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WITH ILLUSTRATIONS LONDON JOHN MURRAY, ALBEMARLE STREET, W. 1914 All Rights Reserved PREFACE It would seem from the variety of publications con- cerning her that there is still a flicker of public interest with regard to Lady Hester Stanhope, and so it has seemed well to members of her family that the book written about her by my mother, and privately circulated, should now be given to the public as the authoritative biography of this strange woman. ROSEBERY. CONTENTS CHAPTER I PAGE Early Days — Chevening — Burton Pynsent — Bath — D AWLisH — Tour Abroad — Turin — Naples — Ton- NINGEN I 1776 — 1803 CHAPTER II Return Home — Walmer Castle — York Place — Sir William Napier — Montagu Square — Builth — Glen Irfon 47 1803 — i8io CHAPTER III Departure from England — Malta — Athens — Ther- APiA — Constantinople — Brusa — Shipwreck — Rhodes — Alexandria — Cairo — Jerusalem — Dayr- el-Kamar — Damascus . .... 93 1810 — 1812 CHAPTER IV Damascus — Hamar — Palmyra — Latakia — Mar Elias — Mishmushy — Baalbec — Acre — Jaffa . . .134 1812— 1816 Vll viu ^wiN iii.i\ i;^ CHAPTER V PAGE Mar Elias — Mr. Silk Buckingham — Antioch — M. DiDOT — DjouN — " The Babylonian Princess " — MiSHMUSHY 182 1816— 1823 CHAPTER VI Djoun — Captain Yorke, R.N. — Dr. Meryon . . 228 1823 — 1830 CHAPTER VII Djoun — 'M. de Lamartine — Mr. Kinglake — Dr. Meryon ......... 272 1830-1838 CHAPTER VIII Prince Puckler Muskau — Djoun 346 1838 CHAPTER IX Djoun — Maximilian, Duke of Bavaria — Death and Burial ..•♦...•. 392 1838— 1839 CHAPTER X Conclusion 4^5 INDEX ,55 ILLUSTRATIONS The Residence of Lady Hester Stanhope at Djoun Frontispiece The Grave of Lady Hester Stanhope . . . Facing p. 428 \% THE LIFE AND LETTERS OF LADY HESTER STANHOPE CHAPTER I Early Days—Chevening — Burton Pynsent — Bath — Daw- LisH — Tour Abroad — Turin — Naples — Tonningen I 776- I 803 Lady Hester Stanhope, the eldest of the three children of my grandfather, Charles third Earl Stanhope's first marriage, was born in 1776. Her mother, Lady Hester Pitt, a daughter of the great Earl of Chatham, who is said to have been Mr. Pitt's favourite sister, died when she was only four years old, leaving behind her the memory of a singularly beautiful and perfect character. " She was," writes Lord Haddington (her husband's cousin), " a woman rarely to be met with ; wise, temperate, and prudent ; by nature cheerful, without levity ; a warm friend, and free from all the petty vices that attend little minds." Had she grown up under the care and guidance of such a mother, Lady Hester might have been a far different person, and her great natural gifts been far otherwise em- ployed. To her and her baby sisters the loss was incalculable. My grandfather is represented as plunged in the wildest despair at his wife's death. Yet in little more than six months he had married her cousin, Louisa Grenville,^ and the new Lady Mahon did not commend herself to her little step-daughters. She was a worthy * The daughter of Lady Chatham's younger brother, the Hon. Henry Grenville, Governor of Barbadoes and Ambassador to the Porte, who was uncle to the first Marquis of Buckingham. 2 "CITIZEN STANHOPE" [ch. i and well-meaning woman; but, as I remember her, stiff and frigid, with a chilling, conventional manner. They never became fond of her, and she never seems to have gained any influence over them — least of all over Lady Hester. As for their father, he apparently did not even attempt to do so ; he merely gave his orders, and took care they were obeyed. They saw very little of him, for he was the busiest of men — always hard at work in his laboratory or study, engrossed with politics, and taking an active part in public life. All agree that he was a very fine speaker ; but he was too loud and vehement in his delivery, and indulged in the un-English habit of gesticulation.^ We read of " Mahon out-roaring torrents in their course " in the fervour and flow of his declamation, and how The Don Quixote of the nation Beats his own windmill in gesticulation. But I am quoting his detractors. To his admirers — and they were numerous and enthusiastic — he was another Ludlow or Algernon Sydney. Bred up in Geneva as a Republican, he developed into a Jacobin during the French Revolution, and stood in open antagonism to all his brother Peers. This, however, was very far from causing him concern. He was a good fighter, and rather enjoyed it. On the first question upon which he divided the House of Lords, he did not find a single supporter; but he was so proud of this "glorious minority of one" that he de- lighted in repeating the experience. On one of these occasions, a friend who stood by him was severely taken to task. *'Why," he said, **you spoiled that division ! " When first presented at Court, he had electrified the polite world by appearing with his black hair unpowdered ; and in 1792 he emulated his French friends by discarding, with his title, every emblem and attribute of rank. Even the coronets over the iron gates at Chevening were taken down, and he was styled Citizen Stanhope. Later in life, I believe, his opinions were modified ; he dropped the citizen- ship, and replaced the coronets. ^ M. Van de Weyer, so long Belgian Minister in London, told me that when endeavouring to assimilate himself to English ways, the first thing he had to learn was to keep his hands quiet. *' I used to put them under the table and say to them, ' You are to lie there ! ' " 1776-1803] MECHANICAL SKILL 2 But it is not by his political vagaries that my grand- father will be remembered; his fame rests on far higher grounds. He was illustrious as a man of science, and one of the greatest inventive geniuses of his time. The first little craft ever propelled by steam was, I beheve,^ built by him, and launched on the piece of water in his grounds at Chevening. He offered his invention to the Admiralty, and an ** anti- navigator " ship on his plan was built and tried ; but the Lords decided that these trials were conclusive against steam navigation. He was nowise daunted. '* Some of your Lordships now sitting here," he said in the House of Lords, " will live to see steamships crossing the Atlantic." He was received with con- tempt and derision, and pronounced to be " a little madder than usual." Yet he himself very nearly saw the fulfilment of this visionary prophecy, for the first steamer crossed the "great herring pond" in 18 18, only two years after his death. The propeller he used was the screw, which, though then discarded, has now almost entirely superseded Fulton's paddle-boxes. I cannot even attempt to enumerate all his other inventions, for their name is legion. One is amazed at the versatility of his genius. There was the cal- culating machine which so long preceded Babbage's ; the Stanhope printing press (from which all sub- sequent presses have been more or less copied) ; the Stanhope lens for testing the skins of fever patients ; the plan for securing buildings from lightning by means of " the returning stroke," contained in his Treatise on Electricity ; a new method of tuning musical instruments ; the reasoning machine for exposing the sophistry of false logic, which occupied him even on his death-bed, &c., &c.^ One very valuable discovery was his system of rendering buildings fireproof, on the well-known principle that combustion can never take place where the air is excluded. To illustrate this in practice he had a fire-proof wooden house ^ I speak under correction, as I cannot give the exact date ; but it was in 1793 that, his invention being perfected, he offered "the im- portant plan, invented by myself, for navigating ships of the largest size without any wind, and even against wind and waves," to the Government. It had cost him no less than twenty years of labour, and very considerable sums of money. ' His *' Demonstrator, or Logical Machine," was described by the Rev. R. Harley to the British Association in 1878. 4 LADY HESTER^S CHILDHOOD [ch. i built, surrounded it with a quantity of combustible material, invited a party of friends to assemble on the upper floor, and then set fire to the combustibles. The flames rose around to the height of Z7 feet, yet the friends imprisoned within this circle of fire (who must have had their misgivings) did not suffer the shghtest inconvemence.—Phtlosophtcal Transactions for 1778. We, his descendants, are justly, and I may say exceedingly, proud of his genius and achievements, and yet humbly thankful that we were not called upon to hve under his roof, for, ardently as he advocated liberty and enfranchisement abroad, he was the sternest of autocrats at home. His rule was absolute, his word law — the law of the Medes and Persians, from which there was no appeal — and he enforced the most implicit and unquestioning obedi- ence. Lady Hester, who did not know what fear meant, was perhaps the only one of his children not afraid of him, and by her own account, the one he liked the best.^ The others all stood more or less in awe and dread of him, and as they grew up, one and all escaped from their unhappy home. In the end even my much-enduring grandmother found her posi- tion untenable. It was in this ungenial atmosphere that Lady Hester was brought up ; and, unhappily for her, brought up without the judicious care and training of which she, above all others, stood in need. She was, as I have already said, highly gifted. She possessed an intellect of rare scope and power, an almost intuitive quickness of perception, a vivid and poetic imagination, in- exhaustible energy, dauntless courage, a keen sense of humour, and a brilliant and ready wit. Her tongue was, in truth, a sharp-edged sword, and gained her many enemies ; but she could be eloquent and per- suasive as well as trenchant. With these she had noble qualities, both of the head and heart. She was honourable and loyal, despising and detesting all meanness, littleness, and deceit ; generous to a fault, divinely charitable, honest and high-minded, abhorring baseness of every sort or kind, a staunch friend, and ^ " I could always govern my father better than anybody, because I could bear his oddities with more patience, and could Joke him into things plain sense and argument would have failed in." 1 7 76-1803] EARLY DAYS S an enthusiastic champion. Above all, she had a kind and tenderly compassionate heart, that warmed to every tale of sorrow or distress. Like her eldest brother — and this was one point of resemblance be- tween them — she was full of pity and sympathy for the ill-used or oppressed ; and whoever, in her opinion, had suffered wrong or failed to obtain his rights, was sure of finding an ardent advocate and protector in her. If she loved power she used it mainly on behalf of others. But with all these great capabilities there were formidable contending elements. She had much of her father's imperious and impetuous temper, with his indomitable and inflexible will. She was excessively proud, not a little vain, and above all wilful and domineering, and if a staunch friend, an unrelenting foe. She had the most boundless self-confidence, and honestly believed herself born to command. Even as a little child she was always, as her cousin Binning phrased it, '* playing the empress-queen," and fond as she was of her sisters, yet delighted in exercising a kind of supremacy over them. *' My sister Lucy was prettier than I was, and Griselda more clever. . . . Lucy's disposition was sweet, and her temper excel- lent ; she was like a Madonna. Griselda was other- wise, and always for making her authority felt. But I, even when 1 was only a girl, obtained and exercised, 1 can't tell how, a sort of command over them. They never 'came to me, when 1 was in my room, without sending first to know whether I would see them." — Memoirs of Lady Hester Stanhope^ as related by herself in conversations with her Physician. London, 1845. She must have been a terribly difficult pupil to deal with, and the governesses, whose task it was to con- trol and correct her, no doubt had many bitter experi- ences. I always think of them with compassion, and when, in the tone of an outraged princess, she speaks of the " eternal warfare " she has vowed against all Swiss and French governesses, I feel inclined to take their side. At all events, they were failures. Although hers was a character that more especially called for discipline and direction, she was suffered to grow up with very little of either, having acquired neither reserve nor self-control. In fact, the teaching was all the other way, for she early learned to despise and 6 LADY HESTER^S MEMOIRS [ch. i cast to the winds all the conventionalities of life. ** Her early education," as Lord Stratford truly re- marked, ^* had much to do with her eccentricities. Her father, believing in manual labour, had set her regu- larly to tend turkeys on a common." — Life of Stratford Canning. London, 1888. With the exception of this characteristic anecdote, all we know of Lady Hester's childhood is from her conversations with Dr. Meryon in Syria, many long years afterwards. Unfortunately, her memory had then become confused and wholly unreliable ; and my father, in annotating the doctor's book, marked one of the stories as incorrect, as well as the absurd account of her grandmother's housekeeping at Chevening.^ The discarded story was one that has been often quoted; how, when ** Citizen Stanhope" thought it consistent to put down his carriage and horses, she got a pair of stilts, and paraded in the mud before his windows, till she induced him to buy another equipage. I now proceed with the extracts from the Memoirs, which I have endeavoured to arrange chronologically. '^I was always, as I am now, full of activity, from my infancy. At two years old, 1 made a little hat. You know there was a kind of straw hat with the crown taken out, and in its stead a piece of satin was put in, all puffed out. Well, I made myself a hat hke that, and it was thought such a thing for a child of two years to do, that my grandpapa had a little paper box made for it, and had it ticketed with the day of the month and my age. " Just before the French Revolution broke out, the Ambassador from Paris to the English Court was Count d'Adhemar. This nobleman had some influence on my fate as far as regarded my wish to go abroad, 1 This was perhaps hardly worth contradicting. She tells of the puddings that it required two men to carry ; barons of beef on the same magnificent scale ; of the rigid etiquette observed by the house- hold ; of the scissors that Lady Stanhope kept for cutting off the prohibited curls of the housemaids ; the rod with which she chastised them, &c. 1776-1803] CHEVENING 7 which, however, I was not able to gratify until many years afterwards. I was but seven or eight years old when I saw him ;^ and when he came by invitation to pay a visit to my papa at Chevening, there was such a fuss with the fine footmen with feathers in their hats, and the Count's bows and French manners, and I know not what, that, a short time afterwards, when I was sent to Hastings with the governess and my sisters, nothing would satisfy me but I must go and see what sort of a place France was. So I got into a boat one day unobserved, that was floating close to the beach, let loose the rope myself, and off I went. Yes, Doctor, I literally pushed a boat off, and meant to go, as I thought, to France. Did you ever hear of such a mad scheme ? *' But I was tired of all those around me, who, to all my questions, invariably answered, * My dear, that is not proper for you to know ' ; or, * You must not talk about such things till you are older,' and the like. So I held my tongue ; but I made up for it by treasuring up everything I heard or saw. ** How well I remember what I was made to suffer when I was young! and that's the reason I have sworn eternal warfare against Swiss and French governesses. Nature forms us in a certain manner, both inwardly and outwardly, and it is in vain to attempt to alter it. One governess at Chevening had our backs pinched in by boards that were drawn tight with all the force the maid could use ; and as for me, they would have squeezed me to the size of a puny Miss — a thing impossible! My instep, by nature so high that a little kitten could walk under the sole of my foot, they used to bend down in order to flatten ^ She was thirteen in 1789, and surely more than two years old when she made her hat.y 8 TRIAL OF WARREN HASTINGS [ch. i it, although that is one of the things that shows my high breeding. Nature, Doctor, makes us one way, and man is always trying to fashion us in another. " But nature was entirely out of the question with us ; we were left to the governesses. Lady Stanhope got up at 10 o'clock, went out, and then returned to be dressed, if in London, by the' hairdresser ; and there were only two in London, both of them Frenchmen, who could dress her. Then she went out to dinner, and from dinner to the Opera, and from the Opera to parties, seldom returning until just before daylight. Lord Stanhope was engaged in his philosophical pur- suits ; and thus we children saw neither the one nor the other. Lucy used to say that if she had met her step-mother in the streets she should not have known her. Why, my father once followed to our own door in London a woman who happened to drop her glove, which he picked up. It was our governess ; but, as he had never seen her in the house, he did not know her in the street. . . . " I can recollect, when I was ten or twelve years old, going to Hastings' trial. My garter somehow came off, and was picked up by Lord Grey, then a young man. At this hour, as if it were before me in a picture, I can see before me his handsome, but very pale face, his broad forehead ; his corbeau coat, with cut-steel buttons; his white satin waistcoat and breeches; and the buckles in his shoes. He saw from whom the garter fell ; but, observing my con- fusion, did not wish to increase it, and with infinite delicacy gave the garter to the person who sat there to serve tea and coffee. . . . " Mr. Pitt never liked Griselda ; and she stood no better in the opinion of my father, who bore with Lucy— ah ! just in this way. He would say to her. 1776-1803] CHEVENING 9 to get rid of her, ' Now, papa is going to study, so you may go to your room ' ; then, when the door was shut, he would turn to me, * Now, we must talk a Httle philosophy,' and then, with his two legs stuck upon the sides of the grate, he would begin. * Well, well,' he would cry, after I had talked a little, ' that is not bad reasoning, but the basis is bad.' " My father always checked my propensity to finery in dress. If any of us happened to look better than usual in a particular hat or frock, he was sure to have it put away the next day. and to have something coarse substituted in its place." The three girls were allowed to go out hunting, to Lady Hester's keen delight and enjoyment. She was never so happy as on horseback, and became a very fine horsewoman, which, in after years, greatly con- tributed to her popularity with the Arab tribes. " I remember, when Colonel Shadwell commanded the district, that one day in a pelting shower of rain he was riding up Madamscourt Hill as I was crossing at the bottom, going home towards Chevening. I saw Colonel Shadwell's groom's horse about a couple of hundred yards from me, and, struck with its beauty, I turned up the hill, resolving to pass them and get a good look at it. I accordingly quickened my pace, and in going by gave a good look at the horse, then at the groom, then at the master, who was on a sorry nag. The Colonel eyed me as I passed, and I, taking advantage of a low part in the hedge, put my horse to it, leaped over, and disappeared in an instant. The Colonel found out who I was, and afterwards made such a fuss at the mess about my equestrian powers that nothing could be like it. I was the toast there every day. '* Nobody ever saw much of me until Lord Romney's 10 LORD ROMNEY'S REVIEW [ch. i review. I was obliged to play a trick on my father to get there. I pretended the day before that I wanted to pay a visit to the Miss Crumps" (or some such name), ** and then went from their house to Lord Romney's. Though all the gentry of Kent were there, my father never knew, or was supposed to have known, that I had been there. The King took great notice of me. I dined with him— that is, what was called dining with him, but at an adjoining table. Lord and Lady Romney served the King and Queen, and gentlemen waited on us. Upton changed my plate, and he did it very well. Doctor, dining with royalty, as Lord Melbourne does now, was not so common formerly. I never dined with the King but twice— once at Lord Romney's at an adjoining table, and once afterwards at his own table. Oh ! what wry faces there were among the courtiers ! Mr. Pitt was very much pleased at the reception I met with. The King took great notice of me, and, I believe, always liked me personally. Whenever I was talking to the Dukes he was sure to come towards us. * Where is she?' he would cry; ^ where is she? 1 hear them laugh, and where they are laughing I must go too.' Then, as he came nearer, he would observe, ' If you have anything to finish, I won't come yet — I'll come in a quarter of an hour.' When he was going away from Lord Romney's he wanted to put me bod- kin between himself and the Queen; and when the Queen had got into the carriage, he said to her, ' My dear, Lady Hester is going to ride bodkin with us. I am going to take her away from Democracy Hall.' But the old Queen observed, in rather a prim manner, that I 'had not got my maid with me, and that it would be inconvenient to go at such a short notice.' So I remained." 1776-1803] CHEVENING--BURTON PYNSENT 11 She appears to have taken the offer quite seriously. *' It was at that review that I was talking to some officers, and something led to my saying, * I can't bear men who are governed by their wives, as Sir A. H. is. A woman of sense, even if she did govern her husband, would not let it be seen ; it is odious, in my opinion.' And I went on in this strain, whilst poor Sir A. him- self, whom I did not know, but had only heard spoken of, was standing by all the time. I saw a dreadful consternation in the bystanders ; but I went on. At last some one — taking commiseration on him, I sup- pose — said, * Lady Hester, will you allow me to intro- duce Sir A. H. to you, who is desirous of making your acquaintance.' Sir A. very politely thanked me for the advice I had given him, and I answered some- thing about the regard my brother had for him ; and there the matter ended." I have not yet spoken of Lady Hester's brothers (or rather half-brothers), my grandmother's three sons — Philip Henry, my father, who succeeded as fourth Earl, Charles, and James. They were never sent either to school or to college, but brought up with their sisters at home and taught by their father's secretary. This was Mr. Joyce, the author of Scientific Dialogues. But their studies were interrupted by his trial for high treason, for which he was arrested in my grandfather's house. Lady Hester was devoted to these brothers, and rendered signal service to the eldest by planning his escape from his painful position at home. She and her sisters had first set the example. Of these the youngest and fairest. Lady Lucy, a beautiful girl then barely sixteen, had been married by her father in 1796 to a country surgeon practising in the neighbourhood. Lady Griselda left home in the same year, taking refuge in a cottage at Walmer, lent to her by Mr. Pitt. Four years afterwards she became the wife of John Tekell, an officer in the army. Lady Hester remained at Chevening till 1800, when 12 PHILIP LORD MAHON [ch. she went to live with her grandmother, Lady Chatham, at Burton Pynsent, in Somersetshire. My grandfather offered no opposition to his daughters' departures, though, when Lady Griselda left, he was heard to compare himself to Lear, quoting the line (certainly apphcable), '' I never gave thee kingdoms." But he kept strict w^atch and ward over his eldest son, all the stricter as he approached his majority, when he would have power to cut off the entail, and make fresh arrangements. He had, as I have already said, never been sent either to school or college, but kept immured at home, without a single advantage, or chance of improving himself, '' in a situation " (to quote his own words) " of all others the most odious and oppressive." He bitterly deplored the loss of the wasted years, passing away unheeded over his head, that should have been employed in fitting him to take his place in the world. At length, in 1801, he determined to attempt to shake off the yoke, having then just entered his twentieth year. He asked to be sent to college, and made proposals regarding the entail,^ but they were unacceptable, and he found, to his dismay, that his father's object was to obtain the power of disposing of the estate. This would have meant his own ruin. In his distress, he opened his heart to Lady Hester, who eagerly espoused his cause, vowed she would extricate him from his cruel position, and loyally kept her word. She alone contrived and effected his escape from his father's house, who, " now," as she writes in triumph, "may make Chevening frightful by destroying the timber, but, without Mahon's consent, cannot further injure the estate." In a letter to Lord Glastonbury (to be shown to all the other Grenville cousins), she describes how she accomplished it. *' Money, you know, was a very essential article; that has been liberally supphed by Sir Francis Bur- dett, though he chose to be ignorant of the plan it was to be adopted for, and gave it into the hands of a third person. Mr. Jackson (the diplomatic Jackson) got Mahon's letters of credit made out and provided ^ These proposals had been drawn out for him by Mr. Pitt. 1776-1803] BURTON PYNSENT 13 him with a passport. He is gone abroad, in order to be placed at a foreign university at Erlang, under the care of Professor Breyer, a man of great ability, and most extensive knov^ledge. Mr. J., who, from once residing there, is perfectly acquainted with their characters, has furnished him with letters of particular recommendation not only to the Professor, but to the first people of the place, and is on terms of great friendship with the Margravine,^ who, I understand, is the best sort of woman in the world, and keeps a little court. Therefore, Mahon will not only have information within his reach, but enjoy the best society of that place. I must tell you Mahon has taken a feigned name, which was judged more prudent, for many reasons, than his bearing his own. Nothing could be more handsome than the manner in which Mr. Jackson has acted in this business, not only in the friendship he has shown Mahon by the great interest he has taken in his concerns, but by the advice and assistance he has afforded him in the most minute things, which was particularly fortunate^ as Mahon was perfectly ignorant of the world, and everything which relates to travelling ; but, however, with Mr. J.'s directions, he has got on wonderfully well. Mahon has a man with him, in capacity of a servant, whose fidelity I can rely on ; this man, with directions from me, accomplished Mahon's escape from Chevening most astonishingly, for, though he was pursued in a few hours, no tidings could be had, and till this moment they have never been able to trace him one step. Fearing what the possible effects and mortification might have upon the female members of the family he had deserted, as soon as I knew he was safe out of the country, I wrote to my father's ^ Of Brandenburg-Baireuth, who resided at Erlangen. 14 LORD MAHON'S "ESCAPE" [ch, i lawyer to desire he would inform them that Mahon was gone abroad, that he was in good hands, and nothing was to be apprehended for his personal safety ; but to make it plain to them that no further intelligence in future should ever be had of me con- cerning him ; yet, should they be at a loss to send him any letter, if they would forward it to me I would take care it reached him safe. ... I have received the most satisfactory accounts of my brother ; the last, dated the 3rd of March, from Hamburgh ; the descrip- tion he gives of his journey is admirable. His astonishment, his happiness, and gratitude to his friends, is expressed so naturally and with so much feeling, it is quite delightful. Dear fellow ! if he had been ten times my own brother I could not have been more anxious, more interested about him. I wish poor dear Mrs. Grenville^ was but alive, and read those letters I have referred to. Charming, charming, incomparable Mahon ! But I must not depart from business. I am sure it will be unnecessary, my dear Lord, for me to point out to you how essential it is that the place of Mahon's abode, and the names of his deliverers, should be kept a profound secret ; of course I mean merely confided to his own family. On their goodness of mind 1 rely in his meeting with indulgence, and that they will be pleased at finding a young man, brought up both with the worst public and private principles, still adhering to those which have so much distinguished various branches of the family he be- longs to." She further promised that Lord Chatham should forward to him a letter from her brother, containing " a formal statement of what passed between him and his father before he left Chevening. I think it * His grandmother. 1776-1803] BURTON PYNSENT 15 will be unnecessary for me, either to enter upon a justification of conduct which requires none, or to anticipate your opinion upon the subject, particularly when you have read the letter I allude to, which does equal credit to heart and understanding." A copy of this statement was sent to her relations in Scotland,^ to whom she also wrote ; and Lord Had- dington, in his reply, takes the opportunity of giving her some excellent advice. Lord Haddington to Lady Hester " I am truly happy that your brother is in all proba- bility comfortably and advantageously settled, and I have no doubt he will prove everything his friends can wish, both in public and private life. . . . Your grandmother, Lady Stanhope, has not written to me since your brother's departure, nor I to her. She was in the habit of writing to me from time to time kind letters of enquiry, but at no time confiden- tially. . . . Your dear mother, of whom you can have but a faint remembrance, if at all . . . was a woman rarely to be met with, wise, temperate, and prudent, by nature cheerful and without levity, a warm friend, and free from all the petty vices that attend little minds. I am sure if she could now communicate her ideas, her advice to you would be to act steadily, without fear, when you had well considered what was to be done ; to do all the good within your reach in the present circumstances of your family, and when it should seem helpless and out of reach, to preserve as much as possible a prudent silence to all but tried friends. . . ." Lady Hester to Lord Haddington " I think I am not like Grandmama Stanhope, as I have troubled you sufficiently with my family affairs. ^ Her grandfather, Philip, second Earl, had married Grizel Hamil- ton, sister of Thomas, seventh Earl of Haddington, and a grand- daughter of the famous Lady Grizel Baillie. i6 ^'THE LOGICIAN" [ch. i Lady Chatham desires I will name her kindly to you. She has taken away my letter, or rather expressed a wish to keep it, from the character it contains of my dear mother. You have no idea what a sweet, amiable creature my cousin Harriet Eliot ^ is, and what friends we are." She was not so fond of receiving advice as of giving it, but she appreciated Lord Haddington's. '*I have lately," she tells Mr. Jackson, ''received the prettiest and most sensible letter in the world from Lord Haddington " ; then, after quoting it, she adds, " Vastly good advice, I think ; and I am vastly glad he takes things thus." One of her principal objects had been to guard the two younger brothers who remained in thraldom from any suspicion of having abetted or known of my father's escape. "For if some precautions are not taken," she writes, "they will be flogged to death to make them confess what they are really ignorant of." Her father's outburst of fury at finding himself tricked, proved, however, less formidable than she had anti- cipated. "The 'Logician'" (her nickname for him) "often has said that from the hour I was born I had been a stranger to fear. I certainly felt no fear when he held a knife to my throat — only pity for the arm that held it ; but this was a sort of feeling I should rather not again experience ; therefore the understand- ing that he remains quiet, and employs others, is a great satisfaction to me. Otherwise I should be in some dread of seeing him here and going through some of those scenes which I have unfortunately so often before witnessed. But I would rather stand a dozen of them than that his suspicions should fall right." He expressed sorrow as well as anger, and my poor grandmother was in deep affliction. Lady Hester forwarded a copy of the statement she had sent to Lord Glastonbury (see p. 12) to the family lawyer, Mr. Murray, for his inspection, saying that her brother had written it — * The daughter of her mother's sister, Lady Harriet Pitt, the wife of the Honourable Edward Ehot, eldest son of Lord Eliot of St. Germans. She died in child-bed in 1786. 1 7 76-1803] CHEVENING~.BURTON PYNSENT 17 " To show to those persons I may wish his conduct to appear to in a proper light.^ . . . Now let me ask, what could he have done, in this case, better than what he has ? Reasoning was in vain ! Had he con- tinued at Chevening, this was his prospect, to have continued to live the unhappy and unprofitable life he has borne for so many years ; when he came of age, to be persecuted to cut off the entail, which, had he still refused to comply with, his life would have been made more wretched than ever ; at one-and-twenty to have only begun to have thought of shifting for himself, and applying to his friends. From want of instruction he could not have been put forward in the world ; this would have been a great disadvantage, which will not now exist. As to having agreed to his father's pro- posals respecting the entail, no person could dream of his doing an act so replete with folly, indeed, I may say madness, as to ruin himself by giving his father unlimited power over his future property, which he would most undoubtedly have disposed of in the most absurd and unwarrantable manner; and certainly have taken out of the country, as I have frequently heard him declare he would do, if he could obtain the power. ... How distressing it is for each branch of his family in turn to take up arms against him in their own defence! Bad as things have been, I have cer- tainly no reason to complain ; on the contrary, to be thankful that they have turned out as they have, all things considered. Lucy provided for, Mr. Tekell's situation so much improved by his late employment,^ Mahon in the hands of friends, who must be powerful, as you may suppose, to have taken upon their hands a youth without a shiUing. Yet all this does not pre- ^ I have found no copy of this statement. 2 In both cases through the kindness of Mr. Pitt, 1 8 MR. T. J. JACKSON [ch. i vent a wish existing that my father, for his own sake, would think better of his conduct, because he does not know in what manner it may be investigated when Mahon comes of age. How much it will become the topic of conversation in the world, and what disgrace it will for ever reflect upon him! Besides, by his mode of proceeding, he is entirely depriving himself of all domestic comfort. . . . Lord Lansdowne, his great friend, has taken decided part against him. He not only made every offer of protection to my brother, when I named to him at Bath his escape, but has since written to me to desire I would assure Mahon of his earnest good wishes, and to say that if his name could be of any use to him (while abroad) it was at his com- mand, as well as any other service he could possibly render him at any time. Lord L., though he truly pities my father, sees things in a right light, and knows that opposing his conduct is the only likely way of inducing him to change it, and make him see he is wrong." Lady Hester was deeply grateful to Mr. Jackson for all he had done to help her brother, who personally was an entire stranger to him ; and she kept up a close correspondence with this kind and valued friend for the next eight years. He preserved her letters, and in 1862 his widow handed them over to my brother. I will give some extracts from them : Lady Hester to Mr, T. J. Jackson "- Bennet Street, Bath, ^^Ja7iuary^ 1 80 1 " The Duke of York, Colonels Fitzgerald and Taylor, the Duchess, Lady Ann Smith, and my old friend and great favourite CuUen (Charles), are arrived. I expect the latter every moment. I wish you were here now. Bath might, perhaps, turn out as pleasant as it did five years ago. My present physician says he hopes I shall be able to go back to Burton in a fortnight ; 1776-1803] BATH— BURTON PYNSENT 19 that I must avoid being in town till late in the spring, and till I am perfectly recovered. I have, therefore, taken the determination to divert my thoughts by travelling. I shall stay a short time at Burton, then go into Northamptonshire, and then to Newmarket for the Spring Meeting, which is the first week in April. All this change of scene, and the weight {which more than thanks to you) will be taken off my mind, will, I trust, set me quite up again, if I am intended in future to be good for anything." Lady Hester to Mr. T, /. Jackson " Bath, ** Febmary ind^ 1801. " I have been out to-day with two delightful men. One of them added his wife to the party, which was an improvement, as she is a sweet creature. You can- not wonder her husband is a favourite, when he sells three-year-old colts for 300 guineas, and that he thinks favourably of me ; for, poor creature as I am, I rode a horse of his over a new-made hedge, a down leap into the road, which quite won his heart. The other is a clergyman, one of the first sportsmen in England, and the dear friend of the chiefs of the Melton Hunt ; and is so gentleman-like, so good-natured and agree- able, that he is a prime favourite, and among the very few men I have seen most likely to make a woman happy. Yi\s future wife might be jealous if she heard me say this ; if so, she is narrow-minded and unworthy of him." " Burton Pynsent, ''March %th, 1801. " 1 must thank you for your last long letter, and say how much pleasure it gives me that you think thus highly of Mahon. The praises of my horse I formerly greatly preferred to my own; but now my whole ambition is centred in my brother's turning out well. 20 LADY HESTER'S "FIRST SORROW" [ch. i *' There is one thing I must ask your opinion about In a letter a few days ago from Lady Campbell, she says : * Ramsay is at Vienna * ; and she hopes, as Mahon is on the Continent, they will meet. Now do you think Ramsay can be of any use or advantage to Mahon ? Because I would write to him if you thought so, for Ramsay is one of my oldest friends. Grand- mama Stanhope brought up his sisters before I was born ; and I believe when Ramsay was sent to school, it was the first sorrow I ever felt, because he was my playfellow, and, though so much older, condescended to play with a little creature. He first went to school at Sevenoaks, then at Westminster, and then to college ; but during my grandfather's life Chevening was always his home. When he went into the army he ceased to want one, which, all things considered, was rather lucky. For his poor horses, which still remained there, occasionally at least, were not treated with the same kindness everything which belonged to him once experienced. . . . My sisters tell me that her Ladyship has been writing lamentable accounts to her cousin, Sir H. Hawley, and that he is rather of her side\ but this I care nothing about. . . . Lady Stanhope has also tried Sir J. Banks, but I was even with her, being very much acquainted with a friend of his. Through him Sir J. was set quite right on the subject, which he is now greatly interested in. I never in the course of my life was upon the look-out for money, but in this one instance. Lady Stanhope, from Sir J. Banks having no children, is his presumptive heir. But he may leave his fortune to whom he pleases. My great wish is that my darling Charles, his godson, should come in for a share of his riches, and therefore it is important he should know their situation. A second brother, without a profession, Httle application, but the finest 1776-1803] BURTON PYNSENT 21 mind, the most noble and generous spirit in the world, money would be well bestowed upon. Charles is by nature my favourite, though he has the least ability of the three, but a degree of openness and good-nature which wins every heart, and an air of nobility his quizzical education cannot destroy ; for in the black- smith's forge ^ he looks like a gentleman. He is beyond everything popular in the county, and two years ago, with a little of my assistance, the farmers kept him a small pack of harriers, which the good people knew nothing of. ... I feel tolerably well pro- tected from the rioters, since a detachment of the isth Light Dragoons are come to our assistance. Two or three corps of Quizzes are going to be broke for their gallant conduct of late. Expense to no purpose from beginning to end, except to make people laugh, that is all the use they have ever been of." Lady Hester to Mr. T. /. Jackson "Burton Pynsent, "•^ March lotk, 1801. **I had much conversation with the Marquis" (of Buckingham) ** at Bath, and when I pretended to be ignorant of Mahon's fate, he told me that if I could possibly discover him, he requested I would offer Mahon his protection, and tell him that under his roof he should ever find a home. He said he would not offer to be a mediator, because he knew that reasoning was in vain, but that he would take any step I might point out to him as likely to be serviceable. I thanked him, and said all I believed he could do would be, in case Lord S. should make any complaints to him, to ask him if he had not some reproaches to make him- * My grandfather, in pursuance of his plan of education, had apprenticed him to a blacksmith. James, I believe, was to have been a shoemaker. 2 2 SIR FRANCIS BURDETT [ch. i self, respecting his conduct to his son, that the step he had taken was the natural consequence of it, and that he had only himself to blame. That in order to secure the affections of his other sons, he should recommend to him a change in his conduct towards them, or they might also follow their brother's example ; and a great deal more of this sort of thing, he promised to say. ... I wish Dumont would tell George, for want of further information, what high favour I am in with his Lordship, and that he had employed a young artist to take my picture, which I should have been betrayed into,^ had it not been for my maid, who discovered the commission, which he was much too full of, as well as the old Marquis's nonsense, to keep to himself. He chose a happy moment to have the likeness of a dying saint or sinner. ... I have torn off part of Charles Baillie's letter (enclosed) which talks of his children, and so on, because you would laugh, and have no idea that so handsome a man can be so domestic a creature." Lady Hester to Mr, T. J. Jackson " Burton Pynsent, ^^ March lyth^ 1801. " I am vastly sorry you have had so much trouble about the money. As I have often said, I never could discover but one fault in my friend's" (Sir Francis Burdett) " character, compiled of a peculiar talent for making jumbles, with a vast share of absence and inattention. As for his brother" (William Jones Bur- dett)** one had as well attempt to catch a bird upon the wing; and as for writing to him, if a letter reaches him in a week I think it a fortunate traveller, for it will probably have been at fifty places, unless perad- ^ She had a rooted objection to sitting for her picture. 1776-1803] BURTON PYNSENT 23 venture it halted in the pocket of the elder, which latterly has annoyed me so much that the last I wrote to him was in form as large as a Secretary of State's despatch, which I thought might prevent its being so detained, as its companions would probably expel it upon the system of equality. Now, what do you say to my thus quizzing my best friends ? But after all I have no doubt but that it was this talent which originally made them such. Indeed, 1 am sure of it. ... A Genevese watchmaker is sure that he met Mahon a fortnight ago in St. James Street. It is all so good, so vastly good ! " Lady Hester to Mr. T. J. Jackson "Burton Pynsent, ^^ March 19/-^, 1801. " Mahon says he bought a travelling carriage at Cuxhaven for ten guineas, which is very strong and convenient — a pretty sort of quiz it must be. He does not like going so slow, not much above two miles an hour. . . . Grandmama is quite dehghted with the account he gives of himself and of his happiness. You have no idea of the terms of gratitude he ex- presses towards his friends who have thus liberated him. He is anxious to get to Erlang to pursue his studies ; nothing, he adds, shall equal his application.'* "Burton Pynsent, ^^ March 20th, 1 801. "The Scotch clan have been all kindness and civility; but my Marquis as yet outdoes them all. I had such a letter from him when he returned me the Cuxhaven letter" (from her brother), '* first saying the honour all this reflected upon Mahon, and contrived to bring me in for a share of it, but how I cannot exactly tell, for he does not know how I am concerned in it ; but I suppose he has a shrewd guess, but that 24 RIOTS IN THE COUNTRY [ch. i is neither here nor there. . . . Lord Glastonbury is trustee,^ vastly clever, and vastly good, but has 10,000 fiddle-faddles and quirks, and I daresay is in an agony for fear he should get into some scrape ; and besides, he is not well, and is vastly nervous at this moment, so much so that I have had a fine prose from him about my health, and desiring me not to ride, for he will take it into his head that it has half killed me, when I was never so well in my life as when I rode for years at least twenty miles a day, and often forty. "Thank you very much for enquiring after me. I am tolerable, but as Mr. Elwes would say, * quite out of condition ' ; and for me to attempt the dissipation of London would be something like running a horse that had not been in training, a vastly bad thing both for the poor horse and the spectators. As for going to balls to see my Lady Agnes,^ or to other charming things, and not be the gayest of the gay, would be as painful as impossible to me. It is not that I am either vapourish or have a sulky fit upon me, but I wish to see how things turn out before I think of amusement, and upon their decision will greatly depend perhaps how far I am capable of enjoying it.'* Lady Hester to Mr, T. J. Jackson "Burton Pynsent, ^' March 31^/, 1801. " We have sad riotous doings here ; mobs every day all round the country. The women are the worst; they put a rope about a farmer's neck a few days ago, and threatened to tighten it if he did not instantly sign a paper to promise to sell his corn at los. a bushel, which of course he did, and so have many others. * Of my grandmother's marriage settlement. ^ There are many allusions in the letters to this lady, with whom Mr. Jackson was presumed to be in love. 1 776-1803] BURTON PYNSENT 25 Certainly the farmers' conduct is shameful, and people cannot starve ; but if the mob once begin to regulate the price of provisions it will not stop there. *^My military spirit always despised as well as opposed the Volunteer Associations : first, because they were quizzical; and secondly, because I was sure they would be useless, if not mischievous. The first, hereabouts they have completely proved. Some refused to act at all ; others wished to go over to the mob, but were prevented and their arms taken from them ; this though was only a few individuals. But the worst of all was a troop of Yeoman Cavalry, being called out to quell a riot obeyed very readily ; but the mob surrounded the Captain the moment they arrived at the place of destination, and all the rest galloped away ; and if it had not been for the regulars^ and his signing the paper they wished, I do not know what would have become of the poor gentleman. Now, what do you say to this ; and am I not extremely civil when I know I am not addressing one of the delightful loth Light Dragoons, though a Light Horseman? . . . ** Don't say bore another time, because what interests you (though it might not please me) can never do that. Nor can I see why public tranquillity should be so nearly allied to private concerns, because the greater row there is in the world the more people will be wanted to set it all to rights again, and when it is not play fools stand less chance of being employed. I hope you admire this logical reasoning." Lady Hester to Mr. T. J, Jackson *' Burton Pynsent, ^^ April i^th^ 1 801. "Mahon writes in high spirits. Says he is much pleased with the Professor (who in fact is an excellent 26 BATTLE OF THE BALTIC [ch. i creature, and having travelled a good deal is more a man of the world than the generality of Professors), that he was entered at the University and was forth- with to begin his studies. He had been introduced to the Margravine, and had dined with her. . . . '*The Margravine writes me a long letter, and begins with her benediction for having saved a young plant (as she calls Mahon) from the infernal principles of Jacobinism. She expresses herself in the highest terms of approbation of him, and her surprise (she is an admirable judge on this point) at the ease and manliness of his address and manners. This surprise originates, of course, in what I had told her of his style of life at home. He seems to be quite familiar in French, and promises a rapid progress in German. The old lady concludes, ' Enfin, je vous promets que nous en ferons un sujet utile et honnete.' " Lady Hester to Mr, T, J. Jackson " Burton Pynsent, ''April i^th, 1801. " What glorious news ! ^ I think croaking will soon be at an end. Poor Riou, what fun I once had aboard his ship! Peace to the souls of the heroes who fell in battle. Drummond's trunks and boxes — oh, excellent ! 1 hope Persia was of the party, detest- able as they tell me. I hate him. He calls me ' Bac- chante,' and is always quoting the Lord knows what. ** Thanks for your news.^ I have been going to be married fifty times in my life; said to have been married half as often, and run away with once. But ^ The Battle of the Baltic, fought on April 2nd, in which Lord Nelson destroyed the Danish fleet. * Mr. Jackson had written from London : " In point of chat, we hear only of a few marriages about to be, . . . and the last, not the least, Lady Hester Stanhope to Mr. Methuen, junior, of Corsham. You shall have my congratulations, but, upon Lord Lyttelton's plan, when they become due." 1776-1803] BURTON PYNSENT— BROMLEY 27 provided I have my own way, the world may have theirs and welcome. . ;. How violent the Baronet" (Burdett) " has been in the house lately ! Oh, fie ! he wants a lecture." Lady Hester to Mr, T. J, Jackson '' April \^th, 1 801. " Oh ! delightful, charming ! this evening's post has not only brought me your letter, but a volume from Mr. Pitt. I did not tell you, but I had written to him a few days ago, being rather tired of suspense \ ^ and he says he received my letter and Mahon's at the same time. Mr. Pitt speaks in the highest terms of approbation of all that has been done, which pleases me mightily, and gives me every assurance that both now and hereafter he will do everything in his power for dear Mahon. I was all sure of that; but still it pleases me vastly to hear it repeated, and to know that he has seen you, because things will go on well now. He likewise appears to be so happy and well ; for he says that what with the luxury of living with his friends and the improvement in public affairs, his only appre- hension will be that of growing too fat for horseman's weight, at least as a companion in my rides. I cer- tainly shall do much wiser to keep to my intention of seeing a good deal of him this summer, than allow myself to be hitched into the dissipation of a camp, instead of enjoying his society, from which I shall derive much more rational pleasure and more profit. How instinct taught me to love this * Great Man,' and if I had not kept sight of him, at a distance^ what would have become of us all ? He means to come here in the summer. ... I shall burn the letters Mahon told me he should enclose for his Scotch * Regarding Mr. Pitt's opinion as to her brother's escape from Chevening. 28 LORD HADDINGTON [ch. i relations, except the one for Binning. He is a charm- ing young man,i though older than Mahon, a very proper friend for him ; and I have very great regard for his father and mother, the latter, sister to Lady Jane Dundas. The two Baillies, not being of Mahon's standing, though fine young men in themselves, will never be companions for him, and I do not know it would be altogether to his advantage, as they are — at least George — dreadfully wild. Charles, since he married, has thought better of it." Lady Hester to Mr. T. /. Jackson "WiCKHAM, Bromley (the house of her sister Lucy), ^^ June 2nd ^ 1801. " I hardly expected to see you here, because I took it for granted you were much engaged at this moment ; yet as Sunday is rather an idle day, and knowing you would not particularly regret your ride in the park, I thought, had the weather been fine, you might possibly have taken a gallop this way. . . . Should anything particular occur in conversation with the * Great Man' on the morning. you receive this, which at all presses you should be informed of, I will leave a note for you as I go out of town. But I shall not let you off without coming here before I depart for the North (oh, charming, delightful scheme, better than fifty balls), because you must see my beautiful sister. "Sad weather for reviews. I wish the Prince would wait till it was better. Suppose his horse should slip up ! " * Afterwards, as Earl of Haddington, First Lord of the Admiralty, Lord Lieutenant of Ireland, etc. I knew him in his old age, and I, too, thought him charming. He confided to me that his first love had been his cousin Lucy Stanhope ; and that he had intended to propose to her as soon as she was out of the schoolroom. But she was married before she left it. 29 Lady Hester to Mr. T, /. Jackson " Dawlish, '' October \Wi, 1801. " I .shall not at this moment take a retrospective view of Mahon's concerns, or of my own peregrina- tions, but give you the piece of information I longed to communicate, viz. : that I may perhaps see Mahon before you. Mr. and Mrs. Egerton have only been waiting till peace was made to go abroad, which they now intend to do next May. They have "asked me to accompany them, and also for Mahon to join us for as long or short a time as he may like. They propose going through Germany and Switzerland, and to winter at either Naples or Florence, and to take Paris on [their iway home. They have not yet formally announced their intention to their friends — old aunts, &c., I mean — so I do not of course generally speak of it. I hasten to tell you for this reason, that I may have your candid opinion upon the advantage it would be to Mahon, were he to join our party in Italy. Should you think him better elsewhere, I would gladly give up (happy as his society would make me) any claims upon him ; but it strikes me, recom- mended as my party would be through me, it would be very advantageous to Mahon, for the only difference would be that the niece, instead of the nephew, would be the bearer of the credentials * great men ' have to bestow. Also, as Mr. and Mrs. E.'s plans depend greatly upon me — I mean respecting the places they visit — I shall form them a little according to yours, for should you be appointed to reside in any place we could possibly take in our tour, it would give me peculiar satisfaction to visit your Court, and see you in all your glory. . . . You will, perhaps, wonder at my not having fixed upon more dashing persons for 30 THE KING AT WEYMOUTH [ch. i companions. In that case we must all have dashed away together; in the present case I shall have perfect liberty to act in all respects as is most pleasing to myself, and in so doing be certain of pleasing them. They want a companion, and I want a nominal chaperone. Besides, they are excellent good people ; she is very sensible, and he vastly good-natured, but vastly shy, and not briUiant; but, as I do not shine through the medium of another person's husband, that is of no consequence to me. ... I must tell you I have been to Weymouth. The King was so gracious, and made me a million of fine speeches upon my conduct, &c. The Queen so civil; she waived my not having been to Court, and asked me to join one of her parties. I have made quite a friendship with the Princess Mary, who I think quite unlike the others. '* I have not room to tell you of the military honours 1 received at camp, and what a great General they think me. A whole regiment saluted me (illegible) eyes right. Officers* swords dropped. Oh, charming ! " Lady Hester to Mr. T. J. Jackson *' Dawlish, ** October ^ist, 1 8oi . "From my heart do I rejoice at your good fortune!^ Great as it is, it hardly equals your deserts. Glory be to thee, oh Minister! but witness it we shall not. It is impossible for my friends to leave this country before May ; and as everything will appear dull after Paris, that we mean to take the last. ... I must not, cannot, take up your time further than thanking you cordially for sparing a moment to communicate the welcome intelligence to me. To hear from you often will be out of the question, but I trust I shall now ^ His appointment as Minister at Berlin. 3^ and then; in which case you had better direct your letters to me at Lord Chatham's, St. James's Square, and they will be sent me, be I where I may, and do not at least fail of sending me your proper direction, with all your honours attached, for surely an * &c. &c.' can never explain them all." Lady Hester to Mr, T, J. Jackson " Seymour Street, ^^ February y^d^ 1802. "I feel shocked at my own ingratitude! Never answered your last kind letter! I wrote to Mahon in your strain, and enclosed a letter from higher powers to the same effect. But since that time the boys have talked of walking off to seek their fortunes without a plan. Therefore, to prevent this, one has been sent to sea, and the other has a commission, which will be made public in a few days. He also is going abroad. All has turned out wonderfully, but I have been worried to death. The Duke " (of York) "has behaved wonderfully. I will write you more in full very shortly, when I feel I can breathe. I saw them both^ and I thought they would have devoured me. The little one never shed a tear, but was off to his ship the same night. The Captain charmed with him." " Seymour Street, ^^ February I'^th, 1802. "You will, I am sure, be happy to hear that all goes on well. Charles has a commission in the 2Sth Foot, now at Gibraltar, and also he has a letter from the Duke's Office to join immediately; yet he has leave to accompany me to Burton, as his health is much injured; but I hope he will soon recover. I heard to-day from James's Captain (a great friend of mine) ; he says he never had a boy before in his ship he was so fond of. They have made a dreadful fuss at Chevening; but fear has prevented their 32 CHARLES STANHOPE [ch. i stirring from that spot. Conceive my joy at having Charles as my companion at Burton. Do write to me, to v^ish me success in making him a good soldier. Lord C." (Chatham) " says no general officer can do it better than myself. This * My Lord ' has for a wonder exerted himself, and since Charles has had his commission, he has taken him into his own house. He looks in future to an Honble. Aide-de-camp. Inde- pendent Honourables do not like to belittle better than valets. ... If I may ask a question of you, how is Lord Camelford ? I like him better than people do in general, and am anxious about him, after the strange reports I have heard ; but do not answer if you do not like it." Lady Hester to Mr, T. /. Jackson " Burton Pynsent, '' April 2Wi, 1802. " As I cannot, my dear friend, welcome your return in person, I depute Charles to do it for me ; and at the same time give him the opportunity of becoming acquainted with one to whom his brother is indebted for his present happiness ; which happiness being so much connected with the general happiness of us all, makes it really necessary that you should be bored with our acknowledgments individually. I hope you will allow Charles to see as much of you as he can during his stay in town, I mean without interfering with more important business. You will, I flatter myself, not omit giving him your opinion and advice on any subject on which it strikes vou he reauires it. . . . You will not find him well informed^ like Mahon; but he has the noblest mind in the world, and what is seldom united, the highest spirit, with the reflection of a man twice his age. '' I shall be in town about the end of next month. Remember, should you visit your mother at Bath, I 33 shall take it quite ill if you do not come to see me here, and visit the shades once frequented by my illustrious Grandfather." Lady Hester to Mr, T, /. Jackson "Burton Pynsent, ^^May27ih^ 1802. " I am anxious to talk to you of the dear boys, and tell you of my growing passion for the Navy, and of the happiness I have lately experienced in seeing the little sailor. I am determined to think that this pro- fession requires a man to be handsome, elegant, and agreeable ; to have genius, as well as understanding. Otherwise, I should regret that those qualities are likely not to bear their true value, in that sort of life this darling little fellow is about to lead. If I were to be mast-headed this moment, I could not tell which of the three I feel the most interest in ; but certainly the future Admiral is the only one calculated to interest a stranger. The attentions several Captains have shown him, without knowing who he is, suffi- ciently prove this. The first long voyage he takes, he will bear his own name, which he has not hitherto done, neither do any part of the family. . . . Charlie's concerns I take for granted you are well acquainted with from himself. I long to hear your opinion of him ; I know it will be a candid one, therefore will have the greater weight. He has really, I think, one of the most honourable of characters, but not the parts of either of his brothers. With his strong affections, and determined spirit, brilliancy perhaps (all things considered), he is as well without. The very humble idea he has of himself, and the situation of his family, so much affecting his mind, and indeed often extremely oppressing his spirits, makes me always anxious to a degree to encourage him, and 4 34 PRINCE WILLIAM ' [ch. i not suffer him either to feel his misfortunes, or the contrast which might be drawn between him and his younger brother. One thing about him disturbs me a good deal, he could write hardly legibly when he came from Chevening ; but now his hand is tolerable, yet he cannot spell three words. I know a Member of the House of Commons who has very fine abilities, but whose education was much neglected early in life, and who writes at this moment most abominably. A friend of his has often told me that having tried in vain to improve himself, he had now given up the point, and seldom or ever wrote but to those whose indulgence he could rely on. Now should this in future be Charles's case, it would be a shocking thing, and particularly as he will be, as early as possible, made an Aide-de-camp. Do pray give him a little advice on the subject; and put him in the best way of improving himself; and persuade him that con- fessing his ignorance at a time when it may be accounted for, is better than hereafter remaining a dunce. To be sure I need not talk in this way, because three out of the six have the same fault, more or less ; but still it does not prevent my seeing the con- sequence it is to a man in particular to write well." ^ Lady Hester to Mr. T. J. Jackson " Burton Pynsent, ''''June I2,th (1802). ** And pray who gave you leave to suppose Prince WiUiam ^ was not admired by me ? Ask Ebrington and Hamilton if your ideas are just? Let me then inform you, I think your friend a very amiable young man, remarkably well-intentioned, acting like a sen- sible man, though in appearance not a brilliant one : ' Charles certainly profited by these admonitions, for all the letters of his that I have seen are well written, and perfectly well spelt. » Afterwards William IV., "the Sailor King." 35 and I do flatter myself, had your most excellent plan been put in execution, he would have taken a little care of the dear midshipman, not even so much on your account, as for the sake of a cause v^hich he used formerly to profess himself interested in. Now you see I can be saucy when you displease me by forming a premature judgment upon my opinions. However, I ought to feel flattered with the knowledge of their agreeing in one respect; your thinking Dalton a proper man to take care of my little fellow, proves you must think not ill of wild men, and that you cannot be astonished at my thinking so well of Jack,^ who, with Dalton, thinks it, I suppose, praiseworthy to break all hearts which come in his way. Let me think what I may of Dalton, it would even require more courage than that which I am possessed of, to dare to give my opinion were it an unfavourable one, because it is high treason in Kent not to be actually smitten with your friend. However, of treason I may be acquitted, and only found guilty of sedition, for venturing at one period of my life to like a then constant companion of Dalton's better than himself; but most probably his vanity never led him to make this discovery, and therefore I shall be able to get rid of any indictment upon this head, which it may please my countrywomen to bring against me. Now I have waged war a little against you, I must come to something like business. ... I certainly (from my friends being detained by their business in Cheshire) shall not be able to reach town till the very end of July. Should you be hurried away, if you do not visit me here, I shall not see you at all^ and that will be inexpressibly provoking ; in short, a thing that must not be ; for I have a million of things to say about 1 Her cousin, Captain Murray, R.N. 36 TOUR ON THE CONTINENT [ch. i Mahon, because Mr. Pitt did hint at sending him to whatever Court you went to, to finish his education ; and I want to talk about all this, and many other things. ** Lady Chatham desires me to say, that if you can excuse indisposition preventing her receiving you her- self, she shall be very happy to invite you to Burton if you can come. . . . Dear Grandmama's health having undergone so great a change since I arrived in the winter, has been at times the source not only of un- easiness, but of melancholy reflection, as when I once part with her, I have little chance of ever seeing her again. You will see her^ only I cannot promise you much of her society. ... I have made a fine hurried scribble of this, for when returning home from walk- ing, I met with a protege of Grandmama's, who is just made a Post Captain, and he kept me so long talking about Pompey's Pillar (which he has brought me a piece of), and his last voyage, and future plans, that I have hardly any time before me to write. . . . Whatever spell keeps you at Bath will, I trust, be broken by the incantations of the little Witches which seal this letter." In the following September Lady Hester left England with Mr. and Mrs. Egerton. The parting from old Lady Chatham must have been very trying. ** Grand- mama will hardly let me out of her sight," she says in one of her letters, ** now that she is to lose me so soon " ; and both must have felt how uncertain it was they should ever meet again. In those days, too, a tour on the Continent was somewhat of a formidable, if not a venturesome, undertaking, and the amount of preparation it entailed would strike a modern traveller dumb. Now, whatever quarter of the globe he may wish to visit, he has only to ^*take his tickets," pack up, and go. Then, home affairs had to be settled and provided for during an absence of many months, " the handsomest and most commodious travelling carriage that Leader ever built" ordered, servants engaged, advice taken as to the safest routes, and lamentable 37 tales of robberies ("but for these," says Lady Hester, " I care nothing ") listened to. Thus it was that eleven months had elapsed before Mr. Egerton's project could be carried into execution. Before joining her travelling companions at Dover, Lady Hester paid a visit to Mr. Pitt at Walmer Castle. She found him seriously ill ^ : Lady Hester to Mr, T, J, Jackson ^*^ September 2\st^ 1802, "Even the illness of my dear uncle has not made me quite forget the request you made me; but the first thing I must say is that, thank God ! he is quite recovered, and if he was to be ill, perhaps my having the opportunity of showing him I have talents as a nurse is better than his having had to nurse himself. ** I am enchanted with everything here. I have never seen the face of a woman till to-day. Charm- ing! — nothing but pleasant men. But I leave them all on Thursday. **Now for the print. Edridge, who lives in some street leading out of Cavendish Square, has just made a new drawing of Mr. Pitt ; they say very like.^ My favourite is from a picture by Gainsborough, and can be had if you give the commission to somebody who understands the thing. " I am to meet Mahon in three weeks, and he is to travel some time with me and return by sea." Lady Hester to Mr, T, J. Jackson " Turin, *' October 2^tk, 1802. **As far as I can judge, Mahon appears to have made great progress in every branch of learning, and to be remarkably well versed in the politics of Europe. ^ " The alarming symptoms, it is true, did not last very long," writes his physician ; " but minutes in such a situation I found long hours. The day is our own now and the last battle proves that the main- springs are good." ' My father always maintained it was the best likeness he had ever seen. 38 MEETS LORD MAHON [ch. i He has the same good heart as ever, but, visibly, has been flattered about his abilities, and converses not pleasantly — too much like a Frenchman out of humour. An immense quiz in his dress ; but that I have already reformed in part. He speaks likewise in his usual hurried manner, which he most positively must get the better of; indeed, I have no doubt he will, if he only takes pains, as he can speak extremely well when he likes. This is one of the things 7nost likely to annoy Mr. Pitt, and therefore you may imagine how he is teazed about it. Here I am, therefore, in quite a different character from that which I have lately sported. I am for the present grown quite steady again ; my head was turning very fast at Walmer, but now I am tutor again, and, as I have not much time to correct all the faults I wish done away with ere my pupil returns to England, I must dedicate myself completely to his service for some weeks to come. . . . You, perhaps, are sufficiently acquainted with my sentiments upon other subjects also to make it unnecessary for me to communicate my ideas upon what I have witnessed in my travels thus far. The crossing Mont Cenis then is the only part I will touch upon. I chose my own mule and muleteer, and left the rest of the party to their frights and fears. The day was divine, and I enjoyed it much ; a regiment of horse crossed the mountain that day, which enlivened the scene very considerably. I rode the whole way, and my mule never made a false step. We arrived here two days ago. The town I admire extremely, but the inn is abominable, and so dark, that it is quite like a prison. ... No English here but Lord Cowper, who is going to Florence. . . . Mahon and his great black poodle are making such a noise, it is in vain to attempt to write commonsense.** 39 Lady Hester to Lord Haddington " Turin, " October 2ythy 1802. " You will not, I trust, take it ill that I left England without congratulating you and dear Lady Hadding- ton on your son's approaching marriage.^ Being at Walmer during Mr. Pitt's illness so completely em- ployed my thoughts, that I neglected writing many letters I otherwise ought to have written. I have remained in perfect ignorance of every transaction both in public and in private life since I left England ; therefore the marriage I here allude to may very probably have taken place. If so, pray transfer to the bridegroom Mahon's and my congratulations and good wishes. This dear boy joined us at Lyons. He has left Germany for good, and proceeds with me to Italy, where he will embark for Gibraltar to see dear Charles, and then return to England, to see what he can make of his affairs. I suppose you know our guardian angel has appointed him Lieut.-Governor of Dover Castle, which is a very pleasant thing, consider- ing who is his neighbour." Lady Hester to Mr, T, J. Jackson " Naples, ^''December i6tk^ 1802. " I do not know if the hurried letter I wrote you upon the road ever reached you. I sent it to Eng- land, because I thought you great men are so fond of delays, that in all probability it would find you there, always going, and never gone. By this time you must have entered on the duties of your station, and I trust the ladies at Berlin have the same reason to praise you as I have Drummond. * To Lady Maria Parker, daughter of the Earl of Macclesfield* 40 SOCIETY IN NAPLES [ch. i "We are now the greatest friends in the world, and a most agreeable man he is when one is once thoroughly acquainted with him. I know how to treat all this learning, which I take in turns to quiz and admire. Some days I have no mercy upon him— his books, his dress, his whims, &c.— at other times I am all attention and unfeigned admiration of dif- ferent works he has not published. The death of Scipio, an unfinished tragedy, speaks the finest senti- ments, and such as I wish all our rising young men felt in their full force. ... I lament to a degree his studying from morning till night, as he will kill him- self, I fear. However, every moment not dedicated to study, my company is hailed with apparent satisfac- tion; he walks with me every day, takes me out in his carriage, goes to the same parties in the evening ; or if at home I go there, which I like of all things in the world, for if Mrs. E. has a headache, it has often happened for me to have found myself the only woman of the party. Some play at cards, a serious sort of whist; but out of the great number of Milords Anglais, there are plenty of them to talk to ; but the real fact is, that I find myself stand so well with D., Mr. A'Court, and the amiable little secretary of the former, that I rather prefer this party to any of the other men. Lord Brooke is vastly handsome, and vastly the man of fashion, to be sure. Lord Grantham is, they say, very sensible, and is not unpleasing. Sir Charles Douglas is very fond of fun, is good-natured to a degree, but not so well in point of beauty as he seems to think himself Lord Montague I cannot abuse, even if I wished it ; he is so good a soul, and so devoid of pretension. Here, then, are the most distinguished of our beatix^ though Mr. Algernon Percy would fain come forward at the head of the 41 list ; but I shall put him in the background, as he is no favourite of mine. Mr. Hope, Thomas Hope, I think needs no description. Now for our gaieties: Monday, Lady Neale gives a ball; Tuesday, our Excellency, for the first time since he came here ; Wednesday, a Russian countess ; Thursday, Mr. Hope, another ball; and our young men, something either Friday or Saturday. After what I have said of balls, you must take it for granted that I am not unhappy here ; but I believe you know me well enough to be aware it requires a little more than unmeaning dis- sipation to make a place pleasant to me. In this, then, consists the merit of the place; there is dissipation enough to please me (though they call it dull) ; there are sensible men to converse with, and handsome ones for an escort. I feel perfectly at home, and satisfied I cannot do wrong, because Drummond is too much interested in my welfare not to give me a fine lecture if I did. So I go laughing and talking on, and am very happy and very comfortable in every respect, only dying to hear from England. It is now seven weeks since any courier has arrived here ; but Drummond expects one shortly, and then I hope to get some letters, as they were all to come that way. . . . Mahon left me at Florence on the i6th of Novem- ber (I think it was) to embark at Leghorn in the Greyhound, . . . Here the handsome Mylords inter- rupted me on Sunday, and Drummond has since sent me a letter, enclosed to him, from Mahon. The Grey- hound cannot put to sea, the winds are so contrary ; therefore, after having waited eleven days at Leghorn, he determined to return home by land. His letter, dated the 7th of December (his birthday, you know), is a remarkably kind one, in which he begs me to give him my opinion of his conduct without reserve, and 42 RELATIONS WITH HER BROTHERS [ch. i send him every instruction I may think necessary. I am pleased with this, as it proves to me he is rather changed since we parted, for he then thought no person's judgment equal to his own ; in short, to say the truth, his conduct disgusted me extremely, and I am quite happy to discover that the society of a few English at Leghorn has taught him he is not the prodigy he thought he was. But all this, like every other fault I may see either in his brothers or him- self, I can but too easily pardon ; and if I am severe towards them, it is only from a wish to see them all perfection. . . . Mr. Egerton has been very unlucky with his carriage, the cranes have broken twice ; but such roads I think nobody yet travelled. ... 1 must not finish after all without saying anything half so delightful as the views, the country, and the climate, no person who has always lived in England can have an idea of." From these letters it is clear that the once ** incom- parable Mahon " was rapidly declining in her good graces. Her love for her brothers was so essentially maternal in its character, that it never struck her as absurd for a young woman of twenty-six to act as *' tutor " to a youth only a few years her junior. Hers was the tyranny of affection, that admitted of no independence of action or opinion, and tolerated no judgment other than her own. She could not under- stand that my father, who was then nearly of age, and of whose '* shining abilities " she speaks in the same letter, should claim a right to differ from her. Lady Hester to Mr. T, /. Jackson " TONNINGEN, ''''July ijth, 1803. '* My packet from Venice (which I hope reached you safe),^ spoke of my adventures in Italy, and we have had nothing else since we left that place. Any reason- * This letter is lost. f • 43 able set of beings who had determined to go home through Germany would have chosen to take the route through ,the places best worth seeing, more especially Vienna and Berlin. Mr. and Mrs. Egerton's object was Stuttgard, though neither of them were personally recollected by the Electress. This silly plan I did not, however, oppose, as I knew what reception I was likely to meet with there. Nothing could be more kind than the Electress was to me. The terms in which she spoke of several branches of my family could not fail of pleasing me, and I am sure will flatter them much when repeated, particularly dear Harriet" (Eliot), "whose mother was the Electress' dearest friend, and with whom she used to converse about me when I was quite a child, which name I still keep with her, as she called me nothing else but * my dear child.' . . . The Elector took himself off from Louisburg on pretence of business ; but the fact is he does not like the English. The civilities we received from Count Jenesson, his first chamberlain, were great. I like him extremely, and find it was his sister who married William Spencer, whom I have so often met at Dartford Lodge and Belvedere. The Countess is also a sweet woman, and daughter to Lady D. Beauclerk, whose son married my friend Mimi Ogilvie. So I felt quite at home amongst them, and was constantly at their house during the time we remained at Stuttgard. I found it very pleasant, as all the foreign Ministers came there without form every evening, amongst which was the Russian Minister at Erlang, who was all devotion to me — an immense good sort of flustering quiz, for he was determined if possible to make them go to Berlin, as he perceived I wished it, though I did not choose to ask them, for had they made out their route that way it would 44 BARON DEDEM [ch. i have been changed by next day. So I preferred leaving it to chance. But I own I felt extremely out of humour, when less than a hundred miles from a place so famed for its gaiety as well as for its military^ and to be so stupid as not to see it. You see I put jv^w and a perfect poodle out of the question, which 1 have been dying to get all through Germany, in order to present to Mr. Pitt, and have never yet succeeded. . , . After the poodle I must talk of that monkey the Baron, the Citizen Dedem, Minister at Stuttgard from the Batavian Republic. Such a conceited creature I have seldom seen ; but he is clever and amusing to a degree. He has been half over the world, and lived many years in Turkey. His drawings of everything interesting in Greece are quite charming, and his knowledge for so young a man I should imagine great. He was taken prisoner in Holland, travelled in Egypt, and has lived a good deal in Italy. He had offered Mr. Egerton to write for a passport for us to go through Holland ; this he accepted, but I told him (even after the letter was written and sent) I would not rely upon any passport of the kind ; I knew they would take us prisoners ; that poor Lord Elgin and their fine promises were but too present to my recollection; and through Holland I would not go. He was very angry, and told me for my want of faith he should take care I was taken prisoner somewhere else. I told him I hoped I should see him prisoner first, as he was just the sort of creature to attempt to land in England, and I should see he did not escape so easily as in Holland. . . . The Electress strongly advised us to go to Berlin, to take your advice where to embark, and not go too near the French. As a punishment we had a fine fright at Lubeck. Some French officers arrived, they had troops only fifteen 45 miles off, and they were expected shortly to march into that town ; so away we went, travelling all night, to Entin, I the only one not alarmed. I amused myself in the Duke's gardens, and Mrs. Egerton locked herself up in her room. At last, here we are, at the most abominable of places, starved and eaten up with gnats ; these and some other beings of the same description are the only ones that have ever filled me with fear during my stay upon the Continent. ** We have had two or three bad overturns ; one of the servants who was upon the dicky is sadly hurt, and a dog in the carriage killed. This, I think, is enough to teach one how much we are under the care of Providence, when we consider that we all escaped unhurt, and ought to strike reproach to the heart of those who spend their days in murmuring and in useless lamentations about little inconveniences not to be avoided. I always thought happiness chiefly rested in the mind, and since I left England I am more than ever convinced of this truth. I like travel- Hng of all things ; it is a constant change of ideas. . . . You would laugh at the collection of strange things I have scraped together; and as luck would have it, all those I got in Italy I sent home in a frigate, and those I got in Germany, a very clever fellow (formerly a mate) took safe off with the last mail, while the rest of the party have large stomachs of Roman pearl, trousers lined with amber, and heads twice as big as their natural ones. " We sail to-morrow with nearly thirty passengers, amongst whom is Col. Bosville, Home Tooke's friend, who is sufficiently disgusted with the consequences of democracy. ... I know no news from England, but report says here we are shortly to be driven from this place by the Danes ; certain it is they have marched 46 THE DANISH ARMY - [ch, i in 400 men two days ago. Such a miserable set I never beheld! They are building a wooden guard- house with all possible expedition. . . . This is a moment when I am sure talents are no less wanted than energy, and we seem to be deficient in both ; we talk a great deal and do nothing. Poor Hanover ! had we parted with it for something it would have been all very well. A great deal rests with you at this moment, so we ought not to despair, as I do not expect you will fall asleep, which must have been the case with some people. At all events, I think few instructions from England will reach you unless you wait for their making the tour of Europe before they arrive. You must then act completely for yourself, which is perhaps a consolation to those at least who respect your talents." CHAPTER II Return Home — Walmer Castle — York Place — Sir William Napier — Montagu Square — Builth — Glen Irfon 1803— 1810 Lady Hester, on landing in England, found herself without a home. Her kind grandmother had died in April, and Burton Pynsent had passed to her elder uncle, Lord Chatham, who had taken charge of his other niece, the orphaned Harriet Eliot. All her hope, therefore, was in Mr. Pitt. My father once told me, that some time before, when talking of his sister to Mr. Pitt, he had asked him, ** What is to become of Hester when Lady Chatham dies?" and, after a pause, Mr. Pitt replied, " Under no circumstances could I offer her a home in my own house." The plan thus suggested was distinctly distasteful to him. It implied the breaking up of all his habits, and a total change in his mode of life, with the disturbing presence of a vivacious and impetuous niece, of whom till then he had seen very little. Yet, when the emergency arose, he never for a moment hesitated. She was his dead sister's child — his favourite sister's child — and she must want for nothing that it was in his power to give. His door was at once opened to her, and " he welcomed her to his house as her permanent abode. Henceforth she sat at the head of his table, and assisted him in doing the honours to his guests." It was an act of pure kindness,^ and it met with its due reward, for " he came to regard her with almost a father's affection, and she, on her part, quickly formed ^ " How amiable it is of Pitt to take compassion on poor Lady Hester Stanhope, and that in a way which must break in on his habits of Hfe. He is as good as he is gresLtJ'—Lord Mulgrave^s Letters. 47 48 LIFE WITH WILLIAM PITT [ch. ii for him a strong and devoted attachment, which she extended to his memory as long as her own life endured. " In her latter years Lady Hester Stanhope has been frequently described. Travellers in Palestine all sought to visit the recluse of Mount Lebanon. Many failed in gaining access to the * castled crag * where she dwelt alone, and have indulged their spleen in bitter comments on one whom they never saw. Others who succeeded have portrayed and perhaps, as I may deem, exaggerated the violence of her temper and the eccentricity of her opinions. But not such was the Hester Stanhope who, at the age of twenty- seven, became the inmate of her uncle's house. With considerable personal attractions, the Lady Hester of 1803 combined a lively flow of conversation, and an inborn quickness of discernment. Her wit was certainly even then far too satirical, and too little under control. She made even then many enemies, but she also made many friends. Mr. Pitt was on some occasions much discomposed by her sprightly sallies, which did not always spare his own Cabinet colleagues. But on the whole her young presence proved to be, as it were, a light in his dwelling. It gave it that charm which only a female presence can give. It tended, I believe, far more than his return to power, to cheer and brighten his few — too few- remaining years."— Z,//^ of Pitt, by Earl Stanhope. These few last years were the happiest and brightest of Lady Hester's life. To them she was ever after recurring with fond and undying regret. Old, neg- lected, and harassed with debts and difficulties, she loved to live over again the time when she was prosperous, courted, and honoured as the adopted daughter of the Prime Minister, and the world went 49 well with her. Above all, she clung to the remem- brance of his kindness and affection with thepassionate devotion with which she repaid them. *' Dear soul! I know she loves me," he had said on his death-bed ; and no truer words were ever spoken. She treasured up every word and look that recalled those golden days, to warm her heart in her loveless, solitary, forsaken old age. His memory was sacred to her, and her wrath at any real or fancied indignity blazed up chiefly on account of the slight suffered by ** Pitt's niece." It was her one title of honour. She re- membered how actively she had played her part in the political world ; how she had been sought and consulted as the best means of gaining Mr. Pitt's ear; how, to use Canning's words, she *' stood instead of preface and apology" in confidential communica- tions with him, and had been employed to break the news of his junction with Addington to the colleague who so bitterly resented it. She had enjoyed her full share of homage and success, nor were they altogether due to her position ; she ruled by the force of her will no less than by her gaiety and wit — the flow of spirits and brilliant sallies that brighten and charm society. She made no secret of her likes and dislikes, and was emphatic and impetuous in both ; indeed, she gloried in her impetuosity, as a trait of resemblance between her and the great Lord Chatham. There are many descriptions of Lady Hester in after life, when she was an old woman, but none — that I know of— that gives an accurate idea of what she appeared in these halcyon days. Strange to say, the only writer who praises her beauty is Lord Hard- wicke, who first saw her when she was fifty years of age.^ No authentic portrait of her exists, for she declared she never would consent to have one taken. She herself tells us that she never was good-looking ; the school-boy Thomas Price (see p. 85) says ** she was neither beautiful nor handsome in any degree," and Sir William Napier (see p. 61) agrees that '*she was not certainly beautiful." But— and on this point ^ I used to question Lord Hardwicke about this unknown aunt of mine, in whom I was much interested ; and once, in my youthful vanity, I asked, " Am I at all like Lady Hester ? " " You ? " he cried, in great indignation. ** Why. you are not fit to hold a candle to her." (The authoress was renowned for her beauty in her earlier years.) . 5 so DESCRIPTION OF LADY HESTER [cH. n there is but one opinion— she was eminently attractive. She was ** A daughter of the gods, divinely tall," with a very fine figure, and the air and gait of a queen ; she had a skin of dazzling fairness, bright eyes— blue in reality, though often described as black, as they darkened and flashed in the excitement of the moment — and a wonderful play of expression. Her face, brilliant with animation and intelligence, reflected each varying mood as it came, lighting up at every passing fancy, every sprightly sally, every indignant outburst, every delightful joke. No one, I suppose, more thoroughly enjoyed a joke. She had by nature the highest possible spirits, a good gift that never altogether deserted her to the very end ; an intense love of fun and frolic ; and a mischievous delight in mystifying and making sport of others, which, I think, she also always retained. She is said to have been an excellent mimic, an accomplishment that probably cost her dear, but made her a most entertaining companion. This gaiety and light-heartedness were to stand her in good stead during the troubled years to come. But the sorrows of the future are, by the infinite mercy of God, a sealed book to mortal eyes, and the present was all happiness and prosperity. Lady Hester, in her new position, felt herself the most fortunate of women, and was all gratitude and delight. She had attained the summit of her ambition, for she was now where she had always wished and hardly hoped to be. Lady Hester to Lord Haddington '^ Walmer Castle, ''^November 15M, 1803. " I will follow your example, and make no excuses for not being a regular correspondent, but I cannot omit saying how much pleasure your letter gave me, and how happy I felt at being able to return your congratulations upon my being here. To tell you the kindness with which Mr. Pitt conducts himself towards me would be a difficult task. . . . Mahon has SI taken a house near Dover, and is to be married next week, I like Catherine Smith ^ extremely. He could not have made, I believe, a better choice. Lady Carrington I admire particularly ; she is a sweet, amiable, sensible, and domestic woman ; he an ex- cellent, friendly man. Upon the whole, all things considered, the connection is a desirable one. . . . After the history of the family, I must tell you a little news of the French. We took one of their gunboats the other day, and as soon as she came in Mr. Pitt, Charles, Lord Camden, and myself took a Deal boat and rowed alongside of her. She had two large guns on board, thirty soldiers, and four sailors. She is about 30 feet long, and only draws about 4 feet of water; an ill-contrived thing, and so little above the water that, had she as many men on board as she could really carry, a moderate storm would wash them overboard. Having seen enough of their rascally regiments, I certainly pronounce these picked men. They were well clothed and provided with everything — an immense cask of brandy, and a certain quantity of provisions. They appeared neither low nor morti- fied at being stared at or talked to, nor did they sham spirits. They simply said they should soon be re- taken, for it would all be over in less than two months, and seemed perfectly at their ease; and. Frenchman-like, some of them were dressing their hair, and many attending in some way or other to the decoration of their persons, by pulling up a pro- digious black stock over their chin, or giving a knowing air to a very large cocked hat, with a horrible national cockade in it, which badge of rascality constantly occasions a thousand reflections, not of the most pleasant nature. Some people say ^ Catherine Lucy, fourth daughter of Robert, first Lord Carrington. 52 FEARS OF INVASION [ch. n they will never attempt to come here. I differ from them, be they who they may. I have seen the almost impassable mountains they have marched their armies over, which no person would have been rash enough to have proposed, much less succeeded in. That they will attempt anything, I believe ; and should only a very few reach our coast, the mischief they may do is not to be calculated, with such wavering fools to dictate the conduct of those who are to repulse them. . . . Mr. Pitt's ist battahon of his newly-raised regiment was reviewed the other day by Gen. Dundas, who expressed himself equally surprised and pleased by the state of discipline he found them in. Lord and Lady Chatham have been staying here lately. I have been to all the reviews, &c., and certainly Lord C. never looked so well in his life as at this moment, nor did anybody ever contrive to appear as much of a prince as he does — his led horses, his carriages, his dress, his star and garter, all of which he shows off in his quiet way with wonderful effect. I like all this sort of thing ; and I admire my uncle most particularly when surrounded with a tribe of military attendants. But what is all this pageantry compared with the unaffected simplicity of real greatness ! and how, indeed, does the former shrink before the latter, even in the estimation of its greatest admirers ! " Lady Hester to Mr. T. /. Jackson " Walmer Castle, ' ' November 1 9//^, 1 802 . " To express the kindness with which Mr. Pitt welcomed my return, and proposed my living with him would be impossible, one would really suppose that all obligation was on his side. Here, then, am I, happy to a degree ; exactly in the sort of society I 53 most like. There are generally three or four men staying in the house, and we dine eight or ten almost every other day. Military and naval characters are constantly welcome here ; women are not, I suppose^ because they do not form any part of our society. You may guess, then, what a pretty fuss they make with me. "The whole of the Carrington family are still at Deal Castle. Her Ladyship I like extremely ... a pleasanter neighbour I should not wish for. The girls are all vastly well in their way : Charlotte,^ the 3rd (your likeness), and Catherine, the 4th (Mahon's love), are, I think, the best of them ; the former, perhaps, altogether the most to be admired, though I would not change her to be my sister, as the latter is exactly made on purpose for Mahon. She knows what is right, nor is she the least likely ever to encourage what is otherwise; she is admirably well disposed, lively to a degree, and a great deal of temper. . . , They can make Lord Stanhope decide upon nothing,^ so very shortly they are to be married upon articles, as it would be a very awkward thing for Mr. Pitt's regiment to be called out, Mahon obliged to join, and still unmarried. He has taken a pretty, small house near Dover, till the Castle is put into proper repair, and no longer made a garrison of. Lady Stanhope is allowed to see Mahon, and you will be surprised " (! !) ** to hear has so completely got hold of him, that I believe few persons have more influence with him. ... I am far from satisfied *with him in any one respect. . . . We will hope experience will teach him how inconsistent, how reprehensible is the misconduct he now pursues, that of setting him- * The second wife of Alan, Lord Gardner. ' His final decision was to give nothing at all. 54 PITT AS A DRILL SERGEANT [ch. ii self up as a prodigy, and despising everybody's opinion but his own, and remaining indolent to a degree at a moment when every free-born Englishman should exert himself in the defence of his country. Mr. Pitt absolutely goes through the fatigue of a drill-sergeant. It is parade after parade, at fifteen or twenty miles distant from each other. I often attend him, and it is quite as much (I can assure you) as I am equal to, although I am remarkably well just now. The hard riding I do not mind, but to remain almost still so many hours on horseback is an incomprehen- sible bore, and requires more patience than you can easily imagine. However, I suppose few regiments for the time were ever so forward, therefore the trouble is nothing. If Mr. Pitt does not overdo it and injure his health every other consideration becomes trifling. You know me too well not to be aware of the anxiety I am under upon this account ; and the extreme care I take, or rather endeavour to take, of this blessing (so essential to him in pursuing his active line of conduct, therefore invaluable to his country), is rewarded by his minding me more than any other person, and allowing me to speak to him upon the subject of his health, which is always an unpleasant one, and one he particularly dislikes. There is no use in flattering a man who is not ill from fancy and makes but too light of his complaints, therefore I pursue quite a different plan ; and I am happy to be able to tell you, sincerely, I see nothing at all alarming about him. He had a cough when I first came to England, but it has nearly or quite left him. He is thin but certainly strong, and his spirits are excellent. His kindness to Charles has been equal to that he showed to Mahon. Ever since he returned from Gibraltar he has had him here, doing everything 55 most to his advantage, and treating him more like his son than a distant relation. Charles is a great favourite of his. His modesty in regard to his own talents, and his earnest wish to do everything that is right, endear him extremely to Mr. Pitt. He is promoted in the S7th Regiment, now at Ashford, and is likely to be among the first called into action should the French land. Mr. Pitt is determined to remain acting Colonel when his regiment is called into the field. Some persons blame this determination, but I do not. He has always hitherto acted up to his character. Why should he then in this instance prove deficient ? I should not be the least surprised any night to hear of the French attempting to land. Indeed, I expect it. But I feel equally certain that those who do succeed will neither proceed nor re- turn. . . . " The Egertons are in Cheshire, expiring of the approaching honour of Prince William's going there for a few days. They have made acquaintance with him at Liverpool, where they went on purpose to accomplish this point. Dalton is at Shorncliffe Camp, near Hythe. ... I wish much to see him to talk of Berlin. I shall not leave posterity to quiz me upon the subject of not seeing those places so much talked of and worth observation, but cheat it by seeing them all some day or other. My spirit could not dwell in peace with such a reproach attached to my memory, and still less when reflection taught it what were the only obstacles to my curiosity being gratified — a fool and a fidget. Well, but I am so happy now that I am determined not to think of it. . . . " 1 think I have a right to expect a long letter for this volume. When the invasion takes place you shall have another." 56 MR. PITTS REGIMENT [ch. u Lady Hester to Mr. T. J. Jackson " Walmer Castle, ''^January \^th^ 1804. **I lose no time in answering your letter, and thanking you for believing your neglect in not an- nouncing your marriage would make me angry. Had I taken it in that light I own it would ; but I believed you better employed. Let all those marry, my dear friend, who believe it for their happiness, and I trust you will find it to yours. As to your choice of a wife, you have lived enough in the world, and with all sorts of women, to know what is likely to suit you best. It appears to me that a foreigner is much better calculated for an Ambassador's wife than English women are in general, as they but too often suppose that when they leave their country, even with a man they profess to love, that this sacrifice alone is sufficient to make his happiness and neglect other means of ensuring his comfort, or rendering him as popular as he otherwise would have been, without a wife. Foreign women likewise present themselves so much better, and what etiquette requires is often no trouble to them, when to an Englishwoman it is quite a task. . . . '* We are in almost daily expectation of the coming of the French, and Mr. Pitt's regiment is now nearly perfect enough to receive them. We have the famous iSth Light Dragoons in our barracks; also the Northampton and Berkshire Militia. The first and last of these I command, and have an orderly dragoon whenever I please from the former, and the band of the latter. " I never saw any Militia Regiment so well officered, or composed of such pleasant men as the Berks. A Northamptonshire sqtiire is not pleasant in his own 57 country, and does not improve by transplanting ; but the regiment is a fine body of men. I am at this moment alone here with my little brother James, who has left the Navy for the Army. He is too clever for a sailor— too refined, I mean. I do not regret the change, as higher powers approve it. He is now in the Guards, and is to join, I believe, soon. The time will be decided when Mr. Pitt returns ; I expect him in a few days. He was perfectly well when he left me. His most intimate friends say they do not remember him so well since the year ninety- seven. Nothing can please me better than the pleasant footing I am upon with all those most attached to him, and the satisfaction it appears to give him when they show me civility. It is impossible to say how amiably he always takes every attention shown to my brothers, and how anxious he is for their advance- ment in life. Nothing can succeed better than the two youngest. Charles is a great favourite of General Moore's, and indeed he deserves it, for he is a most excellent fellow. . . . Mahon is very idle about his duty as a soldier ; it vexes me extremely. James is much more known at Dover Castle than he is, and understands the works infinitely better, as he has often the office of escorting officers from here. It is most fortunate for Mahon the ist battalion is so well officered, as it nearly puts him out of the question, a circumstance so mortifying that I should shoot myself were I in his situation ; but I trust experience will improve him. Lady Mahon is a vastly kind good little soul; the more I see of her, the more I like her. ... Do not detain Lord Aberdeen too long, as we want him here. Delightful Alex Hope has been staying with us, and we talked often of Lord A. Alex Hope is too perfect a creature, I cannot find one 58 FRENCH GUNBOATS [ch. ii fault in his character, but that of being too good. Such perfection is awful \ "Gordon in the isth and I are great friends. Old Fergusson introduced and strongly recommended him to me. I have seen a great deal of him, and think him a very fine young man. I am engaged to dance with him at a grand ball on the i8th, v^hen the officers of his regiment and of about six others will all be at my feet— very delightful ! . . . ^' I do not know^ Lord G. Cavendish, but Lady G. is cousin to dear Lady Katharine Forester (the only woman I ever thought perfection). I write to her often, and shall not fail to name your approbation of her relation. . . . " I cannot pretend to tell you what will become of me this winter, as it will all depend upon Mr. Pitt's plans, which you know circumstances must govern. Should the idea of invasion become less probable, and should the Dutch ports be frozen up, I am in some hope I shall persuade him to go to Bath, not because he is ill, but to prevent his being so ; it agreed so wonderfully with him last year. . . . *' Oh, such miserable things as the French gunboats ! We took a vessel the other day loaded with gin, to keep up their spirits, I suppose ; another with abomin- able bread and a vast quantity of peas and beans, which the soldiers eat. One of the boats had an extremely large chest of medicine, probably for half their flotilla. Their guns are ill mounted and cannot be used with the same advantage as ours, but are fine pieces of ordnance. Bonaparte was said to be at Boulogne a few days ago; the officers patrolled all night with the men, which was pleasant. I have my orders how to act in case of real alarm in Mr. Pitt's absence, and also a promise from him never to be 59 further from the army than a two hours' ride. This is all I wish. I should break my heart to be driven up the country like a sheep when everything I most love was in danger. In short, I would not^ and he knows that ; but always preferring to act kindly, instead of harshly, on all occasions, has never once yet attempted to thwart my inclinations.'* Lady Hester to Mr. 7. /. Jackson "York Place, ''March %th, 1804. *' I have been in town some weeks, and am as comfortable as possible. I live with Mr. Pitt's friends in the pleasantest way that can be. Lady Stafford, I think, is my leading female acquaintance, and per- haps the one I go out with most. It is uncertain how long we remain in town, and it is really a matter of indifference to me, as I cannot but be happy any- where in Mr. Pitt's society. I was at Blackheath last week; the Princess of Wales made a thousand enquiries after you, and said she knew Mrs. Jackson very well formerly. . . , Lord Camelford has been shot in duel, and there is no chance of his recovering. You know my opinion of him, I believe, therefore can judge if I am not likely to lament his untimely end. He had vices, but also great virtues, but they were not known to the world at large. ... I have not time to write a long letter, nor am I inclined as you did not write to me; but I must just tell you Mr. Pitt is well, and more popular than ever with all classes of people. ... I made acquaintance with Mr. Charles Ellis at Mr. Canning's, where I have lately been for some days. We had a very pleasant party. Nothing after all I like so much as a country house, with pleasant people," 6o SIR W. NAPIER'S MEMOIRS [ch. ii Lady Hester was at the zenith of her glory when, two months after this, Mr. Pitt again became Prime Minister. No one surely could have more keenly appreciated the power and position this gave her, and she fully and freely enjoyed both. Nevertheless, it is but fair to remember, that the advantages were not altogether on one side. Mr. Pitt grew extremely fond of her; she pleased and amused him, and her joyous and brilliant presence enlivened and brightened his home. Her high spirits were infectious. General Sir William Napier, in his Life (vol. i. p. 28), gives an account of a visit he paid Mr. Pitt at Putney, which shows the happy terms on which they lived : **In 1804, being then near nineteen, and having been a brother officer of Charles Stanhope, Mr. Pitt's nephew, I was through him invited to pass some time at Putney, in Mr. Pitt's house. Arriving rather late, the great man was at dinner when I entered the room ; he immediately rose, and giving me both hands, welcomed me with such a gentle good nature, that Fjnstantly felt — not at ease, for I was not at that time much troubled with what is called mauvaise honte^ but — that I had a friend before me, with whom I might instantly become famihar to any extent within the bounds of good breeding. Lady Hester Stanhope also treated me with the most winning kindness. All this produced a strange sensation, for I came deter- mined to hold fast by my patriotism though in presence of a wicked Minister, however polite or condescending he might be found. Brought up amidst Whigs, and used to hear Mr. Pitt abused with all the virulence of Whigs, I looked upon him as an enemy of all good government ; and my father, though not a Whig, had always condemned his war with France as an iniquitous and pernicious measure. Thus primed with fierce recollections and patriotic resolves, I endeavoured to sustain my mind's hatred against the 6i Minister, but in vain ; all feeings sunk, except those of surprise and gratification, at finding such a gentle, good-natured, agreeable and entertaining companion. I say companion deliberately, and with a right, as will be seen from what follows. Lady Hester, more- over, was very attractive ; so rapid and decided was her conversation, so full of humour and keen observa- tion, and withal so friendly and instructive, that it was quite impossible not to fall at once into her direction, and become her slave, whether for laughter or seriousness. She was not certainly beautiful, but her tall commanding figure, her large dark eyes, and variety of expression, changing as rapidly as her conversation, and equally vehement, kept the mind in continual admiration. She had not much respect for the political coadjutors of Mr. Pitt. Lord Castle- reagh she always called ' His monotonous Lordship,' and Lord Liverpool was a constant theme of ridicule. Thus, speaking of a design at that time entertained of conferring military decorations, she told me that it had been agreed to by Mr. Pitt, but was stopped by the meddling of Lord Liverpool, who insisted on being a co-partner wath her in choosing the colour and texture of the ribbons. That^ she said, she thought, as a young woman, she might have been allowed to settle ; but Lord Liverpool, being an old woman, was jealous, and sent her four thousand yards — she positively affirmed that — four thousand yards of diff^erent ribbons at the expense of the public, which he proposed to examine in conjunction with her for the purpose of fixing on the most suitable. She sent them back with her compliments, saying she declined the concert, and could see no use whatever for the ribbons, except to make braces for supporting his Lordship's culottes, which she had observed were 62 PITT'S HOME LIFE [ch. ii always weighed down by the heavy official papers in his pockets. This stopped all further progress in the plan for military decorations. *' Of Sir John Moore she always spoke with admira- tion, and said Mr. Pitt had a like admiration for him ; that he never received even a common note from him at Deal without showing it to his company and pointing out the grace and felicity of the expressions. "Mr. Pitt used to come home to dinner rather exhausted, and seemed to require wine, port, of which he generally drank a bottle, or nearly so, in a rapid succession of glasses ; but when he recovered his strength from this stimulant he ceased to drink. His conversation with us was always gay, good- natured, and humorous, telling all sorts of amusing stories ; some of them about the colonel of the Regiment, General , who was certainly a very comical character, of which two of Mr. Pitt's stories will give ample proof The first was that, in the midst of the fears of a French invasion, General sent an extraordinary express with a parcel supposed to contain important news, but which turned out to be the night-cap of a member of the Government, who had left it behind when on a visit to the General. The second was also an express story, being a despatch from , when he commanded on the south coast, telling Mr. Pitt that * two French ships were actually then landing troops in three places' *' Mr. Pitt liked practical fun, and used to riot in it with Lady Hester, Charles and James Stanhope, and myself ; and one instance is worth noticing. We were resolved to blacken his face with burnt cork, which he most strenuously resisted, but at the begin- ning of the fray a servant announced that Lords 63 Castlereagh and Liverpool desired to see him on business. * Let them wait in the other room/ was the answer; and the great Minister instantly turned to the battle, catching up a cushion and belabouring us with it in glorious fun. We were, however, too many and strong for him, and, after at least ten minutes' fight, got him down and were actually daubing his face, when, with a look of pretended confidence in his prowess, he said, ' Stop, this will do; I could easily beat you all, but we must not keep those grandees waiting any longer/ His defeat was, however, palpable, and we were obliged to get a towel and basin of water to wash him clean before he could receive the grandees. Being thus put in order, the basin was hid behind the sofa, and the two lords were ushered in. Then a new ohase of Mr. Pitt's manner appeared, to my great surprise and admiration. Lord Liverpool's look and manner are well known — melancholy, bending, nervous. Lord Castlereagh I had known from my childhood, had often been engaged with him in athletic sports, pitching the stone or bar, and looked upon him as what indeed he was, a model of quiet grace and strength combined. What was my surprise to see both him and Lord Liverpool bending like spaniels on approaching the man we had just been maltreating with such successful insolence of fun ! but instantly Mr. Pitt's change of manner and look entirely fixed my attention. His tall, ungainly, bony figure seemed to grow to the ceiling, his head was thrown back, his eyes fixed immovably in one position, as if reading the heavens, and totally regardless of the bending figures near him. For some time they spoke; he made now and then some short observation, and finally, with an abrupt stiff inclination of the body, 64 LADY HESTER'S FREEDOM OF SPEECH [ch. h but without casting his eyes down, dismissed them. Then, turning to us with a laugh, caught up his cushions and renewed our fight. *' Another phase of his countenance I had yet to learn, some time after my visit, which was twice renewed at Putney. I was walking across the parade- ground of the Horse Guards, where I saw Mr. Pitt talking to several gentlemen, evidently upon business which interested him. I caught his eye while some forty yards from him. He gave a smile and nod of recognition, and I was advancing to greet him ; instantly his countenance changed with a commanding fierceness of expression difficult to describe, but it emphatically spoke, even at that distance : * Pass on, this is no place for fooling,' was the meaning, and not to be mistaken." It is refreshing to see the stately and reserved Minister ** unbend his brow of pride " to romp like a schoolboy with Lady Hester and her brothers. No doubt, in society she often startled and annoyed him by her habit of saying pretty much everything that came into her head ; and one can hear his warning voice across the room: ^'Hester, Hester! what are you saying ? " But he could not help being amused, lor her wit was as spontaneous as her gaiety, and had far more fun in it than malice. There are two wa3''s of saying even unpleasant things, and she gave less offence than might have been supposed. Years afterwards, her cousin, Henry Wynn, writes to his mother (see p. 113): "I must, however, say that at the time when she is abusing everything which is most dear to me, she does it in a manner that it is impossible to be angry with her, and I believe that it proceeds more from a love of ridiculing than from the heart." She made his house extremely pleasant to those he liked, and considered it as her mission in life to " please Mr. Pitt." She watched over his health with the most anxious solicitude, and wrote long reports i8o3-i8io] WALMER CASTLE 65 of it to his physician, Sir W. Farguhar. She also wrote occasionally to his private Secretary. Here is one of her notes : Lady Hester to Mr. W, /?. Adams "Walmer Castle, ^^ Sunday ^ 1805. "To have seen the Doctor^ in a passion must have been charming ! So like a saline draught ! I suppose it is over by this time, as I never observed a draught hiss for more than a few minutes, I wish he may think proper to attack me in person, and I will sting him like a hornet. I will employ that delightful weapon — irony, which Mark Antony used with so much success against Brutus. The business, how- ever, I think, had better rest until I come to town and talk it over with Mr. Pitt ; indeed, after what he said, it must be so. "A thousand thanks for the mention of a beau nom grave dans mon cceur^^ which I hope will succeed in proportion to the unhappiness I have felt upon his account. "You see I refer to the last lines of your letter. I was frightened to a degree when the messenger arrived. I thought at first Mr. Pitt was ill, and when I saw his handwriting, that he was out of office, but was delighted to find it was only papers he wanted. I hope he found what he wanted ; but they are in great confusion. I wish you would ask him some day ^if he would like me to bring any more to town when I come, for at this moment perhaps it is difficult to say what are there he may want." There had been a long break in her correspondence with Mr. Jackson. In her last letter she had com- plained that she never heard from him now he was * No doubt Lord Sidmouth. ' An allusion to Lord Granville Leveson-Gower (see p. 68). 66 DESPONDENCY [ch. ii married ; and though on this occasion it was she who was in fault, eleven months had elapsed before she wrote again. This time her letter struck a discordant note. In the midst of all her social successes had come a sharp pang of disappointment, and she was despondent and discouraged. Lady Hester to Mr. T, J. Jackson "Walmer Castle, ^^ February yd^ 1805. " It is not my enviable situation (as the world calls it) to which I owe my head being turned and my neglecting my friends, but, alas! to one of your fraternity. For many months after I received your last kind letter I believe this was the case, and now my heart (however devoted it will always be to those who have served me) points, like the compass, to the North, Now perhaps you understand^ and also under- stand I am not happy; indeed, how can I be, when I have shown my taste more than my prudence in admiring an object which fills more hearts than one? You know me too well, I believe, to accuse me of being fond of idle confidences, and I esteem you too much to give you any false reason for an apparent neglect which even the cause will hardly justify to myself. " Last spring and part of this summer I bore in the great world much more than my value, for talents, looks, &c., everything was overrated, and although I was perfectly aware of it at the time, then^ I own, I enjoyed it; now, if I could command it, it would be indifferent to me. But my looks are gone (as they always do with the absence of health), and I have been recommended to come into the country to regain them ; and here I have been three weeks. To be near my sister-in-law was a good excuse to leave town ; they (Mahon and her) see I am not well or as gay as i8o3-i8io] WALMER CASTLE 67 usual, but do not understand why. As we have been quite in different society, Mahon and her Ladyship are as ignorant as you would have been had I not written what I have. Indeed, il n^est pas permis to write such stuff; but I have been too much in habits of confidence with you to recede from them without a cause. My sincerity will, I hope, procure me a pardon for apparent ingratitude, and not draw upon me the ridicule of a member of a corps 1 am now more attached to than ever. I think there is a sort of sympathy in my preference, as they all flock about me, and seldom a day passes in town but one or two constantly spend hours with me. ... I am, thank God, most fortunate in still continuing to please Mr. Pitt. I might (if it did not sound vain) say more than ever, if I may judge by his kindness, which, if possible, augments. In short, nothing can go on better than we do — so considerate, so indulgent, is his conduct towards me. Mahon lives en philosophe (near here) with his wife ; he does well in his way, but will, I plainly see, never do for public life. A little philoso- pher^ arrived the other day. Charles turns out admirably, and is still with General Moore. James has had a commission in the Guards for more than a year ; but the Duke of York has given him leave of absence to study with a private tutor, a remarkably clever man. ... I think I shall remain here six weeks longer. I am not dull, or, rather, not idle, as I have the charge of improvements here — plantations, farms, buildings, &c. The grave and the gay Generals pay me all due respect and attention, and so would all the garrison if I would allow them ; but as I did not come here to be gay, I dispense with their civility and society. ... I shall be anxious to hear from you, as it * My brother. 68 LORD G. LEVESON-GOWER [ch. n will be the means of proving to me that you have not taken ill my long silence ^ v^hioh I think I have explained rather at the expense of my discretion ; but I will not say that either, for I do not think in my life I ever did what I thought wrong at the time, and of this, I dare say, I shall have in future no reason to repent. " I often wish I was a bird — you might then see me at Berlin ; but only in my flight there might be some danger^ in this season, of my wings being frozen, but the warmth of my heart would, I think, overcome it. . . . When I left Mr. Pitt he was very well, and bearing all the fatigue of business most astonishingly. Poor dear Lord Harrowby's illness fell very heavily upon him for a time." Note by my brother^ $th Earl Stanhope. *' The * Diplo- mate ' here referred to was Lord Granville Leveson- Gower, who had gone as Ambassador to Petersburg. At a later period he was created Earl Granville.^ ** Lord G. Leveson-Gower married another lady (a daughter of the Duke of Devonshire) on the 24th of December, 1809, and we find that only a few weeks afterwards, on the loth of February, 18 10, Lady Hester Stanhope, embarking at Portsmouth, left England for the remainder of her life." — S. With this letter the correspondence appears to have come to an end ; at all events, no more are preserved, nor have I any others of this date— the momentous date that was to close poor Lady Hester's brief career of power and prosperity. The New Year came as the herald of disaster and tribulation, for January, 1806, found Mr. Pitt on his death-bed. He had come up from Bath on the 9th to attend the meeting of Parlia- ^ I have a faint recollection of him coming to call upon my mother. He was then old, nearly stone deaf, and very silent ; but he had been eminently good-looking, and considered very agreeable. He was the second son of the Marchioness of Stafford, mentioned by Lady Hester as her frequent chaperone (see p. 59). i8o3-i8io] DEATH OF PITT 69 ment, very ill and feeble ; but it was not till the 19th that he was pronounced to be in danger. His exhaus- tion was so extreme that hardly any one was admitted to see him. Lady Hester herself was excluded, but James Stanhope, keeping out of his sight, remained in his room to the end, and has left a minute account of his last moments. *' On Wednesday, January 23rd, Doctors Baillie and Reynolds arrived about three, and gave as their opinion that Mr. Pitt could not live above twenty-four hours. Our own feelings in losing our only protector, who had reared us with more than parental care, I need not attempt to describe. "From Wednesday morning I did not leave his room again, except for a few minutes, till the time of his death, though I did not allow him to see me, as I felt myself unequal to the dreadful scene of parting with him, and feared (although he was given over) that the exertion on his part might hasten the dreadful event that now appeared inevitable. Hester applied for leave to see him, but was refused. Taking, how- ever, the opportunity of Sir Walter's being at dinner, she went into Mr. Pitt's room. Though even then wandering a little, he immediately recollected her, and with his usual angelic mildness wished her future happiness, and gave her a most solemn blessing and affectionate farewell. On her leaving the room I entered it ; and for some time afterwards Mr. Pitt continued to speak of her, and several times repeated, * Dear soul ! I know she loves me. Where is Hester ? Is Hester gone ? * In the evening Sir Walter gave him some champagne, in hopes of keeping up for a time his wasting strength, and as Mr. Pitt seemed to feel pain in swallowing it, owing to the thrush in his throat, Sir Walter said, * I am sorry, sir, to give you pain. Do not take it unkind.' Mr. Pitt replied, ' I 70 DEATH OF PITT [ch. ii never take anything unkind that is meant for my good.' ... 1 remained the whole of Wednesday night with him. His mind seemed fixed on the affairs of the country, and he expressed his thoughts aloud, though sometimes incoherently. He spoke a good deal con- cerning a private letter from Lord Harrowby, and frequently enquired the direction of the wind, then said, answering himself, * East ; ah, that will do ; that will bring him quick.' At other times he seemed to be in conversation with a messenger, and sometimes cried out, * Hear, hear ! ' as if in the House of Commons. During the time he did not speak he moaned considerably. ... At about half-past two he ceased moaning, and did not speak or make the slightest sound for some time. I feared he was dying ; but shortly afterwards, in a much clearer voice than he spoke in before, and in a tone I shall never forget, he exclaimed, * Oh, my country ! how I leave my country ! ' From that time he never spoke or moved, and at half-past four expired without a groan or struggle. His strength being quite exhausted, his life departed like a candle burning out." All England mourned him ; but of Lady Hester's grief who may venture to speak ? What had she not lost ? Her best friend ; her only protector; her more than father ; the man whom, of all the world, she most honoured and admired ; the home that was so dear to her ; the position of which she had been so proud ; all she most prized seemed to have passed out of her life with him. He had been, as she said, a guardian angel to her and hers ; she owed everything to him, and she held him very dear. His care and affection had never failed her, and she could recall no word, no look, no tone of his that had not been kind. She had lived under his roof, and been permitted to have a share in his life, and she had glorified in the privilege, and made all his interests, his ambitions, his hopes and i8o3-i8io] SOUTH HILL 71 his fears, her own. What was left to her now ? Her occupation was gone, her prospects at an end The present was a dreary blank, and there seemed to be nothing in store for her in the future. Yet she bore her burden, and faced the situation nobly and courage- ously. The following letter, addressed to Mr. Adams, is very striking in its uncomplaining submission and unfaltering resolution. *^ South Hill, ^^ January zbth^ 1806. '* Be my fate what it may, I am prepared to meet the worst, conscious that I have already received from Providence many blessings I do not deserve, therefore I have no right to expect more. Yet my mind will ever retain its independence. God always tempers the blast to the shorn lamb, and He has blessed me with a spirit equal to any misfortune (unconnected with remorse) if I can support myself under the present deepest of afflictions. You have no idea of the con- solation it is to me that I received the last blessing of that beloved angel ; and that, when forbid to see him (because it was thought he would not know me), I took my own way, and disobeyed unnatural commands. My voice recalled his scattered senses, and he was perfectly collected the whole time 1 was with him ; and when I departed, and though his ideas again became confused, he continued to name me with aflfec- tion. This proud pre-eminence over the rest of the world will compensate me for many future sorrows which his loss must entail upon us." Lady Hester, once again homeless and adrift, was received in the house of her kinsman, Lord Harrington, who showed her very great kindness. It was Mr. Pitt — her benefactor even beyond the grave — who for the second time came to her rescue. On that fatal Wednesday, when his life was slowly ebbing away, he had dictated his last wishes tQ the Bishop o( 72 PENSION FROM THE NATION [ch. ii Lincoln, and considered her future position. With a most kindly thought for the situation of his three nieces, deprived as they were of a father's care, he expressed a wish that a pension of ;^i,ooo, or ;£'i,200, a year, might be settled upon Hester, and a pension also upon each of her two sisters. *' I am far from saying," he added, ** that my public services have earned it, but still I hope my wish may be complied with." Parliament accordingly granted a pension of ;^i,200 a year to Lady Hester, and ^600 a year each to Lady Griselda and Lady Lucy. *'The warrants for this purpose were carried to the King for signature by Lord Hawkesbury before he retired from office." Lady Hester took a house in Montagu Square, to make a home for her two younger brothers, and after a time resumed her London life. But London now wore an unfamihar aspect. It did not seem to be the same place, and she hardly recognised herself amid such surroundings. She was, in truth, a dethroned princess. Her subjects had fallen off from their allegi- ance, and the world, that had been at her feet, knew her no more. She had not, perhaps, till then, fully realised the alteration in her position, nor anticipated its inevitable result, and she was bitterly mortified and disappointed. She had been accustomed to queen it in society, to be courted, consulted, and applauded, and she could not endure to find herself now of little or no account. She felt this supposed neglect acutely, and resented it as an unmerited humiliation. Her pride rose up in arms ; she became irritable, suspicious of slights, and ready both to give and take offence, discarding some of her friends and alienating others at the very time when she most needed and claimed their support. With my father she had now definitely quarrelled, on the ground of his ingratitude C' that abominable vice," see p. 206) ; and she was on bad terms with Lord Chatham, Lord Grenville, and several other relatives. Though her letter to Mr. Adams was, as we have seen, dated from South Hill, she had since broken off all intercourse with Mr. Canning. I have no letters of hers of this date, which is the more unfortunate, as it must have been in these that her engagement to Sir John Moore was first reported. She bad already felt an enthusiastic admiration for i8o3-i8io] SIR JOHN MOORE 73 " Charles's General," who had been excessively kind to her brother ; and that a strong attachment had sprung up between them I do not for a moment doubt. But I think it must have been more of an understanding than an engagement. It is true she spoke of him as the man she was to have married to M. Didot, ten years afterwards, in Syria ; but there certainly never was any open acknowledgment, far less announce- ment, of their betrothal.^ It should be borne in mind that there was every possible reason for delay. He was a soldier on active service, heart and soul in his profession ; there could be no thought or prospect of marriage for him at that time, nor probably for a long time to come. It must be a hope laid up for the future, when, his campaigns being ended, he might sheathe his sword and come home to claim his bride. His last letter to her alludes to the chance of a joyful reunion. But it was not to be. In 1808, on his return from Sweden, he was appointed Commander-in-Chief of the army sent to Portugal to assist the Spaniards in resisting the French. Charles Stanhope went with him as his Aide-de-camp, and James joined him soon afterwards in a similar capacity. Lady Hester, left alone, remained in a cruel state of anxiety and suspense, as the letter here inserted sufficiently shows. The direction is lost, and there is no date. " Monday Night. "You are very good to forgive my not having answered your kind letter, which I received in Wales ; but the fact was I had nothing to say. I came to town two months ago, much mended in health, but I have been of late in so wretched a state of anxiety about the army in Spain that I have fretted myself almost ill again. Charles went with Moore; James has been sent with despatches (the beginning of last month), and we have never heard of his arrival at headquarters. Besides all this, I am beyond measure angry with Canning, ^ Lady Griselda, as she once told me, knew nothing of it, and believed that Lord Granville was the only man her sister ever wished to marry. 74 *'A BUTTON-HOLE BORE" [ch. ii who is certainly turned fool. Did one ever hear of such appointments as those of a Volunteer Colonel and Button-hole Bore ? I have not seen him once, nor do I mean to. I cannot sanction public incapacity and private ingratitude; for v^hat are the claims of these people in comparison to many I could name ? . . . '* I open this again to say that although I am not a Peer, a Judge, or a Bishop, neither am I a Prince, yet I have got the enclosed letter^ only sent, as a note tells me, to those I have named above. Read it, but don't lend it on any account, and return it me to-morrow, if I do not see you Wednesday." (The enclosure has disappeared.) She kept up a close correspondence with the General, and several of his letters to her have been preserved. Here are a few extracts from them : Sir John Moore to Lady Hester " Lisbon, ''October i6tk, 1808. *' Charles's Regiment was in the number of those named to remain in Portugal, under Sir Henry Burrard ; this was breaking his heart, and so was it mine — but I have, at last, contrived an arrange- ment, in concert with Sir Henry, who is the most liberal of men, to take the 50th with me, and now all is well The regiments are already marching. His will move in a few days, and as soon as I have seen every- thing in train here, I shall push on, and get to their head. Pray for good weather ; if it rains the torrents will swell, and be impassable, and I shall be accounted a bungler. ... 1 wish you were with us. The climate now is charming ; we should give you riding enough, and in your red habit, k rAmazone,you would animate and do us all much good." i8o3-i8io] SIR JOHN MOORE'S AIDES-DE-CAMP 75 Sir John Moore to Lady Hester " Salamanca, *' November 2otk, 1808. " I received some time ago your letter of the 24th October. I shall be very glad to receive James if he wishes to come to me as an extra aide-de-camp, though I have already too many, and am, or shall be, obliged to take a young FitzClarence. But I have a sincere regard for James, and besides, can refuse you nothing, but to follow your advice. He must get the Commander-in-Chiefs leave to come to Spain. He may then join me. He will, however, come too late ; I shall already be beaten. I am within four marches of the French, with only a third of my force, and as the Spaniards have been dispersed in all quarters, my junction with the other two-thirds is very precarious, and when we do join we shall be very inferior to the enemy." " Salamanca, ^^ November 2yd^ 1808. ** Charles is not yet arrived. His was one of the last regiments that left Lisbon, and was not intended to join us, if I, in compassion to his melancholy counten- ance, had not found a pretext. We are in a scrape, but I hope we shall have spirit to get out of it ; you must, however, be prepared to hear very bad news. The troops are in as good spirits as if things were better ; their appearance and good conduct surprises the grave Spaniard, who had never before seen any but their own or French soldiers. " Farewell, my dear Lady Hester. If 1 extricate myself and those with me from our present difficulties, and if I can beat the French, I shall return to you 76 DEATH OF SIR JOHN MOORE [ch. ii with satisfaction ; but if not, it will be better I shall never quit Spain. ** I remain always very faithfully and sincerely yours, *'JoHN Moore." He only lived long enough to see his dearest wish fulfilled. Less than two months after this was written, he had saved his army, beaten the French, and was lying buried, **From the field of his fame fresh and gory," on the glacis of the ramparts of Corunna.^ His last thought was of Lady Hester — the last words that passed his lips were for her. Few death scenes could, I think, be more pathetic than that recounted by the faithful friend and comrade whose hand he held clasped in his to the end. They had been companions in arms for twenty-one years. ** Anderson, don't leave me," he had said, as he was being carried oflF the field in the deepening twilight, the soldiers shedding tears as they went. Captain Hardinge wanted to unbuckle his sword, which was on the wounded side, and pressed against his shattered arm. *' It is as well as it is," he told him. ** I had rather it should go out of the field with me." Two surgeons, hastily despatched by Sir David Baird,came hurrying to meet him, but he bade them go to the soldiers. '*You can be of no service to me; to them you may be useful." He had told Hardinge that he knew there was no possible chance of life for him. As he was borne slowly along, he often made the soldiers turn him round towards the battlefield, and listened to the firing, pleased to hear the sound growing fainter and fainter. At length they reached his lodging at Corunna ; and there, standing in the passage, speech- ^ "He pushed forward from Salamanca on December I2th with 25,odomen to attack Soult, and had defeated the enemy's cavalry at Sahagun, when he learnt that Madrid had fallen, and that Napoleon was advancing against him with greatly superior forces, while Soult menaced him from another point. Thereupon, across the snows of a mountainous region, he made a masterly retreat of 700 miles to Corunna, which he reached on January 13th. There he embarked his sick and artillery, and without cannon defeated Soult's army, January i6th.^ — Life of Sir fohn Moore. i8o3-i8io] DEATH OF SIR JOHN MOORE 77 less and stunned at the sad sight, he noticed his faithful servant Francois. " My friend," he said, with a smile, " this is nothing/' He was laid on his bed, and his wound now examined. " He spoke to the surgeons, but was in such pain he could say little. "Alter some time he seemed very anxious to speak to me, and at intervals got out as follows : * Anderson, you know I have always wished to die in this way.* He then asked, *Are the French beaten?' which he repeated to every one he knew as they came in. * I hope the people of England will be satisfied. . . . I hope my country will do me justice. . . . Anderson— you will see my friends as soon as you can. Tell them — everything. Say to my mother' — here his voice quite failed and he was excessively agitated. * Hope — Hope — I have much to say to him, but cannot get it out. Are Colonel Graham — and all my aides- de-camp well ? ' " Here Colonel Anderson made a sign that he was not to be told of Captain Burrard's wound. Poor Captain Burrard only survived his chief two days. ** I have," he resumed, " remembered my servants — Colborne has my will." Major Colborne entered at that moment, and he spoke very kindly to him, and told Anderson to report that his dying request had been for a Lieutenant-Colonelcy for Colborne. " He has been long with me, and I know him most worthy of it." Then he asked again, ** Are the French beaten ? " Colborne assured him they were, at every Eoint. " It's a great satisfaction for me to know we ave beaten the French. Is Paget in the room? Remember me to him . . . He is a fine fellow ... I feel myself so strong ... I fear I shall be long dying. It is great pain . . . great uneasiness . . ." Two of his aides-de-camp, Captain Perry and James Stanhope, now came into the room. He spoke to Perry kindly, and again asked after his staff. Then, after a pause, followed the last words of all, ''Stanhope, remember me to your sister!" and, Eressing Colonel Anderson's hand close to his side, e passed away without a struggle. Which of us would not be found to say and feel— *' O morts pour ma patrie ! Je suis votre envieux." 78 LADY HESTER'S GRIEF [ch, ii Lady Hester mourned him with an overwhelming sense of loss. What woman ever had more cause to grieve? With him was buried every promise the future had held out to her, the home she was to have shared with him, the life spent together, the storm- sheltered haven where she might end her days, the priceless love and devotion that was to give her all. How different— how widely different — her fate must have been if he had lived ! She never forgot him. Often and often, in the far-off dismal years to come, buried in the solitude of the Lebanon, she must have mused over all that might have been, and was never to be, in the inexorable Past. Almost the only trinkets she retained to the end were some sleeve-links containing his hair; and there is a tradition at Djoun of a blood-stained glove that she kept carefully locked up, and would often take out and look at. It was characteristic that almost her first thought, on receiving the fatal news, was anxiety that her hero's memory should be duly honoured, and she at once wrote to the Prime Minister (Lord Grenville) on the subject. Although she signs herself " Your affectionate Cousin," it will be observed that she addresses him with the cold formality of a stranger, and a decidedly aggressive stranger. Lady Hester to Lord Grenville " Montagu Square, ''^Ja?iuary 25/^. ** At a moment when I am quite broken-hearted at the loss of our valuable friend, General Moore, and in a state of cruel anxiety about my brothers, I am little able to frame excuses for the liberty I take in addressing you ; yet I think that my motives for troubling your Lordship will be sufficiently evident to make apology unnecessary. Fully aware that the merits of the General, whose loss is but too severely felt by his country, are acknowledged by your Lord- ship, I have no doubt of your intention to grant him every tribute of public respect due to his talents and 1803-1810] MONTAGU SQUARE 79 virtues. Yet I feel it a duty incumbent upon me, as the last proof I can give of that gratitude and affection (upon which he had so many claims) to state to your Lordship what I am persuaded will increase your interest towards him, and have no small weight in strengthening the high opinion you may have formed of his merits. Circumstances, never sufficiently to be lamented, have in all probability prevented your Lordship from being aware of a fact which was men- tioned to me in confidence by Mr. Pitt, and which I have never before conversed upon with any one except my brother Charles, to whom it was communicated by Sir John Moore, as he was to have accompanied him had the expedition taken place. Some intel- ligence Mr. Pitt received on his return to office led him to decide upon sending a large body of troops to France, provided it was possible to make good their landing. He promised General Moore the command of 30,000 men ; indeed, of all the disposable force of the country, if he thought such a force necessary ; but, upon the General reconnoitring the coast, he judged it most prudent to give up the plan. Of course some of the present Ministers must have been aware of what was in agitation at that period, and of the unlimited confidence Mr. Pitt placed in Sir John Moore's judgment and exertions, which considerably adds to their guilt, for no man could have been more ill-treated than the General has been by them. I have great apprehensions that they will even persecute him beyond the grave, by blackening his memory and diminishing the honours he is so well entitled to from his country. As I am aware how much I have been abused, and that your Lordship is said to have a strong prejudice against women meddling in politics, I shall beg leave to remark that 8o DEATH OF CHARLES STANHOPE [ch. ii I neither wish to be put in possession of your senti- ments respecting the subject which I have addressed you upon, or expect to receive any answer to my letter. But should any doubt exist in your Lordship's mind of the accuracy of my statement, you can take proper means to make enquiries of the Duke of York, who cannot be ignorant of what I have asserted, and who, I am sure, with his usual kindness and liberality, will bear testimony to the high esteem in which Mr. Pitt ever held General Moore's public and private character, and no doubt add H.R.H.'s sentiments of constant approbation of the conduct of this lamented and distinguished officer." When Lady Hester wrote this, she was yet ignorant of her brother's fate. She had now to learn that poor Charles had been shot through the heart while leading on his men, almost at the same moment that the General received his death wound. This second crushing blow, following so closely on the first, completely overpowered her. There is a touching letter — unfortunately imperfect — that describes her agony of grief, and was probably written to the same friend whose name is lost. I have here repro- duced it, without attempting to fill up the gaps left by the fragments torn away. "M. Square, '^ Monday. " You are very kind to me, my dear friend. I would have written before, but really I have been unable to do anything. To have lost by one fatal blow the best and kindest of brothers, and the dearest of friends, is a misfortune so cruel, that I am convinced I can never recover it. I try to resign myself to the will of God, and reap what consolation I can from the idea that my beloved brother fell in the proud execution of his duty, adored by all who accompanied him to i8o3-i8io] MONTAGU SQUARE 8i the field. The last observation the dear and lamented General in . . . was upon the furious . . . for had they given way . . . must have been cut to pieces. He rode up, on seeing their wonderful exertions, and called out, *Well done, the soth, well done, my Majors ! ' " (My brother and his friend Napier com- manded the regiment, the Lieut.-Colonel being absent.) " Moore received his death-blow shortly after, and my poor brother fell nearly at the same time. Thank Heaven, the latter did not suffer one instant, or had time to reflect on the misery of those who remain to deplore his loss. The gallant General lived three hours, but the agony he was in never deranged his ideas; he was perfectly collected ... of what he must have . . . last words he was ... * remember me to your sister ' ; he then smiled and went to Heaven without a groan. You may wonder I can tell you all this ; but grief has its peculiarities, and thinking of nothing else but those I have lost, I like to talk of them, and the very first person I saw, and, indeed, almost the only one I have devoted my time to since, is Colonel Anderson, an officer who has served fifteen years with the dear General, and whom Charles loved and respected as he deserves. Knowing the nature of my feelings, the instant he arrived in town he came to me and told me everything in detail. Moore called to him as he was about to . . . and he remained with h . . . I was half distracted till J . . . the poor little creature . . . gone through; but Heaven be praised that he has been spared me ! I often consider him with astonish- ment, and wonder how it is possible that he is alive. His cloak, buckled upon his horse, was shot through, and the spent ball hit, but did not wound him. He advanced one pace out of a line to see if he could ca . . . one more look at his brother, and the four 7 '^i DANGERS OF JAMES STANHOPE [ch. ii men near him were all taken off by a cannon ball. He says no one thing on the face of the earth could have made up to him for not being there, as it afforded him an opportunity of performing ... to the two persons he most loved on . . . Beloved Charles was so adored by the regiment, that, as soon as he fell, they called out, * They shall pay for it!— we will be revenged ! ' and they fought on as well without officers as with. Officers and men have all put themselves into mourning. A greater mark of respect was, I think, never yet paid so young a man. All the Grenvilles and all the people I care about have been most extremely kind to me. Canning has attempted to be so too, but I would have nothing to say to him. I can at this moment less forgive his conduct to Moore than I was ever before inclined to do. I think that Government will hardly stand the Spanish question. Our plans remain the s . . . Colonel Anderson accom- pany . . . Bath in about three weeks. One of our great comforts is to hear Anderson talk over and praise those who are no more. He has been most seriously wounded in former actions, is now in bad health, and quite broken-hearted; therefore it will be a consolation to us to be able to pay him every possible kindness and attention. I have written you a sad, confused letter, but I feel as if I had just waked from a horrid dream, so you must forgive it. . . ." Lady Hester's passionate grief was exasperated and embittered b}'' a keen sense of wrong — the wrong done to the memory of Moore. His conduct of the cam- paign had been unfavourably commented upon in rarliament, his plans sharply critised, and every word of blame or cavil was a iresh wound that cut her to the quick. She was chiefly indignant with Lord Castlereagh ; but Canning came in for a full share of her wrath. The letter of condolence he addressed to i8o3-i8io] MONTAGU SQUARE 83 his " dearest Lady Hester '* received the following vehement reply : Lady Hester to Mr, Canning " Saturday Night, '* Three years ago, in Devonshire, I absolved you from 2^ future kindness and attention to me ; but that which you once bestowed on me I found too valuable not to accompany my request with an entreaty that you would grant it in reversion to my beloved brothers. It is your neglect of them, and not of a poor wretched being, that so much displeases me. As for your attempting (when you had it in your power for four months last year) to have mixed them up with the rascally set you act with, I should have little thanked you for, or permitted, could I have prevented it. But never to have enquired after them, either through me (or others that 1 could find) when exposed to such dangers, is certainly what I never made up my mind to think possible. Even people 1 hardly knew, but who loved and admired their sisters, took means not only of being informed about them, but ol communicating to me all the intelligence they could pick up. I repeat, I disapprove of your past conduct to the dear General, and despise your present silence respecting him. Were you gifted with eloquence, not to do justice to his glorious death ? but if you feel like that vile Castlereagh, perhaps you do well not to tell the host of lies he did in the House, and hold a different language out of it. I have a copy of a private letter of his ; if he had come in my way when I read it, it might have brought upon him the punishment he deserved for his duplicity. ... I am also mortified beyond description that you are not the public character I expected, and I am sure this feeling is not softened hy your private conduct to those, I love. After what I 84 REV. T. PRICE [ch. ii have said you cannot suppose it would be any con- solation to me to see you." She dismisses her uncle Chatham's expressions of sympathy very curtly : " I feel your kind attentions at this unhappy moment as much as I felt your neglect of me under similar affecting circumstances. I thank God James is spared me, and try to console myself with the idea that if beloved Charles could have chosen his death, it would have been to have shared the glorious one of our dear friend, the ever-lamented General." Much of this excessive soreness and irritability may perhaps have been attributable to illness, for her health had completely broken down under the long stress and strain of anxiety and suffering. London had become hateful to her, and she was eager to escape to some quiet place in the country, where she might rest and recruit, and possibly regain her strength. She bethought herself of a lonely farmhouse she had seen the year before in Wales, and remembered that she had taken a great liking to the place. In the preceding summer (of 1808), being at Bath, she had made an excursion into the Principality, and taken up her abode in a little inn at Builth, on the beautiful banks of the Wye. Here she made acquaintance with the clergyman's son, then a mere lad, afterwards the Rev. Thomas Price, who has left a detailed account of her in his Literary Remains. He and the landlady's little girl, Betsy Jones, to whom she had taken a great fancy, accompanied her on a long expedition she undertook to see the country, going to Aberystwyth, Tregaron, and Llanwrtyd. They travelled in her coach as long as the roads admitted of it, and then on horseback, Lady Hester leading the way on her ''spirited palfrey," followed in single file by Elizabeth Williams/ her ^ The daughter of a former dependant of the Chatham family. She and her sisters owed their education to the hberaUty of Mr. Pitt. Elizabeth Williams was a most faithful and attached servant. i8o3-i8io] EXCURSION IN WALES 85 maid, Betsy Jones, and young Mr. Price, while the groom, leading a sumpter horse with panniers, brought up the rear. Cheerful, aflFable, and indulgent, Lady Hester rendered this excursion delightful to all her companions. Mr. Thomas Price sometimes murmured a little at the rearward place assigned to him in the procession, having a particular aversion to the vicinity ol the panniers, but upon sending forward a remonstrance along the line, he seldom failed to gain permission to ride where he liked, which, of course, was by Lady Hester's side. Her liveliness, kindliness, and genial humour, won confidence and affection wherever she went. She liked to assemble smiling faces and gay spirits around her, and rejoiced in opportunities of communicating pleasure. Lord Kensington's family happened that summer to be sojourning at another inn of the same town, and Lady Hester kept up habits of friendly intercourse with them, and with all other persons of rank and station, or of education and talents, who chanced to come in her way. The desire of action was her strongest incentive, and prompted her incessantly to direct and assist whatever works o{ skill and industry were carrying on around her. Medicine was her favourite study, and she took a benevolent pleasure in practising the art. A child of Lord Kensington's having, while at Builth, accidentally swallowed an earring. Lady Hester instantly sent a prescription for the case, with exact verbal directions for the proper treatment of the patient. . . . " Lady Hester sought in Wales to become the acknowledged and admired queen of her company, and she received their willing homage most graciously. She was very compassionate and bountiful to the poor; besides medicine and money, she gave away among them great quantities of flannel, and of the coarse grey cloth made by the neighbouring weavers. Her address and manners were most attractive and conciliating, but she was neither beautiful nor hand- some in any degree. Her visage was long, very full and flat about the lower part, and quite pale, bearing 86 RESEMBLANCE TO PITT [ch. ii altogether a strong resemblance to the portraits and busts of Mr. Pitt." This likeness my father always stoutly denied. She had left Wales at the approach of winter, but spoke of returning the next year ; not, however, to Builth, but to a farmhouse in the neighbouring Glen Irfon, which she had discovered in one of her rides. How much was to happen in the interval ! The tragedy of her life had filled it up. What days and weeks and months of trial and tribulation she had passed through since then ! What a changed woman she felt herself to be, saddened, disillusioned, em- bittered, sore at heart, and broken down in health and spirits ! The holiday tour of the year before seemed to have receded miles away into the far distance. Yet now, in her great dejection, her thoughts travelled back to Glen Irfon. She wanted quiet and solitude, and she made up her mind that no place would suit her as well. She accordingly wrote to ask the Rev. Rice Price (the father of her young friend) to make the necessary arrangements. 1 have given the letter in full, to show how very few and simple were her requirements. Would a lady of the present day have been content with so little ? Lady Hester to the Rev. Rice Price " Montagu Square, ^^ April 2^tk^ 1809. ^* Dear Sir, — You cannot be ignorant of the severe afflictions which it has pleased God to visit me with since I left Builth. I have suffered, as you may imagine, most severely, both in mind and body. Some little time ago, I thought I had almost decided to visit some of my relations in Scotland this summer, but have been so unwell of late, that I find I am unequal to the journey, and now propose again trying the waters and air of Builth. May I trouble you to give Mrs. Price, of Glen Irfon, ^ the enclosed paper, which contains the conditions on which I shall become her ' The wife of a farmer ; no rejation of the clergyman's, i8o3-i8io] LADY HESTER'S REQUIREMENTS 87 lodger, if she agrees to them ? You will read them first, and I hope you will think them fair ones. I have entered into minute details, as I was so tormented last year ; not that I in the least suspect Mrs. Price to be of the same imposing disposition as those I had to deal with before, only I like great exactness in doing business ; it has always been my practice, and if ever I have deviated from it, I have had occasion to repent it. If I get pretty well, I must go to Ireland to visit the Duke and Duchess of Richmond, and may be away six weeks or two months ; at all events I shall not occupy my lodgings all the time I take them for, but I like to ensure them." Enclosed were her requirements — very far from luxurious. ** I want the parlour, the little room above it for my bedroom, and the little room next for a dressing-room, a door to be made near the window to communicate with the bedroom. The room over the kitchen for my maids, and a bed, in the loft or elsewhere, for a boy. The parlour must have two rush chairs or wooden ones, and be carpeted all over with green baize, or coarse grey cloth, like soldiers' great-coats, a table to dine on, a fly-table, and shelves for books. The bedroom must have two chairs, a table — no bed, as I shall bring down a camp bed and furniture complete. Bedside carpets I shall expect to find, and a chest of drawers. The dressing-room must have two chairs, and a table with a looking-glass, two wash-hand basins, two water jugs, one large stone pitcher for water, two large tumbler glasses, and two large cups for soap, a tin kettle for warm water, and a little strip of carpet before the table. ... I shall want no attendance from any part of the family. ... If Mrs. Price chooses to 88 THE SIMPLE LIFE [ch. ii put things in this order, I will give her £2^ for part of the months of May, June, July, August, September, and part of October — in short, the season. I certainly shall not be there all the time." Mrs. Price agreed, and Lady Hester arrived before the house was quite ready for her. ** Masons and other workmen were still busy at Glen Irfon, and with the sanction of the landlord of the premises, Lady Hester undertook to superintend, direct, and expedite their tardy operations. " The house of Glen Irfon has gables in front, and is faced with dark slate-coloured tile-stones over- lapping each other. The only parlour lies to the left hand in entering, the best kitchen to the right, and a narrow hall between them. The staircase is good, broad, and easy of ascent, having the balustrades and the steps of dark polished oak. Lady Hester's bedroom is small, and the adjacent dressing-room still smaller. " She brought with her into Wales a coach, which she kept at the * Royal Oak' in readiness for particular occasions, and had a lighter carriage — better adapted for country roads — with her at Glen Irfon, where she also kept two saddle-horses and a cow. The latter was named Prettyface, and Lady Hester amused her- self with managing this favourite's dairy produce. She successfully skimmed the milk, churned the cream, and washed the butter with her own hands, but she never attempted to make cheese. She never drank Chinese tea, but took in its stead, twice a day, an infusion of fresh balm leaves." « One of the horses, at least, was not her own. " I shall write to you again before I come down," she tells Mrs. Price ; '' but should a groom and a i8o3-i8io] GLEN IRFON 89 stallion of my brother's come first, I shall trouble you to find a place for the horse where he can be safe. . . . This stallion I have a great respect for, as he carried my brother about two thousand miles, and has been in battle. It is the best-tempered, good little creature that can be, and came from Poland. James gave fifty guineas for him, and he is worth it, for he tired out all the English horses, and went nine hundred miles with- out resting one day, only a few hours at a time, and never got a feed of corn the whole time, only peas. His feet now are grown tender, and I want him to be turned out soon in some safe, low land to cool them." Lady Hester did not go to Ireland, but spent the summer in her primitive lodgings at Glen Irfon, with the tiny parlbur " not more than a dozen feet square." She liked both the place and the people, and was deservedly popular in the neighbourhood. Her chief friends were the clergyman and his youngest son Thomas, who attributed many of his youthful efforts at self-improvement to her influence. Betsy Jones, " the sprightly, good-tempered girl of thirteen," in after life read Lady Hester's ^Memoirs' with great indignation. " She could not believe that so free and kind and jolly a lady could ever have become so unamiably harsh and severe as she is there repre- sented to have been, nor did she find it possible to identify or recognise any likeness in a picture which assigns to Xady Hester the strange attribute of a pipe." She had come into Wales " disappointed and mortified, aggrieved and saddened . . . ostensibly in search of health, but in reality of peace and consola- tion." How far she succeeded in obtaining either it is impossible to say. But she probably found solace in the scenery, the fine mountain air, the free country life, and her long rambles on horseback. The following letter was to a friend who was entirely in Mr. Pitt's confidence, and had formed part of his first Administration : 90 **A DAY OF JUDGMENT" [ch. ii Lady Hester to Mr. Rose '* September 13M, 1809. " Dear Mr. Rose, — Have not events proved how just was the abuse 1 bestowed upon Lord Chatham and upon Ministers, and what a day of judgment to them will be the meeting of Parliament? I always say to you, if I speak at all, just what I think, just what I wish, and you never take anything ill ; there- fore I shall tell you at once that, after deep considera- tion, I cannot help feeling uneasy at the prospect of your suffering in the eyes of the world for the faults committed by your party. They must fall ere long, branded with infamy, and I wish to God, as you have no love for office, you would not disguise your dis- approbation when a proper opportunity offers to publicly demonstrate it. I can have no interest in what I am advising but your welfare ; if I am wrong, it is you who are to correct me, but not blame the feeling which dictates these opinions. I must now thank you for having relieved the mind of the poor fidgety old man who was the subject of my last letter, which you must have received some time after date, as I find it missed one day's post, being too late, and in the part of the world I was then in it only comes in and goes out three times a week. Upon General Clinton's mission being at an end, James came down to me; he spent some time at Glen Irfon, and since then we have been to Swansea. He has just left me to relieve Lord A. Somerset, and I am again become a wanderer. I am now writing from an inn a stage from Margam, the most beautiful place I have ever seen, though the house has been pulled down. If the new one Mr. Talbot talks of building equals the grounds in beauty and magnificence, Margam will certainly be the most delightful residence in His 1803-1810] MARGAM 91 Majesty^s dominions. As Mrs. and Miss Rose are so fond of plants, it would be almost worth their while to take a journey on purpose to look at these at Margam. Some of the old orange-trees were wrecked upon the coast in the reign of Queen Elizabeth, and are now so hardy they stand out from May till the end of October, and one might almost fancy oneself in a grove in Italy, for I think there are more than six hundred of them. Tulip-trees as large as fine oaks, and all the other flowering trees in proportion. I suppose Miss R. would tell me that a bay-tree was a shrub^ but when they grov^ fifty- six feet high, I think they are no longer to be called so. I suppose you have read James Moore's book ; ^ it is interesting, because authentic, but most shockingly written, to be sure. Two things he never should have done, published Napier's con- versations with the French Generals, or left out one word in his brother's letters, for all he said was just, and events will (prove ?) it to have been so. We already see that Sir A. Wellesley, so famous for indulging his troops, speaks very harshly of the conduct of several officers ; and we shall see, if we have not already seen enough, how useless it is to send more troops to Spain. Frere is certainly dis- graced for ever ; his birth was always, in my opinion, a sufficient reason against sending him Ambassador to the proudest nation in the world. Nobody who knows him can deny he has talents, but conceit and indolence prevent their being turned to account ; and since his conduct towards General Moore, I shall never be able to endure the sight of him. But Canning and he have both equally forgotten the respect due to those Mr. Pitt thought highly of, for had General Moore been General Don, they ought to * His Life of Sir John Moore. 92 LADY HESTER'S PLANS [ch. ii have been the last persons in the world to have treated him as they did during his hfe, and to have forgotten the respect due to a soldier's memory, who lost his valuable life in endeavouring to repair their most INFAMOUS BLUNDERS. ** When I began, I meant only to write a short letter, but I have ceased to recollect I was writing, not speaking." On leaving Glen Irfon, " Lady Hester treated her hostess with great liberality, and left many permanent improvements, fixtures, and articles of furniture behind her. The bath which she had fixed in her dressing-room was long afterwards used as a corn- bin." She also committed to Mrs. Price's care two portraits, one of Mr. Pitt and one of the Duke of York, enjoining her *' never to deliver them up to any person without a written order from herself." But they were never reclaimed. Lady Hester had not only regained her health in the Welsh mountains, but matured her plans for the future. She had determined to give up her house in Montagu Square and go abroad. London and the London world disgusted her ; and she felt it impossible to resume the life she had led hitherto. All the zest and interest was gone out of it ; there seemed nothing left for her to take up again. Many of her friends had disappointed, and some had deserted her; with some she was out of touch, and with others in open antagon- ism. She had now neither power nor influence ; and politics had become a hateful theme, for she found no words strong enough to denounce the Ministers and their conduct of affairs. Whatever they did, or left undone, chafed, vexed, and displeased her. The country had not paid her lost hero the honour that was his due ; a new General had taken his place and was gaining its applause ; it was fickle, unjust, and ungrateful. Everything seemed to be amiss and out of gear in this troublesome and perplexing world ; and her words were unheeded, her advice ignored, she could only look on and lament. James was soon to rejoin his regiment in Spain ; why should she not go with him ? The change would be very welcome, and do her good. CHAPTER III Departure from England — Malta — Athens — Therapia — Constantinople — Brusa — Shipwreck — Rhodes — Alexandria — Cairo — Jerusalem — Dayr-el-Kamar — Damascus i8ia-i8i2 I DO not for a moment believe that she contemplated leaving England for good and all. Her plan was to spend a year or two in Sicily, then under English rule, and, as the Continent was closed to travellers, one of the very few resorts then left to them. As her health, never very strong, had been severely tried of late, she judged it advisable to take with her a medical man, and, on the recommendation of an eminent surgeon, engaged a young physician of the name of Meryon as her travelling companion. It was not a happy choice. Eight-and-twenty years afterwards she thus sums up her experience of him in a letter to Lord Hardwicke. '* Should you see the Doctor in England recollect that his only good quality in my sight is, I believe, being very honest in money matters. No other do I grant him ; without judgment, without heart, he goes through the world, like many others, blundering his way, and often, from his want of accuracy, doing mischief every time he opens his mouth." Were not these words prophetic? With this doctor, her brother James and his friend Mr. Nassau Sutton, her maid Elizabeth Williams, and a man-servant, Lady Hester left England on February loth, 1810, little dreaming that it was to be for ever. What would she have felt if she had known where she was going for the rest of her life? Would she have imagined it possible that she was to end her days as a hermit on a Syrian mountain-top ? No fairy 93 94 DEPARTURE FROM ENGLAND [ch. hi tale ever invented could have sounded more wildly improbable. The party embarked at Portsmouth in the Jason frigate, commanded by Captain the Honourable James King, who had under convoy a little fleet of transports and merchantmen bound for Gibraltar. This rendered the passage a very tedious one, for they were a whole month at sea, and encountered heavy gales off the Spanish coast, narrowly escaping shipwreck on the shoals of Trafalgar. On their arrival at Gibraltar, Lady Hester and her brother were received at the Convent by the Governor, General Campbell, and met there the Marquis of Sligo and Mr. Michael Bruce, who were afterwards to become her travelling companions. The Rock was then crowded with English visitors, besides Spanish refugees with their families, and entertainments and amusements were the order of the day. Soon after, however, the party separated. Captain Stanhope was summoned to join the Guards at Cadiz, Mr. Sutton went on business to Minorca, and Lady Hester, finding (according to the doctor) her health unequal to the gaieties of a garrison town, accepted the offer of a passage in the Cerberus frigate to Malta. Here she was expected, and received offers of hospitality on every side, including a very cordial one from the Governor, General (afterwards Sir Hilde- brand) Oakes, who showed her every possible kind- ness and attention. She elected to go and stay at the former Auberge de France, with the Deputy Com- missary-General, Mr. Fernandez, who had married the sister of Elizabeth Williams,^ and was an old acquaint- ance of hers. Valetta, again, was full of English, who, shut out from the Continent, resorted in crowds to the Medi- terranean, and the hospitable Governor delighted in entertaining them. The palace was always gay with company, and the young doctor records in his journal, with honest pride, that he once sat down to dinner exactly opposite to the General, " with a string of Lords and Ladies and Counts and Countesses on either hand." Sheridan was there. Lady Hester's cousin. Lord Ebrington, and Lord and Lady Bute, * When Lady Hester left Malta, Elizabeth was left behind with her sister, and Mrs. Anne Fry engaged to supply her place. 9S who occupied Sant' Antonio, one of the Governor's country houses. When they left for England at the end of May, he placed it at Lady Hester's disposal, and she spent two months in this most delightful of summer palaces, surrounded by beautiful gardens and orange groves. But the great heat disagreed with her, and she became anxious to move. She found that she must give up all thoughts of Sicily, on account of a threatened invasion by Murat, which was then preparing in Calabria, and might take place at any moment. She then turned her thoughts to the East — the only choice that was in fact left to her. But travelling in those countries was difficult and even venturesome; she was advised that she must not attempt to go without an escort, and her brother, being on duty in Spain, was of course not available. At this juncture Mr. Michael Bruce, whose acquaint- ance she had made at Gibraltar, came forward to offer his services, which she willingly accepted. He was one of the three knights errant that effected Laval- lette's escape from prison on the night before his intended execution ; a clever, ambitious man, familiar with every kind of travel and adventure, and both able and willing (as the event proved) to be of the greatest use to her. His friend Mr. Pearce, and Lord Sligo, who was then yachting in the Mediterranean, were to join them later on. Lady Hester took leave of the Governor with unfeigned regret. They had become fast friends ; he had visited her every day at Sant' Antonio, and rendered her every service in his power. At the eve of her departure she sends him a box as a keepsake. ^* If it occasionally puts you in mind of me I shall be much flattered. Were I in France, where they work so admirably, 1 might be able to offer you one more worthy of your acceptance, for 1 should order that a little bird should pop up with a spring and sing a little hymn daily expressive of my gratitude for the kindness you have shown me." They never met again, but continued in close correspondence^ till he returned to England in 1815. She had again the good fortune to be conveyed in a man-of-war, for she and her party left Malta on * A collection of her letters to him (from which I have made many extracts) appeared in Colburn!s New Monthly Magazine in 1843. 96 LORD BYRON L^h. m August 2nd in the Belle Poule frigate, at the invitation of Captain Brisbane, and were landed on the 8th at Zante. Here they remained a fortnight. Another courteous General then forwarded them in a Govern- ment transport to Patras, where Lord Sligo joined them, and they all embarked together in a felucca for Corinth. Proceeding thence, they crossed the Isthmus in an imposing cavalcade — twenty-four riders in all ; for the Marquis travelled with a retinue that would make the impoverished Irish landlords of the present day open their eyes. He had with him a Tartar, two superbly arrayed Albanians, equipped with silver- stocked pistols and silver-hilted yataghans, a drago- man, an artist, to sketch views and costumes, a Turkish cook, and three English servants, two of them in livery ! I fear these footmen must have rather marred the general effect. All, except Lady Hester and her English maid, were armed to the teeth. At the little harbour of Keukri they again embarked for Athens, and as they entered the Piraeus, observed some one springing from the mole into the sea. " That's Lord Byron ! " cried Lord Sligo, and forthwith hailing him, he bade him hurry on shore and dress to meet them as they landed. They were old college friends, and Lady Hester saw a good deal of the poet during the weeks she spent at Athens. A private house had been emptied of its tenants to be prepared for her, and here her friends used to meet every evening, Lord Byron being among them. But she was not charmed either with him or his poetry. " He was a strange character ; his generosity was for a motive, his avarice for a motive. One time he was mopish, and no one was to speak to him ; another, he was for being jocular with everybody. At Athens I saw nothing in him but a well-bred man, like many others ; for, as for his poetry, it is easy enough to write verses, and as to the thoughts, who knows where he got them ? Many a one picks up some old book that nobody knows anything about, and gets his ideas out of it.*' They remained at Athens rather more than a month, and left for Constantinople on October i6th, this time not in a smart frigate, but in a filthy Greek polacca, laden with wheat — part of the tribute paid to Kislar Aga by his Athenian subjects. They encountered a gale of wind in the Sea of Marmora ; and the Greek i8io-i8i2] CONSTANTINOPLE ^^ 97 sailors, leaving their vessel to its fate, at once set about collecting money from the passengers, and tying it up in a handkerchief, fastened it to the tiller, vowing to offer it at St. George's shrine if they reached any port in safety. They did, by the blessing of Provi- dence, rea<:h Erakli, in the Gulf of Rodosto, where, after this experience of Greek seamanship. Lady Hester wisely disembarked, and proceeded to Con- stantinople in a caique. She arrived at Tophane in the middle of the night,v and was carried in a Sedan chair preceded by a man with a huge lantern (for the streets were then unlighted) up the steep hill of Pera to the house that had been hurriedly prepared for her. But she by no means approved of it, and soon after removed to Therapia, on the Bosphorus, where she established herself for the winter. From thence she writes to General Oakes, on December 21st : " Since the fire at Pera good houses are so scarce that I have taken up my abode at this place, where I have a fine view of the coast of Asia and the Black Sea. Lord Sligo and Bruce are about to set out on a tour ; the latter returns here in a few weeks, but my Lord, out of respect to you, means to take his passage to Malta by the first opportunity, and return to us in the spring- . . . Canning has behaved to me in the civilest, kindest manner possible, but has never once mentioned his cousin's name." This was the *' great Elchi " of the future, created in 1852 Viscount Stratford de Redcliffe, who had just succeeded Mr. Adair as Minister Plenipotentiary at Constantinople. In the " Memoirs " quoted by his biographer, Stanley Poole, he thus describes their meeting : " Lady Hester Stanhope brought with her all the interest which attaches to a person of her sex remark- able for talent, and nearly connected with a great public character. Not only was she the niece of Mr. 8 98 STRATFORD CANNING'S MEMOIRS [ch. hi Pitt, but she had lived for a time under the same roof with that unspotted Minister in the full intimacy of close relationship and daily intercourse. She had known many whose names were familiar to me, and some with whom I was personally acquainted. She had seen much of Mr. Canning. On these several accounts her conversation had strong attractions for me, notwithstanding its measureless exuberance and the not unfrequent singularities it displayed. Her travelling staff was composed of Michael Bruce, who acquired no little celebrity by the generous part he took in promoting the escape of M. Lavallette, of Mr. Pearce, the reputed son of Fox's friend Hare, and her physican Dr. Merriman (Meryon), who subsequently published a sketch of her life. She hired a house at Therapia and spent the winter there. ^* She told me sundry curious anecdotes of her uncle and others — too many, in fact, to be remembered at this distance of time. Speaking of Mr. Pitt, she said that during his retreat from office he showed no signs of discontent or restlessness ; that although she had slept under his bedroom at Walmer she never heard the sound of his footfall after the hour — an early one — at which he had retired. She told me that he always expressed the highest admiration of his father, taking for himself, comparatively, a more humble position than she was inclined to admit. She spoke of the carelessness with which he often left his papers, either scattered about the room, or at best stowed away under the cushions of his sofa. General Moore appeared to be her idol, and she took an evident pleasure in talking of him. In proof of his truthful- ness and sagacity, she said that on taking leave of his Minister (Lord Castlereagh), under whose instructions he was to act in the command of our forces in Spain, i8io~i8i2] "PRIMOSITY" 99 he declared, with his hand upon the lock of the door, that he had no faith in the expedition and apprehended a failure. She added that General Phipps had made a call one day, and the conversation turning on Sir John Moore, that he had sought to disparage that officer in Mr. Pitt's estimation, and that she, perceiving his design, had said, * You imagine. General, that Mr. Pitt does not greatly value Sir John's abilities, but learn from me, you nasty kangaroo ' — alluding to General Phipps's paralytic infirmity, and imitating his manner of holding his hands — ' that there is no one in the King's army v^hose services he appreciates more highly.* * Lady Hester! Lady Hester! what are you saying ? * exclaimed Mr. Pitt, with an ill- suppressed smile which betrayed his secret enjoyment of the scene." I can never believe that he enjoyed hearing a poor paralysed officer called *'a nasty kangaroo." Many notes and letters preserved among Lord Stratford's papers show the friendly terms they were upon. Some things which she did he distinctly dis- approved of, and frankly told her so. She, on her part, freely joked him for what she called his primosity — the grave formality of manner, certainly unusual in so young a man. Here are some extracts from this correspondence. Unfortunately, none of the letters are dated : Lady Hester to Mr. S. Canning " I have a thousand thanks to return to you for the wine you were so good as to send. I feel this kind attention like all those I have received at your hands since my residence in this part of the world. We have all been ill in the house, therefore I have postponed saying I shall be happy to see you. If it is convenient for you to ride down on Friday, I hope you will call for an hour and settle some day to dine here next loo SPANISH POLITICS [ch. hi week. I mention Friday, because Mr. Pisani threatens a visit Saturday or Sunday." " Should you receive any intelligence from Cadiz, it would be very kind of you to give me a little in- formation, for I am so anxious about my brother; in his last letter he tells me there is a fever broke out, but it had not then reached Isla. I trust you will not quite crack your brain with politics, particularly Spanish politics^ for you may depend upon it they are not worth thinking about, any further than individuals are con- cerned. If you had seen all those fools, called Generals, I saw at Gibraltar you would think so likewise. Miranda has been invited to head the revolutionists in South America, and was to leave England the day after he wrote to me. If that country emancipates itself, what is to become of Spain ? and what are her present resources, drained as she has been by con- tending armies ? I like to take a grand view of things and look a little into futurity, yet dispassionately consider the present state of affairs. You may per- haps think me very impertinent to give my opinion thus uncalled for to an &c., &c., &c., but I always speak and write just what I think, even to princes. If my little notes from the banks of the Bosphorus please you, some day you may perhaps receive some from the banks of the Orinoco." ^*Mr. Pisani and I got on very well, and he has most politely sent me some fresh butter made in a bottle ; how got out in the dignified state in which I received it is about as great a wonder to me as that such a creature as Mr. Perceval should get into office, and become Prime Minister of England. I send you the third volume of Lord Chatham's * Life ' ; how wonderfully the military anecdotes contained in it cut up the Generals of that day ! I wish I had the pen i8io-i8i2] CONSTANTINOPLE loi of the writer, to lash those in the profession I most dislike ; to name them you might think undutiful." '* If you have any news from Spain or Portugal, in charity send it me. I am so anxious for the arrival of letters, and when they come shall dread to open them. There is no saying what trials may still be in reserve for me, and I have had enough. ... I am not going to flatter you, but some of your opinions are so like those of my great Oracle, that I send you his letters to his nephew, just to compare them." " I take the liberty of sending you Mr. Pitt's * Life,' that you may refer to past times, as I fancy your mind, like mine, dwells with anxiety upon the present awkward situation of affairs at home. When you come here, we must look into my grandfather s life, which is my Bible. When so impatient with the gout that he could not bear any one to approach him, he had me, a little child in arms, laid upon his bed for hours together, and when he sat up used to nurse me. I suppose this inspired me with a true love for politics, and a sovereign contempt for the world, which he possessed in the highest degree. " I have told the Doctor he might remain a few days longer at Pera, if Lord Plymouth requires his assistance. I never saw his Lordship, and I detest his mother, and only act towards him as I should do towards the most perfect stranger. Therefore pray do not make any fine speeches, for I should very much dislike to do anything which might in future bring on an acquaintance. But any medicines he cannot get here he is welcome to, and this you may assure him of in a simple way, as the Doctor's expressions are so very flowery when they do come out (and it is a long time first), that I cannot very well trust him with this commission." 102 TURKISH GRAVITY [ch. hi Lady Hester to Mr, 5. Canning " I am much obliged to you for the papers, which I return ; nor am I angry at your scold. I only beg leave to ask you one question. When did four Turks, and one the brother of a Captain Pacha, visit and dine with a Christian woman? I wore my sword with such an air that it has made a conquest of them all, and they begin to find their own women rather stupid (at least they say so, but men fib sadly); therefore I should recommend you to take advantage of this new discovery, and pack up one to take to England with you. For in good time I hope to de- stroy the gravity of these men, and then it will be a great satisfaction to the ladies who have been used to this quality to find you possess it in so high a degree. I am sorry to say, were I in my grave, it would be lost upon me. Look sharp, or I shall intrude myself under some strange form into the sanctuary you inhabit and burn all the papers, and unprimefy Sir H. Jones, who, if he was not a quiz before, must be turned into one from having been kept under lock and key^ and bored to death with business ever since his arrival. I am sure I shall more than Hke Captain Barrie, if you will not stamp him with mystery and solemnity before I have made his acquaintance. The Doctor tells me that you were so improved with the small portion of country air you allowed yourself to breathe that I cannot but wish you could make it convenient to try a little more of it, and it would flatter me much if you put it in my power to watch the progress of its effect." '' I return you your papers and letter with many thanks. The Cortes does not seem to be going on very well; but 1 never believe any statement in the Gibraltar Gazette, for I know for certain that articles for that paper have been fabricated in the Foreign i8io-i8i2] CONSTANTINOPLE 103 Office and sent out there to be printed, and afterwards recopied into English newspapers— * extracts of letters from Gibraltar from the Gibraltar Gazette' — a pack of stuff about Spanish affairs. Besides, Kali at Gibraltar writes for these papers. I have often seen his pro- ductions before they were printed, and they were his from beginning to end. "As you are fond of reports, I must tell you one that is called a fact, and it comes from your enemies — that the Austrians are displeased with the Emperor for having promised to pay eighty millions of florins with his daughter. Half he has paid, but when about to levy the rest, there was so much discontent created at Vienna, that he set off to Prague with four regiments of cavalry. La Tour (the famous Hussars), Stepships, Clino, and Wurtemberg — so sound the names, but I cannot spell German. Should this be true, I suppose it will please you ; but I should say the Emperor was a great fool to leave the capital. I believe Prague could at one time send 60,000 men into the field. Now imagine the Emperor at the head of these troops, so attached to the English and the great cause, grant subsidies, when we have no money, and when five shillings are sold for seven at Malta, create a revo- lution in Germany to destroy the French interest, and send a General from the Horse Guards to organize an army, never considering he cannot get there without wings (which, when General Clinton was appointed, last summer twelvemonth, was totally forgotten, and in which well-imagined appointment I was not a little interested, as he chose my brother out of the whole army as the young man of the greatest resource he knew). Imagine all these things, and then you will have a pleasant diplomatic dream, and awake seeing everything en rose^ I04 AN ALBANIAN INCIDENT [ch. hi Lady Hester to Mr, S. Canning *' Perhaps I have been guilty of a little imprudence to-day, though I think I only acted justly. Complaints were made me of Lord Sligo's Albanian, who is a very reprobate fellow, and he thought proper last night to fire off his pistols in the street, contrary to the rule here. The guard threatened to put him into prison if it ever happened again^ and I sent to say he was very welcome, if he disobeyed his orders and mine. The Doctor has since told me that you seemed to like to take the law in your own hands, and therefore it has just struck me that I may have done wrong, though I do not exactly see what you have to do with Albanians, for this fellow is not one of those given to Lord Sligo by the Vali Pacha, but a groom hired by the month. If I have erred, pray tell me so, and be assured it is through ignorance^ and no disrespect to your power, or disregard to your wishes ; and be so good as to set the business right as soon as you can. Only oblige me by being severe with the Albanian, as it will save me much future trouble with the others, who. Lord S. once told me, he should leave under my care if he went to Persia alone." " I wish you joy of a victory so brilliant and so glorious to the British arms, but so useless as far as what relates to the grand cause. The conduct of the Spaniards has been quite as shameful as usual, and just what I expected. As to Massena, wait a little to see why he retreated before you are too much elevated. I rejoice you are likely to be set free, and I hope I shall have the pleasure of seeing you depart with a smiling face. I shall make war against nasty Frere. Mr. Liston I am rather inclined to think I shall like ; but it is little probable that he will show me mpr^ kindness and attention than you i8io-i8i2] DELIBACHES 105 have done, which, though I do quiz you sometimes, I am perfectly sensible of, and shall ever acknowledge with gratitude. Quiz me in return, and take one good lesson before you go. When you are no longer a great man, I shall speak to you with more confidence ; you may think me strange, but I hope always a very honourable being. Now don't crack your brain; the wise man speaketh in parables, so may therefore a silly woman. Having had such good news of my dearest brother puts me into spirits, and I could talk nonsense for the hour. . . . You ought to see this beautiful place" (Brusa) ; "but when no longer a great man you might fall in love with some of these very beautiful Turkish women, and that would be a great sin. I am quite delighted with everything here. Imagine ! I drank coffee the other day with a tribe of Delibaches. I thought it would give me an opportunity of examining these terrible people, and if they overtook me in my ride they would not murder me. 1 was quite right, for they all saluted me as an old friend, and each of them mumbled a civil speech. . . . There are great prospects of my dear Duke of York coming in again. He is not only the best friend a soldier ever had, but the best private friend in the world." After more than ten months of *Wery pleasant intercourse," Mr. Canning and Lady Hester had a bitter quarrel. She, it seems, **was dying to see Napoleon with her own eyes," and privately made interest with the French charge d'affaires, M. de Latour-Maubourg, to obtain a passport to France. This plan was kept secret ; but one day, a spy employed by the English Minister brought him word that Lady Hester had been seen walking on the shores of the Bosphorus with M. de Latour-Maubourg, and he went straight to her house to demand an expla- nation. She told him the truth, ''and explained the secrecy of the interviews by her desire to keep the io6 PASSPORT TO FRANCE [ch. hi English Minister out of the business, which she felt might embarrass him ; but added that if Mr. Liston or any ' old stager ' were at the Porte, she would have no compunction in giving him trouble." This allu- sion to his youth and inexperience — he was then but twenty-four, ten years younger than Lady Hester — very naturally nettled him, and he required her either to ask the permission of His Majesty's Government, or to await the arrival of the French Ambassador, before seeing M. de Maubourg again. She declined to do either; and he announced, in high dudgeon, that neither he nor any member of the English Mission would enter her house again. Lady Hester gave him her hand at parting, and said it would make no difference in her sentiments towards him. But the following morning she sent him a copy of the letter she had written to Lord Wellesley (in anticipation of his taking a similar course), which raised his exasperation to the highest pitch. It was enclosed with the following note : ** That your Excellency may be aware that deceit forms no part of my character, I enclose a copy of a letter to Lord Wellesley. I wish people in England neither to blame nor pity the situation in which you have placed me, and if 1 defend myself not exactly in the way most pleasing to you, recollect it is your conduct which has made it necessary." She began her letter by saying that she wished to go to France "for her health," and that M. de Maubourg had written for passports for her journey. Had Mr. Adair, or one of his character, been at the Porte, she would have told him of her plan. Lady Hester to Lord Wellesley " But Mr. Canning is young and inexperienced, full of zeal, but full of prejudice. I guessed, therefore, what might be the line of conduct he would pursue on such an occasion. Respecting, as I do, his many virtues, I do not wish to quarrel with him, or appear openly to disregard his authority, or publicly to ridicule the very idea of any person presuming to doubt my patriotism ; because I despise the idea of i8io-i8i2] QUARREL WITH S. CANNING 107 war with individuals, and also cannot but lament a fault too common in most of our public men — that of seeing things in the hght they wish them to be, not as they are, and trying to impose this fallacy upon the public mind, which, when discovered, must sooner or later destroy the degree of confidence they ought to possess. The above reason induced me to see M. de M. privately, who is also very young for his situation, but which his talents fully qualify him to fill. Nothing can have been more candid, more honourable and delicate, than his conduct upon this occasion. He lost no time in writing to Paris for passports, and his answer may be expected any day. " Not long ago, Mr. Canning's spy, who I saw was pursuing me for some time, communicated to his employer that he had seen M. de M. and myself walking together upon the coast of Asia. This led Mr. Canning to enquire into the business, the whole of which I communicated to him, and my reasons for having kept it a secret. He has thought it his duty to take leave of me, and also to forbid any of those persons belonging to him to visit me, which, as far as it affects my comfort, is of no consequence, as they were all horribly dull (except M. Pisani, who is a man of information and merit); and, as far as relates to my politics, I flatter myself that it is not in the power of Mr. Canning or any other person to cast any reflec- tion upon them that would be credited in this or any other country — much less in my own. "Although it is evident that Mr. C. has not been educated in your Lordship's school of gallantry, yet I give him full credit for acting from the most upright and conscientious principles; and if his zeal has carried him a little too far, there is no one so willing to forgive it as I am, or so little inclined to attempt io8 S. CANNING QUIZZED [ch. hi to turn him from what he considers to be the execu- tion of his duty. Affectation nor fear has in no degree influenced my line of conduct towards him ; and if I have acted with more moderation than is usual to me, it proceeds from what may (though true) sound like conceit to confess — the persuasion that Mr. Canning and I do not stand upon equal grounds, and that he is by no means a match for me, were I determined to revenge what to others carries the appearance of insult. But as he is both a religious and political Methodist, after having appeared to doubt my love for my country, he will next presume to teach me my duty to my God ! ^^ Before I conclude, I must request your Lordship not to receive Mr. C. with dry bows and wry faces, or allow the fine ladies to toss him in a blanket. The best reward for his services would be to appoint him Commander-in-Chief at home and Ambassador Extra- ordinary abroad to the various societies for the suppression of vice, and cultivation of patriotism. The latter consists in putting one's self in greater convulsions than the dervishes at the mention of Buonaparte's name." No man likes to be quizzed and called a prig, and Stratford Canning was notoriously the least patient of men ; but what most galled him in Lady Hester's letter was its tone of kindly patronage. '* Nothing more ingeniously malicious could have been devised," says his biographer. ** A horrible vision of its going the round of the Cabinet in a red despatch box rose before his eyes, and he wrote to his cousin, who, though out of office, was in close relations with Lord Wellesley, and begged him, if Lady Hester carried out her threat, to set him right with the Foreign Secretary and any one else whose opinion was worth considering. .• . . George Canning wrote that so far as he knew, it had never reached the Foreign Office." i8io-i8i2] CONSTANTINOPLE 109 But I fully believe it was sent, and she mentions a copy that went to General Oakes at Malta. Even before the final breach, there had been a certain amount of friction between the belligerents. " I believe," she writes, " that C. is jealous. ... I have made my own way with the Turks, and I have contrived to get upon so intimate a footing, that the Pacha's brother, brother-in-law, and Captain of the Fleet, dined with us, accompanied by their confidential physician. This may not sound like a compliment; but see the Captain Pacha's brother, bending under a tree in a public walk ! He neither notices Greek, Armenian, or Frank women of any kind, but looks at them all as if they were sheep in a field, and they dare not come near him, as his attendants form a circle which they never pass, but stand and look at him for an hour together. I must likewise tell you that C. has been much shocked at my having gone on board the fleet in men's clothes : a pair of over-alls, a military great coat, and cocked hat, is so much less decent a dress than that of a real fine lady in her shift and gown, and half-naked besides ! The Captain Pacha said I was welcome to go, but I must change my dress, and I certainly thought it worth while. I closely examined everything; and as 1 understand a little about a ship, it was not quite a useless visit. , . . To give you an idea of the narrowness of this man's" (Canning's) *' mind, when I praised M. de Mau- bourg, and said even himself could not but confess the French charge d'affaires had never done a dirty thing, and was considered, even by his enemies, as dis- interested and pure, he was obliged to agree; but added, had he been a man of principle, he could never live under the orders of a tyrant. I said, * What was he or any other Frenchman to do?' He replied. no LORD SLIGO [ch. hi * Leave France for England.' * And what to do there ? * said I. 'Live upon bread and water!' he answered. God knows we have too many Frenchmen in England already to wish for more." Let me hasten to add that the quarrel was soon made up. Mr. Canning bore no malice ; and when, on leaving Constantinople, she was shipwrecked on the island of Rhodes, he assisted her by every means in his power, and she wrote him a grateful letter of acknowledgment, accompanied by a little peace-offer- ing (see p. 132). Lady Hester to Mr. S. Canning ^^ March <)th^ 181 1. *' 1 have received a letter from my disagreeable cousin Wynn ^ (at least, every person thinks him so ; and it is so long since I have seen him, that I almost forget what he is like — only remember he is ugly). W. sends me, as I had reason to believe, a present from the Duchess of Rutland; but, alas! the box was empty. He says he shall be here next month, and then I shall make him account for having lost my trinket. Lord Sligo we expect every day from Smyrna. I fear he has got into a sad scrape about the deserters he took on board his brig; but, as he has been involved by the lies of traders, and of Mr. John or James the footman, I trust the naval men will hear reason, as I am sure he intended no dis- respect to the service, though he has been very, very imprudent ; and it has been difficult to make him attach sufficient importance, which he began by laugh- ing at, and thinking fine fun. ... I find a great many English are expected here in the spring. The weather within these few days has been quite heavenly, and I propose to myself great pleasure in riding a new ^ Afterwards Sir Henry Wynn, and for many years our Minister at Copenhagen. He married my mother's sister, Hester Smith, i8io-i8i2] BRUSA III horse (now breaking for me) that Bruce brought from Asia." Early in May she went to Brusa and spent two happy months in that terrestrial paradise. Lady Hester to Mr, S, Canning ^^June 2nd, 1811. ** How I wish you were here to enjoy this delicious climate and the finest country I ever beheld. Italy is nothing to it in point of magnificence. The town of Brusa is situated at the foot of Mount Olympus; it is one of the largest towns, and may be considered the capital of Asia Minor. The houses are, like all Turkish houses, bad in themselves, but so interspersed with trees and mosques that the whole has a fine effect. The view is quite delightful, over an immense plain more rich and beautiful than anything I ever saw, covered with trees, shrubs, and flowers of all descriptions. The rides are charming, and the horses better than any of those I have met out of England. ... By this time Lord Sligo will have reached Malta. I hope you admire his Albanians ; they are not all such frights as those he has with him. Their dress I think extraordinarily handsome. If you leave Malta, you must not come here, for you would fall in love if you did. How beautiful are these Asiatic women ! They go to the bath from fifty to five hundred to- gether; and when I was bathing the other day, the wife of a deposed Pacha begged I would finish my bathing at a bath half a mile off, that she might have the pleasure of my society ; but this I decHned. They bathe with all their ornaments on — trinkets, I mean — and when finished, they bind up their hair with flowers and eat and talk for hours, then fumble up their faces, all but the eyes, and sit under the trees till the evening." 112 THE PARTING OF THE WAYS [ch. hi Mr. North (afterwards Lord Guilford) and his nephew, Mr. Frederick Douglas, came to stay with her at Brusa. In July she returned to Constanti- nople, and on August 27th writes from Bebec, on the Bosphorus, that she is '' happy and comfortable, and quite another creature to what I was at Malta. A very short time will now decide to what part of the world we shall bend our steps." She had decided not to spend another winter at Constantinople, and if she had received her French passports (for I need hardly say that M. de Maubourg's application was unsuc- cessful), would certainly have gone to Italy, for she speaks of her *' great hopes of getting to Rome — perhaps even to France." How different the whole course of her life might, indeed must, have been, had she bent her steps Westwards ! '* The long-promised bridle accompanies this letter. I fear you will not like it much, but it is of the newest fashion. There are two sorts of bridles here, such as I send, of various descriptions and colours, and those made for very great men, of solid silver, weighing, some of them, twelve or fifteen pounds, which their own stallions can just bear the weight of during some grand pro- cession. In the hand these bridles are the most magnificent thing you can imagine, but they are so confused with chains and ornaments, that they bury a horse's head, and have little effect. I have sent a red one to my brother, but I thought that a dark one would more become your white horse. All those with tassels are made with a little silk mixed with silver and gold twist ; it looks pretty for a day, but the heat of the horse spoils it directly, and it cannot be cleaned. This bridle must be cleaned with lemon-juice." Towards the end of September, the expected cousin, Mr. Williams Wynn, arrived at Constantinople, and paid her a visit, of which he wrote the following account to his mother (October 4th, 181 1): Mr. Williams Wynn to his Mother ''You will, of course, expect a description of our dear cousin, who is living with Bruce and a Doctor at a small village on the Bosphorus, about six English miles from this place. From the present state of ^i8io-i8i2] DESCRIPTION OF LADY HESTER 113 Europe, an Englishman cannot find any society what- ever here; her conversation is therefore of value, though I own I have been very much disappointed in her cleverness, for I cannot give that denomination to abuse of everything and everybody. The day I first saw her, I had not been in the room ten minutes before she opened her batteries, abusing or laughing at every individual of the family, excepting Ebrington, Watkin, and Cholmondeley. The first she praised up to the skies, but the last two were only well enough in their way. I gave her as good as she brought, and we were therefore excellent friends. She even does me the honour to say that my foreign education has a little counteracted the Grenville blood. I must, however, say that at the time when she is abusing everything which is most dear to me, she does it in a manner that it is impossible to be angry with her, and I believe that it proceeds more from a love of ridiculing than from the heart. Her great hero is the Duke of York, who, I believe, according to her, is to be the saviour of Europe; on the other hand, the people she most abuses are Lord Chatham and Lord Carrington. I am surprised at her being so inveterate against the latter, as she says even the Grenvilles are far preferable to that contemptible set who call them- selves Mr. Pitt's friends. She is now on the point of leaving this place for Athens, where she expects a passport to go to Italy and France. If she does not get it, which is most likely, she intends to go to Syria and Egypt. I will now have done with my cousin, though I could fill several sheets with her eccentricities." The passport was, as I have already said, refused. Italy being thus out of the question, she decided to go to Egypt, and a Greek vessel was chartered to take the party to Alexandria. She was duly cleansed, 9 114 > -- provisioned, and fitted with cabins for their reception, and they sailed from Constantinople on October 23rd. But the stormy petrel always seemed to attend poor Lady Hester's voyages. They were wind-bound, first at one island, and then at another, and on Novem- ber 23rd, exactly a month after their departure, had got no further than Rhodes. At last a favourable wind sprung up, and they bowled merrily along for two days ; but on the third they were met by a furious southerly gale, and compelled to change their course ; and on the fourth the ship sprung a leak, and there came the ominous cry, " All hands to the pumps ! " They were out of order and proved of little use ; the water gained upon them in spite of their efforts; it blew harder and harder, and all was confusion on deck. Lady Hester, who was below, was aroused by the noise, and surmising their danger, dressed herself, bade her maid put together a few necessaries, and set to work to cheer and encourage the crew. She re- membered there was a cask of wine on board, went down to draw some, and distributed it among them. Three or four of the men refused to work any more, and throwing themselves flat on their faces, wept and wailed to the Virgin Mary, crying, " Panagia mon ! Panagia mon ! " They were steering for Rhodes, and a little comforted by coming in sight of the island; but the ship had by this time heeled gunwale down, and was so water-logged that she did not answer the helm. It became evident that she was sinking, and they took to the long boat, and made for a rock they saw a little way ahead. It was a desperate venture in such a sea; every moment the waves broke over them and threatened to swamp the boat ; but at last, drenched to the skin, they succeeded in reaching the rock, and found a cave where Lady Hester and her maid could be placed for shelter. It was the only available refuge from the whirling showers of spray, and having saved nothing, they had neither food nor water ; but they were too much worn out to think of anything but rest, and throwing themselves down on the wet rock, slept soundly amid '* the visitation of the winds" and the deafening roar of the sea. At mid- night the weather moderated a little, and the captain proposed to take the boat across to Rhodes and buy provisions. The island was some miles off, and he i8io-i8i2] RHODES 115 would only consent to risk the attempt if the passen- gers were left behind, as there could be no possible chance for a heavily laden boat. They had no choice but to agree, and he promised to light a fire on the beach if he had the good fortune to get safe to land. It may be imagined with what feelings they watched for the signal, and welcomed it when it appeared. But a long period of suspense was still before them. For thirty weary hours of hunger and thirst they awaited the captain's return, with an ever-increasing doubt whether he would return at all. At last the boat appeared with the provisions, but without the captain, who had refused to come, and they were, though with great difficulty, conveyed across to the island. They did not land a moment too soon, for, just as they reached the shore, a heavy sea struck the boat, and she was presently swamped and staved. The rain was falling in torrents, and Lady Hester and her maid were put under cover in an old mill, but poor Mrs. Fry soon came running out again and declared she could not remain with her Ladyship where there were so many rats. They found they were still three days' journey — and that over the roughest and wildest of paths — from the town of Rhodes, and poor Lady Hester, having travelled " over dreadful rocks and mountains, partly on foot and partly on a mule, for eight hours," was laid up by fever on the way. But her illness did not last long, for she was able to write from Rhodes on December 19th : " My health has suffered less than I expected. ... I have crossed the island on an ass, going for six hours a day, which proves I am pretty well now, at least." She wrote to report herself both to her brother and her London bank, and the following account of her shipwreck was received by her solicitor, Mr. Murray : Lady Hester to Mr, Murray "The Island of Rhodes, ^^ January 2nd, 181 2. " Dear Sir, — Before this letter reaches you, you will have heard, in all probability, an account of my ship- wreck from Mr. Coutts. That I am here to relate it ii6 HARDSHIPS [ch. hi is rather extraordinary, for I escaped not only a sinking ship, but put to sea in a boat when one could hardly have supposed it could have lived five minutes — the storm was so great. Unable to make the land, I got ashore, not on an island, but a bare rock which stuck up in the sea, and remained thirty hours without food or water. It becoming calmer the second night, 1 once more put to sea, and fortunately landed upon the island of Rhodes, but above three days' journey from the town, travelling at the rate of eight hours a day over mountains and dreadful rocks. Could the fashionables I once associated with believe that I could have sufficient composure of mind to have given my orders as distinctly and as positively as if I had been sitting in the midst of them, and that I slept for many hours very sound on the bare rock, covered with a pelisse, and was in a sweet sleep the second night, when I was awoke by the men, who seemed to dread that, as it was becoming calmer, and the wind changing (which would bring the sea in another direction), that we might be washed off the rock before morning. So away I went, putting my faith in that God who has never quite forsaken me in all my various misfortunes. The next place I slept in was a mill, upon sacks of corn; after that, in a hut, where I turned out a poor ass to make more room, and congratulated myself on having a bed of straw. When I arrived (after a day of tremendous fatigue) at a tolerable village, I found myself too ill to proceed the next day, and was fortunate enough to make the acquaintance of a kind-hearted, hospitable Greek gentleman, whom misfortune had sent into obscurity, and he insisted upon keeping me in his house till I was recovered. At the end of a few days I continued my journey, and arrived here, having i8io-i8i2] RHODES 117 suffered less than any other woman would have done whose health was as precarious as mine has been for so long a time. Everything I possessed I have lost ; had I attempted to have saved anything, others would have done the same, and the boat would have been sunk. To collect clothes in this part of the world to dress as an Englishwoman would be next to impossible ; at least, it would cost me two years' income. To dress as a Turkish woman would not do, because I must not be seen to speak to a man ; therefore I have nothing left for it but to dress as a Turk — not like the Turks you are in the habit of seeing in England, but as an Asiatic Turk in a travelling dress — just a sort of silk and cotton shirt ; next a striped silk and cotton waistcoat ; over that another with sleeves, and over that a cloth short jacket without sleeves or half-sleeves, beauti- fully worked in coloured twist, a large pair of breeches, and Turkish boots, a sash into which goes a brace of pistols, a knife, and a sort of short sword, a belt for powder and shot made of variegated leather, which goes over the shoulder, the pouches the same, and a turban of several colours, put on in a particular way with a large bunch of natural flowers on one side. This is the dress of the common Asiatic; the great men are covered with gold and embroidery, and nothing can be more splendid and becoming than their dress. At this moment I am a wretched figure— half a Greek, half a Turk, but most of all like a blackguard (Gallongi), a Turkish sailor. As there is nothing interesting in the town of Rhodes, and the Bey being the only disagreeable Turk I ever met with, once a slave, and now a tyrant, but not of my sort — ignorant, sordid, and vulgar — 1 have left him and his city for a little habitation on the sea coast, about three miles distant from the town. The situation of this summer ii8 A CONTENTED MIND! [ch. iii residence is enchanting, even at this season of the year. Let those who envied me in my greatness ahke envy me in rags; let them envy that con- tented and contemplative mind v^hich rises superior to all worldly misfortunes which are independent of the affections of the heart. Tell them I can feel happier in wandering over wilds, observing and ad- miring the beauties of Nature, than ever I did when surrounded by pomp, flatterers, and fools. . . . All my curiosities, all my discoveries, are gone to the bottom, and many valuable ones I have made with so much trouble. If I want a Turk, it is the Ramazan, it is the feast of the Bairam ; he is either at prayers, asleep, or in the bath. If I want a Greek, his shop is shut — it is a saint's day. If I want an Armenian, it is the same thing. The Jews are less provoking; but, between them all and their different languages, it requires not a little patience and exertion to get through with anything out of the common way. I have never yet received one letter from you. ... I cannot hardly suppose that you have never written to me, but I think you cannot have forwarded my letters through the channel I have so repeatedly directed. To be ignorant about poor dear Grandmama, and not to know what is become of poor Nash,^ and if I have the means to assist her, is really very painful to me. William HilUer and Mr. Norman have alike disobeyed my orders. I desired they would be sure to write to me about Nash, and never have I had one line from any one of them. This is gratitude; but such has been my fate — to be forgotten the moment I am no longer useful. I am never low, but when 1 think of ' The old nurse at Chevenmg. My father always spoke of her with much affection, and paid her pension till, as he computed, she must have been more than loo years old. He then made enquiries, and found she had been long dead and fraudulently represented. i8io-i8i2] SCIO 119 England and the monsters it contains — when I put them out of my mind I am happy, for I have great reason to be so ; but who do I owe my comforts to ? — to strangers ! " To Gen. Oakes she writes in a livelier strain : ** Bruce, Mr. Pearce, and the Doctor are quite well. They have saved nothing ; but do not think us dull, for we (myself included) danced the Pyrrhic dance with the peasants in the villages on our way here. " We have lost a poor dog who was quite a treasure ; it was so frightened and so sick, we could not get it into the boat. I lament this every day, and little else, except the most beautiful collection of conserves for you and two other people — violets, roses, orange- flowers, and every kind of fruit. ** Wynn is here, and is very kind to me. . . . Tell Mr. Taylor I make conquests of Turks everywhere. Here they are ten times more strict than in Con- stantinople ; yet a Turk has lent me a house and a bath in the middle of an orange garden where I go to-morrow. The houses on the outside of the walls, where the Franks live, are only fit for poultry. ** When I went on shore at Scio,^ I slept two nights at a Turkish house, and they would not admit even a dragoman ; but I contrived to make myself under- stood, got an excellent breakfast, and set it all out in my own way, which amused them of all things, and one of their friends lent me a horse and a black * " Lady Hester is now wind-bound at Scio on her way to Alex- andria, from whence she is to go to Jerusalem to fulfill a prophecy of Brothers', that she is to be the means of establishing God's elect there. She says she will not go there till she knows I have left it, for fear that any branch of the Grenvilles should come under that denomination. I can assure you that she talks of her Jerusalem Government half in joke and half in earnest. She is the oddest mixture I ever saw of cleverness and folly." — Mr. Wynn to his mother, November 14th, 181 1. I20 ORIENTAL DRESS [cH. iii slave to attend me. I do not know how it is, but I always feel at home with these people, and can get out of them just what I like; but it is a very different thing with the Greeks, who shuffle and shuffle, and you never can depend upon them for one moment/' The Oriental dress that Lady Hester had now adopted, and taken such pains to describe to her lawyer, she never again discarded. ** I assure you,^* she says in one of her letters, ''that if I ever looked well in anything, it is in the Asiatic dress, quite different from the European Turk's." To Western eyes there was nothing peculiarly masculine about it,^ for the long and voluminous trousers simulated a petticoat about as well as ''the divided skirt" advocated by our dress reformers. The wearing of weapons was not a matter of choice ; it was im- perative for all travellers in those countries, and I can find no mention of her ever having used them. Other requisites besides clothes, such as medicines, camp-equipages, stores, &:c., which were not obtain- able at Khodes, had still to be replaced, and the Doctor was despatched to Smyrna to procure them. He was several weeks awa)'', and on his return found Lady Hester at the point of departure. Captain Henry Hope, of the Salsette frigate, hearing of her ship- wrecked condition, had come to offer to take her and her party to Alexandria, and she welcomed him as a deliverer. "Chivalry Hope he is to be called," she declared, " for the old knights of Malta and Rhodes could not have deserved more praise. . . . What we should have done without him I know not." They joyfully embarked in the Salsette; but, with her usual ill-luck at sea, no sooner had she set foot on board than a storm arose, which detained them for some days at Marmora, and they did not arrive at Alexandria till the first days of February. Colonel Misset, the English resident, gave them a * It is curious to find in the Doctor's journal, that when she was seen riding in an English riding habit at Brusa, *' it was whispered about that she was a boy," as her dress resembled that of the pages of the Seragho. i8io-i8i2] CAIRO 121 hospitable welcome, and found a house in the Frank quarter for Lady Hester. But her first impressions of the country were far from encouraging. "This place I think quite hideous," she tells General Oakes, " and if all Egypt is like it, I shall wish to quit it as soon as possible." They only remained long enough to make some necessary purchases, and prepare for the journey to Cairo. How times are changed ! Now it is a few hours distant by rail; then, it was a toilsome progress by land and water that might have dated from the time of the Pharaohs. Captain Hope accompanied them as far as Rosetta. They travelled first on donkeys, then in flat-bottomed boats across Lake Madiah, and by one of the Canopic branches of the Nile to Aboukir Bay; thence, coasting along for a mile or two, they reached the entrance of Lake Edko, which they traversed, and finally landing at the village of Edko, again mounted donkeys and rode to Rosetta. Here they hired two dahabeahs, with a couple of cabins eight feet square a-piece, to take them up the Nile, one for Lady Hester and the faithful Fry, the other for the three gentlemen, and sailing night and day, reached Cairo on the fifth night. Lady Hester^s arrival caused a great sensation, for the sight of an English lady of rank was then an almost unprecedented event, and she was received with much honour by the Pacha. Five of his finest horses, splendidly caparisoned, were sent to convey her and her party to the Ezbekieh Palace ; she was preceded by a bevy of officials bearing silver sticks — each additional silver stick marking a grade in the social scale — and allowed to dismount at the inner gate. She herself had prepared with due magnificence for the occasion, and appeared in a Tunisian costume of purple velvet embroidered with gold, wearing two Kashmir shawls for which she had paid £i00y one as a turban, the other as a girdle. The Pacha, who had never seen an English lady before, received her in a gaily decorated kiosk in the garden of his harem, on a gorgeously embroidered divan of scarlet velvet, and offered her, according to Oriental custom, sherbet, coffee, and a narghileh. But the narghileh she refused, not having yet learned to smoke. Unfortunately, none of her letters from Cairo have been preserved, and no 122 ANOTHER ESCAPE [ch. hi record remains of their conversation. Before her de- parture, the Pacha further honoured her by reviewing his troops before her, and made her a present of a fine Arab charger, which, with its superb caparisons, she sent to the Duke of York. Another horse, given to her by Abdul Bey, one of the courtiers, she forwarded to Lord Ebrington by the same opportunity. Mr. Henry Wynn,^ having crossed the desert from Gaza, here rejoined the party, with his servant George, whose presence of mind on one occasion saved Lady Hester's Hfe. They were returning from an expedition to the Pyramids — then a formidable and even hazard- ous undertaking, requiring not only horses, camels, tents, provisions, &c., but a guard of soldiers — and Lady Hester had engaged the French Mamelukes, with their captain, as her escort. As they were being ferried across the Nile, a plank sprung in the bottom of the boat in which she was sitting, and the water rushed in. They were in the middle of the river, where the current is strongest, and the boatman, in his consternation, lost his head and dropped his oars. George, quick as lightning, tore off his turban, plugged the leak, and doubling his fist in the man's face, threatened to kill him if he did not row them ashore. He obeyed, and they landed in safety. Early in May they left Cairo for Rosetta, where, with some natural doubts and misgivings, they selected a polacca to take them to Jaffa. On this occasion, however, the voyage, unlike her former experiences at sea, was prosperous as well as brief. At Jaffa, Mr. Pearce left them to take another route, and Lady Hester commenced her long travels on horseback through Syria and the Holy Land. She rode in true Oriental style, with two Saises walking at her horse's head. Her saddle and bridle, both Egyptian, were of crimson velvet embroidered in gold, and her travelling costume, likewise brought from Cairo, consisted of a satin vest with long ^ He writes to his mother (April, 1812): "Notwithstanding I partly agree with you in what you say of our cousin, I was very glad to find her here ; I had constant society in her house, and to me she made herself very agreeable. She has many faults, but has, I believe, an excellent heart. . . . We went a very large party to the Pyramids. . . . Lady Hester attempted to go in, but the undertaking was too great even for her, who is superior in exertion to any woman I ever saw," i8io-i8i2] ISHMAEL BEY 123 sleeves, open from the elbow, and a red cloth jacket and trousers, both again heavy with gold embroidery ; the latter full enough **to form, by their numerous folds, a very beautiful drapery.'* Over this, when riding, she wore a white abba, or burnous,^ and her turban was a Kashmir shawl. No letters of hers are forthcoming till the following September ; but I found among her papers part of a MS. journal kept by Mr. Bruce. It hardly ever mentions her, and deals chiefly with historical, geographical, and statistical details, describing what is now the beaten track of tourists to Jerusalem, Bethlehem, Mount Carmel, Haifa, and Acre. But now and again, what my Scotch nurse used to call **th' auld Adam," peeps out, as when he speaks of '*the infamous conduct" of the Aga of Jaffa, *' whose insolence is only to be equalled by his ignorance, and his ignorance by his presumption." What he really did we are not told ; but whatever it was it drew down upon him the full measure of Lady Hester's wrath, and they were not a little uneasy when, at their next station, Ramleh, they found that he had followed them there, and sent for the Aga of the place, who had shown himself very friendly. Surely he must have come to complain of them ? to exact satisfaction for the ** indignation " so forcibly ex- pressed ? But it turned out that he had come on quite a different errand, and only intreated his colleague at Ramleh " to use every means in his power to pacify the English lady." At Jerusalem they came across a man whose story has of late years been discredited, and his very existence questioned — the one Mameluke who escaped from the massacre of his comrades at Cairo. His name was Ishmael Bey, and he spoke a little English, having spent two months in England with his brother Elfi. He told Mr. Bruce that " his escape from Cairo was quite miraculous. When the Mamelukes were enclosed within the gates of the Citadel, and the Albanians had begun to fire upon them, he leaped over a very high wall and galloped to his house. He then changed his clothes, provided himself with money, hired some dromedaries, and went into the ^ One of these, said to have been worn by her, is in my pos- session. 124 BURCKHARDT [ch. hi desert. At night, when he was asleep, the perfidious Arabs (who were his guides), taking advantage of his defenceless situation, attacked him with sabres and with bludgeons, wounded him in the head, the neck, and the sides, and left him for dead. In this state he was found by a humane Arab, who discovered in him some signs of life. He took him to his house and provided him with what his scanty store could furnish. He remained with him near six weeks, until his wounds were healed. In the interval (through the means of the Arab) he contrived to have some com- munication with Cairo. He procured some clothes and a little money, and then went into Syria. He there claimed the protection of Suleiman Pacha of Acre, who has given him a place of refuge, and allows him a miserable pittance. His situation is very critical, as the Turks do not respect the laws of hospitality. As long as Suleiman Pacha and Mohammed Ali are enemies he is secure; but the moment this enmity ceases he will be made the sacrifice. He wished to go to London or Constanti- nople, and place himself under British protection." Lady Hester was warmly interested in him. She assisted him with money, and corresponded with Mr. Canning on his behalf^ Again, at Nazareth, Mr. Bruce was thunderstruck at hearing himself addressed, in good English, by a bare-legged Syrian peasant with a long beard, who proved to be the celebrated traveller Burckhardt. He passed as Shaykh Ibrahim, and was dressed in the coarse cotton shirt and woollen abba of the country ; but he could not disguise '* his broad German face and blue eyes." Lady Hester, to whom he was introduced, did not like him. She had an accident as she was leaving Nazareth. Her horse slipped up and fell with her, injuring one of her legs so severely that she had to be carried back to her lodging at the Franciscan convent, and was detained there a week. From Acre she proceeded to Sayda ; and here, immediately on her arrival, she received an invitation from the Prince of the Mountain to visit him at Dayr-el-Kamar, in the Lebanon. She accepted with eagerness, for she had long wished and purposed to ^ See page 132. i8io-i8i2] THE DRUSES 125 see something of the Druse country, and make the acquaintance of its singular and mysterious people. As soon as the Emir knew of her coming, he sent down no less than twelve camels, twenty-five mules, and four horses, for her use, wnth an armed escort for her protection. Two days before she left Sayda, on July 29th, she was delighted to see the Salsette frigate enter the harbour. ** Captain Hope came to the coast to look after me," she writes to the General, **and gave me your kind message. He is a very worthy young man, and has been more kind to me than I could nave thought it possible for a man, who was a stranger to me at Rhodes, could have been." The ride to Dayr-el-Kamar was over rugged paths, such as would, to English ideas, have made the Emir's palace inaccessible on horseback. On their way they passed Djoun, where — little as she then could have imagined it possible — she was to pass the last twenty years of her life. The Emir received her with great distinction, and she remained with him a month, visiting his palace at Btedyn, and that of the Shaykh Beshyr at Makhtara, three or four hours distant from Dayr-el-Kamar. These palaces were in no way remarkable, but the latter was famous for its fountains, and a stream of clear, cool water had been made to flow through all its rooms. She was much pleased with her stay. " I must now," she says in one of her letters, ** speak to you of the Druses, that extraordinary and mysterious people that inhabit the Mount Lebanon. I hope, if ever I see you again, to be able to reach Mr. North" (Lord Guilford) ''in my account of them. I will only now mention one fact, which I can state as positive, having been an eye-witness to it, it is that they eat raw meat. I purchased of a Druse an immense sheep, the tail weighing eleven pounds, and desired it to be taken to a village, where I ordered the people to assemble and eat. When I arrived the sheep was alive; the moment it was killed, it was skinned and brought in raw upon a sort of dish made 126 SAYD SULEIMAN [ch. hi of matting, and in less than half an hour it was all devoured. The women eat of it as well as the men. The pieces of raw fat they swallowed were really frightful. ** I understand feeling my ground so well with savage people, that I can ask questions no other person dares to put to them ; but it would not be proper to repeat here those I asked even the sageSy and still less their answers. Any one who asks a religious question may be murdered without either the Emir Beshyr (the Prince of the Mountain) or the Shaykh Beshyr (the Governor) being able to punish the oflfender. V vv " Nothing ever equalled the honours paid to me by these men. The Prince is a mild, amiable man ; but the Governor has proved a Lucifer, and I am the first traveller he ever allowed to walk over his palace, which has been the scene of several massacres. The two days I spent with him I enjoyed very much, and you will be surprised at it when I tell you that he judged it necessary to make one of his chief officers taste out of my cup before I drank, for fear of poison ; but I am used to that ; yet this man upon his knees before me looked more solemn than usual." From Dayr-el-Kamar she had written to announce her coming to the Pacha of Damascus, Sayd Suleiman, who had been Sword-bearer to the Sultan Selim, and he had sent one of his pages with a courteous invita- tion in reply. She was, however, informed that she must wear a veil, as Damascus was one of the most fanatical towns in Turkey; the scandal of seeing a woman in men's clothes, and unveiled, would be very great, and she would certainly be insulted. But any suggestion as to what she should, or should not, do, invariably roused Lady Hester's opposition. She declared she would enter Damascus in broad day- light, dressed as she was, and unveiled— and she did. i8io-i8i2] DAMASCUS 127 " I must first mention," she writes to Lord Sligo, ** my entry at Damascus, which was one of the most singular and not one of my least exploits, as it was reckoned so dangerous, from the fanaticism of the Turks in that town. However, we made a triumphal entry, and were lodged in what was reckoned a very fine house of the Christian quarter, which I did not at all approve of. I said to the Doctor, * I must take the bull by the horns and stick myself under the minaret of the Great Mosque.* This was accomplished, and we found ourselves, for three months, in the most distinguished part of the Turkish quarter. I went out in a variety of dresses every day, to the great astonishment of the Turks ; but no harm happened. A visit to the Pacha on the night of the Ramazan was magnificent indeed. Two thousand attendants and guards lined the staircase, ante-chamber, &c. The streets were all illuminated, and there were festivities at all the coffee houses. The message of invitation was accompanied by two fine Arab horses, one of which I mounted ; but I am sorry to say they are both dead of the glanders." Again, in another letter : * " All I can say about myself sounds like conceit, but others could tell you I am the oracle of the place, and the darling of all the troops, who seem to think I am a deity because I can ride^ and because I wear arms ; and the fanatics all bow before me, because the Dervishes think me a wonder, and have given me a piece of Mahomet's tomb ; and I have won the heart of the Pacha by a letter I wrote him from Dayr-el- Kamar. Hope will tell you how I got on upon the coast, and if he could make anything of the Pacha of 128 MELEKl (THE c^ueein; L^n. m Acre, his Ministers, or the rest of them, who were all at my feet. I was even admitted into the library of the famous Mosque, and fumbled over the books at pleasure, books that no Christian dare touch or even cast their eyes upon." Far from being attacked or insulted, she was treated with extraordinary deference. Crowds waited at her door to see her get upon her horse. Coffee was poured out on the road before her as she passed. She was saluted as Meleki (the Queen), and all rose to their feet as she entered the bazar — an honour generally accorded only to the Pacha or Mufti. Yet at this very time, no native Christian could venture to leave the quarter assigned to him on horseback, or even show himself on foot in a conspicuous gar- ment or turban, without running a good chance of having his bones broken by some zealous fanatic or other. Lady Hester's next object was to see Palmyra. She had set her heart upon this expedition, all the more as it was generally pronounced to be impractic- able. Three Englishmen only had ever been known to reach the place, and of these one returned stripped to his shirt, though they travelled in the humble guise of pedlars. It was out of the jurisdiction of the Pacha, in the hands of the plundering Bedouins, and twenty leagues of waterless desert had to be crossed to get there. But difficulties and dangers were only incentives to Lady Hester, and sounded in her ears as the trumpet notes of a challenge. On September 30th she writes to General Oakes that she is going : " Mr. North offered money, and used all the interest he had to accomplish getting there, but in vain ; but / have succeeded. I cannot set off under a week; but my camels from the desert have arrived, and I hope all will do well. Everybody is surprised at my courage, as above eighty thousand Arabs will be on their march in a fortnight to winter quarters, and 1 i8io-i8i2] DAMASCUS 129 have determined to go straight into one of the largest Bedouin camps. . . . From Palmyra I go to Aleppo, and from Aleppo to Antioch, where I pass the winter." But she reckoned without her host, for serious disturbances broke out in the interval. Lady Hester to General Oakes ^^ October 12M, 18 12. " I am here still, not liking to stir till I see a Httle what turn things take. . . . Every day a battle is expected. A report also has been in circulation that fifty thousand Wahabees are within four days' journey of this city ; but I do not believe it. It takes rise from a letter from Mecca to the Pacha, saying several thousand dromedaries mounted by Wahabees have set off, they know not where, but not improbably for this place, which they once before attempted to take, but were driven back, after having burnt and ran- sacked every village upon the road. Why this con- cerns me is for this reason : the strongest tribe of Bedouin Arabs — my friends — who do not like the present Pacha, will probably join any party against him, and there will be a fine confusion in the desert, as well as here, and the roads in every direction will be filled with Delebaches, &c. These men are more dreaded in every part of Turkey than you can imagine, as they stick at nothing. But, luckily for me, I am well known to some thousands, who have been in the habit of seeing me with their chief visiting their horses ; he has visited me accompanied by some of them, and they have everywhere treated me with the greatest civility, even when their chief has not been with them, so I have less to fear than any one else. But yet, when such disturbances take place, 10 I30 THE PRINCE OF THE MOUNTAIN [ch. hi few are safe. But should the worst come to the worst, I shall take fifty of them and set off to my friend Emir Beshyr, the Prince of the Mountain, where I shall be quite safe. He has one hundred thousand troops at his disposal, which he can assemble in three days, and nothing was ever so kind as he has been to me ; therefore, hear what you may, believe me to be better off than any one else. The Bey who commands the Delebaches took a great fancy to me when at Cairo, and everything he can command is at my disposal, I know; he is a simple, honest soldier, and has no intrigue about him at all, and is extremely beloved by the troops. It is a good thing that old North is safe off, for he would be in a sad fright. I am not at all, knowing my own presence of mind under all circumstances, and that I have excellent friends in this country. Be perfectly easy about me ; my good luck will not forsake me when any confusion takes place." She adds in a P.S. : ** Pray do not put any women or fools into a fright upon the state of things in this country ; besides, to tell the truth is here often the greatest danger one can run." Lady Hester to Mr. S. Canning '' I heard from Captain Hope, whom I saw a few months ago on the coast, that a letter which I had sent him by a janissary from Damietta, he had never received, and in this letter was enclosed one for you, expressing my thanks for the kind attention you had shown me after the shipwreck. You, I am afraid, would be shocked were I to give you a description of myself; but it is a happy thing for me that I can i8io-i8i2] DAMASCUS 131 make necessity a pleasure. In Egypt, the Pacha re- viewed s,ooo cavalry expressly to please me, and his women who saw me (through their little peep holes) ride into the court of the harem upon one of the Pacha^s scampering horses, were in ecstasy, and sent down a tribe of black gentlemen to welcome, as they thought, Toucane Pacha^ Mahomet All's son, who is, in fact, at Mecca. I liked Egypt extremely, notwith- standing the narrow streets, the stinks, and bad eyes ; but had I been dressed as a woman I should not have liked it at all, for I should not have seen anything. In all Syria I have been received with great hospitality by Turks, Jews, and Arabs. This place is beautiful, but yet not to be compared with Brusa, and the people by far the least well-looking of any I have seen in the Sultan's dominions. In a few days I set off for Palmyra, dressed as the son of an Arab chief, with my abba, leather belt, and horse-hair cord round my head, mounted on an Arab horse the Pacha has given me. I refused his Delebaches, they might get me into a scrape, as I am going to visit a tribe of about 40,000 Arabs, and to meet 100,000 upon their march to winter quarters. With these people I am quite at my ease ; I have some very good friends amongst them, and I have no doubt I shall do very well. The son of a chief offered me the other day his own fine horse ; but how could I accept all that a man had of valuable in the world ? I thanked him, and said I would give his tent the preference to any other, as I felt great confidence in him ; with this he seemed much pleased, for they have been all disputing who shall escort me, and since the great battle in which 100,000 horse took the field it is very dangerous to make yourself over to either party, because you might run the risk of being cut to pieces by the hostile 132 ISHMAEL BEY [ch. hi tribe ; but I go with a chief who plays into the hands of both, and I shall be friends with all, till I see which I like best, then I shall declare myself for that tribe. I am quite delighted with these people, and I seem to take their fancy. " I remember you once told me that you never took presents from ladies, but I am not a lady, but a poor Bedouin, therefore you will not refuse this little tribute of my respect which I offer you. My slight acquaint- ance with Mr. Knight prevents my writing to him, but from all you have told me of his generosity and humanity, I think I may venture to request you will give him this message, that I have discovered in retirement the only poor Bey (the brother of Elfi Bey) who escaped being massacred at Cairo by leaping over the wall into the ditch of the Citadel. He has not a sixpence nor a friend upon earth, and is in hourly dread of losing his head, which Mahomet Ali {missing it amongst those of the other Beys which were brought to him) offered a great price for, and no one has courage to protect this poor man. If Mr. Knight would humanely collect a little money for him he would be doing one of the kindest acts he ever did in his life ; but it must be remitted to him very secretly^ unless he could be ensured an asylum and a subsistence in England, otherwise it might risk his life. If a sum was sent to General Oakes at Malta, and he would inform me of it, I would, according to circumstances, recommend to him means of conveying it safe. The minds of men are now become so hardened, so interested, so cowardly, that, generally speaking, it would be deemed right to leave this poor wretch to his fate, for fear of displeasing the all- powerful Mahomet Ali. Mahomet Ali was civiler to me than he ever was to anybody in his life, he always i8io-i8i2] DAMASCUS 133 received me standing. I rode with him, paid him visits when I chose, where I chose, and at my own hour ; I talked to him for hours together, and every- thing I asked was done. But did this make me mean ? No ! I visited the widow of Mourad Bey ; I was on terms of great intimacy with all the wives and widows of the Mamelukes who were murdered or who fled ; and I gave him myself an account of my visits. Mourad Bey*s widow is the most charming woman (though not young) I ever knew, the picture of a captive queen, with extraordinary talents, the tenderest heart, and the most affectionate manner, I should like to return to Cairo, if it was only to see this woman, for whom I have a real friendship and admira- tion. I know you have much zeal in a bad cause, if you have the same in a good one, the poor Mameluke ought to pray for you and your friend. "What did I tell you once, that we ruined every country we interfered with. Look at Russia, what have we not brought upon her! I have laughed at you and scolded you, but I must ever wish you well, because I believe you to be an honest man^ a rare thing in these times. ** Yours sincerely, '* H. L. S. '* I hoped I had forgotten your cousin, but my blood boiled the other day when I read in an old newspaper his friendship for Hawkesbury, a reptile he used to despise. Believe me, I should be sorry to hurt your feelings, but do not be led to ruin as he (Mr. C.) has been." CHAPTER IV Damascus — Hamar— Palmyra — Latakia— Mar Elias — MiSHMUSHY— BaALBEC — ACRE— JaFFA I8I2-I8I6 The threatened invasion Lady Hester had mentioned to General Oakes proved to be a false alarm. Lady Hester to General Oakes '>■ " The Wahabees (which were the subject of my last letter) have not been heard of near this town ; it is said that a small number of them have arrived at Palmyra, but that is of no consequence. Whether it was the report of their being upon the road to this place, or that the Pacha was unable to settle the dispute with his troops, which induced him to send a positive order to an old figure like Sir David" (Dundas) " to come here directly (the head of everything military in Syria), 1 know not; but this sensible, popular, and active old fellow suddenly appeared, and was shortly after commanded to take a strong body of troops, and go over all the Pachalic of Damascus instead of the Pacha. During the time he was here, he expressed a great wish to make my acquaintance, and that I should visit him. * For,* said he, ' I shall be very jealous of my young chief if she does not.' Knowing the state of things, the rebellious spirit of the troops, their exultation at his arrival, &c., I considered this visit an awful thing, yet I was 134 i8i2-i8i6] DAMASCUS 135 determined to go, as everything military seemed to have set their heart upon it. " I first was obhged to ride through a yard full of horses, then to walk through several hundred, perhaps a thousand, Delebaches, and then to present myself to no less than fifty officers and grandees, the old chief in the corner, and my friend the young Bey (Youseff Pacha's son) next to him, who rose to give me his place. I remained there about an hour. The old fellow was so delighted with me, that he gave me his own house upon the borders of the desert for as long a time as I choose to inhabit it ; he offered me a hundred Delebaches to escort me all over Syria; he sent off an express to put, as he said, his most confidential officer under my command, that nothing I asked for was to be refused. In short, nothing could equal his civility; besides, it was accompanied with a degree of heartiness^ which you seldom meet with in a Turk. The next day he sent me a very fine little two-year-old Arab to train up in my own way. ** The chief of forty thousand Arabs, Mohanna El- Fadel, arrived here about the same time, to get four thousand camels and several thousand sheep released, which the Pacha had seized. His sons have been my friends ever since I came here ; but as the father is reckoned as harsh as he is cunning, I little thought to manage him as I have done. He and his eldest son and about twenty-five Arabs dined with me, and were all enchanted; and the Meleki, or Queen, is in the mouth of every Arab, both in Damascus and the desert. As to the Wahabees, Mohanna assures me that, as one of his family^ he shall guarantee me with his life, and whether I meet or do not meet with them it is the same thing. To see this extraordinary people is what I wish, but not in the town or environs of 136 A lAIS.i AJS.AVAiN LCH. IV Damascus, to be confounded with the crowd of those they wish to injure. '' Bruce and Mr. Barker " (the Consul-General) '' are now upon their road from Aleppo, because they choose to take it into their heads I must go with a caravan to Palmyra. No caravan goes the road I intended to go ; and if it had, as I told them, nothing should persuade me to join one. This put them into a fright, so they are coming with a wire thing, a tartaravan, which Mr. Barker pronounces necessary, but which all the Consuls in the universe shall never persuade me to get into. What an absurd idea, in case of danger to be stuck upon a machine, the tartaravangers running away, and leaving you to the mercy of two obstinate mules ! The swiftest horse one can find is the best thing, and what the Arabs often owe their lives to. My second messenger, saying more positively than the first that, whether they come or not, I would have nothing to do with a tartaravan or caravan, had only left this place three days when the caravan between Homs and Damascus, composed of several hundred persons and fifty armed men, was attacked by Arabs, and sixteen men killed. Who is right, 1 or the Consul-General ? ** The Pacha answers for my safety, so do the chiefs of the Delebaches, and so do the Arabs ; but they do not answer for rich, cowardly merchants, who are left to take care of themselves. By this time Barker must be half-way from Aleppo, therefore it is right I should think about setting off to meet them at Homs. Four armed men is all I shall take, just to keep a watch about the tents at night, and to have an eye upon the horses, that no stray robber may make off with them. As to great tribes, &c., I am perfectly secure with them, I know. i8i2-i8i6] DAMASCUS 137 " During my residence here, I have made a great number of very pleasant acquaintances, and have seen all the most famous harems. I believe I am the only person who can give an account of the manner in which a great Turk is received by his wives and women. A particular friend of mine, who has four wives and three mistresses, took me to see them himself None of his wives sat down in his presence, or even came up to the raised part of the room where we sat, except to serve his pipe and give him coffee. When he invited me to a dinner, apparently for fifteen or twenty people, I of course thought the poor women were to eat ; but not at all, they only presented him with what he wanted from the hands of the slaves, and never spoke but when he asked some question. Yet this is one of the most pleasant and good-natured men I know, and with me behaves just like anybody else, and is full as civil and attentive as another man ; but in this instance he does not consider his dignity lowered. " The other day I was paying a visit to the wife of a very great Effendi (who, though not the most agreeable, is perhaps the cleverest man I knew here), not less than fifty women were assembled in the harem to see me, when in came the lord and master — all put on their veils except his wife and his own women, and he made a sign, and all retired. He then told me he had sent for my little dragoman, who shortly appeared. We talked some time and then he proposed dining. He had led me into a beautiful court paved with coloured marbles, with fountains playing among the orange-trees, and in a sort of alcove we found dinner prepared, or rather supper, for it was at sunset. Everything was served in high style by black female slaves, and a black gentleman. Immense 13^ TURKISH SPLENDOUR [ch. iv gilt candlesticks, with candles nearly six feet high, were set on the ground, and great illumination of small elegant lamps suspended in clusters in different parts of the court. The proud man talked a great deal, and kept my little dragoman nearly four hours on his knees, having fetched a great book to talk astronomy, upon which he asked me ten thousand questions. In short, he kept me there till nearly ten o'clock, an hour past the time which, if any one is found in the streets, they are to have their heads cut off — such is the Pacha's new decree. All the gates were shut, but all opened for me, and not a word said. The Pacha cuts off a head or two nearly every day ; but yet I do not think he has added much to his own security, for he is by no means liked, nor does he command half so much as my friend the old Delebache. ** What surprises me so much is the extreme civility of the Turks to a Christian, which they detest much more here than in any other part of the Sultan's dominions. A woman in man's clothes, a woman on horseback — everything directly in opposition to their strongest prejudices, and yet never a smile of impertinence, let me go where I will. If it was as it is in England, it would be quite impossible to get through with it all. Like Dr. Pangloss, I always try to think that everything is for the best. If I had not been ship- wrecked I should have seen nothing here. If 1 had been born a man instead of a woman I could not have entered all the harems as I have done, and got ac- quainted with all the Turkish customs, and seen all that is to be seen of most magnificent — for a Turk's splendour is in his harem. The rooms, the dresses, the whole air of luxury, is not to be described. ^* Adieu! my dear General. I have written you a 1 8i 2-1 8 1 6] DAMASCUS 139 long letter, because I thought my last might have put you in a fright. Had the Wahabees come here it would have been no joke, at least for the inhabitants of this town, for they burn and destroy all before them. " When you have read this, will you enclose it to Lord Ebrington, who is so good as always to feel anxious about me, and I have no time to write to him now." Lady Hester to General Oakes " Damascus, " Novefnber 1 2//z, 1 8 1 2. " Bruce and Mr. Barker arrived here about the ist; the latter has been laid up with a fever ever since, and I have given up my journey to the desert for the present, as the Pacha insists upon sending eight hundred or one thousand men with me, and the expense would be ruin ; but I am going off to Homs to-morrow, and in the course of the winter shall contrive to go in some way or other. *' It seems very cross to be angry at people being anxious about you, but had Bruce and Mr. Barker made less fuss about my safety, and let me have perfectly my own way, I should have been returned by this time from Palmyra. But this, and the state of the country, I do not wish to be the conver- sation of Malta, for it might be scribbled back again here by some of the merchants. Yet I cannot but regret that (for I had leave to dig and do everything I pleased at Palmyra) chance having put such extra- ordinary power in my hands, it has been lost by mismanagement. It is not here as in other parts of the world ; if you only go a mile to the right instead of to the left, which you have not previously bargained to do, your camels leave you, your guards won't stir out of their district, you must pay them four times I40 DAMASCUS [ch. iv their price to induce them to go on. Therefore it was very fine and very natural to write every three days from Aleppo, we will meet here, then there, and to make fifty changes, and to express fifty fears. For people who did not know the country it might be ex- pected, but those who did ought to have been aware it would have been taken advantage of, which has been the case. ** We have no plague here at present, but I suppose it will come when goods arrive from Constantinople ; it is said it is already suspected in Egypt, and then it generally comes here. But there will be no possibility of leaving this country till the spring, as no English ships come to the coast in the winter, and we have had enough of Greek vessels. I, for one, have little apprehension of the plague; all in this world rests with Providence, and over-caution ever exposes persons more to danger than remaining quiet. " I have sought in vain for some good thing to send you from hence, but can find nothing; but I have ordered some wild boar hams to be made, which you will receive in the course of the winter. Bruce ordered some of the famous Vino d'Oro of Mount Lebanon ; when the casks are well seasoned, and an opportunity offers, it shall be sent to Malta. He hates this place, as I thought he would, but must remain here till Mr. Barker is well enough to set off. Aleppo he also thought abominable. I knew I should dislike Aleppo if I went there, because it is full of vulgar people ; but here there are chiefly great Turks, and, as I get on very well with them, I rather like the place than otherwise, but think it very unwholesome from the quantity of water and trees in and about the town, but very beautiful in its way, but it is not the i8i2-i8i6] HAMAR 141 way I like. Brusa and the banks of the Bosphorus for me — enchanting scenes that I think upon with delight." On leaving Damascus, Lady Hester originally intended to go to Aleppo, and Mr. Bruce had been there as a pioneer to see whether the place was likely to suit her, and what accommodation it afforded. Her directions to him are characteristic : ** Make Mr. Barker aware that I am an extra- ordinary person, and like nothing other people like. If I can only have a horse — a good one — a bath, and some good bread, it is all I wish, provided the climate is a good one, and that I am not teased, as I have been finely here." His report was unfavourable, and she next dates her letters from " Hamar, on the Orontes, where," writes Mr. Bruce, " we spent a most disagreeable winter, the coldest that had been known in Syria for thirty years." Lady Hester to General Oakes ^^ January i^th^ 1813. " I have been obliged to give up my long intended journey to Palmyra for the present, for it would not have been prudent to undertake it from Damascus. I now can understand why the Pacha's man, into whose hands I was to be consigned, would take one thousand men, because the Arab chief had threatened to cut off his beard and strip all his people naked if he took me at all. The honour, the Arab said, should be his, as the desert was his. In the spring, however, we mean to try it again, and hope to succeed. " When Bruce was nursing Mr. Barker, I made an experiment on the good faith of the Arabs. I went with the great chief, Mohanna El-Fadel, into the desert for a week, and marched three days with their 14^ CAMP IN THE DESERT [ch. iv encampment. I was treated with the greatest respect and hospitaUty, and it was, perhaps, altogether the most curious sight I ever saw — horses and mares fed upon camel's milk, Arabs living upon little else, except a little rice, and sometimes a sort of bread, the space around me covered with living creatures, twelve thousand camels coming to water from one tribe only. The old poets from the banks of the Euphrates, singing the praises and the feats of ancient heroes ; children quite naked ; women with lips dyed light blue and their nails red, and hands all over flowers and designs of different kinds ; a chief who is obeyed like a great king ; starvation and pride so mixed, that I really could not have had an idea of it ; even the cloths I presented to the sons of Mohanna they could not carry, indeed hold, but called a black slave to take them. However, I have every reason to be perfectly contented with their conduct towards me, and I am the Queen with them all. ** We came to this place to be near the desert, and to learn a little of what is going on there from good authority — the Arabs being still at war, it is necessary to be aware of their proceedings. Last month the weather was delightful, but of late it has snowed, and so much rain has fallen, that not a house in the place is habitable; every room is a pond, and there is no communication between one part of the town and the other, from the Orontes having overflowed, firing very scarce, and everybody very miserable. A village a mile ofl* has been half-destroyed, and fifty persons killed, either by the falling of the houses or drowned. " Not long ago a body of Albanians, by the order of the Pacha, entered this town, took the Governor out of his bed, put him in chains, and carried him off and seized all his property, and also every fine horse they i8i2-i8i6] HAMAR 143 could lay their hands upon. A very showy horse Suleiman Pacha of Acre had given me I had given to the Doctor, and it was waiting for him before the door of a public bath ; the Albanians were marching off with that also, although told that it belonged to a Frank, and not a Turk. One, however, asked, * Is the Frank one of the Queen's people?' Upon being answered in the affirmative, he said, * Take the horse to the stable, I shall not touch it ; but some of our people may, not knowing to whom it belongs.' What I have before told you about myself I know, my dear General, looks like conceit^ but it is true, and it is something to have one's people and things respected at a moment when no legislative power exists in a place, and every one is in fear and trembling. ** As soon as the weather mends Mulla Ismael, the powerful Delebache, will return from Damascus ; he is a great friend of mine, and I shall go out to meet him in the Turkish way — it will be a compliment to him, and, besides, make me personally known to those of his troops who have not seen me before. He is a very jolly Turk, and has four wives here, and, I believe, fifty women — so many, that I cannot count them ; they are all very good to me, and less shut up than any women I ever saw in this country. No Pacha has ever yet succeeded in cutting off this man's head, though many have tried ; but he is too powerful, and the Arabs are too fond of him. He has taken refuge among them twice, and he now feeds every Arab that comes into Hamar as a mark of his gratitude. ... I received above one hundred pages from dearest James altogether; he last wrote when just embarking for England with his General. I find Lord Wellington intends hereafter (on his return to Spain) to place him under my old friend Colonel Gordon, which I shall 144 DIVERS COSTUMES [ch. iv be very glad of if he is obliged to leave Sir T. Graham." The following letter was addressed to Elizabeth Williams' married sister at Malta : " Hamar (a very quizzical town upon the Orontes, on the border of the desert). ^"^ January i2nd^ 1813. ** Dear Mrs. Fernandes, — Your kind and very entertaining letter only reached me a month ago, at this place, though it bears the date of the 6th of April last. This, and all my other letters were detained at Smyrna, as they did not like to send them during the height of the plague. Upon my arrival at Constanti- nople ages ago, I heard you were gone to England, and thinking that a letter, like a leaf out of a volume of travels, would not much interest Mr. Fernandes, and that he would not have time to answer it without inconveniencing himself by so doing, I did not write. Last year I heard from Captain Beaufort of your return to Malta, but in the miserable state I was in, I had no inclination to write any letters but those absolutely necessary. Since that time I have never been quiet in any one place, and have had so much to do, as you may imagine in a country where one must have two interpreters, one to speak Turkish, another for Arabic ; and even the latter language differs so much in its pronunciation, that that spoken in Egypt is hardly understood here. You have heard, I suppose, that I am dressed as a man ; sometimes as Chief of Albanians, sometimes as a Syrian soldier, sometimes as a Bedouin Arab (the famous robbers in the desert), and at other times like the son of a Pacha. The dress of the great is like something in a play, and in fact i8i2-i8i6] BEDOUIN DRESS 145 much more decent than that of our fine ladies ; that of the soldiers as much so, only they wear arms ; the Bedouin's quite ridiculous. I will try and describe it, and will begin by the head. A square handkerchief made of coarse cotton and silk, folded from corner to corner, this put over a red nightcap, or skull crown, as if to protect it from a shower of rain, with one corner behind, and one on each side, like an old- fashioned wig; round the head, to bind it on, are several rows of thick cord, as big as two fingers, made of horse or cameFs hair, put round three or four times. A shirt, a pair of large drawers, and a thing of the coarsest materials, sometimes cotton (white), or some- times silk (red), not unlike a bedgown^ fastened with a leather belt, over that a pelisse of curly white sheep- skin, the leather dressed white, or orange colour, or copper colour, and over that a sort of immense cloak with armholes (called abba)^ made of a sort of carpeting, of two different sorts, one with stripes of black and white, six inches wide, or a white sort, with gold on the right shoulder, which is the kind worn by the sons of great chiefs, and that which I wear ; then a large pair of yellow boots, and a lance twelve feet long decorated with black feathers. This figure am I, now writing to you. It is the only dress to wear travelling here in winter^ when you live in tents, or houses, less weather- proof than those are I have been obliged to inhabit upon the borders of the desert. At Cairo and Damas- cus I was very smart in the Turkish way. I have seen at the latter place what no other traveller has seen — the harems of the great men. The magnificence of them is not to be described, nor the number and size of the apartments; the court of one of them really, I think, the size fully of Hanover Square, with fountains II 146 HORSEMANSHIP [ch. iv playing in the middle, and all paved with coloured marble, exquisitely beautiful. The Pacha of Egypt, the Pachas of Acre and Damascus, have all treated me as if I had been the Grand Vizier himself, which makes all the common people imagine that I am a queen. The Turks also estimate a person by their riding well or ill ; and never having seen a woman ride out of a foot's pace, or ride the scampering horse of a great Pacha, they argue that I must be something very extraordinary indeed. To confess the truth, I like the Turks very much ; they are very polite and well-mannered, and I have found them very hospitable. So, indeed, have I even the Bedouin Arabs in the desert. Most people are afraid of them, but I am not. I have lived amongst them for a week together in the desert, and was always treated with the greatest respect and kindness. I have lodged fifteen of them in my house at a time, and they have behaved quietly and well, only eat most immensely to make up for eating so little when at home. A little rice and camel's milk is their chief food, and they have no water. I carried what I wanted upon camels. I write and write to WiUiams, but descriptions do not seem to amuse her, and she never tells me any news, for she says she knows none. What is she about ? I left her, hoping she would marry well, like her sister, and do better for herself than it would ever be in my power to do for her. . . . All my English news is so old that I shall not talk about it. People think of nothing here but the French in Russia, and seem to expect they will fly all over the world. Whenever you have time, I shall be very happy to hear from you, and if any friend of yours should happen to come into this country, pray give me the opportunity of returning (by my civility and attention to them) a little of that i8i2-i8i6] DR. MERYON 147 hospitality I received from Mr. Fernandes and your- self when at Malta. I am a queer animal, it is true, but very popular with the Turks at least. What I am with the Christians is of little consequence to me here, as they have no weight whatever in this country; if ever so rich, must not even ride a horse, or wear a shawl upon their head, or yellow slippers ; yet are not allowed to wear the dress of their country, or rather a Frank dress. . . . Oh, I forgot to tell you that the gentlemen have all long beards. And the Doctor is such a quiz you can have no idea of ; his head shaved, and a pigtail coming out of the crown a yard long, a copper-coloured sheepskin, and a pipe, six feet long, never out of his mouth. He never stands two minutes, and squats about all over the house, sometimes upon the roof, sometimes upon the stairs, the court, and all the house ; w^hen in the air, pulls a mat after him to sit down upon ; washes his hands every five minutes, and always eats with his fingers, without knife or fork, like a Turk, As for our servants, you would die of laughing to see them ! And they are so armed ; a blunderbuss, a gun, a large knife, and a pair of pistols. The cook cooks away with his pistols on. It is all vastly amusing indeed. I shall hate to see quiet, unarmed people for the rest of my life, I am sure. . . . I like my wandering Arab life of all things, and, thank God, my health is pretty good. I ride all my journeys, and my horse is an everlasting one. He brought me three days' journey out of the desert without drinking." Lady Hester to Mr, Henry Williams Wynn '* Hamar, ^^ January i^th, 18 13. "I cannot now go back to describe the Pacha of here and the dear Jew, or the honours they bestowed 148 MOHANNA-EL-FADEL [ch. iv upon me, or tell you how I was received by Monsieur Taitbout, the French Consul at Sayde, the fetes which were given me by the Emir and Sheick Beshyr, and of my triumphal entry into Damascus, dressed as usual, in spite of all the lectures I received from Mr. North by letter, and the fright I put all the Christians into, and most of all, my famous visit to the Pacha of Damascus in the night during the Ramazan, midst illuminations and thousands of people ; the conquests I made of great Turks, Chiefs of Delebaches; and lastly, that of the great Emir Mohanna-el-Fadel, Chief of the Anazi Arabs, the tribes under his command amount to forty thousand men, who are all ready to draw their swords for me, and the Melliki is the subject of conversation all over the desert. ... I have orderly Arabs at my command, and receive despatches every two or three days, giving me an account of what is going forward in the desert, of what battles have been fought, and with what tribes war has been declared, &c., &c. . . . Twelve thousand troops having marched out of Damascus in various directions, I began to think it very dull, after all my most agreeable friends had left it, and finding Mr. Barker a very troublesome patient, with a fever that did not seem inclined to leave him, or rather that he had fixed a certain term for its duration, I took the determination to set off alone to Homs or Hamar, and pay, at least, my promised visit to Mohanna-el-Fadel, should he yet be near the borders of the desert. I found he had waited for me twenty-four days. I sent for him, and spent a week with my people in their tents, and marched three days with them. I had previously disarmed my servants, saying, I put myself into the hands of God and the great Emir, which succeeded admirably, for I did not lose the value of a paray and was treated with the i8i2-i8i6] HAMAR 149 greatest kindness and respect. I was dressed as a Bedouin, and eat with my hands (not fingers), drank earners milk, and rode surrounded with one hundred lances. What a sight it is at night to see horses, men, and camels repair to the tents, no one can have an idea of it but those who have seen it. One morning twelve thousand camels belonging to one tribe were carried to drink at once. ** After this experiment I think I can rely on Mohanna's word, which has once more determined B. and myself to go to Palmyra under his pro- tection. . . . The Feadan, the powerful enemies, are now driven to the neighbourhood of Bagdad ; but parties still come this way, at least, about Palmyra. This is the danger of going with Mohanna, yet, please God, I must go. I have nine horses given me, three bad and six good ones, but I would not take any from the Arabs, though Mohanna offered me his own mare. " I respect poverty and independence. I am an ex- ample, at least, that it tells in some parts of the world, for if your very self-important Uncle was to come here and snort to the right and to the left, he would do nothing either with Turks or Arabs. " To command is to be really great, to have talents is to talk sense without a book in one's hand, and to have manners is to be able to accommodate oneself to the customs and tastes of others, and still to make them either fear or love you. Old G. has done neither at home ; a pretty business he has made of his politics, and a pretty scrape he has got you all into ! . . . ** I shall probably spend the summer at Antioch, see the Kurds and Turkomans, and then I shall have seen everything in Syria to perfection, and know every leading character in it as well as I know the present Prime Minister of England. I50 "FLUSTRATION OF MANNER" [ch. iv ''There are some men of great talents in this country, but, generally speaking, the greatest rascals upon the face of the earth. But you know I like rascals better than fools, the latter do about the same portion of mischief in the world, and bore one to death besides. "I hope that the fog of London has not occasioned your health to relapse, and that you will take care of yourself in the spring, and not divide your time between hot rooms and the House of Commons. Remember to endeavour to break yourself of the family gabble. I beheve I should have cured it, together with the W. W. W. flustration of manner, had I the pleasure of seeing more of you. The effect it produced on Mahadini Effendi, who met you near Bosrah, is astonishing! I gave E." (Ebrington?) "an account of it from Damascus. Do tell me how you find him, what is the matter with him, and why so out of spirits ? Dear creature that he is, when every- body loves him, how can he be unhappy? When you write to me fill a whole page about him, for he writes me little squeezy letters, and says very little always about himself. ... I wish your uncle Tom, Lord G., and the dear General, could breathe the air of the desert, they would then have no pains in their stomachs ; even the horses sniff as if taking snuff, it is so pure they quite live upon it, for they have little else to nourish them. " What is Taylor doing ? If my red shaloan at Constantinople amused him so, what would my present dress do ? It is that of the son of a chief, or young chief, a Bedouin handkerchief bound on with a sort of rope made of camel's hair, a curly sheepskin pelisse to reach to the knees, a white abba with a little gold on the right shoulder, crimson i8i2-i8i6] HAMAR 151 loop and button, and two crimson strings or cords to fasten it. This is the true things with a lance with black feathers, mounted on a fine mare ; but I as yet ride a horse. I ride now quite at my ease, and should dislike a side saddle, I am sure. The Arabs are enchanted with my horsemanship, which is lucky for me ; they, as well as the Turks, think people who cannot ride absolute fools. Nobody was ever so popular with priests, Franks, Greeks, and Armenians as old North ; but the Turks at Damascus considered him quite contemptible because he could not ride at all, and walked fast. . . . Adieu, dear Wynn, when- ever you have time and inclination to write me a long letter I shall be happy to receive it. Tell me how dear old Sligo goes on. Where have I a relation who has been as kind to me as he has been — the General excepted? .... Sheick Ibrahim, the traveller, after leaving me at Nazareth, went God knows where into the desert, and has discovered a second Palmyra, and at last arrived safe at Cairo, which he does not like at all." With the first breath of spring Lady Hester was diligently at work negotiating and preparing for her journey to Palmyra. " We do not intend," writes Mr. Bruce, " as at first, taking an escort to guard us against the Arabs, but to put ourselves under their protection. . . . Lady Hester has gained the friendship of Ishmael Aga, a great Delebache chief, who has guaranteed our safety. He is one of the most powerful men in Syria, and the Arabs stand in great awe of him. I think, therefore, that you need be under no apprehension of our being detained prisoners in the desert. Mohanna-el-Fadel, the chief of all the tribes known 152 ANOi-HJiR ZENOBIA [ch. iv by the name of Anizi, comes here to-morrow in order to escort us. If Lady Hester succeeds in this under- taking, she will at least have the merit of being the first European female who has ever visited this once celebrated city. Who knows but she may prove another Zenobia, and be destined to restore it to its ancient splendour? — perhaps she may form a matri- monial alliance with Ebn Seaod, the great chief of the Wahabees. He is not represented as a very lovable object; but, making love subservient to ambition, they may unite their arms together, bring about a great revolution, both in religion and politics, and shake the throne of the Sultan to its very centre. I wish you would come and assist them with your military counsel. How proud I should feel to learn the art of war under so accomplished a General ! I only hope that Lady Hester's health will be able to resist the fatigue which she will unavoidably be exposed to." She herself writes full of joyous anticipation : "I have great confidence in the Arab chief; the Pacha sent an express for him almost at the same moment as mine arrived, and his answer was, *The Queen must be served first.* ** Mohanna waits my orders just as Lord Paget with his cavalry would do your's were you to command a great army. Upon receiving them he was to dispose of the different tribes under his command in the way he thought most advantageous in case of an enemy — that is to say, not to leave a space, in a straight line, of more than a few hours, without tents. This settled, he was to set off and repair here with my second messenger. . . ." 8i2-i8i6] DEPARTURE FOR PALMYRA 153 Lady Hester to General Oakes ^^ March igtk, " To-morrow, my dear General, I mount my horse with seventy Arabs, and am off to Palmyra at last. I am so hurried, I cannot write all I wish, but the Sir David Dundas of Syria I have made a conquest of, and he insisted upon speaking to the Arab chiefs, and said he would cut off all their heads if they did not bring me back safe. I owe much to the kindness of this old fellow, who, since I have resided here, has thought of nothing but how he could serve me. He tells me every day I must not leave off my Turkish clothes. ** I have heard a few days ago from Captain Hope ; he expects to come out again to the Mediterranean, and wishes to fetch me away from Syria if he can." She had deposited 3,000 piastres (about ;£"iSo) as the price of her escort, one-third only to be paid in advance, the rest on her safe return ; but there was much fear that the Arabs might be tempted to plunder and detain her. Unfortunately, the most absurd reports of her wealth had been current at Damascus. She was said to ride a horse worth forty purses, with housings and stirrups of pure gold ; to receive every morning one thousand sequins from the English Sultan's treasurer ; to carry a book indicating where hidden treasure was to be found (Wood and Dawkin's views of Palmyra); and to possess a herb that transmuted stones into gold. What might she not be worth as a prisoner? What fabulous sum might not be asked for her ransom ? "I cannot," she writes to Lord Sligo, "enter into the detail of the dreadful stories that were told us of the danger we were running into, but all that did not deter me from my purpose." Her departure, on March 20th, excited universal interest. For more than half a league out of the town eager crowds lined the way, and janissaries had to be employed to keep them off. All the party — 154 PALMYRA AT LAST [ch. iv even the much-tried Mrs. Fry— were dressed as Bedouins. *' We set off with the two sons of the King of the Desert, forty camels loaded with provisions and water and presents, twenty horsemen, the Doctor, Mr. Bruce, myself, and an Arab dragoman, a second dragoman, and a Mameluke, too cooks, a Caffagi, four Cairo sayses, the Emir El-Akoar, a stud-groom, Mr. B.'s valet, and Madame Fry, two sakas or water-carriers, my slave, two ferrases or tent-pitchers, with an escort of Arabs. On the second day we arrived at the tents of the King of the Arabs, who had advanced to the borders on purpose to meet us. We remained there a day, and were very much entertained with Arab stories and civility. I then requested the Emir to move his camp to the northward. We proceeded, and passed through some other tribes, and encamped at night among the Beni Hez. The next day we passed through the Beni Kaleds, and encamped in a very desolate place, but sent for a guard from the tribe of the Sebah, who were not very far off. *' Having visited the tribes of the Melhem, the Beni Hez, the Beni something else, and the Sebahs, we arrived on the eighth day at Palmyra. We met two thousand of the Sebahs upon their march, descending into the plain where we were reposing, from the Belaz, a mountain pass, with all their fine mares, little colts, little camels, little children, and hideous women, with the most extraordinary head-dresses and extraordinary rings at their noses, and preposterously tatooed in flowers and frightful figures. " You must not understand Palmyra to be a desolate place, but one in which there are fifteen hundred inhabitants. The chief and about three hundred i8i2-i8i6] PALMYRA 155 people came out about two hours' distance to meet us. He and a few of the grandees were upon Arab mares, and dressed rather more to imitate Turks than Arabs, with silk shawls and large silk turbans. The men, at least many of them, had their whole bodies naked, except a pestimal^ or petticoat, studded or ornamented with leather, blackamoors' teeth, beads, and strange sorts of things that you see on the stage. They were armed with matchlocks and guns, all surrounding me and firing in my face, with most dreadful shouts and savage music and dancing. They played all sorts of antics till we arrived at the triumphal arch at Palmyra. The inhabitants were arranged in the most picturesque manner on the different columns leading to the Temple of the Sun. The space before the arch was occupied with dancing girls, most fancifully and elegantly dressed, and beautiful children placed upon the projecting parts of the pillars with garlands of flowers. One, sus- pended over the arch, held a wreath over my head. After having stopped a few minutes, the procession continued. The dancing-girls immediately surrounded me. The lancemen took the lead, followed by the poets from the banks of the Euphrates, singing compli- mentary odes and playing upon various Arabian instruments. A tribe of hale Palmyrenes brought up the rear, when we took up our habitation in the Temple of the Sun, and remained there a week. " I must tell you that the difficulty of this enterprise was that the King of the Desert was at war with some very powerful Arabs, and it was from them we were in dread of being surprised, particularly as it was known that they had said that they could sell me for 25,000 piastres, or three hundred purses, and which they certainly thought they could get for my 156 RETURN TO HAMAR [ch. iv ransom at home. This was the most alarming part of the business. Our people, nevertheless, went out robbing every day, and came home with a fine khanjdr, and some visible spoil. We heard of nothing but the advance of the enemy to the east of Palmyra, and we believed it, as we had taken five of their scouts prisoners, which we thought well secured at Palmyra ; but unfortunately one night one got out, and fearing that he would give the intelligence of what day we were to begin our journey back again, we set off before our intended time. We were, nevertheless, pursued by three hundred horses a few hours off, which fell upon the tribe of the Sebahs, and killed a chief and took some tents ; and the Sebahs, on their side, carried off twenty-two mares. We returned a different way, having made acquaintance with the tribe of the Amoors, the Hadideens, the Wahabees, and another battalion of Sebahs, including Wahabees, and a party of hunting Arabs that are dressed in the skins of wild beasts. We arrived in safety at the tents of the Grand Emir, Mohanna El~Fadel, who gave us a fine Arab feast and killed a camel, of which we partook. At two hours from Hamar, we were met by a corps of Delebaches, who were sent as a com- plimentary escort by Moli Ismail, a man of great note in Syria, who conducted us to his house, where dinner was prepared for three hundred people, and corn provided for all the Arab mares. Within a mile of Hamar, full ten thousand people were assembled out of curiosity, half of which were women, and many women of distinction, with Nasif Pacha's children, carried by slaves. Mashallah echoed from every mouth. Seldmety ya meleky ; seldmCy ya syt (welcome, Queen; welcome. Madam). El hamd Sillah (thank God). Allah kerym (the Lord is gracious). And this i8i^~i8i6] HAMAR 157 very interesting scene proved my Ladyship's popularity in Hamar. "Nothing in the world could have been so well managed, which proves me an eleve of Colonel Gordon's, for I was at once quartermaster, adjutant, and commis- sary-general. We were as comfortable upon our road as we were at home, and the Duke of Kent could not have given out more minute orders, or have been more particular in their being executed, which, in fact, is the only way of performing a thing of that sort with any degree of comfort. ** We were excessively entertained with the different conversations of these people, and the extravagant though elegant compliments they paid me. They have got it into their heads that the only power which can affect them is Russia. They were always thanking God I was not Empress of Russia, other- wise their freedom would be lost. I am now getting translated into Arabic all the real achievements of the Emperor Alexander, on purpose to send to my friends in the Desert. They are the most singular and wonderfully clever people I ever saw, but require a great deal of management, for they are more desperate and more deep than you can possibly have an idea of. It would have very much amused you to see me riding like a Bedouin woman in a bird's nest made of carpeting upon a camel, and upon one of the fleet dromedaries like a Wahabee. I am enrolled as an Anisy Arab in the tribe of the Melhem, and have now the rights of the Desert, particularly that of recommending my friends who may wish to visit them. " After my return to Hamar, the immense number of Arabs that waited on me from all quarters was quite surprising. You think we have wasted our 158 SYRIAN CHARM L^h. iv time in Syria, but certainly we have seen in great perfection what nobody else has, not even your friend Shaykh Ibrahim" (Burckhardt), ''who, going under consular protection, was stripped stark naked in coming from Palmyra, and after having marched some days in this happy state, got a pair of shalwars (trousers) at a village, and in this figure entered Damascus. ... I only saw one mare, a Wahabee, that I thought perfection. The owner said he would not part with her for less than one hundred purses. The generality of their horses and mares is by no means so beautiful as you would imagine, but beyond anything excellent for swiftness and fatigue. I could write volumes upon different circumstances that took place on this interesting journey, which I certainly recommend to no traveller to undertake without being well aware of the carte du pays^ and having consider- able abilities to plan and great energy to go through with it. When you are once in the scrape nobody can get you out of it, for no Pacha has sufficient authority over them to be the least depended upon. They no sooner heard of our intention of going with the Pacha's people than they said they should cut off all their beards and send them naked about their business. For my part I believe they would have been as good as their word. The idea of telling them cock-and-bull stories, and treating them like fools, is perfectly incor- rect; they are much more difficult to manage than any Europeans I have ever seen. . . . There was a chief that Lord Petersham would die of envy before, as he was as eveille as a Frenchman, and presented himself with the air of Lord Rivers or the Duke of Grafton. Respecting etiquette and politeness, these people certainly far exceed even the Turks; but for eloquence and beauty of ideas (though one can hardly i8i2-i8i6] QUEEN OF THE DESERT 159 be a judge of it) they undoubtedly are beyond any other people in the world. " To expect a frigate upon this coast till the plague is quite gone is out of the question, and to pop into a nasty infected ship would be folly." Lady Hester to Mr. H, W, Wynn " Latakia, ^^June 30M, 1813. "Dear Wynn, — Without joking, I have been crowned Queen of the Desert under the triumphal arch at Palmyra ! Nothing ever succeeded better than this journey, dangerous as it was, for upon our return we were pursued by two hundred of the enemy's horse, but escaped from them. They were determined to have the head of the chief who accompanied us, yet sent me an ambassador in secret to say that I need fear nothing, that everything belonging to me should be respected; such were the orders given out to this powerful tribe by five of their chiefs assembled in the neighbourhood of Bagdad. The Slepts (the Arabs who live by hunting and are dressed in the skins of beasts), the bands from the banks of the Euphrates, story-tellers, and Wahabees, all paid me homage. If I please I can now go to Mecca alone ; I have nothing to fear. I shall soon have as many names as Apollo. I am the sun, the star, the pearl, the lion, the light from Heaven, and the Queen, which all sounds well in its way ; for example, ' Salutation from the Warrior Hedgerez, son of Shallun, to our great Mistress, Pearl of Friends and Standard of High Honour.' I have five hundred letters from these people, one more amusing than the other. Old * G.' would be six months squeezing out as many beautiful ideas as they produce in ten minutes, both in conversation and upon paper. I am quite wild about these people ; and > > V 7 7 ~ i6o ARAB FRIENDSHIP IcH. iv all Syria is in astonishment at my courage and my success. To have spent a month with some thousand of Bedouin Arabs is no common thing. For three days they plagued me sadly, and all the party but B. almost insisted on returning. The servants, frightened out of their senses, always had their eyes fixed upon their arms or upon me. The dragoman could not speak, he had quite lost his head. All the people about me were chosen rascals, and having primed a fellow who was once with the French army in Egypt, I rode dash into the middle of them and made my speech ; that is to say, I acted and the men spoke. It so surprised them and charmed them that they all became as humble as possible ; and here ended any unpleasant scenes with them. I really believe that some of them now have a sincere affection for me, as their conduct proved on several occasions. One in particular: a chief not resenting, or allowing his people to resent, a blow that had been given him by an Arab of another tribe, an outrage to be punished with death. He said : * Were we to fight, you might lose your life in the confusion, and inevitably be robbed ; therefore we shall put it off and have the man's blood another time.* This was neither cowardice nor indolence, but an act of real friendship, which any one who saw the effect the blow had produced could not have doubted. I had been riding upon a camel like a Bedouin woman for my amusement, and was just going to mount a dromedary to ride like a Wahabee, all those about me ran away in an instant and left me with a troublesome beast who would not keep on his knees long enough for me to get up. Had you witnessed the fury of these people when they saw their chief struck ! To me it was quite delightful ; they were all ready to die in a moment ; yet were quiet, however, as soon as the I8i2-i8i6] LATAKIA i6i chief spoke. But revenge was painted in the counten- ances of all his people. When the world becomes still more corrupt, when people— civilized people — become still more brutal and still more incisive, it is a pleasure to reflect that there is a spot of earth inhabited by what we call barbarians, who have at least some sense of honour and feeling, and where one is sure never to be bored with stupidity or gabble^ for they are the most brilliant and eloquent people I ever knew. Nobody must ever give an opinion about the charms of the desert who has not seen above fifteen hundred camels descend the Belap mountains into the enchanting vale of Mangoura, and a tribe of Arabs pitch their tents upon beds of flowers of ten thousand hues, bringing with them hundreds of living creatures only a few days old, children, lambs, kids, young camels, or puppies. But it would be quite in vain for me to attempt to give a G." (Grenville) ** an account of my empire, they who can enjoy nothing but grand walks and trim shrubs ; if I could inspire any one of them with a different taste, I should be blamed, and be unhappy when obliged to admire the dulness and grandeur of S." (Stowe) ** and the confined missified beauties of D.** (Dropmore) ; ** as for B." (Boconnoc), ** it was made for its late owner, and for a great mind. "I should think Lord G." (Grenville) **was not in the best humour just now at C.'s" (Canning) "rising popularity. I am indignant that a man who positively refused a few years ago to follow Mr. P." (Pitt) " should now, from interested motives only, stick him- self up as the representative of his principles. ... If it should plague Lord G., I must say he deserves it, for his want of feeling and liberality. Had he, upon Mr. P.'s death, sent for my brothers (whom he might freely have considered as his children), offered them 12 i62 THE PLAGUE [ch. iv a seat in Parliament without any restrictions, and have added he had done this out of respect to the memory of his friend, as he knew it was his intention that one, if not both, should be brought forward in public life, Mr. P. might then have had a representative, and Lord G. at least a generous political enemy, or had they either then or hereafter attached themselves to his party, he would have secured (for their age) the most sincere and able friends he ever yet had. . . . What apolitical pearl dear E." (Ebrington?) ** would have been, so pure, so moderate, yet so firm, and you might have been made to work and speak plain. " Here I am in the midst of the plague ; it is all over Syria, Aleppo only is free from it as yet. This is a great bore, for, though we ride out every day, still it would not be prudent to travel. . . . Above seven thousand people (above half the population of Tripoli) have died of the plague. Here it is only slight, but the French Consul has left the place for a village, and not a Frank hardly will put their head out of window. We are very well off in a house, to make up for what we suffered last winter. You will hardly believe me when 1 tell you that the cold made me so ill that for more than two months I never walked upstairs, and I mounted my horse to go into the desert in this state. I would go — I would keep my word with the Arabs. I improved daily, and in a fortnight generally travelled from seven, eight, nine or ten hours per day. I came back vastly improved, both in health and spirits ; but although 1 am not myself afraid of the plague, yet I think it right to take proper precautions; and the servants are such bores, frightened out of their senses, fancying if they have got a little dust in their eyes, or have eaten too much, it is the plague, and yet so careless, it is all I can do to prevent them from buying things out of i8i2-i8i6] LATAKIA 163 Egyptian shops to get the plague and getting out upon all occasions. You must not consider this scrawl as the picture of my mind, which is tolerably com- posed in all its troubles, and much more anxious about others than myself, and not a little for absent friends. . . . E." (Ebrington?) **came into my head every quarter of an hour while passing through some beautiful valleys inhabited by the Kurds, and filled with myrtles fourteen or twenty feet high ; the shepherds all play upon reeds, and vastly well too. This place is very beautiful ; trees down to the edge of the sea, olives covered with grape vines, fig-trees of an immense size, and every other luxuriant plant which the country abounds with. And I feel myself in the dominions of Soliman Pacha, eyery thing bows before me at his command and that of my dear friend the Jew. There is talent ! He would turn old G. round his finger. . . . The Captain Pacha it is said is coming up this way, but I think he is in all probability only gone to seize the treasure of a Pacha who died lately in Caresmania. I have heard that the plague is at Malta, and am in great tribulation about General Oakes, Colonel Anderson, and poor Williams and her sister. To be isolated in this manner is not pleasant ; but, however, I ought to thank God the plague here is slight. It is said here to have got to Russia, how there I know not, but heaven avert its reaching England, the fleet, and Spain. . . . Too much care cannot be taken at the different ports." In neither of these letters does Lady Hester make any allusion to a very disagreeable incident in her journey to Palmyra, of which Mr. Bruce gives the following account. It was her habit every evening, when the business of encamping was over, to go to the tent where they assembled for meals, and summon the Arab chiefs to come and talk with her. The Emir 1 64 LADY HESTER'S NERVE [ch. iv Nasar (Mohanna's son, and the leader of the expedi- tion) had till then responded to her call with great alacrity; but on the fifth day after their departure from Hamar, he refused to come, sending back word that " Lady Hester might be the daughter of a vizir, but he, too, was the son of a prince, and was not disposed at that moment to leave his tent. If she wanted him, she, or her interpreter, might come to him." It was whispered about that he was very moody, and meant mischief, and there was much perturbation and anxiety in the camp. Lady Hester alone was perfectly unmoved and unconcerned. The next evening brought graver cause for alarm. After dinner, as they sat discussing what they should do if Nasar proved treacherous, they heard a great noise and confusion outside, and Lady Hester's servant rushed in to tell them that some of the mares were missing, a party of Faydan Arabs reported to be prowling round the camp, and all the Bedouins arming and mounting in pursuit. Nasar himself rode away with the rest, and they suddenly found the whole of their escort gone. They were left in the heart of the desert, without guide or bearings, knowing neither where they were, nor how to find the wells on which their existence depended, encumbered with a great pile of luggage, most tempting as booty, and so few in number as to be at the mercy of any strong band of marauders. The situation was extremely critical; but Lady Hester, undismayed, appeared ** as cool as if in a ball-room." She gave orders that every man should take his gun and pistol, and stationed her little garrison at different points round the camp. After a time, however, Nasar and his Bedouins re- appeared, and it was shrewdly suspected he had been no farther off than some neighbouring sandhills, behind which he had watched the effect of his pro- ceedings. The whole scare was, in fact, a feint to test Lady Hester's nerve, and see whether she could not be frightened into paying a larger subsidy. She refers to her desert experiences in a subsequent letter. Lady Hester to Mr. H, W, Wynn " Bruce ridiculed my mode of going to Palmyra ; I had my object for what I did. I had first been i8i2-i8i6] LATAKIA 165 alone into the desert to try the good faith of these people, and made myself a regular Bedaween, and was admitted with the rights of one into the king's tribe. I travelled with them for three days. When I left them, I was attended by two of the Emir's sons, my new brothers. Forty-thousand Arabs were then at war (not half-a-dozen tents, as when Mr. B. was there) ; we were waylaid by a party of the enemy ; but, getting information of this, and taking another direction, and having good horses, we escaped. I was twelve hours on horseback, and when I got off, I stretched myself out upon the ground as if I had been dead, not from fright, but fatigue and want of water, and when I drank, I was well and as cheerful as ever in a quarter of an hour. But it was not quite satisfactory. Had they robbed me, they would not have got much, but the thing was to go in the character of a person who had something to lose. The next time I set off with forty camels and twenty horses, eighteen of which had been given to Bruce and me in this country. We remained thirty days with these people, whose character I had an oppor- tunity of investigating pretty thoroughly. His object was to see Palmyra ; mine to see the Bedaweens to perfection. I like the fine arts, yet, to say the truth, I am much more interested in the works of God than those of man. These savages, guided by their own wonderful abilities, and who have reduced the wants of human nature to a mere nothing, gave a most wonderful example of mental and bodily strength. Besides, the beauty of parts of the desert in early spring are not to be described. Almost all the bulbous plants we rear with so much care spring up in a fortnight as if by magic, bloom amongst innumerable, unknown, odoriferous herbs, and fade, 1 66 RAVAGES OF THE PLAGUE [ch. iv nearly as quickly, by the great heat and drying winds." Having accomplished Palmyra, Lady Hester next turned her steps to Latakia, on the sea-coast, where she took a house for the summer, while awaiting an opportunity of leaving the country. The plague was then depopulating Syria ; at Damascus alone it was believed to have carried off 100,000 souls, and it is clear that at that time she had fully made up her mind to go. Lady Hester to General Oakes *' Latakia, ''July 15, 1813. **The plague is all over Syria (Aleppo excepted). Here, thank God, it has been slight, and is upon the wane, as is the case everywhere where it has been for some time ; besides, they pretend the heat destroys it, which I do not believe, for it raged with great violence last year at Constantinople in very hot weather. I only heard about a fortnight ago that it had broken out at Malta ; what I have felt for your health from that moment I cannot express, as I fear it is not in a state to bear increased fatigue and mental anxiety. **You must have too much to think of just now, for me to trouble you with an account of our journey into the desert, which is considered as the most extraordinary ever made in this country. All those who know the Arabs only wonder we ever returned alive. Bruce wrote you one line from Hamar, the very day, I think, of our arrival there, for a report had been spread at Aleppo and Damascus that we had been cut to pieces. ... Any letters you may receive from this time, send, if you please, to vSmyrna, for we shall get away from here as soon as we can get a good passage, either in a ship of war, or a ship i8i2-i8i6] LATAKIA 167 of this country, when no longer infected by the plague ; but they are not safe just now ; nor is this good weather up here, the heat is so great at sea, and there are frequent calms. Hope suffered much last year at this season. October is the best month to leave the coast, after the equinoctial gales are over. ... As far as country and a good house goes, we are very com- fortable ; as well off as ill off last winter." But when October came, her mood had changed, and it was Mr. Bruce, not she, who left Syria. He was summoned home by his father, who had no doubt long been pressing him to return to England, and the danger from the plague made it doubly desirable. He himself had probably had enough of the East, and felt he could not remain much longer away without expatriating himself altogether. But he and Lady Hester parted with mutual regret. She, too, dreaded the plague, and had, as we have seen, made plans of escape ; at one moment she announced that she was going back to Europe ; then she thought of Russia, and even of making her way to Bussora, and there embarking for India. But to England she would not go, it was the one impossible place ; and in the end she decided to remain where she was. She had been for some time enthusiastically em- ployed in trying to help the escaped Mameluke she had met at Jerus::ilem (see p. 123), and Mr. Canning, to whom she applied, had endeavoured to interest his friends in the cause. This is in answer to one of his letters on the subject : " Latakia, *' October 22nd^ 1813. " You must not be alarmed and think that I am going to keep up a correspondence with you, but I cannot avoid thanking you for your letter, and also for the trouble you have taken about the poor victim. AW you say is very just ; but to say the truth it does not quite please me to hear rich men complain of i68 PRINCE OF THE DRUSES [ch. iv poverty ; however, God will take care of His creatures in this and every other country. The English world are about as good-natured as I believed them to be. To ridicule a person said to be starving in a burning desert is very charitable ; but, poor souls ! their imagination is as miserable as their humanity is bounded, for it never, I suppose, entered their heads that I carried everything before me, and was crowned under the triumphal arch at Palmyra, pitched my tent amidst thousands of Arabs, and spent a month with these very interesting people. Let the great learn from them hospitality and liberality. I have seen an Arab strip himself to his shirt to give clothes to those he thought needed them more than himself. I have suffered great fatigue, it is very true, because all my people were such cowards, and they gave me a great deal of trouble; but yet I cannot regret past hard- ships, as it has given me the opportunity of seeing what is so curious and interesting, the manners and customs of the most free and independent people in the world. ** In about a week I repair to a pretty convent at the foot of Lebanon for the winter. The Pacha of Acre is come into that neighbourhood to repair a castle, and the Prince of the Druses hunts within an hour of my habitation, so I shall often see him. We are very good friends, he is a very agreeable man, and very popular in the Mountain. I am quite at home all over the country; the common people pay me the same sort of respect as they do a great Turk, and the great men treat me as if I was one of them. In short, I am very happy in my own odd way ; part of this country is divine, and I always find something to amuse and occupy my mind. Now the good people of England may imagine me forlorn and miserable, i8i2-i8i6] MAR ELIAS, LEBANON 169 they are very welcome. I would not change my philosophical life for their empty follies. ** Mohammed Ali admitted me to the Divan; and when at Acre I rode Soliman Pacha's parade horse, having the use of his own sword and khangar, all over jewels. My visit to the Pacha of Damascus in the night during the Ramadan was the finest thing possible. I was mounted on an Arab horse he had given me, my people on foot, and he surrounded with two thousand servants and picked guards, Albanians, Delibashis, and Mograbines. You see the Turks are not quite such brutes as you once thought them, or they could never have treated me with the degree of friendship and hospitality they have done," Mar Elias, the "pretty convent" here mentioned, was the occasional residence of the Patriarch of the Greek Catholics, who had civilly placed it at Lady Hester's disposal, at a rent of £30 a year. She had seen it during her rides in the Lebanon, and taken a fancy to the place. But it by no means commended itself to the doctor, when he was sent there to make arrangements for her reception, as, at the sight of his future residence, his " thoughts involuntarily turned towards England." He found, about two miles from Saida, a low square building, high up on the mountain- side, in a barren and lonely, though picturesque situation, commanding a wide view of the sea. There was no garden, only a few flowers and two small orange-trees in the square walled court. The roof of the house leaked, and a discoloration of the wall of the staircase was explained by the unpleasant fact that only a week or two before, a former Patriarch had been buried there, seated in his armchair. It was not till the following year that poor Lady Hester could take possession of her new home. On November isth, when she was on the point of setting out, she was seized with the plague ; and the doctor took to his bed with low fever. For twelve days he was unable to attend her, and she was left to the care I70 ATTACK OF PLAGUE L^h. iv of a French doctor and an Italian surgeon. When, at last, urged by Mr. Barker, he took his place by her bedside, he found her so terribly ill that for twelve hours he despaired of her life, and Mr. B. (I presume in his official capacity) announced to her that she was going to die. When this crisis was past, it was still some time before she could be pronounced out of danger ; and then poor Mrs. Fry, worn out with nursing and anxiety, was laid up with a nervous fever. Two native women who took her place proved, how- ever, tolerably efficient, and Lady Hester was slowly recovering when she was attacked with ague. The winter rains had set in, and her sick-room was often inundated, for the house that had been so pleasant in summer time proved to be very far from weather- proof, and a cope of felt had to be stretched over her bed to keep ofi the water. No comforts of any kind were procurable, nor, except on rare occasions, any food but goat's flesh ; and her one anxiety was to get away from the place. But it was only on January ist that she was able to stand on her feet ; and on the 6th, when, after a detention of forty-eight days, she was at last allowed to leave the house, she at once rode down to the shore and embarked. She was so weak that it was with difficulty she was lifted upon her ass, and supported in the saddle. The six days' voyage to Saida was prosperous; but here she was detained some weeks, while the necessary repairs were carried out at Mar Elias, and had a return of her ague. At last, in the middle of February, she was installed in her new habitation, and the doctor in a cottage near at hand. Lady Hester rose from her sick-bed greatly sobered and subdued ; even her wonderful nerve deserted her, and many months were to elapse before her vigorous constitution reasserted itself. For the time, she ap- peared to be a changed woman. She shut herself up, and lived in total seclusion, avoiding as far as possible all contact with the outer world, for the plague had reappeared with great virulence, both at Saida and in the Lebanon. The only person she received was Captain Forster, of H.M.'s sloop Ktte^ who had been sent to Saida by Sir Robert Liston at her own request. She had asked for the aid of a ship of war to examine the ruins of Ascalon where she proposed, with the i8i2-i8i6] BAALBEC 171 authority of the Sultan, to search for hidden treasure. Some time before, a MS. had been placed in her hands that was said to have been surreptitiously copied by a monk from the records of a Frank convent in Syria, and found among his papers at his death. It was written in Italian, and disclosed the repositories of immense hoards of coin, buried in the cities of Ascalon, Awgy, and Sidon, at certain spots therein specified. Such modes of disposing of treasure were, owing to the general insecurity of property, not un- common in the East, where a man had to keep most of his valuables in his own possession, and could hardly carry them away with him in the event of a sudden flight. Lady Hester's belief in the story was therefore by no means so extravagant as it might have been thought in England. But Captain Forster, on recon- noitring the coast, found it impracticable to land at Ascalon, and so the matter dropped — but only for a time. In July, Lady Hester was so prostrated with the heat that the doctor removed her to Mishmushy, a Druse village situated on a mountain top, where the Emir Beshyr, though somewhat grudgingly, had given her the use of a house. She remained for ten weeks in this lofty eyry, declaring she had never been more comfortable anywhere since she left Malta ; and on October i8th, revived and restored to her old buoyant self, she started on a long projected expedition to Baalbec. She dispensed with an escort, taking with her, besides the doctor, a dragoman and thirteen servants, of whom five were women. They travelled on asses, and reached Baalbec on the sixth day. Here the doctor, carried away by his enthusiasm, launched forth into poetry, and inscribed a Latin quatrain in Lady Hester's honour on the walls of the Temple of the Sun. But when it was translated to her, she promptly ordered it to be effaced. '* While I was living with my uncle," she declared, " I never allowed any one either to sing my praises or paint my portrait." They only remained a fortnight, being advised that the passes of the Lebanon would shortly be blocked with snow ; and even as it was, they had a cold and stormy journey to Tripoli. At one of their halting-places, the Maronite convent of Mar Antonius (St. Anthony), the men only could be received, as the 172 CONVENT OF ST. ANTHONY [ch. iv Saint's wrath was believed to wreak terrible vengeance on anything of the female sex bold enough to cross the threshold. Even the villagers' hens were kept cooped up lest they should stray into the sacred precincts. Lady Hester and her women were therefore lodged in a house hard by. No sooner had she arrived than she sent word to the Superior that she was about to test the Saint's gallantry, and proposed giving a dinner to him and some Shaykhs that were escorting her in one of the rooms of his monastery on the following day, hinting at the same time that the Sultan's firman empowered her to visit any place she chose, and that opposition to her meant opposition to him. The horror and indignation of the unhappy monks at such sacrilegious impiety may be conceived ; but they did not venture to offer open resistance, and when the dinner hour arrived. Lady Hester, mounted on her ass (a she-ass, be it observed), rode ostentatiously into the very hall of the monastery, visited every hole and corner of the building, sat down to dinner with the trembling Superior, and remained four hours within the jealously-guarded precincts. Many of the by- standers every moment expected the earth to open and swallow her up ; and the fame of her exploit was bruited far and wide. When she arrived at Tripoli, the whole population turned out in a pelting rain- storm to see her; and there, as elsewhere, she won the heart of the Pacha — by all accounts a grim and formidable Pacha, who paid her every sort of honour during her stay. On January 28th, 1815, she returned to Mar Elias, and found the neighbourhood in great trepidation at the arrival of a Capugi Bashi, or Zaym, from Constan- tinople, whose presence was invariably of ill-omen. These emissaries of the Porte — always persons of the highest rank — were employed on missions connected with executions, confiscations, and imprisonment ; and it had been reported from Beyrout that the Zaym was instructed to carry Lady Hester to Constantinople as his prisoner. When a messenger arrived requiring her presence at the Governor's house at Saida, both the doctor and the dragoman were aghast; they already saw the bowstring dangling before their eyes, and hid their pistols in their girdle. Lady Hester was better informed, for she expected the Zaym, knowing i8i2-i8i6] MAR ELIAS 173 the cause of his coming, and her answer to his peremptory message put matters on a very different footing. No Zaym had ever yet condescended to visit a Christian, yet the great man at once mounted his horse and came to Mar EHas, where he took up his abode as her guest. It seemed that, through Sir Robert Liston, she had communicated with the Sultan concerning the clue she possessed to hidden treasures in the Levant, offering to make over the whole of them to him, only reserving to herself the honour of the discovery, ** since I never seek to appropriate the property of others." This offer was very favourably received, and the Zaym was entrusted with three firmans, one to the Pacha of Acre, another to the Pacha of Damascus, and another to all Governors of Syria, which were to be delivered to Lady Hester, and invest her with greater powers than perhaps any Ambassador, but certainly no unofficial Christian, ever before possessed. The redoubtable Zaym himself was placed under her direction. But how about the expenses, which must necessarily be great ? Her income was barely sufficient for her ordinary expenditure, and had been considerably exceeded by her journey to Baalbec, even though, from economy, it had been performed on asses instead of horses. She made up her mind to send in the bill to the English Government through Sir Robert Liston, averring that its payment was no more than her due for having gained such reputation for the English name. " If they refuse to pay me I shall put it in the newspapers, and expose them. And this I shall let them know very plainly, as I consider it my right and not a favour ; for, if Sir A. Paget put down the cost of his servants' liveries after his Embassy to Vienna and made Mr. Pitt pay him, I cannot see why I should not do the same." She had unhesitatingly constituted herself an Ambassadress, and desired the doctor to keep a strict account of all her payments. The excavations were to commence at Ascalon without loss of time. She wished, however, for another helper besides the Zaym, and sent off an express to one Malem Musa, at Hamar, of whom she had conceived a high opinion, desiring him to meet her at Acre. *' You know," she writes, **thatlam a straightforward person. An affair has happened that 174 EXCAVATIONS AT ACRE [ch. iv demands your presence at Acre. Be not alarmed, there is nothing serious in it, but let nothing prevent your coming, short of illness." She left Mar Elias in the middle of February, and was received at Acre v^ith the honours of a princess. The tent afterwards used by the Princess of Wales, splendidly lined with bands of coloured satins, was assigned to her, with nineteen others in addition to the six she had brought with her ; she travelled in a gorgeous tartaravan (the despised palanquin of three years before) borne by two mules, which were changed every two hours, and her horse and favourite ass were led in front of it in case she preferred to ride. The work of exploration was begun with much enthusiasm, for it was generally believed that Lady Hester possessed a magic spell that revealed hidden treasure, and had come to the East for no other purpose than to use it. But it had to be abandoned as hopeless in ten days. Here is the account sent by Lady Hester to Lord Bathurst, then Secretary of State : " The mosque in which the treasure was said to be hidden was no longer standing. One wall only re- mained of a magnificent structure, which had been mosque, temple, church at different periods. After having traced out the S.W. and N. foundation walls, and after digging for several days within them, we came to the underground fabric we were looking for, but, alas ! it had been rifled. It was, as nearly as one could calculate, capable of containing three million of pieces of gold — the sum mentioned in the document. Whilst excavating this once mag- nificent building — for such it must have been by the number of fine columns and fine pavements we dis- covered underground— we discovered a superb colossal, statue without a head, which belonged to the heathens. It was eighteen feet below the surface. Knowing how much it would be prized by English travellers, I ordered it to be broken into a thousand pieces, that i8 1 2-1 8 1 6] ACRE— JAFFA 175 malicious persons might not say I came to look for statues for my countrymen, and not for treasures for the Porte.'* This was dealing hard measure with a vengeance- all the harder because, as we have seen, she fully intended her countrymen to pay the bill. But she felt herself in a difficult position. She had failed in her quest, ulterior motives might be laid to her charge, and she knew that she was watched by jealous and suspicious eyes. On her way back she stopped for a time at Jaffa, for near there, at Awgy, another site for discoveries had been indicated, and she could still write in good faith, ** The authenticity of the paper I do not doubt." But it was found impossible to identify the place described, and no exploration could be attempted. There is a certain tone of discouragement in her next letter. Lady Hester to General Oakes '* Jaffa, '' April 2Sth,iZj^. " You must not think that I am ungrateful, or that the interest I felt in your concerns is in the least diminished, although I am less anxious about you, knowing you to be in the midst of friends who love you. I received your kind letter, written at different periods and partly upon your voyage to England last October, just as I was about to leave Mount Lebanon for Balbeck. I returned to my convent the end of January, having made a long tour. Upon the very night of my arrival there the great person (mentioned in the enclosed paper) paid me a visit, indeed, took up his abode in my comfortable mansion for some time. Then I proceeded to Acre to pay my respects to the Pacha, and my guest from the Porte accompanied me. Therefore you see that from October I have never had a quiet moment I could call my own, and besides, occasions, either by sea or land, are scarce and unsafe 176 MR. BRUCE [ch. iv in the winter season, and intending to send a person to England when all my business was over, I have deferred answering most of my letters to send them by this conveyance. " I have at last decided upon sending for James to take me away from this country, for I know so little of the state of the Continent, and feel in my own mind so doubtful of its remaining quiet, or, if it does, that I shall like it as formerly, that before I break up a comfortable establishment to form another at random, I wish to have the opinion of one who knows my tastes and whom I can depend upon. **I fear Bruce will turn out idle, though it is his ambition to be great, and I lament that his father changes his plans about him every day, and wishing him to be everything is the sure means of making him turn out nothing at last. I mention this to you, my dear General, that, should Bruce hereafter have the happiness of living a good deal in your society, you may recommend him a steady line of conduct, and not to put himself too forward in the world before he is fit for it. This was a maxim dear Mr. Pitt always preached to me, and was one of the instructions he gave me about my brothers, and which I have most strictly adhered to. James has risen gradually, and by his own merits, and is now, thank God ! in a situation which it has been the ambition of us both for many years that he should some day or other be thought worthy to fill. "James loves the Duke" (of York) "as I do, and would be ever ready to serve him with his life. The Duke is all kindness to him (as he is to every one about him), and when I know James to be perfectly happy, I am so very thankful to Heaven for having heard my prayers about him that I hardly think of i8i2-i8i6] JAFFA 177 myself. What I have suffered is gone by, what I still may have to suffer in this world God knows best ; let it be what it will, may I only be resigned to my fate and to His pleasure. The Turks give me every day one proof of their superiority over Christians — their submission to the will of Providence. " Whenever Lord Sligo returns to England I hope you will be kind to him. Poor man ! he only gets out of one scrape to get into another. The longer I know that man, the higher I think of the qualities of his heart, and the more I regret that those of his head do not equal that feeling which will be his ruin. Yet he does not want sense in many things — far from it ; and I still think if he marries some pleasing, sensible girl, he may become a very respectable character. If not, he will surely be duped by some designing woman or other, and his character, as well as his fortune, will be gone in a few years. " If Lord Mulgrave ever mentions me, pray re- member me kindly to him, for I really believe he had a friendship for Mr. Pitt, though artful Canning used formerly to take great pains to make me believe it was all affected ; but since he has turned out himself a perfect political chameleon, one may be permitted to mistrust a few of his opinions. . . . Gen. Maitland is very civil to me in his way, but his way is not yours. I am not now all anxiety to see or hear what everybody says who comes from Malta, though I understand you are much regretted. I have not heard for some time from Col. Misset, who really must have been, when in good health, a very charming man, for he is vastly interesting as he is, so upright, so like a gentleman in thought, word, and deed. Of Anderson I know nothing; for some months he has not written to me. The Pacha of Acre and all the leading people in this 13 178 SIR SIDNEY SMITH [ch. iv country continue to be vastly kind to me, even more so than before, if possible, and I am upon the whole as comfortable as a hermit can be." As the whole of Lady Hester's correspondence with her brother has been destroyed, it is impossible to determine how or why her intention of leaving Syria fell through. She never alludes to it again. It was during this journey that a messenger arrived from Sir Sidney Smith, announcing that he *'had come to take Lady Hester away." He brought several letters, dated as far back as the preceding December. The first began : Sir Sidney Smith to Lady Hester ** My Dear Cousin, — I received yours from Latakia. On my way to England I spoke to Freemantle, whom I saw at Gibraltar, to send you a frigate ; for I am at present no longer in command. My nephew, Thurlow Smith, has got the Undaunted (the ship which carried Bonaparte to Elba), and he will contrive, if possible, to come to you, as I say all I can of the necessity of guarding our trade in that quarter. ... I shall leave Vienna after the Congress for Florence and Leghorn, when I hope to meet you in the month of April." The second revealed his real object in writing. He was planning an expedition against the Algerine corsairs, which, though highly approved by four crowned heads, hung fire for lack of funds. No one would give him any money. Finding his debts pretty large, he had given up his goods and chattels to his creditors in England, and had brought his all to Vienna on eight wheels. He was so far reduced as to be obliged to beg a loan from his Syrian friends, and he charged Lady Hester with the commission. She was to deliver a grandiloquent letter he enclosed to the Emir Beshyr, and prevail upon him to furnish fifteen hundred men for the expedition. Lady Hester absolutely refused. She pointed out that to ask the Emir for troops, without the knowledge i8i2-i8i6] SAYDA 179 of the Sultan, would be to endanger the princess life ; and she urged upon him the abandonment of his undertaking. " Not to admire your intention in the cause of humanity, and the feelings which dictate your con- duct, would be impossible ; but I could wish you to reflect a little, and if the thing is to be undertaken, to do it in the most open, fair, honourable way pos- sible. I am much too proud to care for popularity — you, much too vain not to like it. Therefore, take care how you sink that which you have gained in the country. There is one thing which you seem to have forgotten, or to be ignorant of, that Turkey has been almost as much exhausted by the plague as Europe has been by war. Damascus only has buried above one hundred thousand souls.'* On her return to Sayda, the last search for hidden treasure took place at the third site indicated ; this time with little hope of success, and the same dismal failure. Nothing was left but to dismiss the Zaym with the present of a black slave and a cashmere shawl, and to send in the bill to Constantinople. Of course it was not paid ; and the whole expense neces- sarily devolved upon her. She had to borrow the money from Mr. Barker; and this, as the doctor declares, was the first occasion on which she ever found herself in debt. She now set about to econo- mise ; dismissed all superfluous servants, and resumed her secluded life in the Lebanon. Lady Hester to General Oakes "Convent of Mar Elias, ^'June2^th, 181 5. ** It gives me great pleasure to find that your health has been able, at any rate, to withstand the great fatigue and worry of those extravagant gaieties, of i8o AN HONEST GREEK [ch. iy which we Turks have no idea. Finding yourself so much better when travelling should induce you, I think, to make a tour in the spring and summer, and to get out of the way of great dinners. To live like a Turk for the time, and to take plenty of exercise without heating yourself, and to live a great deal in the open air would, I think, do you more good than medicine — at least, it would but be fair to give it a trial. " I send you by Giorgio, a Greek in my service, some tigers' skins, for I think I recollect that you liked them. Here the covering of a horse reaches to his tail, and the tigers' skins look very well when made up with crimson ; but silver and gold quite spoils their effect, I think. Giorgio will explain (should you like it) the fashion of Syria, for you to improve upon it. You will find the boy not stupid, but he is not all he ought to be, though honest in money matters. Don't spoil him, pray, or take his humble manner for humility, for he is at bottom conceit itself) but he may amuse you, and I should like to hear an account of your looks from some one who has seen you lately. " Your wine goes with him to Malta, from thence it must be sent as it can. This is more Bruce's present than mine, for he was so anxious to procure you some, and did give a large order for wine, which was put by, but sold because not transported directly, which the plague would not allow of. My wine has, alas ! been sold twice, though I paid half the value before the grapes were ripe. You cannot, in any possible way, procure any above a year old, for the peasants want their jars, and still more the settling of the wine, to make a sort of bad wine of, with commoner grapes, which they quash up together, i8i2-i8i6] MAR ELIAS i8i and sell to the mountaineers for their own use. I send you also a box of soap like that used by the Sultan's women. ** If ever you see Sir David Dundas, pray remember me kindly to him. Tell him I am the Sir Pivot of the East. I never forget, however, that I owe not a little of my military fame to having borne the name of his aide-de-camp when he commanded in Kent. Many people do not like him because he did not make a good Commander-in-chief. I like him the better for it. There is but one sun, one moon, and one Com- mander-in-chief. We want no more ! " Not many days after this letter was written, Giorgio was on his way to England, charged with a multitude of commissions, of which the most important was to bring back another doctor. Dr. Meryon, who had been for some time heartily weary of his position, now finally announced that he would remain no longer. CHAPTER V Mar Elias — Mr. Silk Buckingham — Antioch — M. Didot — DjouN — **The Babylonian Princess" — Mishmushy 1816-1823 Shortly after her return to Mar Elias, Lady Hester heard, with great concern, that Mr. Bruce had got involved in serious trouble at Paris. He had, together with Sir Robert Wilson and Captain Hutchinson, contrived the escape of Count Lavallette, who, con- demned to death for high treason, had been got out of prison on the very eve of his execution, having exchanged clothes with his wife during their parting interview. They had procured for him the uniform of an English general-officer, and in this disguise he passed through the barriers with Sir Robert unrecog- nised, and made his way out of the country. This was on April 24th, 18 16, and Mr. Bruce was there- upon thrown into prison. She sent him the kindest of letters, oflfering to come herself if she could be of use ; she had, indeed, at that time, some idea of going to meet her brother in France. "James et mes ami(s) ne cessent de me tourmenter pour les rejoindre, mais la France n'est plus la France, pleine d'Anglais et de Russes. Si notre affaire est heureusement terminee, je n*y viendrai que pour embrasser mon frere cheri, et pour m'enfoncer dans quelque vieux chateau, loin de tous les intrigans, que je deteste." This was written in French, as it was to be shown to the King, to whom she also indited a letter, imploring his clemency for ** ce jeune etourdi M. Bruce," " ce jeune homme egare par la sensibilite de son caractere, qui s'est entame dans une affaire aussi serieuse que delicate." She ends by reminding H.M. ** que I'enfant 1816-1823] MAR ELIAS 183 gate de Pitt joint a ses principes politiques le meme attachement pour votre personne," &c., &c. The only person to whom she sent a copy of this epistle was her cousin, the Marquess (afterwards Duke) of Buckingham, who appears to have been in her good graces ; (" Le Marquis," she writes, "quoique nous sommes toujours en dispute, est un homme d'honneur "). Lady Hester to the Marquess of Buckingham " Here is a letter I have written to the King of France ; you will tell me that some Jacobin assisted me in writing it, but I can assure you I am alone in my convent, and have only consulted the Spirit of my Grandfather. ... I do nothing but weep over the destruction of the finest country in the world, and blush for my countrymen, who have been the cause of its ruin. ... I have told you I never can, never will, live in Europe, but that I shall come to see James and take my final leave of you all, if you give me the opportunity. . . . Scold me or not as you please, it will be quite the same thing ; nothing can change either my principles or my determinations. I have too good an opinion of the King's heart to suppose he can take ill what I have written ; if he does, I shall only be sorry that I have been mistaken, not sorry for what I have written. You are the only person I shall send a copy of this letter to, because, as you are his personal friend, he may mention it to you, and you have only to tell him that I am what I am, and that neither family nor friends can have the smallest influ- ence over me when I take a thing in my head, nor do I ever consult them upon any subject. James is a soldier, and must attend to his duty, so I shall not enter upon this subject with him in any way." She had good reason to believe that her political sentiments would be unpalatable to Louis XVIIL 1 84 ''AN AGE OF TERROR" [ch. v She was full of sympathy for Napoleon. At the time when every English heart was still aglow with the glories of Waterloo, all her letters (one in particular, addressed to Mr. Coutts, " the only remaining friend of my illustrious Grandfather") are full of invectives against the Allies, " who have violated the laws of nations to the utmost, by deluging France with foreign troops, . . . and degrading and imprisoning a man acknowledged King by every Power in Europe." Here is her confession of faith in full : Lady Hester to the Marquess of Buckingham " Mount Lebanon, '' April 22nd, 181 6. " My Dear Cousin, — For years, in writing to you, I have been silent on politics ; but as it is probable this letter will reach you, I avail myself of this opportunity to give you my real opinions. *' You cannot doubt that a woman of my character, and (I presume to say) of my understanding, must have held in contempt and aversion all the statesmen of the present day, whose unbounded ignorance and duplicity have brought ruin on France, have spread their own shame through all Europe, and have exposed them- selves, not only to the ridicule, but to the curses of present and future generations. One great mind, one single enlightened statesman, whose virtues had equalled his talents, was all that was wanting to effect, at this unexampled period, the welfare of all Europe, by taking advantage of events the most extraordinary that have ever occurred in any era. That moment is gone by ; an age of terror and perfidy has succeeded. Horrible events will take place, and those who find themselves farthest from the scenes which will be acted may consider themselves the most fortunate. *' Cease, therefore, to torment me ; I will not live in Europe, even were I, in flying from it, compelled to 1816-1823] MAR ELIAS 185 • beg my bread. Once only will I go to France, to see you and James, but only that once. I will not be a martyr for nothing. The grand-daughter of Lord Chatham, the niece of the illustrious Pitt, feels herself blush, as she writes, that she was born in England — that England who has made her accursed gold the counterpoise to justice ; that England who puts weep- ing humanity in irons, who has employed the valour of her troops, destined for the defence of her national honour, as the instrument to enslave a freeborn people ; and who has exposed to ridicule and humiliation a monarch who might have gained the goodwill of his subjects, if those intriguing English had left him to stand or fall upon his own merits. *' What must be, if he reflects, the feelings of that monarch's mind ? But it is possible that his soul is too pure to enable him to dive into the views of others, and to see that he has merely been their tool. May Heaven inspire him with the sentiments of Henry IV. (a name too often profaned), who would have trod the crown under his feet rather than have received it upon the conditions with which your friend has accepted it ! " You will tell me that the French army — the bravest troops in the world, they who have made more sacrifices to their national honour than any others — would not listen to the voice of reason ; and you think I shall believe you. Never ! If an individual, poor and humble like myself, knows how to make an impression (as I have done) upon thousands of wild Arabs, without even bearing the name of chieftain, by yielding some- what to their prejudices, and by inspiring confidence in my integrity and sincerity, could not a king — a legitimate king — guide that army, to which he owed the preservation of his power, to a just appreciation of their duty ? Without doubt he could, and would have 1 86 ENGLAND'S *' INTERFERENCE " [ch. v done, too, if he had been left free to act. What was to be expected from men, naturally incensed at the inter- ference of those who, for twenty-five years, were held up to their minds as their bitterest enemies, but that which has happened ? In a word, never did tyrant, ancient or modern, act so entirely against the interests of humanity as those insensate dolts of our day, who have violated the holy rights of peace, and have broken the ties which, under any circumstances, should connect man and man. ** And pray consider all I say as the real expression of my thoughts. Oh ! if I said all I feel, I could fill a volume ! but just now I am not very well in health, and to take a pen in hand confuses my head, as it has done ever since my attack of plague at Latakia. I have, therefore, begged the Doctor to write this for me. *' You and James must let me know if you can come and meet me in Provence, for to Paris I will not go. The sight of those odious Ministers of ours, running about to do mischief, would be too disgusting. You may make faces or not — I care not a farthing ; for there is no soul on earth who ever had, or ever will have, any influence on my thoughts or my actions. " Adieu, my dear cousin. Be as proud and as angry as you please at my politics, but you will never change them ; do not, however, on that account, cease to love me, or forget " Your ever affectionate " H. L. S." I will freely own that all this is incomprehensible to me. I cannot understand how '' the niece of the illustrious Pitt," who professed the same principles, and had been with him during the anxious years that witnessed the subjugation of Europe by Napoleon, and the threatened invasion of our own shores, could ever have dictated this singular rhapsody. According to 1816-1823] MR. SILK BUCKINGHAM 187 her, the grand victory that heralded thirty blessed years of peace only inaugurated " an age of terror and perfidy," with '' horrible events " in prospect! About this time two English guests arrived at Mar Elias. One of them, Mr. William Bankes (afterwards M.P. for Cambridge University), was a casual visitor, then engaged on a tour in the Levant ; but the other, Miss Williams, was an old friend, who came to stay. She was the ladyVmaid who had come out from England with Lady Hester in 18 10, and been left with a married sister at Malta. She now wished to offer her services to her former kind mistress, thinking she might stand in need of them, and Lady Hester was greatly touched and pleased by this proof of devotion. Miss Williams never left her again. Mr. Bankes was very anxious to go to Palmyra, and Lady Hester gave him a letter of introduction to the King of the Desert. To prevent strangers from making use of her name, she had agreed with the Emir and his son Nasar that no one should be received as her friend who was not furnished with credentials. " If there comes to me," she said, **a great man, on whom I can rely, and whose word you can trust as my own, who wants to live among you, to see your mock fights, or a camel killed and eaten, to ride on a dromedary in his housings, &c., I will send him with two seals ; but if it be another sort of person, I will send him with one." Unfortunately, she had told this to Mr. Bankes, who, curious to see how many seals she had judged him worthy of, took an opportunity of opening her letter on the road. There was only one ! He threw it indignantly away, and resolved to dispense with her patronage altogether. But he little foresaw the difficul- ties he was throwing in the way of his journey. Once he was turned back, once imprisoned, and finally mulcted of a very considerable sum of money. Soon after his departure, there arrived at Mar Elias a fellow-traveller of his, Mr. Silk Buckingham, who published an account of his visit in 1825 {Travels ainong the Arab Tribes inhabiting the countries East of Syria and Palestine^. He speaks very gratefully of Lady Hester's great kindness. ** I had the good fortune and happiness to remain under the hospitable roof of this distinguished lady for a period of nine days, during which I received the greatest possible kindness from every one in her 1 88 DESCRIPTION OF MAR ELI AS [ch. v service, as well as from her Ladyship's own hands." He arrived **in a state of extreme illness and exhaus- tion," and was restored to '* freshness and vigour " by his stay. He kept no notes, and describes Mar Elias only from recollection. " The convent stands on the brow of a hill, looking towards the sea, the whole of the way from it to the town of Seyda being on a descent for a distance of about five or six miles. It consists of a number of separate rooms in a quadrangular building that sur- rounds an inner court, made into a flower garden, into which the doors of all these rooms open. The rooms are neither spacious nor elegant ; but, most of them being furnished after the English manner, with carpets, tables, chairs, &c., offered an agreeable contrast to the rooms generally seen in the East, the whole furniture of which consists of a low range of cushions and pillows surrounding the skirting, and, as it were, fringing the junction between the wall and the floor. Nothing in the house appeared unnecessary or expensive ; but all that could conduce to comfort, and that was procurable in the country, was seen in clean and unostentatious simplicity. The proper number of out-offices, kitchen, stables, &c., were attached to the edifice ; and there were spare rooms and beds enough to accommodate any small party of travellers that might have occasion to remain here for a short period in the course of their journey. ** The domestic establishment of her Ladyship con- sisted, at this period, of an English physician, Dr. Meryon, who lived in a separate house at a distance of less than a mile ; an English attendant. Miss Williams, and an English housekeeper, Mrs. Fry; a Levantine secretary, of French descent, from Aleppo; and a small number of male and female servants of the 1816-1823] LADY HESTER^S MODE OF LIFE 189 country. The fondness for beautiful horses, which this lady passionately entertained, was judiciously, but not ostentatiously, enjoyed by the possession of a small stud of Arabs. .... " Lady Hester rose generally about eight ; walked in the flower-garden, or read, till ten ; breakfasted on tea and coffee in the English manner; so much so, indeed, that there was no distinction between her breakfast table and one in England, except that finer and fresher fruit were often produced there than it is usual to see in London. An extensive correspondence, which her Ladyship appeared to maintain with persons of distinction in all parts of Europe, and even in India, generally occupied her pen, or that of her secretary, who wrote from dictation for several hours in the middle of the day. . . . But with all this, a want of leisure was never pleaded in excuse for attending to any applica- tions for relief that were perpetually made, from what- ever quarter they might have come. A walk, or a ride on horseback, was generally indulged in before dinner, which was always served soon after sunset, and was a happy medium between frugality and abundance, such as a prince might partake, and yet such as the most temperate could not complain of. The evening was almost invariably passed in con- versation, and so powerful is my recollection, even at this distant period, of the pleasure this afforded me, that I could use no terms which would be too extra- vagant in its praise. The early association with men eminent for their talents, as well as their power ; the habit of intense observation on all passing events ; the abundant opportunities, afforded by years of travel, to apply these habits to the utmost advantage ; all these, added to a remarkable union of frankness and dignity, gave a peculiar charm to the conversations of I90 ADORATION OF LADY HESTER [ch. v this highly accomplished and amiable woman. . . . We seldom retired before midnight. . . . ** In person, Lady Hester Stanhope is rather above the usual height, with regular and delicately formed features, a soft blue eye, fair and pale complexion, an expression of habitual pensiveness and tranquil resig- nation, which was rarely disturbed, except when her countenance now and then lighted up with the indig- nant feelings that always followed the recital of some deed of cruelty and oppression. . . . " If to be sincerely and generally beloved by those among whom we reside, to possess power and influ- ence with those who govern, and to have abundant opportunities of exercising these for the weak and helpless, be sources of delight, it may be safely con- cluded that Lady Hester Stanhope is one of the happiest of human beings. The veneration in which she is held, the affectionate terms in which she is continually spoken of by those who live near and sur- round her habitation, surpasses anything I remember to have met with in the course of a tolerably extensive peregrination through various countries of the globe. Coupled, indeed, with the humble gratitude, confined information, and general enthusiasm of feeling, which characterize the inhabitants of that country, it amounts almost to adoration ; so that the real good which this lady does, and the undoubted respect paid to her by all classes, have been magnified by every successive narrator through whom the recital has passed, till it has at last assumed the shape of the miraculous, and surpassed even the extravagance of the Arabian Tales. I remember some few instances of this, which I heard on my way from Damascus to Seyda. One Druse woman in the Lebanon, who recounted the tale to my muleteer as I lay ill on my carpet before the hearth, 1816-1823] "THE KING'S DAUGHTER" 191 said that when the King's daughter (Bint-el-Melek, and Bint-el-Sultan, the names by which Lady Hester was known in Syria) entered Damascus, all voices exclaimed, * The city of Damascus, the great gate of pilgrimage, and the key to the tomb of the prophet, is taken from us ; her glory is fallen, her might cast down, and her people for ever subdued. An infidel has entered on horseback, and rebellion is subdued by her beauty.' When she visited the Pacha in his divan, and was shown the seat of honour on his right hand, every one except the Pacha stood up to receive her, and there went before her a messenger bearing presents of the most costly description, from all the distant countries of the Ind and the Sind " (India within and India beyond the Ganges), "with perfumes of the most delightful odour. But when these had been laid at the Pacha's feet, the fair infidel herself drew from beneath her robes a massive goblet of pure gold, sparkling with diamonds, rubies, and emeralds, and filled to overflowing with the richest pearls, which were, however, rivalled in beauty by the snowy white- ness of her hand. Then, again, an Arab shepherd regretted his ill-fortune in not having accompanied the princess to Palmyra, * as he understood that every one who had gone with her, as indeed every one who ever had anything to do with her, had been abund- antly prosperous since.' As soon as it was known in the desert that the princess intended to journey to Tadmor, all the tribes were in motion, war was changed to universal peace, and every sheick was eager to have the honour of leading the escort. Councils and assemblies were held at Homs and at Hamar, at Sham" (Damascus) *'and at Hhaleb" (Aleppo) ; *' messengers were sent in every direction, and nothing was neglected that might serve to make 192 A MIRACULOUS JOURNEY [ch. v the way full of pleasure. When money was talked of, every one rejected it with indignation, and exclaimed, * Shall we not serve the princess for honour ? * Every- thing being settled, the party set out, preceded by horsemen in front, with hedjeen " (dromedaries) " of observation on the right and left, and camels laden with provisions in the rear. As they passed along, the parched sands of the desert became verdant plains, the burning rocks became crystal streams, rich carpets of grass welcomed them at every place at which they halted for repose, and the trees under which they pitched their tents expanded twice their usual size to cover them with shade. When they reached the broken city, the princess was taken to the greatest of the palaces " (the Temple of the Sun), ** and there gold and jewels were bound round her temples, and all the people did homage to her as Queen, by bowing their heads to the dust. On that day Tadmor was richer than Sham, and more peopled than Stamboul ; and if the princess had only remained it would soon have become the greatest of all the cities of the earth, for men were pouring into it from all quarters, horsemen and chiefs, merchants and munujemein " (astrologers), *' the fame of her beauty and benevolence having reached to Bagdad and Ispahann, to Bokhara and Samarcand, and the greatest men of the East being desirous of beholding it for themselves. *' When the period approached for my quitting Mar Elias, I felt extreme regret ; for I had scarcely ever before concentrated so much of highly intellectual pleasure in so short a space of time. . . . The stay had been productive of the highest advantages to me in every point of view. I had regained much of my former health and strength in a surprising manner . . . and I was now better prepared for my future journey than I 1816-1823] RECKLESS GENEROSITY 193 had ever been before. I was comfortably furnished with clothes, an excellent horse, a trusty servant from Lady Hester's own suite, transferred to me by her request, and charged by her with a thousand injunctions as to care and attention to my wishes and safety on the road. 1 was accommodated with sufficient means to defray my expenses till I should reach Aleppo, and drawing authorised supplies from the Consul, Mr. Barker. ... I was entrusted with various presents from her Ladyship to the various Pachas and Gover- nors in my way, accompanied by letters of introduction to them, that I might offer these gifts in her name, and thus secure their protection and aid." Mr. Buckingham's description of Lady Hester, with her " soft blue eye " and pensive resignation, is very unlike all the other accounts we have of her, and does not seem to fit in with any preconceived ideas of her appearance. But as regards her boundless benevol- ence and reckless generosity, and the power and influence she exercised in the Lebanon, which almost amounted to sovereignty, it exactly tallies with all we know of her. The splendid myth of her fabulous wealth attracted applicants from far and near, and seemed to be borne out by her munificence, for none were ever sent empty away. She delighted in helping and giving, and it may be safely said no hand was ever stretched out to her in vain. Whoever was in trouble or distress — be he whom he might — had a sure claim on her sympathy and protection, and became her charge, sometimes for the rest of his life. Her power in the Mountain was already so fully recognised, that even the redoubtable Prince of the Desert, Mohanna-el-Fadel, sent to solicit her aid. His son, the Emir Nasar, had embroiled himself with the Pacha of Damascus, who vowed to have his life, if ever he could be caught ; and he supplicated *' his dear sister, the Syt Hester," to intercede on his behalf. One of his chieftains, Abd-el-Rasak, presented himself at Mar Elias, bringing, with his letter, a colt as an oifering. " It was a fine sight," writes Dr. Meryon, 14 194 PUNISHMENT OF THE ANSArY [ch. v " to behold the Bedouins come and seek protection of a woman and a stranger." She had only recently made proof of the extent of her authority. Some time before, a French Colonel of Engineers, named Bontin, who had been sent by the Emperor on a mission to Syria, was made away with on the road between Hamar and Latakia. Lady Hester had warned him of the danger of crossing the Ansary Mountains, but he made light of her appre- hensions, and set out on his journey with only two Mahometan servants. The sale of his watch at Damascus first excited suspicion as to his fate, and Lady Hester forthwith despatched three emissaries on the track he was believed to have followed, and ascertained that he had, as she predicted, been robbed and murdered. She at once urged the French Consuls at the different towns along the coast to write to Constantinople and obtain orders for tracing and punishing the murderers without loss of time. Noth- ing, however, was done. The Ansary were a powerful and savage tribe, with whom no one cared to interfere. She then wrote herself to several of the European Ambassadors at the Porte, but still without effect, and at last bravely determined to take the matter into her own hands. She sent letters, both in Turkish and Arabic, to the Pachas of Aleppo, Damascus, Tripoli and Acre, asking each of them to contribute a certain number of troops with which to range the mountains of the Ansary, search for Colonel Boutin's remains, discover and punish his murderers, and get back the stolen property. ** Her appeals were successful, and accomplished what all the influence of all the Ambassadors could not have effected, what even the commands of the Grand Seignor himself could not have carried into execution — a union and co-operation of elements the most discordant." Mustafa Aga Berber, the Governor of the district, who was in command of the expedition, sent her word that, as he was marching " at the Syt's bidding to do the Syt's business," and fight in her quarrel, it was only fitting that she should arm her champion, and Lady Hester accordingly presented him with a brace of pistols. She, too, directed the movements of the troops, as, from the knowledge of the locality she had gained through her messengers, she alone could do, and 1816-1823] FRANCE VOTES HER THANKS 195 Mustafa carried fire and sword into the Ansary fast- nesses, burnt the villages of the murderers, sent their heads as trophies to Damascus, and recovered the whole of the stolen property. The fame of this exploit spread far and wide throughout Syria, and Lady Hester received the proud title of Protectress of the Unfortunate. Nor were the French themselves backward in acknowledging the debt they owed her for avenging their countryman. *' Colonel Bontin received a most honourable reception from Lady Hester Stanhope" (I am quoting the Counter Fram^ais of April 29th, 1830), "and, proud of her powerful pro- tection, he was on the point of succeeding in his enter- prise" (to explore Syria and penetrate into Arabia), " when he was assassinated in the neighbourhood of Damascus by the Arabs, who sought to rob him of a bag of coins which he had in his possession. France knows how the murder of this illustrious traveller was avenged by her Ladyship, who caused his assassins to be decapitated and obtained the restitution of his baggage, which she eflFected purely by her personal influence and efforts." She duly received a vote ot thanks from the Chamber of Deputies, proposed, in an eloquent speech, by Count Delaborde. The chastised tribe, strange to say, bore no malice. They were the same wild Ansary Arabs by whom, several years before. Lady Hester had been adopted, and that she was in the habit of speaking of as her ''family." They might well have sought to revenge the treatment they had received. Yet, in the autumn of this very year, not long after Mustafa Aga Berber's return, she went for two months to Antioch, where she found herself in the midst of them, and though she took up her abode in a secluded and unprotected cottage outside the town, she was never molested in the shghtest degree. She explained to them that " she had indeed revenged the death of a Frenchman, of a man who was her country's enemy, because she knew that all just persons abhorred deeds committed against the defenceless in the dark — deeds such as must be disowned by the brave and good every- where." Her journey to Antioch was undertaken partly to meet Mr. Barker and partly to get out of the way of the Princess of Wales, who had recently landed at 196 FINANCIAL WORRIES [ch. v Acre, and might, she thought, be expected at Sayda. She was particularly anxious not to come into contact with her ; but she left the doctor and Miss Williams at Mar Elias, with instructions to ofifer her due hos- pitality and every attention in their power. The Prin- cess, however, did not come. She had appointed this meeting with the Consul- General, in order to settle accounts with him. The following letter (undated), addressed to General Ander- son, evidently belongs to this period ; it is the first in which she alludes to the money troubles that hence- forward were to supersede politics in her correspond- ence. It is melancholy to remember that for twenty- three years — all the remaining years of her life — she was never again free from this haunting incubus of debt. She mentions that her brother, *' that dear, generous creature," had lent her all his savings, amounting to ;^Soo. Lady Hester to General Anderson . . . '*This soaring and active mind is no merit of mine. I was endowed with it, I suppose, for some purpose, and I should not, I imagine, be answering that for which I was created, were I to become a grub on the face of the earth, and make no exertion to be useful to my country and my friends. . . . You will be told that I have purchased the friendship of Turks a poids d'or) but I can assure you that until now I never made a present, excepting a gold snuff-box, that Lord Sligo gave me, to the late Pacha of Damascus, Seticlar or Sword-bearer to the Sultan, a man of the first rank, who had given me two fine horses and treated me with every sort of distinction ; and a pair of fine pistols to the commander of the troops sent against the Ansaries, to revenge the death of a European assassinated by them (see p. 194). Respect- ing presents, all I can say about them is, that it is a toll every one must pay in the East. Strangers may sometimes escape, as a man may by galloping through i8i6~i823] RESPECT DUE FROM PRESENTS 197 a turnpike gate, and get oflf by saying he was a foreigner, and did not know the customs, and had no money about him. But, resident in the country, these shuffles will not do. About four years ago, Bruce went to take leave of the Mohallim of a town where he had spent some time. The Governor treated him at first with great respect and politeness ; but, after les ceremonies diisage were over, he waved his hand, and his attendants disappeared. The Governor began his conversation to this effect : * And so, young man, you make me no present ? ' * No,' said Bruce, * I have been shipwrecked, and I have nothing by me worth your acceptance.' * Oh ! that is a fine excuse,' said the Mohallim; *you have money, I suppose — why, then, did you not send to Aleppo, and buy a few pieces of Aleppo stuff to present to me? It is true 1 do not care for the value of your stuffs, nor do I wish for a present from interested motives. Had you given me one, I should have given you a horse three times its value, but I desire to be treated with respect, and not lowered in the eyes of those who surround me.' He then said that this conversation would serve as a lesson to Bruce, and, softening his tone, said some civil things, and there the visit ended ; but it required a vast deal of negotiation to set the matter right. I really believe that the general motive of almost all Turks, in making presents, is the idea that they are a mark of respect. ... To your son, in Eastern fashion, I should say : May his name rise among perfumes to Heaven, which may bless him." After her return to Mar Elias in November, she received a visit from M. Didot, a gentleman attached to the French Embassy at Constantinople, who was then travelling in Syria, and jpublished an account of his interview in his Notes aun Voyage fait dans le Levant en 1816 et 1817. 198 M. DIDOT [CH. V " I had previously presented to M. Baudin, a young Frenchman, the dragoman of Miladi Stanhope, the letter of introduction that Mr. Salt had been kind enough to give me to the new Queen of Palmyra, who invited me to dinner the day after my arrival, together with M. Desgranges. She then inhabited a former convent, which she has had repaired, about two leagues from Sayda, near the little village of Abra, lying at the foot of the first spurs of the Lebanon. After passing through some rooms inhabited by her suite and her servants, all of whom are Arabs, except one lady's-maid, we were ushered into a vast apart- ment, where we found two persons in Oriental dress seated on the divan. We saluted them in Arabic, but soon recognised Miladi Stanhope and our Consul at Tripoli, M. Regnault ; the former by her smooth, beardless face, the latter by the hump on his back, ill-disguised by the long garments he occasionally wears. Miladi received me with affability and dis- coursed at great length on European politics, for that is the subject of conversation she prefers, and seems the best suited to the gravity of her disposition. She said she first began to wear the Oriental costume when, after a shipwreck at Rhodes in which she lost all her possessions, she found herself obliged to buy the dress of the country, and having learnt to appre- ciate its comfort and utility, she had ever since retained it, and would now feel very ill at ease in her European women's clothes if she were obliged to resume them. The death of her uncle Pitt deprived her of the influence she had obtained in London; and her grief at the loss of her brother and of General Moore, whom she was to have married — both killed in the same battle in Spain — had inspired her with that profound disgust of the world which had so long retained her 1816-1823] MOUNT LEBANON 199 in the solitude of Mount Lebanon. She spoke of divers visits she had paid to Pachas, and showed me the costumes she had worn on these occasions, all of the richest possible description. She also explained to me the different postures to be assumed in the presence of great personages, which form part of the etiquette all Turks must rigorously observe, as the attitude, no less than the costume, betokens a man's position in life. " As soon as she arrived in Syria, Lady Stanhope sent for a Capidji Bachi with firmans from Constanti- nople, and proceeded, with a great train in attendance, to the neighbourhood of Ascalon and Caesarea, to search for treasure in a spot indicated by an old MS. They excavated the ground for a long time, but no treasure was discovered ; only two colossal statues, one of which, representing Bacchus, was very fine. She had them both broken up, in order, as she told me, that the Turks might not take it into their heads that she had induced the Porte to incur this expendi- ture for her own personal advantage ; and as this action was in conformity with their religious principles, she hoped thus to acquire greater influence over them. In fact, I afterwards heard from M. Bertrand, one of her dragomans, that she had at one time intended to found a new religion in these parts, by the union of Christianity and Mahometanism ; and that she also had some hopes of the Jews, because she thought the name of Esther, which she bore, would impress them ; but, having soon perceived the difficulties of such an enterprise, she promptly gave it up. " I asked her to give us an account of her journey to Palmyra, which I had heard much spoken of in the East; and she described, in great detail, and with a certain satisfaction, how she had made her entry, lance 200 THE PALMYRA JOURNEY [ch. v in hand, in her Oriental dress, followed by thirty camels, which had brought into the desert all that was choicest of European luxuries. She enumerated the many presents she had given to the sheicks, and told how she had, during three nights, illuminated the ruins of Palmyra, where she had herself crowned. I thought at the time that some Oriental exaggeration must have adorned this narrative, but I afterwards heard, from several persons who had accompanied her, that it was, in the main, perfectly correct ; and that, in this expedi- tion, she and Mr. Bruce spent nearly 30,000 piastres. Accordingly, she is called Queen of Palmyra, and the credit she obtained, aided by her money, gained her influence with the Pachas. It was, in a great measure, owing to her that the Porte determined to avenge the death of Colonel Bontin, with whom she was well acquainted, and who was assassinated only a few days after he left her house. By her urgent letters, and by her presents, she induced the sheicks to march against the rebellious tribes, and carried this war to a successful issue, thereby inspiring fear and consideration for the Franks, and giving them better security for travelling in the East. " Some heavy clouds, gathering on the Lebanon, warned us that we might be overtaken by a storm, and obliged us to leave Miladi sooner than we should have wished. She made us carry away with us, as a precaution, two abas^ large cloaks of a striped material fabricated in the mountains, which we presently found of the greatest use." This was, as far as I can make out, the only visitor to whom Lady Hester ever mentioned her engagement to Sir John Moore. ^ About this time, her emissary, Giorgio, arrived from England, laden with commissions, and bringing with 1816-1823] DEPARTURE OF DR. MERYON 201 him an English surgeon to replace Dr. Meryon, who finally took his leave in January, 1817. Here, then, we part company with the circumstantial journal of Lady Hester*s sayings and doings that he kept during the seven years he was in her service, and virtually lose sight of her till 1830. Though she was a voluminous letter writer, from this time forward but little of her correspondence has been preserved. This is the last letter 1 can find addressed to General Oakes : Lady Hester to General Oakes "Mount Lebanon, ^^ Jan. ^th^ 18 17. ** I was so happy at receiving your letter by Giorgio, for it was so long since I had heard from you, and never ceased to feel anxious about your health, as well as about all that interests you. This letter will be given to you by Dr. Meryon. He will have so much to tell you about me, and his travels in these parts, that I shall not allude to either one or the other subject. ** As for that levity and inconsequence with which you reproach some of our young men, it is much to be lamented. Real wildness can scarcely be deemed a fault in youth, and most particularly in those who have no sort of restraint put upon their actions ; but neglect, trifling conduct, saying more than a person means, is quite another thing, and very contemptible in my opinion, which may be a severe one ; but if all these things are looked over and tolerated in young men who ought to set an example to society, what will the world come to at last? ... I am happy to hear that my old friend Sir David is well; pray always mention me to him when you have an opportunity, for I have a great respect for him, and am convinced that his unpopularity and singular conduct at one moment was a finesse^ for which we ought all to thank him." 202 DUKE OF YORK [ch. v Lady Hester to H.R.H, the Duke of York " Mount Lebanon, ^^ January \st^ 1817. "Sir, — Y.R.H. put a dangerous instrument into my hands when you were so kind as to give me the beautiful inkstand. The first use I make of a pen so valued by me must be to offer you my sincerest thanks for this generous mark of your recollection. As you mention, Sir, the perfumes being unknown in England, perhaps you might like to know why aloe wood is scarce. It comes from a mountain called Gebel El-Kaf, fifteen days south of Mecca. This mountain is covered with aloe trees, but it is so infested with the most ferocious wild beasts that no one dare ascend it, Therefore, the Arabs who live the nearest to it portion out bits of land at the foot of the mountain, and make dykes in it. When the tremendous storms take place, which often tear up trees by the roots, and always scatter their branches, the floods of rain bring down pieces of the aloe wood into these dykes. When the weather clears up, each Arab repairs to his spot of ground, to pick up that which may have fallen to his lot ; the wood is then buried for forty or fifty days, to improve its smell, which gives it that black, rotten appearance. The pilgrims bring it to Damascus, where the harems of the great men are constantly full of a cloud of its smoke. The very luxurious refresh the air with fountains of rose-water, which play from five to twenty-five feet high. *' There are likewise other forests in the desert, thirty-five days distant, west of Mecca, where a vast quantity of gold dust is to be found ; but as there is no water except at two places upon the road, out of forty camels and forty men which set out every year from Mecca to collect this dust, seldom ten of each return. 1816-1823] THE KING OF BUGS 203 *'If I said half what I feel about Y.R.H/s goodness to James, I fear I should bore you, but I cannot altogether pass over the act of kindness you were pleased to announce to me. I believe, Sir, it is only in Arabic that one may say to a great man all one wishes to say without being impertinent ; therefore, as I cannot write in that language, I must reflect in silent gratitude upon all we owe you. I am, Sir, " Y.R.H.'s most attached and devoted servant, ** Hester Lucy Stanhope." Lady Hester to Sir Joseph Banks " Mount Lebanon, ^^ January yd^ 18 17. ** Dear Sir, — I was really concerned to find by the letter Giorgio brought me last November that you were so much indisposed. I pray for your recovery as for a universal blessing to the friends of humanity and science. ** I have written you many letters within these last two years, and sent no less than three boxes of the root you wished to have, of various ages and qualities, together with all the information I could pick up about it ; but I fear that some, if not a//, these boxes have been lost, as well as the admirable honey of Mount Lebanon, which I thought you might like. The Turks eat a vast deal of honey, and consider it very wholesome^ except in very hot weather, when they find it heating. It is pressing honey in England which makes it so bad, as the wax gets mixed with it ; this was allowed to run off of itself, and was quite pure in every respect. I must now give you an account of the King of Bugs for your amusement, which I got from the Abyssinians, who remain some time with me. There is a little animal, not unlike a 204 NATURAL HISTORY [ch. v worm with wings, which sucks flowers like a bee ; it lives underground, where it fabricates a sort of jar, quite round, the inside of which is varnished in the most beautiful manner; this jar communicates with the surface of the earth by a tube about three or four feet long, and serves as a passage for the httle animal to go up and down. In its house is found a liquor like green water, which is used by the Abyssinians as a sovereign remedy in almost all stomach com- plaints, and in other disorders. The entrance of the tube is only to be discovered by watching the jackals, which come at night and scratch up the ground, which makes this medicine scarce. I hoped to have, nevertheless, sent you a bottle, but the death of my female Abyssinian friend, and no caravan having come this year from that country, renders it uncertain whether or not I shall ever receive what she wrote for from her brother, who commands a province, and who is mentioned by Lord Valentia in his book. Enclosed is a paper which may be interesting to you ; it strikes me that the cow must have eaten of the leaves of the Harmodatele, which are excellent and tempting in their appearance when fresh, and which grow in small quantities in the neighbourhood of Damascus, for the Priest was affected, as well as Mon. FEveque, exactly in the same way as a person who takes too large a quantity of the root, a violent sickness and internal heat. *' Dr. Meryon (my late Physician) is not the least of a philosopher, so I have had no one to set me right, or assist me in my pursuits of any kind. I believe the Doctor can give you little more information about the natural curiosities of this part of the world, than if he never had visited it, except the cave near Palmyra, into which he crept upon all fours, and I did not. I 1816-1823] ABYSSINIA 205 am trying to raise you a tree from a sucker of what I am told is the real mandrake spoken of in the Scriptures, and for which there is no European name. There is a tradition in Mount Lebanon of the women being shut ttp during the time it was in flower ; it produces no seed. I have a great deal more to say about the natural productions of Abyssinia, but as I have not yet quite given up the idea of receiving some specimens of the furs of different animals, and the seeds of several curious plants, I will put off for the present saying anything about them. The greatest fault I Ihave to find in the Abyssinians is, their love for every sort of liquor which intoxicates, but they are a clever, courageous people, rather inclined to be idle, and very proud ; but with management might be made something of. The stagnation of trade in India, and in England, would render the civilization of Abyssinia, and the encouragement of commerce with that country, a very politic measure, for when old resources fail, we ought to discover new ones. ** I was vastly happy in receiving a letter from General Grenville, in which he speaks favourably of his health. As I think him about the best man in the world, I was more than distressed when I im- agined he was suffering from a serious illness. Dr. Meryon has a few seeds of the Cimach^ or Kimach^ tree^ which perhaps you may not have ,in your hot-house. I got them from one of the Mamelukes of Djezza Pacha, who was brought up with the late Ali Pacha, who planted these trees at Acre. ... As for Sheick Ibrahim" (Burckhardt) '* of whom I have spoken so often, I think the same of his talents as a traveller ; but the more I hear of him and know of him, the less will I think of his heart, as he is full of envy and malice, and very insincere. And as to your namesake 2o6 DEATH OF '* CITIZEN STANHOPE" [ch. v William Bankes,^ I cannot endure him, and I wish I could pass a bill for him, to be obliged to change a name which such a character can have no right to, if you have one at least. He told Napoleon he was your relation ; it is impossible.'' In April of this year, Lady Hester received the tidings of her father's death, and wrote to her brother, on his accession to the title, what he truly describes as *' a most cruel and insulting letter." I should be sorry to reproduce it. I will only quote one passage, as it furnishes the sole explanation I have ever met with of their life-long breach. Her theme throughout is ingratitude — '* the ingratitude which you have shown to all your best friends. It was wishing to eradicate, if possible, from your character the seeds of that abominable vice (a vice unknown to wild beasts) that occasioned the rupture between us. Far be it from me ever to wish to be upon friendly terms with you, should you still persist in the perverse opinions which have lowered you in the eyes of those you most courted, and deprived you of their real confidence." This, and another allusion to *^ new-formed connec- tions," points to political differences between them, but the chief ground of offence was probably a more personal one. She had, early in life, rendered him a signal service by effecting his escape from Chevening, for which he was abundantly thankful, and this sense of obligation, as well as that of his utter inexperience, led him gratefully to accept her guidance and dictation. But this kind of tutelage could not possibly last. As he took his place in the world, he naturally formed his own opinions, and acted upon them, and she probably often found her advice disregarded. She would bitterly resent this neglect, for, of all things in ^ May 28th, 1820. "Mr. Bankes had seen Lady Hester Stanhope in Syria ; she was living in a small but comfortable house, at the foot of Mount Lebanon, in full persuasion of her being one day called to the assembling of God's chosen people, as Queen of Jerusalem. This fancy, which has taken full possession of her mind, arose (as she herself relates) from a prophecy which the famous Brothers made to her many years ago, that she would pass some years in the East and reign at Jerusalem. She has already exceeded the probationary terms by two years." — Memoirs of Viscount Stratford de Redclijge, 1816-1823] DJOUN, MOUNT LEBANON 207 the world, she most delighted in giving advice. Even in this letter, after three angry pages of taunts and reproaches, there follov^s a fourth full of good advice, shov^ing how easily he may become *'a father to those around him, and a pillar of the State." But the real reason of her writing appears in the postscript : " I shall not leave any part of the sum coming to me on the estate ; when ready, you will please to place the whole in Coutts' hands. Murray" (her lawyer) **and James will inform you what is to be done with the ;^io,ooo poor Charles left me."^ These two sums ought surely to have cleared off all Lady Hester's liabilities, and left her a free woman. But it was not to be, for we presently find her plunging into fresh expenditure. Either in this or the following year, she removed from Mar Elias to another deserted monastery higher up in the moun- tains, near the village of Dar Joun, or Djoun. No lovelier situation could have been selected for a dwelling; but the building was disused and dilapidated, requiring a new roof and very extensive repairs.- She built many new additions, very considerably enlarging it, and laid out, on what had been a bare mountain top, terraced gardens and orchards, to which water was conveyed by conduits from a dis- tance. The whole was surrounded by a lofty wall, giving it somewhat the appearance of a fortress, and the principal entrance was through a strong and well- guarded gate. Nor was it easy to go in and come out unperceived, for the interior was a kind of labyrinth composed of detached buildings, irregularly grouped round little courts and gardens, and traversed by trellised passages, which formed the only means of communication. Dr. Meryon tells us that " owing to the different enclosures, wherein servants with ^ This letter remained, I believe, unanswered, and Lady Hester never wrote again. ^ " You may imagine," she writes to the doctor, *^ what my expenses have been when I tell you that half of this house" (Djoun) "was totally unroofed, like a ruin, when I took it ; the other half so rotten that it rained in in every direction — not a room for dragomen, for men servants, for provisions of any kind ; not an out-house ; not a place walled in ; its only merit was having a little space, which the other house" (Mar Elias) "had not ; the roof of which, after the earthquake, became so unsafe that I was obH^ed to cover it at a great expense." 2o8 A HARBOUR OF REFUGE L^h. v different occupations lived, a person attempting to enter or to escape was certain of being seen, and almost equally certain of being stopped." Lady- Hester's own dwelling was on the S. W. side, where the mountain falls away precipitously, and the distant blue of the sea is seen through a gap in the hills. Her rooms opened on the terraces of her private garden, the beautiful garden with its arbours, marble fountain, and thickets of roses, in which she took her daily walk. She loved her flowers, and they were the only luxury she permitted herself, for nothing could be plainer and simpler than her manner of life. No one entered here but by her special favour, and everything pertaining to herself was kept rigidly apart from the rest — her kitchen, even, was separate. She intended this place to be, as it actually became, a house of call for refugees, for any poor homeless wanderer who, proscribed and pursued, might be drifting helplessly about in the Lebanon. To them she could offer an inviolable asylum, for whoever crossed her threshold had set foot in sanctuary. Not even the powerful Prince of the Mountain — not Ibra- him Pacha himself — ever ventured — or rather, I should say, succeeded — in meddling with any one under Lady Hester's protection. For this purpose Mar Elias would have been far too small, but at Djoun she was able at one time (after the siege of Acre) to harbour as many as two hundred refugees. Yet, for some reason or other, her doctor was never lodged within its precincts. Once installed in her new dominion, Lady Hester never left it again. She lived for more than twenty years at Djoun, and during the latter part of the time never went outside her garden wall. It is from this period we may date her complete adoption of Eastern customs and an Eastern mode of life. Though she had assumed the dress of the country, and conformed to many of its habits, she had still retained some of her own ; but these she now gradually discarded, and day by day became more of an Oriental. The doctor brought out by Giorgio went home again in a year or two, dishking the East and Eastern ways, and Doctor Meryon was summoned back to resume his former post. This time, however, his stay was brief, and he did not journalize. " I found," he says. 1816-1823J DJOUN 209 "that her Ladyship had in the meantime completely familiarized herself with the usages of the East, con- ducting her establishment entirely in the Turkish manner, and adopting even much of their medical empiricism. Under these circumstances, and at her own suggestion, I again bade her adieu, as I then believed, for the last time." ^ He was replaced by an Italian. The English housekeeper, Mrs. Fry, also went home, and Elizabeth Williams now remained her sole English attendant. For some time past, Lady Hester's mind had been much occupied with the Oriental kingdom that had been promised to her many years before in England, When Brothers was, by Mr. ritt's orders, being taken to prison as a fortune-teller, he begged hard to be allowed to see Lady Hester, and told her that "she would one day go to Jerusalem, and lead back the chosen people ; that, on her arrival in the Holy Land, mighty changes would take place in the world, and that she would pass seven years in the desert." She had always remembered this prediction, and often spoke of it, though more often than not in jest, and freely allowed her friends to make fun of it. While she was living at Brusa, the party she was with, comprising Lord Guilford, Mr. Fazakerley, and Mr. Gaily Knight, used to amuse themselves by calling her " Queen Hester ! Hester, Queen of the Jews ! " But since her arrival in Syria the prophecy had as- sumed graver proportions, for it had been twice re- peated. She had met at Haifa a half-crazed Frenchman, who called himself General Loustaneau, and professed to have served in the native Indian armies. He lived on the alms of the charitable, and passed himself off as a prophet, always walking about with a Bible under his arm. He was now ready to produce a number of texts to prove that her coming had been * He did, however, return twice ; once for a few months in 1830 and again in 1837, remaining till 1838. It was only on these last two occasions, when she had attained a certain degree of celebrity, that he adopted the practice — unprecedented, as I hope and believe, in the case of a physician — of writing down all she said to him with a view to publication. He spent in all sixteen months at Djoun, and it was from the materials then collected that he compiled the three volumes oi Memoirs that appeared in 1845. The Travels of Lady Hester Stanhope^ also in three volumes, were published in the fol- lowing year. 15 ^^o JtOrtUNE-TELLING tcH. V annotinced in the Scriptures, and that she was ** the only real Queen." Again, one of her servants, an old man named Metta,^ who, like all Syrians, had a pro- found belief in astrology, magic, and what is now 'called Spiritualism, told her of a prophetic book of which he alone knew the secret, and could produce, if she would lend him a horse. She did so, and be went and fetched an Arabic MS. (a precious loan be Was only to tetain for a few hours), from which he translated the following passage for her benefit : ** A European woman will come and live on Mount Lebanon at a certain epoch. She will build a house there, and obtain power and influence greater than a Sultan's. A boy without a father will join her, and his destiny will be fulfilled under her wing. The coming of the Mahdi will follow, but be preceded by war, pestilence, and other calamities. The Mahdi will ride a horse born saddled ; and a woman will come from a far country to partake in the mission." It was curious that the words of an English fortune- teller should be confirmed by two utter strangers in another quarter of the globe ; and the coincidence made a profound impression on Lady Hester. It seemed to her to place the matter in a new light, and hold out fascinating possibilities. She had become an Oriental in more senses than one, and now began seriously to ask herselt whether, after all, the pro- phecy might not come true. Part of it, at least, had been accomplished. She had come to her appointed kingdom, had taken up her abode there, and obtained a degree of power and influence so unprecedented as to be little short of miraculous. Had she not been crowned already as Queen of Palmyra ? Might she not be called upon to play a great part in the East? * I should mention that Lady Hester provided for both these prophets. Metta, on his death-bed, bequeathed to her his three sons ; and she duly took charge of them. The General subsisted on her bounty for the remainder of his life, which proved a very long one. They never met, for they could never agree ; the prophet was dogmatic and choleric, Lady Hester intolerant of contradiction ; so she wisely judged it best they should remain apart. Yet not only did she support him, but in her lavish generosity she even sent money to his family in France ; and in 1825 one of his sons came to Djoun, and there died of fever. She caused him to be buried in a vault she had constructed in the garden for her own burial-place. i8i6-i823l A DREAMER OF DREAMS 211 The love of rule had come to her almost in her cradle ; even in the nursery she had acted " the Empress Queen " ; and now, grown and strengthened with advancing years, it had become an absorbing passion. She nad, as I have said, unbounded con- fidence in her own powers ; and it must be owned that she had displayed a rare aptitude for government in her management of the half-civiHzed, credulous, and emotional people with whom she had to deal. Besides the splendid courage that won their respect and admiration, and her father's iron will, she had a great deal of tact and discernment, and knew, as she said, how to *'feel her ground." She studied their character, their prejudices, and their supersti- tions, and soon discovered how wide-spread and deep- rooted was the belief in supernatural agencies. She was quick to perceive what a formidable weapon was here ready made to her hand, and prompt in taking advantage of it. She had herself ceased to regard the supernatural from a Western point of view. She was studying astrology and the occult sciences ; seeking out der- vishes, magicians, and "wise men" to be her teachers, and diligently at work to take her degree among them. She so far succeeded as to become an adept in readmg the stars, a discerner of the thoughts and minds of men, and a dreamer of dreams. How far, in the first instance, she actually believed in her mission as the inspired Queen of Jerusalem is, 1 think, doubtful. She was, for so clever a woman, extraordinarily credulous, with a natural leaning to the marvellous and mysterious, which had always more or less attracted her. On the other hand, we cannot ignore the keen delight she had formerly taken in mystifying and humbugging others. Perhaps the truth is midway, and that she only partly persuaded herself to believe. Be this as it may, as time went on, she was unmistakably and vehemently in earnest; though, even then, doubts and misgivings seem to have not unfrequently crossed her mmd. *' I fancied," writes Kinglake, **that I could distinguish the brief moments during which she contrived to believe in herself, from those long and less happy intervals in which her own reason was too strong for her." It will be remembered that the Arabic MS. intro- 212 LADY HESTER^S RELIGION [ch. v duced a new factor in the prophecy, the Mahdi or Messiah. It was now he, and not Lady Hester, who was to lead the chosen people to Jerusalem ; but she was to have the place of honour on his right hand in the triumphal procession. As Queen of Jerusalem, she was bound to believe that the Messiah was yet to come ; and she got over this difficulty by wresting the words of John the Baptist, ** There cometh One after me," from their true meaning, and ignoring their application to Our Lord. Yet she certainly told Lamartine that she was a Christian. Here, however, I am approaching ground on which I cannot venture to tread, for the subject of her religious opinions is one that is utterly and hopelessly out of my reach. I often wonder whether she could have explained them herself; at all events, she never succeeded in making them clear to any of her visitors. Perhaps M. de Lamartine's conclusion is the most probable, that they were a combination of the Christian, Jewish, and Mahometan creeds. She was, in truth, full of contradictions. She was a fatalist of the true Eastern type, yet full of Western zeal for setting matters right, and ordering them anew ; as relentless in her enmities as an Old Testament Jew, yet with all a Christian's love and pity for the poor and unfortunate. What- ever her religion may have been, she was its ap- pointed High Priestess; as to that, at least, there could be no misunderstanding ; and at the time ap- pointed, her sovereignty would be proclaimed to the world. She lived in constant expectation of the ** pestilence, wars, and other calamities " that were to herald its coming and pave the way to her kingdom. The plague came — came actually to herself; war broke out in the Lebanon, bringing with it a whole train of calamities, and still she hoped and waited — waited on patiently, year after year, in sickness and poverty, for an ever-receding phantom — the day of glory and triumph that was never to be hers. Her errors and her presumption may have been great, but it cannot, I think, be denied that the picture is a pitiable and pathetic one. I met with an account of her of about this date in the Memoirs of a Babylonian Princess^ published in 1844. This so-called princess — a native of Bagdad — was an inmate of the Emir Beshyr's harem, and went 1816-1823] LADY HESTER AS ASTROLOGER 213 to visit a venerable Druse, whom she found enter- taining another guest.^ " Reclining by his side with crossed legs, a tOrientaley smoking a narghileh, was a tall and splendid figure, dressed in a long saffron coloured robe with red stripes, with an embroidered sadrieh fastened at the throat with a gold aigrette, whose appearance, though somewhat wan, was dignified and majestic. Although attired as a man, I at once dis- covered that it belonged to the other sex. Her right hand grasped her pipe, in the left she held a long rosary of amber, the beads of which she let fall, one by one, in slow succession. ** On my entrance, the venerable Akal and the lady, whom I now perceived to be of extraordinary stature, rose to receive me, and after the usual compliments, I was invited to seat myself by their side. I per- ceived that the lady was scanning me from head to foot with a look of intense scrutiny. She then ad- dressed me, with great courtesy and benevolence of manner, in Arabic, which she spoke with great fluency, although I thought from her accent, as well as from her features and complexion, that she was not a native of the East. 'You,' said she, 'are from the land of the wise. It was in Chaldaea that science first dawned ; it was there that astronomy, astrology, and magic attained their highest perfection.' She then asked me if I was skilled in astrology. I replied that my father, being no great believer in the science, had discouraged my studying it. This appeared to cause her disappointment. ' I have devoted,* said she, * much time to the study of the stars, and, I trust, not without profit. For instance, on looking atten- ^ I have abbreviated her prolix narrative. 214 FATALISM [cH. v tively at your countenance, whilst you were engaged in conversation with my venerable friend, I, without difficulty, made out the star under which your birth took place. It is sufficient for me to look attentively at the eyes and forehead of any person to tell with certainty the star of his nativity, and yours is the NejmaUeUAtared' " (Mercury). '' ' That is quite true,' said I. ' An astrologer in Chaldaea told me the same thing, and also the great astrologer in Damascus, called Suleiman the Hakim.' *' * I know him well,' said she, her countenance lighting up at finding her divination confirmed, * and there lives not a man more deeply skilled in the divine art. We are all born under some of the celestial bodies, and our destiny is settled in this world by the benignant or malignant character of our star. This is our fate, and it is idle and useless to struggle against its resistless power. Whence comes it that man conceives a mortal antipathy to his fellow-man at first sight ? Because they were born under stars having opposing influences. The man born under the influence of the lamb will feel an insupportable repugnance and dread when brought in contact with one born under the sign of the tiger, and will seek to avoid him. This is the decree of fate.' ** After some further conversation on astrology, I began to speak of my project of paying a visit to Europe, and the delight I anticipated on there be- holding the Christian virtues displayed in all their purity and splendour. At this the lady laughed outright, and clapping her hands after the Eastern fashion, said, 'You have been greatly imposed upon by some designing person. Europe, it is true, was once the home of Christianity and the school of 1816-1823] DEGENERATE EUROPE 215 Christian virtue, but that is now as a tale that is told — a thing of the past. The sun of Europe is set, and in the hearts of her degenerate sons there re- mains not so much as a spark of the virtues of their forefathers. Piety and learning have been replaced by low cunning and intrigue, by self seeking and hypocrisy. You will see nothing but degeneracy and corruption. Stay where you are, and you will at least see religion, untainted with schemes of self- interest or aggrandizement. I was both born and bred in Europe ; I have travelled much, and mixed in the society of most of the European communities, and I solemnly assure you, you will bitterly regret the day you quitted these peaceful mountains for the strife and turmoil of society in the West.' " A Druse scheik formed one of our party, who pretended he could divine the hiding-place of treasure concealed in the earth, and said he knew, at that very moment, of a hoard buried on the shore, near the place where, according to tradition, Jonas was cast ashore by the whale. I asked him how it came to pass that he had not turned this knowledge to his own advantage ? " * The reason is plain,' said he, * for it is well known that if the magician once turns his art to further his own ends, and increase his wealth, his power straightway leaves him, never to return.' ''This, I thought, looked very like a poor subter- fuge to avoid being put to the proof. But the lady, who, I discovered, was also a firm believer in the magic art, said that the scheik was right, and that the magician was forbidden to use his arts for his own benefit. " Soon afterwards she rose, and bidding us farewell, tool^ her departure, attended by a large retinue,. A 2i6 LADY HESTER'S HORSEMANSHIP [ch. v spirited charger stood at the gate, champing his bit with impatience. She put her foot in the stirrup, and vaulting nimbly in the saddle, which she, after the Oriental fashion, bestrode like a man, started oflF at a rapid pace, galloping over rock and mountain in advance of her suite with a fearlessness and address which would have done honour to a Mame- luke. " I was extremely curious to know the name of this eccentric lady, and put the question to my host. *That,* said he, *is Lady Hester Stanhope.'" After this first introduction they met pretty often. *'The Queen of Tadmor," as Lady Hester was com- monly called by the Bedouin tribes, was on most friendly terms with the Emir Beshyr, and a constant visitor to his garden. In one part of this garden was a paddock, in which were kept the kehaitaniy or horses of noble blood, whose genealogies, preserved with religious care, were said to extend in an unbroken line to the parent stock in the stables of King Solomon. **Lady Hester, who was one of the boldest horse- women I ever saw, so much so as to excite the highest admiration of the Arabs, themselves the best horse- men in the world — often riding fearlessly along ridges, and the steep and rocky sides of mountains, where every step seemed to threaten destruction— frequently spent hours, smoking her n^rghileh, and admiring these beautiful steeds, which, to the number of fifty or more, stood, their forelegs chained to a spike driven into the ground, grazing before her. *' Among them was a bay mare of extraordinary beauty, which the Emir Beshyr had purchased from a sheick for a large sum — forty purses, as near as I remember. Seeing that Lady Hester had taken a 1816-1823] THE "HORSE BORN SADDLED" 217 particular fancy to this mare, the Emir made her a present of her, sending at the same time the sanad^ or certificate of her descent on both sides, from a noble race, havirlg all the qualities of the mares spoken of by the Prophet, whose * teats shall be treasures, and their backs thrones of honour.' "With her he sent a beautiful she ass'* (Lady Hester sometimes drank ass's milk), " said to be a lineal descendant of the ass on which our Saviour rode on His entry to Jerusalem. (! !) **Some months afterwards, Lady Hester sent a messenger to inform us that the mare had given birth to a foal of great beauty, having on its back a remark- able excrescence, that formed a complete natural saddle of the Turkish form. There is a tradition in the East that at the Messiah's second coming He will come riding on a horse having a natural saddle on his back." Lady Hester announced this accordingly as a miracle, and declared '*she would reserve the foal for the use of the Regenerator, whose coming she awaited, whereat the Emir, who by no means sym- pathised with this delusion, laughed outright." ^ The ** horse born saddled " had now come into the world; but where was the "boy without a father"? He failed to put in an appearance, though Lady Hester expected him long and anxiously, and looked, it is said, for the coming of the Duke of Reichstadt ! The " woman from a far country " announced herself in 1835. (See p. 314.) Lady Hester had now broken off all intercourse with her own country. One after the other, she dropped her English correspondents, till at last she had ceased to write even to her favourite brother. The following letters are addressed to Viscount Strangford, our Ambassador at Constantinople, who was a stranger to her. She was then, for some reason or other, at daggers drawn with the English * No dates are given ; but from internal evidence this must have been in 1820-22. 2i8 A BLOOD-FEUD [ch. v Consul at Beyrout ; and it is characteristic that she points out to Lord Strangford a gentleman whom she considers far better fitted for the post. I may add that this hostility was, like a blood-feud, carried on to his successor, and seemed, in fact, to cling to every one who held the appointment. Lady Hester to Lord Strangford " Mount Lebanon, '''March 12th, 1823. " My Lord, — Your Lordship will undoubtedly hear of the violent disputes which have taken place at Beyrout between the Consuls. It is not my intention to state facts which I have an imperfect knowledge of, or to give my opinion upon them, but I beg your Lordship*s permission to speak candidly upon the character of the persons concerned. . . . Since my residence in Syria I have ever avoided interfering with the intrigues of Consuls of afiy nation^ and have never employed any of them to transact business for me further than, if by chance a box or letter has been directed to their care, they have simply forwarded it and received a receipt. I have avoided the society of all the Consuls on the coast. ... It often happens that those who pass their papers through Mr. Abbott's office (because of the flag they bear) have orders to consign their merchandise to Mr. Laurello. This has created a most violent jealousy on the part of the other Consuls and agents, and particularly in Mr. Abbott, in whose character it would be difficult to find one good point, except his attachment to Sir S. Smith. I consider Mr. Abbott and Yakoub Aga, the new Consul of Sayda (a disgraced Armenian Bishop), men of such disgraceful characters, that I fairly state to your Lordship that no situation, however disagreeable, I might be placed in in this country by unforeseen events, could oblige m^ to have any communicatioa 1816-1823] JOHN BULL 219 with these sort of men. Mr. Aubin, who has been turned out of the French Agency, not knowing how to gain his bread or how to employ his time, dedicates .it to intrigue ; and old Youssif Massad always takes the side which he thinks most to his advantage at the present moment. What I have said of these persons to your Lordship I am perfectly ready to say to their face, and a great deal more. My candour I hope will not have displeased you, as it has ever been my custom to use strong language, that I might not be misunderstood, without meaning the least disrespect towards the person addressed. Far be it from me to dictate to your Lordship, but I think I may feel assured, that were you fully aware of the state of the country and of existing circumstances, you would deem it proper to send a man like Mr. Hamilton, whose personal merit, as well as being known to enjoy your Lordship's confidence, would ensure him respect. . . . When I abuse Consuls, I must not forget to make an exception in favour of Mr. Barker, who is a very good sort of John Bull ; it is well known, I believe, that I have no particular admiration for those who bear that title, as they in general partake of the heaviness of their atmosphere. Mr. Barker possesses in a high degree one of the necessary qualifications of a John Bull, that is, considering the person of a king like that of the Great Lama ; it is quite criminal to make any distinction, or make any comparison between upstarts and those who have reigned for centuries. Poor Mr. Barker, however, has suffered very much from earth- quakes, but has borne all his losses with cheerful resignation, and has tried to persuade me by a letter of eight pages that an earthquake is necessary to human happiness, being ordained by Providence to purify the air. I cannot agree with his philosophy 220 "ODDS AND ENDS" [ch. v more than with his politics. There is only one point upon which we ever have agreed for these ten years past, and that was not finally settled till he paid a visit to England four years ago, that the scanty dishes upon an English board do not give one a distinct idea of Roast Beef hospitality, and must be particu- larly striking to persons used to be served in dishes which in other countries might be mistaken for washing tubs." This letter is endorsed "Odds and Ends" by the Ambassador, and was probably left unanswered, for on February 7th, 1824, she resumes the subject with fresh vehemence. " About twenty years ago I saw Mr. Abbott when he landed in England from a French prison, and when he came to this country I showed him that degree of civility which I thought etiquette towards an English- man established on the coast required. He was the bearer of a letter from Sir S. Smith — a rhapsody of nonsense, which I did not choose to answer. I told Mr. Abbott, in my first interview with him, that I desired he would not communicate any of his plans to me (which he had expressed a wish to do), as I would neither give him opinion or advice upon any subject except that which concerned his household affairs, and when established at Beyrout, there I left him; but when he chose to give English protection to Yakoub Aga, a murderer and a thief, and to set him up Consul at Sayda, the most infamous woman in the country married to him by one of Mr. Abbott's clerks, his first wife still living, I acquainted Mr. Abbott verbally, by Michel Tolungi, that I wished him to abstain from any further intercourse with me, and that if any letters or boxes by accident fell into his 1816-1823] BASTINADO 221 hands, he would immediately deliver them over to Mr. Laurello at Beyrout, who has been my agent at that place for some years. Yakoub Aga expressed an intention to pay me a visit, and his wife expressed her intention to run away from her husband, to whom she had been given by force by Mr. Abbott (with the assistance of Turkish soldiers), and to seek protection under my roof. These two proposals I peremptorily refused, and declared I would not have the smallest connection with them, and that if they troubled me with any other messages I would bastinado the bearer^ which I did. . , . Whatever Mr. Abbott's powers may be, I shall resist them by force^ nor shall any human force connect me with persons whose superiors in merit are to be found in Newgate. I am a stranger to your Lordship, but you may learn from those that know me that no power on earth can make me change a determination I have once made. When murder, theft, and falsehood are no longer crimes in the eyes of a Supreme Being, I may then, but not till then, speak more mildly of those that are their protectors. I never had any love for intrigue; intrigue is the arms of the weak. I have no wish to meddle with Mr. Abbott or any other Consul, but I shall ever assert that they have no right to interfere with me, without I call upon them so to do ; and I should be obliged to your Lordship to convey to me the know- ledge of what person or persons I am to address to, to prevent Mr. Abbott and his colleagues interfering with me or my laflFairs during my life or after my demise. I am not a person hkely to leave any money behind me, and whatever personal property I may possess in this country I have already bequeathed to Miss Williams ; and whatever provision my stores may contain at the time of my death may serve to feed 222 *' MISERABLE REPTILES" [en. v the orphans in my house, and the blind and lame, which I protect, as long as they will last. These persons are subjects of the Sultan, and Mr. Abbott has nothing to do with them. . . . You must not fancy me, my Lord, in a fit of low spirits, on the contrary ; but as my death has lately been forestalled, both at Beyrout and at Sayda, in an indirect way, and the vengeance that shall be hurled upon my servants, I think it right to think of the poor creatures I may leave behind me ; of this foresight your Lordship can surely not disapprove, but as long as I have breath they have nothing to fear. My Lord, I might bow my head to an axe wielded by the hand of a manly tyrant, whose great qualities, from excess, had in the end become vices ; but as for a set of miserable reptiles, I shall ever set them at defiance, whatever risk I may run. ... If I have not the right to choose my own religion, I have again sinned by not allowing a set of missionaries to use my name in this country in the promulgation of a sort of bastard religion, which meets with the approbation of no religious sect what- ever. The imputation of vanity can only be attached to worldly concerns, therefore I trust your Lordship will not accuse me of this foible if I simply repeat the opinion given by the wisest men of the East, and some of them the most profound metaphysicians I have ever met with, 'that if I was capable of reading and calcu- lating in Oriental languages, I should exceed any of them in knowledge upon sublime subjects.' It is quite ludicrous that a set of pettifogging missionaries should come here to open the eyes of people whose shoes they are not worthy to untie, and before whom even one of the best French philosophers would appear like a quack doctor ; but it is needless for me to reason any more upon this subject, as the Pope ilSr6-iB23] MISHMOUSHY ^^1 has ordered all their Bibles to be burnt. God willing, like Horace, I shall trim my vines, and contemplate the beauties of Nature in this solitary spot, until the veil of ignorance is withdrawn from the eyes of all j-udgitig men ; but I will not allow anybody to inter- fere with me, and I hope your Lordship will not allow it either." Enclosed is a very angry note from Mr. Abbott in answer to a peremptory order she had sent him '* in a sort of French," declaring that *' his public duties are too well defined to need any comment " from her ; that " he is not conscious of ever having entertained a wish to meddle with her affairs," and that it would be very desirable that she should be equally scrupulous in regard to his. Lady Hester to Lord Strangford " MiSHMOUSHY (a small hamlet on the top of Lebanon), . " October ^th^ 1823. ** That I should have received a letter from your Lordship, full of every honourable and good feeling, and not be able to answer it in my own handwriting, is truly mortifying to me. My health has been very indifferent for more than a year past, and 1 am now confined by illness to my bed, at a small hamlet on the top of Lebanon, which I fled to, to get rid of the intense heat, which this year has been intolerable towards the foot of the mountain. ** Your Lordship will pardon me if I am rather prolix in my account of the business in question. . . . ** Immediately after the Pacha had received his pardon,^ arrived a horseman with a letter for me, and, although 1 cannot read Arabic, I instantly recognised the Pacha's own handwriting, and, therefore, that it ^ This was Abdalla, Pacha of Acre, whose head the Sultan had twice demanded for treason and perfidy. He was pardoned through the intercession of the Emir Beshyr, on paying a fine of 3,000 purses. 224 THE PACHA OF ACRE [ch. v must be something of particular consequence. I had no person about me whom I could trust with the reading of this letter. I sent for an Effendi, a par- ticular friend of mine ; he is a man of integrity, and a man of the world, for he served in his youth some of the greatest Pachas in Syria. I gave him the letter. I perceived he changed colour twenty times. He said, * This is a beautifully-written letter, a statement of the Pacha's sufferings, of the Sultan's mercy towards him, and of his fervent wish to exactly fulfil all that had been promised for him ; he therefore requests of your friendship to send him a bill of exchange for one hundred purses.' I answered, * I have not one farthing at Constantinople. I have closed my account with Mr. Sarell ; it is my future intention to draw money by the way of Malta, and I have written to England to that effect ; therefore, what can I do ? ' The Effendi replied, ^ I do not wish to influence you, but have I the permission to tell you the truth ? * I said, * Certainly.' He said, * Whatever you may say, 1 know it will only be considered an excuse, and you know best whether, under these extraordinary cir- cumstances (as it is the price of his blood which he is bound to pay), you like it to be considered that you gave a positive refusal.' I reflected that this probably came from his wife, the only surviving child of my old friend Soliman Pacha. Could I appear unfeeling to the darling of my dear old friend ? . . . I then began to consider what was to be done. ... As the Pacha promised in his letter to repay me in thirty-one days, it was my intention to send oflf the money, and trust to Mr. Sarell's liberality to make up the difference of the exchange between here and Con- stantinople, until I could repay him. Contented in my own mind with this arrangement, and believing 1816-1823] MISHMOUSHY 225 that I had done right in relieving the mind of that poor woman (as far as my little exertions could avail), who had gone through more unhappiness than it is possible to express, I sent off the Effendi to Acre to explain to the Pacha how I was situated, but having a sincere wish to serve him, I sent him a bill of exchange for sixty purses, more I could not send, relying upon Mr. Sarell's liberality with your Lord- ship's intercession." It seems, however, that Mr. Sarell did not " Behave like a gentleman. Now, my Lord," she continues, " have I done right or wrong ? Which- ever I may have done, I have acted from the impulse of my nature, for the point of a sword resting on my heart would chill it much less than a cold face in misfortune. God knows I have seen too much of apathy in my progress through life. Day after day have I expected the Pacha to pay me the money, which he has not done, owing to the bad state of his finances, and hourly haye I expected the letter of credit upon Malta ; but I have reason to believe that my letter on this subject has been lost. . . . The only concern I now feel in the business is the trouble I have occasioned your Lordship ; but had I not caused you this trouble, I should have been ignorant of the extent of the liberality of your nature and the kindness of your disposition, which have made a lasting im- pression on my mind, . . . Should your Lordship honour me with another letter, I hope you will have the goodness to direct it to the care of the Chevalier Laurello, Austrian Consul, who is my agent at Beyrout, for I cannot have any communication with Mr. Abbott, whom I consider as one of the most impudent, bombast, lying, unclean-handed fellows 16 226 DR. WOLFF [ch. v that can be. It is a very good thing for him that I am not the Ambassador, for I should flog him within an inch of his life, if it should turn out that by his lies he had drawn from me a letter which, under the supposed circumstances, might be made use of to my disadvantage. I know the Turks very well ; they are very fins. The Government wish to see how many more lies he will tell, and when the budget of lies is finished, your Lordship will then hear the truth from them. I never have made the smallest shuffle with the Turks, either good or bad, and therefore have never had any trouble with them. When the country was all in confusion, I shared the fate of everybody else in being very uncomfortable ; but it arose more from general circumstances than from any personal conduct. ** Before I conclude, I must beg leave to renew my thanks to your Lordship, and my excuses for the trouble I have caused you." One of the missionaries she attacks must have been the converted Jew, Dr. Wolff, with whom she had a fierce passage of arms. Here is his own account of it : '* In the year 1823 I travelled with Captain the Hon. John Caradoc, now Lord Howden, from Jerusalem to Sayda, from which latter place, as being near to Lady Hester's residence, I forwarded to Miss Williams a letter from her sister, Mrs. David, which had been entrusted to me by that lady, and to which 1 added a note from myself, saying that I should be happy to forward her answer to her sister at Malta. One hour after, a letter arrived from Lady Hester herself, the contents of which were as follows : " * I am astonished that an apostate should dare to thrust himself into notice in my family. Had you i8i6~i823] MISHMOUSHY 227 been a learned Jew, you never would have abandoned a religion, rich in itself, although defective, to embrace the shadow of one. Light travels faster than sound ; therefore the Supreme Being could never have allowed His creatures to be left in utter darkness, until paid and speculating wanderers deem it proper to raise their venal voice to enlighten them. " * Hester Lucy Stanhope.' '* Dr. Wolff to Lady Hester " Saida, **y^^ 1823. ** Madam, — I have just received a letter which bears your signature, but I doubt its being genuine, as I never wrote to your Ladyship, nor did I mention your name in my letter to Miss Williams. *' With regard to my views and pursuits, they give me perfect tranquillity and happiness, and they must be quite immaterial to your Ladyship. ** Your humble servant, ** Joseph Wolff." The messenger declared that ** the King of England's daughter had ordered him to be bastinadoed and kicked downstairs. There were no stairs at Djoun, but she may have had the man chastised. She had, 1 fear, adopted Eastern methods as well as Eastern habits. CHAPTER VI DjouN— Captain Yorke, R.N.— Dr. Meryon 1823— 1830 I HAVE given these letters consecutively, without a strict attention to dates ; for, correctly speaking, the following one to Dr. Meryon should have preceded the three last. It appears that, the year before, the doctor had offered to come back and resume his attendance upon her. He was now married, and had been endeavouring to establish a practice in London, in which he had not succeeded. It was urgent that he should obtain some employment, and in his difficulty he turned his thoughts to Djoun. Lady Hester, though she was, as she writes, *' surprised at his offer, so often re- peated," was glad to accept it. Unfortunately, communication with Syria was a very slow process; letters were months on the road ; and while he was waiting to hear when she expected him, he received an eligible offer from a gentleman in England, which he unhesitatingly accepted. Consequently, when Lady Hester's letter arrived, directing him when to start, he was ** placed in the painful dilemma " (1 am quoting his own words) " of being obliged to apologize to her for not being able at that time to join her." She was naturally indignant at this breach of faith. Lady Hester to Dr. Meryon ''July loth, 1823. " I shall not either scold or reproach you ; I only hope that the line you have taken will turn out in the end to your advantage. I confess I am sorry and mortified that, after having rendered me several 228 1823-1830] DJOUN 229 services, you are still in a situation so little inde- pendent. Were I inclined to be angry, it would be with . . .,^ for, had he been like the chevaliers of {ormer times, he would have said, * Doctor, however it may be inconvenient for me to part with you at present, I so much respect your motives, and so much admire your fidelity, that so far from opposing, allow me to promote your views ; and I beg you will accept of this purse for your little wants. When you have finished with it, I trust you will consider me as your next friend ; and I flatter myself I may expect from you the same proofs of attachment.' But the world is spoilt ; no good feeling exists ; all is egotism. . . . I have no right to demand permanent sacrifices of you or others. The time will come when you will see with deep regret whether or not I have taken into consideration your interests, as well as my own personal convenience. I was surprised at your offer, so often repeated, and less surprised at your conduct, as a doubt often had occurred to my own mind, if temptations of any kind happened to be thrown in your way, whether or not you would have strength of mind to refuse present advantage and comfort. You have acted as you judged best, and as you thought circumstances authorized you to do ; but you never can persuade me that General Grenville, the soul of honour and feeling, could ever have recommended a man to break his word. Had you simply asked him, before you had made up your mind, * Shall I keep my word and go, or accept of these offers ? Give me, I do entreat, your candid opinion,' I know what it would have beeil. But, having decided, what would you have ^ The gentleman for whom he had thrown her over. The doctor, *' in justice to this honourable individual," explains that he knew nothing of the pre-engagement to Lady Hester. Had he done so, he could scarcely have made his offer. 230 "A HEAVEN-BORN SAGE" [ch. vi him say? — that I should be angry ? No ; he knew me too well not to be aware that no sacrifice, which I did not believe to be a voluntary one, could have any value in my estimation. " I cannot explain my feelings without seeming to praise myself. I make one rule for my own line of conduct, and one for that of others, and have two separate judgments ; I mean, one regulated by truth and feeling, and one after the fashion of what is thought right in the world. I never judge myself and those I really love by the latter. I wish them to be pure and high-minded, and to have confidence in God's mercy, if they act from true principle. But you worldly slaves of bon ton must not be tried by such a test. Mr. Murray was right — * She will not be angry,' — no, because she thinks you all children; I mean, the gay world, of which you now make a part. ** I need not have said all this, but it is a hint as to the future, when the folly and uselessness of modern ideas and calculations will be at an end. I have been thought mad — ridiculed and abused ; but it is out of the power of man to change my way of thinking upon any subject. Without a true faith, there can be no true system of action. All the learned of the East pronounce me to be an Ulema min Allah'' (a heaven-born sage), "as I can neither write nor read" (Arabic); " but my reasoning is profound, according to the laws of Nature. '* I shall say nothing of this part of the world, where I had lately announced your speedy arrival to my particular friends and to my family.^ Your interest about matters here must now be at an end, and it fatigues me so to write, that, without it is a case of absolute necessity, I must give it up* I have no * The Arab tribe to which she was affiliated. • . 1823-1830] DJOUN 231 assistance. My two dragomans are low-minded, curious, vulgar men, in whom I can put no confidence. In short, they can only be called very bad, idle servants, having no one property of a gentleman belonging to them. *' James's loss ^— the General's death — all has afflicted me beyond description. I heard of James's affliction six months after. To write — not to write — no proper conveyance — what to say — after a year, perhaps, to open the wounds of his heart without being able to pour in one drop of the balm of consolation ! What 1 say would be vain. He considers me as a sort of poor mad woman, who has once loved him, therefore he is kind to me ; but as to my opinion having weight — no ! To be considered as a sort of object is not flattering ; but so let it be. There is no remedy for it, or other evils, except in the hand of God, which, if He will stretch forward to save me, all may vanish ; if not, I shall vanish, for I am quite worn out. . . . Remember, I shall give no opinion about you to any one ; there- fore, do not fancy, if you see a change in persons' conduct, it comes from me. The world and fashionable loungers take up new favourites every day, and discard the old ones without reason. All are not General Grenvilles. No one so likely to be mortified at this as you. ** Why do you not talk to me of James's poor little children ? and why not have asked to see them ? Have you forgotten how all about him interests me?" The next year (1824) brought poor Lady Hester the only remaining gleam of good fortune that was hence^ forward to fall to her lot. She found a friend — her * James Stanhope had married in 1820 Lady Frederica Murray, daughter of the Earl of Mansfield, who died after the birth of hex second child in 1823. 232 CAPTAIN YORKE, R.N. [ch. vi last friend, and one of the best and truest she ever had. In November, Captain Yorke (afterwards Earl of Hardwicke), who was cruising in the Levant in the Alacrity, cast anchor at Say da, and sent to know if he could be of any service to her. She had now got out of the habit of receiving visitors, and admitted very few — Englishmen least of all, but she had known some of the Yorkes in old times, and sent him the following note : ** If Captain Yorke can leave his ship for a day, Lady Hester Stanhope will be happy to see him at her house at Djoun, and has ordered her dragoman at Seyd, Michael, to wait to accompany Captain Yorke. As the roads in this part of the country are very bad, Lady Hester has sent a mule down, which Captain Yorke may perhaps prefer to a horse." Captain Yorke accordingly came to Djoun, and wrote to his father this account of his visit : " Djoun, ^'•Sunday Night, Novefnber 2%th, ** After leaving Beyrout, we next let go the anchor at Seida (Sidon), once so famed, and now a very tolerable Turkish town. . . . Here my attention was agreeably deviated from examining much of the town and its contents by the circumstance of my despatch- ing a civil line, with Captain Y.*s compliments, to Lady Hester Stanhope, offering my services in any way, to take letters, &c., to Malta, or elsewhere that I might be going. Lady Hester for some years has refused to see English people, therefore I had not a hope that she would give me an interview, and in my note I never hinted at it, but to my surprise, on the evening of my anchoring, her Armenian inter- preter came on board with a kind note, by which I found that a borse and escort were at Seida, waiting 1823-1830] LADY HESTER'S HOUSE 233 to conduct me, when I might please, to Djoun, her residence in Libanus, about three hours from Seida. Accordingly, on the following morning, with Luca, my Armenian interpreter, in company, we started for the residence of her Ladyship. The ride, uninterest- ing from any circumstance but that of actually being on Mount Lebanon, deserves no remark — sterile, and but little cultivated in this part. Her residence is on an eminence, about ten miles from the sea, which it overlooks ; on the other side, it does not look into the bosom of the valley of Bishra, yet it is high enough to enjoy the beautiful verdure of the moun- tains rising on the opposite side, whose tops are the most lofty of Libanus. The air is pure, the scenery bold. On a hill, about a mile to the southward of her habitation, is a village which flourishes in the sunshine of her favour and protection. Her house is a neat building, a mixture of Oriental and English. From the entrance-gate a passage (on either side of which is a guard-room, and some apartments for soldiers and servants) (leads ?) to a square yard, halfway across which is a terrace with three steps, round which terrace are the different apartments of servants, interpreters, as also spare rooms for visitors; on the left side of the terrace, under a lattice-work of wood, woven with roses and jasmine, I was ushered, and shown into a small apartment furnished in the Eastern style. The Chibouque and coffee were in- stantly brought by a French youth in the costume of a Mameluke, with compliments from Milady, begging I would refresh myself after my fatigue. On my ablutions being finished, I was sent for. Passing through several passages, I was shown into a room, rather dark, with a curtain drawn across, which 6n being a little withdrawn, I found myself in 234 LADY HESTER AT DJOUN [ch. vi the presence of a Bedouin Arab chief, who soon turned out to be Lady Hester. She expressed great joy at seeing the son of one of the most honest families in England ; so she was pleased to express herself. She received me as an English lady of fashion would have done. I at once became delighted with her wit, her knowledge, and, I must say, her beauty, for she is still one of the finest specimens of a woman I ever saw. She spoke much of Uncle Charles. Her conversation animated beyond any person I ever met ; she was in great spirits ; her dress, which well became her gigantic person, very rich. I shall pass over our conversation, which was full of histories of marvels and wonders, manners and customs of the people, plague, pestilence and famine, &c., &c. I went back to the brig the following day, and returned in the afternoon to Djoun, taking with me Mr. Forrester, my surgeon, who she requested I would allow to arrange her medicines, which were in confusion and disorder. *' In the evening she sent for me ; she smoked the Chibouque ; her mind was wrought to a high pitch of enthusiasm ; she talked wildly, and was much dis- tressed in mind ; in short, her intellects were much disordered, and it was very distressing. However, she arranged that I should next morning start for Der-il-Kamman, the capital of the Druses, with a letter to the Emir Beshir^ the prince of that nation. I perceive that were I to begin a description, I should waste much good paper without stating anything that is new. The Druses are a most extraordinary people; the palace of the Emir superb; the country richly cultivated by the greatest labour, being all in ridges on the sides of the mountains ; but I shall refer you to Mr. Hope^s ' Anastasius ■ for a good description, and for all that is supposed, for nothing 1823-1830] CAPTAIN YORKE VISITS THE DRUSES 235 is known^ of their religion. The Emir treated us with much kindness, and I stayed two days in his palace, where we had apartments ; visited him in the fore- noon, after which he did not interfere with our pleasure ; excellent living, about forty dishes served to about four people for dinner. On a visit to the Emir was the son of the Pacha of Damascus, who offered me to accompany him back to that city, where he said I should reside in the palace of his father, and see all that was to be seen. Such an offer almost tempted me to cut the Alacrity. I sup- pose a Christian hardly ever had such an opportunity, which he was obliged to lose. Lady Hester said it was my ' hijim,' or star, that got me into such favour. On the third morning we breakfasted at Der-il- Kamman, the town, about one mile distant from Petedeen (the palace), and returned to Djoun, arriving late that night. " She made me several presents, the most valuable of which I sent home to your charge by Euryalus. She has written to me once since. '^ I wrote a letter to Lord Chatham about her. As I know her family knew httle or nothing about her, I in a manner found myself called on. *' Much more I could write, but really just now my attention is so much called off by continual callings from Captain Hamilton, who sends for me on every occasion, that this despatch will be curtailed ; but I trust that more particulars will come viva voce'' Captain Yorke to Lord Chatham *'HMS, Alacrity, ■ ; '' February 2$^^, iSzS- " My Lord,— I take the liberty of addressing you on a subject of some interest to yourself; and I trust 236 LADY HESTER'S PITIABLE STATE [CH. vi in so doing I shall not be thought impertinent, as it arises from the best intentions, and from a real feeling of commiseration for her of whom I shall speak. " It is a short time since I left the coast of Syria, where I was most kindly invited to Djoun in Lebanon by its possessor, Lady Hester Stanhope, your relation. Particulars as to her mode of life you are well ac- quainted with, no doubt ; so of that I shall not speak, but of her distresses only, which, as far as I am able to judge, are fast undermining her mind and health. As she was open and frank to me, she made me understand that absolute want of money was a great source of uneasiness to her ; the house she now lives in belonging to a Turk in Constantinople, who threatens to turn her out when her lease was out, which was three months when I saw her, if she does not pay ;£"Soo for the entire purchase of the place. She had not the money, she told me. Another source of misery was the want of some good people about her, a steady man-servant and a maid ; she begins much to feel the want of these comforts, and I assure you they are absolutely necessary for her. She is very forlorn, and her mind has taken a very serious turn, much impaired, and full of magic and divination. Nothing will ever induce her to return to her native land ; in fact, it is a dangerous experiment to try and persuade her; but what would make her comfortable, and as happy as she can be made in this world, would be to purchase Djoun for her, and send such people as I have described out to her. '' She never will herself make known to her family her distress ; her mind is too high, and knowing what I do, I felt it rtiy duty to her, and to my fellow- creature, to make it known to one of her family. You, my Lord, I know, and you can make it known to her 1823-1830] A REAL FRIEND 237 brother James,^ of whom she never ceases to talk, and for whom she retains the warmest affection. One thing must be taken care of, she must not know this is done, or perhaps she would take some extraordinary measure, such as flying away nobody knows where. She threatens this continually if they try to get her to England. ** Her mind is so high, that, did she know I wrote this, she would never bear to hear my name again. ** I remain, my Lord, " Your ever obliged servant, **C. YORKE. ** P.S. — I do sincerely hope some measures will be taken to make her comfortable. She has not very long to live, depend upon it. — C. Y." Well might Lady Hester say of him (in writing to Kinglake) : ** He is the kindest-hearted man existing — a most manly, firm character. He comes from a food breed — all the Yorkes excellent, with ancient rench blood in their veins." He was a real and constant friend. To the day of her death he never failed her ; whenever she was in trouble or difficulty (and when was she not ?) he was always at hand, ready to help, comfort, and advise her — even though his advice was never followed. The last letter she probably ever wrote was addressed to him. The first — that mentioned in his letter to his father — is as follows : Lady Hester to Captain Yorke "Mount Lebanon, ''Jan, Zth, 1825. " Dear Captain Yorke, — The mountain which you so much admired is shortly likely to be a scene of bloodshed. All the Druse population has risen against the Emir Beshyr in favour of the Sheick Beshyr, who, ^ Considering the slow rate at which letters travelled in those days, this appeal can never have reached her poor brother, who died only a few weeks afterwards. 238 " RASCALS OF CONSULS " [ch. vi they say, is supported by the Pacha of Damascus against the Pacha of Acre. The troops of the latter are encamped from the bridge all along the river, and he is expected to arrive to-morrow to head them. You may guess what my situation is, but depend upon it that I shall never want courage, or forget the duty I owe to my fellow-creatures. Thank God, my cough has left me nearly ; I was very, very ill indeed after your departure for about a fortnight. Michael has been recalled by his family ; his mother is ill. Yousef is at Cyprus, and my other Yousef not yet returned from Alexandria. When you see my good friend Mr. Werry, who has always been so civil to me, tell him that I am prepared to act as he has always done for this thirty years past. Don't be uneasy about me ; all is written above. I am never out of humour with events, only with those cursed rascals of Consuls, who deserve to be knocked into the kennel ; and even if I was a man, I could not soil my sword with anything so unclean. Remember me most kindly to your uncle, and thank your doctor for the kind in- terest he was so good as to take about my health. A thousand thanks to yourself for the pearl barley. As I am employed with fifty things at once, I have dictated these few lines. It is said that another revolution is expected in the Metouali country, which is the range of mountains you saw above Sour, and there is a road of communication between that moun- tain and the mountains here, in the direction of that high black mountain where I passed the summer. This report is given credit to, as the Emir Beshyr has ordered all the convents in that direction to remove everything valuable ; it is supposed that these people will join the mountaineers here. I have had several civil messages from the camp from the Alba- ^ 1823-1830] REVOLUTION 239 nians, Hawar^s, Sugmars, Del^tis, &c., but you know that the officers cannot at times command troops, great part of which are banditti, but all is written^ as I said before. " P.S. (in her own writing). — I am in better spirits than when you saw me, for the sight of you brought to my recollection old times^ and it was with difficulty I could keep my ideas fixed upon what I was talking about. I was oppressed in body and mind. Adieu. '* Yours most sincerely, " Hester Lucy Stanhope.'^ This letter was sent through Dr. Meryon, probably because Lady Hester was ignorant of Captain Yorke's address in England; and with it came the following enclosure : Extract. *' Mount Lebanon, ^^ January %th^ 1825. ** Although I have never interfered in any of the political concerns of this country, and for many years have avoided all social intercourse with great men, the heads of parties, I could plainly see, by a sour silent discontent, that the state of things was not much to be rehed upon. *' The revolution has now broken out, and the whole mountain is in a flame. The Pacha's troops are en- camped two hours from me, and he is expected to- morrow. It is said he is in a violent passion. Whether his intention of heading his own troops is only a threat or his real intention I cannot pretend to say ; only that preparations are made for his arrival. All the villages about me are deserted except one, which remains trembling between the troops on one side and the mountaineers on the other; but they say every place at Sayda is so full that they know not 240 BARBAROUS REPRISALS [ch. vi where to go to ; even the convents have been cleared of everything valuable, and the priests are ready to fly. My situation is not a very agreeable one — not that I fear danger (for I do not know what fear means), but from the great number of miserable people who have announced their intention of taking refuge here if they are driven from the asylum they have chosen, presents me with the prospect of starvation if this business last long, for these poor people are destitute of everything. Here are two lines to Captain Yorke, which you will be so good as to forward. Copy like- wise what I say here. ^' H. L. S." This revolt, in which the Sheick Beshyr was joined by a brother of the Emir Beshyr's and three of his sons, might, according to Lamartine, have been successful, but for the interposition of the Pacha of Acre (the same Abdalla whose blood-fine Lady Hester had helped to pay). He owed his life to the Prince of the Mountain, and, mindful of his debt, now came to help him to victory. The Sheick was utterly routed, and took to flight, but was pursued and overtaken in the plains of Damascus. He had an escort of two hundred men, and might, it is said, easily have made good his escape, had not a Turkish officer, who was present, assured him that the Prince of the Mountain had pardoned him. On the faith of this assurance, he surrendered; but was instantly seized, carried off to Damascus, stripped, bound, and thrown into prison. There he remained for some months, till his death- sentence had been pronounced by the Porte ; he was then strangled, beheaded, and his body cut up into bits and thrown to the dogs. The three young princes were also captured, and the Emir wreaked a terrible vengeance on his unfortunate nephews. He burnt out their eyes, cut out their tongues, and sent them out of the country. The Sheick's wife had fled with her young son ; but he sent after her, had her brought back, and demanded of her the little boy, saying, ** Let me see him cut to pieces before my eyes." Yet 1823-1830] DEATH OF COL. JAMES STANHOPE 241 this treacherous barbarian was the same Prince of the Mountain who was Lady Hester's near neighbour, and had been her friend, with whom she had spent a month at her first coming to the country, and described as a " mild, amiable man ! " (see p. 126). She was now horror-struck at these atrocities (besides others too shocking for me to repeat) and openly denounced him, even to his own people, as " a dog and a monster." He became her bitterest enemy, and his close vicinity a perpetual menace and trouble to the household at Djoun. Lady Hester was now to experience the last and crowning sorrow of her life. Two months after she wrote to Captain Yorke, on March 25th, 1825, she lost the brother she had so dearly loved. There is no one to tell us when she received, nor how she bore the news of this calamity ; no one was near to help and care for her, but her faithful old servant Elizabeth. Had it not been for her, she must have met and faced her bereavement alone. We do not know whether her courage failed, or her health broke down ; a pall of silence, tragic and solemn, falls over the dark days that followed. All we know is, that from this time forth her whole mode of life was changed. She was never seen outside her garden wall again. One grieves most for those whose sorrow is desolate ; whose cry of distress reaches no loving ear ; whose hand is stretched out for a kindred hand in vain. Lady Hester was truly forlorn in her affliction, thousands of miles away from all that belonged to her, in a strange and far-distant land. Yet, even then, her heart did not turn homewards. Even then, a word of sympathy that came from England was not welcome. Her only surviving sister. Lady Griselda, hoping that she might now, perhaps, break the long silence that had grown up between them, wrote to her several times after poor James's death. " I thought it would be consolatory to her to hear something of his child and the rest of the family. My letters were written in a kind and conciliatory spirit, and did not enter into any family disagreements, but she took no notice whatever of them." She mentions this as the only communication that passed between them for thirty years. Colonel Stanhope had, five years before his death, 17 242 USURIOUS INTEREST [ch. vi inherited from his kinsman, Sir Joseph Banks, Revesby Abbey and an estate in Lincolnshire, subject to the life interest of Lady Banks. As she survived him by three years, he never came into possession of the property, but by his will he charged it with an annuity of ^1,500 a year to his sister Hester. This more than doubled her income, but it was still far in the future, to come to her only on Lady Banks' death; and in the meantime her present need was pressing. She was in constant and terrible straits for money, hampered with debts, and with endless demands upon her ; borrowing at usurious interest, and losing heavily by the exchange. She gives a deplorable account of her affairs to the doctor. Lady Hester to Dr, Meryon " As for my debts, it is not, as you think, 25 per cent, yearly that I have to pay, but 50 and 95 ; and in one instance I have suffered more loss still. Gold of 28J piastres they counted to me here at 45, which I spent at 28 J, and am to repay at Bey rout at the rate of 45— calculate that ! " The turbulent times increased her difficulties. " I must keep a great number of animals, because there are none to hire as formerly, and these people, as you know, will not walk two hundred yards, and now that there is hardly any Government in the mountain, they are worse than ever. ... In point of wardrobe, I have made myself nearly naked. The distress of people has been so great that I have given everything away, except a few things that are too fine for me or others to wear under present circumstances. ... I have no one person but Williams on whom I can rely. At times I have twenty people, at other times hardly any. They put their abba (cloak) upon their shoulders, and set off in the middle of the night for no reason whatever. Having got a little money 1823-1830] DUPED 243 and clothes, they prefer selling brandy at the camp, or taking advantage of the state of the country to do worse. I have led the life of a post-horse for two years past. Williams got a hurt on her side in moving a box. I would not allow her to stir her arm for nearly three weeks, and I worked like a slave. You are aware what the women are here — nobody can work but slaves, and Williams has not spirit enough to manage them. If ill, there is not one capable of getting her a glass of water without doing it myself; when well, her time is taken up with store-room affairs and other bothers, and I am left in the hands of a stupid, sulky girl of twelve. ... If I have any servants sent out I should wish them to be chiefly Scotch — a steady Highlander with great courage, a fine open-countenanced spirited little devil of a Highland boy, and a sensible, middle-aged woman, understanding nursing sick people, and making pre- serves, &c. . . . What would become of poor Williams if anything should happen to me ? What means will she have of departing ? Whom can she confide in, poor soul? This thought pains me'often— more than I can express." In 1826 she was duped by a wretched impostor, who came to Djoun on a pretended mission from the Duke of Sussex, the Duke of Bedford, and " a com- mittee of influential Freemasons," to inquire into her affairs, pay her debts, and provide her with a suitable income. How she could have credited so improbable a story is unaccountable ; but hers was a sanguine disposition, and all people are prone to believe what they wish to be true. The man told her he had travelled with the Duke of Bedford's son, and had been " like a child of the family," and showed her a present he had received from His Royal Highness, that, **in case of accidents, was to be a passport partout^' with an official red box of papers as his credentials from the " influential Committee." What 244 LADY HESTER'S DEBTS [ch. vi his object can have been it is impossible to say,^ as there was clearly no money obtainable ; but it was a very cruel trick to play upon her. Poor Lady Hester actually made out a list of the servants she was so sorely in need of. She writes to the doctor (who was then again preparing to join her, his engagement with the '* honourable individual " having come to an end) : Lady Hester to Dr, Meryon " DjOUN, ^^ Ja7itiary ^th^ 1827. ** I will not afflict you by drawing a picture of my situation, or of the wretched scare-crow grief and sickness have reduced me to, but I must tell you that I am nearly blind, and this is probably the last letter I shall be able to write to you ; indeed, no other will be necessary. . . . Now, here are my orders and ultimatum. If X 's story is true, and my debts, amounting to ;£"io,ooo, or nearly, are to be paid, then I shall go on making sublime and philosophical dis- coveries, and employing myself in deep, abstract studies; although, as my strength is gone, I cannot work day and night as I have done. In that case, I shall want a mason, a carpenter, a ploughman, a gardener, groom, doctor, &c., so that I must have assistance. Income made out, ;^4,ooo a year, and ;^i,ooo more for persons like you, that I should want ; and ;^5,ooo ready money for provisions, buildings, animals, money in hand, &c., that I may start clear. " In the second case, in the event that all that has been told me is a lie, then let me be disowned publicly, now and hereafter, and left to my fate and faith alone ; for if I have not a right to what I want, I will have ^ The following extract from another letter may throw some light on the subject. " Never did I tell X to ask for a place, or recommend him, more than saying he had acted generously and kindly by me, which I then believed." 1 823-1 830] REFUSAL OF ASSISTANCE 245 nothing. Nothing else will I hear, and grief has departed from my soul since I have taken the follow- ing resolution. " I shall give up everything for life that I may now, or hereafter, possess in Europe, to my creditors, and throw myself as a beggar upon Asiatic humanity, and wander far about without one para in my pocket, with the mare from the stable of Solomon in one hand, and a sheaf of the corn of Ben Israel in the other. I shall meet death, or that which I believe to be written, which no mortal hand can efface. . . . You meant to do well, so I will not scold. But why apply without leave to the 'Fat,'"^ (Duke of Buckingham) '*or the * Thin,' " (Earl Stanhope)? " Or why talk to ... of my concerns ? What is , . . to me? I know him well — a low-minded, chitter- chattering fellow. But suppose him an angel, had you my leave to consult or speak to him ? It is not likely. But in the event of the * Fat ' or the * Thin's ' having placed any money in the hands of my bankers, let them take it back again. . . . You have no ex- planations to make, only that I decline it. Under no circumstances, I repeat, will I owe anything to the * Fat,' to the ' Thin,' to Canning and his friends, or have anything to do with * Sir Vanity * " (Sir Sidney Smith). " I say this, because I have heard of new plans of his. He may, perhaps, mean to come here — if to-morrow, I shall shut the door in his face. If any force, Consular force, is ever tried with me, I shall use force in return, and appeal to the populace to defend me. It is right this should be known. I am no slave, and I disown all such authority. Never will I be brought to England, except in chains, and ^ For some reason or other, Lady Hester, in her letters, always substituted initials or cypher for proper names. 246 LADY HESTER ON PHYSIOGNOMY [ch vi. never will I be made to act differently from that which my will dictates, whilst there is breath in my body; therefore, to attempt to oppose me is in vain. . . .AH situations have their blessings, with the grace of God. It is uncertainty which is torture ; but now my mind is made up. ... I have been very ill of a terrible fever, and strong convulsions. . . . My eyes are quite dim, and drawn into my head with contraction, which sometimes pulls my head back — quite back. I can hardly crawl ; but yet, poor monster as I am, I shall get on, for my spirit and heart are unchanged. ** Now for servants." She required three men, *' a storekeeper" (most needed of all), *' to lock up, weigh, measure, and write down everything that comes in or goes out " ; an old dragoon to look after the saises (grooms), and a Scotch gardener ; a maid for herself, *' not a fine lady, but one who has been a nursery or housemaid," and a housekeeper. She especially enjoined the doctor not to neglect ** the good and bad marks" in their personal appearance, which, as she firmly believed, indicated character and dis- position. " Wrinkles at the eyes are abominable, and about the mouth. Eyebrows making one circle, if meeting,^ or close and straight, are equally bad. Those are good meeting the line of the nose, as if a double bridge. Eyes long, and wide between the eyebrows, and no wrinkles about the forehead when they laugh, or about the mouth, are signs of bad luck and duplicity. Eyes all zigzag are full of lies. A low, flat forehead is bad ; so are uneven eyes, one larger than the other, or in constant motion. I must have ^ This is in accordance with the old saw : Mistrust a man whose eye-brows meet, For in his heart vnn'11 find decfiit, 1823-1830] WRINKLES AND CHARACTER 247 a fine, open face, all nature, with little education, in a fine, straight, strong, healthy person, with a sweet temper. " Did you ever see a picture or painting of the Lady William Russell, the Duke's brother's wife? That sort of face was perfect for a woman. If the eyebrows of a man are straight, and come nearly together, that is nothing; but, if they form an arch, it is always a sign of natural hum (melancholy) in the character. Never can such a one be contented or happy. Look at little Adams and General Taylor — how sincere are their black eyebrows ! '* Don't make a mistake—wrinkles of age are not the wrinkles of youth, of which I am speaking. One line is not called a wrinkle. The wrinkles I speak of are found in children of seven years old, when they laugh or cry." These instructions were, of course, useless ; no servants could be hired, for no money was forth- coming. Meanwhile, the doctor was making a dilatory and, as it proved, fruitless attempt to go to Djoun. On January 23rd, he and his family crossed over to Calais, where '* the severity of the weather and the sale of some landed property in England" detained him for nearly four months, thence, progressing more rapidly, he reached Pisa on June 14th, proposing to embark for the East at Leghorn, but delayed his departure till September 7th, when he sailed in the Italian merchant brig Fortuna. When off Crete, they were boarded and plundered by a Greek privateer ; and the captain, who had been roughly handled, refused to proceed on his voyage, and took them back to Leghorn. Here they were detained in quarantine till November 17th, when Dr. Meryon gave up all further attempts to reach Syria till the spring, and went for the wmter to Rome. But when spring came, he once more changed his mind, and finally returned to England in June, 1828. 248 TURK AND FRANK AS CREDITORS [ch. vi All this time poor Lady Hester was expecting him, and preparing for his arrival. Lady Hester to Dr. Meryon " I cannot read what I have written. I was two days making out your last letter. I had prepared a little court, with two rooms and an open divan, for you; but with Mrs. Meryon and the children it will not do. I shall love her and the dear children much, and all might be comfortable. God grant it so! I have a house in the village, which is good, and will do very well — clean, with two rooms upstairs. . . . Well, now I have said enough, and must make up my mind to have, in a few days, an attack, from over- straining my head and eyes ; but it is the last effort of the nature I shall make. Adieu. ** P.S. — A dun, who came here two months ago — a Christian — took a Turk into his room, after I had seen and spoken to him, and said : * I came to get my money, but now I am ready to cry at her situation. It is clear that these Franks are unprincipled and un- feeling, that they have no religion, and know not God. The proof is — and does there want a stronger ? — their leaving such a wonderful person, as she really is, to wither with sorrow.' Then he went out swearing, and took his leave. These are the feelings now alive among the Turkish population. As a contrast, mark how Mr. ... an Englishman, acts. He told one of my creditors to take my bond, put it in water, and, when well sopped, to drink the mixture ; * for that is all,* he said, 'you will ever get for it' Furious was the creditor, and took himself off to a distance, but will, in a few months, be back again to torment me." The next letter is to Mr. John Webb, her banker at Leghorn. 1823-1830] AN EMIR'S BOYCOTT 249 Lady Hester to Mr, John Webb "DjouN, Mount Lebanon, '^May zoth, 1827. "A Firmanlee'' (outlaw), "having taken refuge in the Mountain, under the protection of the Emir Beshyr, contrived to pick a quarrel with my water- carrier, who was quietly going about his business, and having bribed some of the Emir*s Jack Ketches, they beat him most unmercifully. The Emir Beshyr and his chief people have likewise been bribed by this man, who has plenty of money at his disposal. They have all, therefore, taken the Firmanlee's part, and acted in the most atrocious way towards me. A short time since, the Emir thought proper to publish in the villages that all my servants were instantly to return to their homes, upon pain of losing their property or lives. I gave them all theif option. Most of them have remained firm, being aware that this order is the most unjust, as well as the most ridiculous, that ever was issued. Since that, he has threatened to seize and murder them here, which he shall not do without taking my life too. Besides this, he has given orders in all the villages that men, women, and children shall be cut in a thousand pieces who render me the smallest service. My servants, of course, as you must imagine, cannot go out, and the peasants of the villages cannot approach the house. Therefore, I am of no very pleasant situation, being deprived of the necessary supplies in food, and, what is worse, of water, for all the water here is brought upon mules' backs up a great steep. " I should not be a thoroughbred Pitt if fear were known to me, or if I could bow to a monster who could chain together the neck and feet of a venerable, white-bearded, respectable man . . . and if a father 2SO A PERFECT PREDESTINARIAN [ch. vi had escaped from his clutches, has loaded his infant son with his chains ! For the space of three years I have refused to have the smallest communication with the Emir. He sent me one of his grand envoys the other day — one of those who were charged with the budget of lies sent to Mehemet Ali. I refused to see him, or to read the letter of which he was the bearer. " My kind friend and former physician. Dr. Meryon, has blasted his own prospects in life by giving up everything in Europe to join me in this country, with- out consulting any one. ... In case of his being at Leghorn, you would confer a great obligation upon me, if you would advance him ;£"ioo for his expenses, and give him this letter. . . . ^* Ten thousand thanks for your kind recipe for my eyes. I have not had a moment's time to bestow a thought upon myself since I received it. " Dear Lord Frederick!" (Bentinck) *' what changes have taken place in my situation since I saw him last! But I am too much of a Turk to complain of the decrees of Heaven. ** I forgot to mention that there is a plague at Sayda. Most of the people are shut up ; and, although I have suffered cruelly from the malady formerly, I am in no apprehension concerning it, as I am a perfect pre- destinarian. Happy for me that I have inspired the same feelings into all those who surround me. " If it please God that I, like Joseph, should come safe out of the well, I hope it will be needless to assure you that, whatever part of your family might fall in my way, my greatest pleasure would be to endeavour to make them, by every service and attention, the evidence of the respect and regard which I bear you." Lady Hester spent the summer of 1827 in constant fear of her life. The Emir's power was now firmly 1823-1830] DJOUN 251 re-established in the Mountain, and he had set his mind upon getting rid of her. She slept, as she told the doctor, with a hhanjar (poniard) under her pillow, ^* and slept as sound as a top. Poor Williams was terrified out of her senses ; she used to get up in the night and come to me. At that time there were five hundred horsemen about in the neighbouring villages, and they killed three men ; one between the house and the village, one at the back of my premises, and one other farther off, just to let me know what they could do, thinking to terrify me ; but I showed them that I was not to be frightened." On one occasion a messenger sent by the Emir laid aside his sabre and pistols before entering the room. Miss Williams whispered to her what he had done, and she called to him to take up his weapons again, and tell his master she did not care a fig for him and his poisons. ** If he means to try his strength with me, I am ready.'^ At last. Sir Stratford Canning, our Ambassador at Constantinople, hearing of her danger, sent over one of his staff to her assist- ance, and set matters to rights. Lady Hester to Dr. Meryon " DjOUN, " November 9M, 1827. " I have been, during three months of this summer, absolutely as if in prison. The representatives of the John Bulls in this country having impressed the Emir Beshyr with the assurance that I had not a friend in the world, he proceeded upon unheard outrages towards me, and, if he did not actually put my life in danger, he had it publicly cried,^ that whoever served me should be bastinadoed and amerced. ''This unheard-of stretch of insolence was set to rights by our old friend at Constantinople, who acted very well towards me. The Emir Beshyr, with all the art and meanness well known to him, has now become abjectly humble. One of his people told me it was not ' " The criers in villages on Mount Lebanon stand on the roofs of the houses at sunset, and with a loud voice, give out the orders and pro- clamations of their Sheicks and Emirs.'' 252 LADY HESTER'S BLINDNESS [ch. vi his doings, but the work of . . ., who had put it into his head, and finding that he had made a false calculation, and displeased great and small in the country by his vile conduct, he is humble enough, and repents having given me an opportunity of showing what I am. I am thus become more popular than ever, having shown an example of firmness and courage no one could calculate upon — it was poor little David and the giant. But the God who defended David defended me from all the assassins by whom I was surrounded. Even water from the spring the beast would not let me have. The expense to get provisions brought in the night by people was enormous. Some risked their lives to serve me and bring me food. One person only came openly, and that was a woman, saying she would die sooner than obey such atrocious orders, and called down curses on the Emir, the Consuls, and all of them. This conduct was well worthy a follower of Ali. . . . " A young seyd, a friend of mine, when riding one day in a solitary part of the mountain, heard the echo of a strange noise in the rocks. He listened, and hearing it again, got off his horse to see what it was. To his surprise, in the hollow of the rock he saw an old eagle, quite blind and unfledged by age. Perched by the eagle he saw a carrion crow feeding him. If the Almighty thus provides for the blind eagle, he will not forsake me, and the carrion crow may look down with contempt on your countrymen. " I say this because I have seen two doctors — they were English — and they tell me that, though my eyes are good, my nerves are destroyed, and that causes my blindness. Writing these few lines will be some days' illness to me ; but I make an effort, in order to assure you of the grief I have felt at being, I fear, the cause of your affairs being worse than if you had not 1823-1830] CONSULS AGAIN! 253 known me. All I can say is, if God helps me, I shall not forget you. You can do nothing for me now; trust in God, and think of the eagle. Remember ! all is written ; we can change nothing of our fate by lamenting and grumbling. Therefore, it is better to be Hke a true Turk, and do our duty to the last, and then beg of the believers in one God a bit of daily bread ; and if it come not, die of want, which perhaps is as good a death as any other, and less painful. But never act contrary to the dictates of conscience, of honour, of nature, or of humanity." Lady Hester to Mr, John Webb (Supposed date) *^ October^ 1827. ** I thank you a thousand times, my dear sir, for the anxiety you express on my account ; and, although surrounded by a hundred difficulties, I am cheerful, and the Turks behave very well to me. That old monster, the Emir Beshyr, is pretty quiet at this moment, at least as far as regards me ; but he is reducing to beggary and to misery all who surround him. A real Turk is a manly, though rather violent, kind-hearted being, and if he has confidence in you, very easy to deal with. I have often wondered at their gentlemanlike patience with low, blustering, vulgar men, who give themselves more airs than an Ambassador, because chance has placed them as Consul or agent in some dirty town not equal to a village in France ; men who, in fact, in Europe, would scarcely have their bow returned in the street by a man of condition. It is the general conduct of these sort of people that have given the Orientals such a false idea of Europeans. The race of Christians here is of the vilest people in the world; not all totally without talent, but all without principle, or a single 254 CHRISTIANS OF THE EAST [ch. vi good quality. Out of the great number of children, both boys and girls, which I have taken before they have changed their teeth, not one has turned out pass- able, and most of them have become vagabonds. If a poor man falls ill, and gives his wife a little trouble to wait upon him, she soon ends the business with a little poison ; and if a woman marries again, the husband casts off all her children by the former marriage, and she, without remorse, leaves them to die in a hovel, or abandons them under a tree to beg for subsistence. It was only last night that one of these wretched beings came to me, skin and bone, having been thirty days ill of a fever. The very girls I have brought up with the greatest care have, when married, beaten their children of two years old so violently as to stun them ; and one, from the blow she gave her child upon the head, caused the bowels to protrude more than a span. A man thinks nothing of taking up a stone as large as his head, and throwing it at his wife when she is with child. These are the beastly people that create the compassion of Europeans — a horrid race, that deserves to be exterminated from the face of the earth. What a contrast between these wretches and the wild Arabs, who will traverse burning sands barefooted to receive the last breath of some kind relation or friend, who teach their children at the earliest period resignation and fortitude, and who always keep alive a spirit of emulation amongst them! They are the boldest people in the world, yet are endued with a tenderness quite poetic, and their kindness extends to all the brute creation by which they are surrounded. For myself, I have the greatest affection and confidence in these people ; besides, I admire their diamond eyes, their fine teeth, and the grace and agility (without capers) which is peculiar to 1823-1830] BATTLE OF NAVARINO 255 them alone. When one sees these people, one's thoughts naturally revert to the time of Abraham, when man had not his head filled with all the false systems of the present day. ... ** 1 have heard that at Genoa there are very fine flowers. If you would procure me a few seeds, I should be very much obliged to you, as my stock of flowers this year has become very low, owing to my having had a very careless gardener, who neglected to water the seeds, so that they never came up. My fine steed is gone long ago, and my garden remains my only amusement." Shortly after this, the news of the battle of Navarino spread consternation throughout Syria, and almost all the Frank residents at Sayda hurried panic-struck to take refuge at Djoun. Lady Hester boarded and lodged them till they could return home in safety. Yet she herself was so poverty-stricken that on one occasion she was driven to sell, for their weight in gold, forty guineas that she had saved from the ship- wreck, and treasured up as her poor brother's parting gift. The following year, however, the death of Lady Banks put her in possession of her annuity of ;f 1,500. She did not hear of the doctor's ill-fated voyage till long afterwards. She then wrote to him at Pisa, where she believed him to be, and the letter followed him to England. Lady Hester to Dr. Meryon " DjOUN, ''''March 23^^, 1828. ** I have received the account of your disasters by sea, and latterly the books you were so good as to send me. The books I cannot read, and I have nobody to read them for me; however, I thank you for your kind attention. I am much afflicted at the trouble and vexation you have had, and at the situation in which you find yourself. I must say, it would be very imprudent to bring women or children into this 256 LADY HESTER'S PROTECTION [ch. vi country at this moment, and a great source of fatigue and anxiety to me, for they could not be comfortable under the present circumstances of the time. What I should propose is, that when you have settled your business, you immediately set off alone with a Dutch passport, in case things should turn out ill before you arrive. Leave Mrs. Meryon at Pisa, where she could remain very comfortably until you return. . . . " The plague will be over before you get here. The Turks behave extremely well towards me ; the Christians and Franks as ill. I shall say nothing about the state of my affairs (you may guess what it may be in these times), nor the state of my health, without a person of any kind to help me in anything. . . . ** Salute Mrs. Meryon, and say I hope no childish feeling will prevent her from allowing you to be absent a little while. I feel for her — but I cannot write. She may rely upon me ; only obey me strictly. Had you done so before, things might have been otherwise for all ; but simpletons will be wise men, and that is what has turned the world upside down, as well as caused much unhappiness to individuals. I promise to keep you only a few months, but I want to see you," Lady Hester to Dr, Meryon " DJOUN, ^' August 2^th, 1828. ** I have heard from Mr. Webb's house that you are gone to England. My heart misgives me. . . . Do not let your head be crammed with ideas that you cannot land ; for, notwithstanding the departure of Consuls and Franks from this part of the world, I firmly believe that any one coming to me, either in a man-of-war or an open boat, his landing would not be opposed, even if things were more decidedly bad than they are. . . . Never write to me but through Mr. 1823-1830] DJOUN 257 Webb's house, whether you come or do not come. I want no reasons, and no long stories, . . . You must not think of bringing any Frank servant with you. I have a room ready for you, and I hope you will be very comfortable. . . . " P.S. — Ah ! why did you not come directly, and bring Lucy? What a comfort to me!" Neither of these letters was in Lady Hester's hand- writing ; they were dictated to Miss Williams, who often acted as her secretary. The next tells of the loss of this faithful friend and companion — to her an utterly irreparable one. Elizabeth Williams had been with her very many years, loyally following her fortunes in weal and woe, health and sickness, privation and danger. She was the only person about her on whom Lady Hester could at all depend, and had given signal proof of her attachment and devotion to her service. Lady Hester was now entirely friendless and forsaken ; there was no one left to help and stand by her; and she was virtually at the merc}^ of a crew of villainous servants, like those who (as it will be seen) had robbed and deserted her on her sick bed. Lady Hester to Mr, John Webb " DjOUN, ^' October 2%th, 1828. ** When I received your letter of July 17th, I was very ill, confined to my room, and occasionally delirious. Nevertheless, in a moment of reason, I desired M. Gerardin to acquaint you with the great loss I had sustained in the faithful Miss Williams. *' After two years of plague, there broke out, over almost all Mount Lebanon, a kind of fever, which I do not know precisely how to name. Whether it was a sort of yellow or malignant fever, poor Miss Williams fell a victim to it, as well as a servant named Moosa, the only one in whom I had any confidence ; and I but just escaped death from it myself. I am, as it were, 18 258 DEATH OF MISS WILLIAMS [ch. vi come to life again by a miracle, owing to the attentions of a rich peasant, who came from a considerable dis- tance to assist me. He found me entirely abandoned, delirious, and at the point of death ; and left in that state by whom? — by wicked maids, who had cost Miss Williams and me such pains in endeavouring to make something of them. You may easily imagine that I did not keep such ungrateful sluts an instant after I came to myself Even in the weak state in which I was, I felt in a rage at the deplorable accounts which were given me of the detestable indifference they showed when Miss Williams was dying, occupying themselves in pilfering what they couldlay their hands on. But I have already told you what the Christians of this country are. At the present moment, I have nobody to assist me but some old women of the village, the most stupid and ignorant creatures in the world. My greatest resource is a girl of eight years old, whom I have brought up, who appears attached to me,^ and who is less stupid than the others. How- ever, one cannot get well very fast, attended by such people, to whom it is impossible to trust a key. I am moved from my bed to the sofa, and from the sofa to the bed, and I am not yet able to walk without support ; but, if I was better waited on, and had more quiet, and proper things to eat, I know very well what an eflfort my iron constitution would make, which has brought me through this illness without doctor or doctor's stuff. I have a good appetite ; but my weak- ness of stomach does not enable me to digest the coarse and badly cooked food which they give me to eat seeing that my stomach has been very much dis- ordered from want of nourishment during fifteen * This was the girl Fatoom, who afterwards robbed her of money and effects to a considerable amount. 1823-1830] DJOUN 259 days, having subsisted all that time on barley water and plain water. " My ignorance of what passed around me was not, properly speaking, the delirium of fever; it was a stupor, caused by the neglect with which I was treated. The peasant says that when he entered my bedroom, he found me stiff and cold, in a state of one dying of hunger. He gave me food immediately. After some days I came to myself, and am now gaining strength. But in the midst of all this, I am not melancholy. What has happened, has happened, and whatever is, is best. ... It seems to me that, if Dr. Meryon had decided upon coming, he would have been here before now. Well ! I have got over this illness without his assistance, or that of any other doctor, and one feels much more elevated when God has been one's physician. It is the Supreme Being alone who has saved me in all my difficulties, for these last twenty years, and who has given me strength to support what others would have sunk under." This letter was communicated by Mr. Webb to Dr. Meryon, who had returned to risa in October, and on hearing of Lady Hester's distressed situation, was induced ** to set aside every other consideration, and make the voyage to Syria without loss of time, even in the depth of winter." But this intention only proved another illustration of the old adage, '* More haste, less speed " ; for exactly two years elapsed before he carried it out, and hastened to her assistance. It was in December, 1828, that he proposed to go to Djoun, and it was in December, 1830, that he arrived. No letters of hers are forthcoming during these two years ; but the following account of her, given by a Mr. Davidson, must refer to the first of them. ** How I wish," writes Miss Wynn, in July, 1835, " I could fix here one quarter of the amusement and 26o MR. DAVIDSON [ch. vi information which I have derived from the conversa- tion of Mr. Davidson, the Eastern traveller ; he seems to me like a man walked out of the 'Arabian Nights ' bodily. ... I was asking one day about Lady Hester Stanhope. He did not see her, having arrived just after the death of her only English companion, who, having begun as maid, ended as secretary, friend, &c., &c. He describes her, as others have done, turning night into day, and sleeping through the daylight, with very weak eyes, and without any pursuit but astrology. He says she has lost much of her power, or, rather, of her widely extended influence, still possessing the most arbitrary authority over her own small district. This diminution of power may be ascribed partly to her increase of years, which prevents her from riding and showing herself among them, partly to the want of that novelty which dazzles, but chiefly from the want of money, from the weight of debt, which prevents her from spending among them the annual income which she derives from England. Upon this subject he gave us a story curiously illustrative of Oriental character. "About two years ago. Lady Hester went into Persia, with a view of obtaining assistance and pro- tection from the Shah. She provided a present of English goods, which was really very handsome. This was (according to etiquette) offered to the Shah by means of the interpreter, through whom were also sent the thanks, with all the grandiloquence of the East, his sense of the magnificence of the present ; sun, moon, and stars were also eclipsed ; gratitude was described in the same terms, their admiration for the spirit, liberality, greatness of mind, of the English aristocracy, of which he felt the influence so strongly, as to be aware that to the English the true way of 1823-1830] DJOUN 261 showing the sense of favours received v^as to gratify their noble nature by asking more. Av^are not only of this, but that his poor empire did not contain anything worthy of being offered to the great lady, he would ask of her the favour of a loan. Her project (which the Shah had discovered) was to borrow money of him which she never could repay." — Diaries of a Lady of Quality. This is but one instance of the ridiculous stories told of Lady Hester. Her journey to Persia is entirely imaginary. But to return to the doctor and his peregrinations. When, in the winter of 1828, he decided to go to Lady Hester, ** although the navigation of the Mediterranean is very boisterous " at that season, he found a merchantman at Leghorn about to sail for Beyrout, and made his agreement with the captain. Nothing remained but to sign it, and here Mrs. Meryon intervened. She absolutely refused to be left behind, and, mindful of sea-sickness and pirates, as abso- lutely refused to go with him. The merchantman sailed without him, the winter passed, spring came, then summer, and still Mrs. Meryon " hesitated and wavered," and her husband vainly awaited her decision. At last she agreed that he should take her back to England, and return to embark alone. In August, 1829, they accordingly started homewards, via Marseilles, and got as far as Paris. Here she changed her mind, and declared she would go with him, and they went back to Marseilles; but " it was not till November, 1830, that she could be prevailed upon to set her foot in a vessel." The doctor's patience and devotion are quite admirable. A whole twelvemonth of persuasion would have tried the temper of most men. They embarked in a small French brig, and, after a prosperous voyage, reached Beyrout on December 8th. Lady Hester had got ready for them a comfortable and convenient cottage in the village of Djoun, and sent servants and donkeys to meet them, with a letter of welcome for the doctor. She expressed her pleasure at his coming, but reminded him that she had warned 262 ARRIVAL OF DR. MERYON [ch. vi him not to bring his wife with him, for Enghsh ladies, she thought, could never make themselves happy in Syria. As he had, however, chosen to do so, Mrs. Meryon must not expect any special attention from her, beyond that of making her as comfortable as might be in her new home. The doctor scented trouble in the air. He found Lady Hester little changed, very gracious, and glad to see him. To his great surprise she, who hitherto had hardly even condescended to take his arm, now gave him the Oriental kiss of peace on both cheeks, and they sat down to dinner together. He was shocked to find how poor she had become ; to note the rush-bottomed chairs, the small unpainted deal table, with its scanty table-cover, the plates of coarse yellow earthenware, and the two silver spoons, which, she told him, were all she had. She said she had entertained the young Due de Richelieu in a similar style, but had been far better provided before her severe illness two years ago, when her servants plundered her of everything they could lay hands on, taking even the cushions and covers of her sofa. She detained him — much against his will — till past mid- night ; and when, at last released, he hurried back to. Mrs, Meryon, he found her in poignant distress, persuaded that he had been devoured by wolves or hyaenas. Lady Hester's mode of life at this period is minutely described by the doctor. She had, for some years past, got into the habit of sitting up the greater part of the night, and always went to bed unwillingly, as she was a bad sleeper. Yet, when once laid down, she seldom rose till late in the afternoon, transacting all her business, giving her orders, and writing her letters in bed. Much, if not most, of her time was thus spent in her bedroom, of which the doctor gives a deplorable picture. *' This room bore no resemblance to an English or French chamber, and, independent of its rude furniture, was hardly better than a common peasant's. Its appearance, when illness confined its occupant to her bed, was something of this sort ; for I often 1823-1830] LADY HESTER^S APARTMENT 263 entered it, early in the morning, before breakfast. On the floor, which was of cement, lay, upon an Egyptian mat, a large bit of drab felt, of the size of a bed-side carpet, and a coarse chintz cushion, from which her black slave, Zezef6on, had just risen, and where she had slept by her mistress' side ; the slave having this privilege over the maid, who always slept behind a curtain. This dirty, red cotton curtain was suspended by a cord across the room, to keep off the wind when the door opened, most of the curtain rings being torn off, so that the curtain hung, alternately, suspended here, and dangling there, a testimony of the little time the maids found for mending. There were three windows to the room, all uncurtained ; one was nailed up by its shutter on the outside, and one closed by a bit of felt on the inside ; the third only was reserved for the admission of light and air, looking on the garden. In two deep niches of the wall were heaped on a shelf a few books, some bundles tied up in handkerchiefs, writing paper, &c., all in confusion, with sundry other things for daily use ; such as white plate, with several pairs of scissors, two or three pairs of spectacles, &c,, and another with pins, sealing wax, wafers, &c., with a common white inkstand, and the old parchment cover of a merchant's day-book, with blotting paper inside, by way of a blotting book, in which, spread on her lap as she sat up in bed, she generally wrote her letters. These places were seldom swept out, and dust and cobwebs covered the books, of which, I believe, she never looked into any, except Tissot's Avis au Peuple^ another medical book, of which I have forgotten the title, the Court Calendar, a Bible, and Domestic Cookery. An earthenware ybrick^ or jug with a spout, stood in one of the windows, with a small 264 LADY HESTER'S BED [ch. vi copper basin, and this was her washing apparatus. Near the foot of the bed stood an upright, ill-made, walnut-wood box, with a piece of green calico hanging before it. The ground was strewn with small bundles, gown-pieces of silk or coloured cotton, which she destined as presents, bits of twine and brown paper, left from day to day, of packages which had been undone, &c." Her bed had neither curtains nor mosquito net, and consisted only of planks nailed on trestles at a slight incline; over this was laid a mattress with Barbary blankets instead of sheets, and pillows covered with soft Turkish silk. There was no counterpane, but a woollen abbuy or fur pelisse, was thrown over it, as occasion required. Close at hand hung the bell- rope, a stout cord, knotted at the end, and reeved through a pulley screwed into the ceiling, communi- cating with a powerful bell, that was the terror of the household. On a low stool by the bedside, which served as a table, were placed a variety of things she might want or fancy, such as strawberry preserve, lemonade, chamomile tea, ipecacuanha lozenges, a bottle of cold water, &c., or else violet syrup, wine, aniseeds, or cloves, quince preserve, orgeat, a cup of cold tea, covered with its saucer, a pill box, &c. **So thickly was the wooden stool covered, that it required the greatest dexterity to take up one thing without knocking down half-a-dozen more. And, in this respect, the noiseless movements and dexterity of the Syrian and black women pass all imagination. For months together nothing of this assemblage would be upset or broken. "Lady Hester had no watch, clock, or timepiece, and generally the last words, when I left her in the evening, were, * Doctor, tell me what o'clock it is before you go.' I took the liberty of asking her why she had never sent for a watch or timepiece 1823-1830] LADY HESTER'S RESTLESSNESS 265 during all the years she had remained on Mount Lebanon. * Because I cannot bear anything that is unnatural,' was her answer : ' the sun is for the day, and the moon and stars for the night, and by them I like to measure time.' " Next to her bedroom was her Turkish bath, of which she was extremely fond, and used, in the doctor's opinion, oftener than was good for her health. She slept, according to Oriental custom, more than half dressed. Her night shirt was of silk and cotton, over which she wore a white quilted jacket and a short pelisse. She retained her turban, with the keffeyah (a striped handkerchief worn by the Bedouins) tied under her chin, and wrapped a shawl round her head and shoulders. When she had at last made up her mind to retire to rest, and dismissed the wearied doctor, her maids gave him a lamentable account of what they had to undergo. Let us hope they a little exaggerated their sufferings. Very often she found fault with her bed, and had it made over again in her presence; while this was doing, she would smoke her pipe, call for the sugar basin to eat two or three lumps of sugar, and for a clove to take away the taste of the sugar. The night lamp was next lighted, and two wax-lights placed ready for use in the window; she then got into bed, and the maid who was to sleep in the room lay down on her mattress. The other girl was sent away, but had hardly reached her room when the bell rang violently; Lady Hester wanted broth, or lemonade, or orgeat. This was brought on a tray, one of the maids holding a candle, shaded by her hand, while her mistress sat up in bed and sipped it. Sometimes she ate a bit of dry toast, pronounced it ill-made and sent for another piece, perhaps to be left untouched. Then she again composed herself to sleep, but not for long; she felt a pain somewhere or other, and rang for a fomentation of chamomile, elder flower, or mallow. The gardener had now to be sent for, water boiled, &c., then she remembered some order she had forgotten to give during the day, and the servant in question was at once summoned 266 LADY HESTER'S BELL [ch. vi to receive it. The bell, they declared, was always going; and the simple solution of the difficulty that commended itself to them — never answering it — was warily guarded against by Lady Hester, who em- ployed two stout watchmen to rouse and produce the delinquents. Why she should have required to ring her bell at all, with one maid always sleeping in her room (elsewhere the doctor says there were two, see p. 263) is not so easy to explain. At last Lady Hester slept, and for three, four, or five hours they were left in peace. But no sooner was she awake than the dreaded sound was again heard, and the business of the day commenced in grim earnest. She received, one after the other, her steward (Paolo Perini, a Roman), her secretary (a Frenchman named Chasseaud), the doctor, the groom, the gardener, and sometimes the whole of her house- hold. It was numerous ; for, besides those already named and the two girls, Fatoom and Zezefoon, who principally waited upon her, there was a dragoman, two stablemen, a cook, a scullion, three or four men as muleteers and water-carriers, two others, employed as messengers, to carry letters, &c., who had been in her service from ten to fifteen years, and half-a-dozen black slaves. Nobody — not even the doctor — was allowed to enter except at her summons. Every morning the secretary brought her a list of comers and goers, and an exact account of what had been done by each servant during the preceding day. Few, indeed, escaped a scolding when thus brought to book ; for the violence and irritability of her temper had greatly increased, and the household over which she ruled was — to put it mildly — an exasperating one. It was very badly managed, and composed of idle, lying, pilfering, rascally servants,^ of whom she used to say, '^ I could hang half-a-dozen of them, if I chose." She was a severe task-mistress, and by no means ^ This is how the doctor describes them. *' A Turk for work is little better than a brute animal ; he moves about nimbly, when roused by vociferation and threats, and squats down like a dog when his work is done. England produces no type of the Syrian serving-man. He sets about his work as a task that is given to him, and when it is over, sits down immediately to smoke his pipe and to gossip, or seeks a snug place near at hand, and goes to sleep. You call him, and set him to do something else, and the same practice follows. The next day you expect he will, of his own accord, recommence what was 1823-1830] DJOUN 267 sparing in her punishments, often boxing the ears of the culprits with her own hand ; but she exercised no sort of supervision. She told the doctor that, for four years past, she had never put her head outside her own court ; " for if I did, I should certainly fall into such a passion with some of the people, that it would make me ill." She was peremptory and im- perious, and, like her father, exacted blind and unquestioning obedience; her servants were to have neither will nor opinion of their own, and she tolerated no suggestions. The gardener might send to say that he had dug up a piece of ground, and found it suited for such and such vegetables. "Tell him," she would reply, *'that, when I order him to dig, he is to dig, and not to give his opinion as to what the ground is fit for. It may be for his grave that he digs, it may be for mine. He must know nothing until I send my orders, and so bid him go about his busi- ness." Again, a girl had presumed to alter a message given to her about some mats, and Lady Hester had her nose rubbed against the mats to punish her. Yet, with all this sharp discipline, she struggled vainly to break her maids of their disgusting habits. *' Doctor," she would cry in despair, **they wipe their noses and then the drinking glasses with the same towel ; and lie, and lie, with an assurance that sets detection at defiance." She strove, too, diligently and vehemently, to enforce morality in her household, but with no better success. As long as Miss Williams lived, a semblance of propriety was observed ; but, when she was gone, this, too, disappeared, and Lady Hester stormed and chastised in vain.^ Though thus violent and tyrannical, she was, at the same time, extremely liberal and generous as regards shown him on the preceding day ; but no such thing ; you have to tell him over again, and so every day. He is a thief from habit, and a liar of the most brazen stamp, as no shame is ever attached to detection. In plausible language, protestations of honour and fidelity, he has no superior ; and, if beaten and reviled, he will smolher his choler, nay, kiss the hand that has chastised him, but waits a fit opportunity for vengeance, and carefully weighs kicks against coppers." ^ Occasionally, however, she showed herself lenient. Once, when two black slaves had misbehaved, " with the sad results of such conduct " (in the doctor's phraseology this means a baby), she sent for the offenders, insisted on their instant marriage, and set them free. 268 LADY HESTER'S DRESS [ch. vi clothes, New Year's gifts, &c. ; and the doctor declares that he never knew a servant who did not wish to leave her, nor one who did not wish to come back, when he had. Not only the presents, but the dis- honest gains to be obtained in her service, rendered it popular, **to place nothing to the account of that spell which she infallibly cast over everybody who came within the sphere of her attraction." Having given her orders for the day, Lady Hester at last rose, and dressed. Her costume, he assures us, was very becoming, and concealed the emacia- tion, through ill-health and advancing years, of her once fine figure. She wore a very ample white merino abba^ looped across the chest, and falling in graceful folds to her ankles, over a crimson robe (Joobey) of the same length ; and to this, in winter, she added a warm pelisse. Underneath was a cream- coloured or flowered gown {hombaz) and wide scarlet cloth trousers ; on her feet, loose Turkish yellow morocco boots. Her turban was a coarse, woollen cream-coloured Barbary shawl, wound round the red fez that covered her shaven head, and over this was thrown the red and yellow striped keffeyahy the ends either tied under her chin, or hanging down on each side of her face. *' She never wore pearls, precious stones, or ornaments of any kind, as some travellers have asserted ; indeed, she had none in her possession, and never had had any from the time of her shipwreck. Speaking of her own dress, she would say, ' I think I look something like those sketches of Guercino's, where you see scratches and touches of the pen round the heads and persons of his figures, so that you don't know whether it is hair or a turban, a sleeve or an arm, a mantle or a veil, which he has given them . And when she was seated on the sofa, in a dim corner of the room, the similitude was very just." During the day, she walked in her garden, now her chief pleasure, received reports from some of the ^ One of these is now in my possession. 1823-1830] PACHA OF ACRE 269 numerous emissaries and spies she employed, who kept her well informed of all that went on in the country, and attended to her correspondence. This took up a great deal of time. Her letters were volu- minous, but chiefly dictated to her secretary ; whatever she herself wrote was written, as we have seen, in bed. She corresponded on every subject under the sun. ** In the same day, I have frequently known her to dictate, with the most enlarged political views, papers that concerned the welfare of a pashalik, and the next moment she would descend, with wondrous facility, to some trivial details about the composition of a house- paint, the making of butter, the drenching of a sick horse, the choosing lambs, or the cutting out of a maid^s apron. She had a finger in everything, and in everything was an adept." One of her constant correspondents was the Pacha of Acre, the same Abdalla whose blood-fine she had helped to pay (see p. 224). He had remained her fast friend, even though she sometimes told him home truths. " How odious has Abdalla Pacha rendered himself by his confiscations and extortions," she said to the doctor, " because none of his people will speak the truth to him ! When he wants money, his secretaries tell him he has only to sign an order for it, and then, perhaps, half-a-dozen families are driven into exile, or half ruined. But I speak plainly to him ; and once, when I wrote to him how he was making himself hated by a particular act of oppression about money, he tore the buyurdee'^ (edict) **in pieces, which gave force to that act, and drove his secretaries from his presence for having flattered and deceived him. Why, Doctor, when he receives a letter from me, if there are half-a- dozen others at the same time, he will let them lie on 2 70 LADY HESTER'S CONVERSATION [ch. vi his sofa whilst he reads mine, and then will put that alone in his pocket, and take it into his harj^m to read it over again." Lady Hester's happiest time was, perhaps, that spent in smoking and talking, as she sat on her sofa in her parlour, as the doctor calls it. This, another bare, scarcely furnished apartment, also looking into the garden, and divided from her bedroom by an open divan, was her reception room for visitors. Here they perforce remained, hour after hour, listening to a conversation which it seemed impossible should ever come to an end. She herself was never tired, and never thought it possible they could have heard enough. Mr. Way, the missionary, was with her from three o'clock in the afternoon till daybreak the next morning ; and one unfortunate gentleman, whose name is not given, actually fainted away ** from fatigue and con- straint." The doctor himself declares he has sat with her for eight, nine, ten, and even as much as twelve or thirteen hours at a stretch. " It may be alleged that nothing was more easy than to find excuses for break- ing up a conversation ; but it was not so— for her words ran on in such an uninterrupted stream that one never could seize a moment to make a pause." He may well speak of her ** unexampled colloquial powers," for it seemed to be not only a delight, but a positive necessity for her to talk. Her language, he tells us, was *' lofty and sublime," or '^ full of pathos and feeling," according to the emotions she wished to excite ; and she had an alarming facility for discerning the character of her listeners. " There was no secret of the human heart, however carefully concealed, that she could not discover ; no workings in the listener's mind that she could not penetrate ; no intrigue, from the low cunning of vulgar intrigue to the vast combinations of politics, that she could not unravel ; no labyrinth, however tortuous, that she would not thread. *' It was this comprehensiveness and searching faculty, this intuitive penetration, which made her so 1823-1830] DJOUN 271 formidable; for, under imaginary names, when she wished to show a person that his character and course of life were unmasked to her view, she would, in his very presence, paint him such a picture of himself, in drawing the portrait of another, that you might see the individual writhing on his chair, unable to conceal the effect her words had on his conscience. . . . She once told me a pathetic history of a faithful servant, who, in the pecuniary distresses of his master, served him for several years with the purest disinterestedness. I was so touched by her eloquent and forcible manner of recounting the story, and with the self-application that I made of it to my own tardiness in going to her in her distress, together with my intention of leaving her owing to our recent differences, that I burst into tears and wept, as the expression is, bitterly." No wonder the doctor felt that to spend a couple of hours with her was to go to school, even while mentally appraising the market value of what he had heard. It was chiefly during his last and longest visit that he got together a store of anecdotes for his three volumes of " Memoirs." CHAPTER VII DjouN — M. DE Lamartine — Mr. Kinglake — Dr. Meryon 1830— 1838 As soon as the doctor's family were comfortably settled in their cottage, Mrs. Meryon came, by appointment, to pay her first visit to Lady Hester. She was received with the greatest possible kindness, remained for three hours, and, as she was going away, Lady Hester sent for a handsome Turkish jacket of gold brocade, put it on her with her own hands, and wound round her head a beautifully embroidered muslin turban. This was the Eastern method of doing honour to departing guests, by robing them when they took their leave. Mrs. Meryon, who knew nothing of the custom, took off the jacket and turban, and laid them down on the table without a word. The doctor, having lived so long in the country, might, one would think, have warned her that this would infallibly be considered a grievous insult and offence ; and even in the West, such a way of refusing a present might scarcely be considered gracious. However, the things were sent to her next day ; Lady Hester took no notice, and all went well for about a month. A serious cause of quarrel then arose. The Pacha of Damascus, hearing of her physician's return, desired Ahmed Bey to write and ask Lady Hester to send him to see a friend of his, one Hassan Effendi, who was painfully afflicted in his mouth, which was ** a source of deep regret to the faithful, as he was one of the most distinguished chanters of the Koran." Ahmed Bey was a very old friend of Lady Hester's, and an impor- tant personage, who had " taken particular notice " of the doctor several years before. Lady Hester was keen that he should at once start for Damascus ; but 1830-1838] QUARREL WITH DR. MERYON 273 he himself was far from anxious to cross the Lebanon, then deep in snow, at such a season ; and Mrs. Meryon strongly objected to being left alone, as she was ** totally new to the country, and had not a soul to talk to." True, M. Chasseaud and his wife were living close by ; but still, an utter stranger, and unacquainted with the language, as she was, it is not surprismg that she should have been reluctant to part with her husband, even for a week or two. Lady Hester, however, confi- dently undertook to convince her that she ought to let him go. She sent for her, and exerted all her powers of eloquence in urging every argument she could think of, to win her consent. But she had met her match. Mrs. Meryon " lent a civil but incredulous ear " to all she had to say — we may be sure it was a good deal — and remained inflexible, ending, as she had begun, ** If my husband goes, it will make me miserable." Lady Hester, unaccustomed to be thwarted, was exceedingly angry and annoyed, but did not yet consider herself beaten. She allowed a few days to elapse, and then sent a message to the doctor, desiring him to write her word whether he had overcome Mrs. Meryon's scruples. He sent a letter of excuse, declin- ing to go, and the next morning, as he and his wife were at breakfast, the girl Fatoom rushed in, and began abusing them both for having been insolent to her Lady, and caused her to fall ill. Mrs. Meryon, though she did not understand a word the girl said, was quite equal to the occasion ; she took Fatoom by the shoulders and turned her out of the room. Nearly a week now passed without further tidings from Djoun ; then Lady Hester again sent for the doctor, and had a stormy interview with him in the presence of M. Chasseaud, which ended in his declaring he would take his family back to Europe, and only regretted he had come so far to so little purpose. Lady Hester raised no objection. " I have given," she said, " a good deal of advice to many persons in whom I have taken an interest, and you are the last of my disciples whom I thought I could make something of But it is like cutting the hair off the legs of half-bred horses ; it grows again, and you may often get a kick in the face for your pains. You know what a good opinion they had of you in this country, which I kept up ; but your conduct now has spoiled all; for when a man gives his beard to a 19 274 DEPARTURE OF DR. MERYON [ch. vii woman, it is all over with him. Remember my words, and write them down." She made, however, one last attempt to induce him to change his mind. She pointed out to him the description Ahmed Bey gave of Hassan Effendi's malady, '' His chest is without pain, and so is his throat, and the complaint seems to be in his mouth," which she interpreted to mean that the great man had some communication to make to her, too important to be trusted to a letter. But it was all in vain. The doctor stood firm to his guns ; to Damascus he would not go. He had definitely resolved to return to Europe, but was obliged to await a remittance from home before he could do so, and as this did not arrive till the end of March, it was only on April 7th, 1831, that he left Djoun. Meanwhile, he and his wife found it no light matter to have fallen under the displeasure of the liege lady of Djoun ; for they were in a great measure boycotted, not only by their neighbours in the village, but by their friends at Sayda. Lady Hester herself continued to receive the doctor on perfectly friendly terms, and provisioned for him the little vessel in which he embarked. She further sent him, as a parting gift, a chest of almond cake, and another of baklaawy, ** of all pastry in the world the most delicious," of both of which she knew he was particularly fond, together with a very fine amber-headed pipe, and a large supply of the best Gebely tobacco, from her own private store. Before leaving, he had recommended to her as a servant a young Italian, named Lunardi, ** a very excellent young man," who had lived with Mr. Webb at Leghorn. Lunardi was accordingly sent for, came to Djoun, and remained for a long time in her service. He dubbed himself a doctor, though he knew nothing of medicine ; a practice, Dr. Meryon plaintively adds, not unfrequent in the Levant. The next mention of Lady Hester occurs in the following year — a year memorable in Syrian annals, for it witnessed the invasion of an Egyptian army under Ibrahim Pacha, and the siege and capture of Acre. On this occasion (in September, 1832) a poet appears on the scene. M. de Lamartine, with his family and some friends, had estabhshed himself at Beyrout, and the news of his arrival was, as he assures us, already spread abroad all over the countrv. He 1830-1 838J DJOUN 275 heard a great deal about Lady Hester ; how she had been wrecked on the coast of Caramania, and lost an immense treasure in gold and jewels; how she had then returned to England, sold all her domains, chartered another vessel with what remained of her fortune, settled in Syria, and become a great power in the Lebanon. She was now impoverished, and her authority on the wane ; but still he felt that a recom- mendation from her would be of great service to him among the Arab tribes he was about to visit. He accordingly proposed to go and see her, though warned she was not fond of European visitors, and wrote as follows : *' Milady, — Voyageur comme vous, etranger comme vous dans TOrient ; ^ n'y venant chercher comme vous que le spectacle de sa nature, de ses ruines et des ceuvres de Dieu, je viens d'arriver en Syrie avec ma famille. Je compterais au nombre des jours les plus interessants de mon voyage celui ou j'aurais connu une femme qui est elle-meme une des merveilles de cet Orient que je viens visiter. **Si vous voulez bien me recevoir, faites-moi dire le jour qui vous conviendra, et faites-moi savoir si je dois aller seul, ou si je puis vous mener quelques-uns de mes amis qui m'accompagnent et qui n'attacheraient pas moins de prix que moimeme a I'honneur de vous etre presentes. ** Que cette demande, milady, ne contraigne en rien votre politesse a m'accorder ce qui repugnerait a vos habitudes de retraite absolue. Je comprends trop bien moi-meme le prix de la liberte et le charme de la solitude pour ne pas comprendre votre refus et le respecter." The answer came promptly. On September 30th, Lady Hester's " equerry and physician, Dr. Leonardi " * Note that she had then been living in the East for more than twenty years. 276 M. DE LAMARTINE [ch. vii (Lunardi, promoted by brevet rank), arrived to conduct him to her presence, and the same afternoon he and his friend Amedee de Parseval, started on their journey to Djoun. ** At seven in the morning, under an already devour- ing sun, we left Sayda, the ancient Sidon, that projects into the waves like a glorious memory of past dominion, and began to climb rugged, bare, calcined heights, which, rising tier above tier, led to the solitude our eyes sought for in vain. Each ascent brought another and higher one to be accomplished ; mountain was locked to mountain like the serried links of a chain, divided by deep waterless ravines, sun-bleached, and strewn with granite boulders. These mountains are absolutely stripped of soil and vegetation. They are skeletons that wind and water together have ravaged for hundreds of years. At last, from one of these rocks, I looked down upon a wider and deeper valley, enclosed on all sides by mountains equally majestic and less sterile. In the midst of this valley, like a vast tower, rose the mountain of Djoun, encircled by rock- battlements, which, diminishing towards its summit, formed an esplanade some hundreds of roods in breadth, bearing a beautiful and graceful crown of verdure. A white wall, with a kiosk in one angle, enclosed this mass of greenery. Here was Lady Hester's abode. The house is not what would be so called in Europe ; it is not even a house in the Oriental sense of the word, but a quaint, confused assemblage of ten or twelve little buildings, each containing one or two rooms on the ground-floor, without windows, and divided one from the other by small courts and gardens ; exactly similar in aspect to some of the poorer convents one meets with in the mountains of Spain and Italy, belonging to the Mendicant Orders. We were each 1830-1838] DJOUN 277 conducted into a kind of narrow cell, without light, and without furniture. According to her usual habits, Lady Hester was not visible till three or four o^clock in the afternoon. Breakfast was served, and we then threw ourselves down on the divan to await the summons of the invisible mistress of this romantic abode. I was asleep, when, at three o^clock, some one knocked at my door to announce that she expected me ; I passed through a court, a garden, an open kiosk trellised with jasmine, then two or three dark corridors, and was introduced by a little negro boy, six or eight years old, into Lady Hester's room. So profound was the darkness that pervaded it, I had some difficulty in discerning the noble, grave, gentle, majestic features of the white-robed figure in Oriental dress which rose from the divan, and advanced with outstretched hand. Lady Hester appears to be fifty ; she has features that years cannot alter. Freshness, colour, and grace depart with our youth ; but when the beauty is in the form, the purity of outline, the dignity, the majesty, and the thought expressed in the face of a man or of a woman, it may change with the different periods of life, but is never lost. Such is Lady Stanhope's. She wore a white turban, with a narrow band of purple woollen wound round the front, the ends falling on either side down to her shoulders. A long yellow Cashmere shawl, and a voluminous Turkish robe of white silk with flowing sleeves, draped her figure in simple and majestic folds ; and it was only through an opening this first tunic left at the chest that one perceived an under-garment of flowered Persian silk reaching to the throat, and there fastened by a pearl brooch. Turkish boots of yellow morocco embroidered in silk completed this beautiful Oriental costume, which she wore with the grace and freedom of a person who had worn 278 LAMARTINE'S INTERVIEW [ch. vii nothing else from her earliest years." — Voyage en Orient^ vol. i. His account of the interviews that followed fills eighteen pages of very small print, and was sub- sequently described by Lady Hester as ^*half of it invention, and the other half incorrect" (see p. 381). One error at least is self-evident. She who liked holding forth alone, would never have suffered him to indulge in the lengthy tirades and disquisitions of which he gives so eloquent a report. They would have been very summarily cut short. I must perforce do the same, as I have no room for them, and can only furnish extracts of this interminable dialogue. ** * You have come a long way to visit a hermit,' she began ; * be welcome. I see very few strangers — one or two, perhaps, in the course of the year ; but your letter pleased me, and I wished to make acquaintance with a person who, like myself, loves God, Nature, and solitude. Something, besides, told me that our stars were friendly, and that we should agree. I am glad to find that my presentiment has not deceived me. Your features, which I now see, the very sound of your footsteps as you came along the corridor, have told me I shall not repent of having wished to see you. Sit down, and let us talk. We are already friends.' ' How, Milady, can you so quickly honour with the name of friend a man whose name and life are entirely unknown to you? You can have no idea who 1 am.' " This was tentative on the part of the poet, but the answer came with blunt frankness : " * That's very true. I know nothing of what you are, according to the world, nor what you have done since you lived among your fellow-men, but I know what you are in the sight of God. Don't think me 1830-1838] DJOUN 279 mad, as the world often calls me ; but I can't resist the need I feel of opening my heart to you. There is a science, lost in your Europe, a science born in the East, where it has never perished, and still lives. I possess it. I can read the stars. We are all of us children of some one of these celestial bodies, that presided at our birth, and whose influence, malign or otherwise, is imprinted in our eyes, our foreheads, our features, the lines of our hands, the shape of our feet, in our gestures and in our gait. I have been with you but a few minutes, yet I know you as well as if I had lived a hundred years in your company. Shall I reveal you to yourself? Shall I predict your destiny ? ' * On no account, Milady,' I replied, with a smile, * I don't deny what I don't understand ; it is quite con- ceivable that man may be under the influence of planets or angels, but I need no revelation to know what I am — corruption, infirmity, and misery! As to my destiny, I should consider it a profanation of the Divinity that conceals it, if I enquired into it of one of His creatures. As regards the future, I believe only in God, liberty, and virtue.' * Never mind,' she said, * believe what you please ; you are evidently born under three happy, powerful, and benign stars, which have endowed you with ana- logous qualities, and will lead you on to an end, that I might, if you chose, indicate to you to-day. God has sent you here to enlighten your soul. You are one of the men with aspirations and good will that He requires as His instruments in the miraculous works He is about to accomplish in this world. Do you believe that the reign of the Messiah has come?' ^ I was born a Christian,' I said ; * that is my answer.' ' A Christian ? so am I ! ' she replied, rather peevishly ; ^ but has not He, whom you call Christ, said — I speak 28o ASTERiAi. liNt^JLUH^JNUES [en. vii to you in parables, but one who cometh after Me will speak to you in spirit and in truth. That is the Messiah who is yet to come, the Messiah whom we expect, whom we shall see with our own eyes, and for whose advent everything in this world is making ready. What will you answer? How will you ex- plain or distort the words I have quoted from your Gospel? What are your motives for believing in Christ ?' * Permit me, Milady,' I replied, * not to enter into a discussion of this kind.' " Nevertheless, he does enter upon it at considerable length, giving his reasons for professing the Christian faith, during which Lady Hester's " eyes were veiled with a little displeasure." But when he cordially agreed with her as to the moral depravity of the social world, and its urgent need of regeneration, they were — *' Alight with tenderness, and an almost supernatural lustre. ' Believe what you like,' she repeated, * you are none the less one of the men I have been expect- ing, sent to me by Providence, who have a great part to play in the work that is in preparation. . . . One of your stars is certainly Mercury, who gives clearness and colour to intelHgence and to speech. You must be a poet; I see it in your eyes and the upper part of your face. There is sunhght, too,' she added, *in the poise of your head, and the way that you throw it back over your left shoulder. You should thank God. There are few men born under more than one star; few under a fortunate one; fewer still whose star, even if favourable, is not counterbalanced by the opposing influence of a hostile star. You, on the contrary, have several, all working together in har- mony to serve you, and aiding one another on your behalf. What is your name ? ' I told her. ' 1 have 1830-1838] DJOUN 281 never heard it!' she replied, in the very accents of truth." Here the outraged poet at last spoke out. *' * Now you see, Milady, what a poor thing is fame ! I have written some verses in my life, that have caused my name to be repeated a million times in all the literary echoes of Europe, yet that echo is too feeble to cross your sea and your mountains, and here I am a new man, a man completely unknown, whose name has never been heard ! ' ' Poet or no poet,' she cried, * I like you, and I hope in you ; we shall meet again, be sure of that. You will return to the West, but will soon come back to the East; it is your home.' * At least the home of my imagination,' I replied. ^ Do not laugh ; I repeat it — your true home — the home of your forefathers. Now I am sure of it. Look at your foot!' *I see on it only,' I replied, 'the dust of your mountain paths, for which I should have to blush in a European reception-room.' * No ! Nothing of the kind ! It is not that ! Look at your foot ! ' (I had never noticed it myself). * The instep is very high ; and when your foot rests on the ground, there is sufficient space between the heel and the toes for water to flow through without wetting it. That is the foot of the Arab ; the foot of the East. You are a son of these climes, and the time is fast drawing near when every one will return to the home of his ancestors. We shall meet again.' Here a black slave appeared, and touching the ground with his forehead, while holding his hands over his head, said a few words in Arabic. 'Go,' she said, 'your dinner is ready; but come back to me soon. I will occupy myself with your horoscope meanwhile — I myself eat with no one. I live too frugally, a little bread and 282 "CIRCE OF THE DESERTS" [ch. vii fruit, whenever I feel the need of food, is sufficient for me; I must not bind a guest to my own regime.' ) V She hardly, however, gave him and his friend time to eat before she sent for him again. He found her smoking a narghileh ; she offered him another ; and they sat and talked a long time — " Always on the favourite subject— the one mysterious theme of this extraordinary woman, this modern magician, so exactly recalling the magicians of an- tiquity — Circe of the deserts ! It appeared to me that the religious opinions of Lady Hester were a clever but confused blending of the different religions in whose midst she had condemned herself to live; mysterious, like the Druses, of whose mystic secret she, perhaps alone in this world, holds the key; resigned, like the Mussulman; a fatalist, like him; expecting the Messiah, like the Jew ; worshipping Christ, like the Christian, and practising His rule of charity and morality. Add to this the fantastic colouring and supernatural dreams of an imagination imbued with the East, and heated by solitude and meditation ; a few revelations, perhaps, made by Arab astrologers, and you will have gained some idea of the mixture of sublimity and oddity which it is more easy to call madness than to attempt to analyse and comprehend. No ! this woman is not mad. Madness, always too evidently manifest in the eyes, is not visible in hers ; their expression is clear and noble ; madness, betrayed in conversation by the sudden, disjointed, eccentric breaks that interrupt it, is never perceptible in Lady Hester's discourse ; it is lofty, mystic, and nebulous, but well sustained, connected, and forcible. If I had to pronounce an opinion, I should say it was a voluntary and simulated madness, 1 830-1838] DJOUN 283 that was perfectly self-conscious, and assumed for reasons of its own. The power for admiration which her genius has exercised, and still exercises, over the Arab population of these mountains, sufficiently proves that this pretended insanity is only the means to an end. The men of this land of miracles, these sons of the rocks and deserts, whose imagination is more vivid and fertile than their horizons of sand and sea, require the words of Mahomet or of Lady Stanhope ! they require the language of the stars, the pro- phecies, the miracles, the second sight of genius! Lady Stanhope understood this ; first by the far- reaching scope of her really superior intellect; and then, perhaps, like all those endowed with great mental powers, she has ended by seducing herself, and become the first neophyte of the symbol she created for others. This is the impression she made upon me." He adds that he would not be surprised to see part of the destiny she foretold for herself accomplished — " an empire in Arabia, a throne in Jerusalem." Lady Hester again repeated that Destiny was irresistible. '** My strength is in that. I await it; I do not call for it. I am growing old; I have diminished my fortune. I am left alone, abandoned on this desert rock, a prey to the first audacious vagabond that may break open my gates; surrounded by a troop of faithless servants and ungrateful slaves, who daily plunder me, and sometimes threaten my life. Only the other day I owed my safety to the dagger I used to defend my breast against a black slave I had brought up. Well ! in the midst of all these tribulations I am happy ; I answer everything with the sacred words of the Mussulman, Allah Kerim! God's will! and I 284 LADY HESTER'S GARDEN [ch. vii await with confidence the future that I have announced to youJ ) >f Coffee was brought in by a black slave every quarter of an hour. After they had smoked several pipes, Lady Hester rose. '' * Come,' she said, * I will show you a sanctuary which I allow no profane person to enter — my garden ! ' We descended into it by a flight of steps ; and I followed her, in a perfect state of enchantment, through one of the most beautiful Turkish gardens I had yet seen in the East. Trellises, from whose green vaults, like millions of fairy lamps, hung clusters of the sparkling grapes of the Promised Land ; kiosks and sculptured arabesques, interlaced with jasmine and other climbing plants, natives of Asia ; marble basins, where the water (artificially conveyed, it is true) comes from the distance of a league to murmur and play in fountains; alleys planted with all the fruit trees of England, of Europe, and of these beauteous climes; green lawns studded with flowering shrubs ; marble borders enclosing masses of flowers, which I never saw before — such is this garden ! We rested alternately in some of the kiosks that adorned it, and never once did Lady Hester's never-failing flow of conversation lose its lofty and mystic tone. ... * Now,' she said at last, ' I will show you a prodigy of Nature, of which the destination is known only to me and my adepts. Eastern prophecies have announced it for many centuries, and now you shall judge for yourself whether these prophecies are accomplished.' She opened a door, and we entered a small court, in which I perceived two Arab mares of the purest breed, and greatest perfection of form. * Look,' she continued, ' at this bay mare. See if 1830-1838] DJOUN 285 Nature has not fulfilled in her all that is written of the mare that is to carry the Messiah : She will be born saddled! I saw, as she said, in this fine animal a freak of Nature sufficiently uncommon to excite the credulity of a semi-barbarous people. She had a broad deep cavity behind her shoulders, so exactly in the form of a Turkish saddle, that she might in truth be said to be born saddled, and that, but for the want of stirrups, she might easily have been ridden without one. This magnificent mare seemed accustomed to the admiration and respect with which Lady Stanhope and her slaves treated her, and to have a foreboding of the dignity of her mission ; no one has ever ridden her, and two black Arab grooms are in constant attendance, never losing sight of her for a single moment. Another mare — snow-white, and in my opinion far handsomer — shares with the mare of the Messiah the respect and care of Lady Stanhope. She, too, has never been ridden. Lady Stanhope did not tell me, but gave me to understand that this mare, though less sacred, had still a mysterious and im- portant mission to fulfil, and I thought I perceived that Lady Hester reserved her for her own use on the day she made her entry, by the Messiah's side, into re-conquered Jerusalem." Lady Hester was now, after much persuasion, induced to receive M. de Parseval, who had been waiting for admission since the morning ; and they all three returned to the same room, and smoked and talked the greater part of the night. So dense became the clouds of smoke that Lady Hester appeared " seen through an atmosphere similar to the atmosphere of invocations." On this occasion he recounts chiefly his own share in the conversation — far greater than I should imagine she would have permitted him to engross ; among other things ex- plaining, at some length, why he was neither an 286 CHARACTER READING [ch. vii aristocrat nor a democrat. ** Well, well! let it be!" cried Lady Hester, when he had done ; ^* let me believe you are an aristocrat, like myself; not one of those young Frenchmen who raise the froth of popular excitement against every institution ordained by God, Nature, or society, and throw down the edifice, that they may erect from its ruins a pedestal for their own envious baseness." Then they talked politics. " * I have done with politics,' she declared ; * I saw enough of them during the ten (!) years I spent with my uncle, Mr. Pitt, when all the intrigues of Europe were at work around me. I despised humanity when I was young ; I won't hear it spoken of now. All that men do for other men is fruitless ; forms and methods are indifferent to me. God and virtue are the foundation of all' . . . ** Turning to lighter subjects, and jesting on the kind of divination which enabled her to discern men's characters at first sight by means of their star, I put this power to the test, and questioned her as to two or three travellers of my acquaintance that had passed under her notice during the last fifteen years. I was struck by the extreme correctness of her impressions in the case of two of these men. She analysed, with wonderful perspicacity and intelligence, the character of one of them ; a character difficult to understand at first sight ; of great strength, veiled by an appearance of the simplest and most engaging geniality ; and what put the climax to my astonishment and most impressed me with ad- miration of this woman's inflexible memory, was that this traveller had only been with her for two hours, and that sixteen years had elapsed from the time of his visit when I enquired of her about him. Silence concentrates and strengthens all the faculties of the soul. Prophets, saints, great men, and poets, have all marvellously apprehended this, and their instinct has i63o-i»3»J DJOUN 287 led them to seek the desert, or isolation from their fellow-men. *'The name of Bonaparte occurred, as it usually does, in conversation. * I thought,' I said, ' that your fanaticism for that man would be a barrier between us.' * I was only a fanatic,' she replied, ' in regard to his misfortunes, and my pity for him.' . . . Thus the night wore away in free discussion, without the least affectation on Lady Hester's part, of any subjects that suggested themselves in a desultory conversation. I felt that no chord was wanting in that powerful and lofty intellect, and that every note of the instrument sounded true, full, and clear — except, perhaps, the chord of metaphysics, which solitude and too high a tension had falsified or raised to a pitch beyond the sphere of human intelligence. We separated with regrets, very sincere on my part, and obligingly expressed on hers. * No farewell,' she said; *we shall often meet again in your travels, and other travels that you do not yet even contemplate. Go and rest, and remember that you have a friend in the solitudes of the Lebanon.' She gave me her hand ; I pressed mine to my heart, in Arab fashion, and we parted." Lady Hester appears to have been greatly amused by Lamartine's little affectations and peculiarities, for she often recurred to them, especially to his way of calling her attention to his foot. *' He pointed his toes in my face," she declared, ** and then turned to his dog and kissed him, and held long conversations with him. He thought to make a great effect when he was here, but he was grievously mistaken. I gave him a letter to Abu Ghosh, who received him very well ; but when he talked about himself, and made out that he was a great man, Abu Ghosh said it was for my sake, and not for his own, that he showed him as much honour as he could. . . . Think of him, getting 288 TOWER OF BABEL [ch. vii off his horse half-a-dozen times to kiss his dog, and take him out of his bandbox to feed him, on the road from Beyrout here ; the very muleteers and servants thought him a fool." She had, as will presently appear (see p. 383), indulged herself by making a little fun of him. Djoun was at this time crowded with fugitives from Acre. Lady Hester's hospitable gates were thrown open to all, and within them alone security was to be found; for the whole country was terrorised by Ibrahim Pacha. Among those she harboured were some whose lives were forfeit, and he peremptorily demanded their surrender. But he blustered and threatened in vain. She sent him word that he must take her own life first, for as long as the breath was in her body the poor people that had sought her protection should remain unmolested under her roof. '* After the siege of Acre," she writes (the letter is undated and without address, but must, I think, have been to Lord Hardwicke), *' which lasted seven months (with an unremitted fire, even during the nights), what remained of the wretched population fled here. I alone dared to acknowledge them ; even the prisoners of the Sultan's army (taken in the neighbourhood of Hems and Hamar), when marched by Sayda, were dying of thirst— neither Turk, Christian, nor Frank would give them a glass of water, all trembling before Ibrahim Pacha. These unhappy people did not come to me, but I sent to them. " In three years my house was like the Tower of Babel, filled as well as the village, with unhappy people from Acre of all nations ; but, with the blessing of God, I got through with it all, and was likewise enabled to stand up alone before the attacks of all these Pachas and rascally Consuls. By the determination and presence of mind which I inherit, I have saved 1830-1838] DJOUN 289 many doomed to have their heads cut oflF; but, in order not to commit the English name^ I always said, * What I do, I do in my own name.' ... I have deprived myself not only of the comforts, but of the necessaries of life to relieve these people. I am sure that you and Lady H. (granting her her mother's feelings) will approve of what I have done. You may recollect I told you old Suleiman Pacha treated me as his child. Could I then see one of his wives — re-married to his treasurer— come out here literally stripped to her shift, and her husband's thighs and legs without skin (they had been blown up with gunpowder), her poor little naked child, her wretched attendants, her hus- band's confidential servant, with both his eyes and nose carried off by a ball — wandering about among persons who were afraid to acknowledge them and turned their backs upon them ? One of the Sultanas has handsomely provided for this woman and her children (for she increased her family while here) at Constantinople. Another, one of the most respectable families of Acre, composed of eighteen persons, being all orphans and widows, without anybody to help them except one poor boy of about fifteen, who had nearly become idiotic from fright ; wounded Mame- lukes and their families ; orphans and widows without any resource whatever; soldiers of all nations, some wounded and some half naked. Look at the accuracy of M. Lamartine ! I had seventy-five of them here at the time that he paid me a visit, but I kept them out of his sight (for his sentiment is all in his pen and not in his heart). . . . Many of these people I have sent to their country, others have been employed, and others are all less or well provided for at this moment, thank God ! I went through fatigue enough to kill a boats- wain ; but whatever sacrifices I may have made of 20 290 THE REFORM BILL [ch. vii money or health, I do not regret it. I should do the same thing to-morrow, if circumstances called for these exertions, in opposition to every one, and certainly the broad-bottomed family " (Grenvilles) " can have no right to blame me. What they did for the King of France,^ and those that surrounded him, I have done in my humble way, not for Abdalla Pacha alone, as the world believes, but for humanity. Ibrahim Pacha I admire infinitely more, being a hero, and having several distinguished qualities ; but as the war-agent of a tyrant who has presumed to raise his arm against his master, I must be the enemy of both^ notwithstanding the kindness with which Mehemet Ali formerly treated me, and the patience Ibrahim Pacha has had with the violence I have often demonstrated to his envoys, who never venture a second time, for they always send a fresh one." Though Lady Hester never read a newspaper, some echoes of the Reform Bill agitation in England had reached Syria. *^ Had I been in England, and a man, I should have fought more duels with Radicals than my cousin, Lord Camelford. Every flower that grows upon his tomb is a greater hero than they are — for the chief cause of all their masquerading is fear — a fear of the future ; but it will all be of none avail. There are few men more proud of their situations than many of them are, or less willing to give up the advantages arising from them. Were they raised to their situa- tions by their own distinguished merits, or by the favour of those whom they affect to despise, or, at 1 (< The father of this Duke of Buckingham," she says in another letter, '' spent for the Bourbons, all the time they were in England, ^25,000 a year.'' i830-i»38J DJOUN 291 least, treat without respect? Enfin^ I shall shortly expect to hear that some boatswain has given his Captain a box on the ear, and that thanks have been voted to him by the House of Commons." We now come to the fascinating chapter in '* Eothen *' that describes Mr. Kinglake's visit to Djoun. His mother had known Lady Hester, in her old Somerset- shire days, as ** the intrepid girl that had been used to break in her friends' vicious horses for them," now, by a strange revulsion of fortune, ** reigning in sove- reignty over the wandering tribes of Western Asia! ... I never," he says, **had heard, nor indeed, I believe, had the rest of the world ever heard, anything like a certain account of the heroine's adventures, all I knew was, that in one of the drawers, the delight of my childhood, there were letters carefully treasured, and trifling presents, which I was taught to think valuable because they came from the Queen of the Desert — a Queen who dwelt in tents and reigned over wandering Arabs." When he arrived at Beyrout he **felt at once that my mother would be sorry to hear that I had been within a day's ride of her old friend without offering to see her, and I therefore despatched a letter to the recluse, mentioning the maiden name of my mother (whose marriage was subsequent to Lady Hester's departure), and saying that if there existed on the part of her Ladyship any wish to hear of her old Somerset- shire acquaintance, I should make a point of calling upon her." The answer was a very kind invitation, brought by Lunardi, who, with another man on horseback, both of them covered with mud, ^'suddenly dashed into the court of the little locanda where I was staying, bearing themselves as ostentatiously as though they were carrying a cartel from the devil to the angel Michael." He named a day for his visit, but after all, " did not start at the time fixed. Whilst still remaining at Beyrout, I received another letter from Lady Hester ; this I will give you, for it shows that whatever the eccentricities of the writer may have been, she could at least be thoughtful and courteous : 292 MR. KINGLAKE [ch. vii " ^ Sir, — I hope I shall be disappointed in seeing you on Wednesday, for the late rains have rendered the river Damoor, if not dangerous, at least very un- pleasant to pass for a person who has been lately indisposed, for, if the animal swims, you would be immerged in the waters. The weather will probably change after the 21st of the moon, and after a couple of days the roads and the river will be passable ; there- fore, I shall expect you either Saturday or Monday. ** * It will be a great satisfaction to me to have an opportunity of inquiring after your mother, who was a sweet, lovely girl when I knew her. ** ^ Believe me, Sir, ** * Yours sincerely, *' * Hester Lucy Stanhope.' ** Early one morning I started from Beyrout. ... I left Saide (the Sidon of ancient times) on my right, and about an hour, I think, before sunset, began to ascend one of the many low hills of Lebanon. On the summit before me was a broad grey mass of irregular building, which, from its position, as well as from the gloomy blankness of its walls, gave the idea of a neglected fortress ; it had, in fact, been a convent of great size, and, hke most of the religious houses in this part of the world, had been made strong enough for opposing an inert resistance to any mere casual band of assailants who might be unprovided with regular means of attack ; this was the dwelling-place of Chatham's fiery grand-daughter. " The aspect of the first court I entered was such as to keep one in the idea of having to do with a for- tress, rather than a mere peaceable dwelling-place. A number of fierce-looking and ill-clad Albanian soldiers were hanging about the place inert, and striving, as 293 well as they could, to bear the curse of tranquillity; two or three of them were smoking their tchibouques^ but the rest were lying torpidly upon the flat stones, like the bodies of departed brigands. I rode on to an inner part of the building, and at last, quitting my horse, was conducted through a doorway that led me at once from an open court into an apaftment on the ground-floor. As I entered, an Oriental figure in male costume approached me from the further end of the room, with many and profound bows ; but the growing shades of evening prevented me from distinguishing the features of the personage who was receiving me with this solemn welcome. I had always, however, understood that Lady Hester Stanhope wore the male attire, and began to utter in English the common civilities that seemed to be proper on the commence- ment of a visit by an uninspired mortal to a renowned prophetess ; but the figure which I addressed only bowed so much the more, prostrating itself almost to the ground, but speaking to me never a word. I feebly strived not to be outdone in gestures of respect ; but presently my bowing opponent saw the error under which I was acting, and suddenly convinced me that at all events I was not yet in the presence of a superhuman being, by declaring that he was far from being ' Miladi,' and was, in fact, nothing more or less godlike than the poor doctor who had brought his mistress's letter to Beyrout. ^' Lady Hester, in the right spirit of hospitality, now sent and commanded me to repose for a while after the fatigues of my journey, and to dine. '' The cuisine was of the Oriental kind— highly arti- ficial, and, as I thought, very good. I rejoiced, too, in the wine of the Lebanon. "After dinner the doctor arrived with Miladi*s 294 RESEMBLANCE TO CHATHAM [ch. vii compliments, and an intimation that she would be happy to receive me if I were so disposed. It had now grown dark, and the rain was falling heavily, so that I got rather wet in following my guide through the open courts that I had to pass in order to reach the presence-chamber. At last I was ushered into a small chamber, protected from the draughts of air passing through the doorway by a folding screen; passing this, I came alongside of a common European sofa. There sat the Lady Prophetess. She rose from her seat very formally— spoke to me a few words of welcome, pointed to a chair— one already placed exactly opposite to her sofa at a couple of yards' distance — and remained standing up to the full of her majestic height, perfectly still and motionless, until I had taken my appointed place. She then resumed her seat — not packing herself up according to the mode of the Orientals, but allowing her feet to rest on the floor or the footstool ; at the moment of seating herself she covered her lap with a mass of loose, white drapery. It occurred to me at the time that she did this in order to avoid the awkwardness of sitting in manifest trousers under the eye of a European ; but I can hardly fancy now that, with her wilful nature, she would have brooked such a compromise as this. " The woman before me had exactly the person of a prophetess — not, indeed, of the divine sibyl imagined by Domenichino, so sweetly distracted betwixt love and mystery, but of a good, business-like, practical prophetess, long used to the exercise of her sacred calling. I have been told by those who knew Lady Hester Stanhope in her youth, that any notion of a resemblance betwixt her and the great Chatham must have been fanciful ; but at the time of my seeing her, the large commanding features of the gaunt woman, 1830-1838] DJOUN 295 then sixty years old or more, certainly reminded me of the statesman that lay dying in the House of Lords, according to Copley's picture. Her face was of the most astonishing whiteness; she wore a very large turban, made seemingly of pale cashmere shawls, and so disposed as to conceal the hair ; her dress, from the chin down to the point at which it was concealed by the drapery on her lap, was a mass of white linen loosely folding — an ecclesiastical sort of affair — more like a surplice than any of those blessed creations which our souls love under the names of dress, and * frock,* and * bodice,' and * collar,' and ' habit-shirt,' and sweet * chemisette.' " Such was the outward seeming of the personage that sat before me ; and, indeed, she was almost bound, by the fame of her actual achievements, as well as by her sublime pretensions, to look a little differently from the rest of womankind. There had been some- thing of grandeur in her career. After the death of Lady Chatham, which happened in 1803, she lived under the roof of her uncle, the second Pitt, and when he resumed the Government in 1804, she became the dispenser of much patronage, and sole Secretary of State for the department of Treasury banquets. Not having seen the lady until late in her life, when she was fired with spiritual ambition, I can hardly fancy that she could have performed her political duties in the saloons of the Minister with much of feminine sweetness and patience. I am told, however, that she managed matters very well indeed. Perhaps it was better for the lofty-minded Leader of the House to have his reception-rooms guarded by this stately creature than by a merely clever and managing woman; it was fitting that the wholesome awe with which he filled the minds of the country gentlemen 296 KINGLAKE^S '' EOTHEN " [ch. vii should be aggravated by the presence of his majestic niece. But the end was approaching. The sun of Austerlitz showed the Czar madly sliding his splendid army, like a weaver's shuttle, from his right hand to his left, under the very eyes — the deep, grey, watchful eyes of Napoleon. Before night came the coalition was a vain thing — meet for history ; and the heart of its great author, when the terrible tidings came to his ears, was wrung with grief — fatal grief. In the bitterness of his despair, he cried out to his niece, and bid her * Roll up the map of Europe.' There was a little more of suffering, and at last, with his swollen tongue (so they say) still muttering something for England, he died by the noblest of all sorrows. *^ Lady Hester, meeting the calamity in her own fierce way, seems to have scorned the poor island that had not enough of God's grace to keep the * heaven- sent ' Minister alive. I can hardly tell why it should be, but there is a longing for the East, very commonly felt by proud people when goaded by sorrow. Lady Hester Stanhope obeyed this impulse; for some time, I believe, she was at Constantinople, and there her magnificence, as well as her near alliance to the late Minister, gained her great influence. Afterwards she passed into Syria. The people of that country, excited by the achievements of Sir Sidney Smith, had begun to imagine the possibility of their land being occupied by the English ; and many of them looked upon Lady Hester as a princess who came to prepare the way for the expected conquest. I don't know it from her own lips, or, indeed, from any certain authority, but I have been told that she began her connection with the Bedouins by making a large present of money (£S^o — immense in piastres) to the sheik whose authority was recognised in the desert, between 1830-1838] DJOUN 297 Damascus and Palmyra. The prestige created by the rumours of her high and undefined rank, as well as of her wealth and corresponding magnificence, was well sustained by her imperious character and her dauntless bravery. Her influence increased. I never heard anything satisfactory as to the real extent or duration of her sway, but I understood that, for a time at least, she certainly exercised something like sovereignty amongst the wandering tribes. And now that her earthly kingdom had passed away, she strove for spiritual power, and impiously dared, as it was said, to boast some mystic union with the very God of very God ! ^ ^* A couple of black slave-girls came at a signal and supplied their mistress, as well as myself, with lighted tchibouques and coffee. **The custom of the East sanctions, and almost commands, some moments of silence whilst you are inhaling the first few breaths of the fragrant pipe; the pause was broken, I think, by my lady, who addressed to me some enquiries respecting my mother, and particularly as to her marriage ; but before I had communicated any great amount of family facts, the spirit of the prophetess kindled within her, and presently (though with all the skill of a woman of the world) she shuffled away the subject of poor, dear Somersetshire, and bounded onward into loftier spheres of thought. *' My old acquaintance with some of * the twelve * enabled me to bear my part (of course a very humble one) in a conversation relative to occult science. Milnes once spread a report that every gang of gipsies was found, upon inquiry, to have come last from a * This report was a gross calumny. There is no recorded word of Lady Hester^s that even hints at so monstrous a suggestion. 298 CLEARNESS OF VISION [ch, vii place to the westward, and to be about to make the next move in an eastern direction ; either, therefore, they were to be all gathered together towards the rising of the sun by the mysterious finger of Provi- dence, or else they were to revolve round the globe for ever and ever. Both of these suppositions were highly gratifying, because they were both marvellous ; and though the story on which they were founded plainly sprang from the inventive brain of a poet, no one had ever been so odiously statistical as to attempt a contradiction of it. I now mentioned the story as a report to Lady Hester Stanhope, and asked her it it were true. I could not have touched upon any imaginable subject more deeply interesting to my hearer, more closely akin to her habitual train of thinking ; she immediately threw off all the restraint belonging to an interview with a stranger ; and when she had received a few more similar proofs of my aptness for the marvellous, she went so far as to say that she would adopt me as her eleve in occult science. ** For hours and hours this wondrous white woman poured forth her speech, for the most part concerning sacred and profane mysteries ; but every now and then she would stay her lofty flight and swoop down upon the world again ; whenever this happened, I was interested in her conversation. " She adverted more than once to the period of her lost sway amongst the Arabs, and mentioned some of the circumstances that aided her in obtaining influence with the wandering tribes. The Bedouin, so often engaged in irregular warfare, strains his eyes to the horizon in search of a coming enemy just as habitually as the sailor keeps his * bright look-out ' for a strange sail. In the absence of telescopes, a far-reaching sight is highly valued, and Lady Hester had this power. 1830-1838] DJOUN 299 She told me that, on one occasion, when there was good reason to expect hostiUties, a far-seeing Arab created great excitement in the camp by declaring that he could distinguish some moving objects upon the very farthest point within the reach of his eyes. Lady Hester was consulted, and she instantly assured her comrades in arms that there were indeed a number of horses within sight, but they were without riders. The assertion proved to be correct, and from that time forth her superiority over all others in respect of far sight remained undisputed. *^ Lady Hester related to me this other anecdote of her Arab life. It was when the heroic qualities of the Englishwoman were just beginning to be felt amongst the people of the desert, that she was marching one day along with the forces of the tribe to which she had allied herself. She perceived that preparations for an engagement were going on; and upon her making inquiry as to the cause, the sheik at first affected mystery and concealment, but at last con- fessed that war had been declared against his tribe on account of his alliance with the English princess, and that they were now unfortunately about to be attacked by a very superior force. He made it appear that Lady Hester was the sole cause of hostility be- twixt his tribe and the impending enemy, and that his sacred duty of protecting the Englishwoman whom he had admitted as guest, was the only obstacle which prevented an amicable settlement of the dispute. The sheik hinted that his tribe was likely to sustain an almost overwhelming blow, but at the same time declared that no fear of the consequences, however terrible to him and his whole people, should induce him to dream of abandoning his illustrious guest. The heroine instantly took her part; it was not for 300 LADY HESTER'S COURAGE [ch. vii her to be a source of danger to her friends, but rather to her enemies; so she resolved to turn away from the people, and trust for help to none save only her haughty self. The sheiks affected to dissuade her from so rash a course, and fairly told her that although they (having been freed from her presence) v^ould be able to make good terms for themselves, yet that there were no means of allaying the hostility felt towards her, and that the whole face of the desert would be swept by the horsemen of her enemies so carefully, as to make her escape into other districts almost im- possible. The brave woman was not to be moved by terrors of this kind, and bidding farewell to the tribe which had honoured and protected her, she turned her horse*s head and rode straight away, without friend or follower. Hours had elapsed, and for some time she had been alone in the centre of the round horizon, when her quick eye perceived some horsemen in the distance. The party came nearer and nearer ; soon it was plain that they were making towards her, and presently some hundreds of Bedouins, fully armed, galloped up to her, ferociously shouting, and apparently intending to take her life at the instant with their pointed spears. Her face at the time was covered with the yashmak^ according to Eastern usage; but at the moment when the foremost of the horsemen had all but reached her with their spears, she stood up in her stirrups, withdrew the yashmak that veiled the terrors of her countenance, waved her arm slowly and disdainfully, and cried out with a loud voice, * Avaunt ! ' The horsemen recoiled from her glance, but not in terror. The threatening yells of the assailants were suddenly changed for loud shouts of joy and admiration at the bravery of the stately Englishwoman, and festive gun-shots were fired on all i53o-i»3»J DJOUN 301 sides around her honoured head. The truth was that the party belonged to the tribe with which she had allied herself, and that the threatened attack, as well as the pretended apprehension of an engagement, had been contrived for the mere purpose of testing her courage. The day ended in a great feast, prepared to do honour to the heroine ; and from that time her power over the minds of the people grew rapidly. Lady Hester related this story with great spirit, and I recollect that she put up her yashmak for a moment, in order to give me a better idea of the effect which she produced by suddenly revealing the awfulness of her countenance. " With respect to her then present mode of life. Lady Hester informed me that for her sin she had subjected herself during many years to severe penance, and that her self-denial had not been without its reward. * Vain and false,' said she, * is all the pretended knowledge of the Europeans ; their doctors will tell you that the drinking of milk gives yellowness to the complexion. Milk is my only food, and you see if my face be not white.' Her abstinence from food intellectual was carried as far as her physical fasting ; she never, she said, looked upon a book nor a newspaper, but trusted alone to the stars for her sublime knowledge. She usually passed the nights in communing with these heavenly teachers, and lay at rest during the daytime. She spoke with great contempt of the frivolity and benighted ignor- ance of the modern Europeans, and mentioned, in proof of this, that they were not only untaught in astrology, but were unacquainted with the common and everyday phenomena produced by magic art. She spoke as if she would make me understand that all sorcerous spells were completely at her command, ioi HIDDEN TREASURE ! [ch. vii but that the exercise of such powers would be derogatory to her high rank in the heavenly king- dom. She said that the spell by which the face of an absent person is thrown upon a mirror was within the reach of the humblest and most contemptible magicians, but that the practice of suchlike arts was unholy as well as vulgar. " We spoke of the bending twig by which, it is said, precious metals may be discovered. In relation to this, the prophetess told me a story rather against herself, and inconsistent with the notion of her being perfect in her science ; but I think that she mentioned the facts as having happened before she attained to the great spiritual authority which she now arro- gated. She told me that vast treasures were known to exist in a situation which she mentioned, if I rightly remember, as being near Suez ; that Napoleon, pro- fanely brave, thrust his arm into the cave containing the coveted gold, and that instantly his flesh became palsied. But the youthful hero (for she said he was great in his generation) was not to be thus daunted ; he fell back characteristically upon his brazen resources, and ordered up his artillery. Yet man could not strive with demons, and Napoleon was foiled. In later years came Ibrahim Pacha, with heavy guns, and wicked spells to boot ; but the infernal guardians of the treasure were too strong for him. It was after this that Lady Hester passed by the spot, and she described with animated gesture the force and energy with which the divining-twig had suddenly leaped in her hands. She ordered excavations, and no demons opposed her enterprise. The vast chest in which the treasure had been deposited was at length discovered, but lo, and behold, it was full of pebbles ! She said, however, io3o-i»3»J DJOUN 303 that the times were approaching in which the hidden treasures of the earth would become available to those who had * true knowledge/ " Speaking of Ibrahim Pacha, Lady Hester said that he was a bold, bad man, and was possessed of some of those common and wicked magical arts, upon which she looked down with so much contempt. She said, for instance, that Ibrahim's life was charmed against balls and steel, and that after a battle he loosened the folds of his shawl, and shook out the bullets like dust. " It seems that the St. Simonians once made over- tures to Lady Hester. She told me that the P^re Enfantin (the chief of the sect) had sent her a service of plate, but that she had declined to receive it. She delivered a prediction as to the probability of the St. Simonians finding the * mystic mother,' and this she did in a way which would amuse you. Unfortu- nately, I am not at liberty to mention this part of the woman's prophecies ; why, I cannot tell, but so it is, that she bound me to eternal secrecy. *' Lady Hester told me that since her residence at Djoun she had been attacked by an illness so severe as to render her for a long time perfectly helpless. All her attendants fled, and left her to perish. Whilst she lay thus alone, and quite unable to rise, robbers came and carried away her property. She told me that they actually unroofed a great part of the building, and employed engines with pulleys for the purpose of hoisting out such of her valuables as were too bulky to pass through doors. It would seem that before this catastrophe Lady Hester had been rich in the possession of Eastern luxuries ; for she told me that, when the chiefs of the Ottoman force took refuge with her after the fall of Acre, they brought their 304 AN OASIS [ch. vii wives also in great numbers. To all of these Lady Hester, as she said, presented magnificent dresses, but her generosity occasioned strife only instead of gratitude, for every woman who fancied her present less splendid than that of another, with equal or less pretension, became absolutely furious. All these audacious guests had now been got rid of; but the Albanian soldiers, who had taken refuge with Lady Hester at the same time, still remained under her protection. ** In truth, this half-ruined convent, guarded by the proud heart of an English gentlewoman, was the only spot throughout all Syria and Palestine in which the will of Mehemet AH and his fierce lieutenant was not the law. More than once had the Pacha of Egypt commanded that Ibrahim should have the Albanians delivered up to him ; but this white woman of the mountain (grown classical, not by books, but by very pride) answered only with a disdainful invitation to 'come and take them.' Whether it was that Ibrahim was acted upon by any superstitious dread of inter- fering with the prophetess (a notion not at all incom- patible with his character as an able Oriental commander), or that he feared the ridicule of putting himself in collision with a gentlewoman, he certainly never ventured to attack the sanctuary ; and so long as Chatham's grand-daughter breathed a breath of life, there was always this one hillock, and that, too, in the midst of a most populous district, which stood out, and kept its freedom. Mehemet Ali used to say, I am told, that the Englishwoman had given him more trouble than all the insurgent people of Syria and Palestine. *'The prophetess announced to me that we were upon the eve of a stupendous convulsion which would 1830-1838] A PROPHECY FULFILLED 305 destroy the then recognised value of all property upon earth ; and, declaring that those only who should be in the East at the time of the great change could hope for greatness in the new life that was then close at hand, she advised me, whilst there was yet time, to dispose of my property in poor, frail England, and gain a station in Asia. She told me that, after leaving her, I should go into Egypt, but that in a little while I should return into Syria. I secretly smiled at this last prophecy as a ' bad shot,' because I had fully determined, after visiting the Pyramids, to take ship from Alexandria for Greece. But men struggle vainly in the meshes of their destiny ! The unbelieved Cassandra was right, after all. The plague came, and the necessity of avoiding the quarantine detention, to which I should have been subjected if I had sailed from Alexandria, forced me to alter my route. I went down into Egypt, and stayed there for a time, and then crossed the desert once more, and came back to the mountains of the Lebanon, exactly as the prophetess had foretold. *' Lady Hester talked to me long and earnestly on the subject of religion, announcing that the Messiah was yet to come. She strived to impress me w^th the vanity and falseness of all European creeds, as well as with a sense of her own spiritual greatness. Through- out her conversation upon these high topics, she carefully insinuated, without actually asserting, her heavenly rank. " Amongst other much more marvellous powers, the lady claimed one which most women have more or less — namely, that of reading men's characters in their faces. She examined the line of my features very attentively, and told me the result : this, however, I mean to keep hidden. 21 3o6 LADY HESTER AS MiMiC Ich. vis " One favoured subject of discourse was that of ' race * ; upon this she was very diffuse, and yet rather mysterious. She set great value upon the ancient French, not Norman blood (for that she vilified), but professed to despise our English notion of * an old family,' She had a vast idea of the Cornish miners, on account of their race, and said, if she chose, she could give me the means of rousing them to the most tremendous enthusiasm. " Such are the topics on which the lady mainly conversed ; but very often she would descend to more worldly chat, and then she was no longer the pro- phetess, but the sort of woman that you sometimes see, I am told, in London drawing-rooms— cool, decisive in manner, unsparing of enemies, full of audacious fun, and saying the downright things that the sheepish society around her is afraid to utter. 1 am told that Lady Hester was, in her youth, a capital mimic, and she showed me that not all the queenly dulness to which she had condemned herself — not all her fasting and solitude — had destroyed this terrible power. The first whom she crucified in my presence was poor Lord Byron. She had seen him, it appeared, 1 know not where, soon after his arrival in the East, and was vastly amused at his little affectations. He had picked up a few sentences of the Romaic, and with these he affected to give orders to his Greek servant in a ton d apameibomenos style. I can't tell you whether Lady Hester's mimicry of the bard was at all close, but it was amusing ; she attributed to him a curiously cox- comical lisp. "Another person, whose style of speaking the lady took off very amusingly, was one who would scarcely object to suffer by the side of Lord Byron — 1 mean Lamartine. The peculiarity which attracted her ridi- 1830-1838] VITUPERATION AS A FINE ART 307 cule was an over-refinement of manner. According to my lady's imitation of Lamartine (I have never seen him myselQi he had none of the violent grimace of his countrymen, and not even their usual way of talking, but rather bore himself mincingly, like the humbler sort of English dandy. *' Lady Hester seems to have heartily despised everything approaching to exquisiteness. She told me, by-the-bye (and her opinion upon that subject is worth having), that a downright manner, amounting even to brusqueness, is more effective than any other with the Oriental; and that amongst the English, of all ranks and all classes, there is no man so attractive to the Orientals — no man who can negotiate with them half so effectively — as a good, honest, open- hearted, and positive naval officer of the old school. " 1 have told you, I think, that Lady Hester could deal fiercely with those she hated. One man above all others (he is now uprooted from society) she blasted with her wrath ; you would have thought that in the scornfulness of her nature she must have sprung upon her foe with more of fierceness than of skill. But this was not so, for with all the force and vehemence of her invective, she displayed a sober, patient, and minute attention to the details of vituperation, which contributed to its success a thousand times more than mere violence. ** During the hours that this sort of conversation, or rather discourse, was going on, our tchibouques were from time to time replenished, and the lady, as well as I, continued to smoke with little or no intermission till the interview ended. I think that the fragrant fumes of the Latakiah must have helped to keep me on ray good behaviour as a patient disciple of the prophetess. 3o8 LADY HESTER'S SECRETARY [cH. vii ^* It was not till after midnight that my visit for the evening came to an end. When I quitted my seat the lady rose, and stood up in the same formal attitude (almost that of a soldier in a state of attention) which she had assumed on my entrance; at the same time she pushed the loose drapery from her lap, and let it fall down upon the floor. " The next morning after breakfast I was visited by my lady's secretary — the only European, except the doctor, whom she retained in her household. This secretary, like the doctor, was Italian, but he preserved more signs of European dress and European preten- sions than his medical fellow-slave. He spoke little or no English, though he wrote it pretty well, having been formerly employed in a mercantile house connected with England. The poor fellow was in an unhappy state of mind. In order to make you understand the extent of his spiritual anxieties, I ought to have told you that the doctor (who had sunk into the complete Asiatic, and had condescended accordingly to the performance of even menial services) had adopted the common faith of all the neighbouring people, and had become a firm and happy believer in the divine power of his mistress. Not so the secretary. When I had strolled with him to such a distance from the building as rendered him safe from being overheard by human ears, he told me in a hollow voice, trembling with emotion, that there were times at which he doubted the divinity of Miladi. I said nothing to encourage the poor fellow in his frightful state of scepticism, for I saw that, if indulged, it might end in positive in- fidelity. Lady Hester, it seemed, had rather arbitrarily abridged the amusements of her secretary ; and especi- ally she had forbidden him from shooting small birds on the mountain-side. This oppression had aroused 1830-1838] DJOUN 309 in him a spirit of inquiry that might end fatally— per- haps for himself— perhaps for the * religion of the place.* **The secretary told me that his mistress was strongly disliked by the surrounding people, and that she oppressed them a good deal by her exactions. I know not whether this statement had any truth in it ; but whether it was or was not well founded, it is certain that in Eastern countries hate and veneration are very commonly felt for the same object, and the general belief in the superhuman power of this wonderful white lady-— her resolute and imperious character, and above all, perhaps, her fierce Albanians (not backward to obey an order for the sacking of a village)-'inspired sincere respect amongst the sur- rounding inhabitants. Now the being 'respected* amongst Orientals is not an empty or merely honorary distinction, but carries with it a clear right to take your neighbour's corn, his cattle, his eggs, and his honey, and almost anything that is his, except his wives. This law was acted upon by the Princess of Djoun, and her establishment was supplied by contributions apportioned amongst the nearest of the villages. " I understood that the Albanians (restrained, I suppose, by the dread of being delivered up to Ibrahim) had not given any very troublesome proofs of their unruly natures. The secretary told me that their rations, including a small allowance of coffee and tobacco, were served out to them with tolerable regularity. ** I asked the secretary how Lady Hester was off for horses, and said that I would take a look at the stables. The man did not raise any opposition to my proposal, and affected no mystery about the matter, but said that the only two steeds which then belonged to 3IO VARIED DISCOURSE [ch. vii Miladi were of a very humble sort. This answer, and a storm of rain then beginning to descend, prevented me at the time from undertaking my journey to the stables, and I don't know that I ever thought of the matter afterwards, until my return to England, when I saw Lamartine's eye-witnessing account of the strange horse saddled, as he pretends, by the hands of his Maker! ** When I returned to my room (this, as my hostess told me, was the only one in the whole building that kept out the rain), Lady Hester sent to say she would be glad to receive me again. I was rather surprised at this, for I had understood that she reposed during the day, and it was now little later than noon. * Really,' said she, when I had taken my seat and my pipe, * we were together for hours last night, and still I have heard nothing at all of my old friends ; now, do tell me something of your dear mother, and her sister ; I never knew your father — it was after I left Burton Pynsent that your mother married.' I began to make slow answer ; but my questioner soon went off again to topics more sublime ; so that this second interview, though it lasted two or three hours, was all occupied by the same sort of varied discourse as that which I have been describing. ** In the course of the afternoon the captain of an English man-of-war arrived at Djoun, and Lady Hester determined to receive him for the same reason as that which had induced her to allow my visit — namely, an early intimacy with his family. I and the new visitor —he was a pleasant, amusing man—dined together, and we were afterwards invited to the presence of my Lady, and with her we sat smoking till midnight. The conversation turned chiefly, I think, upon magical science. I had determined to be off at any early hour 1 830-1838] DJOUN 3H the next morning, and so at the end of this interview I bade my Lady farewell. With her parting words she once more advised me to abandon Europe, and seek my reward in the East ; and she urged me too to give the like counsels to my father, and tell him that * she had said it' " Lady Hester's unholy claim to supremacy in the spiritual kingdom was, no doubt, the suggestion of fierce and inordinate pride most perilously akin to madness ; but I am quite sure that the mind of the woman was too strong to be thoroughly overcome by even this potent feeling. I plainly saw that she was not an unhesitating follower of her own system ; and I even fancied that I could distinguish the brief moments during which she contrived to believe in herself, from those long and less happy intervals in which her own reason was too strong for her. *' As for the lady's faith in astrology and magic science, you are not for a moment to suppose that this implied any aberration of intellect. She believed these things in common with those around her; and it could scarcely be otherwise, for she seldom spoke to anybody except crazy old dervishes who at once received her alms and fostered her extravagances ; and even when (as on the occasion of my visit) she was brought into contact with a person entertaining different notions, she still remained uncontradicted. This entourage, and the habit of fasting from books and newspapers, were quite enough to make her a facile recipient of any marvellous story." For some reason or other, Mr. Kinglake was not allowed to see either her garden or her famous mares. In the summer of 1836 we find poor Lady Hester gnce more the victim of a hoax. Thiis tin;ie she had 312 ANOTHER HOAX [ch. vii inherited an estate in Ireland, the knowledge of which was kept from her by interested persons. It was quite true that a Colonel Needham had be- queathed his estate to Mr. Pitt, who died before hirn, and that it then devolved on Lord Kilmorey, as his heir-at-law. She was now assured that Lord Kil- morey, dying childless, had felt bound to carry out the Colonel's wishes regarding this estate, and had therefore bequeathed it to her as Mr. Pitt's heir. Who but Lady Hester would have been imposed upon by such a tale ? yet she believed it implicitly, and believed it to her dying day. She wrote at once to ask her friend M. Guys to come to her. ** Very extraordinary circumstances have come to my knowledge which I cannot communicate to you by letter. ... I should like to have an opportunity of profiting by your counsel touching certain things somewhat incredible, which have been twice repeated to me by persons much attached to me, but who are not desirous of being known." This friend was the French Consul at Beyrout, who appears to have been of the greatest service to her, taking the place of his English colleague, with whom she would have nothing to do. Several of her letters to him are given in the ** Memoirs," but they are chiefly on business. In one she says : **God grant that the time may come when I shall have it in my power to return you, in some shape, a small measure only of the politeness and attention I have received from you. ... I will send you back the book (* Voyage en Orient ').... Half of what the writer says is false. Before I went to Palmyra I made an excursion into the desert with Lascaris alone, keeping the doctor and the married servants, under one pretext or another, from accompanying me. Lascaris and I were pursued by the Fed^an Bedouins, who were hostile to Mohammed el Fadl, and although 1830-1838] DJOUN 313 our horses never drank for two days, we rode from ten in the morning until after midnight without eating or drinking to get out of their district. Then, again, the dispute between Lascaris and me was about a groom, who, not knowing who he was, would not let him enter my stables at Hamah. His pride would not stop to listen to reason, and he ran away. I met him several years after at Tripoli, and he made me cry for an hour by the excess of his grief and the excuses which he made me — so much so that I, who hardly ever shed tears, was astonished at myself. Poor man ! There indeed was a true courtier, with the most elegant manners and an inconceivable fund of know- ledge, without pedantry. It was not Napoleon that he was so much attached to, it was to him who had the portefeuille. You know very well what he did for him." 1 She also wrote to Lord Hardwicke, ** a man who has rendered me one thousand services without ever having made them known to me, but chance has brought them to my knowledge," asking him to enquire about her Irish estate. A vain quest indeed ! Then she summons back the doctor. Lady Hester to Dr, Meryon ""^ August 2\stj 1836. " I hope I shall not claim in vain the assistance of an old friend, at the moment I most require one I can depend upon, to settle the business of my debts, &c., now made public. Money has been left to me which * This Lascaris, a Piedmontese by birth, was a former Knight of Malta, who had followed Napoleon to Egypt, and been sent by him to explore the route to India, where he then thought of going. Lascaris spent seven years in wandering, under various disguises, among the wild tribes of Mesopotamia and the banks of the Euphrates, feigning a sort of monomania to account for his movements. But when he brought back the result of his researches, he found his labour had been in vain, for the Emperor was no longer on the throne, and re- turning discouraged to the East, died at Cairo, poor, neglected, and unknown. 314 EFFECT OF LAMARTINFS BOOK [ch. vu has been concealed from me. I could hardly at first believe it until I was assured of it by a young lawyer who had the fact from one of my Irish relations. I should wish you to come as soon as you can possibly make it convenient to yourself, and return when the business is over. . . . An English traveller, who has written, as I am informed, a very learned work, told a person that when M. Lamartine's book first came out in England the impression was so strong, that many people who did not personally know me talked of coming here to investigate my affairs and to offer their services, but that they were prevented. A woman of high rank and good fortune" (Baroness de Feriat) "who has built herself a palais in a remote part of America, has announced her intention of passing the rest of her life with me, so much has she been struck with my situation and conduct. She is nearly of my age ; and thirty-seven or thirty-eight years ago — I being personally unknown to her — was so taken with my general appearance, that she never could divest herself of the thoughts of me, which have ever since pursued her. At last, informed by M. Lamartine's book where I was to be found, she took this extra- ordinary determination, and in the spring I expect her. She is now selling her large landed estate, preparatory to her coming. She, as well as Leila, the mare, is in the prophecy " (see p. 210). "The beautiful boy has also written, and is wandering over the face of the globe, till destiny marks the period of our meeting. " I have heard of your situation, and it pains me beyond expression.^ Here you might, I believe, have been happy, and I also comfortable, as I have confi- * '' I understand," she writes to M. Guys, " that the doctor's cir- cumstances are not very flourishing. Poor man ! let him take courage ; he shall be better— ay, shall be well off, when I b.9,ve just put dowr\ ^hose , . ,'' 1830-1838] LUNARDI 315 dence in your integrity ; and, whilst you were regu- lating all as I should have wished, you would have pursued those avocations most pleasing to your taste. What advice can I give you that I have not already given fifty times ? ** Of myself, I can say but little that is amusing ; for, from the time the Egyptian troops entered this country till now, I have been in hot water. After the siege, all that remained of the wretched population fled here. ... It was only at the beginning of this year that I got rid of a family of eighteen persons, all orphans and widows. ... I had, at one time, seventy- five coverlets out for strangers — chiefly soldiers — the village full of families, and those at Sayda and other places coming and going for a little money to buy their daily bread. '* I have saved many lives by my energy and determination, and have stood alone in such a storm! All trembled, Franks as much as the rest ; and if they pretended to act with a little spirit, they were sure to have folly and not justice on their side, and to be at last forced to give in. But the most of them joined, heart and hand, with the usurpers, whom I have treated without mercy, and in the end carried all before me. God helped me in all ; for, otherwise, I never could have got through with it, having no one of any sort of use to me. " Lunardi, Mr. Webb's man, whom you so strongly recommended to me, turned himself into a doctor, and was too much taken up with his new title to be of any use to me; yet, this useless Lunardi is a good- hearted fellow. Were you to see him now, however, you would hardly know him, his manners are so improved, as well as his understanding. I believe, also, that he is attached to me. 3i6 LADY HESTER'S HEALTH [cH. vii ** Anxiety, agitation, and fatigue, together with the violent passions I sometimes put myself in, caused me, only a year ago, to vomit blood enough several times to kill a horse. In seven days it stopped, but yet I was obliged to be bled eleven times in four months and a half, fearing a return. Yesterday I was working like a fellah " (labourer) '* in my garden. I am very thin, but contented about my health, as this gives proof of my natural strength. With the blood running out of my mouth, I was col- lected enough to give orders respecting a man who, if he had been caught, would have lost his head; and no soul in the family knew of this but one, who insisted on seeing me in the state I was in ; and although I could hardly speak, I reflected much, and — thank God ! — settled all to my satisfaction. . . . Do not be uneasy about my health, for an English medical man, who came here after my illness, said he never saw such a constitution in his life, and that my pulse then was a better pulse than his. ^* I am reckoned here the first politician in the world, and by some a sort of prophet. Even the Emir (Beshyr) wonders, and is astonished ; for he was not aware of this extraordinary gift formerly ; but yet all say — I mean enemies — that I am worse than a lion when in a passion, and that they cannot deny I have justice on my side. . . . ** P." (an Italian) '' has gambled away nearly five hundred dollars I gave him about four years ago for things that I wanted, and never sent me any- thing." . . . She gives him a list of commissions — such a pitiful list ! — showing her need of the commonest necessaries. ^^ I want for myself six cups and saucers ; the 1830-1838] LADY HESTER'S REQUIREMENTS 317 top, I think, four inches in diameter, height, two inches. I had a cup I was so fond of, for tea and coffee tasted so good out of it ! It was strong and good china, but it is gone, and one cup held enough for my breakfast — a moderate cup and a half. I want also a teapot, black or red, which you like ; two cream jugs, four milk jugs, in case two are broken (being always in use) ; six plates, four glass things, for butter and honey; a toast rack — not plated, a plated one for strangers ; a dozen basins, some little phials and corks, a few common candlesticks (brass or something strong), a few common entangling combs, a few scrubbing brushes for the kitchen — that is all. " The little black is not twelve years old, yet she does my bedroom, and answers the bell ; she is the only good-tempered black I have seen, so I try to please her, poor thing ! If you come, I should there- fore wish (if not too expensive) that you should bring, as an encouragement, a pair of earrings, a string of beads, a pair of bracelets, and a thimble. ** I do not want any books, having no one to read to me ; it even puts my eyes out to write this." The Baroness de Feriat, whom Lady Hester ex- pected in the spring, represented in her eyes " the woman from a far country " of the prophecy, who was to come and *' partake of the mission." She never came, and I fear she too was a fraud. But why did she announce herself ? What possible motive could she have had in making so extraordinary a pro- posal? There was nothing whatever to be gained by it, except, perhaps, notoriety, and the love of notoriety leads people to do strange things. On the other hand, how could Lady Hester welcome such a prospect? The coming of an unknown woman to remain with us for the rest of her life, would fill most of us with dismay. To her it was but the ful- filment of prophecy, a part of her appointed destiny, and she was pleased and interested. *' I fancy," she 3i8 DR. MERYON RETURNS [ch. vii writes, '* Madame de Feriat must be a woman quite unique!' She was, as usual, persuaded that it was all true, and that the rich lady from a remote part of America was really coming ; and, in perfectly good faith, set about looking for a house for her, and preparing and decorating it. " For the divan-room I should like ornaments of a musical character, for she seems to be very fond of music and of the fine arts." The " beautiful boy " without a father, I am sorry to say, is never mentioned again. Dr. Meryon responded to her summons in the following year, and duly arrived at Beyrout on July ist, 1837, bringing with him — much against Lady Hester's wishes— his wife, his daughter Eugenia, and Eugenia's governess. Their coming was singularly unwelcome to her, and she did not scruple to tell him so. " I could wish you," she writes, " first of all, to come here alone, to see a house at Sayda for your family, and for us to well understand one another before you bring them here. For your sake, I should always wish to show civility to all who belong to you ; but caprice I will never interfere with, for, from my early youth, I have been taught to despise it. . . . I hope your health is quite recovered, and, in the end, that you will have no reason to regret your voyage." This time, then, there was to be no friendly recep- tion, no robing of the honoured guest ; Mrs. Meryon was to be kept at arm's length ; and, ungracious and unkind as Lady Hester's decision appears, there is something to be said in favour of its wisdom. She wished, if possible, to avoid all friction — at any rate, all discussion ; and to guard herself against a recur- rence of the state of things that had existed six years before. And in this she was to a great extent successful. She was not, however, unmindful of Mrs. Meryon's comfort, for she sent one of her servants to attend upon her, as well as mules for the whole party and their luggage. The doctor, disregarding her request, brought them on at once to Sayda, where he 1830-1838] GENERAL LOUSTANEAU 319 found that an earthquake, six months before, had cracked or thrown down more than half the houses, and the French Consul could only offer them his garden, in which to pitch their tent. Dr. Meryon himself went on to Djoun, and returning the next day, found his family bathed in tears. The night before, a deserter, trying to hide himself in the Consular garden, had appeared at the tent door. Mrs. Meryon's shrieks roused the whole household, and the French ladies had vainly endeavoured to convince her there was no danger ; she insisted on being taken away at once. The doctor, at his wits' end, bethought himself of Mar Elias, Lady Hester's former home, which she still retained, and where, though this building, too, had suffered greatly in the earthquake, they found ample accommodation. One of the rooms was occupied by the crazy French prophet, General Loustaneau, now nearly eighty-two, and living, as he had done for twenty years past, on Lady Hester's bounty. ** He had a maid-servant to take care of him; a barber, on fixed days, to shave him. Lamb, mutton, or beef, flour for his bread, and wine, were sent as his consumption required, money being liberally furnished him for purchasing everything else from Sayda." The doctor found that the woman in charge neglected the poor old man, and told Lady Hester so. The next morning he found — *'An extraordinary display on the floor of her bed- room. * See,' she said, * what I am reduced to ! Ever since daylight this morning ' (it was then noon) ' have I been handling pots and pans to make the Prophet comfortable. For on whom can I de- pend ?— on these cold people ? A pack of stocks and btones, who rest immovable amidst their fellow- creature's sufferings! Why did you not give that woman a dressing? I'll have her turned out of the village — an impudent hussy ! ' 320 '^ UNMANAGEABLE— TH ATS ME!" [ch. vii " Here, from having raised her voice, she was seized with a spasm in the throat and chest, and, with a sudden start, * Some water, some water ! make haste ! ' she cried, and gasped for breath as if almost suffo- cated. I handed her some immediately, which she greedily drank. I then threw the window open, and she became better. * Don't leave me, doctor, ring the bell : I can't bear to be left alone a moment, for if one of these attacks were to come on, and I could not ring the bell, what could I do ? You must forgive me if I fall into these violent passions, but such is my nature, I can't help it. I am like the horse Mr. Pitt had. Mr. Pitt used to say, ** You can guide him with a hair ; if I only move my leg he moves on, and his pace is so easy, it's quite charming ; but if you thwack him or contradict him, he is unmanageable " — that's me ! } }} These sudden attacks, with a throttling sense of suffocation, which, as she described it, was like the gripe of a hand upon her throat, seemed to the doctor symptoms of water in the chest, and made him very uneasy. She had long suffered from a chronic cough, that subsided during the summer months, returning with increased violence every winter; and she was in a state of complete emaciation, having been, for the last twenty years, regularly bled four or five times a year. She would seldom or never take his advice, for she prescribed almost entirely for herself, and — *' Had peculiar systems, drawn from the doctrine of other people's star. Such is the state of the balmy air in Syria, that, had she trusted to its efficacy alone, and lived with habits of life like other people, nothing serious was to be dreaded from her illness. But she never breathed the external air, except what she got by opening the windows, and took no exercise, but for about ten minutes or a quarter of an hour daily, 1830-1838] DJOUN 321 when, on quitting her bedroom to go to the saloon, she took two or three turns in her garden to see her flowers and shrubs, which seemed to be the greatest amusement she had." On October 2Sth of this year, she had to take to her bed, and did not leave it again till the following March. It was more owing to the state of her health than from any disinclination to receive visitors, that, in the latter years of her life, she habitually closed her doors against them. She often bitterly regretted that she was unable to see them, as nothing pleased her better than to hold forth on *' sublime subjects," to which — fortunately for himself — she considered the doctor unsuited. Sometimes, too, it was from actual want of funds. " How many times," she said, " have I been abused by the English when I did not deserve it, and for nothing so much as for not seeing people, when perhaps it was quite out of my power ! There was Mr. Anson, and Mr. Strangways, who, because I refused to see them, sat down und^r a tree, and wrote me such a letter ! Little did they know that I had not a bit of barley in the house for their horses, and nothing for their dinner. I could not tell them so ; but they might have had feeling enough to suppose it was not without some good reason that I declined their visit. Many a pang has their ill-nature given me, as well as that of others. I have the note still some- where." On more than one occasion she entertained guests whom she was unable to see, as in the case of Mr. Foster and Mr. Knox. She found that the former was the relation of Sir Augustus, our minister at Turin, and bade the doctor — *^ Go instantly to him, for Sir Augustus is an old 22 :^22 liOSPlTALlTV MADE DIFFICULT [ch. vn friend of mine. Be particularly attentive to Mr. Foster — indeed, to both of them. Tell them I am very sorry I can't see them ; for when I get into conversation I become animated, and then I feel the effects of it afterwards ; but assure them they are welcome to make their home of their present lodging for a couple of days or a couple of hours — as long as they like. . . . Go, go ! and make them as comfortable as you can." It is easy enough to entertain guests when all that is required is to give the necessary orders ; poor Lady Hester had to practise hospitality under far different conditions. For her it entailed endless worry and trouble. She had to contrive and consider how it was possible to furnish them with a decent dinner. The doctor told her he had seen the cook, and made out the best bill of fare he could. '* But now," she said, **what can be got for their dejeuner a la fourchette'i — for there is nothing in the house. Ah, yes! let me see— there is a stew of yesterday's that I did not touch ; that may be warmed up again, and some potatoes added ; and then you must taste that wine that came yesterday from Garyfy, to see if you think they will like it. The spinach my maid must do — I have taught ZezefOon to do it very well." Here she rang for Zezefoon, and gave directions for the spinach, adding : ''The strangers must have some of my butter and some of my bread. Likewise give out the silver spoons, and knives and forks ; they are under that cushion on the ottoman there ; and mind you count them when you give them to Mohammed, or they will steal one, and dispute with you afterwards about their number — a pack of thieves ! " Mr. Foster asked for a glass of lemonade. Little could he have imagined the commotion caused by this modest request. "Lemonade!" cried Lady Hester; "why, the maid said the secretary had been to ask for some violet syrup for them; now, which is it they want? And then, who is there can make lemonade? — not a soul but myself in the whole house ; and poor I am obliged to wear out my little strength in doing the most trivial 1830-1838] LADY HESTER'S VISITORS s^s offices. Here I am— I wanted to write another letter to go by the steamboat, and now all my thoughts are driven out of my head. Zezefoon ! order the gardener to bring me four or five of the finest lemons on the tree near the alley of roses— you know where I mean — and prepare a tray with glasses." And Lady Hester was presently sitting up in bed to squeeze lemons for the lemonade. She, who maintained so many pensioners and retainers, apparently made but scant provision for herself. She named to the doctor some of the visitors she had received during the past years ; apparently there were but few ; and in most cases he gives only their initials. Besides Captain Pechell and Captain Yorke, both of whom '* she liked and thought clever men," there were the Due de Richelieu, '' more like a militia officer than a French duke," a *' sensible Scotchman,'' Mr. Dundas (during whose visit the girl Fatoom picked her pocket of her keys, ransacked her cupboards, and carried off all that was worth having), Count Delaborde, Dr. Mills, Count de la Porte, Lord St. Asaph (afterwards Earl of Ashburnham), &c., &c. '' Did Lord St. Asaph publish anything?" she once asked. ** He was very active, and went about seeking for antiquities every- where ; whenever he heard of anything, off he set, and visited it. When he saw my garden he expressed great admiration of it, and assured me that it was not only well kept for this country, but better kept than many a gentleman's grounds in England." About two months after his arrival, clouds began to appear on the doctor's domestic horizon. Mrs. Meryon took a dislike to Mar Elias, refused to remain there, and wished Lady Hester to provide them with a house at Dar Joon, nearer at hand, where her husband might spend his evenings with her. This Lady Hester declined to do ; she said a house must be sought for elsewhere, and ignored her claims to her husband's society. She was not, as we have seen, partial to her own sex ; there were very few women she really liked, and Mrs. Meryon certainly was not one of them. ** Women," she would say, *^ must be one of three things. Either they are politicians and literary char- acters; or they must devote their time to dress, 324 LADY HESTER ON HUSBANDS [ch. vii pleasure, and love; or, lastly, they must be fond of domestic affairs. I do not mean by * domestic affairs ' a woman who sits working at her needle, scolding a couple of children, and sending her maid next door to the shop for all she wants ; there is no trouble in that. What I mean is a yeoman's wife, who takes care of the butter and cheese, sees the poultry yard attended to, and looks to her husband's comfort and interest. As for the advantage of passing your evenings with your family, which you urge as a reason for having them near you, all sensible men that I have ever heard of take their meals with their wives, and then retire to their own room, to read, write, or do what they have to do, or what best pleases them. If a man is a fox- hunter, he goes and talks with his huntsman or the grooms, and very good company they are ; if he is a tradesman, he goes into his shop ; if a doctor, to his patients ; but nobody is such a fool as to moider away his time in the slip-slop conversation of a pack of women." On further reflection, however, she felt that she had no right, for the sake of her own affairs and her personal convenience, to retain the doctor in a position of constraint and discomfort. She wrote to him (he was then laid up with a bad leg) as follows : Lady Hester to Dr. Meryon " DjOUN, " September 22,rd^ 1837. *' Whilst waiting for M. Guys' answer, I have some remarks to make, worthy of your attention. I do not speak in wrath, my dear doctor, but I do not see how, at this period, you are to help yourself; and it is plain to perceive that you will not be able in any way to accomplish the objects you came for. Therefore, 1 should deem it an act of folly to stick you up as 1830-1838] DJOUN 325 a sort of Maskera " (show) " in the public eye at Beyrout, merely to write a few letters. The whole of my business M. Guys offered to undertake before I sent for you, and to come here and write for me ; but I had reasons for wishing you to come, which no longer exist ; for under no circumstances do I see that you would be comfortable near me, nor should I wish it, either at present or in future. Therefore, if you like to pass the winter at Cyprus, where, perhaps, you would be more comfortable than at Beyrout, you are at full liberty to do so. When my affairs are settled, you might then, if Cyprus pleases you, pur- chase a little terro there, or return to Europe, as you like best. " I am very glad that you wrote to M. Guys yourself; for I had described a country house near some village, and you have described a sort of coffee- house near the gate of the town. You talked to me of Mrs. M.'s great love of retirement (which I laughed at, at the time), and therefore she chooses a house on the high road. But leave all that childish, vulgar stuff. I do not wish for a hasty answer, as this subject requires reflection. Try and make yourself comfort- able, and I shall find means of settling my business to my satisfaction ; only I must have a clear and distinct answer, that I may make arrangements accordingly. ... Do not fidget yourself about me. I have made many awful sacrifices in my life, surely I can make a small one, when I know what it is." The doctor, however, would not accept his dismissal, for he did not wish to go. He was busily employed, little as she suspected it, in collecting materials for the ** Memoirs." Matters were arranged, a house was found that satisfied Mrs. Meryon, and all went on as before. 326 DR. MERYON^S INACCURACIES [ch. vii In offering to part with the doctor, Lady Hester was really making a sacrifice, and in more respects than one, her greatest pleasure was to hear him read aloud the books she was debarred from reading herself. They were generally Memoirs (Sir Nathaniel Wraxall, Lady Charlotte Bury, etc.), recalling old scenes and former friends and acquaintances, and whenever a familiar name occurred, she launched forth into reminis- cences and anecdotes. These the doctor collected for his book, furnishing us with a vast amount of gossip, besides a great deal of rambling and random talk on every subject under the sun. Nor does he omit the various scoldings, lectures, and snubbings of which he was the recipient, and they were many and grievous. Of the anecdotes, I have only given two or three she tells of herself in early days, and even these with doubt and misgivings, for such of these stories as I have been able to test I have invariably found in- correct. Her memory had become more and more treacherous and confused, and was quite unreliable; she evidently often gave the wrong names, jumbled together different events, distorted and exaggerated others, and was altogether oblivious of dates. The two years she had spent with Mr. Pitt became ten. The doctor, too, though he tells us he often wrote down what he had heard as soon as he got home, probably made a great many mistakes. She says in one of her letters (see p. 414) that he constantly made mischief by his want of accuracy, and even a scrupu- lously exact man would have found it difficult, not to say impossible, to retail without error a conversation that had lasted for several hours together. I rather agree, too, with M. Charles {Revue des deux Mondes, 1845) in thinking that his own mind became confused and perplexed. ** Elle lui avait parle d'astrologie, de chiromancie, de jumens sacrees, de Pitt, de Chatham, des etoiles, de serpens a tete humaine et de la pierre philosophale; elle Tavait appelle idiot, bonhomme, tete de bois, et buche, Elle Tavait caresse, flatte, mystifie, insults, pr^ch^, console, confess^, compliments, et r^gal^, si bien qu'il ne savait plus du tout ou il en ^tait." 1830-1838] LADY HESTER^S INACCURACIES 327 I will now give one or two instances of the untrust- worthiness of Lady Hester's memory. ** James might think/' she says (Vol. II., p. 38), **he did a great deal for me, but, let me ask you, did I not make a pretty great sacrifice for Lord Mahon and for him ? 1 sold a pretty round sum out of the American funds, and James took possession of about ;^5oo worth of plate of mine, and of my jewels, and of Tippoo Saib's gold powder flask, worth ;£'200." My father never received any money from her, and his brothers had (as appears from their letters) whatever they required from him. Jewels Lady Hester certainly never possessed, and I cannot understand how she acquired ^500 worth of plate or any money in the South American funds. Tippoo Saib's powder flask remained in her pos- session, and was left in Messrs. Coutts' care when she left England. It was officially valued at ;^2i 155. Then she speaks (Vol. II., p. 54) of a former mattre d hotel of Mr. Pitt named Rice, who was a protege o{ hers, and — " Not like you, doctor, for he listened to my advice. The very first thing Mr. Pitt did, after coming into office the second time, was to provide for Mr. Rice. We had just got to Downing Street, and every- thing was in disorder. I was in the drawing-room ; Mr. Pitt, I believe, had dined out. When he came home, * Hester,' said he, * we must think of our dear, good friend Rice. I have desired the list to be brought to me to-morrow morning, and we will see what suits him.' * I think we had better see now,' I replied. *Oh, no, it is too late, now.' *Not at all,' I rejoined, and I rang the bell and desired the servant to go to the Treasury and bring me the list. 'VOn examining it, I found three places for which he was eligible. * Rice,' said I,, 'here are three places to be filled up. One is a place in the Treasury, where you may fag on and, by the time you are forty-five or fifty, you may be master of twenty or 328 A WELCOME PRESENT [ch. vii five and twenty thousand pounds. There is another will bring you into contact with poor younger sons of the nobility, you will be invited out, get tickets for the opera, and may make yourself a fine gentle- man. The third is in the Customs ; there you must fag a great deal, but you will make a great deal of money. It is a searcher's place.* " My father remembered this Mr. Rice perfectly. He was never in Mr. Pitt's household, and received his office from Mr. Addington. She was evidently think- ing of some one else. Again (Vol. 11. , p. 31), "I was not insensible to praise from such a man " (Mr. Pitt), ** and when, before Home Tooke and other clever men, he told me I was fit to sit between Augustus and Maecenas, I suppose I must believe it." My father adds this marginal note, " Home Tooke did not dine in company with Mr. Pitt, but was, during his administration, sent to the Tower on a charge of high treason." May I confess that I am also a little sceptical as to his placing her between Augustus and Maecenas ? and that I am inclined to think he spoke in jest when he said to her (Vol. II., p. 32), ^* If you were a man, Hester, I would send you on the Continent with sixty thousand men and give you carte blanche ; and I am sure that not one of my plans would fail, and not one soldier would go with his shoes unblacked." It would be very unfair to judge Lady Hester by her conversation at this period of her life, but, accord- ing to her sister, it did not do her justice even in her best days. ''I do not know," writes Lady Griselda to my father, full of dismay and indignation at the announcement of the doctor's book, '* whether I underrated her, but I believe her reputation for talent of a superior kind would, like Buonaparte's, be diminished by detaihng her conver.sations, which, though amusing, no sensible person could listen to without feeling their great emptiness." In September of this year Lady Hester received a present that pleased her very much, even though it came from England. It was a splendidly bound copy of '*The History of the Temple of Jerusalem, 1830-1838] "FORGOTTEN BY THE WORLD" 329 translated by the Rev. J. Reynolds/' forwarded by the Oriental Translation Fund Society, with a com- plimentary letter from the president, Sir Gore Ouseley. Her letter of thanks contains, as wnll be seen, a dis- sertation on one of her favourite topics — the Arabic origin of European families. Her method of proof is very simple. With a fine disdain of etymology, she takes her stand upon a similarity of sounds in the pronunciation of names and words, and at once assumes their connection. She even found an Arabic origin for her grandfather's title of Chatham, but, by a cruel omission, neglected to affiliate our own family. Lady Hester to Rt. Hon. Sir Gore Ouseley "DjouNi ON Mount Lebanon, " September 2oih, 1837. " Forgotten by the world, I cannot feel otherwise than much flattered by the mark of attention which it has pleased the society of learned men to honour me with. I must therefore beg leave, in expressing my gratitude, to return my sincere thanks. You must not suppose that I am the least of an Arabic scholar, for I cannot neither read nor write one word of that language, and am (without affectation), a great dunce upon some subjects. Having lived part of my life with the greatest philosophers and politicians of the age, I have been able to make this observation^ that all of them, however they may dispute and ingeniously reason upon abstruse subjects, have, in moments of confidence, candidly declared that we can go no farther. Here we must stop— all is problematical; therefore I have wished, however it may appear presumptuous, to go farthir and remove some of these stumbling-blocks, not by erudition, but by trusting to some happy accident. " It is extraordinary that many of this nature have occurred to me during my residence in the East. 330 O'BRIEN OR OBEYAN [ch. vii First, many proofs of the fallacy of history; next, being denied, and even scouted as gross superstition, many curious facts, which are pretended to be doubted, because no one knows how to account for them, but which real knowledge can clearly substantiate. There is a work in which Alexander the Great is clearly proved the son of the High Priest of Jupiter Ammon, and it was by his father's instructions that he succeeded in confining Gog and Magog, of which the name of the Cid Skander is the corroborative evidence. Then the gap in history which ought to be filled up with the reign of Malek Sayf (a second King Solomon) and his family, and after him Hamzy, the sort of Messiah of the Druses, who is expected to return in another form. I once saw a work which clearly proved the Pyramids to be antediluvian, and that Japhet was aware that the deluge was to be partial, as he placed that which was most valuable to him in another part of the world. " But what I have taken the most pleasure in, is the different races of men — more important, it must be granted, than even those of horses, whose history in former times was intimately connected with that of their masters. I should be rather led to suppose that the name of O'Brien was Obeyan or Abeyan, which famous race may perhaps take its name from its master. One of my mares is of this race, not the one with the two backbones, which is mentioned by an ancient prophecy. *' The Bedoween Arabs may be divided into two distinct' classes, original Arabs and the descendants of Ismael, whose daughter married the ninth descend- ant of the great Katan, out of which germ sprang the famous tribe of Koreish, subdivided into many tribes, and which are a mixture of Hebrew blood.. 1830-1838] SCOTTISH ANTECEDENTS 331 One of the most famous tribes was that of the Beni Hasheniz, from which spring the Boshn^k and the Beni Omeyu, the Irish, always famous for the beauty of their women. The Scotch are hkewise Koreish — the nobihty descending from the King Al Yem (and his court), father of Gebailuata, who headed the fifty thousand horse, when they took their flight from the Hedjaz, after a quarrel with the Caliph Omar. They resided some time in Syria, but when the town of Gebeili became inadequate to contain their numbers, many took themselves oflf to the Emperor Herculius, towards Antioch and Tarsus. '*They afterwards left this country in four different divisions, the Scotch, the Irish, the Bosn^ks, and the Albanians ; the Albanians being joined by the dis- banded soldiers of Tamerlane, called Shams, who adopted their dress and manners, and passed for Albanians, but are rather despised to this day by the thoroughbred Albanians, of which I consider the Josca to be the true breed, of whom the great, to this period, marry only among themselves ; still pre- serving in their persons that lightness which the Ghigars have not, whose race is rather mon- grelized — although perhaps finer men upon the whole — identified more by their courage and activity than by their persons with the native Arabs. It is said that one tribe went to India, but I doubt this authority, and think that perhaps they took the road to India, but did not arrive there; for the tribe of Malek is now to be found visiting at times the blacks in Africa, who are equally astonished by their beauty as well as by the positive interdiction of lying among them. They call themselves Koreish, but they are in fact a generation before the Koreish, the first of whom was>Ferk, or Fish, or Fyr. - In case of the tribe of 332 SCOTTISH ANTECEDENTS [ch. vii Malek counting for one, the Scotch and Irish must have gone together. *' The names of Minorca and Majorca have likewise references, which are too long to enter upon. '* Gibraltar probably took its name from the great chief Gebailu Alta, and the monkeys remaining on the mountain without doing any harm or infesting the town seem to indicate that they are confined to certain localities by talismanic art, well known among the Koreish, but ill-understood in these days. " If you had not an Arab sign about you, which I observed when you first made your diplomatic bow, I should hardly venture to express this supposition, as it would place me still higher in the list of mad- women, in which I now stand before the eyes of the world. Notwithstanding, I can bring facts incontro- vertible or corroborative to prove a// that I assert, and my suppositions, therefore, are only founded upon facts of the same nature. " But first, respecting the South, I should like to know how the name of one of the most famous and greatest idols of the East, Lochaber, was transported into Scotland — from whence, and by whom ? and Malcolm (Ma-el-com) — I will leave you learned to guess the import ; Ameltoo (I have done it), Hamilton ; Addeitoo (I have numbered them) answers to Omar ; Macduff, with the tambourine, that is, with the band of music ; Mackenzie (maalkenz), with the treasure, probably the Khasmadar\ Elphinstone (the pistachio nut) ; Gordon (gurdan), a jewel worn by women round the neck. The tribe of Gordon is now in the Neaja country, about thirty-six days from Bussora; the. tribe of Argyle has at times sojourned on the borders of Syria. *'I need not go any farther; you must look bver 1830-X838] PHILOSOPHER OF CHANCE 333 the Scotch titles and names 'of persons and places, and you will see how many there are who, it is plain to perceive, are of Arabic origin, and you will soon observe the relation they bear either to circumstances, former employments, propensities, or tastes. '* You cannot expect, when a Frenchman remains forty years in England, and can neither pronounce or spell a name, that during such a lapse of time many of these names should not have undergone changes, but their origin is yet evident. '*The Duke of Leinster's motto {Crom Aboo, his father's vineyards) has a grand signification, alluding to the most learned of works, of which only two copies exist, and which was not well understood even by the great Ulemas until about five hundred years afterwards, when Shaikh Mohadeen of the Beni Taya found out the key. " If I have intruded too long on your valuable time, and that the philosopher of chance should have pre- sumed to have offered a little heterogeneous informa- tion to the learned, you. Sir, must the more willingly forgive me, as your name holds such intrusion in command — * I want you ' (Ouseley). Your star denotes you to be of admirable good taste and great perspicuity, and the sign I have mentioned that you are of ancient origin, therefore well calculated to investigate the subjects I have had the honour to lay before you. ** You will forgive me for having used the pen of another, but my sight and state of health will not at all times allow of my writing a long letter. " I salute all the philosophers with respect. ** Hester Lucy Stanhope." How astounded the old Celts would have been to hear that their rousing war cry, Crom-a-boo^ was an allusion to the most learned of Eastern works ! 334 PRESS GANGS [ch. Vii During this autumn, a forced levy for Ibrahim Pacha's army was carried on with merciless severity in Syria. Till the Egyptian conquest conscription had been unknown, for the Pacha's troops were always mercenaries ; but now, without a note of warning, the scourge descended upon the land. One evening, as the people of Sayda were coming out of the mosques and coffee-houses, they were waylaid by gangs of soldiers, who seized upon all the young men. The gates of the town had been previously closed, but some got away to the houses on the town walls, from whence they were let down by baskets into the open country. Here they were comparatively safe, for there were plenty of hiding-places, such as caves, ancient sepulchres, &c., that were known only to the peasants and shepherds, who faithfully guarded them. Others found a refuge in the Consulates, where no one could venture to molest them. But when this became known, the poor old fathers were dragged out in front of these houses, and flogged nearly to death under their sons' eyes, till, in their torture, they called upon them to give themselves up — ** Come out ! come out, and save our lives!" Women were hung up by the hair of their head and whipped till they disclosed their sons' hiding-places. Those that were taken were never seen again. Once a soldier, always a soldier, in Ibrahim Pacha's army; death or desertion alone released them from service, and they were promptly drafted off to Egypt, while the Egyptian conscripts were brought to Syria. During this time of panic and distress, many entreaties for protection were addressed to Lady Hester. The old barber surgeon of Sayda, Mustafa, came to implore her to take two of his sons into her service: "a letter from the Syt to the commandant would save them." She was ill, and could not see him, but the doctor brought her his petition. ** She considered the matter over, and as Mustafa was rather a favourite, she said at first, * 1 think I will write to the commandant, for poor Mustafa will go crazy if his children are taken away from him. I have only to say that I wish the commandant to 1830-1838] LADY HESTER'S DREAM 33S baksheesh ' (make a present of) * these boys to me, and I know he will do it.' Then, reflecting a little while, she altered her mind. * No, doctor,' says she, * it will not do > I must not do anything in the face of the laws of the country ; and besides^ I shall have all the fathers and mothers iil Sayda up here. Go, tell him so.' I did, and Mustafa returned very much dispirited to Sayda." Then two of her Unaids, Fatoom and Saada, came and fell down before her, kissed her feet and the hem of her garment, and begged her for the love of God to save their brothers, who had been put down on the fatal roll. She dismissed them with the same answer she had given to Mustafa and all the other suppliants. She could do nothing contrary to the law of the land, and their brothers must take their chance with the rest. But she had a plan of her own. " Three or four days had elapsed, when, quitting my house in the morning to go to Lady Hester's," writes the doctor, ** I found that all her people were full of an extraordinary dream she had had. She had seen in her vision a man with a white beard, who had conducted her among the ravines of Mount Lebanon to a place where, in a cavern, lay two youths apparently in a trance, and had told her to lead them away to her residence. She attempted to raise them, and at the same moment the earth opened and she awoke. As soon as I saw Lady Hester, she recounted to me her dream to the same effect, but with many more particulars. Being in the habit of hearing strange things of this kind from her, I thought nothing of it, although 1 well knew there was something intended by it, as she never spoke without a motive. "Next morning I saw, as I passed the porter's lodge, two peasant lads sitting in it ; and as soon as I got to 336 LADY HESTER'S STRATEGY [ch. vii Lady Hester's room, she asked me if I had observed them. * Isn't it wonderful, doctor,' said she, *that I should have had exactly the same dream two nights following? and the second time so strongly impressed on my mind, that I was sure some of it would turn out true, and so it has. For this very morning, long before daylight, I had Logmagi called, and describing to him the way he was to go in the mountain until he should come to a wild spot I pointed to him, I sent him off; and sure enough, he found these two lads you saw, concealed, not in a cave, but in a tree, just where I had directed him to go. **^They are two runaway conscripts, and although I know nothing of them, yet I seem to feel that God directed me to bring them here. Poor lads ! did you observe whether they looked pale ? They must be in want of nourishment ; for the search that is going on everywhere after deserters is very hot. Logmagi himself had no very pleasant task to perform ; for, if they had mistaken him for a man in search of them, one against two in the heart of the mountain ran some risk for his life. You know, one deserter the other day wounded three soldiers who attempted to take him, and another killed two out of five, and although taken, was not punished by the Pacha, who exchanged willingly an athletic gladiator, who had proved his fighting propensities, for two cowards.' '* These two lads, whom Lady Hester pretended not to know, were the brothers of Fatoom and Saada.^ They were put into a room in an inner enclosure, where they had comfortable quarters assigned them, and were kept for two months hid from observation, ^ I well remember how Sir Frederic Lamb (the diplomatist, after- wards third and last Viscount Melbourne) praised the great cleverness of her method of managing this affair, and the knowledge it displayed of the Oriental character. 1830-1838] LOGMAGI 337 by which means they escaped the conscription for that year. At the end of their term, they were one day turned out, told they might go home in safety, and warned that, if ever they made their appearance near the house, they would be flogged. Such were Lady Hester's eccentric ways! and just as they were wasting their breath in protestations of gratitude they were frightened out of their senses. No doubt the reason was that, as, from their long stay in the premises they were more or less acquainted with every locality, it might be that they had formed a plan to carry off stolen goods, which Lady Hester had thus the fore- sight to frustrate." Logmagi, or, more properly, Hassan-el-Logmagi, here first mentioned, had been for some years installed as Lady Hester's steward, purveyor, emissary, and factotum at Sayda. All her transactions with the people of the country passed through his hands : he distributed many of her charities, and had travelled on her behalf to Constantinople and Marseilles. He was " a good-looking, cheerful fellow," who had begun life as a sponge-diver (hence his appellation), then traded along the coast in a small craft of his own, and latterly received from Abdalla Pacha the command of one of his armed cruisers. His little schapka had been chartered to convey the doctor and his family to Cyprus six years before; he thus became known to Lady Hester, who took a fancy to him, and when, after the fall of Acre, Abdalla Pacha had been sent in chains to Egypt, engaged him for her own special service. He was quite uneducated, and could neither read nor write, but had a good deal of native shrewd- ness and mother-wit, and was a great newsmonger, keeping Lady Hester well informed of all that went on in the country.^ She had, besides, several other spies and secret emissaries, and was always perfectly well acquainted with the course of affairs at Damascus, Acre, Aleppo, &c. ^ I afterwards heard at Sayda that Logmagi amassed a large fortune, which was dissipated by his spendthrift sons. 23 338 A LONGED-FOR LETTER [ch. vii For some months past she had been anxiously expecting a letter from Sir Francis Burdett. Lord Hardwicke had apparently regarded her Irish estate as a mere hallucination, and she had turned for assistance and information to the friend of her youth, whom she always remembered with the greatest regard. She had perfect confidence in his truth and loyalty, and was persuaded that he would see her righted. On his answer everything now depended ; it was her last chance. She had announced that she would soon be able to pay her creditors ; they were clamouring for the expected money, and she was forced to stave off, as best she might, their growing importunity. Each time a mail steamer arrived on the coast she was in a fever of expectation and impatience, and could not rest till she knew what it had brought her. Messenger after messenger was despatched in breathless haste to fetch the expected letter, but they always returned empty-handed ; no letter had come. The suspense and anxiety told terribly upon her in her enfeebled state. She was, in truth, very ill: so thin that her bones almost pro- truded through her skin, and she could find no position of ease in which to lie down. Her cough was so violent and incessant that she could scarcely either speak, or listen to the doctor's reading ; and during this miserable winter her indomitable spirit for the first time gave way. One day the doctor found her in tears. " Doctor," she gasped out, '' I am very poorly to-day, and I was still worse in the night. I was within that " (holding up her finger) '* of death's door, and I find nothing now will relieve me. A little while ago I could depend on something or other, when seized with these spasmodic attacks, but now everything fails ! How can I get better, when I can't have a moment's repose from morning till night ? When I was ill on former occasions, 1 could amuse myself with my thoughts, with cutting out in paper — why, I have a closet full of models, in paper, of rooms, and arches, and vaults, and pavilions, and buildings, with so many plans of alterations, you can't think. But now, if I want a pair of scissors, they can't be found ; if I want a needle and thread, there is none forthcoming ; and I am wearied to death about the smallest trifles." She paused, and then resumed : '' I 1830-1838] "AN HUMBLE INSTRUMENT" 339 have been under the saw" (drawing the little finger of her right hand backward and forward across the forefinger of her left) *'for many years, and not a tooth but what has told; but it is God's will, and I do not repine ; it is man's ingratitude that wounds me most. How many harsh answers have even you given me, when 1 have been telling you things for your good : it is that which hurts me. When I see people of understanding moidering away their time, losing their memory, and doing nothing that is useful to mankind, I must be frank, and tell them of it. You are in darkness, and I have done my best to enlighten you ; if I have not succeeded, it is not my fault. As for pleasing or displeasing me, put that out of your head; there is no more in that than in pleasing or displeasing that door. I am but a worm — a poor, miserable being — an humble instrument in the hand of God." The doctor was so affected that he, too, burst into tears, and Lady Hester at once set about to comfort him, and restore him with coffee and orange-flower water. Another time he found, to his surprise, that she had risen from her sick bed, and gone into the garden, in order that her room might be put to rights. In consequence of her long con- finement, this had become urgently necessary, and she asked the doctor to superintend the cleaning, lest her thieving maids should rob her of the few things she still retained. He was shocked at the state m which he found her sick-room. *' But, oh ! what a sight! — such dust, such confusion, such cobwebs! Never was a lady's room seen before in such a condition : bundles, phials, linen, calico, silk, gallipots, clothes, etuiSy papers, were all lying about on the floor, and in the corners, and behind and under the scanty furniture ; for all this while she had been afraid to get the chamber put in order, lest her servants should take advantage of the opportunity to plunder her." Her silver spoons she was obliged (as we have seen) to keep under a cushion on her divan. Well might she cry, " Who is to take care of me, surrounded as I am with those horrible servants?" On New Year's Eve, again, she cried long and bitterly, and, calling to Zezefoon to dress her, rushed out of her bedroom and into the saloon; but here, during her illness, the sofa cushions had been piled up and 340 AN UNREPENTANT PRODIGAL [ch. vii the sofa mattresses removed, and she found no place where she could sit down. She had perforce to return to the sick-room where she had spent so many weary weeks. When the doctor came to her in the evening she told him of her distress. " Doctor," she said, " to-night in my father's house there used to be a hundred tenants and servants sitting down to a good dinner, and dancing and making merry. I see their happy faces now before my eyes : and when I think of that, and how I am surrounded here, it is too much for me. When you left me this morning, things of former times came over my mind, and I could not bear to sit here, so I went out to break the chain of my thoughts. I would have gone into the garden, but it rained." She was fond of declaring that she would never return to England except in chains ; but now, in her extremity, her thoughts reverted to her lost English home, and the old familiar faces she was to see no more. She bitterly complained of the way she had been treated, of the cruel neglect and persistent ill- usage of her family — the family she had scouted, disowned, and defied ! " Here I am," she would cry, "abandoned and forgotten, and left to die, without one relation near me ! " She forgot, in her indigna- tion, that they could in reality know nothing of her sad state : she had refused to answer her sister's letters, and herself cut off all means of communication. Her illness, too, was kept secret ; even Mrs. Meryon had not been told of it ; for ** to say I am ill," she declared, ** would be bringing a host of creditors upon me, and I should not be able to get bread to eat." At length, on January 27th, 1838 — a memorable date for her — Mr. Abela, the Consular Agent at Sayda, arrived with a letter that Mr. Moore, the Consul at Beyrout, had desired him to give into her own hands. Lady Hester, who was at daggers drawn with all the Consular authorities, positively refused to receive him. Mr. Abela insisted ; she flew into a violent passion, and, after a long altercation, he was forced to submit, and allow the letter to be given to her by the doctor. Now that, at last, she held it in her hand. Lady Hester believed all her troubles had come to an end. She never for a moment doubted what the answer would be. No more waiting and watching ; no more of the 1830-1838] A DEATH-BLOW 341 slow agony of hope deferred; no more debts and duns ; the hour of her triumph and deliverance had struck, and she had come into her inheritance. She had worked herself up to such a pitch of excitement that the doctor actually feared she might break a blood-vessel. Alas ! when she opened her letter, she found it was not the expected reply from Sir Francis, but a very different missive. It was her death-blow that she had unconsciously received. Several years before, a money-lender, of the name of Homsy, to whom Lady Hester owed 5,250 dollars, petitioned the Viceroy of Egypt to interfere in his behalf He declared that his whole future existence depended upon this sum (between ;^i,ooo and ;^i,ioo in English money),^ and that its loss reduced him to abject misery. Mehemet Ali, who was no friend to Lady Hester, the declared antagonist of his tool and ally, the Emir Besh^r, took up the case, and applied to Colonel Campbell, Consul-General in Syria, to obtain payment of this debt. All English subjects resident in Turkey are, by the capitulations, under the sole jurisdiction of their own Government, and all suits are carried before the tribunal of their Consul, and decided by him. Strictly speaking, he has no more right, under the law of England, to adjudicate in such matters, than to compel Turkish subjects to appear before him; **yet the advantages of encouraging the practice are so obvious, that the British Consuls, very properly, have never hesitated to go beyond the strict letter of the law, trusting to the good sense of British subjects." But, should they refuse to accept his decision, the Consul has no power to enforce it, and the case must go before the native tribunals. On October 22nd, 1834, Colonel Campbell applied to the Home Government on Homsy^s behalf, and the Duke of Wellington, then at the Foreign Office, very sensibly refused to allow him to interfere in the matter. " Her Majesty's Government have no con- ^ It is, I am told, impossible to ascertain the exact value of the old Egyptian silver dollar previous to the monetary reform carried out by Mehemet Ali in 1834. According to the value then assigned to it, 4s, ij^., the exact sum due to M. Homsy would be £ip77 Ss. ii^d. There were, however, other kinds of dollars then in circulation. 342 ^^A DIRTY FELLOW" [ch. vii trol over Lady Hester Stanhope which could be exercised in favour of her creditors, and as the pecuniary transactions referred to appear to be entirely of a private nature, his Grace does not con- ceive that you can interfere in any official or authori- tative manner with respect to them." This settled the question, but only for a time. The next year found the '* official tormentors" again at work on Colonel Campbell, and on December 19th, 1835, he made a second application to the Foreign Office, pointing out ''the great inconvenience which cannot fail, in any case, to accrue in conforming to the Duke's instructions." He was keen to interfere, but the Attorney-General, when consulted, entirely confirmed the Duke's decision. He reported that British consuls had no right to adjudicate between Turkish and British subjects; *'it must be done by consent of the parties, and Lady Hester must be asked to submit to his jurisdiction." Here Colonel Campbell found himself in a fix; for he well knew what the answer to such a request would be. Lady Hester and he were on the worst possible terms. She speaks of him in one of her letters as *' a dirty fellow " ; they had had no communication for years, and he might as well have asked the sun and the stars to submit to his jurisdiction. He felt himself powerless, and explained the difficulty and delicacy there was in " dealing with her ladyship, a solitary female of no inconsiderable rank, in a foreign country, distant from her relations and connexions," and sug- gested that it would be best for them to pay Mr. Homsy. It never seems to have occurred to him to take the trouble of investigating either the nature of the debt or the character of the creditor. After this the matter was allowed to rest for nearly two years. Then, in September, 1837, Colonel Campbell received another urgent official letter re- specting the claim of the indefatigable Homsy. He was reminded that '* whenever claims were brought forward by British merchants against Turks, the most ready attention was paid to them, and therefore British subjects should be equally obliged to pay their just debts to the natives of the country." Hereupon he wrote a vigorous letter home, this time addressed to Lord Palmerston, who had now 1830-1838J CONFISCATION OF PENSION 343 replaced the Duke of Wellington at the Foreign Office. ** Your Lordship will, I am sure, perceive the extreme embarrassment in which I am placed by the un- fortunate conduct of Lady Hester Stanhope, and the prejudice which might arise in consequence of it to the interests of Her Majesty's subjects." Lord Palmerston was full of sympathy, and ready and willing to help him, but how to do it was the difficulty. Legal action had been pronounced im- practicable without Lady Hester's assent, and she had repeatedly declared that she no longer con- sidered herself an English subject. How, then, was she to be coerced? It was decided that only by means of her pension could this be done — her pension must be stopped for payment of the debt. The Attorney-General was this time, it seems, left out of the question ; had he been consulted on this high- handed and drastic measure, there is little doubt that it would never have been adopted. Colonel Campbell was instructed to inform Lady Hester *' confidentially " of the confiscation of her pension. Now, however, that he had secured his weapon, he was for some time rather perplexed how to use it. He found that he had no hold of any kind on Lady Hester, as the certificates for her pension were always signed by the French Consul, M. Guys, and not by Mr. Moore. After some hesitation, he made up his mind to write, and proposed to do so with every possible regard to her feelings. " At all events," he told Lord Palmerston, ** you may be sure that I shall not for a moment forget Lady Hester's rank and sex, and that she is the niece of Pitt." His letter shows what his idea of proper con- sideration must have been. But it is only fair to remember that the one here given was the second that he had written to her ; the first, by some accident or other, was never delivered, and consequently never acknowledged. Colonel Campbell to Lady Hester " Cairo, ^''January lotk^ 1838. ^* Madam, — I trust that your Ladyship will believe my sincerity, when I assure you with how much 344 A CRUEL LETTER [ch. vii reluctance and pain it is that I feel myself again ^ imperatively called upon to address you upon the subject of the debt so long due by you to Mr. Homsy. " The government of the Viceroy has addressed that of Her Majesty on the subject; and by a despatch which I have received from Her Majesty's principal Secretary jof State for Foreign Affairs, I am led to believe that a confidential friend of your Ladyship will have already written to you to entreat you to settle this affair.^ "Your Ladyship must be aware that in order to procure your pension from Her Majesty's Govern- ment, it is necessary to sign a declaration, and to have the consular certificate, at the expiration of each quarter. '*I know that this certificate has hitherto been signed by M. Guys, the Consul of France at Beyrout; but in strict legality, it ought to be certified by the British, and not by any foreign consul; and should your Ladyship absolutely refuse the payment of this just claim, I shall feel myself, however deeply I may regret it, forced to take measures to prevent the signature of the French, or any other consul but the British, being considered as valid, and consequently your ^ This communication Lady Hester never received. " He never addressed me on the subject, neither has anyone else. Nearly two years ago there was a report in the Bazaar that my debts had been spoken of to the King ; that my pension was to be seized ; that I was to be put under consular jurisdiction ; and a set of extravagant things that nobody ever heard the like. And certainly those who had ventured to charge themselves with such a message would have found that I was a cousin of Lord Camelford's." ^ In the previous month of November, my father told Mr Backhouse, of the Foreign Office, " that a confidential friend of the family, who was supposed to have some influence over Lady Hester Stanhope, would write to her by that month's packet." This letter, probably from Lord Hardwicke, is not forthcoming, but is probably the one she alludes to in writing to him on October 21, 1838 (see p. 412). 1830-1838] OFFICIAL VINDICTIVENESS 345 bill for your pension will not be paid at home. I shall communicate this, if your Ladyship's conduct should oblige me so to do, to M. Guys and the other foreign consuls at Beyrout, in order that your certificate may not be signed, and also send this under flying seal to Mr. Moore, Her Majesty's Consul at Beyrout, in order that he may take the necessary steps to make this known to those consuls, if your Ladyship should call on them to sign the quarterly certificate for your pension. " I trust that your Ladyship will be pleased to favour me with a reply, informing me of your intentions, which reply will be forwarded to me by Mr. Moore. " I beg your Ladyship will be assured of the pain which I experience in being obliged to discharge this truly unpleasant duty, as well as the respect with which I have the honour to remain, ** Your Ladyship's most obedient, humble servant, ** Patrick Campbell, '' H.M/s Agent for Egypt and Syria." CHAPTER VIII Prince Puckler Muskau — Djoun 1838 When this cruel letter was first placed in her hands, Lady Hester had been violently excited ; but, as she read it, her emotion subsided, and she became quite calm and composed. Her pride was up in arms. Was it possible that she, Pitt's niece, had lived to be treated as a defaulting debtor? Was it credible that the Queen and her ministers should have been guilty of so unheard-of an outrage ? Had they altogether for- gotten who she was, and whence she sprang ? *