:4ii, ^«^i !l fil'tilJiltiri 5"^ V /5"/3 Jltlfaia, New lack Stevens.-.L.». Werner. Cornell University Library arV1513 An attic philosopher in Paris : 3 1924 031 187 192 olln.anx The original of tliis book is in tine Cornell University Library. There are no known copyright restrictions in the United States on the use of the text. http://www.archive.org/details/cu31 924031 1 871 92 •'unfortunately the matches are bad, the chimney smokes, the wood GOES OUT." — Pa^e 1. AN ATTIC PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS; OK. A PEEP AT THE WORLD FROM A GARRET. BEING THE JOURNAL OP A HAPPY MAN. FROM THE FRENCH OF EMILE SOUVESTRE. NEW YORK: . A. L. BURT. PUBI,ISHEI^ ADVEKTISEMENT. "We know a man who, in the midst of the fever of restlessness and of ambition which racks society in our times, continues to fill his humble part in the world without a murmur, and who still preserves, so to speak, the taste for poverty. With no other fortune than a small clerkship, which enables him to live within the narrow limits which separate competence from want, our philosopher looks from the height of his attic upon society as upon a sea, of which he neither covets the riches nor fears the wrecks. Being too insignificant to excite the envy of any one, he sleeps peacefully, wrapped in his obscurity. Not that he retreats into egotism as a tortoise into its shell ! He is the man of whom Terence says that " nothing human seems foreign to him !" All external objects and incidents are reflected in his mind as in a camera obscura, which presents their images in a picture. He " looks at society as it is, in itself," with the patient curiousness whiclr iv ADVEBTI8EMENT. belongs to recluses; and he writes a monthly journal of what he has seen or thought. It is the " Calendar of His Impressions," as he is wont to call it. We have been allowed to look over it, and have extracted some pages which may make the reader acquainted with the commonplace adventures of an unknown thinker in those twelve hostelries of time called months. CONTENTS. CHAPTER I. PAOB, The Attic New Year's Gifts 1 CHAPTER II. The Carnival 12 CHAPTER III. What We May Learn by Looking Out of Window 25 CHAPTER IV. Let us Love One Another 37 CHAPTER V. Compensation 50 CHAPTER VI. Uncle Maurice 64 CHAPTER VII. The Price of Power and the Worth of Fame 80 CHAPTER VIII. Misanthropy and Repentance 97 CHAPTER IX. The Family of Michael Arout 109 CHAPTER X. Our Country 127 CHAPTER XI. Moral Use of Inventories 146 CHAPTER XII. The End of the Year 166 In the Chimney Cobner 183 AN ATTIC PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. OHAPTEK I. THE ATTIO NEW TEAe's GIFTS. Jwnuwry \st. — The day of the month came into my mind as soon as I awoke. Another year is separated from the chain of ages and drops into the gulf of the past ! The crowd hasten to welcome her young sister. But while all looks are turned toward the future, mine revert to the past. Every one smiles upon the new queen ; but, in spite of myself, I think of her whom time has just wrapped in her winding-sheet. The past year !— at least I know what she was and what she has given me ; while this one comes surrounded by all the forebodings of the unknown. What does she hide in the clouds which mantle her? Is it the storm or the sunshine ? Just now it rains, and I feel my mind as gloomy as the sky. I have a holiday to-day ; but what can one do with a rainy day ? I walk up and down my attic out of temper, and I determine to light my fire. Unfortunately the matches are bad, the chimney smokes, the wood goes out ! I throw down my bellows in disgust, and sink into my old arm-chair. 2 AN A TTIO PHIL080PEEB IN PA BIS. In truth, why should I rejoice to see the birth of a new year ? "'aU those who are already in the streets, with the holiday looks and smiling faces- do they understand what makes them so gay ? Do they even know what is the meaning of this holi- day, or whence comes the custom of New Tear's gifts ? Here my mind pauses to prove to itself its supe- riority over that of the vulgar. I make a parenthesis in my ill-temper in favor of my vanity, and I bring together all the evidence which my knowledge can produce. (The old Komans divided the year into ten months only ; it was Numa Pompilius who added January and February. The former took its name from Janus, to whom it was dedicated. As it opened the new year, they surrounded its commencement with good omens, and thence came the custom of visits between neighbors, of wishing happiness, and of New Year's gifts. The presents given by the Komans were symbolic. They consisted of dry figs, dates, honeycomb, as emblems of " the sweetness of the auspices under which the year should begin its course," and a small piece of money called stips, which foreboded riches.) Here I close the parenthesis, and return to my ill-humor. The little speech* I have just addressed to myself has restored me ray self-satisfaction, but made me more dissatisfied with others. I could now enjoy my breakfast ; but the portress has forgotten * Spitch in the original. AN ATTIO PHILOSOPHER IN PABIR 3 my morning's milk, and the pot of preserves is empty ! Any one else would have been vexed : as for me, I affect the most supreme indifference. There remains a hard crust, which I break by main strength, and which I carelessly nibble, as a man far above the vanities of the world and of fresh rolls. However, I 9o not know why my thoughts should grow more gloomy by reason of the difficulties of mastication. I once read the story of an English- man who hanged himself because they had brought him his tea without sugar. There are hours in life when the most trifling cross takes the form of a ca- lamity. Our tempers are like an opera-glass, which makes the object small or great according to the end you look through. Generally, the prospect which opens out before my window delights me. It is a mountain range of roofs, with ridges crossing, interlacing, and piled on one another, and upon which tall chimneys raise their peaks. It was but yesterday that they had an Alpine aspect to me, and I waited for the first snow-storm to see glaciers among them ; to-day, I only see tiles and stone flues. The pigeons, which assisted my rural illusions, seem no more than mis- erable birds which have mistaken the roof for the back yard ; the smoke, which rises in light clouds, instead of making me dream of the panting of Vesuvius, reminds me of kitchen preparations and dish-water ; and lastly, the telegraph, that I see far off on the old tower of Montmartre, has the effect of a vile gaUows stretching its arms over the cityo 4 AN ATTIC PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. My eyes, thus hurt by all they meet, fall upon the great man's house which faces my attic. The influence of New Year's Day is visible there. The servants have an air of eagerness proportioned to the value of their New Year's gifts, received or expected. I see the master of the house crossing the court with the morose look of a man who is forced to be generous ; and the visitors increase, fol- lowed by shop porters who carry flowers, band- boxes, or toys. All at once the great gates are opened, and a new carriage, drawn by thorough- bred horses, draws up before the door-steps. They are, without doubt, the New Year's gift presented to the mistress of the house by herhusband; for she comes herself to look at the new equipage. Very soon she gets into it with a little girl, all streaming with laces, feathers, and velvets, and loaded with parcels which sire goes to distribute as New Year's gifts. The door is shut, the windows are drawn up, the carriage sets off. Thus all the world are exchanging good wishes and presents to-day : I alone have nothing to give or to receive. Poor Solitary ! I do not even know one chosen being for whom I might offer a prayer. Then let my wishes for a happy New Year go, and seek out all my unknown friends — lost in the multi- tude which murmurs like the ocean at my feet ! To you first, hermits in cities, for whom death and poverty have created a solitude in the midst of the crowd ! unhappy laborers, who are condemned to toil in melancholy, and eat your daily bread in AN A TTIO PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. 5 Silence and desertion, and whom God has withdrawn from the intoxicating pangs of love or friendship ! To you, fond dreamers, who pass through life with your eyes turned toward some polar star, while you tread with indifference over the rich harvests of reality 1 To you, honest fathers, who lengthen out the evening to maintain your families! to you, poor widows, weeping and working by a cradle ! to you, young men, resolutely set to open for yourselves a path in life, large enough to lead through it the wife of your choice ! to you, all brave soldiers of work and of self-sacrifice ! To you, lastly, whatever your title and your name, who love good, who pity the suffering; who walk through the world like the symbolical Yirgin of Byzantium, with both arms open to the human race! Here I am suddenly interrupted by loud and increasing chirpings. I look about me : my window is surrounded with sparrows picking up the crumbs of bread which in my brown-study I had just scat- tered on the roof. At this sight a flash of light broke upon my saddened heart. I deceived myself just now when I complained that I had nothing to give : thanks to me, the sparrows of this part of the town will have their New Tear's gifts ! Twelve O^clock. — A knock at my door ; a poor girl comes in and greets me by name. At first I do not recollect her ; but she looks at me and smiles. Ah! it is Paulette ! But it is almost a year since I have 6 AN ATTIC PEILOSOPHEB IN PARIS. seen her, and Paulette is no longer the same : the other day she was a child, now she is almost a young woman. Paulette is thin, pale, and miserably clad ; but she has always the same open and straightforward look — the same mouth, smiling at every word, as if to court your sympathy — the same voice, somewhat timid, yet expressing fondness. Paulette is not pretty — she is even thought plain ; as for me, I think her charming. Perhaps that is not on her account, but on my own. Paulette appears to me as a part of one of my happiest recollections. It was the evening of a public holiday. Our principal buildings were illumihated with festoons of fire, a thousand flags waved in the night winds, and the fireworks had just shot forth their spouts of flame into the midst of the Champ de Mars. All of a sudden, one of those unaccountable alarms which strike a multitude with panic fell upon the dense crowd : they cry out, they rush on headlong ; the weaker ones fall, and the frightened crowd tramples them down in its convulsive struggles. I escaped from the confusion by a miracle, and was hastening away, when the cries of a perishing child arrested me : I reentered that human chaos, and, after unheard-of exertions, I brought Paulette out of it at the peril of my life. That was two years ago : since then I had not seen the child again but at long intervals, and I had almost forgotten her ; but Paulette's memory was that of a grateful heart, and she came at the begin- AN A TTIO PHIL080PHBB IN PAHIS. 7 ning of the year to offer me her wishes for my happiness. She brought me, besides, a wallflower in full bloom. She herself had planted and reared it : it was something that belonged wholly to her- self ; for it was by her care, her perseverance, and her patience that she had obtained it. The wallflower had grown in a common pot; but Paulette, who is a bandbox maker, had put it into a case of varnished paper, ornamented with ara- besques. These might have been in better taste, but I did not feel the attention and good- will the less. This unexpected present, the little girl's modest blushes, the compliments she stammered out, dis- pelled, as by a sunbeam, the kind of mist which had gathered round my mind ; my thoughts suddenly changed from the leaden tints of evening to the brightest colors of dawn. I made Paulette sit down and questioned her with a light heart. At first the little girl replied by monosyllables ; but very soon the tables were turned, and it was I who interrupted with short interjections her long and confidential talk. The poor child leads a hard life. She was left an orphan long since, with a brother and sister, and lives with an old grand- mother, who has " brought them up to poverty," as she always calls it. However, Paulette now helps her to make band- boxes, her little sister Perrine begins to use the needle, and her brother Henry is apprentice to a printer. All would go well if it were not for losses 8 AN ATTIG PHILOSOPHEll IN PABI8. and want of work — if it were not for clothes which wear out, for appetites which grow larger, and for the winter, when you cannot get sunshine for noth- ing. Paulette complains that her candles go too quickly and that her wood costs too much. The fireplace in their garret is so large that a fagot makes no more show in it than a match ; it is so near the roof that the wind blows the rain down it, and in winter it hails upon the hearth, so they have left off using it. Henceforth they must be content with an earthen chafing-dish, upon which they cook their meals. The grandmother had often spoken of a stove that was for sale at the broker's close by ; but he asked 7 francs for it, and the times are too hard for such an expense : the family, therefore, resign themselves to cold for economy 1 As Paulette spoke, I felt more and more that I was losing my fretfulness and low spirits. The first disclosures of the little bandbox maker created within me a wish that soon became a plan. I ques- tioned her about her daily occupations, and she in- formed me that on leaving me she must go, with her brother, her sister, and grandmother, to the different people for whom they work. My plan was immediately settled. I told tne child that I would go to see her in the evening, and I sent her away with fresh thanks. I placed the wallflower in the open window, where a ray of sunshine bid it welcome ; the birds were singing around, the sky had cleared up, and AN ATTIC PHILOSOPHER IN PABI8. 9 the day, which began so loweringly, had become bright. 1 sang as I moved about my room, and, having hastily put on my hat and coat, I went out. Three O'clock. — All is settled with my neighbor, the chimney-doctor ; he will repair my old stove, and answers for its being as good as new. At five o'clock we are to set out, and put it up in Faulette's grandmother's room. Midnight. — All has gone off well. At the hour agreed upon I was at the old bandbox maker's; she was still out. My Piedmontese* fixed the stove, while I arranged a dozen logs in the great fireplace, taken from my winter stock. I shall make up for them by warming myself with walking, or by going to bed earlier. My heart beat at every step which was heard on the staircase ; I trembled lest they should interrupt me in ray preparations, and should thus spoil my intended surprise. But no — see everything ready : the lighted stove murmurs gently, the little lamp burns upon the table, and a bottle of oil for it is provided on the shelf. The chimney-doctor is gone. Now my fear lest they should come is changed into impatience at their not coming. At last I hear children's voices ; here they are : they push open the door and rush in — but they all stop in astonish- ment. At the sight of the lamp, the stove, and the vis- *In Paris a chimney-sweeper is named "Piedmontese" or " Savoyard," as they usually come from that country. 10 AN ATTIC PHIL080PEEB IN PAUIS. itor, who stands there like a magician in the midst of these wonders, they draw back almost fright- ened. Paulette is the first to comprehend it, and the arrival of the grandmother, who is more slowly mounting the stairs, finishes the explanation. Then come tears, ecstasies, thanks ! But the wonders are not yet ended. The little sister opens the oven, and discovers some chestnuts just roasted ; the grandmother puts her hand on the bottles of cider arranged on the dresser ; and I draw forth from the basket that I have hidden a cold tongue, a pot of butter, and some fresh rolls. Now their wonder turns into admiration ; the lit- tle family have never seen such a feast ! They lay the cloth, they sit down, they eat ; it is a complete banquet for all, and each contributes his share to it. I had brought only the supper : and the bandbox maker and her children supplied the enjoyment. What bursts of laughter at nothing! What a hubbub of questions which waited for no reply, of replies which answered no question! The old woman herself shared in the wild merriment of the little ones. I have always been struck at the ease with which the poor forget their wretchedness. Being only used to live for the present, they make a gain of every pleasure as soon as it offers itself. But the surfeited rich are more difficult to satisfy : they require time and everything to suit before they will consent to be happy. The evening has passed like a moment. The old woman told me the history of her life, sometimes AN A TTIO PHILOSOPEER IN PARIS. 11 smiling, sometimes drying her eyes. Perrine sang an old ballad with her fresh young voice. Henry told us what he knows of the great writers of the day, to whom he has to carry their proofs. At last we were obliged to separate, not without fresh thanks on the part of the happy family. I have come lyjme slowly, ruminating with a full heart and pure enjoyment on the simple events of my evening. It has given me much comfort and much instruction. Now no New Year's Day will come amiss to me ; I know that no one is so un- happy as to have nothing to give and nothing to receive. As I came in, I met my rich neighbor's new equipage. She, too, had just returned from her evening's party ; and, as she sprang from the car- riage-step with feverish impatience, I heard her murmur — " At last !" I, when I left Paulette's family, said — So " soon !" 12 AN A TTIO PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. CHAPTEE II. THE CAENIVAL. February 20th. — "What a noise out of doors! What is the meaning of these shouts and cries? Ah ! I recollect : this is the last day of the Carnival, and the maskers are passing. Christianity has not been able to abolish the noisy bacchanalian festivals of the pagan times, but it has changed the names. That which it has given to these " days of liberty " announces the ending of the feasts and the month of fasting which should follow ; " carn-i-val" means literally " down v/ith flesh meat !" It is a forty days' farewell to the " blessed pullets and fat hams," so celebrated by Pantagruel's minstrel. Man prepares for priva- tion by satiety, and finishes his sin thoroughly be- fore he begins to repent. Why, in all ages and among every people, do we meet with some one of these mad festivals ? Must we believe that it requires such an effort for men to be reasonable that the weaker ones have need of rests at intervals ? The monks of La Trappe, who are condemned to silence by their rule, are allowed to speak once in a month, and on this day they all AN A TTIO PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. 13 talk at once from the rising to the setting of the sun. Perhaps it is the same in the world. As we are obliged all the year to be decent, orderly, and rea- sonable, we make up for such a long restraint dur- ing the Carnival. It is a door opened to the incon- gruous fancies and wishes which have hitherto been crowded back into a corner of. our brain. For a moment the slaves become the masters, as in the days of the Saturnalia, and everything is given up to the " fools of the family." The shouts in the square redouble ; the troops of masks increase — on foot, in carriages, and on horse- back. It is now who can attract the most atten- tion by making a figure for a few hours, or by exciting curiosity or envy ; to-morrow they will all return, dull and exhausted, to the employments and troubles of yesterday. Alas ! thought I with vexation, each of us is like these masqueraders ; our whole life is often but an unsightly carnival ! And yet man has need of holi- days, to relax his mind, rest his body, and open his heart. Can he not have them, then, with these coarse pleasures? Economists have been long in- quiring what is the best disposal of the industry of the human race. Ah ! if I could only discover the best disposal of its leisure ! It is easy enough to find it work ; but who will find it relaxation ? Work supplies the daily bread; but it is cheerfulness which gives it a relish. O philosophers ! go in quest of pleasure ! find us amusements without brutality. 14 AN ATTIC PEILOSOPHEB IN PARIS. enjoyments without selfishness ; in a word, invent a Carnival which will please everybody and bring shame to no one. Three O^clock. — I have just shut my window and stirred up my fire. As this is a holiday for every- body, I will make it one for myself too. So I light the little lamp over which, on grand occasions, I make a cup of the cofifee that my portress' son brought from the Levant, and I look in my book- case for one of my favorite authors. First, here is the amusing parson of Meudon ; but his characters are too fond of talking slang : Yol- taire; but he disheartens men by always bantering them : Moliere ; but he hinders one's laughter by making one think : Lesage ; let us stop at him. Being profound rather than grave, he preaches virtue while ridiculing vice ; if bitterness is some- times to be found in his writings, it is always in the garb of mirth : he sees the miseries of the world without despising it, and knows its cowardly tricks without bating it. Let us call up all the heroes of his book. Gil Bias, Fabrice, Sangrado, the Archbishop of Granada, the Duke of Lerma, Aurora, Scipio ! Ye gay or graceful figures, rise before my eyes, people my solitude ; bring hither for my amusement the world- carnival, of which you are the brilliant maskers ! Unfortunately, at the very moment I made this invocation, I recollected I had a letter to write which could not be put off. One of my attic neigh- bors came yesterday to ask me to do it. He is a AN ATTia PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. 15 cheerful old man and has a passion for pictures and prints. He comes home almost every day with a drawing or painting— probably of little value ; for I know he lives penuriously, and even the letter that 1 am to write for him shows his poverty. His only son, who was married in England, is just dead, and his widow — le^t without any means, and with an old mother and a child — had written to bee for a home. M. Antoine asked me first to translate the letter, and then to write a refusal. I had promised that he should have this answer to-day : before everything, let us fulfill our promises. The sheet of Bath paper is before me, I have dipped my pen into the ink, and I rub my forehead to invite forth a sally of ideas, when I perceive that I have not my dictionary. Now, a Parisian who would speak English without a dictionary is like a child without leading-strings ; the ground trembles under him and he stumbles at the first step. I run then to the bookbinder's where I left my Johnson, and who lives close by in the square. The door is half-open ; I hear low groans ; I en- ter without knocking, and I see the bookbinder by the bedside of his fellow-lodger. This latter has a violent fever and delirium. Pierre looks at him per- plexed and out of humor. I learn from him that his comrade was not able to get up in the morning, and that since then he has become worse every hour. I ask if they have sent for a doctor. " Oh, yes, indeed !" replied Pierre roughly ; •' one 16 ANA TTIG PHILOSOPHER IN PA RI8. must have money in one's pocket for that, and this fellow has only debts instead of savings." " But you," said I, rather astonished ; " are you not his friend ?" " Friend !" interrupted the bookbinder. " Yes, as much as the shaft-horse is friend to the leader — on condition that each will take his share of the draught and eat his feed by himself." " You do not intend, however, to leave him with- out any help 1" " Bah ! he may keep in his bed till to-morrow, as I'm going to the ball." " You mean to leave him alone ?" " "Well ! must I miss a party of pleasure at Court- ville* because this fellow is light-headed ?'•' asked Pierre sharply. " I have promised to meet some friends at old Desnoyer's. Those who are sick may take their broth ; my physic is white wine." So saying, he untied a bundle, out of which he took the fancy costume of a waterman, and pro- ceeded to dress himself in it. In vain I tried to awaken some fellow-feeling for the unfortunate man who lay groaning there, close by him ; being entirely taken up with the thoughts of his expected pleasure, Pierre would hardly so much as hear me. At last his coarse selfishness provoked me. I began reproaching instead of remonstrating with him, and I declared him re- sponsible for the consequences which such a desertion must bring upon the sick man. * A Paris Vauxhall. AN ATTIC PEIL080PHEB IN PABI8. 17 At this the bookbinder, who was just going, stopped with an oath, and stamped his foot. " Am I to spend my Carnival in heating water for foot- baths, pray ?" " You must not leave your comrade to die with- out help !" I replied. " Let him go to the hospital, then !" " How can he'by himself ?" Pierre seemed to make up his mind. " Well, I'm going to take him," resumed he ; " besides, I shall get rid of him sooner. Come, get up, comrade !" He shook his comrade, who had not taken off his clothes. I observed that he was too weak to walk, but the bookbinder would not listen : he made him get up, and half-dragged, half- supported him to the lodge of the porter, who ran for a hackney carriage. I saw the sick man get into it, almost fainting, with the impatient water- man ; and they both set oflP, one perhaps to die, the other to dine at Courtville gardens! Six O'clock. — I have been to knock at my neigh- bor's door, who opened it himself ; and I have given him his letter, finished at last, and directed to his son's widow. M. Antoine thanked me gratefully, and made me sit down. It was the first time I had been into the attic of the old amateur. Curtains stained with damp and hanging down in rags, a cold stove, a bed of straw, two broken chairs, composed all the furniture. At the end of the room were a great number of prints in a heap, and paintings without frames turned against the walL 18 AN ATTIG PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. At the moment I came in, the old man was making his dinner on some hard crusts of bread, which he was soaking in a glass of eau sucree. He perceived that my eyes fell upon his hermit fare, and he looked a little ashamed. " There is nothing to tempt you in my supper, neighbor," said he with a smile. 1 replied that at least I thought it a very phil- osophical one for the Carnival. M. Antoine shook his head, and went on again with his supper. " Every one keeps his holidays in his own way," resumed he, beginning again to dip a crust into his glass. " There are several sorts of epicures, and all feasts are not meant to regale the palate ; there are some also for the ears and the eyes." I looked involuntarily round me, as if to seek for the invisible banquet which could make up to him for such a supper. Without doubt he understood me ; for he got up slowly and, with the magisterial air of a man con- fident in what he is about to do, he rummaged be- hind several picture frames, drew forth a painting, over which he passed his hand, and silently placed it under the light of the lamp. It represented a fine-looking old man, seated at table with his wife, his daughter, and his children, and singing to the accompaniment of musicians who appeared in the background. At first sight I recog- nized the subject, which I had often admired at the Louvre, and I declared it to be a splendid copy of Jordaens. AN A TTIG PHILOSOPHER IIT PARIS. 19 " A copy !" cried M. Antoine ; " say an original, neighbor, and an original retouched by Rubens ! Look closer at the head of the old man, the dress of the young woman, and the accessories. One can count the pencil strokes of the Hercules of painters. It is not bnly a masterpiece, sir ; it is a treasure — a relic I The picture at the Louvre may be a pearl, this is a diamond !** And resting it against the stove, so as to place it in the best light, he fell again to soaking his crusts, without taking his eyes off the wonderful picture. One would have said that the sight of it gave the crusts an unexpected relish, for he chewed them slowly, and emptied his glass by little sips. His shriveled features became smooth, his nostrils ex- panded ; it was indeed, as he said himself, " a feast of the eyes." " You see that I also have my treat," resumed he, nodding his head with an air of triumph. " Others may run after dinners and balls ; as for me, this is the pleasure I give myself for my Carnival." "But if this painting is really so precious," re- plied I, " it ought to be worth a high price." "Eh ! eh !" said M. Antoine, with an air of proud indifference. " In good times, a good judge might value it at somewhere about 20,000 francs." I started back. "And you have bought it?" cried I. " For nothing," replied he, lowering his voice. " These brokers are asses ; mine mistook this for a 30 -A-N ATTIG PHILOSOPHER IN PARTS. student's copy ; he let me have it for 50 louis, ready money ! This morning I took them to him, and now he wishes to be off the bargain." " This morning !" repeated I, involiintarily casting my eyes on the letter containing the refusal that M. Antoine had made me write to his son's widow, and which was still on the little table. He took no notice of my exclamation, and went on contemplating the work of Jordaens in a kind of ecstasy. " What a knowledge of chiaroscuro !" murmured he, biting his last crust in delight. " "W hat relief ! what fire ! "Where can one find such transparency of color ! such magical lights ! such force ! such nature !" As I was listening to him in silence, he mistook my astonishment for admiration and clapped me on the shoulder. " You are dazzled," said he merrily ; " you did not expect such a treasure ! What do you say to the bargain I have made ?" " Pardon me," replied I gravely ; " but I think you might have done better." M. Antoine raised his head. "How !" cried he; "do you take me for a man likely to be deceived about the merit or value of a painting ?" " I neither doubt your taste nor your skill ; but I cannot help thinking that, for the price of this picture of a family party, you might have had " " What then ?" AN A TTIO PEIL080PEEB IN PARIS. 21 "Thefamily itself, sir." The old amateur cast a look at me, not of anger, but of contempt. In his eyes I had evidently just proved myself a barbarian, incapable of understand- ing the arts and unworthy of enjoying them. He got up without answering me, hastily took up the Jordaens, and replaced it in its hiding-place behind the prints. It was a sort of dismissal ; I took leave of him and went away. Seven O'clock. — When I come in again I find my water boiling over my little lamp, and I busy my- self in grinding my Mocha and setting out my coffee things. The getting coffee ready is the most delicate and most attractive of domestic operations to one who lives alone : it is the grand work of a bachelor's housekeeping. Coffee is, so to say, just the mid-point between bodily and spiritual nourishment. It acts agreeably, and at the same time, upon the senses and the thoughts. Its very fragrance gives a sort of delight- ful activity to the wits ; it is a genius who lends wings to our fancy and transports it to the land of the Arabian Nights. When I am buried in my old easy-chair, my feet on the fender before a blazing fire, my ear soothed by the singing of the coffee-pot, which seems to gossip with my fire-irons, the sense of smell gently excited by the aroma of the Arabian bean, and my eyes shaded by ray cap pulled down over them, it 22 AN ATTIC PHILOSOPHER IN PARI8. often seems as if each cloud of the fragrant steam took a distinct form. As in the mirages of the desert, in each as it rises, I see some image of which my mind had been longing for the reality. At first the vapor increases and its color deepens. I see a cottage on a hillside ; behind is a garden shut in by a whitethorn hedge, and through the garden runs a brook, on the banks of which I hear the bees humming. Then the view opens still more. See those fields planted with apple-trees and in which I distinguish a plow^ and horses waiting for their master! Further on, in a part of the wood which rings with the sound of the ax, I perceive the woodsman's hut, roofed with turf and branches ; and in the midst of all these rural pictures I seem to see a figure of myself gliding about. It is my ghost walking in my dream ! The bubbling of the water, ready to boil over, compels me to break off my meditations, in order to fill up the coffee-pot. I then remember that I have no cream. I take my tin can off the hook and go down to the milkwoman's. Mother Denis is a hale countrywoman from Sa- voy, which she left when quite young ; and, contrary to the custom of the Savoyards, she has not gone back to it again. She has neither husband nor child, notwithstanding the title they give her ; but her kindness, which never sleeps, makes her worthy of the name of mother. A brave creature ! Left by herself in the battle AN ATTIC PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. 23 of life, she makes good her humble place ia it by working, singing, helping others, and leaving the rest to God. At the door of the milk shop I hear loud bursts of laughter. In one of the corners of the shop three children are sitting on the ground. They wear the sooty dress of Savoyard boys and in their hands they hold large slices of bread and cheese. The youngest is besmeared up to the eyes with his, and that is the reason of their mirth. Mother Denis points them out to me. "Look at the little lambs, how they enjoy them- selves !" said she, putting her hand on the head of the little glutton. " Pie has had no breakfast," puts in one of the others by way of excuse. "Poor little thing," said the milk woman ; "he is left alone in the streets of Paris, where he can find no other father than the All-good God !" *'And that is why you make yourself a mother to them ?" I replied gently. " "What I do is little enough," said Mother Denis, measuring out ray milk ; " but every day I get some of them together out of the street, that for once they may have enough to eat. Dear children ! their mothers will make up for it in heaven. Not to mention that they recall my native mountains to me ; when they sing and dance I seem to see our old father again." Here her eyes filled with tears. " So you are repaid by your recollections for the good you do them ?" resumed I. 24 Air ATTIC PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. '•' Yes ! yes !" said she, " and by their happiness too ! The laughter of these little ones, sir, is like a bird's song ; it makes you gay and gives you heart to live." As she spoke she cut some fresh slices of bread and cheese and added some apples and a handful of nuts to them. " Come, my little dears," she cried, " put these into your pockets against to-morrow." Then turning to me — " To-day I am ruining myself," added she ; " but we must all have our Carnival." I came away without saying a word : I was too much affected. At last I have discovered what true pleasure is. After having seen the egotism of sensuality and of intellect I have found the happy self-sacrifice of goodness. Pierre, M. Antoine, and Mother Denis had each kept their Carnival ; but for the two first it was only a feast for the senses or the mind ; while for the third it was a feast for the heart. AN ATTIO PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. 25 CHAPTEE III. WHAT WE MAY LEAEN BY LOOKING OUT OF WINDOW. Mwroh 3d. — A poet has said that life is the dream of a shadow ; he would better have compared it to a night of fever ! "What altpernate fits of restless- ness and sleep ! what discomfort ! what sudden starts ! what ever-returning thirst ! what a chaos of mournful and confused fancies I We can neither sleep nor wake ; we seek in vain for repose, and we stop short on the brink of action. Two-thirds of human existence are wasted in hesitation and the last third in repenting. "When 1 say " human existence," I mean my own ! "We are so made that each of us regards himself as the mirror of the community : what passes in our minds infallibly seems to us a history of the universe. Everj'^ man is like the drunkard who reports an earthquake because he feels himself staggering. And why am I uncertain and restless — I, a poor day-laborer in the world — who fill an obscure sta- tion in a corner of it and whose work it avails itself of without heeding the workman ? I will tell you, my unseen friend, for whom these lines are written ; my unknown brother, on whom the solitary call in 26 AN ATTIG PEILOaOPHEB IN PASTS. sorrow ; my imaginary confidant, to whom all mono- logues are addressed and who is but the shadow of . our own conscience. A great event has happened in my life ! A cross- road has suddenly opened in the middle of the monotonous way along which I was traveling quietly and without thinking of it. Two roads present themselves, and I must choose between them. One is only the continuation of that I have followed till now ; the other is wider and exhibits wondrous prospects. On the first there is nothing to fear, but also little to hope ; on the other great dangers and great fortune. In a word, the question is whether I shall give up the humble office in which I thought to die for one of those bold spec- ulations in which chance alone is banker! Ever since yesterday I have consulted with myself ; I have compared the two and I remain undecided. Where shall I get any light — who will advise me? Sunday, Mh. — See the sun coming out from the thick fogs of winter ; spring announces its approach ; a soft breeze skims over the roofs, and ray wall- flower begins to blow again. We are near that sweet season of fresh green, of which the poets of the sixteenth century sang with so much feeling : Now the gladsome month of May All things newly doth array ; Fairest lady, let me too In thy love my life renew. AN A TTIO PHILOSOPHER IN PA BIS. 27 The chirping of the sparrows calls me : they claim the crumbs I scatter to them every morning. I open my window, and the prospect of roofs opfens out be- fore me in all its splendor. He who has only lived on a first floor has no idea of the picturesque variety of such a view. He has never contemplated these tile-colored heights which intersect each other ; he has not followed with his eyes these gutter-valleys, where the fresh verdure of the attic gardens waves, the deep shadows which evening spreads over the slated slopes, and the sparkling of windows which the setting sun has kindled to a blaze of fire. He has not studied the flora of these Alps of civilization, carpeted by lich- ens and mosses ; he is not acquainted with the thou- sand inhabitants which people them, from the microscopic insect to the domestic cat — that Eey- nard of the roofs who is always on the prowl or in ambush ; he has not witnessed the thousand aspects of a clear or a cloudy sky ; nor the thousand effects of light, which make these upper regions a theater with ever-changing scenes ! How many times have my days of leisure passed away in contemplating this wonderful sight; in discovering its darker or brighter episodes ; in seeking, in short, in this un- known world for the impressions of travel that wealthy tourists look for lower down ! JVine O'clook.— But why, then, have not my winged neighbors picked up the crumbs I have scattered for them before my window ? I see them fly away, come back, perch upon the ledges of the windows, 28 ^-W ATTIC PEIL080PHEB IN PARIS. and chirp at the sight of the feast they are usually so ready to devour ! It is not my presence that . frightens them ; I have accustomed them to eat out of my hand. Then why is this fearful suspense ? In vain I look around : the roof is clear, the win- dows near are closed. I crumble the bread that remains from my breakfast to attract them by an ampler feast. Their chirpings increase, they bend down their heads, the boldest approach upon the wing, but without daring to alight. Come, come, my sparrows are the victims of one of the foolish panics Avhich make the funds fall at the Bourse ! It is plain that birds are not more reasonable than men ! "With this reflection I was about to shut my win- dow, when all of a sudden I perceived, in a spot of sunshine on my right, the shadow of two pricked- up ears ; then a paw advanced, then the head of a tabby-cat showed itself at the corner of the gutter. The cunning fellow was lying there in wait, hoping the crumbs would bring him some game. And I had accused my guests of cowardice ! I was so sure that no danger could menace them ! I thought I had looked well everywhere ! I had only forgotten the corner behind me ! In life, as on the roofs, how many misfortunes come from having forgotten a single corner ! Ten O'clock. — I cannot leave my window; the rain and the cold have kept it shut so long that I must reconnoiter all the environs to be able to take AN ATTIG PEILOaOPHER IN PARIS. 29 possession of them again. My eyes search in suc- cession all the points of the jumbled and confused prospect, passing on or stopping according to what they light upon. Ah\ see the windows upon which they formerly loved to rest; they are those of two unknown neighbors, whose different habits they have long remarked. One is a poor workwoman, who rises before sun- rise, and whose profile is shadowed upon her little muslin window curtain far into the evening ; the other is a young lady singer, whose vocal flourishes sometimes reach my attic by snatches. When their windows are open, that of the workwoman discovers a humble but decent abode ; the other, an elegantly furnished room. But to-day a crowd of trades- people throng the latter ; they take down the silk hangings and carry off the furniture, and I now re- member that the young singer passed under my window this morning with her veil down, and walk- ing with the hasty step of one who suffers some in- ward trouble. Ah ! I guess it all. Her means are exhausted in elegant fancies, or have been taken away by some unexpected misfortune, and now she has fallen from luxury to indigence. While the workwoman manages not only to keep her little room, but also to furnish it with decent comfort by her steady toil, that of the singer is become the property of brokers. The one sparkled for a mo- ment on the wave of prosperity; the other sails slowly but safely along the coast of a humble ?ind laborious industry. 30 AN ATTIO PHILOSOPSMS IN PARIS. • Alas ! is there not here a lesson for us all ? Is it really in hazardous experiments, at the end of which we shall meet with wealth or ruin, that the wise man should employ his years of strength and free- dom ? Ought he to consider life as a regular em- ployment which brings its daily wages, or as a game in which the future is determined by a few throws ? Why seek the risk of extreme chances ? For what end hasten to riches by dangerous roads ? Is it really certain that happiness is the prize of brilliant successes, rather than of a wisely accepted poverty ? Ah ! if men but knew in what a small dwelling joy can live, and how little it costs to furnish it ! Twelve O'clock. — I have been walking up and down my attic for a long time, with my arms folded and my eyes on the ground ! My doubts increase, like shadows encroaching more and more on some bright space ; my fears multiply ; and the uncer- tainty becomes every moment more painful to me! It is necessary for me to decide to-day, and before the evening ! I hold the dice of my future fate in my hands, and I dare not throw them. Three O'clock. — The sky has become cloudy, and a cold wind begins to blow from the west; all the windows which were opened to the sunshine of a beautiful day are shut again. Only on the opposite side of the street the lodger on the last story has not yet left his balcony. One knows him to be a soldier by his regular walk, his gray mustaches, and the ribbon which decorates his button-hole, Indeed, one might have AN ATTIO PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. 31 guessed as much from the care he takes of the little garden which is the ornament of his balcony in mid-air ; for there are two things especially loved by all old soldiers — flowers and children. They have been so long obliged to look upon the earth as a field of battle, and so long cut ofif from the peace- ful pleasures of a quiet lot, that they seem to begin life at an age when others end it. The tastes of their early years, which were arrested by the stern duties of war, suddenly break out again with their white hairs, and are like the savings of youth which they spend again in old age. Besides, they have been condemned to be destroyers for so long that perhaps they feel a secret pleasure in creating and seeing life spring up again : the beauty of weakness has a grace and an attraction the more for those who have been the agents of unbending force ; and the watching over the frail germs of life has all the charms of novelty for these old workmen of death. Therefore the cold wind has not driven my neigh- bor from his balcony. He is digging up the earth in his green boxes and carefully sowing in the seeds of the scarlet nasturtium, convolvulus, and sweet pea. Henceforth he will come every day to watch for their first sprouting, to protect the young shoots from weeds or insects, to arrange the strings for the tendrils to climb by, and carefully to regulate their supply of water and heat ! How much labor to bring in the desired harvest ! For that how many times shall I see him brave cold or heat, wind or sun, as be does to-day 1 But then, 32 AN A TTIG PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. in the hot summer days, when the blinding dust whirls in clouds through our streets, when the eye, dazzled by the glare of white stucco, knows not where to rest, and the glowing roofs reflect their heat upon us to burning, the old soldier will sit in his arbor and perceive nothing but green leaves and flowers around him, and the breeze will come cool and . fresh to him through these perfumed shades. H.is assiduous care will be rewarded at last. "We must sow the seeds and tend the growth if we would enjoy the flower. Fov/r 0'' clock. — The clouds which have been gather- ing in the horizon for a long time are becoming darker ; it thunders loudly and the rain pours down ! Those who are caught in it fly in every di- rection, some laughing and some crying. I always find particular amusement in these helter-skelters caused by a sudden storm. It seems as if each one, when thus taken by surprise, loses the factitious character the world or habit has given him and appears in his true colors. See, for example, that big man with deliberate step, who suddenly forgets his indifference made to order and runs like a school-boy ! He is a thrifty city gentleman, who, with all his fashionable airs, is afraid to spoil his hat. That pretty lady yonder, on the contrary, whose looks are so modest and whose dress is so elaborate, slackens her pace with the increasing storm. She seems to find pleasure in braving it, and does not think of her velvet cloak spotted by the hail ! She is evidently a lioness in sheep's clothing. AN A TTIG PHILOBOPHER IN PARIS 33 Here, a young man who was passing stops to catch some of the hailstones in his hand, and ex- amines them. By his quick and business-like walk just no VST you would have taken him for a tax- gatherer on his rounds, when he is a young philoso- pher, studying the effects of electricity. And those school-boys who leave their ranks to run after the sudden gusts of a' March whirlwind ; those girls, just now so demure, and who now fly with bursts of laughter ; those national guards, who quit the mar- tial attitude of their days of duty to take refuge under a porch I The storm has caused all these transformations. See, it increases! The hardiest are obliged to seek shelter. I see every one rushing toward the shop in front of my window, which a bill announces is to let. It is for the fourth time within a few months. A year ago all the skill of the joiner and the art of the painter were employed in beautifying it, but their works are already destroyed by the leaving of so many tenants ; the cornices of the front are disfigured by mud ; the arabesques on the doorway are spoiled by bills posted upon them to announce the sale of the effects. The splendid shop has lost some of its embellishments with each change of the tenant. See it now empty and left open to the passers-by. How much does its fate re- semble that of so many who, like it, only change their occupation to hasten the faster to ruin ! I am struck by this last reflection : since the morning everything seems to speak to me, and with 34 -A-N ATTIG PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. the same warning tone. Everything says : " Take care! be content with your happy, though humble, lot ; happiness can only be retained by constancy ; do not forsake your old patrons for the protection of those who are unknown!" Are they the outward objects which speak thus, or does the warning come from within ? Is it not I myself who give this language to all that sur- rounds me ? The world is but an instrument, to which we give sound at will. But what does it signify if it teaches us wisdom ? The low voice which speaks in our breasts is always a friendly voice, for it tells us what we are, that is to say, what is our capability. Bad conduct results, for the most part, from mistaking our calling. There are so many fools and knaves, because there are so few men who know themselves. The question is not to discover what will suit us, but for what we are suited ! What should I do in the midst of these experi- enced financial speculators ? I am a poor sparrow, born among the housetops, and should always fear the enemy crouching in the dark corner ; I am a prudent workman, and should think of the business of my neighbors who so suddenly disappeared : I am a timid observer, and should call to mind the flowers so slowly raised by the old soldier, or the shop brought to ruin by constant change of masters. Away from me, ye banquets, over which hangs the sword of Damocles ! I am a country mouse. Give me my nuts and hollow tree, and I ask nothing be- sides — except security. AN A TTIO PHlLOaOPEEB IN PARIS. 35 And why this insatiable craving for nodes ? Does a man drink more when he drinlis from a large glass? From whence comes that universal dread of mediocrity, the fruitful mother of peace and liberty ? Ah ! there is the evil which, above every other, it should be the aim of both public and private education to anticipate 1 If that were got rid of, what treasons would be spared, what base- ness avoided, what a chain of excess and crime would be forever broken ! We award the palm to charity and to self-sacrifice ; but, above all, let us award it to moderation, for it is the great social virtue. Even when it does not create the others, it stands instead of them. Six O^dock. — I have written a letter of thanks to the promoters of the new speculation and have declined their offer. This decision has restored my peace of mind. I stopped singing, like the cobbler, as long as I entertained the hope of riches : it is gone, and happiness is come back ! O beloved and gentle Poverty ! pardon me for having for a moment wished to fly from thee as I would from "Want. Stay here forever with thy charming sisters, Pity, Patience, Sobriety, and Solitude; be ye my queens and ray instructors; teach me the stern duties of life ; remove far from my abode the weakness of heart and giddiness of head which follow prosperity. Holy Poverty! teach me to endure without complaining, to impart without grudging, to seek the end of life higher than in pleasure, further oif than in power. Thou 36 AN ATTIO PHILOSOPHER IN PABIS. givest the body strength, thou makest the mind more firm ; and, thanks to thee, this life, to which the rich attach themselves as to a rock, becomes a bark of which death may cut the cable without awakening all our fears. Continue tp sustain me, O thou whom Christ hath called " Blessed." AN A TTIG PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. Z1 CHAPTEE IV. LET US LOVE ONE ANOTHER. April 9th. — The fine evenings are come back ; the trees begin to put forth their shoots; hyacinths, jonquils, violets, and lilacs perfume the baskets of the flower-girls; all the world have begun their walks again on the quays and boulevards. After dinner I, too, descend from my attic to breathe the evening air. It is the hour when Paris is seen in all its beauty. During the day the plaster fronts of the houses weary the eye by their monotonous whiteness ; heavily laden carts make the streets shake under their huge wheels ; the eager crowd, taken up by the one fear of losing a moment from business, cross and jostle one another ; the aspect of the city altogether has something harsh, restless, and flurried about it. But as soon as the stars appear every- thing is changed ; the glare of the white houses is quenched in the gathering shades ; you hear no more any rolling but that of the carriages on their way to some party of pleasure ; you see only the lounger or the light-hearted passing by ; work has given place to leisure. Now each one may breathe after the fierce race through the business of the 38 AN ATTIC PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. day, and whatever strength remains to him he gives to pleasure! See the ball-rooms lighted up, the theaters open, the eating-shops along the walks set out with dainties, and the twinkling lanterns of the newspaper criers. Decidedly Paris has laid aside the pen, the ruler, and the apron ; after the day spent in work, it must have the evening for enjoy- ment ; like the masters of Thebes, it has put off all serious matter till to-morrow. I love to take part in this happy hour ; not to mix in the general gayety, but to contemplate it. If the enjoyments of others imbitter jealous minds, they strengthen the humble spirit ; they are the beams of sunshine which open the two beautiful flowers called " trust" and " hope." Although alone in the midst of the smiling multi- tude, I do not feel mj'self isolated from it, for its gayety is reflected upon me : it is my own kind, my own family, who are enjoying life, and I take a brother's share in their happiness. We are all fellow-soldiers in this earthl}^ battle, and what does it matter on whom the honors of the victory fall ? If Fortune passes by without seeing us and pours her favors on others, let us console ourselves, like the friend of Parmenio, by saying, " Those, too, are Alexanders." While making these reflections, I was going on as chance took me. I crossed from one pavement to another, I retraced my steps, I stopped before the shops or to read the hand-bills. How many things there are to learn in the streets of Paris I What a AN ATTIO PSILOSOPBER IN PARIS. 39 museum it is ! Unknown fruits, foreign arms, furniture of old times or other lands, animals of all climates, statues of great men, costumes of distant nations 1 It is the world seen in samples ! Let us then look at this people, whose knowledge is gained from the shop windows and the trades- man's display of goods. Nothing has been taught them, but they haVe a rude notion of everything. They have seen the ananas at Chevet's, a palm tree in the Jardin des Plantes, sugar-canes selling on the Pont-JSTeuf. The redskins exhibited in the Valen- tine Plall have taught them to mimic the dance of the bison and to smoke the calumet of peace ; they have seen Carter's lions fed ; they know the prin- cipal national costumes contained in Babin's col- lection ; Goupil's display of prints has placed the tiger-hunts of Africa and the sittings of the English Parliament before their eyes ; they have become ac- quainted with Queen Victoria, the Emperor of Austria, and Kossuth, at the offlce-door of the Illustrated News. We can certainly instruct them, but not astonish them ; for nothing is completely new to them. You may take the Paris ragamuflSn through the five quarters of the world, and at every wonder with which you think to surprise him, he will settle the matter with that favorite and con- clusive answer of his class— -"I know." But this variety of exhibitions, which makes Paris the fair of the world, does not merely oflfer a means of instruction to him who walks through it ; it is a continual spur for rousing the imagination, a 40 AZV ATTIG PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. first step of the ladder always set up before us in a vision. When we see them, how many voyages do we take in imagination, what adventures do we dream of, what pictures do we sketch ! I never look at that shop near the Chinese baths, with its tapes- try hangings of Florida jessamine and filled with magnolias, without seeing the forest glades of the New "World, described by the author of " Atala," opening themselves out before me. Then, when this study of things and this discourse of reason begin to tire you, look around you ! "What contrasts of figures and faces you see in the crowd ! "What a vast field for the exercise of medi- tation ! A half-seen glance, or a few words caught as the speaker passes by, open a thousand vistas to your imagination. You wish to comprehend what these imperfect disclosures mean, and, as the anti- quary endeavors to decipher the mutilated inscrip- tion on some old monument, you build up a history on a gesture or on a word ! These are the stirring sports of the mind which finds in fiction a relief from the wearisome dullness of the actual. Alas! as I was just now passing by the carriage entrance of a great house, I noticed a sad subject for one of these histories. A man was sitting in the darkest corner with his head bare, and holding out his hat for the charity of those who passed. His threadbare coat had that look of neatness which marks that destitution has been met by a long strug- gle. He had carefully buttoned it up to hide the want of a shirt. His face was half-hid under his AN A TTIO PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. 41 long gray hair, and his eyes closed, as if he wished to escape the sight of his own humiliation, and he remained mute and motionless. Those who passed him tools no notice of the beggar, who sat in silence and darkness I They had been so luciiy as to escape complaints and importunities, and were glad to turn away their eyes too. All at once the great gate turned on its hinges ; and a very low carriage, lighted with silver lamps and drawn by two black horses, came slowly out and took the road toward the Faubourg St, Germain. I could just distinguish, within, the sparkling dia- monds and the flowers of a ball-dress ; the glare of the lamps passed like a bloody streak over the pale face of the beggar, and showed his look as his e^'es opened and followed the rich man's equipage until it disappeared in the night. I dropped a small piece of money into the hat he was holding out and passed on quickly. I had just fallen unexpectedly upon the two sad- dest secrets of the disease which troubles the age we live in : the envious hatred of him who suffers want, and the selfish forgetfulness of him who lives in alfluence. All the enjoyment of my walk was gone ; I left off looking about me and retired into my own heart. The animated and moving sight in the streets gave place to inward meditation upon all the painful problems which have been written for the last four thousand years at the bottom of each human struggle, but which are propounded more clearly than ever in our days. 42 AN ATTIC PEIL080PEER IN PARIS. I pondered on the uselessness of so many con- tests in which defeat and victory only displace each other by turns, and on the mistaken zealots who have repeated from generation to generation the bloody history of Cain and Abel ; and, saddened with these mournful reflections, I walked on as chance took me, until the silence all around insensi- bly drew me out from my own thoughts. I had reached one of the remote streets, in which those who would live in comfort and without osten- tation, and who love serious reflection, delight to find a home. There were no shops along the dimly lit pavement ; one heard no sounds but of the dis- tant carriages and of the steps of some of the in- habitants returning quietly home. I instantly recognized the street, though I had only been there once before. That was two years ago. I was walking at the time by the side of the Seine, to which the lights on the quays and bridges gave the aspect of a lake surrounded by a garland of stars ; and I had reached the Louvre, when I was stopped by a crowd col- lected near the parapet ; thej'^ had gathered round a child of about six, who was crying, and I asked the cause of his tears. " It seems that he was sent to walk in the Tuileries," said a mason, who was returning from his work with his trowel in his hand ; " the servant who took care of him met with some friends there, and told the child to wait for hira while he went to get a drink ; but I suppose the drink made him AN ATTIO PHILOSOPHER IN PABI8. 43 more thirsty, for he has not come back, and the child cannot find his way home." " "Why do they not ask him his name and where he lives ?" " They have been doing it for the last hour ; but all he can say is that he is called Charles and that his father is M. Duval — there are twelve hun- dred Duvals in Paris." "Then he does not know in what part of the town he lives?" " I should think not, indeed ! Don't you see that he is a gentleman's child ? He has never gone out except in a carriage or with a servant ; he does not know what to do by himself." Here the mason was interrupted by some of the voices rising above the others. " We cannot leave him in the street," said some. " The child-stealers would carry him off," con- tinued others. " We must take him to the overseer." " Or to the police-office." " That's the thing. Come, little one !" But the child, frightened by these suggestions of danger and at the names of police and overseer, cried louder and drew black toward the parapet. In vain they tried to persuade him ; his fears made him resist the more, and the most eager began to get weary, when the voice of a little boy was heard through the confusion. "I know him well— I do," said he, looking at the lost child; "he belongs to our part of the town." ii AN ATTIC PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. " What part is it ?" " Yonder, on the other side of the Boulevards — Eue des Magasins." " And you have seen him before ?" " Yes, yes ! he belongs to the great house at the end of the street,, where there is an iron gate with gilt points." The child quickly raised his head and stopped crying. The little boy answered all the questions that were put to him, and gave such details as left no room for doubt. The other child understood him, for he went up to him as if to put himself under his protection. " Then you can take him to his parents ?" asked the mason, who had listened with real interest to the little boy's account. " I don't care if I do," replied he ; " it's the way I'm going." - " Then you will take charge of him ?" " He has only to come with me." And, taking up the basket he had put down on the pavement, he set off toward the postern gate of the Louvre. The lost child followed him. " I hope he will take him right," said I when I saw them go away. " Never fear," replied the mason ; " the little one in the blouse is the same age as the other ; but, as the saying is, ' he knows black from white ;' poverty, you see, is a famous schoolmistress !" The crowd dispersed. For my part, I went to- AN A Trio PEILOSOPHEB IN PARIS. 45 ward the Louvre : the thought came into my head to follow the two children, so as to guard against any mistake. I was not long in overtaking them ; they were walk- ing side by side, talking, and already quite familiar with one another. The contrast in their dress then struck me. Littl^ Duval wore one of those fanciful children's dresses which are expensive as well as in good taste; his coat was skillfully fitted to his figure, his trousers came down in plaits from his waist to his boots of polished leather with mother- of-pearl buttons, and his ringlets were half hid by a velvet cap. The appearance of his guide, on the contrary, was that of the class who dwell on the extreme borders of poverty, but who there maintain their ground with no surrender. His old blouse, patched with pieces of different shades, indicated the perseverance of an industrious mother struggling against the wear and tear of time ; his trousers were become too short, and showed his stockings darned over and over again ; and it was evident that his shoes were not made for him. The countenances of the two children were not less different than their dresses. That of the first was delicate and refined ; his clear blue eye, his fair skin, and his smiling mouth gave him a charming look of innocence and happiness. The features of the other, on the contrary, had something rough in them ; his eye was quick and lively, his complexion dark, his smile less merry than shrewd ; all showed a mind sharpened by too early experience ; he bold- 46 ^N ATTIC PEILOBOPEEB IN PABIS. ly walked through the middle of the streets thronged by carriages, and followed their count- less turnings without hesitation. I found, on asking him, that every day he carried dinner to his father, who was then working on the left bank of the Seine, and this responsible duty had made him careful and prudent. He had learned those hard but forcible lessons of necessity which nothing can equal or supply the place of. Unfortu- nately the wants of his poor family had kept him from school, and he seemed to feel the loss, for he often stopped before the print shops and asked his companion to read him the names of the engravings. In this way we reached the Boulevard Bonne Nou- velle, which the little wanderer seemed to know again; notwithstanding his fatigue, he hurried on; he was agitated by mixed feelings ; at the sight of his house he uttered a cry and ran toward the iron gate with the gilt points ; a lady who was standing at the entrance received him in her arras, and from the exclamations of joy and the sound of kisses I soon perceived she was his mother, Not seeing either the servant or the child return, she had sent in search of them in every direction and was waiting for them in intense anxiety. I explained to her in a few words what had hap- pened. She thanked me warmly, and looked round for the little boy who had recognized and brought back her son, but while we were talking he had dis- appeared. It was for the first time since then that I had ~ AN A TTIO PEILOBOPEER IN PARIS. 47 come into this part of Paris. Did the mother con- tinue grateful ? Had the children met again, and had the happy chance of their first meeting lowered between them that barrier which may mark the different ranks of men, but should not divide them ? While putting these questions to myself, I slack- ened my pace and fixed my eyes on thB great gate, which I just perceived. All at once I saw it open and two children appeared at the entrance. Al- though much grown, I recognized them at first sight ; they were the child who was found near the parapet of the Louvre and his young guide. But the dress of the latter was greatly changed : his blouse of gray cloth was neat and even spruce, and was fastened round the waist by a polished leather belt ; he wore strong shoes, but made to his feet, and had on a new cloth cap. Just at the moment I saw him he held in his two hands an enormous bunch of lilacs, to which his companion was trying to add narcissuses and prim- roses ; the two children laughed and parted with a friendly good-by. M. Duval's son did not go in till he had seen the other turn the corner of the street. Then I accosted the latter and reminded him of our former meeting. He looked at me for a mo- ment and then seemed to recollect me. "Forgive me if I do not make you a bow," said he merrily, " but I want both my hands for the nosegay M. Charles has given me." "You are, then, become great friends?" said I. 48 --^N ATTIO PHILOSOPHER IN PABIB. " Oh ! I should think so," said the child ; " and now my father is rich too !" "How's that?" "M. Duval lent him a little money ; he has taken a shop, where he works on his own account; and as for me, I go to school." " Yes," replied I, remarking for the first time the cross which decorated his little coat ; " and I see that you are head boy !" " M. Charles helps me to learn, and so I am come to be the first in the class." " Are you now going to your lessons ?" " Yes, and he has given me some lilacs, for he has a garden where we play together and where my mother can always have flowers." " Then it is the same as if it were partly your own." " So it is ! Ah ! they are good neighbors indeed ! But here I am ; good-by, sir." He nodded to me with a smile and disappeared. 1 went on with my walk, still pensive, but with a feeling of relief. If I had elsewhere witnessed the painful contrast between affluence and want, here I had found the true union of riches and poverty. Hearty good-will had smoothed down the more rugged inequalities on both sides and had opened a road of true neighborhood and fellowship between the humble workshop and the stately mansion. Instead of hearkening to the voice of interest they had both listened to that of self-sacrifice, and there was no place left for contempt or envy. Thus, instead of Alf ATTIO PHILOSOPHEn IN PARIS. 49 the beggar in rags that I had seen at the other door cursing the rich man, I had found here the ' happy child of the laborer loaded with flowers and blessing him I The problem, so diflBcult and so dangerous to examine into with no regard but for the rights of it, I had just seen solved by love. 50 AN ATTIG PHIL080PHEB IN PARIS. CHAPTEK V. C 0MPENSA,T10N. Simday, May 'i^th. — Capital cities have one thing peculiar to them : their days of rest seem to be the signal for a general dispersion and flight. Like birds that are just restored to liberty, the people come out of their stone cages "and joyfully fly toward the country. It is who shall find a green hillock for a seat or the shade of a wood for a shelter ; they gather May flowers, they run about the fields ; the town is forgotten until the evening, when they return with sprigs of blooming hawthorn in their hats, and their hearts gladdened by pleasant thoughts and recollections of the past day ; the next day they return again to their harness and to work. These rural adventures are most remarkable at Paris. When the fine weather comes, clerks, shop- keepers, and workingmen look forward impatiently for the Sunday as the day for trying a few hours of this pastoral life ; they walk through six miles of grocers' shops and public-houses in the faubourgs in the sole hope of finding a real turnip-field. The father of a family begins the practical education of his son by showing him wheat v?hich has not taken AN ATIIC PEILOSOPEER IN PARIS. 51 the form of a. loaf and cabbage " in its wild state." Heaven only knows the encounters, the discoveries, the adventures that are met with ! What Parisian has not had his Odyssey in an excursion through the suburbs, and would not be able to write a companion to the famous " Travels by Land and by Sea from Paris to St. Cloud ?" m We do not now speak of that floating population from all parts, for whom our French Babylon is the caravansary of Europe : a phalanx of thinkers, artists, men of business, and travelers, who, like Homer's hero, have arrived in their intellectual country after having seen " many peoples and cities ;" but of the settled Parisian, who keeps his appointed place and lives on his own floor like the oyster on his rock, a curious vestige of the credulity, the slowness, and the simplicity of bygone ages. For one of the singularities of Paris is that it unites twenty populations completely different in character and manners. By the side of the gypsies of commerce and of art, who wander through all the several stages of fortune or fancy, live a quiet race of people with an independence, or with regular work, whose existence resembles the dial of a clock, on which the same hand points by turns to the same hours. If no other city can show more brilliant and more stirring forms of life, no other contains more obscure and more tranquil ones. Great cities are like the sea : storms only agitate the surface ; if you go to the bottom, you find a region inaccessible to the tumult and the noise. 52 AN ATTIG PHILOaOPEEB IN PARIS. For my part, I have settled on the verge of this region, but do not actually live in it. I am removed from the turmoil of the world and live in the shelter of solitude, but without being able to dis- connect my thoughts from the struggle going on. I follow at a distance all its events of happiness or grief; J join the feasts and the funerals; for how can he who looks on and knows what passes do other than take part? Ignorance alone can keep us strangers to the life around us : selfishness itself will not suffice for that. These reflections I made to myself in my attic, in the intervals of the various " household works" to which a bachelor is forced when he has no other servant than his own ready will. While I was pursuing my deductions I had blacked my boots, brushed my coat, and tied my cravat : I had at last arrived at the important moment when we pronounce complacently that all is finished, and that well. A grand resolve had just decided me to depart from my usual habits. The evening before I had seen by the advertisements that the next day was a holiday at Sevres, and that the china manufactory would be open to the public. I was tempted by the beauty of the morning and suddenly decided to go there. On my arrival at the station on the left bank I noticed the crowd hurrying on in the fear of being late. Railroads, besides many other advantages, will have that of teaching the French punctuality. They will submit to the clock when they are con- AN ATTIO PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. 53 vinced that it is their master ; they will learn to wait when they find they will not be waited for. Social virtues are in a great degree good habits. How many great qualities are grafted into nations by their geographical position, by political necessity, and by institutions I Avarice was destroyed for a time among the Lacedaemonians by the creation of an iron coinagf too heavy and too bulky to be con- veniently hoarded. I found myself in a carriage with two middle- aged sisters belong to the domestic and retired class of Parisians I have spoken of above. A few civil- ities were sufficient to gain me their confidence, and after some minutes I was acquainted with their whole history. They were two poor women, left orphans at fifteen, and had lived ever since, as those who work for their livelihood must live, by economy and privation. For the last twenty or thirty years they had worked in jewelry in the same house; they had seen ten masters succeed one another and make their fortunes in it, without any change in their own lot. They had always lived in the same room, at the end of one of the passages in the Rue St. Denis, where the air and the sun are unknown. They began their work before daylight, went on with it till after nightfall, and saw year succeed to year without their lives being marked by any other events than the Sunday service, a walk, or an ill- ness. The younger of these worthy workwomen was 54 AN ATTIO PHlLOSOPaER IN PABtS. forty, aud obeyed her sister as she did when a child. The elder looked after her, took care of her, and scolded her with a mother's tenderness. At first it was amusing ; afterward one could not help seeing something affecting in these two gray-haired chil- dren, one unable to leave off the habit of obeying, the other that of protecting. And it was not in that alone that my two com- panions seemed younger than their years ; they knew so little that their wonder never ceased. We had hardly arrived at Clamart before they involun- tarily exclaimed, like the king in the children's game, that " they did not think the world was so great !" It was the first time they had trusted themselves on a railroad, and it was amusing to see their sud- den shocks, their alarms, and their courageous de- terminations : everything was a marvel to them ! They had remains of youth within them, which made them sensible to things which usually only strike us in childhood. Poor creatures ! they had still the feelings of another age, though they had lost its charms. But was there not something holy in this sim- plicity, which had been preserved to them by ab- stinence from all the joys of life ? Ah ! accursed be he who first had the bad courage to attach ridi- cule to that name of Old Maid, which recalls so many images of grievous deception, of dreariness, and of abandonment ! Accursed^be he who can find a subject for sarcasm in involuntary misfortune and who can crown gray hairs with thorns ! AN ATTIO PSILOSOPHES IN PARIS. 55 The two sisters were called Frances and Mad- eleine. This day's journey was a feat of courage ■without example in their lives. The fever of the times had infected them unawares. Yesterday Madeleine had suddenly proposed the idea of the expedition, and Frances had accepted it immedi- ately. Perhaps it would have been better not to have yielded fo the temptation offered by her young sister ; but " we have our follies at all ages," as the prudent Frances philosophically remarked. As for Madeleine, there are no regrets or doubts for her ; she is the life-guardsman of the establishment. " We really must amuse ourselves," said she ; " we do but live once." And the elder sister smiled at this Epicurean maxim. It was evident that the fever of independ- ence was at its crisis in both of them. And in truth it would have been a great pity if any scruple had interfered with their happiness, it was so frank and genial ! The sight of the trees, ■which seemed to fly on both sides of the road, caused them unceasing admiration. The meeting a train passing in the contrary direction, with the noise and rapidity of a thunderbolt, made them shut their eyes and utter a cry ; but it had already dis- appeared ! They look round, take courage again, and express themselves full of astonishment at the marvel. Madeleine declares that such a sight is worth the expense of the journey, and Frances would have agreed with her if she had not recollected, with 56 AN ATTIO PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. some little alarm, the deficit which such an expense must make in their budget. The 3 francs spent upon this single expedition were the savings of a ^yhole week of work. Thus the joy of the elder of the two sisters was mixed with remorse ; the prodi- gal child now and then turned back its eyes toward the back street of St. Denis. But the motion and the succession of objects dis- tract her. See the bridge of the Val surrounded by its lovely landscape : on the right, Paris with its grand monuments, which rise through the fog or sparkle in the sun ; on the left, Meudon, with its villas, its woods, its vines, and its royal castle ! The two workwomen look from one window to the other with exclamations of delight. One fellow-passen- ger laughs at their childish wonder ; but to myself it is very touching, for I see in it the sign of a long and monotonous seclusion : they are the prisoners of work who have recovered liberty and fresh air for a few hours. At last the train stops and we get out. I show the two sisters the path that leads to Sevres, be- tween the railway and the gardens, and they go on before, while I inquire about the time of returning. I soon join them again at the next station, where they have stopped at the little garden belonging to the gatekeeper ; both are already in deep conver- sation with him while he digs his garden borders and marks out the places for flower-seeds. He in- forms them that it is the time for hoeing out weeds, for making grafts and layers, for sowing annuals, AN A TTIG PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. 57 and for destroying the insects on the rose-trees. Madeleine has on the sill of her window two wooden boxes in which, for want of air and sun, she has never been able to make anything grow but mus- tard and cress ; but she persuades herself that, thanks to this information, all other plants may henceforth thrive in them. At last the gatekeeper, who is sowing a Sorder with mignonette, gives her the rest of the seeds which he does not want, and the old maid goes off delighted and begins to act over again the dream of Perette and her can of milk with these flowers of her imagination. On reaching the grove of acacias, where the fair vv'as going on, I lost sight of the two sisters. I went alone among the sights : there were lotteries going on, mountebank shows, places for eating and drink- ing, and for shooting with the cross-bow. I have always been struck by the spirit of these out-of-door festivities. In drawing-room entertainments peo- ple are cold, grave, often listless, and most of those who go there are brought together by habit or the obligations of society ; in the country assemblies, on the contrary, you only find those who are at- tracted by the hope of enjoyment. There, it is a forced conscription ; here, they are volunteers for gayety ! Then, how easily they are pleased ! How far this crowd of people is yet from knowing that to be pleased with nothing and to look down on everything is the height of fashion and good taste ! Doubtless their amusements are often coarse ; ele- gance and refinement are wanting in them ; but at 58 AN ATTIG PHILOSOPHER IN PABIS. least they have heartiness. Oh that the hearty en- joyments of these merry-makings could be retained in union with less vulgar feeling ! Formerly reli- gion stamped its holy character on the celebration of country festivals and purified the pleasures with- out depriving them of their simplicity. The hour arrives at which the doors of the porce- lain manufactory and the museum of pottery are open to the public. I meet Frances and Madeleine again in the first room. Frightened at finding themselves in the midst of such regal magnificence, they hardly dare walk ; they speak in a low tone, as if they were in a church. " We are in the king's house," said the eldest sister, forgetting that there is no longer a king in France. 1 encourage them to go on ; I walk first and they make up their minds to follow me. What wonders are brought together in this col- lection ! Here we see clay molded into every shape, tinted with every color, and combined with every sort of substance ! Earth and wood are the first substances worked upon by man, and seem more particularly meant for his use. They, like the domestic animals, are the essential accessories of his life ; therefore there must be a more intimate connection between them and us. Stone and metals require long prepara- tions ; they resist our first efforts, and belong less to the individual than to communities. Earth and wood are, on the contrary, the principal instruments AN A TTIC PHILOSOPEEB IN PA BIS. 59 of the isolated being who must feed and shelter himself. This, doubtless, makes me feel so much interested in the collection I am examining. These cups, so roughly modeled by the savage, admit me to a knowledge of some of his habits ; these elegant yet incorrectly forn\pd vases of the Indian tell me of a declining intelligence, in which still glimmers the twilight of what was once bright sunshine ; these jars, loaded with arabesques, show the fancy of the Arab rudely and ignorantly copied by the Spaniard ! "We find here the stamp of every race, every country, and every age. My companions seemed little interested in these historical associations ; they looked at all with that credulous admiration which leaves no room for examination or discussion. Madeleine read the name written under every piece of workmanship, and her sister answered with an exclamation of wonder. In this way we reached a little court-yard, where they had thrown away the fragments of some broken china. Frances perceived a colored saucer almost whole, of which she took possession as a rec- ord of the visit she was making ; henceforth she would have a specimen of the Sevres china, " which is only made for kings !" I would not undeceive her by telling her that the products of the manu- factory are sold all over the world, and that her saucer, before it was cracked, was the same as those that are bought at the shops for sixpence ! Why 60 ^N ATTIC PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. should I destroy the illusions of her humble exist- ence ? Are we to break down the hedge-flowers which perfume our paths? Things are oftenest nothing in themselves ; the thoughts we attach to them alone give them value. To rectify innocent mistakes in order to recover some useless reality is to be like those learned men who will see nothing in a plant but the chemical elements of which it is composed. On leaving the manufactory, the two sisters, who had taken possession of me with the freedom of artlessness, invited me to share the luncheon they had brought with them. I declined at first, but they insisted with so much good nature that I feared to pain them, and with some awkwardnesss gave way. We had only to look for a convenient spot. I led them up the hill, and we found a plot of grass enameled with daisies and shaded by two walnut- trees. Madeleine could not contain herself for joy. All her life she had dreamed of a dinner out on the grass ! "While helping her sister to take the pro- visions from the basket, she tells me of all her ex- peditions into the country that had been planned and put off. Frances, on the other hand, was brought up at Montmorency, and before she became an orphan she had often gone back to her nurse's house. That which had the attraction of novelty for her sister had for her the charm of recollection. She told the vintage harvests to which her parents AN ATTia PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. 61 had taken her ; the rides on Mother Luret's donkey, that they could not make go to the right without pulling him to the left ; the cherry-gathering ; and the sails on the lake in the boat of the innkeeper. These recollections have all the charm and fresh- ness of childhood. Frances recalls to herself less what she has segn than what she has felt. While she is talking the cloth is laid, and we sit down un- der a tree. Before us winds the valley of S6vres, its many-storied houses abutting upon the gardens and the slopes of the hill ; on the other side spreads out the park of St. Cloud, with its magnificent clumps of trees interspersed with meadows ; above stretch the heavens like an immense ocean, in which the clouds are sailing! I look at this beautiful country and I listen to these good old maids; I admire and I am interested ; and time passes gently on without my perceiving it. At last the sun sets, and we have to think of re- turning. While Madeleine and Frances clear away the dinner, I walk down to the manufactory to ask the hour. The merry-making is at its height ; the blasts of the trombones resound from the band under the acacias. For a few moments I forget myself with looking about ; but I have promised the two sisters to take them back to the Bellevue station : the train cannot wait, and I make haste to climb the path again which leads to the walnut- trees. Just before I reached them I heard voices on the other side of the hedge. Madeleine and Frances 62 AN ATTIG PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. were speaking to a poor girl whose clothes were burned, her hands blackened, and her face tied up with blood-stained bandages. I saw that she was one of the girls employed at the gunpowder mills, which are built higher up on the common. An ex- plosion had taken place a few days before ; the girl's mother and elder sister were killed ; she herself escaped by a miracle and was now left without any means of support. She told all this with the re- signed and unhopeful manner of one who has always been accustomed to sufifer. The two sisters were much affected ; I saw them consulting with one another in a low tone : then Frances took 30 sous out of a little coarse silk purse, which was all they had left, and gave them to the poor girl. 1 hastened on to that side of the hedge ; but before I reached it I met the two old sisters, who called out to me that they would not return by the railway, but on foot ! I then understood that the money they had meant for the journey had just been given to the beggar ! Good, like evil, is contagious : I run to the poor wounded girl, give her the sum that was to pay for my own place, and return to Frances and Made- leine and tell them I will walk with them. I am just come back from taking them home, and have left them delighted with their day, the recol- lection of which will long make them happy. This morning I was pitying those whose lives are AN ATTIG PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. 63 obscure and joyless ; now, I understand that God has provided a compensation with every trial. The smallest pleasure derives from rarity a relish other- wise unknown. Enjoyment is only what we feel to be such, and the luxurious man feels no longer : satiety has destroyed his appetite, while privation preserves to the other that first of earthly blessings, the being easily 'made happy. Oh that I could per- suade every one of this ! that so the rich might not abuse their riches and that the poor might have patience. If happiness is the rarest of blessings, it is because the reception of it is the rarest of virtues. Madeleine and Frances ! ye poor old maids whose courage, resignation, and generous hearts are your only wealth, pray for the wretched who give them- selves up to despair ; for the unhappy who hate and envy ; and for the unfeeling into whose enjoyments no pity enters. U A.N ATTIC PEIL080PEEB IN PARIS. CHAPTEE VI. UNCLE MATTE ICE. June^^th, Four O'clock A.M. — I am not surprised at hearing, when I awake, the birds singing so joy- fully outside my window ; it is only by living, as they and I do, in a top story, that one comes to know how cheerful the mornings really are up among the roofs. It is there that the sun sends his first rays and the breeze comes with the fragrance of the gardens and woods ; there that a wandering butterfly sometimes ventures among the flowers of the attic and that the songs of the industrious workwoman welcome the dawn of day. The lower stories are still deep in sleep, silence, and shadow, while here labor, light, and song already reign. Whait life is around me ! See the swallow return- ing from her search for food, with her beak full of insects for her young ones ; the sparrows shake the dew from their wings while they chase one another in the sunshine ; and ray neighbors throw open their windows and welcome the morning with their fresh faces ! Delightful hour of waking, when everything returns to feeling and to motion ; when the first light of day strikes upon creation and brings it to life again, as the magic wand struck the palace of AN A TTIC PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. 65 the Sleeping Beauty in the wood ! It is a moment of rest from every misery ; the sufferings of the sick are allayed, and a breath of hope enters into the hearts of the despairing. But, alas ! it is but a short respite ! Everything will soon resume its wonted course : the great human machine, with its long strains, its deep gasps, its collisions, and its crashes, will be again put in motion. The tranquillity of this first morning hour reminds me of that of our first years of life. Then, too, the sun shines brightly, the air is fragrant, and the illusions of youth — those birds of our life's morning — sing around us. Why do they fly away when we are older ? Where do this sadness and this solitude, which gradually steal upon us, come from ? The course seems to be the same with individuals and with communities: at starting, so readily made happy, so easily enchanted ; and at the goal, the bitter disappointment of reality ! The road, which began among hawthorns and primroses, ends speedi- ly in deserts or in precipices ! Why is there so much confidence at first, so much doubt at last ? Has, then, the knowledge of life no other end but to make it unfit for happiness ? Must we condemn ourselves to ignorance if we would preserve hope ? Is the world and is the individual man intended, after all, to find rest only in an eternal childhood ? How many times have I asked myself these ques- tions ! Solitude has the advantage or the danger of making us continually search more deeply into the same ideas. As our discourse is only with ourself, 66 ■^N' ATTIC PHILOSOPBEB IN PARIS. we always give the same direction to the conversa- tion ; we are not called to turn it to the subject which occupies another mind or interests another's feelings ; and so an involuntary inclination makes us return forever to knock at the same doors ! I interrupted my reflections to put my attic in order. I hate the look of disorder, because it shows either a contempt for details or an inaptness for spiritual life. To arrange the things among which we have to live is to establish the relation of prop- erty and of use between them and us : it is to lay the foundation of those habits without which man tends to the savage state. What, in fact, is social organ- ization but a series of habits, settled in accordance with the dispositions of our nature ? I distrust both the intellect and the morality of those people to whom disorder is of no consequence — who can live at ease in an Augean stable. What surrounds us reflects more or less that which is within us. The mind is like one of those dark lanterns which, in spite of everything, still throw some light around. If our tastes did not reveal our character, they would be no longer tastes, but instincts. While I was arranging everything in my attic, my eyes rested on the little almanac hanging over my chimney-piece. I looked for the day of the month, and i saw these words written in large letters : " Fete Dieu !" It is to-day ! In this great city, where there are no longer any public religious solemnities, there is AN ATTtO PEILOSOPHER IN PARIS. el nothing to remind us of it; but it is, in truth, the period so happily chosen by the primitive Church. " The day kept in honor of the Creator," says Cha- teaubriand, " happens at a time when the heaven and the earth declare his power, when the woods and fields are full of new life, and all are united by the happiest ties ; there is not a single widowed plant in the fields." What recollections these words have just awak- ened ! I left off what I was about, I leaned m}' elbows on the window-sill, and, with my head be- tween my two hands, I went back in thought to the little town where the first days of my childhood were passed. The J^ te Dieic was then one of the great events of m}' life ! It was necessary to be diligent and obedient a long time beforehand to deserve to share in it. I still recollect with what raptures of ex- pectation I got up on the morning of the day. There was a holy joy in the air. The neighbors, up earlier than usual, hung cloths with flowers or figures worked in tapestry along the streets. I went from one to another, by turns admiring relig- ious scenes of the Middle Ages, mythological com- positions of the Eenaissance, old battles in the style of Louis XIY., and the Arcadias of Madame de Pompadour. AH this world of phantoms seemed to be coming forth from the dust of past ages to assist — silent and motionless — at the holy ceremony. I looked, alternately in fear and wonder, at those terrible warriors with their swords always raised, 68 AN ATTtO PHILOSOPhM IN PARIS. those beautiful huntresses shooting the arrow which never left the bow, and those shepherds in satin breeches always playing the flute at the feet of the perpetually smiling shepherdess. Sometimes, when the wind blew behind these hanging pictures, it seemed to me that the figures themselves moved, and I watched to see them detach themselves from the wall and take their place in the procession! But these impressions were vague and transitory. The feeling that predominated over every other was that of an overflowing yet quiet joy. In the midst of all the floating draperies, the scattered flowers, the voices of the maidens, and the gladness which, like a perfume, exhaled from everything, you felt transported in spite of yourself. The joyful sounds of the festival were repestted in your heart in a thousand melodious echoes. You were more indul- gent, more holy, more loving ! For God was not only manifesting himself without, but also within us. And then the altars for the occasion ! the flowery arbors ! the triumphal arches made of green boughs ! What competition among the different parishes for the erection of the resting-places* where the proces- sion was to halt ! It was who should contribute the rarest and the most beautiful of his posses- sions ! It was there I made my first sacrifice ! * The reposoirs, or temporary altars, on which the conse crated elements are placed while the procession halts. AN ATTIC PHILOSOPHER IN PA RIB. 69 The wreaths of flowers were arranged, the can- dles lighted, and the tabernaclef dressed with roses ; but one was wanting fit to crown the whole! All the neighboring gardens had been ransacked. I alone possessed a flower worthy of such a place. It was on the rose-tree given me by my mother on my birthday. I had watched it for several months, and there was to other bud to blow on the tree. There it was, half -open, in its mossy nest, the object of such long expectations, and of all a child's pride ! I hesitated for some moments. No one had asked me for it ; I might easily avoid losing it. I should hear no reproaches, but one rose noiselessly within me. "When every one else had given all they had, ought I alone to keep back my treasure ? Ought I to grudge to God one of the gifts which, like all the rest, 1 had received from him? At this last thought I plucked the flower from the stem and took it to put at the top of the tabernacle. Ah ! why does the recollection of this sacrifice, which was so hard and yet so sweet to me, now make me smile? Is it so certain that the value of a gift is in itself rather than in the intention ? If the cup of cold water in the Gospel is remembered to the poor man, why should not the flower be remembered to the child ? Let us not look down upon the child's simple acts of generosity ; it is these which accustom the soul to self-denial and to sympathy. I cherished this moss-rose a long time as a sacred talisman ; I had t An ornamental case or cabinet, which contains the bread and wine. 70 AN ATTIO PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. reason to cherish it always, as the record of the first victory won over myself. It is now many years since I witnessed the cele- bration of the Fete Dieu ; but should I again feel in it the happy sensations of former days ? I still remember how, when the procession had passed, I walked through the the streets strewed with flowers and shaded with green boughs. I felt in- toxicated by the lingering perfumes of the incense, mixed with the fragrance of syringas, jessamines, and roses, and I seemed no longer to touch the ground as I went along. I smiled at everything; the whole world was Paradise in my eyes, and it seemed to me that G-od was floating in the air ! Moreover, this feeling was not the excitement of the moment : it might be more intense on certain days, but at the same time it continued through the ordinary course of my life. Many years thus passed for me in an expansion of heart and a trustfulness which prevented sorrow, if not from coming, at least from staying with me. Sure of not being alone, I soon took heart again, like the child who recovers its courage because it hears its mother's voice close by. Why have I lost that confidence of my childhood ? Shall I never feel again so deeply that God is here ? How strange the association of our thoughts ! A day of the month recalls my infancy, and see, all the recollections of my former years are growing up around me ! Why was I so happy then ? 1 consider well, and nothing is sensibly changed in AN ATTIO PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. 71 my condition. I possess, as I did then, health and my daily bread ; the only difference is that I am now responsible for myself ! As a child, I accepted life when it came ; another cared and provided for me. As long as I fulfilled my present duties I was at peace within, and I left the future to the prudence of my father ! My destiny was a ship, in the direction of which I had no share and in which I sailed as a common passenger. There was the whole secret of childhood's happy security. Since then worldly wisdom has deprived me of it. "When my lot was intrusted to my own and sole keeping, I thought to make myself master of it by means of a long insight into the future. I have filled the present hour with anxieties by occupying my thoughts with the future ; I have put my judgment in the place of Providence, and the happy child is changed into the anxious man. A melancholy course, yet perhaps an important lesson. Who knows that, if I had trusted more to Him who rules the world, I should not have been spared all this anxiety ? It may be that happiness is not possible here below, but on the condition of living like a child, giving ourselves up to the duties of each day as it comes, and trusting in the good- ness of our heavenly Father for all besides. This reminds me of my Uncle Maurice ! "When- ever I have need to strengthen myself in all that is good, I turn my thoughts to him ; I see again the gentle expression of his half -smiling, half -mourn- ful face ; I hear his voice, always soft and soothing 72 AN A TTIO PHILOSOPHER IN PARI8. as a breath of summer! The remembrance of him protects my life and gives it light. He, too, was a saint and martyr here below. Others have pointed out the path of heaven ; he has taught us to see those of earth aright. But ' except the angels, who are charged with noting down the sacrifices performed in secret and the virtues which are never known, who has ever heard speak cf ray Uncle Maurice ? Perhaps I alone remember his name and still recall his history. Well! I will write it, not for others, but for myself ! They say that at the sight of the Apollo the body erects itself and assumes a more digni- fied attitude : in the same way, the soul should feel itself raised and ennobled by the recollection of a good man's life ! A ray of the rising sun lights up the little table on which I write ; the breeze brings me in the scent of the mignonette, and the swallows wheel about my window with joyful twitterings. The image of my Uncle Maurice will be in its proper place amid the songs, the sunshine, and the fragrance. Seven O^cloch. — It is with men's lives as with days : some dawn radiant with a thousand colors, others dark with gloomy clouds. That of my Uncle Maurice was one of the latter. He was so sickly when he came into the world that they thought he must die ; but notwithstanding these anticipations, which might be called hopes, he continued to live, suffering and deformed. He was deprived of all joys as well as of all AN A TTIO PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. 73 the attractions of childhood. He was oppressed be- cause he was weak and laughed at for his deform- ity. In vain the little hunchback opened his arms to the world ; the world scoffed at him and went its way. However, he still had his mother, and it was to her that the child directed all the feelings of a heart repulsed by othets. "With her he found shelter and was happy till he reached the age when a man must take his place in life ; and Maurice had to content himself with that which others had refused with contempt. His education would have quali- fied him for any course of life ; and he became an octroi-clerk * in one of the little toll-houses at the entrance of his native town. He was always shut up in this dwelling of a few feet square, with no relaxation from the office ac- counts but reading and his mother's visits. On fine summer days she came to work at the door of his hut, under the shade of a clematis planted by Maurice. And even when she was silent her presence was a pleasant change for the hunchback ; he heard the clinking of her long knitting-needles ; he saw her mild and mournful profile, which reminded him of so many courageously borne trials ; he could every now and then rest his hand affectionately on that bowed-down neck and exchange a smile with her ! This comfort was soon to be taken from him. His old mother fell sick, and at the end of a few * The octroi is the tax on provisions levied at the entrance of the town. 74 AN ATTIC PHILOSOPHER IN PABIS. days he had to give up all hope. Maurice was over- come at the idea of a separation which would henceforth leave him alone on earth, and abandoned himself to boundless grief. He knelt by the bed- side of the dying woman, he called her by the fondest names, he pressed her in his arms, as if he could so keep her in life. His mother tried to re- turn his caresses and to answer him ; but her hands were cold, her voice already gone. She could only press her lips against the forehead of her son, heave a sigh, and close her eyes forever ! They tried to take Maurice away, but he resisted them and threw himself on that now motionless form. " Dead !" cried he ; " dead ! She who had never left me, she who was the only one in the world who loved me ! You, my mother, dead ! What, then, remains for me here below ?" A stifled voice replied : « God !" Maurice, startled, raise d himself up ! Was it a last sigh from the dead or his own conscience that had answered him ? He did not seek to know, but he understood the answer, and accepted it. It was then that I first knew him. I often went to see him in his little toll-house. He mixed in my childish games, told me his finest stories, and let me gather his flowers. Deprived as he was of all ex- ternal attractiveness, he showed himself full of kind- ness to all who came to him, and though he never would put himself forward, he had a welcome for AN A TTIG PEILOSOPHEB IN PABIS. 75 every one. Deserted, despised, he submitted to everything with a gentle patience ; and while he was thus stretched on the the cross of life, amid the insults of his executioners, he repeated with Christ, " Father, forgive them, for they know not what they do." No other clerk showed so much honesty zeal and intelligence ; but"those who otherwise might have promoted him as his services deserved were repulsed by his deformity. As he had no patrons, he found his claims were always disregarded. They pre- ferred before him those who were better able to make themselves agreeable, and seemed to be granting him a favor when letting him keep the humble office which enabled him to live. Uncle Maurice bore injustice as he had borne contempt ; unfairly treated by men, he raised his eyes higher and trusted in the justice of Him who cannot be deceived. He lived in an old house in the suburb, where many workpeople, as poor but not as forlorn as he, also lodged. Among these neighbors there was a single woman, who lived by herself in a little gar- ret, into which came both wind and rain. She was a young girl, pale, silent, and with nothing to rec- ommend her but her wretchedness and her resigna- tion to it. She was never seen speaking to any other woman, and no song cheered her garret. She worked without interest and without relaxation ; a depressing gloom seemed to envelop her like a shroud. Her dejection affected Maurice; he at- tempted to speak to her ; she replied mildly, but iu 76 AN ATTIC PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. few words. It was easy to see that she preferred her silence and her solitude to the little hunchback's good-will ; he perceived it and said no more. But Toinette's needle was hardly sufficient for her support, and presently work failed her ! Mau- rice learned that the poor girl was in want of everything, and that the tradesmen refused to give her credit. He immediately went to them, and privately engaged to pay them for what they sup- plied Toinette with. Things went on in this way for several months. The young dressmaker continued out of work, until she was at last frightened at the bills she had con- tracted with the shopkeepers. When she came to an explanation with them, everything was dis- covered. Her first impulse was to run to Uncle Maurice and thank him on her knees. Her habitual reserve had given way to a burst of deepest feeling. It seemed as if gratitude had melted all the ice of that numbed heart. Being now no longer embarrassed with a secret, the little hunchback could give greater efficacy to his good offices. Toinette became to him a sister, for whose wants he had a right to provide. It was the first time since the death of his mother that he had been able to share his life with another. The young woman received his attentions with feeling, but with reserve. All Maurice's efforts were insuf- ficient to dispel her gloom : she seemed touched by his kindness, and sometimes expressed her sense of it with warmth ; but there she stopped. Her heart AN A TTIU PHILOSOPHER IN PABI8. 77 was a closed book, which the little hunchback might bend over, but could not read. In truth he cared little to do so : he gave himself up to the happiness of being no longer alone, and took Toinette such as her long trials had made her ; he loved her as she was, and wished for nothing else but still to enjoy her company. , This thought insensibly took possession of his mind, to the exclusion of all besides. The poor girl was as forlorn as himself ; she had become accus- tomed to the deformity of the hunchback, and she seemed to look on him with an affectionate sympathy! What more could he wish for? Until then, the hopes of making himself acceptable to a helpmate had been repelled by Maurice as a dream ; but chance seemed willing to make it a reality. After much hesitation he took courage and decided to speak to her. It was evening ; the little hunchback, in much agitation, directed his steps toward the work- woman's garret. Just as he was about to enter, he thought he heard a strange voice pronouncing the maiden's name. He quickly pushed open the door, and perceived Toinette weeping and leaning on the shoulder of a young man in the dress of a sailor. At the sight of ray uncle, she disengaged herself quickly and ran to him, crying out : " Ah ! come in — come in ! It is he that I thought was dead : it is Julien ; it is my betrothed !" Maurice tottered and drew back. A single word had told him all ! 78 AN ATTIO PEIL080PEBR IN PARIS. It seemed to him as if the ground shook and his heart was going to break ; but the same voice that he had heard by his mother's death-bed again sounded in his ears, and he soon recovered himself. God was still his friend ! He himself accompanied the newly married pair . on the road when they went away, and after hav- ing wished them all the happiness which was denied to him, he returned with resignation to the old house in the suburb. It was there that he ended his life, forsaken by men, but not as he said by the "Father which is in heaven." He felt his presence everywhere; it was to him in the place of all else. When he died, it was with a smile and like an exile setting out for his own country. He who had consoled him in poverty and ill-health, when he was suffering from injustice and forsaken by all, had made death a gain and blessing to him. Eight O'clock. — All I have just written has pained me ! Till now I have looked into life for instruction how to live. Is it, then, true that human maxims are not always sufficient? that beyond goodness, prudence, moderation, humility, self-sacrifice itself, there is one great truth, which alone can face great misfortunes ? and that, if man had need of virtues for others, he has need of religion for himself ? "When, in youth, we drink our wine with a merry heart, as the Scripture expresses it, we think we are sufficient for ourselves ; strong, happy, and beloved, we believe, like Ajax, we shall be able to escape AN ATTIC PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. 79 every storm in spite of tke gods. But later in life ■when the back is bowed, when happiness proves a fading flower, and the affections grow chill — then, in fear of the void and the darkness, we stretch out our arms, like the child overtaken by night, and we call for help to Him who is everywhere. I was asking this morning, why this growing con- fusion alike for society and for the individual ? In vain does human reason from hour to hour light some new torch on the roadside : the night continues to grow ever darker ! Is it not because we are con- tent to withdraw further and further from God, the Sun of spirits ? But what do these hermits' reveries signify to the world ? The inward turmoils of most men are stifled by the outward ones ; life does not give them time to question themselves. Have they time to know what they are, and what they should be, whose whole thoughts are in the next lease or the last price of stock ? Heaven is very high, and wise men look only to the earth. But I — poor savage amid all this civilization, who seek neither power nor riches, and who have found in my own thoughts the home and shelter of my spirit — I can go back with impunity to these recol- lections of my childhood ; and if this our great city no longer honors the name of God with a festival, I will strive still to keep the feast to him in my heart. 80 AN ATTIC PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. CHAPTER VII. THE PRICE OF POWER AND THE WORTH OF FAME. Swnday, July 1st. — Yesterday the month dedicat- ed to Juno (Jimius, June) by the Eomans ended. To-day we enter on July. In ancient Eome this latter month was called QimiUlis (the fifth), because the year, which was then only divided into ten parts, began in March. "When Numa Pompilius divided it into twelve months this name of Qwmtilis was preserved, as well as those that followed — SexUlis, September, October, November, December — although these designations did not accord with the newly ar- ranged order of the months. At last, after a time the month QuintiUs, in which Julius Caesar was born, was called Julius, from whence we have July. Thus this name, placed in the calendar, is become the imperishable record of a great man ; it is an im- mortal epitaph on Time's highway, engraved by the admiration of man. How many similar inscriptions are there ! Seas, continents, mountains, stars, and monuments have all in succession served the same purpose ! We have turned the whole world into a Golden Book, like that in which the state of Venice used to enroll AN A TTIU PHILOSOPHER IN PA HIS. 81 its illustrious names and its great deeds. It seems that mankind feels a necessity for honoring itself in its elect ones, and that it raises itself in its own eyes by choosing heroes from among its own race. The human family love to preserve the memory of the '■'■ jposflmenus " of glory, as we cherish that of a re- nowned ancestgr or of a benefactor. In fact, the talents granted to a single individual do not benefit himself alone, but are gifts to the world ; every one shares them, for every one suffers or benefits by his actions. Genius is a lighthouse, meant to give light from afar; the man who bears it is but the rock upon which this lighthouse is built. I love to dwell upon these thoughts ; they explain to me in what consists our admiration for glory. When glory has benefited men, that admiration is gratitude : when it is only remarkable in itself, it is the pride of race ; as men, we love to immortalize the most shining examples of humanity. Who knows whether we do not obey the same instinct in submitting to the hand of power ? Apart from the requirements of a gradation of ranks or the consequences of a conquest, the multitude de- light to surround their chiefs with privileges — whether it be that their vanity makes them thus to aggrandize one of their own creations, or whether they try to conceal the humiliation of subjection by exaggerating the importance of those who rule them. They wish to honor themselves through their master ; they elevate him on their shoulders 82 AN ATTIC PEILOSOPEEB IN PA BIS. as on a pedestal ; they surround him with a halo of light, in order that some of it may be reflected upon themselves. It is still the fable of the dog who, contents himself with the chain and collar, so that they are of gold. This servile vanity is not less natural or less com- mon than the vanity of dominion. "Whoever feels himself incapable of command, at least desires to obey a powerful chief. Serfs have been known to consider themselves dishonored when they became the property of a mere count after having been that of a prince, and Saint-Simon mentions a valet who would only wait upon marquises. July ^th, Seven. O'clock P.M. — Ihave justnow been up the Boulevards ; it was the opera night, and there was a crowd of carriages in the Rue Lepelle- tier. The foot-passengers who were stopped at a crossing recognized the persons in some of these as they went by and mentioned their names ; they were those of celebrated or powerful men, the suc- cessful ones of the day. Near me there was a man looking on with hollow cheeks and eager eyes, and whose black coat was threadbare. He followed with envious looks these possessors of the privileges of power or of fame, and I read on his lips, which curled with a bitter smile, all that passed in his mind. " Look at them, the lucky fellows !" thought he ; " all the pleasures of wealth, all the enjoyments of pride, are theirs. Their names are renowned, all their wishes fulfilled ; they are the sovereigns of AN ATTIC PHILOSOPHER IN PAMI8. 83 the world either'by their intellect or their power ; and while I, poor and unknown, toil painfully along the road below, they wing their way over the mountain-tops gilded by the broad sunshine of pros- perity," I have come home in deep thought. Is it true that there are these inequalities, I do not say in the fortunes, but in the happiness of men ? Do genius and authority really wear life as a crown, while the greater part of mankind receive it as a yoke ? Is the. difference of rank but a different use of men's dispositions and talente, or a real inequality in their destinies? A solemn question, as it regards the verification of God's impartiality. July 8tk, Noon. — I went this morning to call upon a friend from the same province as myself, and who is first usher in waiting to one of our ministers. I took him some letters from his family, left for him by a traveler just come from Brittany. He wished me to stay. " To-day," said he, " the minister gives no au- dience : he takes a day of rest with his family. His younger sisters are arrived : he will take them this morning to St. Cloud, and in the evening he has in- vited his friends to a private ball. I shall be dis- missed directly for- the rest of the day. We nan dine together ; read the news while you are waiting for me." I sat down at a table covered with newspapers, all of which I looked over by turns. Most of them contained severe criticisms on the last political acts 84 AN ATTIG PHILOSOPHISE IN PARIS. of the minister ; some of them added suspicions as to the honor of the minister himself. Just as I had finished reading, a secretary came for them to take them to his master. He was then about to read these accusations, to suffer silently the abuse of all those tongues which were holding him up to indignation or to scorn ! Like the Eoman victor in his triumph, he had to endure the insults of him who followed his car, re- lating to the crowd his follies, his ignorance, or his vices. But among the arrows shot at him from every side, would no one be found poisoned ? Would not one reach some spot in his heart where the wound would be incurable ? What is the worth of a life exposed to the attacks of envious hatred or furious conviction ? The Christians yielded only the frag- ments of their flesh to the beasts of the amphi- theaters ; the man in power gives up his peace, his affections, his honor, to the cruel bites of the pen. While I was musing upon these dangers, of great- iness, the usher entered hastily. Important news has been received : the minister is just summoned to the council ; he will not be able to take his sisters to St. Cloud. I saw, through the windows, the young ladies, who were waiting at the door, sorrowfully go up- stairs again, while their brother went off to the council. The carriage, which should have gone filled with so much family happiness, is just out of sight, carrying only the cares of a statesman in it. AN ATTIG PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. 85 The usher came back discontented and disap- pointed. The mbre or less of liberty which he is allowed to enjoy is his barometer of the political atmos- phere. If he gets leave, all goes well ; if he is kept at his post, the country is in danger. His opinion on public affairs is but a calculation of his own in- terest. My frieftd is almost a statesman. I had some conversation with him, and he told me several curious particulars of public life. The new minister has old friends, whose opinions he opposes, though he still retains his personal regard for them. Though separated from them by the colors he fights under, they remain united by old associations ; but the exigencies of party forbid him to meet them. If their intercourse continued, it would awaken suspicion ; people would imagine that some dishonorable bargain was going on ; his friends would be held to be traitors desirous to sell themselves, and he the corrupt minister prepared to buy them. He has, therefore, been obliged to break off friendships of twenty 3'ears' standing, and to sacrifice attachments which had become a second nature. Sometimes, however, the minister still gives way to his old feelings ; he receives or visits his friends privately ; he shuts himself up with them and talks of the times when they could be open friends. By dint of precautions they have hitherto succeeded in concealing this plot of friendship against policy ; but sooner or later the newspapers will be informed 86 -AiV ATTIG PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. of it and will denounce him to the country as an object of distrust. For whether hatred be honest or dishonest, it never shrinks from any accusation. Sometimes it even proceeds to crime. The usher assured me that several warnings had been given the minister which had made him fear the vengeance of an assassin, and that he no longer ventured out on foot. Then, from one thing to another, I learned what temptations came in to mislead or overcome his judgment ; how he found himself fatally led into obliquities which he could not but deplore. Misled by passion, over-persuaded by entreaties, or com- pelled for reputation's sake, he has many times held the balance with an unsteady hand. How sad the condition of him who is in authority ! Not only are the miseries of power imposed upon him, but its vices, also, which, not content with torturing, succeed in corrupting him. We prolonged our conversation till it was inter- rupted by the minister's return. He threw himself out of the carriage with a handful of papers, and with an anxious manner went into his own room. An instant afterward his bell was heard ; his secretary was called to send off notices to all those invited for the evening ; the ball would not take place ; they spoke mysteriously of bad news trans- mitted by the telegraph, and in such circumstances an entertainment would seem to insult the public sorrow. I took leave of my friend, and here I am at AN ATl'lO PHlLOaOPHEIt IN PARIS. 87 home. What I have just seen is an answer to my doubts the other day. Now I know with what pangs men pay their dignities ; 1 now understand " That Fortune sells what we believe she gives." This explains to me why Charles V. aspired to the repose of the cloister. And yet I hava,only glanced at some of the suf- ferings attached to power. What shall I say of the falls in which its possessors are precipitated from the heights of heaven to the very depths of the earth ? of that path of pain along which they must forever bear the burden of their responsibility ? of that chain of decorums and ennuis which encom- passes every act of their lives and leaves them so little liberty ? The partisans of despotism adhere with reason to forms and ceremonies. If men wish to give un- limited power to their fellow-man, they must keep him separated from ordinary humanity ; they must surround him with a continual worship, and by a constant ceromonial keep up for him the super- human part they have granted him. Our masters cannot remain absolute but on condition of being treated as idols. But; after all, these idols are men, and if the ex- clusive life they must lead is an insult to the dignity of others, it is also a torment to themselves. Every one knows the law of the Spanish court, which used to regulate, hour by hour, the actions of the king and queen ; " so that," says Yoltaire, " by 88 AN ATTIC PEILOSOPHEB IN PARIS. reading it one can tell all that the sovereigns of Spain have done, or will do, from Philip II. to the day of judgment." It was by this law that Philip III., when sick, was obliged to endure such an excess of heat that he died in consequence, because the Duke of Uzeda, who alone had the right to put out the fire in the royal chamber, happened to be absent. When the wife of Charles II. was run away with on a spirited horse she was about to perish before any one dared to save her, because etiquette forbade them to touch the queen. Two young officers en- dangered their lives for her by stopping the horse. The prayers and tears of her whom they had just snatched from death were necessar3' to obtain par- don for their crime. Every one knows the anecdote related by Madame Campan of Marie Antoinette, wife of Louis XYI. One day, being at her toilet, when the shift was about to be presented to her by one of the assistants, a lady of very ancient family entered and claimed the honor, as she had the right by etiquette ; but at the moment she was going to fulfill her duty, a lady of higher rank appeared, and in her' turn took the garment she was about to offer to the queen ; when a third lady of still higher title came in her turn, and was followed by a fourth, who was no other than the king's sister. The shift was in this manner passed from hand to hand, with ceremonies, courtesies, and compliments, before it came to the queen, who, half-naked and quite ashamed, was shivering with cold for the great honor of etiquette. Air ATTIO PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. 89 12f ATTIG PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. CHAPTEE XI. MOEAL USE OF INVENTOEIES. Novemier 13th, Nine O'clock P.M. — I had well stopped up the chinks of my window ; my little carpet was nailed down in its place ; my lamp, pro- vided with its shade, cast a subdued light around ; and my stove made a low murmuring sound, as if some live creature was sharing my hearth with me. All was silent around me. But out of doors the snow and rain swept the roofs and with a low rush- ing sound ran along the gurgling gutters ; some- times a gust of wind forced itself beneath the tiles, which rattled together like castanets, and afterward it was lost in the empty corridor. Then a slight and pleasurable shiver thrilled through my veins : I drew the flaps of my old wadded dressing-gown round me, I pulled my threadbare velvet cap over my eyes, and, letting myself sink deeper into my easy-chair, while my feet basked in the heat and light which shone through the door of the stove, I gave myself up to a sensation of enjoyment, made more lively by the consciousness of the storm which raged without. My eyes, swimming in a sort of mist, wandered over all the details of my peaceful abode ; they passed from my prints to my bookcase, AN ATTIG PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. 147 resting upon the little chintz sofa, the white curtains of the iron bedstead, and the portfolio of loose papers — those archives of the attics ; and then, re- turning to the book I held in my hand, they at- tempted to seize once more the thread of the reading which had been thus interrupted. In fact this book, the subject of which had at first interested me, had become painful to me. I had come to the conclusion that the pictures of the writer were too somber. Ilis descriptior. of the miseries of the world appeared exaggerated to me ; I could not believe in such excess of poverty and of suffering ; neither God nor man could show them- selves so harsh toward the sons of Adam. The author had yielded to an artistic temptation : he was making a show of the sufferings of humanity, as Nero burned Eome for the sake of the pic- turesque. Taken altogether, this poor human house, so often repaired, so much criticised, is still a pretty good abode ; we may find enough in it to satisfy our wants if we know how to set bounds to them ; the happiness of the wise man costs but little and asks but little space. These consoling reflections became more and more confused. At last my book fell on the ground without my having the resolution to stoop and take it up again ; and insensibly overcome by the luxury of the silence, the subdued light, and the warmth, I fell asleep. I remained for some time lost in the sort of in- 148 ^iV- ATTIC PEILOSOPEEH in PARIS. sensibility belonging to a first sleep ; at last some vague and broken sensations came over me. It seemed to me that the day grew darker, that the air became colder. I half-perceived bushes covered with the scarlet berries which foretell the coming of winter. I walked on a dreary road, bordered here and there with juniper-trees white with frost. Then the scene suddenly changed. I was in the diligence : the cold wind shook the doors and win- dows ; the trees, loaded with snow, passed by like ghosts ; in vain I thrust my benumbed feet into the crushed straw. At last the carriage stopped, and, by one of those stage efifects so common in sleep, I found myself alone in a barn, without a fi.replace, and open to the winds on all sides. I saw again my mother's gentle face, known only to me in my early childhood, the noble and stern countenance of my father, the little fair head of my sister, who was taken from us at ten years old : all my dead family lived again around me ; they were there, exposed to the bitings of the cold and to the pangs of hunger. My mother prayed by the resigned old man, and my sister, rolled up on some rags of which they had made her a bed, cried in silence and held her naked feet in her little blue hands. It was a page from the book I had just read transferred into my own existence. My heart was oppressed with inexpressible an- guish. Grouched in a corner, with my eyes fixed upon this dismal picture, I felt the cold slowly creeping upon me, and I said to myself with bit- terness : AN A TTIG PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. 149 " Let us die, since poverty is a dungeon guarded by suspicion, apathy, and contempt, and from which it is vain to try to escape ; let us die, since there is no place for us at the banquet of the living !" And I tried to rise to join my mother again and to wait at her feet for the hour of release. This effort dispelled my dream, and I awoke with a start. I looked around me ; my lamp was expiring, the fire in my stove extinguished, and my half-opened door was letting in an icy wind. I got up, with a shiver, to shut and double-lock it; then I made for the alcove and went to bed in haste. But the cold kept me awake a long time, and my thoughts continued the interrupted dream. The pictures I had lately accused of exaggeration now seemed but a too faithful representation of reality ; and I went to sleep without being able to recover ray optimism — or my warmth. Thus did a cold stove and a badly closed door alter my point of view. All went well when my blood circulated properly ; all looked gloomy when the cold laid hold on me. This reminds me of the story of the duchess who was obliged to pay a visit to the neighboring con- vent on a winter's day. The convent was poor, there was no wood, and the monks had nothing but their discipline and the ardor of their prayers to keep out the cold. The duchess, who was shivering with cold, returned home greatly pitying the poor monks. While the servants were taking off her 150 AN ATTIO PHIL080PEER IN PARIS. cloak and adding two more logs to her fire, she called for her steward, whom she ordered to send some wood to the convent immediately. She then had her couch moved close to the fireside, the warmth of which soon revived her. The recollec- tion of what she had just suffered was speedily lost in her present comfort, when the steward came in again to ask how many loads of wood he was to send. " Oh ! you may wait," said the great lady care- lessly ; " the weather is very much milder." Thus man's judgments are formed less from rea- son than from sensation ; and as sensation comes to him from the outward world, so he finds himself more or less under its influence ; by little and little he imbibes a portion of his habits and feelings from it. It is not, then, without cause that when we wish to judge of a stranger beforehand we look for indi- cations of his character in the circumstances which surround him. The things among which we live are necessarily made to take our image, and we un- consciously leave in them a thousand impressions of our minds. As we can judge by an empty bed of the height and attitude of him who has slept in it, so the abode of every man discovers to a close ob- server the extent of his intelligence and the feelings of his heart. Bernardin de St. Pierre has related the story of a young girl who refused a suitor be- cause he would never have flowers or domestic ani- mals in his house. Perhaps the sentence was severe, AN ATTIG PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. 151 but not without reason. We ma^' presume that a man insensible to beauty and to humble affection must be ill prepared to feel the enjoyments of a happy marriage. lith, Seven O'clock P.M. — This morning as I was opening my journal to write I had a visit from our old cashier. His sight is'not so good as it was, his hand be- gins to shake, and the work he was able to do formerly is now becoming somewhat laborious to him. I had undertaken to write out some of his papers, and he came for those I had finished. We conversed a long time by the stove, while he was drinking a cup of coffee which I made him take. M. Eateau is a sensible man, who has observed much and speaks little ; so that he has always some- thing to say. While looking over the accounts 1 had prepared for him his looks fell upon my journal, and I was obliged to acknowledge that in this way I wrote a diary of my actions and thoughts every evening for private use. From one thing to another, I began speaking to him of my dream the day be- fore, and my reflections about the influence of out- ward objects upon our ordinary sentiments. He smiled. " Ah ! you too have my superstitions," he said quietly. "I have always believed, like you, that ' you may know the game by the lair :' it is only necessary to have tact and experience ; but without laa ANA TTIG PEIL080PHER IN PARIS. them we commit ourselves to many rash judgments. For my part, I have been guilty of, this more than once, but sometimes I have also drawn a right con- clusion. I recollect especially an adventure which goes as far back as the first years of my youth " He stopped. I looked at him as if I waited for his story, and he told it me at once. At this time he was still but third clerk to an at- torney at Orleans. His master had sent him to Montargis on different affairs, and he intended to return in the diligence the same evening, after having received the amount of a bill at a neighbor- ing town ; but they kept him at the debtor's house, and when he was able to set out the day had already closed. Fearing not to be able to reach Montargis in good time, he took a cross-road they pointed out to him. Unfortunately the fog increased, no star was visible in the heavens, and the darkness became so great that he lost his road. He tried to retrace his steps, passed twenty foot-paths, and at last found himself completely astray. After the vexation of losing his place in the dili- gence, came the feeling of uneasiness as to his situation. He was alone, on foot, lost in a forest, without any means of finding his right road again, and with a considerable sum of money about him, for which he was responsible. His anxiety was in creased by his inexperience. The idea of a forest was connected in his mind with so many adventures of robbery and murder that he expected some fatal encounter every instant. AN A TTIC PHILOSOPEER IN PARIS. 153 To say the truth, his situation was not encour- aging. The place was not considered safe, and for some time past there had been rumors of the sud- den disappearance of several horse-dealers, though there was no trace of any crime having been committed. Our young traveler, with his eyes staring forward and his ears listening, followed a footpath which he supposed might take him to some house or road ; but woods always succeeded to woods. At last he perceived a light at a distance, and in a quarter of an hour he reached the high-road. A single house, the light from which had at- tracted him, appeared at a little distance. He was going toward the entrace gate of the court-yard, when the trot of a horse made him turn his head, A man on horseback had just appeared at the turn- ing of the road, and in an instant was close to him. The first words he addressed to the young man showed him to be the farmer himself. He related how he had lost himself, and learned from the countryman that he was on the road to Pithiviers. Montargis was three leagues behind him. The fog had insensibly changed into a drizzling rain, which was beginning to wet the young clerk through ; he seemed afraid of the distance he had still to go, and the horseman, who saw his hesita- tion, invited him to come into the farm-house. It had something of the look of a fortress. Sur- rounded by a pretty high wall, it could not be seen except through the bars of the great gate, which 154 ^-iV ATTIG PHILOBOPHER IN PABI8. was carefully closed. The farmer, who had got off his horse, did not go near it, but, turning to the right, reached another entrance closed in the same way, but of which he had the key. Hardly had he passed the threshold when a terrible barking resounded from each end of the yard. The farmer told his guest to fear nothing, and showed him the dogs chained up to their ken- nels ; both were of an extraordinary size, and so savage that the sight of their master himself could not quiet them. A boy, attracted by their barking, came out of the house and took the farmer's horse. The latter began questioning him about some orders he had given before he left the house, and went toward the stable to see that they had been executed. Thus left alone, our clerk looked about hitn. A lantern which the boy had placed on the ground cast a dim light over the court-yard. All around seemed empty and deserted. Not a trace was visible of the disorder often seen in a country farm- yard, and which shows a temporary cessation of the work which is soon to be resumed again. Neither a cart forgotten where the horses had been unhar- nessed, nor sheaves of corn heaped up ready for threshing, nor a plow overturned in a corner and half-hidden under the freshly cut clover. The yard was swept, the barns shut up and padlocked. Not a single vine creeping up the walls ; ever3'where stone, wood, and iron ! He took up the lantern and went up to the corner ANA TTIO PHILOSOPEEB IN PABIS. 155 of the house. Behind was a second yard, where he heard the barking of a third dog, and a covered well was built in the middle of it. Our traveler looked in vain for the little farm garden, where pumpkins of different sorts creep along the ground, or where the bees from the hives hum under the, hedges of honeysuckle and elder. Verdure and flowers were nowhere to be seen. He did not even perceive the sight of a poultry-yard or pigeon-house. The habitation of his host was everywhere wanting in that which makes the grace, the life, and the charm of the country. The young man thought that his host must be of a very careless or a very calculating disposition to concede so little to domestic enjoyments and the pleasures of the eye ; and judging, in spite of him- self, by what he saw, he could not help feeling a distrust of his character. In the mean time the farmer returned from the stables and made him enter the house. The inside of the farm-house corresponded to its outside.. The whitewashed walls had no other ornament than a row of guns of all sizes ; the mass- ive furniture scarcely redeemed its clumsy appear- ance by its great solidity. The cleanliness was doubtful, and the absence of all minor conveniences proved that a woman's care was wanting in the household concerns. The young clerk learned that the farmer, in fact, lived here with no one but his two sons. Of this, indeed, the signs were plain enough. A 156 AN A TTIG PHILOSOPHER IN PABI8. table with a cloth laid, that no one had taken the trouble to clear away, was left near the window. The plates and dishes were scattered upon it with- out any order and loaded with potato-parings and half-picked bones. Several empty bottles emitted an odor of brandy, mixed with the pungent smell of tobacco-smoke. After having seated his guest the farmer lit his pipe, and his two sons resumed their work by the fireside. Now and then the silence was just broken by a short remark, answered by a word or an ex- clamation ; and then all became as mute as before. " From my childhood," said the old cashier, " I had been very sensible to the impression of outward objects ; later in life, reflection had taught me to study the causes of these impressions rather than to drive them away. I set myself, then, to examine everything around me with great attention. " I3elow the guns, I had remarked on entering, some wolf-traps were suspended, and to one of them still hung the mangled remains of a wolf's paw, which they had not yet taken off from the iron teeth. The blackened chimney-piece was ornament- ed by an owl and a raven nailed on the wall, their wings extended, and their throats with a huge nail through each ; -a fox's skin, freshly flayed, was spread before the window ; and a larder hook, fixed into the principal beam, held a headless goose, whose body swayed about over our heads. " My eyes were offended by all these details, and I turned them again upon my hosts. The father, AN ATTIO PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. 157 who sat opposite to me, only interrupted his smok- ing to pour out his drink or address some repri- mand to his sons. The eldest of these was scraping a deep bucket, and the bloody scrapings, which he threw into the fire every instant, filled the room with a disagreeable fetid smell ; the second son was sharpening some butcher's knives. I learned from a word dropped from the father that they were pre- paring to kill a pig the next day. "These occupations and the whole aspect of things inside the house told of such habitual coarse- ness in their way of living as seemed to explain, while it formed the fitting counterpart of, the forbid- ding gloominess of the outside. My astonishment by degrees changed into disgust, and my disgust into uneasiness. I cannot detail the whole chain of ideas which succeeded one another in my imagina- tion ; but, yielding to an impulse I could not over- come, I got up, declaring I would go on my road again. " The farmer made some effort to keep me ; he spoke of the rain, of the darkness, and of the length of the way. I replied to all by the absolute neces- sity there was for my being at Montargis that very night ; and thanking him for his brief hospitality, I set off again in a haste which might well have con- firmed the truth of my words to him. " However, the freshness of the night and the ex- ercise of walking did not fail to change the direc- tions of my thoughts. When away from the objects which had awakened such lively disgust in me, I 158 ^N ATTIO PEIL080PEEB IN PARIS. felt it gradually diminishing. I began to smile at the susceptibility of my feelings, and then, in pro- portion as the rain became heavier and colder, these strictures on m3'self assumed a tone of ill temper. I silently accused myself of the absurdity of mistak- ing sensation for admonitions of my reason. After all, were not the farmer and his sons free to live alone, to hunt, to keep dogs, and to kill a pig ? "Where was the crime of it? With less nervous susceptibility, I should have accepted the shelter they offered me, and I should now be sleeping snug- ly on a truss of straw, instead of walking with difficulty through the cold and drizzling rain. I thus continued to reproach myself, until toward morning I arrived at Montargis, jaded and be- numbed with cold. " When, however, I got up refreshed, toward the middle of the next day, I instinctively returned to my first opinion. The appearance of the farm-house presented itself to me under the same repulsive colors which the evening before had determined me to make my escape from it. Eeason itself remained silent when reviewing all those coarse details, and I was forced to recognize in them the indications of a low nature, or else the presence of some baleful in- fluence. " I went away the next day without being able to learn anything concerning the farmer or his sons, but the recollection of my adventure remained deep- ly fixed in my memory. " Ten years afterward I was traveling in the AN A TTIC PHILOaOPHEB IN PAHI8. 159 diligence through the department of the Loiret ; I was leaning from the window and looking at some coppice ground now for the first time brought under cultivation, and the mode of clearing which one of my traveling companions was explaining to me, when my eyes fell upon a walled inclosure, with an iron-barred gate. Inside it I perceived a house with all the lilinds closed, and which I immediately recollected; it was the farm-house where I had been sheltered, I eagerly pointed it out to my companion and asked who lived in it. " ' Nobody just now,' replied he. "'But was it not kept, some years ago, by a farmer and his two sons V " ' The Turreaus,' said my traveling companion, looking at me ; ' did you know them V " ' I saw them once.' " He shook his head. "'Yes, yes!' resumed he; 'for m&ny years they lived there like wolves in their den ; they merely knew how to till land, kill game, and drink. The father managed the house, but men living alone, .without women to love them, without children to soften them, and without God to make them think of heaven, always turn into wild beasts, you see; so one morning the eldest son, who had been drinking too much brandy, would not harness the plow- horses ; his father struck him with his whip, and the son, who was mad drunk, shot him dead with his gun.' " IQth, P.M. — I have been thinking of the story of 160 AN ATTIG PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. the old cashier these two days ; it came so op- portunely upon the reflections my dream had sug- gested to me. Have I not an important lesson to learn from all this? If our sensations have an incontestable influence upon our judgments, how comes it that we are so little careful of those things which awaken or modify these sensations ' The external world is always reflected in us as in a mirror, and fills our minds with pictures which, unconsciously to our- selves, become the germs of our opinions and of our rules of conduct. All the objects which sur- round us are then, in reality, so many talismans from whence good and bad influences are emitted. It is for us to choose them wisely, so as to create a healthy atmosphere for our minds. Feeling convinced of this truth, I set about mak- ing a survey of my attic. The first object on which my eyes rest is an old map of the history of the principal monastery in my native province. I had unrolled it with much satisfaction and placed it on the most conspicuous part of the wall. Why had I given it this place ? Ought this sheet of old worm-eaten parchment to be of so much value to me, who am neither an an- tiquary nor a scholar ? Is not its real importance in my sight that one of the abbots who founded it bore my name, and that I shall, perchance, be able to make myself a genealogical tree of it for the edification of my visitors? While writing this I AN ATTIO PHILOSOPHEB IN PARIS. 161 feel my own blushes. Come, down with the map ! let us banish it into my deepest drawer. As I passed my glass, I perceived several visiting cards complacently displayed in the frame. By what chance is it that there are only names that make a show among them ? Here is a Polish count — a retired colonel — the deputy of my depart- ment. Quick, quick, into the fire with these proofs of vanity I and let us put this card in the handwrit- ing of our office-boy, this direction for cheap din- ners, and the receipt of the broker where I bought my last arm-chair in their place. These indica- tions of my poverty will serve, as Montaigne says, mater ma superbe, and will always make me recol- lect the modesty in which the dignity of the lowly consists. I have stopped before the prints hanging upon the wall. This large and smiling Pomona, seated on sheaves of corn, and whose basket is overflowing with fruit, only produces thoughts of joy and plen- ty ; I was looking at her the other day, when I fell asleep denying such a thing as misery. Let us give her as companion this picture of Winter, in which everything tells of sorrow and suffering: one picture will modify the other. And this Happy Family of Greuze's ! What joy in the children's eyes! what sweet repose in the young woman's face ! what religious feeling in the grandfather's countenance! May God preserve their happiness to them ! but let us hang by its side the picture of this mother, who weeps over an 162 AN A TTIO PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. empty cradle. Human life has two faces, both of which we must dare to contemplate in their turns. Let me hide, too, these ridiculous monsters which ornament my chimney-piece. Plato has said that " the beautiful is nothing else than the visible form of the good." If it is so, the ugly should be the visible form of the evil, and by constantly behold- ing it the mind insensibly deteriorates. But above all, in order to cherish the feelings of kindness and pity, let me hang at the foot of my bed this affecting picture of the Last Sleep ! Never have I been able to look at it without feeling my heart touched. An old woman, clothed in rags, is lying by a roadside ; her stick is at her feet, and her head rests upon a stone ; she has fallen asleep ; her hands are clasped ; murmuring a prayer of her childhood, she sleeps her last sleep, she dreams her last dream ! She sees herself, again a strong and happy child, keeping the sheep on the common, gathering the berries from the hedges, singing, courtesying to passers-by, and making the sign of the cross when the first star appears in the heavens ! Happy time, filled with fragrance and sunshine ! She wants nothing j'^et, for she is ignorant of what there is to wish for. But see her grown up; the time is come for working bravely : she must cut the corn, thresh the wheat, carry the bundles of flowering clover or branches of withered leaves to the farm. If her toil AN ATTIO PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. 163 is hard, hope shines Wke a sun over everything and it wipes the drops of sweat away. The growing girl already sees that life is a task ; but she still sings as she fulfills it. By and by the burden becomes heavier ; she is a wife, she is a mother ! She must economize the bread of to-day, have her eye upon the morrow, take care of fho sick, and sustain the feeble ; she must act, in short, that part of an earthly provi- dence, so easy when God gives us his aid, so hard when he forsakes us. The woman is still strong, but she is anxious ; she sings no longer ! Yet a few years, and all is overcast. The hus- band's health is broken ; his wife sees him pine away by the now fireless hearth ; cold and hunger finish what sickness had begun ; he dies, and his widow sits on the ground by the coffin provided by the charity of others, pressing her two half- naked little ones in her arms. She dreads the future, she weeps, and she droops her head. At last the future has come; the children are grown up, but they are no longer with her. Her son is fighting under his country's flag and his sister is gone. Both have been lost to her for a long tirae>-perhaps forever ; and the strong girl, the brave wife, the courageous mother is from henceforth but an aged beggar-woman, without a family and without a home ! She weeps no more ; sorrow has subdued her ; she surrenders and waits for death. Death, that faithful friend of the wretched, is 164 AN ATTIG fBILOSOPHBR IN PARIS. come : not hideous and with mockery, as supersti- tion represents, but beautiful, smiling, and ci-owned with stars! The gentle phantom stoops to the beggar ; its pale lips murmur a few airy words, which announce to her the end of her labors; a peaceful joy comes over the aged beggar-woman, and leaning on the shoulder of the great Deliverer, she has passed unconsciously from her last earthly sleep to her eternal rest. Lie there, thou poor way-wearied woman ! The leaves will serve thee for a winding-sheet, Mght will shed her tears of dew over thee, and the birds will sing sweetly by thy remains. Thy visit here below will not have left more trace than their flight through the air ; thy name is already forgotten, and the only legacy thou hast to leave is the hawthorn sticii lying forgotten at thy feet ! Well ! some one will take it up — some soldier of that great human host which is scattered abroad by misery or by vice ; for thou art not an exception, thou art an instance ; and under the same sun which shines so pleasantly upon all, in the midst of these flowering vineyards, this ripe corn, and these wealthy cities, entire generations suffer, succeed each other, and still bequeath to each the beggar's stick ! The sight of this sad picture shall make me more grateful for what God has given me, and more com- passionate for those whom he has treated with less indulgence ; it shall be a lesson and a subject for reflection for me. AN A TTIO PmLOSOPHER IN PA HIS. 1 65 Ah ! if we would watch for everything that might improve and instruct us ; if the arrangements of our daily life were so disposed as to be a constant school for our minds ! but oftenest we take no heed of them. Man is an eternal mystery to himself ; his own person is a house into which he never enters and of whicl^ he studies the outside alone. Each of us need have continually before him the famous inscription which once instructed Socrates, and which was engraved on the walls of Delphi by an unknown hand : 166 ^N A TTIU PEIL080PEEB IN PA BIS. CHAPTEE XII. THE END OF THE TEAK. December 30th, P.M.—l was in bed, and hardly recovered from the delirious fever which had kept me for so long between life and death. My weak- ened brain was making efforts to recover its activity ; my thoughts, like rays of light struggling through the clouds, were still confused and imper- fect ; at times I felt a return of the dizziness which made a chaos of all my ideas, and I floated, so to speak, between alternate fits of mental wandering and consciousness. Sometimes everything seemed plain to me, like the prospect which, from the top of some high mountain, opens before us in clear weather. We distinguish water, woods, villages, cattle, even the cottage perched on the edge of the ravine ; then suddenly there comes a gust of wind laden with mist, and all is confused and indistinct. Thus, yielding to the oscillations of a half-recov- ered reason, I allowed my mind to follow its various impulses without troubling myself to separate the real from the imaginary; I glided softly from one to the other, and my dreams and AN ATTIO PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. 167 waking thoughts succeeded closely upon one an- other. Now, while my mind is wandering in this unset- tled state, see, underneath the clock which measures the hours with its loud ticking, a female figure ap- pears before me ! At first sight I saw enough to satisfy me that she was not a daughter of Eve. In her eye was the last flash of an expiring star, and her face had the pallor of an heroic death-struggle. She was dressed in a drapery of a thousand changing colors of the bright- est and the most somber hues, and she held a with- ered garland in her hand. After having contemplated her for some mo- ments, I asked her name and what brought her into my attic. Her eyes, which were following the movements of the clock, turned toward me, and she replied : " You see in me the year which is just drawing to its end ; I come to receive your thanks and your farewell." I raised myself on my elbow in surprise, which soon gave place to bitter resentment. " Ah ! you want thanks," cried I ; " but first let me know what for. " When I welcomed your coming I was still young and vigorous : you have taken from me each day some little of my strength, and you have ended by inflicting an illness upon me ; already, thanks to you, my blood is less warm, my muscless less firm, and my feet less agile than before! You have 168 AN ATTIC PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. planted the germs of infirmity in my bosom ; there, where the summer flowers of life were growing, you have wickedly sown the nettles of old age ! " And, as if it was not enough to weaken my body, you have also diminished the powers of my soul : you have extinguished her enthusiasm ; she is become more sluggish and more timid. Formerly her eyes took in the whole of mankind in their generous survey ; but you have made her near- sighted, and now she scarcely sees beyond herself ! " That is what you have done for my spiritual being : then as to my outward existence, see to what grief, neglect, and misery you have reduced it! " For the many days that the fever has kept me chained to this bed, who has taken care of this home, in which I placed all my joy ? Shall I not find my closets empty, my bookcase stripped, all my poor treasures lost through negligence or dis- honesty ? Where are the plants I cultivated, the birds I fed ? All are gone ! my attic is despoiled, silent, and solitary ! " As it is only for the last few moments that I have returned to a consciousness of what surrounds me, I am even ignorant who has nursed me during my long illness ! Doubtless some hireling, who will leave when all my means of recompense are ex- hausted ! " And what will my masters, for whom I am bound to work, have said to my absence ? At this time of the year, when business is most pressing, AN A TTia PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. 169 can they have done without me, will they even have tried to do so? Perhaps I am already superseded in the humble situation by which I earned my daily bread 1 And it is thou — thou alone, wicked daughter of Time — who has brought all these mis- fortunes upon me : strength, health, comfort, work ' — thou hast taken all from me. I have only re- ceived outrage 'and loss from thee, and yet thou darest to claim my gratitude ! "Ah! die then, since thy day is come; but die despised and cursed ; and may I write on thy tomb the epitaph the Arabian poet, inscribed upon that of a king : " ' Eejoice, thou passer by : he whom we have buried here cannot live again.' " I was awakened by a hand taking mine; and opening my eyes, I recognized the doctor. After having felt my pulse, he nodded his head, sat down at the foot of the bed, and looked at me, rubbing his nose with his snuff-box. I have since learned that this was a sign of satisfaction with the doctor. " Well ! so we wanted old snub-nose to carry us off ?" said M. Lambert, in his half-joking, half-scold- ing way. " What the deuce of a hurry we were in ! It was necessary to hold you back with both arms at least !" " Then you had given me up, doctor ?" asked I, rather alarmed. "Not at all," replied the old physician. "We 170 AN ATTIC PEIL080PEER IN PARIS. can't give up what we have not got ; and I make it a rule never to have any hope. We are but instru- ments in the hands of Providence, and each of us should say with Ambroise Pare : ' I tend him, God cures him !' " " May he be blessed then, as well as you," cried I ; " and may my health come back with the new year !" M. Lambert shrugged his shoulders. " Begin by asking yourself for it," resumed he bluntly. " God has given it you, and it is your own sense, and not chance, that must keep it for you. One would think, to hear people talk, that sickness comes upon us like the rain or the sunshine, without one having a word to say in the matter. Before we complain of being ill we should prove that we deserve to be well." I was about to smile, but the doctor looked angry. " Ah ! you think that I am joking," resumed he, raising his voice ; " but tell me, then, which of us gives his health the same attention that he gives to his business ? Do you economize your strength as you economize your money ? Do you avoid excess and imprudence in the one case with the same care as extravagance or foolish speculations in the other ? Do you keep as regular accounts of your mode of living as you do of your income ? Do you consider every evening what has been wholesome or unwhole- some for you, with the same care as you bring to the examination of your expenditure ? You may AN A TTIG PHILOSOFHEn IN PARIS. 171 smile; but have you not brought this illness on yourself by a thousand indiscretions ?" I began to protest against this, and asked him to point out these indiscretions. The old doctor spread out his fingers and began to reckon upon them one by one. " Pnmo,^^ cried he, " want of exercise. You live here like a mouse in a cheese, without air, motion, or change. Consequently, the blood circulates badly, the fluids thicken, the muscles, being inac- tive, do not claim their share of nutrition, the stomach flags, and the brain grows weary. " Secundo. Irregular food. Caprice is your coolc; your stomach a slave who must accept what you give it, but who presently takes a sullen revenge, like all slaves. " Tertio. Sitting up late. Instead of using the night for sleep, you spend it in reading ; your bed- stead is a bookcase, your pillow a desk 1 At the time when the wearied brain asks for rest, you lead it through these nocturnal orgies, and you are surprised to find it the worse for them the next day. " Quarto. Luxurious habits. Shut up in your attic, you insensibly surround yourself with a thousand effeminate indulgences. You must have list for your door, a blind for your window, a oar- pet for your feet, an easy-chair stuffed with wool for your back, your fire lit at the first sign of cold, and a shade to your lamp ; and, thanks to all these pre- cautions, the least draught makes you catch cold, 173 AN A TTIG PHILOaOPEBB IN PABia. common chairs give you no rest, and you must wear spectacles to support the light of day. You have thought you were acquiring comforts, and you have only contracted infirmities. " Quinto " " Ah! enough, enough, doctor!" cried I. "Pray do not carry your examination further ; do not attach a sense of remorse to each of my pleasures." The old doctor rubbed his nose with his snuff- box. " You see," said he more gentl}', and rising at the same time, " you would escape from the truth. You shrink from inquiry — a proof that you are guilty. Hahemus confitentem revrni ! But at least, my friend, do not go on laying the blame on Time, like an old woman." Thereupon he again felt my pulse and took his leave, declaring that his function was at an end and that the rest depended upon myself. When the doctor was gone I set about reflecting upon what he had said. Although his words were too sweeping, they were not the less true in the main. How often we accuse chance of an illness, the origin of which we should seek in ourselves ! Perhaps it would have been wiser to let him finish the examination he had begun. But is there not another of more importance — that which concerns the health of the soul ? Am I so sure of having neglected no means of preserving that during the year which is now ending ? Have AN ATTIO PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. 173 I, as one of God's soldiers upon earth, kept my courage and my arms efficient ? Shall I be ready for the great review of souls which must pass before Him who is in the dark valley of Jehoshaphat ? Barest thou examine thyself, O my soul ! and see how often thou hast erred ? First, thou bast erred through pride ! for I have not duly valued the lowly. I have drunk too deeply of the intoxicating wines of genius, and have found no relish in pure water. I have disdained those words which had no other beauty than their sincerity ; 1 have ceased to love men solely because they are men — I have loved them for their endow- ments ; I have contracted the world within the narrow compass of a pantheon, and my sympathy has been awakened by admiration only. The vulgar crowd, which I ought to have followed with a friendly eye because it is composed of my brothers in hope or grief, I have let pass by me with as much indifiference as if it were a flock of sheep. I am indignant with him who rolls in riches and despises the man poor in worldly wealth ; and yet, vain of my trifling knowledge, I despise him who is poor in mind — I scorn the poverty of in- tellect as others do that of dress ; I take credit for a gift which I did not bestow on my myself, and turn the favor of fortune into a weapon with which to attack others. Ah ! if, in the worst days of revolutions, igno- rance has revolted and raised a cry of hatred against genius, the fault is not alone in the envious malice 174: AN ATTIO PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS.. of ignorance, but comes in part, too, from the con- temptuous pride of knowledge. Alas! I have too completely forgotten the fable of the two sons of the magician of Bagdad. One of them, struck by an irrevocable decree of destiny, vyas born blind, while the other enjoyed all the delights of sight. The latter, proud of his own advantages, laughed at his brother's blindness and disdained him as a companion. One morning the blind boy wished to go out with him. " To what purpose," said he, " since the gods have put nothing in common between us? For me creation is a stage, where a thousand charming scenes and wonderful actors appear in succession ; for you it is only an obscure abyss, at the bottom of which you hear the confused murmur of an invisible world. Continue then alone in your darkness, and leave the pleasures of light to those upon whom the day-star shines." With these words he went away, and his brother, left alone, began to cry bitterly. His father, who heard him, immediately ran to him, and tried to console him by promising to give him whatever he desired. " Can you give me sight ?" asked the child. " Fate does not permit it," said the magician. " Then," cried the blind boy eagerly, " I ask you to put out the sun !" "Who knows whether my pride has not provoked the same wish on the part of some one of my brothers who does not see ? AN ATTIC PHILOaOPHER IN PARIS. 176 But how much oftener have I erred through levity and want of thought ! How many resolutions have I taken at random ! how many judgments have I pronounced for the sake of a witticism ! how many mischiefs have I not done without any sense of my responsibility ! The greater part of men harm one another for the sake of doing something. We laugh at the honor of one and compromise the reputation of another, like an idle man who saun- ters along a hedgerow, breaking the young branches and destroying the most beautiful flowers. And nevertheless it is by this very thoughtless- ness that the fame of some men is created. It rises gradually, like one of those mysterious mounds in barbarous countries to which a stone is added by every passer-by : each one brings something at random and adds it as he passes, without being able himself to see whether he is raising a pedestal or a gibbet. Who will dare look behind him, to see his rash judgments held up there to view ? Some time ago I was walking along the edge of the green mound on which the Montmartre tele- graph stands. Below me, along one of the zigzag paths which wind up the hill, a man and a girl were coming up, and arrested my attention. The man ■wore a shaggy coat, which gave him some resem- blance to a wild beast; and he held a thick stick in his hand, with which he described various strange figures in the air. He spoke very loud, and in a voice which seemed to me convulsed with passion. He raised his eyes every now and then with an ex- IT'e AN ATTIO PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. pression of savage harshness, and it appeared to me that he was reproaching and threatening the girl, and that she was listening to him with a submissive- ness which touched my heart. Two or three times she ventured a few words, doubtless in the attempt to justify herself ; but the man in the great-coat be- gan again immediately with his loud and angry voice, his savage looks, and his threatening evolu- tions in the air. I followed him with my eyes, vainly endeavoring to catch a word as he passed, until he disppeared behind the hill. I had evidently just seen one of those domestic tyrants whose sullen tempers are excited by the patience of their victims, and who, though they have the power to become the beneficent gods of a family, choose rather to be their tormentors. I cursed the unknown savage in my heart, and I felt indignant that these crimes against the sacred peace of home could not be punished as they deserve, when I heard his voice approaching nearer. He had turned the path, and soon appeared before me at the top of the slope. The first glance and his first words explained everything to me : in place of what I had taken for the furious tones and terrible look^ of an angry man and the attitude of a frightened victim, I had before me only an honest citizen, who squinted and stuttered, but who was explaining the management of silk-worms to his attentive daughter. I turned homeward, smiling at my mistake ; but before I reached my faubourg I saw a crowd run- AN ATTIC PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. 177 ning, I heard calls for help, and every finger pointed in the same direction to a distant column of flame. A manufactory had taken fire, and everybody was rushing forward to assist in extinguishing it. I hesitated. Night was coming on ; I felt tired ; a favorite book was awaiting me : I thought there would be no w,ant of help, and I went on my way. Just before I had erred from want of consider- ation ; now it was from selfishness and cowardice. But what ! have I not on a thousand other oc- casions forgotten the duties which bind us to our fellow-men ? Is this the first time I have avoided paying society what I owe it ? Have I not always behaved to ray companions with injustice, and like the lion ? Have I not claimed successively every share ? If any one is so ill advised as to ask me to return some little portion, I get provoked, I am angr}', I try to escape from it by every means. How many times, when I have perceived a beggar sitting huddled up at the end of the street, have I not gone out of my way, for fear that compassion would impoverish me by forcing me to be charita- ble ! How often have I doubted the misfortunes of others, that I might with justice harden my heart against them ! With what satisfaction have I sometimes verified the vices of the poor man, in or- der to show that his misery is the punishment he deserves ! Oh ! let us not go further — let us not go further ! I interrupted the doctor's examination, but how much sadder is this one ! We pity the diseases of the body ; we shudder at those of the soul. 178 ^N ATTIO PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. I was happily disturbed in my reverie by my neighbor, the old soldier. Now I think of it, I seem always to have seen, during my fever, the figure of this good old man, sometimes leaning against my bed and sometimes sitting at his table surrounded by his sheets of pasteboard. He has just come in with his glue-pot, his quire of green paper, and his great scissors. I called him by his name ; he uttered a joyful exclamation and came near me. " Well ! so the bullet is found again !" cried he, taking my two hands into the maimed one which was left him ; " it has not been without trouble, I can tell you : the campaign has been long enough to win two clasps in. I have seen no few fellows with the fever batter windmills during my hospital days : at Leipsic, I had a neighbor who fancied a chimney was on fire in his stomach, and who was always calling for the fire-engines ; but the third day it all went out of itself. But with you it has lasted twenty-eight days — as long as one of the Lit- tle Corporal's campaigns." " I an not mistaken, then ; you were near me ?" " Well ! I had only to cross the passage. This left hand has not made you a bad nurse for want of the right ; but, bah ! you did not know what hand gave you drink, and it did not prevent that beggar of a fever from being drowned — for all the world like Poniatowski in the Elster." The old soldier began to laugh, and I, feeling too AN ATTIO PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS, 179 muoli affected to speak, pressed his hand against my breast. He saw my emotion and hastened to put an end to it. " By the bye, you know that from to-day you have a right to draw your rations again," resumed he gayly ; " four meals, like the German memherrs — nothing more ! , The doctor is your house steward." " We must find the cook, too," replied I, with a smile. " She is found," said the veteran. "Who is she?" " Genevieve." " The fruit-woman ?" "While I am talking she is cooking for you, neighbor ; and do not fear her sparing either butter or trouble. As long as life and death were fight- ing for you, the honest woman passed her time in going up and down stairs to learn which way the battle went. And, stay, I am sure this is she." In fact, we heard steps in the passage, and he went to open the door. "Oh, well!" continued he, "it is Mother Millot, our portress, another of your good friends, neighbor, and whose poultices I recommend to you. Come in. Mother Millot — come in ; we are quite bonny boys this morning, and ready to step a minuet if we had our dancing-shoes." The portress came in, quite delighted. She brought my linen, washed and mended by herself, with a little bottle of Spanish wine, the gift of her sailor son, and kept for great occasions. I would 180 AN ATTIC PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. have thanked her, but the good woman imposed silence upon me, under the pretext that the doctor had forbidden me to speak. I saw her arrange everything in my drawers, the neat appearance of which struck me ; an attentive hand had evidently been there, and day by day put straight the un- avoidable disorder consequent on sickness. As she finished, Genevieve arrived with my din- ner ; she was followed by Mother Denis, the milk- woman over the way, who had learned, at the same time, the danger I had been in, and that I was now beginning to be convalescent. The good Savoyard brought me a new-laid egg, which she herself wished to see me eat. It was necessary to relate minutely all my illness to her. At every detail she uttered loud exclama- tions; then, when the portress warned her to be less noisy, she excused herself in a whisper. They made a circle around me to see me eat my dinner; each mouthful I took was accompanied by their ex- pressions of satisfaction and thankfulness. Never had the King of France, when he dined in public, excited such admiration among the spectators. As they were taking the dinner away, my col- league, the old cashier, entered in his turn. I could not prevent my heart beating as I recog- nized him. How would the heads of the firm look upon my absence and what did he come to tell me ? I waited with inexpressible anxiety for him to speak ; but he sat down by me, took my hand, and began rejoicing over my recovery, without saying a AN ATTIG PHILOSOPHER IN PAlilS. 181 word about our masters. I could not endure this uncertainty any longer. "And the Messieurs Durmer," asked I hesitat- ingly, " how have they taken— the interruption to my work?" " There has been no interruption," replied the old clerk quietly. " What do yt)u mean ?" " Each one in the oflBce took a share of your duty ; all has gone on as usual, and the Messieurs Durmer have perceived no difference." This was too much. After so many instances of affection, this filled up the measure. I could not restrain my tears. Thus the few services I had been able to 'do for others had been acknowledged by them a hundred- fold ! I had sown a little seed, and every grain had fallen on good ground and brought forth a whole sheaf. Ah ! this completes the lesson the doctor gave me. If it is true that the diseases, whether of the mind or body, are the fruit of our follies and our vices, sympathy and affection are also the re- wards of our having done our duty. Every one of us, with God's help and within the narrow limits of human capability, himself makes his own dispo- sition, character, and permanent condition. Everybody is gone ; the old soldier has brought rae back my flowers and my birds, and they are my only companions. The setting sun reddens my half- 182 AN ATTIC PEILOSOPHEB IN PARIS. closed curtains with its last rays. My brain is clear and my heart lighter. A thin mist floats before my my eyes, and I feel myself in that happy state which precedes a refreshing sleep. Yonder, opposite the bed, the pale goddess in her drapery of a thousand changing colors, and with her withered garland, again appears before me ; but this time I hold out my hand to her with a grateful smile. " Adieu, beloved year ! whom I but now unjustly accused. That which I have suffered must not be laid to thee ; for thou wast but a tract through which God had marked out my road — a ground where I had reaped the harvest I had sown. I will love thee, thou wayside shelter, for those hours of happiness thou hast seen me enjoy ; I will love thee even for the suffering thou hast seen me endure. Neither happiness nor suffering came from thee ; but thou hast been the scene for them. Descend again, then, in peace, into eternity, and be blest, thou who hast left me experience in the place of youth, sweet memories instead of past time, and gratitude as payment for good offices." THE END. IN THE CHIMNEY CORNER. BY :^MILE SOUVBSTRE. TRANSLATED BY A. W. AYER AND H. T. SLATE. TO THE EEADEE. Apaet from the direct lessons that experience teaches us, there are others for which our imagina- tion is entirely fesponsible. We learn not only by what we see, but by what we imagine, and fables teach as many lessons as facts. Ideal pictures of life called apologues, poems, novels, according to people and period, have always played an important part in the instruction of the world. In the Middle Ages tales of chivalry told by firelight completed the education of the knights and damosels ; in these fabliaux was given the solution of all the problems of love or chivalry then being discussed ; by imaginary examples they educated the mind to recognize what it should choose ; in fact, they caused the romantic to unite with this home training of the character, the only training that endures throughout the temptations of life and constitutes the spirit of a nation. In our day, when printing has taken the place of oral tradition and has become the real instructor of the world, the press, under another name and with another purpose, continues to play the rdle of the minstrels of the Middle Ages ; it is from the press that the family demands romantic tales to shorten leisure hours. These tales told beneath green arbors in the last rays of the setting sun, or in the chimney 186 AN ATTIC PHILOSOPHER IN PABI8. corner during the long winter evenings, have be- come at once a habit and a bond of union. Thanks to this common nourishment, minds develop to- gether and acquire the same temperament, so to speak. By dint of associating in fancy we -become accustomed to associate in fact. Ne vous souvient-il plus, mon fils, de ces soirees Oti, I'oeil flx6 sur vous et nos chaises serrfies, Eavis, nous Seoutions quelque r6cit frappant Que vous lisiez tout haut, en vous interrompant? Nous sentions s'allumer en nous les memes flammes En prenant en commun oe doux repas desftmes; Memes pleurs, mSmes ris, memes pensers! Alors Parmi nous s'exhalaient de merveilleux accords, Et, vibrant dans nos seins a la meme secousse. La lyre interieure 61evait sa voix douce! Oh! comma I'on s'aimait dans ces soirs d'abandoni Quand ils n'i'rritent pas, les pleurs rendent si bonl Alors, mon flls, nos cceurs n'avaient qu'une racine, De tous vos sentiinents je savais I'origine, Et, nous tenant la main, dans le monde id^al Ensemble nous marchions toujours d'un pas 6gal. Even when the difference in natures does not per- mit this union, some enlightenment is gained by each ; the variety of sensations reveals the character of each ; each is enabled to know the other better and, consequently, to avoid painful collisions. But the choice of books is difficult ! This family reading assumes something of an official character ; it is an act of domestic magistracy, the responsi- bility of which falls upon the head of the family AN ATTIO PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. 187 and requires great discretion. Moreover, the human mind has its tyrannies and its reserves. One book, which delights or moves us when we read it to our- selves, would lose its charm if we heard it read aloud! Now it is a subtle perfume that can be breathed only in solitude, now emotions that touch us so deeply that we are embarrassed by the looks of a third person, now pictures too vivid to be easily contemplated by more than one. Domestic in- timacy has its own reservations ; it does not permit anything to be read that it does not allow to be said. Moreover, the lack of universal leisure necessi- tates short stories ; people like to carry away with them a complete impression which may serve as a subject for refleetion. It is difficult to read long books and it is apt to lead to encroachments upon one's duties, and then the ideal, instead of elevating the real, ends by destroying it. As to the character of ordinary novels, it is even more unsuited to family reading. "While some auth- ors imitate " Amadis de Gaule " and never emerge from great passions or from great adventures; while others, mindful of the real world, but obliged at all cost to rouse sated interest, seek in the un- usual pictures that attract; the most powerful writers enter the very heart of man and society and unveil their somber depths before us ! For each of them there is doubtless some reason for existence ; but whatever verdict we may pass upon their creations, we must at least admit that they are not suited to the need above noted. Below 188 ^N ATTia PHIL080PSEB IN PABI3. these great dramas there is the familiar drama ; far removed from the clamorous celebrities that weary the press is the humble writer who does not seek to go beyond the domestic circle : it is for the former to shine, for the latter to be loved ! The tales that follow are only an attempt, but perhaps they will serve as an initiative. Among so many delightful story-tellers, whose voices ring a little false in shouting amid the crowd, there may be some who will weary at last of the turmoil called fame ; they will come to sit under the home roof and, lowering their voices to the tone of truth, they will let us hear some of those tales that are eternally touching because eternally true. Then the author of the "Komans de Famille" will hold his peace without regret, to give place to those who are more worthy, and will resume his seat among the listeners. AN ATTIO PHILOSOPEEB IN PARIS. 189 THE POET AND THE PEASANT. A TotJNG man was skirting the forest that sepa- rates Sainte-Marie-aux-Mines from Ribauvill6, and in spite of the approach of night, in spite of the mist that grew denser every moment, he was walking slowly, paying no heed either to the weather or to the hour. His dress of green cloth, his buckskin gaiters, and the gun slung across his shoulder might have caused him to be taken for a sportsman, had not the book that half-protruded from his game-bag betrayed the dreamer, for whom the pursuit of game was only an excuse for solitude. At this very moment the meditative unconcern of his bear- ing contradicted his sportsmanlike appearance, and proved that Arnold de Munster was less occupied with observing the track of wild game than with following in all their windings the vagaries of his mind. For some moments the latter had been filled with thoughts of his family and of the friends be had left in Paris. He remembered the studio that he had adorned with fantastic engravings, strange 190 AN ATTIO PHILOSOPHER IW PARIS. paintings, curious statuettes ; the German songs tiiat his sister had sung, the melancholy verses that he had repeated in the subdued light of the evening lamps, and the long talks in which every one con- fessed his inmost feelings, in which all the mysteries of thought were discussed and translated into im- passioned or graceful words ! Why had he aban- doned these choice pleasures to bury himself in the country ? Was necessity a sufficient excuse for this sort of deterioration ? Would it not have been bet- ter to face a loss of money rather than this prosaic provincial existence ? What would become of the young man's delicate and refined nature in the midst of the vulgar minds that surrounded him ? As he put these and many other questions to himself, Arnold de Munster had walked on without noticing the way he was taking. He was arodsed at last from his meditations by the consciousness that the mist had changed into rain and was be- ginning to penetrate his shooting-coat. He was about to quicken his steps, but in looking around him he saw that he had lost his way in the intricacies of the forest, and he tried vainly to de- termine the direction he must take. A first at- tempt only succeeded in bewildering him still more. The daylight faded, the rain fell more heavily, and he continued to plunge at random into unknown paths. He had begun to be discouraged, when the sound of bells reached him through the leafless trees. A cart driven by a big man in a blouse had appeared AN ATTIC PHILOSOPHEB IN PARIS. 191 at an intersecting road and was coming toward the one that Arnold had just reached. Arnold stopped to wait for the man and asked him if he were far from Sersberg. " Sersberg !" repeated the carter ; " you don't ex- pect to sleep there to-night ?" " Pardon me^ but I do," answered the young man. "At the Chateau de Sersberg?" went on his inter- locutor; "you'll have to go by train, then! It is six good leagues from here to the gate ; and con- sidering the weather and the roads, they are equal to twelve." The young man uttered an exclamation. He had left the chMeau that morning and did not think that he had wandered so far ; but the peasant saw from his explanation that he had been on the wrong path for hours, and that in thinking to take the road to Sersberg he had continued to turn his back upon it. It was too late to make good such an error: the nearest village was a league distant and Arnold did not know the way ; so he was forced to accept the shelter ofifered by his new companion, whose farm was fortunately within gunshot. He accordingly regulated his pace to the carter's and attempted to enter into conversation with him ; but Moser was not a talkative man and was ap- parently a complete stranger to the young man's usual sensations. When, on issuing from the forest, Arnold pointed to the magnificent horizon purpled by the last rays of the setting sun, the farmer con- tented himself with a grimace. 192 AN ATTIG PSIL080PSEE IN PABI8. "Bad weather for to-morrow," he muttered, drawing about his shoulders the lA/mousme that served him as a cloak. " One ought to be able to see the entire valley from here," went on Arnold, striving to pierce the gloom that already clothed the foot of the mountain. "Yes, yes," said Moser, shaking his head; "the ridge is high enough for that. There's an inven- tion for you that isn't good for much." " What invention 1" " Eh, parbleu ! the mountains." " You would rather have everything level ?" " Tiens ! what a question !" cried the farmer, laughing. " You might as well ask me if I would not rather ruin ray horses." " True," said Arnold in a tone of somewhat con- temptuous irony. " I had forgotten the horses ! It is clear that God should have thought principally of them when he created the world." "I don't know as to God," answered Moser quietly, " but the engineers certainly made a mis- take in forgetting them when they made the roads. The horse is the laborer's best friend, monsieur — without disrespect to the oxen, which have their value too." Arnold looked at the peasant. " So you see in your surroundings only the ad- vantage you can derive from them?" he asked gravely. " The forest, the mountains, the clouds, all say nothing to you ? You have never paused before the setting sun or at the sight of the woods lighted by the stars ?" AN ATTIG PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. 193 " I ?" cried the farmer. " Do you take me for a maker of almanacs ? What should I get out of your starlight and the setting sun ? The main thing is to earn enough for three meals a day and to keep one's stomach warm, "Would monsieur like a drink of Mrschwasser ? It comes from the other side of the Khine." « He held out a little wicker-covered bottle to Arnold, who refused by a gesture. The positive coarseness of the peasant had rekindled his regret and his contempt. Were they really men such as he was, these unfortunates, doomed to unceasing labor, who lived in the bosom of nature without heeding it and whose souls never rose above the most material sensations ? What was the world of poetry, to which the young man owed his greatest happiness, to this pitiful portion of the human race ? Led by the halter of instinct, did it not seem con- demned to browse outside of the Eden whose gates a privileged nature had opened to him ? It seemed to lead the same life as himself, but what a gulf between their souls ! Had they even a few tastes in common ? Was there one point of resemblance which could attest their original brotherhood ? Arnold doubted this more and more each moment. The more he pondered the more this immaterial flower of all things, to which we have given the name of poetry, seemed to him the privilege of a chosen few, while the rest vegetated at random within the limits of prose. These thoughts had the effect of communicating 194 AN A TTIG PHlLOaOPHEB IN PARTS. to his manner a sort of contemptuous indiflferenoe toward his conductor, to whom he ceased to talk. Moser showed neither surprise nor pain and set to whistling an air, interrupted from time to time by some brief word of encouragement to his horses. Thus they arrived at the farm, where the noise of the bells announced their coming. A young boy and a woman of middle age appeared on the threshold. "Ah, it is the father !" cried the woman, looking back into the house, where could be heard the voices of several children, who came running to the door with shouts of joy and pressed around the peasant. " Wait a moment, youngsters," interrupted the father in his big voice as he rummaged in the cart and brought forth a covered basket. " Let Fritz unharness." But the children continued to besiege the farmer, all talking at once. He bent to kiss them, one after another ; then rising suddenly : " Where is Jean ?" he asked with a quickness that had something of uneasiness in it. "Here, father, here," answered a shrill little voice from the farm-house door ; " mother doesn't want me to go out in the rain." " Stay where you are," said Moser, throwing the traces on the backs of the horses; "I will go to jo\x,filiot. Go in, the rest of you, so as not to tempt him to come out." The three children went back to the doorway, where little Jean was standing beside his mother. AN A TTIC PHtLOaOPHER IN PAB13. 195 He was a poor little creature, so cruelly deformed that at the first glance one could not have told his age or the nature of his infirmity. His whole body, distorted by sickness, formed a curved, not to say a broken line. His disproportionately large head was sunken between two unequallj' rounded shoulders, while his body was sustained by two little crutches ; these took the place of the shrunken legs, which could not support him. At the farmer's approach he held out his thin arms with an expression of love that made Moser's furrowed face brighten. The father lifted him in his strong arms with an exclamation of tender delight. "Come !" he cried, "hug your father — with both arms — hard ! How has he been since yesterday?" The mother shook her head. "Always the cough," she answered in a low tone. " It's nothing, father," the child answered in his shrill voice. " Louis had drawn me too fast in my wheeled chair ; but I am well, very well ; I feel as strong as a man." The peasant placed him carefully on the ground, set him upon his little crutches, which had fallen, and looked at him with an air of satisfaction. " Don't you think he's growing, wife ?" he asked in the tone of a man who wishes to be encouraged. " Walk a bit, Jean ; walk, boy ! He walks more quickly and more strongly. It'll all come right, wife ; we must only be patient." The farmer's wife made no reply, but her eyes 196 AN ATTIG PE1L080PHBB IN PARIS. turned toward the feeble child with a look of despair so deep that Arnold trembled ; fortunately Moser paid no heed. " Come, the whole brood of you," he went on, opening the basket he had taken from the cart ; " here is something for every one ! In line and hold out your hands." The peasant had displayed three small white rolls glazed in the baking : three cries of joy burst forth simultaneously and six hands advanced to seize the rolls, but they all paused as at a word of command. "And Jean ?" asked the childish voices. " To the devil with Jean," answered Moser gayly ; " there is nothing for him to-night. Jean shall have his share another time. " But the child smiled and tried to get up to look into the basket. The farmer stepped back a pace, took off the cover carefully, and lifting his arm with an air of solemnity, displayed before the eyes of all a cake of gingerbread garnished with almonds and pink and white sugar-plums. There was a general shout of admiration, Jean himself could not restrain a cry of delight ; a slight flush rose to his pale face and he held out his hands with an air of joyful expectancy. "Ah, you like it, petite taupe !" cried the peasant, whose face was radiant at the sight of the child's pleasure ; " take it, mon vieux, take it ; it is nothing but sugar and honey." He placed the gingerbread in the hands of the little AN ATI'IG PHlLOaOPHER IN PARIS. 197 hunchback, who trembled with happiness, watched him hobble off, and turning to Arnold when the sound of the crutches was lost in the house, said with a slight break in his voice : " He is my eldest. Sickness has deformed him a little, but he's a shrewd fellow and it only depends upon us to make a gentleman of him." "While speaking he had crossed the first room on the ground-floor and led his guest into a species of dining-room, the whitewashed walls of which were decorated only with a few rudely colored prints. As he entered, Arnold saw Jean seated on the floor and surrounded by his brothers, among whom ho was dividing the cake given him by his father. But each one objected to the size of his portion and wished to lessen it ; it required all the little hunch- back's eloquence to make them accept what he had given them. For some time the young sportsman watched this dispute with singular interest, and when the children had gone out again he expressed his admiration to the farmer's wife. " It is quite true," she said with a smile and a sigh, " that there are times when it seems as though it were a good thing for them to see Jean's infirm- ity. It is hard for them to give up to each other, but not one of them can refuse Jean anything ; it is a constant exercise in kindness and devotion." " Tiens / great virtue, that !" interrupted Moser. " Who could refuse anything to such a poor, afflict- ed little innocent ? It's a silly thing for a man to say ; but, look you, monsieur, that child there 198 AN' ATTIO PEILOSOPHER IN PABI8. always makes me want to cry. Often when I am at work in the fields, I begin all at once to think about him. I say to myself Jean is ill ! or Jean is dead ! and then I have to find some excuse for coming home to see how it is. Then he is so weak and so ailing ! If we did not love him more than the others, he would be too unhappy." " Yes," said the mother gently, " the poor child is our cross and our joy at the same time. I love all my children, monsieur, but whenever I hear the sound of Jean's crutches on the fioor, I always feel a rush of happiness. It is a sign that the good God has not yet taken our darling away from us. It seems to me as though Jean brought happiness to the house just like swallows' nests fastened to the windows. If I hadn't him to take care of, I should think there was nothing for me to do." Arnold listened to these naive expressions of tenderness with an interest that was mingled with astonishment. The farmer's wife called a servant to help set the table ; and at Moser's invitation, the young man approached the brushwood fire which had been rekindled. As he was leaning against the smoky mantel- piece, his eye fell upon a small black frame that inclosed a withered leaf. Moser noticed it. " Ah ! you are looking at my relic. It's a leaf of the weeping-willow that grows down there on the tomb of I'Ancien!* I got it from a Strasbourg * Napoleon. AN A TTIC PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. 199 merchant who had served in the VieiUe* I wouldn't part with it for a hundred crowns." " Then there is some particular sentiment attached to it?" " Sentiment, no," answered the peasant ; " but I too was discharged from the Fourth Kegiment of Hussars, a brave regiment, monsieur, which made a strange showitfg at Montmirail ! There were only eight men left of our squadron, so when the Little Corporal passed in front of the line he saluted us — j'es, monsieur, raised his hat to us ! Tonerre ! That was something to make us ready to die to the last man, look you. Ah ! he was the father of the soldier !" Here the peasant began to fill his pipe, looking the while at the black frame and the withered leaf. In this reminder of a marvelous destiny there was evidently for him a whole romance of youth, emotion, and regret. He recalled the last struggles of the Empire, in which he had taken part, the reviews held by the emperor, when his mere pres- ence aroused confidence in victory ; the passing successes of France's famous campaign, so soon ex- piated by the disaster at Waterloo ; the departure of the vanquished general and his long agony on the rock of St. Helena. All these pictures in suc- cession crossed the farmer's mind, his brow became furrowed, his thumb pressed more heavily upon the pipe that had long been filled, and he whistled through his teeth a march of his old regiment. * Old Guard. 200 -^N ATTIC PEIL080PHEB IN PARIS. Arnold respected the old soldier's silent preoccu- pation and waited until he should resume the con- versation. The arrival of supper roused him from his reverie ; he drew up a chair for his guest and took his place at the opposite side of the table. " Come ! fall to on the soup," he cried brusquely. " I have had nothing since morning but two swallows of kirschwasser. I could eat an ox whole to-night." To prove his words, he began to empty the huge porringer of soup before him. For several moments nothing was heard but the clatter of spoons followed by that of the knives cut- ting up the flitch of bacon served by the farmer's wife. His walk and the fresh air had given Arnold himself an appetite that made him forget his Parisian daintiness. Moser's bacon seemed to have an unknown savor and his wine qualities that led Arnold to eat that he might drink better and to drink that he might eat better. The supper grew gayer and gayer, when all at once the peasant raised his head. "And Farraut?" he asked. "I have not seen him since my return." His wife and the children looked at each other without answering. " Well, what is it ?" went on Moser, who saw their embarrassment. " Where is the dog? What has happened to him? Why don't you answer, Doroth6e ?" " Don't be angry, father," interrupted Jean ; " we AN A TTIC PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. aOl didn't dare tell you, but Farraut went away and has not come back." " Mille diables ! You should have told me !" cried the peasant, striking the table with his fist. " What road did he take ?" " The road to Garennes." " When was it «" " After dinner : we saw him go up the little path." • " Something must have happened to him," said Moser, getting up. " The poor animal is almost blind and there are sand pits all along the road ! Go fetch my sheepskin and the lantern, wife. I must find Farraut, dead or alive." Dorothfee went out without making any remark either about the hour or the weather, and soon re- appeared with what her husband had asked of her. " You must think a great deal of this dog," said Arnold, surprised at such zeal. " It is not I," answered Moser, lighting his pipe • " but he did good service to Dorothfee's father. One day when the old man was on his way home from Poutroye with the price of his oxen in his pocket, four men tried to murder him for his money, and they would have done it if it had not been for Farraut ; so when the good man died two years ago, he called me to his bedside and asked me to care for the dog as for one of his children — those were his words. I promised, and it would be a crime not to keep one's promise to the dead. He ! Fritz, give me my iron-shod stick. I wouldn't 202 -A-N ATTIC PHILOaOPEER IN PARIS. have anything happen to Farraut for a pint of my blood. The animal has been in the family for twenty years — he knows us all by our voices — and he recalls the grandfather. I shall see you again, monsieur, and good-night until to- morrow." Moser wrapped himself in his sheepskin and went out. They could hear the sound of bis iron-shod stick die away in the soughing of the wind and the falling of the rain. After awhile the farmer's wife offered to con- duct Arnold to his quarters for the night, but Ar- nold asked permission to await the return of the master of the house, if his return were not delayed too long. His interest in the man who had at first seemed to him so vulgar, and in the humble family whose existence he had thought to be so valueless, continued to increase. The vigil was prolonged, however, and Moser did not return. The children had fallen asleep one after another, and even Jean, who had held out the longest, had to seek his bed at last. Poroth6e, un- easy, went incessantly from- the fireside to the door and from the door to the fireside. Arnold strove to reassure her, but her mind was excited by suspense. She accused Moser of never thinking of his health or of his safety ; of always being ready to sacrifice himself for others ; of being unable to see a human being or an animal suffer without risk- ing all to relieve it ; and as she went on with her complaint, which sounded strangely like a glorifi- Air A TTIO PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. 203 cation, her fears grew more vivid ; she had a thou- sand gloomy forebodings. The dog had howled all through the previous night; an owl had perched upon the roof of the house ; it was a Wednesday, always an unfortunate day in the family. Her fears reached such a pitch at last that the young man volunteered to go in search of her husband, and she was about to w«ken Fritz to accompany him, when the sound of footsteps was heard outside. " It is Moser 1" said the peasant woman, stopping short. " Hold !,he! open quickly wife," cried the farmer from without. She ran to draw the bolt, and Moser appeared, carrying in his arras the old blind dog. " Here he is," he said gayly. " God help me ! I thought I should never find him : the poor brute had rolled to the bottom of the big stone quarry." " And you went there to get him 3" asked Doro- th6e, horror-stricken. "Should I have left him at the bottom to find him drowned to-morrow ?" asked the old soldier. " I slid down the length of the big mountain and I carried him up in my arms like a child : the lantern was left behind, though." " But you risked your life, you miserable man !" cried Dorothfee, who was shuddering at her hus- band's explanation. The latter shrugged his shoulders. " Ah, bah !" he said with careless gayety ; " who risks nothing has nothing ; I have found Farraut — 204: AN ATTIO PHILOHOPHER IN PABI8. that's the principal thing. If the grandfather sees us from up there, he ought to be satisfied." This reflection, made in an almost indifferent tone, touched Arnold, who held out his hand impetuous- ly to the peasant. " What you have done was prompted by a good heart," he said with feeling. " What ? Because I have kept a dog from drown- ing ?" answered Moser. " Pa/rdieu ! dogs and men — thank God I have helped more than one out of a hole since I was born ; but 1 have sometimes had better weather than to-night to do it in. Say, wife, there must be a glass of cognac left ; bring the bottle here ; there is nothing that dries you better when you're wet," Dorothfee brought- the bottle to the farmer, who drank to his guest's health, and then each sought his bed. The next morning the weather was fine again ; the sky was clear and the birds, shaking their feathers, sang on the still dripping trees. When he descended from the garret, where a bed had been prepared for him, Arnold found near the door Farraut, who was warming himself in the sun, while little Jean, seated on his crutches, was making him a collar of eglantine berries. A little further on, in the first room, the farmer was clinking glasses with a beggar who had come to collect his weekly tithe ; Dorothee was holding his wallet, which she was filling. "Come, old Henry, one more draught," said the ANA I'TIG PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. 205 peasant, refilling the beggar's glass ; " if you mean to finish your round you must take courage." " That one always finds here," said the beggar with a smile ; " there are not many houses in the parish where they give more, but there is not one where they give with such good will." " Be quiet, will you, P6re Henriot ?" interrupted Moser ; " do people talk of such things? Drink and let the good God judge each man's actions. You, too, have served ; we are old comrades." The old man contented himself with a shake of the head and touched his glass to the farmer's ; but one could see that he was more moved by the hearti- ness that accompanied the alms than the alms them- selves. "When he had taken up his wallet again and bade them good-by, Moser watched him go until he had disappeared around a bend in the road. Then draw- ing a loud breath, he said, turning to his guest : " One more poor old man without a home. You may believe me or not, monsieur, but when I see men with shaking heads going about like that, beg- ging their bread from door to door, it turns my blood. I should like to set the table for them all and touch glasses with them all as I did just now with Pere Henri. To keep your heart from break- ing at such a sight, you must believe that there is a world up there where those who have not been summoned to the ordinary here will receive double rations and double pay." " You must hold to that belief," said Arnold ; " it 206 AN A TTIO PHILOaOPHEB IN PARIS. will support and console you. It will be long be^ fore I sball forget the hours I have passed in your house, and I trust they will not be the last." " Whenever you choose," said the old soldier ; "if you don't find the bed up there too hard and if you can digest our bacon come at your pleasure, and we shall always be under obligations to you." He shook the hand that the young man had ex- tended, pointed out the way that he must take, and did not leave the threshold until he had seen his guest disappear in the turn of the road. For some time Arnold walked with lowered head, but upon reaching the summit of the hill he turned to take a last backward look, and seeing the farm- house chimney, above which curled a light wreath of smoke, he felt a tear of tenderness rise to his eye. " May God always protect those who live under that roof !" he murmured ; " for where pride made me see creatures incapable of understanding the finer qualities of the soul, I have found models for myself. I judged the depths by the surface and thought poetry absent because, instead of showing itself without, it hid itself in the heart of the things themselves ; ignorant observer that I was, I pushed aside with my foot what I thought were pebbles, not guessing that in these rude stones were hidden diamonds." AN A TTIU PHILOBOPHER IN PARIS. 207 THE SCULPTOR OF THE BLACK FOREST. It is impossible to travel through the duchy of Baden without being impressed by the peaceful and at the same time savage aspect of the country. There is no other country, perhaps, where the con- trasts are more happily combined. It is all har- monious and effective, like a vast park of which God has been the designer and where he has brought together all the beauties of nature. But it is on the outskirts of the Black Forest that the scenery is especially impressive. There the valleys that extend to the Ehine narrow all at once and end by being nothing but clefts in the rock, barely giving passage to the small horses of the manufacturers of kirschwasser. Seen from a height, they form a huge triangle whose base borders the river and whose apex joins the mountain in a nar- row path. The grass in these valleys, watered by warm min- eral springs, grows to the height of grain, always undulating and dotted with more flowers than a botanist could classify in a day ; a carpet of velvet and silk stretched at the edge of the forest. 208 AN ATTIC PHILOSOPEEB IN I'ARjtS. The latter covers the hills, about which it winds, forming a thousand spirals of yerdure, and stopping short of the highest summits, which here and there raise their bald and snow-whitened heads. It was between two of these hills at the bottom of one of the narrow gorges where the valleys ended that there lived some years ago a young man called Herman Cloffer, whose story the old men still repeat to their children. We give it here, not as it is told in the mountains, but as we heard "it from the pastor at Baden wilier, with all its de- tails and all its moral; for the pastor had loved Herman from his childhood, and on his death-bed the young man had made him his confidant. Herman was the son of a schoolmaster. His father had given him some instruction : he knew a little Latin, played the violin, and spoke French quite fluently ; so he came to be known in the country as Maister Cloffer. Being occupied from childhood with wood-carv- ing, as were all the mountaineers, he had gradually acquired a taste for the work and had come to carve children's toys with considerable skill ; but a trip to Bale, where he saw some Gothic wainscoting, was a revelation to him. He understood what art was and what human patience could accomplish. From that moment his vocation was decided upon. Leaving in Bale the toys to which he had once devoted himself, he began to carve in wood every- thing that struck his eye, studying the smallest de- tails, finishing only to begin again, and beginning AN A TTIO PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. 209 again only to finish again ; in short, leaving nothing incomplete and working with a fervent love for the work and for it alone. This conscientious application was not long in having its result. His attempts, at first confused and faulty, became more true to nature, more clear, more bold ; the difficulties of execution disappeared to give place to the difficulties of art. Soon Her- man had no longer to strive for form, but for action ; the science had been acquired it now remained to prove his genius. Then began for the young man that struggle be- tween the sentiment that wishes to express itself and in ertraatter that resists : a struggle so full of joy when it is successful and the work of creation accomplished ! One would have said, indeed, that the wood obeyed Herman's every conception ; he seemed to mold and fashion it by the simple contact of his thought. Occupied solely with his work, wishing to produce it as perfect as he imagined it, he lost himself in it completely, he quickened it with his desires. Noth- ing that he did was the result of a combination or of a system, but of an impression ; he understood art as the visible expression of a human soul face to face with nature. His carvings, originally confounded with the rude work of the forest herdsmen, ended by attracting attention. There was a demand for them from Baden at first, then from Munich, Vienna, Berlin. The dealer who had bought the first at a miserable 310 AN A TTIG PHILOSOPEBB IN PARIS. sura urged the young man to supply him with more, promising to pay him a better price, Herman, who since his father's death had been his mother's sole support, was happy to see that by his work he could assure her a peaceful old age. Indeed, an unaccustomed ease soon began to make itself felt in the hut : they were able to add a few modest bits of furniture to the humble household, renovate the holiday wardrobe, and sometimes in the evenings, when their neighbors came in, to offer them a dish of hnsft and a bottle of Rhine wine. At such times Herman would take up his violin and accompany his mother, who sang in a voice still resonant old Swabian airs or some of Schiller's ballads, which the schoolmaster had taught her. Thus Cloffer's days were divided between work and quiet pleasures : he left all money matters to Doroth6e. Free from all material care, his life was one continual and fruitful meditation ; nothing drew him from his ideal world but the simple pleasures of the neighborhood and family affection. He could give himself up completely to the delights of creating, talk long and familiarly with his genius. Two-thirds of his time was devoted to its sole in- spiration, and absorbed in art as the saints in pious contemplation, he felt none of the buffetings of real life. One summer evening as he was seated at the door of his hut, smoking his meerschaum pipe and holding on his knees his violin, from which he AN A TTIC PHILOSOPHER IN PA RIS. 211 occasionally drew a few vague strains, a horseman turned suddenly into the path. He was a stranger, of about forty, and his dress and bearing showed him to be a man of the world. He drew rein a few paces from the hut and looked about him with an eyeglass ; at last his glance fell upon the young man. "Ah, here is what I am looking for," he ex- claimed in French, and coming forward : " Can you tell me where I can find Herman the sculptor ?" he asked in almost unintelligible German. " I am he," answered Olofifer, rising. " You 1" cried the stranger. " Pardieu ! that's a coincidence 1" And dismounting from his horse, he tossed the reins to a servant in livery who had joined him. " 1 was looking for you, maister," he went on easily. " I am a Frenchman — you doubtless guessed as much from my German — and a collector. I have seen your carvings. I have come to buys ome." Herman led him into the hut. " Is this where you work ? asked the Frenchman, casting a surprised glance about the smoky room. " Near that window," answered Cloffer. And he showed the stranger a long table upon which lay several finished carvings. Beneath the table were piled rough-hewn blocks of pine; his few tools were hung upon the wall. " What ! You have no other work-room ?" " No, monsieur." The collector raised his glass to his right eye* Jil2 AN A TTIU PHILOSOPHER IN PA BIS. " Marvelous !" he murmured ; " such masterpieces in this hole. But, Maister Herman— that is what they call you, I believe — ^you lack everything here : you have no stimulus, no advisers." " I try to reproduce what I see as I feel it," an- swered ClofEer simply ; " here are goats copied from nature, a bull and a child " " Charming !" interrupted the stranger, taking the two carvings which Herman handed to him ; " such delicacy, such a touch — I will buy them. Your price ?" Herman mentioned it. " Done," answered the Frenchman, who seemed amazed at the lowness of the price ; " but, my dear maister, do you know I have moved heaven and earth to find you ? The dealers who sell your work in Germany either don't know your name or con- ceal it, and I could not discover the Jew who buys from you at first hand. I had to apply to our am- bassador at Vienna, who caused the police to make inquiries. In short, I learned your name, and as I was passing through Badenwiller I wished to see you." Herman bowed. "You have no idea of the reputation you already have in Germany," went on the stranger ; " people fight over your carvings. I saw some in M. de Metternich's study. You do not intend to remain here, of course ?" "Excuse me, monsieur," Herman answered, "I have no idea of leaving the forest." AN ATTIC PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. 213 " "What ! But that means giving up your future ; think of vegetating here forever !" " I am happy here, monsieur." " Happy !" repeated the stranger, staring through his eyeglass at Herman's rough dress ; " that proves that you are a philosopher, my dear maister : but you haven't even a studio here. Think of sculptur- ing three paces from a fire-place where bacon and sauerkraut are cooked! No one but a German could lead such a life." " What should I gain by changing it ?" asked Herman. " Fame, first of all ! So far your work is known, but not your name. You must take your place, my dear maister ; above all, you must make your for- tune," " Make my fortune !" repeated Cloffer in astonish- ment ; " by what means ?" " Why, pa/rdieu, by your toys," cried the French- man. "Don't you know that nowadays our artists live like young men of good family ? You must profit by the progress of the century, Herman ; you must come to Paris I I will introduce you to a set of journalists who will make a Michael Angelo in miniature of you ; before two years are up you will have a groom and a tilbury." " Is it possible ?" " It is certain, and since chance has brought us together, I want you to profit by it. Light will not remain hidden under a bushel ; believe me come to Paris." 214 AN ATTIC PEILOSOPHER IN PARIS. " I cannot think of it," murmured the sculptor, shaking his head. "Why not?" " I have my habits, my friends, above all my mother " "In Paris you will find something to take the place of all these." "No, no." " Eeflect, I beg of you," went on the Frenchman, who in trying to convince Cloffer had convinced himself; "reflect that here you will always live as a peasant. You remind me of a prince brought up in exile, ignorant that a crown awaits him elsewhere ; it is this crown that I have come to offer you. Tou are asked only to renounce your old dress, your old roof, and you are promised riches, success 1 You are not a German for nothing ; you are fond of the theater and of champagne, I suppose ; you shall have all that, maister, in exchange for your small beer. Make up your mind, then, and I will take you with me in my post-chaise." Herman was about to answer, but he trembled suddenly and stopped ; his eyes had just met Dorothee's. She had entered a few moments before, and al- though she did not understand French, her mother's eye had divined from Herman's agitation that something extraordinary was passing. "What is the stranger saying to you ?" she asked in German. " He is telling me about his country, mother," answered Cloffer. AN A TTIO PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. 215 "And he proposes that you should go there, perhaps ?" Herman gave a sign of assent. " Kemember that those who love you live here," said the old woman quickly. " I shall not forget it," answered Herman. " Well ?" asked the Frenchman, who had tried in vain to unders^nd. " I cannot leave my mother, monsieur," answered Cloffer gravely. And as the stranger was about to insist : " My mind is made up," he went on brusquely ; " nothing will change it." The Frenchman made a movement of his shoul- ders. "As you will, maister," he said, " but you are sacrificing your fortune." Then he added : " I left some ladies at Badenwiller, as they were too tired to come with me. They will buy all you have left. Would you not like to take the carvings to the ladies yourself ? We still have time to get there for dinner." Cloffer consented after some hesitation. It was late when he returned ; the strangers had kept him to dinner at the hotel. His mother tried to question him, but he answered her shortly and in a tone of suppressed impatience. The following morning he went to work deject- edly and did not speak the entire day. It was easy to see that his soul was no longer filled with 216 AN ATTIG PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. that contentment that formerly found expression in words. Dorothfee hoped that his sadness would be only temporary and neglected no means of dissi- pating it. But a great revolution was going on within the young sculptor. As long as he had seen no one but his friends and neighbors, he had allowed him- self to live as they did, without ambition, confining his desires to the simple pleasures with which he was familiar and imagining nothing beyond. The appearance and the words of the stranger had transformed him. He had at first listened to his account as to the fairy tales that had delighted him as a child ; but the ladies whom he had seen at the hotel had confirmed all that their companion had said : one of them had done more, she had offered herself as an example. A few years ago, poor as Herman was then, she owed to her singing the wealth with which he saw her surrounded ; and by this wealth the young sculptor had been dazzled. The thought that he himself could attain to it made his brain whirl. In vain I know not what wise instinct whispered to him to fly from these illusive temptations ; all the bad passions, so long dormant, were roused within him, singing in chorus like the witches in Macbeth : " Thou shalt be rich, thou shalt be famous !" and Herman was ready to yield to these intoxicating promises. It was not long before he became indifferent to what had once delighted him : the picture of Paris AW ATTIC PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. 217 interposed itself between him and all things ; it was like a fatal shadow that prevented the sun of happiness from reaching him. He worked abstract- edly, began a thousand sketches, finishing none of them and finding distaste in everything. His health began to suffer from these new pre- occupations, and a slow fever began to undermine it. Until then his mother had kept silent, but when she saw him fall into this languor, more dangerous than despair, she hesitated no longer. " May God forgive these strangers for what they have done, Herman !" she said. " They came here, like the serpent into the earthly paradise, to tempt you to eat the fruit of the tree of knowledge. But the evil is done, my son, and you cannot remain here. Go, since we can no longer make you happy." Cloffer tried to protest, but the old woman had not spoken until she had made the sacrifice in her own heart. She removed all obstacles with the ingenious ease God gives only to mothers and that self-abnegation that women show us without being able to teach us. The preparations were completed in a few days. Doroth6e herself washed Herman's linen, mended his clothes, and saw to all the details, so that it would be a long time before he should feel the need of her. She had given him the greater part of her savings and advised him not to economize them, but to deprive himself of nothing. " What I keep with me is yours like the rest," she added. " Be happy if you can : I have no other wish." 218 AN ATTIC PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. Herman accepted all this care and forethought with gratitude, but at the same time with a joy that wrung his mother's heart. Since it had been decid- ed that he should go' to Paris he had regained his health ; he talked more loudly, sang incessantly, and worked with ardor. He did not wish to arrive in the great city with empty hands, and he expend- ed all his art on a group of children, which he meant to show as a proof of his skill. At last the day of departure arrived : the separa- tion was heart-rending. Herman twice laid down his staff, declaring that he would not go ; but his mother overcame her own anguish that she might give him courage. The novelty of scene and the stir of travel soon created a diversion in the young man's thoughts. As he went further from his native place, regret gave place to curiosity. On foot, his blackthorn staff in his hand and on his shoulders his leathern knapsack, he hastened on faster and faster, asking every night what distance still separated him from Paris. The way seemed hopelessly long, but he felt neither fatigue nor ennui ; strengthened by im- patience, he walked on without stopping, commun- ing all the time with his hopes. Whenever a hand- some carriage drawn by a fast horse passed him, he said to himself : " I too shall soon be traveling like that." "Whenever his eyes were attracted by a country house partly hidden among the acacias, he mur- mured : ^jy ATTIO PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. 219 " A little while longer and I shall have one like it." And thus he went on joyously, taking possessioii, in the future, of all that pleased his eye or aroused his desires. At last, after twenty days of journeying, he saw before him a .confused mass that hid the horizon and above which floated a cloud of vapor; it was Paris. The stranger on taking leave of him at Baden- willer had given his address to Herman, urging him to make use of it if he should ever decide to come to Paris. The young sculptor, immediately upon his arrival, hastened to the Eue Saint-Lazare, where M. de Eiol had his apartments. The latter uttered an exclamation of amazement at the sight of Cloffer. " You here, maister !" he cried. " Has the moun- tain slid into your valley ? Have the charcoal- burners of your forest burned down 3'our hut ? Or are you a fugitive for political reasons ?" " My hut is still in its place," answered Herman, smiling, " and the duke has no more faithful subject than I am." " So' you are in Paris voluntarily ?" " Voluntarily." "And what has worked this miracle?" " Your words, monsieur." The Frenchman looked with surprise at the young German, who proceeded to explain all that had passed. 29.0 AN A TTIC PHILOSOPEBB IN PARIS. " So," went on De Eiol when HermaTi had finished, "so, my dear maister, you have come to Paris to make your fortune ?" "I have come to make myself known." " That's what I mean ; we will help you do it." " Indeed, I rely upon your advice and upon your protection." " You are right ; but first of all I want you to see our famous artists. I shall have several of them here to-morrow ; come and dine with us and bring some of your work." " Agreed." "Until to-morrow, then, but late; for we dine here at the time you have supper in your Germany." " Until to-morrow at seven." " That's right." They shook hands and separated. Herman employed a part of the day in seeking a lodging. He then strolled through the public gardens, admiring the statues and pausing in ecstasy before the monuments. The following day he was at De Riol's at the hour indicated and found his friend surrounded by a dozen or so young men to whom he was introduced. He had brought with him his group of children, which aroused general admiration ; one artist de- clared that there were touches of Benvenuto and Goujon combined ; a sculptor compared Herman to Dominiquin ; and a journalist who was present came to press his hand, declaring that on the follow- ing day he would proclaim him in hi^feuilleton as the Canova of the Black Forest. AN ATTIO PHILOSOPHER IN PASIS. 231 Then they sat down to table and the conversation turned almost exclusively upon painting and sculp- ture. Herman was profoundly astonished at what he heard said on these subjects. All the guests com- plained of the decadence of art and of the bad taste of the public, which forced them to follow a wrong path. If the old masters had been so great and they themselves were so little, it was to be attrib- uted, they said, to the difference of the times. Now- adays genius was misunderstood, talent impossible ! And all repeated in chorus in melancholy tones as they emptied their long glasses, where the cham- pagne was frothing : " Art is dying ! Art is dead !" As to the causes of this decadence, some accused civilization, others the constitutional government, some the newspapers. " Themselves are the only ones they won't accuse," said the journalist in an undertone, bending toward Herman ; " they do not suspect that, after all, public taste is formed by what is given it, and that if it has degenerated they must blame themselves alone, because it is for them to shape and guide it. You believe, perhaps, that all these fine talkers are worshipers of art ; but not one of them would be willing to be a Correggio upon condition of having to work and die as he did. "What kills art is that no one lives for it or with it ; it is because all of us, whatever we are, have more vanity or ambition than enthusiasm and because we look not for the beautiful, but for the useful." After dinner they returned .to the saloon, where 232 AN A TTIC PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. Herman's group was again examined and praised ; but all regretted that the young sculptor had not chosen a different subject. Children were no longer in fashion ; there had been two or three successes in this field that forbade the treatment of the same subject. For the moment public taste was in favor of subjects of the Middle Ages, and Herman was advised to depict some scene taken from the old ballads of his country. " That surprises you," remarked the journalist with a smile. " It does, indeed," said Cloffer. " I had thought that what gave value to a work was its perfection." " That is an idea of the Black Forest, my dear maister ; we are more advanced here. "What gives value to a work is not its merit, but its opportune- ness. Ten years ago an artist made his reputation by painting a little hat on a rock the shape of a cheese : the picture was absurd, but responded to the fancy of the moment, and we ask no more." " So it is not art one must study, but the caprices of the public ?" " As you say, maister. Painters, sculptors, writers are only sellers of novelties ; if the fashion takes, their fortune is made ; if not, they try a new one." " Ah, that is not what I had understood," mur- mured Herman. And he returned to his hotel discouraged. M. de Eiol, however, was true to his promise : he introduced the young German everywhere ; he AN A TTIO PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. 233 brought him into contact with collectors and dealers who gave him numerous orders. Herman had never been so rich, but he paid for these riches with his liberty. He was told what subjects he was to treat — a programme was made out for him. It was a species of torture as painful as it was novel. Hitherto he had followed all the impulses of his fancy, transferring with his chisel the impressions of the moment, creating, without knowing it, what he felt, what he saw, and seeking in his work only the joy of perfect expression of what was in him. Like the wild bird, he had become accustomed to have the range of the entire heavens, and now they left him only a narrow and fixed circle. No more capricious attempts, nothing unexpected, no freedom, and therefore no happiness. The inspiration was suc- ceeded by the sense of the task, and for the first time he learned that distaste could be found in work. One morning as Cloffer was engaged in finishing a statuette that had been ordered from him, the journalist whom he had met at De Kiel's entered his room. Charles Duvert brought the review in which the promised article had just appeared. " I don't know whether you will be pleased with it," he said, " but it has made a sensation." " I am anxious to know what you can have found to say about a poor carver of wood like me," an- swered Herman, opening the paper. " I think I have posed you pretty well," observed Duvert. 334 AN ATTIO PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. " I cannot understand how." " Eead." Oloffer approached the window and began to read the article. It was a fantastic study in which, under the pretext of analyzing the talent of the unknown artist, the writer made of his life a romance full of marvelous circumstances as new to Herman as they were to the public. Charles Duvert noticed the young German's astonishment. " I was sure of it, maister," he cried, laughing. " There is a biography such as you never expected. I have made of you a hero after the pattern of Hoffmann." " Indeed," answered Herman, wounded, " I cannot imagine the reason for it." " The reason, my great man, is the folly of the world, which likes fairy tales only. An artist whose life is like everybody's else would not pique curios- ity ; he must have his story. If I were to make my debut over again, I should proclaim myself as a Gaspard Hauser or an Orinoco savage rather than the son of my father. You remember Paganini's success? Very well ; of the crowds that flocked after him scarcely a third went to hear him ; the rest went to see the man whose strange adventures had filled the feuilletons and whose genius, it was said, was the result of a compact with Satan." " So lying," said Herman, amazed, " is the first condition of glory." " No, but of celebrity, maister. Glory has no need of all this noise, but goes to the great man in his AN A mo PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. 225 obscure corner or even in the tomb. She would have passed through your Black Forest some day, to-morrow perhaps, perhaps in a hundred years, and she would have written your name on her great tablets ; but here it is a question only of success and of fortune. "We do in art as we do in business, and the first condition for every tradesman is to have a sign that will attract the purchaser. You will soon see the effect of my article." At this point the hotel porter entered, announc- ing that M. Lorieux wished to see the young sculptor. " Lorieux !" repeated Duvert ; " what did I say ? He has read the paper and has come to give you a commission." « You think so ?" " I am sure of it. But depend upon it, the more you ask him the greater will be his faith in your talents." The dealer was introduced. He had, indeed, come to make a business proposal to Herman, but he seemed to be struck by the modest furnishings of the room where the young sculptor worked. He looked coldly upon the statuettes that Herman showed him. Duvert observed this. " I am sorry that you should show these here, raaister," he said to Herman ; " the day is bad and one cannot judge of the delicacy of the work. If monsieur will come to the studio " " Ah, the maister has a studio ?" asked the dealer. "It is being made ready for him; that is why 226 AN A TTIO PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. you find him camped in a hotel. But in a few days he will have the finest quarters of any sculptor in Paris ; a real Italian gallery overlooking a gar- den ; 3,000 francs rent ! Our artists nowadays live like grand seigneurs." ^ " And it is we who are their bankers," remarked the dealer with a loud laugh. " Say their money-lenders, monsieur, their stew- ards. In passing through your hands their works enrich you. But, excuse me, maister — you know who is waiting for you ; settle with monsieur quickly, I beg of you." All this was said with such briskness and assur- ance that Cloffer was bewildered. The dealer, whose whole manner had been altered by these re- marks, hastened to make to Herman proposals Avhich the latter accepted, and retired with great demonstrations of politeness. Hardly had he vanished when Duvert threw him- self into a chair with a shout of laughter. " Pour Dieu ! what does this jest mean and what have _you been saying to him ?" asked Cloffer. " It isn't a joke," answered the journalist, " be- cause if you haven't the studio I told him of, you must have it." "What?" " Didn't you see the impression your hotel room made upon that honest tradesman ? Seeing you so poorly lodged, he was on the point of not making you an offer." " But what had my lodging to do with it as long as he saw my work ?" AN ATTIO PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. 5J27 " Mon Dieu ! maister, you are really too much of a German. Don't you understand that to be able to judge of the work one must have more knowl- edge and taste than that man has? Moreover, what does M. Lorieux care for merit ? What he wants is a sculptor who is in vogue, whose produc- tions he can sell well ; and the artist's wealth is the best proof of nis success. You still forget, Herman, that you are no longer in the Black Forest, working according to your fancy, but in Paris, where you work at the pleasure of others." " Alas ! you are right," said Cioflfer, sighing. " You have an apprenticeship to serve," went on Duvert. " Neither can you continue to live in soli- tude. You must be seen in society ; one evening in certain saloons will do more for your reputation than a masterpiece." " So," said Herman, " it is not enough to have lost the right to follow my inspiration, but I must also give up the right to live according to my tastes ?" " You must succeed," answered Duvert ; " it's all in that. In future you must have but one thought and one object : make yourself talked about." Cloffer tried to follow Duvert's advice and he was not long in finding out its correctness. In a few months his reputation increased beyond all ex- pections, and the value of his works increased ac- cordingly. Duvert's article had been accepted as a biograph- ical sketch ; the young German's name was heard 228 AN ATTIG PHILOSOPHER IN PARTB. on every side in connection with the romantic cir- cumstances of his hfe ; he was pointed out at first nights at the theater ; his habits and opinions were repeated in detail. Herman let himself drift on on this pleasant tide of fashion, which lifted him up without his having any need to aid himself. All the instincts of pride that had hitherto remained dormant in his soul awoke insensibly. The world talked so loudly of his genius that he ended by believing in it and ac- cepting the universal admiration as homage that was due to him. Unfortunately, as alwa3's, his success had aroused keen enmity. Until then he\had known only the sweetness of success ; he was not long in feeling the bitterness. An article published in a newspaper unfriendly to the one upon which Duvert worked began the attack with an analysis of Herman's works. The majority of those he had executed since his coming to Paris lacked that naivete that had rendered the first so priceless. Hampered in his inspiration, obeying the necessity of gain, constantly distracted by the demands of society, he had worked rapidly and without heart. They reproached him for it with hypocritical regret; they pointed out, one after another, the faults in these hasty creations, stigmatizing with the name of greed the sentiment that had produced them. These accusations cut Herman to the heart. His enemies doubtless learned this and renewed their AN ATTia PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. 229 attacks every month, every week, every day. Soon the young sculptor could not cast bis eyes upon certain sheets without finding his name coupled with some offensive epigram. Bidiculous actions and speeches were attributed to him ; caricatures of him were held up to public ridicule. Herman, maddened by such persecution, wished to avenge himself ; Duvert calmly protested that this was one side of success. Why should he be surprised that the same means employed by his friends to make him famous should be used by his enemies to make him ridiculous? This was an inevitable result of fame ; but Herman was too un- used to the custom that exposes the work and the person of the artist to the mercy of the critics to accept any such conclusion. He felt, moreover, that there was at the bottom of the raillery that pursued him an exaggerated but just reproach. Jealousy had rendered his enemies clear-sighted, and they struck at the sensitive part of his conscience. Cloffer struggled for a long time in vain against the attacks of the gnats that tormented him ; in vain he tried to forget the persecution to which he was exposed ; his soul, accustomed to the peace that comes from obscurity, was too deeply dis- turbed ; he fell into a profound melancholy, followed by a sickness to which he nearly succumbed. It needed all the skill of the physicians and several months of convalescence to bring him back to life. De Eiol persuaded him to take a trip to Italy, which completed his recovery. 330 AN A TTIG PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. "When he returned he had regained his strength, and the long idleness to which he had been perforce condemned had given him an ardent longing for work ; but when he presented himself to the dealers the latter scarcely recognized him. There had come from Florence a worker in terra-cotta and the fashion had veered toward that quarter. Herman went to see Duvert, whom he told of this change. The journalist shrugged his shoulders. "What would you have, maister?" he said. " Success is like fortune — you must seize it by the forelock ; six months of absence are enough to make a man forgotten. You were wrong to go." " But my health required it." " A man who is the fashion has no right to be ill ; society is a ynelee, and whoever drops out of the ranks, even for an hour, finds his place filled on his return. " But cannot I regain my position ?" Duvert shook his head. " Your face and your name are known ; your gift has lost its novelty ; you cannot count in future upon that inquisitive interest that in society takes the place of admiration ; you are already spoken of as if you were dead." " It is horrible !" cried Herman. " What ! a year has been enough to deprive me of " "■ All that a year has been enough to give you." " But what is to become of me ?" " Yoa have only to choose, my dear maister ; you AN ATTIC PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. 331 can become a painter, a poet, or a comedian ; that will be a transformation, and perhaps public favor will return to you." Herman made no reply and left the journalist. He could not yet believe that the latter had not exaggerated, but he soon recognized the truth of all he had said. After being accustomed to the intoxication of success, he was forced to meet again with the re- buffs to which he had grown unaccustomed, accept all the pain and all the shame of oblivion. These trials were too much for Herman's strength. He struggled for a time ; but one day, after a fresh rebufif even more palpable than the rest, he hurried to his studio, summoned a dealer, sold oflf everything, paid what he owed, and taking the blackthorn stick, which he had hung above his door as a trophy : "Enough of humiliation," he murmured; "let us go back to the forest." He left Paris by the same harriere by which he had entered four years before ; but, alas ! all the hopes that he had brought with him had vanished ; enthusiastic, young, and strong when he had come, he left despairing, aged, and mortally stricken. The way was painful for him. Enervated by Parisian life, he had lost the habit of taking long walks in the sunshine ; he no longer felt within him that joyous strength that loves to expend itself in the open air ; and more than once he was forced to halt in order to rest. He took advantage of one of these stops to prepare his mother for his return. asa -^N ATTIC PHILOSOPHER IN PABIS. One can imagine Dorothee's joy upon receiving this letter, which preceded Herman by only a few hours. But her joy was soon tempered at the sight of the change that had taken place in her son. She easily understood by his pallor and his melancholy abstraction that his plans had failed and that his return was due less to affection than to despair. She did not ask a single question, however. As he threw himself into her arms he had said : " I have come back to you, mother, and I shall never leave you again." This was enough ; she busied herself in doing all she could that her son might recover at her side the peace of mind he had lost. Gathering about Herman, with the ingenuity of a woman and a mother, all that he had once loved, she had a separate room furnished for him, asked her old friends to visit him, and got the young girls of the neighborhood to pass their evenings at his fireside. Thus every day became afete day at Dorothfee's house. But Herman did not notice it. What was all this to the world in which he had moved ? He compared the obscurity into which he had relapsed to the brilliance that had one instant surrounded him. His soul had lost its simplicity at the same time that it had lost its calm, and, dis- abused of the false joys of the world, he was unable to return to the simple joys of home. Dorothee finally saw that all her efforts were in vain. Herman grew each day more sad, more ail- ing. His malady soon made such progress that he AN A TTIO PHILOSOPHER IN PA BIS. 233 could not leave the hut. The poor, frightened mother hurried in search of the doctor. The latter examined the young man closely, questioned him, prescribed rest, diversion, and took his leave. Doroth6e hastened after him. "You say nothing, monsieur?" she faltered, look- ing with anguish at the doctor. He seemed embarrassed. " The truth, in God's name," went on the dis- tracted mother. " The truth ?" stammered the physician. " I wish to know it." " Very well ! I am going to notify the pastor." Doroth6e uttered a cry and fell upon her knees. The following day the pastor came, under the pretext of ordering some work from Herman, but the young man smiled sadly . Feeling the progress of the disease, he had understood what had brought the pastor. He opened his heart to him and told him all that we have told. "When he had finished, the pastor tried to offer some consolation, but Herman interrupted him. "My malady is cured, monsieur," he said with emotion. " On the point of death, the truth has come to me : all that has happened is just. I wished to exchange the immaterial delights of art for the advantages of fortune and the vanities of fame ; I have sacrificed my affections and my peace to an ambitious delirium ; sooner or later I had to suffer for my mistake. If it could only serve as a lesson ! If some one else tempted by vain promises should 334 4^ ATTIC PEILOBOPHEB IN PARIS. wish to leave our valleys for the great cities, tell him. my story, monsieur ; tell him what success costs without making one happier or better; tell him, lastly, to train his heart and mind with a view not to profit, but to duty ; for joy here on earth is only for simple souls." AN ATTIO PHILOSOPHEB IN PARIS. 235 THE DESIRES. Antoine Lieeitx, the tenant of Jonchfires, was standing before his house, examining its thatched roof with a troubled air. "There's the moss showing on the ridge pole again," he muttered. " The stuff will be over every- thing and the granaries will be damp as cellars ; but the . townsfolk think it's quite good enough for peasants." " Whom do you mean by townsfolk, my good man ?" inquired a voice behind him. The farmer turned abruptly and found himself face to face with M. Favrol, who had heard his dis- contented reflections. The peasant saluted his landlord with a somewhat disconcerted air. " I didn't know the master was there," he said, without replying to his interlocutor's question. "But you were thinking of him, were you not?" answered M. Favrol, smiling. " I see that you will always be the same, my poor Antoine, seeing noth- ing but thorns in roses and nothing but vexations in life." Lireux shook his head. 336 AN A TTIU PHILOSOPEEB IN PABI8. " It is easy for the master to talk," he said dog- gedly; " he is rich enough to do as he pleases." " Because I please to do only what I can," re- marked the landlord ; " but to limit one's desires to one's means is a precept that was forgotten in your catechism, perhaps." " It would have been better not to have forgotten to put a good income into my pocket," answered the peasant. "Poor people ought not to be re- proached for their desires, because they haven't the means of satisfying them. It seems to me that it would not be too much to ask the good Lord for a roof that sheds the water and doesn't draw vermin like this cursed thatch." " That is to say, you keep constantly returning to your old idea of having a tile roof ?" "Yes; and if I wasn't so poor I should have it done at my own expense, and I should make by it, seeing that the house would be more healthy and my grain better kept." " But you — would you be any better satisfied ?" " I wouldn't ask anything more of the good Lord or of the master." " Pa/rbleu, we shall see," said M. Favrol. " Al- though I consider the expenditure unprofitable for you and useless for me, I wish to find out if it is possible to satisfy you. You shall have your tile roof, Maltre Antoine, and as soon as fine weather sets in I will send the workmen." Lireux, surprised by this unexpected concession, thanked his landlord with effusion, and as soon as AN ATTIO PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. 237 the latter had left, he went into the house to tell the family of his good fortune. Part of the day was employed in considering the advantages in this change of roof. Aside from the novel aspect that it would give to the farm-house, great benefit ought to be derived from the preserva- tion of the grain ; but Antoine soon saw that this could be doubled by slightly raising the walls upon which the frame rested. This discovery completely changed the current of his thoughts. He no longer thought of anything but this enlargement and of the profit that he would derive from it. Without this modification, the new roof was only an unim- portant change ; things might just as well be left as they were ! So here was our peasant fallen back into his old dark mood, bitterly deploring the lack of money that constantly balked him in the execution of his plans. He was obliged to go to M. Favrol in order to pay his rent. The landlord noticed his troubled air and asked the cause. After hesitating some time, Lireux admitted his new preoccupation. " It is not a request that I make of the master," he went on ; " it was quite enough for him to prom- ise to do away with the thatch ; he was not obliged to do it, and poor people have a right only to what is due them." " You may add that they have this in common with the rich," answered M. Favrol; "bat I see that you are hard to cure of your discontent ; one desire 238 ■^N' ATTIC PEILOBOPHER IN PARIS. fulfilled gives birth to a second. I mean to under- take the cure, however ; we will raise the walls of the granary." The farmer declared that this promise surpassed all his hopes, and he went gayly home. A few days later a builder, sent by M. Favrol, came to examine the work to be done. In the course of conversation Antoine asked him what they were going to do with the old roof. " Nothing, I suppose," said the builder. " It is the sort of framework for country buildings only and cannot support anything but thatch ; at most it could be used for a barn." "The very thing — ours is too small," said the farmer. " Have you room for a larger one?" " At the entrance to the stables ; we could take a little from the garden. I will show you. Come." The two went to look over the ground, which the builder did not fail to find admirably adapted to a new building. He showed Lireux the advantage there would be in putting up large sheds, in enlarg- ing the stables a little, and digging a pit for -the manure. Antoine adopted the plan with enthusiasm. Here was the means of completing the improve- ments undertaken, of giving the farm a visible superiority over all others in the neighborhood, and of making use of the old frame that was to be re- placed. Without this further expenditure the pro- jected changes would not have results propor- tionate to the cost, and M. Favrol ought, in his own interest, to decide upon them. AUr A TTIG PEILOSOPHER IN PARIS. 239 Lireux added, however, that he did not dare make the suggestion himself. " I should be accused again of never being satis- fied," he said, " and the master wouldn't understand that what I propose is as much for the farm as for me. If I had the money I should have built with- out asking anij one, but poor people are obliged to stop at good ideas." " Don't be afraid," said the builder, who did not understand how people could spend money on any- thing but building. " I will speak to the master and he can't help deciding upon doing it." Antoine encouraged him eagerly and begged him to let hira know the landlord's answer as soon as possible. Left to himself, he began to ruminate ' upon the builder's ideas, which had become his own, and to calculate the profit he would derive from these changes. Thanks to the sheds, he could substitute winter threshing for summer threshing ; the en- larging of the stables would enable him to keep a larger number of cattle for market, and the manure pit would utilize the drainage from the stables. Plainly these changes, which he had not thought of before, were indispensable additions ; if he had not asked for them sooner, it was owing to his unwilling- ness to make complaints ; but M. Favrol could not refuse them without hardness and injustice. Several days elapsed, however, and he heard nothing from the builder. His impatience grew into torture. He went to see the man, who lived 240 AN ATTIC PEILOSOPHEB IN PARIS. in a distant village, but he could not find him. He returned, more uneasy than ever. To all appear- ances M. Favrol had refused ; he could no longer count upon larger outbuildings ; he must go on put- ting up with makeshifts and miss being rich for the lack of a little money on his part or a little good will on the part of others. Lireux had wholly abandoned himself to these re- flections, when he heard his name called. It was the builder, who had caught sight of him from the top of a scaffolding, where he was superintending his workmen. " "Well, the matter is settled, P6re Antoine !" he cried. " What matter ?" asked the farmer, who dared not hope. " Pa/rbleu ! The granarj' and the stables." " The master consents ?" " We begita next month." " Come and tell me about it over a glass !" cried Antoine joyfully ; " you must tell me how it all came about." The builder left the scaffolding and joined Lireux at the tavern. Antoine learned that the owner of Joncheres had only laughed without making any objections, and that he had asked the builder for a detailed estimate of the changes. Antoine went home completely reassured. Upon his arrival he went at once to look at the site of the new buildings, planning everything beforehand with regard to the greatest convenience. The old en- trance being impossible in the new plan, it was AN ATTIO PHILOBOPHER IN PARIS. 241 necessary to make a passage through the garden ; there was a hedge to be cut through and a ditch to be filled : he decided that he would do it at his own expense, without speaking to M. Favrol. But this arrangement cut off still more of the little garden, already reduced by the erection of the barn ; it would be a lyss that the proprietor of Joncheres could not refuse to make good. An unused piece of land lay on the further side of the road ; P6re Lireux considered that he might claim it by way of compensation. He betook himself accordingly to M. Favrol, under the pretext of wishing to know when the building was to begin. " Well, ionhomme Lireux," said the landloi:d on seeing him, " I hope you are satisfied ?" " Poor people have no right to complain as long as they have bread," answered Antoine with reserve. " A maximum of truly Christian resignation," said M. Favrol ; " but it seems to me, Maitre Antoine, that you have some other reasons for satisfaction. Have I not granted you everything you asked, in- cluding the new outbuildings?" " I am much indebted to the master," said the farmer coldly ; " but the master knows that the farmer lives by the soil, and to take away several furrows is like taking away a piece of bread." "And who thinks of taking any away from you ?" asked M. Favrol. " Your pardon," said Antoine somewhat abashed, " it is the master's barn and the passage leading to it that take up a part of the garden. I don't want to complain ; but if the master would let me 242 AN ATTIC PHILOSOPHER IN PARIS. cultivate the little strip of land opposite the farm it would be a compensation." " Ah, very good !" answered M. Favrol, looking at the farmer. " I believe there is about an acre in this little strip of land ?" " I couldn't say," answered Lireux with an inno- cent air. " I never measured it ; but it is something for poor people like us, while it is nothing to the master." " One moment," said the landlord ; "let us count up, my good man. Here is the estimate of what you have asked of me ; it amounts to 2,430 francs. Add to that the acre of ground and it would make about 3,500 francs' worth of desires gratified in a month ! At that rate, Maltre Antoine, it would take to satisfy a ' poor man ' like jo\x some 40,000 francs income — that is to say, as much again as I receive. Even then you would not be happ^', for ever since my promise to roof your farm-house you have passed from one desire to another, always as restless and complaining as ever. You see now that riches can do nothing for the man v^ho cannot limit his desires to what he has. The ancients tell in one of their fables of a king's sons who were condemned in purgatory to fill a bottomless cask ; this is exactly what you are trying to do, Antoine. The happiness after which you have been running in vain ever since your childhood is not to be found where you think ; it is not in wealth or in power, or in anything that surrounds our lives ; God has placed it more nearly within our grasp ; he has placed it in ourselves I"