fW-. *m •JiS* s *5 *M* * *■ CORNELL UNIVERSITY LIBRARY BEQUEST OF STEWART HENRY BURNHAM 1943 Cornell University Library PS 1264.A51 The last poems of Alice and Phoebe Gary 3 1924 021 974 674 Cornell University Library The original of this book is in the Cornell University Library. There are no known copyright restrictions in the United States on the use of the text. http://www.archive.org/details/cu31924021974674 THE LAST POEMS ALICE AND PHCEBE GARY. EDITED BT MAEY CLEMMER AMES. NEW YORK: PUBLISHED BY HURI) AND HOUGHTON. 1874. Entered, accoTding to Act of Congress, in the year 1873, by Hnsj) AND Houghton, in the Office of the Librarian of Congress, at Washington. BIV£BSn>S, CAMBRIDGG : STSBEOTTPSD AND PBINTED BY H. 0. HOUGHTON AND COMPUTT. OOI^TEI^TS. LAST POEMS OF ALICE GARY. BALLADS. FAS) At KeheabsjIL 3 The Fisherman's Wife 7 Maid and Man U Ckadle Sokg 13 The Double Skein 14 Secfish Sokeow .16 The Edge op Doom . . 20 The Choppek's Child 23 The Dead House .28 One Moment .33 The Flax-beatek 35 Cottage and Hall 39 The Mines of Avondale 42 The Victory of Pekry 46 The Window just over the Street 49 Pitiless Fate 52 A Fable of Cloud-land 54 Barbara at the Window 56 Barbara in the Meadow .57 Uncle Jo 58 POEMS OF THOUGHT. Supplication 65 Pledges 66 Proverbs in Rhyme 67 Fame . . .' 68 iv CONTENTS. Genius ®' InBoijds "^^ Nobility ^^ To THE jyCusE ^^ ISTo King 'if* Text and Moral '^^ To MY Fkiend '^^ One of Many ^^ Light *" Trust 80 Life 82 Plea fob Charity . 83 Second Sight 85 Life's Roses 89 Secret Writing 91 Dreams 93 My Poet 95 Written on the Fourth of July, 1864 .... 97 Abraham Lincoln 98 Saved 100 LOTE POEMS. Snowed Under 102 An Emblem 103 Queen of Eoses 105 Now AND Then 106 The Lady to the Lover 107 Love's Secret Springs 108 At Sea 110 A Confession Ill Easter Bridal Song 113 Prodigal's Plea 114 The Sead-fishek's Wife 115 Cakmia 116 Epithalamium 118 Jennie 119 Miriam , 120 POEMS OF NATURE AND HOME. GroiNG TO Court 122 On the Sea 123 CONTENTS. V A Fkagment 124 Shadows 126 Apkil 127 Poppies 129 A Sea Song 132 Forgiveness 133 WlNTEE AND SuMMER 13i Autumn 135 Damaris 136 A Lesson 138 Katrina on the Porch 140 The West Country 142 The Old Homestead 143 Contradiction 145 My Dream op Dreams 146 POEMS OF LOSS. The other Side 149 A Wintry Waste 150 The Shadow 151 How Peace Came 152 Be Stu^i, 153 Vanished 154 Safe 155 Waiting 156 Intimations 157 LAST POEMS OF PHCEBE CARY. BALLADS. Dovecote Mill 161 The Homestead. The Gardener's Home. TheMiU. Sugar making. The Playmates. The School. Youth and Maiden. The Country Graveyard. VI CONTENTS. Wooing. Plighted. Wedded. Tlie Baby. The Father. The Wife. A Ballad of Laudekdalb 202 The Three Wbess . . 209 Doeothy's Dowee 216 Black Ranald 218 The Leak in the Dike 223 The Landlord of the Blue Hen . ... 229 The King's Jewel 232 Edgae's Wife 234 The Fickle Day 235 The Maid of Kikgonnell 237 Saint Macaeihs of the Deseet 239 Fair Eleanor ' . 243 Breaking the Eoads 244 PERSONAL POEMS. Ready 249 Dickens 250 Thaddeus Stevens 252 RELIGIOUS POEMS. The Widow's Thanksgiving 254 Via Ceucis, Via Lucis 257 Hymn 259 Of one Flesh 260 Teach us to wait 261 In his Arms 262 Unbelief 2g3 The Vision on the Mount 264 A Canticle The Cry of the Heart and Flesh Ode Pattern . - . The Earthly House . . . . Ye did it unto Me .... 266 267 269 270 272 The Sinker at the Cross 274 The Heir 277 CONTENTS. vii Realities 278 Hymn 279 Wounded 280 A Cry of the Heaet 281 LOVE POEMS. On the Riveb 283 Inconstancy 286 Love caiojot die 287 Helpless 288 My Helper 289 Faithful 292 POEMS OF NATURE AOT) HOME. An April Welcome 293 My Neighbor's House 294 The Fortune in the Daisy 296 A Picture .... 297 Faith 298 To an Elp on a Buttercup . . '. . . . 300 Providence 301 LAST POEMS. Dreams and Realities .... ... 303 The last Act ... 305 LAST POEMS OP ALICE GARY. BALLADS. AT REHEARSAL. Cousin Kit MacDonald, I've been all the day among The places and the faces That we knew when we were young ; And, like a hope that shineth down The shadow of its fears, 1 found this bit of color on The groundwork of the years. So with words 1 tried to paint it, All so merry and so bright — And here, my Kit MacDonald, Is the picture, light on light. It was night — the cows were stabled, And the sheep were in their fold, And our garret had a double roof — Pearl all across the gold. The winds were gay as dancers — We could hear them waltz and whirl Above the roof of yellow pine, And the other roof of pearl. BALLADS. We had gathered sticks from the snow-drift, And now that the fire was lit, "We made a ring about the hearth And watched for you, dear Kit. We planned our pleasant pastimes, But never a game begun — For Cousin Kit was the leader Of all the frolic and fun. With moss and with bark, for his sake, The fire we strove to mend — For the fore-stick, blazing at middle. Was frosty at either end ; But after all of the blowing Till our cheeks were puffed and red, No warm glow lighted the umber Of the rafters overhead ; And after aU of the mending, We could not choose but see That the little low, square window Was as dark as dark could be. The chill crept in from our fingers Till our hearts grew fairly numb — Oh, what if he shouldn't see the light. And what if he shouldn't come ! Then pale-cheeked little Annie, With a hand behind her ear Slipt out of the ring and listened To learn if liis step were near ; AT REHEARSAL. And Philip followed, striding Through the garret to and fro — To show us how our Cousin Kit Was marching through the snow ; While Rose stood all a-tiptoe, With face to the window pressed, To spy him, haply, over the Mil, And tell the news to the rest. And at last there was shout and laughter, And the watching all was done — For Kit came limping and whimpering, And the playing was begun. " A poor old man, good neighbors, Who has nearly lost his sight. Has come," he said, " to eat your bread. And lodge by your fire to-night. " I have no wife nor children, And the night is bitter cold ; And you see (he showed the snow on his hair)- You see I am very old ! " " We have seen your face too often. Old Mr. Kit," we said; " How comes it that you're houseless — And why are you starved for bread ? " Because you were thriftless and lazy, And would not plow nor sow ; And because you drank at the tavern — Ah ! that is why, you know ! BALLADS. " We don't give beggars lodging, And we want our lire and bread ; And so good-day, and go your way, Old Mr. Kit," we said. Then showing his ragged jacket, He said that his money was spent — And said he was old, and the night was cold, And with body doubly bent He reached his empty hat to us, And then he wiped his eye, And said he hadn't a friend in the world That would give him room to die. " But it wasn't for you," we answered, " That our hearth to-night was lit," And so we turned him out o' the house — O Kit, my Cousin Kit ! As I sit here painting over The nightj and the fire, and the snow. And aU your boyish make-believe In that garret rude and low, My heart is broken within me. For my love must needs allow That you were at the rehearsal then Of the part you are playing now. THE FISHERMAN'S WIFE. THE FISHEKMAN'S WIPE. Peace ! for my brain is on the rack ! Peace of your idle prattling, John ! Ere peep o' daylight he was gone : And my thoughts they run as wild and black As the clouds in the sky, from fear, to fear. Mother o' mercy ! would he were here — Oh ! would that he only were safely here — Would that I knew he would ever come back ! Yet surely he will come anon ; Let's see — the clock is almost on The stroke o' ten. Even ere it strike, Hjs hand will be at the latch belike. Set up his chair in the corner, John, Add a fresh log, and stir the coals : We can afford it, I reckon, yet. The night is chilly and wild and wet. And all the flshers' wives, poor souls. Must watch and wait ! There are otherwhere Burdens heavy as mine to bear, Though not so bitter. It was my fret And worry that sent him to his boat. Here, Johnny, come kneel down by me, And pray the best man keep afloat That ever trusted his life at sea ! So : let your pretty head be bowed. Like a stricken flower, upon my knee ; And when you come to the sweet, sweet word Of best, my little one — my bird. Say it over twice, and say it loud. I do not dare to lift my eyes BALLADS. To our meek Master in the skies ; For it was my wicked pride, alas ! That brought me to the heavy pass Of weary waiting and listening sad To the winds as they drearily drift and drive- So pray in your praying for me, my lad ! Oh ! if he were there in the chair you set, With never a silvery fish in his net, I'd be the happiest woman alive ! But he will come ere long, I know : Here, Johnny, put your hand in mine. And climb np to my shoulder — so : Upon the cupboard's highest shelf You'U see a bottle of good old wine — I pressed the berry-juice myself, Ah ! how it sparkles in the light, To make us loth to break the seal ; But though its warm red life could feel. We would not spare it — not to-night ! Another hour ! and he comes not yet : And I hear the long waves wash the beach, With the moan of a drowning man in each. And the star of hope is near to set. The proudest lady in all the land That sits in her chamber fine and high. That sits in her chamber large and grand, I would not envy to-night — not I — If I had his cold wet locks in my hand. To make them warm and to make them dry, And to comb them with my fingers free From the clinging sea-weed and the sand Washing over them, it may be. THE FISHERMAN'S WIFH. £ Ah ! how should I envy the lady fair With white arms hidden in folds of lace, If my dear old fisher were sitting there, His pipe in his hand, and his sun-brown face Turning this way and that to me, • As I broiled the salmon and steeped the- tea. empty heart ! and O empty chair ! My boy, my Johnny, say over your prayer ; And straight to the words I told you keep, Till you pass the best man out on the deep. And then say this : If thou grantest, Lord, That he come back alive, and with fish in his net. The church shall have them for her award, Ajid we, of our thankfulness, will set A day for fasting and scourge and pain. Hark ! hark to the crazy winds again ! The tide is high as high can be. The waters are boiling over the bar. And drawing under them near and far The low black land. Ah me ! ah me ! 1 can only think of the mad, mad sea ; I can only think, and think, and think How quickly a foundered boat would sink, And how soon the stoutest arms would fail. 'Tis all of my worry and all of my fret, For I brewed the bitter draught I drink : I teased for a foolish, flimsy veil. And teased and teased for a spangled gown, And to have a holiday in the town. There was only just one way, one way, And he mended his net and trimmed his sail, Ajod trusted his life to the pitiless sea, My dear old fisher, for love of me, 10 BALLADS. When a better wife would have said him nay ; And so my folly forlorn I bewail. Hark ! Midnight ! All the hearth is dim And cold ; but sure we need not strive To keep it warm and bright for him — He never will come back alive. I hear the creak of masts a-strain, As the mad winds rush madly on. Kneel down and say yet once again The prayer I told you a while ago ; And be not loud, my boy, my John — Nay, it befits us to be low — Nor yet so straight to the wording keep, As I did give you charge before : The "best man ever was on the deep Pray for ; and say the best twice o'er.- But when through our blessed Redeemer you say The sweet supplication for him that's away. That saints bring him back to us saved from ill, Add this to the Father : If so be Thy will. And I, lest again my temptation assail. Will yield to my chast'ning, and cover up head With blackness of darkness, instead of the veil I pined for in worry and pined for in fret. Till my good man was fain to be gone witli his net Where but the winds scolded. Now get from your knees. For I, from the depths of contrition, have said The Amen before you. And we'U to the seas : Belike some kind wave may be washing ashore. With coUs of rope and salt sea-weed, some sign To be as a letter sent out of the brine To teU us the last news — to say if he struck MAW AND MAN. 11 On the roots and went down — but hush ! breathe not my lad. sweet Lord of Mercy ! 'my brain is gone mad ! Or that was the tune that he whistles for luck ! Run ! run to the door ! open wide — wider yet ! He is there ! — he is here ! and my arms are outspread 1 am clasping and kissing his hands rough and brown. Are you living ? or are you the ghost of my dead ? 'Tis all of my wony and all of my fret ; Ashamed in his bosom I hung down my head. He has been with his fishes to sell in the town, For I see, snugly wrapt in the folds of his net. The hindering veil and the spangled new gown. MAID AND MAN. All in the gay and golden weather, Two fair travellers, maid and man, Sailed in a birchen boat together, And sailed the way tha:t the river ran : The sun was low, not set, and the west Was colored like a robin's breast. The moon was moving sweetly o'er them. And her shadow, in the waves afloat, Moved softly on and on before them Like a silver swan, that drew their boat ; And they were lovers, and well content, Sailing the wav the river went. 12 BALLADS. And these two saw in her grassy bower, As they sailed the way the river run, A little, modest, slim-neoked flower Nodding and nodding up to the sun, And they made about her a little song And sung it as they sailed along : " Pull down the grass about your bosom, Nor look at the sun in the royal sky, 'Tis dangerous, dangerous, little blossom, You are so low, and he is so high — 'Tis dangerous nodding up to him. He is so bright, and you are so dim ! " Sweetly over, and sadly under. They turned the tune as they sailed along, And they did not see the cloud, for a wonder. Break in the water, the shape of the swan ; Nor yet, for a wonder, see at all The river narrowing toward the fall. " Be warned, my beauty — 'tis not the fashion Of the king to wed with the waiting-maid — Wake not from sleep his fiery passion, But turn your red cheek into the shade — The dew is a-tremble to kiss your eyes — And there is but danger in the skies ! " Close on the precipice rang the ditty. But they looked behind them, and not before, And went down singing their doleful pity About the blossom safe on the shore — " There is danger, danger ! frail one, list ! " Backward whirled in the whirling mist. CRADLE SONG. 13 CRADLE SONG. All by the sides of the wide wild riyer Surging sad through the sodden land, There be the black reeds washing together — Washing together in rain and sand ; Going, blowing, flowing together — Rough are the winds, and the tide runs high — Hush little babe in thy silken cradle — Lull lull, lull lull, lull lullaby ! Father is riding home, little baby. Riding home through the wind and rain ; Flinty hoofs on the flag stems beating Thrum like a flail on the golden grain. All in the wild, wee reeds of the lowlands, Dashed- and plashed with the freezing foam There be the blood-red wings of the starlings Shining to light 3,nd lead him home. Spurring hard o'er the grass-gray ridges — Slacking rein in the low, wet land, Where be the black reeds washing together — Washing together in rain and sand. Down of the yellow-throated creeper — Plumes of the woodcock, green and black — Boughs of salix, and combs of honey — These be the gifts he is bearing back. Tester moniing four sweet ground-doves Sung so gay to their nest in the wall — Oh, by the moaning, and oh, by the droning, The wild, wild water is over them all ! 14 BALLADS. Come, O morning, come with thy roses, Flame like a burning bush in the sky — Hush, little babe, in thy silken cradle — Lull lull, lull lull, lull lullaby ! THE DOUBLE SKEIN. Dp ere the throstle is out of the thorn, Or the east a-blush with a rosy break. For she wakens earlier now of a morn ; Earlier now than she used to wake, Such troublous meanings the sea-waves make. She leans to her distaff a weary brow. And her cheeks seem ready the flax to burn, And the wheel in her hand turns heavier now ;• Heavier now than it used to turn. When strong hands helped her the bread to earn. She lists to the school-boy's laugh and shout, And her eyes have the old expectant gleam ; And she draws the fine thread out and out, TUl it drags her back from her tender dream, And wide and homeless the world doth seem. Over the fields to the sands so brown. And over the sands to the restless tides She looks, and her heart tilts up and down ; Up and down with the boat as it rides, And she cries, " God steady the hand that guides ! " SELFISH SORROW. 15 She watches the lights from the sea-clifFs go, Bedazed with a wonder of vague surprise, For the sun seems now to be always low, And never to rise as he used to rise — The gracious glory of land and skies. She shrinks from the pattered plash of the rain, For it taps not now as it used to do, Like a tearful Spirit of Love at the pane. And the gray mist sweeping across the blue Never so lightly, chills her through. So spins she ever a double skein. And .the thread on her finger all eyes may see, But the other is spun in her whirling brain And out of the sea-fog over the sea, For still with its treasure the heart will be. SELFISH SORROW. The house lay snug as a robin's nest Beneath its sheltering tree, And a field of flowers was toward the west. And toward the east the sea, Where a belt of weedy and wet black sand "Was always pushing in to the land. And with her face away from the sun And toward the sea so wild. The grandam sat, and spun and spun, And never heeded the child, 16 BALLADS. So wistftilly waiting beside her chair, More than she heeded the bird of the air Fret and fret, and spin and spin, With her face the way of the sea : And, whether the tide were out or in, A-sighing, " Woe is me ! " In spite of the waiting and wistful eyes Pleading so sweetly against the sighs. And spin, spin, and fret, fret, -And at last the day was done. And the light of the fire went out and met The light o' the setting sun. " It will be a stormy night — ah me ! " Sighed the grandam, looking at the sea. " Oh, no, it isn't a-going to fain ! " Cries the dove-eyed little girl, Pressing her cheek to the window-pane And pulling her hair out of curl. But the grandam answered with a sigh. Just as she answered the cricket's cry, " If it rains, let it rain ; we shall not drown ! " Says the child, so glad and gay ; "The leaves of the aspen are blowing down ; A sign of fair weather, they say ! " And the grandam moaned, as if the sea Were beating her life out, " Woe is me ! " The heart of the dove-eyed little girl Began in her throat to rise, SELFISH SORROW. 17 And she says, pulling golden curl upon curl All over her face and her eyes, " I wish we were out of sight of the sea ! " And the grandam answered, " Woe is me ! " The sun in a sudden darkness slid, The winds began to plain, And all the flowery field was hid With the cold gray mist and the rain. Then knelt the child on the hearth so low, And blew the embers all aglow. On one small hand so lUy white She propped her golden head. And lying along the rosy Hght She took her book and read : And the grandam heard her laughter low, As she rocked in the shadows to and fro. At length she put her spectacles on And drew the book to her knee : " And does it tell," she said, " about John, My lad, who was lost at sea ? " " Why, no," says the child, turning face about, " 'Tis a fairy tale : shall I read it out ? " The grandam lowlier bent upon The page as it lay on her knee : " No, not if it doesn't tell about John," She says, " who was lost at sea." And the little girl, with a saddened face. Shut her hair in the leaves to keep the place. 2 18 BALLADS. And climbing up and over the chair, The way that her sweet heart led, She put one arm, so round and fair. Like a crown, on the old gray head. •' So, chUd," says the grandam — keeping on With her thoughts — "your book doesn't tell about John ? " " No, ma'am, it tells of a fairy old Who lived in a daffodil beU, And who had a heart so hard and cold That she kept the dews to sell ; And when a butterfly wanted a drink, How much did she ask him, do you think ? " " O foolish child, I cannot tell. May be a crown, or so.'' " But the fairy lived in a daffodil beU, And couldn't hoard crowns, you know ! " And the grandam answered — her thought joined on To the old thought — " Not a word about John ? " " But, grandam '' — '■ Nay, for pity's sake Don't vex me about your crown. But say if the ribs of a ship should break And the ship's crew all go down Of a night like this, how long it would take For a strong-limbed lad to drown! " " But, grandam " — " Nay, have done," she said, " With your fairy and her crown ! Besides, your arm upon my head Is heavy ; get you down ! " SELFISH SORROW. 19 "O ma'am, I'm so sorry to give you a pain ! " And the child kissed the wrinkled face time and again And then she told the story through Of the fairy of the dell, Who sold God's blessed gift of the dew When it wasn't hers to sell, And who shut the sweet light all away With her thick black wings, and pined all day. And how at last God struck her blind. The grandam wiped a tear. And then she said, " I shouldn't mind If you read to me now, my dear ! " And the little girl, with a wondering look. Slipped her golden hair from the leaves of the book. As the grandam pulled her down to her knee, And pressed her close in her arm. And kissing her, said, " Run out and see If there isn't a lull in the storm ! I think the moon, or at least some star, Must, shine, and the wind grows faint and far." Next day again ,the grandam spim, And oh, how sweet were the hours ! For she sat at the window toward the sun, And next the flejd of flowers. And never looked at the long gray sea, Nor sighed for her lad that was lost, " Ah me ! " 20 BALLADS. THE EDGE OF DOOM. Heart-sick, homeless, weak, and weary, On the edge of doom she stands, Fighting back the wily Tempter With her trembling woman's hands. On her lip a moan of pleading, In her eyes a look of pain, Men and women, men and women, Shall her cry go up in vain ? ' On the edge of doom and darkness — Darker, deeper than the grave — OiF with pride, that devil's virtue ! While there yet is time to save. Clinging for her life, and shrinking Lower, lower from your frown : Men and women, men and women. Will you, can you, crowd her down ? On that head, so early faded. Pitiless the rains have beat ; Famine down the pavements tracked her By her bruised and bleeding feet. Through the years, sweet old Naomi, Lead her in the gleaners' way ; Boaz, oh, command your young men To reproach her not, I pray. Face to face with shame and insult Since she drew her baby-breath, Were it strange to find her knocking At the cruel door of death ? THE EDGE OF DOOM. 21 Were it strange if she should parley With the great arch-fiend of sin ? Open wide, gates of mercy, Wider, wider ! — let her in ! Ah ! my proud and scornful lady, Lapped in laces fair and fine, But for God's good grace and mercy Such a fate as her's were thine. Therefore, breaking combs of honey. Breaking loaves of snowy bread, If she ask a crumb, I charge you Give her not a stone instead. Never lullaby, sung softly. Made her silken cradle stir ; Never ring of gay young playmates Opened to make room for her ! Therefore, winds, sing up your sweetest, Rocking lightly on the leaves ; And, O reapers, careless reapers, Let her glean among your sheaves ! Never mother, by her pillowy Knelt and taught her how to say. Lead me not into temptation. Give me daily bread this day. Therefore, reapers, while the corn-stalks To your shining sickles lean, Drop, oh drop some golden handfuls — Let her freely come and glean ! Never mellow furrows crumbled Softly to her childish tread — 22 BALLADS She but sowed in stony places, And the seed is choked and dead^ Therefore, let her rest among you When the sunbeams fiercely shine — Barley reapers, let her with you Dip her morsel in the wine ! And intreat her not to leave you When the harvest week is o'er. Nor depart from following after, Even to the threshing-floor. But when stars through fields of shadow Shepherd in the evening gray, - Fill her veil with beaten measures. Send her empty not away. Then the city round about her. As she moveth by, shall stir As it moved to meet Naomi Home from famine — yea, for her ! And the Lord, whose name is Mercy, Steadfast by your deed shall stand, And shall make her even as Rachel, Even as Leah, to the land. THE CHOPPER'S CHILD. 23 THE CHOPPER'S CHILD. A STORT FOR THANKSGIVING DAT. The smoke of the Indian Summer Darkened and doubled the rills, And the ripe corn, like a sunset. Shimmered along the hills ; Like a gracious glowing sunset, Inlaced with the rainbow light Of vanishing wings a-trailing And trembling out of sight ; As, with the brier-buds gleaming In her darling, dimpled hands, Toddling slow adown the sheep-paths Of the yellow stubble-lands — Her sweet eyes full of the shadows Of the woodland, darkly brown — Came the chopper's little daughter. In her simple hood and gown. Behind her streamed the splendors Of the oaks and elms so grand. Before her gleamed the gardens Of the rich man of the land ; Gardens about whose gateways The gloomy ivy swayed. Setting all her heart a-tremble As she struck within their shade. • Now the chopper's lowly cabin It lay nestled in the wood, 24 BALLADS. And the dwelling 'of the rich man By the open highway stood, With its pleasant porches facing All against the morning hills, And each separate window shining Like a bed of daffodils. Up above the tallest poplars In its stateliness it rose. With its carved and curious gables, And its marble porticoes ; But she did not see the grandeur. And she thought her father's oaks Were finer than the cedars Clipt so close along the walks. So, in that full confiding The unworldly only know. Through the gateway, down the garden, Up the marble portico, Her bare feet brown as bees' wings, And her hands of brier-buds full. On, along the fleecy crimson Of the carpets of dyed wool, With a modest glance uplifted Through the lashes droopkig down, Came the chopper's little daughter, In her simple hood and gown ; Still and steady, like a shadow Sliding inward from the wood. Till before the lady-mistress Of the house, at last, she stood. THE CHOPPER'S CHILD. 25 Oh, as sweet as sumnlfcr sunshine Was that lady-dame to see, With tTie chopper's little daughter, Like a shadow at her knee ! Oh, green as leaves of clover Were the broideries of her train, And her hand it shone with jewels Like a lily with the rain. And the priest before the altar. As she swam along the aisle, Reading out the sacred lesson. Read it consciously, the while ; The long roll of the organ Drew across a silken stir, And when he named a saint, it was As if he named but her. But the chopper's child undazzled In her lady-presence stood — (She was born amid the splendors Of the glorious autumn wood) — And so sweetly and serenely Met the cold and careless face. Her own alive with blushes. E'en as one who gives a grace ; As she said, the accents falling In a pretty, childish way : " To-morrow, then to-morrow WiU have brought Thanksgiving day ; " And my mother will be happy. And be honored, so she said, 26 BALLADS. To have the landloWs lady Taste her honey and her bread." Then slowly spake the lady,_ As disdainfully she smiled, " Live you not in yonder cabin ? Are you not the chopper's child ? And your foolish mother bids me To Thanksgiving, do you say ? What is it, little starveling, That you give your thanks for, pray ? " One bashful moment's silence — Then hushing up her pain, And sweetness growing out of it As the rose does out of rain — She stript the woolen kerchief From off her shining head. As one might strip the outer husk From the golden ear, and said : " What have we to give thanks for ? Why, just for daily bread ! " And then, with all her little pride A-hlushing out so red — " Perhaps, too, that the sunshine Can come and lie on our floor, With none of your icy columns To shut it from the door ! " " What have we to give thanks for ? ' And a smile illumed her tears, As a star the broken vapors, When it suddenly appears ; THE CHOPPER'S CHILD. 27 And she answered, aft her bosom Throbbmg up and down so fast : " Because my poor sick brother Is asleep at last, at last. " Asleep beneath the daisies : But when the drenching rain Has put them out, we know the dew "Will light them up again ; And we make and keep Thanksgiving With the best the house affords, Since, if we live, or. if we die, We know we are the Lord's : " That out of his hands of mercy- Not the least of us can fall ; But we have ten thousand blessings, And I cannot name them all ! Oh, see them yourself, good madame — I will come and show you the way — After the morrow, the morrow again Will be the great, glad day." And, tucking up her tresses In the kerchief of gray wool, Where they gleamed like golden woodlights In the autumn mists so dull. She crossed the crimson carpets, With her rose-buds in her hands, And, climbing up the sheep-paths Of the yellow stubble-lands. Passed tne marsh wherein the starlings Shut so close their horny bills. 28 BALLADS. And lighted with h^ loveliness The gateway of the hills. Oh, the eagle has the sunshine, And his way is grand and stOl ; But the lark can turn the cloud into A temple when she will ! That evening, when the cornfields Had lost the rainbow light Of vanishing wings a-traUing And trembling out of sight. Apart fi-om her great possessions And from all the world apart, Knelt the lady-wife and mistress Of the rich man's house and heart. Knelt she, all her spirit broken, And the shame she could not speak. Burning out upon the darkness From the fires upon her cheek ; And prayed the Lord of the harvest To make her meek and mild. And as faithful in Thanksgiving As the chopper's little child. THE DEAD-HOUSE. In the dead of night to the Dead-house, She Cometh — a maiden fair — By the feet so slight and slender, By the hand so white and tender, THE DEAD-HOUSE. 29 And by the silken and shining lengths Of the girlish, golden hair, Dragging under and over The arms of the men that bear. Oh ! make of your pity a cover, And softly, silently bear : Perhaps for the sake of a lover, Loved all too well, she is there ! In the dead of night to the Dead-house ! So lovely and so lorn — Straighten the tangled tresses, They have known a mother's kisses. And hide with their shining veU of grace The sightless eyes and the pale, sad face From men and women's scorn. Aye, veil the poor face over. And softly, silently bear : Perhaps for the sake of a lover, Loved all too well, she is there. In the dead of night to the Dead-house ! Bear her in from the street : The watch at his watching found her — Ah ! say it low nor wound her. For though the heart in the bosom Has ceased to throb and beat. Speak low, when you say how they found her Buried alive in the sleet. Speak low, and make her a cover All out of .her shining hair : Perhaps for the sake of a lover. Loved all too well, she was there. 30 BALLADS. Desolate left in the Dead-house ! Your cruel judgments spare, Ye know not why she is there : Be slow to pi"onounce your " mene,'' Remember the Magdalene ; Be slow with your harsh award — Remember the Magdalene ; Remember the dear, dear Lord ! Holy, and high above her, By the length of her sin and shame, He could take her and love her — Praise to his precious name. With oil of gentle mercy The tide of your censure stem ; Have ye no scarlet sinning ? No need for yourselves of winning Those sweetest words man ever spake In all the world for pity's sake, Those words the hardest heart that break : " Neither do I condemn." In the light of morn to the Dead-house There cometh a man so old — " My child ! " he cries ; " I will wake her ; Close, close in my arms I will take her. And bear her back on my shoulder. My poor stray lamb to the fold ! How came she in this dreadful place ? " And he stoops and puts away from the face The queenly cover of gold. " No, no ! " he says, " it is not my girl ! " As he lifts the tresses curl by curl, " She was never so pale and cold ! " THE DEAD-HOUSE. 31 In the light of morn in the Dead-house, He prattleth like a child — " No, no ! " he says, " it cannot be — Her sweet eyes would have answered me. And her sweet mouth must have smiled — She would have asked for her mother. And for the good little brother That thought it pastime and pleasure To be up and at work for her. And she doth not smile nor stir." And then, with his arms outspread From the slender feet to the head. He taketh the fearful measure. " No, no ! " he says, " she would wak.2 and smile " — But he listens breathless all the while If haply the heart may beat, And tenderly with trembling hands Out of the shining silken bands Combs the frozen sleet. In the light of morn in the Dead-house, He prattleth on and on — " As like her mother's as can be These two white hands ; but if 'twere she Who out of our house is gone, I must have found here by her side He to whom she was promised bride ; And yet this way along the sleet "We tracked the little wandering feet. And yesterday, her mother said, When she waked and called her from her bed, She looked like one a dream had crazed — Her mother thought the sunshine dazed, 32 BALLADS. And thought it childish passion That made her, when she knelt to pray, Falter, and be airaid to say. Lord, keep us from temptation. And I bethink, the mother said — (What puts such thoughts into my head?) That never once the live-long day Her darling sung the old love-lay That 'twas her use to sing and hum As hums the bee to the blossom : And that when night was nearly come She took from its place in her bosom The picture worn and cherished long, And as if that had done her wrong. Or, as if in sudden ire. And it were something to abhor, She laid it, not as she used at night Among the rose-leaves in the drawer, But out of her bosom and out of sight With its face against the iire. " But why should I torment my heart (And the tear from his cheek he dashes) As if such thoughts had any part With these pale, piteous ashes ? " He opens the lids, and the eyes are blue, " But these are frost and my child's were dew ! No, no ! it is not my poor lost girl." And he takes the tresses curl by curl And tenderly feels them over. " If it were she, the watch I know Would never have dragged her out of the snow - Why, where should be her lover ! " ONE MOMENT. 33 And down the face and bosom fair He spread the long loose flood of hair, And left her in the Dead-house there, All under her queenly cover. ONE MOMENT. One moment, to strictly run out by the sands — Time, in the old way just to say the old saying — Enough for your giving — enough for my playing The hope of a life in your sinless white hands — To call you my sweetheart, and ask you to be My fond little fairy and live by the sea ! Five minutes — ten — twenty ! but little to spare. Yet enough to repeat, in the homely old fashion, A story of true love, unfrenzied with passion — To say, " Will you make my rough weather be fair. And give me each day your red cheek to be kissed ? My dear one, my darling, my rose of the mist ? " An half hour ! — would I dare say longer yet — And the time (is so much you will yield to my wishes). When luck- thriven fishermen draw their last fishes, Whose silver sleek sides in the sea dripping net. And speckles of red gold, and scales thiu and crisp, Through the fog-drizzle shine like a WiU-o'-the-wisi,. An hour ! nay more — until star after star Takes his watch while the west-wind through shadows thick falling, 34 BALLADS. Holds parley, in moans, with the tide, outward crawling, And licking the long shaggy back of the bar, As if in lamenting some ship gone aground, Or sailor, love-lorn, in the dead waters drowned. Two hours ! and not a hair's breadth from the grace Of your innocent trust would I any more vary Than rob of her lUies the virginal Mary ; But just in my two hands would hold your fair face, And look in your dove-eyes, and ask you to be My good little housewife, and live by the sea ! TUl midnight ! till morning ! old Time has fleet wings, And the space wiU be brief, so my courage to steady, As say, " Wlio weds me may not be a fine lady With silk gowns to wear, and twenty gold rings, But with only a nest in the rocks, leaving me Her praises to sing as I sail on the sea." I would buy her a wheel, and some flax-wisps, and wool. So when the wUd gusts oi the winter were blowing. And poor little bird-nest half hid in the snowing, The time never need to be dreary nor dull — But smiling the brighter, the darker the day. Her sunshine would scatter the shadows away. At eve, when the mist, like a shawl of fine lace, Wrapt her softly about, like a queen in her splendor, She still would sing over old sea-songs, so tender, To keep her in mind of her sailor's brown face — Of his distance and danger, and make her to be His good little housewife content by the sea. THE FLAX-BEATER. 35 Believe me, sweet sweetheart, they have but hard lives Who go down to sea in great ships, never knowing How soon cruel waves o'er their heads will be flowing And fatherless chUdren, and true-hearted wives. The place of their dead never see, never know — But the nest waits, my darling, ah ! say, will you go .' THE FLAX-BEATER. " Now give me your burden, if burden you bear,'' So the flax-beater said, " And press out and wring out the rain from your hair, And come into my shed ; The sweetest sweet-mUk you shall have for your fare. And the whitest white-bread. With a sheaf of the goldenest straw for your bed ; Then give me your burden, if burden you bear. And come into my shed ! " I make bold to press my poor lodging and fare. For the wood-path is lone. Aye, lonely and dark as a dungeon-house stair. And jagged with stone. Sheer down the wild hills, and with thorn-brush o'er- grown, I have lost it myself in despite of my care. Though I'm used to rough ways and have courage to spare ; And then, my good friend, if the truth must be known, The huts of the settlers that stand here and there Are as rude as my own. 36 BALLADS. " The night will be black when the day shall have gone ; 'Tis the old of the moon, And the winds wiU blow stiff, and more stiffly right on, By the cry of the loon ; Those terrible storm-harps, the oaks, are in tune , That creaking will fall to a crashing anon ; For the sake of your pitiful, poor httle one, You cannot, good woman, have lodging too soon ! " Hark ! thunder ! and see how the waters are piled, Cloud on cloud, overhead-; Mayhap I'm too bold, but I once had a child — Sweet lady, she's dead — The daffodil growing so bright and so wild At the door of my shed Is not yet so bright as her glad golden head, And her smile ! ah, if you could have seen how she smiled ! But what need of praises — you too have a child ! " So the flax-beater said. " Ah, the soft summer-days, they were all just as one. And how swiftly they sped ; When the daisy scarce bent to her fairy-like tread, And the wife, as she sat at her wheel in the sun, Sang sea-songs and ditties of true-love that run All as smooth as her thread ; "When her darling was gone then the singing was done. And she sewed her a shroud of the flax she had spun, And a cap for her head. '• See that cloud running over the last little star, Like a great inky blot. THE FLAX-BEATER. 37 And now, in the low river hollows afar, You can hear the wild waters through driftwood and bar. Boil up like a pot ; It Is as if the wide world was at war, So give me your burden, if such you have got, Audi come to my shed, for you must, will or not." " Get gone, you old man ! I've no burden to bear ; You at best are misled ! And as for the rain, let it fall on my haii' ; Is that so much to dread. That I should be begging for lodging and fare At a flax-beater's shed ? Get gone, and have done with your insolent stare, And keep your gold straw, if you leave me instead But the ground for my bed ! " 'Twas thus the strange woman with wringing wet hair In her wretchedness said. " No burden ! and what is it then that I trace Wrapt so close in your shawl ? I remember the look of the dear little face. And remember the look of the head, round and small, That I saw once for all Under thin, filmy folds, like the folds of your shawl ! " " Why, then, 'tis my bride-veil and gown, have the grace To believe — they are rolled in my kerchief of lace ; And that, old man, is all ! " " Woman ! woman ! bethink what it is that you say, Lest it bring you to harm. A bride-veil and gown are not hid such a way As the thing in your arm ! " 38 BALLADS. "My good man, my dear man, remember, I pray, What trifles were sacred your own wedding day, And leave me my bride-veil and gown hid away From the fret of the storm. Oh, soften your heart to accept what 1 say — It is these, only these that I have in my arm ! " ' Only these ! just a touch of this thing, and I know That my thoughts were misled ! But why turn you pale ? and why tremble you so ? If it be as you said, You have nothing from me nor from mortal to dread.'' Her voice fell to sobs, and she hung down her head. Hugged his knees, kissed his hands, kissed his feet as she said : " Now spare me, oh spare me this death-dealing blow, And give me your cold, coldest pity, instead ; I was crazed, and I spake you a lie in my woe ; I am bearing my dead. To bury it out of my sight, you must know ; But, good and sweet sir, I am wed, I am wed ! '' " Unswathe you the corpse, then, and give it to me, If that all be so well ; But what are these slender blue marks that 1 see At the throat? Can you tell ? " " The kisses I gave it as it lay on my knee ! " " And dare you, false woman, to lie so to me ? " " TVliT, then 'twas the spell And work of a demon that came out of hell." ■^ Now God give you mercy, if mercy there be. For the angels that fell, Because, if there came up a demon from hslJ. That demon was thee ! " COTTAGE AND HALL. 39 COTTAGE AND HALL. With eyes to her sewing-work dropped down. And with hair in a tangled shower, And with roses kissed by the sun, so brown, Young Janey sat in her bower — A garden nook with work and book ; And the bars that crossed her girlish gown Were as blue as the flaxen flower. And her little heart it beat and beat, Till the work shook on her knee. For the golden combs are not so sweet To the honey-fasting bee As to her her thoughts of Alexis. And across a good green piece of wood, And across a field of flowers, A modest, lowly house there stood That held her eyes for hours — A cottage low, hid under the snow Of cherry and bean-vine flowers. Sometimes it held her all day long. For there at her distaff" bent, And spinning a double thread of song And of wool, in her sweet content. Sat the mother of young Alexis. And Janey turned things in and out, As foolish maids wUl do. What could the song be all about ? Yet well enough she knew 40 BALLADS. That while the fingers drew the wool As fine as fine could be, The loving mother-heart was full Of her boy gone to sea — Her blue-eyed boy, her pride and joy, On the cold and cruel sea — Her darling boy, Alexis. And beyond the good green piece of wood, And the field of flowers so gay, Among its ancient oaks there stood. With gables high and gray, A lofly hall, where mistress of all She might dance the night away. And as she sat and sewed her seam In the garden bower that day Alike from seam and alike from dream Her truant thoughts would stray ; It would be so fine like a lady to shine, And to dance the night away ! And oh and alas for Alexis ! And suns have risen and suns gone down On cherry and bean-vine bowers, And the tangled curls o'er the eyes dove-brown They fall no more in showers ; Nor are there bars in the homespun gown As blue as the flaxen flowers. Aye, winter wind and winter rain Have beaten away the bowers. And little Janey is Lady Jane, And dances away the hours ! Maidens she hath to play and sing. And her mother's house and land COTTAGE AND HALL 41 Could never buy the jeweled ring She wears on her lily hand — The hand that is false to Alexis ! Ah, bright were the sweet young cheeks and eyes, And the silken gown was gay. When first to the hall as mistress of all She came on her wedding-day. " Now where, my bride," says the groom in pride — " Now where will your chamber be ? " And from wall to wall she praises all. But chooses the one by the sea ! And the suns they rise and the suns they set. But she rarely sees their gleam, For often her eyes with tears are wet, And the sewing-work is unfinished yet, And so is the girlish dream. For when her ladies gird at her, And her lord is cold and stern. Old memories in her heart must stir, And she cannot choose but mourn For the gentle boy, Alexis ! And alway, when the dance is done. And her weary feet are free. She sits in her chamber all alone At the window next the sea. And combs her shining tresses down By the light of the fading stars. And may be thinks of her homespun gown With the pretty flax-flower bars. For when the foam of wintry gales Kuns white along the blue, 42 BALLADS. Hearing the rattle of stiffened sails, She trembles through and through, And may be thinks of Alexis. THE MINES OF AVONDALE. Old Death proclaims a holocaust — Two hundred men must die ! And he cometh not like a thief in the night, But with 'banners lifted high. He calleth the North wind out o' th' North To blow him a signal blast, And to plough the air with a fiery share, And to sow the sparks, broadcast. No fear hath he of the arm of flesh. And he maketh the winds to cry. Let come who wiU to this awiiil hill And his strength against me try ! So quick those sparks along the laud Into blades of flame have sprung ; So quick the piteous face of Heaven With, a veil of black is hung : And men are telling the news with words. And women with tears and sighs. And the children with the frightened souls That are staring from their eyes. "» Death, death is holding a holocaust ! And never was seen such pyre — Head packed to head and above them spreafl Full forty feet of fire ! " THE MINES OF AVONDALE. 43 From hill to hill-top runs the cry. Through farm and village and town, And high and higher — " The mine's on fire ! Two hundred men sealed down ! And not with the dewy hand o' th' earth, And not with the leaves of the trees — Nor is it the waves that roof their graves — Oh no, it is none of these — From sight and sound walled round and round — For God's sake haste to the pyre ! In the black coal-beds, and above their heads Full forty feet of fire ! " And now the villages swarm like bees, And the miners catch the sound, And climb to the land with their picks in hand From their chambers in the ground. For high and low and rich and poor, To a holy instinct true, Stand forth as if all hearts were one And a-tremble through and through. On, side by side they roll like a tide, And the voice grows high and higher, " Come woe, come weal, we must break the seal Of that forty feet of fire ! " Now cries of fear, shrill, far and near, And a palsy shakes the hands. And the blood runs cold, for behold, behold The gap where the enemy stands ! Oh, never had painter scenes to paint So ghastly and grim as these — Mothers that comfortless sit on the ground With their babies on their knees : 44 BALLADS. The brown cheeked lad and the maid as sad As the grandame and the sire, And 'twixt them all and their loved, that waR — That terrible wall of fire ! And the grapple begins and the foremost set Their lives against death's laws, And the blazing timbers catch in their arms And bear them off like straws. They have lowered the flaunting flag from its place - They will die in the gap, or save ; For this they have done, whate'er be won — They have conquered fear of the grave. They have bafiled — have driven the enemy, And with better courage strive ; " Who knoweth," they say, " God's mercy to-day, And the souls He may save alive ! " So now the hands have digged through the brands - They can see the awful stairs, And there falls a hush that is only stirred By the weeping women's prayers. " Now who will peril his limb and life. In the damps of the dreadful mine ? " " I, I, and I ! " a dozen cry. As they forward step from line ! And down from the light and out o' th' sight, Man after man they go. And now arise th' unanswered cries As they beat on the doors below. And night came down — what a woeful night ! To the youths and maidens fair. THE MINES OF AVONDALE. 45 What a night in the lives of the miners' wives At the gate of a dumb despair. And the stars have set their solemn watch In silence o'er the hill, And the children sleep and the women weep, And the workers work with a will. And so the hours drag on and on. And so the night goes by, And at last the east is gray with dawn, And the sun is in the sky. Hark, hark ! the barricades are down. The torchlights further spread. The doubt is past — they are found at last — Dead, dead ! two hundred dead ! Face, close to face, in a long embrace, And the young and the faded hair — Gold over the snow as if meant to show Love stayed beyond despair. Two hundred men at yester morn "With the work of the world to strive ; Two hundred yet when the day was set, And not a soul alive ! Oh, long the brawny Plymouth men, As they sit by their winter fires. Shall tell the tale of Avondale And its awful pyre of pyres. Shall hush their breath and tell how Death His flag did wildly wave, And how in shrouds of smoky clouds The miners fought in their graves. 46 BALLADS. And how. in a still procession They passed from that fearful glen, And there shall be waU in Avondale, For the brave two hundred men. THE VICTORY OF PERRY. September 10th, 1813. Lift up the years ! lift up the years, Whose shadows around us spread ; Let us tribute pay to the brave to-day Who are half a century dead. Oh, not with tears — no, not with tears. The grateful nation comes, But with flags out-thrown, and bugles blown, And the martial roll of drums ! Beat up, beat up ! tiU memory glows And sets our hearts aflame ! Ah, they did well in the fight who fell. And we leave them to their fame ; Their fame, that larger, grander grows As time runs into the past, For the Erie-waves chant over their graves, And shall, while the world shall last. O beautiful cities of the Lake, As ye sit by your peaceful shore. THE VICTORY OF PERRY. 47 Make glad and sing till the echoes ring, For our. brave young Commodore ! He knew your stormy oaks to take And their ribs into ships contrive, And to set them so fine in battle line, With their timbers yet alive.* We see our squadron lie in the Bay Where it lay so long ago, And hear the cry from the mast-head high, Three times, and three, " Sail ho ! " Through half a century to-day We hear the signal of fight — " Get under way ! Get under way! The enemy is in sight ! " Our hearts leap up — our pulses thrill. As the boatswains' pipes of joy So loudly play o'er the dash o' the spray, " All hands up anchor ahoy ! " Now all is still, aye, deathly still ; The enemy's guns are in view ! " To the royal fore ! " cries the Commodore, And up run the lilies and blue.^ 1 Perry,, it will be rememberedj cut down the trees, built ant launched the ships of his fleet, all within three months. 2 The famous fighting flag was inscribed with the immortal words of the dying Lawrence, in large white letters on a blue ground, legible throughout the squadron. 48 BALLADS. And hark to the cry, the great glad cry, — All a-tremble the squadron stands — From lip to lip, " Don't give up the ship ! " And then " To quarters, all hands ! " An hour, an awiul hour drags by — There's a shot from the enemy's gun ! " More sail! More sail ! Let the canister hail ! " Cries Perry, and forward, as one, Caledonia, Lawrence, and Scorpion, all Bear down and stand fast, till the flood Away from their track sends the scared bUlows back With their faces bedabbled in blood. The Queen ' and her allies their broadsides let fall — Oh, the Lawrence is riddled with storms — Where is Perry ? afloat ! he is safe in his boat And his battle-flag up in his arms ! The bullets they hiss and the Englishmen shout — Ob, the Lawrence is sinking, a wreck — But with flag yet a-swing like a great bloody wing I'erry treads the Niagara's deck ! With a wave of his hand he has wheeled her about — O'l, the nation is holding its breath — Headforemost he goes in the midst of his foes And breaks them and rakes them to death ! And lo, the enemy, after the fray. On the deck that his dead have lined, ' Q.v.'f n Charlotte of the British line. THE WINDOW JUST OVER THE STREET. 49 With his sword-hilt before to our Commodore And his war-dogs in leash behind ! And well, the nation does well to-day, Setting her bugles to blow, And her drums to beat for the glorious fleet That humbled her haughty foe. Ah, well to come with her autumn flowers, A tribute for the brave Who died to make our Erie Lake Echo through every wave — " We've met the enemy and they're ours ! " And who died, that we might stand, A country free and mistress at Sea As well as on the Land. THE WINDOW JUST OVER THE STREET. I SIT in my sorrow a-weary, alone ; I have nothing sweet to hope or remember, For the spring o' th' year and of life has flown ; 'Tis the wildest night o' the wild December, And dark in my spirit and dark in my chamber. I sit and list to the steps in the street, Going and coming, and coming and going. And the winds at my shutter they blow and beat ; 'Tis the middle of night and the clouds are snowing ; And the winds are bitterly beating and blowing. 4 60 BALLADS. 1 list to the steps as they come and go, And list to the winds that are beating and blowing, And my heart sinks down so low, so low ; No step is stayed from me by the snowing, Nor stayed by the wind so bitterly blowing. I think of the ships that are out at sea. Of the wheels in th' cold, black waters turning. ; Not one of the ships beareth news to me. And my head is sick, and my heart is yearning. As I think of the wheels in the black waters turning. Of the mother I think, by her sick baby's bed. Away in her cabin as lonesome and dreary, And little and low as the flax-breaker's shed ; Of her patience so sweet, and her silence so weary, With cries of the hungry wolf hid in the prairie. I think of all things in the world that are sad ; Of children in homesick and comfortless places ; Of prisons, of dungeons, of men that are mad ; Of wicked, unwomanly light in the faces Of women that fortune has wronged with disgraces. I think of a dear little sun-lighted head, That came where no hand of us all could deliver ; And crazed with the cruelest paiu went to bed Where the sheets were the foam-fretted waves of the river ; Poor darling ! may God in his mercy forgive her. The footsteps grow faint and more faint in the snow ; I put back the curtain in very despairing ; THE WINDO W JUST OVER THE STREET. 51 The masts creak and groan as th' winds come and go ; And the light in the light-house all weirdly is flaring But what glory is this, in the gloom of despairing ! I see at the window just over the street, A maid in the lamplight her love-letter reading. Her red mouth is smiling, her news is so sweet ; And the heart in my bosom is cured of its bleeding. As I look on the maiden her Icrve-letter reading. She has finished the letter, and folding it, kisses, And hides it — a secret too sacred to know ; And now in the hearth-light she softly undresses : A vision of grace in the roseate glow, I see her unbinding the braids of her tresses. And now as she stoops to the ribbon that fastens Her slipper, they tumble o'er shoulder and face ; And now, as she patters in bare feet, she hastens To gather them- up in a fillet of lace ; And now she is gone, but in fancy I trace The lavendered linen updrawn, the round arm Half sunk in the counterpane's broidered roses, Revealing the exquisite outline of form ; A wniowy wonder of grace that reposes Beneath the white counterpane, fleecy with roses. I see the small hand lying over the heart. Where the passionate dreams are so sweet? in their sally; The fair little fingers they tremble and part, 52 BALLADS. As pai't to th' warm waves the leaves of the lily, And they play with her hand like, the waves with the lily. In white fleecy flowers, the queen o' the flowers ! What to her is the world with its bad, bitter weather ? Wide she opens her arms — ah, her world is not onrs ! And now she has closed them and clasped them together — What to her is our world, with its clouds and rough weather ? Hark ! midnight ! the winds and the snows blow and beat ; I drop down the curtain and say to my sorrow, Thank God for the window just over the street ; Thank God there is always a light whence to borrow, When darkness is darkest, and sorrow most sorrow. PITILESS FATE. I SAW in my dream a wonderful stream, And over the stream was a bridge so slender. And over the white there was scarlet light, And over the scarlet a golden splendor. And b»yond the bridge was a goodly ridge Where bees made honey and com was growing, And down that way through the gold and gray ■^ S^l young man in a boat was rowing, PITILESS FATE. 53 I could see from the shore that a rose he wore Stuck in his button-hole, rare as the rarest, And singing a song and rowing along, I guessed his face to be fair as the fairest. And all by the corn where the bees at morn Made combs of honey — with breathing bated, I saw by the stream (it was only a dream) A lovely lady that watched and waited. There were fair green leaves in her silken sleeves, And loose her locks in the winds were blowing. And she kissed to land with her milk-white hand The gay young man^in the boat a-rowing. And all so light in her apron white She caught the little red rose he cast her. And, " Haste ! " she cried, with her arms so wide, " Haste, sweetheart, haste ! " but the boat was past her And the gray so cold ran over the gold. And she sighed with only the winds to hear her — " He loves me still, and he rowed with a wUl, But pitiless Fate, not he, was steerer ! " And there till the morn blushed over the corn And over the bees in their sweet combs humming, Her locks with the dew drenched through and through She watched, and waited her false love's coming ! But the maid to-day who reads my lay May keep her young heart light as a feather — It was only a dream, the bridge and 'the stream. And lady and lover, and all together. 54 BALLADS. A FABLE OF CLOUD-LAND. Two clouds in the early morning Came sailing up the sky — 'Twas summer, and the meadow-lands Were brown and baked and dry. And the higher cloud was large and black, And of a scornful mind, And he sailed as though he turned his back On the smaller one behind. At length, in a voice of thunder, He said to his mate so small, " If I wasn't a bigger cloud than you, I wouldn't be one at all ! " And the little cloud that held her place So low along the sky. Grew red, then purple, in the face. And then she began to cry ! And the great cloud thundered out again As loud as loud could be, " Lag lowly still, and cry if you will, I'm going to go to sea ! " The land don't give me back a smUe, I will leave it to the sun, And wiQ show yon something worth your while, Before the day is done ! " A FABLE OF CLOUD-LAND. 55 So off he ran, without a stop, Upon his sea voyage bent, And he never shed a single drop On the dry land as he went. And directly came a rumble Along the air so dim ; And then a crash, and then a dash, And the sea had swallowed him ! "I don't make any stir at all," Said the little cloud, with a sigh. And her tears began like rain to fall On the meadows parched and dry. And over the rye and the barley They fell and fell all day. And soft and sweet on the fields of wheat, TUl she wept her heart away. And the beau-flowers and the buckwheat They scented all the air. And in the time of the harvest There was bread enough and to spare. I know a man like that great cloud As much as he can live. And he gives his alms with thunder-cloud Where there is no need to give. And I know a woman who doth keep Where praise comes not at all, TLike the modest cloud that could but weep Because she was so small. 56 BALLADS. The name of the one the poor will bless When her day shall cease to be, And the other will fall as profitless As the cloud did in the sea. BARBARA AT THE WINDOW. Close at the window-pane Barbara stands ; The walls o' th' dingy old house are aglow ; Pressing her cheeks are her two little hands, Drooping her eyelids so meek and so low. What do you see, little Barbara ? Say ! The walls o' th' dingy old house are aglow ; . The leaves they are down, and the birds are away, And lUac and rosebush are white with the snow. An hour the sun has been out o' th' west ; The walls o' th' poor little house are aglow ; Come, Barbara, come to th' hearth with th' rest, Right gayly she tosses her curls for a " No ! " The grandmother sits in her straw-bottom chair ; And rafter and wall they are brightly aglow ; The dear little mother is knitting a pair Of scarlet-wool stockings tipt white at th' toe. A glad girl and boy are at play by her knee ; The walls o' th' poor little house are aglow ! Now driving th' crickets, for cows, in their glee. Now rolling the yarn-balls o' scarlet and snow. BARBARA IN THE MEADOW. 57 Ajid now they are fishers, with nets in the stream ; And rafter' and wall o' the house are aglow ; Or sleeping, or waking, their lives are a dream ; But what seeth Barbara, there iu the snow ? And th' voice of Barbara ringeth out clear ; The walls, the rough rafters, how brightly they glo\» If you will believe me, I see you all here ! Our dear little room seemeth double, you know. The fire, the tea-kettle swung on the crane ; And rafter and wall with the candle aglow ; Grandmother and mother, right over again ! And Peter, and Katherine, all iu the snow. Sweet Barbara, standing so close to th' pane. With the walls o' th' little house brightly aglow ; You wUl only see everything over again, Whatever you^ee, and wherever you go ! BAEBAEA IN THE MEADOW. The mom is hanging her fire-fringed veU, Made of the mist, o'er the walnut boughs. And Barbara, with her cedar paU, Comes to the meadow to call the cows. " The little people that live in the air Are not for my human hands to wrong," Says Barbara, and her loving prayer Takes them up as it goes along. 58 BALLADS. Gaj sings the miller, and Barbara's mouth Purses with echoes it will not repeat, And the rose on her cheek hath a May-day's growth In the line with the ending, " I love you, sweet." Yonder the mill is, small and white. Hung like a vapor among the rocks — Good spirits say to her morn and night, " Barbara, Barbara 1 stay with your flocks." Stay for the treasures you have to keep, Cherish the love that you know is true ; Though stars should shine in the tears you weep, They never would come out of heaven to you. And were you to follow the violet veins Over the hiUs — to the ends of the earth, Barbara, what would you get for your pains. More than your true-love's love i* worth ? So, never a thought about braver mills. Of prouder lovers your dreaming cease ; A world is shut in among these hiUs — Stay in it, Barbara, stay, for your peace ! BALLAD OP UNCLE JOE. When I was young — it seems as though There never were such when — There lived a man that now I know "Was just the best of men ; BALLAD OF UNCLE JOE. 59 I'll name him to you, " Uncle Joe," For so we called him then. A poor man he, that for his bread Must work with might and main. The humble roof above his head Scarce kept him from the rain ; But so his dog and he were fed, He sought no other gain. His steel-blue axe, it was his pride. And over wood and wave Its music rang out far and wide, His strokes they were so brave ; Excepting that some neighbor died, And then he dug his grave. And whether it were wife or child, An old' man, or a maid. An infant that had hardly smiled. Or youth, so lowly laid, The yellow earth was always piled Above them by his spade. For spade he had, and grubbing-hoe. And hence the people said It was not muoh that Uncle Joe Should bury all the dead ; So rich and poor, and high and low, He made them each a bed. The funeral-beU was like a jog Upon his wits, they say, 60 BALLADS. That made him leave his half-cut log At any time of day, And whistle to his brindle dog And light his pipe of clay. Wien winter winds around him drave And made the snow-flakes spin, I'v« seen him — for he did not save His strength, for thick nor thin — His bare head just above the grave That he was standing in. His simple mind was almost dark To school-lore, that is true ; The wisdom he had gained at work Was nearly all he knew ; But ah, the way he made his mark Was honest, through and through 'Twas not among the rulers then That he in council sat ; They used to say that with his pen His fingers were not pat ; But he was stUl a gentleman For all and all of that. The preacher in his silken gown Was not so well at ease • As he, with collar lopping down And patches at his knees. The envy of our little town, He hadn't a soul to please ; BALLAD OF UNCLE JOE. CI Nor wife nor brother, chick nor chUd, Nor any kith nor kin. Perhaps the townsfolk were beguiled And the envy -was a sin, But his look of sweetness when he smiled Betokened joy witliin. He sometimes took his holiday. And 'twas a pleasant sight To see him smoke his pipe of clay, As if all the world went right, While his brindle dog beside him lay A-winking at the light. He took his holiday, and so His face with gladness shone ; But, ah ! I cannot make you know One bliss he held alone, Unless the heart of Uncle Joe Were beating in your own ! He had an old cracked tiolin, And I just may whisper you The music was so weak and thin 'Twas like to an ado, As he drew the long bow out and in To aU the tune he knew. • From January on tfll June, And back again to snow, Or in the tender Kght o' the moon, Or by the hearth-fire's glow. To that old-fashioned, crazy tune He made his elbow go ! 62 BALLADS. Ah ! then his smile would come so sweei It brightened all the aii-, And heel and toe would beat and beat Till the ground of grass was bare, As if that little lady feet Were dancing with him there ! His finger nails, so bruised and flat, Would grow in this employ To such a rosy roundness that He almost seemed a boy, And even the old crape on his hat Would tremble as with joy. So, digging graves, and chopping wood, He spent the busy day, And always, as a wise man should. Kept evil thoughts at bay ; For when he coiild not speak the good. He hadn't a word to say. And so the years' in shine and storm Went by, as years will go, Until at last his palsied arm Could hardly draw the bow ; Until he crooked through all his form, Much like his grubbiug-hoe. And then his axe he deeply set. And on the wall-side pegs Hung hoe and spade ; no fear nor fret That life was at the dregs. But walked about of a warm day yet. With his dog between his legs. BALLAD OF UNCLE JOE. 63 Sometimes, as one who almost grieves, His memory would recall The merry-making Christmas-eves, The folic, and the ball, Till his hands would shake like withered leaves And his pipe go out and fall. Then all his face would grow as bright — So I have oft heard say — As if that, being lost in the night, He saw the dawn o' the day ; As if from a churlish, chilling height He saw the light o' the May. One winter night the fiddle-bow His fingers ceased to tease, And they found him by the morning glow Beneath his door-yard trees. Wrapt in the ermine of the snow. And royally at ease. What matter that the winds were wild ? He did not hear their din. But hugging, as it were his child. Against his grizzly chui, The treasure of his life, he smiled. For all was peace within. And when they drew the vest apart To fold the hands away They found a picture past all art Of painting, so they say ; And they turned the face upon the heart. And left it where it lay. 64 BALLADS. And one, a boy with golden head, Made haste and strung full soon The crazy viol ; for he said, Mayhap beneath the moon They danced sometime a merry tread To the beloved tune. And many an eye with tears was dim The while his corse they bore ; No hands had ever worked for him Since he was born before ; Nor could there come an hour so grim That he should need them more. The viol, ready tuned to play, The sadly-sUent bow, The axe, the pipe of yellow clay, Are in his grave so low ; And there is nothing more to say Of poor old Uncle Joe. POEMS OF THOUGHT. SUPPLICATION. Dbar gracious Lord, if that thy pain Doth make me well, if I have strayed Past mercy, let my hands be laid One in the other ; not in vain Would I be dressed, Lord, in the beauteous clay Which thou did'st put away. But if thou yet canst find in me A vine, though trailing on the ground, That might be straightened up, aud bound To any good, so let it be ; And, haply at the last, some tendril-ring Unto thy hand shall cling. I have been too much used, I know. To tell my needs in fretful words. The clamoring of the sUly birds, Impatient for their wings to grow. Has thy forgiveness ; my blessed Lord, The like to me accord. Of grace, as much as wiL Complete Thy vrill in me, I pray thee for ; Even as a rose shut in a drawer, That maketh all about it sweet, I would be, rather than the cedar, fine, Help me, thou Power diviue. 5 66 POEMS OF THOUGHT. Fill thou my heart with love as full As any lily with the rain ; Unteach me ever to complain, And make my scarlet sins as wool ; Yea, wash me, even with sorrows, clean and fair, As lightnings do the air. PLEDGES. Sometimes the softness of the embracing air, The tender beauty of the grass and sky, The look of still repose the mountains wear, The sea-waves that beside each other lie Contented in the sun — the flowery gleams Of gardens by the doors of cottages, The sweet, delusive blessedness of dreams, The pleasant murmurs of the forest trees Clinging to one another — all I see, And hear, and all that fancy paints, Do touch me with a deep humility. And make me be ashamed of my complaints. Then, in my meditations, I resolve That I will never, while I live, again Ruffle the graceful ministries of love With brows distrustful, or with wishes vain. Then I make pledges to my heart and say We two will live sersner lives henceforth ; For what is all the outward beauty worth, The golden opening of the sweetest day That ever shone, if we arise to hide, Not from ourselves, but from men's eyes away, The last night's petulance unpacified ! PROVERBS IN RHYME. 67 Her voice was sweet and low ; her face No words can make appear, For it looked out of heaven but long enough To leave a shadow here. And I only knew that I saw the face, And saw the shadow fall, And that she carried my heart away, And keeps it ; that is all. PROVERBS IN RHYME. Time makes us eagle-eyed : Our fantasies befriend us in our youth, And build the shadowy tents wherein we hide Out of the glare of truth. Make no haste to despise The proud of spirit : ofttimes pride but is An armor worn to shield from insolent eyes Our human weaknesses. Be slow to blame his course Or name him coward who disdains to fight : Courage is just a blind impelling force, And often wrong as right. Condemn not her whose hours Are not all given to spinning nor to care : Has not God planted every path with flowers Whose end is to be fair ? 38 POEMS OF THOUGHT. Think not that he is cold Who runneth not your proffered hand to touch : On feeling's heights 'tis wise the step to hold From trembling overmuch ; And though its household sweets Affection may through daily channels give, The heart is chary, and ecstatic beats Once only while we live. FAME. Fame guards the wreath we caU a crown With other wreaths of fife, And dragging this or that man down Will not raise you the higher ! Fear not too much the open seas, Nor yet yourself misdoubt ; Clear the bright wake of geniuses, Then steadily steer out. That wicked men in league should be To push your craft aside, Is not the hint of modesty. But the poor conceit of pride. GENIUS. A CUNNING and curious splendor, That glorifies commonest things — Palissy, with clay from the river, Moulds cups for the tables of lungs. GENIUS. 69 A marvel of sweet and wise madness, That passes our skill to define ; It clothes the poor peasant with grandeur, And turns his rude hut to a shrine. FuU many a dear little daisy Had passed from the light of the sun, Ere Burns, with his pen and his ploughshare. Upturned and immortalled that one. And just with a touch of its magic It gives to the poet's rough rhyme A something that makes the world listen. And will, to the ending of time. It puts a great price upon shadows — Holds visions, all rubies above, And shreds of old tapestries pieces To legends of glory and love. The ruin it builds into beauty, Uplifting the low-lying towers, Makes green the waste place with a garden, And shapes the dead dust into flowers. It shows us the lovely court ladies, All shining in lace and brocade ; The knights, for their gloves who did battle, In terrible armor arrayed. It gives to the gray head a glory, And grace to the eyelids that weep, And makes our last enemy even. To be as the brother of sleep. 70 POEMS OF THOUGHT. A marvel of madness celestial, 'That causes the weed at our feet, The thistle that grows at the wayside, To somehow look strange and be sweet. No heirs hath it, neither ancestry ; But just as it listeth, and when, It seals with its own royal signet The foreheads of women and men. EN BONDS. While shines the sun, the storm even then Has struck his bargain with the sea — Oh, lives of women, lives of men, How pressed, how poor, how pinched ye be ! It is as if, having granted power Almost omnipotent to man, Heaven grudged the splendor of the dower, And going back upon her plan, Mortised his free feet in the ground. Closed him in walls of ignorance. And all the soul within him bound In the dull hindrances of sense. Hence, while he goads his will to rise. As one his fallen ox might urge. The conflict of the impatient' cries Within him wastes him like a scourge. IN BONDS. 71 Even as dreams his days depart, BUs work no sure foundation forms, Immortal yearnings in his heart. And empty shadows in his arms ! It is as if, being come to land, Some pestilence, with fingers black, Loosed from the wheel che master hand And drove the homesick vessel back ; As if the nurslings of his care Chilled him to death with their embrace ; As if that she he held most fair Turned round and mocked him to his face And thus he stands, and ever stands, Tempted without and torn within ; Ashes of ashes in his hands, Famished and faint, and sick with sin. Seeing the cross, and not the crown ; The o'erwhelming flood, and not the ark ; Till gap by gap his faith throws down Its guards, and leaves him to the dark. And when the last dear hope has fled, And all is weary, dreary pain. That enemy, most darkly dread. Grows pitiful, and snaps the chain. 72 POEMS OF THOUGHT. NOBILITY. True worth is in heing, not seeming, — In doing each day that goes by Some little good — not in the dreaming Of great things to do by and by. For whatever men say in blindness, And spite of the fancies of youth, There's nothing so kingly as kindness, And nothing so royal as truth. We get back our mete as we measure — We cannot do wrong and feel right, Nor can we give pain and gain pleasure. For justice avenges each slight. The air for the wing of the sparrow, The bush for the robin a ad wren. But alway the path that is narrow And straight, for the children of men. 'Tis not in the pages of story The heart of its ills to beguile. Though he who makes courtship to glory Gives all that he hath for her smile. For when from her heights he has won her, Alas ! it is only to prove That nothing's so sacred as honor, And nothing so loyal as love ! We cannot make bargains for blisses, Nor catch them like fishes in nets ; And sometimes the thing our life misses. Helps more than the thing which it gets. TO THE MUSE. 78 For good lieth not in pursuing, Nor gaining of great nor of small, But just in the doing, and doing As we would be done by, is all. Through envy, through malice, through hating, Against the world, early and late, No jot of our courage abating — Our part is to work and to wait. And slight is the sting of his trouble Whose wianings are less than his worth ; For he who is honest is noble. Whatever his fortunes or birth. TO THE MUSE. Phantoms come and crowd me thick, And my heart is sick, so sick ; Kindness no more refresh Brain nor body, mind nor flesh. Good Muse, sweet Muse, comfort me With thy heavenly company. Thieves beset me on my way, Day and night and night and day. Stealing all the lovely light That did make my dreams so bright. Good Muse, sweet Muse, hide my treasures High among immortal pleasures. Friendship's watch is weary grown, And I lie alone, alone ; 74 POEMS OF THOUGHT. Love against me flower-like closes, Blushing, opening toward the roses. Good Muse, sweet Muse, keep my friend To the sad and sunless end. Oh, the darkness of the estate Where I, stript and bleeding, wait, Torn with thorns and with wild woe, In my house of dust so low ! Good Muse, sweet Muse, make my faith Strong to triumph over death. Rock me both at morns and eves In a cradle lined with leaves — Light as winds that stir the willows Stir my hard and heavy piUows. Good Muse, sweet Muse, rock me soft, Till my thoughts soar all aloft. Seal my eyes from earthly things With the shadow of thy wings. Fill with songs the wUdering spaces, Till I see the old, old faces. Rise forever, on forever — Good Muse, sweet Muse, leave me never. NO RING. What is it that doth spoil the fair adorning With which her body she would dignify. When from her bed she rises in the morning To comb, and plait, and tie Her hair with ribbons, colored like the sky ? NO RING.' 75 What is it that her pleasure discomposes When she would sit and sing the sun away — Making her see dead roses in red roses, And in the downfall gray A blight that seems the world to overlay ? What is it makes the trembling look of trouble About her tender mouth and eyelids fair ? Ah me, ah"me ! she feels her heart beat double. Without the mother's prayer, And her wild fears are more than she can bear. To the poor sightless lark new powers are given. Not only with a golden tongue to sing, But stUl to make her wavering way toward heaven With undiscerning wing ; But what to her doth her sick sorrow bring ? Her days she turns, and yet keeps overturning. And her flesh shrinks as if she felt the rod ; For 'gainst her will she thinks hard things concerning The everlasting God, And longs to be insensate like the clod. Sweet Heaven, be pitiful ! rain down upon her The saintly charities ordained for such ; She was so poor in everything but honor, And she loved much — loved much ! Would, Lord, she had thy garment's hem to touch. Haply, it was the hungry heart within her. The woman's heart, denied its natural right, 76 POEMS OF THOUGHT. That made her the thing men call sinner, Even in her own despite : Lord, that her judges might receive their sight ! TEXT AND MORAL. Full early in that dewy time of year When wheat and barley fields are gay and green, And when the flag uplifts his dull gray spear, And cowslips in their yellow coats are seen, And every grass-tuft by the common ways Holdeth some red-mouthed flower to give it praise : Just as the dawn was at that primal hour That brings such tender golden sweetness in, Ere yet the sun had left his eastern bower And set upon the hills his rounded chin, I heard a little song — three notes — not more — Plained like a low petition at my door. And all that day and other days I heard The same low-asking note, imd then I found My beggar in the likeness of a bird. Surely, I said, she hideth some deep wound Under the speckled beauty of her wing. That she doth seem to rather cry than sing. Haply some treacherous man, and evil-eyed, Hath spoiled her nest or snared her lovely mate ; But while I spoke, a bird unharmed I spied High in the elm-top, all his heart elate, TO MY FRIEND. 77 And splitting with its joy his shining bUl, Unmindful of that low, sad " trill-a-trill ! " At sunset came my boys with cheeks ablush, And fairly flying on their arms and legs, To tell that they had found within a bush A bird's-nest, lined with little rose-leaf eggs ! Then, inly musing, I renewed my quest Knowing that no bird singeth on her nest. And still, the softest morns, the sweetest eves. And when from out the midnight, blue and still, The tender moon looked in between the leaves. That little, plaining, pleading trill-a-trill ! Would tremble out, and fall away, and fade, And so I mused and mused, until 1 made A text at last of the melodious cry. And drew this moral (was it fetched too far ?) Life's inequalities so underlie The things we have, so rest in what we are, That each must steadfast to his nature keep, And one must soar and sing, and one must weep. TO MY FRIEND. If we should see one sowing seed "With patient care and toil and pain. Then to some other garden speed And sow again ; POEMS OF THOUGHT. And so right on from day to day, And so right on through months and years, "Watering the furrows all the way With rain of tears ; Ne'er gladdened by the yellowing top Of harvest, nor of ripened rose, Till suddenly the plough should stop, — The work-day close ; Should we not, as the day ran by. Wonder to see him take no ease, And cry at nightfall, " Vanity Of Vanities ! " And yet 'tis thus, my friend, the hours And days go by, with you and me. We, too, are sowing seeds of flowers We never see. Sometimes we sow in soil of sin ; Sometimes where choking thorns abound ; And sometimes cast our good seed in Dry, stony ground. Our stalks spring up and fade and die Under the burning noontide heat, And hopes and plans about us lie AU incomplete ; And as the toilsome days go by Unrespited with flowery ease. Angels may cry out, " Vanity Of Vanities ! " ONE OF MANY. 79 Oh, when, fruitionless, the night Descends upon our day of ills, God grant we find our harvests white On heavenly hills. ' ONE OF MANY. Because I have not done the things I know I ought to do, my very soul is sad ; And furthermore, because that I have had Delights that should have made to overflow My cup of gladness, and have not been glad. AU in the midst of plenty, poor I live ; My house, my friend, with heavy heart I see, As if that mine they were not meant to be ; For of the sweetness of the things I have A churlish conscience dispossesses me. I do desire, nay, long, to put my powers To better service than I yet have done — Not hither, thither, without purpose run, And gather just a handful of the flowers, And catch a little sunlight of the sun. Lamenting all the night and all the day Occasion lost, and losing in lament The golden chances that I know were meant For wiser uses — asking overpay When nothing has been earned, and all was lent 80 POEMS OF THOUGHT. Keeping in dim and desolated ways, And where the wild winds whistle loud and shrill Through leafless bushes, and the birds are still. And where the lights are lights of other days — A sad insanity o'ermastering will. And saddest of the sadness is to know It is not fortune's fault, but only mine, That far away the hUls of roses shine — ■ And far away the pipes of pleasure blow — That we, and not our stars, our fates assign. LIGHT. Be not much troubled about many things, Fear often hath no whit of substance in it. And lives but just a minute ; While from the very snow the wheat-blade springs. And light is like a flower, That bursts in full leaf from the darkest hour. And He who made the night. Made, too, the flowery sweetness of the light. Be it thy task, through his good grace, to win it. TRUST. Sometimes when hopes have vanished, one and all, Soft lights drop round about me in their stead. As if there had been cast across Heaven's wall Handfuls of roses down upon my bed ; Then through my darkness pleasures come in crowds, Shining like larks' wings in the sombre clouds. TRUST. J*! And I am fed with sweetness, as of dew Strained through the leaves of pansies at day dawn ; But not the flowery lights that overstrew The bed my weary body rests upon, Is it that maketh all my house so bright, And feedeth all my soul with such delight. Nay, ne'er could heavenly, veritable flowers Make the rude time to run so smoothly by. And tie with amity the alien hours. As might some maiden, with her ribbon, tie A bunch of homely posies into one. Making all fair, when none were fair alone. But lying disenchanted of my fear, 'Neath the gold borders of my " coverlid " So overstrown, I feel my flesh so near Things lovely, that, my body being hid Out of the sunshine, shall not harm endure. But mix with daisies, and grow fair and pure. Oh, comfortable thought ! yet not of this Get I the peace that drieth all my tears ; For, wrapped within this truth, another is Sweeter and stronger to dispel my fears : If through its change my flesh shall death defy. Surely my soul shall not be left to die. Our God, who taketh knowledge of the flowers, Making our bodies change to things so fine, Knoweth the insatiate longings that are ours. For fadeless blooms and suns that alway shine. His name in Love, and love can work no ill ; Hence, though He slay me, I will trust Him still. G b2 POEMS OF THOUGHT. LIFE. Solitude — Life is inviolate solitude — Never was truth ^o apart from the dreaming. As lieth the selfhood inside of the seeming, Guarded with triple shield out of all quest, So that the sisterhood nearest and sweetest. So that the brotherhood kindest, completest, Is but an exchanging of signals at best. Desolate — Life is so dreary and desolate — Women and men in the crowd meet and mingle, Yet with itself every soul standeth single, Deep out of sympathy moaning its moan — Holding and having its brief exultation — Making its lonesome and low lamentation — Fighting its terrible conflicts alone. Separate — Life is so sad and so separate — Under love's ceiling with roses for lining. Heart mates with heart in a tender entwining, Yet never the sweet cup of love filleth full — Eye looks in eye with a questioning wonder, Why are we tluis in our meeting asunder ? Wliy are our pulses so slow and so dull ? Fruitless, fruitionless — Life is fruitionless — Never the heaped up and generous measure — Never the substance of satisfied pleasure — Never the moment with rapture elate — But draining the chalice, we long for the chalice, And live as an alien inside of our palace, Bereft of our title and deeds of estat:'. PLEA OF CHARITY. 83 Pitiful — Life is so poor and so pitiful — Cometh the cloud on the goldenest weather — Briefly the man and his youth stay together — Falleth the frost ere the harvest is in, And conscience descends from the open aggression To timid and troubled and tearful concession, And downward and down into parley with sin. Purposeless — Life is so wayward a;nd purposeless — Always before us the object is .shifting. Always the means and the method are drifting. We rue what is done — what is undone deplore — More striving for high things than things that are holy. And so we go down to the valley so lowly Wherein there is work, and device never more. Vanity, vanity — all would be vanity, Whether in seeking or getting our pleasures — Whether in spending or hoarding our treasures — Whether in indolence, whether in strife — Whether in feasting and whether in fasting, But for our faith in the Love everlasting — But for the life that is better than life. PLEA FOR CHARITY. If one had never seen the full completeness Of the round year, but tarried half the way. How should he guess the fair and flowery sweetness That Cometh with the May — Guess of the bloom, and of the rainy sweetness That come in with the May ! 84 POEMS OF THOUGHT. Suppose he had but heard the winds a-blowing, And seen the brooks in icy chains fast bound, How should he guess that waters in their flowing Could make so glad a sound — Guess how their silver tongues should be set going To such a tuneful sound ! Suppose he had not seen the bluebirds winging, Nor seen the day set, nor the morning rise. Nor seen the golden balancing and swinging Of the gay butterflies — Who could paint April pictures, worth the bringing To notice of his eyes ? Suppose he had not seen the living daisies. Nor seen the rose, so glorious and bright, "Were it not better than your far-off praises Of all their lovely light. To give his hands the holding of the daisies. And of the roses bright ? O Christian man, deal gently with the sinner — Think what an utter wintry waste is his Whose heart of love has never been the winner, To know how sweet it is — Be pitiful, O Christian, to the sinner. Think what a world is his ! lie never heard the lisping and the trembling Of Eden's gracious leaves about his head — - His mirth is nothing but the poor dissemblino- Of a great soul unfed — • Oh, bring him where the Eden-leaves are trembling, And give him heavenly bread. SECOND SIGHT. 85 As Winter doth her shriveled branches cover With greenness, knowing spring-time's soft desire, Even so the soul, knowing Jesus for a lover, Puts on a new attire — A garment fair as snow, to meet the Lover Who bids her come up higher. SECOND SIGHT. My thoughts, I fear, run less to right than wrong. And I am selfish, sinful, being human ; But yet sometimes an impulse sweet and strong Touches my heart, for I am still a woman ; And yesterday, beside my cradle sitting, And broidering lilies through my lullabies, My heart stirred in me, just as if the flitting Of some chance angel touched me, and my eyes Filled all at once to tender overflowing, And my song ended — breaking up in sighs ; I could not see the lilies I was sewing For the hot tears, thick coming to my eyes. The unborn years, like rose-leaves in a flame. Shriveled together, and this vision came. For I was gifted with a second seeing : 'Twas night, and darkly terrible with storms, And I beheld my cherished darling fleeing In all her lily broideries from my arms — A babe no longer. Wild the wind was blowing, And the snows round her soddened as they fell ; And when a whisper told me she was going That way wherein the feet take hold on hell. 86 POEMS OF THOUGHT. I could not cry, I could not speak nor stir, Held in mute torture by my love of her, We make the least ado o'er greatest troubles ; Our very anguish doth our anguish drown ; The sea forms only just a few faint bubbles Of stifled breathing when a ship goes down. 'Twas but a moment — then the merry laughter Of my sweet baby on the nurse's knee Rippled across the mists of fantasy ; And sunshine, stretching like a golden rafter From cornice on to cornice o'er my head, Scattered the darkness, and my vision fled. Times fall when Fate just misses of her blows. And, being warned, the victim slips aside ; And thus it was with me — the idle shows, The foolish pomp of vanity and pride, The work of cunning hands and curious looms. Shining about my house like poppy-blooms. Like poppy-blooms had drowsed me, heart and brain ; And all the currents of my blood were setting To that bad dullness that is worse than pain. The moth will spoil the garment with its fretting Surer and faster than the work-day wear. The quickening vision came — not all too late : I saw that ihere were griefs for me to share, And the poor worldling missed the worldling's fate. There was my baby — there was I, the mother, Broidering my lilies by the golden gleam SECOND SIGHT. 87 Of the glad sunshine ; but was there no other Fleeing, as fled the phantom in my dream ? Were there no hearts, because of their great loving, Bound to the wheel of torture past all moving ? No storms of awful sorrow to be stemmed ? Yea, out of my own heart I stood condemned. Leaving the silken splendor of my rooms. The sunshine stretching like a golden rafter From cornice on to cornice, and the laughter Of my sweet baby on the nurse's knee, Calling me back, and almost keeping me — Leaving my windows bright with flowery blooms, I passed adown my broad emblazoned hall. Along the soft mats, tufted thick across — Scarlet and green, like roses grown with moss ; And parting from ray pleasures, one and all, Thrfeded my way through many a narrow street. From whose low cellars, lit with scanty embers. Came great-eyed children, with bare, shivering feet. And wondered at me, through the doors gaped wide, I Till they were crowded back,, or pushed aside. By some lean-elbowed man, or flabby crone, Upon whose foreheads discontent had grown. As grows the mildew on decaying timbers. •' All thine is mine," came to me from the fall Of every beggar's footstep, and the glooms That hung around held yet this other call : ■' Who to himself lives only is not living ; He hath no gain who does not get by giving." And so I came beneath the cold gray wall That shapes the awful prison of the Tombs. 88 POEMS OF ^THOUGHT. Humility had been my gentle guide — I saw her not, a heavenly spirit she — And when the fearful door swung open wide I heard her pleasant steps go in with me. Oh for a tongue, and oh ! for words to tell Of the young creature, masked with sinful guise, That stood before me in her narrow cell And dragged my heart out with her pleading eyes I shook from head to foot, and could not stir — Afraid, but not so much afraid of her As of myself — made like her — of one dust, And holding an immortal soul in trust The same as she — perhaps not even so good. Tempted with her temptations. Was't for me To hold myself apart and call her sinner ? Not so ; and silent, face to face we stood. And as some traveller in the night belated Waits for the star he knows must rise, so I Patient within the prison darkness waited, Trusting to see the better self within her Rise from the ruins of her womanhood. Nor did I wait in vain. At last, at last. Her 6:^er hand reached forth and held me fast, And drawing just a little broken bi'eath, As if she stood upon that narrow ground That lies a-tremble betwixt life and death, Her yearning, fearful soul expression found : " I'm dying — dying, and your dewy hand Is like the shadow to the sickly plant LIFE'S ROSES. 89 « Whose root is in the dry and burning sand. Pity, sweet pity — that is what I want. You bring it — ah ! you would not, if you knew." I clasped her closer : '' Friend, dear friend, I do ! " I know it all — from first to last," I said. " ' Twas but a blind, mistaken search for good ; ■Premeditated evil never led To this sad end." As one entranced she stood. And I went on : " Nay, but 'tis not the end : God were not God if such a thing could be — If not in time, then in eternity. There must be room for penitence to mend Life's broken chance, else noise of wars Would unmake heaven. The shadows of the bars That darkened the poor face like devils' fingers Faded away, and still in memory lingers The look of tender, teai-ful, glad siirprise That brought the saint's soul to the sinner's eyes. Life out of death ; it seemed to me as when The anchor, clutching, holds the driven ship. And to the cry scarce formed upon her lip, " Lord God be praised ! " I answered with " Amen." LIFE'S ROSES. When the morning first uncloses. And before the mists are gone. All the hiUs seem bright with roses, Just a little farther on ! 90 POEMS OF THOUGHT. lioses red as wings of starlings, And with diamond dew-drops wet ; " Wait," says Patience, " wait, my darlings - ■Wait a little longer yet 1 " So, with eager, upturned faces, Wait the children for the hours That shall bring them to the places Of the tantalizing flowers. WUd with wonder, sweet with guesses, Vexed with only fleeting fears ; So the broader day advances. And the twilight disappears. Hands begin to clutch at posies. Eyes to flash with new delight, And the roses, oh ! the roses, Burning, blushing full in sight ! Now with bosoms softly beating, Heart in heart, and hand in hand. Youths and maids together meeting Crowd the flowery harvest land. Not a thought of rainy weather. Nor of thorns to sting and grieve, Gather, gather, gather, gather, All the care is what to leave ! Noon to afternoon advances. Rosy red grows rus et brown ; Sad eyes turn to backward glance ;, So the sun of youth goes down. And as rose by rose is withered. Sober sight begins to find SECRET WRITING. 91 Many a false heart has been gathered, Many a true one left behind. Hands are clasped with fainter holding, Unfilled souls begin to sigh For the golden, glad unfolding Of the morn beyond the sky. SECRET WEITING. Feom the outward world about us, From the hurry and the din, Oh, how little do we gather Of the other world within ! For the brow may wear upon it All the seeming of repose When the brain is worn and weary. And the mind oppressed with woes : And the eye may shine and sparkle As it were with pleasure's glow, When 'tis only just the flashing Of the fires of pain below. And the tongue may have the sweetness That doth seem of bliss a part. When 'tis only just the tremble Of the weak and wounded heart. Oh, the cheek may have the color Of the red rose, with the rest, When 'tis only just the hectic Of the dying leaf, at best. 92 POEMS OF THOUGHT. But wlien the hearth is kindled, And the house is hushed at night — Ah, then the secret writing " Of the spirit comes to light ! Through the mother's light caressing Of the baby on her knee, We see the mystic writing. That she does not know we see — By the love-light as it flashes In her tender-lidded eyes, We know if that her vision rest ■ On earth, or in the skies ; And by the song she chooses, By the very tune she sings, We know if that her heart be set On seen, or unseen things. Oh, when the hearth is kindled — When the house is hushed — 'tis then We see the hidden springs that move The open deeds of men. As the father turns the lesson For the boy or girl to learn. We perceive the inner letters ■ That he knows not we discern. For either by the deed he does. Or that he leaves undone. We find and trace the channels Where his thoughts and feelings run. And often as the unconscious act, Or smile, or word we scan, Our hearts revoke the judgments We have passed upon the man. DREAMS. 93 Sometimes we find that he who says The least about his faith, Has steadfastness and sanctity To suffer unto death ; And find that he who prays aloud With ostentatious mien, Prays only to be heard of men. And only to be seen. For when the hearth is kindled, And the house is hushed at night — Ah, then the secret writing Of the spirit comes to light. DREAMS. .Often I sit and spend my hour, Linking my dreams from heart to brain, And as the chUd joins flower to flower, Then breaks and joins them on again. Casting the bright ones in disgrace, And weaving pale ones in their stead. Changing the honors and the place Of white and scarlet, blue and red ; And finding after all his pains Of sorting and selecting dyes, No single chain of all the chains The fond caprice that satisfies ; 94 POEMS OF THOUGHT. So I from all things bright and brave, Select what brightest, bravest seems, And, with the utmost skill I have. Contrive the fashion of my dreams. Sometimes ambitious thoughts abound, And then I draw my pattern bold, And have my shuttle only wound With silken threads, or threads of gold. Sometimes my heart reproaches me, And mesh from cunning mesh I pull. And weave in sad humility With flaxen threads or threads of wool. For here the hue too brightly gleams. And there the grain too dark is cast, And so no dream of all my dreams Is ever finished, first, or last. And looking back upon my past Wronged with so many a wasted hour, I think that I should fear to cast My fortunes if I had the power. And think that he is mainly wise, Who takes what comes of good or ill, Trusting that wisdom underlies And worketh in the end — His will. MY POET. 95 MY POET. Ah, could I my poet only draw In lines of a living light, You would say that Shakespeare never saw In his dreams a fairer sight. Along the bright crisp grass where by A beautiful water lay, We walked — my fancies and I — One morn in the early May. And there, betwixt the water sweet And the gay and grassy land, I found the print of two little feet Upon the sUvery sand. These following, and following on, Allured by the place and time, I, all of a sudden, came upon This poet of my rhyme. Betwixt my hands I longed to take His two cheeks brown with tan. To kiss him for my true love's sake. And call him a little man. A rustic of the rustics he, By every look and sign, And I knew, when he turned his face to me, 'Twas his spirit made him fine. His ignorance he had sweetly turned Into uses passing words : 96 POEMS OF THOUGH!. He had cut a pipe of corn, and learned Thereon to talk to the birds. And now it was the bluebird's triU, Now the blackbird on the thorn, Now a speckle-breast, or twany-biU That answered his pipe of corn. And now, though he turned him north and south, And called upon bird by bird. There was never a little golden mouth Would answer him back a word. For all, from the redbird bold and gay. To the linnet dull and plain. Had fallen on beds of the leafy spray, To listen in envious pain. " Ah, do as you like, my golden quill ; " So he said, for his wise share ; " And the same to you, my tawny-bill, There are pleasures everywhere." Then his heart fell in him dancing so, It spun to his cheek the red, As he spied himself in the- wave below A-standing on his head. Ah, could I but his picture draw, Thus glad by his nature's right, You would say that Shakespeare never saw In his dreams a fairer sight. ON THE FOURTH OF JULY, 1864. 97 WRITTEK ON THE FOURTH OF JULY, 1864. Once more, despite the noise of wars, And the smoke gathering foJd on fold, Our daisies set their stainless stars Against the sunshine's cloth of gold. Lord, make us feel, if so thou will, The blessings crowning us to-day. And the yet greater blessing still, pf blessings thou hast taken away. Unworthy of the favors lent. We fell into apostasy ; And lo ! our country's chastisement Has brought her to herself, and thee ! Nearer by all this grief than when She dared her weak ones to oppress. And played away her States to men Who scorned her for her foolishness. Oh, bless for us this holiday, Men keep like children loose from school, , And put it in their hearts, we pray. To choose them rulers fit to rule. Grood men, who shall their country's pride And honor to their own prefer ; Her sinews to their hearts so tied That they can. only live through her. 7 98 POEMS OF THOUGHT. Men sturdy — of discerning eyes, And souls to apprehend the right ; Not with their little light so wise They set themselves against thy light. Men of small reverence for names, Courageous, and of fortitude To put aside the narrow aims Of faction, for the public good. Men loving justice for the race. Not for the great ones, and the few, Less studious of outward grace Than careful to be clean all through. Men holding state, not self, the first. Ready when all the deep is tossed With storms, and worst is come to worst, To save the Ship at any cost. Men upright, and of steady knees. That only to the truth will bow ; Lord, help us choose such men as these. For only such can save us now. ABRAHAM LINCOLN. FOULLY ASSASSINATED, APEIL 14, 1865. — INSCEIBED TO PUNCH, No glittering chaplet brought from other lands ! As in his life, this man, in death, is ours ; His own loved prairies o'er his " gaunt gnarled hands " Have fitly drawn their sheet of summer flowers ! ABRAHAM LINCOLN- 99 What need hath he now of a tardy crown, His name from mockmg jest and sneer to save ? When every ploughman turns his furrow down As soft as though it fell upon his grave. He was a man whose like the world again Shall never see, to vex with blame or praise ; The landmarks that attest his bright, brief reign Are battles, not the pomps of gala-days ! The grandest leader of the grandest war That ever time in history gave a place ; What were the tinsel flattery of a star To such a breast ! or what a ribbon's grace ! 'Tis to th' man, and th' man's honest worth. The nation's loyalty in tears upsprings ; Through him the soil of labor shines henceforth High o'er the silken broideries of kings. The mechanism of external forms — The shrifts that courtiers put their bodies through. Were alien ways to him — his brawny arms Had other work than posturing to do ! Born of the people, well he knew to grasp The wants and wishes of the weak and small ; Therefore we hold him with no shadowy clasp — Therefore his name is household to us all. Therefore we love him with a love apart From any fawning love of pedigree — His was the royal soul and mind and heart — Not the poor outward shows of royalty. 100 POEMS OF THOUGHT. Forgive us then, O frieEds, if we are slow To meet your recognition of his worth — We're jealous of the very tears that flow From eyes that never loved a humble hearth. SAVED. No tears for him ! his light was not your light ; From earth to heaven his spirit went and came, Seeing, where ye but saw the blank, black night. The golden breaking of the day of fame. Faded by the diviner life, and worn. Dust has returned to dust, and what y» see Is but the ruined house wherein were borne The birth-pangs of his immortality. Hither and thither drifting drearily. The glory of serener worlds he won. As some strange shifting column of the sea Catches the steadfast splendor of the sun. What was your shallow love ? or what the gleam Of smiles that chance and accident could chUl, To him whose soul could make its mate a dream, And wander through the universe at will ? When your weak hearts to stormy passion woke, His from its loftier bent was only stirred, As is the broad green bosom of the oak By the light flutter of the summer bird. SAVED. 101 His joys, in realms forbidden to you, he sought. And bodiless servitors, at his commands, Hovered about the watchflres of his thought On the dim borders of poetic lands. The times he lived in, like a hard, dark wall, He grandly painted with his woes and wrongs — Come nearer, friends, and see how brightly all Is joined with silvery mortises of songs. Weep for yourselves bereft, but not for him ; Wrong reaches to the compensating right, And clouds that make the day of genius dim, Shine at the sunset with eternal light. LOVE POEMS. SNOWED UNDER. Comb let us talk together, While the sunset fades and dies, And, darling, look into my heart, And not iato my eyes. Let us sit and talk together In the old, familiar place. But look deep down into my heart, Not up into my face. And with tender pity shield me — I am just a withered bough — I was used to have your praises. And you cannot praise me now. You would nip the blushing roses ; They were blighted long ago. But the precious roots, my darling, Are alive beneath the snow. And in the coming spring-time They will all to beauty start — Oh, look not in my face, beloved, But only in my heart ! AN EMBLEM. 103 You will not find the little buds, So tender and so bright ; They are snowed so deeply under, They wUl never come to light. So look, I pray you, in my heart. And not into my face, And think about that coming Spring Of greenness and of grace. When from the winter-laden bough The weight of snow shall drop away, And-give it strength to spring into The life of endless May AN EMBLEM. What is my little sweetheart like, d'you say ? A simple question, yet a hard, to answer ; But I will tell you in my stammering way The best I can, sir. When I was young — that's neither here nor there - I read, and reading made my eyelids glisten ; But I'll repeat the story, if you care To stay and listen. A wild rose, born within a modest glen, And sheltered by the leaves of thorny bushes. Drooped, being commended to the eyes of men. And died of blushes. 104 LOVE POEMS. Now, if there were — and one may well suppose There never was a flower of such rare splendor, Much less a rudely nurtured wilding rose. Withal so tender — But say there were ; what is a rose the less, When all from east to west the May is blazing, That any tuneful bard her face should miss. And give her praising ? Yet say there did, and that her heart did break, As tells the romance of my early reading. Then I that fair, fond flower for emblem take — '- Sir, are you heeding ? — Aye, say there were, and that she spent her days In ignorance of her proud poetic glory ; Only her soft death making to the praise Of her brief story : ' Even such a wild, bright flower, and so apart In her low modest house, my little maid is — Sweet-hearted, shy, and strange to all the art Of your fine ladies. So tender, that to death she needs must grieve, Stabbed by the glances of bold eyes, is certain ; Take you the emblem, then, and give me leave To drop the curtain. QUEEN OF ROSES. 105 QUEEN OF KOSES. Mt little love hath made A garden that all sweetest sweetness holds, And there for hours upon a piece of shade Fringed round with marjoram and marigolds, She lieth dreaming, on her arm of pearl. My pretty little love — my garden-girl. The walks are one and all Enriched along their borders with wild mint, . And pinks, and gilliflowers, both large and small ; But where her little feet do leave a print. Whether on grass or ground, it doth displace And make of non-effect all other grace. Her speech is all so fair The winds disgraced, do from her presence run. And when she combeth loose her heavenly hair She giveth entertainment to the sun. Oh, just to touch the least of all thy curls, My golden head — my queen of garden-girls. Her shawl-corners of snow Like wings drop down about her when she stands And never queen's lace made so fair a show As that doth, knitted in her two white hands ; The while some sudden look of cold surprise Shoots like an angry comet to her eyes. When she doth walk abroad Her subject flowers do one and all arise ; 106 LOVE POEMS. The low ones housed meekly in the sod Do kiss her feet — the lofty ones, her eyes. Oh sad for him whose seeing hath not. seen My rose of roses, and my heart's dear queen. I'm tying all my hours With sighs together — " WeUaday ! ah me ! " Because I cannot choose nor words, nor flowers, Wherewith to lure my Love to marry me ! I'll ask her what the wretdied man must say Who loves a saint, and woo her just that way. Else in some honeyed phrase rU fit a barb no clearest sight can see. And toss it up and down all cunning ways. Until I catch and drag her heart to me ! Ah, then I'll tease her, for my life of pain. For she shall never have it back again. NOW AND THEN. " Sing me a song,«my nightingale, Hid in among the twilight flowers ; And make it low," he said, " I pray. And make it sweet." But she said, " Nay ; Come when the morn begins to trail Her golden glories o'er the gray — Morn is the time for love's all-hail ! " He said, " The morning is not ours ! " Then give me back, my heart's delight. Hid in among the twilight flowers. THE LADY TO THE LOVER. 107 The kiss I gave you yesterday — See how the moon this way has leant, As if to yield, a soft consent. ■ Surely," he said, '' you will requite My love in this ? " But she said, " Nay." " Tea, now," he said. But she said, " Hush ! And come to me at morning-blush." He said, " The morning is not ours ! " But say, at least, you love me. Love. Hid in among the twilight flowers ; No winds are listening, far or near — The sleepy doves will never hear." " Ah, leave me in my sacred glen ; And when the saffron morn shall close Her misty arms about the rose. Come, and my speech, my thought shall prove — Not now," she said ; " not now, but then." He said, " The morning is not ours ! " THE LADY TO THE LOVER. Since thou wouldst have me show In what sweet way our love appears to me, Think of sweet ways, the sweetest that can be, And thou may'st partly dream, but can'st not know ; For out of heaven, no bliss — Disshadowed lies, like this. Therefore similitudes thou must forego. 108 LOVE POEMS. Thou seem'st myself s lost part, That hath, in a new compact, dearer close ; And if that thou shouldst take a broken rose And fit the leaves again about the heart. That mended flower would be A poor, faint sign to thee Of how one's self about the other grows. Think of the sun and dew Walled in some little house of leaves from sight, Each from the other taking, giving light, And interpenetrated through and through ; Feeding, and fed upon — All given, and nothing gone. And thou art still as far as day from night. Sweeter than honey-comb To little hungry bees, when rude winds blow; Brighter than wayside window-lights that glow Through the cold rain, to one that has no home ; But out of heaven, no bliss Disshadowed lies, like this, — Therefore similitudes thou must forego. LOVE'S SECRET SPRINGS. In asking how I came to choose This flower that makes my brow to shine, You seem to say, you did not lose Your choice, my friend, when I had mine ! And by your lifted brow, exclaim, " Wliat charms have charmed you ? name their name ! ' LOVE'S SECRET SPRINGS. 109 Nay, pardon me — I cannot say These are the charms, and those the powers, And ^eing in a trance one day, I took her for my flower of flowers. Love doth not flatter what he 'gives — But here, sir, are some negatives. 'Tis not the little milk-white hands That grace whatever work they do ; 'Tis not the braided silken bands That shade the eyes of tender blue ; And not the voice so low and sweet That holds me captive at her feet. 'Tis not in frowns, knit up with smiles, ' Wherewith she scolds me for my sins. Nor yet in tricksy ways nor wiles That I can say true love begins ! Out of such soil it did not grow ; It was, — and that is all I know. 'Tis not her twinkling feet so small. Nor shoulder glancing from her sleeve. Nor yet her virtues, one nor aU — Love were not love to ask our leave . She was not wooed, nor was I won — What draws the dew-drop to the sun ? Pardon me, t,hen, I cannot tell, — Nor can you hope, to understand, — Why I should love my love so well ; Nor how, upon this border land, It fell that she should go with me Through time into eternity. no LOVE POEMS. AT SEA. Bkown-paced sailor, tell me true — Our ship I fear is but Uly thriving, Some clouds are bl^ck and some are blue, The women are huddled together below. Above the captain treads to and fro ; Tell me, for who shall tell but you, Whither away our ship is driving ! The wind is blowing a storm this way. The bubbles in my face are winking — 'Tis growing dark in the middle of day. And I cannot see the good green land, Nor a ridge of rock, nor a belt of sand ; Oh, kind saUor, speak and say, How long might a little boat be sinking ? More saucily the bubbles wink ; God's mercy keep us from foul weather, And from drought with nothing but brine to drink. I dreamed of a ship with her ribs stove in. Last night, and waking thought of my sin ; How long would a strong man swim, d'y' think. If we were all in th' sea together ? The saUor frowned a bitter frown, And answered, " Aye, there wUl be foul weather, - All men must die, a,nd some must drown. And there isn't water enough in the sea To cleanse a sinner like you or me ; O Lord, the ships I've seen go down. Crew and captain and all together ! " A CONFESSION. HI The sailor smiled a smile of cheer, And looked at me a look of wonder. And said, as he wiped away a tear, " Forty years I've been off the land And God has held me safe in his hand : He ruleth the storm — He is with us here, And his love for us no sin can svyider." A COKFESSION. I KNOW a little damsel As light of foot as the air, And with smile as gay As th' sun o' th' May And clouds of golden hair. She sings with tho larks at morning, And sings with the doves at e'en. And her cheeks they shine Like a rose on the vine, And her name is Charlamine. To plague me and to please me She knows a thousand arts, And against my will I love her still With all my heart of hearts ! I know another damsel With eyelids lowly weighed, And so pale is she That she seems to me Like a blossom blown in the shaxie. 112 LOVE POEMS. Her hands are white as charity, And her voice is low and sweet, And she runneth quick To the sinful and sick, And her name is Marguerite. The broken and bowed in spirit She maketh straight and whole. And I sit at her knee And she sings to me, And I love her with my soul. I know a lofty lady. And her name is Heleanore. And th' King o' the Sky In her lap doth lie "When she sitteth at her door. Her shoulder ip curved like an eagle's wing When he riseth on his way, And my two little maids They lay in braids Her dark locks day by day. Her heart in the folds of her kerchief. It doth not fall or rise, And afar I wait At her royal gate. And I love, her with my eyes ! Now you that are wise in love-lore, Come teach your arts to me. For each of the darling damsels Is as sweet as she can be ! And if I wed with Charlamine Of the airy little feet. EASTER BRIDAL SONG. 118 I shall sicken and sigh, I shall droop and die, For my gentle Marguerite ! And if I wed with Marguerite, Whom I so much adore, I shall long to go From her hand of snow To my Lady Heleanore ! And if I wed with Heleanore, Whom with my eyes I love, 'Gainst aU that is right. In my own despite, I shall false and faithless prove. EASTER BRIDAL SONG. Haste, little fingers, haste, haste I Haste, little fingers, pearly ; And aU along the slender waist, And up and down the silken sleeves Knot the darling and dainty leaves. And wind o' the South, blow light and fast, And bring the flowers so early ! Low, droop low, my tender eyes. Low, and all demurely. And make the shining seams to run Like little streaks o' th' morning sun Through silver clouds so purely ; And fall, sweet rain, fall out o' th' skies, And bring the flowers so early ! 8 114- LOVE POEMS. Push, little hands, from the bended face The tresses crumpled curly, And stitch the hem in the frill of snow And give to the veil its misty flow. And melt, ye frosts, so surly ; And shine out, Spring, with your days of grace, And bring the flowers so early ! PRODIGAL'S PLEA. Shine down, little head, so fair, From thy window in the wall ; Oh, my slighted golden hair, Like the sunshine round me fall — Little head, so fair, so bright, Fill my darkness with thy light ! Reach me down thy helping, hand. Little sweetheart, good and true ; Shamed, and self-condemned, I stand, And wilt thou condemn me too ? SoUure of sin, be sure Cannot harm thy hand so pure. With thy quiet, calm my cry Pleading to thee from afar. Is it not enough that I "With myself should be at war ? With thy cleanness, cleanse my blood ; With thy goodness, make me good. THE SEAL-FISBERS WIFE. 115 Eyes that loved me once, I pray, Be not crueller than death ; Hide each sharp-edged glance away Underneath its tender sheath ! Make me not, sweet eyes, with scorn Mourn that ever I was born 1 Gh, my roses ! are ye dead ; That in love's delicious day, Used to flower out ripe and red. Fast as kisses plucked away ? Turn thy pale cheek, little wife ; Let me warm them back to life. I have wandered, oh, so far ! From the way of truth and right ; Shine out for my guiding star, Little head, so dear and bright ; Dust of sin is on my brow — Good enough for both, art thou ! THE SEAL-FISHER'S WIFE. The west shines out through lines of jet, Like the side of a fish through the fisher's net, Silver and golden-brown ; And rocking the cradle, she sings so low, As backward and forward, and to and fro. She cards the wool for her gown. She sings her sweetest, she sings her best, And all the silver fades in the west, 116 LOVE POEMS. And all the golden-brown, And lowly leaning cradle across, She mends the fire with faggots and moss, And cards the wool for her gown. Gray and cold, and cold and gray, Over the look-out and over the bay. The sleet comes sliding down. And the blaze of the faggots flickers thin. And the wind is beating the ice-blocks in, As she cards the wool for her gown. The fisher's boats in the ice are crushed. And now her lullaby-song is hushed, — For sighs the singing drown, — And all, with fingers stiff and cold. She covers the cradle, fold on fold, "With the carded wool of her gown. And there — the cards upon her knee, And her eyes wide open toward the sea. Where the fisher's boats went down — They found her all as cold as sleet. And her baby smUing up so sweet. From the carded wool of her gown. CARMIA. Mt Carmia, my life, my saint, No flower is sweet enough to paint Thy sweet, sweet face for me ! The rose-leaf nails, the slender wrist. CAMMIA. 117 The hand, the whitest ever kissed — Dear Carmia, what has Raphael missed In never seeing thee ! Oh to be back among the days Wherein she blessed me with her praise — She knew not how to frown ! The memory of that time doth seem Like dreaming of a lovely dream, Or like a golden broider-seam Stitched in some homely gown. No silken skein is half so soft As those long locks I combed so oft — No tender tearful skies — No violet darkling into jet — And all with daybreak dew-drops wet — No star, when first the sun is set, Is like my Carmia's eyes. But not the dainty little wrist,. Nor hand, the whitest ever kissed. Nor face, so sweet to see, Nor words of praise, that so did bless. Nor rose-leaf nail, nor silken tress. Made her so dear to me. 'Twas nothing my poor words can tell, Nor cbArm of chance, nor magic spell To wane, and waste, and fall — I loved her to the utmost strain Of heart and soul and mind and brain, And Carmia loved me back again. And that is all-and-all ! 118 LOVE POEMS. EPITHALAMIUM. In the pleasant spring-time weather ■ Rosy morns and purple eves — When the little birds together Sit and sing among the leaves, Then it seems as if the shadovs^s, With their interlacing boughs, Had been hung above the meadows For the plighting of their vows ! In the lighter, warmer weather. When the music softly rests, And they go to work together ■ For the building of their nests ; Then the branches, for a wonder, Seem uplifted everywhere. To be props and pillars under Little houses in the air. But when we see the meeting Of the lives that are to run Henceforward to the beating Of two hearts that are as one. When we hear the holy taking Of the vows that cannot break. Then it seems as if the making Of the world was for their sake. JENNIE. 119 JENNIE. Now tell me aU my fate, jermie, — Why need I plainer speak ? For you see my foolish heart has bled Its secret in my cheek ! Tou must not leave me thus, Jennie, — Tou win not, when you know, It is my life you're treading on At every step you go. Ah, should you smile as now, Jennie, When the wintry weather blows. The daisy, waking out of sleep. Would come up through the snows. Shall our house be on the hill, Jennie, Where the sumach hedges grow ? Tou must kiss me, darling, if it's yes, And kiss me if it's no. It shall be very fine — the door With bean-vines overrun, And th' window toward the harvest-field Where first our love begun. What marvel that I could not mow When you came to rake the hay. For I cannot speak your name, Jennie, If I've nothing else to say. 120 LOVE POEMS. Nor is it strange that when I saw Tour sweet face in a frown, I hung my scythe in the apple-tree, And thought the sun was down. For when you sung the tune that ends With such a golden ring The lark was made ashamed, and sat With her head beneath her wing. You need not try to speak, Jennie, Tou blush and tremble so, But kiss me, darling, if it's yes, And kiss me if it's no ! MIBIAM. Like to that little homely flower That never from her rough house stirs While summer lasts, but sits and combs The sunbeams with her purple burs. So kept she in her house content While love's bright summer with her stayed ; But change works change, and since she met A shadow from the land of shade ; The ghost of that wild flower that sits In her rough house, and never stirs While summer lasts, has not a face ■ So dead of meaning, as is hers. MIRIAM. 121 In vain the pitying year puts on Her rose-red mornings, for like streams Lost from the sunlight under banks Of wintry darkness, are her dreams. In vain among their clouds of green The wild birds sing — she says with tears Their sweet tongues stammer in the tunes They sang so well in other years. Her home in ruins lies, and thorns Choke with their briery arms, the door ; What matter, says she, since that love Will cross the threshold, never more. POEMS OF NATURE AND HOME. GOING TO COURT. The farm-lad quarried from the mow The golden bundles, hastily, And, giving oxen, colt, and cow Their separate portions, he was free. Then, emptying all the sweet delight Of his young heart into his eyes, As if he might not go that night. He lingered, looking at the skies. The evening's silver plough had gone Through twilight's bank of yellow haze. And turned two little stars thereon — Still artfully he stayed to praise The hedge-row's bloom — the trickling run ■ The crooked lane, and valley low — Each pleasant walk, indeed, save one, And that the way he meant to go ! In truth, for Nature's simple shows He had no thoughts that night, to spare, In vain to please his eyes, the rose Climbed redly out upon the air. ON THE SEA. 123 The bean-flower, in her white attire Displayed in vain her modest charms, And apple-blossoms, all on fire. Fell uninvited in his arms. When Annie raked the summer hay Last year, a little thorn he drew Out of her white hand, such a way. It pierced his heart all through and through Poor farmer-lad ! could he that night Have seen how fortune's leaves were writ, His eyes had emptied all their light Back to his heart, and broken it. ON THE SEA. I WILL call her when she comes to me My lily, and not my wife, So whitely and- so tenderly She was set in my stormy life. In vain her gentle eyes to please The year had done her best. Setting her tides of crocuses All softly toward the west : The bright west, where our love was born And grew to perfect bloom. And where the broad leaves of the corn Hang low about her tomb. 124 POEMS Ot NATURE AND HOME I hid from men my cruel wound And sailed away on the sea, But like waves around some hulk aground Her love enfoldeth me. My clumsy hands are cracked and brown ; My chin is rough as a bur, But under the dry husk soft as down Lieth my lijve for her. One night when storms were in the sky — Sailing away on the sea, I dreamed that I was doomed to die, And that she came to me. They hound my dyes, but I had sight And saw her take that hour My head so bright in her apron white As if it had been a flower ! No child when I sit alone at night Comes climbing on my knee, But I dream of love and my heart is light As I sail away on the sea. A FRAGMENT. It was a sandy level wherein stood The old and lonesome house ; far as the eye Could measure, on the green back of the wood, The smoke lay always, low and lazily. A FRAGMENT. Vlb Down the high gable windows, all one way, Hung the long, drowsy curtains, and across The sunken shingles, where the rain would. stay, The roof was ridged, a hand's breadth deep, with moss. The place was all so still you would have said The picture of the Summer, drawn, should be With golden ears, laid back against her head. Arid listening to the far, low-lying sea. But from the rock, rough-grained and icy-crowned, Some little flower from out some cleft will rise ; And in this quiet land my love I found, "With all their soft light, sleepy, in her eyes. No bush to lure a bird to sing to her — In depths of calm the gnats' faint hum was drowned. And the wind's voice was like a little stir Of the uneasy silence, not like sound. No tender trembles of the dew at close Of day, — at morn, no insect choir ; No sweet bees at sweet work about the rose. Like little housewife fairies round their fire. And yet the place, suffused with her, seemed fair — Ah, I would be immortal, could I write How from her forehead fell the shining hair. As morning falls from heaven — so bright ! so bright 126 POEMS OF NATURE AND HOME. SHADOWS. When I see the long wild briers Waving in the winds like fires, See the green skirts of the maples Barred with scarlet and with gold, See the sunflower, heavy-hearted. Shadows then from days departed Come and with their tender trembles Wrap my bosom, fold on fold. I can hear sweet invitations Through the sobbing, sad vibrations Of the winds that follow, follow, As from self I seek to fly — Come up hither ! come up hither ! Leave the rough and rainy weather ! Come up where the royal roses Never fade and never die ! 'Twas when May was blushing, blooming, Brown bee, bluebirds, singing, humming, That we built and walled our chamber With the emerald of leaves ; Made our bed of yellow mosses, Soft as pile of silken flosses. Dreamed our dreams in dewy brightness Radiant like the morns and eves. And it was when woods were gleaming, And when clouds were wildly streaming Gray and umber white and ember, APRIL. 127 Streaming in the north wind's breath, That my little rose-mouthed blossom Fell and faded on my bosom, Cankered by the coming coldness, Blighted by the frosts of death. Therefore, when I see the shadows. Drifting in across the meadows, bee the troops of Summer wild birds Flying from us, cloud on cloud, Memory with that May- time lingers. And I seem to feel the fingers Of my lost and lovely darling Wrap my heart up in her shroud. APRIL. The wild and windy March once more Has shut his gates of sleet. And given us back the April-time, So fickle and so sweet. Now blighting with our fears, our hopes — JN^ow kindling hopes with fears — Now softly weeping through her smiles — Now smiling through her tears. Ah, month that comes with rainbows crowned. And golden shadows dressed — Constant to her inconstancy. And faithful to unrest. 128 POEMS OF NATURE AND HOME. The swallows 'round the homestead eaves - The bluebirds in the bowers Twitter their sweet songs for thy sake, Gay mother of the flowers. The brooks that moaned but yesterday Through bunches of dead grass, Climb up their banks with dimpled hands. And watch to see thee pass. The willow, for thy grace's sake. Has dressed with tender spray, And all the rivers send their mists To meet thee on the way. The morning sets her rosy clouds Like hedges in the sky, And o'er and o'er their dear old tunes The winds of evening try. Before another week has gone. Each bush, and shrub, and tree, WUl be as full of buds and leaves As ever it can be. I welcome thee with all my heart, Glad herald of the Spring, And yet I cannot choose but think Of all thou dost not bring. The violet opes her eyes beneath The dew-fall and the rain — POPPIES. 129 But oh, the tender, drooping lids That open not again ! Thou set'sts the red, familiar rose Beside the household door, But oh, the friends, the sweet, sweet friends Thou bringest back no more ! But shall I mourn that thou no more A short-lived joy can bring, Since death has lifted up the gates Of their eternal Spring ? POPPIES. O LADIES, softly fair, Wlo curl and comb your hair. And deck your dainty bodies, eve and moi'n. With pearls, and flowery spray, And knots of ribbons g^y. As if ye were for idlesse only born : Hearken to Wisdom's call — What are ye, after all, But foolish poppies in among the com I Whose lives but parts repeat — Whose little dancing feet Swim lightly as the silverly mists of morn : Whose pretty palms unclose Like some fresh dewy rose, u 130 POEMS OF NATURE AND HOME. For dainty dalliance, not for distaffs born ; Hearken to "Wisdom's call — What are ye, after all, But flaunting poppies in among the corn ! O Women, sad of face, Whose crowns of girlish grace Sin has plucked off, and left ye all forlorn — Whose pleasures do not please — Whose hearts have no hearts'-ease — Whose seeming honor is of honor shorn : Hearken to Wisdom's call — What are ye, one and all, But painted poppies in among the corn ! Women, to name whose name All good men blush for shame. And bad men even, with the speech of scorn ; Who have nor sacreil sight For Vesta's lamps so white. Nor hearing for old Triton's wreathed horn : Oh, hark to Wisdom's call — What are ye, one and all, But poison poppies in among the corn ! Women, who will not cease From toil, nor be at peace Either at purple eve or yellowing morn, But drive with pitiless hand. Your ploughshares through the land Quick with the lives of daisies yet unborn : Hearken to Wisdom's call — What are ye, after all, But troublous jioppies in among the corn ! POPPIES. 131 Blighting with fretful looks The tender-tasseled stocks — Sweeping your wide-floored barns with sighs forlorn About the unfilled grains And starving hunger-pains That on the morrow, haply, shall be borne : Oh, hark to Wisdom's call — What are ye, after all, Bftt forward poppies in among the corn ! Virgins, whose pure eyes Hold commerce with the skies — Whose lives lament that ever ye were born ; The cross whose joy to wear Never the rose, but only just the thorn '. Hearken to Wisdom's call — What are ye, after all. Better than poppies in among the corn ! What better ? who abuse The gifts wise women use, With locks sheared off, and bosoms scourged and torn ; Lapping your veils so white Betwixt ye and the light Composed in heaven's sweet cisterns, morn by mom : Oh, hark to Wisdom's call — What are ye, after all Better than poppies in among the corn ! O Women, rare and fine. Whose mouths are red with wine Of kisses of your children, night and morn, Whose ways are virtue's ways — Whose good works are your praise — 132 POEMS OF NATURE AND HOME. ■Whose hearts hold nothing God has naade in scorn : Tliough Fame may never call Your names, ye are, for all, The Ruths that stand breast-high amid the corn ! Your steadfast love and sure Makes all beside it poor ; Your cares like royal ornaments are worn ; Wise Women ! what so sweet, So queenly, so complete To name ye by, since ever one was born ? Since she, whom poets call. The sweetest of you all, First gleaned with Boaz in among the corn. . A SEA SONG. Nor far nor near grew shrub nor tree. The bare hills stood up bleak behind, And in between the marsh weeds gray Some tawny-colored sand-drift lay. Opening a pathway to the sea, The which I took to please my mind. In full sight of the open seas A patch of flowers I chance to find, As if the May, being thereabout, Had from her apron spilled them out ; And there I lay and took my ease, And made a song to please my mind. FORGIVENESS. 133 Sweet bed ! if you should live full long, A sweeter you will never find — Some flowers were red, and some were white ; And in their low and tender light I meditated on my song, ' Fitting the words to please my mind. Some sea-waves on the sands upthrown, And left there by the wanton wind, With lips all curled in homesick pain For the old mother's arms again, Moved me, and to their piteous moan I set the tune to please my mind. But now I would in very truth The flowers I had not chanced to find, Nor lain their speckled leaves along. Nor set to that sad tune my song ,: For that which pleased my careless youth It faUeth now to please my mind. And this thing I do know for true, A truer you will never find. No false step e'er so lightly rung But that some echo giving tongue Did like a hound all steps pursue. Until the world was left behind. FORGIVENESS. Oh, thou who dost the sinner meet, Fearing his garment's hem, 134 POEMS OF NATURE AND SOME. Think of the Master, and repeat, " Neither do I condemn ! " And while the eager rabble stay, Their storms of wrath to pour, •Think of the Master still, and say, " Go thou, and sin no more ! " WINTER AND SUMMER. The Winter goes and the Summer comes, And the cloud descends in warm, wet showers ; The grass grows green where the frost has been. And waste and wayside are fringed with flowers. The Winter goes and the Summer comes. And the merry bluebirds twitter and trill. And the swallow swings on his steel-blue wings, This way and that way, at wildest will. The Winter goes and the Summer comes. And the swallow he swingeth no more aloft, And the bluebird's breast swells out of her nest. And the horniest bill of them all grows soft. The Summer goes and the Winter comes. And the daisy dies and the daffodil dies, And the softest bill grows horny and still. And the days set dimly and dimly rise. The Summer goes and the Winter comes And the red fire fades from the heart o' th' rose, AUTUMN. 135 And the snow lies white where the grass was bright, And the wild wind bitterly blows and blows. The Winter comes and the Winter stays, Aye, cold and long and long and cold. And the pulses beat to the weary feet. And the head feels sick and the heart grows cold. The Winter comes and the Winter stays. And all the glory behind us lies. The cheery light drops into the night, And the snow drifts over our sightless eyes. AUTUMN. Shorter and shorter now the twilight clips The days, as through the sunset gates they crowd. And Summer from her golden collar slips And strays through stubble-fields, and moans aloud, Save when by fits the warmer air deceives. And, stealing hopeful to some sheltered bower. She lies on pillows of the yellow leaves, And tries the old tunes over for an hour. The wind, whose tender whisper in the May Set all the young blooms listening through th' grove, Sits rustling in the faded boughs to-day And makes his cold and unsuccessful love. The rose has taken off her tire of red — The mullein-stalk its yellow stars have lost, 136 POEMS OF NATURE AND HOME. And the proud meadow-pink hangs down her head Against earth's chilly bosom, witched with frost. The robin, that was busy all the June, Before the sun had kissed the topmost bough. Catching our hearts up in his golden tune, Has given place to the brown cricket now. The very cock crows lonesomely at morn — Each flag and fern the shrinking stream divides — Uneasy cattle low, and lambs forlorn Creep to their strawy sheds with nettled sides. Shut up the door : who loves me must not look Upon the withered world,-but haste to bring BUs lighted candle, and his story-book. And live with me the poetry of Spring. DAMAKIS. You know th' forks of th' road, and th' brown mill ? And how th' mill-stream, where th' three elms grow, Flattens its curly head and slips below That shelf of rocks which juts from out th' hill ? You know th' field of sandstone, red and gray. Sloped to th' south ? and where th' sign-post stands, Silently lifting up its two black hands To point th' uneasy traveller on his way ? DAMARIS. 137 You must remember the long rippling ridge Of rye, that cut the level land in two, And changed from blue to green, from green to blue, Summer after summer ? And th' one-arched bridge, Under the which, with joy surpassing words, "We stole to see beneath the speckled breast Of th' wild mother, all the clay-built nest Set round with shining heads of little birds- Well, midway 'twixt th' rye-ridge and th' mUl, In the old house with windows to the morn, The village beauty, Damaris, was born — There lives, in " maiden meditation," still. Stop you and mark, if you that way should pass, The old, familiar quince and apple-trees. Chafing against the wall with every breeze, And at the door the flag-stones, set in grass. There is the simflower, with her starry face Leaned to her love ; and there, with pride elate, The prince's-feather — at th' garden-gate The green-haired plants, all gracious in their place. You'll think you have not been an hour away — Seeing the stones, th' flowers, the knotty trees, And 'twixt the palings, strings of yellow bees, Shining like streaks of light — but, welladay ! If Damai'is happen at the modest door. In gown of silver gray and cap of snow — Your May-day sweetheart, forty years ago — The brief delusion can delude no more. 138 POEMS OF NATURE AND HOME. A LESSON. Woodland, green and gay with dew, Here, to-day, I pledge anew All the love I gave to you When my heart was young and glad, And in dress of homespun plaid, Bright as any flower you had. Through your bushy ways I trod, "Or, lay hushed upon your sod With my silence praising God. Never sighing for the town — Never giving back a frown To the sun that kissed me brown. When my hopes were of such stuiF, That my days, though crude enough, Were with golden gladness rough — Timid creatures of the air — Little ground-mice, shy and fair — You were friendly with me there. Beeches gray, and solemn firs, Thickets full of bees and burs, You were then my schoolmasters. Teaching me as best you could. How the t!vil by the good — Thorns by flowers must be construed. A LESSON. 139 Rivulets of silvery sound, Searching close, I always found Fretting over stony ground. And in hollows, cold and wet, Violets purpled into jet As if bad blood had been let ; While in every sunny place. Each one wore upon her face Looks of true and tender grace. Leaning from the hedge-row wall, Gave the rose her sweets to all, like a royal prodigal. And the lUy, priestly white, Made a little saintly light In her chapel out of sight. Heedless how the spider spun — Heedless of the brook that run Boldly winking at the sun. When the autumn clouds did pack Hue on hue, unto that black That's bluish, like a serpent's back, Emptying all their cisterns out, While the winds in fear and doubt Wliirled like dervises about. 140 POEMS OF NATURE AND HOME. And the mushroom, brown and dry, On the meadow's face did lie, Shrunken like an evil eye — Shrunken all its fleshy skin, Like a lid that wrinkles in Where an eyeball once had been. How my soul within me cried, As along the woodland side All the flowers fell sick and died. But when Spring returned, she said, " They were sleeping, and not dead — Thus must light and darkness wed." Since that lesson, even death Lies upon the glass of faith, Like the dimness of a breath. KATRINA ON THE PORCH. A BIT OF TURNER PUT INTO WORDS. An old, old house by the side of the sea, And never a picture poet would paint ; But I hold the woman above the saint. And the light of the hearth is more to me Than shimmer of air-built castle. It fits as it grew to the landscape there — One hardly feels as he stands aloof Where the sandstone ends, and the red slate roof KATRINA ON THE PORCH. 141 Juts over the window, low and square, That looks on the wild sea-water. From the top of the hill so green and high There slopeth a level of golden moss, That bars of scarlet and amber cross, And rolling out to the further sky Is the world of wild sea-water. Some starved grape-vineyards round about — A zigzag road cut deep with ruts — A little cluster of fishers' huts, And the black sand scalloping in and out 'Twixt th' land and th' wild sea-water. Gray fragments of some border towers. Flat, pellmell on a circling mound, With a furrow deeply worn all round By the feet of children through the flowers. And all by the wild sea-water. And there, from the silvery break o' th' day TUl the evening purple drops to the land. She sits with her cheek like a rose in her hand, And her sad and wistful eyes one way — The way of the wUd sea-water. And there, from night till the yellowing morn Falls over the huts and th' scallops of sand — A tangle of curls like a torch in her hand — She sits and maketh her moan so lorn, "With the moan of the wild sea-water. 142 POEMS OF NATURE AND HOME. Only a study for homely eyes, And never a picture poet would paint ; But I hold the woman above the saint, And the light of the humblest hearth I prize O'er the luminous air-built castle. THE WEST COUNTRY. - Have you been in our wild west country ? then You have often had to pass Its cabins lying like birds' nests in The wild green prairie grass. Have you seen the women foi-get their wheels As they sat at the door to spin — Have you seen the darning fall away From their lingers worn and thin. As they asked you news of the villages Where they were used to be, Gay girls at work in the factories With their lovers gone to sea ! Ah, have you thought of the bravery That no loud praise provokes — Of the tragedies acted in the lives Of poor, hard-working folks ! Of the little more, and the little more Of hardship which they press Upon their own tired hands to make The toil for the children less: THE OLD HOMESTEAD. 143 And not in vain ; for many a lad Born to rough work and ways, Strips off his ragged coat, and makes Men clothe him with their praise. THE OLD HOMESTEAD. When skies are growing warm and bright, And in the woodland bowers The Spring-time in her pale, faint robes Is calling up the flowers, When all with naked little feet The children in the morn Go forth, and in the furrows drop The seeds of yellow corn ; What a beautiful embodiment Of ease devoid of pride Is the good old-fashioned homestead, With its doors set open wide ! But when the happiest time is come That to the year belongs. When all the vales are filled with gold, And all the air with songs ; When fields of yet unripened grain, ■ And yet ungarnered stores Remind the thrifty husbandman Of ampler threshing-floors, How pleasant, from the din and dust Of the thoroughfare aloof, Stands the old fashioned homestead. With steep and mossy roof! 144 POEMS OF NATURE AND HOME. When home the woodsman plods with axe Upon his shoulder swung, And in the knotted apple-tree Are scythe and sickle hung ; When low about her clay-built nest The mother swallow trills, And decorously slow, the cows Are wending down the hills ; What a blessed picture of comfort In the evening shadows red, Is the good old fashioned homestead, With its bounteous table spread ! And when the winds moan wildly, When the woods are bare and brown, And when the swallow's clay-built nest From the rafter crumbles down ; When all the untrod garden-paths Are heaped with frozen leaves, And icicles, like silver spikes. Are set along the eaves ; Then when the book from the shelf is brought, And the fire-lights shine and play, In the good old fashioned homestead, Is the farmer's holiday ! But whether the brooks be fringed with -flowers, Or whether the dead leaves fall. And whether the air be full of songs, Or never a song at all. And whether the vines of the strawberries Or frosts through the grasses run. And whether it rain or whether it shine Is all to me as one, CONTRADICTION. 145 For bright as brightest sunshine The light of memory streams Round the old-fashioned homestead, Where I dreamed my dream of dreams ! CONTRADICTION. I J.';VB the deep quiet — all buried in leaves, To sit the day long just as idle as air. Till the spider grows tame at my elbow, and weaves, And toadstools come up in a row round my chair. I love the new furrows — the cones of the pine. The grasshopper's chirp, and the hum of the mote ; And short pasture-grass where the clover-blooms shine Like red buttons set on a holiday coat. Flocks packed in the hollows — the droning of bees, The stubble so brittle — the damp and flat fen ; Old homesteads I love, in their clusters of trees. And children and books, but not women nor men. Yet, strange contradiction ! I live in the sound Of a sea-girdled city — 'tis thus that it fell. And years, oh, how many ! have gone since I bound A sheaf for the harvest, or drank at a well. Apd if, kindly reader, one moment you wait To measure the poor little niche that you flU, I think you will own it is custom or fate That has made you the creature you are, not your will. 10 146 POEMS OF NATURE AND HOME. MY DREAM OF DREAMS. Alone within my house I sit ; The lights are not for me, The music, nor the mirth ; and yet I lack not company. So gayly go the gay to meet, Nor wait my griefs to mend — My entertainment is more sweet Than thine, to-night, my friend. Whilst thou, one blossom in thy hand, BewaU'st my weary hours. Upon my native hills I stand Waist-deep among the flowers. I envy not a joy of thine ; For while I sit apart Soft Summer, oh, fond friend of mine, Is with me in my heart. Aye, aye, I'm young to-night once more ; The years their hold-have loosed, And on the dear old homestead door I'm watching, as I used. The sunset hang its scarlet fringe Along the low white clouds, While, radiant with their tender tinge, My visions come in crowds. MY DREAM OF DREAMS. 147 The doves fly homeward over me, The red rose bravely gleams, And first and last and midst I see The dream of all my dreams. I need not say what dream it was, Nor how in life's lost' hours It made the glory of the grass. The splendor of the flowers. I need not wait to paint its glow "With rainbow light nor sun ; Who ever loved that did not know There is no dream but one ? My frosty locks grow bright and brown ; My step is light once more ; The world now dropping darkly down Comes greenly up before. Comes greenly up before my eyes. With gracious splendor clad, That world which now behind me lies So darkly dim, so sad. Shot over with the purpling morn, I see the long mists roll, And hear beneath the tasseled corn The winds make tender dole. I hear, and all my pulses rouse And give back trembling thrills, The farm-boy calling with his cows The echoes from the hills. 148 POEMS OF NATURE AND HOME. So soft the plashing of the rain Upon the peach-tree leaves, It hardly breaks the silvery skein The dark-browed spider weaves. The grasshopper so faintly cries Beneath the dock's rouad burs That in the shadow where she lies The silence scarcely stirs. Bright tangles of the wingj of birds Along the thickets shine, But oh, hgw poor are common words To teU of bliss divine ! So let thy soft tears cease to fall. My Mend, nor longer wait ; I have my recompense for all Thou pitiest in my fate. The joys thou hold'st within thy glance Thou canst not make to last ; Mine are uplifted to romance — Immortal, changeless, fast. "When pleasures fly too far aloof, Or pain too sorely crowds, I go and sit beneath my roof Of- golden morning clouds. There back to life my dead hope starts, And well her pledge redeems, As dose within my heart of hearts I hug my dream of dreams. POEMS OF LOSS. THE OTHER SIDE. I DREAMED I had a plot of ground. Once on a time, as story saith, AU closed in and closed round With a great wall, as black as death. I saw a hundred mornings break, So far a little dream may reach ; And, like a blush on. some fair oheek, The spring-time mantling over each. Sweet yines o'erhimg, like vernal floods. The wall, I thought, and though I spied The glorious promise of the buds. They only bloomed the other side. Tears, torments, darkened all my ground. Yet Heaven, by starts, above me gleamed ; I saw, with senses strangely bound. And in my dreaming knew I dreamed. Saying to my heart, these things are signs Sent to instruct us that 'tis ours Duly to dress and keep our vines. Waiting in patience for the flowers. 150 POEMS OF LOSS. But when the angel, feared by all, Across my hearth his shadow spread. The rose that climbed my garden waU Had bloomed, the other side, I said. A WINTKY WASTE. The boughs they blow across the pane. And my heart is stirred with sudden joy, For I think 'tis the shadow of my boy. My long lost boy, come home again To love, and to live with me ; And I put the work from off my knee, And open the door with eager haste — There lieth the cold, wild winter waste. And that is all I see ! The boughs they drag against the eaves, I hear them early, I hear them late. And I think 'tis the latch of the door-yard gate, Or a step on the frozen leaves. • And I say to my heart, he is slow, he is slow, And I call him loud and I call him low. And listen, and listen, again and again. And I see the wild shadows go over the pane. And the dead leaves, as they faO, I hear, and that is all. But fancy only half deceives ; — My joys are counterfeits of joy. For I know he never will come, my boy ; And I see through my make-believes, THE SHADOW. 151 Only the wintry waste of snow, Where he lieth so cold, and lieth so low. And so far from the light and me : And boughs go over tlie window-pane, And drag on the lonely eaves, in vain, — That waste is all I see. THE SHADOW. In vain the morning trims her brows, A shadow all the sunshine shrouds ; The moon at evening vainly ploughs Her golden furrows in the clouds. In vain the morn her splendor hath ; The stars, in vain, their gracious cheer There moVes a phantom on my path, A shapeless phantom that I fear. The summer wears a weary smile, A weary hum the woodland fills ; The dusty road looks tired the while It climbs along the sleepy hills. StUl do I strive to build my song A.gainst this grim aggressive gloom ; Oh hope, I say, be strong, be strong ! Some special, saving grace must come. I sit and talk of sunnier skies. Of flowers with healing in their gleams, But still the shapeless shadow flies Before me to the land of dreams. 152 POEMS OF LOSS. O friends of mine, who sit dismayed And watch, I cry, with bated breath ; Yet from their answering shrink afraid, Lest that they name the name of Death. HOW PEACE CAME. As the still hours .towards midnight wore, She called to me — her voice was low And soft as snow that falls in snow — She called my name, and nothing more. Sleeping, I felt the life-blood stir With piercing anguish all my heart — I felt my dreams like curtains part, And straightway passed through them to her. Yet, 'twixt my answer and her call. My thought^ had time enough to run Through everything that I had done From my youth upward. One and all. The harmful words which I had said — The sinful thoughts, the looks untrue. Straight into fearful phantoms grew, And ranged themselves about her bed. Weeping, I called her names most sweet, But still the phantoms, evil-eyed. Between us stood, and though I died, I could not even touch her feet. BE STILL. 153 My soul witHn me seemed to groan — My cheek was burning up with shame — I called each dark deed by its name, And humbly owned it for my own. My tongue was loosed — my heart was free — I took the little shining head Betwixt my palms — the phantoms fled. And Heaven was moved, and came to me. BE STILL. Come, bring me wild pinks from the valleys, Ablaze with the fire o' the sun — No poor little pitiful lilies That speak of a life that is done ! And open the windows. to lighten The wearisome chamber of 'pain — The eyes of my darling will brighten To see the green hill-tops again. Choose tunes with a lullaby flowing. And sing through the watches you keep ; Be soft with your coming and going — Be soft ! she is falling asleep. Ah, what would my life be without her ! Pray God that I never may know ! Dear friends, as you gather about her, Be low with your weeping — be low. 1.54 POEMS OF LOSS. Be low, oh, be low with your weeping ! Your sobs would be sorrow to her ; I tremble lest while she is sleeping A rose on her piUow should stir. Sing slower, sing softer and slower ! Her sweet cheek is losiug its red — Sing low, aye, sing lower and lower — Be stUl, oh, be stUl ! She is dead. VANISHED. Out of the wild and weary night I see the morning softly rise. But oh, my lovely, lovely eyes ! The world is dim without your light. I see the young buds break and start To fresher life when frosts are o'er. But oh, my rose-red mouth ! no more Win kiss of yours delight my heart. The worm that knows nor hope nor trust Comes forth with glorious wings dispread, But oh, my little golden head ! I see you only in the dust. I hear the calling of the lark, Despite the cloud, despite the rain ; But oh, my snow-white hands ! in vain I search to find you through the dark. SAFE. 155 When the strong whirlwind's rage is o'er, A whisper bids the land rejoice ; But oh, my gentle, gentle voice Your music gladdens me no more But though no earthly joy dispel This gloom that fills my life with woe, My sweetest, and my best ! I know That you are still alive and well. Alive and well : oh, blissM thought ! In some sweet clime, I know not where ; I only know that you are there. And sickness, pain, and death are not. SAFE. Ah, she was not an angel to adore. She was not perfect — she was only this : A woman to be prattled to, to kiss, To praise with all sweet praises, and before AVTiose face you never were ashamed to lay The affections of your pride away. I have kept Fancy travelling to and fro FuU many an hour, to find what name were best, If there were any sweeter than, the rest, That I might always call my darling so ; And this of woman seems to me the sweetest. The finest, the most gracious, the completest. 156 POEMS OF LOSS. The dust she wore about her I agree Was poor and sickly, even to make you sad, But this rough world we live in never had An ornament more excellent than she ; The earthly dress was all so frail that you Could see the beauteous spirit shining through. Not what she was, but what she was to me Is what I fain would tell — from her was drawn The softness of the eve, the light of dawn ; With her and for her I could only see What things were sweet and sensible and pure ; Now all is dull, slow guessing, nothing sure. My sorrow with this comfort yet is stilled — I do not dread to hear the Winter stir His wild winds up — I have no fear for her : And aU my love could never hope to build A place so sweet beneath heaven's arch of blue, As she by death has been elected to. WAITING. Ah yes, I see the sunshine play, I hear the robin's cheerM call, But I am thinking of the day My darlmg left me — that is all. I do not grieve for her — ah no ! To her the way is clear, I trust ; But for myself I grieve, so low. So weak, so in, and of the dust. IN TIM A TIONS. 1 57 And for my sadness I am sad — I wovdd be gay if so I might, But she wa3_ all the joy I had — My life, my love, my heart's delight. We came together to the door Of our sweet home that is to be, And knowing, she went in before. To put on marriage robes for me. 'Tis weary work to wait so long. But true love knows not how to doubt ; God's wisdom fashions seeming wrong, That we may find right meanings out. INTIMATIONS.- There is hovering about me A power so sweet, so sweet. That I know, despite my sorrow, We assuredly shall meet. I know, and thus the darkness In between us, is defied. That death is but a shadow With the sunshine either side. The world is very weary. But I never cease to know That stUl there is a border-land, Where spirits come and go ; For you send me intimations In the morning's gentle beams, 168 POEMS OF LOSS. And at night you come and meet me In the golden gate of dreams. I am desolate and dreary, But mortal paiu and doubt Are blessings, and our part it is To find their meanings out : To find their blessed meanings. And to wait in hope and trust, Till our gracious Lord and Master Shall redeem us from the dust. LAST POEMS OF PH(EBE GARY. BALLADS. DOVECOTE MILL. THE HOMESTEAD. Fkom the old Squire's dwelling, gloomy and grand, Stretching away on either hand, Lie fields of broad and fertile land. Acres on acres everywhere The look of smiling plenty wear, That tells of the master's thoughtfiil care. Here blossoms the clover, white and red. Here the heavy oats in a tangle spread ; And the mUlet lifts her golden head. And, ripening, closely neighbored by Fields of barley and pale white rye, The yellow wheat grows strong and high And near, untried through the summer days, Lifting their spears in the sun's fierce blaze. Stand the bearded ranks of the maize. Straying over the side of the hill. Here the sheep run to and fro at will. Nibbling of short green grass their fill. 11 162 BALLADS. Sleek cows down the pasture take their ways, Or lie in the shade through the sultry days, Idle, and too full-fed to graze. Ah, you might wander far and wide. Nor find a spot in the country side, So fair to see as our valley's pride ! How, just beyond, if it will not tire Your feet to climb this green knoll higher. We can see the pretty vUlage spire ; And, mystic haunt of the whippoorwills, The wood, that all the background fills. Crowning the tops to the mill-creek hills. There, mUes away, like a faint blue line, Whenever the day is clear and fine You can see the track of a river shine. Near it a city hides unseen. Shut close the verdant hOls between. As an acorn set in its cup of green. And right beneath, at th^foot of the hill. The little creek flows swift and still, That turns the wheel of Dovecote Mill. Nearer the grand old house one sees Fair rows of thrifty apple-trees. And tall straight pears, o'ertopping these DOVECOTE MILL. 168 And down at the foot of the garden, low, On a rustic bench, a pretty show, White bee-hives, standing in a row. Here trimmed in sprigs with blossoms, each Of the little bees in easy reach, Hang the boughs of the plum and peach. At the garden's head are poplars, tall. And peacocks, making their harsh loud call, Sun themselves aU day on the wall. And here you will find on every hand Walks, and fountains, and statues grand, And trees from many a foreign land. And flowers, that only the learned can name, Here glow and burn Uke a gorgeous flame, Putting the poor man's blooms to shame. Far away from their native air The Norway pines their green dress wear ; And larches swing their long loose hair. Near the porch grows the broad' catalpa tree And o'er it the grand wistaria. Bom to the purple of royalty. There looking the same for a weary while, — 'Twas built in this heavy, gloomy style, — Stands the mansion, a grand old pile. 164 BALLADS. Always closed, as it is to-day, And the proud Squire, so the neighbors say, Frowns each unwelcome guest away. Though some who knew him long ago, If you ask, will shake their heads of snow. And tell you he was not always so. Though grave and quiet at any time, — But that now, his head in manhood's prime, Is growing white as the Winter's rime. THE GARDENER'S HOME. "Well, you have seen it — a tempting spot ! Now come with me through the orchard plot And down the lane to the gardener's cot. Look where it hides almost unseen. And peeps the sheltering vines between, Like a white flower out of a bush of green. Cosy as nest of a bird inside Here is no room for show or pride And the open door swings free and wide. Across the well-worn stepping stone, With sweet ground-ivy half o'ergrown, Tou may pass, as if the house were your own. DOVECOTE MILL. 165 You are welcome here to come or stay, For to all the "host has enough to say ; And the good-wife smiles in a pleasant way. 'Tis a pretty place to see in the time, When the vines in bloom o'er the rude walls climb, And Nature laughs in her joyful prime. Bordered by roses, early and late, A narrow graveled walk leads straight Up to the door from the rustic gate. Here the lUac flings her perfume wide And the sweet-brier, up to the lattice tied, Seems trying to push herself inside. A little off to the right, one sees Some black and sturdy walnut trees. And locusts, whose white flowers scent the breeze. And the Dovecote Mill stands just beyond, With its dull red walls, and the droning sound Of the slow wheel, turning round and round. Here the full creek rushes noisily. Though oft in Summer it runs half dry. And its song is only a lullaby. But the prettiest sight when all is done, That the eye or mind can rest upon. Or in the house or out in the sun ; — 166 BALLADS. And whatever beside you may have met, The picture you will not soon forget, — Is little Bethy, the gardener's pet. Ever his honest laughing eyes Beam with a new and glad surprise. At the wit of her childish, quaint replies. WhUe the mother seems with a love more deep To guard her always, awake or asleep, As one with a sacred trust to keep. Here in the square room, parlor and hall, Stand the stiff-backed chairs against the wall. And the clock in the corner, straight and tall. Ranged on the cupboard shelf in sight, Glistens the china, snowy white. And the spoons and platters, burnished bright. Oft will a bird, or a butterfly dare To venture in through the window, bare. And opened wide for the summer air. And sitting near it you may feel Faint scent of herbs from the garden steal, And catch the sound of the miller's wheel. With wife and child, and his plot to till. Here the gardener lives contented stUl, Let the world outside go on as it will. DOVECOTE MILL. 167 THE MILL. With cobwebs and dust on the windows spread, On the walls and the rafters overhead, Rises the old mill, rusty red. Grim as the man who calls it his own Outside, from the gray foundation stone, To the roof with spongy moss o'ergrown. Through a loophole made in the gable high, In and out like arrows fly The slender swallows, swift and shy. And with bosoms purple, brown, and white, Along the eves, in the shimmering light, Sits a row of doves from morn till night. Less quiet far is the place within, Where the falling meal o'erruns the bin, And you hear the busy stir and din. Grave is the miller's mein and pace. But his boy, with ruddy, laughing face. Is good to see in this sombre place. And little Bethy will say to you, That he is good and brave and true, And the wisest boy you ever knew I 168 BALLADS. " Why Robert," she says, " was never heard To speak a cross or a wicked word, And he wouldn't injure even a bird ! " And he, with boyish love and pride, Ever since she could walk by his side, Has been her playmate and her guide. For he lived in the world three years before Bethy her baby beauty wore ; And is taller than she by a head or more. Up the plank and over the siU, In and out at their childish will, They played about the old red mill. They watched the mice through the corn-sacks steal, The steady shower of the snowy meal, And the water falling over the wheel. They loved to stray in the garden walks, Bordered by stately hollyhocks And pinks and odorous marigold stalks. Where lilies and tulips stood in line By the candytuft and the columbine, And, lady-grass, like a ribbon fine. Where the daffodU wore her golden lace. And the prince's-feather blushed in the face. And the cockscomb looked as vain as his race. DOVECOTE MILL. 169 And here, as gay as tlie birds in the bowers, Our children lived through their life's first hours, And grew till their heads o'ertopped the flowers. SUGAR-MAKING. Swiftly onward the seasons flew. And enough to see and enough to do Our children found the long year through. - They played in the hay when the fields were mowed, With the sun-burnt harvesters they rode Home to the barn a-top of the load. When her fragrant fruit the orchard shed, They helped to gather the apples spread On the soft grass — yellow, russet, and red. Down hill in winter they used to slide, And over the frozen miU-creek glide. Or play by the great bright fire inside The house ; or sit in the chimney nook. Pleased for the hundredth time to look Over the self-same picture book. Castles, and men of snow they made. And fed with crumbs the robins, that stayed Near the house — half tame, and half afraid. 170 BALLADS. So ever the winter-time flew fast, And after the cold short months were past Came the sugar-making on at last. 'Twas just ere the old folks used to say, " Now the oaks are turning gray, 'Tis time for the farmer to plant away ! " Before the early bluebird was there ; Or down by the brook the willow fair Loosed to the winds her yellow hair. Ah ! then there was life and fun enough, In making the " spile " and setting the trough, And all, till the time of the " stirring off." They followed the sturdy hired man. With his brawny arms and face of tan, Who gathered the sap each day as it ran, And they thought it a very funny sight, The yoke that he wore, like " Buck and Bright," Across his shoulders, broad, upright. They watched the fires, with awe profound, Go lapping the great black kettles round. And out the chimney, with rushing sound. They loved the noise of the brook, that slid Swift under its icy, broken lid, And they knew where that delicate flower was hid, DOVECOTE MILL. 171 That first in March her head upheaves ; And they found the tender " adam-and-eves " Beneath their bower of glossy leaves. They gathered spice-wood and ginseng roots, And the boy could fashion whistles and flutes Out of the paw-pan and walnut shoots. So every season its pleasure found ; • Though the children never strayed beyond The dear old hills that hemmed them round. THE FLATMATES. Behind the cottage the miU-creek flowed, And before it, white andwinding, showed The narrow track of the winter road. The creek, when low, showed a sandy floor. And many a green old sycamore Threw its shade in summer from shore to shore. And just a quiet country lane. Fringed close by fields of grass and grain, "Was the crooked road that crossed the plain. Out of the fragrant fennel's bed On its bank, the purple iron-weed spread Her broad top over the mullein's head. 172 BALLADS. OfF through the straggling town it wound, Then led you down to beech-wood pond, And up to the school-house, just beyond. Not far away was a wood's deep shade "WTiere, larger grown, the boy and maid, Searching for flowers and berries, strayed, And oft they went the field-paths through Where all the things she liked he knew, And the very places where they grew. The hidden nook where Nature set The wind-flower and the violet, And the mountain-fringe in hollows wet. The solomon's-seal, of gold so fine, And the king-cup, holding its dewy wine Up to the crowned dandelion. He gathered the ripe nuts in the fall, And berries, that grew by fence and wall So high, she could not reach them at all. The fruit of the hawthorn, black and red, "Wild grapes, and the hip that came instead. Of the sweet wild roses, faded and dead. Then the curious ways of birds he knew, And where they lived the season through, And how they built, and sang, and flew. DOVECOTE MILL. 173 Sometimes the boughs he bended down, And Bethy counted with eyes that shone, Eggs, white and speckled, blue and brown. And oft they watched with wondering eye The swallows, up on the Tafters high Teaching their tinoid young to fly. For many a dull and rainy day They wUed the hours tUl night away Up in the mow on the scented hay. And many a dress was soiled and torn In climbing about the dusty barn And up to the lofts of wheat and corn. For they loved to hear on the roof, the rain, And to count the bins, again and again. Heaped with their treasures of golden grain. They played with the maize's sword-like leaves And tossed the rye and the oaten sheaves, In Autumn pUed to the very eaves. They peeped in the stalls where the cattle fed, They fixed their swing to the beam o'erhead, — Turned the wind-mUl, huge, and round, and red. And the treasure of treasures, the pet and toy, The source alike of his care and joy. Was the timid girl to the brave bright boy. 174 BALLADS. When they, went to school, her hand he took, Led her, and helped her over stile and brook, And carried her basket, slate, and book. And he was a scholar, if Bethy said true. The hardest book he could read right through. And there wasn't a " sum " that he couldn't " do ! ' Oh, youth, whatever we lose or secure, One good we can all keep safe and sure. Who remember a childhood, happy and pure ! And hard indeed must a man be made. By the toil and traffic of gain and trade, Who loves not the spot where a boy he played. And I pity that woman, or grave or gay. Who keeps not fresh in her heart alway The tender dreams of her life's young day ! THE SCHOOL. Swiftly the seasons sped away. And soon to our children came the day When their life had work as well as play. When they trudged each morn to the school-house set Where the winter road and the highway met — Ah ! how plainly I see it yet ! DOVECOTE MILL. 176 With its noisy play-ground trampled so By the quick feet, running to and fro, That not a blade of grass could grow. And the maple-grove' across the road. The hollow where the cool spring flowed, And greenly the mint and calamus showed. And the house — unpainted, dingy, low, Shielded a little from sun and snow, By its three stiff locusts, in a row. I can see the floor, all dusty and bare, The benches hacked, the drawings rare On the walls, and the master's desk and chair : And himself,'not withered, cross, and grim. But a youth, well-favored, shy, and slim ; More awed by the girls than they by him. With a poet's eye and a lover's voice. Unused to the ways of rustic boys And shrinking from all rude speech and noise. Where is he ? Where should we find again The children who played together there ? If alive, sad women and thoughtful men : Where now is Eleanor proud and fine ? And where is dark-eyed Angivine, Eebecca, Annie, and Caroline ? i76 BALLADS. And timid Lucy with pale gold hair, And soft brown eyes that unaware Drew your heart to her, and held it there ? There was blushing Bose, the beauty and pride Of her home, and all the country side ; She was the first we loved who died. And the joy and pride of our life's young years, The one we loved without doubts or fears, Alas ! to-day he is named with tears. And Alice, with quiet, thoughtful way Yet joining always in fun and play, Grod knows she is changed enough to-day 1 I think of the boy no father claimed, Of him, a fall from the swing had lamed, And the girl whose hand in the mill was maimed. And the lad too sick and sad to play. Who ceased to come to school one day. And on the next he had passed away. , And I know the look the master wore When he told us our mate of the day before Would never be with us any more ! . And how on a grassy slope he was laid — We could see the place from where we played — A sight to make young hearts afraid. DOVECOTE MILL. 177 Sometimes we went by two and three, And read on his tombstone thoughtfully, " As I am now so you must be." Brothers with brothers fighting, slain, From out those school-boys some have lain Their bones to bleach on the battle-plain. Some have wandered o'er lands and seas, Some haply sit in families, With children's children on their knees. Some may have gone in sin astray. Many asleep by their kindred lay, Dust to dust, till the judgment day ! YOUTH AND MAIDEN. A half score years have sped away Since Robert and Bethy used to play About the yard and the mill, all day. For time must go, whatever we do ; And the boy as it went, to manhood grew^ Steady and honest, good and true. Going on with the mill, when his father died ; He lived untempted there, untried. Knowing little of life beside. 12 178 BALLADS. Striving not to be rich or great, Never questioning fortune or fate, Contented slowly to earn, and wait. Doing the work that was near his hand, Still of Bethy he thought and planned, To him the flower of all the land. And tall shy Bethy more quiet seems, "With a tenderer light her soft eye beams, And her thoughts are vague as the dream of dreams. Oft she sings in an undertone Of fears and sorrows not her own, — The pains that love-lorn maids have known. Does she think as she breathes the tender sigh, Of the lover that's coming, by and by ? If she wUl not teU you, how should I ? And when she walks in the evenings bland Over the rich squire's pleasant land, Does she long to be a lady, grand. And to have her fingers, soft and white. Lie in her lap, with jewels bright, And with never a task from morn tUl night ? Often, walking about the place, . With bended head and thoughtful face, She meets the owner face to face. DOVECOTE MILL. 179 Sometimes he eyes her wistfiJly, As blushing with rustic modesty, She drops him a pretty courtesy, And looks as if inclined to say Some friendly word to bid her stay, Then, silent, turns abrupt away. And though to speak she never dares. She is sad to think that no one cares For the lonely man, with thin gray hairs. The good-wife, just as the girl was grown, Went from the places she had known. And the gardener and Bethy live alone. THE COUNTRY GRAVE- YARD. So she goes sometimes past Dovecote Mill, To the place of humble graves on the hill, Where the mother rests in the shadows still. Here, sleeping well as the sons of fame, Lie youth and maiden, sire and dame, With never a record but their name. And some, their very names forgot, Not even a stone to mark the spot. Yet sleep in peace ; so it matters not ! 180 BALLADS. Here lieth one, who shouldered his gunj When the news was brought from Lexington ; And laid it down, when peace was won. Still he wore his coat of " army blue," Silver buckles on knee and shoe, And sometimes even his good sword, too. For however the world might change or gaze. He kept his ancient dress and ways. Nor learned the fashion of modern days. But here he had laid aside his staff, And you read half- worn, and guessed it half His quaLat and self-made epitaph, — " Stoop down, my friends, and view his dust Who turned out one among the first To secure the rights you hold in trust. " Support the Constitution, plain ! By being united we form the chain That binds the tyrant o'er the main ! " Here from the good dead shut away By a dismal paling, broken and gray, Down in the lonesomest corner lay, A baby, dead in its life's first spring. And its hapless mother, a fair sad thing. Who never wore a wedding ring ! DOVECOTE MILL. 181 Often the maiden's steps are led Away to a lonely, grassy bed, With a marble headstone, at its head : And carved there for memorial, Half hid by the willow branches' fall, The one word, " Mercy," that is all. Whether her life had praise or blame, All that was told was just the same, She was a woman, this her name. What beside there was naught to show, Though always Bethy longed to know The story of her who slept below. What had she been ere she joined the dead ; — • Was she bowed with years, or young instead ; Was she a maiden, or was she wed ? Never another footstep here But the maiden's seemed to come a-near. Yet flowers were blooming from year to year. Something, whether of good or harm, Down to the dead one, like a charm Drew the living heart, fresh and warm ; Yet haunts more cheerful our Bethy had, For youth loves not the thitigs that are sad, But turns to the hopefiil-and the glad. 182 BAJ.LADS. Though somehow she has grown more shy, More silent than in days gone by, Whenever the tall young miller is nigh. As they walk together, grave and slow, No longer hand in hand they go : Who can tell what has changed them so ? TiU the sea shall cease to kiss the shore. Till men and maidens shall be no more, 'Tis the same old story, o'er and o'er. Secret hoping, and secret fears, Blushing and sighing, smiles and tears. The charm and the glory of life's young years ! WOOING. Now in the waning autumn days The dull red sun, with lurid blaze. Shines through the soft and smoky haze. Fallen across the garden bed. Many a ilower that reared its head Proudly in Summer, lies stiff and dead. The pinks and roses have ceased to blow. The foxgloves stand in a long black row. And the daffodils perished long ago. DOVECOTE MILL. 183 Now the poplar rears his yellow spire, ' The maple lights his fuaeral pyre, And the dog-wood burns like a bush of fire. The harvest fields are bare again, The barns are fiMed to the full with grain And the orchard trees of their load complain. Huge sacks of corn o'er the floor are strewn. And Dovecote Mill grinds on and on, And the miller's work seems never done. But now 'tis the Sabbath eve, and still For a little while is the noisy mill And Robert is free to go where he will. But think or do whatever he may, The face of Bethy he sees alway Just as she looked in the choir to-day. And as his thoughts the picture paint, The hope within his heart grows faint. As it might before a passionless saint. Looking away from the book on her knees, Pretty Bethy at sunset sees. Some one under the sycamore trees, Walking and musing slow, apart ; — But why should the blood with sudden start, Leaj^to her cheek from her foolish lieart ? 184 BALLADS. Oh, if he came now, and if he spake. What answer should she, could she make ? This was the way her thought would take. Now, troubled maid on the cottage siU, Be wise, and keep your pulses still. He has turned, he is coming up the hill ! How he spake, or she made reply, How she came on his breast to lie. She could not tell you, better than I. But when the stars came out in the skies He has told his love, in whispered sighs. And she has answered, with downcast eyes. For somehow, since the world went round. For men who are simple, or men profound. Hath a time and a way to woo been found. And maids, for a thousand, thousand years, With trusting hopes, or trembling fears Have answered blushing through smiles and tears. And why should these two lovers have more Of thoughtless folly or wisdom's lore Than all the world who have lived before ? Nay, she gives her hand to him who won Her heart, and she says, when this is done, There is no other under the sun DOVECOTE MILL. 185 Could be to her what he hath been ; For he to her girlish fancy then Was the only man in the world of men. She is ready to take his hand and name, For better or worse, for honor or blame ; — Grod grant it may always be the same. PLIGHTED. Oh, the tender joy of those autumn hours, When fancy clothed with spring the bowers, And the dead leaves under the feet seemed flowers ! Oh, the blessed, blessed days of youth, When the heart is filled with gentle ruth, And lovers take their dreams for truth. Oh, the hopes they had, and the plans they planned, The man and the maid, as hand in hand, They walked in a fair, enchanted land ! Marred with no jealousy, fear, or doubt, At worst, but a little pet or pout. Just for the " making up," no doubt ! Have I said how looked our wood nymph, wild ? And how in these days she always smiled. Guileless and glad as a little child ? 186 BALLADS. Her voice had a tender pleading tone, She was just a rose-bud, almost grown And before its leaves are fully blown. Graceful and tall as a lily fair, The peach lent the bloom to her blushes rare, And the thrush the brown of her rippling hair Colored with violet, blue were har eyes. Stolen from the breeze her gentle sighs. And her soul was borrowed from the skies. And you, if a man, could hardly faU, If you saw her tripping down the dale. To think her a Princess of fairy tale ; Doomed for a time by charm or spell, Deep in some lonely, haunted dell, With mischief-loving elves to dwell. Or bound for a season, body and soul, Underneath a great green knoll. To live alone with a wicked Troll. You would have feared her form so slight, "Would vanish into the air or light, Or sudden, sink in the earth from sight. And you must have looked, and longed to see The handsome Prince who should set her free Come riding his .good steed gallantly. DOVECOTE MILL. 187 Just as fair as ihe good year's prime, To our lovers was the cold and rime, For their bright lives had no winter-time. The drifts might pUe, and the winds might blow, StUl up from the mill to the cottage, low, There was a straight path cut through the snow. And it only added another charm To the cheerM hearth, secure and warm, To hear on the roof and pane, the storm. Sometimes Bethy would lightly say. Partly in earnest, partly in play, — " I wish it would never again be May ! " And he would answer, half pleased, half tried, As he drew her nearer to his side, Nay, nay, for in Spring I shall have my bride. And she'd cry in a pretty chUdish pet, " Ah ! then you must have whom you can get ; 1 shall not marry for ages yet." Then gravely he'd shake his head at this : But things went never so far amiss They were not righted at last by a kiss. And so the seasons sped merry and fast, And the budding spring-time came, and passed, And the wedding day was set at last. 188 BALLADS. With never a quarrel, scarce a fear, Each to the other growing more dear. They kept their wooing a whole sweet year. WEDDED. In the village church where a chUd she was led, Where a maiden she sang in the choir o'erhead, There were Bethy and Robert wed. Strong, yet tender and good looked he, As he took her almost reverently. And she was a pleasant sight to see. And men and women, far and wide. Came from village and country side To wish them joy and to greet the bride. The friends who knew them since they were born, Each with his best and bravest worn Did honor to them on their marriage morn But one at the church was heard to say ■ " The Squire, whom none has seen to-day. Might have given the bride away, " Yet his is a face 'twere best to miss ; And what could he do at a time like this, But be a cloud on its happiness ? DOVECOTE MILL. 189 " So let him stay with his gloom and pride, For he is not fit to sit beside The wedding guests, or to kiss the bride." But Bethy, her heart was soft you know. To herself, as she heard it, whispered low, " Who knows what sorrow has made him so ? " And looking away towards the gloomy hall, And then at the bridegroom fine and tall. She said, " I wish he had come, for aU ! " Home through the green and shady lane, The way their childish feet had ta'en. They came as man and wife again. Just to the low old cottage here. Among the friends and places dear (For the gardener was not dead a year) And why, as the great do, should they range ? They needs must find enough of change. They are come to a world that is new and strange. Lovingly eventide comes on. The feast is eaten, the friends are gone, And wife and husband are left alone. In kindly parting they have prest The hand of every lingering guest And now they shut us out with the rest. 190 BALLADS. Oh, joy too sacred to look upon, The very angels may leave alone, Two happy souls by love made one But whatever they gain or whatever they miss The poor have no time in a world like this, To waste in sorrow or happiness. For men who have their bread to earn Must plant and gather and grind the corn, And the miller goes to the mill at morn. He blushes a little, it may be As with jokes about his family The rough hands tease him merrily. But lightly, gayly as he repKes, A braver, prouder light in his eyes. Shows that he loves and can guard his prize. And the voice o'er the roar of the mUl-wheel heard, In the house is as soft in every word. As if the wife were some timid bird ; And he strokes her hair as we handle such Dear things, that we love to pet, so much And yet are half afraid to touch. And Bethy, pretty, young, and gay. Trying the strange new matron way, Se§ms to " make believe," like a child at play. DOVECOTE MILL. 191 in and out the whole day long At work in the house, or her flowers among, You scarce can hear the birds for her song. Though many times does she steal, I ween, A glance at the mUl, the blinds between. Blushing, and careful not to be seen, But busy with sewing, broom, or meal, Swiftly away the moments steal. And she hears the last slow turn of the wheel. And the miller glad, but tired and slow, Comes, looking white as the man of snow They made in the- winter, long ago. Oft the cottage door is opened wide. Before his hand the latch has tried. By the eager wife who waits inside. Though sometimes out from a hiding-place, She slyly peeps, when he comes, to trace The puzzled wonder of his face. And she loves to see the glad surprise, That, when from her secret nook she flies. Shines in his happy, laughing eyes. And he, before from his hand she slips. Leaves the mark on her waist of finger tips, And powders her pretty face and lips. 192 BALLADS. THE BABY. O'er the miller's cottage the seasons glide, And at the next year's Christmas-tide We see her a mother, we saw a bride. All in the Spring was the brown flax spun, All in the Summer it bleached in the sun j In the autumn days was the sewing done. Ajid just when the Babe was born of old, Close wrapped in many a dainty fold, She gave the mother her babe to hold. Ah, sweetly the maiden's ditties rung, And sweet was the song the young wife sung But never trembled yet on her tongue, Such tender notes as the lullabies, That now beside the cradle rise Where softly sleeping the baby lies. And the child has made the father grow Prouder, as all who see may know, Than he was of his bride, a year ago. He kinder too has grown to all. And oft as the gloomy shadows fall, He speaks of the Squire in his lonely halL DOVECOTE MILL. 198 And Bethy, even more tender grown, Says, almost with tears in her tone, How he's growing old in his home alone. T^'or now, that her life is so bright and fair, 6he thinks of all men with griefs to bear ; And of sorrowful women everywhere, "Who sit with empty hands to hold. And weep for babies dead and cold, — And of such as never had babes to hold. So the miller and wife live on in their cot Untroubled, content with what they have got ; — Hath the whole wide world a happier lot ? And the neighbors all about declai-e, That never a better, handsomer pair, Are seen at market, church, or fair. So free from envy, pride, or guUe, They keep their rustic simple style, And bask in fortune's kindliest smile. Though time and tide must go as they will, And change must even cross the sill Of the happy Miller of Dovecote Mill. 13 194 BALLADS. THE FATHER. Hushed is the even-song of the bird, Naught but the katydid is heard, And the sound of leaves by the night vfind stirred Swarms of fireflies rise and shine Out of the green grass, short and fine, Where, dotting the meadows, sleep the kine. And the bees, done flying to and fro. In the fields of buckwheat, white as snow, Cling to the hive, in a long black row. Closed are the pink and the poppy red. And the lily near them hangs her head, And the camomile sleeps on the garden bed. The wheel is still that has turned all day. And the mill stream runs unvexed away, Under the thin mist, cool and gray. And the little vine-clad home in the dell With this quiet beauty suiteth well. For it seems a place where peace should dwell And sitting to-night on the cottage sill Is the wife of the Miller of Dovecote MUl, — Quiet Bethy, thoughtful and still. DOVECOTE MILL. 195 As she hears the cricket chu-ping low, And the pendulum swinging to and fro, And the child in the cradle, breathing slow ; Are her thoughts with her baby, fast asleep. Or do they wander away, and keep With him she waits for as night grows deep ? . Or are they back to the days gone by. When free as the birds that swing and fly, She lived with never a care or tie ? Ah ! who of us all has ever known The hidden thought and the undertone Of the bosom nearest to our own ! For the one we deemed devoid of art May have lain and dreamed on our trusting heart The dreams in which we had no part ! And Bethy, the honest miller's wife. Whom he loves as he loves his very life, May be with him and herself at strife. For she was only a child that day. When she gave her hand in the church away, And the friends who loved her used to say, — (For you know she was the country's pride,) If she ever had had a suitor beside She might not be such a willing bride ! 196 BALLADS. Though never one would hint but he Was as true and good and fair as she, They wondered stOl that the match should be, And said, were she like a lady drest, There was not a fairer, east nor west ; — And yet it might be all for the best ! • So who can guess her thoughts as her sight Rests on the road-track, dusty and white. The way the miller must come to-night ! Up in his gloomy house on the hUl, He lies in his chamber, white and still, — The Squire, who owns the Dovecote Mill. What hath the rich man been in his day ? " Hard and cruel and stern, alway ; " — This is the thing his neighbors say, " Silent and grim as a man could be ; " — But the miller's wife, says, tenderly, " He has always a smUe for the babe and me." But whatever he Was, in days gone by, Let us stand in his presence reverently, For to him the great change draweth nigh. There the light is dim, and the June winds blow The heavy curtains, to and fro, And the watchers, near him, whisper low. DOVECOTE MILL. 197 Something the sick man asks from his bed ; Is it the leach or the priest ? they Said. " Nay, bring me Bethy, here," he said. " Have you not heard me ; will you not heed ; Go to the miller's wife with speed, And tell her the dying of her hath need." Slowly the watchers shook the head. They knew that his poor wits wandered ; " Yet, now let him have his way," they said. So when the turn of the night has come. She stands at his bedside, frightened, dumb, Holding his fingers, cold and numb. He has sent the watchers and nurse away, And now he is keeping death at bay. Till he rids his soul of what he would say. " Now, hear me, Bethy, I am not wild, As I hope to God to be reconciled, I am thy father — thou my child ! " I loved a maiden, the noblest one That ever the good sun shone upon : I had wealth and honors, she had none. " And when I wooed her, she answered me, — ' Nay, I am too humble to wed with thee, Let me rather thine handmaid be ! ' 198 BALLADS. " From home with me, for love, she fled The niglit that in secret we were wed ; And she kept the secret, living and dead. " Serving for wages duly paid. In my home she lived, as an humble maid. Till under the grass of the churchyard laid. " Twenty years has remorse been fed, Twenty years has she Iain there dead, With her sweet name, Mercy, at her head. " How you came to the world was known But to the gardener's wife alone. Who took, and reared you up as her own. " Though conscience whispered, early and late, Your child is worthy a higher fate. Still shame and pride said, always, wait. " But alas ! a debt unpaid grows vast. And whether it come, or slow or fast. The day of reckoning comes at last. " So, all there was left to do, I have done. And the gold and the acres I have won Shall come to you with the morning's sun. " And may this atone ; oh would that it might, And lessen the guilt of my soul to-night. For the one great wrong that I cannot right." DOVECOTE MILL. 199 Scarcely the daughter breathed or stirred, As she listened close for another word ; But " Mercy ! " was all that she ever heard She clung to his breast, she -bade him stay, But ere the words to her lips found way, She knew the thing that she held was clay. All that she had was a father's gold, Never his kind warm hand to hold. Never a Hss till his lips were cold ! THE WIFE. Brightly the morning sunshine glowed. As slowly, thoughtfully, Bethy trode. Towards the mUl by the winter road. Now she sees the mansion proud and gray, And its goodly acres stretching away. And she knows that these are hers to-day. Glad visions surely before her rise, For bright in her cheek the color lies, And a strange new light in her tender eyes. Now she is rich, and a lady born, Does she think of her last year's wedding morn, And the house where she came a bride, with scorn 'i 200 BALLAVS. And to him, unfit for a lady, grand, To whom she gave her willing hand. Though he brought her neither house nor land ? How will she meet him ? what is his fate. Who eager leans o'er the rustic gate To watch her coming ? Hush and wait ! No word she says as over the sill. And into the cottage low and still, She walks by the Miller of Dovecote Mill. Why does she tremble, the goodman's dame. And turn away as she speaks his name ? Is it for love, or alas ! for shame ? " Last night," she says, " as I watched for thee, Came those from the great house hurriedly. Who said that the master sent for me : " That his life was burned to a feeble flame. But sleeping or waking all the same. And day and night he called my name. " So I followed wondering, where they led, And half bewildered, half in dread, 1 stood at midnight by his bed. " What matter, to tell what he said again ; The dreams perchance of a wandering brain ! Only one thing is sure and plain. DOVECOTE MILL. 201 " Of his gold and land and houses fine, All that he had, to-day is thine, Since in dying he made them mine. " I would that the gift were in thy name, Yet mine or thine it is aU the same ; And we must not speak of the dead with blame. " And who but thee should be his heir ? Thou hast served him ever with faithful care. And he had no son his name to bear ! " Slowly, as one who marveled still. Answered the Miller of Dovecote Mill, " 'Tis a puzzle, tell it how you wUl, " Why his child could never better fare Than thou, with wealth enough and to spares ■ For it is not I but thou who art heir. " 'Tis not so strange it should come to thee, Thou wert fit for a lady, as all could see. And rich or poor, too good for me." Meek before him she bowed her head ; " I want nor honor nor gold," she said, " I take my lot as it is instead. " Keep gold and lands and houses fine. But give me thy love, as I give thee mine. And my wealth shall still be more than thine ! 202 BALLADS. " And if I had been in a mansion bred, And not in a humble cot," she said, " I think we two should still have wed. " For if I had owned the acres grand, Instead of the gardener's scanty land, I had given them all for thy heart and hand. " So, heiress or lady, what you will. This only title I covet still, Wife of the Miller of Dovecote Mill ! " A BALLAD OF LAUDERDALE. A shepherd's child young Barbara grew, A wild flower of the vale ; "While gallant Duncan was the heir Of the Laird of Lauderdale. He sat at ease in bower and hall With ladies gay and fine ; She led her father's sheep at morn, At eve she milked the kine. O'er field and fell his steed he rode, The foremost in the race ; She bounded graceful as the deer He followed in the chase. A BALLAD OF LAUDERDALE. 203 Tet oft he left his pleasant friends, And, musing, walked apart ; ' For vague unrest and soft desire Were stirring in his heart. One morn, when others merrily Wound horn within the wood. He on the hillside strayed alone, In tender, thoughtful mood. And there, with yellow snooded hair. And plaid about her flung, Tending her pretty flock of sheep. Fair Barbara sat and sung. The very heath-flower bent to hear, The echoes seemed to pause, As sweet and clear the maiden sang The song of " Leader Haughs." And, while young Duncan, gazing, stood Enchanted by the sound, He fi'om the arrows of her eyes Received a mortal wound ! " Sweet maid," he cried, " the first whose power Hath ever held me fast ; Now take my love, or scorn my love. You stiU shall be the last ! " She felt her heart with pity move. Yet hope within her died ; She knew her friendless poverty, She knew his wealth and pride. 204 BALLADS. " Alas ! your father's scorn," she said, " Alas ! my humble state." " 'Twere pity," Duncan gayly cried, But love were strong as hate ! " He took her little trembling hand, He kissed her fears away ; " Whate'er the morrow brings," he said, " We'll live and love to-day ! " So all the Summer through they met. Nor thought what might be,tide. Till the purple heather all about The hills grew brown and died. One eve they, parting, lingered long Together in the dell. When suddenly a shadow black As fate between them fell. The hot blood rushed to Duncan's brow, The maiden's cheek grew pale. For right across their pathway frowned The Laird of Lauderdale. Ah ! cruel was the word he spake, And cruel was his deed ; He would not see the maiden's face, Nor hear the lover plead. He called his followers, in wrath. They came in haste and fright ; They tore the youth frem out her arms, • They bore him from her sight. A BALLAD OF LAUDERDALE. 205 And he at eve may come no more ; Her Bong no more she trills ; Her cheek is whiter than the lambs She leads along the hills. For Barbara now is left alone Through all the weary hours, WhUe Duncan pines a prisoner, fast Within his father's towers. And Autumn goes, and Spring-time comes, And Duncan, true and bold. Has scorned alike his father's threats' And bribes of land and gold. And Autumn goes, and Spring-time comes, And Barbara sings and smiles : " 'Tis fair for love," she softly says, " To use love's arts and wiles." No other counselor hath she But her own sweet constancy ; Yet hath her wit devised a way To set her true love free. One night, when slumber brooded deep O'er all the peaceful glen, She baked a cake, the like of which Was never baked till then. For first she took a slender cord, And wound it close and small ; Then in the barley bannock safe She hid the mystic ball. 206 JALLADS. Next morn her father missed his child, He searched the valley round ; But not a maid like her within Twice twenty miles was found. For she hath ta'en the maiden snood And the bright curls from her head, And now she wears the bonngt blue Of a shepherd lad instead. And she hath crossed the silent hills, And crossed the lonely vale ; And safe at morn she stands before The towers of Lauderdale. And not a hand is raised to harm The pretty youth and tall. With just a bannock in his scrip, Who stands without the wall. Careless awhile he wanders round, But when the daylight dies He comes and stands beneath the tower Where faithful Duncan lies. Fond man ! nor sunset dyes he sees, Nor stars come out above ; His thoughts are all upon the hills, Where first he learned to love ; When suddenly he hears a voice, That makes his pulses start — A sweet voice singing " Leader Haugbs,' The song that won his heart. A BALLAD OF LAUDERDALE. 207 He leans across the casement high ; A minstrel boy he spies ; He knows the maiden of his love Through all her strange disguise !. She made a sign, she spake no word, And never a word spake he ; She took the bannock from her scrip And brake it on her knee ; She threw the slender cord aloft, He caught and made it fast ; One moment more and he is safe. Free as the winds at last ! No time is this for speech or kiss, No time for aught but flight ; His good steed standing in the stall Must bear them far to-night. So swiftly Duncan brought him forth, He mounted" hastily ; " Now, set your foot on mine," he said, " And give your hand to me ! " He lifts her up ; they sweep the hills, They ford the foaming beck ; He kisses soft the loving hands That cling about his neck. In vain at morn the Laird, in wrath, . Would follow where they fled ; They're o'er the Border, far away. Before the east is red. 208 BALLADS. And when the third day's sun at eve Puts on his purple state Brave Duncan checks his foaming steed Before Lis father's gate. Out came the Laird, with cruel look, With quick and angry stride ; When at his feet down knelt his son, With Barbara at his side. " Forgive me, father,'- low he said, No single word she spake ; But the tender face she lifted up Plead for her lover's sake. She raised to him her trembling hands, In her eyes the tears were bright, And any but a heart of stone Had melted at the sight. " Let love," cried Duncan, " bear the blame, Love would not be denied ; Fast were we wedded yestermorn, I bring you here my bride ! " Then the Laird looked down into her eyes, And his tears were near to fall ; . He raised them both from off the ground, He led them toward the Hall. Wondering the mute retainers stood, " Why give you not," he said, " The homage due unto my son. And to her whom he hath wed ? " THE THREE WRENS. 209 Then every knee was lowly bent, And every head was bare ; " Long live," they cried, " his fair young bride. And our master's honored heir ! " Years come and go, and in his stall The good steed idly st5,nds ; The Laird is laid with his line to rest, By his children's loving hands. And now within the- castle proud They lead a happy life ; For he is Laird of Lauderdale, And she his Lady wife. And oft, when hand in hand they sit. And watch the day depart, She sings the song of " Leader Haughs," The song that "won his heart ! THE THREE WRENS. Mr. Wren and his dear began early one year — They were married, of course, on St. Valentine's day,— To build such a nest as was safest and "best. And to get it all finished and ready by May. Their house, snug and fine, they set up in a vine, That sheltered a cottage from sunshine and heat : 14 210 BALLADS. Mrs. Wren said : " I am sure, this is nice and secure ; And besides, I can see in the house, or the street." Mr. Wren, who began, like a wise married man, To check his mate's weak inclination to roam, Shook his little brown head, and reprovingly said : " My dear, you had better be looking at home. " You'll be trying the street pretty soon with your feet, And neglecting your house and my comfort, no doubt. And you'll find a pretext for a call on them next, If you watch to see what other folks are about. " There's your own home to see, and besides there is me, And this visiting neighbors is nonsense and stuff! Tou would like to know why ? well, you'd better not try ; — I don't choose to have you, and that is enough ! " Mrs. Wren did not say she would have her own way, — In fact, she seemed wonderfully meek and serene ; But she thought, I am sure, though she looked so demure, "Well I don't care; I think you're mOst awfully mean ! " Mr. Wren soon flew off, thinking, likely enough, I could manage a dozen such creatures with ease ; She began to reflect, I see what you expect, But if I know myself, I shall look where I please ! THE THREE WRENS. 211 However, at night, when he came from his flight, Both acted as if there was nothing amiss : Put a wing o'er their head, and went chirping to bed. To dream of a summer of sunshine and bliss. I need scarcely remark, they were up with the lark, And by noon they were tired of work without play ; And thought it was best for the preseut to rest. And then finish their task in the cool of the day. So, concealed by the leaves that grew thick to the eaves, He shut himself in, and he shut the world out ; — " Now," said she, " he's asleep, I will just take a peep In the cottage, and see what the folks are about." Then she looked very sly, from her perch safe and high. Through the great open window, left wide for the sun; And she said : " I can't see what the danger can be, I am sure here is nothing to fear or to shun ! " There's an old stupid cat, half asleep on the mat, But I think she's too lazy to stir or to walk ; — Oh, you just want to show your importance, I know. But you can't frighten me, Mr. Wren, with your talk ! " Now to have my own will, I'll step down on that sill; I'm not an inquisitive person — oh, no ; I don't want to see what's improper for me. But I like to find out for myself that it's so." 212 BALLADS. Then this rash little wren hopped on further again, And grown bolder, flew in, and sat perched on a chair ; Saying, " What there is here that is dreadful or queer, I haven't been able to find, I declare. " Well, I wish for your sake, Mr. Wren, you would wake, And see what effect all your warning has had ; Ah ! I'll call up that cat, and we'll have a nice chat, And rouse him with talking — oh, won't he be mad ! " So she cried, loud and clear, " Good-day, Tabby, my dear ! I think neighbors a neighborly feeling should show." " How your friendliness charms," said Puss ; " come to my arms, I have had my eye on you some time, do you know ! " Something like a sharp snap broke that moment his nap. And Mr. Wren said, with a stretch and a wink : " I suppose, dear, your sleep has been tranquil and deep ; I just lost myself for a moment, I think. " Why ! she's gone, I declare ! well, I'd like to know where ? " And his head up and down peering round him he dips ; THE THREE WRENS. 213 All he saw in the gloom of the shadowy room, Was an innocent cat meekly licking her lips ! '"Tis too bad she's away; for, of course, I can't stay," Said the great Mr. Wren, " shut in this little space : We must come and must go, but these females, you know. Never need any changes of work or of place." And then he began, like a badly-used man, To twitter and chirp with an impatient cry ; But soon pausing, sang out, " She's gone off in a pout, But if she prefers being alone, so do I ! " Yet the place is quite still, so I'll whistle until She returns to her home full of shame and remorse ; I'm not lonesome at all, but it's no harm to call ; She'll come back fast enough when she hears me, of course ! " So he started his tune, but broke off very soon, As if he'd been wasting his time, like a dunce ; For he suddenly caught at a very wise thought, And he altered his whole plan of action at once. " Now, that cat," he exclaimed, " may be wrongfully blamed ; And since it's a delicate matter to broach, I don't say of her, that she is not sanspeur, ' But I'm sure in this matter she's not sans reproche 1 " Ah ! I can't love a wren, as I loved her, again. But 111 try to be manly and act as I ought ; 214 BALLADS. And the birds in the trees, like the fish in the seas, May be just as good ones as ever were taught. " And if one in the hand, as all men understand, Is worth two in the bush," Mr. Wren gravely said, " Then it seems to me plain, by that same rule again. That a bird in the bush is worth two that are dead." So he dropped his sad note, and he smoothed down his coat, Till his late-ruffled plumage shone glossy and bright ; And light as a breeze, through the fields and the trees. He floated and carolled till lost to the sight. And in no longer time than it takes for my rhyme, — Now, would you believe it ? and isn't it strange ! — He returned all elate, bringing home a new mate : But birds are but birds, and are given to change. Of course, larger folks are quite crushed by such strokes. And never are guilty of like fickle freaks ; — Ah ! a bird's woe is brief, but our great human grief Will sometimes affect us for days and for weeks ! But this does not belong of good right to my song. For I started to tell about birds and their kind ; So I'll say Mr. Wren, when he married again. Took a wife who had not an inquiring mind. For he said what was true : " Mrs. Wren, numbei two, Tou would not have had such good fortune, my dear. THE THREE WRENS. 215 If the first, who is dead, had believed what I said, And contented herself in her own proper sphere.' Now, to some it might seem like the very extreme Of foUy to ask what you know very well ; But this Mrs. Wren did, and behaved as he bid, Never asking the wherefore, and he didn't tell. Yes, this meek little bird never thought, never stirred. Without craving leave in the properest way : She said, with the rest, " Shall I sit on my nest For three weeks or thirteen ? I'll do just as you say!" Now I think, in the main, it is best to explain The right and the reason. of what we command ; But he wouldn't, not he ; a poor female was she, And he was a male bird as large as your hand ! And one more thing, I find, is borne in on my mind : Mr. Wren may be right, but it seems to me strange, That while both his grief and his love were so brief, He should claim such devotion and trust in ex- change ! And yet I've been told, that with birds young and old. All the males should direct, all the females obey ; Though, to speak for a bird, so at least I have heard, Tou must he one : — as I never was, I can't say ! 216 BALLADS. DOROTHY'S DOWER. IN THREE PARTS. PART I. " Mt sweetest Dorothy," said John, Of course before the wedding. As metaphorically he stood, His gold upon her shedding, " Whatever thing you wish or want Shall be hereafter granted. For all my worldly goods are yours." The fellow was enchanted ! " About that little dower you have. You thought might yet come handy. Throw it away, do what you pleas'e, Spend it on sugar-candy ! I like yom* sweet, dependent ways, I love you when you tease me ; The more you ask, the more you spend, The better you will please me." PART II. " Confound it, Dorothy ! " said John, " I haven't got it by me. You haven't, have you, spent that sum, The dower from Aunt Jemima ? No ; well that's sensible for you ; This fix is most unpleasant i But money's tight, so just take yours And use it for the present. DOROTHY'S DOWER. 'HI Now I must go — to — meet a man ! By George ! I'll have to borrow ! Lend me a twenty — that's all right ! rU pay you back to-morrow." PART III. "Madame," says John to Dorothy, And past her rudely pushes, " You think a man is made of gold, And money grows on bushes ! Tom's shoes / your doctor ! Can't you now Get up some new disaster ? You and your children are enough To break John Jacob Astor. Where's what you had yourself when I Was fool enough to court you ? That little sum, till you got me, 'Twas what had to support you ! " " It's lent and gone, not very far ; Pray don't be apprehensive." " Lent ! I've had use enough for it : My family is expensive. I didn't, as a woman woxild. Spend it on sugar-candy ! " " No, John, I think the most of it Went for cigars and brandy ! " 218 BALLADS. BLACK RANALD. In the time when the little flowers are born, The joyfulest time of the year, Fair Marion from the Hall rode forth To chase the fleet red deer. She moved among her comely maids With such a stately mein That they seemed like humble violets By the side of a lily queen. For she, of beauties fair, was named The fairest in the land ; And lovelorn youths had pined and died For the clasp of her lady hand. But never suitor yet had pressed Her dainty finger-tips ; And never cheek that wore a beard Had touched her maiden lips. She laughed and danced, she laughed and sang ; She bade her lovers wait ; Till the gallant Stuart Grseme, one morn, Checked rein at her father's gate. She blushed and sighed ; she laughed no more ; She sang a low refrain ; And, when the bold young Stuart wooed. He did not woo in vain. BLACK RANALD. 219 And now, as to the chase she rides, Across her father's land, She wears a bright betrothal ring Upon her snowy hand. She loosed the rein, she touched the flank Of her royal, red-roan steed. " Now, who among my friends," she said, " Will vie with me in speed ? " She looked at Greeme before them all. Though her face was rosy red. " He who can catch me as I ride Shall be my squire,'' she said. Away ! they scarce can follow her. Even with their eager eyes ; She clears the stream, she skims the plain Swift as the swallow flies. Alack ! no charger in the train Can match with hers to-day ; The very deer-hounds, left behind. Are yelling in dismay. Far out upon the lonely moor Her speed she checks at last ; One single horseman follows her, "With hoof-strokes gaining fast. She's smiling softly to herself, She's speaking soft and low : " None but the gallant Stuart Greeme Could follow where I go ! " 220 BALLADS. She wheels her horse ; she sees a sight That makes her pulses stand ; Her very cheek, but now so red, Grows whiter than her hand. For, while no friend she sees the way Her frightened eyes look back, Black Ranald, of the Haunted Tower, Is close upon her track ! He's gained her side ; he's seized her rein - The cruelest man m the land ; And he has clasped her virgin waist With his wicked, wicked hand. She feels his breath upon her face. She hears his mocking tone. As he lifts her from her red-roan steed And sets her on his own. " Proud Mistress Marion," he cries, " In spite of all your scorn, Black Ranald is your squire to-day, He'U be your lord at morn ! " She hears no more, she sees no more. For many a weary hour, TUl from her deadly swoon she wakes In Ranald's Haunted Tower. For, in the highest turret there. With never a friend in call, He has tied her hands with a silver chain And bound them to the wall. BLACK RANALD. 221 She.fears no ghosts that haunt the dark, But she fears the coming dawn ; And her heart grows sick when at day she hears The prison-bolts withdrawn. She summons all her strength, as they Who for the headsman wait ; And she prays to every virgin saint To help her in her strait ; For she sees her jailer cross the sill. " Now, if you will wed with me," He said, " henceforth of my house and land You shall queen and ruler be." " Bold Ranald of the Tower," she said, "With heart as black as your name, I will only be the bride of Death Or the bride of Stuart Grgeme. " I wiU make the coldest, darkest bed In the dismal churchyard mine, And lay me down to sleep in it. Or ever I sleep in thine ! " " I shall tame you yet, proud girl," he cried, " For you shall not be free, Nor bread nor wine shall pass your lips Till you vow to wed with me ! " She turned ; she laughed in his very face : " Sir Knave, your threats are vain ; Nor bread nor wine shall pass my lips Till I am free again ! " 222 BALLADS. He echoed back her mocMng laugh, He turned him on his heel ; When something smote upon his ear Like the ringing clang of steel. The bolts are snapped ; the strong door falls ; The Grseme is standing there ; And a hundred armed men at his back Are swarming up the stair ! Black Ranald put his horn to his lips And blew a warning note. " Your followers lie," brave Stuart said, " Six deep within the moat ! " Alone, a prisoner in your tower. Now yield, or you are dead ! " Black Eanald gnashed his teeth in rage. " I yield to none," he said. They drew their swords. " Now die the death," Said Graeme, " you merit well." And as he spake at Marion's feet The lifeless Eanald fell. The Stuart raised the death-pale maid ; He broke her silver chain ; He bore her down, and set her safe On her good red-roan again. Now closely at his side she rides, Nor heeds them one and all ; And his hand ne'er quits her bridle-rein Till they reach her father's Hall. THE LEAK IN THE DIKE. 223 Then the glad sire clasps that hand in his own, While the tears to his beard drop slow ; " You have saved my child and rid the land," He cries, " of a cruel foe ; " And if this maiden say not nay," — Her cheeks burned like a flame, — - " Then you shall be my son to-night, And she shall bear your name." They have set the lights in every room ; They have spread the wedding-feast ; And from the neighboring cloister's cell They have brought the holy priest. And she is a captive once again — The timid, tender dove ! For she slipped the silver chain to wear The golden chain of love ! Sweet Marion, under her snow-white veil, Stands fast by her captor's side, As he binds her hands with the marriage-ring And kisses her first, a bride ! THE LEAK IN THE DIKE. A STORY OF HOLLAND. The good dame looked from her cottage At the close of the pleasant day, And cheerily called to her little son Outside the door at play: 224 BALLADS. " Come, Peter, come ! I want you to go, While there is light to see. To the hut of the blind old man who lives Across the dik.e, for me ; And take these cakes I made for him — They are hot and smoking yet ; You have time enough to go and come Before the sun is set." Then the good-wife turned to her labor, ' Humming a simple song, And thought of her husband, working hard At the sluices aU day long ; And set the turf a-blazing, And brought the coarse black bread ; That he might find a fire at night, And find the table spread. And Peter left the brother, With whom all day he had played. And the sister who had watched their sports In the willow's tender shade ; And told them they'd see him back before They saw a star in sight. Though he wouldn't be afraid to go In the very darkest night ! For he was a brave, bright fellow, With eye and conscience clear ; He could do whatever a boy might do, And he had not learned to fear. ^V^ly, he wouldn't have robbed a bird's nest, Nor brought a stork to harm, Though never a law in Holland Had stood to stay his arm ! THE LEAK IN THE DIKE. 225 And now, with his face all glowing, And eyes as bright as the day With the thoughts of his pleasant errand, He trudged along the way ; And soon his joyous prattle Made glad a lonesome place — Alas ! if only the blind old man Could have seen that happy face ! Yet he somehow caught the brightness "Which his voice and presence .lent ; And he felt the sunshine come and go As Peter came and went. And now, as the day was sinking, . And the winds began to rise, The mother looked from her door again, Shading her anxious eyes ; And saw the shadows deepen, And birds to their homes come back. But never a sign of Peter Along the level track. But she said : " He will come at morning. So I need not fret or grieve — Though it isn't like my boy at all To stay without my leave." But where was the child delaying ? On the homeward way was he, And across the dike while the sun was up An hour above the sea. He was stopping now to gather flowers, Now listening to the sound. 220 BALLADS. As the angry waters dashed themselves Against their narrow bound. " Ah ! well for us," said Peter, " That the gates are good and strong, And my father tends them carefully, Or they would not hold you long ! " You're a wicked sea," said Peter ; " I know why you fret and chafe ; You would like to spoil our lands and homes ; But our sluices keep you safe ! " But hark ! Through the noise of waters Comes a low, clear, trickling sound ; And the child's face pales with terror. And his blossoms drop to the grouud. He is up the bank in a moment, And, stealing through the sand, He sees a stream not yet so large As his slender, childish hand. ' Tis a leak in the dike ! He is but a boy, Unused to fearful scenes ; But, young as he is, he has learned to know The dreadful thing that means. A leak in the dike ! The stoutest heart Grows faint that cry to hear. And the bravest man in all the land Turns white with mortal fear. For he knows the smallest leak may grow ■ To a flood in a single night ; And he knows the strength of the cruel sea When loosed in its angry might. And the boy ! He has seen the danger, And, shoutino; a wild alarm, TEE LEAK IN THE DIKE. 227 He forces back the weight of the sea With the strength of his single arm ! He listens for the joyful sound Of a footstep passing nigh ; And lays his ear to the ground, to catch The answer to his cry. And he hears the rough winds blowing, And the waters rise and fall, But never an answer comes to him, Save the echo of his call. He sees no hope, no succor. His feeble voice is lost ; Yet what shall he do but watch and wait, Though he perish at his post ! So, faintly calling and crying TUl the sun is under the sea ; Crying and moaning till the stars Come out for company ; He thinks of his brother and sister, ^ Asleep in their safe warm bed; He thinks of his father and mother, Of himself as dying — and dead ; And of how, when the night is over, They must come and find him at last : But he never thinks he can leave the place Where duty holds him fast. The good dame in the cottage Is up and astir with the light. For the thought of her little Peter Has been with her all night. And now she watches the pathway, As yestereve she had done ; 228 BALLADS. But what does she see so strange and black Against the rising sun ? Her neighbors are bearing between them Something straight to her door ; Her child is coming home, but not As he ever came before ! " He is dead ! " she cries ; " my darling ! " And the startled father hears, And comes and looks the way she looks, And fears the thing she fears : Till a glad shout from the bearers Thrills the stricken man and wife — ■ " Give thanks, for your son has saved our land. And God has saved his life ! " So, there in the morning sunshine They knelt about the boy ; And every head was bared and beut In tearful, reverent joy. 'Tis many a year since then ; but still, When the sea roars like a flood, Their boys are taught what a boy can do Who is brave and true and good. For every man in that country Takes his son by the hand, And tells him of little Peter, Whose courage saved the land. They have many a valiant hero, Remembered through the years ; But never one whose name so oft Is named with loving tears. THE LANDLORD OF THE BLUE HEN. 229 And his deed shall be sung by the cradle, And told to the child on the knee, So long as the dikes of Holland Divide the land from the sea ! THE LANDLORD OF THE BLUE HEN. Once, a long time ago, so good stories begin, There stood by the roadside an old-fashioned inn ; An inn, which the landlord had named " The Bine Hen," While he, by his neighbors, was called " Uncle Ben ; At least, they quite often addressed him that way When ready to drink but not ready to pay ; Though when he insisted on having the cash. They went off, muttering " Rummy," and " Old Brandy Smash." He sold barrels of liquor, but still the old " Hen " Seemed never to flourish, and neither did " Ben ; " For he drank up his profits, as every one knew. Ever those who were drinking their profits up, too. So, with all they could drink, and with all they could pay, The landlord grew poorer and poorer each day ; Men said, as he took down the gin from the shelf, ** The steadiest customer there was himself." There was hardly a man living in the same street But had too much to drink and' too little to eat ; 230 BALLADS. The women about the old " Hen " got the Hues ; The girls had no bonnets, the boys had no shoes. When a poor fellow died, he was borne on his bief By his comrades, whose hands shook with brandy and fear ; For of course, they were terribly fi-ightened, and yet, They went back to " The Blue Hen " to drink and forget ! There was one jovial farmer who couldn't get by The door of " The Blue Hen " without feeling dry ; One day he discovered his purse growing light, " There must be a leak somewhere," he said. He was right ! Then there was the blacksmith (the best ever known Folks said, if he'd only let liquor alone) Let his forge cool so often, at last he forgot To heat up his iron and strike when 'twas hot. Once a miller, going home from " The Blue Hen," 'twas said, While his wife sat and wept by his sick baby's bed, Had made a false step, and slept all night alone In the bed of the river, instead of his own. Even poor " Ben " himself could not drink of the cup Of fire forever without burning up ; He grew sick, fell to raving, declared that he knew No doctors could help him ; and they said so, too. He told those about him, the ghosts of the men Who used in their life-times to haunt " The Blue Hen, THE LANDLORD OF THE BLUE HEN. 231 Had come back each one bringing his children and wife, And trying to frighten him out of his life. Now he thought he was burning ; the very next breath He shivered and cried, he was freezing to death ; That the peddler lay by him, who, long years ago, Was put out of " The Blue Hen," and died in the snow. He said that the blacksmith who turned to a sot, Laid him out on an anvil and beat him, red-hot ; That the builder, who swallowed his brandy fourth proof. Was pitching him downward, head first, from the roof. At last he grew frantic ; he clutched at the sheet, And cried that the miller had hold of his feet ; Then leaped from his bed with a terrible scream. That the dead man was dragging liim under the stream. Then he ran, and so swift that no mortal could save ; He went over the bank and went under the wave ; And his poor lifeless body next morning was found In the very same spot where the miller was drowned. "'Twasn't liquor that killed him," some said, " that was plain ; He was crazy, and sober folks might be insane ! " ♦' 'Twas delirium tremens," the coroner said. But whatever it was, he was certainly dead ! 232 BALLADS. THE KING'S JEWEL. ^TwAS a night to make the bravest . Shrink from the tempest's breath, For the winter snows were bitter, And the winds were cruel as death All day on the roofs of Warsaw Had the white storm sifted down Till it almost hid the humble huts Of the poor, outside the town. And it beat upon one low cottage With a sort of reckless spite As if to add to their wretchedness Who sat by its hearth that night ; Where Dorby, the Polish peasant, Took his pale wife by the hand. And told her that when the morrow came They would have no home in the land. No human hand would aid him With the rent that was due at morn ; And his cold, hard-hearted landlord Had spurned his prayers with scorn. Then the poor man took his Bible, And read, while his eyes grew dim. To see if any comfort Were written there for him ; TEE KING'S JEWEL. 233 When he suddenly heard a knocking On the casement, soft and light ; It wasn't the storm ; but what else could be Abroad in such a night ? Then he went and opened the window, But for wonder scarce could speak, As a bird flew in with a jeweled ring Held flashing in his beak. 'Tis the bird I trained, said Dorby, And that is the precious ring, That once I saw on the royal hand Of our good and gracious King. And if birds, as our lesson tells us, Once came with food to men. Who knows, said the foolish peasant, But they, might be sent again ! So he hopefully went with the morning, And knocked at the palace gate. And gave to the King the jewel They had searched for long and late. And when he had heard the story, Which the peasant had to tell ; He gave him a fruitful garden, And a home wherein to dwell. And Dorby wrote o'er the doorway Thfese words that all might see : " Thou hast called on the Lord in trouble. And He hath delivered thee ! " 234 BALLADS. EDGAR'S WIFE. I KNOW that Edgar's kind and good, And I know my home is fine, If I only could live in it, mother, And only could make' it mine. You need not look at me and smUe, In such a strange, sad way ; I am not out of my head at all, And I know just what I say. I know that Edgar fi-eely gives Whate'er he thinks will please ; But it's what we love that brings us good, And my heart is not in these. Oh, I wish I could stand where the maples Drop their shadows, cool and dim ; Or lie in the sweet red clover, Where I walked, but not with him ! Nay, you need not mind me, mother, I love him — ■ or at the worst, I try to shut the past from my heart ; But you know he was not the first ! And I strive to make him feel my life Is his, and here, as I ought ; But he never can come into the world That I live in, in my thought. THE FICKLE DAY. 235 For whether I wake, or whether I sleep, It is always just the same ; I am far away to the time that was. Or the time that never came. Sometimes I walk in the paradise, That, alas ! was not to be ; Sometimes I sit the whole night long A child on my father's knee ; And when my sweet sad fancies run Unheeded as they list, They go and search about to find The things my life has missed. Aye ! this love is a tyrant always, And whether for evil or good, Neither comes nor goes for our bidding, — But I've done the best I could. And Edgar's a worthy man I know, And I know my house is iine ; But I never shall live in it, mother. And never shall make it mine ! THE FICKLE DAY. Last night, when the sweet young moon shone dear In her hall of starry splendor, I said what a maiden loves to hear. To a maiden true and tender. 236 BALLADS. She promised to walk with me at noon, In the meadow red with clover ; And I set her words to a pleasant tune, And sang them over and over. So awake in the early dawn I lay, And heard the stir and humming The glad earth makes when her orchestra Of a thousand birds is coming. 1 saw the waning lights in the skies Blown out by the breath of morning ; And the morn grow pale as a maid who dies, When her loving wins but scorning. And I said. The day will never rise ; On her cloudy couch she lingers, StUl pressing the lids of her sweet blue eyes Close shut with her rosy fingers. But she rose at last, and stood arrayed Like a queen for a royal crowning, And I thought her look was never made For changing or for frowning. But alas for the dreams that round us play ! For the plans of mortal making ! And alas for the false and fickle day That looked so fair at waking ! For suddenly on the world she frowned, Till the birds grew still in their places. And the blossoms turned their eyes on the ground To hide their frightened faces. And the light grew checkered where it lay, Across the hill and meadow. For she hid her sunny hair away Under a net of shadow. THE MAID OF KIRCONNELL. 237 And close in the folds of a cloudy veil, Her altered beauty keeping, She breathed a low and lonesome waU, And softly fell a-weeping. And now, my dream of the time to be. My beautiful dream is over ; For no maiden will walk at noon with me In the meadow red with clover. And within and without I feel and see But woeful, weary weather ; Ah ! wretched day ; ah ! wretched me — We well may weep together ! THE MAID OF KIRCONNEL. Fair Kirtle, hastening to the sea, Through banks of sunniest green. But for thy tender witchery " Fair Helen, of Kirconnel lea," A happier fate had seen. And wood-bower sweet, whose vines displayed A royal wealth of flowers ; Why did you lure the dreaming maid. So oft beneath your haunted shade, To pass the charmed hours ? For hidden, like the feathery choir. There from the noontide's glance, She lit the heart's first vestal fire, And fed its flame of soft desire, With dreams of old romance. 238 BALLADS. Poor, frightened doe, that sought the shade Of that sequestered place ; And led the tender, timid maid, Blushing, surprised, and half afraid, To meet the hunter's face. Not thine the fault, but thine the deed, Blind, harmless innocent ; "When to that bosom, doomed to bleed, With cruel, swift, unerring speed, The fatal arrow went. Why came no warning voice to save, No cry upon the blast, When Helen fair, and Fleming brave. Sat on the dead Kirconnel's grave. And spake, and kissed their last ? O Mary, gone in life's young bloom, O " Mary of the le," Couldst thou not leave one hour the tomb, To save her from that hapless doom. So soon to sleep by thee ? Vain, vain, to say what might have been, Or strive with cruel Fate ; Evil the world hath entered in, And sin is death, and death is sin. And love must trust and wait. For here the crown of lovers true Still hides its flowers beneath — SAINT MACARJUS OF THE DESERT. 239 The sharpest thorns that ever grew, The thorns that pierce us through and through, And make us bleed to death ! SAINT MACARIUS OF THE DESERT. Good Saint Macarius, full of grace. And happy as none but a saint can be, Abode in his cell, in a desert place, With only angels for company ; And fasting daily till vesper time, And praying oft till the hour of prime ; He wept so freely for all the sin That ever had stained his soul below, That, though the hue of his guilt had been As scarlet, it mugt have changed to snow. The Tempter scarce could charm his sight Who came transformed to an angel of light ; The demons that pursued his track He sent to a fiercer torment back ; And he wearied, with fast and penance grim, The fiends that were sent to weary him Until at last it came about That he vanquished the fiercest of Satan's brood, And the powers of darkness, tired out. Had left tjie aijchoret unsubdued. Yet I marvel what they could have been The sins that he strove to wash away ; For he had fled from the haunts of men In the pure, sweet dawn of his manhood's day. 240 BALLADS. But surely now they were all forgiven, For alone in the desert, for sixty years, He had eat of its scant herbs morn and even, And black bread, moistened with bitter tears. Yet so cunning, and subtle is the mesh For the souls of the unwary laid. And so strong is the power of the world and flesh, That the very elect have been betrayed. And therefore even our holy saint,- When fast and penance and watch were done, Made often bitter and loud complaint Of the artful wiles of the Evil One. For he found that none may flee from his ire, Or find a refuge and safe retreat. In the time when Satan doth desire To have and to sift the soul like wheat. Good Saint Macarius, having passed The long, hot hours of the day in prayer, Eose once an hungered, after a fast Tiat was long for even a saint to bear. And looking without, where the shadows fell — 'Twas a sight most rare in that lonely place — Just at the door of his humble cell He saw a stranger face to face. Who greeted him in a tender tone. That fell on his weary heart like balln, As graciously from out his own He dropped in the hermit's open palm A cluster plucked from a fruitftil vine, Ripe and ruddy, and fuU of wine. SAINT MACARIUS OF THE DESERT. 241 " Thanks," said the saint, for his heart was glad, " My blessing take for a righteous deed ; 'Tis the very gift I would have had For one in his sore distress and need." Then, seizing a staff in his eager hand, He hurried over the burning sand," To a cell where a holy brother lay. Wasting and dying day by day, And gave, his dying thirst to slake. The fruit 'twere a sin for himself to take. Alas ! the fainting hermit said. To the holy brother who watched his bed. Short at the worst can be my stay In this vile and wretched house of clay ; For my night is almost done below. And at break of day I must rise and go. Shall I yield at last the flesh to please. And lose my soul for a moment's ease ? Nay, take this gift to my precious son, Whose weary journey is scarce begun. For the burden of penance and fast and prayer Is a heavier thing for the young to bear. Therefore his sin were not as mine, Though he ate the pleasant fruit of the vine. So, before another hour had gone, The wUl of the dying man was done ; And the fair young monk, who had come to dwell For the good of his soul in a desert-cell. Had bound the sandals on his feet. And drawn his hood about his head, 16 242 BALLADS. And, bearing the cluster ripe and sweet, Was crossing the desert with cheerful tread. Foir he said, 'Twere well that an aged saint Should break his fast with fruits like' these ; But I in my vigor dare not taint My soul with self-indulgencies. And the holy father whom I seek. By praying and fasting oft and long, I fear me makes the flesh too weak To keep the spirit brave and strong. At the day-break Saint Maoarius rose From his peaceful sleep with conscience clear And lo ! the youngest monk of those Who lived in a desert-cell. drew near ; And, greeting his father in the Lord, Passed reverently the open door. And again the hermit had on his board The fruit untouched as it was before. Then Saint Macarius joyful raised His thankful eyes and bauds to heaven. And cried aloud : " The saints be praised That unto all my sons was given Such strength that, tempted as they have been, Not a single soul hath yielded to sin.'' And then, though he had not broken fast, The lure was firmly put aside ; And in the future, as in the past, A self-denying man to the last. Good Saint Macarius lived and died. FAIR ELEANOR. 243 And he never tasted the fruit of the vine, Till he went to a righteous man's reward, And took of the heavenly bread and wine New in the kingdom of the Lord. FAIR ELEANOR. When the birds were mating and building To the sound of a pleasant tune, Fair Eleanor sat on the porch and sp\m All the long bright afternoon. She wound the flax on the distaff. She spun it fine and strong ; She sung as it slipped through her hands, and this "Was the burden of her song : " I sit here spinning, spinning, And my heart beats joyfully, Though my lover is riding away from me To his home by the hUls of the sea.'' When the shining skeins were finished. And the loom its work had done. Fair Eleanor brought her linen out , To spread on the grass in the sun. She sprinkled it over with water. She turned and bleached it white ; And still she sung, and the burden Was gay, as her heart was light : " O sun, keep shining, shining ! O web, bleach white for me ! For now my lover is riding back From his home by the hUls of the sea." 244 BALLADS. When the sun, through the leaves of Autumn, Burned with a dull-red flame, Fair Eleanor had made the robes To wear when her lover came. And she stood at the open clothes-press, And the roses burned in her face. As she strewed with roses and lavender Her folded linen and lace ;. And she murmured softly, softly : " My bridegroom draws near to me. And we shall ride back together To his home by the hills of the sea." When the desolate clouds of Winter Shrouded the face of the sun, Then the fair, fair Eleanor, wedded, Was dressed in the robes she had spun. But never again in music Did her sUent lips dispart. Though her lover came from his home by the sea, And clasped her tci his heart ; Though he cried, as he kissed and kissed her. Till his sobs through the house were heard — Ah, she was too happy where she had gone, I ween to answer a word ! BREAKING THE ROADS. About the co.ttage, cold and white, The snow-drifts heap the ground ; Through its curtains closely drawn to-night There scarcely steals a sound. BREAKING THE ROADS. 24a The task is done that patient hands Through all the day have plied ; And the flax-wheel, with its loosened bands, Is idly set aside. Above the hearth-fire's pleasant glare, Sings now the streaming spout ; The housewife, at her evening care. Is passing in and out. And still as here and there she flits, With cheerful, bustling sound, Musing, her daughter silent sits. With eyes upon the ground. A maiden, womanly and true. Sweet as the mountain-rose; No fairer form than hers ere grew Amid the winter snows. A rosy mouth, and o'er her brow Brown, smoothly-braided hair, Surely the youth beside her now Must covet flower so fair. For bashfulness she dare not meet His eyes that keep their place. So steadfastly and long in sweet Perusal of her face. Herself is Lucy's only charnl, To make her prized or sought ; And Ralph hath but the goodly- farm Whereon his fathers wrought. 246 BALLADS. He, with his neighbors, toiling slow To-day till sunset's gleam, Breaking a road-track through the snow, Has urged his patient team. They came at morn from every home, They have labored cheerily ; They have cut a way through the snowj;' foam, As a good ship cuts the sea. And when his tired friends were gone, Their pleasant labors o'er, Ealph stayed to make a path, alone. To Lucy's cottage-door. The thankful dame her friend must press To share her hearth's warm blaze : What could the daughter give him less Than words of grateful praise? And now the board has given its cheer, The eve has nearly gone. Yet by the hearth-fire bright and dear The youth stiU lingers on. The mother rouses from her nap, Her task awhile she keeps ; At last, with knitting on her lap, Tired nature calmly sleeps. Then Lucy, bringing from the shelf Apples that mock her cheeks. Falls working busily herself. And half in whisper speaks. BREAKING THE ROADS- 247 And Ralph, for very bashfulness, Is held a moment mute ; Then drawing near, he takes m his The hand that pares the fruit. Then Lucy strives to draw away Her hand, yet kindly too, And half in his she lets it stay, — She knows not what to do. " Darling," he cries, with flushing cheek, " Forego awhile your task ; Lift up your downcast eyes and speak, 'Tis but a word I ask ! " He sees the color rise and wane Upon the maiden's face ; Then with a kiss he sets again The red rose in its place. The mother wakes in strange surprise, And wondering looks about, — " How careless, Lucy dear," she cries ; " You've let the fire go out ! " Then Lucy turned her face away, She 'did not even speak ; But she looked as if the live coals lay A-buming in her cheek.' " Ralph," said the dame, " you ne'er before Played such a double part : Have you made the way both to my door . And to my daughter's heart ? " 248 • BALLADS. " I've tried my best," cried happy Ralph, " And if she'll be my wife, I'll make a pathway smooth and safe For my darling all her life ! " All winter from his home to that Where Lucy lived content. Along a path made hard and straight, Her lover came and went. And when Spring smiled in all her bowers. And birds sang far and wide, He trod a pathway through the flowers. And led her home a bride ! PERSONAL POEMS. READY. Loaded with gallant soldiers, A boat shot in to the land, And lay at the right of Bodman's Point, With her keel upon the sand. Lightly, ^ayly, they came to shore. And -never a man afraid. When sudden the enemy opened fire, From his deadly ambuscade. Each man fell flat on the bottom Of the boat ; and the captain said : " If we lie here, we aU are captured. And the first who moves is dead ! " Then out spoke a negro sailor. No slavish soul had he ; " Somebody's got to die, boys. And it might as weU be me ! " Finnly he rose, and fearlessly Stepped out into the tide ; He pushed the vessel safely oiF, Then fell across hei- side : 250 PERSONAL POEMS. Fell, pierced by a dozen bullets, As the boat swung clear and free ; — But there wasn't a man of them that day Who was fitter to die than he ! DICKENS. " One story more," the whole world cried. The great magician smiled in doubt : " I am so tired that, if I tried, I fear I could not tell it out." " But one is all we ask," they said ;■ " You surely cannot faint nor fail." • Again he raised his weary head, And slow began the witching tale. The fierce debater's tongue grew mute, Wise men were silent for his sake ; The poet threw aside his lute, And paused enraptured while he spake. The proudest lady in the land Forgot that praise and power were sweet ; She dropped the jewels from her hand, And sat enchanted at his feet. Lovers, with clasped hands lightly prest. Saw Hope's sweet blossoms b\id and bloom ; Men, hastening to their final rest, Stopped, half-enraptured with the tomb. DICKENS. 251 Children, -witli locks of brown and gold, Gathered about like flocks of birds ; The poor, whose story he had told, Drew near and loved him for his words. His eje burns bright, hisvoice is strong, A waiting people eager stands ; Men on the outskirts "of the throng Interpret him to distant lands. When lo ! his accents, faltering, fall ; The nations, awe-struck, hold their breath ; The great magician, loved of all, Has sunk to slumber, tired to death ! His human eyes in blind eclipse Are from the world forever sealed ; The " mystery " trembling on his lips Shall never, never be revealed. Yet who would miss that tale half told, Though weird and strange, or sweet and true ; Who care to listen to the old. If he could hear the strange and new ? Alas ! alas ! it cannot be ; We too must sleep and change and rise, To learn the eternal mystery That dawned upon his waking eyes ! 252 PERSONAL POEMS. THADDEUS STEVENS. An eye with the piercing eagle's" fire, Not the look of the gentle dove ; Not his the form that men admire, Nor the face that tender women love. Working first for his daily bread With the humblest toilers .of the earth ; Never walking with free, proud tread — Crippled and halting from his birth. Wearing outside a thorny suit Of sharp, sarcastic, stinging power ; Sweet at the core as sweetest fruit. Or inmost heart of fragrant flower. Fierce and trenchant, the haughty foe Felt his words like a sword of flame ; But to the humble, poor, and low Soft as a woman's his accents came. Not his the closest, tenderest friend — No children blessed his lonely way ; But down in his heart untO the end The tender dream of his boyhood lay. His mother's faith he held not fast ; But he loved her living, mourned her dead, And he kept her memory to the last As green as the sod above her bed. THADDEUS STEVENS. 253 He held as sacred in his home Whatever things she wrought or planned, And never suffered change to come To the work of her " industrious hand." For her who pillowed first his head He heaped with a wealth of flowers the grave, While he chose to sleep in an unmarked bed, By his Master's humblest poor — the slave.' Suppose he swerved from the straightest course — That the things he should not do he did — That he hid from the eyes of mortals, close, Such sins as you and I have hid ? Or suppose him worse than you ; what then ? Judge not, lest you be judged for sin ! One said who knew the hearts of men : Who loveth much shall a pardon win. The Prince of Glory for sinners bled ; His soul was bought with a royal price ; And his beautified feet on flowers may tread To-day with his Lord in Paradise. 1 Thaddens Stevens, who cared nothing about his own burial-'place, except that the spot should be one from which the humblest of his fellow-creatures were not excluded, left by will one thousand dollars U> beautify and adora the grave of hi? mother RELIGIOUS POEMS. THE WIDOW'S THANKSGIVING. Of the precious yeai s of my life, to-day I count another one ; And I thank thee, Lord, for the light is good, And 'tis sweet to see the sun. To watch the seasons as they pass, Their wondrous wealth unfold, Till the silvery treasures of the snow Are changed to the harvest's gold. For kindly still does the teeming earth Her stores of plenty yield, Whether we come to bind the sheaves, Or only to glean in the field. And dwelling in such a pleasant land, Though poor in goods and friends, We may still be rich, if we live content With what our Father sends. If we feel that life is a blessed thing — A boon to be desired ; And where not much to us is given, Not much will be required ; THE WIDOW'S THANKSGIVING. 255 And keep our natures sweet with the sense Of fervent gratitude, That we have been left to live in the world, And to know that God is good ! And since there is naught of all we have, That we have not received : Shall we dare, though our treasures be reclaimed, To call ourselves bereaved ? For 'tis easy to walk by sight in the day ; 'Tis the night that tries our faith ; And what is that worth if we render thanks For life and not for death ? Lo ! I glean alone ! and the children, Lord, Thou gavest unto me, Have one by one fled out of my arms, And into eternity. Aye, the last and the bravest of them died In prison, far away ; And no man, of his sepulchre, Knoweth the place to-day. Yet is not mine the bitterness Of the soul that doth repent ; If I had it now to do again, I would bless him that he went. There are many writ in the book of life Whose graves are marked unknown ; For his country and his God he died. And He will know his own ! 256 RELIGIOUS POEMS. Tq the ranks he fought ; but he stood the first And bravest in the lines ; And no fairer, brighter name than his On the roll of honor shines. And because he faltered not, nor failed In the march, nor under fire ; His great promotion came at last, In the call to go up higher. Fair wives, whose homes are guarded round By love's securities ; Mothers, who gather aU your flock At night about your knees ; Thrice happy, happy girls, who hold The hand of your lovers fast ; Widows, who keep an only son. To be your stay to the last : You never felt, though you give God thanks For his blessings day by day. That perfect peace which blesses Him For the good He takes away ; The joy of a soul that even in pain Beholds his love's decrees, Who sets the solitary ones In the midst of famil'e . Lord, help me still, at the midnight hour, My lamp of faith to trim ; And to sing from my heart, at the break of day, A glad thanksgiving hymn : VIA CRUCIS, VIA LUCIS. 'ISil Nor doubt thy love, though my earthly joys Were narrowed down to this one, So long as the sweet day shines for me. And mine eyes behold the sun. VIA CRUCIS, VIA LUCIS. Questioning, blind, unsatisfied, Out of the dark my spirit cried, — Wherefore for sinners, lost, undo_ne. Gave the Father his only Son ? Clear and sweet there came reply, — Out of my soul or out of the sky A voice like music answered : — God so loved the world, it said. Could not the Lord from heaven give aid ? Wby was He born of the mother-maid ? Only the Son of man could he Touched with man's infirmity ! Why must He lay his infant head In the manger, where the beasts were fed '• So that the poorest here might cry, My Lord was as lowly born as I! Why for friends did He choose to know Sinners and harlots here below ? Not to the righteous did He come, But to find and bring the wanderers home 17 268 RELIGIOUS POEMS. He was tempted ? Yes, He sounded then All that hides in the hearts of men ; And He knoweth, when we intercede, How to succor our souls in their need. Why should they whom He called his own, Deny, betray Him, leave Him alone ? TTiat He might know their direst pain, Who have trusted human love in vain I Must He needs have washed the traitor's feet Ere his abasement was made complete ? Yea, for women have thus laid down Their hearts for a Judas to trample on! By one cup might He not drink less ; Nor lose one drop of the bitterness ; Must He suffer, though without blame, Stripes and buffeting, scorn and shame ? Alas ! and wherefore should it be That He must die on Calvary ; Must bear the pain and the cruel thrust, Till his heart with its very anguish burst ? That martyrs, dying for his name, Whether by cross, or flood, or flame. Might know they were called to hear no more Than He, their blessed Master, bore. What did He feel in that last dread cry ? The height and the depth of agony ! All the anguish a- mortal can, Who dies forsaken of God and man ! HYMN. 2.59 Is there no way to Him at last But that where His bleeding feet have passed ? Did He not to his followers say, I am the Life, the Light, the Way ? Yea, and still from the heavens He saith TTie gate of life is the gate of death ; Peace is the crown of faith's good fight. And the way of the cross is the way of light J HYMN. Comb down, O Lord, and with us live ! For here with tender, earnest call. The gospel thou didst freely give. We freely offer unto all. Come, with such power and saving grace. That we shall cry, with one accord, " How sweet and awful is this place, — This sacred temple of the Lord." Let friend and stranger, one in thee. Feel with such power thy Spirit move, That every man's own speech shall be, The sweet eternal speech of love. Tea, fill us with the Holy Ghost, Let burning hearts and tongues be given, Make this a day of Pentecost, A foretaste of the bliss of heaven ! 260 RELIGIOUS POEMS. OF ONE PLESH. A MAN he was who loved the good, Tet strayed in crooked ways apart ; He could not do the thing he would, Because of evil in his heart. He saw men garner wealth and fame. Ripe in due time, a precious load ; He fainted ere the harvest came. And failed to gather what he sowed. He looked if haply grapes had grown On the wild thorns that choked his vines ; When clear the truth before him shone Ha sought for wonders and for signs. Others Faith's sheltered harbor found, The while his bark was tossed about ; Drifting and dragging anchor round The troubled, shoreless sea of doubt. Where he would win, he could not choose But yield to weakness and despair ; He ran as they who fear to lose, And fought as one who beats the air. Walking where hosts of souls have passed, By faith and hope made strong and brave, He, groping, stumbled at the last. And Windly fell across the grave. TEACH US TO WAIT! 261 Yet speak of Mm in charity, O man ! nor write of blame one line ; Say that thou wert not such as he — He was thy brother, and was mine ! TEACH US TO WAIT I Wht are we so impatient of delay, Longing forever for the time to be ? For thus we live to-morrow in to-day, Yea, sad to-morrows we may never see. We are too hasty ; are not reconciled ' To let kind Nature do her work alone : We plant our seed, and like a foolish child We dig it up to see if it has grown. The good that is to be we covet now, W-e cannot wait for the appointed hour ; Before the fruit is ripe, we shake the bough, And seize the bud that folds away the flower. When midnight darkness reigns we do not see That the sad night is mother of the morn ; We cannot think our own sharp agony. May be the birth-pang of a joy unborn. Into the dust we see our idols cast, • And cry, that death has triumphed, life is void ! We do not trust the promise, that the last Of all our enemies shall be destroyed ! 262 RELIGIOUS POEMS. With rest almost in sight the spirit faints, And heart and flesh grow weary at the last ; Our ifeet would walk the city of the saints, Even before the silent gate is passed. Teach us to wait until thou shalt appear — To know that all thy ways and times are just ; Thou seest that we do believe, and fear, Lord, make us also to believe and trust ! m HIS ARMS. If when thy children, O my friend, Were clasped by thee, in love's embrace, Their guardian angels, that in heaven, Always behold the Father's face ; Thine earthly home, on shining wings, Had entered, as of old they came, To grant to these whatever good, Thou shouldst desire, in Jesus' name ; — Or as the loving sinner came, And worshipped when He sat at meat, Couldst thou, thyself have come to Him, And bowed thy forehead to his feet ; And prayed Him by that tender love, He feels for those to whom He came, To give to thy beloved ones. The best thou couldst desire or name ; — UNBELIEF. 263 What couldst thou ask so great as this, Out of his love's rich treasury, That He should take them in his arms, And bless, and keep them safe for thee ? Ah ! favored friend, nor faith, nor prayers. Nor richest offering ever brought A token of the Saviour's love So sweet, as thou hast gained unsought ! The heart is not satisfied : For more than the world can give it pleads ; It has infinite wants and infinite needs ; And its every beat is an awful cry For love that never can change nor die ; The heart- is not satisfied ! UNBELIEF. Faithless, perverse, and blind, We sit in our house of fear. When the winter of sorrow comes to our souls, And the days of our life are drear. For when in darkness and clouds The way of God is concealed, We doubt the words of his promises. And the glory to be revealed. We do but trust in part ; We grope in the dark alone ; 264 RELIGIOUS POEMS. Lord, when shall we see thee as thou art, And know as we are known ? When shall we live to thee And die to thee, resigned, Nor fear to hide what we would keep, And lose what we would find ? For we doubt our Father's care. We cover our faces and cry, If a little cloud, like the hand of a man. Darkens the face of our sky. We judge of his perfect day By our life's poor glimmering spark : And measure eternity's circle By the segment of an arc. We say, they have taken our Lord, And we know not where He lies, When the light of his resurrection morn Is breaking out of the skies. And we stumble at last when we come On the brink of the grave to stand ; As if the souls that are born of his love Could slip their Father's hand ? THE VISION ON THE MOUNT. Oh, if this living soul, that many a time Above the low things of the earth doth climb. Up to the mountain-top of faith sublime. THE VISION ON THE MOUNT. 265 If she could only stay In that high place alway, And hear, in reverence bowed, God's voice behind the cloud : Or if descending to the earth again Its lesson in the heart might still remain ; If we could keep the vision, clear and plain. Nor let one jot escape, So that we still might shape Our lives to deeds sublime By that exalted time : Ah ! what a world were ours to journey through ! What deeds of love and mercy we should do : Making our lives so beautiful and true, That in our face would shine The light of love divine. Showing that we had stood Upon the mount of God. But earthy of the earth, we downward tend, From the pure height of faith our feet descend, The hour of exaltation hath its end. And we, alas ! forget, . In life's turmoil and fret. The pattern to us shown, When on the mount alone. Yea, we forget the rapture we had known, Forget the voice that talked to us alone. Forget the brightness past, the cloud that shone ; We have no need to veil Our faces, dim and pale, 266 RELIGIOUS POEMS. So soon from out' them dies The sweet light of the skies. We come down from the height where we have been, And build our tabernacles low and mean, Not by the pattern in the vision seen Remembering no more, When once the hour is o'er, How in the safe cleft of the rock on high, The shadow of the Lord has passed us by. A CANTICLE. Be with me, O Lord, when my life hath increase Of the riches that make it complete ; "When, favored, I walk in the pathway .of peace. That is pleasant and safe to the feet : Be with me and keep me, when all the day long Delight hath no taint of alloy ; When my heart runneth over with laughter and song, And my cup with the fullness of joy. Be with me, O Lord, when I make my complaint Because of my sorrow and care ; Take the weight from my soul, that is ready to faint, And give me thy burden to bear. If the sun of the desert at noontide, in wrath Descends on my shelterless head, Be thou the cool shadow and rock in the path Of a land that is _weary to tread. THE CRY OF THE HEART AND FLESH. 267 lu the season of sorest affliction and dread, Wlien my soul is encompassed with fears, TUl I lie in the darkness awake on my bed, And water my pillow with tears ; When lonely and sick, for the tender delight Of thy comforting presence I pray. Come into my chamber, O Lord, in the' night. And stay till the break of the day. Through the devious paths of the world be my guide, Till its trials, and its dangers are past ; If I walk through the furnace, be thou by my side, Be my rod and my staff to the last. When my cruelest enemy presses me hard To my last earthly refuge and rest — Put thy arms underneath and about me, O Lord, Let me lie tenderly on thy breast. Come down when in silence I slumber alone, When the death seal is set on mine eyes ; Break open the sepulchre, roll off the stone, And bear me away to the skies. Lord, lay me to rest by the river, that bright From the tlirofle of thy glory doth flow; Where the odorous beds of the lUies are white And the roses of paradise blow ! THE CRT OF THE HEART AND FLESH. When her mind was sore bewildered, And her feet were gone astray, When she saw no fiery column, And no cloud before her way, — 268 RELIGIOUS POEMS. Then, with earnest supplication, To the mighty One she prayed, " Thou for whom we were created. And by whom the worlds were made, • By thy pity for our weakness, By thy wisdom and thy might, Son of God, Divine Redeemer ! Guide and keep me in the right ! " When Faith had broke her moorings, And upon a sea of doubt. Her soul with fear and darkness Was encompassed round about ; Then she said, " O Elder Brother ! By thy human nature, when Thou wert made to be in all things Like unto the sons of men ; By the hour of thy temptation. By thy one forsaken cry. Son of God and man ! have mercy. Send thy light down from on high ! ' When her very heart was broken. Bearing more than it could bear. Then she clasped her anguish, crying. In her passionate despair, — " Thou who wert beloved of women, And who gav'st them love again. By the strength of thine affection, By its rapture and its pain, Son of God and Son of woman ! Lo ! 'tis now the eventide ! OUR PATTER]^. 269 Come from heaven, O sacred lover ! With thine handmaid to abide ; Come down as the bridegroom cometh From his chamber to the bride ! " OUK PATTERN. A 'WEAVER sat one day at his loom, Among the colors bright, With the pattern for his copying Hung fair and plain in sight. But the weaver's thoughts were wandering Away on a distant track, As he thre* the shuttle in bis hand WearUy forward and back. And he turned his dim eyes to the ground, And tears fell on the woof, • For his thoughts, alas ! were not with his home, Nor the wife beneath its roof ; When her voice recalled him suddenly To himself, as she sadly said : " Ah ! woe is me ! for your work is spoiled. And what will we do for bread ? " And then the weaver looked, and saw His work must be undone ; For the threads were wrong, and the colors dimmed, Where the bitter tears had run. 270 RELIGIOUS POEMS. " Alack, alack ! " said the weaver, " And this had all been right If I had not looked at my work, but kept The pattern in my sight ! " Ah ! sad it was for the weaver, And sad for his luckless wife ; And sad will it be for us, if we say, At the end of our task of life : " The colors that we had to weave Were bright in our early years ; But we wove the tissue wrong, and stained The woof with bitter tears. " We wove a web of doubt and fear — Not faith, and hope, and love — Because we looked at our work, and not At our Pattern up above ! " THE EARTHLY HOUSE. *' Ye are the temple of Grod If any man deiile the temple of God, him will God destroy ; for the temple of God is holy." — 1 Co- rinthians iii. 16, 17. Once — in the ages that have passed away, Since the fair morning of that fairest day. When earth, in all her innocent beauty, stood Near her Creator, and He called her good — He who had weighed the planets in his hand. And dropped them in the places where they stand, THE EARTHLY HOUSE. 271 Builded a little temple white and fair, And of a workmanship so fine and rare Even the star that led to Bethlehem Had not the value of this wondrous gem. Then, that its strength and beautj"^ might endure, He placed within, to keep it clean and pure, A living human soul. To him He said : " This is the temple whiph my hands have made To be thy dwelling place, or foul or fair, As thou shalt make it by neglect or care. Mar or deface this temple's sacred wall, And swift destruction on the work shall fall ; Preserve it perfect in its purity, And God Himself shall come and dwell with thee ! " Then he for whom that holy place was built, Fair as a palace — ah, what fearful guilt ! — Grew, after tending it a little while. Careless, then reckless, and then wholly vile. The evil spirits came and dwelt with him ; The walls decayed, and through the windows dim He saw not this world's beauty any more. Heard no good angel knocking at his door ; And all his house, because of sin and crime. Tumbled and fell in ruin ere its time. Oh, men and brethren ! we who live to-day In dwellings made by God, though made of clay, Have these our mortal bodies ever been Kept fit for Him who made them pure and clean ; Or was that soul in evil sunk so deep. He spoiled the temple he was set to keep, 272 RELIGIOUS POEMS. And turned to wastefulness and to abuse The tastes and passions that were meant for use ; So like ourselves, that we, afraid, might cry : " Lord, who destroyest the temple — is it I ? " YE DID IT UNTO ME. Sinner, careless, proud, and cold, Straying from the sheltering fold, Hast thou thought how patiently The Good Shepherd follows thee ; Still with tireless, toiling feet, Tlirough the tempest and the heat — Thought upon that yearning breast, Where He fain would have thee rest, And of all its tender pain, "While He seeks for thee in vain ? Dost thou know what He must feel, Making vainly his appeal ; When He knocketh at thy door Present entrance to implore ; Saying, " Open unto Me, I will come and sup with, thee " — Forced to turn away at last From the portal shut and fast ? Wilt thou careless slumber on. Even till thy Lord has gone. Heedless of his high behest, His desire to be thy guest? ys DID IT UNTO ME. 273 Sinner, sinner, dost thou know What it is to slight Him so ? Sitting careless by the sea While He calleth, " Follow me" ; Sleeping, thoughtless, unaware Of his agonizing prayer, Wliile thy sins his soul o'erpower, And thou canst not watch one hour ? Our infirmities He bore. And our mortal form He wore ; Yea, our Lord was made to be Here in all things like as we, And, that pardon we might win, He, the sinless, bare our sin ! Sinner, though He comes no more Faint and fasting to thy door, His disciples here instead Thou canst give the cup and bread. If his lambs thou dost not feed. He it is that feels their need ; He that suifers their distress, Hunger, thirst, and weariness ; He that loving then^ again Beareth all their bitter pain ! Canst thou then so reckless prove. Canst thou, darest thou slight his love ? Do not, sinner, for thy sake Make Him still the cross to take, And ascend again for thee Dark and dreadftd Calvary ! 18 274 RELIGIOUS POEMS Do not set the crown of pain On that sacred head again ; Open all afresh and wide Closed wounds in hands and side. Do not, do not scorn his name, Putting Him to open shame ! Oh, by all the love He knew For his followers, dear and true ; By the sacred teirs He wept At the tomb where Lazarus slept ; By Gethsemane's bitter cry, That the cup might pass Him by ; By that wail of agony. Why hast thou forsaken me ? By that last and heaviest stroke, When his heart for sinners broke, Do not let Him lose the price Of his awful sacrifice ! THE SINNER AT THE CROSS. Helpless before the cross I lay, With all to lose, or all to win. My steps had wandered from the way, My soul was burdened with her sin ; I spoke no word, I made no plea, But this. Be merciful to me ! To meet his gaze, I could not brook. Who for my sake ascended there ; TBE SlNNELi AT THE CROSS. 273 I could not bear the angry look My dear offended Lord must wear ; Remembering how I had denied His name, my heart within me died. Almost I heard his awful voice, Sounding above my head in wrath ; Fixing my everlasting choice, With such as tread the downward path ; I waited for the words, Depart From me, accursed as thou art! One moment, all the world was stilled,' Then, He who saw my anguish, spoke ; I heard, I breathed, my pulses thrilled. And heart, and brain, and soul, awoke ; No scorn, no wrath, was in. that'tone, But pitying love, and love aloue ! " And dost thou know, and love not me," He said, " when I have loved thee so ; It was for guilty men like thee I came into this world of woe ; To save the lost I lived and died. For sinners was I crucified." •The fountain of my tears was dried, My eyes were lifted from the dust : " Jesus ! my blessed Lord ! I cried, And is it thou, I feared to trust ? And art thou He, I deemed my foe ; The Friend to whom I dared not go ? 276 RELIGIOUS POEMS. " How could I shrink from such as thou. Divine Redeemer, as thou art ! I know thy loving kindness now, I see thy wounded, bleeding heart ; I know that thou didst give me thine, A.nd all that thou dost ask, is mine ! " My Lord, my God ! I know at last Whose mercy I have dared offend ; I own thee now, I hold thee fast, My Brother, Lover, and my Friend ! Take me and clasp me to thy breast, Bless me again, and keep me blest ! " Thou art the man, who ne'er refiised With sinful men to sit at meat ; Who spEfke to her who was accused Of men, and trembling at thy feet. As lips had never spoke before, Go uncondemned, and sin no more. " Dear Lord ! not all eternity Thy image from my heart can move. When thou didst turn and look on me. When first I heard thy words of love ; Repent, believe, and thou shalt be, To-night in Paradise with me.'' THE HEIR. 277 THE HEIR. An orphan, through the world Unfriended did I roam, I knew not that my Father lived, Nor that I had a home. No kindred might I claim, No lover sought for me ; Mine was a solitary life, Set in no family. I yielded to despair, I sorrowed night and mom — I cried, " Ah ! good it were for me, If I had not been born ! " - At midnight came a man — He knocked upon my door ; He spake such tender words as man Ne'er spake to me before. I rose to let him in, I shook with fear and dread ; A lamp was shining in his hand, A brightness round his head. '" And who art thou," I cried ; " I scarce for awe might speak ; And why for such a wretch as I Dost thou at midnight seek ? " 278 RELIGIOUS POEMS. " Though thou hast strayed," He said, " From me thou couldst not flee ; I am thy Brother and thy Friend, And thou shalt share with me ! " For me thou hast not sought, I sought thee everywhere ; Thou hast a Father and a home, With mansions grand and fair. " To thine inheritance I came thy soul to bring ; Thou art the royal heir of heaven — The daughter of the King! " REALITIES. Things that I have to hold and keep, ah ! these Are not the treasures to my heart most dear ; Though many sweet and precious promises Have had their sweet fulfillment, even here. And yet to others, what I name my own Poor unrealities and shows might seem ; Since my best house hath no foundation-stone. My tenderest lover is a tender dream. And would you learn who leads me, if below I choose the good or from the ill forbear? A little child He suffered long ago To come unto his arms, and keeps her there ! HYMN. 279 The alms I give the beggar at my gate . I do but lend to One who thrice repays ; The only heavenly bread I ever ate Came back to find me, after many days. The single friend whose presence cannot fail, Whose face I always see without disguise, Went down into the grave and left the veil Of mortal flesh that hid her from my eyes ! My clearest way is that which faith hath shown, Not that in which by sight I daily move ; And the most precious thing my soul hath known Is that which passeth knowledge, God's dear love. HYMN. When the world no solace gives, When in deep distress I groan ; When my lover and my friend Leave me with my grief alone ; When a weary land I tread, Fainting for the rocks and springs, Overshadow me, Lord, With the comfort of thy wings ! When my heart and flesh shall fail. When I yield my mortal breath, When I gather up my feet, Icy with the chill of death ; 280 RELIGIOUS POEMS. Strengthen and sustain me, Lord, With thine all-sufiicient grace : Overlean my dying bed With the sweetness of thy face ! When the pang, the strife is past, When my spirit mounts on high, Catch me up in thine embrace, In thy bosom let me lie ! Freed from sin and freed from death, Hid with thee, in heaven above, Oversplendor me, God, With the glory of thy love. WOUNDED. O MEN, with wounded souls, O women, with broken hearts,- That have suffered since ever the world was made, And nobly borne your parts ; Suffered and borne as weU As the martyrs whom we name. That went rejoicing home, through flood, Or singing through the flame ; Ye have had of Him reward For your battles fought and won, Wlio giveth his beloved rest When the day of their work is done. A CRT OF TBTi HEART. 281 Ye have changed for perfect peace The pain of the ways ye trod ; And laid your burdens softly down, At the merciful feet of God ! A CRY OF THE HEART. Oh, for a mind more clear to see, A hand to work more earnestly For every good intent ; Oh, for a Peter's fiery zeal, His conscience always quick to feel, And instant to repent ! Oh, for a faith more strong and true Than that which doubting Thomas knew, A faith assured and clear ; To know that He who for us died. Rejected, scorned,- and crucified. Lives, and is with us here Oh, for the blessing shed upon That humble, loving, sinful one. Who, when He sat at meat. With precious store of ointment came ; Hid from her Lord her face for shame, And laid it on his feet. Oh, for that look of pity seen By her, the guilty Magdalene, Who stood her Judge before ; And listening, for her comfort heard. The tender, sweet, forgiving word : — ■ Go thou, and sin no more ! 282 RELIGIOUS POEMS. Oh, to have stood with James and John, Where brightness round the Saviour shone, Whiter than light of day ; When by the voice and cloud dismayed. They fell upon the ground afraid, And wist not what to say. Oh, to have been the favored guest. That leaned at supper on his breast, And heard his dear Lord say : He who shall testify of Me, The Comforter, ye may not see Except I go away. Oh, for the honor won by her. Who early to the sepulchre Hastened in tearfiil gloom ; To whom He gave his high behest, To tell to Peter and the rest. Their Lord had left the tomb. Oh, for the vision that sufficed That first blest martyr after Christ, And gave a peace so deep. That while he saw with raptured eyes Jesus with God in Paradise, He, praying, fell asleep. But if such heights I may not gain, Oh, thou, to whom no soul in vain Or cries, or makes complaints ; This only favor grant to me, — That I of sinners chief may be The least of all thy saints ! LOVE POEMS. ON THE RIVER. Darling, while the tender moon Of this soft, delicious June, Watches o'er thee like a lover ; While we journey to the sea. Silently, Let me teU my story over. Ah ! how clear before my sight Rises up that summer night. When I told thee first my passion ; And the little crimson streak, In thy cheek. Showed thy love in comeliest fashion. When I pleaded for reply. Silent lip and downcast eye. Taming from me both dissembled ; But the lily hand that shone In mine own. Like a lily softly trembled. 284 LOVE POEMS. And the pretty words that passed O'er thy coral lips at last, Still as precious pearls I treasure ; And the payment lovers give, While I live, Shall be given thee without measure. For I may not offer thee Such poor words as mine must be ; I perforce must speak my blisses In the language of mine eyes. Mixed with sighs. And the tender speech of kisses. Heart, encompassed in my heart ! Hopeful, happy as thou art, Will I keep and ne'er forsake thee ; Yea, my love shall hold thee fast, Till the last, So that heaven alone can take thee ! And if sorrow ever sptead Threatening shadows o'er thy head, AU about thee will I gather. Whatsoever things are bright. That thy sight May be tempted earthward rather ; From thy pathway, for love's sake, Carefully my hand will take. Every thorn anear it growing ; And my lamb within my arms, Safe from harms, Will I shield when winds are blowing. ON THE mVER. 285 Fairest woman, holiest saint ! If my words of praise could paint Thee, as liberal Nature made thee ; All who saw my picture, sweet, Would repeat, " He who painted, loved the lady ! " Has the wide world anything Thou wilt take or I may briag, I will treat no work disdainful ; Set me some true lover's task, Dearest, ask Any service, sweet or painful. If it please thee, over me. Practice petty tyranny, Punish me as for misdoing. Let me make of penitence Sad pretense, At thy feet for pardon suing. Darling, all our life must be, ThoTi with me, and I with thee, Calm as this delicious weather ; We will keep our honeymoon Every June, Voyaging through life together. You and me, we used to say. We were two but yesterday ; We were as the sea and river ; Now our lives have all the sweetness, And completeness Of two souls made one forever ! 286 lovm: poems. INCONSTANCY. All in a dreary April day, When the light of my sky was changed to gloom My first love drooped and faded away, While I sorrowed over its waning bloom. And I buried it, saying bitterly, As I watered its grave with a rain of tears ; " No flower of love will bloom for me Save this one, dead in my early years ! " But the May-time pushes the April out, And the summer of life succeeds the May ; And the heaviest clouds of grief and doubt, In weeping, weep themselves away. And ere I had ceased to mourn above My cherished flower's untimely tomb, Right out of the grave of that buried love There sprang another and ^irer bloom. And I cried, " Sleep softly, my perished rose, My pretty bud of an April hour ; While I live in the beauty that burns and glows. In the summer heart of my passion flower ! ' LOVE CANNOT DIE. 287 LOVE CANNOT DIE. Once, when my youth was in its flower, I lived in an enchanted bower, Unvexed with fear or care, With one who made my world so bright, I thought no darkness and no blight Could ever enter there. I have no friend like that to-day, The very bower has passed away ; - It was not what it seemed ; I know in all the world of men There is not and there ne'er has been, That one of whom I dreamed ! And one I loved and called my friend. And hoped to walk with to the end,- And on the better shore, Has changed so cruelly that she. Out of my years, that are to be, Is lost for evermore. "With his dear eyes ia death shut fast, Sleeps one who loved me to the last, Beneath the churchyard stone ; Yet hath his spirit always been Near me to cheer the world wherein I seem to walk alone. There was a little golden head A few brief seasons pillowed Softly my own beside ; 288 LOVE POEMS.. That pillow long has been unprest ■•— That child yet sleeps upon my breast As though she had hot died, And seeing that I always hold Mine earthly loves, in love's sweet fold, I thus have learned to know, That He, whose tenderness divine Surpasses every thought of mine, "WiU never let me go. Yea, Dhou, whose love, so strong, so great, Nor life nor death can separate From souls within thy care ; I know that though in heaven I dwell. Or go to make my bed in hell, Thou still art with me there ! HELPLESS. You ne^er said a word to me That was cruel, under the sun ; It isn't the things you do, darling. But the things you leave undone. If you could but know a wish or want You would grant it joyfully ; Ah ! that is the worst of all, darling. That you cannot know nor see. MY HELPER. 289 For favors free alone are sweet. Not those that we must seek ; If you loved as I love you. darling, I would not need to speak. But to-day I am helpless as a child That must be led along ; Then put your hand in mine, darling, And make me brave and strong. There's a heavy care upon my mind, A trouble on my brain ; Now gently stroke my hair, darling, And take away the pain. I feel a weight within my breast, As if all had gone amiss ; Oh, kiss me with your lips, darling, And flU my heart with bliss. Enough ! no deeper joy than this For souls below is given ; Now take me in your arms, darling. And lift me up to heaven ! MT HELPER. We stood, my soul and I, In fearful jeopardy. The while the fire and tempest passed us by. 19 290 LOVE POEMS. For I was pushed by fate Into that fearful strait, Where there was nothing but to stand and wait. I had no company — The world was dark to me : Whence any light might come I could uot see. I lacked each common good, Nor raimeiit had nor food ; The earth seemed slipping from me where I stood. One who had wealth essayed ; Gold in my hand he laid ; He proffered all his treasures for my aid. Yet from his gilded roof, I needs must stand aloof; I could not put his kindness to the proof. One who had v/isdom, said, " By me be taught and led, And thou, thyself, mayst win both home and bread. Too strong and wise was he, Too far away from me. To help me in my great necessity. Came one, with modest guise, With tender, downcast eyes, With voice as sweet as mothers' lullabies. MY HELPER. 291 Softly his words did fall, " My riches are so small I cannot give thee anything at all. " I cannot guide thy way, As wiser mortals may ; But all my true heart at thy feet I lay." No more earth seemed to move, The skies grew bright above ; He gave me evei'ything, who gave me love ! I had sweet company. Food, raimeiit, luxury ; Had all the world — had heaven come down to me ! And now such peace is mine. Surely a light divine Must make my face with holiest joy to shine. So that my heart's delight Is published in men's sight ; And night and day I cry, and day and night ; soul, no more alone. Such bliss as thine is known But to the angels nearest love's white throne ! 292 LOVE POEMS. FAITHFUL. Faintek and fainter may fall on my ear The voice that is sweeter than music to hear ; More and more eagerly then will I list, That never a word or an accent be missed. Slower and slower the footstep may grow, Whose fall is the pleasantest sound that I know ; Quicker and quicker my glad heart shall learn To catch its faint echo and bless its return. Whiter and whiter may turn *ith each day The locks that so sadly are changing to gray ; Dearer and dearer shall these seem to me, The fewer and whiter and thinner they be. AVeaker and weaker may be the light clasp Of the hand that I hold so secure in my grasp ; Stronger and stronger my own to the last Will cling to it, holding it tenderly fast. Darker and darker above thee may spread The clouds of a fate that is hopeless and dread ; Brighter and brighter the sun of my love Will shine, all the shadows and mists to remove. Envy and malice thy life may assail. Favor and fortune and friendship may fail ; But perfect and sure, and undying shall be The trust of this heart that is centred in thee ! POEMS OF NATURE AND HOME. AN APRIL WELCOME. Come up, April, through the valley, In your robes of beauty drest, Come and wake your flowery children From their wintry beds of rest ; Come and overblow them softly With the sweet breath of the south ; Dro i ipon them, warm and loving, Tenderest kisses of your mouth. Touch them with your rosy fingers, Wake them with your pleasant tread, Push away the leaf-brown covers, Over all their faces spread ; , Tell them how the sun is waiting Longer daily in the skies, Looking for the bright uplifting Of their softly-fringed eyes, Call the crow-foot and the crocus. Call the pale anemone,. Call the violet and the daisy, Clothed with careful modesty ; Seek the low and humble blossoms, Of their beauties unaware. Let the dandelion and fennel. Show their shining yellow hair. 294 POEMS OF NATURE AND HOME Bid the little homely sparrows Chirping, in the cold and rain, Their impatient sweet complaining, Sing out from their hearts again ; Bid them set themselves to mating, Cooling love in softest words. Crowd their nests,, all cold and empty, Full of little callow birds. Come up, AprU, through the valley, Where the fountain sleeps to-day. Let him, freed from icy fetters, Go rejoicing on his way ; Through the flower-enameled meadows Let him run his laughing race. Making love to aU the blossoms That o'erlean and kiss his face. But not birds and blossoms only, Not alone the streams complain, Men and pnaidens too are calling, Come up, April, come again ! Waiting with the sweet impatience Of a lover for the hours They shall set the tender beauty Of thy feet among the flowers ! MY ^VEIGHBOR'S HOUSE. to the years that now are dead and gone - Aye, dead, but ne'er forgot — My neighbor's stately house looked down On the walls of my humble cot. it/r NEIGHBOR'S HOUSE. 295 I had my flowers and trees, 'tis true, But they looked not fine and tall As my neighbor's flowers and trees, that grew On the other side of the wall. Through the autumn leaves his ripe fruits gleamed With richer tints than mine, And his grapes in the summer sunshine seemed More full of precious wine. Through garden walk and bower I stray Unbidden now and free ; For my neighbor long has passed away, And his wealth has come to me. I pace those stately halls at last, But a darker shadow falls Within the house than once it cast On my lowly cottage walls. I pluck the fruit, the wine I waste, I drag through the weaiy hours ; But the frxiit is bitter to my taste. And I tire of the scent of flowers. And I'd take my poverty instead And all that I have resign, ■ To feel as I felt when I coveted The wealth that now is mine. 296 POEMS OF NATURE AND BOME. .THE FORTUNE IN THE DAISY. Op what are you dreaming, my pretty maid, With your feet in the summer clover ? Ah ! you need not hang your modest head : I know 'tis about your lover. I know by the blushes on your cheek, Though you strive to hide the token ; And I know because you will not speak, The thought that is unspoken. You are counting the petals, one by one. Of your dainty, dewy posies. To find from their number, when 'tis done. The secret it discloses. You would see if he comes with gold and land - The lover that is to woo you ; Or only brings his heart and his hand, For your heart and your hand to sue you. Beware, beware, what you say and do, Fair maid, with your feet in the clover ; For the poorest man that comes to woo, May be the richest lover ! Since not by outward show and sign Can you reckon worth's true measure, Who only is rich in soul and mind. May offer the greatest treasm-e. Ah ! there never was power in gems alone To bind a brow from aching ; A PICTURE. 297 Nor strength enough in a jeweled zone To hold a heart from breaking. Then be not caught by the sheen and glare Of worldly wealth and splendor ; But speak him soft, and speak him fair, Whose heart is true and tender. Tou may wear your virtues as a crown, As you walk through life serenely ; And grace your simple rustic gown With a beauty more than queenly — Though only one for you shall care, One only speak your praises ; And you never wear, in your shining hair, A richer flower than daisies ! A PICTURE. Her brown hair plainly put away Under her broad hat's rustic brim ; That threw across her placid brow Its veil-like shadow, cool and dim : Her shut lips sweet as if they moved Only to accents good and true ; Her eyes down-dropt, yet bright and clear As violets shining out of dew : And folded close together now The tender hands that seemed to prove Their wondrous fitness to perform The works of charitable love. 298 POEMS OF NATURE AND HOME. Such is her picture, but too fair For pencil or for pen to paint ; For who could show you all in one The child, the woman, and the saint? I needs must fail ; for mortal hand Her full completeness may not trace. Whose meek and quiet spirit gives Heaven's beauty to an earthly face ! FAITH. Dbak, gentle Faith ! on the sheltered porch She used to sit by the hour. As still and white as the whitest rose That graced the vines of her bower. She watched the motes in the sun, the bees. And the glad birds come and go ; The butterflies, and the children bright That chased them to and fro. She saw them happy, one and all, And she said that God was good ; Though she never had walked on the sweet green And, alas ! she never would ! She saw the happy maid fulfill Her woman's destiny ; The trusting bride on the lover's arm. And the babe on the mother's knee. She folded meek, her empty hands, And she blest them, aU and each. FAITH. 299 While the treasure that she coveted Was put beyond her reach. " Yea, if God wills it so," she said, " Even so 'tis mine to live. What to withhold He knoweth best, As well as what to give ! " At last, for her, the very sight Of the good, fair earth was done. She could not reach the porch, nor see The grass, nor the motes in the sun Yet still her smile of sweet content Made heavenly all the place. As if they sat about her bed Who see the Father's face ; For to his will she bent her head. As bends to the rain the rose. " We know not what is best," she said ; " We only know He knows \ " Poor, crippled Faith ! glad, happy Faith ! Even in affliction blest ; For she made the cross we thought so hard A sweet support and rest. Wise, trusting Faith ! when she gave her hand To One we could not see. She told us all she was happier Than we could ever be. And we knew she thought how her feet, that ne'er On the good, green earth had trod, Would walk at last on the lily-beds That bloom in the smile of God ! 300 POEMS OF NATURE AND HOME. TO AN ELF ON A BUTTERCUP. Cunning little fairy, Where the breezes blow, Rocking in a buttercup, Lightly to and fro ; Little folks for nothing Look not so demure ; You are planning mischief, I am very sure ! You will soon be dancing Down beside the spring ; On the velvet meadow, In a fairy ring ; Spoiling where the ewes feed All the tender grass ; And making charmed circles, Mortals dare not pass. Darkening light where lovers Modest, sit apart. You will kiss the maiden, With your wicked art ; Make her think her wooer Wofully to blame ; Through her frowns and blushes, Crying out, " For shame ! " Ah ! my little fairy. With your mystic charms. You have slipped the infant From its mother's arms ; PROVIDENCE. 301 And have left a changeling In its place at night ; While yon turned the mortal To a tricksy sprite. Thus you mix folks up so, Wicked, willful elf; Never one of us can know If he be himself : And sitting here and telling Of the tricks you do ; I wonder whether I am I, Or whether I am you ! PROVIDENCE. ** Ah ! what will become of the lOy, When the summer-time is dead ? Must she lay her spotless robes away, And hide in the dust her head ? " " My child, the hand that bows her head Can lift it up anew ; And weave another shining robe Of sunshine and of dew." " But, father, what will the sparrows do ? Though they chirp so blithe and bold, When the shelter of the leaves is gone They must perish with the cold." 302 POEMS OF NATURE AND HOME. • The sparrows are little things, my child, And the cold is hard to bear ; Yet never one of these shall fall Without our Father's care." " But how will the tender lambs be clothed ? For you know the shepherd said. He must take their fleeces all away, For us to wear instead." " They are warm enough to-day, my child, And so soon their fleeces grow, They each will have another one Before they feel the snow." " I know you wUl keep me, father ; That I shall be clothed and fed ; But suppose that I were lost from home. Oh, suppose that you were dead ! " " My child, there is One who seeks you, No matter where you roam ; And you may not stray so far away. That He cannot bring you home." " For you have a better Father, In a better home above ; And the very hairs of your precious head Are numbered by His love ! " LAST POEMS. DREAMS AND REALITIES. O Rosamond, thou fair and good, And perfect flower of womanhood. Thou royal rose of June, Why didst thou droop before thy time ? Why wither in thy first sweet prime ? Why didst thou die so soon ? For looking backward through my tears On thee, and on my wasted years, I cannot choose but say. If thou hadst lived to be my guide, Or thou hadst lived and I had died, 'Twere better far to-day. O child of light, golden head — Bright sunbeam for one moment shed Upon life's lonely way — Why didst thou vanish from our sight ? Could they not spare my little light From heaven's unclouded day ? O friend so true, O friend so good — Thou one dream of my maidenhood, That gave youth all its charms — What had I done, or what hadst thou. That through this lonesome world till now We walk with empty arms ? 304 LAST POEMS. And yet, had this poor soul been fed With all it loved and coveted — Had life been always fair — "Woald these dear dreams that ne'er depart, That thrill with bliss my inmost heart, Forever tremble there ? If still they kept their earthly place, The friends I held in my embrace, And gave to death, alas ! Could I have learned that clear, calm faitb That looks beyond the bounds of death, And almost longs to pass ? Sometimes, I think, the things we see Are shadows of the things to be ; That what we plan we build ; That every -hope that hath been crossed, And every dream we thought was lost, in heaven shall be fulfilled ; That even the children of the brain Have not been born and died in Vain, Though here unclothed and dumb ; But on some brighter, better shore They live, embodied evermore. And wait for us to come. And when on that last day we rise. Caught up between the earth and skies. Then shall we hear our Lord Say, " Thou hast done with doubt and death ; Henceforth, according to thy faith, Shall be thy faith's reward." THE LAST ACT. 305 THE LAST ACT. A WKETCHBD farce is our life at best, A weariness under the sun ; I am sick of the part I have to play, And I would that it were done. 1 would that all the smiles and sighs Of its mimic scenes could end ; That we could see the curtain fall On the last poor act, my friend ! Thin, faded hair, a beard of snow, A thoughtful, furrowed brow ; And this is all the world cto see When it looks upon you now. And I, it almost makes me smile, 'Tis counterfeit so true, To see how Time hath got me up For the part I have to do. 'Tis strange that we can keep in mind, Through all this tedious play, The way we needs must act and look. And the words that we should say. And I marvel if the young and gay Believe us sad and old ; If they think our pulses slow and calm, And our feelings dead and cold ! 20 806 LAST POEMS. But I cannot hide myself from you, Be the semblance e'er so good ; For under it all and through it all You would know the womanhood. And you cannot make me doubt your truth, For all your strange disguise ; For the soul is drawn through your tender voice, And the heart through the loving eyes. And I see, where other eyes behold Thin, whitened locks fall down, A god-like head, that proudly wears Its curls like a royal crown. And I sec the smile of the tender lip, 'Neath its manly fringe of jet, That won my heart, when I had a heart, And that holds and keeps it yet. All ! how shall we act this wretched part Till its weary, weary close ? For our souls are young, we are lovers yet, For all our shams and shows ! Let us go and lay our masks aside In that cool and green retreat. That is softly curtained from the world By the daisies fair and sweet. And far away from this weary life. In the light of Love's white throne. We shall see, -at last, as we are seen, And know as we are known !