CHARLES WILLIAM WASON COLLECTION CHINA AND THE CHINESE THE GIFT OF CHARLES WILLIAM WASON CLASS OF 1876 1918 Cornell University Library PR 6045.O59H4 3 1924 024 145 488 Cornell University Library The original of tliis bool< is in tine Cornell University Library. There are no known copyright restrictions in the United States on the use of the text. http://www.archive.org/details/cu31924024145488 Her Celestial Husband '^^4. Thou hast put away mine acquaintance far frotn me ; ihott hast made me an abomination tmio them : I am shut up, and I cannot come forth. — PsALM Ixxxviii, 8. HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND DANIEL WOODROFF]'. COLONIAL EDITION T . FISHER U N W I N 1895 HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND. CHAPTER I. The old years' dead hands are full of their dead flowers, The old days are full of dead old loves of ours, Born as a rose, and briefer born than she ; Couldst thou not watch with me ? Since thou art not as these are, go thy ways ; Thou hast no part in all my nights and days. Lie still, sleep on, be glad — as such things be. Thou couldst not watch with me. Swinburne. — " I HAVE not written to you for months ; it is riot because there has been nothing to tell you, but because I have not been able to bring myself to write. " I am unhappy, wretchedly unhappy. How many days and nights I have thought of what has at length come to pass ! I was so fond of Lindsay and it is so 2 HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND. bitter for me to have lost him. For the last few months, longer even, I have seen it as something inevitable, a bitter cup which the future held for me, and which I must drink, and now I have drank it, yes, every drop. My God, the taste is still on my lips, but I have recovered sufiSciently to write about it to you ; as I write I don't cry or rave, I am quite calm. " I wonder if I see things too clearly, if I am too exacting ; perhaps I am, anyhow I can't help it, I cannot accept a stone for bread. To many women this falling off on Lindsay's part would have come as a surprise, some perhaps would not have perceived it at all, but I for a long while past have seen it, yet there was nothing very marked ; he is to-day as kind as ever, doubtless if I had not myself put a stop to the engagement and insisted on his taking back his freedom, we should, ere long, have become the ordinary married couple, boring each other and being bored, living in a villa with that halo of respectability about us, which the world at large seems to accept as a substitute for happiness. " But I cannot stand this lukewarm affection ; I have always wanted love, and even now, wretched as I am, I believe I would sooner; have nothing, since I could not have had all. I need not explain all this to you, you know my nature, and you are, I think, the only person in the world who does. " After all, I am not surprised at Lindsay's getting HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND. 3 tired of me, for, look back at my life, you who have known it all. In some book I once read, there is a hideous saying that one's past is also one's future. " Oh, Nancy, think of it, think of my past coming over again ! Yet, do you know, terrible as the thought is, I almost believe it to be true, for, consider my life ; has not each event, each catastrophe in it been a repetition of the one before ? You know when George Terrence jilted me years ago, he told me that no man could keep in with me, I was too exacting, and my mind was too strange. Then far back there was my first lover, Valesworth, you remember, he said the same, almost indeed in the identical words. It has always been the same story, and now again I hear it from Lindsay, so it seems there's some fatal flaw in me which every man perceives, and thereupon casts me back into the water like drift-wood. * * * * * * " Nancy, I had thought about it for a Jong time, I had watched him growing colder and colder, and as I tell you, this period of awakening from happiness was the more bitter to me as I had gone through it so often before. At the last, however, the crisis came quite suddenly, and though there has been a gulf like years between that day and this, yet — sometimes it seems to me that it happened only yesterday, and then, Nancy — well — I feel as if I were going mad ! " Do bear with me, for I have no one but you to tell it to ; my mother has trouble enough, I cannot 4 HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND. grieve her more, my past, present, and future are alike a sorrow to her, while to every one else this- crowning misfortune of my life is only 'another of Miss Conyer's unfortunate love affairs.' "Wh^t that terrible Frenchman said about other people's misfortunes is quite true. People do enjoy hearing of them ; I can see it in their faces. Though they pretend to deplore the thing, I can see that they are really not sorry in the least — glad if anything. You and you alone will really feel for me, and realise the disaster this thing is to me. And then again, I'm feeling so ill, my head is so queer, it has such an odd heavy feeling, it feels just as if it were stuffed with rags, and I can't disentangle things in my mind. " But all of this resolves itself into the one fact that I've lost Lindsay! " My mind reverts to that evening when enraged by his indifference, his obvious cooling on me, I turned on him and gave him back his liberty. It was at a dance. I remember the foggy evening through which we drove, the dances with various people, and then the next thing I remember is that dance with Lindsay, and afterwards the words we had. I was looking at him. and wondering, in a-fury at his apathy, why I had ever loved him -so passion- ately and well Yes, it had come to that ; I coald look at him and ask myself what there had been -to love. .The gaslight showe(i me a young man neither handsome nor ugly ; you see how dispassionately I HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND. 5 can judge him. In the time then already past, I had adored him, and now, it seemed to me I sat there and appraised him like an auctioneer. We had left the dancing-room and gone upstairs ; the room we entered contained several other couples ; we sat down' and he began talking — about the weather, it had been wet and cold, — he had met my cousin Jack at Charing Cross, and he had told him that he should not be able to come down to-night, &c., &c., all these trivialities in an inert manner and without looking at me. " It was then that for the first time I asked myself what there had been about Lindsay Brookes that I should once have loved him ; I felt dispirited, both of us I felt were changed, and I sat answering him in monosyllables and thinking. " He is a dark man, of that dark type which is now so common, his eyes are very handsome, but he was not looking at me. I noticed for the first time that his shoulders are narrow, his features are good, but there is a pallor about his face which I suppose has been there all along, but which I only noticed how. The waltz began, a faint sound of music canie up the staircase, Lindsay looked at his programme, and then for the first time at me. " ' Shall we dance it ? ' he asked. " As he spoke, I was watching the various couples leave the room. A girl in a white dress with her companion, a tall man, took my attention ; as she 6 HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND. went out before him, he stooped down and arranged the tail of her skirt. Something in this, a certain tenderness and grace in the action, came into sharp contrast with Lindsay's nonchalant tones and a certain inertness in his attitude, and in the mood I was then in, the contrast galled me. " ' As you like, Lindsay,' said I, ' but I am tired.' " He didn't say he was sorry, but sat still, one white gloved hand on his knee, the other twirling his programme by its string ; I noticed that he tried to disguise a yawn. I glanced again at his face ; he had stifled the yawn and his countenance was expressionless once more, save for a weary, bored look that it has had of late. " He looked at me not unkindly, but still, coldly, dispassionately ; he might have been looking at the wall paper, for all his face showed, and said — " ' Yes, you look tired.' "You know that the very keynote of niy nature is an intense longing for sympathy and love ; I would do anything in the world for those two things, yes, I think I would commit crimes for them. I have said that I did not love Lindsay at that moment, but if he had loved me as he did at first, I should have con- tinued faithful ; it was the dying down of his fire that had chilled me to the heart, but for that I should have .continued to love him, of that I am certain, now his tones and the coldness of his eyes made me shiver. .HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND. 7 " It was at that moment that the loneliness I feel now, began to creep over me, for I perceived that we were far apart. "'Lindsay,' I said, 'you'd be happier downstairs dancing.' " ' And how about you ? ' he asked, but without denying what I had suggested. " ' What does it matter about me ? I'll come too,' I said wearily. " ' My next,' he observed, consulting his card, ' is with Miss Dynevor ; she's looking very smart to- night, don't you think so ? Well, let's be moving — if you like. Poor Mabel,' he added, scrutinizing my face, • you're not looking at all well, or is it that your dress doesn't suit you? Aren't you thinner? As I catch your face in this light ' " The sadness of heart that had been gathering for some time, culminated in this speech of his. The allusion to Miss Dynevor angered me, for I had got it into my head that he admired her. Tears came to my eyes. '"I suppose I am,' I replied. 'I'm always up or down ; when I am happy I look well enough.' " He didn't challenge this, or appear as if he attached any sighificance to my words, but laughed lightly. " ' Well, be happy then,' said' he, tucking away his ball programme into his pocket, and sitting down once more. 8 HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND.. "'What is the matter, Mabel?' asked he after a moment, but I made no reply. " ' What a funny girl you are ! ' he observed, and then suddenly I found myself speaking. " ' Lindsay,' I said, ' I know I am,— I can't help my nature. If I thought you loved me or were even very fond of me, I should love you beyond everything in the world ; nothing would turn me from you ; but when you look coldly at me and don't seem to care, all seems over and I am alone — get some one else and let me go my way.' " I stopped still, astonished at my own words, for though r had for so long been thinking all these things, I had never, even in my fancy, said them. Even now I would have returned to him if he had shown any great emotion, but the pallor of his face didn't change, and he said, without a move of his features, without a gesture — " ' You don't mean this.' " ' Yes I do,' cried I. " ' Do you mean,' he asked, ' that you really want it to be over between us ? ' And even in saying this he showed, it seemed to me, as little emotion as if he had been inviting an acquaintance to lunch. " ' Well,' I returned, ' what does it amount to ? You have ceased to love me, you regard me as a sort of half wife, only not so dear ; it is neither your fault nor mine, I suppose, but Fate's, which has thrown us together so constantlj' and has staled everything. I HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND. ,9 don't blame you, Lindsay ; it is all, I suppose, my own fault. No man can love me for long. You know my past, — you know it all ; every one wearies of me or I expect too much, one or the other. If I were like the ordinary girl you would have continued to care, whereas now you can dissect me and see my faults, and God knows I have enough of them.' " I stopped short, crying bitterly. Though every word I uttered cut me like a knife, the emotional part of my nature, those unguided impulses which have always been my enemies and will ruin me yet, were urging me to further rash speech. Yet why call it rash, what else could I have done ? " ' I cannot think why you are saying all this,' said he, with cold displeasure. ' What have I done to displease you, tell me ? What a strange fit of temper, and about nothing too ! Mabel, you know you are an odd girl, a very odd girl, but of late you've seemed stranger still. I cannot pretend to understand you ; why, for instance, if you found me wanting in affection did you not tell me of it ? Any other girl but you would ; but instead of that, after dancing with me and talking and behaving just as Usual, you suddenly, apropos of nothing as it appears to me, declare that you wish our engagement at an end.' " But why write down every word of that conversa- tion .' It only grieves me anew ; it is enough to say that my engagement is broken off. " Nancy, I feel so unutterably lonely, for Lindsay lo HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND. after all belonged to me, and my past was so sad that I was happy to be in smooth water. You should have read the letter Lindsay wrote me the next day ; only he, I think, could have written it. I could see so plainly in every line his astonishment at my conduct, and also his intense relief. It was a letter cold as his eyes and heart. It is chilly writing up in my room. I shall wake up to-morrow morning and when my eyes fall on the roses and jasmine on my wall-paper, I shall think of all this as one does at once of any sad thing. " Nancy, there's one thing more I want to tell you but I hardly dare, for you'll think me mad. Well, perhaps I am, yet mad or not Fate seems to be drifting me to a certain end, and if I do drift there, as is possible, you'll have to hear of it sooner or later and then, — why, Nancy, if you've read all this, and how madly, madly miserable I am, instead of blaming me as the others will do, you'll only pity me. " I daresay mother in her letters to your mother has mentioned a Mr. Lew-Ching who came here a short while ago and was introduced to us by our friend Mr. Deans, whose people knew his family in China. She has described his funny Chinese way of looking at things, his pigtail, his accent, and so on. There is little news in a suburban place like this, so that any- thing as exciting as the advent of a Chinaman in one's midst would not have escaped recounting. Well, HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND. n prepare yourself, and for Heaven's sake don't collapse at the news. " I'm going to marry Lew-Ching ! " There, the murder's out ! " I can picture your face, but say nothing, nothing will alter it. Yes, I'm to be Mrs. Lew-Ching and live among the Celestials. Well, it cannot be less celestial there than it has been here of late. " Good-night. — If I could only sleep ! Oh, Nancy, if only I could ever sleep again as I used ! " Miss Conyers laid down her pen, the fire was getting low, the candles on the looking-glass were almost worn out. She paused for a moment, and going to a wardrobe at the end of the room, took from it a robe of dark blue satin worked with a design of flowers and blue dragons. She looked at it with a half repulsion, her fingers strayed over the design, exquisitely worked and having the appearance almost of a painting. It was a Chinese robe. A curious set expression had come over her face. As she looked, the candles burnt low and guttered into semi-darkness. She shivered, tears came into her eyes. " Ah, no, no," she murmured, " oh, my God ! No, I cannot ! " Blowing out the candle, she crept into bed, but in her sleep she saw the blue dragon ; it was a shape of horror in amongst the pink roses. CHAPTER II. When the idea of marrying Lew-Ching first pre- sented itself to Miss Conyer's mind, she had treated it as a joke, after that she had considered it for a moment seriously, and the next had decided that it was a thought too wild to be entertained. But she was a creature of impulse, and close on the heels of this last reflection had come the thought that in marrying him she would be getting away from Barford, from the people who knew her history, that history of failures, from the commonplaces of a suburban life which, with this last and crowning mis- fortune of the loss of Lindsay Brookes, she had begun to hate with a concentrated hatred. Life had become too bitter to be borne, out of this existence of restricted means and blighted aims she must extricate herself, but how ? That was the question, since she had no aptitude for any of the things that women turn to, to support themselves. When the night-time came and Mabel was left to herself in the little upstairs bedroom, where she had lain awake so many nights grieving, she sought in HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND. 13 her mind, with an intense anxiety, for some means of escape, and it was then that out of these feelings of desperation and of broken love, out of the common- place routine of her life, had come a reckless despair, in which her curiously unbalanced, impulsive mind came gradually to accept as possible what she had at first shrunk from. It was exactly four months since she had first met Lew-Ching, since that day when the curious twistings of Fate had thrown him in her path. Lew-Ching was singularly handsome, for a China- man, with polished and pleasant manners, but a Chinese voice, it was at once guttural and woodeny. He spoke English as an educated Chinaman does, precisely and grammatically, but with that slight struggle with the letter N, and the peculiar hiss in certain words which the Chinese can never get over in speaking our language. His eyes were of a tawny darkness, and though obliquely set in his face, were handsome, his sallow skin had the curiously stretched look over the cheek bones, the yellowness, the coarse, open pores, that are a racial peculiarity, his teeth were white, his lips well formed, and not thickei- than those of many Englishmen. It was only when he was vexed that he looked ugly, for then two lines came from the cheek bones, either side of the face down to the chin. These lines gave him a sinister appearance, but they did not very often appear. To the young ladies of Barford, the advent of the 14 HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND. Chinaman had been full of excitement, a nine days' wonder, and the astonishing discovery that though he looked so outlandish, he could talk to them in very fair English, and flirt in an altogether new and, they supposed, Chinese fashion, made him very popular. The fact that witll the exception of Edward Deans and his son, and one or two others intimate with the Deans family, not a man in the place liked him was another circumstance that added piquancy to their intercourse with the stranger. He was very interesting ; he was also they thought wicked, and that was very delightful. He was also quite new and original. And then too it was very plain that he admired them, his eyes told them that he considered them beautiful, as he met them rosy and blooming, in their sailor hats and neat dresses, walking into the town or setting out with their golf sticks to play on Barford Common. Now the Barford young mens' eyes did not express admiration in any marked degree ; they had seen too much of the girls. The girls had also seen too much of them ; they knew them with the absolute and exhaustive knowledge of young women who had been brought up in the same town. They met them every day in shoals as they returned from London. They saw them at golf and tennis and again in the evening at concerts and dances. Nothing astonished Lew-Ching,' more than the tennis and golf. He smiled benignantly as he saw HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND. 15 these games played on the common. " No, no, we don't do this," he replied to a question, showing his uneven teeth. Curiously enough his manner made them feel that he was in the right, and that to be running about after a ball was ridiculous and un- dignified. He was always dignified, his manner was very graceful, his voice, the guttural Chinese voice, was the worst part of him, but this, as they said, they could forgive him since he said such pretty things in it ; and besides it was uncommon. The young men of th.e place were jealous of the amount of attention paid to the Chinaman, one or two of them disliked him very much. They drew the attention of their women friends to what they called his " snuffling " manner of speaking, and to one or two peculiarities of his, they hinted even at a superior knowledge of Lew-Ching's character and morals, but by virtue of that curious kink in the minds of the British, who cannot make enough of foreigners if they are only sufficiently outlandish, the Chinaman seemed to have firmly established himself in Barford society. The matrons, though from the fact of his being a foreigner, they necessarily knew little about him, none the less liked to have him at their dances and dinners ; it was rather a dull suburb and it was not surprising that they should. " He is a charming man," they said. Lew-Ching accepted their kindness and hospitality, i6 HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND. and looked out on the world with his dark, half- opened eyes which yet saw everything. His manner to ladies, though profoundly ceremonious with the ceremony of a well-bred Chinaman, yet suggested a profound admiration, the more touching as it was offered in distant language, and with this foreign manner which charmed like the scent of a rare flower. It was a change from the talk of young England, garnished with the slang of business and racecourse. His entertainers said he was " so natural," — but since every usage of ours was different from his own, he was not: on the contrary he was clever enough to walk very warily. Only once had he been quite natural ; then he had said things which, if these ladies could have heard him, would have shocked the British matrons, who are not easily disgusted, and seldom in the right place. It had been a case of " in vino Veritas^' only the wine in this case had been whiskey, which, at first accustomed to his own wines, he had not understood. The mistake had been in drinking whiskey after much champagne at a ball, and had resulted in Lew- Ching's standing some time by the ball-room door and then returning to Mr. Vaughan, the man who supplied him with the whiskey, and giving him a sketch of his impressions of English society and English morals. Lew-Ching's views of society after whiskey were singularly coarse and vile ; he expressed himself with HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND. 17 a beastial directness and in a mixture of very good English and the best Chinese. This was when he had first come to Barford and before he had met Miss Conyers. A slight flush had come under his yellow skin and had mounted up to the cheek bones, where the skin was so tightly stretched, his eyes had leered and glinted evilly as he spoke, his voice was more guttural than ever, gestures that had been dignified had become more rapid. Owing to the mixture of Chinese and English, one or two of. the expressions he used had been lost on his companion. Mr. Vaughan was not very refined himself, also he happened to be a London man and not a native of the place, thus it was that the Chinaman's sentiments, though they startled the recipient, never got further than that gentleman. Lew-Ching never again erred ; he was never again " natural " ; in future he knew what to drink and how to drink it. He returned to his solemnity and cere- mony. He treated the women he had besmirched, as if they were princesses, he once more looked calmly and coolly out of his dark eyes. CHAPTER III. It was curious that Lew-Ching should enter the girl's life just at this crisis of unhappiness, but Fate, which can make or mar our lives and wreck our souls, had thrown him in the girl's path at this precise moment. She had met him in the house of a Mrs. Deans, an old friend of theirs, he had helped her to tea, and had talked to her, sitting near her .in the firelight. In the fashionable dimness of shaded lamps she could not see his features very distinctly, but she thought that he was very good-looking for a China- man, yet she didn't like his face. That was her first impression. His moUth, as she saw it by this shaded light, had given her, she long afterwards remembered, a species of horror, and the glint of his eyes, what did this mean ? or did all Chinamen look at one with this peculiar glint ? Yes, the eyes attracted her ; she couldn't help looking at them, the iris was a dark, golden brown shot with little rays or specks of an orange colour ; on one of the eyes there was a dark blotch near the i8 HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND. 19 pupil ; she found herself looking at this mark and wondering what colour it was. The same subdued light that showed his face and silken robes to her eyes, had fallen on the exquisite fairness of her skin, that wonderful fairness that goes with red hair, and Lew-Ching had noted the white and red of her face and lips. In the intervals of decorous phrases he had sat in a curiously alert silence, looking at Mabel as often as he dared. Her face had once been too full ; her enemies had compared it to a dairymaid's ; now grief had wrecked the merely animal beauty of it, had planted a suspicion of hollow in the cheeks, and had saddened her eyes. These changes had given passion to her face and piquancy, and it chanced to please Lew- Ching's eyes. MeanwhilCjin the distance, their hostess was telling Mabel's mother about her guest. He was, she said, a merchant in Hankow. Her nephew, years ago in China, had been befriended by Lew-Ching's father, and now the son had come to England before settling down. Her nephew had merely known Lew-Ching's father, so that what they really knew of the China- man himself was not very much. " But he's really very nice," concluded the hostess to Mrs. Conyers. " I don't think I've ever seen a Chinaman before," observed Mrs. Conyers. " Both appearance and dress are so foreign to us, aren't they ? " 20 HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND. "That's the worst of it," laughed Mrs. Deans ; " people who meet him about the streets are quite unprepared for him, and quite startled. He's the observed of all, poor man ; sometimes I've quite pitied him. I need not," she added with a chuckle, for nothing on earth disturbs him ; I really think he's the coolest-headed person I ever met. I must tell you," continued she, "that he's a. great favourite already with people we've introduced him to. My girls think him very amusing ; he can make him- self perfectly charming when he likes, and then, you see, all his funny little foreign ways" And there Lew-Ching found her. — Her back was 120 HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND. turned to him and at first he imagined she was merely ill, he didn't think he had neglected her in leaving her, in not before this seeing whether she was on deck, he had no thought of being unkind. To his Asiatic ideas there was nothing strange in her seeking her cabin and remaining there, or in a husband remaining apart from his wife, but when she made no sign at his entrance he stooped down and, addressing her, lifted her up, not ungently; He was struck then by the expression on this face, with its abandoned golden hair. Mabel had been thinner ever since he had seen her, but in spite of a slight diminution of flesh, she had always belonged to the chubby, round-cheeked order of beauty. There was no chubbiness about the face that rested on his arm and looked up in his eyes. She made no excuse for lying there, made no com- plaint about the desolation she felt ; no, it would only annoy her husband, she thought, perhaps set him against her, — and he was the only person left now, — the only one, — the last, — she would put this restraint upon herself — to keep from complaints and tears, — but she looked at him with eyes that were heartbroken. " Mabel, how you must have suffered," he cried, shocked at her changed face, " and the worst of it is that there is no help for it. What can I do ? " " No, there is no help for it ; — you can do nothing," she murmured with a grey face. CHAPTER XI. To the crew and passengers of the Orestes, Mabel's presence was a great boon, for, thanks to her presence, there was no such thing as dulness on board ; she was the subject of endless talk. The usual themes of conversation, such as the scantiness or bad quality of the food, the sameness of the inevitable fowl that was served to them punctually twice a day, were neglected in favour of this new excitement. They even forgot to quarrel with each other, they no longer cared who sat next the captain, or whether the wife of Sir George Flojd, who was on board, on her way to Hong Kong, was giving herself more airs than usual. This lady had, they imagined, during the first two days tried to show her superiority by having her chair brought up on to the poop and sitting away from them there ; now she might have sat on the funnel or climbed the main mast without much comment. Mabel's beauty, her strangeness of manner coupled with the still more strange nature of the alliance she had made, were the talk of the ship. Endless were the surmises as to her life in the 122 HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND. future : some had spoken to her, some had not, but all had something to contribute towards the discus- sion. The lady who occupied the next cabin persisted in it, that, through the light partition separating her cabin from theirs, she had heard one night the sound of tears, and a voice saying, " Oh, Lindsay, Lindsay, — why did you let me go ? " Another lady wondered why she had married the man, since every look showed that she didn't care for him. The men listened to what the ladies had to say, and as usual took their view more or less. Thus it happened that not only the women, but the male half of the passengers avoided her. Though Mabel was such a pretty woman the officers of the Orestes and the other gentlemen on board were very shy of offering her such civilities as they would have been quite ready with had the circumstances been different. From the facts of her position they were biassed against her, a feeling which Mrs. Sandilands and Mrs. Beecher had greatly fostered by what they said of her. None the less, whatever her character, some of them would have been- quite ready to sun themselves in the company of this pretty woman if it had not been that they were afraid of what Lew-Ching's.ideas might be with regard to his beautiful bride, and were aware that in making themselves agreeable to the wife of an Asiatic, they would possibly be incurring his jealousy or at least his displeasure. They knew the Chinese traditions. HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND. 123 the Chinese character, too well, and moreover, there was something in the glint of Lew-Ching's eyes, in the expression of his face, that made them, in this case, especially disinclined for the enterprise. But Mabel did not think of this second reason. — She compared the conduct of these men to the homage she had been used to, and found in it only another insult, only another sign that she was not considered on a level with these other people now that she was Lew-Ching's wife. And once this was established in her brain, she returned coldness for coldness. She felt the same spirit of defiance that she had felt at Mrs. Newcome's ball when she had entered the house with her mother and the Chinaman and had marked the disapproving looks of the men. It was unfortunate that her first experiences should have been of the two ladies, Mrs. Beecher and Mrs. Sandilands, for one or two of the others pitied her position and would have been friendly, but she was now suspicious and distrustful, suspecting patronage. No, no, she would have none of them now — the time was past, — she didn't want them. She snubbed one or two of the ladies who meant well, but whose method of questioning her as to her future she considered offensive. She. snubbed Mr. Vale-Smith, a favourite jackall of Mrs. Sandilands, who had, indeed, been commissioned by the owner of the frizzly hair and the helmet, to make himself agreeable to Mrs. Lew-Ching and " find out all about her." 124 HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND. With her unerring instinct, with the same intuition that had told her at once when Lindsay's love had waned, she guessed immediately the young fellow's mission, and returned him to Mrs. Sandilands empty of any information concerning herself or her husband. At last hardly any one but the Captain spoke to her: he always made a point of being kind to the girl, for he imagined that she was unhappy. Even to him she confided nothing of her history, nothing of the past, he didn't learn from her any answer to the numerous questions she gave rise to, nor did he question her; he was quite satisfied simply to be kind to her as far as lay in his power. At mealtime she sat far apart at the other table, but from where he was, he could see her beside her husband and Mr. T'seng, with on the other side of her an American lady who only occasionally spoke to her. Mr. T'seng, with true Chinese politeness, never addressed his friend's wife, but the two compatriots conversed in Chinese, while Mabel's beautiful, hopeless eyes stared about her at the unfriendly faces of those people who " passed by on the other side." She fancied she was getting to care less ; she was used to it, but what she noticed now was, that, as they neared China, Lew-Ching seemed to lose that English veneer of manners that he had acquired in Barford. Yes, he was becoming distinctly more Chinese, he even spoke English less correctly than he had done. HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND. 125 he was always talking to the other Chinaman — she could catch their woodeny tones, the inflections of their voices. These tones began to disgust her, and then the hideous, typical Chinese face of the other Asiatic seemed to exaggerate the peculiarities of her husband's features. In speaking to her a Chinese word would creep in here and there and she would stare at him astonished then he would smile and say — "You will learn in time ;— soon you will speak Chinese as I do." She was beginning to understand the wide differ- ence between her husband's views of life and her own. One day, struck by a feeling of loneliness, she went up to him on deck where he- stood talking to one of the passengers and put her arm through his own. He at once withdrew his arm, and then seeing that she looked hurt, said — " I only mean, Mabel, that this is not the custom with us." "Not the custom?" " No ; — with us husbands and wives " He hesitated, at a loss for a word. " It is so very different," he proceeded. "If a Chinaman, my friend Mr. T'seng, for instance, were to see this he would consider it the height of impropriety. Yes, he would consider you a common woman, you know it is not the custom with us to make merry with our wives in public." 126 HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND. " But it is ours," she replied, " and we are among my people now, not yours." A curious glint came into the husband's eyes, it was the expression he had worn when he had talked to Mr. Vaughan about English people that night at the ball, but he replied — " I am only telling you these things because, living with us, it is necessary for you to learn them, — for no other reason. Everything you do is good in my eyes, but my eyes are not the only ones which will judge you, — soon you will be among my race. I have married an English woman ; yes, well, my pretty Mabel, remain so, except in such outward things as would in our future life bring me into contempt, and, in conforming to the few things I ask, remember that our manners and our conventionalities are worthy of your respect on other grounds than those I put forward, since they are the outcome of a civilisation far older than yours." " I often wonder why you wanted to marry me," said the girl forlornly, — "I must be so utterly differ- ent from your women." " That perha;ps is the secret of why I loved you," replied he, " and I married you because I loved you ; I don't know why, but far more than I can love any of our women, perhaps because you are so much more beautiful, — it is you I love, not anything you say or do." But the words and the expression of his eyes HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND. 127 though they comforted her, had no longer any power to stir the girl's heart. Perhaps it was that, standing there in his old blue robe, he looked so different from the handsome China- man whom she had once persuaded herself to love. CHAPTER XII. There was a terrible monotony about the voyage, but in spite of its drawbacks it did Mabel good. She had undoubtedly steeled herself in a manner to the daily disagreeables of it, her mind was not able, moreover, to think for long. She had always to abandon thought, it was too painful, her head felt , muddled by it, but her head now was the only thing that gave her trouble, as, apart from mental annoyance, her health was good and she had a good appetite. Then came the Suez Canal. At night, standing beside Lew-Ching and looking -over the side of the ship, she saw the grey, forlorn-looking banks and felt depressed to the very heart. The terrible heat undid much of the good of the voyage : she could not sleep at all at night except for a few minutes, but lay dreaming those confused waking dreams in which she was always doing something which never, never ended. The voyage seemed very long, but at last came the landing — the going aboard the river boat. This 128 HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND. 129 part seemed to her like a dream, but, when they were ashore, and were being carried in chairs, the river voyage being ended, she remembered that, as she had left the Orestes, she had heard one of the gentlemen on board saying to his wife — " Poor girl, poor wretched girl ! " This sentence, which she at once understood applied to herself, she kept on repeating mechanically, it kept time to the shuffle of the coolies' feet as they carried her. One or two people had shaken hands with her ; those whom she had not snubbed and shaken off in that burst of wounded feeling following the conduct towards herself of those two mischievous women, Mrs. Beecher and Mrs. Sandilands. This journey by land was a relief after the boats. They had gone some little distance and Mabel had fallen asleep. The girl was awakened by the chair stopping and the sound of voices. She roused herself and looked out. It was clear moonlight, so clear that she could see every stone in the road distinct with its shadow.- She noticed her own shadow as she leaned out ; just near it were the grotesque, silhouettes of the coolies who carried her chair, she gazed at the men, noting their pigtails and their backs, which seemed to her to have the same tireless expression of waiting which she had always thought Lew-Ching had. They were standing stock still without a movement, lethargic and infinitely patient. To left and right lO 130 HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND. were houses and before her a blank wall, standing grey and tall against the star-powdered sky. She stared at it, fascinated. Lew-Ching's chair was a few paces in front of hers and he was talking to some men. Her observant ears took in every shade of expression of the voices and noted that the men treated him with respect. Suddenly a door in the wall was thrown open and through this opening she could see the gleam of lanterns and lights on the other side. "Is this the wall of China?" Mabel asked herself, and then noiselessly their chairs moved on, they were approaching the door, now they were going through an archway ! Then suddenly they seemed to be in something like Hell ! She heard the gate shut behind them ! Was it a terrible nightmare ? What were these fjices, livid, distinct in the moonlight, that swarmed beside her chair and looked in ? what Walpurgis night was this that was being enacted for her home-coming ? These living things were in the form of men and women, the hobbled creatures in the semblance of women, in rags and with faces of the lower type of Chinese and further distorted by disease and want, seemed to be stumbling along on hoofs beside her, screaming to each other. It was the rabble of the Chinese quarter. The place was a mass of small lanes, infinitely HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND. 131 unsavoury, smelling of accumulated filth, oil, cooking, garbage and of the reeking and terrible humanity peopling it, who now were crowding round about Mabel's chair, and leering in, addressing the occupant in accents which reminded her terribly of Lew- Ching's. The sides of the houses forming these streets were of wood, their overhanging roofs almost shut out the sky. They appeared to be rotten in places, sodden with wet and dirt, lights gleamed here and there in them, and their fearful occupants, these people who were terrifying Mabel, were taking the fetid air of this inferno before retiring for the night. One man kept walking beside her, holding on by his filthy hands to the side of the chair, the street was just wide enough for the chair and him to go abreast, the centre of the street was full of evil- smelling water, thick with various abominations ! Mabel sat back in the chair ; she had screamed once or twice, but the coolies, possibly knowing that they could not help the matter, or else having a Chinese disregard of suffering, had taken no notice ; perhaps they had not heard through this ungodly din the scream the English woman had given. She looked out, — she could no longer see the grey wall that shut in this inferno, nothing but these wooden shelters, — they seemed open to the street, she could see people sleeping on the floors. 132 HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND. She leaned far out one side, because of the China- , man who peered in the other so closely that she feared this terrible being would touch her. Some- times the lane would twist suddenly and she would lose sight of her husband's chair and coolies ; then she would suffer in the thought that in this maze of infamous dwellings her bearers could so easily make away with her, — this powerful Chinaman could drag her from her chair had he a mind. But the thought that had most horror for her was that Lew-Ching, in delivering her up to these terrors, had either an indifference to her sufferings or else did not consider that these things were terrible, and so had said no word of warning. Was he indeed so used to these sights and smells, that he imagined an English girl, fresh from the cleanliness and decency of an English home, could go unmoved through them ? When she looked up again the Chinese beggar had ceased to stare in at her and she was alone with the coolies, then her fright abated a little ; she told her- self that after all she was safe with these men into whose charge her husband had given her. The streets had begun to get a. little wider, the houses beside her seemed to be less rotten and filthy than those of the by-lanes just traversed ; they had coloured boards, like signs, jutting from their fronts and in the bright moonlight she could discern their colouring of blue and of red and of emerald green. There were fewer people and of a more respectable HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND. 133 sort, and here Lew-Ching signed to his bearers to stop, and waited till Mabel's chair came abreast, he looked smilingly round at her, as she came up with him ; it was very evident that he had no thought of the disgust and fright she had been enduring, — the fury against him she had felt at being left alone, as it were, in this Chinese slum. The poor girl made no sign of the indignation she had felt, but smiled in his face, a pathetic smile. What was the use of tears, — of reproaches? — what had befallen her was part of the life she had entered and from which, she recognised, there was no turning back. All she tried to do now was to keep what love for her her Chinese husband possessed, so she smiled back at him. But Lew-Ching perceived, even in the moonlight, the pallor of her beautiful face. " How white you are, my dear," he said. " It was the horror of your streets," she replied, " they frightened me, and I kept on screaming, and the bearers did not hear, and what makes everything here smell so dreadfully, — I feel so sick from it, and I have such a horrid taste on my lips, — haven't you ? " He looked at her calmly as a doctor might regard an hysterical patient. " Oh, no, of course not, — this is fancy," he said. " And why should you be frightened ? — -you had men to protect you. Of course these poor streets by the river are not very nice, but that cannot be helped. 134 HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND. This is better and here we can go together and you will not be frightened any longer.'' It was evident that Lew-Ching's nose was insen- sible to the terrible stench of the street they were going through, and Mabel said no more, she felt deadly sick and lay back in her chair. Then the thoroughfare widened ; a few trees ap- peared, they seemed to have reached the outskirts of the town, and here the coolies stopped to rest. They had put the chairs down at the side of a broad road, thickly planted with trees on either side, it might almost have been a country road in England. The air was fresh and pure and revived the girl, she asked her husband if she might not get out. The men had squatted down by the side of a hedge, and Lew-Ching and she wandered a few paces away up the moonlit road. It seemed a flat country ; far away she could see field after field, plantation after plantation of some greyish green, low-growing plant, with groups of houses dotted here and there, she could smell the scent of leaves and flowers, and could see that in some of the hedges gleamed blossoms shaped like a convolvulus. Her'shadow, trim waisted and with a sailor hat, and Lew-Ching's Chinese shadow, accu- rately cast as if cut out of black paper, walked before them. She plucked the sweet-scented flowers, and those which were beyond her reach her husband gathered HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND. 135 for her. They might have been an English girl and man on an English country road. " Have we much farther to be carried ? " she asked. " No, no," he answered, — " my house is not far from the town, but the men have come some distance and it is better for them to rest here than in the streets." " Oh, what a relief to be in this country air," she cried, — I keep on thinking that we are in England again," but she tried to stifle the sigh that accom- panied the words. A lane stretched away to their right, and at a corner of this the girl perceived growing, quantities of these beautiful, white night flowers which seemed to keep awake while every other thing slept. She wandered up the lane picking them as she went, they grew high, and she ascended a little hillock by the wayside the better to reach tliem. The subtle scents the grasses and leaves gave up to the night, reminded her of England. — How often in the country she had smelt these indistinct, aromatic perfumes which the wayside flowers and leaves had refused to give to the sun, but had rendered up to the moon's rays. She was so thank- ful that the flowers and hedges were so like England. Heartsick and full of sad forebodings, she caught with pleasure at the one thing which seemed pure and homelike, then she recalled to mind what her ex- pectations of life had been, and tried to think that very possibly this life might realise those expectations. 136 HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND. Her husband broke in on her reverie. " The men must be rested now," said he ; " come, Mabel, if we go farther we shall get to Yensi." He reached her his hand to help her down the little hillock, and he retained it fondly till they regained their chairs — then they set out once more through the moonlight. The time did not seem very long before they were set down before their destination. Standing back from the road Mabel could see a house which might very well be English, built of what looked in this light of grey brick, and with white eaves ; it seemed surrounded by mimosa-trees, the air was full of the exquisite scent, and the little fuzzy yellow balls of their blossoms gleamed through the leaves. The inmates were expecting them, for the outer door was thrown open, they were now standing in a courtyard dimly lighted by a couple of lanter/is hung over a carved archway facing them. Boxes of rather sickly looking Oleanders stood at the side of the wall together with some Cacti. The place, to Mabel's eyes, looked bare and uninviting ; a Chinawoman had admitted them, and Lew-Ching addressed her in his own language. Though his wife could not under- stand the words, she knew that the tone was one of disappointment or complaint. Then, in the archway before them, appeared the figure of an old Chinawoman hobbling along, leaning HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND. I37 partly on the shoulder of an attendant and partly on a walking-stick, almost like a crutch in thickness. To Mabel's eyes she was a hideous vision, blear- eyed and with wrinkled yellow skin, her hair was thin, but was elaborately dressed and fastened with ornaments. " It is my mother," said Lew-Ching. She came forward unsmilingly and greeted her son, who returned the greeting with respect, then she turned her head to the girl beside him and surveyed her. Her ugly brown eyes looked from beneath their drooping lids at the beautiful English woman, but there was no expression in them beyond that of a passive dislike. All three women, the mistress and the two others, stared at the girl, and then the old woman with a gesture, made her son* walk beside her. She put her old hand, so much like a bird's claw, on his shoulder and still leaning on the stick, led the way, her English daughter-in-law and the China- women following. Once more Mabel felt that curious sensation of being outside herself,, of looking at herself from a distance. Her sensations were a mixture of rage at her position and at the insolence of her husband's mother, and anger against Lew-Ching himself, for all the slights and humiliations she had suffered since she had left home. The same rage which she had felt against him at being left alone with the coolies in the Chinese quarter, she felt at this moment. 138 HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND. Why could he not be more human ? — What she was feeh'ng was a rage against life, and against her husband for having entrapped her. She no longer felt even that desire to conciliate him, to stand well with him, that she had had, — this last action of his, in which he appeared to discard her at his mother's bidding, made her more angry than anything she had suffered since leaving home. Then she reflected that in the old days she had never felt these consuming, overmastering rages which so often swept over her now, and then suddenly she remembered that it was in one of these passions that she had taken the irrevocable step that had led to this. " As different from you as a cat or a dog." As her eyes fell on the old crippled woman leaning on her husband's arfn, Mrs. Conyers' words recurred to her. The house after the fresh air had a clammy smell of damp, mimosa, and lacquer work. They had entered a large room partitioned off in places with carved screens, painted white, but from which the white was peeling, the furniture of the room was nondescript, partly French and partly Chinese and very shabby, and again Mabel was struck by the want of comfort. The ceiling was of white-washed canvas, slightly raised in the centre like a tent, round the walls were Chinese pictures, and amongst them one which looked as much out of keeping with the surroundings as the stuffed and buttoned French chfiirs were with the rest of th^ furniture. It was a HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND. 139 common, French print of a woman who was very much like Mabel Conyers had been, the same exuberant and fleshy type, the same colouring of hair and eyes, but it had been the work of a low French artist, who had painted his own vulgarity into the face of this half-clothed woman kissing a dove. This then was probably a picture which Lew-Ching had bought and hung in his room as the type of loveliness which most appealed to him. A French window opened into a verandah, and outside Mabel could see a table set for some meal. As the girl followed in the train of these Chinese people, the humiliation she felt, exceeded anything she had suffered before. To be contemned by the people, her own countrymen and women on board the Orestes, had been bad enough, but she had, as it were, come on it gradually ; she had been warned, and if she had not at the time of her marriage realised the truth of what her mother and Lindsay said, the pos- sibility of adverse public opinion had been at least placed before her, and even in Barford she had seen for herself that people condemned her action. But to be slighted, treated with cruel rudeness by this hideous old Chinawoman, — an old barbarian as she mentally called her, this was insufferable. The race feeling came up, stronger in this girl than in many others because she had seen so little of foreigners and foreign countries, and until the infatu- ation for this handsome Chinaman, had had a con- I40 HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND. tempt for all things not English. The dislike she had for Mrs. Beecher and Mrs. Sandilands, paled before the white glow of the passion of anger she felt now, — a rage coupled with remorse for having put herself in such a position, that this hateful and insolent old woman could trample on her. It was the same racial feeling which leads to lynching, and which in some countries makes it a crime punished by death, for a black man to strike a white. If the old woman, as she hobbled in front, on her son's arm, could have seen into the heart of the white- faced English girl, she would have seen some dread- ful things written there. — This girl, once placid tem- pered and sweet, and possessing neither more nor less than the ordinary temper of a well brought up young lady, had in the last few months developed passions, which she had, till now, forced herself to control, but which might at any moment become absolutely terrible. But the Chinawoman's back, with its lump of gummed black hair with its gold ornament, which shook as she walked, were turned to her new daughter-in-law, and out of earshot of the servants she was talking about her with the contempt in words which she had shown by her conduct. LewrChing's manner was a little angry, but also deprecating, as one who feared to offend. " I explained all to you," he was saying, " and I HER CELElSTIAL HUSBAND. 141 hoped that by this time you would have forgiven me, and received my wife more kindly — she at least has done you no wrong." " I think you have nothing to complain of," the old lady returned, " I told you I would receive the English girl, but not as your wife, and I have kept my word. Keep her here under our roof, if you will, but don't insult me by pretending that you have brought me her as a daughter-in-law." " Nevertheless she is my wife," answered the China- man, "treat her well, I beg you,— you will think better of this, mother." But the Chinese " no " had followed, uttered with a sharp, deliberate intonation. Then the old lady had turned to look at this un- welcome English woman whom she looked on as a mere adventuress who had enticed her son into a marriage, or at least into what he was good enough to consider a marriage, but which she would never accept as one. No, — this was her only son, and that his prospects should thus be blighted was infinitely galling to her pride and affection both. The letter he had written her telling her of his entanglement had struck con- sternation into her, but after the first fright she had never allowed herself to think of this girl as his wife. She had, though for other reasons, fully as much con- tempt for the woman who could marry a Chinaman as Mrs. Beecher and Mrs. Sandilands could have, and 142 HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND. what she felt at her son's marrying an Engh'shwoman was quite as poignant as what Mrs. Conyers had felt when her daughter had announced her engagement. She had talked the matter over with all her old gossips, and all had agreed that if it were really a marriage, Lew-Ching had indeed made a most degrading — a most ruinous step, but they had further agreed with the old lady that it could not be quite as serious as that, — this adventuring brazen English woman could not possibly consider herself legally married, and could easily be relegated to some inferior position in the household. How could it be a marriage ? the old ladies asked. And oh, what a misfortune when a young man forgot his family, the traditions of his race, — worse than all, his duty to mother, and got himself into a low entanglement like this, with a foreigner ! — a creature as opposite to him as any living thing could be, — one of these ugly English women ! Outside, the coolies had waited squatted in the shade of the mimosas while these harangues were going on, but they knew within a little why Mrs. Wang Kwei called so often at this house in the mimosa garden and kept her chair waiting sometimes for a whole hour. — Yes, all Hankow knew of this mad marriage with the Englishwoman. When Mabel had first entered, she had worn an expression of not unpleasurable anticipation, but when on entering the second room, the old woman HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND. 143 looked in her eyes, the expression on Mabel's face gave her a momentary turn and almost suggested to her that although her son had told her this English- woman knew no word of Chinese, the girl must have heard and understood that short colloquy. Mabel gave her a contemptuous glance, a look that ignored her completely, and spoke with suppressed anger and an icy smile to her husband. " Suppose we have something to eat," she said ; " will you ask them to give us something, — I'm tired and hungry;" and then she seated herself in one of the shabby French buttoned chairs and looked about her, at the furniture, the pictures, and at the matting of the room, which was worn in places, and covered in those places with hearthrugs of old-fashioned Brussels make. There was a good deal of shabby bamboo furniture in the room, and an old and very handsome cabinet in buhl with gilt claw feet. She looked again at the old lady, with the same blank stare and then smiled pleasantly at her husband, a smile hiding much bitterness of heart. Then her mother-in-law said some- thing sharply in Chinese, to her son, the two women came forward and, leaning on both their shoulders, she tottered from the room. Both kept silence for a minute, he was looking down with an expression of concern and of anger, and she was staring at the carpet with a disagreeable smile. Then Lew-Ching spoke. 144 HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND. " I am very sorry," said he, " that my mother was not more polite to you, but remember she is old." "Well, ho, she wasn't particularly kind," she returned bitterly; " why should she be like this ? " she asked, " what has she against me ? " ',' It is like your own people," Lew-Ching replied ; — " she is jealous of some one who takes her son." He was standing looking, with a displeased, sullen stare, alternately at her and at the furniture and surroundings of the room. " Nothing is as I wished it," he said, and murmured something in Chinese that Mabel could not under- stand, and then he went up to her and raised her up from the chair on to her feet. " Come, Mabel, this room and the rooms leading from it are ours, — you are at home. Forget my mother, — she will alter, she is only like all mothers. Come, supper is set for us outside in the cool, come and eat." CHAPTER XIII. Next morning Mabel could scarcely see out of her eyes, the evil streets of the Chinese quarter, those low-lying streets by the river, had given her a kind of ophthalmia, and then she had cried so much ; she had fallen asleep crying, wearied out. She had slept with the window open, trying to get in the pure country air, to take out of her mouth and nostrils the smell which her feverish imagination was per- petually conjuring up ; — everything seemed tainted with it, the lacquer work in her own room seemed to smell like those streets, — the mimosas, even smelt sickly. More than ever that night she had been conscious of the curious restlessness of her brain, and the pain in her head, so different from the ordinary headaches. Then when the morning light crept in, she had started awake and found herself lying in her dressing- gown on a sort of rattan stretcher with a light silk quilt thrown over her. She felt unrefreshed, stiff, it had been raining, the air in the room was cold. She remembered now every- II 145 146 HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND. thing of the night before, her impressions of the discomfort of the arrangements of this dwelHng, the sense of being lost that had crept over her from the first moment of her entry into the hall of this house, * with its air of a poorly kept-up greenhouse. Then this bedroom with its apology for a bed. The quilt had fallen off many times in the night, and in her half delirious sleep, she had wrapped it round her again. Could it be the early morning cold that made her eyes so sore ? She rose and crept up to a glass hanging against the wall, — her eyelids were red all round, her face puffy and white but for the patch of colour, her hair just as she had left it the night before, — dull and unbrushed. " I look hideous," she murmured, " hideous ! — My beauty is leaving me with everything else.'' Then she began thinking over, in a puzzled way, the events of the last few months, the wedding, the life in Paris, the wretched experiences on board the Orestes, ending with last night's arrival at this Chinese house. The humiliation of this last incident had remained even in her dreams. — She had waked to think of it. She recalled how Lew-Ching had apolo- gised for the shabby furniture and for that very rattan stretcher upon which she had slept ; he had, he explained, given his mother instructions to have the rooms done up in European style, with new furniture ; — all these old things which he remembered from early childhood were to be done away with, yet HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND. 147 here were the old crazy-looking lacquer work cabinets, the bamboo flower stands, the well-worn matting, and the common French furniture. As she stood there thinking, the door opened and her husband entered. He was in the old dark robe he had first put on for board ship, it seemed to her that with this blue robe some change had come over his nature ; he was quite different from the man she had married, he no longer cared to fascinate her, to please her eye ; the old worn-looking dress seemed to her always a token that he had returned to his old ways and, having secured her, no longer cared to please. Ill, and further rendered feeble by the feverish night she had passed, his appearance irritated her strangely ; the irritation showed on her face. " Are you not well, what is the matter, Mabel ? " asked Lew-Ching. She kept silence for a moment, and then said — " I feel wretched, I am quite wretched, I have not slept, my head is so bad," she paused, noting his astonished face. " Don't you understand," she mur- mured, " I feel quite, quite lost, I feel as if I were a prisoner, — as if I should never get home again. No, I shall never get home." " How foolishly you talk," replied the Chinaman ; •'you are annoyed with my mother and then the night has been close and you were tired." He looked about the room. " Tell me," he asked, " have you had 148 HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND. some tea ? — I ordered the servant last night to bring you some." She shook her head. " I have had none — but what does it matter — I don't want any." " All the same it was my order, — I suppose then my mother has countermanded that order." He paused. " Well, it is her house, we cannot help it. Ma.bel," he continued, " try to win my mother's liking, for with us a mother is all-powerful, she is jealous of you now, but if you show her respect in time all that will go, — she will like you in time and treat you differently." " And what then .' " asked the girl, " what will my life be then ? " A disagreeable expression flitted across the China- man's face. " It will be the life that our wives live in this country and are very well content with ; you will help my mother and the servants in the house, see that all is well done, you will visit among my mother's friends and will receive them here in return, — what more does a wife require ? " She was silent with a horror-stricken face. " What is there that a faithful wife requires more than that?" he repeated. " Do you intend, then, that I shall lead a sort of seraglio life, excluded from every one but your rela- tives, taken through the streets in a chair, hidden from every .eye, my occupation seeing to your servants, and my sole amusement talking to one or HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND. 149 two ladies of your mother's acquaintance ? Is tliis possible ? " " You have described it very disagreeably, but, in effect, that is what it will be," he replied. "It will not, it shall not, — I will never, never submit, I cannot. No, I must and shall mix with my own people, yes, — even to be amongst them the out- cast they consider me — and that I am, even to have over again the insults, the humiliations that I suffered on that wretched, wretched voyage ! " She stopped short, throwing back from her eyes the uncurled fringe of beautiful hair. " What insults ? " asked her husband. "Ah, no," she went on passionately, "you didn't see them, — you didn't know how I was being tortured, how I winced at every look expressing the contempt they felt for me." " Why should they have a contempt ? " " Do not ask me, — they have." " Mabel," said the Chinaman, with a disagreeable smile, "your friends on the Orestes are not the only persons, it seems, who can insult, your meaning is plain enough ; I understand you and shall not forget, but remember this : I am speaking for your own good, for your own comfort as well as my own when I ask you to submit with as much grace as you can to the life which stretches before you, — you are young and doubtless you will have a long, long life." " No, no, no.'' IS<5 HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND. " But yes," said the Chinaman, " for the next fifty years you will probably be living here, and, if yoii are wise, long ere that time you will have adapted yourself to our usages,— you will have become a Chinawoman in everything but your appearance." " Never ! " " Never ? And what, I ask, is so dreadful in the life I offer ? Is it that you want the licence of a married woman's life in England ? I saw enough at Barford to see what the Englishwoman's freedom leads to. No, — we know better than that here ; our system of seclusion has this advantage : we have no scandals, our wives must behave well — nothing else is possible. Mabel, be sensible, dress yourself and leave this room. I will go and tell my mother you are ready to present yourself to her, she speaks very little English, but talk to her, forget your anger and speak dutifully, she will on her side soon cease to think of you as an alien and we may yet be very happy, you and I." " I am not going to your mother," replied the girl, " she must, if she wishes to see me, come to me. She had an opportunity of welcoming me and she was not even civil, — I ta,ke no further interest in your mother and any advance must be on her side." " Do you mean this .' " " I do mean it. Don't you know that if I say I'll do a thing I'll do it in the face of the whole world's disapproval. Leave me alone now, above all do not HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND. iji try to force me into your mother's presence or I may say something better unsaid ; if you are wise let me recover from last night." " What has come over you ? " " Nothing much that is new to me, only I think more bitterly of it now, because I am ill from misery, and want of sleep ; that dreadful voyage haunts me ; — it was like a bad, bad dream, then the journey last night, I was so frightened in your streets. All that I might have forgotten, or at least tried to forget, if I had been kindly treated here, but here I found fresh insults awaiting me, and in none of these things have you ever interfered to save me a single humiliation, a single grief " " Mabel ! " " You have always treated me like the wax figure of a woman you had bought and having bought considered your property r " She stopped short. " Why did you goad me on to say all this ? I warned you not to, — I have thought it a thousand times, but I would never have said it, for what is the good, what is the good ? " "Very little good," said the Chinaman in the woodeny tones Mabel knew so well, and with a face that from showing a slight surprise, had settled down into its usual calm expression, " very little good, Mabel." At the hard voice, which, without realising it, she had almost began to hate, she shivered. 153 HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND. " Yes, yes, it was my fault, my blunder, it's no use blaming you," she murmured. " But you do blame me, and forwhat ?" " For nothing. You are right ; there is nothing to reproach you with ; it is merely that you are utterly different from me — and that I ought to have known. I did, only I couldn't realise Aow unlike you would be, and everything else, — the life, the whole thing." " You speak very soon, before you have had time to judge." She threw herself, face downwards, on the rattan stretcher and began crying. " No time ! " she said, " I seem to have been in this house for weeks. I seem to know what it will be like, and, oh! I can't bear it ; it's not your fault, but everything is so strange. I didn't imagine that any one could be so unlike ourselves as you and your people are ; I knew there'd be some difference, I never thought of this. Oh, what am I to do ? — I can't bear it, I want to go home." " To go honie ? " asked the Chinaman, — " perhaps in three years, not before, till then you must content yourself with my society, I fear. But, Mabel, since you say you want the company of English people, who is it that you want, which of those on board the Orestes are you anxious to meet again, you who tell me that they insulted you ? " The girl was silent ; in her unbalanced mind for a HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND. 153 long while now, all sorts of schemes and plans had been revolving, and these schemes had had for their; subject some possible way of correcting, of stepping back from the hideous mistake she had made in marrying this Chinaman. She had never quite realised till now that almost ever since the marriage she had been planning some way out of this wild blunder that she had made, a blunder resulting from despair and ennui, and which she now understood was the maddest of all the mad things she had ever done. Yes, once the glamour was off, she had been think- ing of what she should do. In the long nights on board the Orestes she had lain in the berth, imagining how she could act to mend this awful mistake. The voyage had set her up in health, and with that health had come a longing for happiness and for life, the sort of life she would have liked, and which, long before they had reached Hong Kong harbour, she had realised would be an impossibility for her in China, as a Chinaman's wife. When Lew-Ching's' mother had treated her with so much unkindness, she had been hurt arid angry, but above that feeling had been the reflection that this conduct would form an excuse for going away, for leaving her husband, or for getting him to live in England, for it was not her husband, but the life and circumstances in connection with him, that she abhorred. There was nothing definite in her thoughts but the IS4 HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND. feeling that it was impossible that she could continue thus, — some way must be opened ; it was impossible that she was to be a prisoner in this Chinese house, and spend the, possibly, long life before her in a way so abhorrent. Lew-Ching took her silence in good part ; he thought he understood by it that she was giving in. " Come, Mabel," said he in his hard voice, " since you will not visit my mother, I will see if I cannot bring her to you. . All will be well yet. I daresay, if I tell her you are ill, she will put ceremony aside and come to you, and, Mabel, do the best you can with her, for I have to go now, my chair is waiting for me. I am going to business, — I cannot be back till late." " Oh, you are surely not going to leave me here all alone," cried the girl. " Oh, take me with you." " Mabel," said her husband, not unkindly, " don't be foolish. How can I take you into a tea hong with my partner and other men there ? Why, even in England you don't do that. No, make friends with my mother, so that whilst I am away you may always have a companion. Come, say good-bye, dear, — I will send her to you, if possible ; and if not, then be content till I return. I am late now, I must go." CHAPTER XIV. When Mabel was left alone she made no effort to dress herself, she lay there as he had left her, in the position she had fallen into during that terrible fit of crying. No one came near her. From the courtyard below arose a smell of cooking, and an occasional rattle of pots and pans. She wondered where her mother-in- law was, that hideous old Chinawoman who had had the insolence to dislike her ; she was feeling happier now after that outburst of tears, and the fact that Lew-Ching had not been particularly kind to her or sympathetic, strengthened her in the resolve to get away from China and this life at any cost. If he had folded her in his arms or shown any love for her it would have made the situation far more difficult. She felt certain in her own mind that she would be able to get away. Yes, this was only an evil dream ; Yes, Lew-Ching, if he wanted her, must live in England. She rose, and listlessly wandered about .the room, IS6 HER CELESTIAL HUSBAND. dressing as she walked about. How poor everything was — the matting in holes, the old silk quilt that had been her only covering, threadbare in places, a large bath, but no hand basin, a common lacquer-work chest of drawers. Was all this a sign of dire poverty ? It would be in England, or were these ramshackle arrangements a peculiarity of Chinese house- keeping ? " It will do to sleep on while I'm here," she reflected, looking at the stretcher ; then she did her hair, and, being dressed, wondered how she should employ her time. From her window she could see the courtyard below, surrounded by