«^. ^^ci^-i ^tA^PT ^^:^"rl^ % CORNELL UNIVERSITY LIBRARY THIS BOOK IS ONE OF A COLLECTION MADE BY BENNO LOEWY 1854-1919 AND BEQUEATHED TO CORNELL UNIVERSITY Date Due i The original of tliis book is in tine Cornell University Library. There are no known copyright restrictions in the United States on the use of the text. http://www.archive.org/details/cu31924027275761 Cornell University Library PQ 2199.C96 1887 Cruel enijama. 3 1924 027 275 761 A CEUEL ENIGMA. PAUL BOUKGET. A CRUEL ENIGMA. BY PAUL BOUEGET. AUTHOE OF "A LOVE CRIME. TBANSLATED WITHOUT ABRIDGMENT FROM THE 18rH FRENCH EDITION BY JULIAN CRAY. Xon&on: VIZETELLY & CO., 42, CATHERINE ST., STRAND. . Bbentanos: new yobk, Washington and Chicago, 1887. PAUL BOUEGET. A POET of merit, an acute, clear-sighted critic, and an accomplished and successful novelist, 51. Paul Bourget occupied an important position among the brilliant crowd of modern French litUrateurs, upon the younger generation especially of whom he exercises an acknowledged and a con- stantly widening influence. Nor will this influence appear other than natural if it be borne in mind that, gifted with no naean qualifications for the task, M. Bourget has made a deep and particular study of just those problems which, to this self-conscious, introspective ftge of ours, are possessed of an all-absorbing interest. Complex as his nature undoubtedly is, and many-sided as its accomplishment might, to a first and superficial view, appear, he is in all his writings primarily a critic, while his criticism has, moreover, uniformly occupied itself with the same objects, with the hidden movements of the mind, that is to say, considered in their bearings upon external manifestation, with all the varied promptings which underlie the surface of conduct. For the prosecution of such psychological studies, M. Bourget is in every needful particular well fitted. He possesses keen in- sight, and a remarkable power of sympathetically appreciating the play and counter-play of motives, passions, and delicate shades of feeling ; while he is also endowed with that tact, subtlety, refinement, and, above all, exact lucidity of expression, by which a writer is enabled to convey his divinings unimpaired to the reader. This flexibility of sympathy, with its answering IV PAUL BOUKGET. flexibility of language, enabling to the expression alike of widely sundered ?i,nd of delicately blending diversities of thought and emotion, correspond to, and are, perhaps, partly the outcome of, a richly varied life-experience. Just as M. Bourget has made himself equally at home in London and in Florence, in Paris and in Morocco, so is he equally at ease and equally successful whether he be engaged in indicating some of the consequences wrought by cosmopolitan existence in the characters of Stendhal, Tourg^niev, and Amiel ; in analysing the conceptions of modern love presented in the writings of Baudelaire and M. Alexandre Dumas ; in measuring the modifioations produced by science in the imaginations and diverse sensibilities of Flaubert, M. Leconte de Lisle, and jr. Taine ; or, finally, in living the life of his own fictitious characters, and portraying for us a Hubert or a Theresa de Sau-ve. It is evident that the wielder of such exceptional powers must be obvious to peculiar dangers with which the mere dead- level narrator of outer phenomena has little or no acquaint- ance. To the very fulness of these powers, and to their supremely overmastering presence are due faults from which less gifted writers are shielded by their mediocrity as by a wall. It would be possible, did space and inclination serve, to point out instances of affectation both of idea and of expression in 51. Bom'get's writiiis^. As in the case of some of our own premier authors — George Eliot, for instance, and Mr. rreorge Jleredith — his thought is not invariably worthy of the richness of its setting, while his analysis is occasionally pushed so far as to be superfluous, not to say absurd. The charge of "literary dand3'ism " brought against him by M. Jules Lemaitre is not destitute of foundation. It must be acknowledged that his subtlety borders at times on pedantry, and his refinenrent on conceit. Having said this, it is only fair to add that these flaws do not enter excessively into the texture of his work ; indeed, they rather serve, by force of sufficiently rare and PAUL BOUEGET. V sharply defmed contrast, to throw into relief its general sterling excellence. And such imperfections should not be allowed to weigh overmuch with us in attempting to estimate the worth of our author's achievement. It is notorious that — si parva licet componere mcujnis — there are spots on the sun. Conversant as he is with the entire gamut of human feeling, M. Bourget has in all his novels — with the single exception of the last of them, " Andr6 Cornells " — elected to direct exclusive attention to the passion of love. His treatment of this theme is as characteristic as it is fresh. It is, further, in complete harmony with what appears to be his doctrine of life. Accuracy of vision, assisted, doubtless, by the breadth of cosmopolitan experience, has produced in him a. result not uncommon with men of his calibre. In spite of his own protestation to the contrary, it has, in fact, made him a pessimist. Like JTlaubert, with whom he has some affinity, and on6 of the most striking of whose phrases he, in the course of the foUowmg pages, unconsciously adopts, he discerns too clearly to be greatly pleased with what he sees. The pessimism of the two men was, however, arrived at by somewhat different routes. Setting aside any origins of a purely physical nature, it arose with Flaubert mainly from the inconsistency of his external surroundings with his inward ideals, and denoted simply that his objective world and his subjective world were at strife. M. Bourget's dissatisfaction flows from the unpleasing result of his analyses of the inward feelings themselves. He probes them and penetrates them throughout their complex ramifications and windings until he reaches some ultimate fact or some irreducible instinct, from which he draws the moral of an unbending necessity. And here he finds the aspirings of his imagination and the decrees of destiny at daggers drawn. In these considerations we have a key to the proper inter- pretation of the present volume. " Love," its author has said vi PAUL BOUEGET. elsewhere, " has, like death, remained irreducible to human conventions. Id is wild and free in spite of codes and modes. The woman who disrobes to give herself to a man, lays aside her entire social personality with her garments. For him she again becomes what he, too, becomes again for her— the natural, solitary creature to whom no protection can guarantee happiness, and from whom no decree can avert woe." These lines sum in brief the teachmg of the book. Its author has, after his own fashion, made an uncompromising analysis of the passion that he undertakes to describe, and, stripping from it all the adventitious grace and mysticism and sentiment with which society is wont to shroud it, has found it to consist, in the last resort, of a single and simple fact : the physical, fleshly desire of man for woman and woman for man. Hence it is that Theresa, while receiving, and rejoicing exceedingly in, Hubert's loftier and more ideal affection, betrays it at the first opportunity for the sensual brutishness of a, hard-living roiiSr and hence, too, it is that the pure-souled Hubert, even while he scorns his mistress for her treachery and loathes himself for his weakness, returns loveless and despairing to her arms. The book is a pitiless study of the inevitable. We are made to feel that, given the particular primary conditions, the results specified could not but follow. It would almost seem that In the modern scientific conception of the universal reign of Law, and the comparatively remote possibilities of modifying its- operation, we are approximating to a renewed, but far more vividly realised, enthronement of the old Greek idea of that Necessity against which the gods themselves were believed to- strive in vain, and M. Bourget is too completely a man of his century not to reflect faithfully one of the most striking phases of latter-day thought. The contemplation of a fatalistic order- ing of the moral world cannot be otherwise than exceptionally painful to one who, like M. Bourget, is as sensitive to moral and spiritual, as he is to physical and natural beauty. His nobler nature is wounded by the hard sequence of inevitable PAUL BOUKGET. Vll law, and would fain have a deeply different moulding of ciroumstanoe, but for all that the true novelist can tell us only what he sees, and what he believes to be true, and so it comes to pass that in M. Bourget's] novels, with, perhaps, a single exception, we find the eternal contrast between the "might be" and the "must be" consistently indicated. In his " L'lrr^parable " and its companion tale, " DeuxiJme Amour," in "Crime d' Amour" and in "Cruelle Enigme," the topic which engrosses him is still the same. In all alike- we are sensible of the antagonism between the cherished aspirations of the moralist and the conclusions which the psychologist finds himself unwillingly compelled to draw. And not in them only, but throughout his other writings also, we can trace the spirit-workings of the man to whom life in its entirety, no less than certain sorrowful ' phases oi it is " a cruel enigma." JULIAN CBAY. DEDICATION. To Mb. Henry James. Allow me, my dear Henry James, to place your name on the first page of this book in memory of the time at which I was beginning to write it, and which was also the time when we became acquainted. In our conversations in England last summer, protracted sometimes at one of the tables in the hospitable Athenaeum Club, sometimes beneath the shade of the trees in some vast park, sometimes on the Dover esplanade while it echoed to the tumult of the waves, we often discussed the art of novel- writing, an art which is the most modern of all because it is the most flexible, and the most capable of adaptation to the varied requirements of every temperament. We were agreed that the laws imposed upon novelists by the various DEDICATION. aesthetics resolve themselves ultimately into this : to give a personal impression of life. Will you find this impression in "A Cruel Enigma " ? I trust so, that this work may be truly vi^orthy of being offered to one whose rare and subtle talent, intelligent sympathy, and noble character, I have been able to appreciate as reader, fellow-worker, and friend. P.B. Paris, 9th February, 1885. A CRUEL ENIGMA. CHAPTEE I. All men accustomed to feel through their imagi- nations are well acquainted with that unique description of melancholy which is inflicted by too complete a likeness between a -mother and her daughter, when the mother is fifty years old and the daughter twenty-five, and the one happens thus to exhibit the looked-for spectre of the old age of the other. How fruitful in bitterness for a lover is such a vision of the inevitable withering reserved for the beauty that he loves ! To the eye of a disinterested observer such like- nesses abound in singularly suggestive reflections. Earely, indeed, does the analogy between the features of the two faces extend to identity, and A CEUEL ENIGMA. still more rarely are the expressions completely alike. There has usually been a sort of onward march in the conlmon temperament from one generation to the next. The predominant quality in the physiognomy has become more predomi- nant still — a visible symbol of a development of character produced by heredity. Already too refined, the face has become still more so; sensual, it has been materialised ; vv^ilfal, it has grown hard and dry. But it is especially at the period when life has done its work, when the mother has passed her sixtieth year and the daughter her fortieth, that this gradation in likenesses becomes palpable to the student, and with it the history of the moral circumstances wherein the soul of the race of which the two beings mark two halting-places has striven. The perception of fatalities of blood is then so clear that it sometimes turns to pain. It is in such cases that the implacable, tragical action of the laws of Nature is revealed even to minds which are the most destitute of general ideas, and if this -action be at all exercised against A CRUEL ENIGMA. 1 3 creatures who — apart even from love — are dear to us, hovs? it hurts us to admit it ! Although a man who had started formerly as a private soldier and has been retired as General of division, Who is seventy-two years old, who has a liver complaint contracted in Africa, five wounds and the experience of fifteen campaigns, is not very prone to philosophical dreamings, it was nevertheless to impressions of this kind that General Count Alexander Scilly resigned him- self one evening, on leaving the drawing- room of a small house in the Eue Vaneau, where he had left his old friend Madame Castel, and this friend's daughter, Madame Liauran, alone together. Eleven had just struck from a clock of the purest style of the Empire — a gift from Napoleon I. to Madame Castel's father — which -Stood on the mantelpiece in this drawing-room, and, as was his custom, the General had risen at precisely the first stroke, to go to his carriage, which had been announced. Truth to tell, the Count had the strongest reasons in the world to be dimly and profoundly 14 A CBUEL ENIGMA. disquieted. After the campaign of 1870, which had won him his last epaulets, but in which the ruin of his health had been completed, this man had found himself at Paris with no relations but distant cousins whom he did not hke, having had grounds of complaint against them on the occasion of the succession to a common cousin. Had they not impugned the old lady's will, and made a charge of undue influence against — whom ? Against him. Count Scilly, own son to the Leipsic hero ! Feeling that desire, which dis- tinguishes bachelors of all ages, to replace, by settled habits, the tranquility of the family that he lacked, the General had been led to create a home external to the rooms of the resting soldier. Circumstances had thus made him the almost daily guest of the house in the Rue Vaneau, where the two ladies to whom he had long been attached resided. The eldest, Madame Marie Alice Castel, was the widow of his first protector. Captain Hubert Castel, who had been killed at his side in Algeria, when he, Scilly, was as yet only a plain sergeant. The second, A CRUEL ENIGMA.. 1 5 Madame Marie Alice Liauran, was the widow of his dearest protege, Captain Alfred Liauran, who had been killed in Italy. All those who have given any study to the character of an old bachelor and old soldier — a combination of two celibacies in one — will, from the mere announcement of these facts, understand the place occupied by the mother and daughter in the General's existence. Whenever he left their house, and during the whole of the time which it took his carriage to bring him home again, his one mental occupation was to recur to all the incidents in his visit. This interval was a long one, for the General lived on the Quai d'Orleans on the ground floor of an old house which had been formally bequeathed to him by his cousin. The carriage went but slowly; it was drawn by an old army horse, very aged and very quiet, gently driven by an old orderly soldier, faithful Bertrand, who would not have whipped the animal for a cask of grape-skin brandy, his favourite drink. The carriage itself did not run easily, low and l6 A CRUEL EXIGIIA. heavy as it was — a regular dowager's chariot which the General had preserved unaltered, with the pale green leather of its lining and the dark green shade of its panels. Is there any need to add that Scilly had inherited this carriage at the same time as the house ? In the ignorance of an old soldier accustomed to the roughness of a profession to which he had taken very seriously, he ingenuously considered this lumbering vehicle as the height of comfort, and seated with his hand in one of the slings, on the edge of those cushions on which his cousin used once to stretch herself volup- tuously, he unceasingly saw again before him the drawing-room in the Eue Vaneau, and the two inmates of that calm retreat — oh ! so calm ; ^\ith its lofty closed windows, beyond which' extended the princely garden reaching from the Eue Varireau to the Eue de Babylon ; yes, so calm and so well known to him, Scilly, in its slightest details ! On the walls hung three large portraits, witness- ing that, since the Eevolution, all the men of the family had been soldiers. There was first the A CEUEL ENIGMA. 1 7 grandfather, Colonel Hubert Castel, represented by the painter Gros in the dark uniform of the cuirassiers of the Empire, his head bare, his sturdy neck confined in its blue-black collar, his torso clad in its cuirass, his arms enclosed in the dark cloth of their sleeves, and his hands covered with their white rounded gauntlets. Napoleon had fallen from his throne too soon to reward, as he wished, the officer who had saved his life in the Eussian campaign. Next, there was the son of this stern cavalier, a captain in the African army, painted by Delacroix in the blue tunic with its plaited folds, and the wide red trousers, tight fitting at the feet ; then the portrait, painted by Flandrin, of Alfred Liauran, in the uniform of an officer of the line, such as Scilly himself had worn. On both sides were miniatures represent- ing Colonel Castel again, but before he had attained to that rank, and also some men and women of the old regime; for Madame Castel was a Mademoiselle de Trans, of the De Transes of Provence, a very numerous and noble family belonging to the district of Aix.- Colonel na,Rtp,rs 1 8 A CEUEL ENIGMA. father, who had been merely the steward of Marie Alice's father, had saved the, in truth, somewhat inconsiderable property of the family during the storm of 1792, and when in 1829 Mademoiselle de Trans had wished to marry this wealthy man's grandson, who happened to be the son of a celebrated soldier, she had met with no opposition. All Madame Castel's past, and that of her daughter, was, therefore, spread over the walls of this drawing-room, which was at once austere and homely, like all apartments which are much occupied, and pccupied by persons who have cherished recollections. The furniture, which was composed of a curious mixture of objects of the First Empire, the Eestoration, and the July Monarchy, certainly had no correspondence with the fortune of the two ladies, which had become very large owing to the modesty of their mode of Hfe ; but of this furniture there was not a single piece that did not speak of someone dear both to them and to Scilly, who from childhood had found interest in everything belonging to this family. Had not his father been made a Count on the A CEUEL ENIGMA. 1 9 same day that his companion-in-arms, Castel, had been made a Colonel ? And it was just this intimate acquaintance with the life of these two women which rendered the old man so strangely sensitive in respect of them. He had identified himseK with them to the extent of being unable to sleep at night when he had left them visibly pre-occupied. This spare man, sunk as it were into himself, in whom every- thing revealed strict discipline from the stohdity of his look to the regularity of his gait, and the punctilious rigour of his dress, disclosed, when his two friends were in question, all those treasures of feeling which his mode of life had given him little opportunity to expend ; and on this evening, in the month of February, 1880, he was in a state of agitation, Hke that of a lover who has seen his mistress's eyes bathed in tears the cause of which is unknown to him. " What subject of grief can they have which they would not tell me ? " This question passed again and again through the General's head while his carriage drove along, beaten by the 20 A CEUEL ENIGMA. ■wind and lashed by the rain. It was " regular Prussian weather," as the Count's coachman expressed it ; but his master never thought of pulling up the open window through which squalls were coming in every five minutes, and he constantly reverted to his question, for his poor friends had been dreadfully dull the whole evening, and the General could see them mentally just as his last glance had caught them. The mother was seated in an easy-chair at the corner of the fireplace, with her white hair, her profile which had not yet lost its pride, and her strangely-black eyes set in a face wrinkled with those long vertical wrinkles which tell of nobleness of life. The extraordinary paleness of her colom-less and, as it were, bloodless com- plexion betrayed at all times the great sorrows of a widowhood which had found nothing to divert or console it. But that evening this paleness had appeared to the Count even more startling, as, too, had the restlessness in the physiognomy of the daughter. Although Madame Liauran was past forty, not A CEUBL ENIGMA. 21 one thread of silver mingled as yet with the bands of black hair crowning the faded yet not withered face, in which all her mother's features were reproduced, but with more emacia- tion and pain. A nervous complaint kept her always lying on her couch, which, that evening, was exactly opposite to Madame Castel's easy chair, so that the General, on leaving the drawing-room had been able to see both women at once, and to feel confusedly that on the second there was weighing a double widowhood. No, there was nothing left in this creature to enable her to support life without suffering. To Scilly, who knew in what an atmosphere of tenderness and sorrow the second Marie Alice had grown up, before herself entering an atmosphere of new troubles, this sort of intensified widowhood afforded an easy explanation of the existence in the daughter of a sensitiveness that was already keen in the mother. But then, were there not years in which the melancholy of the two widows was enlivened or rather warded off by the presence of a child. 22 A CEUEL ENIGMA. Alexander Hubert Liauran, who had been bom a few months before the Italian war — a charming creature, somewhat too frail to suit the taste of his godfather, the General, who was fond of calling him " Mademoiselle Hubert," and as graceful as all young people are who have been brought up only by women? In the circumstances in which his mother and grandmother found themselves, how could this boy have been anything but the whole world to them? " If they are so downcast, it can only be on his account," said the Count to himself; "yet there is no question of war — " for the old soldier recollected the promise which the young man had made to him to enlist at once if ever a new strife should bring Germany and France into conflict. This one condition had induced him not to dispute the frightened wish of the two women who had been desirous of keeping the son by their side. The young man, in fact, had at first been attracted by the military profession ; but the mere idea of seeing their child dressed in uniform had been too stern a martyrdom A CEUEL ENIGMA. 23 for Madame Castel and Madame Liauran, and the child had remained with them, unprovided with any career but that of loving and of being loved. The remembrance of his godson, Hubert, awakened a fresh train of musing in the Count. His brougham had gone down the Eue du Bac, and was now advancing along the quays. A rain-splash fell on the old soldier's cheek and he closed the pane which had remained open. The sudden sensation of cold made him shrink further into the corner of his carriage and into his thoughts. That kind of backset which is produced by physical annoyance often ha,s the strange effect of heightening the power of remembrance within us. Such was the case with the General, who suddenly began to reflect that for several weeks his godson had rarely spent the evening at the Eue Vaneau. He had not been disturbed by this, knowing that Madame Liauran was very anxious that her son should go into society. They were so much afraid lest he 'should weary of their narrow life. 24 A CEUEL ENIGMA. Scilly was now compelled by a secret instinct to connect this absence with the inexplicable sad- ness overspreading the faces of the two women. He miderstood so well that all the keen forces of the grandmother's and of the mother's heart, had their supreme centre in the existence of their child ! And he pictured to himself pell-mell the thousand scenes of passionate affection which he had witnessed since the time of Hubert's birth. He remembered Madame Castel's recrudescent paleness, and Madame Liauran's deadly head- aches at the shghtest uneasiness in the child. He could see again the days of his education, the course of which was followed by the mother herself. How many times had he admired the young woman as, with her elbow resting on a little table, she employed her evening hours in studying the page of a Latin or Greek book, which the boy was to repeat next day ? With a touching, infatuated tenderness such as is pecuhar to certain mothers who would be pained by the shghtest divorce between their own mind and their son's, Madame Liauran had A CEUEL ENIGMA. 25 sought to associate herself hour by hour with the development of her child's intelligence. Hubert had not taken a lesson in the upper room in the little house at which his mother was not present, engaged with some piece of charitable work, such as knitting a coverlet or hemming handkerchiefs for the poor, but listening with all her attention to what the master was saying. She had pushed the divine susceptibility of her soul's jealousy so far as to be unwilling to have a private tutor. Hubert had, therefore, received instruction from different masters whom Madame Liauran had engaged on the recommendations of her confessor, the Vicar of Sainte-Clotilde, and none of them had been able to dispute with her an influence which she would share only with the grandmother. When it was necessary that the youth should learn how to ride and fence, the poor woman, to whom an hour spent away from her son was a period of ill-dissembled anguish, had taken months and months to make up her mind. At last she had consented to fit up a room on the ground-floor as a fencing school. An old 26 A CEUEL ENIGMA. regimental instructor, who was settled in Paris, and whom General Scilly had had under him in the service, used to come three times a week. The mother did not venture to acknowledge that- the mere noise of the clashing of the swords awakened within her a dread of some accident, and caused her almost insurmountable emotion. The Count had likewise induced Madame Liauran to entrust her son to him to be taken to the riding-school ; but she had done so on con- dition that he would not leave him for a minute, and every departure for this horse-exercise had continued to be an occasion of secret agony. Foreign as they might be to his own character, all these shades of feehng, which had made the education of the young man a mysterious poem of foolish terror, painful felicity, and continual effusiveness, had been understood by Count Scilly, thanks to the intelligence of the most devoted affection, and he knew that Madame Castel, though outwardly more mistress of her- self, was little better than her daughter. How many glances from the pale woman had he not caught, wrapping Marie Alice Liauran and Hubert in too ardent and absolute idolatry ? The days had passed away ; their child was reaching his twenty-second year, and the two widows continued to entwine and bind him with the thousand attentions by which impas- sioned women, whether mothers, wives, or lovers, know how to keep the object of their passion beside them. With a careful minuteness that was fruitful in intimate delight, they had taken pleasure in furnishing for Hubert the most charm- ing bachelor's rooms that could be imagined. They had enlarged a pavilion running out from behind the house into a little garden which was itself contiguous to the immense garden in the Eue de Varenne. From her own bedroom win- dows Madame Liauran could see those of her son, who had thus a httle independent universe to himself. The two women had had the sense to understand that they could keep Hubert altogether with themselves only by anticipating the wish for a personal existence inevitable in a man of twenty. 28 A CEUBL ENIGMA. On the ground floor of this pavilion were two spacious rooms on a level with the garden — one containing a billiard table, and the other every requisite for fencing. It was here that Hubert received his friends, consisting of some people from the Faubourg Saint-Germain ; for, although Madame Castel and Madame Liauran did not visit, they had maintained continuous relations with all those in the Faubourg who occupied themselves with works of charity. These formed a distinct society, very different from the worldly clan, and united in a mode aU the closer, because its relations were very frequent, serious and personal. But certainly none of Hubert's young friends moved in an establishment comparable to that which the two women had organised on the first story of the pavilion. They who lived in the simplicity of unexpectant widows, and who would not for the world have modified anything in the antique furniture of their house, had had modern luxury and comfort suddenly revealed to them by their feehngs towards Hubert. The young man's bedroom was hung with A CEUEIi ENIGMA. 29 prettily and coquettishly fantastical Japanese stuflfs, and all the furniture had come from England. Madame Castel and Madame Liauran had been charmed with some specimens which they had seen at the house of a furious Anglo- maniac and distant relation of their own, and with the caprice of love they had proposed to give themselves the pleasure of affording this original elegance to their child. Accordingly, the room, which looked towards the south and always had the smi upon it, contained a charming, triple-panelled wardrobe, a wooden wainscot and a what-not mirror over the mantle- piece, two graceful brackets, a low square bed, and arm-chairs that one could lounge in for «ver — in short, it was really such a liome of refined convenience as every rich EngUshman likes to obtain. A bath-room and a smoking-room adjoined this apartment. Although Hubert was not as yet addicted to tobacco, the two women had anticipated even this habit, and it had afforded them a pretext for fitting up a little room in quite an Oriental 30 A CEUEL ENIGMA. fashion, with a profusion of Persian carpets and a broad divan draped with Algerian stuffs brought back by the General from his campaigns, while similar stuffs adorned ceilings and walls, upon which might be seen all the weapons which three generations of officers had left behind them. Some Egyptian sabres recalled the first campaign in which Hubert Castel had served in Buona- parte's retinue. The Captain in the African Army had been the owner of these Arab weapons, and those memorials of the Crimea bore witness to the presence of Sub-Lieutenant Liauran beneath the walls of Sebastopol. On leaving the smoking-room you entered the study, the windows of which were double, those inside being of coloured glass, so that on dull days it was possible not to notice the aspect of the hour. The two women had endured such frightful recurrences of melancholy on gloomy afternoons, and beneath cruel skies ! A large writing-table standing in the middle of the room had in front of it one of those revolving arm- chairs which allows the worker to turn round A CRUEL ENIGMA. 3 1 towards the fireplace without so much as rising. A little Tronchin table presented its raised desk, if the young man took a fancy to stand as he wrote, while a couch awaited his idleness. A cottage piano stood in the corner, and a long, low bookshelf ran along the back part of the room. Perhaps the books with which the shelves of the last-named piece of furniture were provided interpreted even better than aU the other details the anxious solicitude with which Madame Castel and Madame Liauran had made every arrange- ment in order to remain mistresses of the son during those difficult years which intervene between the twentieth and the thirtieth. Having both, as soldiers' widows, preserved a reverence for a life of action while, at the same time, their extreme tenderness for Hubert rendered them incapable of enduring that he should face it, they had found a compromise for their consciences in the dream of a studious life for him. They ingenuously cherished a wish that he should undertake a large and long work of military 32 A CEUEIi ENIGMA. history, such as one of the De Trans family had left behind him in the eighteenth centmy. A¥as not this the best means for ensuring that he would remain a great deal at home — that is to say, with them ? Accordingly, thanks to Scilly's advice, they had formed a tolerable collection of books suitable for this project. Some religious works, a small number of novels, and, alone among modern writers, the works of Lamartine completed the equipment of the shelves. It is right to say that in that comer of the world where no journal was taken in, contem- porary literature was completely unknown. The ideas of the General and of the two women were identical on this point. And the case was nearly the same in respect of the whole contemporary world as it was in respect of literature. Aston- ishing conversations might have been heard in that drawing-room in the Eue Vaneau, in the course of which the Count would explain to his friends that France was governed by the delegates of the secret societies, with other political theories of similar scope. The same causes always produce A CBUEIi ENIGMA. 33 the same effects. Precisely as happens in very small country towns, monotony of habit had resulted, with the two widows, in monotony of thought. Feelings were very deep and ideas very narrow in that old house the entrance gate of which was opened but rarely. On such occasions the passer-by could see, at the end of a court, a building on the pediment of which might be read a Latin motto, engraved in former times in honour of Marshal de Crequy, the first owner of the house : Marti invicto atque indefesso — to uncon- quered and indefatigable Mars. The lofty windows of the first storey and of the ground floor, the old colour of the stone, the appropriate silence of the court, all harmonised with the characters of the two residents, whose prejudices were infinite. Madame Castel and her daughter beHeved in presentiments, double sight, and somnambulists. They were persuaded that the Emperor Napoleon III. had undertaken the Italian war in fulfilment of a carbonaro oath. Never would these divinely good women have bestowed their friendship upon a Protestant or an Israelite. The mere idea 34 A CEUEIi ENIGMA. that there might be a conscientious Freethinker would have disconcerted them as though they had been told of the sanctity of a criminal. In short, even the General thought them ingenuous. But, as it sometimes happens with officers condemned to fleeting loves by their roving life and the timid feelings hidden beneath their martial appearance Scilly was not well enough acquainted with women to appreciate the reahty of this ingenuous- ness or the depth of the ignorance of evil in which the two Marie Alices lived. He supposed that all virtuous women were similar, and he confounded all others under the term of "queans." When his liver troubled him excessively he would pronounce this word in a tone which gave grounds for suspecting some bitter deception in his past life. But who among the few. people that he met at the house of " his two saints," as he called Madame Castel and her daughter, dreamed of troubling themselves about whether he had been deceived by some garrison adven- turess or not ? Still lulled by the rolling of his carriage, the A CEUEL BNiaMA. 35 General continued to resign himself to the memory-crisis through which he had been passing since his departure from the Eue Vaneau, and which had caused him to review, in a quarter of an hour, the entire existence of his friends. Other faces also were evoked around these two forms, those, for instance, of Madame de Trans, Madame Castel's first cousin, who lived in the country for part of the year, and who used to come with her three daughters, Yolande, Yseult and Ysabeau, to spend the winter at Paris. These four ladies used to take up their abode in apartments in the Eue de Monsiem-, and their Parisian life consisted in hearing low mass at seven o'clock in the morning in the private chapel of a convent situated in the Eue de La Barouillere, in visiting other convents, or in busjdng them- selves in workrooms during the afternoon. They went to bed at about half-past eight, after dining at noon and supping at six. Twice a week " those De Trans ladies," as the General called them, spent the evening with their cousins. On these occasions they returned 35 A CEUEL ENIGMA. to the Eue de Monsieur at ten o'clock, and their servant used to come for them with a parcel con- taining their pattens and with a lantern that they might cross the courtyard of Madame Castel's house without danger. The Countess de Trans and her three daughters had the simburnt and freckled faces of peasant women, dresses home- made by seamstresses chosen for them by the nuns, parsimonious tastes written in the meanness of their whole existence, and— ra detail revealing their native aristocracy — charming hands and delicious feet which could not be disgraced by the ready - made boots purchased in a pious establishment in the Eue de Sevres. The most singular contrast existed between these four women and George Liauran, another cousin on the side of the second Marie Alice. He represented all the fashions in the dravnng- room in the Eue Vaneau. He was a man of forty-five who had been launched into wealthy society with a fortune that had at first been a moderate one but had increased by clever speculations on the Bourse He had his A CEUBL ENIGMA. 37 rooms in his club, where he used to breakfast, and every evening a cover was laid for him in one of the houses in which he was a familiar guest. He was small, thin, and very brown. Whether or not he maintained the youth of his pointed beard and very short hair by the artifice of a dye, was a question that had long been debated among the three Demoiselles de Trans, who were stupefied at the sight of George's superior appearance, the varnished soles of his dress-shoes, the embroidered clocks of his silk socks, the chased gold studs in his cuffs, the single pearl in his shirt front, by the slightest knick-knacks, in fact, belonging to this man with the shrewd lively- eyes, whose toilet represented to them a life of thrilling prodigality. It was agreed among them that he exercised a fatal influence over Hubert. Such was doubtless not Madame Liauran's opinion, for she had desired George to act as a chaperon to the young man in the life of the world, when she wished her son to cultivate their family relations. The noble woman 38 A CBUEL ENIGMA. rewarded her cousin's lengthened attention by this mark of confidence. He had come to the quiet house very regularly for years, whether it was that the security of this affection was pleasing to him amid the falsities of Parisian society, or that he had long conceived a secret adoration for Marie Alice Liauran, such as the purest women sometimes unconsciously inspire in misanthropes — for George had that shade of pessimism which is to be met with in nearly all club-livers. The nature of the character of this man, who was always inclined to believe the worst of everything, was the object of an astonishment on the part of the General that custom had failed to allay ; but on this evening he omitted to reflect upon it. The recollection of George only served to heighten that of Hubert etill more. Irresistibly the worthy man came to recognise the obviousness of the fact that his two friends could not be so cruelly downcast except on account of their child. Yes ; but why ? This point of interrogation, which summed up the A CEUBL ENIGMA. 39 whole of bis reverie, was more present than ever to the Count's mind as his dowager equipage stopped before bis house. Another carriage was standing on the other side of the gateway, and Scilly thought that in it be could recognise the little brougham which Madame Liauran had given to her son. "Is that you, John?" he cried to the coach- man through the rain. "The Count, sir? . . . ." replied a voice which Scilly was startled to recognise. " Hubert is waiting for me within," he said to himself ; and he crossed the threshold of the door a prey to curiosity such as he had not experienced for years. ^O A CBUEIi ENIGMA. CHAPTEE II. Nevertheless, in spite of his curiosity, the General did not make a gesture the quicker. The habit of mihtary minuteness was too strong with him to be vanquished by any emotion. He himself put his stick into the stand, drew off his furred gloves one after the other and laid them on the table in the antechamber beside his hat, which was carefully placed on its side. His servant took off his overcoat with the same slowness. Not until then did he enter the apartment where, as his servant had just told him, the young man had been awaiting him for half-an-hour. It was a cheerless looking room, and one which revealed the simplicity of a life reduced to its strictest wants. Oak shelves overladen with books, the mere appearance of which indicated official publications, ran along two sides. Some A CEUBL ENIGMA. 4I maps and a few weapon-trophies adorned the rest. A writing-table placed in the centre of the apartment displayed papers classified in groups — notes for the great work which the Count had been preparing for an indefinite time on the reorganisation of the army. Two lustring sleeves, methodically folded, lay among the squares and rulers ; a bust of Marshal Bugeaud adorned the fireplace, which was furnished with a grate, in which a coke fire was dying out. The tile-paved floor was tinted red, and the carpet scarcely extended beyond the legs of the table which rested upon them. On the table stood a bright copper lamp, which was lighted at the present moment, and the green cardboard shade threw the light upon the face of young Liauran, who was seated beside it in the straw arm-chair, and was looking at the fire, with his chin resting on his hand. He was so absorbed in his reverie that he appeared to have heard neither the rolling of the carriage-wheels nor the General's entrance into the apartment. Never, moreover, had the latter been so struck as he was 42 A CBUEL ENIGMA. just then with the astonishing likeness presented by the physiognomy of the child with that of the two women by whom he had been brought up. If Madame Liauran appeared more frail than her mother, and less capable of coping with the bitterness of life, this fragility was still more exaggerated in Hubert. The thin cloth of his dress-coat — for he was in evening dress, with a white nosegay in his button-hole — allowed the outlines of his slender shoulders to be seen. The fingers extended across his temple were as delicate as a woman's. The paleness of his complexion, which, owing to the extreme regularity of his life, was usually tinged with pink, betrayed, in this horn- of sadness, the depth of vibration awakened by all emotion in this too delicate organism. There were deep, nacreous circles round his handsome black eyes ; but, at the same time, a touch of pride in the line of the nobly-cut forehead and almost perfectly straight nose, the curve of the lips with its slender dark moustache, the set of the chin marked with a manly dimple, and other tokens still, such as the A CBUEL BNiaMA. 43 of the knitted eyebrows, betrayed the heredity race of action in the over-petted child of two sly women. [ the General had been as good a connoisseur lainting as he was skilled in arms, this face lid certainly have reminded him of those ;raits of young princes painted by Van Dyck, 7hich the almost morbid delicacy of an ancient i is blended with the obstinate pride of heroic )d. After pausing for a few seconds in con- plation, the General walked towards the e. Hubert raised the charming head which brown ringlets, disordered as they were at i moment, rendered completely similar to the ;raits executed by the painter of Charles I. ; law his godfather and rose to greet him. He a slight and well-made figure, and merely in graceful fashion in which he held out his d could be traced the lengthened watchfulness maternal eyes. Are not our manners the istructible work of the looks which have )wed us and judged us during our childhood? And so you have come to speak to me on 44 A CKUEL ENIGMA. very serious business," said the General, going straight to the point. " I suspected as much," he added. " I left your mother and your grand- mother more melancholy than I had ever seen them since the Italian war. Why were you not with them this evening? If you do not make those two women happy, Hubert, you are cruelly ungrateful, for they would give their lives for your happiness. And now, what is going on?" The General, in uttering these words, had pursued aloud the thoughts which had been tormenting him during the drive home from the Hue Vaneau. He could see the young man's features changing visibly as he spoke. It was one of the hereditary fatalities in the tempera- ment of this too dearly loved child that the sound of a harsh voice always gave him a painful little spasm of the heart ; but, no doubt, to the harsh- ness of Count Scilly's accents there was added the harshness of the meaning of his words. They brutally laid bare a too sensitive wound. Hubert sat down as though crushed ; then he replied in a voice which, naturally somewhat clouded, was A CEUEL ENIGMA. 45 at this moment more muffled than usual. He did not even attempt to deny that he was the cause of the sorrow on the part of the two women. " Do not question me, godfather. I give you my word of honour that I am not guilty, only I cannot explain to you the misunderstanding which makes me a subject of grief to them. I cannot help it. I have gone out oftener than usual, and that is my only crime." " You are not telling me the whole truth," replied Scilly, softened, in spite of his anger, by the young man's evident grief. "Your mother and your grandmother are too fond of keeping you tied to their apron strings, and I have always thought so. You would have been brought up more hardily if I had been your father. Women do not understand how to train a man. But have they not been urging you for the last two years to go into society? It is not your going out, therefore, that grieves them, but your motive for doing so." As he uttered these words, which he considered very clever, the Count looked at his godson 45 A CEUEL ENIGMA. through the smoke from a little brier pipe which he had just lighted, a mechanical custom sufficiently explaining the acrid atmosphere with which the room was saturated. He saw Hubert's cheeks colour with a sudden inflow of blood, which to a more perspicacious observer would have been an undeniable confession. Only an allusion or the dread of an allusion to a woman whom he loves, has the power to disturb a young man of such evident purity as Hubert was. After a few moments of this sudden emotion, he re- pUed : " I declare to you, godfather, that there is nothing in my conduct of which I should be ashamed. It is the first time that neither my mother nor my grandmother has understood me — but I shall not yield to them on the point in dispute. They are unjust about it, frightfully unjust," he continued, rising and taking a few steps. This time his face was no longer expressive of submission, but of the indomitable pride which military heredity had infused into his blood. He A CEUEL ENIGMA. 47 did not give the General time to notice his words, which in the mouth of a son, usually only too submissive, disclosed an extraordinary in- tensity of passion. He contracted his eyebrows, shook his head as though to drive away some tormenting thought, and, once more master of himself, went on : " I have not come here to complain to you, godfather; you would give me a bad reception, and you would not be wrong. I have to ask a service of you, a great service. But I would wish all that I am going to confide to to you to remain between ourselves." " I never enter into such engagements," said the Count. " A man has not always the right to be silent," he added. "All that I can promise you is to keep your secret if my affection for you know whom, does not make it a duty that I should speak. Come, now, decide for yourseK." "Be it so," rejoined the young man, after a silence, during which he had, no doubt, judged of the situation in which he found himself ; " you 48 A CEUBL ENIGMA. will do as you please. "What I have to say to you is comprised in a short sentence. God- father, can you lend me three thousand francs ? " This question was so unexpected by the Count that it forthwith changed the current of his thoughts. Since the beginning of the conversa- tion he had been trying to guess the young man's secret, which was also the secret of his two friends, and he had necessarily thought that some intrigue was in question. To tell the truth, he did not consider this very shocking. Though very devout, Scilly had remained too essentially a soldier not to have most indulgent theories respecting love. Military life leads those who follow it to a simplification of thought which causes them to admit all facts, whatever they may be, in their verity. A "quean" in Scilly's eyes was a necessary malady with a young man. It was enough if the malady did not last too long, and if the young man came out of it with tolerable impunity. Now he had suddenly a misgiving that was more alarming to him, for, A CEUEL ENIGMA. 49 owing to his regimental experience, he considered cards much more dangerous than women. "You have been gambling?" he said abruptly. "No, godfather," replied the young man. " I have merely spent more than my allowance for the last few months ; I have debts to settle, and," he added, " I am leaving for England the day after to-morrow." " And your mother knows of this journey? " " Undoubtedly ; I am going to spend a fort- night in London with my friend, Emmanuel Deroy, of the Embassy, whom you know." "If your mother lets you go," returned the old man, continuing the logical pursuit of his inquiry, "it is because your conduct in Paris is grieving her cruelly. Answer me frankly — ^You have a mistress ? " "No," replied Hubert, with a fresh rush of purple across his cheeks. " I have no mistress." "If it is neither the Queen of Spades nor the Queen of Hearts," said the General, who did not doubt his godson's veracity for a moment — ^he D 50 A CEUEIi ENIGMA. knew him to be incapable of a falsehood — "will you do me the honour of telling me what has become of the five hundred francs a month, a colonel's pay, which your mother gives you for pocket-money ? " "Ah! godfather," returned the young man, visibly relieved ; " you do not know the require- ments of a life in society. Why, to-day I gave a dinner to three friends at the Cafe Anglais ; that came to very nearly a hundred and fifty francs. I have sent several bouquets, hired carriages to go into the country, and given a few keepsakes. The five bank-notes are so soon at an end ! In short, I repeat, I have debts that I want to pay, I have to meet the expenses of my journey, and I do not want to apply to my mother or my grandmother just now. They do not know what a young man's life in Paris is like ; I do not want to add a second misunderstanding to the first. With our present relations what they are they would see faults where there have been only inevitable necessities. And, then, I am physi- cally unable to endure a scene vdth my mother." A CRUEL ENIGMA. 5 1 " And if I refuse ? " Scilly asked. " I shall apply elsewhere," said Alexander Hubert; " it will be terribly painful to me, but I shall do so." There was silence between the two men. The whole story was darkening again in the General's eyes, like the smoke which he was sending from his pipe in methodical puffs. But what he did see clearly was the definitive nature of Hubert's resolve, whatever its secret cause might be. To refuse him would be perhaps to send him to a money-lender, or at all events to force him to take some step wounding to his pride. On the other hand, to advance this sum to his godson was to acquire a right to follow out more closely the mystery which lay at the bottom of his ex- citement, as well as behind the melancholy of the two women. And then, when aU is told, the Count loved Hubert with an affection that bordered closely on weakness. If he had been deeply moved by Madame Liauran's and Madame Castel's dull despair, he was now completely upset by the visible anguish written on the face 52 A CEUBL ENIGMA. of this child, who was, in his thoughts, an adopted son as dear as any real son could have heen. " My dear fellow," he said at last, taking Hubert's hand, and in a tone of voice giving no further token of the harshness which had marked the beginning of their conversation, " I think too highly of you to believe that you would associate me in any action that could displease your mother. I will do what you wish, but on one condition " Hubert's eyes betrayed fresh anxiety. "It is merely to fix the date on which you expect to repay me the money. I want to oblige you," continued the old soldier, " but it would not be worthy of you to borrow a sum that you believed yourself unable to pay back again, nor of me to lend myself to a calculation of the kind. Will yon come back here to-morrow afternoon ? You VTill bring me an account of what you can spare from your allowance every month. Ah ! it vdll not do to offer any more bouquets, or dinners at the Cafe Anglais, or keepsakes. But, then, have A CEUEL ENIGMA. 53 you not lived for a long time past without these foolish expenses ? " This little speech, in which the spirit of order that was essential to the General, his goodness of heart, and his taste for regularity of life were blended in equal proportion, moved Hubert so deeply that he pressed his godfather's fingers without replying, as though crushed by emotions which he had left unexpressed. He suspected that while this interview was taking place at the Quai d' Orleans, the evening was being lengthened out at the house in the Bue Vaneau, and that the two beings whom he loved so deeply were com- menting on his absence. He himself suffered from the pain that he was causing, as though a mysterious thread linked him to those two women seated beside their lonely hearth. And, indeed, the General once gone, the " two saints" had remained silent for a long time in the quiet little drawing-room. Nothing of all the tumult of Parisian life reached them but a vast, confused murmuring analogous to that of the sea when heard a long way off. The seclusion of 54 A CRUEL ENIGMA. this retired abode, with the hum of hfe outside, was a symbol of what had so long been the destiny of Madame Castel and her daughter. Marie Alice Liauran, lying on her couch, and looking very slight in her black attire, seemed to be hstening to this hum, or to her thoughts, for she had rehnquished the work with which she had been engaged ; while her mother, seated in her easy-chair, and also in black, continued to ply her tortoiseshell crochet-hook, sometimes raising her eyes towards her daughter with a look wherein a twofold anxiety might be read. She also experienced the sensation felt by her daughter, on account both of Hubert and of this daughter, whose almost morbid sensitiveness she knew. It was not she, however, who first broke the silence, but Madame Liauran, who suddenly, and as though pursuing her reverie aloud, began to lament : " What renders my pain still more intolerable is that he sees the wound which he has dealt my heart, and that he is not to be stopped by it — he who, from childhood until within the last six A CBUEL ENIGMA. 55 months, could never encounter a shadow in my look or a wrinkle on my forehead without a change of countenance. That is what convinces me of the depth of his passion for this woman. "What a passion and what a woman !" " Do not become excited," said Madame Castel, rising and kneehng in front of her daughter's couch. " You are in a fever," she said, taking her hand. Then, in a low voice, and as though probing her consciousness to the bottom, she went on: "Alas! my child, you are jealous of yoxu: son, as I have been jealous of you. I have spent so many days — I can tell you this now — in loving your husband " " Ah ! mother," replied Madame Liauran, " that is not the same kind of grief. I did not degrade myself in giving part of my heart to the man whom you had chosen, while you know that cousin George has told us of this Madame de Sauve, and of her education by that unworthy mother, and of her reputation since she has been married, and of the husband who can suffer his wife to have a drawing-room in which the conversation 56 A CBUEL ENIGMA. is raore than free, and of the father, the old prefect, who, on being left a widower, brought up his daughter helter-skelter with his mistresses. I confess, mamma, that if there is egotism in maternal love, I"have had that egotism ; I have been grieved by anticipation at the thought that Hubert would marry, and that he would continue his life apart from mine. But I blamed myself greatly for feeling in that way, — whereas now he has been taken from me, and taken from me only to be disgraced ! " For some minutes longer she prolonged this violent lamentation, wherein was revealed that kind of passionate frenzy which had caused aU the keen forces of her heart to be concentrated about her son. It was not only the mother that suffered in her, it was the pious mother to whom human faults were abominable crimes ; it was the sad and isolated mother upon whom the rivalry of a young, rich, and elegant woman inflicted secret humiliation ; in fine, her heart was bleed- ing at every pore. The sight of this suffering, however, wounded Madame Castel so cruelly, and A CEUEIi ENIGMA. 57 her eyes expressed such sorrowful pity, that Marie Alice broke off her complaint. She leaned over on her couch, laid a kiss upon those poor eyes, so like her own, and said : " Forgive me, mamma ; but to whom should I tell my trouble if not to you ? And then — would you not see it? Hubert is not coming in," she added, looking at the clock, the pendulum of which continued to move quietly to and fro. " Do you not think that I ought to have opposed this journey to England ?" " No, my child ; if he is going to pay a visit to his friend, why should you exercise your authority in vain ? And if he were going from any other motive, he would not obey you. Remember that he is twenty-two years old, and that he is a man." " I am growing foolish, mother ; this journey was settled a long time ago — I have seen Emma- nuel's letters ; but, when I am grieved, I can no longer reason, I can see nothing but my sorrow, and it obstructs all my thoughts- .Ah ! how unhappy I am ! " 58 A CEUEL ENIGMA. CHAPTEE III. If any proof of the thorough many-sidedness of our nature were required, it might be found in that law which is a customary object of indigna- tion with morahsts, and which ordains that the sight of the sorrow of our most loved ones cannot, at certain times, prevent us from being happy. Our feelings seem to maintain a sort of hfe and death struggle against one another in our hearts. Intensity of existence in anyone among them, though it be but momentary, is only to be obtained at the cost of weakening all the rest. It is certain that Hubert loved his two mothers — as he always called the two women who had brought him up — to distraction. It is certain that he had guessed that for many days they had been holding conversations together analogous to that of the evening on which he had borrowed from his godfather the three thousand francs A CEUEL ENIGMA. 59 which he required for settling his debts and meeting the cost of his journey. And yet, on the second day after that evening, when he found himself in the train which was taking him to Boulogne, it was impossible for him not to feel his soul steeped, as it were, in divine bliss. He did not ask himself whether Count Scilly would or would not speak of the step that he had taken. He put aside the apprehension of this just as he drove away the recollection of Madame Liauran's eyes at the moment of his de- parture, and just as he stifled all the scruples that might be suggested by his uncompromising piety. If he had not absolutely lied to his mother in telling her that he was going to join his friend Jlmmanuel Deroy in London, he had neverthe- less deceived this jealous mother by concealing from her that he would meet Madarae de Sauve at Folkestone. Now, Madame de Sauve was not free. Madame de Sauve was married, and in the eyes of a young man brought up as the pious Hubert had been, to love a married woman con- stituted an inexpiable fault. Hubert must and 6o A CKUEL ENIGMA. did believe himself in a condition of mortal sin. His Catholicism, which was not merely a religion of fashion and posture, left him in no doubt on this point. But religion, family obligations of truthfulness, fears for the future, all these phantoms of conscience appeared to him — conditioned only as phantoms, vain, powerless images, vanishing before the hving evocation of the beauty of the woman who, five months before had entered into his heart to renew all within it, the woman whom he loved and by whom he knew himself to be loved. Hubert had told the truth, in that he was not Madame de Sauve's lover in that sense of entire and physical possession in which the term is understood in our language. She had never belonged to him, and it was the first time that he was going to be really alone with her, in that solitude of a foreign land which is the secret dream of everyone who loves. While the train was steaming at full speed through plains alternately ribbed with hills, in- tersected with watercourses, and bristling with A CRUEL ENIGMA. 6 1 bare trees, the young man was absorbed in telling the rosary of his recollections. The charm of the hours that were gone was rendered still dearer to him by the expectation of some immense and undefined happiness. Although Madame Liauran's son was twenty- two years of age, the manner of his education had kept him in that state of purity so rare among the young men of Paris, who, for the most part, have exhausted pleasure before they have had so much as a suspicion of love. But a fact of which the young fellow was not aware was that it had been this very purity which had acted more powerfully than the most accom- plished libertinism could have done upon the romantic imagination of the woman whose profile was passing to and fro before his gaze with the motion of the carriage, and showing itself alternately against woods, hills and dunes. How many images does a passing train thus bear along, and with them how many destinies rush- ing towards weal or woe in the distant and the unknown ! 62 A CBUBL ENIGMA. It was at the beginning of the month of October, in the preceding year, that Hubert had seen Madame de Sauve for the first time. On account of Madame Liauran's health, which ren- dered the shortest journey dangerous to her, the two women never left Paris ; but the young man sometimes went during the summer or autumn to spend three or four days in some country house. He was coming back from one of these visits in company with his cousin George, when, getting into a carriage at a station on the same northern line along which he was now travelling, he had met the young lady with her husband. The De Sauves were acquainted with George, and thus it was that Alexander Hubert had been introduced. Monsieur de Sauve was a man of about forty- five years of age, very tall and strong, with a face that was already too red, and with traces of wear and tear which were discernible through his vigour, and the explanation of which might be found, merely by listening to his conversation, in his mode of regarding life. Existence to him A CEUEL ENIGMA. 63 was self-lavishment, and he carried out this pro- gramme in all directions. Head of a ministerial cabinet in 1869, thrown after the war into the campaign of Bonapartist propaganda, a deputy since then, and always re-elected, but an active deputy, and one who bribed his electors, he had at the same time launched forth more and more freely into society. He had a salon, gave dinners, occupied himself with sport, and still found sufficient leisure to interest himself competently and successfully in financial enterprises. Add to this that before his marriage he had had much experience of ballet dancers, green-rooms of small theatres, and private supper-rooms. There are temperaments of this kind which nature makes into machines at a great outlay, and consequently with great returns. Every- thing in Andre de Sauve revealed a taste for what is ample and powerful, from the construc- tion of his great body to his style of dress, or to the gesture with which he would take a long black cigar from his case to smoke it. Hubert well remembered how this man, with his hairy hands 64 A CBUEIi ENIGMA. and ears, his large feet and his dragon's mien, had inspired him with that description of physical repulsion which we all endure on meeting with a physiology precisely contrary to our own. Are there not respirations, circulations of blood, plays of muscle which are hostile to us, thanks, probably, to that indefinable instinct of life which impels two animals of different species to rend each other as soon as they come face to face ? Truth to tell, the antipathy of the delicate Hubert was capable of being more simply explained on the ground of an unconscious and sudden jealousy of Madame de Sauve's husband ; for Theresa, as her husband familiarly called her, had immediately exercised a sort of irresistible attraction upon the young man. In his childhood he had often turned over a portfolio of engravings brought back from Italy by his illustrious grandfather, who had served under Bonaparte, and at the first glance that fell upon this woman, he could not help recalling the heads drawn by the masters of the Lombardic school, so striking was the resemblance between A CEUEL ENIGMA. 65 her face and those of the familiar Herodiases and Madonnas of Luini and his pupils. There was the same full, broad forehead, the same large eyes charged with somewhat heavy eyelids, the same delicious oval at the lower part of the cheek terminating in an almost square chin, the same sinuosity of lips, the same delightful union of eyebrow to the rising of the nose, and over all these charming features, a suffusion, as it were, of gentleness, grace, and mystery. Madame de Sauve had further, the vigorous neck and broad shoulders of the women of the Lombardic school, as well as all the other tokens of a race at once refined and strong, with a slender waist and the hands and feet of a child. What marked her out from this traditional type was the colour of her hair, which was not red and gold but very black, and of her eyes, the mingled grey of which bordered upon green. The amber paleness of her com- plexion, as well as the languishing listlessness of all her movements, completed the singular character of her beauty. 66 A CEUEL ENIGMA. In the presence of this creature, it was im- possible not to think of some portrait of pas1 times, although she breathed youth with the purple of her mouth and the living fluid of hei eyes, and although she was dressed in the fashior of the day, and wore a jacket fitting close to he] figure. The skirt of her dress, made of an Englisl material of a grey shade, her feet cased in lacec boots, her little man's coUar, her straight cravat fastened with a diamond horseshoe pin, her Swede gloves, and her round hat, scarcely suggested the toilet of princesses of the sixteenth century ; anc yet she presented to the eye a finished model a Milanese beauty, even in this costume of Parisiai elegance. By what mystery ? She was the daughter of Madame Lussac, nei Bressuire, whose relations had not left the Eu( Saint-Honore for three generations, and o Adolphus Lussac, Prefect under the Empire who had come from Auvergne in Monsieu Bouher's train. The chronicle of the drawing rooms would have answered the question by re calhng the Parisian career of the handsome Coun A CBUEL ENIGMA. 67 Branciforte, somewhere about tlie year 1858, his greenish-grey eyes, his dead-white com- plexion, his attentions to Madame Lussac, and his sudden disappearance from surroundings in which for months and months he had always lived. But Hubert was never to have these particulars. By education and by nature he belonged to the race of those who accept life's official gifts and ignore their deep-lying causes, their thorough animality, and their tragic lining — a happy race, for to them belongs the enjoy- ment of the flower of things, but a race devoted beforehand to catastrophes, for only a clear view of the real will admit of any manipu- lation of it. No ; what Hubert Liauran remembered of this first interview did not consist of questions con- cerning the singularity of Madame de Sauve's charm. Neither had he examined himself as to the shade of character that might be indicated by the movements of the woman. Instead of studying her face he had enjoyed it as a child will relish the freshness of the atmosphere, with 68 A CEUEL ENIGMA. a sort of tinconscious delight. The complete absence of irony which distinguished Theresa, and which might be noted in her gentle smile, her calm gaze, her smooth voice, and her tranquil gestures, had instantly been sweet to him. He had not felt in her presence those pangs of pain- ful timidity which the incisive glance of most Parisian ladies inflicts upon all young men. During the journey which they had made together, while De Sauve and George Liauran were speaking of a law concerning religious con- gregations, the tenour of which was at that time exciting every party, he had sat opposite to her, and had been able to talk to her softly and, without knowing why,'with intimacy. He who was usually silent about himseK, with a vague idea that the almost insane excitabihty of his being made him a unique exception, had opened his mind to this woman of twenty-five, whom he had not known for half-an-hour, more than he had ever done to people with whom he dined every fortnight. In answer to a question from Theresa about A CEUEL ENiaMA. 69 his travels in the summer, he had naturally, as it were, spoken of his mother and her complaint, then of his grandmother, and then of their common life. He had given this stranger a glimpse of the secret retreat in the house in the Eue Vaneau, not indeed without remorse ; but the remorse had been later, when he was no longer within the range of her glances, and had come less from a feeling of outraged modesty than from a fear of having been displeasing to her. How captivating, in truth, were those gentle glances. There emanated from them an inexpressible caress, and when they settled upon your eyes, full in your face, the resultant sensa- tion was like that of a tender touch, and bordered upon physical voluptuousness. Days afterwards Hubert still remembered the species of intoxicating comfort which he had experienced in this first chat merely through feeling himself looked at in this way, and this comfort had only increased in succeeding inter- views, until it had almost immediately become a real necessity for him, like breathing or sleeping. 70 A CBUEL ENIGMA. When leaving the carriage she had told him that she was at home every Thursday, and he had soon learnt the way to the house in the Boulevard Haussmann, where she lived. In what recess of his heart had he found the energy for paying this visit, which fell on the next day but one after their meeting? Almost immediately, she had asked him to dinner. He remembered so vividly the childish pleasure which he took in reading and re-reading the insignificant note of invitation, in inhaling its sUght perfume, and in following the details of the letters of his name, written by the hand of Theresa. It was a handwriting which, from the abimdance of little, useless flourishes, presented a peculiarly light and fan- tastic appearance, in which a graphologist would have been prepared to read the sign of a romantic natxu:e; but, at the same time, the bold fashion in which the lines were struck and the firmness of the dovra-strokes, where the pen pressed somewhat liberally, denoted a willingly practical and almost material mode of life. Hubert did not reason so much as this ; but, A CEUEL ENIGMA. 7 1 from the first note, every letter that he received in the same handwriting became to him a person whom he would have recognised among thousands of others. With what happiness had he dressed to go to that dinner, telling himself that he was about to see Madame de Sauve during long hours, hours which, reckoned in advance, appeared infinite to him ! He had felt a somewhat angry astonishment when his mother, at the moment that he was taking leave of her, had uttered a critical observation on the familiarity that was customary in society now-a-days. Then, separated though he was by months from those events, he was able, thanks to the special imagination with which, like all very sensitive creatures, he was endowed, to recall the exact shade of emotion which had been caused him by the dinner and the evening, the demeanour of the guests and that of Theresa. It is according as we possess a greater or smaller power of imagining past pains and pleasures anew that we are beings capable of cold calculation, or slaves to our sentimental life. Alas ! all Hubert's faculties conspired to rivet 72 A CEUEL ENIGMA. round his heart the bruising chain of memories that were too dear. Theresa wore, that first evening, a dress of black lace with pink knots, and, for her only orna- ment, a heavy bracelet of massive gold on one wrist. Her dress was not low enough to shock the young man, whose modesty was of virginal susceptibility on this point. There were some persons in the drawing-room, not one of whom, with the exception of George Liauran, was known to him. They were, for the most part, men celebrated by different titles in the society more particularly denominated Parisian by those journals which pique themselves on following the fashion. Hubert's first sensation had been a slight shock, OA\ing merely to the fact that some of these men presented to the malevolent observer several of the little toilet heresies famihar to the more fastidious if they have gone too late into society. Such is a coat of anti- quated cut, a shirt-collar badly made and worse bleached, or a neck-tie of a white that borders upon blue, and tied by an unskilful hand. A CEUEL ENIGMA. 73 These trifles inevitably appeared signs of a touch of Bohemianism — the word in which correct people confound all social irregularities — in the eyes of a young man accustomed to live under the ■ continuous superintendence of two women of rare education, who had sought to make him something irreproachable. But these small signs of unsatisfactory dress had rendered Theresa's finished distinction still more graceful in his eyes, just as, to him, the sometimes cynical freedom of the talk uttered at table had imparted a charming significance to the silence of the mistress of the house. Madame Liauran had not been mistaken when she affirmed that there was very daring conversation at the house of the De Sauves. The evening that Hubert dined there for the first time a divorce suit was discussed during the first half-hour, and a great lawyer gave some unpublished details of the case — the abominable character of a politician who had been arrested in the Champs Elysees, the two mistresses of another politician and their rivalry — but all related, as 74 A CEUEL ENIGMA. things are related only at Paris, with those hints which admit the telling of everything. Many allusions escaped Hubert, and he was accordingly less shocked by such narrations than by other speeches bearing upon ideas, such as the follow- ing paradox, started by one of the most famous novelists of the day. "Ah ! divorce ! divorce! " said this man, whose renown as a daring realist had crossed the thres- hold even of the house in the Bue Vaneau, " it has some good in it ; but it is too simple a solution for a very complicated problem. Here, as elsewhere, Catholicism has perverted all our ideas. The characteristic of advanced societies is the production of many men of very different kinds, and the problem consists in constructing an equally large number of moralists. For my part, I would have the law recognise marriages in five, ten, twenty categories, according to the sensitiveness of the parties concerned. Thus we should have life-unions intended for persons of aristocratic scrupulosity ; for persons of less refined consciences, we should establish contracts A CEUEL ENIGMA. 75 with facilities for one, two or three divorces ; for persons inferior still, we should have temporary- connections for five years, three years, one year." "People would marry just as they grant a lease," it was jestingly observed. " Why not ? " continued the other ; " the age boasts of being a revolutionary one, and it has never ventured upon what the pettiest legislator of antiquity undertook without hesitation — inter- ference with morals." " I see what you mean," replied Andre de Sauve ; "you would assimilate marriages with funerals — first, second, or third class ." None of the guests who were amused by this tirade and the reply, amid the brightness of the crystal, the dresses of the women, the pyramids of fruit and the clusters of flowers, suspected the indignation which such talk aroused in Hubert. Who would notice the silent and modest youth at one end of the table ? He himself, however, felt wounded to the very soul in the inmost convictions, of his childhood and his youth, and 76 A CBUEL ENIGMA. he glanced by stealth at Theresa. She did not utter fifty words during this dinner. She seemed to have wandered in thought far away from the conversation which she was supposed to control, and, as though accustomed to this absence of mind, no one sought to interrupt her reverie. She used to pass whole hours in this way, absorbed in herself. Her pale complexion became warmer ; the brilliancy of her eyes was, so to speak, turned within ; and her teeth appeared small and close through her half-opened Hps. What was she thinking of at minutes such as these, and by what secret magic were these same minutes those which acted most strongly upon the imagination of those who were sensible of her charm? A physiologist would doubtless have attributed these sudden torpors to passages of nervous emotion, were they not the token of a sensual aberration against which the poor creature struggled with all her strength. Hubert had seen in the silence of that evening only a delicate woman's disapprobation of the talk of her friends A CEUEL ENIGMA. 77 and her husband, and he had found it a supreme pleasure to go up to her and talk to her on leaving the dinner-table, at which his dearest beliefs had been wounded. He had seated himself beneath the gaze of her eyes, now limpid once more, in one of the corners of the drawing-room — an apartment furnished completely in the modern style, and which, with its opulence that made it like a little museum, its plushes, its ancient stuffs, and its Japanese trinkets, contrasted with the severe apartments in the Eue Vaneau as absolutely as the lives of Madame Castel and Madame Liauran could contrast with the life of Madame de Sauve. Instead of recognising this evident difference and making it a starting-point for studying the newness of the world in which he found himself, Hubert gave himself up to a feeling very natural in those whose childhood has been passed in an atmosphere of feminine solicitude. Accustomed by the two noble creatures who had watched over his childhood always to associate the idea of a woman with something inexpressibly delicate 78 A CE0EL ENIGMA. and pure, it was inevitable that the awakening of love should in his case be accompUshed in a sort of religious and reverential emotion. He must extend to the person he loved, whoever she might be, all the devotion that he had conceived for the saints whose son he was. A prey to this strange confusion of ideas, he had, on that very first evening on his return home, spoken of Theresa to his mother and his grandmother, who were waiting for him, in terms which had necessarily aroused the mistrust of the two women. He understood that now. But what young man has ever begun to love without being hurried by the sweet intoxication of the beginnings of a passion into confidences that were irreparable, and too often deathful, to the future of his feelings ? In what manner and by what stage had this feeling entered into him ? He could not have told that. When once a man loves, does it not seem as though he has always loved ? Scenes were evoked, nevertheless, which reminded Hubert of the insensible habituation which had A CEUEL ENIGMA. 79 led him to visit Theresa several times a week. But had he not been gradually introduced at her house to all her friends, and, as soon as he had left his card, had he not found himself invited in all directions into that world which he scarcely knew, and which was composed partly of high functionaries of the fallen administration, partly of great manufacturers and "political financiers, and partly, again, of celebrated artists and wealthy foreigners. It formed a society free from constraint and full of luxury, pleasure and life, but one the tone of which ought to have displeased the young man, for he could not comprehend its qualities of elegance and refinement, and he was very sensible of its terrible fault- — the want of silence, of moral life, and of long custom. Ah ! he was not much concerned with observations of this kind, occupied solely as he was to know where he should perceive Madame de Sauve and her eyes. He called to mind countless times at which he had met her — sometimes at her own house, seated at the corner of her fire-place. 8o A CBUEL ENIGMA. towards the close of the afternoon, and lost in one of her silent reveries ; sometimes visiting in full costume and smiling with her Herodias lips at conversations about dresses or bonnets ; some- times in the front of a box at a theatre and talking in undertones during an interval ; some- times in the tumult of the street, dashing along behind her bright bay horse and bowing her head at the window with a graceful movement. The recollection of this carriage produced a new association of ideas in Hubert, and he could see again the moment at which he had confessed the secret of his feelings for the first time. Madame de Sauve and he had met that day about five o'clock in a drawing-room in the Avenue du Bois de Boulogne, and as it was beginning to rain in torrents the young woman had proposed to Hubert, who had come on foot, to take him in her carriage, having, she said, a visit to pay near the Rue Vaneau, which would enable her to leave him at his door on the way. He had, in fact, taken his seat beside her in the narrow double brougham lined with A CEUEL ENIGMA. 8i greeu leather, in which there lingered something of that subtle atmosphere which makes the carriage of an elegant woman a sort of little boudoir on wheels, with all the trifling objects belonging to a pretty interior. The hot-water jar was growing lukewarm beneath their feet ; the glass, set in its sheath in front, awaited a glance ; the memorandum book placed in the nook, with its pencil and visiting cards, spoke of worldly tasks ; the clock hanging on the right marked the rapid flight of those sweet minutes. A half-opened book, slipped into the place where portable purchases are usually put, showed that Theresa had obtained the fashionable novel at the book- seller's. Outside in the streets, where the lamps were beginning to light up, there was the wildness of a glacial winter storm. Theresa, wrapped in a long cloak which showed the outlines of her figure, was silent. In the triple reflection from the carriage lamps, the gas in the street and the expiring day, she was so divinely pale and beautiful that Hubert, overpowered by emotion, took her 82 A CEUBL ENIGMA. hand. She did not withdraw it ; she looked at him with motionless eyes, that were drowned, as it were, in tears which she would not have dared to shed. Without even hearing the sound of his own words, so intoxicated was he by this look, he said to her : " Ah ! how I love you ! " She grew still more pale, and laid her gloved hand upon his mouth to make him be silent. He began to kiss this hand madly, seeking for the place where the opening of the glove allowed him to feel the living warmth of the wrist. She rephed to this caress by that word which all women utter at like moments — a word so simple, but one into which creep so many inflexions, from the most, mortal indifference to the most emotional tenderness — " You are a child." " Do you love me a little? " he asked her. And then, as she looked at him with those same eyes which sent forth a ray of happiness, he could hear her murmur in a stifled voice : "A great deal." A CRUEL ENIGMA, 83 For most Parisian young men, such a scene would have been the prelude to an effort towards the complete possession of a woman so evidently smitten — an effort which might, perhaps, have miscarried ; for a woman of the world who wishes to protect herself finds many means,- if she be anything of a coquette, of avoiding a surrender, even after avowals of the kind, or still more compromising marks of attachment. But there was as little coquetry in the case of Madame de Sauve as there was physical daring in that of the child of twenty-two who loved her. Did. not these two beings find themselves placed .by chance in a situation of the strangest delicacy ? He was incapable of any further enterprise by reason of his entire purity. As for her, how could she fail to understand that to offer herself to him was to risk a diminution of his love ? Such difficulties are less rare under the conditions imposed upon the feelings by modern manners than the fatuity of men will allow. As manners are at present, all action between two persons who love each other simultaneously 84 A CRUEL ENIGMA. becomes a sign, and how could a woman who knows this fail to hesitate about compromising her happiness for ever by seeking to embrace it too soon ? Did Theresa obey this prudential motive, or did she, perchance, find a heart's delight of delicious novelty in the burning respect of her friend ? With all men whom she had met before this one, love had been only a disguised form of desire, and desire itself an intoxicated form of self-pride. But whatever the reason might be, she granted the young man all the meetings that he asked for dming the months following this first avowal, and all these meetings remained as essentially innocent as they were clandestine. While the Boulogne train was carrying Hubert towards the most longed-for of these meetings he remembered the former ones — those passionate and dangerous walks, nearly all hazarded across early Paris. They had in this way adventm'ed their ingenuous and guilty idyll in all the places in which it seemed unlikely that anyone belong- ing to their set would meet them. How many A Cr.UEL ENIGMA. 85 times, for instance, had they visited the towers of Notre Dame, where Theresa loved to walk in her youthful grace amid the old stone monsters carved on the balustrades ? Through the slender cgive windows of the ascent they looked alter- nately at the horizon of the river confined between the quays, and that of the street confined between the houses. In one of the buildings crouching in the shadow of the cathedral, on the side of the Eue de Chanoinesse, there was a small apartment on the fifth storey running out into a terrace, behind the panes of which they used to imagine the existence of a romance similar to their own, because they had twice seen a young woman and a young man breakfasting there, seated at the same round table, with the window half open. Sometimes the squalls of the December wind v/ould roar round the pile, and storms of melted snow would beat upon the walls. Theresa was none the less punctual to the appointment, leaving her cab before the great doorway and crossing the church to go out of it at the side, 86 A CRUEL ENIGMA. and there join Hubert in the dark peristyle which comes before the towers. Her delicate teeth shone in her pretty smile, and her slender figure appeared still more elegant in this ornament of the ancient city. Her happy grace seemed to work even upon the old caretaker who, sur- rounded by her cats, gives out the tickets from the depths of her lodge, for she used to give her a grateful smile. It was on the staircase of one of these ancient towers that Hubert had ventured, for the first time, to print a kiss upon the pale face that to him was divine. Theresa was climbing in front of him that morning up the hollowed steps which turn about the stone pillar. She stopped for a minute to take breath ; he supported her in his arms, and, as she leaned back gently and rested her head upon his shoulder, their lips met. The emotion was so strong that he was like to die. This first kiss had been followed by another, then by ten, then by such numbers of others that they lost count of them. Oh, those long, thrilling, deep kisses, of which she used to say A OEUEL ENIGMA. 87 tenderly, as though to justify herself in the thought of her sweet accomplice : " I am as fond of kisses as a little girl ! " They had thus madly peopled all the retreats wherein their imprudent love had taken shelter with these adorable kisses. Hubert could remem- ber having embraced Theresa when they both were seated on a tomb-stone in a deserted walk of one of the Paris cemeteries one bright, warm morning, while around them stretched the garden of the dead, with its funereal landscape of ever- greens and tombs. He had embraced her again on one of the benches in the distant park of Montsouris, one of the least known in the town — a park quite recently planted, crossed by a railway, overlooked by a pavilion of Chinese architecture, and having a horizon formed by the factories in the mournful Glaciere quarter stretching around it. At other times they had driven in an indeter- minate fashion along the dull slopes of the ■ fortifications, and when it was time to return home Theresa was always the first to depart. 88 A CRUEL ENIGMA. Himself hidden in the cah, which remained stationary, he could see her crossing the kennels with her dainty feet. She would walk along the footpath, not a spot of mud dishonouring her dress, and would turn as though involuntarily to enwrap him in a last look. It was on such t;ccasions that he was only too sensible of the dangers which he was causing this woman to incur, but when he spoke to her of his fears she would reply, shaking her head with so easily tragic an expression : "I have no children. What harm can be done to me unless you are taken from me ? " Although they did not belong entirely to each other they had come to employ those familiarities in language which accompany a mutual passion. Nearly every morning they wrote notes to each other, a single one of which would have been sufficient to prove Theresa to be Hubert's mis- tress, and yet she was nothing of the kind. But whatever the detail over which the young man's memory lingered, he always found that she had not opposed any of the marks of tenderness which A CEUEL ENIGMA. 8g he had - asked of her. However, he had never ventured to imagine anything beyond clasping her hands, her waist, her face, or resting, Hke a child, upon her heart. She had with him that entire, confiding, indulgent abandonment of soul which is the only token of true love that the most skilful coquetry cannot imitate. And in contrast with this tenderness, and serving to heighten its sweetness still more, each scene in this idyll had corresponded to some painful explanation between the young man and his mother, or some cruel anguish on finding Madame de Sauve in the evening with her husband. The latter, in reality, paid no attention to Hubert, but Madame Liauran's son was not yet accustomed to the dishonouring falsehood of the cordial hand-shake offered to the man who is being deceived. What mattered these trifles, however, since they were going — he to join her, and she to wait for him in the little English town at which they were to spend two days together ? Was it to Hubert or to Theresa that this idea had occurred? The young man go A CRUEL ENIGMA. could not have told. Andre de Sauve was in Algeria for the purpose of a Parliamentary inquiry. Theresa had a convent friend who lived in the country, and was sufficiently trustworthy to allow her to give out that she had gone to see her. On the other hand she affirmed that the position of Folkestone, on the way from Paris to London, made it the safest shelter in winter, because French travellers pass through the town without ever stopping there. At the mere thought of seeing her again, Hubert's heart melted in his breast, and, with a quivering . impossible of definition, he felt himself on the point of rolling into a gulf of mystery, of intoxi- cating forgetfulness and felicity. A CEUEL ENIGMA. QI CHAPTEE IV. The packet was approaching the Folkestone pier. The slender hull heaved on the sea, which was perfectly green, and was scantily striated with silver foam. The two white funnels gave forth smoke which curved behind under the pressure of the air rent by the course of the vessel. The two huge red wheels beat the waves, and behind the boat stretched a hollow moving track — a sort of glaucous path, fringed with foam. It was a day with a pale, hazy blue sky, such as frequently occurs on the English coast towards the end of winter — a day of tenderness, and one which harmonised divinely with the young man's thoughts. He had rested his elbows on the netting in the fore part of the vessel, and had not stirred since the beginning of the passage, which had been one of rare smoothness. He could now see the smallest details of the approach 92 A CEUEL ENIGMA. to the harbour : the chalky Hne of coast to the right, with its covering of meagre turf; to the left the pier resting on its piles ; and beyond the pier, and still more to the left, the little town, with its houses rising one above another from the base of the cliff to the crest. One by one he scanned these houses, which stood out with a clearness that grew constantly more distinct. Which among them all was the refuge where his happiness was awaiting him in the loved features of Theresa de Sauve? Which of them was the Star Hotel, chosen by his friend from the guide-book on account of its name ? " I am superstitious," she had said childishly ; " and then, are you not my dear star ?" She would employ these sudden caresses in language which afterwards occupied Hubert's thoughts for an indefinite time. He. was quite aware that she would not be waiting for him on the quay, and his eyes sought for her in spite of himself. But she had multiplied precautions even to arriving herself the evening before by Calais and Dover. The packet is still approaching. It is A CBUEL ENIGMA'. 93 possible to distinguish the faces of some inhabi- tants of the town, whose only diversion consists in coming to the end of the pier in order to witness the arrival of the tidal boat. A. few minutes more and Hubert will be beside Theresa. Ah, if she were to fail him at the rendezvous ! "What if she had been sick or overtaken, or if she had died on the way ! The whole legion of foolish suppositions file before the thoughts of the restless lover. The boat is in the harbour ; the passengers land and hurry to the train. Hubert was almost the only one to halt in the little town. He allowed his-trunk to go on to London, and took his seat with his portmanteau in one of the flies standing in front of the terminus. He had felt something like a touch of melancholy when speaking to the driver and thus ascertaining how correct and intelligible his English was, notwithstanding that it was his first journey to England. He recalled his childhood, his York- shire governess, his mother's cafe to make him speak every day. If this poor mother were to see him now ! Then these memories were 94 A CEUEL ENIGMA. gradually effaced as the light vehicle, drawn by a pony at a trot, briskly climbed the rude ascent by which the upper part of the town is reached. To the left of the young man stretched the wonderful landscape of the sea, an immense gulf of pale green, blending in its extreme line with a gulf of blue, and dotted all over with barques, schooners, and steamers. On the summit the road turned. The carriage left the cliff, entered a street, then a second, and then a third, all lined with low houses, whose projecting windows showed rows of red geraniums and ferns behind their panes. At a turning Hubert perceived the door of a vast Gothic building and a black plate, the mere inscription on which, in its gilt letters, made his heart leap. He found himself in front of the Star Hotel. There was an interval for inquiring at the office whether Madame Sylvie had arrived — this was the name that Theresa had chosen to assume on account of the initials engraven on all her toilet articles, and she was to have been entered in the books as a dramatic artist ; for A CEUBL ENIGMA. 95 ascending two storeys and passing down a long corridor ; then the servant opened the door of a small apartment, and there, seated at a table in a drawing-room, the paleness of her face increased by deep emotion, and her form clad in a garment of a red silky material whose graceful folds out- lined without accentuating her figure, — there was Theresa. The coal fire glowed in the fireplace, the inner sides of which were covered with coloured ware. A rotunda-like window, of the kind that the English call "bow windows," was at the end of the apartment, to which the furni- ture usual in such rooms in Great Britain gave an aspect of quiet homeliness. "Ah! it is really you," said the young man, going up to Theresa, who was smiling at him, and he laid his hand upon his mistress's bosom as though to convince himself of her existence. This gentle pressure enabled him to feel beneath the slight material the passionate beatings of the happy woman's heart. " Yes, it is really I," she replied, with more languor than usual. 96 A CEUEL ENIGMA. He sat down beside her and their hps met. It was one of those kisses of supreme dehght in which two lovers meeting after absence strive to impart, together with the tenderness of the present hour, all the unexpressed tender- nesses of the hours that have been lost. A tap at the door separated them. " It is for your luggage," said Theresa, pushing her lover away with a gesture of regret ; then, with a subtle smile : " Would you like to see your room ? I have been here since yesterday evening; I hope that you will be pleased with everything. I thought so much of you in getting the little room ready." She drew him by the hand into an apartment which adjoined the drawing-room, and the window of which looked upon the garden of the hotel. The fire was hghted in the fireplace. Vases, gay with flowers, stood on the bracket and also on the table, over which Theresa, to give it a more homelike appearance, had spread a Japanese cloth which she had brought. On it she had placed three frames with those A CaUEL ENIGMA. 97 portraits of herself which the young man preferred. He turned to thank her, and he encountered one of those looks which make the heart quite faint, and with which an affectionate woman seems to thank him whom she loves for the pleasure which he has been pleased to receive from her. But the presence of the servant engaged in setting down and opening the portmanteau prevented him from replying to this look with a kiss. "You must be- tired," she said; "while you are settling down I will go and tell them to get tea ready in the drawing-room. If you knew how sweet it is to me to wait on you ." " Go," h« said, unable to find a phrase in reply, so completely was his soul possessed with happy emotion. " How I love her ! " he added in a whisper, and to himself, as he watched her disappearing through the door with that figure and walk of a young girl which were still left her by her childless marriage ; and he was obliged to sit down that he might not swoon before the evidence of his felicity. The human creature is G g8 A CRUEL ENIGMA. naturally so organised for misfortune that there is something ravishing in the complete realisation of desire, like a sudden entry upon a miracle or a dream, and, at a certain degree of intensity, it seems as if the joy were not true. And then, was not the novelty of the situation bound to act like a sort of opium upon the brain of this child, who could not comprehend that his mistress had seized upon the circumstance to evade by this very strangeness the difficulties preliminary to a more complete surrender of her person ? Yes, was this joy true? Hubert asked himself the question a quarter of an hour later, seated beside Madame de Sauve in the little drawing- room at the square table, on which were placed all the apparatus necessary to lend it enjoyment : the silver teapot, the ewer of hot water, the delicate cups. Had she not brought those two cups from Paris with her in order, doubtless, always to have them ? She waited on him, as she had said, with her pretty hands, from which she had taken her wedding ring, in order to remove from the young man's thoughts all occasion for remembering that A CEUEL ENIGMA. 99 she was not free. During those afternoon hours, the silence of the httle town was ahnost palpable around them, and the sense of a common solitude deepening in their hearts was so intense that they did not speak, as though they feared that their words might awake them from the intoxi- cating kind of sleep which was creeping over their souls. Hubert had his head resting upon his hand, and was looking at Theresa. He felt her at this moment so completely his own, so near to his most secret being, that he had even ceased to experience the need of her caresses. She was the first to break the silence, of which she suddenly became afraid. She rose from her chair and came and sat down upon the ground at the young man's feet, with her head on his knees, and, as he still continued motionless, there was disquiet in her eyes ; then submissively, and in that subdued tone of voice which no lover has ever resisted, she said : " If you knew how I tremble lest I should displease you ! I cried yesterday evening beside the fire in this room, where I was waiting for 100 A CEUEL ENIGMA. you, thinking that you would be sure to love me less after my coming here. Ah ! you will be angry with me for loving you too much, and for venturing to do what I have done for you!" The anguish preying upon this charming woman was so great that Hubert saw her features change somewhat as she uttered these words. The whole drama which had been enacted within her from the beginning of this attachment took form for the first time. At this moment especially, seeing him so young, so pure, so free from brutality, so completely in accordance with her dream, she felt a mad longing to lavish marks of her tenderness upon him, and she trembled more than ever lest she should offend him, or perhaps — for there are such strange recesses in feminine consciences — corrupt him. Giving her- self up to the pleasure of thinking aloud upon these things for the first time, she went on : " AVe women, when we love, can do nothing else but love. From the day when I met you coming back from the country I have belonged to you. I would have followed you wherever you A CEUEL ENIGMA. lOI had asked me to follow you. Nothing has had any further existence for me — nothing but yourself; no," she added with a fixed look, " neither good nor evil, nor duty, nor remem- brance. But can you understand that — you who think, as all men .do, that it is a crime to love when one is not free ? ' ' " I have ceased to know," replied Hubert, bending towards her to raise her, " except that you are to me the noblest and dearest of women." "No, let me remain at your feet, like your little slave," she rejoined, with an expression of ecstasy ; " but is it truly true ? Ah ! swear to me that you will never speak ill to yourself of this hour." " I swear it," said the young man, who was overcome by his mistress's emotion without well k?! owing why. At this' simple speech she raised her head ; she stood up as lightly as a young girl, and leaiLing over Hubert began to cover his face with passionate kisses, then, knitting her brows and making an effort, as it were, over herself, she 102 A CEUEri ENIGMA. left him, drew her hands over her eyes, and said in a calmer, though still uncertain voice : " I am foolish ; we must go out. I will go and put on my bonnet and we will take a drive. Will you be so kind as to ask for a carriage?" she added in English. When she spoke this language her pronuncia- tion became something perfectly graceful and almost child-like ; and giving him a coquettish little salute with her hand she left the drawing- room by a door opposite to that of Hubert's apartment. This same mixture of fond anxiety, sudden exaltation, and tender childishness continued on her part through the whole drive, which, to both of them, was made up of a sequence of supreme emotions. By a chance such as does not occur twice in the com-se of a human life, they found themselves placed precisely in such circumstances as must lift their souls to the highest possible degree of love. The social world, with its mm"- derous duties, was far away. It had as little existence for their minds as the driver, who. A CEUEL ENIGMA. IO3 perched np behind them and invisible, drove the light cab in which they found themselves alone together, along the route from Folkestone to Sandgate and Hythe. The world of hope, on the other hand, opened up before them like a garden arrayed in the most beautiful flowers. They saw themselves rewarded — he for his innocence, and she for the reserve imposed by her upon her reason, with an experience as delicious as it is rare : they enjoyed the intimacy of heart which usually comes only after long possession, and they enjoyed it in all the freshness of timid desire. But this timid desire had in both cases a back- ground of intoxicating certainty, lucid to Theresa though still obscure to Hubert ; and it was in a vast and noble landscape that they were filled with these rare sensations. They were now following the road from Folke- stone to Hythe, a slender ribbon running along by the sea. The green cliff is devoid of rocks, but its height is sufficient to give the road over which it hangs that look of a sheltered retreat which imparts a restful charm to valleys 104 ^ CBUEL ENIGMA. lying af mountain bases. The shingle beach was covered by the high tide. Not a bird was flying over the wide, moving sea. Its greenish immensity shaded to violet as the closing day shadowed the cold azure of the sky. The vehicle went quickly on its two wheels, drawn by a strong-backed horse, whose over-large bit forced him at times to throw up his head with a wrench of his mouth. Theresa and Hubert, close to each other in their sort of sentry-box on wheels, held each other's hands beneath the travelling plaid that was wrapped about them'. They suffered their passion to dilate like the ocean, to tremble within them with the plentitude of the billows, to grow wild like that barren coast. Since the young woman had asked that singular oath of her lover, she seemed somewhat calmer, in spite of flashes of sudden reverie which dis- solved into mute effusions. On his side, he had never loved her so completely. He could not refrain from taking her ceaselessly to him and pressing her in his arms. An infinite longing to draw frtill more closely to her mounted to his A CEUEL ENIGMA. I05: brain and intoxicated him, and yet he dreaded the coming of the evening with the mortal anguish of those to whom the feminine miiverse is a mystery. In spite of the proofs of passion that Theresa showed him, he felt himself in her presence a prey to an insurmountable impotence of will, which would have grown to pain had he not at the same time had an immense confidence in the soul of this woman. The feeling of an unknown abyss into which their love was about to plunge, and which might have terrified him with an almost animal fear, became more tranquil because he was descending into the abyss with her. In truth she had a charming understanding of the. troubles which must agitate him whom she loved ; was it not in order to ' spare his over- strung nerves that she had brought him for this drive, during which the grandeur of the prospect, the breeze from the offing, and the walking at intervals, kept both herself and him above the disquietude inevitable to a too ardent desire. They went on in this manner until the tragic. I05 A CEUEL ENIGMA. hour when the stars shine in the nocturnal sky, now walking over the shingle, now getting into the little carriage again, ceaselessly following the same paths again and again, without being able to make up their minds to return, as though understanding that they might again experience other moments of happiness, but of happiness such as this, never ! The dim intuition of the universal soul, of which visible forms and invisible feelings are alike the effect, revealed to them, unknown to themselves, a mysterious analogy, and, as it were, a divine correspondence between the particular face of this corner of nature and the undefined essence of their tenderness. She said to him : "To be with you here is a happiness too great to admit of a return to life," and he did not smile with incredulity at these words, as she felt assured when he said to her : " It seems to me that I have never opened my eyes upon a landscape until this moment." And when they walked it was he who took Theresa's arm and leaned coaxingly upon it. A CKUEL ENIGMA. I07 Without knowing it he thus symbolised the strange reversal of parts in this attachment in accordance with which he, with his frail person, his entire innocence, and the purity of his timorous emotions, had always represented the feminine element. Certainly she, on her part, was quite a woman, with the suppleness of her gait, the feline refinement of her manners, and those liquid eyes which threw themselves into every look. Nevertheless she appeared a stronger creature and one better armed for life than the delicate child, the fragile handiwork of the tenderness of two pure women, whom she had enmeshed in so slight a tissue of seduction, and who, scarcely taller than herself by a quarter of an inch of forehead, surrendered himself with fraternal confidence ; while the mere movement of th'eir gait spoke clearly enough in its perfect, rhythmical harmony, of the complete union of their hearts, causing them to beat at that moment closely together. They went in again. The dinner following this afternoon of dreams was a silent and almost Io8 A CKUEL ENIGMA. sombre one. It seemed as though they were both afraid the one of the other. Or was it merely with her a recrudescence of that dread of dis- ■ pleasing him which had made her defer the surrender of her person until this hour, and with him that sort of intractable melancholy which is the last sign of primitive animality, and which precedes in man every entry into complete _ love ? As happens at such times, their speech was calmer and more indifferent in proportion as the disquietude of their hearts was increased. These two lovers, who had spent the day in the most romantic exaltation, and who were met in the solitude of this foreign retreat, seemed to have nothing to say to each other but sentences concerning the world that they had left. They separated early, and just as if they had said good-bye until the following daj', although they both knew perfectly well that to sleep apart from each other was impossible to them. Thus Hubert was not astonished, although his heart beat as if it would break when, at the very A CBUEL ENIGMA. ICg moment that he was about to seek her, he heard the key tiurn in the door, and Theresa entered, clad in a long, pliant wrapper of white lace, and with an impassioned sweetness in her eyes. " Ah ! " she said, closing Hubert's eyelids with her perfumed fingers, " I Vi^ant so much to rest upon your heart." Towards midnight the young man awoke, and seeking the face of his mistress with his hps, found that her cheeks, which he could not see, were bathed in tears. " You are grieved," he said to her. " No," she replied, " they are tears of grati- tude. Ah ! " she went on, " how could they fail to take you from me beforehand, my angel, and how unworthy I am of you ! " Enigmatic words which Hubert was often to remember later on, and which, even at this moment, and in spite of the lasses, raised sudden- ly within him that vapour of sadness which is the customary accompaniment of pleasure. Through it he could see, as by a lightning flash, a house that was familiar to him, and, bending down no A CRUEL ENIGMA. beneath the lamp, among the family portraits, the faces of the two women who had reared him. It was only for a second, and he laid his head upon Theresa's breast, there to forget all thought, while the vague complaining of the sea reached him, softened by the distance — a mysterious and distant murmur like the approach of fate. A CEUEL ENIGMA. CHAPTEE V. A FORTNIGHT later Hubert Liauran stepped upon the platform of the Northern Terminus about five o'clock in the evening, on his return from London by the day train. Count Scilly and Madame Castel were waiting for him. But what were his feelings when, among the faces press- ing around the doors, he recognised that of Theresa? They had made an appointment by letter to meet on the evening - of that day, which was a Tuesday, in her box at the Theatre Francais. Nevertheless, she had not withstood the desire of seeing him again some hours earlier, and in her eyes there shone supreme emotion, formed of happiness at beholding him and sorrow at being separated from him ; for they could only exchange a bow, which, fortunately, escaped the grandmother. Theresa disappeared, and while the young man 112 A CHUEL ENIGMA. was standing in the luggage-room an involuntary impulse of ill-humour arose within him and •caused him to tell himself that the two old people, who, nevertheless, loved him so much, really ought not to have been there. This little painful impression, which, at the very moment •of his return, showed him the weight of the ■chain of family tenderness, was renewed as soon as he found himself again face to face with his mother. From the first glairce he felt that he was being studied, and, as he was but little accustomed to dissimulation, he believed that he was seen through. The fact was that his own eyes had been changed, as those of a young girl who has become a woman are changed, with one of those imperceptible alterations which reside in a shade of expression. But how could the mother be deceived by them — she who for so many years had watched all the reflections of those dark pupils, and who now grasped within them a depth of intoxicated and fathomless fehcity ? But to the putting of a question on the subject the poor woman was not A CKUBL ENIGMA. II3 equal. Sliades of feeling, the principal events in the life of the heart, elude the formulas of phrases, and thence arise the worst misunderstandings. Hubert was very gay during dinner, with a gaiety that was rendered somewhat nervous by the prevision of an approaching difficulty. How would his mother take his going out in the evening? Half-an-hour had not elapsed since leaving table when he rose like one who is about to say good-bye. " You are leaving us ? " said Madame Liauran. " Yes, mamma," he replied, with a slight blush on his cheeks; "Emmanuel Deroy has entrusted me with a commission, which is extremely press- ing, and which I must execute to-night." " You cannot put it off until to-morrow, and give us your first evening?" asked Madame Castel, who wished to spare her daughter the humiHation of a refusal which she could foresee. " Indeed no, grandmother," he replied, in a tone of childish playfulness ; " that would not be courteous to my friend, who has been so kind to me in London." 11^ A CRUEL ENIGMA. " He is deceiving us," said Madame Liauran to herself, and, as silence had fallen upon those in the drawing-room after Hubert's departure, she listened to hear whether the hall-door would be opened immediately. Half-an-hour passed with- out her hearing it. She could not stand it, and she begged the General to go to the yoimg man's room, under pretence of fetching a book, in order to learn whether he had dressed that evening. He had, in fact, done so. He was going, then, to Madame de Sauve's house, or else somewhere in order to meet her again. Such was the con- clusion drawn from this indication by the jealous mother, who, for the first time, confessed her lengthened anxieties to the Count. The tone in which she spoke prevented the latter from confessing, in his turn, the loan of one hundred and twenty pounds which Hubert had received from him, and which, so he thought to himself, had doubtless been spent in following this woman. " He has deceived me once more," exclaimed Madame Liam'an ; " he who had such a horror of deceit. Ah ! how she has changed him ! " A CRUEL ENIGMA. II5 Thus the evidence of a metamorphosis of character undergone by her son tortured her on that first day. It became even worse during those which followed. She would not, however, admit all at once that her dear, innocent Hubert was Madame de Sauve's lover. She would not resign herself to the idea that he could be guilty of an error of the kind without terrible remorse. She had brought him up in such strict principles of religion ! She did not know that Theresa's first care was just to lull all the young man's scruples of conscience by leading him insensibly from timid tenderness to burning passion. Caught in the mesh of this sweet snare, Hubert had literally never judged his life for the past five months, and nature had become his lover's accomplice. We easily repent of our pleasures, but it is difficult to have remorse for happiness, and the youth was happy with such an absolute felicity as cannot even see the sufferings that it causes. Nevertheless, it was upon the influence of lier suffering that Madame Liauran almost solely Il6 A CEUEL ENIGMA. relied in the campaign which she had under- taken — she, a simple woman, who knew nothing- of life but its duties — against a creature whom she imagined as being at once fascinating and fatal, bewitching and deadly. She had adopted the- ingenuous system which is common to all tender jealousies, and which consisted in showing her distress. She said to herself, " He will see that I am in an agony ; will not that suffice?" The misfortune was that Hubert, in the intoxication of his passion, saw in his mother's distress only tyrannical injustice to a woman whom he looked upon as divine, and to a love which he considered sublime. When he returned from the Bois de Boulogne in the morning, after taking a ride on horseback and seeing Madame de Sauve pass in the carriage drawn by two grey ponies which she drove herself, he would at breakfast encounter the saddened profile of his- mother, and would say to himself : " She has no right to be sad. I have not taken any of my affection from her." He reasoned instead of feeling. His mother A CEUED ENIGMA. II7 laid her bleeding heart in the way before him and he passed it by. When he was to dine out, ■and his mother's good-bye at the moment of his •departm-e forewarned him that Madame Liauran would spend an evening of melancholy in re- gretting him, he would think : " Yet what if she knew that Theresa re- j)roaches me for devoting too much of my time to her love !" And it was true. His mistress had the ready .generosity of women who know that they are vastly preferred, and who are very careful not to .ask the man who loves them to act as they wish. There is such a delicate pleasure in leaving one's lover free, in encouraging him, even, to sacrifice you, when it is certain what his decision will be ! It thus happened that Hubert would return to the house in the Eue Vaneau after having a secret meeting with Theresa -during the day, — for Emmanuel Deroy had put his small bachelor abode in the Avenue Jriedland at his friend's disposal. But then, -whether it was that the nervous sadness which Il8 A CEUBL ENIGMA. accompanies over-keen pleasures made him cruel, or that secret remorse of conscience came to torment him, or that there was too strong a contrast between the charming forms assumed by Theresa's tenderness and the sad ones in which that of Madame Liauran was arrayed, the young man became really ungrateful. Irritation, not pity, increased within him before the sorrow of her whose idolised son he neverthe- less was. Marie Alice apprehended this shade of feeling, and she suffered more from it than from all the rest, not divining that the excess of her grief was an irreparable error of management, and that' a demoralising comparison was being set up in Alexander Hubert's mind between the severities of his relatives and the fond delights of his chosen affection. Spent by continual anxiety, the mother had exhausted her strength when an event, unexpected though easy to be foreseen, gave still gi'eater prominence to the antagonism which brought her into ceaseless collision with her son. It was Holy AVeek. She had counted upon Hubert's A CBUEL ENIGMA. II9 confession and communion for making a supreme attempt, and inducing him to sever relations whicli she considered as yet incompletely guilty, but full of danger. It could not enter into her head as a fervent Christian that her son would fail in his paschal duty. Thus she felt no doubt with respect to his reply as she asked him at a time when they were alone together : " On what day will you receive the sacrament this year? " " Mamma," replied Hubert, with evident em- barrassment, " I ask your forgiveness for the sorrow that I am going to cause you. I must, however, confess to you that doubts have come upon me, and that conscientiously I do not think that I can approach the holy table." This reply was the lightning-flash which sud- denly showed Marie Alice the abyss wherein her son had sunk, while she believed him to be merely on the brink. She was not for a moment deceived by Hubert's imaginary pretext. And whence could religious doubts come to him who for months had not read a book? She knew. 120 A CKUEIi ENIGMA. further, her child's simplicity of soul towards the instruction over which she had herself presided. No ; if he would not communicate it was because he would not confess. He had a horror of acknowledging some unacknowledgable fault. And what was this if not that one which had been the evil work of the past six months ? . . . An adulterer ! Her son was an adulterer ! A terrible word, which to her, so loyal and pure and pious, described the most repellant baseness, the ignominy of falsehood mingled with the turpitude of the flesh. In her indignation she found energy to at last open up her whole heart to Hubert. Agitated as she was by religious fears for the salvation of her beloved child, she uttered sen- tences which she would never have believed herself capable of pronouncing, mentioning Madame de Sauve by name, heaping the harshest reproaches upon her, withering her with all the scorn which a woman who is virtuous can harbour for one who is not, invoking the memory of their common past, threatening and beseeching in tiu:ns — in short, throwing aside all calculation. A CEUEL ENIGMA. 121 " You are mistaken, mamma," replied Hubert, ■who had endured this first assault without speaking. " Madame de Sauve is not at all ■what you say ; but as I cannot allow my friends to be insulted in my presence, I warn you that, on the next conversation of the kind that we have together, I shall leave the house." And with this rejoinder, uttered with all the coolness that the feeling of his mother's injustice had left him, he quitted the room vnthout another word. " She has perverted his heart, she has made a, monster of him," said Madame Liam'an to Madame Castel when telling her of this scene, ■which was followed by three weeks of silence between mother and son. The latter appeared at breakfast, kissed his mother's forehead, asked her how she was, sat down to table, and did not ■open his mouth during the entire meal. Most frequently he was not present at dinner. He had confided this grief, as he confided all his ^iefs, to Theresa, who had entreated him to jield. 122 A CEUEL ENIGMA. " Do this," she said, " if it be only for m3. It is cruel to me to think that I am the prompter of an evil action in yom' life." "Noble darling!" the young man had said, covering her hands with kisses, and drowning himself in the look from those eyes which were so sweet to him. But if his love for his mistress had been increased by this generosity, so, too, had his sensibility to the rancour which the expressions used in their painful quarrel had stirred up within him against his mother. The latter, however, had been so shaken by this disagree- ment as to have a recurrence of her nervous malady, which she was able to conceal from him who was its cause. She was almost entirely forbidden to move, which did not prevent her from dragging herself at night to her window, at the cost of grievous suffering. She would open the panes and then the shutters silently, and with the precaution of a criminal, in order to see the illumination of Hubert's casements on his return, and as she gazed at this light A CEUEL ENIGMA. 1 23 filtering in a slender stream, and witnessing to the presence of the son at once so dear and so completely lost, she would feel her anger relax, and despair take possession of her. They were reconciled, thanks to the interven- tion of Madame Castel, who, between these two hostihties, suffered a double martyrdom. From the mother she obtained the promise that Madame de Sauve should never again be spoken of, and from the son apologies for his sulkiness during so many days. A fi-esh period began, in which Marie Ahce sought to keep Hubert at home by some modification in her mode of hfe. Obsti- nately hoping even in despair, as happens when- ever the heart holds too passionate a deske, she told herself that this woman's power over her son must be largely the result of the recreation that he derived from the society sur- rounding her. Was not the home in the Eue Vaneau very monotonous for an idle young man? She now felt that she had been very imprudent in considering Huberii's health too dehcate, and 124 A CRUEL ENIGMA. in being, moreover, too desirous of his presence to give him a profession. She was ingenious enough to tell herself that she ought to enliven their solitude, and, for the first time during her widowhood, she gave some large dinner-parties. 'The doors of the house were thrown open. The ■chandeliers were lighted. The old silver plate, with the De Trans' arms upon it, adorned the table, around which crowded some old people, and some charming young girls as elegant and pretty as the De Trans' cousins were countrified .and awkward. But since Hubert had been in love with Theresa he had, with a sweet exaggeration of fidelity, forbidden himself ever to look at any woman but her. And then it was the month of May. The ■days were warm and bright. 'His mistress and he had ventured upon excursions in some of the woods which surround Paris — at Saint Cloud, at •Chaville, and in the Forest of Marly. Sitting in the dining-room in the Kue Vaneau, Hubert would recall Theresa's smile on offering him a flower, the alternation of sunlight and shadow A CEUEL ENIGMA. 125 from the foliage upon her forehead, the paleness of her complexion among the greenness, a gesture that she had made, the turn of her foot on the grass of a pathway. If he listened to the conversation it was tO' compare the talk of Madame Liauran's guests with the repartees of Madame de Sauve. The first abounded in prejudice, which is the inevitable ransom of all very profound moral life. The second were impregnated with that Parisian wit the sad vacuity of which was no longer apparent to the young man. He assisted, then, at his mother's- dinners with the face of one whose soul was elsewhere. " Ah ! what can I do — what can I do ?" sobbed Madame Liauran ; " everything wearies him of us, and everything amuses him with that woman. "Wait/' replied Madame Castel. "Wait ! It is Wisdom's last word ; but the impassioned soul devours itself grievously in the waiting. As for Marie Alice, whose life was wholly concentrated upon her child, every hour 126 A CEUEL ENIGMA now was turning the knife about in the wound. She found it impossible not to abandon herself ceaselessly to that inquisition into petty details to which the noblest jealousies are victims. She noticed in her son every new trifle such as young men wear, and asked herself whether some memory of his guilty love was not attached to it. Thus he had on his little finger a gold wedding ring which she did not recognise as one of his own. Ah ! what would she have given to know whether there were words and a date engraved on the inside ! Sometimes, when kissing him, she would inhale a scent the name of which she did not know, and which was certainly that used by his mistress. Whenever Madame Liauran encountered the penetrating and voluptuous delicacy of this perfume, it was as though a hand had physically bruised her heart. At last her passion had reached such a pitch, that everything was bound to inflict, and did inflict, a wound. If she as- certained that his eyes looked worn and his complexion pale, she would say to her mother : A CBUEL ENIGMA. 127 " She will kill me." It had always been the custom in this simple- mannered famity that the letters should be given into the hands of Madame Liauran herself, who afterwards distributed them to their several owners. Hubert had not ventured to ask Firmin, the doorkeeper, to break the rule for him. "Would not this have been to admit the servant into the secret of the differences which separated his mother and himself? Now, his mistress and he used to correspond every day, whether they had already met or not, with the prodigality of heart characteristic of lovers who know not how to give enough of themselves to each other. Hubert often succeeded in preventing his mother from seeing these letters by making an agreement as to the exact time that Theresa should despatch her note, and hastening down in time to take the post himself from the doorkeeper's hands. Often, also, the letter would arrive unpunc- tually, and had to come to him through Madame Liauran. The latter was never deceived about 128 A CEUEL ENIGMA. it. She recognised the writing which to her was the most hateful in the world. Often, again, instead of a letter, Theresa would send one of those little blue, quick-travelling missives, and the sense that this paper had been handled by her son's mistress an hour before was intolerable to the poor woman. To save Hubert dis- honourable strategies, and herself such terrible palpitation of the heart, she resolved upon ordering her son's letters to be delivered directly to himself. But then she lost the only tokens she possessed of the reality of the young man's relations with Madame de Sauve, and this was a source of fresh hopes, and consequently of fresh disillusions. In the month of July, Hubert ceased to go out in the evening, and she imagined that they had quarrelled ; then George Liauran, whom she had made a confidant of her anxieties, because she knew that he was acquainted with Theresa, informed her that the latter had left for TrouviUe, and the deception was a blow the more to her. It is the privilege and the scourge of those organisms in which nerves predominate, that A CEUBL ENIGMA. 1 29 griefs, instead of being lulled by habituation, become incessantly more exaggerated and in- flamed. The smallest details comprehend an infinity of sorrow within them, as a drop of water comprehends the infinity of heaven. 130 A CRUEL ENIGMA. CHAPTEK VI. 3f the few persons composing the home circle n the Eue Vaneau, it was George Liauran him- >elf who was most anxious about the sorrow of Marie Alice, because it was to him that she most jompletely betrayed her pain. She understood ihat he was the only one who might some day )e of service to her. At every visit he compared ihe ravages which her one thought had wrought ipon her. Her features were growing thin, her ;heeks hollow, and her complexion livid, while ler hair, hitherto so dark, was whitening in sntire tresses. It sometimes happened that 3-eorge would go out into society at the con- ;lusion of one of these visits, and meet his cousin Hubert, nearly always in the same circle as yiadame de Sauve, elegant, handsome, with )rilliant eyes and happy mouth. A CEUEL ENIGMA. I3I The contrast roused within him strange feel- ings, which were a mixture of good and evil. On "the one hand, indeed, George was very fond of Marie Alice, and with an affection which, during the early days of their youth, had been a very romantic one with them both. On the other, ■"the, to him, indubitable connection between this •charming Hubert and Theresa irritated him with a nervous anger without his well knowing why. He felt towards his cousin that insurmountable ill-will which men of more than forty and less "than fifty years of age profess for the very young men whom they see making their way in society, and, in fact, taking their own places. And then he was one of those who have been hard livers, and who hate love, whether because i}hey have suffered too much from it, or because they feel too much regret for it. This hatred of love was complicated with a complete contempt for women who make slips, and he suspected Theresa ■of having already had two intrigues — one with a young deputy, named Frederick Luzel, and the other with Alfred Fanieres, a celebrated writer. 132 A CEUEL ENIGMA. He was one of those who judge a woman by her lovers, wherein he was wrong, for the reasons which lead a poor creature to surrender herself are most frequently personal, and foreign to the nature and character of him who is the cause of the surrender. Now, the gi-eat frankness of Frederick Luzel's manners was a cover to com- plete brutality ; while Alfred Fanieres was a. rather handsome fellow of refined manners, whose cajolery scarcely concealed the fierce egotism of the skilful artist, with whom every- thing is simply a means for rising, from his abilities as a prose vsrriter to his successes of the alcove. It was upon the germ of corruption deposited by these two characters in Theresa's heart that George secretly relied when imagining a probable termination to Hubert's attachment. He told himself that Madame de Sauve must have acquired habits of pleasure and exigencies of sensation with these two men, whose cynicism and morals were known to him. He calculated that Hubert's purity would some day leave her A CEUEL ENIGMA. 133 unsatisfied, and on that day it was almost inevitable that she should deceive him. " After all," he said to himself, " it vyill give him pain, but it will teach him life." George Liauran, in this respect similar to three-fourths of those of his own age and social standing, was persuaded that a young man ought, as soon as possible, to frame for himself a practical philosophy, that is to say, he should, in accordance with the old misanthropical formulas, have small belief in friendship, look upon most women as rogues, and explain all human actions by interest, avowed or disguised. Worldly pessimism has not much more originality than this. Unfortunately it is nearly always right. Such was the state of mind of Madame Liauran's cousin respecting the sentiments of Hubert and Theresa, when, in October of the .same year, he happened to find himself dining with five others in a private room at the Cafe Anglais. The repast had been refined and well contrived, and the wines exquisite, and coffee havmg been served, and cigars lighted, they were .134 ^ CRUEL ENIGMA. chatting as men do among themselves. The- following is a scrap of dialogue which George overheard between his left-hand neighbour and one of the guests, and that at a time when he- himself had just been talking with his right-hand, neighbour, so that at first the full import of the. words escaped him : "We saw them," said the narrator, "through the telescope, from the upper room in Arthur's, chalet that he uses as a studio, as though thejr had been only three yards distant. She entered,, in fact, as we had heard that she did the day before, and she had scarcely done so when he gave her a kiss — but such a kiss ! . . ." and he smacked his lips as he drained a last drop of liquem' that had remained in his glass. " Who is ' he ' ? " asked George Liam-an. " La Croix-Firmin." " And ' she ' ? " " Madame de Sauve." " By Jove ! " said George to himself, " this is a. strange business ; it was worth while accepting: this fool's invitation." A CRUEL ENIGMA. I35 And with this thought he looked at his host — an exquisite of low degree — who was exulting with joy at entertaining a few clubmen who were quite in the fashion. " We were expecting something better," the other went on to say, " but she insisted on lowering the curtains. How we chaffed Ludovic about his jaded look in the morning ! Nothing else was spoken of for a week between Trouville and Deauville. She suspected it, for she left very quickly. But I will wager a pony that she will be received everywhere this winter as well as before. The tolerance of Society is becom" mg " " Home-like," said the interlocutor, and the talk continued to go round, the cigars to be smoked, the kummel cognac to fill the little glasses, and these moralists to pass judgment upon hfe. The young man who had told the scandalous anecdote about Madame de Sauve in the course of the conversation, was about thirty years old, pale, slight, already used up, and, for the rest, very amiable and one of those whose 136 A CEUEL ENIGMA. name universally attracts the epithet of " good •ellow." In fact he would have blown his brains Dut sooner than not have paid a gambhng debt within the appointed time. He had never decHned m affair of honour, and his friends could rely upon him for a service though difficult, or an idvance of money though considerable. But as to speaking, after drinking, of what one knows about the intrigues of women of the world, where should we be if we tried to forbid om'selves this subject of conversation, as well as hypotheses concerning the secrets of the birth of adulterine children ? Perhaps the very chatterer who had boi'ne eye-witness to the levity of Theresa de Sauve would have shed genuine tears of sorrow if he had known that his speech would have been employed as a weapon against the young woman's happiness. It is an exhaustless 30urce of melancholy for one who mixes with the world without corrupting his heart, to see how cruelties are sometimes effected in it with com- plete security of conscience. But furthermore, would not George Liauran have learnt from A CBUEL ENIGMA. 137 another source all the. details which the indiscre- tion of his table companion had just revealed to him so suddenly and with such unassailable precision ? Truth to tell, he was not astonished by it for a moment. Two or three times, indeed, on his way home, he repeated the words " Poor Hubert ! " to himself, but he secretly felt the mean and - irresistible egotistic titillation which is nine times out of ten produced by the sight of other people's misfortunes. Were not his prognostica- tions verified ? And this, too, was not devoid of a certain charm. Vulgar misanthropy has many such satisfactions, which harden the heart that feels them. When a man despises humanity with an indiscriminating contempt, he ends by feeling satisfaction at its wretchedness, instead of being distressed by it. As for doubt, he did not admit it for a moment, especially when recalling what he knew of Ludovic de la Croix-Firmin. The latter was a species of coxcomb, who might, on reflection, appear to be devoid of any superiority; but he was liked 138 A CRUEL ENIGMA. by women, for those mysterious reasons which we men can no more understand than women can understand the secret of the influence- exercised over us by some of themselves. It is. probable that into these reasons there enters a. good deal of that bestiality which is always- present at the bottom of our personal relations. La Croix-Firmin was twenty-seven years old, the age of the fullest vigour, with light hair bordering- upon red, blue eyes, a clear complexion, and teeth whose whiteness gleamed between a pair of very fresh lips at every smile. When he smiled in this way, with his dimpled chin, his square= nose, and his curly locks, he recalled that type, immortal through the races, of the countenance^ of Faunus, which the ancients made the incar- nation of happy sensuality. To complete that quality of physical charm to which many fancies that he had inspired were due, he had a suppleness of movement peculiar to those in whom the vital force is very complete. He was of medium height, but athletic. Although his ignorance was absolute and his intelligence A CBUBL ENIGMA. 139^ Yery moderate, he possessed the gift which ren- ders a man of his make a dangerous person ; he had, in a rare degree, that tact and perception which reveal the moment when a venture may be made, and when woman, a creature of rapid moods and fleeting emotions, belongs to the- libertine who can divine it. This La Croix-Firmin had had many intrigues,, and, although his birth and his future ought to- have made him a perfect gentleman, he liked to relate them ; these indiscretions, instead of ruining him, served him, so to speak, as advertise- ments. In spite of his light conversation and his conceit, he had not made a single enemy among the women who had compromised them- selves for him ; perhaps because he imaged to- .their memories nothing but happy sensation — " 'tis the material of the best recollections," the cynics say, and, in respect of souls devoid of loftiness, what can be more true ? It was precisely upon La Croix-Firmin's indis- cretion that George relied for mustering some fresh proofs in support of the fact which he had. 140 A CEUBL ENIGMA. learned at the dinner at the Cafe Anglais. Being an old bachelor, he had a gloomy imagina- tion, and could foresee ill-fortune rather than good. He had, consequently, long been accustomed to see clearly through the surface of the social world. He understood the art of going in pursuit of secret truth, and he excelled in com- Inning into a single whole the scattered sayings floating in the atmosphere of Parisian conversa- tion. In this particular case there was no need of so many efforts. It was simply a matter of finding corroboration for a detail indisputable in itself. A few visits to women in society who had spent the season at Trouville, and a single one to Ella Virieux, a woman belonging to the demi- monde, and the recognised mistress of La Croix- Firmin's best comrade, were sufi&cient for the inquiry. It was quite certain that Ludovic had been Madame de Sauve's lover, and that the fact was not only one of public notoriety, but had been established by his own avowal at the seaside. A hasty departure had alone preserved A CRUEL ENIGMA. I41 Theresa from an inevitable affront, and now that Parisian life was beginning again, ten new scandals were causing this summer scandal, destined to become dubious like so many others, to be already forgotten. George Liauran perceived in it a sure means of at last breaking the connection between Hubert and Theresa. It was sufficient for this purpose to warn Marie Alice. He felt, indeed, a moment's hesitation, for after all he was med- dling with a story which did not at all concern him; but the unacknowledged hatred towards the two lovers which was hidden at the bottom of his heart carried him over this delicate scrupulousness, as well as the real desire to free a woman whom he loved from mortal distress. On the very evening of the day of his conver- sation with Ella Virieux, who, without attaching any further importance to the matter, had reported to him the secrets which Ludovic had confided to her lover, he was at the Eue Vaneau and relating to Madame Liauran, who was reclining beside 142 A CEUEL ENIGMA. Madame Castel's easy chair, the unlooked-for news which was at a stroke to change the aspect -of the strife between mother and mistress. "Ah ! the wretch ! " cried the poor woman, half-dead from her lengthened anguish, " she was not even capable of loving him " She uttered these words in a deep tone, wherein were condensed all the ideas which she had formed so long before about her son's mistress. She had thought so much about what the nature of this guilty creature's passion could possibly be to render it more potent over Hubert's heart than her ovra. love, which, for all that, she knew to be infinite ! Shaking her whitened head, so wearied with musing, she went on : " And it is for such a woman as this that he has tortured us ! Ah ! mamma, when he com- pares what he has sacrificed vnth what he has preferred, he will not understand his own -behaviour." Then, holding out her hand to George : " Thank you, cousin," she said. " You have A CEUEL ENIGMA. 1 43 saved me. If this horrible intrigue had lasted, I should have died." " Alas, my poor daughter," said Madame €astel, stroking her hair, •" do not feed upon vain hopes. If Hubert has ever loved you he loves jou still. Nothing is changed. There is only ■one evil action the more committed by this woman, and she must be accustomed to it.'' " Then you think that he will not know of all "this ? " said Marie Alice, raising herself. " But I should be the basest of the base if I were not to •open this unhappy child's eyes.- So long as I helieved that she loved him, I was able to keep silence. Guilty as such love might be, it never- theless had passion ; it was something sincere after all, something erring, yet exalted — but now, what name can you give such abominations?" " Be prudent, cousin," said George Liauran, somewhat disquieted by the anger with which these last words had been uttered ; " remember that we are not in a position to give poor Hubert such palpable and undeniable proofs as would baffle all discussion." 144 A CEUEL ENIGMA. " But what further proof do you want," she broke in, " than the assertion of a spectator ?" " Pooh ! " said George ; "for those who are in love " " You do not know my son," returned the mother, proudly. " There is no such compliance in him. I only want a promise from you before taking action. You will relate to him what you have told to us, and as you have told it to us, if he asks you." "Certainly," said George, after a pause; "I will tell him what I know, and he will draw what conclusions he pleases." " And what if he were to pick a quarrel with this Monsiem- de la Croix-Firmin ? " asked Madame Castel. " He could not," rejoined the mother, whose hopeful over-excitement rendered her at that moment as keen-sighted respecting the laws of society as George himself could have been ; " our Hubert is too honourable a man to allow a woman's name to be talked about through him, even though it were hers." A CBUEL ENIGMA. 1 45 Yes, poor Hubert ! Hour by hour there was "thus drawing closer to him that destiny which the sound of the sea, as heard in the night, would have symbolised to him during his divine waking •at Folkestone had he possessed more knowledge of life. It was drawing closer, this destiny, taking for its instrument alternately George Liauran's malevolent indifference and Marie Alice's blind jassion. The last-named, at least, believed that she was working for her son's happiness, not Tjnderstanding that, when in love, it is better to be deceived even a great deal than to suspect the fact a little. And yet, notwithstanding what she had said in her conversation with her cousin, she did not feel ■equal to speaking herself to her son. She was incapable of enduring the first outbreak of his .grief. Assuredly the proofs given by George appeared to her impossible of refutation, and again, in her conscience as a pious mother, she ■considered that it was her absolute duty to snatch her son from the monster who was corrupt- ing him. But how could she receive the ic 146 A CBUEL ENIGMA. counter-stroke of rebellion which would follow the revelation? / Nevertheless, she hoped that he would return to her in his moments of despair. She would open her arms to him, and all this nightmare of misunderstandings would vanish in effusiveness — as of old. Involuntarily, through a mirage familiar to all mothers as to all fathers, she took no acctu'ate account of the change of soul which possibly had been wrought in her son. She still saw in him the child that once she had known, coming to her with his smallest troubles. Through the false logic of her tenderness it seemed to her that, the obstacle which had separated them once removed, they would find themselves again face to face and the same as before. Her first thought was to send him immediately to see George ; then, with her dehcate woman's sense, she reflected that this would involve an inevitable wounding of his pride. Once more, therefore, she had recourse to General Scilly's old friendship, requesting him to tell the young man all. A CRUEL ENIGMA. 1 47 "You are giving me a terribly difficult com- mission," he replied, when she had explained everything to him. " I will obey you if you require it. I have gone through it myself," he added, "and under almost similar conditions. A quean is a quean, and they are all like one another. But the first man who had hinted as much to me would have spent a bad quarter of an hour. Besides, they had not to speak to me about it, for I learnt it all myself." " And what did you do ? " asked Marie Alice. " What a man does when he has a leg broken by the bursting of a shell," said the old soldier ; "I amputated my heart bravely. It was hard, but I cut clean." " You can quite see that my son must learn all," replied the mother, in a tone at once of triumph and of pity. 148 A CEUEL ENIGMA. CHAPTEE VII. ■It was after lunching with one of Madame de Sauve's friends, and tasting the dehcious pleasure of seeing his mistress come in with the coffee, that Hubert Liauran betook himself to the Quai d'Orleans, where a line from the General had asked him to be at about three o'clock. The young man had fancied, on receiving his god- father's note, that it had to do with the arrears of his debt. He knew that the Count was fasti- dious, and be had allowed two months to pass away without clearing off the promised amount. The conversation accordingly began with some words of excuse, which he stammered out imme- diatel}^ on entering the apartment on the ground floor. He had not revisited it since the eve of his departure for Folkestone, and he experienced in thought all his former sensations on finding the A CBUEL ENIGMA. I49 ,spect of the room exactly sucli as he had left it. Che notes on the re-organisation of the army till covered the table ; the bust of Marshal Sugeaud adorned the mantel-piece ; and the 3-eneral, attired in a pelisse-shaped dressing- acket, was methodically smoking his briarwood )ipe. To the first words uttered by -his godson le merely replied : " That is not the question, my dear fellow," in I voice that was at once grave and sad. By the mere intonation Hubert understood ;oo well that a scene was preparing of capital mportance to himself. If it is puerile to believe n presentiments in the sense in which the crowd ;ake the term, no creature gifted with refinement 3an deny that the slightest of details are sufficient io invoke an accurate perception of approaching langer. The General was silent, and Hubert 30uld see the name of Madame de Sauve in his 3yes and on his lips, although it had never been ittered between his godfather and himself. He waited, therefore, for the resumption of the con- versation with that passionate beating of the 150 A CBUEL ENIGMA. heart which makes impatience an almost in- tolerable torture to highly-strung natures. ScilJy, whose whole sentimental experience since his youth was summed up in a single de- ception in love, now felt himself seized with great pity for the blow that he was about to inflict upon a youth so dear to himself, and the phrases which he had been putting together during the whole of that morning appeared to him to be devoid of common sense. Neverthe- less, it was necessary to speak. At times of supreme uncertainty it is the characteristic im- pressed upon us by our callings in life which usually manifests itself and guides our action. Scilly was a soldier, brave and exact. He was bound to go, and he did go, straight to the point. " My boy," he said, with a certain solemnity, "you must first know that I am acquainted with your life. You are the lover of a married woman, who is called Madame de Sauve. Do not deny it. Honour forbids you to tell me the truth. But the essential point is to take immediate precautions." A CRUEL ENIGMA. I51 P " Why do you speak to me of this," replied the young man, rising and taking up his hat, ^' when you acknowledge that honour commands me not even to listen to you ? Look here, god- father, if you have brought me here to broach this subject, let us have no more of it. I prefer to bid you good-bye before quarrelling with you." " But it was not to question you nor to lecture you that I asked for this interview," replied the Count, taking the hand which Hubert had stiffly held out to him. "It was to tell you a very grave fact, and one of which you must, yes, must be informed. Madame de Sauve has another lover, Hubert, who is not yom'self." " Godfather," said the young man, disengaging his fingers from those of the old General, and growing pale with sudden anger, " I do not know why you wish me to cease to respect you. It is infamous to say of a woman what you have jus said of her." " If you were not concerned," replied the Count, rising, and the sad gravity of his counten- ance contrasted strangely with the wild looks of 152 A CRUEL ENIGMA. his godson, " you know very well that I would not speak to you of Madame de Sauve or of any other woman. But I love you as I should love- a son of my own, and I tell you what I would tell him. You have misplaced your love ; the woman has another lover ! " "Who? When? Where? AVhat are your proofs?" replied Hubert, exasperated heyond all bounds by the insistence and coolness of the General ; "tell me, tell me " "When? — this summer. Who? — a Monsieur de La Croix-Firmiu. Where ? — at Trouville. But it is the talk of all the drawing-rooms," con- tinued Scilly; and, without naming George, he related the indisputable details which the latter had confided to Madame Liauran, from the state- ment of the eye-witness to the indiscreet utter- ances of La Croix-Firmin. The young man listened without interruption, but to one who knew him the expression of his face was terrible. Anger that was blended of grief and indignation made him grow pale to the lips. "And who told you this story?" he asked. A CEUEL ENIGMA. 1 53 "How does that concern you?" said the General, who understood that to indicate the real author of the whole statement to Hubert just at first would be to expose George to a scene which might have a tragical issue. "Yes, how does that concern you since you are not Madame de Sauve's lover?" "I am her friend," rejoined .Hubert; "and I have the right to protect her, as I would protect you, against odious calumnies. Moreover," he added, looking fixedly at his godfather, "if you refuse to^ answer my question, I give you my word of honour that within two days I will find this Monsieur de La Croix-Firmin who indulges in these knavish calumnies, and I will have some- thing to say to him without any woman's name being mentioned." The General, seeing Hubert's state of over- excitement, and not knowing what words to use against a frenzy which he had not foreseen, — for it was based upon the most absolute incredulity, — said to himself that Madame Liauran alone possessed the power to calm her son. 154 ^ CBUBL ENIGMA. " I have told you what I had to tell you," he returned, in a melancholy tone; " if you want to know more, ask your mother." " My mother? " said the young man violently, " I might have suspected as much. Well ! I will go to her." And half-an-hour later he entered the little drawing-room in the Rue Vaneau, where Madame Liauran was at that moment alone. She was waiting, in fact, for her son, but with mortal anguish. She knew that it was the time for his explanation with Scilly, and the issue of it now frightened her. The sight of Hubert's physiog- nomy increased her fears. He was livid, with bistre rings beneath his eyes, and Marie Alice immediately felt the counter-shock of this visible emotion. " I have come from my godfather's, mother," the young man began, "and he has said things to me that I shall not forgive him as long as I live. What pained me still more was that he pretended to have from yom'self the calumnies which he repeated to me concerning one whom you may A CEUEL ENIGMA. 155 not like — but I do not recognise your right to brand her to me, to whom she has always been perfect — " " Do not speak to me in that tone, Hubert," said Madame Liauran, " you hurt me so. It is just as though you were burying a knife in me here." She pointed to her bosom. Ah ! it was not only Hubert's tone, his short, hard tone, that was torturing her ; it was above all, and once again, the evidence of the feeling that bound him to Madame de Sauve. " Of us two," she thought, "he would choose her." The immediate result of her grief was to revive her hatred for the woman who was its cause, and in her impulse of aversion she found strength to continue the conversation. " You have lost the feelings of our home, my child," she said, in a calmer voice; " you do not understand what tenderness binds us to yourself, and what duties it imposes upon us." " Strange duties, if they consist in echoing degrading reports about one whose only offence 13 that she has inspired me with a deep affection." 156 A CEUEL ENIGMA. " No," said Madame Liauran, who was growing excited in her turn ; " it is not a question of re- suming a discussion which has ah-eady set us face to face as though for a duel," and the glances of mother and son crossed at that moment like two sword-blades. " It is a question of this — that you love a creature who is unworthy of you, and that I, your mother, have had you told so and tell you so again." "And I, your son, reply to you — ," and he had the word lie on his lips; then, as though frightened at what he had been going to say — " that you are mistaken, mother. I ask your pardon for speaking to you in this strain," he added, taking her hand and kissing it ; "I am not master of myself." " Listen, my child," said Marie Alice, from whose eyes the unlooked-for kindness of this gesture caused the tears to flow; "I cannot go into all those sad details with you." Here she touched his hair just as in the days when he was a little child. "Goto your cousin George. He will repeat to you all that he has told us. For it A CEUEL ENIGMA. 1 57 was he who, in his anxiety, thought it his duty to warn us. But remember what your mother tells you now. I believe in the double sight of the heart. I should not have hated this woman as I have hated her from the very first, if she had not been bound to prove fatal to you.. Now, good-bye, my child. Kiss me," she added, in broken tones. Did she understand that from that hour her son's kisses would never be to her what they had formerly been? Hubert dashed from the room, leaped into a cab, and gave the driver the address of the club at which he hoped to find George — a small and very aristocratic one in the Eue du Cirque. But while the man, stimulated by the promise of a large tip, was whipping his horse, the unhappy youth was beginning to reflect upon the entirely unexpected blow which had just fallen upon him. The character of the race of action to which he belonged manifested itself in the recovery of his self-possession. From the very first he set aside all notion of calumnious invention on the part of his mother 158 A CRUEL ENIGMA. and godfather. That they both detested Theresa, he knew. That they were capable of venturing a great deal in order to detach him from her, had just been proved to him. Yes, Madame Liauran and the Count might venture upon anything, except falsehood. They believed, therefore, what they had said, and they believed it on the word of George Liauran, who had been hawking about one of the thousand infamous reports of Paris ; but with what purpose ? Hubert's mind did not, at this moment, admit that there was an atom of truth in the story of his mistress's relations with another man. He did not wait to discuss the fact within himself; he thought only of the person from whose lips the tale had come. What motive, then, had prompted his cousin, to whom he was now going in order to demand an explanation? He saw him in imagination with his thin face, •his pointed beard, his short hair, and his shrewd look. The vision raised within him a strangely uncomfortable feeling, which, though he did not suspect it, was the work of Madame de Sauve. A CRUEL ENIGMA. 159 George had never up to the present spoken to Hubert about her in any way that could admit of allusion or banter. But women possess a sure instinct of mistrust, and from the first she had noticed that her love was repugnant to Hubert's cousin. She guessed that he saw only the whim of a blasee woman where she herself saw a religion. A woman for- gives formal slanders sooner than she forgives the tone in which she is spoken of, and she under- stood that the accent of George's voice as he pronounced her name was in absolute disagree- ment with the feelings with which she wished to inspire Hubert. And then, to keep back nothing, she had a past, and George might be acquainted with that past. A shudder passed through her at the mere idea of this. For these diverse reasons she had employed her shrewdest and most secret diplomacy to part the two cousins from each other. This work was now bearing its fruit, and was the means of inspiring Hubert with unconquerable distrust, while the cab was taking him to the club in the Eue du Cirque. l6o A CRUEL ENIGMA. " In what way," he thought, " can I question George ? I cannot say to him : ' I am Madame de Sauve's lover, and you have accused her of having deceived me ; prove it to me.' " The moral impossibility of such a conversation had become a physical one at the moment when the cab stopped in front of the club. "After all," said Hubert to himself, "I am a very child to trouble myself about what Monsieur George Liauran believes or does not believe." He dismissed his cab, and instead of entering the club, walked in the direction of the Champs Elysees. That which constitutes the marvellous essence and the unique charm of love, is that it gathers, as into a bundle, and sets vibrating in unison, the three beings within us, of thought, feeling, and instinct, — the brain, the heart, and all the flesh. But it is also this unison which forms its terrible infirmity. It remains defenceless againt the en- croachment of physical imagination, and this feebleness appears especially in the birth of jealousy. In this way is explained the monstrous A CEUEL ENIGMA. l6l facility with which suspicion rises in the soul of a man that knows himself loved above all others, if any particulars frame, before his mind's eye, a picture wherein he sees his mistress deceiving him. To be sure the lover does not believe in the truth of this picture, yet he is none the more able to forget it entirely, and it gives him pain until a proof comes to render the image absurd at every point. But as there enters a great part of physical life into the formation of the picture, the more material the proof is the more com- plete is the cure. It is exactly what happens to one awaking from a nightmare, when the assault of surrounding sensations comes to dissi- pate the torturing image which has occasioned the hallucination of the sleeper. Certainly, for a year past, during which he had been in love with Theresa de Sauve, Hubert had never, even for a minute, doubted a love of which, through a feeling of delicagy that was a creature of^ prudence, he had never spoken to any one ; and even now, after the accusations formulated against her by Count Scilly and Madame Liauran, l62 A CRUEL ENIGMA. he did not believe her capable of treachery. Nevertheless, these accusations carried a possible reality with them, and while he was going up again again towards the Arc de Triomphe he was pursued by the recollection of the phrases uttered by his godfather and his mother, evoking within him the spectacle of Theresa resigning herself to another man. It was but a flash, and scarcely had this vision of hideousness occurred to Hubert's mind than it induced a reaction. By a violent effort he drove away the image, which vanished for a few minutes and then reappeared, this time accom- panied by a whole train of probative ideas. Hubert suddenly recollected that during the trip to Tourville several of his mistress' letters had been written from day to day in a somewhat changed hand. She seemed to have sat down to her table in great haste to perform her labour of love, as though it were a task to be hurriedly accomplished. Hubert had been pained by this little momentary change, and then he had re- proached himself for a tender susceptibility of heart which was like ingratitude. A CEUEL ENIGMA. 1 63 Yes ; but was it not immediately after this short period of negHgent letters that Theresa had left Trouville, under the pretext that the sea air was doing her no good? Her departure had been decided upon in twenty-four hours. Hubert could agaiii feel the impulse of wondering joy which had been caused him by this sudden return. He had not expected to see his mistress back in Paris before the month of October, and he met her again in the first week of September The joy of that time was transformed by retro- spection into vague anxiety. Had the evident perturbation of the letters written before the departure, and had the departure itself, no connec- tion with the abominable action of which Theresa was. accused ? But it was infamous on his part to admit such ideas, even in imagination. He threw back his head, closed his eyes, knit his forehead, and, mustering all his energy of soul, was enabled to drive the suspicion away once more. He was now in the highest part of the avenue. He felt so tired that he did what was for him an extraordinary action, he looked for a cafe at 164 A CRUEL ENIGMA. ■whicTa he might stop and rest. He noticed a little English tavern, hidden in this corner of fashionable Paris, for the use of coachmen and bookmakers. He went in. Two men, with red faces and of sturdy appearance, who looked as though they must be redolent of the stable, were standing before the counter. The shadow of a closing autumn afternoon was gloomily in- vading this deserted nook. Facing the bar ran an empty bench, and on a long wooden table lay an English newspaper in several sheets, Here Hubert sat down and ordered a glass of port wine, which he drank mechanically and which had the effect of freshly exciting his strained nerves. The vision came back to him a'third time, accompanied by a still greater number of ideas, which automatically grouped themselves into a single body of argument. Theresa had then returned to Paris so speedily, andjhad repaired to one of their clandestine meetings. But why had she had such a violent fit of sobbing in his very arms'? She was often melancholy in her voluptuousness. A CKUEL ENIGMA. I65 The intoxications of love usually ended with her in sad emotion. But how far removed was this frenzy of despair from her habitual, dreamy languor ! Hubert had been almost frightened at it, and then she had answered him : " It was so long since I had tasted your kisses ! They are so sweet to me that they pain me. But it is a dear pain," she had added, drawing him to her heart and cradling him in her arms. Nevertheless her despair had not entirely disappeared on the following day or during the weeks which ensued, and which she had spent in the neighbourhood of Paris at a country house belonging to one of her friends who was acquainted with Hubert. He had gone there to see her and had found her as silent as ever, and at times almost dull. She had returned to Paris in the same condition, and with her face some- what altered ; but he had attributed the change to physical uneasiness. A sudden and new associa- tion of ideas now caused him to say to himself : " What if this were remorse ? Eemorse for what ? Why, for her infamy ! " l66 A CEUEIi ENIGMA. He got up, went out of the cafe, resumed his walk, and shook off this frightful hypothesis. "Fool that I am," he thought, "if she had deceived me it would have been because she did not love me, and what motive would she then have to lie to me? " This objection, which appeared irrefutable to him, drove away the suspicion for a few minutes. Then it came back again as it always does : "But who is this Count de la Croix-Firmin ? Has she ever spoken of him to me ? " he asked himself. He searched anxiously through all his recollec- tions, but could not find that this name had ever been uttered by her. Still, if — • Suddenly in a hidden corner of his memory he perceived the syllables of the already hateful name. He had seen them printed in a newspaper article on the festivities at Trouville. It was certainly in a Boulevard paper, and in a connection in which he hud also remarked his mistress's name. By what chance did this little fact, in itself insigni- ficant, retm'n to torment him at this moment ? A CEUBL ENIGMA. 167 He had a doubt as to his accuracy, and he took a carriage to go to the office of the only paper that he read habitually. He searched through the collec- tion, and laid his hand upon the short paragraph, which he recollected, doubtless, because he had read it several times on Theresa's account. It was the report of a garden party given by a Marchioness de Jussat. Did it merely prove that this Monsieur de la Croix-Firman had been introduced to Madame de Sauve ? '' Ah ! " exclaimed the poor fellow after these murderous reflections, " am I going to become jealous? " This represented an insupportable idea to him, for nothing was more contrary to the innate loyalty of his whole nature, than distrust. Then he remembered the warm tenderness which she had lavished upon him from the first, and as he had ever since followed the sweet practice of opening up his whole heart to her, he said to him- self that he had a sure means of removing this evil vision for ever. He had simply to see Theresa and tell her everything. In the first l6S A CEUEIi ENIGMA. place this would warn her of a calumny which she must immediately put down. Then, he felt that a single word coming from the lips of this woman would immediately dissipate every shadow of anxiety in his mind. He entered a post-office and scrawled on the blue paper of a little pneu- matic despatch : " Tuesday, five o'clock. — The lover is sad, and cannot do without his mistress. Wicked persons have been maligning her to him. Who should hear all this, if not the dear confidante of every sorrow and every joy ? Can she come to-morrow, she knows where, at ten o'clock in the morning ? Let her do so, and she shall be loved still more, if that be possible, by her H.L., — which denotes this closing afternoon: Horrible lassitude." It was in this strain of tender childishness that he wrote to her, with the fondness of language wherein passion often dissembles its native violence. He slipped the slender despatch into the box, and was astonished to find himself feel- ing almost placid again. He had acted, and the presence of the real had driven the vision away. A CEUEL ENIGMA. 1 69 CHAPTEE VIII. At the moment when Theresa de Sauve re- ceived Hubert's despatch she was preparing to dress for dining out. She immediately counter- raanded her carriage, and wrote a hasty Hne, pleading headache as an excuse for absence. She had been seized with trembling and an icy sweat on reading the simple phrases of the blue note. She gave orders that she was not at home, and cowered down in a low chair before her bed- room fire^, with her head in her hands. Since her return from Trouville she had been living in continued agony, and what she had been dreading like death was come. Her darling, whom she had left so perfectly tranquil and cheerful at two o'clock, could not have fallen into -the state of mind which she could feel through the graceful childishness of his note, if some catastrophe had not happened. "What catastro- phe ? Theresa guessed it too well. J 70 A CBUEL ENIGMA. George Liauran had been told the truth. During the unhappy woman's stay at the seaside "there had been enacted in her life one of those ■secret dreams of infidelity which frequently occur in the lives of women who have once deviated from the straight path. But our actions, however guilty they may be, do not always give the measure of our souls. Madame de Sauve's natm'e comprised very lofty portions by the side of very low ones, a,nd was a singular mixture of corruption and nobility. She might, indeed, commit abominable faults, but to forgive them in herself, after the happy custom of most women of the same descrip- tion, that she could not do, and now less than ■ever after what her passion for Hubert had been to her life for several months. Ah ! her life ! her life ! It was this that Theresa de Sauve saw in the flickering flames in the fireplace that autumn evening, with her heart racked with apprehension. The whole weight of her former errors, her criminal errors, was now falling upon her heart, and she remem- bered her state of dull agony when she had met A CBUEL ENIGMA. I7I Hubert. Theresa de Sauve had been endowed by nature with those dispositions which are most fatal to a woman in modern society, unless she marries under rare conditions, or unless maternity saves her from herself by breaking the energies of her physical, and engrossing the fervour of her moral, vitality. She had a romantic heart, while her. temperament made her a creature of passion, that is to say, she fostered both dreams of feeling and unconquerable appetites for sensation. When persons of this kind meet on the thres- hold of their lives, with a man who satisfies the twofold needs of their nature, there are between them and this man such mysterious festivities of love as poets conceive but never embrace. Where their destiny wills that they shall be delivered, as Theresa had been to her husband, to a man who treats them from the very first like courtesans, who initiates them in deed and thought into the whole science of pleasure, but who has not sufficient poetry to satisfy the other half of their souls, such women necessarily be- come curiosos, capable of falling into the worst 1/2 A CRUEL ENIGMA. experiences, and then their sterility even be- comes a happiness, for they at least do not transmit that flame of sentimental and sensual life which they have commonly inherited from a mother's error. It was, in fact, from her mother, who, cold though she was, had been led by weariness and abandonment into guilty misconduct, that Theresa derived her dreamy imagination, while there flowed in her veins the burning blood of her true father, the handsome Count Branciforte. Further, this child of license and infatuation had been brought up without religious principles or bridle of any kind, by Adolphe Lussac, a most immoral man, who was amused by the little girl's vivacity, and had early made her a guest at many dinners, where she heard all that she ought not to have beard, and guessed all that she ought not to have known. Who can calculate the amount of influence over the falls of a woman of twenty-five that is attributable to the conversations listened to or overheard by the young girl in short frocks ? A CEUEL ENIGMA. 1 73 "Nevertheless, Theresa, who had married when very young, had had only two intrigues up to the time of her chance meeting with Hubert, and these two amours had caused her such disgust that she had sworn that she would never again fall into the folly of taking a lover. The good resolutions of a woman who has fallen, and who has suffered for her fault, are like the firm intentions of a gambler who has lost two thousand pounds, or a drunkard who has told his secrets during his intoxication. The deep-lying causes which have produced the first adultery continue to subsist after the fault has given the guilty one cruelly to taste of every bitterness. The woman who takes a lover is not so much attached to this lover as she is to love, and she continues to be still attached to love when the chosen lover has deceived her, until disillusion after disillusion brings her to love pleasure without love, and sometimes pleasure of the most degrading nature. Theresa de Sauve could never descend so far as this, because a sentiment of the ideal persisted within her, too feeble to 174 A. CEUEL ENIGMA. counterbalance the fever of the senses, but strong enough to illumine in her own eyes the abyss of her weaknesses. This taciturn woman, through whom there passed at times the tremors of almost brutal desire, was no epicurean, no light and cheerful courtesan of the world. Conceived amid her mother's remorse, Theresa had a tragic soul. She was capable of depravity, but incapable of that amused forgetfulness which plucks the fleeting hour, and cannot, without effort, recall the first lover's name among all the rest. Ko ; this first lover, this Frederick Suzel, whom George Liauran had justly sus- pected, could never be thought of by her with- out causing her thorough nausea by the recollec- tion of the sad motives of her surrender to him. He was a man gay even to buffoonery, and witty even to cynicism, with that sort of wit which is current between the Opera House, Tortoni, and the Cafe Anglais. When paying his addresses to Theresa, he had the good sense not to lose himself in the tricks of fashionable flirtations as did his numerous rivals A CBUEL ENIGMA. 175; troop of beasts of prey on the scent of a. m. AVith great skilfulness of language and jrtain penetration of vice, he had frankly •ed to arrange with her a kind of partnership pleasure which should be secret, sure, and I no future, and the unfortunate woman had pted his proposal. "Why ? Because she was ,dfully dull ; because she was carrying off el from one of her friends ; because she was :dy for new sensations, and this person, with dishonouring talk, had about him a sort of Qge prestige of libertinism. Of this connec- , in which Frederick had at least been iful to his promise in not seeking to prolong 'heresa had soon been deeply ashamed, and had escaped from it as from the galleys. :ter a year spent in enduring her remorse, in feeling herself sullied by all the know- 3 of evil that her intimacy with this man revealed to her, she had thought to find faction for the needs of her heart in the on of Alfred Fanieres, one of the most le novelists of the day. Did not all the 176 A CRUEL ENIGMA. books of this charming narrator, from his first and only volume of poetry to his last collection of tales, reveal the most minute and tender understanding of the gentle feminine mind ? In this second connection, begun with the most intoxicating hope — -that, namely, of consoling all the deceptions of an admired artist — Theresa had soon struck upon the implacable barrenness of the inmost nature of the worn-out literary man, in whom there is an absolute divorce between feeling and written expression. Though undeceived, she nevertheless persisted in remaining this man's mistress, from that reason which causes a woman's second love affair to be the longest of all in coming to a conclu- sion. She will admit that the first has been a mistake ; but the mistake of her marriage and the mistake of her first amour make two ; at the third error she acknowledges that the fault in her conduct is due to herself, and not to the circumstances of her life, and this is a cruel confession for secret pride. Then the writer's egotism had manifested itself so harshly, A CEUBL ENIGMA. 1 77 when he had believed himself sure of her, that the revolt had been too strong, and Theresa had broken with him. It was during the period of hard distress subsequent to this rupture that she had met Hubert Liauran. From the corner of her solitary hearth, beside which she watched per- sistently, she could see so v.ery clearly what the discovery of this tender child's heart had been to her. In an existence which had com- prised nothing but wounding or disgrace — had not her keenest sorrows been dis- honoured beforehand by their cause? — with what delighted emotion had she measured the purity of this young man's heart ? What anxiety had she felt, and what a dread of not pleasing him ! What a dread, too, knowing that she had pleased him, of being ruined in his thoughts ! How she had trembled lest one of the cruel talkers of society should reveal her past to Hubert ! How had she employed all her woman's art to make this love an adorable poem, wherein should be lacking nothing that might enchant a M 17S A CEUEL ENIGMA. soul innocent and new to life ! How had she enjoyed his reverence, and how had she allowed it to be prolonged ! Ah ! when she thought now of those two days at Folkestone she could scarcely believe that they had been real, and that she had had the courage to survive them. She remembered that she had gone with Hubert to the terminus in spite of every consideration of prudence ; she had seen him disappear in the direction of London, leaning out of the carriage window to watch her the longer ; she had re-entered the rooms which they had both occupied, before herself taking train for Dover, and there she had spent two hours in the grievous loneliness of a soul overwhelmed with simultaneous despair and felicity. Her soul bent beneath its weight of recollec- tions like a flower overladen with dew. She had there known a complete union between her two natures — an almost passionate vibration of her entire being. She had half forgiven herself the past, excusing herself by saying mentally to Hubert the words which so many women have A CKUEL ENIGMA, 1 79 said aloud to men jealous of those bygone days which belonged to others : "I did not know you!" On their subsequent return to Paris, how care- fully and piously had she set herself, during the spring and summer, to hve in such a way as not to lose his affection for a single minute ! She had resumed all the modesty admitted by love that is complete, but is ennobled by the soul. She trembled constantly lest her caresses should be a cause of corruption to this being, so young both in heart and in body, whom she wished to intoxicate without defiling. Although she was enamoured to distraction, she had desired the meetings in the little abode in the Avenue Friedland to be far between, lest she should not long enough preserve in his eyes her charm of divine novelty. They had not been very numerous — she might have counted them, tasting in thought the distinct sweetness of each — those afternoons when, with all the shutters closed, and with no light, she had again found the delights of the Folkestone time, sunk in her lover's arms. l8o A CEUEIi ENIGMA. and dead to everything but the present moment and its intoxication. She had gone so far in her idolatry of Hubert as to worship Madame Liauran, although she well knew that she was hated by her. She wor- shipped her for haviiig brought up this son in such an atmosphere of pure and shrinking sensi- bility. She worshipped her for having kept him for her during the years of adolescence and youth, so delicate, so graceful, so tender, so much her own, so absolutely her own in the past, the present, and the future. For there was loftiness, almost folly, in her pride. She would say to him : " Yours is beginning and mine is ending. Yes, child, at twenty-six a woman is almost at the end of her youth, and you have so many years before you ! But never, never will you be loved as I love you, and never will you forget me, never, never." And at other times : " You will marry," she would say ; " she lives, she breathes, and yet she is not known to me, she who is to take you from me, and who will sleep every night upon your A CBUEL ENIGMA. l8l heart as I did at Folkestone. Ah ! must it indeed be that I have met you so late, and that I cannot bind you to my kisses." And she would encircle his neck with the loosened tresses of her long, black hair. Since she had belonged to him she had again acquired the habit which she had had as a young girl, of dressing her own hair, so that he might handle her beautiful locks. Then when she had dressed them again quite alone, and was attired and veiled, she would come back to him, not wishing to bid him good-bye anywhere but in the room where they had loved each other, and she would understand 'from the throbbings of Hubert's heart that no sensation told so much upon him as this good-bye kiss which she gave him with nearly cold lips. She would depart a prey to a nameless sadness, but one at least of which she told her lover. For she did not tell him of every sadness. She was married, and although she had at all times had a room of her own, she was sometimes obliged to receive her husband in it. Alas ! it 1 82 A CEXJBL ENIGMA. was all the more necessary because she had a lover. It was a sinister expiation of her passion, and one which she justified on her part by telling herself that she owed as much to Hubert. If she ever became a mother could she fly with him and take from him his whole life ? and the pitiless necessity of baleful lies and degrading partitions would thus come to torture her at the height of her happiness; She acquitted herself, nevertheless, since it was for him, her darling, that she lied. Yes, but what monstrous enigma suddenly reared itself before her? Oh, the cruel, cruel enigma ! With this divine love in her heart, how had she been able to do what she had done? For it had been, indeed, herself, and none other — she, with those feet of hers which now were feeling icy cold, with those hands which now were pressing her fever- ishly-throbbing brow — she, in short, with her ^^■hole physical being, who had left for Trouville at the end of the month of July— she, Theresa de Sauve, who had installed herself for the season A CRUEL ENIGMA. 183 in a villa on ^he hill. Yes, it had been herself. And yet no ! It was not possible that Hubert's mistress had done this. What — this? Oh, cruel, cruel enigma ! From what depths of the memory of her senses had there issued those strange impulses, those secret, lustful temptations which had com- menced to assail her ? But have the senses really a memory? Can it be that the guilty fevers will not depart for ever from the blood which they have fired in evil hours ? Once settled in her villa, she had met again with old friends who had been"greatly neglected since the beginning of her connection with Hubert. With these women and their admirers — their ■" fancy men," as a lady said who mixed in their ■" set " — she had formed several very cheerful and innocent country parties, and here she was, day by day, beginning, not to love Hubert less, but to live somewhat apart from her love, and to take pleasure anew in habits of masculine familiarities which she had forbidden to herself for a year past. She was so idle in her villa 184 A CRUEL ENIGMA. witli no indoor occupation — ^not even reading. For she had never Hked books much, and her connection with Alfred Fanieres had disgusted her for ever with the falsity of fine phrases. When she had vsrritten lengthily to Hubert, and then briefly to her husband — who, more- over, came to see her every week — it was necessary to beguile the tedious hours ; and at times fitful thoughts came to her which she dared not acknowledge to herself. Hanker- ings after sensations arose within her, and astonished her. She knew by hearsay that almost all men, however tender they may be, and however dearly loved their mistresses, cannot remain long away from the latter without experiencing irresistible temptations to deceive her with the first girl that they meet. But this was true of men, and not of women. Why, then, did she find herself a prey to this inexplicable agitation, to this thirst for sensual intoxications, of which she had believed herself for ever cm-ed by the influence of her ennobling, her ideal love? A CEUEL ENIGMA. 1 85 3 depraved creature that she had formerly n awoke by degrees. At night, in her sleep,, was haunted by visions of her past. In 1 had she striven, and in vain had she 3ed her secret perversion, 'hen she had allowed herself to hsten to th& resses of the young Count de la Croix-Firmin> i remembered with horror the kind of nervous- lination which this man's presence, his smile, his eyes had exerted upon her. Then — would fain have died at the recollection of ; — one afternoon, when he had come up to- her, and there was a torrid heat, such as- £es the will feel itself drooping, he had a venturesome, and she had given herself to- I, faintly at first, and then impetuously and lly. For three days she had been his. tress^a prey to the wildness of physical 3ion — ^banishing, ever banishing, the recollec- . of Hubert, feeling herself rolling into a ' of infamy, and flinging herself still further it, until the day when she had awakened a this sensual frenzy as from a dream.. 1 86 A CEUEL ENIGMA. She had opened her eyes, measured her shame, and, like a wounded and dying creature, had ■fled from the accursed spot and from her detested accompHce to return — to what ? — and to whom ? A melancholy and heart-breaking return to what had been the restoration of her entire life, to what she had blasted for ever ! She had returned to the room of those sweet hours, and she had found Hubert, her Hubert— but could she still call him so ?^more tender, more loving, and more loved than before. Alas ! alas ! had her inexpiable deceit rendered her for ever powerless to taste that of which she was no longer worthy ? In the young man's arms, and on his heart, she had remembered the other, and the ecstacy of former times, the delicious and unspeakable swooning in the excess of feehng, had fled from her. It was then that Hubert had seen her sobbing despairingly, and an immense sadness had come upon her, a death-like torpor, crossed by a cruel anxiety lest some indiscreet speech should reach her lover and awake his suspicions. Her own A CBUEL ENIGMA. 1 87 utation she heeded but little ; she was well ire that after acting as she did with La Croix- min, she could count on little but contempt [ hatred from him. She also knew what the lOur of those men who make it their profession have women is worth. What tortured her, vevex, was not a fear lest he might compro- le her personal security by speaking. After all, at had she, childless, and rich with an inde- dent fortune, to dread from her husband ? Jut a look of distrust in Hubert's eyes was it she felt to be beyond her powers of endu- 36. Perhaps, nevertheless, it might be better ; he should know the frightful truth ? He lid drive her from him like an unfortunate ; at times anything seemed preferable to the nent of having such remorse at her heart, and j^ing ceaselessly to so noble a fellow. She had in set herself to love him with desperate zy, and, as her revolt against the baser part ler nature hurried her to an extreme in the 3r or romantic direction, a mad desire came n her to tell him everything, that at least the 1 88 A CEUEL ENIGMA. voluntary humiliation of her confession might be, as it were, a ransom for her infamy. And yet, although silence was a very lie, this lie she had still the strength to sustain ; but, as for- an actual lie, she suffered too much to have the shameful energy for it, if ever he questioned her. And this questioning she was now about to face ; she could read it between the lines of the despatch. Ah ! what was she now to do, if she had guessed aright ? She had drunk as much of the gall of shame as she could bear. Would she have heart enough still to drink this, the bitterest drop, and once more betray her only love by a fresh deception? If she were frank Hubert must at least esteem her for her frankness, and if she were not how could she endure her- self? Yes, but to speak was the death of her happiness. Alas ! had not this been dead ever since her return? Would she ever recover what she had once felt ? What was the use of disputing with fate for this mutilated, sullied remnant of a divine dream ? And all that night she was bowed beneath A CKUEL ENIGMA. 1 89 -the agony of these thoughts, a poor creature horn for all the nohihty of a single and faithful love, who had caught a ghmpse of her dream and had possessed it, to be then dispossessed of it by the fault of a nature hidden within her, but "which, nevertheless, was not her entire self. igo A CRUEL ENIGMA. CHAPTEE IX. In the cab which brought her to the Avenue Friedland on the day following this night of agony, Theresa de Sauve took none of the pre- cautions that were habitual with her, such as changing vehicles on the way, tying a double veil across her face, or peeping at the street corners through the little pane of glass behind, to see whether anything of a suspicious nature was accompanying her clandestine drive. All these timorous secrecies of forbidden love used formerly to please her delightfully on Hubert's account. "Was not the continuance of their intrigue secured by securing its mysteriousness ? There was little question of that now. In her . ungloved hand she held a little gold key hanging to the chain of a bracelet — a pretty trinket of tenderness which her lover had had contrived for her. This key, which never left her wrist. A OEUEL ENIGMA. igi ed to open the door of the ground floor lent ilmmanuel Deroy, the worshipped refuge of 'ew days during which she had really lived her -a dream-oasis to which the unhappy woman now going as to a cemetery, bere was likely to be a storm in the course of day, for the atmosphere of the autumn morn- vas heavy, and completely charged with a sort ectric torpor, the influence of which irritated further her weak, womanish nerves. She did tell the cabman, as she always used to do, rive into the entry, — for the house had two i, and the large open gateway allowed her 3 brought in the cab to the very door of the tments without being seen by the porter, se discretion was, moreover, guaranteed by profits resulting from the amom- of his nt's friend. She had fastened her eyes the le way upon the slightest details in the its successively passed through ; she knew 1 well, frorii the signs of the shops to the of the houses, because these images were ciated with the happiest memories of her too :92 A CRUEL ENIGMA, hort romance. She uttered to them in thought he same mournful farewell as to her happiness. A prey, too, to the hallucinations of terror, she ould no longer distinguish the possible from the eal, and she no longer doubted that Hubert knew ,11. She read again the note which she had eceived the day before, and every word of which, her who knew the young man's character so fell, betrayed profound anguish. Whence had his anguish come if not from an. event relating 3 their love ? And from what event if not from revelation of the horrible deception, the infamous ct committed by her, yes, by herself? Ah ! if here were somewhere a lustral water to cleanse he blood, and with it the recollection of all evil 3vers ! But, no ; it continues to course in our eins, this blood, laden with the most shameful ins. There is no interruption between the beat- ig of our pulse in the hour of our remorse and ;s beating in the hour of our fault. And Theresa ould again feel pressing upon her face the kisses f the man with whom she had betrayed Hubert. et she had paid back these frightful kisses. A CBUEL ENIGMA. 1 93 A.I1 ! if lie questions me, how could I find igth to lie to him, and what would be the ) " bese words had terminated all her medita- 3 since the day before, and she uttered them erself again when she found herself in front of door within which there was doubtless going to macted one of the, to her, most tragical scenes he drama of her life. Her fingers trembled hat she h£||d some trouble in slipping the little I key into the lock — the key which had been m to be handled with other feelings ! She w, beyond doubt, that at the mere sounding ,his key turning on the bolt Hubert would be re behind the door awaiting her. [e was there, in fact, and received her in his LS. He felt her lips to be perfectly cold. He vsd at her, as he did on each occasion, after 3sing her to him. It seemed as though he hed to persuade himself of the truth of her sence. This first kiss always gave Theresa a sm at the heart, and it needed all her dread of pleasing her lover to make her release herself 194 A CEUEL ENIGMA. from his arms. Even at this moment, and in spite of all the tortures of the night before, she thrilled to the very depths of her being, and she was seized w^ith something like a mad desire to intoxicate Hubert with so many endearments ' that they should both forget — he, what he had to ask, and she, what she had to reply. It was but a quiver, nevertheless, and it died away on simply hearing the young man's voice questioning her with anxiety. "You are ill?" he said. Seeing her quite pale, the tender-hearted fellow reproached himself for having brought her there that morning, and, at the sight of her evident suffering, he had already forgotten the motive of their meeting. Moreover, his confidence as to the result of the conversation was such that he had had no renewal of his suspicions since the day before. " You are ill?" he repeated, drawing her into the next room and making her sit down on a divan. As Emmanuel Deroy had been attached to the A OEUEL ENIGMA. I95 . embassy at Constantinople before going to Lon- don, bis apartments were adorned tbrougbout witb Oriental materials, and tbis large divan, bung witb drapery, and placed just opposite tbe door of a little garden, was particularly dear to Hubert and Tberesa. Tbey bad cbatted so mucb among tbese cusbions, witb~ tbeir beads resting unitedly upon tbem, at tbose moments of in- timacy wbicb follow upon tbe intoxications of love, and wbicb, by bim at least, were preferred to tbem; for, altbougb be loved Tberesa to tbe point of sacrificing everytbing for ber, be bad^ nevertbeless, at tbe bottom of bis conscience, remained a Catbolic, and a dim remorse mingled its secret bitterness witb tbe sweetness tbat was given bim. by tbe kisses. He used to tbink of bis own fault, and especially of tbe sin wbicb be caused Tberesa to commit ; for in tbe simplicity of bis beart be imagined tbat be bad seduced ber. Sbe sank ratber tban sat down on the deep divan, and be began to take off ber veil, bonnet, and mantle. Sbe allowed bim to do so, smiling at bim tbe wbile witb infinite tenderness. After 196 A CRUEL ENIGMA. her hours of torturing sleeplessness, there was to her something at once very bitter and very affecting in the impress of the young man's coaxing. She found him so affectionate, so delicately intimate, so like himself, that she thought that she had without doubt been mistaken as to the meaning of the note, and, to rid herself immediately of uncertainty, she said, in reply to his question about her health : " No, I am not ill ; but the tone of your note was so strange that it has made me uneasy." "My note?" rejoined Hubert, pressing her cold hands, in order to warm them. " Ah ! it was not worth while. Look here, I dare not now acknowledge to you why I wrote it." "Acknowledge it all the same," she said, with an already anguish-stricken insistence, for Hubert's embarrassment had just brought back to her the anxiety which had caused her so much suffering. " People are so strange ! " replied the young man, shaking his head. " There are times when in spite of themselves they doubt what they A CRUEL ENIGMA. 197 V hist. But first you must forgive me L-ehand." Forgive you, my angel ! " she said. " Ah ! fe you too well ! Forgive you !" she repeated ; these syllables, which she heard her own 3 uttering, echoed in an almost intolerable ion through her conscience. How willingly, ed, would she have had reason to forgive jad of to be forgiven. " But for what ? " she d, in a lower tone, which revealed the renewal sr inward emotion. For having allowed myself to be disturbed a moment by an infamous calumuj^ which ons who hate our love have repeated to me it your life at Trouville. But what is the ter ? " hese words, and still more the tone of voice in ;h they were uttered, had entered like a blade Theresa's heart. If Hubert had received on her arrival with those words of sus- )n which men know how to devise, and every i of which implies an absence of faith that cipates the proofs, she might, perhaps, have igS A CEUEL ENIGMA. found in her woman's pride sufficient energy to face the suspicion and to deny it. But from the outset of this explanation, the young man's whole attitude had displayed that kind of tender and candid confidence which imposes sincerity upon every soul that possesses any remnant of nobility ; and in spite of her weaknesses, Theresa had not been born for the compromises of adultery, nor, above all, for- the complications of treachery. She was one of those creatures who are capable of great impulses of conscience and sudden returns of generosity, and who, after descending to a certain depth, say : " This is debasement enough," and prefer to destroy themselves altogether rather than sink still lower. Moreover, the remorse of the last few weeks had brought her into that state of suffering sensibility which impels to the most unreasonable acts, provided that these acts bring the suffering to an end. And then the unnerving of the sleepless nights, increased still further by the uneasiness of the stormy day, rendered it as A CRUEL ENIGMA. 1 99 ossible for her to dissemble her emotions as it jr a- panic-stricken soldier to dissemble his At that moment her countenance was ally thrown into confusion by the effect of ,t she had just been listening to, and by the 3ctation of what her unconscious tormentor going to say. or a minute there was a silence that was :e than painful to them both. The young 2, seated on the divan by the side of his tress, was looking at her with drooping lids, his mouth half open and his face death- . The excessiveness of her emotion was so mishingly significant that all the suspicions ch had been raised and banished the day 3re awoke simultaneously in the mind of the th. He suddenly saw abysses before him by lightning-flash of one of those instantaneous litions which sometimes illumine the whole in at times of supreme emotion. ' Theresa ! " he cried, terror-stricken by his own ion and by the sudden horror that was seizing )n him. "No, it is not true ; it is not possible — " 200 A CEUEL ENIGMA. "What ?" she said again; " speak, and I will answer you." The transition from the tender " thou" of their intimacy to this "you," rendered so humble by her subdued accents, completed Hubert's distraction. " No !" he went on, rising and beginning to walk about the room with an abrupt step, the sound of which trampled upon the poor woman's heart; "I cannot formulate that — I cannot — well, yes!" he said, stopping in front of her; "I was told that you were the mistress of Count de la Croix-Firmin at Trouville, that it was the talk of the place, that some young men had seen you entering his room and kissing him, that he himself had boasted of having been your lover. That is what I was told, and told with such persistence that for a moment I was maddened by the calumny, and then I felt the morbid longing to see you, to hear you only declare to me that it is not true. Answer, my love, that you forgive me for having doubted you, that you love me, that you have loved me, that all this is nothing but a hateful He." A CEUEL ENIGMA. 201 [e had thrown himself at her feet as he said se words ; he took her hands, her arms, her st ; he hung to her as, when drowning, he lid have caught at the body of one who had )t into the water to save him. It is true that I love you," she replied, in a rcely audible voice. - 'And all the rest is a lie?" he besought her ;ractedly. ih ! he would have given his life at that ment for a word from those lips. But the 3 remained mute, and upon the woman's pale jeks slow, long tears began to flow, without ) or sigh, as though it had been her soul it was weeping thus. Did not such a silence' I such tears, at such a moment, form the arest, the most cruel, of all replies ? 'It is true, then?" he asked again, ^nd as she continued silent : " But answer, 5wer, answer," he went on, with a frightful lence, which wrung from those lips — at the •ners of which the slow tears were still ^ing — a " Yes " so feeble that he could ^02 A CRUEL ENIGMA. scarcely hear it ; and yet he was destined to hear it, for ever ! He leaped up, and cast his eyes wildly around him. Some weapons hung on the walls. A temptation seized upon the soldier's son to mangle this woman with one of those shining blades ; and so strong was it that he recoiled. He looked again at that face, upon which the same tears were flowing freely. He uttered that •"Ah!" of agony — that cry, as of an animal Wounded unto death, which is drawn forth by a sight of horror; and as though he were afraid of everything— of the sight before him — of the walls — of this woman — of himself — he fled from the room and the house, bare-headed and with soul distraught. He had been strong enough to feel that in five minutes he would have become a murderer. He fled, whither ? how ? by what routes ? He never knew with clearness what he had done that day. On the morrow he recollected, because he had the palpable proof of it before him, that once he had caught sight of his haggard face and wind- A CBUEL ENIGMA. 203 blown hair in the glass of a shop window, and that, with an odd survival of carefulness about his dress, he had entered a shop to buy a hat. Then he had walked straight before him, passing through innu- merable Paris districts. Houses succeeded houses indefinitely. At one time he was in the country of the suburbs. The storm burst, and he had been- able to take shelter under a railway-bridge. How long did he remain thus? The rain fell in torrents. He was leaning against one of the walls of the bridge. Trains passed at intervals, shaking all the stones. The rain ceased. He resumed his walk, splashing through the puddles of water, without food since the morning, and heedless of his fast. The automatic movement of his body was neces- sary to him that he might not founder in madnesp, and instinctively he walked on. The monstrous thing which he had perceived through the shock of a terrible dread was there before his eyes ; he could see it ; he knew it to be real, and he did not understand it. He was Uke a crushed man. He experienced a sensation so intolerable that it 204 A CKUBL ENIGMA. had even ceased to be pain, with such complete- ness did it suppress the powers of his being and overwhebn them. Evening was coming on. He found himself again on the road towards home, guided to it by the mechanical impulse which brings back the bleeding animal in the direction of its den. About ten o'clock he rang at the door of the house in the Eue Vaneau. "Nothing has happened to you, sir?" asked the doorkeeper ; "the ladies were so anxious " " Let them know that I have come in," said the young man, " but that I am unwell and wish to be alone, absolutely alone, Firmin; you understand." The tone in which these words were uttered cut short all questions on the lips of the old servant. He followed Hubert, apparently dazed by the furious lightning which he had just per- ceived in the eyes of his young master and by the disorder of his dress. He saw him cross the hall and enter the pavilion, and went up himself to the drawing-room to give his mistress the strange message with which he was charged. The mother had expected her son at luncheon. A CBUEL ENIGMA. 205 ibert had not come in. Although he had ^er before failed to appear without giving her iicej she had striven not to be too anxious about The afternoon passed without news, and :n the dinner-hour struck. Still no news. ' Mamma," Madame Liauran said to Madame 5tel, "some misfortune has happened. Who I tell whither despair has led him ? " ' He has been detained by friends," the old y replied, concealing her own in order to itrol her daughter's anxiety. iVhen the door opened at ten o'clock, Madame luran, with her quickness of hearing, caught sound from the furthest end of the drawing- m, and said to her mother and to Count Uy, who had been informed since dinner ; "It Hubert." /Vhen Firmin repeated the young man's words invalid exclaimed : " I must speak to him." i.nd she sat upright, as though forgetting that was no longer able to walk. ' The Count will go to him," said Madame itel, " and bring him back to us." 206 A CEUEL ENIGMA. At the end of ten minutes Scilly returned, but alone. He had knocked at the door, and then tried to open it. It was double-locked. He had called Hubert several times, and the latter at last entreated him to leave him. "And not a word for us?" asked Madame Liauran. "Not a word," replied the General. " What have we done?" rejoined the mother. "What good will it do me to have separated him from this woman if I have lost his heart ?" "To-morrow," replied Scilly, "you will see him returning to you more tender than ever. Just at first, it is too much for you. He has been seeking proofs for what we have told him, and he has found them. This is the explanation of his absence and his behaviour." "And he has not come to grieve with me !" said the mother. "Alas ! can it be that I have loved him for myself alone, while believing that I loved him for .his own sake ? Will j^ou ring,. General, for them to take me to my room? " And when the easy chair, which she never left A CEUEL ENIGMA. 207 now, had been wheeled into the next room, and she was in bed : " Mamma," she said to Madame Castel, "draw back the cm-tain that I may look at his win- dows." Then, as Hubert had not closed his shutters^ and his shadow could be seen passing to and fro, "Ah! mamma," she said again, "why do children grow up ? Formerly, he never had a trouble that he did not come and cry over it on my shoulder, as I do on yours, and now " " Now he is as unreasonable as his mother," said the old lady, who had scarcely spoken during the whole evening, and who, printing a kiss upon her daughter's hair, silenced her by letting fall these words, which revealed her own martyr- dom : " My heart aches for you both." 208 A CEUEL ENIGMA. CHAPTEE X. In the morning, when Madame Liauran sent to ask for her son, the latter replied that he would be down for luncheon. He appeared, in fact, at noon. His mother and he exchanged merely a look, and she at once understood the extent of the suffering which he had undergone, simply by the kind of shiver with which he was affected on seeing her again. She was associated with this suffering as its occasion, if not its cause, and he could never forget the fact. His eyes had something so particularly distant in theni^ and his mouth so close a curve of lip, his whole face was so expressive of a determination to permit no explanation of any kind, that neither Madame Liauran nor Madame Castel ventured to question him. For a year past these three persons had had many silent meals in the antiquely-wainscoted A CRUEL ENIGMA. 209 ling-room — an apartment so spacious as to bke the round table placed in the centre appear lall. But all three had never been sensible an impression, as they were on this day, that, 3n when speaking to one another, there would aceforth be a silence between them impossible break, something which could not be put into rds, and which, for a very long time, would ate a background of muteness, even behind jir most cordial expansions, ifter luncheon, when Hubert, who had scarcely iched the various dishes, took the handle of the Dr, in order to leave the little drawing-room in ich he had remained for scarcely five minutes, mother felt a timid and almost repentant desire ask his forgiveness for the pain that she d on his taciturn countenance. ' Hubert ? " she said. ' Mamma ? " he replied, turning round. ' You feel quite well to-day? " she asked. ' Quite well," he replied in a blank tone, such )ne as immediately suppresses all possibility of versation ; and he added : "I shall be ictual at dinner-time this evening." A CEUBL ENIGMA. The young man was now singularly pre- occupied. After a night of torture, so continu- ously keen that he could not remember having ever undergone anything like it, he had become master of himself again. He had passed through the first crisis of his grief, a crisis after which a man ceases to die from despair, because he has really reached the deepest depth of sorrow. Then he had recovered that momentary calm which follows upon prodigious deperditions of nervous energy, and had been able to think. It was then that he had been seized with anxiety respecting Madame de Sauve — an anxiety which was devoid of tenderness, for at this moment, after the assault of grief which he had just sustained, his soul was dried up, his inward lethargy was absolute, all capacity for feeling was gone. But he had suddenly remembered that he had left Theresa in the little ground floor apartment in Avenue Friedland, and his imagination dared not form any conjectures upon what had taken place after his departure. It was just at the A CEUEL ENIGMA. 211