f ^ VSixif QforneU Mnimtsity Cibrarg 3tlfara, 5f»w fwh CHARLES WILLIAM WASON COLLECTION CHINA AND THE CHINESE THE GIFT OF CHARLES WILLIAM WASON ' CLASS OF 1876 1918 Date Due §MJ- / •:|PTf**5" "wfJfS'^* w rSjotis*-' ;.s^* fi^Y- Inn ' PRINTED IN (Si NO. 23233 Cornell University Library DS 725.W55a Ah Moy :the story of a Chinese girl /by 3 1924 023 482 122 Cornell University Library The original of this bool< is in the Cornell University Library. There are no known copyright restrictions in the United States on the use of the text. http://www.archive.org/details/cu31 9240234821 22 AH MOY THE STORY OF A CHINESE GIRL Ah Moy. AH MOY THE STORY OF A CHINESE GIRL BY LU WHEAT Illustrated by Mary E. Curran THE GRAFTON PRESS PUBLISHERS NEW YORK BOSTON '% 1V 3?S 7 ■:*--' Copyright, 1908 By LU wheat Y ; ! /' 1 I TO MR. WU TING FANG AND TO MR. HERBERT GILES, PROFESSOR OF CHINESE IN CAMBRIDGE, ENGLAND THE AUTHOR IS GRATEFUL FOR KINDLY ASSISTANCE. FOREWORD The author of this little book does not hope to convey to the western mind any very accurate idea of the real china- man,-^- nor of the Eurasian or half-breed, who comes upon the stage wherever the white man sets his foot or pitches his tent ; but if the reader shall gather from its pages even a little of the wisdom of the far East, it will be recompense for weary days and long sea voyages. AH MOY THE STORY OF A CHINESE GIRL "The path leading up the hUl was dotted with Chinamen.' AH MOY 'The Story of a Chinese Girl THE province of Honan, in the north of China, is noted for its great Tien Dong temple — a beautiful structure, situated in a mountain fastness which has been made sacred by the worship of ages. Hundreds of feet above the fertile plains which stretch — rice-laden and flower-laden — in every direction, the noble structure stands, a monument to the Buddhism that was, rather than to that which is. On a pleasant day in the spring of 1880, the path lead- ing up the mountain side was dotted with Chinamen, who were making a pilgrimage to the sacred edifice. The throng, which was composed of all sorts and conditions of men, was tolerant, and anyone desiring to do so might join it without fear of molestation. Ancestor worshippers, Confucianists and Buddhists, tramped side by side in friendly conversation, while here and there a foreigner told his beads, or led his half-breed son in search of the Holy Grail. To the hard-working coolie the trip was regarded as the joy of his life. He looked upon the sunshine and the shade, and breathed the perfume of the flowers, with a feeling that life could never settle back into the same humdrum existence that it had been. To the rich, whose heavy silk garments brushed close to poverty and rags, the 9 10 Ah Moy • infinite blue of the sky, the great distances as they came into view, and the noble, old forest trees brought divine in- spiration. From many lips came the mutter of prayer, or the set phrase : " The dew is on the lotus." Although the path was long and steep, it was not a hard one to climb, for the priests had arranged easy as well as graceful wind- ings and had filled in the nooks and comers with flowers, knowing full well that he who drinks in the beauties of nature is impervious to fatigue. For ages uncounted there had been no destruction of life upon the mountain, whether of bird or of beast, of insect or of reptile. This scrupulous regard for the rights of animals had so penetrated the minds of the priests that nothing showed signs of fear. Birds discharged their battery of song, rainbow-tinted lizards darted from bush to bush, and rabbits hopped along the path, scarce yield- ing the right of way to their human brothers. Even the wily serpent went lazily to his crevice in the rocks, under the all-pervading security of the right to life. To the left of the path, a lotus bed had been hewn into the solid rock, where frogs might " reverently repeat their poem " and reptiles live out their allotted span. Much etiquette toward one another was observed by the pilgrims, and much pleasant discourse was exchanged, until they came within sound of the chanting priests, then all walked with downcast eyes and palms pressed closely to- gether. The buildings, with their eight hundred idols, occupied about seven acres of ground, — the vacant spaces being economically arranged with reference to the food-supply of the priests. Gardens containing vegetables, mushroom beds, and bamboo sprouts were plentiful, while thousands of lily bulbs grew luxuriously or were drying, preparatory to being stored for the winter. A Chinese Girl 11 Ranged in long rows were idols, some with wide, glar- ing eyes, to signify that man by nature is fierce and angry; others expressing the calm repose of such as have entered upon the noble eight-fold path. As the pilgrims reached the grounds, they separated into groups, each of which sought out and paid reverent de- votion to their favorite saint. Those who were potters bowed before a green porcelain god, while the farmers gathered before a harvest queen. The literati stood, in attitudes signifying devotion, before a female deity, who represented learning; while above all an immense bronze Buddha told by the expression in its face the story of calm repose that comes only to such as have overcome the selfish desires of earth. At the right of the path, almost hidden by f ohage, was a stone image of Hirati,* an idol with the face of a comely woman. Against her breast she held a naked babe, and in her left hand was a full- blown lily. Before this idol the smoke of incense wafted lazily; while a Chinaman breathed out to the powers above him the burden of a prayer ■*— a prayer beseeching the Goddess on behalf of a child as yet unborn; beseeching Her to use Her good offices so that, in the fulness of time, he might have a son. Daughters he had, but they were in no wise to be considered as representatives of his ancient line, — since they were destined by providence to be keep- ers of other men's homes and the mothers of other men's * This figure, so like the Blessed Mother in our own religious art is pre-Christian by many centuries. It is symbolic of erolution, carried further than the boldest scientist of the west would dare to go. It tells us that, for sins committed in a previous incarna- tion, Hirati was bom a demon, with such wicked impulses that she devoured her own offspring; but that, under the beneficent teaching of the gentle Buddha, all her sins were transmuted into goodness, after which she was given power over the sex of the unborn. Hence there is an ever-increasing throng of young people before her, asking that they may be blessed with sons. 12 Ah Moy children. Twice in the years gone by had he laid his choicest incense before Hirati and beat his breasts in prayer, but when the child came it was only a girl, and he was even now considering the ways and means by which a weak spot in the family line might be bridged over. Full well he knew that the civil code of China made pro- vision for such contingencies, but he regarded all its reme- dies as trenching on failure; therefore he had determined to give the gods another chance to answer his prayer by sending him a son. So wrapped was he in his thoughts that he lingered long before the idol, oblivious of the fact that others were wait- ing to offer their devotions. But, suddenly, at the sound of approaching footsteps, he laid one more wafer upon the burner and passed, with solemn dignity, into a shaded path. He had gone but a few steps when he heard a familiar voice calling him: " Whither away, most honored brother.? the day and the hour are propitious. Shall we not sip together.? I would have converse with thee ; there are many things that I would say." Ching Fo turned and, seeing an old friend, bowed very low and said: — " Some spirit hath brought us together, Sing Lee ; I saw thee in my sleep last night. Hath the gods been good to thee, and are thy honorable parents well.'' " " Well ; and able to climb the path and pay their devo- tions to their patron saint," replied Sing Lee. " Thou art in good hap to have them with thee to this ripe old age. Thou art a favorite of the gods, Sing Lee, for thou hast both parents and sons, — parents to lean upon thee in their old age, and sons to continue the family worship when thou art gone." "Yes, yes; the old man in the sky has been good to A Chinese Girl IS me and he will also be good to thee. The astrologers pre- dict a bountiful harvest this year, and the birth of many male children. Thy day will come! The sky is full of promise. Let us have tea and sweets, and forget the anx- iety of the hour. Here is a good young priest who will serve us." So saying, the two men stepped inside the temple and sat down before a lacquered table. The young priest re- sponded to Sing Lee's two raised fingers with two cups of tea and two plates of preserved ginger. In front of Ching Fo he also placed that great symbol of fecundity and strength, a piece of dried fish, ceremoniously wrapped in many folds of red paper. This delicate reminder that the priest held in remembrance his desire for a son made Ching Fo's heart leap with joy. He slipped the tiny package into his sleeve with the reverent air of a man who touches sacred things; then for some moments he cast his eye downward, deep in thought. After the silence, he turned to Sing Lee and they entered into such conversa- tion as men engage in who hve and move in the same so- cial grade. Its substance was gossip, politics, and poetry with here and there the spice of wit ; but there was a sub- ject, dear to the heart of both men, which they did not mention. This was the betrothal of one of Sing Lee's sons to a daughter of Ching Fo. It had long been a foregone conclusion that the families should intermarry; but, as so far, Ching Fo's wife had produced only fe- males. Sing Lee feared lest the plague of girls should con- tinue. He had learned from close observation that women who bear no sons are liable to transmit this misfortune to the second generation; and he dared not think what it would mean to his own family should there come into it an element to endanger the succession. Under these circum- stances, he felt reluctant about discussing so serious a mat- 14 Ah Mot • ter as the betrothal until he saw a little further into his friend's prospects ; so the two sipped their tea and ate their ginger, leaving this most important topic for some other time. Ching Fo felt the sKght of his friend and arose to go, bidding him a more or less restrained good-by. But he had taken only a few steps when Sing Lee called him, and, with much warmth, said: " May the gods bring it to pass as thou desirest ! " " I thank thee," replied Ching Fo, " for this expression of sympathy, and I earnestly hope that the day is near when I shall be blessed with a son ; for I know full well that nothing is so unfilial as to die and leave no posterity.* My pretty wife is the most unhappy of women because she, as yet, has borne me only daughters. But now the sign of the zodiac is in Taurus, and I hope, before another moon, my luck will have changed. Good-by, honored brother. Ask the genii of thine own family to intercede for me." Thus saying, Ching Fo turned into a path that led di- rectly down the hill to a bungalow of more than ordinary pretentiousness. A beautiful arch of honor stood across the way, the stone pavement, beneath which was worn into hollows by the footsteps of generations long since dead. Opposite the arch, carved in the solid rock of the moun- tain side, were sculptured divinities, presiding over a basin which was used for the ceremonious washing of hands. Over a high stone wall rose the heavily timbered roof of a house, which was guarded by a wooden gate, fastened so securely with iron bars that not even Ching Fo could enter until his poundings on the gong had attracted the atten- tion of some one within. Once, twice, thrice, the sound echoed against the stone divinities before a servant un- barred and, with a low salaam, admitted the master. * Daughters are not counted as posterity in China. <;;^^^^^^ The Arch of Honor 16 Ah Moy Gray with the grayness of ancient things, and weather- beaten by the storms of a thousand years, was this home so hidden in a mountain nook. On the south side lay a little ground, where nested birds and bees and spiders, — for no attempt at formal gardening had ever desecrated the place. Everything indicated that the owner was a man upon whom the gods had bestowed a goodly share of the things that perish. Acres and acres of waving rice-fields came into view, as the little elevation on which the house stood was reached, and terraces of vegetables grew far up the steep hillsides. Nothing, however, spoke of modern conveniences. The doors groaned on their wooden hinges ; insects crept through the open space between the eaves and the walls and the Chinese rat, more famous and more trou- blesome than any other rat, lived and squeaked between the ceiling and the roof. Even snakes occasionally thrust their forked tongues through the holes in the wall. Other things, besides rats and snakes, had a pre-emption claim upon certain portions of the house, — creeping things of uncanny look; but Ching Fo regarded them all as part and parcel of the place, for the house was very old. Ching Fo said that he had lived in it a thousand years, by which he meant that the family shrine, so stiff and fly- specked, had been maintained there a thousand years, and he reckoned his own age, not as an individual, but as the representative of a family which must be considered in its entirety, rather than in separate parts. To honor this long line of ancestors, and to see to it that a successor was duly provided, was Ching Fo's mission in life, and subjects remote from this great one did not enter very fully into his calculations. He believed in ghosts, for there were many shadowy resurrections at his own hearth-stone, — resurrections of ancestors, who were ever counseling him to honor their A Chinese Giel 17 memory and observe their customs. For ages before him, his forefathers had practiced the rigid virtue that makes possible a clear vision of spiritual things ; hence, no secret passion had scattered uncleanness through his body or filled his brain with the disease of sensuality. Economy and industry had brought to him the comforts that go to make life pleasant in a Chinese home, and it was reckoned in the neighborhood that he was a fortunate man. The one dark cloud that hung across his pathway, and left its shadow over all his days, was, that, despite the costly incense burned before the goddess Hirati, and despite the soft, sweet prayers of his wife, she had brought him only daughters. As Ching Fo entered the front door where the little lamp was burning in honor of his ancestors, he felt it beating in upon him that he was under the displeasure of some evil spirit. He lighted an incense stick, carefully leaving the ashes of preceding ones piled high in the bowl, removed the shoes from his white stockinged feet, and took from the shelf a copy of the Chinese Family Code. Nervously he turned to the page which provides for the maintenance of family worship in case no sons are born, then closed the book and pondered with dejected brow. " Slave girls, if they bear male children, may be the in- struments with which to bridge over a weak spot in the family line. Nephews may be adopted, or daughters be- trothed to the sons of friends and the affianced may be adopted," he quoted. " But all these," he said to himself, " are courts of last resort, to which we go only when all else fails. The most feasible way in case I have another daughter, will be to take a second wife. Peace may be kept in the family — or it may not — even if not, 'twere better than to die and leave no posterity." 18 Ajh Moy As he soliloquized over the case, he thought of the as- trologer, Ah Sin, who lived in a hut only a mile away, and decided to pay him a visit. Some definite informa- tion might be gotten there, and no stone should be left unturned in such a serious matter. In a silent and pre- occupied manner he passed out through the gate and into the open road, thence across a strip of stony ground and through a gap in the chfF, from which he emerged upon a vast level of rice-fields, where green waves followed each other all day, like the tides of an inland sea. The sight was so beautiful that it intoxicated him, and in a sort of enchantment he heard, in imagination, the cry of a new- born babe. Startled and thrilled by the sound, he has- tened forward to the astrologer. " What mystery hangs over me to-day," he said. " I come to consult thee concerning an heir to the shrine of my fathers, and, lo, I hear a voice like the wail of an infant wafted across the fields. Tell me, good prophet, are the gods angry, or are they propitious? Canst thou answer, wise man? Two daughters have I, but, alas, no son. Canst tell me what the signs are? " The astrologer turned over his charts and made calcu- lations among the stars before he answered and then very measuredly said: " The crab is not in conjunction with the sun, but the vernal equinox is at hand, and Aries is a masculine sign. May the lucky stars 'auspiciously unite!" This was somewhat less than Ching Fo had hoped, but he hastened homeward with the feeling still strong in his heart that good news awaited him there. As he retraced his steps over the mountain path, the mystic sound still thrilled him and filled him with the hope that he had heard a voice — and that it was the voice of a son. But his expectations were blighted when a servant met A Chinese Giel 19 him at the door, and, bowing very low, informed him that a new born female child awaited his acknowledgment. Dark shadows flung themselves into his coal black eyes as, for a moment, he was staggered by the blow. " Can it be," he said bitterly, " that some angry god is turning all my sons to girls .'' Oh, gentle goddess, to whom I have so often burned my choicest incense, where art thou ? and why hast thou forsaken me? " A wail from the infant brought him to the conscious- ness that he must decide whether he should accept this lat- est born daughter, or whether he should command the servants to expose her. Being a good Buddhist, he had al- ways observed the rule of the brotherhood, forbidding the destruction of life, except under circumstances most im- perative ; so he decided that this girl must be provided for. He reasoned, logically, that the power given to fathers by the Romans, by the Gauls, and by his own countrymen, over the Hves of female children came into direct conflict with the laws of Buddha, and he felt bound by the latter. " There is no help for it," he said aloud, " I must accept this third female child." Thus deciding, he put his feet into a pair of embroid- ered shoes, tossed back the long queue which had been coiled around his head, and went to the bedside of his wife. As he beheld the infant, the cold legal aspect of the case passed out of his mind and a look of inexpressible tender- ness crept over his face. For a moment he bent his eye upon the babe, then, taking her almost reverently into his arms, he raised her three times towards the ceiling, thus ad- mitting that she was bone of his bone and flesh of his flesh. When he had pressed her to his bosom for one brief mo- ment, he handed her to a nurse and retired. No word was spoken by either husband or wife, but a tear bedewed the mother's eye as she turned her face to the wall. so Ah Moy The formal acknowledgment of the child having taken place, it was dressed and laid beside its mother, who feebly raised her arms to receive the little stranger, although ut- tering a moan at the thought of having again given birth to a female child. Sadly she remembered the incense she had burned and the prayers she had said ; sadly she sighed for a son to make her seem more beautiful in the sight of her husband. n THE unconscious cause of all this trouble stretched her toes, and blinked her eyes, and grew, just like any other well-cared-for baby. When she was a month old, a fine party was given in her honor. Relatives came from far and near, bringing fruit and flowers. One of her cousins brought a large durion with such a strong odor that it made her sneeze, at which her mother put a wadded blouse over her, for fear she was taking cold. At noon they shaved her head, leaving only a little tuft of hair on the right side, to show that she was not betrothed, and they named her Ah Moy, which being interpreted, means " a female child." To this name, however, they prefixed the number three that she might be distinguished from her two sisters, whose names were also Ah Moy. Soon after she was named, a priest came on pony-back adown the hill and brought her a charm, enclosed in many folds of red paper. This the little mother thought to be a great honor, 21 M2 Ah Moy for it was seldom that a priest took the trouble to bless a girl baby. " We will hang the precious token over the bed, to keep evil-spirits away," said Ching Fo, and with hammer and nail he fastened the good luck symbol over the cradle where slept his third daughter, in bhssful unconsciousness of spirits either good or bad. Poor little Ah Moy! It was travesty to give her the symbol, for it represented the great Chinese monad, called Ying and Yang, used far back in the darkness of forgot- ten time to represent the equality of the sexes. But the priests had forgotten — and during the thousand years that Ching Fo had lived in the bungalow, no inquiry had been made as to its significance.* For the next two months the third daughter lay very quietly in her bamboo cradle. Sometimes her mother called her " the blessed one," because she was so very good, but Ching Fo objected to this, for he thought it an innovation on the usages of their ancestors, who never gave names to their female children. " It is not proper," he said, " that we should break away from the customs of our fore- fathers." When her clothes were removed, her feet sometimes flew up and she saw her pretty little toes, but she kept the calm exterior of a Chinese baby until one day when a cockroach came tramping over her bed. Then she laughed, f This * The adoption by the Northern Pacific R. R. Company of the Ylng and Yang as a trademark has made us familiar with one of the great symbols of the Far East. It is found on gravestones, dating back thousands of years before Christ, and Is present in every climate from Yezo, in the north of Japan, to the soft, semi- tropics of India. It is also found in the basketry of our own North American Indians, and cut on the stone discs of the Mound Builders of Tennessee. It has many meanings, but in China is un- derstood to stand for the male and female principles, light and darkness, or positive and negative forces. t The Sisters of Charity in China declare that many girl babies never laugh. A Chinese Girl 23 so pleased her mother that she left her weaving and whis- pered a soft prayer into the little brown ear of her child. A prayer to the same goddess, Hirati, beseeching her to intercede for Ah Moy that she might some day become the mother of sons — for she was now betrothed to Ting Ho, the sturdy three-year-old son of Sing Lee. Soon after this, she was old enough to have her pretty little fin- gers whipped; for a Chinese baby must not lay its hand upon anything that is not given it. Even the long pipe that her father smoked so temptingly near, as he carried her in his arms, was forbidden to be investigated by the slightest touch. After a few more weeks she was taken out into the open court and laid upon a heavy bed-quilt, where she could see her sisters play and hear them chant the pretty hymns that the priest had given them to learn. The great out of doors, with its sky, and the glory of color around her was to Ah Moy an everchanging wonderland. From the emerald depths of a bamboo tree that had thrown one slender arm across the wall, she heard the soft, far-away tinkle of the bell insect, so dear to painters and poets.* Her father was very fond of the small musicians which swarmed in summer, and Ah Moy's ear was trained to in- sect music by ages of nature-loving ancestors. She also head the frogs in her father's rice-fields repeating their poem and was lulled to sleep by the droning of the bees and the sighing of the pines. Ching Fo was fond of his three daughters and joined in their play with youthful simplicity. He caught for them fireflies and grasshoppers, which he imprisoned in the tiniest of bamboo cages; he hung boughs of green upon the walls to attract the butterflies, and Ah Moy soon grew * Old Chinese poets refer to the bell insect with great afFectlon, because it makes a noise that reminds them of home. M Ah Mor to anticipate with pleasure her winged visitors. It was a great event in the lives of the three little girls when, one day, their mother placed in the court a box containing five soft, fluffy little chickens. One wing of each little chick was dyed purple, so that they might be distinguished from Ah Fat's chickens, which had a red spot on each head. Every day the chickens were turned out into the street for exercise, but always those with the purple wings found their way back to the court; while Ah Fat's chickens with the red heads as surely went into his gate. The little girls played with their new pets, divided their rice with them, and, sometimes, longed to follow them into the street; but the inexorable custom of China, which gives girls no privi- leges outside their own gates, was rigidly, enforced. Once, when the gate had been left ajar, Ah Moy, number one, ventured out into the path, but she received such a cruel blow on her legs that she never repeated the disobedi- ence ; and that night her nurse told a frightful story about the " cave of the infant ghosts," and how a great dragon watches for disobedient little girls, and, to catch them, and carry them off to a place where they must build sand tow- ers which are ever swept away by the wind, and which the tired little hands must hasten to rebuild, lest the dragon come and punish them for idleness. This story so im- pressed Ah Moy number one that she dreamed when she went to sleep that the dragon came and fastened his claws deep in her leg where the bamboo whip had left its mark. Thus the days of childhood slipped into enchanted years, and the three daughters of Ching Fo lived in bhssful un- consciousness that they were regarded by their parents as evidence of an angry god. For them, as for other chil- dren, there were days of joy and days of sorrow; but for them, more than for other children, the birds sang, the bees droned, and nature poured out her bounteous store VJmh n^'^:\' ' He carried her many a day upon his arm.' 26 Ah Moy of bloom. The heart of Ching Fo was warm and loving ; the little mother was a model of devotion, and life went on from year to year in a home where but little gloom fell through the sunshine. Especially was the love of Ching Fo for Ah Moy, number three, commented upon by the people in the neighborhood, as he carried her on his arm to see the trees and the great gray boulders that projected from the mountain side, or as he showed her the bloom on many a wayside flower. Ill IN the fourth spring of Ah Moy's hfe an event occurred which re-shaped all the doings of the bungalow. One beautiful April day there was added to the family another babe — a babe appointed by the gods to continue the family worship — a long-looked-for, a patiently waited for, a much beloved son. Ching Fo felt now the blessed assurance that for him the little lamp on the houshold shrine would continue to bum as it had done for his fathers. He felt that for him, as for them, the filial love of his son would ensure a tablet to his memory, and that the smoke of incense would curl in misty circles over his unforgotten name. He saw, in softest fancy, the children of his children's children keep- ing the home life forever free from the encroachment of new ideas. With his three daughters, he continued to hold happy and loving intercourse; but as they were only females, he regarded them as luxuries rather than as successors to his ancestral hne. Beautiful and obedient they were, and now that he had a son, he felt it good to have them, for they vied with him in celebrating the advent of the man child and helped to make his home the happiest in the land. The news that a son had been born to his honorable line soon spread to all the country round about, for the proud father immediately had set before his house the tallest bam- boo pole that could be found, and, from its top, he floated that great symbol of fecundity and strength, a paper carp. Large of belly, red of gill and gaping of mouth, it 27 28 Ah Moy # floated and thus told the happy story. Many a time had Ching Fo seen his neighbors raise the carp to proclaim the birth of a son, and three times had he prepared the pole for himself, to lay it sorrowfully away, because the God of Fate had sent him only a daughter. On such occasions, the wise ones predicted that Ching Fo was under the dis- pleasure of the gods, and that his family line would perish from the earth; but now the noble symbol was flaunting a defiance to all their sneers and he was full of joy. The son was strong and healthy, and, like most Chinese babies, a non-cryer. The poor little-foot mother was hardly able to be about before relatives began to come from far and near to pay their respects and to bring gifts, which proved a most excellent investment, from a business point of view, for Ching Fo acknowledged the honor paid his son by returning manifold. The older daughters looked on with wonder at the im- portance attributed to the advent of this new babe ; but Ah Moy number three cuddled up to her mother and gave vent to tears. Ching Fo, seeing how deeply she grieved for a place on her mother's knee, tried to console her with a little sleeve-dog, which he presented with great show of ceremony. " Take this, daughter of mine," he said, " and weep no more, for in the next incarnation mayhap thou shalt be bom a male. The yoke that galls thee is of thy own mak- ing, pretty one, and when thou hast atoned for sins com- mitted in a past incarnation, it will come to pass that thou shalt be no more a despised female. Take the dog and — mayest thou achieve ! " Ah Moy took the dog and held it in her little brown arms, but her hurt was too deep to be so easily healed. She soon laid it down and clung to her nurse and cried and behaved like a very jealous little girl. A Chinese Girl 29 But a great festival called the " feast of dolls," was near, and when her father took her on his arm to see the shops, set out in dazzling array, and when sweets mys- teriously found their way into her sleeve pockets, she dried her tears and joined with her sisters in the festivities. For six enchanted days the celebration continued, with its round of merry-making. The go-down was ransacked for dolls of mothers and grandmothers, and the tiniest tod- lers in the neighborhood exchanged calls and brought gifts. The Ching Fo family donned its richest silks and kept open house, while games and other amusements were the order of the day. A new doll was purchased for each daughter in the family and as all must be dressed in silk and have many pieces of miniature furniture, it was a busy time ; and when the festival was over and all the dolls were stored away, to be seen no more for a year, little Ah Moy had forgotten her trouble and contentedly settled into her place. The fifth day of the fifth month brought another festi- val of great importance — the " Boy's Festival," and Ching Fo determined to observe this with a display that should be worthy of his son. According to custom, there should be at this season a pole, flying a fish, for each son in the family. But Ching Fo waived the strict letter of the law on this occasion and raised a whole school of carp in front of his house — some for nephews, some for pros- pective sons, and others for sons-in-law ; while within doors miniature warriors and all the paraphernalia of a soldier's train were arranged. On the streets were processions of old and young, climb- ing the long hill to the temple. Never before in all her three thousand years had Hirati had so many young mothers before her; never before had the temple been so thronged with boys. Up the long mountain path Ching so Ah Moy Fo decided that his son and heir should be taken, and to this end he detailed a retinue of servants. In a sedan chair, bespangled with gold embroidery and closed in with heavy silk curtains, the mother and infant were placed. Two servants preceded them to beat off the crowd, while strung out in single file behind were the daughters and their nurses, an old woman to act as adviser in case of ac- cident, and friends and relatives innumerable. Four men carried the sedan chair, while each rikisha was attended by one pull man and one push man, making in all a dozen or more servants in attendance upon this blinking baby. If ever a young mother was proud, it was the little wife of Ching Fo as she stood with her son before Hirati that day; old friends congratulated her; the poor looked with envy upon her fine cortege, and even Hirati seemed to smile down upon her. In the afternoon a priest, with shaven head and yellow robe, had himself let down from the highest point of jut- ting rock, in order that he might indulge in grandiose prophecy concerning the future of the babe; and later, this same priest performed juggleries and sword-dances and swallowed fire and spat out ribbons, and by a magic sentence changed water into wine. So passed a delightful day, and, as the mists of evening crept over the distant hills,, Mrs. Ching Fo and her party turned homeward, tired out with pleasure. During all the gala day the son had uttered no protest, but had slept and eaten, and, like a true philosopher, closed his eyes when the smoke of incense blew too strongly upon him. After the festival was over and the toys were all laid away, rice and chop-sticks took the place of sweets, and everything fell back into the old, uneventful groove. The little girls chanted their lessons from morning until night ; A Chinese Giel 31 the frogs and insects kept up their music; and the rats scrambled through the windows and down the chimney In search of food. Sing Lee rode over in his riklsha once a week to gossip, and, taking It all In all, life In the Ching Fo household was happy and heaven seemed propitious. IV ANOTHER year had slipped away and Ah Moy num- ber three was growing slender and graceful. Her nimble step was always pattering beside her father, whom she followed with the sweet constancy of an affectionate nature. Although it was high time that her feet were bound, hke those of other young girls, nothing had yet been done about it, except that Ching Fo had several times conversed with his wife on the subject and had had the child's bed removed to an out-house — that her moans might not disturb the family. Ah Moy prattled about the binding in her pretty baby fashion and thought that when a two and half -inch shoe could be got on her foot she would look very beautiful. " Father, tell me the story about lilies growing in places where pretty little feet have trod," Ah Moy said one bright morning as she slipped her hand into his. "Yes, daughter. It is said that the last empress of the Shan dynasty wore such tiny shoes that yellow lilies sprang out of the ground wherever she trod." "Father, do fairies have little feet?" " Yes, daughter. Fairies, so beloved by little children, have small feet." "And will my betrothed love me better, if I have my feet bound.'' " the child continued. " Yes," replied the father, " no refined Chinaman wishes to marry a woman with large feet." These same questions, and many more, Ah Moy put to her mother, who answered with sadness in her tone. A Chinese Giel 33 " Yes, yes ; it is the custom, and women have httle voice in the matter." " Women must obey the men of their family, whether they wish to do so or not," she again continued. " Oh, mamma," the child cried, " your little girl will not be disobedient. I will be brave and keep my little dog close in my arms." " Yes," said the mother, " perhaps the little dog will help to comfort you through the trying ordeal." As she said this an expression of pain came into her face, but she brushed it away with a nervous motion of the hand and said: " We will wait till father says so. It will be time enough when he speaks." That evening, in answer to an inquiry from his wife, Ching Fo replied, " Yes, it must be done soon, but let her run about a little longer. It is nearly time for the plum blossom festival, and I love to see her go dancing down the paths before me, to watch the bloom breaking through the bark. Let her run until the festival is over." He felt the balm in the air and the soft clearness of the lengthened days, and a tenderness crept over him which made the prattle of his children unusually sweet. So he said again to his wife: — " Let her run. Child life is short enough at best. When the festival is over, we will attend to the foot-bind- ing." His wife made a pretty, resigned bow, but her husband noticed an expression in her eye not altogether in accord with her usual submissiveness. " She is strong and brave," he added, " and she will bear it well." " Yes, yes ; she is strong and if it must be done — it 34 Ah Moy ^ must be done," and casting a pathetic glance at her own crippled feet, she hobbled out of the room. Ching Fo's eyes followed her with a look of surprise. He had never suspected that his wife was dissatisfied with her lot, or that she had any opinions of her own. " I must send for her and learn the meaning of the look in her face," he decided. So he clapped his hands and a servant entered. " Han Kow," he said, " inform the madam that I would have converse with her." " The madam.? " the man replied, " I know not where to look for her. I have seen her but once to-day, and then in conversation with a strange woman at the back gate." " Find her," the master commanded angrily. Han Kow fled from the room and hastened through the house and the open court to the servants' quarters, where he found the mistress entertaining her son with a toy. When told that the master wished her to report to him immediately, she hurried, like a good wife, into his presence. " Let us speak more frankly of the foot-binding," Ching Fo said, " is everything in readiness? " " There are bandages in plenty and the bed, as thou knowest, is removed beyond hearing," she replied. " I like not thine answers to-day," frowned Ching Fo, " hast thou told me all ? Have you not had conversa- tion with some one outside the family.'' " " I have seen no one," she answered, " except a worthy woman who asked for refreshments to bear her up on a long journey." This did not entirely satisfy the husband, but he turned the conversation to the coming plum-blossom season. " We must prepare for many guests," he said, " for A Chinese Girl 35 there will come to stay with us two nephews from beyond the great canal and a son of my uncle, and there will be friends and callers at all hours. You must see to it that everything is in readiness." " Everything will be in readiness," responded his wife, and, seeing that he had nothing further to say to her, she left the room. The next day was so fully occupied with preparations for her husband's guests that she did not have time for thought about foot-binding. Crisp hog skin and mushroom sauce filled the wife's mind; preserved eggs, that had been laid away in ashes of straw by her own dainty fingers, were to be resurrected, and sweets, beyond the brightest dreams of the little girls, must be patted into shape. Besides preparing the refresh- ments, the lintels of the doors and the blank spaces on the walls must be covered with red paper, and over the bunga- low must float a new silk flag. And because the little wife of Ching Fo had so much to do that she did not know where to begin, she decided to send a rikisha coolie over to the home of Sing Lee and invite the worthy matron of that house to come and con- fer with her concerning some of the details of the work. It was a happy thought and turned a gloomy morning into a sunny afternoon. The wife of Sing Lee was much pleased at the honor paid her, and was glad to have an excuse for going out, so she made hasty preparations to obey the summons. She belonged to the wealthy^ class and would not, if she could, and could not, if she would, move without a maid, so she brought with her Lo Ming, a normal footed servant. Being heavily built and the mother of many children, the wife of Sing Lee waddled like a goose on her three-inch shoes ; but Lo Ming stood firm on wooden clogs and sup- ported her mistress. Lo Ming also wore ornaments in 36 Ah Moy her hair that jingled, and smooth, green bracelets on her wrists, which were placed there soon after she was born. Besides her maid, the lady brought along an infant and its nurse, a man to run ahead and a push man, so that the string of attendants upon this one informal call was five. The nurse and the baby and the maid came into the house with the mistress, but the coolies curled themselves up on the sidewalk and went to sleep. Leaning heavily upon the shoulder of her maid, the visitor entered the presence of her hostess with much for- mality and rustling of silken trousers. As soon as the ceremony of entrance was over, the good lady brought a few choice recipes out of her sleeve and proceeded to ex- plain their special merits. Then followed conversation about the coming festivities. Madam Sing Lee offered to lend ivory chop-sticks and supply any lack of dainties from her own store. Many little nothings were discussed, much tea was sipped, and the water clock pointed to the hour of five before Mrs. Sing Lee, with her train of at- tendants, took the road for home. The next day, however, things began to move in the house of Ching Fo. The servants were called together and the work was laid out in true business-like style, the Dragon flag was finished, packages of fire-crackers and in- cense-sticks were brought out of their boxes, and a glare of red paper transformed the doors and lintels. A week of this strenuous work and the house of Ching Fo broke into loud jubilee. Double-headers were exploded and tom-toms beaten; stringed instruments and wind instruments throbbed weird music on the evening breeze ; processions of children chanted Buddhist hymns, and long rows of lanterns cast a magic glow over the scene. The whole of China was newly shaven and newly clad; spotless white stockings peeped A Chinese Girl 37 from beneath trousers of heavenly blue; queues were lengthened and swung artistically about the heels ; while in every house, even those of the poorest, a little incense smoldered before a shrine or curled over the graves of pet animals or birds. When the feast of the dead was ready Ching Fo placed the spirit-recalling incense in a burner before the ancestral shrine, and, with eyes slightly inclined toward the nose, meditated upon the sacred faces of his dead. As the per- fume filled the room, he folded his hands and fixed his eyes upon the fire until he saw a spirit hover in the smoke, take shape, grow brighter, become illumined, and then softly fade away. How long he meditated and how intense the strain, was only revealed by the drops of perspiration that beaded his shaven forehead. After a season of silence he arose, went to the table and religiously set apart space for his invisible guests. Then there gathered around the board such male members of his family as had paid their debts, dissipated their " wrath matter," and were able to wish each other good luck for a thousand years to come. Abstemiousness and ceremonious politeness characterized this feast of the dead; but, after it was over, for ten en- chanted days, poetry and " squeeze pidgin," * gambling and drinking followed. To each of his friends Ching Fo sent a present, wrapped in many folds of ceremonious paper, while to his children he brought gifts of toys and fruit, and lavished upon them an exuberance of love. " Perfume of the lotus," *' dew of the morning "and " heayen born," were not too extravagant names for him to bestow upon his daughters during the plum-blossom season. * A sort of commission, generally In the form of a present, which is exacted by Chinamen who assist in arranging the details of a trade. 88 Ah Mot The trees, about which centered a large part of the fes- tivities, were gnarled and old; green moss hung heavily on the north sides, and many birds nested in their boughs. But they were transformed, before the festival was over, by fluttering scraps of paper, on which were written verses. In this happy contest of poetry-making, all were welcome. Whether visionary young women dashed off a line and twisted it with deft fingers around a twig, or whether sedate old men pondered long over a sonnet, was a matter of little moment to Ching Fo ; for he felt that the great watchful heavens proclaimed the equality of man at this season. Confucius had taught, long centuries before, that all the black-haired men were brethren, and Ching Fo, as his heart expanded with the budding spring, felt the one- ness of his kind. Beside his realization of fellowship, there had been poured into his soul myth after myth concerning the festival, each of which had sunk in and been absorbed until every detail of the occasion symbolized something ei- ther beautiful, mysterious, or terrible. To gather his fam- ily under a tree while he struck its limbs with a long pole and brought down upon them a shower of scented petals was, to his mind, a baptism which carried with it the sacred- ness of a religious rite. To buy birds in cages for his chil- dren to liberate, was to him an invocation to the goddess of Mercy that all slaves might go free. To have his son seated at his right hand was to honor his father and his mother and to insure the succession of the family worship. THE plum-blossom season was over. The poems had all been gathered from the tree, and folded in baskets to be reread as time and inclination favored. The chil- dren's toys were in the go-down without a mar. Things that would have gone to pieces like egg shells in the hands of Western children were safely stored away for another holiday, and life in the bungalow was settling back into its usual monotony. One evening, when the sky was golden in the west, Ching Fo stepped into the path and turned toward the old tree to see if, perchance, it was putting out any new bloom. As he did so, he heard Ah Moy's light step behind him and smiled back an invitation to her to accom- pany him. They walked leisurely, Ah Moy's tongue prat- tling about some childish grief. As they passed close to the wall which enclosed the premises, a bit of paper came fluttering toward them. " Some belated guest," thought Ching Fo, as he un- folded a neatly-written page. To his astonishment, he found that, although done in the refined language of the Wenli (a language spoken only by the educated class), it contained a criticism on the custom of foot-binding. By what authority it had been written, and by whose auda- cious hand intruded upon his premises, were questions that knit his brow and darkened his eye. Naturally his first thought was of the missionaries, who had so persistently maintained their school below, on the Yang-tse-Kiang river. But as he looked the document over, he saw that it bore none of the marks of their work. " They never write in verse," he said to himself, " and 39 40 Ah Moy they would not — they could not — use the beautiful ideographs of the WenU." Ah Moy saw the cloud that had spread over her father's face and slipped her Uttle hand into his, but he did not notice her now. The sentiment expressed in that trifling verse had stung him as an insult. It was his first thought to burn the sheet and thus end the matter, but, after a little hesitation, he folded it deep into his sleeve, all the while dubiously shaking his head. " If the wife should get a glimpse of it," he thought, " it would add fuel to the fire already kindled," then, turn- ing to his little daughter, he took her hand and together they walked back to the house. There everything was as they had left it ; the lamp flickered on the household shrine, the setting sun still worked its miracle of purple and gold on the mountain peaks, while blue sheets of mist were gloaming in the valley ; but Ching Fo only saw the poem which had been aimed by sacrilegious hands at his family hfe. The more he thought of it the more he felt that it was a matter of too much importance to be passed lightly over. It came beating into his heart that he must consult with someone about it, and that this someone must not be his wife. In this state of mind, he put on a heavily wadded blouse and went out into the street. At once a swarm of rikisha coolies gathered about him to solicit his patron- age, but without heeding them he turned into the narrow path that led up to the temple. He had gone but a few steps, however, before he turned back and addressed the nearest coolie, saying: — " Take me down to the house of Sing Lee." It was but a short run down the hill to his friend's house, and as he caught a glimpse of its quiet roof he decided in his heart to be governed by Sing Lee's advice. A Chinese Giel 41 As he stepped out of the rikisha Ching Fo felt in his sleeve to make sure that the offensive paper was still there, and then struck the old bronze bell a vigorous blow. A servant unbarred the door, and the visitor passed up a pair of wooden stairs to the roof, where he found Sing Lee, fac- ing the south and softly strumming a small stringed instru- ment. Ching Fo paused to hsten. After a short prelude, a voice rose clear and sweet in an old, familiar song: " The sun is setting and I loose my boat. And lightly o'er the misty waters float — " The verse was not finished, however, for Sing Lee felt the approach of his friend, and, laying the instrument down, arose and bowed very low, saying, " The unexpected happens when Ching Fo leaves his own dehghtful home to accept the hospitality of Sing Lee. All is well at the bungalow, I hope." " Yes," repHed Ching Fo, " all is well." "Art thou fully rested after the joys of the plum- blossom festival? " inquired Sing Lee. " Fully," returned Ching Fo, " and ready to resume the duties of the hour. Are the gods good to thee ? " " Yes, the gods are good," answered Sing Lee. " Music hath charms," remarked Ching Fo, " let us hear a song." At which Sing Lee, with a merry twinkle in his eye, sang,^ — " You ask me why I greet the priest, but not his god ? The god sits mute, the man, at least returns my. nod." " A characteristic prank," remarked Ching Fo, " wilt thou never leave off nonsense.'' I came to consult you upon a serious matter." 42 Ah Moy ^ "Very well, then, we shall be serious. Is there some- thing of mutual interest? " "Yes," said Ching Fo, "something of interest to all good men. Hast thou not heard how the foreign devils are pushing into the land, and how they intrude their ideas upon us ? " " Yes, there is an ever-increasing crop of them, I ad- mit, but we must make the best of it," answered Sing Lee. At this Ching Fo scrutinized the face of Sing Lee to see whether it betrayed sympathy with the foreigner. But, seeing nothing, he continued in a careless manner, " Another poem has been added to those already gathered at the festival." " Allow me the pleasure of reading it," requested Sing Lee, " perchance the last is best — it sometimes happens so." Thus reassured, Ching Fo pulled the obnoxious poem from his sleeve and handed it to his friend, who read it with mingled amusement and surprise. " What mountebank has written this ?" he exclaimed as be finished. " It reads like a lay from the ' Beggar's Pa- goda.' Surely the writer cannot boast of his wit, although he has written in the Wenli." " No," replied Ching Fo, " but there is danger in it. Such tilings do harm if not looked after. It is against the law of China to put upon paper that which will cause disrespect of ancestral customsl" " Yes, yes," answered Sing Lee, " but we all know that there is an effort being made to create sentiment against the practice of foot-binding." " What right have they to intrude upon our home life, or to thrust their opinions upon those who do not want them?" " Oh, the foreigners are not so much concerned about 'The> plague of girls." 44 Ah Mot ethics. They just go ahead with their own ideas and let the consequences fall where they will. But, to tell the truth, I have had some serious misgivings upon the sub- ject of foot-binding, myself — " " You do not mean to say that you would have it dis- continued? " demanded Ching Fo in some astonishment. " Oh, no," repHed Sing Lee, " I am not ready to say that, but, do you not think that the torture is unneces- sary.? " Ching Fo sat in silence for some moments before he re- plied : " No ; what we prize in our women is the sacred thought which they hold toward motherhood. If given liberty to run about as much as they wish, their minds might be di- verted from their home-life, and then, slowly but surely, the generations to come would degenerate. Even admit- ting that in some cases women do suffer with their feet, that is less harmful than having their minds filled with frivolity. It is to the custom of foot-binding that we are indebted for the purity and the homestaying habits of our women. We hear much of the worship of women in west- ern countries, but theirs is only the worship of the young and the beautiful. We worship women whose faces have been transfigured by patience and long suffering into good mothers." " That is all true," acknowledged Sing Lee, " I am not ready to advise against foot-binding ; but, still, I say that it is very painful, and may some day be considered unnec- essary." " In that case," returned Ching Fo, " we shall lose one of the greatest of our moral safeguards." For a little longer time the two discussed the disturbing subject, but arrived at no reasonable solution of its value. So Ching Fo returned the paper to his sleeve and went out A Chinese Gikl 45 into the moonlit path. As he walked toward his home, he felt a rankling in his heart against all foreigners. Although he had arrived at no definite conclusion about the authorship of the poem, he felt it to be by some outside bar- barian and that it was a blow at cherished institutions. He was carried away by a flood of hate for a race that was not his race and for blood that was not his blood. Upon entering his own grounds, he closed the gate with a bang, and, after placing the heavy iron bars across it, he called his wife. That model of obedience made haste to answer, and her husband said with determination in his voice. " It is time that the bandages be placed upon the feet of the third daughter. I therefore command thee to have everything done that is customary upon such occasions." To his astonishment, for the first time in her life, his wife showed unwillingness to obey his order. At this he demanded of her a full confession of all that she thought, and an explanation of how she had arrived at an opinion so in conflict with the traditions of their ancestors. Then the wife timidly confessed that the women of the neighborhood had been talking together of the cruelty of foot-binding and that they had heard of a society formed in Shanghai for the purpose of creating sentiment against the custom. She told him that the ladies who were inter- ested were the wives of men in high positions, and that some of them went to the Buddhist temple to pray and she ex- pressly assured him that they were not missionaries or teachers of any foreign religion. At this juncture, she took from her sleeve a copy of the North China Daily News and pointed out to her liege lord an advertisement, which read: " Natural Feet Society. President, Mrs. Drummond : " This society has been formed to distribute pamphlets, 46 Ah Mot ^ leaflets and pictures, among the Chinese, on the subject of the prevailing practice of foot-binding, to encourage the formation of leagues, and in other ways to influence native opinion. It also proposes to offer, from time to time, prizes for the best Chinese essays on the subject. " The ladies of the committee solicit donations of $1 and upwards, and also ask all those interested in freeing Chinese women from the bondage of this ctuel custom, to seek out fresh means of distributing literature, whether through the kind assistance of missionaries, or merchants, either foreign or Chinese, or, better still, of personal friends. " All ladies willing to help toward the objects of the society, in either of these ways, are requested to send their names to one of the Shanghai secretaries, to be enrolled as associates. It is hoped that in all the out-ports, local committees may shortly be formed, and that in this way foreign women residing in China may be found united in doing what they can to save little girls from the torture of a custom that has nothing to recommend it save that it is the custom. The co-operation of Chinese ladies will be still more gladly welcomed. " The object being to uproot a fashion, rather than to combat a principle, it is especially hoped that ladies will, as far as possible, act on their own initiative, each doing what she can in her own immediate circle, without waiting for instructions from the committee, but acting as she thinks best to advance the aim of the society, remembering that a fashion like foot-binding, which is not based upon reason, is quite as Hkely to be overturned by an appeal to good taste or good feeling as by the most learned of argu- ments." The names of the ladies who formed the committee were signed. A Chinese Giel 47 When Ching Fo had finished reading this paper, he glared at his wife in angry amazement, but before he could find words to express his indignation, she said: — " I have hobbled all my life on crippled feet and I would that I might save our youngest daughter from the torture. I understand that from your decision there is no appeal, and that it were madness to think of disobeying your or- ders ; but I most sincerely request that you consider the matter a little further. It may be that we have come to a new era when the torture of our female children can be omitted." Ching Fo listened to her longer than she had expected. He even weighed her words carefully, but finally said : — " I have seen the foreign women in Shanghai tramping about like men, and I know that their ideas of propriety are very far from the Chinese standard. Their feet are large, and their dresses are drawn in at the waist in a way that would make a Chinese woman blush. Some of the best of them have been obliged to modify their apparel before an introduction to Chinese ladies. Women who de- form their waists and expose their necks are not in a posi- tion to offer advice to us." " No. But it does not necessarily follow that our little daughter would become immodest because she had natural feet," said the mother. " When women can run about, they are in danger of falling into bad habits ; then comes neglect of duties and disobedience to husbands, and then the foundation of the home is in danger. Women are not strong-minded enough to take care of themselves, and it is necessary that men should regulate their lives for them. Women are honored for their virtues and not because they can tramp about like men," replied Ching Fo. Then, taking a copy of the Confucian Cod^, he read : 48 Ah Moy • " A woman requires no extraordinary talent ; her coun- tenance requires no exquisite beauty; her words require no fluent hps; her labor requires no high degree of dex- terity. Let her be chaste, modest, innocent, sober, and economical. Let her preserve her modesty and choose her words. This constitutes female virtue." " The binding of the feet," continued he, " is calcu- lated to enhance all these charms. Suffering is the price of a subjugated will, and women must be kept in subjuga- tion. Remember that the third daughter has in her keep- ing the welfare of a new generation and all that makes for its good must be fostered. What would Ting Ho say when he comes to manhood, to find that his betrothed had large feet.? It would not do. So now I command thee to have the bandages placed on the feet of Ah Moy, number three, to-morrow morning." " It shall be done," said the mother, and she sorrowfully limped from the room. Soon after she was gone. Ah Fat came in and the sub- ject of foot-binding again came under discussion. " Yes," he said, " I have seen the poem sent out by the anti-foot-binding society and I rather like it. I believe they are working in a way to do good. I have no daugh- ters, but if I had, I think I should have them unbound. The custom causes great suffering, and I see no reason why women may not be good wives, with natural feet. I have heard it said that some of the mission schools, where the experiment has been tried, find it diflScult to get hus- bands for their girls ; but let them try it. This new anti- foot-binding society is working in a way to make friends. They write poems and conform to Chinese etiquette." "But," remonstrated Ching Fo, "you must remember that in a great majority of cases the family life of the Chinese is happy, and that the Chinese mother is the A Chinese Giel 49 best of mothers. Would she continue to be so If she were allowed to run about wherever she pleased? " "Yes," repUed Ah Fat, "I think she would. The woman has the interest of her family at heart, as much as her husband has, and she has sorrows enough without our inflicting this one. But," he added pleasantly, " a daugh- terless man's opinion is of little value, and, after all, each of us must act in accordance with his own judgment." So they changed the subject of conversation, and sipped tea until the hour of the rat, when, by the light of the moon, Ah Fat took his rikisha for home. VI AH MOY submitted to the process of foot-binding without a protest. Obedience, repression of emo- tion, and a strange indifference to physical pain, were in- heritances bequeathed to her from uncounted generations of ancestors. Bandages, two and a half yards long, by two inches wide, were drawn around her feet, in such a way as to force all the toes, except the large one, under the soles. Twice a day and for many weeks, they were tightened, each time driving her toes further under, until they came peeping out on the inside of her instep. For the first year her nurse thought the muscles would yield to the pressure and retain their new shape, but poor little Ah Moy's feet had more than their share of elasticity in them, and every time the bandages were taken off, the muscles sprang back to their natural position, until, finally, it became necessary to break the bones. After this was done and additional straps and bandages fastened around the instep, the toes kept their place. But in a few days they became so swollen and painful that Ah Moy sat crying in her room all day long. Her little sleeve-dog gave her no more pleasure, and she had to hang her feet over the foot board of her bed so as to deaden the pain. Her father came and gave her opium and commanded her to move about ; but her sufferings had gone to a point where she could no longer obey.* Under her eyes came the great black lines * The Italian Mother-Superior at Han Kow told the author of this book that, with the best of care, many of the girls died during the ordeal of foot-binding. 50 A Chinese Giel 61 and into her face came that curious shade of yellow that is never seen except in connection with foot-binding. Ching Fo and his wife both thought that more than likely the third daughter would die under the ordeal. She wasted to a skeleton, and gangrene tore off great pieces of her flesh. Blood-poison spread through her system, and fever painted scarlet patches on her cheek. But the God of Fate had it written in his book that Ah Moy was not yet to die, so at last he sent the spirit of heal- ing to brood over her, and after three years of suffering the worst was over. The color came back to her face ; she again found pleasure in insect music and the song of birds ; she heard the sighing of the pines and saw the shadow of the clouds, as they threw dark patches on the moun- tain side. And, strange, oh, passing strange, the refine- ment of torture through which she had passed left upon her an irresistible charm, — a charm which comes only to those who have suffered to the point of breaking. Ching Fo saw it, and called the attention of his wife to the soft lines of beauty that had been wrought in their daughter's face. " It is the subtle charm of the little-foot woman," said he. " Yes, yes," replied his wife, " she is very beautiful. Sing Lee's family will, no doubt, be very proud of her." " We must now look to her education," said the father, " she must learn to chant the Buddhist prayers, to em- broider and even to make short rhymes ; for, although women are not supposed to add much to poetry, it is very becoming in them to compose verses." Thus a new era began for Ah Moy. She learned to drone her prayers for hours each day; she embroidered butterflies and lotus-leaves, and entered into happy little contests with her father in verse-making. On one occa- sion, when she had gone with him for a walk, he was sur- 52 Ah Moy prised to hear her compose a verse which even to his trained ear sounded well. " Father," she said, " this place is so dehghtful that I feel as though I could compose a poem in its honor." " Mayhap, if the bird sings in thine own heart, It augurs a son who shall be a poet," said her father, at which she turned her face away from him and repeated, " A butterfly bright, on the lotus is resting, A bird in the shade of the rushes is nesting, A cloud throws a shadow on father and daughter And away goes my verse on the swift running water." " Well done, Ah Moy. Hadst thou been a boy, I should have expected great things of thee. Canst thou repeat something from one of the ancient classics.'' " " Shall I repeat the poem about the young man whose father died, and left him so lonely, when he was young.? " she asked. " Yes, if you can do it well," replied the father. But when she tried to begin her eyes filled with tears. " Oh, father, it is so sad," she exclaimed. " Yes," assented the father, " I remember the poem. It was written more than two thousand years ago by Liu Heng. But it is still a favorite with many. If you can remember it, I should like very much to hear it." Ah Moy then turned her face away and recited each verse correctly. " I look up and the curtains are there, as of yore, I look down, and there is the mat on the floor. These things I behold, but the man is no more. To the infinite azure his spirit has flown. And I am left friendless, uncared for, alone, Of solace bereft, save to weep and to moan. A Chinese Giel 53 The deer on the hillside caressingly bleat, And offer the grass for their young ones to eat. While birds of the air to their nestlings bring meat, But I, a poor orphan must ever remain, My heart still so sad and all burdened with pain, Por him I shall never see coming again. 'Tis a well-worn old saying, which all men allow, * That grief stamps the deepest of lines on the brow.' Alas, see my hair ! It is silvered now. Alas for my father, cut off In his pride ! Alas, that no more I may stand by his side. Oh, where were the gods, when that noble man died? " Ching Fo was so pleased to hear her repeat the whole poem without a mistake, and with so much feeling, that he pressed her little brown hand to his face, at which Ah Moy begged him to tell her a story, or repeat a verse. So he sat down beside her and asked If she had not been learning to weave on her mother's hand-loom that day. " Yes, father, I have unwound a cocoon of the wild silk- worm and woven it into cloth. But mamma says that I must not yet attempt the fine silk of our own cocoonery." " Then I shall tell you about the star, Vega, which is personified in Chinese literature as a woman engaged in weaving silk," said her father. " Vega is a brilliant white star in the constellation called Lyra, and, on the seventh day of the seventh month of each year, the heavenly weaver leaves her loom and crosses over the milky way and comes in conjunction with another brilliant star, called the ' Bull- driver,' and together they throw out their most splendid rays. The story typifies the earthly marriage which has for its object the high duty of parenthood. When you are older you will know that China has withstood the 54 Ah Moy • shocks and ravages of time better than any other nation, and that this is greatly due to the industry and home- staying quahties of the mothers. Do you understand my meaning, daughter? " " Yes, father dear, my mother and the nuns at the mon- astery have often told me that the welfare of the home lies in the hands of the women. But I think the story of the heavenly-weaver the most beautiful one I have ever heard." Such confidences made Ah Moy and her father very dear to each other. She knew that she was betrothed to Ting Ho, and that she would owe to his family her un- tiring service ; but she had never seen her future husband, and her heart was every bit her father's. Her brother was now old enough to tyrannize over her and in many ways to command her. She had learned to treat him with ceremonious respect, never preceding him into a room nor partaking of food until he had been served; but in her heart of hearts she felt that hers was a higher mission in life than his. She felt that he represented the ancestral tombs, while she represented the children to be bom, and in fancy she could hear their voices ever counseling her to be faithful to all the customs of their native land. Her sisters were now preparing their wedding garments, for they had, like herself, been betrothed in childhood. Ah Moy, number one, had been betrothed by a go-between to a young man who lived in another province. Aside from ascertaining that he belonged to a good family,, Ching Fo knew little about him; how cruel and exacting he might be, there was no means of knowing. Neither did it seem a matter of great moment to him. The marriage was in the interest of the two families, and this was the only thing to be considered. " You must have no opinions of your own," the father told his girls, " it is the duty of A Chinese Girl 55 daughters-in-law to serve the families that adopt them. Among your wedding-gifts will be the customary bottle of poison, with which to end your life, if it becomes un- bearable; that is the only proper release from earthly troubles. It is an honorable discharge, and does not dis- grace your parents." The girls understood. They knew that the new home to which they were going was for better or worse, with no appeal except through death. But even so, they were very happy. No knowledge had they of privileges or rights ; no spirit of selfishness had ever entered the calm repose of their minds. Their wedding garments were all cut precisely alike, the only variation being in the decora- tion. Some were embroidered in butterflies and bamboo leaves, some with dragons and lotus flowers, interspersed with the ever present plum-blossoms. Twenty pairs of shoes, twenty pairs of linen trousers, two wedding dresses, silk bedquilts and curtains, lacquer vases and porcelain bowls, all made in the same style as those of foremothers for a thousand years past, were the essentials of their outfit. Tedious and tiresome, and for many days, the work had continued ; but at last the preparations were complete, and the servants were detailed to take the eldest daughter to the home of her husband. Before she could depart, however, Chinese etiquette de- manded that she should lament for a week, moaning and weeping aloud, because she was about to leave her father's house and take up her abode among strangers. It was hard for the happy girl to lie face downwards and keep up the semblance of sorrow; but it was not in the Ching Fo blood to omit any of the ancestral usages, so she tore her hair and assumed a sad expression. Each day found her crying, with eyes made red with vermilion, and utter- ing words of endearment for her family and friends. 56 Ah Mot The new home to which she was going was, as yet, a far-ofF picture, which she saw only darkly. She knew that she was leaving her father's house to enter a family whose ancestral line was as jealously guarded as her own; but she had no idea of what the change might mean; so she cried, according to rule, until the appointed day, then smilingly took formal leave of the parental roof. Beside her four chair-bearers, she was accompanied by two lantern-bearers, two men to run ahead, and six riki- shas laden with her effects. She was very timid, for she had never been away from her home before; but she bore up bravely and " kept the face " as a woman should do. The etiquette of the occasion demanded that she neither speak nor partake of food during the journey, so she sat tired and hungry for many an hour while her servants rested, or slept in the shade of wayside trees. After two days she arrived at the house of her hus- band's family and found the incense sticks lit, the parents-in-law in their best clothes, and a feast prepared for many guests. No lover's greeting, however, was in store for her, nor any kindly act to relieve her fatigue. Her duty was to wait outside until the door was thrown open, then take her place beside her. mother-in-law and solemnly perform her duties. The guests came in swarms and she bowed to each according to the prescribed rules. Sneering remarks about her feet and her clothes were made, but brought no frown upon her placid brow, and when some one threw straw upon her glossy hair, she bore it so patiently that the family "was much pleased. For three days the festivities continued, during which time the bride was not permitted to leave her post of duty; but on the fourth day she was formally given to her liege lord, whom she now beheld for the first time. In appearance he was far from what she had hoped, yet she received him with A Chinese Gibl 57 the calm exterior of a well-bred Chinese woman and went about her work as uncomplainingly as though she had selected her husband for herself. Two years after this, the wedding of Ah Moy Number Two occurred. Like her sister, she had been betrothed by a go-between and went a long way from home. Notwithstanding there had been no rain for several months, and money was becoming scarce, the same elab- orate preparations took place in Ching Fo's house that had taken place for Ah Moy, number one. Presents were ex- changed; parental advice given; the bottle of poison put carefully where it could be reached — in case of need, — and for a week preceding her departure the weeping and wailing had been performed. VII i ij ET us wait before giving the third daughter in mar- J— i riage," said Ching Fo's wife to him one day. " She is young and the signs point to a period of dis- tress." " No," rephed Ching Fo, " first consideration must be given to the great things of life, and the great things are the settHng of the domestic relations." " But if the drouth should continue ? " questioned she, with womanly anxiety ; " there are ugly rumors of famine disturbing the neighborhood." " If the drouth continues," the husband answered, " we shall bear it, I hope, as patiently as did our ancestors. Drouths have always come and gone. If this one con- tinues, why then, it continues ; but it is not well to in- vite it. Speculation upon misfortune is an invitation for it to come." The wife said no more, and with the help of the youngest daughter they continued to make the pretty clothes for her wedding and to lay them away in readiness for the day of her going forth. In spite of his habitual composure, however, anxious lines crept across Ching Fo's forehead. His rice-fields, that were wont to look so beautiful and green beneath the summer sun, were now parched and brown, and the harvest was withering beyond recovery. Mile after mile of the marvelous purple that characterizes the arid atmosphere quivered in the air, and the mountains became apparitions that angled up to meet the unfailing blue of the sky. Occasionally, at mid-day, a high cloud lay motionless 68 A Chinese Giel 59 above a phantom peak, but it was the wool-white cloud that throws no water down. All this Ching Fo saw with the feeling that a crisis hung over him. For days at a time a psychic strain seemed to foreshadow misfortune. His wife and his third daughter watched anxiously for the cheerfulness that usually characterized the father's deport- ment ; but things grew worse instead of better. Rumors of foreign war ships gathering in the ports spread over the country, and as Ching Fo looked away into the purple mist, he saw a new apparition take its place beside the one called Drouth, an apparition no less terrible, whose name was War. From time immemorial, the evil spirit that dwells in foreign affairs had spread dismay among the people, and now it threatened to tear asunder the nation. Ching Fo seldom mentioned such things to the women of the house- hold ; but he felt bound to explain to them now that noth- ing could be so fraught with harm as to have the quiet of their home broken into by a swarm of foreign soldiers. Not much of this could Ah Moy understand ; she thought that a few men might have to be sacrificed and a few homes bereft of their sons, but beyond that the fears of her father were meaningless to her and failed to arouse any- thing more than a ripple on the smooth surface of her life. She continued the preparations for her wedding, and, when the week of lamentation arrived, with a pious sense of duty she laid aside her work and assumed the garb of sorrow. " I would not disgrace my family," she said, " by ap- pearing happy at leaving home." So with loud moaning and crying, she lay face down- ward on the bed and repeated, as her sisters had done, " Oh, dear, I am so sad because I am about to leave my father and mother and go to a new home. Oh, dear, I 60 Ah Moy must now leave my father and my mother and go to the home of my husband ! " But the God of Fate had it written in his book that the third daughter should not be married. " And having writ, moved on — And not her piety nor wit Could lure him back to cancel half a line, Nor all her tears wash out one word of it." The happy days of lamentation, during which she cried outwardly but inwardly was full of joy, brought not the wedding-day, for Ten Wang had already turned the river of her life into quite another channel. Shut in from the outside world, and her time filled with pleasant duties, the bride-to-be had no conception of the fact that over China a storm gathered which would shake it to the very center. A more prophetic ear than hers might have heard the rumbling and a more prophetic eye might have seen the darkness that was settling over the land; but the third daughter's heart kept the even tenor of its way until the last day of the lamentations, when a sudden crash came out of the blue that turned her little world all upside down. Sing Lee was the first to bring the news and inform Ching Fo that his son, who was so soon to be a bride- groom, had been called out to fight for his country. " Pandemonium is loose," he said, as he sUpped into a chair, "and the Righteous Defenders (Boxers) are pre- paring for an active campaign. The foreigners are again trying to pluck us as a housewife plucks a goose, and we must drive them back." " I feared it, I feared it," said Ching Fo, trembling with emotion, " on the Yang-tse-Kiang, it is the EngHsh, to the A Chinese Giel 61 north, it is the Russian, while on the coast it is the Ger- mans." At this he groaned aloud and added, " We can- not endure it, we cannot endure it ! " " It is useless for us to tell the foreigners that what the western world calls prosperity has no resemblance to our own ideas on that subject; it is useless to tell them that we do not wish to enter the turmoil of the world. They can- not appreciate our love for seclusion, and reverence for ancient customs." At this moment. Ah Fat arrived and informed the two men that the Righteous Defenders * were gathering in the neighborhood, and that, as they came to the rescue of the country without compensation, they must be fed and, if need be, clothed. As this phase of the case came into Ching Fo's con- sciousness, he sprang quickly from his chair and went into the open court, for now it was a case in which the women must be consulted. The amount of food which they could contribute, and the number of charms and bandages which they could prepare, were questions which belonged strictly to their department. As he turned toward the kitchen, he saw that the street was full of wild-eyed runners and that every one appeared to be in a state of madness. Gentle- men were shouting to get themselves carried hither and thither, and the poor coolie, finding himself belabored on every hand, poured into the din a constant jabber of dialect. At the back-gate of the bungalow, frightened females were holding such counsel of war as only women can. The wife of Sing Lee had been among the first to arrive and had informed Mrs. Ching Fo of her son's response to the call * The Righteous Defenders are a body of young men called in China, " Society-Men," who meet in secret, to watch and if necessary to protect the homes and the ancient tombs. 62 Ah Moy • of the Righteous Defenders. This meant, of course, that the young folks must wait for a more auspicious time for their wedding. Ah Moy was still lamenting, when her mother called her to come and hear what her prospective mother-in-law had to say. Before she could make herself presentable, however, a dozen more women had invaded the kitchen and were expressing' their opinions concerning the uprising. " It is all the missionaries," said one woman, " they have made the spirits angry. Do you know they sell coal oil to be used in the lamps? Everybody knows that our ancestors never used anything but nut oil on the shrines." " Yes," said Lee Loy, " and the missionaries build their houses without any regard to the Wind god. That is an- other thing that makes the spirits angry." Just then a wrinkled old woman was helped to her feet and gave it as her opinion that there were worse things than the missionaries or the coal oil. " The railroads are creeping into the country, and they do say that they lay their foundations on children's bones ! " " Yes," cried another of these wise ones, " and they do say that the foreign devils use children's eyes in making their medicines." Then Mrs. Ching Fo added fuel to the fire by remark- ing that the foreign Bible commanded men to leave father and mother and follow Christ, " which, as you all know, is in direct conflict with the teaching of Confucius. It is against the custom of the country for sons to leave their parents." This speech produced such a storm of disapprobation that when Ching Fo appeared on the scene, he could not make himself heard at all. He stood for some moments waiting for the babble to cease ; then took the wonder-eyed Ah Moy by the hand and returned to the front room. A Chinese Gikl 63 " The women are swarming," he said, " and I was not able to get a hearing. When they settle down a little, I will go back and see what can be done about food." So chattered the women and so argued the men, and so gathered the storm which was about to break over their defenseless heads. The third daughter listened and tried to grasp the meaning of what she saw and heard; tried to understand why the men stood in knots on the streets and why the faces of the women were pallid with fear. As she saw the fire creep into the calm eye of her father, a great desire seized her to become a part of the wild ocean that was lashing itself into foam. If martyrs were needed, why might she not be one? When a lull in the conversation gave her an opportunity, she whispered into the ear of her father her desire to help her country. But her patriotism received a check when he answered, " A httle-foot girl can do nothing. You must wait." At which Ah Moy glanced down at her crippled feet and replied: " Yes, I see, I can do nothing but wait." It was noon before any definite, plans had been fixed upon, and the women had been induced to set about pre- paring food for the Righteous Defenders ; but when once ■commenced their work went bravely on. Kettles of fluffy rice stood in long rows and pans of dried mushrooms, with inviting squares of pork, simmered over the fire. Band- ages with which to wind the legs were prepared, and many a good luck sign was stitched upon blouse and shoes. After the women were at work the men congregated at " The Hall of the Holy Country " to further discuss the situation and to devise ways and means for the advance- ment of their cause. Patriotic pictures were hung on the walls of the room, and mottoes selected from the writings 64 Ah Moy ^ of Chinese sages were repeated, or written by skilful hands on the doors and lintels. The Righteous Defenders gathered in long lines to practice their mysterious drills and to turn their faces to the north for courage and to the east for spiritual enlightenment. They also invoked the gods and the spirits of their ancestors. Ting Ho, the be- trothed of Ah Moy, number three, was with them, the em- bodiment of a superstitious Chinaman, calm, head erect, ceremoniously polite, without a flicker of emotion in his black eyes, although he had sprung from home and wed- ding feast into the welter of war. On his blouse was embroidered that great symbol of purity, the lotus. Placed there by a virtuous mother, he held it as a sacred trust, and as security that no evil-desire should enter his soul. As he marched around the hall in line with his com- rades, he lit an incense stick and reverently placed it in the ashes before the White Tiger, then wheeled and stood erect beside his companions-in-arms. As the evening advanced, the old men came in, one by one, to give counsel and speak words of encouragement. Leaning heavily upon a walking stick. Tin Sing, a man of great age, pointed to . a motto on the wall, which read, " The strong shall not prevail," and in courteous language called the attention of the young soldiers to the fact that they were members of an ancient order, which had from time immemorial sprung to the defense of the country in time of need. He reminded them that only men of un- spotted reputation were eligible to their ranks, and urged them to remember that they were protected by the gods. " It is," said he, " one of the oldest "traditions of China that the weak may overthrow the strong. You are not training for public audiences or for display, but for a sys- tem of selfrdefense, in the most exact sense of the term. If A Chinese Giel 65 you are true, there will come a power from Heaven to turn away the bullets of your adversaries. The gods are with you, and you need not fear. We look to you for protection against an enemy who comes to despoil us of our homes. It is armed with prodigious weapons of de- struction, but you have recourse to a higher power." When he had finished speaking, the young soldiers bowed, retreated three steps and bowed again, then wheeled and assumed a respectful attitude toward Ching Fo, who now began to speak. His voice came forth in the gentle tones of a man of sorrow ; he disclaimed the honorable years and the eloquence of the distinguished man who had pre- ceded him, but he arose to call the attention of the Righteous Defenders to the fact that concessions granted to foreigners, either for purposes of trade or for religious propaganda, had always resulted in the setting up by the newcomers of claims adverse to the wishes of the Chinese people. " China," declared he, " has no need of the outside world. When once the reins are relaxed and the Western civilization established in our land, the end is in sight. Our people cannot make a living under the foreigners'' system. The labor-saving machines, of which they boast so much, are not suited to our needs. Our country is too densely populated to make use of steam and electricity. It has already come to pass," exclaimed he, raising his voice, " that the cotton mills of Shanghai, which are owned and operated by Englishmen, have flooded the market with goods which are sold at prices below those of our home weavers, and the result is that, in some cases, the little hand-looms of the women are idle and the workers are dying of hunger. But these facts are nothing to the foreign devil who wishes to establish himself in our country. It 66 Ah Moy must come that we shall drive the horde of intruders back." Following him, Ah Fat made a short but eloquent ad- dress. He quoted the words of the sage who said: " All the black-haired men are brethren, and they shall prevail against the barbarians who come from other lands. Destiny has watched over you and prepared you for this day. The God of War is with you, and you may com- mand the hosts of heaven. Let them thunder, with their death-dealing inventions! Yours is the greater force! Consider only this, — that a holy cause confronts a huge and many-tongued intruder, who will, if not driven back, despoil us of our homes." When he had concluded, the Righteous Defenders again bowed, and marched around the building, placing incense- sticks before each mystic shrine ; then passed out in single file to the place assigned them for the night. Poor Ting Ho, the son to whom his father looked for support in his declining years, was even now fading from sight. Ignorant of the outer world, and with the super- stitions of his ancestors strong upon him, he fearlessly took up his country's cause, depending upon the spirits of his ancestors to protect him against an enemy equipped with modern shot and shell. For a few days the women worked busily to prepare such articles as would be of use to the men on their march; money was contributed, and a few old guns were collected. Ah Moy's willing hands helped with the clothing and other accessories of the soldier's kit, and then she stood with the married women and watched her betrothed march away. A few tears shed in solitude, a little poem to commem- morate the heroism of Ting Ho, and a perceptible shadow in her dark eyes, were all that told the story of the third daughter's wedding, for she was too well-grounded in A Chinese Girl 67 Chinese etiquette to exhibit any outward signs of grief or sorrow.* " Duty," she said to her father, " is the first law of Buddha, and I am content to leave events with heaven." She had not even been permitted to feel the thrill of her lover's hand, as he passed her father's gate to join the main army, which lay two hundred miles away. * In the literature of China, heroines are seldom depicted as charmers of men, or as languishing for love, but rather as obedient daughters who are willing to sacrifice their lives for duty. VIII AFTER the excitement attendant upon the uprising of the Righteous Defenders was over, Ching Fo turned his attention to the drouth, which was now bearing down upon him with all the fury of an angry god. He consulted an astrologer and learned from him that the planets prognosticated plagues, and other occurrences, which bring distress upon men. This so alarmed him that he lighted fires of camomile and wormwood before his house, and contributed much of his reserve supplies to the poor. He looked anxiously upon his wife and third daughter, knowing full well that if they should be obliged to flee to a more favorable locality their crippled feet would place them at a great disadvantage. In this state of anxiety a month slipped away, but still there was no rain. The priests, seeing the need of assuaging the fears of the peo- ple, had appointed a festival to the rain god. Ah Moy's nimble fingers were the first to begin sewing together the many-colored pieces of silk with which to honor the great Dragon. This work occupied the women of the neigh- borhood for several days. When all was ready, a party of coolies came down the hill bearing an odd skeleton, made of hoops and bamboo and pumpkin eyes, over which the silken skin was drawn. From the godown Ching Fo brought paint : red, green, and yellow, with which to touch claws and eyes and gills, and when it was finished the rain Dragon was one riotous glare of color. As the pious laborers raised it to their shoulders, Ah Moy felt sure that the drouth would now be broken, but 68 A Chinese Giel 69 although the festival lasted several days, no sign of rain appeared, and the priests decided upon a crusade through the famine-stricken district. To this pilgrimage Ching Fo contributed his much-beloved son, who, with two hun- dred other lads, repaired to the temple to pray and scourge themselves in preparation for the event. They wore ashen- colored garments, fastened with yellow sashes, in the ends of which were points of iron, to strike against their legs and keep the wounds already made open and bleeding. Incense and magnificent banners of silk and gold were carried before the procession, and their entrance into each village was welcomed by the ringing of bells and the burn- ing of paper money. As they passed from place to place, the people vied with each other in works of charity and good-will; gold and precious stones were contributed to the priests in such quantity that they became a burden. For forty days the crusaders kept moving throughout the province, praying and casting out devils ; but the sky remained as blue and the sun shone as fiercely as when they started. The question of food along their line of march was al- ready acute, and the stench of dead bodies arose from many houses. The scarcity of water was augmented by reports that some of the springs had been poisoned, and, taking it all in all, the crusade was abandoned. By this time Ching Fo's estate had suffered greatly from the horde of Righteous Defenders, who, unfed, un- paid, but strong in the faith that it was their mission to save China, went swarming over the land, consuming what- soever they could find to support life. Ah Moy waited in primitive fashion for news of her lover, — but she had no possible means of knowing what had befallen him. Stories of the awful instruments of de- struction that the foreign devils knew how to use, some- 70 Ah Moy times reached her ears, and stories of battles, in which many of the defenders had been killed, crept from house to house. In this way, the days slipped by, and stiU there were no signs of rain. Time and time again, had Ching Fo yielded up the food that he had reserved for his own family, and time and time again had he divided his sup- plies with his suffering neighbors, until now he was con- vinced that, in order to save the lives of his wife and chil- dren, he must flee from his famine-stricken home. To do so, the open road was his only resort. The water in the creek was too low to admit of using a boat; his money was gone and his servants had long since been permitted to scatter, in order, if possible, to save themselves from star- vation. His son had returned from the crusade discouraged and suspicious, and everything seemed to indicate that great trouble was in store for Ching Fo and his family. In the rarefied air, the mirage shimmered in horrid mockery of water, and the softest gauze lay fairy-like over the gaunt wolf of hunger and despair. The father now called his wife and explained to her that their only hope was to flee from their home and go out in search of a more favored locality. " Most of our neighbors have already gone," he said, " and it is hoping against hope for us to remain here longer, so now I command you to prepare for the journey. Gather into bundles a change of raiment and a few utensils for cooking, and let us start as soon as possible." No time was left to ponder over the case, for " He who feeds the ravens " had not fed them that morning. It was a trying hour for Ching Fo, for he saw not only his starv- ing family, but he felt what unsuspected dens of doubt A Chinese Girl 71 were lurking in his own heart. As he beheld the scene of desolation about him, there seemed to him no God, no jus- tice, no hope. Neither the young nor the old, neither the brave nor the beautiful, were spared, and he questioned how worthy of worship was He who permitted such things to be. Ah Moy noticed the agony in her father's face and clasped him in her arms, while, for one brief moment, their tears mingled. Ching Fo clothed himself for the journey in a heavy silk tunic, with strong hnen trousers. Under the tunic he buckled a girdle to which was attached his tobacco pouch and a pocket for money, both of which were pathetically empty. On his right side, in a leather shield, he fastened a knife, which was a family heirloom. Could it have spoken, it might have told of savage heroism practised in the past, — a heroism that feared not to spiU blood, if occasion required it. Even little Ah Moy knew the etiquette of the Oriental suicide down to its minutest detail. Ching Fo drew the knife from its case and tested its edge, and, as he did so, there came into his face an ex- pression of great firmness. At this moment, his son, dressed for the journey, entered and took his place beside his father, and, when the women came, they were ready for the start. With lowered head, as one who sees not, but goes for- ward only because he must, Ching Fo turned into the path which led toward the old King Shang monastery. Lead- ing his family out of a famine-stricken province, with no recourse to modern methods, was a repetition of what his ancestors had done in generations long since dead. And so Ching Fo wished it to continue. Steam and electricity he regarded as innovations not for a moment to be con- sidered. Along the creeks in their Kttle boats, when the 7g Ah Moy water was sufficient, in the open road when dust ana drouth came, were the methods which best suited this son of an Oriental civilization. " We will make straight for the King Shang," he said to his wife, " and from there we may hope to start better prepared for our flight." " How far is it to the King Shang.? " asked his son. " At least ten miles ; but with patience we may reach it to-day," replied the father. " My feet are strong from having gone with the crusad- ers ; but, father, can mother and Ah. Moy walk so far.-* " " It is hard," replied his father, " but it is a case of necessity. Left here, they would die of hunger, or per- haps the foreign soldiers might find them, in which case no true Chinese woman would be willing to live." " Oh, father, let us wait ! Already mother and sister are far behind," exclaimed the son, looking anxiously back. " We will go to yonder wall," said Ching Fo, " for just there I see an old bamboo tree, at the roots of which there may be young shoots. If we should be so fortunate as to find some, they will relieve us of hunger and give us new strength." The two quickened their pace under the inspiration of a light breakfast, and were rewarded by finding a number of young shoots that were tender and delicious. Ching Fo threw the bundle from his back and took from it a small kettle, into which he put the sprouts, and by the time the mother and daughter came up, he had ready a light repast. It was a spare breakfast, after a long walk ; but it gave them courage to go on and to trust Ten Wang to bring them safely to the end of the day. Refreshed by the food. Ah Moy and her mother pressed forward through the burning sand in a brave effort to keep up with the men. They spoke but little, but, hand in ^.^ ,- *■ ' Buzzards in solemn inquest." 74 Ah Moy • hand, faced hardships that would discourage less coura- geous spirits. As the sun grew hotter, they suffered ter- ribly with their feet, but in their faces was the look of stolid endurance, which is so characteristic of the Chinese woman. Occasionally the little party fell in with some one going their way, but for the most part the country was de- serted. Starving dogs glared at them as they passed, and buzzards sat in solemn inquest over the bleaching bones of the victims of the drouth. So the day passed, and as the mists of evening began to gather over the dis- tant mountains, the old monastery came in sight. Ching Fo's trained eye was the first to catch the outline of the noble building, as it loomed grandly against a low range of foothills. " Blessed be Buddha ! " he exclaimed, turning to his wife. As he glanced back, he saw that Ah Moy was pale and trembling, and that a tear had left its mark in the dust on her cheek. The sight of their goal, however, encour- aged her, and she made renewed efforts to keep pace with the rest. In fancy she saw Quan Yin (goddess of mercy), and in fancy she heard the bells calling to evening prayer. In this sweet attitude of mind, she bore her sufferings un- til they all stood together on the stone steps of the old King Shang. " Blessed be Buddha ! " again exclaimed the father, and all the family repeated the sacred text. When they had rested for a few moments they entered the heavily-timbered gateway and passed into an avenue lined with long rows of stone lanterns, which led to a small temple, and thence to a priest's house. Ching Fo was surprised to observe that the saucers for oil in the lanterns were empty, and his hand trembled as he struck the old bronze bell. An aged priest opened the door, and Ching Fo asked with great A Chinese Giul 75 courtesy whether it would be possible for him and his family to remain within the walls for a few days. The priest raised his hand in token of welcome, and then took down a bunch of keys from which he selected one and led the way back to the monastery. As he opened the door, Ching Fo was horrified to see that the " Merciful Hearer of Prayers " lay face downward on the floor, and, further on, the Dragon, so lately carried by the pious laborers, lay broken and with great patches of its silken skin cut away by sacrilegious hands. These sights sent a thrill of terror, such as he had never before felt, through his heart. He turned back and with a gesture of despair said to his wife: " Nothing but desolation is here," then, turning to the old priest, he asked, " What in the name of heaven has caused this ruin.?" " The building has been looted by the foreign soldiers," replied the priest, " and everything of value has been car- ried off." " Is there no rice? " asked the son piteously. " A small portion of rice," answered the priest, " shall be yours, but beyond that our shelves are empty." The priest then returned to his quarters, and with his own hands prepared a bowl of rice for each member of the family. While he was gone, Ching Fo explored a little further into the building and found that all the idols had been more or less mutilated, and that much that was sacred had been carried off by the pillagers. After the priest had returned and they had eaten their portion of rice, they gathered a hard pillow from the fragments about them and lay down to await another day. The sun went down in one wild welter of color. Its golden rays crept through the windows and tinted the walls of the old monastery with the richest of hues, while the 76 Ah Moy " Firefly lovers flew over the wall Through the dim, pathless air, to a firefly ball." But the beauties of nature, which, at another time, would have given Ching Fo and his family intense pleasure, were now lost in the sadness of their thoughts. Hour after hour they remained awake, trying to grasp the meaning of the woes that had befallen them. At last the children sank into the sleep of the tired young, but into Ching Fo's wide open eyes there came forerunners of the darkest hour he had yet seen. Before him was the parting of the ways. His son, the protector of the family tombs and the successor to his family name — on the one side, while on the other was Ah Moy, the idol of his heart. Between these two he must now choose. It was not a question for a Chinaman to pon- der long over, for with the money he might receive for his third daughter, he could remove his wife and son to a place of safety ; and when the Rain God saw fit to pour out a sufficient quantity of water upon his parched fields, he could return to his home and continue the family worship. He knew that when famine held its deadly sway the slave dealer was sure to come to purchase the fairest girls, and he thought in the agony of his heart, that Ah Moy ought to bring a large sum of money. She was old enough to be immediately available for a wife ; the danger of foot- binding was past ; her education was properly finished, and, what was more, she was very beautiful. These were the thoughts that haunted the father and drove every possible chance of sleep from his eyes, so he arose and went out into the moonlit garden. In the gray of the morning his wife joined him and there, beneath the trees made sacred by the worship of ages, that grand committee of two, the father and mother, A Chinese Girl 77 unfqjded to each other the plan by which they hoped to save the family shrine. " To sell the third daughter," said Ching Fo to his wife, " is, indeed, a trial ; but I fear that to all our other woes this intolerable one must be added. The straits into which Ten Wang has brought us compel me to entertain the thought." " I knew it before your honorable speech was made," replied his wife. " If it must be so, it must be so, and the details are left for you to work out. Are there slave dealers in this vicinity ? " she asked sadly. " I presume there are. They usually swarm about places where men in financial distress are to be found." " But what if Ting Ho, the son of Sing Lee, should re- turn.? " " There is but little hope of such an event ; for during all the time that he has been gone, his father has heard nothing from him," replied Ching Fo. A long conversation followed, during which neither uttered a sigh nor shed a tear. But the deep sorrow they were enduring bowed their heads and furrowed their brows. When the sun again came in stately splendor over the mountain crest, they turned their faces eastward, hop- ing that the spiritual enlightenment which comes with the early morning, might make the poor world-fret seem a little less heavy. After inhaling deeply, Ching Fo arose and went into the monastery to see Ah Moy and determine whether her young heart would be able to bear up under the ordeal of parting from her family. IX WITH slow and faltering step, Ching Fo approached his daughter, whom he found seated upon a bench at the side of the monastery. When he reached the spot, he laid his hand almost reverently upon her head, and said, with painful emotion. " Daughter, all my life I have revered the gods and have believed in the spirits of my ancestors. Yet, at this mo- ment, I can see but one malicious monster ruling the world. Driven by his evil hand, I am compelled to say that while thou art my beloved daughter, and thy mother and I bless the day that thou didst enter our unworthy home, I see no other way to tide over the distress into which we have fallen than to sell thee to a slave-dealer. I have not the right to cut off my family line while a female child can be used to bridge over the dilemma. The question that con- fronts me now is that of saving my son and the ancestral line. " There are three things of which a superior man stands in awe : first, he stands in awe of the ordinances of heaven ; second, he stands in awe of the words of the sages ; third, he stands in awe of the customs of his ancestors. All these things compel me to protect my family shrine. To do so, thy brother must receive the first consideration. It is to him. that we look for the preservation of the family tombs ; it is to him that the spirits of our ancestors look for the perpetuation of the family name." Thus spoke Ching Fo, and right royally did his little daughter answer him: 78 A sail outside the wall. 80 Ah Mor " Father, dear, do not look so sad ! I know that, hav- ing been born a girl, I am only a burden in such a time as this, and whatever you think best, I will willingly accede to. It is ordained by the gods that women shall be slaves, and I may as well obey a master as to obey the mother-in- law, to whom I should owe my services had I been married to Ting Ho. Do not worry about me, for I shall go wilHngly into the slave-dealer's hands, if you so decide. I know that you can get money enough for me to care for mother and brother until the rain comes, and then you can go back to the old home and live long." The courageous spirit of his daughter saved Ching Fo much of the sting which the interview would otherwise have given him. He took her hand and together they went to the mother, who was waiting for them beneath the tree. For one sad hour all three sat with faces to the east, enduring silently the sorrow that had come to them. In the still air, they could hear voices outside the wall, and could see the top of a sail, which they knew must be- long to some houseboat ; but they were too much absorbed in their own affairs to wish to see strangers, so they went quietly back into the monastery and began to fold the garments they had worn during the night. When they had finished, Ah Moy said, pointing to the idols, " Father dear, may we not go around the room and repair some of the damage that has been done to the images before we go.?" " Yes," replied Ching Fo, " it is proper to do what you can to that end. The damage done by a barbarian may be repaired by a woman's hand; but the barbarian is an object of contempt." There was bitterness in his voice, such as Ah Moy had seldom noticed before. She hesitated a little, but finally said to her mother : " Shall we raise up the blessed A Chinese Girl 81 Buddha? " " Yes," faltered the wife of Ching Fo, " we can hardly go away without adding a little to the restora- tion of the place." They raised the Buddha and then passed over to the Virgin Mother. The lily was still in her hand, but her face was turned to the wall, and the child which had lain on her breast, had been placed beside the God of War. Ah Moy could not restrain her tears. " Tell me, oh, tell me, mother," she said, " why it is that foreign people treat our sacred symbols with such con- tempt? " " I cannot answer, my daughter. All we can do is to bring the infant back and stand it beside its mother." They turned the face of the Virgin about and carried back the child and were proceeding to the God of a Thou- sand Hands, when they heard the voice of Ching Fo call- ing them. " We must go now, for it will be much easier if we walk before the heat of the day." Thus commanded, the women left the broken idols and prepared to start. The son, although he had lost some of the buoyancy of the previous day, took his place beside the father and all was ready for the day's journey when suddenly a shadow darkened the doorway and caused them to turn in that direction. There they saw a Chinaman sleek, well-fed, and wearing the regulation suit of black linen that proclaimed him to be of the merchant class. He shook his own hands as he advanced and bowed ceremoniously low. " Like yourself, honored sir, I am a visitor to this noble temple," he said, and, as he spoke, he cast a searching glance at Ah Moy, which so angered Ching Fo that he replied with freezing politeness : " The temple is before you, sir," and immediately passed on. Seeing that the Httle party intended no further con- 82 Ah Moy versation, the newcomer, still looking at Ah Moy, said: " Honored sir, you seem weary and travel-stained. May I ask from whence you come and whither you go? " " We have come from the Tien Dong and we go to the Shan Tung province," was Ching Fo's terse answer. " Your locality has suffered much," said the stranger, " our country is beloved by the gods, if we may believe that old saw about the gods persecuting whom they love." " The gods," replied Ching Fo, " are far beyond us. All we can do is to follow a line of duty and leave events with heaven." " Yes, yes," assented the merchant. " It is futile to at- tempt to pacify the gods. It is very sad, however, to see the ruin which sacrilegious hands have wrought in this grand old monastery." " Yes, oh, yes," Ching Fo answered warmly, " I know that the day has not yet come for the brotherhood of men, but it does seem that nations might abstain from high- way robbery in adjusting their differences." " Yes," agreed the stranger, " the despoiling of this place was entirely unnecessary, and was carried out with the savagery of the grimy barbarian." "How so.''" asked Ching Fo, relaxing his cold de- meanor and showing a keen interest in what the stranger had to say. " I chanced to be near here, and, in a measure, to be a witness of the fiendish work. My houseboat was moored just below in the creek, when a party of foreigners sur- rounded me and demanded any information I might have concerning the treasure in the building." - " Ah, indeed ! Then you were really a witness." " Yes ; as I said, chancing to speak a little ' pidgin ' I was put upon for information. Of course, my knowledge of English failed me and I answered all questions with ' no A Chinese Girl 83 savee,' but they were bent upon mischief and — this is the result. The priests," he went on, " were powerless, and as their supply of food was limited, they fled to the temple of Ko Shin." " It is deplorable," remarked Ching Fo, and again attempted to throw the bundle containing the family possessions over his shoulder. " Are you properly equipped for your long walk.? " asked the stranger. " I have provisions, and to spare, in my boat. They are yours, if you will accept them." At this Ching Fo softened his manner a little and asked, " To whom am I indebted for this kindness .'' " " I am Quong Lung," replied the merchant, " and it will give me pleasure to serve so noble a brother." The faces of the little party brightened, for although they courted hardship, and took a keen delight in testing their powers of endurance, their sufferings had already gone to a point where the ancient spirit threatened to give way. Quong Lung, seeing that they were willing to accept his proffered food, clapped his hands in signal for a servant to come from the boat. In a moment two coolies pre- sented themselves and their master instructed them to bring abundantly from the houseboat kitchen. The coolies has- tened back and soon returned with bountiful supplies. By this time, Ching Fo suspected that his benefactor was a slave-dealer who had followed him for the purpose of taking advantage of his distress. But as he saw the wasted figures of his wife and chil- dren, he threw aside his scruples and squatted with them before a large platter of rice. This was what Quong Lung had hoped for, since he was a shrewd enough judge of human nature to know that business progresses better on a full stomach than on an 84 Ah Moy empty one. He had the Chinaman's patience and the Chinaman's superstition, and while he waited for the family to finish eating, he loitered among the idols and lighted incense-sticks or threw wads of paper at the God of Good Luck. After the meal was over, Ching Fo's tobacco pouch was filled, for the first time in many weeks ; water chestnuts were brought in from the boat, and, later, tea, rice wafers, and sweets were presented. Before the meal was over, the slave-dealer joined the group and for half an hour tried to adjust himself to their society. As the sun crept up and stood directly over the old Cryptomeria tree, the two men strolled out and sat down beneath it. The sunshine glinted through the boughs and the insects droned the music that the Chinese love; but in the shadow beneath the tree sat a shrewd and prosperous merchant eating out the heart of a helpless scholar. With the cunning of a Jew, Quong Lung beat off the shock which he knew would be given Ching Fo, if he boldly opened negotiations for Ah Moy. He talked about the drouth, the chances of rain and the foreign devils ; but did not mention the girl, until the shadow of the tree stretched far toward the east. At last he said signifi- cantly : — " Your daughter is a very beautiful girl. I wonder you have not married her before now." " She has been betrothed since her babyhood to a son of Sing Lee," answered Ching Fo, " but, alas, her intended husband has been sacrificed on the altar of his country." " Well, then, it is no more than proper that she should be given to another. I have much demand for girls who are of marriageable age. Is your daughter's health good.? " " Her health is excellent," replied the father, " my fam- ily has been subjected to great hardship since the drouth A Chinese Giel 85 commenced, and the girl looks a little thin ; but with proper food she will soon regain her flesh." " Yes, probably so," assented Quong Lung, " but you know that some girls grow ill and faded when taken away from their parents. All things combine to make invest- ment in girls uncertain. If I could be sure of finding a purchaser for her very soon, I should be glad to offer you a liberal price, but, taking everything into consideration, I cannot afford to pay more than five hundred taels for her." " She is no coolie," exclaimed the father, angrily, " that is no more than the price of a common coolie ! This is the daughter of Ching Fo, whose name is known and honored throughout the province. It is only because the iron liand of necessity is upon me that I consider her sale at any price. I have but one son, kind sir, and it is my duty to protect him at whatever cost. You are certainly aware that such girls as my Ah Moy are only to be purchased in times of distress." Quong Lung was callous to the matter of sentiment, however. He wanted to buy the girl, but he wanted her at the lowest possible price. So he replied very care- lessly : " Oh, very well, — there are many girls for sale, and my experience is that they are usually only consumers of rice." Every word of this haggling over the price was as iron driven into the soul of Ching Fo. He knew that the color would come back to the cheek of Ah Moy as soon as she had plenty of food, and that, under favorable circum- stances, she was very beautiful and could be resold at a high price as soon as a favorable locality was reached. " What is the good man and the just.? Ofttimes a pearl that none doth prize. 86 Ah Moy Or jewel rare which men account A common pebble and despise. Set forth upon the world's bazaar, It mildly gleams, but no one buys." quoted Ching Fo from an old poem. Brooding thus over his troubles, Ching Fo let the day go by, and when it was nearly dark returned to the monastery. His wife and his daughter came and sat be- side him in silence, and the stars were twinkling before the family lay down upon the hard floor to spend another night. But when a new day formed in the east, Ching Fo faced it with the courage of a man who has gone through the deep waters and found a landing-place on the other side. He arose, • walked firmly to the bank of the creek, and motioned Quong Lung to his side. " It is useless to prolong the agony," he said, " neither my family nor myself can see any other way of escape, and it were better that we close the cruel transaction." Thus ended the bargaining, and thus the daughter of Ching Fo became the property of Quong Lung. The contract was drawn up by the slave-dealer, and so cun- ningly worded was it that Ching Fo did not notice at first the omission of the usual clause which provides that the slave shall not be sold for immoral purposes. When he saw the defect, his blood boiled anew, but he dared not ex- postulate, lest Quong Lung should take advantage and re- duce the price, which was now barely sufficient to enable him to take his family out of the drouth-stricken, province. Under these circumstances, he signed the document, and returned to the monastery to inform the women, and to say a last word to his third daughter, from whom he now expected to be parted forever. Both women knew by the expression on his face that the moment had come, and both A Chinese Giki- 87 struggled bravely to conceal their emotions. Ching Fo's step, as he advanced to take Ah Moy by the hand and lead her to the door where Quong Lung was waiting to re- ceive her, was that of a man grown old in a single night. " My child," said he, " you must go with Quong Lung and obey him, and be as good a slave as you have been a daughter. The most painful part of the whole matter is that I have not been able to secure the usual clause in the contract of sale to protect you from dishonor. It is cus- tomary for the Chinese slave-dealer to sell his young women for wives, and it is most likely that some good Chinaman will buy you, to raise sons to his ancestral line ; but, daugh- ter, there is a possibility that it may not be so, and if it comes to a choice between shame and death — you must choose only death." Saying this, he took from his girdle the knife which he so valued as a family possession and handed it to her. Ah Moy understood, and, without hesitancy, took the knife and hid it in her sleeve. Then she followed her father to the door, where Quong Lung received her, both parents turning their faces to the wall as she was led down the steps. Ah Moy bore up bravely until she reached the plank which led from the bank to the boat, but then overwhelm- ing sorrow swept over her and she broke into a fit of weeping. " It is another cry-baby that he has bought," grumbled one of the oarsmen, glancing at the distracted child. But Quong Lung spoke kindly to her, saying : — " Do not cry, little one. Perhaps I shall sell you to a rich mandarin, who will give you plenty of clothes and make you a great lady." But the third daughter of Ching Fo was too unhappy to be elated at such a suggestion. To her excited imagin- 88 Ah Mot ation, Quong Lung looked as pitiless as did the God of War in the monastery. She soon recovered her composure, however, and true to her Asiatic training, sat down and , waited patiently for whatsoever might be the next step in her new Hf e. ALTHOUGH the house-boat of Quong Lung was built after the fashion of a thousand years ago, it was stanch and strong. Over the centre were ribs of bamboo, upon which was stretched heavy canvas, and, higher up, like the wings of a great bird, was a sail covered all over with idiographs representing the aphorisms of the sages. There were comfortable bunks and well-filled cupboards in this land and water caravansary, and, in a strong box be- neath Quong Lung's bed were opium, tobacco, and bottles with foreign labels on them, for the slave-dealer had lived in San Francisco. On a shelf against the side of the cabin was an image of the river god, in front of which was a bowl of ashes, showing that incense had been burned there. Beside the fragrant incense less pleasant smells reeked to heaven — bilge water, dried fish, and sea-cabbage. Some- times the black smoke was added, but this was only when the boat was stuck fast in the mud, for Quong Lung did not let pleasure interfere with business. On the bow of the boat was painted an enormous eye. What it meant, Quong Lung did not know, but it was a good luck sign, and he believed in having the good luck signs wherever they be- longed. For the three-toed dragon he kept a cup of tea and a bronze gong, each clang of which was a signal for an offering and a prayer. At the stern of the boat was a great, bent-handled sculling oar, which was manipu- lated by coolies stripped to the waist. On occasions when the water was low, however, the crew jumped overboard 89 90 Ah Mot and pulled like horses. The foreman differed not from the rest, except that he wore a shirt, and stood on top of the bamboo frame, uttering such words as civilized men use only toward their horses when the wagon is stuck in the mud. He also shouted warnings to other boatmen: " Don't you see this fine boat, all you little mud- scrapers.'' Get to one side or I will run you down. Hey there! thou son of a louse, clear the way," and so on. His ability to intimidate the small-fry constituted his chief value as an overseer. With it he could arouse the multi- tude that swarmed upon the water, and thus get room for his boat. After his work was done, however, this inde- fatigable foreman squatted upon terms of perfect equality with the rest of the crew around a bowl of fish and rice. Quong Lung commanded better food — such as pork, and lily bulbs, preserved ginger, and dainties kept under the bed. Ah Moy soon got over her fright and was timidly pre- paring to eat the food which the cook had sent her, when, to her surprise, another girl rolled out of a bunk and came and sat down by her side. She was a pretty girl with a suspicion of waves in her black hair, and with eyes that looked straight into the faces of men. All the girls whom Ah Moy had ever known had been taught to abstain from raising the eyes above the third button of the blouse, and she suspected at once that there was something wrong about her young companion. Another curious trait of this strange-looking girl was her restlessness. Ah Moy, in her secluded life, had met only girls of studied repose and passionlessness. It was a sad awakening for Ah Moy to find herself in comradeship with one who bore none of the marks of the society to which she had been accustomed ; and at first she felt a strange reluctance about accepting the situation. A Chinese Gikl 91 Happily, however, the two girls spoke the same dialect, which fact made it impossible for them to go on without such friendship as springs from mutual sorrow. After a few days, the girl confided to Ah Moy that her name was Wing, and that her father was an American. Dur- ing a period of drouth, she said, her mother had been sold for money, to keep the other members of the family alive ; and to tide over a period when wives were scarce the American had bought her and installed her as mistress of his house. As a slave she served him faithfully and bore him a daughter, but when his wife came in a great ship from San Francisco she had carried him off to a fine house on a fashionable street in Shanghai and they saw him no more. In due time. Wing's mother found her way back to the parental roof, but as no one wanted the half-breed child, she had been given to an old woman, who raised her as a servant. All this pitiful tale Wing told between hysterical bursts of weeping. Her manner astonished Ah Moy even more than her story did, for demonstrations of grief she had seldom witnessed. Ah Moy soothed the girl and combed the tangles out of her unkempt hair, telling her at the same time about Kali,* the mythical mother, who tears the hearts of her children only to prepare them for her blessing. Wing could remember her father, and sometimes told Ah Moy stories of his wealth, which to her childish mind seemed fabulous. She often expressed a desire to find him and to live among his people, even perhaps to marry a for- eigner. These sentiments of the half-breed were distressing to Ah Moy, and she concluded that Wing's heart was a sepulchre haunted by phantoms of which a true Chinese girl could conceive only in the vaguest way. * Kali is a hideous blue idol, who stands with a drawn sword in her hand, while with her feet she tramples upon her children. 92 Ah Moy " Tell me, dear Wing," said Ah Moy one day, " why you talk about men and money ? " " Oh," replied Wing, " is it not nice to have riches and lovers ? " " I think not," returned Ah Moy, " these are strange subjects which I cannot understand. Marriage seems to me to be a duty, for the performance of which the parents will make arrangements in due time, and any love not sanc- tioned by their wish or any love in which the mother-in-law is not entitled to the services of the daughter-in-law, is to me a puzzling enigma." " Then," said Wing piteously, " it must be the foreign part of me that thinks wrong. My mother used to say to me, ' Wing, you belong to another race ' ; or, ' Wing, what strange ideas you have.' " To Ah Moy, the subject of heredity was a sealed book, but she was conscious that between herself and Wing was an impassable gulf, that grew wider as they ate and drank and slept together. This caused her deep sorrow, for the circumstances under which they were living made her feel a strong desire to be of service to her slave-girl companion. How to accomplish her object, however, was a problem that Ah Moy's young mind had no way of solving. Wing felt the cloud that hung over her and made pa- thetic attempts to overcome the peculiarities that Ah Moy pointed out to her; but she was burdened with impulses that swayed her, even as the wind sways a young and ten- der plant. Quong Lung understood full well the handicap under which Wing labored, and felt a strong dislike for her. " She is a typical Eurasian," said he one day to Ah Moy. " The good is burned out of her, and nothing is left but the ashes of sensuality. I bought her for a trifle, and hope to get rid of her as soon as we reach a market." The boat had now worried along through the shallow A Chinese Gikl 93 waters of the creek and was in a river with a strong current to the south. A few days more would bring them to Shanghai. There Quong Lung hoped to dispose of his cargo and then return to the famine district for other chattels. Wind and weather favored; the girls were well-fed and everything about them a miracle of beauty, and, except for an occasional pang when they thought of home, they were quite happy. At times the boat lay in shadowy depths, where fish darted gracefully through the water ; at other times strange birds arose with a whirr of wings, only to drop down again when the first alarm had sub- sided. Along the banks were hud- dled houses, with no visible way of approach. Tall bamboos swayed gracefully about them and crooked paths led to shrines higher up. In places acres and acres of ducks covered the water, while the Chinese . « husbandman, sitting idly upon the N^>