/Du.vlpxtU toA (\vt'-tin"nriP ^ PFtKSfDENT WlMTK LIBRARY, Cornell University. Cornell University Library BV3522.H2 D27 1889 James Hannlngton, first bishop of easter olln 3 1924 029 348 889 HA I'^if Cornell University Library The original of this bool< is in the Cornell University Library. There are no known copyright restrictions in the United States on the use of the text. http://archive.org/details/cu31924029348889 ~";5~^Amv s..'i.a{r c*c James Hannington D.D., F.L.S, F.R.G.S. p^^T> S '^-«^<1_^ FfRST BISHOP OF EASTERN EQUATORUL AFRICA A HISTORY OF HIS LIFE AND WORK 1847— 1885 E. C. PAWSON, M.A., Oxon. INCUMBENT OF iT. THOMAS'S CHURCH, EDINBURGH "^ Shnii mi somi am fcnm farimd uriirding to ihi primiflii hi fnfiiiti. Show mi viht n nd and htfpji in djngir md hafpyi dying and haffy ; ixitid and liaffy." EPICTETUS THIRTIETH THOUSAND LONDON SEELEY y CO., 46, 47, y 48, ESSEX STREET, STRAND (Laic of Si, FLEET STREET) 18S9 Ml Righli Risimd .-I "iJ-t ^^ TO HIS CHILDREN THIS RECORD OF THEIR FATHER'S LIFE AND WORK IS AFFECTIONATELY DEDICATED. PREFACE. No apology is surely needed for writing the life of James Hanning- ton. If it be true that every life which has been lived conveys to the world some message which should not be lost, much less can we afford to lose the record of a life like his — a devoted life crowned by a heroic death. With regard, however, to my own part in connection with this work, a word or two of explanation may be necessary. It seemed to his relatives and friends to be especially desirable that his Memoir should be entrusted to one who had known him personally and intimately. Without this knowledge, his biographer must have failed in presenting him in any recognizable form before the public eye. A mere enumeration of his acts, such as might be easily culled from his diaries, letters, and published articles, or from printed notices regarding him, would convey scarcely any idea at all of the man himself. A verbatim record of his sayings would probably produce an impression utterly false, except to those who knew the speaker and understood the moods in which he uttered them. The materials of which Bishop Hannington was formed were not run into the mould in which ordinary men are shaped. In few things was he just like the majority. Almost everything he said or did was stamped with the impress of his own distinct individuality. That indixiduality his friends now treasure among their most precious memories. They can never dissociate his words from the tone of the voice which accompanied them, or from the sly twinkle, or it might be, the impatient flash of the grey eyes which introduced them. They can never think of his acts without recalling the active, energetic figure, so full of life and movement, which carried through with an inimitable enthu- siasm of forceful purpose whatever was uppermost in his tnind. They would not have had one thing about him different ; but his vi Preface. ways were his own, and his words were his own, and nothing would be easier than that a stranger, by separating his words and his ways from himself, should be perfectly accurate in every state- ment, and yet represent him to the world in a manner which would not only be unsatisfactory, but even misleading and unfair to his memor}'. When, therefore, his widow requested me to undertake the editorship of his Life and Work, I accepted the responsibility, trusting that my own intimate knowledge of the man might more than compensate for any want of skill which I might display in the treatment of my subject. Perhaps, also, hoping that my own love for him might enable me to make an appreciative study of his remarkable character. It only remains for me to say that, in the compilation of this Memoir, the Bishop's diary has been quoted whenever it has been possible to give the narrative in his own words. I have also to offer my warmest thanks to the Hon. Secretary of the Church Missionary Society, who has placed the whole of the Bishop's official correspondence with the Society at my disposal; and especially to Mr. Eugene Stock, who has most kindly revised such statements as refer to the history of the Society. Other friends have also contributed letters and personal reminiscences, for which I am grateful. I now commit this book to the prayers of God's people. It has been my endeavour, in the pages which follow, to let James Hannington reveal himself as he was, in order that those who did not know him in the flesh may learn the secret of that nature which laid so firm a hold upon the hearts of a large circle of devoted friends, and which seldom failed to leave its deep impres- sion upon all those with whom he was associated. My own earnest desire is that the example of his noble self- denial may stir up others to emulation, and brace those who read to follow in his footsteps and to "lay aside every weight and run with patience the race that is set before them." E. C. D Edinburgh, Nov., 1 886, CONTENTS. PART I. CHAPTER I. PAGE Parentage and Childhodd (1847 — 60) , . .... I CHAPTER II. Schooldays (i860 — 62) ......... 13 CHAPTER III. Business and Pleasure (1862 — 67) ....... 17 CHAPTER IV. Emancipation {1867 — 68) , . . , . ... '3^ CHAPTER V. Life at Oxford (1868 — 69) 38 CHAPTER VI, Martinhoe {1870 — 73) . 56 CFAPTER VII. The Turning Point. — Ordination. — The Great Change (i873-^74) t'g CHAPTER VIII. Work at Teentishoe and Daeley Abbey (1875) . , . . 88 CHAPTER IX, St. George's, Hurstpierpoint (1875) lOj ' CHAPTER X. Home Mission Work and Personal Diary (1875 — 79) . , , 120 viii Contents. CHAPTER XI. PAGE Home Mission Work and Personal Diary {^continued) (1879 — 82) . 141 CHAPTER XII. The Beckoning Hand (1878 — 82) . ..... 160 PART II. CHAPTER XIII. The First Missionary Journey. Zanzibar to Mpwapwa (1S82) . lyr CHAPTER XIV. Mpwapwa to Uyui (1882) o, CHAPTER XV. L'vui to the Victoria Nyanta (1882) jo^ CHAPTER XVJ. The Lake (1882—83) 218 CHAPTER XVJI. Beaten Back (1883) The Second Missionary Journey (1883—84) Trere Town (1885) The K ^3' CHAPTER XVIIl. 252 CHAPTER XIX, . 267 CHAPTER XX. ^J.ma-n,aro Expedition. -Visit to Chacoa (,885. March, ■ • • • • . . 28s "T„. w CHAPTER XXr. The Work oe a Bishop - (,8S,. Apri._j,,,) T- . CHAPTER XXII The Last Journey (,885. Juev-October) ' o , ^ CHAPTER XXIIJ. How It Came to Pass • • • • 363 JAMES HANNINGTON. PART I. CHAPTER I. PARENTAGE AND CHILDHOOD. (1847-60.) " I judge him of a rectified spirit." Ben Jonson. " Ring in the valiant man and free, The larger heart, the kindlier hand ; Ring out the darkness of the land, Ring in the Christ that is to be." In Menioriain. There were Hanningtons in England in very early times. Domesday Book records their existence. Whether my dear old friend, whose too brief life I am now trying to set forth, was directly connected with any of these is likely to remain tor ever uncertain. Nor does it greatly signify to know. The chief interest of pedigrees to the wise is, surely, to trace by their help the transmission of certain individual characteristics and the development of them. If, therefore, we do not possess a careful record of the lives and charac- ters of a man's ancestors, we can easily dispense with then- mere names. Those only are of any real value to us whose persons and deeds, manners and words, throw some light upon the life of the man in whom we are interested, and offer some clue to its unravelment. The first among the ancestors of James Hanningtcn who steps with any definable form out of the shadows is his great-grandfather. We find the following reference fo him I 2 James Hannington. in his Journal : — " About the middle of the eighteenth century my great-grandfather -and two brothers sailed in a boat from Dover and came into Shoreham River to seek their fortunes ; in those days, doubtless, a very great under< taking. Here my great-grandfather married a lady of high family. She was the last of the ancient stock of the De Meophams, Saxon nobles in the year 970 A.D., the best known to posterity of whom was Simon De Meopham, sometime Archbishop of Canterbury, whose tomb may be seen in Canterbury Cathedral." Of this great-grandfather we wish that more had been recorded, since he seems to have possessed at least one marked characteristic in common with his great-grandson. The diary continues : — "Almost all that I have heard of him is that he was a man of superhuman strength. On one occasion, passing by where a cart was stuck fast in the mud, and six men unable to move it, he bade them stand clear, and lifted it out by himself" Like his descendant James, who was always eagerly to the fore in any accident, or upon any occasion when active assistance was required, he evi- dently could not resist the impulse to step in and bear a hand. After his death, which took place early, the great- grandmother was left with two sons, Charles and Smith Hannington. The elder of these is described as "a man of brilliant talents and inventive genius, but who constantly failed in all his undertakings." In fact, his careless extrava- gance drained his mother's resources, and made it necessary that his younger brother should be apprenticed to a trade in Brighton. This younger brother, the grandfather of James, was of different metal : steady, keen and industrious to a wonderful degree. His grandson writes of him: "He toiled in a most marvellous manner." In after days the impression left by the old man upon the younger generation, who were often urged to take example by liim and to walk in his steps, was that of " a shrewd man of business, who never wanted a holiday, and never thought that other people wanted one. Thoroughly liberal, upright and religious ; no man more so • a firm and strict master, greatly loved, but also greatly Grandfather and Grandson. 3 feared." In which description, in spite of the unlikeness, we cannot but recognize the texture of the stock from which the subject of this biography was hewn. One trait very remarkably characterized both grandfather and grandson, — a devoted attachment to the mother. This mother-love was a controlling influence of great power in the life of James. He can never write of his mother but his pen frames some new term of endearment. She is to him " the gentlest mother, the sweetest, dearest mother that ever lived." If he is in any trouble, " her darling hand " has always power to soothe him. And it is told of the grandfather that, when quite a young man, he had a highly advantageous offer of partnership from the owner of a large business in the North of England, but he refused it, tempting as it was, because his mother could not accompany him, and he would not leave her alone. Mr. Smith Hannington married a lady of renowned beauty, of which traces remained even in James's time, and by her had five children, the eldest of whom, the father of James, settled in Brighton and carried on the business which had been there commenced. For some time he continued to reside in Brighton, in accordance with the wise old adage too often neglected in these days, " Prepare thy work with- out, and afterwards build thine house." * There seven children were born, but in the year 1847, just before the birth of James, ability and attention to business having produced their usual result, Mr. Charles Smith Hanning- ton purchased the property of St. George's, Hurstpierpoint, which henceforth became the home of the family. James Hannington writes: " I was born on the third of September, 1847. The only peculiar circumstance con- nected with my birth was the fact that my father was in Paris at the time. Can this have anything to do with my passionate love of travelling ? Because none of my brothers seem thus affected." Hurst, as the inhabitants call it for brevity's sake, is a pretty little village in the south of Sussex. On the side next * Prov. xxiv, 27. 4 James Hannington. [A.D. 1847—60. to Brighton, from which it is distant some eight miles, the horizon is bounded by the wavy line of the high downs. Eeyond these, hidden behind their windmill-crowned ram- parts, is the sea. On the other side lies a wide stretch of fair view— such a view as is peculiar to the south of Eng- land. Pretty undulating country, well wooded, here and there the warm red of old brick farm-steadings catching the level rays of the setting sun, and glowing into crimson on tall chimney-stalk and tiled roof ridge; everywhere free flowing curves topped with foliage, melting, in the far distance, into the dim uncertainty oT broken tree-line. The mansion of St. George's is pleasantly situated near the entrance to the village. It stands within its own large garden and grounds, At the back a glass door opens upon a flight of wide steps descending to the lawn. All around are shrubberies full of deep nooks, wherein children may hide and play. Not far off- are two lakelets, among the spreading weeds of which, and between the broad lily leaves, myriads of mysterious creatures skim and dart, and send up bubbles to the surface from strange and unknown depths. Then, outside the iron railings which bound the lawn, are the fields spangled \Vith golden buttercups, and beyond all stretches the illimitable country that opens out upon the world. A very child's paradise ! Here, there, and everywhere, through this pleasance, went little baby James, with the keenest of inquiring eyes : of that we maybe sure. There was no nook in the grounds, from the holly bush where the blackbird had swung that cunning nest of hers with the four mottled eggs in it, to the bank where the humble bee hurried out from some hole behind the broad dock leaves, into which his paddling, sturdy little feet had not taken him. Before lono- there was no secret of moss or flower or hidden chrysalis, in garden or shrubbery, that had not been probed by his busy, eao-er fingers. He was a born naturalist. One of the earliest sayings of his treasured up and recorded by his father, is, " I have just seen a big bird, which could only be a thrush or an eagle ! " To the end of his life he could not resist turnino- aside to see some strange insect, or to note some new plant or ^t. I— 13.] A Young Naturalist. 5 examine some interesting geological specimen. Of this faculty for observation and interest in that book of Nature, the pages of which are opened wide-spread before him who has eyes to see, we shall find many traces in his letters and journals. " Beetles " and " mosses " always bulked largely in his estimate of the desirability of any spot in which to spend a holiday. His very youthful peccadilloes took their form from this early developed love of "specimens." Other boys might steal sugar or jam when the cupboard was by ch.ance left unlocked ; his baby hands itched for the wondrous things behind the glass doors of the library museum. He says, " No portfolio or cabinet was safe from my nasty little fingers." Once it was a rare Babylonian seal, at another time a trayful of selected minerals, which were abstracted, and with much glee hidden away among the miscellaneous articles which formed his peculiar treasure. This tendency to observe and " collect " was both in- herited from and encouraged by that " sweetest, dearest mother,''' who made a companion of her wayward, erratic little son, and both fostered and directed his natural love of science in many branches. As he grew older, the delight of James was to pore over the treasures of his ever- increasing cabinets with his mother, and to arrange and classify the specimens and relics which they had collected, during their travels, from land and sea. Taking his education, however, as a whole, we can- not feel satisfied that the best plan was adopted in the upbringing of the child. There seems to have been much liberty, checked by an occasional vigorous application of the birch rod, but little systematic teaching or sustained and orderly training. Now, liberty tempered by the birch rod can never be a very safe system under which to bring up any lad, especially a headstrong and passionate boy with a marked individuality like that of our little James. We are inclined to think that a little less of both in the days of his childhood would have saved him the necessity for more than one lesson hard to be learnt in the days of his manhood. He himself blames the old-fashioned severity with which 6 James Hannington. [A.D. 1847—60. any fault, when brought home to him, was punished. " I am not quite certain," he says, " that it did not destroy my moral courage. I have none, and I think that it was from fear that I lost it. To this very day I am afraid out of my wits to ask my father for the simplest thing; and ^yet^I know that there is no likelihood of his refusing me." Ke also attributes a certain reserve of character and unwilling- ness to unfold himself to the inspection of others, to the same cause. With regard to this self-criticism we may say that he perhaps may have been reserved to this extent, that he never found it easy, either by letter or in conversa- tion, to convey to another what he felt most deeply. He was not given to unburdening himself, except to his most chosen intimates, who were the privileged recipients of his confidences. This may have been natural, or it may have been the result of his peculiar training. We are inclined to think that both may be held, in a measure, responsible for it. Lacking in moral courage I do not think he was — certainly not to any conspicuous extent : rather the reverse. It may have been that moral courage was not natural to him. In that case there belongs to him the greater honour of acquiring it. The man who is naturally gifted with physical courage has no fear of exposing his body to rude assaults. And perhaps we may define moral courage as a certain fearless- ness in exposing the innet^ self to possible laceration or rebuff. Insensibility to fear is popularly accounted bravery ; but he, surely, is no less brave, rather more so, who, though he vibrates through all his nervous system, and shrinks from exposure to pain or violence, yet schools himself to en- counter them without flinching. And as the courage of that general, who, preparing to lead his men into the hottest fore- front of the battle, thus addressed his tremblintr knees: "Ah! you would quake worse if you only knew where I am going just now to take you," — is justly considered to have b^en of a higher order than the stolid insensibility which carried others calmly enough into the jaws of death — so, he who resolutely masters his moral cowardice, and faces his duty manfully, must be considered the most truly morally brave. ^t. I— 13.] Moral Courage. 7 If it be true, then, that James Hannington, who possessed the attribute of physical courage in so marked a degree, was naturally deficient in that moral courage which is the more important of the two, we can only say that to him belongs the credit of overcoming his natural weakness in a very mar- vellous manner. To those who observed him closely, there were not wanting signs that it was an effort to him to expose himself — that is, his sensitive, inner self— speaking from the heart to the heart, as must be done when a man wishes to influence another soul. But with whatever severity he may have judged himself, to his friends he always appeared as a man who might be relied upon to do his duty unflinchingly; to speak out what was in his mind, and to abide by the issue. He would sometimes class himself with such characters as Mr. Feeble-Mind, or Mr. Ready-to-Halt ; but to us he appeared rather Mr. Valiant-for-Truth, with his sword ever ready to his hand. The mixed and broken nature of his early education had, at least, this advantage. It set him free to think for himself, and possessing as he did unusual powers of observa- tion, and naturally disposed to make use of them, he gained, while still a lad, a sturdy independence of character, and a knowledge of men and things, quite beyond those of his own age. The first thirteen years of his life, then, were spent at home, and in travelling and yachting with his parents. Many stories are told of his fearless and excitable nature. He was always, with the best intentions, in some mischief. Always on the veige of a serious accident; almost always escaping without much harm done, since the perfectly fearless rarely suffer by their own rashness. It is recorded how, at the age of seven, he clambered unnoticed up the mast of his father's yacht, and was at last discovered high aloft, suspended on some projection by the seat of his trousers. And many other such adventures. He must have kept his mother constantly upon the tiptoe of nervous expectation as to what would happen ne.xt. He was eleven years of age when he was permitted to make his first yachting trip alone with his elder brother, 8 James Hannington. [A.D. 1847—60. Samuel. He says : "My father hired for us a small cutter, of about thirty-two tons. A very slov/ old tub she was, and, therefore, named the 'Antelope.^ Sam was at this time between sixteen and seventeen years old^ but very manly for his age. Everything on board was of the roughest description. We used to wait upon ourselves, make our own beds, and do all that sort of thing. Sea pies and plum dufF were our standing dishes. All this mattered little to us; we were as happy and contented as the days were long. The first day, being slightly qualmish, I lay on the deck in the sun, and the next morning was in the most miserable plight, my whole face one mass of blisters, piteous to behold." So, starting from Brighton, they went round the Isle of Wight, past Portland, and as far as the Land's End ; visiting Torquay, Dartmouth, Penzance, St. Michael's Mount, and almost every place of interest accessible to them. The brothers also made an excursion to the famous Log2:an Rock, hard by the Land's End ; and James tells the story of that unfortunate practical joker who paid so dearly for his folly — that Lieutenant of a Revenue Cutter, who landed a party to throw the great rocking-stone over the cliff, " to make a grand splash." He only suc- ceeded in m.oving the mass a few inches, but it rocked na more. The owner of an inn, to which the balanced stone attracted visitors, sued the luckless lieutenant for damages, and he was condemned to replace the stone in its original position. This he did with partial success, but only by special machinery, and at such cost that "he was reduced to beggary." James draws a suitable moral from this, and con- cludes : " Alas ! I am scarcely in a position to preach ; I have been so fond of playing practical jokes myself." He continues : "We returned in our own time to the Isle of Wight. My father came down to Portsmouth and settled with Redman (the captain and owner). That very ni^ht I was awaked by a great disturbance on deck, a crash of bottles, and a sound as of fumbling in our wine locker. Ah 1 I always told Sam, thought I, that our wine went too fast ; there they are in the act. Urchin as I was, I don't think that, in those days, I knew fear. I struck a light ^t. I— 13.] First Yachting Trip. 9 never went to see whether Sam was awake, but marched into the forecastle and looked at the men. They were both sound asleep, and a stranger lying on the floor asleep too. I then slipped up the forecastle ladder, and should have sallied right up to the offending parties, had not Sam waked and seen me, and called me back, fearing I might get hurt. I had, however, time to see' old Redman fearfully tipsy ; a woman with him on deck, and a man in a boat holding on by the side. As I did not dare disobey Sam, I crept back into bed, and we heard the woman say, ' I zvill have the silver spoon, uncle Joe ; give us the silver spoon.' Here the boatman interposed, saying it was past three o'clock, and he would wait no longer ; so the female had to go without the spoon, and Redman stumbled down to his bin, amid straw and broken bottles. Next morning, daring young imp, I called him out of his berth before 1 was dressed. However, he did not appear until about one o'clock, and tried to look as if nothing had happened. Sam did not quite know how to introduce the subject ; we were both very young, and did not like to rebuke such an elderly sinner. At last I went up to him with all the assurance of eleven years, and asked him before everybody why his niece wanted our silver spoon. He tried to look surprised, and said, ' I don't understand you, sir ! ' But Sam now found his opportunity, and opened up the subject till Redman was, I remember, ready to drop on his knees that nothing more might be said. We forgave him. We had enjoyed the cruise beyond measure, and the little adventure of 'Uncle Joe' only added spice to it." The result of this trip was that young James quite made up his mind to " go to sea." This might, perhaps, have been his lot, but the death at sea of an elder brother had determined his parents not to allow another son to enter the navy. So the country lost a daring seaman, but she has gained thereby the priceless legacy of the memory of a Christian martyr. Another adventure we must chronicle, not merely as illustrating the courage of the boy, but as explaining a conspicuous physical defect — the absence of the thumb upon his left hand. lo James Hannington. [A.D. 1S47— 60. He was bent upon taking a wasp's nest, and had just been initiated into the mystery of making damp gunpowder squibs, or " blue devils." Full of his new acquirement, he sought out Joe, the keeper's son, and together they got^pos- sessionof a broken powder-flask. "In a few minutes," he says, " blue devils were in a state of readiness, but we must needs, before starting, try one with touch-paper. The result was not so satisfactory as we had expected, and Joe Simmons says I tried to pour a little powder on the top of it. The spring of the flask was broken, and in an instant a terrific explosion took place. The flask was blown to atoms, and I was to be seen skipping about, shaking my hand as if twenty wasps were settling on it. Simmons senior rushed up at the report, and binding up my hand in his handkerchief, led me off to the house, about a quarter of a mile distant, my hand all the while streaming with blood, so as to leave a long red streak in the road. When I reached the garden I was so faint that Miles, the gardener, took me up and carried me. The first person I met was my mother. She at once saw that something v/as wrong, and, in spite of my saying that I had only cut my finger a little, she sent off for the doctor. I was soon under chloroform, and my thumb was amputated. It was quite shattered, and only hanging by the skin. I was very prostrate from the great loss cf blood, but. through the mercv of God, I soon got well again. I never suffered with the lost thumb, I may say, at all. I used to feel the cold in it; but that also has passed away, although even now I cannot bear a blow upon it without considerable pain. It is a great wonder that I was not taken off by tetanus ! " About a year after this, in the summer of i860, James went with one of his brothers and their tutor for a tour through Wales. One or two extracts from his diary are worth quoting, as instancing that keen sense of humour which was one of his striking characteristics. Upon the top of a coach, near Aberystwith, they encountered a certain Unitarian. At him the tutor, a young man reading for orders, straightway launched himself. The conflict was an unequal one. The stranger turned out to be the " father ^t. I— 13-] Sense of Hiuitour. ii of two senior wranglers, whom he had educated himself." The fiery orthodoxy of the tutor, in spite of his newly- acquired theological battery, was no match for the dogmatism of the father of the wranglers. James writes, evidently with gleeful remembrance of the scene : " Mr. rushed at him single-handed; words waxed very warm; the Uni- tarian's arms flew about like the sweeps of a windmill. We were ordered not to listen to the profane babbler, but we could not help hearing our tutor scream in a very loud voice, ' But you won't let me get a word in edgeways.' '■ And I don't mean to,' replied his adversary, in still louder tones. I fear he had the fight pretty much his own way, for our tutor said that he was a nasty, rude man, and forbade us to speak to him again," Do we not see them ? That raw young man, with his thin veneering of theological lore, and that hot-blooded Welsh mathematician, butting against each other in direst conflict? Again, how graphically he tells the story of that abo- minable old Welshwoman, " an ancient dame, rheumatic and lame," who " was got on top of the coach by means of a ladder and ropes, two or three men pushing and pulling with all their might" ! The driver, an ex-colonel in the army, rated at the old dame, and " vowed he would not stop the coach for such a time. However, they at last got her up, and she sat coughing and groaning. We soon began to speculate about her descent, and it became a matter of conjecture as to how she was to be got down. Two or three hours afterwards we arrived at Harlech, and the horses were changed. While this was beina; done the colonel and other passengers darted in to get some refreshment. Old mother was cruelly left on the box to take care of herself. Thinking, of course, that she was safely housed, the money for her fare had not been taken. Not two minutes elapsed — in fact, the colonel only gave himself time to swallow a hasty glass of beer, when he returned to look at his new team. Lo ! that ancient dame had jumped down, baskets, bundles, and all, and had given him the slip. Jf he cursed her iji his heart because she took such a long time to get up, he cursed her ten times more because she took such a short time to 12 James Hannington. [A.D. 1847—60. get down ! It was the joke of the day — even the colonel could not help laughing, although he had lost his money." Poor little James had now reached the age when children begin to be uncomfortably conscious of their own personal appearance and deficiencies. Though he was in later life singularly free from susceptibility of this kind, and never seemed to wince beneath any most pointed personalities that might be thrust at him by maliciously- minded friends, there is a touch of boyish pain in the fol- lowing record. An overflow of third-class passengers had filled tlieir compartment with a number of roysterers, who cursed and swore forth profane vulgarities all the way home. " I perfectly well recollect," he writes, " that one of these cursers, much to my annoyance, noticed that I had lost my thumb, and I was very impressed, as he was the first stran2;er" (brutal fellow!) "that had remarked it to me." CHAPTER II. SCHOOLDAYS. (1860 — 62.) '■' My bonnie laddie 's young, but he 's growin' yet." Old Scotch BaUad. Very shortly after the Welsh tour referred to in the last chapter, the tutor left to take a curacy. What was to be done with the boys ? James was now thirteen, and not very easy for a tutor to manage. Good-natured and warm-hearted, but withal quick tempered, and an inveterate tease : capable of great industry when the subject — as that of natural history — interested him ; but otherwise seemingly incorrigibly idle, and utterly averse to apply himself to the dull routine of the classical mill : it was evident to his parents that he and his brother Joseph ought to go to school. It was only, however, after long thought and some demur that it was finally decided that they should enter the Temple School at Brighton. " Alas ! " he writes, "it was only a private school, and we were allowed to go home every Saturday to stop till Monday morning." The home-bred boy was at first, naturally enough, very unhappy. The memory of the day when he was left, pale, nervous, and shivering, in the schoolroom, among his new companions, always clung to him. Do not most of us recall such a moment ? The kindly manner of the head- master, however, made things easier for both the brothers, and they soon fell into their places. Hannington criticizes with some severity the private tutor and private school system, with frequent visits home, under which, by a mistaken kindness, he had been brought up. He writes in his journal, " I knew absolutely nothing, 14 James Hannington. [A.D. 1860—2. the result of private tutorage, and I was put into the fourth class^ which was bottom but one." Again, speaking of the time when he left school, he adds : " I only remained at school until I was fifteen and a half, and then left for busi- ness, with as bad an education as possible ; I may say as bad as my father's was good. I was no more (it to leave school than to fly, and yet I was then in the first class. So much for private tutors and private schools. I believe that both systems are equally pernicious." All of which I transcribe without either endorsing the opinion or otherwise, except so far as to remind the reader that what is one boy's poison may be another boy's food. As regards a boy of Hanning- ton's tvpe, it can scarcely be doubted that the system he condemns was open to serious objections. As he says of himself: "I was naturally idle, and would not learn of myself, and I was unfortunate enough always to be sent to places where I was not driven to learn. Would that I had been driven ! " In the later years of his short life, his industry and application were unwearied and immense. No one could accuse him of trifling with his time, or of the smallest degree of self-indulgence. He was scrupulously painstaking in the execution of any work which he under- took, and his undertakings he meted out to himself with no scant hand. But no one can doubt that his university course, upon which so much of a man's future depends, would have been quite other than it was, perhaps even a brilliant one, had he possessed the advantage of a more thorough and systematic early training. Hannington had plenty of intelligence ; was as sharp as a needle ; quick to learn what he chose to learn; and what he once learned he always retained. Volatile and excitable as he was, he could be serious enough when the occasion seemed to demand it, and in the midst of all his extrava- gances a certain solid good sense generally kept hi)n within bounds, so that he never committed any act which could cause himself or others serious regret. He soon became a prime favourite at school, both with the masters and boys. That the former should have been the case is more strange than the latter. He soon proved himself to be a confirmed ^t. 13—15.] School Fights. ic "pickle." He thus reports himself : "I was always very excitable and noisy, and was called ' Mad Jim.' In fact, I was one day reported to the Head-Master as ' verging on insanity,' and was severely punished." He once lit a bonfire in the middle of his dormitory ; at another time pelted the German Master with his rejected papers ; and we are not much surprised to learn that, on one particularly unlucky day, he was "caned more than a dozen times," till, smarting in every inch of his body, he had serious thoughts of running away. The Head-Master, however, was most judicious and kind. Whatever was lacking in his pupil's education, the fault could not be laid upon the threshold of the pedagogue. He liked the giddy boy, into whose truly lovable nature he saw, and easily secured his affection in return. Hannington was sensitively conscientious and trustworthy. Hatred of a lie was inborn and inbred in him. He might always be entirely relied upon to carry out anything that he had once undertaken, and that not only in the letter, but in the spirit. His word was, in the most rigid sense, his bond. This fidelity of mind was developed in him very early. The following instance seems quite a remarkable one of a schoolboy's endurance for conscience' sake. Every school has its bully. A certain R. R. filled this ivle during the time Hannington was at the Temple School. Being rash enough to attack this boy, Hannington got, what perhaps upon that occasion he richly deserved, a tremendous thrashing. Both of his eyes were closed up, and sundry egg-like bumps upon his head bore witness to the hardness of his adversary's fists. That same afternoon he, unluckily, had to go home to pay his weekly visit. Horrified at the dreadful appearance of her son, his mother made him promise that he would never fight again. Now, there never was one more absolutely devoid of physical fear than James Hannington. Yet, holding him- self bound by that promise of his, he returned to school defenceless. Everyone knows what must be the fate of a schoolboy when once the young imps about him have clearly ascertained that he will not fight. He was soon i6 James Hannington. [A.D. 1860—2. made thoroughly wretched. His pusillanimity, for such it seemed, was taken advantage of in every way. He went about like a muzzled mastiff, submitting to be treated by his tormentors like a coward and a cur. At last he could stand it no longer. "One 'day/' he says, " I had allowed myself to be bullied nearly to death by B. P., a boy about my own size, when all of a sudden I turned round and said, to the astonishment of the whole school, that I would fight him. He was backed by his cousin, only son of Baron P. ; I don't think I had anybody to back me, but I very soon gave him a thrashing, and I never recollect being bullied afterwards." He always remembered chat act as a " broken promise," but who can doubt that such a promise was a greater burden laid upon a schoolboy's shoulders than he could be reasonably expected to bear ! CHAPTER III. BUSINESS AND PLEASURE. (1862—67.) " Always roaming with a hungry heart, Much have I seen and known." Ulysses. " One has to spend so many years in learning how to be happy." George Eliot. It too often happens in life that the square man is put into the round hole ; and not only put there, but rammed down into the hole, and worked back and forth in it, until his angles have somewhat accommodated themselves to the misfit. So the wheels of life go round, somehow, not without a good deal of friction, and some expostulatory creaking. Happily the subject of this memoir proved alto- gether too polygonal to be fitted, by any most careful easing whatever, into the hole which circumstances seemed to have prepared for him. He already possessed a moderate com- petence. The portion of goods that belonged, or would belong to him was likely to be sufficient for his wants. But the road to fortune lay plainly through the counting- house, and his father's established and high-class place of business. To the counting-house at Brighton, then, he was sent at the age of fifteen, and there he remained more or less during six years. He was wholly unsuited, by almost every characteristic he possessed, for the monotonous routine of a commercial life. Generous, impulsive, erratic, the careful men who managed that great business house, had thev taken him into partnership, v/ould have discovered before long that they had bound a very zebra to their cart yoke. " Canst thou bind the unicorn with his band in the furrow ;■ or will he harrow the valleys after thee ? " The experi- 3 i8 Jajnes Hannington. [A.D. 1863. ment has often been tried. The result has, we venture to say, seldom been satisfactory. Happily, in Hannington s case, the " fork " was not too persistently applied to that ever-recurrin2; nature of his. After six years he was a'Jo'^ed to choose fhat path for which the Divine Hand had fashioned him. On looking through the record of these six years they seem to have been filled up with almost more pleasurmg than " business." Hannington writes •. " As soon as I left school I was allowed to go with my late master, W. H, Gutteridge, on a trip to Paris. I was intensely delighted ; so much so that at first I could scarcely realize it. Once, when a little boy, having caught an unusually fine fish, thinking that I must be asleep and dreaming, I pinched my- self as hard as I could, and repeated the pinch two or three times, to make quite certain that I was awake. And now, as I stepped on board the steamer at Newhaven, I felt much the same inclination to pinch myself, it seemed so impossible that I v/as really on my way to spend six or eight weeks abroad. Visions of cardinals shut up in cages, of the horrors of revolutions, the Hunchback of Notre Dame, the Morgue, magnificent chocolate shops, all these and more confusedly floated through my brain." A marginal note to the diary, evidently written much later, adds what was always a dominant thought with him, "My dearest of mothers was pleased too, and I think that know- ing this gave me such great joy." This trip is described in his notes at great length. No doubt all the information those notes contain can be gathered from a guide book, but it is not too much to say that few guide books, drawn up by experienced and profes- sional travellers, could give much more information, or pay minuter attention to details than does the diary of this boy of fifteen. There was almost nothing in the towns he visited which he did not see, and, what" is more, which he did not think worth the seeing. He was at this time very far from bemg a mere gaping schoolboy. If he did not yei see much beneath the shell of things, he at least took an intelligent interest in everything. He congratulates himsell ^t. 1 6.] First Visit to Paris. 19 upon having had such an excellent travelling companion as Mr. Gutteridge; but we might also congratulate Mr. Gutteridge himself upon the companionship of that uncon- ventionally fresh young mind. They went to a boarding-house kept by a certain Madame Boys, from whence he writes to his mother : — " Dearest Mamma, — You will be very glad to hear that we had a capital passage. We played chess on board the steamer all the time : neither of us sick. We went to church Christmas morning at the Ambassador's Chapel, and to the Madeleine in the afternoon. We had a very grand dinner party in the evening. Madame Boys is a kind, good-natured, vulgar, blowing-up-servants little woman — all very desirable points to make me happy. I mean to bring you home six snails with rich plum pudding stuffing in them. With my very best love to all, especially papa. Your affectionate son, James Hannington." The Archbishop of Paris was just at this time at the point of death. The following thoroughly boyish remark occurs in one of James's letters home: "I am rather glad that the Archbishop is dead ; we are going to see him lying in state." Which they accordingly did, and his funeral afterwards. They missed nothing, these two. A short six months were now spent in the house of- business, and then another trip abroad with Mr. Gutteridge was planned and carried out. This time they went to Brussels, Antwerp, Luxem- bourg, Treves, and many other places, about all of which Hannington has much to say. Nothing escaped his obser- vant eyes, and everything was carefully noted in his pocket- book. At Wiesbaden he notes (the gaming tables were then in full swing) : " Those who seemed to be regular pro- fessional gamblers were the ugliest set of people that I ever saw in my life. A gambling table is a curious sight. I recollected those awfully eager and ugly faces for many a long day." From Wiesbaden and Frankfort the travellers made their way to Baden Baden, "nestling in the heart of the Black 20 James Hannington. [A.D. 1863- Forest like a beautiful but deadly snake on a bank of purple violets." Then on to Lucerne, whose fairy-like charms seem to have inspired the following not unmusical verse : " Oh ! for a painter's brush, or poet's pen. That I might now pourtray The glories I saw then. The silver moon, the cloudless starlit sky. The deep, the rippling lake ; Grim Pilate standing by, Hoar- white his rugged peak with glistening snow, Like some fierce lion's fang, Unbared to meet the foe." From the Wengern Alp James saw his first avalanche, with which, having, like most travellers, formed marvellous conceptions of falling mountains, he was at first rather dis- appointed. He saw the great Rhone Glacier, not then shrunk to its present lesser proportions. From thence the two crossed over the St. Gothard Pass into Italy, saw the Lakes and Milan, and penetrated as far as Venice. Re- turning across the Simplon, they visited Chamounix, and made a glacier excursion as far as the " Jardin," an excursion no less fascinating because so often " done.'^ Thence home by Geneva and Paiis. The whole trip of two months (June and July of 1863) was evidently not wasted upon the boy, but was a real factor in his education. The First of September that followed w as a notable day in the lad's diary, ile was allowed to take out a game- license tor the first time, and shot his first bird. The occurrence was, moreover, impressed upon his memory by the explosion of a cartridge in the opened breech of his gun, whereby his face was severely cut and burnt, and for some little time he was quite blinded. Mr. and Mrs. Hannington had now taken to a yachting life, and spent much of their time on board. James, who was devoted to the sea and its adventures, was frequently passing backwards and forwards between Portsmouth, where the yacht often lay, and Brighton. ^'■Sunday, Nov. i.fi', 1 863.— Caught in a tremendous squall returning from church at Portsmouth. Never was ^t. 17, 18.] Yachting. 21 there such a churchgoer as my mother. She simply would go if it was possible. I wonder that we never capsized during those rough-weather journeys." The next entry in his diary records his commission as second lieutenant in the ist Sussex Artillery Volunteers. '■'■March z%th, 1864. — A4y first day in uniform." '■'■ June wth. — Rapid progress in soldiering. Battalion inspected, and I had command of my company." Hannington made an excellent artillery officer. He was a great favourite with the men, from whom, however, he exacted implicit obedience. He early displayed considerable organizing power ; and always gave that attention to seem- ingly trifling details which goes so far to ensure the success of any undertaking. July and the first week of August of this year were spent on board the yacht Zelia, and in a continental tour with his parents through part of France, Germany, and Switzerland. His taste for travel was as keen as ever ; and everything was noted in the never -absent pocket-book for future reference. '■'■Aug. nth. — My father gave me a single-barrel breech-loader gun; 17 guineas. My delight is great." " Sept. yd. — My seventeenth birthday. Shot eighteen brace of birds, four hares, one landrail. 5 feet 10 inches high, weight II stone 6 lb. Sam gave me a garnet ring; Phil a gold locket." In October of the same year he was with his parents in another yachting excursion. They visited the island of Alderney, and, in spite of very rough weather, managed to enjoy themselves. James writes while they were still off Portsmouth : " Saturday., the i%nd. — Weather looks worse, though sea rather smoother. Landed in boat, and, returning, got caught in a terrific squall, and had great difficulty in reaching the yacht. Found mother and the crew greatly frightened for us ; the former in tears. We were an hour behind our time." 2 2 James Hannington. [A.D. 1S64, 5- " Sunday^ the z^rd.— It blew furiously. No landing for church. Which means that it did blow." ' Coming home across the choppy waters of the Channel they were nearly cut down by the West Indian Packet just as they entered the Needles. "We had watched her ap- proaching for more than an hour, and as we were beatmg up on the right tack, and every foot was of importance to us, the captain trusted to her giving way, but she evidently expected us to do the same, and kept on. The huge monster dashed by within a few feet of us. The men shouted, and my father as coolly as possible fired a blue light, and we were saved." The following entry appears in the diary for December 30th : — " Father went on deck with five sovereigns in one hand and the paper in which they had been wrapped in the other. He threw the sovereigns overboard and kept the paper. He was much vexed." The verses which conclude his diary for 1S64 show that, though he might not at that time have had any real and vital religion, yet that he was religiously minded, and not dis- inclined to think seriously. They are worth quoting. " My heart. Lord, may I ever raise To Thee in humble thanks and praise For keeping me throughout this year. Lord, guard and guide me while I'm here, And when to die my time is come, Oh ! take me to Thy heavenly home." A further proof that his mind was beginning to bestir itself, and his spirit to grope after something reliable upon which it might lay hold, is to be found in the remarkable entry made against March 6th, 1865. "Left off mourning for Cardinal Wiseman.'^ He adds a little later : "The fact is that about this time I nearly turned Roman Catholic ; but my faith was much shaken by reading Cardinal Manning's funeral sermon for the above. Also by his own last words, ' Let me have all the Church can do for me.' I seemed to see at once that if the highest ecclesiastic stood thus in need of external rites on his death-bed, the system must be JEt. 1 8.] Nearly Turned Roman Catholic. 23 rotten, and I shortly after gave up all idea of departing from our Protestant faith." Only once again did he ever experience any leaning toward the Roman Church, when for a single moment he thought that he recognized in the quiet seclusion of a certain cloister the soil suitable for the growth of the spiritual life, then working still more restlessly within him. But, in sooth, James Hannington would never have made a "good" Catholic of the Roman type, much less a monk who would have been tolerated for a single day by any " Superior." He was never wont to " think by the bonnet," * and his sturdy independence of reasoning, and sound, masculine common sense, would have soon burst through the cramping enswathements of the Roman system, or procured him a speedy and emphatic eviction out of that fold. All this time scarcely a single entry in the diary refers to the " business." Almost all his time seems to have been spent on board the yacht. Evidently James was far more keen to cultivate "horny hands and weather-beaten haffets " t in many a conflict with the salt-laden winds and blue racing waves of the open Channel, than a bold com- mercial style of penmanship, and an automatic accuracy in totting up figures. He says with some pride : " I can now sail a boat uncommonly well. To-day I proposed going across to France in the wherry, and got well scolded for the suggestion." In April of this year (1865) he paid a fortnight's visit to a friend at Virginia Water, Capt. Welsh, " Admiral of the Queen's Rowing-boats." '■'■ April ^th. — After dinner a croquet party. Prince Alfred came in in the middle of it. Saw the Oueen. '■'■April loth. — Another croquet party, which was sud- denly interrupted by the arrival of the Oueen. We had to scamper off indoors ; but from my bed-room window I could hear the Queen laughing and chatting in a most merry way to Capt. Welsh.' * " He thinks by the bonnet, like a monk in Sorbonne.'' t Cheeks. Pascal {Old Freitch Proverb). 24 James Hannin^ton. [A.D. 1865. " April I'jth. — Rode with Vernon. Called on the Mills. Coming back, was playing the penny whistle, when sud- denly met the Queen. I wonder what she thought of my performance ! " The month of June was spent on board the Zclia. A family party was made up for a trip by sea to the west coast of Scotland ; and then once more the serious business of life began, and James turned his unwilling feet to the unwelcome warehouse. He says : " I left the dear yacht and returned to Brighton. I hoped to do well ; but, alas ! it was not from the bottom of my heart. I never could like the business." His head was full of the sunny western sea; and great green Atlantic rollers breaking over the half-hidden fangs of treacherous reefs ; and the sloping deck of the yacht under pressure of sail, cutting her way through the seething water ; and rocky islands, purple against flaming skies ; and everything but the adding up of those never-ending columns of figures, and the acquirement of knowledge of the texture of merchantable fabrics in that terrible warehouse. Had a business career been seriously planned for him, he would, perhaps, have been kept more rigorously to the grindstone ; but no doubt his parents were at this time willing to allow him to discover for himself, by actual experience of life, in v/hat direction his natural bent tended. He had, accord- ingly, far more liberty than is granted to most boys at the age of eighteen, who are not intended for a life of idleness. It is very noticeable that, under this treatment, Hanning- ton never displayed the least tendency to pass his time in lounging about, frequenting the clubs, or in any way leading a fast life. His time was never unoccupied — never hun<>- heavy on his hands. He was never one of those who affect to be superior to the occupations and amusements of every- day life — who yawn, and find nothing to interest them in the world. He always had something to do — always some- thing in hand; and what he did undertake he carried through with a heartiness and delighted enthusiasm which never failed to infect others and stir them up to co-operate. It was this faculty which made him the very life and centre of any circle of society into which he was introduced. His /Et. 18.] Receives His Commission as Captain. 25 friends often found themselves, under his influence, working might and main for the achievement of some object in which none of them had taken the shghtest previous interest, but which Hannington had made the all-important object of the hour. About this time he threw himself heart and soul into the work of his battery. He passed his examination for promotion, and about the end of the year received his com- mission as captain. His delight was boundless when, at the Artillery Volunteer Camp at Shoeburyness, the Brighton men won both the Palmerston Prize of 40 guineas and the Queen's Prize of 100 guineas. His own detachment behaved itself very creditably, and showed signs of careful drilling. I find this entry after the return from the camp : " I presented a gold pin to Bomb. C. for good shooting." At this time, also, he began to show signs of that interest in the welfare of young men which in after years was so marked a feature of his ministry. He took a great deal of trouble in procuring for them suitable recreation rooms, and personally inspected, tested, and bought the various articles necessary for their equipment. He organized concerts, readings, and games, and made himself a prime favourite with the men under his charge. Hannington was always fond of telling a good story against himself. Here is one: On Easter Monday, 1866, at the Grand Review, the Prince and Princess of Wales being present, he was appointed major to the battalion. Right proudly he jingled along upon his gaily-caparisoned charger. Scarcely, however, had they started, when that horse, unmindful of his own dignity or that of his master, took the bit between his teeth and bolted. Away flew James in full view of the admiring Prince and Royal party. First his horse made for a gap which led over the clifF ; from thence, being hardly turned by the waving arms of some fisherfolk, he dashed down the pavement and ran full tilt into a cart ; grazing this, he was nearly knocked from the saddle by violent contact with a cab horse ; and next, still sticking bravely on, he charged home into a mounted officer. At last, not without effort, this mad career was checked, and 25 James Hanningtoii. [A.D. 1866. the major rode back to his post, girth broken and accoutre- ments all awry, amid the ironical cheering of the delighted crowd. So he tells us. But if he appeared, through his charger's misdemeanour, in a ridiculous light that day, he at all events seems to have enjoyed the occurrence as much as any of the onlookers. The same spring, the Hanningtons made up a family party for a long yachting trip to the Mediterranean. James's diary has the following : — " May gth. — Left Brighton with Sam and Jos, and found father and mother at Lymington, busy putting a few finishing touches. Among other things that they have added to one of the best fitted and most comfortable yachts afloat, is a steam launch. Scarcely another yacht has one." This, of course, was in 1866. They landed first at Belem, on the Tagus, and saw all that was to be seen. " Got permission and went over the Castle, which is ex- ceedingly picturesque, and built of marble. They are much behindhand in gunnery — only some old 13-pounders on wooden carriages, painted red. The sentry sits about and smokes in the most casual manner. I got into conversation with the guard, and showed them the manual and platoon. One spied my thumb, and at once affirmed for me that I had lost it in war." Gibraltar, Algiers, and many places are described with much patient minuteness. At the latter place he bought a young jackal, which was brought home with him as a pet. On this cruise his botanical notes begin to multiply ; and he evidently used the microscope systematically, and to good purpose. From Naples, James and his brothers ascended Vesuvius, and disported themselves in the crater, which was then in a slight state of eruption. At Civita Vecchia they went on board the Pope's yacht. The Imma- culate Conception^ " handsome outside, but very dirty in." The officer in command paid a return visit to the Zelia, and was much astonished at the completeness and sumptuous arrangements of the English vessel. After some days spent in Rome, they directed their course to Genoa. James writes : " The war has broken ^t. 19.J Yac/iting in the Mediterranean. 27 out, and the town is in great excitement. The citizens are garrisoning the place, but present anything but a military appearance. The Garibaldians seem, to the visual eye, an awful crew." But we need not enter into the details of this trip. The boy of nineteen chronicles all he saw, as though it had never been seen before, and never might be again by eye of mortal. He is still very boyish, pleased to be courted and admired by foreigners as " one of the lords from the English yacht." He still has a great deal to learn, but he is evidently teachable, and by the grace of God he will learn his lesson. On the last day of August, Hannington was again in Brighton ; and the next day, being the first of September, we find him, indefatigable and keen, carrying his single- barrel breech-loader over the turnips ana stubbles. He writes : " Sam and I killed between us 25I brace of birds." '■'■Nov. yd. — Riding over from Brighton to shoot, my horse fell, and rolled over with me on my leg. I never said anything about it, lest I should be forbidden to strain the leg by going out shooting. Killed eighteen brace of pheasants.'^ " Nov. qth. — Went to Mayor's banquet, and delivered my maiden public speech, by returning thanks for the ladies ; received great eclat." "1867, Jail. itJi. — Breakfast and meet at Sir J. Simeon's. In at death." " (^th. — Went across in Royal yacht Alberta to Southampton, and returned with Sir Stafford Northcote." '■'■ Wtli. — Crossed again with Sir Stafford; inspected the docks. Treated with fearful civility, the effect of travelling in the Queen's yacht. Returned in the evening with General Gray." " \\th. — Left Cowes in the A/derta with Lady Caroline Barrington, and returned to Hurstpierpoint." And now follows a very singular entry. I quote it with some hesitation, as liable by the unthinking to be misunder- stood. Those, however, who have had some experience in 28 James Hannington. [A.D. 1867. tracing the strange and complex movements of the human soul, and who have noted how, side by side, are to be found there the workings of the trivial and the tremendous, will know how to read this passage. Tt runs thus : " Feb. C)ik.—l lost my ring out shooting, with scarcely a hope of ever seeing it again. I offered to give the keeper los. if he found it, and was led to ask God that the ring might be found, and be to me a sure sign of salvation. From that moment the ring seemed on my finger ; I was not surprised to receive it from Sayers on Monday evening. He had picked it up in the long grass in cover, a most unlikely place ever to find it. A miracle ! Jesus, by Thee alone can we obtain remission of our sins." He adds, in a note written several years afterwards : " This is a quotation from my diary, written at the most worldly period of my existence." It was written, remember, for the inspection of no eye but his own, and, therefore, expressed, without doubtj the unfeigned conviction of the moment. As we have seen before, he was, in spite of his volatile exterior, by no means devoid of religious thoughtfulness. If he had not, as yet, any intelligent apprehension of his true relation- ship to God, he never v/holly neglected the externals of religion. He had always " a secret apprehension " that there was a better way. Keenly as he enjoyed his sur- roundings — and no man ever entered with more zest into the pursuit of the moment — he was never wholly satisfied with a life apart from God. It is deeply interesting to notice in this strange, unreasoning appeal to the Unseen by the careless younker in his momentary vexation over the loss of a trinket, the early traces of that assured and reason- able, though childlike, trust in God which so distinguished him in later life, and marked him pre-eminently above his fellows as a man of faith. He next mentions that he was " carrying on an interest- ing correspondence with Frank Buckland about a surface net when yachting." I believe that he never became personally acquainted with the eminent practical naturalist. Had they met, they would have found in each other congenial spirits. After a short trip to Paris in the spring, James ^t. 19.] A Disciplinarian. 2Q Hannington and his brothers started for a cruise in the Baltic, and a visit to some of the cities of Russia. The following entry in his diary marks the event : — '■'■ June ifth^\%bi. — Yacht Z^//«, 195 tons. Underway 9 a.m. Abreast Brighton, 3. 40. Off Beachy Head, 5.15." Christiania, Copenhagen, Stockholm, etc., were all in- spected with intelligent eyes. While at the latter place, he wrote : " The King, when we went over the palace^ had just left a cabinet council, and during the discussion had sketched a tree and a face on a sheet of paper. The guide's contempt when I asked for this was supreme. If he was a fair example^ Stockholmers are not oveiweenino-ly proud of their monarch." They then spent a week in St. Petersburg and Moscow, keenly entering into the delights of everything that was going in the way of entertainment^ and toward the end ot July set their faces again homeward. An incident which throws light upon Hannington's character occurred on the return voyage. The elder brother, who was in command of the expedition, having been recalled home by domestic affairs v/hich required his presence, the leadership fell to James. He at once took the reins, and held them with no uncertain hand. He writes : "The men have of late been very disorderly, and getting worse, so, on my assuming command, I instantly gave them my mind on the subject, and told them that in future any man breaking leave would be discharged. The drst to do so, as it happened, was the captain, who remained ashore, and, by his own confession, helplessly drunk." The captain had no doubt that he would be able to make it all right with the young commander. But he reckoned without his host. Discipline was at stake. Hannington felt that now or never was the time to assert his authority, and in such circumstances he was not accustomed to hesi- tate for a moment. To the astonishment of the whole crew, and not less so of the culprit himself, the captain was there and then sent ashore with all his belongings. After this dreadful example the crew gave no more trouble. They recognized the fact that they had one it the head of affairs 30 James Hannington. [A.D. 1867. who might be expected to execute what he threatened, and, after the manner of sailors, they hked him none the worse for it. He was fortunate enough not to sufFer himself on account of this prompt act of justice. He writes : " I met Captain Van Deurs, a very gentlemanly man, and well recommended, whom I engaged, and an immense success he turned out." The next day they stopped a fishing smack off the coast of Denmark to buy some cod. The fisherman asked whether the yacht belonged to the King of England. " ' No, there is no King ; England is ruled by a Queen.' 'Then it must belong to the Prince of Wales. That,' pointing to me, ' is the Prince of Wales.' No answer on Van Deurs' part confirmed them in their idea, and left them full of joy to return to their native village and pass the rest of their lives as the men who had seen and talked with the Prince who had married their own popular Princess ! " "July ibih. — Fell in with a tremendous gale, which came suddenly upon us with a rising glass. All sails were set at the time, and I was alone on deck, the men being at tea. I rushed forward and shouted, ' All hands shorten sail ! ' and in half an hour's time we were laid to with the water washing over us most uncomfortably. Carried away our jibboom while pitching into a sea ; it was a splendid stick too. Three men were washed overboard by a hu^e wave while clearing the wreckage ; but the next wave fluno- them back on to the deck. After laying to for sixteen hours, and drifting about helplessly, scarce knowino- how matters would end, there was a slight lull. I ordered the jib to be set, but it was blown to ribbons ; so we waited a little longer, and then set the storm jib and were able to continue. For two days we were without the sun, but the captain made the land by our soundings. The soundings were very interesting. The lard at the bottom of the lead brought up light silver-like sand off the Danish coast, which gradually grew darker, until almost black off the coast of England." With this trip we may bring Chapter HI. to an end. /E.t. 19.] " That is the Prince of IVa/es." 3 1 It marks the conclusion of a period in his life. As his character was formed and his disposition became more marked, his nature asserted itself more and more definitely against a " business " career. Of whatever else in life's arena he might be capable, in that at least he felt that he could never excel. Bis heart was not in it. Surely some- thing else might be found for him — some other vocation — a real vocation to which his heart might respond, as to that for which he was created and brought into this world ; not a mere line^ grooved out for him by the industry of his forefathers. But how the emancipation took place must be reserved for another chapter. CHAPTER IV. EMANCIPATION. (1867—68.) " He was never a Sceptick in his Principles, but still retained a secret Apprehension that Religion . . was founded in Truth, and this Conviction . . . could not but occasion some secret Misgivings of Heart." Doddridge {Life of Colonel Gardiner). One thing, and one thing only, had, for some time past, prevented Hannlngton from shaking himself free from the harness which galled him, and in vi'hich he felt that he could not hope to run life's course with any prospect of credit or success. Both his training and temperament made him un- willing to run counter to the wishes of his father, and he could not bear the thought of inflicting the slightest pain, or even of causing the shadow of disappointment to fall upon the mother whom he adored. About this time, how- ever, he made a tentative effort at freedom. He wrote to his father with regard to the general impression of his friends as to his unfitness for a commercial life, saying, " I know that 1 am laughed at, and looked upon as fit for nothing but collecting curiosities." In fine, he desired that something else more congenial to him might be found, upon which he might exercise his superabundant energies. He says in his diary : " Sam proposed that I should take to farming ; and there was nothing I thought I should like better. But my father, who had had a taste of farming himself when young, would not hear of it. A4y mother wrote, saying : ' Your letter was kindly and sensibly ex- pressed, but it brought floods of tears to my eyes. The bare thought of my sweet boy going where his father and mother could not see him from time to time distracts me • father too, said he could not bear it.' Seeing that my mother took JEt. 20.] J^i/is the Church. 33 it so tremendously to heart, I was ashamed that I ever sug- gested giving up my work; and so for the time I gave up all thought of leaving home, and endeavoured to settle down once more quietly and contentedly. My mother's and father's love devoted my heart to them. I felt that I had sinned grievously in even suggesting what might give them pain." The matter, however, was not to rest here. "There is a Divinity that shapes our ends," and Hannington was not to be shaped by any parental wishes — dutiful resolu- tions on his own part notwithstanding — into the ord narv type of a British merchant citizen. The first blow struck upon his shackles was, after all, dealt by the hand of his father. It happened in this wise. The family had been hitherto, at least nominally. Indepen- dents. Mr. Hannington had built a chapel in the grounds of St. George's, in which Nonconformist services were held. Finding, however, after a wide experience of men and things, that they had no serious quarrel with the Church of England, he and his family decided that they would seek admittance into her communion. At the enJ, there- fore, oi 1867, St. George's Chapel was licensed for public worship by the Bishop of Chichester, and the charge of it became a curacy — virtually a sole charge — under the Rector of Hurstpierpoint. James writes : '■'■Sunday, Oct. ibth. — The last Sunday of the dissent- ing ministers in St. George's Chapel. Mr. Hart preached the farewell sermon with a good deal of true emotion. He and his wife were pensioned by my father, the pension to continue for the last survivor's life. Little did I think that I was ever to occupy that pulpit. Perhaps the old man prayed for me." '■'Dec. \\tli. — Opening service at St. George's. Mr. Ca.'ey Borrer, the rector, preached a splendid and most suitable sermon ; spoke very kindly of my father. Preached also in the afternoon to a crowded congregation." The consequence of this important step on the part of -his father was that Hannington was brought much into contact with Churchmen of whom he had known little 3 34 James Hannington. [A.D. i86^- previously. He says: "This year (1868) was mo^t event- ful to me. Through the change from dissent to the Churcn I got to know the clergy of the parish church and college. I yearned for ordination. My mother had once or twice spoken about it, and felt my mind on the^^ subject, so I knew that she would offer no objections. Atter some self-examination, however, he was led to conclude that his increasing dissatisfaction with, and loathmg tor, the business at Brighton had more to do with his desire for Orders than any other motive. " I had it fixed upon my mind that I was to be oidained," he says, " but as for real motives I had none, or next to none. I was, I fear, a mere formalist, and nothing more." However that may have been, there are not wanting in- dications in his diary that he was thinking seiiously at times. His was far too honest a nature to permit him to take any step which did not secure the hearty concurrence of his will and intellect. He could never have become a " mere formalist." He had too much humanity about him, and too much enthusiasm within him to have permitted that. A mere secular organizer he might have perhaps become; enforcing zealously, and by the power of his own personality, dogmas which lacked the power of the Spirit of God to commend them. But from this, too, he was saved, as will appear in the -course of our narrative. To outward appearance he was still as gay, thoughtless, and reckless as ever. Delighting to startle his friends by some extraordinary feat of personal courage or endurance, by eccentric acts which could only emanate from " Jim," it was net easy to associate with this madcap the serious business of life. But the following entry will show that in his heart he was neither a careless nor indiilerent spectator of the mystery of life, or of the set of the world-tide toward Eternity. " About this time," he writes many years late.~, ''John Thurston * came to stay with us ; very ill ; he lingered a long time ; when he was told that his case was hopeless, he * A cousin. ^t. 20.] First Coinmunion. 35 not only seemed resigned, but, as far as one could tell, just touching the hem of the Saviour's garment. He died on June 6th, 1868, and was buried in Hurst churchyard, in our family vault. I vv'as in Brighton the night he died, and at the exact time of his death I had one of those peculiar warn- ings — an internal thrill — which told me certainly that he was gone. My diary reads thus : '■'■ June bth. — John worse ; about one p.m. he took his leave of me. About four, at his own express desire, he received the Sacrament from Mr. Methuen, surrounded bv us all. I was obliged to go to Brighton at five. As I was sitting at supper I had a heavy palpitation of the heart. Something said to me, ' John is dead ! ' I took out my watch frightened. The hour was ten p.m. " "jtJi^ Sunday. — Got up at 4.30 a.m. ; walked down tj see John, if not gone, though I was sure he was dead. Went straight to the doctor's room. Heard that he died at two minutes past ten o'clock ! " The Lenten season of this year Hannington kept with much severity, fasting rigorously \n private every Wednes- day and Friday. On April 23rd he wrote to his mother, saying: "I have decided in favour of the Church. I bjlieve that God is with me in this matter." On July 5th he received the Holy Communion for the first time. He wrote in his diary : " I am afraid whether I am fit. I was not so fixed in thought as I wished.^' Shortly after, something that he read in a " fairy tale," or some train of thought started by some expression in the book he held in his hand, led him to self-examination. He came to the conclusion that his frame of mind was not what it should be, and that he needed bracing up to his duties, both religious and secular. He writes, " Prayer refreshed me." It was not yet very intelligent prayer ; but it was the petition of a soul seekmg, though with much blind groping, after a higher life, and, as such, was doubtless heard and answered by tiie Eternal Father. The next day's entry ru is thus : " I have to-day been 36 James Hannington. [A.D. i858. much better in work. It comes easier to me when I watch and pray." At this period of his spiritual development the functions of the Church evidently exercised a strong fascination over him. He made a point of being present when anything was being done by the clergy in the neighbourhood. Within a fortnight we find him at the laying of two foundation stones of ecclesiastical buildings, and listening with admiration to speeches made by the Bishops of Chichester and Oxford. He threw himself with his accustomed energy into this newly- found channel for his activity. He inaugurated, in connec- tion with the Church Harvest-Eiome Festival, the first sports that had been known in Hurstpierpoint. He was to be seen frequently at Services in the parish church, or at choral and other festivals. He waited dih'gently upon the lips of such distinguished preachers as might come within possible dis- tance of his home. His mind was apparently just in that condition in which a permanent bias, one way or the other, might have been imparted to it had he been brought into contact with one strong enough to exercise a controlling influence over him, and willing to use it. But his time"had not vet come. If the town of Man- soul was beginning to feel the stress of the siege, it was by no means yet taken, or even ready to be taken by assault. The volatile and fun-loving nature of the young man soon resumed its sway over him, the newly-fanned flame of ecclesiastical ardour soon paled and died down, and though he certainly never repudiated religion, it is equally certain that, for some years to come, he laid no claim to bs esteemed " religious." One important acquaintanceship, formed shortly after he came of age, was destined to exercise a very happy and altogether beneficial influence upon his character. He was introduced to Dean Riirgon, then Fellow of Oriel, at the house of his brother-in-law, Archdeacon Rose. Hannington writes concerning him : " He is so kind, and seems to take a great interest m me, and gives me kind advice, which I hope that 1 shall follow. He soon perceives a fault. He stops to play with all the small children he sees. Mrs. .fit. 21.] Dean Burgoii. 37 Rose frequently says to him, ■" Dear John, I wish they would make you a canon ;' and he seems to regard himself as not at all worthy of such promotion. Sunday was spent by us all, Burgon and myself included, in taking classes in the Sunday-school. He preached in the afternoon, and then took me with him for a walk." Kind attention bestowed upon a young man is seldom wasted. In Hannington's case his esteem for Dean Burgon helped to ballast him, and was no insignificant quantity in his University life. His college friends used to watch him, with an amused surprise, wending his way every Sunday evening to the Greek Testament class which Dean Burgon held in his rooms in Oriel. But he was not to be dissuaded. I do not recollect that he ever missed that class when he could by any possibility attend it. How can it be doubted that, though his spiritual nature was not as yet sufficiently awakened to enable him to enjoy Bible study for its own sake, those Bible classes did him good ? They and the society of the good and sincere man who conducted them, and whose original personality commended him in an especial manner to the heart of Hannington, were safe- guards and a sort of sheet-anchors, v/hich helped to keep him from drifting whither so many have suffered shipwreck. So, then, with the full consent of his parents, the first step was taken which severed him from a commercial life, and it was decided that James Hannington should, in due time, seek for ordination as a clergyman of the Church of England. CHAPTER V. LIFE AT OXFORD. (1868—69.) " Not in the sunshine, not in the rain, Not in the night of the stars untold, Shall we ever all meet again, Or be as we were in the days of old. " But as ships cross, and more cheerily go, Having changed tidings upon the sea, So I am richer by them, I know, And they are not poorer, I trust, by me.'' Walter Smith. On the 22.nd of October, 1868, James Hannington's name was entered as a Commoner in the books of St. Mary Hall, Oxford. My own personal recollections of him date from this time. Eighteen years have passed since then. Later events have crowded out from my mind many of the earlier memories of my life, and the lichen growth of time is slowly but surely effacing some of the most deeply-grooved impressions. Nevertheless I can still without difficulty recall the moment when I first heard the sound of his voice. Why the impression of that moment should have lingered with me I cannot tell, except that his voice was a singular one — in timbre quite unlike any other voice which I have ever heard. I was seated, a solitary freshman, in a dark little room which was usually allotted to the last comer. The single lance-window looked out upon the " Quad," with its paved walks, square patch of grass, and central clump of dwarf shrubs. A little disconsolate and lonely was I at that moment, wondering what sort of companions those might prove among whom my lot was to be cast during the next three years or so. As I sat in somewhat melancholy mood /Et. 21.} His Voice. 39 amongst the cups and saucers, decanters, and tumblers, brand new kettle and teapot, and other paraphernalia of a student's housekeeping, which had been sent in that after- noon by various tradesmen, my attention was arrested by a passing group of men who cast a heavy shadow through the narrow window. 7"hey were talking loudly, but one voice separated itself distinctly from the others. I was keenly alive to every new impression, and the tone of that voice remained with me. It was half plaintive, half petulant, but, withal, wholly attractive. I fell to picturing to myself what kind of man the owner of that voice might be. The following day I was introduced to him, and for the first time set my eyes on James Hannington. Let me try and describe him as he was when he made his first appearance in St. Mary Hall, as a fresiiman, in the autumn of 1868. A tall, well-proportioned youag fellow, with somewhat loosely and pliably set figure, that gave promise of both activity and power. Careless in his dress — rather affecting a soft white hat, broad-soled boots, and a general abandon of costume. His face was the very index to his character. I have before me, as I write, some dozen photographs which were taken between the years '68 and '%^. During that time the face has filled out and matured, but it is substantially the same. He vyas then in his twenty-first year, of pale, rather sallow, complexion. A mouth, the pouting lips of \Vhich seemed half-humorously to protest against life in general. A pair of clear grey eyes, which twinkled with latent fun, though deep set beneath projecting brows which suggested unusual powers of observa- tion and penetration. A nose not too prominent, but sharp and inquiring, the nostrils of it readily expanding when moved by indignation. (He used, after his first African journey, to delight in telling how the natives would com- pare it to a spear 1) The chin firm set, and jaws square, without any too-marked massiveness. The ears, not lying close to the head, but set at rather an angle. A face com- bative, yet attractive. Volatile, yet full of latent strength. Assertive, yet retiring. Altogether, quite a noticeable face 40' James Hannington. [A.D. i86S. and figure : not by any means to be ignored. The outer clothing of a nature capable of great things, if seized and moulded by the Divine Spirit. What otherwise— who might venture to prophesy ? Carlyle professes to attach much significance to a man's laughter. He says, "How much lies in laughter; the cipher key wherewith we decipher the whole man I . . . . The fewest are able to laugh what we call laughing."* Hannington would so far have satisfied his requirements. None who have heard his laugh can surely ever forget it. When he laughed the spirit of laughter took full possession of him, and shook him sorely before it would let him go. His laughter was contagious, he so evidently enjoyed it ; it came welling up with such wild, uncontrollable waves, that one found himself irresistibly compelled to give way and join in too, aye, till the tears ran down his cheeks, out of pure sympathy. His voice was, as I have said before, unlike any other ; at least, any other that I have ever heard. It was not unmusical; of considerable power too; but with a certain plaintive quaver in it, — a certain staccato thrusting forth of single words and short sentences that was strangely charac- teristic of its owner. A sort of intermittent fountain, it corresponded with his movements. I'hese, like his voice, were not smooth or even. He was far from being awkward ; there was even a certain easy power in all that he did which was not far removed from graceful bearing, yet it was as though he studiously avoided conventional attitudes. When he walked, he walked with his whole body and shoulders, but whether he walked, stood, or sat, he was distinctly himself — never quite like anybody else. When I first saw him, he was leaning against the lintel of the door which opened from his own staircase upon the Quadrangle. He was surrounded by a group of men, all seniors, with whom he was chattino-, and evidently on the best of terms. To my freshman's eyes beholding with awestruck reverence those second and third * Siwtor Resarttis. JEt. 21.] Takes the College by Storm. 41 year men, Hannington's audacity in thus taking the collegc- by storm seemed boundless. It was evident that, though a freshman, he had already been received into their circle, and that the seniors regarded him as an acquisition to their society. Perhaps this was partly owing to the fact that he came up to Oxford with more experience of the world than many others ; it was more probably owing to the irresistible mag- netism of his genial good fellowship, coupled with his decided individuality and force of character ; but, from whatever cause, there can be no doubt that he aimost immediately began to exercise an influence over his fellow- students, and that he shortly established for himself an ascendancy over them which he maintained without a rival until the end of his University course. It cannot be said that Hannington was an industrious student. On the contrary, the golden opportunity of those undergraduate years was missed by him, as by so many others who vainly regret, but cannot recall, what they then despised. Not that he was ever a dunce. What he chose to learn — and he learned everything that interested him — he knew accurately and thoroughly. Jn chemistry, botany, natural history and general science he was singularly well grounded, and, as a student of medicine, he would probably have taken a high degree. But for classics he had very little taste. He had never gone through that course of patient gerund-grinding and grammar-grating by which public schoolboys are broken in, and he was by nature very impatient of any yoke which compelled him to plod con- tinuously along the line of a given furrow. Some seven years, moreover, had elapsed since he left school, and what slight smattering of classic lore he had there acquired must have, by this time, almost passed from him. Add to which fact the consideration that the whole previous training of his life had not been such as to fit him for close study, or to accustom him to endure the strain of continual intellectuai effort. We have it on no less an authority than that of Pliny, that " the mind is aroused to action by the active exercise 42 James Hannington. [A.D. 1868. of the body." This may be accepted if we understand by " active exercise " sufficient exercise to counteract the evils of a sedentary life. But we are inclined to think that more than this is apt to have a contrary effect upon the mind, and by over-develooment of the boddy faculties, check the development of 'the mental. There is no time when we are less disposed to think continuously or deeply than when we are making some great physical elibrt, or enjoying the excitement of a life of constant movement. Hannington had hitherto given himself little time to think, while at the same time he had never been idle. That he was slow in developing those mental powers which, if earlier matured, might have secured for him the honours of the " schools," may be attributed largely to those constant excursions and voyages by which his love of adventure had been indulged. It must also be borne in mind that he had had, until now, no direct incentive, or even encouragement, to study. On the contrary, he had been taught that he might dispense with learning, the absence of which had proved no bar to the success of either his father or grandfather. It is not surprising, then, that it took some time for him to shake himself down into the course of the University curriculum, and that his degree was somewhat delayed in consequence. Hannington's rooms in St. Mary Hall bore witness to his wanderings. They were large and airy ; oak panelled from floor to ceiling. In one corner, over a drawer cabinet full of curiosities and specimens, hung two gilt and painted Icons from Moscow. Opposite was a curious drawing of a terrier's head, burnt with a branding iron upon a panel of some hard wood, and picked up I know not where. Conspicuous was a portrait of his mother, a dignified and handsome lady, with much facial likeness to her son. Else- where, a rack full of whips and sticks of every size and shape. A miscellaneous heap of narwhal's and swordfish's horns, old weapons and what not, filled up a corner. A shady place was found for a considerable glass tank, wherein various fish, including a young jack, disported them- selves. Add to all this pictures, china, bric-a-brac, and ornaments of the usual type, a plentiful stock of lounging ^t. 21.] All Undergraduate's Room. 43 chairs, with a good, capacious sofa of the old-fashioned square kind ; bookcases fairly well filled, especially with works on natural history ; portfolios full of scraps, and deep, red- cushioned window embrasures in which to double up the limbs and cozily con the same, and you will have a fair idea of what those rooms were like. Here Hannington kept open house. Here his friends were wont to assemble, and here a frank and kindly welcome always awaited all who were congenial. While Hannington had in him all the elements of popularity, and never failed to make himself liked, he did not go out of his way to make friends. He was not much inclined at this time to " suffer fools gladly." He would form strong and apparently instinctive antipathies against certain persons, antipathies for which he could offer no more valid reason than that given in Martial's celebrated epigram : " Non amo te, Sabidi, nee possum dicere quare ; Hoc tantum possum dicere, Non amo te." " Well, he may have been sometimes unjust, but, on the whole, I am inclined to think that he was not often at fault in his estimate of a man's character. Nor was he a man to be trifled with. He possessed a quick, passionate temper of his own, which it was never difficult to rouse, and those who thought to take advantage of his free and open manner, or of any eccentricity of his, were soon disabused ; they were rarely rash enough to tempt him a second time. When seriously angry, he was capable de tout., and was quite formidable. All his friends thoroughly understood this, and regulated their conduct accordingly. But through all his actions there ran a strong under- current of genuine kindliness, unaffected simplicity, and genial love of his kind which at once attracted others to him. He was one of the ^e.-^ men who, while a leader in * Which may be freely translated by the well-known couplet : " I do not like you, Dr. Fell, But why I don't I cannot tell." 44 James Hannington. [A.D. i86S. an exclusive and hoi-polloi-despising college set, was acquainted with and popular with all down to the last- arrived freshman. He could be keenly jealous, too, for the prerogatives of his party, and his friends will recall some sufficiently stormy scenes when the authority of the "Red Club" was invaded by some daring revolutionary spirits, who objected to privileged oligarchies. Notwithstanding this, there was no man who succeeded better in effacing differences, and in creating among the community a healthy esprit de corps. Wherein his " great strength " lay did not appear at first, or upon a brief acquaintanceship. He seemed to be wholly given over to the spirit of fun — to de- liberately yield himself to the perpetration of nonsense. He loved to startle and shock the sensibilities of the staid fol- lowers of established precedent. When the mood was upon him, he could be as troublesome as a schoolboy, and his spirits were quite as untameable. lie must surely have tried to the utmost the patience of the much-enduring and long-suffering Principal, whose tact in dealing with him cannot be too highly admired, and who won for himself Hannington's warm esteem and regard. He was accustomed, good-naturedly, to chaff everybody, and loved to play queer practical jokes upon his friends. But with all this there was an underlying earnestness of purpose which, coupled with an iron inflexibility of will, soon made itself felt. It was generally recognized, before he had been long in residence, that he had something in him, that he knew what he wanted, and that, when once he had made up his mind that a thing ought to be done, he was not to be denied. He might, with boyish glee, bring a whole armful of firewoiks into college on the 5th of November, and let them off in defiance of all rules and regulations ; he might complete a festivity by galloping round the Ouad upon a chair at the head of his companions in riot; he might he known chiefly to the unthinking as the organizer of wild pranks, the getter-up of burlesque theatricals, the hospitable entertainer at noisy feasts ; but, beneath all this, were sterling qualities which soon lelt their impress upon the little world in which he moved, and caused his influence to /Et. 2t.] A Noisy Undergraduate. 45 be more deeply and widely felt than that of many cider and more talented men. He was, moreover, unselfish, open-handed, and generous to lavishness. He was always ready to be paymaster when- ever his companions would consent to lay that burden upon him. Those who needed his assistance and made claim upon his purse seldom or never met with a refusal. This readiness to impart of course laid him open to the attacks of one or two " notorious sponges." But only at first. He was, as we have said, a pretty keen judge of character. If once his suspicions were aroused they were hard to allay, and then his contempt would be bluntly outspoken. His caustic wit was not to be easily endured by those whose de- signs upon himself or others he thought that he had fathomed. Even his "scout," and the funny old Mother-Bunch of a bed-maker, while they found him the most considerate and liberal of masters, for his manner with servants was always courteous and winning, soon discovered that he was no fool, and not to be squeezed at their pleasure. Ah, me 1 that bed-maker 1 With her heavy wheezing voice in which she would perpetually "beg parding," and the slowly creaking shoes upon which she and her pails would ascend the groaning stairs ! Like all the other servants, she " did like Mr. Hannington, but he were a curious young gentle- man — yes, that he were." In his younger days Hannington was a most inveterate tease. He would sometimes irritate his victim to the utmost verge of all possible endurance ; but then he thoroughly understood the principle of give and take, and never objected to be teased in return. I cannot recollect him to have lost his temper, or even to have shown signs of annoyance in this game of thrust and parry. If some friend's own galled withers were wrung oftener than he liked, he had at least the satisfaction of knowing that he might try his hardest to find some sensitive spot i[i the skin of his tormentor. At this time he was very quick to resent and avenge an insult, but he seemed even to thoroughly enjoy to be made the target for whole sheaves of arrows of legitimate " chaff." 46 James Hannington. [A.D. 186S. Some men are privileged. By general consent they are allowed to say and do with impunity things which would not be tolerated from others. Hannington was one of these. It was impossible to be cross with him. Even the Dons extended to him an unwritten licence. Upon one occasion, I recollect, the Principal remonstrated with him by letter upon want of attention to study, and inquired how long he intended to continue "a gentleman at large." To this the irrepressible alutiinus at once replied, " I hope that you will in future regard me no longer as a gentleman at large, but a gentleman at ' smalls ' ! " Who else would have dared such a rejoinder ? His wit was quite unsparing. As I had at that time some small aptitude for catching likenesses, while he was an adept at rapid rhyming, he persuaded me to join with him in framing a book to be entitled the " Skimmery Album.'" In this most of the men were to be found humorously depicted and described. Few escaped the pillory, from the Principal downward. In looking back upon that work of art, I am not quite sure that either the rhymes or the drawings were always polite, or even in the best of taste, but of this I am quite sure, that no one took the jest amiss. It was " only Jim." None of his darts were poisoned. If, perchance, they caused a moment's irritation, they left behind them no envenomed sting, or anything that could rankle or cause permanent pain. The man who essayed to leave his room, and found that his " oak " had been firmly screwed to the doorpost by some stealthy practitioner from without, and himself a helpless prisoner, after vowing vengeance upon the unknown imper- tinent, would relent when he discovered that he had been victimized by the incorrigible Jim. The luckless one who returned from an evening party to find that some mischievous sprite had transformed his trim chambers into a very mis- cellany, and " made hay "of his goods and chattels, would smile resignedly when he traced the hand of the irrepressible joker. The very boatmen at Salter's would grin when he came down to the river, and make ready to smile at the plea- ^t. 21.] A Stern Chace. 47 santries of the St. Mary Hall captain. He was well known everywhere, and I make bold to say, wherever he was known he was well liked. Hannington's thoroughness in carrying out whatever he undertook has already been alluded to. Under his captaincy the boat club throve and prospered. When the post of captain fell vacant and was offered to him as the result of a unanimous vote, he made a little speech to the effect that he would accept the position, and endeavour to do his duty in it ; but on one condition only. If he were to be captain, he should expect to be implicitly obeyed. He would resign the moment he failed to inspire confidence in the club, but he would never consent to be captain in name only. The boat needed a strict captain, and, if they elected him, he did not mean to give them cause to find fault with him in that respect. His speech was hailed with acclamations ; and he proved himself as good as his word. He not only sought out the best men and coached them assiduously, but he kept them close to their work. Absentees were hunted up, warned, and duly exhorted to mend their ways. Punc- tuality was insisted upon. Training was rigidly exacted, and rules made, which, like those of the Medes and Persians, might not be altered. However, if the captain made great demands upon others, it was certain that he never spared himself, and so gave no occasion for grumbling. And how he would row ! Like everything else that he did, he did it with all his might. As he was wont to say: " I would xo-^ my heart out sooner than that we should be bumped." I find in his diary mention of one ludicrous scene over which we often laughed. The long line of "•eights" that May morning lay like huge water-spiders, one behind the other, upon the surface of the still river. Each was held in its place by boathooks from the bank, and only waited for the signal gun to dart forward in pursuit of the boat ahead. We were all rather nervous. We knew that we were a better crew than the one above us, but strongly suspected that we might fall a victim to the still better boat below. We sucked our slice of lemon, stripped to the thin- nest of jerseys and flannels, and grimly determined to bump, 48 James Hannington. [A.D. 186S. if possible, before we were bumped. After the momentary confusion which followed the roar of the gun, and when we had settled down into our stroke, we soon found that we had our work cut out for us. l"he crew behind was working grandly; the eight backs swung to and fro like a well-balanced machine ; at each stroke their boat leaped from the water ; it was quite evident that they were over- hauling us hand over hand. Hannington was rowing just bc-hind me at No. 7, and I knew that he was tearing at his oar like one demented, but felt too, without being able to see, that all was not right with him ; what it was I could not tell. As we entered " the gut," where the river makes a sharp turn, the " stroke " of the boat below called upon his crew for a spurt, that they might catch us while we were helrl back by the drag of our rudder. The chace became exciting, the two boats almost overlapped, and the shouts from the crowd on the towing path, as the friends of the two crews mingled into one, swelled into a prolonged roar. As we, hardly' escaping from our pursuer, emerged from "the gut" into the straight reach, J could not help noticing that the shouts of encouragement from the shore were intermixed with laughter, till by and by the laughter predominated, and, to my no small disgust, the grinning faces of the crowd, as we now hugged the Berkshire shore, were evidently directed upon our boat. What had we done .'' Who was doing what? This was quite too dread- ful ! I was not long, however, left in doubt. As we passed the post, and I turned to congratulate Jim upon our escape, I beheld him overwhelmed wiih confusion and shame. In his immense energy he had worked his nether garments almost wholly off, and the latter half of that hard-fought race had been rowed by him, not without frantic snatches at his disappearing raiment, garbed almost as slio-htly as Ulysses and his crew, as depicted upon some ancient vase ! He was also a great canoe man. When the floods were out, and all the low country was one vast lake, from which protruded the tops of the highest hedges and the lono- lines of pollard willows which marked the course of streams, we JEt. 21.] T/ie Last Toivn-and-Goivii Roiv. 49 would betake ourselves to light canoes and seek adventures, shooting the boiling rush of the foaming "lashers," and letting ourselves be whirled down by the mad waves of the swollen and straining river. Here, as everywhere else, Jim was always to be found at the post of danger. The ugly eddy which swirled with sullen roar beneath the arch of some sunken bridge, or the sweep of the deep and trea- chdrcus Cherwell, tearing m<,dly through the branches of some submerged tree, which spread themselves like a net to catch and entangle the unwary canoeist as he rounded a dif- ficult corner^these were his delight. He became a perfect master of his tiny craft, and was soon able to paddle while standing upright almost as easily as when seated. How keenly he would enjoy the fun of a canoe race ! In this everyone is allowed to do his best to hinder or overturn his competitors ; and here Hannington's mingled boldness and dexterity gave him a great advantage. He had, too, the young Englishman^'s love for a stand-up fight. The 5th of November, 1868, saw the last of those " town-and-gown rows " which had been so long a disgrace to the University. The authorities had determined to put an end to the unseemly spectacle, and a strong force of proctors and their myrmidons patrolled the streets. There was, notwithstanding, a good deal of fighting. One under, graduate was killed, and others were more or less injured Those ifw gownsmen who escaped the proctors and their "bulldogs " linked arms, and tried to drive the mob up th«» High Street before them. Hannington was, of course, in the thick of the melee. He had witnessed the fatal blow by which the student mentioned above had been struck down, and was filled with a Berserk rage and thirst for retribution. His friend, having just been himself "run in " by a proctor, and secured within the Hall gates, has a vivid remembrance of that indignant figure, with the light of battle in his eye, and his avenging fist stained with the gore of his adversaries, struggling in the hands of those who conducted him back to his college, and compelled him to desist from the conflict. There was an undefinable charm about this bright, queer, 4 50 James Hannington. [A.D. i86S. passionate, fun-loving, unconquerable undergraduate. A mutual friend writes of him, " He was in some subtle way the life and soul of our set." With all his seeming vola- tility, he possessed that indescribable something which Chalmers used to call "wecht," and to which he justly attributed so great importance. That ic^-z^/^/, without which no man can achieve greatness, but the possession of which makes its owner a force in the world. And the influence which he exercised was always, even in his most careless days, in the main for good. We have seen, by the extracts quoted from his diary, that he was already accustomed to think at times deeply and seriously. It is true, if I may repeat what I have elsewhere written of him, "he was not, in his undergraduate days, a man with a definite purpose. He had not, apparently, any settled object in the regeneration of the society in which he moved ; his religion, as Doddridge says of Colonel Gardiner, ' still hung loose to him.' All the stops of his nature had not yet been pulled out by the consecration of his life to Christ; the tunes played upon that life were still, perhaps, purpose- less, yet they were, withal, iiarmless enough. I never knew him to fall into any of those vices common to young men. While he was eminently social, he never indulged himself to excess. During his residence at Oxford he exer- cised a real and entirely salubrious influence over his fellows. At the club 'wines,' under his presidency, sobriety became the order of the day, and to exceed became discreditable. He was, in his wildest moments, sound at the core and there are not a few who will have felt the better for his companionship." * We have already had occasion to remark that the boy James, however addicted to pleasure, was never given to "loafing." His very idleness was busy. We notice the same characteristic in the young man. He equally eschewed the society of the fashionable lounger, who voted energy to be " bad form," who frequented the High Street, and there exhibited, with languid grace, the faultless cut of irre- C. At. Intelligencer, April, JEt. 21.] A specimen Sunday. 51 proachable tailoring ; and that of the self-indulgent and beslippered novel-reader, as loth to seek his couch at night as to rise betimes from his bed in the morning;. The following extract from his diary gives the details of a single Sunday which maybe taken as a not unfair example of many others : — " 7 a.m.^ Holy Communion. 9 a.m., Chapel. 10.30, 'Varsity Sermon by Dr. Gouldburn ; twenty-mile walk with E. Ashmead-Bartlett. 5.15, Chapel. 7.30, Service in St. Mary's. 9 p.m., Greek Testament Lecture under Burgon." Which all must, surely, confess was a fairly well-filled day ! Hannington spent the Christmas vacation of 1868 — 69 in his usual energetic manner, by rushing over to Germany, and visiting Berlin, Dresden, and other continental cities in midwinter. He was still, as the Principal put it, more disposed to play the part of the " gentleman at large •" than that of the student. During the ensuing term we find notes of two visits to Cambridge, which he, of course, compares un- favourably with his own dear Alma Mater. The rest of the term is occupied with sports of various kind. E. Ash- mead-Bartlett and he had struck up a great friendship ; and Hannington threw himself heart and soul into his friend's early successes in athletics, in which he then had an ambi- tion to excel. He records his pleasure when Ashmead- Bartlett ran third in the 'Varsity three-mile race, which secured to him the right to take part in the next Inter- University sports. He tried his hand at the " new French two-wheeled velocipedes," then first introduced into Oxford, and which resembled the perfect bicycle of to-day not much more closely than "Puffing Billy" resembles the express locomotive of the " Flying Scotsman." He gave large wines, and got up and acted in the great hall doggrel Eng- lish versions of Greek plays. In fact, like other young men of hio-h spirits and social gifts, he entered thoroughly into the enjoyments of this new life. He appreciated its freedom, made all the more piquant by the appearance of restraint imposed by college rules, and was disposed to make the utmost of its possibilities. 52 James Hannington. [A.D. 1869. Though he afterwards became an efEcient speaker, and could even now, upon such occasions as that narrated above at his Boat Club election, speak pithily and to the purpose, he was not fond of speechifying. Like some of his contem- poraries, who have since found their tongues, he did not much affect the excellent college debating society, much less the debates at the Union. Action was more in his line than speech. Had he lived in the di.ys of the Scotists and Smiglesians, he would have, doubtless, borne a good club in Logic Lane.* He had the young Eriton's thorough con- tempt for a " mug." To row in his college boat, and be captain of it, to be the most popular man in residence, and perhaps some day to be elected president of the then flourishing Red Club^ these were things compared with which a good degree seemed but as the dust in the balance. Some little time afterwards, when these ambitions v/ere gratified, he writes : " I am now captain of the boats and president of the club. So I am at the head of everything." Ah, well ! most healthy young minds pass through this phase of experience. The time was coming when those things which now seemed of least account would bulk most largely in his eyes — when he too would " put away childish things." In the meanwhile his life went on as before, little changed bv his adoption of those outward and visible signs of learning, the cap and gown. The Long Vacation of '69 — as though his whole life hitherto had not been been one long vacation — was spent in a yachting tour, during which he visited the coast and ports of Holland. Of this trip a few notes from his diary may be sufficient. While at Ant- werp, he writes : " I am rather astonished at myself, on viewing for the third time Rubens' ' Descent from the Cross.' I have lately been studying continental pictures * "The followers of Duns Scotus and Martin Smiglesius, who lived respectively in the fourteenth and sixteenth centuries. The students used to adopt their tenets, and when argument failed, would try to cudgell each other into acquiescence. Logic Lane is ' a narrow defile where the partisans used to encounter,' hence its name." — Addison {Essay XCI., " On Managing a Debate "). -Et. 22.] Ship on Fire. 53 very keenly, and have, I think, a better eye for merit than formerly. The first time I beheld it with disappointment, the second time with indifference, the third time with rapture. The figures I cannot help thinking too muscular, and the features coarse to vulgarity, but the lifelessness of the body and the colouring seem to me perfection. I could not take my eyes off the picture, until the man, thinking I had had enough for my money, covered it up." Hannington next took his steam yacht up the Rhine, and had some exciting adventures on the rapid waters of that treacherous river. Once the ship caught tire. " We had proceeded about two miles past Bommel, when the steward came to me and called me aside most mysteriously. He thought he had better inform me quite privately that smoke was pouring up through the ship's floor. I darted down below and found, as he said, the cabin full of smoke, There was no doubt that the ship was on fire. ' Send quickly for the carpenter, and don't tell the others for a few minutes. Now, carpenter, keep your head cool : the vessel is on fire ! tear up this floor at once I ' Then, running on deck to the pilot : ' Bring up as quickly as possible. En- gineer, draw fires, and be ready if [ want you for a stiffish piece of work.' We could find no fire under the cabin, but everywhere smoke. Then we went to the coal bunk, and directly it was opened the smoke rolled out in volumes. My heart sank. The coals on fire ! Nothing could save her from utter destruction ! We turned the coals over, but found no fire, although the smoke kept rolling out. Next it began to burst out behind the donkey engine. Dreadful suspense I Be calm ! With much difficulty we tore up the engine-room floor, and then saw the keel in a blaze ! Bad as this was, it was a relief to have found the €nemy. I shouted to the men, who had gathered anxiously round, to stand to the buckets, and, stripping off coat and waistcoat, I took one myself; and then, turning on all the taps, we speedily filled her with water to the floor, and thus extinguished the flame. It was an anxious time, however. The fire appeared to be in close proximity to the coals, of which we had a large supply. Had they been ignited our 54- James Hannington. [A.D. i86g chance of escape would have been small. It resulted from the ash-pan almost,'if not quite, resting upon the wooden keel. The iron had become red hot, and kindled the wood. Why, indeed, this had not happened before I can- not tell." Next comes the following entry: — "Brought up at Nimegen ; created a most profound sensation, it appears that the Queen's yacht, the Fairy , is the only one that has yet ascended the Rhine, so the people think that I must be of the blood royal. On landing everybody was so obsequiously polite that I had almost too much of a good thing. However, without assuming to myself any dignity beyond that of an ordinary English gentleman of great affability, I inspected with great interest all that is to be seen in this out-of-the-way little place, unnoticed by Murray or Eradshaw." Any generation of over-weening pride was, however, properly checked by the next adventure. " We steamed on to the Prussian frontier. Here ] had to land, and, in spite of explanations that the yacht was not either a mer- chant or passenger vessel, I had to make a manifest of everything on board — rice, salt, tobacco, wine, etc. Of course, I did not know in the least what we actually had. J, therefore, told the man whatever came into my head, as a pound or two of tea, two loaves of bread, fifty bottles of wine, etc. I then had to sign my name to four dif- ferent papeis to vouch for the accuracy of my statement. Anybody can imagine my delight when, having solemnly made my declaration, I was informed that the custom-house officers would come on board directly to see if my statement were true ! It was an insult hard to brook without flying in a passion. In a 'inw minutes ten officers arrived. I re- ceived them as if they were of the utmost importance, but at the same time as if I was more so. I then told the steward to take them round, but to show them nothing else but the joint of meat. I, in the meantime, got hold of one who secerned the most officious, and although he declared in a loud voice that he would not touch a thing, I managed to pour a glass of my very best down his throat, while his -Et. 22.] " F Have Undertaken to be Tltere." 55 subordinates were below. \Ve shook hands repeatedly, and became sworn friends. They finally, declared that the\- must ha\-e a bottle of wine to test its strength, which they did, and sent it back in half an hour with a charge of about £1 on my declaration, which I thought moderate." To his great satisfliction, Hannington was able to bring the yacht to Cologne at the time appointed to meet his father. He had had many difficulties to contend with. The navigation of the river proved both tedious and dangerous for a \-essel of the loWs draught. Man\' times they stuck upon sandbanks, or were stranded upoi\ hidden reets. The pilot again and again urged him to tele- graph to his father to announce the impossibility of reaching Cologne by the day mentioned. To this he had but one reply: "/ liave undertaken to be there." And there, on the 7th of August, to the surprise of all, he was. All this was, no doubt, conducive to the formation of character. It helped to produce in him that self-reliance and readiness of resource which afterwards so remarkably distinguished him as a missionary pioneer. But it did not help him much to make up leeway in his classical education. It is not surprising, therefore, to learn that, when he returned to O.vford in the autumn of '69, and at once took up his old nh'e as Master of the Revels, the Principal strongly recommended him to seek out a competent tutor in some quiet and retired part of the country, where there would be isw distractions, and where he would ha\e no temptation to seek other friends than his books. For this purpose he suggested the Re\'. C. Sciiven, Rector of Alartinhoe. He could not have selected a better man. But the place ! Alas ! how could the Principal, with all his kindly forethought, know that this perple.\ing undergraduate would find in Devonshire peasant folk, and still more in Devonshire cliffs and seas, distractions even greater than colle2;e life could ofier him ? CHAPTER VI. MARTIN-HOE. (1870-73-) "A great, broad-shouldered, genial Englishman." Princess. Marti NHOE and Trentishoe are two small sister parishes on the wild north coast of Devonshire, about half-way between Ilfracombe and The Foreland. Far from any railway station, they are shut off from the rest of the world by their inaccessibility. The population of the two parishes, at that time held by Mr. Scriven, does not much exceed three hundred souls. These are, however, scattered over a wide extent of country. A lonely place is this corner of North Devon, and out of the way. A place of wide-stretch- ing moorland ; dark, weather-scarped cliffs, and rocks worn and torn bv the ceaseless sweep of Atlantic billows. Han- nington writes of his first impression of the district : " The country round is magnificent, and I soon fell in love with both place and people." The impression which he himself made upon the partv at the Rectory is recorded in another note : " I found out that their opinion of me is that I am very eccentric." However, in a very short time, not only they, but the simple country folk around, learned to love him, and to regard him as, in a peculiar sense, their own. He entered thoroughly into the pursuits of the people, and was soon widely known among them. Before he had been long at Martinhoe he was welcomed everywhere, in farmhouse and cottage, as a personal friend. The strange habits and customs of the Devonians, almost unaltered through centuries, interested him greatly ; he studied them sympathetically, while he keenly enjoyed /Et. 22.] Devonshire Superstitious. 57 the humour of them. The following is an extract from his diary : — '■'■Feb. 10th. — We had a funeral this week. The bereaved gave a tremendous feast on the occasion to those who were invited; and any others who chose to attend went to the house for tea and cofiee. On Sunday they all came to church in a body. They came in very late, and sat together in a conspicuous place, remaining the whole time of the service with their faces buried in their pocket-handker- chiefs ; nor did one once look up. A short time since, the clerk at Trentishoe lost his wife. A {tw days after the funeral he asked for a holiday, borrowed a horse, and rode round the parish to sound all the young women on the question of matrimony. He arrived at the Parsonage and proposed to both the servants, but was refused. At last he found a lady bold enough and willing to take the step, and she bids fair to make him a good wife. " There is an immense deal of superstition 'about here. Neither man, woman, nor child will enter a churchyard after dark, and on Midsummer night they say that the spirits of the departed move about the graves, and are to be seen. Many of the people know charms for different diseases, and are in great repute. Old John Jones can bless for the eyes: and afterwards offered to reveal the secret to me, in which case he would be able to ' bless ' no more, the gift becoming mine. ■■' Mrs. Jones 'to the parsonage ' has a seventh son, who has power to bless for the King's evil. Numbers resorted to him, but finding that he did not get sufficient from them, and that every time he ' blessed ' virtue went from him, and left him weak, he has discontinued the practice." The belief in witches still holds swav over the minds of the people. They have unbounded faith in charms and spells. 1 remember once to have had a conversation with Hannington on the subject of the supposed miracles at Knock, Lourdes, and other places. Whatever might be the source of the alleged healings, he warned me against summarily concluding that no cures had taken place. 58 James Hanuingtoii. [A.D. 1870. He said that he had himself seen the strangest cures effected in Africa by medicine men with their fetish ; cures of which, to an impartial beholder, there could be little doubt. He then narrated some remarkable cases of persons who had, under his own observation, been healed by recourse to men or women who were supposed to be endowed with the power to "bless.'" He was of opinion that certain diseases — in fact, all those diseases which were directly or indirectly nervous — might, in certain cases, be healed by a strong faith in — anything. The reader will, no doubt, recall the case mentioned both by Pascal, and also by Racine in his history of Port Royal, in which a daughter of Madame Perier was cured of a lacrymal fistula of a very bad kind, which had disfigured her face for more than three years, by a touch from a supposed Thorn from the Crown. Supposing this cure to have been really effected — and it is testified to by no less authorities than Pascal, Arnauld, and Le Maitre — there is no need to believe that any special virtue resided in the " Holy Thorn." Rather that the extent to which it is possible for the mind to sway the body has not vet been accurately ascertained. Upon one occasion, and I believe one only, Hannington was induced to experiment upon the credulity of the people. The result was notable. He had a decided taste for the study of medicine, and had picked up at different times no small practical knowledge of it. The Country doctor, indeed, trusted him so far as to seek his assistance in re- porting upon and caring for many of the simpler cases of sickness. His repute as a " medicine man " among the country folk themselves was great. They placed unlimited conljdence in him. Upon the occasion to which allusion has been made, he was asked to prescribe for a certain woman who appeared to be in the last stage of consumption. She had been under medical treatment for years, but had obtained no relief. Hannington filled a phial with water slightly flavoured and coloured, and attached to the cork a small leaden medal, such as is found on some bottles of eau- de-Cologne. This he gravely presented to the woman, ALt. 22.] Arnatetir Engineering. 59 merely saying to her, " When you take a dose, first turn the bottle round three times three ; and, whatever you do, take care that you do not lose that leaden medal, but return It to me when yon are well." From that hour the woman began to amend ; in a very brief time the medal was re- turned — an apparently complete cure had been effected. I make no comment upon this, but give the story as nearly as possible in the same words in which he narrated it to me. After some more or less spasmodic reading, Hannington returned to Oxford on March 19th, and 'went into the schools to pass his "smalls." During the first day of the examination he had good hopes of success ; but on the second day an ill-conditioned organ-grinder took up his station outside the " theatre," and with the horrible iteration of his popular airs drove all thoughts out of the distracted head of the unhappy student. In a fit of irritable despair he rushed out and withdrew his name. The next term Hannington spent in residence. He was at this time elected President of the " Red Club," which, with the captaincy of the Boat Club, was the highest social honour that we were able to confer upon him. On the loth of June he again tried to pass his Respon- sions, and this time successfully. The next entry in the diary is again from Martinhoe. Hannington had discovered a new source of delight. The cliffs descended to the sea in sheer, precipitous walls of three or four hundred feet. In it.vf places was access to their base possible, except to bold and experienced climbers. A perilous scramble from ledge to ledge in search for chough''s eggs revealed the existence of some remarkable caves, the largest of which was then and there dubbed Cave Scriven. These caves, carved out by the foam-fingers of the tireless sea, fringed with immense fronds of fern, pillared with stalactite, and floored with firm white sand, the safe and undisturbed citadel of birds, were quite inaccessible to any but a cragsman. Hannington at once resolved that they should be seen and explored by the party at the Rectory, and for that purpose set to work to make a prac- 6o James Hannington. [A.D. 1870. ticable path down to the shore. Into this business he threw himself with characteristic energy. The engineering dif- ficulties to be overcome were not small. The clifF was in many places a sheer precipice — nowhere could foothold be obtained except upon treacherous projections or crumbling ledges. However, he writes: "On Sept. ist we com- menced, and secured two able-bodied men and old Richard Jones to help. When Richard was a boy he had been the best hand in the parish at climbing the ' cleve ' (clifF), but now he was old and crippled. We thought, however, he might be useful to do odd jobs, so at 7 a.m. we all turned out with ' pick-isses,' 'two-bills,' crowbars, and spades, and made our way to the scene of action." It will be observed that Hannington had, as usual, suc- ceeded in carrying along with him all his friends, the other pupils at the Rectory, and even the servants. His enthu- siasm was the most infectious thing in the world. The most ridiculous project became, when he threw himself into its execution, the all-absorbing business of the hour. Thus, for the time being, the interest of the parish was concen- trated upon this wonderful " path," which was to lead down the face of a dangerous cliff, from nowhere in particular to nobody knew where. Though the leader of this ])ioneer corps of sappers and miners was almost incapacitated by a severe attack of shingles, he refused to succumb, and himself marked out the first sec- tion of the path. The party, amateurs and hired labourers, then set to work in good earnest, and soon made the first part of a practicable zigzag. When they got well down over the edge, however, the rocks proved very rotten, and after several narrow escapes, the enthusiasm of some was damped, and the two able-bodied workmen refused to risk their lives further. Old Richard alone remained undaunted ; and, with his help, and that of George Scriven, the path was at last completed. Some graphic extracts from the diary explain how it was done. Old Richard was clinging on to a landslip, and plying his pick as best he could, when Hannington cried to him, " ' Hold on, Richard, till I come back to you ; I am going to climb down a bit further, and ^t. 23-] Devonshire Hospitality. 6[ see where we can next take the path to.' Old Richard, however, was a man who could not stand idle, as I found to my cost ; for when I had crept down some distance I heard the rush of a stone, and a considerable boulder shot past my head, within a foot of me. I had barely time to dodge as it whizzed by like a cannon-ball, accompanied by a volley of small stones, and I could feel the draught of air it made. With a shout I apprized Richard tliat I was below, and climbed up like a lamplighter, and stood by his side pale and breathless. He was quite cool. ' I don't like the look of that old rougey place where you have been climb- ing,' said he. Nor do I^ thought I to myself, when you are working up above. If you are not the coolest old hand I ever met ! However, I said nothing ; but after dinner George and 1 climbed across tins ' rougey place,' with the assistance of a rope, and determined that we would not return until we had cut our own path back. Old Richard nov/ gave in. He took back to the village the news that he was beaten now. So George and I did it by ourselves. Capital fellow is George, and just as determined as myself that we should succeed, even if the whole clifl came down about our ears." There was much triumph when the work was com- pleted. An opening day was arranged, and a party of twenty visitors descended the dizzy path down to " The murmuring surge That on the unnumbered idle pebbles chafes," and were introduced to the wonders of the new-found caves. The following entry appears opposite January ist, 1871 : "Received the Holy Communion with great misgivings. Reflected upon the manner in which I had spent the past year, and made resolutions, which, alas ! soon failed." A day or two later he was almost drowned while skat- ing. The same evening, however, he went to a Devonshire farmer's party, which he thus describes : "I am going to ' see Christmas,' which is Devonian for ' I am going to a party.' We arrived at 6 p.m., when a hot supper was 62 James Hamiington. [A.D. 1871. ready — three hot roast joints, etc. ; after which, games, dancing, and the like went on till midnight, when there was another hot supper as substantially provided as the first. Then cards commenced till 8 a.m., when there was a hot breakfast." Hannington does not say whether he saw this party out, but apparently it is not uncommon on such occasions for guests to remain even until noon, when they wind up the festivities with a final dinner. The habits of our beef-and-ale-consuming forefathers still linger in hospit- able Devonshire. A week later Hannington found himself in nearly as awkward a position as that of the elderly gentleman who, while probing the clefts of the rocks for anemones at low tide, was seized by the finger and held fast in the tenacious grip of a huge crustacean. Tradition says that he was drowned. The same fate might easily have befallen our adventurous explorer of caves. He says : " On the twelfth of January I asked Morrell and George Scriven to join in an excursion to a cave we called ' The Eves,' two small holes just large enough to creep through, which penetrated a headland. While there, we discovered below water mark a hole which seemed to penetrate some distance ; so, with no little squeezing and pushing, I wound my way in, and found myself in a large hollow chamber with no other out- let than the one I had entered by. It would have been a dreadful place in which to be caught by the tide. The water gradually rising in the utter darkness would drown one like a rat in a trap. 1 explained all this melodramatically to my companions outside till they grew quite impatient. ' Well come out then,' said Morrell, ' for the tide is fast comino- up, and we shall have a job to return.' So I crawled down to the entrance and essayed to come out head first. I soon stuck fast, and after great squeezing and squirming barely managed to get back again inside. Next I tried to'o-et out as I came in, and so worked my way down feet first. It was no go, I was again jammed tight. iVly two friends then got hold of my legs, and pulled and pulled till I thought my legs and body would part company. Matters reany oegan to look serious. I was bruised and strained a good deal and .Et. 23.] Trip to Norway. 63 escape seemed impossible. And now the full horror of the situation flashed across us all. My mocking words were actually to be realized ! I said in the best voice I could that I must say good-bye ; but if ever I passed a dreadful moment it was that one. The tide was creeping up slowly but surely. Applying all their strength they pushed me back into the entrance that I might make one more effort head first. Then it suddenly occurred to us all that I might try without my clothes. No sooner said than done ; and after a good scraping I soon stood once more by their side. But it was a narrov/ escape ! " Nothing daunted by this adventure, Morrell and he set themselves to conquer "the champion climb amongst the natives." Twice they were defeated. It seemed to them that ''no mortal man could go up." The third time they were successful, scaled the dizzy height, and " were made free of the cliffs." Hannington kept the next two terms at St. Mary Hall. He was now twenty-three, but the boyish spirit was not in the least abated. Vide the following : '•'■April 2^tk. — For a bet I wheeled Captain Way up the High Street in a wheelbarrow, and turned him out opposite the Angel Hotel." The Easter Vacation was spent in a yachting trip with his own people. They all had a pleasant time on the bright waters of the south coast. Whenever there was a bit of rough work to be done, James always undertook it. "Now, men," he was wont to say, "you remember me up the Rhine. No putting back to-day, mind ! " On several occasions, while the rest of the party went by rail to avoid some stormy foreland, he took charge of the yacht ; never better pleased than when a real stiff sea had to be encoun- tered, or a difficulty overcome. As he was not in good health, he next took advantage of doctor's advice to make a yachting voyage to Norway. There he made the most of his time, appreciatively seizing upon all strange ways, quaint sayings, and queer surroundings, and making himself 64 James Hannington. [A.D. 1871. very popular with the Norwegians, whether pigge-, post- boy, or boatman. One story we may quote from his diary : " The land- lord at Gudvangen, Herr S.,is quite a character. He dances round one, and his long hair flies about in a most ludicrous way. ' He shall sit up all night if he shall make you com- fortable ; ' and to commence adding to your comfort he pats you on the back. Then h^ is full of hitler remorse be- cause you tell him that the maid (pigge) 7C77/ grease your boot-laces. ' He shall send her away ; he shall do it him- self; it shall break his heart if you are not comfortable.^ Herr S. speaks good English, but he likes to add to his vocabulary. Some one said that the Germans were fond of guzzling beer. The conversation dropped, but not the word. It dwelt in Herr S.'s mind. The next morning we were at the river. Herr S. expressed a thousand regrets that it was so clear. Said he : 'If only you could get a little guzzling water you shall catch fish/ We found that he thought that 'guzzling' meant thick!" On July 18th he was back once more at Martinhoe j reading, cliff-climbing, and botanizing — chiefly, I imagine, the two latter. His zeal for exploring the wave-worn nooks of the perilous coast had infected the others. Parties were constantly made up to reach some new cave, or test the- practicability of some hitherto impossible track. Hanning- ton never tired of describing '.hese adventures. On one occasion they v/ere creeping along a narrow ledge of rock overhanging a " vasty deep," when they came to a place where the ledge turned at right angles, and was, moreover, blocked by a mass of jutting rock. A long stride over the obstacle is required. He writes: "As I knew the place best, I stepped on first, and then began to help the others across. All got over safely till it came to R 's turn.. 1 was sitting on the ledge, and held out my hand to him. He somehow missed the hand, slipped, and lost his balance. The fearful look of terror that flashed over his face accom- panied by a low moan and gasp of despair, I shall not easilv ibrget. I dashed at him, caught him by the arm, and, grip- ping the rock with one hand, held him for a moment danjr- ^t. 23.] A Hair-breadth Escape. 65 ling in the air. Fortunately, George was at hand, and seized my wrist, otherwise we must, both of us, have gone over and been lost. Together we hauled him up, and 1 soon had the satisfaction of hearing him say, as he shook me by the hand : ' Thank you for my life ! ' I, however, was myself quite as much indebted to George." Good Mr. Scriven did not half like these perilous freaks. But, while the mania lasted, there was no keeping his " pups " off the cliffs. To use his favourite expression, they were " like moths buzzing round a candle.^^ '■'■Aug. ^th. — Helped to put new east window in the church. J had recommended Baillie, and had obtained the design. '■'■ Atig. ibth. — Took Lord Tenterden, Mr. Justice Pollock, and some others to see the caves. They expressed the greatest astonishment at the engineering of the path, and the magnificence of the caves." Next occurs the following : — " I suggested to Mr. Scriven that I should come to him at once as his curate, and read for my Degree afterwards." To this he adds in a note written long after : " Very fortunately the Bishop would not consent to ordain me until I had taken my Degree." Fortunately, indeed ! In this, as in other things, we can trace the good Hand of his God upon him. And now an event took place which moved him to the- centre of his being. The controlling love of his life had been that of his mother. The boyish tenderness for his " dearest, sweetest mother,^^ had not been impaired by time. No other affection had ever usurped his heart. He was the least susceptible of men to the charms of women. No- Adonis could have seemed more wholly unassailable by what is called love. His friends and companions were mainly, and, indeed, almost exclusively, of his own sex. Not that he was unpopular with women : far from it. But in what- ever light they may have regarded him, in his eyes they were but weaker men, to be treated with chivalrous consideration, but otherwise as companions — nothing more. His whole 5 66 James Hannington. [A.D. 1871, 2. love was given to his mother. She, on her part, fuliy reciprocated his affection, and found an ever fresh deHght in the devotion of her favourite son. Mrs. Hannington had, for some time, been seriously ill. On the 30th of Septem- ber of this year, 1871, her doctor pronounced that there was little or no hope of her recovery. James was m an agony of mind ; he could not believe that such grief was in store for him. In a few days the crisis seemed to pass, and his mother, to his intense relief, rallied. He determined, notwithstanding this, to remain by her side instead of return- ing to Oxford to keep Term. As the days dragged wearily by matters did not improve. It was evident that his mother was sinking. She was very happy and peaceful. As for James, he wrote: "We had but a melancholy Christmas Day, and mournfully closed the year. The doctor gives my mother no hope, and yet there seems to be hope. I cannot but hope — I must hope." He found time, in the midst of this racking anxiety, to run up to Oxford, at the urgent request of his friends there, to settle a quarrel which had occurred in the St. Mary Hall Boat Club. But, having set matters straight, and prevailed upon the then Captain to resign, he at once returned to Hurst. On February 14th his mother submitted to the operation ot tapping. She bore it with a patient resignation which was deeply touching to her husband and children. She got, however, very little relief. On the 24th, James writes : " Very, very ill." On the 26th : " I went in to her at eight a.m., and at once saw that the end could not be far ofF. She was alm®st unconscious. She kept dozing and rousing, and commencing sentences. Especially she would repeat again and again : ' I will take the stony heart out of their flesh, and will give them an heart of flesh. I will take — I will take the stony heart away — away.' " So the bright, active, brave spirit, which in so many points resembled that of her favourite son, went down, step by step, to the brink of the still river; and her son would hardly let her go — would have held her, but could not. About three o'clock in the afternoon she ceased her broken utter- ances ; at about five o'clock her arms, which had o-ently ^t. 24.] His Mother's Death. 6j swayed to and fro, moved no longer, and at seven she died in the presence of all her children. After the last reverent look, the others moved sadly away. As for James, he fell on her face, and kissed her, and cried to her, as though she could still hear him. Scarce knowing what he said, he besought her again and again to come back to him — not to leave him when he most wanted her. By and by came the faithful old nurse, and, with gentle compulsion, led him away. Mrs. Hannington had always felt an almost morbid dread lest she should be buried before life was actually extinct. She had mentioned this to her son, and he had promised that he would assure himself that death had taken place before the interment. This explains the following note : " I promised my mother to see her six times after she was dead. I saw her seven, and there could not be the slightest doubt that she was gone." Indeed, it was almost impossible to tear him away from her bedside. He would sit there in the silent gloom, hour after hour, plunged in grief that refused to be comforted. Or he would be found kneeling by that figure so mysterious and still beneath its enveloping sheet. They had to coax and almost to compel him from the presence of the dead in order that he might take rest or meals. On Saturday, March 20th, the funeral took place in the Parish Church of Hurst- pierpoint. "Hundreds attended, coming from miles round.''' So the desire of his eyes was taken away at a stroke. It is clear to us now why this should have been. His heart was to be emptied that it might be filled with that only love which does not fade, and which cannot be taken away. Had James Hannington written an epitaph upon his mother's tomb, it would have been couched in some such terms as that most touching inscription in a Paris cemetery — '■'■Dots en paix^i ■ma 7nere ; ton fils {oMira toujours." Her memory always exercised over him a hallowing influence. Nevertheless, it was, perhaps, needful for him that the human voice should speak no more words of advice and sympathy, that he might be taught to listen for the sound of that " still, small voice " which whispers to those who have ears to hear: " This is the way, walk thou in it." 68 James Hannington. [A.D. 1872, 3. In May, 1872, Hannington successfully passed his " Moderations," and resided for some time in the house of Mr. Morfill, of Oriel, with whom he decided to read for his next Examination. After a short vacation he continued his studies with Mr. Rumsey, and determined that he would put an end to trifling, and pass the final examination for his Degree as soon as possible. The following entry occurs for October 1 8th : — " Father, Bessie, and Blanche Gould came to stop at Oxford a few days. Took them to hear Canon Liddon, who preached a magnificent sermon." A few days later a letter appeared on his breakfast table, in which his father announced his intention of marrying again, and that the latter lady had consented to become his wife. This second marriage turned out very happily, and by and by Hannington, no doubt, understood that it was better thus than that his father should be left to brood over his grief in a house from which his children had flown to make homes for themselves. But coming so soon after the death of his mother, to whom he knew that his father had been tenderly attached, it is not to be wondered at if, at first, the new alliance troubled him, or that his diary should record his feelings in the words, " I am terribly cut up and cast down." He set to work, however, in good earnest to bring to a close his already too prolonged University course, and, early in December, passed with credit the first part of " Greats." On May 15th, 1873, he rowed for the last time in the " eight." " Bumped Keble." " Should have caught Exeter, but No. 3 caught a crab instead." Apparently the crew rather fell to pieces towards the end of the week, for the next entry runs : " Of all atrocious horrors, this is the most disgusting. VVe have been re-bumped by Keble ! " '■'■ May -X%th. — Lunched at Morfill's. 3 p.m., garden party at Morrell's. 9 p.m., ball at Masonic Hall, given by Ashmead-Bartlett." And so on through a list of " Com- memoration " festivities. On June I2th Hannington took his B.A. Degree. CHAPTER VII. THE TURNING POINT. ORDINATION. — THE GREAT CHANGE. (1873-74.) " I have been from my childhood alway of a Tumorous and stormy nature." Luther. " We took sweet counsel together, and walked in the house of God as friends." Ps. Iv. 14. " O most sweet Lord Jesus, by Thy holy Infancy, Youth, Baptism, Fasting, scourges, buffets, thorny crown, — Deliver us." St. Anselm. *' About this time/' Hannington writes, " a different tone began to steal over me insensibly., I prayed more." About this time also a certain friend of his who had recently received Holy Orders, and who was serving as Curate in a country parish in Surrey, began to think of him. In the solitude of his lodgings, when the day's work was done, and he was alone with his own thoughts, his mind would rest lovingly upon old college friendships. He thought of James Hannington — gay, impetuous, friendly, fun-loving Jim — and gradually it was laid upon his heart to pray for him. Why, he could not tell ; but the burden of that other soul seemed to press upon him more heavily day by day. He had not had much experience in dealing with souls J he had but a short time before learned the meaning of" effectual, fervent prayer; " he would have been called " a babe " by St. Paul ; not yet even a " young man," much less " a father." But his life had been transformed within him, and filled with a new and most radiant joy. He knew himself redeemed, and in union with the Father of Spirits with whom is no changeableness, neither shadow of turning. He could not now have lived over again that old college life 70 James Hanningion. [A.D. 1873. of his as once he had been content to live it. He thought of many friends. To some he spoke, and tried to make them partakers with him of his new-found benefit. For some he sought to pray, but for none can he ever remember to have prayed with such a distinct sense that he must pray as for James Hannington. I find the following entry in Hannington's diary : "■July i^tk. opened a correspondence with me to-day, which I speak of as delightful ; it led to my conversion. Young men are not, as a rule, good correspondents, and between these twain no letter had passed for nearly two years. Communication was re opened in the following manner. A pair of skates was the ostensible cause. The Curate found them, with other rubbish, in a box full of odds and ends, and, holding them in his hand, remembered that they had belonged to Hannington, with whom, after the manner of chums, he had held many things in common. Then and there he sat down and wrote to Hurstpierpoint, asking his friend in what quarter of the world he might be found, and whither he would wish those same skates to be sent. The letter was forwarded to Martinhoe. In due time came a kindly response. " Glad to hear from you again. Never mind the skates ; keep them, or throw them away — any- thing you like ; but tell me about yourself," and so on. Then followed the news that he was meditiiting ordination ; was not sure that he was as fit as he ought to be, with more to the same effect, all written lightly enough, but with a certain something of seriousness which induced the Curate to think that the opportunity he had been seeking might have, perchance, arrived. He resolved to avail himself of the opening thus o-iven, though not without a certain dread. He was naturally loth to lose the friendship of one for whom he entertained a warm affection. He remembered Hannington's openly ex- pressed dislike of religious enthusiasm, and his contempt for all canting protestations of superior piety. It was not with- out a mental struggle that he determined to lay bare his own JEt. 26.] A Repulse. 71 heart to an eye only too probably unsympathetic. It seemed likely that this letter of his might open a wide gulf between them. Still, if friendship was to be lost, it should be at least well lost. So he reasoned, and, with prayer for guidance, just wrote a simple, unvarnished account of his own spiritual experience ; tried to explain how it had come to pass that he was not as formerly ; spoke of the power of the love of Christ to transform the life of a man, and draw out all its latent possibilities ; and finally urged him, as he loved his own soul, to make a definite surrender of himself to the Saviour of the world, and join the society of His disciples. This done, the Curate walked, not without misgivings as to the wisdom of the course he had adopted, to the miscellaneous little shop which did duty in the village as drapery and grocery store, post-office, and what not, and dropped his letter into the box. For thirteen months no answer was returned. Prayer was made without ceasing, and still under the sense of a burden imposed, but there was no response. The Curate concluded that his letter had been consigned to the obli- vion of the waste-paper basket. He was, however, wrong. During those months events were happening at Martinhoe. The Hand of God was not idle, and the seed was germinating. " Thou visitest the earth, and waterest it : Thou greatly enrichest it ; The river of God is full of water ; Thou providest corn, when Thou hast so prepared the earth ; Thou waterest her furrows abundantly ; 'Thou settlest the ridges thereof : Thou makest it soft with showers ; Thou blessest the springing thereof : Thou crownest the year with Thy gladness." — Ps. Ixv. But seed, whether sown in the heart of a man or in the furrows of the field, must be allowed time to develop and strike root. The husbandman must not be impatient, but wait for the " crown of the year." Seed had been sown in Hannington's heart which was not destined to perish ; but that heart still needed further preparation for its upspringing. We may compare the 72 James Hannington. [A.D. 1873. events that followed, with their wholesome laceration of his pride, to the harrow in the Hand of his God. On September 8th he writes: "The Bishop has put the exam, a week earlier, which will, I doubt, entirely undo me, as I have left my Prayer Book for the last fortnight's reading." He had yet, then, to learn that " cramming," however permissible in other cases, should have no place in an examination for such a charge as that. He goes on to record : — '■'■Sept. \-]ih. — Exeter; in uncomfortable lodgings. Did a paper at 9.30; fairly well. 11.30, another paper; did well. 1.30, dined with the Bishop. 5.30, another paper. 8 p.m., chapel, with a sermon from the Bishop. " 18/"/;. — Over-read last night. Passed a sleepless night ; woke exceedingly unwell. Three more papers, one of which was the Prayer Book. Unable to do anything ; had been disappointed of a week's reading, and was also very ili. " iC)th. — Another bad night. Three more papers ; and on the 20th was, as I thought, unkindly dismissed by the Bishop — ' I am sorry to say that your paper on the Prayer Book is insufficient. If you go down to Mr. Percival, he will tell you all about it. Good morning.' I was so confounded that I was nearly overwhelmed with despair. Mrs. Dovell told me afterwards that she thought I should have died or gone off my head." Hannington told me, some time after, that the shame and confusion of his failure came upon him at first as a sickening blow. He thought that he should never raise his head again. Then, as he thought of his own unwisdom and of the Bishop's hard manner towards him, he gave way to an ungovernable burst of passion. He was filled with furious madness, partly against himself, and partly at the recollection of what seemed like an insult inflicted on him. He was suffering himself to be swept along upon the full tide of this stormy mood, when suddenly the thought struck him, as though he heard spoken words of warning, " If you can give way like this, are you fit to offer yourself as a minister of Christ ? " ^t. 26.] Tempted to Draw Back. 73 He was sobered in an instant. It seemed to him that his defeat had been ordered in the providence of God. He resolved to accept it humbly, and to strive to approve him- self a more worthy candidate upon another occasion. Hannington now went back to Oxford, in order that he might read with Mr. Morfill. The following sad occurrence impressed him : " Loyd, one of our men, cut his throat last night. This has thrown a gioom over the place. He is just alive. He did it from despair about the schools ; but his mind was evidently affected." He wrote, about this time : " How I dread ordination ! I would willingly draw back ; but when I am tempted to do so I hear ringing in my ears, ' Whoso putteth his hand to the plough, and looketh back, is not fit for the kingdom of God.' What am I to do? What.?" When it is remembered that Hannington was possessed of a sufficient competency, and that at this time he had as large an income as ever in his life, it will be plain that he was not influenced in his decision to persevere by any monetary considerations. The temptation to lead the independent life of a private gentleman, and to occupy himself with his favourite scientific pursuits, must have been very strong. Many young men in his position would have easily succumbed to it. As an explorer, or in independent research into the vast realm of natural history, he might easily have distinguished himself, and satisfied any thirst of ambition which might possess him. He was his own master. The whole world was open before him ; and he was one who would never have let time drag heavily, or have been at a loss for employment and interest. It is characteristic of the man that he should have shaken this temptation from him, and, with steady deter- mination, faced what he now dreaded with an almost morbid fear. His conscience would not have absolved him else. " Whoso putteth his hand to the plough, and looketh back, is not fit for the kingdom of God." Those words held him fast to his purpose. The end of 1873 found Hannington back at Martinhoe, 74 James Hannington. [A.D. 1874. among the Devon farmers. He went to one of those parties described before, and danced the old year out. Having performed this rite, he returned to Oxford, where he took part in a series of gaieties, and then started for Exeter, to face once more the Bishop's Chaplain and his papers. He was terribly nervous and agitated ; could not sleep at all that first night. He faced his papers next morning in such a frame of mind that it was impossible he could do his best. He was one of those men for whom an examina- tion has real terrors. What he knew best and most accu- rately, on such occasions fled out of his mind, and left him in a state of helpless blankness. There are some men who never show their powers so well as across a green baize tablecloth, and confronted by two examiners. They pass everything with ease and credit, and afterwards disappoint the expectations of their friends. There are others who, though hopelessly stumbled under such circumstances, and able to bring to the front nothing that they know, yet leave their mark upon the world. Hannington was one of the latter sort. On the present occasion he was thoroughly well prepared in his various subjects; but by the time the examination drew to a close he had worked himself into such a state of nervous excitement, that it was almost impossible for him to do himself credit. On the fourth day of the examination he was summoned into the presence of the Bishop. He was told that his paper showed evidence of hard and conscientious reading, but that his matter had been badly handled (how could it be otherwise, poor fellow, when his ideas were utterly muddled and gone astray !) ; and, in fine, that he must remain a deacon for two years, and come up for an intermediary examination. With this information, and — " You've got fine legs, I see : mind that you run about vour parish. Good morning" — he was dismissed. The following day (March 1st) the Ordination took place in the Cathedral. Through the silent aisles sounds the Archdeacon's voice — ^t. 26.] Ordination. 75 " Reverend Fatlier in God, T present iinto you these persons present to be admitted Deacons." Then, after the heart-stirring petitions of the Litany, the Bishop is heard to ask : — " Do you trust that you are inivardly moved by the Holy Ghost to take upon you this office and ministration, to serve God for the promoting of His Glory, and the edify- ing of His people ? " A moment's silence, and then from each candidate the answer — " / trust so." And there can be little doubt that Hannington made this answer with all sincerity, according to the light he then possessed. That Ordination was to him very awful, and full of solemnity. Behind Bishop and officiating clergy, he saw One to whose awful Majesty he had consecrated the service of his life. " So," said he to himself, as he left the Cathedral, " I am Ordained, and the world has to be crucified in me. O for God's Holy Spirit ! " The next day he met the Principal in the Quadrangle of St. Mary Hall. " He, having known me in my wildest and noisiest times, said, in his dry way, ''I am not certain whether you are to be congratulated or not.'" On the Sunday following, Hannington assisted in the Services at Hurst, and preached his first sermon, which he pronounces — probably not without reason — to have been " feeble, in fact, not quite sound." In spite of the con- gratulations of his friends, he tore it up. The next Sunday he commenced his duty as Curate of Trentishoe. The people crovi^ded into the little church to see their old friend in his new garb. Alas ! he had not yet much to the purpose to say to them. Services in those parts were conducted in a primitive manner enough. Take the following example : — " I went over to Parracombe. " Clerk : ' We are going to have service in the school- room this evening;, sir. We like it better.' James Hannington. [A.D. 1874. " ' Oh ; well, what does Mr. Leakey do ? ' " ' Why, sir, he reads, prays extempore, and expounds. He don't preach no sermon^ and don't wear no gown " I, dreadfully nervous : ' I think I will read the Evening Service, Jones. Is there a Bible ? ' " ' No, sir, there aint; he do bring his own with him.' " More nervous than ever, I gave out a hymn. Then, while they were singing it, in came a surplice, which I put on. Next a lamp, which was most acceptable. curate's rooms at martinhoe. " I then said I would read the Litany ; so I commenced. Then a Bible was found and thrust on to the table, so I was able to read a Lesson. Then came the most trying ordeal. The table was quite low. I had not my glasses, and did not like to hold my sermon-case up before me, sol had to lean on my elbows, stick my legs out behind me, and thus read painfully through my paper. Moral: 'Learn to preach and pray without book.' '' Ah, me ! Was there ever such a Curate before or since ! Let us hear him describe himself : — " Here I am, a lone man, living in a singularly out-of- ^t. 26.] A Country CuraU at Home. 77 the-way place, Curate of Martinhoe and Trentishoe ; clad in a pair of Bedford-cord knee-breeches of a yellow colour, continued below with yellow Sussex gaiters (' spats ') with brass buttons. Below these a stout pair of nail boots, four inches across the soles, and weighing fully four pounds. My upper garment, an all-round short jerkin of black cloth, underneath which an ecclesiastical waistcoat^ buttoning up at the side. N.B. — The two latter articles of clothing I always wear. I am seated in as pleasant a room as you would wish to see. Wilton carpet, old china, piano, arm- chairs, numberless pictures, and large candelabras. Only there is no fire, and it is very cold — but alas ! my chimney smokes." That last item is not to be wondered at^ as the cottage in which he took up his abode was close under a steep hill, and a strong down draught was almost inevitable. Paying a visit to a parish in Essex where he had to respect the conventionalities and don the usual clerical habiliments, he says : " I found it a great burden going about in black clothes and top hat ! I never could stop in such a place ! " I find just here a note of his first missionary meeting, which is interesting in view of his future life : "July 'ipth. — I went to my first missionary meeting at Parracombe. I was made to speak, much against my will, as I know nothing about the subject, and take little interest in it. There was an old Colonel Simpson, who spoke after me, and gave me such an indirect dressing, that I made up my mind never in future to speak on any subject until I knew something about it." The rough work of a Devonshire parish exactly suited Hannino-ton's temperament. Such adventures as the following were quite to his mind : — " As I had ridden my pony more than fifty miles last week, and had a hard ride yesterday, I determined, instead of going round by the road, to cross Exmoor, to take duty at Challacombe. When I got on to the moor a dense fog 78 James Hanningion. [A.D. 1874- came on^ and I soon lost my way. I galloped up hill and down in mist and rain from nine till eleven, which was the hour of Church Service, and then was still as much lost as ever. I determined to give up church, throw the reins on the pony's neck, and let him take me back home. Presently I struck a track which promised at least to lead somewhere, so once more clapping spurs to my pony, I galloped along, and soon came to a gate which led me off the moor. This track brought us to a farmhouse, and there a man volunteered to accompany me, " for,''-' said he^ " you will lose yourself again if I don't." I arrived at church, and found the people sitting patiently in the pews, discussing with one another whether I would turn up. They all thought I was lost. I whispered to the clerk how it had happened. ' Iss,' said he in loud tones, ' we reckoned you was lost, but now you are here, go and put on your surples, and be short, for we all want to get back to dinner.' Dripping wet as I was, I put on the surplice over all, and gave them a shortened service. In the afternoon I got back in time for church at Martinhoe." So he spent his time among those scattered hamlets, doing the best he knew ; and doing it with all his heart. Riding on his rough Exmoor pony with his Prayer Book in one pocket of his shooting jacket, and medicines for some sick person in another. Welcomed everywhere. Admired by the young men and beloved by the aged, to whom he was as a son. They forgot that he had come among them as a stranger, and treated him as though he were a boin son of the soil. The life was entirely after his own heart, and yet he was not happy. The people were content with him, but he was not content with his own ministrations to them. He was parson, doctor, family friend, all in one. He felt that he could be of some use to the poor and needy. He sat up long nights with the sick and dying. His purse was always at the command of those in want. He could and did sometimes preach vehement sermons against pre- valent vices, such as immorality, and excessive drinking at " wakes " and feasts, but he could not preach the " Word ^t. 26.] A Messenger wiilioitt a Message. 79 of Life." As he visited the sick and dying, or "read Prayers" in bald-looking, uncared-for country churches, and held up his manuscript sermon to his eyes in presence of sleepy audiences of tired labouring folk, he realized tliat ever more keenly. He was not givuig them the Word of Life. How could he, when he did not himself possess the secret of that Life ! The burden of his great responsibility weighed upon him more heavily every day. He began to understand, as he had never understood before, that he was not right with God. God's ordained Messenger with no Message to deliver — that was his position. A position, to his transparently- honest soul, altogether insupportable. He began to be in great distress. Some thirteen months had passed since that letter bearing the post-mark of a Surrey village had reached him. It had not been answered.- The friend who wrote that letter had concluded it burnt, perhaps with indignation, or, maybe, with scornful contempt. How could he know that it had been treasured up, read, and re-read, and that it would prove to be the turning-point of a life ! But Hannington's own words will best describe the phases of his mind during this important period of his careers, — "And now," he says, "comes a tale of surpassing interest to me. More than a year ago wrote me a letter. I did not answer it, although the impression it made never left me. Time passed on, and I knew that I was not right. I sought and sought most earnestly, at times being in terrible bondage of spirit, and doubts, and fears. I began to despair of ever coming to the knowledge of the Truth. At length I again wrote to , and begged him to come and pay me a visit. Most earnestly did I pray that he might come and bring me light, as Ananias did to St. Paul." This letter ran as follows : "My dear Colonel,* — Can you come and see me? Even a short visit. I am in much distress of soul and want your advice. I am so sorry that I did not answer your last * A nickname by which his friend was known at college 8o James Hannington. [A.D. 1874. letter. It was not, I assure you, through want of interest in its contents. It has never been off my table during the past year, and I have read it again and again. Do come and see me if you can. — Yours, "James Hannington." Alas ! his friend was not master of his own time. He could not be spared from his work at the busiest time of the year to make a journey into distant Devonshire. He was strangely moved by this marvellous response to his prayers. He now understood how it was that the burden of that soul had never ceased to press upon him during all that time. He at once did what he was able. He wrote what he thought might be helpful to one in spiritual darkness and distress ; he invited Hannington to come and see him j and laying his hand upon the only suitable book which he then happened to have upon his writing table, sent it with the letter to Martinhoe. This book was " Grace and Truth," by the late Dr. Mackay, of Hull. A book which» if somewhat crude and dogmatic in its statements, and apt thereby to repel, has at least the merit of stating its facts in a clear and forcible manner. The index finger may be a rude one, but it points plainly and emphatically where lies that narrow path which leads through the Cross of Jesus to eternal life. Hannington was dreadfully disappointed. He writes : — " I was in despair. It seemed to sound my death- knell. I thought the Lord would not answer me." He sent the following to his friend : — "My dear Colonel, — Many thanks for thinking of me. I cannot possibly come to you. I wish that [ could ; and that for many reasons : one is that darkness, coldness and barrenness have seized hold upon me and I cannot shake them off. I am, I don't know in what state, unless I am being bound by the devil hand and foot. But I mean to fight him desperately hard, if only I am helped. I cannot do it alone. Oh, for strcno-th to rise and triumph ! — Yours very affectionately, "James Hannington." /Et. 26.] Crying for the Light. 8i Shortly after came the following, in rep'y to another letter : — " My dear Colonel, — I am so much obliged to you for remembering me. I can assure you that I appreciate it deeply. There are few to whom one seems united in a bond closer than that of relationship ; at least, I know very few to whom I can really open my heart as I can to you. I feel depressed at the fact that, when I would do good, evil is present with me. I have no faith, I can lay hold of nothing. I cannot believe that I can ever be saved ; and I feel that I have no right to preach to others. I try to feel that God willeth not the death of a sinner, but no, I can preach it, and feel it for other persons, not for myself. How few rays of light seem to shine upon me ! "Will the sun ever break through the clouds so that I shall be able to say, ' Jesus is mine and I am His ' .? I shall try and visit you if I can. Very many thanks for the book ; I will read it shortly. — Yours very affectionately, " James Hannington." As Hannington could not obtain an interview with his friend, he turned to the book which he had sent. In his private diary he writes : — " I determined to read every word of the book. So I began with the preface. Here I soon perceived that the book was unscholarly, for the argument is built upon Matt. XV. 27, ' Truth, Lord,' which the author treats as akrjOeia instead of the exclamation val. This was enough for me. I therefore threw the book away and refused to read it." We may observe here that Hannington was wrong. Dr. Mackay does not make the mistake with which he hastily charged him. It m.ight be possible for a reader to suppose that he confuses the two words because he does not take sufficient care to make it clear that the word rendered " Truth " in Matt. xv. 27, is not the same word as " Truth " in the passage " Grace and Truth." He cer- tainly does not take proper care to guard the reader against the supposition that no play upon the words is intended. 6 82 James Hannington. [A. D. 1874. But it cannot be fairly urged that he has perpetrated in his preface a piece of palpable and gratuitous ignorance. He apparently intends to deduce from the Syrophenician woman's " Truth, Lord," no more than an unqualified assent to the statement of Christ with regard to her. But Hannington was in no mood to have mercy upon the book or its author. His heart was sore that he could not have his friend. The poor book had to stand the kicks. Moreover the blunt dogmatism of its tone, effective enough with a certain class of minds, did not fall in with his then line of thought. He was evidently glad of any excuse to condemn the book and throw it aside, on the principle that " any stick is good enough to beat a dog with." So " Grace and Truth " lay in a corner unread for some little while. He shall himself narrate what followed. "When I left on the i6th of September for Exeter and St. Petherwyn, I spied that old book and said, ' is sure to ask me if 1 have read it. I suppose I must wade through it; ' and so stuffed it into my portmanteau. At Petherwyn I took the book out and read the first chapter. I disliked it so much that I determined never to touch it again. I don't know that I did not fling it across the room. I rather think I did. So back into my portmanteau it went, and remained until my visit to Hurst, when I again saw it, and thought I might as well read it, so as to be able to tell about it. So once more I took the ' old thing,' and read straight on for three chapters or so, until at last I came to that called ' Do you feel your sins forgiven ? ' By means of this my eyes were opened." His anxiety had been great. His search for the "hidden treasure" had been long, continuous and painful. His joy was now correspondingly great. His pent-up feelings rushed forth in a torrent of thanksgiving. Like a " cer- tain man " of old Jerusalem, who " entered into the temple walking and leaping and praising God," so he could not contain his gladness within the bounds of quietness. He ^t. 27.] Conversi 83 shook off the chains of darkness and bounded into the LVht He says : ° " I was in bed at the time reading. I sprang out of bed and leaped about the room rejoicing and praising God that Jesus died for me. From that day to this * I have lived under the shadow of His wings in the assurance of faith that I am His and He is mine." And truly it was even so. Yet did he not immediately enter into the /«// assurance of faith. For some time after his enlightenment he was, to use his own favourite expres- sion, subject to fits of " bondage." His old life would assert itself strongly. He could not all at once shake off the habits of thought which had become natural to him. He had his periods of darkness and light, despondency and rejoicing. But he fought a good fight, and little by little he made sure his ground, until finally he emerged from the mists into the full sunlight of the Father's smile. A de- lightful and altogether helpful little tract entitled " Grippino- and Slipping" describes the precarious state of a soul which has not learned the secret of maintaining its grasp upon the Hand of the ever-present Christ. Perhaps only they who have had some humiliating experience of the " slipping " state can fully appreciate the boundless security of him who " grips." To the end of his life Hannington refused to throw in his lot with those who apparently teach the possi- bility of Peace without Conflict; but when once he haa grasped that Hand, he followed the leading of the Spirit with the unfaltering faith of a little child. Thereafter he went straight forward, nothing wavering, to do the duty that lay nearest to him. That he had learned the secret 01 " the overcoming life " could not but be recognized by those who watched him closely and noticed with wondering thankfulness how the old James Hannington was being, day by day, remodelled into a new man ; the same, and yet another, * This note was written just before his second missionary journey to Africa. 84 James Hannington. [A.D. 1874. The following letters will throw some light upon his state of mind at this time : "My dear Colonel, — .... Thechief object of my letter is to tell you how very useful those two books you have given me have been made to me. I have never seen so much light as I have the last few days. I know now that Jesus Christ died for me, and that He is mine and I am His. And all this you are the human means of teaching me. Perhaps to-morrow I shall be in doubt and despair, but not as I have been before ; for I know that / believe^ and I can tremblingly exclaim, ' Help Thou mine unbe- lief.' Dear Colonel, what thanks I owe to you, and incom- parably little with what I owe to God ! " " 1 ought daily to be more thankful to you as the instru- ment by which I was brought to Christ, and to know that He died for me. Unspeakable joy ! " " I have been rejoicing so lately that I fear it may come from Satan puffing me up, for I do so little for Christ. My prayers and praise are so dead and formal. I love the things of this world so much, and Jesus so little, that 1 ought always to be mourning. ' Sorrowful yet always re- joicing,' I know. Yet latterly I have been rejoicing, and not sorrowful, although I have so much in me about which I ought to lament. Do write and tell me am I wrong. Can that peace be false which comes from the knowledge of forgiveness of sins through the belief that Jesus died for me ? No, never. I feel that it cannot, it cannot be false (Tit. i. 2)." " How wonderfully I have been led on from one thing to another, though at the time imperceptibly ! I speak of my choosing the Ministry when I was most unfit for it Then again getting sent back from Exeter, when I now see that to have passed the examination then would have been the very worst thing that could have happened to me. Again, our friendship, which for some time had been dor- mant, renewing itself, and proving so extraordinarily useful to me ! . . . I fear that the tone of this letter is shock- ingly boastful, and one which I am not worthy to adopt. ^t. 27.] A Humble Disciple. 85 You will have to set me back into a lower seat ! The Lord keep me humble ! How much instruction I stand in need of! Cease not to pray for me." On the nineteenth of October in this year, 1874, Hannington paid a visit to his correspondent in Surrey. The stress of his great anxiety of mind had left its evident traces upon him. He was far from well, and tired too with his journey. He did not, moreover, find it so easy to talk to an eld companion and sharer of his jests, as it had been to write to him about the secrets of his soul. This just at first: "Well, Colonel." " Well, Jim." " How are you, old fellow ? " " Glad to see you, dear old man." Then some conversation upon general subjects, old friends, and old customs. But, by-and-by, when both had settled into their chairs, and looked each other in the face, the subject uppermost in their hearts could no longer be kept in the background. The barriers ot reserve were broken down ; and before long they found themselves telling each other without constraint how the Lord had dealt with their souls. That evening the Curate held a Cottage Lecture in a distant part of the parish. Seeing that Hannington was worn out and haggard-looking, he triea to persuade him to remain at home. He, however, insisted that he should be allowed to go. So arm in arm the two sallied forth. His friend will not easily forget that walk. As they threaded their way among the gravel pits, and crossed the mile of rough com- mon and deep and muddy lanes, Hannington's conversation was always upon the one subject. Having once conquered his shyness, he laid bare his heart in the confidence of that hour. When they reached the cottage he would not be per- suaded to take any part in the service. He had come, he said, as a learner ; he would sit among the audience. So he quietly waited, while his friend went among the adjoining cottages to gather in some laggards, and then took his place, somewhere in a corner, among the group of poor folk who crowded the little room. He was still, in his own estima- tion, the humblest of disciples. 86 James Hannington. [A.D. 1874- I find the following note about this in his diary : '■'■Evening. — To my great astonishment took a Cottage Lecture. I feared that I never could do a thmg of that sort." His friend now urged him strongly to try, at least when he was addressing small audiences of country people in Devonshire, to preach extempore. Hitherto he had been bound entirely and rigidly to his paper. Even in his private devotions he seldom ventured beyond his book of prayers. To his marked energy and decision of character he united depreciation of himself and distrust of his own motives to a singular degree. This made the study of his religious life peculiarly interesting. Every step made toward spiritual liberty was the result of close and unsparing self-examina- tion. He would remorselessly probe his feelings and every ramification of them before he would permit himself indul- gence in any new "liberty." Never did any applv the scalpel and dissecting knife more ruthlessly to his own " vile body " than did James Hannington. It was not long, however, before he saw plainly that it was his duty to tell people what he knew, as the Lord had told himself — and to tell it 'as simply as possible ; hence he soon decided to discard the manuscript sermon, and adopt the practice of taking his thoughts only into the pulpit, in the form of notes, leaving the words that were to clothe them to the inspiration of the moment. T'hat visit was useful to both the friends. The one had realized the meaning of that statement of Carlvle, " It is certain my belief gains quite infinitely the moment I can con- vince another mind thereof" The other left, encourao-ed to go back to his charge among the Devonshire moors, and tell all men boldly what great things the Lord had done for him. I may, perhaps, be permitted to repeat here some words written by his companion in recollection of this period : " Very touching is it now to me to think of those days in the light of his subsequent life. None who saw his strong nature thus receiving the Kingdom of God as a little ^t. 27.] Old Friends New Brothers. 87 child can ever doubt that to him it was granted to see that Kingdom indeed. I shall not readily forget the morning on which he departed. Together we got into the little two- wheeled pony cart, and together we drove over the long stretch of breeze-swept common which lies between Hale and the Camp Station, at which he purposed to meet his train. As mental impressions sometimes interweave them- selves with scenery, and the memory of the one uncon- sciously revives the other, so can I never dissociate that drive from the interchange of thoughts for which it afforded the opportunity. The white road, which undulates, now past clumps of fir-trees, now between banks tipped with yellow furze, again over long stretches of common, and the bright freshness of that sunny morning, will be to me ever, as it were, the binding of the volume of the book wherein are wntcen many precious words." CHAPTER VIII. WORK AT TRENTISHOF, AND DARLEY ABBEY. (I875-) " There is small chance of truth at the goal when there is not child-like humility at the starting-post." COLERIDGE. Hannington returned to Trentishoe in a very different frame of mind from that in which he had quitted it. Like that captain of the host of the King of Syria who went back to his master with his flesh " like unto the flesh of a little child," he felt himself to have become a new man. Some little furtlier time, however, was to elapse before he would fully realize all the conditions of his new life, or dare to proclaim the Gospel of the Kingdom as one who had himself been admitted to the fellowship of the Founder. I do not note that his sermons became all at once markedly evangelistic. It would have been very unlike him if they had. Whatever faults he may have had, preaching beyond his own experience was not one of them. Whether or no he had read old John Byrom's advice to preachers, he so far followed it, that "he never dealt In the false commerce of a truth unfelt." In this lay much of the power of his preaching. He pro- claimed what he knew. But this very honesty of his forbids the supposition that his sermons were, at this time, upon a higher level of spiritual life than that to which he himself had attained. The freedom, the " unction," and the bless- ing were soon to follow. In the meanwhile he resolved that he would try what he could do without his hitherto inseparable pulpit companion, the sermon-case. He says : '■'■Sunday Morning. — I determined, at the eleventh hour ^t. 27.] A " Stickit Minister." 89 that, by the help of God the Holy Spirit, I would preach extempore, in spite of myself and my protestations to the contrary. I had not, previous to this morning, prayed to be led to do it, and so I felt it was in answer to 's prayers. I succeeded a great deal better than I expected, and have only once since, for the last ten years " (this was written in 1884), "preached a written sermon. My plan has ever since been to make rather copious notes." Soon after he commenced extempore preaching he was warned by the following painful occurrence, that to preach without a manuscript entails not less preparation but more. He was paying a visit to his father at Hurst, and was, of course, asked to occupy the pulpit of St. George's. He was very nervous, and, moreover, was not well, but, from one cause or another, that sermon never got beyond the text. The young preacher — on this occasion a " stickit minister " indeed — had just sufficient presence of mind to dismiss the astonished and sympathetic congregation with a hymn. His friends justly attributed the above incident to the fact that he was thoroughly run down in health ; and, indeed, he was, by the doctor's orders, confined to his bed for nearly a week. He would not, however, let himself off so easily. He wrote to his friend: "Alas! my spiritual father, what a sickly son you have ! — a Mr. Idlebones, Ease-in-the-flesh ; a Mr. Chat-and-do-nothing — a carnal professor." Similar misadventures have been chronicled of great men, from Massillon to David Livingstone ; and if this acci- dent were indeed the result of vain confidence and want of faith, ne soon experienced the blessed truth embalmed in the exquisite line of that old Latin hymn— " Mergere nos patitur, sed non submergere Christus." * A fortnight later he preached again in St. George's, and this time with considerable power. His father, who now heard him for the first time, was deeply moved ; so he was encouraged to persevere. In I'ebruary he was back once more in Devonshire, and * Christ suffers us to sink, maybe, but not to drown. 9° James Hannington. [A.D. 1875. had his first experience of a " Parochial Mission." This was conducted at Parracombe by Mr. John Wood and the Vicar, Mr. Leakey, with whom he formed a friendship which lasted until the end of his life. Han- nington writes : " I went over there, and was delighted." The next Sunday, in spite of a terrific storm, and heavy snow-drifts which almost beat him back, he made his way again to Parracombe, and preached to the anxious from Rom. V. I. He was now able to speak as one who had himself found " peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ." The text was an epitome of his own recent experience. We are not surprised to learn that his sermon was blessed, and made useful to several people. This Mission gave him considerable impetus. He began to feel that the Great King might have some definite work for him too among His servants. That to him also had been committed a talent. That wild, harum-scarum Exmoor pony of his, which was always falling, or otherwise putting his life in danger, but which he kept " because it was so game " and " would go down a clifF almost like the side of a house" without flinching, carried him in every direction from cottage to cottage and farm to farm. And he no longer went among the people without a message. The Word of Life was now, of all subjects, the nearest to his lips. An old man known as "Carpenter Richards" died. There were not many deaths in Martinhoe. Old Richards had been, in his youth, in prison for smuggling. The last words he uttered were, " I love Mr. Hannington." " Oh," writes Hannington in his private diary, " that it had only been, ' I love the Lord Jesus ! ' " Opposite April 26th I find this entry : " Sent for, instead of the doctor, to see a man " (here he mentions symptoms), " a hopeless case, I pointed him to the Saviour. My name down here as a medical man is quite established, I am sent for in almost every case ; which gives me the opportunity to speak to them about their souls." ^t. 27.] Boundless Energy. 91 " May Qjth, Sunday. — Rode about four miles to leave some medicine. Then preached at Parracombe. Rode to Walner. Saw man with inflammation. Found him already dying. He followed me in prayer, and said some nice things. Preached at Trentishoe. Returned to Walner. Found patient unconscious. Evening, preached and held a mission service in my own rooms, during which time, the man, I hear, died." He thus rode some twenty miles that day. '■'■May \^tli. — Man came running to me to come at once. A child drowned. I ran straight off at my top speed, and found that the child had fallen into a tank, only seventeen inches deep, but life was quite extinct. " May i^th. — Sat on inquest as foreman of the jury, and received a shilling for my pains ! " " 20th. — Administered enema to a patient. Preached to the Club at Lynton. Dined with them and returned thanks for Bishop and clergy. Returned home with the doctor and assisted him to make a post-mortem on the child of the man who cursed me." This latter was an ill-conditioned coastguard, who had, I imagine, taken offence at Hannington's new views. From the above extracts — and they are only samples of many such— it will be seen that, although the souls over whom he was placed in charge did not much exceed three hundred, Hannington was not idle. Though the people were few, the distances which had to be traversed, and the rough- ness of the moorland roads and bridle paths, made the work of such thorough supervision as he gave them far from easy. There are men who work well under a pressing sense of obligation to duty ; but it is against the grain. If their consciences would let them, they would infinitely prefer to " stand at case." Such men sink into the easiest available chairs with a sigh of relief when their annual holiday sets them free. To them relaxation means cessation from work. There are others to whom work is a necessity. They work at their profession with all their might, and they work at their play with all their might. Hannington was one of 92 James Hannington. [A.D. 1875. this sort. He was one of those Englishmen whose amuse- ments so sorely puzzle our Continental neighbours. When June of this year came round, and he thought himself entitled to a holiday, he cast about for pastures new. He had often looked wistfully seaward, where the cliffs of Lundy Island rose in a purple line against the flame of golden sunsets. Out on the extreme limit of the western horizon. Lundy seems a foothold from which the happy traveller might gaze out upon a new and more glorious world from which he might take his flight » Far away, on from island unto island at the gateways ot the day." The very " land of far distances." Such to the poetic mind. To the natural- ist it offers a field of great interest. Rare plants await the botanist. There are "beetles" (under which term Hannington classed the whole insect family) to reward the ^t. 27.J Adventures of an Egg-Hunter. 93 entomologist. The sea-shore teems with life, the sea with nsh ; the clifFs are the haunts of myriads of sea-birds, which deposit their eggs upon the ledges. There are caves to be explored, bathing and climbing ad libitum. What more can a reasonable man desire ? Having persuaded a College friend, T. May, to join him, Hannington sailed from Instow, and received a hearty welcome at the farm on Lundy Island from Mr. and Mrs. Dovell. There they had what the Americans call a " good time." They wore their oldest clothes, fished, egged, botanized and explored to their heart's content. The humorous sketches, which are re- produced in exact fac- simile from a bookofrhymes which Hannington wrote for his little nephews and nieces, describe some of the adventures of these two. They had arrived in the height of the egging season. The birds lay their pear-shaped eggs upon the narrow ledges of the most inaccessible clifFs. To reach these the egg hunter arms himself with an instrument called an egg-spoon, like a tiny landing-net, at the end of a long, light rod. He is then lowered over the edge, and fills his wallet with as many eggs 94 James Hannington. [A.D. 1875. as he can reach. Hannington, partly for the sake of the adventure, and partly to add some cormorant's eggs to his collection, persuaded Mr. Dovell and his friend " Cluppins " to let him down from the edge of a tremendous precipice. They were more nervous than he, and got well laughed at by the enthusiastic eggsman as he scrambled up again with the contents of three nests in his pockets. Whether or not he really played them the trick which he has so spiritedly depicted in the series of sketches, I do not know. The next day these two big boys determined to explore the recesses of a dark cave much fre- quented by seals. They had to take off their clothes and swim into the entrance. They found themselves standing at the mouth of a deep cleft, which wound its way for some distance into the darkness. On stooping down to examine the sand, they saw distinctly many recent tracks of seals. As the passage is ^ very narrow and of utter darkness, and the danger of meeting an alarmed and frantic seal, in a place where neither could pass the other, would not be small, his friend very wisely counselled retreat. But there was never any going back for those who followed Hannington, unless indeed they deserted him and went back alone. This of course, his friend had no thought of doing, and so the two wormed their way inward till they reached a large chamber ALL 27.] A?t Emu's Egg ! 95 called the Seals' Kitchen. Every moment they expected a charge of sea- monsters, but when they arrived at the end of their journey they found that the seals, which had taken refuge there at high tide, had made their way out again just before their own intrusion. As their clothes were oft, and there are no summer visitors to be scandalized on Lundy Island, they next amused themselves by swimming to various places at the foot of the sheer' cliffs, and climbing up, amid screaming, circling seagulls, to the ledges where the shags had laid their odd-shaped eggs. The next sketch represents a harmless little joke of which his hostess was the victim. An emu's egg has been given to Hannington, about which he tells the children : " While I was busy blowing eggs, And this was by my side, A lady coming at the time At once this big egg spied. ' O pray, declare, what have you there ? Where did you get that egg ? I >/nisi get one, let what will come ; Please tell me how, I beg.' ' A secret that ; I may not tell,' To her I straight replied. Then having put the egg away Soon out again I hied. My back was turned scarce half an hour : She to the cupboard goes, An,d to the eggers of this isle The emu's egg she shows. 96 Ja Hannins;ton. [A.D. 1875- ' The strangers took it on the cliffs, And, look you, I will pay A goodly sum to any one Who brings the like to-day.' The eggers one and all left work; Off with their spoons they run. The master comes. Asks in a rage, 'What's of those wretches come.? Unwilling strangers should them beat, They hunted high and low In every single breakneck place Where mortal man could go. But emus are not wont to lay On fair Britannia's isle ; And least of all on Lundy's clifts. It really made us smile To hear next day the fearful tramp Those weary eggers had. Returning tattered, pale, and thin, And faces very sad." Another sketch which is full of delicate ftin represents himself, "Cluppins," and a boatman, fishing. The cono-er eel just hauled into the boat is supposed to be asserting his individuality after the manner of congers. " ' Tis my delight on a shiny night For conger eels to fish ; Nor takes it long, if they bite strong, To catch a splendid dish. But as you haul them in your yawl Look out and mind your leg, They'll bite your calves right clean in halves Though you may mercy beg." ^t. 27.] Uncle's Book of Fun. 97 ""T Whatever may be thought of the artistic merit of these ■drawings of his — and it must be remembered that he never practised drawing, nor, indeed, handled a pencil to any pur- pose until he was about twenty-five years of age — it must be acknowledged that they are full of life and movement. They tell their own story. What they lack in correctness they make up in vigour and a certain incisive humour which gives them a distinct value of their own. This must be my excuse for publishing them ; as for their author, he intended these, and innumerable others of the same kind, only for the eyes of the children at home — his little nephews and nieces — for whose amusement he wrote his rhymes and illustrated them. He was in the habit of turning his adventures into easy-flowing, doggrel verse for the children. Hisrhvmes,if collected, would form quite a volume. They are prefaced thus : — " Nephews and nieces, come this way, And hear what Uncle has to say. Oh ! such a funny man is he As ever you may wish to see." Johnnie, Katie, Toosie, run To see your Uncle's book of fun. And, as it's such a jolly day, Let's ask for a half-holiday." At about this time Mr. Hannington definitely pro- posed to his son that he should return to Hurstpierpoint and take charge of the Chapel of St. George. This did not at the time commend itself to the mind of James. He was now quite happy at Martinhoe. The people loved and trusted him. His work was beginning to tell. The report 7 9^ James Hannlngton. [A. D. 1875. of his preaching, and the earnestness and power of it, had gone abroad. Crowds would throng the little churches, sometimes overflowing into porch and churchyard, when he was expected. He loved his work too, and the people, and the rough rides over stormy moors, and the wild sea-clifFs and the sounding sea. The unconventionality of that life thoroughly suited his temperament. He felt, moreover, that, by accepting the charge of St. George's he would be placing himself in a position of peculiar difficulty. The people at Hurst had known him since he was a child ; how could he hope to escape the proverbial fate of the unhonoured prophet ? Would he, moreover, prove as acceptable to the more cultured denizens of the neighbourhood of Brighton as he was to the untutored Devonians ? With characteristic thoroughness he examined his own heart on the subject, and strove to weigh the pros and cons with an impartial hand. Perhaps the fact that told most strongly for the acceptance of St. George's was his reluct- ance to leave Martinhoe. He ever distrusted his own flesh, and thought that, in doubtful cases, it was a good and safe rule to run counter to its special pleading. He had consulted me in the matter, and even made the proposal that I should myself take St. George's. This I was unable to do. He, therefore, concluded to leave him- self entirely in the Hand of God, and to look upon the con- sent or refusal of the two Bishops of Exeter and Chichester as a sign whether or not he were to take the step. It seemed quite possible that neither of the Bishops would have wished him to undertake a new charge until he had received his Priest's Orders. Thus the matter rested for a while. I find the following prayer upon a loose sheet of paper, upon which are written several arguments on both sides of the question : — " Dear Lord, mercifully reveal Thy Will in this matter. Be Thou ever my Guardian and Guide." So childlike was his spirit, and so simple his trust ! As time went by, the answer to his prayer came in the JEt 27.] Darley Abbey. gg gradual removal, one by one, of all the difficulties in the way of his transfer. When both the Bishops signified their assent, he felt that the matter had been taken out of his own hands. The next thing was to prepare himself for his new sphere of work. St. George's, though a curacy, is virtually a sole charge. He would be thrown entirely upon his own resources. He decided at once to leave Martinhoe, and to spend some time with an experienced clergyman, from whom he could learn something of the varied work and organization of a well-ordered parish. The Parish of Darley Abbey, a suburb of Derby, seemed to offer precisely what he required. The population consists of about a thousand persons, the families of workers in two factories — a paper and a cotton mill. The parish was a model of perfect organization. The Incumbent at that time was the Rev. J. Dawson, who, by the combina- tion of powerful and attractive preaching with close and frequent house-to-house visitation, had filled, not only the Church, but also his class-rooms, with large and eager audi- ences. His v/eek-night Bible Classes had enrolled out of that small population the unusual number of a hundred and twenty women and between seventy and eighty men, all regular attendants. His wife also conducted a Sunday afternoon Bible Class for factory girls, at which about sixty were usually present. The efforts of the Vicar were backed up in the heartiest manner by the Evans family, the proprietors of the mills. By them the social and temporal affairs of the parish were managed with a patriarchal hand. Every house belonged to them, and was held by its tenant upon condition of conformity to certain rules. Among these rules was the singular one that every young man and woman should attend the Sunday School until the age of eighteen. What- ever may be said of such compulsion theoretically, in practice it worked very well. The numbers who volun- tarily attended the Bible Classes, Prayer Meetings, and extra Services of the Church conclusively proved that the people were not offended at the rule, and did not resent it. There was no public-house in the village, and all provisions 100 James Hannington. [A.D- 1875- were supplied from one central store, of the best quality, and at " Civil Service " prices. This parish, then, seemed to offer a good illustration of the manner in which intelligent working-people might be successfully dealt with. Hannington resolved to abide there for a while, and study the system thoroughly. It was with a heavy heart that he went the round of his old haunts and said good-bye to his friends. The dear old cliffs, upon which he had had many a perilous scramble. The sea-washed caves, down to which wound his famous path. The wide moorland, over which he and his pony had so often galloped. All these seemed doubly dear now, when he was about to leave them, and seek the grimy fields which lie beneath the smoke cloud of ever-vomiting factory chimneys. The people, too, his beloved patients — his warm-hearted Devonshire friends, with their quaint ways — had never seemed so friendly or so desirable as now, when he was to be separated from them. One of his humble friends, who possessed the power of " blessing,''' seized the opportunity while holding his hand at parting, and, before Hannington knew what she was doing, "said words" over his finger, which had been dangerously stung by some poisonous fly. He was incredulous, but none the less grateful. So, on August 17th, 1875, hs ^^^^ North Devon some- what sadly. The hearty welcome, however, which greeted him at the Parsonage of Darley Abbey, where his name was already well known, did much to cheer him. He soon took his place as one of themselves in the family circle, and became, as usual, a prime favourite. Dear old Miss Evans was then alive. Can anyone who ever knew her mention her name without some epithet of affection .? That massive red-brick mansion, which stood within its own park-like grounds somewhat apart from the village, was, to all intents and purposes, the palace of the little kingdom of Darley Abbey. There Miss Evans ruled supreme. She was then in her eighty-ninth year; in full possession of all her faculties ; the mistress of her household . — of their hearts and minds, as well as of their bodies. She came of a long-lived family. Her brother, the senior partner A".t. 27-] Miss Evans. loi of the firm, had lately died at the age of eighty-seven, and her sister, with whom she had lived at Darley House since their babyhood, had, though paralyzed during the greater part of her life, only recently been removed at the age of eighty-four. She herself lived to see her ninety-sixth year. She seemed to rise superior to the course of Time. Her small, erect figure would go hither and thither with the precision and punctuality of a clock. Her bright and sunny face, with its never-failing smile, was to be seen wherever she was needed. And where was it that she was not required ? She was the very life and centre of the village and all its work. In any family difficulty, in any dispute, in any case in which an arbiter was required, it was to "Miss Ivvins " that the people always went. She had spent her long life among them and for them, and she thoroughly understood both them and their ways. But she must be obeyed. Her large household of devoted domestics — several of whom were almost as old as herself, and had re- mained with her ever since, three-quarters of a century ago, as an active, bright-eyed girl she had taken up the reins of government — knew this. The villagers all knew this. Some- times a new-comer, mistaking the gentle demeanour of the little woman, and the kindly look of interest in her eye?, would think to presume. But he seldom transgressed far. He was soon made to feel that those mittened hands, with their tender touch, concealed a grip of steel. In her younger days it may have been that she used her power somewhat unsparingly. It is not always easy for strong common sense and a commanding mind to make allowance for the weak- ness of others. But now, in her extreme age, softened, chastened, beautiful in her brisk helpfulness, self-respecting and respected, she presented a perfect picture of sweet and honourable womanhood. The income of her large fortune was spent in doing good. No one will know until the Great Day of the Revelation of all things how many homes were made happy by her, how many were saved from ruin by her prompt interference, how many were assisted to make a start in life. Truly there are not a few who will rise and call her blessed. 1 02 James Hannington. [A. D. 1875. Miss Evans was quick to discern the merits of James Hannington. He was always a welcome guest at Darley House. He, on his part, was charmed with Miss Evans, and enjoyed above all things to draw out her rich store of Christian experience. On one occasion, when we called together, we found several elderly ladies, friends of Miss Evans, gathered round the fire. Their conversation upon some point of spiritual interest quite engrossed us, and we stayed a considerable time. As we at length left the house, Hannington turned to me with a quaint look, and said : " Do you know, old fellow, I think that I must really be a Christian .? " " I hope so," I said. " But what makes you think so just now especially .' " " Well," he replied, with a smile, " what an unutter- able bore I should have thought those people and their talk on such a subject a short time ago. But, do you know? I positively enjoyed it." Hannington had his first experience of a genuine paro- chial tea-party soon after his arrival. It is the custom at Darley Abbey to issue a general invitation to the people on the day of the Derby races to what is called " the Race Tea." On this occasion over six hundred sat down. After tea addresses were given, among which Hannington noted with interest a description which the Rev. J. E. Linnell, himself once a workman, gave to the working people of his own eventful life. On the twenty-ninth of September Hannington was instituted as Curate of St. George's, but he resolved to gain more experience of pastoral work before commencing his labours there, so, leaving the chapel in charge of the Eev. F. H. S. Pendleton, he returned to Darley in time to take part in a Mission which was to be conducted by the Rev. C. Melville Pym. Into the work of this Mission he threw himself heartily. He says : " I gave the opening address. Mr. Bemrose, the publisher, followed. I was thin, but he was splendid." Every day he gave some address — rough and ready, but jEt. 28.] Tlie Derby Station Breakfast. 103 forcible and to the point, — visited energetically from house to house, and assisted at the after-meetings. On one occasion he seized hold of a notorious drunkard, and would not let him go until he had made a definite promise to come to that evening's Service. That Mission produced a great effect upon the people of Darley, and consolidated the Chris- tians there into a united working body. Hannington was soon himself to conduct many such in other parts of the country. He also saw and took part in the remarkable work which is carried on by the railway men at the Derby Station. He says : " I went to the Midland Railway breakfast-room, where about a hundred men meet and listen to an address from some specially-invited preacher every morning while they consume their breakfasts. A short time ago the Bishop of London spoke to them. This gathering originated in a half-witted man who used to read his Bible at meal time, and was badly treated, in consequence, by the other men. He went apart into a corner by himself, and was presently joined by another. They both of them got so persecuted that somebody spoke to the officials, and they gave them a small shed. This has now grown into the present meeting of about a hundred strong. I came in and asked if I might he a listener. The foreman said, ' We have been disap- pointed in our man ; will you speak to us ? ' I had not come prepared, but the Lord helped me ; and they imme- diately begged me to come again." During the short time that he spent at Darley, Han- nington quite won the hearts of the people. His frank and open manner took them by storm ; his eccentricities only endeared him the more to them. As a mill-worker was heard to say: "We all like Mr. Hannington, and no mistake; he is so free like; he just comes into your house, and sticks his hands down into the bottom of his pockets, and talks to you like a man." He was the life and soul of the family party at the Vicarage. His queer sayings and his oddities are still remem- bered by the members of that circle, especially by the Vicar, who thoroughly entered into and enjoyed his humour. 104 James Hajinington. [A.D. 1875. " I know that I am sometimes a little difFerent from other people," Hannington would say, penitently, yet with a sly twinkle in his eye. " A little difFerent!" the Vicar would reply, shaking with laughter. " Why, I never saw anybody in all my life at all like you." Or, as putting on a quizzical air, standing astride upon the hearthrug, he brought to light some imaginary discovery which he had made with regard to some member of the family, and then proceeded with infinite glee to work up the most ridiculous superstructure upon this mock founda- tion, the Vicar, who had been enjoying the whole thing with suppressed delight struggling on every feature, would burst forth from the depths of his arm-chair with a sounding peal, and a " James, you are perfectly incorrigible ; you are not content until you have probed out the tender part of every- body, and then you just go on dig, dig, digging away relent- lessly at that spot till you become unbearable. You ought to be ashamed of yourself!" All this with the keenest appreciation of his odd pupil. Well, has not one of our greatest modern thinkers said ; " Eccentricity has always abounded where strength of cha- racter has abounded. That so few dare to be eccentric marks the chief danger of the time 1 " And if he did sometimes carry his humour to the verge of irritation, or persist in working out his vein of vexatious- ness to the annoyance of the over-sensitive, he was soon forgiven. It was impossible to take offence, for the simple reason that he never meant to offend. And Hannington could be very gentle and courteous when he chose to be so. With the aged, or the weak, or with those in need of comfort, help, or consolation, he was ever the gentlest, kindest, and m.ost considerate of friends. In the presence of such he was another man. None who ever sought his advice in trouble, or by whose bedside he has sat in their sickness, will readily forget the tender help- fulness of his quiet manner, and the true ring of sympathy in his voice. CHAPTER IX. ST. George's, hurstpierpoint. (1875-) " Sir, the life of a Parson, of a conscientious clergyman, is not easy. I have always considered a clergyman as the father of a larger family than he is able to maintain." Johnson. " And evermore beside him on his way The unseen Christ shall move ; That he may lean upon His arm and say, ' Dost Thou, dear Lord, approve ? ' " Longfellow, On the third of November, 1^75^ Hannington was again in Oxford, to receive his R'l.A. degree. He found at St. Mary Hall, alone of his former companions, the Rev. David Johnston, Minister of the Church of Scotland in the Orkneys, a Biblical Student, and holder of the Kenicott Hebrew Scholarship, the tenure of which required him to reside in Oxford during the Michaelmas Term of that year. The following entry refers to this meeting : — " Had a long and profitable converse with David John- ston ; he told me that he never had had any hope of my conversion, I seemed so utterly given over to the world." Mr. Johnston was not the only one of his former acquaintances who were unaware of the change which had passed over his life, and the tenor of it. On one occasion, shortly before the 'correspondence which has been given in Chapter VII., one of Hanning- ton's college friends was spending the month of September at the country house of an old St. Mary Hall man. "The great change" had but lately passed over him- self He could not have hidden it if he would. A new language and words to which his companion was unaccus- tomed cropped up as the two trod the stubbles, or waded io6 James Hannington. [A.D. 1875. knee deep through the turnip-fields, carrying destruction among the partridges. An indefinable aroma of a new life permeated even their conversation over the pipes at night. But when, finally, he confessed that he had heard the call of Christ, and was resolved to follow Him, his companion lost no time, but wrote off at once to Hannington for advice. Said he ; "I don't know what has come over . He is dreadfully changed in his views. You must come and spend a few days with us when next he is here, and we will soon settle him between us." Alas ! those three were never to meet on earth. Had they done so within two years of that letter, there would, indeed, have been two against one, but the majority would not have been upon the side espoused by Hannington's perplexed correspondent ! Over Hannington, too, that Change had passed. To many of his old friends it seemed like a miracle when he boldly took his place among the fighting men in the vanguard of Christ's Great Army. On the seventh of November, Hannington preached his introductory sermon in St. George's Chapel. We have already described the village of Hurstpierpoint. In the grounds of St. George's House, on the highest part of them, stands the chapel, a well-shaped building, with high- pitched roof; simple in construction, but withal appropriate to its surroundings. Within, a nave seated for some three hundred persons, comfortable and commodious — benches low and open. Beyond, a simple chancel, from the arch of which hangs a light brass chandelier. Throughout the building a subdued light, falling through the stained glass of single, pointed windows. Chancel door perhaps ajar, letting in a ray of warm sunlight, and revealing glimpses of smooth lawns and flowers, and spaces of sky and far-reaching view. At the end of every pew hangs a bracket, which can be raised at will to accommodate an additional sitter. And these brackets were seldom out of use during Hannington's incumbency of the chapel ! Here he laboured during the next seven years ; almost unknown to the world, but well known enough in the neighbourhood of Hurst, and winning the affection of his ^t. 28.] Bull's-eyes. 107 people in a manner in which it is given to ^^w clergymen to do. One of the most wholly unconventional souls that ever breathed, some of his sayings and doings remind us irresis- tibly of William Grimshaw, whose eccentricities were known and beloved anywhere within a day's journey ot Ha worth. In his old, faded boating coat — his St. Mary Hall " blazer " — he would walk briskly down the village street. All the children knew well enough that the pockets of that coat were filled with goodies. They looked out for him with a shy expectancy. Ont day, as he walked with a certain dignified ecclesiastic, this time attired in proper clerical uniform, a little girl stole up timidly behind, and pulled his coat tails. " Please^ sir," said she, blushing, " haven't you got a bull's-eye for me ? " He would gather the children about him and give them some brief and fitting instruction with regard to their con- duct towards their parents and each other. Thus, they were not to "sneak," not to speak untruths, etc., etc. When he next encountered them they were cross-examined : " Now, then : what were the three things you were not to do ; eh ? " When the answers v/ere correct, the rewarding bull's-eye was never wanting. There are few men who know how to combine perfect freedom and familiarity of manner with a self-respect with which the rudest boor will not venture to take a liberty. Hannington had learned the secret of this combination in a very wonderful manner. He could be hail-fellow-well-met with rough men and lads with enviable impunity. The workmen of Hurst knew him among themselves by the pet name of " Jemmy." He was Hurstpierpoint's Jemmy; their own Jemmy. But there was no one in the district to whom the men raised their caps more willingly, or to whom the boys looked up with more unquestioning admiration. Chalmers is reported to have said to one who was main- taining that the clergy should " stand upon their dignity ,^'^ " Sir \ if we don't" mind, we may die of dignity." Hannington was quite of that opinion. He sought all io8 James Hatinington. [A.D. :S75 souls, anyhow and anywhere. If he could not win them in a dignified manner, he had no objection to appear as undignified as the occasion seemed to demand. "Oh, the value of one soul!" he somewhere writes; and his whole life from this time bears witness to the sin- cerity of his estimate. He would get hold of the boys and attract them to himself by his kindly interest in their pursuits — an interest by which they could not but be flattered ; he would gradually wean them from evil com- panions, by encouraging them to cultivate any taste which he might detect in them. Boys who showed a liking for curiosities or natural history were invited to his house, and allowed to examine his own large and various collections, and his cabinets of classified specimens. All this with a good-natured raillery which was very effective in checking any disposition to conceit on the part of his protegees. His quizzical smile kept everybody at his own proper level. No boy with a taste for the concertina, or for scribbling designs upon his slate, or for rapid summing, was suffered to delude himself into the idea that he was an embryo Mozart, or Turner, or the future senior wrangler of the village. One of his friends * reports the following characteristic reply to a lad who " fancied himself" as a musician^ and to whom he at once consented to allow the use of his own harmonium. " But when shall I begin, sir ? " asked the boy. " Oh, well/' said Hannington, looking at him with an amused smile, " I shall be out on Thursday." These lads and the young men loved him. He gathered them together into a Bible Class and Temperance Associa- tion. l~hey were called " Hannington's Saints," but they were not much afflicted thereby. They were taught to regard the disapproval of the scoffers, as the highest compli- ment that could be conferred upon them. The following extract from his diary will show how closely he was accus- tomed to watch his lads, and, as he used to term it, to "father" them: " Went to the Review with several of my Bible Class. * Mr. W. Boxall. ^t. 28.] Influence Over Men. log I had also with me S. S., whom I am trying to get hold of. We passed on the road a vanfal of the wild lads of the parish. It was extraordinary to watch S. S., how wistfully he !coked at them^ and evidently longed to be with them. He watched them until they disappeared from view. Oh ! what a fight the devil is going to make for that young man ! Get to Thyself the victory, O Lord ! Amen and amen." There is little room for wonder that Hannina:ton was both respected and beloved when, as we question his people, there come out, one by one, the sacrifices which he made for them and for the Great Cause which he had at heart. Take the following example : He was very fond of riding. There was no pleasure to which he looked forward with more keen delight than to a long gallop over the downs, or a scamper with his sister-in- law through the country lanes. They two would sometimes start from the field beyond the gardens of St. George's, and ride straight across country, clearing everything in their way, in a neck-and-neck race. But one day Hannington announced that he had sold his horse. He would ride no more. He had need of the money for other things which were not hard to guess. For the future he would go about the parish on foot. As for the stable and coach-house, he meant to knock them into one. They would, if properly fitted up, form an excellent mission room, and just such an one as he had for a long while wanted for his meetings. No sooner said than done. Just behind his house stands the transformed stable to-day. Papered, carpeted, hung with paraffin lamps, provided with forms and harmonium — a model mission hall ; and a model also of what may be done by a man whose heart is wholly given to serve the Lord. These and many similar acts were done so quietly and so wholly without ostentation of any kind, that many of his most intimate friends never suspected that he was making any special sacrifices. Of all this from himself they never heard a syllable. He never posed as a large-hearted man, given to liberality. Indeed, I do not think that he knew that he was liberal. 110 James Hannington. [A.D. 1875. His liberality was not a vestment put on ; it was himself; it ran in his blood. To have behaved like a churl would have been to him the most painful thing in the world, if not a sheer impossibility. I find traces of ^50 given to a needy brother "missioner" upon one occasion, and another sum of ^40 to a certain , " to see him through his trouble." How many other such sums were expended in a similar manner it is impossible to guess. But, as George Dawson says with regard to an act of magnanimity on the part of old Andrew Marvell, " a man cannot do one thing like that without doing many things like that," and the blessed habit of giving, like all other habits, grows with the use of it. He was a preacher, too, who could not fail to secure an attentive audience. While he was not naturally a ready speaker, he had, from the commencement of his extempore preaching, that eloquence which is bred of intense conviction. His style might be formed upon no known standard, but it was, at least, effective. It was never conventional. He never dealt in platitudes. He spoke as one who had something to say ; and from the first he caught the ear and held the atten- tion of the most sleepy country congregations. Of only too many well-meaning and learned preachers might the rustic hearer complain with, alas, too much of saddest truth, " I 'eerd 'um a bummin' avvaay loike a buzzard clock oner my 'ead, An' I niver knaw'd what a mean'd."* Hannington, at least, took care that the people should know what he meant. In these, the early days of his preaching, he gave no thought to anything but his matter. He would let himself be carried impetuously along upon a stormy tide of speech, the broken waves of which disdained to be con- fined within the bounds of legitimately constructed sentences • and often used he laughingly to take his present biographer to task for "criticizing his grammar," when such criticism was very far from his thoughts. As might have been expected, these things soon righted themselves. He rapidly acquired command of language that *■ The Northern Fanner. JF.t.2S.] . An Effective Preacher. m expressed his thoughts in concise and pithy sentences ; and many have without reserve endorsed vv^ords which 1 ventured on a previous occasion to write concerning him : "■ Latterly his preaching was not only cultivated and powerful, but, from the originality of his thought, and his close acquaintance with the minutiae of Scripture, most deeply interesting and instructive."* Whatever faults may have been laid to the charge of his early preaching, neither dulness nor vagueness could be numbered among them. "Are you going to hear Jemmy preach this evening?" one neighbour would say to another. Or, next day, " He gave it us regular hot last night, didn't he .? " When he preached against any particular vice, no one could entertain the least doubt as to what vice he intended to condemn. Unlike the Irish clergy whom Miss Ellice Hopkins so amusingly describes as racking their brains during the potato famine to find some euphonious synonym for the vulgar word " potato," Hannington was never afraid to call anything by its proper name. So far he was a very Latimer. In Devonshire, the " spade " of immorality was called and denounced by the name which belongs to that particular kind of " spade." In Hurstpierpoint, the " spade " of drunkenness was described, not in decent generalities, but in most pungent particularities. " The old fuddlers," as he used to dub the alehouse theologians and pothouse politicians, could not find the least loophole of escape from the under- standing of what it ivas which their pastor stood up to condemn. The following is very characteristic : " One Sunday he gave out the announcement : ' I intend to preach a temper- ance sermon next Sunday evening ; I am aware that the subject is unpopular, but you know my own views upon it. I shall, no doubt, speak pretty plain, so if any of you do not care to hear me you had better stop away.' Of course, the church was crowded." Here is an instance of his adaptability : — " I had a curious experience at the workhouse. I gave " C. M. Intelligencer, April, i8S6. 112 Javtes Hamiington. [A.D. 1875. out a text, and began in rather a sermonizing way. The coucrhing was so tremendous that. I could scarcely hear myself speak. I never heard such a selection of varied coughs in my life. Well, thought I, this will never do, so I altered my tone, and said, ' I will tell you a tale. The coughs all stopped together— dead silence— and so I went on. As soon as one tale was finished I began another, and so kept their attention to the end without difficulty." It is told of Sydney Smith, that, when preaching in Edinburgh, in the first quarter of this century, seeing how almost exclusively the congregations were composed of ladies, he gave out as his text, " Oh, that men would there- fore praise the Lord ! " — laying distinct emphasis on the word " men." That was in questionable taste, but it marked a fact. Bishop Ryle, writing in '53, laments the absence of men from the churches, and there are still parishes in which that complaint might be made. It was not so in the Chapel of St. George during James Hannington's incumbency. But to the problem, " Where are the men ? " it may be that an easier solution is at hand than that which presents itself to some perplexed pastors when they painfully discuss the question at their periodic clerical meeting. To the reproaches and exhortations of Pulpit, it may be that Pew has something valid to reply. He might say : If it be true that " a modern sermon is too often a dull, tame, pointless religious essay, full of measured, round sentences, Johnsonian English, bold platitudes, timid statements, and elaborately- concocted milk and water"* — change all that ; preach to us something the very opposite of that veracious description, and you will no longer have to ask, "Where are the men ? " Englishmen have not lost their love of a good sermon. They are not harder to please to-day than were the audiences of Latimer, Wesley, Whitefield, or Chalmers. They do not even ask for a fine sermon ; only preach to them in earnest, and preach to tlie pointy and they will not fail to Bishop Ryle. JEt2g.] His Readiness of Resource. 113 give you a hearing. In some such terms might Pew lift up his voice in reply to the waiUng of deserted Pulpit. The secret of Hannington's success will probably be found to have been, that what truths were made plain tc his own heart, these he sought the power of the Spirit of God to enable him to make plain to the congregation. And he had no lack of hearers. Men and women, young and old, they filled his little chapel to its utmost holding capacity. The experience, moreover, of his own former life was very useful to him here. He had proved for and in himself that it is possible to believe in God, think seriously, and pray earnestly, without having any definite part or lot in Chrisf's matter. He, therefore, never fell into the mistake of address- ing his hearers as though they were Christians indeed until they had been actually converted to God. He sought for broken hearts, contrite spirits, and souls willing to be saved through-faith in the Redeemer ; nor did he seek in vain ; in results such as these his ministry was fruitful from the first. But, while Hannington was a diligent preacher^ minis- trant, and visitor, he did not forget that his flock possessed bodies as well as souls. He took an active practical leader- ship in every local effort to improve the well-being of the people. I find a note about a certain Industrial Exhibition* which was planned and organized almost w holly by his own exertions, though, as usual, he succeeded in enlisting the co-operation of almost everybody, and arousing their enthu- siasm in the success of the undertaking. The idea of this exhibition was, that everybody in the village should show their various manufactures, paintings, joiners' v/ork, carving, and any curious or fancy articles they might possess. The * Mr. Mitten writes with regard to this exhibition. "Here at Hurstpierpoint our friend did a good deal, and it is a place where it is very difficult for anybody to do anything without raising obstruction in some quarter or other. He threw himself fully into the idea of th% exhibition, and so cautiously approached the Rector and Resident Curate, that they too entered into the project heartily, as if it were their own idea ; indeed, his manage- ment of this difficult feat filled me with admiration for his skill in making people do just as he wished, by rendering it impossible that they could do any other thing to their own satislaction.' 8 114 James Hanninglon. [A.D. 1875. people took up the plan warmly, and the exhibition, which was the first of the kind ever held in the neighbourhood, proved a great success. It was repeated in following years, and no doubt was useful to many as a guide to the discovery of their own individual talent, and an encouragement to occupy their hands in some profitable pursuit. Nor did his interest in medical work slacken. Here are some specimen entries from his diary : " Helped Dr. Smith to cut ofF a man's finger— gangrene. " Assisted Drs. S. and H. to cut ofF Bristowe's arm, as mortification had gone further. Afterwards, performed duties of hospital nurse; carried off the arm and buried it. "Dr. Pearce summoned me to come and help at a post- mortem. Found two large stones in each kidney. Very bad subject. Dr. P. cut himself, and I had to sew him up again." The following is a good example of fearless shepherding: " A most virulent case of small-pox in an outlying part of the parish; a boy taken with it. I called, and found the people forsaken by their neighbours. No milk, and the boy's life depending upon it. I fetched some milk, and then, at the request of the mother, saw the boy and prayed with him. The next day it was all over the parish that I had visited the small-pox case. The people were in a dreadful state of mind. The relieving officer called, and in an authoritative way ordered me not to go near the place. I replied that if the law were on the side of the sanitary officials, it was open to them to use it, but where duty called I should o-o ; and as he went out of one door, I went out at the other and called at the infected house. The doctor gave no hope. Every preparation had been made to bury the poor lad the same night. The following day the health officer wrote, urging me to take every precaution, but not forbiddino- me to go, as the law is on my side. Letter from X y" Z askmg me not even to speak to her husband in his"carria still in search of something wherewith to satisfy the desire of his soul, he thought that he had found what he wanted in the " Anglican " Church system. He had not, at that time, grasped the truth that the only way to peace with God is through vital and personal union with the Lord Jesus Christ, much less had he found that peace ; but he was thoroughly in earnest, and he required earnestness in any religious society of men as an essential condition to joining himself to them. The self-denial which was entailed upon him in keeping the Fasts and Holy Days of the Church seemed to satisfy for a while his spiritual craving. This was the attitude of his mind when he went to Oxford, and I am inclined to think that had he been brought under the personal influence of some leading High- Churchman, some man of commanding moral force, who could have at once claimed him by his personality, and fascinated him by the spectacle of a practical, manly life, coupled with such an inner religious life as would have appealed to his imagination — he might have been readily seized, and, at least for a time, held. This, however, did not happen. While his mind was still in the balance, and while, moreover, his religious sense was almost drowned in the excitement of his new college life and popularity, so that he was not inclined to think so seriously as before, and was little disposed to delve beneath the surface of things, and patiently dig out truth for himself, he was brought into contact with a set among the under- graduates which professed to be the exponent of the latest and most correct Church ritual. The young men who composed this set paid great attention to correctness of posture in chapel, and to niceties of observance in public and private worship. They were fond of dressino- them- selves, in the privacy of their own rooms, in abbreviated lace-trimmed surplices, and getting themselves photographed with crozier and censer. In the bedroom of one such we accidentally discovered an altar composed of his trunk draped with a suitable antimacassar, upon which stood a ALL 29-33.] ^^ Universal Christian. i 19 row of tiny candlesticks and a vase or so of flowers, while above, upon the wall, hung a plaster crucifix ! Those who knew Hannington will understand what must have been the effect produced upon him. His mind, apparently, underwent a swift revulsion. All this jarred upon him and disgusted him. It offered him endless food for railery, and excited his immeasurable contempt. He loved to lampoon the performers and ridicule their " functions." It was not, of course, fair that a system should be judged by the youthful extravagance of its junior disciples, but Hannington was at that time very impressionable, and there can be little doubt that to what he then saw, during his residence at Oxford, may be attributed the origin of that dislike for all unnecessary ritual which he displayed at the commencement of his ministerial life. Afterwards, his lot fell among Evangelicals. They did not obtain any decided influence over him while at Oxford, but it was among them that he first, after his conversion, felt the power of spiritual life. At this time, if he had been pressed to define himself, he would, no doubt, have termed himself an Evangelical, but while he undoubtedly' found himself most in unison with liberal and large-hearted members of that school, he already disliked party names and the spirit of faction, and utterly declined to be bound by the "red tape" of any party whatsoever. He had the widest sympathy with all Christians. He loved and re- spected all those who love the Lord Jesus in sincerity. Toward the close of his ministry especially his feelings toward all Christian workers became enlarged and his antipathies softened. Every against seemed to have been swallowed up by one all-comprehensive for — for Christ. At the same time this large-hearted charity did not pre- vent him from being a true son of the Church. His love for his own Church evidently deepened with each year that he served in her ranks ; he had no doubt in his own mind as to her superiority, both in order and forms, over those bodies which dissented from her. A Universal Christian first, and a " Churchman " after, he did not for a moment forget that he was the latter. CHAPTER X. HOME MISSION WORK AND PERSONAL DIARY. (1875—79.) " The Country Parson desires to be All to his Parish.'' George Herbert. In the previous cliapter I have attempted to describe Hannington as he appeared in his parish, and to ascertain how it was that he came to be loved, and to be a moral force there. We may now, perhaps, with advantage continue to follow the details of his life in their chronological order. It is deeply interesting to note how entirely his heart was thrown into the business of " fishing for men." His diary at this period is full of jottings which refer to the spiritual awakening of such a one, or his conversations with another concerning the welfare of his soul. The subject is never absent from his thoughts. Such entries as the following stud thickly page after page : " Spoke to H. H., and was made useful to him. He was certainly converted to God." " came to see me about her soul. A case need- ing much patience. Visited in the agonies of death. I have hopes of him." "My servant, John,* was, I trust, turned to the Lord ; I have prayed for him a long while." About this time he was able to be of assistance to his youngest brother, Joseph. Mr. Joseph Hannington writes : "Some little time before I knew \\hat it was to have full * Mr. Mitten writes :— " It was a way also of our friend to take a lad for his servant and transform him, then pass him on to some- thing better. In this way he had a good many, who ha\-e, so far as I know, all turned out well. He had a great influence with young men, and collected many to come and read with him." ^t. 29.] His Sympathy with the Anxious. 121 assurance of faith, I came down one Sunday from Brighton to hear my brother James preach. I was in much doubt and dis- tress of mind. One remark in my brother's sermon made a deep impression upon me, and threw hght into my soul. It was as follows : ' The fact of our salvation does not depend upon our oivn feelings. As for myself, there are times zvheii, if I consulted nty feelings, I should say that I aui not saved. I shmdd be plunged again into tlie deptJis of misery. Feelings are treacherous things, not to be trusted. They are the least reliable of things to rest upon. After some sermon ivhich has met our ozun case ivc may have experienced a time of peace ; or our circumstances may have induced a happy frame of mind, we are then qicite assured of God's love. Depression of spirits follows, and we quickly lose our hope. But as surely as we rest -upon these frauds, our feelings, the Lord ivill see fit to withdraw them in order that we may learn to rest upon Him. I find that as soon as I go back and take my stand upon His bare Word, I recover my joy and peace. Therefore, let me urge upon you the necessity of staying your faitli 7ipon Christ : not upon your most liallowed feelings, but 7ipon Christ Himself and His written promises. Wlienever you are in doubt, per- plexed, and unhappy , go at once to the Lord ; fix your mind zipon some precious passage from Ins unfailing Word, and God's Truth zvill disperse any mists of darkness which Satan's lies may have brought upon your soul.' " From these words I received much help, as I had for a long time fancied that when I felt happy after prayer, or reading my Bible, or hearing some sermon, I was all right, but in a very little while all these happy feelings fled away and left me more wretched than ever. A short time after this my attention was directed by the Hon. T. Pelham to St. John iii. 36, " He that believeth hath everlasting life ; •" and the Holy Ghost opened my eyes in a moment, and I saw the truth of my dear brother's words, and have been enabled to rest from that day to this upon the Word as a rock that cannot be shaken." Mr. Joseph Hannington goes on to say that, being over- joyed at his discovery, he tried to impart his happiness to all 7 22 James Hannington. [A.D. 1875. whom he met. He did not receive, however, universal encouragement. One old Christian bid him take heed and Jiot be too joyful, as he would soon probably lose the fervour of these first impressions. Thus he was damped. He says : " I next wrote to my brother James ; and oh, how differently he met my case ! A letter soon came expressing his great delight, and telling me that he would not cease to pray for me. He was never at any time very fond of writ- ing letters, but he then wrote quite lengthily for him, and tried to build me up and encourage me to follow the Lord and to learn to know Him better. He used a good deal of persuasion, and took a great deal of trouble to induce me to enter the ministry of the Church of England, but this did not happen, as I could not see my way clearly in that matter. He, however, set me to work at once in connec- tion with his meetings ; my part was to waylay souls and catch them by guile in order that they might be induced to remain to be dealt with personally, or to seek an inter- view with him in his own study. Thus a goodly number were brought to the Lord. He was particularly apt in dealing with souls, and was much used in removing their difficulties and pointing them to a simple acceptance of the Saviour. He would frequently say, ' Now, don't push them forward too quickly, or they won't stand and certify that the work is real.' But, as a rule, the converts stood firmly, and many of them are now experienced Christians and workers in the Lord's vineyard. " In bygone days our eldest brother, a friend, and my- self used to meet nearly every day to dine together at half- past one. We were almost sure to get upon the subject of religion. It was Jim's delight to come round the corner quietly and surprise us all, at the same time remarking, ' Here you are again, upon the same old subject ! ' And right heartily would he come and join in. He delighted to enter into any conversation that was connected with the salvation of souls and the love of Jesus Christ, his Saviour." ^t. 29.] Temperance at Hurst. 123 Hannington had a great deal of the boy in him still. He came to Sandgate at the end of 1875 to act as "best man " at my own marriage, and his spirits were exuberantly overflowing. When first he had been informed of my engagement, he had been full of the idea that the safest course for a servant of God was celibacy, and he had written to me, not without austerity, entreating me to beware, lest I should allow an earthly affection to usurp the highest Love. Now, however, he was disposed to regard this my matrimonial alliance \Vith greater leniency — a leniency to which the following entry in his diary, made about a fortnight previously, may afford some clue : " Called for the first time upon Mrs. Hankin-Turvin at Leacrofts ; she and her daughter come to my church, and are earnest Christian people." It is possible, then, that this first interview with Miss Hankin-Turvin had some- what modified the severity of his views. Or perhaps he had satisfied himself that my intended wife was not — to use his own expression — " a daughter of Belial." At all events, he threw himself into the preparations for this wedding with an impetuous zeal that was delightful to behold, even if it were at times somewhat embarrassing. He insisted upon helping me to pack my boxes, though — amid laughter, teasing, and constant fresh discoveries of how the various articles might be better arranged, or rammed down so as to occupy less space — the packing made but slow progress. When, at last, my dear wife and I were seated in our reserved carriage, booked for London, and, thinking that we had seeji the last of the wedding party, were trying to look as though we were not newly married, a face beaming with excitement suddenly appeared at the window, and our irrepressible " best man " bestowed his parting blessing upon us, covering us with shame and con- fusion before the grinning porters, with a well-directed handful of rice. At the end of 1875 Hannington accepted the Secretary- ship of the Hurstpierpoint Temperance Association. Into this new work he threw himself with characteristic energy. He writes : " I am about the only teetotaler in Hurst ; " i24 James Hannington. [A.D. 1876. bat, nothing daunted by the fact that total abstinence was evidently very unpopular, he determined that he vv-ould v.'age war to the knife against drink. Mr. Boxall tells how, during the first year, only four pledges were taken, and how, as Hannington persevered, in spite of the most determined opposition, the number of abstainers gradually increased. He says ; " At that time there was a great deal of drunken- ness in the village ; no less than seven public-houses were turning out their weekly average of ' finished articles.' One of the first acts of the Bishop we can remember was on one Christmas evening, when, in walking up the street, we saw one of those notorious characters floundering helplessly in the miry road. Together with the Bishop, we were able to drag the poor fellow along to his home, but in a most pitiable condition, being almost encased in mud. Being brought much in contact with drink by visiting among the working classes, his ardent nature was roused into earnest- ness and zeal, and, in Bible class and pulpit, he vigorously advocated total abstinence. He never went about without a pledge-book. There was no popular sympathy, and those who signed were only met by the derisive cry, ' Hes joined the saints.' This merely roused him to greater exertion, more meetings were held, teas were given in the mission- room, every inducement was held out. The coldness and indifi-'erence of the people on this subject distressed him greatly. He frankly told his congregation that this was the hardest work he had ever taken in hand." * The publicans could not have adopted a worse course than that of stirring up opposition to his crusade. They did not know their man if they thought that they could either put him down or tire him out. He rose to meet a difficulty with the keen joy of a strong swimmer who delights to bathe in the breakers and shakes aside their force with a rich enjoyment of the contest. He went about everywhere among the mockers, and the more serious opponents of his views alike, with that good-natured per- * Art. in Church of England Te7nperance Chronicle, ApriL 24th, 1886. /Et. 29.] Priest's Orders. 125 sistence of his which so often proved irresistible. " No man could call another a ' fuddler'' as he could. With the utmost good-humour he would say, ' Ah ! you're another old fuddler ; won't you come and write in my little book ? ' He had a well-known sign which he used to make ; hold- ing up his left hand he would write with his fingers upon it. Everyone knew that it meant, ' Come and sicn the pledge.'"* We may insert here a later entry : " Preached for the temperance cause in the Church of the Annunciation, a ritualistic church in Brighton. A crucifix hanging over my head. There was an extra- ordinary gathering. People of all denominations had flocked to see what I should do, and whether I should be true to my colours. Wherever I looked I saw somebody whom I knew. I preached from i Tim. v. 23, and as I gave out the text, ' Take a little wine,' I thought I saw some of them look terrified ; but I went on to show that my brother had a stronger claim upon me than my stomach ! " At last the time appointed by the Bishop of Exeter drew to a close, and in June, 1876, Hannington went to Chichester to pass his final examination for Priest's Orders. He writes : " There is a marked difference in tone between the Chichester and Exeter examinations. Here the tone is much more spiritual. '■'■June ith. — Two of our number disappeared this morning. One, , with whom I was at school, and with whom I fought and thrashed ! " ()th. — Examination finished. I have been highly com- plimented by all the examiners, five in number, and told that I have come out at the top of the list. Thank God ! It is a lift after my hard experience at Exeter, for which I can never consider that I was to blame. " \OtJi. — (Shall I quote it? Yes ; for that which ren- * Art. in Church of England Temperance Chronkle, April 24th, 1886, 126 James Haiiinngton. [A.D. 1876. dered him so incomprehensible to certain matter-of-fact and unsympathetic minds, who had no understanding of the unconventional, is just that quality which so specially endears his memory to his frienas — I mean that light- hearted boyishness which he retained side by side with his purposeful manhood — and this extract affords a kind of key to his character. Here it is) : " Saturday^ the lOth. — A day of rest. I nested in the Bishop's garden, and. round the belfry tower for swift's eggs." I confess that I do not envy the man who can read this extract with contemptuous disapproval, or who can suppose that the writer of it meditated less, or spent a less profitable day after his Ordination examination, than if he had confined himself to a respectable promenade within the limits of the gravel paths. '■'■ SiDidcTj', the nth. — Procession from Palace to Cathedral. Dean preached an excellent sermon, and the whole service, though exhaustingly long, was impressively performed. Afternoon, Burgon preached again ; I had tea and supper at the Deanery, and went for a long walk with the Dean, who is more eccentric than ever. " Sept. I'^th. — Opened a meeting in my coachhouse'" (this was the transformed stable and coachhouse, henceforth to be a mission-room), " and invited the first time only those to whom I believe the Word has been blessed." (Here follows a list of names.) " My brother Joseph spoke. " Oct. 4th. — Started a Mother's Meeting, the first ever held in Hurst. " bth. — Commenced a Women's Bible Class. May the Lord bless these efforts ! " nth. — About sixty present at the Men's Bible Class. I am taking St. John's Gospel regularly through. " li^th. — Started a Saturday Night Prayer Meeting for men, and prayed earnestly that it might continue. '■^ Nov. i6ih. — Went into Brighton to Bowker's and Hopkins' meeting. Perhaps I heard selfishly, but I did not get what I expected." The following letter may here be quoted with the re- ^t. 29-] "Holiness Conventions'' 127 minder that it was written in a chatty way to his wife, and that the language used is, as one might suppose, wholly unguarded. " I have had a letter from Jos, the result of a conversation with Beatrice about ' Convention ' views. I am evidently regarded as very grovelling and in the mire, but I fail to see that there is any practical difference between us as to the results of faith. With regard to the possession of perfect peace by a believer, we are quite agreed. So also with regard to rejoicing always. But with regard to bonds,* Jos. suffers as much as I do. I only put the clock in front of him so that he might not exceed the hour, and it put him in such fearful bondage that he could scarcely speak. And if brother P happened to come in during his meeting his bonds were endless. The only difference that I can see between us is that he says: 'Sit still and believe, and it will come to pass ;' while I say, 'Up and be doing while you believe.' I must say I enjoy the uphill, struggling path most of all." Hannington was present, after this, at more than one Conference. He was in perfect sympathy with the aims of the good and holy men who spoke at the meetings alluded to above. Their teaching was the daily practice of his life. But he was essentially a man of active, fight- ing faith, and some of the disciples, in preaching what was then regarded as a new doctrine, no doubt went beyond their masters, and exaggerated their gospel of a restful life into a repudiation of that uphill struggle which Han- nington knew to be a very practical thing. '■'■Jan. isf, 1877. — The New Year breaks in upon me. How ? How ? Under a new epoch I am engaged to be married. I, who have always been supposed, and have sup- posed myself, to be a confirmed bachelor, cross, crabbed, *" Bonds '' or "bondage "in Hannington's vocabulary always meant want of freedom in speaking, praying, or preaching. He was "in bondage" when anything weighed upon his spirits or prevented him from launching himself unrestrainedly into his subject. 128 James Haiinmgton. [A.D. 1877. ill-conditioned ! What a change in the appearance of every- thing does this make ! It, however, seems to fill me with the things of this world, and to make me cold and dead. Lord Jesus, grant that we may love Thee each succeeding hour more abundantly. Amen, amen." So Hannington commences his diary for the year 1877. The allusion to an approaching marriage is explained by another entry which occurs shortly before : '■'■Dec. 7.btli. — Proposed to Blanche Hankin -Turvin, and was accepted." Miss Hankin-Turvin was the second daughter of Cap- tain James Michael Hankin-Turvin, formerly of Terlings Park, Gilston, Hertfordshire. She and her mother were at this time residing at Leacrofts, Hurstpierpoint, and were in the habit of attending St. George's Chapel. Hannington had from the first recognized Miss Hankin-Turvin's fitness for the duties of a clergyman's wife, and admired her sterling qualities and earnestness of character. This before he had any intention of giving up his independence as a bachelor. He was not one of those men who are dependent upon the ministrations of women. He was complete in himself, handy and helpful, quite capable of managing his own household. Full of ways and habits of his own, too, which he was aware might not commend themselves to any wife. His heart, moreover, was not disengaged; his work was his wife ; in a very real sense he was wedded to it. He scrutinized jealously any other affection which threatened to make an exacting demand upon his time and attention. He was, however, beginning to discover that a bachelor clergyman is subject to certain disadvantages from which his married brother is free. He is liable to annoyances and hindrances well known to every popular celibate. He may easily -find himself in positions of much awkwardness and difficulty. He was not able to avail himself of opportunities of access to certain classes of people to whom he would have had ready entrance as husband and father. He had also convinced himself, by observation of other married ^t. 29.] Engaged to he Married. 1^9 couples, that a wife who was like-minded with her husband might be to him the most effective help in his work that it was possible for him to obtain. When these experiences coincided with his own strong inclination, and added force to the pleadings of his heart, he delayed no longer, but, as we have seen, proposed to a lady who he had every reason to believe would satisfy his most exacting requirements. In this he was not disappointed. His wife became his second self. She entered with all her steadfast heart and soul into his many works. She softened in him what needed to be softened, strengthened him to persevere when she saw that he was down-hearted, encouraged him in his favourite scientific pursuits, bore with a bright and gentle patience those vagaries of his which might have proved a severe trial to one less wise than herself, submitted to be teazed with unvarying good humour, never let him feel that he was reined in, curbed, or hampered, exacted no demonstrations of affection from him other than he freely gave, ever quietly helping, never complaining or obtruding selfish wants of her own to hinder him from making any sacrifice, she conferred upon him the greatest blessing which God has in store for a man in this world — a good wife. " So these were wed, and merrily rang the bells." The marriage was celebrated on February the loth in the parish church. The service was choral. Five clergymen, including the Eector and Mr. Bell Hankin, assisted at the ceremony. The church was crowded from end to end, all Hannington's own flock who were able being present to witness the act. He and his bride made their way through a long lane of warm-hearted and enthu- siastic friends to their carriage. With his char^iclieristic love of making himself out to be as odd as possible, he writes : " I walked down to church with my umbrella, and called in as usual at Mr. Mitten's. In the vestry I remarked that if ever I was married again I would have another choral wedding, and finally I jumped first into the carriage, and left the"bride to follow." 130 James Hanningion. [A.D. 1877. The first letters to his wife were written four or five months later. These letters abound with the peculiar pet names which he was wont to bestow upon all those for whom he cared. Some of these were in sound anything but complimentary, but his wife and his friends knew how to read between the lines. These to his wife commence variously : " My dearest Wifie," or " My very dear Bochim," "My dearest Missus," "My dear Bellinzona/' and, now and again, "My dearest Heart's Beloved." ^They are full of allusions which require almost a glossary to make them comprehensible to a stranger. Hannington had a vocabu- lary of his own which was expressive enough to those who held the key to it. He and his friend May spent a few weeks during June in the Scilly Islands. From there he writes " A'Iy dearest, — It has been a great relief to me to think to-day that you have heard of our whereabouts. I expect day after day Betsy in heat and dust toiled up and got a thump for not bringing back any news. How- ever, now you will be satisfied. I received two letters from you last night, one with the news of poor dear John's death. I was very cut up about it, though I ought not to have been, for it was a wonderful mercy. Trained for a ifV! weeks in the school of affliction, and then taken home to Glory. You may tell Mrs. Parsons, if you will, that I hope to preach a funeral sermon on the Sunday evening after my return, that is July 15th, if nothing • prevents. " Things are going on very smoothly here with us. The weather is excellent. The Botany first-rate, and the Beetles moderately good. There are fewer than anybody might expect, though I have taken several; quite enough to occupy my spare moments. Yesterday Mr. Atkin took us over to the island of St. Agnes. We met there two cele- brated old botanists. I addressed them: 'Are von Mr Ralfs .? ' ' Yes.' ' Are you Mr. Curnow \ ' ' Yes How' ever do you know us?' 'Mitten,' said I ' Ar,. .,^,', Mitten?' 'No,' I replied. 'Oh, dear, what tp/yZ JEt. 29.] Letters to His Wife. 1 3 1 said they. I told them that Mitten had asked me to call upon them, and we got on very well together, and they pointed out Arthrolobium Ebrac, Trif., Suffoc, Glom., and a new Lavatera that Ralfs had just found. I cannot be too thankful for this pleasant change, and only wish that you were a more scambleinous Tomboy.* " And now for one anecdote. A man showed us the way up to our hotel when we arrived — our two selves and two medical men. The landlady, meeting him at the door, said, ' How many have you brought ? ' ' Four, Mum.' ' Any ladies ? ' ' No.' ' Oh, thank goodness ! ! ! ' " After this we dined very comfortably together. " My kindest love to my dear Ma. I hope you have not been frightened. A thousand kisses from " Your very affectionate " Husband." His diary supplements the above allusion to the two botanists : '•'■ July ^th. — Explored St. Martin's. Met again the old gentlemen whom the boatmen contemptuously describe as old herbalists, and told us that one poisoned himself last year, and it took all the doctors in Penzance to set him right ! Found them gathering Ophiog : Lusitan. '■'■ e^th. — Sailed to Western Islands. Landed on Gorregan in search of greater black-back gulls. The Schiller was wrecked near these rocks ; and what a hideous mass of rocks it is ! On every side you see ugly black heads peeping up. They require the pen of Virgil to describe them. " nth. — Left Penzance with F. G. May. I secured a carriage by putting an umbrella in the corner. On my return, I found that an old lady and gentleman, without observing my umbrella, had taken my seat. Presently the old lady said, ' My dear, that is an umbrella behind you.' It was produced and carefully examined. 'Most miserable old thing ! give it to the guard.' ' I beg your pardon/ I intervened ; ' that is mine.' " * Mrs. Hannington was not then strong enough to accompany her husband. 132 James Hanmngton, [A.D. 1877. On Nov. 8th he writes : " Paid a visit to Darley Abbey, and stayed with Miss Evans, ' the Clerical Hotel of the Midland Counties.' The dear old lady seems much the same. She is now about ninety-one years old. The ser- vants show their age more than their mistress." The end of November found him in Atwick, where he f.nd his brother Joseph conducted a short Mission. He writes : "Mr DEAREST WiFiE, — To begin at the beginning, I had better go back again to Darley. I found things in rather . a sad plight — such a number of backsliders among the young people — and I could not get to see any of them; they kept out of my way. I stopped over Friday^ and had a nice meeting of old friends in the evening, just about forty, but all believers. Rhoda just been pushed in ; but it won't do, I expect. " I met Jos at Hull, and came on to Atwick with him ; we had a prayer-meeting to begin with. Only two or three came. I was very tired, and spoke very feebly. Jos had got on a mackintosh, in which he rustled and fidgeted so incessantly, the men who prayed shrieked so terrifically, that I burst out into one hysterical giggling fit — fortunately not visibly. But what an awful beginning ! I was very much cast down. Sunday morning, full of doubts and fears, but was enabled to speak more at liberty than I have ever been before. . . - Rhoda squeezed in by Jos, but, of course, I can't recei\e.* ... I am in bondage still, * This word "receive'' was one of Hannington's own vocabu- lary'. He was always very cautious of accepting or " receiving " a person as a saved soul upon the bare profession of faith in Christ. Ke liked to wait for the proof in the changed life. His brother Joseph would rush in triumphantly asserting, " Such an one is saved, or is at liberty." To whom James would reply, "Hush Jos, I can't receive in such a hurry." This was especially' the case when the two brothers were working together, as in this instance. The Rhoda referred to is an old servant who had been nearly thirty years in the service of the family. She had been often prayed for and pleaded with, but remained spiritually dead During this Mission she was brought to the Saviour. Thouo-h Han- ningtcn feared to "receive" her precipitately, her case proved to be a real and abiding one — much to the joy of the whole family ^t. 30.] Mission at Atwick. 133 and the more so as Jos keeps me laughing nearly all day with his wonderful sayings and remarks, . . . We hope Rhoda will do. Everybody receives readily but myself, and you know I am always rather unready to receive. I need not tell you both to pray — you are doing that. " Your very, very, very, very affectionate " Husband." In his diary he writes : " A man turned up from another parish, and walked all round the neighbourhood, literally compelling the people to come in. Each service saw more and more, with a small but yet very blessed result. God be praised for even one ! Oh, the value of one soul ! it is priceless." I find a letter at this time from the Rev. J. Dawson, who had left Darley Abbey, and was then Vicar of St. Peter's, Clifton, inviting Hannington to take part in a Mission to be held in his church in February of the ensuing year. He says : ^ "We shall want James. We can't do without him. It won't be like a Mission without him, so he must come." On Sunday, the 2nd of December, his first child was born; and on the 6th of January, 1878, was baptized bv his father under the name of James Edward Meopham. In his diary he writes : " I never seemed to enter into the Service so much as to-day : ' Thine for ever, God of love. Hear us from Thy throne above. Thine for ever may we be, Here and in eternity.' " '■'■Jan. I2th. — Saw Mrs. P. H.'s housekeeper. Dying of cancer, and now sinking very fast. God, I fully believe, has used me here. She could not speak, but knew me. When I said, 'Eye hath not seen^ nor ear heard,' the dying face lighted up with joy. 'We shall meet again/ I added. She pointed upwards with really solemn majesty." On the 2ist of January, 1878, Hannington took part in the Birmingham Mission. The following was his first letter to his wife : " Mr DEAREST Lily, — I hope you arrived safely at 134 James Hminington. [A.D. 1878. your Ma's on Monday afternoon, and that you, old Ma, and Squaliner Grub * are all quite well. " I am thankful to say that I arrived in Birmingham quite safely. No adventures on the journey of any kind whatever. On my arrival at the Vicarage, I found that I was to stay with a friend; and so, after some dinner, I was received by an admirable widow lady, and was presently shown into a bedroom as large, I should say, as my father's. Four gas brackets flaring; a fire large enough to roast an ox; table, chairs, sofa, etc., etc.; in fact, everything to make me comfortable. At seven o'clock I was fetched by the Vicar to go to the Mission Hall. Alas! alas! my heart rather sunk when we arrived : an empty room, and various signs of a certain dry Churchism. However, after a bit, the room began to fill; but I could see at once the way had not been prepared. However, I preached with liberty, and had an after-meeting, and tried to get them to stop. The Lord directed me to one soul ; as far as I could see, a genuine case. I think that there might have been more, but the organist got up directly I said that I should now speak to any souls who were anxious, and that the rest might go, and said that there would be a choir practice ! "I never heard such a thing in my life. It is uphill work, I foresee. However, we must just go forward, expecting a great blessing, and I really cannot but think that it will be so. " Kindest love to your Ma, and your dear old self, " I remain your very affectionate "Husband. The diary has some references to the above R-Iission : — " Sadly interrupted by a huge, tipsy man wedged into the middle of a crammed meeting. Nevertheless, the Lord gave me immense power, so that I held them together in spite of intense interruption. But the strain was so great that I afterwards burst into tears." * The baby ! ^t. 30.] Praying for the Spirit. i3_5 " A man professed to be in difficulty because he had been told that God came from Teman* (Hab. iii. 3)." " A most interesting case ; a young man named kept me up till 11.30 p.m." Altogether, Hannington's part in the Birmingham Mission of 1878 seems to have been a blessed one, and his name will be remembered by not a few in that town. " Feb. ^ih. — From a passage I lead relating to the experience of Moody, I have been led to cry earnestly to be much more filled with the Holy Ghost. I have long felt that my ministry, my life, my conversation, lacks unction. Thou wilt fill me, O my God ! * Those who have worked among the illiterate poor will not be surprised at this entry. It is amazing at what strange difficuUies they are often stumbled. I have myself met with labouring men who were also unable to surmount this verse about God coming from Teman ! This was in Surrey. There are certain stock diffi- culties which appear to perplex certain classes of minds. The following is an example of such another : Once, when fishing off Hastings, the boatman put to us this question : " ll'/io/n did Cain marry? ' Many years afterwards, when visiting the Infirmary of the Farnham Workhouse, I was brought into contact with a tramp who was dying of dropsy. During a somewhat long illness I attended him very closely. He was almost as ignorant as a heathen. The elementary facts of the life of our Lord had to be imparted to him as to an infant. But what he heard he received with the simpUcity of a child. He seemed gratefully to accept Christ and His Salvation. One morning, when I asked him how he had passed the night, he made this wonderful reply : " I was in awful pain, and sweat all night. I thought the morning would never come. But oh ! I thought to myself t tiad never yei sweat blood!' At last the end drew near. He was lying' still and almost without power of speech. His lips seemed to move, and I bent down my head to catch his words. He painfully raised his arm, and drew down my ear close to his mouth. I listened with all my might, and these were the words I heard slowly and with difficulty uttered: '■'■Can — you — tell — me — who — did — Cain- marry ?" I was, I confess, startled. But to his simple mind the difficulty was a real one — a last temptation whispered into his soul to make him doubt the great Salvation. So I gently explained as best I could, and, satisfied with the reply, he closed his eyes and died in peace. — Ed. ij') James Hminington. [A.D. iSyS- '•'■Feb. 14th. — I pray, and keep praying, for the Holy Spirit." About this time he caught a very severe cold, which developed into an attack of rheumatism, by wrhich he was completely disabled, and confined to house and bed. The doctors, finding that the usual treatment failed, recom- mended a course of baths at Aix-les-BainS", and a short residence abroad. With his mother-in-law, to whom he was greatly attached, to take charge of him, he sailed on May 21st, and remained abroad for two months. His unsparing expendi- ture of himself in his work had thoroughly exhausted his vitality, and it was only by slow degrees that he recovered his usual elasticity of body and mind. He amused himself, and kept his mind from altogether stagnating, by compiling a book of rhymes for the children, in which his own adven- tures, and those of his poor mother-in-law, were mercilessly caricatured and described. The latter is always depicted in a monstrous coal-scuttle bonnet, and portrayed in every imaginable funniest predicament. Her son-in-law was a terrible coiiipagnon de voyage for a person who was sensitive about appearing afterwards in pen and ink. About himself and his baths he writes to his wife : — "My dearest Heart's Beloved, — Ma has told you all about snow mountains and nightingales, and the old gentleman whom she took for a commercial traveller, and couldn't bear, and who turned out to be Lord Charles , and then she found out how exceedingly interesting his anecdotes were! So I must pass on to give you a little idea of the baths. As we take them daily, I am getting quite learned. You get up and dress lightly at a tew minutes before eight. Then, at the establishment, you are seated on a wooden stool, and two jets of hot water are let fly at you ; the man asking ' Est-ce bon ? ' meaning, Is the water too hot or too cold >. And if you object, and say: ' ^— '— i— t— %—'i—h— boiling! ' he says : ' AW, c'est bon.' He then begins to rub and pinch you from head to foot after ^hich he lightly rubs you with a towel, and then rings a JEt. 30.] Aix-les-Bains. 137 bell. At this two men appear with a hooded chair, in which is laid a blanket. You enter, and are swaddled up tight like a mummy, so tight that you can't move. You are told to lean well back, and off you go, full tilt, to your hotel. Starting from the baths you go down a steep flight of stairs ; the curtains are drawn in front so that you cannot see, and vou can't move hand or foot, and you feel inclined to scream to the men to tell them you are going to pitch on your head. One morning, as I arrived near my hotel, a conver- sation took place between Fanchette, the maid, and my men. 'Who have you got there.'' said she. 'Number Fifteen.' 'Fifteen! Why, she .' '■'Tx^n't she ; it's he.' ' He ! Then it's Fourteen.' I had told them the wrong number, and narrowly escaped being carried into a lady's room ! Arriving at the hotel, you have to be got upstairs, which is a somewhat difficult process, and rather trying to the nerves. The curtains are then drawn back, and you are taken up by the shoulders and feet, and lifted like a mummy into bed. There you have to lie for about half an hour, to produce a re-action, when your housemaid, who is a man, comes and unmummies you. I hope that, after a bit, I shall be better, but there are not many signs yet." Alpine air, however, and rest of body and mind, soon began to tell. On July 21st he accepted a proposal to preach at Pontresina. " I did so to see how I stood it. I preached from Isaiah liii. 6, to a small, but breathlessly attentive congregation." Ten days later he was back once more at Hurst, and ready to renew the fray. His note is : " Reached England and Home, finding all well, and my precious son much grown." One of Hannington's favourite fictions with regard to himself was that he had no patience with children, espe- cially babies. " O my, gracious ; there's that baby again," he would say to the indignant mother, when his latest arrived nephew or niece was brought in for his inspection ; or when paying a visit to another sister-in-law, whose husband he was about to join in some distant Mission work, 138 James Hannington. [A.D. 1878 "Well, now, I suppose I must see the baby" (with an indescribable intonation on the word baby), " or its father will be asking me questions about it which I can't answer." But whatever the mothers may have thought of this pro- fession of indifference to their offspring, the children themselves were not to be so deceived. They knew better. No one was more popular in the nursery than Uncle James. The very children in the village would creep up close to him and beg for bull's-eyes as he passed. And as for babies, he loved as much as many another man to feel their soft little fingers clasp around his own — when no one was looking. In a letter to his wife, he writes of the baby of the day : " Yoti may kiss Ins little dear face for me." A man who did not love children never wrote such an expres- sion as that. " His little dear face ! " The baby-face must have been in his mind, all dimpled and soft and fresh for a kiss, when he wrote the words.* The following extracts from the diary may be given ; '■'■ Sept. I2t/i. — Visiting one of my parishioners, I was asked if God were alive before Jesus Christ, who Paul was, and who the Israelites were ! " An ignorance not so un- usual as some might suppose. " Visited old Mrs. Sayers, who lives with two unmarried sons. She is ninety ; they * Several years later, after his consecration to the Bishopric, while narrating some of his African experiences to a congregation at Bath, he made the following statement, than which I cannot recal any more touching in its tender simplicity: — " When far inland, the mail comes in but once a month. Its arrival is heralded by two gun-shots, fired in quick succession. No matter what one may be doing, lie leaves his occupation, and hurries forward to get a sight of his precious letters. There would be some, perhaps, from my brothers, some from friends, always one from my wife. But once there was one which, when I saw the handwriting, I opened iirst. It was on a bare half-sheet of paper, the lines running this way and that way ; tumbled and soiled ; but that one letter 1 read first, and treasured above all the others. It ■was from my dear little jo/z, and contained but two lines: 'My dear Father, — God bless you.' These few words received by me in the wilds of Africa were more precious than many a loneer letter." ^ ^ ^t. 3I-] Reads Writings of tJie Jansenists. 139 both over sixty. She said : ' I boxed Joe's ears the other day, and sent him up to bed, as the boy was troublesome. There,' she said, ' I forgot they are growing up.' " "Mr. Dear has left me his Jansenist engravings and books; I became intensely interested in them." The reading of these books seems to have revealed to Hannington the fact that high-souled purpose and true spirituality of mind are to be found among men who belong to widely differing schools of thought. He found much in the writings of Pascal and the Port-Royalists that delighted him. He could not but recognize that they too had been taught of God. He says: "1 think that many of my opinions were slightly modified, and my sympathies were enlarged." " Very much exercised about preaching the same truths Sunday after Sunday. My mind was afterwards directed to a doctor who uses the same medicines for the same diseases all the year round ; and, again, to the fact that we eat and drink the same things day after day and year after year." On November 23rd he conducted a mission at D . " Tremendous cautions about what I was to do, and what not to do. Above all things not to be excitable. I was shown the church, and went up into the pulpit. I took hold of it with a strong hand, to try whether the desk and sides would stand much knocking about. I perceived, to my intense amusement, that all this was carefully noted, and produced a feeling of terror as to what I was going to do when I preached ; and many further hints were given." '■'•Dec. 2i)th. — Gave a Christmas party to men, to keep drunkards out of the public-house. About sixty came. After prayer and hymns we spent the evening in looking at books, microscope, and magic lantern." "_/««. 1st, 1879. — ^ rnake no resolutions for the coming year. I pray for more earnestness, more love, more dili- gence, greater regularity, and entire consecration to the service of the Lord." " On Christmas Day old W. D. was converted, to the 140 James Hannington. [A.D. 1879. best of my belief, by the reading of the Collect, Epistle, and Gospel/'' '■'■\^th. — The Rector has decided to have a Mission, and I have written to Ernest Boys." " 2yd. — Brighton, to meet the Bishop on the question of the Mission. Praise God, the Bishop has helped us much." '•'■Mar. 1st. — Mission commenced. The Bishop adminis- tered the Holy Communion to the workers, and in the afternoon gave a splendid address, full of Evangelical truth." " All through the Mission the services were densely crowded. On Sunday evening every corner of the church was packed, and many went away." '■'■Mar. 19///. — Called on Arthur Garbett. He told me that the archdeacon was dying, but transcendently peaceful." " April C)ik. — Introduced to Canon Garbett, who preached at the parish church. A splendid disquisition, but far above the heads of a country congregation." '■'■April 1-1,111. — Easter Day. Piercingly cold, and ground covered with snow, which contrasted strangely with the Easter decorations. 58 ccmmunicants." CHAPTER XI. HOME MISSION WORK AND PERSONAL DIARY {continued). (1879-82.) " But, good my brother, Do not, as some ungracious pastors do, Show me the steep and thorny way to heaven. Whilst, Hke a puft and careless libertine, Himself the primrose path of dalliance treads, And recks not his own rede." Shakespeare. ; Mr. Scriven came to Hurstpierpoint in May of 1879, and spent some time with Hannington, during which they made together some interesting architectural tours in the neighbourhood. Mr. Scriven is an enthusiastic architect, and he found in his former pupil an untiring and intelligent listener. Everything of this sort interested Hannington. He was full of information obtained by his acquisitive mind, and stored up by a retentive memory in the course of his wanderings. His knowledge of folklore, of the geological peculiarities, of the flora and fauna, and of the local tradi- tions of almost every place through which he had passed, made him the best of companions. He returned with Mr. Scriven as far as Sherborne, where the two visited the Abbey Church, and, being joined by his old friend and fellow clifF-climber and egg-hunter, Mr. F. May, crossed over to Lundy Island to spend there his summer holiday. And here again we notice how in the midst of his play Hannington never seems to have forgotten what some would have called his work. The business of seeking to influence sculs in behalf of Christ was apparently never alien to any of his moods. His diary makes it abundantly 143 James Hannington. [A.D. 1879. dear that this was not merely the work of his hfe, but the delight of it. It did not occur to him that to talk on the subject of religion was "talking shop." It was the most natural thino- in the world to him to converse about those truths which were to himself as meat and drink. In the midst of jottings of architectural trips and Lundy Island clamberings we find such entries as the following : " The Lord has led me to speak to Harry G., and has brought him to the knowledge of the truth. Edwin A., too, has been gradually led to believe in Jesus." There are some excellent persons whose society becomes oppressive, and their conversation a source of nervous appre- hension to everybody. They always appear to be lying in wait for an opportunity. Whatever may be the theme of discussion, whether weighty or light, everyone instinctively knows that they will turn it by and by into a " profitable" channel. Their companion for the time being is made to feel that they lie at the catch. Whatever he may say will, he is sure, be used as a handle upon which to fasten some argument which makes for religion. He is put upon the defensive. These good people are, he suspects, only affect- ing to take an interest in his sports, pursuits, opinions, or general affairs in order that they may bring the conversation round to the "one thing needful," and spring upon him the question whether or not he is saved. Hannington was not one of this kind. The boys never slipped round the corner when they saw him coming, or trembled when they found that they were committed to a tete-a-tcte with him, lest he should take them at a dis- advantage and pin them with some question which they were ill-disposed to contemplate and wholly unprepared to answer. At Mission times, when everybody knew what to expect from him, he would, no doubt, endeavour, both openly and by strategy, to get to close quarters with the consciences of young and old, rich and poor. A friend might even find him- self unceremoniously pushed into the presence of the Mis- sioner to be " dealt with." But, as a rule, Hannintrton was Ail 31.] A Man among Men. ijo full of real wisdom in his intercourse with the world. His interest in the sports of the lads and lassies was quite sincere and unaffected ; he made them feel that he was a big boy himself, and loved fun for fun's sake. So also with the elders, he came among them not merely as a prophet, but as a man to whom nothing that pertained to men was in- different. There was no need _for him to pull in the subject of religion, as it were, by the shoulders, and consciously and painfully lead every subject of conversation up to it. All his life, — his amusement as well as his labour, — was per- meated by his faith in the Unseen. " He had perceived the presence and the power Of Greatness ; and deep feeling had impressed Great objects on his mind, with portraiture And colour so distinct, that on his mind They lay like substances, and almost seemed To haunt the bodily sense." * Thus it came quite naturally to him, without preaching, to speak to another of the eternal world, and of that City of which he was himself a citizen. And men, too, in stress of soul, would come to him, not as to a mentor, but as to a brother, v/ho having passed through similar times of per- plexity, and being now in possession of the spiritual blessing after which they sought, could help them with his counsel. On Lundy Island the two friends proceeded to shake oflF years and respectability, and to behave like untamed schoolboys loosed for a holiday. In one of his letters home he says : " We are not failing to enjoy ourselves We watch the tremendous seas, and, like young children, ven- ture on to small rocks as the sea is coming up, and laugh at the unlucky wight who remains too long and gets splashed. We bathe too. The other day I was knocked down by a wave and bruised my knee. Beetles are rather out of favour. I hope, my dear, that you are quite well, * Wordsworth. 144 Jatnes Hamiington. [A.D. 1879. and have not disappointed your eyes out over the various posts that have brought no letters I often think ot sv/eet Gashum, and I send him and you the most tremendous amount of kisses "Oh, my dear, the rats have eaten my nailey boots. Who would have thought of it ! But it was a judgment ! Those boots have been nothing but trouble. The fact was that my Pa gave them to me to give away, and I appro- priated them to my own use ! They've leaked. They've got wet and refused to get dry. They've been slippery on the shore, slippery on the rocks, i was carrying them through a pool of water ; a wave came, and to save my boots I lost my balance, and fell and hurt my knee and now the rats ! yes, the rats. Never defraud the poor of a pair of boots again ! Perhaps the boots are the Jonahs that keep us bound here.* But I can't give them away now. Whether you shall send the other pair by Mr. Mitten or not, I will leave until I land. Alas ! that will not be to- day. We can see over to Instow, and nothing is coming. " An hour or two later. The skiff is reported. We are in the greatest glee. So good-bye. A thousand kisses, and many to dearest little Gashum." " Gashum," of course, is the baby. Why so called I shall not be rash enough to attempt to guess, but Hanning- ton nicknamed all those whom he loved. It was a special mark of his affection. " Gashum " is mentioned in all the letters of this date in ever varying terms of endearment. In another sentence he says, "I hope dear little baby is quite well. One thing I am quite certain about, and that is that he does not miss his Gogum." From Ilfracombe these two walked throuo-h much of North Devon, seeking out places of architectural interest. When they arrived at Bude, two hot, dusty and travel- stained pedestrians, without a decent show of bao-o-awe of any kind, and walked up to the hotel, they were received with * They were detained for ten days beyond their time by rouThj weather, durin? which no boat could cross from the mainland. '^ ^t. 31.] Rojcghing It. 145 scant civility. Hannington looked tramp-like and unpromis- ing. The innkeeper eyed him and was not cordial. He says, " This amused us far more than if we had been received as great men in disguise. I enjoy seeing every side of life." Hannington and Mark Tapley would have been birds of one feather. But it is certain that that prince of body- servants would not have remained long in his employ. He would have felt that there was no room for the development of his special talent. The diary continues : — '•'■ July list. — Walked to Shermanbury. The church, I am told, was originally the squire's stable, and I can well believe it. The water was so high on the road that I had to wait until a farmer came along and drove me over, but, coming back, I had to strip. It was four feet deep on ih; roadj an unknown thing in the middle of summer." One need not pity him. Had he had to swim across with his clothes on his head he would, I have little doubt, have preferred it. " 2%th. — Found my great-grandfather's tomb in New Shoreham Church." When Hannington returned home he proceeded to im- part to his young men some of the architectural lore which he had acquired. He seldom failed in quickly interestino- others in what interested himself. On the Bank Holiday he took a party of them to Three Bridges, and showed them some fine old churches. He says : " My young Christians take a very intelligent interest in architectare, scenery, and botany. I cannot but feel that such things expand their mind." The following entry occurs for August 8th : "Went into Brighton to hear Dr. Talmage, many of whose sermons I have read, and some of which I have admired. But why did I go to hear him I He was about on a par with a third-rate actor. I was woefully dis- appointed; although, after I got over the roughness of his 10 146 James Hanningto7i. [A.D. 1879. accent, I liked him better. Ilis power seems to lie in his voice. If, for instance, he says the word zveeping, he makes the word weep ; but I am sorry that I heard him." On August 26th a little daughter was born, whom he named Caroline Scriven. " God be praised for all His mercies ! " " Oct. litk. — Last week I gave notice that if anybody liked to bring me half-a-dozen of any sort of vegetable, I would put them in the church for our harvest festival, and on Monday send them to London to be distributed in poor dis- tricts. The response has been far beyond my expectation. Things came in all day, and on Monday, four large hampers were sent to Hambledon of Drury I/ane and Fegan of Deptford."* The manner in which he recognized the direct leading of God is illustrated by the following : " Nov. aot/i. — How the Lord directs our paths ! I had said, I will have a rest this afternoon, and then something said to me, ' The Lord has work for you that you do not know of yet.' Dinner was half an hour late, which resulted in my being in the house later than usual, and receiving an immediate summons to a dying woman, whom I pointed to the Saviour." On April 24th, 1880, Hannington writes : — " Ernest Boys arrived for a revisiting Mission. The other end of the parish has received him coldly, so we at St. George's opened our doors and received a blessing, although there was nothing of great external interest to record." '•'■ May yd. — Got hold of J. O., who boldly rejected the Gospel." * The Parish Magazine of the Drury Lane Mission Church has the following reference to this gift : — '' The congregation of St. George's increase their offerings to the poor folk of our Mission every year. All honour to them ! This year they have sent us vegetables, fruit and flowers. We simply danced for joy at the sight of 8 cwt. of choice produce. They must have a glorious minister over them, for ' Like priest, like people.' " JEt. 32.] In Ireland. 147 " 13//^. — Had a tremendous rowing — I can call it nothing else — from a neighbouring clergyman, ths root of whose grievance was that one of his parishioners was con- verted at our Mission." " 2yd. — I could not help noticing the curious mixture in our congregation to-day. Two Unitarians, two Roman Catholics, Ritualists, Wesleyans, Calvinists, a Quaker, besides Congregationalists and open Plymouth Brethren." In July, Hannington and Air. Mitten, the botanist, started together to spend their holidays by the Lakes of Killarney. They spent their time hunting for mosses, much to their mutual satisfaction. On Sunday, the 1 8th, Hannington preached at Bally- brach. " It struck me," he says, " that the Saxon was not very acceptable to anybody except the Rev. B. Anderson, who escaped from the sound of his own voice. Thev appeared to me to be ready to hear of the sins of the Roman Catholics, but never dreamt that Protestants were sinners too, and didn't want to hear it. I may have been mistaken in this supposition^ but I think not." "Visited Muckross Abbe V, and found an honest man. His compact, nominal as I thought, was not to take money. He made himself most pleasant, and I offered him something as one does to a railway porter. No ! He thanked me affectionately, said that 'ie.'w of the hundreds he showed over the place offered him anything. These he cursed for their meanness from the bottom of his heart, but he would not take a farthing When we left Killarney, I saw at the station a leave-taking. I never did see such a scene of tears, and kisses, and sobs, ainounting to howls. Up rushes one and kisses the man who is departing on both cheeks. ' I don't know you personally,' he says, *• but shure, I'm a namesake of your wife's.' I don't know how many miles he had not come just to kiss him. In an open third class carriage they were talking very freely. One man confessed plainly that he thought killing a landlord was no breaking of the ' tin' commandments." 148 James Hannington. [A.D. 18S0, On his retarn to England, Hannington met Mr. F. May, and spent a short time with him. They started, one day, to walk across Dartmoor, and getting befogged, lost their way. They soon f.',ll into a bog, and were in considerable peril. Hannington was equal to the emergency. He says: " When in the worst place 1 kept up F.'s drooping spirits by solemnly pulling my tooth-brush out of my pocket and cleaning my teeth. The shout of laughter at my composure, and the breathing time it gave us, pulled us together, and we safely crossed a dreadfully dangerous place. Arrived at Prince Town, and thence to 'J'avistock, twenty-two miles, where we caught the train and proceeded to South Petherwyn." The following extract is touching : " How little there seems in my diary about my wife. Her incapacity to walk much, or to travel, causes us to go out together so seldom. It is often a cause of regret to me that it should be so. But while I am at play she is at work, and visits much in the parish among the poor^ and almost exclusively among them." " I have this year preached 158 times, besides Bible Classes. Last year, 136 times." The next entry in the diary attests in a very remarkable manner the sincerity of this man's life, while it throws a strong light upon his complex character. Amidst all his busy restlessness, there was in him a strong desire after quietude. Nirvana had no charms for such a nature as his. His idea of the beatific life was not even the enjoyment of green pastures by the side of still waters — if, at least, he had been compelled to sleep there and dream for ever. He displayed much self-knowledge when he wrote^ " I enjoy the uphill, struggling path most of all." But, like every true-souled man who has listened to the voice of God, and whose spirit has enjoyed the delight of communion with the Highest, he longed intensely after a life in which all remainino- hindrances to intercourse with the Divine Spirit should be removed. There were times when he felt that just to drink in the Love of God, and to receive the communications of His Will JEi 32.] A Monk ! 149 would satisfy all the cravings of his nature, while it exercised to the utmost every faculty within him. He sometimes was inclined to look upon those very recreations of his which all his friends knew to be so absolutely necessary as safeguards against the over-strain of his excitable nervous system, in the light of hindrances to a perfect walk with God. Even the active interest which he took in the work of his parish and its manifold details seemed to him sometimes to clash with that pure love of God which should be the motive and mainspring of all endeavour. O man of true and simple* soul, all who have known what it is to long that they might flee away and be at rest — at tzstfmn themselves — will sympathize with what you say : "1881. Jan. yd. — Walked with Cyril Gordon and M. Hankin to Cowfold, and went over the Monastery. It is a huge place. It had the most extraordinary effect upon me. It set me longing for a monastic life. I think, pro- bably, a reactionary feeling after a long spell of hard work. I exclaimed, 'Lord, let me spend and be spent for Thee.' " A monk ! A monk of the Frangois Xavier type he might have been. None other. And, indeed, of Xavier, allowing for differences of creed and education, he often reminds one. The same simple single-mindedness, the same fiery, im- petuous zeal, the same scorn of personal discomforts, the same indifference to luxury and contempt of danger, the same childlike, unreasoning acceptance of the truth as it was revealed to their own hearts, and the same magnetic power of communicating their faith to others, characterized both these missionary pioneers. Had he lived in still earlier times he might have been a Knight Templar, and, with virgin heart and body, have wielded a good lance for the honourof Christ and His Church. But a monk whose life must be spent in fast, vigil, and mechanical prayer, who shuts himself off from the striving of the sin-steeped, perishing world in order that he may the better save his own soul 1 Never 1 * iv f S6\os oiiit fffTi — John i. 47. I jO James Hannitigtofi. [A.D. 1881. He continues : " That night I had forty-two men pre- sent at my Bible Class. Shut up in a monastery that could not be. These Franciscans have no contact with the outer world." In the outer world we next find him — hard at work as ever, and full of it. He had undertaken to conduct the Services in Holy Trinity Church in connection with the Blackheath Mission. His diary reports : "■^ Feb. 18///. — Arrived at Holy Trinity Vicarage, Black- heath. I am advertised to take twenty-seven Services in eight or nine days, and they are pleading for more. ' As thy day thy strength will be.' '■^iqth. — Holy Communion at St. John's. Met dear Latham, of Matlock, who greatly encouraged me and strengthened my hands. Mr. understands nothing about Missions, and is inclined to be obstructive. After- noon went to hear Bishop Thorold. He preached a magnifi- cent sermon to Mission workers. Evening, gave an address to workers myself. About sixty present, which encouraged me greatly." He wrote home, saying : " I heard an address froin the Bishop of Rochester, a most magnificent sermon, touching on all points of the Mission question. I was afterwards introduced to him, and felt pleased that I had asked for his permission and benediction." On the 28th he continues : " For the last eight days I have been incessantly on the move, so much so that I have been unable to keep any record. It was more than hard work, more than uphill, and yet very blessed, I preached four times one day, and three times the next, alternately, making thirty times in all." The next entry may be quoted as a hint to those who invite clergymen to come amongst them and undertake exhausting labours, with difficulty leaving their own home work, and returning to it spent and nerve-worn, and who ^t. 33-J At Blackheath. 151 forget that there are such things as expenses in connec- tion with travel : " I was put to £i^ expenses, and dear old Mr. just as I was leaving, said : ' You will let me pay your cab fare to the station ? ' This was the first word on the subject, and the evident simplicity and good faith of the dear old man quite took my breath away. ' No,' said I, ' I will pay it.' However, he insisted on my taking eighteenpence." Most men in such circumstances would have replied : " Pray do not trouble to pay my cab, and I will send you an account of the sum total of my expenses when I reach home." But that was not Hannington's way. Money was not unimportant to him at this time, as his fixed private income did not expand with his family. But he suffered in silence, and the only allusion to this little episode is to be found in his private diary. "April ijth, Easter Day. — Ninety-four communicants. When I came here first I found only twenty-four or thirty." The next entry affords an instance of the manner in which his friends were accustomed to lean upon his rugged sincerity when they needed real sympathy : '■'•April 22nd. — Telegram from the Rev. to come instantly. When 1 arrived I heard that his wife had just been found dead. dreadfully cut up ; tele- graphed to me for Christian sympathy." '■'■ 2\tli. — Preached from Isa. xlix. 15, without especial reference to the sad event. In the midst of the sermon I heard an agonized burst of tears which I thought proceeded from one of the s, touched by the reference to a mother's love. Never did I preach in such mental distress, such exquisite agony of mind. I scarce struggled through." " May 2T,rd. — Visited my father on his yacht at Shore- ham. Afterwards found to my great delight Trigonium Stellatum," On May 25th his third child was born, whom he named Paul Travers. Dear little Paul ! He is now five years old. In 153 James Hanniitgton. [A.D. 1881. hair, eyes, and contour of face much, if not quite, what his father must have been at his age. When I visited Hurst last spring, and he heard that I was an old friend of his father's, he waited till we chanced to be alone, then crept up and laid his elbows upon my knee. "Tell me something about father," said he. " Your father," I said, " was a very brave man, and a good man. Will you, too, try to be both brave and good ? " So he listened with large eyes wide- opened and awe-struck, as to the tale of some martyr hero of the holy past. When I had finished, still with his elbows on my knee and his upturned face resting upon his hands, he said, with a plaintive quaver in his baby voice : " Tell me ino7-e about father." The memory of that father, and the record of the splendid self-sacrifices of his devoted life, will be to his children a priceless legacy, in the possession of which they, though orphaned, are most richly dowered. On June 4th certain alarming symptoms warned the family that Colonel Hannington * was in a more critical con- dition than ever in former times of illness. He had been repeatedly operated upon for stone, and his declining years were full of unrest and pain. On Whit Sunday all realized that he was dying, and James administered to him the Holy Communion. He writes : '■'■June 6th. — f^io a.m. called by doctor. Father worse. Telegraphed to Alary, Sam, etc., who all came. I saw him alone, remaining with him in constant attendance. At 11.30 the doctor insisted upon my going to bed. At 2.30 a.m., June 7th, he ran into my room. 'Come at once.' I leaped from bed, ran to the door, thinking he had left it open, and nearly stunned myself. Recovenng, I ran in in time to see the last two minutes of my father's life. As he passed away a heavenly expression spread over his face. Just two mmutes before he had said : ' Nurse, I am dying! ' When she moved to help him he spoke his last words, ' Let me go/ It was, indeed, we. all felt, a happy release from intense suff^ering." * Mr. Hannington was made J. P., and also appointed to the Colonelcy of the ist Sussex Artillery Volunteers, in 1873. ^t.33-] Death of His Father. 153 The funeral took place on June nth. "About five hundred followed as mourners. After the ceremony at the grave the friends adjourned to St. George's, where Mr. Aldwell, of Southsea, administered the Holy Communion." By his father's will James Hannington found himself the owner of St. George's Chapel, but also in the awkward position of the possessor of a church without a stipend, or the means of providing one. He was still willing, as hitherto, to give his ministrations without recompense, but he felt that, in case he were led to undertake any other work — and it was not to be supposed that he would remain during his life the curate-in-charge of a small country district — it would be extremely difficult for him to provide a proper stipend for a successor out of his own strictly limited private income. He felt that his father had made a mistake, and had, by some unfortunate oversight, omitted to make a suitable provision for the chapel. The discovery of this was, no doubt, a severe blow to him, as St. George's, though a curacy de jure., was almost a separate parish de facto^ and in the continuance of the special organization and work which he himself had initiated he took the most lively interest. However, what had been left undone could not now be done. He simply writes: "The Lord will provide, and I will honour my father to tlie utmost of my power." With regard to the chapel, it may be sufficient to add that, before his last journey to Africa, Hannington left it by will to his eldest brother, Mr. Samuel Hannington, by whom all the responsibilities connected with it have been heartily undertaken. When the business connected with the death of his father and the apportioning of his estate was concluded, Hannington accompanied his eldest brother and family in a tour through the Western Highlands of Scotland. He was not in very good spirits, and the change of scene was much needed by him. Here is an extract from his very brief mention of this trip : " Sunday^ Jidy yd. — Having arrived in church, the Free Kirk at Kilchrenan, just after the conclusion of the 154 James Hannington. [A.D. 1881. first hymn, the minister, Mr. Stewart, stopped, leant over the desk and said to me, ' Will you preach ? ' Sam pushed me out into the aisle, and in two minutes I found myself in a Highland pulpit. I preached from Joshua before Ai with great liberty, and the people seemed kindly disposed toward the Saxon. In the evening went to Portsonachan. A young stranger preached a written sermon far over the heads of the people, and a dog (there were several sheep dogs in the congregation) worried a rabbit beneath the boarding of the chapel floor ! " "/?//^ iqih. — Baby Paul Travers christened. O Lord, hear our prayer and make all- our children Thine, and Thine only." Two months later we met in Switzerland. Hanning- ton had planned with Mr. Mitten to make a short moss- hunting tour in August, and, when in Edinburgh, had arranged that, if possible, we should spend a while together at Zermatt. The two botanists started on the first of August, and, making their way as speedily as they could to Wasen, "crawled on hands and knees" along the St. Gotthard Pass to Hospenthal. So Hannington describes their progress. Nor without accuracy. When these enthu- siasts got into a likely place they would hunt the ground like beagles, lest a single rare or valuable specimen should escape their jiotice. I find a reference in the diary to an incident about which " Professor " Mitten, as Hannington would call him, used often to be teazed, but which is equally characteristic of both the collectors. While they were exploring the high pastures and snow-flecked rocks of the Riffel, I went up from Zermatt one morning to pay them a visit. When I had almost surmounted the long series of zigzags, and was a few hundred yards distant from the inn, I was made aware of two figures, both busily employed in grubbing around the base of a mossy rock. Their pockets were bulky and distended, and they might have been gold or diamond diggers, if one might judge from the earnestness of their expression, and the energy with which they scraped as if for some buried treasure. ALL 33-] The Moss Hunters. 155 I soon recognized the moss hunters. They were on their way to Zermatt. Hannington was habited, as was his wont on such occasions, in a loose brown suit of some rough material, baggy at the knees and elbows, and new some years before. From the soil-stained pockets protruded leaves, stalks, and trailings as of moss. Upon his head was one of those grass hats, like an inverted flower pot, which one may buy at wayside stalls for a franc, and about which he had loosely wound a pocket-handkerchief to shade his sun-scorched face. He welcomed me warmly, and we returned together to the inn to lunch, leaving Mr. Mitten to the society of his cryptogams, and telling him that we would rejoin him at the Hotel " Zermatt " in the evening. As Hannington had not yet discovered any edelweiss, we strolled after lunch to the one place on the brow of the plateau overlooking the glacier where the flower grows rather abundantly. It was quite late in the afternoon when we returned and commenced the long descent. To our intense amusement we came almost immediately upon " the professor." He was still within a few yards of the rock near which he had been when I first encountered them both ! His pockets were more distended than ever, and he had not yet exhausted the treasures of the neighbourhood. The_/i^wr colligendi at once resumed its sway over Han- nington, and when he had finished laughing at his friend, he, too, sunk down upon his knees and recommenced his scraping operations. It was in vain to spur on two such incorrigibles, so I left them to follow when either light or mosses should fail, and pursued my own course downward. Though I had hurt my heel and my feet were encased in no better protection than list slippers, which were continually coming off, I reached the bottom some hours before the botanists, still unsatiated, appeared at the hotel. Hannington did not remain long enough in Switzerland to become thoroughly bitten with the mania for Alpine climbing, but he could not resist scaling one or two peaks. The perilous always exercised a powerful fascination over him. He often needed to hold himself in strong restraint to keep out of danger when he had no excuse for encoun- 156 James Hannington. [A.D. 1881. tering it, and the mere encountering of which would have been to him a fearful joy. Thus it may be imagined that the precipices which wall in the valley of Zermatt, and which have drawn together so many adventurous spirits, offered a great temptation to him. While at the RifFel, he sallied out alone one day, and climbed the knife-like edge of the Riffelhorn quite unaided, taking off his boots to enable him to cling to the steep rocks which so sheerly overhang the Corner Glacier. They told him, when he returned, that he had really endangered his life. That a guide, or at least a competent companion, should have been taken with him, and that more than one experienced climber had been killed by a slip of the foot from those treacherous rock slants. But, he writes : " It did not seem dangerous to me." After all — as the Cat says to Rudy, in Hans Andersen's story of the Ice Maiden — " One does not fall down if one is not afraid." He also ascended the Breithorn and Monte Rosa. While on the latter mountain, he gave proof of that determination and firmness of will which was one of his distinguishing characteristics. As we have already stated, he had commenced a vigorous crusade against intemperance at Hurst, and had himself, for example's sake, become a total abstainer. This pledge he considered binding under all circumstances. He planned the A-Ionte Rosa expedition rather abruptly, and telegraphed from the Riffel to the hotel in which I was staying in Zermatt, asking me to join him. This I was unable to do through having hurt my foot, so he determined to make the ascent alone. The start was effected at an early hour by the light of lanterns, and when the morning was advanced he and his guides found themselves upon the steep snow slopes which lead upward from the Gorner Glacier. Hannington was not very well, and suffered considerably from sickness. At one time it seemed as though he would be unable to proceed. " Snow sickness " is not uncommon among beginners, and the usual remedy is a mouthful of brandy. This would undoubtedly have been effectual, and his guides repeatedly urged him to take some. He was, however, resolute, and ^t. 33.] Sj>artaii Endurance. 157 conquering his wealcness by sheer effort of the will, per- severed until he reached the summit. This was soon noised abroad in Zermatt. Indeed, I heard of it the same even- ing, and rode up to the RitFel early the following morning to inquire for him. I found him busy with his mosses, and none the worse — except indeed in complexion — for his adventure. He got a good scolding for his extreme and Spartan-like application to himself of his own principles, but was, in our secret hearts, admired none the less. Dr. Francis Hawkins, who was with us at Zermatt, has since told me that, meeting Hannington for the first time, his eye was attracted to a severe swelling upon his hand — the result of a fly-bite — which, from the extent of inflammation, must have caused him no little inconvenience and pain ; Hannington made light of it, but it struck his observer that here was a man of no ordinary endurance and power of self-control. We shall see later on how this same tenacity of will and strength of endurance not only saved his life more than once in Africa, during that terrible time of fever and dysentery, when, left for dead by his bearers, he yet found strength to crawl after them into camp — but how these qualities impressed both his associates and dependents, and constituted him their leader by right divine, as well as by the fiat of the Home Committee. After his spring holiday, Hannington did not feel himself at liberty to prolong his Swiss tour beyond a fortnight, and so turned his face steadfastly homeward. That same evening, after the slow descent from the Riffel already described, found him and Mr. Mitten at St. Nicolas. The next day they walked to Visp,took train to Susten, and from thence, passing up the smiling valley to Leukerbad, ascended the steep bridle path which scales the stupendous cliffs of the abysmal Gemmi, and spent the night at the little inn which is perched like a raven's nest upon the very summit. All the way the lithe grey lizards glanced like flecks of shadow over the grey stones. Grasshoppers with green and crimson wings flashed in short flight across the path like living emeralds and rubies. Great Apollo butterflies and striped 158 James Hannington. [A.D. 1881. swallow-tails soared and balanced themselves on widespread lazy wings over the deep ravine, or raced up and down the steep hill sides above the nodding grasses. The air was tremulous with the chirping of innumerable hosts of crickets — a tireless invisible choir. Hannington was indifferent to none of these things, but, upon this occasion, botany was the order of the day, and the two "herbalists" concentrated their attention mainly upon the flora of the districts through which they passed. They were so delighted with their " find " on the Gemmi, that they remained there for nearly two days, collecting on the Kandersteg side of the pass. Hannington writes : " Entering some woods the flora was so superb and so different to what we had come across, that the Professor was nearly crazy with delight At Berne, after giving a very little time to the sights, two travellers astonished the natives by visiting all the fountains, and peering down into the water, at times turning up their sleeves and groping in the depths beneath, dragging up tiny fragments of a minute fissidens * which is only known to grow in Berne." A few days later, Hannington was again in England, and, after a short visit to Martinhoe, where he preached to congregations of his old friends, he settled down once more to work in St. George's. The last two chapters have been occupied with a some- what desultory description of various incidents of Hanning- ton's ministerial life. They have been given in the order in which they are referred to in his private journal and letters. Not every event is here recorded, but those have been selected which seem most to display the man, his idiosyncrasies, and his method of working. His was a nature for the proper understanding of which it will be necessary to throw all available side lights upon it. Men are, it is commonly said, like the leaves of a forest ; among their countless multitudes, no two are precisely alike. Yet some are more widely differentiated from their fellows than others. Among the numerous biographies which have appeared — * Fissidens Polyphylltis. ^t. 33.] His Distinct Personality. 159 among the countless memoirs, monographs, and notices of workers in the busy world-hive — we are inclined to think that Hannington's double has not yet been seen. The acts of his life recorded in the foregoing pages may be sufficient to show that his was a distinct personality compounded of many seemingly incongruous materials. Patience and impatience, impetuous haste and dogged tenacity of perseverance, pride and humility, love of applause and disdain of it, vanity and self-depreciation, nervous sensitiveness and moral courage, self-assertive wilfulness and unselfish thoughtfulness for others and forgetfulness of self — all these paradoxical elements went to make up this man who was a continual puzzle to those who knew him only superficially. But all these elements were fused together by his deep earnestness of purpose till they formed, as it were, a compo- site metal, tough, elastic, and enduring, from which, as from a piece of ordnance, the message of his life might be dis- charged with unerring precision and irresistible force. The next chapter will be the last which has to do with his home life and work, and in it we will try to make it clear how he was gradually led to the conclusion that he ought to respond in his own proper person to the appeal from the Mission Field for more men. CHAPTER XII. THE BECKONING HAND. (1878—82.) " I heard the voice of the Lord saying, Whom shall I send, and who will go for us ? Then said I, Here am I, send me."— /y. vi. 8. " I am not worthy of the Quest."— //^s/)' Grail. When Hannington heard, early in the year 1878, of the manner in which the heroic labours of Lieutenant Shergold Smith and Mr. O'Neill had been crowned by their violent death on the shore of the Victoria Nyanza, he was deeply moved. He felt within himself the stirrings of a strong desire to offer to fill the gap which their fall had made in the ranks of the little Central-African Mission Army. That desire slowly ripened and developed into a definite purpose. At the commencement of his ministry he knew very little, almost nothing in fact, about foreign mission work. He bent all his energies upon the duty that lay nearest to him, which seemed to be the shepherding of those few sheep in the wilderness who had been constituted his special charge. To the surprise of some of the friends of his boyhood, he seemed to be content with the uneventful life of a hard- working country parson.* Quite gradually his mind was enlarged to take in the wants of a wider sphere. He became more and more consciously aware of dark, perishing millions ''in the regions beyond," among whom moved heroic men, * As one of them writes : '• That the Bishop should ever have settled down to the life of a country parson was a thing that often came up in my niind with unformed doubts and fears, though we never discussed the matter.'' JEt. 34.] Longs to be a Missionary. j6r brethren of a new order of knight errantry, the pioneers of the modern Church. Now and again he would meet with some friend who would stir up in him an interest in the evangelization of the heathen world, and among the many agencies at work, the great Church A4issionary Society began to take in his mind a foremost place. As early as 1875 he had some conversa- tions at Darley House with Miss Evans and Miss Gell — ■ sister of the Bishop of Madras, and now Mrs. Childe — which left their impression upon him, and caused him to resolve that he would make himself better acquainted with what was being done to carry out the last charge of Christ to His disciples. Such entries as the following occur in his diary from time to time : *' Dunlop Smith orders me to do more for the C. M. S." *'Mrs. VVeitbrecht arrived for the Zenana Society. An exceedingly dear old lady. If all missionaries were as she is it would be good for the cause." " Preached on Day of Intercession my first C. M. S. sermon : i Kings xviii. 41.'' " Gave to the C. M. S., an Easter gift." Then the following : " H. G. came to see me, and, to my surprise, told me that he longed to become a Missionary. I told him that [ longed to be one too. Smith and O'Neill's death, and some papers I had read, had set me longing." Then — '■^ Nov. 2ut, 1881. — C. M. S. meeting at the Dome, Brighton ; Bruce from Persia. Most interesting. Ho,v that man's words went to my heart 1 " '■'■Nov. 2()tk. — Went to Eastbourne to a meeting of C. M. S. District Secretaries. Holy Communion 10 a.m. At II a.m. Mr. Lombe addressed the meeting. He is a grand man ; I only wish we had one like him. After lunch, at which I thought myself happy to be near Mr. Lombe, Mr. Eugene Stock spoke. Clear and incisive. If he had 1 62 James Hannington. [A.D. 1882. asked me to go out, I should have said, Yes. I longed to offer myself to go." " 18S2. Feb.wtli. — Cyril Gordon came to me. I opened to him my heart about offering myself as Mis- sionary. It does not seem to me, however, possible that the C. M. S. would accept me. I am not worthy of the honour." Not worthy of the honour, O holy and humble man of heart ! Unworthy of the honour of serving Christ thou mightest indeed have deemed thyself; but there has been no society of men who would not have been honoured in possessing such an agent and servant as thou ! Had the Church A-lissionary Society "despised" thee, as thou didst fear, it would have set its sign and seal for ever to its own fatuity. But not least among signs of its vitality will be recorded the fact that it recognized thy power and admitted thee at once into a foremost place amongst the ranks of its fighting men. Not many days after this interview with Mr. Cyril Gordon, Mr, Wigram, the Hon. Secretary of the Society, wrote to Hannington, saying that it had been re- ported to him that he was willing to labour in the foreign Mission-field, and offering to afford him the opportunity he desired. This letter brought his thoughts on the subject to a head, and he hesitated no longer. During the past four years the conviction had been steadily deepening within him that his constitutional gifts and aptitudes were such as to qualify him in a special manner for work of toil and danger among a savage race. His large and broad knowledge of men, gained during a life of constant movement and varied travel ; the habit of command which he had acquired quite early in life ; and the influence which he could not help seeing that he readily acquired over rude and untrained natures — all seemed to have been granted to him that he might employ them in some difficult service that would tax his powers to the utmost. It was true that his presence was apparently needed at JEt. 24-] Offers for Central Africa. i6 J home. His work at Hurstpierpoint had be:n crowned with a large measure of success. His friends did not fail to point out to him that a man may serve God as faithfully and efficieatly in an English parish as among heathen tribes in the torrid or arctic zone ; that if every good man went abroad — etc. ! He acknowledged the force of these arguments,* and, moreover, had four strong personal arguments of his own which fought mightily against his projects-even a wife and three little children. He was quite aware, also, that it was possible that his crowded church, large classes, and flourishing societies might not be equally well cared for by a successor ; but, on the other hand, he knew that it would be far easier to obtain the services of an able man for a home parish than to persuade such an one to respond to the Society's appeal, and to give up almost all hope of preferment by burying the best years of his life unknown among the heathen. As he used to say : " There are plenty of men who would be glad enough to take my place here, but there are not many who can make up their minds to sacrifice home and home prospects, and go into the ' dark places of the earth.' Missionaries are not, like other tra- vellers, held in high esteem. They are looked upon as a sort of inferior clergy, and generally live unnoticed and die unrewarded. Few men see much attraction in such a * In a sermon preached at the Church of St. Margaret, Brighton, he used the following words : "Our little band which is about to set forth needs all your sympathy to encourage them. You may depend upon it that it equires some courage to leave home on an expedition of this sort. I speak from personal experience. When all men are against one, saying that one is making a mistake, that he is utterly wrong, that he is running away from the work which God has given him to do, and is seeking other work for himself, no small courage is needed to go forth. But I should not dare to stand up before you if I believed that I were going out to find work for myself. I firmly believe that I have been sent forth by God. From the beginning I have placed the matter in the hands of God. I dare not weigh my own motives or fathom my own heart, but I ask God to guide me by His Holy Spirit. I pray that if God will not go with me He will not let me fo" 164 James Hannington. [A.D. 18S2. career. When tlie C. M, S. appealed for more men, I seemed to hear the Master asking, ' Who will go ? ' and I said, ' Lord, send me.' " In reply to Mr. Wigram's letter, Hannington wrote : " HuRSTPiERPoiNT, Feb. xbtJi^ 1882. " Dear Sir, — Many thanks for your kind letter. I shall, if nothing prevent, be passing through London Tues- day next, on my way to hold a Mission. A-Iay I call upon you then ? " I am, in consequence of this, and also having to pre- pare for a Mission here immediately after, so busy that I cannot well write at the length such a vastly important subject demands. I am thirty-four. Offered myself only pro tcin.i because married. For Nyanza, because I under- stand that it must necessarily be p7-o tem.^^ and because I believe I have a fair amount of experience and, thus far in life, endurance and nerve likely to be useful for such a field. I append a few names of my more immediate friends for reference," (Then follows a list.) "I can give several .more if required, I should, however, greatly prefer that none of these were written to until I have had a personal interview with you. Tor this reason : I have not announced the matter, because I do not want people's minds unsettled, should it fall through from other causes. God forbid I should boast, but I venture to believe that the Committee will be satisfied with the character my friends will give me. I only wish I were more deserving of their kind esteem, " I am almost weighed down with the great responsi- bility of my offering myself; but I pray, ' Lord, send me * The following extract from a letter to Mr. Cyril Gordon will explain this : '■ I volunteer to help in the expedition for Uganda for the fol- lowing reasons: It is a place where I believe the general experience I have had would be useful, and where I understand Europeans cannot stop very long ; and I do not see my way clear to offer myself for a long term. Say from three to five years." jEt. 34.] Letter to the C. M. S. Coininittee. 165 there, or keep me here ; only let me be useful ; ' and 1 cannot but believe that we shall be rightly guided. " I am, dear sir, yours truly, "James Hannington. " Will you kindly let me know if Tuesday will suit, and the time? I should prefer morning, as I am going to Not- tingham (d.v.).'-' Whatever mny have been Hannington 's faults, he was not one of those v/ho, when they see their duty clearly, still " linger with vacillating obedience." On Feb. 21st the diary takes up the thread of the narrative : "Made my will, and proceeded to Oak Hill House, Hampstead, where Mr. Wigrani lives, and, after dinner, had a long discussion about my going out as a Missionary. Wigram gave me a most tremendous sounding on all points of the faith. " 2%nd. — Went to Salisbury Square, and was interviewed by Lang. Dined at the College. G. Chapman came up. 'Are you offering yourself for Africa.? ' to which I had to make an evasive answer. Interviewed Mr. F. F. Goe. " 2yd. — Interview with Earlow * I am prayintr that the Medical Board may be directed rightly concerning me. I went to see them, expecting tremendous criticism, but, rather to my disgust, they only asked one or two questions, and turned round and said, ' You are fit to go anywhere.' " After these preliminaries, Hannington wrote to the Committee from Southwell, where he had gone to see his friend, the Rev. A. C. Garbett. "Southwell, Feb. lyd^ 1882. "Gentlemen, — In answer to your appeal for men, I place myself at your disposal for the Nyanza work for a period of not more than five years, on the condition that you will * Principal of the C. M. S. College at Islington. i66 James Hannington. [A.D. 1882. undertake to supply my place at St. George's Chapel, Hurstpierpoint. " Though I offer to serve you on these conditions most freely and to the best of the pcwer given me, yet i would earnestly beg you not to accept my services unless you feel that you have urgent need oi them. '"■ Should you ask me to go out, I shall be able to have j/,'25 quarterly paid to your IVeasurer to help to defray my expenses. I shall also be able to pay ,,^50 towards my outfit. " With humble prayer that your minds may be rightly guided, " I remain, your obedient servant, "James Hannin'gton'." St. George's Chapel was now Hannington's own pro- perty, but had been left to him by his father wholly unendowed. His own private income was not large enough to allow him to provide an adequate stipend for a Curate-in-Charge ; he, therefore, proposed to the Society that they should supply the duty by means of missionaries who had either retired from the field, or who were at home on prolonged leave, while he served abroad. During the five years which he purposed to spend in Mission work, he offered himself to the Committee without other stipend than the payment of his travelling expenses, tov/ards which he was to contribute a hundred pounds yearly. Had he not felt bound to consider the needs of those who were dependent upon him, and to whom his means belonged as well as to himself, he would gladly have poured all he had into the treasury, and have gone forth as a simple evangelist to the nations which '" lie in darkness and in the i-hadow of death." On the 6th of Rlarch Hannington again visited the C. M. College. He describes the evening thus : — " Prayer, 5.45. Tea at 6. Dormitory meeting, 8.30. Prayer, 9.30. Bed, 10. The whole atmosphere of the College strikes me as very holy." '■^ Mar. 7//^.— Walked with Barlow to Salisbury Square, 12 o'clock. Went in to see the Committee, who accepted my offer, and said they urgently needed my services^ aaid ^Et. 34.] The U-Ganda Mission. 167 were otherwise most complimentary. Canon Money offered prayer, and I learnt more news in the prayer than 1 had any idea of. I gathered that I was to be the leader of the party. " I returned home, and broke the news to my wife. She was more than brave about it, and gave nie to the Lord. I had asked her often before, and she had said she would let me go. I had not mentioned my offer before, because she was all alone, and I thought the suspense would be more than she could bear. I also told the Neves, but nobody else, as we have a Mission coming on." The Committee of the Church Missionary Society was about to send a fresh party to Central Africa to reinforce the brave two* who held the ground at Rubaga, that latest city of martyrs, by the mystic source of the Nile. King Mtesa was then alive ; he whose bright, intelli- gent, though fitful nature, had so attracted Speke when he visited his Court in i86r, and whose qualities made so deep an impression upon Stanley that he wrote, in 1875, a letter to the Daily Telegraph., in which he " challenged Christen- dom to send Missionaries to U-Ganda." After the manner of African monarchs, Mtesa did not make things so easy for the missionary band as his warm invitation had seemed to promise. At first he appeared to lend a ready car to Christian instruction, but his mind was more occupied with the temporal advantages to be derived from contact with Europeans than with their creed. The Arab traders also at his Court, here as everywhere else, did all in their power to poison his mind agiinst the white men. These Arabs are well aware that their miserable traffic in human flesh cannot long prosper where the influ- ence of Englishmen is allowed to prevail. Thev, therefore^ thwart and hinder the European in every conceivable manner, and use all their influence with King and chiefs to make his stay in the country impossible. Every traveller, whether missionary, explorer, or man of science, who has * Mr. A. M. Mackay, C.E., and the Rev. P. O'Flaherly. 1 68 James Hannington. [A.D. 1882. attempted to stop for any length of time with a Central African Prince, has felt the malign power and suffered from the treachery of these slave-trading vampires. Before the coming of the Christians, these Arabs had persuaded Mtesa to profess himself a Mahommedan. They now intrigued without intermission to turn him aside from his apparent in- clination to study and adopt the teaching of Christianity. To add to the ordinary difficulties of implanting the Christian Faith in the soil of savage hearts, the Roman C^.tholic Church now thought fit to interfere. We do not wish to speak with bitterness of their conduct; but, with almost the whole of the Dark Continent before them, it was surely a gratuitous piece of vexatious harassment that they should send a band of priests for the express purpose of dis- puting with the English Churchmen the ground which they had already occupied for two years,* and where they were, at last, after most painful effort, beginning to reap what they had sown and watered with their own blood and tears. These French priests of the Roman Church, coming by way of Zanzibar, and crossing the Lake from Kagei, arrived at U-Ganda in 1879, and took up their abode ar Rubaga. They were not content merely to establish a Mission there, but at once informed Mtesa that he had been deluded and mistaught by the Protestants. The poor King was, as may be supposed, reduced to the extremity of per- plexity. He would say ; " How can I know whom to believe t I am first taught by the Arabs that there is One God. The English come to tell me that there are tivo^ and now I am to learn that there are three ! " (God, Christ, and the Virgin.) Messrs. Wilson, Felkin, and Pearson were then in U-Ganda, and they persuaded the King to allow them to return by way of the Soudan, taking with them some chiefs, who might be presented to the " Queeny," Her Majesty Queen Victoria, and bring back to their people tidings of what they saw in Europe. Mr. Pearson was left behind, and, together with Mr. Mackay, set up a small printing " Since 1S77. JEt. 34.] T/ie U- Cauda Missio7t. 169 press, and taught the people to read. They showed quite an enthusiastic readiness to acquire this new accomplish- ment, and scholars might soon be seen everywhere poring over tablets with alphabets, sentences, and portions of Scripture. These were not given gratis, but were eagerly bought by the lads and others. So the work went on, with sundry ups and downs — -the ups being the result of the general goodwill of the people, the downs that of Arab intrigues and Roman misrepresentations — but, on the whole, progressed. In the spring of 1881 the envoys who had been sent to England returned with Mr. Felkin * and the Rev. P. O'Flaherty.t Leaving Mr. Felkin at Zanzibar, Mr. O'Flaherty proceeded to Rubaga, where he remained with Mr. Mackay, and the work of the Church went forward apace. The two missionaries " described themselves as builders, carpenters, smiths, wheelwrights, sanitary engineers, farmers, gardeners, printers, surgeons, and physicians." They were, in the usefullest sense, "All things to all men." They went on transcribing the Bible, Prayer Book, and Hymns into Lu-Ganda at a great rate, and found that the demand for their printed slips was even greater than they could supply. On March 18th, at the very time when it had been finally decided by the Home Committee to send out Han- nington and his party to their reinforcement, they were reaping the first considerable fruits of their labour. Five converts were admitted into the Church by baptism. The first five of a church which two years later, at the end of 1884, consisted of eighty-eight native members. In few Mission stations of modern times have so many hardships, repulses, and perils, with savage persecution, had to be en- dured ; but in few have the results been more rapid, or the conversions of a more solid and abiding character. The history of the Central African Mission, when it is published, will prove to be (whether a permanent Church be established * Now Dr. Felkin of Edinburgh. t Mr O'Flaherty died on July 21st, 1886, in the Red Sea, as he was returning home. i-o James Hannington. [A.D. 1882. in U-Ganda or not) the romance of modern missions. This hook contains an account of Bishop Hannington and his connection with the Mission rather than of the Amission itself, but we shall, in the course of our narrative, be called upon to show how some of these young native Christians have already stood that most awful and bitter test of sincerity, from the very contemplation of which we shrink with shuddering dread and pity, and have confessed to their trust in Christ even in the flames. The new party was to consist of six men — the Rev. R. P.Ashe, B.A., St. John's College, Cambridge; three of the Islington College Students (the Revs. J. Blackburn, Cyril Gordon, and W. J. Edmonds) ; and also Mr. C. Wise, an artisan. Hannington was entrusted with the leadership of the expedition. They were to endeavour to reach U-Ganda from Zanzibar by the old route, viu Mamboia, Uyui, and Msalala, and from thence by boat across the Victoria Nyanza to Rubaga. When all iiad been finally arranged, and the time for his departure settled, Hannington made known his determina- tion to his congregation at Hurst. On A'Tarch 26th he announced that he would explain his step, and state the reasons which had led to it, at the evening service. The chapel was thronged. Many wept alo-ud ; the people would hardly let him go. Some could not be made to understand that he ought to go. They had learnt to look upon him as their own. He seemed to them to be defrauding them of their right in him in thus taking himself away. However, there was no appeal. He could not now be detained, so they determined that they would do their best to encourage him, and send him forth in a manner that befitted their own pastor. They were not rich, but they did what they could, and, among other suitable gifts, sub- scribed £%^ toward his outfit. As the public mind was at that time directed toward U-Ganda by Messrs. Wilson and Felkin's book, which had been very favourably reviewed in the Tivics^ Hannington took advantage of the fact to appeal in the columns of that ^t. 34.] Farewell Sermon at Hurst. 171 paper for subscriptions to enable him to carry with him a new boat with which to navigate the Victoria Nyanza in place of the Daisy., which had been wrecked. This appeal was well responded to, and he was able to take out in sections a good boat, which has since proved of much service to the Mission band.* On May i6th a V.iledictory Dismissal v/as held in St. James's Hall, Paddington. Eleven Missionaries were com- mitted to the care of the Lord of the whole earth, and sent forth into the regions beyond. Hannington writes : " I, of course, had to speak when my -turn came, but I scarcely know what I said." That same evening he returned to Eurst, and preached in the parish church to a great congre- gation. All who could cram into the building were there. One of his friends writes : " It was with a keen sense of severe personal loss that we heard that he had definitely made up his mind to go out to Central Africa. I well remember that part of the day when he preached his final sermon at Hurst. We travelled down together from town to Hassock's Gate, He gave me a long letter to read which had been sent home by one of the missionaries from Mtesa's country. All the way down he had been preparing the farewell sermon which he was to deliver that evening in the parish church. It was one of the most earnest and effective addresses to which I have ever listened, and evoked a thrill of emotion through the whole of the densely- crowded audience. The text was I Sam. xxx, 24, '•As Jiis share is that goeth dozvn to the battle, so shall his share be that tarrieth by the stuff; they sliall share alike.' With characteristic humility he spoke of the time when he first came among them, hot-headed and inexperienced ; told us things against himself, which he never laid to the charge of others, and said how kindly they had all borne with him. And he added words which must now dwell in many memories : that if it should be that he lost his life in Africa, no man was to think that his life had been wasted. As for the lives which had been already given for this cause, they * Hannington himself subscribed ^25 toward this boat. 172 James Hannington. [A.D. i8Sz. were not lost, but were filling up the trench so that others might the more easily pass over to take the fort in the name of the Lord." After the sermon he found a great crowd waiting outside the church to receive him, and his hand was wrung by friends and acquaintances who formed one continuous double line all the way to his own house. He did not get away from their embraces until past midnight. Early the same morn- ing — for he saw the last of his friends at 12.30 a.m. — he left for the docks ; but as the diary here becomes more circumstantial, we may continue the narrative in his ovvji words. '■'■May i^th. — Up at 5 a.m., though I had everything well prepared. Ah, what a heavy heart I had. I longed now to be away, for the worst was yet to come. The pound of flesh, blood and all, must be cut away. First, my dear mother-in-law, not the mother of my youth, but of my manhood, loved with a man's affection. She remained in her own room, and was the first of the home circle to receive the stab. How brave she was ; and she, of all, feels that she has least chance of seeing me again. We parted calmly. Next my boy, Tom Lewry, who has served me so lovingly — he wished to say good-bye to me alone ; and then, pas- sionately flinging his arms around my neck, implored me not to leave him. Next was the meeting at family prayers ; how I got through it I do not know. Then dear iVIr. Boxall came, so faithful, so silent. Good-bye to him meant all that it could possibly convey. Now came, of all my affec- tionate friends, H. _B. For a month I had seen him nearly every day, and every time, I think, without exception, he has burst into tears about my going, and has offered to work his passage to Zanzibar if I would let him follow me. Now my most bitter trial — an agony that still cleaves to me — saying good-bye to the little ones. Thank God that all the pain was on one side. Over and over again I thank Him for that. ' Come back soon, papa ! ' they cried. Then the servants, all attached to me. My wife, the bravest of all " I was about to jump into my brother's carriao-e. The ^t. 34-] Farezvelis. 1-3 publican's son (I was always thought to be the publican's enemy) crept up, and thrust a letter into my hand, a pretty book-marker, and a text, and a letter written by his mother. The thing that broke me down was passing a building. The roughest of the rough men, who I thought would have had a holiday to rejoice at my departure, left work, and crowded round to express their sorrow as best they could ; several were at the train on the platform. Then came two hours quiet, but quiet just then to me was terrible. I rushed to Salisbury Square to see if there were any parting message, and was well rewarded by Wigram saying: 'I felt certain that you would find time to look in once more ; you are ubiquitous.' How the Lord helped me. Surely if I wanted a parting sign to hasten me forward, it was to be found in the great support He gave me. I had thought that preach- ing in a crowded church, people blocking my way along the road and clinging around me, four hours sleep, and such a leave-takitig, would have given me a severe headache and feeling of lassitude. I was, however, entirely free from any bodily pain or weariness, and I had not experienced such freshness for a month. The fountain of my tears seemed held back. I have not said that dearest Sam, the best of brothers, came with me to Salisbury Square. He had been skirmishing about, putting continual extra touches to my already comfortable kit. Now, from Liverpool Street to the docks, he began emptying his pockets of money and forcing little articles of comfort upon me. Then there was the bustle of the ship, and the saying good-bye on the part of others to their relations, for only mine were allowed to go as far as Gravesend. Then came the final farewell to my brother. ... I watched and watched and watched the retreating tow-boat, until I could see it no longer, and then hurried down below. Indeed, I felt for the moment as one paralyzed. . . . Now was the time for re-action ! No. ' Casting all your care upon Him.' ... I went below, and set my cabin in order for sea, arranged about prayers, etc., and the rest of the day passed so rapidly that, when night came, I scarcely knew it was gone. ' My God, how tender Thou art 1 ' " PART TI. CHAPTER XIII. THE FIRST MISSIONARY JOURNEY. ZANZIBAR TO MPWAPWA. (1882.) " So in life ; if some wifeling or childling be granted you, well and good ; but if the Captain call, run to the Ship, and leave such possessions behind you, not looking back." EpiCTETUS. — FarRAR {Seekers after God). As Hannington's journal from this date onward is written much more fully and consecutively, and is, moreover, supplemented by long letters to the Church Missionary Society, we shall be able to continue the narrative to a great extent in his own words. He writes : " I must leave the farewells. I have not sufficient cold blood in my veins to make red ink enough to write them. "On JVIay the lyth^ 1882, at about noon, I found myself on board the s.s. Qiietta, a fine Clyde-built ship of 3200 tons, and began to make inquiries about our party. Mr. Ashe was on board, but nobody seemed to know anything about the others. The authorities were in a great state of perturbation, as time and tide wait for no man. I could not help feeling a little nervous when I heard that we were to start for Gravesend without them, and leave a tug in which they might, if possible, overtake us. To my great relief they came steaming up behind us about an hour later." In a letter to the children he adds, " But didn't they catch it from one Captain Brown . who 1 76 James Hanniiigton. [A.D. 1882. was sent to look after them ! Brown ! They say he was blacky and his tongue the same colour. And, poor things, it was not their fault at all. There had been an accident on the railway." He continues : "My companions were the Rev. R. P. Ashe, W. J. Edmonds, J. Blackburn, and E. C. Gordon, with Mr. C. Wise, an artisan. I had also on the ticket the names of Mr. and Adrs. H. W. Lane, who were bound for Mom- basa, and Miss , a bride who was to meet her bride- groom at Zanzibar. The latter was placed specially under my charge, but I am afraid that the principal way in which I fulfilled my task was by teasing her unmercifully about the bride-cake, which I unfortunately discovered to be onboard. " We had not many fellow passengers on board the Qiictta. And of these the majority were going to the mission field. Ten L. M. S. men for Lake Tanganyika, all dissenters of different shades of opinion, though chiefly Congregationalists. There was also a Major Smith, Sec- letary of the Wesleyan M. S., travelling for his health, and, lastly, a Miss Angus, of the Baptist Zenana Society. We thus had many persuasions represented ; and — will you believe it? — we all dwelt together and parted in peace and friendship. " On the first night I went to the captain, and made a request for public prayers, which was at once granted. " Our first morning we held a C. M. S. Council, and have mapped out our day as follov/s : I'rivate devotions before breakfast. Prayer. Then Wise is to read with Ashe. Edmonds, Gordon, and Blackburn take the boys, and I help Lane. The rest of the morning is spent in studying Swahili.* After lunch we have a meeting for reading and prayer, and the rest of the day is to be improved as we best may be able. " We have a little pleasant banter with the L. M. S. men. Their expedition is fitted out so much more expen- sively than ours. They eclipse us in every point. We * The language of the coast, and widely known in the interior, through intercourse with the traders. ^t. 34-] On the Way Out. i-j-j have to glory in the fact that so much less money has been expended on us, when we would have been permitted to have had more, had we desired it. I feel sure we have enough.* Only may the Spirit of God go with us every step of the way. "The only cloud that hangs over us at present is the unpleasant suggestion that we may not reach Aden in time to carry on our cargo. The poor bride is in despair, as the bridal outfit is in the hold ! " Hannington wrote his first letter to the Secretary of the C. M. S. from the Mediterranean, and says: " Give me as much advice as possible, and do not ever hesitate to point out my faults and shortcomings ; in so doing, you will be more than ever my friend. Do not expect too much of me. It may be that my share of the work is already done. T think most highly of Ashe ; f should I fail, you will be better represented. God be praised for raising him up to come among us." Hannington was always ready to express a generous appreciation of the merits of others. In his letter to the Secretary, he has a special word of commendation for each of his companions, and adds with regard to himself, " There is only one wretch among the six, and if he is taken away it will be no great loss." At Aden the whole party for Central Africa were trans- ported into " a dirty old vessel called the Mecca ; dirty is not a strong enough word, so I must use filthy. She swarmed with cockroaches, black ants and bugs, and was, moreover, dreadfully overcrowded." The vessel was only I2O0 tons, or less than half the size of the Qiietta, and was packed with passengers. The food, accommodation, and management all seem to have rivalled each other in badness. They soon fell in with rough weather and heavy seas, * As it turned out, they had not ; and many of their sufferings were due to want of a few extras. t Mr. Ashe was afterwards stationed in U-Ganda, where he has gone through the troublous times which followed the death of Mtdsa. 12 1/8 James Hannington. [A.D. 1882. which rendered their position, uncomfortable before, now almost intolerable. Hannington, old sailor as he was, was prostrated with sea-sickness. He says : " I was washed down to leeward twice, and was wet for three days, without any opportunity of changing." It was in a shattered and dilapidated condition that they made out the Island of Zanzibar, on June igth, and steamed into the calmer waters of the sheltered roadstead. Soon, he says, "Mr. Stokes, our travelling com- panion, came on board, and gave us a hearty welcome. He is to take charge of our caravan. And now about Zanzi- bar. I had been prepared to find a disgusting place, full of half-starved slaves and beggars, but was never more agree- ;.bly surprised in my life. I do not think that T was asked for anything more than once. The streets are narrow, crooked, weird, and some of them dirty, but not half so bad as I had been led to expect. Not worse, I should say, than Genoa, ' the beautiful.' The many quaint sights more than atoned for the "iz-w disagreeables. Outside the town, the tropical vegetation, often standing out, on a gentle slope, against the clear, blue sky, or backed by the deeper blue of the sea, presented wonderful pictures of green freshness." Hannington savs? a good deal of the members of the Universities' Mission, by whom he was most kindly received and welcomed. He says : " I preached in the Cathedral on Sunday evening, as a slight return for the many kindnesses which the Universities' Mission have shown us. They had a special Communion for our party in the mornins:." The short time spent at Zanzibar was very busily occu- pied in packing and pre])aring for the journey. Although Mr. Stokes had relieved Hannington of much of the trouble of collecting porters and goods for the interior, yet the Mission stores which he had brought from England had to be made up into suitable loads of fifty-five or s'ixty pounds, and all had to be inventoried and weighed to prevent the bearers from stealing the contents of their packs. The African traveller has still to go about, carrying JEt. 34.] -Ai Zanzibar. 179 with him a miscellaneous assortment ot articles, more or less bulky, with which to purchase food, pay tribute, hire extra assistance, etc., etc. It will be indeed a blessing and an economy of labour when the rupee has found its way into circulation among the tribes of the interior. The Zanzibar! are notorious for their dilatory habits and lethargic indifference to the hurrying of the traveller im- patient to be gone. They made no exception to their rule for Hannington's benefit. He writes : " This is the style or thing. At 6 a.m. you want a package sewn up in canvas. A man promises to send for a Hindu at once. You u'ait patiently for half an hour, then you think that you had better go and see, and you find that he did not realize that you wanted him so quickly ; however, he will now send at once. In fact, you see the messenger start. About an hour later he enters the yard, and you jump up. He, on the contrary, sits down very complacently, and wonders why you bounded up so energetically. You explain what you want. He still sits and looks first at you, then at your package, and measures both accurately with his intelligent eye. By-and-by he actually rises and measures the package, this time with tape. Then he once more squats and chews betel nut with an activity that vou wish he would apply to your job ; and then, in about a quarter of an hour, he departs to get his needle and thread, promising to return instantly. It is now about 9.30, and you are summoned to breakfast, for which you are quite ready. On your arrival upstairs you find that nobody else has come, so you drop into the empty arm-chair, and wait with the best patience you may have. In an hour's time the party has assembled, expressed its various apologies, and in another hour has finished its breakfast. On your arrival in the 5'ard, you find the Hindu has arrived, but has quietly waited for you to tell him where to begin. So, having stated your opinion at length with great pains and with many signs, you are pleased to find that he pooh-poohs your notions, and prefers his own way; at the same time he reminds you that it is now noon, the hour that he dines, and that he will igo James Hanningion. [A..D. iE8?. return afterwards. I p.m., lunch time. At 2 o'clock you return, package progressing, but just at that moment a messenger enters the yard; the Hindu is especially wanted for a short time. It 'is quite 3.30 before that package is finished. Thus, and sometimes worse than thus— did we have to battle our way, bale by bale, through an immense amount of packing." Before he started for the interior, Hannington sought an interview with the Sultan, Seyyid Barghash. He had been told that the Sultan was becoming alarmed at the large number of European missionaries who. passed through Zanzibar, but however this may have been, he was received very warmly and with distinguished courtesy. Dressed in full academicals — scarlet hood and Master's gown — and escorted by the pro-Consul, Col. Miles, he made his way to the palace. There a guard of honour was drawn up, and the Sultan came down into the square with much state, and greeted the young English clergyman. He then led the way up those steep stairs, which Mr. Johnston has so graphically described, into his reception room. After all were seated, and glass cups of coffee and sherbet served, the Sultan engaged Hannington in conversation as to his journey and its object. He writes: "After about half an hour the Consul said we must be going, otherwise I think that His Highness would gladly have prolonged the inter- view. Conversation never flagged for a moment, although, as far as I was concerned, it was carried on through an interpreter. When we left, he rose, led the way into the square, and, shaking hands, wished us good-bye. He was very interested in our expedition. His credulity is surpris- ing. He firmly believes in a gigantic snake in U-Gogo, which is reputed to reach to the sky, and to devour oxen and women and children whole ! " Hannington made rapid progress with his study of the Swahili language. He says : '^ I have this mornnig com- menced daily pra^fers in Swahili. Henry Wright Duta the baptized Waganda boy attached to me, read them. The ^L 34] The Start. i8[ study which I gave the language on board has been of immense help to me. Let every missionary be urged to stick close to the language he has to learn on his journey out, in spite of all obstacles." When all was ready for the start, Mr. Stokes first crossed to Saadani * with the greater part of the caravan, and on the next day, June 27th, the missionaries followed. Hannington says : " I went round to Mackenzie's and was greeted with ' You can't go to-day.' ' Why not ? ' ' Fifteen men have run away, and they must be looked after.' However, on looking over Stokes' letter I could not see that he said they were to be hunted up, and so I replied that we should start at once. Then I found where the difficulty arose. Raschid, who had brought the letter, wanted a day on his own account, which I soon informed him he could not have. I ordered a dhow for noon, and by intense energy, actually got everything ready by 1.30. '■' I am not going to describe that dhow. It was as bad as most other dhows, and we were packed so closely that if one fell there he had to lie. When we arrived off Saadani we found that the tide was high and that the shore could not be approached nearer than half a mile. The sea was pretty rough, and as we grounded we bumped so furiously that 1 expected the poor old dhow would have gone to pieces. Stokes plunged through the breakers from the shore and brought out a small dug-out canoe which was^ at best, a quarter full of water. 1 preferred a swimming to a foot- bath, and so, stripping off my clothes, and putting them into a bag, unmindful of sharks, I waded and stumbled over the half mile of sharp coral which lay between our vessel and the beach. In due time, after repeated voyages by the canoe, we all got safely ashore, and found our tents pitched, and a tougri go