I : ' ' ) ; ) I \ I ■<' ]' ^ ~'\ •[ ,1 . . I CORNELL UNIVERSITY LIBRARY BOUGHT WITH THE INCOME OF THE SAGE ENDOWMENT FUND GIVEN IN 1891 BY HENRY WILLIAMS SAGE CORNELL UNIVERSITY UBFJABY 3 1924 103 023 689 Cornell University Library The original of tliis bool< is in tine Cornell University Library. There are no known copyright restrictions in the United States on the use of the text. http://www.archive.org/details/cu31924103023689 ON HEAVEN AND POEMS WRITTEN ON ACTIVE SERVICE BY THE SAME AUTHOR THE GOOD SOLDIER: A Novel With Violet Hunt ZEPPELIN NIGHTS. A London Entertainment THE BODLEY HEAD ON HEAVEN AND POEMS WRITTEN ON ACTIVE SERVICE BY FORD MADOX HUEFFER LONDON: JOHN LANE, THE BODLEY HEAD NEW YORK : JOHN LANE COMPANY MCMXVIII Printed in Great Britain hy TurnbuU &* S^ears^ Edinbur^ PREFACE With the exception of " On Heaven " and four others, all these poems were written on active service, " On Heaven " was written, as far as I can remember, during the early months of 1914. . . . I have always written provocative prefaces to my pubhcations, which have been many enough, God knows ! Now, for the first time in a literary life that has lasted exactly a quarter of a century, I desire to be deprecatory. " On Heaven," I mean, is not a poem that I should publish of my own vohtion. It expresses what, quaintly enough, is my belief of what Heaven will be like — or rather of what Heaven is. If it is a 5 PREFACE materialist's Heaven I can't help it. I suppose I am a materialist. . . . But that is not what I set out to say. I wrote this particular poem with a great deal of enthusiasm. When it was published in an American magazine called Poetry, I disliked it very much. It appeared to me to be what I should now call " too sloppy." How I should then have phrased my objection I can't now recall, but, though I should have used more words, probably, the purport would have been the same. So I determined to suppress the poem. But, to some extent, the wishes of certain readers of Poetry, and, to a larger extent, the conviction — or it might be more modest to say, the hope ! — that it will bring comfort to the hearts of some of my comrades and some of the womenfolk of my comrades, have 6 PREFACE made me resuscitate the poem. That is not a literary reason and I ask pardon of the literary. But I think that, in these sad days and years, we have got to believe in a Heaven — and we shall be all the happier if it is a materialist's Heaven. I know at least that I would not keep on going if I did not feel that Heaven will be something like Rumpelmayer's tea shop, with the nice boys in khaki, with the haze and glimmer of the bright buttons, and the nice girls in the fashions appropriate to the day, and the little orchestra playing, " Let the Great Big World. . . ." For our dead wanted so badly their leave in a Blighty, which would have been like that — they wanted it so badly that they must have it. And they must have just that.^ For haven't we Infantry all seen that sort of 7 PREFACE shimmer and shine and heard the rustling and the music through all the turmoil and the mire and the horror ? . . . And dying so, those images assuredly are the last things that our eyes shall see : that imagination is stronger than death. For we must have some such Heaven to make up for the deep mud and the bitter weather and the long lasting fears and the cruel hunger for light, for graciousness and for grace ! . . . And, for myself, I desire a little to be remem- bered as a living man — so that I have taken the liberty of dating those poems that I have written whilst on active service. That adds to the local interest of the verses. It is a non-literary device such as I have always condemned — ^but I allow myself the pleasure since I am no longer a writer and have no longer any place in the world of 8 PREFACE letters. The undated poems were all written between August 4, 1914 and August 20, 1915. The greater part of the book is, I notice on putting it together, in either vers libre or rhymed vers libre. I am not going to apologise for this or to defend vers libre as such. It is because I simply can't help it. Vers libre is the only medium in which I can convey any more intimate moods. Vers libre is a very jolly medium in which to write and to read, if it be read conversationally and quietly. And anyhow, symmetrical or rhymed verse is for me a cramped and difficult medium — or an easy and unin- teresting one. But I certainly don't put the things forward with any jaunty air or fling them in the faces of critics. I am too sad and too tired to care about pulling the leg of the critic of the . It is still hypocrisy to seek 9 PREFACE for the person of the sacred Emperor in a low tea shop. F. M. H. P.S. — I have added as an appendix some verses written in moments of leisure in the O.R. of No. I Garrison Coy., Welch Regt. These were poems written to bouts rhimes supplied to me by my friend and old O.C. Coy. H. C. James. When in a minute or two I had filled in the lines in English, in a few seconds he would supply the Latin version. Of course they are rough products : they were written whilst attending to the needs of 890 returned Expedi- tionary Force men, and we were subject to the shocked incursions of C.S.M. Stephens, now R.S.M., and of Corporal Stanley of the R.M.P. . . . Not to mention the Adjutant ! . . . 10 CONTENTS I. Antwerp ..... PAGB 17 II. " When the World was in Building " 27 III. " When the World Crumbled " z8 IV. "What the Orderly Dog Saw" 29 V. The Silver Music . 33 VI. The Iron Music 35 VII. "A SoLis Ortus Cardine" 37 VIII. The Old Houses of Flanders • 38 IX. Albade .... 40 X. Clair de Lune . 42 XI. One Day's List. . 46 XII. One Last Prayer S3 XIII. Regimental Records — I. . SS n. . ■ 56 „ HI. . 57 II CONTENTS ?AGB XIV. Footsloggers . . . . . . J 8 XV. "That Exploit of Yours ..." . . ^^ XVI. On Heaven 79 XVII. Appendix : Diversions of an O/R. . . 1 1 1 Of these "Antwerp'' was first published by the "Poetry Bookshop," "What the Orderly Dog Saw," and "On Heaven" by Poetry ot Chicago, "The Old Houses of Flanders "in B/asi, and "Iron Music " by the JVeslminster Gazette. The others, as far as I know, have not yet seen the light. F. M. H, 12 TO LT.-COL. G. R. POWELL SOMETIME COMMANDING A BATTALION OF THE WELCH REGIMENT THIS WITH AFFECTION ON HEAVEN AND POEMS WRITTEN ON ACTIVE SERVICE I ANTWERP I Gloom ! An October like November ; August a hundred thousand hours, And all September, A hundred thousand, dragging sunlit days, And half October like a thousand years . . . And doom ! That then was Antwerp. . . . In the name of God, How could they do it ? Those souls that usually dived B 17 ANTWERP Into the dirty caverns of mines ; Who usually hived In whitened hovels ; under ragged poplars ; Who dragged muddy shovels, over the grassy mud, Lumbering to work over the greasy sods. . . . Those men there, with the appearances of clods Were the bravest men that a usually listless priest of God Ever shrived. . . . And it is not for us to make them an anthem. If we found words there would come no wind that would fan them To a tune that the trumpets might blow it, Shrill through the heaven that's ours or yet Allah's Or the wide halls of any Valhallas. We can make no such anthem. So that all that is ours i8 ANTWERP For inditing in sonnets, pantoums, elegiacs, or lays Is this : " In the name of God, how could they do it ? " II For there is no new thing under the sun, Only this uncomely man with a smoking gun In the gloom. . . . What the devil will he gain by it ? Digging a hole in the mud and standing all day in the rain by it Waiting his doom, The sharp blow, the swift outpouring of the blood, Till the trench of grey mud Is turned to a brown purple drain by it. Well, there have been scars Won in many wars . . . Punic, 19 ANTWERP Lacedaemonian, wars of Napoleon, wars for faith, wars for honour, for love, for possession, But this Belgian man in his ugly tunic, His ugly round cap, shooting on, in a sort of obsession, Overspreading his miserable land, Standing with his wet gun in his hand . . . Doom ! He finds that in a sudden scrimmage, And lies, an unsightly lump on the sodden grass . , . An image that shall take long to pass ! Ill For the white-limbed heroes of Hellas ride by upon their horses Forever through our brains. The heroes of Cressy ride by upon their staUions ; And battalions and battalions and battalions — 20 ANTWERP The Old Guard, the Young Guard, the men of Minden and of Waterloo, Pass, for ever staunch, Stand for ever true ; And the small man with the large paunch. And the grey coat, and the large hat, and the hands behind the back, Watches them pass In our minds for ever . . . But that clutter of sodden corses On the sodden Belgian grass — That is a strange new beauty. IV With no especial legends of marchings or triumphs or duty. Assuredly that is the way of it. The way of beauty . . . 21 ANTWERP And that is the highest word you can find to say of it. For you cannot praise it with words Compounded of lyres and swords, But the thought of the gloom and the rain And the ugly coated figure, standing beside a drain, Shall eat itself into your brain. And that shall be an honourable word ; " Belgian " shall be an honourable word, As honourable as the fame of the sword. As honourable as the mention of the many- chorded lyre. And his old coat shall seem as beautiful as the fabrics woven in Tyre. And what in the world did they bear it for ? I don't know. 22 ANTWERP And what in the world did they dare it for ? Perhaps that is not for the likes of me to under- stand. They could very well have watched a hundred legions go Over their fields and between their cities Down into more southerly regions. They could very well have let the legions pass through their woods, And have kept their lives and their wives and their children and cattle and goods. I don't understand. Was it just love of their land ? Oh poor dears ! Can any man so love his land ? Give them a thousand thousand pities And rivers and rivers of tears To wash oflF the blood from the cities of Flanders. 23 ANTWERP VI This is Charing Cross ; It is midnight ; There is a great crowd And no light. A great crowd, all black that hardly whispers aloud. Surely, that is a dead woman — a dead mother ! She has a dead face ; She is dressed all in black ; She wanders to the bookstall and back, At the back of the crowd ; And back again and again back, She sways and wanders. This is Charing Cross ; It is one o'clock. 24 ANTWERP There is still a great cloud, and very little light ; Immense shafts of shadows over the black crowd That hardly whispers aloud. . , . And now ! . . . That is another dead jjiother, And there is another and another and another . . . And little children, all in black, All with dead faces, waiting in all the waiting- places. Wandering from the doors of the waiting-room In the dim gloom. These are the women of Flanders. They await the lost. They await the lost that shall never leave the dock ; They await the lost that shall never again come by the train To the embraces of all these women with dead faces ; 25 ANTWERP They await the lost who lie dead in trench and barrier and foss, In the dark of the night. This is Charing Cross ; it is past one of the clock ; There is very little hght. There is so much pain. L'Envoi. And it was for this that they endured this gloom ; This October like November, That August like a hundred thousand hours, And that September, A hundred thousand dragging sunlit days. And half October like a thousand years. . . . Oh poor dears ! 26 II " WHEN THE WORLD WAS IN BUILDING . . ." Thank Goodness, the moving is over, They've swept up the straw in the passage And life will begin. . . . This tiny, white, tiled cottage by the bridge ! When we've had tea I will punt you To Paradise for the sugar and onions. . . . We will drift home in the twilight, The trout will be rising. . . . 27 Ill " WHEN THE WORLD CRUMBLED " Once there were purple seas — Wide, wide. . . . And myrtle-groves and cyclamen, Above the cliff and the stone pines Where a god watched. . . . And thou, oh Lesbian . . . Well, thafs all done ! 28 IV WHAT THE ORDERLY DOG SAW A Winter Landscape I The seven white peacocks against the castle wall In the high trees and the dusk are like tapestry, The sky being orange, the high wall a purple barrier The canal, dead silver in the dusk And you are far away. Yet I can see infinite miles of mountains. Little lights shining in rows in the dark of them ; Infinite mUes of marshes. Thin wisps of mist, shimmering like blue webs ^9 WHAT THE ORDERLY DOG SAW Over the dusk of them, great curves and horns of sea And dusk and dusk and the little village And you, sitting in the firelight. II Around me are the two hundred and forty men of B Company Mud-coloured. Going about their avocations, Resting between their practice of the art Of killing men, As I too rest between my practice Of the Art of killing men. Their pipes glow above the mud and their mud colour, moving like fireflies beneath the trees, I too being mud-coloured 30 WHAT THE ORDERLY DOG SAW Beneath the trees and the peacocks. When they come up to me in the dusk They start, stiffen and salute, almost invisibly. And the forty-two prisoners from the Battalion guardroom Crouch over the tea cans in the shadow of the wall. And the bread hunks glimmer, beneath the peacocks, And you are far away. Ill Presently I shall go in, I shall write down the names of the forty-two Prisoners in the Battalion guardroom On fair white foolscap. Their names, rank, and regimental numbers, Corps, Companies, Punishments and Offences, 31 WHAT THE ORDERLY DOG SAW Remarks, and By whom Confined. Yet in spite of all I shall see only The infinite miles of dark mountain, The infinite miles of dark marshland. Great curves and horns of sea The little village. And you, Sitting in the firelight. Cardiff Castle, 1 2/1 2/1 5 32 V THE SILVER MUSIC In Chepstow stands a castle ; My love and I went there ; The foxgloves on the wall all heard Her footsteps on the stair. The sun was high in heaven, And the perfume on the air Came from purple cat's valerian . . But her footsteps on the stair Made a sound like silver music Thro' the perfume in the air. Oh I'm weary for the castle, And I'm weary for the Wye, c 33 THE SILVER MUSIC And the flowered walls are purple And the purple walls are high. And above the cat's valerian The foxgloves brush the sky. But I must plod along the road That leads to Germany. And another soldier fellow Shall come courting of my dear And it's I shall not be with her With my lips beside her ear. For it's he shall walk beside her In the perfume of the air To the silver silver music Of her footstep on the stair. Cardiff Castle, z/?/^^ 34 VI THE IRON MUSIC The French guns roll continuously And our guns, heavy, slow ; Along the Ancre, sinuously. The transport wagons go, And the dust is on the thistles And the larks sing up on high . . . But I see the Golden Valley Down by lintern on the Wye. For it's just nine weeks last Sunday Since we took the Chepstow train, And I'm wondering if one day We shall do the like again ; 35 THE IRON MUSIC For the four-point-two's come screaming Thro' the sausages on high ; So there's little use in dreaming How we walked, above the Wye. Dust and corpses in the thistles Where the gas-shells burst like snow, And the shrapnel screams and whistles On the Becourt road below, And the High Wood bursts and bristles Where the mine-clouds foul the sky , . . But Vm with you up at Wyndcrojt, Over Tintern on the Wye. Albert, 22/7/16 36 VII A SOLIS ORTUS CARDINE . . . Oh quiet peoples sleeping bed by bed Beneath grey roof-trees in the glimmering West, We who can see the silver grey and red Rise over No Man's Land — salute your rest. Oh quiet comrades, sleeping in the clay Beneath a turmoil you need no more mark. We who have lived through yet another day Salute your graves at setting in of dark. And rising from your beds or from the clay You, dead, or far from lines of slain and slayers, Thro' your eternal or your finite day Give us your prayers ! Tpres Salient, 6/g/i6 37 VIII THE OLD HOUSES OF FLANDERS The old houses of Flanders, They watch by the high cathedrals ; They overtop the high town-halls ; They have eyes, mournful, tolerant and sardonic, for the ways of men In the high, white, tiled gables. The rain and the night have settled down on Flanders ; It is all wet darkness ; you can see nothing. Then those old eyes, mournful, tolerant and sardonic, 38 THE OLD HOUSES OF FLANDERS Look at great, sudden, red lights, Look upon the shades of the cathedrals ; And the golden rods of the illuminated rain, For a second. . . . And those old eyes, Very old eyes that have watched the ways of men for generations, Close for ever. The high, white shoulders of the gables Slouch together for a consultation. Slant drunkenly over in the lea of the flaming cathedrals. They are no more, the old houses of Flanders. 39 IX ALBADE The little girls are singing, " Rin / Ron ! Rin ! " The matin bell is ringing " Din ! Don / Din ! " Thirty little girls, while it rains and shrapnel skirls By the playground where the chapel bells are ringing. The stout old nuns are walking, Dance, little girls, beneath the din ! The four-point-ones are talking, Form up, little girls, the school is in ! Seven stout old nuns and fourteen naval guns All around the playground go on talking. 40 ALBADE And, my darling, you are getting out of bed Where the seven angels watched around your head, With no shrapnel and no Huns And no nuns or four-point-ones . . . Getting up to catch the train. Coming back to tea again When the Angelus is sounding to the plain And the statue shells are coming from the plain And the little girls have trotted home again In the rain. . . . Darling, darling, say one funny prayer again For you true love who is waking in the rain. The Salient, 7/g/i6 41 X CLAIR DE LUNE I I SHOULD like to imagine A moonlight in which there would be no machine- guns ! For, it is possible To come out of a trench or a hut or a tent or a church all in ruins : To see the black perspective of long avenues AH silent. The white strips of sky At the sides, cut by the poplar trunks : 42 CLAIR DE LUNE The white strips of sky Above, diminishing — The silence and blackness of the avenue Enclosed by immensities of space Spreading away Over No Man's Land. . . . For a minute . . . For ten . . . There will be no star shells But the untroubled stars, There wiU be no Very light But the light of the quiet moon Like a swan. And silence. . . . Then, far away to the right thro' the moonbeams " Wukka Wukka " will go the machine-guns, 43 CLAIR DE LUNE And, far away to the left Wukka Wukka. And sharply, Wuk . . . JVuk. . . and then silence For a space in the clear of the moon. II I should like to imagine A moonlight in which the machine-guns of trouble WiU be silent. . . . Do you remember, my dear. Long ago, on the cliffs, in the moonlight, Looking over to Flatholme We sat. . . . Long ago ! . . . And the things that you told me . . . Little things in the clear of the moon, The little, sad things of a life. . . . 44 CLAIR DE LUNE We shall do it again FuU surely, Sitting still, looking over at Flatholme. Then, far away to the right Shall sound the Machine Guns of trouble Wukka-wukka ! And, far away to the left, under Flatholme, Wukka-wuk / . . . I wonder, my dear, can you stick it ? As we should say : " Stick it, the Welch ! " In the dark of the moon. Going over. . . . Nieppe, near Plugstreet, 1 7/9/1 6 45 XI " ONE DAY'S LIST " [Killed. — "Second Lieutenants unless otherwise stated." Amott, E. E.— Welch Regt. Jones, E. B. D.— Welch Regt. Morris, J. H.— Welch Regt. And 270 other ranks, Welch Regt. Died of Wounds. Knapp, O. R. — 2nd Lieut. Welch Regt.]. My dears . . . The rain drips down on Rouen Town The leaves drip down 46 "ONE DAY'S LIST" And so the mud Turns orange brown. . . . A Zeppelin, we read, has been brought down. And the obscure brown Populace of London town Make a shout of it, Clamouring for blood And reductions in the price of food . . . But 70U — at least — are out of it. . . . Poor httle Arnott — poor little lad . . . And poor old Knapp, Of whom once I borrowed a map — and never returned it. And Morris and Jones . . . and all the rest of the Welch, So many gone in the twenty-four hours of a day . . . 47 "ONE DAY'S LIST" One wonders how one can stay . . . One wonders. . . . For the papers are full of Kelch, Finding rubbishy news to make a shout of it, But you at least are out of it. One wonders how you died . . . The mine thunders Still where you stuck by Welch AUey and turned it. . . . The mine thunders Upwards — and branches of trees, mud, and stone, Skulls, limbs, rats, thistles, the clips Of cartridges, beef tins and wire Belch To the heavens in fire From the Hps Of the craters where doubtless you died, 48 "ONE DAY'S LIST" With the Cheshires and Wiltshires and Welch Side by side. One wonders why you died, Why were we in it ? . . . At home we were late on parades, Seldom there to the minute, When " B." were out on Cathays We didn't get much of the lectures into the brain. . . . We talked a good deal about girls. We could all tell a story At something past something, Ack Emma ! But why ? why ? Why were we there from the Aisne to Mametz, Well — there's a dilemma. . . . 49 "ONE DAY'S LIST" For we never talked of glory, We each thought a lot of one girl, And waited most days for hours in the rain Till she came : But we never talked of Fame. . . . It is very difficult to believe You need never again Put in for week-end leave, Or get vouchers for the i.io train From Cardiff to London. . . . But so much has the Hun done In the way of achievements. And when I think of all the bereavements Of your mothers and fathers and sweethearts and wives and homes in the West, And the paths between the willows waiting for your tread, 5° "ONE DAY'S LIST" And the white pillows Waiting each for a head, Well . . . they may go to rest ! And, God help me, if you meet a Hun In Heaven, I bet you will say, " Well done, You fought like mad lions in nets Down by Mametz." But we who remain shall grow old, We shall know the cold Of cheerless Winter and the rain of Autumn and the sting Of poverty, of love despised and of disgraces, And mirrors showing stained and ageing faces, And the long ranges of comfortless years And the long^gamut of human fears. . . . But, for you, it shall be forever spring, SI "ONE DAY'S LIST" And only you shall be forever fearless, And only you have white, straight, tireless limbs, And only you, where the water-lily swims Shall walk along the pathways, thro' the willows Of your west. You who went West, And only you on silvery twilight pillows Shall take your rest In the soft sweet glooms Of twilight rooms. . . . No. 2 Red Cross Hospital, Rouen, 7/1/17 52 XII ONE LAST PRAYER Let me wait, my dear, One more day, Let me linger near, Let me stay. Do not bar the gate or draw the blind Or lock the door that yields, Dear, be kind ! I have only you beneath the skies To rest my eyes From the cruel green of the fields And the cold, white seas And the weary hills S3 ONE LAST PRAYER And the naked trees. I have known the hundred ills Of the hated wars. Do not close the bars, Or draw the blind. I have only you beneath the stars : Dear, be kind ! 17/12/17 54 XIII REGIMENTAL RECORDS I Pte. Barnes He said : " I love her for her sense And for her quiet innocence, And since she bears without complaint An anxious life of toil and care As if she were a fireside saint. . . , " And so her quiet eyes ensnare My eyes all day and fill my sense And take My thoughts all day away from other things ; and keep Me, when I should be fast asleep. Awake ! " S5 REGIMENTAL RECORDS II L.-Cpl. Selfe . . . And when she went his patience broke And his outrageous, restless spirit woke To a sort of mutiny against Fate . . . He'd soak and soak For nights. And he went courting a bad girl Who sponged on him and kept him in a whirl And brought Him into many questionable homes. It's that way ruin comes. So we all thought He'd go to Hell — or certainly be broke . . . But he got off with just an inch to spare — The breadth of a hair ! 56 REGIMENTAL RECORDS III Cpl. Bavler {Corporal in charge oj Regimental Gardens) He thought : " If she would be my wife, And live where I do set and class My plants : when I was not on duty, We'd lead a pleasant, quiet life. For I'd take pleasure in her beauty, StrolUng amongst the plants in order And stopping by the potherb border." 18-21/12/17 57 XIV FOOTSLOGGERS To C. F. G. M. 1 What is love of one's land ? . . . I don't know very well. It is something that sleeps For a year — for a day — For a month — something that keeps Very hidden and quiet and still And then takes The quiet heart like a wave, The quiet brain like a spell, The quiet will Like a tornado ; and that shakes The whole of the soul. 58 FOOTSLOGGERS II It is omnipotent like love ; It is deep and quiet as the grave And it awakes Like a flame, like a madness, Like the great passion of your life. The cold keenness of a tempered knife, The great gladness of a wedding day, The austerity of monks who wake to pray In the dim light, Who pray In the darkling grove. All these and a great belief in what we deem the right Creeping upon us like the overwhelming sand, Driven by a December gale, Make up the love of one's land. 59 FOOTSLOGGERS III But I ask you this : About the middle of my first Last Leave, I stood on a kerb in the pitch of the night Waiting for buses that didn't come To take me home. That was in Paddington. The soot-black night was over one like velvet : And one was very alone- — so very alone In the velvet cloak of the night. Like a lady's skirt, A dim, diaphonous cone of white, the rays Of a shaded street lamp, close at hand, existed. And there was nothing but vileness it could show, Vile, paUid faces drifted through, chalk white ; Vile alcoholic voices in the ear, vile fumes From the filthy pavements . . . vileness ! 60 FOOTSLOGGERS And one thought " In three days' time we enter the unknown : And this is what we die for ! " For, mind you, It isn't just a Tube ride, going to France ! It sets ironic unaccustomed minds At work even in the sentimental . . . StiU All that is in the contract. IV Who of us But has, deep down in the heart and deep in the brain The m,emory of odd moments : memories Of huge assemblies chanting in the night At palace gates : of drafts going off in the rain 6i FOOTSLOGGERS To shaken music : or the silken flutter Of silent, ceremonial parades, In the sunlight, when you stand so stiff to attention, That you never see but only know they are there — The regimental colours — silken, a-flutter Azure and gold and vermilion against the sky : The sacred finery of banded hearts Of generations. . . . And memories When just for moments, landscapes out in France Looked so like English downlands that the heart Checked and stood still. . . . Or then, the song and dance Of Battalion concerts, in the shafts of light From smoky lamps : the lines of queer, warped faces Of men that now are dead : faces lit up 62 FOOTSLOGGERS By inarticulate minds at sugary chords From the vamping pianist beneath the bunting : " Until the boys come home ! " we sing. And fumes Of wet humanity, soaked uniforms, Wet flooring, smoking lamps, fill cubical And wooden-walled spaces, brown, all brown. With the light-sucking hue of the khaki. . . . And the rain Frets on the pitchpine of the felted roof Like women's fingers beating on a door Calling " Come Home " . . . " Come Home " Down the long trail beneath the silent moon . . . Who never shall come. . . . And we stand up to sing " Hen zvladjy nadhau. . . ." Dearest,- never one Of your caresses, dearest in the world, 63 FOOTSLOGGERS Shall interpenetrate the flesh of one's flesh, The breath of the lungs, sight of the eyes, or the heart, Like that sad, harsh anthem in the rained-on huts Of our own men . . . That too is in the contract. . . . V Well, of course One loves one's men. One takes a mort of trouble To get them spick and span upon parades : You straf them, slang them, mediate between Their wives and loves, and you inspect their toe-nails And wangle leaves for them from the Adjutant Until your Company office is your home And all your mind. . . . This is the way it goes : First your Platoon and then your Company, 64 FOOTSLOGGERS Then the Battalion, then Brigade, Division, And the whole B.E.F. in France . . . and then Our Land, with its burden of civilians, Who take it out of us as little dogs Worry Newfoundlands. . . . So, in the Flanders mud, We bear the State upon our rain-soaked backs. Breathe life into the State from our rattling lungs, Anoint the State with the rivulets of sweat From our tin helmets. And so, in years to come The State shall take the semblance of Britannia, Up-borne, deep-bosomed, with anointed limbs . . . Like the back of a penny. VI For I do not think We ever took much stock in that Britannia E 6$ FOOTSLOGGERS On the long French roads, or even on parades, Or thought overmuch of Nelson or of Minden, Or even the old traditions. . . . I don't know, In the breathless rush that it is of parades and drills, Of digging at the double and strafes and fatigues, These figures grqw dimned and lost : Doubtless we too, we too, when the years have receded Shall look like the heroes of Hellas, upon a frieze. White-limbed and buoyant and passing the flame of the torches From hand to hand. . . . But to-day it's mud to the knees And khaki and khaki and khaki. . . . 66 FOOTSLOGGERS And the love of one's land Very quiet and hidden and still. . . . And again I don't know, though I've pondered the matter for years Since the war began. . . . But I never had much brain. . . . VII I don't know if you know the i.io train From Cardiff : Well, fourteen of us together Went up from Cardiff in the summer weather At the time of the July push. It's a very good train ; It runs with hardly a jar and never a stop After Newport, until you get down In London Town. 67 FOOTSLOGGERS It goes with a solemn, smooth rush Across the counties and over the shires, Right over England past farmsteads and byres ; It bubbles with conversation, Being the West going to the East : The pick of the rich of the West in a bunch, Half of the wealth of the Nation, With heads together, buzzing of local topics, Of bankrupts and strikes, divorces and marriages ; And, after Newport, you get your lunch, In the long, light, gently swaying carriages As the miles flash by, And fields and flowers Flash by Under the high sky Where the great cloud towers Above the tranquil downs And the tranquil towns, 68 FOOTSLOGGERS VIII And the corks pop And the wines of France Bring in radiance ; And spice from the tropics Flavours fowl from the Steppes And meat from the States, And the talk buzzes on like bees round the skeps, And the potentates Of the mines and the docks Drink delicate hocks . . . Ah, proud and generous civilisation. . . . IX For me, going out to France Is like the exhaustion of dawn After a dance. . . . 69 FOOTSLOGGERS You have rushed around to get your money, To get your revolver, complete your equipment ; You have had your moments, sweeter — ah, sweeter than honey ; You have got your valise all ready for shipment : You have gone to confession and wangled your blessing, You have bought your air-pillow and sevsTi in your coat A pocket to hold your first field-dressing, And you've paid the leech who bled you, the vampire . . . And you've been to the Theatre and the Empire, And you've bidden good-bye to the band and the goat . . . And, like a ship that floats free of her berth, There's nothing that holds you now to the earth, 70 FOOTSLOGGERS And you're near enough to a yawn. • . . " Good luck " and " Good-bye " it has been, and " So long, old chap " " Cheerio : you'll be back in a month " — " You'll have driven the Huns off the map." And one little pressure of the hand From the thing you love next to the love of the land, Since you leave her, out of love of your land. . . . But that little, long, gentle and eloquent pressure Shall go with you under the whine of the shells. Into the mire and the stress. Into the seven hundred hells. Until you come down on your stretcher To the CCS. . . . And back to Blighty again — Or until you go under the sod. 71 FOOTSLOGGERS But, in the i.io train, Running between the green and the grain, Something like the peace of God Descended over the hum and the drone Of the wheels and the wine and the buzz of the talk. And one thought : " In two days' time we enter the Unknown, And this is what we die for ! " And thro' the square Of glass At my elbow, as limpid as air, I watched our England pass . . . The great downs moving slowly, Far away, The farmsteads quiet and lowly, 7* FOOTSLOGGERS Passing away ; The fields newly mown With the swathes of hay, And the wheat just beginning to brown, Whirling away. . . . And I thought : " In two days' time we enter the Unknown, But this is what we die for. ... As we ought. . . ." For it is for the sake of the wolds and the wealds That we die, And for the sake of the quiet fields, And the path through the stackyard gate . . . That these may be inviolate, And know no tread save those of the herds and the hinds, And that the south-west winds Blow on no forehead save of those that toil On our suave and hallowed soil, 73 FOOTSLOGGERS And that deep peace may rest Upon that quiet breast. . . . It is because our land is beautiful and green and comely, Because our farms are quiet and thatched and homely, Because the trout stream dimples by the willow, Because the water-lilies float upon the ponds. And on Eston Hill the delicate, waving fronds Of the bracken put forth, where the white clouds are flying, That we shall endure the swift, sharp torture of dying. Or the humiliation of not dying, Where the gas cloud wanders Over the fields of Flanders, Or the sun squanders His radiance 74 FOOTSLOGGERS And the midges dance Their day-long life away- Over the green and the grey Of the fields of France. . . . And maybe we shall never again Plod thro' our mire and the rain Of the winter gloaming, And maybe we shall never again See the long, white, foaming Breakers pour up our strand. . . . But we have been borne across this land, And we have felt this spell. . . . And, for the rest. l'envoi What is love of one's land ? Ah, we know very well It is something that sleeps for a year, for a day, 75 FOOTSLOGGERS For a month, something that keeps Very hidden and quiet and still, And then takes The quiet heart like a waive, The quiet brain like a spell. The quiet will Like a tornado, and that shakes The whole being and soul . . . Aye, the whole of the soul. 24/12/17-1/1/18 76 XV THAT EXPLOIT OF YOURS I MEET two soldiers sometimes here in Hell The one, with a tear in the seat of his red panta- loons Was stuck by a pitchfork, Climbing a wall to steal apples. The second has a seeming silver helmet. Having died from the fall of his horse on some tram-lines In Dortmund. These two Meeting in the vaulted and vaporous caverns of Hell Exclaim always in identical tones : V THAT EXPLOIT OF YOURS " I at least have done my duty to Society and the Fatherland ! " It is strange how the cliche prevails . . . For I will bet my hat that you who sent me here toHeU Are saying the selfsame words at this very moment Concerning that exploit of yours. 78 XVI ON HEAVEN To V. H., who asked for a working Heaven I That day the sunlight lay on the farms ; On the morrow the bitter frost that there was ! That night my young love lay in my arms, The morrow how bitter it was ! And because she is very tall and quaint And golden, like a quattrocento saint, I desire to write about Heaven ; To tell you the shape and the ways of it, And the joys and the toil in the maze of it, For these there must be in Heaven, Even in Heaven ! 79 ON HEAVEN For God is a good man, God is a kind man, And God's a good brother, and God is no blind man, And God is our father. I will tell you how this thing began : How I waited in a little town near Lyons many years, And yet knew nothing of passing time, or of her tears. But, for nine slow years, lounged away at my table in the shadowy sunlit square Where the small cafes are. The Place is small and shaded by great planes, Over a rather human monument Set up to Louis Dixhuit in the year Eighteen fourteen ; a funny thing with dolphins 80 ON HEAVEN About a pyramid of green-dripped, sordid stone. But the enormous, monumental planes Shade it all in, and in the flecks of sun Sit market women. There's a paper shop Painted all blue, a shipping agency, Three or four cafes ; dank, dark colonnades Of an eighteen-forty Mairie. I'd no wish To wait for her where it was picturesque, Or ancient or historic, or to love Over well any place in the land before she came And loved it too. I didn't even go To Lyons for the opera ; Aries for the bulls, Or Avignon for glimpses of the Rhone. Not even to Beaucaire ! I sat about And played long games of dominoes with the viaire. Or passing commis-voyageurs. And so I sat and watched the trams come in, and read F 8l ON HEAVEN The Libre Parole and sipped the thin, fresh wine Thev call Piquette, and got to know the people, The kindly, southern people. . . , Until, when the years were over, she came in her swift red car, Shooting out past a tram ; and she slowed and stopped and lighted absently down, A little dazed, in the heart of the town ; And nodded imperceptibly. With a sideways look at me. So our days here began. And the wrinkled old woman who keeps the cafe, And the man Who sells the Libre Parole, And the sleepy gendarme, 82 ON HEAVEN And the iaX Jacteur who dehvers letters only in the shady, Pleasanter kind of streets ; And the boy I often gave a penny, And the maire himself, and the little girl who loves toffee And me because I have given her many sweets ; And the one-eyed, droll Bookseller of the rue Grand de Provence, — Chancing to be going home to bed, Smiled with their kindly, fresh benevolence, Because they knew I had waited for a lady Who should come in a swift, red, English car, To the square where the little cafes are. And the old, old woman touched me on the wrist With a wrinkled finger. And said : " Why do you linger ? — Too many kisses can never be kissed ! 83 ON HEAVEN And comfort her — nobody here will think harm- Take her instantly to your arm ! It is a little strange, you know, to your dear, To be dead I " But one is English, Though one be never so much of a ghost ; And if most of your life have been spent in the craze to relinquish What you want most, You will go on relinquishing, You will go on vanquishing Human longings, even In Heaven. God ! You will have forgotten what the rest of the world is on fire for — The madness of desire for the long and quiet embrace, 84 ON HEAVEN The coming nearer of a tear-wet face ; Forgotten the desire to slake The thirst, and the long, slow ache, And to interlace Lash with lash, lip with lip, limb with limb, and the fingers of the hand with the hand And . . . You will have forgotten . . . But they will all awake ; Aye, all of them shall awaken In this dear place. And all that then we took Of all that we might have taken, Was that one embracing look, Coursing over features, over limbs, between eyes, a making sure, and a long sigh, Having the tranquillity 85 ON HEAVEN Of trees unshaken, And the softness of sweet tears, And the clearness of a clear brook To wash away past years. (For that too is the quality of Heaven, That you are conscious always of great pain Only when it is over And shall not come again. Thank God, thank God, it shall not come again, Though your eyes be never so wet with the tears Of many years !) II And so she stood a moment by the door Of the long, red car. Royally she stepped down. Settling on one long foot and leaning back Amongst her russet furs. And she looked round . . . 86 ON HEAVEN Of course it must be strange to come from England Straight into Heaven. You must take it in, Slowly, for a long instant, with some fear . . . Now that affiche, in orange, on the kiosque : " Seven Spanish bulls will fight on Sunday next At Aries, in the arena "... Well, it's strange Till you get used to our ways. And, on the Mairie, The untidy poster telling of the concours De vers de sole, of silkworms. The cocoons Pile, yellow, all across the little Places Of ninety townships in the environs Of Lyons, the city famous for her silks. What if she's pale ? It must be more than strange, After these years, to come out here from England 87 ON HEAVEN To a strange place, to the stretched-out arms of me, A man never fully known, only divined. Loved, guessed at, pledged to, in your Sussex mud. Amongst the frost-bound farms by the yeasty sea. Oh, the long look ; the long, long searching look ! And how my heart beat ! Well, you see, in England She had a husband. And four families — His, hers, mine, and another woman's too — Would have gone crazy. And, with all the rest, Eight parents, and the children, seven aunts And sixteen uncles and a grandmother. There were, besides, our names, a few real friends, And the decencies of life. A monstrous heap ! They made a monstrous heap. I've lain awake Whole aching nights to tot the figures up ! Heap after heaps, of complications, griefs, 88 ON HEAVEN Worries, tongue-clackings, nonsenses and shame For not making good. You see the coil there was ! And the poor strained fibres of our tortured brains, And the voice that called from depth in her to depth In me . . . my God, in the dreadful nights, Through the roar of the great black winds, through the sound of the sea ! Oh agony ! Agony ! From out my breast It called whilst the dark house slept, and stair- heads creaked ; From within my breast it screamed and made no sound ; And wailed. . . . And made no sound. And howled like the damned. ... No sound ! No sound ! Only the roar of the wind, the sound of the sea, 89 ON HEAVEN The tick of the clock. . . . And our two voices, noiseless through the dark. OGod! OGod! (That night my young love lay in my arms. . , . There was a bitter frost lay on the farms In England, by the shiver And the crawling of the tide ; By the broken silver of the English Channel, Beneath the aged moon that watched alone — Poor, dreary, lonely old moon to have to watch alone, Over the dreary beaches mantled with ancient foam Like shrunken flannel ; The moon, an intent, pale face, looking down Over the English Channel. 90 ON HEAVEN But soft and warm She lay in the crook of my arm, And came to no harm since we had come quietly home Even to Heaven ; Which is situate in a little old town Not very far from the side of the Rhone, That mighty river That is, just there by the Crau, in the lower reaches, Far wider than the Channel.) But, in the market place of the other little town, Where the Rhone is a narrower, greener affair, When she had looked at me, she beckoned with her long white hand, A little languidly, since it is a strain, if a blessed strain, to have just died. And, going back again, 1 91 ON HEAVEN Into the long, red, English racing car, Made room for me amongst the furs at her side. And we moved away from the kind looks of the kindly people Into the wine of the hurrying air. And very soon even the tall grey steeple Of Lyons cathedral behind us grew little and far And then was no more there. . . . And, thank God, we had nothing any more to think of, And thank God, we had nothing any more to talk of ; Unless, as it chanced, the flashing silver stalk of the pampas Growing down to the brink of the Rhone, On the lawn of a little chateau, giving onto the river. 92 ON HEAVEN And we were alone, alone, alone. . . . At last alone. . . . The poplars on the hill-crests go marching rank on rank, And far away to the left, like a pyramid, marches the ghost of Mont Blanc. There are vines and vines and vines, all down to the river bank. There will be a castle here, And an abbey there ; And huge quarries and a long white farm, With long thatched barns and a long wine shed, As we ran alone, all down the Rhone. And that day there was no puncturing of the tyres to fear ; And no trouble at all with the engine and gear ; 93 ON HEAVEN Smoothly and softly we ran between the great poplar alley All down the valley of the Rhone. For the dear, good God knew how we needed rest and to be alone. But, on other days, just as you must have perfect shadows to make perfect Rembrandts, He shall afflict us with little lets and hindrances of His own Devising — just to let us be glad that we are dead . . . Just for remembrance. Ill Hard by the castle of God in the Alpilles, In the eternal stone of the Alpilles, There's this little old town, walled round by the old, grey gardens. . . . 94 ON HEAVEN There were never such olives as grovir in the gardens of God, The green-grey trees, the v\rardens of agony And failure of gods. Of hatred and faith, of truth, of treachery They whisper ; they whisper that none of the living prevail ; They whirl in the great mistral over the white, dry sods, Like hair blown back from white foreheads in the enormous gale Up to the castle walls of God. . . . But, in the town that's our home, Once you are past the wall, Amongst the trunks of the planes, Though they roar never so mightily overhead in the day, 95 ON HEAVEN All this tumult is quieted down, and all The windows stand open because of the heat of the night That shall come. And, from each little window, shines in the twilight a light, And, beneath the eternal planes With the huge, gnarled trunks that were aged and grey At the creation of Time, The Chinese lanthorns, hung out at the doors of hotels, Shimmering in the dusk, here on an orange tree, there on a sweet-scented lime, There on a golden inscription : " Hotel of the Three Holy BeUs." Or " Hotel Sublime," or " Inn of the Real Good Will." 96 ON HEAVEN And, yes, it is very warm and still, And all the world is afoot after the heat of the day, In the cool of the even in Heaven. . . . And it is here that I have brought my dear to pay her all that I owed her, Amidst this crowd, with the soft voices, the soft footfalls, the rejoicing laughter. And after the. twilight there falls such a warm, soft darkness. And there will come stealing under the planes a drowsy odour, Compounded all of cyclamen, of oranges, or rosemary and bay. To take the remembrance of the toil of the day away. So we sat at a little table, under an immense plane, And we remembered again The blisters and foments G 97 ON HEAVEN And terrible harassments of the tired brain, The cold and the frost and the pain, As if we were looking at a picture and saying : " This is true ! Why this is a truly painted Rendering of that street where — ^you remember ? — I fainted." And we remembered again Tranquilly, our poor few tranquil moments. The falling of the sunlight through the panes. The flutter forever in the chimney of the quiet flame, The mutter of our two poor tortured voices, always a-whisper And the endless nights when I would cry out, running through all the gamut of misery, even to a lisp, her name ; And we remembered our kisses, nine, maybe, or eleven — 98 ON HEAVEN If you count two that I gave and she did not give again. And always the crowd drifted by in the cool of the even, And we saw the faces of friends, And the faces of those to whom one day we must make amends, Smiling in welcome. And I said : " On another day — And such a day may well come soon — We will play dominoes with Dick and Evelyn and Frances For a whole afternoon. And, in the time to come, Genee Shall dance for us, fluttering over the ground as the sunlight dances." And ArUsiennes with the beautiful faces went by us, 99 ON HEAVEN And gypsies and Spanish shepherds, noiseless in sandals of straw, sauntered nigh us, Wearing slouch hats and old sheep-skins, and casting admiring glances From dark, foreign eyes at my dear. . . . (And ah, it is Heaven alone, to have her alone and so near !) So all this world rejoices In the cool of the even In Heaven. . . . And, when the cool of the even was fully there. Came a great ha-ha of voices. Many children run together, and all laugh and rejoice and call. Hurrying with little arms flying, and Uttle feet flying, and little hurrying haunches, From the door of a stable, 100 ON HEAVEN Where, in an olla podrida, they had been playing at the corrida With the black Spanish bull, whose nature Is patience with children. And so, through the gaps of the branches Of jasmine on our screen beneath the planes, We saw, coming down from the road that leads to the olives and Alpilles, A man of great stature, In a great cloak. With a great stride. And a little joke For all and sundry, coming down with a hound at his side. And he stood at the cross-roads, passing the time of day In a great, kind voice, the voice of a man-and-a- half!— lOI ON HEAVEN With a great laugh, and a great clap on the back, For a fellow in black — a priest I should say. Or may be a lover, Wearing black for his mistress's mood. " A little toothache," we could hear him say ; " but that's so good When it gives over." So he passed from sight In the soft twilight, into the soft night, In the soft riot and tumult of the crowd. And a magpie flew down, laughing, holding up his beak to us. And I said : " That was God ! Presently, when he has walked through the town And the night has settled down, So that you may not be afraid. In the darkness, he will come to our table and speak to us." 102 ON HEAVEN And past us many saints went walking in a company — The kindly, thoughtful saints, devising and laughing and talking. And smiling at us with their pleasant solicitude. And because the thick of the crowd followed to the one side God, Or to the other the saints, we sat in solitude. In the distance the saints went singing all in chorus, And our Lord went by on the other side of the street. Holding a little boy. Taking him to pick the musk-roses that open at dusk, For wreathing the statue of Jove, Left on the Alpilles above By the Romans ; since Jove, 103 ON HEAVEN Even Jove, Must not want for his quota of honour and love ; But round about him there must be, With all its tender jollity, The laughter of children in Heaven, Making merry with roses in Heaven. Yet never he looked at us, knowing that that would be such joy As must be over-great for hearts that needed quiet ; Such a riot and tumult of joy as quiet hearts are not able To taste to the fuU. . . . . . . And my dear one sat in the shadows ; very softly she wept : — Such joy is in Heaven, 104 ON HEAVEN In the cool of the even, After the burden and toil of the days, After the heat and haze In the vine-hills ; or in the shady Whispering groves in high passes up in the Alpilles, Guarding the castle of God. And I went on talking towards her unseen face : " So it is, so it goes, in this beloved place, There shall be never a grief but passes ; no, not any; There shall be such bright light and no blindness ; There shall be so little awe and so much loving- kindness ; There shall be a little longing and enough care. There shall be a little labour and enough of toil To bring back the lost flavour of our human coil ; 105 ON HEAVEN Not enough to taint it ; And all that we desire shall prove as fair as we can paint it." For, though that may be the very hardest trick ofaU God set himself, who fashioned this goodly hall. Thus he has made Heaven ; Even Heaven. For God is a very clever mechanician ; And if he made this proud and goodly ship of the world, From the maintop to the hull, Do you think he could not finish it to the fuU, With a flag and all. And make it sail, tall and brave. On the waters, beyond the grave ? It should cost but very little rhetoric io6 ON HEAVEN To explain for you that last, fine, conjuring trick ; Nor does God need to be a very great magician To give to each man after his heart, Who knows very well what each man has in his heart : To let you pass your life in a night-club where they dance, If that is your idea of heaven ; if you will, in the South of France ; If you will, on the turbulent sea ; if you will, in the peace of the night ; Where you will ; how you will ; Or in the long death of a kiss, that may never pall: He would be a very little God if He could not do all this, And He is still The great God of all. 107 ON HEAVEN For God is a good man ; God is a kind man ; In the darkness He came walking to our table beneath the planes, And spoke So kindly to my dear, With a little joke, Giving Himself some pains To take away her fear Of His stature, So as not to abash her, In no way at all to dash her new pleasure beneath the planes, In the cool of the even In heaven. That, that is God's nature. For God's a good brother, and God is no blind man, 1 08 ON HEAVEN And God's a good mother and loves sons who're rovers, And God is our father and loves all good lovers. He has a kindly smile for many a poor sinner ; He takes note to make it up to poor wayfarers on sodden roads ; Such as bear heavy loads He takes note of, and of all that toil on bitter seas and frosty lands, He takes care that they shall have good at his hands ; Well He takes note of a poor old cook, Cooking your dinner ; And much He loves sweet joys in such as ever took Sweet joy on earth. He has a kindly smile for a kiss Given in a shady nook. And in the golden book 109 ON HEAVEN Where the accounts of His estate are kept, All the round, golden sovereigns of bliss, Known by poor lovers, married or never yet married, Whilst the green world waked, or the black world quietly slept ; All joy, all sweetness, each sweet sigh that's sighed — -9^ Their accounts are kept, And carried By the love of God to His own credit's side. So that is why He came to our table to welcome my dear, dear bride, In the cool of the even In front of a cafe in Heaven. no APPENDIX No., Army Form C. 348. MEMORANDUM. From O.C. Detachment Welch Regt. To O.C. No. I Garrison Coy. Welch Regt. From O.C. No. i Garrison Coy. To O.C. Detachment Answer. I 2 3.7.1916 49522 Pte. Eyes 49642 Fte. Skies 49772 >. Tar 49767 ,. Star 49742 » Are 50162 ,, Jar 49877 „ Rise 51172 „ Skies 48123 „ Harsh 47717 >. Goes 48345 „ Foes 47229 „ Place 48543 „ Marsh 47076 „ Face 3.7.1916 Ref: opposite AFB.'s I2J nattached herewith. Exhibit I for necessary discip- linary action, please. F. M. Hueffer, 2/Lt., O.C. No. I Garrison Coy. Kindly send AFB.'s 121 of above. H. C, James, Capt., O.C. Dt., Welch 3 3.7.16 AFB's 252 X passed to you. Exhibit 2. Receipt, please. H. C. James, Capt., O.C. Dt. WelcJ). 4 3.7.1916 Received herewith, please. F. M. Hueffer. 2/Lt., O.C. No. I Garrison Coy. H II EXHIBIT I SANCTUARY Shadowed by your dear hair, your kind soft eyes Look on wine-purple seas, whitening afar With marble foam where the dim islands are. We sit forgetting. For the great pines rise Above dark cypress to the dim white skies So clear and dark and still with one great star, And marble Dryads round a great white jar Gleam from the grove. Glimmering the white owl flies In the dark shades. . . . If ever life was harsh Here we forget — if ever friends turned foes. The sea-cliffs beetle down above the marsh, 114 EXHIBIT 2 ASYLUM CiESARiES teneros suavis tibi incumbrat ocellos : Nos quoque content! Isetique sedemus, obliti Si quid amari animos turbarit, et sequora soli Cernimus atra procul spuma canescere salis, Ultima qua franguntur terrse in litora fluetus. Candida marmoreBe Dryades prope dolia fulgent, Pergracilisque pinus miscetur imagine coeli (Omnes exsuperans herbas, abrasque cupressos) Unica qua Veneris constanter Stella refulget Per tenebras radians Stygias. Umbris in opacis Noctua sublustris volitat. . . . Si quid acerbi inerat vitae, si fallimur usque Quod nimium credimus, nobis nunc omnia cedunt. "5 SANCTUARY And through sea-holly the black panther goes. And in the shadow of that secret place, '^ Your kind, dear eyes shine in your dear, dear face. F. M. H. ii6 ASYLUM Imminet et scopulas praeceps sequoribus atris ; Perque herbas niger insepit pantsera marinas, Longse iam subeunt umbrae, sed lumina semper Vestra benigna mihi fulgent ex ore benigno. H. C. J. 117 AFTER THE WAR From Cardiff runs a winding road With, at its end, a pleasant hearth : So short's the way and light the load From Cardiff to Penarth. And she who sits beside the hearth, Or greets me on the pleasant leas, Shall one day in the applegarth Talk of these days as memories. And as the golden summer slips Into the time of harvest moons That set behind the spidery ships After long afternoons, Il8 MILES REDIVIVUS Est focus ingressis gratus, gratique Penates, Quo via stipata duck ab urbe sinens ; Est in conspectu,neque longa ex urbe Penarthum— Tam brevis extendens, tarn sinuosa via. Ilia sed in pratis quse meve salutat euntem Amplexuve sedans implicat ipsa levi, Uno forte die optabit, volventibus annis, Per vineta errans hos revocare dies. Amea cum redeunt moriturae tempora lucis Inque solet summo luna micare polo, Agricolisque prius lucem diflFundere laetis Quam, quasi perlongo fessa labore dici, 119 AFTER THE WAR We'll hear the churning nightjar play About the applegarth, And watch the closing in of day Beside the glimmering hearth : And we'U recall the winding way From Cardiff to Penarth. F. M. H. 1 20 MILES REDIVIVUS Balnea ad oceani veniet. Turn forte per agros Turn captare sonos aure invabit avium. Vespere maiores altis in montibus umbras In dubia flammae luce videre licet ; At reddetur iter nobis ex urbe Penarthum — Tam brevis extendens, tarn sinuosa via. H. C. J. 121 " THERE SHALL BE MORE JOY . The little angels of Heaven Each wear a long white dress, And in the tall arcadings Play ball and play at chess ; With never a soil on their garments, Not a sigh the whole day long. Not a bitter note in their pleasure. Not a bitter note in their song. But they shall know keener pleasure, And they shall know joy naore rare — Keener, keener pleasure When you, my dear, come there. 122 GAUDEBUNT ANGELI . . . LoNGis quisque suis ornati vestibus albis Coelicolae ludunt albis sub turribus arcis, Risibus implentes auras, talosque tilasque Lascivi voluntantes. Nunquam pernitidas cernunt nigrescere vestes Neve dolorosas suspirant usque per horas : NuUse dum cantant lacrimse, sed carmina fundunt Lseta dulcia voce. Te quoque, delicias solas, maiore Puella Lstitia accipient venientem ad templa deorum ; Longa dies et erit semper, tam longa voluptas, Dum te voce salutant. 123 'THERE SHALL BE MORE JOY . . .» The little angels of Heaven Each wear a long white gown, And they lean over the ramparts Waiting and looking down. F. M. H. 124 GAUDEBUNT ANGELI . . . Longis quisque suis ornati vestibus albis Ccelicolse cubito divorum in valla redinant : Despiciunt et ibi summa de vertice cceli. Fessi, oculosque fatigant. H. C. J. 1 25 AD BELLA VOCATUS Est turris, quo delicias meas Olim perveniens videbam : Illius in gradibus digitalis Purpureus captat vestigia aure Ingredientis. Cursum sol peragit medium polo Purpureique auras flores odore Implent : In gradibus leviter resonant vestigia Est desiderium turris mihi ; Est desiderium rivi quoque, Purpureique alto florent muri : 126 AD BELLA VOCATUS Floras ex superans digitalis omnes Amas amplexu tenero supremas Tenere videtur. Mox et " Germaniam tristis petam " — Longum iter — et terras alienas. Tunc abero : et veniet perfidus miles — Miles non nobis mihi — Deliciasque meas amplexu false lUe tenebit, et in pratis vagatus Dicet amorem, Auris dum miscetur odor, Dum resonant leviter vestigia Amatse H. C. J.i 1 This is a rendering of "The Silver Music," p. 35. 127 TO F. M. H. EXIT AD GALLIAM (IDIBUS lULIANIS MCMXVI) LusiSTi satis . . . Fundite iam lacrimas, saltus, O fundite montes : Linquit enim socios moerentes carus Alexis, Horrida bella petens, alienaque litora quaerens. O Pater omnipotens — tibi enim sunt omnia curse — Te precor ut fatis fortunaeque illius adsis. • • • • » At quid fleremus ? Patrios servare Penates Bis felix ! Felix tantos superasse labores Gaudens : fortunate puer : sic itur ad astra. H. C. J. 128