^*> CORNELL UNIVERSITY LIBRARY GIFT OF Professor B, S, Monroe Cornell University Library PS 2179.K209 Our detachmentia novel. 3 1924 022 024 784 Cornell University Library The original of tiiis book is in tine Cornell University Library. There are no known copyright restrictions in the United States on the use of the text. http://www.archive.org/details/cu31924022024784 OUR DETACHMENT. ^ Nonet By KATHARINE KING, AUTHOR OF "THE QUEEN OF THE REGIMENT," &c., &c. NEW YORK: HARPER & BROTHERS, PUBLISHERS, FRANKLIN SQUARE. 1875. OUE Detachment. CHAPTER I. A SUBALTERN ALONE. I WAS on duty that day, and couldn't get out, and awfully dull work I found it, leaning out of my window, and trying to catch a glimpse of the town and its inhabitants, over the top of the horrid blank wall that bounded our horizon — in an earthward dn-ection I mean, for looking up- ward, certainly there was plenty of a blue sum- mer sky to be seen, flecked with white fleecy clouds ; but I had seen lots of that kind of thing any day this hot summer ; and though I won't deny it is pretty, still a fellow can't always be star-gazing ; or if he is, he is pretty sure to fall into some desperate grief here below — worse even than the old cove we used to read about in our Grecian history. Then there were distant mountain-tops in view, looking so sunny and heathery and tempt- ing that they were an aggravation rather than a solace— more particularly as I knew that just under them lay a beautiful lake, renowned for its fishing ; and that on that veiy delicious day my captain. Lord Claude Feversham, had gone to inspect it, and try his luck. "At any rate, it's a bad day for, sport," I mused — "too bright alto- gether; and I'm glad of it, for it's a beastly shame to leave me mewed up here alone, and all the other fellows off amusing themselves. I'd bet five bob Mayleigh will be able to tell, when he comes in, the whole history and antecedents of that pretty pair of feet I saw yesterday as we marched into the town. It is too bad, for it was I saw them first, and pointed them out to him, and now he will take all the credit of the discovery to himself. "I say, there's an old hag selling gooseberries just outside the gate. I wonder could I hit her with a bit of plaster off the wall here, and make her bring me some. They'll be down on me now for barrack damages, I suppose ; but Fev- ersham needn't think he can shut up Madcap Dan'ell a whole afternoon alone, in such a con- founded dull hole as this, without seeing a little alteration in the place when he comes back. Bravo! that Iiit her. Now she is looking this way. I say, you ! Biddy, Peggy, whatever your name is, how do you sell those tilings ?" "Two-pence a quart, your honor, bless your pnrty face, ray little master," answered the old thief, with a grin that showed all her toothless gums. '•Confound her impudence!" I thought — " what does she mean by speaking in that way to me, Vivian Darrell, junior ensign in Her Majesty's — th foot." So I answered her stiffly, as I flat- ter myself I can on occasion : "Come, I want none of your chaff. Eemem- ber, you are addressing ah officer in Her Maj- esty's service, and I'll have you placed under ar- rest if you don't keep a civil tongue in your head." "Och! murder, yer honor!" she cried, bob- bing a series of courtesies, and crossing herself as she looked up at my window. " Sure it's no offense I meant, my purty dear; but I thought as you were the Captain's little boy, as I'd heard tell about — him as came down a day or two ago, and got a house in town, your honor. Sure and I could only see your head and shoulders, dearie, so I couldn't tell if you were bigger nor him. But don't fell the min to take me up, agra ; for a purtier dear I never seen, and I've seen a many, being sixty years old next Lady-day. Devil a lie I'm telling you, yer honor. " There the old harridan stood, gazing up with her blear eyes at my window, and though pre- tending to put up her wares, evidently not with the least intention of moving as long as I would listen. However, her aspersions on my appear- ance and dignity were more than I could bear, and I made up ray mind I would even do with- out the goospberries, and the amusement they might have afforded me, rather than by buying them encourage this woman in the beHef I was little Ussher; though why men shouldn't eat gooseberries as well as boys of ten or twelve, I couldn't think. Indeed I knew they did, for I had seen our sergeant-major half an hour before investing, in some, whjch he swallowed skins and all — the beast — if I'm not much mistaken. In- deed, I don't believe I'd have thought of getting them but for his example. So I said, with great dignity and severity, "You may go now, good woman. I sha'n't take any of your fruit ; and you'd better learn to know an officer when you see him before you come into barracks again." "Sure now, and didn't j'our honor call me?" she answered, with the greatest assurance. ,, ' 'And may be, if you'll not be afther taking the berries, you'll give me the price of a plaster. Captain dear, for the place where your honor hit me with a stone, when I was sitting there bej'ant." "I never threw a stone at you, you fool!" I cried, angrily. I give you my word the thing she called a stone was a bit of mortar about an inch square, and it hit her on the old rag of a shawl she wore round her shoulders. I don't like to be Imposed on, and I would give her the money in a minute when she chose to recognize 8 OUR DETACHMENT. me as an officer in Her Majesty's service, only that she asked for it on that plea, so I went on : "It was only a bit of plaster off the window here struck you ; and it is not for your hurt you want it, for you were not hurt, but to get a glass of whisky, or something. Get along witli you out of barracks. Do you think I don't know the whole set of you!" As I spoke I got tip from the chair in which I had been sitting, intending to leave the window, and so end the discussion, as there were several of the men hanging about, and they were rather inclined to laugh, I thought. But when the har- ridan saw me standing up, perceiving by my height, I suppose, that I really was what I had given myself out to be, she uttered a howl, and catching up her basket, hurried oft^ crying out, " Holy Mother of Moses, he's coming afther me! Bad luck to ye, ye yellow-skinned, black- eyed spalpeen, that wouldn't give an old body that's sixty come next Lady-day a penny-piece to cure the blow you gave her ! Faix it's meself believes his mammy doesn't give him money yet, till he gets big enough to take care of it." This was too much ; so, putting my head out of the window again, I called out, "Hold hard there, you old thief! Por the credit of Her Majesty's service I suppose I'd bet- ter give you something; so take that, and get drunk as soon as you like ; only don't let me see you in the barracks again, or I'll have you arrest- ed." Jiist as I uttered this threat, and threw half a crown to her at the same time, who should pass across. the square but our sergeant-major, and he, overhearing my threat, burst into a most disre- spectftU laugh. "Come," I said, turning to him, "let me hear no more of that, Green. Do you think you were sent here to ridicule your officers ? I'll let Cap- tain Feversham know how you behave, and we"ll see what he says to such conduct. Ah ! she's gone now. I say. Green, like a good fellow, don't let her in again. She's an awful old wom- an, and she'd turn the barracks upside down in no time." Now perhaps yon may think this all very ex- traordinary, but I'll tell you the whole state of the case, if you will keep it dark ; only I don't want the ladies to know, as they would call me a boy, and laugh at me. ~I am Vivian DaiTcll, the only son of Viscount Traveraoourt, and you see they made such a piece of work about me at home that I was never allowed to go to school, or any of those places, but always had a tutor. He was a good fellow, too, and was up to a lark, so that we got into no end of scrapes together. When Claude Peversham came to spend last Christmas with us, and advised my going up for my examination for the line, I rather think my parents were not quite sorry to have a chance of a quieter house in future. I passed, as you know, or else I should not be here, and was gazetted to the -^th, my cousin Claude's regiment. He is my captain, and the joUiest brick going ; but I wish I had a way of paying him out for leaving me alone lilce this, our first day in a strange town. I always tell our fellows I am twenty, and I think they believe it, because I am veiy dark, which makes a man look older ; but this is what I am going to confess, and which I hope you will keep secret — the truth is, I was only eighteen the other day. I begged Claude not to' betray me, and though I could not get him to promise, yet I think he will not, and that is the only thing that keeps me fiom having my revenge on him for his beastly selfishness in going ofi' to take his pleasure, and leaving me to take care of the bar- racks. You see he might tell all about me, if I was to bo very hard on him, and I don't think it worth while paying a fellow otf, unless I can come down on him well. We marched into this little country town in the south of Ireland yesterday. I don't go in for praising scenery, you know — it looks spoony; but I don't mind allowing the mountains are very fine, and I am told there is fishing both by lake and river, yachting, shooting, and, for ladies' men, croquet and dancing. I am not a lady's man, you understand. I believe I once had a weak- ness that way just after I joined ; but when I proposed, while helping my pai'tner and the ob- ject of my admiration to a Champagne-cup at a ball, she answered, with a laugh, " Thank you ; but I do find little boys just into jackets so troublesome, and as I have two little brothers of that age to mind, I don't feel equal to undertaking care of a third." You can imagine what I suffered then, for really the girl was as pretty as any girl could be, witli lots of fair hair, like spun glass. After that cruel answer, she went off to dance with a tall, dark fellow in the Blues she was flirting with ; and I heard she married him afterward. Can you wonder that since then I have hated the sex, and that a constant puzzle to me, whenever I let my thoughts revert to that painful subject, is how she found out my age ':" Foi' I had taken good care a few minutes before to tell her I was three- and-twenty. As I said, we came in here yesterday. On our way from tlie terminus to the barracks, I pointed out to Mayleigh a pair of the prettiest feet and ankles possible to see, walking a little way in front ; but we had not overhauled them when we were obliged to turn up a by-street, and so lost; sight of them. Now I know well it is after those feet Mayleigh went out to-day, saying he was just going to see the town, and take a stroll ; and JFeversham has gone out fishing, as I said ; and Ussher is somewhere mooning about with his wife, I suppose : the other two fellows said they were going up the lake, and perhaps they did, but they agreed to come back to lunch, and order- ed me to have some for them. Catch me, that's all ! I've had no walk to give me an appetite, so I'll let them wait till I get one. I must have some gooseberries. " I say. Potter," I cried to a soldier passing, "just run and get me a gallon of gooseberries from that old woman ; but don't tell whom they are for, as I don't wish to encourage her hanging about the barracks." So he went and bought me the gallon of goose- berries, and for a time I got on very well, having found a note-book of Mayleigh's, which I began illustrating with extracts from his histoiy, cal- culated to drive him rabid, when he should see all his little weaknesses figuring in highly-finish- ed etchings, and exhibited round the table. As I drew I sucked my fruit, and worked away till my fingers got stiff; even my liking for the dainty before me could not induce me to finish OUR DETACHMENT. 9 them. What should I do with them ? I would not give them to the others, for I was sure they did not deserve them. Stayl I have it!' I rushed oif to our mess-man, got a large flat dish, poured what remained on to that, and then pro- ceeded to Feversham's room, where I concocted, for his henefit, a very clevei-ly constructed bed of the apple-pie kind. My tutor had taught me how to make them, with this difference — he had never used a dish of gooseberries as the founda- tion of his structures. It would have been im- possible, when all was finished, to guess there was any thing unusual in the bed, and I danced a frantic pas seal of delight at the success of my stratagem. . It wasn't done much too soon, either; for I had hardly returned to my own room again, and resumed my post by the windows, when May- leigh, Flower, and Preston entered the squai'e, all together. They were very busy talking, and did not perceive me until I hit Mayleigh in the eye with a goosebeny-skin. "There is that confounded young monkey, Madcap, at his tncks again !" said Mayleigh, loud enough for me to hear. " I'll spoil his black lit- tle figure-head some day for him, if he doesn't mindj". . . "I hope you have not been very dull. Mad- cap?" called Flower up to me. "'I expect the barracks are not the better for being under your care so long. How many fights have you got up since we went out this morning ?" " Stow that chaff, Flower, will you ?"i I retort- ed, sulkily. You see, it is a shame' to be always bringing up a fellow's old ignorances against him, and this is what Flower was alluding to : ' One day, not long after I had first joined, I had been left alone as I was to-day, and roaming in a very idle frame of mind about the square, I came suddenly on two of the men quarreling. They were calling each other no end of bad names, and looked mischievous enough ; so I said, " Well, there's no good in you two fellows go- ing on like that ; hard words break no bones, and give no satisfaction either, I think ; you are so evenly matched at them. Try a round or two, and I'll be umpire." No sooner said than done ; and they were hard at work at it, the little fellow walking well into the bigger one, when who should turn in, right on to us before we saw him coming, but Flower. "What on earth is.all this ?" he cried. " Dar- rell, what's up ?" "Only these two fellows were abusing each other, and I told them to take a turn with their fists while I acted umpire." "You two stop this instant," Flower said, turning very sharp on the men; "and mind, if I hear any more of this, you will be punished. And now, for heaven's sake. Madcap, come away, and don't let me hear of your doing this kind of thing again. It can't be allowed, indeed, and you will get into awful hot water if you go on in that wav." "Well, I don't see," I answered, " that it is any worse their pommeling themselves a little, and getting all rancor beaten out of them, than to go on calling each other ill names, and keep- ing up a constant spite." This is what he was bringing up at me again; and I don't like it ; though still, you see, I, think I was right. Besides; as I told him then, my tutor always said every Englishman should know how to use his fists, and should use them too, if occasion required. Now, of course, you know, I understand it wouldn't suit the discipline of a regiment, but I don't think he need always be re- minding me of the one or two little mistakes I made on first joining. Indeed, I know he was as bad, for he was always called Baby, and I should like to know which is worst, that name or Madcap? It riles him uncommon to call him Baby, so I put my head out of the window again, and shouted out, so that the sentry and every one should hear, - "I say, Baby, did your nurse take good care of you out? You would have been better, I am sure, in with me, and it would be much more manly than going out in leading-strings." " You infernal young monkey, won't yon catch it if I get at you !" roared Flower, coming in hur- riedly, for some of the men about wei-e laughing. "I'll break every bone in your little slippery body, if once I lay hands on you!" As he spoke ha turned the key in the lock, so that I might not have the chance of escaping by the door. Then a frantic chase commenced, which was hard work to him, as I suspect he had always been too good a boy to go robbing orchards and climb- ing trees for nests, like other fellows. It was a prime lark forme, however, and a good excuse tor trying the springs of Mayleigh's arm-chair, which always occupied a comfortable position near the fire ; for I had gone down to the an- teroom when I saw Flower coming in a rage. Bound and round the room we went, without ever, on my part at least, touching the floor— from chairto table, from table back to chair, and so on, till I saw Flower was getting thoroughly pump- ed ; then, making him a profound bow, I called out, " Good-bye, Baby dear; this sort of thing is too much for. your constitution, so I think I had better cat it short. I hope it will have got over its fractiousness by dinner-time." So say- ing, I sprang on to the window-sill, and dropped into the court-yard below. It was not much of a drop, about seven or eight feet, but I knew my friend would not follow me. Fortunately I had snatched up my forage-cap as I left my room, so now the world was before me where to choose, and kissing, my hand to Flower, who leaned out of the window in a white heat, I dashed out of the barracks and down the steep, dirty hill that led into the town. It was not a bad place for an Irish country town, and I assure you I was quite astonished to see how respectable most of the inhabitants look- ed, my mother having mourned over me as one going, among cannibals when she heard we were under orders for Ireland. She even wanted me to exchange into the Guards ; but thsit I refused to do, for I should have lost the society of Claude, and with all his faults I like him ; besides, I think it is good for him to have somebody always near to look after him. I think him a little in- clined to bo susceptible, you know, and am con- vinced my friendly ridicule saved him from mak- ing a regular mess of himself once or twice be- fore now. Besides, I told the mum I wanted to see a little active service, and, if any thing hap- pened to me there I should be nearer home than if I was to go to any other savage country ; so, after a good deal of lussing and crying over ftie, 10 OUK DETACHMENT. she consented to my Roing, after making ma swear solemnly I would neither get shot nor be- come so contaminated by bad examples as to shoot any one myself; and also that under no circumstances whatever would I leave off the flannels, of which she had provided me with a stock, or turn Roman Catholic. As I said, I was astonished to see the respectable - look of the inhabitants, and that there were actually two churches, nice - looking ones too, besides schism shops of various denominations, and plenty of the regular religion of the country also. Why do some of those fellows wear petticoats ? It is not a compliment to the old women they resemble, for however well it may suit the old women, it is very unbecoming to them. There were shops too — grocers and butchers and bakers ; fruit shops, where, only that I had already. had so many gooseberries that morning, I should have been tempted to spend some mon- ey on strawberries, which were really very fine. There were also millinery and tailoring establish- ments, and at length, just after crossing a second bridge, and remarking that the water in the riv- er was very low, I came on the queerest little hole, and the wonderful variety of articles dis- played in the window tempted me to enter. Such an odd fish as I found in possession ! He capered round his counter, bowing and scraping the whole time as he did so ; then he brought for- ward a chair, placed it before me, and requested me to sit down. This I did, while he, returning to his seat behind the counter, offered me some chocolate-cream bonbons, which I was pleased to accept. You see, that is another thing I don't like talked about, but I don't mind telling you : I am awfully fond of sweets, though before people I generally pretend I can't bear them^that they spoil one's palate for distinguishing the flavor of wines, olives, and such-like things. I hate olives like poison, you know, but I alvvaj'S cat them when they appear at table ; its looks epicurean, and like a hon-vivant, who has had his tastes ed- ucated at Paris. Mercifully, here in the country they never have them, so I am spared that. By-the-way, this queer little wretch I had hunted up was called by the most magnificent name, out of those old histories,you know. John Hampden was up over his shop-door, and he as- sured me every one called him so. Then you must imagine a person five feet nothing in height, yellow-skinned and dried up, with a whining voice, and queer, skipping, hopping, bustling move- ments ; a man, I should say, who devoted more of his energies to the collection of gossip than to the business of his trade. He told me he kept a pass-book with the bar- racks, and I might get any thing I liked. Of course it would all be entered in the book at whatever price he chose to put on the articles af- terward ; but we would not be pressed for pay- ment till the regiment was leaving. ■ "That is a very convenient way of dealing with gentlemen like the officers," he went on ; "for, you see, often, young fellows come here not very flush of money, and if they could not get credit they would buy nothing. You are Cap- tain Ussher's young gentleman, aren't you, sir 1 Would you ask your papa to favor me with his custom, whenever he wants any thing in my line?" . "I am no connection of Captain Ussher's," I answered stiflSy, rising and leaving the chocolate creams behind me, so great was my indignation. "I am one of the officers, and if yon are not more respectful in your manner of speaking to me in future, I shall be obliged to give up com- ing here; it lowers the dignity of the sen'ice when its officers are treated with familiarity." "Oh, surely, sir, you are right," replied the little. man, with a face expressive of the deepest concern. My determined conduct had evidently cowed him. "You see, sir, the last regiment was here, sir, they were such nice, friendly gen- tlemen, and took eveiy thing in good part. I used to have great fun with them, and was al- ways up at the barracks ; but, you know, I was the only man in Belmiirphy they were so friend- ly with. Every one's good to John Hampden, however, particularly the ladies ; they would not get their things at any other shop in town. Ah ! here come the Miss Dashaways. Good-moniing, ladies ;" and then he began the same bowing per- formance over again to which he had treated me. The girls were pretty, certainly, but bad style ; one of them tall, with dark hair and a very good complexion ; the other dark also, but short, with fine eyes and pretty dark hair; both of them decidedly good-looking, but not the style I care about. They looked at me for a minute very hard, then turned away and began business with the English patriot, while I rose and went out, de- termined to see more of the town, and mentally registering a vow that I would twist young Us- sher's neck for him some day, if his father kept him down here ; and how such a mistake could have been made when I was in undress I could not conceive. "At any rate," I concluded, "as these fellows can not recognize an officer in Her Majesty's service when they see him, I will take preciously good care never to go out in ' mufti ' while I am here, except in the evening." Having taken this resolution, I wandered on, climbed a high green hill on the outskirts of the town, that commanded a most delicious view of the country around, and finally returned to bar- racks, meeting, on my way back, several pairs of very pretty girls (I've said before that I don't care for the ladies ; but it sounds well to comment on beauty, even if you don't know one face from the other) ; and I arrived just ih time to get ready for mess, where I discovered that Feversham had not yet returned, and that Elower had recovered his wonted good humor. CHAPTER II. A EENCONTKE. Of course they were all down on me the min- ute I came in, wanting to know what I had seen and done. I had not much to tell them, as you know; they, had found out my friend John Hampden before me, but not the feet. No ; to my great gratification, Mayleigh was obliged to own he Iiad failed in all his endeavors to unearth the possessor of that captivating pair of under- standings. And Feversham did not come home till late — not that it mattered much, for I knew I must make up my mind to wait some time before I OrE DETACHMENT. 11 could see my ruse crowned with success. There- fore I was not impatient, when Claude returned in the highest possible spirits^ and evidently greatly amused with his day's sport, though. all that he had caught, as far as we could see, was one wretch- ed trout, about two inches long. We used to mess at half-past six, and it was long after that when Feversham returned. We were able to question him about his day's adven- tures, as we sat over our wine afterward. Then his well-pleased air attracted attention, and May- leigh asl;ed, in his usual inquisitive manner, " What's up, Captain ? You look as pleased as if you had discovered a gold mine." "So I have," answered Feversham, with his quiet smile, as he passed the decanter before him. "At least, if it is not a gold mine, it is a mine of amusement well worth its weight in gold, iu this dull place." " Tell us all about it," we cried in chorus. "You would not keep such a treasure-trove to yourself." "You will find it out, my good fellows, in time, even if I tried to keep it ever ao dark. It is not a light that will allow itself to be kept un- der a bushel, I can assure you. " He paused for a momeut, and looked round on our attentive faces, with an amused glitter in his dark eyes ; then he went on: "You know when I went to Lough Glenty this morning, I had no permission to fish there, which I suppose I ought to have had ; however, they told me here in town it he- longed to General Bamhridge; and that he was not very particular about preserving it. The day was too bright for doing much, but I got out my tackle, set it to rights, and then amused myself admiring the scenery, which is really magnificent. The lake is long and narrow, lying in the centre of a valley, shut in between such steep mountains that a great part of their height is sheer precipice, while the lower slopes, though steep enough too, are clothed with woods that just now are bright with the young summer green, and scented with thousands of flowers. Mountain torrents dash over the frowning cliffs that overhang the woods, looking like silver streamers, waving in dazzling white against the cold gray liinestone, and losing themselves in the woods at the base, through which they glide with a low drowsy murmur into the lake. Oh ! if I was a painter, I could find sub- jects enough even in that narrow valley to gain me a name ; and as I am, having none of the, art- ist faculty, I made more use of my eyes, watching the mountain-tops, than looking for the likeliest hole for fish, or gazing in hopes of a bite as I made a cast. So absorbed, I heard no one ap- proach me — indeed it almost seemed to me as if there was no living thing within miles but the lark singing gayly fur up in the blue heavens. Suddenly a soft voice, with a veiy merry ring in it, exclaimed close to my ear, " 'Now I wonder who gave you leave to fish here, sir ? Have you permission ?' " I turned round with a start, for I felt i-ath- er guilty when so questioned ; besides I was real- ly taken by surprise. Standing before rae was a tall, elegant-looking girl. Her bearing and car- riage were most graceful, and I can tell you her face was to match. Not perhaps strictly beauti- ful, but sparkling — ^yes, that is the terra to apply to it; with large, liquid, dark-blue eyes, pale, clear complexion, and wide, smiling mouth, dis- playing a most perfect set of teeth. She was dressed in simple, serviceable attire, well suited to the country and to the pursuit in which she seemed to be engaged ; yet with an indescribable air of taste and fashion in every fold of her neat get-up. In one hand she carried a light driving- whip, and standing a little way off on the high- road was the vehicle she had been charioteering when attracted by my poaching appearance. " ' Come,' she continued, flourishing her whip, ' you must get out of this at once. Do you hear ? My father does not allow poaching in these wa- ters. And soiTy as I am to disturb you from quarters that seem to suit you so exactly, I yet must beg you will retreat, without compelling me to take any more energetic steps in the matter.' "She drew the lash of the whip through her hand while speaking, in a manner that seemed to intimate she could use it, if necessity occur- red, and a kind of suppressed merriment glitter- ed in her eyes as she made this threatening ges- ture." "Well, that is a queer adventure!" burst in Flower, his mouth wide open in intense astonish- ment, and his whole expression what the French call Aahi. "Are all the young ladies in the country like this specimen, I wonder ? If they are, a fellow will have to be cautious how often he dances with them, and be veiy sure of his ground before he ventures to ask for a flower." "Which will cut at the root of your httle amusements. Baby," went on Claude. "Yes, I advise you to be careful, especially with Miss Bambridge, for, by Jove! she is dangerous in more ways than that one. However, I rose to go as I was told, and was in the act of winding up my line, when the young lady, who remained standing by, as though detennined to see the last of me off the ground, again broke silence. " ' You are one of the, ofiicers just come with " the army " to Belmurphy, are you not ? You are,' she went on, guessing my answer almost before it was spoken. ' 'Very well, as you have behaved properly, and done as you were told without any demur, I will reward yon in a way I am sure you'll like. Come home to lunch with us. I will introduce you to my father, who I am sure will be most happy to give you the permis- sion I denied you, and you shall see my mother, and Clarissa too. Take care of yourself, however — Clary's dangerous.' "An invitation such as this, and given in so curious, and off-hand a manner, I could do no less than accept. A minute or two more, there- fore, saw us beside the vehicle, which turned put to be a mail-phaeton, drawn by two fine-looking horses, that I soon saw required plenty of driv- ing, which indeed they got at the hands of my new acquaintance. "I. found them a pleasant family: General Bambridge, very fond of field-sports ; indeed I may say the same of Mrs. Bambridge, who is a mighty fisher, and, I fancy, generally has the best- filled. basket at the end of a day's sport. The dangerous Clarissa was a very pretty girl, with the same odd, brusque, frank manner that dis- tinguished her sister. ■ Her prettiness, as regards mere , feature and beauty of coloring, .was the greatest, but she did not take me quite as much as my first friend. Altogether they are an orig- inal family, very far removed from what one sees generally, and all the'more interesting on that ac- 12 OtIE DETACHMENT. count. We were very jolly, and bad the merri- est conversation, the most sparkling music, and the heartiest laughing I have enjoyed for some time. They hope to make acquaintance with all of you ere long, and I am sure you will be as charmed with them as I was." Mayleigh laughed. "Hard hit. Captain, eh? I didn't think you were the sort to go down so easily, though Mad- cap will maintain that you are susceptible;' I shall begin to believe it now, however." Claude laughed, and shook his head gayly, with an assumption of indifference that almost imposed on me. " "By Jove!" he went on, "you should have seen that girl's look and manner when she order- ed me off!" "I would rather you had met her than I," I broke in. "I shoidd like to see any woman threaten to turn me off, nolens volens. I would let her know Vivian Darrell is not to be insulted with impunity. Claude, I had thought better of you than to imagine you would allow Her Majes- ty's uniform to be treated with contempt in your person, and all because the offender had dark blue eyes, a merry smile, a fine figure, and per- haps a heavy hand, forsooth. The last was what mastered you, I know. • You did not care to have that stinging lash laid across your shoulders." Claude cast a contemptuous glance at me, while I thought to myself, "Yes, it is all very fine, now you have the laugh on your side, but wait till to-night, and you will wish you had not annoyed me — that you had allowed the couchant lion to slumber in peace, in fact." There was a, pause, which Claude broke by saying, " How are the horses after their journey, Mad- cap ? Have you been down to see them lately ?" " I went to look at my own," I replied ; " but I did not know whether you would care for me to inspect yours." " I dare say you are right, and it was better to leave them alone," answered Feversham, with a smile. He was thinking of that time at home when I let out a young four-year-old of his ; it took every man in the place six hours hard labor to catch the beggar again, but I assure you his escape was an accident. I would not have done so mischievous a thing on pui-pose on any account. I can not sit up late, Claude says,' because I am not done growing ; though why that should make me so sleepy I can not understand. This night, even, when I would willingly have staid up, sleep ovei'poweved me, and I was obliged to turn in long before the captain thought about such a thing. Never mind, I reflected, I shall hear all about it in the morning, and I dare say I shall come in for squalls, as I am quite sure it 'H'ill be put down to me. Every thing is laid at my door — I am sure I don't know why. Having settled matters thus in my mind, I was certainly considerably astonished at finding my- self taken by the back of the neck, and coolly lifted on to the floor in the middle of the night, while the perpetrator of this outrage proceeded to take possession of my comfortable nest. I was so bewildered by sleep and surprise that I could only gasp out, "I say, what is this for, my good fellow? and who are you, I should like to know ? You will just walk ofl' faster than you came, if you please, " I went on, proceeding to try to roll out the in- truder. , "I say, stop that!" shouted Claude Feversh- am's voice. "You know well why I am here, and all about it. Did you think you were going to make my cot a mess with your honid goose- berries, and not catch something for it? I sat down on the bed before I knew they were therej so every thing is in an awful state, and I am go- ing to sleep here for the night; you can take your own handiwork to sleep in. Good-night. 1 hope you will be wiser next time." In vain I pulled at hini, trying now and then to soften his hard heart by piteous entreaties that he would make a shake-down for himself on the sofa, and leave me my own quarters ; he was not to be moved, and pretended to sleep soundly, though I know quite ■well he ■«'as shaking with laughter whenever my pleading was particularly earnest. ■ At last there was nothing for it but that I should take the sofa myself, which I did, mentally registering a vow that my next trick on Feversham should be one which he could not tui'u against me quite so easily. I dare say I looked a little foolish — I am sure I felt rather awkward, when next moraing the captain told at breakfast eveiy thing that had happened — all about my beautiful plot, how nice- ly it had been planned and executed, and finally its ignominious failure. How they all laughed. Flower in especial! I hope they may not get hold of the beginning of the story, all my difli- culties about obtaining the fruit, etc. That afteraoon, as I went out for a walk, I met, coming up the hill to the barracks on horse- back, Miss Bambridge and her father. The gen- tleman, no doubt, was going to call on us, but what the lady was up to I could not quite make out, unless, being exceptional in evei-y thing, she had decided to inaugurate a fashion of ladies calling on the officers. Well, I will not be hard on her, for as I passed I heard her say, "What a nice little boy, papa — so gentleman- ly and good-looking ! I wonder who he is ! " "Thanks for your good opinion!" I mentally exclaimed ; " but you shall not think me a lit- tle boy very long. And she really is very hand- some, this Miss Bambridge. I don't wonder at Claude's admiring her. It is such a gay, sweet face, not at all regularly beautiful, but twice as charming for that." A most unconventional young lady surely, I thought, as, passing the barracks shortly after, I perceived her riding up and down the street, wait- ing for her father to come out ; she did not seem in the least embarrassed as passers-by gazed cu- riously on her and her horse ; indeed I thought I could perceive a saucy, half-triumphant expres- sion in the smile which curved her lips as she looked nonchalantly around. However, I was amusing myself trying to find out the humors of the place, so I did not waste my time looking at her then, but passed on, mentally determined that before long we should be better acquainted. I had not long to wait either ; an hour or two later, as I was returning from a stroll along the country roads, whom should I see riding toward me but Miss Bambridge, and this time alone, her escort having, as I afterward learned, stopped in town for a game of billiards. She was riding very slowly, and as I approach- ed she pulled up, leaned toward me, and said, OXJE DETACHMENT. 13 "Look here, boy ! Come round and tighten this strap for me ; the saddle feels loose, some- how. See if you can girth it better." I came round accordingly, and found that, as she said, the saddle was very loosely girthed, ftnd I did not think it well put on either. I there- fore offered to settle it as it should.be, if she would dismount and allow me to arrange every thing properly. No sooner said than done. Before I could get round to assist her, she had sprung lightly to the ground, and waited, holding the horse by the head while I set matters right. It was not an easy job for me either, as I dare say she saw, for nothing is more tiresome to any one unaccustom- ed to the work than girthing a side-saddle prop- erly. I knew how it ought to be done, however — thanks to the long visits Kate Merriton used to pay us at home, she being a first-rate horsewom- an, and very particular about her equipments, on which subject she had given me many a lecture. It was settled at last, and then came what to many men would have been the most anxious moment of all — namely, the mounting. I had graduated in that too, however — thanks to the same instructress ; so when she drew back a lit- tle from ray proffered assistance, fearing she was too heavy, and that it would be better to lead the horse up to a wall, from which she could seat herself on its back, I said, "Have no fear. I assure you I can mount you quite easily." Without any more demur, she placed a very neat foot in my hand, and, light as a bird, sprang to her seat., "Are you fond of goodies, my little man?" she asked, as she settled herself and gathered up the reins. "I am sure you must be, so take that and get yourself something nice at the shop on the bridge. Many thanks for the trouble you have taken." Before I could utter a word, she tossed me a shilling, and was off and away at a long, sling- ing trot. As for me, I stood for a minute or two dum- founded, wondering what on earth I should do with her money, or whether I should leave it there for the next passer-by to pick up; Sud- denly, however, an idea struck me, and acting on it, I took the shilling, tied it carefully in a cor- ner of my handkerchief, and continued my walk home. They say all men about my age ai-e impres- sionable, but that they get over impressions easi- ly. I do not know how that may be with oth- ers, but of this I am sure — it was not so with me. I was. too light-hearted, too mischievous, had, as my comrades said, too much of the mon- key in me, to be susceptible ; and though at an age when most young fellows h.ave had some fleeting experiences of the tender passion, I had never as yet cared to look round after the pret- tiest face or the neatest figure. that had ever crossed my path in England's gayest assemblies. Therefore, when, with a half-mischievous, half- tender idea in my head, I stooped to pick up Miss Bambridge's coin, it never occurred to me I was taking the first step along that road which every man follows at least once in his life. It would have made no difference, very likely, had I known ; but thus in blissful ignorance of whith- er I was tending — from the prospect of such a route I should have shrunk in alarm had I but understood, as one more experienced might — I stepped briskly back to town, murmuring merry snatches of song as I went, and drawing in the balmy summer air, with a. keener enjoyment of its perfumed sweetness than when I left barracks that afternoon. I do not remember seeing any of ouv fellows when I came in ; indeed I believe I went to my room, and occupied myself piercing a hole in the coin tossed to me by Miss Bam- bridge so short a time before. It did not take long to do, so that, by the time we assembled at mess, the precious piece of silver was suspended round my neck, and hanging near my heart, where I intended it should remain — at least un- til I knew the donor better, and got an oppor- tunity of showing her to what use her present had been turned. "What has happened to Madcap since he went out ?" exclaimed Mayleigh, suddenly. "I have never known him silent for so long. togeth- er, or seen him look so grave since he joined. What mischief are you concocting now, pretty one?" If there is one thing I hate more than another, it is Mayleigh's odious, inquisitive way of asking people questions whenever he sees they have any thing oh their minds. I was not in a mood to bear it now, so I answered, " Stow that, Mayleigh, will you ? You are al- ways poking that sharp nose of yours into other people's business, and neglecting your own." It was not a civil answer certainly, and I fan- cy if any other subaltern had so spoken to his senior officer, he would have caught fits for it ; but, by common consent, they seemed to have agreed that I should be treated as a spoiled child, and so I gave them plenty of it. It will not do much longer, however — it is high time I should be treated as a man, and I shall insist on being so. "We had visitors to-day," began Feversham, after a curious look at me, that seemed to say the child is more out of temper now than usual. "General Bambridge — Miss Bambridge waited outside. Did you see her, Mayleigh ?" "Bather," answered the lieutenant, dryly. "A proper flirt, I should say, to judge by the way she glanced about her, and the empress^ re- ception she accorded you. Captain, when you went down with her father on leaving." "Miss Bambridge is a lady, I am sure," I in- terrupted ; " and I think you should refrain from saying any thing disparaging about her, May- leigh, till you have some certain charge to bring against her." "Whew!" whistled Mayleigh, in long-drawn intonation. "Is the wind in that quarter, eh? I did not know you were acquainted with the lady, or I would have spared her char.«ioter, out of consideration for your feelings. By, Jove! this is a queer thing! Madcap Darrell in love, and with a girl he has never even seen, as I be- lieve." "Have I not, then?" I .asked, with my most impudent air. "I saw her to-day as she rode up, and I don't mind betting a pony I will cut all you fellows out in her favor, bar one, Claude here, who I think has made strong running with her already." " By Jove ! there is a plucky youngster," said 14 OUE DETACHMENT. Flower. "However, I back Mayleigli to win, for I don't think young ladies are generally par- tial to boys only just out of the nursery." " We shall see," I replied, quietly. " I don't want you to lose your money, Flower, but I fear you won't win mine. What do you say, Cap- tain?" "That you are more conceited. Madcap, than I gave you credit for. You count too much on the success you have always had among your ftiother's friends. But this is quite dillerent, and you may not find youreelf so much the spoiled darling of the boudoirs here as there." "That is hard of you, Claude," I answered. " I see you have not forgiven me the gooseberries yet. But perhaps you may find me a rival some day, though I know at present you can carry all before you. 'That dear Captain Feversham,' I heard Miss Moneybagg say the other day. ' What beautiful eyes he has ! Is it not a pity he's so taken up with fiirting Miss Wildman. She will never have him. And it is very sad such a de- lightful man should break his heart about a girl like her.' By-the-bye, I have been intending ever since to ask if Miss Wildman did refuse you ? Is it true, old fellow ?" Claude laughed his sly, quizzical smile, and answered slowly, " It is unfeeling of you, DaiTell, to bring up such a subject ! A broken-hearted man can not bear his grief to be lightly spoken of." "You look broken-hearted! I begin to think it was you who were the flirt, and poor Miss Wildman did not desei-ve all the blame she got. For shame, Claude ! A male flirt is the most despicable of his kind, as I have often heard my aunt. Lady Tabitha, say." "My dear fellow, don't distresj^yourself ; it was a case of diamond cut /^j:^md. Besides, we poor fellows are Aften j«rrcecrt?flirt in self- defense. Never fear MtbeSraing-teSies are well able to take care pf/niemsw'es ; and I don't think any broken heai'ts among the other sex can — at least nowadays — be laid to our charge. " " I don't know that," I answered, more, I must confess, for the sake of contradiction than because I believed a word I was saying ; "it seems to me, as far as I have yet studied the female character — and you know, not going in for ladies' society myself, I occupy the position of looker-on, and therefore see most of the game — it seems to me that women are not as susceptible as we are — do not give away their heai'ts at once and on the spot, charmed by some outward attraction ; but when attention and devotion become marked, they gradually, with many doubts and fears, are drawn into the net from which few afterward es- cape. From the very, gradual growth of their feelings arises, I think, the main cause of their constancy. Love, slowly ripened and brought to perfection, stands bravely against the storms and hardships of life, while that which is sudden and fierce, as that of most men is, fades away quick- ly, and wears out and changes while yet young." "Well done, youngster!" cried Mayleigh, his wicked eyes sparkling with a satirical meaning that made his ugly face still uglier. "What a devoted squire of dames you will be! You see, my ideas on the subject are not so exalted. I agree with Feversham — the pretty creatures are as well able to take care of themselves as we are —yes, and a precious sight better too. As for this Miss Bambridge, take my word for it. Cap- tain, she is dangerous ; let me advise you to keep cool and wary when near her, or you will be brought to book before long." " Thanks, Mayleigh ; I think I can take care of myself. . I forgot to tell you, they asked us all to go over there to-mon-ow, for a little croquet. I said we would go. And now let ns take a stroll before it gets dark : this soft twilight is so invit- ing." CHAPTER in. THE CROQUET PAKTT. A LOVELY day was the next ; not that glaring, overbearing sun that parches up eveiy thing and makes all exertion impossible, but a soft, gray day, with glimpses of the sunlight lying on the mountain-tops here and there, and a breeze just enough to lift the hair ofl' heated foreheads, and fan the heightened color in fair cheeks refresh, ingly. We went to General Bnmbridge's place — End- ley, of course — and found no one but ourselves had been asked. "A little quiet croquet, just to make acquaint- ance and learn to know each other," explained Miss Bambridge. "A large party is so stiff, and we should never have become more intimate if you had been lost among a crowd." Just then her eye fell upon me. She blushed a little, with a charming expression of the faintest possible shade of embaiTassment, mingled with a great deal of amusement, as she held out her hand, saying, " What ! are you here? I did not know you belonged to the baiTacks." Then, in a low tone, she continued, "Forgive me my rudeness last night ; I did not mean any impertinence, be- ing quite in the dark as to who you were." Feversham and the, others would have given their eyes to know Vvhat was the meaning of this aside, but I merely smiled at them with my most important air, and stepped back as Miss Bam- bridge turned to speak to the otiiers. "Well, little boy, who are you?" asked Miss Clarissa, stopping in front of me, and giving me, for the first time, an opportunity of inspecting her. "You look lost, all alone," she went on, good-naturedly; "come over to the window and tell me all about yourself. ■ You are one of Cap- tain Ussher's children, an't you ?" "You are mistaken, Miss Bambridge," I re- plied; "I am an ofiicer in this regiment. My name is Darrell, and I am a cousin of Feversh- am's. That is about all I know of myself. : You, I presume, are Miss Bambridge — Clarissa — whom your sister stigmatized as dangerous to Captain Feversham." " Did slie?" laughed the giri, merrily. " Well, and which do you consider the most' dangerous of the two ? I fancy Gwendoline's fascinations are the most potent, to judge by your captain's face at this moment. Do you think I could cut her out if I made strong running ?" She asked this question so gayly, with so much carelessness and meriy indifference to whatever the answer might be, that, though not a little as- tonished at such a conversation on first acquaint- ance, I entered into the spirit of it at once, and replied, "If I were to judge his heart from my own, I should say all other visions would be chased OTJE DETACHMENT. 15 from his mind by the one now present before me ; bat as I fear, if he were attainable, I should be cast aside, I pray sincerely he may find your sis- ter's attractions the most fatal of the two." "Well done, Mr. Darrell," she laughed, toss- ing her head gayly. "Look now at that ugly little man talking to my mother. Who is he ? Mayleigh, did you say ? Isn't he like a ferret ? I would not care to be a rabbit near him ; and see, he does not half like our chatting together here ; he is your senior, I suppose, and thinks he ought to be taken more notice of. Then the oth- er young man, who is looking as if he wished papa in Jericho, in order that he might come and join us. Who is he?" " Oil ! that is Flower ; he is just above me, and a good fellow enough, but soft. If it was not for me, he would be terribly put upon." She smiled, and looked, at me all over as she answered, "Well, you do look sharp enough. See, we are going now out to the garden. You like fruit, don't you ? I do; so come along." I followed her as desired, and in a fewminutes we were scattered all over the garden, deep in strawberries, and hiding behind gooseberry-trees, gradually separating from each other, till at last I found Miss Bambridge beside me, and Clarissa nowhere to be seen. " Oh ! Mr. Darrell," she said, " how ashamed I am of offering you money yesterday ; you must have been rather aniused. But I hope you got the goodies, as I told you ?" "I am ashamed to say I did not," I replied ; "but would you like to see what I have done with the money ? Mind, I would show it to noue but you." "Yes, do let me see," she cried, eagerly. "I was so taken aback when I saw you to-day, but as you are not offended, it does not matter." "Here it is," I went on, slowing drawing the precious , coin from its hiding-place. "I shall wear it against my heart by night and day, while life lasts ; and if ever I part with it, I shall no longer be the Vivian Darrell who stood by the roadside looking after you, as you rode away through the soft summer evening." " You foolish boy," she laughed, seeing by ray manner that, solemn as were the words, the af- fair was a mere jest, "I hope it may prove a Ltlisman to you,. and keep you out of danger; turn away bullets from that susceptible heart in battle, and otherwise reward you for your con- stancy. But, child, you arc too young to be romantic : do let me lecture you a little, and do not be angry with what I say. I do not like to see so young a boy talking sentiment — it is out of place, and makes him look ridiculous. I like you, and think it is a pity you should spoil yourself in that way, so take my advice and drop it." I sullted, or at least would have done so had I thought such a performance manly, and an- swered, "I am not so young as you think; ask any of our fellows, and they will tell you I am 'twenty ; so I do think I may be as romantic as I have a mind to be. Besides, you know, tempta- tions may. be too strong," and I pnt as much meaning into my glance at her and Miss Claris- sa, who just then appeared near us, as I could. She laughed, and shook her head. "Is it possi- ble you are twenty ? Then I. forgive you ; I took you to be between fourteen and fifteen. I am sorry too, foi; I can hardly talk in so, motherly a strain to one as old as myself." " Oh, but pray do ! " I begged, eagerly. ' ' That need make no difference, and I like being lectured by you ; it makes me feel so good — just as if I was a eat, and you stroked my fur the right way." "Poor pussy!" she said, making a motion with her hand as though she was caressing the animal in question; "does it like it? Then it shall have it sometimes, when it is good. And now let us join the others." We did join the others, as Miss Bambridge suggested, and again she paired off with the cap- tain, leaving me to the tender mercies of Miss Clarissa. What fun we had that bright sum- mer-day as we walked together to the croquet- gi'ound, and afterward sat about in groups on the short soft turf, chaSBng, talking nonsense, pelting each other with balls of daisies, and, in fact, do- ing eveiy thing in the world but the thing to do which we had been invited to Endley. No one so much as looked toward the croquet tools, while Miss Clarissa sat enthroned on an old moss-grown stump, like a queen surround- ed by her court; at a. little distance apart, Fev- ershamand her sister appeared to lose all con- sciousness of our presence, in the charms of a very earnest flirtation. • What a girl Clarissa Bambridge was ! I think I can see her now, and can hear her droll and sometimes very startling sallies, her merry peals of laughter, provoking a response even from in- nocent Flower, who, as a rule, was more addicted to sentiment than merament. How she cut np the oddities of the county notables and imitated their peculiarities ! — ^not ill- naturedly, be it understood, but more, as it seem- ed, because her sense of the ludicrous was so strong she could not help noticing and remem- bering traits that would escape others less gifted with the dangerous power of satire. And how pretty she was ! The color excitement and high spirits brought to her cheek was like the inside petals of a blush-rose, her long blue eyes were positively dazzling under their dark, curled lash- es, her full red lips took the most charming forms as she uttered her daring sallies, while her slight girlish figure, in its simple white dress, was with every, change of her attitude more perfect than before. In spite of all this, however, and though my eye recognized the beauty of the picture- as a boy's eye beauty can recognize while his heart is untouched, ray attention wandered incessantly to the pair seated under a wide-spreading beech; their faces were more serious than onrs, though now and then a smile would light up the girl's gravity, till her sweet face seemed so ablaze with merriment I felt inclined to think the former so- berness must have been assumed in deference to her companion, over whose quiet countenance no trace of amusement passed. . I was not astonished at this, as I knew Feversham's turn of mind was almost always serious, when he could find any one to indulge him in that line. I could see plainly he fancied he bad now found a kindred spirit, and was going into the affair over head and ears, as is the fashion of such grave, quiet natures.' ■ It annoyed me a little, I must say, when I saw the case promised seriously. BJi-st of all, I knew his mother would be perfectly distracted at the IG OUR DETACHMENT. mere thought of such a thing ; and really I was aware myself it was not desirable he should mar- ry an Irish girl, no matter how good or beautiful she might be , for what would all his friends in England say to such a thing? — and I, being his cousin, could not but feel with all his other rela^ lives, and decide it would not do. While I thought thus and watched them, they both rose and came toward us. "How merry yon are here!" cried Gwendo- line. I was already calling her so in ray mind. "I am perfectly bewildered philosophizing with Captain Feversham ; finally he has propounded a question I can not solve without help, so I have brought it over here, in the hope that some of you will assist me. The case is this: suppose you had a friend in trouble of any kind ; that you were acquainted with tlie wrong — if wrong there were— and were questioned about ii ; suppose that, in fact, it became necessary in any way — no matter how — that for the good of a friend you should deny the truth, would you do so ? Cap- tain Eeversham says not ; I said I would, if there was no other way. I dare say I might repent and be veiy sorry afterward, more particularly if the falsehood did not serve the end I desired ; but still, if I saw a friend in dire distress, or with evil, though unknown to himself, impending over him, and knew that a bold and barefaced lie — there is no other name for it," she apologized— "from me would save him, I think I should tell it." "So would not I," broke in Miss Clarissa, gayly. " My friend ought to be able to face and fight his diflSculties Iiimself ; and if the thing was discovered, what a nasty mess it would get one into, and what a lot of mischief it would do one in the eyes of the world ! No ; truth pays best, and though I might be sorry for the unlucky in- dividual,! could not help him at that price." Feversham smiled. " My reasons for refusing the lie are quite dif- ferent from yours, Miss Clarissa. It is because truth ennobles and purifies a man, falsehood de- bases and degrades him, that I would avoid it. I would refuse to speak what I knew that might injure my friend ; I would serve him in any oth- er way, even to the death, but I could not tell a falsehood for him : it would leave a stain on my conscience, that, even though unknown to all the world, would be a constant reproach to me before other men. Besides, a falsehood can not stand alone ; it draws others around it, till their name becomes legion. If you did it once, you must either acknowledge your sin afterward, or go on adding to it day hy day, till all that once was up- right in your character had become obscured by the foul sin." He looked very noble standing there, with his head up, and his eyes fixed on the distant hills, as he preached his stem moral code ; and I could see by a side-glance that Gwendoline Bnmbridge turned her head, and seemed ashamed of the sen- timents she had avowed, while an unconvinced expression still lingered round her mouth. It was as though she said mentally, "I am sorry I let them know my opinion ; but if the case arose, I should do it all the same." Flower and Mayleigh listened silently to the discussion, but evinced no desire to speak; so, after waiting a minute, I broke in : "You take a very high tone, Claude, and no doubt you are right — for one, at least, who can put a restraint on his feelings strong enough to see trouble come on a beloved head, which he might have averted by the sacrifice of his mor- al purity in some slight way. To me the end would justify the means, and not only that, but if driven by circumstances to such a resource, I would stand by il^ — that is to say, if by so acting I could- achieve the welfare of one dear to me." "Pshaw! You don't know what you are talking of. Madcap," answered Feversham, rath- er angrily. "I should be sony to think those were really your ideas on the subject. In a man a keen sense of honor is all-important, and once admit that what is untrue can be right in one place, there is no reason why it should not be correct in all." "No," broke in Miss Bambridge, "I think you wrong both him and me, Captain Feversh- am. One could not do it for one's self; that would be cowardice, and therefore even more de- grading than the breach of truth by itself would be. But for the sake of one who had been true to you, and whom you had loved and believed in, it would be possible. However, it is no good talking over a hypothetical case; only I agree with Mr. Darrell, and could even see a certain nobility in such conduct in a good cause. Let us have some music ; Clary and all of you join in the chorus." Soon we were gay again, but I could see Fev- ersham was startled and uneasy, keeping more apart from us than before, and indulging no long- er in tStes-U-tete with Miss Bambridge. I was very glad of this, for she took me up, and we chatted away as merrily as though we had known each other for j-ears.' There was a great deal of similarity between her and her sister, not only in manner, but in style of thought and bias of mind, only I could see that where Clarissa was satirical and inclined to be severe, Gwendoline was pitiful, passing over failings in silence, or making allow- ance for them. She had the most heart. Miss Clarissa the most cleverness. It was veiy pleasant wandering by the lake alone with her, while the others followed lazily, their bui-sts of laughter pealing down to us on the evening breeze, and her low voice talking with the unrestrained confidence of friendship on every topic we lighted upon. It may seem strange to you that I, Madcap Darrell, should have cared for this kind of thing ; to tell the truth, even while I listened to her voice, and followed her ideas with wrapt attention, I wondered now and then, with a curious feehng of anxiety, why I did not find it slow. If Kate Merriton were to see me now, how she would laugh, I thought ; but Kate is a goose, not worth a sensible man's attention, and I really do feel like a man to-night. So I listened and talked in my turn, sometimes nonsense, sometimes sense. At length she asked me, "Is Lord Feversham generally liked? His ideas are noble, but a little severe at times. Do his brother ofiicers care for him ?" " There is not a better fellow going than Fev- ersham,"! answered; "ho is the jolliest, kind- est-hearted, most forgiving man in the world. We all delight in him, for he is up to every thing; riding, driving, shooting — winning the men's hearts that way, for no one thinks of be- ing jealous of him, he is so unassuming; as to OUR DETACHMENT. 17 the ladies, they all adore hira: his dancing is perfection, I ,am told, and besides, I do . not think he objects to a quiet flirtation. You took him on his steniest side to-day, but don't think the worse of him for that. He is a true friend, and, in spite of his talk, I think it would go hard- ly with hira to keep up to his standard in such a case as you described. " "You don't seem a bad friend yourself," she smiled, looking at me approvingly. "He is your cousin," she went on. "Are' you fond of him ?" , "Rather,"! answered. "I would not go into any other regiment than this, because I wished to be with him. He has such a jolly place near ours ; you should see it ; such trees, such a river for trout, and no end of deer and things of that kind, such as ladles like. I don't like it as well as Longhui-st — that is our place — bjit it is the next best in the county ; indeed I don't tliiuk there are many such places in England." She pumped me pretty well, as I must have known, had I not been too much pleased and flattered by the attention she was paying me to think of any thing else ; but let me do her the justice to say I don't think it was with any mer- cenary view she cross-questioned me ; rather, I think, it was that her fancy was already attractr ed by my handsome cousin, and she naturally interested herself in all concerning him. Of course it was pleasant to hear he was a. rich man, and owner of a fine place, but the mis- chief was done before then, and she gave ample proof, in time, of disinterestedness such as I think iew women would exhibit. I see this all now plainly — then I did not, but thought she liked me at least quite as much as she did him, so that by the time I left that night, I was in a kind of delicious dream, not seeing before me the certain shipwreck of all my hopes, which would have been apparent to any of my comrades, had they but known my thoughts. Yet I was not in love, or at least did not know that I was ; all that I understood and felt was th.1t she, a bright, clever, intelligent girl, one whom I knew to be courted and sought after in society, had talked to me, and listened to me, as though I was the equal in mind and experience of the men who flocked around her. She had accepted my decision of a vexed question, as one that appeared to her right and just;, she had talked confidentially of their life in the country, had confided to me her opinions on numberless subjects — rsome grave, some gay ; in fact she had treated me as a friend, suited to her in mind and habit of thought, till I felt the ladies' society had a charm of which formerly I had been ignorant, and that the loveliest, wittiest, most captivating woman I had ever met was Gwendoline Bara- bridge. I felt that any thing she commanded m3 I could perform, and that to win her ap- proval and commendation there was nothing I could not attempt. I was very silent during our drive home, hardly hearing the conversation around me, thongh the others were criticising our late entertainers, and praising the grace and beauty of the young ladies, with an enthusiasm that I must have agreed in, had I listened; though probably I should not have cared to hear them so freely discussed. Eeversham, too, was very quiet, putting in a word now and then, gen- erally by way of silencing Mayleigh's biting re- 2 marks, but otherwise seeming to be buried in his own thoughts. "How quiet Madcap is!" cried Mayleigh at length, when, stopped in some ill-natured speech, he sought a fresh object to torment. " Has he fallen head over ears in love with the fair Gwen- doline, or have his calf's brains been stolen by the bewitching Clarissa ? Poor fellow ! What will Lord and Lady Traverscourt say, when they hear the hope of the family is hopelessly in love with a fast Irish siren ? Which is it, Darrell ?" " Come, Mayleigh," I answered) with a strange feeling of firmness rising in my breast,"! don't care what you say about me, or how disagreeably you make yourself— it is natural to you, and you can't help it ; but ! won't have you say any thing nasty of the Misses Bambridge. If they are merry, they are lady-hke, and have in no way laid themselves under the lash of your censorious tongue." "Bravo! young one," cried Feversham. "I did not know you could speak like that. I de- clare you are getting quite a man. Your mother won't know you when you go home again." I smiled, but did not answer. It was pleas- ant to hear that even Feversham recognized the change from a boy to man that I felt within myself. . I could not help wondering what had caused it, and if he knew ; but a secret jealousy of any prying eye discovering what was hidden from myself restrained me from asking his expe- rience to come to my assistance. Altogether it had been one of the pleasantest days of my life, and ! had jumped off the car at the barracks with a feeling of regret that it was so soon over — ^legret, however, that did not pre- vent my locking Mayleigh's room on the outside, and then pushing the key under the door on my way up stairs — a feat which kept that gentleman in a white-heat for half an hour, and called fortli sundry unseemly execrations ; he had not the least idea how it had happened, as I managed the matter during the two minutes he stopped below talking to the driver, while I dashed up stairs two steps at a time, and was in my own room, and half into my smoking costume, before he found out what had happened. After this we made acquaintance with no end of county notabilities — went to balls, picnics, cro- quet parties, every kind of device for making coun- try life pass gayly ; and wherever we went we met the Bambridges. Besides, we were at their ,own place very often, and the more we saw of them the greater grew our infatuation. Gwendoline and Claude had become fast friends — not that she ever neglected me either ; her greeting was just as hearty and cordial to me as to him. Had it not been so, I should hardly have dared to build the castles in the air that now occupied all my thoughts, for I could not even think of any per- son or any thing but of her alone. Eor her, and to be worthy of the favor I theught she bestowed on me, I cast the boy as much away from me as possible, and strove in all things to think and act not only as a man, but as the man should think and act who could hope to win her. My very nature seemed changed — all the volatile impul- siveness and feverish energy of my character turned to a deep, passionate devotion that cen- tred itself pn her, and made all other things sub- servient to her. I cared nothing that Mayleigh and Flower laughed and said, "The young one 18 OUK DETACHMENT. is desperately hard hit." I did not even pfty any attention to the fact that Peversham was striv* ing for the same prize. I knew it was so, but I thought I had as good a chance as he, and I telt as though I could do battle with a brother even in Such a cause. Sometimes indeed my hopes would fail me, as I saw her dark eyes turned to Claude's handsome, manly face, and watched, with hate and jealousy gnawing at my heart, their lengthened converse ; then ray hopes would spring np at a bound as, with a ringing laugh and a merry gesture, she would turn toward me and say, "Vivian, come and help me to over- whelm your cousin. He talks dreadful nonsense sometimes, and must be put down." Then she would tease him, and pet me, till his brow would grow dark and angry, and he would walk away, saying sulkily, " That young scape-grace will get into trou- ble some day ; he talks too much about what he doesn't understand." Did she know what she was doing, that dark- eyed, sweet-faced girl ? Did she know she was waking a passionate man's heart a world too soon in a young, careless breast ? Did she know she was sowing distrust and strife between hearts once fondly united? Did she know that the course she was pursuing must end in disappoint- ed hopes and a blighted life, to one at least of those striving for her favor ? Hard questions these to answer, and perhaps the truest solution of them would be that she never thought about them at all, or rather that the boy's devotion seemed to her an absurd and fleeting passion, that would pass away at t!ie sight of the next pretty face, and transfer itself to a new object. In the mean time he was pleasant and lively, and saw no light in eai-th or heaven but the brilliance of her eyes. She was flattered, amused too; so she encouraged him, and only noticed the look of pain that would cross his face as she talked to his rival, to soothe it away with a fresh dose of captivation, never considering the day must come when the pain would be perma- nent, the relief beyond her power to administer. Only Miss Clarissa seemed to pity me sometimes. She would draw me away when she saw me watching, with angry, glowering looks, Feversh- am and her sister chatting confidentially on the seat under the beech-tree, and, calling me after her, would wander off, wasting her wittiest sallies, and indulging in her most daring satires, in the vain hope of calling up a similar spirit in me. She was very good to me, though I had before said she had no heart. Now I began to think she must have one, and a pitiful heart too, else why did she take so much pains to rally me from my idle dream ? All her eiibrts were vain, how- ever, and she saw they were so. Therefore, one daj', as we roamed along by the shore of the lake, Gwendoline and Claude in front, slie said, "Lord Teverslfam seems to admire Gwen. Don't you think so ?" I was taken by surprise at her putting the ques- tion so boldly, though the fact was apparent enough. I stammered and hesitated before re- plying, then answered, "Yes, he does admire her. How could he help it ? She is very charming ! " I tried to speak calmly, but blushed as only a boy can blush, when speaking of the one dear to his heart for the first time. She glanced at me. and took in all my confusion and my secret, though that, no doubt, she knew well before. "I think he likes her," she went on, "and I think Gwen likes him — at least as well as any man she knows. I would not care to be a can- didate for her hand under the circumstances. He is too dangerous a rival. Don't you think so, Vivian?" "No," I answered, with my blood up, for I thought I caught a look thrown back to me from the subject of our conversation. ■ "He would in- deed be a poor-spirited hound who would give up the chase because the struggle was severe, and the antagonist formidable. All the more honor to the one who wins. It is hard for the vanquish- ed too," I muttered, not thinking, however, even then, that would be my lot. < "You understand, of course," Clarissa contin- ued, " our conversation is quite private. Gwen would never foi'give me if she thought I had pre- sumed to guess her feelings." "You may trust me," I answered, thinking, with satisfaction, "it is but a guess, after all, and one she would not like her sister to know." Then the pair in front turned and joined us, I be- ing at once raised to the highest pitch of hope and happiness by the bright looks and pleasant words of her I loved so dearly. Yet all this while I never acknowledged to myself that I was in love. I was almost too much of a boy still, lived too entirely in the pres- ent to form any schemes for the future, or to think of how all this must end ; that some day we would be ordered off, and then all our pleas- jint intercourse would cease, unless — But I nev- er went as far as that in my day-dreams, or surely my eyes would have been opened. Sometimes, when a jealous pain rose in my heart, as I watched Claude's attentions and the looks with which they were received, I question- ed myself for a minute or two as to what this might mean. Why should she not be pleased at his evident admiration ? She smiled equal- ly on me. "Yes," I answered myself; "but I fear she likes him best. If I was only sure her friendship for me was the greater, I would be content." Foolish boy that I was, cheating myself with the word friendship, and talking of content. What man in love, ay, or boy either, for that matter, was ever satisfied with any thing less than full and absolute possession of his idol? And I was not more wise, or less ardent, than others; only my heart was yet untried, and I was ignorant of its depths. I can see now, looking back through a vista of years, how foolish and absurd this infatuation of mine must have appeared to dispassionate lookers-on ; how intensely aggravating it must have been to my cousin, who, loving hsr with the love a man should have for the woman he wishes to make his wife, found himself perpetu- ally thwarted and interrupted in his progress in her friendship by a lad of my age ; who, how- ever intensely devoted, could not, to the eyes of calm common sense, hope to succeed. But com- mon sense is rarely an attribute cultivated by lovers ; and while I refused to see that my pur- suit was ridiculous, he was equally unable to comfort himself by knowing that it was so ; and many a smothered malediction was showered on my head in consequence. CrUB DETACHMENT. 19 For all this, and though I thought myself so ranch of a man, and tried to persueide myself I had left all my school-boy pranks behind me, Flower and Mayleigh, often aggravated me with their chaff till I was driven to make reprisals ; and then it was amusing to hear them growling and saying, "That young monkey had been at his pranks- again," and they wished " Miss Bam- bridge would teach him better manners." The mention of that name always sobered me, and I would be profoundly sorry I had been led into any escapade that could give those fellows an excuse for mentioning her, or talking in their light, joking fashion of her influence over me. Claude saw, as well as the rest, all that was passing within me. I was inexperienced, and had little worldly wisdom. I could not for my life hide my rapture when she called me to her side, or conceal my jealousy and mortification when my captain ousted me;, but I think that Feversham, even had he not been my rival, would still have .tried to keep me from pursuing this will-o'-the-wisp of my imagination. He knew no more than I did, I really believe, which of us two she liked best ; and he was sav- agely jealous, with a man's cruel, vindictive jeal- ousy ; but he knew also better than any one ex- cept myself how young I was, and that, desire it as I might, it would be impossible for me to mar- ly before I came of age. Therefore it .seemed to him cei-tain that I stood in his light without any advantage to myself; and one sunny afternoon, meeting me out walking, we both being alone, he turned to accompany me, and began : "Vivian," he said — and his voice was harsh and stern, as it never used to be in the old days 1 — ' ' when are you going to cease this folly ? Dog- ging Miss Bambridge like her shadow, spending day after day at their house, and never inquiring whether your presence there is welcome or oth- erwise. I gave you credit for more good sense, thinking that though you are still but a school- boy, yet that you had plenty of the keen Trav- erscourt wit to show you when you were making a fool of yourself. And remember, though Miss Cambridge may amuse herself with you, j'ou are far too young for her ever to think of you in any other light than as a pleasant pastime for idle hours." I felt my face glow all over at this speech, re- minding me so scornfully of what I felt to be the greatest drawback in my way, and answered hotly, "I won't ask if Miss Bambridge is your au- thority for speaking to me in this way. I know she is pleased to see me every day, and at all hours. As to sense, in what particular is mine worse than yours ? If it is wise and right you should admire her, why should it be folly in me to do so? She and I are about the same age, and have, therefore, many ideas and pleas- m-es in common, and I might as well, and per- haps with quite as much truth, advise you to be- ware of wearying her. Until I hear from her own lips that my society is irksome to her, I shall continue my visits there. That is ray answer, Feversham., You can act as you choose. " "Thanks for the permission," he replied, haughtily; "but remember, my fine young fel- Jow, I have been letting you off duty since we have been here — ^have been indulging you in ev- ery way, in fact : that is over now. , To-morrow is your day in barracks, and we are going to dine at the Bambridges'." So saying, with a malicious smile he walked off, leaving me overwhelmed at the intelligence. I should have to stay at home on duty, and he would make as much running as he liked with Gwendoline. The thought made ray blood rush wildly through my veins; and I determined, come what might, it should not be as he had planned. But how to prevent it? — that was the rub; and I walked on thoughtfully mile after mile, turning the matter over in my mind, and ti-ying to arrive at a solution of the difficulty. At last a plan shaped itself in my brain. I will not say it was a good one — indeed, if carried into execution, it would entirely rest with my com- manding ofiicer whether I should get into great trouble about it or not. But I was wild and reck- less ; it seemed to me a little matter, losing my commission in exchange for one short evening in her society ; and besides, a profession was noth- ing to me. I, Vivian Darrell, would be wealth- ier than most of the men around me, and have as good a position, whether I left, the army or not. So I made up my mind, and returned to barracks with a defiant, desperate feeling in my heart, and a dash of insolence in my manner whenever I was obliged to address my cousin. This, however, he would not notice. To do him justice, he was never harsh ; and it must have been a wild spasm of jealousy indeed that induced him to act so unkindly by me in this in- stance. Next day I was on duty, as Claude had told me I should be. I moped about the barracks, looked as wretched as I could, and otherwise tried to conceal the daring defiance that really reigned in my breast. ' So the day wore on till about five o'clock. I knew the car for the others was not ordered un- til six, but I wished to get a start of them before they returned from their walk. I dressed, there- fore, and, slipping a top.- coat over all, walked quietly off in the direction of Endley by a back road. I had told a car to be in waiting for me about a mile out of town ; but, not wishing to ar- rive too early at my destination, I had ordered it for six o'clock. I had about half an hour to wait, thei-efore, when I arrived at the appointed place ; but the evening was fine and warm, so I sat down by the roadside to rest, the quiet beau- ty of the scenery soothing the tumult of angry feelings in my breast. Every thing went right ; the car came at the appointed time, and I arrived at Endley about a quarter of an hour before the others. "Why have you come alone?" questioned both the sisters in one breath ; "where are the others ?' "They are coming after," I answered, with a laugh. "" I could not wait any longer ; it seem.s such an age since I have seen you." "The day before yesterday was the last time we met," laughed Gwendoline ; "it is an age, as you say. Why did you n ot ride over yesterday ?' ' "I feared to intrude by coming so often," I stammered, but led to speak freely by her man- ner. "If I thought you wished it I should have been only too happy- to come." "You are always welcome," she replied, with her soft smile. . "I'll tell you when I'm tired of )-ou, if that will satisfy you." 20 OUK DETACIiMENT. " Only I should die if you weve to tell me so," I answered, in a low, trembling voice, as I seat- ed myself beside her. I had never dared to say as much to her be- fore, and now my agitation said a thousand things I could never have found words to utter. I had glanced at her face to see liow she took it. ' She blushed, and there was a slight expression of surprise in her eyes that seemed to say, " You are coming on very fast ;" but she answered, "If you wait for death till then, rest assured you will live to n. ripe old age. Ah ! here are the others." And rising, she went forward to meet them. . I knew by Claude's expression that he had seen me the instant he entered the room, but he said nothing; and as the rest had always been allowed to go out — even when they were on duly — in our quiet country quarters, they thought my presence there was all right. After dinner, however, and before we joined the ladies, Feversham took me by the arm and drew me toward the window, leaning out of it to cool his heated brow in the balmy summer twilight. "Do you know, Vivian," he began gravely, "what you have done? Sometimes I wonder whether it is sheer folly gets you into so many scrapes. Do you know that, if I was to report this last escapade, you would be tried by court- martial for deliberate disobedience of orders ?" "I know it," I answered, with a sullen pride in the admission. " I know you can have me tried, if you please. I counted the cost before I did it. But you don't think I could have sat quietly in barracks, knowing you were here ? It was more than my blood could stand j but I am willing to bear any punishment. " Claude looked at me gravely in the dim twi- light, and it seemed to me there was a tremor in his voice when at length he answered, " I can't hurt you, DaiTell, and you know it. Yon acted as I would have done myself; only 1 wish you had a little more confidence in me. When the time, came round I thought the trial was too hard, and went to your room to give you permission to accompany me. You were gone then, however; I guessed whither, and I was right, as I saw at once on entering the drawing-room here. Only be careful, child. Many would not have forgiven such an act of in- subordination ; and, if any one else had known the state of the case, I should have been obliged to make an example of you. Don't do so again." "You are too good to me, Claude,"! cried, thoroughly overcome by his kindness, now that I was completely in his power. I had hardened myself to bear angry accusation, and threats of court-martial only too likely to be can'ied into execution, but this I had never expected, though it was like Claude, too, and like none but him. Mrm as he could be when it was required, there was none who knew better when gentleness might be used ; and kindness was more natural to him than severity. "I wish,"! continued, passionately, "I could do something to please you — could make some sacrifice that would show how I feel your goodness ; but the only sacrifice you would care for I can not make. It is stronger than I am. You must forgive me still, for, while hope remains, I will fight against you." He smiled a little sadly as he replied, " So be it, then ; but let it not breed a quawel between us. Was there ever woman yet worth a breach between two hearts that had once known and valued each other ?" I interrupted him hotly. "You do not know what love is if you ask its worth — it can not be bought or measured. It may prove delusive and false, but while it lasts, the glory, the beauty, the faith with which it sur- rounds the beloved object are worth more than all the world besides. You who count the cost leave her to me, who would do and dare all for her sake." "This is the first blind, wild adoration of ft fresh young heart," he answered. "What a pity that it can not last! — that as surely as the sun will rise to-mon'ow over the hill-tops the il- lusion must fade and pass away, never to return in all its first purity and force. Come, let us go to the ladies." So we joined them, and passed a meny even- ing. Gwendoline was most impartial in her at- tentions ; while Clarissa kept the othera fully amused, she being quite equal to entertaining any number of people at once. What a pity such pleasant moments pass away so quickly. We bask as it were in the sun for a few short hours, and then begin again the strife and turmoil and bustle, the conflicting emotions that we call life. CHAPTER IV. COMING TO AN tJNDEKSTANDING. The days passed on, and still the situation remained unaltered between Feversham and me, with the difference of a slight change in Miss Bambridge's manner toward us. She iad been accustomed to be equally friendly, equally socia- ble, equally mirthful in her manner to both ; but latterly there had been a change — a change that had excited my buoyant, sanguine nature to the highest pitch, and that aroused Feversham's deep, brooding jealousy more frequently than ever. And the change was this — she avoided him some- times pointedly, she seemed occasionally ill at ease in his presence, and anxious to escape those tetes-k-tete with him that had at first pleased her apparently so much. , But she never avoided me, she never seemed weary of my society ; her eyes would meet mine with the frank, upward look that set all my young blood boiUng with passionate adoration ; and when she most shunned him, then more than ever she sought my society. She and her sister had both taken to calling me Vivian, without any spe- cial conversation on the subject, dropping into it in a casual way that flattered me immensely, and made me think it the prettiest name in the world, when I heard it uttered in their soft, musical ac- cents. If I had been thoman I had flattered my- self I had become, I should perhaps have known better how to interpret these signs. I should not have been stirred by them into the wild, feverish exultation, the maddening belief in my eventual success, that took possession of me. Eather, if I had read them aright, might I have known that no woman, not even one so fearless and out- spoken as Gwendoline Bambridge, would have shown so clearly her preference for the man she OUR DETACHMENT. 21 loved; and from all tins lavishly bestowed favor I would have drawn the ti-ue conclusion, that she looked upon me as the boy I was in point of age, and fancied that this devotion of mine would be passing and transient, as boyish passions usually are. But Feversham was as much deceived as I was — he was too cruelly in earnest to read the real meaning of her new-born shyness and timidity with him. At times still, when they were una- voidably thrown together, she was as kind and fiiendly and attentive to him as ever — more so even than she was to me, and he knew it. But then again she would shun him, and he would persuade himself either that she loved "the boy" best, or that a, mischievous demon of coquetry had possession of her, stirring her up to torment him, and raise the mad devil of jealousy within him, that all his strong self-control could hardly master. His manner to ns both became capricious and variable : at times I know he hated me. I almost think he felt so to her also when deeply stung, but if he did the feeUng was transient, and the next minute he would condemn himself savagely for having dared to think harshly of her. She, in her bright, happy ignorance of the wild storm of passion she had raised in two hearts once closely united by friendship, doubtless intended 110 evil, was not to be blamed for such if it arose; could not, in fact, be judged by the plain, clear laws of conduct, meant to govern people less charming, or more aware of their power. At times he would think leniently of my share in the matter, would acknowledge,' perhaps, that I was not to blame for following this temptation, that had proved too strong for him ; and then he would try to show his sorrow for former se- verity to me, by renewed kindness of look and manner, whenever we came across each other. Sometimes, if he had been fortunate, and she had greeted him witli a return of their first friendly intimacy, he would brighten up into his own ge- nial self, feel once more that such a mere lad as I could have no possible cliance against him, and would even treat me with a kind of pitying man- ner, that I, blindly secure, allowed to pass with- out letting it ruffle my temper. We were sitting over our wine after mess one evening. Claude was in his joyous temper ; he had been out the whole day at Endley, and I had not been there. Consequently, as I told my- self, Gwendoline had been able to give him her attention, and he was happy because it had been so. I was not uneasy or alarmed; I had told her the day before that I should not be able to see her that day, and she had said she should be sorry, that she should miss me: that was quite enough for me, and I could afford to laugh at my captain's triumph over me. I ami not much of a wine-drinker ; of course I give my opinion if I hear wine spoken of, and, thanks to hearing people at Longhuret discussing the subject, I can say something very mucli to the point on most of the ordinary vintages one meets with in this country ; and I think it makes a fellow appear more of a man of the world to know something about the matter. To say the truth, I don't care to support my opinions by drinking much of what I uphold, and so I generally have a good deal of spare time on my hands as we sit round the table of an evening. They do say in our mess that most of the broken wine-glasses at table are due to me, but this is a calumny ; and I hope what I am about to relate will not be taken against me in the matter, as it was quite an ex- ceptional occurrence, and not my fault besides. Indeed as you must have seen, the other fellows put all their scrapes down at my door, so that even in this little country town, where I have lived more quietly than I ever lived before, ev- ery one talks of Mr. Darrell as being the most unlucky young gent for getting into scrapes that ever was seen in the country. And that is all Mayleigh's fault, as I will show you presently. The other fellows were talking all round the table, and passing the decanters now and then before me. I was not minding them ; I was very busy tiying to execute a trick I had seen Caven- dish and some other fellows of " ours " perform, and which I was always rather unfortunate over. The thing seemed simple enough, till one came to try it. It was only this : fdl your glass, pile three or four wine-glasses on it, one on top of another, and then drink your wine without dis- turbing the balance and arrangement of j'our frag- ile column. As I have said, I had never suc- ceeded well with this trick ; but on this particu- lar occasion a serene, triumphant feeling that possessed me seemed to have given an unusual steadiness to ray hand, and I really believe I was about to do the trick, and insure to myself last- ing satisfaction frorathe consciousness of possess- ing so much skill, when a fragment of biscuit well aimed, and thipwn hard, hit the topmost glass, and the next minute my elaborately reared struc- ture was strewed, a mass of fragments and splin- ters, over the table. ' ' Halloo ! young one, " cried Mayleigh's sneer- ing voice — and I should have known by his voice, even had I riot caught sight of his uplifted hand, that he was the delinquent — " four broken glasses ; six times four is twenty-four; just two dozen glasses you owe our mess. It is a good thing for you you have plenty of money, or this kind of work would soon make a hole in your pocket. " "You ought to pay for them all, or at least half," I retoi-ted, raising a rather flushed face, for I was angry. I had long set my heart on accom- plishing this trick, and I am sure but for him I should have succeeded on that occasion. Since then I have never again been so much in the vein for that kind of thing. " I would not have broken one," I continued wrathfuUy, "but for you. Not that I mind the expense, or our good motto, 'Who breaks pays,' but that you are al- ways mixing yourself up with other people's bus- iness or amusements, and I tell you I won't stand it much longer." "Why, I thought you were too much of a man now. Madcap, to set your heart on tricks of that kind, or of course I would not have spoiled your little amusement," laughed Mayleigh. "And, besides, it was so jolly to see the glasses tumbUng all down about your absorbed face." "I don't cai-e," I answered, rather more an- noyed than mollified at this allusion to my man- hood. You see, I looked at the trick' as a trial of skill, and not at all as a childish amusement, and I was not inclined to have him poking fun at me, because I thought I saw Feversham laugh- ing. "Look here. Captain," I continued, " don't you think Mayleigh bound to make good half those glasses ?" OUR DETACHMENT. I knew Mayleigli was a screw, find would not laugh when he found he had to pay for his cock- shot. "Well, really,'' said Feversham, laughing, "I suppose if you go into the right of it he is, since it was he, not you, broke them ; but you looked so tempting a mark, I don't wonder he did not resist the temptation. Flower and Preston were in the act of raising their hands to have a go in at you, when his shot took effect ; so you see he wasn't singular. But come, I have news for you that I received in a letter that arrived just before dinner. Attention, please, till I make the an- nouncement. The authorities have discovered, qr think they have discovered, that this is a veiy disturbed, unsettled neighborhood, and our head- quarters are to be moved down here. I heard this from Colonel Annesly, so you may be sure it is con-ect. How will j-ou like that, my boys ? Ho more shirking duty then, no outing for the of- ficers of the day." He looked with a smile at me as he spoke, and I answered, defiantly, "No more unfortunate ensigns kept in out of their turns. All share their duties in proper rou- tine then. Hun-a! for Captain Annesly and head-quaiters ! " "Confound head-quartere and Horse-Guards, say I, for sending them here," gi-owled Flower and Preston. "A man won't be able to call his soul his own, once Annesly puts in an appear- ance. It will be drill, and marching, and pipe- clay, and drill again, etcetera, everlastingly. What has our regiment done, above all other regiments, to be afflicted with such a eolonel?" "I am sure," added Mayleigh, "Madcap here has done all he can to prevent our being thought a pattern corps, in any respect." " Oh ! never mind Annesly," said Feversham. " I admit he does keep one up to the collar when he is with us, but you know as well as I do he will be getting leave for the partridge shooting presently, and will leave us under Harvey, who is a jolly, easy-going fellow, as we all know." This was a comforting view of the case, but it would have comforted me much more had I at all been able to fathom the meaning of my cous- in's curious and unusual self-content. Content to him meant discontent and pain to me. Clear- ly he thought he had cause to be pleased with his day, and nothing but Gwendoline having shown him vmusual favor would please him, I well knew. What was it that had happened? Long after- ward, when Feversham was in trouble from oth- er causes, and thought himself very secure with her, he confided to me what had happened, which I may as well repeat here, in the order in which it occurred ; but I knew nothing of it, be it re- membered, ifor some time, and therefore contin- ued to consider myself favored, and my cousin as an unwelcome intruder in all our interviews. That day, at Endley,' Gwendoline, Clarissa, and Feversham had gone out for a walk after lunch. It was a very hot day in the beginning of July. Climbing the mountain was warm work; and presently, having arrived on the brink of a picturesque mountain stream, Gwendoline proposed that they should sit down, and defer the rest of the walk ad iftfinitum. Claude agreed willingly, but Clarissa, after a few minutes' pause, declared she must go on. "You two lazy ones," she said, "can stop here; I want to find the green -stemmed fern that grows somewhere about, and shall hunt for it while you are resting." Gwendoline, finding she was about to be left alone with Claude Feversham, tried to rise and follow her sister. "Let us go on," she said. " I am also inter- ested in the finding of that fern." "Sit down," he answered, without attempting to stir. Gwendoline then perceived that a comer of the skirt of her dress was under his elbow, on which he was leaning, and he made no move- ment to allow her to withdraw it. ■ She sat doAvn almost frightened. Lord Feversham had been very odd lately, and she really felt a little alarmed about what he might be going to say, for it was evident ho was going to say something. Was it possible he would rebuke her for allowing Vivian Dan-ell to make such a fool of himself about her ? Well, if he was she could not help it, and, what was more, she did not think that Darrell would be easily shaken off, or made to keep aloof, unless she was really to be unkind to him, which she could not be. "What has made you avoid me of late?" he asked, nervously plucking the long grasses that grew near. "You used to be good friends with me at fijrst — now yon never speak to me." "I — I didn't mean to avoid yon," she said, with hesitation ; then an irresistible feehng com- pelled her to look at him, and their eyes met. Under the magic of that look she was impelled to correct herself and speak the truth, and she continued, with downcast eyes and a heightened color : " at least, if I did, it was not because I did not like you." "Then it was because you did like me," he answered, in a tone of the fullest content, laying his hand for one minute on hers, and then rapidly withdrawing it. He saw she was frightened, un- easy, and he feared to say more just then, for fear of losing his cause from precipitation. There was silence for a few minutes, Gwendo- line looking down into the brown waters of the brook at her feet, apparently studying the out- line of the stones, seen clearly through the trans- parent water, but in reality feeling in every nerve of her body the long, silent, passionate gaze of the man beside her, whose look seemed to pierce into her inmost soul, and there stir up strange feelings, half terror, half rapture, that were altogether new to her ; of the possibility of experiencing which she had hitherto been unaware. It was like awaken- ing into a new life ; every sense seemed quickened to a tenfold power and keenness of appreciation ; and yet she was as one in a mesmeric trance, un- able to resist the will of the mesmerizer. When he spoke at last, in a low, murmuring voice of in- tense happiness, saying, " What a strange way you have of showing hking — I shall want you to try another plan in future," she felt as if no an- swer was possible to her but to turn and look once more into the handsome brown eyes, that were gazing so eagerly at her face. There was a smile in those eyes as she met them, and she, though still frightened, feeling that she was jnst passing through a crisis in her life, could not restrain a faint, timid, answering smile, a mere ghost of the responsive feeling his look should have called up, but her heart was too full, to open freely yet, oven to him. She wanted to be alone a little with the happy, the joyful dis- OUR DETACHMENT. 23 covevjr slie liad just made, before she could dis- close its full importance to him, even if he were to question her about it. Happily for her, she thought, he did not ; he was inexpressibly con- tented and satisfied ; for a while eveiy longing of his heart was silent from pure happiness, and he lay back among the grass and ferns at her feet, gazing to his heart's content on her beautiful downcast face, and following with enraptured eye the graceful outlines of her perfect figure. One beautiful hand rested among the fems close to him. How he cursed, mentally, the well- fitting kid gbve that conceiUed its beauties of shape and color. AVhat were gloves made for ? They were an outrage on good taste, and a mere profanation of nature. He. wondered that Gwen- doline Bambridge, superior as she was to the rest of her sex in every tiling, stooped to obey the im- perious decrees of fashion in such matters. One as beautiful and perfect as she could surely afford to set fashion at defiance, or lead a fashion of iier own. He had not courage to ask her to remove her glove, and might have gazed at the pearl- gray covering with ungratified Ipnging for the, rest of the evening, had not a happy idea suddenly struck liim. Close by grew a low-growing bush of the dog-rose, profusely covered with pinky-white blossoms. Beaching forward suddenly, he gath- ered two or three of the prettiest buds, and silent- ly presented theni to her. Equally silently she took them, thanking him with a hurried, timid look, that Mfould have seemed to him much more delightful had it been more prolonged. Then he discovered that a thorn from one of those happy roses had penetrated his finger deeply, sinking below the surface, so that there was no hope that his unaided efforts could get it out. "What is the matter ?" asked Gwendoline, as he moaned a little over it, pretending to suffer severely from it. "Only a thorn," he replied — "it has got in deep ; but if you had a needle or pin, you might get it out for me. I assure you it smarts pain- fully." "Let me see,'' she answered, "I have only the pin of my brooch ; but if the operation is not a difficult one, I might manage to do what you want with that." As she spoke she drew off her gloves, laid them beside her, and took out her brooch. The wounded finger was held out for inspection, was pitied duly, and after a little probing was pro- nounced to be an incomprehensible case. "I don't think there is any thorn in it at all," said Gwendoline, after a careful investigation. " It seems to me there is the mark of a severe prick-^a thorn ran in, and was pulled out again as you withdrew your hand — there is nothing there." "Do you think so?" asked Feversham, anx- iously, bending over to inspect the invalided mem- ber more closely, and thereby bringing their two heads into a close proximity, the effect of which was immensely amusing to Clarissa, who, perched on a rock higher up the mountain, was looking down with mischievous delight, on the scene be- low. "I am sure it is still there," he continued discontentedly, as Gwendoline gave signs of be- ing about to give up the search. "Do just look again," he pleaded. Gwendoline complied, but again without dis- covering any thing. Suddenly looking up, she encountered his eyes fixed upon her — not with the expression of petulant pain he had before as- sumed, but brimful of a mirthful contentment which at once revealed to her that she was the victim of what Lord Feversham doubtless consid- ered a pious fraud. Coloring a little, with a half- vexed, half-amused expression, she dropped his hand, saying, " I don't believe there is a thorn there at all, and you knew it. For shame! I thought you were too honorable, too unblemished, to soil your conscience with a falsehood." He laughed, but colored all over his broad, open brow. "All's fair in love and war," he answered; " but I must acknowledge you have brought my words against me well. What are you looking for?" "For my gloves. I laid them down some- where here." "I have got them," he answered quietly, as though he were announcing the most ordinary eveiy-day occui-rence, drawing them out of his pocket as he spoke, stroking them between his hands, and looking at them with a very different expression from that with wliich he had regarded them ten minutes before. . "Oh! thank you," she said, holding out her hand for them. " I was afraid they were lost. Give them to me.'' "Not yet," he replied, putting them again into his pocket. "Ypu don't want them here; and you might really lose there. I will keep them for you till we are going back to your home." " But I want to put thero on." "That is exactly what I wish to prevent," he answered . with provoking coolness; then they looked at each other again, and Gwendoline did not know whether to be angry or amused. Grad- ually the expression ofFeversham's look changed, and though he had assured himself a few.min- utes before that the time when he might, plead successfully had not yet arrived, and that he must not be precipitate, he now lost all coolness and self-control. Passionate, loving words rushed to his lips, and would next minute have been spoken, when a handful of long tangled grass, neatly fastened round a small stone, fell at their feet, and Clarissa's merry, tinging voice was heard exclaiming, "A good shot, Gwen, wasn't it? I have found my fern,, and as it is now getting late, I think we had better set out, if we wish to be in time for dinner." "Why, what o'clock is it?" asked Gwendo- line, nervously, as though she had been caught committing some enormity. In truth, if it was late, she must feel very guilty, for the time had slipped by as though it were but half an hour, and they h.id not talked so much either. It was those long treacliorous silences that had devoured the hours in such an incomprehensible manner. "Just five o'clock," sang Clarissa, with a most provoking look ; while Feversham drew out his watch, and glanced at it, with the air of one who believes all ladies' watches to be wrong, and is confident he will find this particular one wrong too. " We came out at two o'clqck," continued Clarissa, "so we have been here very nearly three mortal hours. What you two people could find to talk about all the time, I can't thinH— 21 OUR DETACHMENT. indeed, I believe you botli went to sleep — or at least Lord !Keversiiam did, and you, Gwen, were afraid to awake him. I would not be as quiet as you are, Gwen, about such things — I would wakeu up any one that treated me in that way, I can tell you." "How would you do it?" asked Feversham, wishing lively Miss Clarissa a hundred miles away. Gwendoline, he knew, wanted her gloves, and he could not take them out of his pocket under her sister's eyes and present them to her. Yet the more he wished for her absence, the more he felt constrained to be polite, and make himself agreeable, and try to act as though he desired her presence. He paused, looking up for an answer to his question, but in reality spec- ulating whether, if Clarissa kept by them the whole way back to Endley, he might carry ofif the gloves without returning them to their owner. The thought cheered him, and. when Clarissa an- swered gayly, ' ' Try me in that way, and I will soon show you what I would do," he laughed, as though she had said something intensely witty. " What did I say that was so amusing?" she asked, looking from one to the other with a puz- zled, innocent air. Tlien, seeing GwendoUne was as bewildered as she was herself, she contin- ued, "I don't believe you know .what you are laughing at. Lord Feversham. This is levity, which I never encourage. Come, Gwen, he will recover quickly when he finds himself alone ;" so saying, Clarissa caught her sister's hand, and drew her down the narrow path after her, Fev- ersham quickly following, as she had predicted. In spite of pressing invitations to remain to dinner, Feversham insisted on returning to mess. There were several reasons for this, the principal of which was that he could not hope to have her to himself any more that day, and he had arrived at a stage when, seeing her in company, sur- rounded by people who prevented private con- versation, was more of a penance than a pleasure. Then he was well aware also that he could not ti-ust himself any longer witli her alone — he would infallibly say more than at present it was wise he should say, and might fail in obtaining what he desired from over-anxiety to gain it. He was not by any means sure yet that she cared suffi- ciently for him to insure him against all chance of a refusal, and, like most men, he was morbid- ly sensitive on that point. It was true she had that day shown very planily that she liked him, and he could not doubt that she understood he loved her; but for all that, women had been known to lead men on, and , refuse them when they had been certain of success, and he did not care to be one of the number so deceived and deluded. It was rather a selfish kind of pride — one that he would not perhaps have liked to own to, that most men would feel rather ashamed of, if its true causes and bearing were explained to them, and yet that influences most of them immensely in their dealing with women. It would be a cu- rious study for investigators of such curiosities to ascertain how often, since the fashion of proposal and rejection began, have women been vituper- ated and censured for having encouraged and thrown over men, when the real impedihient to a happy and satisfactory arrangement of the case has been that the man, in his intense dread of refusal, has failed to explain his meaning clearly to the object of his love ; wrapping up a plain simple demand for marriage in such enigmatical form as would require an CEdipus to unravel. The woman meanvvhile, besides bearing to the man and his fellows the imputation of heartless- ness, has had to bear the wearing, aching load of hope deferred, to experience the pangs of a pained wonder, dull at first, but growing every day more keen — as to the reason of the coldness that has sprung up between hearts once so dear to each other. A wonder perhaps doomed never to be satisfied or enlightened — perhaps after long years destined to be relieved, when too late, by the intervention of some common friend, who can throw on trivial words long forgotten some gleam of light gathered from acquaintance with the mind of the man who, once frightened away, can rarely, if ever, be recalled. Claude Feversham did not think of matters in this liglit as he drove merrily home, but he did determine to wait a little longer, and make him- self more sure of his ground before he ventured on the fatal step. Still matters appeared well for him at present, as he had seen them that day, when that monkey Madcap had not been near to intrude; therefore Feversham had been almost condescending to me when he met me that even- ing at mess. Gwendoline Bambridge was sitting alone in her room ; she had dressed for dinner, and was absorbed in what seemed to be a pleasant reverie, while waiting for the gong to sound. Suddenly the door opened, and Clarissa flitted into the room : both these girls were peculiar in their manner of moving and walking about a room. Gwendoline always reminded me of a clipper- ship under press of canvas — she literally sailed along the ground, seeming to me also like a swan, piloting itself gracefully over the clear waters of the lake ; but Clarissa flitted, or flew — it was more the rapid, graceful motion of the swallow, intensely swift, with nothing of hurry or exertion discernible ; she was at the door as you looked at her; the next instant, without your knowing how, she was at your side. They were pretty and distinctive peculiarities, and I had often no- ticed them, deeming them suggestive and char- acteristic. In one minute Clarissa had flitted, or skimmed, over to her sister in her rapid, noiseless way, and laying a hand on each of Gwendoline's shoulders, was looking down into her sister's eyes, with her own brimful of fun and merriment. . There was a long pause. Clarissa evidently expected Gwendoline to speak, and Gwendoline remained pertinaciously silent. Isn't it provok- ing that people always will do exactly what they are not wanted to do ? "Well?" asked Clarissa at length, seeing that her sister would not initiate the conversation. " Well!" replied Gwendoline, impenetrably. "Has not our grave and gracious friend pro- posed this afternoon, Gwen ? I am sure I gave him ample time to do it in, and do you know it is slow v»'ork fern-hunting alone. I should not have minded, if dear little Vivian had been with me ; but then, of course, ho would ■ have been miserable at seeing you alone with his cousin. I do wish, Gwen, you would be' quick' and hook this fish, if you are going to have him, because you draw all the best men in the place, and leave me no chance ; if you were married, I should have a little fair play, and begin to do business OUR DETACHMENT. 25 on my own account. What did he say ? Is the matter decided ?" " No," answered Gwendoline, trying to look as if she felt more doleful than -was by any means the case. "You know, Clary, I always tell you there is nothing in it ; we are not thinking of each other." "Ha, ha!" laughed Clarissa; "I know very well when you say there's nothing in it, it is sure to be something very serious for the poor man concerned, and he generally gets his dismissal a few days afterward. But he should have pro- posed to-day, when I did every thing on pur- pose ; " and leaving her sister, Clarissa walked over to a cheval-glass, and began turning herself round and round before it, singing "Why don't the men propose ?" Satisfied with the arrangement of her skirts, she turned away presently, and continued, " That lover of yours is a very handsome fellow, I ad- mit, but not nearly as good-looking as my little darling Madcap. What eyes that boy has, to be sure ! If I were you, I should be in love with him, over head and ears. How can you go in for that sentimental, grave, dignified, long-legged stork? I have never made out what animal ho is like, for, thoiigh I call "him a stork, his face is not like one ; but one name's as good as another. As for dear little Vivian, in spite of his good looks; any one can see with half an eye he be- longs to the monkey tribe. If Mr. Darwin had been acquainted with him, I could forgive him for his theories respecting the origin of man. By- the-bye, I'll ask Vivian if he knows Darwin." "And he will tell you he does — meaning of course his book. How can you be so absurd, Clarissa ?" laughed Gwendoline. " I don't think Vivian like a monkey at all ; he is more like a rough Scotch terrier." " Oh, it is all the same thing ; he is a little darling, whatever he is like, and I wish you would throw over the solemn captain for him. I should like him for myself if I could get him, but failing that, he would make a beautiful brother-in-law. Now I am disgracing myself by my levity, I sup- pose," she added ; "old Mother Botters would tell me so, were slie here. What a mercy she is not, or I should never be able to resist the tempta- tion of scandalizing her ! Ah! there's the gong," and Clarissa, pirouetting two or three times on one toe, vanished suddenly from the room, before Gwendoline had time to get out of her chair. CHAPTER V. NB W-COMEKS. A FEW days after Feversham had announced to us at mess the forthcoming arrival of our head- quarters, thelittletownof Belmui'phy wasthi'own into a most miusual and unprecedented state of excitement by the incoming of what was, to the inhabitants, a real army, and not the puny rep- resentation of military pomp and parade they had been accustomed to dignify by that high-sound- ing title. You would never have' believed the town could have contained such crowds of old women, children, and small boys as it poured forth on that occasion. These all put in an ap- pearance at the station, and afterward accompa- nied the troops through the streets, keeping up as best they could, according to their several ca- pacities ; the small boys managing best in that line, and varying the monotony of the march by turning wheels, standing on their heads, and such accompaniments to the pomp and circumstance of war as were in vogue in Irish country towns, or were suggested by ready Celtic wit. I was glad to see some of my old comrades again — not that I had known them very long be- fore being sent down here, but still their faces were familiar. With one of them I had always been friendly ; there was one man, whose kindly handsome face I could see beaming on me out of a carriage window before the train drew up in the station ; he, next to my cousin Claude, had always been my particular chum in the regiment. In fact, there is no doubt that, in some ways, he was more to me than Claude had ever been, or than it was now likely he ever could be. We were more of an age, had many tastes and ideas in common, which my sterner captain would have looked upon as childish; in fact we suited each other; that is the shortest way of putting it, and no other way explains the matter as well. But Claude had once asked me why Cecil Egerton suited me, and what I saw in him to like: with the provoking manner of things in general, I could, at that minute, think of no rea- son for my liking, that Claude could not poke a hole in with one word. According to his account, every other fellow was as good as Egerton, and better too; becailse they had none of his weak- ness, which I am bound to admit was his great fault. Claude's questions and cynical criticisms had the effect of making me think a little about char- acter for the rest of that day. I have never studied human nature much, for though some fellow says "The proper study of mankind is man," still the subject appears to me so deep, there is in it such an infinite, variety, that I find it comparatively useless to reason from analogy. If I try to classify my observations, I meet im- mediately some one who upsets all my pet theo- ries which I have evolved with much cigar-smoke out of my inner consciousness. That is provok- ing, you know ; a fellow does not like having his theories upset, and I have found that mine begin and end in — smoke. But these observations of Eeversham's did make me think a little on the matter, in spite of my preconceived determination not to lose my- self in its depths any more ; the result of my thought was, I began to perceive that, as no man can be really a great man who has not firmness — a mental backbone to his character — so also none can be great who has many petty weak- nesses, no matter how fine an appearance he present to the world. The little flaws, though hardly perceptible, work themselves through the nobler metal^ and prevent it ringing true when struck full and hard in the battle of life. There is Claude, now. He is as perfect as most men — perhaps, in natural character, as great as a man can be — but he has a flaw that often to me, who know him well, spoils all his really good points. He has firmness, uprightness, candor, generosity, good-nature, and no alloy of the pet- ty vanity that so often spoils good-looking and clever men. But the very strength of his nature causes its defects ; he has no toleration for weak- ness, no sympathy or pity for those less strong 26 OUR DETACHMENT. than himself. He will be Jielpful and kind to them, but he despises them ; nnd contempt, un- less exhibited for something in itself base and unworthy, is a meanness. Cecil Egerton is Claude's opposite in many- things. More clever in some ways, even better looking, he is distrustful of himself, and humble always ; as generous, as candid, as upright, where he himself is concerned, but more sympathetic, and weak as water in opposing the wishes of those to whom he is attached ; like all such gen- tle, artistic natures, very loving, very impression- able. Perhaps Claude would not speak or think so hardly of him, were he aware of J3gerton's his- toiy ; and did he know how much that timid, vacillating manner is the result of .hardship and toil from early childhood — of a precarious living earned with difficulty. His father and mother had always been poor ever since he remembered them ; but they had been well-bred and refined, in spite of poverty. His mother had been disowned by her family, in consequence of her marriage with Mr. Egerton, who was an artist, a man possessing considerable ability. and some genius, which had been almost crushed outof him by the stern hand of necessity at the time Cecil began to remember him. He did not know him long, however; when Cecil was ten years old Mr. Egerton died of over- work and over-anxiety— ra combination that has proved fatal to many talented, sensitive men ; and then little Cecil and his mother were left to pull on together as best they might, when de- pendent entirely on the exertions of a feeble, lieart-broken woman. But help came to them when they least expected it ; and when the bur- den laid on his mother had become too heavy to be supported by the earth-wearied shoulders, or borne by the toil-worn brain much longer. An elder brother of Mrs. Egerton's, one of those men who had cast her off on the occasion of her mar- riage, hearing of her husband's death, now came forward, offering to provide for her and the boy in the future. For her own sake, had she been alone, Mrs. Egerton would have accepted nothing from one who had allowed her husband to die of want, when he could easily have procured him some eraploypient that would have relieved their pov- erty^ biit for the sake of the child whose inter- est she was bound not to neglect, she availed her- self of the proffered assistance, and tried to school herself to gratitude. Her time was come, how- ever ; pleasures and luxuries arrived too late to one who had worn out her power of living, in stern battle with necessity. Two or three months after she and her son had been established under Mr. Vansittart's roof, she passed away, glad, but for the anguish of parting from her child, to gain tlie promised rest so long prayed for, so much needed. It might be thought the boy was too young then to understand much of what was passing, but sorrow is a wonderful sharpener of young wits, and little Cecil comprehended what he had never heard expressed in words : namely, that his uncle Vansittart had hated his dearly loved father, who was gone, that he had let him die without endeavoring to save him, and. that his after-nt- tention to his mother and himself had come too late to save her life. He knew that his uncle entertained no liking for him on account of his resemblance to his dead father, and he hated Mr. Vansittart with an impotent, childish hatred, that was the more bitter because he felt it to be futile and impotent, when he would so gladly have had it active and hurtful. He did not see much of his uncle. He was sent to school im- mediately after his mother's death, and there he remained — except when some of his school-fel- lows asked him to then' homes for the holidays — from year's end to year's end, until after he was eighteen years of age. Then one day, with- out any previous warning, he was sent for to ap- pear in the master's room ; and he found him- self, after the lapse of eight years, standing face to face with his uncle, Eoderick Vansittart. Mr. Vansittart, as .he . thus came before the eyes of his nephew, now a lad of nearly eighteen years of age, seemed -rather a different person from what he had appeared to the boy of ten. Cecil was bound to admit that some of his ideas on the subject had been warped and prejudiced, and that hate had had too much to do with the estimate he had formed of this his only relative, who had taken no notice of him, and had only helped him to live. Mr. Vansittart was a tall, spare man, with dark hair, very plentifully sprinkled with gray, and iron-gray whiskers ; his cold blue eyes were keen and quick, his forehead was high and nai- ]'ow, and his thin drawn-in lips gave to a rather large mouth a compressed, trap-like appearance. In dress he was scrupulously neat, always at- tired in perfectly fitting, dark -colored clothes. Ill - natured people had been heard to aver he possessed but one suit, but if that were so, then must that one suit have been made of self-renew- ing cloth, endowed with perennial youth, for no one ever saw any thing shabby upon him. His large white hands were as spare as Iiis body, and were always wonderfully clean and spotless ; they furnished him with a favorite object for contem- plation, and he was engaged in minutely inspect- ing them when his nephew entered the room. Mr. Vansittai't's visit was more to Dr. Per- cival, the school-principal, than to the lad, and had for its object to ascertain what progress young Egerton had made in his studies^ and whether he was lifcely.to be a credit to his uncle, and repay him for the money that had been ex- pended on educational purposes. "If he promises to turn out well," Mr. Van- sittart had explained, "I will place him in the army, and, having interest, I will get him pushed on. We have not in our family favored the mil- itary profession ; but it has always seemed to me that, with interest, it might turn out a good thing, and a man who rises rapidly in the army always enjoys a certain consideration among outsiders, who may not see how the wires that work' the puppets are pulled. There is to be an examina- tion for the line in the course of the next three months : if it is your opinion. Dr. i'ercival, that Cecil is competent to pass thiit examination, it would be my wish that he should go up for it." And in order that this wish should be an- nounced to him, young Egerton had been sum- moned down from the intense and absorbing la- bor of composing a poem in Latin verse, that was to be sent in for competition for Dr. Perci- val's special prize. Mr. Vansittart did not appear in quite so bad a light for some days after this announcement. OUE DETACHMENT. 27 Dr. Pei'cival had expressed his belief that Eger- ton could not fail to pass, had praised his abili- ties very highly, and had particularly commend- ed his aptitude for every branch of drawing and design. "He will make a splendid draughtsman in a few years' time, when he has gained a little more knowledge and experience," continued the good doctor, undisturbed by the gathering frown on Mr. Vansittart's brow. "I am always glad to see a young man exhibit such a talent ; it keeps him out of mischief, and gives him an object, when otherwise his life would be aimless and des- ultory." " It is at the root of all vagabondage and evil- doing!" thundered Mr. Yansittart, startling the doctor out of his prosy platitudes, and the lad out of his dreams of gold and scarlet, cold glittering steel, and bullion embroidery. "Art is another name for meanness of every kind, fortune-hunt- ing and dishonesty included." " It is false !" shouted Cecil, springing from the window, where he had been standing. "My father was an artist, and you know it. It is his memory you slander when you speak as you spoke just now. Before me you shall never do it, or I will leave you and your hateful benefits, and seek my own livelihood from a world that can not be more cruel than you." He stopped speaking, and then the spirit that had borne him up in the moment of excitement failed, and he turned again to the window, rest- ing his head against the panes, that the tears that flowed, in spite of his eftbrts to keep them back, might not be seen. Mr. Vansittart had almost quailed under the vehemence of the boy's attack.. When he fin- ished speaking and turned away, his uncle with difficulty restrained himself; but Egerton's ap- pearance was very striking; the old man had no heir ; and it had struck him that if the boy turned out well, and made a figure in the world, he could not do better than adopt him. It was but natural that the lad at first should not see all the advantages that would accrue to him from strict subservience to all his uncle's moods and whims, and the flash . of fiery spirit pleased the old man, as being a suitable thing in one who was to succeed in the army, make a figure in the world, and finally inherit the splendid Van- sittart property of Beaumanoir, and the Vansit- tart name. Eor even the change of name at some future period had already formed part of the old man's scheme. " Come here, Cecil," he said, after a few min- utes' silence, during which the doctor looked from one to the other nervously. " I was wrong to speak before you as I did just now. My zeal for your future welfare led me astray. I will not allude to the matter again ; only let me see no artist tendencies in you, and pass your examina- tion in November." The frank acknowledgment that he had been in the wrong touched the lad's impressionable lieart, he being utterly incapable of conceiving how entirely conventional the expressions of re- gret had been, how little real meaning there was in them. His uncle was raised to a higher place in his esteem forthwith, and he even began to think his conduct in former days might be par- doned, if Mr. Vansittart should really repent the course he had pursued, as the lad's sanguine heart led him to believe was probable. Eor Ce- cil was prone to judge every one by himself, and supposing to be possible what was impossible, namely, that he should knowingly act cruelly or unkindly to any one, he would have been after- ward overcome with remorse; this exceptional tenderness of conscience the foolish boy believed was common to every one, as well as to himself. The examination came, and Cecil passed through it triumphantly, taking a veiy high place — third on the list — to the intense pride and delight of his uncle, who at once wrote him a very friendly letter, asking him to Beaumanoir, there to pass the time that must elapse before he could be gazetted. Cecil had no other home to which he could go, and he therefore accepted the invitation, his ill feelings toward his relative still further dissipated by the really friendly wording of the note. But once established at Beaumanoir, old asso- ciations, familiar scenes, forgotten incidents re- called, and closer acquaintance with his uncle, revealed sentiments, opinions, and characteristics eminently distasteful to a young and ardent mind, full of poetic and Quixotic fancies ; and the old dislike not only returned, but deepened. Mr. Vansittart was mean ; in fact, he was made up of meannesses, and he, judging others by him- self, deemed that every one around him was com- pounded of the same ingredients. He had a fa- vorite theory that money was every thing in- the world. ' He said it represented not only power, influence, fame, all the many mercenary interests of the world, but that it meant also all those closer and more cherished sentiments that men pretend (according to him) to set such store by. It meant, in his reading of the word, honor, trnth, friendship, devotion, constancy, love; all that po- etic or heroic souls have ever dreamed was com- prised to him in that sordid word. With such a ci-eed, what could the man be ? Was it not rath- er a wonder that he was what he was, that he had not dried up into a miser pure and simple, that he had any feelings left that could prompt him to give his sister's child an education ? To him all men were knaves or fools, all women wicked and weak. With a world peopled as he believed it to be around him, it was only a wonder that he had in himself kept up the semblance of an outward respectability, and avoided falling into those glaring sins from which, according to his creed, none were kept, except by a fear of expos- ure, the result of the hypocrisy he deemed inher- ent in man. " I would not trust any man in the world with a woman or gold, or any woman in the world with a man or gold," he said, deliberately, after dinner, on the night of his nephew's arrival, ex- pounding to him his strange doctrines. "Act as if every man in the world were your enemy, whom you must deceive, and as if every woman were your slave, whom you must cow. 'They act so toward you ; do you pay them in their own coin.'' Cecil -Egerton looked at his uncle's narrow, cunning face with astonishment. " I don't know much of the world,I suppose," he said, "but still, perhaps, from having been so long poor, I have seen more than most lads of my age ; and though I know we rubbed shoul- ders with many queer characters in those days, still I never thought them as bad as you say. 28 OUR DETACHMENT. Indeed, as fur as their means went, they were good to me." "Because they hoped to make something out of you," Mr. Vansittart answered, with his low, self-contained laugh. "And now, with your youth >ind inexperience, you will be more ex- posed to the attacks of sharpers than ever. Hold tiiith with no map, as long as you can escape de- tection, or where detection will not harm you ; but if you are found out in any mess, I warn you I will not stand by j-ou. I believe in roguery — we are all rogues — but then I will only have to do with clever ones." "I have only wit enough to be honest," an- swered the lad, with his frank laugh. "I had rather be the person deceived than be the de- ceiver. I hope I may never adopt your creed, sir." "You will in a little time, hoy," replied Mr. Vansittart, laughing quietly to himself; "indeed, I doubt not you practice it now on me in a mild way, by tiying to make yourself out more hon- est than yon are. Well, that is a paying line ; a rogue of unimpeachable integrity will fleece more fools to his one brain in a year than six doubtful characters would in ten years. So, if you can act the thing without believing the cant the char- acter obliges you to talk, you will do well." "But it is no cant," cried Cecil, earnestly; then, meeting his uncle's cold stare of incredu- lity, he looked down at his plate and remained silent. Day by day brought out some trait in the old man's character more and more distasteful to his nephew. The natural result of his views with respect to people, in general was that he distrust- ed every one, imputing bad motives for the most trivial acts of kindliness. Young Egerton soon found, to his disgust and indignation, that his sweet, obliging temper and ready good-nature had caused him to be branded in Mr. Vansit- tart's eyes merely as a rather more skillful and successful hypocrite than most men. After this discovery there was very little more friendliness between them : Cecil trying to show by his manner how little he eared for his uncle's opinion, how independent he was of the merce- nary motives imputed to him, and Mr.Vansit- tart endeavoring, by threats and arguments, to coerce him into the state of mind and feeling for which he believed hie nephew was formed, and which he approved, as one that frequently led to success in life. Two such ill-assorted characters, brought thus into the close proximity of a coun- try house, could not fail either to quarrel or to influence each other very materially. Egerton was not quarrelsome, but he was weak ; he had not suflScient sti-ength of mind and purpose to maintain a steady, silent opposition to the insid- ious workings of a strong mind over his Weaker one, and he would without doubt soon have suc- cumbed, had he not been gazetted to the — th, just two months after he arrived atBeaumanoir. How delighted he was to receive that long blue, official -looking envelope, marked on the outside, "On Her Majesty's Service!" It was like an order of release to a long pent-up prison- er ; lie felt as if escaping from the contact of his uncle's vice-imbued mind would bei as a breath of air from fresh, heathery mountain-tops to the captive long confined in the close air of a dun- geon. His uncle was with him at the breakfast-table, in the long dining-room at Beaumanoir, when Egerton received the letter. His cheek flushed and his eye sparkled, but he passed ovev the en- velope and its contents without a word. As the old man took the announcement and looked over it, Cecil glanced round the room as though to take the well-remembered furniture that had seen long ago his bitter sorrow into his confi- dence about his great joy. The low French window at one end of tho room was Open, and through the opening came the sweet-scented morning air and the golden gleam of the early sun. Every thing looked brighter and more cheerful than it had done an hour before — even his uncle's face was pleasant, he thought, as Mr. Vansittart i-etumed the letter, saying, ' ' Very good ; the — th is a fine corps — a light- infantry regiment, and considered rather fast, I believe. There are some good men in it from the neighborhood around this. By-the-bye, you never met any of my neighbors, I think ; it doesn't much matter, as the young men, such as Lord Eevershara and some others, are in your regiment, and you will meet them there. They will of course pay you attention, knowing you to be my nephew. I should have liked you to see Longhiu'st ; but it is a very long drive from this — fourteen miles, at least. Some people think it almost as fine as Beaumanoir : I can't say I do. I like land lying toward the south — it gets so much more sun. Longhurst lies westward — a pretty aspect of a summer's evening, but gloomy in winter ; and in England, winter certainly claims three-fourths of the year. I hope you will remember all I have been telling you when you enter your regiment : in a society of young men like that, the overreaching principle, the desire to make as much as possible out of every one, is always at work, no matter how skillfully it may be concealed. Don't forget that; and remember, the aggressor always has the best chance : just as the man who tells his story first always makes most way in men's opinions, and often gets a prejudged favorable verdict before the other side of the question has been heard at all." Cecil looked gloomy ; his brilliant ideas and high aspirations were being sadly damped by this view of the companionship he should acquire in exchange for that of his uncle. ' He had not ta- ken, up his uncle's ideas personally, despised them still, and would have resisted any temptation to act on them ; but by dint of constant repetition, he had come to think there might be some truth in them, as regarded others. Already the mis- chievous doctrines he heard propounded every day began to work. He was angry with him- self, how'ever, for having allowed them to acquire any hold of his mind, and he did not choose his uncle to see their effect, therefore he remained silent. Breakfast over, he roamed out to say fare- well for a time to the old place, and the haunts of that brief period of his childhood when he and his mother had been all in all to each other here. The sun was shining brightly, and the day was soft and warm, though it was only the end of January. It was one of those few days that come sometimes with the beginning of the year, to delude us with the hopes of the near ap- proach of spring. OUR DETACHMENT. 29. Cecil Egerton strode on briskly, stepping out toward the far blue, hazy outline of hills upon the horizon, trying to listen only to the joyful voices in his heart, and not to the dreaiy calumnies scattered broadcast ty his uncle over every true and noble feeling of his nature. He was to leave the next day but one, and sincerely did he re- joice at the prospect. Mr. Vansittart had been kind to him in his way, but the young man felt he was expected to do welljto make a name, in fact, In order that he might merit this kindness, and that it might be continued to him. If the world was such as his uncle described, it was pretty certain he must go to the wall and be no- where ; for, liad he the will, Egerton felt in him- self he had not the mental force or strength to be a successful man in the manner in which his uncle desired him to be successful. He was right tliere, and more right than he knew himself to be. As soon as he walked into our anteroom, after reporting himself, a few days later, Eeversham, looking at him, said to Preston, in an under-tone : ' ' Weak as water ; how did he ever find strength of mind enough to pass his exam ?" "I don't see that," answered Preston; "he has an Intellectual face. Don't you think so? Look at his brow." " Follow the line of the jaw and the expres- sion of the mouth rather, and you will see I am right Do you observe, he seems pei-petually about to speak, and then says nothing ?" ' ' Which is, at least, better than if he spoke with nothing to say," Preston returned, laugh- ing. •' Wait a day or two — ^he will come to that presently," answered Claude, in a cold tone of disapproval. "No man with that face could keep in any idea, no matter how feeble or futile, that came into his head." "You are too hard, Feversham. How would you like strangers to judge you so ?" Feversham laughed a contented laugh. "I despise weakness," he said. "Why can't a man know his mind and act on it ? At any rate, no one can laugh at me on that score. " Preston thought not, but he was not going to flatter Feversham, so he did not answer him, but went over to speak to the new-comerj who was looking rather ill at ease, surrounded by a crowd of quizzical subs. He did not mean to do any thing, or make fun of him in any wa}', but some- times the spirit of mischief gets into young fel- lows and they can not help themselves ; besides he was a good deal younger then than he is now. That is quite six years ago. At any rate, how- ever it happened, or whatever tempted him, he be- gan presently to cram Egerton with some won- derful story about the major, who was a goodfel- low enough, but eccentric. His anecdote seemed to stir up some recollections in Egerton's mind, for he presently assented to a rather unworthy proposition of Preston's with regard to the ma- jor's character, saying thai he had heard things were so in the world, and particularly in the army ; but that, if the case were so, all he could say was, that he thought the army, and the rest of the world with it, had better be at the bottom of the sea than that men should avow and prac- tice such doctrines. Preston was a little startled, for he had only been chaffing, and had not imagined any one could really take him to be in earnest. But, from whatever cause it had happened, he had been believed, and it was evident that the suppo- sition of wickedness such as he had described distressed the new-comer, therefore he could not be a bad fellow. Rather amused and interested, Preston tried to explain that his stoi-y was an allegory, a ro- mance, or whatever he liked to call it. "Ah!" Egerton said, when Preston had fin- ished his explanation, " then you are one of those who like to take advantage of the ignorance of others." Preston was struck dumb ; the rejoinder had a certain truth about it that gave it a bitter flavor, and yet it was good ; something might be learned from it, he felt at once, though he was too confused at first to know exactly what. "I did not mean to take advantage of you in any wrong manner," he stammered, hardly know- ing what to say ; "I only meant to make a little fun." "And I was stupid enough to take your ran- dom assertions literally, and fancy that things were worse here than they really a*e. I am too matterrof-fact in any thing concerning every-day life to understand chaff at present," he contin- ued, pleasantly, " and I have had a bad instruct- or lately on such subjects, so you must pardon me when I make mistakes, and misunderstand you. I have been told lately that truth and hon- or are unknown in the world, that every man's hand is against his neighbor ; and though I bad not believed such assertions before, yet your ac- count seeming to ratify and indorse that judg- ment, I began to fear I had been moi-e incredu- lous than I should have been." . His look and manner, as he answered, were so frank and winning, that Pi-eston forgot the diffi- culty in which he had just been placed. He saw also that Egerton was just the character who would soon be a prey to Mayleigh's keen, sarcas- tic wit, and who would be likely to suffer thereby if he was not warned. He answered, therefore : "If our fellows find you believe all they tell you so easily, they will not explain things to you, but will probably make matters appear worse and worse. Don't believe them, and do not let any thing they say bias your conduct, or you will be- come a perfect weather-cock, veeringnowone way, and now another." After that they had some more conversation, and every minute Preston was more and more struck by the incongruities his companion's char- acter presented. He had noble, lofty principles, in which he implicitly believed ; he had the fii'm desire and pui-pose to do right, and a naturally sweet, good disposition ; and with all these fine points, an extraordinary weakness of purpose, that allowed him to be swayed from what he knew to be right with every passing word, even if the speaker of that word was a man of whom he knew nothing, or, as I afterward found, whom he knew to be capable of evil. But I liked him when I joined and came to know him, though I could see Claude Feversham sometimes looking up from his paper to listen to our conversation, when he happened to be in the room ; and as soon as Egerton left, he would rise from his chiiir impatiently, saying, " What a fool that fellow is'! How such men are allowed into the army is a puzzle to me. If 30 OUR DETACHMENT. he was in the act of cutting down an enemy in a skirmish, and any fellow passing by called out ' Let the fellow oft',' he would do it, and perhaps be bowled over by the same man half a minute after. Unstable as water, would describe him well." I would laugh, Claude's disgust was so ex- treme, but it did not change the opinion I had formed of Egerton, that he was a nice fellow, and clever in all save that one point, which is, I almost think, an essential, if cleverness, or, more properly speaking, talent, is to bear any fruit. He became a great friend of mine ; he suited me very well, for though I rather condemned his weak- ness, still I found it pleasant to have a compan- ion always obedient to ray wishes, and who nev- er offered an opinion of his own in contradiction to one of mine. And this man had now anived at Belmmphy, and into his sympathetic ear I promised myself I would pour all my hopes and feai-s as soon as he had got comfortably settled in his new quarters. I do not think Cecil had ever been in love, but he was of a romantic, poetical turn of mind, that made me often wonder he had not at least fan- cied himself smitten often before now ; at any rate, this tendency to romance made him sym- pathetic, and I was certain he would listen with interest to all I had to tell him. And I was right; he listened to my sorrows eagerly and intently, and was inclined to pass a hai-sh judgment on Feversham for interfering. He and Feversham were cruelly distrustful of each other. They had never taken to each oth- er or become friends,which to me seemed strange, as they had many tastes in common ; and Claude, though always contemptuous on the score of my new chum, admitted that he only wanted a men- tal backbone to turn out a splendid fellow. Ce' cil, I think, was afraid of Feversham, feeling his captain's hardly concealed contempt, and avoid- ing him in consequence ; always regarding him with a feeling approaching to reverence and awe. Of late they had become better friends, and Claude was always kind to him. None of the other fellows were as intimate friends of mine as this man, though I got on well with all of them. I am afraid this was not due to my own meric, because I know I was often a troublesome mon- key ; but it had been unanimously agreed that it was no good correcting Madcap ; he might steady- in time, but until then it would be necessary to put up with him. They were very good to me — much more so than I deserved; and jiist at this time, not being at all happy, I am sure I was not pleasant to them very often ; indeed Cecil told me they all wondered what had happened to Mad- cap, to make him so captious and irritable, par- ticularly with his chum and Captain Claude Fev- ersham. Cecil soon understood why it was so, but un- less questioned, he was not very talkative, and therefore kept my secret well. I often blamed myself, however, thinking I had been indiscreet in telling him ; fearing that, when he heard con- jectures afloat about me, he might perhaps be tempted- to say what he knew. My fears were unnecessaiy, however ; to me Cecil was true as steel. CHAPTER Vr. Clarissa's conquest. Op all the new-comers to Belmurphy belong- ing to "ours," the most important personage in the eyes of the neighborhood, and the one who also ought undoubtedly to have been the most important in our eyes, was Lieutenant -colonel Dropmore, the ofiicer at that time in command. He was a widower,' but, before I joined, his wife and he had been great characters in the regiment. She had been a person of tart, severe disposition, of whom the subs stood greatly in awe, and whom Mayleigh had named one day, in an inspired mo- ment, Acid Drops. The name was a good one, and it stuck ; the colonel, a good-natured fellow himself, going by the name of Acid Drop's hus- band, or more generally, for shortness, A. D.'s husband. She, poor soul, had been dead for two years ; and though it might be thought such an experience would have cured Dropmore of any fancy toward matrimony, it was now well known that he was very anxious to make a second trial,, and generally offered himself to every eligible young lady that appeared upon the scene. He was a short, stout man, with a handsome, good-humored face, in .which, howevei', all the indications of a quick, hot temper were visible. Indeed, Acid Drops (the name, though a mis- nomer, had descended to him) was a veiy pep- pery individual, but his fits of passion blew-over very quickly. He and several other of the new-comers were asked to dinner at the Bevyleys' the day after they arrived in Belmurphy. . We were to follow them later in the evening, and have soirie dan- cing. We knew most of our lady-friends would be there, and we were quite curious to see which of them all would make an impression on old Drops's susceptible heart. Claude and I had vei-y little doubt who must be the attraction to every body, and I am sure both our hearts beat faster at the thought. Claude ought to have been certain enough, as I knew afterward ; but I was entirely in the dark as to the position J! oc- cupied ; and I fancied it was quite possible our handsome colonel, in spite of his stumpy figure and choleric disposition, might prove more at- tractive than an ensign, so very juvenile as to be constantly mistaken tor a boy. All the same I felt almost inclined to quarrel with old Drops for his bad taste, when I anived . at Bayview next evening, and found him a de- clared admirer of Miss Clarissa. It was such outrageous 'stupidity of the man to look at her, when her sister was near. I felt quite angiy at first, but presently became very much amused, watching how she managed him, and twisted him round her finger, and laughed at him all the time, without his for one minute suspecting she did not admire him quite as much as he did her. "He is such fun, that colonel of yours," she said to me later in the evening. "He baa been telling me all about the late Mrs. Dropmore — how sincerely he was attached to her, how long they 'were married, how he lamented "^er loss, what a good wife^ she made him, ending by pointing out that a'good wife makes a good hus- band, and vick versa. That seemed to be a spe- cial point with him, and matrimony is evident- ly his hobby. You call him Acid Drops, but OUR DETACHMENT. 31 after the conversation to-night I would recom- mend you to change his name to Pear Drops, only .Ime to come to her. The painful deadness that had taken possession of me was banished by that look. I heard the merry measure of the gal- op we had been dancing still ringing out through the ball-room ; so, passing my arm round Cla- rissa's waist, we took a few turns round the room and stopped near her sister. ' ' You wanted me ?" I asked, stopping at length beside Gwendoline Bambridge, ana waiting, with my heart in my eyes and ears, for her answer. " I wanted to ask you when you are going to dance with me. " I know,"she continued, " that you say I am pass€e; but I never allow any one to flirt with Clary who does not also pay her dear sister a little attention. So you see what you have to go in"for." She laughed with an intepsely mischievous ex- pression, while I, utterly miserable and fieicely indignant, answered, "I never said you were/joissa; I never even thought it, I assure you." Here I almost choked from the intensity of my feelings ; the mere idea of such a term in con- nection 'vyith that bright and beautiful being was sacrilege. , "Oh,dt is no good your denying it," she per- sisted. "I know you said I was passee, and that you admired Clary much more than you did me ; but I will forgive you, if you promise to dance the next waltz with me." "I am engaged for the next," I answered; rue- fully; "but I don't mind. I will throw her over, if you will promise to tell me who it was who said I had spoken in that way of you." I was quite ready to speak out then and there, and tell her I regarded her sister Clarissa's beau- ty as a mere foil to her peerless loveliness,- though I knew Clarissa was standing by listening to all this, and with difficulty restraining her desire to laugh. The fear of offending my divinity alone restrained me. Besides, I could feel Claude's eye fixed on me with a cold, sarcastic expression. I turned away hurriedly, saying I would be sure and come in time for the next dance ; but as I went off with Miss Clarissa, I heard Feversh- am say, in a cool, clear voice, that I was cer- tain he meant should reach me, "The young one seems rather off his head at present. . Nothing betrays age so much as the style in which a man conducts himself when in love." ■ I turned and looked at him for one minute — it was but a minute, but he understood my look ; he knew I had detected him in the meanness of trying to make me appear badly in the eyes of the, woman we both loved, and he had still suffi- cient good feeling left to be ashamed of himself. He colored all over his bronzed face, and bent his head to avoids my gaze, and I p.assed on, 33 OUE DETACHMENT. thinking bitterly tliat Claude was changed in- deed to net thus, to stoop to a baseness that, even in my wildest moments, I would not have sullied myself with. But I forgot all annoyance, all pain, when my dance with Gwendoline came round. She was as kind, as merry, as perfectly friendly as ever, and my poor, sore heart was soothed by the magic of her bright smiles, and the caressing tones of her soft voice. "Who is that tall, handsome young man standing in the door-way?" she asked, presently. " I never saw him before to-night, yet he came with your party. I suppose he is one of the new arrivals. He is very good-looking. Introduce him to me." I looked in the direction she mentioned, and saw Cecil Egerton leaning against the door-post, and talking in his quiet manner to Miss Graham. Now and then he laughed, as that young lady said something that amused him, and I could tell by the expression of his face he was enjoying himself, but in a way peculiar to him, and very different from our frank, outspoken merriment. He always seemed to me as if he felt things so far down below the surface that, except for his irresolution how to act, one would hardly know whether he had felt them at all. At the minute we looked at him we both could perceive he was laboring under the difficulty of deciding whether he should ask Miss Graham to continue the dance, or wliether he should remain there listen- ing to her talk. Fortunately for him, the young lady herself decided the matter, for, as she finish- ed speaking, she put her hand on his shoulder, and he whirled her away among the dancers. " Who is he ? Introduce him to me," repeat- ed Miss Bambridge. " He is Cecil Egerton, an ensign in our regi- ment, a good bit senior to me. I will introduce him if you like," I answered, sulkily. It seemed to me as if every thing that evening conspired to annoy me. Why should she want to know him ? What business had she to talk of him, and look at him, when she might have talked on subjects more nearly interesting to me, and might have looked at me ? I was very savage and very miserable, and began to think all my special friends seemed to have been created for no other pui'pose than to pain and irritate me. But when the introduction was accomplished, and I saw by Egerton's manner he had no intention of paying particular attention in that quarter, I decided he had no feeling for beauty, and was a kind of out- er barbarian, with whom, in spite of his poetic tastes, I could have nothing in common, and with whomit was surprising I could have lived so long on such intimate teims. What weather-cocks we all are, swayed about by every trivial incident, every unexpected look or word ! Why, even Claude Feversham, and I myself, were, in matters of feeling, as unstable and fickle as Egerton was in action. And we had presumed to laugh at him. Before the even- ing was over I had forgotten that Claude was a traitor, that Egerton was soulless and unfeeling, and that I had almost called Gwendoline a co- quette. The thought had tried to take shape in my mind, but I had resisted it ; I would not give it place, and finally I drove it forth in triumph. When we set out on our drive home, I remem- bered nothing but that I had danced three times with Gwendoline, that she had been as kind, and merry, and winning as ever to me, and had laughed a great deal with me over Clarissa's new admirer. "I shall let Clary keep Colonel Dropmore," she said. "I always make her give up any of her men that I fancy, because, being eldest, I have right of first choice/ If Colonel Dropmore was a good catch, it might be worth mywhile claiming him, but I don't fancy he is. Do you know any thing about it, Vivian ?" "If I did, I would not tell you," I answered boldly, looking up in her laughing face. "I will not encourage you in your evil courses ; besides, it isn't fair Miss Clarissa should have nobody." "Most Quixotic Madcap, Clary is well able to take care of herself. But really it is amusing to watch those two. See how Clary is snubbing him." I did not care to look at them at all, having something much more interesting to me before my eyes ; however, I did as I was told, and watch- ed them for a few minutes. As Gwendoline had said, ^they were too amusing: Old Drops was touchingly devoted, and Clarissa was divided be- tween saucy triumph and approaching boredosn. Now and then I could see she struggled valiantly against a yawn that would come, and then she would turn with a smile to our little colonel, and say something with a serene expression, that could not have been very serene or placid in its wording, to judge by Dropmore's irritated look. It was evident the fish was hooked, and she was playing him skillfully. I suppose that is how we all look when we are caught, so we may comfort ourselves by thinking that even the wisest men in the world have looked at ' least once in their lives like helpless fools. That was a consoling reflection to me, know- ing, as I did, that I had probably looked just as idiotic, very likely more so, several times that evening. But we were going home, and I was h.ippy. Matters were as doubtful as ever between Gwen- doline and me ; yet her manner had given me confidence. One thing, at least, I had deter- mined on, and that was that I would speak to Claude about the way in which I had overheard him allude to me that evening. It was a very foolish resolution on my part, but I was as fool- ish as most yoimg men in my state of feeling are ; I hoped that shame at being convicted in such a pettiness might make my cousin less pushing and forward in his attentions to Gwendoline in fu- ture. Such a fool's hope ! For an answer to it, I need only have asked myself, would any shame have availed to keep me away from her if I thought she cared to have me near her? And certainly she had given Claude that excuse dur- ing the evening. But one always expects one's friends and neighbors to be obedient to laws that one can not see to be in any way binding on one's self, and I was just as exorbitant in my demands on my cousin's good behavior as we all are usu- ally with regard to those around us. As Claude was turning into his room, when we arrived at barracks, I followed him. " I want to speak to you a minute," I said. "Very well," he answered, with an assump- tion of indiiference that convinced me he knew what was coming. As he spoke, he pulled off OUR DETACHMENT. 33 his coat, and proceeded to get into his smoking toggeiy. " What did you mean by saying to Miss Bara- bridge that I was off my "head to-night ? You also hinted very broadly that I was in love. Will you explain your meaning ?" "My good Vivian," he replied, laughing, " don't be absurd ; you were rather off your head • when I spoke — angry about something,! think — and all the world sees yon are in love ; so there was no harm in mentioning that." "If I am in love," I retorted, "it is nothing to sneer at, let me tell you ; and those who live in glass houses should not throw stones. But I will tell you what it is, Teversham, you have no busi- ness to monopolize Miss Bambridge in the way you do, and prevent any other fellow getting near her. I don't believe she likes it." "And I believe she does," said Claude, slowly, with a half smile. "My dear boy, I don't want to pain you, but you are very mad and very fool- ish. You are too young to think of marriage. I love Miss Bambridge, and I think she cares for me ; we understand each other pretty well, and the sooner you give up this hopeless infatuation of yours, the better it will be for you." " Have you asked her to marry you yet ?" " Well, not exactly ; but I think she knows I intend doing so. I am entirely dependent on my mother for means, and must get her consent and approbation before I can marry comfortably. I intend going over to see her in the beginning of September, telling her all about it, and getting her to make me a good allowance ; until then I shall say nothing to Miss Bambridge ; it is not much more than a month to wait." "A most prudent and methodical person, "I replied, sarcastically. "Love has not upset prudence, and an eye to the main chance, in your mind." Claude walked up and down the room impa- tienl*y. "Take care, Vivian," he said; "you may try me too far, patient as I am. Love does not pre- vent my seeing that it would be desirable I should offer my wife as good a home as that to which she is accustomed ; but failing to secure that, I should still ask her to take me, because, putting all other matters aside, I have let her know my intentions too plainly to be able to draw off now. Not that I should do so in any case, Vivian ; you nnden-ate my feelings very much if you think that possible;' but indeed I fancy you are not capa- ble of understanding them, and that I waste my breath talking to you." "Well, you will at least let me know your suc- cess,"! urged. " Certainly, if you wish it," he replied, with a confident laugh. " But don't build up hopes for yourself, Madcap ; they will be in vain, and will cause you pain. ! believe solemnly Gwendoline cares for me, and will accept me. ! think she is kind to you only because you are my cousin." This was too much for me; the vanity and conceit of that man, qualities ! had never re- marked in him before, were becoming unbear- able, and I flung out of the room without utter- ing another word. On my way to my own quarters ! met Egerton : we both had to cross the square to get to my rooms, and being bound in the same direction, we walked over together. "Was that the Miss Bambridge about whom 3 you have been talking so much, to whom you in- troduced me to-night ?" he asked, as we walked over ; and on my telling him it was, he remarked in his quiet way, "!t is very odd how you fel- lows get into a state of mind about a girl like that. She is handsome, no doubt, but I don't see half the things you have discovered in her ; and what is more curious, though there were such a number of pretty faces there to-night, none of them took possession of me in any way calculated to produce the feeling called falling in- love. I suppose I am not capable of that kind of thing : something wanting in my mental organization prevents me from seeing perfection where it does not exist." ! was provoked with this fellow ; he had been specially honored by her ha^ang asked for him to be introduced to her, and he had the audacity to appear almost bored by the honor. " 1 am sure ! don't know where you can find any one nearer perfection," I answered, hotly. "Perhaps so," he replied ; " but I admire her sister. Miss Clarissa, more. There is no account- ing for taste, my good fellow, so don't enter into a particular explanation of why one sister must be handsomer than the other, as I see you are about to do ; but tell me, did you see how old Acid Drops went in for Miss Clarissa ? !t was first-rate fun watching them — she played him so skillfully. In the end she got tii-ed, and would have liked to get rid of him, but the impression she had made was too deep, and he would not leave her." " I saw it," I answered, gloomily. I hated fellows who did admire and run after Gwendoline, and was always seized with an in- sane longing to do them a mischief; but I never could bear men who had the bad taste not to ad- mire her — it showed at once they were stupid louts, and stupid people are inteusely irritating to me. "Here are my quarters," said Cecil, just as ! was about to express this feeling. " Will you come in and have a smoke and chat before you turn in, or are you going straight off?" "Oh! I am off at once," ! answered; and turning away left him, the keen edge of my pleas- ure in the evening completely blunted by his \vant of perception and Claude's vanity. \ As to that fellow, Egerton — he was sure to suf- fer for it some day — it was such an absurd thing for him to think that he was not quite as capa- ble of making a fool of- himself as any of us. Of course it was only that he had not happened to meet the right person yet, and being always taken up by drawing and painting, for which ho displayed remarkable talent, he had not time to waste on foolish flirtations, as most of our young fellows had. With regard to his artistic abilities, they were wonderful ; and though he had had but few les- sons, ! liked his pictures more than those of many of the swell Academy men. I often asked him why he did not exhibit, and found he had set himself some absurd standard of perfection that he was to attain before doing so — a standard he was never likely to attain, for though his keen perception of the beautiful kept him tolerably straight in the right path, still, in this pursuit, his vacillating, nature injured him more than it could have done in any of his ordinary avocations. Every thing he did had to be changed and alter- 34 OUR DETACHMENT. ed, painted and re-painted dozens of times, the matter generally ending by my taking forcible possession of the canvas until he was absorb- ed in something else, when it might be restored to its owner without fes^ipf consequences. His ideal standard, conseqirentlj;,' he would never reach, and there were many beautiful things toss- ing about his rooms that would have won high praise at any exhibition. He was devoted to sketching, and determined to profit by the beau- tiful country surrounding Belmurphy, it promis- ing to afford him ample opportunity for indulging in his favorite pursuit. Sometimes he would get leave for a day or two, and start from barracks in a regular artist's get up — portable easel, knapsack, with paint-box and materials, gray tweed clothes, and high felt hat of the brigand shape, so dear to the artist's soul. Particularly handsome he looked in that attire, the dark felt hat suiting the handsome, melancholy cast of his countenance extremely well. His uncle, he told me, hated this passion of his, and whenever he was at Beaumanoir he was accustomed to steal off without announcing his departure, and remain away for weeks together, returning as suddenly as he had left. His uncle thought he went up to London to amuse himself, and made no objections to these excursions, which he would have forbidden had he known their in- nocent object. He was even generous enough to offer the young man money occasionally, saying that young men were accustomed to find their al- lowances too small, and he wished his nephew to do every thing handsomely. Lately he had of- fered to keep a horse for Cecil. The offer had been accepted, for, though Egerton knew very little of liding, he was fond of it, and found it as- sisted his sketching trips greatly to be able to go on a quadruped's feet instead of on his own. I thought of all this as I growled at Egerton's stupidity that night, and would have wondered that, being an artist, he had not found himself compelled to admire Gwendoline, as one would admire a picture, when I remembered that his particular line was landscape — about portrait- painting he knew nothing. Feeling slightly con- temptuous over Egertoti's short-coming, and re- flecting that if he did fall in love he would change his mind every day, I dismissed the subject, and began to dream of Gwendoline's manner to me, and Feveraham's abominable egotism in fancying that it was regard for him prompted that manner. What will become of the world when men are so vain that they can not see another fellow's chance is as good, or better, than their own ? And thinking thus, I fell asleep. CHAPTER VIL HOSTILITIES. Days passed on, and matters went much as they had done before our re-enforcement : that is to say, we fished, and boated, and rode, and drove, and croqueted, and danced, and Egerton mooned about the country roads sketching, and a curious state of affairs sprang up between Claude and myself. It was thus it arose: Though Claude persisted that he had never yet spoken distinctly to Gwendoline Bambridge, he took upon himself all the monopolizing airs of an accepted lover, and was very fond of talking to me about her, and arranging what he would do when they were manied, as he seemed to take it for granted they would he. His choice of a confidant was at least singular ; he knew the state of my feelings, and should have spared me, and at least not talked of his success to me, if success it was. Of this I was not qnite sure, but I was begin- ning to be convinced by his manner. He could never have spoken as he did, had not something passed between them that made him certain of his ground. I was wretchedly unhappy. I list- ened to Claude's confidences because there was a fascination for me in hearing any thing about Gwendoline, even if what I heard was altogether unfavorable to my hopes ; I would listen to him moodily, and hate him for talking thus, and my- self for being so mean-spirited as to stay and hear what he had to say. Then, perhaps half an hour aftenvard, if I met Gwendoline, she was so friendly and so particularly anxious for my com- pany, that I would forget all Fevershara had been telling me, and give myself up to the hap- piness of the moment. Cecil Egerton himself could not have been a more utterly weak-minded fool than I was at that time, living alternately on a pinnacle of happiness and in a gulf of gloom and despair. One thing struck -ne particularly, and from it, in my inexperience, I drew a favorable augury, when I might have known, had I been older and wiser, that it was the worst sign possible. Gwendoline now never spoke to me of Claude Feversham, as she had been accustomed to do when we first came to the place. On the con- trary, I thought she sometimes avoided mention of him, when she might have been led to allude to him in following a subject. Of course I de- cided she did not interest herself in him, when in fact it was precisely because her interest in him was great that she kept silence. Colonel Dropmore had continued his attentions to Clarissa Bambridge. He had explained to her the amount of his income, the settlements he had made on his first wife, and various other lit- tle details that showed plainly what his intentions with regard to her were. She had become alarmed ; and from laughing at him, had proceeded to snubbing him regularly, but without much effect. Indeed the poor man seemed to become more and more in earnest the less hope there appeared to be for him. But Clarissa could not keep him from coming to pay visits ; could not keep her people from inviting him ; could not altogether avoid his attentions when he was there. And thus it happened that, one day, as the whole party were in the garden, gooseberry - picking (as Clarissa afterward ob- served), Colonel Dropmore managed to discover that young lady in an isolated corner, all alone. "It was very stupid of me to have gone there," she said afterward, to Gwendoline. "I might have known, with Pear Drops in the place, re- tirement of any kind was dangerous. But there was a pet plum-tree of mine in that corner, and the plums are just ripe, and I did not think he would find me. That was a mistake, I must confess. He is sharper than I thought. Having found me, he began, in his odious, direct way, to tell me that he had been fascinated by my many OUR DETACHMENT. 35 charms and virtues, and that he designed me the hortor of making me the second Mrs. Dropmore. I can give you no idea of the stilted politeness of his language, or the exquisite composure with which he awaited his answer, quite convinced it would be all he could wish. I was struck diimb nt first, and did not recover myself until he tried to take my hand. Then I drew away and put my hand behind my back, saying, 'Excuse me. Colonel Dropmore, but I don't quite see this mat- ter in the same light as you do. I am convinced, from what you tell me, that you would make a most estimable husband, and I know you are the pink of propriety and consideration, but I have set my heart on something much more unruly and scatter-brained. I could never consent to lead the life of dull decorum that would await me' as your wife.'" , ' " 'I will be as uArnly and scatter-brained as you like,' said the poor old' fellow, in answer. ' Indeed, Miss Clarissa, I am very much in ear- nest, and I think you have hardly a right to re- fuse me, after all the encouragement you have given me.' "I was very angi-y then," continued Clarissa. "Fancy my having encouraged him, when I had been snubbing him all along as hard as I could. " ' I deny that I have encouraged you,' I said. ' I have tried to keep you off, by every means in my power ; and if you don't like what I say to you now, remember you drew it on yourself.' "Then he got very angry, and told me he knew I was in the habit of keeping a whole lot of voting fellows dangling after me, and treating them as I had treated him ; but he would put a stop to it, at least in part. " ' I will keep them up to their work,' he con- tinued, 'arid not let them go racing off here at every hour of the day. We have had a great deal too little work and too much amusement lately ; but that must be altered now. ' "And so I believe it will be," added Clarissa, with a fresh burst of laughing, " for I was so an- noyed at what he said to me that I told him he need never hope to occupy the same place in my regard as his subalterns, who were, most of them, particularly nice young men. He looked so fu- rious then that I got frightened, and ran back to you, Gwendoline. Do you think he will stay to dinner?" Gwendoline paused in the act of picking a plum, and looked round cautiously to see that there was no one near, before she answered, " I don't care about his staying to dinner ; in- deed I think it would be much better he did not do so. But I hope to goodness he will not be able to prevent our friends coming out to see«us ; it would be too provoking. I could not exist without seeing Vivian eveiy day." " In fact, when the — th leave, life will be a burden to you on his account," retorted Clarissa, slyly. " But how about Lord Feversham — does he come in nowhere? I was inclined to think he had quite as much to do as dear Madcap in mitigating the tedium of your existence." "Don't be absurd. Clary," answered Gwendo- line, laughing. " There are some subjects pn which even younger sisters have no right to in- trude, if it were only possible to teach them so ; but yon are a hardened offender. Don't think you will get any information out of me, however.". The colonel did go, as Clarissa had expected he would ; he told General Bambridge there was urgent business awaiting him at barracks, and he actually hurried away without saying good-bye to the young ladies. "What have you been doing to Colonel Drop- more, girls?" asked Mrs. Bambridge, noticing this. "It must be your fault, Clarissa, for you were the one he was last seen with. " " Oh ! indeed, mamma," laughed ClarisSa, gay- ly, " don't ask me what has taken him away. No one knows what I have gone through the last two weeks, with the defunct Mrs. Dropmore, her set- tlements, her peculiarities, her devotion, her little touch of spirit, that some ill-natured people call- ed temper, etc. I have lived in hourly terror of being carried off, and made Mrs. Dropmore, no- lens volens, ever since I first met him ; and it is such a relief to me when he takes himself off for a while, that I hope no one wijl mention his name this evening." We all obeyed her wishes, and I think it old Drops had known how perfectly we enjoyed oui- selves that evening without him, his frame of mind, as he drove back to the barracks, would have been even worse than it undoubtedly was. And then he did not smoke, and of coiirse felt all his grievances a great deal the more for that abstinence. It does soothe a fellow, you know, and is better than drink as a consoler, being less immediately deleterious in its effects, though the doctors do tell us it is quite as certain. It is all very fine saying the mind is the mas- ter of the body ; perhaps in very highly organ- ized natures it may be, but with ordinary every- , day people like the majority of us, I maintain that bodily indulgence; if it be indulgence in any thing for which you have a yeiy strong liking, deadens, and for a time overmasters mental af- fliction. The indulgence may be drink, smoking, eating, riding a good horse, boating, or athletics ; any of those things, in proportion as you enjoy them, make a fellow feel almost jolly as long as they last, and every time the mind is diverted from its trouble the hold of that trouble is weak- ened. But our good old man had no such ' consola- tion, and evdn the slashing pace at which the post-horse took him back to town lost the power of gratification it might have possessed, from the fact that the animal that showed such a turn of speed was not his own, but only a wretched hired screw. The colonel's was not a very noble na- ture, though a good-natured one, and Jie was sorely ruffled and annoyed at the manner in which he had been treated. It seemed to him quite impossible that his offer could have been refused, and refused in such a manner. ' It was all the fault of the crowd of foolish boys that fol- lowed the girl about everywhere, and that pre- vented her from thinking seriously of business ; but he would settle that^he would give' those fellows plenty of work now, find them somethingj| to do besides flirtation and love-making. " ? Of course when one has the fixed intention of making one's self disagreeable, it is not at all dif- ficult to find an opportunity for doing so ; and this Colonel Dropmore soon found. ' His opportunity occun-ed in the following way : We were sitting round the table over our wine after mess one evening, a day or two after the Barabridges' party. It was very curious how ev- ery one guessed that Acid Drops had failed ia 30 OUR DETACHMENT. getting a second Mrs. Drops. Miss Clarissa had kept her own counsel, nnd yet we had all read the secret at once, and knew why the colonel was unusually gloomy and taciturn, and why he had not gone near Endley the Inst two days. We hiid been talking of all the dances, and other entertainments wo had been at lately, and we had been praising the hospitality of our friends about Belmurphy. Suddenly Peversham looked up from the laborious task of pounding a biscuit into minute fragments, » task that had for some time absorbed all his energies, and said, "It seems to me we ought to do something in return for all their civility. Don't you think we could manage it ?" " What shall it be ?" asked several voices. "A dance, of course," I suggested, boldly; "nothing else gives such general satisfaction. Ask the old fogies to dinner, and it will not only be dull for us, but all the ladies who are really our best friends in Belmurphy will be left ov 'n the cold ; give a picnic, and we shall have an immensity of trouble, and the midges will eat up the thin-skinned, and the delicate will get their feet wet, and the salt will get into the claret cup, and the wasps into the sweet dishes ; but give a dance, and you are all right — all are safe to en- joy themselves, and it is not nearly so much trouble either to make a thing of that kind pass off well. " "A dance!" cried Mayleigh, joining in,<'that will not be much of a return for all the hospital- ity that has been shown us. We shall have to do something more." "Why not give a lot of dances?" suggested Preston, languidly, and as if the matter had not much interest for him. He was a sleepy kind of youth, and having shown so much interest in the proceedings, relapsed again into silence. " That is not a bad idea," cried Flower. "Let us fix a certain night in the week, and give small early hops every time that day comes round. Say, begin at six and end at twelve. That will not en- tail ipuch dress on the ladies, and people will be more willing to come a distance when they know they can get away early." "Bravo! Flower, " echoed from all sides of the table; "you have got an idea there at last. That is the very thing." A little more talk, and Flower's plan was decided on. Thursday in ev- ery week was chosen as the most suitable day ; and Colonel Dropmore not being present, having gone that day to dine with the Graces at Fair- leigh, It was arranged that Feversham should tell him what had been settled next day, and get him to consent to their messing at three o'clock, on that particular afternoon eveiy week until fur- ther notice. I don't know that any one expected old Drops would oppose this plan for our amusement, and you may be very sure we were all much astonish- ed when, next evening at mess, on the project be- ing mooted by Feversham, he negatived it very decidedly. "Can't have it," he said, in the quick, excited manner he had when put out. "Can't hear of it at all. Quite impossible to mess at three o'clock ; couldn't do it ; should get dyspepsia and all kinds of horrors. Let me hear no more talk about it, I beg." "Well, but colonel, it is not necessary you should dine at three ; if we younger follows like to do it, I am sure we could manage to get you a snug, comfortable little dinner all to yourself, in some room where we should not interfere with you." So spoke Claude Feversham, looking rather anxious. "You young fellows indeed!" growled Drop- more, irritated anew by such an unlucky expres- sion ; "I suppose you think no one is young but yourself, and that it is a proof of youth to dine at impossible hours. It is a proof of folly, if you like. And I know very well what my comforta- ble little dinner would be : fish cold, soup gi-easy, chops black and sooty, bad feeding, and worse waiting, and no company to make matters pleas- anter. No, I will have no folly here, let me tell you." "We have a right to the mess-room," I called out, rather Imprudently. " We may dance here if we like." "I was not addressing you, Mr. Darrell; when I want information-!- will apply to you for it. Yes, " he continued, With an^minous chuckle, "the ttiuss-voom is yours, and you are welcome to it ; much good may it do you. I wish you joy of it, and of your three o'clock dinner." After this he subsided into a series of suppress- ed chuckles, which told plainly he was concoct- ing some scheme against our intended amuse- ment. What his plan was we could not divine, and he kept his own secret ; it was very provok- ing, as naturally we imagined he had devised some way of Interfering with us, and yet not see- ing any move on his part to prevent our design, we proceeded with our preparations. Thursday came, and we were just sitting down to dinner, when James, the adjutant, came in hurriedly ; he had been a little late, and we had sat down without waiting for him. "Just listen to this," he cried, as he entered. "That old fool Drops has sent me a rrote, which I received this minute, in which he informs me that he has lent the band to the Eobinsons at Glenlough for this evening, and that, as the drive is a long one, they must start at five o'clock." This was a blow indeed ; every body stopped eating, and looked up with a helpless, dismayed expression on their countenances. I was in a blazing passion ; the idea of that old beast think- ing he could spoil our fun at the last minute. Never ! we would teach him better than that. Springing on to my chair, I signed to every one to be silent, and proceeded to harangue the meeting. It was necessary to be impressive, to stir up those around me to rebellion, and to ef- fect this object, I knew that I must keep myself cool. This was a hard task, but the cause was wosth it : it would be such a glorious victory if we foiled our adversary with his own weapons. "Gentlemen,"! said, with solemnity, seeing every eye fixed on me, more in astonishment, I am bound to admit, than as recognizing me as a leader whom they would be proud to obey — "gentlemen, this is a case of flagrant tyranny, and one that calls for immediate and decisive action. Colonel Dropmore has taken a mean advantage of us; thinks he will at one stroke please his friends and spoil our pleasure. Let us show him that we will not for one moment sub- mit to such an unjust proceeding. He wants the band — that he shall not have ; he is welcome to the bandsmen — they are his ; let him take them : the instruments are ours — we will keep them. I OUR DETACHMENT. az am afraid he will not find those fellows as con- ducive to haiinony as he may wish when they arrive without our consent and support. It will give him a lesson, I think, and make him take care in future how he promises the band without our leave. As to our dance — don't despair; I know where we can hire n piano and musicians for to-night. Send the bandsmen, James, by all means ; but with my consent not even a cornet shall go with them." "Bravo! Well spoken, young one!" was shouted in chorus, as I jumped down. "That is the way to do it ! Old Drops will find he made a mistake this time. It will he a little more trouble to us to get the musicians before six ; but that won't matter ; we will have our dance, and perhaps will enjoy it more than the colonel will enjoy his entertainment." We carried out our plan ; the bandsmen went to Glenlongh minus their instruments, and we had a jolly dance. I can not say we were all of ■ us quite without misgivings as to what, wpuld be Colonel Dropmore's retaliation, but we^did not let the thoughts of it interfere with our amuse- ment. I believe he was absolutely raving when the bandsmen appeared. The band-master, as soon as they arrived, had the sense to send in for him, iisking to see him as soon as dinner was over ; and on his appearing, handed him a note drawn up by James, and signed by all of us. lie stamp- ed, and raged, and swore, and finally, remember- ing the men were there, told them they might re- main at Glenlough for the night. If they went hack, those fellows would have the use of them, he reflected. He then questioned the hand-master, to know if the preparations for the dance had been contin- ued, once it was known the bandsmen would not be there. The man did not know very well how matters had been arranged, but he had heard something about Mr. Darrell having gone down to the town to look for musicians — or some peo- ple of that sort, added the band-master, with a lofty contempt for any musical talent not embod- ied in a regimental band. "Always that young cub!" growled Colonel Dropmore between his teeth. "He is the fel- low that is always knocking about with the Bam- bridges ; and now I suppose he will spend the whole night flirting with Clarissa ! Young whelp ! I should like to horsewhip him soundly ! " With this remark, uttered so as to be perfect- ly audible to the men. Colonel Dropmore turned away, and went to break the news to the hostess, that the bandsmen had arrived, but not the band. It was too aggravating;- all attempt at dancing had to be given up, as none of the young ladies there present were equal to the task of playing dance music, and there were .no musicians at- tainable at Glenlough, as there had been at Bel- murphy. Our dance, on thecontraiy, passsd off splendid- ly, and was even kept up a little later than we in- tended it should be. We issued our invitations for next Thursday before we separated, and re- tired to rest well pleased with the success of our entertainment. Next day Colonel Dropmore was moody and silent. He made no mention of the occurrence of the day before, and we did not ihink it nec- essary to allude to it in his presence. But we could see he was boiling over with rage, which was all the more dangerous because it was con- centrated in a nature where coticentration was un- usual. Days passed by, and still he made no allusion to what had occurred ; and we began to think he was beaten, and was contented to re- venge himself by strictness in all the minutise of barrack life, and in an excessive overdose of drill which he now laid upon us. But next Wednesday, just as we had begun to congratulate ourselves that no attempt would be made to interfere with our amusement next day, he said at mess, " I am going to hold a special parade at three o'clock to-morrow, gentlemen. I tell you this that it may not interfere with j'our dinner-hour, which, I believe, falls earher on Thursday than on any other day of the week." We all looked at each other in dismay. It was necessary we should get mess over early, as oth- 'eK'iae the room would not be ready ; and it seemed this provoking old villain was determined to prevent our dining at the only hour that would suit. We had been very gay, talking and laugh- ing, a few minutes before ; now we all sat silent and annoyed, wondering how we should get over this new difficulty thrown in our way. We could not talk the matter over then, however, and wo waited until old Drops had vanished before any one alluded to the subject. Then there was a perfect Babel of voices, one advising one thing, one another. At length above the clamor rose Claude Feversham's quiet voice, saying, i "It seems to me we should have -plenty of time to dine after parade, if we could dine in any room but this ; it is only the difficulty of having the room ready in time. That can be arranged, however, I think. We will order dinner at the hotel; those who have to stay in barracks can make shift to dine somewhere, and thus we shall circumvent Drops again. Don't let him know what we are about, or he will keep us longer at work." This proposal 'seemed to meet the difficult}', arid it was accordingly settled the matter should be thus arranged. Claude and I sauntered down to the hotel at once, to give the proper instruc- tions, and the original arrangenvents for next day were counter-ordered. It was really great fun, devising how to get round and counteract the old fellow's schemes ; one felt as if one was an In- dian following a trail, or a detective ti-acking out a crime. Claude and I laughed over it as we went down the town, and laughed still more at the astonishment of the old lady who kept, the hotel when she heard the order. She could not think what was up, and, though no doubt inward- ly delighted at a freak that promised to bring her so much custom, was too intensely curious to know the meaning of it to appreciate its benefits fully. ■ . " I have them now," thought Colonel Drop- more next day, when he saw us all assembled on parade at three o'clock. " I will see if they can have things ready in time when I let them go." And he did keep us a good time indeed, put- ting us through a whole lot of stupid drill that we knew to the last degree of perfection. We could not satisfy him, however ; he growled and . scolded, and made us go over things again and again. I think, if the men were aware on whose account they were put through all this business, - OUR DETACHMENT. they must have devoutly wished us nil at the bottom of the Red Sea. I caught it particularly heavily ; was told I was a negligent, ignorant, brainless officer — a young man who would nev- er make a good soldier, and who had quite mis- taken his profession in coming into the army. I felt rather indignant at bfeing so rated, but, know- ing the old fellow had enough to try his temper, I listened to it all, with as meek an expression as I could assume. Besides, what had more in- fluence with me than any thing else was that I knew, in his present state of mind, he would be quite capable of ordering me into close arrest in my own quarters,if he thought I looked disrespect- ful. So I seemed as doleful as I could, and did my best to please ; but we had a hard time of it certainly until five o'clock, when, thinking we were too late to get over dinner in time for the dance, he let us off. He was going out that night himself — going to dine somewhere. He was a bon-vivant, and veiy fond of dining out ; since our row he had hardly messed with us once. But this time he had not requested the attendance of the band. We of course kept our plans veiy secret, and said noth- ing about our wanting it. The colonel would be gone by six, and, once he was off, we would have it in. There was very little time to go down town to get dinner, but Claude arranged with me, I being unable to leave barracks that day, that I should play host, and entertain any early comers, until he and the others returned. Every thing went off splendidly. Old Drops cleared out in good time, the band came in as we had arranged, our fellows returned from their dinner just as the first car-load of guests drove up, and we had a very merry and successful evening — an evening that was to me intense- ly happy, for Gwendoline paid less attention to Clande than she had done for some time past, and the attention she withdrew from him she be- stowed on me. One rather provoking contretemps the colonel did contrive to produce in this way : There was a Mrs. Grace and her daughters, who were great friends of ours. They had intended to come to our dance that evening, but meeting Colonel Dropmore in town during the morning, they hap- pened to mention their intention. " I think," said old Drops, "you will find that there will be no dance at the ban-acks to-night; I have been obliged to order an extra parade that I am afraid will interfere with the arrange- ments, and prevent the dance coming off. " "I suppose we shall hear from some of the other officers, if it is not to take place ?" said Miss Grace, inquiringly. She knew the colonel had not been at the last dance, and fancied, there- fore, that veiy likely he knew little about the matter. "I don't know how that will be," replied Colonel Dropmore, "but I am pretty sure there will be no dance. In fact, I do not see how there can be." That, was decisive enough, and the Graces did not appear that evening at our festivities — a great disappointment to some of the party, who looked out for them anxiously, until it was too late for any further hope. They were dreadfully annoyed next day when they heard that the dance had taken place, and it was a long time before the colonel was forgiven for what was certainly an unintentional deception on his part. As to old Drops himself, he was rather astonished when he found that, in spite of , nil he could do, we had carried out our plan ; and what irritated him most in it was that the Barn- bridges were constant attendants at our enter- tainments, and that Miss Clarissa had a number of admirers, whom she treated with much more favor than she had ever treated him. He could keep us all much harder at work, and prevent us from getting out as much as we used to do, but he could not prevent the young ladies coming to our hops, nor prevent us giving them, and he began to feel himself beaten. He kept up the three o'clock parade, however, for one or two more Thursdays ; but at last, finding it completely in- efficacious, he gave in, and we were allowed to return to our original plan of early mess, and dan- cing afterward. : Perhaps the only person who regretted the change was the old lady at tlie ho- tel, to whom it must have made a considerable difference, as she no longer supplied us with a weekly dinner. I don't think Colonel Dropmore felt on very friendly terms with us for a while after this ; it would not have been natural that he should ; but by degrees his anger died out, and being a good-natured little fellow, he forgot and forgave the whole matter, only retaining a prejudice against poor Cecil Egerton, whom, in some unaccountable way, he had taken it into his head to consider a ringleader in the rebellion against him, and with whom he continued very sharp and snappish in consequence. It was now August. Lots of our fellows had got leave to go off to Scotland for the twelfth ; Claude would have gone too, I think, but for Miss Bambridge. I being such a very youthful individual, did not get the chance. We were prettjf sure to have good shooting where we were, however. It was a good grouse country, and we had many friends who all wanted us to be with them on the twentieth. Indeed we could not divide ourselves among them all, and so ac- cepted General Bambridge's invitation, as being the most attractive. There was something be- sides grouse in it — the certainty of coming back to dinner after the day's sport, and the possibil- ity of luncheon among the heather, with Gwen- doline and Clarissa to brighten the repast with their presence. Besides we heard the shooting was good, so we had a sufficient excuse for yield- ing to the real attraction, which was not in any way connected with the sport of grouse-shooting. There is something delightful to me in the balmy, heather-scented mountain air; it raises one's spirits, and makes every thing appear twice as beautiful and exhilarating as the same thing would seem down in the dull, damp lowlands. I always did love the mountains, though I confess that in this country some of them are execrable walking, and I should like to know how a fellow can be expected to hit a bird when he is balancing on the extreme point of a con- ical tussock, in a quaking bog, where one false step will plunge him up to his neck in a bog- hole, from whence, if he be not immediately res- cued, he may never be released, as he will settle down into it very quickly, disappearing altogether shortly. I found these little peculiarities in the nature of the ground interfered with my shoot- ing, and what disturbed me still more was the knowledge . that, as I anticipated, Mrs. Bam- OUB DETACHMENT. 39 bridge and her two daughters would bring up the luncheon-basket later in the day. A ren- dezvous had been appointed by a beautiful mountain lakelet, and, like a fool as I was, I let fancy pictures of our little forthcoming pic- nic get between me and all my best shots. Claude was shooting very well ; neither his mental nor bodily equilibrium was so easily up- set as mine, and I looked at him sometimes with wonder, not unmixed with envy. "We had with us a Scotch gamekeeper in tlie employment of a neighboring proprietor, over whose land we had permission to shoot; and, besides, we had four Irish fellows, queer chaps, who told you long stories about packs of birds they had seen, that we never by any chance came across, and that we pi-esently became aware were just as apocryphal as the Scotch- man's tales of wonderful setters that had belong- ed to his last employer. ' The heather was a mass of pui^ple bloom, the walking, as I have said, was execrable, and the heat fOf the day intense. Claude and General Bambridge did not seem to mind it, neither did Cecil Egerton, who was a wonderful shot — nev- er missed — but spent his whole time regretting lie had not brought his sketching-block, becom- ing every now and then so absorbed in the view that the grouse rose almost under his feet with- out his seeing them. But I must acknowledge I found the work rather hard, and was very glad when we arrived at the tarn, and found the ladies there awaiting us. They had laid their table at the foot of a high bank of heather, against which we could rest our backs, and which afforded us a very welcome shel- ter from the blazing August sun. Clarissa chaffed me on my fatigue, and on my want of success. "I thought you were a good shot," she said; " but I do believe I could do better myself. Shall we try after lunch ?" "With all my heart," I answered. "What shall we try at ? Will you join our party and blaze away at the grouse ?" "Oh no," she laughed. "I don't pretend to hit any thing unless it will stand still for me. We will put your hat up on a stick and shoot at it." "Willingly," I answered, "if yon will put yours on another, for me to take a shot at. That is only fair." She took off her hat and looked at it. "I bought this hat second-hand," she said, "from a lady who had nearly done wearing it. It cost me two shillings and twopence half-pen- ny, and, as it is becoming, I don't think that dear. How much did youi's cost ?" "Clarissa, my dear," interrupted her mother, "put on your hat, or you will have a sunstroke. What are you asking Mr. DaiTell ?" "I was only asking him what his hat cost," replied Clarissa, unconceniedly. "He hasn't told me yet. ■ How much was it ?" "Ten shillings," I answered, taking off the article in question, and holding it out toward her to examine. "Mine is worth more than yours, it seems, but then I am more likely to do mischief tlian you are, so perhaps, after all, it is pretty fair." "You will have to give me a nearer range, though," she continued. "I cduld not take the matter up unless you will give it to me at twenty yards, and yon at sixty." "'rhat is rather long odds in your favor," I remonstrated. "I don't think I could make such a bargain." "All the better for my poor hat, then," she returned, smoothing down the feathers with her hand. "Don't you think, Gwen, it was a very reasonable o0'er?" "Very, indeed," replied Gwen, absently, with her eyes fixed on a piece of white heather Fev- ersham liad just ofl'ered her. "Indeed," she added, brightening up suddenly, as though afraid of letting herself relapse into dream-land, "if Vivian gives you such a chance, I will take a shot at it myself. " This decided me. Of course she had only entered into Clarissa's ratlier orighial scheme for amusing herself in order to please me (so I told myself), and immediately all the resistance I had prepared against her sister's claim for a twenty- yards' range vanished. Gwendoline might have blown my hat to bits had she ' felt so disposed, and I should only have been flattered. I was the more pleased now because I saw an impatient frown pass over Claude's face when Gwendoline announced her intention of shooting with us. It was evident he perceived her parti- ality for me, I thought, and was displeased at it. I think that made me enjoy myself all the more ; it showed that there really was a chance for me, that I was dangerous, and I rose in my own es- timation accordingly. What a merry luncheon that was to me ! How we laughed and jested, aiid afterward made the gamekeepers and gossoons sing for us! Then Gwendoline and Clarissa sang, and finally we set about our shooting match. Mrs. Bambridge insisted on being in it too, and declared she would beat any of us, Mr. Egerton excepted. He had earned himself a wonderful name as a shot (whenever he did choose to shoot), but, as I said before, he was generally mooning when his gun should have been to his shoulder. And my poor hat was to come in for most of it, as none of the gentlemen were in the match but myself; Clarissa vehemently declaring she would not have her most kilhng head-gear de- stroyed by the deadly fire of veteran warriors, as she was pleased to call Claude and Egerton. To my sui-prise and great disgust, they con- trived to pepper my new tile in very destructive fashion, and it did not help me to bear the matter better to hear Eeversham grumble close behind mi : " Serves the confounded puppy right ! I wish he had come in for a few grains himself!" A minute's reflection convinced me he wonld not have said this but for jealousy; and, en- couraged by this idea, I went home that evening perfectly happy. CHAPTER VIII. A FAMILY ARRANGEMENT. All this time, while Claude was getting him- self more and more involved in the net of Gwen- doline Bambridge's fascinations, he seemed to forget what his mother would s.iy to the whole ■10 OUR DETACHMENTl iiffuir, and he also censed to vemember a family iirrangement that this infatuation of his promised to upset completely. Not very far from the "Castle,'' as Feversh- am's place was called in the county, there lived a family of the name of Prendergast. They were very wealthy, and had one daughter, Mabel, who, as the heiress to such a splendid property, was very much run after. Clande's mother, Lady Feversham, had, however, planned a match be- tween her son and the young lady in question — a match that met with the full approval, not only of Mr. and Mrs. Prendergast, but of Miss Mabel also, the only one who did not see the matter in the most favorable light being the captain him- self. The affair had long been arranged, and he, though not intending to marry at present, had never distinctly refused to have the young lady ; only his mother had been unable to work him up to the proposing point, and, until tliat formality had been gone through, the match could not be regarded as quite settled. The girl herself was only eighteen, and had not long been out; she had heard, however, quite enough of the plans of the family to know for whom she was destined — an arrangement in which, after meeting and dancing with Claude once or twice, she perfectly coincided. Mabel Prendergast was tall, dark, and slight, beautifully made, with pretty hands and feet, im- mense masses of black hair, shaded at the edges with rusty brown, and curious ved-brown eyes, that possessed a strange, inscrutable, sphinx-like expression ; more the eyes of a wild beast than of a human being, but they were capable of great fascination, probably from their very singularity ; a pale complexion, with only the faintest creamy tinge of color in her cheeks, and an indescribable air of coquetry hovering round her pretty mouth, as one who could be saucy and coaxing both, if she thought it worth her while to try. This was the girl whose very faintly traced image was rapidly being obliterated from Claude's lieart by the queenly beauty of Gwendoline Bam- bridge ; and so lightly did he regard the known wishes of the families that he never deemed it possible they might look on his lazy indifference to their schemes in the light of acquiescence, and even think him virtually engaged. Lady Feversham was fond of Mabel. She liked the girl's strange beauty, she liked her ricli, tasteful dress, and, above all, she liked to listen to the piquant stories and quaint witticisms con- stantly falling, in the softest, most musical tones, from those charming lips. Therefore Mabel was with her constanth', rid- ing over from The Poplars unattended, and pass- ing hours of the day in walking round the gar- den with her future mother-in-law, or in the cold weather sitting snugly up to the fire, listening to the latest news from Claude. "He does not write me very long letters now, dear," complained the elder lady one day: "he seems amusing himself, however. There is a (reneral Bambridge who appears to be civil to them, and they are constantly at his place." "Has he any daughters?" asked Mabel, with a sudden perception of the truth bursting in on her. "Yes — two," answered Lady Feversliam; " odd, Irish kind of girls, I fancy. I remember his telling me how he first met them. One of them tried to horsewhip him for fishing on her father's ground without leave. Great hoydenish vulgariavis, I imagine they must be; bat, after all, when you have said they are Irish, that is enough to explain the kind of people they are." " Do you think so. Lady Feversham ?" said Mabel, softly, but with an accent that plainly said such was not her opinion. "I have heard some people say Irish girls are very charming; per- haps your son finds them so too." "Tush, child! I don't know who can have told you such a thing; but I am convinced a Feversham would find nothing fascinating about them ; moreover, my dear, you know my wish with regard to my son and you." "Yes, I know," answered the girl, with a smile so careless and indifferent that the most skilled phj'siognomist would have been puzzled to detect any deep feeling beneath it ; but your son may not obey your wish in this instance. And do you know," she continued, with more energy, and a faint, saucy smile dawning on her rosy lips, "I am not quite sure that I should care for the fulfillment of your desire either, if it is only to please you he does it. It is foolish, is it not. Lady Feversham ?" she went on, taking a rose- bud out of a vase and arranging it in front of her dress, "to wish to be married for one's self — not because one has money and it suits the families. But, do you know, I think I am foolish, after all. Let Lord Claude look to it, if he does not want a silly wife." So saying, she turned away with a rippling laugh that broke from her only on rare occasions, but then, all the more beautiful for its rarity, it pleased the ear like the tinkling of a mountain stream trickling over a mossy bed. "What a strange child it is!" thought Lady Feversham, watching her as she walked over to a sofa and threw herself on it, still laughing. "I hope she may not be tired of waiting, and that Claude will not lose the bonnie bride I have been keeping for him all these years. As to her idea about those Irish girls, it must be absurd. However, I will write to Lady Longwreath about it ; she often goes to that part of the world, and most likely has friends there who give her all the news." Lady Feversham, once startled, lost no time in endeavoring to find out the way matters were going on in Ireland. She wrote that night to Lady Longwreath, explaining her anxieties, and beseeching her friend to find out if there really was any danger to be apprehended from those Irish Bambridge girls. She had to wait more than a week before she could possibly hope to get an answer, during which time she petted and caressed Mabel even more than usual, so fearful was she of losing the labor of many years — a contingency she had nev- er even contemplated till after Mabel's curious speech the day before. As for Mabel, her rosy lips wore their faint, triumphant expression more frequently during those days than ever before. Alentally, she said, "This will decide the matter; something will be arranged ; and at least, if he is infatuated about any bog-tCotting belle over there, I shall be taken up to London, and shall queen it during the season to my heart's content." For she was well aware of her power, though OUR DETACHMENT. 41 she knew it had done little for her with Claude Feversham : partly because she had never cared to triumph in that quarter, believing the matter secure by family compact. It would have been like making love to one's husband to have shown him any attention, she thought ; only, if she had known, perhaps it might have been worth while. For now that the prize was about to slip from her grasp, or seemed ready to do so, she began to liave an idea that she had lost something that had been pleasant to her. His face was hand- some, his manner gentle ; certainly she had seen none she liked better, and she might have grown to like him more, if he had but felt warmly to- ward her. But that was the annoying part of it all, as she had told Lady Feversham ; she was inclined to be foolish, and now more so than ever. .It was not that she wanted particularly to care for her husband — she could do without that | but it was imperative he should care for her. About ten days after, as she sat at breakfast with Lady Feversham, when the post-bag was opened she saw a letter with the Longwreath crest, and waited impatiently while her hostess broke the seal and slowly perused a very lengthy epistle. The red-brown eyes watched Lady Fev- ersham closely as she conned over her friend's letter — so closely, indeed, that before the elder lady had half finished reading it, the younger knew its contents from the expression of her friend's countenance, and knew, moreover, that its purport was unfavorable to her hopes. "Well," she asked, when Lady Feversham at length looked up, with a very disturbed face, "is this Irish belle as fascinating as I foretold ?" "Do not joke about it, child," groaned the old lady. "This is very serious. Lady Longwreath has not only found out that Claude is really epris with this Miss Bambridge, but she also adds she knows the young lady well herself, and can answer for it that, having obtained an influence over any man, she will not be easily forgotten." Mabel flushed up a little more than her wont ; it sounded like a challenge to her, like a slur cast on her powers of eaptivation, that this girl should be so spoken of before her, and she tapped her saucer impatiently with her spoon as she thought, "Oh! if only I had him here, he should soon forget his Irish charmer ! " It was never her cue, however, to speak out what she felt ; so she asked, carelessly, "And what will you do now? I am afraid your wishes can hardly be fulfilled as the matter stands, even were I willing." " Oh ! my dear Mabel, don't decide any thing in a hurry," begged Lady Feversham. " It is quite impossible he can marry this girl ; she has no money ; and you know it was I brought all the late Lord Feversham's property to him, and can leave it entirely and absolutely to whom I choose. Therefore, if I was driven to it, I could disinherit Claude, who would find his title a very empty concern, without the money to keep it up. You know, dear, I am afraid, however badly he treat- ed me in the matter, I could not keep up the quarrel with him long. I can be very deter- mined, none more so, for a short time, but, after that has lasted a little while, my resolutions weaken, and I could forget and forgive anything. He knows this as well as I do, and therefore I fear any threat of disinheritance from me will be little regarded. Still I cati't allow this mar- riage. How would you advise me to stop it ?" Mabel mused a while, and Lady Feversham, watching her, could not help being struck by the curious mingling of expressions visible on her countenance. There was a kind of triumphant look, along with determination and cunning, and even a slight shade of tenderness in her smile, as she leaned her head on her hand and gazed thoughtfully out of the window before her. Af- ter a few moments' pause, slie turned to her com- panion with a quiet, unmoved manner, and an- swered, "If you are determined this is not to be, you must make up your mind to go any lengths in support of your authority. For myself I do not care; my feelings, fortunately, were never en- gaged in this scheme ; but if your objections to the match rest on other grounds, and you are re- solved to stop it, I will help you to do so, and can make you almost certain of success, if you will take no step in the matter but such as I advise." " I wish you would not throw off all personal interest in the match," answered her companion, pettishly; "if you can stop his marrying her, why can't you take him yourself, as you know all your friends wish ?" "No," replied the girl, decidedly; "I will not work in it as a personal affair, and I renounce, at least for the present, all prospect of winning Lord Feversham's affection, or being more to him than I am now. Only under these conditions can I assist you in the matter ; I tliink, if you consid- er, you will see there is wisdom in it, too. If it should ever come to Lord Claude's ears that I had assisted you in separating him from Miss Bambridge, with the understanding I was to mar- ry him as my reward, do you think I should be one whit nearer gaining him than I am now?" " If he hears of it, it will tell against you, no matter what your motives may have been," an- swered the elder lady. "We must take care he knows nothing about it." " What you say is very true," replied the girl ; but she added, with a little hesitation, "Don't you see that, if I do it with no desire to win him, he can not pride himself afterward on having foiled me, if he takes some other girl to whom you can have no objection. Believe me. Lady Feversham, if I help you at all, it must be in my own way." ' ' Very well, " answered her fiiend, "it shall be as you wish. Now what do you recommend ?" " That you should write to him without delay ; tell him what you have heard, point out how de- pendent he is on you for all the comforts he en- joys at present, and that you not only can but will exercise your power to the uttennost to pre- vent his marriage with this Miss Bambridge." There was intense scorn in the accent with which Mabel Prendergast spoke the last three words, as she rose, fetched paper and writing ma- terials, laid them before Lady Feversham, and continued: "I am going to ride over to The Poplars now ; papa and mamma will be expect- ing me ; I have not seen them for two or tliree days. Write your letter, and I can post it in the village as I go through ; it will leave a mail sooner. Stay, let me give you a draft of what you ought to say ; I am afraid you will not be . sufficiently decided." It was a strange sight to see the pretty, grace- 42 OUR DETACHMENT. ful girl, with such a hard, detormined look on her delicate face, sit down and dash oft' the lines that the elder lady waited submissively to copy when she had done. Her part of the business finish- ed, Mabel ran lightly to her room to dress for riding ; she was expeditious over her toilet, and when it was finished, paused for a moment be- fore the glass, to survey her own image reflected there. A dainty picture it was ; the slight round figure in its neat, well-fitting habit, the plain high hat perched securely on the massive coils of black hair, the tiny edge of white collar tracing the round of her slender throat — all formed a har- monious, workman-like appearance, that suggest- ed irresistibly visions of a light hand and a grace- ful seat, a fieiy steed and daring rider. But she was not thinking of horses and horse- manship at that minute ; she was 'saying to her- self, " I wonder why I am taking so much trou- ble about this business of Claude Feversham's ? Is, he worth it? My friends say he is, because he is rich and titled, but that is nothing to me ; young De Vanx is richer, and will have a title too some day, and he adores me, which haughty Lord Fevershara does not. His mother tells me he is worth it, because a kind son is sure to make a kind husband. Good and true, she calls him. What is that to me, I wonder ? I am not good and true, I am sure," she went on, with a short laugh ; " if I were, instead of trying to chisel this poor girl out of her lover, I should be helping her to keep him. But I should not object to his lik- ing me, I confess ; he is cold, and grave, and gen- tle ; I should like to have power over him, to be able to ruSle that calm of his by my slightest word or smile — to make his heart beat angrily when I was cold, and rapturously when I was kind. Yes, I know now why I care about it ; it is the love of power urges me. I should like to have power over a mind like his, and I will yet, if lam not much mistaken. Does Miss Bambridge like him, I wonder, or is her motive the same as mine 1 If it is, gare a vous, mademoiselle, it will be war to the knife between us, and we shall see which is the strongest." As she finished these reflections she turned away, and, catching up her whip and gloves, tripped lightly down to Lady Feversham. In a minute or two more the note was in the pocket of her saddle, and reining in her fieiy liorse with a practiced hand, she sauntered down the avenue. The groom stood for a few minutes watching the impetuous animal she was on, as it snatched and pulled at the bit, backing and kick- ing from exuberance of spirits, in a way that most people would have found unpleasant. "She's the pluckiest piece, that one, I ever came across," he soliloquized ; " see how quietly she takes that beast, that half the men in the county wouldn't mount for their lives. Eh ! but she has a rare spice of the devil in her!" The object of this eulogium rode on quietly till she left the domain, then turning into the fields, she set off in a hand-gallop across country, the near- est way to The Poplars, turning neither to the right nor to the left, and riding at every thing with a skill a.id judgment that betokened long practice. At this pace they soon reached her fa- ther's domain, where we will leave her riding slowl/tip the avenue. CHAPTER IX. A MISADVENTUKE. Still the same routine was going on in Bel- murphy ; there were the same dances and picnics and croquet-parties, though the summer was al- most at an end, and the grouse-shooting had begun some time. Not that the shooting interfered in the least with the fliitations carried on during the time of idleness ; on the contrary, it aiforded ad- ditional opportunities for any thing of the kind. First there was the early breakfast, at which those of the ladies wholiked could put in an appearance ; then there was the luncheon-party on the hills, where fun and merriment reigned supreme, and where bets were made in the most reckless man- ner on the luck of individuals. These luncheons also not unfrequently broke up the shooting-par- ty to a fearful degree, for no matter how keen the sportsman might be beforehand, a pair of bright eyes looking entreatingly, when the signal for a move was made, would often produce an entire revulsion in a fellow's feelings, and cause him to pronounce a good day's work confoundedly slow. Claude and I had no end of fun at the Bam- bridges', and I am sure, after the first day, my shooting raised me considerably in every body's eyes ; they could not persist in thinking me a child when I rarely if ever missed, and brought home twice as many birds as they did. But though of course I felt a little pleased I was too uneasy and anxious to care much about it. Gwendoline still lured ns both on, with so much impartiality, it would have been impossible to say which was most favored. But I feared, and was unhappy; it seemed impossible she should prefer me to one so much more worthy of her in every way as Claude was. How painfully I felt all my short-comings, and how I longed to imitate Feversham's grave, stately ways, and copy his quiet, protecting manner when speaking to her. But I felt that part was not for me, that I was nothing if I was not natural ; and so I held my ground as well as I could, though my usually gay spirit would at times sink very low when I real- ized how little hope there was before me. One fine morning, about the end of August, I noticed that Claude seemed worried and anxious, as he came down to breakfast : after a time he turned to me suddenly, and said, "Madcap, come out for a walk with me this morning; I want you." "All right," I replied, wondering what he might have to say, for latterly, though he had been kinder than ever to me, we had spoken very little to each other. I was rather surprised, therefore, when, pulling a letter out of his pocket, he handed it to me, saying, as he did so: "Read that, and tell mo what you think of it." Wondering, I opened it, seeing it was in my aunt Anna's handwriting. I was no doubt as- tonished when I found she was acquainted with Claude's infatuation (as she called it), but hardly surprised at the light in which she viewed it, not knowing Miss Bambridge or any thing about her. The letter was short, severe, and to the purpose ; ordering Claude to renounce all inten- tion of marrying this girl, on pain of being disin- herited, a threat which the writer then proceeded OUR DETACHMENT. 43 to show, in a very business-like manner, it was fully in her power to caiTV out. " What shall you do ?" I asked, as I handed the letter back to him. "There is but one course open to me," he answered; "I will not sell my love for a crust of bread and a mess of pottage, as Esau of old sold his birthright. I will take this letter with me to Endley, show it to Gwendoline, tell her how truly I love her; I will ask her if she is willing to share what I have got, which is little more than my captain's pay, or whether she cares so little for me that the prospect of poverty fright- ens her. . 1 am not quite sure of my ground, and would have preferred putting off this question for some time longer, but now it must come out. Vivian," he continued, after a pause, in u low tone of stem displeasure, " I know that you care, or fancy you care, for Miss Bambridge — that you imagine yourself my rival ; but even so, how could you have persuaded yourself to act in this manner 1 I trusted you, and you have grievous- ly disappointed me." " How ?" I asked, calmly. " In daring to love the same person as yourself, I suppose. Claude, tliat is too absurd ; you are my senior in years and rank both, and I am willing to pay you all requisite deference on that account, but I can not see how you can expect me to yield my own chances of happiness, in order to make yours more certain. It is a demand I should never have expected you to make ; that you know well I would nevet- comply, with." "I never made any such demand of you," re- plied Claude, harshly. " What I allude to is the dishonorable means you have used to tiy and re- move me from your path. Two can play at that game, remember, though I would scorn to soil my hands with such a deed, and therefore you think you are safe ; but what would you say were I to write to your mother, and tell her what you are doing here ? In your case it would probably have much the same results as in mine, only that Lord Traverscourt can not disinherit you ; but no doubt they would take some equally effectual steps to save you from the consequences of what, in your case, they might, with some reason, term your folly." I stood still with amazement when I saw at what Claude was hinting. How he got the idea into that wise head of his, I. can not conceive. It would indeed have been vastly amusing, had it not been so very insulting. I tried to speak several times, but he would go on ; so at last I waited patiently till he had finished ; then I said, rather angiily, "Look here, Claude, I take a good deal from you because you are my cousin, and my best friend; but what you have just been saying is not chaff, and I won't stand it. Don't speak to me in that way again." "If I had been yoB," answered Claude, "I would not have laid myself open to being spoken to in that way. It is well for you no one but me knows it, or you would have a bad time of it among our fellows. For the sake of your father and mother, and still more for my own sake, as you are my cousin, I will say nothing about it this time ; but if I ever catch yoa meddling with my affairs, I will first horsewhip you within an inch of your life, and then tell the reason I did so, aftei'ward." "Good heavens, Claude! you must be mad!" I cried, really ^thinking there must be a screw loose somewhere, to render him capable of such a supposition. "Why, Claude, you ought not to want such an assurance from me, and I ought not to stoop to give it to you ; but as I am aware that you are upset by this letter, I will act as kindly toward you as I can, and give you my word that I am as ignorant as you are of how your mother became cognizant of the state of affairs here. If you like, you can verify what I say by asking Aunt Anna if I have ever written to her, or from whom she heard it." He looked at me hard as I spoke, and I met his glance unflinchingly. I saw that his mind was terribly disordered by the fears that such an interruption to the even course of his love had caused, and I knew that, unless such had been the case, a suspicion of me, such as he now har- bored, would never have entered into his head. After a long pause, during which his look: seemed as though it would have penetrated my very soul, he shook his head, as if to dash away unwelcome thoughts, and said, "You are true, Vivian, and I ought not to have doubted you. But until you are placed in such a position as mine, you can have no idea what crowds of hateful suggestions jealousy and fear bring into one's mind. A day or two ago I thought myself very sure of her, and now I can not see that I have any ground for hope at all. But I must ask her, and that immediately. After all, if she is what I take her to be, this will make no difference." I had perhaps indulged in a hope that he would have given her up, for my heart seemed to stand still as he announced his intention of ask- ing her at once. " Why do you tell this to me?" I asked, almost angrily. "You know I do not wish you success." "Is it still so?" he answered, slowly. ''I had hoped you might have seen the matter dif- ferently now. Still I thought it fair you should know I was going to speak, and why I do so." Suddenly a light flashed upon me. "You will have to wait," I cried; "they go to Dublin to-day, for a week or two. There is something going on there they wish to see." "True," he replied; "I had forgotten that. Then I must wait till their return. In the mean time, I will write to my mother, and as- sure her that no threats shall prevent my at least trying to win the woman I love, for my wife. There is some baby -faced miss living near us, who will be a great heiress ; and her ladyship has set her mind on my marrying, the child. That, I know full well, is the cause of this violent opposition; but she need not have troubled herself so much, for, even if I can not have Gwendoline, I will never take the prim lit- tle chit she has chosen for me — a mere wax-doll, a kind of puppet, on which to hang fine clothes and jewelry, with as little soul as her own mon- ey-bags!" I had, of course, heard of Mabel Prendergast, but had never seen her. I could not, therefore, judge whether his accusations against her were correct, but I felt quite inclined to join in con- demning one whom Claude so despised, though under all a secret wish that her rival claims might prevail gave me a little more hope and courage than I had for long possessed. 41 OtIR DETACHMENT. While we were so occupied with our own dif- ficulties and troubles, the others had been amus- ing themselves more or less well, according to their charactei-s and dispositions. Mayleigh, for instance — keen, cautious, and calculating, with no money but his pay, and a very ready wit — had become welcome in all societies in the place. His forte was to feign a devotion he did not feel, wherever he thought his interests might be fur- thered by BO doing. He had on hand at present a very promising flirtation with the heiress of the district. In that quarter his attentions were un- remitting, having a far greater appearance of devotion than much real affection has. We did not scruple, however, to say that the fascinations of her handsome property were in his eyes the real causes of attraction, though she was a pretty and pleasant girl, well worth attention on her own account. One string to his bow would never have sat- isfied Mayleigh, who accordingly was very de- voted to several others when the chief prize was not by. Where his heart could be among them all, we could not make out; but that was his af- fair, not ours. Elower was a susceptible youth, and of course was not long without getting up one of those safe flirtations of which he was so fond. The object in this instance was a remarkably pretty girl, who could hold her own in a ball-room against many beauties of experience and repute. The art of flirtation was not unknown to her; and though, no doubt, had there been higher game unmarked, she would have flown at it, yet slie was not disposed to cavil at any thing that promised so much amusement as Flower's infatuation. There was to be a picnic up the lake the day after my conversation with Claude, given by one of the notabilities of the place; to this poor Flower was looking forward with the full in- tention of making great play, and taking advan- tage of every facility aflbrded him to prosecute his advances in her favor. Not tliat it must be for one minute supposed he had the least intention of going in for the prize seriously ; no, that was very far from his thoughts ; but his was one of those minds that never seem thoroughly happy unless they are balancing themselves, as it were, over an abyss into which the slightest false step will precipitate them on one side or the other. The day was fine and sunny ; the young lady was there looking her brightest and best. Flower and Mayleigh were in their glory, while Claude and I, deprived of our usual service, devoted our- selves assiduously to the general good. The dinner passed off as picnics generally do, e.>:cept that nothing was forgotten. It might even have been pleasanter than these out-of-door entertainments generally are, but for the prodi- gious swarms of biting insects — ants on the ground, midges in the air, rendering any thing like enjoyment of the meal impossible. How we fanned «nd shook ourselves, and got into a white-heat beating off^ the intruders ! Mosqui- toes are a joke to a swarm of lake midges, and some of our party were really disfigured by their attacks. A few of the ladies, however, seemed quite safe from their importunities, and to tliese few it must have been rather laughable, watching the frantic gestures of the sufferers. Why are peo- ple so fond of picnics? It seems to me such a waste of time and trouble ; every thing in the en- tertainer's house is turned five times more top- sy-turvy than if they gave a dinner or a dance ; besides which, and over and above the insect plagues, is the fact that people having nothing particular to do, except in the case of very mark- ed flirtations, do not amalgamate well. After dinner it was the thing to walk round the island, and every one set off accordingly. This was just what Flower wanted — it would be such a good occasion for the soft, half-sentiment- al nonsense he was so fond of utteiing. They set off, therefore, at a quiet pace, and were soon deep in the language of flowers, when Mayleigh, prompted by the spirit of mischief, and angry be- cause a third person had spoiled his tete-i-tete with the heiress, determined to join Flower, and assist the young lady to annihilate him. For Mayleigh, who got on well with the la- dies, knew that Beatrice Graham liked setting down her sentimental squire occasionally, and he guessed by her look there would be some fun to- day. ' ' Where is the heiress ?" demanded Flower, as Mayleigh approached. " You had much better be with her. We don't want you here." " Oh ! pray don't go, Mr. Mayleigh," broke in Beatrice Graliam. "Mr. Flower is explaining a bouquet to me so nicely. I had no idea the language of flowers could be so interesting. Do yon know any thing of it ?" This question she addressed to Mayleigh, turn- ing her large hazel eyes, brimming over with fun, full upon him. " I can't say I do," he replied ; " but I would like immensely to hear Flower's explanation. It is never too late to learn, and it might be of use to me some day." " Come up here," cried Flower, anxious to change the subject, and leading the way to a precipitous craggy hill that commanded a wide view of the lake. "It's fearfully steep," he went on, holding out his hand to assist Miss Graham, " but the prospect from the top well repays one for the climb." He hoped by this manoenvre to shake off May- leigh, who was of a lazy disposition, and averse to hard walking without an adequate motive. On this occasion, scenting amusement from afar, he would not be shaken off, but clambered up along with them. It was indeed steep, as Flow- er had obseiwed, and moreover very slippery, so much so that a single false step would send the unlucky climber sliding to the bottom a great deal more quickly than he had got up ; but thanks to the gentlemen's sticks, which they dug firmly into the ground at every step, the summit was at last gained. Here they sat down to recover breath, and felt themselves fully rewarded for their trouble by the scene before them. The lake in its whole extent lay at their feet, nestled in among its shadowy woods, and overhung by lofty mount- ains, the water glistening like a sheet of silver, the boat they came in moored below, with the crew eating their dinner beside it, a yacht spread- ing its white sails far away toward the upper end of the lake, while close below them, at the foot of the hill, the greater number of the picnic par- ty had gathered, laughing and talking, and call- OUR DETACHMENT. ing lip to them, to know if it was worth the climb to get there. ''We don't want them np,"cried Flower, im- patiently. "Let us say there is nothing worth looking at, and that we are coming down." As he spoke he set his foot against a tuft of grass before him, and leaned forward to answer. With the pressure of his foot the grass gave way, and the next minute he was sliding rapidly dowu- waid. rinding himself going, he caught wildly around for something to hold by, grasped a por- tion of Beatrice Graham's di-ess, and holding on to that with the energy of despair, though not knowing in his bewilderment what it was, he pulled her from her seat, and the next moment they would both have been descending the hill pell-mell, when Mayleigh caught her by the arm and drew her back, just in time to save her, but not to save her dress, a pretty light muslin, that, unable to bear the strain put on it, tore with a loud crack, and Flower, once set free, slipped down the hill, gathering impetus every moment, till he glided into the middle of the laughing group at the bottom, dirty, torn, and scratched, very red in the face, veiy confused, and smeared with earth, bat not hurt in any way.- As soon as it was ascertained he had not suffered from the adventure, the laughing was long and loud at his expense, and it did not diminish- when Miss Graham, who had descended with Mayleigh in a slower and more dignified manner, appeared upon the scene, holding up her tattered dress, and saying, "How did it feel, Mr. Flower? I hope you are not the worse for it. My poor dress, I fear, has been the greatest sufferer. I think you have some of it in your hand still. Would you give it me?" "Eeally; Miss Graham," gasped Flower, hard- ■ ly yet in full possession of his senses, "I think j-ou might leave it to me as a remembrance of : this day." Shouts of laughter greeted this speech, and the half-devotional, half- convulsive manner in which Flower pressed the tumbled bit of muslin to his heai't, while Beatrice Graham answered, smiling, " I should have thought you might have been able to remember this day without a souvenir, but if the memories connected with it are so very dear, I really think I must allow you to keep the muslin.- Whenever you look at it, you may pic- ture yourself once more on this hill, and recall again the pleasant sensations that took posses- sion of you when you grasped my poor dress so fii-mly." This answer seemed to reveal to Flower the fact that we were all there, and laughing at him, for, coloring even more than he had -already done, he looked from Miss Graham to the frag- ment in his hand for several minutes, evidently puzzled what to do with it now he had got it. At last a bright idea seemed to strike him. " You are right. Miss Graham," he began. "I need no remembrance such as this to remind me of a happy day ; and you will no doubt want the piece to repair the mischief I have done, though you were kind enough not to refuse me when I asked for it. I will therefore take the liberty of calling to-morrow and returning it to you, if you will allow me." " Oh, for shame !" cried Miss Graham, laugh- ing — "a gentleman returning a tody's gift in that way ! You deserve to be punished for thinking of such a thing, and I have a great mind to for- bid you my presence for a week in consequence." "You couldn't be so cruel," pleaded Flower. " It will be very hard for me to give up this sou- venir, though when I thouglit you might want it I was willing to do so. None bnt you, how- ever, could obtain it from me, and if yon do not require it, I shall keep it and prize it as my most precious treasure." Flower tried to look very sentimental as he said this ; but Beatrice Graham, wbo had plenty of wit, and always kept her senses about her, be- gan to see that, though as yet the laugh had been against her admirer, if the matter went on much longer she might come in for her share of ridi- cule; so she answered decisively, "You are quite right, Mr. Flower — I shall want it. You may as well give it to me now. It is not too much for me to carry home." So saying, she took the scrap the crestfallen young fellow handed to her, and walked off with Mayleigh, Flower following in gloomy silence at a little distance. They, made it up again before long, however, as I saw them dancing together that evening; the picnic winding up with a small liop given by our entertainers, the Pearees. CHAPTER X. MATCH-MAKING. While relating the events recorded in the last chapters, I have been losing sight of Cecil Eger- ton, which is strange when I come to remember it, as not only was he my most constant compan- ion whenever Claude was otherwise occupied, but also about this time he became mixed up with people and incidents that afterward exer- cised a great influence not only on his life, but also on Feversham's and mine. He had only been a few weeks at Belmnrphy, when one morning he came into my room early. I was lazy that day, and was still in bed. We had had very hard work the last few days after the grouse up among the heather, and I was quite worn ^out. Claude was tired too, I know, though he would not allow that it was so. Cecil, of all of us, was the only one who did not seem to mind the severe exercise we had gone through ; and he often told me he thought the life of priva- tion he had led when a boy made him more able to support physical fatigue than most men in his position. It was all such child's-play compared to the misery and wretchedness he had then un- dergone, when helping his parents in their strug- gle for existenqe, and there was now none of the mental effoi-t and suffering that had been worse to bear than physical trial. So he only looked fresher and brighter for his week's exertions, while I was glad to lie an hour or two longer in bed, and Claude and others spent some additional time lounging over letters and papers that a day or two before had been glanced at and then thrown aside for considera- tion at a more convenient opportunity. But as Cecil caine into my room that morning I saw that his face did not wear its usual bright expres- sion ; in fact, he seemed perplexed. 46 OUR DETACHMENT. "Just read that," he said, tossing me a letter, and sitting down on the foot of the bed. " Don't you see a fellow's asleep ?" I answered, rot willing to disturb myself and let the air into my warm nest. "Read it yourself; I'll listen." He picked up the letter, and proceeded to read as desired. ■ It was from his uncle, reminding him that it was now six years since he had enter- ed the army, and that during all that time he had only once returned to Beaumanoir to see his un- cle, or thank him for what he had done for him. Not that the writer expected thanks — at least he said he did not. Gratitude, according to him, was the most foolish of all those foolish perver- sions of intellect called virtues ; in fact, it could only be excused in any rational being by the ren- dering, " a lively expectation of favors to come ;" but in that light it was entitled to consideration : if his nephew had learned any thing by his con- tact with the world — which Mr. Vansittart was inclined to doubt — in that light he would consid- er it. His uncle went on to say that he should be glad of his nephew's company for a few weeks : he had some arrangements to propose to him — looking upon him as his possible heir — and he would be glad if Cecil would make it convenient to come to him soon. When Egerton had finished reading, he looked at me with a very gloomy expression on his gen- erally cheerful countenance. "A rum old chap the fellow must be that wrote that letter, " I said when he had finished ; "Iwish he would offer to adopt me ; I feel convinced his peculiar views, as exemplified by that produc- tion, would suit me down to the ground. I won- der you have not made up to him more, Cecil." "I hate him,"replied Egerton, with a kind of suppressed vehemence ; ' ' yon know how he treat- ed us while my father lived — let him die of neg- lect to gratify his vindictive spite, and in so act- ing, caused my mother's death also ; but that is not all, though it is enough to make me wish to avoid him, to make me hate the advantages he off'ers me. Besides that, he would insure my moral death if he could, kill eveiy thing upright or honorable in me, and make me the human reptile he is himself. Surely, Darrell, living in the same county with him, you must have heard something of him ; you must know the estimation in' which he is held, and which clings to me like Deianira's poisoned shirt, wherever I am intro- duced as his nephew. I have seen people look at me askance, and whisper, when some kind friend has told them I was brought up by Mr. Vansit- tart, and am to be his heir ; for every one in those parts believes that is to be so, though I myself think he has no such intention, but only holds out the hope of it as a bait to lure me into obe- dience to his wishes, to conformity with his views." "I have heard abo'ut him," I answered, not caring to pursue that side of the conversation further. I remembered hearing no measui-ed terms of reprobation used when speaking of him, and I could not recollect ever having known any one say a word in his praise. " You will go to Beaumanoir, of course," I continued, hoping to make him look at some brighter aspect of this visit. " I suppose I must," he answered. " It is true I owe every thing I am to him ; I often wish so much I did not; it hangs like a chain I'ound my neck, to think his money has provided for me for so many years. I ought to be able to pay it back some day; I would not try to do so to any one else, but he has no feelings to hurt, and I think it would please him. I know some of my sketch- es would sell, if I could work myself up to the point of oftering them for sale, but foolishly I feel shy about doing so. However, I shall spend a few days in London on leaving Beaumanoir, and will then try what I can do. Mr. Vansittart thinks I have never been on leave all these years, that I am devoted to the ai-my and my comrades, as indeed I am ; but he is far from suspecting that I am still an artist at heart, and prosecute my studies in that line as vigorously as ever. He thinks he has quite eradicated the hereditary taint ; and if he finds he is mistaken, he would disinherit me without a moment's compunction." " What an old fool !" I exclaimed ; " but re- ally, after all, I don't see what there is to say against your going. The old fellow may just as well leave his money to you, who will make a good use of it, as to any one else ; and it by no means follows that because you are in the house he need find out your artist tendency ; you con- cealed it pretty well before." "It is not that," he answered, "that troubles me," and as he spoke he twisted old Vansittart's letter nei-vously in his hand; "it is that I am sure these arangements he speaks of are some- thing with which I ought to have nothing to do ; something that, if I stand firm, will cause a dif- ference between us; and you know," he added, fixing his' eyes upon me with an expression ot mute distress that to me always seemed intense- ly touching, "I find it so hard to be firm, even when I know what is right. In fact, I fear he will tempt me to do wrong, I feel such a strange disinclination to this visit. It is as if I had a presentiment that something bad was going to happen to me." Cecil had often hinted that he knew of his infirmity of character, but had never spoken of it so plainly as now. I was puzzled what to say. It was evident for some reason he dreaded the visit ; yet to ordinary powers of observation, it would have seemed madness that he should risk displeasing his uncle, who certainly appeared to mean well by him, for some foolish caprice that he called a presentiment. I did riot believe in such things myself, and I answered accordingly, "Nonsense, man. You are in low spirits, because you are enjoying your- self here, and know you will not enjoy yourself there ; at least you think you will not, but it may be better than you expect. Come, cheer up ; I insist on your going/ ' Walk off to James this minute and ask for leave : I dare say he'll be able to give it you ; and you take it so seldom, you are really entitled to it now. I believe you will find every thing better than you expect ; have some stunning partridge - shooting, and come back quite in love with the old boy. And if you see my mother, just tell her you know her young hopeful, and you will always be welcome at Longhurst after that. I will tell them to ask you over for some shooting, which will help to pass away the time you must spend with your uncle." So I overruled the poor fellow's wavering mind, and saw him off by, the early train next day. He looked quite solemn, and no one would OUR DETACHMENT. 47 have imagined, to see him,' that he was going on leave to a weahhy uncle, and .to put up at such a place as Beaumanoir. His spirits rose, however, as he proceeded on his jouiTiey, and by, the time he reached the sta- tion nearest his uncle's place, and was met by a dog-cai-t drawn by two dashing bays, he had reasoned himself, or more probably veered round without reasoning, as it was in the nature of his mind to do, into very high spirits, seeing every thing in the best possible light, and quite pre- pared to think that Mr. Vansittart might have entirely changed in every way, and might be about to appear in the character of an estimable and praiseworthy member of society. His views on this point were certainly a little damped by an incident that occurred on the journey, short- ly before they arrived at Deenham station, where he was to get oat. There was a fine-looking, middle-aged gentleman traveUng in the same carriage with him ; they had been together all the way. from .London, and had fallen into con- versation. . Egerton was a good talker, a man of many ideas, though they were too often of a chi- merical, unpractical nature. They were inter- esting, however, as exhibiting the workings of an ardent, enthusiastic imagination, which, how- ever, bore the impress of the waiping agencies of his early life. Conversation between him and a stranger must always have been suggestive ; his accent, manner, education, appearance, dress, all bore the, impress of wealth, and of wealth as known among refined, social circles, not as it might have been found among wealthy manu- facturing society ; yet in every word, look, and tone was expressed an intimate knowledge of, and sympathy with, hardship and suft'ering. The pain-stricken, miserable early years had left their mark on his impressionable nature, and even were it possible he should ever forget, them, he could not efface their traces, which were woven into his existence. You could see there was some sad history written on that grave, thought- ful brow, looking out behind the merriest glance of those gentle, wistful eyes ; and seeing thus much, and no farther, strangers were usually both attracted and puzzled by the handsome young soldier. When they arrived near Deenham, the stran- ger, seeing they were both about t() leave togeth- er, said, "We are coming to the same part of the countiy : it is possible we may meet ; I do not know your face in the county, so I suppose you are visiting somewhere. Will you tell me where you are staying ?" " I am going to my uncle, Mr. Vansittart, at Beaumanoir," answered Egerton. A very perceptible change passed over the stranger's face on hearing Mr. Vansittart's name ; he almost seemed to draw back for a minute, as he replied, " Mr. Vansittart's nephew, are you? I should not have thought it. In that case, I fear we are not likely to meet — I do not know him — our places are so far apart. " Good-morn- ing," he added, stepping out,- as the train stopped, and hurrying away to a nicely turned-ont, quiet- looking dog-oart, that was waiting for him, and on which Cecil, following him to get to his own trap, recognized the Traverscourt crest. "So that is Madcap's father; I thought I knew the face," he mused ; " but he would have nothing to say to, me, once he knew I belonged to Beau- manoir. How strange it is that people will visit other people's offenses on innocent heads ; my nncle being the man he is,- is no reason I phould be a social pariah too; but in this county, at least, it is evident we must sink or swim togetli- er." This reflection, though at first bitter to him, presently hardened him a little, as he sped along behind the two dashing bays, with the low Au- gust sunshine flinging long shadows of tree, and cottage, and well-filled rick-yard across his path, as they passed swiftly through prosperous English hamlets, and rolled gayly along the wide level road, so different from the irregular, winding, hilly ways he had been used to travel on lately. 'The. sun had not yet set when he reached Beaumanoir, and all the western windows of the grand old building were ablaze with crimson light as he drove up ; but he hardly glanced at a scene tliat should have charmed his artist eye. He had during the drive persuaded himself that his uncle was not as bad as public opinion would make him out — that he was, in fact, suffering for misdeeds of former years ; and that since they two were condemned together, he at least being guiltless, he must endeavor to be inore to the old man, to bear more with him, and from him, than he had ever done before ; toforget.the past, and live only in a noble and better future. Full of these resolves, his eyes dwelt only on a figure that he could discern waiting on the door steps, and that he recognized as that of his uncle. Springing to the ground as soon as he had pull- ed up, he stepped toward him quickly,' holding out an eager hand to meet the one his uncle, somewhat more slowly, extended to him. He had no reason to complain of coldness in that hand-clasp; the old wrinkled fingers closed on his w:ith ihe -strength of steel, as Mr. Vansittart said, with a low laugh, "I knew yon would come. Trust me for be- ing able to fetch any man when I want him. You made sure of the old place, my boy, when I said I wanted . to consult you about some ar- rangements, and you, came then fast enough, though you haven't cared to see me all these years, when there has been nothing to gain by it. But it is not that yet, lad, though if you do as I. wish it will lead to it. It is Something else I have to speak to you about, and which I think you will do for me. I see you are getting more knowledge of the world ; you are not quite such a fool as you were — not quite ! " Thus muttering, and laughing at intervals, the low, cunning laugh that had always been so re- pulsive to Egerton, Mr. Vansittart led him into the house, not leaving him time to say a word to exonerate himself fj'om the suspicion of interest- ed motives that his uncle had chosen to cast upon him. He had not intended his obedience to in- sure him advantage, and he had not contem- plated the possibiUty of others thinking such a motive had actuated him. He was disgusted ; all his good resolutions, all his new-born pity, and desire to like this man, vanished at once; he felt only the old inborn antagonism between their natures, the feeble but pure and good prin- ciple in his shrinking with loathing and repulsion from the strong and wicked energy of the other character, which he felt instinctively was power- fid enough to destroy and ovenvhelm his weak resistance in time. His only safety was in si- 48 OUB DETACHMENT. lence ; he' felt himself right, but he daved riot ex- press his rectitude, knowing that any such at- tempt would be sneered at, and his feeble defense torn to shreds, by the keen, ready satire of his opponent. They stood by the fire in the drawing-room, the young man looking thoughtfully into the flickering blaze, telling himself he had made a great mistake in leaving Belmurphy; the elder, with his back to the fire, gazing sideways with a cunning leer at his nephew's troubled face. Nei- ther spoke for a few minutes ; then Mr. Vansit- tart went on again : "You don't ask me why I brought you all this way ; you don't ask me what I have to say to you. Upon my word, you have very little cu- riosity. You are right, though, for I should not tell you any thing yet. This is not the time to talk business. After dinner we will do that ; when the wine is in the wit is out, remember. I want you to bring your wits out, in a different way from that meant by the proverb, and use them a little on the matter in hand. You know your way to your room. That is the dressing- bell ; w'e will have dinner in half an hour. Tell me if every thing is not comfortable ; but I think they- know me better here than not to make all my guests comfortable, especially the heir that is to be." And tlie old man laughed his low, mocking laugh as he spoke the last words. He seemed to have an unaccountable pleasure in always re- verting to that supposition. In point of fact, he believed it to be the chain that held his bond- slave, and he liked to hear it clank. He had pull- ed it a little too hard then. Egerton turned on him with a white face of intense passion. " I don't know why you are always taunting me about being your heir, speaking as though 1 desired it, or thought it was to be. I neither de- sire it nor think it. You have given me a pro- fession that pleases me ; I neither ask nor expect more from you, and for that, so far as circum- stances permit me, I am grateful. But you shall not suppose that I am bound to you by hope of further reward. I regret that I came here at all, and I will leave again to-morrow. I will bear insult from no man, least of all from you, to whom, if much beholden in gratitude, I owe also a larger debt of hate." Mr. Vansittart drew back a little as his neph- ew spoke, and stood looking at him with a kind of admiration for the spirit that could lead a man to risk so much on account of a few sneering words. He liked Cecil then better than he had ever liked him, and was the more determined to carry out the plan he had formed concerning him. "Don't be so angiy, Cecil," he answered, soothinglj'. "I had no idea you were such a fire-brand. I was only laughing at the way in which every one about here puts you down as my heir. I don't mean to say that you have ever counted on it, though you may do so, if yon please me in the arrangements I wish to propose to you after dinner. You are not a bad-looking fellow, Cecil, and do credit to the family beauty, which was not well represented in my person. You are a little bit of an actor," he added, laughing good- humoredly. "Confess all that tragedy business just now was not quite real, just a little bit made np for the occasion." "It was real, every bit," answered Cecil, stoutly. " I don't know what yoii mean by say- ing I am an actor. I trust, at least, I shall nev- er act what I don't believe in and feel." He turned into his room as he spoke, shutting the door sharply behind him, and the old man continued his way down the corridor, muttering, "Acting, certainly, whatever he says; too earnest to be real. Good acting, though^ — very good ; might make his fortune on the stage, if he doesn't turn out to be my heir." Laughing to himself at this obseiTation, that for some reason or other always appeared to afford him intense amusement, Mr. Vansittart proceed- ed to his room, leaving Cecil trying in solitude to calm the angry, rebellious feelings that would rise in his heart. It was hard indeed that the only one in the world with whom he could claim kin, the one with whom he mustbeintimately associated, was the impersonation of every thing that he had been taught from childhood to scorn and avoid. His mother, gentle in all other things, had been strict in her moral training, and had held up be- fore her child's eyes the highest standard of per- fection as the one after which he was to follow. And it had been easier for him to do so than for most people, because all the love he had ever met with, all the affection he had ever bestowed, was intimately connected with, and wound round, purity and goodness, nobility of mind and un- swerving truth. In those respects, parental ex- ample supported and encouraged him, and the memory of those lost urged him constantly for- ward in the right way. Dinner passed over quietly. It seemed that Mr. Vansittart, either frightened at Cecil's out- burst on his way up stairs, or desirous of sooth- ing him before appi-oaching the matter in hand, exerted himself to be agreeable, and actually for a time almost succeeded in keeping his hateful philosophy out of sight. The deference thus shown to his opinions, the good dinner, and the handsome, appropriate surroundings, all exer- cised their influence on young Egerton, who be- gan again to waver in his feelings to his uncle, and grew more sociable and cheerful as time passed on. When they were left alone with their wine and fruit, he had got quite lively, relating anecdotes connected with his regiment, and en- joying the old man's keen wit very fully, now that it was unmixed with the cynicism that had made it so unpleasant. He did not notice that his uncle's keen gi-ay eyes watched him slyly and unceasingly ; he did not observe that, as his spirits rose, a triumphant expression overspread the old man's face : he was too much taken up with thoughts of his absent comrades, their say- ings and doings, and his as mixed up with theirs, to pay any attention to the sinister expression of his companion's face. After he had rattled on for some time, how- ever, his uncle interposed. "Suppose we come to business now, Cecil?" he said. "Of course you know it was not 'for the pleasure of your society I brought you over here, though I must acknowledge you are more amusing than I expected to find you. No, I had •another object, as I told you before; and I think, as we are in a talking humor, I may as well ex- plain it to you ; but let us look at your position calmly and clearly, considering first what it is, and secondly what it may be. Yon are an en- OUR DETACHMEKT. 49 sign in Her Majesty's — th ; near the top of the ensigns, you say ? I am glad to hear it ; but it doesn't much alter the position with regard to the matter in hand. For your conmiission, as well as your education, you are indebted to me. I don't want to boast of it — I merely mention it as a fact; and when you want to purchase a step, I must do it for you. So far, so good. You have, we see, absolutely nothingof your own, ex- cept your pay, and you have the prospect of noth- ing, except what I shall choose to give you, either in purchasing your steps or making you my heir, as we were talking of before dinner, when I made you so angry. Don't be annoj'ed ; I am not tell- ing you this with any desire to irritate you — merely as a matter of business between two men of the world. Well, it now seems that all j'our future prospects rest with me, and I am willing to do the best I can for you, hoping that you will be a credit to the family, and designing for yoa this heirship you so indignantly repudiated to- day, if you please me in the matter I shall pres- ently refer to. Situated as you are, the course most natural to a young and good-looking fellow likeyou, who has not a half-penny he can really call his own, is a wealthy marriage. Have yon ever thought of marrying? — and if so, have you considered how important it is that the lady should have money ? ' "Indeed, sir," answered Cecil, the color rising to his brow as he began to see the drift of his un- cle's observations, "X have never given either of those subjects any consideration. A fellow of my age is too young to think of marriage." Mr. Vansittart nodded his head approvinglj'. "In an ordinary case you ai'e right," he an- swered ; "if there was no money to be obtain- ed it would be quite simple — you would wait, perhaps never marrj- at all ; but where there is money to be had, the matter is different ; and it is on this account I asked you over." "I don't think it likely I shall ever marry for money," replied Egerton, coldly. " Indeed, I may as well say at once I will not ; and besides, I number no heiresses among my acquaintance." "But what if I do— what if I do?" repeat- ed Mr. Vansittart, laughing softly. . "Of course that first speech of yours is the proper thing to say, and I applaud it, but it is hnmbug — arrant humbug — all the same ; and you will agree with me that it is so, when you see the young lady in question." "I have said before, uncle, I will not marry for money, and seeing the young lady will not alter my determination ; besides which, it is hard- ly possible she would care to buy for a husband such an outcast as I am." Tlie old man laughed. " I don't know about that, of course," he said, "though I don't think you look like a fellow a girl would refuse ; but the beauty of the whole thing is that, if she will have you, you need not tnarry her for money at all, but only for love — for love of the prettiest woman in four counties round. It is time enough to say you won't have her when you have seen her ; wait till then, my boy, and I have no fear but you will be as anx- ious for the match as I am. And then, if j'ou two settle it between you, and all goes on well, then I promise to make you ray heir; so you need not fear thfeir saying you are looking after her gold, for vou will have as much in prospect 4 as she has. Is that not worth thinking about, young man ?" And Mr. Vansittart peered cunningly into his nephew's gloomy face as he finished speaking. " I am not given to falling in love," answered the young man at length, "so it is not probable this young lady will have as powerful an effect on me as you seem to anticipate. But you have not told me her name. I may as well know that, even if the matter does not turn out as you wish." " Miss Prendergast — Mabel Prendergast," re- peated the old man. "A pretty name, but not half as pretty as the woman that owns it." "But if she is so beautiful and such an heir- ess, how is it she is not caught already ? Prob. ably there is some one hanging after her to whom she is attached, so I might as well spare myself the pain of seeing her and falling in love with her." " She is very young — only just out of the school-room, and has been out to none of the county festivities; that is how it happens that she has not a swarm of men after her. Eew peo- ple as yet know about her ; and besides, there is another reason — there is some kind of an'angs- ment between her people and Lady Eeversham.' Lady Eeversham wants her for her son ; .but I don't know that the young people think any thing of that arrangement, and I fancy you would have as much chance as he. To my mind you are fur better-looking, and, if she will take you, will have more money than he, though no title." "She is intended for Lord JFeversham, is she?" cried Cecil, startled out of the reserve he had in- tended to maintain in that county respecting his captain's love-affair. "Eeversham won't go in for her, I know." ' ' Wliat do you know about it at all ?" question- ed Mr. Vansittart, eagerly. "Oh! I remember — Lord Feversham is in your regiment ; but how does that tell you what may be his intentions with regard to Miss Prendergast ?" " How I know it does not much matter," Ce- cil replied, "and as it is not my secret, I can not explain further. I ought not to have said so, much. But I know quite well he has no inten- tion of marrying her, whatever Lady Eeversham intends for him." " That makes it all the easier for you. Yon might have tried to persuade me that you had some absurd scruples about cutting out your fiiend — scruples that I should not have believed, as I think men would rather do a thing of that kind than go in for a woman about whom there was no competition. However, this settles it very comfortably for you, and I am glad to see you are much more reasonable about it than I had ex- pected." " Don't call me reasonable, please," interrupt- ed Cecil, " for that means that you expect me to do as you wish, and I warn you that it is ten thousand chances to one that I do not do so. I only consent to see this girl that you may not say I did not try, as far as lay in my power, to please you ; and if you had not promised to make me her equal in fortune I would have avoided her, and not have laid myself open to the risk of a love which all the world would believe feigned, and im- pute to mercenary motives." "Very well," answered the old man. "Of course that is the right thing to say, though how you can believe it, after having been so long 50 OUE DETACHMENT. knocking about the world, I can not imagine. If it is a blind, you might as well do without it, and speak as freely to me as I to you ; but somehow I fancy you really do mean what you say, which is an entirely inconceivable infatuation and folly. The difficulty now is, how you are to meet this girl. The people hereabouts, who are no whit better than myself in reality, but who do not ex- press their opinions as openly, turn up their noses at me generally ; not that the gentlemen are not very glad to know me, and come to my little din- ners, and ask for my vote at their meetings, and so on, but for the most part they do not introduce me to their ladies. But I think I can get the Pearsons to do it for me. They are very, neigh- borly as a rale, and they know these Prender- gasts. I will take you to call there to-morrow. I know they, are giving a lot of parties, now, and they will be glad to have a handsome young gen- tleman to put in an appearance at their croqUet- parties, and to dance with their young ladies at their balls. And now let us go into the next room to our coftee." The day after the last recorded conversation between Peversham and myselif, he wrote to his mother, and showed me the letter ; for curiously enough his knowledge that I cared for the same girl, and also a consciousness that, were my peo- ple to get wind of the affair, they would act in precisely the same way toward me as his mother had done toward him, drew us more closely to- gether, causing him to choose me as his confidant on a subject which, under other circumstances, lie would have hidden most jealously from a de- clared rival. And I felt very strangely about it. I-Iis con- fidence- in me pleased and touched me ; he did not regard me as a mere boy, evidently, or he would not have taken me into all his secrets, and yet it annoyed me in other respects, showing, as it so plainly did, that he regarded my feelings as being neither deep nor permanent. I listened to his difficulties, however, and his plans for surmounting them, only buoyed up by this thought, that nothing was known yet of her feelings, and it was but a chance that she would take him ; more particularly — I thought, with a little secret pleasure I could not in any way sup- press — more particularly now that he was a poor man. Claude's letter to his mother was manly and determined, though respectful. If I had been obliged to answer such an epistle as hers had been, I am afraid I should hardly have been so calm and deferential ; but then Claude tells me I am more passionate than he ever was, and, besides, have not yet been tamed by the world. He told her in every otiier act of his life he should be hap- py to receive her advice, and might almost prom- ise to act on it, but in this one matter he, and none other, must be the judge. " Consider," he said, " that it involves the happiness of my life. If I take a wife because you like her and recom- mend her, or because she has money, or title, or any other worldly advantage, what guarantee is there that we shall be able to get on happily to- gether ? Bat if I choose her because her disposi- tion suits mine, and we love one another, we have at least a fair prospect of happiness. As to Miss Barabridge, you know nothing of her, and if you allow yourself to be prejudiced against her by any aversion to the country of her birth, you are very wrong. Hold over all judgment on the matter until you see her; then if you do not withdraw your opposition I shall be very much saiprised. Undei'stand, however, that whether you give j'our consent or not, if Miss Bambridge will take me, I will marry her ; not that I wish to offend you, but that I can not consider any interference in such a matter justifiable, at least when the person is of an age to judge for himself. At present Miss Bambridge is in Dublin, and will be there for a week or two ; as soon as she returas, how- ever, I shall show lier your letter, and ask her if she will have me, knowing I am a poor man, with nothing to offer her but a true heart." Something such as this was the purport of Claude's letter, and I could not help thinking what he said very true. It does seem to me hard that parents should interfere in the marriage of their children, since it is not the old people who will have to live with the wife chosen for her money, or good blood, without respect to temper or disposition : they will not be the sufferers if she turns out cold and irritating, or frivolous and extravagant; therefore I think the person who is to suffer from her whims and caprices, or be made happy by her smiles and caresses, should at least be the one to choose the partner with whom he is to live. When Lady Peversham received this letter she was greatly perplexed. Mabel Prendergast was still with her, and she threw it toward her, saying, " Read that. I knew perfectly well he would not believe my tlweat of disinheritance, and you can see such is the case, for he takes no notice of it. What shall I do ? He seems quite determined to have his own way in the matter." Mabel picked up the letter, and read it slowly and deliberately. She paused a minute or two after she had finished, while Lady Peversham waited anxiously to hear what advice she would give. "What is to be done?" she asked at last, as Mabel stirred her coffee absently. The girl looked up hurriedly. "Ah! I for- got. I should see Miss Bambridge myself if I were you, and represent the matter to her ; if she loves him, I should tell her she was ruining his prospects in life if she took him, for that you had designed greater things for him, and would never forgive him if be disobeyed you. If she does not care for him the course is simple enough ; she will not take him, once she hears he has no money. Yes; if I were you I should see the girl mj'self; he says she is in Dublin now. I think the object you have in view would be well worth a trip over there. Don't you ?" "Well, but when I get to Dublin how am I to find her ?" asked the old lady, pettishly. "That is what I was thinking of," continued Mabel, not noticing her friend's tone. " I should say your best plan would be to write a line to Lady Longwreath, asking her to find out their address. She knows numbers of people who know them, and who will tell where they are, and how long they Intend to remain in Dublin. Will you do it?" "I suppose I had better," answered Lady Peversham. "I will do it now. You will be riding this moming, I suppose, and can post it ?" "Yes," answered the girl, "I am going to have a scamper, and the morning is so lovely I OUR DETACHMENT. 51 have ordered the horse in half an hour. Shall you be ready by that time ?" About an hour after this conversation had taken place, Mabel ran into her mother's boudoir at The Poplars. 'i " Here I am, mamma," she said, after the first l* embracing was over, throwing herself negligent- ly on to the sofa, and tapping the tip of her boot with her riding-whip. " Have you been wanting me the last day or two ?" "We are dull without you, Mabel dear. In- deed, your papa was very anxious to send for you .a day or two ago, but I stopped him. I said if he ever wished to see you Lady Feversham, he must be content to do without you for a little now, as it pleases her ladyship to have you." " Well, there does not seem to me to be much chanceofmyeverbeingLord Claude's wife. I told you hehad fallen in love withsome Irish girl, didn't I ? — and that her ladyship had written to tell him if he married her she would disinherit him. She got an answer to her letter to-day, in which he told several truths that are very much against my chances of success. He intends to tell this girl how he stands with his mother, and that if she marries him he will be a poor man, at the same time asking her to take him, if slie cares enough for him to bear poverty for his sake. (If I met a man wlio could say that to me, supposing I was as poor as Miss Bambridge, I should love him for it.)' Then he tells his mother she has no right to prevent him pleasing himself in such a matter ; that it is he who will have to bear the consequences of a mistake, if a mistake is made in the choice of a wife ; and that therefore he considers he should please himself only in the matter. He is quite right, you know, mother. If I did not wish it myself, you'd never get me to take any one you chose ; and if I saw any one I liked better than Claude Feversham to-morrow, I would take him, and leave his lordship to be hap- py with his Irish lady-love." "Good gracious, child, how you do run on!" cried Mrs. Prendergast, a comely, good-natured- looking woman, who seemed as if she took the world very easily. "I am sure I don't know where you pick up those queer ideas, and those strange, independent manners. I know it is not from me, and your father was never like that since I have known him." " You took it out of him, mamma dear, as Lord Claude is to take it out of me, I suppose. After all, I wonder why I help Lady Feversham about this. I declare I think it is a love of mis- chief, and nothing better, drives me on. It is rather pleasant to be making or marring a man's life, when he thinks you are the simplest, most insignificant child going. I told them to have ' Stole Away ' ready for me in half an hour — I want to give him a gallop on the hills, up near Farmer Morton's, you know. There he is at the door, the beauty ! I will be off ; but I shall lunch here before going back to the Castle." - So saying she ran down to the door, where a magnificent brown-black, thorough-bred hunter was waiting for her. "He's very fresh, miss, "said the groom hold- ing him, as she appi'oached. "He threw Jim Matthews a few tlays ago, and broke his leg. Since then no one has mounted him, miss, and he seems rale wicked to-day." So he did, indeed, as he rolled his eye, show- ing the white ominously, and laid back his ears on his smooth, firm neck, as she came forward. Mabel Prendergast, however, was not easily frightened by such demonstrations, but patted his sleek shoulder before she mounted, with hev usual careless indifference as to what might be the temper or disposition of the animal. Once in the saddle, the reins in hand, and "You may let go," said to the groom, it be- came apparent that " Stole Away " was not in the most amiable frame of mind. Setting up his powerful back with a squeal, and lashing his hind-quarters viciously, he executed a series of vigorous buck-jumps, varied by violent kicking at intervals. It was pretty evident such was the process by which he had been accustomed to dis- lodge the grooms, and he hoped to dispose of his young mistress just as effectively. The lawn before them was open, only a few large trees growing here and there, while at the farther end it was bounded by a sunk fence and wide ditch ; once over that, the country was al- most open, rising in sunny pasture slopes up to the very summits of the liills that bounded the view in that direction. All this Mabel knew well enough ; so, after a few moments, during which she kept her seat like a Centaur, in spite of the furious efforts made to get rid of her, she turned the horse's head in the right direction, and bringing down her whip with stinging force across his quarters, darted forward like an arrow from a bow, and sitting well down, piloted the flying steed through the clumps of timber to- ward the sunk fence and ditch before mention- ed. As slie neared the leap, she tried to take a pull on the horse and get him together ; he was running away, or would have been had she tried to stop him; but having been left free till then, and seeing what was before him, he steadied a little into his stride on feeling himself taken by the head, and went at it gallantly. There was a great drop over the ditch on the far side, and altogether it was a biggish place ; but Mabel had crossed it many a time before, and worse things too, on that same horse " Stole Away." It was not the leap, therefore, that caused her to utter a half-stifled cry as her horse threw himself well forward over it; the object that caused her so much alarm as to startle her out of her usual composure was the figure of a man lying in the ditch close to the spot where she crossed it. But that "Stole Away" swerved in his jump as he caught sight of the prostrate figure; Mabel might not have remarked it; but even in the short glimpse she obtained of it, before her horse car- ried her wildly onward, she was aware that some- thing was wrong with the man lying there. The confused, huddled -up attitude prompted her to return and find out what assistance was needed. But it was not an easy matter to stop her star- tled steed or reduce him to obeditace, and being in a large pasture-field, she soon found the quick- est way to accomplish her purpose would be to give the fiery animal a gallop before taking him back to the fence by which the man was lying. Round the field they went, startling the sleepy herds of cattle into menacing groups ; but still "Stole Away," stout of wind and limb, showed no disposition to halt in his wild career. She was too full of a kind of undefined anxiety to be pleased with what, at any other time, she would have enjoyed immensely. OUK DETACHMENT. At length, after an nppuienlly interminable gallop, she felt that lier steed would be willing to stand should she find it necessary to dismount, and turning, she rode at once to the place where the man lay. Ho was there still, she could see as she approached, lying without motion or sign of life. Mabel's heart almost stopped beating ivith apprehension, as she advanced slowly to- ward him. When she stood beside him, every thing that had puzzled and alarmed her was at once explained. The fence was one of the kind known as a sunk fence^ and the higher side was faced with massive stone-work. The ditch being deep and wide, it was evident the man, who no doubt had intended to cross the fence, had not tried to jump, but bad endeavored to climb, and had caught hold of one of the large stones that faced the higher hank, by which to pull himself up. This stone, loosened by action of water or some other cause, had given way, and had rolled on top of him as he fell backward. It lay a heavy, crushing mass on his chest; but how long it had lain there, and whether the suiferer was dead or not, Mabel conld not say ; she only remembered that the spot was unfre- quented, and, had she not happened to pass, the body might have remained there for days longer ; for that he was either dead or insensible was evi- dent. His face was partially hidden by one hand ; the only life-like thing about him was his thick brown hair, that fluttered a little in the breeze, his hat having fallen off. Beside him also lay a small book, the leaves of which, turning over with a. faint sound, allowed Mabel to catch sight of ])enciled and colored outlines here and there amidst its pages. "An artist, " she thought. ' ' What shall I do ? I must go home for assistance." Turning the now submissive thorough-bred to n more practicable place, she went over and quick- ly arrived at the house. It did not take long to tell her story and send men to the relief of the stranger, who was pres- ently brought in, still insensiblCj and carried to the room Mabel had already caused to be got ready for him. "We can do no less, mamma," she answered, when her mother remonstrated, on the ground that they did not know who he was. " I found him : we must do all that lies in our power for him. Send Jacob for the doctor at once," she went on, addressing the footman, who had an- swered her peremptoiy peal on the bell. "It all comes of your riding those frightful horses, my dear," moaned Mrs. Prendergast. "I always thought you would kill yourself, but it seems you have found some one else kill- ed instead." " Nonsense, mamma ; he isn't dead," answer- ed Mabel, rather crossly — all the more crossly be- cause she was horribly ofiaid her mother spoke the trnth. "Ah! here they are with him. He had better be laid on the bed at once, and we must try to bring him round before the doctor comes." But all their efforts to revive him were for long unavailing, even after the doctor joined them. When at length he did open his eyes, it was only to close them again in another swoon. Ho seemed weak, the doctor thought, as though he had lain in the field some time ; but after a litte brandy had been administered his breathing be-' came more regular and his pulse stronger. When Dr. Sims joined the ladies afterward,' he told them he apprehended no danger, if fe- ver did not set in ; the most serious injury was the very severe contusion he had received in the chest ; but he had no doubt time and care would cure him completely — make him as strong as ever he was; "or indeed stronger," he added, with a laugh. " It seems to me he is a traveling artist — a gentlemanly-looking fellow, for all that." "What's his name, doctor ?" asked Mabel. "Did he tell you?" ' " He has not spoken at all yet," replied the doctor — "indeed, the less ho speaks the better for some time ; but I found a letter in his pocket addressed to Cecil Egerton, Esq., Beaumanoir, Blankshire, so I presume he is staying with Mr. Vansittart. I shall write to that gentleman when I go home, to see if I can find out any thing about him." " Yes, and you may have his things sent here," said Mabel, eagerly, " as it will be some time be- fore he can move, I imagine. " "Very well," answered Dr. Sims, bustling down to his gig as he spoke. "I will call again to-morrow." ' ' Now what am I to do, mamma ?" asked Ma- bel, when the village medico had disappeared. " It is not fiiir to leave you all the burden of this man I have brought home, so I think I had better leave Lady Feversham for the present and return here. He is too much of a gentleman, I think, at least in appearance, to leave him en- tirely to servants ; it would not be kind. It is a gieat bore, all the same," she went on. "I was advising Lady Feversham about this busi- ness of Lord Claude's, and now it will all be in a muddle, unless I ride over there every day." "Well, you can do that, darling, " answered her father, who had come into the room while she was speaking. " I have been looking at this young fellow, and he seems a gentleman from his appearance. He is lying quite quiet, with his eyes closed, but I think not sleeping. He seems to breathe with difficulty ; but the doctor says he will get over it soon. Do you know how it happened, dear?" Then she related how she imagined it had happened, and ended by saying, "It is most provoking I should have been the person to discover him. It is fearfully disagree- able having a man of whom you know nothing sick in your house, particularly under these cir- cumstances, as it obliges you to be civil. How- ever, it can't last so very long. I suppose a month will see our trouble over. Now I will gallop back to the Castle and explain it all to her ladyship ; but I will return in the evening." Lady Feversham was in great distress when she heard her young ally must leave her. She felt it quite impossible that, without Mabel's as- sistance, she could bring the matter to a success- ful termination. "And besides," she went on, "I really don't see the necessity for your going home ; and the man need be no burden to your mother; the housekeeper would take care of him. " "Of course," assented Mabel, somewhat im- patiently; "but, 3'ou see, he seems rather too much of a gentleman to bo left entirely to serv- ants. It will be right for some of us to go and OUR DETACHMENT. 63 fiee after him now and then, and it would be lather too much to ask mamma to do it always, when I brought him into the house. As to your business, however, I will ride over every morn- ing, and then we can settle what had best be done. I posted your letter to Lady Longwreath, but we can't have an answer that will be of any use to our plans for at least a week." So it was an-anged that Mabel should return home, but that she was still to be the governing spirit of Lady Feversham's schemes. She rode away that afternoon a little annoyed and wor- ried at her morning's adventure, yet not wholly displeased at it, since it afforded a pretext for leaving the Castle, where she was beginning to get rather bored. ' ' Stole Away "was quiet enough by this time, and the young girl, laying the reins on his neck, followed the road homeward, absorbed in reverie. It was a lovely evening early in September ; the sun, low down in the horizon, threw long shad- ows of the horse and his rider over bank and hedge -row, as she passed along; the clouds floated high in the still heavens, blazing with crimson and gold ; the trees, already beginning to don the richest autumn tints, hardly rustled a leaf in the still evening an-; while, all along the white,- dusty i-oad, cattle were -vyending their way homeward, or parties of laborers returning from their work, touched their hats respectfully to the squire's young lady. She was well known to tliem all, and a favorite with most, for she show- ed no haughtiness of disposition toward her in- feriors ; and being of a generous disposition, with plenty of money at her command, she took a pleasure in relieving any want that came under her notice. Besides, she could. ride as few even of the men in the county could, and her daring awoke a warm feeling of adniiration in the coun- try bumpkins, who sometimes watched her rapid flight across the country. But this evening she took very little notice of their respectful salutations ; her mind was fully occupied with other things. Krst, there was this business of Claude Feversham's. ■ Should they win, and might she hope some day to have him at her feet ? or would he carry his purpose, as, indeed, she well believed he had strength of will to do ? r After all, if Lady Feversham could find the girl's address, it would depend more on her char- acter than on Claude's will ; but if she loved him as he did her, it was more than probable she would regard her lover's entreaties more than his mother's threats. Then her thoughts reverted to the morning's adventure. " So stupid!" she muttered, drawing her whip across her horse's neck with a threatening ges- ture, but without striking him. "It was your being so wild, you old fool, that caused me to discover him. I must take care to give you plenty of exercise, or you will be mad before the hunting begins." Then she wondered what the stranger might be like. She had not seen his face, shaded as it was by his hand when she rode up, and after- ward, in the bustle and confusion, she had not noticed it. She only remembered heavy masses of dark, wavy hair, cut rather short, and a white, delicate- ly formed hand ; not at all the hand of one ac- customed to rough it, and labor for his daily bread — rather it seemed suited to a dreamer or a poet. As she thought of this, Mabel wonder- ed more and more who he could be, and what brought him there. It was almost dinner-hour when she reached The Poplars. Running up stairs, she began to dress quickly, ringing for her old nurse, who was also her maid, as she did so. Her bell was an- swered by one of the other servants, whom she asked sharply why nurse did not attend to her. The girl replied that nurse was in the sick gen- tleman's room, but she would send her to Miss Mabel at once. "No, no," cried Mabel, hastily ; "}'ou will do very well for what I want now. I can stop and speak to nurse as I pass the room. It is rather a bore, having one's maid turned into a sick- nurse," she gi-umbled, as she went on dressing. Shortly after, on her way down stairs; she knocked gently at the door of the invalid's room, and looking in noiselessly, asked how he was do- ing. "Pretty much the same, miss," replied the nurse. "He has neither spoken nor moved since the doctor saw him last. '' "Well, I just came to speak to you about the dress you are making for me," continued Mabel. "I was thinking, when I was out to-day, that I should like little flounces all up the back, and not a bunched-up panier, as every one wears now. Do you think you can manage that? It was better to tell you at once, for fear you might cut the stuff the other way." " Very well, miss," answered the nurse ; "you only just spoke in time, as I had laid out to cut the panier to-night. I have not seen any dresses made that way, but if you can show me one of the fashion pictures, I dare say I shall be able to manage it.", " You'll find Le Follet in my room," answered Mabel, " and there is a plate of the very thing I want. I suppose the gentleman is insensible, as you say he has not spoken or moved since he came, nurse. What is he like ? I had no op- portunity of getting a look at his face." • As. she spoke Mabel noiselessly crossed the room and stood by the bedside, while nurse took up again the work she had laid down, and an- swered : "He is a nice-looking young gentleman enough, miss, if he was stronger ; but he must have been lying out there some time, the doctor thinks, before you found him ; and he is that wasted you could blow him away if you had a mind to do so." Mabel smiled as she listened to nurse's opin- ion, and mentally passed her own while she look- ed at his haggard, pallid countenance, which was handsome in spite of suffering. . As she stood thus he opened his eyes wearily, and at first there was no meaning or purpose in his gaze ; it was simply a vacant stiu-e. By degrees, however, an expression of pleasure dawned over his. weai-y, pain-altered face ; he did not attempt to speak, but his look followed Mabel as she turned away. When she left the' room he closed his eyes with a sigh, and she went down stairs musing, ■ " How handsome he is ! Who can he be ? — a gentleman, evidently, with that face and those hands, but who ?" A question hot to be answered, at least at j>4 OUK DETACHMENT. present, so she descended to the drawitig-roonii and was rather more meditative even than nsual that night ; but her parents were used to their little daughter's fits of abstraction, and her ab- sent taanner passed unnoticed. CHAPTER XL A FASCINATING ACQUAINTANCE. In the mean time, we on duty in Ireland began to have rather hard times of it. The Eeuian agitation was recommencing in preparation for the winter, at which time they were always most troublesome. We were perpetually being con- fined to barracks, besides being obliged to be much more strict in the performance of our duties than we had been ever since we entered these jolly country quarters. It was very hard to be up to them ; they had so many ways of disguising themselves and going about, and the Government w!is so awfully frightened of them, a great deal more so than the necessities of the case warrant- ed. We were fearfully bored at not being able to go out at night when we wished, it being nec- essary always to leave some of us in charge of the barracks. Indeed we seldom got any distance from the town now, for fear of sudden calls being made for us ; not that we should have been of much use in case of a rising, I apprehend, as in ouch a difficulty the orders were that we should shut ourselves up in barracks. Under these circumstances, it did not so much matter' the Bambridges being away, as we could not have got over there often ; so we amused oureelves as best we could, playing bUliards and lounging about the to^vn. The billiard-room was in the hotel, and was ft very constant resort of ours every afternoon : we generally met some one or two of the country gentlemen "there, and really there was nothing better to do than getting up matches between ourselves and them, which was done without much loss on either side, none of us being very first-rate players. One afternoon, however, when Flower and I entered the billiard-room, we found it occupied by a gentlemanly-looking man, who was knock- ing about the balls by himself, and who apparent- ly did not find that amusement lively, for on our approach he laid down his cue, and asked if we were about to have a game. Now Elower and I were so ill matched — that is to say, he was such a bad player, that it had become somewhat mo- notonous my constantly winning ; I therefore an- swered that if the stranger would play a game with me it would give me great pleasure, and Flower would mark for us. I don't think Baby half liked being ordered to mark, but he was rather afraid of me, so he assent- ed somewhat sullenly, and we set to work. Our unknown friend was not only a splendid player, soon making me repent of my weakness in chal- lenging him, but he was also a very liberal, friend- ly kind of fellowj called for Champagne, and in- vited us to drink with him in a way that plainly showed he had money at his command, and was not one of the poor tourists that are most fre- quently to be seen at country hotels in the west of Ireland. ■ He beat me, of course ; then he played with Flower, giving him a good lot of points, and beat him with equal ease ; after that Feversham hav- ing come in, they began a game, but here he found himself better matched, and it was a very close struggle between them, ending, however, by the stranger's winning. He was a communica- tive fellow, called himself Mr. Maguire, and told us all about his family and fortune, where lie lived, and what brought him. dowh to Belmurpliy. Then he played another game with the police in- spector, who had just come in, finished him too, and after that, as it was nearly time for mess, walked part of the way back with us. This went on for some days. He was a most agreeable, gen- tleman-like fellow, full of fun and anecdote, and did not always win at billiards, which kept us all in a good-humor with him ; it was such u, tri- umph when one did manage to defeat a good player. As we got more intimate, he used to ask us to cozy bachelor dinners, and we in return asked him to mess one evening, as we were about to leave the hotel, after a pleasant afternoon spent there. He accepted willingly, saying it was very lone- ly dining by himself, and came along with us at once. "Have you had any trouble about those Fe- nian fellows lately?" he asked, as we drew near the barracks. "Well, you know,'' replied Feversham, "the Government is in an awful funk about them, and really if the barracks all over the country are like these, they could not be very easily defended." "I don't know," answered Maguire. "You see I have traveled a good deal on the Continent, and have learned something of fortification there, so perhaps, if you are not above taking a hint, I might give you one or two. You see the bar- racks stand on the summit of a high hill ; it is true they are commanded by another hill over there, and yon would not have troops enough to occupy that ; but then these Fenians have no cannon, and without them the height beyond would serve them little. Then, if I was defend- ing this place, the first thing I should do would he to destroy all these poor houses that come close up to the walls, and that would afford cover to the enemy. Once they were removed, nothing could approach you without being exposed to your fire. However, I suppose you know all this as well as I do. - Were not those your plans ?" "Well, yes, in part," answered Feversham, "but I think we might even do a little more;" and then he proceeded to unfold his ideas for for- tifying the barracks in case of a rising. Mr. Maguire listened with attention, suggest- ing an improvement here, disputing the wisdom of a measure there, until we went in to dinner, when the subject dropped, and was not again re- sumed. " He is a clever fellow that," whispered Mayleigh to me before we sat down. " He is as well up in fortification as I am myself." " Which would not be saying much for him,'' I laughed. "It seems to me he knows more than Feversham, and some of his ideas are orig- inal, though he supports them strongly." When he was about to leave that night, our guest, while shaking us warmly by the hands, said that it was with great regret he bid us good- bye, as he must be oif by the early train next day. "I shall ever think with pleasure of our brief OUR DETACHMENT. aequairitance," he added, feelingly. "And even if we don't meet, you will hear of me again." "I am sorry he is going," we all exclaimed when he had left ; " he was such a pleasant com- panion." "Yes, it is quite refreshing to meet with such a clever fellow, who is not above joining in ordi- nary amusements," chimed in Fevershara. " He has got no meah talent in the engineering line ; he pointed out one or two little defects in tlie plans we had formed for defending the bar- racks." So we all agreed we had lost a most charming acquaintance, and regretted him very much till the next afternoon, when Colonel Dropmore re- ceived an official communication, to the effect that the famous Fenian leader. Colonel Kelly, was in the town, residing at the hotel, and tliat immediate measures must be taken for his arrest. Then followed a description of his personne, in which we recognized, with unfeigned astonish- ment, a most accurate portrait of our agreeable billiard-playing friend. "Well, if this isn't a pretty go! "cried May- leigh,' going into a fit of laughter ; " at any rate the bird has flown now, and he deserved to get safe off, for a bolder or cooler fellow never breathed. How well he walked into us ! By Jove, I feel a good deal smaller since I heard how we were taken in !" "It is very annoying," answered Feversliam. "What -a confounded set of fools we must ap- pear to him ! But, as you say, I am glad he es- caped, for he was a pluclcy fellow after all." The laugh raised against us, when this became known, gave the county amusement for many days, and we had to stand a heavy fire of chaff from every man we met for a good while after. But this was not all, even. Shortly after a man was taken up somewhere else on the suppo- sition that he was Colonel Kelly, and several of us had to go over to London to see if we could identify him. It was a great bore, as we were dragged over, confronted with the prisoner, who proved to be the wrong man after all, and then were sentback on the spot, not being even al- lowed a few days to rest and amuse ourselves among the pleasures of the great city. " It will teach us to be more careful in choos- ing our acquaintance In future," said Claude, when, wearied and travel -stained, we returned again to Belmurphy; "not but that he was as good a fellow as you could meet with, and I am glad he got safe off." In the mean time, while all this was going on down with us. Lady Eeversham, after at least ten anxious days of waiting, received the required information from Lady Longwreath. The Bam- bridges were in Lodgings in Kildare Street, the number was given, and all was ready for Lady Feversham to decide on her course of action. This, however, she could not do without first consulting Mabel Prendergast, who urged her strongly to go over and see Miss Bambridge in person. "I will not tell.you what to say," she went on ; " the situation must, of course, suggest tliat ; but if you find she is not afraid of poverty, try and get her pride up in your favor. Insinuate that you look on a match with her as a mesalli- ance, and that it will lower Lord Feversham's position in society. There — I need not tell you any more ; you understand it very well, and if you are determined to succeed, you will do so." Lady Feversham would have liked greatly to take Mabel with her. It was a long, tiresome journey, with only her maid for a companion, but she could see plainly it would be useless ask- ing such a thing, and so she at last made up her mind to do it by lierself, with only a feeble milk- and-water kind of woman — lier maid Furcell — as a protector. "You'll be back in two or three days ?" asked Mabel, as she watched her friend get into the train, on her way up to London. "Yes, certainly," the old lady answered,"and I hope with good news — good for you as well as me, remember." Mabel nodded her liead with a smile, but as she turned away an impatient expression over- spread her face. "Did not I tell her,'' she thought, "that it was not for myself I was assisting her, and less now than ever ? And why less now than ever ?" she asked herself, as she took her ponies' reins and turned their heads honieward.' "I think I am going mad, or getting softening of the brain, or something dreadful, when I begin to fancy even for a minute I could give up the power I might enjoy as his wife, and all because a face haunts me — as if it was not very natural a face as perfect as that one should do so ! Why, it is quite a pleasure to think of it," she mused, smil- ing, leaning back, and letting the ponies take their own pace homeward. "A picture would please me as well. There is a want somewhere in the face, and yet you never think of that when looking at it. Too much sweetness and tender- ness, and too little strength — that is the fault. Well, there is strength enough about Lord Claude's face, but it is nothing to look at, though I believe many people tliiuk him hand- some." She was nearly home by this time, and, as she drew near, she whipped up the ponies, as if im- patient of every moment until she reached the house ; then throwing the reins to the groom, she ran up stairs to a little pleasant morning- room, where Cecil Egerton lay stretched on the sofa. He had been carried in there that day for the first time, and even that exertion seemed to have been too much for his feeble strength, for he lay now with the western sunlight streaming over him, his eyes closed, and appealing hardly to breathe. Suddenly a shadow fell across him, and as he had done on the first night of his ar- rival, so now he opened his heavy eyes, which lighted up with a look of such unutterable hap- piness that Mabel Prendergast turned away her Iiead, that she might not behold the unconcealed rapture that shone in his glance. "I knew it was you," he murmured, and his soft, slow utterance spoke the same tale as his face — passionate, adoring love. ' ' Your step is light as air, but I heard it and knew it. You have been away a long time." "Not so long, "answered Mabel, lightly; and stepping to the window she drew the blind part- ly down, to shade his face from the sun ; then, not trusting herself to look at him, she went on gayly,' "As to heiaring my step, that is nonsense — ^it was my shadow between you and the sun aroused you." " I should know your step among a thousand," OUR DETACHMENT. lie persisted, fdelih'. Then, after a pause, he whispered again, "When shall I be stronger? Does the doctor tell you when I shall be well ?" "Not for two or three weeks yet," she an- swered. "And you will not be mucli to boast of even then. Why are yon so anxious to be well ? Are you tired of being here ?" " Tired !" he repeated ; and his glance, which she had turned to meet, startled the careless co- quette with its deep meaning. "I am only afraid," he added, "that I shall feel my usual life unbearable after this." " Well, do not think of it for the present," she replied — "it will be time enough to meet your troubles when they come. In the mean time, rest and be happy. Ah ! here is mamma com- ing to see the patient. He is getting on very slowly, mamma dear, and seems tired by having been moved into this room to-day." ' ' I was afraid he would, " answered Mrs. Pren- dergast; "but he seemed so very anxious for ii change that at last I consented." So saying, she sat down beside him, talking l)Ieasantly of the little events of the day, not re- quiring an answer, and striving by every art in her power to cheer and entertain the invalid. Certainly, as far as kindness and considera- tion went, Cecil Egerton could not have fallen into better hands, and yet he wished sometimes bitterly that it had been his fate to die where he fell, or be picked up and succored by the meanest laborer in the field, rather than to have been let into this paradise of beauty and love, to be turned out .again, in a few short weeks, deprived of the only thing that had hitherto supported him — his light, careless heart. A heavy heart, indeed, he was doomed' to carry henceforward, for he told himself again and again it was impossible that be could ever be any thing more to the bright young beauty who formed the light of his life than the stranger whom she had found injured accidentally, and whom her kindness had suc- cored. So while Mrs. Prendergast chatted away mer- rily, thinking she was beguiling the weary mo- ments of the invalid, his thoughts flew back to his uncle, and a mental review of his position passed before him. Mr. Vansittart had not come to see him when he heard what had hap- pened, but he had written a note, which was cautiously worded, and not unkind. Cecil could tell from it, however, that bis uncle considered the accident a very lucky one, or, in other words, that he fancied it was an accident on purpose, and that he gave his nephew credit for being more than usually mercenary, as being willing to run bodily risk to insure his securing the prize. This added to the sting caused by what he be- lieved to be the hopeless nature of his love. It was bitter to feel that he had given his whole heart to one so incomparably and immeasur.ibly his superior — that she, looking down from the height. of a heavenly pity, could never either un- derstand or return his affection ; but it was still more bitter thnt he should, by the accident that had opened to him the door of this paradise, that had filled his heart with this priceless love, have laid himself open to the base insinuations of those whose hearts were too sordid to understand his pure devotion, or her unmeasurable distance above him. Mr. Vansittart said in his note he would himself call to see his nephew as soon as he should hear that Cecil was strong enough to re- ceive him ; but the young man determined he would not let his uncle know of his convalescence until he was well enougli to leave The Poplars. The great fault of his character was, as has been said, a weakness that caused him to think ill of himself and of his own endeavors at all times, and to exalt the performances of others unduly. It was a sweet, loving character, with great capabilities for affection, but no energy, no ambition that might urge him on to take the place in the world to which his imaginative pow- ers entitled him. As an artist or a poet, under favorable cir- cumstances, he would have been great ; as a man of action and pui'pose, he could never have been distinguished. He recognized this fault in him- self clearly, as indeed he saw all his faults, with- out ever perceiving his counterbalancing merits. As he lay back, listening to his hostess's chat, a dull despair stole over his heart when he thought of his love, and the utter improbability of her ever learning to care for him. He thought of her as he saw her when he opened his eyes that first night, and beheld the white -robed figure standing by his bedside, looking so pitiful and tender. He remembered how she appeared to him like an angel of light — like a vision from some happier world — and he had hardly dared to breathe, for fear the enchanting apparition sliould fade and vanish from his sight. When she turned and left the room, speaking for an instant to the nurse as she went, he under- stood that it was no unreal form that had charm- ed his weaiy senses and beguiled his pain ; satis- fied that what he had just seen he should see again, he slept peacefully for the first time since he was injured. After tliat day, as ho slowly recovered, he thought of her constantly, watched for her ap- proach, and centred every feeling of his passion- ate heart in her. How he should like to paint her portrait, he thought, assuring himselfhis de- votion was merely artistic admiration. In his mind he drew her for every fair and famous woman noted in the history of every age and clime, always ending by deciding that her own age and character suited her best : he could not associate the actions of any other being with her. As he began to get stronger, and knew that be- fore long he must make an effort to move, and not trespass longer on his entertainers' kindness, he discovered at once and suddenly how deep this ill-fated affection had struck its roots into his heart. It was not only that he thought of her by night and di)y, that her strange, expressive eyes haunted liim with tlieir changeful meaning, that her fair i'ace hovered always before him, with its inde- scribable smile, and surrounded by its frame of dark hair, like a picture by some rare old master ; it was not this delight of the senses, exquisite though it was, that rendered the agony of part- ing so keen and unsupportable ; it was that with every good, and tender, and noble quality with which nature had gifted higi, he had endowed her with lavish imagination ; and all that was lofty, and strong, and admirable, in which, he was deficient, seemed to him to shine forth in her with greater brilliancy than in any other be- ing he had ever met. When she sang, it was a pleasure so exquisite OUE DETACHMENT. 57 as to be pain ; when she talked, with her low, | caressing voice, his heart would beat wildly with rapture ; and when the red-brown eyes rested on his with that indefinable smile, half coaxing, half triumphant, curving her lips, he felt as though he could die happy, were he but assured that strange sphinx-like smile and the glorious light in the un- fathomable eyes were for him, and him alone. The feelings that rose so wildly in his heart would at times break bounds and betray them- selves. Weak in all things, he was weaker yet in this, and would, when alone with Mabel, utter words that revealed plainly all the longing and the passion which was so irrepressible and, as he thought, so hopeless. These outbreaks she af- fected to treat as expressions of gratitude for the little kindnesses she showed him ;- or at times, when it was impossible to twist his words so as to render such interpretation probable, she would say, laughing, though but for her back being al- ways turned to him on these occasions, he might have detected the quivering of her lips, "Nonsense, you foolish boy ! We don't talk of such things here, and I can not allow it. Mind, if you disobey me," she would add, holding up a warning finger, "I shall leave you in Mrs. Meek's chai'ge, and never come near you again." The mere threat of such a fate was sufBcient, and the danger would be tided over for a time. Mabel, laughing within herself at his implicit obedience to her word, and believing that she could keep him forever as submissive as he then was, would think no more of the matter, and see as much of him as before any rash words had ci'ossed his lips to her. In the mean time, what did she think of him ? No sooner had she discovered the state of his feelings with regard to her than she asked her- self that question, but could give no answer to it. " He ig certainly wonderfully handsome," she thought, as, sitting a little behind him in the shade of the window- curtain, she scanned his clear-cut features, wide forehead, dark violet eyes, and sweet, irresolute mouth, shaded by a heavy dark mustache; "and he loves me as I have never been loved," she mused. "If I would marry him to-morrow, and had nothing in the wide world to call my own, he would take me by the hand and lead me witii him as cheer- fully as though I brought him thousands of dow- ry. Why can not I afford to.please myself? I know people would say what a fool that girl was to many the poor soldier she had rescued ; but, after all, why should I give my money to a rich man, simply because the world expects it. But then Lord Feversham. If his mother breaks oft' the match, it will be a fine thing to subdue that man, and teach him the chit he used to look down upon may be a prize to be desired. I do believe I could fascinate him if I tried, and then what a sphere would be open to my ambition as his wife ! No, it is folly to think of love when so fine a game is opening before me. As for this poor fellow, I fear he will not like it; but he could not expect to win me, and I have been much kinder to him than he had any reason to hope. I wonder how he will take it ! I hope I shall be able to get out of the way when he is leaving. " So thinking, she rose, turned the cushions un- der his weary head, lingered a little as she bent over liim, feeling that his dark dreamy eyes Were fixed on her, and that he followed every turn of her graceful figure with undisguised admiration ; but she cared little, while she paid him these at- tentions, whether the result would be life-long misery, or cynical, callous indifference. CHAPTER XII. LADY FEVEBSHAM IN DUBLIN. Lady Feveesham arrived in Ireland with less of fatigue and won-y than she had anticipa- ted. She might have heard before of the Holy- head boats, or might have been told that tiie passage was short and safe, but certainly she had expected difficulties and dangers in reaching that barbarous island which did not meet her in real- ity. She felt almost disappointed that she had not been called upon to go through something much more terrible, which would have given her the right to consider herself a martyr to her son's interests. However, it was not to be, and she found her- self comfortably installed in the Shelbourne be- fore she began to realize that she had indeed crossed the Channel, and was in the much-dread- ed sister-island, of the horrors of which she had always entertained such a lively idea. That veiy afternoon she drove to the number in Kil- dare Street where the Bambridges were lodging, and asked for the young lady : she did not care to make acquaintance wiih the rest of the fam- ily, and thought she could arrange matters better with Miss Bambridge if quite alone. Gwendohne was in. She was going to a ball that evening, and was taking a rest, so as to be fresh for the occasion ; still she did not refuse to see visitors, and Lady Feversham was admit- ted. . General and Mrs. Bambridge were both out, and every thing favored the entei-prising old lady in her mission ; nevertheless she felt ex- tremely embarrassed when Miss Bambridge en- tered the room, looking splendidly handsome, and with an easy, cheerful manner, that showed how little she guessed her visitor's errand. A few commonplaces passed between them, and Lady Feversham was still uncertain how she should begin, when Gwendoline Bambridge open- ed the subject, saying carelessly, "I think I met a son of vours in the — th lately." " Yes, I believe so,'' replied the old lady, stiff- ly, feeling the task before her a hard one, and coming to it slowly. "My son is in that regi- ment, and indeed it is about him I called here to- day." "Really?" asked Miss Bambridge, with sur- prise, but coloring a little, for she felt something unpleasant must be coming; and Claude Fev- ersham never having spoken to her of his love, she hardly thought it possible his mother was about to allude to the subject. " I am afraid," Lady Feversham went on ear- nestly, " that what I am about to say will pain you, but unwilling as I am to give annoyance, still in this case my duty will not permit me to spare, either your feelings or mine." She paused, as though expecting an answer ; but Gwendoline, who began now to see that the business was more disagreeable than she had feared, sat as if carved in stone, waiting to hear 58 OUR. DETACHMENT. move before slie would commit herself to a re- lAy. "I have heard," the old lady went on, after a short silence, " that my son is an admirer of yours — indeed, some say a lover ; I have more- over been assured that you encourage him, which is perhaps not unnatural, as in this country your chances of an advantageous settlement must be limited. But I should like you, before the matter goes any farther, to understand distinctly how he is placed with regard to fortune, and what his prospects are." "Lord Feversham has never done me the honor to speak to me of hia love, so I should suppose your ladyship's fears are groundless, and that you have been misinformed," answered Gwendoline, in a hard, dry voice. "I would willingly think so," replied her ladyship, coldly, " but I know that my informa- tion is correct ; and though Claude has not yet proposed to you, yet he intends doing so. It is in order to prevent any misconception as to his prospects, and that if you accept him you may do it with your eyes open, that I am here to-day. My son," the old lady went on with rising, pas- sion, "is dependent on me for every thing. If he marries to please me, he will have all I pos- sess ; but if he opposes my wishes, not one pen- ny of my money shall he ever see ; and let me tell you, young lady, in case his title may have some fascination for you, a coronet is a very pret- ty thing when it is well gilded, but without that it is as useless and insignificant a bauble as can well be. I have written to forbid Claude's mar- riage with you," she went on, after pausing for a moment to take breath, "and have told him my intentions in case of his disobeying me ; in spite of which his infatuation is such that he still per- sists in his intention of mari-ying you, if you will have him. It was to show you how very bad a match he would be, and to beg you to relinquish all thoughts of him, that 1 have come over, and called to-day to see you. You can understand I must be thoroughly in earnest, to have taken so long a jouiTiey for this purpose alone." Still Miss JBambridge sat with her eyes fixed on the ground ; but at length, raising her head with a defiant toss, she answered, "Does Lord Feversham say he will many me, if I will have him, in spite of poverty and the op- position of his friends? . Then I am proud of my love. I always knew he was noble and true, and now that I am more certain of it than ever, do you think I will give him up ? No, indeed. While he loves me, and thinks me worth so great a sacrifice, I will be true . to him. He loses much, I nothing ; but I gain immeasurably, in gaining the heart and name of a man so faithful and fearless as he. Though you are his mother, and as such I would willingly do much to please you, I can not do this, and you ought never to have asked it. You wish to barter your son's happiness for some whim or fancy of your own, and care not how many joyless years you entail on him, so j-ou accomplish your scheme." "Really, Miss Bambridge, you are most court- eous," said Lady Feversham, with a sarcastic smile. "1 should have thought a young lady who dresses as you do would have been above the old-world prejudice of love. I am sorry you do not at once see the matter in my light, for I must talk it over a little with you, iratil I get your promise to abandon the project. It is very natural you should be dazzled by the cor- onet, my child, though, as I told you before, it is worthless without money. But there is another thing connected with it that I wish to point out to you ; for you will blame me, and Feversham too, for that matter, if, after your marriage, you find out disagreeables that you had not thought of before. Among us," she went on, after a minute or two, during which pause Gwendoline Bambridge neither spoke nor moved, "we are very jealous about interlopers and misalliances. Of course you would have to bear this as well as any other person of your class, who, by some fortuitous circumstance, had suddenly become elevated to ours; and I must say, Miss Bam- bridge, as far as you are concerned, 3'ou are not much to be pitied, for you seem to have sufficient self-possession to bear a good amount of snub- bing. But though it might not affect you much, think of Claude. He has always been accustom- ed to be treated with the greatest consideration, and perhaps you can conceive how painfully gall- ing it would be to his high spirit to see himself pitied on all sides, while his wife would be treat- ed with undisguised coldness. In how many bad quarrels do you think he would be involved on your account ? — ^how often, as the iron enter- ed into his soul, would he wish that he had nev- er been tempted to descend from his proper sphere in life, and barter his position for the beauty of a woman whom all his eflbrts could not raise to the place in which he would wish to see her. Think of him dragged down by debt, balked in his military career, his whole future blighted and destroyed by the wife that, instead of being a helpmate, as a wife should he, would more properly be likened to a millstone lonnd liis neck, drawing him down into an abyss of misery and ruin." "Enough, enough!" cried Gwendoline Bam- bridge, rising, while tears that she was too proud to let fall filled her eyes. "I had not thought of the mischief it would do him. I see only too clearly it would be a sacrifice of every thing — fortune, career, position — and all for a caprice he will outlive in a few short months. It was selfish of me to think of accepting his offer, and you are right. I give you my word he shall never know I loved him ; for if he knew he would take me against my will. You may go now," she added, impatiently, as her visitor showed no signs of moving. "You have my promise ; you have saved your son and blighted my life. Take your cruel face away from me, and let me try to forget this hitter inteiTiew. Go, and let me see you no more. I could tell you what I think of you — a hard, unnatural mother, preferring your gold to your son's hap- piness — but you are his mother after all, and I spare you ; only do not tempt me any longer." She leaned heavily on the table as she finished speaking, and watched the old lady leave the room with haughty, tranquil steps. When the street-door shut after her, Gwendoline Bam- bridge threw herself down by the sofa, and clasping her hands on her burning brows tried to think. The tears in her eyes scorched' and pained her, but they would not fall — they seem- ed burned up by the fierceness of her grief— for she had a wild, strong nature, and had a power of suffering greater than weaker characters possess. OUR DETACHMENT. 69 The only thought impressed on hei* brain seem- ed to be that they must part, that the pleasant days in the meadows and among the mountains could never come again ; that all was over ; the merry chats, the quiet moonlight, strolls, the evenings on the lake — all were over, and for- ever. Why had she not enjoyed them more while yet she had them ? "Why had she flirted with that miserable boy, and made her lover un- happy and jealous? How many precious mo- ments of intercourse with him had she lost by such folly ! And then the boy himself. She had been causing him pain, no doubt, for which she was sorry now, and in which she could sympathize ; for surely he had loved her too, as well in his fashion as Claude had done in his. But was it all over? She feared there was a greater trial yet in store for hei-, when he should confess his love and ask for hers, and she must not betray her secret. How could she hide it ? How could she bear to conceal what would make him so hap- Jjy ? It seemed impossible she could do so. Yet her woi'd was passed, and it was for his good — for his alone ; so it must be done, no matter at what cost. The world must not see she had been wounded, nor chatter of the cause of her sorrow. No, she had another task now before her. She must be bold and brave, show as haughty a front and be as merry as though this had never been. Thinking thus, she presently pushed the toss- ed hair back from her throbbing temples, and rose from the sofa, looking round her like one in a dream. That stera-looking old lady, who called her- self Claude's mother, was gone, and eveiy thing was so exactly as usual that for a minute or two it seemed to her as if the terrible interview she had just passed through must have been a delu- sion. Perhaps she had been dozing, and dream- ed it. But no — the pain she suffered was too real and fresh for it to. be the result of mere imagination ; as she thought thus, a small crim- son rose lying near the chair Lady Teversham had occupied attracted her attention. She pick- ed it up mechanically, recognizing it as one out of a small bunch in the front of her late visitor's bonnet. "I will keep it," she thought, "in re- membrance of this day. Who knows what serv- ice it may render me at some future time ?" Then she settled her hair, and tried to look as usual, for she heard her mother and Clarissa coming in from their shopping expedition, and, if possi- ble, she did not wish tliem. to know who had call- ed. She tore Lady Feversham's card into a thou- sand pieces, and dropped it behind the willow shavings in the grate, pretty certain that the sei-yant who let the lady in would never think of mentioning the visitor, since one of the fami- ly had seen her. And so it proved ; for though,- in spite of her high-hearted courage, Gwendoline Bambridge's eyes were heavy, and she complained of head- ache, no one dreamed that any untoward intru- sion, while all the rest were out, was the cause of her indisposition. "Are you glad we are going back to Belmur- phy to-morrow ?" asked Clarissa, pausing in the act of fastening a water-lily in her hair, while dressing for going out that evening. "I am," replied her sister. "I feel tired to- night, and I do not think I enjoy these town balls half as much as our little country hops. " "Well, that is all very natural, as far as you are concerned," went on Clarissa. "You have your lover down there ; and of course you would rather meet him and dance with him than flirt with the thousand-and-one partners here, who are nothing to you. But as for me, you see, I have no little game going on down in the coun- try, so I can not help enjoying the light, and crowd, and flirtation, and admiration of these affairs a thousand times better. If Lord JFev- ersham was as devoted to me as he is to you, no doubt I should feel as you do." "Don't talk to me of Lord Feversham," an- swered Gwendoline, so coldly and quietly that , she seemed only intent on the set of a refractory curl. "He is, and never will be, any thing to me, so I don't like our names being coupled to- gether." . " Halloo !" cried Clarissa, turning quickly and looking at her sister; "since when have you given him up ? Is there any bigger fish on hand, or have you quarreled ?" "Neither the one nor the other," replied Gwen- doline, still calmly, though she was obliged to tm'n her back, to prevent her inquisitive sister from seeing the quivering of her white lips; " only I think it improbablp he will ever ask me to marry him, and if he does I shall not accept him." " Well, this is a curious state of affairs ! " ejac- ulated Clarissa, forgetting her dressing in her in- tense astonishment. Then she went on, after a minute's pause : "Will you tell me, is little Dar- reli the cause of this resolution ? I know you have been carrying on a good deal with him, but I thought it was likely to end badly for my poor dear little Madcap, and not for" the stately cap- tain." "What nonsense you do talk, Clarissa !" cried Gwendoline, getting rather cross. "Madcap is a dear little boy, and I am very fond of him, but I could not compare him with Lord Feversham, and certainly should never prefer him." "Yon like Madcap?" asked the younger girl, half sadly, half memly. " Well, so do I. But if you would not care for him as a lover, how would you like him as a brother ?" Gwendoline turned slowly, and, for the first time during this conversation, looked at her sis- ter. " You don't mean to say that is what you are thinking of?" she said slowly, as Clarissa blushed, yet met her look firmly. "How blind I must have been never to see that he cared for you!" " He does not care for me,'' answered Clarissa, hanging her head ; "he has eyes and ears only for you. But if he would look at me, if he would care for me, I think he would find that I could love him as well, and make him as true a wife as any other woman in the wide world." "But you are both so young," urged her sis- ter. "You were only seventeen your lapt birth- day ; and I am sure he can not be much older. However, I am glad you have let me know how matters stand. I will show him I do not want him now, and then he will begin to think more about you. I dare say," she added, smiling, "that in a week's time he would not return to me if I wanted him." Clarissa did not answer. Perhaps she thought CO OUR DETACHMENT. so too ; b(it they were already late, so they ceased talking, and devoted themselves vigorously to the business of dressing, to such purpose that they did not keep the carriage waiting more than half an hour. Next day they returned to the country; but on account of the Fenian disturbances, their friends in barracks were not able to spare time to visit them, so that the days passed dully, or, rather, would have done so, but that General Bambridge determined, in ofise of a rising and the house being attacked, to defend it to the ut- most. With this view he polished up all the old arms about the house, got a stock of revolvers, and taught the girls how to use them ; besides which, all -the men about the place who could be trusted were brought into the house, armed, drill- ed, and a regular garrison thus kept up. There were many other families in the neigh- borhood who did the same thing, but none had their band so well regulated and org.inized as General Bambridge's ; tlierefore he was not a lit- tle proud of it. Such was the state of terror and excitement throughout the country at that time that few peo- ple went to bed at night at all, and the Bam- bridges, living in a wild, out-of-the-way place, formed no exception to this rule, the general considering tli.at, with his army, a surprise was the only thing to be feared. Not so Mrs. Bambridge. She disapproved of the organization altogether — rank nonsense she called it — to think of defending a small country house against a mob of two or three thousand men ; and as for those girls and their revolvers, she would say, " It is all veiy well now, and of course they like popping away at a mark dur- ing these dull days when there is nothing else to do ; but put them face to face with a sea of shouting, npi-oaiious men, and they will be just as likely to shoot themselves, or you, from sheer terror, as to do the enemy any mischief. No ; it is the most foolish thing that can be done, keeping arms in the house, for the first place they will make for will be the country houses, where they know such things are to be had. Any opposition will only exasperate them, and cause tliera to revenge themselves when they overcome the handful opposed to them ; whei-eas, if there were no arms in the house, or if the arms were given up at once, they would be veiy civil, and cause you no annoj-ance." It was all very true and very sound reasoning, but the general would not give in to it ; so night after night the whole family sat up in the gun- room till day dawned, when, pale and worn out, they would retire to rest, the Tenians never choosing the day-time for their exploits. The girls were very much of their mother's opinion on the matter, but they dared not avow such sentiments before their father, and practiced all day long with their revolvers as though it was the best fun in tlie world. - Their courage was destined to be put to the test, for one night, as General Bambridge lay peacefully slumbering on the sofa in the gun-room, while they and Mrs. Bambridge worked and read to keep themselves awake, there came » loud ringing at the door-bell. ■ The three women dropped their work and look- ed at each other, the gentleman slumbered on. Suddenly rising, with a look of determination lighting up her pale face, Mrs. Bambridge beck- oned the girls to leave the room, and going out with them closed the door quietly behind her. "Now, girls," she said, "if we can give them the arras without disturbing your father, all will be right." By this time the servants were assem- bled in the hall, armed to the teeth, and Mrs. Bambridge stepping forward addressed them, pointing out eloquently all the dangers to which resistance would expose thera, and how safe they vyould be if the arms were given up quietly. "I will open the door," she went on, " and give them all they want ; only you do as I tell you, and make no attempt at opposing them." By this time another peal rang through the house, and fearful of the general's being awaken- ed, Mrs. Bambridge imdid the fastenings of the door with trembling fingers, and opening it said, " Good people, we are ready for you. You shall have every thing you want." "All right, ma'am, " answered the leading fig- ure, saluting respectfully. " Sorry to disturb you at this time of night, but the general told us to call up some evening during our rounds, to see if his people were all alive. Hope you were not alarmed, ma'am, but them was the general's or- ders. Would you tell him we did as he wished ?" and saluting again most respectfully, the head constable and his patrol withdrew, leaving Mrs. Bambridge rather taken aback and very much disturbed at the thought that the police must surely have divined her intention. The general laughed heartily when he heard of her discomfiture, but mentally promised him- self that he would not go' to sleep again. He had no Intention of being balked of his skirmish in that way, and if he had not been so much amused at the finale of his wife's manosuvre, would have been very angry at it. As it was, it afforded a good subject for chaffing for many a day after, MrSj Bambridge always maintaining she had act- ed with great presence of mind and prudence; while the girls felt a little ashamed of having abandoned their colors, and tried to turn the sub- ject whenever it was mentioned. After a week or two, however, the excitement again subsided : people said there was nothing to be feared till later on in the winter, and all minds reverted to what had occupied their thoughts before other and more engrossing mat- ter had called attention away. It was now the end of September. Gentlemen were getting their horses into condition for the hunting, and those who were not supplied with hunters, but had money enough to keep them, began to search the country high and low, and frequent all the large fairs, \vith a view to mounting themselves for the coming season. Among those thus occupied Fevershani and I were most conspicuous, for we had determined to come out strong ; but having neglected to form our stud early, we found it now a much more dif- ficult matter than we could have expected. What increased the difiiculties of the search very much was the fact that we both seemed to imagine the country round Endley must be the most favored haunt of the equine race, for in that direction did we invariably direct our steps, though I can't say wo ever came across any thing more likely than a rough mountain pony. But if we did not get the steeds we wanted, at least we were always welcome at the Bambridges', and fell into our OUK DETACHMENT. 61 usual hiibit of calling there at least once a day, Claude anxiously waiting for an opportunity of laying his mother's letter before Miss Bambridge, and pleading his cause with her. The occasion offered at last, one balmy October day, in this way : both Claude and I had remark- ed that, since Gwendoline's return from Dublin, her manner to both of us was altered^to me it was playful and indifferent, more as if she was speaking to one immeasurably younger than 'her- self, and not at all like the confidential way in which she used to talk to me, though still kind and pleasant; while with Feversham she was sometimes absent and distraite, and always, as it appeared to us, more anxious to avoid a tete-k-tete with him than seemed at all natural, or than she had ever been before. "Something is up, "remarked Claude to me: "she can not have heard of ray mother's letter, and taken this way of showing she does not wish me to propose ? I will not believe it of her, unless I hear it from her own lips ; and, Vivian, I will try my luck to-day. We will go out for a walk, and do you entice Miss Clarissa off for one of the wild strolls she is so fond of; that will give me an opportunity of saying what I want to her." ' ' Very well, " I answered, feeling that life was very hard on me. I could see now plainly by her manner that she cared nothing for me but as an amusing companion, too young almost to be even considered much of a friend ; yet I loved her as well, or better than ever, and my heart was very sore when I thought that Claude might go in and fight his own battle, with at least a probability of success, while I dared not even show that I wor- shiped the ground she trod on, lest I should be turned away with a half-pitiful, half-scornful re- fusal, and perhaps a sly laugh of amusement at my. boyish folly. So when we set out for our walk that soft Oc- tober day, I, in front with Clarissa, proposed that we should go to the glen, and thence climb up the mountain. "It will be so pleasant to-day," I urged ; "I like the fallen leaves rustling under one's feet, when they are dry and crisp, as they must be now, and the mountain views will be beautiful under this soft, blue-gray sky. If it is not too far for you, let us go." Clarissa looked pleased, and answered, " With all my heart. I like a day sucli as this in the glen too, and we can have a delightful chat. I want you to tell me what was the story I heard you laughing at the other day-~something about Mr. Flower, wasn't it ?" I told her Flower's last Mtise, and we laughed, and climbed, and scrambled, and got ourselves into all manner of dangerous and impossible sit- uations, like a boy and girl let loose from school, more than like an officer in Her Majesty's service, and the belle of brilliant ball-rooms. Gayety is very catching, and she was so naturally and spon- taneously merry that I almost forgot my heavy heart, and ceased for a while to envy Claude, as I helped her along, and laughed at her ready wit and dashing repartee. At length we reached the summit of the mount- ain, and lay down to rest among deep heather. We were on the brow of a precipice about three hundred feet high, at the foot of which lay the woods, now tUiTiing brown, and russet, and or- ange with their autumnal tints; below them again lay the lake, nestled in between the mount- ain on which we sat, and the frowning mass op- posite, yet so steep was the descent that it seemed as if you could throw a stone from where we sat right into the smooth water below. "Where is Gwen ?" asked Clarissa at length. " How slow they are, to be sure ! They have not yet got out of the trees ; or perhaps she does not feel up to walking so far." Her words recalled my recollection of the er- rand on which Claude had set out, and I could form a pretty good guess what had detained them, though my companion did not seem to under- stand it. I could not help wondering, with painful anx- iety, what answer she would give him ; though, after all, what did it matter, for it was evident she did not care in that way for me. I remained silent, thinking, therefore; and Clarissa, unusu- ally quiet for her, did not disturb my troubled re- flections, until the lengthening shadows warned us it was time we were going home. When we reached Endley I did not see Gwen- doline, but Mrs. Bambridge gave me a message from Feversham, to say he had suddenly remem- bered some business in Belmui-phy, and had been obliged to go off to see about it, but that he had left the car behind for me. I guessed at once what all this meant, and had Miss Bambridge been visible, and shown any signs of favoring me, there is no knowing what foolish castles in the air I might have built on the strength of it ; but she was up stairs, and it was time to leave ; so saying good-bye, I started on my lonely drive, wondering greatly what could have happened. For I could not believe that Claude's want of money would influence Miss Bambridge : she seemed a girl quite above mercenary motives. Long afterward I came to a knowledge of what passed between them. When we walked on so fast, for a time Miss Bambridge tried to keep up with us, but- Claude lingered and dawdled till we were far out of sight ; and then, being deep in the wooded recesses of the glen, he ju-oposed sit- ting down to rest for a minute. "I am not tired," answered Gwendoline, pass- ing on. But Feversham stopped her. " Wait a moment," he cried ; " I want to show you something, and ask your advice about it." Then, dfawing the letter from his pocket, he went on : "This is a letter from my mother, which I received a week or two ago, when you were in Dublin. It seems she had found out — how I know not — the most precious secret of my heart. She knows it ; therefore it is high time you should. Gwendoline, I love you, as fondly and truly as a man should love the woman he asks to be his wife. I don't ask you yet if you love me, if you will take me," he continued;, "not until you have read that lettev ; then I shall require an answer." With trembhng hands Gwendoline took the folded sheet ; her face was ivhite as death, a mist swam before her eyes, and she gasped faintly, " I will sit down ; it will be better, as I must read this." He placed her sitting on a fallen tree-trunk, and stood beside her, looking down on her, his breath coming hard and fast, and his heart beat- ing turaultuously, as he watched her agitation.- It was not the manner of one who is frightened, yet pleased ; no, there was an agony of distress in the pallid cheeks and trembling hands that showed she was suffering from some hidden cause. OUR DETACHMENT. " I can not read it,'' s1)e cried, looking np with piteons pleading eyes into his, after several en- deavors to decipher her ladyship's very inteUi- gible handwriting. "I think I must be ill to- day," she went on. "I can't see well. Will you read it to me, if indeed it is necessary I should hear it ; but I don't think it can influence my answer, and it will perhaps pain you to go over it again." "You must hear it," he replied^ " I can not ask you to be my wife until yoii know all : it will not take long to read it to you, and it will ex- plain every thing in a few words." Leaning against a tree that spread its branches over them, he read the hard, stern decision of the woman of the world, while Gwendoline's head bent lower and lower, and the struggle within her became more violent as she listened. Would that she might have looked cp and rewarded his love and faith by a happy smile, and the touch of her soft white hand ! But her promise bound her, and also she believed, as his mother had said, that it would be ruin to his prospects and career if ho married her. So she listened silently, press- ing her hands to her heart, to still its beating; and when he had finished slie answered, without looking up, " I could have spared you the pain of reading that, as it in no way affects my decision. Why did you ever think of me in this way ? I can never be your wife, and must beg you to forgive me if ever, by word or act of mine, I led you to think you had grounds for hope." He started, and looked at her as one who had not heard aright ; then, in a low broken voice, he minmured, "Oh I Gwendoline, I did not think this of yon. Is it possible that the knowledge of my poverty can have changed you so soon ?" This time she raised her eyes to his, and stretched out her hands toward him, crying, "Think any thing but that of me. If I had in- tended to take you, your money would have made no difference ; but I never thought of you in that \vay, and this does not change my purpose." ' ' Never thought of me in that way ! " he re- peated, scornfully ; " then why did you lead me on and encourage me? I could have sworn you loved me at times ; yes, and I believe you do so still, but your mercenaiy nature will not allow your heart to make itself heard. I was deceived in you truly, for I thought that where your af- fections were concerned you could give up Svery thing. How vain to expect truth and faith from a woman ! I see even now you love me, arid yet you send me from you in despair smi miseiy. I can not forgive you, I can not wish you luck in the path you have chosen ; you have driven the iron too deep into my soul. I can" only pray I may never see your fair, false face again !" "Stay!" she cried; "do not part from me with such cruel words ; you judge me too harsh- ly. If I encouraged you — and, as yon say it, I suppose I did— I am to blame ; but I am sorry for it, and I did no more to yon than to young Vivian Darrell. Why should you think I loved you more than him?" "That boy I" he cried, with a smothered im- precation. "Oh! this is too dreadful! I see now why I am sconied and refused. That poor child has money, and will have a title ; he is a better speculation in every way ; and so you throw aside the man you love (deny it if you can !), and sell yourself to a foolish boy, who can pay a better price for the toy that has caught his fancy!" "It is not true!" she cried, piteously ; "I do not care for Vivian Darrell, and shall never mar- ry him. I shall never marry a man I do not love ; and as to you, you say I can not deny my affection for you. If nothing else can satisfy you, I can and do deny it. I do not love you ; I will never become your wife." " Is it so ?" he answered, slowly, while he look- ed long and earnestly on her bent head and drooping form. "Then may Gfld forgive you for playing with a human heart as you have play- ed with mine ! I can not forgive you yet, but if you injured me in thoughtlessness I will try to do so, and you on your part try to be more merciful to others than you have been to me. Farewell!" And turning on his heel, Feversham walked away and left her. Alone in the woods she sat, with the soft au- tumn air stirring the rich masses of her hair and fanning her fevered cheeks; but she noticed nothing, heard nothing ; only the pent-up anguish of her soul found relief in bitter, scalding tears and heart-rending sobs. It was all over. She had done what she could, she had made the sacrifice required of her, no less a sacrifice than that of her life's happiness ; for now she should never love another, and though, if hereafter she saw him successful and prosperous in life, she might with a faint pleasure exclaim, "This is my doing; he would never have been what he is but for me," still the time was far distant, and it was even possible it might never come, if he was to turn in disgust from the pursuits that until now had been dear to him. But no ; he was not a man to deem his life a use- less burden because his dearest hope had failed ; he was more likely to turn to the pursuit of am- bition, and draw fame and distinction from his very disappointment. Only she would be the sufferer, and it would result in good to him. Still, as she clung to this idea, and repeated it to herself over and over again, she felt the misery just as keenly, and de- rived no comfort from the reflection with which she tried to assuage her grief. As she thought of the long weaiy years before her, during which she must live on the remem- brance of her short dream of love, her head sank lower and lower, and a wailing cry escaped her lips. " How can I bear it ? It is too hard !" As she uttered the words a low, quick sigh sounded near her. She looked up with a start, and saw Feversham bending over her. "I can not leave you to return alone," he stammered. "Allow me to conduct j'ou home." She tried to rise and gulp down her tears, but they came afresh at this token of the kind and thoughtful nature of the man whom she had wounded so deeply. Then he sat down beside her and took her hand in his. "Can yoii tell me what grieves you?" he ask- ed, softly. "If it is any thing in which I can be of use to you, do not hesitate to' ask me, and I will serve you to the utmost of my power. I spoke very harshly to you just now — forgive me. I was in pain, and I forgot myself." He waited for her answer, but, though her te-irs flowed faster, for some time no answer came. OUR DETACHMENT. 63 At length sTie calmed herself by a supreme ef- fort, and replied : "No one can help me ; but I thank you truly for your kind intentions. You have been too good to me, after the trouble I have given you ; I shall never forgive myself." And so they got up and walked home. Thus it happened that, when Clarissa and I came down from the mountain, Gwendoline was not visible, and Feversham had gone back to town. CHAPTER XIII. THE KISING. For the next few days we heard nothing of the Bambridges. The Fenians had risen. We were busy late and early, and never off duty for a moment. Clarissa Bambridge described to me afterward what they went through, andas it gives some idea of the real state of a large part of the country at the time, I will relate it as she told me. As soon as it became known that the Fenians had risen, and were going armed about the coun- try, all the county families that were not in a position to defend themselves took refnge in tbe neighboring police barrack. Mrs. Bambridge and the young ladies, having no desire to exer- cise their prowess in arins, insisted on doing so also, and finally General Bambridge accompanied them, in order to assist in the defense. There they were shut up, to the number of twenty or thirty, for two whole days in a small country police barrack. The children and nurses had one room, the ladies and gentlemen occupied another, and during a great part of the time, while a large Fenian force was attacking the building, the women were obliged to stand with their backs np against one of the walls of the room, that being tbe only position.in which tbpy were protected from the enemy's fire. During these weary two days and nights their only solace was drinking tea, of which, fortunate- ly, they had a large sopply. The only room in which it was possible for the ladies to lie down and take any rest was that occupied by the women and children, and the principal bed in it was in possession of the head constable, who had been up about the country for three, days and nights, and who, having been severely wounded a month or two before in capturing a Fenian, a wound from which he had never entirely recovered, was now completely done up, and slept profoundly through the din of crying children, scolding nurses, and the rattle of Bre-arms outside. " Such a miserable two days !" concluded Cla- rissa, with a shrug of her pretty shoulders. "And poor Gwen, who really was ill and done up, bore it so well, without a murmur. For my part, I should have liked to be cross, but was ashamed to be so, when every one else bore it cheerfully ; but, oh! the discomfort of it, an,d the anxiety, and the pain of the cramped position. I felt sev- eral times as if it would be better to come out into range of their shots, and take my chance, than stand flattened up against that hateful wall from morning to night." We heard nothing of this at the time, but as soon as it was possible for any of us to, be spared for a while, Claude called me to him, and said. "I hear the police barrack near Endley has been attacked. Do you, like a good fellow, ride over there and see how the Bambridges are dOr ing. I fear they must have experienced some annoyance. You can take Fleetfoot; he will not be long carrying you over." Delighted with my errand, I mounted and rode off. I knew tbat Claude's suit had, been unsuc- cessful, though lie had not told me what had passed between them ; therefore a hope sprung up in my heart that it might be in my favor he had been refused. If such were indeed the case, what happiness was in store for me ! — and with my foolish heart beating joyiaWy, I gave Fleet- foot the reins, and sped on my way gayly. The Bambridges had that day returned to their house, but they were all out in different directions when I arrived, except Gwendoline. I told her how anxious we had all been about them, and that, as soon as any one could be spared, JTeversham had sent me over to inquire. At the mention of his name, I saw a hot blush overspread her face, and she twisted her hand- kerchief nervously as she thanked me for coming, and said it was like Lord Feversham to be so thoughtful. But I did not read these signs as I should have done, and after a few minutes' awk- ward silence, began timidly, " Miss Bambridge — Gwendoline, I must call you . so, at least for these few minutes — will you be kinder to me than you were to Claude Fevr ershara the other day, if I ask you the same ques- tion ?" "I can not," she answered, sadly. "I like you very much as a dear friend — a most amusing companion — but I do not love you with the love you ask for, and which alone would induce me to marry you. ; You are not angry with me?" she went on, pleadingly. "J never knew it would come to this, and Lord Feversham said I had led him on. If I have done so to you, forgive me." "It was something very like it," I answered low tO' myself, for I did not wish to add to her grief, and yet I could not > wholly absolve her from blame. My heart was sore, and it seemed to me that, try to hide it as she might, she did care for Claude Feversham. I suppose it was jealousy enabled me to detect the. quivering ten- derness in her voice when she named his name — at anyxate I felt it, and rebelled against it for a minute or two. Then something seemed to speak within me, and to urge me to give up myself and my claims, which I saw plainly were hope- less, and speak up for my friend, if by any means I might beoefit him, or discover the reason why he had been refused. So, after a pause, I began again : "My case is hopeless ; you do not care for the foolish boy who has given you his whole, untried heart, but you do care for Feversham — I know you do— yet you have refused him. Why is this ? It can not surely be that you, whom we have thought so true and womanly, are, afraid of poverty with as faithful a heart as his — I could not believe it of you ; but what, then, has come between you ?" She pulled her handkerchief even more neiT- ously than before, and her eyes filled with tears as she answered, "Thanks. 1 am glad that you, at least, dp not think me so base as to sell my love for gold ; but I can not tell you my reasons for refusing 64 OUR DETACHMENT. him, and condemning myself to life-long misery; it is no fault of liis, it is none of mine, and yet there is a gulf between us that all our affection can not bridge over. Ask me no more about it, and never let Claude know what you have discov- ered, for he thinks I never cared for him, and it is better so. We shall still be friends, shall we not ?" she went on, holding out her hand to me. " I should be sorry if I thought that you, too, were lost to me. You, being young, will outlive this fan- cy, and you and your wife, at some future time, will laugh over the remembrance of your attach- ment to a steady old maid, as I shall be by that time." I could not laugh, though I tried to smile at her fancy picture, but I was grieved for her, for myself, and for Claude. She was evidently in trouble, yet she loved him, and might have made him happy by a word ; therefore, miserable though it would make me, I felt I could be so truly re- joiced in her happiness that I wished that word might be spoken. No doubt it was presumptuous of me to talk to her on this subject, once I had said my say, and heard her answer ; but the sight of her sor- row-stricken face moved me, and I thought, if only I might be the means of bringing them to- gether — if only she could some day say, smiling, "Vivian, I owe every thing to you," it might ease the dull sorrow at my heart, and help me to recover my old boyish gayety. How long ago it seemed since I had been the harum-scarum boy. Madcap Darrell, the delight of the men, the pet, and, at the same time, the terror of my brother officers ! It is true, now and then, when a good opportunity for mischief presented itself, I could not help indulging in it; but these escapades were few and far between, and every one remarked how mucli quieter I had become of late. Full of my idea of bringing these two so strange- ly separated together again, I began : "Is there no hope for Claude, Miss Cam- bridge ? He loves you so truly, and you confess yon like him. I wilt not ask the reason of your refusal, as you do not wish me to do so ; though I think it could be all explained, if you would tell what influenced your decision. But will you not let me know if there is any hope of your ob- jections being removed at some future time ? He would wait so gladly if he had but one ray of hope to cheer him ! " "You are true to your friend," she answered, slowly, "and it is good of you to be so; but I can give you no word of encouragement for him. You will seiTe him best now by letting him think of me no more." So saying, she turned to tlie window, and lean- ed her head against it, with her back toward me ; when she looked round again her face was calm and cold, and after a few commonplace remarks, I left. Some days after this — the country having be- come more settled — Feversham obtained leave and went home, leaving me very disconsolate, and under the control of Captain Ussher, a mar- ried man and a martinet : an old fellow who had been goodness knows how many years in the army, but, being poor, had never got beyond the rank of captain, and whose temper had been soured by seeing younger and less skillful m-jn purchasing over his head. About this time Flower was sent, along with another detachment of our regiment, to relieve a small body of the 140th, stationed at the little village of Ballybune, near which the Grahams resided. Of course Flower was notliingi loatli to go, for though a fearfully dull place for those who had no object in stopping there, it promised a never-failing fund of pleasure to a young fel- low whose lady-love lived in the vicinity. Fine times he had of it, too ! The Grahams had an immensity of shooting, and though there, were no hounds near, his gun and his flirtation kept the mild young fellow well employed. One day, however, he went out with only a countiy lad to carry his game-bag, and pene- trated deep into the mountains. There was not much game to be seen, yet he trudged on man- fully, when suddenly, from behind a huge boul- der of rock, there sprang two policemen. Dart- ing on the surprised and um-esisting Flower, one of them seized him by the collar of the coat, while the other possessed himself of the unfor- tunate youth's breech-loader. "We've cotched you at last, my fine fellow, I think !" said one of them. " Many's the weary tramp we've had after you, and now you'll tramp after us." At these words the country boy, who had wait- ed for a minute to see if the gentleman would get the best of it, threw away the game-bag, and made off, crying, "Oh! wirrasthru! The polls!" and used liis legs to such purjjose that in a moment or two more he was out of sight. "Why didn't you secure him?" asked the po- liceman holding ITlower, of the other. " Bad luck to him ! How was I to know he'd use his legs so handy ?" answered the one ad- dressed ; "and besides, it was him we wanted. We've got the head of them, and no mistake, with his gun and his game-bag! Small harm he'd do tlie game, this same chap, for all he's rigged out as if he was after them." An opinion on his part that was considerably sti-engthened when, on picking up the bag, noth- ing was found in it. "Didn't I tell 3-ou so?" he asked, triumphant- ly, showing it to his companion. " It's not this kind of game he's afther, anyway." By this time Flower had recovered a little from his surprise ; so, drawing himself up, and trying, but in vain, to shake himself clear of his captor's gi'asp, he said, " What is the meaning of this, pray? I have leave from Mr. Graham to shoot over these lands, and I have a license also, only I have left it at Ballybune." "That's all mighty fine," answered the police- man ; "but Mr. Graham doesn't give his shoot- ing to every one that way ; and gentlemen al- ways takes their license out with theru nowa- days." " But I tell you, fellow," broke in Flower, an- grily, "I am an officer in Her Majesty's service — Mr. Flower, of the — th, stationed "at Bally- bune." " Come, Bill ; we won't listen to this nonsense any longer. As if wo didn't know that it's the 14:0th that's at Ballybune just now." "It left three days ago," cried Flower. "It is the — th that's quartered there now." "Is it, indeed ?" answered his captor. "In that case you can't mind coming with us, as it's OUK DETACHMENT. 65 just back there we're bringing you. And we'll see what Mr. Graham will say to you when he sees you. Come on." And so poor Flower was dragged off, and compelled to walk the ten miles back to Bally- bune at a most terrific pace, arriving at last be- fore Mr. Graham's house, decidedly blown, and not looking the better for his exertions. The laugh was now on his side, as the discom- fited policemen were eager in their apologies,'and explained that they had taken him for one of the Fenian leaders, whom they had been long hunt- ing over the mountains, having received certain information that he was in hiding somewhere about. This day at least they made sure they had secui'ed the right person ; and Flower's as- tonishment being mistaken by them for alai-m, they were all the more convinced they had their man at last. It was a great sell for them, and raised a tre- mendous laugh against Flower, in which Bea- trice Graham joined so heartily that the flirtation in that quarter was rather damped ; and I think after a week or so our soft ensign was glad to re- turn to his duties at Belmurphy. In the mean time Fevershara,' quite uncon- scious of his mother's action in his affairs, had returned home ; shortly after their first greetings were over, he said, "And now, mother, I may as well tell you all your alarm was unnecessary. Miss Bambridge has refused me. It appears I misconceived her manner — she never loved me, and paid me no more attention than she did to young Darrell, so you need not have been so frightened. But you must understand distinctly, if she would have taken me, I would have married her without a farthing, and tried if it were not possible to live on one's pay. I had deceived myself dreadful- ly," he went on with broken voice — "I could have sworn she cared for me, and I had given her my whole heart before I knew my mistake." He passed his hand over his face, and looked thoughtfully into the fire, while his mother laid her hand on his arm tenderly. Now that she had gained her point, she could bo tender and pitiful. "My poor boy," she murmured, " she was not worthy of you. How could you have thought of throwing yourself awjjy on an Irishwoman? I am sure you will do better when you get over this. There are many nice English girls who would be proud of your love. Why not look out for one of thein, and show this young lady you are well able to do without her?" "You know nothing about it, mother,'' an- swered Claude, indignantly. "She was a girl any man might be proud' to win as his wife. Where among the milk-and-water misses round us shall I find another with her daring spirit and unconventional nature? No, no, mother; she m.iy know that she has made a mark on my life not easily to be effaced, if she cai-es to know it, for I will not marry merely for the purpose of persuading her the wound was light. . liather I should like her to see that quite unconsciously, as I believe, she has pained me to the heart. It may perhaps teach her to be more careful with another at some future time." Lady Feversham said no more. She saw only too plainly that her son was sore stricken — his very face was changed, his sweet smile rarely lighted up his countenance, which was uniformly grave and sad, while his voice had acquired a hopeless tone, that told the interest of his life had for a time departed. There was a few minutes' silence beween mother and son, as they stood beside the fire ii> the chill autumn dusk, and watched the glowing embers with eyes that saw in them each their own sepai'ate visions. Claude's thoughts were busy with that troublesome past that haunted and tortured him constantly. Lady Feversham was building up for him, her only son, a magnifi- cent future, constructed to suit her own views of beauty and magnificence. Suddenly he. looked np and spoke. "Mother, tell me who it was warned you that I loved Miss Bambridge ?" Lady Feversham started. She had not cal- culated on being asked this question, and it, was most important to her schemes that it should never be truly answered. "I can not tell you," she said. "You would be angry with one who acted so truly a friendly part toward you, and might speak or act ill toward the person. I will not tell you." " If you are afraid of my conduct toward the person, it must be some one I know, or else that precaution would be unavailing. Tell me, is it so?" ' Lady Feversham hesitated. She could write in stern fashion enough to her son, but when he was standing there beside her, asking questions in that cold, dry voice, he seemed to force the answers out of her against her will.' She tried to keep silence, but his eyes, fixed on her, forced her to speak, and finally she stammered out, "Yes, it is some one you know. And now you must not ask me any thing more, for I will not answer you." His brow clouded over as he heard her answer, but he persisted in his questions, saying : "Tell me at least it was not 'Vivian Darrell who played this traitor's part. I believed the boy when he denied it, but your words seem very much as if my suspicions had been correct." Lady Feversham kept silence. She did not wish to get her young nephew into trouble. with his captain, but it would certainly be convenient if Claude's suspicions were to fix themselves very far away from the real object. She would not say what was untrue, even to effect so convenient a result ; hut if what she said led him to imagine such a thing, she did not choose to take anj' trouble to undeceive him. "Tell me," repeated Claude, impatiently, " was it 'Vivian Darrell, or not?" "You know very well 'Vivian never writes to me," replied Lady Fevershara, with irritation, " and I have not seen him since he joined. But Iwill answer no more questions." And she rose and left the room, leaving her son gazing into the fire with a pained, puzzled look on his hand- some face. " She would not answer me straight out ' No,' as she would have done had my snspicion been false. I fear greatly it is true." And the gloom on his brow deepened. Mabel Prendergast was still at home: Cecil Egerton had not yet left, and except when she rode over, wliich was pretty regularly, Lady Feversham saw little of her ally. The verv dav, however, after Claude Feyershr 06 OUR DETACHMENT. am's arrival, the young lady rode up, looking veiy beautiful on her thorough-bred hack, with her fair face a little flushed with exercise, and her brown eyes dancing with excitement. " So Lord Feversham is at home, I hear,'' she said, after greeting her friend. "What has brought him ? Was it not rather sadden ?" "Yes. He ai-rived yesterday unexpectedly. That affair is all over. How I wish he would come in now and see you, dear ! You are look- ing lovely!" Mabel laughed one of her low, musical laughs that were not reiy frequently heard, and were all the more charming when she did indulge in them. As she did so the door opened, and Claude walked in. "I was in the yard. Miss Prendergast," he said, "when your horse came round. I knew no one rode such perfect cattle but you about here, so I came to pay my respects at once." It was a set, polite speech, bat Lady Feversh- am took it as an angary that he was already be- ginning to look after other young ladies, as she had urged him, while Mabel read it more truly, and answered carelessly, " Yes, Bonnibel is a pretty creature. But tell me what was the cause of your paying us a visit here so suddenly? I thought you were all so busy in Ireland you could not get leave." "Oh, the worst of that is over," he replied, seating himself, and doing his best to make him- self agreeable during the short time Mabel re- mained. As for tlie young lady, she was very merry, even calling up an amused smile several times on Claude's sad face ; but after about a quarter of an hour's rattling talk she asked for her horse, and, in spite of Lady Feversham's ef- forts to detain her, rode away. Claude went down and put her up; as she nodded and smiled, riding away, she thought to herself, " Come, I have made a step in advance. He never took the trouble to mount me before. Things look promising. I shall win him yet. After all, it would be very nice to be Lady Fev- ersham, with a splendid fortune, both on my side and his, and a quiet, gentle-mannered husband, over whom a wife might feel sure she could ac- quire unbounded influence, and who is very good- looking besides. I should have the whole coun- ty at my feet then," she mused, "and be able to do any thing I liked. After all, there is noth- ing like power — lots of it — for making people happy." As she neared the house, and saw Cecil Eger- ton sitting out in the garden enjoying the even- ing air, and looking for her return, her thoughts changed, and shfe- checked her horse suddenly, to gain time to collect herself before meeting him. For he, whose quick ear had caught the ring of the horse's feet on the avenue long before it ap- peared in sight, had risen and come toward the gate to meet her, dragging his weak, nerveless limbs along with a painful effort, but his whole face brightening up, and becoming radiant at her approach. "What shall I do ?" she thought, with a sud- den spasm of pain. "It will kill him, and I could not bear he should think badly of me ei- ther. What a pity he is so weak in character ! If he would claim me boldly as his, and dare me to abandon him, I feel I should give in ;: as it is. I do not know how it will end. lie is nobler and higher principled and truer than any lord ever was, be the other who he may, but yet his weakness will lose him to me, for I know I shall betray myself and him, if the other man wishes it." As she rode up to him, she stopped, sprang from her horse, and walked slowly beside him, listening to his soft, low words, and feeling his ardent, joyful looks fixed upon her, without rais- ing her eyes to his. She could not look on him and determine to be false, so she cast her eyes on the ground, and walked on silently.' Present- ly he said, " Lord Feversham is at home now. Did you see him to-day ?" "Yes," she answered ; "we have known him for many years, and, of course, he came in to see me directly he knew I was there." If she had been trying to rouse his. jealousy, she could hardly have spoken more to the pur* pose. A wild look sprang up in his eyes as he asked eagerly, "Do you see much of him when he is at home?" She laughed. " Don't get so excited ; we see him pretty often. Is there any thing else you would like to ask about him ?" " Yes," he replied ; " I should like to ask yon one more question, but you will be angiy, and I could not boar you should be displeased with me, so I dare not say what I wish." " Do not be afraid," she answered, gently ; " I could not be offended at any thing you said." He looked at her half doubtfully for a mo- ment, and then blurted out, hotly and eagerly, "You like Lord Feversham, do you not? Are you going to marry him ?" She colored, and looked intensely haughty for a minute or two, while he who watched her as though his very life depended on her answer, felt his heart sink within him at the thought that he had offended her; but after a moment, re- membering her promise, she replied, "I don't know why you should fancy I like Lord Feversham, though certainly I can not say I don't like him. I do not care for him in the way you mean, however, " she went on, with a smile; "and to put your mind quite at rest, i may as well tell you he is in trouble because he loves some girl in Ireland that his mother will not allow him to marry. Having satisfied your mind on this score, let me tell you it is very wrong of you to ask such questions, and only that I am a great deal too good-natured, you would get no reply to inquiries you had no right to make." "Only the right," he answered, slowly, but with a firmness and decision most strange to hira — "only the right given by my love for you, which makes me jealous of every man that can meet you on more equal terms than I, and that tortures me until I find how far they engross your attention." It was the first time he had spoken so plainly of his love to her, and she thrilled all over at the words with secret delight, but answered, rather coldly, "Now you are talking nonsense, which you know I never allow. I have done more than I ought in satisfying you about Lord Fev- ersham ; so bo reasonable, and do not forget yourself in this way again." OUR DETACHMENT. 67 The young man looked down at her ; as tKey stood thus together they would have presented a carious contrast to abeholder : he tall, slender, and dark, with too sweet and soft an expression on the handsome face, now white and worn with illness ; she graceful, almost fragile in appearance, yet with a look of firmness unmistakably visible in her beautiful face, and in the cai-riage Of her well-set head. As he looked and marked her downcast eyes, and the'quick-flitting blushes that colored her brow, a wild desire seized the young man to hazard all to vvin her, to dare to speak of his love, and force her by urgency and entreaty to answer him definitely, and put him out of his paiUi The greatness of his anxiety alone gave him strength for once to act with determination ; so, laj-ing his hand on Bonnibel's bridle, he stopped her and her mistress, and spoke passionately, and, for him, with a kind bf wild vehemence that caused Mubel to fear the game might become dangerous if earned too far. "You are trying me too much," he cried. "Yon know what I feel, though I have never spoken out boldly to you ; but I will do so now. Listen for one minute while I show you what depths of misery and anguish, or Vvhat heights of hope and joy, there may be in the human heart—" He would have continued, but she drew back angrily, and passed on, saying, "Silence, sir; you are forgetting yourself .nost strangely to-day. Is this the return my father and mother are to meet with for their kindness ? How do you think they would care to have their daughter married to a poor soldier? — a man without family, kindred, or expectations, so far as I know." The cruel words were hardly out of her mouth when she wished them unsaid ; her heart quailed within her at the expression of his face.' Despair, pain, and wondering astpnishment were written on it ; after a pause he turned away, saying, " Farewell ; I have been cruelly deceived in you. • I will endeavor never to meet you again, or offend you any more by my presumptuous words." As he spoke he turned away in the direction of the house, taking another path, with weary, faltering steps, stopping every now and' then to wipe the drops of pain and anguish from his brow. Mabel stood looking after him ; she would have given worlds to have recalled him, but her lips could utter no sound, arid she gazed with wide, startled eyes after his retreating figure, feeling in her heart that she loved him better than she had ever thought to care for any hu- man being, and that she must have him back at her feet again at all hazards. Then she went slowly forward to the house, gave up the mare to a servant, and ran to her room, where she threw herself on her bed and wept the bitterest tears that had ever visited lier beautiful eyes. Why had she treated him so, and would he ever forgive her? She feared not ; yet she felt if he had offended her she could forgive him over and over again. How could she ever have thought of winning Claude Fev- ersham,. since she had seen Cecil Egerton and loved him? She was rightly and fitly punished for her share in injuring Miss Barabridge. Now she knew her heart, and, if the bhance was ever again given her of being true to her l6ve and re- fusing Lord Fevershim, she would show the les- son had not been thrown away. As she determined thus, a vision of all she re- nounced in becoming the bride of a poor man, as she imagined him to be, burst upon her, and on the other side she seemed to see the advan- tages she Would enjoy as the mistress of the Cas- tle, and as Lord Eeversham's wife ; besides, she had as good as promised his mother long ago, and her parents understood also it was to be a. match, whatever he might think. It would be hard to undeceive them And give up all she might enjoy ;'and, after all, was it necessary? Cecil Egerton, she felt sure, would always love her, and never another — at which thought her tears fell faster, though not so bitterly ; but for all that she did not see that he need ever be more to her than a dear friend., Some people said such friendships were dangerous^^she did not think so ; she was mistress of herself, and could keep herself out of mischief. In time, perhaps, this wild fancy would die out when she saw more clearly the folly of it ; in the mean time it would be strange if she could not keep them both hang- ing after her, playing one off against the other, till she had decided in her own mind what course to pursue. But first of all it would be necessary to soothe the lover she had so Imprudently offended. Her heart died within her as she thoughthow difficult a matter that might be, for in this instance he had spoken with a firmness and decision she had never observed in him before. She wondered whether his new-born determination might' not enable him to resist her entreaties, now that her cruel words had pointed out to him his daring i;i aspiring to her hand. He must be pacified and detained, no matter how hard he might try to break from her fetters — ^yes, even if she had to yield more to him than she had ever intended. Having arrived at tliis conclusion, she ceased sobbing, dried her eyes, and proceeded to dress for dinner. She had nearly finished her toilet when a kiiock at lier door startled her, and on calling out " Come in," her mother entered, looking rather annoyed. "My dear Mabel," she began, "I wish you could see what you can do with that impracti- cable Mr. Egerton. He wants to leave the house to-night — says he has already trespiassed too long on our kindness, and in fact will go. He is not fit for it at present ; I shonld be so sorry if he got ill in consequence, and was laid up at his horrid uncle's place, with no one to take care of him. Such a nice young man, too — I never met one I liked so much. Like a good child; finish dressing, and run and speak to him." Mabel paused while fastening a brooch into her dress, and r'eflected a moment. It was nev- er her plan to conceal the truth, unless sbe saw some positive good was to be gained by it. It seemed'to her it might be wiser to tell her moth- er what had passed that day, and see how she took the intelligence,' before deciding on any def- inite course of action. Her mother's expressions of interest in the young man had quite as miich to do in- influencing her to this decision as any thing else, so after a moment's consideration she answered, 63 OUR DETACHMENT. " He dill not tell you why he was going, mam- ma, but I will. He began talking some nonsense about love to me, and I got angry, told him lie M'as requiting your kindness very badly by doing so, and that I would not have it. I do believe I spoke too strongly, but I was annoyed, and could not help it. After that it is for you to decide If I shall ask him to remain." Good, easy-going Mrs. Prendevgast had a most profound respect for Mabel's capabilities of head, and did not feel in the least alarmed at the .disclosure. ' It was but natural the young fellow should love her ; even Mrs. Prendergast felt it, would have been move natural had Mabel loved him in return ; but it was pretty evident she did not. Mrs. Prendergast liked the young man, and did not wish to give him pain, but she did not care to lose a pleasant companion, or one at least to whom she had taken a fancy, so soon. Besides, the best and gentlest means of curing his passion would be to allow him to remain in the house, and see how indifferent Mabel was to his advances. So she replied, "You were quite right, Mabel dear, to show him he was in the wrong ; but, as you are safe, I don't see why he should not stay at least until he is strong. • Eun and ask him to remain." As she hurried off to obey, a voice in Mabel's heart seemed to ci-y to her earnestly, ' ' Beware, yon are not safe. This is danger- ous. Have nothing to do with it." But she went on in spite of the warning, and met Cecil Egerton coming out of his room. Thatshort hour of misery had greatly changed liis appearance, she could see, as he tried to pass her with a bow ; but she put her hand on his aim and stopped him. As she touched him, she could feel him shrink from her, but he did not speak, only remained w.iiting in a patient attitude for her to begin. "I want you to come with me into the morn- ing-room for a minute or two. I can not speak to you here. " He followed her as she moved on, still without answering, till they stood by the window in the quiet room together ; then she went on, "We want you to stay with us some time longer ; you are not well enough to move yet, and- we could not bear you should leave us before you have quite recovered. Don't go, please. You will not refuse me ?'' She tried to put on her usual coaxing manner, which never failed with any one, but for once in his life he looked at her sternly, and answered decidedly, " You have spoken words to me this afternoon that render it impossible for me to stay. Though they were cruel, they were true, and I forgive you for them ; yet I think the same truth might have been told me in a gentler phrase." "Never mind what I said," she cried ; " it is not true, and it was only my evil pride caused me to speak so. I wish you to stay. If you love me as you say, surely that is enough." The temptation was too strong for him; he seized her hands, and turned her face to the wan- ing light with an eagerness that caused her to shrink from him. " If I. stay now, when you have asked me thus, do you know what it means ?" he asked. " Do you know how I must regard it ?" She smiled a faint smile. "How can I?" she replied. "Every one might attach a different meaning to it." "Then I will tell you," he answered, drawing her close to him, and though her heart beat fast she did not resist. "It means that you accept the love you rejected so scornfully but little more than an hour ago — it means that you are mine, mine only, and that ever after no earthly power can separate us. This is what it means to me, the only meaning under which I can consent to stay. I do not know that I am right even then," he added ; ' ' but with that assurance I can fling every thing except honor to the winds. But I must tell your parents, if you do consent, and then they will order me off quick enough. It would be bettor I went now, as I had intended." "No, do not go!" she. cried, softly, her heart for once getting the better of her. "Your mean- ing stall be mine, if you wish it, and my mother knows why you were going, and yet sent me to beg you to stay." How happy he was as he held her, trembling and submissive, to his heart! He had never dared to hope for such bliss as this, yet it was his ; he seemed to himself to be dreaming, and held her tight, fearing that in, a minute or two he should awake and find her gone. They sat down and talked, and she forgot for a while her ambi- tious dreams, and the utter folly of the step she had taken, in her intense happiness. ■ At last the gong sounding for dinner roused them from their fool's paradise, and Mabel, beaming with love and joy, went down with her lover to the drawing-- room, where she found her mother, who, in her pleasure at Mabel's success in keeping Cecil, nev- er noticed her daughter's look and manner. The girl had cautioned her lover before they came down to show nothing by his face of what had passed between them; "because," she ex- plained, "though mamma understands it, papa does not, and it is better to wait a while for a fa- vorable opportunity to win his consent than to act rashly, and be separated forever." The mere hint of such a contingency was quite enough for the young man, who promised at once to be discreet and cautious. He succeeded in being so sufficiently to escape the observation of Mabel's parents, but not that of the attendants, the butler remarking to his fellow-seiTants after dinner, "There is some game up bet\yeen Miss Mabel and. the young gent that has been ill in the house so long. How do I know it ?" he went on, in reply to the question of an incredulous house- maid — "to be sure I do, when I see him with his eyes always fixed pn lier, and her looking down on her plate as demure as you please, for all the world like a cat licking her lips after she's been stealing the cream. And what has the like of him to do with such as her?" he went on, warming with his subject — "a fellow picked up out of the fields, and coming from no one knows where; and she is a lovely young lady surely, though a deep one, I take it, by that smile of hers, that you never know whether it means yes or no." In this opinion the servants| hall unanimously agreed ; at least in the sentence that he was not good enough for her, except that the women serv- ants averred the poor young gentleman was so handsome no one would have the heart to refuse him. When the ladles left the table after dinner, a struggle went on in Mabel's mind, how much of OUR DETACHMENT. G9 what had passed it would be prudent and safe to tell her mother. That she must tell her some- thing she knew, for she saw her words had awakened in her lover's mind a nervous suscepti- bility as to whether the course he was pursuing was honorable or not. But it was hard to decide what she should tell and what conceal; so that, after a good deal of deliberation, she determined to disclose every thing, only pointing out that she did not feel bound by such-an engagement, and intended to keep it secret, so that, if at any time she wished to break it off, it would only be nec- essary for her father to hear of it and forbid it, and for her to submit to his will. " Mamma will not like it, I know,'' she mused ; "but if I can not come round her any other way, I will bully her. I never do it except when I can not help it, but now I must." However, the matter seemed to be more diffi- cult than she had imagined, for when she told her mother the way in which she had prevailed on Cecil Egerton to remain, Mrs. Prendergast, though not very stern or particular with her daughter, shook her head gravely, and said, "This will not do, Mabel. ' I understood from you you did not care for the young man, and therefore never imagined you could delude him with such a promise. It is'not,"she went on, " that we wish you to marry Lord Feversham, though, of course, such a match would be very desirable, and would please your father and me very much ; but we have always determined that, having money enough to afford a poor mar- riage, you should be allowed to have your own choice, only insisting on the respectability of the man on whom you should set your fancy. It re- mains for you, therefore, to decide Which of the two you really' prefer, and though, in Egerton's Case, we do not know whether he has any means, his poverty, supposing he is poor, need not be a drawback. I think we could get over that. Now tell me what you wish to do, for, if you will not have him, he should be undeceived immedi- ately." _ • •. Mabel mused. It was delightful to be loved as he loved her ; for a time, she knew, that would make hei- quite happy, but how long would that last? She tired of every sensation after a short while ; all but one-^ambition, love of power, that was her ruling passion, and she feared that a love, meaning a relinquishment of a,ll that prom- ised the influence she coveted, would ere long become irkSome to her. So her sober reason told her, as she steod and pondered, thinking' of 'the position Lord Feversh- am's wife would occupy, and comparing it with her situation as the wife of Cecil Egerton. Still, .^fter turning it over many times in her mind, and heaving a long-drawn sigh at her fading prospects, she turned to her mother, aiid said, " Thanks, dearest, for your assistance. I love Cecil, and would be his wife gladly. But don't you think it would be desirable to keep our en- gagement secret — at least until he gets his lieu- tenancy ? I should not like to marry before, and be the laughing-stock of all my friends ; he must purchase his steps quickly, and it will not be long to wait if the engagement is not known and talked about. What do you say to that plan, mamma dear ? Is it not a good one ?" "It seems to me good and prudent in eveiy way, " answered her mother, proud of the wisdom evinced by her daughter, in a worldly point of view, at not wishing' to marry an ensign in a marching regiment ; and equally touched by the disinterested mariner in. which she gave up her ambitious schemes, when her heart was engaged in another direction. ' • Mrs. Prendergast had a strong spice of ro- mance in her disposition, and could never have crossed the course of truerlove in the way her neighbor, Lady Eeversham, had done. As for Mr. Prendergast, the wishes of his wife and child were law to him, and he simply never dreamed of disputing their will. "I will speak to your father to-night about it," Mrs. Prendergast went on. " Whenever . Cecil gets leave, he can spend it here — the only con- dition we will make being that he must on no account reveal his engagement until he gets his lieutenancy, immediately after which event the marriage may take place."- "Yes, but I should not wish him to leave the army then," put in Mabel. ■ "We shall be very comfortable, and can soldier in an easy fashion, so that I should like him to stick to his profes- sion." - As she spoke, she conjured up before her mind's eye as brilliant a- life as the wife of the colonel of a regiment, as that which would have followed her union with Lord Eeversham.* To her ambitious mind it even seemed very easy that her Cecil should be a general and K.C.B., so that already she was beginning to be not only satisfied, but pleased; ' When the gentlemen came up after dinner, she beckoned Cecil - into the back drawing-room; where only the fire-light re- lieved the darkness of the room, and sitting there on the floor with her head'resting on his knee, she told him all she had arranged while he sat wearily with lier father over his wine. "Nt)w you see the good of being a fevorite,'' she laughed vyhen she' had finished ; "if mamma had not got so fond of you, I- hardly think she would have settled all this. But do you know she likes you so much, I think she would have been dreadfully cut up if I had refused you." ' This girl, with all her cold calculations and prudfehce, when she had once made up her mind that her love and her ambition could go together, did Yiot give herself away by halves. She pet- ted and caressed her lover, letting him" see that she really was forid of binij-and thought it no sacrifice to promise herself ^to one'of-whom she knew as little as she' did of him. It would be impossible to' say whether tl lis was done ■with a ndotive or not ; perhaps she feared he might urge their engagement being open, atid hoped by her cajoleries to bribe' him into submission to her wishes. However this might be, as she looked up into his' face with the strange; unfathoniable eyes to which love was lending a new beauty, he ' felt he was indeed a luc% fellow — that more had been done for him than he could ever have dreamed or desired, and that it would be almost ungrateful in him to express a wish that theii; .engagement should be made public ; at the same time he felt such a wish very strongly, and thought it the thing wanting to complete hiSf happiness. He ventured to express this very mildly : "WHy, darling," he asked, "do not J-ou like it to be known ?" "Because, "she answered, "I hate a long en- ro OUR DETACHMENT. gagensent. People would talk about it, and say whyi with her money does she not marry him at once ? then if I did so, every body who now envies me, and covets my advantages, would ciy, ' Just look at that girl ! With all her- money she has only managed to hook a penniless ensign iji a marching regiment !' Only that I love yon, I would not have married you till you got your company. But I feared you would think it so hard, I determined to keep yon in suspense as short a time as possible." " I did not think you cared so much what peo- ple said," he answered, as he expressed his grat- itude for her consideration of his feelings in an appropriate manner. "What are they to you, that you should care what they, say ?" "After all," she replied, "I dare say it is a matter of habit. I have been accustomed, at least in. thinking of marriage, to defer to the opinion of the Mrs. Grundies about ; and I do not feel inclined to set them at defiance now ; butas you are to spend all your leave with us, it can not matter much." " I must let my nncle know what has happen- ed at once," he said, presently; "it will please him, I fancy, and he is pretty sure to make me a handsome allowance. I need not continue in the army unless I like." " Oh ! but I wish it," she cried, in some alarm. It would , by no means have suited her that he should settle down into a quiet, easy-going coun- try gentleman. She was determined her husband should be a person of note in the world, and she had decided that nothing was easier than that Cecil should be so in the military line. She told him now veiy distinctly he must stick by his profession as long as it should be her pleasure that he should do so. And so the evening wore on as they sat and enjoyed their happiness. Mabel forgot every thing in the present, while Cecil, who had no pleasant past to look back on, and never had a future to look forward to until now, was bewilder- ed with the weight of his good fortune, and gazed on the fair girl he had won, through no exertion or deserving of his own, with a wild idolatry only to be felt by ardent, imaginative natures like his, and which was little short of madness. When, Mr. Prendergast was made aware of what was going on, his placid face expressed de- cided astonishment. That the young fellow they had picked up, as one might say, by the roadside, and had nursed and tended with as much devo- tion as though he were their own son — that he should have dared to lift his eyes to the heiress of The Poplars, was a height of presumption his mind at first seemed scarcely, capable of taking in ; but wheahe found his astonishment and in- dignation were not echoed back by either his wife or the object of such presumption, he began to think it would be useless for him to attempt to stem the torrent, and he had better give in with a good grace. Accordingly matters were arranged as had been decided between Mabel and her mother, and Cecil announced his determination of going over to Beaumanoir- and breaking the intelligence to his uncle, as soon as he should be strong enough to undertake so long a drive. Cecil felt no misgivings about the result of his errand ; he knew a great deal better than any of the others how it would be received, and how his present position, as a penniless man, would be improved thereby. He had confided a good deal of his knowledge on this subject to Mabel, who had laughed, and had rather admired Mr. Vansit- tart's shrewdness. When Mabel Prendergast rode off that day from the Castle, and Lord Feversham returned slowly to the house, he thought, in a dreamy kind of way, that she was a very pretty girl, and excess- ively improved since he last saw her. When he returned to his mother, she asked him at once, but in a careless way, "whether he admired her." " In a critical point of view — yes," he answer- ed. " She is very pretty as regards complexion, features, hair; and figure ; in fact, beautiful in ev- ery way. , But, do you know, what I consider most attractive about her is that faint, incompre- hensible smile she has ; it sets you thinking what she means, and trying to find out. If it was sar- castic, or haughty, or even sweet, you would not be attracted or care half so much to excite it and study it; but having once seen her srnile, you feel pei-petnally anxious to see it. again. I can fancy her very taking, and immensely run after in society.,,. Though she is not at all my styles I feel her attraction as one might see the beauties of a picture that one did not care for." Lady Feversham smiled. The spell, she thought, was working, so she let the subject drop, and went on with her worsted- work, while Claude strolled down to the stables. CHAPTER XIV. A HUNTING MOKNING. Mabf.l bad insisted that her mother sfaonld on no account tell any of their neighbors, of her engagement ; .and wheij Mrs. Prendergast repre- sented that Lady Peversham at least should know that her scheme was impracticable, the girl de- clared there was no reason for telhng her any thing of the kind. "Lord Feversham has no thought of me, mamma," she urged; " he is wrapped up in this Miss Bambridge ; and if we told her ladyship, we might just as well tell eveiy body else in the county. . I will not have it, mamma ; so talk no more about it." If Mabel, had been asked what were her rea- sons for keeping her engagement dark, and for being especially anxious it should be concealed from the Fevershams, she would have been puz- zled what to say ; for at that time she had no thought of being untrue to her love, and had so merged, her ambition in her afiection that she would even have been unable to see any induce- ment to be false, in the certainty of winning Lord Feversham, were such a thing possible. It was more probably a wish to assert her pow- er over a man who had hitherto been superior to its influence. Still such a wish was not declared, even to herself, and wanted opportunity to call it into activity. Feversham himself wrote to one of our fellows a few days after his return home. I wondered then very, much that ho had not written to me, but, in default of understanding it, I was rather interested in what he told us. He said in his let- ter: "Who do you think has been getting himself OUE DETACHMKNT. 71 famous hero lately? You will never think of him, so I may as well tell you. Oar quiet sub, Cecil Egerton. He is a handsome fellow, and a gentleman ; but I never knew a man with his ex- pression of countenance who made his mark in the world, or achieved any success in life. He was stopping for a long time with the Prender- gasts near us. Miss Prendergast, who, besides having money, is a very beautiful girl, though a most audaciouffrider, found him half dead under a fence one dqy, when she was bucketing a vio- lent horse ac<6'S?R6ountry, and being on their land ftter people considered themselves in duty bound to see he was brought through his illness safely." Snch was Seversham's account of the manner in which Cecal had passed his leave; when we saw him again we were all inclined to think that his illness was not over yet. He was in much better spirits — apparently much happier than we had ever known him — but he was wasted, and weak, and heetic-looldng, like a man who had been on the brink of the grave, and who had not got very far away from it yet. Indeed it was only his new-found happiness, I really believe, that helped him to live. Latterly I had never been qnite able to fathom Claude's feelings about Miss Bambridge, or find out exactly how he bore her loss. He was very grave and gentle, more so-" than ever, but at the same time joined' in all oar'sports and amuse- ments, riding a degree harder than was perhaps- wise or safe, playing sometimes rather high, though more as if it bored him, than as if he found any .relief in the excitement. Indeed he was so constantly lucky that he had no reason to feel the absorbing interest of one whose for- tune lies on a turn of the cards. At the numer- ous balls and parties which he attended in Dub- lin, whither we had been removed, he would some- times flirt desperately for half the evening with some pretty girl, whose heart would begin to flut- ter with pride 'and pleasure at the thought that she had caught that handsome Lord Feversham ; then, perhaps, just when at his gayest, a sadden remembrance would shadow his face, and darken the laughing light in his eyes, and turning away, he would pass the rest of the evening moping in some retired corner. We, who understood the matter, could see that he was vei-y unhappy, and all the pleasures he had of old delighted in afforded him now but little dis- traction from the thought of his lost love. Once lie spoke to me about it, and said, " If I could understand it, Vivian, it seems to rae I should be more satisfied. I could have sworn she liked me, even when she said she did not. And I do not think it was vanity made me fancy so, either. By Jove ! if I saw her, I al- most think I should be fool enough to ask her again, even if I got another refusal for my pains'." I knew better than he that she really did love him, and yet I could not for the life of me en- courage him to try again. I had tried truly at the time to further his suit ; but now, as I saw how ineffectual my effort had been, a new hope sprang up within me. It was true she did not love me now, but might she not in time gi-ow to do so, if I persevered ? And I, who had no eyes for the Dublin belles, determined to achieve by ]iatience the fulfillment of my hopes, if such a ful- fillment could indeed ever be possible. What a wild infatuation it was ! I saw every day women more beautiful and more highly born, who might have looked on me with no unfavora- ble eyes, but I never even so much as glanced round after them when they passed. To my mind there was but one woman in the world, the girl that loved my friend, and who was loved by him in return. If I could but have convinced myself of the utter hopelessness of my suit, how much pain might I Jiot have been spared! Could I but have seen her heart at the time when I was build- ing these vain castles in the air, how different it might all have been ! — that is to say, if a man in love can ever be convinced his case is hopeless, as long as the object of his affections is unwon. She, poor girl, I afterward heard, took the matter more seriously to heart than her lover did, in outward appearance. It is certainly more in a woman's nature to do so, and then they have fewer distrac- tions and amusements to divert their minds from their sorrows ; besides, she had this sorrow above all his, that she had denied her love, and con- vinced him, as she thought, that she had acted the part of a heartlesfe coquette. That thought stung her most ; if only he could have known how she- cared for him, she believed it would have been easier to give him up; but now he fancied she had led him on and encouraged him, either from^heer thoughtlessness, or as an amuse- ment for her idle hours. When she j'emeinbered all this, her brain would reel, and her heart, grow-aick at the bitterness of her lot, and it was only^y a mechanical repeti- tion of the one idea : it was for his good that she could calm herself under such a crushing grie^J, She kept up bravely, however, only yielding to utter despondency when alone ; still her sorrow, being always present before her, undermined her strength, and caused her to get neiTous and irri- table. General and Mrs. Bambridge, alarmed at these symptoms, decided on leaving the country, and taking her to London for change of air and scene. The excitement and gayety there, they hoped, would divert her mind, and it would be good for Clarissa also, though that, at present, was a mi- nor consideration. They would have preferred staying in Dublin, but knowing the — th were quartered there, it was not deemed desirable they should run the risk of meeting Lord Feversham everywhere, and London was accordingly settled on. But Gwendoline Bambridge, though looking pale, thin, and ill, still showed a brave front to the world, and none but those of her own family had the least idea what was the matter with her. She could laugh and talk with an aching heart, as well as the greatest fine lady in the fashion- able world, and she did so to such purpose that most of her county friends imagined she was car- rying on a successful flirtation in a widely differ- ent quarter from that in which her affections real- ly lay. At first General Bambridge had been inclined to censure Lord Feversham's behavior toward her, and Gwendoline was obliged to explain that he had proposed, and she had refused him, before her father's indignation could be pacified ; but the reason of her refusal she would confide to no one, and persisted in asserting she did not love him. So, not being able to discover what was wrong, the Bambridges determined on going to London 73 OUB DETACHMENT. in April, being convinced, notwithstanding tlie girl's assertions, that Feversham and the — th were somehow connected with her illness. About December I went on leave. Claude had not jet returned from his ; but Longhuvst was !i good nay from the Castle, so we did not see each other often, except when the hounds with which he used to hunt met near us, and then I generally met them and him too. The first day I saw him, I noticed there was something odd and constrained in his manner to me, for whicli I could by no means account ; and as I could not ask him for an explanation among a lot of other fellows, I pretended to observe noth- ing unnsual, and was as friendly to him as ever. One day, about three weeks after my return home, the Harkaway — the pack with which he most generally hunted — met about four miles from us, and I, as was usual on these occasions, attended. There were a good many fellows of our hunt, the Dashington, out that day as I rode up, but US yet Claude had not put in an appear- ance. There were a few minutes to spare still, and I knew, if he came at nil, he was sure to hit oti" the exact moment. Expecting to see him presently, I turned to speak to some one near me. "By Jove!" I heard a voice say presently, "isn't tliat a spicy turn-out — nag and all! Just what I call perfection." I looked round at this speech, and saw, to my astonishment, Claude Feversham in the act of settling a lady's haUtj having, as I imagined, just put her up on a magnificent brown-black hunter— one of the finest animals I ever saw. The lady's face was turned toward me as she bent and assisted in arranging her habit, so that I had a very good view of her, and could see plainly she possessed no small degree of beauty. Indeed, had not my thoughts been all taken up with some one far different, I should have said she was exquisitely pretty; and there was no doubt about her dress being perfection, from the crown of her neat hat to the point of a tiny pat- ent-leather boot I had obseiTed as Claude pulled her habit into its place; All was tasteful and workman-like, while her mount was simply un- rivaled. I had not been much about in my own county, therefore I was quite in the dark as to who this fascinating Diana might be. Hiding up to Claude, just as he was about to mount his chestnut, I greeted him warmly. " You are on duty to-day," I said, after a few moments' conversation, with a glance in the di- rection of the fair unknown. " Might I ask who is the lady ?" " What ! don't .vou know her? Why, I thought every one in the county had seen Miss Prender- gast. She is under my care to-day, as you ob- serve, and has been staying for a day or two at the Castle with my mother." "Looks as if she could, go. Can't she?" I asked, as we rode up to where she was quietly waiting for her escort. " You shall see, Vivian," i-eplied Claude, with a smile. So saying, he left me and turned to the young lady, who, it seemed to me, paid more attention to my steed and general turn-out than she did to myself— evidently setting me down as a boy not worth attention. We placed ourselves in what we deemed to be an advantageous position, and ;yaited while the hounds dashed into covert, and only a low whim- per now and then, or a crackling among the under-wood, proclaimed their whereabouts. At length a shout from tho far end of the cqvert pi'oclaimed the fact that the fox had been view- ed away, and as we looked eagerly in that direc- tion, we could see his agile red body gliding over a grass field in front of us, while the hounds were only just bustling out of covert and settling down on his tracks. At the bottom of the field in which we were standing was a gate opening into the pasture through which the fox was just speeding. "This is our way, Miss Prendergast!" cried Claude, excitedly. "We must gallop to get there before the ruck; they are bearing down on it like lightning, and then there will be a block." While speaking, we were riding down at the gate, doing our best to arrive there before the crowd. We did succeed in getting in front of them, and Claude was just pulling up to open the gate, when, taking her horse by the head, the young lady popped over, and, without looking round, sailed away alongside the hounds, but well out of their way, showing that she com- bined both daring and judgment, a knowledge of hunting with perfect riding. We were beside her soon, and I could not but admire the consummate ease wilh which she rode her powerful thorough-bred, and how completely it seemed to be under the control of her hand, certainly one of the finest and lightest I ever saw. Sir Kicliard Lewin, our respected master, riding alongside of us, looked at her with unwonted ad- miration, as she flew over a bullfinch with a stout rail on the far side. Here I nearly came to grief, not being able to clear the rails properly, but for- tunately we had chanced on a rotten place, and the timber giving way, Blackfoot picked himself up with a scramble, and on we went again. On the top of a hill in front of us we checked for a minute, but the pace had been so severe, and the country crossed so stifle, that only the first-flight riders were up, and even one or two well known in that position had come to grief. Our horses were rather glad qf the brief respite, , Ifancy; but I could not help remarking that Miss Prendergast's mount seemed not to be aware of the pace at which, he had been hustled along, but looked as cool and.composed as if he had only just come out of his. stable. - Close below ns, at the foot of the hill, we could see the liush, a sluggish, broad stream winding along between its steep, green banks. Almost before we liad time to collect our thouglitjs the hounds recovered the scent, and went straight down to it at a rattling pace. This was indeed a startling position ; there was no bridge or ford within half a mile, and have it they must who wished to live with the hounds or see the end of the run. At the same time it was more than most people would have cared to look at, being at least twenty feet wide all along that . stretch, and in many places more. One thing, however, was favorable to those wishing to cross it — the ground fell gently to the brink on our side, and the farther bank was still a little lower; the advantage was not much, not indeed sufficient to tempt any one but our master and myself. Claude considered himself in duty bound OtR •DETACHMENT. 73 to keep Miss Pvendergast out of danger.'urgifig her to strike off at once for the bridge ; ■ but she, looking round at him, quietly answered, "I al- ways ride at my own place, Lortl Feversham — I have it now; and besides I have crossed the Rush before." As she spoke, she took hold of her horse, and ■working him op into his wonderful stride, went down at the water at a pace that left us far be- hind, and that must get her over or in. I was so fascinated watching her riding that I quite forgot to tliink of myself, and could have cheered loudly when the brown-black rose like a bird, and clearing the water with several feet to spare, soon put himself on terms with the hounds in the next field. Sir Richard was not so fortunate ; he was im- mediately behind her, but his horse, frightened n.t the sullen, deep waters, refused violently. Claude got over by a fluke, his chestnut getting its fore - legs well landed, but slipping its hind- legs in ; and only for Feversham's agility in springing to land and helping it up, horse and rider would have had an ugly ducking. As for me, I was deposited along with my steed about half-way over, and we both had to swim for it. However, we came out on the right side, and there being a check a field or two farther on, I got up with the hounds, but not a minute too soon, as before I could well draw rein they were off again, heading straight for Burnley Gorse, through some as stiff country as I had ever rid- den over. Miss Prendergast, Claude, and I were now alone with the hounds, and the pace con- tinuing severe, it was highly probable that if we could last we should liave the honor of seeing the' eiid of it alone also. Whether we could last, however, was the question, the lady being the only one going well within herself, and still at her ease ; the chestnut's coat was dark with sweat, and he seemed to lean a little on the hand ; while as for my own steed, I confess he was done to a turn, and I knew there would be little more to get out of him. Just as I thought tliis, and was about to puM up in despair, the hounds stooped to the scent and began to hunt a little — a heavy cloud passing at tlie minute being probably the cause of this opportune slackening of speed. They stuck to him well, however, and in about ten minutes moi'e ran into him, on the very out- skirts of Burnley Gorae, Whore he would have been lost to a certainty, had he made good its friendly shelter. It was a clipping run throughout, and as I turned old Blackfoot's head to the wind, after performing the ofBce of huntsman, vice that functionaiy, who had not yet made his appear- ance, I congratulated him heartily on having pre- served so good a place, during an eleven miles' burst over a stiff country, done in fifty minutes, inclusive of the two slight checks before men- tioned. " What a Stayer ' Stole Away ' is, to be sure !" said Claude, resting his hand on the neck of the brown - black, who looked as if he had enjoyed his gallop, and was ready for another. "Not that he carries much weight," he added, glancing with evident admiration from the brown's power- ful form to tlie slight figure he carried. CHAPTER XV. CATCniKG A TAETAK. To retui-n to Cecil Egerton, who was left ill at The Poplars : when he was at length pronounced convalescent, and allowed to return to Beauma- noir, he tried to work himself up into a fit state of mind to bear the congratulations that he knew his uncle would offer on the occasion. It never struck him that Mr. Vansittart. would view the matter in a light that would make him consider his nephew as even a more knowing man of the world than himself. Such was the case, however. Mr. Vansittart had recommended his nephew to fall in love -with Miss Prendergast, and to in- sui-e that object had tried to effect a meeting be- tween them in a commonplace,' every-day man- ner. But the young man had not only taken up his uncle's idea, though, at the time he had al- most refused to do so, but he had also, with a far greater knowledge of the vvorkings of the fem- inine mind than was possessed by the elder man, taken care that their first meeting should be very far from every-day or commonplace. It was by no accident, his uncle thought, that he had been lying by the sunk fence that day ; his return to itinerant sketching was the result of a bold and daring design, and even the acci- dent, though of course its serious nature was unin- tentional, was to a certain degree preconceived. It was a clever trick, one of which Mr. Van- sittart not unnaturally felt proud, one that con- vinced him his nephew's cant concealed a very deep fellow indeed; a trick that from its very magnitude and audacity ought, in common jus- tice, to bring forth grand results. So when Cecil Egerton returned to Beauma- noir, he was hardly prepared for the enthusiasm with which he was greeted, and did not ■ quite understand the jocose way in which the old gen- tleman laughed at Mm, and assured him lie was a sly dog, and one who knew how to take a hint to some purpose. It \r,ii.s sharp practice, though," he added, "and nearly finishing you off altogeth- er," glancing at the young man's wasted figure as he spoke. "You did not mean to can-y it so far, howevej', and of course accidents will oc- cur, even to the best-laid plans." Egerton glanced at him wonderingly . ' ' Why, uncle," he said, "you do not mean to say you think I went out sketching there on purpose to meet her'! I knew nothing of Miss Prender- gast and her ways, and had I known she would have been likely to pass in that direction, I most certainly should have avoided her. Now it has happened I regret neitlier the accident nor its consequences, but I certainly never intended them." "Fiddlesticks!" ejaculated Mr. Vansittart ; "perhaps you will tell me next you do not ad- mire the girl, and that you will not marry her." "I will not tell you that," laughed Cecil, "as I should be treating her very badly if I did not marry her. We are engaged, uncle, and I am the happiest man in the world — too happy even to fight with you. But this is a secret ; we are not to be married for some time — not at least until I get my next step. No one is to know of the engagement between us but you and her father and mother ; do you understand ?" "I hear what you say," replied the old man, gruffly, ' ' but I don't pretend to understand at 74 QUE DETACHMENT. all. If you m'e. Engaged, as you say, what pi-e- vents youi' marrying at onco? , I told you, if you succeeded in this scheme I would make you my heir, and in this case it would not suit me to break my word ; if I did, she has money enough for both of you. What is the meaning, then, of this delay?" " I am sure I do not know,'' answered Eger- ton, his joy a little damped by this allusion to conduct on the part of his betrothed that had puzzled himself. " Mabel does not wish to mar- ry immediately," he continued, "and that is why she has made this excuse, I suppose." " Just so," grumbled Mr. Vansittart ; " some woman's foolery and nonsense. I should have thought a man with as much sense as this busi- ness proves you to have, could have easily man- aged to overcome her scruples." " Perhaps I did not try," replied Cecil, almost sadly. He was thinking how wonderful it was that he, a man of obscure origin — at least on one side — and utterl}' penniless, but for his uncle's bounty, could ever have dared to raise his hopes so high as to aspire to this heiress, the descendant of a long line of well-born ancestors ; and how still more wonderful it was that he, having dared so to love, should have won her love in return. He felt so utterly insignificant, so entirely unworthy of her, when he looked at the matter in this light ; it was the light in which his position was very frequently before him. "You did not try," interrupted his uncle, breaking in upon his reverie. " 'iben you should have tried. Don't you know this delay is only an excuse to give her time, that she may see if she can not hook higher game? Don't you re- member I told yon Lord Fever.sham was after her? and I hear he is expected over directly. Unless she is publicly hound to you, she will slip out of her promise as easily af^ an eel would slip out of your hand. Never trust a woman out of your sight, unless you have the whole world for her keepers ; and this one is a deeper sort than common, or I am much mistaken in what I have seen of her." "I prefer to manage my own affairs myself, sir," retamed his nephew, sternly; "let me tell you, if I did not consider Miss Prendergast a woman to be trusted, whether before the world or not, I would never have asked her to be my wife. Let me never hear you apply your hate- ful worldly code to her ; she is as far removed from it as virtue is from vice, and she shall not be named in the same breath with any of its marams." Cecil ceased speaking, but his breath came short and quick, and a thick perspiration broke out on his pallid forehead. He was supposed to be convalescent, even well, but he was very weak, and the violent excitement his uncle's speech had caused him did him up completely. He did not know, neither did we — perhaps no one knew but the doctor himself — that that gen- tleman considered he was as well as he would ever be, but knew that he never would be again the strong, active, hearty young fellow he had been before the accident. More damage had been done internally than had been at first sup- posed. Perhaps, but for the new interest his love lent him in life, ho would never have so far rallied as he had done. His uncle looked at him anxiolisly. He was one of those men who have a rooted aversion to and distrust of illness. . One reason why he had, in his way, liked Cecil, was because the young man was so. healthy, and active ; a man likely to live long, and keep up the dignity of the family in the old place for many years. But this acci- dent, that had been so wonderfully opportune, and had had such splendid results, was not, after all, an unmitigated piece of good fortune, since Cecil had not recovered from its effects, and something seemed to tell the old man, while he looked, that he might never recover them alto- gether. As this conviction stole upon him he expe- rienced a sort of feeling that he had been cheat- ed, that the heir he had desired because of his good looks and strong, robust health, was an imposition after all. iStung by this thought, he spoke harahly. " What is the good of your working yourself up into that state ? You are only doing yourself mischief; and it is confounded nonsense to say that you can not listen to the truth about a girl. You must accustom yourself to hear unpleasant truths, at least from me; and unless you take them more calmly, you will never recover." "Sometimes I think I never shall be as strong as I was before," answered Cecil ; " but I will not hear, not truths, but slanders, from any one, least of all from you. Eemember that." The young man spoke firmly and sternly. It was certain his love lent him a determination and energy that were foreign to his nature ; but he trembled while he spoke, and looked about for a chair on which he might sit down. "There, now you are done up," said his un- cle, sullenly, as the young man sank exhausted into a seat. "How. can one talk business to a, man who goes on like that? Did you tell Mr. Prendergast my intentions with respect to you ?". "I did not. No doubt he thinks you will do something, but it seems that he has some fancy his daughter is to please herself; and as, she can afford to marry a poor man, she is to be allowed to do so if she chooses. Of course, even if I had known this, I should never have thought of ask- ing her to be my wife, but for your promise to settle something on me. I ventured to hint that you would do so to her, for I could not bear that she should think I, a penniless man, had dared to talk of love to her, unless I had the prospect of a home to offer her. It would have been too like a proposal to support myself on her money." " I will write to Mr. Prendergast, then ; that will be the best way. He will be able to talk over business better with me than with a young man like you. He would be almost certain, to oveneach you, or drive too hard a bargain in some way." Cecil looked at him with a kind of contempt- uous amusement. It was very absurd to hear good, honest, generous Mr. Prendergast accused of the design of oven-eaching his intended son- in-law ; but it was useless to think of arguing his uncle out of his views on human nature; they were incorporated into his very being, and there they must remain. It was only to be hoped that, acting in accordance with those ideas, he might not succeed in insulting Mr. Prendergast in somo irretrievable and irrevocable manner. That must be left to chance. He was undoubtedly the per' UUli iJiiiACHMENT. fS pon \\;ho ought to arrange the business matters with Mabel's father, and all that could be done by Cecil was to forbear farther discussion, and hope for the best. Young Egerton by no means comprehended his uncle, or gave him credit for tire amount of finesse and tact which he possessed, and which he was accustomed to use when dealing with per- sons whom he could not bully. , He hardly un- derstood how it was that all business matters were discussed pleasantly between Mr. Vansit- tart and Mr. Prendergast, and arranged without iiny of those differences that make the prelimi- naries to maniagQ (especially, between people with money) usually so disagreeable. Mr. Vansittart was for some time very urgent that the engagement should be at once declared, but Mr. Prendergast persisted that was a matter that entirely concerned his daughter, and that he would notinterfere with any of her plans. With this answer the old man was, sorely against his will, forced to be content. He had been over at The Poplars one daj', and had been particularly urgent with Ma,bers father, seeking to make him use his influence either to cause the marriage to be hastened, or to get the relations in which the young people stood to each other made known. fie had failed in both attempts, as has been said, and set out on his return to Beaumanpir in rath- er a discontented frame of, mind. He had lunch- ed at The Poplars, but had not met the ladies. They had taken their lunch while the gentlemen were talking business, and were now out. Mr. Vansittart had often noticed that theseitlemen of his acquaintance did not care to introduce hira to the ladies of their famili.es, and he had secret- ly sneered over this particularity, saying to him- self that the ladies so carefully secluded from the contamination of association with him were ev- ery bit as bad as he, in their way ; but he had never regretted _this caution. . Now, however, it did seemto him that there plight be such a thing as overcarefoluess, in not allotying him to make acquaintance with his future niece, and he was almost hurt, if such a thing had been possible to his nature, at, the opinion of him thus implied. He would have rejected the lunch tl^us offered, but that he knew the cellar at The Poplars was famous for its claret, and that it was the thing to be able to speak of the wine in that cellar with the air of familiar knowledge that would become not only a visitor at the house, but also a con- noisseur in rare vintages, a character much more valued by Mr. Vansittart than that of an intimate of the family. The wine maintained its reputation, he was forced to admit ; and long experience of. the world and its vinous beverages had convinced Mr. Vansittart that such a vindication of report is rarely met. with, either in regard to wine or other things. The conviction that such was the case made .,him less than ever pleased with the policy th^t practically forbade his often enjoying such wine ; for though on an occasion like this, and once in a way, it was .possible to pass over the slight oiFered to him as an, accident, he knew u repetition of his visits would lead to the esti- mation in which he was held becoming painfully apparent, in whiclj case it would be difficult for him to get out of the predicament gracefully. Thus meditating, he drove his two dashing bays down the avenue, and in his indignation gave them a little more' of tte whip, and took them over the ground a good deal faster, than was either necessary or usual. The groom in the back seat of the dog-cart noticed this, and muttered, "If Master Cecil drove the 'osses that way, the master would eat his 'ead off when they come in ; but as it's himself as does it, it don't matter." A veiy true remark, though it was only Mr. Vansittart's groom who made it. We none of us see the harm, of what we do ourselves, whether it be unjust, untrue, or cruel, but we detect \vhat- ever another does wrong very fast indeed. Is it not strange that we should persist in this error, when we are all so well aware of it ? More than eighteen hundred years ago the very highest au- thority warned us against it; and though we all acknowledge it as a fault to which we are liable, we have not done much to correct it yet. It springs ever new in every successive generation, and is perhaps of all failings the hardest to erad- icate in each individual nature. The road along which Mr. Vansittart drove in his handsome dog-cart was one of those beauti- ful English countiy lanes that resemble a green tunnel, so overarched are they . by spreading boughs, and' fenced in by luxuriant hedges. Though the day was a bright one in the end of September, this particular road was. dim, and cool, and. shady. .Entering it, one seenied to pass at once from the glare of day into a soft green twilight, that, was inexpressibly soothing and delightful to eyes, that had been tired and strained by the glare outside. Mr. Vansittai't did not apprecia,te, natural beauty ; he looked upon trees as timber,, and on hedges, as good fences, when properly treated, for keeping out cattle ; but even to him, on a day as hot as this, there was something soothing and refreshing in , the cool shadows of the interlacing boughs. ; He let the good bays take it easier, and began men- tally to appraise the value of the timber, whose welcome shade he was enjoying. It was on Mr, Prendergast's property, and he had a kind of right now to take an interest in that property, to be inquisitive about its value, and do little sums about the probable price every thing would fetch if brought, into the market.. Not that it ever would, be. Cecil, thank heaven! was no spend- thrifl;, and the worst fate that was awaiting The Poplars was that of being amalgamated in and swallowed up by the superior size of the Beau- manoir property. Suddenly,; a few hundred yards ahead, just emerging out of the shadow, and crossing a sun- lit patch in the road, he saw Mabel Prendergast on horseback. She had gone out with the inten- tion of exercising "Stole Away," the horse that had caused .so much mischief, but to whom, strange to say, since the accident, she had been more than ever attached. She had given him a good gallop over some grass-land of her father's, and he was now quiet enough, walking slowly along the road, hardly raising his head to listen when he heard the tramp of Mr. Vansittait's bays behind him. Mr. Vansittart had nearly overtaken Miss Prendergast ; , he had been admiring her'^raceful figure and admirable seat as he drove up' behind her, when suddenly a thought struck him. This matter of the engagement and the marriage rest- ed entirely with her ; if any body took the trou- 7G OUR DETACHMENT. ble to persuade her, slio might be induced to alter her mind, and then it would be all right ; even if Cecil had to return to his regiment, he might do so confident that every thing would go on well in his absence. Mr. Vansittart had met her here alone; it was most opportune ; he would speak to her. lie had never met her to speak to, but he knew her well by sight, and she knew him, and of course, considering the relation which they would presently occupy toward each other, there could be no harm in his introducing him- self, in default of some one to perform that mys- tic ceremony for him. He drove on until he had passed her, setting the brown-black thorough-bred dancing a little, in sympathy with his fretting bays ; then, hand- ing the reins to the servant, he said, "Drive them on slowly to the top of the hill in front, and wait for me there." After that he turned and ad- vanced toward Miss Prendergast, who, recogniz- ing him, comprehended at once he wished to speak to her, and, wondering what it was about, rode slowly toward him. As he approached he lifted his hat, and said, "I have the pleasure of speaking to Miss Pren- dergast, I believe ?" "Yes," she . answered, quietly, "I am Miss Prendergast. • Can I do any thing for you?" It did not suit her to show that she recognized him as her lover's uncle ; she was pre-eminent- ly cautious, and such a recognition might have bound her to too many consequences. ■ She therefore affected to regard him as a total stran- ger — one perhaps who desired information about the country, or some such trifle. He saw through her very clearly, but neverthe- less fonned a better opinion of her from her veiy attempt to blind him. It was evident he had to deal with a woman of the world, one whom he could understand, and not one of those sensitive, imaginative, high-principled humbugs who never looked at things from his point of view, and whose own point of view, if they had any, he found it quite impossible to catch. "I am Mr. Vansittart," he continued, doing away with the thin veil of formality she had drawn between them, by pronouncing those few words. He looked- at her keenly as -he 'spoke, thinking he conld judge, by the surjSrise she would act at this announcement, of iRe mental calibre of his feminine opponent. ■' She did not act at all, however; she merely held out her hand, saying, "You are Cecil's uncle, then. I was begin- ning to think it must be so. But why is he not with you ? Why did he not come over to-day ?" "Because I came to talk over business with Mr. Prendergast. He thought he might be in the way, and he intends to come to-morrow. Now can you guess. Miss Prendergast, why I have taken the liberty of introducing myself, and have stopped yon here to speak to you ?" "No, indeed," she replied, this time with per- fect truth. She did think it very odd he should have done so, but she did not know that it would do any good her expressing her wonder, so she kept silence. Mr. Vansittart paused too. He hardly knew how to begin ; he must get on the subject of the marriage first, before he could broach what he wanted to say. Well, there was one easy way of doing that; laying his hand on "Stole Away's" bridle, by way of steadying him, for he was fid- geting to get after the bays, he went on : "You know, I suppose, why I, came to see your father to-day ? May I venture to express my hopes for your future happiness, and my joy at seeing my nephew's dearest wishes about to be realized ? He is a good fellow, I believe, as men go. I like him, though many people will tell you that is a bad testimonial in his favor. I do not mean it so, however. I think you will make him happy, and I think he will try to do the same by you. It will not be his fault if he fails." Mr. Vansittart paused, and Mabel, either thinking, or pretending to tliink, that he had said all he had to say, answered, ' ' I should not have accepted Mr. Egerton if I had not had the very highest opinion of him. Of course your praise of him is very pleasant to me, but it would not alter my judgment re- specting him if you had abused him. I think we have eveiy chance of being happy together, and I thank you for your good wishes." The red-brown eyes gleamed with a faint, concealed amusement, and she drew her reins through her hand a little, as if to intimate to her companion that she wished to proceed; but, though the horse shifted his position, Mr. Van- sittart took no notice of either movement, and, still keeping his hand on the reins, continued : "After all, though Cecil is happy, he is not by any means well yet. He wants careful nurs- ing still, and will want it for many a long day, if he is ever again to be the fine, strong, hand- some fellow he once was. And it is about that I stopped to speak to you to-day. - He will get no care and attention when he returns to his regiment, which he must do soon, and I fear the consequences to him in his present state of health will be very serious." ' ■ "Do you really think so?" she asked, earnest- ly, beginning to feel a little alarni at the thought of her lover suffering and ill when far away from her watchful care. "What is to be done?" she continued. "If it is bad for him, I do not see how it can he helped, unless we get him a doctor's certificate, and make them give Mm longer leave. " "His health has been so' shattered, that it will be a matter of time waiting for his perfect recov- ery ; and it will not be possible to get him leave for so long, I think ; besides there are many causes that would militate against the adoption of that plan. The course that seems to me the best, the simplest, the most straightforward, is, that your engagement should be proclaimed at once, that he should sell out, and that you should maiTy as soon as possible. You would then be able to see that he took care of himself; and happiness alone would further his recovery. At present, though he does not say much, and tries to per- suade himself he is contented, I can see he frets at the uncertainty of his future, the length of time he may have to wait before he can claim yon, and the false position in which he is placed by not being able to appear as your afBanced lover. Consider, if he met you to-morrow at a party, ho would have to treat you as the merest acquaintance, or run the risk of causing gossip which would be disagreeable both to you and to him." Mabel Prendergast shook her head, and laughed. OUB DETACHMENT. 77 "If those are the only terms on which I can secure liis recovery; he must remain as he is. Did he depute you to act as his ambassador in this matter? For if he did, I think I had bet^ ter break off the whole affair at once. I have decided every thing is to remain as it is at pres- ent ;, and I allow no one to question the wisdom of my decisions, or to dispute my will. You do not know. that yet, Mr. Vansittart, but he does, and he ought to have known better than to send — " "But he did not send. He knows nothing of what I have been saying," interrupted Mr. Van- sittart, in great alarm. " I am tlie only person to blame, and as you say, not knowing you, I hope my well-meant interference will be ex- cused." . Mr. Vansittart felt very small and very hum- bled as he made this apology. He had a keen consciousness that he had been beaten with his own weapons — that this girl was more than a match for him, and he knew by the gleam of her eyes that she was aware she had asserted her su- premacy, and gloried in the victory she had ob- tained. One parting shot he might fire at her, and he did so, hoping that by some chance this, his last arrow, miglit pierce some joint in her armor of self-complacency. . " Gopd-bye," he said, raising his hat and mov- ing toward his trap. . ' ' Excuse me for troubling you about the matter of which we have been talk- ing. Some girls are so foolish! about a man they love. I made a great mistake in thinking you one of such poor, soft-hearted creatures." Mabel Prendergast sat still for a few minutes in the place where he left her. He would have been pleased, and considered that he had been a little revenged for his defeat, had he known how his last words rankled. Was it true, then, that she was so different from other girls in her manner of treating her lover ? . She had long been aware herself that she was not sufficiently overpowered by her in- fatuation, as she called it, to cease for one minute looking out for the main chance, or to leave off thinking how she might best compass her ambi- tious hopes ; but she had until now thought that she had concealed these peculiarities of her na- ture so carefully that do one but herself recog- nized them. However, it seemed she had been read, and that, too, by the last person she would have cared should so read her. Besides she did not like being compared with other girls in a sense unfavorable to herself; it stung her self- esteem, of which she had an unusually large share. She had been accustomed to think her- self rather better than other women, no matter from what point of view her character was con- sidered. And this not because she thought. her- self good, but because, judging by herself, and seeing their little faults and failings in society, she considered them worse ^an herself. She had by no means an exalted opinion of her sex. It is suggestive that whei-ever such an attitude of mind is disceniible, the person holding it, will almost. always, if not invariably, be found to be a not very estimable character, seeing every one around tlirough a mental lens, discolored and dis- torted by the imaginations of an evil nature. So Mabel Prendergast believed that all her own sex were hypocrites and heartless, though some, no doubt, were fools enough to act parts of tender feeling, and perhaps persuade them- selves they felt. . She could do that too if she gave way to the anxiety about Cecil's health that Mr. Vansittart's words had aroused.- But she was not a fool, and however well it might have looked in some people's eyes,^she did not intend to act that role. Thus thinking, she gathered up her reins and rode on. About two months subsequent to this, and just after Claude Feversham went home, Cecil Eger- ton returned, as I mentioned before, when I stated that his evident weakness excited comment among us. He could still go about and do his work, but he did it with difficulty, and after it was over, was quite done up for the rest of the day. Indeed, when he was subaltern of the day, I often did his work for him, as I pitied him, when I saw the state of prostration to which his duties reduced him. He would say sometimes, in thanking me, " I shall be well again soon. Madcap, and then when you are ill I will do as much for you as you are doingfor me." I used to feel stupid, and walk away -without answering when he spoke thus. Somehow, I did not believe he was get-> ting stronger. CHAPTER XVI. . EIVALS. I HAD gone on leave to England, as I have said, and I had met Claude and Miss Prender- gast out hunting. I had noticed before that Claude's manner to me was very strange and stifij but on the occasion of this hunt he was too ex- cited to be.very distant. Now and then he would seeni to remember something suddenly, and freeze up into a cold sUence ; but again, when, talking and laughing with Miss Prendergast, he would forget, and include mg in the conversation. One thing I remarked as strange, however, and that was that, though I had joined them, and rode entirely with them, he did not attempt to intro- duce me to the lady, with him, and seemed an- noyed" when she spoke to me, which she did at the end of the first run, probably induced to do so froin having pbseiwed the good place I and my old friend. Blackfoot kept during the run. . It was .very odd of Claude, and I determined to ask him the reason of it at the first opportunity. • As . we I'ode slowly home that evening after the hunt. Miss Prendergast said, suddenly, " There is a Mr. Egerton in your regiment, is there not ?" • "Yes, but he is on duty at present," I replied, before Claude had time to answer. "Do you know him ?" "He was very ill in our house last autumn,'' she answered. "How is he liked in the regi- ment?" "He is a good sort of fellow,"! said; "very easy-going and good-natured — too much so, in fact. I have a kind of idea he will get into trouble some day, simply from not being able to say no. >, He is a clever fellow too, and does ev- ery thing well. • He and I are great chums ; but I wish he had a little more backbone to his char- acter." ■ "We liked him very much," answered Mabel, in a little sharp, decisive manner. "We have asked him to come and see us whenever he gets leave. " 78 OUR DETACHMENT. Claude looked at her a little quickly, and, as I almost fancied, jealously, as she said this ; in- deed it had struck me my lord was particularly attentive that day — much more so than the young lady required, she heing fully as well able to take care of herself as he was of himself. It was not that he seemed the least bit in love with her; no, there was nothing devotional in his manner ; simply it showed admiration, and that she certainly deseiTed in more ways than one. She looked perfectly charming in her neat-fit- ting habit, and after a hard run, when we were all glowing with heat, and panting from our ex- ertions, she was prettier than ever, with the faint flush called there by exercise tingeing her usual- ly pale face. Then her riding was perfection ; it was a pleasure to see a powerful, headstrong an- imal so easily handled, and so submissive, with all his strength and spirits, to the light hand that guided him. No place was too big for her ; yet, as she told me herself, she never rode for a fall, thinking truly that a lady should never run risks, however hard she is riding. "Not that I wou?d be afraid of a fall, Mr. Darrell," she add- ed ; " and were I a man, I should not care how many I got. But gentlemen are so horrified at the sight — and indeed it does look dangerous — that one is often obliged to be more careful than one would wish." " You are not troubled with too much careful- ness, at least," I laughed. "Do you ever refuse a place. Miss Prendergast ?" "Oh!" she said; smiling, "thaf is a home question, and I really do not know what I should dootlany other horse; but 'Stole Away' has never found any thing too much for him yet, so I hope he never may, and ride at many a place on that chance that I would not look at on any other horse. Even my second hunter, 'Hold Hard,' is not to be trusted as he is." ',' I do not like ladies hunting generally, "broke in Claude ; "they are very apt to put themselves in the way, and to spoil one's pleasure : but when they do it as well as you. Miss Prendergast, I must acknowledge I like to see them out. ■ You never look blown, or pulled, or disordered, and, above all, never seem in danger, no matter where you go ; that is certainJy a great satisfaction to your escort. Besides, you do not keep him be- hind, every one must allow." "Mattery," laughed Mabel Prendergast. But I, watching her pretty face, and admiring its puz- zling variety of expression, could see she looked pleased, and blushed slightly. " I do not ride," she went on, "for admiration, or that yon may praise me ; only because it is like the breath of life to me to feel a good horse bounding under me, to glide over the springing turf in a stretch- ing gallop, and feel the rush of the breathless leap. Whatever troubles and annoyances sur- round and harass me in daily life, let me but feel myself in the saddle, with an impatient steed champing his bit, and arching his neck to my hand, and I am gay and happy again. Trou- blesome thoughts can not intrude when canter- ing over a grass country, under a soft gray sky, and with a balmy south wind fanning your cheek. It is glorious ! And those who do not care for it lose one of the keenest enjoyments in life." So we chatted on, till I came to a cross-road that led back to Longhurst, and then we sepa- rated; Claude and Miss Prendergast pursuing their tete-Mfite ride back to the Castle. Lady Eeversham was well pleased with the good understanding that evidently existed be- tween them. When, tired and draggled, they met her in the great hall, Claude's manner was most attentive to Mjss Prendergast. If it was more courteous than warm, her ladyship did not take notice of so trifling a departure from the course she wished. "All is going smoothly, it seems," she said to herself, while dressing for dinner. "What a clever girl Mabel is! Now I should never have thought that escorting her out hunting would have such an effect. With ^many men it would have produced directly contrary feelings. It only- shows how good a wife she will make him, when she understands his character so perfectly. ■ It is very stupid of her to persist, however, that her match with him is broken off — that she will not have him ; for though I have not a doubt she will change her mind as soon as he asks her, yet it womes me, and prevents me nrginghim about it just yet." Notwithstanding which reflection, she asked him into her boudoir next morning after break- fast, while Mabel was out in the greenhouse gath- ering flowers, and said to him, "I am glad to see, Claude, that you and Ma- bel get on so well together. I hope you do not mean to treat the poor girl badly." He laughed. " Depend upon it, mother, Mabel Prendergast is well able to take care of herself. I do not think it would be in any one's power to break her heart, because, if she has one, she will con- trive never to give it till her fish is hooked. She is a very charming girl, I must allow ; clever, in- telligent, and amusing ; always a lady, yet with a dash of originality. But I think, after all, she is much more likely to use me ill, than ever like^ ly to give me opportunity of so using her." "Do not be foolish, Claude," answered his mother; "you know what I mean, and what has always been considered a settled thing be- tween the Prendergasts and us. I allude to your marriage with Mabel. She, of course, poor girl; looks upon it as an engagement, having been brought up entirely with that view ; so, before paying her any more attention, you should decide on the course you intend to pur- sue." "My dear mother, do not be unreasonable," he replied. "If you are so anxious I should marry, why did you interfere to prevent a match that offered me eveiy prospect of happiness ? for I can not help thinking that your letter must have had some influence in preventing her tak- ing me. I feel a conviction she liked me, and, had you been favorable, I should be happier now than I ever am likely to be again. If I ever mar- ry — and I suppose J must some day,. for the sake of the name and title — it may as well be Miss Prendergast as .any one else ; only you must give me time, and do not be in a hurry; for, if I thought I could in any way alter Miss Bam- bridge's decision, no other woman alive should have a look or a word from me that could be construed into a lover's attentions." "Yes, but you see Miss Bambridge will not have you," his mother answered ; " so you might just as well oblige me and take this girl, that I OUR DETACHMENT. 79 have always intended for you. Will yon not do Bueh a little thing to please me, Claude- dear? I haye never thought any trouble too much, so long as I was furthering your interests, and I think you might repay me by this small sacrifice now." "A small sacrifice, do you call it?" he said; with a harsh laugh ; "it is only that of my love and my life's happiness, and yet you think you have a, right to demand it. So be it, then. I ■will think over the matter; but I warn you it may be months or years before I make up my mind to take the fatal step." Poor Claude! having made this half promise, he stepped out into the garden on his way down to the stables.- Presently, as he walked, he be- came aware that Mabel -ivas hurrying after him. He. heard her step, but did not turn to look, and angry as he was with his mother, himself, and her as the cause of all, he quickened his pace, and soon knew he was leaving her behind. Then a feeling of compunction began to steal over him ; after all, it -^^as not the fault of the girl that his mother should consider her a good match, and desire him to marry her; it was not ci^•il his ■walking away, from her. Perhaps she wanted his assistance or help in. something. The moment this idea struck him he halted, and facing about, saw Mabel walking slowly after liim at some distance, and carrying in her hand a beautiful bunch of hot-house flowers, -which she arranged with dai attention to color and form as. she walked. > r She did not look up until she was close beside ]iim, and then as he stepped toward her she start- ed a little, and said : " I had no idea"yon were so near ; I saw you passing through the garden just nowj and knew you were going to the stables.- I thought per- haps you. would take me with you, as I want to see 'Stole Away,' after his run yesterday, and do not like going alone ; but you walked so fast, I thought I should never overtake you." "I saw you, and stopped," he explained ; and tliten they walked on together to see the horses, and satisfy themselves they were all right after yesterday 's.exertions. As they walked back together Claude looked at Mabel, and listened to her merry sallies, won- dering whether this beautiful, clever girl might be his if he chose. His mother said so, yetsome- how he fancied the girl thought differently, and would give him no opportunity of proposing, even if he wished to do so. Her manner was friend- ly, but there was a kind of line drawn in her ad- vances, that seemed to say, "I am -willing to be your companion up to a certain point, but not be- yond." He admired her all the more for that ; it was such a relief to feel that here at least he was not expected to commit himself, that he yielded to the . enjoyment of such a feeling, and really made more advance in the line, his mother wish- ed than he ever would have done had the girl been sentimental and self-conscious. So things went on for a week or two, Claude admiring his beautiful, lively companion more and more every day, feeling vely- friendly toward her, but not a bit lover-like ; at the same time often thinking, " Wellj if I must marry somed.iy, and cap not have the one I care for, this girl Mabel -will at least make me n beautiful- and -pleasant wife ; one of whom I may bej.pl'oud, and with whom I can get on well, even though I may not be pas- sionately attached to her." Mabel was far too keen an observer of charac- ter not to perceive very soon the state of his feel- ings. Lady Pevershara having told her of their conversation and his half promise, she began to reflect that she was placed in an awkward po- sition, as it was quite possible he might at any time take it into his head to obey his mother's commands and propose to her. Much as she had once wished for this, it did not now suit her at all; hel- love for young Egerton was as fresh and strong as ever, but her ambition was even more active. If she could be certain her betrothed had it in him to be a great and successful man, she could be true to him, and wait for him, years if necessary ; but if it was not so, then she felt she had it in her to throw him over, even at the expense of many a pang, for Lord Feversham's assured position. She could not make up her mind to do so yet ; she must wait and see how matters went ; in the mean time it was quite pos- sible to keep him by her, working on his feelings, if possible exciting him to love her, but preventJ ing any actual explanation until she had herself decided what course to pursue. She became more friendly than ever with him after she decided thus; she walked and rode with him, played and sang to him, courted him sometimes, laughed at arid scouted him at others, till an interest was raised in his heart that close- ly resembled love, though after all it was only a counterfeit of the real thing. He sometimes sighed when he thought of Gwendoline Bam- bridge, and wondered if this feverish infatuation for Mabel Prendergast would ever obliterate her image from his mind. His mother saw with ap- proval that Claude's manner to the heiress was to- tally changed. Now he was never from her side if she was staying at the Castle; if she was at The Poplai'S'he rode over nearly every day, and when he had'no excuse for going there he was restless and uneasy. Still, when she urged him to speak out and ask the decisive question, he would shake his head and declare she gave him no op- portunity to do so. "Indeed I think she is right," he would con- tinue, "for though I admire her more than any woman but one I ever saw, and though I am fond enough of her in an uncertain way, yet it is not an affection with any repose in it. I never feel sure of her for two minutes together, and some- times think that if I was given ray choice of hav- ing her for my wife or forgetting her altogether, I would prefer the latter course." Thus matters went on quietly until Cecil Eger- ton came to The Poplars on leave. It was near Claude's time for returning to his regiment, and he was making the most of his stay by spending it constantly with the Prendergasts. The very day after Egerton arrived, when Peversham rode up for his daily visit, the first sight that greeted his eyes was the slight, well-proportioned figure of his subaltern. Both men looked at each other mistrustfully, and seemed to divine instinctively that they were rivals ; only there was no uncertainty in Cecil's case to sharpen his jealousy : no — even that very morning he had held his loved one in his arms, and she had whispered fondly that he was more dear to her than ever. He permitted a feeling of amusement to dart through his mind, therefore; 80 OUB DETACHMENT. ns his captain rode up, and he advanced to meet him. " You here, Egerton ?" asked Feversham, with nn assumption of fiiendliness he did not feel, " I did not know you were expected so soon. " "I had promised Mrs. Prendergast my first visit should be here," he answered ; , "so as soon as I got leave I came on straight. I did not know you lived so near, or rather I had forgot- ten it." lie said this in a confused manner, as he re- membered the scene last autumn, when he first became acquainted with Lord Feversham's being a neighbor of the Prendergasts. It was a scene that ended happily for him, yet he could not help remembering he had been jealous then; and at the thought he seemed to feel a return of the for- gotten sensation. Just then Mabel appeared on the steps in her riding-habit. She colored when she saw Claude, but advanced to him without embarrassment, and explained that she and Mr. Egerton were going out for a ride — " in which I hope you will join us," she continued, with her most winning smile. If she wished it truly, Cecil did not, and he scowled ferociously on his senior when he accept- ed the invitation. Claude, however, was too busy talking to Mabel to notice this, and just then the horses were led up. It has been said that since Cecil joined the army his uncle had allowed him to keep a horse ; but though an animal was thus provided for him, Egerton had never cared much about riding, and had not become a very experienced horseman. He looked very well on the road, if the animal was gentle and well-trained, but, as we were all well aware, he knew nothing about riding across country^in fact had probably never taken a jump in his life. He was perfectly mounted that day, on Mabel's hack Bonnibell, and enjoyed himself very much as he rode along, almost ignoring his captain's presence, and monopolizing a large share of the conversation. Now Peversham, with nil his many good qual- ities, was inclined to be rather impatient, and perhaps a trifle overbearing, when any one inter- fered with his plans or amusements. He was greatly nettled at Cecil's accompanying them, and still more at the favor with wnich Mabel treated him. Besides, he had always enter- tained a slight contempt for his handsome sub- altern, who had not sufficient strength of charac- ter to fight his way in the world with the ener- gy and persistence that distinguished other men in the battle of life. He felt, therefore, the less compunction at trying to oust the young man from the position he evidently occupied in Ma- bel's regard. He knew that perhaps the quick- est and easiest way by which to weaken a lover's hold on a woman's mind is to make him appear lidiculous, not only in her eyes — that she might possibly forgive — but also in the eyes of other people. If he could contrive to put Egerton in some absurd scrape, in which he would show up badly, he was sure a girl like Mabel Prendergast would pay very little more attention to him. In this surmise he^exliibited more knowledge of this' particular, woman's character than could by any means have been expected from a man, and a great deal less knowledge of his subaltern than can be accounted for, except by remember- ing tiiat he had been accustomed to think of the young man as a kind of amiable nonentity not worth studying. It must not be imagined that Feversham de- liberately set himself to consider how he could put Egerton in a ridiculous position, and thus make him unworthy of notice in the eyes of a woman for whom he evidently felt something warmer than mere admiration, which was the name by which Feversham designated Ma feel- ings ; but it ilashed on him suddenly, not only that he should like to eclipse Egerton, who was in his way, but also that the means and method of doing it with such a girl as Mabel Prender- gast were ready and open before him. It was infallible that a girl who rode as she did should feel a .little contempt for a man who could not ride. Egerton looked very well on the road, but none knew better than Claude how he would probably appear across a country. Before he had time to consider his thought twice he acted upon it. "At any rate," he thought, "I will have it all my own way to-morrow." And he forthwith asked Mabel if she would accompany him to the hunt at Moorsfield next day. "I did intend," she answered, " to have rid- den to the meet with Mr. Egerton, taking James to follow me in the field ; but if you will join us at the cross-roads, we can ride on together, and I shall be glad of your escort when the hunting begins. Mr. Egerton does not feel quite np to crossing conntry yet." "I do not know," cried Cecil, whose blood was beginning to get up at the thought of Lord Feversham escorting his betrothed, with the most favorable opportunities for making himself agreei- able constantly presenting themselves. ' ' I think if I tried I could do it. Suppose we attempt something now, and, if I get on well, there is uo reason why I should not follow to-morrow." Claude pricked up his ears at this proposition — it gave him such a good opportunity for pla- cing the man he felt must be his rival in a ridicu- lous light ; for it was hardly possible he could es- cape getting a tumble, if Claude chose the places big and made the pace fast. "A very good idea, Egerton," he cried, look- ing out, as he spoke, for something snfBciently difiioult to try the learner's powers to the utmost. "What do you say to this bank. Miss Prender- gast, then over the gate at the end of the field, and so on up to the top of the hill, where there is a bridle-path that leads down to the road again ? It will make a nice little steeple-chase ; and this bank is so easy it is almost a walk over." " I hardly know what to say," Mabel answered, feeling perfectly sure Cecil would come to grief, and thinking she had much rather he did not make a fool of himself before the captain. " How- ever," she went on, "if Mr. Egerton wishes it, I have no objection to make. Bonnibell can jump as well ns trot, and you will find her perfectly safe. All you have to do is to stick on. " Egerton replied eagerly, quite forgetful of the foolish appearance he would make if unsuccess- ful before Lord Feversham's sarcastic eyes, , "Do let ns try. I should like it of all things, and feel as if I could.do wonders." "Indeed you do* not seem as if you wanted jumping power," answered Claude, half-admir- ingly, for he could not help being struck by the young fellow's pluck. "At it we go, then 1" and OUE DETACHMENT. 81 turning his horse, he went quietly over the bank to the other side. It was little more than a walk over, as he had said, and Cecil, following Mabel's advice, and leaving the reins entirely to Bonnibell, got over very easily, being hardly stirred in his saddle. Then they all rattled up the pasture, in high spir- its with the excitement of the rapid motion, and, in Cecil's case, with the consciousness that be had made a good beginning. The next fence, however, was of a very differ- ent character — being a ditch, a thorn hedge, and flight of ox-rails on the far side. The gate, al- though strong and stiff, promised a better exit, and for it they made accordingly, allowing Claude to go first, in order that Cecil might see from his example what it was necessary he should do. " She is very good at timber," said Mabel to Egerton, just as Claude cleared the gate. " Steady her a little till she is close to it, then give her her head. I will follow you." He went at it manfully, though with some mis- givings ; his fears were realized, for though the clever little mare hopped over it like a bird her rider lost his balance, and after clutching fran- tically at the pommel of the saddle, and then at her neck, measured his length on the soft sloppy ground. A very rueful spectacle he presented as he got np and shook the wet from his clothes. When lie looked around him, he saw Feversham had just succeeded in catching the mare, and was bringing her up to him, while on the other side of the gate Mabel was watching him with anx- ious eyes. He thought she was afraid he had been hurt, and walked toward his horse quick- 1}', to show that he was uninjured ; but, if tho truth must be told, her cause of anxiety was dif- ferent. She saw Claude Feversham choking with suppressed laughter, which was not unnatural, as the upset, and Egerton's frantic effort to save himsdf, had been sufficiently ludicrous, and a fear dawned upon her that Cecil might object to go- ing on with his ride, for fear of another accident. In that case she knew what a fine story Claude would make out of the aftiiir, a story that would notredound to the credit of his subaltern in the regiment, and that would, she could not help feel- ing, affect her liking for. him very severely. For ridicule has the most wonderful power in clearing away the veil love casts over the eyes, even when the one whose eyes are thus opened Is not as ambitious a young lady as Mabel Pren- dergast.. She watched, therefore, with a beating heart while he mounted, intending then to cross the gate, and, if he was still willing, continue their ride over the field ; but before she had time to carry out her intentions, she saw Egerton gath- . er up his reins and ride back again toward her, with a determined air and bearing that delighted her, and raised him tenfold in her esteem. Feversham called to him to stop. "Let ns come on to the next fence," he said ; " that gate is too high for schooling over." But the only answer he received was the heavy thud of the mare's feet in the soft ground, and the next mo- ment she was over the gate like a bird, and landed this time with her rider on her back, though it could not be said his attitude ivas very gi-aceful. That did not matter. Mabel was proud of his determination, and praised him freely as they -went back to Claude, doing the leap this time in 6 fine style, Egerton getting more into the thing every turn. As for Feversham, he felt disappointed. He could not .help acknowledging that, for so inex- perienced a rider, his subaltern had made a very good beginning ; he had shown pluck and deter- mination not to be beaten, besides a great apti- tude for the noble science of horsemanship. Claude began to admit there was more in his junior than he had ever been disposed to allow, and that after all he was not an unlikely fellow to please a girl's fancy. This was not at all sat- isfactory to Claude, who, now that his leave was so nearly up, and that he had to return the next day but one, found himself more intrigui about tliis incomprehensible girl than he would have liked to acknowledge even to himself. He did not feel the same true, deep love fpr her that he did for Gwendoline Bambridge, blit slie perplexed and interested him ; and now that the real object of his affections was not attaina- ble, he felt a wish to monopolize this girl and keep her for his own, a wish slie seemed by no means inclined to allow him to carry out. Egerton, staying in the house with her, would have every thing his own way ; he had even suc- ceeded in taking the edge off the weapon of ridi- cule with which the captain had calculated on annihilating his pretensions forever. As they turned their horses' heads homeward, Claude Fev- ersham began to think his mother made a little too sure of the heiress ; and this thought made her seem to him a much more desirable prize than she had ever done before. It is probable that if he had had the chance then, he would have pnt the important question to her without further dallyiiig; but she, as if aware of what was passing in his mind, divided her attentions with laudable equality between her two cavaliers — taking care that neither of them left her side for an instant, and feeling, as she went up to her room on her return, more puzzled than ever what distinctive course to take, and more pleased and proud of Cecil than she had ever been before. She knew that Claude Fev^ ersham only waited an opportunity to ask her to marry him ; that opportunity she was determined he should not have next day at the hunt; the day after he must join his regiment, which would relieve her of anxiety for a good time to come. Indeed she might then feel herself safe till they should meet in London in the spring. She succeeded in settling matters just as she had laid out in her own mind, giving Claude no chance of speaking to her privately at the hunt, and bestowing a good deal of friendly encourage- ment on Cecil, who rode in dashing style, until his horse got pumped, which, the run being a se- vere one, and he having no experience, happened early in the day. His fault, however, was mere- ly want of knowledge when to spare his horse, and when to let him out, an ignorance that Ma- bel very easily forgave him, in consideration of the really brilliant style of his performance, as long as he could live with the hounds. As they were returning home, all three togeth- er — Cecil on getting his second horse having man- aged better, the run not being so severe — his an- imal got a stone in its foot, and while he got down to knock it out, the other two rode on slowly. They had only a minute or two together, but even in that short time Claude managed to say, "I 82 OUR DETACHMENT. have to join to-morrow ; I fear I shall not see you again till we meet in London, in the spring." "I suppose not," she answered, trying not to look glad, which in truth she was, as she found two lovers rather hard to manage. "I am sor- ry you are going," she added, with more polite- ness than truth. "Dare I liope you will not forget me before we meet again ?" he asked, bending toward lier, as he heard the hoof-strokes of Egerton's horse close behind them. "How could I?" she murmured, with a de- lightful blush ; "we have had so many happy days together. Oh ! Mr. Egerton, is it you ? What was the matter ?'' When Mabel went up to dr^s for dinner that evening she gave a long sigh of relief, like one who has escaped a danger ; as she smiled at her reflection in the glass, while her maid brushed and coiled up lier hair, she said to herself, "It was touch-and-go that time ; but I am out of it cleverly for the present ; and now for enjoyment. " So she took especial pains with her toilet, andwent down stairs, quite prepared to work her poor young lover into a still greater state of in- fatuation, if that were possible. "Miss Mabel is a queer young lady, surely," soliloquized the Abigail, as she tidied up her young mistress's I'oom ; "she is carrying on now with his lordship and this young gentleman, and which it's to be I'm blest if I know — perhaps she couldn't tell herself— but it is my belief they are both a sight too. good for her, for she is the art- fullest piece ever stepped ; not to say but she is good-natux'ed, and gives her maid lots of good dresses." I was some time at home before I saw Claude more than once or twice ; he was so fully occu- pied with Miss Prendergast that he had no time to come and look me up, and whenever I went there he was sure to be out. I g.ivo him up after one or two attempts to meet him, contenting my- self by obsemng that I should see enough of him when I went bach. But though I did not see him I heard quite enough abont his goings on to convince me, if Gwendoline Bambridgo was not forgotten, it was at least something very like it. With me it was not so : I did not mope ; that would have been useless and foolish. I did what I had to do, and amused myself to the best of my ability ; but I suppose I must have been gi'aver and more seri- ous than my wont, for one day my mother asked me what was the matter with me. " You are not at all like what you used to be, Vivian. All your gay spirits seem gone, and sometimes you give me the idea of a sober, mid- dle-aged man, instead of a boy not yet nine- teen." I need not say I was fond of my mother ; she was beautiful, and had spoiled me with a kind of judicious spoiling, if there is such a thing, ever since I could remember. She never refused me any thing it was possible I could have, and it now struck me I would tell her my troubles and sor- rows, and see what help she could give me. If she disapproved of my love, at any rate I should be no worse placed than I was before, and if she was inclined to help me, I had such unbounded confidence in her powers, that it almost seemed as if every thing would then come round. I an- swered, " You are right, mother dear ; I am not very happy just at present, but I think yon will hardly guess the cause. " "Do you think I am so blind, my boy, as not to know the symptoms ?" she replied, passing her white hand through my arm. ' ' Come into the conservatory — we shall be more comfortable there — and I will tell you my guess at the cause of the change in you. You can tell me if I am right. The fact is, my son found he had a heart just as he lost it ; is it not so ?" " You are right, dearest," I answered ; " but she will not have me ; you know that too, I sup- pose ; but very likely you do not know her rea- son for refusing me." "Refusing you!" she repeated after me, with a slight inflection of pride in her voice, as though she would say, who has dared to do this to my son ? "What were her motives ?" she question- ed, anxiously. . " She liked Claude Feversham, I think, moth- er, though •she refused him too. He was desper- ately in love with her then, and I never could make out why she would not have him ; but now they say all over the county that he is after Miss Prendergast." " I liave heard that report," answered my moth- er, "and I am sure Lady Peversham would like such a match. Miss Prendergast being a great friend of hers ; but whether he is false to his first love or not at present has little bearing on your case, as you say she refused you. Now, my dear boy, listen to me. Many mothei's would be great- ly alarmed and distressed by what you have just told me, and would do all in their power to pre- vent it ; it is not so with me, and I know your father thinks as I do. Your happiness has al- ways been our great object, and if you truly love this girl, far from throwing obstacles in your way, we would give you every assistance in our power, always supposing she is a lady. Indeed I feel sure you would not love one wlio was not such ; but you are too young, my child, to tliink of such things at present, and she, it appeal's, will not have you. Wait a little, and then urge your suit again if you see a prospect of success ; if not, turn away from the vain pursuit, and devote yourself to duty and work. It will be hard at firet, but wo will help you, and occupation will take the sting out of the disappointment before very long. You are so young still," she added, with tears in her eyes, " it can not be that your life is blight- ed." I kissed her for her pitying words, and thought how happy I was to have such a mother... There was that poor fellow Claude — he might have been happy now had Lady Feversham acted thus. As to her advice, it pointed out the only course I could pursue; and one thing at least was certain, that if I could win over Gwendoline I wbiUd have no oppositon from the powers at home. CHAPTER XVII. ON THE ICE. I DID not spend all my leave at home, but, af- ter a week or two there, returned to Belmurphy,de- termined, now the field was clear, to do the most I coald quietly to obtain Gwendoline's favor, or at least find out for certain who my rival was. It was a sparkling, frosty \Yinter's day when I OUK DETACHJIENT. 83 again stood on the steps of the hotel at Belmur- phy, and strolling, as of old, into the billiard-room, found there several officers of the 14:4th, who had replaced us in the little country town. They took no notice of me when I entered, and I, while waiting for the car I had ordered to go and call on the Bambridges, lounged about watch- ing their play, and criticising their manners and appearance. They were fine-looking men, two of them very handsome, and, I could not help thinking, must present a great contrast, in the eyes of the inhab- itants, to the rather shady appearance of our lot. To be sure, Feversham was as fine a looking man as you would see anywhere, but Ussher was in- significant and married, and all the rest of us were more or less juvenile and' unmanly looking. Suddenly I heard one of them, whotfi the oth- ers called Fortescue, exclaim, "I say, I wonder who will be at the Bam- bridges' to-morrow ? The entertainment is to be skating on the lake, and dancing in the even- ing. Awfully jolly I am sure it will be; and those girls are such fun, though they say here the eldest has fallen oif in her looks. " "Never was as good-looking as her sister," cried another. "I willback Clarissa against the county. You will see there will be nothing there to-morrow to beat her." "Awfully slow, this frost," went on Fortescue ; "just as one had got one's hunters into order. Skating is all very well, but give me hunting — and by Jove ! this is the place to do it in. Did you ever see ladies ride so straight before, and so many of them ?" "Yes,they certainly seem to know how to do it," answered another ; " but I think skating and dancing at the Bambridges' will not be a bad substitute." ; ' ■ ' ' Just th^ my car was ready, and I walked off, hearing Fortescue say as I went out : " Nice-looking little chap, that ; I do not know who he is. Waiter, who is that ?'■ "The Hon. Vivian Dairell, your honor,'' re- plied that functionary, with a grin. "He was one of the officers of the last regiment that was quartered here, and he is going to Endley now, sir." How this intelligence was received I do not know, and did not care either ; I .congratulated myself as I drove along on having been so very fortunate as to drop in just when some little gay- ety was going on. The frost had been very severe for some time; the roads were white and hard as iron, and the tramp of the horses' feet and the jingling of the harness rang out memly on the still air as we trotted along. My spirits rose as each well-re- membered mile-stone flew by, and before we got to Endley I had almost forgotten all my sorrows and disappointment in the thought that I was once more near her, and should soon gaze on her sweet face again. They were all in, and delighted to see me, but I could not help, even in my joy, noticing how altered Gwendoline had become. It was not that she was less beautiful — in fact I do not think she ever could have appeared so to me — butthe gay insouciance of her expression was gone, her eyes were deeper and more mournful, while round the mouth a dejected look was visible at times that I never remembered remarking there before. As I noticed this, I thought indignantly of Claude as I had last seen -him, flushed with the excitement of the hunt, and pleased with his beautiful companion. I'eople tell you it is always so with us men : when the object of our affections is not by, we content ourselves with whatever in the shape of amusement is near at hand. It may be so with some — of that I can not judge — ^^only I know it was not thus with me. Of course I di) not mean to -say that the rush and skurry of a clipping run would not put all thoughts of heav- en and earth out of my mind except the one busi- ness before me, or that a hot corner at a battue would not occupy me to the entire exclusion of every other idea ; but once these moments of breathless excitement were over, the remembrance of all I had hoped for and lost would rush upon me, and sober even the brilliant recollections of my late achievements. On this poor girl the trial had told severely ; she had no thrilling pursuits to divert her mind from mental grief by exposing her to bodily peril ; all she could do was to sit and brood over her troubles, perhaps rendering them far greater than they really were by the power of imagination. Clarissa was lively as ever, and paid me great attention, desiring me to be sure and come early to their party next day. Then slie cried, after a, minute's pause, "Have you seen our new defenders ?" "I saw them in the billiard-room an hour or two ago," I answered, "but I know none of theni. • I heard the names of two as they talked to each other — Fortescue and Beresford. Very fine-looking men they seem to be." "Yes," she cried, laughing ; "do not yo;i think so ? But you have not heard the story connected with them. It appears some young lady from Belmurphy wrote to their colonel, as soon as it was known they were under orders for this place, requesting him to send fine, tall, hand- some fellows — men, in fact. (Complimentary to- you who had just left, was it not ?) However, he was good-natured, and sent us down these good- looking specimens. The flower of the flock, I. call them, as no doubt they are picked men." I laughed. " That is a good story. Miss Clarissa. Where did you hear it ?" "Oh! it is true, I assure yon," she replied, nodding her head, gravely; "and don't you go Miss Ciarissaing me, or I shall call j-ou Mr. Dar- rell. Such old chums as we are need not stand on ceremony." So she rattled away until it- was time for me to leave, when she rushed to the window and watched me off with an intense appearance of interest ; but no sooner was I out of sight than she turned to her sister with a comical half-sigh. "Dear me! how foolish I was ever to fancy myself in love with that little pet, Vivian! He is as nice as can be, and my especial darling ; but at the same time, I would rather have Captain Foitescue's little finger than Madcap's whole body. And the darling is just as madly in love with you as ever, Gwen. 'That is what brought him here to-day. I wish you could reward his constancy. But there — I will not say any thing more about it if it pains you. Come out and have a little skating ; it is not too late for a turn . " Next day I drove out rather early, as I had been requested, and helped to get the dancing- 84: OUE DETACHMENT. room into oviler, under Miss Clarissa's directions, wlio, I suspect, gave me infinitely more trouble than was necessary, while Gwendoline interposed now and then to save me from my lively tor- mentor. "Now then, Gwen," she cried at last, "I am going to play you a waltz, and do you try the floor with Vivian. If you pass it, I may be pret- ty sure it is perfection. " So saying she dashed off into a swinging measure, and, before I had time almost to know what I was doing, I was gliding down the room with her I loved, in long, easy steps that seemed to realize one's idea of floating upon air. Bound and round we went, when suddenly the door opened, and General Bambridge came in, followed by the 14:4th men, who laughed, at the expression of our faces as we stopped, breath- less with the pace, and intensely surprised at the interruption. In a few minutes I had made thsir acquaint- ance. We were soon good friends, and set out toward the lake, where a space had been prepared for skating, and where many people had already assembled. It was a beautiful day, clear, cold, and crisp. The sun was bright in the cloudless heavens, but it was freezing bitterly still in the shade. The dark shadows of the mountains lay on the smooth, glassy surface of the frozen lake, and they themselves, wild, rugged, and stern, towered over our heads, exhibiting every variety of light and shade on their craggy sides. In the foreground the bright dresses of the ladies, their fur coats, and dainty hats drawn low over arch, smiling faces, heightened the effect of the picture, and caused us to pause once or twice on our.way down the hill leading to the spot, in order that we might the better contemplate the scene. Soon we joined ihem, and then all was hustle, confusion, and laughter: gentlemen buckling on ladies' skates ; ladies essaying to balance them- selves for the first time, and nearly pulling down their assistant swains ; chairs, occupied and un- occupied, being pushed over the ice — every thing was merry and full of life, and I was honored with the office of assisting Gwendoline to buckle on her skates. They must have been more than usually troublesome, I think, for I remember kneeling before her, and holding a long and pleasant conversation in that devotional position, looking up into her deep, sad eyes, that had brightened a little for me. At last they were on, and away we glided among the busy throng, in which we presently got separated, and I amused myself watching her as she glided gracefully through the crowd. After a time she left the place where the ice had been swept and prepared, gliding off among the rougher ground, and gradually getting clear of the other skaters. I had just noticed this, and had determined to follow her as soon as I coi\ld shake off the young lady with whom I was talk- ing, when a loud crack was heard, Gwendoline's figure seemed to totter and waver for a minute, and the next moment sank from sight. A cry, shrill and terrible in its agony, burst from her as the broken fragments iioated over the spot where she had been, and active skaters from every part glided with maiTelous rapidity toward the place. But love lent me wings, and I was first there. How I got in I know not, nor how I found her or brought her to the edge, and supported her till she was taken from me. Then I believe I fell back into the water, and was. only rescued myself with difficulty. But all this is a blank to me, and the next thing I remember is lying on a bed in a strange room, with anxious faces bend- ing over me, and such painful sensations over- powering me that I longed to call out, "Let me alone, to die quietly ! " ' But I could not have spoken if I would ; and, almost as soon as 'I had seen them, the grave faces faded away from before my eyes, and I was once more unconscious. Next time I came to myself I was considerably easier, and smiled at Clarissa, whose eager face I discerned peeping in at the door. ' ' You are better ! " she cried, seeing me look at her. "I will go and tell Gwendoline; she is so very anxious. " I was tired then, and slept for many hours ; I think it was next day before I became thor- oughly conscious of eveiy thing around me. Then Gwendoline came in to see me, thanked me with tears and smiles for having saved her life, and told me she had recovered very soon, not having been long under water ; but as she was being drawn out I sank, got under, the ice, arid was not recovered for so long that they had almost despaired of my ever being brought to life again. Fortunately Dr. Brown was there, and under his care, after an hour of anxious watching, I began to give signs of vitality. Af- ter this I was very weak, and unable to move for a day or two, during which time Gwendoline de- voted all her energies to amuse and beguile the weary hours I had to pass as an invalid. One day she asked me where Lord Feversh- am was now ; then some evil spirit tempted me to try and advance my cause at his expense, and I answered : "He was at home until quite lately, but his place- is a good way from ours, and I only saw him one day, when he was escorting Miss Pren- dergast, the heiress, out hunting.". Gwendoline started, and her color came and went fitfully as she replied, " What is she like, this Miss Prendergast ?" "Very pretty," I answered; "some people admire her immensely, and she certtiinly is a splendid rider. They say in our county her peo- ple intend her to marry Claude, and he seems to pay her a good de.<\l of attention." I could have killed m3'self the next minute for having uttered those words, when I saw what an effect they produced on her. , Her whole face, even to her lips, turned pale, and she turned away ; then, before I had time to think or speak, the color mounted again hotly to cheek and brow, while, looking at me, she said, decidedly, "I do not believe it; you do not know what you are talking of. Claude Peversham is farther above those who slander him in constancy, truth, and patience than they can even dream of. You do not know the man you malign, or you would surely refrain from speaking against him, and laying to his charge things of which he is incapa- ble. Do not talk to me again like this ; yon have almost made me forget what yon did for me, and why you are now lying there ill. Forgive me," she went on, holding out her hand; "you tried me too far, and I fear I have been hard on you. " I kissed the hand she held to me passionately. OUR DETACHMENT. 85 yet wearily, for I fdt the barrier was as gi-eat as ever between us, and I could not yet hope for success, even if I ever could dare to do so. As for G\yendoline, it was evident she did not believe one word of the report I told her, and was inclined to consider I had caught up some stray remark and exaggerated it thus, through my earnest desire to see her separated entirely from him, and my wish to put myself in his place. She forgave me because I was ill, and had just saved her life ; hut it was evident she was not only pained, but disappointed in me, and became mistrustful. Her suspicion of me grieved me deeply, and I determined that, as soOn as I was able to move, I would return home for the remainder of ray leave ; but it was several days before I could do this, as I had caught cold in consequence of my ducking, and there was a good deal of low fever hanging about me, rendering it imperative I should keep quiet until I was stronger. During the time I remained, Gwendoline seemed to keep a constant watch over every thing I said, as though she feared I might pain her by a repe- tition of what I had before mentioned; but I was on my guard, and kept clear of all danger- ous topics, so that shortly before I went she seem- ed to have i'einstated me in the position I used to occupy in her favor. At parting, the tears stood in her eyes as she said, "Farewell, Vivian ! I shall never forget I owe my life to you." In another moment she was gone, and I was slowly saying good-bye to the rest of the fnmily, in the hope she might re- turn before I left. After dawdling some time, I was obliged to get on my car without seeing her, and drive off in a hurry, for fear of being late for the train. CHAPTER XVIII. MISUNDERSTANDINGS. I HAVE said that when Claude was out hunt- ing that day with Cecil Egerton and Miss Pren- dergastjhis leave was nearly up, and that he went to Dublin next day. I Was at Belmurphy for some time after, but when I did return to the regiment, of course the first thing I thought of doing wils of going to see him. I had arrived at my quarters rather late in the evening, and when I went dowii to the anteroom I found Claude was out, though a good many of my other friends were there, among them, Mayleigh, looking as cunning and ferrety as ever. . I was rather dis- appointed at not seeing Feversham, and asked Mayleigh, who was nearest to me, to tell me where he was. "He has gone out to dinner somewhere," re- plied the little lieutenant; " Feversham has got quite lively, I can tell you, since his visit to En- gland. I used to think he was very spooney about Miss Bambridge, but I suppose I must have been mistaken, for he goes about a good deal, and seems all right. Not that he is a fellow who would show it, if he was ever so hard hit. But there are reports that he is after some heir- ess in England. Is it true ?" "Indeed I can not tell," I replied; "I saw very little of him. Though we live in the same county, our places are so far apart, he might do any thing without our knowledge." I said this, not because I did not tliiuk that in this instance report might be correct; but because •I knew how annoyed Claude would be,' and how angry he would feel with me, with very good reason, if I gave any information on the matter. So I evaded it, and something calling off May- leigli's attention, I escaped any more question- ing. But his words had set me thinking of my cous- in, and I began to remember how very anxious he had been to avoid me, whenever I had met him during our leave, and how very disagreeable his manner had invariably been. It was not like him, for even when most tried by the rivalry that had at one time existed between' us, he had al- ways — when not under the influence of jealous feeling — been most friendly with me: why he should be different now, I could not understand. I in no way inteifered witli his new fancy, and I had not even ventured to allude to it, when speaking to him, so I could not have annoyed him by any chance remark. Of course I was sure a few minutes' explana- tion would dissipate any misunderstanding that could have sprung up between us, and would have been very giieved to think that he, my particular friend and ally, whom I loved for his strong; kind, upright character, should have learned to think badly of me, and to shun me. I fancied that perhaps, when he came back from the place at which he was dining, he would come up to my rooms to see me ; it was what we had often done before, when either of us returned af- ter an absence, and I knew that if this cloud that had been between us had passed away he would come and do so again. Being tired, therefore, I went up to my room, and sat down to dream before a blazing fire. What pleasant things those dreams are, and what a pity it is that.no reality ever comes up to them ! They are dangerous too : they are so apt to make us discontented with life as it is; to make us long for a world much brighter and happier than this one can ever be. I wish I had a chance of being and doing all I can fancy myself being and doing ; but I believe there is a fate follows me, and of late, in my low-spirited moods, I have begun to frame a theory to account for that which is sufliciently discouraging to those whom it con- cerns. It is this: there are in this world a great number of people who, without being very gay or high-spirited — though in many instances tiley are so — have a wonderful power of resistance to the depressing and overwhelming influences of life. They are the men who can never be entirely knocked down, or quelled by any blow, but who, as soon as it has fallen, gather themselves up again for the fight, and if forced to abandon one point turn to another; never yielding, and though knowing when and where they are beaten, not the less for that maintaining the struggle. Nap6leon praised us highly when he said that those Englishmen did not know when they were beaten; and yet I think the courage is higher that continues the battle, knowing it is defeated. The people of whom I have spoken, who vAW not give in, who turn from one standing-point to another, are precisely those on whom the heavi- est trials are laid. "The back is fitted for the burden," we have all heard, and really in cases such as those of which I speak it appears as if the proverb was true. I thought, as I sat by the fire 86 OUll DETACHMENT. dreaming, that there was perhaps something of that tongh power of resistance in me, and that thereby I was fated to the troubles I endured,- and perhaps fitted to bear them ; I hoped so. I had ah'eady experienced one very great sorrow, which I assured myself would be lasting, but I did not mean to let. it crush me ; on the contra- ry, I felt that it would perhaps stir me up to do more and better work than I should ever have effected without such a stimulant. But while thinking over Claude's late conduct, I seemed to feel some slight foreshadowing of sorrow in that quarter also, which I knew would add a little to the burden I already had to bear. Unless your circumstances have been very prosperous, dreaming over the fire, though at first blissful, is almost sure in - the end to give one the blues. I succeeded in working myself into that frame of mind very rapidly, though at inteiTals I used to laugh at myself, and call my- self a fool for giving way to fancies. Is there a great and wise man who can control liis thoughts at all times, putting what is foolish mid useless and bitter away at will ; calling up ]jleasant, kindly, cheerful imaginations in their place? Certainly:! am not such an individual; neither is Claude, I know. I doubt if such a mortal exists, though people often say to those wlio fret over "tiifles light as air," "You should not think about them." The evening passed on as I mused, and still I was alone, though I was sure when it got late that Feversham must have returned : there was 110 help for it, however; he was evidently not coming to see me that night. I wondered what could be the reason of his departure from our old khid custom while I prepared to turn in. I did not see him till next morning on parade, and he was then so markedly and disagreeably distant in his manner, that I knew, whatever the cause of offense was between us, it had grown worse by thinking over, and not better. I was puzzled, and my mind was more occupied trying to discover what could.be the matter than with the business on hand ; so that I received two re- bukes for stupid mistakes before I could concen- trate my attention on my work. I was in Claude's company — he was my captain, as I have said several times — and it was he who now pulled me up for my blunders. I fancied he^poke with greater sharpness and bitterness than I had ever known him do about such matters before, and I am sure far more harshly than when he repri- manded Flower for something similar to what I had done. It seemed to me there was a cold, contemptuous tone in his voice, that if I had been conscious of wrong-doing would have cut me to the quick, that, as It was, nettled and chafed me, and almost made me determine I would make no efforts toward re-establishing the old friendship between us. But I had liked him so much, and I believed him to be so truly noble and upright in his character, that I could not bear he should think badly of me, and therefore was slow to re- linquish the idea of finding out what it was that annoyed him. When parade was over, Claude came to me, and said, in a sharp, business-like tone, "You are subaltern of the day, are you not, Darrell ?" "Yes," I replied ; " is there any thing special to look after?" "I only w.inted to warn you,'' replied Feversh- am, with severity, "that I find discipline has been a great deal too lax . lately, and duty not properly attended to. When we were down in the countiy, I am afraid I was as careless as the rest of you, but I mean to be very strict in future; I thought it right to warn you that I shall ex- pect you to attend to every thing that lies within your duty. If I find you have slurred over any thing, or hurried through any part of your work, I shall be seriously displeased, and shall find means for making you more careful in future. Have you been over the dormitories to-day?" It so happened I had shirked that part of my duty that day. I had often done so before, as it was a task I particularly disliked ; Porter, the battalion orderly-sergeant, had done it, and had reported on it to me. I hesitated, seeing by Claude's face that I was in for a row if I admit- ted the truth, yet of course never for a moment dreaming of not doing so. Such an idea ns that of escaping from an awkward situation by equiv- ocation would never have entered into my head ; what held me silent was sheer vexation and wout der that, out of all the multifarious duties that fall to the lot of the subaltern of the day, he should have hit on the one which I had not only shirked on this particular morning, but which I was most frequently in the habit of shirking. Before I could reply he went on : "You need not take the trouble of concocting an answer. I know that you have not been over the rooms, and will spare you inventing either a plausible tale to excuse your shortcomings, or an equivocation to deceive me." His words were uttered in a tone of withering contempt, and he turned as if to walk away ; but I was mad with passion, both at the words and at the tone in which tliey were uttered ; and for- getting alike that he was my captain, and that he was a strong, full-grown man, while I was but a slight, active lad, I sprang at him, and seized him by' the shoulder, shaking him in my anger, and saying, ' ' How dare you hint I do not speak the truth ? How dare you insinuate I was about to invent any thing to deceive you ?" As soon as he recovered from the first shock of my attack, he pushed me back from him, calmly and firnlly, with an irresistible strength I could not withstand, and answered, " You ask me why I doubt your truth. Must I remind you of the French proverb, ' Qui a menti unefois mentira toujours ?' I should have thought you could understand, without my being obliged to bring by-gones to your memory." I stood and gazed at him, too astonished, too dumfounded, to renew my assault, even had I wished to do so ; but I had no means of chastis- ing him, and my own strength was not adequate to the task. Still I could not allow this insult to pass unpunished, and I determined, the next time we were on leave together, he should render me an account for every dishonoring word he had uttei-ed. As this, my only means of retaliation, dawned on me, I said, "I do not understand to what you allude. Lord Feversham — I think you must be mad; but this I do know, that no man, whether sane or insane, shall nse such words to me without paying for it dearly. In the position we occupy now to each other, I can not treat you as you OUR DETACHMENT. 87 deserve, but when we are next on leave, you must meet the consequences of having so-^6ssly insulted me." . — """^ "It is3.pity-7TSu'3id not remember tlie dif- faresce in our positions a little sooner," he said, dryly. "Fortunately for you, there was no one by " (we were in a. corridor leading up to my qimiters) "when you flew at my throat just now. It is only on account of your father and mother, not for your own sake, that I refrain from re- poi'ting your conduct; but if you are not more cautious in future, I shall be driven to exposing you. As to your talk aboiat my meeting the consequences when we go on leave, I decline tb do so, if you mean by that that I am to fight a duel with yon. There are many reasons why I should not do so. First, it is forbidden by the laws of the land and the regulations of the serv- ice ; second, your relationship to me makes it im- possible that I could run the risk of staining my hands with your blood ; then your extreme youth, and many more reasons besides, all render it im- possible. I could not listen to such a challenge from you, even if I did not consider that the crime of which I accuse you is quite sufficient to l)ut you beyond all recognition as a gentleman, or one whom an honorable man could in any way be bound to nieet. Do not make a fool of your- self again," he continued, as he saw that, stnng by his last speech, I was about to strike him. "Kemember, already I could have yoii'brought before a court-martial ; if I spare you, it isl only because I know what sorrow your being tui-ned out of the army would cause your poor mother. " "Pray do not spare me on that account," I cried ; " my mother, if she knew what provoked me to act in the way I did, would be the very last person to wish I had taken it quietly. But I insist that you do not drag her name into our conversation, or try to shelter yourself from the results of your evil-speaking behind any allusion to her. After the unprovoked manner in which you have brought such charges against me, you are not fit to mention her, or to claim relation- ship with her." "Say, rather, that you are not fit to do so," he replied, coldly. "What could have tempted vou to be so base, Darrell ? I do not understand It." His tone changed as he uttered the latter part of the sentence, and he seemed to look at me wonderingly. At the change iny anger abated — it was evident there was some mystery here ; I was so totally ignorant of what wrong-doing he could be hinting at, that I thought I would make a trial to settle matters. " I do not in the least know to what baseness you allude," I said. "I am not aware of having done any thing wrong, except this business of the dormitories, which, after all, is a trifle. But if you will tell me what lias annoyed you, perhaps I can explain it. It strikes me as being both ri- diculous and uncomfortable that we old friends should be quan'eling with one another without an attempt to come to an understanding." " I will hear no explanation from you," he re- plied, coldly. "Yon must be well aware, from what I have said, that I have found out your double-dealing. It is not likely that, knowing what I do know, I would listen to your plausible account of how the thing happened, or perhaps your denial of what I know to be the truth." --" Sy Heaven ! you sliall pay for this ! " I cried, springing to*ard him, quite-beside myself. I be- lieve that if I had had a knife, or any deadly weapon with me then except my sword, I should have killed him in my rage ; but I had not been accustomed to use my sword as a weapon of of- fense, and except that I found it in my way as I tried to close with him, I did not think about it. He kept his temper, and leaning his back against the wall, held me motionless, in spite of my vio- lent efforts to free myself. While holding me so, he spoke again. "Don't be a fool, Darrell!" he said, with icy distinctness; "you will force me to report you, and take steps against you, if you behave in this insane fashion. It would be much wiser and better for you to make a resolution to correct yourself of such debasing tendencies ; you ought to be thankful that it was I, and not another man, whom you were tempted to treat in such a manner. Had this occurred to any one else, you would soon have been known for what you are, and public opinion in the regiment would have compelled you to leave, even had you not made yourselfamenabletoits legal jurisdiction by some overt act of violence and insubordination, as you have done this day. Go. As I told you before, I am willing to spare you for your parents' sake, but I am not willing to have any thing more to do with you than I can help." He let me go as he spoke, and moved off to his quarters, but I followed him. "I will be revenged for this!" I cried, as I came np with him again. "You may not be willing to meet me in an honoVable and gentle- manly manner ; but if you will not; 1 will take my satisfaction some other way. You have re- fused to explain the gross insults you have offer- ed me — insults such as no Darrell has ever re- ceived tamely, and you shall pay for them." " No Darrell so far forgot what was due to his honor and his name before as to lay himself open to such words being used of him truly," replied Feversham. "I grieve for the fall of the old chivalrous code of your family, even while I tell you what I consider you : a traitor — and worse." "A traitor!" I cried, a vague conception that this misunderstanding might in some way be con- nected with Gwendoline Bambridge rising within me. " Surely you do not mean to say that you think I should not have continued true to my old allegiance, merely because you were not suc- cessful ? — that I should not try to win her when I found your suit was in vain ?" "How dare you speak of that to me?" cried Claude, turning almost livid with passion. "You ought to be ashamed to mention her name ; you ought tq shrink from speaking about the ill suc- cess of my love, knowing what you do about it. I will not listen to you any more; and I warn you to keep well out of my sight in future ; for if you speak to me again as you have spoken this morning, I think I might almost be mad enough to take your punishment into my own hands." Then, while I shrank back in dismay at the terrible hati'ed shown in his flashing eyes and set features, he turned from me, and going into his own rooms, which were near, shut the door with a bang. I heard him turn the key in the lock, as if he would say that by that action he locked me forever out of his sight and from his mind. 88 OUR DETACHMENT. I stood where lie left me, feeling , dnzed-and bewildered, which was partly the effect of tlie height to which my own pnssioiis had been raised, and partly the result of the intense mys- tery that himg over all this. I seemed like a man groping in the dark, and ever getting far- ther and farther away from the light, losing my- self in a labyrinth of confusing conjecture. ,, Was Claude mad? or had some one been inventing wicked stories of me? and if so, who could, that person be? Supposing any one had done so, why had he not come to me and asked me about it, and listened to my explanations,, instead of persistently refusing. to hear any thing I had to say ? And he had hinted that I was that most vile and cowardly of all vile and cowardly things — a liar ; for that, in plain unvarnished English, was the meaning of what he had said; he had declared that I had sullied our poble and honor- able name by so contemptible a vice that in me the family had been disgraced. When I came to remember all that he had said, my thoughts were maddening, and set all the blood in my body boiling, till my head was dizzy with the tumult- uous throbbing caused by the violence of my passion. And I had no redress for it, no hope of revenge, at least for some time. It was true, as he had said, that I had put myself in his power by my attack on hiin ; he could no doubt have brought me up before a court-martial, and my violent acts would then have told terribly against me, perhaps caused my dismissal from the service. I was not quite sure about that. I had interest, and my ideas were still hazy as to how far interest would go hand in liand with military usage ; moreover, I had never had any experience in a case like this one of mine. I really did not want to leave the army yet. I had been such a short time in it, that it would seem something very like dis- grace were I to be turned out so summarily, just at the commencement of my career, even if the offense with whiqh I was charged was not consid- ered a very heinous one. But the insults my cousin had heaped upon me could not be passed over and submitted to ; the time would come when I should have it in my power to show him that the man he despised had not forgotten his words. I began to feel for the first time the full strength of a Corsican proverb I but dimly remembered, which was something to the effect that if one kept an injury seven ycirs, and then seven years more, in the end the day of retaliation would come. I had never felt inclined to look upon revenge as a duty before ; now it seemed to me the hon- or of the family would be tarnished if I did not resent those words of Feversham's. I had leaned thus motionless against the wall, where Claude left me, for a good wliile, taking no heed of the flight of time, so deeply was I absorb- ed in considering what had just happened, when Feversham came out of his rbom, and passed by me on bis way along the corridor, without look- ing at me, or appearing to see me. I knew he (lid see me, by the fixed expression of his eyes, hut it was evident he did not wish to renew the discussion between us, and hoped by pretending not to observe me he might be allowed to pass in peace. And I did let him pass ; first because there could be no possible good in repeating what had been already said, which would be the probable, result of any attempt on my part to make a change in our relations, whether with a view to resent- ing the insults I had received, or to establishing a better understanding. Thien it suddenly struck me, that no doubt he believed I had remained there on pui-pose to besiege him in his rooms, and either to prevent bis leading them, or to at- tack him when he did leave them. In spite of this idea, for which I had certainly, given him some cause, he had come boldly forth, braving the probabilities of a scene. ; I had not consid- ered, until I saw him, in what light my presence there might be viewed, but when I did recognize the aspect it must hear to others I left him alone ; and when he had passed I went on to my own room. , . I was very much put out by the whole affair, and grieved and desperately angiy. My mental state resembled the bodily state of a man who has had a severe beating. My mind was sore all over ; there was hardly a thought that could come into it that did not press more or less heav- ily on some aching part. , All former associa- tions, all present pleasures, all future anticipa- tions had been trampled on and injured, because he had been my best friend all my life, and since I had joined we had been so much together that I could not look forward to enjoytnent of a life in which henceforth he was to hijvc no part. He was ungrateful too, for in my small way I had. done much for him, and had always been willing to do more, even to the furthest limit of. my ability. I had even pleaded his cause with Gwendoline Bambridge (my conscience told me that of that service at least he was not aware), and this was the way in which he re\yarded me. My idol was shattered, at least in a great measure, hut it was not entirely dethroned, and for that. I ought to have been more thankful than I was. It was evident he had heard some- thing very bad against me, which he believed. A man such as I had im.'\gined him, should in justice have given me a chance of defending my- self; but it was his keen appreciation and wor- ship of honor that caused his over-severity, and it rose in p.art from his old affection for me. We are always hardest on the faults of those we love ■ best. Long afterward I knew what Claude had felt and endured on that day ; how he had been torn by conflicting feelings ; by disgust and anger, at what he believed to be my baseness — for, he had taken his mother's equivocation as a full acknowl- edgment of my guilt — and by the old tender lik- ing for one who had been his little companion and pupil in all the manly sports in which he ex- celled. He remembered how we had been ac- customed to spend bis holiday time together, when I was still too young to go in for many lessons ; and afterward, when I was under a tu- tor, how he used to stir me up to greater exer- tions than I should have cared to make but for his influence, or than my tutor would have ex- pected of me. I was always at the Castle when he was there, and he had felt for me the protect- ing love of an elder for a younger brother. Now it was all changed. He wondered how it was that I could have fallen so low as I must have done to act such a part, either toward him or toward any other man. I had had no such example, either in my own home or among those OUR DETACHMENT. 89 I had met since I li.iJ been out in the world. • He could only account for it by supposing that I had by nature some miserable degeneracy of charac- ter, which showed itself thus. Ho thought me a fellow with a black drop in his heart, that nei- ther kindness, nor precept, nor example had, been able to eradicate, and that would break forth again and again, during my course through life, when it was least expected to show itself. But whatever passed thi'ough his mind, and in whatever light he viewed my supposed conduct, the results of his thoughts on that subject were soon apparent ; he was harsh to me in a manner tliat was unusual from him to any body, and still more extraordinary in the eyes of our comrades as coming from him to me, for they were all well aware that I used to be a favorite with him — in fact that in his eyes, if every thing that Madcap did was not altogether and al)Solutely right, it was certainly pardonable, and must be overlook- ed accordingly. Now he seemed to be perpetu- ally on the watch for some wrong-doing on my part, and any neglect of duty, or even the foolish pranks in which I sometimesindulged, always pro- voked from him either punishment or censure. I was irritated almost bej'OQd all bearing constant- ly. I had not been accustomed to command my temper, and had great difficulty in restraining my tongue when I was chidden in no measured terms for some oversight so slight that I knew any body else would not have remarked it. "What is up between you and Eeversham?" asked Mayleigh one day, after a very curious scene between us. Something had occurred wliich did not please Claude, and he as usual had blamed me for it. I answered rather hotly that I had had nothing to do with the matter in question ; whereupon Feversham looked at me hard, with a reproach- ful, contemptuous expression, opened his month as if to speak, and then, controlling himself with a visible effort, turned away and left the room. I knew what all this meant well enough — he simply did not believe what I said, but did not choose to show his opinion of me before the oth- ers. So far it was considerate, for the old prov- erb says if you throw mud enough some of it is sure, to stick ; if Feversham had loudly announced his opinion of me — or rather if, for fear of con- sequences, he had said what he thought, of me quietly — he would have found plenty, of fellows willing to take his view of my ch.araiCter and side with' him, notwithstanding the fact that I was generally liked. However, Mayleigh had asked me what was np, and I had put him off as best I might, telling him that Feversham had been down on me of late, for some cause I could not fathom or under- stand. "It is very odd," replied Maj-leigh, "for he used to be so fond of you, and I beheve that is what makes him so savage now. I will ask him, and find out what it is." "You had better rtiind Avhat you are about," I said, warningly. I had an idea that Mayleigh would get a rap over the knuckles if he attempted to meddle with Feversham in his present mood ; and though I did not like Mayleigh, I thought I might as well spare him the snubbing he was sure to get. May- leigh, however, was one of those fellows who al- ways know better than every body else, so he laughed at me,' thinking, I really believe, that Claude would feel quite ijattered at his imperti- nent, questions. Next time they were alone, he accordingly opened the subject. ' ' What is wrong between you and Madcap ?" he said. "You used to be sucli friends, and now you never speak ; and you are dreadfully down on the poor little beggar besides." "Any;quarrel I have with DaiTell is entirely of a private nature, and not at all connected with the regiment," answered Feversham, stiffly. If Mayleigh had not had such a very good opinion of. himself, he might have seen he was approaching dangerous .ground, from the dark frown that gathered on his captain's brow. "Ah! then there is a quarrel between you and the little fellow. I thought so, though he said he did not know why you were so savage to him. Tell me what it is, and perhaps I can put matters straight," he continued, with what I be- lieve was a kind intention. "I thank you, Mayleigh," replied Claude, dry- ly, "but I have a fancy I can manage my own affairs better than other people can do it for me. : I will trouble you not to interfere between Darrell and me in future." With that Claude laid down his paper and walked out of the room, thinking as he went, " So that young ruffian said he did not know why I was annoyed with him. Just what I should have expected him to say, af- ter all that has occurred ; but it is very dreadful. What would his parents, say if they knew how he was turning ont? I must hide it as long as I can. Whenever it does come to liglit, as those things always do, they will suffer quite enough misery, witlioufmy letting the knowledge poison their lives so soon." Sometimes when I had been given a number of irritating and aggravating things to attend to, or had been worried about minutiie which I did not understand, and which I considered it was the duty of the non-commissioned officers to at- tend to, I would be ready to break into open re- volt — to take a horsewhip and tlirash my cous- in, or do some other mad and foolish act that should be a revenge for the insults I had re- ceived, and would insure my dismissal from the service. I could have left it any day peaceably and quietly, but that was not what I wanted. I was goaded almost to madness, and I felt as if some desperate, insane act would I'elieve my mind, and that its attendant consequences would, by the mere fact of their increasing the magnitude of the evil, calm the wild turbulence of my passion. I do not know how it was that I did not break out into some terrible act of insubordination at that time. I was constantly on the point of do- ing so ; ' I think it was only the companionship of Cecil Egerton, who had by that time returned from leave,. that prevented me, and made me, day by day, submit myself without complaint to the contemptuous looks and constant severity of my cousin. CHAPTER XIX. AN ACCIDENT. It was getting near tlie end of winter by this time, or rather it was the beginning of spring, being near the end of March. The ground was «0 OUR DETACHMENT. being plowed and sown, nnd many pucks of liouuds had given up hunting. That was a mat- ter of great regret to many of us. We had had plenty of good hunting during the winter ; but it is one of those things for which one's liking in- creases the more opportunity one has for gratify- ing that liking. We had, many of us, very good hunters, and they were now in tiptop condition. It would be a shame not to turn them to account, in the way of a steeple-chase or something of that kind, when they were in such good training. So we all thought, and talked the.jnatter over, to see when, where, and how it was to be managed. I bad-old Blackfoot over with me, and I was pleased to think he had never been fitter in his life. There were good horses, as I have said, in the regiment, but I thought his science, expe- rience, and cool courage ought to be worth some- thing in the matter ; considering also that he was up to weight, and as sound in wind and limb as a hunter need be. I was inclined to be confiden- tial with him, as one often is with a horse that one has long known and valued, and used to talk to him about the matter when I went down to see him every day. He was of opinion that he might do the trick, though both he and I were obliged to confess we were a little afraid of James's mare Brunette, a beautiful creature, with a fiery temper, and the speed of an antelope. As for Thunderbolt, Claude Eeversham's horse, we en- tertained a kind of contempt for him, which was greatly heightened by my bitter feelings against his master, in which of course I supposed Black- foot shared. I have a tendency to theorize about horses, and to endue them with a great deal more, not only of individual character themselves, but also of perception of individual character ; and I never <;ould ride a horse for a quarter of an hour with- out fancying I understood its thoughts and feel- ings, almost as plainly as if it had been endowed with powers of speech. It was no wonder, there- fore, that, in the ease of my old friend Blackfoot, I imagined he really sympathized with me, and that I persuaded myself 1 could understand and sympathize with him. Every thing was aiTanged ; our course was chosen, our day fixed, and we were all on the tiptoe of excitement. We had got up a very good card, and expected to have a large attend- anee^ — that is to say, if the day was fine, which I fervently prayed it might be, as I hate riding in rain, mth the reins sKpping through your fin- gers at every jump. Old Blackfoot was steady enough, as a rule, but I knew that in the first rush and skuny of a steeple-chase he would re- fiuire a good deal of holding, being inclined to be ambitions, and having some fiine notions about faking a lead, and keeping it, which, though doubtless glorious, were too high-flown in style for him to be quite sure of carrying them out successfully. Any one who has tried to ride a pulling horse in wet weather will understand why I hoped it would be dry, and why I really expe- rienced a feeling of relief when the day dawned bright and sunny ; not too bright, however, be- cause the sun was frequently obscured by light passing clouds, but sufficiently so to make the landscape look its best, and to give us the cer- tainty of a fine day, and of a good attendance of spectators. It was a glorious spring morning, when we as- sembled on the course to see the race run ; gay indeed was the scene as our drag drove up, and halted near the winning-post. Our stewards^had arranged every thing with an eye to appearance as well as comfort, a forethought which resulted in a very pretty cotip-cTodl, and called forth sev- eral exclamations of admiration from the carriage' loads of ladies that now began ty One higher far and more pitiful than they, and by Him received as a plea for His mercy and succor ? Do you know what it is to feel that you have lost something OUR DETACHMENT. 115 lighter than down, more impalpaUe than air, and yet more powerful than the decree of an emperor to raise you in the minds of your fellow -crea- tures, to win their trust and homage? Do you know what it is to feel that, young though you may be, your future is blasted ; that for you there are no more gallant achievements and no- ble deeds, because with them comes observation, and scandal follows hard upon renown, as the jackal follows the lion, to prey upon the offal the noble beast leaves untouched? If you know all this, you know that even the youthful heart will turn sick and faint under the pressure of that heavy chain which the joint opinion of men can lay upon their fellow-men. • Yoii know how that galling yoke can take from the summer sky its beauty, from the green earth its dewy freshness ; how it can steal the enjoyment from health, the pleasure from youth, the strength from a noble heart and an active brain, and even rob beauty of its enchantment, and the excitements of life's spi'ing-time of their ecstasy. All this I knew and felt then, and it seemed to me as if the great shadow that had fallen upon me could never be lifted — as if under its baleful darkness I must live a dreaiy, blighted life. Nev- er for me again would friends come gayly and gladly forth to meet me ; the dear people at home would fret sprely and sadly over the blighted prospects and disgraced name Of their loved and only son. They would not believe it of me ; not the less would it break their hearts to know that others believed it. And as I thought of the moth- er of whom I was so proud shunnihg the world she had graced, that she might not have to blush for her boy, my feelings were indescribably bitter. I was young, and did not know how to suffer ; and struggling against the yoke put upon me, the iron entered deeper into my soul, and wound- ed me more and more with every effort of resist- ance. CHAPTER XXIV. THE CULPKIT DETECTED. Next day my case was laid before those among the officers of the regiment Who had not been present the night before. They would never have suspected me of such a crime, but the proofs brought forward were startling, and quite strong enough to make these men agree in an opinion that had been expressed by those who were formerly among my best friends. Egerton was absent when this consultation was being held, and James had gone with him : their presence was not needed, however ; they had seen how this affair originated, and had heard the decision arrived at the night before. It was known Eg- erton had maintained my innocence, in the face of the facts brought against me; though James had sided with the others at first, it was deemed probable he might have gone oVer to Egerton's opinion, as they had gone out , together. Claude was there, lookil^Vitretchedly pale and haggard; he had passed^'sT sleepless night, up- braiding himself as having had a helping hand in his young cousin's ruin, and he was worn out accordingly. After he had listened to the re- capitulation of the evidence, and seen the man- ner in which it impressed every body, he' began to think that at least he had not erred in his opinion of me, and while he still blamed himself for not having kept a stricter watch over me, he reverted to his first idea that all this was due to something evil in my disposition. Thus he had again hardened himself against any kindly feeling, when he was called upon to be the bearer of a message from the officers there assembled with him to me. James, who would probably have been sent on this errand, was out of the way, and it was wished to get the affair over as soon as possible. On consideration of my youth, my old friends wished to behave as kindly to me as possible, and they had an idea that in sending my cousin Claude to break their decision to me they were acting with great con- sideration. Claude was startled and very much taken aback when he was told what was expected of him ; it was about the very last thing he would have wished to do. He still blamed himself for much of this, and the sight of me stirred up his self-accusing conscience to greater activity : the old affection for his young cousin was not yet extinguished, which made it all the more diffi- cult for him to show to me a proper amount of disapproval and reprobation. He felt much more inclined to implore my forgiveness for Ms having neglected me, and allowed me to be led astray by temptation ; he was very much under the in- fluence of an idea not uncommon in the world, that a man will not go wrong as long as he is strictly watched : he quite forgot, that if evil is in a man, it will come out, if all the eyes of Ar- gus were constantly upon him. Under these circumstances, it was with great unwillingness that Claude accepted the duty laid upon him, and went off to my room to lay before me the decision they had arrived at, which was the same as that agreed upon the night before ; namely, that I should be given my choice, wheth- er I would make restitution to Morton of all the losses he had lately sustained, of money stolen from his strong-box, and sell out immediately ; or whether I would prefer to remain and take my chance at a court-martial. Of course they never doubted for a minute but that I would catch gladly at the first offer, and there were some who thought I was' far too leniently treat- ed ; but by acting thus toward me, it would be possible to keep the scandal in the regiment, and not have it published abroad in all the news- papers in the country, as would be the case if they were obliged to pursue the other course. I was sitting alone in my room, feeling very dejected. It may be imagined my meditations were not lively, for I saw very clearly I was the victim of a cleverly concocted scheme which was not likely to miscany, and the originator of which was my greatest enemy, a man who hated me as much as I despised him. On both sides these feelings were spontaneous natui'al antipathies; he had done nothing to me, I most certainly had never contaminated myself by haying any thing to do with him; but from the, firS| inofnent we saw one another we had been likg itxe and ice, antagonistic to the last degree, in every phase and particular of daily life and character. When Claude entered I looked np, and was very much surprised to see him, of all people, come to visit me, for I did not guess his errand, imagining that he would in any case have de- clined to be the channel through which the ofii- 116 OUR DETACHMENT. cers' decision would be sent to mo. Was it pos- sible that Claude had discovered he had wronged me, and had come to ask my pardon for his cruel doubts, or, what was more probable, had come to reproach me with the ignominy my disgrace would bring, not only on my family, but on his also ? I would not ask him to sit down as long as I remained in ignorance of his intentions, so I stood up and waited in silence for him to speak. He seemed to find some difficulty in opening the subject, for there was a pause, during which inter- val I had time to perceive that his face was worn and haggard, and there were lines of grief and thought about his mouth and on his bi'oad, open brow. It was evident that if he condemned me it pained him to do so, and I felt more kindly to- ward him as I noticed this. Presently he spoke, and in a low, hurried voice told me my comrades' decision. " What answer shall I bring them from you ?" he asked, when he had laid before me the choice presented to me. "Tell them,"Isaidfinnly, "I will remain and run my chance at a court-martial. I am inno- cent, and by adopting the other course I should make it appear to every one that I was guilty, and was trying to avoid the punishment justly due to me." "You are foolish, Vivian," replied Claude. " What is the use of trying to brazen it out? Your guilt will certainly be brought home to you, and you will fare worse than if you accepted the chance of escape now offered to you. Vivian, how could you have acted thus ? — what tempted you ? I knew before that you were not honora- ble in your dealings toward others, but I never believed you could have been a thief." My blood boiled at that word ; besides, an idea flashed into my bead that the time for reckoning between Claude and me had come, I sprang to the door and placed my back against it, deter- mined that he should not leave my room until he had explained to me what it was that he was al- ways hinting as having been done by me, and which had first set him against me, " Now," I cried, when I had cut ofFhis chance of escape, "tell me what this wrong and dishon- orable act of mine is to which yon are eternally alluding. All is lost to me now — honor, and name, and fame. A man stripped of every thing becomes reckless, and I swear to you, you shall not leave this place until you have told me what it is you Itnow against me. It matters nothing to me now if insubordination, or mutiny, or any thing else is added to the list of my offenses, but this unknown crime at which you hint must and shall be told to me plainly and openly. Do you think you have acted kindly and honestly by me, as one friend should act toward another, as man should act toward man even were they strangers, when you have believed evil against me, and have given me no chance of clearing myself in your eyes, leaving me in the dark as to what yon deem wrong in my conduct, and yet visiting that wrong-doing upon me? Tell meat once whatit is of which you accuse mo." " Of what avail is it your having things reca- pitulated that you know as well as I do ? One can not be concerned in an affair of that kind and forget it ; but since you will have it so, let me ask you if you remember my saying to you one day that I was disappointed in you for writing to my mother and telling her of my love for Miss Barn- bridge?" " Yes, and I denied it," I answered. " It was false. I denied it then, and I deny it now." "Yes, I knew you would," replied Claude, coldly. "The evil has gone deep indeed when you will not confess your guilt, even though you know it is discovered. When I went home after that, I asked my mother whether you had told her. Something had occurred again to raise my suspicions, or else, like a fool, I should have be- lieved and trusted you still. She did not say in so many words you had told her, but she declined to deny it, and equivocated in a manner that it was painful to me to witness. After that there was no longer any room for doubt, and all your denials and pretenses of not understanding me could not produce any impression on my mind, except in deepening the bad opinion I was forced to entertain of you." For some minutes after he had finished speak- ing I stood looking at him, almost stupefied at what he had told me. That he should have sus- pected me of such baseness was tenible. The idea should never have entered his head ; but at the time he had told me of it before, I excused it on the plea of jealonsy. That he should question his mother to ascertain if I was speaking the truth, and that she should so miserably deceive him and malign me, I could not understand. And now what was I to do ? It was no good de- nying all this ; it had obtained too firm a hold of his mind, and I had nothing but my own tarnish- ed word to bring against it. No wonder he thought me a. thief, or any thing else any body liked to call me. I only wonder that, with his character, he could bring himself to speak to me at all. I really pitied him as I saw the change sorrow had wrought in his face, and at last I spoke, moi-e quietly than I had done before. " If all this is as you say, if your mother led you to believe that I had spoken falsely to you, I do not wonder that you should think this other charge against me true. It is of very little use my telling you that eveiy word of it is false ; you would not believe me now. But I have a strong confidence that some day you will see how gross- ly you have been deceived, and in anticipation of that day, which will surely come, I entreat you to remember that I deny it all. I deny having told your mother, I deny having spoken falsely to you, and, more than all, and above all, I deny this charge for which I am about to suffer. Ee- member this when the time comes, and I know you will be soriy for your hardness to me. Then there will be no place for you to show your re- pentance to me, if the day is far distant, for I will not bear a dishonored name in the country where it was always held in reverence and esteem. You may go now ; I will not make you longer en- dure what I know must be very painful to you. The heart takes a long time to hai-den thorough- ly to those it has once loved. Tell them I will run my chance at the court-martial ; and," I addr ed,-as he was about to leave the room, "would you ask Egerton to come and see me ? I thought he would have been here before this." " Ho has gone out with James, but I will tell him you want to see him, wlien he comes in." And so saying, Claude went off and left me. So Cecil had gone out, and had not come to see his friend, though he knew I must be wait- OUB DETACHMENT. 117 ing anxiously for his arrival. It was cruel. I had trusted him, and he seemed no kinder to me tlian the others. A few scalding tears forced their way into my eyes as I thought thus, for I was broken down and worn out with trouble, and it seemed to me, besides, that I was utterly de- serted and alone. I kept back the tears with a kind of savage pride. For none of those who had used me so badly would I shed them, nor for the manner in which they had used me. They should not have it in their power to say that they had broken my spirit and triumphed over my manhood. There would be time enough for teare in the years that were to come, that the gold- en sun of happiness should never lighten, nor the brightness of pleasure illumine. As I was thinking thus, and trying to occupy myself in some way that would make it easier for me to endure my grief, the door opened, and Egerton entered. "My poor fellow!" he said, "it must have seemed unkind of me not to come and see you before, but I have been working hflrd for you, and I have arranged a triumph on a grand scale. Hut first — do you reraeiuber that it was I gave you the marked money?" "Yes, certainly," I replied; "I did not hap- pen to have any other at hand." " Then why did not you say so last night, and save yourself all this ?" "It might have saved me at first," I answer- ed, " but not after my room was searched and the money found in that chair. How did it get there, I wonder ? To me it is quite incompre- hensible." "It is not so to me, then," replied Egerton, "any more than your bearing the blame of the other money in silence. I can not tell you what I think of you, Vivian, but I can and do mean to show it, in as far as I am able, by working to save you. And now listen to me till I tell you what it is you must do. Send a message by me, saying that you wish to see all of us together, as you have something important to communicate concerning this business." "But I have nothing important to say," I ob- jected. "Yes, yon have. You have to say you got those notes from me. Do that, and leave me to manage the rest." Egerton's manner was confident, though rath- er excited. As we all knew, he could never act unless he was excited, but then he could act promptly and well. It seemed to me now he had some plan in his head which would have good results ; I therefore acquiesced in his de- mand, and sent a message by him, entreating that I might be allowed to communicate some- thing bearing on the case to the oflScers wlio had sat in judgment on me. When he had left me, I began to feel that, al- though Egerton might be put into the same scrape with me, yet I was not likely to get off, for I could not see how Egerton would explain the presence of the notes in the cushion of my chair, and un- til that was satisfactorily accounted for 1 was not likely to be set at liberty. But I had promised to act as Egerton desired, and I must do so. Shortly after, James came to tell me that I was to go with him to Major Harvey's rooms, Colonel Dropraore being at that time away on leave. I followed him silently, and he never at- tempted to address me, nor showed by his man- ner what view of the case he took, till just as we were going in at the door, when he said in a low tone, " Keep up your courage. All is not lost yet." These were encouraging words, coming, as they did, from one who had not been inclined to look favorably on me the night before ; but I had not time to think about it when Egerton came for- ward and took my hand before them all; then he placed himself as near me as he could, and Major Harvey asked what it was I wislied to communicate, and for what purpose I had called them together. "I wish to account for the manner in which I became possessed of the marked money found on my person and in my desk," I answered. "I said last night I had got it in change, but I de- clined to give the name of the person by whom it had been paid to me, fearing to get him into trouble. It is at his special request that I men- tion him now. I received that money from Mr. Egerton, in payment for a mare I sold him about ten days ago." " Egerton !"cried several men in astonishment, looking at him, as he stood calm and unconcerned near me. "I thought that fellow had some hand in the matter," said Morton ; "he was Darrell's accom- plice. A nice pair, truly !" " You remember. Captain Morton, that I told you last night I had had some of the money, but had passed it on," answered Egerton. "It is true I gave Darrell the money in payment for his mare Twilight." "This is very extraordinaiy indeed," mur- mured Major Hai-vey. "I don't know that I ever remember to have met with so extraordina- ry a case. Your statement, Mr. Egerton, explains how Mr. Darrell became possessed of some of the stolen money, but it does not show how he be- came possessed of that part which was hidden in the cushions of his chair, nor how any of it got into your hands, either. Can you tell lis now, Mr. Darrell, how those notes got into the cush- ion?" "About that I know nothing," I answered, sadly. " It must have been the work of some one who had a spite against me, I think, and wished to get me out of the regiment." Major Hai-vey shook his head ; that did not seem to him at all probable. Then he turned to Egerton. "Can you explain the matter?" he said. "I think I can," answered Egerton, with flashing eyes, that told his spirit was up, and that the man who had planned this would not escape if it lay in Egeiton's power to unearth hira. " But first let me bring in a witness I have out- side ; it will not do in a case like this to have one's own unsupported word. " He was given leave to fetch his witness, and presently returned, to my surprises followed by my sei-vant, who seemed rather bewildered at be- ing brought before such an assemblage of officers. " Remember," said Cecil, when he had again taken up his position near me, "this man knows nothing of the case ; you may as well question him, to see that he has in no way been prepared, or put up to what is going on. When the right time comes, I shall ask him to tell you what he saw in a certain place, on a certain day. From 118 OUR DETACHMENT. what he snys you may draw your own conclu- sions." Morton had been fidgeting about, looking very white and anxious, ever since Egerton had come forward and avowed himself a participator in the business. He now interrupted Cecil, saying, ' ' Major Harvey, this is very irregular. That man, who is himself an accomplice in the crime, has no right to be addressing us, and bringing in witnesses for his friend ; and the witness is the culpiit's own servant. I move that Egerton be included in the judgment we have passed on the other." " Without hearing if I can account for the way in which I became possessed of that money, I suppose," said Egerton. " No ; you must allow me to give my explanation, and you can then take steps, to verify it. But before I speak and dis- close all. Major Harvey — before I show to what a base apd cowardly plot my poor friend was about to fall a victim, let me pause a moment, and give the real culprit time for repentance and confession, if he will confess. If he were to do so, it might move us to punish him less severely than we shall assuredly do if he persists in the desperate course he has chosen." There was a silence, and I could see that Eg- erton kept his eyes steadily fixed on the ground, for fear he might be tempted by the direction of his glance to point the address of his words. I looked round on the faces of those about me : they were very grave, and on all but one there was a concentrated look of intense expectation. On one face alone could be read deadly, sicken- ing, overwhelming apprehension. I was not sur- prised to see that look there, but I wondered greatly — not that Cecil had divined the guilty one — I had all along suspected him myself — but that he should have obtained proofs of his guilt, and proofs he must have, or he would never speak and act as he was speaking and acting now. After a few minutes' pause. Major Harvey spoke. " Say what you have to say now, Mr. Eger- ton ; it is evident that no one here will acknowl- edge having had any thing to do with this crime. If the culprit is present, as you say, name him, and let the matter be settled at once." Then Egerton began. "I have confessed," he said, "that I gave Darrell that money ; in support of this assertion, you may question James, to whom I paid some money at the same time, among which you will find four marked pieces. You will want to know how I came by that money : my answer is, it was given to me by Captain Morton, in payment of a debt he owed me. " "It is false! — absolutely and entirely false!" shouted Captain Morton, and every one present noticed his ghastly paleness, and that his hands, and even his lips, trembled. ' "Nothing that he says is true. Why listen to him ?" "Pardon me," said James, in his quiet, straightforward manner, "I can vouch for the truth of one small part of his statement." He threw the four coins on the table as he spoke : they spun round.a moment and then were motionless. "Go on, Mr. Egerton,'' said Major Harvey; " we will hear what you have to say, Captain Morton, when he has finished." "It is perfectly true," continued Egerton, " that I can not prove Captain Morton gave me that money, but I can prove something else that bears very strongly on the case. I was just tam- ing the far corner of the corridor in which Dar- rell's room is situated yesterday, when 1 saw Cap- tain Morton coming out of Darrell's room. He turned the other way when he came out, and therefore did not see me ; but I, who had thought Darrell was out, now imagined he must be in, and went to seek him. He was not there, and I went into the inner room, where I found this man, his servant, who was doing something about the room. I asked him if he knew where his master was ; he said he did not, but that Cap- tain Morton had just been in, he supposed, look- ing for him. I thought nothing more of the matter until the afi'air last night, when the notes were found in the chair-cushion ; then I began to suspect something, and to-day, taking James with me, we went to this man, and asked him if Captain Morton had seen him or spoken to him when he was in Mr. Darrell's room yesterday. He said no ; we then asked him if he had any idea what Captain Morton wanted ; he said he had not, but confessed to having watched the captain, and then related what he had seen. You can ask him about it yourselves." The man, on being questioned, said that Cap- tain Morton had walked round the room several times, and then taken the cushion out of the easy- chair and carried it to the window, where, to use the man's expression, he had been fumbling with it for some time. He in the next room, peeping through a crack in the door, could not see dis- tinctly what tlie captain was doing. He might have looked aftenvard, but that Mr. Egerton coming in put the matter out of his head ; in- deed Mr. Egerton stopped a little while in the in- ner room with him, looking at an old sword that was one of his master's curiosities, and before he had done examining it Mr. Darrell returned. "Now," said Egerton, when Jenkins had fin- ished giving his evidence, " I assert that I got the marked money that I acknowledge was .in my possession from Captain Morton ; and Jen- kins saw the same man yesterday afternoon do- ing something with the cushion in which the notes , were found. You may draw your own conclusions from that ; at any rate, this is all the light I can throw upon the matter." - When he had finished speaking, and before any one else could utter a word. Captain Mor- ton, in a harsh, constrained voice, as though it was a great exertion to him to speak, demanded permission to go and fetch some memoranda that he thought would disprove the charges brought against him. James volunteered to go and fetch them, but he said they were in a secret . drawer, and it would be necessary for him to go himself. Harvey, a good-natured, easy-going man, gave him permission, as this meeting was not an ofiScial aifair, and we need not stand on etiquette. Morton accordingly went. We waited for about a half an hour, and then James was sent to huriy him. . In a few minutes James returned, saying he had absconded, that there was no trace of him to be seen, and the sen- try at the gates said he had gone out nearly half an hour before. It was true: he had fled from what he saw was before him, and had carried off with him all the money that had been taken out of my room OUR DETACHMENT. 119 the night before. What his object had been in acting as he had done was never rightly under- . stood ; perhaps he wanted the money badly when he first took it, and intended to pay. it back ; failing that, he had been obliged to declare it stolen, had persuaded Egerton to lend him money to supply the deficit, and had made a great talk about his catching the thief immediately, and get- ting all that had been stolen refunded. It is prob- able that when Egerton asked him if it would be convenient to him to pay the money lie owed, the idea first came into his head that he might make Cecil the victim, and he accordingly marked the money ; afterward, finding Egerton had paid it over to me, he altered his plans and acted ac- cordingly. It was over, and my innocence was proved. I was very glad, very thankful, but I was still more glad and proud and thankful when Claude came over to me, saying, "I can not ask you to forgive me, or to let us be the friends we once were. I have wronged you too deeply for that, but I will ask you to let me tell you how ashamed of myself I am for ever having believed it possible you could have fallen so low from what you once were. I do not understand that matter about my mother, but I no longer believe you were guilty of deceit and treachery; my eyes have been opened, and I see that it is I who have be- haved basely, not you." . He was about to turn away, looking very sor- rowful, very unlike the dignified, irreproachable, proud man he once was, and I was moved at the sight of his self-accusation. I caught his hand, saying, "Don't think of this any more; let all be as it once was, when we were at home together, and let nothing again ever come between us." He did not answer, but nothing has ever come between us since then, and we are faster friends than even in the old days. CHAPTER XXV. AT A BALL. April came, and the Bambridges, as had be- fore been determined, went to London, to spend a month or two there during the season. They had a good many friends in town, and were per- suaded Lord Eeversham's military duties would prevent him from putting in an appearance ; they were therefore a little surprised, a day or two af- ter their arrival, to see his name down at various fashionable entertainments, and were rather put out to think that Gwendoline's recoveiT might be retarded by. the presence of the man for-whom they were sure she still sorrowed, though Ijer re- fusal of him remained as impenetrable a mystery as ever. Besides, there were rumors going about which before long reached their ears, that Lord Feversham was about to be married to Miss Prendergast, the heiress. Gwendoline shivered when she heard this confirmation of the story I had hinted to her before, but quickly recovering, she spoke out boldly, and asserted the report to be a calumny. Nevertheless, Miss Prendergast was in Lon- don, and her name was also mentioned at every entertainment at which he appeared : that was not wonderful, if the Bambridges had known she was staying with Lady Feversham, and going oat under her chaperonage. A knowledge of that fact would, however, have confirmed the truth of the rumor in Gwendoline's eyes, and at present, at least, she was happy enough to be able to dis- believe it, or at least to say that she did so, though at times her faith waxed very low indeed. As yet they had not met even in the ride, for horses and various other arrangements were not looked after until they arrived in town ; but Gwendoline knew it could not be long thus, and that pi'obably their first night out, or first day in the Park, would bring them face to face once more. After all, there was more truth in this rumor than is generally the case in such things. Ma- bel Prendergast had heard from her lover him- self that there was no present prospect of his ad- vancement, but he did not tell her how very little aptitude he had for his profession, nor that such was the opinion of his seniors. This, however, she learned from Feversham, whom she ques- tioned closely, and who expressed great pity that the young man had so mistaken liis vocation in hfe. ■ She listened calmly to this verdict on the future of the man she had promised to marry, the only sign of emotion she gave being that she loosened the ribbon round her white throat, as though the pressure choked her. Could she do it? she wondered. Could she throw over this man she felt she loved so dear- ly, even though she now determined he and she must part. Her reason told her she could and would do it ; her heart cried indignantly, ' ' Nev- er I You have enough ; be happy, and leave ev- ery other consideration for the future." Her brain was in a whirl whenever she thought about it, and she would often invent an excuse for leaving the room and going to brood over the matter in secret. One day she had thought over it in every light, and had almost resolved to be true, when her maid coming in to lay out her dress for Lady Longwreath's ball that night, piit all idea of self-sacrifice out of her head. Yes, if she was true to her love, and married him, a sub- altern in a marching regiment, then farewell to all the petting, courting, and caressing to which she had been accustomed lately. Then she must give up the balls she had been accustomed to grace, and where her presence was eagerly sought after ; not but that she might no doubt have so- ciety as his wife too, but it would be many de- grees lower than that in which she at present moved ; for, being a woman of the world herself, she could quite understand she must hope for no support or sympathy from her present friends, once she bad so far derogated from her position as to marry a subaltern in a line regiment. She pushed the hair back from her aching brow, and tossed her head with her most defiant air, as she decided thus, and determined that at all costs the sacrifice must be made. Claude only wants a little encouragement from me to propose at once, she mused, and I think he likes me a little, though I fear I have not quite eclipsed Miss Bambridge yet; bnt that will come in time. He shall ask me this very night, and then it will be all right. Poor Cecil ! he will feel it dreadfully at first, but I hope, he will liot in- sist on seeing me and asking me about it; I could not bear that. How will he take it, I 120 OUE DETACHMENT. wonder? "Oh! my love," she exclaimed, feel- ing really sony for what she chose to consider the necessity for her falseness, "if I could but spare you this, but I dare not ; I could not take your lot when a brighter and better lies ready to my hand. Is it wonderful I should choose it, and avoid a life of insignificance with you ? Pity me ! forgive me ! but do not hate me though I wrong you. " The maid had left the room, and leaning her head on the pillow, she shed a few tears. For a minute or two she wept, and better feelings might have taken possession of her heart, when a warning knock announced the maid's return, and the next minute she entered, caiTying in her hand a magnificent bouquet. Along with it she brought a note from Lord Feversham, explain- ing that he should not meet them before the ball, but he hoped then to have the pleasure of seeing her with his flowers. " He shall speak out to-night," she murmur- ed, as she glanced over his note. "Better have it over at once, and my fate decided in some way ; then I shall no doubt be able to put aside these foolish regrets, and banish Cecil's image from my heart." She dressed hei-self with more than ordinaiy care that evening, and looked, indeed, lovely and fairy-like in her gauzy green and white dress. No wonder Claude's eyes lighted up when he be- held hei', for beauty commands admiration, even where the heart is not touched : ho was at least bewitched by her, though still true, in a kind of way, to his former love. Mabel saw his glance, and hardly restrained a smile of triumph as she thought of the victoiy within her grasp. His mother saw, too, that her plans were nearly realized, and looked commend- ingly on the girl wlio had overcome so many dif- ficulties, and so nearly brought the matter to a successful conclusion. Curiously enough, this night on which Mabel Prendergast proposed to make her own of Lord Feversham was the first evening for which the Bambridges had accepted any invitation since they came to London. They were going to Lady Longwreath's, quite unconscious that the Feversham party would be there also, though, of course, that was a thing to be expected. Claris- sa asked Gwendoline, while they were dressing, what she should do if she met him there. "Do," replied Gwendoline, rather sharply for her ; " why will you all persist in thinking I care for him ? Ho proposed for . me, and I refused him, that is all. He is not the first man such a fate has happened to, and I do not feel bound to make a scene because of it. I shall bow to him, and pass on. At the same time, I should be bet- ter pleased if we did not meet him." The Bambridges gained the ball-room, and were some time in it without seeing any thing of the Fevershams ; the feeling of nervousness that had attacked Gwendoline, though she was a gi'eat deal too proud to own it, at length began to wear off. She had just finished one dance, and had re- turned to her mother, waiting for her next part- ner to come and fetch her, when, feeling tired, and seeing the door of a, room that appeared to be a boudoir open near her, she said to Mrs. Bambridge, "Mamma, I am going in here to sit down and rest for a minute or two : if my partner comes for me, tell him wliere to find me." So saying, Gwendoline passed quietly into the room by herself. It was not very light, and for a moment she almost thought she was alone ; then she became aware there was a gentleman standing in the window recess. He was talking earnestly, in a low voice, when she first perceived him, but as she looked again, and discovered it was Lord Feversham, he ceased speaking, and bent forward for an answer to some one sitting near him, whom Gwendohne could not see. Her first impulse was to run away, but on reflection, being convinced she would be discovered before she reached the door, she walked quietly up the room, thinking her movements would acquaint them with her presence at once ; but they were too much ab- sorbed in themselves to heed her quiet, graceful approach. Just as she was about to seat herself in an easy-chair, and to take up a book in order that she might not observe their movements, Claude — her Claude, as she had till then persist- ed in thinking him — bent forward, and taking both the hands of a young and very beautiful girl in his, drew her toward him and kissed her hastily. At this sight Gwendoline felt her heart give one wild bound, and then stand still ; the room seemed to turn round with her ; she made a feeble effort to rise and get away before she could be recognized, but failed, and stood hold- ing on by the table, trembling violently, and gaz- ing at the lovers with scared, amazed eyes. Her movement attracted Mabel's attention, and drawing back from Claude's embrace, she murmured, "Let me go now; some one is watching us. We will go back to the dancers," she added aloud, taking his arm and leading him toward the door. As yet Claude had not seen who the intruder was. As he passed her, with a pleased, excited look on his handsome face, he glanced carelessly toward the interloper, whose intrusion had been discovered just too late to prevent Mabel's an- swer to the question he had often before longed to put. But as his indiff'erent, laughing eyes met the mute, agonized gaze in those once so dear to him, all color, and mirth, and light seemed to fade out of his face, and left it fixed and rigid as that of a corpse. He gave no sign of recogni- tion, however, but hurried on with his lately won prize, tliinking no more of her gay chatter, thinking no more of her peerless loveliness, that drew all men's looks toward them ; only think- ing how soon he could get rid of her, how soon he should see that dear — ^)"es, still most dear — grief-struck face again. "And yet," he thought to himself angrily, " she would not have me. Am I never to marry for her sake, never to beguile my loneliness by words and looks of love from others ? Had she chosen even to wait for me till I should have earned enough for both to live on, I could have been faithful till death ; but I had no hope, and my mother wished this other match so much, I could not refuse her. I must see her again," he went on thinking ; " surely she does love me, or she would never have looked like that. What is the mystery ? Let me but find it out, and all may yet be well." OUE DETACHMENT. 121 He left Mabel with his mother, and hnrried back to the place where he had seen Gwendoline Bambridge sitting. She was there still, but had recovered her self-possession, and bowed calmly in answer to his salutation. "I am to congrat- ulate you, I see," she said, coldly. Any who had seen her a few minutes previously would hard- ly have believed the haughty beauty, with head erect and nnmoved expression, to be the same pale, despairing girl of a short time before. "I had heard rumors," she went on, "but I scarce- ly believed them to be true ; now, however, that I see they are so, allow me to wish you all hap- piness." " Gwendoline," he cried, wildly, driven half beside himself at the chilling hauteur of her look and manner, "do not speak like that ; eveiy word of yours pierces me like a sword, and yet how have I been to blame ?■ You refused me — said you never loved me, and told me there was no hope ; then, when I went home sad and heavy with my disappointment, my mother pressed me to maiTy Miss Prendergast, and, all women be- ing the same to me now, 1 consented. ' Have I sinned so much in all this that you can not for- give me ?■' " I never accused you of any sin," she an- swered, coldly; " I only wished you happiness in the change of life before you. Why should you excuse yourself to me for what you have done ? You only acted as all other men act, and there- fore I suppose it is natural that you should forget one love and seek another, as soon as you imag- ined the first hopeless. I do not blame you for it, and wish you joy sincerely." The tone of her voice was chill and cold, the words dropped slowly one by one with icy dis- tinctness; every tiling showed to Feversham's eager eye that, despite her refusal in the past and her freezing coldness in the present, she was wounded deeply by his having so quickly found some one to take her place. She loved him, he was certain ; and with that conviction, every re- membi'ance of Mabel Prendergast, and the duty he now owed her, vanished, and he cried, pas- sionately, " Gwendoline, I love you as well, nay, better than ever; take me now, before it is too late. I know you care for me," he went on, tak- ing her hands and turning her face toward him. "You can not look at me and tell me now you never loved me ; yon know you can not, and you turn away ; but I will have an answer, and sure- ly you will not repeat your refusal." She raised her head slowly and proudly, looking him full in the face : " I did right when I would not yield to your prayers," she answered; "you are nowriih, honored, and powerful, with every prospect of a noble and useful life before you ;• how. would it have been had I accepted you, and you were now a poor and struggling man, without any greater help on your path through the world than the affection of the woman who would have brought all that trouble on you ?" "I care not for a career or high prospects in life, so long as I have your love. Did I not tell you so before ? Every thing is valueless to me witliout you, every thing golden and beautiful with you by my side. I am young and strong, I have brains also ; but even wanting them, per- severance always succeeds in the end. Trust me, think no more of the future, and I will slave life away before want shall come near you." She looked up, about to answer — and who knows what that answer might have been? — when she perceived two ladies advancing toward them. One was the young girl she had before seen with Claude, and whom she knew to beMiss Prendergast ; the other she had also seen before. How well she remembered the day when that haughty old lady called at their lodgings in Dub- lin, to beg her son's refusal from Gwendoline Bambridge ! "You here, Claude!" cried Mabel, as they approached, though Gwendoline knew well she had not only seen and recognized him before, but had also heard the conclusion of the last sen- tence. It was not her cue, however, to pretend she had heard any thing, so she went on : " You have found an old acquaintance, I suppose? Will you introduce us? Your mother and I came in ' to rest here for a little ; it is so hot in the ball-room." reversham was startled, and turned very white as his betrothed came up to him in so friendly a manner, standing by his side, too, as though she was determined he should introduce her to the lady with him. This, however, he did not care to do, but oft'eiing his arm to Gwendoline, said : "Miss Bambridge, can I take you back to your mother ? I think you said you wished to find her. Mother, I will return to you pres- ently;" so saying, he moved off with Gwendo- line, who, as soon as she entered the ball-room, and saw her mother In the distance, said, " Good-bye, Lord Feversham. I will not de- tain you any longer from Miss Prendergast ; and in future, if we meet, remember you have no longer a right to speak to me as you spoke to- night." He would willingly h.nve gone farther with her, and would have tried hard to persuade her to allow him at least to see her with her moth- er before he left her, but she quietly withdrew her hand from his arm, and moved oflf to her mother, threading the crowd with her peculiar ease and grace. None of those who turned to watch her light step and graceful carriage guessed what a heavy heart she carried under that proud demeanor; even her mother, tenderly as she loved her daughter, and anxiously as she watched her, knowing that her old lover was somewhere at the ball, was deceived, and imagined she could not have seen him, or that, if she had, all re- membrance of the old folly had passed away — if indeed Gwendoline had ever cared for him, which Mrs. Bambridge had not been able to prove quite to her satisfaction ; though she was very certain, if she had not cared for him, she had cared for some one else much about that time, and that love of hers had left its mark on her life, as such things will do now and then, when the sufferer is young and impressionable. But Gwendoline was not a girl to let the world smile over her misery, so she laughed and flirted through the rest of that long evening, which she thought would never come to an end, as gayly, to all appearance, as the merry, light- hearted Clarissa, who exclaimed, as they drove home, "Is not Mr. De Veaux delightful? I wonder how I ever could have thought little Madcap so pleasant. He is not to be compared with Gerald de Veaux." 122 OUR DETACHMENT. . "Poor Darrell!" Gwendoline answered, pity- ingly. "So he is really cut out? You don't care for him now ?" "Why, no," answered Clarissa. "You see it was very foolish of me ever to think of him ; he was so wrapped up in you no one else had a chance. It was much better I should transfer my aifections than allow them to be blighted, as it seems to me his will be." Gwendoline sighed. Perhaps those foolish words of Clarissa's awoke in her mind the idea which she afterward carried out ; perhaps she had been thinking of it before she questioned her sister — who knows ? At any rate, she spoke no moi'e then, but lay back in the carriage, lean- ing her head against the cushions wearily, and wishing she was at home again. As for Clarissa, she was too full of her con- quests, and the fun she had had that evening, to be very quiet ; but her chatter could not divert the thoughts of at least one of the party, and after a few attempts to get up a laugh, she ceased trying to do so, and went off into a pleasant rev- erie, in which Gerald de Veaux's handsome face, and the marked attentions he had paid her, formed the principal subject for reflection. It was late that morning before Gwendoline's eyes closed in a restless, broken sleep, in which she passed through all the experiences of the night over again, and imagined herself face to fece with Miss Prendergast, defying her to take her lover from her, now that she knew he still cared for her. But when she awoke, and the real events of the evening flashed back on her mind, she felt that, however hard it liad been, she had acted wisely ; - she was sure, despite his ar- dent protestations to her, he had spoken, with wannth and eainestness to Miss Prendergast be- fore he had recognized her, and she was certain his caresses had been more those of a lover than of one acting in obedience to orders. After all, her experience of men had told her that it was very possible for a man to love one gill, and yet to flirt with another till he almost fancied himself in love with her also ; but such a character had always seemed to her despicable and unworthy, and was one of the very last she would have ascribed to Lord Feversham. Now her idol was shattered ; he had proved himself before her eyes to be no better than the common clay out of which all her friends' treasured images were foi-med; but though she recognized the fact, and hated herself for ever having been de- ceived,' she found to her astonishment that she cared for him as much as ever. She had thought that scora of his weak fickleness would have rooted np affection in her heart, but it was not so ; on the contrary, the cry of her inmost soul now was, " If I could but liave him again I would forgive him all, and show him how much better my love is than hers. "And she is beautiful," Gwendoline went on thinking; "it was not for her money only he took her; she pleased his fancy as well, yet many would think I could rival her, and I will too ; I will show him that, though he may have scorned me, yet there are many others would be glad to gain one of those smiles ho has rejected. Poor Darrell ! he loves me ; though I have re- fused him twice, he has not gone after new faces. I wonder would he take mo now : if he asks me again I will accept him, and some day I shall have the precedence of Lord Feversham's wife, and will show him that, though a penniless Irish girl,' I am no disgrace to ahigh position. Yet stay," she added, pressing her hands to her brow, " it is not his fault that we are not now married ; it IS mine. 1 thought such a union would be ruin to him, and I said I never loved Iiim. Truly I am punished for my sin : I did evil that good might come, and it only brings more evil. I think I remember his saying once only truth could prosper; while poor little Madcap agreed with me, and said for the good of a friend he would say what was false and stand by it. Oh, what a fool I have been!" she sobbed; "my punishment is greater than I can bear!" After that evening the Bambridges went out everywhere in London, meeting the Feversham party constantly, and everywhere Gwendoline maintained a calm composure by force of will and stern determination. She carried out her resolve that she should be admired, and that Lord Feversham should, see that she was. Her smile was the brightest, her wit the most spark- ling, her dancing the most perfect, of all the beau- ties then crowding the. hot London ball-rooms, and she had soon quite a little court, that fol- lowed her about in all places. La belle Irlan- daise was the fashion ; she was a queen Of beauty, wielding her sceptre gracefully, skillfully, yet very firmly, drawing m,en round her by the magic of a smile, yet keeping them always respectful and devoted, by a certain latent dignity that was more felt than seen, and that would have deterred the boldest from saying a word that could displease her. She might have married over and over again, wealth and title too, for men got infatuated about her. Perhaps the one who worshiped her most madly, though always at a distance, was Claude, Feversham, whom Mabel found it almost impos- sible to keep in her train any longer, now that Gwendoline's beauty and Gwendoline's triumph were so constantly before his eyes. If Gwendoline had known this, she would per- haps have been satisfied, and not hurried on to another step, which, while it left little mark on her life, fatally injured that of another. I came up to London for a few days about this time. My father and mother were there, and I, knowing nothing of what was going on, thought I might get a little amusement and distraction from sad thoughts in the busy life of the metrop- olis. Of course the first thing my mother asked me was whether this beautiful Miss Bambridge, that every body was running after, was the same ladfy I had met in Ireland. A little description sufficed to assure me it was the same ; besides, I knew they had intended to be in London in the spring. At the account of the manner in which she was followed and run after, my heart beat very quickly, and jealous fears began to rise. It was impossible that she should not accept one of the many brilliant offers she had received ; and even if she did not, all this flattery and adulation would naturally incline her to look indifferehtly on so small a fish as myself. However, next day at the proper time I was in the Park, mounted of course, on the chance of fate's favoring me and giving me an opportunity of riding beside her. Presently she came along, receiving salutations on all sides with her sweet sunny smile, in which OUR DETACHMENT. 123 lurked a shade of sadness I did not remember to have noticed there before. Two gentlemen, whom I recognized as two of the most eligible matches at that time in London, rode on either side of her ; while behind came Clarissa, the colonel, and an- other gentleman, who seemed to find that gay yonng lady's smiles no bad substitute for those of her sister. As they came near, and I was about to lift my hat, Gwendoline perceived me, and immediately pulled her horse into a walk. " I am so glad to see you !" she cried ; " it is long since we have met. How did you get over the cold you had when you left us ?" Thus speaking, she reined in sufficiently to place her horse beside mine, throwing one of her escort out of his position, a manoeuvre he did not seem to relish, for, after riding a few steps far- ther, he raised his hat abruptly and left us. There was a change in Gwendoline's manner that I, knowing nothing of what had happened^ could not account for ; it seemed to me so strange that she whom I had seen sad and broken-heart- ed should now blaze out the gayest of the gay, the queen of beauty, and the admired of all ad- mirers. But such she appeared to be, and for a few minutes I almost feared that the Gwendoline I had known and loved was gone forever, driven ont by the beautiful worldly spirit now before me. But when we were alone for a few minutes to- gether that night at a ball, as we stood talking by an open window, a change passed over her, and from the gay queen of fashion I had just seen she faded quietly into her old sweet gidishness, and spoke of her home under the mountains, and the happy days we had spent there, her glorious eyes gleaming with unshed tears in the soft starlight, "But every thing is changed since then," she went on ; " even I am. Do you remember, Viv- ian, what you have twice asked me, and twice I have refused ?" I was about to speak and ask her if there was yet hope, but she signed to me to be silent. "I must tell you why I refused you tlien — why I would accept you now, if you still cared for me. Do not think me very bad and bold for speaking thus, but I am very unhappy, Vivian, and I feel as if you who are unhappy also would sympathize more with me who have caused your misery, than any one else would be likely to do. I liked some one else better than you when you asked me before to marry you, though circum- stances prevented my having any hope, at least at that time ; yet as long as he remained true to me,' I should have been faithful to him. Now, however, he cares for me no longer ; he is about to marry another, and therefore if you still care for me, knowing that my heart is dead in that other love, I will have you ; I would willingly show him others value me, though he does not. I would not say this to you, but that .you seem so changed and saddened since our last meeting : if the sisterly affection I feel for you seems to you a fitting return for your love, I will give my- self to you gladly." "Gwendoline,"! murmured, with a mixture of doubt and raptnre, "you have made me too happy. I do not fear the dead love^t was not worthy of you ; and soon you will teach your heart to care for me more than you once cared for him." I pressed her hand to my lips as I spoke, for we were quite alone, but I dared not yet take her to my heart as I longed to do. She shuddered a little as my hot lips touched her hand, and drew back, saying, " I am cold here ; let us join the dancers." So we went back among them, and whirled along as merrily as the rest, I with every pulse in my body bounding with delight; she, I knew long afterward, with so heavy a heart she might' well have envied the poorest beggar in the streets. How happy I was! I never cared that she loved another, and that other Claude Teversham. It was quite enough for me that she was mine now : I believed firmly she would, in time, care more for me than she had ever done for Claude. I knew that she liked me very warmly already,- and I felt that my passionate adoration must win more affection in return. Yes, my heart knew no fear at the dangerous contract, and beat high with rapture when I thought with what pride I should present her to my mother. , Neither my father nor my mother were at the ball that night, so I knew I must wait at least till next day before I could introduce her to my family ; besides, I should have to talk over the matter with General Bambridge before it could be finally settled; though that, I knew, was a mere matter of form, as of course he would not refuse his consent. I dare say Gwendoline told them all about it that night, ho\yever, for it was evident Clarissa suspected something, and, her suspicions once aroused, there was never rest for any one till her curiosity was satisfied. "What has happened to Vivian?" she cried, as I brought Gwendoline back to her mother. "I think I never saw him looking so radiant. And you were very doleful .when you came in this evening,", she continued, tuniing to me. "There is something up. Tell me, what is it?" "Miss Bambridge has been with me all the time," I answered; "she knows every thing I know — ask her about it.. And now, I think, this is our dance," I continued, putting my arm round Clarissa's slender waist and whirling her off amidst the dancers. Somehow, I can not quite tefl how it was, be- fore we had gone many times round the room Clarissa had found out my secret, and was so evidently delighted that I felt quite pleased, as though I had done some great thing, "I am so. glad!" she cried. "Gwendoline, I know, will be happy with you, and we all like you so much that nothing couldgive us more pleasure." In what a fool's paradise I passed that even- ing ! , I seemed to move on air, and to be carried along far above mortal pains and sorrows; my head was, turned with happiness, and even the knowledge that her heart was not mine, but per- haps still another's, could not cliill my ecstasy. She would love me soon, I fondly hoped and be- lieved ; she liked me well now. I had only a few more steps to make in her affections, and the battle would be won — she would be mine Entire- ly. So I told myself joyfully, as I walked home through the cool night air, after putting my be- loved, carefully cloaked by my hands, into her carriage. The streets were quiet, and the faint gray of the summer twilight miMe them look ghostly and peaceful as I wended my way onward, thinking of my happiness, and vowing to deserve it by such "devotion as no woman ever won before. 124 OUE DETACHMENT. How is it that at some moments of intense joy a shadow passes before you, and dims your visions of the bright future ? — a shadow for which you can not account in any way, that you can not describe, except that it turns the golden dreams dead and dull, all the life and glitter fading out of them, till, bewildered and alarmed, you seek vainly for the cause of this sudden change. Such a gloom passed over me as I neared our house. It seemed as if suddenly, and without any warning, a voice in my heart called loudly : "This happiness, that seems within your grasp, is not for you. She whom you love will never he yours." As these words passed through me and rang in my ears, I staggered against tlie railings and leaned there for a minute or two, stunned by the sudden revulsion of feeling. Not a footstep rang along the quiet street, tlie lamps were looking pale and sickly in the increasing light of day, and the cool, soft summer air, blowing gently over my brow, calmed me after a time. "It is the reaction after being so happy," I muttered. "It seems like a dream, too good to be true. But it is true, I know, and to-morrow I will speak to the general." As I decided thus I recovered my spirits again, and, raising my head, stepped gayly on, gained our door, let myself in, and was soon dreaming blissfully about the events of the evening. My first business, next day, was to tell my mother all about it, and get her on my side ; I therefore sent her a message, a little before her usual break- fast hour, to say if she had no objection I would take that meal with her. This was rather an unusual step on my part, as generally I was np to6 late the night before to appear when she did, and my father and she usually took breakfast alone together. Tiiis was only when we were in London, however; in the country we were as regular and domestic as our neighbors, but in town that is out of the question. Of course my mother was delighted to have me for a companion, and sent word to that effect. In a short time I was seated opposite to her at table, feeling too nervous to do justice to the meal before me. Certainly I had talked the matter over with my mother before, and she had been most kind and sympathizing about it, in spite of which I could not but feel she might not like so speedy an ar- rangement of the matter as I desired." I did not broach the subject therefore for some time, but sat in an abstracted manner, wondering how I should begin, when she settled that difficulty for me by saying, "What was it you wanted to con- sult me about, my boy? I suppose it must be something important, to have aroused you so early." Then I told her all, and, when I had finished, waited impatiently for an answer. She mused thoughtfully for some time over my stor}', and then said: "We would not have a word to say against it, my son, if you were a little older, but you are too young to take so important a step in life. This is your first love, and no doubt very dear to you now, but it is in the nature of most men's hearts that the first love is never the last ; in a year, or at most two, you will have seen some other face you will Sbnsider for a time fair- er and dearer ; or if you marry her, and she has tact and attractions enough to keep you true, and remain in your eyes the one woman in the world for you, you will still see everywhere that a young married man like you is iat a great disadvantage in society, and you will perhaps feel inclined to exclaim, 'Why did not my parents make me wait a year or two, till I had seen a little more of life, and was more sobered and steadied down?'" "Never, mother, never!" I cried, earnestly; "believe me, she only can make me happy. I tell you, mother, I know my own heart, and I feel that for me at least the first love will be the last. I have her promise now; don't let any worldly scruples spoil my happiness." My mother smiled gently down on me as I came and knelt beside her, passing my arm round her waist coaxingly. "My child," she said, " if you are sure of your own heart, and if her people consent, I will answer for your father and myself. I will call on Mrs. Bambridgc to-day and see the young lady. It will be very pleasant to have a daughter as well as a son, and I know j'ou could not love any one who was not good ; therefore I look forward to her being a great comfort to me, now I am getting old." "Gettingold, darling mother!" I cried; "why, you look yoimger than most of the belles in their second season here. My mother is the most beau- tiful and youngest-looking matron in London," I added, proudly, as I thought what a sensation her appearance always created, and how men's eyes followed her admiringly wherever she moved. " Did I tell yon," I went on, brimming over with happiness, " what young Montague of the Guards said to me : ' By Jove, Darrell, you're the lucki- est fellow alive to have such a mother. A man need never desire to leave his own fireside when he has such an angel as that always beside it.' And I agree with him, mother, only you will be, if possible, more charming when my Gwendoline is your daughter." It was easy to arrange matters with General Bambridge, once my father's consent was guar- anteed, so you may imagine my delight when, preliminaries being settled, and settlements talked over, it was decided we should be manied' within two or three months. I was very much against a long engagement, in which all the elder people agreed with me; for, as my mother said, such an ordeal is generally very trying to young affec- tions. As to Gwendoline herself, it struck me some- times that she was afraid of the step she had taken ; but this was more from the manner in which she avoided being left alone with me, or turned off my passionate protestations of aft'ec- tion, than from any avowal on her part that such was the case. Indeed, once or twice, when, stung by this fear, I said, " Gwendoline, darling, I am afraid you regret having made me so happy," she answered, ' ' Do not think so, Vivian. I like you better than ever, but I can not be quite as gay yet as you would wish me to be, and as I hope to be some day." At the same time that the news ofour approach- ing marriage startled sleepy chaperons out of their propriety, and caused them to launch into severe condemnation of Lady Travei'scoim's folly in permitting that foolish boy to settle so early in life, and, moreover, in allowing him to choose, not a well-trained bird out of their fashionable nests, but a wild dove out of an Irish dove-cote —before they had got over this shock, I say, they OUK DETACHMENT. 123 received anothei-, less violent certainly, because more correct and conventional, but still severe enough to anxious young men on their prefer- ment, and to the mothers of damsels in the same case — ^viz., that Lord Eeversham was about to be married to Miss Prendergast. It was very hard, two such prizes being uni- ted, and rendered useless, but still it was natural and proper : they could be forgiven, while my scheme for my own happiness was utterly pre- posterous and absurd. I knew by Gwendoline's face when she heard the news about Lord Eeversham, and I almost felt pleased as I thought that, now all hope was over, she would soon forget him. Certainly suc- cessful love is a selfish passion, let who will say nay. Unsuccessful, one may be self-denying, and think of the happiness of the beloved more than of one's own ; but once fear and doubt are ban- ished, then one takes it for granted that one's own pleasure pleases also the one loved, and, I fear, her wishes are often but little consulted. While I dreaded to lose her, I could see how much happier she would be with Eeversham ; I could urge his claims and try to advance his cause. Now, though I knew she still loved him, I was rejoiced at a circumstance that I knew must pain her, and part them forever. I think I had a half-ashamed consciousness of this as I looked at her pale face and sad, soft eyes, the day the announcement first reached her ears ; yet, though I pitied her, I triumphed, and would not for worlds have had it otherwise. And now my leave was drawing to a close, as was Claude's also ; in fact, we determined to join on the same day, and journey back to Dublin to- gether ; then in about two months' time I hoped to obtain leave again and be married, and I had a kind of idea Feversham's plans were the same as mine, though I had no opportunity of asking him of late. I should hear all about it in the train, I knew, and in the mean time I was a great deal too much taken up with my own happiness to care about him, or to hunt him up now and then for a chat, as I should have done had not my ov/n time been so pleasantly occupied. CHAPTEE XXVL A SCENE IN BABKACKS. After all it is a very pleasant thing, finding one's self back with the regiment after an absence, no matter how one has enjoyed one's self on leave , not because of the regimental work, certainly, for to all except a select few that always remains rath- er a bore than otherwise ; but because one meets again the old cheery, familiar faces, hears all the familiar sounds, and finds one's self once more in an atmosphere of camaraderie never found quite in perfection out of the' service, I fancy. One likes to listen to what so-and-so has been doing with himself during one's absence, and he, in his tui-n, takes an interest in one's exploits, and par- ticipates in the pride with which we tell how we cut down sudh a one in that ti-emendous run with the Blankshire hounds, or made .the largest bag at Lord Bluestocking's battue; for being done by one of "ours," does it not reflect credit on all f Something of this pleasant feeling of return among old friends and familiar scenes soothed away the loneliness that began to settle on my spirit when I parted from Gwendoline. I was very young, and it was my first experience of separation, so that, with all my buoyancy qf spir- it and hopefulness, I had been rather downcast^ and a poor companion for Claude, who seemed himself in low spirits, and I fancied was inclined almost to avoid me. I had not seen him to speak to since his en- gagement became public, so when we were alone in the mail, having a carriage to ourselves, I thought I ought to congratulate him on his ap- proaching happiness, being sure that, if his feel- ings in any way resembled mine, he would be only too pleased to talk about it. "You are a. lucky fellow," I said, "to have won that beautiful girl. Miss Prendergast, whom I saw riding with you last winter. You are one of the most fortunate people I know." "Do you think so ?" he answered, dryly. "I do not." Then, seeing my expression of aston- ishment, he went on : " My dear Darrell, do not talk about things you do not understand. I dare say I shall do very well ; but I am older and more experienced than you, and can not be expected to fall into the same ecstasies over the common lot of all men as you do." He was very silent after this during the whole journey, but told me the wedding was to take place in two months' time — in fact, just about a week after the time fixed for my own ; but of this I did not remind him, as he seemed in no mood to sympathize with my joyful feelings. I do not think I had been back long before every fellow in barracks knew all about my fate, and a great deal of condolence I got from them, they having made up their minds that the mar- riage of a young man was an unmitigated evil, and I was to be pitied accordingly. In vain I assured them of my happiness, and represented that Only my own wishes impelled me to the step ; it was all the same to them — they shook their heads gravely, and only replied by some wise old saw, as "A young man married is a man that's marred," or something of that sort. Indeed; Mayleigh said, " Only we know you so well, and you are already in the regiment and liked, we would not have a married ensign. As it is, it is a bad example to the youngsters, and I fear will cause us some trouble." What is the origin of the popular prejudice against a young man's marrying, even when he has plenty oflnoney, and can maintain his wife in proper comfort? Of course, if the woman only marries him for his money, or is a coquette, or ill-tempered, no doubt he would do better without her ; but if she loves him, and he loves her, how much trouble and evil-doing does her gentle influence guard him from ; how much fewer scrapes he gets into, and how much hap- pier, even if less boisterously gay, is his life, than when roaming about with several choice spirits, if possible wilder than himself, as it is usual for our young men to do. As for me, I was too happy to mind these expressions of commisera- tion, which indeed would have been better suited to Claude than to me, judging by his counte- nance. As I said, every one knew every thing about my engagement just half an hour after I anived in the barracks ; but I do not think Claude told any one of his, and I certainly was not going to 12G OUR DETACHMENT. do so, as I knew he would not take such inter- ference well. Next morning, however, Cecil Egerton came into my room, having promised to breakfast with me, and then drive over to Belrush with me, to look at a stream where we had been offered some good fishing. I was not quite ready, so, tossing him the paper, I told him to look at that until I was able to sit down. He did so, and all was quiet for a minute or two, when suddenly I was startled by a smothei'ed exclamation, and, glancing round, saw Egei'ton sitting straight up in his chair, the newspaper lield np before him, showing by its trembling the agitation of his nerves. As I looked be crushed the paper in his hand, and seemed as though he was about to tear it to pieces. I had not read it, however, so I called out, " Halloo ! I say, Egerton, do not de- stroy that before I have seen it."' lie started at the sound of my voice, and the blood came back with a rush into his face, as, smoothing out the crumpled sheet slowly and deliberately, he got up as if with an effort, and held it toward me, saying, "Bead that. I did not know Feversham was going to be married." I glanced at the place lie pointed out, and saw it was an announcement of the approaching mar- riage of Lord Feversham with Miss Prendergast. It was all plain enough, and quite true, though why it should affect Egerton in so violent a man- ner I was at first at a loss to detennine. Then I remembered he had been staying with the Prendergasts in the winter, and no doubt had fallen under tlie spell of Mabel's fascination. Poor fellow ! it was evident he was desperately hard hit, and I hardly liked to answer his re- mark, when I saw the pain he was suffering. "Tell me," he asked again, in a changed, hoarse voice, "is it true? What is the founda- tion for such a report ?" "It is true," I replied, briefly. "It is all settled, though I don't think Feversham has told any of our fellows yet." As these words, confirming the newspaper re- port, fell slowly and reluctantly from my lips, Egerton turned so white I feared he would have fallen, but he controlled himself, and grasped the back of a chair for support, as he answered, "I do not believe it. It is a vile fabrication, got up either by Lord Feversham or his mother, with a view to increasing his importance in the eyes of the world ; they think perhaps by doing this they may cause her to see the'desirability of the step. But their pains are in vain," he went on, with a wild, excited laugh. "I know she is true ; I could not believe her false, if she told me herself she was so. No, she is mine, only mine ! Darrell, you must have made a mistake, or Lord Feversham has deceived you." • Hooked at him with astonishment, and began to think he must certainly be a little touched in the brain, for though he had spent a month or two in the winter at The Poplars, yet it was ab- surd to imagine that any thing more than an or- dinary flirtation existed between him and Miss Prendergast. True, I could quite believe any such intimacy with her would be very fatal, but this young fellow seemed to allude to something more ; he spoke of her as his, as though he had told his love and been accepted. It was non- sense, of course ; still I could not help feeling that very likely be had been led on and badly treated. and I pitied him accordingly. Noi .so veiy long; ago, under such circumstances, I should have abused all women unmercifully, and thanked my stars I was above siich weakness. Now, I felt for him deeply, and thought thankfully, " Gwen- doline would not have acted so." " I suppose Teversham will be in the anteroom after breakfast," went on Egerton. "I must speak to him about this, and get him to contra- dict it. She would not like it a bit more than I do, but if it is denied at once it does not so much matter." I was surprised at the tone of proprietorship he assumed when speaking of Miss Prendergast, and began really to think he must be mad, the more so as, though he sat down to breakfast, he continued talking in a flighty, excited manner, and kept helping himself to one dish after an- other, and then pushing away his plate without touching what was on it. "Feversham is sure to be about," I answered. " I hope you and he will be able to make it all right with each other. But don't you intend to come with me, then '/" "Oh! yes," he replied, "if you do not mind waiting two or three minutes for me. Feversh- am is a good fellow, after all, and, whatever his motive for this can be, I think, when I tell him I object, he will write at once to have it contra- dicted. You do not mind waiting, do you ?" " Certainly not," I answered, thinking at the same time the matter promised to be a little more difficult of settlement than Cecil seemed to anticipate, at least by words ; but his trembling hands and hurried, nen-ous manner told a dift'er- ent tale. I do not fancy we either of us enjoyed our breakfast much that morning. To me there seemed to be a shadow of coming trouble, or, as I mentally expressed it, of a jolly good row, hanging over our heads ; as for Egerton, I under- stood well afterward why his face had changed so sadly and suddenly, why such a strained, anx- ious look had come into the deep, soft eyes, usu- ally so placid and indolent in their beauty. It was inevitable that a man with bis intensely, womanishly affectionate nature should suffer deep and bitter pain through the keenness of his feel- ings, but it is rare indeed that even those weak as he, where those they love are concerned, are so mercilessly and cruelly betrayed, so shameful- ly deceived ; as yet, though he did not know, though he dared not guess the extent of the ca- lamity that had befallen him, the sensitive nerves of his mind had been jarred, and a thousand vague, wild ideas floated through his brain, like the throbbing pulsations of pain that succeed a heavy blow. "I'll go with you, old fellow," I cried, as Ce- cil, after hastily swallowing a cup of coffee, rose to seek Feversham. " I want to speak to May- leigh, and will no doubt find him in the ante- room ; then, after you have settled this matter, we can go off on our expedition. " I spoke thus confidently and cheerfully, though I was far from feeling so. I knew for certain Claude was engaged to Mabel Prendergast, and that he would not for a moment think of denying his engagement ; but what course Egerton would take, when he found his worst suspicions con- firmed, I was at a loss to imagine ; besides, above nil, what right had he to demand this explana- OUR DETACHMENT. 12Y tion, and to go on in the violent manner in which' he seemed inclined to act ? To tell the truth, my business with Mayleigh ■was purely fictitious. I wanted to be some- where about, so that I might know if there was any row, and perhaps get Claude to explain it all to me afterward. Gwendoline used to say I was the most curious person — man, woman, or child — she had ever, met; and though I do not at all see the truth in that assertion, yet I ac- knowledge on this occasion I was very anxious to know how matters would end. Egerton took my paper with him, carrying it so folded as to show the obnoxious paragraph uppermost. He glanced at it once or twice oh the way, and I noticed, as he did so, his very lips grew white witli the intensity of his emo- tion, and though it was a chilly day, large drops stood upon his brow. His eyes, too, as he turn- ed them on me now and then while listening to my chatter, had a sad, pitiful, pleading expression in them, like that you see sometimes in the eyes of a spaniel. At last we reached the anteroom : there were several fellows there besides Claude, and I fully expected Egerton would have asked him to leave the room for a minute, that their explanation might be settled in private. No idea of this kind, however, entered Cecil's head ; he was too disturbed, and too terribly in earnest, to heed for one moment the inquisitive eyes around. Once he found himself in Fevereham's presence, he seemed to forget every thing but that the man was before him whom report placed between him and his love. Stepping up to Claude, he laid the paper on the table, and pointing out the place, said, - . " Do you see that ? Of course you will deny it!" With a quiet, cool gravity that must have been infinitely torturing to the man whose heart was beating so madly with suspense as to cause ev- ery thing in the I'oom to grow dim before him, Claude took up the paper, and read the, passage slowly and deliberately before he answered, look- ing Egerton calmly in the face with curious, ques- tioning eyes, " Why, should I deny it ? I did not put it in the papers, but it is true." "By heaven, it is false! — false as hell !" cried Egerton, starting into furious, active, passionate life from his late despondency and depression. "Take that!" he went on, striking Claude a blow on the mouth, that caused a deep Hush to spring to his brow, not from the pain of the blow, but from the outrage, the insult from his subal- tern, a man whom he had always befriended. He sprang to his feet, and for a moment, inhis indignation and anger, looked as though he could crush Egerton with one grasp of the strong white fingers be laid on the young man's shoulder. But his nature was a brave and true one. As he faced his foe, a glance at the pale, heart-broken face convinced him something was wrong, and quelling his passion by a powerful effort, he said, gravely, "You must be mad, Egerton. Don't you know that in striking me you have laid yourself open to a trial by court-martial, and such a trial can only result in your being dismissed the serv- ice ? What you can possibly mean by speaking in that way to me, I am at a loss to understand ; there has been some misconception here. Will you be good enough to explain f " The young man drew back from Claude's re- taining hand, and raised his head till his flashing eyes met those of liis opponent haughtily and firmly. I had never seen him look so splendid- ly handsome : the weak look that generally spoil- ed his face had vanished, his slight form had di- lated with the force of his passionate anger, and although his expression was pained and grief- stricken, there was a grandeur of despair in it ; it was an expression such as one might imagine would rest on the countenances of those who fall overpowered by countless numbers, yet fighting bravely to the last. He drew back from Claude, and answered cold- ly and sneeringly, "Did not that blow show you my meaning ? I did not think you were a cow- ard, as well as a liar and a sneak 1 If you wish to know why I call you so, I will tell you. The lady whose engagement with you is here an- nounced, and whose engagement you maintain, is not so bound to you — she is mine, we are be- trothed, and only wait for my lieutenancy to be married. ■ If it be true — which I can never be- lieve till I hear it from her own lips^then you have supplanted me, drawn her away from me, bribed her by yonr superior worldly advantages ; in either case the answer to my blow remains the same. Shall I be obliged to refresh your memo- ry with another ?" He stepped forward as he spoke, laughing bitter- ly and scornfully. But Claude drew back, saying, "This is unnecessary. I comprehend you. But," he added, with a glance round at our sur- prised and anxious faces, " I should have thought more of your love if you had kept this scene pri- vate." Egerton started, and flushed blood -red over cheek and brow as he perceived us all looking on. ' ' I did not know, " he murmured ; then recov- ering himself, he went on : "You need not teach me what my love requires to make it perfect. If I have erred, it was from intensity, not from want of feeling. I shall be in my room whenever yon have any communication to make to me." And so saying, he turned to leave. As he came near me he staggered, and passed his hand over his eyes with a hurried, nervous motion, then tried to move on, but stumbled, and would have fall- en, only.Icaught him, and helped him into the cool air outside. There he leaned against the wall, and after the breeze had fanned his cheek for a minute or two, he asked, "What did I say just now, DaiTell ? I do not remember. I seem be- wildered ! I know something has happened about Mabel, but I hardly can understand it yet. I thought some one said she had jilted me, but that is false!" He would have gone on wildly, but just then the orderly entered the square with the letter-bag — the English letters were always a late post, and this day they were rather later than usual. "Wait here for a minute," I cried; "or go back to your quarters, while I go in to see if there are any letters. I will bring yours, if there are any, for you." "Very well," he answered absently, and went off, while I followed the orderly in and returned to the anteroom, where I found every one in a, great state of excitement about the scene they hud just witnessed. 128 OUR DETACHMENT. "What is the meaning of it all ?" cried sever- al Yoices as I entered the room ; while Claude's quiet sentence could bo heard above all the con- fusion, "I think the fellow is mad !" " I do not know the rights of the case," I re- plied, "but, from all I can make out, he seems to fancy himself badly treated by some lady, and thinks that Feversham is the cause of it. " I did not explain more fully, because I thought most probably Claude would not care to have the name of his future wife mixed up in this affair. " Here are the letters," I went on, seizing mine, and glancing rapidly over the outsides to know from whom they came ; " and here is one for Egerton. I suppose I had better take it in to him. And I dare say he can wait a minute or two for that, while I look over mine." Claude had also received one or two letters by that post, and I noticed, as he finished reading the one he first opened, he uttered an impatient exclamation, and his face clouded over, as though something had happened to annoy him, then, turning to me, he said, " You are going to Egerton's quarters now, are you not ? Let me walk so far with you — I have something to tell you." I assented, and as soon as we were outside, and crossing the square, Feversham said to me, ' ' I am afraid Egerton has cause for complaint, though I did not think it could be true at first. Here is a letter from her, which I have just re- ceived, confessing that she had, through pity for Egerton when he was ill, consented to engage herself to him, but now that a happier fate " (she calls it that, poor child ! he muttered aside) " has been presented to her, she has not the cour- age to sacrifice herself, and has written to tell him so. She seems veiy penitent for the mischief she may have caused, and begs me not to let Egerton quarrel with me. She appears also to think he will soon get over it, when he finds there is no possible chance of his winning her." "So do not I," I replied. "He is awfully cut up, and I am convinced feels himself deeply wronged. It is a bad thing for a girl to do, and I must say I think her conduct heartless." "Remember, Dai-rell, my good boy, she is to be my wife, so I must trouble you not to com- ment on her conduct, at least before me. How- ever, I was about to say I think that letter to Eg- erton may be from her, as she told me she was going to write to him." "Veiy likely," I answered, coolly. "A girl (though she is to be your wife, I will say it) who could treat a man as she seems to have treated this poor fellow, would also be just the one to write him a calm, cold letter, telling him she had mistaken her feelings, that she never had felt the love for him she had imagined, and now, having found some one on whom her affections really were fixed, he must excuse her breaking off with him, and favoring this other more happy mortal with her hand." This I said in spite of Claude's frowning looks, for I felt sure Egerton had been ill-used by the lovely, fair-faced girl I remembered ; moreover, it seemed to me he was not the man to bear up against such a calamity. I could not but pity him, as, I recalled the despair of his handsome face when he first began to realize the truth of the dreadful news, and I was too young, and too happy in my love, not to sympathize, profoundly with one whose dream of joy was thus rudeljr shattered. When he reached his quarters, Claude, who had been silent since my last speech, said sud- denly, " I had better not go near him now. If, when he sees I have spoken the truth, he is willing to withdraw the insulting speeches made to me, and to let the matter rest, I will assuredly not resent his action. His state of mind was too painful forme to think more of his insult than as an out- burst of blind passion, for which he is sure to be sorry when he comes to his senses. I do not fancy you will see much more of him to-day. Shall I wait here for you ?" I assented, and running nimbly up stairs, knocked at his door. He opened it slightly, but still standing behind it, so that I could not see his face, and took the letter I held to him, saying as he did so, " I fear I can not accomp.iny you to-day, Dar- rell. And I say, old fellow," he added, with an attempt at easy cheerfulness in his voice, "will you see me through this affair — be my second, I mean ?" "Do not talk about that now," I answered, thinking that the perusal of the letter he held would change his mind. "Think over it till evening. Then, if you are still of the same mind, I will do what you want, but do not do any thing of this kind in a huriy. You will nev- er repent it but once, you know." "You have got an old head on young shoul- ders, DaiTell," he answered, closing his door slowly, " or you would not talk to me like that. Come and see me when you return." And so saying, he shut the door, whUe I went back to Claude. "Well, have you heard any thing?" asked Feversham, anxiously, as I rejoined him. "No," I replied. "I can not make him oiit. He is evidently trying to bear up and hide what he suffers, but you can see all his misery in the way he shuts himself up, in the very tone of his voice as he answers your most careless speech. I am veiy sorry for him ; he was a good fellow, and a clever one too, but far too sensitive for this hard workaday world, where every one must take his knocks as they come, and smile at the pain they cause him." " Poor fellow, I am veiy sorry for him !" mur- mured Claude. "But I can not blamS Mabel. It was natural, poor child, that she should engage herself 'to him, and fancy she loved him; after taking care of him through a long illness, and it is natural now that, finding some one she likes bet- ter, she should wish to free herself from the chain with which she is bound. Doubtless she forms no idea to herself of the misery and hopeless de- spair it is to him, and perhaps would feel the same herself, if she was obliged to hold to her engagement and throw me over. But at least I will not challenge him, as he wishes. I will pass over his insult, if he will allow me, and some day, when he has got over the shock, I am sure he will thank me for not yielding to his mad de- sire for revenge." How easy it is to deceive a man, if he thinks himself beloved ! with what dexterity a pair of small white hands can throw a veil over the most clear-sighted eyes, or a few words spoken by a soft voice confuse the clearest judgment !- OUR DETACHMENT. 129 Kere was Claude, without doubt a clever, sensi- ble man of the world, up to any trick or plant of the sharpers and blacklegs, both in society and out of it — a man impossible to outmanoeuvre and get round in the general course of events, yet now as completely beguiled and bamboozled as was ever the greenest subaltern in a marching regi- ment. It seemed quite natural to him that Ma- bel should love him better than Egerton, and throw that youngster over for his sake, even though he knew himself he did not bring lier his heart, and he had a slirewd suspicion she was aware of that fact also. Never mind that, how- ever ; it was clear the girl loved him, he thought ; and then, what an innocent, childish thing she was, with her sweet half-smile, and the sudden uplifting of her grave eyes to his ! It was a pretty trick, and at times, as she did it, he was almost angry with himself that he did not love her as he believed she deserved. Had he seen her practice that half-shy, half-tender look before her glass, and then smile a triumphant smile at the resuH, he perhaps would not have admired it quite so much. As it was, ho walked across the square with me, and on our way took out her letter, glancing over it with fond eyes, no doubt, but not with that rapturous expression that a love-letter is sup- posed to call forth — indeed, after a moment a troubled look crossed his face. " I hope nothing will come of this between Egerton and me," he said slowly; "it would pain and alarm her so, and, after all, she was not much to blame ; it was like her pitying, child-like character to engage herself to the man when he was ill, hoping thereby to please him, and recall him to life and happiness ; and it is equally like an impatient petulance I have sometimes obseiTcd in her character when annoyed, that she should refuse to bear the portion she had chosen for her- self in life when she finds it too irksome,, and when a better one is presented to her. These are faults, no doubt, but she is always the more charming for her faults. A perfect woman could never be so wayward, and yet beguiling, as she is, and one other also whom I have known. " He sighed as he spoke the last words, and I knew his thoughts were wandering back to the one woman I believe he had ever really loved as a man should love his bride — the woman that, before many weeks passed, was to be my wife ; and I, knowing well her value and her noble true-heartedness, felt somehow a chillrun through me at that sigh. It seemed to speak of things that might yet be, of old feelings revived, of old memories awaked — nay, if that were possible, old associations, old affections renewed. What if they were to meet now ? — would the ties that bound them be strong enough to keep off una- vailing regrets, painful, yet sweet retrospections, hopes and vows for a future to which they could no longer have the right to look forward ? Yes, I could answer that ; with her, at least, though the troubled heart might throb and beat with vis- ions of by-gone days, no disloyal thought to me would be allowed to harbor there ; and if a strug- gle there was betwixt the old love, vainly given, and the new love that was to come, she would be the, conqueror over the forbidden feeling, and I should be more secure in her heart afterward than before. CHAPTER XXVII. TOR THi: LAST TIME. Iff Feversham could have seen Mabel Prender- gast, as she sat down to write that letter to Eger- ton which was to blight his hopes and crush all the young vigorous life out of his heart, he might perhaps have thought her less child-like than he did. . It was a hard task that she had set her- self, and she felt it to be so, even while she de- termined it should be, dope; but the pale, sad face told its own tale of grief, however stenily repressed, as she locked herself into her sunny boudoir and sat down to her self-imposed tiial. She placed her elbows on the table, with her open desk before her, and, leaning her head on her hands, meditated long and deeply. The white, soft fingers, buried in the waves of her dark hair, clasped and unclasped themselves nervous- ly ; the glorious eyes, usually so brilliant and full of light, were sombre and deep, with a gloomy pain in their expression ; and tears she was too proud to shed over the love to which she was herself about to deal the death-blow hung glisten- ing in her long thick lashes. Now and then the sensitive, finely-cut lips quivered, but that expres- sion of pain would pass away quipkly, and a res- olute, stern look, strange to that fresh young face, would take its place, and the set, pale features would grow so hard that, had Claude Fever-sham seen her then, he would almost have feared the woman he had chosen for his wife. , • Sitting thus, she thought over the young dream of love in which for a short time she had revel- ed, as one basks in the sunshine, and which she was now about to destroy with her own hand and of her own free-will. She lingered over her mem- ories of the past before writing the fatal words that would efface and blot them out forever. She thought of the day she found him, of the evening when she first knew him to be handsome, beautiful as the sun-god of the Greek mythology, and to her the king of men ; she heard again the voice in which he first uttered words of love to her ear ; she remembered the time when he had almost found strength to leave her, and how she had lured him back, and stolen his strength from him by the false promise she was now about to reclaim. All these things passed through her mind as she sat there, holding absently his last letter crumpled in her hand. She dared not look at it now ; it was so tender, so true, so trustful, that every word cried out against her meditated treachery, and contrasted strangely with Claude Feversham's kind but never impassioned epistle, lying close by. She felt the difference, and shrugged her shoulders with a scornful gesture, as her eye fell on the favored lover's letter, while she muttered slowly, "And for him ! Stupid fool that he is, his heart is so little mine that he never perceives 1 have none to give him. Oh, my love, my love I you are worth ten thousand such as he ; and yet he wins the day — or rather," she added, with sudden energy, " not he, but his gold, his influ- ence, his position — these are the foes you had to fight against. They were too many and too strong, and I too weak, for you to prevail against them." As she finished this strange soliloquy she seized her pen and began to write with a feverish deter- 130 OUR DETACHMEXT. mination strangely at variance with the cool res- olution of her ordinary character. Often she paused as she wrote, gazing fixedly into vacancy, till some new idea would strike her, and her pen would again glide over the paper with fi'antic haste ; she sighed often and deeply, like one in pain, as her rapid hand traced hard, iiTevocable words ; but when it was ended, the long-drawn breath had as much relief as of sorrow in its sound, and she whispered to herself: ' ■ It is all over now, that mad, foolish dream. I wonder will he grieve much ? But I need not wonder. lie told me once if he lost me he should die, and I fear it will be so." She paused and clasped her hands tightly, looking irresolutely at the letter lying before her, as though half determined to destroy it ; then slie recovered herself, and shaking her liead with an impatient gesture, she folded, sealed, and di- rected the letter, musing as she did so over its contents. It was all false for the most part, false as her own fair, sweet face, and the tender, lov- ing words she had so lately written to Claude Feversham. She told him how pity for him in his state of weakness had misled her, and now she had mis- taken her feelings for something deeper and more tender than they were; that now she had dis- covered herself capable of a stronger, purer af- fection, and tlirew herself on his generosity to release her from the promise given in her foolish, childish days, before she knew what true love was. She feared he would think she had used him badly, and veiy prettily she expressed her contrition for the pain she was about to cause bim, reverting always to her childishness and folly, her ignorance until now of what love really was, and the sin of betraying both him and her- self by concealing the real state of her heart, once she had discovered it. It was a letter such as might have been writ- ten by a child without a heart, a mortal Undine, in fact, but never surely by a woman who loved and had been loved, as she had been. And this was the missive I handed in to Egerton that morning through his halt-open door, and that he lield unopened in his hand till I had left. Then he tore it open with eagei', trembling fingers, and glanced hurriedly over its contents. The events of the morning should have prepared him in some way for what was about to happen, yet now the blow seemed to fall with as much force as though it came unexpectedly. He fell back against the window-sash, catching blindly at a chair to steady himself, and moaned the dismal, inarticulate moan of a soul in agony. In that first bitter hour he found no woi'ds to express his anguish ; he only hid his face from the light and groan- ed in his cruel sorrow. He uttered no word or sound as he lay through the weary hours, crouched up in a heap in the window. His face was hidden from sight, had there been any one near to see, by the arm on which his head rest- ed ; he moved not, stirred not; like one dead he lay ; none could know what passed through his mind during that terrible time. The sunlight streamed in through the window, and wandered along the walls, and over the table and floor, resting brightly on every. object in the room, but longest and most gayly on his bowed and strick- en head. But he saw and heeded not ; before Ilia mental eyes the sun should shine never more, to him all the beauty and gladsome light of na- ture were dead and gone forever. At length he rose, but tottered as he stood up- right, and moved through the room with the fee- ble, uncertain steps of one walking in a strange place in the twilight. After a time he seemed to recover a little, and stepped more certainly, . while his handsome face wore an expression nev- er seen there before: it was pale, calm, and de- termined ; but the calm was that of despair, the determination that of a man whom nothing in heaven or earth could alter, in his resolution. He wrote a note or two, put a few things into a portmanteau, made preparations for a hurried^ journey, all in the same unmoved way, and then paused for a moment, as though uncertain what next to do. Just at this moment I appeared, according to promise, having returned empty-handed from my excursion. The alteration in Egerton's manner and appearance in those few short hours was so great that I hardly recognized him, and could not refrain from uttering an exclamation of as- tonishment. But the strange, calm sternness of his pale face awed me; I felt instinctively that grief must indeed be terrible which could so remove all trace of his former self in the expres- sion of a man's countenance. He looked absent- ly at me for a minute or two after he had admit- ted me, and then, as if remembering suddenly the events of the morning, said, "I have heard nothing from him as yet;' I expected I should have before now. Do you think he will not take up the matter?" "What matter? — what is it you expect?" I asked, hardly recollecting what had happened, and not sure either that he meant to follow up his insult, now he knew all, if Claude declined to take notice of what had already passed. "Did you not see? Do you not understand that I want him— the villain who has supplanted me — to meet me in fair fight; that I may revenge myself for the wrong he has wrought me ? , If he . does not take the blow I gave him this morning as a sufiiciently marked insult, and challenge me, I will send him a message ; and if he will not re- ceive that, I will horsewhip his cowardly carcass till he shall wish he had fought with the weap- ons of a brave and honorable man." "That will not be necessary, I assure you," I replied, thinking that in courage and strength few men could surpass Claude ; " but if you are determined to fight, you had better send him a challenge, for I know that, considering the paui- ful circumstances of the case, he had intended to pass over your insults this morning, fancying that, after you had thought the matter over a lit- tle, you would see he had not been to blame, and that you had acted hastily." "ITo, no," he cried angrily, " I was right, and he shall at least give me this satisfaction. Stay, I will write him a line, which I beg you will take to him ; I must also ask you to be my second in the affair when it comes off'." I promised to do as he wished, though in truth I did not care to be mixed up in the affair. In old days it was a feather in a young man's cap to have even assisted at a thing of this sort, while to have been a principal covered one with glory; but now it is all different. People look coldly on the practice, and it is flat against the rules and regulations of the service. So altogether I OUR DETACHMENT. 131 shauldhave been just as well pleased had he ask- ed some one else to stand by liim on this occa- sion, and I waited, while he wrote his note, in rather a disturbed frame of mind. " There," he said, when it was finished, hand- ing it to me, " I have asked him to meet me at A , a small sea-port in Brittany, four days hence. You will join me there also : and now I shall apply for a week's leave. Do not let me keep you," he added, seeing me linger, uncertain whether I should again try to dissuade him or not ; " only let me have an answer as soon as possible." I knew by the expression of his face that all efforts to turn him from his purpose would fail, so I took the note silently and proceeded with it to Feversham's quarters. "It is a bad affair altogether !" he exclaimed, after glancing over the missive I brought, him. "In these days it is hardly possible to hush up a matter of this kind ; and if it once reaches the authorities, we are donefor^-he at least is; as for you and mp, Darrell, we might by interest escape, but we run the risk of losing our profes- sion also. However, what must be must, I sup- pose, so I shall have to agree to this meeting, and will hope it may pass off without injury to any one. I at least will not fire at him. He is much to be pitied, and I greatly fear Mabel has not made a wise choice in preferring my affec- tion at second-hand to his passionate, undivided heart. " So it was settled that Feversham and Egertori were to meet at A. — - next Friday, I being Eg- erton's second, and Mayleigh acting in the same capacity for Claude. When I went back to tell Egerton all these pre- liminaries had been arranged, and the weapons were to be pistols, I found he had already ob- tained the leave he was about to apply for when I last saw him, and that he was thinking of cross- ing by the early boat next morning. He was calm and collected, with the intense, impenetra- ble calm of despair : it seemed almost as though all human thoughts and passions had left him — as though no wild throbs of hope or fear should ever again cause his pulse to leap madly — as though no danger should ever again call forth a flash of the daring spirit he had once shown. He listened to my words with the same immova- ble countenance, and nodded without speaking, in token that he, was satisfied with the arrange- ments, when I had done detailing them. Then, after a pause, he spoke slowly, and with visible effort: "I shall not see you before I go to-morrow, Darrell, and I have a few things to settle in En- gland before I go on, which is what obliges me to leave at once. On Friday we will meet at A-; — ; till then, farewell. Pray that your cous- in's aim be straight and his hand steady — it is the only favor he can do me now." And saying this, with a short and bitter laugh, he turned into the inner room and left me alone. I went away, and joined the mess -table in rather low spirits. The man's changed face and manner haunted me, and I seemed to feel that such a nature as his would not only never forget the wound it had received, but that also he wonl4 never outlive it — never more be the same sweet- tempered, gay companion, the fonvard rider when the hounds threw their heads, to a burning scent, the gracejful valseur in the gay ball-room, that he once had been : even to me, careless and happy, thinking little of others' joys or soitows, it seemed a pity that so promising a life should thus be blighted for the sake of a fair face that I greatly feared was false as fair, and for the mem- ory of honeyed words that carried a sting in their sweetness. , And now he was going off in a hurry, though the meeting was not to take place till Friday, and this was Monday. What business could ho have to do? He had no friends or relations that I knew of: then suddenly the conviction flaslied into my mind, he has gone to bid her good-bye, gone to craze liis brain yet more by a sight of her bewitching beauty, gone to try to strike , some spark of feeling from that flinty heart, and gone, as I feared, without the very faintest chance of, success. Much as I pitied him, I could not wish him to succeed, for was not the fair, false-faced girl Claude's promised , bride, and was it not better he should suffer than Feversham, who had once before been so unfoi'- tunate? As I thought this, it flashed througli my mind that Claude would not feel this misfor- tune so deeply ; moreover, he had more strength of character to fall back on in distress. than the handsome, weak young man over whom I was lamenting. Next morning, early, Egerton was up and away, leaving no word or message to me or Claude, all arrangements having been settled' the night before. He was gone on liis way to The Poplars, whither the Prendergasts had now re^ turned, and where he hoped to get a farewell glimpse of the girl that had beguiled and be- trayed him. He had no definite idea in his head when he set out toward the place where he, had spent so many happy hours ; it was merely a half-formed hope or wish that he might see her, once more before his. death that urged him onward. He had no thought of speaking to h.er in his mind, did not even intend to approach near enough to the house to render a meeting probable; yet, when he found himself on the tamiliar ground, wandering along the well-known shady paths, an, irresistible impulse drew him farther and farther' on, till he approached Mabel's favorite haunt, a seat under a \yide-spreading chestnut that drooped its heavy masses of foliage into tlie still surface of the pond, a large and beaiitiful sheet of artificial water. She was not,there,,and he knew, at tliat hour of day, was most.probably at dinner. There was, therefore, no fear of an interruption from her, and thus thinking, he sat down to dream, and gaze into the still water, which seemed to oftier such a peaceful haven to his weary heart, and under the glassy surface of which he would so gladly have buried his sor- rows, had such a course seemed to him honor- able. But though he had not courage to fight the battle of life bravely, now the prize he had hith, erto struggled for was withdrawn, still he pre- feiTed the fictitious appearance of honor and bravery offered by a duel with the man who, had supplanted and robbed , him. It never strucli him that, with the intentions he cherished, a.duel was as cowardly a way of shirking the pairi of living as if he had followed the promptings of his weary heart and thrown himself into the still, 102 OUR DETACHMENT. peaceful waters, there to rest safe from all "misery nnd trouble, nenr in death to the false love that had deceived him in life. Such vague thoughts, half of pence and dream- less rest, half of bitter sorrow and painful action yet to be gone through, haunted him as he sat there under the broad, leafy boughs, watching with listless, unobservant eyes the dragon-flies hovering over the water, the lazy cattle standing knee-deep in the shady pond, the water-fowl gliding in and out among tjie islets — ^seeing them all without heeding, and the sounds of the hot summer day falling just as unnoticed on his ear. The buzzing of the myriad flies, the chirp of the hidden birds, the grasshopper's loud whining, the gcfttle footfall of some one approaching through the long grass — all these he might have heai-d, but did not, only sat there dreaming a cruel, agonizing dream, but one from which he could not tear himself away. Saddenly through his whole frame he seemed to feel her presence, and raised his head hurried- ly, dreading to encounter the glance of those eyes that were, of all things in the world, most dear to him, and yet most to be avoided. His instinct had not deceived him. She was standing by the Avater's edge, her face half turned toward him, yet not seeing him, so completely was he hidden by the overhanging boughs. Silently he gazed, the wildest hopes and fears rising in his mind as he watched her, while she, all unconscious of his presence, remained looking at the wild fowl at play, with a strange wistful glance, as though she gazed at something beyond them that was invis- ible to all but her. She did not seem very hap- py, bethought, nnd certainly she sighed once or twice heavily. After all, he reasoned with him- self, it was possible, nay, it was probable, that the breaking of his engagement was not her doing, but that of her parents ; perhaps her heart was as sore at what she had been forced to do as even his had been, when he read the cruel words that blasted his life and ruined his hopes. ^ Quick as the idea flashed through his mind, new hope sprang up, and he resolved to make one effort more to secure the love that was to him all in all, and without which he was deter- mined not to live. Quietly he stepped from his hiding-place and came toward her : as he drew near, the sound of his footfall caught her ear for the first time, and she turned hurriedly to meet the intruder. As she recognized him, a terrified expression came into her calm, unfathomable eyes, like the piteous gaze of a hunted deer, and she looked eagerly from one side to the other, as thoOgh searching for a means of escape. He was too near for her to get away, so she stood motionless, and cried in a frightened, trembling voice, " Leave me, I beg of yon ! I can not speak to yon now, and you must come here no more." For the first time in her life, perhaps, the cool, proud-spirited girl felt a sensation of fear, and the feeling was so new to her that for a minute it mastered and overcame her. Her alarm and agitation strengthened in the young man's' mind thei belief that it was not by her will that all this misery had come to pass. As for her, his seek- ing her, after the letter she had written, seemed to her cold mind, which wrts still incapable of comprehending all the depth of feeling in his, lis if revenge alone could be the motive for which he sought her presence : the Wild, excited look irt his face as he came toward her confirmed her in this impression. She had heard of men who had gone mad un- der such cruel treatment as Egerton had received at her hands — men who had killed the woman they loved, when she proved false to them, soon- er than see her smile on another man as she had once smiled on them; and her blood ran cold as she thought that here, alone and defenseless, tliere was nothing between her and him she had wronged— nothing that could prevent his wreak- ing his vengeance on her, as he had doubtless come with the intention of doing. She trem- bled at the thought, and glanced round wildly to see if there was any way of escape open ; but un- less she had been endowed with the fleetness of a deer, he was too close for flight to avail her, and no help could she discern far or near. He whom she wronged thus — for her very sus- picions were yet another wrong done to the gen- erous, tender heart she had betrayed — noticed the teiTor in her looks, and ascribed it to a fear that her parents should discover with whom she was speaking, which confirmed him in his idea that their wishes, and theirs alone, had dictated the letter that had almost broken his heart, and was about to plunge him into a dangerous quar- rel. As he thought thus, he stood close before her, and, impelled by tlie strong hope that had sprung up in his heart, lie drew her trembling, shrinking form to him, murmuring, " Mabel, dearest, I know you are true. They made you write that heartless letter. But I do not believe it ; nnd we will be happy in spite of them, if you will but wait a little longer." He stroked her soft, wavy hair fondly, but she shivered at his touch, and, her confidence return- ing as she felt he would never harm her, she drew herself from him, and with a sigh that was almost a sob, steeled herself for the struggle be- tween love and ambition that lay before her. "For Heaven's sake, Mabel," he cried, as she with returning courage drew herself from his embrace, "tell me that you had no part in this crnel business — that you were forced against your will to write that dreadful letter? You love me still, do you not? Time and absence can not change you any more than they can me." Then she answered, determined to shelter her- self behind her parents' names, and replied, "But how, Cecil, would you have me act against the wishes, of my father and mother? I must obey them, and they do not like our mar- riage." " They will cease to object," he answered, eagerly, "if they find you reject the alliance they had designed for you ; and if you are will- ing to wait till I have a home to offer you, they will soon get tired of keeping ns apart. I will work for your sake as I have never worked be- fore, and with the hope I have of your love, suc- cess, I know, will attend me." He tried again to draw her toward him, but she stepped back angrily. "I will not oppose ray parents," she cried; "and after their kindness to yOn, you should be the last to ask me to do so. It is true I am en- gaged to many Lord Feversliam, as I told you in my letter; knowing that, you should never have come here to speak to me as you have OUR DETACHMENT. 133 done ; but as I was in the wrong to give you hopes that can never be realized, I forgive you fully, and hope, when we hext meet, all this may be forgotten, and that we may be the fast friends I should wish us to be." As she spoke she held out her hand with a calm smile, though her voice was hardly steady, and one less stunned and blinded than Cecil Eg- erton was could have seen her face paleand her lip quiver as she stepped toward him, about to pass on. But her words had stung him to the soul, and somewhere about thi^ young man, gen- tle and forbearing as he seemed, there lurked a hidden fire that could on occasion blaze up, and burn as fiercely as that which rages in the hearts of other and outwardly more passionate men. "You shall not go! "he cUed fieccelj', taking both her hands in his, and holding her full before Iiira — "you' shall not go untU you have told me plainly and clearly, is this all your doing? Your parents, I know, never denied your wishes, and from what you said now, I begin to believe at last that you alone have framed this accursed villainy — that your hand alone has wounded the heart that loved you. " She was frightened again now, as he held her with a force that, hurt her hands, and caused the rings to cut into her tender flesh ; but she was brave, in spite of her bad heart — perhaips, indeed, it was the only quality about her that deseiTed real admiration, for it was not the blind bravery of ignorance that knows nothing, and therefore fears nothing ; it was a loftier courage, that, ful- ly comprehending danger, could rise supeiior to natural terror and trample it underfoot. When the first shock of this unexpected meeting had worn off, her old dauntless spirit had returned, and she resolved to put an end to this scene at once, let the consequences to herself be what they might. Looking calmly np into Egerton's excited eyes, she answered, "Could you not have told from my letter that such an inteiTiew as this would be disagreeable to me ? It is my wish, as I told you in writing, that everything should be at an end between us. Yon would not be content without hearing the avowal from my lips ; if it has pained you, I am not to blame." She tried to wrest herself from his grasp and move off as she spoke, but he still held hit, gaz- ing with eager eyes at the. loveliness he had prized so much, worshiped so bhndly. At length lie spoke, and his voice was so harsh and bitter she hardly recognized the tones. " You are right," he said. " I was to blame in coming here, but I believed your mind to be as lovely as your face, and never dreamed so much outward beauty could cover so base a heart. Go," he added, pushing her from him ; "I could curse you for having ruined my life, but henceforth I have no place among men, and the evil wishes of one who will soon be nameless and forgotten shall never cloud the happy future of the woman he loved too well." finding herself free to move, Mabel hardly listened to his words, but turned quickly away, walking with a dignified though rapid step, like that of one who, while disdaining to flee, longs to be out of the way as soon as possible. As for Cecil Egerton, he remained where she left him, looking after her retreating form, all life and light fading out of his eyes as he watched, and a set, rigid look of overwlielming despair creeping, over his noble face. When she disappearjft un- der the overhanging boughs, he sighed and turn- ed to leave, but it seemed as though the shock, had bewildered and weakened him, for,, gazing blindly around, he turned fir^t in one direction, then in another, unable to remember which path led out of the domain and back to the village. Several times be set out, as he supposed^ in the right way, but always returned to the point from which he had started, and at length sat. down again by the water-side; saying, "I must wait a little ; let me think calmly, and then I shall recollect every thing." But calm thoughts would not come to his over- taxed brain, only the remembrance of Mabel's cold, unconcerned face when she told him she had written the letter, only her cruel parting words; while now and then a thought of the duel that lay before him at A , on Friday, darted through his mind, and every time it flash- ed on his memory he would make at; effort to rise, exclaiming, "I must be going," and would then sink down agaiu, ti'embling and confused, on the grassy bank. Poor fellow ! he had not the determination or energy to keep down his sorrow with a strong hand, and turn himself to his work in the world, as a relief from agonizing thought. Ko, he was by nature too much of a dreamer to turn to actr ive exertion as a distraction from his grief; and now his golden visions were so shattered, hi? fond hopes so destroyed, that no dreams of a happier future could find place in his ,heait, Satisfied that the world no longer contained any thing worth living for, he let sorrow take posses- sion of him, and sought only for some corner iij which he might lie down and die, apart fronj human observation and sympathy. But. first he must have his revenge — the man who had sup- planted and cheated him must suffer, although he had once been friendly and kind ; yet all that must now be forgotten — no remembrance of any friend must hold back his hand when vengeance lay before him, for this injury Claude Feversham had wrought him was too great, too maddening to pass unpunished. It was possible, too, that his rival might es- cape unscathed, and that be might be the one to suffer. It was not only possible, it was probable. All through life he had been unfortunate, strug- gling' to exist, while others no better fitted by na- ture to enjoy prosperity than he were Jiving in happiness and comfort. His genius (for he had genius, certainly) had been unrecognized, and un^ protected, and the short, brief episode of ecstasy- he had enjoyed seemed only to have heen grant* ed him that he might feel more keenly his utter misery when hope and love were snatched from him. Therefore it seemed to him, as he sat there thinking, that the punishment he designed to inflict on Lord Feversham might very proba- bly recoil on his own head ; but this . thought pleased far more than it terrified himj for, after all, death was now what he desired most, and, if he failed in killing his rival, it would be far hap- pier that that fate should await him. One or oth- er it must be — which he hardly cared ; for if he was victor, life had still no attraction for him, was only indeed, to his imagination, a drear}', pain-stricken waste, and he felt, without actual- ly framing any fixed plan in his mind, that he 134 OUR DETACHMENT. should not long endure the misery that lay before him, ■ When his thoughts reverted to Mabel, his brain seemed to whirl, and his very heart felt on fire | that she whom he had loved as perhaps few men had loved before — that she should have proved so false, was maddening. Had lie been made of sterner and stronger stuff, as a man should be, he might no doubt have felt as keenly ; but after the first shock was over he would have braced up the ner\'es of his mind, and turned resolutely away from all thoughts of the love that had deceived and betrayed him. The wound would open and smart again and again, no doubt, and the strong- er and truer-hearted the man, the longer would the scar throb and burn ; but the old physician. Time, and the work of the busy, bustling world, would at last heal the pain and the achlngj even though the man should be destined to carry the mark to his gt^ve. But Cecil Egerton was not a brave soldier in the field of life, as such silent, straggling heroes are. , The great fault of his character was his womanish weakness and tenderness, a fault which caused him at once to give up the battle when the stress and heat of the fight for life threatened to overwhelm him ; the man who loses heart in this strife is as surely lost as though he were dead already, for the crowds behind rash onward mad- ly, not heeding the figure stricken and kneeling in their path ; or, if they notice him at all, they only exclaim', "The goal is before us, we can not wait for him." Then, planting their cruel feet on the weary shoulders, they trample him under the moving mass, never caring that the stepping- stone helping them onward is the prostrate form of one that once felt, and dared, and struggled as they ; that perhaps even yet breathes and groans in his agony, but whose breath in a few short momfents will be qhenched, whose groans will die away in silence, his life beaten and crushed out by the mighty human tide that sweeps so unpity- irigly oyer the fallen. 'So he sat in his misery through the long hours of the summer's day, only able to realize his pain, only feeling the anguish of love slighted and be- trayed, only exclaiming bitterly in his inmost heart,"God help me! Iloved her too well!" It was all he said and all he thought. In the ever-recurring murmur there was a monotonous pathos, corresponding lamentably to the bewil- dered state of his once brilliant mind. Could any have seen and heard, it would have affected them more than the wildest, maddest ejaculations uttered by sorrowing humanity. At last, as the evening shadows began to fall, he rose slowly, and, after one or two efforts to collect his scattered thoughts, seemed to remem- ber the road by which he had come. Several times he wandered out of the right patli, but at last reached the village, and learning, in answer to his confused though eager questions, that the last train to London for the night had not passed through,' betook himself to the station, there to await its arrival. CHAPTER XXVIII. THE DUEL. It was a still, gray morning, and the woods around the little village of A were stirred by the faint breeze that announced the approach of dawn, when Feversham, Mayleigh, and I drove up to the spot appointed for our meeting with Egerton. I was to be his second, Mayleigh was Claude's ; not perhaps because he was a greater friend of my cousin than any of the others, in- deed he was far less so, but because Mayleigh was on leave, and Claude had feared that so many of us asking for a few days' leave together might excite suspicion if any talk arose about the duel ; besides, Mayleigh, though of a most pertinacious and inquisitive disposition, could keep a secret better than most men. We brought with us a French doctor, a quiet, self-absorbed- looking man, who expressed no curiosity or sur- prise about our quarrel, or the cause of it, but brought what he considered necessary without asking questions, a. characteristic which raised him greatly in our estimation. The spot we had appointed for our place of meeting was a beautiful glade in the large wood that lies to the south of A . A stream ran through it, keeping up constant verdm-e even dur- ing the fierce heats of summer ; now as we entered it in the still gray morning light, the deep repose that rested on every thing, the utter silence, bro- ken only by the tinkling of tlie brook, seemed an unspoken protest against the design with Which we had invaded that peaceful spot, and some at least among us felt that it would be almost sac- rilege to mar with this outbreak of man's worst passions the holy quietude that brooded around. At first sight Egerton did not appear to be there, and Feversham, speaking in a low tone to me, said, " Darrell, can we not manage to settle this af- fair somehow if he turns up ? — though I would rather he did not keep his appointment, so grieved am I at what has happened. I liked the young fellow, and I can not bear the idea of shooting at him, as if he were a mark set up for practice. Besides, I feel as if I were to blame in the matter, for certainly it was through my instrumentality he was jilted, though of course I was ignorant of his engagement, or I should have taken care to avoid Mabel, instead of seeking her company as I did." So spoke Claude, generously trying to take the blame of her false conduct off his fiancie and transfer it to his own shoulders ; but I had seen a little of the young lady's manoeuvres, and had heard more, therefore I could not help thinking that, if the whole truth were known, it would be found she had sought him a great deal more than he had songlit lier. I fancy Claude was nnhappy and uneasy when- ever he thought of Mabel's conduct in this affair. Even though he was fairly bewitched by her beau- ty and pretty ways, and mistook his passionate admiration for genuine love, he could not but see that her behavior had been heartless and cruel ; though he excused it to himself on tlie plea of her childishness and youth, and her ardent affec- tion for himself, yet it made him desire earnest- ly to avoid a duel with the young fellow who, he felt, had been cruelly wronged through his means. " I shall try and make it up, at all events," he OUK DETACHMENT. 135 . said, turning from me, as a slight figure' stepped into tlie glade, and by the now increasing light we recognized Cecil Egerton. But what misery and despair were visible in his coujitenance ! — hpw changed it was, even since I last saw him, when the blow had only just fallen. He was only the ghost of a man, worn, meagre, hungry-look- ing, with great hollow, wild eyes, that roamed restlessly from one to the other of our party, nev- er remaining steady for an instant, with quiver- ing, eager lipSjthat opened to speak several times, .ind then closed without uttering a sound. Truly he was a pitiable object, for no brave man has a right to give way so to despair while life and work lie before him. As he stood thus before us, I saw a change come over Claude Feversham's face — a change expressing soitow, pity, and a kind of pained sur- prise, like that a man might be expected to feel at the sight of one whom he had known and liked, so utterly and irretrievably broken down, and for such a cause. However, after all, it is for such causes that men in all ages, even the best' and wisest, have committed the maddest fol- lies, the blackest crimes — have even allowed the light of fame illumining their works to fade away into darkness, to let their names grow silent on the lips of their brother men — all because a wom- an's smile has been withdrawn, a woman's voice grown cold,a woman's heart proved false. Though such is the case, and the history of the world shows us that in all ages it was so, it seemed to me, as I looked at Egerton standing thqie dull and immovable in his despair, that those men are more noble and worthy by far who, after receiv- ing such a blow, have strength to draw the man- tle of their pride over the wound, to look the world boldly in the face, to seek their work and do it, not stopping to seek for pity and sympathy from the crowd, ever more ready to ridicule than to sympathize, but determined to conquer the pain at last, though utter oblivion of what was once suffered may never be theirs. But this was no time for moralizing, and I was just about to settle the preliminaries with May- leigh, when Claude, stepping up to Cecil, said, " Can vve not avoid this, Egerton ? I admit I have done you a grievous wrong, hut it was unintentional, and now I can not bear to add to that injury yet this other, of fighting a duel with you. Remember, if discovered, it will cost both of us our commissions; and while. that is a mat- ter of little moment to me, it may perhaps be more important to you. Besides," he -added, showing a little awkwardness in his manner, as men are apt to do when speaking to another on a subject dear to their heart, "she would be pained to-hear of it, and that ought to have some weight, both with you and me." Egerton had hardly seemed to listen to these few words, spoken gently, .in Claude's grave, sweet voice ; but no sooner had his captain ceased speaking than a rush of color overspread his; pale face, and a light seemed to flash from his eye. as he raised his head and looked round haughtily. '' You seem very anxious on my account. Lord Feversham, to avoid the scandal of this duet. Of; course I can not attribute your backwardness to want of courage, because I believe you do not con- sider yourself at all wanting in tliat quality, what- ever others may think : only I do riot feel in- clined to deprive you of this opportunity of dis- playing it — unless,indeed, you might prefer to receive a lesson of a rather more disagreeable natiire from my hands." As the young man said this, with the most in- sulting sneer on his handsome features, Claude's face became wliite with passion, and for a minute he looked as if he could have taken Egerton by the throat and choked back the taunting woi-ds ere they came forth ; but with a violent effort he commanded himself, and answered, in a hurried, trembling voice, very unlike his usual sweet tones, " Egerton, since you have been under my com- mand you have never bbseiwed any thing in me that authorizes your addressing such language to me ; for the sake of the friendship I felt for you, I am sorry to think yon have used words which I know you believed to be untrue, even whileyou uttered them. But after this, unless you retract what you have said, no course remains open to me but to carry out the object of this meeting. Will you still liave it so ?" "You know my wishes,'' answered the young man sternly. "Darrell, pray settle it all as soon as possible. " While he spoke, a remerabrsince of Feversham's unvarying kindness, and of the utter injustice of his aspersions; flashed across his mind ; but he was too bent on vengeance for the wrong that had been done him to allow better feelings to turn- him back from the course he had chosen. Be- sides, in it lay his chief hope of oblivion and rest from trouble. Feversham, if roused,was perhaps as blindly passionate as himselti only he was not easily excited to anger. If, however, Egerton could so raise his ire as to make him desirous of injuring his antagonist, his eye was keen, his aim steady, and there would be little doubt the young man's rest from the pain of living would not be long delayed. Indeed Egerton desired this far more than to harm Claude — that would avail him nothing ; besides, his captain had been kind to hipa, and stood by him at all times; above all, any mischief done to Lord Feversham would trouble her most, the girl whom he had loved so well, who had loved him so little, and wronged him so cruelly. For all these reasons, therefore, it was but a form Cecil desired to go through — the form of fighting a duel; his real intent was merely to stand as a mark for Feversham's fire, and him- self discharge his pistol in the air. By this time all preliminaries had been settled, the ground had been stepped, the principals plaeed,and only the signal remained to be given. Egerton, who by his looks seemed to have been several days with- out sleep or food, appeared by this time perfect!}' exhausted with all the excitement he had gone through. As he took the pistol I placed in his hands, I could see that he trembled excessively ; as it seemed to me, more from weakness than from any sentiment of fear. The signal was given at last, after a final ap- peal orimy part to Egerton that the matter might be made up without proceeding furthfer ; but all was in vain — he was obdurate, and reluctaiitly I signed to Mayleigh that it must go oh. Egerton, near whom I was standing, fired- in the air^that I could see distinctly. I .ilso saw, or seemed to see him start, and press his hand to' his side, di- rectly after Fevei'shani's fire, but he gave no oth- er sign of having been hurt ; and it was impossi- 13G OUR DETACHMENT. ble to tell by liis counteriance if he was wonnded, for it had been before as white and pain-stricken as mortal face could be. Turning toward me, without noticing either Eeversham or Mayleigh, he said, "Farewell, Darrell, we shall never meet again. Do not ask me to speak to Captain Feversham — I can not do it. Say good-bye for me to all who cared for me in ' ours. ' And now I must be gone. Fare- well." So saying, and just as Claude and Mayleigh approached, he turned away, and pushing into the surrounding woods vanished from sight. Once, as he walked hurriedly away, it seemed to me as if he stumbled and almost fell, but quick- ly recovering he went on, and I thought ng more about it, for the time. " Well, this is curious," began Mayleigh, when he came np to me. "Your principal has ske- daddled, without ever stopping to ask mine if he is satisfied, or to make it; up, in case they have both had enough. What does it all mean ?" "Don't ask me, indeed," I answered rather crossly, for the whole affair had distressed and annoyed me. "Egerton is an unaccountable fellow at the best of times, and since he heard this bad news I do believe he has been a little touched. He did not fire at you at all, Claude, after his insisting so strenuously on fighting." "Did he not?" answered Claude, sadly. "Well, I took no aim at all — I fired straight before me. I was afraid if I fired in the air he might make that an excuse for having another round, he seemed so determined about it. I do not know whether mv ball went near him or not ; do you?" "I almost fancied he was hit at first," I re- plied ; " but I think I must have been mistaken, for he said nothing, and walked off quite briskly. I am very sorry all this has occurred, for it seems he does not intend to return to the regiment, and he was always a good kind of fellow. We shall miss him, I am sure." "Very likely at our steeple-chases,'' put in Mayleigh, with a cynical smile, "After all, he was a softy, not good for much ; besides, he is aU right — got off better than he deserves, I think. Let us. go back to A now and get some break- fast." - This was Maylelgh's way of dismissing the subject, and I have no doubt many of the others would have indorsed his opinion, for Egerton, though greatly liked by those who knew him well,' was somehow too retiring and gentle in his disposition to make friends among the more bois- terous youngsters, of whom there were a good many in. the regiment. As for Jne, I had liked )iim very well, yet, though I confess I had no right to feel it, there was a dash of contempt in my affection for him, which was not at all of the same kind as that, I entertained for my cousin Clande. As I said before, I had hardly any right to think of him in this contemptdous manner, for it was only a difference of disposition, and greater youth, that prevented me from losing my- self as utterly as he had done, when Gwendoline Bambridge first showed me she loved my cousin, and not my^Qlf. Claude was silent and grave enough on our way back to A ; one would almost have thought, from the expression of his countenance, that the duel had had a fatal ending, or that he would have been better pleased had the termina- tion been more seiious. Such was not the case, however ; for calling me to him, as soon as onr breakfast was over, he said, "I am very uneasy, Vivian, about that poor fellow Egerton. I noticed he appeared hardly able to stand from weakness this morning, and I should say, from the look of his face, he was ill. I fear, indeed, from his conduct altogether, that his brain must be affected, and, having had so much share in causing his misery, I can not be satisfied till I hear of his safety. Let us make a few inquiries through the town, and find out whether he has been here since, and if he has, whether he has yet left." We did so accordingly, and succeeded in dis- covering that a young man answering to his de- scription had left A by the earliest train, passing through to Calais. Very ill he seemed, the porter said who gave us this information. He kept his hand pressed to his side, and appear- ed to walk with difficulty. "Can it be possible he was wounded?" I ask- ed of Claude, when we were alone again ; and I then related what I had seen, or fancied I had seen, at the time of the duel ; but Claude insist- ed I must have been mistaken. "I know veiy well the poor fellow is ill," he said, "but it is not the result of a wound. I took no aim, and I don't think it possible, under those circumstances, that I could have hurt him." "Perhaps you are right, "I answered, and we thought no more about the matter, only deter- mined to seek him out the moment we returned to England. We did not imagine we should have to look far for him, as we both fancied he must have rejoined, at least until he should have sold out ; for, from his last words to me, I had a kind of idea he did not intend remaining with us. But when we got back to Dublin we were rather astonished to find that Cecil had not been heard of by any of our fellows since the day he left ; and a day or two more passed without onr being able to obtain any clue to his whereabouts. Two or three days after our return, when I lounged into the mess-room siiortly after post- hour, Claude was just opening out the Times, with an indifferent, uninterested expression, like that of a man who looked at the news be- cause it was the correct thing to know what was going on, but who did not feel any personal anx- iety about the state of affairs. I had a letter from home, and took, it over to the window to read it in peace, for there were a lot of other fellows in the room, talking and laughing, and I wanted to be quiet while looking at the news from home. Suddenly an exclamation from Claude caused me to look up. Ho had sprung to his feet, and stood with horror-stricken face, gazing at the paper that trembled visibly in his hands. "What is the matter?" I asked, coming to him, and looking over his shoulder. "Look at that!" he answered, pointing to a paragraph in the paper. " He is dead ! Wretch- ed boy, can he have killed himself?" By this time every one in the room had crowded round, eager to hear what was up, and it was soon known among them all that their comrade, Cecil- Egerton, was dead. How and why was not yet known, but no doubt nil partic- ulars would come out in time, and in the mean OUK DETACHMENT. 137 while eveiy variety of rfiport was circulated as to the possible manner in which he had come by his death — this much being, at least, known to ns, that his body had been found in the grounds of Mr. Prendergast's place, The Poplars. CHAPTER XXIX. TJNDBK THE GEEENWOOD-TKEE. It was a lovely morning early in the summer when Mabel Prendergast sauntered < out of the low French window in the drawing room, on to the green, well-kept lawn, and thence wandered slowly onward through the shady glades, with which the domain abounded. It was a beauti- ful day, and the sun shone down fiercely on the heavy woods by which her home was encircled ; the fresh green of early summer was assuming a bronzed, burnished look that told how, before long, they would don the gorgeous tints of au- tumn. The ferns among the long grass emitted a fdint aromatic fragrance as she crushed them in passing ; the hum of flies among the scented fir boughs sounded like a low, monotonous song; the air seemed thrilling with heat, and life, and sweet odors, as she wandered on, pausing now and then to draw in her breath, with a keen ap- preciation of the delicious feeling of the air, and yet she did not seem particularly happy. To tell the truth, she had never felt so since the day when she wrote that cruel letter to her whilom lover, Cecil Egerton : if it had troubled her be- fore she met him that day at the pond, it had certainly not grieved her less since. As slie roamed onward quietly in the balmy morning air, it seemed to her that she might very well have been contented to live with him on what she possessed, without desiring more fame and. power than would in that position fall to her lot. He had loved her so truly — she felt and knew it ; and she — well, she had loved him quite as well as it was in her nature to love — nay, more than she would have thought it possible she could love ; for though ambition had for a while hard- ened her- heart and led her astray, yet now she began to repent, and she felt that if he were to stand before her again and ask her once more to join her fate to his, she could not refuse him. Was it too late even yet ? What if she broke off with Lord Feversham, would he come to her again ? The world, she knew, would be against her ; it was a very small crime that she had jilt- ed a nameless ensign in a marching regiment — indeed, most of the dowagers who sat in con- clave over that misdemeanor, when it became known, had agreed she had done very right, when they found she had by the same stroke succeed- ed in catching one of the best matches going. But it would be a very different matter, she knew, throwing over Lord Feversham. All their circle — and it was a pretty extensive one — would be down on her: after all, what did that matter, with- the object she had in view, though every friend she had should turn against her? He would still be true — nny more, the greater the blame thrown on her, the more censure she re- ceived, the more would he cherish and protect her, if she would grant him the right, to do so. But then her long -planned scheme, soon to be fulfilled — could she bear to abandon it now,. when so near its completion ? It would be a struggle, and she might repent the sacrifice after- ward ; at any rate, she would do nothing has- tily; she would wander onward, and leave her decision to accident. She would look out for omens, after the manner of the ancient Romans, as perhalps many around us do at . the present day, only we are ashamed of ourselves, and hide our superstitions, while they believed in theirs openly, and admitted them as part of their re- ligion. So it happened as Mabel Prendergast went slowly on under the shade of the stately trees, pushing her way, sometimes with difficulty, through the under-wood, she came suddenly on a man, lying apparently asleep under a wide-spread- ing beech. The long gi-ass and bracken nodded over him, half concealing him from sight. His face was turned from her, but -the attitude was that of a man who had lain down in utter weari- ness, and had so fallen asleep. For a minute or two she was frightened by the intense silence and stillness of the place — the very birds seemed to have fled the presence of the intruder, and she dreaded to step backward or forward lest an un- guarded footstep should arouse the slumberer, which, little timid though she was; Mabel Pren- dergast did not desire, now she was alone, a good way from her father's house. After pausing for a minute, however, her self- possession returned to her. As well as she could see, he did not look like a vagrant, and something in the faint outline she caught, through waving grass and feathery ferns, reminded her strangely of the man on whom her thoughts had been so lately dwelling. Quietly, therefore, she walked round the sleep- er, intending to obtain a view of his face. If it was the person she guessed, her self-questioning was answered at once. She would awake him, ask hia pardou and forgiveness, which she never for one minute doubted he would accord her, and then they would bo happier together than they ever yet had been — for she had learned now to know her own heart, and albeit her suffering had not been great, as hers was not a sensitive na- ture, still it had taught her that affection may be a torment as well as a blessing ; she>had> made up her mind that for her henceforth it should be the latter. If, however, it was a- stranger whom she had discovered lying there, she would retire as quietly as she had come, trusting her noiseless movements would not disturb him. As she came round in front of him she per- ceived that his hat had been placed or had fallen over his face, so as to conceal it almost entirely — ^3'et, from the little she did see, she could no. longer doubt ^that it. was Cecil. But how deathly white, howythin, how wretched! And he slept so calmlyy theldeep sleep of exhausted nature, she thought;^ thoiighj as she stood watching, this in- tensity of repose seemed unnatural, and she would fain have awaked him. But now that she was beside him, and knew fbr certain it was none other than he, she felt a kind of shyness about what she should' say were she to awake him; she remained standing and hesitating for nearly a quarter of an hour before she could make up her mind to act. Then she bent down beside him, and called gently, " Ce- cil, Cecil ;" but he neither stirred nor answered — only the long grass cast flickering shadows 138 OUR DETACHMENT. over Iiis quiet form, nnd a rny of sunlight, dart- ing through the overhanging boughs, lighted up his half-hidden face, maliing it seem even more white and wan than before. Again she called, and again silence only answered her. Her heart began to beat quicker, she hardly knew why, as, impatient and eager, she put out her hand and touched him on the shoulder. But even at her touch, that should have thrilled him through and through^ he stirred not ; she paused, clasping her hands over her heart to still its beating, and looking eagerly roiind as though seeking some companion to assist her, and to chase away the horrible feeling that was creeping over her. But no one was in sight, and after a minute's pause, during which period of suspense her breath came in quick, panting sobs, she raised the hat from his face, and as her eyes fell on it, the terri- ble truth against which she had been fighting for the last few minutes forced its way to her heart. She had.never seen death in any human form be- fore,' but her heart told her that the dead now lay before her. Dead ! and through her, conscience whispered to her; and yet she had loved him well, in her fashion. As she knelt beside the cold form, and gazed with dry, aching eyes on the marble face, she felt she had never known till now how much slie cared for him ; and now it was too late ! Too late to bring life back to him ; too late for repentance and love to avail ; too late for any thing but despair, remorse, and anguish — that was all that was left her ; and, alas ! the dead could never know that she had sorrowed, that she had repented ; that the burden of her life would be her conduct toward him, her grief for his loss. Calm and self-controlled as she was by nature, she was now so no longer ; she threw herself on her knees beside him, kissed his cold brow and the lips that were now rigid and colorless : kissed them with a passionate love she had never felt in the . happy days that were passed, that she was destined never again to feel in the future. It seemed as if her very nature had been changed by the suddenness and magnitude of the blow, for she cried as she knelt beside him, "Oh! Cecil, my love! would I had died in- stead of you ! Would to God I lay here, and you were alive and happy ! " Thus she cried, half heart-broken by the con- sequences of her own wrong -doing; and the minutes slipped on silently while still she linger- ed, weeping burning, bitter tears that gave no re- lief as they fell. She thought no more of the world now, nor of home and parents either ; all she desired was to rest by him, if that might be. Life had nothing more that seemed desirable to her. She sat with her arms supporting the dear head, that was ten thousand times dearer then. than it had ever been before, while the summer day crept on, and the birds, encouraged by the stillness, flitted about, twittering, and the squirrels sprang from branch to branch, eying the sad group inquisitively, and sometimes venturing so near that the girl might almost have touched them. But she never raised her eyes from the pallid face before her, never changed her position from the spot where she had first sat down, heeded not the pattering drops on the leaves overhead, that betokened a passing shower ; she saw only, as through a mist, the eyes now glazed and lifeless looking on her with loVe from afar; she only seemed to see the cold, mo- tionless lips smiling tenderly, as they used to do in happy days gone by. Then at length every thing around grew dark and swam before her eyes, and, exhausted by the anguish of her now awakened heart, she fell forward across the dead, almost as lifeless as tlie body on which she lay. It was merciful, perhaps, that oblivion had come thus to her, else her remorse would have driven her mad ; for perhaps never had any wom- an sinned more daringly against the dictates of her own heart than she, and perhaps on none had so cruel and sudden a punishment fallen. Por a time she lay there insensible, almost lifeless, across the heart that had throbbed so wildly for love of her, but that could never more feel rapture at her tenderness or despair at her displeasure. She was found thus by her father, who had gone out in search of her, her prolonged absence liaving alarmed her family. When she came to herself she was lying on her own bed, arid for a few short minutes flattered herself that the terri- ble truth which had been discovered by her among the luxuriant under-wood and waving ferns in the park was a dream that would vanish before her waking thoughts. But the faces around her were grave and sad, and the first question she put was answered by a pained silence that spoke more than words could have done. Then a kind of madness seized on her. She must know where he was lying ; she mnst see the dear face, so still and marble-white, once more — this she would do, and none should prevent her. She sprang from her bed as she thought thus, and, shaking off those who sought to detain her, hurried to where the corpse was laid. She seemed to know by instinct it was lying in the room which he had inhabited when alive. There, having found it, she threw herself on her knees beside the bed, and remained long in that attitude, speechless, because her feelings lay too deep for words. At length, yielding to her mother's entreaties, she rose, and passing those around her, made her way, with tottering, feeble steps, to her own room, where she sat down almost unconscious and sul- lenly despairing, refusing either food or comfort, even from those dearest to her. She remained for two days thus, differing little in outward ap- pearance from the dead for whom she grieved. But suddenly a change seemed to come over her — it was as though some recollection of the world had aroused her. Being left alone for a few min- utes, she astonished her mother by appearing dressed in the drawing-room, where Mrs. Pren- dergast was writing to a celebrated London phy- sician for advice on her daughter's case. But the change, though outwardly an improvement, did not seem to benefit her mind. AH her for- mer pursuits were abandoned, and she spent her days roaming restlassly through the house, with dull, unobservant looks, and no apparent cause for her restlessness. It had been discovered at.the inquest that Ce- cil Egerton had been very recently wounded ifi the left side, and though the doctor gave it as his opinion that the wound would not have been fatal if properly attended to, yet exposure to cold, damp, and hunger, while so weakened, had caused his death. Thus Claude found himself, at least in part, guilty of liis young comrade's fate, thongh OUE DETACHMENT. 139 lie had, as he thought, made sure of letting him off witliout any injury. Of course he came for- ward and stated his share in the unhappy event, but his family having great interest, and he him- self being considered a rising man, the matter was hushed up, and few knew that he had been mixed np in it at ail. Mr. Vansittart bore the loss of his intended heir with the equanimity that might have been expected from him. Cecil had not lately been as strong as the heir to Beaumanoir should have been ; an invalid was not the sort of person who should inherit a fine property, and people who would be more willing than he had ever been to enter into Mr. Vansittart's views, and who were more likely to get on in the world, if given the position of his heir presumptive, were as plentiful as blackberries. So the old man soon consoled himself for his poor nephew's untimely death: When some weeks had passed away, and Ma- bel had regained her calmness, though only in the strange, unnatural manner described, her mother found her busy writing one morning. On asking her daughter with whom she was cor- responding, she obseiTed a little hesitation and unwillingness to answer. "Never mind, dear," Mrs. Prendergast said kindly ; she was so glad to see her daughter re- sume any of her old occupations, or employ herself at all, that she would have allowed her to cor- respond privately with any one ; besides which, she had implicit faith in the girl's discretion. But Mabel, after a moment's pause, held the let- ter toward her mother, saying, "You may read it. You would know all about it soon enough, and I am sure you will think I am right." It was a letter to Claude Feversham — a peni- tent, self-reproachful letter; accusing herself of being the cause of all the evil that had happened, and begging Claude to release her fronx her en- gfigement. " I can not many you," she said, " for I have never cared for you. It was ambition led me to accept you,- and now that ray conduct has caused the death of the only man I ever loved, ambition has lost its charms for me. ' A quiet, lonely life is all I now. desire or hope for. You will, I am sure, not refuse me this request, the first and last I shall ever make to you. I know," the letter went on, "that I have wronged you deeply, I have persuaded you I loved you, and perhaps have won love from you in return. If tliis bo so, I pray you to pardon me, but also have pity on me. You will find many others to take my place with you; your wound can never go as deep as mine, for it is not your own evil- doing that has caused it." ■ ■ So the letter went on, begging forgiveness, and declaring how utterly impossible it was she could ever be more to him than she was then ; in her remorse and anguish, she also confessed that it was she who had found out Claude's love for Miss Bambridge, and had told his mother; Her mother read it slowly through, and when she had finished, said gently, "Have you considered this step well, Mabel? At some future time you may regret having given up Lord Feversham in the first bitterness of your grief; for you can not feel always as you do now. ■ Your sorrow will wear away, and you will perhaps wish you had not acted so hastily." She held the letter in her hand as she spoke, looking irresolutely at her daughter, who hard- ly appeared to hear what was said ; but as her mother ceased speaking, she roused herself with a kind of effort, and in a wondering tone repeated : "Wish I had not acted so hastily! Tliis is not a hasty action ; it is the one I have been medita- ting all these days ; only I did not feel myself strong enough to cany out my resolution till to- day. I shall never repent having given up Lord Feversham. My great sorrow is that I ever ac- cepted him. And, mother, you need never more fear your daughter's leaving you. If I were a Ro- man Catholic, I should go into a convent, and seek peace in penance and fasting ; as it is, our home here must be my retreat, and whatever happiness or content the future has in store for me, must be in loving you and my father as you deserve for all your goodness to me, and in trying to do my duty by you, as I fear I have never done it before." Mrs. Prendergast said nothing ; she felt that Mabel had sinned, and been grievously punished, for that sin, and she had sorrowed both over the fault and its chastisement, as only a fond moth- er can sorrow over her child's misfortunes. ■ But she knew words of hers could not comfort now; whatever peace her daughter would ever feel in the future, could only be the work of time ; so returning the letter with' the simple remark, "It, shall be as you please, my deafest, " she took up a book and pretended to read, though all the while her eyes were scanning her child's white, wan face, from which all the old laughing looks, the sudden indefinable smiles had fled. Claude, when he received Mabel's letter, suf- fered keenly for a few hours, for he had admired her beauty passionately, and hail even loved her, in 11 different way from that in which he had loved Gwendoline Bambridge. And this cleared up all the mystery about the way in which his mother had heard of his attachment, and for her discovery of which he had so long blamed me. But in a short time he began to think that she had acted rightly, after what had passed, in sev- ering herself from him. He could also see plain- ly- now that, true and high-minded as he had fancied her, she had been deceiving him all along ; for in the time of her greatest grief, when the heart speaks its most secret thoughts openlyj she assured him the only man she had ever loved was his old comrade, Cecil Egerton, whose' death clearly lay between him and her. ' Therefore, if this was so, she had done the right thing at last in giving him up. ' After a while, when the first shock had passed over, he expressed himself thus to me, and wrote a short note to her, agreeing in her decision as being the best for them both under the circumstances. ' So this second ro- mance of my handsome cousin's life passed oflF, without resulting either in much misery or hap- piness, as far as he was concerned ; in fact, he never should have taken up with Mabel Prender- gast until he was quite siu'e he had outlived his love for Gwendoline Bambridge; and as he had not done so, it was almost fortunate for him that Mabel threw him off; otherwise he would only have endured a life-long misery ivith a girl so utterly heartless and unimpressionable as she had always been, except in the one instance, when even her cold nature had been stirred into- veal feeling. 140 OUB DETACHMENT. The affair was a nine days' wonder among us all, for of coui'se it got abpnt, and was mucli talked of; but in a short time it was forgotten, as even the most stirring incidents are, and some among us no doubt hardly remembered that poor Egerton had ever lived. Such is the way of the world, however, and I think we should be thankful that it is so. Had we not this power of forgetfulness, did not time carry healing as well as destruction with him, life would be one long period of mourning, from its commencement to its . close ; for who has not sustained some grievous blow, even in early life, that, if not mercifully deadened, would have clouded his whole future ? CHAPTER XXX. TROUBLES POR VIVIAN DARRELL. About this time I ran over to Belmurphy. I had three months' leave, and intended spending the fortnight or so that must elapse before my marriage at. the Bambiidges' house. It was a fine day late in autumn when I arrived at End- ley, and as it was early in the afternoon, I fully expected the young ladies would be out walking, as I had not written to announce my coming. However, my car had hardly drawn up before the door, when Clai;issa came flying down in breathless haste to meet me. "Why, Madcap!" she cried — she would still adhere to the title of former days, though I often assured her it was quite a misnomer now — "I am so glad to see you, though we were not ex- jjecting you. Why did you not write and let us know? Wo would have driven to Belmurphy to meet you.^" "Well, you see," I replied, "I did not get leave till yesterday morning, so I thought you .would take me without expecting a formal an- nouncement, as I should have had to wait a ,day, that you might get my letter before I could .arrive. Where's Gwendoline?" "She has a headache, poor thing," answer- ed, Clarissa, compassionately. "You will see a great change in her, Vivian, I think ; she seems to me looking very ill, and she is always in low spirits now. You remember how different she used to be." "What is the matter, Clarissa?"! cried in alarm, for the girl's face was serious, and her voice Jow — in fact, she looked ns unlike her usual laughing self as possible. "Do tell me, quick! ^here's a dear. And why didn't you write and let me know before, if she was ill ?" ] "Oh! it is nothing serious," she said, though I noticed that her face belied her words, and her manner was neiTous and disturbed. " Come ,j»nd take a walk with me, " she went on, after a pause. " Gwen is lying down just now, so you would not see her even if you staid in the house. Come down to tlie river, and let us see what the falls are like after the rain last night; we can have a good quiet talk on the way." I assented, as may be imagined. I was anx- ious and alarmed about Gwendoline, and knew I could hear all about it from Clarissa during the walk, so in a minute or two more we were trudg- ing away briskly in the direction of the falls. "Now, then," I exclaimed, after a short si- lence, '' tell me what is the matter. I know you have something to say, and about Gwen, too." "It is only what you knew before, Vivian, as far as regards the cause of her illness — or, at least, you did not know all before, no doubt, though you knew part. But I am almost afraid to tell you, and I know you will not thank me, though for her sake, perhaps, I ought to do it." She stopped and looked at me nervously, a most unusual thing with Clarissa Bambridge, and I, seeing she expected me to speak, replied, "If it is for her good, tell me, and don't spare my feelings. I can bear any thing necessaiy for me to know. Is she, then, so very ill?" and as I spoke I felt a pang shoot through my heart at the bare idea of danger to her whom I so iQved. "No, she is not in danger at present," was the answer; "but her health is not good, and she is unhappy, which makes us fear sometimes that her illness may increase. The doctor tells us to keep her cheerful and lively, but that is rather a hard thing, let me tell you, when a girl js determined to mope. " "But what is the canse of this moping?" I inquired, anxiously. "Does she think I should have been more with her? Indeed, I assure you I could not get away one minute sooner, and I did not wait to write to you as it is." "Poor fellow! I wish I had not to tell him," sighed Clarissa, half unconsciously; and then, turning to me, she said, "No, Vivian, it is not that ; but do you remember when your cousin, Claude .Feversham, was here, how he admired Gwen, and she liked him too, although she re- fused him ? Why she did so, I could never make out, as I knew she loved him dearly — yes, and loves him still," she continued; "and now you know all I have to tell you. You can find the explanation of her moping in that, can you not ?" " I could have found an explanation for her refusing me in that, had she done so," I answer- ed ; " but why she should mope about it now, when every thing is settled, and our marriage is so near, I can not imagine." f ■ "It is precisely because your maniage. is drawing near," Clarissa replied, "that she feels so wretched. When it seeined a long way off in the future, she persuaded herself she could live down her love, and be an affectionate and faithful wife to you, if not a passionately at- tached one. But now that the time of trial draws near, I suppose she feels herself unequal to the task, and is wearing herself to death be- tween the natural impulses of her heart and her desire to do her duty, by you." Clarissa ceased speaking, and I walked on si- lently beside her, feeling as if I could neither talk nor think ; my brain was in a whirl, and even the girl walking along with me seemed blurred and indistinct, as though a long way oft^ while the landscape around was hidden in a dark mist, which did not quite disperse even when, after several efforts, I had sufBciently mastered myself to speak again. " If this be as you saj', Clarissa," I answered, trying hard to steady my voice, and for the hon- or of my boasted manhood to force back the hot tears that rushed to my eyes, "I must speak to Gwendoline, and if she desire it, I suppose I must release her from her engagement. It is OUR DETACHMENT. 141 Ttery hard," I went on, all my fortitude giving way; "I love her, and none but hev, and yet have not gained a place in her heart, while he who can take up another love a month after he leaves her obtains all her affection almost with- out seeking for it. I can not help grieving, Cla- rissa ; she is more to me than the world besides ; and I had built so on our marriage, and her learn- ing to love me ! God help me ! I must learn to bear my sorrow, if it is to be so. Let us go homo and ask her to see me — I can not live in this sus- pense ; and when I know the worst, 1 will go or stay — as fate decides." " I am so very sorry to have grieved you, Viv- ian!" murmured Clarissa, sorrowfully; "but what could I do ? Gwendoline was getting more and more wretched every day, till really I almost feared she would fret herself to death. I do not know that she will break off with you — I almost think not, as she considers herself in honor bound ; but I hope, when she sees you know the cause of her grief, she will make an effort to conquer it." "Don't talk any more to mo just now, Cla- rissa," I said, rather crossly. My heart was very sore ; it was she who had dealt the blow, and though I really believed she had done it with the best intentions, I could not bear to hear her calm chatter on the subject just yet a while. My cross tone surprised her for a moment, for she looked up at me anxiously, and then, comprehending perhaps that I was suffer- ing, she ceased speaking, and walked home with me very silently. Gwendoline, who had heard of my arrival, was in the drawing-room when we returned, but when Clarissa turned to go away and leave us together, she called her back nervously, and seemed afraid of being alone with me. But Clarissa disregard- ed her entreaties, and, saying she had business to do, vanished, leaving me an opJDortunity for finding out the real feelings of my betrothed. I could see at a glance that part of Clarissa's statement was correct, and that Gwendoline had been fretting greatly of late, but it was veiy hard for me to believe just at first that it was on ac- count of her engagement to me. I loved her so entirely and devotedly, was so determined to make her happy, it never struck me that very devotion might be the cause of mis- eiy to her. My love, no doubt, was selfish at that time — not intentionally, surely, but selfish without design, as it is, in fact, the nature of man's love to be till tried and purified by suffer- ing. A little of this I was beginning to under- stand as I gazed on my darling's face, made thin and pale by anxiety and grief, and felt that, lov- ing her as I did, I could endure almost any thing so that I might once more behold her bright and radiant as formerly. But no thought of giving her up as yet entered my head — indeed, I did not suppose she could wish it — and felt unhappy and anxious on her account solely, not on my own. She did not t,alk much, but after the first few sentences of greeting, remained silent and abstracted, with her hands lying listlessly on her lap, and her deep, sad eyes, fixed on the wild mountain scen- ery visible fi-om the window. So we sat for a little while, I endeavoring to summon up cour- age to speak on what lay next my heart — this communication of Clarissa's relative to her. At length I opened the matter with a jerk, and hur- ried over the little speech I had made up, as though I feared the words would stop in my throat arid choke me. "Gwendoline,"! said — and I remember still my voice trembled so that I could hardly speak distinctly — "Clarissa tells me your illness is oc- casioned by fretting about our approaching mar- riage. Tell me, dearest, you are not afraid that ihy love will ever weary — that I will ever cease trying to win yours, though I know it is not mine at present." "Oh, no!" she cried. "I know you too well, Vivian, to dread that; but I had rather you should hate me, and hold me as your worst en- emy, than that you should view me thus, and cloud your young, hopeful life by trying to win a heart that has died to all such feelings forever." "I can not — I will not believe that!" I ex- claimed, passionately. "And if I am not afraid of such a fate, why do you fret and worry your- self about it? You consented to take me if, af- ter hearing what you had to tell me, I should still wish to many you. I did so ; we are engaged, and shall be united veiy shortly; you must have known all this would be so from the moment you submitted to my decision. Why do you grieve over it now, and make me, as well as yourself, miserable?" ' She answered impatiently : " How can I tell why I do so ? My heart re- bels against this marriage, though I have fought against my feelings, and tried to make them sub- mit. Vivian Darrell, I like you too well to wish to bring upon you all the misery that must be yours if you take me as I now am." There were tears in her hot, aching eyes, and; she turned away angrily, as though in contempt of her own weakness. My thoughts flying back to the days passed there long ago, I spoke in sheer desperation. "If you loved him, Gwendoline, so that you can not forget him, and so that no other man* can take his place in your heart, why in Heaven's name did you refuse him when he proposed tO' you, a year ago? It would have saved us all- much misery had you known your own mind then." I spoke bitterly, for I was stung with a sense of having been unfairly treated ; and I seemed to see vaguely before me that perhaps I should feel myself bound to release her, and lose thus the hopes on which my future happiness was built. She turned and looked at me in a frightened manner, and exclaimed hurriedly: "Do not blame me for that, Vivian; I had to do it. If you find fault with me, it must bo because I consented to marry you, knowing I loved another, and that I never could care for you as a wife should do. That is all my sin to you ; and you knew all I thought and felt when you consented to take me as I was." " But what is the meaning of your conduct to Feversham ?" I continued, still sternly. " You say you had to do it ; tell me every thing-^it is but right I should know — and we shall under- stand each other better afterward." For a minute or two she made no answer, then she turned toward me, and said, "I will tell you ; and when you know all, you will not speak as harshly to me as you have done just now. His mother came to me one day when we were in Dublin ; she told me, if he married 142 OUB DETACHMENT. me his prospects in life would be ri^ined, nnd be- sought me, if Tiot for my own sake, at least for his, to refuse him. I fought against this, for I loved him dearly, as you, Vivian, guessed even at that time ; but when I heard that lus mother would disown him, and his friends look down on him — that prosperity and fortune would be swept from him by such a step as that, it seemed to me I should be showing him a truer afiection by seeking his interest rather than my own hap- piness ; I promised Lady Feversham her son should never know from me tliat I cared for him otherwise than as a friend. It was just as well for him, I am convinced now," she added, " be- cause in a short time he found some one more suited to him in every way than I could ever have been. But that does not make me feel it the less — knowing that I was right, and that he is reconciled and will be happy." "But that engagement is broken off," I said ; and I then wished I had bitten my tongue out before I had spoken. What business had I to point out to her that the man she loved was still free, and might re- turn to his old allegiance 7 But she evinced no surprise on hearing it, merely answered, "I be- lieve so," and relapsed again into silence. After a pause of a few minutes, during which time I was too busy with bitter, confusing thoughts to speak, she went on : "I did wrong, I know, in telling him I did not love him. It was untrue ; and a falsehood will bring its punishment, though told with a good motive. How could I expect to be happy, when I denied the very existence of all that made life pleasant to me, and hurried into an engagement that sometimes seems worse than death to me ?" She seemed to have forgotten my presence as she spoke, and gazed fixedly toward the distant mountains, clasping and unclasping her white, thin fingers with a restless action that showed how keenly slie was snfiering. I sat and looked at her, feeling hope and joy ebbing away from me as I watched ; feeling powerless to prevent all I loved from eluding my grasp, and seeing a lone- ly, forsaken future stretching out before me. Yet I could not at first summon up courage to go and meet it like a man, but cowered before it, look- ing at its approach, seeing it was inevitable, yet shrinking from it every minnte, as I saw more and more surely that it must be ; the sacrifice was called for, and I must make it, no matter what pain the effort might cost me. At last, as she never moved or spoke, I looked up, and seeing her eyes still fixed vacantly on the distant landscape, I rose, and stood before her, taking her hands and holding her, so as to com- pel her attention. " Gwendoline," I said, as steadily as I could force myself to speak, "it seems to me one of US must suffer in this matter. I am the strong- est, and I think (do not bo offended with me, dearest) that I love better than perhaps you can foiTTi any idea of; therefore it is for me to make the sacrifice which I trust will insure your happi- ness. You want your liberty again, though you will not ask me for it ; nnd I am glad you do not — it would make the pain I must bear some- thing greater ; but for the love I bear you, Gwen- doline, I give you back yonr promise. It is bet- ter to say nothing moi-e about it ; but (iccept my offer, if you feel it right. Do not spare mo. I was bora, I know, for suffering, and will not shrink from it, if you are made happier by it." I turned away as I finished speaking, yet, though not looking at her, I paused anxiously for her answer. I did not dare to hope she would refuse to take back her promise, and still I could not believe all hope was over for me un- til I should hear it from her own lips. I waited therefore in breathless expectation, every minute seeming hours of dull aching pain, and no sound disturbed the silence but the shrill autumnal song of a robin from the old beech-tree outside the window. Even in the midst of my suspense that song struck my ear and imprinted itself on my brain ; I never hear that little red-breasted war- bler nowadays without a vivid image rising be- fore me of that cozy room, with its long window open to the lawn, before which she sat, and her sad, abstracted face as she tunied it toward me, after some minutes' silent thought, and answered, " You are too good, too generous, dear Vivian, and I would so gladly be all to you that you de- sire ; but that is not possible, and therefore I will accept your sacrifice, feeling sure that it would be worse pain for you in the end if I ful- filled the letter of the promise and failed in keep- ing the spirit. But I will not pretend it is for you only I do it. I fear my own selfish feelings have the most influence over me, Happy I nev- er expect to be again — at least, not happy as I once was, for Lord Feversham and I can never be as we were to each other ; but contented and cheerful I may now be, when not weighed down by the load of a duty I should never have heart to fulfill. All that makes me sorry now, dear, is what you feel. I wish 1 could have spared you this pain ; but believe me it will be better in the end." "Oh! Gwendoline,"! cried passionately, press- ing her hand to my lips again and again, "why could you not learn to love me ? What is there about me that I can not hope to win your affec- tion by mine ? It may be best, as you say, that we should part, since that can not be ; and, once parted, we sliall not soon meet again ; but think of me kindly sometimes, as one who loved you well, and pray for me always, that I may not lose heart and sink into evil, because my love was hopeless." I took her in my arms for the last time, and held all I loved best, all that I was forever re- nouncing, to my heart for a few short moments. In the tumult of despair, love, and jealoiLsy that then rose within me, I could almost have killed her, as I held her to my breast. At least she would have died in my arms, and none other could ever have claimed her ; but I put the temptation from me, and loosing her with linger- ing regret, I bounded out of the window and hur- ried away, without ever glancing behind me for an instant. After I had gone a little way, I tnrned aside into the woo^y glades that covered the mountain, and, sitting down in a solitary shady spot, leaned my face on my hands and wept. It was a child- ish relief from overwhelming sorrow, no doubt, and many men would have scorned it ; but the tears seemed to scorch my eyes as they rose, and would force their way, no matter how I tried to keep them back. Besides, I Was not much more than a child in years, and had never suffered such sorrow ; so I yielded to my weakness for a while, OTJR DETACHMENT. 143 and then remembering that I had a long way to walk, and must get away from the country as soon as possible, I rose, and gulping down my emotion as best I might, set out on my return back to town. This was the end of my sweet, short dream of love ; a hard, cruel ending, that darkened my life, and almost imbittered me with every thing for some time, causing even my gentle mother to exclaim harshly against the girl who was the cause of the cliange. But this I could not al- low. It may have been that I had not been well treated, but of this I was sure, dfvvendoliiie had fought to do right, and it was only when I open- ed the way that her strength yielded and she gave up the straggle. No doubt it was right and good for rae to go through this trial, and most men earlier or later pass through some such sorrow, either having set their affections on what is unattainable, or else faiUng to win the love they crave. I was more cut up about it than perhaps a young fellow with life before him should have • been ; but in such troubles as these, my friends, we seldom know reason • and though I strove hard against depression before the eyes of the world, it gained on me, and made me feel as if life liad nothing more in store for rae, now I had lost her love. After I had built so long on the certainty of winning her, after our wedding-day had been fixed, after all the fond hopes and aspirations centred in her, it was indeed a cruel shock to find these visions passing away like a morning , dream. I returned home, after that day when I found my fond love and devotion was of no avail, and remained there during the rest of my leave, trying, by hard bodily exercise, and at times by severe study, to lessen the dull, aching pain of unsatisfied longing that tormented me. ' After my leave was out I returned to the rpg- iment, where, of course, every one knew by this time what had befallen me, but where little al- lusion was made to it, all guessing too well that I had rather the matter were passed over in si- lence, than that any attempt were made to con- dole with me. As for Claude, whom at first I almost hated, regarding him as the catiso of all my sorrow, he was so gentle and forbearing, whenever he met, and took so httle notice of my petulant and offensive manner, that I soon be- gan to excuse him in my heart for his share in my misery ; for, after all, it was not his Fault, and, besides, he was in sorrow also, not for the loss of Mabel — that .it never seemed to me he could regret — but because the woman whom both he and I loved, and who had told me she loved him, was lost to him for the present at least, and, as he thought, forever ; but that I did not my- self believe : I knew they would come across each other again some day, and then, I hoped, with a happier result. In the mean time Claude was al- most as much to be pitied as myself; and though I several times determined to let him know his case was not hopeless, and he ; was belovedj yet whenever I approached the subject lie shut me up so sternly that after a while I began to imagine tliere was more in the matter than I had at first thought, and I left interference for some future time. Mayleigh was the only man among us who made any jesting allusion to my misfortune, and he, with his usual good taste and feeling, ob- served, "So you are not going to he a Benedick yet, Master Madcap. A good thing for you, I should say, as I suppose you know the old proverb, 'A young man married is a man that's marred ?' " " I'll thank you, Mayleigh, to keep your opin- ions to yourself till you are asked for them," I answered, haughtily. Something in my tone and look so overawed the impudent fellow that I nev- er had any trouble with his impertinent obser- vations from that time forth. CHAPTER XXXI. CLAtTDE FEVEBSHAm's SDOCESS. "I AM going on leave next week, Darrell," said Claude Feversham to me one evening, a few months after the events related in the last chap- ter. "What do you say to coming with me? We shall have plenty of hunting, and I think, if we get a little frost between times, we may have a chance at the woodcock." "I have been on leave lately," I replied; "I don't think I could get off so soon again. And then the hunting here is just as good as any we could get elsewhere, so I think I shall remain where I am for a little longer. Thanks all the same for thinking of me." "The fact is, Vivian, "pursued Feversham, af- ter a pause, " I am sick of this kind of thing. 1 do not know that I ever intended going in for any thing else when I first joined the army ; biit too much of it gets wearisome, and I think of selling out, and going on some exploring expedition, ei- ther into Africa after Livingstone, or to the north in search of Sir John Franklin, or on some other stirring and adventurous route, which it will re- quire all a man's wits and all a man's daring to get over safely. Perhaps, in danger and excite- ment, longing, and hope, and disappointment may all be forgotten 5 at any rate, I shall try them, and see whether the Lethe of the ancients was all a fable." "I would not, if I were you, Claude,".! an- swered, earnestly; " it would he differentif 1 were to tliink of such a thing. For me there is no hope ; but, were I in your position, 1 would re- main at home, and prefer happiness to peril." " I do not see how your position differs from mine," he answered, gloomily ; " we have both been deceived' and jilted by tlie same woman ; and then, again, I was misled by another. ■ Of her, however, I will not speak harshly, as she has suffered for it ; but. there is no excuse, no exten- uating circumstances, to make me think gently of that most acconiplished coquette, Gwendoline Bambridge." He spoke very bitterly, and frowned darkly, looking straight before him, as though fearing to meet my eye while uttering these words ; but I cared little for his black looks on such a subject, and interrupted him, saying, " Hush ! you know nothing about the matter. You will repent when you know how cruel are the words you have spoken. Gwendoline Bam- bridge loves you, has always loved you, is true to yon now, and yet you speak thus of her. Not knowing this, could you not have dealt more gen- tly with the name of the woman you once said 14* OUE DETACHMENT. you loved? — or has your affection turned to something more bitter and lasting?" I hardly know what gave me strength to make this confession of Gwendoline'* love for him, knowing, as I did, that it would complete the ruin of my hopes ; but, stung by his harshness to her, I blurted it all out before I had time to think of what I said, and almost before I had finished speaking he turned on me sternly. "Boy," he said, " do you know what you are saying, what mad hopes and wishes you are stir- ring up anew in my heart ? Do you know that she told me with her own lips she had never loved me, and though I could have sworn that she had, and that she denied it when she knew me poor, yet I was obliged to be satisfied with that an- swer ; indeed, seeing and knowing the reason of her refusal, I would not have altered it if Icould." "You wrong her cruelly," I replied, and then I paused. Should I tell him all I knew, and fin- ish the work I had begun ? or should I leave him to work out his fate his own way, and make or mar it as he chose ? A thought decided me : she was unhappy ; she might, by my means, be made happy, and she should be so. It was but a continuation of the struggle against my natu- ral feelings for a little longer, and then all would be over ; my misery might be lessened also by knowing her well-being secured ; arming myself with this thought, I again addressed Feversham, in spite of his lowering brow and threatening glances. ' " Don't you know," I continued hnniedly, and with an effort, " why she refused you? As you rightly guessed, she loved you, and having di- vined so much, yon might at least have known her better than to believe your poverty would ever have influenced her to reject you. I am a boy, you say, and you do not think much of my power of loving, but I tell you I could not so in- sult the woman I cared for as to believe, without certain and positive proof, that she was merce- nary enough to throw asideheraifection for riches. If I found such a thing to be true, my love for her would die out at once, like the ashes I knock off this cigar ; but until it was clearly proved to me, the mere suspicion should never be allowed to enter my mind." Claude remained silent, looking at me with a troubled expression for a minute or two ; then he answered, "Well, but what other meaning could there be for her conduct ? If you know the reason of it, why don't you tell me, instead of talking in such a confoundedly mysterious manner that you make me feel quite uncomfortable — in fact, as if I had behaved badly to her, when at present I can't help thinking she behaved badly to me." "It was your mother's doing, Claude," I re- plied. "Do not be angry ; you wish me to speak out, and I will do so. Excuse me if any thing I say pains you. Lady Feversham went over to Dublin when the Barabridges were staying there the spring before last, and when there had a pri- vate interview with Gwe'ndoline. In the conver- sation that took place, she so worked upon the girl's feelings for you, persuading her that, if she accepted you, you would be rained both in for- tune and career, that she wrung from her a prom- ise to refuse you if you should ask her to become your wife; this Gwendoline promised, fearing that, though she was willing to bear poverty and trial for your sake, you in time might come to regret the sacrifice you would have to make In marrying her. Believe me, Claude, it was a greater proof of aficction, her studying your hap- piness at the expense of her own, than if she hai' resisted your mother's arguments and accepj! your love as freely as it was offered." , " Why do yon tell me this now ?" cried Claui greatly excited. "Do you not know all chancu for me is over ? I have behaved so badly. I had hardly been refused by her when I allowed my mother to cajole me into engaging myself to that poor girl, Mabel Prendergast. Do you think any woman would forgive one after such a thing? No, indeed ! Any thing else seems more pardon- able in their eyes than finding comfort in anoth- er love for their cruelty— ^and Gwendoline will be the same as the others in that respect." "I am sure she will not," I answered, eageij ly ; "only try her, and see how readily you wif be forgiven ! Besides, you know that she can n^^ blame you for being unfaithful, because, thou^e true to you in heart always, she was not one wh.). more constant in appearance." I stopped with a sigh, and Claude, turning quickly to me, asked, "Why do you tell me all this, Vivian ? It is against your own intei-est, you know." "I believe it is only with you that she can be happy," I answered, slowly; "and I wish her happiness above all things. I have now done what I could toward setting things straight ; act as you see best, but do not talk to me any more about it." So saying, I left the room. Feversham told me no more about his plans just then, but the day before he left he met me going out for a walk, and passing his arm through mine, accom- panied me, talking at first on indiiferent subjects. After a while, however, he began : "I am going home to-morrow, Vivian, as I told you, and I intend to ask my mother about that which you mentioned to me the other day. It would make the happiness of my life if this matter could all be settled as I wished long ago ; but I fear I can not hope for such good fortune, as I know I do not deserve it. Whether I am successful or not, old fellow, I can not be too thankful to you for telling what has at least raised my opinion of Gwendoline, and has shown me how unjust I was when I accused her mental- ly of mean and mercenary motives." "That is right, Claude," I answered: "you were unjust, and I am glad you see that you were. As to yonr success, I know that if you make a stand with your mother and get her con- sent, yon have nothing to fear from Gwendoline, who, I do not doubt, accuses herself of all the wrong-doing in the matter." So Claude went off next day, looking happier than I had seen him look for a long time ; and I remained behind, feeling sad and lonely enough, in spite of Flower's company: he, though amia- ble- and sympathizing, was not very bright, and little calculated to cheer up a fellow who had come such a cropper as I had. Of course I heard all that happened between Claude and his moth- er afterward. It came to pass in this way: He had not long been home — about a few hours, perhaps — when, standing near the fire in the twilight before dinner, he asked suddenly, " Mother, what is this I hear about your hav- OUR DETACHMENT. 145 ing gone over to Dublin last spring ? You never told me of it." "I was there such a short time, Claude," she answered, rather nervously — "only two days, I 'link ; and I hardly thought it worth while to 1 you I had been in Ireland, as I could not ' 1 down and see you." "Perhaps yon thought your errand did not concern me,!' he replied, sternly, looking at her as he had never looked at her before. "All this trouble through which I have passed is of your making, and I am not the only one who has suffered through your means. Had you no pity for a woman like yourself that you hunted her out, and bound her over by a promise to sacrifice her heart to your ambition ? Tell me all tbat ■passed between you, for I will k-now it." "Oh! Claude," she cried, "don't look at me ind speak to me like that. I did it all for your bod, and she knows I did. She ought to tell ou so, if she ' has any truth iii her. Have you aet her again ? Have you and she been talking ibout it, and arranging how to get round your mother? The artful creature! I knew she would never keep her promise!" ' ' Hush ! " he said, holding up his hand warn- ingly. "Not another word against her, if you please. I have never seen her since, and have heard nothing from her. Are you satisfied now ?" "Well, I was stupid to think you had heard it from her, " Lady Feversham admitted, more calmly. " Of coui-se she would not look at you noiw, as she has made a better catch in Vivian Darrell. Poor child! I wonder what his par- ents are about, to allow him to make such a match at his age. When does the wedding take place?" "Never, I believe,", answered Claude, grow- ing sterner and more stern, as his mother's man- Tier roused all the passionate temper of his race. " But that is not what I wish to talk about. I shall be sorry to speak to you in any way unbe- coming a son to his mother, but in this matter I will not be trifled with. Tell me fully and truly what passed between Miss Bambridge and you that day in Dublin." " Well, if you will hear all about it, I suppose i you must, though I do not see what good it can do you now. I imagine, however, froin' your answer about Vivian, the girl has jilted him. The world has come to a pi%tty pass, when a girl like Miss Bambridge thinks she can reject noblemen with as little consideration as though they were ploW-boys ; but, as you must know, all I said to her was that it would be ruin and destruction to your career and prospects marry- ing her; I may say I laid this view of the case very strongly before her, for, to tell the truth, at first she seemed disposed to jgive me a great deal of trouble, and talked about love, and hearts, and all tjiat sentimental kind of nonsense. She said something about loving you, and that, if you ask- ed lier, she would never be so false to you, and to her own heart, as to, reject you; but I piit a stop to that quickly enough, and at length got her to hear reason, and promise you should nev- er know that she regardedt;you with any warm- er feelings than those of mere friendship. Who can have told you the contrary, as you say she did not, I can not think ; but I fancy she is a sensible girl, arid saw so clearly the force of my arguments that she would never take you now 10 without my consent, which you will certainly never obtain." Lady Feversham drew herself up as she finish- ed speaking, ahd pulled out the lace border of her handkerchief, as though the subject was finally disposed of, and she intended to occupy her mind with something else. "I have no doubt," Claude answered, coldly, "that your estimate, in one way, of Miss Bam- bridge is correct, and that, after what has pass- ed between yon, she would not consent to enter your family unless you yourself begged her to do so. Now that is exactly what I wish you to do ; in fact, I shall not renew my proposals until' you signify to her that you are willing to receive her as my wife.. I wish the. matter settled as soon as possible, and shall bei greatly obliged by your writing as soon as possible to intimate to her the change in your feelings." . ■ "Are you mad,' Claude?" cried his mother, looking up at him with wide-open eyes of amaze- ment. " I have not the smallest intention of do- ing any such thing, and if you wait to marry un- til I do so^yon will have to wait a good while, I warn you.!' ... " There is one thing I forgot to mention,'' went on Claude, calmly, as though he had not heard her speak. "In case you refuse my very reasonable request, I intend to sell out, leave En- gland, and seek a better fortune and kinder friends in a strange land. , You can choose between your child and your pride." He ceased speaking, and,, as the dinner was just then announced, offered his mother his arm and led her to the dining-room. This opportune diversion enabled Lady Feversham to defer mak- ing any reply to her son's last speech for the pres- ent, for wlfich she'was thankful, as it was very far from her wishes to drive him from her, though she would not yet consent, even in thought, to ac- kncfwledge Gwjendoline as her "daughter. Claude saw that his words were producing an effect in his mother's mind, by the abstracted manner in which she lingered over her dinner,' speaking lit- tle, and avoiding his eye whenever he looked in her dirpction. ' ■ ' , She was a stubborn old lady, although as much attached to her son as it was possible for her to be to any one ; but she had taken this idea of furthering his well-being by a rich alliance into her head, and one failure, along With his deter- mined opposition,' was not enough to make her relinquish the scheme. There are as good match- ' es as Mabel Prendergast going, she thoughtj and I am sorry now I wasted so much time endeav- oring to secure her ; but as for this Miss Bam- bridge, that is not to be thought of for a minute. I will wait a day or two, and see what his next move win be. Of course that threat of leaving the army is all nonsense. ' ' Claude did not mean it so, however, for two days afterward, when his mother had begun to hope he had forgotten the conversation between them, and that matters would go on as they theii were for a while, she was taken completely by surprise by his entering the room one morning Wth a letter in his hand, which he showed to her as he said, " I am writing to my colonel, mother, and per- haps you maygiiess the reason why. It is to tell him I am going to sell out, and that I shall send in my papers in a day oi- two. " us OUR DETACHMENT. " Oh ! Claude, dear, do not be so rash !" cried Lady Feversham, imploringly, and half crying ; "you surely can never be so foolish as to do such a t^ing all because of that>chit of a girl, whom I wish you had never seen. Just wait a little longer, before taking such an imprudent step. Wait, and see if something will turn up." "What do you mean by something turning up, mother?" he demanded, fixing his grave dark eyes on hers. " You might see some one else you would like better," she answered faintly, "and so forget this girl. Indeed," she went on, with a little hesita- tion, " Miss Vavasour is coming here next week. I have just written to ask her. I hear she is very handsome, and — " "Say no more, mother," he replied, sternly. "I should be a fool indeed if, knowing what I know, I should allow you to bend me a second tinie to your wishes. No; you have heard the only terms on which I wUl consent to remain. Tou have had two days in which to think the matter over, and I insist on getting an answer at once, that I may know what course to pursue without further delay." "But tell me, dear," again began Lady Fev- ersham, " if you sell out and leave the country, you are not one whit nearer gaining Miss Bam- bridge than if you remained in the army, and I continued to withhold my consent." ' ' That remains for her to decide, " he answered calmly. " Of course I should tell her that I had nothing to offer her but a strong arm and a lov- ing heai-t, but that I hoped the means of earning a livelihood would be open to me, wherever stout hearts and willing hands were needed ; that she could not spoil my prospects in life now, seeing that no prospect is left to me ; and if she be what I take her to be, I should not have to experience a second refusal, when she saw that her love was all I had to look to for comfort and encourage- ment in the new life I was beginning." "Well, please yourself; marry her, and remain in the army," replied Lady Feversham, crossly. " I am sure I will not say any thing against it, since you are so set on it ; but mind, you will live to wish you had followed my advice." "That will not do, mother," he answered. "If Miss Bambridge remains in this country as my wife, it must be made apparent, not only to herself, but to every one else, that she is so with your approbation. I wish you now to write her a few lines signifying your consent to our mar- riage, and inviting her to come and pay you a visit here before it takes place. Make your let- ter as kind as possible, to do away with any dis- agreeable impression she may have preserved of your last inten'iew." "Upon my word, Claude, you take matters with too high a hand. Fancy telling me to do Hway with any impression she may have received pf me last time. I hardly know whether I shall write at all ; but if I do you can hardly expect a letter written under compulsion to be cordial, and I by no. means promise to make it so." " I dare say it sounds badly from me to you, mother," he answered ; " but remember, I am a man now, and however much I honor and love you as my mother — and believe me I do, though we differ sometimes — still I can not submit my man's-will and judgment to yours, as I used to do when I was a little boy. Dearest mother, the thing I ask of yon is not so much, after all, and it will make me very happy, and you too, when you have got over your prejudice against her. I know you will do it for my sake, and I won't send this letter." So saying, he stooped, kissed his mother, andi left the room, confident that what he had said would produce a good effect, and that in a short time he might hope to see the letter, he had asked for written. He was not mistaken in his con- jecture, for about two hours afterward his moth- er entered the library, where he was reading, and holding an open envelope tow.-vrd him, said, " It is done, my dear boy, for your sake ; you can see what I have said." "Indeed I will not," he answered, rising gay- ly. "I think I can trust my mother to do a thing thoroughly, when she makes up her mind to do it ; but sometimes she takes a good deal of persuasion." He kissed his mother fondly, and she smiled, tliough something very like a tear glittered in each eye as she said, tremulously, "And now, what are you going to do, Claude? It is no good your sending that, unless you write or go yourself to renew your offer." "I will run over myself," he answered, "tak- ing this with me; and, not to lose a day, I will set off this afternoon. I shall not be long before I return, dear, and perhaps Gwendoline will come with me; but you shall hear from me before then, and know what success I have had." "Oh! I have no doubt of your success," she muimured, half in bitterness, half in adnairation, as she gazed on her stalwart, handsome son, with his frank, honest ej oS and his sweet smile, think- ing the while, "No girl could refuse him, if she were free to choose." Claude set off on bis journey that afleraoon, and arrived next day at Endley, just as it was falling dusk in the evening. As he walked up the avenue, he caught sight of a figure before him that seemed strangely familiar and dear to him : he stepped out more quickly, and presently over- taking Gwendoline, for it was she, stopped beside her and held out his hand. It was rather dark, and Gwendoline, a little nervous about being out so late, was hurrying home when this happened. She started, gave one quick glance at his face, and failing to recog- nize him, set off homeward with more speed than before. "Are you so angiy with me, then, that you won't speak to me, Gwendoline?" pleaded the intruder, keeping up with her, and bending for- ward to catch a glimpse of her face. She knew the voice, and her heart beat high with joy, for she felt assured ho would never have returned thus unless all difficulties in their way had been removed. Half laughing, half crying, she turned, and holding out both hands, ex- claimed, " Is it you, indeed ? I did not know you at first, it is so dark." Not a word more did she say, but there was more welcome and love in those sentences than many people could have imagined possible. They were quite satisfactQiy to Claude, and he answer- ed them in a very conclusive manner as he mur- mured, ' ' You are not going to treat me so badly again, darling?" OUR DETACHMENT. 147 What answer she gave him might have been guessed from their faces as they entered the drawing-room about a quarter of an hour after. "Mamma, here is a truant come back to us," cried Gwendoline gayly, drawing Claude out of the shadow, in which he was standing, into the full light of a blazing fire. _ " Claude Feversham, I declare !" cried Cla- rissa, springing up, and throwing a book, over which she had been dozing, to the other end of the room. "You are all right, I can see, Claude," she went on, " so I shall not make the usual po- lite inquiries ; and as to Gwendoline, she must have been in Fairy-land this afternoon, for she is looking at least twenty years younger than when she went out." Gwendoline blushed, but was too happy to call her younger sister to order; and Mrs. Bam- bridge, divining the state of affairs at a glance, made room for the new-comer by the fire, order- ed his room to be prepared, and otherwise occu- pied herself about his comfort, while he, the first buzz of greeting over, drew his mother's letter from his pocket and handed it to Gwendoline, wlio forthwith retired to her own room with it, whence she emerged half an hour aftei'ward ra- diantly handsome, but with a slight tendency to redness about the eyes that looked suspicious of tears. After this there is not much to tell; for of course Gwendoline accepted Lady Feversham's invitation, which had indeed been expressed very Rraciously, though she told Claude in confidence she only did it for his sake. Now they are, I believe, the best of friends, and I am quite sure the Dowager Lady Feversham regrets nothing so much as that hurried visit she paid to Dublin ; a visit Gwendoline playfully reminded her of after her marriage, when they were all good friends, by showing her the dark -red rose the elder lady dropped that day from her bonnet, and that Gwendoline had picked up after she was gone. They were married about two months after Lady Fevcrsham's consent had been obtained, and Claude remained in the army ; but I, not having suiificient courage to see my lost love day by day befoi-e me, exchanged into another regi- ment and went out to India. I am a good many years older now, and have accustomed myself to think of her as the wife of another man, and that man my cousin and chosen friend ; but still I never think of the time when I fondly dreamed she was my own, and worshiped her with a boy's bhnd adoration, without a dull, aching, regretful pain. And tliough I have seen many women that my eye unwillingly acknowl- edged as fairer, and my mind approved as more clever and witty, yet — ^let people call me roman- tic and absurd as they will — I have never seen one with power to win my heart from its alle- giance to her. • Clarissa — pretty, merry Clarissa — made a very good match a few. months after her sister's mar- riage. I have seen her since^ and she has some- times asked me if I intend to become an old bachelor for Gwen's sake ; adding, sometimes, with a half si^, "Ah, Vivian! people don't know what they are talking of when they say sometimes with a langh, ' He will get over it. ' I used to think so too, but I know now it is not always true." So ends the story of my fife, as far as it goes : its interest to me seems already gone. And though I am not miserable — as who can be while work remains to be done, and while one puts forth one's strength to do it ? — still my best hap- piness all passed away long ago, in that brief dream, though it was only a boy's love. THE END. GRIFFITH GAUNT; OR, JEALOUSY. - 1 . . ^ J. - vJ BY CHARLES READE, - AUTHOR OF "PEG WOFFINGTON,", "CHRISTIE JOHNSTONE," "NEVER TOO LATE TO MEND," "WHITE LIES," ETC. , ',.■ . v7 i tFITff ILLUSTRATIONS. BOSTON: JAMES R. OSGOOD AND COMPANY, Late Ticknor & Fields, and Fields, Osgood, & Co. 1875. AUTHOR'S EDITION. 1 CHEAP EDITIONS OP CHARLES READE'S WORKS. wow PUBLISHED. FOUL PLAY. . • . . . 1 vol. Illustrated. 25 cents. GRIFFITH GAUNT. ... 1 vol. Illustrated. 25 cents. FIELDS, OSaOOD, & CO., fSUCCESSOES TO TICKNOR AND FIELDS. University Press: Welch, Eigelow, & Co., Cambridge. GRIFFITH GAUNT; OR, JEALOUSY. CHAPTER I. ""r'aEN I say, once for all, that -»- priest shall never darken my doors again." " Then I say they are my doors, and not yours, and that holy man shall brighten them whenever he will." The gentleman and lady who faced each other pale and furious, and inter- changed this bitter defiance, were man and wife, and had loved each other well. Miss Catharine Peyton was a young lady of ancient family in Cumberland, and the most striking, but least popu- lar, beauty in the county. She was very tall and straight, and carried herself a little too imperiously ; yet she would sometimes relax and all but dissolve •that haughty figure, and hang sweetly drooping over her favorites ; then the contrast was delicious, and the woman fascinating. Her hair was golden and glossy, her eyes a lovely gray ; and she had a way of turning them on slowly and full, so that their victim could not fail to ob- serve two things : first, that they were grand and beautiful orbs ; secondly, that they were thoughtfully overlooking him, instead of looking at him. So contemplated by glorious eyes, a man feels small and bitter. Catharine was apt to receive the blunt compliments of the Cumberland squires with this sweet, celestial, superior gaze, and for this and other imperial charms was more admired than liked. I The family estate was entailed on her brother ; her father spent every far- thing he could ; so she had no mon^ ey, and no expectations, except from a distant cousin, — Mr. Charlton, of Hern- shaw Castle and Bolton Hall. Even these soon dwindled. Mr. Charlton took a fancy to his late wife's relation, Griffith Gaunt, and had him into his house, and treated him as his heir. This disheartened two admirers who had hitherto sustained Catharine Peyton's gaze, and they retired. Come- ly girls, girls long-nosed, but rich, girls snub-nosed, but winning, married on all sides of her ; but the imperial beau- ty remained Miss Peyton at two-and- twenty. She was rather kind to the poor; would give them money out of her slen- der purse, and would even make clothes for the women, and sometimes read to them : very few of them could read to themselves in that day. All she re- quired in return was, that they should be Roman Catholics, like herself, or at least pretend they might be brought to that faith by little and little. She was a high-minded girl, and could be a womanly one, — whenever she chose. She hunted about twice a week in the season, and was at home in the saddle, for she had ridden from a child ; but so ingrained was her character, that this sport, which more or less un- sexes most women, had no perceptible effect on her mind, nor even on her manners. The scarlet riding-habit and Griffith Gaunt; or, Jealousy. little purple cap, and the great, white, bony horse she rode, were often seen in a good place at the end of a long run ; but, for all that, the lady was a most ungenial fox-huntress. She never spoke a word but to her acquaintances, and wore a settled air of dreamy indif- ference, except when the hounds hap- pened to be in full cry, and she gallop- ing at their heels. Worse than that, when the dogs were running into the fox, and his fate certain, she had been known to rein in her struggling horse, and pace thoughtfully home, instead of coming in at the death, and claiming the brush. One day, being complimented at the end of a hard run by the gentleman who kept the hounds, she turned her celestial orbs on him, and said, — " Nay, Sir Ralph, I love to gallop ; and this sorry business gives me an excuse." It was full a hundred years ago. The country teemed with foxes ; but it abounded in stiff coverts, and a know- ing fox was sure to run from one to an- other ; and then came wearisome ef- forts to dislodge him ; and then Miss Peyton's gray eyes used to explore va- cancy, and ignore her companions, bi- ped and quadruped. But one day they drew Yewtree Brow, and found a stray fox. At Gaylad's first note he broke cover, and went away for home across the open country. A hedger saw him steal out, and gave a view halloo ; the riders came round helter-skelter; the dogs in cover one by one threw up their noses and voices ; the horns blew, the canine music swell- ed to a strong chorus, and away they swept across country, — dogs, horses, men ; and the Dense take the hind- most ! It was a gallant chase, and our dreamy virgin's blood got up. Erect, but lithe and vigorous, and one with her great white gelding, she came fly- ing behind the foremost riders, and took leap for leap with them. One glossy, golden curl streamed back in the rushing air ; her gray eyes glowed with earthly fire ; and two red spots on the upper part of her cheeks showed she was much excited, without a grain of fear. Yet in the first ten minutes one gentleman was unhorsed before her eyes, and one ckme to grief along with his animal, and a thorough-bred chest- nut^ was galloping and snorting beside her with empty saddle. Presently young Featherstone, who led her by about fifteen yards, crashed through a high hedge, and was seen no more, but heard wallowing in the deep, unsuspected ditch beyond. There was no time to draw bridle. "Lie still, Sir, if you please," said Catharine, with cool civil- ity ; then up rein, in spur, and she cleared the ditch and its muddy con- tents, alive and dead, and away without looking behind her. On, on, on, till all the pinks and buckskins, erst so smart, were splashed* with clay and dirt of every hue, and all the horses' late glossy coats were bath- ed with sweat and lathered with foam, and their gaping nostrils blowing and glowing red ; and then it was that Har- rowden Brook, swollen wide and deep by the late rains, came right between the fox and Dogmore Underwood, for which he was making. The hunt sweeping down a hillside caught sight of Reynard running for the brook. They made sure of him now. But he lapped a drop, and then slipped in, and soon crawled out on the other side, and made feebly for the covert, weighted with wet fur. At sight of him, the hunt hallooed and trumpeted, and came tearing on with fresh vigor. But when they came near the brook, lo, it was twenty feet wide, and running fast and brown. Some riders skirted it, looking for a narrow part. Two horses, being spurred at it, came to the bank, and then went rearing round on their heels, depositing one hat and an- other rider in the current. One gallant steed planted his feet like a tower, and snorted down at the water. One flip- ped gravely in, and had to swim, and be dragged out. Another leaped, and landed with his feet on the other bank, his haunches in the water, and his rider Griffith Gaunt; or, Jealousy. curled round his neck, and glaring out between his retroverted ears. But Miss Peyton encouraged her horse with spur and voice, set her teeth, turned rather pale this time, and went at the brook with a rush, and cleared it like a deer. She and the huntsman were almost alone together on the other side, and were as close to the dogs as the dogs were to poor Pug, when he slipped through a run in a quickset hedge, and, reducing the dogs to single file, glided into Dogmore Underwood, a stifT hazel coppice of five years' growth. The other riders soon straggled up, and then the thing was to get him out again. There were a few narrow roads cut in the underwood ; and up and down these the huntsman and whipper- in went trotting, and encouraged the stanch hounds, and whipped the skulk- ers back into covert. Others galloped uselessly about, pounding the earth, for daisy-cutters were few in those days ; and Miss Peyton relapsed into the transcendental. She sat in one place, with her elbow on her knee, and her fair chin supported by two fingers, as undisturbed by the fracas of horns and voices as an equestrian statue of Diana. She sat so still and so long at a cor- ner of the underwood that at last the harassed fox stole out close to her with lolling tongue and eye askant, and took the open field again. She thrilled at first sight of him, and her cheeks burn- ed ; but her quick eye took in all the signs of his distress, and she sat quiet, and watched him coolly. Not so her horse. He plunged, and then trembled all over, and planted his fore-feet to- gether at this angle \, and parted his hind-legs a little, and so stood quiver- ing, with cocked ears, and peeped over a low paling at the retiring quadruped, and fretted and sweated in anticipation of the gallop his long head told him was to follow. He looked a deal more stat- uesque than any three statues in Eng- land, and all about a creature not up to his knee. — And by the bye : the gen- tlemen who carve horses in our native isle, did they ever see one — but of an omnibus? — The whipper-in came by, and found him in this gallant attitude, and suspected the truth, but, observing the rider's tranquil position, thought the fox had only popped out and then in again. However, he fell in with the huntsman, and told him Miss Peyton's gray had seen something. The hounds appeared puzzled ; and so the hunts- man rode round to Miss Peyton, and, touching his cap, asked her if she had seen nothing of the fox. She looked him dreamily in the face. " The fox ? " said she ; " he broke cover ten minutes ago." The man blew his horn lustily, and then asked her reproachfully why she had not tally-hoed him, or winded her horn : with that he blew his own again impatiently. Miss Peyton replied, very slowly and pensively, that the fox had come out soiled and fatigued, and trailing his brush. " I looked at him," said she, " and I pitied him. He was one, and we are many ; he was so little, and we are so big ; he had given us a good gal- lop j and so I made up my mind he should live to run another day." The huntsman stared stupidly at her for a moment, then burst into a torrent of oaths, then blew his horn till it was hoarse, then cursed and swore till he was hoarse himself, then to his horn again, and dogs and men came rushing to the sound. " Couple up, and go home to supper," said Miss Peyton, quietly. "The fox is half-way to Gallowstree Gorse ; and you won't get him out of that this after- noon, I promise you." As she said this, she just touched her horse with the spur, leaped the low hedge in front of her, and cantered slowly home across country. She was one that seldom troubled the hard road, go where she would. She had ridden about a mile, when she heard a horse's feet behind her. She smiled, and her color rose a little ; but she cantered on. " Halt, in the king's name ! " shouted a mellow voice ; and a gentleman gal- loped up to her side, and reined in his mare. Griffith Gaunt ; or, Jealousy. " What ! liave they killed ? " inquired Catharine, demurely. "Not they; he is in the middle, of Gallowstree Gorse by now." " And is this the way to Gallowstree Gorse ? " " Nay, Mistress," said the young man; "but when the fox heads one way and the deer another, what is a poor hunter to do ? " " P'ollow the slower, it seems." " Say the lovelier and the dearer, sweet Kate " " Now, Griffith, you know I hate flat- tery," said Kate ; and the next moment came a soft smile, and belied this unso- cial sentiment. " Flattery ? " said the lover. " I have no tongue to speak half your praises. I think the people in this country are as bhnd as bats, or they 'd " " All except Mr. Griffith Gaunt ; he has found a paragon, where wiser peo- ple see a wayward, capricious girl." " Then he is the man for you. Don't you see that. Mistress ? " " No, I don't quite see that," said the lady, dryly. This cavalier reply caused a dismay the speaker never intended. The fact is, Mr. George Neville, young, hand- some, and rich, had lately settled in the neighborhood, and had been greatly smitten with Kate. The county was talking about it, and Griffith had been secretly on thorns for some days past. And now he could hide his uneasiness no longer ; he cried out, in a sharp, trembling voice, — " Why, Kate, my dear Kate ! what ! could you love any man but me ? Could you be so cruel ? could you ? There, let me get off my horse, and lie down on this stubble, and you ride over me, and trample me to death. I would rather have you trample on my ribs than on my heart, with loving any one but me." " Why, what now ? " said Catharine, drawing herself up ; " I must scold you handsomely"; and she drew rein and turned full upon him ; but by this means she saw his face was full of real dis- tress ; so, instead of reprimanding- him, she said, gently, " Why, Griffith, what is to do ? Are you not my servant ? Do not I send you word, whenever I dine from home ? " "Yes, dearest; and then I call at that house, and stick there till they guess what I would be at, and ask me, too." Catharine smiled, and proceeded to remind him that thrice a week she per- mitted him to ride over from Bolton, (a distance of fifteen miles,) to see her. " Yes," replied Griffith, " and I must say you always come, wet or dry, to the shrubbery-gate, and put your hand in mine a minute. And, Kate," said he, piteously, " at the bare thought of your putting that same dear hand in another man's my heart turns sick within me, and my skin burns and trembles on me." " But you have no cause," said Cath- arine, soothingly. " Nobody, except yourself, doubts my affection for you. You are often thrown in my teeth, Grif- fith, — and" (clenching her own) " I like j'ou all the better, of course." Griffith replied with a burst of grati- tude ; and then, as men will, proceeded to encroach. " Ah," said he, " if you would but pluck up courage, and take the matri- monial fence with me at once." Miss Peyton sighed at that, and droop- ed a httle upon her saddle. After a pause, she enumerated the "just imped- iments." She reminded him that nei- ther of them had means to marry on. He made light of that ; he should soon have plenty ; Mr. Charlton has as good as told him he was to have Bolton Hall and Grange : " Six hun- dred acres, Kate, besides the park and paddocks." In his warmth he forgot that Catha- rine was to have been Mr. Charlton's heir. Catharine was too high-minded to bear Griffith any grudge ; but she colored a little, and said she was averse to come to him a penniless bride. " Why, what matters it which of us has the dross, so that there is enough for both ? " said Griffith, with an air of astonishment. Catharine smiled approbation, and Griffith Gaunt; or, Jealousy. tacitly yielded that point. But then she objected the difference in their faith. "Oh, .honest folk get to heaven by different roads," said Griffith, carelessly. " I have been taught otherwise," re- plied Catharine, gravely. " Then give me your hand and I '11 give you my soul," said Griffith Gaunt, impetuously. " I '11 go to heaven your way, if you can't go mine. Anything sooner than be parted in this world or the next." She looked at him in silence ; and it was in a faint, half apologetic tone she objected, that all her kinsfolk were set against it. " It is not their business ; it is ours,'' was the prompt reply. " Well, then," said Catharine, sadly, " I suppose I must tell you the true reason : I feel I should not make you happy ; I do not love you quite as you want to be loved, as you deserve to be loved. You need not look so ; nothing in flesh and blood is your rival. But my heart bleeds for the Church ; I think of her ancient glory in this kingdom, and, when I see her present condition, I long to devote myself to her service. I am very fit to be an abbess or a nun, — most unfit to be a wife. No, no, — I must not, ought not, dare not, marry a Protestant. Take the advice of one who esteems you dearly ; leave me, — fly from me, — forget me, — do every- thing but hate me. Nay, do not hate me ; you little know the struggle in my mind. Farewell ; the saints, whom you scorn, watch over and protect you ! Farewell ! " And with this she sighed, and struck her spur into the gray, and he darted off at a gallop. Griffith, little able to cope with such a character as this, sat petrified, and would have been rooted to the spot, if he had happened to be on foot. But his mare set off after her companion, and a chase of a novel kind commen- ced. Catharine's horse was fresher than Griffith's mare, and the latter, not be- ing urged by her petrified master, lost ground. But when she drew near to her fa- ther's gate, Catharine relaxed her speed, and Griffith rejoined her. She had already half relented, and only wanted a warm and resolute wooer to bring her round. But Griffith was too sore, and too little versed in wo- man. Full of suspicion and bitterness, he paced gloomy and silent by her side, till they reached the great avenue that led to her father's house. And while he rides alongside the ca- pricious creature in sulky silence, I may as well reveal a certain foible in his own character. This Griffith Gaunt was by no means deficient in physical courage ; but he was instinctively disposed to run away from mental pain the moment he lost hope of driving it away from him. For instance, if Catharine had been ill and her life in danger, he would have ridden day and night to save her, — would have beggared himself to save her ; but if she had died, he would either have kill- ed himself, or else fled the country, and so escaped the sight of every object that was associated with her and could agonize him. ' I do not think he could have attended the funeral of one he loved. The mind, as well as the body, has its self-protecting instincts. This of Griffith's was, after all, an instinct of that class, and, under certain circum- stances, is true wisdom. But Griffith, I think, carried the instinct to excess ; and that is why I call it his foible. " Catharine," said he, resolutely, " let me ride by your side to the house for once ; for I read your advice my own way, and I mean to follow it : after to- day you will be troubled with me no more. I have loved you these three years, I have courted you these two years, and I am none the nearer ; I see I am not the man you mean to marry : so I shall do as my father did, ride down to the coast, and sell my horse, and ship for foreign parts." "Oh, as you will," said Catharine, haughtily : she quite forgot she had just recommended him to do something of this very kind. Griffith Gaunt; or, Jealousy. Presently she stole a look. His fine ruddy cheek was pale ; his manly brown eyes were moist ; yet a gloomy and res- olute expression on his tight-drawn lips. She looked at him sidelong, and thought how often he had ridden thirty miles on that very mare to get a word with her at the shrubbery-gate. And now the mare to be sold ! The man to go broken-hearted to sea, — perhaps to his death ! Her good heart began to yearn. "GrifiSth," said she, softly, "it is not as if I were going to wed anybody else. Is it nothing to be preferred by her you say you love ? If I were you, I would do nothing rash. Why not give me a little time ? In truth, I hardly know my own mind about it two days together." " Kate," said the young man, firmly, " I am courting you this two years. If I wait two years more, it will be but to see the right man come and carry you in a month ; for so girls are won, when they are won at all. Your sister that is mar- ried and dead, she held Josh Pitt in hand for years ; and what is the up- shot? Why, he wears the willow for her to this day ; and her husband mar- ried again, before her grave was green. Nay, I have done all an honest man can to woo you ; so take me now, or let me go." At this, Kate began to waver secret- ly, and ask herself whether it would not be better to yield, since he was so abom- inably resolute. But the unlucky fellow did not leave well alone. He went on to say, — " Once out of sight of this place, I may cure myself of my fancy. Here I never could." "Oh," said Catharine, directly, "if you are so bent on being cured, it would not become me to say nay." Griffith Gaunt bit his lip and hung his head, and made no reply. The patience with which he received her hard speech was more apparent than real ; but it told. Catharine, re- ceiving no fresh positive provocation, relented again of her own accord, and, after a considerable silence, whispered, softly, — "Think how we should all miss you." Here was an overture to reconcilia- tion. But, unfortunately, it brought out what had long been rankling in Grif- fith's mind, and was in fact the real cause of the misunderstanding. " Oh," said he, " those I care for will soon find another to take my place ! Soon ? quotha. They have not waited till I was gone for that." " Ah, indeed ! " said Catharine, with some surprise ; then, like the quick- witted girl she was, " so this is what all the coil is about." She then, with a charming smile, beg- ged him to inform her who was his des- tined successor in her esteem. Grif- fith colored purple at her cool hypocri- sy, ( for such he considered it,) and re- plied, almost fiercely, — " Who but that young black-a-vis^d George Neville, that you have been co- quetting with this month past, — and danced all night with him at Lady Mun- ster's ball, you did." Catharine blushed, and said, depre- catingly, — " You were not there, Griflith, or to be sure I had not danced with him.^'' " And he toasts you by name, wher- ever he goes." " Can I help that ? Wait till I toast him, before you make yourself ridicu- lous, and me very angry — about noth- ing." Griffith, sticking to his one idea, re- plied, doggedly, — " Mistress Alice Peyton shilly-shal- lied with her true lover for years, till Richard Hilton came, that was not fit to tie his shoes ; and then " • Catharine cut him short, — " Affi-ont me, if nothing less will serve ; but spare my sister in her grave." She began the sentence angrily, but concluded it in a broken voice. Grif- fith was half disarmed ; but only half. He answered, sullenly, — " She did not die till she had jilted an honest gentleman and broken his heart, and married a sot, to her cost. And you are of her breed, when all is done ; and now that young coxcomb Griffith Gaunt; or. Jealousy. has come, like Dick Hilton, between you and me." " But I do not encourage him." " You do not t&courage him," retort- ed Griffith, " or he would not be so hot after you. Were you ever the woman to say, ' I have a servant already that loves me dear ' ? That one frank word had sent him packing." Miss Peyton colored, and the water came into her eyes. " I may have been imprudent," she murmured. " The young gentleman made me smile with his extravagance. I never thought to be misunderstood by him, far less by you." Then, sud- denly, as bold as brass, — " It 's all your fault ; if he had the power to make you uneasy, why did you not check me be- fore ? " " Ay, forsoothj and have it cast in my teeth I was a jealous monster, and played the tyrant before my time. A poor fel- low scarce knows what to be at that loves a coquette." " Coquette I am none," repUed the lady, bridling magnificently. Griffith took no notice of this inter- ruption. He proceeded to say that he had hitherto endured this intrusion of a rival in silence, though with a sore heart, hoping his patience might touch her, or the fire go out of itself. But at last, unable to bear it any longer in si- lence, he had shown his wound to one he knew could feel for him, his poor friend Pitt. Pitt had then let him know that his own mistake had been over- confidence in Alice Peyton's constancy, " He said to me, ' Watch your Kate close, and, at the first blush of a rival, say you to her, Part with him, or part with me.' " Catharine pinned him directly. "And this is how you take Joshua Pitt's advice, — by oflTering to run away from this sorry rival." The shrewd reply, and a curl of the lip, half arch, half contemptuous, that accompanied the thrust, staggered the less ready Griffith. He got puzzled, and showed it. "Well, but," stammered he at last, " your spirit is high ; I was mostly afeard to put it so pluittp to you. So I thought I would go about a bit. How- ever, it comes to the same thing ; for this I do know, — that, if you refuse me your hand this day, it is to give it to a new acquaintance, as your Alice did before you. And if it is to be so, 't is best for me to be gone : best for him, and best for you. You don't know me, Kate ; for, as clever as you are, at the thought of your playing me false, af- ter all these years, and marrying that George Neville^ my heart turns to ice, and then to fire, and my head seems ready to burst, and my hands to do mad and bloody acts. Ay, I feel I should kill him, or you, or both, at the church- porch. Ah ! " He suddenly griped her arm, and at the same time involuntarily checked his mare. . Both horses stopped. She raised her head with an inquir- ing look, and saw her lover's face dis- colored with passion, and so strangely convulsed that she feared at first he was in a fit, or stricken with death ' or palsy. She Uttered a cry of alarm, and stretched forth her hand towafds him. But the next moment she drew it back from him ; fof, following his e^e', she discerned the cause of this ghastly look. Her father's house stood at the end of the avenue they had just entered ; but there was another approach to it, name- ly, by a bridle-road at right angles to the avenue or main entrance ; and up that bridle-road a gentleman was walk- ing his horse, and bid fair to meet them at the hall-door. It was young Nevillej, There was no mistaking bis piebald charger for any other animal in that county. Kate Peyton glanced from lover to lover, and shuddered at Griffith. She was familiar with petty jealousy ; she had even detected it pinching or color- ing many a pretty face that tried very hard to hide it all the time. But that was nothing to what she saw now : hith- erto she had but beheld the feeling of jealousy ; but now she witnessed the 8 Griffith Gaunt ; or, Jealousy. livid passion of jealousy writhing in ev- ery lineament of a human face. That terrible passion had transfigured its vic- tim in a moment : the ruddy, genial, kindly Griffith, with his soft brown eye, was gone ; and in his place lowered a face older, and discolored, and convulsed, and almost demoniacal. Women (wiser, perhaps, in this than men) take their strongest impressions by the eye, not ear. Catharine, I say, looked at him she had hitherto thought she knew, — looked and feared him. And even while she looked and Shud- dered, Griffith spurred his mare sharp- ly, and then drew her head across' the gray gelding's path. It was an instinc- tive impulse to bar the lady he loved from taking another step towards the place where his rival awaited her. " I cannot bear it," he gasped. " Choose you now, once for all, between that puppy there and me " : and he pointed with his riding-whip at his ri- val, and waited with his teeth clenched for her decision. The movement was rapid, the ges- ture large and commanding, and the words manly : for what says the fight- ing poet ? — " He either fears his fate too much, Or his deserts are small, Who fears to put it to the touch, To win or lose it all. " CHAPTER II. Miss Peyton drew herself up and back by one motion, like a queen at bay ; but still she eyed him with a cer- tain respect, and was careful now not to provoke nor pain him needlessly. "I prefer jcoz^, — though you speak harshly to me, sir,'' said she, with gen- tle dignity. " Then give me your hand, with that man in sight, and end my torments ; promise to marry me this very week. Ah, Kate, have pity on your poor, faith- ful servant, who has loved you so long!" " I do, Griffith, I do," said she, sweet- ly ; " but I shall never marry now. Only set your mind at rest about Mr. Neville there. He has never asked me, for one thing." " He soon will, then." " No, no ; I declare I will be very cool to him, after what you have said to me. But I cannot marry you, neither. I dare not. Listen to me, and do, pray, govern your temper, as I am doing mine. I have often read of men with a passion for jealousy, — I mean, men whose jeal- ousy feeds upon air, and defies reason. I know you now for such a man. Mar- riage would not cure this madness ; for wives do not escape admiration any more than maids. Something tells me you would be jealous of every fool that paid me some stale compliment, jealous of my female friends, and jealous of my relations, and perhaps jealous of your own children, and of that holy, perse- cuted Church which must still have a large share of tny heart. No, no ; your face and your words have shown me a precipice. I tremble and draw back, and now I never k/z7/ marry at all : from this day I give myself to the Church." Griffith did not beheve one word of all this. " That is your answer to me," said he, bitterly. " When the right man puts the question (and he is not far off) you will tell another tale. You take me for a fool, and you mock me ; you are not the lass to die an old maid : and men are not the fools to let you. With faces like yours, the new servant comes before the old one is gone. Well, I have got my answer. County Cumberland, you are no place for me ! The ways and the fields we two have ridden together, — oh, how could I bear their sight without my dear ? Why, what a poor-spirited fool I am to stay and whine ! Come, Mistress, your lover waits you there, and your discarded servant knows good- breeding : he leaves the country not to spoil your sport." Catharine panted heavily. "Well, sir," said she, "then it is your doing, not mine. Will you not even shake hands with me, Griffith ? " " I were a brute else," sighed the jeal- ous one, with a sudden revulsion of feel' Griffith Gaunt; or, Jealousy. ing. " I have spent the happiest hours of my life beside you. If I loved thee less, I had never left thee." He clung a little while to her hands, more like a drowning man than any- thing else, then let them go, and sud- denly shook his clenched fist in the direction of George Neville, and cried out with a savage yell, — " My curse on him that parts us twain ! And you, Kate, may God bless you single, and curse you married ! and that is my last word in Cumberland." " Amen ! " said Catharine, resignedly. And even with this they wheeled their horses apart, and rode away from each other : she very pale, but erect with wounded pride ; he reeling in his sad- dle like a drunken man. And so Griffith Gaunt, stung mad by jealousy, affronted his sweetheart, the proudest girl in Cumberland, and, yield- ing to his foible, fled from his pain. Our foibles are our manias. CHAPTER III. Miss Peyton was shocked and griev- ed ; but she was also affronted and wounded. Now anger seems to have some fine buoyant quahty, which makes it rise and come uppermost in an agi- tated mind. She rode proudly into the court-yard of her father's house, and would not look once behind to see the. last of her perverse lover. The old groom, Joe, who had taught her to ride when she was six years old, saw her coming, and hobbled out to hold her horse, while she alighted. " Mistress Kate," said he, " have you seen Master Griffith Gaunt anywheres ? " The young lady colored at this ques- tion. " Why ? " said she. "Why?" repeated Old Joe, a little contemptuously. "Why, where have you been not to know the country is out after un ? First comed Jock Den- net, with his horse all in a lather, to say , old Mr. Charlton was took ill, and had asked for Master Griffith. I told him to go to Dogmore Copse : ' Our Kate is a-huntirig to-day,' says I ; ' and your Griffith, he is sure not to be far from her gelding's tail ' ; a sticks in his spurs and away a goes. What, ha'n't you seen Jock, neither ? " " No, no," replied Miss Peyton, im- patiently. " What, is there anything the matter?" " The matter, quo' she ! Why, Jock had n't been gone an hour when in rides the new footman all in a lather, and brings a letter for Master Griffith from the old gentleman's housekeeper. ' You leave the letter with me, in case,' says I, and I sends him a-field after t' other. Here be the letter." He took off his cap and produced the letter. Catharine started at the sight of it. "Alack ! " said she, "this 'is a heavy day. Look, Joe ; sealed with black. Poor Cousin Charlton ! I doubt he is no more." Joe shook his head expressively, and told her the butcher had come from that part not ten minutes ago, with word that the blinds were all down at Bolton Hall. Poor human nature ! A gleam of joy shot through Catharine's heart ; this sad news would compel Griffith to stay at home and bury his benefactor ; and that delay would give him time to reflect ; and, somehow or other, she felt sure it would end in his not going at all. But these thoughts had no sooner passed through her than she was asham- ed of them and of herself What ! wel- come that poor old man's death because it would keep her cross-grained lover at home ? Her cheeks burned with shame ; and, with a superfluous exer- cise of self-defence, she retired from Old Joe, lest he should divine what was passing in her mind. But she was so wrapt in thought that she carried the letter away with her un- consciously. As she passed through the hall, she heard George Neville and her father in animated conversation. She mounted the stairs softly, and went into a little boudoir of her own on the first floor, and sat down. The house stood higli, and there was a very expansive and lO Griffith Gaunt ; or, Jealousy. beautiful view of the country from this window. She sat down by it and droop- ed, and looked wist^Uy through the window, and thought of the past, and fell into a sad reverie. Pity began to soften her pride and anger, and present- ly two gentle tears dimmed her glorious eyes a moment, then stole down her delicate cheeks. While she sat thus lost in the past, jovial voices and creaking boots broke suddenly upon her ear, and came up the stairs ; they jarred upon her ; so she cast one last glance out of the win- dow, and rose to get out of their way, if possible. But it was too late ; a heavy step came to the door, apd a ruddy, Port-drinking face peeped in. It was her father. " See-ho ! " roared the jovial Squire. " I 've found the hare on her form ; bide thou outside a moment." And he entered the room ; but he had no sooner closed the door than his whole manner changed from loud and jovial to agitated and subdued. " Kate, my girl," said he, piteously, " I have been a bad father to thee. I have spent all the money that should have been thine ; thy poor father can scarce look thee in the face. So now I bring thee a good husband ; be a good child now, and a dutiful. Neville's Court is his, and Neville's Cross will be, by the entail ; and so will the bar- onetcy. I shall see my girl Lady Nev- ille." " Never, papa, never ! " cried Kate. " Hush ! hush ! " said the Squire, and put up his hand to her in great agitation and alarm ; " hush, or he will hear ye. Kate," he whispered, " are you mad ? Little I thought, when he asked to see me, it was to oflFer marriage. Be a good girl now ; don't you quarrel with good luck. You are not fit to be poor ; and you have made enemies ; do but thinjc how they will flout you when I die, and Bill's jade of a wife puts you to the door, as she will. And now you can triumph over them all, my Lady Nev- ille, — and make your poor father hap- py, my Lady Neville. Enough said, for I promised you ; so don't go and make a fool of me, and yourself into the bar^ip. And — : and — a word in your ear : he hath lent me a hundred pounds." At this chmax, the father hung his he£|,d ; the daughter vsfinced and moaned out, — " Papa, how could yoTx ? " Mr. Peyton had gradually descended to that intermediate stage of degrada- tion, when the substance of dignity is all gone, but its shadow, shame, re- mains. He stamped impatiently on the ground, and cut his humilia,tion sho^:t by rushing out of the room. " Here, try your own luck, young- ster," he cried at the door. " She knows my mind." He trampled down the stairs, an.d young George Neville knocked respect- fully at the door, though it was half open, and came in with youth's light foot, and a handsome face flushed into beauty by love and hope. Miss Peyton's eye just swept him as he entered, and with the same move- ment she turned away her fair head and blushing cheek towards the window ; yet — must I own it ? — she quietly moxilded the letter tliat lay in her lap, so that the address was no loijger vis- ible to the new-comer. ( Small secrecy, verging on deceit, you are bred in woman's bones ! ) This blushing and averted cheek is one of those equivocal receptions that have puzzled many a sensible man. It is a sign of coy love ; it is a sign of gentle aversion ; our mode of interpret- ing it is simple and judicious : which- ever it happens to be, we go and take it for the other. The brisk, bold wooer that now en- gaged Kate Peyton was not the man to be dashed by a woman's coyness. Hand- some, daring, good-humored, and vain, he had everything iij his favor but his novelty. Look at Kate ! her eye lingers wist- fully on that disconsolate horseman whose every step takes him farther from her ; but George has her ear, and draws closer and closer to it, and pours love's mellow murmurs into it. krnjjitn LrCiunt ; or, Jealousy. II He told het he had made the grand tour, atid seen the beauties of every land, but none like her ; other ladies had cei'tainly pleased his eye for a mo- ment, but she alone had conquered his heart. He said many charming things to her, such as Griffith Gaunt had nev- er said. Amongst the rest, he assured her the beauty of her person would not alone have fascinated him so deeply ; but he had seen the beauty of her mihd in those eyes of hers, that seemed not eyes, but souls ; and begging her par- don for his pi-6sumption, he aspired to wed her mind. Such ideas had often risen in Kate's own mind ; but to hear them from a man was new. She looked askant through the window at the lessening Griffith, and thought " how the grand tour improves a man ! " and said, as coldly as she could, — " I esteem you, sir, and cannot but be flattered by sentiments so superior to those I am used to hear ; but let this go no farther. I shall never marry now." Instead of being angry at this, or telling her she wanted to marry some- body else, as the injudicious Griffith had done, young Neville had the ad- dress to treat it as an excellent jest, and drew such comical pictures of all the old maids in the neighborhood that she could not help smiling. But the moment she smiled, the in- flammable George made hot love to her again. Then she besought him to leave her, piteously. Then he said, cheerful- ly, he would leave her as soon as ever she had promised to be his. At that she turned sullen and haughty, and looked through the window and took no notice of him whatever. Then, in- stead of being discouraged or mortified; he showed imperturbable confidence and good-humor, and begged archly to know what interesting object was in sight from that window. On this she blushed and withdrew her eyes from the window, and so they met his. On that he threw himself on his knees (custohi of the day), and wOoed her with such a burst of passionate and tearful eloquence that she began to pity him, and said, lifting her lovely eyes, — " Alas ! I was born to make all those I esteem unhappy ! " and she sighed deeply. " Not a bit of it," said he ; " you were born, like the sun, to bless all you shine upon. Sweet Mistress Kate, I love you as these country boors can never be taught to love. I lay my heart, my name, my substance, at your feet ; you shall not be loved, — you shall be worshipped. Ah ! turn those eyes, brimful of soul, on me again, and let me try and read in them that one day, no matter how distant, the delight of my eyes, the joy of all my senses, the pride of Cumberland, the pearl of England, the flower of womankind, the rival of the angels, the darling of George Neville's heart, will be George Neville's wife." Fire and water were in his eyes, pas- sion in every tone ; his manly hand grasped hers and trembled, and drew her gently towards him. Her bosom heaved ; his passionate male voice and touch electrified her, and made her flutter. " Spare me this pain," she faltered ; and she looked through the window and thought, " Poor Griffith was right, after all, and I was wrong. He had cause for jealousy, and cause for fear." And then she pitied him who panted at her side, and then she was sorry for him who rode away disconsolate, still lessening to her eye ; and what with this conflict and the emotion her quar- rel with Griffith had already caused her, she leaned her head back against the Shutter, and began to sob low, but al- most hysterically. Now Mr. George Neville was nei- ther a fool nor a novice ; if he had nev- er been downright in love before (which I crave permission to doubt), he had gone far enough on that road to make one Italian lady, two French, one Austrian, and one Creole, in love with him ; and each of these love-affairs had given him fresh insight into the ways of woman. Enlightened by so many bitter - sweet experiences, he saw at 12 Griffith Gaunt; or, Jealousy, once that there was something more going on inside Kate's heaving bosom than he could have caused by offering her his hand. He rose from his knees and leaned against the opposite shut- ter, and fixed his eyes a little sadly, but very observantly, on her, as she leaned back against the shutter, sobbing low, but hysterically, and quivering all over. " There 's some other man at the bottom of this," thought George Nev- ille. " Mistress Kate," said he, gently, " I do not come here to make you weep. I love you like a gentleman. If you love another, take courage, tell me so, and don't let your father constrain your in- clinations. Dearly as I love you, I would not wed your person, and your heart another's : that would be too cru- el to you, and " (drawing himself up with sudden majesty) " too unjust to myself." Kate looked up at him through her tears, and admired this man, who could love ardently, yet be proud and just. And if this appeal to her candor had been made yesterday, she would have said, frankly, " There is one I — es- teem." But, since the quarrel, she would not own to herself, far less to another, that she loved a man who had turned his back upon her. So she par- ried. " There is no one I love enough to wed," said she. " I am a cold-hearted girl, born to give pain to my betters. But I shall do something desperate to end all this." " All what ? " said he, keenly. " The whole thing : my unprofitable life." " Mistress Kate," said Neville, " I asked you, was there another man. If you had answered me, ' In truth there is, but he is poor and my father is averse or the like,' then I would have secret- ly sought that man, and, as I am very rich, you should have been happy." '' O, Mr. Neville, that is very gener- ous, but how meanly you must think of me ! " " And what a bungler you must think me 1 I tell you, you should never have known. But let that pass ; you have answered my question ; and you say there is no man you love. Then I say you shall be Dame Neville." " What, whether I will or no ? " " Yes ; whether you think you will or no." Catharine turned her dreamy eyes on him. " You have had a good master. Why did you not come to me sooner ? " She was thinking more of him than of herself, and, in fact, paying too little heed to her words. But she had no sooner uttered this inadvertent speech than she felt she had said too much. She blushed rosy red, and hid her face in her hands in the most charming con- fusion. " Sweetest, it is not an hour too late, as you do not love another," was stout George Neville's reply. But nevertheless the cunning rogue thought it safest to temporize, .and put his coy mistress off her guard. So he ceased to alarm her by pressing the question of marriage, but seduced her into a charming talk, where the topics were not so personal, and only the tones of his voice and the glances of his ex- pressive eyes were caressing. He was on his mettle to please her by hook or by crook, and was dehghtful, irresistible. He set her at ease, and she began to listen more, and even to smile faintly, and to look through the window a little less perseveringly. Suddenly the spell was broken for a while. And by whom ? By the other. Ay, you may well stare. It sounds strange, but it is true, that the poor for- lorn horseman, hanging like a broken man, as he was, over his tired horse, and wending his solitary way from her he loved, and resigning the field, like a goose, to the very rival he feared, did yet (like the retiring Parthian) shoot an arrow right into that pretty boudoir and hit both his sweetheart and his ri- val, — hit them hard enough to spoil their sport, and make a little mischief Griffith Gaunt ; or, Jealousy. 13 between them — for that afternoon, at all events. The arrow came into the room after this fashion. Kate was sitting in a very feminine attitude. When a man wants to look in any direction, he turns his body and his eye the same way, and does it ; but women love to cast oblique regards ; and this their instinct is a fruitful source of their graceful and characteristic pos- tures. Kate Peyton was at this moment a statue of her sex. Her fair head lean- ed gently back against the corner of the window-shutter ; her pretty feet and fair person in general were opposite George Neville, who sat facing the window, but in the middle of the room ; her arms, half pendent, half extended, went list- lessly aslant her, and somewhat to the right of her' knees, yet, by an exquisite turn of the neck, her gray eyes contriv- ed to be looking dreamily out of the window to her left. Still in this figure, that pointed one way and looked an- other, there was no distortion ; all was easy, and full of that subtile grace we artists call repose. But suddenly she dissolved this fem- inine attitude, rose to her feet, and in- terrupted her wooer civilly. " Excuse me," said she, " but can you tell me which way that road on the hill leads to ? " Her companion stared a little at so sudden a turn in the conversation, but replied by asking her, with perfect good-humor, what road she meant. " The one that gentleman on horse- back has just taken. Surely," she con- tinued, "that road dpes not take to Bolton Hall." " Certainly not," said George, follow- ing the direction of her finger. " Bol- ton lies to the right. That road takes to the sea-coast by Otterburyand Stan- hope." "I thought so," said Kate. "How unfortunate ! He cannot know ; but, indeed, how should he ? " " Who cannot know ? and what ? You speak in riddles. Mistress. And how pale you are ! Are you ill ? " " No, not ill, sir," faltered Kate ; "but you see me much discomposed. My cousin Charlton died this day ; and the news met me at the very door." She could say no more. Mr. Neville, on hearing this news, began to make inany excuses for having inadvertently intruded himself upon her on such a day ; but, in the midst of his apologies, she suddenly looked him full in the face, and said, with nervous ab- ruptness, — " You talk like a preux chevalier. I wonder whether you would ride five or six miles to do me a service." " Ay, a thousand ! " said the young man, glowing with pleasure. " What is to do ? " Kate pointed through the window. "You see that gentleman on horse- back. Well, I happen to know that he is leaving the country ; he thinks that he — that I — that Mr. Charlton has many years to live. He must be told Mr. Charlton is dead, and his presence is required at Bolton Hall. I should like somebody to gallop after him, and give him this letter ; but my own horse is tired, and I am tired ; and, to be frank, there is a little coolness between the gentleman himself and me. O, I wish him no ill, but really I am not up- on terms — I do not feel complaisant enough to carry a letter after him ; yet I do feel that he must have it. Do not you think it would be malicious and un- worthy in me to keep the news from him, when I know it is so ? " Young Neville smiled. " Nay, Mistress, why so many words ? Give me your letter, and I will soon overtake the gentleman ; he seems in no great hurry." Kate thanked him, and made a polite apology for giving him so much trouble, and handed him the letter. When it came to that, she held it out to him rather irresolutely ; but he took it promptly, and bowed low, after the fashion of the day. She curtsied ; he marched off with alacrity. She sat down again, and put her head in her hand to think it all over, and a chill thought ran through her. Was her H Griffith Gaunt ; or, Jealomy. conduct wise? What would Griffith think at her employing his rival ? Would he not infer Neville had entered her service in more senses than one ? Perhaps he would throw the letter in the dirt in a rage, and never read it. Steps came rapidly, the door opened, and there was George Neville again, but not the same George Neville that went out but thirty seconds before. He stood in the door looking very black, and with a sardonic smile on his lips. " An excellent jest, Mistress ! " said he, ironically. " Why, what is the matter ? " said the lady, stoutly ; but her red cheeks belied her assumption of innocence. " O, not much," said George, with a bitter sneer. " It is an old story ; only I thought you were nobler than the rest of your sex. This letter is to Mr. Griffith Gaunt." " Well, sir ! " said Kate with a face of serene and candid innocence. " And Mr. Griffith Gaunt is a suitor of yours." " Say, was. He is so no longer. He and I are out. But for that, think you I had even listened to — what you have been saying to me this ever so lojig .' " " O, that alters the case," said George. " But stay ! " and he knitted his brows and reflected. Up to a moment ago, the loftiness of Catharine Peyton's demeanor, and the celestial something in her soul - like, dreamy eyes, had convinced him she was a creature free from the small disT honesty and lubricity he had noted in so many women otherwise amiable and good. But this business of the letter had shaken the illusion. " Stay ! " said he, stiffly. " You say Mr. Gaunt and you are out ? " Catharine assented by a movement of her fair head. "And he is leaving the country. Perhaps this letter is to keep him from leaving the country." " Only until he has buried his bene- factor," murmured Kate, in deprecating accents. George wore a bitter sneer at this. " Mistress Kate," said he, after a significant pause, " do you read Mo- li&re ? " She bridled a little, and would not reply. She knew Molifere quite well enough not to want his wit levelled at her head. "Do you admire the character of Cdlim^ne ? " No reply. " You do pot. How can you ? She was too much your inferior. She never sent one of her lovers with a letter to the other to stop his flight. Well, you may eclipse Cdlimtee ; but permit me to remind you that I am George Neville, and not Georges Dandin." Miss Peyton rose from her seat with eyes that literally flashed fire ; and — the horrible truth must be told — her first wild impulse was to reply to all this Molifere with one cut of her little riding-whip. But she had a swift mind, and two reflections entered it together : first, that thi? would be unlike a gentie- woman ; secondly, that, if she whipped" Mr. Neville, however inefficaciously, he would not lend her his piebald horse. So she took stronger measures ; she just sank down again, and faltered, — " I do not understand these bitter words. I have no lover at all ; I never will have one again. But it is hard to think I cannot make a friend nor keep a friend," — and so lifted up her hands, and began to cry piteously. Then the stout George was taken aback, and made to think himself a ruffian. " Nay, do not weep so. Mistress Kate," said he, hurriedly. " Come, take courage. I am not jealous of Mr. Gaunt, ^ a man that bath been two years dan- gling after you, and could not win you. I look but to my own self-respect in the matter. I know your sex better than you know yourselves. Were I to carry that letter, you would thank me now, but by and by despise me. Now, as I mean you to be my wife, I will not risk your contempt. Why not take my horse, put whom you like on him, and so convey the letter to Mr. Gaunt .' " Now this was all the fair mournef wanted ; so she said, — Griffith Gaunt ; or, Jealousy. 15 " No, no, she would not be beholden to him for anything ; he had spoken harshly to her, and misjudged her cru- elly, cruelly, — oh ! oh ! oh ! " Then he implored her to grant him this small favor ; then she cleared up, and said. Well, sooner than bear mal- ice, she would. He thanked her for granting him that favor. She went off with the letter, saying, — " I will be back anon." But once she got clear, she opened the door again, and peeped in at him gayly, and said she, — " Why not ask me who wrote the let- ter, before you compared me to that French coquette ? " — and, with this, made him an arch curtsy and triipped away. Mr. George Neville opened his eyes with astonishment. This arch ques- tion, and Kate's manner of putting it, convinced him the obnoxious missive was not a love-letter at all. He was sorry now, and vexed with himself, for having called her a coquette, and made her cry. After all, what was the mighty favor she had asked of him ? To carry a sealed letter from somebody or other to a person who, to be sure, had been her lover, but was so no longer, — a simple act of charity and civility ; and he had refused it in injurious terms. He was glad he had lent his horse, and almost sorry he had not taken the letter himself To these chivalrous self-reproaches succeeded an uneasy feeling that per- haps the lady might retaliate somehow. It struck him, on reflection, that the arch query she had let fly at him was accompanied with a certain sparkle of the laughing eye, such as ere now had, in his experience, preceded a stroke of the feminine claw. As he walked up and down, uneasy, awaiting the fair one's return, her father came up, and asked him to dine and sleep. What made the invitation more welcome was, that it in reality came from Kate. " She tells me she has borrowed your horse," said the Squire ; "so, says she, I am bound to take care of you till day- light ; and,' indeed, our ways are peril- ous at night." " She is an angel ! " cried the lover, all his ardor revived by this unexpected trait. " My horse, my house, my hand, and my heart are all at her service, by night and day." Mr. Peyton, to wile away the time before dinner, invited him to walk out and see — a hog, deadly fat, as times went. But Neville denied himself that satisfaction, on the plea that he had his orders to await Miss Peyton's return where he was. The Squire was amused at his excessive docility, and winked, as much as to say, " I have been once upon a time in your plight," and so went and gloried in his hog alone. The lover fell into a delicious reverie. He enjoyed, by anticipation, the novel pleasure of an evening passed all alone with this charming girl. The father, being friendly to his suit, would go to sleep after dinner; and then, by the subdued light of a wood fire, he would murmur his love into that sweet ear for hours, until the averted head should come round by degrees, and the deli- cious lips yield a coy assent. He re- solved the night should not close till he had surprised, overpowered, and se- cured his lovely brides These soft meditations reconciled him for a while to the prolonged ab- sence of their object. In the midst of them, he happened to glance through the window ; and he saw a sight th'at took his very breath away, and rooted him in amazement to the spot. About a mile from the house, a lady in a scarlet habit was galloping across country as the crow flies. Hedge, ditch, or brook, nothing stopped her an instant ; and as for the pace, — " She seemed in running to devour the way." It was Kate Peyton on his piebald horse- CHAPTER IV. Griffith Gaunt, unknown to him- self, had lost temper as well as heart before he took the desperate step of i6 Griffith Gaunt ; or, Jealousy: leaving the country. Now his temper' was naturally good ; and ere he had ridden two miles, he recovered it. To his cost ; for the sustaining force of an- ger being gone, he was alone with his grief. He drew the rein half mechani- cally, and from a spirited canter declined to a walk. And the slower he went, the chillier grew his heart, till it lay half ice, half lead, in his bosom. Parted ! oh, word pregnant with mis- ery ! Never to see those heavenly eyes again, nor hear that silver voice ! Nev- er again to watch that peerless form walk the minuet ; nor see it lift the gray horse over a fence with the grace and spirit that seemed inseparable from it! Desolation streamed over him at the thought. And next his forlorn mind began to cling even to the inanimate objects that were dotted about the place which held her. He passed a little farm-house into which Kate and he had once been driven by a storm, and had sat together by the kitchen fire ; and the farmer's wife had smiled on them for sweethearts, and made them drink- rum and milk and stay till the sun was fairly out. "Ah ! good by, little farm ! " he sighed ; " when shall I ever see you again ? " He passed a brook where they had often stopped together and given their panting horses just a mouthful after a run with the harriers. " Good by, little brook I " said he ; " you will ripple on as before, and war- ble as you go ; but I shall never drink at your water more, nor hear your pleas- ant murmur with her I love." He sighed and crept away, still mak- ing for the sea. In the icy depression of his heart his body and his senses were half para- lyzed, and none would have known the accomplished huntsman in this broken man, who hung anyhow over his mare's Deck and went to and fro in the sad- dle. When he had gone about five miles, he came to the crest of a hill ; he re- membered, that, once past that brow, he could see Peyton Hall no more. He turned slowly and cast a sorrowful look at it. It was winter, but the afternoon sun had come out bright. The horizontal beams struck full upon the house, and all the western panes shone like bur- nished gold. Her very abode, how glo- rious it looked ! And he was to see it no more. He gazed and gazed at the bright house till love and sorrow dimmed his eyes, and he could see the beloved place no more. Then his dogged will pre- vailed and carried him away towards the sea, but crying like a woman now, and hanging all dislocated over his horse's mane. Now about half a mile farther on, as he crept along on a vile and narrow road, all woebegone and broken, he heard a mighty scurry of horse's feet in the field to his left ; he looked languidly up ; and the first thing he saw was a great piebald horse's head and neck in the act of rising in the .air, and doub- ling his fore-legs under him, to leap the low hedge a yard or two in front of him. He did leap, and landed just in front of Griffith ; his rider curbed him so keenly that he went back almost on his haunches, and then stood motionless all across the road, with quivering tail. A lady in a scarlet riding-habit and purple cap sat him as if he had been a throne instead of a horse, and, without moving her body, turned her head swift as a snake, and fixed her great gray eyes full and searching upon Griffith Gaunt. He uttered a little shout of joy and amazement ; his mare reared and plunged, and then was quiet. And thus Kate Peyton and he met, — at right an- gles., — and so close that it looked as if she had meant to ride him down. How he stared at her ! How more than mortal fair she shone, returning to those'bereaved eyes of his, as if she had really dropt from heaven ! His clasped hands, his haggard face channelled by tears, showed the keen Griffith Gaunt; or, Jealousy. 17 girl she was strong where she had thought herself weak, and she com- ported herself accordingly, and in one moment took a much higher tone than she had intended as she came along. " I am afraid," said she, very coldly, " you will have to postpone your journey a day or two. I am grieved to tell you that poor Mr. Charlton is dead." Griffith uttered an exclamation. " He asked for you ; and messengers are out after you on every side. You must go to Bolton at once." " Well-a-day ! " said Griffith, " has he left me, too ? Good, kind old man, on any other day I had found tears for thee ! But now, methinks, happy are the dead. Alas ! sweet mistress, I hoped you came to tell me you had — I might — what signifies what I hoped ? — when I saw you had deigned to ride af- ter me. Why should I go to Bolton, after all .? " " Because you will be an ungrateful wretch else. What ! leave others to car- ry your kinsman and your benefactor to his grave, while you turn your back on him, and inherit his estate ? For shame, sir ! for shame ! " Griffith expostulated, humbly. " How hardly you judge me ! What are Bolton Hall and Park to me now ? They were to have been yours, you know. And yours they shall be. I came between and robbed you. To be sure, the old man knew my mind. He said to himself, — ' Griffith or Kate, what matters it who has the land? They w.ill live together on it' But all that is changed now; you will never share it with me ; and so I do feel I have no right to the place. Kate, my own Kate, I have heard them sneer at you for be- ing poor, and it made my heart ache. I '11 stop that, any way. Go you in my place to the funeral ; he that is dead will forgive me ; his spirit knows now what I endure ; and I '11 send you a writing, aU Sealed and signed,^ shall make Bolton Hall and Park yours ; and when you are happy with some one you can love, as well as I love you, think sometimes of poor jealous Grif- 2 'fith, that loved you dear and grudged you nothing ; but," grinding his teeth and turning white, " I can^t live in Cum- berland, and see you in another man's arms." Then Catharine trembled, and could not speak awhile ; but at last she fal- tered out, — " You will make me hate you." " God forbid ! " said simple Griffith. " Well, then, don't thwart me, and provoke me so, but just turn your horse's head and go quietly home to Bolton Hall, and do your duty to the dead and the living. You can't go this way, for me and my horse." Then, seeing him waver, this virago faltered out, " And I have been so tried to - day, first by one, then by another, surely joz^ might have some pity on me. Oh ! oh ! oh ! oh ! " "Nay, nay," cried Griffith, all in a flutter, " I '11 go without more words ; as I am a gentleman, I will sleep at Bolton this night, and will do my duty to the dead and the living. Don't you cry, sweetest ; I give in. I find I have no will but yours." The next moment they were canter- ing side by side, and never drew rein till they reached the cross-roads. " Now tell me one thing,!' stammered Griffith, with a most ghastly attempt at cheerful indifference. " How — do you -T- happen to be — on George Neville's horse ? " Kate had been expecting this ques- tion for some time ; yet she colored high when it did come. However, she had her answer pat. The horse was in the stable-yard, and fresh ; her own was tired. "What was I to do, Griffith? And now," added she, hastily, " the sun will soon set, and the roads are bad ; be careful. I wish I could ask you to sleep at our house ; but — there are' reasons " She hesitated ; she could not well tell him George Neville was to dine and sleep there. . Griffith assured her there was no danger ; his mare knew every foot of the way. i8 Griffith Gaunt; or, Jealousy, They parted : GriiEth,rode to Bolton, and Kate rode home. It was past dinner-time. She ran up stairs, and hurried on her best gown and her diamond comb. For she be- gan to quake now at the prank she had played with her guest's horse ; and Na- ture taught her that the best way to soft- en censure is — to be beautiful. " On pardonne tout aux belles." And certainly she was passing fair, and queenly with her diamond comb. She came down stairs and was re- ceived by her father. He grumbled at being kept waiting for dinner. Kate easily appeased the good-na- tured Squire, and then asked what had become of Mr. Neville. " O, he is gone long ago ! Remein- bered, all of a suidden, he had promised to dine with a neighbor." Kate shook her head sceptically, but said nothing. But a good minute after, she inquired, — " How did he go ? on foot ? " The Squire did not know. After dinner old Joe sought an inter- view, and was admitted into the dining- room. " Be it all right about the gray horse, Master ? " « What of him ? " asked Kate. " He be gone to Neville Court, Mis- tress. But I suppose " (with a horrid leer) "it is all right. Muster Neville told me all about it. He said, says he, — " ' Some do break a kine or the likes on these here j'yful occasions ; other some do exchange goold rings. Your young mistress and me, we exchange nags. She takes my pieball, I take her gray,' says he. ' Saddle him for me> Joe,' says he, ' and wish me j'y.' " So I clapped Muster Neville's sad- dle on the gray, and a gave me a goold- en guinea, a did ; and I was so struck of a heap I let un go without wishing on him j'y ; but I hollered it arter un, as hard as I could. How you looks ! It be all right, bain't it ? " Squire Peyton laughed heartily, and said he concluded it was all right. " The piebald," said he, " is. rising five, and Pve had the gray ten years. We have got the sunny side of that bargain, Joe." He gave Joe a glass of wine and sent him off, inflated with having done a good stroke in horseflesh. As for Kate, she was red as fire, and kept her lips close as wax ; not a word could be got out of her. The less she said, the more she thought. She was thoroughly vexed, and sore perplexed how to get her gray horse back from such a man as George Neville ; and yet she could not help laughing at the trick, and secretly admiring this cheva- lier, who had kept his mortification to himself, and parried an affront so gal; lantly. " The good-humored wretch ! " said she to herself " If Griffith ever goes away again, he will have me, whether I like or no. No lady could resist the monster long without some other man close at hand to help her." CHAPTER V. As, when a camel drops in the des- ert, vultures, hitherto unseen, come fly- ing from the horizon, so Mr. Charlton had no sooner succumbed than the air darkened with undertakers flocking to Bolton for a lugubrious job. They rode up on black steeds, they crunched the gravel in grave gigs, and sent in black- edged cards to Griffith, and lowered their voices, and bridled their, brisk- ness, and tried hard, poor souls ! to be sad ; and were horribly complacent be^ neath that thin japan of venal sympa- thy. Griffith selected his Raven, and then sat down to issue numerous in- vitations. The idea of eschewing funereal pomp had not yet arisen. A gentleman of that day liked his very remains to make a stir, and did not see the fun of stealing into his grave like a rabbit slipping aground. Mr. Charlton had even left behind him a sealed letter containing a list of the persons he wished to follow Griffith GduM ; or, Jealousy. 19 him to the grave and attend the read- ing of his wili. These were thirty-four, and amongst them three Icnbwn to fame : namely, George Neville, Esq., Edward Peyton, Esq., and Miss Catharine Pey- ton. To all and each of the thirty -four young Gaunt wrote a formal letter, in- viting them to pay respect to their de- ceased friend, and to honor himself, by coming to Bolton Hall at nigh noon on Saturday next. These letters, in com- pliance with another custom of the time and place, were all sent by mounted messengers, and the answers came on horseback, too ; so there was much clat- tering of hoofs coming and going, and much roasting, baking, drinking of ale, and bustling, all along of him who lay so still in an upper chamber. And every man and woman came to Mr. Gaunt to ask his will and advice, however simple the matter ; and the servants turned very obsequious, and laid themselves out to please the new master,' and retain their old places. And, what with the sense of authori- ty, and the occupation, and growing am- bition, love-sick Griffith grew another man, and began to forget that two days ago he was leaving the country and going to give up the whole game. He found time to seiid Kate a loving letter, but no talk of marriage in it He remembered she had asked him to give her time. Well, he would take her ad- vice. It wanted just three days to the funer- al, when Mr. Charlton's own carriage, long unused, was found to be out of repair. Griffith had it sent to the near- est town, and followed it on that and other business. Now it happened to be what the country folk called "jus- ticing day " ; and who should ride into the yard of the " Roebuck " but the new magistrate, Mr. Neville ? He alighted off a great bony gray horse before Grif- fith's very nose, and sauntered into a private room. Griffith looked, and looked, and, scarcely able to believe his senses, fol- lowed Neville's horse to the stable, and examined him all round. Griffith was sore perplexed, and stood at the stable-door glaring at the horse ; and sick misgivings troubled him. He forgot the business he came about, and went and hung about the bar, and tried to pick up a clew to this mystery. The poor wretch put on a miserable assump- tion of indifference, and asked one or two of the magistrates if that was not Mr. Peyton's gray horse young Neville had ridden in upon. Now amongst these gentlemen was a young squire Miss Peyton had refused, and galled him. He had long owed Gaunt a grudge for seeming to succeed where he had notably failed, and now, hearing him talk so much about the gray, he smelt a rat He stepped into the parlor and told Neville Gaunt was fuming about the gray horse, and ques- tioning everybody. Neville, though he put so bold a face on his recent adven- ture at Peyton Hall, was siecretly smart- ing, and quite disposed to sting Gaunt in return. He saw a t6ol in this treach- erous young squire, — his. name was Galton, — and used him accbrdingly. Gallon, thoroughly primed by Nev- ille, slipped back, and choosing his op- portunity, poisoned Griffith Gaunt. And this is how he poisoned him. " Oh," said he, " Neville has bought the gray nag ; and cost him dear, it did." Griffith gave a sigh of relief ; for he at once concluded old Peyton had sold his daughter's very horse. He resolved to buy her a better one next week with Mr. Charlton's money. But Galton, who was only playing with him, went on to explain that Nev- ille had paid a double price for the nag : he had given Miss Peyton his piebald horse in exchange, ahd his troth into the bargain. In shoirt, he lent the mat- ter so adroit a turn, that the exchange of horses seemed to be Kate's act as much as Neville's, and the inference in- evitable. " It is a falsehood ! " gasped Grif- fith. " Nay," said Galton, " I had it on the best authority : but you shall not quar- rel with me about it ; the lady is nought 20 Griffith Gaunt; or, Jealousy. to me, and I but tell the tale as 't was told to me." " Then who told it you ? " said Gaunt, sternly. " Why, it is all over the country, for that matter." " No subterfuges, sir ! I am the lady's servant, and you know it ; this report, it slanders her, and insults me : give me the author, or I '11 lay my hunting- whip on your bones." " Two can play at that game," said Gallon ; but he turned pale at the pros- pect of the pastime. Griffith strode towards him, black with ire. Then Galton stammered out, — " It was Neville himself told me." " Ah ! " said Griffith ; « I thought so. He is a har, and a coward." " I would not advise you to tell him so," said the other, maliciously. " He has killed his man in France : spitted him like a lark." Griffith replied by a smile of con- tempt. " Where is the man ? " said he, after a pause. " How should I know ? " asked Gal- ton, innocently. " Where did you leave him five min- utes ago ? " Galton was dumfoundered at this stroke, and could find nothing to say. And now, as often happens, the mat- ter took a turn not in the least antici- pated by the conspirators. " You must come with me, sir, if you please," said Griffith, quietly : and he took Galton's arm. " Oh, with all my heart," said the other. "But, Mr. Gaunt, do not you take these idle reports to heart: /never do. What the Devil, where are you car- rying me to ? For Heaven's sake, let this foohsh business go no farther." For he found Griffith was taking him to the very room where Neville was. Griffith deigned no reply ; he just opened the door of the room in ques- tion, and walked the tale-bearer into the presence of the tale-maker. George Neville rose and confronted the pair with a vast appearance of civility ; but under it a sneer was just discernible. The rivals measured each other from head to foot, and then Neville inquired to what he owed the honor of this visit. Griffith replied, — " He tells me you told him Miss Pey- ton has exchanged horses with you." " Oh, you indiscreet person ! " said George, shaking his finger playfully at Galton. " And, by the same token, has plight- ed her troth to you." "Worse and worse," said George. " Galton, I '11 never trust you with any secrets again. Besides, you exaggerate." " Come, sir," said Griffith, sternly, "this Ned Galton was but your tool, and your moutli-piece ; and therefore I bring him in here to witness my reply to you : Mr. George Neville, you are a liar and a scoundrel." George Neville bounded to his feet like a tiger. " I '11 have your life for those two words," he cried. Then he suddenly governed himself by a great effort. " It is not for me to bandy foul terms with a Cumberland savage," said he. " Name your time and place." " I will. Ned Galton, you may go. I wish to say a few words in private to Mr. Neville." Galton hesitated. " No violence. Gentlemen : consider." " Nonsense ! " said Neville. " Mr. Gaunt and I are going to fight : we are not going to brawl. Be so good as to leave us." " Ay," said Griffith ; " and if you re- peat a word of all this, woe be to your skin ! " As soon as he was gone, Griffith Gaunt turned very grave and calm, and said to George Neville, — " The Cumberland savage has been better taught than to expose the lady he loves to gossiping tongues." Neville colored up to the eyes at this thrust. Griffith continued, — " The least you can do is to avoid fresh scandal." Griffith, Gaunt ; or, Jealousy, 21 *' I shall be happy to co-operate with you so far," said Neville, stiffly. " I undertake to keep Galton silent ; and for the rest, we have only to name an early hour for meeting, and confide it to but one discreet friend apiece who will attend us to the field. Then there will be no gossip, and no bumpkins nor constables breaking in : such things have happened in this country, I hear.'' It was Wednesday. They settled to meet on Friday at noon on a hillside between Bolton and Neville's Court. The spot was exposed, but so wild and unfrequented that no interruption was to be feared. Mr. Neville being a practised swordsman. Gaunt chose pistols, — a weapon at which the com- batants were supposed to be pretty equal. To this Neville very hand- somely consented. By this time a stiff and elaborate ci- vility had taken the place of their heat, and at parting they bowed both long and low to each other. Grifiith left the inn and went into the street ; and as soon as he got there, he began to realize what he had done, and that in a day or two he might very probably be a dead man. The first thing he did was to go with sorrowful face and heavy step to Mr. Houseman's office. Mr. Houseman was a highly respect- able solicitor. His late father and he had long enjoyed the confidence of the gentry, and this enabled him to avoid litigious business, and confine himself pretty much to the more agreeable and lucrative occupation of drawing wills, settlements, and conveyances, and ef- fecting loans, sales, and transfers. He visited the landed proprietors, and dined with them, and was a great favorite in the country. "Justicing day" brought him many visits : so on that day he was always at his place of business. Indeed, a client was with him when Griffith called, and the young gentleman had to wait in the outer office for full ten minutes. Then a door opened and the client in question came out, looking mortified and anxious. It was Squire Peyton. At sight of Gaunt, who had risen to take his vacant place, Kate's father gave him a stiff nod, and an unfriendly glance, then hurried away. Grifiith was hurt at his manner. He knew very well Mr. Peyton looked high- er for his daughter than Griffith Gaunt : but for all that the old gentleman had never shown him any personal dislike or incivility until this moment. So Griffith could not but fear that Neville was somehow at the bottom of this, and that the combination was very strong against him. Now in thus inter- preting Mr. Peyton's manner he fell into a very common error and fruitful cause of misunderstanding. We go and fancy that Everybody is thinking of us. But he is not : he is like us ; he is thinking of himself. "Well, well," thought Griffith, "if I am not to have her, what better place for me than the grave ? " He entered Mr. Houseman's private room and opened his business at once. But a singular concurrence of cir- cumstances induced Lawyer Houseman to confide to a third party the substance of what passed between this young gentleman and himself So, to avoid repetition, the best -way will be to let Houseman tell this part of my tale, in- stead of me ; and I only hope his com- munication, when it comes, may be half as interesting to my reader as it was to his hearer. Suffice it for me to say that lawyer and client were closeted a good hour, and were still conversing together when a card was handed in to Mr. Houseman that seemed to cause him both surprise and pleasure. "In five minutes," said he to the clerk. Griffith took the hint, and bade him good by directly. As he went out, the gentleman who had sent in his card rose from a seat in the outer office to go in. It was Mr. George Neville. Griffith Gaunt and he saluted and scanned each other curiously. They little thought to meet again so soon. The clerks saw nothing more than two polite gentlemen passing each other. 22 Griffith Gaunt ; or, Jealousy. The more Griffith thought of the ap- proaching duel, the less he liked it. He was an impulsive man, for one thing ; and with such, a cold fit naturally suc- ceeds a hot one. And besides, as his heat abated, Reason and Reflection made themselves heard, and told him that in a contest with a formidable rival he was throwing away an advantage. After all, Kate had shown him great favor; she had ridden Neville's horse after him, and made him resign his pur- pose of leaving her ; surely, then, she preferred him on the whole to Neville ; yet he must go and risk his chance of possessing her upon a personal encoun- ter, in which Neville was at least as likely to kill him as he to kill Nev- ille. He saw too late that he was playing his rival's game. He felt cold and despondent, and more and more convinced that he should never marry Kate, but that she would very likely bury him. With all this he was too game to re- coil, and indeed he hated his rival too deeply. So, like many a man before him, he was going doggedly to the field against his judgment, with Uttle to win and all to lose. His deeper and more solemn anxie- ties were diversified by a hghter one. A few days ago he had invited half the county to bury Mr. Charlton on Satur- day, the 19th of February. But now he had gone and fixed Friday the 1 8th for a duel. A fine thing if he should be himself a corpse on Friday afternoon ! Who was to receive the guests ? who conduct the funeral ? The man, with all his faults, had a grateful heart ; and Mr. Charlton was his benefactor, and he felt he had no right to go and get himself killed until he had paid the last rites to his best friend. The difficulty admits of course of a comic view, and smells Hibernian. ; but these things seem anything but droll to those whose lives and feelings are at Rtake ; and, indeed, there was something chivalrous and touching in Griffith's vex- ation at the possibility of his benefac- tor being buried without due; honors,, ow- ing to his own intemperate haste to be killed. He resolved to provide against that contingency : so, on the Thursday, he wrote an urgent letter to Mr. House- man, telling him he must come early to the funeral, and be prepared to conduct it. This letter was carried to Mr. House- man's office at three o'clock on Thurs- day afternoon. Mr. Houseman was not at home. He was gone to a country-house nine miles distant. But Griffith's servant was well mounted, and had peremptory orders ; so he rode after Mr. Houseman, and found him at Mr. Peyton's house, — whither, if you please, we, too, will fol- low him. In the first place, you must know that the real reason why Mr. Peyton looked so savage, coming out of Mr. House- man's office, was this : Neville had said no more about the hundred pounds, and, indeed, had not visited the house since ; so Peyton, who had now begun to reckon on this sum, went to House- man to borrow it. But Houseman po- litely declined to lend it him, and gave excellent reasons. All this was natural enough, common enough ; but the real reason why Houseman declined was a truly singular one. The fact is, Catha- rine Peyton had made him promise to refuse. Between that young lady and the Housemans, husband and wife, there was a sincere friendship, founded on mutual esteem ; and Catharine could do almost what she liked with either of them. Now, whatever might have been her faults, she was a proud girl, and an intelligent one : it mortified her pride to see her father borrowing here, and borrowing there, and unable to repay ; and she had also observed that he al- ways celebrated a new loan by a new extravagance, and so was never a penny the richer for borrowed money. He had inadvertently'let fall that he should ap- ply to Houseman. She raised no open objection, but just mounted Piebald, and rode off to Houseman, and made him solemnly promise her not to lend her faither a shiUing. Griffith Gaunt ; or, Jealouiy. 23 Houseman kept his word ; but his re- fusal cost him more pain than he had calculated on when he made the prom- ise. Squire Peyton had paid him thou- sands, first and last ; and when he left Houseman's room, with disappointment, mortification, and humiliation deeply marked on his features, usually so hand- some and jolly, the lawyer felt sorry and ashamed, — and did not show it. But it rankled in him ; and the very next day he took advantage of a little business he had to do in Mr. Peyton's neighborhood, and drove to Peyton Hall, and asked for Mistress Kate. His was a curious errand. Indeed, I ' think it would not be easy to rind a par- allel to it. For here was an attorney calling upon a beautiful girl, — to do what ? To soften her. On a daughter, — to do what ? To persuade her to permit him to lend her father ;^ioo on insufficient security. Well, he reminded her of his ancient obligations to her family, and assured her he could well afford to risk a hun- dred or even a thousand pounds. He then told her that her father had shown great pain at his refusal, and that he himself was human, and could not di- vest himself of gratitude and pity and good-nature, — all for ;^ioo. " In a word," said he, " I have brought the money ; and you must give in for this once, and let me lend it him with' out more ado." Miss Peyton was gratified and affect- ed, and a tear trembled a moment in her eye, but went in-doors again, and left her firm as a rock sprinkled with dew. She told him she could quite understand his feeling, and thanked him for it ; but she had long and seriously weighed the matter, and could not release him from his promise. " No more of this base borrowing," said she, and clenched her white teeth indomitably. He attacked her with a good many weapons ; but she parried them all so gently, yet so nobly, and so successfully, that he admired her more than ever. Still, lawyers fight hard, and die very hard. Houseman got warm in his cause, and cross-examined this defendant, and asked her whether she would refuse to lend her father ;£ioo out of a full purse. This question was answered only by a flash of her glorious eyes, and a mag- nificent look of disdain at the doubt im- plied. "Well, then," said Houseman, "be your father's surety for repayment, with interest at six per centum, and then there will be nothing in the business to wound your dignity. I have many hun- dreds out at six per centum." " Excuse me : that would be dishon- est," said Kate ; " I have no money to repay you with." " But you have expectations." " Nay, not I." " I beg your pardon." " Methinks I should know, sir. What expectations have I ? and from whom ? " Houseman fidgeted on his seat, and then, with some hesitation, replied, — " Well, from two that I know of" " You are jesting, methinks, good Mr. Houseman," said she, reproachfully. " Nay, dear Mistress Kate, I wish you too well to jest on such a theme." The lawyer then fidgeted again on his seat in silence, — sign of an inward strug- gle, — during which Kate's eye watched him with some curiosity. At last his wavering balance inclined towards re- vealing something or other. " Mistress Kate," said he, " my wife and I are both your faithful friends and humble admirers. We often say you would grace a coronet, and wish you were as rich as you are good and beau- tiful." Kate turned her lovefly head away, and gave him her hand. That incongruous movement, so full of womanly grace and feeling, and the soft pressure of her white hand, completed her victory, and the remains of Houseman's reserve melted away. " Yes, my dear youtig lady," said he, warmly, "I have good news for you; only mind, not a living^ soul must ever know it from your lips. Why, I am go- ing to do for you what I never did in 24 Griffith Gaunt; or, Jealousy^ my life before, — going to tell you some- tliiiig that passed yesterday in my of- fice. But then I know you ; you are a young lady out of a thousand ; I can trust you to be discreet and silent, — can I not ? " "As the grave." " Well, then, my young mistress, — in truth it was like a play, though the scene was but a lawyer's office " - — - " Was it ? " cried Kate. " Then you set me all of a flutter ; you must sup here, and sleep here. Nay, nay," said she, her eyes sparkling with animation, " I '11 take no denial. My father dines abroad : we shall have the house to our- selves." Her interest was keenly excited : but she was a true woman, and must co- quette with her very curiosity ; so she ran oif to see with her own eyes that sheets were aired, and a roasting fire lighted in the ■ blue bedroom for her guest. While she^was away, a servant brought in Griffith Gaunt's letter, and a sheet of paper had to be borrowed to answer it. The answer was hardly written and sent out to Griffith's servant, when sup- per and the fair hostess came in almost together. After supper fresh logs were heaped on the fire, and the lawyer sat in a cosey arm-chair, and took out his diary, and several papers, as methodically as if he was going to lay the case by counsel before a judge of assize. Kate sat opposite him with her gray eyes beaming on him all the time, and searching for the hidden meaning of everything he told her. During the recital which follows, her color often came and went, but those wonderful eyes never left the narrator's face a moment. They put the attorney on his mettle, and he elaborated the matter more than I should have done : he articulated his topics ; marked each salient fact by a long pause. In short, he told his story like an attorney, and not like a roman- cist. I cannot help that, you know; I 'm not Procrustes. MR. houseman's little narrative. "Wednesday, the seventeenth day of February, at about one of the clock, called on me at my place of business Mr. Griffith Gaunt, whom I need not here describe, inasmuch as his person and place of residence are well known to the court — what am I saying ? — I mean, well known to yourself, Mistress Kate. "The said Griffith, on entering my room, seemed moved, and I might say distempered, and did not give himself time to salute me and receive my obei- sance, but addressed me abruptly and said as follows : ' Mr. Houseman, I am come to make my will.' " (" Dear me ! " said Kate : then blush- ed, and was more on her guard.) " I seated the young gentleman, and then replied, that his resolution afore- said did him credit, the young being as mortal as the old. I said further, that many disasters had happened, in my ex- perience, owing to the obstinacy with which men, in the days of their strength, shut their eyes to the precarious tenure under which all sons of Adam hold ex- istence ; and so, many a worthy gentle- man dies in his sins, — and, what is worse, dies intestate. " But the said Griffith interrupted me with some signs of impatience, and ask- ed me bluntly, would I draw his will, and have it executed on the spot. " I assented, generally ; but I request- ed him, by way of needful preliminary, to obtain for me a copy of Mr. Charl- ton's will, under which, as I have al- ways understood, the said Griffith in- herits whatever real estate he hath to bequeath. ' ' " Mr. Griffith Gaunt then replied to me, that Mr. Charlton's will was in Lon- don, and the exact terms of it could not be known until after the funeral, — that is to say, upon the nineteenth in- stant Griffith Gaunt; or, Jealousy. 25 " Thereupon I explained to Mr. Gaunt that I must see and know what proper- ties were devised in the will aforesaid, by the said Charlton, to Gaunt afore- said, and how devised and described. Without this, I said, I could not cor- rectly and sufficiently describe the same in the instrument I was now requested to prepare. " Mr. Gaunt did not directly reply to this objection. But he pondered a lit- tle while, and then asked me if it were not possible for him, by means of gen- eral terms, to convey to a sole legatee whatever lands, goods, chattels, etc., Mr. Charlton might hereafter prove to have devised to him, the said Griffith Gaunt. -. " I admitted this was possible, but ob- jected that it was dangerous. I let him know that in matters of law general terms are a fruitful source of dispute, and I said I was one of those who hold it a duty to avert litigation- from our clients. " Thereupon Mr. Gaunt drew out of his bosom a pocket-book. " The said pocket-book was shown to me by the said Gaunt, and I say it con- tained a paragraph from a newspaper, which I believe to have been cut out of the said newspaper with a knife, or a pair of scissors, or some trenchant in- strument ; and the said paragraph pur- ported to conta!in an exact copy of a cer- tain will and testament under which (as is, indeed, matter of public notori- ety) one Dame Butcher hath inherited and now enjoys the lands, goods, and chattels of a certain merry parson late deceased in these parts, and, / believe, little missed. '' Mr. Gaunt would have me read the will and testament aforesaid, and I read it accordingly : and inasmuch as bad things are best remembered, the said will and testament did, by its sin- gularity and profaneness, fix itself forth- with in my memory ; so that I can by no means dislodge it thence, do what I may. " The said document, to the best of my memory and belief, runneth after this fashion. " ' I, John Raymond, clerk, at present residing at Whitbeck,'in the County of Cumberland, being a man sound in body, mind, and judgment, do deliver this as my last will and testament. " ' I give and bequeath all my real property, and all my personal property, and all the property, whether real or personal, I may hereafter possess or become entitled to, to my housekeeper, Janet Butcher. " ' And I appoint Janet Butcher my sole executrix, and I make Janet Butch- er my sole residuary legatee ; save and except that I leave my solemn curse to any knave who hereafter shall at any time pretend that he does not under- stand the meaning of this my will and testament' " (Catharine smiled a little at this last bequest.) " Mr. Gaunt then solemnly appealed to me as an honest man to tell him whether the aforesaid document was bad, 6r good, in law. " I was fain to admit that it was suf- ficient in law ; but I qualified, and said I thought it might be attacked on the score of the hussy's undue influence, and the testator's apparent insanity. Nevertheless, I concluded candidly that neither objection would prevail in our courts, owing to the sturdy prejudice in the breasts ofEnglish jurymen, whose ground of faith it is that every man has a right to do what he will with his own, and even to do it how he likes. " Mr. Gaunt did speedily abuse this my candor. He urged me to lose no time, but to draw his will according to the form and precedent in that case made and provided by this mad parson ; and my clerks, forsooth, were to be the witnesses thereof. " I refused, with some heat, to sully 26 Griffith Gaunt; or, Jealousy, my office by allowing such an instru- ment to issue therefrom ; and I asked the said Gaunt, in high dudgeon, for what he took me. "Mr. Gaunt then offered, in reply, two suggestions that shook me. Im- primis, he told me the person to whom he now desired to leave his all was Mis- tress Catharine Peyton." (An ejacula- tion from Kate.) " Secundo, he said he would go straight from me to that cox- comb Harrison, were I to refuse to serve him in the matter. "On this, having regard to your in- terest and my own, I temporized : I of- fered to let him draw a will after his parson's precedent, and I agreed it should be witnessed in my office ; only I stipulated that next week a proper document should be drawn by myself, with due particulars, on two sheets of paper, and afterwards engrossed and witnessed : and to this Mr. Gaunt as- sented, and immediately drew his will according to newspaper precedent. "But when I came to examine his masterpiece, I found he had taken ad- vantage of my pliability to attach an unreasonable condition, to wit : that the said Catharine should forfeit all interest under this will, in case she should ever marry a certain party therein nominated, specified, and de- scribed." ("Now that was Griffith all over," cried Catharine, merrily.) " I objected stoutly to this. I took leave to remind the young gentleman, that, when a Christian man makes his last will and testametit, he should think of the grave and of the place beyond, whither we may carry our affections, but must leave the bundle of our hates behind, the gate being narrow. I even went so far as to doubt whether such a proviso could stand in law ; and I also put a practical query : what was to hin- der the legatee from selling the proper- ty and diverting the funds, and then marrying whom she liked ? " Mr. Gaunt was deaf to reason. He bade me remember that he was neither saint nor apostle, but a poor gentle- man of Cumberland, who saw a stran- ger come between him and his lover dear : with that he was much moved, and did not conclude his argument at all, but broke off, aiid was fain to hide his face with both hands awhile. In truth, this touched me ; and I looked another way, and began to ask myself, why should I interfere, who, after all, know not your heart in the matter ; and, to be brief, I withstood him and Par- son's law no more, but sent his draught will to the clerks, the which they copied fair in a trice, and the duplicates were signed and witnessed in red-hot haste, — as most of men's follies are done, for that matter. "The paper writing now produced and shown to me — tush ! what am I saying ? — I mean the paper writing I now produce and show to you is the draught of the will aforesaid, in the hand- writing of the testator." And with this he handed Kate Pey- ton Griffith Gaunt's will, and took a long and satirical pinch' of snuff while she examined it Miss Peyton took the will in her white hands and read it. But, in read- ing it, she held it' up and turned it so that her friend could not see her face while she read it, but only her white hands, in which the document rustled a little. It ran thus : — " I, Griffith Gaunt, late of the Eyrie, and now residing at Bolton Hall, in the County of Cumberland, being sound in body and mind, do deliver this as my last will and testament. I give and bequeath all the property, real or per- sonal, which I now possess or may hereafter become entitled to, to my dear friend and mistress, Catharine Peyton, daughter of Edward Peyton, Esquire, of Peyton Hall ; provided always that the said Catharine Peyton shall at no time within the next ten years marry George Neville of Neville's Court in this couri- Griffith Gaunt ; or, Jealoxisy. 27 ty. But shpuld the said Catharine, maf- ry the said George within ten years of this day, then I leave all my said prop- erty, in possession, remainder, or rever- sion, to my heir-at-law." The fair legatee read this extraor- dinary testament more than once. At last she handed it back to Mr. House- man without a word. But her cheek was red, and her eyes glistening. Mr. Houseman was surprised at her silence ; and as he was curious to know her heart, he sounded her, asked her what she thought of that part of his story. But she evaded him with all the tact of her sex. " What ! that is not all, then ? " said she, quickly. Houseman replied, that it was barely half. " Then tell me all, pray, tell me all," said Kate, earnestly. " I am here to that end," said House- man, and recommenced his narrative. " The business being done to Mr. Gaunt's satisfaction, though not to mine, we fell into some friendly talk ; but in the midst of it my clerk Thomas brought me in the card of a gentleman whom I was very desirous to secure as a client. " Mr. Gaunt, I think, read my mind ; for he took leave of me forthwith. I attended him to the door, and then wel- comed the gentleman aforesaid. It was no other than Mr. George Neville. " Mr. Neville, after such gracious civilities as his native breeding and for- eign travel have taught him, came to business, and requested me — to draw his will." ("La! "said Kate.) " I was a little startled, but hid it and, took his instructions. This done, I re- quested to see the title-deeds of his es- tates, with a view to describing them, and he went himself to his banker's for them and placed them in my hands. "I then promised to have the will ready in a week or ten days, But Mr. Neville, with many polite regrets for hurrying me, told me upon his honor he could give me but twenty-four hours. 'After that,' said he, 'it might be too late.' " (" Ah ! " said Miss Peyton.) " Determined to retain my new client, I set my clerks, to work, and this very day was engrossed, signed, and wit- nessed, the last will and testament of George Neville, Esquire, of Neville's Court, in the County of Cumberland, and Leicester Square, London, where he hath a noble mansion. " Now as to the general disposition of his lands, manorial rights, messuages, tenements, goods, chattels, etc., and his special legacies to divers ladies and gentlemen and domestic servants, these I will not reveal even to you. " The paper I now produce is a copy of that particular bequest which I have decided to communicate to you in strict and sacred confidence." And he handed her an extract from George Neville's wilL Miss Peyton then read what fol- lows : — "And, I give and bequeath to Mis- tress Catharine Peyton, of Peyton Hall, in the said County of Cumberland, in token of my respect and regard, all that my freehold estate called Moniton Grange, with the messuage or tenement standing and being thereon, and the. farrn-yard buildings and appurtenances belonging thereto, containing by esti- mation three hundred and seventy-six acres three roods and five perches, be the same little more or less, to hold to her the said Catharine Peyton, her heirs and assigns, forever." The legatee laid down the paper, and Ipaned her head softly on her fair hand, and her eyes explored vacancy. " What means all this ? " said she, aloud, but to herself. Mr. Houseman undertook the office of interpreter. 28 Griffith Gaunt; or, Jealousy. " Means ? Why, that he has left you one of the snuggest estates in the coun- ty. 'T is not quite so large as Bolton ; but lies sunnier, and the land richer. Well, Mistress, was I right ? Are you not good for a thousand pounds ? " Kate, still manifestly thinking of something else, let fall, as it were, out of her mouth, that Mr. Gaunt and Mr.. Neville were both men in the flower of their youth, and how was she the richer for their folly .? " Why," said Houseman, " you will not have to wait for the death of these testators, — Heaven forbid! But what does all this making of wills show me ? That both these gentlemen are deep in love with you, and you can pick and choose ; I say, you can wed with Bol- ton Hall or Neville's Court to-morrow ; so, prithee, let the Squire have his hun- dred pounds, and do you repay me at your leisure." Miss Peyton made no reply, but leaned her exquisite head upon her hand and pondered. She did not knit her brows, nor labor visibly at the mental oar ; yet a certain reposeful gravity and a fixity of the thoughtful eye showed she was apply- ing all the powers of her mind. Mr. Houseman was not surprised at that : his own wife had but little intel- lect : yet had he seen her weigh two rival bonnets in mortal silence, and with all the seeming profundity of a judge on the bench. And now this young lady was doubtless weighing farms with sim- ilar gravity, care, and intelligence. But as this continued, and still she did not communicate her decision, he asked her point-blank which of the two she settled to wed : Neville's Court or. Bolton Grange. „,r Thus appealed to. Miss Peyton„ turned her great eye on him, without really looking at him, and replied, — " You have made me very uneasy." He stared. She relapsed into thought a moment, and then, turning to House- man, asked him how he accounted for those two gentlemen making their wills. They were very young to make their wills all of a sudden. " Why," said Houseman, " Mr. Nev- ille is a man of sense, and every man of sense makes his will ; and as for Mr. Gaunt, he has just come into pros- pect of an estate ; that 's why." " Ah, but why could not Griffith wait till after the funeral ? " " Oh, clients are always in a hurry." " So you see nothing in it ? nothing alarming, I mean ? " " Nothing very alarming. Two land- ed proprietors in love with you ; that is all." "But, dear Mr. Houseman, that is what makes me uneasy; at this rate, they must look on one another as — as — rivals ; and you know rivals are some- times enemies." " Oh, I see now," said Houseman : "you apprehend a quarrel between the gentlemen. Of course there is no love lost between them : but they met in my office and saluted each other with perfect civility. I saw them with my own eyes." " Indeed ! I am glad to hear that, — very glad. I hope it was only a coin- cidence then, their both making their wills." " Nothing more, you may depend : neither of them knows from me what the other has done, nor ever will." " That is true," said Kate, and seemed considerably relieved. To ease her mind entirely, Houseman went on to say, that, as to the report that high words had passed between the cli- ents in question at the " Roebuck," he had no doubt it was exaggerated. " Besides," said he, " that was not about a lady : I 'm told it was about a horse, — some bet belike." Catharine uttered a faint cry. " About a horse ? " said she. " Not about a gray horse ? " " Nay, that is more than I know.'' " High words about a horse," said Catharine, — " and they are making their wills. Oh ! my mind misgave me from the first." And she turned pale. Pres- ently she clasped her hands together,. — "Mr. Houseman!" she cried, "what shall I do ? What ! do you not see that both their lives are in danger, and that is why they make their wills ? And how Griffith Gaunt ; or, Jealousy. 29 should both their h'ves be in danger, but from each other ? Madmen ! they have quarrelled ; they are going to fight, — fight to the death ; and I fear it is about me, — me, who love neither of them, you know." " In that case, let them fight," said her legal adviser, dispassionately. " Which- ever fool gets killed, you will be none the poorer." And the dog wore a sober complacency. Catharine turned her large eyes on him with horror and amazement, but said nothing. As for the lawyer, he was more struck with her sagacity than with anything. He somewhat overrated it, — -not being aware of the private reasons she had for thinking that her two testators were enemies to the death. " I almost think you are right," said he ; " for I got a curious missive from Mr. Gaunt scarce an hour agone, and he says — let me see what he says " " Nay, let me see," said Kate. On that he handed her Griffith's note. It ran thus : — " It is possible I may not be abl^ to conduct the funeral. Should this be so, I appoint you to act for me. So, then, good Mr. Houseman, let me count on you to be here at nine of the clock. For Heaven's sake fail me not. "Your humble servant, ' " G. G." This note left no doubt in Kate's mind. " Now, first of all," said she, " what answer made you to this ? " " What answer should I make ? I pledged my word to be at Bolton at nine of the clock." " Oh, blind I " sighed Kate. " And I must be out of the room ! What shall I do ? My dear friend, forgive me : I am a wretched girl. I am to blame. I ought to have dismissed them both, or else decided between them. But who would have thought it would go this length ? I did not think Griffith was brave enough. Have pity on me, and help me. Stop this fearful fighting." And now the young creature clung to the man-of- business, and prayed and prayed him earnestly to avert bloodshed. Mr. Houseman was staggered by this passionate appeal from one who so rare- ly lost her self-command. He soothed her as well as he could, and said he would do his best, — but added, which was very true, that he thought her inter- ference would be more effective than his own. "What care these young bloods for an old attorney ? I should fare ill, came I between their rapiers. To be sure, I might bind them over to keep the peace. But, Mistress Kate, now be frank with me ; then I can serve you better. You love one of these two :, that is clear. Which is the man ? — that I may know what I am about." For all her agitation, Kate was on her guard in some things. " Nay," she faltered, " I love neither, — not to say love them : but I pity him so!" " Which ? " " Both." "Ay, Mistress ; but which do you pity most ? " asked the shrewd lawyer. " Whichever shall come to harm for my sake," replied the simple girl. " You could not go to them to-night, and bring them to reason ? " asked she, piteously. She went to the window to see what sort of a night it was. She drew the heavy crimson curtains and opened the window. In rushed a bitter blast laden with flying snow. The window-ledges, too, were clogged with snow, and all the ground was white. Houseman shuddered, and drew near- er to the blazing logs. Kate closed the window with a groan. " It is not to be thought of," said she, " at your age, and not a road to be seen for snow. What shall I do ? " "Wait till to-morrow," said Mr. Houseman. ( Procrastination was his daily work, being an attorney.) " To - morrow ! " cried Catharine. " Perhaps to-morrow will be too late. Perhaps even now they have met, and he lies a corpse." 30 Griffith Gaunt ; or, Jealousy. " Who ? " " Whichever it is, I shall end my days in a convent praying for his soul." She wrung her hands while she said this, and still there was no catching her. Little did the lawyer think to rouse such a storm with his good news. And now he made a feeble and vain attempt to soothe her, and ended by promising to start the first thing in the morning and get both her testators bound over to keep the peace by noon. With this resolution he went to bed early. She was glad to be alone, at all events. Now, mind you, there were plenty of vain and vulgar, yet respectable girls, in Cumberland, who would have been de- lighted to be fought about, even though bloodshed were to be the result. But this young lady was not vain, but proud. She was sensitive, too, and troubled with a conscience. It reproached her bitterly : it told her she had permitted the addresses of two gentlemen, and so mischief had somehow arisen — out of her levity. Now her life had been un- eventful and innocent : this was the very first time she had been connected with anything like a crime, and her remorse Was great ; so was her grief; but her fears were greater still. The terrible look Griffith had cast at his rival flash- ed on her : so did his sinister words. She felt, that, if he and Neville met, nothing less than Neville's death or his own would separate them. Suppose that even now one of them lay a corpse, cold and ghastly as the snow that now covered Nature's face I The agitation of her mind was such that her body could not be still. Now she walked the room in violent distress, wringing her hands ; now she kneeled and prayed fervently for both those lives she had endangered ; often she flew to the window and looked eagerly out, writhing and rebelling against the net- work of female custom that entangled her and would not let her fly out of her cage even to do a good action, — to avert a catastrophe by her prayers, or her tears, or her good sense. And all ended in her realizing that she was a woman, a poor, impotent be- ing, born to lie quiet and let things go : at that she wept helplessly. So wore away the first night of agony this young creature ever knew. Towards morning, exhausted by her inward struggles, she fell asleep upon a sofa. But her trouble followed her. She dreamed she was on a horse, hurried along with prodigious rapidity, in a dark- ened atmosphere, a sort of dry fog : she knew somehow she was being taken to see some awful, mysterious thing. By and by the haze cleared and she came out upon pleasant, open, sunny fields, that almost dazzled her. She passed gates, and hedges too, all clear, dis- tinct, and individual. Presently a voice jg, by her side said, " This way ! " and her horse seemed to turn of his own accord ;^ through a gap, and in one moment she came on a group of gentlemen. It was Griffith Gaunt, and two strangers. Then she spoke, and said, — " But Mr. Neville ? " No answer was made her ; but the; group opened in solemn silence, and there lay George Neville on the snow, stark and stiif, with blood issuing from his temple, and trickling along the snow. She saw distinctly all his well-known features : but they were pinched and sharpened now. And his dark olive skin was turned to bluish wiite. It was his corpse. And now her horse thrust out his nose and snorted like a demon. She looked down, and ah ! the blood was running at her preternat- urally fast along the snow. She scream- ed, her horse reared high, and she was falling on the blood-stained snow. She awoke, screaming ; and the sunlight seemed to rush in at the window. Her joy that it was only a dream over- powered every other feeling at first. She kneeled and thanked God for that. The next thing was, she thought it might be a revelation of what had ac- tually occurred. But this chilling fear did not affect her long. Nothing could shake her con- viction that a duel was on foot, — and, indeed, the intelligent . of her sex do Griffith Gaunt; or, Jealousy. 31 sometimes put this and that together, and spring to a just, but obvious infer- ence, in a way that looks to a slower and safer reasoner like divination, — but then she knew that yesterday evening both parties were alive. Coupling this with Griifith's broad hint that after the funeral might be too late to make his will, she felt sure that it was this very day the combatants were to meet. Yes, and this very morning : for she knew that gentlemen always fought in the morning. If her dream was false as to the past, it might be true as to what was at hand. Was it not a supernatural warning, sent to her in mercy ? The history of her Church abounded in such dreams and visions ; and, indeed, the time and place she lived in were rife with stories of the kind, — one, in particular, of recent date. This thought took hold of her, and grew on her, till it overpowered even the diffidence of her sex ; and then up started her individual character ; and now nothing could hold her. For, lan- guid and dreamy in the common things of life, this Catharine Peyton was one of those who rise into rare ardor and activity in such great crises as seem to benumb the habitually brisk, and they turn tame and pa.ssive. She had seen at a glance that House- man was too slow and apathetic for such an emergency. She resolved to act her- self. She washed her face and neck and arms and hands in cold water, and was refreshed and invigorated. She put on her riding-habit and her little gold spur, (Griffith Gaunt had given it her,) and hurried into the stable-yard. Old Joe and his boy had gone away to breakfast : he lived in the village. This was unlucky : Catharine must wait his return and lose time, or else saddle the horse herself. She chose the latter. The piebald was a good horse, but a fidgetty one ; so she saddled and bijdled him at his stall. She then led him out to the stone steps in the stable- yard, and tried to mount him. But he sidled away ; she had nobody to square him ; and she could get nothing to mount but his head. She coaxed him, she tickled him on the other side with her whip. It was all in vain. It was absurd, but heart-sickening. She stared at him with wonder that he could be so cruel as to play the fool when every minute might be life or death. She spoke to him, she implored him piteously, she patted him. All was in vain. As a last resource, she walked him back to the stable and gave him a sieve- ful of oats, and set it down by the corn- bin for him, and took an opportunity to mount the bin softly. He ate the oats, but with retroverted eye watched her. She kept quiet and affected nonchalance till he became less cautious, — then suddenly sprang on him, and taught him to set his wit against a woman's. My Lord wheeled round di- rectly, ere she could get her leg over the pommel, and made for the stable-door. She lowered her head to his mane and just scraped out without injury, — not an inch to spare. He set off at once, but luckily for her she had often ridden a bare-backed horse. She sat him for the first few yards by balance, then reined him in quietly, and soon whipped her left foot into the stirrup and her right leg over the pommel ; and then the pie- bald nag had to pay for his pranks : the roads were clogged with snow, but she fanned him along without mercy, and never drew bridle till she pulled him up, drenched and steaming like a washtub, at Netley Cross-Roads. Here she halted irresolute. The road to the right led to Bolton, distant two miles and a half. The road in front led to Neville's Court, distant three miles. Which should she take ? She had asked herself this a dozen times upon the road, yet could never decide until she got to the place and must. The question was. With which of them had she most influence ? She hardly knew. But Griffith Gaunt was her old sweet- heart ; it seemed somewhat less strange and indelicate to go to him than to the new one. So she turned her horse's head towards Bolton ; but she no lon- ger went quite so fast as she had gone 32 Griffith Gaunt ; or, Jealousy. before she felt going to either in partic- ular. Such is the female mind. She reached Bolton at half past elev- en, and, now she was there, put a bold face on it, rode up to the door, and, leaning forward on her horse, rang the hall-bell. A footman came to the door. With composed visage, though beat- ing heart, she told him she desired to speak for a moment to Mr. Griffith Gaunt. He asked her would she be pleased to alight ; and it was clear by his manner no calamity had yet fallen. "No, no," said Kate ; "let me speak to him here." The servant went in to tell his mas- ter. Kate sat quiet, with her heart still beating, but glowiAg now with joy. She was in time, then, thanks to her good horse. She patted him, and made the prettiest excuses aloud to him for rid- ing him so hard through the snow. The footman came back to say that Mr. Gaunt had gone out. "Gone out? Whither? On horse- back?" The footman did not know, but would ask within. While he was gone to inquire, Cath- arine lost patience, and rode into the stable-yard and asked a young lout, who was lounging there, whether his master was gone out on horseback. The lounging youth took the trouble to call out the groom, and asked him. The groom said, "No," and that Mr. Gaunt was somewhere about the grounds, he thought. But in the midst of this colloquy, one of the maids, curious to see the lady, came out by the kitchen-door, and curt- sied to Kate, and told her Mr. Gaunt was gone out walking with two othet gentlemen. In the midst of her dis- course, she recognized the visitor, and, having somehow imbibed the notion that Miss Peyton was likely to be Mrs. Gaunt, and govern Bolton Hall, decided to curry favor with her ; so she called her " My Lady," and was very commu- nicative. She said one of the gentle- men was strange to her ; but the other was Doctor Islip, from Stanhope town. She knew him well : he had taken off her own brother's leg in a jiffy. " But, dear heart. Mistress," said she, " how pale you be ! Do come in, and have a morsel of meat and a horn of ale." " Nay, my good girl," said Kate ; " I could not eat ; but bring me a mug of new milk, if you will. I have not broken my fast this day." The maid bustled in, and Catharine asked the groom if there were no means of knowing where Mr. Gaunt was. The groom and the boy scratched their heads, and looked puzzled. The lounging lout looked at their perplexity, and grinned satirically. This youth was Tom Leicester, born in wedlock, and therefore, in the law's eye, son of old Simon Leicester ; but gossips said his true father was the late Captain Gaunt. Tom ran with the hounds for his own sport, — went out shooting with gentlemen, and belabored the briers for them at twopence per day and his dinner, — and abhorred all that sober men call work. By trade, a Beater ; profession, a Scamp. Two maids came out together now, — one with the milk an'd a roll, the other with a letter. Catharine drank the milk, but could not eat. Then says the other maid, — ' " If so be you are Mistress Peyton, why, this letter is for you. Master left it on his table in his bedroom." Kate took the letter and opened it all in a flutter. It ran thus : — " Sweet Mistress, — When this reaches you, I shall be no more here to trouble you with my jealousy. This Neville set it abroad that you had ch'^nged horses with him, as much as to say you had plighted troth with him. !He is a liar, and I told him so to his teeth. We are to meet at noon this day, and one must die. Methinks I shall be the one. But come what may, I have taken care of thee ; ask Jack Houseman else. But, O dear Kate, think of all that hath passed between us, and do not wed this Neville, or I Griffith Gaunt; or, jFealousy. 33 could not rest in my grave. Sweet- heart, many a letter have I written thee, but none so sad as this. Let the grave hide my faults from thy memory ; think only that I loved thee well. I leave thee my substance — would it were ten times more ! — and the last thought of my heart. " So no more in this world " From him that is thy true lover 'j And humble servant till death, "Griffith Gaunt." There seems to be room in the mind for only one violent emotion at one in- stant of time. This touching letter did not just then draw a tear from her, who now received it some hours sooner than the writer intended. Its first effect was to paralyze her. She sat white 4nd trembling, and her great eyes filled with horror. Then she began to scream wildly for help. The men and women came round her. " Murder ! murder ! " she shrieked. " Tell me where to find him, ye wretch- es, or may his blood be on your heads ! " The Scamp bounded from his loung- ing position, and stood before her straight as an arrow. " Follow me ! " he shouted. Her gray eyes and the Scamp's black ones flashed into one another directly. He dashed out of the yard without an- other word. And she spurred her horse, and clat- tered out after him. He ran as fast as her horse could canter, and soon took her all round the house ; and while he ran, his black gypsy eyes were glancing in every direction. When they got to the lawn at the back of the house, he halted a moment, and said quietly, — " Here they be.'' He pointed to some enormous foot- steps in the snow, and bade her notice that they commenced at a certain glass door belonging to the house, and that they all pointed outwards. The lawn was covered with such marks, but the Scamp followed those his intelligence had selected, and they took him through a gate, and down a long walk, and into 3 the park. Here no other feet had trod- den that morning except those Tom Leicester was following. " This is our game," said he. " See, there be six footsteps ; and, now I look, this here track is Squire Gaunt's. I know his foot in the snow among a hun- dred. Bless your heart, I 've often been out shooting with Squire Gaunt, and lost him in the woods, and found him again by tracking him on dead leaves, let alone snow. I say, was n't they use- less idiots ? Could n't tell ye how to run into a man, and snow on the ground! Why, you can track a hare to her form, and a rat to his hole, — let alone such big game as this, with a hoof like a fry- ing-pan, — in the snow." " Oh, do not talk ; let us make haste," panted Kate. " Canter away ! " replied the Scamp. She cantered on, and he ran by her side. " Shall I not tire you ? " said she. The mauvais sujet laughed at her. " Tire me ? Not over this ground. Why, I run with the hounds, and mostly always in at the death ; but that is not altogether speed ; ye see I know Pug's mind. What ! don't you know me ? I 'm Tom Leicester. Why, I know you : I say, you are a good-hearted one, you are." " Oh, no ! no ! " sighed Kate. " Nay, but you are," said Tom. " I saw you take Harrowden Brook that day, when the rest turned tail ; and that is what I call having a good heart. Gently, Mistress, here, — this is full of rabbit-holes. I seen Sir Ralph's sorrel mare break her leg in a moment in one of these. Shot her dead that afternoon, a did, and then b'iled her for the hounds. She 'd often follow at their tails ; next hunting-day she ran inside their bellies. Ha ! ha ! ha ! " " Oh, don't laugh ! I am in agony ! " " Why, what is up. Mistress ? " asked the young savage, lowering his voice. ' Murder,' says you ; but that means nought. The lasses they cry murder, if you do but kiss 'em." " Oh, Tom Leicester, it is murder ! It 's a duel, a fight to the death, unless we are in time to prevent them." 34 Griffith Gaunt; or, Jealousy. " A jewel ! " cried Master Leicester, his eyes glittering witli delight. " I never saw a jewel. Don't you hold him in for me, Mistress : gallop down this slope as hard as you can pelt ; it is grass under foot, and ye can't lose the tracks, and I shall be sure to catch ye in the next field." The young savage was now as anx- ious to be in at the death as Kate was to save life. As he spoke, he gave her horse a whack on the quarter with his stick, and away she went full gallop, and soon put a hundred yards between her and Tom. The next field was a deep fallow, and the hard furrows reduced her to a trot ; and before she got out of it Tom was by her side. « Did n't I tell you ? " said he. " I 'd run you to Peyton Hall for a pot o' beer." " Oh, you good, brave, clever boy ! " said Kate, "how fortunate I am to have you ! I think we shall be in time." Tom was flattered. " Why, you see, I am none of Daddy Leicester's breed," said he. " I 'm a gentleman's by-blow, if you know what that is." " I can't say I do," said Kate ; "but I know you are very bold and hand- some, and swift of foot ; and I know my patron saint has sent you to me in my misery. And, oh, my lad, if we are in time, — what can I do for you .? Are you fond of money, Tom ? " " That I be, — when I can get it." " Then you shall have all I have got in the world if you get me there in time to hinder mischief." " Come on ! " shouted Tom, excited in his turn, and took the lead ; and not a word more passed till they came to the foot of a long hill. Then said Tom, — " Once we are at top of this, they can't fight without our seeing 'em. That is Scutchemsee Nob : you can see ten miles all round from there." At this information Kate uttered an ejaculation, and urged her horse for- ward. The first part of this hill, which stood between her and those whose tracks she followed, was grass ; then came a strip of turnips ; then on the bleak top a broad piece of heather. She soon cantered over the grass, and left Tom so far behind he could not quite catch her in the turnips. She entered the heather, but here she was much retard- ed by the snow-drifts and the ups and downs of the rough place. But she struggled on bravely, still leading. She fixed her eyes earnestly on the ridge, whence she could cry to the com- batants, however distant, and stop the combat. Now as she struggled on, and Tom came after, panting a little for the first time, suddenly there rose from the crest of the hill two columns of smoke, and the next moment two sharp reports ran through the frosty air. Kate stopped, and looked round to Tom with a scared, inquiring air. " Pistols ! " yelled Tom behind her. At that the woman overpowered the heroine, atid Kate hid her face and fell to trembUng and wailing. Her wearied horse came down to a walk. Presently up comes Tpm. " Don't lose your stomach for that," he panted out. " Gentlefolks do pop at one another all day sometimes, and no harm done." " Oh, bless you ! " cried Kate ; " I may yet be in time." She spurred her horse on. He did his best, but ere he had gone twenty yards he plunged into a cavity hidden by the snow. While he was floundering there, crack went a single pistol, and the smoke rose and drifted over the hill-top. " Who— op ! " muttered Tom, with horrible sang-froid. " There 's one done for this time. Could n't shoot back, ye see." Atthis horrible explanation Kate sank forward on her horse's mane as if she herself had been killed j and the smoke from the pistol came floating thinner and thinner, and eddied high over her head. Tom spoke rude words of encourage- ment to her. She did not even seem to Griffith Gaunt; or, Jealousy. 35 hear them. Then he lost all patience at her, and clutched her arm to make her hear him. But at that it seemed as if some of his nature passed into her down his arm ; for she turned wild di- rectly, and urged her horse fiercely up the crest. Her progress was slow at first ; but the sun had melted the snow on the Nob or extreme summit. She tore her way through the last of the snow on to the clear piece, — then, white as ashes, spurred and lashed her horse over the ridge, and dashed in amongst them on the other side. For there they were. What was the sight that met her eyes .■■ That belongs to the male branch of my story, and shall be told forthwith, but in its proper sequence. CHAPTER VI. The two combatants came to the field in a very different spirit. Neville had already fought two duels, and been successful in both. He had confidence in his skill and in his luck. His con- science, too, was tolerably clear ; for he was the insulted person ; and if a bullet should remove this dangerous rival from his path, why, all the better for him, and all the worse for the fool who had brought the matter to a bloody issue, though the balance of the lady's heart inclined his way. He came in high spirits, and rode upon Kate Peyton's gray, to sting his adversary, and show his contempt of him. Not so Griffith Gaunt. His heart was heavy, and foreboded ill. It was his first duel, and he expected to be killed. He had played a fool's game, and he saw it. The night before the duel he tried hard to sleep ; he knew it was not giv- ing his nerves fair play to lie thinking all night. But coy sleep, as usual when most wanted, refused to come. At day- break the restless man gave it up in despair, and rose and dressed himself. He wrote that letter to Catharine, little thinking it would fall into her hands while he lived. He ate a little toast, and drank a pint of Burgundy, and then wandered listlessly about till Major Rickards, his second, arrived. That experienced gentleman brought a surgeon with him, — Mr. Islip. Major Rickards deposited a shallow wooden box in the hall ; and the two gentlemen sat down to a hearty break- fast. GriflSth took care of his guests, but beyond that spoke scarcely a word ; and the surgeon, after a ghastly attempt at commonplaces, was silent too. Major Rickards satisfied his appetite first, and then, finding his companions dumb, set to work to keep up their spirits. He entertained them with a narrative of the personal encounters he had witnessed, and especially of one in which his prin- cipal had fallen on his face at the first fire, and the antagonist had sprung into the air, and both had lain dead as door- nails, and never moved, nor even winked, after that single discharge. Griffith sat under this chilling talk for more than an hour. At last he rose gloomily, and said it was time to go. " Got your tools, Doctor ? " inquired the Major. The surgeon nodded slightly. He was more discreet than his friend. When they had walked nearly a mile in the snow, the Major began to com- plain. " The Devil ! " said he ; " this is queer walking. My boots are full of water. I shall catch my death." The surgeon smiled satirically, com- paring silent Griffith's peril with his second's. Griffith took no notice. He went like Fortitude plodding to Execution. Major Rickards fell behind, and whis- pered Mr. Islip, — " Don't like his looks ; does n't march like a winner. A job for you or the sex- ton, you mark my words." They toiled up Scutchemsee Nob, and when they reached the top, they saw Neville and his second, Mr. Ham- 36 Griffith Gaunt; or, Jealousy . mersley, riding towards them. The pair had halters as well as bridles, and, dismounting, made their nags fast to a large blackthorn that grew there. The seconds then stepped forward, and sa- luted each other with formal civility. Griffith looked at the gray horse, and ground his teeth. The sight of the an- nual in Neville's possession stirred up his hate, and helped to steel his heart. He stood apart, still, pale, and gloomy. The seconds stepped out 'fifteen pa- ces, and placed the men. Then they loaded two pair of pistols, and put a pistol in each man's hand. Major Rickards took that opportunity to advise his principal. " Stand sharp. Keep your arm close to your side. Don't fire too high. How do you feel ? " " Like a man who must die, but will try to die in company." The seconds now withdrew to their places ; and the rivals held their pistols lowered, but fixed their deadly eyes on each other. The eye, in such a circumstance, is a terrible thing : it is literally a weapon of destruction ; for it directs the dead- ly hand that guides the deadly bullet. Moreover, the longer and the more steadily the dueUist fixes his eye on his adversary, the less likely he is to miss. Griffith was very pale, but dogged. Neville was serious, but firm. Both eyed each other unflinchingly. " Gentlemen, are you ready .■' " asked ^Seville's second. ( " Yes." ("Yes." "Then," said Major Rickards, "you will fire when I let fall this handker- chief, and not before. Mark me. Gen- tlemen : to prevent mistakes, I shall say, ' One, — two, — three ! ' and then drop the handkerchief. Now, then, once more, are you quite ready ? " V « Yes." \ " Yes." " .One, two, three ! " He dropped the handkerchief, and both gentlemen fired simultaneously. Mr. Neville's hat spun into, the air ; Griffith stood untouched. The bullet had passed through Nev- ille's hat, and had actually cut a lane through his magnificent hair. The seconds now consulted, and it was intimated to Griffith that a word of apology would be accepted by his antagonist. Griffith decUned to utter a syllable of apology. Two more pistols were given to the men. " Aim lower," said Rickards. " I mean to," said Griffith. The seconds withdrew, and the men eyed each other, — Griffith dogged and pale, as before, Neville not nearly so self-assured : Griffith's bullet, in graz- ing him, had produced the eifect of a sharp, cold current of air no wider than a knife. It was like Death's icy fore- finger laid on his head, to mark him for the next shot, — as men mark a tree, then come again and fell it. " One, - -two. ■three!" And Griffith's pistol missed fire ; but Neville's went off, and Griffith's arm sank powerless, and his pistol rolled out of his hand, He felt a sharp twinge, and then something trickled down his arm. The surgeon and both seconds ran to him. " Nay, it is nothing," said he ; "I shoot far better with my left hand than my right. Give me another pistol, and let me have fair play. He has hit me ; and now I '11 hit him." Both seconds agreed this was impos- sible. " It is the chance of war," said Major Rickards ; "you cannot be allowed to take a cool shot at Mr. Neville. If you fire again, so must he." " The affair may very well end here," said Mr. Hammersley. " I understand there was some provocation on our side ; and on behalf of the party insult- ed I am content to let the matter end, Mr. Gaunt being wounded." " I demand my second shot to his third," said Griffith, sternly ; " he will not decline, unless he is a poltroon, as well as — what I called him." The nature of this reply was com- Griffith Gaunt; or, Jealousy. 37 municated to Neville, and the seconds, with considerable reluctance, loaded two more pistols ; and during the pro- . cess Major Rickards glanced at the combatants. Griffith, exasperated by his wound and his jealousy, was wearing out the chivalrous courage of his adversary ;. and the Major saw it. His keen eye noticed that Neville was getting rest- less, and looking confounded at his de- spised rival's pertinacity, and that Gaunt was more dogged and more deadly. " My man will kill yours this time," said he, quietly, to Neville's second ; " I can see it in his eye. He is hun- gry : t' other has had his bellyful." Once more the men were armed, and the seconds withdrew to their places, intimating that this was the last shot they would allow under any circum- stances whatever. " Are you both ready ? " 5 « Yes." l"Yes." A faint wail seemed to echo the re- sponse. All heard it, and in that superstitious age believed it to be some mysterious herald of death. It suspended even Major Rickards's voice a minute. He recovered himself, however, and once more his soldier-like tones rang in the keen air : — "One, " There was a great rushing, and a pounding of the hard ground, and a scarlet Amazon galloped in, and drew up in the middle, right between the levelled pistols. Every eye had been so bent on the combatants, that Kate Peyton and her horse seemed to have sprung out of the very earth. And there she sat, pale as ashes, on the steaming piebald, and glanced from pistol to pistol. The duellists stared in utter amaze- ment, and instinctively lowered their weapons ; for she had put herself right in their line of fire with a recklessness that contrasted nobly with her fear for others. In short, this apparition liter- ally petrified them all, seconds as well as combatants. And while they stood open-mouthed, yet dumb, in came the Scamp, and, with a brisk assumption of delegated author- ity, took Griffith's weapon out of his now unresisting hand, then marched to Neville. He instantly saluted Catha- rine, and then handed his pistol to her seeming agent, with a high-bred and inimitable air of utter nonchalance. Kate, seeing them, to her surprise, so easily disarmed, raised her hands and her lovely eyes to heaven, and, in a feeble voice, thanked God and Saint Nescioquis. But very soon that faint voice qua- vered away to nothing, and her fair head was seen to droop, and her eyes to close ; then her body sank slowly forward like a broken lily, and in an- other moment she lay fainting on the snow beside her steaming horse. He never moved, he was so dead beat too. O, lame and impotent conclusion of a vigorous exploit ! Masculine up to the crowning point, and then to go and spoil all with " woman's weakness " ! " N. B. This is rote sarcasticul," as Artemus the Delicious says. Woman's weakness ! If Solomon had planned and Samson executed, they could not have served her turn better than this most sfeasonable swooning did ; for, lo . at her fall, the doughty combatants ut- tered a yell of dismay, and there was an indiscriminate rush towards the fair sufferer. But the surgeon claimed his rights. " This is my business," said he, au- thoritatively. " Do not crowd on her, gentlemen : give her air." Whereupon the duellists and sec- onds stood respectfully aloof, in a mixed group, and watched with eager interest and pity. The surgeon made a hole in the snow, and laid his fair patient's head low. " Don't be alarmedj" said he ; " she has swooned ; that is all." It was all mighty fine to say, "Don't be alarmed." But her face was ashy, and her lips the color of lead ; and she was so like death, they could not help 38 Griffith Gaunt;, or, Jealousy. being terribly alarmed ; and now, for the first time, the duellists felt culprits ; and as for fighting, every idea of such a thing went out of their heads. The rivals now were but rival nurses ; and never did a lot of women make more fuss over a child than all these blood- thirsty men did over this Amazon man- qtUe. They produced their legendary lore. One's grandmother had told him burnt feathers were the thing ; another, from an equally venerable source, had gathered that those pink palms must be profanely slapped by the horny hand of man, — for at no less a price could resuscitation be obtained. The surgeon scorning all their legends, Griffith and Neville made hasty rushes with brandy and usquebaugh ; but whether to be taken internally or externally they did not say, nor, indeed, know, but only thrust their flasks wildly on the doctor ; and he declined them loftily. He melt- ed snow in his hand, and dashed it hard in her face, and put salts close to her pretty little nostrils. And this he re- peated many times without eifect. But at last her lips began to turn from lead color to white, and then from white to pink, and her heavenly eyes to open again, and her mouth to murmur things pitiably small and not bearing on the matter in hand. Her cheek was still colorless, when her consciousness came back, and she found she was lying on the ground with ever so many gentlemen looking at her. At that, Modestj' alarmed sent the blood at once rushing to her pale cheek. A lovely lily seemed turning to a love- ly rose before their eyes. The next thing was, she hid that blushing face in her hands, and began to whimper. The surgeon encouraged her : " Nay, \ie. are all friends," he whispered, pater- nally. She half parted her fingers and peered through them at Neville and Gaunt. Then she remembered all, and began to cry hysterically. New dismay of the unprofessionals ! "JVow, gentlemen, if you will knd me your flasks," said Mr. Islip, mighty calmly. Griffith and Neville were instantly at his side, each with a flask. The surgeon administered snow and brandy. Kate sipped these, and gulped down her sobs, and at last cried com- posedly. But when it came to sipping bran- died snow and crying comfortably. Ma- jor Rickards's anxiety gave place to curiosity. Without taking his eye off her, he beckoned Mr.' Hammersley apart, and whispered, — " Who the Dense is it ? " " Don't you know ? " whispered the other in return. " Why, Mistress Pey- ton herself" " What ! the girl it is all about ? Well, I never heard of such a thing : the causa belli to come galloping and swooning on the field of battle, and so stop the fight- ing ! What will our ladies do next ? By Heaven ! she is worth fighting for, though. Which is the happy man, I wonder ? She does n't look at either of them." " Ah ! " said the gentleman, " that is more than I know, more than Neville knows, more than anybody knows." " Bet you a guinea she knows', — and lets it out before she leaves the field," said Major Rickards. Mr. Hammersley objected to an even bet ; but said he would venture one to three she did not. It was an age of bets." " Done ! " said the Major. By this time Kate had risen, with Mp. Islip's assistance, and was now stand- ing with her hand upon the piebald's mane. She saw Rickards and Ham- mersley were whispering about her, and she felt very uneasy : so she told Mr. Islip, timidly, she desired to explain her conduct to all the gentlemen pres- ent, and avert false reports. They were soon all about her, and she began, with the most engaging em- barrassment, by making excuses for her weakness. She said she had ridden all the way from home, fasting ; that was what had upset her. The gentlemen took the cue directly, and vowed eager- Griffith Gaunt; or, Jealousy. 39 ly and unanimously it was enough to upset a porter. " But, indeed," resumed Kate, blush- ing, "I did not come here to make a fuss, and be troublesome, but to pre- vent mischief, and clear up the strangest misunderstanding between two worthy gentlemen, that are, both of them, my good friends. She paused, and there was a chilling silence : everybody felt she was getting on ticklish ground now. She knew that well enough herself But she had a good rudder to steer by, called Mother- Wit. Says she, with inimitable coolness, — " Mr. Gaunt is an old friend of mine, and a little too sensitive where I am concerned. Some chatterbox has been and told him Mr. Neville should say I have changed horses with him ; and on that the gossips put their own construc- tion. Mr. Gaunt hears all this, and ap- plies insulting terms to Mr. Neville. Nay, do not deny it, Mr. Gaunt, for I have it here in your own handwriting. " As for Mr. Neville, he merely de- fends his honor, and is little to blame. But now I shall tell the true story about these horses, and make you aU ashamed of this sorry quarrel. " Gentlemen, thus it is. A few days ago Mr. Gaunt bade me farewell, and started for foreign parts. He had not been long gone, when word came from Bolton that Mr. Charlton was no more. You know how sudden it was. Consid- er, gentlemen : him dead, and his heir riding off to the Continent in ignorance. So I thought, 'O, what shall I do ? ' just then Mr. Neville visited me, and I told him : on that he offered me hispie- bald horse to carry the news after Mr. Gaunt, because my gray was too tired : it was the day we drew Yew-tree Brow, and crossed Harrowden Brook, you know," GrifiSth interrupted her. " Stay a bit," said he : " this is news to me. You never told me he had lent you the piebald nag to do me a good turn." " Did I not ? " said Kate, mighty in- nocently. " Well, but I tell you now. Ask him : he cannot deny it. As for the rest, it was all done in a hurry ; Mr. Neville had no horse now to ride home with ; he did me the justice to think I should be very ill pleased, were he to trudge home afoot and suffer for his courtesy ; so he borrowed my gray to keep him out of the mire ; and, indeed, the ways were fouler than usual, with the rains. Was there any ill in all this ? HONI SOIT QUI MAL Y PENSE ! say I." The gentlemen all sided loudly with heron this appealj — except Neville, who held his tongue, and smiled at her plau- sibility, and Griffith, who hung his head at her siding with Neville. At last he spoke, and said, sorrowful- " If you did exchange horses with him, of course I have only to ask his pardon — and go." Catharine reflected a moment before she replied. " Well," said she, " I did exchange, and I did not. Why quarrel about a word .' Certainly he took my horse, and I took his ; but it was only for the nonce. Mr. Neville is foreign bred, and an ex- ample to us all : he knows his piebald is worth two of my gray, and so he was too fine a gentleman to send me back my old hunter and ask for his young chai-ger. He waited for me to do that ; and if anybody deserves to be shot, it must be Me. But, dear heart, I did not foresee all this fuss ; I said to myself, ' La, Mr. Neville will be sure to call on my father or me some day, or else I shall be out on the piebald and meet him on the gray, and then we can each take our own again.' Was I so far out in my reckoning ? Is not that my Rosi- nante yonder .■' Here, Tom Leicester, you put my side-saddle on that gray horse, and the man's saddle on the pie- bald there. And now, Griffith Gaunt, it is your turn : you must withdraw your injurious terras, and end this superla- tive folly." Griffith hesitated. " Come," said Kate, " consider : Mr. Neville is esteemed by all the county : you are the only gentleman in it who has ever uttered a disparaging word 40 Griffith Gaunt; or, Jealousy. against him. Are you sure you are more free from passion and prejudice and wiser than all the county ? Oblige me and do what is right. Come, Grif- fith Gaunt, let your reason unsay the barbarous words your passion hath ut- tered against a worthy gentleman whom we all esteem." Her habitual influence, and these last words, spoken with gentle and persua- sive dignity, turned the scale. GriiBth turned to Neville, and said in a low voice that he began to fear he had been hasty, and used harsher words than the occasion justified : he was going to stammer out something more, but Nev- ille interrupted him with a noble ges- ture. " That is enough, Mr. Gaunt,'' said he. " I do not feel quite blameless in the matter, and have no wish to mor- tify an honorable adversary unnecessa- rily." " Very handsomely said," put in Ma- jor Rickards ; " and rtow let me have a word. I say that both gentlemen have conducted themselves like men — under fire ; and that honor is satisfied, and the misunderstanding at an end. As for my principal here, he has shown he can fight, and now he has shown he can hear reason against himself, when the lips of beauty utter it. I approve his conduct fi-om first to last, and am ready to de- fend it in all companies, and in the field, should it ever be impugned." Kate colored with pleasure, and gave her hand eloquently to the Major. He bowed over it, and kissed the tips of her fingers. " Oh, sir," she said, looking on him. now as a friend, " I dreamed I saw Mr. Neville lying dead upon the snow, with the blood trickling from his temple." At this Neville's dark cheek glowed with pleasure. So ! it was her anxiety on his account had brought her here. Griifith heard too, and sighed patient- Assured by Major Rickards that there neither could nor should be any -more fighting, Kate made her adieus, mounted her gray horse, and rode off, discreetly declining all attendance. She beckoned! Tom Leicester, however. But he pre- tended not to see the signal, and let her go alone. His motive for lingering be- hind was characteristic, and will trans- pire shortly. As soon as she was gone, Griffith Gaunt quietly reminded the surgeon that there was a bullet in his arm all this time. " Bless my soul ! " said Mr. Islip, " I forgot that, I was so taken up with the lady. Griffith's coat was now taken off, and the bullet searched for : it had entered the fleshy part of his arm below the el- bow, and, passing round the bone, pro- jected just under the skin. The sur- geon made a slight incision, and then, pressing with his finger and thumb, out it rolled. Griffith put it in his pocket. Neville had remained out of civility, and now congratulated his late antago- nist, and himself, that it was no worse. The last words that passed between the rivals, on this occasion, were worth recording, and characteristic of the time. Neville addressed Gaunt with elabo- rate courtesy, and to this effect : — " I find myself in a difficulty, sir. You did me the honor to invite me to Mr. Charlton's funeral, and I accepted ; but now I fear to intrude a guest, the sight of whom may be disagreeable to you. And, on the other hand, my ab- sence might be misconstrued as a mark of disrespect, or of a petty hostility I am far froni feeling. Be pleased, there- fore, to dispose of me entirely in this matter." Griffith reflected. " Sir," said he, " there is an old say- ing, ' Let every tub stand on its own bot- tom.' The deceased wished you to fol- low him to the grave, and therefore I would on no account have you absent. Besides, now I think of it, there will be less gossip about this unfortunate busi- ness, if our neighbors see you under my roof, and treated with due consideration there, as you will be." " I do not doubt that, sir, from so manly an adversary ; and I shall do my- self the honor to come." Griffith Gaunt; or, Jealousy. 41 Such was Neville's reply. The rivals then saluted each other profoundly, and parted. Hammersley and Rickards lingered behind their principals to settle their little bet about Kate's affections : and, by the by, they were indiscreet enough to discuss this delicate matter within a dozen yards of Tom Leicester : they forgot that "little pitchers have long Catharine Peyton rode slowly home, and thought it all over as she went, and worried herself finely. She was one that winced at notoriety ; and she could not hope to escape it now. How the gos- sips would talk about her ! they would say the gentlemen had fought about her; , and she had parted them for love of one of them. And then the gentlemen them- selves ! The strict neutrality she had endeavored to maintain on Scutchemsee Nob, in order to make peace, would it not keep them both her suitors ? She foresaw she should be pulled to pieces, and live in hot water, and be " the talk of the county." There were but two ways out : she must marry one of them, and petition the other not to shoot him ; or else she must take tlie veil, and so escape them both. She preferred the latter alternative. She was more enthusiastic in religion than in any earthly thing ; and now the angry passions of men thrust her the same road that her own devout mind had always drawn her. As soon as she got home, she sent a message to Father Francis, who drove her conscience, and begged him to come and advise her. After that she did the wisest thing, perhaps, she had done all day, — went to bed. CHAPTER VII. The sun was just setting when Cath- arine's maid came into her room and told her Father Francis was below. She sent down to say she counted on his sleeping at Peyton Hall, and she would come down to him in half an hour. She then ordered a refection to be prepared for him in her boudoir ; and made her toilet with all reasonable speed, not to keep him waiting. Her face beamed with quiet complacency now, for the holy man's very presence in the house was^a comfort to her. Father Francis was a very stout, mus- cular man, with a ruddy countenance ; he never wore gloves, and you saw at once he was not a gentleman by birth. He had a fine voice : it was deep, mel- low, and, when he chose, sonorous. This, and his person, ample, but not obese, gave him great weight, especially with his female pupils. If he was not quite so much reverenced by the men, yet he was both respected and liked ; in fact, he had qualities that make men welcome in every situation, — good hu- mor, good sense, and tact. A good son of his Church, and early trained to let' no occasion slip of advancing her in- terests. I wish my readers could have seen the meeting between Catharine Peyton and this burly ecclesiastic. She came into the drawing-room with that im- perious air and carriage which had made her so unpopular with her own sex ; and at the bare sight of Father Francis, drooped and bent in a moment as she walked ; and her whole body in- dicated a submissiveness, graceful, but rather abject : it was as if a young poplar should turn to a weeping willow in half a moment. Thus metamor- phosed, the Beauty of Cumberland glided up to Francis, and sank slowly on her knees before him, crossed her hands on her bosom, lowered her lovely head, and awaited his benediction. The father laid two big, coarse hands, with enormous fingers, on that thor- ough-bred head and golden hair, and blessed her business-like. "The hand of less employment hath the daintier sense." — Shakespeare, Father Francis blessed so many of these pretty creatures every week, that he had long outgrown your fine, roman- tic way of blessing a body. (We man- 42 Griffith Gaunt ; or, Jealousy. age these things better in the theatre.) Then he lent her his hand to rise, and asked her in what she required his di- rection at present. "In that which shall decide my whole life," said she. Francis responded by a look of pater- nal interest. "But first," murmured she, "let me confess to you, and obtain absolution, if I may. Ah, Father, my sins have been many since last confession ! " " Be it so," said Father Francis, re- signedly. " Confession is the best pref- ace to Direction." And he seated him- self with a certain change of manner, an easy assumption of authority. " Nay, Father," suggested the lady, " we shall be more private in my room." "As you will. Mistress Catharine Peyton," said the priest, returning to his usual manner. So then the fair penitent led her spiritual judge captive up another flight of stairs, and into her little boudoir. A cheerful wood fire crackled and flamed up the chimney, and a cloth had been laid on a side table : cold turkey and chine graced the board, and a huge glass magnum of purple Burgundy glowed and shone in the rays of the cheery fire. Father Francis felt cosey at the sight ; and at once accepted Kate's invitation to take some nourishment before enter- mg on the labor of listening to the cata- logue of her crimes. " I fasted yester- day," he muttered ; and the zeal with which he attacked the viands rendered the statement highly credible. He invited Kate to join him, but she declined. He returned more than once to the succulent meats, and washed all down with a pint of the fine old Burgundy, perfumed and purple. Meantime she of the la'ity sat looking into the fire with heavenly-minded eyes. At last, with a gentle sigh of content, the ghostly father installed himself in an arm-chair by the fire, and invited his penitent to begin. She took a footstool and brought it to his side, so that, in confessing her blacker vices, she might be able to whis- per them in his very ear. She kneeled on her little footstool, put her hands across her breast, and in this lowly atti- tude murmured softly after this fashion, with a contrite voice : — " I have to accuse myself of many vices. Alas ! in one short fortnight I have accumulated the wickedness of a life. I have committed the seven dead- ly sins. I have been guilty of Pride, Wrath, Envy, Disobedience, Immod- esty, Vanity, Concupiscence, Fibs," " Gently, daughter," said the priest, quietly ; " these terms are too general : give me instances. Let us begin with Wrath : ah ! we are all prone to that." The fair penitent sighed and said, — " Especially me. Example : I was , angry beyond reason with my maid, Ruth. (She does comb my hair so uncouthly ! ) So, then, the other night, when I was in trouble, and most need- ed soothing by being combed womanly, she gets thinking of Harry, that helps in the stable, and she tears away at my hair. I started up and screamed out, ' Oh, you clumsy thing ! go curry-coteib my horse, and send that oaf your head is running on to handle my hair.' And I told her my grandam would have whipped her well for it, but now-a-days mistresses were the only sufferers : we had lost the use of our hands, we are grown so squeamish. And I stamped like a fury, and said, ' Get you gone out of the room ! ' and ' I hated the sight of her ! ' And the poor girl went from me, crying, without a word, being a bet- ter Christian than her mistress. Mea culpa ! mea culpa ! " " Did you slap her ? " " Nay, Father, not so bad as that." " Are you quite sure you did not slap her ? " asked Francis, quietly. " Nay. But I had a mind to. My heart slapped her, if my hand forbore. Alas ! " " Had she hurt you ? " "That she did, — but only my head. I hurt her heart ; for the poor wench loves me dear, — the Lord knows for what." ' Griffith Gaunt; or. Jealousy. 43 " Humph ! — proceed to Pride." "Yes, Father. I do confess that I was greatly puffed up with the praises of men. I was proud of the sorriest things : of jumping a brook, when 't was my horse jumped It, and had jumped it better with a fly on his back than the poor worm Me ; of my good looks, for- getting that God gave them me ; and besides, I am no beauty, when all is done ; it is all their flattery. And at my Lady Munster's dinner I pridefully walked out before Mistress Davies, the rich cheesemonger's wife, that is as proud of her money as I of my old blood, (God forgive two fools ! ) which I had no right to do, — a maid to walk before a wife ; and oh. Father, I whis- pered the gentleman who led me out — it was Mr. Neville " Here the penitent put one hand be- fore her face, and hesitated. " Well, daughter, half-confession is no confession. You said to Mr. Nev- ille ? " "I said,' Nothing comes after cheese.' " This revelation was made most dole- fully. " It was pert and unbecoming," said Father Francis, gravely, though a twin- kle in his. eye showed that he was not so profoundly shocked as his penitent appeared to be. "But go to graver matters. Immodesty, said you? I shall be very sorry, if this is so. You did not use to be immodest." " Well, Father, I hope I have not alto- gether laid aside modesty ; otherwise it would be time for me to die, let alone to confess ; but sure it cannot be modest of me to ride after a gentleman and take him a letter. And then that was not enough : I heard of a duel, — and what did I do but ride to Scutch- emsee Nob, and interfere ? What gen- tlewoman ever was so bold ? I was not their wife, you know, — neither of them's." " Humph ! " said the priest, " I have already heard a whisper of this, — but told to your credit. Beati pacifici : Blessed are the peacemakers. You had better lay that matter before me by and by, as your director. As your confessor, tell me why you accuse yourself of con- cupiscence." " Alas ! " said the young lady, " scarce a day passes that I do not offend in that respect. Example : last Friday, dining abroad, the cooks sent up i. dish of col- lops. O, Father, they smelt so nice ! and I had been a-hunting. First I smelt them, and that I could n't help. But then I forgot custodia oculorum, and I eyed them. And the next thing was, presently — somehow — two of 'em were on my plate." " Very wrong," said Francis ; " but that is a harsher term than I should have applied to this longing of a hungry woman for coUops o' Friday. Pray, what do you understand by that big word ? " " Why, you explained it yourself, in your last sermon. It means ' unruly and inordinate desires.' Example : Edith Hammersley told me I was mad to ride in scarlet, and me so feir and my hair so light. ' Green or purple is your color,' says she ; and soon after this did n't I see in Stanhope town the loveliest piece of purple broadcloth ? O, Father, it had a gloss like velvet, and the sun did so shine on it as it lay in the shop- window ; it was fit for a king or a bishop ; and I stood and gloated on it, and pined for it, and died for it, and down went the Tenth Commandment." "Ah," said Francis, "the hearts of women are set on vanity ! But tpU me, — these unruly affections of yours, are they ever fixed on persons of the other sex ? " The fair sinner reflected. " On gentlemen ? " said she. " Why, they come pestering one of their own accord. No, no, — I could do without them very well. What I sinfully pine for is meat on a Friday as sure as ever the day comes round, and high- couraged horses to ride, and fine clothes to wear every day in the week. Mea culpa ! 7nea culpa ! " Such being the dismal state of things, Francis slyly requested her to leave the seven deadly' sins in peace, and go td her small offences : for he argued, shrewdly enough, that, since her sins 44 Griffith Gaunt; or. Jealousy. were peccadilloes, perhaps some of her peccadilloes might turn out to be sins. " Small ! " cried the culprit, turning red, — " they are none of them small." I really think she was jealous of her reputation as a sinner of high degree. However, she comphed, and, putting up her mouth, murmured a miscellane- ous confession without end. The ac- cents were soft and musical, lilce a bab- bhng brook ; and the sins, such as they were, poor things, rippled on in endless rotation. Now nothing tends more to repose than a purling brook ; and erelong something sonorous let the fair culprit know she had lulled her confessor asleep. She stopped, indignant. But at that he instantly awoke, {sublatd causa, tol- litur effectus,) and addressed her thus, with sudden dignity, — " My daughter, you will fast on Mon- day next, and say two Aves and a Credo. Absolve te." " And now," said he, " as I am a prac- tical man, let us get back from the im- aginary world into the real. Speak to me at present as your director ; and mind, you must be serious now, and call things by their right names." Upon this Kate took a seat, and told her story, and showed him the difficulty she was in. She then reminded him, that, notwith- standing her unfortunate itch for the sev- en deadly sins, she was a good Catholic, a zealous daughter of the Church ; and she let him know her desire to retire from both lovers into a convent, and so, freed from the world and its temp- tations, yield up her soul entire to ce- lestial peace and divine contemplation. " Not so fast," said the priest. " Even zeal is naught without obedience. If you could serve the Church better than by going into a convent, would you be wilful ? " " O, no. Father ! But how can I serve the Church better than by re- nouncing the world ? " " Perhaps by remaining in the world, as she herself does, — and by making converts to the faith. You could hard- ly serve her worse than by going into a convent : for our convents are poor, and you have no means ; you would be a charge. No, daughter, we want no poor nuns ; we have enough of them. If you are, as I think, a true and zeal- ous daughter of the Church, you must marry, and instil the true faith, with all a mother's art, a mother's tenderness, into your children. Then the heir to your husband's estates will be a Cath- olic, and so the true faith get rooted in the soil." " Alas ! " said Catharine, " are we to look but to the worldly interests of the Church } " " They are inseparable from her spir- itual interests here on earth : our souls are not more bound to our bodies." Catharine was deeply mortified. "So the Church rejects me because I am poor,'' said she, with a sigh. "The Church rejects you not, but only the Convent. No place is less fit for you. You have a high spirit, and high religious sentiments : both would be mortified and shocked in a nunnery. Think you that convent-walls can shut out temptation ? I know them better than you : they are strongholds of vanity, folly, tittle-tattle, and all the meanest vices of your sex. Nay, I for- bid you to think of it : show me now your faith by your obedience." " You are harsh to me, Father," said Catharine, piteously. " I am firm. You are one that needs a tight hand. Mistress. Come, now, humility and obedience, these are the Christian graces that best become your youth. Say, can the Church, through me, its minister, count on these from you? or" (suddenly letting loose his diapason ) " did you send for me to ask advice, and yet go your own way, hid- ing a high stomach and a wilful heart under a show of humility ? " Catharme looked at Father Francis with dismay. This was the first time that easy-going priest had shown her how impressive he could be. She was downright frightened, and said she hoped she knew better than to defy her director ; she laid her will at his feet, and Griffith Gaunt; or. Jealousy. 45 would obey him like a child, as was her duty. " Now I know my daughter again," said he, and gave her his horrible paw, the which she kissed very humbly, and that matter was settled to her entire dissatisfaction. Soon after that, they were both sum- moned to supper ; but as they went down, Kate's maid drew her aside and told her a young man wanted to speak to her. " A young man ? " screamed Kate. " Hang young men ! They have got me a fine scolding just now ! Which is it, pray ? " " He is a stranger to me." " Perhaps he comes with a message from some fool. You may bring him to me in the hall, and stay with us : it may be a thief, for aught I know." The maid soon reappeared, followed by Mr. Thomas Leicester. That young worthy had lingered on ScHtchemsee Nob, to extract the last drop of enjoyment from the situation, by setting up his hat at ten paces, and firing the gentlemen's pistols at it. I despair of conveying to any rational reader the satisfaction, keen, though brief, this afforded him ; it was a new sensation : gentlemen's guns he had fired many; but duelling -pistols, not one, till that bright hour. He was now come to remind Catha- rine of his pecuniary claims. Luckily for him, she was one who did not need to be reminded of her promises. " Oh, it is you, child ! " said she. " Well, I '11 be as good as my word." She then dismissed her maid, and went up stairs, and soon returned with two guineas, a crown piece, and three shillings in her hand. " There," said she, smiling, " I am sorry for you, but that is all the money I have in the world." The boy's eyes glittered at sight of the coin : he rammed the silver into his pocket with hungry rapidity ; but he shook his head about the gold. " I 'm afeard o' these," said he, and eyed them mistrustfully in his palm. "These be the friends that get you your throat cut o' dark nights. Mis- tress, please you keep 'em for me, and let me have a shilling now and then when I 'm dry." " Nay," said Kate, " but are you not afraid I shall spend your money, now I have none left of my own ? " Tom seemed quite struck with the reasonableness of this observation, and hesitated. However, he concluded to risk it. " You don't look one of the sort to wrong a poor fellow," said he; "and besides, you '11 have brass to spare of your own before long, I know." Kate opened her eyes. " Oh, indeed ! " said she ; " and pfay, how do you know that ? " Mr. Leicester favored her with a knowing wink. He gave her a moment to digest this, and then said, almost in a whisper, — " Hearkened the gentlefolks on Scutch- emsee Nob, after you was gone home, Mistress." Kate was annoyed. " What ! they must be prating as soon as one's back is turned 1 Talk of women's tongues ! Now what did they say, I should like to know ? " " It was about the bet, ye know." "A bet? Oh, that is no affair of mine." " Ay, but it is. Why, 't was you they were betting on. Seems that old soger and Squire Hammersley had laid three guineas to one that you should let out which was your fancy of them two." Kate's cheeks were red as fire now ; but her delicacy overpowered her curi- osity, and she would not put any more questions. To be sure, young Hopeful needed none ; he was naturally a chat- terbox, and he proceeded to tell her, that, as soon as ever she was gone, Squire Hammersley took a guinea and offered it to the old soldier, and told him he had won, and the old soldier pocketed it. But after that, somehow. Squire Hammersley let drop that Mr. Neville was the favorite. "Then," continued Mr. Leicester, " what does the old soger do, but pull out guinea again, and says he, — 46 Griffith Gaunt ; or, Jealousy. " ' You must have this back ; bet is not won ; for you do think 't is Neville ; now I do think 't is Gaunt.' " So then they fell to argufying and talking a lot o' stuff" " No doubt, the insolent meddlers ! Can you remember any of their non- sense ? — not that it is worth remember- ing, I '11 be bound." " Let me see. Well, Squire Ham- mersley, he said you owned to dream- ing of Squire Neville, — and that was a sign of love, said he ; and, besides, you sided with him against t' other. But the old soger, he said you called Squire Gaunt ' Griffith ' ; and he built on that. Oh, and a said you changed the horses back to please our Squire. Says he, — " ' You must look to what the lady did ; never heed what she said. Why, their sweet lips was only made to kiss us, and deceive us,' says that there old soger." " I '11 — I 'U And what did you say, Sir ? — for I suppose your tongue was not idle." " Oh, me ? I never let 'em know I was hearkening, or they 'd have 'greed in a moment for to give me a hiding. Be- sides, I had no need to cudgel my brains ; I 'd only to ask you plump. You '11 tell me, I know. Which is it. Mistress ? I 'm for Gaunt, you know, in course. Alack, Mistress," gabbled this voluble youth, " sure you won't be so hard as sack my Squire, and him got a bullet in his carcass, for love of you, this day." Kate started, and looked at him in surprise. " Oh," said she, "a bullet ! 'Did they fight again the moment they saw my back was turned ? The cowards ! " And she began to tremble. " No, no," said Tom ; " that was done before ever you came up. Don't ye remember that single shot while we were climbing the Nob ? Well, 't was Squire Gaunt got it in the arm that time." " Oh ! " " But I say, was n't our man game ? Never let out he was hit while you was there ; but as soon as ever you was gone, they cut the bullet out of hira, and I seen it." "Ah! — ah!" " Doctor takes out his knife, — pre- cious sharp and shiny 't was I — cuts into his arm with no more ado than if he was carving a pullet, — out squirts the blood, a good un." " Oh, no more ! no more ! You cruel boy ! how could you bear to look ? " And Kate hid her own face with both hands. " Why, 't was n't my skin as was cut into. Squire Gaunt, he never hollered ; a winced, though, and ground his teeth ; but 't was over in a minute, and the bullet in his hand. "'That is for my wife,' says he, 'if ever I have one,' — and puts it in his pocket. " Why, Mistress, you be as white as your smock ! " " No, no ! Did he faint, poor soul ? " " Not he ! What was there to faint about ? " " Then why do I feel so sick, even to hear of it?" " Because you ha'n't got no stom- ach," said the boy, contemptuously. "Your courage is skin-deep, I 'm think- ing. However, I 'm glad you feel for our Squire, about the bullet ; so now I hope you will wed with ^zV/z, and sack Squire Neville. Then you and I shall be kind o' kin : Squire Gaunt's feyther was my feyther. That makes you stare; Mistress. Why, all the folk do know it. Look at this here little mole on my forehead. Squire Gaunt have got the fellow to that." At this crisis of his argument he sud- denly caught a ghmpse of his personal interest ; instantly he ceased his advo- cacy of Squire Gaunt, and became lu- dicrously impartial. " Well, Mistress ; wed whichever you like," said he, with sublime indifference ; "only whichever you tfo wed, prithee speak a word to the gentleman, and get me to be his gamekeeper. I 'd liever be your goodman's gamekeeper than king of England." He was proceeding with vast volubil- Griffith Gaunt ; or, Jealousy. 47 ity to enumerate his qualifications for that confidential post, when the lady cut him short, and told him to go and get his supper in the kitchen, for she was wanted elsewhere. He made a scrape, and clattered away with his hobnailed shoes. Kate went to the hall window and opened it, and let the cold air blow over her face. Her heart was touched, and her bos- om filled with pity for her old sweet- heart. How hard she had been ! She had sided with Neville against the wounded man. And she thought how sadly and patiently he had submitted to her de- cision, — and a bullet in his poor arm all the time. -The gentle bosom heaved, and heav- ed, and the tears began to run. She entered the dining-room timidly, expecting some comment on her discour- teous absence. Instead of that, both her father and her director rose respect- fully, and received her with kind and affectionate looks. They then pressed heir to eat this and that, and were re- markably attentive and kind. She could see that she was deep in their good books. This pleased her ; but she watched quietly, after the manner of her sex, to learn what it was all about. Nor was she left long in the dark. Remarks were made that hit her, though they were none of them addressed to her. Father Francis delivered quite a lit- tle homily on Obedience, and said how happy a thing it was, when zeal, a virtue none too common in these degenerate days, was found tempered by humility, and subservient to ghostly counsel and authority. Mr. Peyton dealt in no general topics of that kind ; his discourse was secu- lar :, it ran upon Neville's Cross, Nev- ille's Court, and the Baronetcy; and he showed Francis how and why this title rnust sooner or later come to George Neville and the heirs of his body. Francis joined in this topic for a while, but speedily diverged into what might be called a collateral theme. He described to Kate a delightful spot on the Neville estate, where a nunnery might be built and endowed by any good Catholic lady having zeal, and influence with the owner of the estate, and with the lord-lieutenant of the county. " It is three parts an island, (for the river Wey curls round it lovingly,) but backed by wooded slopes that keep off the north and east winds : a hidden and balmy place, such as the forefathers- of the Church did use to choose for their rustic abbeys, whose ruins still survive to remind us of the pious and glorious days gone by. Trout and salmon come swimming to the door ; hawthorn and woodbine are as rife there as weeds be in some parts ; two broad oaks stand on turf like velvet, and ring with song- birds. A spot by nature sweet, calm, and holy, — good for pious exercises and heavenly contemplation : there, me- thinks, if it be God's will I should see, old age, I would love to end my own days, at peace with Heaven and witli all mankind." Kate was much moved by this pic- ture, and her clasped hands and glis- tening eyes showed the glory and de- light it would be to her to build a con- vent on so lovely a spot. But her words were vague. " How sweet ! how sweet ! " was all she committed herself to. For, after what Tom Leicester had just told her, she hardly knew what to say or what to think or what to do ; she felt she had become a mere puppet, first drawn one way, then another. One thing appeared pretty clear to her now : Father Francis did not mean her to choose between her two lovers ; he was good enough to relieve her of that difficulty by choosing for her. She was to marry Neville. She retired to rest directly after sup- per ; for she was thoroughly worn out. And the moment she rose to go, her father bounced up, and lighted the bed- candle for her with novel fervor, and kissed her on the cheek, and said in her ear, — " Good night, my Lady Neville ! " 48 Griffith Gaunt; or, Jealousy. CHAPTER VIII. What with the day's excitement, and a sweet secluded convent in her soul, and a bullet in her bosom, and a ringing in her ear, that sounded mighty like " Lady Neville ! Lady Neville ! Lady Neville ! " Kate spent a restless night, and woke with a bad headache. She sent her maid to excuse her, on this score, from going to Bolton Hall. But she was informed, in reply, that the carriage had been got ready expressly for her ; so she must be good enough to shake off disease and go ; the air would do her a deal more good than lying abed. Thereupon she dressed herself in her black silk gown, and came down, look- ing pale and languid, but still quite love- ly enough to discharge what in this age of cant I suppose we should call " her mission " : videlicet^ to set honest men by the ears. At half past eight o'clock the carriage came round to the front door. Its body all glorious with the Peyton armorials and with patches of rusty gilding, swung exce^cUjJgly loose on long leathern straps instead of springs ; and the fore- wheels were a inile from the hind-wheels, more or less. A pretentious and horrible en- gine ; drawn by four horses ; only two of them being ponies impaired the sym- metry and majestic beauty of the pag- eant. Old Joe drove the wheelers ; his boy rode the leaders, and every now and then got off and kicked them in the pits of their stomachs, or pierced them with hedge-stakes, to rouse their mettle. Thus encouraged and stimulated, they effected an average of four miles and a half per hour, notwithstanding the snow, and reached Bolton just in time. At the lodge, Francis got out, and lay in am- bush, — but only for a time. He did not think it orthodox to be present at a religious ceremony of his Protestant friends, — nor common-sense-o-dox to turn his back upon their dinner. The carriage drew up at the hall-door. It was wide open, and the hall lined with servants, male and female, in black. In the midst, between these two rows, stood Griffith Gaunt, bareheaded, to welcome the guests. His arm was in a sling. He had received all the others in the middle of the hall ; but he came to the thresh- old to meet Kate and her father. He bowed low and respectfully, then gave his left hand to Kate to conduct her, after the formal fashion of the day. The sight of his arm in a sling startled and affected her ; and with him giving her his hand almost at the same moment, she pressed it, or indeed squeezed it nervously, and it was in her heart to say something kind and womanly : but her father was close behind, and she was afraid of saying something too kind, if she said anything at all ; so Griffith only got a little gentle nervous pinch. But that was more than he expected, and sent a thrill of delight through him ; his brown eyes replied with a volume, and holding her hand up in the air as high as her ear, and keeping at an incredible distance, he led her solemnly to a room where the other ladies were, and left her there with a profound bow. The Peytons were nearly the last per- sons expected ; and soon after their arri- val the funeral procession formed. This part was entirely arranged by the under- taker. The monstrous custom of forbid- ding ladies to follow their dead had not yet occurred even to the idiots of the na- tion, and Mr. Peyton and his daughter were placed in the second carriage. The first contained Griffith Gaunt alone, as head mourner. But the Peytons were not alone : no other relation of the de- ceased being present, the undertaker put Mr. Neville with the Peytons, be- cause he was heir to a baronetcy. Kate was much startled, and aston- ished to see him come out into the hall. But when he entered the carriage, she welcomed him wannly. " Oh, I am so glad to see you here ! " said she. " Guess by that what my delight at meeting you must be," said he. She blushed and turned it off. " I mean, that your coming here gives me good hopes there will be no more mischief." She then lowered her voice, and beg- Griffith Gaunt; or, Jealousy. 49 ged him on no account to tell her papa, of her ride to Scutchemsee Nob. " Not a word," said George. He knew the advantage of sharing a secret with a fair lady. He proceeded to whisper something very warm in her ear : she listened to some of it ; but then remonstrated, and said, — " Are you not ashamed to go on so at a funeral ? Oh, do, pray, leave com- pliments a moment, and think of your latter end." He took this suggestion, as indeed he did everything from her, in good part ; and composed his visage into a decent gravity. Soon after this they reached the church, and buried the deceased in his family vault. People who are not bereaved by the death are always inclined to chatter. Coming home from a funeral. Kate now talked to Neville of her own accord, and asked him if he had spoken to his host. He said yes, and, more than that, had come to a clear understand- ing with him. " We agreed that it was no use fight- ing for you. I said, if either of us two was to kill the other, it did not follow you would wed the survivor." " Me wed the wretch ! " said Kate. " I should abhor him, and go into a con- vent in spite of you all, and end my days praying for the murdered man's soul." " Neither of us is worth all that," suggested Neville, with an accent of conviction. " That is certain," replied the lady, dryly ; " so please not to do it." He bade her set her mind at ease : they had both agreed to try and win her by peaceful arts. " Then a pretty life mine will be ! " "Well, I think it will, till you de- cide." " I could easily decide, if it were not for giving pain to — somebody." " Oh, you can't help that. My sweet inistress, you are not the first that has had to choose between two' worthy men. For, in sooth, I have nothing to say against my rival, neither. I know him 4 better than I did : he is a very worthy gentleman, though he is damnably in my way." " And you are a very noble one to say so." " And you are one of those that make a man noble : I feel that petty arts are not the way to win you, and I scorn them. Sweet Mistress Kate, I adore you ! You are the best and noblest, as well as the loveliest of women ! " " Oh, hush, Mr. Neville ! I am a crea- ture of clay, — and you are another,— and both of us coming home from a funeral. Do think of thaV Here they were interrupted by Mr. Peyton asking Kate to lend him a shil- ling for the groom. Kate replied aloud that she had left her purse at home, then whispered in his ear that she had not a shilling in the world : and this was strictly true ; for her little all was Tom Leicester's now. With this they reached the Hall, and the coy Kate gave both •Neville and Gaunt the slip, and got amongst her mates. There her tongue went as fast as her neighbors', though she had just come back from a funeral. But soon the ladies and gentlemen were all invited to the reading of the will. And now chance, which had hitherto befriended Neville by throwing him into one carriage with Kate, gave Gaunt a turn. He found her a moment alone and near the embrasure of a window. He seized the opportunity, and asked her, might he say a word in her ear ? " What a question ! " said she, gayly ; and the next moment they had the em- brasure to themselves. " Kate," said he, hurriedly, " in a few minutes, I suppose, I shall be master of this place. Now you told me once you would rather be an abbess or a nun than marry me." " Did I ? " said Kate. « What a sen- sible speech ! But the worst of it is, I 'm never in the same mind long." « Well," replied Griffith, " I think of all that falls from your lips, and your will is mine ; only for pity's sake do not wed any man but me. You have known me so long ; why, you know the worst 50 Griffith Gaunt; or, Jealousy, of me by this time : and you have only seen the outside oihim." " Detraction ! is that what you want- ed to say to me ? " aslced Kate, freezing suddenly. " Nay, nay ; it was about the abbey. I find you can be an abbess without go- ing and shutting yourself up and break- ing one's heart. The way is, you build a convent in Ireland, and endow it ; and then you send a nun over to govern it under you. Bless your heart, you can do anything with money; and I shall have money enough before the day is over. To be sure, I did intend to build a kennel and keep harriers, and you know that costs a good penny : but we could n't manage a kennel and an ab- bey too ; so now down goes the Eng- lish kennel, and up goes the Irish ab- bey." " But you are a Protestant gentle- man. You could not found a nunnery.'' "But my wife could. Whose busi- ness is it what she does with her mon- ey?" " With your money, you mean." " Nay, with hers, when I give it her with all my heart." "Well, you astonish me," said Kate, thoughtfully. " Tell me, now, who put it into your head to bribe a poor girl in this abominable way ? " " Who put it in my head ? " said Grif- fith, looking rather puzzled ; " why, I suppose my heart put it in my head." Kate smiled very sweetly at this an- swer, and a wild hope thrilled through Griffith that perhaps she might be brought to terms. But at this crisis the lawyer from London was announced, and Griffith, as master of the house, was obliged to seat the company. He looked bitterly dis- appointed at the interruption, but put a good face on it, and had more chairs in, and saw them all seated, beginning with Kate and the other ladies. The room was spacious, and the en- tire company sat in the form of a horse- shoe. The London solicitor was introduced by Griffith, and bowed in a short, busi- ness-like way, seated himself in the horse-shoe aforesaid, and began to read the will aloud. It was a lengthy document, and there is nothing to be gained by repeating every line of it. I pick* out a clause here and there. " I, Septimus Charlton, of Hernshaw Castle and Bolton Grange, in the County of Cumberland, Esquire, being of sound mind, memory^.,_and understanding, — thanks be to God, — do make this my last will and testament, as follows : — " First, I commit my soul to God who gave it, and my body to the earth from which it came. I desire my executors to discharge my funeral and testament- ary expenses, my just debts, and the legacies hereinafter bequeathed, out of my personal estate." Then followed several legacies of fifty and one hundred guineas ; then sev- eral small legacies, such as the follow- ing : — " To my friend Edward Peyton, of Peyton Hall, Esquire, ten guineas to buy a mourning ring. " To the worshipful gentlemen and ladies who shall follow my body to the grave, ten guineas each, to buy a mourn- ing ring." " To my wife's cousin, Griffith Gaunt, I give and bequeath the sum of two thousand pounds, the same to be paid to him within one calender month from the date of my decease. " And as to all ray messuages, or ten- ements, farms, lands, hereditaments, and real estate, of what nature or what kind soever, and wheresoever situate, together with all my moneys, mortgages, chattels, furniture, plate, pictures, wine, liquors, horses, caixiages, stock, and all the rest, residue, and remainder of my personal estate and effects whatsoever, (after the payment of the debts and leg- acies hereinbefore mentioned,) I give, devise, and bequeath the same to my cousin, Catharine Peyton, daughter of Edward Peyton, Esquire, of Peyton Hall, in the County of Cumberland, her heirs, executors, administrators, and as- signs, forever." When the lawyer read out this unex- Griffith Gaunt ; or, yealousy. 51 pectecl blow, the whole company turned in their seats and looked amazed at her who in a second and a sentence was turned before their eyes from the poor- est girl in Cumberland to an heiress in her own right, and proprietor of the house they sat in, the chairs they sat on, and the lawn they looked out at. Ay, we turn to the rising sun. Very few looked at Griffith Gaunt to see how he took his mistress's good fortune, that was his calamity ; yet his face was a book full of strange matter. At first a flash of loving joy crossed his counte- nance ; but this gave way immediately to a haggard look, and that to a glare of despair. As for the lady, she cast one depre- cating glance, swifter than lightning, at him she had disinherited, and then she turned her face to marble. In vain did curious looks explore her to detect the delight such a stroke of fortune would have given to themselves. Faulty, but, great of soul, and on her guard against the piercing eyes of her own sex, she sat sedate, and received her change of fortune with every appearance of cool composure and exalted indifference ; and as for her dreamy eyes, they seemed thinking of heaven, or something almost as many miles away from money and land. But the lawyer had not stopped a moment to see how people took it ; he hadgone steadily on through the usual formal clauses ; and now he brought his monotonous voice to an end, and added, in the same breath, but in a nat- ural and cheerful tone, — " Madam, I wish you joy." This operated hke a signal. The company exploded in a body ; and then they all came about the heiress, and congratulated her in turn. She curtsied politely, though somewhat coldly, but said not a word in reply, till the disap- pointed one spoke to her. He hung back at first. To under- stand his feelings, it must be remem- bered, that in his view of things, Kate gained nothing by this bequest, com- pared with what he lost. As his wife, she would have been mistress of Bolton Hall, etc. But now she was placed too far above him. Sick at heart, he stood aloof while they all paid their court to her. But by and by he felt it would look base and hostile, if he alone said nothing ; so he came forward, strug- gling visibly for composure and manly fortitude. The situation was piquant ; and the ladies' tongues stopped in a moment, and they were all eyes and ears. CHAPTER IX. Griffith, with an effort he had not the skill to hide, stammered out, " Mis- tress Kate, I do wish you joy." Then, with sudden and touching earnestness, " Never did good fortune hght on one so worthy of it." " Thank you, Griffith," replied Kate, softly. (She had called him "Mr. Gaunt " in public till now.) " But mon- ey and lands do not always bring con- tent. I think I was happier a minute ago than I feel now," said she, quietly. The blood rushed into Griffith's face at this ; for a minute ago might mean when he and she were talking almost like lovers about to wed. He was so overcome by this, he turned on his heel, and retreated hastily to hide his emo- tion, and regain, if possible, composure to play his part of host in the house that was his no longer. Kate herself soon after retired, nom- inally to make her toilet before dinner ; but really to escape the public and think it all over. The news of her advancement had spread like wildfire ; she was waylaid at the very door by the housekeeper, who insisted on showing her her house. " Nay, never mind the house," said Kate ; "just show me one room where I can wash my face and do my hair." Mrs. Hill conducted her to the best bedroom ; it was lined with tapestry, and all the colors flown ; the curtains were a deadish jellow. " Lud ! here 's a colored room to show me into," said the blonde Kate ; " and a black grate, too. Why not take m« 52 Griffith Gaunt; or, Jealousy. out o' doors and bid me wash in the snow ? " " Alack, mistress," said the woman, feeling very uneasy, "we had no or- ders from Mr. Gaunt to light fires up stairs." " O, if you wait for gentlemen's or- ders to make your house fit to live in ! You knew there were a dozen ladies coming, yet you were not woman enough to light them fires. Come, take me to your own bedroom." The woman turned red. " Mine is but a small room, my lady," she stam- mered. " But there 's a fire in it," said Kate, spitefully. " You servants don't wait for gentlemen's orders, to take care of yourselves." Mrs. Hill said to herself, "1 'm to leave ; that 's flat." However, she led the way down a passage, and opened the door of a pleasant httle room in a square turret ; a large bay window oc- cupied one whole side of the room, and made it inexpressibly bright and cheer- ful, though rather hot and stuffy ; a clear coal fire burned in the grate. " Ah ! " said Kate, " how nice ! Please open those little windows, every one. I suppose you have sworn never to let wholesome air into a room. Thank you : now go and forget every cross word I have said to you, — I am out of sorts, and nervous, and irritable. There, run away, my good soul, and light fires in every room ; and don't you let a crea- ture come near me, or you and I shall quarrel downright." Mrs. Hill beat a hasty retreat. Kate locked the door and threw herself back- wards on the bed, with such a weary recklessness and abandon as if she was throwing herself into the sea, to end all her trouble, — and burst out crying. It was one thing to refuse to marry her old sweetheart ; it was another to take his property and reduce him to poverty. But here was she doing both, and going to be persuaded to marry Neville, and swell his wealth with the very possessions .she had taken from Griffith ; and him wounded into the bar- gain for love of her. It was really top, cruel. It was an accumulation of dif- ferent cruelties. Her bosom revolted ; she was agitated, perplexed, irritated, unhappy, and all in a tumult ; and al- though she had but one fit of crying, — to the naked eye, — yet a person of her own sex would have seen that at one moment she was crying from agi- tated nerves, at another from worry, and at the next from pity, and then from grief. In short, she had a good long, hearty, multiform cry ; and it relieved her swell- ing heart, so far that she felt able to go down now, and hide her feelings, one and all, from friend and foe ; to do which was unfortunately a part of her nature. She rose and plunged her face into cold water, and then smoothed her hair. Now, as she stood at the glass, two familiar voices came in through the open window, and arrested her atten- tion directly. It was her father con- versing with Griffith Gaunt. Kate pricked up her quick ears and lis- tened, with her back hair in her hand. She caught the substance of their talk, only now and then she missed a word or two. Mr. Pe)'ton was speaking rather kindly to Griffith, and telling him he was as sorry for his disappointment as any father could be whose daughter had just come into a fortune. But then he went on and rather spoiled this by asking Griffith bluntly what on earth had ever made him think Mr. Charlton intended to leave him Bolton and Hern- shaw. Griffith replied, with manifest agita- tion, that Mr. Charlton had repeatedly told him he was to be his heir. " Not," said Griffith, "that he meant to wrong Mistress Kate, neither : poor old man, he always thought she and I should be one." " Ah ! well," said Squire Peyton, coolly, " there is an end of all that now." At this observation Kate glided to the window, and laid her cheek on the sill to listea more closely. Griffith Gaunt; or, Jealousy. 53 But Griffith made no reply. Mr. Peyton seemed dissatisfied at his silence, and being a person who, not- withstanding a certain superficial good- nature, saw his own side of a question very big, and his neighbor's very little, he was harder than perhaps he intended to be. " Why, Master Gaunt," said he, " sure- ly you would not follow my daughter now, — to feed upon a woman's bread. Come, be a man ; and, if you are the girl's friend, don't stand in her light. You know she can wed your betters, and clap Bolton Hall on to Neville's Court. No doubt it is a disappoint- ment to you . but what can't be cured must be endured ; pluck up a bit of courage, and turn your heart another way ; and then I shall always be a good friend to you, and my doors open to you come when you will." Griffith made no reply. Kate strained her ears, but could not hear a syllable. A tremor ran through her. She was in distance farther from Griffith than her father was ; but superior intelligence provided her with a bridge from her window to her old servant's mind. And now she felt that this great silence was the silence of despair. But the Squire pressed him for a definite answer, and finally insisted on one. " Come, don't be so sulky," said he ; "I 'm her father : give me an an- swer, ay or no." Then Kate heard a violent sigh, and out rushed a torrent of words that each seemed tinged with blood from the un- fortunate speaker's heart. " Old man," he almost shrieked, "what did I ever do to you, that you torment me so ? Sure you were born without bowels. Beggared but an hour agone, and now you must come and tell me I have lost her by losing house and lands ! D'ye think I need to be told it ? She was too far above me before, and now she is gone quite out of my reach. But why come and fling it in my face ? Can't you give a poor, undone man one hour to draw his breath in trouble ? And when you know I have got to play the host this bitter day, and smile, and smirk, and make you all merry, with my heart breaking ! O Christ, look down and pity me, for men are made of stone ! Well, then, no ; I will not, I cannot say the word to give her up. She will dis- charge me, and then I '11 fly the country and never trouble you more. And to think that one little hour ago she was so kind, and I was so happy ! Ah, sir, if you were born of a woman, have a little pity, and don't speak to me of her at all, one way or other. What are you afraid of? I am a gentleman and a man, though sore my trouble : I shall not run after the lady of Bolton Hall. Why, sir, I have ordered the servants to set her chair in the middle of the table, where I shall not be able to speak to her, or even see her. Indeed I dare not look at her : for I must be merry. Merry ! My arm it worries me, my head it aches, my heart is sick to death. Man ! man ! show me some little grace, and do not torture me more than flesh and blood can bear." " You are mad, young sir," said the Squire, sternly, " and want locking up on bread and water for a month." " I am almost mad," said Griffith, humbly. " But if you would only let me alone, and not tear my heart out of my body, I could hide my agony from the whole pack of ye, and go through my part like a man. I wish I was lying where I laid my only friend this afternoon." " O, I don't want to speak to you," said Peyton, angrily; "and, by the same token, don't you speak to my daughter no more." " Well, sir, if she speaks to me, I shall be sure to speak to her, without asking your leave or any man's. But I will not force myself upon the lady of Bolton Hall ; don't you think it. Only for God's sake let me alone. I want to be by myself." And with this he hurried away, unable to bear it any more. Peyton gave a hostile and contemp- tuous snort, and also turned on his heel, and went off in the opposite di- rection. The effect of this dialogue on the 54 Griffith Gaunt; or, Jealousy. listenei was not to melt, but exasper- ate her. Perhaps she had just cried away her stock of tenderness. At any rate, she rose from her ambush a very basilisk ; her eyes, usually so languid, flashed fire, and her forehead was red with indignation. She bit her lip, and clenched her hands, and her little foot beat the ground swiftly. She was still in this state when a timid tap came to the door, and Mrs. Hill asked her pardon, but dinner was ready, and the ladies and gentlemen all a waiting for her to sit down. This reminded Kate she was the mistress of the house. She answered civilly she would be down immediately. She then took a last look in the glass ; and her own face startled her. " No," she thought, " they shall none of them know nor guess what I feel." And she stood before the glass and deliberately extracted all emotion fi-om her countenance, and by way of prep- aration screwed on a spiteful smile. When she had got her face to her mind, she went down stairs. The gentlemen awaited her with im- patience, the ladies with curiosity, to see how she would comport herself in her new situation. She entered, made a formal courtesy, and was conducted to her seat by Mr. Gaunt. He placed her in the middle of the table. " I play the host for this one day," said he, with some dignity ; and took the bottom of the table himself Mr. Hammersley was to have sat on Kate's left, but the sly Neville per- suaded him to change, and so got next to his inamorata : opposite to her sat her father, Major Rickards, and others unknown to fame. Neville was in high spirits. He had the good taste to try and hide his satis- faction at the fatal blow his rival had received, and he entirely avoided the topic ; but Kate saw at once, by his demure complacency, he was delighted at the turn things had taken, and he gained nothing by it : he found her a changed girl. Cold monosyllables were all he could extract from her. He re- turned to the charge a hundred times, with indomitable gallantry, but it was no use. Cold, haughty, sullen ! Her other neighbor fared little bet- ter ; and in short the lady of the house made a vile impression. She was an iceberg, — a beautiful kill-joy, — a wet blanket of charming texture. And presently Nature began to co- operate with her : long before sunset it grew prodigiously dark ; and the cause was soon revealed by a fall of snow in flakes as large as a biscuit. A shiver ran through the people ; and old Pey- ton blurted out, " I shall not go home to-night." Then he bawled across the table to his daughter: "You are at home. We will stay and take posses- sion." " O papa ! " said Kate, reddening with disgust. But if dulness reigned around the la- dy of the house, it was not so every- where. Loud bursts of merriment were heard at the bottom of the table. Kate glanced that way in some surprise, and found it was Griffith making the com- pany merry, ^- Griffith of aU people. The laughter broke out at short inter- vals, and by and by became uproarious and constant. At last she looked at Neville inquiringly. " Our worthy host is setting us an example of conviviality," said he. " He is getting drunk." " O, I hope not," said Kate. " Has he no friend to tell him not to make a fool of himself ? " " You take a great interest in him," said Neville, bitterly. " Of course I do. Pray, do you de- sert your friends when iU luck 'falls on them ? " " Nay, Mistress Kate, I hope not." " You only triumph over the misfor- tunes of your enemies, eh ? " said the stinging beauty. " Not even that. And as for Mr. Gaunt, I am not his enemy." " O no, of course not. You are his best friend. Witness his arm at this moment." " I am his rival, but not his enemy. I '11 give you a proof." Then he low- ered his voice, and said in her ear : Griffith Gaunt ; or, Jealousy^ 55 " You are grieved at his losing Bolton ; and, as you are very generous and no- ble-minded, you are all the more grieved because his loss is your gain." (Kate blushed at this shrewd hit.) Neville went on : " You don't like him well enough to marry him ; and since you cannot make him happy, it hurts your good heart to make him poor." " It is you for reading a lady's heart," said Kate, ironically. George proceeded steadily. " I '11 show you an easy way out of this di- lemma." " Thank you,'' said Kate, rather in- solently. " Give Mr. Gaunt Bolton and Hern- shaw, and give me — ■ your hand." Kate turned and looked at him with surprise ; she saw by his eye it was no jest. For all that, she affected to take it as one. " That would be long and short division," said she ; but her voice faltered in saying it. " So it would," replied George, cool- ly ; " for Bolton and Hernshaw both are not worth one finger of that hand I ask of you. But the value of things lies in "the mind that weighs 'em. Mr. Gaunt, you see, values Bolton and Hernshaw very highly ; why, he is in despair at losing them. Look at him ; he is get- ting rid of his reason before your very eyes, to drown his disappointment." " Ah ! oh ! that is it, is it ? " And, strange to say, she looked rather re- lieved. " That is it, believe me : it is a way we men have. But, as I was saying, / don't care one straw for Bolton and Hernshaw. It \5y0u I love, — not your land nor your house, but your sweet self; so give me that, and let the law- yers make over this famous house and lands to Mr. Gaunt. His antagonist I have been in the field, and his rival I am and must be, but not his enemy, you see, and not his ill-wisher." Kate was softened a little. " This is all mighty romantic," said she, " and very like a preux chevalier, as you are ; but you know very well he would fling land and house in your face, if you of- fered them him on these terms." " Ay, in my face, if I offered them ; but not in yours, if you." " I am sure he would, all the same." " Try him." " What is the use ? " " Try him." Kate showed symptoms of uneasi- ness. "Well, I will," said she, stoutly. " No, that I will not. You begin by bribing me ; and then you would set me to bribe him." " It is the only way to make two hon- est men happy." "If I thought that — " "You know it. Try him." " And suppose he says nay ? " " Then we shall be no worse than we are." " And suppose he says ay ? " " Then he will wed Bolton Hall and Hernshaw, and the pearl of England will wed me." " I have a great mind to take you at your word," said Kate ; " but no ; it is really too indelicate." ' George Neville fixed his eyes on her. "Are you not deceiving yourself?" said he. " Do you ndt like Mr. Gaunt better than you think ? I begin to fear you dare not put him to this test : you fear his love would not stand it ? " Kate colored high, and tossed her head proudly. " How shrewd you gen- tlemen are ! " she said. " Much you know of a lady's heart. Now the truth is, I don't know what might not happen were I to do what you bid me. Nay, I 'm wiser than you would have me ; and I '11 pity Mr. Gaunt at a safe dis- tance, if you please, sir." Neville bowed gravely. He felt sure this was a plausible evasion, and that she' really was afraid to apply his test to his rival's love. > So now, for the first time, he became silent and reserved by her side. The change was noticed by Father Francis, and he fixed a grave, remonstrating glance on Kate. She received it, un- derstood it, affected not to notice it, and acted upon it. Drive a donkey too hard, it kicks. Drive a man too hard, it hits. Drive a woman too hard, it cajoles. 56 Griffith Gaunt; or, Jealeui^. Now amongst them they had driven Kate Peyton too hard ; so she secretly formed a bold resolution ; and, this done, her whole manner changed for the better. She turned to Neville, and flattered and fascinated him. The most feline of her sex could scarcely equal her calinerie on this occasion. But she did not confine her fascination to him. She broke out, /r(7 bono publico, like the sun in April, with quips and cranks and dimpled smiles, and made everybody near her quite forget her late hauteur and coldness, and bask in this sunny, sweet hostess. When the charm was at its height, the siren cast a seeming merry glance at Griffith, and said to a lady opposite, " Methinks some of the gentlemen will be glad to be rid of us," and so carried the ladies off to the drawing-room. There her first act was to dismiss her smiles without ceremony ; and her sec- ond was to sit down and write four lines to the gentleman at the head of the dining-table. And he was as drunk as a fiddler. CHAPTER X. Griffith's friends laughed heartily with him while he was getting drunk ; and when he had got drunk, they laughed still louder, only at him. They " knocked him down " for a song ; and he sang a rather Anacreon- tic one very melodiously, and so loud that certain of the servants, listening outside, derived great delectation from it ; and Neville applauded ironically. Soon after, they "knocked him down " for a story ; and as it requires more brains to tell a story than to sing a song, the poor butt made an ass of him- self. He maundered and wandered, and stopped, and went on, and lost one thread and took up another, and got into a' perfect maze. And while he was thus entangled, a servant came in and brought him a note, and put it in his hand. The unhappy narrator received it with a sapient nod, but was too polite, or else too stupid, to open it, so closed his fingers on it, and went maundering on till his story trickled into the sand of the desert, and somehow ceased ; for it could not be said to end, being a thing without head or tail. He sat down amidst derisive cheers. About five minutes afterwards, in some intermittent flash of reason, he found he had got hold of something. He opened his hand, and lo, a note ! On this he chuckled unreasonably, and dis- tributed sage, cunning winks around, as if he, by special ingenuity, had caught a nightingale, or the like ; then, with sudden hauteur and gravity, proceeded to examine his prize. But he knew the handwriting at once ; and it gave him a galvanic shock that half sobered him for the moment. He opened the note, and spelled it with great difficulty. It was beautifully written, in long, clear letters ; but then those letters kept dancing so ! " I much desire to speak to you be- fore 't is too late, but can think of no way save one. I lie in the turreted room : come under my window at nine of the clock ; and prithee come sober, if you respect yourself, or " Kate." Griffith put the note in his pocket, and tried to think ; but he could not think to much purpose. Then this made him suspect he was drunk. Then he tried to be sober ; but he found he could not. He sat in a sort of stupid agony, with Love and Drink battling for his brain. It was piteous to see the poor fool's struggles to regain the rea- son he had so madly parted with. He could not do it ; and when he found that, he took up a finger-glass, and gravely poured the contents upon his head. At this there was a burst of laughter. This irritated' Mr. Gaunt ; and, with that rapid change of sentiments which marks the sober savage and the drunk- en European, he offered to fight a gen- tleman he had been hitherto holding up to the company as his best friend. But his best friend (a very distant acquaint- unpim Uaunt ; or, Jealousy, 57 ance) was by this time as tipsy as him- self, and offered a piteous disclaimer, mingled with tears ; and these maudlin drops so affected GriflSth that he flung his one available arm round his best friend's head, and wept in turn ; and down went both their lachrymose, emp- ty noddles on the table. Griffith's re- mained there ; but his best friend extri- cated himself, and, shaking his skull, said, dolefully, " He is very drunk." This notable discovery, coming from such a quarter, caused considerable merriment. " Let him alone," said an old toper ; and Griffith remained a good hour with his head on the table. Meantime the other gentlemen soon put it out of their power to ridicule him on the score of intoxication. Griffith, keeping quiet, got a little better, and suddenly started up with a notion he was to go to Kate this very moment. He muttered an excuse, and staggered to a glass door that led to the lawn. He opened this door, and rushed out into the open air. He thought it would set him all right ; but, instead of that, it made him so much worse that presently his legs came to a misunder- standing, and he measured his length on the ground, and could not get up again, but kept slipping down. Upon this he groaned and lay quiet. Now there was a foot of snow on the ground ; and it melted about Griffith's hot temples and flushed face, and might- ily refreshed and revived him. He sat up and kissed Kate's letter, and Love began to get the upper hand of Liquor a little. Finally he got up and half strutted, half staggered, to the turret, and stood under Kate's window. The turret was covered with luxuri- ant ivy, and that ivy with snow. So the glass of the window was set in a massive frame of winter ; but a bright fire burned inside the room, and this set the panes all aflame. It was cheery and glorious to see the window glow like a sheet of transparent fire in its deep frame of snow ; but Grifiith could not appreciate all that. He stood there a sorrowful man. The wine he had taken to drown his despair had lost its stimulating effect, and had given him a heavy head, but left him his sick heart. He stood and puzzled his drowsy fac- ulties why Kate had sent for him. Was it to bid him good by forever, or to less- en his misery by telling him she would not marry another ? He soon gave up cudgeUing his enfeebled brains. Kate was a superior being to him, and often said things, and did -things, that sur- prised him. She had sent for him, and that was enough. He should see her and speak to her once more, at all events. He stood, alternately nodding and looking up at her glowing room, and longing for its owner to appear. But as Bacchus had inspired him to mistake eight o'clock for nine, and as she was not a votary of Bacchus, she did not appear ; and he stood there till he began to shiver. The shadow of a female passed along the wall ; and Griffith gave a great start. Then he heard the fire poked. Soon after he saw the shadow again ; but it had a large servant's cap on : so his heart had beaten high for Mary or Su- san. He hung his head disappointed ; and, holding on by the ivy, fell a nod- ding again. By and by one of the little casements was opened softly. He looked up, and there was the right face peering out. O, what a picture she was in the moonlight and the firelight ! They both fought for that fair head, and each got a share of it : the full moon's silvery beams shone on her rose-like cheeks and lilified them a shade, and ht her great gray eyes and made them gleam astoundingly ; but the ruby firehght rushed at her from behind, and flowed over her golden hair, and reddened and glorified it till it seemed more than mortal. And all this in a very pic- ture-frame of snow. Imagina, then, how sweet and glori- ous she glowed on him who loved her, and who looked at her perhaps for the last time. The sight did wonders to clear his head ; he stood open-mouthed, with his 58 Griffith Gaunt ; or, Jealousy, heart beating. She looked him all over a moment. "Ah!" said she. Then, quietly, " I am so glad you are come." Then, kindly and regretfully, " How- pale you look ! you are unhappy." This greeting, so gentle and kind, overpowered Griffith. His heart was too full to speak. Kate waited a moment ; and then, as he did not reply to her, she began to plead to him. "I hope you are not angry with me,^' she said, "/did not want him to leave me your estates. I would not rob you of them for the world, if I had my way." " Angry with you ! " said Griffith. " I 'm not such a villain. Mr. Charl- ton did the right thing, and — " He could say no more. "I do not think so," said Kate. "But don't you fret : all shall be settled to your satisfaction. I cannot quite love you, but I have a sincere affection for you ; and so I ought. Cheer up, dear Griffith ; don't you be down-hearted about what has happened to-day." Griffith smiled. " I don't feel un- happy," he said ; " I did feel as if my heart was broken. But then you seemed parted from me. Now we are together, I feel as happy as ever. Mistress, don't you ever shut that window and leave me in the dark again. Let me stand and look at your sweet face all night, and I shall be the happiest man in Cumberland." "Ay," said Kate, blushing at his ar- dor ; " happy for a single night ; but when I go away you will be in the dumps again, and perhaps get tipsy ; as if that could mend matters ! Nay, I must set your happiness on stronger legs than that. Do you know I have, got permission to undo this cruel will, and let you have Bolton Hall and Hernshaw again ? " Griffith looked pleased, but rather puzzled. , Kate went on, but not so glibly now. "However," said she, a little nervously, " there is one condition to it that will cost us both some pain. If you consent to accept these two estates from me, who don'tvalue them one straw,why then — " "Well, what? "he gasped. "Why, then, my poor Griffith, we shall be bound in honor — you and I — not to meet for some months, per- haps for a whole year : in one word, — do not hate me, — not till you can bear to see me — another — man's — wife." The murder being out, she hid her face in her hands directly, and in that attitude awaited his reply. Griffith stood petrified a moment ; and I don't think his intellects were even yet quite clear enough to take it all in at once. But at last he did comprehend it, and when he did, he just uttered a loud cry of agony, and then turned his back on her without a word. Man does not speak by words alone. A mute glance of reproach has ere now pierced the heart a tirade would have left untouched ; and even an inarticu- late cry may utter volumes. Such an eloquent cry was that with which Griffith Gaunt turned his back upon the angelical face he adored, and the soft, i>ersuasive tongue. There was agony, there was shame, there was wrath, all in that one ejaculation. It frightened Kate. She called him back. " Don't leave me so," she said. " I know I have affironted you ; but I meant all for the best. Do not let us part in anger." At this Griffith returned in violent agitation. " It is your fault for making me speak," he cried. " I was going away without a word, as a man should, that is insulted by a woman. You heartless girl ! What ! you bid me sell you to that man for two dirty farms ! O, well you know Bolton and Hern- shaw were but the steps by which I hoped to climb to you : and now you tell me to part with you, and take those miserable acres instead of my darling. Ah, mistress, you have never loved, or you would hate yourself and despise yourself for what you have done. Love ! if you had known what that word means, you could n't look in my face and stab me to the heart like this. God forgiva Griffith Gaunt ; or, Jealousy. 59 you ! And sure I hope he will ; for, af- ter all, it is not your fault that you were born without a heart. Why, Kate, you ARE CRYING." . CHAPTER XI. " Crying ! " said Kate. " I could cry my eyes out to think what I have done ; but it is not my fault : they egged me on. I knew you would fling those two miserable things in my face if I did, and I said so ; but they would be wiser than me, and insist on my putting you to the proof." " They ? Who is they ? " " No matter. Whoever it was, they will gain nothing by it, and you will lose nothing. Ah, Griffith, I am so ashamed of myself, — and so proud of you." " They ? " repeated Griffith, suspi- ciously. "Who is this they?" "What does that matter, so long as it was not Me ? Are you going to be jealous again ? Let us talk of you and me, and never mind who them is. You have rejected my proposal with just scorn : so now let me hear yours ; for . we must agree on something this very night. Tell me, now, what can I say or do to make you happy ? " Griffith was sore puzzled. " Alas ! sweet Kate," said he, " I don't know what you can do for me now, except stay single for my sake." " I should like nothing better," re- plied Kate warmly ; " but unfortunately they won't let me do that. Father Fran- cis will be at me to-morrow, and insist on my marrying Mr. Neville." " But you will refuse." " I would, if I could but find a good excuse." " Excuse ? why, say you don't love him." " O, they won't allow that for a rea- son." "Then I am undone," sighed Grif- fith. " No, no, you are not ; if I could be brought to pretend I love somebody else. And really, if I don't quite love you, I like you too well to let you be unhappy. Besides, I cannot bear to rob you of these unlucky farms : I think there is nothing I would not do rather than that. I think — I would rather — do — -something very silly in- deed. But I suppose you don't want me to do that now ? Why don't you answer me ? Why don't you say some- thing ? Are you drunk, sir, as they pretend ? or are you asleep ? O, I can't speak any plainer : this is intol- erable. Mr. Gaunt, I 'm going to shut the window.'' Griffifli got alarmed, and it sharp- ened his wits. " Kate, Kate ! " he cried, " what do you mean 1 am I in a dream ? would you marry poor me after all ? " " How on earth can I tell, till I am asked ? " inquired Kate, with an air of childhke innocence, and inspecting the stars attentively. " Kate, will you marry me ? " said Griffith, all in a flutter. "Of course I will — if you will let me," replied Kate, coolly, but rather tenderly, too. Griffith burst into raptures. Kate listened to them with a complacent smile, then delivered herself after this fashion : " You have very httle to thank me for, dear Griffith. I don't exactly downright love you, but I could not rob you of those unlucky farms, and you refuse to take them back any way but this ; so what can I do ? And then, for all I don't love you, I find I am always unhappy if you are unhappy, and happy when you are happy ; so it comes pretty much to the same thing. I declare I am sick of giving you pain, and a little sick of crying in consequence. There, I have cried more in the last fortnight than in all my life before, and you know nothing spoils one's beauty like crying. And then you are so good, and kind, and true, and brave ; and everybody is so unjust and so unkind to you, papa and all. You were quite in the right about the duel, dear. He is an impu- dent puppy ; and I threw dust in your, eyes, and made you own you were in the wrong, and it was a great shame of 6o Griffith Gaunt; or, Jealousy. me, but it was because I liked you b^st. I could take liberties with you, dear. And you are wounded for me, and now I have disinherited you. O, I can't bear it, and I won't. My heart yearns for you, — bleeds for you. I would rather die than you should be unhappy ; I would rather follow you in rags round the world than marry a prince and make you wretched. Yes, dear, I am yours. Make me your wife ; and then some day I dare say I shall love you as I ought." She had never showed her heart to him like this before ; and now it over- powered him. So, being also a httle under vinous influence, he stammered out something, and then fairly blub- bered for joy. Then what does Kate do, but cry for company .' Presently, to her surprise, he was half-way up the turret, coming to her. " O, take care ! take care ! " she cried. " You '11 break your neck." " Nay," cried he ; "I must come at you, if I die for it." The turret was ornamented from top to bottom with short ledges consisting of half-bricks. This ledge, shallow as it was, gave a slight foothold, insuffi- cient in itself; but he grasped the strong branches of the ivy with a pow- erful hand, and so between the two con- trived to get up and hang himself out close to her. " Sweet mistress," said he, "put out your hand to me ; for I can't take it against your will this time. I have got but one arm." But this she declined. " No, no," said she ; "you do nothing but torment and terrify me, — there." And so gave it him ; and he mumbled it. This last feat won her quite. She thought no other man could have got to her there with two arms ; and Grif- fith had done it with one. She said to herself, " How he loves me ! — more than his own neck." And then she thought, " I shall be wife to a strong man ; that is one comfort." In this softened mood she asked him demurely, would he take a friend's ad- vice. " If that friend is you, ay." " Then," said she, " I '11 do a down- right brazen thing, now my hand is in. I declare I '11 tell you how to secure me. You make me plight my troth with you this minute, and exchange rings with you, whether I like or notj engage my honor in this foolish business, and if you do that, I really do think you will have me in spite of them all. But there, — la ! — am I worth all this trouble ? " Griffith did not share this chilling doubt. He poured forth his gratitude, and then told her he had got his moth- er's ring in his pocket ; I meant to ask you to wear it," said he. " And why did n't you ? " " Because you became an heiress all of a sudden." " Well, what signifies which of us has the dross, so that there is enough for both ? " " That is true," said Griffith, approv- ing his own sentiment, but not recog- nizing his own words. " Here 's my mother's ring, on my litde finger, sweet mistress. But I must ask you to draw it oif, for I have but one hand." Kate made a wry face, " Well, that is my fault," said she, " or I would not take it from you so." She drew off his ring, and put it on her finger. Then she gave him her largest ring, and had to put it on his lit- tle finger for him. " You are making a very forward girl of me," said she, pouting exquisitely. He kissed her hand while she was doing it. " Don't you be so silly," said she ; " and, you horrid creature, how you smell of wine ! The bullet, please." " The bullet ! " exclaimed Griffith. " What bullet ? " " The bullet. The one you were wounded with for my sake. I am told you put it in your pocket ; and I see something bulge in your waistcoat. That bullet belongs to me now." . " I think you are a witch," said he. " I do carry it about next my heart. Take it out of my waistcoat, if you will be so good." Griffith Gaunt; or, Jealousy. 6i She blushed and declined, and, with the refusal on her very lips, fish^ it out with her taper fingers. She eyed it with a sort of tender horror. The sight of it made her feel faint a moment. She told him so, and that she would keep it to her dying day. Presently her delicate finger found something was written on it. She did not ask him what it was, but withdrew, and exam- ined it by her candle. Griffith had en- graved it with these words : — "I LOVE KATE." He looked through the window, and taw her examine it by the candle. As she read the inscription, her face, glori- fied by the light, assumed a celestial tenderness he had never seen it wear before. She came back and leaned eloquently cut as if she would fly to him. " O Griffith, Griffith ! " she murmured, and somehow or other their lips met, in spite of all the difficulties, and grew together in a long and tender embrace. It was the first time she had ever given him more than her hand to kiss, and the rapture repaid him for all. But as soon as she had made this great advance, virginal instinct suggest- ed a proportionate retreat. "You must go to bed," she said, aus- terely ; " you will catch your death of cold out here." He remonstrated : she insisted. He held out : she smiled sweetly in his face, and shut the window in it pretty sharply, and disappeared. He went distonsolately down his ivy ladder. As .soon as he was at the bottom, she opened the window again, and asked him, demurely, if he would do something to oblige her. He replied like a lover ; he was ready to be cut in pieces, drawn asunder with wild horses, and so on. " O, I know you would do anything stupid for me," said she ; "but will you do something clever for a poor girl that is in a fright at what she is going to do for you ? " " Gi\'e your orders, mistress," said GriflSith, " and don't talk of me obliging you. I feel quite ashamed to hear you talk so, — to-night especially." " Well, then," said Kate, " first and foremost, I want you to throw your- self on Father Francis's neck." " I '11 throw myself on Father Fran- cis's neck," said Griffith, stoutly. " Is that all ? " " No, nor half. Once upon his neck you must say something. Then I had better settle the very words, or perhaps you will make a mess of it. Say after me now : O Father Francis, 't is to you I owe her." " O Father Francis, 'tis to you I owe her." " You and I are friends for life." " You and I are friends for life.'' " And, mind, there is always a bed in our home for you, and a plate at our table, and a right welcome, come when you will." Griffith repeated this line correctly, but, when requested to say the whole, broke down. Kate had to repeat the oration a dozen times ; and he said it after her, like a Sunday-school scholar, till he had it pat. The task achieved, he inquired of her what Father Francis was to say in reply. At this simple question Kate showed considerable alarm. "Gracious heav- ens ! " she cried, " you must not stop talking to him ; he will turn you in- side out, and I shall be undone. Nay, you must gabble these words out, and then run away as hard as you can gal- lop." " But is it true ? " asked Griffith. " Is he so much my friend ? " ° " Hum ! " said Kate, " it is quite true, and he is not at all your friend. There, don't you puzzle yourself, and pester me ; but do as you are bid, or we are both undone." Quelled by a menace so mysterious, Griffith promised blind obedience ; and Kate thanked him, and bade him good night, and ordered him peremptorily to bed. He went. She beckoned him back. He came. 52 Griffith Gaunt ; or, Jealousy. She leaned out, and inquired, in a soft, delicious whisper, as follows ; "Are you happy, dearest ? " " Ay, Kate, the happiest of the happy." " Then so am I," she murmured. And now she slowly closed the win- dow, and gradually retired from the eyes of her enraptured lover. CHAPTER XII. But while Griffith was thus sweetly employed, his neglected guests were dispersing, not without satirical com- ments on their truant host. Two or three, however, remained, and slept in the house, upon special invitation. And that invitation came from Squire Pey- ton. He chose to conclude that Grif- fith, disappointed by the will, had va- cated the premises in disgust, and left him in charge of them ; accordingly he assumed the master with alacrity, and ordered beds for Neville, and Father Francis, and Major Rickards, and an- other. The weather was inclement, and the roads heavy ; so the gentlemen thus distinguished accepted Mr. Peyton's of- fer cordially. There were a great many things sung and said at the festive board in the course of the evening, but ^ery few of them would amuse or interest the read- er as they did the hearers. One thing, however, must not be passed by, as it had its consequences. Major Rickards drank bumpers apiece to the King, the Prince, Church and State, the Army, the Navy, and Kate Peyton. By the time he got to her, two thirds of his discretion had oozed away in loyalty, esprit du corps, and port wine ; so he sang the young lady's praises in vinous terms, and of course immortalized the very exploit she most desired to consign to oblivion : Arrna viraginemque cane- bat. He sang the duel, and in a style which I could not, consistently with the interests of literature, reproduce on a large scale. Hasten we to the conclud- ing versicles of his song. " So then, sir, we placed our men for the third time, and, you may take my word for it, one or bbth of these heroes would have bit the dust at that dis- charge. But, by Jove, sir, just as they were going to pull trigger, in galloped your adorable daughter, and swooned ofiF her foaming horse in the middle of us, — disarmed us, sir, in a moment, melted our valor, bewitched our senses, and the great god of war had to retreat before little Cupid and the charms of beauty in distress." " Little idiot ! " observed the tender parent ; and was much distempered. He said no more about it to Major Rickards ; but when they all retired for the night, he undertook to show Father Francis his room, and sat in it with him a good half-hour talking about Kate. "Here's a pretty scandal," said he. " I must marry the silly girl out of hand before this gets wind, and you must help me." In a word, the result of the confer- ence was that Kate should be publicly engaged to Neville to-morrow, and mar- ried to him as soon as her month's mourning should be over. The conduct of the affair was con- fided to Father Francis, as having un- bounded influence with her. CHAPTER XIII. Next morning Mr. Peyton was up betimes in his character of host, and ordered the servants about, and was in high spirits ; only they gave place to amazement when Griffith Gaunt came down, and played the host, and was in high spirits. Neville too watched his rival, and was puzzled at his radiancy. So breakfast passed in general mys- tification. Kate, who could have thrown a light, did not come down to breakfast. She was on her defence. She made her first appearance out of doors. Very early in the morning, Mr. Pey- ton, in his quality of master, had or- dered the gardener to cut and sweep the snow off the gravel walk that went round the lawn. And on this path Griffith Gaunt; or. Jealousy. 63 Miss Peyton was seen walking ijriskly to and fro in the frosty, but sunny air. Griffith saw her first, and ran out to bid her good morning. Her reception of him was a farce. She made him a stately courtesy for the benefit of the three faces glued against the panes, but her words were incon- gruous. " You wretch," said she, " don't come here. Hide about, dearest, till you see me with Father Francis. I '11 raise my hand so when you are to cud- dle him, and fib. There, make me a low bow, and retire." He obeyed, and the whole thing looked mighty formal and ceremonious from the breakfast-room. " With your good leave, gentlemen," said Father Francis, dryly, " I will be the next to pay my respects to her." With this he opened the window and stepped out. Kate saw him, and felt very nervous. She met him with apparent delight. He bestowed his morning benedic- tion on her, and then they walked si- lently side by side on the gravel ; and from the dining-room window it looked like anything but what it was, — a fen- cing match. Father Francis was the first to break silence. He congratulated her on her good fortune, and on the advantage it might prove to the true Church. Kate waited quietly till he had quite done, and then said, " What, I may go into a convent now that I can bribe the door open ? " The scratch was feline, feminine, sud- den, and sharp. But, alas ! Father Francis only smiled at it. Though not what we call spiritually-minded, he was a man of a Christian temper. " Not with my good-will, my daughter," said he ; "I am of the same mind still, and more than ever. You must marry forth- with, and rear children in the true faith." " What a hurry you are in." " Your own conduct has made it ne- cessary." " Why, what have I done now ? " "No harm. It was a good and hu- mane action to prevent bloodshed, but the world is not always worthy of good actions. People are beginning to make free with your name for your interfering in the duel." Kate fired up. " Why can't people mind their own business ? " " I do not exactly know," said the priest, coolly, " nor is it worth inquir- ing. We must take human nature as it is, and do for the best. You must mar- ry him, and stop their tongues." Kate pretended to reflect. " I believe you are right," said she, at last ; " and indeed I .must do as you would have me ; for, to tell the truth, in an un- guarded moment, I pitied him so that I half promised I •would." " Indeed ! " said Father Francis. " This is the first I have heard of it." Kate replied that was no wonder, for it was only last night she had so com- mitted herself " Last night ! " said Father Francis ; " how can that be ? He was never out of my sight till we went to bed." " O, there I beg to differ," said the lady. " While you were all tippling in the dining-room, he was better em- ployed, — making love by moonlight. And O what a terrible thing opportu- nity is, and the moon another ! There ! what with the moonlight, and my pity- ing him so, and all he has suffered for me, and my being rich now, and having something to give him, we two are en- gaged. See, else : this was his moth- er's ring, and he has mine." « Mr. Neville ? " " Mr. Neville ? No. My old ser- vant, to be sure. What, do you think I would go and marry for wealth, when I have enough and to spare of my own ? O, what an opinion you must have of me ! " • Father Francis was staggered by this adroit thrust. However, after a con- siderable silence he recovered him- self, and inquired gravely why she had given him no hint of all this the other night, when he had diverted her from a convent, and advised her to marry Neville. " That you never did, I '11 be sworn," said Kate. 64 Griffith Gaunt; or, Jealousy. Father Francis reflected. " Not in so many words, perhaps ; but I said enough to show you." " O ! " said Kate, " such a matter was too serious for hints and innuendoes ; if you wanted me to jilt my old servant and wed an acquaintance of yesterday, why not say so plainly ? I dare say I should have obeyed you, and been un- happy for life ; but now my honor is solemnly engaged ; my faith is plighted ; and were even you to urge me to break faith, and behave dishonorably, I should resist. I would liever take poison, and die." Father Francis looked at her steadi- ly, and she colored to the brow. " You are a very apt young lady," said he ; " you have outwitted your di- rector. That may be my fault as much as yours ; so I advise you to provide yourself with another director, whom you will be unable, or unwilling, to out- wit." Kate's high spirit fell before this : she turned her eyes, full of tears, on hiffl; " O, do not desert me, now that I shall need you more than ever, to guide me in my new duties. Forgive me ; I did not know my own heart — quite. I '11 go into a convent now, if I must ; but I can't marry any man but poor Griffith. Ah, father, he is more generous than any of us ! Would you believe it ? when he thought Bol- ton and Hernshaw were coming to him, he said if I married him I should have the money to build a convent with. He knows how fond I am of a con- vent." " He Was jesting ; his religion would not allow it." " His religion ! " cried Kate. Then, lifting her eyes to Heaven, and looking just like an angel, "Love is ^£r religion !" said she, warmly. " Then his religion is Heathenism," said the priest, grimly. " Nay, there is too much charity in it for that," retorted Kate, keenly. Then she looked down, hke a cunning, guilty thing, and murmured : " One of the things I esteem him for is he always speaks well oi you. To be sure, just now the poor soul thinks you are his best friend with me. But that is my fault ; I as good as told him so : and it is true, after a fashion ; for you kept me out of the convent that was his only real rival. Why, here he comes. O father, now don't you go and tell him you side with Mr. Neville." At this crisis Griffith, who, to tell the truth, had received a signal from Kate, rushed at Father Francis and fell upon his neck, and said with great rapidity : " O Father Francis, 't is to you I owe her, — you and I are friends for life. So long as we have a house there is a bed in it for you, and whilst we have a table to sit down to there 's a plate at it for you, and a welcome, come when you will." Having gabbled these words he winked at Kate, and fled swiftly. Father Francis was taken aback a little by this sudden burst of affection. First he stared, — then he knitted his brows, — then he pondered. Kate stole a look at him, and her eyes sought the ground. " That is the gentleman you arranged matters with last night ? " said he, drily. " Yes," replied Kate, faintly. "Was this scene part of the busi- ness ? " " O father ! " " Why I ask, he did it so unnatural. Mr. Gaunt is a worthy, hospitable gen- tleman ; he and I are very good friends ; and really I never doubted that I should be welcome in his house until this moment." " And can you doubt it now ? " " Almost : his manner just now was so hollow, so forced ; not a word of all that came from his heart, you know." " Then his heart is changed very lately." The priest shook his head. "Any- thing more like a puppet, and a parrot to boot, I never saw. 'T was done so timely, too. He ran in upon our dis- course. Let me see your hand, mis- tress. Why, where is the string with which you pulled yonder machine in so pat upon the word ? " Griffith Gaunt ; or, Jealousy. 65 " Spare me ! " muttered Kate, faintly. "Then do you drop deceit and the silly cunning of your sex, and speak to me from your heart, or not at all." (Di- apason.) At this Kate began to whimper. " Father," she said, " show me some mercy." Then, suddenly clasping her hands : " Have pity on him, and on ME." This time Nature herself seemed to speak, and the eloquent cry went clean through the priest's heart. " Ah ! " said he ; and his own voice trembled a little : " now you are as strong as your cunning was weak. Come, I see how it is with you ; and I am human, and have been young, and a lover into the bargain, before I was a priest. There, dry thy eyes, child, and go to thy room ; he thou couldst not trust shall bear the brunt for thee this once." Then Kate bowed her fair head and kissed the horrid paw of him that had administered so severe but salutary a pat. She hurried away up stairs, right joyful at the unexpected turn things had taken. Father Francis, thus converted to her side, lost no time ; he walked into the dining-room and told Neville he had bad news for him. " Summon all your courage, my young friend," said he, with feeling, "and re- member that this world is full of disap- pointments." Nevilje said nothing, but rose and stood rather pale, waiting like a man for the blow. Its nature he more than half guessed : he had been at the win- dow. It fell. " She is engaged to Gaunt, since last night ; and she loves him." " The double-faced jade I " cried Pey- ton, with an oath " The heartless coquette ! " groaned Neville. Father Francis made excuses for her : " Nay, nay, she is not the first of her sex that did not know her own mind all at once. Besides, we men are blind , S in matters of love ; perhaps a woman would have read her from the first. Af- ter all, she was not bound to give us the eyes to read a female heart." He next reminded Neville that Gaunt had been her servant for years. " You knew that," said he, "yet you came between them at your peril. Put yourself in his place : say you had suc- ceeded : would not his wrong be greater than yours is now .'' Come, be brave ; be generous ; he is wounded, he is dis- inherited ; only his love is l^ft him : 't is the poor man's lamb ; and would you take it.?" " O, I have not a word to say against the 7nan,^'' said George, with a mighty eifort. " And what use is your quarrelling with the woman ? " suggested the prac- tical priest. "None whatever," said George, sul- lenly. After a moment's silence he rang the bell feverishly. " Order my horse round directly," said he. Then he sat down, and buried his face in his hands, and did not, and could not, listen to the voice of consolation. Now the house was full of spies in petticoats, amateur spies, that ran and told the mistress everything of their own accord, to curry favor. And this no doubt was the cause that, just as the groom walked the piebald out of the stable towards the hall door, a maid came to Father Francis with a little note : he opened it, and found these words written faintly, in a fine Italian hand : — " I scarce knew my own heart till I saw him wounded and poor, and myself rich at his expense. Entreat Mr. Nev- ille to forgive me." He handed the note to Neville with- out a word. Neville read it, and his lip trembled ; but he ^aid nothing, and presently went out into the hall, and put on his hat, for he saw his nag at the door. Father Francis followed him, and said, sorrowfully, " What, not one word in reply to so humble a request ? " " Well, here 's my reply," said George, 66 Griffith Gaunt; or, Jealotisy, grinding his teeth. " She l