have to take her part if ill- natured things were said." " That's cowardly," said Harry, stoutly. " Don't say that, Harry, till you liave heard it all. If he believes these things, he is right not to wish to meddle. He is very hard, and always believes evil ; but he is not a coward. If she were here, living with him as my sister, he would take her part, whatever he might him- self think." "But why should he think ill of his own sister-in-law? I have never thought ill of her." "You loved her, and he never did; though I think he liked her too in his way. But that's what he told me to do, and I did it. I wrote to hei', advising her to remain at Florence till the warm weather comes, saying that as she could not specially wish to he in London for the season, I thought she would be more comforta- ble there than here; and then I added that Hugh also advised her to stay. Of course I did not say that he would not have her here — but that was his threat." " She is not likely to press herself where she is not wanted." "No; and she will not forget her rank and her money, for that must now be hers. Julia can be quite as hard and as stubborn as he can. But I did write as I say, and I think that if she had got my letter before she had written her- self, she would perhaps have staid. But here is a lettsr from her declaring that she will come at once. She will be starting almost as soon 22 THE CLAVEEINGS. as my letter gets there, and I am sure she will not niter her purpose now." " I don't see why she should not come if she likes it." " Only that she might be more comfortable there. But read what she says. You need not read the first part. Not that there is any se- cret ; but it is about him and his last moments, and it would only pain you." Harry longed to read the whole, but he did as he was bid, and began the letter at the spot which Lady Clavering marked for him with her finger. " I have to start on the third, and as I shall stay nowhere except to sleep at Turin and Paris, I shall be home by the eighth ; I think on the evening of the eighth. I shall bring only my own maid, and one of his men who desires to come back with me. I wish to have apart- ments taken for me in London. I suppose Hugh will do as much as this for me ?" "I am quite sure Hugh won't," said Lady Clavering, who was watching his eye as he read. Harry said nothing, but went on reading. " I shall only want two sitting-rooms and two bedrooms — one for myself, and one for Clara, and should like to have them somewhere near Piccadilly — in Clarges Street, or about there. You can write me a Jine, or send me a message to the Hotel Bristol, at Paris. If any thing fails, so that I should not hear, I shall go to the Palace Hotel, and, in that case, should tele- graph for rooms from Paris." " Is that all I'm to read ?" Harry asked. "You can go on and see what she says as to her reason for coming." So Harry went on reading. " I have suffered much, and of course I know that I must snfter more ; but I am de- termined that I will face the worst of it at once. It has been hinted to me that an at- tempt will be made to interfere with the settle- ment — " " Who can ha.ve hinted that ?" said Harry. Lady Clavering suspected who might have done so, but she made no answer. "I can hardly think it possible; but, if it is done, I will not be out of the way. I have done my duty as best I could, and have done it under circumstances that I may truly say were terri- ble ; and I will go on doing it. No one shall say that I am ashamed to show my face and claim my own. Vou will be surprised when you see me. I have aged so much — " " You need not go on," said Lady Clavering. " The rest is about nothing that signifies." Then Harry refolded the letter and gave it back to his companion. "Sir Hugh is gone, and therefore I could not show him that in time to do any thing; but if I were to do so, he would simply do nothing, and let her go to the totel in London. Now that would be unkind — would it not?" "Very unkind, I think." " It would seem so cold to her on her return." "Very cold. Will you not go and meet her?" Lady Clavering blushed as she answered. Though Sir Hugh was a tyrant to his wife, and known to be such, and though she knew that this was known, she had never said that it was so to any of the Claverings ; but now she was driven to confess it. " He would not let me go, Harry. I could not go without telling him. and if I told him he would forbid it." "And she is to be all alone in London, with- out any friend ?" "I shall go to her as soon as he will let me. I don't think he will forbid my going to her, perhaps after a day or two ; but I know he wotdd not let me go on purpose to meet her." " It does seem hard." "But about the apartments, Harry ? I thought that perhaps you would see about them. After all that has passed, I could not have asked you, only that now, as you are engaged yourself, it is nearly the same as though you were married. I would ask Archibald, only then there would be a fuss between Archibald and Hugh ; and somehow I look on you more as a brother-in- law than I do Archibald." "Is Archie in London ?" ' ' His address is at his club, but I dare say he is at North Priory also. At any rate, I shall say nothing to him." "I was thinking he might have met her." "Julia never liked him. And, indeed, I don't think she will care so much about being met. She was always independent in that way, and would go over the world alone better than many men. But couldn't you run up and man- age about the apartments ? A woman coming home as a widow — and in her position — feels a hotel to be so public." "I will see about the apartments.'' " I knew you would. And there will be time for you to send to me, so that I can write to Paris — will there not? There is more than a week, you know." But Henry did not wish to go to London on this business immediately. He had made up his mind that he would not only take the rooms, but that he would also meet Lady Ongar at the station. He said nothing of this to Lady Cla- vering, as, perhaps, she might not approve ; but such was his intention. He was wrong, no doubt. A man in such cases should do what he is asked to do, and do no more. But he re- peated to himself the excuse that Lady Claver- ing had made — namely, that he was already the same as a married man, and that, therefore, no harm could come of his courtesy to his cous- in's wife's sister. But he did not wish to make two journeys to London, nor did he desire to be away for a full week out of his holidays. Lady Clavering could not press him to go at once, and, therefore, it was settled as he proposed. She would write to Paris immediately, and he would go up to London after three or four days. "If we only knew of any apartments, we could write," said Lady Clavering. "You could not know that they were comfortable," said Harry ; "and you will find that I will do it in plenty of time." Then he took his leave; but Lady Clavering had still one other word to say to THE CLAVEfilNGS. 23 Uim. " You had better not say any thing about all this at the rectory ; had you ?" Harry, without considering much about it, said that he would not mention it. Then he went away and walked again about the park, thinking of it all. He had not seen her since he had walked round the park, in his misery, after parting with her in the gar- den. How much had happened since then ! She had been married in her glory, had become a countess, and then a widow, and was now re- turning with a tarnished name, almost repudi- ated by those who had been her dearest friends, but with rank and fortune at her command — and again a free woman. He could not but think what might have been his chance were it not for Florence Burton ! But much had happened to him also. He had almost perished in his mis- ery — so he told himself; but had once more " tricked his beams" — that was his expression to himself — and was now " flaming in the fore- head" of a glorious love. And even if there had been no such love, would a widowed count- ess with a damaged name have suited his am- bition, simply because she had the rich dower of the poor wretch to whom she had sold her- self? No, indeed. There could be no question of renewed vows between them now ; there could have been no such question even had there been no "glorious love," which had accrued to him almost as his normal privilege in right of his pupilage in Mr. Burton's office. No ; there could be, there could have been, nothing now between him and the widowed Countess of On- gar. But, nevertheless, he liked the idea of meeting her in London. He felt some triumph in the thought that he should be the first to touch her hand on her return after all that she had suffered. He would be very courteous to her, and would spare no trouble that would give her any ease. As for her rooms, he would see to every thing of which he could think that might add to her comfort ; and a wish crept upon him, uninvited, that she might be con^ scious of what he had done for her. Would she be aware, he wondered, that he was engaged ? Lady Clavering had known it for the last three months, and would probably have mentioned the circumstance in a letter. But perhaps not. The sisters, he knew, had not been good correspondents ; and he almost wished that she might not know it. "I should not care to be talking to her about Florence," he said to himself. It was very strange that they should come to meet in such a way, after all that had passed between them in former days. Would it occur to her that he was the only man she had ever loved ? for, of course, as he well knew, she had never loved her husband. Or would she now be too callous to every thing but the outer world to think at all of such a subject? She had said (hat she was aged, and he could well believe it. Then he pictured her to himself in her weeds, worn, sad, thin, but still proud and handsome. He had told Florence of his earlv love for the woman Lord Ongar had married, and had de- scribed with rapture his joy that that early pas- sion had come to nothing. Now he would have to tell Florence of this meeting ; and he thought of the comparison he would make between her bright young charms and the shipwrecked beau- ty of the widow. On the whole, he was proud that he had been selected for the commission, as he liked to think of himself as one to whom things happened which were out of the ordinary course. His only objection to Florence was that she had come to him so much in the ordinary course. " I suppose the truth is you are tired of our dullness," said his father to him when he de- clared his purpose of going up to London, and, in answer to certain questions that were asked him, had hesitated to tell his business. " Indeed, it is not so," said Harry, earnestly ; " but I have a commission to execute for a cer- tain person, and I can not explain what it is." " Another secret — eh, Harry?" " I am very sorry, but it is a secret. It is not one of my own seeking ; that is all I can say." His mother and sisters also asked him a question or two ; but when he became mysteri- ous, they did not persevere. " Of course it is something about Florence," said Fanny. " I'll be bound he is going to meet her. What will you bet me, Harry, you don't go to the play with Florence before you come home?" To this Henry deigned no answer ; and after that no more questions were asked. He went up to London, and took rooms in Bolton Street. There was a pretty, fresh-look- ing, light drawing-room, or, indeed, two draw- ing-rooms, and a small dining-room, and a large bedroom looking over upon the trees of some great nobleman's garden. As Harry stood at the window, it seemed so odd to him that he should be there. And he was busy about every thing in the chamber, seeing that all things were clean and well-ordered. Was the woman of the house sure of her cook ? Sure ; of course she was sure. Had not old Lady Dimdaif lived there for two years, and nobody ever was so particular about her victuals as Lady Dimdaff. "And would Lady Ongar keep her own car- riage?" As to this Harry could say nothing. Then eame the question of price, and Harry found his commission very difficult. The sum asked seemed to be enormous. " Seven guineas a weelc at that time of the year !" Lady Dim- daff had always paid seven guineas. " But that was in the season," suggested Harry. To this the woman replied that it was the season now. Harry felt that he did not like to drive a bar- gain for the countess, who probably would care very little what she paid, and therefore assented. But si guinea a day for lodgings did seem a great deal of money. He was prepared to marry and commence housekeeping on a less sum for all his expenses. However, he had done his com- mission, had written to Lady Clavering, and had telegraphed to Paris. He had almost brought himself to wrjte to Lady Ongar, but when the 24 THE CLAVERINGS. moment came he abstained. He had sent the telegram as from H. Clavering. She might think that it came from Hugh if she pleased. He was unable to attend specially to his dress when he went to meet her at the Victoria Sta- tion. He told himself that he was an ass — but still he went on being an ass. During the whole afternoon he could do nothing but think of what he had in hand. He was to tell Flor- ence every thing ; but had Florence known the actual state of his mind, I doubt whether she would have been satisfied with him. The train was due at 8 P.M. He dined at the Oxford and Cambridge Club at six, and then went to his lodgings to take one last look at his outer man. The evening was very fine, but he went down to the station in a cab because he would not meet Lady Ongar in soiled boots. He told himself again that he was an ass ; and then tried to console himself by thinking that such an occa- sion as this seldom happened once to any man — could hardly happen more than once to any man. He had hired a carriage for her, not thinking it fit that Lady Ongar should be taken to her new home in a cab; and when he was at the station, half an hour before the proper time, was very fidgety because it had not come. Ten minutes before eight he might have been seen standing at the entrance to the station, looking out anx- iously for the vehicle. The man was there, of course, in time, but Harry made himself angiy because he could not get the carriage so placed tliat Lady Ongar might be sure of stepping into it without leaving the platform. Punctually to the moment the coming train announced itself by its whistle, and Harry Clavering felt himself to be in a flutter. The train came up along the platfonn, and Harry stood there expecting to see Julia Braba- zon's head projected from the first window that caught his eye. It was of Julia Brabazon's head, and not of Lady Ongar's, that he was thinking. But hq saw no sign of her presence while the carriages were coming to a stand-still, and the platform was coverei with passengers before he discovered her whom he was seeking. At last he encountered in the crowd a man in livery, and found from him that he was Lady Ongar's servant. " I have come to meet Lady Ongar," said Harry, "and have got a carriage for her. " Then the servant found his mistress, and Harry offered his hand to a tall woman in black. She wore a black straw hat with a veil, but the veil was so thick that Harry could not at all see her face. "Is that Mr. Clavering?" said she. ' ' Yes, " said Harry, " it is I. Your sister asked me to take rooms for you, and as I was in town I thought I might as well meet you to see if you wanted any thing. Can I get the luggage ?" "Thank you; the man will do that. He knows where the things are." " I ordered a carriage ; shall I show him where it is ? Perhaps you will let me take you to it ? They are so stupid here. They would not let me bring it up." "It will do very well, I'm sure. It's very kind of you. The rooms are in Bolton Street. I have- the number here. Oh! thank yon." But she would not take his arm. So he led the way, and stood at the door while she got into the carriage with her maid. "I'd better show the man where yon are now." This he did, and afterward shook hands with her through the carriage-window. This was all he saw of her, and the words which have been repeated were all that were spoken. Of her face he had not caught a glimpse. As he went home to his lodgings he was con- scious that the interview had not been satisfac- tory. He could not say what more he wanted, but he felt that there was something amiss. He consoled himself, however, by reminding himself that Florence Burton was the girl whom he had really loved, and not Julia Brabazon. Lady Ongar had given him no invitation to come and see her, and therefore he determined that he would return home on the following day without going near Bolton Street. He had pictured to himself beforehand the sort of description he would give to Lady Clavering of her sister ; but, seeing how things had turned out, he made up his mind that he would say nothing of the meeting. Indeed, he would not go up to the great house at all. He had done Lady Claver- ing's commission at some little trouble and ex- pense to himself, and there should be an end of it. Lady Ongar would not mention that she had seen him. He doubted, indeed, whether she would remember whom she had seen. For any good that he had done, or for any sentiment that there had been, his cousin Hugh's butler might as well have gone to the train. In this mood he returned home, consoling himself with the fitness of things which had given him Flor- ence Burton instead of Julia Brabazon for a wife. CHAPTEK VI. THE REV. SAMUEL SAUL. DtmiNG Harry's absence in London, a cir- cumstance had occurred at the rectory which had surprised some of them and annoyed oth- ers a good deal. Mr. Saul, the curate, had made an offer to Fanny. The rector and Fanny de- clared themselves to be both surprised and an- noyed. That the rector was in truth troubled by the thing was very evident. Mrs. Clavering said that she had almost suspected it — that she was, St any rate, not surprised ; as to the offer itself, of course she was sorry that it should have been made, as it could not suit Fanny to accept it. Mary was surprised, as she had thought Mr. Saul to be wholly intent on other things ; but she could not see any reason why the offer should be regarded as being on his part unrea- sonable. " How can you say so, mamma ?" Such had been Fanny's indignant exclamation when Mrs. THE CLAVEKESrGS. 25 Clavering had hinted that Mr. Saul's proceeding had been expected by her. " Simply because I saw that he liked you, my dear. Men under such circumstances have dif- ferent ways of showing their liking." Tanny, who had seen all of Mary's love-affair from the beginning to the end, and who had watched the Reverend Edward Fielding in all his very conspicuous manceuvres, would not agree to this. Edward Fielding from the first moment of his intimate acquaintance with Mary had left no doubt of his intentions on the mind of any one. He had talked to Mary and walked with Mary whenever he was allowed or found it possible to do so. When driven to talk to Fan- ny, he had always talked about Mary. He had been a lover of the good, old, plain-spoken stamp, about whom there had been no mistake. From the first moment of his coming much about Clavering Eectory the only question had been about his income. "I don't think Mr. Saul ever said a word to me except about the poor people and the church services," said Fanny. " That was merely his way," said Mrs. Claver- ing. " Then he must be a goose," said Fanny. "I am very son-y if I have made him unhappy, but he had no business to come to me in that way." "I suppose I shall have to look for another curate," said the rector. But this was said in private to his wife. "I don't see that at all, ''said Mrs. Clavering. ' ' With many men it would be so ; but I think you will find that he will take an answer, and that there will be an end of it." Fanny, perhaps, had a right to be indignant, for certainly Mr. Saul had given her no fair warning of his intention. Mary had for some months been intent rather on Mr. Fielding's church matters than on those going on in her own parish, and therefore there had been noth- ing singular in the fact that Mr. Saul had said more on such matters to Fanny than to her sis- ter. Fanny was eager and active ; and as Mr. Saul was very eager and very active, it was nat- ural that they should have had some interests in common. But there had been no private walk- ings, and no talkings that could properly be called private. There was a certain book which Fanny kept, containing tl^e names of all the poor people in the parish, to which Mr. Saul had access equally with herself; but its contents were of a most prosaic nature ; and when she had sat over it in the rectory drawing-room, with Mr. Saul by her side, striving to extract more than twelve pennies out of charity shil- lings, she had never thought that it would lead to a declaration of love. He had never called her Fanny in his life — not up to the moment when she declined the honor of becoming Mrs. Saul. The offer itself was made in this wise. She had been at the house of old Widow Tubb, half way between Cumberly Green and the little village of Claver- ing, striving to make that rheumatic old woman believe that she had not been cheated by a gen- eral conspiracy of the parish in the matter of a distribution of coal, when, just as she was about to leave the cottage, Mr. Saul came up. It was then past four, and the evening was becoming dark, and there was, moreover, a slight drizzle of rain. It was not a tempting evening for a walk of a mile and a half through a very dirty lane ; but Fanny Clavering did not care much for such things, and was just stepping out into the mud and moisture, withher dress well looped up, when Mr. Saul accosted her. " I'm afraid you'll be very wet, Miss Claver- ing." "That will be better than going without my cup of tea, Mr. Saul, which I should have to do if I staid any longer with Mrs. Tubb. And I have got an umbrella," "But it is BO dark and dirty," said he. "I'm used to that, as you ought to know." "Yes, I do know it,'' said he, walking on with her. " I do know that nothing ever turns you away from the good work." There was something in the tone of his voice which Fanny did not like. He had never com- plimented her before. They had been very in- timate, and had often scolded each other. Fan- ny would accuse him of exacting too much from the people, and he would retort upon her that she coddled them. Fanny would often decline to obey him, and he would make angry hints as to his clerical authority. In this way they had worked together pleasantly, without' slny of the awkwardness which on other terms would have arisen between a young man and a young wom- an. But now that he began to praise her with some peculiar intention of meaning in his tone, she was confounded. She had made no im- mediate answer to him, but walked on rapidly through the mud and slush. "Yon are very constant," said he ; "I have not been two years at Clavering without finding that out." It was becoming worse and worse. It was not so much his words which provoked her as the tone in which they were utteyed. And yet she had not the slightest idea of what was coming. If, thoroughly admiring her de- votion and mistaken as to her character, he were to ask her to become a Protestant nun, or sug- gest to her that she should leave her home and go as nurse into a hospital, then there would have occurred the sort of folly of which she be- lieved him to be capable. Of the folly which he now committed, she had not believed him to be capable. It had come on to rain hard, and she held her umbrella low over her head. He also was walking with an open umbrella in his hand, so that they were not very close to each other. Fanny, as she stepped on impetuously, put her foot into the depth of a pool, and splashed her- self thoroughly. "Oh dear, oh dear," said she; "this is very disagreeable." " Miss Clavering," said he, ." I have been looking for an opportunity to speak to you, and I do not know when I may find another so suitable as this." She still believed that some 26 THE CLAVEEINGS. proposition was to be made to her which would be disagreeable, and perhaps impertinent ; but it never occurred to her that Mr. Saul was in want of a wife. "Doesn't it rain too hard for talking?" she said. "As I have begun, I must go on with it now," am ill-suited to play the part of a lover — very ill-suited." Then she gave a start, and again splashed hei-self sadly. "I have never read, how it is done in books, and have not allowed my imagination to dwell much on such things." "Mr. Saul, don't go on; pray don't." Now she did understand what was coining. Mr. Saul proposes. he replied, laising his voice a little, as though it were necessary that he should do so to make her hear him through the rain and darkness. She moved a little farther away from him with un- thinking irritation; but still he went on with his purpose. "Miss Olavering. I know that I "Yes, Miss Clavering, I must go on now; but not on that account would I press you to give me an answer to-dny. I have learned to love you, and if you can love me in return, I will take you by the hand, and you shall be my wife. I have found that in yoli which I have been nn- THE .CLAVERINGS. 27 able not to love — not to covet that I may bind it to myself as my own forever. Will you think of this, and give me an answer when you have considered it fully?" .^ He had not spoken altogether amiss, and Fanny, though she was very angry with him, was conscious of this. The time he had chosen might not be considered suitable for a declara- tion of love, nor the place ; but having chosen them, he had, perhaps, made the best of them. There had been no hesitation in his voice, and his words had been perfectly audible. " Oh, Mr. Saul, of course I can assure you at once," said Fanny. "There need not be any consideration. I really have never thought — " Fanny, who knew her own mind on the matter' thoroughly, was hardly able to express herself plainly and without incivility. As soon as that phrase ' ' of course" had passed her lips, she felt that it should not have been spoken. There was no need that she should insult him by tell- ing' him that such a proposition from him could have but one answer. " No, Miss Clavering ; I know you have never thought of it, and therefore it would be well that you should take time. I have not been able to make manifest to you by little signs, as men do who are less awkward, all the love that I have felt for you. Indeed, could I have done so, I should still have hesitated till I had thoroughly resolved that I might be better with a wife than without one ; and had resolved also, as far as that might be possible for me, that you ajso would be better with a husband." " Mr. Saul, really that should be for me to think of." "And for me also. Can any man offer to marry a woman — to bind a, woman for life to certain duties, and to so close an obligation with- out thinking whether such bonds would be good for her as well as for himself? Of course, you must think for yourself — and so have I thought for you. You should think for yourself, and you sliould think also for me." Fanny was quite aware that as regarded her- self, the matter was one which required no more thinking. Mr. Saul was not a man with whom she could bring herself to be in love. She had her own ideas as to what was lovable in men, and the eager curate, splashing through the rain by her side, by no means came up to her stand- ard of excellence. She was unconsciously aware that he had altogether mistaken her character, and given her credit for more abnegation of the world than she pretended to possess, or was de- sirous of possessing. Fanny Clavering was in no hurry to get married. I do not know that she had even made up her mind that marriage would be a good thing for her ; but she had an untroubled conviction that if she did marry, her liusband should have a, house and an income. She had no reliance on her own power of living on a potato, and with one new dress eveiy year. A comfortable home, with nice, comfortable things around her, ease in money matters, and elegance in life, were charms with which she had not quarreled, and, though she did not wish to be hard upon Mr. Saul on account of his mis- take, she did feel that in making his proposition he had blundered. Because she chose to do her duty as a parish clergyman's daughter, he thought himself entitled to regard her as devo- tee, who would be willing to resign every thing to become the wife of a clergyman, who was act- ive, indeed, but who had not one shilling of in- come beyond his curacy. " Mr. Saul," she said, ' ' I can assure you I need take no time for far- ther thinking. It can not be as you would have it." "Perhaps I have been abrupt^ Indeed, I feel that it is so, though I did not know how to avoid it." ' ' It would have made no difference. Indeed, indeed, Mr. Saul, nothing of that kind could have made a difference." "Will you grant me this — that I may speak to you again on the same subject after six months ? " "It can not, do any good." " It will do this good — that for so much time you will have had the idea before you." Fanny thought that she would have Mr. Saul himself before her, and that that would be enough. Mr. Saul, with his rusty clothes, and his thick, dirty shoes, and his weak, blinking eyes, and his mind always set upon the one wish of his life, could not_ be made to present himself to her in. the guise of a lover. He was one of those men of whom women become very fond with the fond- ness of friendship, but from whom young women seem to be as far removed in the way of love as though they belonged to some other species. " I will not press you farther," said he, " as I gather by your tone that it distresses you." " I am so sorry if I distress you, but really, Mr. Saul, I could give you — I never could give you any other answer." Then they walked on silently through the rain — silently, without a single word — for more than half a mile, till they reached the rectory gate. Here it was necessary that they should, at any rate, speak to each other, and for the last three hundred yards Fanny had been trying to find the words which would be suitable. But he was the first to break the silence. " Good- night, Miss Clavering," he said, stopping and putting out his hand. " Good-night, Mr. Saul." "I hope that there may be no difference in our bearing to each other because of what 1 have to-day said to you ?" " Not on my part — that is, if you will forget it." " No, Miss Clavering, I shall not forget. If it had been a thing to be forgotten, I should not have spoken. I certainly shall not forget it." "You know what I mean, Mr. Saul." "I shall not forget it even in the way that you mean. But still I think you need not fear me because you know that I love you. I think I can promise that you need not withdraw your- self from me because of what has passed. But you will tell your father and your mother, and 28 THE CLAVEEINGS. of com-se will be gnided by them. And now, good-night." Then he went, and she was as- tonished at finding that he had had much the best of it in his manner of speaking and con- ducting himself. She had refused him very curtly, and he had borne it well. He had not been abashed, nor had he become sulky, nor had he tried to melt her by mention of his own mis- ery. In truth he had done it very well, only that he should have known better than to make any such attempt at all. Mr. Saul had been right in one thing. Of course she told her mother, and of course her mother told her father. Before dinner that evening the whole affair was being debated in the family conclave. They all agreed that Fan- ny had no alternative but to reject the proposi- tion at once. That, indeed, was so thoroughly taken for granted, that the point was not dis- cussed. But there came to be a difference be- tween the rector and Fanny on one side, and Mrs. Clavering and Mary on the other. " Upon my word," said the rector, " I think it was very impertinent." Fanny would not hare liked to use that word herself, but she loved her father for using it. " I do not see that," said Mrs. Clavering. " He could not know what Fanny's views in life might be. Curates very often marry out of the houses of the clergymen with whom they are placed, and I do not see why Mr. Saul should be debarred from the privilege of trying. " "If he had got to like Fanny what else was he to do ?" said Mary. "Oh, Mary, don't talk such nonsense," said Fanny. "Got to like! People shouldn't get to like people unless there's some reason for it." " What on earth did he intend to live on ?" demanded the rector. "Edward had nothing to live on, when you first allowed him to come here," said Mary. " But Edward had prospects, find Saul, as far as I know, has none. He had given no one the slightest notice. If the man in the moon had come to Fanny I don't suppose she would have been more surprised." " Not half so much, papa. '' Then it was that Mrs. Clavering had de- clared that she was not surprised — that she had suspected it, and had almost made Fanny angiy by saying so. "When Harry eame back two days afterward, the family news was imparted to him, and he immediately ranged himself on his father's side. " Upon my word I think that he ought to be forbidden the house," said Hany. " He has forgotten himself in making such a proposition." "That's nonsense, Harry," said his mother. "If he can be comfortable coming here, there can be no reason why he should be uncomfort- able. It would be an injustice to him to ask him to go, and a great trouble to your father to find another curate that would suit him so well." There could be no doubt whatever as to the lat- ter proposition, and therefore it was quietly ar- gued that Mr. Saul's fault, if there had been a fault, should be condoned. On the next day he came to the rectory, and they were all aston- ished at the ease with which he bore himself. It was not that he affected any special freedom of manner, or that he altogether avoided any change in his mode of speaking to them. A slight blush came upon his sallow face as he first spoke to Mrs. Clavering, and he hardly did more than say a single word to Fanny. But he carried himself as though conscious of what he had done, but in no degree ashamed of the doing it. The rector's manner to him was stiff and formal ; seeing which Mrs. Clavering spoke to him gently, and with a smile. "I saw you were a little hard on him, and therefore I tried to make up for it," said she aftenvard. "Yon were quite right," said the husband. " Yon al- ways are. But I wish he had not made such a fool of himself. It will never be the same thing with him again." Harry hardly spoke to Mr. Saul the first time he met him, all of which Mr. Saul understood perfectly. "Clavering," he said to Harry, a day or two after this, "I hope there is to be no difference between you and me." ' ' Difference ! I don't know what you mean by difference." ' ' We were good friends, and I hope that we are to remain so. No doubt you know what has taken place between me and your sister." " Oh, yes ; I have been told, of course." "What I mean is, that I hope you are not going to quarrel with me on that account? What I did, is it not what you would have done in my position ? only you would have done it successfully. " " I think a fellow should have some income, you know." "Can you say that you would have waited for income before you spoke of marriage?" " I think it might have been better that yon should have gone to my father." "It may be that that is the rule in such things, but if so I do not know it. Would she have liked that better ?" " Well, I can't say." ' ' You are engaged ? Did you go to the young lady's family first ?" "I can't say I did; but I think I had given them some ground to expect it. I fancy they all knew what I was about. But it's over now, and I don't know that we need say any thing more about it." " Certainly not. Nothing can be said that would be of any use ; but I do not think I have done any thing that you should resent." " Resent is a strong word. I don't resent it, or, at any rate, I won't ; and there may be an end of it." After this, Harry was more gracious with Mr. Saul, having an idea that tlie curate had made some sort of apology for what he had done. But that, I fancy, was by no means Mr. Saul's view of the case. Had he offered to mar- ry the daughter of the Archbishop of Canter- bury, instead of the daughter of the Rector of THE CLAVEEINGS. 29 Clavering, he would not have imagined that Ms doing so needed an apology. The day after his return from London Lady Clayering sent for Harry up to the house. " So you saw my sister in London ?" she said. "Yes," said Harry, blushing ; "as I was in town, I thought that I might as well meet her. But, as you said. Lady Ongar is able to do with- out much assistance of that kind. I only just saw her." " Julia took it so kindly of you ; but she seems surprised that you did not come to her the following day. She thought you would have called." " Oh dear, no. T fancied that she would be too tired and too busy to wish to see any mere acquaintance." " Ah, Harry, I see that she has angered you," said Lady Clavering ; ' ' otherwise you would not talk about mere acquaintance." " Not in the least. Angered me! How could she anger me ? What I meant was tjiat at such a time she would probably wish to see no one but people on business — unless it was some one near to her, like yourself or Hugh." " Hugh will not go to her." " But you will do so, will you not?" ' ' Before long I will. You don't seem to un- derstand, Harry — and, perhaps, it would be odd if you did — that I can't run up to town and back as I please. I ought not to tell you this, I dare say, but one feels as though one wanted to talk to some one about one's affairs. At the present moment, I have not the money to go — even if there were no other reason." These last words she said almost in a whisper, and then she look- ed up into the young man's face, to see what he thought of the communication she had made him. "Oh, money!" he said. "You could soon get money. But I hope it won't be long before you go." On the next morning but one a letter came by the post for him from Lady Ongar. When he saw the handwriting, which he knew, his heart was at once in his mouth, and he hesi- tated to open his letter at the breakfast-table. He did open it and read it, but, in truth, he hardly understood it or digested it till he had taken it away with him up to his own room. The letter, which was very short, was as fol- lows : "Deae Fkieot), — I felt your kindness in coming to me at the station so much! the more, perhaps, because others, who owed me more kindness, have paid me less. Don't sup- pose that. I allude to poor Hermione, for, in truth, I have no intention to complain of her. I thought, perhaps, you would have come to see me before you left London ; but I suppose you were hurried. I hear from Clavering that you are to be up about your new profession in a day or two. Pray come and see me before you have been many days in London. I shall have so much to say to you! The rooms you have taken are every thing that I wanted, and I am so grateful! Yours ever, J. 0." When Harry had read and had digested this, he became aware that he was again fluttered. "Poor creature !" he said to himself; " it is sad to think how much she is in want of a friend." CHAPTER VII. SOME SCENES IN THE LIFE OF A COUNTESS. Aeotjt the middle of January Hany Claver- ing went up to London, and settled himself to work at Mr. Beilby's oflSce. Mr. Beilby's office consisted of four or five large chambers, over- looking the river from the bottom of Adam Street in the Adelphi, and here Harry found a table for himself in the same apartment with three other pupils. It was a fine old room, lofty, and with large windows, ornamented on the ceiling with Italian scroll-work, and a. fly- ing goddess in the centre. In days gone by the house had been the habitation of some great rich man, who had there enjoyed the sweet breezes from the river before London had be- come the London of the present days, and when no embankment had been needed for the Thames. Nothing could be nicer than his room, or more pleasant than the table and seat which he was to occupy near a window; but there was something in the tone of the other men toward him which did not quite satisfy him. They probably did not know that he was a fel- low of a college, and treated him almost as they might have done had he come to them direct so THE CLAVERINGS. from King's College, in the Strand, or from the London University. Down at Stratton a cer- tain amount of honor had been paid to him. They had known there who he was, and had felt some deference for him. They had not slapped him on the back, or poked him in the ribs, or even called him old fellow, before some length of acquaintance justified such appellation. But up at Mr. Beilby's, in the Adelphi, one young man, who was certainly his junior in age, and who did not seem as yet to have attained any high position in the science of engineering, manifest- ly thought that he was acting in a friendly and becoming way by declaring the stranger to be a lad of wax on the second day of his appearance. Harry Clavering was not disinclined to believe that he was " a lad of wax," or " a brick," or " a trump," or "no small beer." But he desired that such complimentary and endearing appel- lations should be used to him only by those who had known him long enough to be aware that he deserved them. Mr. Joseph Walliker cer- tainly was not as yet among this number. There was a man at Mr. Beilby's who was entitled to greet him with endearing terms, and to be so greeted himself, although Harry had never seen him till he attended for the first time at the Adelphi. This was Theodore Burton, his future brother-in-law, who was now the lead- ing man in the London house — the leading man as regarded business, though he was not as yet a partner. It was understood that this Mr. Bur- ton was to come in when his father went out ; and in the mean time he received a salary of a thousand a year as managing clerk. A very hard-working, steady, intelligent man was Mr. Theodore Burton, with a bald head, a higli fore- head, and that look of constant work about him which such men obtain. Harry Clavering could not bring himself to take a liking to him, be- cause he wore cotton gloves, and had an odious habit of dusting his shoes with his pocket-hand- kerchief. Twice Harry saw him do this on the first day of their acquaintance, and he regretted it exceedingly. The cotton gloves, too, were ofiensive, as were also the thick shoes which had been dusted ; but the dusting was the great sin. And there was something which did not quite please Harry in Mr. Theodore Burton's manner, though the gentleman had manifestly intended to be very kind to him. When Burton had been speaking to him for a minute or two, it flashed across Han-y's mind that he had not bound him- self to marry the whole Burton family, and that, perhaps, he must take some means to let that fact be known. "Theodore," as he had so oft- en heard the younger Mr. Burton called by lov- ing lips, seemed to claim him as his own, called him Harry, and upbraided him with friendly warmth for not having come direct to his — Mr. Burton's — house in Onslow Crescent. "Pray feel yourself at home there," said Mr. Burton. " I hope you'll like my wife. You needn't be afraid of being made to be idle if you spend your evenings there, for we are all reading people. Will you come and dine to-day?" Florence had told him that she was her brother Theo- dore's favorite sister, and that Theodore as a husband, and a brother, and a man, was perfect. But Theodore had dusted his boots with his handkerchief, and Harry Clavering would not dine with him on that day. And then it was painfully manifest to him that every bne in the office knew his destiny with reference, to old Burton's daughter. He had been one of the Stratton men, and no more than any other had he gone unscathed through the Stratton fire. He had been made to do the regular thing, as Granger, Scarness, and others had done it. Stratton would be safer ground now, as Clavering had taken the last. That was the feeling on the matter which seemed to belong to others. It was not that Harry thought in this way of his own Florence. He knew ^vell enough what a lucky fellow he was to have won such a girl. He was well aware how widely his Florence differed from Carry Scar- ness. He denied to himself indignantly that he had any notion of repenting what he had done. But he did wish that these private mat- ters might have remained private, and that all the men at Beilby's had not known of his engagement. When Walliker, on the fourth day of their acquaintance, asked him if it was all right at Stratton, he made up his mind that he hated Walliker, and that he would hate Walliker to the last day of his life. He had declined the first invitation given to him by Theodore Burton, but he could not altogether avoid his future brother-in-law, and had agreed to dine with him on thi's day. On that same afternoon, Harry, when he left Mr. Beilby's office, went direct to Bolton Street, that he might call on Lady Ongar. As he went thither he bethought himself that these Wallikers and the like had had no such events in life as had befallen him ! They laughed at him about Florence Burton, little guessing that it had been his lot to love, and to be loved by such a one as Julia Brabazon had been — such a one as Lady Ongar now was. But things had gone well with him. Julia Brabazon could have made no man happy, but Florence Burton would be the sweetest, dearest, truest little wife that ever man ever took to his home. He was thinking of this, and determined to think of it more and more daily, as he knocked at Lady Ongar's door. "Yes; her ladyship was at home," said the servant, whom he had seen on the railway platform ; and in a few moments' time he found himself in the drawing-room which he had criticised so carefully when he was taking it for its present occupant. He was left in the room for five or six min- utes, and was able to make a full mental inven- tory of its contents. It was very different in its present aspect from the room which he had seen not yet a month since. She had told him that the apartments had been all that she de- sired ; bat since then every thing had been al- tered, at least in appearance. A new piano had been brought in, and the chintz on the fur- THE CLAVERINGS. 31 niture was surely new. And the room was crowded with small feminine belongings, indic- ative of wealth and luxury. There were or- naments about, and pretty toys, and a thousand knickknacks which none but the rich can pos- sess, and which none can possess even among the rich unless they can give taste as well as money to their acquisition. Then he heard a light step ; the door opened, and Lady Ongar was there. He expected to see the same figure that he had seen on the railway platform, the same gloomy drapery, the same quiet, almost death- like demeanor, nay, almost the same veil over her features ; but the Lady Ongar whom he now saw was as unlike that Lady Ongar as she was unlike that Julia Brabazon whom he had known in old days at Clavering Park. She was dressed, no doubt, in black ; nay, no doubt, she was dressed in weeds ; but in spite of the black and in spite of the weeds there was noth- ing about her of the weariness or of the solem- nity of woe. He hardly saw that her dress was made of crape, or that long white pendents were hanging down from the cap which sat so prettily upon her head. But it was her face at which he gazed. At first he thought that she could hardly be the same woman, she was to his eyes - so much older than she had been ! And yet, as he looked at her, he found that she was as handsome as ever — more handsome than she had ever been before. There was a dignity about her face and figure which became her well, and which she carried as though she knew herself to be in very truth a countess. It was a face which bore well such signs of ago as those which had come upon it. She seemed to be a woman fitter for womanhood than for girl- hood. Her eyes were brighter than' of yore, and, as Harry thought, larger; and her high forehead and noble stamp of countenance seemed fitted for the dress and headgear which she wore. "I have been expecting you," said she, step- ping up to him. "Hermione wrote me word . that you were to come up on Monday. Why did you not come sooner ?" There was a smile on her face as she spoke, and a confidence in her tone which almost confounded him. "I have had so many things to do," said he, lamely. ' ' About your new profession. Yes, I can un- derstand that. And so you are settled in Lon- don now ? Where are you living — that is, if you are settled yet?" In answer to this, Harry told her that he had taken lodgings in Bloomsbury Square, blushing somewhat as he named so unfashionable a locality. Old jjirs. Burton had recommended him to the house in which he was located, but he did not find it necessary to ex- plain that fact to Lady Ongar. "I have to thank you for what you did for me," continued she. "You ran away from me in such a hurry on that night that I was unable to speak to you. But to tell the truth, Harry, I was in no mood then to speak to any one. Of course you thought that I treated you ill." " Oh no," said he. "Of course you did. If I thought you did not, I should be angry with you now. But had it been to save my life I could not have helped it. Why did not Sir Hugh Clavering come to meet me? Why did not my sister's husband come to me?" To this question Harry could make no answer. He was still standing with his hat in his hand, and now turned his face away from her and shook his head. "Sit down, Harry," she said, "and let me talk to you like a friend — unless you are in a hurry to go away." "Oh no," said he, seating himself. " Or unless you, too, are afraid of me." "Afraid of you, Lady Ongar?" "Yes, afraid ; but I don't mean you. I don't believe that yon are coward enough to desert a woman who was once your friend because mis- fortune has overtaken her, and calumny has been at work with her name." "I hope not," said he. ' ' No, Harry ; I do not think it of you. But if Sir Hugh be not a coward, why did he not come and meet me? Why has he left me to stand alone, now that he could be of service to me? I knew that money was his god, but I have never asked him for a shilling, and should not have done so now. Oh. Harry, how wicked you were about that check ! Do you remem- ber ?" "Yes; I remember." " So shajl I; always, always. Ifl had taken that money, how often should I have heard of it since ?" "Heard of it?" he said. "Do you mean from me?" "Yes; how often from you? Would you have dunned me and told me of it once a week? Upon my word, Harry, I was told of it more nearly every day. Is it not wonderful that men should be so mean ?" It was clear to him now that she was talking of her husband who was dead, and on that sub- ject he felt himself at present unable to speak a word. He little dreamed at that moment how openly she would soon speak to him of Lord Ongar and of Lord Ongar's faults ! "Oh, how I have wished that I had taken your money ! But never mind about that now, Harry. Wretched as such taunts were, they soon became a small thing. But it has been cowardly in your cousin, Hugh ; has it not ? If I had not lived with him as one of his family, it would not have mattered. People would not have expected it. It was as though my own brother had cast me forth." " Lady Clavering has been with you ; has she not?" "Once, for half an hour. She came up for one day, and came here by herself, cowering as though she were afraid of me. Poor Hermy ! She has not a good time of it either. You lords of creation lead your slaves sad lives when it pleases you to change your billing and cooing for matter-of-fact masterdom and rule. I don't 32 THE CLAVEEINGS. blame Hermy. I suppose she did all she could, and I did not utter one word of reproach of her. Nor should I to him. Indeed, if he came now the servant would deny me to hira. He has in- sulted me, and I shall remember the insult." Harry Clavering did not clearly understand what it was that Lady Ongar had desired of her dence could approve. "If I had thought that any thing was wanted, I should liave come to you sooner," said he. " Every thing is wanted, Harry. Every thing is wanted — except that check for six hundred pounds which you sent me so treacherously. Did you ever think what might have happened A friendly Talk. brother-in-law — what aid she had required ; nor did he know whether it would ho fitting for him to offer to act in Sir Hugh's place. Any thing that he could do, he felt himself at that moment willing to do, even though the necessary service should demand some sacrifice greater than pru- if a certain person had heard of that ? All the world would have declared that you had done it for your own private purposes — all the world, except one.'), Harry, as he heard this, felt that he was blush- ing. Did Lady Ongar know of his engagement THE CLAVERINGS. 83 with Florence Barton ? Lady Clavering knew it, and might probably have told the tidings; but then, again, she might not have told them. Harry at tliis moment wished that he knew how it was. All that Lady Ongar said to him would come with so different a meaning according as she did, or did not know thut fact. But he had no mind to tell her of the fact himself. He de- claimed to himself that he hoped she knew it, as it would serve to make them both more com- fortable together ; but he did not think: that it would do for him to bring fonvard the subject, neck and heels, as it were. The proper thing would be that she should congratulate him, but this she did not do. "I certainly meant no ill," he said, in answer to the last words she had spoken. "You have never meant ill to me, Harry; though you know you have abused me dreadful- ly before now. I dare say you forget the hard names you have called me. You men do forget such things." " I remember calling you one name." "Do not repeat it now, if you please. If I deserved it, it would shame me ; and if I did not, it should shame you." " No ; I will not repeat it." " Does it not seem odd, HaiTy, that you and I should be sitting talking together in this way?" She was leaning now toward him, across the table, and one hand was raised to her forehead while her eyes were fixed intently upon his. The attitude was one wliich he felt to express extreme intimacy. She would not have sat in that way, pressing back her hair from her brow, with all appearance of widowhood banished from her face, in the presence of any but a dear and close friend. He did not think of this, but he felt that it was so, almost by instinct. " I have such a tale to tell you," she said; "suCh a tale !" Why should she tell it to him ? Of course he asked himself this question. Then he remem- bered that she had no brother — remembered also that her brother-in-law had deserted her, and he declared to himself that, if necessary, he would be her brother. ' ' I fear that you have not been happy," said he, "since I saw you last." "Happy!" she replied. "I have lived such a life as I did not think any man or woman could be made to live on this side the grave. I will be honest with you, Harry. Nothing but the conviction that it could not be for long, has saved me from destroying myself. I knew that he must die!" "Oh, Lady Ongar!" ' ' Yes, indeed ; th at is the name he gave me ; and because I consented to take it from him, he treated me — oh, heavens! how am I to find words to tell you what he did, and the way in which he treated me. A woman could not tell it to a man. Harry, I have no friend that I trust but you, but to you I can not tell it. When he found that he had been wrong in marrying me, that he did not want the thing which he had thought would suit him, that I was a drag C upon him rather than a comfort — what was his mode, do you think, of ridding himself of the burden ?" Clavering sat silent looking at her. Both her hands were now up to her forehead, and her large eyes were gazing at him till he found himself unable to withdraw his own for a moment from her face. "He strove to get an- other man to take me off his hands ; and when he found that he was failing, he charged mo with the guilt which he himself had contrived for me." "Lady Ongar!" "Yes; you may well stare at me. You may well speak hoarsely and look like that. It may be that even you will not believe me ; but by the God in whom we both believe, I tell you nothing but the truth. He attempted that and he failed, and then he accused me of the crime which he could not bring me to commit." " And what then ?" "Yes; what then! Harry, I had a thing to do and a life to live that would have tried the bravest : but I went through it. I stuck to him to the last! He told me before he was dying — before that last frightful illness, that I was staying with him for his money. Tor your nioney, my lord,' I said, 'and for my own name.' And so it was. Would it have been wise in me, after all that I had gone through, to have given up that for which I had sold myself? I had been very poor, and had been so placed that poverty, even such poverty as mine, was a curse to me. You know what I gave up because I feared that curse. Was I to be foiled at last, because such a creature as that wanted to shirk out of his bargain ? I knew there were some who would say I had been false. Hugh Claver- ing says so now, I suppose. But they never should say I had left him to die alone- in a foreign land." "Did he ask you to leave him?" "No ; but he called me that name which no woman should hear and stay. No woman should do so unless she had a purpose such as mine. He wanted back the price that he had paid, and I was determined to do nothing that should as- sist him in his meanness. And then, Harry, his last illness ! Oh, Harry, you would pity me if you could know all !" " It was his own intemperance !" ' ' Intemperance ! It was brandy — sheer bran- dy. He brought himself to such a state that nothing but brandy would keep him alive, and in which brandy was sure to kill him; and it did kill him . Did you ever hear of the horrors of drink ?" " Yes, I have heard of such a state." " I hope you may never live to see it. It is a sight that would stick by you forever. But I saw it, and tended him through the whole, as though I had been his servant. I remained with him when that man who opened the door for you could no longer endure the room. I was with him when the strong woman from the hospital, though she could not understand his words, al- most fainted at what she saw and heard. He was punished, Harry. I need wish no farther u THE CLAVERINGS. vengeance on him, even for all his cruelty, his injustice, his unmanly treachery. Is it not fear- ful to think that any man should have the power of bringing himself to such an end as that?" Harry was thinking rather how fearful it was that a man should have it in his power to drag any woman through such a Gehenna as that which this lord had created. He felt that had Julia Brabazon been his, as she had once prom- ised him, he never would have allowed himself to speak a harsh word to her, to have looked at her except with loving eyes. But she had cho- sen to join herself to a man who liad treated her with a cruelty exceeding all that his imag- ination could have conceived. "It is a mercy that he has gone," said he at last. "It is a mercy for both. Perhaps you can understand now something of my married life ; and through it all I had but one friend — if I may call him a friend who had come to terms with my husband, and was to have been his agent in destroying me. But when this man understood from me that I was not what he had been taught to think me — which my husband had told him I was — he relented." " May I ask what was that man's name?" " His name is Pateroff. He is a Pole, but he speaks English like an Englishman. In my pres- ence he told Lord Ongar that he was false and brutal. Lord Ongar laughed, with that little, low, sneering laughter which was his nearest approach to merriment, and told Count Pater- off that that was of course his game before me. There, Harry, I will tell you nothing more of it. You will understand enough to know what I have suffered; and if you can believe that I have not sinned — " "Oh, Lady Ongar!" " Well, I will not doubt you again. But as far as I can learn you are nearly alone in your belief. What Hermy thinks I can not tell, but she will soon come to think as Hugh may bid her. And I shall not blame her. What else can she do, poor creature?" " I am sure she believes no ill of you." "I have one advantage, Harry — one advan- tage over her and some others. I am free. The chains have hurt me sorely during my slavery ; but I am free, and the price of my servitude re- mains. He had written home — would you be- lieve that ? — while I was living with him he had written home to say that evidence should be collected for getting rid of me. And yet he would sometimes be civil, hoping to cheat me into inadvertencies. He would ask that man to dine, and then of a sudden would be absent; and during this he was ordering that evidence should be collected ! Evidence, indeed ! The same servants have lived with me through it all. If I could now bring forward evidence I could make it all clear as the day. But there needs no care for a woman's honor, though a man may have to guard his by collecting evidence ! " "But what he did can not injure you." "Yes, Harry, it has injured me; it has all but destroyed me. Have not reports reached even you? Speak out like a man, and say whether it is not so?" " I have heard something." "Yes, you have heard something! If you heard something of your sister where would you be ? All the world would be a chaos to you till you had pulled out somebody's tongue by the roots. Not injured me I For two years your cousin Hugh's house was my home. I met Lord Ongar in his house. I was married from his house. He is my brother-in-law, and it so happens that of all men he is the nearest to me. He stands well before the world, and at this time could have done me real service. How is it that he did not welcome me home ; that I am not now at his house with my sister; that he did not meet me, so that the world might know that I was received back among my own people ? Why is it, Harry, that I am telling this to you — to you, who are nothing to me ; my sister's- husband's cousin ; a young man, from your po- sition not fit to be my confidant? Why am I telling this to you, Harry?" ' ' Because we are old friends, " said he, won- dering again at this moment whether she knew of his engagement to Florence Burton. "Yes, we are old friends, and we have al- ways liked each other ; but you must know that, as the world judges, I am wrong to tell all this to you. I should be wrong — only that the world has cast me out, so that I am no longer bound to regard it. I am Lady Ongar, and I have my share of that man's money. They have given me up Ongar Park, having satisfied themselves that it is mine by right, and must be mine by law. But he has robbed me of every friend I had in the world, and yet you tell me he has not injured me !" "Not every friend." "No, Harry, I will not forget you, though I spoke so slightingly of you just now. But your vanity need not be hurt. It is Only the world — Mrs. Grundy, you know, that would deny me such friendship as yours ; not my own taste or choice. Mrs. Grundy always denies us exact- ly those things which we ourselves like best. You are clever enough to understand that." He smiled and looked foolish, and declared that he only offered his assistance because per- haps it might be convenient at the present mo- ment. What could he do for her ? How could he show his friendship for her now at once ? "You have done it, Harry, in listening to me and giving me your sympathy. It is sel- dom that we want any great thing from our friends. I want nothing of that kind. No one can hurt me much farther now. My money and my rank are safe; and, perhaps, by de- grees, acquaintances, if not friends, will form themselves round me again. At present, of course, I see no one ; but because I see no one, I wanted some one to whom I could speak. Poor Hermy is worse than no one. Good-by, Harry ; you look surprised and bewildered now, but you will soon get over that. Don't be long before I see you again." THE CLAVERINGS. 35 Then, feeling that he was bidden to go, he wished her good-by, and went. CHAPTER VIII. THE HOUSE IN ONSLOW CRESCENT. Hakry, as he walked away from the house in Bolton Street, hardly knew whether he was on his heels or his head. Burton had told him not to dress — ' ' We don't give dress dinner-par- ties, you know. It's all in the family way with \is" — and Harry, therefore, went direct from Bolton Street to Onslow Crescent. But, though he managed to keep the proper course down Pic- cadilly, he was in such confusion of mind that he hardly knew whither he was going. It seemed as though a new form of life had been opened to him, and that it had been opened in such a way as almost necessarily to ingulf him. It was not only that Lady Ongar's his- tory was so terrible, and her life so strange, but that he himself was called upon to form a part of that history, and to join himself in some sort to that life. This countess, with her wealth, her rank, her beauty, and her bright intellect, had called him to her, and told him that he was her only friend. Of course he had promised his friendship. How could he have failed to give such a promise to one whom he had loved so well ? But to what must such a promise lead, or rather to what must it not have led, had it not been for Florence Burton ? She was young, free, and rich. She made no pretense of regret for the husband she had lost, speaking of him as though in truth she hardly regarded herself as his wife. And she was the same Julia whom he had loved, who had loved him, who had jilt- ed him, and in regret for whom he had once resolved to lead a wretched, lonely life ! Of course she must expect that he would renew it all — unless, indeed, she knew of his engage- ment. But if she knew it, why had she not spoken of it ? And could it be that she had no friends — that every body had deserted her, that she was all alone in the world ? As he thought of it all, the whole thing seemed to him to be too terrible for reality. What a tragedy was that she had told him ! He thought of the man's insolence to the woman whom he had married and sworn to love, then of his cruelty, his fiendish, hellish cruelty — and, lastly, of his terrible punishment. "I stuck to him through it all," she had said to him ; and then he endeavored to picture to himself that bedside by which Julia Brabazon, his Julia Brabazon, had remained firm, when hospital attendants had been scared by the hor- rors they had witnessed, and the nerves of a strong man — of a man paid for such work, had failed him ! The truth of her word throughout he never doubted ; and, indeed, no man or woman who heard her could have doubted. One hears sto- ries told that to one's self, the hearer, are mani- festly false ; and one hears stories as to the truth '. or falsehood of which one is in doubt, and sto- ries again which seem to be partly true and partly untrue. But one also hears that of the truth of which no doubt seems to be possible. So it had been with the tale which Lady Ongar had told. It had been all as she l)ad said ; and had Sir Hugh heard it — even Sir Hugh, who doubted all men and regarded all women as be- ing false beyond doubt — even he, I think, would have believed it. But she had deserved the sufferings which had come upon her. Even Hariy, whose heart was very tender toward her, owned as much as that. She had sold herself, as she had said of herself more than once. She had given herself to a man whom she regarded not at all, even when her heart belonged to another — to a man whom she must have loathed and despised when she was putting her hand into his before the al- tar. What scorn had there been upon her face when she spoke of the beginning of their mar- ried miseries ! With what eloquence of expres- sion had she pronounced him to be vile, worth- less, unmanly ; a thing from which a woman must turn with speechless contempt ! She had now his name, his rank, and his money, but she was friendless and alone. Harry Clavering de- clared to himself that she had deserved it — and, having so declared, forgave her all her faults. She had sinned, and then had suffer- ed ; and, therefore, should now be forgiven. If he could do aught to ease her troubles, he would do it — as a brother would for a sister. But it would be well that she should know of his engagement. Then he thought of the whole interview, and felt sure that she must know it. At any rate, he told himself that he was sure. She could hardly have spoken to him as she had done, unless she had known. When last they had been together, sauntering round the gar- dens at Clavering, he had rebuked her for her treachery to him. Now she came to him al- most open-armed, free, full of her cares, swear- ing to him that he was her only friend! All this could mean but one thing — unless she knew that that one thing was barred by his altered po- sition. But it gratified him to think that she had chosen him for the repository of her tale ; that she had told her terrible history to him. I fear that some small part of this gratification was owing to her rank and wealth. To be the one friend of a widowed countess, young, rich, and beautiful, was something much out of the com- mon way. Such confidence lifted him far above the Waflikers of the world. That he was pleased to be so trusted by one that was beautiful, was, I.think, no disgrace to him — although I bear in mind his condition as a man engaged. It might be dangerous, but that danger in such case it would be his duty to overcome. But in order that it might be overcome, it would certainly be well that she should know his position. I fear he speculated as he went along as to what might have been his condition in the world 36 THE CLAVEEINGS. had he never seen Florence Burton. First he asked himself whether, under any circumstan-, oes, he would have wished to marry a widow, and especially a widow by whom he had already been jilted. Yes; he thought that he could have forgiven her even that, if his own heart had not changed ; but he did not forget to tell himself again how lucky it was for him that his heart was changed. What countess in the world, let her have what park she might, and any imagin- able number of thousands a year, could he so sweet, so nice, so good, so fitting for him as his own Florence Burton? Then he endeavored to reflect what happened when a commoner married the widow of a peer. She was still called, he believed, by her old title, unless she should choose to abandon it. Any such ar- rangement was now out of the question ; but he thought that he would prefer that slie should have been called Mrs. Clavering, if such a state of things had come about. I do not know that he pictured to himself any necessity, either on her part or on his, of abandoning any thing else that came to her from her late husband. At half past six, the time named by Theodore Burton, he found himself at the door in Onslow Crescent, and was at once shown up into the drawing-room. He knew that Mr. Burton had a family, and he had pictured to himself an un- tidy, ugly house, with an untidy, motherly wom- an going about with a baby in her arms. Such would naturally be the home of a man who dust- ed bis shoes with his pocket-handkerchief. But to his surprise he found himself in as pretty a drawing-room as lie remembered to have seen ; and seated on a sofa, was almost as pretty a woman as he remembered. She was tall and slight, with large brown eyes and well-defined eyebrows, with an oval face, and the sweetest, kindest mouth that ever graced a woman. Her dark brown hair was quite plain, having been brushed simply smooth across the forehead, and then collected in a knot behind. Close beside her, on a low chair, sat a little fair-haired girl, about seven years old, who was going through some pretense at needle-work ; and kneeling on a higher chair, while she sprawled over the drawing-room table, was another girl, some three years younger, who was engaged with a puzzle-box. "Mr. Clavering," said she, rising from her chair, " I am so glad to see you, though I am almost angry with you for not 'coming to us sooner. I have heard so much about you ; of course you know that." Harry explained that he had only been a few days in town, and de- clared that he was happy to learn that he had been considered worth talking about. " If you were worth accepting you were worth talking about." " Perhaps I was neither," said he. "Well, I am not going to flatter you yet. Only as I think our Flo is without exception the most perfect girl I ever saw, I don't suppose she would be ■ guilty of mating a bad choice. Cissy, dear, this is Mr. Clavering." Cissy got up from her chair, and came up to him. " Mamma says I am to love you very much," said Cissy, putting up her face to be kissed. " But I did not tell you to say I had told you," said Mrs. Burton, laughing. "And I will love you veiy much, "said Har- ry, taking her up in his arms. "But not so much as Aunt Florence — will you?" They all knew it. It was clear to him that every body connected with the Burtons had been told of the engagement, and that they all spoke of it openly, as they did of any other every-day family occurrence. There was not much reti- cence among the Burtons. He could not but feel t&is, though now, at the present moment, he was disposed to think specially well of the family because Mrs. Burton and her children were so nice. "And this is another daughter?" "Yes; another future niece, Mr. Clavering. But I suppose I may call you Harry; may I not ? My name is Cecilia. Yes, that is Miss Vert.". " I'm not Miss Pert," said the little soft round ball of a girl from the chair. "I'm Sophy Bur- ton. Oh! you mustn't tittle." Harry found himself quite at home in ten minutes ; and, before Mr. Burton had returned, had been taken up stairs into the nursery to see Theodore Burton Junior in his cradle, Theo- dore Burton Junior being as yet only some few months old. "Now you've seen us all," said Mrs. Burton, "and we'll go down stairs and wait for my husband. I must let you into a se- cret, too. We don't dine till past seven ; you may as well remember that for the future. Bat I wanted to have you for half an hour to myself before dinner, so that I might look at you, and make up my mind about Flo's choice. I hope you won't be angry with me ?" ' ' And how have you made up your mind ?" "If you want to find that out, you must get it through Florence. You may be quite sure I shall tell her; and, I suppose, I may be quite sure she will tell you. Does she tell you every thing?" " I tell her every thing," said Harry, feeling himself, however, to be a little conscience-smit- ten at the moment, as he remembered his inter- view with Lady Ongar. Things had occurred this very day which he certainly could not tell her. "Do — do — always do that," said Mrs. Bur- ton, laying her hand affectionately on his arm. " There is no way so certain to bind a woman to you, heart and soul, as to show her that you trust her in every thing. Theodore tells me every thing. I don't think there's a drain plan- ned under a railway-bank, but tha» he shows it me in some way ; and I feel so grateful for it. It makes me know that I can never do enough for him. I hope you'll be as good to Flo as he is to me." " We can't both be perfect, you know." THE CLAVERINGS. 37 " Ah ! well, of course you'll laugh at me. Theodore always langhs at me when I get on what he calls a high horse. I wonder whether you are as sensible as he is ?" Harry reflected that he never wore cotton gloves. "I don't think I am very sensible," said he. "I do a great many foolish things, and the worst is that I like them." " So do I. I like so many foolish things !" "Oh, mamma!" said Cissy. "I shall have that quoted against me, now, for the next six months, whenever I am preach- ing wisdom in the nursery. But Florence is nearly as sensible as her brother." "Much more so than I am." "All the Burtons- are full up to their eyes with good sense. And what a good thing it is ! Who ever heard of any of them coming to sor- row ? Whatever they have to live on, they al- ways have enough. Did you ever know a wom- an who has done better with her children, or has known how to do better, than Theodore's moth- er? She is the dearest old woman." Harry had heard her called a very clever old woman by certain persons in Stratton, and could not but think of her matrimonial successes as her praises were thus sung by her daughter-in-law. They went on talking, while Sophy sat in Harry's lap, till there was heard" the sound of the key in the latch of the front door, and the master of the house was known to be there. "It's Theodore," said his wife, jumping up and going out to meet him. "I'm so glad that you have been here a little before him, because now I feel that I know you. When he's here I sha'n't get in a word." Then she went down to her husband, and Harry was left to speculate how so very charming a woman could ever have been brought to love a man who cleaned his boots with his pocket-handkerchief. There were soon steps again upon the stairs, and Burton returned bringing witli him anoth- er man, whom he introduced to Harry as Mr. Jones. "I didn't know my brother was com- ing," said Mrs. Burton, "but it will be very pleasant, as of course I shall want you to know him." Harry became a little perplexed. How far might these family ramifications be supposed to go ? Would he be welcomed, as one of the household, to the hearth of Mrs. Jones ; and if of Mrs. Jones, then of Mrs. Jones's brother ? His mental inquiries, however, in this direction, were soon ended by his finding that Mr. Jones was a bachelor. Jones, it appeared, was the editor, or sub-ed- itor, or co-editor of some influential daily news- paper. "He is a night-bird, Harry," said Mrs. Burton. She had fallen into the way of calling him Harry at once, but he could not on that oc- casion bring himself to call her Cecilia. He might have done so had not her husband been present, but he was ashamed to do ithefore him. " He is a night-bird, Harry," said she, speaking of her brother, "and flies away at nine o'clock, that he may go and hoot like an owl in some dark city haunt that he has. Then, when he is | himself asleep at breakfast -time, his hootings are being heard round the town." Harry rather liked the idea of knowing an ed- itor. Editors were, he thought, influential peo- ple, who had the world very much under their feet — being, as he conceived, afraid of no men, while other men are very much afraid of them. He was glad enough to shake Jones by the hand when he found that Jones was an editor. But Jones, though he had the face and forehead of a clever man, was very quiet, and seemed almost submissive to his sister and brother-in-law. The linner was plain, but good, and Han'v after a while became happy and satisfied, al- though he had come to the house with some- thing almost like a resolution to find fault. Men, and women also, do frequently go abolit in such a mood, having unconsciously from some small circumstance prejudged their acquaint- ances, and made up their mind that their ac- quaintances should be condemned. Influenced in this way, Harry had not intended to pass a pleasant evening, and would have stood aloof and been cold, had it been possible to him ; but he found that it was not possible ; and after a little while he was friendly and joyous, and the dinner went oflT very well. There was some wild fowl, and he was agreeably surprised as he watched the mental anxiety and gastronomic skill with which Burton went through the pro- cess of preparing the gravy, with lemon and pepper, having in the room a little silver pot and an apparatus of fire for the occasion. He would as soon have expected the Archbishop of Canterbury himself to go through such an oper- ation in the dining-room at Lambeth as the hard-working man of business whom he had known in the chambers at the Adelphi. "Does he always do that, Mrs. Burton?' Harry asked. "Always," said Burton, "when lean get the materials. One doesn't bother one's self about a cold leg of mtitton, you know, which is my usual dinner when we are alone. The children have it hot in the middle of the day." " Such a thing never happened to him yet, Harry," said Mrs. Burton. ' ' Gently with the pepper," said the editor. It was the first word he had spoken for some time. "Be good enough to remember that, your- self, when you are writing your article to-nipht." "No, none for me, Theodore," said Mrs. Bur- ton. "Cissy!" " I have dined really. If I had remembered that yon were going to display your cookeiy, I would have kept some of my energy ; but I for- got it." "As a rule," said Burton, "I don't think women recognize any diiference in flavors. I believe wild duck and hashed mutton would be quite the same to my wife if her eyes were blinded. I should not mind this, if it were not that they are generally proud of the deficiency. They think it grand." 38 THE CLAVERINGS. "Just as men think it grand not to know one tune from another," said his wife. When dinner was over, Burton got up from his seat. " Harry," said he, " do you like good wine?" JHarry said that he did. Whatever women may say about wild fowl, men never profess an indifference to good wine, although there is a theory about the world, quite as in- correct as it is general, that they have given up drinking it. "Indeed, I do," said Harry. "Then I'll give you a bottle of port," said Bur- ton, and so saying he left the room. "I'm very glad you have come to-day," said Jones, with much gravity. "He never gives me any of that wine when I'm alone with him ; and he never, by any means, brings it out for company." ' ' You don't mean to accuse him of drinking it alone, Tom ?" said his sister, laughing. "I don't know when he drinks it; I only know when he doesn't." The wine was decanted with as much care as had been given to the concoction of the gravy, and the clearness of the dark liquid was scrutin- ized with an eye that was full of anxious care. " Now, Cissy, what do you think of that ? She knows a glass of good wine when she gets it, as well as you do, Harry, in spite of her contempt for the duck." As they sipped the old port they sat round the dining-room fire, and Harry Clavering was forced to own to himself that he had never been more comfortable. "Ah!" said Burton, stretching out his slip- pered feet, " why can't it all be after dinner, in- stead of that weary room at the Adelphi ?" "And all old p'ort?" said Jones. "Yes, and all old port. You are not such an ass as to suppose that a man, in suggesting to himself a continuance of pleasure, suggests to himself also the evils which are supposed to ac- company such pleasure. If I took much of the stuff I should get cross and sick, and make a beast of myself; but then what a pity it is that it should be so ! " "You wouldn't like much of it, I think," said his wife. "That is it," said he. "We are driven to work because work never palls on us, whereas pleasure always does. What a wonderful scheme it is when one looks at it all ! No man can fol- low pleasure long continually. When a man strives to do so, he turns his pleasure at once into business, and works at that. Come, Harrj-, we mustn't have another bottle, as Jones would go to sleep among the type." Then they all went up stairs together. Harry, before he went away, was taken again up into the nursery, and there kissed the two little girls in their cots. When he was outside the nursery door, on the top of the stairs, Mrs. Burton took him by the hand. "You'll come to us often," said she, "and make yourself at home here, will you not ?" Harry could not but say that he would. Indeed he did so without hesitation, almost with eagerness, for he had liked her and had liked her house. " We think of you, you know, " she continued, "quite as one of ourselves. How could it be otherwise when Flo is the dearest to us of all beyond our own ?" "It makes me so happy to hear you say so," said he. "Then come here and talk about her. I want Theodore to feel that you are his brother ; it will be so important to you in the business that it should be so." After that he went away, and as he walked back along Piccadilly, and then up through the region of St. Giles to his home in Bloomsbury Square, he satisfied him- self that the life of Onslow Crescent was a better manner of life than that which was likely to pre- vail in Bolton Street. When he was gone his character was of course discussed between the husband and wife in Ons- low Crescent. " What do you think of him ?" said the husband. ' ' I like him so much ! He is so much nicer than you told me — so much pleasanter and easier; and I have no doubt he is as clever, though I don't think he shows that at onee." " He is clever enough ; there's no doubt about that." " And did you not think he was pleasant?" "Yes, he was pleasant here. He is one of those men who get on best with women. You'll make much more of him for a while than I shall. He'll gossip with you, and sit idling with you for the hour together, if you'll let him, There's nothing wrong about him, and he'd like nothing better than that." " You don't believe that he's idle by disposi- tion? Think of all that he has done already." "That's just what is most against him. He might do very well with us if he had not got that confounded fellowship ; but having got that, he thinks the hard work of life is pretty well over with him." " I don't suppose he can be so foolish as that, TJieodore." "1 know well what such men are, and I know the evil that is done to them by the cram- ming they endure. They learn many names of things — high-sounding names, and they come to understand a great deal about words. It is a knowledge that requires no experience and very little real thought. But it demands much mem- ory ; and when they have loaded themselves in this way, they think that they are instructed in all things. After all, what can they do that is of real use to mankind ? What can they cre- ate?" " I suppose they are of use." " I don't know it. A man will tell you, ov pi'etend to tell you — for the chances are ten to one that he is wrong — what sort of lingo was spoken in some particular island or province six hundred years before Christ. What good will that do any one, even if he were right ? And then see the effect upon the men themselves ! At four-and-twenty a young fellow has achieved some wonderful success, and calls himself by some outlandish and conceited name — a double THE CLAVERINGS. 39 first, or something of the kind. Then he thinks he has completed every thing, and is too rain to learn any thing afterward. The truth is, that at twenty-four no man has done more than ac- quire the rudiments of his education. The system is bad from beginning to end. All that competition makes false and imperfect growth. Come, I'll go to bed." What would Harry have said if he had heard all this from the man who dusted his hoots with his handkerchief? CHAPTER IX. TOO PRUDENT BT HALF. Flokbncb Bueton thought herself the hap- piest girl in the world. There was nothing wanting to the perfection of her bliss. She could perceive, though she never allowed her mind to dwell upon the fact, that her lover was superior in many respects to the men whom her sisters had married. He was better educated, better looking, in fact more fully a genfleman at all points than either Scarness or any of the others. She liked her sisters' husbands very well, and in former days, before Harry Claver- ing had come to Stratton, she had never taught herself to think that she, if she manied, would want any thing different from that which Prov- idence had given to them. She had never thrown up her head, or even thrown up her nose, and told herself that she would demand something better than that. But not the less was she alive to the knowledge that something better had come in her way, and that that something better was now her own. She was very proud of her lover, and, no doubt, in some gently fem- inine way showed that she was so as she made her way about among her friends at Stratton. Any idea that she herself was better educated, better looking, or more clever than her elder sisters, and that, therefore, she was deserving of a higher order of husband, had never entered her mind. The Burtons in London — Theodore Burton and his wife— who knew her well, and who, of all the family, were best able to appi'e- ciate Jier worth, had long been of opinion that she deserved some specially favored lot in life. The question with them would be, whether Har- ry Clavering was good enough for her. Every body at Stratton knew that she was en- gaged, and when they wished her joy she made no coy denials. Her sisters had all been en- gaged in the same way, and their marriages had gone off in regular sequence to their engage- ments. There had never been any secret with them about their affairs. On this *iatter the practice is very various among different people. There are families who think it almost indelicate to talk about marriage, as a thing actually in prospect for any of their own community. An ordinary acquaintance would be considered to be impertinent in even hinting at such a thing, al- though the thing were an established fact. The engaged young ladies only whisper the news through the very depths of their pink note-paper, and are supposed to blush as they communicate the tidings by their pens, even in the retirement of their own rooms. But there are other fami- lies in which there is no vestige of such mys- tery, in which an engaged couple are spoken of together as openly as though they were already bound in some sort of public partnership. In these families the young ladies talk openly of their lovers, and generally prefer that subject of conversation to any other. Such a, family — so little mysterious — so open in their arrangements, was that of the Burtons at Stratton. The re- serve in the reserved families is usually atoned for by the magnificence of the bridal arrange- ments, when the marriage is at last solemnized ; whereas, among the other set — the people who have no resei-ve — the marriage when it comes, is customarily an affair of much less outward ceremony. They are married without blast of trumpet, with very little profit to the confec- tioner, and do their honeymoon, if they do it at all, with prosaic simplicity. Florence had made up her mind that she would be in no hurry about it. Harry was in a hurry ; but that was a matter of course. He was a quick-blooded, impatient, restless being. She was slower, and more given to considera- tion. It would be better that they should wait, even if it were for five or six years. She had no fear of poverty for herself. She had lived always in a house in which money was much regarded, and among people who were of inex- pensive habits. But such had not been his lot, and it was her duty to think of the mode of life which might suit him. He would not be hap- py as a poor man — without comforts around him, which would simply be comforts to him though they would be luxuries to her. When her mother told her, shaking her head rather sorrowfully as she heard Florence talk, that she did not like long engagements, Florence would shake hers too, in playful derision, and tell her mother not to be so suspicious. " It is not you that are going to marry him, mamma." "No, my dear; I know that. But long en- gagements never are good. And I can't think why young people should want so many things, now, that they used to do without very well when I was married. When I went into house- keeping, we only had one girl of fifteen to do every thing ; and we hadn't a nursemaid regu- lar till Theodore was born ; and there were three before him." Florence could not say how many maid-serv- ants Harry might wish to have under similar circumstances, but she was very confident that he would want much more attendance than her father and mother had done, or even than some of her brothers and sisters. Her father, when he first married, would not have objected, on returning home, to find his wife in the kitchen, looking after the progress of the dinner ; nor even would her brother Theodore have been made unhappy by such a circumstance. But 40 THE CLAVEEINGS. Harry, she knew, would not like it ; and there- 1 fore Harry must wait. "It will do him good, | mamma," said Florence. "You can't think that I mean to find fault with him ; but I know that he is young in his ways. He is one of those men who should not marry till they are twenty-eight, or thereabouts." " You mean that he is unsteady ?" "No — not unsteady. I don't think him a bit unsteady ; but he will be happier single for a year or two. He hasn't settled down to like his tea and toast when he ig tired of his work, as a married man should do. Do you know that I am not sure that a little flirtation would not be very good for him ?" "Oh, my dear!" " It should be vei^ moderate, you know " " But then, suppose it wasn't moderate. I don't like to see engaged young men going on in that way. I suppose I'm very old-fashioned ; but I think when a young man is engaged, he ought to remember it and to show it. It ought to make him a little serious, and he shouldn't be going about like a butteifly, that may do just as it pleases in the sunshine." During the three months which Henry re- mained in town before the Easter holidays he wrote more than once to Florence, pressing her to name an early day for their marriage. These letters were written, I think, after certain evenings spent under favorable circumstances in Onslow Crescent, when he was full of the merits of domestic comfort, and perhaps also owed some of their inspiration to the fact that Lady Ongar had left London without seeing him. He had called repeatedly in Bolton Street, having been specially pressed to do so by Lady Ongar, but he had only once found her at home, and then a third person had been present. This third person had been a lady who was not in- troduced to him, but ho had learned from her speech that she was a foreigner. On that occa- sion Lady Ongar had made herself gracious and pleasant, but nothing had passed which interest- ed him, and, most unreasonably, he had felt himself to be provoked. When next he went to Bolton Street he found that Lady Ongar had left London. She had gone down to Ongar Park, and, as far as the woman at the house knew, intended to remain there till after Easter. Harry had some undefined idea that she should not have taken such a step without telling him. Had she not declared to him that he was her only friend? When a friend is going out of town, leaving an only friend behind, that friend ought to tell her only friend what she is going to do, otherwise such a declaration of only- friendship means nothing. Such was Harry Clavcring's reasoning, and having so reasoned, he declared to himself that it did mean nothing, and was very pressing to Florence Burton to name an early day. He had been with Cecilia, he told her — he had learned to call Mrs. Burton Cecilia in his letters — and she quite agreed with him that their income would be enough. He was to have two hundred a year from his father. having brought himself to abandon that high- toned resolve which he had made some time since that he would never draw any part of his income from the parental cofferg. His father had again offered it, and he had accepted it. Old Mr. Burton was to add a hundred, and Hai-- ry was of opinion that they could do very well. Cecilia thought the same, he said, and therefore Florence surely would not refuse. But Flor- ence received, direct from Onslow Crescent, Ce- cilia's own version of her thoughts, and did re- fuse. It may be surmised that she would have refused even without assistance from Cecilia, for she was a young lady not of a fickle or changing disposition. So she wrote to Harry with much care, and as her letter had some in- fluence on the story to be told, the reader shall read it — if the reader so pleases. " Stratton. Mnrch, 18S-. "Dear Haeey,— I received your letter this morning, and answer it at once, because I kridw you will be impatient for an answer. You are impatient about things — are you not ? But it was a kind, sweet, dear, generous letter, and I need not tell you now that I love the writer of it with all my heart. I am so glad you like Cecilia. I think she is the perfection ofa woman. And Theodore is every bit as good as Cecilia, though I know you don't think so, because you don't say so. 1 am always happy when I am in Onslow Crescent. I should have been there this spring, only that a certain person who chooses to think that his claims on me are stronger than those of any other person wishes me to go elsewhere. Mamma wishes me to go to London also for a week, but I don't want to be away from the old house too much before the final parting comes at last. ' ' And now about the final parting ; for I may as well rush at it at once. I need hardly tell yon that no care for father or mother shall make me put off my marriage. Of course I owe ev- ery thing to you now ; and as they have ap- proved it, T have no right to think of them in opposition to you. And you must not suppose that they ask me to stay. On the contrary, mamma is always telling me that early mar- riages are best. She has sent all the birds out of the nest but one ; and is impatient to see that one fly away, that she may be sui-e that there is no lame one in the brood. You must not there- fore think that it is mamma ; nor is it papa, as regards himself — though papa agrees with me in thinking that we ought to wait a little. "Dear Harry, you must not be angry, but I am sure that we ought to wait. We are, both of us, young, and why should we be in a huriy? I know wlfcit you wilj say, and of course I love you the more because you love me so well ; but I fancy that I can be quite happy if I can see you two or three times in the year, and hear from you constantly. It is so good of you to write such nice letters, and the longer they are the better I like them. Whatever you put in them, I like thom to be full. I know I can't THE CLAVERINGS. 41 write nice letters myself, and it makes me un- happy. Unless I have got something special to say, I am dumb. "But now I have something special to say. In spite of all that you tell me about Cecilia, I do not think it would do for us to venture upon marrying yet. I know that you are willing to sacrifice every thing, but I ought not on that ac- count to accept a sacrifice. I could not bear to see you poor and uncomfortable ; and we should be very poor in London nowadays with such an income as we should have. If we were going to live here at Stratton perhaps we might man- age, but 1 feel sure that it would be imprudent in London. You ought not to be angry with me for saying this, for I am quite as anxious to be with you as you can possibly be to be with me ; only I can bear to look forward, and have a pleas- ure in feeling that all my happiness is to come. I know I am right in this. Do write me one little line to say that you are not angry with your little girl. " I shall be quite ready for you by the 29th. I got such a dear little note from Fanny the oth- er day. She says that you never write to them, and she supposes that I have the advantage of all your energy in that way. I have told her that I do get a good deal. My brother writes to me very seldom, I know ; and I get twenty let- ters from Cecilia for one scrap that Theodore ever sends me. Perhaps some of these days I shall be the chief correspondent with the rectory. Fanny told me all about the dresses, and I have my own quite ready. I've been bridesmaid to four of my own sisters, so I ought to know what I'm about. I'll never be bridesmaid to any body again after Fanny; but whom on earth shall I have for myself? I think we must wait till Cissy and Sophy are ready. Cissy wrote me word that you were a darling man. I don't know how much of that came directly from Cis- sy, or how much from Cecilia. ' ' God bless you, dear, dearest Harry. Let me have one letter before you come to fetch me, and acknowledge that I am right, even if you say that I am disagreeable. Of course I like to think that you want to have me ; but, you see, one has to pay the penalty of being civilized. "Ever and always your own affectionate "Florence Bdrton." Harry Clavering was very angry when he got this letter. The primary cause of his anger was the fact that Florence should pretend to know what was better for him than he knew himself. If he was willing to encounter life in London on less than four hundred a year, surely she might be contented to try the same experiment. He did not for a moment suspect that she f&red for herself, but he was indignant with her because of her fear for him. What right had she to ac- cuse him of wanting to be comfortable ? Had he not for her sake consented to be very uncom- fortable at that old house at Stratton ? Was he not willing to give up his fellowship, and the society of Lady Ongar, and every thing else, for her sake ? Had he not shown himself to be such a lover as there is not one in a hundred ? And yet she wrote and told him that it wouldn't do for him to be poor and uncomfortable ! After all that he had done in the world, after all that he had gone through, it would be odd if, at this time of day, he did not know what was good for himself! It was in that way that he regarded Florence's pertinacity. He was rather unhappy at this period. It seemed to him that he was somewhat slighted on both sides — or, if I may say so, less thought of on both sides than he deserved. Had Lady Ongar remained in town, as she ought to have done, he would have solaced himself, and at the same time have revenged himself upon Florence, by devot- ing some of his spare hours to that lady. It was Lady Ongar's sudden departure that had made him feel that he ought to rush at once into mai'- riage. Now he had no consolation, except that of complaining to Mrs. Burton, and going fre- quently to the theatre. To Mrs. Burton he did complain a great deal, pulling her worsteds and threads about the while, sitting in idleness while she was working, just as Theodore Bur- ton had predicted that he would do. "I won't have you so idle, Harry, " Mrs. Bur- ton said to him one day. "You know you ought to be at your office now." It must be ad- mitted on behalf of Harry Clavering, that they who liked him, especially women, were able to become intimate with him very easily. He had comfortable, homely ways about him, and did not habitually give himself airs. He had be- come quite domesticated at the Burtons' house during the ten weeks that he had been in Lon." don, and knew his way to Onslow Crescent al- most too well. It may, perhaps, be surmised correctly that he would not have gone there so frequently if Mrs. Theodore Burton.had been an ugly woman. "It's all her fault," said he, continuing to snip a piece of worsted with a pair of scissors as he spoke. " She's too prudent by half." " Poor Florence !" " You can't but know that I should work: three times as much if she had given me a different answer. It stands to reason any man would work under such circumstances as that. Not that I am idle, I believe. I do as much as any other man about the place." " I won't have my worsted destroyed all the same. Theodore says that Florence is right." "Of course he does; of course he'll say I'm wrong. I won't ask her again — that's all." "Oh, Harry! don't say that. You know you'll ask her. You would to-morrow, if she were here." " You don't know me, Cecilia, or you would not say so. When I have made up my mind to a thing, I am generally firm about it. She said something about two years, and I will not say a word to alter that decision. If it be altered, it shall be altered by her." In the mean time he punished Florence by sending her no special answer to her letter. He 42 THE CLAVEBINGS. wrote to her as usual, but he made no reference to his last proposal, nor to her refusal. She had asked him to tell her that he was not angry, but he would tell her nothing of the kind. He told her when and where and how he would meet her, and convey her from Stratton toClavering; gave her some account of a play he had seen ; described a little dinner-party in Onslow Cres- cent; and told her a funny story about Mr. Walliker and the office at the Adelphi. But he said no word, even in rebuke, as to her decision about their mamage; He intended that this should be felt to be severe, and took pleasure in the pain that he would be giving. Florence, when she received her letter, knew that he was sore, and understood thoroughly the working of his mind. "I will comfort him when we are together, " she said to herself. ' ' I will make him reasonable when I see him." It was not the way in which he expected that his anger would be received. One day on his return home he found a card on his table which surprised him very much. It contained a name but no address, but over the name there was a pencil memorandum, stating that the owner of the card would call again on his return to London after Easter. The name on the card was that of Count Pateroff. He re- membered the name well as soon as he saw it, though he had never thought of it since the sol- itary occasion on which it had been mentioned to him. Count Pateroff was the man who had been Lord Ongar's friend, and respecting whom Lord Ongar had brought a false charge against his wife. Why should Count Pateroff call on him ? Why was he in England ? Whence had he learned the address in Bloomsbury Square ? To that last question he had no difficulty in find- ing an answer. Of course he must have heard it from Lady Ongar. Count Pateroff had now left London ! Had he gone to Ongar '