* • I I ML 410 ISWl^M^B fliaW" Beethoven. the man and the artistas rev 3 1924 022 327 583 (ttmmll Hmwmtg Jib«| BOUGHT WITH THE INCOME FROM THE SAGE ENDOWMENT FUND THE GIFT OF Hcnrij W. Sage 189X a.X\\\QS 3. ••/■■tyw? 7673-: Cornell University Library The original of this book is in the Cornell University Library. There are no known copyright restrictions in the United States on the use of the text. http://www.archive.org/details/cu31924022327583 BEETHOVEN BEETHOVEN THE MAN AND THE AETIST, AS EEYEALED IN HIS OWN WOEDS COMPILED AND ANNOTATED BY FRIEDRICH KERST TRANSLATED INTO ENGLISH, AND EDITED, WITH ADDITIONAL NOTES, BY HENRY EDWARD KREHBIEL V - AUTHORIZED EDITION NEW YORK B. W. HUEBSCH 1905 Copyright 1905 by B. W. HUEBSCH CONTENTS PAGE Preface 7 • Concernino Art ■ IX Love op Nature IS Concerning Texts 19 On Composing 23 On Performing Music 33 ■ On His Own Works 41 • On Art and Artists 49 'Beethoven as Critic S3 On Education 63 • On His Own Disposition and Character . . .67 The Sufferer 81 Worldly Wisdom 89 God 101 Appendix 107 5 PREFACE This little book came into existence as if it were by chance. The author had devoted him- self for a long time to the study of Beethoven and carefully scrutinized all manner of books, publications, manuscripts, etc., in order to de- rive the greatest possible information about the hero. He can say confidently that he conned every existing publication of value. His notes made during his readings grew voluminous, and also his amazement at the wealth of Beethoven's observations comparatively unknown to his ad- mirers because hidden away, like concealed vio- lets, in books which have been long out of print and for whose reproduction there is no urgent call. These observations are of the utmost im- portance for the understanding of Beethoven in whom man and artist are inseparably united. Within the pages of this little book are in- cluded all of them which seemed to possess value, either as expressions of universal truths or as evidence of the character of Beethoven or his compositions. Beethoven is brought more directly before our knowledge by these his own words than by the diffuse books which have been written about him.. For this reason the compiler has added only the necessary explanatory notes, and (on the ad- 7 8 Preface vice of professional friends) the remarks intro- ductory to the various subdivisions of the book. He dispensed with a biographical introduction ; there are plenty of succinct biographies, which set forth the circumstances of the master's life easily to be had. Those who wish to penetrate farther into the subject would do well to read the great work by Thayer, the foundation of all Beethoven biography (in the new revision now making by Deiters), or the critical biog- raphy by Marx, as revised by Behncke. In sift- ing the material it was found that it fell natu- rally into thirteen subdivisions. In arranging the succession of utterances care was had to group related subjects. By this means unneces- sary interruptions in the train of thought were avoided and interesting comparisons made pos- sible. To this end it was important that time, place and circumstances of every word should be conscientiously set down. Concerning the selection of material let it be said that in all cases of doubt the authenticity of every utterance was proved; Beethoven is easily recognizable in the form and contents of his sayings. Attention must be directed to two matters in particular: after considerable reflec- tion the compiler decided to include in the col- lection a few quotations which Beethoven copied from books which he read. From the fact that he took the trouble to write them down, we may assume that they had a fascination for him, and were greeted with lively emotion as being admi- Preface 9 rable expressions of thoughts which had moved him. They are very few, and the fact that they are quotations is plainly indicated. By copying them into his note-books Beethoven as much as stored them away in the thesaurus of his thoughts, and so they may well have a place here. A word touching the use of the three famous letters to Bettina von Arnim, the pecu- liarities of which differentiate them from the en- tire mass of Beethoven's correspondence and compel an inquiry into their genuineness : As a correspondent Bettina von Arnim has a poor reputation since the discovery of her pretty for- gery, " Goethes Briefwechsel mit einem Kinde " (Goethe's Correspondence with a Child). In this alleged " Correspondence " she made use of fragmentary material which was genuine, pieced it out with her own inventions, and even went so far as to turn into letters poems written by Goethe to her and other women. The genuine- ness of a poem by Beethoven to Bettina is in- dubitable ; it will be found in the chapter entitled " Concerning Texts." Doubt was thrown on the letters immediately on their appearance in 1839. Bettina could have dissipated all suspi- cion had she produced the originals; she re- mained silent. One letter, however, that dated February 10, 1811, afterward came to light. Bettina had given it to Philipp von Nathusius. It had always been thought the most likely one of the set to be authentic; the compiler has, therefore, used it without hesitation. From the 10 Preface other letters, in which a mixture of the genuine and the fictitious must be assumed so long as the originals are not produced, passages have been taken which might have been thus constructed by Beethoven. On the contrary, the voluminous communications of Bettina to Goethe, in which she relates her conversations with Beethoven, were scarcely used. It is significant, so far as these are concerned, that, according to Bettina's own statement, when she read the letter to him before sending it oif, Beethoven cried out, " Did I really say that? If so I must have had a raptus." In conclusion the compiler directs attention to the fact that in a few cases utterances which have been transmitted to us only in an indirect form have been altered to present them in a di- rect form, inasmuch as their contents seemed too valuable to omit simply because their produc- tion involved a trifling change in form. Elberfeld, October, 1904. Fr. K. CONCERNING ART Beethoven's relation to art might almost be described as personal. Art was his goddess to whom he made petition, to whom he rendered thanks, whom he defended. He praised her as his savior in times of despair; by his own con- fession it was only the prospect of her comforts that prevented him from laying violent hands on himself. Read his words and you shall find that it was his art that was his companion in his wanderings through field and forest, the sharer of the solitude to which his deafness condemned him. The concepts Nature and Art were intimately bound up in his mind. His lofty and idealistic conception of art led him to proclaim the purity of his goddess with the hot zeal of a priestly fanatic. Every form of pseudo or bastard art stirred him with hatred to the bottom of his soul ; hence his furious on- slaughts on mere virtuosity and all efforts from influential sources to utilize art for other than purely artistic purposes. And his art rewarded his devotion richly ; she made his sorrowful life worth living with gifts of purest joy. [" To Beethoven music was not only a manifestation of the beautiful, an art, it was akin to religion. He felt himself to be a prophet, a seer. All the misanthropy en- gendered by his unhappy relations with mankind, could not shake his devotion to this ideal which had sprung 11 12 Beethoven from truest artistic apprehension and been nurtured by enforced introspection and philosophic reflection." " Mu- sic and Manners," page 237. H. E. K.] 1. 'Tis said, that art is long, and life but fleeting : — Nay; life is long, and brief the span of art; If e'er her breath vouchsafes with gods a meeting, A moment's favor 'tis of which we've had a part. Conversation book, March, 1820. Probably a quotation. 2. The world is a king, and, like a king, de- sires flattery in return for favor; but true art is selfish and perverse — it will not submit to the mould of flattery. Conversation book, March, 1820. When Baron von Braun expressed the opinion that the opera " Fidelio " would eventually win the enthusiasm of the upper tiers, Beethoven said : " I do not write for the galleries ! " He never permitted himself to be persuaded to make conces- sions to the taste of the masses. 3. Continue to translate yourself to the heaven of art ; there is no more undisturbed, un- mixed, purer happiness than may thus be at- tained. August 19, 1817, to Xaver Schnyder,who vainly sought instruction from Beethoven in 1811, though he was pleas- antly received. 4. Go on ; do not practise art alone but pene- trate to her heart; she deserves it, for art and science only can raise man to godhood. Concerning Art 13 Teplitz, July 17, 1812, to his ten years' old admirer, Emilie M. in H. 5. True art is imperishable and the true artist finds profound delight in grand productions of genius. March IS, 1823, to Cherubini, to whom he also wrote: " I prize your works more than all others written for the stage." The letter asks Cherubini to interest himself in obtaining a subscription from King Louis XVIII for the Solemn Mass in D. [Cherubini declared that he had, never received the letter. That it was not only the hope of obtaining a, favor which prompted Beethoven to ex- press so high an admiration for Cherubini, is plain from a remark made by the English musician Cipriani Potter to A. W. Thayer in 1861. I found it in Thayer's note- books which were placed in my hands for examination after his death. One day Potter asked, "Who is the greatest living composer, yourself excepted? " Beethoven seemed puzzled for a moment, and then exclaimed, " Cherubini." H. E. K.] 6. Truth exists for the wise; beauty for the susceptible heart. They belong together — are complementary. Written in the autograph book of his friend, Lenz von Breuning, in 1797. 7. When I open my eyes, a sigh involuntarily escapes me, for all that I see runs counter to my religion ; perforce I despise the world which does not intuitively feel that music is a higher revelation than all wisdom and philosophy. Remark made to Bettina von Arnim, in 1810, concern- ing Vienna society. Report in a letter by Bettina to Goethe on May 28, 1810. 8. Art ! Who comprehends her ? With whom can one consult concerning this great goddess? August 11, 1810, to Bettina von Arnim. 14 Beethoven 9. In the country I know no lovelier delight than quartet music. To Archduke Rudolph, in a letter addressed to Baden on July 24, 1813. 10. Nothing but art, cut to form like old old- fashioned hoop-skirts. I never feel entirely well except when I am among scenes of unspoiled nature. September 24, 1826, to Breuning, while promenading with Breuning's family in the Schonbrunner Garden, after calling attention to the alleys of trees " trimmed like walls, in the French manner." 11. Nature knows no quiescence; and true art walks with her hand in hand; her sister, from whom heaven forefend us! is called arti- ficiality. From notes in the lesson book of Archduke Rudolph, following some remarks on the expansion of the expres- sive capacity of music. LOVE OF NATURE Beethoven was a true son of the Rhine in his love for nature. As a boy he had taken ex- tended trips, sometimes occupying days, with his father " through the Rhenish localities ever- lastingly dear to me." In his days of physical health Nature was his instructress in art ; " I may not come without my banner," he used to say when he set out upon his wanderings even' in his latest years, and never without his note- books. In the scenes of nature he found his marvellous motives and themes; brook, birds and tree sang to him. In a few special cases he has himself recorded the fact. But when he was excluded more and more from communion with his fellow men because of his increasing deafness, until, finally, he could communicate only by writing with others (hence the Conversation-books, which will be cited often in this little volume), he fled for refuge to na- ture. Out in the woods he again became naively happy ; to him the woods were a Holy of Holies, a Home of the Mysteries. Forest and moun- tain-vale heard his sighs; there he unburdened his heavy-laden heart. When his friends need comfort he recommends a retreat to nature. Nearly every summer he leaves hot and dusty Vienna and seeks a quiet spot in the beautiful 15 16 Beethoven neighborhood. To call a retired and reposeful little spot his own is his burning desire. 12. On the Kahlenberg, 1812, end of Sep- tember. Almighty One O God! In the woods What glory in the I am blessed. Woodland. Happy every one On the Heights In the woods. is Peace, — Every tree speaks Peace to serve Through Thee. Him— This poetic exclamation, accompanied by a few notes, is on a page of music paper owned by Joseph Joachim. 13. How happy I am to be able to wander among bushes and herbs, under trees and over rocks; no man can love the country as I love it. Woods, trees and rocks send back the echo that man desires. To Baroness von Drossdick. 14. O God! send your glance into beautiful nature and comfort your moody thoughts touching that which must be. To the " Immortal Beloved," July 6, in the morning. [Thayer has spoiled the story so long believed, and still spooking in the books of careless writers, that the " Im- mortal Beloved" was the Countess Giulietta Guicciardi, to whom the C-sharp minor sonata is dedicated. The real person to whom the love-letters were addressed was the Countess Brunswick to whom Beethoven was engaged to be married when he composed the fourth Symphony. H. Love of Nature 17 v 15. My miserable hearing does not trouble me here. In the country it. seems as if every tree said to me: "Holy! lioly!" — Who can give complete expression to the e%tasy of the woods ! O, the sweet stillness of the woods ! July, 1814; he had gone to Baden after the benefit performance of " Fidelio." 16. My fatherland, the beautiful locality in which I saw the light of the world, appears be- fore me vividly and just as beautiful as when I left you ; I shall count it the happiest experience of my life when I shall again be able to see you, and. greet our Father Rhine. Vienna, June 29, to Wegeler, in Bonn. In 1825 Bee- thoven said to his pupil Ries, "Fare well in the Rhine country which is ever dear to me," and in 1826 wrote to Schott, the publisher in Mayence, about the " Rhine coun- try which I so long to see again." 17. Briihl, at " The Lamb "—how lovely to see my native country again ! Diary, 1812-1818. 18. A little house here, so small as to yield one's self a little room, — only a few days in this divine Bruhl, — longing or desire, emancipation or fulfillment. Written in 1816 in Briihl near Modling among the sketches for the Scherzo of the pianoforte sonata op. 106. [Like many another ejaculatory remark of Beethoven's difficult to understand. See Appendix. H. E. K.] 19. When you reach the old ruins, think that Beethoven o'ften paused there; if you wander through the mysterious fir forests, think that 18 Beethoven Beethoven often poetized, or, as is said, com- posed there. In the fall of 1817, to Mme. Streicher, who was at a cure in Baden. 20. Nature is a glorious school for the heart ! 'Tis well ; I shall be a scholar in this school and bring an eager heart to her instruction. Here I shall learn wisdom, the only wisdom that is free from disgust; here I shall learn to know God and find a foretaste of heaven in His knowl- edge. Among these occupations my earthly days shall flow peacefully along until I am ac- cepted into that world where I shall no longer be a student, but a knower of wisdom. Copied into his diary, in 1818, from Sturm's " Be- trachtungen iiber die Werke Gottes in der Natur." 21. Soon autumn will be here. Then I wish to be like unto a fruitful tree which pours rich stores of fruit into our laps ! But in the winter of existence, when I shall be gray and sated with life, I desire for myself the good fortune that my repose be as honorable and beneficent as the repose of nature in the winter time. Copied from the same work of Sturm's. t CONCERNING TEXTS Not even a Beethoven was spared the torment- ing question of texts for composition. It is fortunate for posterity that he did not exhaust his energies in setting inefficient libretti, that he did not believe that good music would suffice to command success in spite of bad texts. The majority of his works belong to the field of purely instrumental music. Beethoven often gave expression to the belief that words were a less capable medium of proclamation for feel- ings than music. Nevertheless it may be ob- served that he looked upon an opera, or lyric drama, as the crowning work of his life. He was in communication with the best poets of his time concerning opera texts. A letter of his on the subject was found in the blood-spotted pocketbook of Theodor Korner. The conclu- sion of his creative labors was to be a setting of Goethe's " Faust ; " except " Fidelio," however, he gave us no opera. His songs are not many although he sought carefully for appropriate texts. Unhappily the gift of poetry was not vouchsafed him. 22. Always the same old story: the Germans can not put together a good libretto. To C. M. von Weber, concerning the book of " Eury- 19 20 Beethoven anthe," at Baden, in October, 1823. Mozart said: "Verses are the most indispensable thing for music, but rhymes, for the sake of rhymes, the most injurious. Those who go to work so pedantically will assuredly come to grief, along with the music." 23. It is difficult to find a good poem. Grill- parzer has promised to write one for me, — in- deed, he has already written one; but we can not understand each other. I want something entirely different than he. In the spring of 1825, to Ludwig Rellstab, who was intending to write an opera-book for Beethoven. It may not be amiss to recall the fact that Mozart examined over one hundred librettos, according to his own statement, before he decided to compose " The Marriage of Figaro." 24. It is the duty of every composer to be familiar with all poets, old and new, and himself choose the best and most fitting for his purposes. In a recommendation of Kandler's "Anthology." 25. The genre would give me little concern provided the subject were attractive to me. It must be such that I can go to work on it with love and ardor. I could not compose operas like " Don Juan " and " Figaro ; " toward them I feel too great a repugnance. I could never have chosen such subjects ; they are too frivolous. In the spring of 1825, to Ludwig Rellstab. 26. I need a text which stimulates me; it must be something moral, uplifting. Texts such as Mozart composed I should never have been able to set to music. I could never have got myself into a mood for licentious texts. I have Concerning Texts 21 received many librettos, but, as I have said, none that met my wishes. To young Gerhard von Breuning. 27. I know the text is extremely bad, but after one has conceived an entity out of even a bad text, it is difficult to make changes in de- tails without disturbing the unity!. If it is a single word, on which occasionally great weight is laid, it must be permitted to stand. He is a bad author who can not, or will not try to make something as good as possible ; if this is not the case petty changes will certainly not improve the whole. Teplitz, August 23, 1811, to Hartel, the publisher, who wanted some changes made in the book of "The Mount of Olives." 28. Good heavens ! Do they think in Saxony that the words make good music? If an inap- propriate word can spoil the music, which is true, then we ought to be glad when we find that words and music are one and not try to improve matters even if the verbal expression is common- place — dixl. January 28, to Gottfried Hartel, who had undertaken to make changes in the book of " The Mount of Olives " despite the prohibition of Beethoven. 29. Goethe's poems exert a great power over me not only because of their contents but also because of their rhythms; I am stimulated to compose by this language, which builds itself up 22 Beethoven to higher orders as if through spiritual agencies, and bears in itself the secret of harmonies. Reported as an expression of Beethoven's by Bettina von Arnim to Goethe. 30. Schiller's poems are difficult to set to music. The composer must be able to rise far above the poet. Who can do that in the case of Schiller? In this respect Goethe is much easier. 1809, after Beethoven had made his experiences with the " Hymn to Joy " and " Egmont." ON COMPOSING Wiseacres not infrequently accused Beethoven of want of regularity in his compositions. In various ways and at divers times he gave vigor- ous utterance to his opinions of such pedantry. He was not the most tractable of pupils, es- pecially in Vienna, where, although he was highly praised as a player, he took lessons in counterpoint from Albrechtsberger. He did not endure long with Papa Haydn. He de- tested the study of fugue in particular; the fugue was to him a symbol of narrow coercion which choked all emotion. Mere formal beauty, moreover, was nothing to him. Over and over again he emphasizes soul, feeling, direct and immediate life, as the first necessity of an art work. It is therefore not strange that under certain circumstances he ignored conventional forms in sonata and symphony. An irrepres- sible impulse toward freedom is the most prom- inent peculiarity of the man and artist Bee- thoven; nearly all of his observations, no mat- ter what their subject, radiate the word " Lib- erty." In his remarks about composing there is a complete exposition of his method of work._ 81". As regards me, great heavens! my do- 24 Beethoven minion is in the air; the tones whirl like the wind, and often there is a like whirl in my soul. February 13, 1814, to Count Brunswick, in Buda. 32. Then the loveliest themes slipped out of your eyes into my heart, themes which shall only then delight the world when Beethoven conducts no longer. August 15, 1812, to Bettina von Arnim. 33. I always have a picture in my mind when composing, and follow its lines. In 1815, to Neate, while promenading with him in Baden and talking about the " Pastoral " symphony. Ries relates: "While composing Beethoven frequently thought of an object, although he often laughed at mu- sical delineation and scolded about petty things of the sort. In this respect ' The Creation ' and ' The Sea- sons ' were many times a butt, though without deprecia- tion of Haydn's loftier merits. Haydn's choruses and other works were loudly praised by Beethoven." 34. The texts which you sent me are least of all fitted for song. The description of a picture belongs to the field of painting ; in this the poet can count himself more fortunate than my muse for his territory is not so restricted as mine in this respect, though mine, on the other hand, ex- tends into other regions, and my dominion is not easily reached. Nussdorf, July 15, 1817, to Wilhelm Gerhard, who had sent him spme_Ana.creontic. sgngs_for composition. 35. Carried too far, all delineation in instru- mental music loses in efficiency. A remark in the sketches for the " Pastoral " sym- phony, preserved in the Royal Library in Berlin. Mozart On Composing 25 said: "Even in the most terrifying moments music must never offend the ear." 36. Yes, yes, then they are amazed and put their heads together because they never found it in any book on thorough bass. To Ries when the critics accused him of making gram- matical blunders in music. 37. No devil can compel me to write only cadences of such a kind. From notes written in his years of study. Beethoven called the composition of fugues "the art of making musical skeletons." 38. Good singing was my guide ; I strove to write as flowingly as possible and trusted in my ability to justify myself before the judgment- \ seat of sound reason and pure taste. From notes in the instruction book of Archduke Ru- dolph. 39. Does he believe that I think of a wretched fiddle when the spirit speaks to me? To his friend, the admirable violinist Schuppanzigh, when the latter complained of the difficulty of a passage in one of his works. [Beethoven here addresses his friend in the third person, which is the customary style of address for the German nobility and others towards inferiors in rank. H. E. K.] 40. The Scotch songs show how unconstrain- edly irregular melodies can be treated with the help of harmony. Diary, 1812-1818. Since 1809 Beethoven had arranged Folk-songs for Thomson of Edinburgh. 41. To write true church music, look through the old monkish chorals, etc., also the most cor- 26 Beethoven rect translations of the periods, and perfect prosody in the Catholic Psalms and hymns gen- erally. Diary, 1818. 42. Many assert that every minor piece must end in the minor. Nego! On the contrary I find that in the soft scales the major third at the close has a glorious and uncommonly quiet- ing effect. {Joy follows sorrow, sunshine — rain. It affects me as if I were looking up to the silvery glistering of the evening star. - From Archduke Rudolph's book of instruction. 43. Rigorists, and devotees of antiquity, rel- egate the perfect fourth to the list of disso- nances. Tastes differ. To my ear it gives not the least offence combined With other tones. From Archduke Rudolph's book of instruction, com- piled in 1809. 44. When the gentlemen can think of nothing new, and can go no further, they quickly call in a diminished seventh chord to help them out of the predicament. A remark made to Schindler. 45. My dear boy, the startling effects which many credit to the natural genius of the com- poser, are often achieved with the greatest ease by the use and resolution of the diminished sev- enth chords. Reported by Karl Friederich Hirsch, a pupil of Bee- thoven in the winter of 1816. He was a grandson of Albrechtsberger who had given lessons to Beethoven, On Composing 27 46. In order to become a capable composer one must have already learned harmony and counterpoint at the age of from seven to eleven years, so that when the fancy and emotions awake one shall know what to do according to the rules. Reported by Schindler as having been put into the mouth of Beethoven by a newspaper of Vienna. Schindler says: "When Beethoven came to Vienna he knew no counterpoint, and little harmony." 47. So far as mistakes are concerned it was never necessary for me to learn thoroughrbass ; my feelings were so sensitive from childhood that I practised counterpoint without knowing that it must be so or could be otherwise. Note on a sheet containing directions for the use of fourths in suspensions — probably intended for the in- struction of Archduke Rudolph. 48. Continue, Your Royal Highness, to write down briefly your occasional ideas while at the pianoforte. For this a little table alongside the pianoforte is necessary. By this means not only is the fancy strengthened, but one learns to hold fast in a moment the most remote conceptions. It is also necessary to compose without the pi- anoforte ; say often a simple chord melody, with simple harmonies, then figurate according to the rules of counterpoint, and beyond them; this will give Y. R. H. no headache, but, on the con- trary, feeling yourself thus in the midst of art, a great pleasure. July 1, 1823, to his pupjl Archduke Rudolph. 28 Beethoven 49. The bad habit, which has clung to me from childhood, of always writing down a musi- cal thought which occurs to me, good or bad, has often been harmful to me. July 23, 1815, to Archduke Rudolph, while excusing himself for not having visited H. R. H., on the ground that he had been occupied in noting a musical idea which had occurred to him. 50. As is my habit, the pianoforte part of the concerto (op. 19) was not written out in the score; I have just written it, wherefore, in order to expedite matters, you receive it in my not too legible handwriting. April 22, 1801, to the publisher Hofmeister, in Leipsic. 51. Correspondence, as you know, was never my forte ; some of my best friends have not had a letter from me in years. I live only in my notes (compositions), and one is scarcely finished when another is begun. As I am working now I often compose three, even four, pieces simul- taneously. Vienna, June 29, 1800, to Wegeler, in Bonn. 52. I never write a work continuously, with- out interruption. I am always working on sev- eral at the same time, taking up one, then an- other. June 1, 1816, to Medical Inspector Dr. Karl von Bursy, when the latter asked about an opera (the book by Berge, sent to Beethoven by Amenda), which was never written. 53. I must accustom myself to think out at once the whole, as soon as it shows itself, with all the voices, in my head. [Note in a sketch-book of 1810, containing studies for On Composing 29 the music to " Egmont " and the great Trio in B-flat, op. 97. H. E. K.] 54. I carry my thoughts about me for a long time, often a very long time, before I write them down; meanwhile my memory is so faith- ful that I am sure never to forget, not even in years, a theme that has once occurred to me. I change many things, discard, and try again un- til I am satisfied. Then, however, there begins in my head the development in every direction, and, inasmuch as I know exactly what I want, the fundamental idea never deserts me, — it arises before me, grows, — I see and hear the picture in all its extent and dimensions stand before my mind like a cast, and there remains for me noth- ing but the labor of writing it down, which is quickly accomplished when I have the time, for I sometimes take up other work, but never to the confusion of one with the other. (_You will ask me where I get my ideas. That I can not tell you with certainty ; they come unsummoned, directly, indirectly, — I could seize them with my hands, — out in the open air ; in the woods ; while walking; in the silence of the nights; early in the morning ; incited by moods, which are trans- lated by the poet into words, by me into tones that sound, and roar and storm about me until.. I have set them down in notes/ Said to Louis Schlosser, a youngniiusician, whom Bee- thoven honored with his friendship in 1822-23. 55. On the whole the carrying out of several 30 Beethoven voices in strict relationship mutually hinders their progress. Fall of 1812, in the Diary of 1812-18. 56. Few as are the claims which I make upon such things I shall still accept the dedication of your beautiful work with pleasure. You ask, however, that I also play the part of a critic, without thinking that I must myself submit to criticism! WJihVoltaire I believe that " _a~few Qy=brtES~can-»ottjtop a spirited horse." In this respect I beg of you to follow my example. In order not to approach you surreptitiously, but openly as always, I say that in future works of the character you might give more heed to the individualization of the voices. Vienna, May 10, 1826. To whom the letter was sent is not known, though from the manner of address it is plain that he was of the nobility. 57. Your variations show talent, but I must fault you for having changed the theme. Why ? What man loves must not be taken away from him; — moreover to do this is to make changes before variations. Baden, July 6, 1804, to Wiedebein, a teacher of music in Brunswick. 58. I am not in the habit of rewriting my compositions. I never did it because I am pro- foundly convinced that every change of detail changes the character of the whole. February 19, 1813, to George Thomson, who had re- quested some changes in compositions submitted to him for publication. On Composing 31 59. One must not hold one's self so divine as to be unwilling occasionally to make improve- ments in one's creations. March 4, 1809, to Breitkopf and Hartel, when indi- cating a few changes which he wished to have made in the symphonies op. 60 and 61. 60. The unnatural rage for transcribing pi- anoforte pieces for string instruments (instru- ments that are in every respect so different from each other) ought to end. I stoutly maintain that only Mozart could have transcribed his own works, — and Haydn; and without putting my- self on a level with these great men I assert the same thing about my pianoforte sonatas. Not only must entire passages be elided and changed, but additions must be made ; and right here lies the rock of offence to overcome which one must be the master of himself or be possessed of the same skill and inventiveness. — I transcribed but a single sonata for string quartet, and I am sure that no one will easily do it after me. July 13, 1802, in an announcement of several composi- tions, among them the quintet op. 29. 61. Were it not that my income brings in nothing, I should compose nothing but grand symphonies, church music, or, at the outside, quartets in addition. December 20, 1822, to Peters, publisher, in Leipsic. His income had been reduced from 4,000 to 800 florins by depreciation of the Austrian money. [There is in the original one of the puns which Beethoven was fond of making: " Ware mein Gehalt nicht ganzlich ohne Gehalt." H. E. K.] ON PERFORMING MUSIC While reading Beethoven's views on the sub- ject of how music ought to be performed, it is but natural to inquire about his own manner of playing. On this point Ries, his best pupil, reports : " In general Beethoven played his own compositions very capriciously, yet he adhered, on the whole, strictly to the beat and only at times, but seldom, accelerated the tempo a trifle. Occasionally he would retard the tempo in a crescendo, which produced a very beautiful and striking effect. While playing he would give a passage, now in the right hand, now in the left, a beautiful expression which was simply inimi- table ; but it was rarely indeed that he added a note or an ornament." Of his playing when still a young man one of his hearers said that it was in. the slow movements particularly that it charmed everybody. Almost unanimously his contempo- raries give him the palm for his improvisations. Ries says : " His extemporizations were the most' extraordinary things that one could hear. No artist that I ever heard came at all near the height which Beethoven attained. The wealth of ideas which forced themselves on him, the caprices to which he surrendered himself, the variety of treatment, the difficulties, were inex- haustible." His playing was not technically 33 34 Beethoven perfect. He let many a note " fall under the table," but without marring the effect of his playing. Concerning this we have a remark of his own in No. 75,» Somewhat critical is Czerny's report : " Extraordinary as his extempore play- ing was it was less successful in the perform- ance of printed compositions ; for, since he never took the time or had the patience to practise anything, his success depended mostly on chance and mood; and since, also, his manner of play- ing as well as composing was ahead of his time, the weak and imperfect pianofortes of his time could not withstand his gigantic style. It was because of this that Hummel's purling and bril- liant manner of play, well adapted to the period, was more intelligible and attractive to the great public. But Beethoven's playing in adagios and legato, in the sustained style, made an al- most magical impression on every hearer, and, so far as I know, it has never been surpassed." Czerny's remark about the pianofortes of Bee- thoven's day explains Beethoven's judgment on his own pianoforte sonatas. He composed- for the sonorous pianoforte of the future, — the pianoforte building to-day. The following anecdote, told by Czerny, will be read with pleasure. Pleyel, a famous musi- cian, came to Vienna from Paris in 1805, and had his latest quartets performed in the palace of Prince Lobkowitz. Beethoven was present and was asked to play something. " As usual, he submitted to the interminable entreaties and On Performing Music 35 finally was dragged almost by force to the pi- anoforte by the ladies. Angrily he tears the second violin part of one of the Pleyel quartets from the music-stand where it still lay open, throws it upon the rack of the pianoforte, and begins to improvise. We had never heard him extemporize more brilliantly, with more origi- nality or more grandly than on that evening. But throughout the entire improvisation there ran in the middle voices, like a thread, or cantus frmus, the insignificant notes, wholly insignifi- cant in themselves, which he found on the page of the quartet, which by chance lay open on the music-stand; on them he built up the most daring melodies and harmonies, in the most bril- liant concert style. Old Pleyel could only give expression to his amazement by kissing his hands. After such improvisations Beethoven was wont to break out into a loud and satisfied laugh." Czerny says further of his playing: " In rapidity of scale passages, trills, leaps, etc., no one equalled him, — not even Hummel. His attitude at the pianoforte was perfectly quiet and dignified, with no approach to grim- ace, except to bend down a little towards the keys as his deafness increased; his fingers were very powerful, not long, and broadened at the tips by much playing; for he told me often that in his youth he had practised stupendously, mostly till past midnight. In teaching he laid great stress on a correct position of the fingers (ac- cording to the Emanuel Bach method, in which 36 Beethoven he instructed me) ; he himself could barely span a tenth. He made frequent use of the pedal, much more frequently than is indicated in his compositions. His reading of the scores of Handel and Gluck and the fugues of Bach was unique, inasmuch as he put a polyphony and spirit into the former which gave the works a new form." In his later years the deaf master could no longer hear his own playing which therefore came to have a pitifully painful effect. Con- cerning his manner of conducting, Seyfried says : " It would no wise do to make our master a model in conducting, and the orchestra had to take great care lest it be led astray by its men- tor ; for he had an eye only for his composition and strove unceasingly by means of manifold gesticulations to bring out the expression which he desired. Often when he reached a forte he gave a violent down beat even if the note were an unaccented one. He was in the habit of marking a diminuendo by crouching down lower and lower, and at a pianissimo he almost crept under the stand. With a crescendo he, too, grew, rising as if out of a stage trap, and with the entrance of a fortissimo he stood on his toes and seemed to take on gigantic proportions, while he waved his arms about as if trying to soar upwards to the clouds. Everything about him was in activity ; not a part of his organization remained idle, and the whole man seemed like a perpetuum mobile. Concerning expression, the On Performing Music 37 i little nuances, the equable division of light and shade, as also an effective tempo rubato, he was extremely exact and gladly < discussed them with the individual members of the orchestra without showing vexation or anger." 62. It has always been known that the great- est pianoforte players were also the greatest composers; but how did they play? Not like the pianists of to-day who prance up and down the key-board with passages in which they have exercised themselves, — putsch, putsch, putsch; — what does that mean? Nothing. When the true pianoforte virtuosi played it was always something homogeneous, an entity; it could be transcribed and then it appeared as a well- thought-out work. That is pianoforte playing ; the other is nothing ! In conversation with Tomaschek, October, 1814. 63. Candidly I am not a friend of Allegri di bravura and such, since they do nothing but promote mechanism. Hetzendorf, July 16, 1823, to Ries in London, 64s. The great pianists have nothing but technique and affectation. Fall of 1817, to Marie Paehler-Koschak, a pianist whom Beethoven regarded very highly. " You will play the sonatas in F major and C minor, for me, will you not?" 65. As a rule, in the case of these gentlemen, 38 Beethoven all reason and feeling are generally lost in the nimbleness of their fingers. Reported by Schindler as a remark of Beethoven's concerning pianoforte virtuosi. 66. Habit may depreciate the most brilliant talents. In 1812, to his pupil, Archduke Rudolph, whom he warns against too zealous a devotion to music 67. You will have to play a long time yet before you realize that you can not play at all. July, 1808. Reported by Rust as having been said to, a young man who played for Beethoven. 68. One must be something if one wishes to put on appearances. August IS, 1812, to Bettina von Arnim. 69. These pianoforte players have their co- teries whom they often join; there they are praised continually, — and there's an end of art ! Conversation with Tomaschek, October, 1814. 70. We Germans have too few dramatically trained singers for the part of Leonore. They are too cold and unf eeling ; the Italians sing and act with body and soul. 1824, in Baden, to Freudenberg, an organist from Breslau. 71. If he is a master of his instrument I rank an organist amongst the first of virtuosi. I too, played the organ a great deal when I was young, but my nerves would not stand the power of the gigantic instrument. To Freudenberg, in Baden. On Performing Music 39 72. I never wrote noisy music. For my in- strumental works I need an orchestra of about sixty good musicians. I am convinced that only such a number can bring out the quickly chang- ing graduations in performance. Reported by Schindler. 73. A Requiem ought to be quiet music, — it needs no trump of doom; memories of the dead require no hubbub. Reported by Holz to Fanny von Ponsing, in Baden, summer of 1858. According to the same authority Bee- thoven valued Chertibini's " Requiem " more highly than any other. 74. No metronome at all ! He who has sound feeling needs none, and he who has not will get no help from the metronome; — he'll run away with the orchestra anyway. Reported by Schindler. It had been found that Bee- thoven himself had sent different metronomic indications to the publisher and the Philharmonic Society of London. 75. In reading rapidly a multitude of mis- prints may pass unnoticed because you are fa- miliar with the language. To Wegeler, who had expressed wonder at Beethoven's rapid prima vista playing, when it was impossible to see each individual note. 76. The poet writes his monologue or dia- logue in a certain, continuous rhythm, but the elocutionist in order to insure an understand- ing of the sense of the lines, must make pauses and interruptions at places where the poet was not permitted to indicate it by punctuation. 40 Beethoven The same manner of declamation can be applied to music, and admits of modification only ac- cording to the number of performers. Reported by Schindler, Beethoven's faithful factotum. 77. With respect to his playing with you, when he has acquired the proper mode of finger- ing and plays in time and plays the notes with tolerable correctness, only then direct his atten- tion to the matter of interpretation ; and when he has gotten this far do not stop him for little mistakes, but point them out at the end of the piece. Although I have myself given very little instruction I have always followed this method which quickly makes musicians, and that, after all, is one of the first objects of art. To Czerny, who was teaching music to Beethoven's nephew Karl. 78. Always place the hands at the key-board so that the fingers can not be raised higher than is necessary; only in this way is it possible to produce a singing tone. Reported by Schindler as Beethoven's view on piano- forte instruction. He hated a staccato style of playing and dubbed it " finger dancing " and " throwing the hands in the air." ON HIS OWN WORKS 80. I haven't a single friend; I must live alone. But well I know that God is nearer to me than to the others of my art; I associate with Him without fear, I have always recog- nized and understood Him, and I have no fear for my music ; — it can meet no evil fate. Those who understand it must become free from all the miseries that the others drag with them. To Bettina von Arnim. (Bettina's letter to Goethe, May 28, 1810.) 81. The variations will prove a little difficult to play, particularly the trills in the coda ; but let that not frighten you. It is so disposed that you need play only the trills, omitting the other notes because they are also in the violin part. I would never have written a thing of this kind had I not often noticed here and there in Vienna a man who after I had improvised of an evening would write down some of my peculiarities and make boast of them next day. Foreseeing that these things would soon appear in print I made up my mind to anticipate them. Another pur- pose which I had was to embarrass the local pianoforte masters. Many of them are my mor- tal enemies, and I wanted to have my revenge in this way, for I knew in advance that the varia- 41 42 Beethoven tions would be put before them, and that they would make exhibitions of themselves. Vienna, November 2, 1793, to Eleonore von Breuning, in dedicating to her the variations in F major, " Se vuol ballare." (The pianist whom Beethoven accuses of steal- ing his thunder was Abbe Gelinek.) 82. The time in which I wrote my sonatas (the first ones of the second period) was more poetical than the present (1823); such hints were therefore unnecessary. Every one at that time felt in the Largo of the third sonata in D (op. 10) the pictured soul-state of a melancholy being, with all the nuances of light and shade which occur in a delineation of melancholy and its phases, without requiring a key in the shape of a superscription ; and everybody then saw in the two sonatas (op. 14) the picture of a con- test between two principles, or a dialogue be- tween two persons, because it was so obvious. In answer to Schindler's question why he had not in- dicated the poetical conceits underlying his sonatas by superscriptions or titles. 83. This sonata has a clean face (literally *' has washed itself "), my dear brother ! January, 1801, to Hofmeister, publisher in Leipsic, to whom he offers the sonata, op. 22, for 20 ducats. 84. They are incessantly talking about the C-sharp minor sonata (op. 27, No. 2) ; on my word I have written better ones. The F-sharp major sonata (op. 78) is a different thing! A remark to Czerny. [The C-sharp minor sonata is that popularly known as the " Moonlight Sonata," a title which is wholly without warrant. Its origin is due to Rellstab, who, in describing the first movement, drew a On His Own Works 43 picture of a small boat in the moonlight on Lake Lucerne, In Vienna a tradition that Beethoven had composed it in an arbor gave rise to the title " Arbor sonata." Titles of this character work much mischief in the amateur mind by giving rise to fantastic conceptions of the contents of the music. H. E. K.] 85. The thing which my brother can have from me is 1, a Septett per U Violino, Viola, Violoncello, Contrabasso, Clarinetto, Corno, Fa- gotto, tutti obligati; for I can not write any- thing that is not obligato, having come into the world with obligato accompaniment. December IS, 1800, to Hofmeister, publisher, in Leip- sic. 86. I am but little satisfied with my works thus far; from to-day I shall adopt a new course. Reported by Carl Czerny in his autobiography in 1842. Concerning the time at which the remark was made, Czerny says: " It was said about 1803, when B. had com- posed op. 28 (the pianoforte sonata in D) to his friend Krumpholz (a violinist). Shortly afterward there ap- peared the sonatas (now op. 31) in which a partial ful- filment of his resolution may be observed." 87. Read Shakespeare's " Tempest." An answer to Schindler's question as to what poetical conceit underlay the sonatas in F minor. Beethoven used playfully to call the little son of Breuning,' the friend of his youth, Ariel, because he employed him often as a messenger. [" Schindler relates that when once he asked Beethoven to tell him what the F minor and D minor (op. 31, No. 2) meant, he received for an answer only the enigmatical remark: 'Read Shakespeare's "Tempest."' Many a student and commentator has since read the ' Tempest ' in the hope of finding a clew to the emotional contents which Beethoven believed to be in the two works, so singularly associated, only to find himself baffled. It is a fancy, which rests, perhaps, too much on outward things, but still one full of suggestion, that had Bee- 44 Beethoven thoven said: ' Hear my C minor symphony,' he would have given a better starting-point to the imagination of those who are seeking to know what the F minor sonata means. Most obviously it means music, but it means music that is an expression of one of those psychological struggles which Beethoven felt called upon more and more to delineate as he was more and more shut out from the companionship of the external world. Such struggles are in the truest sense of the word tempests. The motive, which, according to the story, Beethoven himself said, indicates, in the symphony, the rappings of Fate at the door of human existence, is common to two works which are also related in their spiritual contents. Singularly enough, too, in both cases the struggle which is begun in the first movement and continued in the third, is inter- rupted by a period of calm, reassuring, soul-fortifying aspiration, which, in the symphony as well as in the so- nata, takes the form of a theme with variations." " How to Listen to Music," page 29. H. E. K.] ( (83. Sinfonia Pastorella. He who has ever haa a notion of country life can imagine for himself without many superscriptions what the composer is after. Even without a description the whole, which is more sentiment than tone- painting, will be recognized. A note among the sketches for the " Pastoral " sym- phony preserved in the Royal Library at Berlin. [There are other notes of similar import among the sketches re- ferred to which can profitably be introduced here. " The hearer should be allowed to discover the situations ; " " Sinfonia caracteristica, or a recollection of country life; " " Pastoral Symphony: No picture, but something in which the emotions are expressed which are aroused in men by the pleasure of the country (or) in which some feelings of country life are set forth." When, finally, the work was given to the publisher, Beethoven included in the title an admonitory explanation which should have everlasting validity : " Pastoral Symphony : more expres- sion of feeling than painting." H. E. K.] 1 89. My "Fidelio" was not understood by the On His Own Works 45 public, but I know that it will yet be appreci- ated; for though I am well aware of the value of my " Fidelio " I know just as well that the symphony is my real element. When sounds ring in me I always hear the full orchestra; I can ask anything of instrumentalists, but when writing for the voice I must continually ask my- self : " Can that be sung? " A remark made -in 1823 or 1824 to Griesinger. £0,; Thus Fate knocks at the portals ! Reported by Schindler as Beethoven's explanation of the opening of the symphony in C minor. [" Hofrath Kuffner told him (Krenn) that he once lived with Bee- thoven in Heiligenstadt, and that they were in the habit evenings of going down to Niissdorf to eat a fish supper in the Gasthaus ' Zur Rose.' One evening when B. was in a good humor, Kuffner began: ' Tell me frankly which is your favorite among your symphonies?' B. (in good humor) 'Eh! Eh! The Eroica.' K. 'I should have guessed the C minor.' B. 'No; the Eroica.'" From Thayer's note-book. See "Music and Manners in the Classical Period." H. E. K.] 91. The solo sonatas (op. 109-11?) are per- haps the best, but also the last, music that I composed for the pianoforte. It is and always will be an unsatisfactory instrument. I shall hereafter follow the example of my grand- master Handel, and every year write only an oratorio and a concerto for some string or wind instrument, provided I shall have finished my tenth symphony (C minor) and Requiem. Reported by Holz. As to the tenth symphony see note to No. 95. 92. God knows why it is that my pianoforte 46 Beethoven music always makes the worst impression on me, especially when it is played badly. June 2, 1804. A note among the sketches for the " Leonore " overture. 93. Never did my own music produce such an effect upon me ; even now when I recall this work it still costs me a tear. Reported by Holz. The reference is to the Cavatina from the quartet in B-flat, op. 130, which Beethoven thought the crown of all quartet movements and his favorite composition. When alone and undisturbed he was fond of playing his favorite pianoforte Andante — that from the sonata op. 28. [9$/. I do not write what I most desire to, but that which I need to because of money. But this is not saying that I write only for money. When the present period is past, I hope at last to write that which is the highest thing for me as well as art, — " Faust." From a conversation book used in 1823. To Buhler, tutor in the house of a merchant, who was seeking hv formation about an oratorio which Beethoven had been commissioned to write by the Handel and Haydn Society of Boston. 95. Ha ! " Faust ; " that would be a piece of work ! Something might come out of that ! But for some time I have been big with three other large works. Much is already sketched out, that is, in my head. I must be rid of them first : — two large symphonies differing from each other, and each differing from all the others, and an oratorio. And this will take a long time. lYou see, for a considerable time I have had trouble to get myself to write. I sit and think, On His Own Works 47 and think I've long had the thing, but it will not on the paper. I dread the beginning of these large works. Once into the work, and it goes. In the summer of 1822, to Rochlitz, at Baden. The symphonies referred to are the ninth and tenth. The latter existed only in Beethoven's mind and a few sketches. In it he intended to combine antique and mod- ern views of life. " In the text Greek mythology, can- tique eccUsiastique; in the Allegro, a Bacchic festival."' Sketch-book of 1818. The oratorio was to have been called " The "Victory of the Cross." It was not written. Schindler wrote to Moscheles in London about Beethoven in the last weeks of his life: " He said much about the plan of the tenth symphony. As the work had shaped itself in his imagination it might have become a musical monstrosity, compared with which his other symphonies would have been mere opuscula." ON ART AND ARTISTS 96. How eagerly mankind withdraws from the poor artist what it has once given him; — and Zeus, from whom one might ask an invitation to sup on ambrosia, lives no longer. In the summer of 1814, to Kauka, an advocate who represented him in the lawsuit against the heirs of Kinsky. 97. I love straightforwardness and upright- ness, and believe that the artist ought not to be belittled ; for, alas ! brilliant as fame is exter- nally, it is not always the privilege of the artist to be Jupiter's guest on Olympus all the time. Unfortunately vulgar humanity drags him down only too often and too rudely from the pure upper ether. June 5, 1822, to C. F. Peters, music publisher, in Leipsic, when treating with him touching » complete edi- tion of his works, v \ 98. The true artist has no pride; unhappily he realizes that art has no limitations, he feels darkly how far. hi is from the goal, and while, perhaps heltajjdni^jedby others, he grieves that he has nolgplt reacl^a the point where the bet- ter genius shall shine before him like a distant sun. Teplitz, July 17, to an admirer ten years old. / 99. You yourself know what a change is 49 50 Beethoven wrought by a few years in the case of an artist who is continually pushing forward. The greater the progress which one makes in art, the less is one satisfied with one's old works. Vienna, August 4, 1800, to Mathisson, in the dedica- tion of his setting of " Adelaide." " My most ardent wish will be fulfilled if you are not displeased with the musical composition of your heavenly 'Adelaide.'" 100. Those composers are exemplars who unite nature and art in their works. Baden, in 1824, to Freudenberg, organist from Bres- lau. 101. What will be the judgment a century hence concerning the lauded works of our fa- vorite composers to-day? Inasmuch as nearly everything is subject to the changes of time, I and, more's the pity, the fashions of time, only that which is good and true, will endure like a rock, and no wanton hand will ever venture to defile it. Then let every man do that which is right, strive with all his might toward the goal which can never be attained, develop to the last breath the gifts with which a gracious Creator has endowed him, and never cease to learn ; for " Life is short, art eternal ! " From the notes in the instruction book of Archduke Ttudolph. 102. Famous artists always labor under an embarrassment; — therefore first works are the best, though they may have sprung out of dark ground. Conversation-book of 1830. On Art and Artists 51 X 103. A musician is also a poet; he also can 'feel himself transported by a pair of eyes into another and more beautiful world where greater souls make sport of him and set him right diffi- cult tasks. August IS, 1812, to Bettina von Arnim. 104. I told Goethe my opinion as to how ap- plause affects men like us, and that we want our equals to hear us understandingly ! Emotion suits women only; music ought to strike fire from the soul of a man. August IS, 1812, to Bettina von Arnim. 105. Most people are touched by anything good; but they do not partake of the artist's nature; artists are ardent, they do not weep. Reported to Goethe by Bettina von Arnim, May 28, 1810. 106. L'art unit tout le monde, — how much more the true artist! March IS, 1823, to Cherubini, in Paris. 107. Only the artist, or the free scholar, carries his happiness within him. Reported by Karl von Bursy as part of a conversation in 1816. 108. There ought to be only one large art warehouse in the world, to which the artist could carry his art-works and from which he could carry away whatever he needed. As it is one must be half a tradesman. January, 1801, to Hofmeister, in Leipsic. BEETHOVEN AS CRITIC The opinion of artist on artists is a dubious quantity. Recall the startling criticisms of Bocklin on his associates in art made public by the memoirs of his friends after his death. Such judgments are often one-sided, not without prejudice, and mostly the expression of impulse. It is a different matter when the artist speaks about the disciples of another art than his own, even if the opinions which Bocklin and Wagner held of each other are not a favorable example. Where Beethoven speaks of other composers we must read with clear and open eyes ; but even here there will be much with which we can be in accord, especially his judgment on Rossini, whom he hated so intensely, and whose airy, sense-bewitching art seduced the Viennese from Beethoven. Interesting and also characteristic of the man is the attitude which he adopted towards the poets of his time. In general he estimated his contemporaries as highly as they deserved. 109. Do not tear the laurel wreaths from the heads of Handel, Haydn and Mozart ; they be- long to them, — not yet to me. Teplitz, July 17, 1812, to his ten-year-old admirer, Emilie M., who had given him a portfolio made by her- self. 53 54 Beethoven 110. Pure church music ought to be per- formed by voices only, except a " Gloria," or some similar text. For this reason I prefer Palestrina; but it is folly to imitate him with- out having his genius and religious views; it would be difficult, if not impossible, too, for, the singers of to-day to sing his long notes m a sustained and pure manner. To Freudenberg, in 1824. 111. Handel is the unattained master of all masters. Go and learn from him how to achieve vast effects with simple means. Reported by Seyfried. On his death-bed, about the middle of February, 1827, he said to young Gerhard von Breuning, on receiving Handel's works : " Handel is the greatest and ablest of all composers; from him I can still learn. Bring me the books ! " 112. Handel is the greatest composer that ever lived. I would uncover my head and kneel on his grave. Fall of 1823, to J. A. Stumpff, harp maker of London, who acted very nobly toward Beethoven in his last days. It was he who rejoiced the dying composer by sending him the forty volumes of Handel's works (see 11). [" Cipriani Potter, to A. W. T., February 27, 1861. Bee- thoven used to walk across the fields to Vienna very often. B. would stop, look about and express his love for nature. One day Potter asked: 'Who is the greatest living composer, yourself excepted?' Beethoven seemed puzzled for a moment, and then exclaimed : ' Cherubini ! ' Potter went on: 'And of dead authors?' B. — He had always considered Mozart as such, but since he had been made acquainted with Handel he put him at the head." From A. W. Thayer's note-book, reprinted in " Music and Manners in the/ Classical Period," page 208. H, E.K.J. Beethoven as Critic 55 113. Heaven forbid that I should take a journal in which sport is made of the manes of such a revered one. Conversation-book of 1825, in reference to a criticism of Handel. 114. That you are going to publish Sebas- tian Bach's works is something which does good to my heart, which beats in love of the great and lofty art of this ancestral father of har- mony; I want to see them soon. January, 1801, to Hofmeister, in Leipsic. 115. Of Emanuel Bach's clavier works I have only a few, yet they must be not only a real delight to every true artist, but also serve him for study purposes; and it is for me a great pleasure to play works that I have never seen, or seldom see, for real art lovers. July 26, 1809, to Gottfried Hartel, of Leipsic, in order- ing all the scores of Haydn, Mozart and the two Bachs. 116. See, my dear Hummel, the birthplace of Haydn. I received it as a gift to-day, and it gives me great pleasure. A mean peasant hut, in which so great a man was born! Remarked on his death-bed to his friend Hummel. 117. I have always reckoned myself among the greatest admirers of Mozart, and shall do so till the day of my death. February 6, 1826, to AbbS Maximilian Stadler, who had sent him his essay on Mozart's " Requiem." 56 Beethoven 118. Cramer, Cramer! We shall never be able to compose anything like that ! To Cramer, after the two had heard Mozart's con- certo in C-minor at a concert in the Augarten. 119. " Die Zauberflote " will always remain Mozart's greatest work, for in it he for the first time showed himself to be a German musician. " Don Juan " still has the complete Italian cut ; besides our sacred art ought never permit itself to be degraded to the level of a foil for so scan- dalous a subject. A remark reported by Sey fried. [" Hozalka says that in 1820-21, as near as he can recollect, the wife of a Major Baumgarten took boy boarders in the house then standing where the Musikverein's Saal now is, and that Beethoven's nephew was placed with her. Her sister, Baronin Born, lived with her. One evening Hozalka, then a young man, called there and found only Baronin Born at home. Soon another caller came and stayed to tea. It was Beethoven. Among other topics Mozart came on the tapis, and the Born asked Beethoven (in writing, of course) which of Mozart's operas he thought most of. ' Die Zauberflote,' said Beethoven, and, sud- denly clasping his hands and throwing up his eyes, ex- claimed : ' Oh, Mozart ! ' " From A. W. Thayer's note- books, reprinted in " Music and Manners in the Classical Period," page 198. H. E. K.] 120. Say all conceivable pretty things to Cherubini, — that there is nothing I so ardently desire as that we should soon get another opera from him, and that of all our contemporaries I have the highest regard for him. May 6, 1823, to Louis Schlosser, afterward chapel- master in Darmstadt, who was about to undertake a journey to Paris. See note to No. 112. 121. Among all the composers alive Cheru- Beethoven as Critic 57 bini is the most worthy of respect. I am in com- plete agreement, too, with his conception of the " Requiem," and if ever I come to write one I shall take note of many things. Remark reported by Seyfried. See No. 112. 122. Whoever studies Clementi thoroughly has simultaneously also learned Mozart and other authors; inversely, however, this is not the case. Reported by Schindler. 123. There is much good in Spontini ; he un- derstands theatrical effect and martial noises admirably. Spohr is so rich in dissonances; pleasure in his music is marred by his chromatic melody. His name ought not to be Bach (brook), but Ocean, because of his infinite and inexhaustible wealth of tonal combinations and harmonies. Bach is the ideal of an organist. In Baden, 1824, to Freudenberg. 124. The little man, otherwise so gentle, — I never would have credited him with such a thing. Now Weber must write operas in earnest, one after the other, without caring too much for refinement ! Kaspar, the monster, looms up like a house; wherever the devil sticks in his claw we feel it. To Rochlitz, at Baden, in the summer of 1822. 125. There you are, you rascal; you're a 58 Beethoven devil of a fellow, God bless you ! . Weber, you always were a fine fellow. Beethoven's hearty greeting to Karl Maria von Weber, in October, 1823. 126- K. M. Weber began to# learn too late; art did not have a chance to develop naturally in him, and his single and obvious striving is to appear brilliant. A remark reported by Seyfried. 127. " Euryanthe " is an accumulation of diminished seventh chords — all little backdoors ! Remarked to Schindler about Weber's opera. 128. Truly, a divine spark dwells in Schu- bert! Said to Schindler when the latter made him acquainted with the " Songs of Ossian," " Die Junge Nonne," " Die Burgschaft," " Grenzen der Menschheit," and other songs of Schubert's. 129. There is nothing in Meyerbeer; he hasn't the courage to strike at the right time. To Tomaschek, in October, 1814, in a conversation about the " Battle of Victoria," at the performance of which, in 1813, Meyerbeer had played the big drum. 130. Rossini is a talented and a melodious composer; his music suits the frivolous and sen- suous spirit of the times, and his productivity is such that he needs only as many weeks as the Germans do years to write an opera. In 1824, at Baden, to Freudenberg. 131. This rascal Rossini, who is not respected by a single master of his art! Conversation-book, 1825. Beethoven as Critic 59 132. Rossini would have become a great com- poser if his teacher had frequently applied some blows ad posteriora. Reported by Schindler. Beethoven had been reading the score of " II Barbiere de Seviglia." 133. The Bohemians are born musicians. The Italians ought to take them as models. What have they to show for their famous conserva- tories? Behold! their idol, Rossini! If Dame Fortune had not given him a pretty talent and amiable melodies by the bushel, what he learned at school would have brought him nothing but potatoes for his big belly. In a conversation-book at Haslinger's music shop, where Beethoven frequently visited. 134. Goethe has killed Klopstock for me. You wonder? Now you laugh? Ah, because I have read Klopstock ! I carried him about with me for years when I walked. What besides? Well, I didn't always understand him. He skips about so; and he always begins so far away, above or below ; always Maestoso! D-flat major ! Isn't it so? But he's great, nevertheless, and uplifts the soul. When I couldn't understand him I sort of guessed at him. To Rochlitz, in 1823. 135. As for me I prefer to set Homer, Klop- stock, Schiller, to music ; if it is difficult to do, these immortal poets at least deserve it. To the directorate of the " Gesellschaft der Musik- freunde" of Vienna, January, 1824, in negotiations for an oratorio, " The VMpry of the Cross " [which he had 60 Beethoven been commissioned to write by the Handel and Haydn Society of Boston. H. E. K.]. 136. Goethe and Schiller are my favorite poets, as also Ossian and Homer, the latter of whom, unfortunately, I can read only in trans- lation. August 8, 1809, to Breitkopf and HarteL 137. Who can sufficiently thank a great poet, — the most valuable jewel of a nation! February 10, 1811, to Bettina von Arnim. The refer- ence was to Goethe. 138. When you write to Goethe about me search out all the words which can express my deepest reverence and admiration. I am myself about to write to him about " Egmont " for which I have composed the music, purely out of love for his poems which make me happy. February 10, 1811, to Bettina von Arnim. 139. I would have gone to death, yes, ten times to death for Goethe. Then, when I was in the height of my enthusiasm, I thought out my " Egmont " music. Goethe, — he lives and wants us all to live with him. It is for that reason that he can be composed. Nobody is so easily composed as he. But I do not like to compose songs. To Rochlitz, in 1822, when Beethoven recalled Goethe's amiability in Teplitz. 140. Goethe is too fond of the atmosphere of the court; fonder than becomes a poet. There is little room for sport over the absurdities of Beethoven as Critic 61 the virtuosi, when poets, who ought to be looked upon as the foremost teachers of the nation, can forget everything else in the enjoyment of court glitter. Franzensbrunn, August 9, 1812, to Gottfried Hartel of Leipsic. 141. When two persons like Goethe and I meet these grand folk must be made to see what our sort consider great. August 15, 1812, in a description of how haughtily he, and how humbly Goethe, had behaved in the presence of the Imperial court. 142. Since that summer in Carlsbad I read Goethe every day, — when I read at all. Remarked to Rochlitz. 143. Goethe ought not to write more; he will meet the fate of the singers. Nevertheless he will remain the foremost poet of Germany. Conversation-book, 1818. 144. Can you lend me the " Theory of Col- ors " for a few weeks ? It is an important work. His last things are insipid. Conversation-book, 1820. 145. After all the fellow writes for money only. Reported by Schindler as having been said by Bee- thoven when, on his death-bed, he angrily threw a book of Walter Scott's aside. 146. He, too, then, is nothing better than an ordinary man ! Now he will trample on all hu- man rights only to humor his ambition ; he will 62 Beethoven place himself above all others, — become a tyrant ! With these words, as testified to by Ries, an eye-wit- ness, Beethoven tore the title-page from the score of his " Eroica " symphony (which bore a dedication to Bona- parte) when the news reached him that Napoleon had declared himself emperor. 147. I believe that so long as the Austrian has his brown beer and sausage he will not re- volt. To Simrock, publisher, in Bonn, August 2, 1794. 148. Why do you sell nothing but music? Why did you not long ago follow my well-meant advice ? Do get wise, and find your raison. In- stead of a hundred-weight of paper order genu- ine unwatered Regensburger, float this much- liked article of trade down the Danube, serve it in measures, half -measures and seidels at cheap prices, throw in at intervals sausages, rolls, radishes, butter and cheese, invite the hungry and thirsty with letters an ell long on a sign : " Musical Beer House," and you will have so many guests at all hours of the day that one will hold the door open for the other and your office will never be empty. To Haslinger, the music publisher, when the latter had complained about the indifference of the Viennese to ON EDUCATION Beethoven's observations on this subject were called out by his experiences in securing an edu- cation for his nephew Karl, son of his like- named brother, a duty which devolved on him on the death of his brother in the winter of 1815. He loved his nephew almost to idolatry, and hoped that he would honor the name of Beethoven in the future. But there was a friv- olous vein in Karl, inherited probably from his mother, who was on easy footing with morality both before and after her husband's death. She sought with all her might to rid her son of the guardianship of his uncle. Karl was sent to various educational institutions 'and to these Beethoven sent many letters containing advice and instructions. The nephew grew to be more and more a care, not wholly without fault of the master. His passionate nature led to many quarrels between the two, all of which were fol- lowed by periods of extravagant fondness. Karl neglected his studies, led a frivolous life, was fond of billiards and the coffee-houses which were then generally popular, and finally, in the summer of 1826, made an attempt at suicide in the Helenental near Baden, which caused his social ostracism. When he was found he cried out : " I went to the bad because my uncle wanted to better me." Beethoven succeeded in 63 64 Beethoven persuading Baron von Stutterheim, commander of an infantry regiment at Iglau, to accept him as an aspirant for military office. In later life he became a respected official and man. To Beethoven himself was vouchsafed only an ill regulated education. His dissolute father treated him now harshly, now gently. His mother, who died early, was a silent sufferer, had thoroughly understood her son, and to her his love was devotion itself. He labored un- wearyingly at his own intellectual and moral advancement until his death. It seems difficult to reconcile his almost ex- travagant estimate of the greatest possible lib- erty in the development of man with his demands for strict constraint to which he frequently gives expression ; but he had recognized that it is necessary to grow out of restraint into lib- erty. His model as a sensitive and sympathetic educator was his motherly friend, the wife of Court Councillor von Breuning in Bonn, of whom he once said : " She knew how to keep the insects off the blossoms." Beethoven's views on musical education are to be*found in the chapters "On Composition" and " On Performing Music." , ^149. Lik e the State, each man must have his own constitution. ~~ ~ ■ — Diaiy, 1815. 150. Recommend virtue to your children; that alone can bring happiness ; not wealth, — On Education 65 I speak from experience. It was virtue alone that bore me up in my misery; to her and my art I owe that I did. not end my life by self- murder. October 6, 1802, to his brothers Karl and Johann (the so-called Heiligenstadt Will). 151. I know no more sacred duty than to rear and educate a child. January 7, 1820, in a communication to the Court of Appeals in the suit touching the guardianship of his nephew Karl. 152. Nature's weaknesses are nature's endow- ments ; reason, the guide, must seek to lead and lessen them. Diary, 1817. 153. It is man's habit to hold his fellow man in esteem because he committed no greater er- rors. May 6, 1811, to Breitkopf and Hartel, in a letter com- plaining of faulty printing in some of his compositions. 154. There is nothing more efficient in en- forcing obedience upon others than the belief on their part that you are wiser than they. . . . Without tears fathers can not inculcate virtue in their children, or teachers learning and wis- dom in their pupils ; even the laws, by compel- ling tears from the citizens, compel them also to strive for justice. Diary, 1815. 155. It is only becoming in a youth to com- bine his duties toward education and advance- ment with those which he owes to his benefactor and supporter ; this I did toward my parents. May 12, 1825, to his nephew Karl. 66 Beethoven 156. You can not honor the memory of your father better than to continue your studies with the greatest zeal, and strive to become an hon- est and excellent man. To his nephew, 1816-18. 157. Let your conduct always be amiable; through art and science the best and noblest of men are bound together and your future voca- tion will not exclude you. Baden, July 18, 1825, to his nephew, who had decided to become a merchant. 158. It is very true that a drop will hollow a stone ; a thousand lovely impressions are oblit- erated when children are placed in wooden insti- tutions w"hile they might receive from their par- ents the most soulful impressions which would continue to exert their influence till the latest age. Diary, spring of 1817. Beethoven was dissatisfied with Giannatasio's school in which he had placed his nephew. " Karl is a different child after he has been with me a few hours" (Diary). In 1826, after the attempt at sui- cide, Beethoven said to Breuning: "My Karl was in an institute; educational institutions furnish forth only hot- house plants." 159. Drops of water wear away a stone in time, not by force but by continual falling. Only through tireless industry are the sciences achieved so that one can truthfully say : no day without its line, — nulla dies sine tinea. 1799, in a sketch for a theoretical handbook for Arch- duke Rudolph. ON HIS OWN DISPOSITION AND CHARACTER So open-hearted and straightforward a char- acter as Beethoven could not have pictured him- self with less reserve or greater truthfulness than he did during his life. Q^rankness toward himself, frankness toward others (though some- times it went to the extreme of rudeness and ill- breeding) was his motto./ The joyous nature which was his as a lad, ana which was not at all averse to a merry prank now and then, under- went a change when he began to lose his hear- ing. The dread of deafness and its conse- quences drove him nearly to despair, so that he sometimes contemplated suicide. Increasing hardness of hearing gradually made him re- served, morose and gloomy. With the progress of the malady his disposition and character un- derwent a decided change, — a fact which may be said to account for the contradictions in his conduct and utterances. It made him suspi- cious, distrustful; in his later years he imag- ined himself cheated and deceived in the most trifling matters by relatives, friends, publishers, servants. Nevertheless Beethoven's whole soul was filled with a high idealism which penetrated through 67 68 , Beethoven the miseries of his daily life ; it was full, too, of a great love toward humanity in general and his unworthy nephew in particular. Towards his publishers he often appeared covetous and grasping, seeking to rake and scrape together all the money possible; but this was only for the purpose of assuring the future of his nephew. At the same time, in a merry moment, he would load down his table with all that kitchen and cellar could provide, for the refec- tion of his friends. Thus he oscillated continu- ously between two extremes ;put the power which swung the pendulum was always the aural mal- ady* He grew peevish and capricious towards hisT)est friends, rude, even brutal at times in his treatment of them ; only in the next moment to overwhelm them most pathetically with atten- tions. Till the end of his life he remained a sufferer from his passionate disposition over which he gradually obtained control until, at the end, one could almost speak of a sunny clari- fication of his nature. He has heedlessly been accused of having led a dissolute life, of having been an intemperate drinker. There would be no necessity of con- tradicting such a charge even if there were a scintilla of evidence to support it ; a drinker is not necessarily a dishonorable man, least of all a musician who drinks. But the fact of the matter is that it is not true. If once Beethoven wrote a merry note about merrymaking with friends, let us rejoice that occasions did some- On His Disposition and Character 69 times occur, though but rarely, when the heart of the sufferer was temporarily gladdened. He was a strict moralist, as is particularly evidenced by the notes in his journal which have not been made public. In many things which be- fell him in his daily life he was as ingenuous as a child. His personality, on the whole, presented itself in such a manner as to invite the intel- lectual and social Philistine to call him a fool. 160. I shall print a request in all the news- papers that henceforth all artists refrain from painting my picture without my knowledge; I never thought that my own face would bring me embarrassment. About 1803, to Christine Gerardi, because without his knowledge a portrait of him had been made somewhere — in a cafe, probably. 161. Pity that I do not understand the art of war as well as I do the art of music; I should yet conquer Napoleon! To Krumpholz, the violinist, when he informed Bee- thoven of the victory of Napoleon at Jena. 162. If I were a general and knew as much about strategy as I, a composer, know about counterpoint, I'd give you fellows something to do. Called out behind the back of a French officer, his fist doubled, on May 12, 1809, when the French had occupied Vienna. Reported by a witness, W. Rust. 163. Camillus, if I am not mistaken, was the name of the Roman who drove the wicked Gauls 70 Beethoven from Rome. At such a cost I would also take the name if I could drive them wherever I found them to where they belong. To Pleyel, publisher, in Paris, April, 1807. 164. I love most the realm of mind which, to me, is the highest of all spiritual and temporal monarchies. To Advocate Kauka in the summer of 1814. He had been speaking about the monarchs represented in the Congress of Vienna. 165. I shall not come in person, since that would be a sort of farewell, and farewells I have always avoided. January 24, 1818, to Giannatasio del Rio, on taking his nephew Karl out of the latter institute. 166. I hope still to bring a few large works into the world, and then, like an old child, to end my earthly career somewhere among good people. October 6, 1802, to Wegeler. 167. O ye men, who think or declare me to be hostile, morose or misanthropical, what in- justice ye do me ! Ye know not the secret cause of what thus appears to you. My heart and mind were from childhood disposed for the ten- der feelings of benevolence ; I was always wish- ing to accomplish great deeds. October 6, 1812, in the so-called Heiligenstadt Will. 168. Divinity, thou lookest into my heart, thou knowest it, thou knowest that love for man- kind and a desire to do good have their abode On His Disposition and Character 1\ there. O ye men, when one day ye read this think that ye have wronged me, and may the unfortunate console himself with the thought that he has found one of his kind who, despite all the obstacles which nature put in his path, yet did all in his power to be accepted in the ranks of worthy artists and men! From the Heiligenstadt Will. 169. I spend all my mornings with the muses ; — and they bless me also in my walks. October 12, 1825, to his nephew Karl. 170. Concerning myself nothing, — that is, from nothing nothing. October 19, 1815, to Countess Erdbdy. 171. Beethoven can write, thank God; but do nothing else on earth. December 22, 1822, to Ferdinand Ries, in London. 172. Mentally I often frame an answer, but when I come to write it down I generally throw the pen aside, since I am not able to write what I feel. October 7, 1826, to his friend Wegeler, in Coblenz. "The better sort of people, I think, know me anyhow." He is excusing his laziness in letter-writing. 173. I have the gift to conceal my sensitive- ness touching a multitude of things ; but when I am provoked at a moment when I am more sen- sitive than usual to anger, I burst out more vio- lently than anybody else. July 24, 1804, to Ries, in reporting to him a quarrel with Stephan von Breuning. 72 Beethoven 174. X. is completely changed since I threw half a dozen books at her head. Perhaps some- thing of their contents accidentally got into her head or her wicked heart. To Mme. Streicher, who often had to put Beethoven's house in order. 175. I can have no intercourse, and do not want to have any, with persons who are not willing to believe in me because I have not yet made a wide reputation. To Prince Lobkowitz, about 1798. A cavalier had failed to show him proper respect in the Prince's salon. 176. Many a vigorous and unconsidered word drops from my mouth, for which reason I am considered mad. In the summer of 1820, to Dr. Miiller, of Bremen, who was paying him a visit. 177. I will grapple with Fate; it shall not quite bear me down. O, it is lovely to live life a thousand times ! November 16, 1800, or 1801, to Wegeler. 178. Morality is the strength of men who distinguish themselves over others, and it is mine. In a communication to his friend, Baron Zmeskall. 179. I, too, am a king! Said to Holz, when the latter begged him not to sell the ring which King Frederick William III, of Prussia, had sent to him instead of money or an order in return for the dedication of the ninth symphony. "Master, keep the ring," Holz had said, " it is from a king." Beethoven made his remark "with indescribable dignity and self-consciousness." On his death-bed he said to lit- On His Disposition and Character 73 tie Gerhard von Breuning: " Know that I am an artist." At the height of the popular infatuation for Rossini (1822) he said to his friends: "Well, they will not be able to rob me of my place in the history of art." 180. Prince, what you are you are by acci- dent of birth ; what I am, I am through my own efforts. There have been thousands of princes and will be thousands more; there is only one Beethoven ! According to tradition, from a letter which he wrote to Prince Lichnowsky when the latter attempted to per- suade him to play for some French officers on his estate in Silesia. Beethoven went at night to Troppau, carry- ing the manuscript of the (so-called) " Appassionata " sonata, which suffered from the rain. 181. My nobility is here, and here (pointing to his heart and head). Reported by Schindler. In the lawsuit against his sister-in-law (the mother of nephew Karl) Beethoven had been called on to prove that the " van " in his name was a badge of nobility. 182. You write that somebody has said that I am the natural son of the late King of Prussia. The same thing was said to me long ago, but I have made it a rule never to write anything about myself or answer anything that is said about me. October 7, 1826, to Wegeler. "I leave it to you to give the world an account of myself and especially my mother." The statement had appeared in Brockhaus's " Lexicon." U--183. To me the highest thing, after God, is my honor. July 26, 1822, to the publisher Peters, in Leipsic. 74 Beethoven *» 184. I have never thought of writing for reputation and honor. What I have in my heart must out; that is the reason why I com- pose. Remark to Karl Czerny, reported in his autobiog- raphy. 185. I do not desire that you shall esteem me greater as an artist, but better and more perfect as a man; when the condition of our country is somewhat better, then my art shall be devoted to the welfare of the poor. Vienna, June 29, 1800, to Wegeler, in Bonn, writing of his return to his native land. 186. Perhaps the only thing that looks like genius about me is that my affairs are not al- ways in the best of order, and that in this re- spect nobody can be of help but myself. April 22, 1801, to Hofmeister, in Leipsic, excusing himself for dilatoriness in sending him compositions (Pi- anoforte sonata op. 22, symphony op. 21, septet op. 20 and concerto op. 19). 187. I am free from all small vanities. Only in the divine art is the lever which gives me power to sacrifice the best part of my life to the celestial muses. September 9, 1824, to George Nageli, in Zurich. 188. Inasmuch as the purpose of the under- signed throughout his career has not been sel- fish but the promotion of the interests of art, the elevation of popular taste and the flight of his own genius toward loftier ideals and per- fection, it was inevitable that he should fre- On His Disposition and Character 75 quently sacrifice his own advantages and profit to the muse. December, 1804, to the Director of the Court Theatre, applying for an engagement which was never effected. 189. From my earliest childhood my zeal to serve suffering humanity with my art was never content with any kind of a subterfuge ; and no other reward is needed than the internal satis- faction which always accompanies such a deed. To Procurator Varenna, who had asked him for com- positions to be played at a charity concert in Graz. 190. There is no greater pleasure for me than to practise and exhibit my art. November 16, 1800, or 1801, to Wegeler. 191. I recognize no other accomplishments or advantages than those which place one amongst the better class of men ; where I find them, there is my home. Teplitz, July 17, 1812, to his little admirer, Emile M., inH. _- 192. From childhood I learned to love virtue, and everything beautiful and good. About 1808, to Frau Marie Bigot. • 193. It is one of , my foremost principles never to occupy any other relations than those of friendship with the wife of another man. I should never want to fill my heart with distrust towards those who may chance some day to share my fate with me, and thus destroy the loveliest and purest life for myself. About 1808, to Frau Marie Bigot, after she had de- clined his invitation to drive with him. 76 Beethoven 194. In my solitude here I miss my room- mate, at least at evening and noon, when the human animal is obliged to assimilate that which is necessary to the production of the intellectual, and which I prefer to do in company with an- other. Teplitz, September 6, 1811, to Tiedge. 195. It was not intentional and premeditated malice which led me to act toward you as I did ; it was my unpardonable carelessness. To Wegeler. 196. I am not bad; hot blood is my wicked- ness, my crime is youthfulness. I am not bad, "really not bad; even though wild surges often accuse my heart, it still is good. To do good wherever we can, to love liberty above all things, and never to deny truth though it be at the Jjirone itself. — Think occasionally of the friend who honors you. Written in the autograph album of a Herr Bocke. 197. It is a singular sensation to see and hear one's self praised, and then to be conscious of one's own imperfections as I am. I always regard such occasions as admonitions to get nearer the unattainable goal set for us by art and nature, hard as it may be. To Mdlle. de Girardi, who had sung his praises in a poem. 198. It is my sincere desire that whatever shall- be said of me hereafter shall adhere On His Disposition and Character 77 strictly to the truth in every respect regardless of who may be hurt thereby, me not excepted. Reported by Schindler, who also relates that when Beethoven handed him documents to be used in the biog- raphy a week before his death, he said to him and Breuning: "But in all things severely the truth; for that I hold you to a strict accountability." 199. Now you can help me to find a wife. If you find a beautiful woman in F. who, may- hap, endows my music with a sigh, — but she must be no Elise Burger — make a provisional engagement. But she must be beautiful, for I can love only the beautiful; otherwise I might love myself. In 1809, to Baron von Gleichenstein. As for the per- sonal reference it seems likely that Beethoven referred to Elise Burger, second wife of the poet G. August Burger, with whom he had got acquainted after she had been divorced and become an elocutionist. 200. Am I not a true friend? Why do you conceal your necessities from me? No friend of mine must suffer so long as I have anything. To Ferdinand Ries, in 1801. Ries's father had been kind to Beethoven on the death of his mother in 1787. 201. I would rather forget what I owe to myself than what I owe to others. To Frau Streicher, in the summer of 1817. 202. I never practise revenge. When I must antagonize others I do no more than is neces- sary to protect myself against them, or prevent them from doing further evil. To Frau Streicher, in reference to the troubles which his servants gave him, many of which, no doubt, were 78 Beethoven due to faults of his own, excusable in a man in his con- dition of health. 203. Be convinced that mankind, even in your case, will always be sacred to me. To Czapka, Magisterial Councillor, August, 1826, in the matter of his nephew's attempt at suicide. 204. H. is, and always will be, too weak for friendship, and I look upon him and Y. as mere instruments upon which I play when I feel like it; but they can never be witnesses of my in- ternal and external activities, and just as little real participants. I value them according as they do me service. Summer of 1800, to the friend of his youth, Pastor Amenda. H. was probably the faithful Baron Zmeskall von Domanowectz. 205. If it amuses them to talk and write about me in that manner, let them go on. Reported by Schindler as referring to critics who had declared him ripe for the madhouse. 206. To your gentlemen critics I recommend a little more foresight and shrewdness, particu- larly in respect of the products of younger au- thors, as many a one, who might otherwise make progress, may be frightened off. So far as I am concerned I am far from thinking myself so perfect as not to be able to endure faulting; yet at the beginning the clamor of your critic was so debasing that I could scarcely discuss the matter when I compared myself with others, but had to remain quiet and think : they do not understand. I was the more able to remain On His Disposition and Character 79 quiet when I recalled how men were praised who signify little among those who know, and who have almost disappeared despite their good points. Well, fax vobiscum, peace to them and me, — I would never have mentioned a syllable had you not begun. April 22, 1801, to Breitkopf and Hartel, publishers of the " Allgemeine Musik Zeitung." 207. Who was happier than I when I could still pronounce the sweet word " mother " and have it heard? To whom can I speak it now? September IS, 1787, from Bonn to Dr. Schade, of Augsburg, who had aided him in his return journey from "Vienna to Bonn. His mother had died on July 17, 1787. 208. I seldom go anywhere since it was al- ways impossible for me to associate with people where there was not a certain exchange of ideas. February IS, 1817, to Brentano of Frankfort. 209. Not a word about rest ! I know of none , except in sleep, and sorry enough am I that I am obliged to yield up more to it than formerly. November 16, 1801, or 1802, to Wegeler. In Homer's "Odyssey" Beethoven thickly underscored the words: " Too much sleep is injurious." XV, 393. 210. Rest assured that you are dealing with a true artist who likes to be paid decently, it is true, but who loves his own reputation and also the fame of his art; who is never satisfied with himself and who strives continually to make even greater progress in his art. November 23, 1809, to George Thomson, of Edinburgh, for whom Beethoven arranged the Scotch songs. 80 Beethoven 211. My motto is always: nulla dies sine linea; and if I permit the muse to go to sleep it is only that she may awake strengthened. October 7, 1826, to Wegeler. 212. There is no treatise likely to be too learned for me. Without laying claim to real learning it is yet true that since my childhood I have striven to learn the minds of the best and wisest of every period of time. It is a dis- grace for every artist who does not try to do as much. November 2, 1809, to Breitkopf and Hartel, of Leipsic. 213. Without wishing in the least to set my- self up as an exemplar I assure you that I lived in a small and insignificant place, and made out of myself nearly all that I was there and am here; — this to your comfort in case you feel the need of making progress in art. Baden, July 6, 1804, to Herr Wiedebein, of Bruns- wick, who had asked if it was advisable for a music teacher and student to make his home in Vienna. 214. There is much on earth to be done, — do it soon ! I must not continue my present every- day life, — art asks this sacrifice also. Take rest in diversion in order to work more energetically. Diary, 1814. 215. The daily grind exhausts me. Baden, August 23, 1823, to his nephew Karl. THE SUFFERER 216. Compelled to be a philosopher as early as my 28th year; — it is not an easy matter, — more difficult for the artist than any other man. October 6, 1802; the Heiligenstadt Will. 217. Compelled to contemplate a lasting mal- ady, born with an ardent and lively tempera- ment, susceptible to the diversions of society, I was obliged at an early date to isolate myself and live a life of solitude. From the same. 218. It was impossible for me to say to others: speak louder; shout! for I am deaf. Ah! was it possible for me to proclaim a defi- ciency in that one sense which in my case ought to have been more perfect than in all others, which I had once possessed in greatest perfec- tion, to a degree of perfection, indeed, which few of my profession have ever enjoyed? From the same. 219. For me there can be no recreation in human society, refined conversation, mutual ex- change of thoughts and feelings; only so far as necessity compels may I give myself to so- ciety, — I must live like an exile. From the same. 220. How great was the humiliation when 81 82 Beethoven one who stood beside me heard the distant sound of a shepherd's pipe, and I heard nothing; or heard the shepherd singing, and I heard noth- ing. Such experiences brought me to the verge of despair; — but little more and I should have put an end to my life. Art, art alone deterred me. \ From the same. I may say that I live a wretched exist- ence. For almost two years I have avoided all social gatherings because it is impossible for me to tell the people I am deaf. If my vocation were anything else it might be more endurable, but under the circumstances the condition is ter- rible ; besides what would my enemies say, — they are not few in number! To give you an idea of this singular deafness let me tell you that in the theatre I must lean over close to the orches- tra in order to understand the actor ; if I am a little remote from them I do not hear the high tones of instruments and voices ; it is remarkable that there are persons who have not observed it, but because I am generally absent-minded my conduct is ascribed "to that. Vienna, June 29, 1800, to Wegeler. " To you only do I confide this as a secret." Concerning his deafness see Appendix. 222. My defective hearing appeared every- where before me like a ghost; I fled from the presence of men, was obliged to appear to be a misanthrope although I am so little such. November 16, 1801, or 1800, to Wegeler, in writing to The Sufferer 83 him about his happy love. " Unfortunately, she is not of my station in life." > 223. Truly, a hard lot has befallen me ! Yet I accept the decree of Fate, and continually pray to God to grant that as long as I must endure this death in life, I may be preserved from want. March 14, 1827, to Moscheles, after Beethoven had undergone the fourth operation for dropsy and was con- fronting the fifth. He died on March 26, 1827.