%,# 1 ** ©bfo pioneer IRe^vSgcotv Jftottna i> J***--** ■ v«M««av«v>->4>w<<«v &i CORNELL UNIVERSITY LIBRARY BOUGHT WITH THE INCOME OF THE SAGE ENDOWMENT FUND GIVEN IN 1 89 1 BY HENRY WILLIAMS SAGE Cornell University Library BX8495.Y73 A3 1857 Aut0 u»fi9!,SlS^y.,,S f a jP'oneer : or the nat 3 1924 029 472 945 The original of this book is in the Cornell University Library. There are no known copyright restrictions in the United States on the use of the text. http://www.archive.org/details/cu31924029472945 AUTOBIOGRAPHY OF A PIONEER; THE NATIVITY, EXPERIENCE, TRAVELS, AND MINISTERIAL LABORS REY. JACOB YOUNG; INCIDENTS, OBSERVATIONS, AND REFLECTIONS. " The love of Christ doth me constrain To seek the wand'ring souls of men." CINCINNATI, CRANSTON AND CTJRTS. NEW YORK, HUNT AND EATON , felu PREFACE "What! another autobiography of an itinerant?" Yes, my friend, another autobiography. And why should there not be another, and even still another ? Biograph- ical sketches have been written of very many of our Rev- olutionary patriots ; and yet, who feels that they are too - many ? Who would not greet with a glad smile the well-authenticated autobiography of an old soldier of the Revolution — describing the thrilling scenes of the great struggle for freedom through which our fathers passed ? So with regard to those old veterans of the c'ross, who, by their sacrifice, toil, and fidelity to God, laid the foun- dations and reared the noble fabric of Methodism. Let them enter into history. Let their heroism, their devo- tion, toils, and triumphs be placed upon record. No class of men have been more overlooked in American history ; and yet none have higher claims to a noble and generous recognition in that history, than the pioneer Methodist preachers. It is but just now that the sub- stantial service done by such men to their country, as well as to their God, is beginning to be understood. The name of " Father Young " is identified with both the earlier and later history of Methodism in the great west. His personal narrative is, therefore, a matter of interest to the whole Church. The following, found in the " Excerpta from Corre- spondence," in the Ladies' Repository, is a beautiful pic- ture of an old man retiring from the effective rants, after 3 4 . PREFACE. having served God and his generation. We scarcely need say that it was from a note written hy the aiithor and subject of this autobiography. "After having gone in and out before the Church for fifty-four years, I am now compelled to retire. I am now irf the neighborhood of total blindness. My strength is ebbing out with great rapidity. I shall soon be done vAth life and its cares. While you are actively and successfully engaged in doing the work of your great Master, I shall be sitting in my lonely cottage, repenting of all my former wrongs, be- lieving in Jesus Christ, and trying to love God with all my heart. How gloomy is the end of human life, uncon- nected with that which is to come ! My highest enjoy- ment in time, next to religion, will be in going to the house of G°d- It is not likely you will ever see my face again. I have spent a long life in trying to do good, and I am Anxious to do good to the vei-y last hour of my life. My trust is in my Eedeemer." Though the author still lingers on these mortal shores, the calm assurance and trust here evinced betoken that his sun of life will sink calmly and gloriously to its repose. It is due to state that the general editor, in consequence of other and imperative official duties, has been able to give little editorial supervision to this work. But he has been fortunate in being able to commit the matter to Eev. Charles Adams, whose high " character as a scholar and writer, as well as a Christian minister, is an ample guarantee for the manner in which the work has been ex- ecuted. The manuscript was also carefully examined by the Eev. Dr. Thomson, and the work was highly recom- mended by him. P. W. 0, Western Book Concern, Jpne 1, J857. CONTENTS. CHAPT ER I. CHILDHOOD AND YOUTH. Birth — Parentage — Emigration to the west— Perilous circumstances—In- dian war — Richard Young — Precautions— Removal to Youghiogheny — Laurel Hill — Pleasant home — Sickness — Recovery — The New Testa- ment — Its influence — Distress of mind — Sudden change — Good impres- sions fade — Becomes addicted to vain amusements — Emigration to Ken- tucky — Close of the Indian war — Perilous voyage — Character and hab- its of the early Kentuckians — Fight with tire-brands — Log-cabin — Mode of living — Unhallowed associates — Downward course — Becomes very wicked Page 23 CHAPTER II. AWAKENING AND CONVERSION. Methodist preachers — Serious thoughts — Dark conclusion— Hears the Meth* odists — Westminster Confession — The author's conclusion — Resorts to the Bible — Hope of mercy — -John Page — A sermon — Its influence — Wild career ended — A time of power — Author is overcome — Opposed by his father — A dark day — Conversion — Reported to his father — His anger — Is reconciled — Fear of the mother — Doubt and despondency — Dream — Relief — Sunny days — Prediction of his fall — Proved false — The circuit preacher — His appearance — His prayer and sermon— The first camp meeting— Joining the Church — Parents' conversion 38 CHAPTER III. CALL TO THE MINISTRY. Baptism — Lord's supper — Thirst for knowledge — New books — Impressions about preaching — Urging of friends — Discouragement and temptation — ■ Yielding to a sense of duty — First preaching — Success — Discouraged again — Persuasions of Benjamin Young — Henry Ogborne — His curious remarks — Samuel Parker — His character — Urges the author to preach — Attempts to exhort — Failure — Resolves to give it up— Thinks of settling 5 b CONTEXTS. down — Captain Waterman — A meeting without a preacher — Author bidden to preach — Undertakes — Text — Great freedom — Weeping and shouting — The friendly Scotchman — His offer — Author enters his semin- ary — Is attacked with violent fever — Expects to die — The great west- ern revival — Its great extent — Author's labors — Returns to his school — Licensed to preach — Rev. "William M'Kendree — His district — His habits — His great popularity — His wonderful zeal — His great in- fluence Page 50 CHAPTER IV. ENTERS THE ITINERANCY. Summons from the presiding elder— Preaches before him— Conversation with M'Kendree — Urges the author to preach — Consents — Distress — A clear sky — Meets the elder — Appointed to fill ^ vacancy — Well re- ceived — A time of refreshing — Parker's singing — M'Kendree's' preach- ing — Author's first sermon as an itinerant — A happy day — E. Tolbert— Gabriel Woodfield — Philip Taylor— Samuel Duncan — Felix Grundy — Gen. Jackson — Robert Wickliffe — Around the circuit — Feelings — Halt- ing between two opinions — A liberal education — Life-long sufferings for want of education — Advice to Methodist preachers— Colleague's great zeal — Fifty-eight preaching-places — Proselyting efforts of the Baptists — Troublesome controversy — Baptists lose ground — Joshua L. Wilson — Close of the year * 64 CHAPTER V. NEW GROUND— WAYNE CIRCUIT — 1802. Desire to visit the conference— M'Kendree refuses — New appointment — James Gwyn — Forming of a new circuit — First reception — Preaching — Forms a society — Cabin in the wildernere — The lonely woman's sur- prise — Comfortable lodging — Joseph Williams — Mrs. Walker — Examin- ation — The cheerless cabin — Thoughts of better days — Preaching — A strange-looking man— He becomes u Chris tian— Samuel Finley— His shouting — "Great and glorious days" — Circuit formed — Account of David Rice — Lewis Garret — An eventful and happy year — Two facts — The new circuit named — Close of the year — Visit home 83 CHA PT ER VI. CLYNCH CIRCUIT— 1803. Arrival at the conference — Conference-room — Mrs. Burke — Enters the nonference-Foom — Bishop Asbury — M'Kendree — Place of worship — Sab- j^th — Ten thousand hearers — Autbor preaches on Tuesday — A time ol CONTENTS. 7 refreshing— Travels in the wilderness with Bishop Asbury — Parting with the Bishop — His last words — Inhabitants of Powell's Valley — Their desperate character — The murdered travelers — Mocasson Gap — The Lynn family — The witty lawyer outwitted — Mr. Whitten — Tempta- tion to settle — First meeting with Lorenzo Dow— His preaching and appearance — Sermon of three hours on baptism — Sermon on Calvin- ism—Result — Border ruffians— Horse -stealing — Punishment --Page 106 CHAPTER VII. HOLSTON CIRCUIT — 1804. Widow Russell — Her character — Colonel Preston — Lawyer Smith — Salt- making — Mr. King — His history — General Tate — Knowlechucke cir- cuit — Ragon's meeting-house — Mr. Ragon — Mr. Harrison — John Adam Granadd — His strange career — Attends u. camp meeting — Converted — Commences preaching — An able and successful minister — The Ernests — Judge Paine — Rev. Mr. Cosson — The jerks — Its prevalence — Rev. Mr. Doke — Singular exercises — Various opinions — The young preacher — ■ Seized by the jerks — Amusing consequences — The author's sermon — The result 128 CHAPTER VIII. MARIETTA CIRCUIT— 1S05. Ill health — Reflections- 1 — Arrival at conference — Preaches the first ser- mon — A failure — Bishop Asbury sick — William M'Kendree elected President — Benjamin Young — His expulsion — Asbury's opinion of the case — Reclaimed and reinstated — Temptation — Resolution — Typhoid fever — Dr. Hines — Appointed to Marietta circuit — Journey from con- ference — Governor Tiffin — Sickness continues — Mr. Fearing — Reaches Marietta — Dr. M'Intosh. — Severe sickness — Life despaired of — Return- ing strength—Good news — Rapid recovery — Interest in the young preacher — Jonas Johnson — His character — Methodism in Marietta — Commences preaching — The congregation and singing — Dr. Story — Solomon Goss — Providential help — The doctor's bill — Fever returns — Becomes better — George C. Light — Severe winter — Discouraging pros- pects — Society organized in Marietta — Protracted meeting — Results- ■ Close of the year 140 CHAPTER IX. LIMESTONE CIRCUIT — 1808. Belleville — Sickness of Light — Fording the Scioto — Fever and ague — Asbury — Whatcoat — Revival — Joseph Crawford — James Axley — Re- 8 CONTENTS. lates his experience — Effoct — Limestone circuit — Appearance of the circuit— Augusta — Standeford—FIevningsburg— Various places — Eirst round finished — Improving health — Eevivals commence — Prosperous camp meeting — Prosperous year — Valentine Cook — Cumberland Gap — The gate-keeper — Arrives at conference— Death of Whatcoat — M'Ken- dree — Missing ones— David Young— S. Parker— Coke's circular letter — His proposal — Rejected — General conference and bishops — Southern se- . cession— Sermon on death of Whatcoat — Text— Asbury Page 161 CHAPTER X. NASHVILLE C I K C U I T — 1 S 6. Nashville circuit — Its large extent — M'Kendree's manners — Holston mount- ains — Displeasure — Horse sickness— Relieved — Cumberland mountains — Spence's Gap— A dismal passage — Mode of descending — The drunken fool — M'Kendree's instructions and anecdotes — Lodge in the wilderness — M'Kendree and Edge — The watering-place — Baptist ministers — Edge's imprudence — M'Kendree's reproof — Arrives at the circuit — Reflections — The infidel — The discussion — Result — Green Hill — His daughter— Col- league — The common enemy — Jealousies — Presbyterians turning Meth- odists — Adoption of Methodist modes — Origin of Cumberland Presby- terians — Methodism very efficient; — Miles Harper — His independent course — Difficulty with a Presbyterian — Author reproved by M'Ken- dree — Comforted — M'Kendree preaching in his blanket — Reproves the tobacco-chewers — Harper tried — Defends himself — Acquitted — M'Ken- dree's dissatisfaction with the Presbyterians — The Christian union de- fined — Camp meeting — Valedictory 177 CHAPTER XI. CHILLICOTHE CONFERENCE— 1807. Wayne circuit — Abbot Goddard — Great exhorter — David Young — A Unitarian preacher — Conversation with M'Kendree — John Armstrong — The drunkard — His wrath — Conference — Asbury — The imprudent preachers — The whipping — Dr. Tiffin — Interview with Asbury — Ap- pointed to Mississippi district 198 CHAPTER XII. JOURNEY TO M I S S I S S I P P I — 1 8 7 . New responsibilities — Dr. Hynes — Journey alone — Serious thoughts — Joins his associates — Preparations for the journey through the wilder- ness — Horses lost — Recovered — Col. George — His wicked character— Chickasaw nation — Choctaws — Their appearance — Arrive in the Missis- sippi territory— Appii-Forum— Reach Fort Gibson 207 CONTENTS. CHAPTER XIII. MISSISSIPPI DISTRICT— 1 801-8. Joyfully received — Randall Gibson — Learner Blaekman — The band of ■ preachers — James Axley — Character of Blaekman — His great influence- Fording and traveling — Pickeringville — Natchez — Tooley — " Under' the hill" — Unexpected meeting — Mr. Wilson — Uncouth landlord — Capt Bowie — Lawyer Hughes — Panthers — Loses the way — Return — Axley— Eneampment^Prospects of the mission — Dr. Floyd — William Foster- Lorenzo Dow — His controversy with Sneethen and Cooper — Lorenzo and the Calvanists Page 216 CHAPTER XIV. MISSISSIPPI DISTRICT — CONTINUED — 1807-8. Axley much discouraged — Meets with opposition— His great self-denial and energy — Dr. Green — Dow's family trials — Camp meeting — Lorenzo Dow and the rowdies — Canteen of whisky — The " notable robber " — The chain of five links — A great speech — Bilious fever — A little swear- ing Yankee — Madam Turnbull — Esq. Turnbull — Dow again — Another remarkable speech — Effect — Author leaves the territory— Reckons his leaving as one of the mistakes of his life • - 233 CHAPTER XT. CONFERENCE— 1808. Difficulties with the Choctaws — Start for Nashville — Apprehensions — Fears relieved — Indians — Sickness of Traverse — Reach conference — ■ M'Kendree now bishop — Author reproved by Asbury for leaving the territory — Conference business — Burke — Slavery — Pleasant conference — Cup of trembling — Kindness of M'Kendree — Appointed to Nashville circuit — Appointment changed to West Wheeling 246 CHAPTER XVI. WEST WHEELING CIRCUIT — 1808. Michael Ellis — Archibald M'Elroy — Doubtful reception— Interview with R. R. Roberts — Asbury's letter — Unpleasant situation — Lorenzo Dow — Jthn Spahr — His family — Ruth — Peggy Dow— Barnabas Lucas — Jacob Neisless — Thornton Fleming — James Quinn — Transfer of the circuit — Obadiah Jennings — James Watts — Thomas Church — His resolution — His attempts at "reform — Failure — Author's courtship — Marriage — Note from Asbury • 253 10 CONTENTS. CHAPTER XVH. RE APPOINTMENT— TRANSFER TO BALTIMORE CONFER ENCE— 1 809 — 18 1 1 . Conference in Cincinnati — Reappointed — Transfer— Ohio circuit — John West— Jacob Graber — Sickness — Redstone circuit — Revival — Pros- perity — J. B. Finley — M'Elroy — Temperance — Pleasant acquaintances — Close of the year Page 268 CHAPTER XVIII. OHIO DISTRICT — 181 J. Baltimore conference — Nicholas Sneethen — "War declared — Much excite- ment — The two great parties — Apprehensions — Scarcity of bread — John P. Kent — M'Kendree's preaching — Presbyterian deputation — They ac- cuse M'Kendree — His defense— His fatherly advice — Hull's surrender — Great alarm 278 CHAPTER XIX. A CAMP MEETING INCIDENT, Camp meeting — A rowdy struck down — Groat excitement — Sinners con- verted — Soldiers marching for Buffalo — They march into the encamp- ment — Asbury's sermon to the soldiers — Text — A word in season — De- parture — Disorder — Asbury's warning to rowdies 290 CHAPTER XX. OHIO DISTRICT — CONTINUED— 181 J. Conference was very large — A member expelled — Reappointed — Joseph Spahr — His character and early death — A year of prosperity — Hard times — Provisions high — Stern winter — Camp meeting men — General Mead — M'Kendree's preaching — Clamor about lodgings — All accommo- dated—Mrs. Hale— The bishops 297 CHAPTER XXI. OHIO DISTRICT — CONTINUED-1813 — 1815. Opening of conference — Conversion of Miss "Wells — Solemn reflections — A christening in the conference-room — Reappointed — Preachers — The war — Cold plague — Dreadfully fatal— Great scarcity — Extortioners — Three young ladies— Anne Kent— Conference at Cineinnati— Bishops in feeble health 30S CONTENTS. 11 CHAPTER XXII. REAPPOINTED TO OHIO DISTRICT — 1 8 I 6. Conference — Burke's suspension — Injudicious management — His expul- sion — Burke a man of God — Arrival of M'Kendree — Conference takes a new aspect — Reappointed — David Young — Abel Robinson — Fever — Cured — Improvement in district — Conference at Lebanon — Asbury very feeble — Election of delegates — Attends General conference ■■ -Page 313 CHAPTER XXIII.. GENERAL CONFERENCE — 1816. Journey — Company — Arrival — Lodgings — Conference-room — Eminent men — Boundaries — R. R. Roberts — Death of Asbury — M'Kendree alone — His appearance — Funeral of Asbury — Sermon by Dr. Black — Order of procession — Presiding elder question — Leaders in the debate — No change — George and Roberts elected bishops — Adjournment — Jour- ney homeward — Apprehensions of robbers — Arrival home ■ • 320 CHAPTER XXIV. MUSKINGUM DISTRICT — 1816. An extensive district — Meditations — Good health — Marietta — Marcus Lindsey — Thomas A. Morris — Abigail — William Cherrington — Samuel Hamilton — One round finished — Second round — A camp meeting— David Young — William Swayze — Death's doings — Conference' — Reappoint- ment 328 CHAP TER XXV. MUSKINGUM DISTRICT — CONTINUED — 1816-1818. Business operations — Unsuccessful — Book Concern — Somewhat discour- aged — Conference at Zanesvillej 1817 — Returned to Muskingum dis- trict — Preachers of the district — M'Mahon — Encounter with a Univer- salist — Waterman — His preaching — Cornelius Springer — Hamilton — His superior talents — Encounter with an infidel — Amusing anecdote of a erazy man — Lemuel Lane — Conference at Steubenville, 1818— Burke's case — Joshua Soule — Reappointed — Embarrassments 339 CHAPTER XXVI. GENERAL C N F E E E N C E — 1 8 1 . Conference at Cincinnati — Wyandott mission — Delegates — Appointed to West Wheeling circuit — William Swayze— His preaching in the woods— 12 CONTENTS. Wonderful effect — The Yankee dancing-master — Arrive at General con- ference — Distinguished members — Presiding elder question — M'Kendreu. and Soule vindicated— Soule elected bishop — Declines ordination — A warm struggle — Soule's resignation accepted — Conference adjourns — Return — Annual conference — Wyandott chiefs Page 356 CHAPTER XXVII. Li NT ASTER DISTRICT — 1823-1826. C. Elliott — LydiaBarstow — John Stewart— His visit to the "Wyandotts— Jonathan Pointer — Gov. Trimble — Plea for the "Wyandotts — Severe sick- ness^Annual conference — Election of delegates — Reappointment — At- tends the General conference — The Radical struggle — Soule and Hed- ding elected bishops — Reese and Hannah — The suspended resolution — Return 367 CHAPTER XXVIII. COLUMBUS AND PICKAWAY CIRCUITS-GENERAL CONFER- ENCE— 1828. Conference at Hillsboro — Appointment — Death of oldest son — A great .shock — Wife's sickness and recovery — Conference — Dark days — Journey to the General conference — Lodgings — Strong men — Radical reform — Report on the subject — Adopted — Shinn — Randall's appeal — Soule's sermon — Emory and Fisk — Fisk's speech — Roszel and Bascom— Canada question — Settled — Adjournment— Annual conference — Chillicothe. 379 CHAPTER XXIX. FAIRFIELD AND MARIETTA CIRCUITS — 18!8- 1899 . A large circuit— Colleague — David Lewis — Camp meeting — M'Kendree'a sermons — His great excellence — Urbana conference, 1829 — Marietta cir- cuit — General class meetings — Beneficial — Bowen family — Liberality — Author removes bis family to Virginia — Lancaster conference 397 CHAPTER XXX. T RANSFER — WEST LIBERTY AND OHIO CIRCUITS — 1 880-S 1. A pleasant conference — Transferred to Pittsburg conference — Micbael Ellis — Author's eye-sight failing — Different prescriptions — Eyes grow ■ ing worse — Dark prospect — Two circuits in one — L. L. Hamline — His preaching — Campbellites — Success— The Poes — William Tucker — iCilleJ by the Indians — Conference at Pittsburg, 1831 — Hedding— Bascom — Reappointed — Eyes improved 40B CONTENTS. 13 CHAPTER XXXI. SOMERSET AND ATHENS CIRCU I T S — 1 838-1 8 3 i. Appointed to Somerset circuit — Prosperity — Temperance efforts — Opposi- tion — The distiller's conversion — Cholera — Great alarm — Cholera at Cincinnati — Conference there — Appointed to Athens circuit — Fine pros- pects — Failure of Hamline's health — Recovery — Cyrus Brooks — Circle- ville conference — Ohio University — Bishop Soule — Dissatisfaction — Re- appointed Page 42£ CHAPTER XXXII. COLUMBUS DISTRICT — 1835— 1839. Springfield conference, 1835 — Author's fifth election to General confer- ence — Appointed to Columbus district — Sundry good men — The mission- ary spirit — Methodist Female Seminary — General conference — B. Waugh and T. A. Moms, elected bishops — Annual conference at Chillicothe — "William Nast — Samuel Lewis — Xenia conference — Plan of the Female Seminary presented — Opposition — Success— Death of Mrs. Young — ■ Conference at Columbus — Reappointed — Close of labors on Columbus district ■ - - - 439 CHAPTER XXXIII. GENERAL CONFERENCE — 1840. Annual conference — Cincinnati — Election of Delegates — A new circuit — Revival — General conference — Baltimore — Slavery — Case of Comfort — The debates — I. A. Few — 0. Scott— Dr. Newton — His preaching — De- parture — Adjournment — Return — Pjttsburg — Mrs. Anna Lee — Home — Prosperous summer : 452 CHAPTER XXXIV. RUSHVILLE, LONDON, NEW RICHMOND, AND NORTH BEND CIRCUITS- 1840— 1844. Zanesville conference, 1840 — Reappointed — Revival — Author marries Mrs. Lee, of Pittsburg — A year of labor — Urbana conference, 1841— Dela- ware — Dr. Elliott — Ohio Wesleyan University — Present condition of the College — Rushville circuit — R. 0. Spencer — Washingtonianism — Con- ference, 1842 — London circuit — Good friends — New Richmond circuit, 1843 — A prosperous year — Marietta conference, 1844 — Resolutions — Warm debate — Much opposition — Pass triumphantly — North Bend cir- cuit — Close of the year 462 14 CONTENTS. CHAPTER XXXV. MARIETTA DISTRICT — 1845 — 1848. Cincinnati conference, 1845 — Bishop Soule — Bishop Hamline — Soule, by request of the conference; leaves the chair — Retires from the conference- s'^ m— Marietta district — Prosperity — Piqua conference, 1846 — Reap- * pointed — A prosperous year — Columbus conference, 1847 — Delegates — Reappointed — Removes to Harmar — General conference — Much im- portant business — Home — Newark conference, 1848 — Reappointed — ■ ' Pleasant year Page 477 CHAPTER XXXVI. ZANESVILLE D IS T R I C T— 1 8 4 8 — 1 8 5 2 . Dayton conference, 1849 — Zanesville district — Lowrey — Moody— Prosper- ity — Chillicothe conference, 1850 — Reappointed — Prosperous year — Fail- ing health — Springfield conference, 1851 — Pew question — Author's eighth election to General conference— Reappointment— Goes to Bos- ton — Opening of conference — Appearance — Election of bishops — Other business — Adjournment — Journey home — Remarks 493 CHAPTER XXXVII. GROVEPOBT, PICKERINGTON, CHESTER, AND REHOBOTH CIRCUITS — 185 a— 185 S. Zanesville conference, 1852 — Appointed to Groveport — Prosperous year — Lancaster conference, 1853 — Pickerington circuit — Another pleasant year — Portsmouth conference, 1854 — Delightful conference — Chester circuit — Athens conference, 1855 — Much business — Author's ninth elec- tion — Rehoboth circuit — Arrival— Much exhausted 506 CHAPTER X X X V 1 1 I . GENERAL CONFERENCE OF 1856 - CLOSE OF ITINERANT LABORS. Strength increases — Reverse — Failure of eyes — Author resigns his charge — Preaches in various places — Goes to General conference — Slav- ery question — Debates — Adjournment — Newark conference-— Superan- nuation — Homo — Palsy — Partial blindness — Fourscore years — Happi- ness ■••• ~ 513 Conclusion 520 INTRODUCTION, The venerable man whose autobiography is here introduced to the public, is a few months older than the Declaration of American Independence. Native American citizens, born under colonial jurisdiction, are becoming scarce among us, and will soon entirely disappear. For this reason, if no other existed, the personal history of Rev. Jacob Young, D.D., is a matter of interest to this generation. The labor of getting it up, at his advanced age, must have been onerous. Having been long afflicted in his eyes, and for some years nearly deprived of vision, he labored under the disadvantage of having to employ an amanuensis. This was embarrassing. Dictating for another to write, is similar to preaching through an interpreter; it disturbs the regular current of thought and language, and checks the inspiration of the theme.' Still, the reader will be well entertained with this book, and the Church generally will realize a favor conferred by its publication. The revision of Dr. Thomson, and editorial scrutiny of Dr. Clark, are ample security for its literary character, while the well-known claims of the author to candor and verac- ity are a sufficient voucher for its truthfulness. 15 16 INTRODUCTION. Dr. Young was born and reared on the western frontier, and became accustomed to privation and hardship, toil and peril, in early life, all of which wore favorable to that power of endurance so import- ant to him in his subsequent calling as a pioneer evan-° gelist, as well as to his mental vigor and moral cour- age. He was more than half a century engaged in the arduous duties of the regular itinerant ministry, sometimes forming new circuits, then enlarging old ones, and a large proportion of his time he was pre- siding elder on extensive and laborious districts. 'The first few years of toil and exposure, with some severe attacks of fever, nearly broke him down, but his con- stitution rallied, and he regained his health, and con- tinued in his high and holy calling to a good old age. He was well adapted to the times and country in which Providence placed him. He belonged to a class of citizen ministers, called of God from the masses of the people, converted, imbued with the spirit of the Gospel, and by Him sent back to the masses with the glad tidings of salvation, which they proclaimed in language familiar to the common peo- ple, who heard them gladly, as such people formerly heard the Savior. If the Gospel rule be applied to these ministers, " By their fruits ye shall know them," they will compare very favorably with those who come from universities and schools of divinity. College instruction is a privilege, but not indispensable to the acquisition of ministerial qualification. There are Other means of obtaining useful knowledge, and such INTRODUCTION. 17 as diligently use them may become learned without college instruction. Many of our American states- men, and not a few of our itinerant ministers, are living examples of this truth. Persevering applica- tion to books and study will generally insure success. Dr. Young evinced an ardent desire for the acqui- sition of knowledge at a very early period of life, and, in the absence of school privileges, used such means as were within his reach. The second book he read was the New Testament. This shaped his course, fixed his principles, and secured his success in after life. Though he grew up amid patriots, sol- diers, and the exciting scenes of the chase, incident to a new country, he never lost his thirst for knowl- edge. Though he was led, by the force of example and evil association, out of the path of life in which he had resolved in childhood to walk, yet he ever retained his desire for mental improvement. Having arrived at adult age, experienced a change of heart, and become exercised in mind as to having a dispen- sation of the Gospel committed to him, he embraced the first opportunity of studying under a competent teacher ; but the call of the Church, the pressing de- mands of the work, and the persuasion of influential brethren, induced him to break off and take the field before he completed his academical course. This he subsequently regretted, feeling embarrassed for want of a classical education. Yet, perhaps, a man reared in college, if placed on his frontier circuit, would nave been quite as much embarrassed for the want of ■2 18 INTRODUCTION. his practical knowledge of men and things in general. After all, he was not so deficient as many. He had acquired the elementary principles of an English education; and before he entered the ministry, he was well read in philosophy and ancient history, still better in theology, and, best of all, he was quite fa- miliar with the holy Scriptures. On this foundation, he proceeded to build; and, being always studious, he has read as much, and retained the substance of his reading as well, as any man of my acquaintance. Better judges than I have pronounced him one of the best theologians and historians in our country. That he has retained some provincialisms, contracted in early life, is admitted; but the same is true of some doctors of divinity, nearly of his own age, who were regularly graduated both in literary and theological institutions. Improper habits of pronunciation, ac- quired in youth, are not easily reformed. I became well acquainted with Dr. Young, when he was probably at the maximum of his physical and mental vigor. He was my presiding elder from the spring of 1816 to the autumn of 1819. He was then regarded as one of our strongest men in the work. Multitudes of people attended his quarterly meetings, expecting to witness displays of awakening power and saving mercy, and were seldom disappointed. He was generally respected as an able minister and esteemed as a good man. The junior preachers es- pecially, of whom I was one, looked up to him as a preceptor, and loved him as a father. His manner, INTRODUCTION. 19 it is well known, was peculiar; the intonations of his voice were monotonous, and, in any other individ- ual, would have been objectionable; but, in him, we thought them commendable, as identifying the man we all liked so well, and we should have regretted the absence of his own peculiar tone. In those days, he began his day's study at 4 o'clock, A. M., and allowed himself no needless loss of time. The first few days I was in his company, in 1816, he was critically re- viewing Dr. Blair's Lectures on Rhetoric, and though he could readily recite most of the rules, they did not, in the least, interfere with the modulations of his own voice, which, at his decease, will be finally lost, for no man ever did, or ever will, imitate them; any attempt to counterfeit them would be easily detected. With him, however, they were natural, not affected, and soon became familiar and agreeable to habitual hearers. But, with all his peculiarity of manner as a speaker, he was, in his best days, generally popular and successful, for he preached and prayed in demon- stration of the Spirit, and many souls were saved under his ministry. He freely identified himself with the Methodists, when the entire connection in Amer- ica embraced less than one hundred thousand mem- bers, and less than four hundred traveling preachers ; but he lives to see the same connection with eight hundred thousand communicants, and over five thou- sand effective traveling preachers, exclusive of the Southern organization, which, if added, would swell the membership to over a million and a quarter, and 20 INTRODUCTION. the itinerant ministry to some eight thousand — a glo- rious result for one lifetime. A faithful record of the incidents of his life, pro- tracted to fourscore years, can not fail to interest readers in general, while his numerous friends and brethren will enjoy a choice entertainment in its perusal. He remembered his Creator in the days of his youth; but his youthful impressions, like the morning cloud and early dew, soon passed away. When he became a man, was reawakened, and re- solved to be decidedly religious, his conflict with sin and Satan was terrible, showing that reclamation is more difficult than original conversion. This part of his narrative will deeply interest all who seriously inquire what they must do to be saved, while his pro- tracted struggle of mind over his divine call to the ministry, will prove instructing and edifying to all interested in knowing the truth on that subject. Be- fore our blessed Savior commenced his public min- istry, he was led into the wilderness and sorely tempted; and it is not uncommon for those whom he calls to preach the Gospel, to experience fiery trials prior to the opening of their mission, or soon after. But the Lord affords them supporting and delivering grace. Taken altogether, this work is a valuable ad- dition to our biographical department, and well de- serves, what, I trust, will be awarded to it, an ex- tended circulation. T. A. Morris. Home Lodge, Maech,' 1857. FIFTY YEARS Df THE ITINERANCY. FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. CHAPTER I. CHILDHOOD AND YOUTH. I was born, in what is- now called Alleghany county, in the state of Pennsylvania, March 19th, in the' year of our Lord, 1776, of poor but respectable parents. My "father was brought up in the Church of England, my mother in. the Presbyterian Church. Neither of them was converted to God, till after I came to years of maturity, united with the Methodist Episcopal Church, and obtained salvation through our Lord Jesus Christ. I was the humble instru- ment in the hands of God of bringing them both to the knowledge of the truth as it is in Jesus. They united with the Methodist Episcopal Church, and. for many years adorned their profession. Their lives were tranquil, and their deaths peaceful. My father was born in Anne Arundel county, Maryland. My mother was born in Berkley county, Virginia. They were united in marriage in 1769, and settled on a stream called Back creek, Berkley county, Virginia. There they remained till God blessed their union with two sons, Samuel and Benjamin. From thence 23 24 FIFTY YEARS IN TllE ITINERANCY. they emigrated to the western country, at that time called the backwoods, and settled near the Ohio river, about twenty miles below Pittsburg — not very far from where Adam Poe had his famous conflict with the Indian chief, called Big-Foot. There the subject of this memoir was born. Few children ever came into the world surrounded by more perilous circumstances than myself. It will be remembered by all who are acquainted with the history of the country, that at this time the Indian war was raging with dreadful fury. The log-cabin in which I was born, stood right on the frontier. My uncle, Richard Young, built' a strong log-cabin about thirty yards distant from my father's. The Indians could come to the very doors without passing the habitation of any white man. But these houses were remarkably well secured. The shutters to the doors, were made of strong white- oak puncheons, made smooth and put together with such skill that it was impossible for the Indians to force them. Between the logs of the cabin were small holes called port-holes, through which we could project the muzzles of our guns. The ground was so well cleared between the houses that the Indians could not approach without being discovered, and if they made an attack on one door they could be shot at through the port-holes of the other. My father, being an excellent woodsman and sharp- shooter, relied upon his skill, activity, good gun, and faithful dog — for the protection of his family. While tfiUST THREE tEARS. 25 I was sleeping in my cradle, watched by my careful mother and two little brothers who were kept within doors for fear of the savages, my father and uncle were clearing ground to raise bread for their families. While one worked the other watched with a loaded gun in hand, his dog being always near to give the alarm. In this way I spent the first year of my life. At the end of that year, my mother became so much alarmed that she was unwilling to stay there any longer. They removed to a settlement on the Youghiogheny, near where Connelsville now stands. Here I spent another year of my life. During that period I learned nothing from my parents worth ^recording. The third year became more interesting. Of many interesting and important events that trans- pired during this year I have a distinct recollection. My father purchased a pretty little farm near the base of the famous Laurel Hill, Fayette county, Pennsylvania. I learned from my mother in after years that 1 was remarkable for my activity and natural courage. These two qualities never forsook me even in old age. A few of the incidents of my early life I will relate. First, the beauty and pleasantness of my habitation, the kindness of my father and mother, and my two brothers. My mother's relations lived near and had a great partiality for me and conferred on me many favors. I was placed under the care 26 FIFTY YEARS IH THE ITINERANCY. of a negro girl, who was remarkable for her faithful- ness and kindness. This year, I began to take great delight in walking through the fields and meadows with my two brothers. I used to spend hours in the delightful sylvan scenes, while pleasant groves, and singing birds, always charmed my youthful heart. This pleasant year soon run by. The next was a gloomy one. My father and mother made great calculations on my happiness and usefulness, but their prospects appear to have been blasted in a day. I was attacked with a bloody flux which brought me very low. My father sat, for many a dreary night, with me in his lap when I could not turn my head. This year appears like a blank in my life, as I remember scarcely any thing of it but the misery I suiFered. I recovered slowly. Before I was en- tirely well I was attacked with a confirmed asthma, which lasted till my fifteenth year. Sometimes it was almost impossible for me to breathe. It was attended with a very severe cough, which brought on a bleeding at the nose. I often sat for hours when the blood was flowing, and I fully expected I should eventually bleed to death. I recollect hearing my father say that I bled so much at one time, that the last bleeding would hardly stain a white pocket- handkerchief. In consequence of my afflictions I was unable to go to school. While my brothers were acquiring an education I was confined at home ; but, at this early period, I was resolved that I would not live and die EARLY IMPRESSIONS. 27 in ignorance. My father bought some books for me, and my mother became my preceptress. I studied faithfully under her instructions for many a long day. The second book I read was the New Testament ; and while reading it, God applied the word to my heart. Often did I leave my mother's presence lest she should see my flowing tears. I loved the Savior, and used to think if I had lived in the days of his incarnation, I would have followed him at the risk of life. These convictions continued for several years, when one night, after the family were all asleep — I was about ten years of age — I became greatly alarmed ; I arose, and sat for some time by the fire, in distress of mind almost beyond endurance. But suddenly a change took place, and my burden appeared to fall off; something whispered in my ear " be of good comfort, your sins are forgiven." I then went to bed with great comfort, and for a number of months was a very happy boy. I opened my mind to no one, for this was a dark time in the Church, and I knew of no one to whom I could go for instruction. I continued to read the Testament and repeat the Lord's Prayer when 1 went to -bed. But having no one to guide me my good impressions wore off, and I returned again to the follies of the world. My fall was very sudden. I met with considerable persecution from my brother older than myself, who was not willing to lose my company. He possessed a great flow )f xnimal 28 FIFTY YEARS IN TSE ITINERANCY. spirits, and often made sport for the 'whole family. Under these circumstances, my mind became painfully exercised, the enemy often tempted me, and having no religious instructor, I did not know how to resist temptation. I was one day riding a very unruly horse, and it appeared that an evil spirit had entered into the animal. Being greatly provoked, I swore profanely, and it seemed as if the good Spirit left me immediately. I left off saying prayers and reading the holy Scriptures, and in less than one year I was far worse than I ever had been before. I had been a child of affliction the greater part of my life, my disease was a confirmed asthma, which was removed by taking tar-pills, or by the assistance of nature. I was now about fifteen years of age. In a short time, I became very healthy and remarkable for strength and activity. It may be truly said that "evil communications corrupt good morals," as well as good manners. About this time I learned to dance, and was ex- ceedingly fond of the ball-room, and charmed with the sound of the violin. In a year or two these things became stale, and I sought for and found a variety at the card-table. I spent my long winter evenings in pernicious places, surrounded by the very worst kind of company, and when I became tired of the card-table I would return again to the ball-room. About this time my father emigrated to the state of Kentucky, and settled on the frontier in what is now Henry county, near where Newcastle at present EMIGRATION. 29 stands. But after my father had concluded to go to Kentucky, several things transpired that aro worthy of notice. Previous to this time, General Harmer and General St. Clair had both been de- feated by the Indians. These victories inspired the savages with an expectation of general success, and the war became more bloody than it had been before. My father and mother having suffered so much from Indian war in days of other years, were afraid to venture themselves and family on the fron- tier again. Having sold their farm, and lost part of the price in Continental money, they were a good deal reduced in their temporal circumstances. While the family remained in an unsettled condition, the subject of this memoir had to labor very hard to help support his father's family. Finally, the Indian war came to a close, and with buoyant spirits we left Pennsylvania, took water at Brownsville, on the Monongahela river, and floated to the mouth of the Kentucky river. There were very many persons in the boat in which we de- scended, and a goodly number of them women, that were very much afraid of Indians. Though there was no real danger, there was a great deal of un- easiness experienced by the crew. Perhaps I was more exposed than any other individual during the whole voyage. There were fifty-two persons and fifteen horses on board, beside a great deal of fur- niture which sunk the boat very deep. As it was late in the season, the weather was very stormy. 30 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. It fell to my lot mostly to steer the boat. I was often put to my wit's end, not knowing what to do. The horses prancing and trying to jump out of the boat, the women screaming at the top of their voices, and cowardly men standing on the bow cry- ing to the right and to the left, all at the same time, made perfect confusion. One gloomy afternoon we came in sight of an island — some cried to the right, others to the left, and in this confusion the boat took the wrong side of the island. All were in danger of being lost. The channel being narrow, and the water running with great force, the boughs of the trees leaning over brushed our horses, and it was feared they would jump out. The women, crying aloud and praying for mercy, had a dreadful time. The steers- man became very angry, and ' to his own shame, swore horribly. Having thus quieted the whole crew, by great exertions he got the boat straight, and we glided smoothly through, and in a short time were in the broad river again. It often fell to my lot to furnish fuel. I would take a canoe and go to the shore, and let the boat float on, cut and fill my canoe with wood, and then, by hard rowing for several hours, come up with the boat again. On these occasions, my mother was very fearful that lurking Indians along the shore might murder her son. But by great care and hard toiling, we ran our boat into the mouth of the Ken- tucky river. EARLY KENTUCKIANS. 31 • Here, my father left the boat and traveled, on an Indian path, thirty miles to Loudon station, where he had relatives living. They came with all con- venient speed, took the light furniture and family on horses, conveyed them to their new home, and stored the heavy furniture, to be afterward conveyed by water to Drennon's Lick. A house being provided for the family, all went tc business, and soon became acquainted with the man- ners and customs of the country, and found them bad enough. Although I had departed far from the good and the right way before I. left Pennsylvania, yet these Kentuckians had- gone so much farther than any thing I had ever known in wickedness, that I was horrified at seeing and hearing them. The very sight of them was painfully disgusting. Their costume was . a hunting-shirt, buck-skin pantaloons, a leathern belt around their middle, a scabbard and a big knife fastened to their belt; some of them wore hats, and some caps. Their feet were covered with moccasins, made of dressed deer-skins. They did not think themselves dressed without their powder-horn and shot-pouch, or the gun and tomahawk. They were ready, then, for all alarms. They knew but little. They could clear ground, raise corn, kill turkeys, deer, bears, buffalo, and, when it became necessary, they understood the art of fighting the Indians as well as any men in the United States. Here I will give the reader a specimen of their manners and customs, which will convey some knowledge of their real character. 32 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. Shortly after we bad taken up our residence, I was called upon to assist in opening a road, from the place where Newcastle now stands, to the mouth of Ken- tucky river. That country, then, was an unbroken forest. There was nothing but an Indian trail pass- ing the wilderness. The Indian warriors were in the habit of crossing the Ohio river, and leaving their bark-canoes in the mouth of the Kentucky river; and, following the trail into the white settlement, where they murdered the inhabitants, indiscriminately, men, women, and children, then stealing a number of horses, and making their escape back to their own country. Pursuant to previous notice, I met the company early in the morning, with my ax, three days' pro- visions and my knapsack. Here I found a captain, with about one hundred men, all prepared to labor — about as jovial a company as I ever saw, all good- natured and civil. Had a man been there who had ever read the history of Greece, he would have thought of the Spartans in their palmy days. This was about the last of November, 1797. The day was cold and clear. The country through which the company passed was delightful. It was not a flat country, but, what the Kentuckians called, rolling ground. It was quite well stored with lofty timber, and the undergrowth was very pretty. The beautiful cane-brakes gave it a peculiar charm. What rendered it most interesting was the great abundance of wild turkeys, deer, bear, and other wild animals. The A SHAM FIGHT. 33 company worked hard all day — were very quiet, and every man obeyed the captain's orders punctually. Just about sundown the captain called us to leave our labor, and, after a short address, he told us the night was going jto be very cold, and we must make very large fires. We felled the hickory-trees, in great abundance, and made great log-heaps, mixing the dry wood with the green hickory. And, lay- ing down a kind of sleepers under the pile, we elevated the heap and caused it to burn rapidly. Every man had a water-vessel in his knapsack. We searched, and found a stream of water, and, by this time, the fires were showing to great ad- vantage. We warmed our cold victuals, ate our sup- pers, and spent the evening in hearing the hunter's story relative to the bloody scenes of the Indian war. We then heard some pretty fine singing, considering the circumstances. Thus far, I enjoyed nayself well, but a change be- gan to take place. They became very rude, and raised the war-whoop. Their shrill shrieks made me tremble. They chose two captains — divided the men into two companies, and commenced fighting with the fire-brands-— the log-heaps having burned down. The only law that I can recollect for their government was, that no man should throw a. brand without fire on it, so that they might know how to dodge. They fought two or three hours in perfect good nature, till brands became scarce, and they began to violate the law. Some were severely wounded, blood began 34 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. to flow freely, and they were in a fair way of com- mencing a fight in earnest. At this moment, we heard the loud voice of the captain ordering every man to retire to . rest. They dropped their weapons of warfare, rekindled the fires, and laid themselves down to sleep. Suffice it to say, we finished our road according to directions, and returned home in health and peace. Now let us return to our own narrative. We pur- chased a tract of land, in an uncultivated state — erected a log-cabin, and moved into it the eleventh of May, 1797. There was no floor to the cabin, nor shutters to the doors. The tall oak-trees overshad- owed it, and the howling wolves made music for us by night. Our money was gone. Our only chance to raise bread was to clear the forest in the wilderness. The reader will say this was a gloomy prospect. And so it was, but we were all in good health and fine spirits, and went to work, my father furnishing us with meat, from the woods, with his gun. Buffalo grass and pea-vine were then nearly knee-high in every direction. We bought some milch cows, and made a large quantity of sugar early in the spring. Although we could not say our land flowed with milk and honey, it flowed with milk and sugar. The experienced hunter — my father — brought us loads of fat turkeys and venison every day. He being a mechanic, as well as a hunter, erected a small mill, called a hand-mill. Early, every morning, we ground the meal to make our daily bread. In a short time DOWNWARD COURSE. 35 we had a fine field planted with Indian corn, large patches of melons, cucumbers, sweet potatoes, and all kinds of vegetables common to that climate. We were truly a happy family. In the midst of all these changes I had no relig- ious impressions — it appeared as if the subject of this memoir was given to hardness of heart, and blind- ness of mind, and being surrounded by a bad popu- lation, I soon formed unhallowed associations. Al- though the people were generally illiterate, there were some learned men mingling among them. But unfortunately these learned men were, most of them, desperate characters. They had emigrated from New England, and others of the old states in the Union ; but I feel it my duty to say there were some exceptions, In these frontiers there were" some noble families, honorable gentlemen and ladies, try- ing to bring up their families in the good and right way, but as I was a sportsman I had little communi- cation with them. As the region was soon densely populated, dancing-houses and gambling-rooms were erected and race-grounds prepared, and I recom- menced the bad practices I had followed in Penn- sylvania. I spent my Sabbaths in a very improper manner. Seeking the deepest and wildest shades, I spent the Lord's holy day in gambling — my mother weeping at home, and my father looking melancholy and heart-broken on my return. In a short time 1 became a des"perately-wicked man, associating with bad characters and often getting into dreadful rook- 36 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. eries, where personal safety and even life were in danger. One of these scenes of danger I here relate. Be- ing one day at the mouth of Kentucky river, I fell in with a company of sharpers, headed by a desperate character from New England, who cheated me out of a very fine horse. And as appeals to honor and law were all in vain, the horse heing concealed, I resolved to chastise the villain and let him go ; but he pleaded that he was under size and could not settle the quarrel in that way. But he had many- strong and able-bodied coadjutors in this affair. I proposed to let any one of them take his place,- and settle the matter according to Kentucky custom. This offer they all declined ; but I saw that by ma- neuvering, two or three were about falling on me at once, and as I had no one to help me but a brother who was a weakly man, I had to rely Upon my own resources. Fortunately, I saw a large number of brickbats lying near the place where I stood, and I used them to great advantage. They all ran into the house and locked the door. After a few min- utes, the Yankee reappeared with five or six behind him. I was informed that he was armed with a dirk, and I was farther informed that this rascal had been in the habit of stabbing men before. But the coward and his company soon discovered that a dirk was a poor instrument to defend a man against brickbats. They retreated again hastily and locked their door, and sent a messenger to let me know that AFFRAY CONCLUDED. 37 i I might have my horse again. So the affray ended. Thus passed a dreadful day, and without taking shame to myself, or giving gratitude to almighty God. 38 FIFTY TEARS IN THE ITINE RANGY. CHAPTER II. AWAKENING AND CONVERSION. About this time Methodist preaching came into the neighborhood, and I began to have serious thoughts again j but I had come to the conclusion that my day of grace was gone, forever, having spent five or six years since the Spirit of God seemed to have left me. Sinning with a high hand and an outstretched arm, I thought - 1 had traveled so far from God that I never could return. I therefore settled in this dark conclusion, " I will make the best I can of a short life ; I will enjoy all the pleasures the world can aflbrd." At this time there certainly was a change for the better. Instead of spending the Sabbath days as . before described, I spent them in the house of God. I did not attend the Methodist meeting, but the Se- ceders' Church with my father and mother. Here I appeared to derive very little benefit, and finally con- cluded I would go, for once, and hear the Methodists. I thought it was a very feeble sermon, and said to my companions, on my way home, that I could preach a better sermon myself. I rashly concluded that all the evil reports I had heard about the Methodists were true, and that I would pay no more attention METHODIST PREACHING. 39 to them ; and as I received no benefit from the Se- ceders' meetings, I thought it better to stay at home and read the Bible. I read the old Westminster Confession of Faith, -in the light of the Bible, with a view to know if the doctrine of Calvinism was a doc- trine of Scripture. I thought if I could satisfy myself that Calvinism is true, I would then be at ease ; but this I could not do. I saw as clearly as that two and two make four, that if the Bible was true, the old Confession was false ; and I had been taught from early youth, that the Bible was the only and suffi- cient rule both of our faith and practice. My heart be- gan to cleave unto that blessed book. My convictions increased slowly but steadily, till my feelings became intense, and at times the hope sprang up in my heart that God would have mercy at last. One evening I opened my mind to my mother upon these subjects, for the first time in all my life. As well as I now recollect, her mind appeared to be rather dark, but she gave me some good instruction and some good advice. She told me that I was under conviction — that conviction always preceded conver- sion, and that if I continued to seek the Lord he would be found of me. The Methodists, at that time, were preaching in a little log-cabin near where I lived. The house belonged to a very good man by the name of Hugh 0. Cull, with whom I was on intimate terms, and who often invited me to come and hear preaching. But I would not go; I thought my life had become intolerable, and then I returned again to 40 FIFTY TEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. folly, and for several months led a desperate life. Re- straining grace seemed to nave been taken from me. About this time the circuit preachers were changed. Of the two new preachers one was a middle-aged man, by the name of John Page, the other a young man by the name of Lewis William Hunt. They were preceded by the venerable Henry Smith, then in the morning of life. The preacher in charge was a very superior man — he was acknowledged by all to be of the first order of talents. The young man was a fine singer and truly eloquent. Curiosity led me to go and hear the new preachers. While the preacher in charge was making the first prayer, I became convinced that he was a man of God. During the sermon I saw things in a new light from what I ever had before; my heart became tender and I wept freely. I returned full of good desires, and here a struggle between nature and grace began in good earnest. I had a clear proof that " the carnal mind is enmity against God," etc. During that week, it appeared that all the powers of darkness rallied, and the fallen son of Adam yielded to temp- tation. I had a horse-race on hand with a despe- rately bad man. I went on to the ground and was very near losing my life. This day never can be for- gotten by me. I ever regarded it as one of the most important epochs in my life. I often trembled while reflecting on that eventful day. Here ended my wild career. On Sunday morning, I went to hear the young CONVICTION. 41 preacher, and when the sermon was over I went out and wept bitterly. After the congregation retired they held class meeting. It appeared to be an ex- cellent meeting. In the evening I went again to hear preaching in a private house — for by this time they had a small log church built. The house was crowded with attentive hearers. I took my seat on a large chest near where the preacher stood. An aged minister by the name of Daniel Woodfield preached. The circuit preacher exhorted, and a glorious display of Divine power followed. The congregation was melted into tears ; I could com- pare it to nothing but a storm of wind. As well as I now recollect, the congregation nearly all rose from their seats, and began to fall upon the floor like trees thrown down by a whirlwind. In a short time nearly all the congregation were upon the floor, some shouting for joy, others crying aloud for mercy. 1 became very uneasy, and changed my position ; while standing on my feet, a pious man approached me and addressed me in the following words: "Jacob Young, I suppose this appears to be enthusiasm to you." I attempted to reply, but had lost the power of speech — my tears flowed freely, my knees became feeble, and I trembled like Belshazzar ; my strength failed and I fell upon the floor — the great deep of my heart appeared to be broken up. But alas, for me, I knew not what to do, my cry was, "Woe is me; I am undone." The preacher exhorted and prayed for me, for several 42 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. hours, but it appeared to avail nothing. The meet- ing over, I went to bed with a heavy heart. The next morning was the time to try my moral courage ; I had to meet my parents. My father, who was an overbearing man, was violently opposed to the Methodists. I met with a very cold reception, for they all knew where I had been. This was a dark and dreadful day to my poor soul. I soon retired to the solitary grove and sought the Lord with all my heart — wandering from tree to tree, moaning like a dove that had lost his mate, and crying like the crane in the desert. Thus I spent the day, and in the evening returned to the house where I had received my death wound. The lady of the house, who was very pious and gifted, appeared exceedingly glad to see me. I took my seat near the fire and continued to weep. She inquired how I had spent the day ; I gave her no answer, only said, " If I could hear singing and praying it would afford me some relief." Without any ceremony, she arose and commenced giving out a hymn, and while they sung the first verse, my physical powers gave way. I fell upon the floor, and there I lay many hours, having no recollection of any thing that passed, only that my mind was dark and my soul greatly dis- tressed. Toward midnight, the light appeared to shine from the south part of heaven, and God, in mercy, lifted up the light of his countenance upon me, and I was translated from the power of darkness into the kingdom of God's dear Son, and rejoiced VICTORY AND TRIUMPH. 43 with joy unspeakable and full of glory. I arose from the floor praising God with a loud voice. After some time spent in delightful conversation. I retired to bed and had a •comfortable night's rest The next morning I arose early, took a walk up a long lane, and, turning, took my stand on a high eminence — directing my face toward the east. The morning was cold, clear, and beautifully bright ; the sun arose in all his splendor ; the heavens appeared 'new ; in fact, the earth and the heavens all appeared new — reminding me of the " new heavens and new earth wherein dwelleth righteousness." This was the first day of my spiritual existence, and it was a happy day. Having some temporal business to attend to, I did not return to my father's house till the evening. The family where I transacted the business were related to my own, and as they were aware that I would meet with great opposition at home, they thought they would make the way as easy as possible. So they sent for my father and mother to come over and dine with them that day. The old people not knowing what had taken place, and the company being pleasant, they enjoyed themselves well. The lady of the house being quite a manager, knew how to turn every thing to the best advantage. She embraced the propitious opportunity to tell them what had happened with regard to their son Jacob. My mother appeared to listen with attention and in- terest, but my father became angry. They saw the 44 FIFTY TEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. storm was gathering, and all remained silent. The old gentleman finally broke silence, and said he was sorry that his son, whom he had raised with so much tenderness, should disgrace him and his family in a strange country — for we had lived but a short time in Kentucky. The gentleman of the house tried to pacify him, but all in vain; he left the house in a great rage, and went home very angry indeed. My mother soon followed, and left the family bathed in tears. ' In the evening I returned as happy as a prince. While passing the gate on the way home, the gen- tleman whose house I had left in the morning, saw me and requested me to come in. He related what had taken place in the course of the day, and ad- vised me not to go home that night. I knew I should have to breast the storm, and the sooner the better. I bade them all good evening and passed on. Before I reached home I kneeled down and prayed. I soon arrived at the house, but met with a very cold reception. I do not recollect that one word was spoken for hours. The family Bible lay near where I sat; I opened and commenced reading. I then kneeled down and made a short prayer. They all looked as if they were astonished — and no won- der that they should be surprised to hear their wicked Jacob pray — they had often heard him swear, but never had heard him pray before. In that mo- ment the cloud broke — they all became friendly and kind — father, mother, brothers, sisters, all began to DOUBT. 45 cluster around me, and thus the dreaded storm passed over. My mother's only fear now was that I -was de- ceived — that I had taken conviction for conversion. .She was a sensible woman, and very honest, and very frequently entered into long and pious conversa- tions with me. I spent several weeks in a very happy frame of mind. One day, riding by myself, my mother's remarks bore heavily on my mind, and I was led to take a retrospective view of my past life. My crimes appeared before me in very dark colors, and doubts began to arise in relation to my con- version, and, in one hour from that time, I appeared on the verge of despair. My mind grew darker and darker, and I came to the dreadful conclusion that I was a deceived man — that I had made a profession of religion, and had none ; and now my condition was worse than it ever had been before. I was not acquainted with the devil's devices. While on my way home, I passed the house of a very pious family ; they hailed me, and invited me to stop. There were several members of the Church there, and they thought it best to have a prayer meeting. When they came near, they saw the tears streaming from my eyes. I told them I was a deceived man, and rode oif with great speed. I left them, as I suppose, weeping. By this time, nightfall had come on, and I sought for the deepest, wildest shade. I left the road, and passed into a dense forest. Then I dismounted, and 16 FIFTY TEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. let my horse go, saddle and bridle. As well as I now remember, I kneeled down by the root of a large tree, and tried to pray, but all in vain. I rose from my knees and went to another place, and kneeled again. I cried to God in the bitterness of my spirit, but received no answer. I then arose and wandered through the dark forest for some hours. After many fruitless efforts in this doleful place, I resolved to try to find my way home. I arrived there a little before daylight, and found the family all asleep. My mother heard my well-known step and dismal groans, and asked me, with great emphasis, what was the matter. ' Some time passed before I answered. During this interval, my parents both arose, and took their seats near the fire. I related to them my tale of woe, and told them I feared I had been deceived with regard to my conversion. My mother told me this was what she had been fearing all the time — that she saw I was too confident. During this interview, many things passed between my parents and myself that I can not now recollect. While engaged in con- versation, my heart became tender, and tears began to flow plentifully, which gave me some relief. My mother advised me to lie down and try to sleep. 1 complied with her request, and laid myself down on a little pallet by the fire. To my great surprise, my dear old father fell upon his knees, to pray to almighty God for his afflicted son. Being overcome with fatigue, I fell asleep. While sleeping, I had a very singular dream. DREAM— RELIEF. 47 In my dream, Satan made his appearance, with a large black book in his hand, and urged me, by many considerations, to write my name in it. But I re- sisted him with all my powers, and felt that I would rather die than comply with his request. During this conflict with the enemy, the Savior appeared with the book of life in his hand. It appeared to be the book described by John, in the Apocalypse, in these words, "There is another hook, which is the book of life." He opened the book, and showed me my. name there recorded. Here the dream ended. I slept some time, when I awoke and felt refreshed. I took my morning walk, and the dark cloud under which I had been laboring passed off, and the Sun of righteousness arose upon my soul, with healing in his wings, and I went on my way rejoicing. I have never been attacked on the same ground from that day to this. Prayer meeting night soon came on, and I hasted away to tell my brethren the joyful news, as many of them had heard of my severe con- flict. They had the meeting opened with singing and prayer. I then arose, and gave them my simple nar- ration, which gave a fresh impetus to the meeting, and they had a time of refreshing from the presence of the Lord. About this time, I spent several very pleasant weeks. Almost every body, saint and sinner, ap- peared glad that I was converted. I spent the most of the time in visiting; going from house to house,, I met with many a smiling face and warm shake of 48 FIFTY TEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. the hand. Some few, however, were disappointed; but they comforted themselves by saying,. "We will soon have him back again." Their prediction was, that I would not remain in the Church six months ; but they were mistaken. Fifty-three years have rolled away, and I still stand, a monument of God's mercy. I had a beloved brother, Benjamin Young. He was a school-teacher. Having heard what had taken place, he came to hear and see for himself. At the first meeting, he appeared greatly agitated, and asked me to walk with him alone. We had not conversed.an hour, before conviction .fastened on him: the great deep of his wicked heart seemed broken up. He sought and found pardon, through the blood of the Kedeemer. Two weeks after his conversion, the circuit preacher came round, and I went to meeting. The congregation was unusually large. The day being cold, they held their meeting in a private house. Shortly after I reached the place, the vener- able man of God rode up to the gate, and I thought I never saw such a man before. He rode a large black horse, was very neatly dressed, but very plainly. He wore a broad-rimmed hat. He was tall and ele- gantly built, and his hair hung in beautiful ringlets on his manly shoulders. He entered the log-cabin, gave out his hymn, the people sung, and he kneeled down and prayed. Such a prayer I never heard before. He preached an excellent sermon. The people were greatly excited. He dismissed them while they were bathed in tears, and told them he was about to hold FIRST CLASS MEETING. 49 a class meeting. The people nearly all remained. This was the first class meeting I ever saw. Some wept, others shouted, and others talked very prettily. At length the preacher came round to me. I told my experience, and received some good advice. He then opened the door for Church members. I arose, among others who went forward and gave their hands. He wrote my name on the class-paper. He was not willing to let me go home, and he spent the afternoon with me. I was greatly edified, and not a little com- forted, by his godly conversation. At this time, a glorious revival of religion com- menced, which lasted about three years, without inter- mission, if I remember correctly. My brother Benjamin joined the Church and com- menced preaching. Father and mother, and almost the whole family, embraced religion and joined the Methodist Episcopal Church. 4 50 FIFTY YKARS IN THE ITINERANCY. CHAPTER III. CALL TO THE MINISTRY. There was now a general expectation waked up* in Church and neighborhood, that God would call me to preach. In the prayer meetings, almost every one whose voice was heard, would pray that God would call me to the ministry. The ministers and old mem- bers urged it upon me, but I thought it impossible, and paid little or no attention to what they said either in their prayers or counsels. About this time, our aged presiding elder, Francis Pythos, came round, preached, and administered the sacraments. His text was, " Comfort ye, comfort ye my people, saith your God." As my father and mother were divided in their creed, one a Presbyte- rian, the other an Episcopalian, I had never been baptized. The old elder baptized me just before he administered the Lord's supper. This was the first time I had ever taken the sacrament of the Lord's supper, I had great fears and scruples about ap- proaching the holy table. I now considered myself in the Methodist Episcopal Church, and went on my way rejoicing; and, from that day to this, I have always had an undisputed place within her sacred pale. EARLY READING. 51 Now, having laid aside all vain and sinful pleasures, I began to feel an intense thirst for knowledge, par- ticularly and especially the knowledge of the holy Scriptures. Having but few books in the family library, I began to search for new books. The first that was put into my hands was Freeborn Garrett- son's Journal. This I read with great delight, and, I humbly trust, with much profit. I thought it was one of the finest little books I had ever seen. The second book I read was John Nelson and Thomas Walsh's Journal. This was a handsome volume. I read it through in a short time, and was much edified and instructed, especially in reading the last part. The desire to improve my mind increased daily. I read the Methodist Discipline and doctrinal tracts, and rejoiced greatly to know that I was truly a sen- timental Methodist. I continued to read the Bible, with other good books, such as Fletcher's Appeal, and Baxter's Saints' Rest, Wesley's Sermons, and Fletcher's Works. While I was reading, studying, and praying, it was impressed on my mind that I ought to call sinners to repentance. But this I thought I could not do ; there- fore, I concluded the impression must have come from the wicked one, and I resisted. About this time the leading members began to urge me to exhort, which alarmed and really terrified me. I steadfastly re- sisted their invitation, and the internal convictions, for one whole year. During this time I lost my comfort, and fell into doubts and darkness. No one could give 52 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. me any comfort. Sometimes I appeared on the brink of despair, and was strongly tempted to take my Bible and go into a hermitage. I thought about crossing the Ohio river, and seeking a lonely cave in the wilderness, where I should see the face of man no more. But God, in great mercy, sustained me, and his returning grace prevented me from taking any wrong step. At times I found relief by reading the holy Scriptures, and praying in secret, and had some gracious visitations in prayer and class meetings. The Church watched over me with great care, and did every thing in their power to help me forward. The Baptist Church seemed to take a more lively interest in my prosperity than the Methodist. About this time, I began to yield to what I under- stood to be a divine call. There were two other young men in the society exercised in the same man- ner. We often spoke, one to the other, and I believe the Lord often heard and answered us. We agreed, one evening, that we would appoint a meeting the next evening, at a certain place. The ensuing morn- ing, without eating or drinking, we all met in a re- tired grove, and spent the day in fasting, weeping, and praying, till two o'clock in the afternoon. At that time we all appeared filled with the Holy Ghost, and came together shouting the high praises of God, for each one had been by himself. We spent some ■ time in delightful conversation, and then attended our previous appointment. One opened the meeting with singing and prayer, rose up, took a text, and FIRST PREACHING*. 58 preached a sermon. It was his first attempt. The large congregation appeared delighted above measure. The other one rose and tried to exhort — had but little to say — sat down and wept. Then came Jacob's turn. I, like poor Ephraim, spoke tremblingly. I knew nAt that he exalted himself in Israel. The congregation were bathed in tears. When dismissed they clustered around me, shook my hand, and some of them wished me God-speed. I went home happy enough. I thought I was delivered from the snare of the fowl- er — that I should learn war no more. But the devil had not given me up yet. His next attack was from an unexpected quarter. A number of the brethren heard of our meetings, and success, and concluded they were called, also, and would go to preaching too. I thought they were deceived, for I felt confident that some of them never could preach, and, if they were deceived, in all probability I was deceived, also, and that I was going to injure the cause I had espoused, and I would make no farther attempt myself, and advised them all to be quiet. I laid my books all aside except the Bible, and went to hard labor. I read, and prayed, and sung, more or less, every day ; but, in a few weeks, I lost my comfort, and had no access to a throne of grace. I moaned like the dove and chat- tered like the swallow. My desire for a hermit's life returned. While I was thus doubting, my brother Benjamin was preaching with great success. A revi- val had broken out under his ministry, at the mouth of the Kentucky river. He returned home greatly 5-1 FIFTY TEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. elated, and, by persuasive arguments, almost com- pelled me to go with him the next week. We arrived at the place in good time, and met a large Congre- gation. There was a venerable old minister there, by the name of Henry Ogborne; he had heard my name — by what means I know not. My brother de- livered a short lecture, and the old gentleman arose, and, after looking over the congregation for some time, he made this curious remark : "I understand there is a man in the congregation by the name of Jacob. In ancient times there was a man of the same name — he wrestled with God, and prevailed — and, now we are going to call on our brother Jacob to pray ; and we hope, while he wrestles in prayer, he may become a prevailing Israel." I was very much alarmed, but kneeled down, and cried unto God with" my whole heart. When I closed my short prayer, the congregation seemed much excited — had no mourner's bench — but, while we were singing, they began to fall from their seats, till the floor was pretty well covered with weeping mourners. Several were converted, the meeting closed, and we went to our lodging-places. I spent a week here, and I had a time of refreshing from the presence of the Lord. A very extensive revival commenced at that time, reach' ing up and down the Ohio river, and spreading out on the hills, till many sinners were happily converted to God. Hearing of the revival gave a fresh impetus to our own settlement, the good work increasing with energy, till I left home. SAMUEL PAEKEK. 55 About this time a young man came into our vicinity, from Pennsylvania — one Samuel Parker — a man of rare abilities. Nature had done much for him, and his mind was highly improved by education, and, withal, he was a man of deep piety, and one of the sweetest singers I ever heard. He had been well trained in all the peculiarities of Methodism. He was soon appointed class-leader, and, indirectly, had charge of all 'the classes, belonging to the society. He took me under his special care, and took great pains to put my mind under proper training. During the first winter of his residence near Newcastle, 1 spent the most of my time in his shop. He was my preceptor, and I was a willing student. The winter soon passed off, spring came on, and I was compelled to go to work to make an honest living. I was en- gaged in building brick-houses — labored hard through the day, and studied in the evening. During all this time my mind was painfully exer- cised on the subject of preaching. Mr. Parker, and many others, urged me continually to take up the cross, sometimes coaxing, and sometimes telling me the fearful consequences if I continued to resist the Holy Spirit. But I endeavored to turn a deaf ear tc all their entreaties. Sometimes, when Parker crowded me hard, I would retaliate, and ask him, "Why do you not preach, yourself? I know you can preach, and I know I can not." To that question he never gave me any answer, but would turn away and ieave me. Amidst all my trials I was very attentive 56 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. to secret prayer, reading the holy Scriptures, and going to meeting. I rarely missed my class meeting, and was often greatly blessed. I made one attempt to exhort, in the spring, but was greatly embarrassed, and resolved never to attempt it again. During the summer my friends ceased to say any thing to me on the subject. By the time the summer ended, I was nearly rid of these impressions, and began to thifik seriously of settling myself in the world. I made my home at this time with a Captain Masterman, a wealthy man, who owned a very large farm on the Ohio bottom, and a great many negro slaves. He and his wife appeared to love me as they did their own son. He wished me to take charge of his farm, and all of his hands, on such terms as I could not fail to make a fortune in a few years. The prospect being so flatter- ing, I concluded to comply with his wishes. My old class-leader having heard this, entered his solemn pro- test against it. He told me, in an authoritative voice, it would be my final ruin. He talked to the Captain rather severely, and we concluded to dissolve the con- tract by mutual consent. One Sabbath morning I went to the house of God, as usual, — walking with my old class-leader — White- head, a venerable old man — by my side, carrying a Bible in his arms. When we came near the house, we found a large congregation, and no one to preach. The leader turning to me, said, "Take the Bible and go up into the pulpit, and preach them a sermpn." LABORING IN THE GOSPEL. 57 Hardly thinking what I was doing, I immediately took the Bible. After I had gone into the house, I shuddered at the thought of what I had undertaken, but it was too late to draw back. I ascended the sacred desk with trembling, sung a hymn, kneeled down, and tried to pray that the Holy Spirit might give me under- standing. I arose, and read my text, which was John iii, 26: "He that believeth in the Son." It is right to say the Holy One gave me great freedom of speech, and I felt as I had never done before. The Bible no longer appeared a sealed book ; my soul entered with great delight into the heavenly mysteries and glorious privileges of the kingdom of God. While I was trying to preach, the people wept and shouted. I could adopt the language of the poet, and say — " My dungeon shook, my chains fell off," eto. For several months, "Not a cloud did arise, to darken my skies." Although I had no license to preach I became the servant of all, holding prayer meetings, exhorting, and preaching whenever I was called upon, both among the Methodists and Baptists. The Lord, in some small degree, blessed my feeble labors, and, after many a painful struggle, I con- sented, if the Lord would help me, to be a minister of the Lord Jesus Christ. But I thought I never could preach without a 58 FIFTY TEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. liberal education. How to obtain this I knew not By the providence of God I became acquainted with a gentleman from Edinburgh, Scotland. He had been educated for the ministry, but declined, owing to an impediment in his speech. He used to come and hear me exhort and preach, and soon became one of my best friends. Although he was a rigid. predestinarian, he was very anxious I should succeed as a Methodist preacher. He opened a school in the town of Newcastle, and invited me to attend. He prepared to take me through a literary, scien- tific, and theological course, which, according to his notions, would prepare me for the ministry. I saw it would take some time to arrange my temporal matters so that I could go through without any em- barrassment. While I was thus engaged, by some means, I never could fully ascertain the cause, I lost, my comfort. God appeared to hide his countenance from me. The Bible became a sealed book ; but my mind was steadfast, and I was still determined to acquire a good education. I made myself ready, purchased some books, and took my place in the seminary, surrounded by a company of young men. I pursued my studies for some months ; every thing appeared /to go on delightfully, till one evening, I went with my friend Parker to hold a meeting. After services were over, I went to bed in my usual health. I was attacked with a violent fever, and severe pain in my head, which I thought would ter- GREAT WESTERN REVIVAL. 59 rninate my earthly existence, and I expected, in a short time, to stand before the bar of God. After taking a retrospect of my life since my conversion, there was only one thing that lay heavily on my mind, and that was, refusing to obey my call to the ministry ; although, during the several months of prosperity I had labored considerably. I had taken a long tour into what is now called middle Tennessee — traveled four weeks on Nashville circuit, two weeks with my father in the Gospel — Rev. John Page — and two weeks with my brother Benjamin. They were amidst the great western revival which took place in 1799. The Presbyterians and Methodists appeared then to become as one people. I saw as many as ten thousand people assemble in groves, and continue their meetings ten or twelve days. They had no tents, but lodged in the neighborhood at nights, and repaired to the grove early in the morning. Hundreds and thou- sands, from diiferent parts of the country, were con- verted. This revival extended a heavenly influence throughout the state of Tennessee, south-western Virginia, North Carolina, and Kentucky ; in fact, throughout the United States. But as there will be occasion to refer to this again, I will now return to my own narrative. I went home, and found our circuit preacher dan- gerously sick. I filled some of his appointments, and was greatly blessed of the Lord. The Rev. L. W. Hunt came on to our circuit, and, for a time, 60 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. filled the appointments till the circuit preacher re- covered. We had a most glorious summer. Brother Hunt's .labors were too hard, and he went home, and died of pulmonary consumption in the fall. Our circuit preacher — the Rev. John Sale — went to conference ; brother Parker returned to his shop, and I to my school. The conference was soon over, and the new preacher came on to the circuit. His name was Hezekiah H ; he was a small, feeble man to all appearance, but could endure as much labor, and preach as many sermons in a week, as almost any man I ever knew. When he was preach- ing and praying, it often seemed as if the heavens and earth were coming together. About this time I was a very happy man. At the last quarterly meeting of the conference just closed, I was licensed to preach, in September, 1801. The day I received my license was a precious day to my soul. I think I shall remember it in time and in eternity. We had a new presiding elder as well as a new preacher. The elder came on first. Our former elder having failed through age and infirmity, his phxce was filled by the Rev. William M'Kendree, who was then in his forty-fifth year, in the vigor of health. He was a distinguished minister of the Lord Jesus Christ. I suppose, from the imperfect knowledge I then had of Church matters, that he found the district in bad order. It covered the whole of Kentucky and Tennessee. The elder that preceded him was a very WILLIAM M'KENDREE. b'l old man. The roads were bad and the rides very long ; there were few religious people, and few places where they could stay 'with comfort. The burden was too heavy for the good old man, and he sunk under it. M'Kendree had been but a few months on the ground till he understood perfectly his field of labor — moving, day and night, visiting families, organizing societies, and holding quarterly conferences. It was his constant practice to travel from thirty to fifty miles in a day, and preach at night. All classes of people flocked to hear him — statesmen, lawyers, doc- tors, and theologians of all denominations clustered around him, saying, as thej returned home, " Did you ever hear the like before ?" Some, indeed, were so captivated, that they would say, " Never man spake like this man." He saw that the harvest was truly great and the laborers few. Early in the morning and late in the evening, with streaming eyes he prayed God, with hands and heart uplifted, that he would send forth more laborers into the harvest. He was actively engaged in forming new circuits, and calling out local preachers to fill them. When- ever he found a young man of piety and native talent, he led him out into the Lord's vineyard ; and large as his district was, it soon became too small for him. He extended his labors to every part of south-western Virginia, then crossing the Ohio river, he carried the holy war into the state of Ohio; and there he formed new charges and called 62 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. out young men. He did not say, " Go, boys ;" for in almost every case he went before them. They found that he gloried in doing the' hardest of the work, and his example inspired them with the same spirit. There was no seeking for good stations and easy circuits among those hardy' pioneers. If there was any competition among them, it was for the hardest circuits and poorest pay. These servants could truly say with St. Paul, " We glory in tribulation also." These were prosperous days for the Church of God in the great western valley. M'Kendree, like a noble general, was always in the first ranks, followed by such men as Thomas Wilkinson, John Page, Lewis Garret, and Jesse Walker. Under the supervision of these men, the preachers were stationed. Through- out the length and breadth of the west, as far as the country was settled, M'Kendree was first in counsel and first in action. If he appeared on a camp-ground every eye was upon him, and his word was law. In private circles, quarterly conferences, and annual .conferences, he was the master-spirit. The circuit in which I lived was very large, extend- ing from the mouth of the Kentucky river, on the Ohio, all the way to the sinks of Green river, with only one preacher. He was not able to do all the work. The people being poor could not support him. I was then going to school, enjoying myself well — a willing servant to almost every one that called upon me. I tried to preach every Sabbath, Studying my sermons on Saturday evenings under .IT SCHOOL. , 68 the ' direction of Rev. Samuel Parker. My neighbors loved me and I loved them, and in some degree my labors were blessed. 64 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. CHAPTER IV. ENTERS THE ITINERANCY. Some time in the month of December, I received a summons from the presiding elder to meet him at the mouth of the Kentucky, on a certain day. On the next morning, quite early, Parker and myself were on our horses and on our way to the above-named place. We arrived in town early in the afternoon. The pre- siding elder was at Captain Masterson's, three miles- up the Ohio river. We made an appointment for Par- ker to preach at early candle-light, and intended to go up and hear the presiding elder Sabbath morning. Before night the Captain and elder came down and attended our meeting. It was the second or third time Parker ever attempted to preach. The cross was very heavy but he succeeded. well. Sabbath I think we had a love-feast ; at eleven the elder gave us one of his best sermons. We had a feast of manna and fat things. To my surprise, when he had closed his sermon, he gave notice that I would preach at early candle-light. I thought I could not sustain myself under the cross. I spent the afternoon in prayer and meditation. The hour arrived. I took the stand, felt a good deal as if "I had been sent for and could not go." M'KENDREE'S URGENCY. 65 The house was well filled. M'Kendree seated him- self before me, looking me full in the face ; the Cap- tain sat on one side of M'Kendree, and his wife on the other. I sung, prayed, and read my text. The cloud broke — I felt nothing more of the cross at that time. My text was the first Psalm. Parker ex- horted, M'Kendree lectured, prayed, and dismissed the congregation. M'Kendree then invited Parker and myself to go up stairs, where he had a comfort- able fire. There we spent some time in secret prayer, and conversing on religious experience. He then gave us his views on what he considered a Divine call to the Christian ministry. He then asked us if we did not think we were called to preach. We answered him in the ,best manner we could. He told us he had heard the reports with regard to our religious exercises and success. There were two vacancies in the district he wished us to fill. He urged his request by many weighty arguments and exhortations. We declined giving a decisive answer; the conference closed and we went to bed. The conversation was resumed the next morning, and continued for several hours. Parker came to a decision first — it was that he could not go. He was so decided that M'Kendree gave him up. He turned to me with redoubled energy ; told me the fearful conse- quences of disobeying a Divine call. The last effort that I made to resist his argument was that I was not qualified. He replied, " I know you arc noi qualified, but we must do the best we can to supply 5 66 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. the work — go and try." I said, "I will." He seemed pleased and told me to meet him on the 17th of February, at Tolbert's meeting-house, in Shelby county, Kentucky. This was in 1802. I hastened home and made preparations to go on the circuit. From December 20th to the middle of February, was a time that tried my soul. My temptations were new and strange. At times I could adopt the language of Beatta : " My thoughts went to roam from shade unto shade, destruction before and sorrow behind." All my friends, both in and out of the Church, said, " Go ;" but it ap- peared to me it was a work I could not perform. I spent the most of my time in prayer. At length, the clouds dispersed and I saw my way clear, under pleasing impressions that God had called me to this high and holy work. I entered into a calm, settled peace — not a shallow stream, but like a river, deep and wide. At the time appointed, I met the elder at Tolbert's meeting-house, heard him preach an excellent sermon, and was appointed to fill the vacancy occasioned by the resignation of Ga- briel Woodfield. The preacher in charge received me very cordially. Some of the gray-headed members, of the quarterly conference looked and acted as if they were disap- pointed. I had a youthful appearance, having scarcely any beard. Their looks seemed to say, " What can tbat boy do ?" Several fine local preachers rallied round me and said— as I was after- PREACHING OF M'KENDREE. 67 •ward informed — "He will do very well;" among whom was Philip Taylor, Edward Tolbert, Charles Sherman, and Joseph Ferguson. These men were my steadfast friends during my sojourn among them. The conference closed, and I went to my lodgings with a cheerful heart. On Sabbath morning we had a love-feast. It was a time of refreshing from the presence of the Lord. M'Kehdree appeared filled with the Holy Ghost, tears flowing from his eyes, His voice was sweeter than a dulcimer. The min- ister appeared clothed with salvation, and the saints shouted aloud for joy. It was ascertained on opening the door, that the house would not contain more than one-fourth of the congregation. The day being clear and very mild for that season of the year, M'Kendree took up his books and walked into a beautiful lot near the church. A large crowd followed him. Herriman was on one side, Parker on the other. He stepped upon a large stump, read a chapter, gave out his hymn; Parker led the singing. He was, without exception, the best singer I ever heard. The congregation joined, and it was heavenly music. M'Kendree preached. I have heard him preach many fine ser- mons, but that was the best I ever listened to from his mouth. Meeting closed, and we retired full of joy and peace. Much lasting good was done on that day. I returned home on Monday, settled all my little affairs, procured me a pair of saddle-bags, and filled 68 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. them with clothes and books. On Wednesday, I took my leave of my father's family. I went to an old log meeting-house, near Newcastle, Henry county. Here I preached my first sermon as an itinerant minister. My text was, "Lo, we have forsaken all, and followed thee; what shall we have, therefore?" During this hour, I felt that I had forsaken the world — father, mother, brothers, sisters, and all my friends, to follow Christ. This was one of the happiest days of my life. I went to brother Samuel Parker's boarding- house, spent the evening in receiving instruction from his sanctified lips. At a late hour, we retired to rest. I arose early the next morning, spent some hours in secret prayer and meditation. I prayed with the family, breakfasted with Hugh 0. Cull and his be- loved Rachel. With this kind family, I spent many a happy day. I started to my next appointment. I could truly say, "Great peace have they that keep thy law: and nothing shall offend them." I was at peaoe with God and all mankind. About 11 o'clock, I arrived at Nathaniel Tolbert's meeting-house. There I found a congregation wait- ing for me, and I tried to preach. I left early the next morning, and their prayers and good wishes fol- lowed me. I then rode to Edward Tolbert's meeting- house, where the quarterly meeting had been held the week before, and had a time of refreshing from the presence of the Lord. I staid all night with Rev. E. Tolbert, who gave me much good advice. The next morning, with a smiling countenance, he shook WOOJDFIELD-TAYLOR- DUNCAN. 60 my hand and bade me farewell. Saturday, I had a long ride, and came to the house of one Wright, and preached. We had no preaching-place here, but Mr. W. had a large dwelling-house, of which he gave up the largest room. He built a pulpit, and seated the room. I tried to preach, but had not much liberty. My friend, Gabriel Woodfield, followed me. We were met, in the evening, by Rev. Philip Taylor. Wood- field rose above all his clouds, and, in the afternoon, preached a most excellent sermon. We rode home with brother Taylor, and found every thing in fine order; and, after tea, the two theologians sat down to discuss important subjects. I took my seat as a tyro, to listen to the conversation. We had a pleas ant evening, and a comfortable night's rest. Wood- field returned home, and I went on my way rejoicing. I rode to Chaplain's Fork, where was a great revival. They said my congregation would be large, and that I would have many critics to deal with. The cross was exceedingly heavy. I arose very early on Sab- bath morning, went to the grove, studied hard till II o'clock, came to the meeting-house, and preached. I had great freedom of speech. The congregation was deeply affected, and several joined the Church. In this place lived Samuel Duncan. He was like John the Baptist, both a burning and shining light. He appeared to take a very lively interest in me. He saw that I was young, had little experience, and not much learning. I suppose he thought I had a mind worth cultivating, therefore he took uncommon 70 FIFTY TEARS. IN THE ITINERANCY. pains with me. On Monday morning, I left thia delightful neighborhood, traveled through a broken country, and put up with a gentleman by the name of Head. He had a large family, was a very clever man, and had a very pleasant wife. Although I was an entire stranger, the family clustered around me as if I had been a relative. The next day, I preached to a small congregation. Went to a little town called Springfield, in Washington county. I put up with a Methodist local preacher, by the name of Moody. Here I was introduced to the far-famed Felix Grundy. He was then a distinguished man at the bar, and, af- terward, a distinguished politician, and was one of the steadfast friends of General Jackson. He took a very active part in raising the General to that pre- eminence he held in the affections and confidence of his fellow-citizens. He removed from Springfield, Ky., to Nashville, Tenn., where he lived long, and acquired great popularity, fought many a hard battle with his political enemies, and died lamented by his friends. Here, too, I learned something of the Hon. Robert Wickliffe. He was the antagonist of Grundy. This antagonism first appeared in a paper war; sec- ondly, at the bar — they were both eminent in their profession ; thirdly, they took opposite sides in poli- tics. Wickliffe and Grundy lived, long, and flourished in their day ; but, with all their strength and influ- ence, they have past away like a tale that is told. This little Springfield was a distinguished place, and ornamented by some great men. I found a' pleasant M'HENRY — FATHER THOMAS. 71 home in the house of John Springer, and spent some happy days in his domicil. His family were grown up, very pleasant and lovely. His sons entertained me with many good things. The young ladies kept my clothes in 1 good order. The most distinguished man I met was Barnabas M'Henry. I may truly say he was a man by himself. He was, at least, fifty years before the time in which he lived. He had not a collegiate education, but was one of the best English scholars I ever saw. I feel myself greatly indebted to that good man for the instruction I received from him at that early period of my life. My next appointment was at what is called Thomas's meeting-house. I went to this place with fear and trembling, for I had heard many things of old father Thomas. He was very severe on the young preachers, often telling them, if they could do no better, they had better go home. I prayed much on my way thither. He met me at the door, and gave me a very cool reception. He was a large man, of rough features, stern countenance, and of great decision ; withal, he was very rich, and felt his own importance. He sat down and looked at me as if he would examine my head and heart, and I felt very uneasy. Mrs. Thomas entered the room with a smiling countenance, shook my hand, and gave me a hearty welcome. She was a fine figure, and reminded me of what I had read of Lady Huntingdon. Her , mind was filled with good sense, and her heart overflowed with charity. 72 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. The congregation soon assembled. As the day was cold, and there was no stove in the meeting- house, they concluded to have preaching in the house, which was large enough to accommodate them. I arose under a heavy cross, and went to a little stand. My Bible being in one pocket, and my hymn-book in the other, I was not dependent on any one for books. My congregation was gay for those early days. The above-named Wickliffe sat before me. I read my hymn, they sang, and I kneeled down to pray. The clouds dispersed, and in the light of almighty God I saw light. I had studied my text well, and the Lord gave me great liberty. Old ' father Thomas wept freely, his brother shouted, and his wife praised God with a loud voice. Brother Thomas was never cross to me after that day. I had a pleasant night and most delightful morning. I took a long ride to a place called "Level Woods," on the sinks of Green river, met with a local preacher — Rev. John Baird — and a large so- ciety, under the influence of a large revival. I went on to Sovereign valley; preached in a house of Mr. Rollins's ; found a small society, very low in religion. I now bent my course north, and went by a trib- utary stream of Salt river, called Nolind, arrived at my preaching-place in good time, and found a good congregation. They had had a revival the year before, and its influence was still felt. I went on my journey, reached the neighborhood of Dry- Licks, and put up with Mr..Gravill. I found him a ALEXANDER CAMERON. 73 perfect gentleman. His wife was pious, and his eldest daughter a pattern of good works. I felt as if I had found a paradise. I formed an acquaint- ance with a family in thisi place, which was a source of comfort and profit for many years. A branch of the same family resided in Montgomery county, Maryland ; and afterward moved to Mercer county, Pennsylvania. The name of the family was Crow. I shall have occasion to speak of them hereafter. My ministry was much blessed of the Lord in this place. My next appointment was at one Simmons's, near Salt river. He was a man of very few words, but sound 'in principle. His wife, and one of her sisters, were very sprightly. They were members of the Baptist Church, but were really thorough Methodists in principle and practice. I crossed Salt river, and went to a little meeting- house called Hall's Chapel, where I met with the Rev. Alexander Cameron. I never think of this man without some regret. He locked arms with me, and walked the grove. After some conversation, I invited him to preach for me. He said, with a smile, " I have come to hear you." I insisted. He said, " 0, well, I will preach." His text was John i, 14: "The Word was made flesh," etc. It was a masterly sermon. I gained some new ideas from that sermon that I retain to the present time. Mr. Cameron was a native of Scotland, and received the best education that Edinburgh could afford in his day. He belonged to the Presbyterian Church, 7 74 FIFTY TEAKS IN THE ITINERANC?. and after he entered into holy orders, emigrated to America, and settled near Shelbyville, Kentucky. There he opened a high school for young men, in which he intended to train them for the ministry. From this place I rode to Floyd Fork, and preached, and met a class of a hundred members — held prayer meeting nearly all night, and received several to the Church. Thence, the next day, 1 reached old Mr. Harriman's — an old Methodist, and a very pleasant family — preached, and, having spent the night, and received much instruction from my kind host, rode on to Rev. Jacob Lurtins, a local preacher. Thence I went to Harrod's creek — found a large society, and a glorious revival. I continued my round to John Locke's, where was a settlement of Virginians, and the next day I rode to the mouth of Kentucky river; and, having had sundry excellent meetings in these parts, I found myself once more at my father's house. I had now just completed my fir,st round on Salt River circuit, and had been gone six weeks. During that time I suppose I traveled five hundred miles, and preached about fifty sermons — held many class meetings and prayer meetings — visited many families, and still I had much time to read and study. The first man I met in this little village — Newcastle — was my preceptor, Dr. Prindle. He was still in his school, surrounded by a fine company of promising Kentucky boys. I found the door into the school Still open for me ; and he was still very anxious to HARNESSED FOR BATTLE. 75 carry me through a literary, scientific, and theological course. 1 met with many friends glad to see me, and I was equally glad to see them. Among the most distin- guished was my instructor, Samuel Parker, Holland Thomas, James Bartlett, Anthony Bartlett, Esquire Rue, Hugh 0. Cull, Jacob Meek, with many others equally beloved and worthy. I now began to feel myself pretty well harnessed for the battle. My soul had caught missionary fire, and I felt disposed to go on. I could adopt the language of the poet — " The vast, the unbounded prospect lay before me, But no shadows, doubts, or darkness, rested on it." • I felt that I was an itinerant minister ; but, 0, how little did I think I should travel fifty-five years ! I had but little time to stay at home, my appoint- ments having been given out at Cull's meeting- house, where I commenced my second round. Monday was a resting day, and was a day of much thought and anxiety to my mind. All this day I was halting between two opinions — whether to follow the convictions of my own mind, or the opinions of M'Kendree, Parker, and the members of the Method- ist Church, in general, as far as I was acquainted with them. When I first became pious, and con- cluded that I was called to preach, I had no thought of embarking in that great work, till I had obtained a liberal education. It appeared as if Providence 76 FIFTY YEARS' IN THE ITINERANCY. had put it into my power to obtain this with very little expense. Prindle's Academy was still anxious to receive me. Mr. Cameron was teaching a superior academy, in Shelby, where. I could receive instruction nearly gratis, -under the care of a man who seemed to love me as a father. I was then a strong, active, laboring man, and could do as much work as any young man in either of the counties, and could have cash for it every Saturday night. I could meet all my expenses, and, in the course of five years, become a scholar. But my presiding elder, my colleague, with many others, advi§ed me to go on with what knowledge and experience I had. I went in the name of the Lord. Although I have been unfaithful to God in many thipgs, yet, so far as the peculiar duties of a Methodist preacher are concerned, I have done my very best. I have made every other pursuit bend to this. I have sacrificed ease, worldly comfort, and the accommodation of my family — received- but small temporal compensation, and, part of the time, lived in poverty. I have spent fifty-four years in this glorious work, and, though I feel great reverence for the opinions of my early friends in the Methodist Church, yet I am constrained to say, that my early convictions on this point were right. While I have been endeavoring to do the work of an evangelist, and make full proof of my ministry, no human being but myself knows what I have suffered. If my em- barrassments, anxieties, mortifications, and disap- pointments, in carrying out my great plans for doing LOCAL PKEACHERS. ' 77 good, were written in a book, it would make a large folio. I advise all Methodist preachers, presiding elders, and bishops, when they find a young man thirsting for knowledge, that they let him pursue his own course, and encourage him in it. I traveled this delightful circuit eight months, and, at a large majority of our preaching-places, the revi- val continued all the time. The Lord blessed the labors of my colleague in a very extraordinary man- ner. He had an elastic body and an untiring soul. His zeal sustained him under his almost unparalleled labors. He held three days' meetings almost every week, greatly assisted by the local preachers living on the circuit. There appeared to be a union of feel- ing between the traveling and local preachers on this circuit. They were really men of God, thoroughly furnished for every good work. I will name a few that seemed to take the lead, Barnabas M'Henry, Elijah Sparks, both lawyer and preacher, Gabriel Woodfield, Henry Ogborne, Joseph Ferguson, Edward Tolbert, Philip Taylor, Charles Sherman. These men will never be forgotten by me while life lasts. I trust to renew their acquaintance in heaven. To God be all the glory! It fell to my lot to keep up the regular appoint- ments. I received a letter of instruction from my colleague almost every day. He still continued to take in new preaching-places. When we closed our labors here we had about fifty-eight appointments. These I endeavored to fill regularly, beside preach- 78 FIFTY TEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. ing often at night, holding prayer meetings, and visit- ing and comforting mourners. Many things took place on this circuit worthy to be recorded. Some I will mention. The revival be- came very extensive in Henry and Gallatin counties. Our Baptist brethren took a very active part in this good work. Their able preachers used to come down from what were then called the upper counties of Kentucky, and preach over the above-named counties. Some of them were very able ministers — such as Am- brose Dudley, Moses Bledsoe, and many others. Bledsoe was one of the best I ever heard of that denomination. I used to hear him frequently before I began to travel. At times I was so charmed with his sweet eloquence, that when the sermon was over I could hardly rise from my seat. They had one or two able preachers living in these two counties. We worked for a while in grea,t peace and harmony, and when they came into our settlement, if Parker and myself did not attend their meetings, they would send for us. At a certain time old Joseph Cragg, in company with a brother Ashur, put up at Mr. James Bartlett's. They sent for Parker and myself — this took place be- fore I began to travel — -and told us they had come to visit the county generally, and wished us to go with them. We agreed to do so as far as practicable. We began our meetings that evening, and continued them for a number of days. Old father Cragg was a very eccentric man, who could not preach much. Brother THE BAPTIST'S PROPOSAL. 79 Ashur was a plain man, of little preaching abilities. Having arose to preach, one day, in the Methodist meeting-house, he stood and looked over the congre- gation a long time and at length said, "I believe we are nearly all Baptists to-day. As this is a meeting, house belonging to the Methodists, I had thought they would be here ; but, I am informed, they have not come. And, as for brothers Parker and Young, I want them to. be Baptists. I hope they will come forward, give in their experience, and be baptized, that they may be useful to the people." He stood waiting for a reply, and the congregation turned their eyes upon us — brother Ashur still stand- ing in the pulpit, and old brother Oragg almost shout- ing happy. Parker bowed his head nearly to his knees, his face being covered. I jogged him several times, but could not make him stir. At length, I was compelled to arise myself. I told the congregation that they knew we had been very friendly to our Baptist brethren, and had taken great pleasure in attending their meetings. We rejoiced to carry on the revival in union with them, but if they expected to make proselytes of us they would be greatly disap- pointed. We were Methodists, and well satisfied with the Church of our choice. The poor brother looked as if he were frightened. Cragg saw that he had gone too far. He seized our hands, and began to say, "I am sorry, I am sorry, brother. I hope you will not be hurt." This made such confusion, that they had hardly any meeting. 80 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. The congregation retired, to all appearances, very much mortified. This was our last union meeting. The Baptists then began to try to make proselytes throughout both counties. They preached hardly iiny thing else but baptism by immersion. Our elder came round' to hold his quarterly meeting at the mouth of Kentucky river. On Sabbath, he preached a sermon on baptism. There .were a great many Baptists in the congregation; among others, a very respectable old lady by the name of Craggj who be- came so deeply affected that you could hear her breathe all over the house. The friends had to carry her out, else she would have fallen on the floor. An aged man rose up, and addressed the preacher in the following words, " Sir, you have preached lies this day, and I can prove it from the word of God." The elder replied, very mildly, "You had better take your seat and be still. I am sorry the lady's feelings are hurt. I will do any thing in my power to allay them." Confusion became so' great that he did not finish his sermon. The circuit preacher arose, and gave, what I would call, a very severe lecture, in which he reproved the Baptist brethren for beginning the controversy on baptism, reminding them of the caution he had given them at the commencement of the year. The meet- ing closed in great confusion. Some left the house weeping, others left laughing, and some very angry, .declaring that they would never come back again. This day's work gave rise to a long and trouble- BAPTIST CONTROVERSY. 81 some controversy. Men of the best talent in the Baptist Church were engaged in trying to prove that there was no Christian baptism but immersion, and that infant sprinkling, as they termed it, was sinful in the sight of God. Our elder and a Baptist preacher, by the name of Keller, had a public debate on the subject, before a very large assembly. Mr. Keller was an able man, a good debater, and well versed in the subject. He came into the congregation with nearly as many books as he could carry, but he ap- peared to feel the keen edge of the elder's logic, and to be embarrassed with his eloquence. There was no decided victory gained, for the congregation were divided in opinion. Shortly after this controversy, my colleague came on to the circuit. He found it in great confusion in relation to Christian baptism. The subject had en- grossed the public mind, and was the topic of con versation in all public meetings. He took it up and handled it in a masterly manner in every neighbor- hood within the bounds of his work, so that he con- vinced thousands. The Baptist brethren, finding they were losing ground, were glad to be silent. My col- league moved on like a noble general, preaching, exhorting, watching, and praying, night and day. Sometimes I would travel across the circuit, and help him with his protracted meetings. We held a grove meeting, of great interest, on Floyd's Fork. Hundreds and thousands attended that meeting. There were many ministers, of different denomina- 6 82 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. tions, present. Among the rest, a young Presbyte- rian, Rev. Joshua Logan Wilson. He was tall and elegant, and as fine a figure of a man as I have seen for many days. He had just been married. He led his young wife into the congregation, and was called to the stand. He stood and looked over the audience in profound silence for a long time, then covered his face with his handkerchief and wept freely. Many were shedding tears, throughout this vast assembly. Some were crying for mercy, others praising God. He gave a very appropriate exhortation. It ap- peared at that hour that the minister was clothed with salvation, and the saints shouted aloud for joy. This young minister rose to great eminence in the Presbyterian Church. He was settled in Cincinnati, as pastor of the First Presbyterian Church, where he remained somewhere about forty years, and was both a burning and a shining light in that place. I closed my labors on this circuit with much com- fort, and, I humbly trust, some profit to my own soul. The elder and my colleague went to conference, and left me to take care of the circuit till the succeeding preachers should come on ; but I traveled with them a hundred miles of the way, and heard William M'Kendree preach several sermons before I left ihcm. A NEW CIRCUIT. 83 CHAPTER V. NEW GROUND— WAYNE CIRCUIT — 1802. The conTerence met, that year, at a place called Strathers's meeting-house. I felt a great desire to go with them, for I had never been to an annual con- ference, but M'Kendree would not hear to it at all; so I turned back and resumed my work. Before, however, I commenced preaching again, I retired, and spent several days alone, taking a retro- spective view of my labors, enjoyments, and suffer- ings, while traveling Salt River circuit. This has been my practice from that time to the present year, when leaving a circuit or district. Frequently, five or six times in the year, I have reviewed my work. This is the reason I can run over my history nearly as accurately as if I had kept a regular journal. ,Time passed away rapidly. My successors were soon at their posts. Benjamin Lakin and Ralph Lotspiech, were our successors — men of precious memory. I was appointed to help form a circuit on Green river. The Rev. James Gwyn was my col- league, then called Colonel Gwyn, afterward General Jackson's chaplain at the famous battle of New Orleans. I went to see my new presiding elder, who was the 81 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. Rev. John Page, my father in the Gospel. He was a mill-wright, by trade, and was building mills and traveling, both at once. As my circuit lay very re- mote from his home, I expected but little help from him that year. I then went to see brother Gwyn who was to have charge of the new circuit. On examining the map he found the vacant territory too large to be embraced in one circuit. Big Barren, Little Barren, Green, and Cumberland rivers, all ran through this territory, beginning at the line that divided Kentucky from Tennessee, extending eastward Co near the old Crab Orchard. My colleague proposed to divide the ground. He would take the western part, and send me to the eastern. He was a good man, and I cheer fully submitted to his judgment. I went in the name of the Lord. In two days, I arrived at Manoah Lasley's, where I spent a few days, rested my horse, and recruited my wardrobe. I found myself at a very great loss to know how to form a circuit, in that vast wilderness, and had no one to instruct me. I preached, on Sab- bath day, in father Lasley's house, and set off, on Monday, on my great and important enterprise. I concluded to travel five miles, as nearly as I could guess, then stop, reconnoiter the neighborhood, and find some kind person who would let me preach in his log-cabin, and so on till I had performed the entire round. I set out early, but had to travel ten miles before I found a preaching-place. I was directed to call FIRST RECEPTION. 85 on an old gentleman by the name of Step. I found him cribbing his corn ; two large negroes were doing the work, and he was keeping count. I spoke to him, but he gave me a very cold reception. I told him my business, but he was more intent on measur- ing his corn than talking about preaching. I felt determined not to be discouraged till I had pushed things "to the bottom. I then said to him, " I am a Methodist preacher, sent into this country to try to form a new. circuit." He rose up, looked me full in the face, exclaiming, " You are a Methodist preacher?" I responded, "Yes." "Come into the house," said he. I walked in, and found a very neat log-house, pretty well furnished. " Now," said the old gentleman, " this is your home." He then went on to say, " I thought, when you first spoke to me, you were a Baptist preacher." He then informed me that he had no fellowship with the Baptist Church, nor did he believe the doctrine they preached ; neither did he think they were doing any good. I staid all night, and enjoyed the broth- er's society well. The next day, he sent out his servants and gathered in a good congregation. I preached, and had a delightful meeting. A Presbyterian elder attended the meeting ; his family were converted, and he caught the spirit of revival. I went home with him, and spent the evening at his fireside, much to my own satisfaction. This gentleman's name was Kelsey. He was an intelligent man, a devoted 86 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. Christian, and was a great advantage to me through the year. The next day I traveled five miles, and stopped at the house of Mr. Guthrie. Here I found a con- gregation waiting for me. The most prominent man in that neighborhood was George Taylor. With his assistance, I immediately formed a society there, which flourished all the time I remained on the circuit. Next day, I had a long ride through a dreary country. Late in the evening I came to a little log- cabin, standing in the woods, with no stable or out- buildings of any kind. Seeing a woman in the door, I rode up and asked if I could stay all night: she seemed to think not. I paused a few moments, thinking what to do. I was afraid to go any farther, lest I should have to lie out all night. That I was afraid to do, as the weather was very cold, and there were always a great many ravenous wolves in the barrens. My life would be in danger, and there was nothing to encourage me to stay at this place. I knew I would have to tie my hungry, tired horse to a tree, without any shelter or food. The cabin looked very dreary, and the woman was un- willing to let me stay. She was not entirely alone, but had several children, and one daughter partly grown, which inclined me to think I could stay with safety. I finally concluded to let her know who I was, and what business I was on. I said to her, "lama Methodist preacher, sent by Bishop Asbury A LODGE IN THE DESERT. 87 to try to form a circuit." This information appeared to electrify her. Her countenance changed, and her eyes fairly sparkled. She stood some time without speaking, and then exclaimed, " La, me ! has a Methodist preacher come at last?- Yes, brother, you shall stay all night. Mr. Carson is not at home, but we will do the best we can for you, with a glad heart." I alighted from my horse, and went into the house. The children clustered round me as if some near friend had come. After having gone through with the usual ceremonies, my next concern was to take care of my horse. Their oldest daughter — a pleasant girl — provided me with a halter, and directed me to a suitable tree where my horse could stand. I soon found I was to have a comfortable night's rest. They furnished me with plenty of good sound corn for my horse. The cabin, and what little furniture they had, was neat and clean. Supper was soon served up — just such as suited me — corn bread, fried venison, and crop-vine tea. Mrs. Carson then gave me her history. She and her husband were both raised in North Carolina. They both experienced a change of heart when, young. Her husband had been class-leader, for some years, before he left his native state. They had emigrated to the state where they then lived, in order to buy land for their children. They had purchased a pretty large tract on one of the tribu- taries of Green river, lying about ten miles from &S FIFTY YEAtlS IN THE iTINEEANCt. where they then lived, and her husband was then at work on their own land. He had cleared out a small farm, and built a tolerable large house, which he was then finishing. By the time I came round again, they would have it ready for me to preach in. I spent the evening pleasantly, and by the time lay dawned, was on my way in search of another appointment. My ride was along the dividing ridge between Green river and Salt river. In the evening I stopped at the house of a man by the name of Honnel; he was in pretty good circumstances, for that country, had a convenient house, and very willingly opened it for preaching. I staid all night, and, the next day, preached to a small congregation ; had some encouragement, and in the afternoon went on my way rejoicing. Late in the evening I came to a Mr. Cooper's. He was a local preacher, but from the manner in which he received me, I thought he took me for an impostor. In family prayer, he officiated himself. The family were reserved, and I had nothing to say. They fed my horse, gave me my supper, and . a place to sleep. Next morning, they told me I might preach. The word was circulated, and at eleven o'clock, the congregation began to come to- gether. The first man that came was a Seceder; I having been reared among Seceders, he became much attached to me, and gave me all the encouragement he could. I tried to preach, and God gave me great , TRAVELS AND PREACHING. 89 freedom of speech ; and we had an excellent meet- ing ; and brother Cooper wept much. Here we organized a small class ; and, having tarried one night longer, the next morning I started early. Brother Cooper and his wife went with me. About ten o'clock, we halted at Mr. M'Cowan's ; here I was astonished to find a large congregation assem- bled, waiting for the preacher. This being the Sabbath, they had come, hoping to meet the preacher,- hearing there was one on his way to form a circuit. The house was a large, double cabin, with both rooms full, and a good many in the yard. I saw many Methodists among them, and they were sing- ing Methodist hymns in a revival spirit. I spent most of the afternoon in class meeting. This was truly a good day to my soul, and to the souls of many others. Here I found a class, of about fifty members, ready formed to my hand. I took some pains to learn the history of this so- ciety. It was formed by a local preacher who had resided several years in that vicinity. His name was M'Mellen, a very extraordinary man — I may say truly, a splendid man; but, like Ephraim of old, he was unstable as water, therefore he did not excel. I regulated the society, appointed a class-leader, etc., and went on, bearing toward the Crab Orchard. I preached at Mr. Samuel Stewart's, and found a small class. Here I regulated matters, and appointed a class-leader. In this neighborhood, I found a great many Baptists, who received me as the Lord's mes- 8 % FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. senger. I felt myself at home, and would gladly have spent days in the place, but my work was before me. Before night, I met with a man, who gave me a cordial invitation to preach in his house, where, find- ing a small society already organized, I made them a class-paper, appointed them a leader, etc. Here I became acquainted with a young man by the name of Joseph Williams, having a tall, slender form, a thin visage, and red hair. In a private inter- view, he told me he believed he was called to preach, and that he warited to travel with me and assist me. He had his horse, saddle, and saddle-bags in readi- ness. I thought he looked rather unpromising, but, as I was a young man in a strange land, traveling through a thinly-settled country, I accepted his offer. I found him very companionable, and willing to do any thing that I told him. We traveled about twenty miles on a large creek, called Fishing creek, and put up with an old gentleman by the name of Chappel. This was a curious neighborhood. Several things, worthy of remark, came under my observation. There was a Methodist society in the neighborhood, i the preacher of which was a colored man, by the name of "Jacob." I believe every member had been awakened under his preaching ; and, by the assistance of Mr. Chappel's daughters, he had organized them into a class. One of the girls made out a class-pa- per, and they appointed Jacob leader. He was both preacher and leader; and, although he could not read a word, he could preach a pretty good sermon. He MR. AND MRS. WALKER. 91 had a kind. master, who would read for him Saturday evenings, and when a text was read that suited Jacob, he would ask his master to read it again, memorize the text, book, chapter, and verse ; then he was ready for his work. The next day was the Sabbath. The congregation was large, and I found his society in excellent order. I preached several times, and left this delightful place on Monday morning, crossed the Cumberland river, went out into a beautiful valley — Elf Spring valley—^ and stopped at Mr. Walker's. Mrs. Walker looked rather distant, and seemed to say she thought all was not right. She told me to sit down, and informed me that her husband was not at home. I determined to stay awhile, at all events, tied my horse to the fence, and commenced reading my Bible. After I had read a few chapters, the gentleman of the house came in. His wife rose and said, "Here is a stranger, who says he is a Methodist preacher." He smiled, and observed, "We are very suspicious of strangers in this country." I soon found he was a real quizzical character; and, to make my situation more critical, there was a gentleman boarding in the family, who professed to be a Presbyterian, who followed pettifog- ging for a living. I soon found they were determined to take me through a very severe course of exami- nation. My horse was put away, and I was invited to dine. The family were quite merry, and full of sport. Dinner being over, the examination began. I found 92 fI?TY YEARS IN *SE ITINfifcANCT. but little trouble in putting them to silen.ce on the subject of the Bible. I had read the Scriptures, for many years, with marked attention, had memorized many texts, that I had at perfect command in all cases of emergency. They shifted their ground, and began to question me on English grammar. I an- swered them as well as I could, and presently turned the tables upon them. I then commenced on history. I had read Rollin's Ancient History as one of my school-books, and could quote so liberally, that they soon thought I knew a great deal more than I really did. We then took a jaunt among the poets, and the conference adjourned. Upon the whole, I had rather an unpleasant time, but they never undertook to examine me again. I took my departure, rode about eight or ten miles, and called at the house of Elliot Jones. In him I found a friend. He was eminently qualified to be a father to young preachers. He was a local minister — not what is generally called a great preacher, but his preaching talents were respectable, and he was well read in the holy Scriptures, and tolerably well acquainted with the rise and progress of Methodism. We had several meetings together, and he gave me much wholesome advice. I became acquainted with a goodly number of excellent men — some were Methodists, others were not, but all were well-wishers. We formed a large society and kept up a fine state of religious feeling tnroughout the year. Many were added to the Church in this THE BACKWOODSMAX. 98 place. The next day I rode eight or ten miles, and stopped with a person by the name of John Francis. He was sheriff of Wayne county, and a backslidden Methodist, but his wife was a very pious woman, and the children were well-disposed. He took me in and made his house my home. I had ten happy meetings in that house. Poor old John would weep when I preached, treat me kindly when I tarried with him, and always gave me a hearty shake of the hand when I left ; but his worldly prospects were good, and he would not give up all for Christ, therefore I fear I left him in his sins. I left that vicinity and moved on toward the west. Some time after dark, and while stopping at a tav- ern, a man called at the door. Being asked what he wanted, he inquired if there was not a Meth- odist preacher there. I heard him and was soon on the porch. He said he understood I was form- ing a circuit through that country, and wanted me to take in his house for one of the appointments. I asked him how far off he lived. " Ten miles." I replied, "I will go with you to-night. He told me I had better stay where I was — warm and com- fortable, and he would go home and give out the appointment for the next day- I feared I might be puzzled to find the way alone, and insisted on going that night. At a very late hour we arrived at a small log-cabin. He kindled a fire on the hearth — ■ the light shone brightly, and I took a close view of every thing within. I am sure it -would have fright- 94 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. ened any body but a backwoodsman. There was no floor in the house. They had leveled off the ground, and made it somewhat smooth. There were hickory poles laid across in the place of joists. Some clapboards laid on these poles constituted the upper floor. There was neither bedstead, chair, nor table in the house. Some small stakes or forks had been driven down in the west corner, of the cabin, they laid two round poles in the forks, and placed clapboards on these poles. This was their bedstead. Some bedding, such as it was, formed all the sleeping-place I saw for the man and his wife. The little negro boy slept on the ground floor with a deer-skin under him. I saw no cupboard furniture, excepting some earthern bowls of inferior quality. The woman of the house was badly crippled. I felt rather melancholy, and my mind began to run back to days of other years, when I was dwell- ing among my own people in ease and plenty; here I was in a strange land, without friends or money. The squalid appearance of the inside of the house made an impression on my mind that never can be erased. Surrounded by these gloomy circumstances, I had no friend to fly to but the Redeemer. I kneeled down and prayed, and the Lord blessed me. I felt happy and resigned to my lot. The next thing was to make my bed, and lay me down to sleep. I spread down, for my bed, a blanket that I kept under my saddle, and took a stool for my pillow. I had another FOOD AND LODGING. 95 blanket on which I rode; this I used for a sheet. My saddle-bags on the stool made my pillow soft — my overcoat became my covering. I thanked God that I had a pretty comfortable bed. I thought within myself, I am , better off than my Savior was, for he "had not where to lay his head;" and far happier than the rich who roll on beds of down, and enjoy all the elegances and luxuries of life. I had a comfortable night's rest and rose in the morning much refreshed, and prepared for my day's labor. Breakfast was soon served up, on a board bench. It consisted of corn-bread and milk — no spoons. I had to bite and sup. When I turned up the bowl to drink, a black ring would make its ap- pearance from the sediments in the bottom. Break- fast being over I retired to the woods and spent the forenoon in reading and praying, till preaching-time. Returning, I saw the cabin pretty well filled with men and women. Although it was late in November, many of them had neither hats nor bonnets on their heads, nor shoes on their feet. I took my stand opposite the door, read a hymn, began to sing — and while I was singing a remarkable man made his ap- pearance. He was so distinguished from other men, that I will give some account of him. First, he was a very large man, with strongly- marked features. From the muscles of his face I perceived that he was a man of strong, natural cour- age. He had a high forehead — very wide between the eyes, with a broad face ; his whole form was well 96 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. proportioned, Iris eyeballs remarkably large, showing a great deal of white. He fixed his eyes upon me and looked as if he were scanning my whole person. Had I not been used to seeing rough men on the frontier of Kentucky, I should have been frightened. I looked him fully in the eyes and scanned him closely. His hair appeared as though it had never been combed, and made me think of old Nebuchad- nezzar, and his head "like eagles feathers." He wore no hat ; his collar was open, and his breast bare ; there was neither shoe nor moccasin on his feet. I finished my hymn, kneeled down and prayed, and took my text to preach. The man looked for no seat, but stood erect, gazing on the speaker. Be- fore I was half through I saw the tears roll down his rough cheeks. I closed and told them that on that day four weeks I would be there again. I rode away, but could not forget the big man. I was sure he had distinguished himself some way, which made me anxious to find out his history. I soon found out he was brother-in-law to the infamous robber, Micajah Harp, a character so well known in the history of the west. No doubt they had been together in many a bloody affray. On my next round he joined the Church, and soon afterward became a Christian. He could neither read nor write. I procured him a spelling-book. His wife taught him to read, and he soon learned to write. On my third or fourth round I appointed him class-leader. He trimmed off BURKE — LYON- JAMBS B. FINLET. 97 his tair, bought a new hat, clothed himself pretty well, and became a respectable man. I heard of him several years afterward, and he was still hold- ing on his heavenly way. I went from this place into Stogdon's valley, and called on a gentleman by the name of Talbot. He received me cordially, and gave up his house for a preaching-place. His wife was a Methodist. During this year I spent many a happy evening with this family. I left, and went to Sprowle sta- tion ; left an appointment, rode that afternoon to Burkesville, and staid all night at Burke's tavern. He was the proprietor of the town ; he had been a Methodist, but was now in a backslidden state. I made some inquiry about preaching ; he replied very promptly, that if I would preach, he would fit up a large room to accommodate the congregation. Here I met with the old politician, Matthew Lyon, who had emigrated from New England to Kentucky. He treated me with a great deal of politeness. The next day was the Sabbath. I preached in the bar- room, and had a very solemn time. I came the next day to Mr. Wisdom's. He called in his neighbors, who filled the house. Some came into it shouting happy. Among them was an uncle of the Rev. James B. Finley. I think his name was Samuel Finley, and for the want of a seat he stood during the services. Before I was done he shouted at the top of his voice, shouted on, rode away shouting, saying, "Young Whitefield! young Whitefield !" 98 FIFTl TEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. The next day I rode six or seven miles to Dulin's meeting-house, where J found a large congregation waiting for the preacher. It was beautifully orna- mented with hoary heads. From the expression of their countenances I thought they were in the way of righteousness. They were very attentive, and there were much weeping and some shouting. After preach- ing they held a prayer meeting, which lasted nearly all the afternoon.- They were principally Presbyte- rians, and an extensive revival was in progress among them. They had no settled minister, but had a good supply from a distance. Rev. David Rice, Rev. Mr. Howe, and Rev. J. Abel spent much of their time there. Rice was a profound theologian ; Howe an elo- quent orator ; Abel was like the weeping prophet. Rice thought there was much Methodism and enthusiasm here. Sometimes, when they would get very high — which they often did after sermon-, — he would rise to his feet, look over the assembly with great solemnity, and exclaim, "JJigh sail and little ballast!" then gather up his hat and cane, and take his departure. Next morning I prepared to leave the neighbor- hood. The people gathered round me; some talked, others shouted, I wept. I mounted my horse and lode away. While passing through a dense forest, I said to myself, " These are great and glorious days !" I was thankful that I had left father, mother, and all the world to preach the Gospel to perishing sinners. Coming to a little cabin standing in the barrens, I tarried all night there, preached next morning, and in REy. DAVID RICE. 99 the afternoon rode to the Rev. Noah Lasley's, the place where I began to form a circuit. I had been gone three weeks, and had formed a full four weeks' circuit. Not having one resting day in the whole plan, I sat down, wrote out my plan, and, having reviewed and corrected it several times, felt well sat- isfied. I. compared myself to a man settled in a wil- derness, who had built his cabin, surveyed his land, and was preparing to clear his farm. I laid aside my books and papers, and, like Isaac, walked into the woods to meditate. I thought I was one of the hap- piest mortals that breathed vital air. This was Saturday evening, and I had now to begin my second round. I preached twice on Sabbath, and the Lord blessed both preacher and people. At this time I made the acquaintance of Rev. David Rice, a Presbyterian, who was one of the most venerable-look- ing men I ever saw. He had then been a regular cler- gyman for upward of fifty years. He belonged to an obscure and poor family in the interior of Virginia, but was remarkable for good qualities from a very early pe- riod. He was very fond of divine services, and there being no preaching near his father's, he used to rise early on Sabbath morning, put a piece of corn-bread in the bosom of his hunting-shirt, and travel thirteen miles on foot to hear President Davison preach. Af- ter hearing two sermons he would return home, and be ready for hard labor on Monday morning. The min- ister, noticing a little ragged boy sitting near the door so regular in his attendance, detained him. On 100 FIFTY TEARS IN THE' ITINERANCY. examination, finding him a pious boy with fine talents, he took him under his supervision, and gave him a first rate education for those days. He graduated at Princeton College, New Jersey. After finishing his theological course he emigrated to Kentucky, where he spent a long and useful life. He made one of the strongest and most manly efforts to abolish slavery in that state that I ever knew. Although he succeeded in almost every thing he undertook, in this, I am sorry to say, he failed. He shone like a star in the west ; and when he had attained to an exceeding old age, he died, lamented by all the pious. I left this place and pursued the same round de- scribed above, preaching almost every day, and often at night — reading Discipline, organizing societies, vis- iting, and trying, in my weak manner, to expound the holy Scriptures around the fireside. The good work increased at almost every appointment on the circuit. Many were converted and joined the Church; and then they wished to be baptized; parents wanted their children to be baptized, and as I was not or- dained I could not comply with their request. The Baptist brethren were very friendly, and sought to take advantage of this circumstance. I became very much perplexed, and did not know what to do. Some of the most distinguished Baptist preachers traversed my circuit in every direction, preaching baptism by immersion. While they talked about John, I talked about Christ; and when they talked about water, I talked about the Holy Ghost and fire. There were a THE FALLEN MINISTEK. 101 great many Baptist preachers living within the bounds of the circuit, but they were very feeble men. I found no trouble in managing them. But when the strong men came along, I thought it not prudent to meet them in public debate, lest the truth should suffer in my hands for the want of ability. I expected great relief, at the first quarterly meet- ing, from my presiding elder, the Rev. John Page. During this round I had several revivals, one in Step's settlement, at Guthrie's, Chappel's, Elf Spring valley, Burkesville, Dulin's meeting-house, Lasley's, Carson's, and Abel's. From Chappel's I pursued my regular round till I came to Wayne court-house. There we had a time of refreshing from the presence of the Lord. Our little flock, in that place, was greatly increased. At Burkesville, we found Mr. Burke dangerously ill. The thought of dying in his sins alarmed him very much. He remembered what God had done for him in days of other years, and he thought he had crucified the Savior afresh, and put him to an open shame. In his great extremity he cried unto God, but his prayers seemed to be neglected. He called in Mr. M'Mellen to pray foi» him. This man had once been a Methodist preacher of some note, but was now in a backslidden state. When he entered the sick room he was horrified, and could not pray one word. He sat down by the bedside, and, with weeping eyes, wrote the sorrows of his heart upon the floor. In this hour of distress, Rev. John Page and my- 102 FIFTT TEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. self called. This was truly a fearful sight. A back- slider dying in despair, and the fallen minister had not a word to offer him. The venerable Page, a man of great sympathy, entered keenly into the feelings ' of the two men. Being a man of God, and divinely qualified, always ready for any emergency, he knew exactly what to say, and what to do. He began with the sick man, and, having cleared away all difficulties, in a very forcible manner he pointed him to " the Lamb of God which taketh away the sins of the world." He prayed. The sick man appeared somewhat com- forted, but not yet satisfied ; his heart was melted into tenderness, but his evidence 'of sins forgiven was not satisfactory. The elder retiring, I was left alone with the two men. The backslidden minister asked me to take a walk with him. We walked a long, distance, and not one word passed between us. He stopped' suddenly, turned, and, looking upon me with a dread- ful countenance, opened his mouth, and said, "I do not want religion. I don't wish you to pray for me. My day of grace is gone." Having a stick in his hand, he threw it toward heaven. " My condemna- tion," he added, "is sealed; but I advise you to be faithful; go on and preach, and preach Scriptural holiness." I gave the poor man the best advice I could. When we parted he wept freely. In the morning the sick man was better. My elder left me, and I weut on my way rejoicing. I preached several times be- fore I came to Dulin's. Here I met a large congrega- LEWIS GARRET— PROSPERITY, 103 tion, and attempted to preach, but the people shouted so loud that I could not be heard. We spent the day and a great part of the night, in religious exercises. The next day I formed a large society, and came to this conclusion, that Presbyterians will remain Pres- byterians, and Methodists will remain Methodists. The young converts were advised to make their own choice. Nearly all chose to be Methodists. I left them and passed on to Rev. N. Lasley's. A revival had begun during my absence, and was going like fire in dry fuel. Young Thomas Lasley was con- verted, and afterward became an eminent minister. He was one of the first missionaries to explore Lou- isiana ; he lived long and did much good. I had now completed my second round. On my third I exchanged with Lewis Garret. He was then traveling Danville circuit, in the interior of Kentucky. He had heard of my situation — the revivals, and the annoyances to which the Baptists were subjecting me. Brother Garret came down — took my place — and sent me on to his circuit. He passing round mine, regu- lated all the classes I had formed — baptized all who wished to be baptized — adults and children — "preached many sermons on baptism, and answered all the Bap- tist arguments to the general satisfaction. On my return, I found every thing in a prosperous condition. This was a very eventful year. Hundreds were con- verted, and, many, I trust, are now safely housed in heaven. Two facts I will here mention. Pirst, I had no 104 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. enemies on any part of the circuit — every body ap- peared to love me — old and young — rich and poor — religious and irreligious. Secondly, I do not remem- ber one temptation worthy of being named, during the entire year. Truly — " I rode on the sky, Freely justified I, Nor, did envy Elijah his seat." I received but little money — not quite thirty dol- lars — for my whole year's labor. The women made me cotton clothes, and I wore them quite contented. This was the best year of all my life. I performed ten entire rounds on that circuit — closed my year with a protracted meeting, on a delightful eminence, near the Rev. Noah Lasley's, assisted by Rev. L. Garret and W. Thompson. The Presbyterians united with us — doctors, lawyers, etc. On Friday, brother Garret preached the opening sermon — the windows of heaven were opened, and God poured out such a bless- ing that there was not room to contain it. The meet- ing continued till dark. The congregation was so large that we held prayer meetings in many places under the shade-trees. The work went on, with increasing ra- pidity, till the middle of the next week, when I .gave them my valedictory. I had never seen such a meet- ing before, and never expect to again. I mounted my horse and rode away — left them shouting and praising God, and have never seen them since. One thing I have forgotten — Rev. Thomas Wilkin- son came on in the place of the presiding elder, and CLOSE OF THE TEAE. 105 took the supervision of this meeting. He preached like an apostle, often falling on his knees. Wilkinson and Garret were two of the greatest and best men 1 ever knew. Had I the ability I would delineate their character, but must leave this for an abler hand. They were among the early pioneers of the west. What these men did and suffered for Methodism, in the west, will never be known till the books are opened at the last day. I met these men of God, at the house of a friend — dined with them — received their blessing, and took my departure. I was now leaving my new circuit, while, as yet, I had given it no name ; and, as I would have to report it at conference, it must, of necessity, have a name. I called it Wayne circuit, after General Anthony Wayne. I had taken three hundred and one mem- bers into Church this year. I soon fell into the circuit I had traveled the year before. I met with many friends — preaching in the evenings 'as I went along, till I came to Talbot's meeting-house, the place where I received my license, and where I began my itinerant career. A quarterly meeting was in progress. The Rev. W. M'Kendree was present, with many of my best earthly friends. My beloved brother Joseph met me as soon as I alighted from my horse — hung on my neck, and shed many tears. He was truly a lovely man. Meeting over, I rode to my father's, where I spent a few days to comfort my father, mother, brothers and sisters, then left them for conference. 106 FIFTYYEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. CHAPTER VI. CLYNCH CIRCUIT — 1803. I arrived at the conference Tuesday evening. This was my first attendance at an annual conference. I felt as if I had entered on new business. At my boarding-house, they directed me to a large room, up stairs. I spread out what few books I had, and engaged in my studies as usual. The conference was held in the house of Benjamin Coleman, near Cynthiana, Kentucky. Next morning I repaired to the conference-room, which was about eighteen feet square, and up stairs. I was met at the door by Mrs. Burke, wife of William Burke. She has long since gone to her reward, and he has since followed. She was an accomplished lady. I was dressed like a backwoodsman. My manners and costume were an- swerable to the. description given of " Rhoderick Dhu," of Scotland, by Walter Scott. I was pretty much such another looking man. Mrs. Burke told me to walk up, but I hesitated — she insisted— at length I yielded — ascended the stairs, and entered the conference-room. There, for the first time, I saw the venerable Asbury, seated on a chair elevated by a small platform. He was writing — his head white as a sheet. Several of the preachers said, " Come in, THE WESTERN CONFERENCE. 107 come in. brother Young." The Bishop raised his head, lifted his spectacles, and asked who I was. The Rev. W. M'Kendree told him my name. He fixed his eye upon me as if he would look me through. M'Kendree saw I was embarrassed, and told me kindly to take a seat. Business went on,' and I sat- as a silent spectator. I thought they were the most interesting group of men I had ever seen. M'Kendree appeared the mas- ter-spirit of the conference. Burke, very neatly dressed, was secretary. His auburn head, keen, black eye, show.ed clearly he was no ordinary man. I still remember most of the members' names — Revs. Thomas Wilkinson, John Watson, Beniamin enje Lakin, Samuel Doughty, John Adam Granadd, Lewis Garret, William Crutchfield, Benjamin Young, Ralph Lotspiech, Anthony Houstin, and some few more not now recollected. These were members of the great Western confer- ence, comprehending Kentucky, Ohio, south-western Virginia, old Tennessee, and the Mississippi territory. This year they sent missionaries to Illinois and Indi- ana. In a beautiful grove, a mile from Mr. Coleman's, they erected a stand and seats to accommodate a con- gregation. The conference adjourned every day, that the preachers might attend public services. As I was not in full connection I had no seat in conference; but I was free to go and come as I pleased. We kept up prayer meetings nearly all the time. There was a great deal of good preaching during the session, 108 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. and I have no doubt but much good was done at ths time. There was an extensive revival all throug Kentucky. On Sabbath, Bishop Asbury preached one of h: masterly sermons to about ten thousand listener! This was a very solemn and profitable day. On Tuesday I was appointed to preach. The cor gregation was still very large and the cross was heavi I mounted the stand in my rough costume ; every ey was fixed upon me. A lady in the congregation, wit whom I afterward became acquainted, said that whe she saw me rise in the pulpit she felt indignant, an said to herself, "Why do they put up that fellow t preach? he looks more suitable for mauling rails tha preaching." She thought she would stay and hea me out. I sung, and prayed, and tried to preacl My voice was both strong and clear. I preache upward of two hours, and. wound up with a ver pleasant gale. Many of the preachers hung roun me and wept, and bade me God-speed. It seemed a if the whole assembly wanted to shake hands wit me. I sat long in the pulpit weeping and praisin God, feeling that I should learn war no more. Thes were days of the Son of God with me. Conference over, and my appointment given, I bad my loving friends a long farewell, and started in corr pany with Samuel Dowthet. I tarried all night i Lexington; tried to preach, but was bound in spiri This was the first real dark time I had for two year My success at the conference had doubtless lifted m ASBTTRY AND THE ENGLISHMAN. 109 up a little, and the Lord had measurably withdrawn to let me know my own weakness. Next day found me at Richmond, Madison county, Kentucky. I lodged in the same house with Bishop Asbury. Early we started for the Crab Orchard wil- derness, lying between Kentucky river and Powell's valley. The Bishop was in feeble health. Riding on horseback, in this hilly country, fatigued him very much. He often* wished to change awhile and walk, but could not walk up hill. When he came to the top of a high hill, he would dismount, give me his horse to lead, and walk down, till we came to our stopping-place in the evening. Here we fell in with very rough company. There were plenty of whisky, and persons drinking it freely, taking the name of God in vain, and playing cards. The landlord, a low- bred man, had goodness enough to give us a room to ourselves, where we felt rather more comfortable. An old Englishman came into our room to talk with the Bishop on religion. He had a great deal to say which did not interest the Bishop much. He had long been seeking religion but never found it; but he said he had succeeded in one thing — a certain Baptist preacher had broken him oif from swearing profanely. He finally left us and went into the gambling-room, where he soon began to talk very loud and swear one oath after another. The Bishop recognized his voice, arose, opened the door, and looked in. "You told me a certain Baptist preacher had broken you off from profane swearing, but I find you can lie and 110 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. swear both." They all quailed under his reproof. The Englishman came to him, crying, "Ah, Bishop Asbury, pardon me if you please, sir !" The Bishop told him he had better ask pardon of his God — gave him suitable instruction, and left him. The house be- came very quiet; we had an early supper, wliich, being ended, the Bishop called them all into our room, read a chapter, gave them a short lecture, sung a hymn, and prayed. We then went to bed, rested well through the night, rose early, and began to prepare for our journey. The Bishop continued long on his knees, and just as he rose from his devotions the landlord came in with a bottle and glass. " Mr. As- bury, will you take a little whisky this morning?" The Bishop replied in the negative, adding, "I make no use of the devil's tea." We mounted our horses, rode hard all day, and in the evening we stopped with a gentleman by the name of Ballinger. He .was re- ally a gentleman, and his wife was a lady. The landlord expressed considerable anxiety to have a circuit formed. The Bishop asked me if I would be willing to undertake the task. I told him 1 was at his service. He then replied to Ballinger, "We will try to accommodate you." Bach one was to do his part. The Bishop was to supply my place with a preacher, in the spring, on Clynch circuit. I Was to come on and form the circuit as best I could by the providence of God, and Ballinger's house was to be the nucleus around which I was to arrange my plan of operation. POWELL'S VALLEY. HI We staid all night with the kind family, and breakfasted with them, next morning. The Bishop read the word of God to us, lectured on the same, prayed for them, and we departed in fine spirits. A few hours' ride brought us to Cumberland Gap. Here we parted — the Bishop and brother Dewthet took the North Carolina road, I turned up Powell's valley. The Bishop got off his horse while he gave me the parting blessing. His last words were, " Pray as often as you eat and sleep, and you will do well." I now traveled on alone, and in the evening put up at a public house. The landlord appeared like a decent man; but I soon found his house was a place of dancing, gambling, and drinking. I concluded to make the best I could of my circumstances — became quite cheerful, talked fluently, told him my business, and asked him what he thought of my prospects through the country where I was going. He gave me all the encouragement he could and some good advice. Although he was not religious, he was a man of good sense. He brought his large Bible and pro- posed worship before I retired to rest. I slept but little that night. The inhabitants of this valley were, for the most, part, desperate characters. They dressed alike and looked alike, so that if a person of observation had met one of them in New York he would have known they belonged to Powell's valley. They wore short hunting-shirts, leather belt round the waist, » shot- pouch, powder-horn, rifle gun, and had a big dog fol- 112 FIFTY IEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. lowing closely behind. It is said they watched the road leading from old Virginia to Kentucky, and when they saw emigrants going on to the above- named place they changed their costume, dressed like Indians, by a near route through the mountains passed ahead of the travelers, watched them till they pitched their tents and were all asleep, then fell upon them, murdered them, and took their money. I' will here give one case which will illustrate all the rest. There was a spot in that wilderness known by the name of Hazel Patch, where travelers stopped at night. At a certain time — date I do not recollect — a large company of wealthy Virginians started for Kentucky to buy and take up lands. They were well armed and equipped to defend themselves, put up at the place, pitched their tents, placed their sentinels, and went to sleep. Some time in the night they were attacked by a party of — as they thought — Indi- ans ; it was generally believed they 'Were Powell's valley men. The Virginians defended themselves in a masterly manner. It was said the conflict was long and severe; but the Virginians were all killed with the exception of one, and many thought he turned traitor. Two facts led the public mind to this con- clusion: First — he was very poor when he joined the company; after that he became immensely wealthy, buying farm after farm. Secondly — he could give no rational account of his escape. He said, when the Indians had killed all the rest he walked off quietly, and they let him alone. OLYNOH MOUNTAIN. 113 I felt as a stranger in a strange land. I had to travel one hundred miles among these people, and I looked back with mournful joy, and pleasant grief, on the good circuit I had left behind. I had some imperfect knowledge of what I had passed through, but what lay before me I knew not. I arose very early, and before daylight, I was on my way, ate but little, slept but little, till I arrived at my circuit, on Saturday, about noon. I came into a settlement called Rye Cove, which took its name from the abundance of wild rye grow- ing there. I put up with Esquire Gibson, a man of intelligence, piety, and sociability. Looking over my plan, I found my circuit to be an odd-shaped concern, lying between two mountains — Clynch and Cumberland — upward of a hundred and fifty miles in length, and not more than twenty-five in breadth. This Clynch mountain was a curiosity ; first, it was very long, taking its ,rise near the ridge that divides Holston and New rivers, and running all the way till it came near to a junction of Holston and Tennessee ; in the second place, it is an exceed- ingly high mountain, distinguished from all others by a great number of sharp peaks. Although i* lies in a southern climate, it is a very cold mountain , I have often seen its summit covered with snow, while vegetation was flourishing at its base. On my plan of this circuit, I had about thirty appoint- ments. From Rye Cove, I went to Stallard's, on the ford of Clynch river. Here I found trouble 114 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. on hand. Two local preachers had been expelled, and were making fearful inroads in the society. I preached, and regulated the concerns of the Church in the best manner I could, and left them in the hands of their Maker, and, turning my course to the south, came to Mocasson Gap. This was a natural curiosity — a large creek, running directly through the high mountain I have just described. The source of the creek was on the north side of the mountain, which run parallel to the Clynch river for some miles, then turned short to the south and emptied into Holston river. Here I found a large society of Methodists. The most of them of the name of Lynn. They lived in very small houses, cultivated poor land, burned pine knots, and lived poor. They were very pleasant, and I enjoyed myself among them. I shall satisfy myself with giving a mere outline of this circuit. I made my w"ay, as best I could, to Russell court-house, preaching in several neighbor- hoods as I passed. along; found many pleasant peo- ple, and had delightful meetings. Within about five miles of the court-house, I found a large society of intelligent and pious people. I could have taken up my abode here with great pleasure, but duty called me, and I must go. I found no society, at the court-house, and very few people lived there. From this place I went to Henry Dickenson's, who was a distinguished man in that country. J became acquainted with the Ellingtons, one of THE WITTY LAWYER. 115 whom afterward became a traveling preacher; trav- eled a few years, married in Fairfield county, Ohio, near Rushville ; then emigrated to Georgia, where he ended his days. From Dickenson's, I rode to a place called Elk jarden, where I found a very large society of Meth- odists, of the very best sort. Mr. Price, the principal man, was dead before I went there, but his widow and a large family of sons and daughters remained, and I could form some idea what kind of a man he vvas — a self-taught, practical man ; and, after all that is said about refinement and education, these are the most efficient men in the world. Another distinguished man was Mr. Browning, he had a large family, and trained them well. He was a man of considerable wealth, and his influence was great both in state and Church affairs. He was a strong, practical, matter-of-fact man. I will give one illustration of his character: A lawyer Smith was in the habit of putting up with him in going to and from Russel court-house. This Smith was a man of great wit, and very fond of displaying it by criticising religious people, especially by making sarcastic remarks on the sermons of the ministers and prayers' of the faithful. On one occasion he was teasing Browning about his unskillful ministers and ignorant members. Browning having borne his sallies of mirth and humor, as he thought, at least, long enough, determined to test Smith's skill in preaching and praying. One day, in friendly con- 116 FIF1Y YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. versation, he said, " Mr. Smith, you appear to be well skilled in theology ; I suppose if you were to attempt to preach or pray, we should have something like perfection." Smith replied, " He would be very sorry if he could not perform a great deal better than some he had heard." Browning said no more. Smith was full of hilarity, not knowing the trial awaiting him. Supper over, the family was pleas- antly situated in the parlor. The • old gentleman laid his Bible on the stand, and with a great deal of solemnity, said, " Squire Smith, will you attend to prayers?" Smith looked as if he was "sent for and could not go." It was as much as the young people could do to command their risibles. There sat the dignified lawyer with his head in his hands. The family waited a long time. The Squire made no move toward the stand, and, I suppose, Browning was too full of mischief to pray himself. A poor man, very shabby in his appearance, was working for Browning, and Mr. Browning said, " Brother Reeve, will you go to prayer ?" Reeve dropped on his knees. He was a man of deep piety, and gifted. The force of his prayer was felt by all, but by Smith more than any other. He retired to rest, but rose early, and before prayer-time made his escape. He told some of his friends at the court-house that he never had heard such a prayer. I spent several days here, and moved toward Tazwell court-house. I preached several times on my way, among the Garrisons, Hickumbottoms, and MR. WHITTEN-— SOLICITATION. 117 Youngs. They received me as the Lord's messenger. Mr. Whitten lived here, who afterward became the father-in-law of Rev. James Quinn. He was quite a gentlemanly man in his appearance and manners. He invited me to go home with him, and, when I reached the house, I was surprised to find he had a large family, for I thought him but a youth. His family was one of the most pleasant I ever met with. He was reared near the city of Baltimore, and emi- grated to this country at an early day. He became a very extensive landholder, and, entering largely into the stock business, accumulated much wealth. This settlement was near Clynch river. The neighborhood was made principally of the two families, Whitten and Ligsel. They were pleasant people, and nearly all became Methodists. Here Heaven smiled upon me. I was strongly solicited to give up traveling, and settle down. My natural inclination led me to comply. I suppose I would have secured a great amount of earthly happiness, but the providence of God and the dictates of the Holy Ghost suffered me to assume no such responsibility. I passed over the dividing ridge between the waters of the Tennessee and Ohio. I went down a stream called Blue Stone, formed several societies, and saw some happy days. I recrossed the dividing ridge, went down the valley of Clynch about a hundred miles, preaching in a great many places as I went along, night and day, till I came to my starting- place, Rye Cove. I went up this valley in the 118 'FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. same manner as described before. When I came to Mr. Whitten's, my quarterly meeting came on. I met with my presiding elder, Rev. John Watson, Rev. Thomas Milligan, and Dr. Jeptha Moore. These were all distinguished men. Watson was not a great preacher 1 , but was an excellent Church officer, possessing a great amount of sanctified wit, and he knew how to use it to advantage. Milligan was a man of strong mind, but lacked cultivation — - notwithstanding, he was an able minister of the New Testament. Moore was truly a great man, and an eloquent pulpit orator. He entered the ministry in early life, and was one of the first colleagues of Thomas Scott, of Chillicothe. He traveled a feiv years with great success, then located, and went into the practice of physic. He lived long, and, notwith- standing all that the Lord had done for him, his sun went down partially under a cloud. When a man is divinely called and put into the ministry, it is a dan- gerous thing for him to leave the Lord's work to accumulate riches or worldly honor. Brother Watson preached on Saturday morning: brother Milligan on Saturday night; Dr. Moore on Sabbath morning, at 11 o'clock. They all had grea ( freedom of speech in preaching the word of the Lord, Our quarterly conference was pleasant; a delightful love-feast after the 11 o'clock services. They left me alone to manage the meeting as well as I could. The Lord was with us in the outpouring of his Spirit, and I expect to see the fruits of that quarterly meet- LORENZO DOW 119 ing in the day of eternity. I performed four rounds on this lovely circuit, and these were among the hap- piest months of my long life. I loyed the people, and they loved me. God gave me souls for my hire, and added seals to my ministry. I took a kind of missionary tour out on New river, more properly called great Kanawha. I was out several days, tried to preach several sermons, deliv- ered many exhortations, had good success, and re- turned to my circuit under a shouting latitude. I felt like proclaiming salvation to the ends of the earth, and then flying away to heaven. On this circuit, I first met the curious, eccentric, and talented Lorenzo Dow. I heard him preach a number of sermons, and spent several days in his company. His preaching and his private conversa- tions were rendered a lasting blessing to my soul. Whatever Dow may have been in the latter, part of his life, at that time he was truly a man of God. He appeared to read, to think, and pray under the influence of the Holy Ghost. At that time, I believe he thought he was under the immediate influence of the Holy Spirit in every thing he did. I met him several years after, on the banks of the Mississippi but, 0, how changed! On my fifth round, Rev. Joab Watson was sent from North Carolina to take my place on Clynch circuit. I was to go into the wilderness, between Powell's valley and Crab Orchard, Ky. This ar- rangement was made on my way from conference to 120 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. Clynch circuit, by Bishop Asbury. The elder entered his protest against my leaving the district, alleging that the Bishop had no right to remove me without his consent. I submitted to his decision, and have never been sorry but once, and that was from that day to this. According to our economy, the Bishop had the right, and, I believe, I sustained a heavy loss by not going. Watson took the charge, and the pre- siding elder did not tell me where to go. I kept on with Watson, preaching by turns, and the Lord worked with us, confirming the word with signs fol- lowing. We became so united that we were loth to part. Though I had great peace and general prosperity on this circuit, yet I met with some great and severe trials. One I will mention, as a specimen. At a certain time, the elder passed through my circuit, and preached for me. We went home with a brother to pass the night. Supper being ended, we sat down to converse around a comfortable fire. The man of the house soon began to inquire after my predecessor. I believe the elder told him he was well and doing well. He then said, with great emphasis, " I wish we had him here again, for brother Young is doing no good, and I don't believe he will do any." He went on to say a great many hard things. I made no reply or defense. He and the elder talked over the matter till, I suppose, they became tired. At the usual time, we went to bed, but I had a sleepless night. The morning came, and I' thought the elder DIFFICULTIES. 1*21 treated me very coolly, We left, after breakfast, and went on to another appointment. I discovered that the conversation of the brother had made a deep im- pression' on his mind. As the elder knew but little of me, I began to look out for breakers, but I re- solved still to keep my cause in the hands of God, to pray, read, study, and preach in the best manner I could. I suppose Esq. Gibson, the principal man in that neighborhood, and other good men, heard what this man had said to the presiding elder; for they showed me greater friendship than heretofore. My ministry was more blessed in the vicinity. But I had another hard trial to encounter. Two men had been expelled from the Church a year or two before — one a local preacher, the other an exhorter. They were at this time bitter toward the Methodist Church, trying to make fearful inroads in the society. Their theme was baptism by immersion, and they were drawing off a goodly number of the Church members; I thought it my duty to encounter them. Though I was very deficient in point of infor- mation on that subject, I thought it would not do to let the good cause suffer in my hands. My mind ran back to young David and his sling and pebbles, with which he encountered the giant of Gath, and obtained the victory. I took courage and resolved to meet my antagonists. I studied the subject well for four weeks, and when I 1 came again to that preaching-place, I found a large congregation assem- bled; for I had given notice before, that, on this day, 122 FIITT YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. I would preach on baptism. My opponents were both present, prepared, as I suppose, to encounter me. I arose and preached three hours without anj intermission — talked very fast and very loud; Then my antagonist replied at full length. I gave an exhortation after he had sat down, and prayed, and closed the meeting. The people went silently away. Which gained his point, I can not tell; but we had no more trouble on the subject of water baptism from that quarter. I will mention one more. Near Tazwell court- house there lived a very respectable man, a member and an elder in the Presbyterian Church — a man extensively read in theology and many other sub- jects His wife was very pious and intelligent. They invited me to preach in their house, as they had no minister. As I passed by their habitation several times in my rounds, I frequently called and preached evenings. They received me cordially, and we had good meetings. It came into my mind that I ought to preach a sermon against Calvinism, when I had a very large congregation a little north of the court-house. My Presbyterian friends and many others were present. My Presbyterian friends, with others, became offended, among whom was Mr. George and his wife. He was a respectable merchant in Tazwell. Their influence was great, and they became my bitter enemies. Many of the Methodists were grieved — they thought I had done wrong in stirring up a spirit BORDER RUFFIANS. 123 of controversy when they were all living in peace and harmony. This gave encouragement to the ungodly ; they threatened to lay hands upon me and beat me severely. Next week I was preaching in a private house not far from the same place, and the house was very much crowded. Two of these ruffians entered just after I had read my text, and as they could not reach my stand without interruption, one of them pressed through, pushing men and women aside till he came near enough to lay his hand upon me. The congregation expected to see a fight ; or to see him beat me. The best way to keep a lion from pouncing on you is to keep your eye fixed right on his eye. 1 saw his courage failed him, and he took his seat. I did not intend or wish to disgrace my ministry, but I knew if' it came to the worst, I had nothing to fear for personal safety. A man that will lay violent hands on a minister of the Gospel is always cow- ardly. ' When they see a preacher possessed of phys- ical power to defend himself, they rarely proceed farther than threats and vapor. Another of the same kind became offended at one of our revivals. He was behaving rudely while the work was going on, and I reproved him. He declared he would beat me the next day. He, with his brother came to Mr. James Whitten's early in the morning, with an intent, doubtless, to carry his threats into effect. Mrs. Whitten being a woman of great influ- ence and authority, took the matter in her own hands 124 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. before I came in. I suppose she whipped him with more severity with her tongue than he could me with his fists. Although there were some very respectable fami- lies, at an early day settled in this valley, the great majority of the first settlers were of the lowest class. They were rough in their manners and rough in their appearance. They had but few schools and brought up their children in gross ignorance ; and as they had neither law nor Gospel in many neighborhoods, they became desperately wicked, and addicted to mean, low, vulgar vices. Horse-stealing was the prevailing vice in that country. It was found impossible to bring the offenders to justice^ as they were harbored by families living along under the peaks of the mountains. I will give one example to illustrate the. rest. A man came into the valley, stole two very valuable horses, and went over into North Carolina. He was followed by one of the citizens, who recovered the horses and brought them home. The thief followed, and the next week hired himself to work for a farmer near Kussel court-house. A few nights after he came there, he took a large and valuable stallion out of the stable and went off. The owner of the horse took a couple of his trusty neighbors, armed themselves with rifles, and pursued him. The second day, they found him in a deep, dark ravine. He had tied his horse to a sapling, and was shelling corn with all his might — his gun loaded and standing by a tree, HORSE-STEALING — LYNCH-LAW. 12/) and he almost ready to take his departure. So soon as the men showed themselves, he sprang behind a .tree, or, in their language, "he treed himself." His pursuers all stepped behind trees, having their fingers on the triggers of their rifles, waiting till they might see some part of his body. After some time he made an attempt to look, and in so doing he leaned his body a little. One of the men fired and shot him through the hips. He fell to the ground. The other two men walked up to him, put the muzzles of their guns to his head and blew out his brains, leav- ing him to rot on the ground, and then took their horse and returned home. This practice of horse-stealing became intolerable ; and as they could not bring the law of the land to bear upon them, they resolved to take the matter into their own hands, and to drive horse-thieves and those that harbored them out of the country entirely. A Captain Bolin, a man of respectability, united with thirty more, pretty much like himself, to enforce " Lynch-law " throughout the country, and mutually bound themselves, if suit was brought, to meet the costs. They passed through the land, and took hold of every man that was strongly suspected of harbor- ing horse-thieves, and gave him thirty lashes, pretty well laid on. They then gave him eight or ten days to leave the country. One very cold night, I lodged in a very small cabin on the waters of Blue Stone. Long before day I heard some one rap at the door ; I opened. 2G FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. nd a man entered, with a woman and three children. was surprised to find a man traveling with a woman nd children. I stirred up the fire, and told them o come near and warm themselves. I asked the lan why he was out such a desperate night; he Did me that Bolin had been at his house, and whip- ed him almost to death, and he expected the next ime they would kill him, although he was as clear f harboring horse-thieves as Bolin was. I thought tiat might be true, but did not believe it. Bolin nd his company had done their work effectually ; )r I never heard of any horse-stealing in that ountry from that day to this. Two or three years before I went on that cir- uit, they had a great revival under the pious labors f the Rev. Ezekiel Burdyne, and many of those rnorant and wicked men and women professed to ecome converted. As might be expected, they ecame great enthusiasts, and very superstitious in heir notions — looking for miracles and things out f the common order. They expected God to tell hem every thing that they ought to do. I will give one specimen, and let that suffice Dr all : A class-leader became dissatisfied with the aptism he received when he was an infant, and egan to think he ought to be baptized by immersion ; e talked to the preachers and to the brethren, but oncluded he would lay it before the Lord. One lorning he arose early and went upon the mountain, nd continued in prayer till late in the afternoon. ENTHUSIASM. 127 But before sundown, the family heard him crying at the top of his voice, and he came down from the mountain, in full speed, prying, " Baptism, baptism, baptism by immersion." He thought he had re- ceived the revelation right from heaven ; others thought so too, and away they went and were im- mersed — then they felt that all was well. But notwithstanding their enthusiasm and igno- rance, many of them were pious people. I was often informed by the preachers that they were doing well. I suppose that at this time they are nearly all dead, and I have a pleasing hope that I shall meet many of them in heaven. Here I take my leave of Clynch circuit. The authoritative letter came; and being a law-abiding man, I gathered up my little afi'airs, and bade them a long and final farewell. 128 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. CHAPTER VII. HOLSTON CIRCUIT — 1804. I went on to Holston circuit — found it in a poor condition. I was again in the midst of strangers. , and, after leaving so many warm-hearted friends, I felt cast down, but not in despair. I had-made two visits within the bounds of that circuit, and, as a matter of course, I went to those places where I had formed short acquaintances. I spent several days in" the family of Widow Russel. She was a distinguished lady in that country. She had been married twice : first, to General Campbell, then to General Russel , but what distinguished her most was that she was sister to Patrick Henry. She was eloquent, like her brother ; a woman of exemplary piety and great zeal. She had three daughters — one, Miss Campbell, two Miss Russels. The family were converted to God under the influence of the venerable Asbury. In the General's day, they were burning and shining lights in the Church, both in life and in death. Miss Campbell was married to Colonel Preston, a man of great wealth and splendid talents, ,but a skeptic. One circumstance which took place after their marriage is worth relating. After he had married the pious Sally Campbell, and taken her to MES. RUSSEL AND FAMILY. 129 his magnificent mansion, they must give a large party, and Madam Russel — as she was called — must needs be there. The aristocracy were collected and every thing was in the first style, and, to use their own expression, there was "a great flow of soul." The evening spent, the guests began to retire. Madam Russel thought it would not do to part without prayer. She ordered the Bible to be laid on the stand, and then, with great solemnity, rose to her feet. " Colonel Preston, go to prayer !" Poor Preston! He thought it would never do to disobey his mother-in-law. Being a fine scholar, he took a new Bible, read a chapter eloquently, and, to the surprise of all, kneeled down and made, they said, an excellent prayer — after which the company dispersed. Mrs. Russel and her daughters saw that I was young and bashful, and they gave me great attention. One of the Miss Russels married lawyer Smith, of whom I have spoken previously. He was as polite as a Frenchman, and treated the young preacher with his usual etiquette. Mrs. Russel had some writing to do, and she insisted on my doing it for her. This was to me a great cross; I was a poor scholar, and but a poor scribe. I knew it would have to meet the scrutiny of Esquire Smith and the ladies. But they examined it ; and pronounced it very good. I was now in the neighborhood of King's salt works, Washington county, Virginia. Salt-making was a lucrative business in that country at that day — salt selling for two dollars per bushel. Mr. King J30 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. had accumulated a vast fortune. Colonel Preston had as good a well as King, but the latter gave Pres- ton twelve hundred dollars a year to remain idle, so that he might have the whole trade. I was informed by the old settlers that King was a very poor man when he came to this country. He was from Ireland, and followed peddling for a living. One circumstance, related to me by an old gentle- man, I shall never forget. The first time Mr. King passed along, he was driving before him a little sorrel mare with a pretty heavy load of goods on her back. She sunk down into the mire. He ran up to a farm- house to get help. Seeing a gentleman in the yard, he addressed him in true Irish style, "Hev ye a mat- tock by which ye can dig out my mare out of the mire?" The man lent him a mattock, and he, having extricated his mare, went on his journey. Let this pass. Mr. King became rich, and did it by minding his own business. As far as I know he was, through- out the great western country, regarded as an honora- ble and useful man. As I had no plan I remained in and about this place several days, preached in Union meeting-house, and with private families in the evenings. I became ac- quainted with General Tate and his lovely family. He was uncle to David Young. The neighborhood was then under a revival influence, and all went on pleasantly. I obtained my plan and left reluctantly ; but I thought that, in the course of four weeks, I should return again. In this I was disappointed. I KNOWLBCHUCKB CIRCUIT. 131 received a letter from the presiding elder to go on to Knowlechucke circuit and supply the place of brother Johnson, who had been taken sick. As there were two preachers on Holston and only one on Knowle- chucke, it was thought best not to leave it destitute, and I was sent to fill the vacancy. I came to Jones- boro, within the bounds of my new circuit, Saturday evening, May, 1804. General conference was sitting in Baltimore, and my presiding elder had gone to attend it. About the first Sabbath in May I preached in Ragon's meeting- house, not far from Jonesboro. This chapel was built on the land of Mr. Ragon, one of the first converts to Methodism in old Virginia, who had moved, with a numerous family, within the bounds of east Tennes- see. He was a man of wealth, and his family was very pious and intelligent. Three of their daughters were married to ministers — one to Rev. Jeptha Moore, another to George Wells, a man of talents and use- fulness. These two amiable ladies died early, leaving their husbands and numerous friends to lament their loss. The third daughter married the Rev. Mr. Har- rison, local preacher, and teacher in the academy at Jonesboro. Harrison was a good scholar, and a man of piety and fine preaching abilities. I esteemed the Ragon family for their work's sake ; and this regard was reciprocated. An extensive revival influence was now working its way, having begun under the labors of the pious John Adam Granadd. This pious brother embraced religion when young in the interior of old 132 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. Virginia. In a short time, being led away by a gay community, he backslid. His person was large, beau- tiful, and commanding; his mind highly cultivated; and possessing, by nature, a great amount of prac- tical wit, he had the advantage of other men for sev- eral years. To use the language of Dr. Young, "He reeled through a wilderness of joy, and endeavored to inebriate at fair fortune's fountain head." To use my own language, he luxuriated in all the pleasures of life as far as his circumstances would permit him ; but having once tasted the consolations of religion, these worldly pleasures never could satisfy his immor tal thirst. In the midst of his popularity he saw that he was most miserable; he knew that he had been a Christian ; he knew that he had sinned willfully against God with a high hand ; he took a view of the criminality of his course, and drew the worst conclu- sion; namely, that he had sinned against the Holy Ghost. His soul became horrified, and he sunk into dark despair, and remained so for five dreadful years. In this state of mind he left Virginia and wandered into what is called middle Tennessee. As far as pos- sible he forsook human society, spending the most of his time among the large cane-brakes along the Cum berland river ; sometimes, nearly starved to death. He mourned like the dove and chattered like the swallow. Kind friends would find him in the cane- brakes and take him to their houses, and keep him as long as they could ; then he would wander away again till he was reduced to a mere skeleton. His bright JOHN ADAM GRANADD. 133 intellect appeared like an expiring lamp. Yet all this time he never gave up praying. This interresting and painful narrative I learned from his own mouth, many years after he was re- stored. About this time the great western revival of relig- ion began near Nashville, which gave rise to camp meetings. The Presbyterians and Methodists were particularly instrumental in this revival, which spread a hallowed influence through the United States. Mr. Granadd was induced to attend one of these camp meetings. He remained two days in bitter agony, and the second morning, between midnight and day, God had mercy upon him, and pardoned all his sins. He at once received the witness of the Holy Spirit that he was a child of God, and because he was his son, God sent forth the Spirit of his Son into his heart, crying, Abba, Father. On that happy morning he composed one of his finest hymns, singing, " My dungeon shook, mychains fell off; Glory to God 1 1 cried." Being reclaimed, he, like Saul of Tarsus, conferred not with flesh and blood, but commenced preaching the next week. He joined the conference, and trav- eled four years, and God owned his labors above those of any other man in that part of the world. He preached nearly every day; and it was nothing uncommon for him to have from five hundred to a thousand hearers on a week-day appointment. He 34 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. enerally began his meeting about 11 o'clock, A. M., nd held till 11 o'clock, P. M., with very little inter- lission. I have neither space nor ability to give the r orld a correct account of the life and times of John idam Granadd. He was a sanctified Christian, an ble minister of the Lord Jesus Christ, a spiritual oet; but he soon wore himself out in his Master's r ork. When he could no longer travel or preach, he :>ok a location, settled down in a little log-cabin, and, I a short time, died in peace. Now I will return to my narrative. I spent three mnths of great prosperity on this circuit, and became cquainted with more good people than in almost any lace I ever traveled. I will name a few with whom took sweet counsel, and walked to the house of God i company. The family of Ernests: The old gen- eman was from Germany, and owned large posses- ons on both sides of the Knowlechucke river. Like lany Germans, he had a well-balanced mind, and an onest heart. He was blessed with a pious German ife, and, to all appearance, they walked together in II the ordinances of God's house without blame, hey reared a large family. Both sons and daugh- srs followed the examples of their father and mother, heir oldest son, Felix, was a Methodist preacher, he happy seasons I enjoyed with this godly family re not yet forgotten. I formed a very happy acquaintance with the family F Judge Paine, who lived in the suburbs of Jones- aro. The Judge was a man of strong mind and MR. COSSON— THE JERKS. 13o a good heart ; his wife was a true specimen of southern ladies. The children were pleasant, gay, and spright- ly ; but pious Hannah was the star of that family. The Rev. Mr. Cosson was a native of old England, brought up in the school of Lady Huntingdon, and trained in early life by Fletcher and Benson. He was well acquainted with Whitefield and Wesley, and used to relate many anecdotes of these great and good men. Fletcher was his favorite. After he came to America, he joined the Presbyterians. Mrs. Cosson — sister to Mrs. Hardin, consort of Gen. John Hardin, of Kentucky — was a professor of religion, a gay and sprightly member of the Methodist Episcopal Church, but very unlike her sister Hardin. They reared a large family of daughters, well trained, of fine manners, and of great beauty. In 1804, 1 first witnessed that strange exercise — the jerks; although I had heard much about it a few months previous. It prevailed, to a great extent, on every part of this circuit; but was more common among the Presbyterians than any other people. It was, however, no respecter of persons. Some of all denominations, and all classes in society, became its subjects. I will give a few instances. A Rev. Mr. Doke, a Presbyterian clergyman, of good standing, having charge of a congregation in the neighborhood of Jonesboro, was the first man of eminence, in this region, that came under its influence. It alarmed his family and congregation. The affection would often seize him in the pulpit, with so much severity, that a 186 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. spectator might fear it would break his neck, and dis- locate his joints. He ■would laugh immoderately, stand and halloo at the top of his voice, finally leap from the pulpit and run to the woods, screaming like a crazy man. When the exercise was over, he would return to the Church as rational and as calm as ever. Sometimes, at hotels, it would visit persons, and cause them, in the very act of raising the glass to their lips, to jerk and throw the liquor to the ceiling, to the merriment of some and the alarm of others. I have often seen the ladies take it at the breakfast table, as they were pouring tea or coffee. They would throw the whole up toward the ceiling, and sometimes break both cup and saucer. They would then leave the table in great haste, their long suits of braided hair hanging down their backs, at times, cracking like a whip. For a time, it was the topic of conversation, public and private, both in and out of the Church. Various opinions prevailed. Some said it was the work of the devil, and strove against it. Sometimes it almost took their lives. A young gentleman, for instance, some years be- fore the jerks, and before his conversion, had been a dancing-master. He joined the conference, and was stationed on this circuit. When he came on, the jerks were at their hight. He said it was the work of the devil, and he was determined to preach it out of the Methodist Church. He commenced the work with great zeal and high expectations, but, before he had gone once round, he took the jerks, or they took AMUSING SPECIMEN. 137 him. Whenever he began, he would say, " Ah, yes ; 0, no." At every jerk, he began to use his hands and arms as if he were playing the fiddle. One morning, being seized as he was going to his appoint- ment, he let go his bridle, and the horse ran off, till he came to a gate. The rider dismounted, laying hold of the yard palings to steady himself; but, not being securely fastened, the palings gave way. The lady of the house came to the door, to see what was the matter. This mortified him more. He attempted to hide himself by running into the orchard, his long gown-tail flying in the wind. This attracted the at- tention of some hounds lying in the yard, and they took after him. Being afraid of dogs, he turned, and went into the house ; then, running up stairs, he jumped into bed, and lay there till the fit was over. His proud heart would not submit, and the disease, as he called it, grew worse and worse. He gave up the circuit and retired, and his sun went down under a cloud. Poor man ! I loved him. The enthusiastic part of community courted it, and often declared it to be the power of God unto salvation. It did them no kind of harm. They were happy when they had it, and happy when it passed off. The wise ones of the day, such as William M'Kendree and Thomas Wilkin- son, said but little about it; but preached, exhorted, and prayed as though it was not in the country. I attended a camp meeting at Carter's station, at which about ten thousand people assembled. A long controversy had been going on between the Presby- 138 FIFTY TEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. terians anC Methodists. The Presbyterians used to say some bitter things about their Methodist neigh- bors, calling them hypocrites, and saying they could refrain from shouting if they would. They were the aristocracy, and we the poor people. On Monday morning, I preached. I was preceded by the venera- ble Van Pelt, who, having preached a short and pithy sermon, sat down, with the congregation bathed in tears. There was no appearance of jerks. I took the stand like most of men who know but little and fear nothing, and undertook to account for the jerks. The preachers behind me looked as if they were alarmed, the audience seemed astonished at the young man. I viewed it as a judgment on that wicked com- munity. This led me to take a compendious view of nations, to show that God's providence was just, as well as merciful. Though he bore long, his judg- ments were sure to come. My next proposition was, the great wickedness of the American people. Here I took occasion to enlarge on an intolerant spirit and religious bigotry, and that middle Tennessee had gone as far as any other part of the United States, in that unchristian practice. I took occasion to dwell on the rise and progress of Methodism in that country, and the cruel persecution its professors had met from their neighbors. I quoted their taunting language, " How the Methodists are a pack of hypocrites, and could refrain from shouting if they would." I made a pause, then exclaimed, at the top of my voice, " Do you leave off jerking, if CLOSE OF THE YEAR. 139 you can." It was thought more than five hundred commenced jumping, shouting, and jerking. Thero was no more preaching that day. One good old mother in Israel, admonished me and said, " I had just done it in order to set them to jerking." The summer passed away in great delight ; and, 1 humbly trust, with some degree of profit, both to my own soul and to my congregation. It was in my heart to live and die with this good people ; but, early in September, the voice of Providence called, and I obeyed — bidding them a long and final farewell. 140 FIFTY TEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. CHAPTER VIII. MARIETTA CIRCUIT — 1805. During the past year, I had been afflicted with a very painful disease, also severe pain in my breast, burning in the palms of my hands, and soles of my feet, and copious night-sweats. These afflictions, I apprehended, were brought on by my incessant labors, on Wayne circuit. I crossed the Clynch mountain, and assisted Samuel Dowthet to hold a two days' meeting in Powell's valley. Here I met my presiding elder, and other brethren on their way to conference — passed Cumberland Gap, where I parted with Asbury eleven months before. This gave rise to a train of grave reflections. I thought on the many sermons I had preached — the many books I had read — the many thousand prayers I had offered both publicly and in private — the prosperity attending my ministerial labors, and the kind treatment I had received from the Lord's children. This was, to me, truly an event- ful year. I had had some trials and conflicts; but, when viewed with reference to the goodness of God toward me, they were not worth mentioning. I arrived in safety to where the conference was to sit. The providence of God toward me seemed to undergo a wonderful change. I passed under a dense OPENING OF CONFERENCE. 141 cloud. Very many things transpired to depress my spirits. They appointed me to preach the first sermon, at the opening of conference. I had been so happy in that place, the year before, that the expectations of the preaohers and people were raised ; they came out expecting to hear some good, if not great, things. But I was greatly embarrassed — my sermon disgraced me, and mortified my friends. I retired to my lodgings, and bore my grief in the best manner I could. Another thing east me down still more; — we heard that Bishop Asbury was sick — lying at Captain Beck's, Brooks county, Virginia — and, it was thought he, by that time, was dead. We came together like sheep without a shepherd. We took our seats, look- ing wistfully at each other, not knowing what to do. At length the Rev. William Burke broke silence, saying, " We must elect a president, by ballot, to fill the chair." All agreed ; and, the votes being count- ed, William M'Kendree was found to be elected with- out one dissenting voice. He wept freely, for some time, then arose and took the chair. Young Burke was elected secretary, and business began. Confer- ence was organized, and proceeding smoothly, when bad news reached me. My brother Benjamin, who was then a missionary, in Illinois — had fallen into some improprieties, though nothing worthy of expul- sion, or even of great censure, was brought against him. His conviction being keen and piercing, he deeply repented his follies. M'Kendree, not having 142 FIFTY TEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. a favorable opinion of him, took a very strong view of his imprudences, and thought he had been guilty of immoral conduct. He was, accordingly, expelled from the Church — as I thought then, and think now — most cruelly. I was strengthened in my opinion the .next year. Bishop Asbury being then present, gave it as his opinion, that Benjamin had been wrongfully expelled, and made an attempt to have the case reconsidered, but was overruled by the conference. Brother M'Kendree afterward went to Illinois, where my brother then lived, in a backslidden state. He was reclaimed under M'Kendree's preaching, who took him into the Church, and, I believe, had his parchments restored. This circumstance of my brother's expulsion deeply affected my health, and shook my confidence in Meth- odism. I was strongly tempted to leave the confer- ence. But I kept my mind to myself, and determ- ined to have no counselor save my heavenly Father. Such men as Samuel Parker, Joab Watson, Lewis Garret, and James Quinn clustered around me, in order to administer comfort in woe. But I refused to converse with them on the subject. I had put my hand to the Gospel plow, and if I should look back I would not be fit for the kingdom of heaven. I re- solved, if thousands should fall at my side, and ten thousand at my right hand, the Most Bigh should be my habitation, his truth should be my shield and buckler. My poor heart has been like the needle to the loadstone from that day to this. REVIVAL-SICKNESS. 143 Before conference was over, I was attacked with typhoid fever. I applied to Dr. Hynes for medical aid, and he gave me no relief. Notwithstanding all my afflictions of body and mind, this was a glorious conference. We had a revival every night in my boarding-house. Dr. Hynes' two daughters were converted. I had fever every day, but was still able to work at night, and do my full part in carrying on the prayer meetings. I was appointed, this year, to the Marietta circuit. The morning after conference closed, I set out, in company with James Quinn, Jo- seph Williams, and others. I was riding a beautiful white horse. He earried me as easy as if I had been in a rocking chair. If he had not been a good ani- mal, I never should have reached my destination. I called him Pilgrim. Although I was a very sick man, I traveled upward of thirty miles, with a burning fever, the first day. I put up with a very kind fam- ily. The old lady and daughter treated me with un- bounded attention, did all they could to cool my fever and get me to sleep. It was all in vain. There must needs be preaching that night. Brother Quinn preached in the same room where I lay. The house being crowded, increased my fever. I became quite deranged, and thought brother Quinn was intending to preach all night. The congregation having dis- persed, the girls sat by my bedside till my fever abated, and I fell asleep. The next morning, they nourished me as well as they could. At an early hour we left the widow Barnes's, rode 14.4 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. to Maysville, and put up with John Armstrong, who received us as the Lord's messengers. Being sick they prevailed upon me to take a glass of wine, which increased my fever, doing me much injury. Dinner being ready I could not eat, and in the afternoon we pursued our journey. We crossed the Ohio in a ferry-boat, and were insulted and interrupted by a negro. Journeying toward the east we tarried, that night, with Mr. Brown; met with kind treatment, great attention being paid the sick man. We reached Governor Tiffin's. I thought he treated me rather rudely. Perhaps he thought I was an ignorant young man, and not worthy. Brother Quinn told him I was very sick, and he gave me some pills. Mrs. Tiffin came in, and I found her to be a mother in Israel. If I had been her own son, she could not have paid me more attention. I suffered much through the night — arose early, parted with my brethren, Quinn and Williams, and went on my way alone. I made a large day's ride — put up with Jeremiah Spurgeon, in New Lancaster, where I tarried two days. Mr. Spurgeon, was a local preacher, and then out on his Master's business. I thought his wife and hired girl became tired of me, and when, on the third morning I left, Mr. Spurgeon did not ask me to stay longer. I made my way to old Edward Seals, who was a special friend of my father. I spent two or three days with them — was no better, and left and went to Rev. Nimrod Bright's. Here I spent the Sabbath and tried to preach, and INCREASING ILLNESS. 145 on Monday I was much worse, being unable to pro- cure medical aid in this place. I started for Mari- etta. This day I reached the Falls of the great Hock- hocking river, and tarried all night with a poor family in a little log-cabin. Poor dried venison, dried pumpkin, and corn-bread, were my diet. I lay on a hard bed, my fever ran high, and I was a good deal deranged. I left early — rode twenty miles, and stopped to feed my horse' at a kind of public house. They gave me dried venison, dried pumpkin, and corn- bread. But I could not eat. I rode about fifteen miles on the old Marietta trace, put up at night in a little log-cabin, with a man by the name of Wood- bury. My health being a little improved I consented to preach. I read the next day, rested, and in the evening, I grew worse. Mr. Woodbury alarmed for fear I would die on his hands, urged me vehemently to depart. I told him to be easy, I would leave him in the morning. Before daylight, he had my white Pilgrim saddled and at the door. I rode about thirty miles, and put up with Cornelius Hogland, who lived near where Barlow church now stands, on Marietta circuit. I made out to get off my horse and call for a bed, for I was not able to sit up. Higland was a gentleman, and had a genteel family. I had every attention, but my fever was higher than at any other time. My mind became stultified. I could neither pray to God nor exercise faith in Christ. I thought my life was ebbing out, and I was in a bad condition to leave the world. I was very much deranged 10 146 FTFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. through the night, but in the morning was a little better. This was Sunday. I rode twelve miles, which brought me to Point Harmar. Here I stopped with old Esq. Fearing, father of the once celebrated Paul Fearing. He was a very old man. I thought l". would not do to let him take care of my horse llone, so I went with him to the barn ; found it so well filled with oats and hay I could hardly get hold of either to feed my horse. I had to climb to the top of the barn before I could get any loose sheaves of oats. The barn was high, and I light-headed. Mr. Fearing was afraid I would fall and kill myself — he dared not speak lest he should make a bad matter worse. I succeeded, got down safely, and went to the house. Old Mrs. Fearing prepared me a nice supper, but I had no appetite. Methodism was a new and strange thing in Mari- etta, at that time. They had a kind of camp meet- ing there the preceding summer, and the preaching of William Burke had left a lasting impression on many minds. They were waiting with a great deal of anxiety for the Methodist preacher to come from conference. They heard I was there, and the house was soon filled; among the visitors was Dr. M'ln- tosh — he was overjoyed to see me, and soon had hold of my wrist, and then told me to let him see my tongue. After having made the examination, he said, "You have some fever, and are considerably exhausted. You need a little physic and some brac- ing up; come over to my house; I will cure you AT DEATH'S DOOR. 147 directly. The company seeing I was too ill to con- verse, retired. I had a dreadful night, but in the morning was a little better. I crossed the Mus- kingum, to Marietta, and went to the Doctor's house. Here my physical and. mental strength failed. I sunk down in the first room I entered. They lifted me into a bed and the Doctor commenced operations. Two Presbyterian girls across the way, hearing of my condition, came over to see me, and I don't know that they both left the room at one time for twenty days. These were the daughters of old Deacon Shepard — Anna and Huldah. They are both gone to the spirit-world. I still love their memory. During three weeks, time was entirely lost to me. As far as I can recollect, I had neither faith, hope, nor charity. My sufferings during this time beggar all description. I was a stranger in a strange land, far from home, there being not one person in the place that I had ever seen or heard of before. My clothing pretty well worn out — but twelve and a half cents in my pocket — I was left to grapple with affliction both of body and soul. Soon I was so much reduced that I could not turn myself in bed. Huldah Shepard sat by me, day and night, thinking I would breathe my last. All classes of citizens seemed to take a lively in- terest in me and my recovery. The room was often so crowded that the Doctor would have to request them to remain outside. One of my constant attend- ants was Esquire James Whitney, of precious memory. 148 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. He made it a rule to watch with me every other 1 light, from bed-time till after midnight. If any thing was needed, he furnished me all the money necessary. Three doctors attended me for nineteen nights. They thought I could not notice ; some- times my intellect would arouse — I would see them sitting with their heads close together, talking in a low tone of voice. I knew they thought I was a dying man, and I thought so too. My clothing and room were kept in the best order. One day, Dr. M'Intosh came to me and asked me where my father lived — I understood him perfectly well, though he said no more. On the twentieth day, the gloom that had envel- oped my mind dispersed. It was done in a very singular ma.nner. My hearing came back to me suddenly. I heard two persons talking in the ad- joining room. One quoted this text, " I am the door: by me if any man enter, he shall be saved," etc. That moment my faith became operative. I saw Jesus Christ to be the door, and only door. I received the pleasing assurance, that I had now passed into that door, and was now in the kingdom. Tears began to flow — my strength returned, and I began to shout the high praises of God. I had never been so happy before. Dr. M'Intosh came early into the room, and, with a cheerful voice, said, " Brother Young, I have good news for you ; you are going to get well." I replied, Doctor, I hope not; I have passed the conflict, and am now quite CONVALESCENCE. 149 on the verge of heaven. I do not want to go back into the wicked world. " Ah,' ? said he, " you will live long, and do a great deal of good before you die." I told him I was sure of heaven now, and if I should recover, I might backslide, and be finally cast away. He replied, " No, never ; a man that has gone as far as you have, never can backslide." I mended rapidly. In a few days I could walk about my room, and in a short time I was able to cross the street, some one holding my arm. A gen- tleman and his wife, near neighbors, were extremely anxious for my recovery. So soon as I was able to ride, he came every day with his horse, and helping me on, would lead him for hours about the village. By the time I was able to preach my first sermon, my acquaintance in Marietta was pretty general. The Putnams, Tuppers, Gilmans, Commodore Whip- ple and his large connections, General Meigs, etc., all felt a lively interest in the young preacher. A fallen minister lived near my boarding-house, by the name of Story ; he frequently came to see me in my greatest_ affliction, and often prayed for me. He was a' doctor of divinity, of fine talents, and great gift in prayer, but alas ! he died a martyr to peach brandy. Among all my acquaintances, none stood so high in my estimation and affections as Captain James Whitney. He was then in the morning of life, a polished gentleman, tall and handsome, of well- cultivated mind, and as pure a man as ever I knew. 150 FIFTY TEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. I knew him- well. In after life, we kept up a cor- respondence for near fifty years. He was a man of deep-toned, heaven-born piety, and did a large share in planting Methodism in Marietta and Point Harmar. Although he always remained among the laity, he was, in a good degree, a bishop in the Methodist Church. For nearly forty years, he took the oversight of the flock, and provided for them temporally and spiritually. Next to James Whitney was Jonas Johnson. ' John- son was not a great man, but very popular ; he was one of that kind that always pass for their real worth. He was a man of open countenance, and great urbanity of manners ; he was a fine singer, and might be properly called a gay man of the world. Fond of parties, music, and dances, he generally took the lead in them ; but, withal, he was a skeptic in religion — sometimes a Deist, and sometimes a Universalist. During a severe sickness, he became much alarmed, thinking he was on a- sandy founda- tion. As soon as I was able to travel he sent for me to come to him. We would sit down in his snug parlor and talk by the hour. My mind was then pretty well posted on all these subjects. I waa ready to answer all his arguments against revealed, and experimental religion. Frequently I left him at eleven o'clock at night, nearly right, but next day found him an infidel. I leave him for the present. I found that Methodism was unpopular in Marietta. The people loved me as a man, but not as a Meth- LABORS COMMENCED. 151 odist preacher. The sons of the Puritans determined that Methodism should not be planted in their town. The happy morning arrived when I was permitted to open my mission. Dr. M'Intosh opened his large brick building, and, as I had no other place, I gladly accepted this. A large room was fitted up, accom- modated with seats, and was soon filled with willing hearers. Dr. True and Dr. Hart, who had been very attentive during my sickness, sat near th« table where I stood. Rev. Dr. Story took his seat near my side, as though he intended to help me, should I fail. Rev. Solomon Goss was also present. My congregation made an imposing appearance. I gave out a hymn, and we had delightful singing. I made a short prayer, and read my text, but my knees were too weak to sustain my body. By leaning on the table, I made out to stand and deliver a lecture about fifteen minutes long. Dr. Story took the business out of my hands, closed services, and we departed. I kept myself very quiet during this week. I felt greatly discouraged, and had grave thoughts about returning to my father and mother. The next Sabbath, I tried to preach again. My strength was greatly increased, and the Lord gave me great freedom of speech. Next Sabbath was my quarterly meeting. The trustees of the academy kindly offered me their house to hold our meeting. I went down, Saturday, at 11 o'clock, but found no presiding elder, and received no information of the reason of his absence, which, however, I supposed, 152 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. was either the inclemency of the weather or the great distance of Marjetta from his abode. The congrega- tion gathered, and I tried to preach. In the evening, Rev. Solomon Goss preached to a crowded house. He was all the help I had. I preached several times, held love- feast, and had an excellent quarterly meet- ing for that place at that time. Meeting over, and my health being a little improved, I began to think about taking my circuit. On examining my clothing, I found that my shoes were nearly worn out; they would neither keep my feet warm nor dry. My old cloak was too thin for that very cold winter. Having got but little quarterage the preceding year, my money was exhausted. I was at a loss to know what to do. But man's distress is God's opportunity. A strange lady came at the right time, and handed me a dollar. Solomon Goss gave me four or five dollars. Some other friends, unknown to me, sent a few dol- lars more. I went and bought me a pair of shoes, a piece of heavy cloth, and employed a Miss Thankful West to make me an overcoat for one dollar. By the time my garments were all in order, my money was all gone. The next thing that claimed my attention was a settlement with the doctor. He said he would be glad to throw in the whole bill, but he was a poor man, and it would not be doing justice to his family. The bill was twenty-seven dollars. I told him I could not pay it, but would, if ever I was able. He wanted to know if I had not better write to my father DELIVERANCE — RELAPSE. 153 and get help. This I did not like to do. Here I thought much of what Eev. William M'Kendree said to me when he started me on my first circuit : " Jacob, be a faithful minister, and the Church will take care of you." I thought I had been faithful, and, it appeared to me, the Church had really failed. " God's providences ripen fast, unfolding every hour." There was a Methodist preacher living near Parkersburg, by the name of Reece Wolfe — a man whom I had never seen or heard of before. He had heard of my situation. He went out and gathered a pretty heavy load of corn, wheat, rye, oats, and pota- toes, put them in a canoe, and, with his own hands, paddled that canoe from Parkersburg to Marietta. He sent for the doctor, settled off the whole account, and had money left. This circumstance has been of vast importance to me. I now left Marietta, traveled twenty miles, on a very cold day; in the evening, came to old Mr. Sam- uel Miller. He was an honest old Englishman, was a member of the Methodist Episcopal Church, and was blessed with a pious wife and good children. Next day, I tried to preach, but my journey on the day previous, and my preaching in a smoky house, nearly overcame me, and brought back my fever. I stopped with brother Callahan, preached in the evening, and rested the next day. In the afternoon, when my fever began to rise, I drew the conclusion that my end was come. Several, who had had the fever and taken a relapse, had died. I went to bed, turned my 154 FIFTY TEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. face to the wall, and wept freely. I thought I should never see my friends again, father or mother. Like Hezekiah of old, I began to pray to Grod to prolong my life. While praying, I went to sleep. I awoke, late in the night, in a profuse sweat. Feeling a great deal better, I arose from my bed. The family were waiting for me. I prayed, went to bed again, and slept well till morning light appeared. I was com- fortable both in body and soul. While we were eating breakfast, some person rapped at the door. A tall young man entered, dressed rather slovenly, but of commanding counte- nance, noble eye, high forehead, and manly tread. He took his seat by the fire.- The man of the house, who was very inquisitive, said, "Are you traveling?" "Yes, sir." "Where are you from?" "Clermont county, Ohio." "Where are you going to?" "Ma- rietta." "What is your business?" "I am hunting for a Methodist preacher, by the name of Jacob Young." "Well, here he is, at the table." I asked him his business with me. He replied, "I am come to help you preach. I am sent here by Rev. Wil- liam Burke, presiding elder." I inquired his name. " George C. Light." I suppose I had been glad to see men before, but never more so than at seeing this stranger. I told him I was just about starting for Marietta, and we would go together. That night, we had meeting at Miller's. The next day, we rode to Marietta — to the old stockade. The people clustered round us, as though we were mes- CARTER— JOHNSON— PARKER. 155 sengers of peace. • Friendly Dr. M'Intosh was the first to meet us. With both hands lifted, he ex- claimed, "Brother Young, I am glad to see you. When you left here, I thought you never would re- turn." We stopped with the Doctor, and had a great deal of pleasant conversation. I preached in the Doctor's house in the forenoon, sometimes in the court-house in the evening. Though we were driven from place to place, a large congre- gation still followed us. A man by the name of Carver who had a very large house invited me to come and preach there. My friend, Jonas Johnson, was still halting between two opinions, but his house became my home ; I had a comfortable stable for my horse. The winter was very severe. But in my feeble state I put off on the circuit. I went round one part, and my friend Light the other, calculating to meet every two weeks in Marietta. As the Ohio river was impassable we could not go over on the Virginia side. My first tour was to the Long Reach, on the Ohio river. Here I fell in with Mr. Sargeant. He was preaching in the house occupied by Meth- odists. He preached Very long, very loud, and, at times, with great eloquence. He was followed by young man by the name of Parker. Meeting ended, he gave out several appointments for himself. I rose and gave out a list of appointments for myself on that part of the circuit. He spoke^very kindly and said, "Well, if brother Young is going to preach in these places, I will withdraw my appointments." He 156 FIFTY TEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. tarried; we dined together, and had some friendly conversation — and exchanged thoughts very freely on certain points of theology, but all in good humor ; they took their departure and I tarried all night, I found the man that owned the hous.e, very rough. He was an old hunter. Though a member of the Church, he professed no religion. I rather remon- strated against Sargeant's preaching in the same house we occupied. He told me very plainly that he was master of his own house, and would open it to whom he pleased, without asking any man. I pursued my regular appointments, preaching night and day, till I came back to Marietta. There I put up with Jonas Johnson, and found him much farther in the right way than when I left him. I went from here to Esq. Fearing's to meet brother Light. We were both much discouraged — the pros- pect was still growing darker in Marietta, and there was nothing flattering on any part of the circuit. The weather was very cold, and we slept in the garret, on a linen cot. I did not know but we should freeze before day. We went together down the river, and preached at Noggel Town, now called Warren. We visited Belpre and called on Major Putnam, son of the old wolf-killer, trying to get a preaching-place. The Major said we could be accom- modated if we would preach on Sabbath, but he did not think a congregation would turn out on a week- day. For the first time I now crossed the river, and passed round that part of the circuit as far as wti COURAGE— EARNEST LABOR. 157 could, for we were often stopped by ice, and high water. I returned to Marietta. Mr. Johnson, after some hesitation, united with the Church, and was an ornament to it during life. I felt a little like St. Paul when he came to Appii-forum and the Three Taverns. I took courage and went forward. I felt now that I could, with some prospect of success, organize a society. This I regard as the origin of Methodism in Marietta. I made out a class-paper, for the first time, although I had but few names to put on it : Noah Fearing, Elihu Francis and wife, Mrs. Bell, Samuel Gearing and wife, now Jonas Johnson a*nd his wife — this was our little flock. We soon appointed brother Johnson class-leader, and the work began to revive. The weather having become settled, and the roads passable, we pursued our appointments with undevi- ating ardor, preaching day and night, wherever opportunity offered. Light, though very young, was an eloquent man, and mighty in the Scriptures. By his manly eloquence and laudable zeal, he did good work for God. I could do but very little. He was truly a "lovely young man, honest, confiding, sociable, amiable, and withal very pious. He was destined to make a popular pulpit orator, and we have realized in his future life, all we expected of him. About this time we held a protracted meeting on the banks of the little Kanawha just below Par- kersburg. Having cleared the ground with our own hands, built a pulpit and made seats, we 168 FIFTY TB-ABS IN THE ITINERANCY. commenced operations on Friday, and held it till Wed- nesday. This meeting resulted in great good. Al- most every body able to travel attended meeting night and day. Colonel Phelps, who was the most distin- guished man in the county, and a great sportsman, attended with all his family, and was deeply affected under the work. When we closed this meeting, I thought the victory was won. The Kinclows, Kreels, Tom Taverner, Lewis Emmet, acted nearly as though the great deep of their hearts was broken up ; but alas, for the poor men, very few of them ever were converted. A few weeks after, the time for holding* our third quarterly meeting came on; we concluded to hold a camp meeting in the town of Marietta, in a beautiful orchard, on the banks of the. Muskingum, just below the stockade. Some of our warm-hearted Presbyte- rians, and others, opposed our holding a meeting in the orchard, advised us to hold it in a very large new building, belonging to Governor Meigs, then Colonel Meigs. We accepted the offer, and commenced put- ting the house in order. Many of our friends al- leged it would not hold half the congregation. The Governor not then being at home, Mrs. Meigs — a timid woman — was afraid the house would be burned. So we went back to the orchard — erected a pulpit — made seats — and had every thing in ample order by Friday morning. Preaching-hour came ; but no pre- siding elder appearing, we were very much discour- aged, but not in despair. By this time many of our QUINN AND TAYLOR. 159 country friends came in, and pitched their linen tents. At eleven o'clock, Young preached and Light ex- horted ; and at night, Light preached and Young ex- horted. About ten o'clock the congregation retired, and those who had tents on the ground went to rest. We discovered a great many rude young men and boys, reconnoitering the ground, acting as though they intended to make a disturbance ; so, placing our sentinels on guard, we retired to rest. All was quiet till morning. At an early hour the trumpet sounded louder and louder. The people assembled around the tabernacle of the congregation, for morning prayer. Jonas Johnson led the singing to great advantage. There were a great many powerful prayers offered up to almighty God. The sons and daughters of the old Puritans gathered around and looked on as spectators, but could see nothing they could object to. Late on the evening before, Rev. James Quinn and Rev. Londer Taylor arrived at Esq. Fearing's, a It though we did not know it till morning. They in- formed us the elder was not very well, and they had come to fill his place. They took the stand at eleven o'clock, and did the most of the preaching from that time till the meeting closed. Their sermons were a little like the letters St. Paul used to write to the Corinthians — weighty and powerful. The preaching of brother Burke made a fine impression in the town the year before; but the people thought Taylor far exceeded tfim. Brother Light was our principal 160 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. exhorter, and conducted the prayer meeting to great advantage. We held this meeting about a week. A goodly number professed to be converted, and joined the Church. The morning we closed the meeting was a time long to be remembered. Many tears were shed around the stand, on that delightful morning. When Quinn and Taylor gave them their valedictories, the people clustered around them, sorry, the most of all, because they expected to see their faces no more. We spent the remainder of the week visiting through the town. Every body that spoke to us seemed pleased with the camp meeting. Here Methodism began to gain ground. We pursued our regular work during the last quarter, and there appeared to be more good 1 done than all the year before. Our fourth quarterly meeting came on about the first of Septem- ber, and we held it on the same spot of our former meeting. Elder Burke was there at an early hour, and looking like a hero well harnessed for battle. I suppose he made, then, some of the happiest efforts in the pulpit he ever made in his long life. Meeting over, I repaired, to Esq. Kinclow's, in order to prepare my papers for conference. After I had every thing ready, I sat down and reviewed my work during the conference year. Although we had had a little good done, it was, on the whole, the most barren year I had experienced during my ministry. STARTING FOB CONFERENCE. 161 CHAPTER IX. LIMESTONE C IRCUIT — 1806. On Wednesday, in company with my presiding elder and colleague, we started for conference. We rode about twenty miles and put up in the town of Belleville. Here my beloved Light was attacked with bilious fever. We labored hard all next day to break the fever, and take him along with us. But the fever grew worse, and we were compelled to leave him. This was an hour that tried men's souls. He was a young man, only twenty-one years old, far from home, among strangers. I told Burke he would have to go on alone, I must take care of the young man. Brother Burke prayed for him — gave him some good advice — dropped a few tears, and left us. The landlord being . a kind man, assured me there was no need of my remaining — the sick man should have every attention, and he, himself, would take him back to Parkersburg. Light then urged me to go, and Burke still lingered, as though he was unwilling to leave. I left my dear young brother with many tears. On Tuesday we arrived at Portsmouth. Tbis was tben a very small place, hardly deserving the name of town. The Scioto was rising, and we had to cross it. As there was no ferry-boat we went on early in IJ. 162 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. the morning. Some told us it was too high to ride; but, we perceived wagons had gone over the evening before, and we concluded to venture. Brothers Burke and Williams were to remain on shore, and let me make the experiment. I ventured in, and found the current very strong — the water coming up to my saddle-skirts. I went about two-thirds over, and the water seemed a little more shallow. Just as I turned my head to tell my companions to come on, I came to a stepping-off place. The horse went under out of sight. I was covered all but my head. The horse soon recovered and began to swim, and in a few mo- ments I gained the other shore. When I reached the bank and invited my traveling companions to follow, they thanked me kindly, but took another direction. I journeyed on alone, very wet. As I had just re- covered from the ague, I expected it would bring on a relapse ; and so it did. After traveling about two miles 1 came to a public house. By this time I was shaking as if I had a fit of the ague. Here I met with a young gentleman who was keep- ing store. He took me into his sleeping-room, and furnished me with dry clothes from head to foot. He built up a large fire, and then handed my wet clothes over to be washed. In a short time they provided me a good warm breakfast. I felt more comfortable and laid me down to rest. In the afternoon my traveling companions came on. They had gone up the river some distance, took a canoe, and, by the assistance of some boys, swam OPENING OF CONFERENCE. 163 their horses and came across. We went on our jour- ney, but by the time I came into the neighborhood of Maysvflle I was shaking with the ague. The next morning Burke took the ague. Williams being well, went on without us. We staid upward of two weeks, and then went to brother Burke's house. A local preacher lived in the yard with him, Rev. Mk. Rogers. We had every attention, but we suffered much. The circuit preachers came in and took care of us. So soon as we were able to ride we moved on, and came to conference in good time. The conference was held in a large stone house belonging to old Anthony Huston. He had two sons preachers, William and Anthony. I had the ague every day, followed by burning fever and copious night-sweats. I was re- duced to a mere skeleton. Conference opened on Wednesday morning, as usual, Bishop Asbury in the chair, Bishop Whatcoat by his side, M'Kendree and other venerable men be- ing seated around a little platform. They called the list, and when they came to my name I answered. The Bishop raised up his head, looked and said, "Where ?" Though I had not seen him for two years, he still remembered my name, and said, "Jacob, you look very peaked." This was the third conference I had attended. Business progressed with great peace and harmony. There was a revival going on in the neighborhood, and the meetings were very interesting. Several able ministers were then visitors from other confer- 164 FIFTY YEARS IN THE IT1NEKANCY. ences. Among them was the Rev. Joseph Crawford, of New York. He was, at that time, the star of the New York conference. He preached with great lib- erty, and his sermons were blessed to the congrega- tions. During the last two years very many had been admitted .on trial in the great Western conference. Though the room where we were assembled was more than as large again as the one occupied the year pre- vious, yet it was crowded with preachers and visitors. Bishop Asbury's custom was to suspend conference business and give us time for spiritual exercise. I discovered in the conference-room a large, plain-look- ing man, by the name of James Axley. He appeared to take a very lively interest in the speaking exercise. At length he rose to his feet and said, "I feel that I have something to say." He gave us a plain and unvarnished narrative of his conviction and conver- sion, and of his call to the ministry. There was such a holy unction attending his words that it deeply affected every one in the house, from the Bishop down to the youngest preachers. M'Kendree appeared to be delighted into raptures. This was one of the best speaking meetings I ever attended in all my life. The exercises closed with his speech. We were too much overcome to hold it any longer. I met with my long-tried friends, Parker, Watson, Garret, Lotspiech, and many others ; they all appeared sorry to see my pale face, languid eyes, and trem- bling limbs. They thought my itinerant career wag POOR HEALTH — LIMESTONE CIRCtJlT. 165 over. But I still trusted in the living God and re- solved to take another appointment, if they would give me one. This was a peaceful and prosperous conference. The Rev. Joseph Crawford said it was the best con- ference he had ever attended. I was appointed, this year, to Limestone circuit. I left the conference and traveled to my circuit alone in very poor health. My night-sweats increasing, I was troubled with a little hectic cough. When I joined the conference I was a healthy young man, blessed with as good a constitu- tion as any man I ever knew. Four short years of an itinerant life had, to all appearance, worn me out. I felt a strong inclination not to go to my appoint- ment, but to retire to my father's house; but after much reflection and many prayers I determined, by the blessing of God, I would try it another year. I went on to the circuit and found things in rather a bad condition. There had been very extensive revi- vals on that circuit for several years past, but their influence seemed to have gone by — many had back- slidden, there was dissatisfaction in almost all the congregations, and the exercise of discipline was loudly called for. I was hardly able to travel from one appointment to another; my colleague was a very young man, of small talents and very little informa- tion, and when the people saw their preachers they became much discouraged. Many of them said we shall have very little good done this year. I spent several days in Maysville at John Armstrong's, try- 166 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. ing to recruit my health. I found but fourteen Meth- odists in the town at that time. I preached on Sun- day, and had a lively class meeting. . From this place I went to Hadyn's meeting-house. Here I found a very large! and flourishing society, and became acquainted with Jar vis C. Taylor, a local preacher of high standing. He was thought to be a pretty good poet for those days. He made many of our fine camp meeting songs, and wrote several pam- phlets, one entitled, "News from the Infernal Re- gions." Next I preached in Germantown. Thence J advanced to Newlen's meeting-house. Here I found a large society and some very strong men. Method- ism appeared to have taken possession of this part of the country — John Hanson, Herod Newlen, and Rev. Mr. Ward were the distinguished men. I had another preaching-place in the neighborhood of the well- known Thurston Thomas, close by the -Rev. Lewis Cragg, a very distinguished Baptist preacher, who lived long and did a great deal of good in Kentucky. From this place I went to Augusta, on the Ohio river. Here, having no society, things wore a gloomy aspect. From thence to Baker's settlement; thence to Shannon meeting-house — society very large, but low in religion; thence to John Wiggins's, near the Lower Blue Licks — small society here, but some ex- cellent members ; thence to Standerford, Upper Blue Licks ; thence to old father Reeves's — where my pros- pects began to brighten ; thence to Fleming's, where they had a very small society; thence to Locust meet- SHADOWS-LIGHTS. 167 ing-house; thence to Fox Creek church; thence to Flemingsburg, where Methodism was prospering ; thence to Fitch's meeting-house; thence to Stroud's station, Mills's station, and Nathan Hill's; thence to Plummer's, on Cabin creek ; thence to Cottey's ; thence to Savage's; thence to George Phillips's. I had now finished one round ; discerned how the land lay ; reconnoitered the whole circuit, and seen what I had to do. By this time my health began to improve, and my young colleague was doing the best he could. Our first quarter was a very appetite. DISCOURAGEMENTS. 229 Then we sat down and talked for hours upon the prospects of our mission, and concluded they were gloomy enough to discourage any man. We had to contend with ignorance in the lower classes, and infi- delity in the upper. Romanism had flooded parts of the country, and its disciples were our deadly ene- mies. There were many other things too tedious to mention ; but we had undertaken the task in the name of the Lord, and were resolved to carry it out or lose our lives in the attempt. By this time the ground had become dry around our fire, we spread cane on the ground, laid down our great-coats and blankets for our bed, and our saddle-bags for our pillow. On them we reposed our weary bodies and fell asleep. We did not wake till after sunrise in the morning. The sky was clear and serene. We left our pleasant camp in short order, and soon reached a Spanish village on the Washita river. We could not talk Spanish, and they could not talk English. We could travel no further unless we had some one to give us directions. They could say post and league, that was all we could understand. There was an old Indian chief, dressed in heathen- ish style, who said nothing till the Spaniards had done talking and we had turned away from them. He then stepped out into the road, held up his hand, and pointed the course we were to take. By the motion of his hand he showed that, we were to incline to the west all day. He told how many times the roads forked by parting his fingers ; by one motion of his 230 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. fingers he showed when we should turn to the left and when to the right, and by another motion that we must ride very fast; then pointing to the sun, he sig- nified that it would be down before we would get to the post. We rode on with great rapidity, arrived at Washita post about sundown, and put up at Colonel More- house's. He was himself at New Orleans. His lady had been taken prisoner when a young child and raised among the Indians. Notwithstanding all the disadvantages she was still a polished lady. Here I met with a Dr. Floyd, who had once been a traveling preacher in the Mississippi territory. He had taken a location and gone into the practice of physic. Here we held our quarterly meeting. Mrs. Morehouse appeared to be greatly benefited and was sorry to part with us. We spent four or five days exploring that country and preaching in the evening, then rode back to Catahoolah lake, made a short stay and went on toward Natchez. Here I parted with our beloved brother Axley. I left him bathed in tears. I dropped a few, but dried them soon, and went on my way rejoicing. This day I passed the Lee house, where I staid on my way up. Mrs. Lee at once knew me. She wanted me to stop and have a cup of coffee, and she seemed quite jovial. She told me Lee was just about dying. I went in and found him speechless, and I thought she looked as if she was glad she was getting clear of him. This evening I crossed the Mississippi river LORENZO DOW APPROVED, 231 and passed on, through the city of Natchez, to a place called the Pine Ridge, and put up with William Foster, Esq., a man of great wealth, and also a very pious man. He always received and treated Method- ist preachers as the Lord's messengers. Here I met with brother Blackman and Lorenzo Dow. I gave them a condensed account of my visit to Louisiana, what I had seen myself, and what I had learned from brother Axley and others. I was not much gratified with meeting Lorenzo Dow, for I had become somewhat prejudiced against him, on account of his controversy with Nicholas Sneethen and Ezekiel Cooper, and his finding fault with the Methodist Episcopal Church. He knew that I was dissatisfied with him, and he requested an inter- view with me on these points. We talked long and very plainly, and continued our interview, from time to time, for several weeks, till I became entirely sat- isfied that Sneethen and Cooper were more to blame than Dow; and he might have said many things much more severe than he did say without going beyond the bounds of truth. These interviews ended in set- tled friendship, our confidence in each other was mu- tual, and our kind regards were reciprocated. From that time till he left the territory, he was my constant companion. We traveled together, lodged in the same room, prayed and preached together, and the Head of the Church blessed our labors of love. It was a fortunate thing that I became acquainted with Lorenzo at this period. For the controversy be- 232 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. tween us and the Calvinists was going on at this time with great energy. Blackman and E. W. Bowman both being polemic divines, had entered largely into the defense of Methodism, and had borne down, with- out much tenderness, on Calvinism, which roused both the Presbyterian and Baptist preachers. I found three Baptist preachers harnessed for the battle. Two of them were very talented men — Cooper and Bainbridge. Snodgrass, though a man of high stand- ing, was not very talented. There were, also, three Presbyterian preachers — Messrs. Smiley, -Wood, and Bullin. These were all learned men. Bowman, our strongest man, had left the territory. Blackman was just about leaving. The preachers that came with me to this country were not able debaters, neither were they fond of controversy. Under these circumstances, it seemed to me to be a special act of Providence that brought Lorenzo to our assistance, and nothing could have pleased him better. In conversation, he often reminded me of a fast-running horse that had long been used to the track. They had thrown down the challenge, and Lorenzo took it up. All he asked was an open field and a fair fight. In about three months he completely silenced them, and we had nothing to do but go on and preach the Gospel — hold prayer meetings — ad- minister ordinances — catechise the children, and in- struct the people from house to house— do the work of evangelists, and give full proof of our ministry; and the work of the Lord prospered. AXLET'S SELF-DENIAL AND ENERGY. 2'6'A CHAPTER XIV. MISSISSIPPI DISTRICT — CONTINUED — 1807-8. We concluded, upon the whole, that religion was very low throughout the Louisiana territory. Brother Axley was much discouraged — out of money, and his clothing very ragged. By this time the waters had risen, and he was confined to the Catahoolah set- tlement. He had no place to preach there. Captain Bowie had fallen out with him, and would not let him preach any longer at his house, saying, " He had preached so much about hell, that his chimney had fallen down, and he would have him there no longer." At this time he met with great opposition, and was sorely persecuted by the Universalists, Dunkards, and Catholics. We made him up some money to buy him some clothes, and sent it to him, but he paid the money out for flooring-boards. He then went into the forest, and cut down pine-trees, and hewed them with his own hands — next, borrowed a yoke of oxen, and hauled them together ; finally, he called the neighbors to raise the house, which he covered with shingles, made with his own hands. He built his pulpit — cut out his doors and windows — bought him boards and made seats. He then gave notice that 234 FIFTY TEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. the meeting-house was ready, and if the people would come together he would preach to them. They all flocked out to hear him. He preached several times, then read the General Rules, and told them if they would conform to those rules, he would take them into the Methodist Church. But he warned them faithfully, if they did not intend to conform, not to join. The first day he opened the Church- door eighteen joined, among them an old man, who, the next week, stole a piece of bacon. Axley lectured him severely, told him he was forewarned, and then crossed his name off. There was a mischievous Dr. Green in the neighborhood, who tried to put the old man up to sue the preacher for slander, but he soon found he could make nothing of it. Axley informed me, almost every week, how he was succeeding. A friend wrote me a letter informing me that the chapel was finished, and he had named it Axley Chapel — that Axley had conducted himself with so much propriety, that neither man nor devils could find any fault with him. Blackman had left the country. Lorenzo and my- self traveled together for some time; at times we would part and then meet again, laboring to do the work of evangelists. He was trying to build a mill, and met with some severe family trials, which caused him to " mourn like the dove and chatter like the swallow." The preachers were all healthy, zealous, and faithful, and pretty well received by the people. I had finished my second round much to my own sat- POPLAR HILL CAMP MEETING. 235 isfaction. The people appeared well pleased — manv were growing in grace, and in the knowledge of the truth, but there were very few conversions. The third round commenced under more favorable circumstances. We held a camp meeting near Port Gibson, Mississippi. This was called a good camp meeting for that country, though nothing special took place. Nearly all the preachers on the district were present ; and, when the meeting closed, we all spent one day in helping Lorenzo build his mill-dam. We all loved Lorenzo, and he loved us, and we worked in great peace and harmony. Not long after this we appointed a camp meeting on what was called Poplar Hill, near the Rev. Lewis Vicks's, as well as I now recollect, about twenty miles east of Natchez. This was a very interesting meet- ing, perhaps the most so of any religious meeting held in the territory. The ground was beautified and highly ornamented with good tents. There were five or six Methodist preachers on the ground, and all appeared filled with the Holy Spirit. There were five Calvinist preachers present — some Presbyterians — some Baptists. Lo- renzo was there, but in very poor health ; and we discovered, on the first evening, to our great regret, that there were a number of sutlers near the ground, and many rowdies, who showed a disposition to dis- turb the meeting. Lorenzo and brother Houston took charge of the sutlers and rowdies. The congrega- tions were unusually large. The word of the Lord 236 FIFTY TEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. appeared to have free course and be glorified. Con- victions and conversions were numerous. Lorenzo outwitted the rowdies on all occasions, so that they became afraid of him. I believe many of them thought he was more than mortal. Though he was feeble, he would walk carelessly through the crowd, like a lion among the beasts of the forest. One day he found a large canteen full of whisky, and the owner's name on it. He pasted a piece of paper on the head of the vessel, and wrote in large capital letters, " Old Sam's monument — hung up in honor of Mr. L." He told some of the boys to bend down a sapling — tied the canteen to a limb, and let the sapling rise again. The owner was requested to come forward — prove property— pay charges, and take it away. No owner appeared, and we left it there. The brethren succeeded in preserving excellent order throughout the whole term of the meeting. On Sunday morning I tried to preach at nine o'clock. Lorenzo was lying in the tent very sick. About the time I was making my closing remarks, he came out of the tent holding his hand on his side ; his beard was very long, and his clothes very ragged and dirty. He was a sorrowful -looking creature to go into the pulpit. He jumped on to the hand-board, with his back to the congregation — looked over his right shoulder, and began by saying, " There is a notable robber in this country, who has done a vast deal of mischief, and is still doing it ; and, in order that the people may be on their guard, I intend to give you a DOW'S ACCOUNT OP A ROBBER. 237 full description of his character, and the instrument by which he carries on his wicked works."' Here I discovered the people were very much alarmed ; for, it was said, there was a Baptist preacher in the con- gregation who had been a desperate tory and robber, in the time of the Revolution — had robbed and mur- dered many people ; and, at the close of the Revolu- tion, in order to avoid condign punishment, had escaped to the Spanish dominions, but was now liv- ing in this country, having become respectable, and surrounded by a numerous offspring. Many thought that Dow had knowledge 6f his history, and intended to expose him. Brother Randall Gibson told me he knew there would be a battle on the ground, as soon as Dow began to expose the robber ; and, therefore, he seized his hat, and was ready to run. Dow talked along, slowly, in a kind of dark, mysterious manner. Finally, he told the congregation who the robber was, and gave his name in Hebrew, Greek, and English. We all knew, then, he meant the devil and Satan. He then described the instrument by which this dreadful robbery was perpetrated. A short chain of five links, with a hook at one end, a crook at the other, and a swivel in the middle. The first link was the unconditional final perseverance of the saints. The second was unconditional election and reprobation ; that God from all eternity had elected some men to everlasting life, and reprobated the rest to everlasting perdition, and that the number was so definite and certain, that not one could be taken 238 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. from one side to the other. He showed how these two links were connected. The third link was uni- versal salvation. By this time he had got oft* the hand-board, and looked to be a third larger than when he began. The fourth link was infidelity, for if the threatenings in the Bible were false the prom- ises were equally so. Therefore, the Bible was neither our rule of faith nor of practice. He then took up the Bible and threw it away. Some of the people became angry, and left the congregation, saying he argued just like Tom Paine or Volney. The fifth link was atheism. By this time the congregation became very much excited. He then went on to describe the swivel, which he said would turn one way or the other. In this chain he said there was an unanswerable argument — that not a man upon earth could answer it ; an argu- ment, he said, something like this : " It is so, because it is so, because!" The hook at the first end of the chain was presumption, the crook at the other, de- spair ; for if there was no God, there was nothing to hope for, and atheism always ended in despair. He then took up the other side of the argument, and proved, in a most masterly manner, that there was a God — taking about half an hour for this part of the argument ; then he showed us that infidelity was founded on atheism, and when atheism fell, infidelity would fall, of course. He then spent about another half hour in proving that the Bible is the word of God, and the only rule, and a very sufficient ANOTHER SPEECH OF DOW. 239 rule, of our faith and practice. He then showed that, when infidelity fell, universal salvation fell with it. He now went away and picked up the Bible again, laid it on his hreast, quoting the old wise saying, " My book and my heart shall never part." With a few arguments, he brushed away TJniversalism, and seized hold of old Calvinism. Here he put forth all his masculine powers. By this time his shrill voice might have been heard nearly half a mile. The congregation were on their feet, and pressing toward the stand as if to press each other down. He said, when unconditional election and reprobation went down, unconditional and final perseverance went with it. Having now cleared the trash out of the way, he preached the unsearchable riches of Christ for about a quarter of an hour. He then observed, " If there is any gentleman in the congregation who has any objections to my sermon, let him come forward, take the stand, and make them known." He waited a long time. There were five Calvinist preachers sitting there, but not one of them moved. " Now/' said he, "gentlemen, I am going to leave the country, and if you do not come forward and defend your doctrine while I am present, but attempt to contra- dict my sermon when I am gone, some one may compare you to a little dog, that has not courage enough to bark at a traveler when he is opposite the gate, .but will run along and bark on the track after he has gone by!" Our meeting closed on Tuesday morning, under 240 JFIFTY TEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. very propitious circumstances. Here I closed my third round on the district, and notwithstanding all my ignorance and unworthiness, the people received me as the Lord's messenger, and I found it in my heart to live and die among them, and notwithstand- ing I was anti-slavery in my principles and feelings, I loved and fellowshiped many of the slaveholders in that territory, being firmly persuaded that they were experimental Christians. I now commenced my fourth round, in excellent health, but had an attack of bilious fever in Pinkney- ville. The doctors had me on my feet again in n few days. The next week I held a quarterly meet- ing in west Florida. I asked some of the citizens if they thought I might hold such a meeting in safety. They said I might, if the priest did not hear it; but if he did, he would order the alcalde to put me in the calaboose, where my friends would never hear of me again. The meeting-house stood close by the line, and I ventured to hold a, meeting on Saturday and Sabbath. A great many people attended, among the rest, a little Yankee, who had been southernized. When I closed my sermon in the' woods, he got up on a log, and began to curse and swear in a most horrid manner. I reproved him. He then mounted his horse, saying he would swear when he pleased. I went to him, laid my hand on the horse's neck, and told him he would not swear when he pleased, there. He then began to flatter; told me he was pleased with my sermon, but thought I ought not "AN OFFENDER — HIS ESCAPE. .241 to have reproved him before so large a company. Brother Traverse bade me come away, and not spend my time with such a fellow as that. Here he broke out worse than ever, and undertook to lay violent hands on brother Traverse. A gentleman took Traverse's place, and a scuffle ensued, in which the combatants crossed the line, and got into the Missis- sippi territory. The Esquire saw them, and ordered the constable to take the offender. lie took him, and was going to send him to jail, but he begged that he might go to a certain house, to obtain security. While he was riding side by side with the constable, he put spurs to his horse and galloped across the line, then turned and cursed them, and told them to do their worst. I afterward heard that the alcalde put him in the calaboose for mis- conduct at our meeting, but for the truth of the statement I can not vouch. I passed on holding quarterly meetings every week, till we came to our last camp meeting, which was on the road leading from the Grind Stone ford into the Choctaw nation. The week preceding this meeting our beloved brother Axley returned from Louisiana to the Mississippi territory. He met ua at William Foster's. When he went to Louisiana he was a large, fine-looking man, but his flesh had since fallen off, and he looked quite diminutive. His clothes were worn out, and when he saw his brethren he could not talk for weeping. The people soon clothed him, his health became restored, his spirits 16 ■242 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. revived, and he came to the camp-ground in pretty good order. The congregation was unusually large for that country, and some of them splendidly dressed. He preached the first sermon, and de-- claimed earnestly against superfluous ornaments, and he passions, pride and vanity which occasion them. There was a Madame Turnbull in the congregation with a gay daughter. Brother Axley perceived, by her movements with her servants, that she was offended, and about leaving the camp-ground. He followed her to her carriage, made some apologies and invited her to come back the next day. The meeting went on during the afternoon and night much as usual. The preachers had great liberty in preaching, the congregations were edified, and sinners were awakened and converted to God. The Sabbath morning was clear and serene. Our prayer meetings commenced at an early hour, and were crowned with abundant blessings. Brother Axley preached the first sermon. The congregation was large, and made a splendid appearance. Madame, Turnbull according to promise was present with her husband. They were very orderly during service till the preacher was about half through. Brother Axley was on his favorite theme, the pride and vain-glory of the people of that territory, and to use one of Bishop Asbury's phrases, " God enabled him to speak strong words," and he became truly eloquent. Suddenly, Esq. Turnbull rose and told bim to stop till he should speak a few words. I left the stand INTERRUPTION — DOW. 243 and went to the Esquire, and ordered him, in a com- manding tone of voice, to take his seat, informing him that the meeting was not appointed for him to preach. He made a low how and said he was well aware of that, and sat down, but before I reached my seat, was up again, hallooing at the top of his voice, " Mr. Preacher, Mr. Preacher, stop, and let me speak a few words." I went to him the second time, and pushing him off the seat, commanded him to be silent. As I looked toward the stand I saw the preacher was crying and the congregation in the utmost confusion. The Esquire was soon up again crying, "Esquire Lewis, Esquire Lewis, assist here to take this man out of the pulpit — he is insulting the congregation." Lewis, however, paid no attention to him. The preacher stepped back and sat down weeping. Lorenzo Dow was lying in his tent sick. When he Saw the congregation was beyond my control, he rose and came into the pulpit. After standing and look- ing over the people a few moments, he ordered them, with authority, to hush and take their seats. In less than five minutes they were all quiet, and he began to talk about the American Revolution. This led him to take a summary view of the British colonies, in North America, their first settlements and their long prosperity. He then touched handsomely on the relation between the colonies and the mother country. This led him to explain what gave rise to the American Revolution. He then gave us a con- cise history of the war and its final termination, 244 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. showing at the same time, what we had gained by the Revolution, saying we were now the happiest people on the globe. Here he became animated, enlarging upon our civil and religious liberty. He proceeded to remark that when God confers great privileges on a nation, he holds her responsible for all she enjoys, and that where great privileges are abused, sometimes they are turned into the heaviest curses. He stated many facts to show that we were abusing the Divine favor — he repeated the Constitu- tion of the United States, and showed there was a bright analogy between that Constitution and the sun. As the sun keeps every planet and satellite in its own orbit, so the Constitution keeps every state and territory in order and harmony. He described the preroga'tives and duties of all officers, from the Pres- dent down to the justice of the peace. He repeated the oath of office — that which binds each to support the Constitution of the United States, and of the state or territory in which the officer lives. Turning to the Me'thodist Church, he showed what it had done and was doing for the United States. He showed the won- derful doings of Methodist preachers, their lives and sacrifices ; that they were good citizens, always prompt to obey the laws of the land, and were doing v more now for their country than any other body of men in the United States ; and that any man who would interrupt a Methodist preacher while in the discharge of duty in his high office, was a mean, low- lived scoundrel, and that any Esquire that would do VALEDICTORY — REFLECTIONS. 245 so was a perjured villain. He repeated the oath of office, and then referred to the circumstance that had just taken place before their eyes, and asked what was their prospect in the Mississippi territory, while they kept perjured villains in office. The angry Esquire did'nt say, ; ' Mr. Preacher, stop;" but sat with his head down, took his family and left, saying, as he walked slowly along, "I always was a fool, and I would not, for five hundred dollars, have come to this place to-day." Suffice it to say the meeting closed well. Lorenzo gave us his valedictory, and we saw him no more. The preachers all went to their work, being refreshed by the Holy Spirit. I now took my leave of my friends In the terri- tory. This I now regard as the greatest blunder in my whole life. I ought not to have left the territory. I grieved the pious spirits of my friends in that coun- try, while leaving them in the midst of prosperity. 1 grieved the godly spirits of both the bishops, and in some degree incurred their displeasure, and worse than all, I grieved the Holy Spirit and lost the com- forts of religion, which I did not recover for many years. 24 'if he had a mind to knock me down. At length I came to one of the good old mothers of Israel. Her countenance was dark, and full of vengeance ; when I asked her for her name, she said, " No, sir ! you are taking advantage of the people." Another Methodist lady, standing close by, had a little more courage, laid hold of my skirts, and cried out, " Brother Young, stop ; you are taking advantage of the people. You just ask their names, and set them down. They don't tell you they want to join your society." This produced great commotion ; some cried one thing, some another. There was con- fusion in doors and out. I pursued my own course, till I procured about one hundred names. THE DISTILLER'S CONVERSION. 425 o Carper was operating in the other part of the house, with very good success. We fell in with a very respectable -looking old gentleman who was actively engaged in whisky-making. He being a man of sense, and standing, Carper sat down to reason with him, hearing questions and answering them, for nearly two hours. By this time a number had left, the remainder had taken their seats, and were quite still. At this moment, the old whisky-maker rose up, cried out at the top of his voice, " Uriah Hull, don't you want a copper tea-kettle ?" Uriah an- swered, " Yes !" " Well," said the old gentleman, " I am going to cut up my still, and sell the copper to my neighbors to make tea-kettles, and I am going to join the temperance society !" He soon found applicants enough to take all the copper he had to spare. He joined the society, went home, and, I suppose, never made any more whisky. The next morning, we renewed our religious exer- cises, which continued for several days ; and I think there were more than a hundred conversions — not all at that time, for the revival continued for many weeks. A short time after our second quarterly meeting commenced in Rushville. The elder — Rev. L. Sworm- stedt — came on in fine health, and appeared to be filled with the spirit of his mission. The meeting opened under the most propitious circumstances. The Spirit from on high was poured upon us — many sinners were crying aloud for mercy. The shouts 36 426 FIFT.Y TEAKS IN THE ITINERANCY. of victory were heard in our congregations night and day. Swormstedt and Carper made a very strong team, and were well harnessed for the battle. They worked shoulder to shoulder through the whole course of the meeting, and the great Captain of the Lord's hosts honored their labors with more than one hundred conversions. Our next protracted meet- ing was in the town of Somerset. This was equal, if not superior, to any protracted meeting held on the circuit during the year. There were not as many conversions as at some other meetings, but they were of a higher class, and capable of doing more good, such as John Beckworth, John Ritchie, Samuel Burket, the Whitmores, and many others, who have stood like pillars in the temple of God, from that day to the present. About this time the cholera broke out among us. A gentleman, who lived near the town of Salem, having been on a journey for several weeks, returned home very sick, and sent for Dr. M'Clure, of Somerset, but did not think it was the cholera, as that fatal disease had never been in that part of the country. The Doctor staid with him till he ascertained that he had the cholera, and was in a dying state. He expired in a few hours after the Doctor left him. The Doctor took the cholera on the road, and died before he got home, although he had only six miles to ride. A neighbor was called in to shave the dead man ; he also took the disease, and died in a few hours. A clergyman was called upon to preach a funeral sermon. He discharged hia CHOLERA ALARM. 427 duty, and died before he reached home. The patient, his doctor, his barber, his clergyman, were all dead before the sun went down the next day. This spread the alarm throughout the country. During this panic, we appointed a protracted meeting in Rehoboth. A strong young man came into the neighborhood, and died with the cholera the very day our meeting began. At the close of the eleven o'clock services, Carper was taken very sick ; he went up to town and took his bed; and, as the day was very warm, he requested them to set his bed in the middle of the room, that he might breathe the fresh air ; two persons sat by him on each side,' keeping oif the flies and fanning him. The news soon spread that Carper had the cholera ; the peo- ple would come to the door and look in, and walk off as though they had seen an enemy. Word went up to Somerset, that Carper had the cholera, and was dying. The next morning it was reported in class meeting as a fact. Mrs. Carper being present, was much alarmed ; she mounted a horse, rode as fast as possible to Rehoboth, and when she came in sight of the house where her husband had been sick, and saw the table and chairs standing out before the door, she was near fainting, and had like to have fallen from her horse. When she went into the house, she found her husband had gone to the preachers' stand in the woods, and was preaching at the top. of his voice, making the grove to ring again. Her joyful surprise may be readily imagined. 428 FIFTY YEAES IN THE ITINERANCY. This was our last protracted meeting for the present year. We held our fourth quarterly meeting in Somer- set, and endeavored to leave the circuit in good order. By this time my health and eye-sight were greatly improved. Our conference was to meet this year in Cincinnati. The cholera was raging most frightfully. Brother Carper declined attending the conference, and the friends tried to prevail on me not to go, but I knew it was necessary that some- body should go — and I went, trusting in God. Falling in with Bishop Roberts on the way, I heard him preach two excellent sermons ; we endeavored to edify each other by talking about the prosperity of the Church throughout the United States, while God gave us hearts to rejoice with them that did rejoice, and gave us eyes to weep with those that wept. We had great cause of weeping and lamentation-^— about one hundred thousand of our fellow-citizens had fallen victims to the cholera this year. Before we reached the city the cholera had sub- sided, and the health of the inhabitants was pretty good. Bishop Roberts was our president. We had a pleasant conference. The members told me that my youth was renewed like that of the eagle's. I boarded with my beloved friend Thomas A. Morris, and his beloved Abigail. She and other pious sisters of that charge, loaded me with presents — in money and clothing — so much so that I could hardly crowd them into my port-bags. ATHENS CIRCUIT-HAMLINE. 429 I was appointed to Athens circuit this year. It was not the place of my choice, for I desired to go back to Somerset, and the people expected me to re- turn. Another reason why I did not wish to go to Athens — I had learned that the town was in a perfect turmoil; two of the most distinguished members of the place having had a dreadful out-fall. I had at- tended a camp meeting about there the preceding summer, with a view to settle the difficulty, but it grew worse in my hands, and I was glad to go away. But, as the Bishop requested me to go, I took up my cross in the name of the Lord. I was encouraged, for he had given me brother Hamline for my col- league. By the time I moved my family, Hamline was on the spot, ready to go to work. He made out two plans of the circuit, one for himself and the other for me. Our parsonage was very small and uncomfort- able. Brother Hamline had to board with me all the time he was in town. My wife procured an excellent girl to do the work, and they waited upon him as though he had been a prince. He exercised a great deal of patience, and every thing went on delightfully. My two sons, who were going to college, had time to prepare the wood and coal, which made our little home quite comfortable, .considering all the circum- stances. We found the circuit in great confusion, by reason of the contention referred to ; and what ren- dered the matter worse, the leading members all around the circuit, took sides with the parties, and were pretty equally divided. The preacher who pre* 430 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. ceded us, had done his best to restore peace and har- mony to the circuit, but he left things in a far worse condition than he found them. We tried, between ourselves, to understand this case — its origin — ramifi- cations, and bearings. Here my colleague used his legal knowledge to great advantage. Our first inten- tion was to reconcile the contending parties — to pre- vent, if possible, any expulsion from the Church. One of those brethren with whom the difficulty originated, appeared quite placid and yielding — but the other was wrathy. His wife had been expelled the year before, as he thought wrongfully, and he would not be recon- ciled unless she could be restored ; and this could not be done — for she had • appealed to the quarterly con- ference, and the decision was confirmed. Mr. Hamline labored for several weeks to make peace; but, finally, regarding it a hopeless case, threw it aside, and would have no more to do with it; leaving me to manage it the best way I could. He went on preaching and the Lord owned his labors. Many of the people thought that never man spake like this man. It appeared to me that he had laid the foundation for one of the most extensive revivals I had been acquainted with; and, if his health had not failed, I believe he would have done more for that circuit, than ever had been done in any preceding year. He was taken sick at our second quarterly meeting, with the scarlet fever, and was confined to his bed, about eight miles below Athens, on the Hocking river. The attack was violent, and SICKNESS OF HAMMNE 431 Ills life was despaired of for several days. 1 was on the other side of the circuit, and having heard that he was dying, I went home immediately with the in- tention of bringing him to my house. As the roads were almost impassable, I procured a strong carriage, two very good horses, and three or four strong young men, and set out on my enterprise. We found him in very unpleasant circumstances — several of the family sick, with the same fever, were lying in the same room with him, and the house was all in con- fusion. When brother Hamline saw me he wept. I asked him if he could go to Athens. He answered, " Oh, yes, yes !" He arose up in his bed — called the family — paid them for the trouble he had made them, and told me I would have to take him up and lay him into the carriage ; for, he said he was as helpless as an infant. I had two feather-beds in the carriage — pillows — and plenty of bedding to keep him warm. The young men took him up, and carried him to the door. When he saw the carriage with the prepara- tions made to receive him, he leaped into it, with very little assistance. We drove on about four miles. I told him if he was tired we would rest awhile. He replied, in quite a strong voice, "Drive on — drive on." We took him to the parsonage safely, and called in two doctors, who managed his case well; so that, in about a week, he could walk the room ; and, in two or three weeks, was able to ride on horseback to his own home, in Zanesville — he returned to the circuit 432 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. no more that conference year. Brother Swormstedt gave us an excellent young man, by the name of Cyrus Brooks, who was one of the best preachers I had known, of his age — a first-rate pastor, and a faithful friend. We had revivals nearly all round the circuit, with the exception of the town of Athens. We closed our labors much to our own satisfaction, and the comfort and edification of our people. They shed many tears when we were leaving them. We attended conference, in 1834, in Circleville ; at which place I met with a great many crosses, and felt myself badly treated. The Ohio University, in Athens, was shaking like a reed in the wind; and I saw very clearly, that, by a little religious policy, we could put that University under the government of the Methodist Episcopal Church. And, I was satis- fied then, and am now, that the Methodist Episcopal Church could not move along, and do her whole duty, to advantage, without a university under her own control. The people, generally, in that region, seemed anxious for us to have charge of it: We could easily perceive that Athens College would an- swer our purpose, just as well as if it belonged to us, and save the enormous expense of putting up one of our own. My first intention was to engage a pro- fessor of high standing in the faculty. I submitted a proposition, requesting Bishop Soule, who presided, to appoint Joseph M. Trimble, professor of mathe- matics in that institution. It met with strong oppo- HISHOP SOULE. 433 eition from the oldest and strongest man on the con- ference-floor. Now came on the tug of war. Collins, Finley, and Christie, led off in the debate — which lasted the best part of the day. I had them to con- tend with single-handed. It was plain to be seen, at the close of the argument, that we had gained our point. The previous question being called for, the main question had now to be put. Before the Bishop put the main question, he took the liberty to say it made no difference which way we voted, for he would not make the appointment. I told him, that he alone had the power to make the appointment, and if he would not do it, it was useless to say any thing more on the subject. And so we let it drop. I left the conference-room and took a walk in the grove, in order to let off the steam — for it had become pretty high by this time. As I walked slowly along, I continued thinking — Pope — Pope ! I saw, that day, that Methodist bishops had full power enough, and, it might be, a little too much. It seemed nearly akin to the veto power placed in the hands of the President. of these United States. At this conference a number of the preachers wished me to be placed on the district. They peti- tioned the Bishop to that effect, but he would not comply with their wishes. It would have been grati- fying to me to have had that appointment, at that time, for my sons were then going to college in Athens — and by the time our four years would have expired, they could both have graduated. I was, 28 434 FIFTY TEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. however, reappointed to Athens circiut, where I had another hard year's labor; and with all my toil and long-suffering, had to expel a number who were con- cerned in the unhappy quarrel alluded to last year. I received more abuse than ever before. After all, we had a prosperous year. Several things took place very interesting to me. I became acquainted with a fine English lady by the name of Louisa Court- All. Nature had dealt bountifully with her ; and her physical, mental, and moral powers were finely developed by education. She was one of the most pious ladies I ever knew; but notwithstand- ing her good sense she was ultra in almost every thing she undertook, which seriously injured her use- fulness and happiness. Another lady by the name of Sarah Norris, was very pious, a good English scholar, and a talented and use- ful member of our Church. Since those days she has had a rough and thorny way to travel. I hope both these ladies will reach the kingdom of heaven. How true is that saying of our Savior, " In the world, ye shall have tribulation; but in me ye shall have peace." This was a memorable year. I was associated with a great many excellent men who were self-taught, and after my own heart — such as Hon. Calvary Morris, John Minton, Acil Cooley, Simeon Cooley, Jacob Humphrey, Daniel Stewart, sen., William Harper, Frederick Abbot, John White, Stephen Pilcher, E. H. Pilcher, and Justin Reynolds. All these men sustained me in the administration of the Discipline— THE OHIO COMPANY. 435 and were my wise counselors, while their pious exam- ple, wholesome instruction, and timely admonitions were rendered a great blessing to me. Our Christian fellowship commenced at an early period of our lives, has been matured on earth, and I trust will be enjoyed in heaven. Cyrus Brooks was again my colleague, and a better one I never had. He did his full share, of all the work, and in the pulpit a double share; for he could preach as much in one sermon as I could in two. Athens has always been a very interesting place to me, and I will here take the liberty to say a few things in relation to the University located there. First, then, those noble and high-minded men, denominated the Ohio Company, donated two entire townships of land to support a university in what is now called Athens, Athens county. Many of them were Revolutionary officers — the love of country was enthroned in their hearts. They were philosophers in the proper sense of the word, for they were lovers of wisdom. As a proof of this, they set apart one Section in every township, for the use of common schools, and another section in every township, to support ministers of the Gospel. These were far- seeing and clear-sighted men — they knew that Ohio would one day be a great country. The Tuppens, Putnams, Gilmans, and Buckinghams, have often reminded me of two intelligent travelers, who crossed the Alleghany Mountains, perhaps about the time that I was born, When they came to the top of 436 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. Laurel Hill, they looked down upon the broad-spread valley of the Monongahela, stopped their horses ; and so vivid were their imaginations, that they almost thought that they could hear the footsteps of future generations, just in their rear, coming on to possess these goodly lands. Many superficial observers have thought, and said, that the Ohio Company made a very poor selection ; but scientific men do not view things like ignorant men. The streams of water, timber, shrubbery, high hills and rivers, all gave strong indications, to thoughtful men, that there was a vast amount of mineral wealth deposited under this rough surface, for the benefit of future ages — and we have lived to see their anticipations more than real- ized. Think of the salt, coal, and iron, taken from these hills and valleys in every part of the purchase of the Ohio Company. This country is now, and will be a very rich one, and wealthy countries always will be densely populated, and thickly-settled countries always will have a great many children that ought to be educated. Southern Ohio will more than compete with Scioto, and the Miami valleys. The gift of these college lands, was a noble deed — but I am sorry that they have not been better managed. When I first visited Athens— what is now called the College Green, was then covered with lofty trees, and the surrounding country almost in a state of nature. There were a few log-cabins, inhabited by hunters, but, even in that early day, I met with a few men of enterprise and industry, who were doing well ATHENS. AND THE COLLEGE LANDS. 437 for themselves, the country, and their families. I was at that time charmed with the scenery that sur- rounded the place, and thought it might one day vie with ancient Athens. I left the place, was absent twelve years, and when I was returning, I expected to see the place greatly improved — at least a flourish- ing village, and a well-arranged academy under the supervision of a good principal, and well-selected teachers ; but in this I was somewhat disappointed. They had a school there that they called a college — kept in a kind of antiquated building. The walls and hall looked more like a prison than a college. • The Hon. Thomas Ewing was then going to school there. He said to me, " It is a place where a young man can study successfully — but it is a poor place to gain instruction." But I suppose the men who had charge of the school were doing the best they could, and I must tread lightly on the ashes of the dead. The first serious blunder, made by the trustees of the institution, was giving leases on the college lands. It will be recollected that, at that time, the price of lands was very low, and they gave leases ninety-nine years, renewable forever — not considering, that when the country became settled, the land would increase in value. Now this contract made between the trustees and the lessees, will always prevent a revaluation of the college lands — for the Ohio Legislature has no power to disannul private contracts. All I have now to say is, that they might nearly as well have given their lands away ; for the men who now occupy them 438 FIFTY TEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. pay but little more rent than the taxes on other lands. Had these lands been subject to revaluation, there would have been a large revenue, rising annu- ally, enough to support a good faculty and make all the necessary repairs on the buildings. As it is, the institution is always embarrassed. The next mistake the trustees made, was to put the institution under sectarian government; but pub- lic opinion would not sustain them in this measure. They had a long and unsuccessful war with the pub- lic mind, but had to yield at last. During all this time they were doing some good. They then at- tempted to place it under the patronage of the three leading denominations, the Presbyterians, Methodists, and Baptists, but they were very unfortunate in select- ing professors. The institution moved on heavily — like Pharaoh's chariot. At length, it became so deeply involved in debt, they were obliged to suspend operations. It is now resuscitated, and, to all ap- pearance, doing well. APPOINTMENT — AUGUSTUS EDDY. 439 CHAPTER XXXII. COLUMBUS DISTRICT — 1835-1839. The annual conference met this year — 1835 — - in Springfield, Ohio ; Bishop Andrew, president — Bishop Soule assisted him; they both paid me un- usual attention. I carried up a good report from Athens circuit. This was an interesting conference. We elected our delegates to the next General confer- ence. There was more electioneering than I had ever seen before. I was elected, for the fifth time. It is truly gratifying to a man to know that he has the affections and confidence of the men with whom he has long been associated. I was appointed to the Columbus district. Augus- tus Eddy was my predecessor — an excellent man, a pious Christian, a good preacher, and one who stands deservedly high as a presiding elder. He knew* hia duty well, and was prompt to do it. My appoint- ment proved to be an eventful period in my history. I found the district large and pleasant, and a good state of feeling at almost every appointment. They had had revivals in most of the circuits for several years, and the good work was still in progress ; the congre- gations were large, class and prayer meetings well attended, but very little attention had been paid to 440 FlFTt YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. Sabbath schools, or to the missionary cause, and as far as I could discern, no attention to the good cause of education by our own Church. I went into my new field of labor in good health, with a fine flow of spirits. My first round of quarterly meetings was pleasant, but there were no great revivals. The district was well supplied with good preachers. The Rev. E. W. Sehon was on Columbus station last year, and was returned again this year. He had considerable trouble, and was severely censured by some. It became my duty to examine his adminis- tration. This was done according to the best of my abilities. I never could see where he had done any thing contrary to the Bible, or the Methodist Discipline. Brother Sehon was truly an eloquent man, pos- sessed of an ardent mind and a benevolent heart, and destined by divine Providence to shine as a star of no ordinary magnitude; but in my opinion, he missed his way when he joined the Southern Church. He labored with zeal and success through the win- ter,*but in the spring his health failed, and we had to put brother Hamline in his place. Brother Goff was on Worthington circuit, who labored with his usual zeal and success. Although he had a heavy cross to bear in consequence of the improper conduct of his colleague, I will say of Abner Goff as I once heard Bishop Asbury say of James Quinn, " Few men among us have worn better than he." James B. Austin and William SUNDRY GOOD MEN. 441 Morrow were on Delaware circuit. They were a strong team, and worked well together. Austin kept the circuit in good order, and Morrow was a great revivalist. Harvey Camp and John W. White were on Marion circuit. They were good men ; they tried to honor God, and God honored them by blessing their labors. White is rather an extraordinary man — his sweet eloquence gives him the advantage of most other preachers. His zeal, industry, and persever- ance, have made him an ornament to the Christian ministry. Brother Richard Doughty was not able to stand the labors on Richwood circuit. I removed him to Franklinton, to labor with John C. Havens, and put Samuel Batey in his place. We had a prosperous year on London circuit, under the labors bf Philip Nation and William Westlake. Brother Nation was not what was called a great preacher, but a very useful one, and as good a natural singer as I ever knew ; he has been successful on all the circuits he ever traveled — his slender constitution soon com- pleted his labors, and he passed to his rest. Samuel Hamilton and E. Webster were on Pickaway circuit. They had a prosperous year, and closed their labors with a good camp meeting near Kingston. L. L. Hamline was there ; on Monday it rained, and the congregation was compelled to resort to the meeting- house. Hamline and Hamilton went into the church ; Hamline preached, and after the sermon they com- menced a prayer meeting, which continued till near 442 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. sunrise, the next morning, without intermission. We can not give any thing like a correct idea of the number converted during that glorious night. Gran- ville circuit : Joseph Carper and Uriah Heath ; they had a successful year. This year, brother Heath com- menced his itinerant career ; he soon gave clear in- dications that he was no ordinary man. He has now spent eighteen years in the ministry of the Methodist Episcopal Church ; during all this time, his zeal and efficiency, theological knowledge, industry, and suc- cess, have been gradually increasing. He has taken a very active part in the cause of Sunday schools, domestic and foreign missions, common schools, seminaries, and colleges, and has been the means of erecting many excellent churches. The missionary spirit was revived during my first round on the district. We preached missionary ser- mons, and delivered lectures in almost every charge. The people came up to the help of the Lord with almost one accord. Also, the Sunday schools were resuscitated all round the district. For several years — previous to my coming on to this district — I had been looking out for a suitable place to estab- lish a Methodist female seminary. The people were making strong and continued efforts to get up and keep up high schools and colleges for the education of their sons, but no effort at all for the education of their daughters, and when I would converse with them upon the subject they gave me no satisfaction ; they appeared to think the minds of their daughters ■WORTHINGTON FEMALE SEMINARY. 443 were not wdrth cultivating — that a liberal education spoiled a female; and some of the old Methodist ladies told me that they never knew an educated woman that was a good house-keeper. If women can read the Bible and write their names, that is education enough for them. At this time, I knew of no female school, or female seminary, patronized by the Methodists in particular, in the great western valley. I spent much of my time in reading, thinking, and conversing with men of understanding on this subject. When I came to the town of Worthington, divine Providence opened my way. There I found a community, whose views were congenial with mj own on the subject of female education. I suggested my views to the citizens in a public meeting, and every gentleman of any stand- ing concurred with me. Here I fell in with a lady from York state — just such a one as I had been looking for a number of years. She was pious, intellectual, and learned — so we resolved to make the experiment. This gave rise to the Worthington . Female Seminary. As the history of this institution has often been laid before the public, I will not spread it on the pages of this autobiography. It cost me great labor of body and mind, and a con- siderable sum of money, to come out of the coffers of a poor man. Yet I am thankful that the thought ever entered my mind to establish a female seminary in the town of Worthington. It has been flourishing for many years. Very many of our first young ladies 444 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. have been educated there. It > has been doing good in various ways. The Oakland Seminary, the Female College in Cin- cinnati, the Female College in Delaware, and even the Ohio Wesleyan University, owe their origin to the Worthington Female Seminary. Great things often result from small beginnings. The happy in- fluence that this institution has exerted throughout the west, has been truly great. I claim but a small pittance of this honor for myself. Miss Sarepta Marsh, whose real worth is but little known in the world, Uriah Heath, and William Bishop, were the active and successful- agents in completing this useful institution. We are bound to give honor to whom honor is due. They deserve to be remembered with gratitude by all who have been benefited by the Worthington Female Seminary. General conference met this year, 1836, in Cin- cinnati. Bishops Roberts, Hedding, Soule, and An- drew were all present. Bishop Roberts' health was declining very fast. He tendered his resignation to the conference, but they were not willing to release him, but required no more labor of him than he could perform with ease and comfort to himself. Bishops Soule and Hedding were both in feeble health. It was thought best to strengthen the Episcopacy, and, accordingly, they elected two more bishops — Beverly Waugh and Thomas A. Morris. On hearing the journals read, we found the work of God was in a State of prosperity throughout the bounds of the NORTHERN AND SOUTHERN ULTKAISM. 445 Methodist "Episcopal Church. The Radicals had gone to themselves, formed a society, and were doing their own work in their own way, and we were at peace among ourselves. About this time, the abolitionists were agitating the slave question. The spirit of opposition to slavery ran very high in the eastern and northern confer- ences, and had, to some extent, disturbed the peace and quietness of the Church in those parts. This waked up a spirit of opposition in the southern and south-western conferences. Although I never ap- proved of the course pursued by the abolitionists, yet I think the southern and south-western confer- ences were the more ultra of the two parties. We had an interesting time, and I was greatly benefited by attending this conference. Our Episcopacy was composed of pious, talented, and sober men. The majority of the members of conference were discreet, pious, and dignified men. Our annual conference met in Chillicothe. In making my report to conference, I informed them of our intention to establish a female seminary, under the patronage of the Methodist Episcopal Church, in the town of Worthington, and also our prospect of success. The conference very kindly entertained the proposition. I was returned again to the same district. The Bishop gave us a good supply — mostly the same active, zealous men we had last year. I commenced my second year's labor on Columbus 446 FIFTY TEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. district under favorable circumstances. "We had a fine supply of good preachers. Isaac C. Hunter, on Pickaway circuit, was a man of mind and great de- cision of character. We had revivals, more or less, on every part of that circuit, this year, with the excep- tion of the city , of Columbus. The Rev. Nathan Emory, of precious memory, who led a long and useful itinerant life, traveled the Delaware circuit this year. Here his labors, as a traveling preacher, ended. He took a superannuated relation at the next conference, and retired. He lingered for sev- eral years, and closed his life in the triumphs of faith. The Rev. William Nast was appointed to the Ger- man mission on this district. He met with consider- able opposition from the Lutherans, but labored with great zeal and industry. Though he did not succeed according to his own expectations, yet he laid the foundations for much good in that part of the coun- try. His labors were like bread cast upon the waters, which appears after many days. I still had my eye fixed on the female seminary. The preachers approved of the design, but none seemed ready to take an active part, except Uriah Heath, Wm. Herr, Jas. Gilruth, Jos. Waterman, and the never-to-be-forgotten Samuel Lewis. As soon as the subject had been sufficiently discussed, we called a public meeting, which met at Miss Marsh's school- room. This meeting was exceedingly large, and be- fore it we laid our whole plan. Every one appeared to approve of the enterprise, and manifested the EDUCATIONAL EFF.ORT3. 447 same by words, actions, and looks. We appointed agents to solicit subscriptions to erect suitable build- ings, and they were very successful in raising money. Some time during the summer, we called a meeting of the donors, in the town of Worthington. Joseph Waterman gave us a lengthy address on the import- ance of general education. His address was followed by a number of short, pointed speeches. The meet- ing resulted in the happiest consequences. The donors appointed a committee to select a suitable site for the buildings. There were present at the meeting a great many happy men, who met one another with warm greetings. It was a long time before the committee could agree ■on the site. Finally we purchased a pretty little house, standing on an elevated spot, in the town of Worthington, which had belonged to Berkley Com- stock. There were about four acres. of beautiful land covered with fruit-trees, and one of the most enticing situations my eyes ever beheld. Some of the donors bound themselves to pay quite large sums of money. We had taken Miss Marsh's school, which was in a flourishing condition, under our patronage. For a while we went on with great unanimity. As soon as the public saw the enterprise was popular, other towns and vicinities put in their claims — Blendon and Dela- ware particularly. This distracted the public mind and produced a great deal of confusion. I told them the conference had not adopted the school, neither bad we obtained a charter; and if they would do bet- 448 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. ter for us than Worthington, we should give the best place the preference. Before conference the la- mented, pious, and talented Samuel Lewis paid us a visit, and made one of the best speeches on education I believe I ever heard. This gave us a fresh impetus, and we were encouraged to persevere. The< conference met this year in Xenia. Being assisted by Miss Marsh, L. L. Hamline, William Herr, and Uriah Heath, we laid the whole scheme before the conference, showing the beauty and eligibility of the town of Worthington for a female seminary, and the amount of funds we had received by subscrip- tions, etc. The conference adopted the seminary as far as they could in its infant state, and appointed a committee to obtain a charter. I was returned again to Columbus district, and, to my surprise, I met opposition to our seminary from unexpected quarters; but we resolved never to faint or be discouraged till we had accomplished our object. I can not tell how other brethren felt who were engaged in this good cause; but I felt as old Nehemiah, that I was doing a great work and could not come down at the call of any man. I determined to build the house, or cause it to be built, if I had to hold the trowel in one hand and the sword in the other. We kept our school going, which increased in popu- larity. At length we got our materials together, ob- tained a charter, and organized and appointed trus- tees according to law. After many months of hard labor, we got the seminary buildings completed so far DEATH OF MRS. YOUNG. 449 as answered our purpose for the present. In process of time we had all the claims against us liquidated, and gained a complete triumph over all our difficulties. We do not grudge the time or money we have spent on this institution; for we have more than realized our most sanguine expectations. I regard this semi- nary as the mother of all female seminaries under the patronage of the Methodist Episcopal Church in Ohio, and we ought to love and treat her as a mother. This proved to he an eventful period in my history in many respects. I had toiled hard and suffered much for many years to procure a suitable home for my family. And this year I had accomplished it far more than I had ever looked for. I became the right- ful owner of one of the prettiest farms in Perry county. The localities, with the privileges, were just such as I wished them to be. I moved my family on to the premises, where I intended to spend the re- mainder of our days. Alas ! " How vain are all things here helow ; How false, and yet how fair ! Each pleasure hath its poison too, And every sweet a snare." In an hour all my flattering prospects were blighted. The very day that I procured my deed my wife was paralyzed, and after four months of extreme suffering she took her flight to that world where the inhabitants shall not say they are sick. I was left to lament my irreparable loss, and get along with my motherless family in the best manner I could. The preachers 29 450 FIFTY TEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. and people all appeared to sympathize with me and bear me up. I closed my ministerial labors much to my own comfort, and, as far as I know, to the satisfaction of the district. Our conference met this year in Columbus. I was reappointed to the same district. We had again an excellent supply of ministers — Columbus station, Jo- seph A. "Waterman. As an intellectual man he had few superiors any where, and though self-taught he was a man of great acquirements. He had a feeble constitution and suffered great afflictions, which" soon terminated his useful life. Robert S. Kimber was an excellent man, who always appeared to disadvantage among strangers; but if he only had time to form an acquaintance, could make every body love him, and many admire him. I will give one proof of what I say. I once invited him to help me hold a protracted meeting in the town of London. He arrived in the place on Friday, and it seemed that no one wished to hear him preach. On Saturday they whispered in my ear not to set that man up to preach to the large congregation. How- ever, he took the pulpit and preached, and the people went home well satisfied. At night he preached again, and they were delighted above measure. On Sunday almost every one was inquiring, "Will brother Kimber preach to-day?" He staid about a week and did nearly all the preaching. He had a great work on Richwood circuit. His life was short but useful. PLEASANT TEARS- 451 Andrew Murphy traveled Worthington circuit this year as junior preacher. He was a man of strong mind and a successful preacher. We had a fine revi- val in Plainfield township, mostly through his instru- mentality. The next year, in Columbus station, we had William Herr, a useful and active man, who, considering the condition in which he found the station, did- well. I will here say, once for all, that during my last two years on Columbus district I was associated with a number of excellent ministers, and they all treated me as a father, and I delight to honor them all as sons in the Gospel. These were two of the most pleasant years of my itinerancy; many sinners were awakened, and hundreds of mourners converted to God. The Lord's children were built up and edified in their most holy faith. The Sunday schools pros- pered in our hands ; hundreds of happy children were under an intellectual, moral, and religious training in these nurseries of virtue. All the preachers within the bounds of the district took a very active and suc- cessful part in the cause of missions; and when I listened to their missionary sermons and saw the large collections brought in, I thought to myself, these are the chosen instruments by whom God in- tends to convert the world. The good cause of edu- cation had also been progressing the last two years. I never expect to be associated with a better body of men, and I look back with renewed satisfaction on that delightful field of labor. 452 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. CHAPTER XXXIII. GENERAL CONFERENCE —1840. This year our conference sat in Cincinnati. The Rev. John Ferree was appointed my successor. At this time they elected their, delegates to the next Gen- eral conference, which was to meet in- Baltimore in 1840. I was elected the sixth time. "When our ap- pointments were read I found I was sent to form a new circuit in my old age. They gave me two little frag- ments to begin with; one was taken from Circleville, and the other from Worthington — only about three hundred members on the whole ground. I believe 1 thought like a sage, though I felt like a man. It appeared like a hard appointment, but I went on de- termined to make it an easy one. Brother David Lewis was my colleague, and a very pleasant yoke- fellow he was. We organized our little circuit, and, working night and day, we endeavored to keep our souls alive to God and our minds illuminated by read- ing the holy Scriptures. The revival in several places began soon. Our good presiding elder came on at our first quarterly meeting, filled with the spirit of his station. The Lord blessed his labors in a very extraordinary manner, and much good was done among us. The work went on with increasing inter- GENERAL CONFERENCE-BISHOPS. 453 i est through the winter months, and many were added to the Church of such as shall be saved, I hope and trust, eternally in heaven. In the spring I left to attend the General confer- ence, and traveled to the city of Baltimore in company ■with G. Hamilton, R. 0. Spencer, and W. Herr. I had so often attended General conference that I was acquainted with all the members, except some younger ones. Bishop Roberts was our senior bishop. This was the last General conference which that great and good man ever attended. Bishop Soule's health was not good. Bishop Hedding was failing • fast. Bishops Waugh and Morris were young men, blessed with strong and healthy bodies, and with vigorous and active minds : they appeared well prepared to fill the stations to which the Church had called them. This conference was composed of strong men — equal, if not superior, to any that I had attended before. From the manner in which they transacted the business of the conference, I should think the most of them were holy men. They appeared to see and feel alike on every point concerning the good of the Church, except the vexed question of slavery. On this subject the north and the south were antago- nists. The policy of the bishops was, to keep slav- ery out of the conference, if possible, at this time; for the abolitionists had said and written a great many severe things on slavery, in the Methodist Epis- copal Church, in the south. The southern preachers thought they had been misrepresented, and, to some 454 FIFTY TEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. extent, slandered; and they were disposed to repel some of the arguments and assertions of the northern brethren. Neither bishops nor conservative men could keep it out. We were sure the debate would be long and weighty. There were men of the first order of talent, on both sides, such as Capers, Pierce, Winans, Payne, 1ST. Bangs, Holdich, Peck, and 0. Scott. There was a large body of conservative mem- bers, who used their influence to preserve peace in our beloved Church. We succeeded well for awhile, and should have been- successful till the close, had it not have been for one unfortunate circumstance. The bishops had transferred the Rev. Silas Comfort, from New York state, to the Missouri conference, into St. Louis sta- tion, as preacher in charge. An unhappy dispute had taken place between a gentleman and lady, of high standing, in the St. Louis charge. Charges were preferred against the brother, and a colored man was the principal witness in the case. On hia testimony the brother was convicted and expelled. This produced great excitement in the Church, in that city ; for, in none of the slaveholding states, do they admit colored persons to testify against white persons, in either civil or ecclesiastical courts. Al- though there is no law in the Discipline for this practice, yet it was a long-established custom, which had acquired all the force of law, in the estimation of both preachers and people, not only in Missouri. but in all the southern conferences. CASE OP SILAS COMPORT. 455 The expelled brother took an appeal to the annual conference. They condemned the administration of brother Comfort, and restored the expelled brother to membership again, and by so doing passed a cen- sure upon brother Comfort. Though they inflicted no punishment on the appellant, yet he thought he was injured, and took an appeal to the next General conference. When this came up Bishop Roberts was in the chair ; and, being a wise man, he foresaw the evil, though he did not try to hide himself, yet he en- deavored to save the conference from a great deal of trouble. The Bishop presented to the conference his opinion, that brother Comfort had no right to an appeal. He stated his opinion very clearly, and showed his reasons in a most masterly manner. I thought the reasons were strong enough to produce conviction in the most obtuse intellect, but an appeal was taken, and the conference decided against the chair. This was a dreadful hour to me, for I saw the tug of war had now come — our strong men were armed for the combat. The Rev. Andrew Monroe took the floor to defend the administration of the Mis- souri conference ; and George Peck to defend the administration of Silas Comfort. It was soon seen that brother Peck was altogether too strong a man for brother Monroe. This debate lasted a number of days, and produced a very unpleasant excitement throughout the societies in the city of Baltimore, among the colored members 456 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. in particular. I do not know that any one of them had ever been called upon to testify against a white person in a Church trial, but they could not bear the idea of being interdicted by the General conference. Brother Few led off in defense of the Missouri con- ference, and 0. Scott in defense of the appellant — two very strong men, and experienced and able debaters. Mr. Few dealt largely in Latin, Greek, ancient and modern Church history. He was, also, a legal man, and appeared to be well skilled in eccle- siastical and civil law; yet, it put him to all he knew to answer the arguments of Orange Scott. We could see that he often felt the keen edge of Scott's logic. Many other brethren took an active part in these pro- tracted debates. I am sorry to say that they often lost the command of their temper. Although I was no prophet, nor the son of a prophet, neither did I profess to be a far-seeing man, yet I was sure the southern, northern, and middle conferences could not hold together much longer. Bishop Soule occu- pied the ground of a mediator — giving the clearest evidence of the strength of his mind, and the good- ness of his heart. He was greatly assisted by the Rev. Dr. Newton ; and, with the aid of those great and good men, we finished this death-like struggle in a way that reflected honor on the wisdom and goodness of the conference. The debates being closed, the vote was taken, and Comfort was sustained. As we have already noticed, Dr. Newton was present. He was truly a great man. I had the ROBERT NEWTON. 457 pleasure to hear him preach often. Although his sermons were not ornamented like Blair's sermons, or Massillon's — yet he was among the best practical preachers I ever heard. He preached once to us in the conference-room, from the prayer of Moses to the children of Israel, "That God might make them a thousand times so many more as they were." The great point in the sermon was — Robert Newton's prayer for the Methodist Episcopal Church, in the United States of America. This capped the climax of all that we heard from his sanctified lips. He was equally as good on the platform as in the pulpit. His strong and clear speeches gave a fresh impetus to our missionary operations. His wise sayings and pious counsel, shed a glowing luster over the whole body — both bishops and delegates. His person was large and well proportioned — his countenance fine, and his head as good as I ever saw on any man. He fulfilled his mission to the American Methodists a little better than any one who preceded him. But the painful hour at length arrived, when he must take his departure to his own country. It was truly a melting time, and many tears were shed. Some of the preachers proposed that he should take his stand in front of the pulpit, and the members of the con- ference should be formed into procession, the bishops taking the lead, and the members following,' that every one might have the privilege of shaking his hand. He looked pleased and gratified, but replied, "Ah, brethren, that would take too much of your 458 FIFTY TEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. precious time. I will shake hands with you all in my heart." He made his gentlemanly bow, and walked off, and we saw his face no more. I am thankful to my heavenly Father that I ever saw and heard Robert Newton. By his request, Bishop Soule was elected to attend as our delegate to the British conference. Our bishops acquitted themselves like men of God, and preserved order through the whole term of this exciting conference ; considering the circumstances, we traveled through all our business in peace and harmony. This conference was rendered a lasting, blessing to the city of Baltimore. There were many able ministers in that body, and they had great liberty in declaring the counsel of God, and the word had free course, and was glorified. The business being over, and, I believe, well done, the journals were read, and we prepared to take our leave of the Monumental City. On our return, our company was entertaining. Among them was the celebrated General Van Renssel- aer, and two of his daughters, on their way to visit General Harrison, who was then candidate for the Presidency. They had been companions in arms, in the dark, bloody days of the Indian war in the great west. He was an excellent old gentleman, who had his mind well stored with anecdotes, which he related to great advantage, and to the entertain- ment of our company. This voyage brought to my recollection, very INDIAN CHIEF, LOGAN. 459 vividly, thoughts that had long slumbered in my mind, as we passed over the stamping-ground of the famous Indian chief, Logan. It is generally known that Logan was both great and good; and that he was a fast friend to white men — so much so, that when the Indian warriors would pass his wigwam, they would point, and say, " There lives Logan, friend to white man !" He went to war with the whites very reluctantly, and, I suppose, never would have done it, had it not been for the cruel conduct of Colonel Cressup, who murdered his wives and chil- dren, I think at the mouth of Captina, on the Ohio river, but some say at the mouth of Yellow creek. Permit me here to say, that I love the name and memory of Logan ; but as I have not room to say much more of this great man, I will relate an anec- dote, and leave him. At an early day, two white men were exploring this country with a view to settle their families there. The day being warm, they became weary and thirsty; they had the good fortune to come to an excellent spring, and, as they had no vessel to lift the water, they bowed themselves to quench, their thirst. They saw in the clear stream the shadow of an Indian standing at a distance, with his gun in hand, and his cap and plume on his head. They were alarmed, snatched their guns, and hid behind two trees. Logan made signs to them that he was the famous Logan. He made signs to them not to shoot, stepped toward them, and held out his hand as a 460 FIFTY TEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. token of friendship. They saw that Logan had them in his power, but was not disposed to kill them. This inspired confidence in that Indian chief. I relate this as a true specimen of the general character of Logan. After we left Harrisburg, we resolved to have preaching on the boat. Hamline preached once, and gave notice for preaching the next evening at seven o'clock ; but the captain and crew gave strong indi- cations that our services would not be acceptable. It was late on Saturday evening when we arrived in Hollidaysburg. We spent the Sabbath there. We preached in the forenoon, afternoon, and at nights Hamline, Ames, and Tomlinson made some of their happiest efforts. On Monday morning I preached. We then started on the cars for Pittsburg ; this route led through a romantic and interesting coun- try, and this was my first trip on the railroad. By means of a stationary engine on the top of the mountain, the cars were brought from the foot of the mountain to the summit, and went down on the other side the same way — we passed through one tun- nel, which was all. strange and new to me. On Monday afternoon we arrived safe in the city of Pittsburg. I renewed my acquaintance with some friends, whom I had known in early life — among them was Mrs. Anna Lee, who was then a widow. When I first knew her, she was Miss Anna Kent. I reached Columbus by way of Wheeling. When I reached my circuit, they had a protracted meeting CLOSE OF THE YEAR. 461 in progress, in the town of Pickerington. I found my colleague, brother Lewis, well, and in the midst of a glorious revival. Worthington Seminary still claimed much of my attention through the summer, and I found that I was overcharged with business. My subscriptions for the Seminary, and the turnpike passing through my farm, in Somerset, were far too large for my abilities. My family expenses at that time were very great, and my wife being dead, the circuit only allowed me the salary of a single man ; yet, notwithstanding all these embarrassments, we had a prosperous summer. We began the year with a membership of three hundred, and closed with nearly one thousand. 462 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. CHAPTER XXXIV. . RUSHVILLE, NEW RICHMOND, AND NORTH BEND CIRCUITS — 1840-184 4. I attended conference this year — 1840 — in Zanes- ville. Bishop Hedding was our president; Bishop Soule assisted him. The conference had become very large. A vast amount- of business was to be trans- acted, which proved too hard for Bishop Hedding in his feeble state of health. We had an interesting session, and the conference closed in good time. I was reappointed to the same circuit ; John Ferree was my presiding elder, and T. A. G. Phillips was my colleague. He was a man after my own heart — he had an opinion of his own, and echoed the opinions of no man, bishops, presid- ing elder, or colleague ; whatever his hand found to do, was done with his might. He liked to have his own way and carry out his own views ; but if you convinced him by an argument that he was wrong, he would yield as soon as any man I ever knew. He was a man of good acquirements, a practical, and experimental preacher, his zeal and industry com- mendable. We were true yoke-fellows in the Gospel harness. The revival continued in Pickerington ; between two and three hundred professed to be con- REVIVAL — THE ELDEB. 463 verted. That year, a revival commenced in Rey- noldsburg, Groveport, Hopewell, Walnut Hills, and Lithopolis.* One day, as I was passing through Pickerington, T saw one of the young converts coming out of a corn-field ; I first inquired after his health ; the second inquiry was, "How does the revival go on." He answered, " ! very well ; only they have nearly all left off praying in secret." I asked him, "How do you know that?" "Why," said he, "I hear them every day in the fields, and in the woods, pray- ing so loud that every body might hear them." At our second quarterly meeting, they prayed, sung, and shouted so loud, that our presiding elder became dissatisfied, and said that I ought to regulate them, for they were fanatical, and would bring re- proach upon the Church. I told him, " I wish to be excused;" that if he wished that work to be done, he would have to do it himself. On Sunday morn- ing we had our love-feast, and before we were half through, the presiding elder made as much noise as any man in the house. I heard no more complaint about noise during the whole year. I forgot to tell that, last year, we had a camp meet- ing on the circuit which resulted in great good — the quarterly meeting conference concluded to have an- other this year in the same place. And as there was a great complaint last year for want of accommoda- tions, there was a proposition to the quarterly confer- ence to keep a boarding-tent. This met with much 464 FIFTY TEAKS IN THE ITINERANCY. opposition from some of the oldest members of the circuit. The vote was taken and carried in the affirmative ; and William H. Rary was authorized to keep a respectable boarding-tent; he took special pains to prepare for the accommodation of gentlemen and ladies, but such was the malignity of the wicked that before the meeting commenced, they came in the night, tore down his tent, and burned part of it up. But Rary was not a man to be conquered — he re- paired his tent and governed it through the whole course of the meeting in a way that did honor to him- self and the Church. Although we had a stormy time, yet it wound up gloriously. In the beginning of this conference year I went to Pittsburg, and married Mrs. Anna Lee, and con- ducted her to the new parsonage in Groveport. My colleague and his family lived with us in the same house — the circuit not being able to procure another building. As the preachers loved one another, so did their wives. Although we were rather scarce of room, we lived together very agreeably. This was a year of hard toil and labor, for over and above all my ministerial duties, on the circuit, I had much to do for our schools. Worthington and Blendon, looked for my attention beside the Sab- bath schools — I also met with some things of an unpleasant nature ; but was enabled, through grace, to sustain myself. The year closed under the smiles of Heaven, the glory of God, and the prosperity of the circuit. DELAWARE. 465 Our conference met this year in Urbana. The spirit of education ran high throughout our bounds. We felt a laudable zeal to have all the people edu- cated in our growing state, both male and female. We were now convinced that we could no longer sustain Augusta College. The Kentucky conference having withdrawn her patronage, the whole burden " now devolved upon the Ohio conference. The insti- tution being in a slave state, our people felt no great zeal in keeping it up, and we were now on the look-out for a suitable site for a college within our bounds. At this conference the citizens of Delaware sent up a deputation to offer us the well-known Man- sion House, connected with the famous White Sulphur Springs, in the town of Delaware, on the condition that the conference would erect such an institution of learning as this great and flourishing country de- manded. This property had been purchased, by the citizens of Delaware, for ten thousand dollars. The conference entertained this proposition willingly, and sent on a committee immediately to examine the site, and report the result of their examination before our session closed. Dr. Elliott was the foreman of the committee, and he read the report ; he said the site was every way suitable — just such a one as the Church and country stood in need of. He gave us a description of the ground, the beautiful Sulphur Springs, and the en- virons of the place — he closed his report by say- 30 466 FIFTY' YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. ing that God had never made another place just like it. The conference then appointed a board of commis- sioners to close the contract between the citizens of Delaware, and the Ohio and North Ohio conferences. They met accordingly, called the citizens together, and told them the conference had accepted their offer. Dr. Elliott was the foreman of this board, and he told the citizens what the conference intended to do ; and I would like to record it here as near as possible, in his own words: "Gentlemen, the conference have accepted your offer, and will bind themselves to erect an institution of learning — and one of no ordinary grade — a college of a high order. Yes, gentlemen, we will bring New Haven here, even something greater than New Haven." This produced loud laughter, and a great many hearty amens. We closed the contract, and purchased another parcel of ground of Mr. Powel, which we thought necessary to make the college grounds complete. This contract was made in September, 1841. It was a new epoch in the Methodist Episcopal Church, in the great western valley ; and in fact, throughout these United States. Methodism has, for many years, . occupied a high ground in this country, but this insti- tution of learning gave her a still higher elevation. It is, in some respects, like the kingdom of heaven, which is compared to leaven hid in three measures of meal. We all know that leaven can not operate in frozen dough — neither can it operate when die pro- EDUCATION. 467 portion of meal is too great for the quantity of leaven ; but the great excellency of Methodism is — that she has a time for every thing, and does every thing punctually at the time. Useful learning could not be diffused, while the masses of the people were like frozen dough. The early pioneers of Methodism had prepared the hearts and minds of the people for these eventful days; and now the Church is extend- ing her sanctified learning throughout the whole United States. Evangelical preaching had warmed the hearts of the people which were some time like frozen dough, and now the leaven of religion and learning is operating gloriously. These are happy days for Methodism, notwithstanding the opinion of croakers, and false prophets, to the contrary. Every intellectual and honest man who attended our last General conference, at Indianapolis, and listened to the debates, will sustain me in this opinion. According to my limited abilities and circumstan- ces, I have done all within my power for this institu^ tion. I was present and took an active part in its origin, and have lived to witness its rise and progress, often with fearful anxiety. I was one of the trustees when the board was first organized, and I am sincere when I say that I was never associated with a more reliable body of men. It is true that some of the board grew weary and became discouraged at the most trying crisis and retired, but the majority was steady to their purpose; they resolved never to aban- don the enterprise till they had accomplished their 468 FIFTY YEAES IN THE ITINERANCY. laudable design. Thomas Orr, "Wilder Joy, Patrick G. Good, James Godman, Adam N. Riddle, Samuel Williams, John H. Power, Adam Poe, Leonard B. Gurley, David Young, Daniel Brush, and others, ought to be remembered with gratitude; they were all lovers of learning and religion. I engaged in this enter- prise with an eye single to the glory of God, and with a pure intention to do good to the present and follow- ing generations ; and whatever my hand found to do in this great work, I did with my might. Though frequently the whole concern appeared to me like a forlorn hope, yet I was never discouraged. I con- tinued to co-operate with the board till my health and strength failed. This institution is greatly indebted to Frederick Merrick and Uriah Heath. They are the men that raised the money. Their labor, indus- try, zeal, and success has no parallel in my recol- lection. The College is now well endowed; the grounds are highly improved; the College Chapel is the best I ever saw; the library will compare well with any in the country, when we consider the age of the institution; the library building is a fine house; the College is now blessed with an able board of trustees ; the faculty is a little superior to any one I have been acquainted with. They generally have between five and six hun- dred students there under intellectual, moral, and re- ligious training, and they are going out every year to spread science, literature, morality, and our holy religion throughout the lands of North America. RUSHVILLE-H. 0. SPENCER. 469 This is the Lord's doing, and it is marvelous in our eyes. I look back with pleasure on the years I have spent in helping to build up this institution. It casts a melancholy gloom over my mind when I think I-shall see that lovely spot no more ; but this is dis- persed by the thought that I shall soon go to the city that lieth foursquare. I was appointed this year to Rushville circuit, and moved my family from Groveport to the parsonage in Rushville. The Rev. Robert 0. Spencer was my pre- siding elder. He is well known, and his praise is in all the Churches — a man of good abilities, a pious Christian, an able minister of the New Testament, and an excellent Church officer. Andrew Carroll was my colleague. He is truly eloquent, and mighty in the Scriptures. We understood each other, and worked together to advantage. I had many peculiar advantages on the circuit, and one of the greatest was the society, counsel, .and ex- ample of a superannuated preacher, who lived in Rushville, by the name of Henry F. Fernandes. He was one of the salt of the earth, and a burning and shining light in his day. His amiable wife, also, is to to be remembered among the first of her sex. We had in our charge another worn-out preacher — Jacob Hooper. He was a wise counselor, a strong preacher, and, the best of all, an honest man. We had a, strong and sanctified officiary, at the head of whom was the far-famed Jacob Gaine. We had been pre- ceded by Martin Kellogg; and I must do him. justice 470 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. by saying lie left the circuit in good order. We went to work with our might. There was a revival influ- ence in all our congregations. The Lord was with us at all our quarterly meetings — an excellent revival in Rushville, also at Marsh's Chapel, Thornville, and Crossenville. We were sorry to find the temperance cause was on the decline. Some of our members had got to drink- ing drams. We found it necessary to remodel the society, and to adopt the Washingtonian pledge in place of the old one. We met with strong opposition at our. first meeting — many liked the old pledge the best. Their argument was, the Washingtonians were ultra. We debated the subject for several hours, and when we presented the Washingtonian pledge it was adopted, and eighty-four persons came forward and signed the pledge. Those in the opposition said that we had seriously injured the cause of temperance by this movement; that there was a society in this place of six hundred members, and out of them we had got but eighty-four, and the balance — five hundred and sixteen — would, in all probability, fall back into their former practice. We continued to hold our meetings, appointed agents to receive members, who were on the alert all the time, and were always ready to attend to all who applied for membership, and when the year closed there were fourteen hundred who had signed the Washingtonian pledge, and the cause of temper- ance has triumphed in all that region ever since. We closed our labors on this circuit with a most LONDON CIRCUIT — REVIVAL. 471 glorious camp meeting. Brother Carroll received a fresh baptism of the Holy Ghost. C. Brooks, T. A. G. Phillips, and W. P. Strickland came to our help. Our conference sat this year in Hamilton and Ross- ville, on the Great Miami, 1842. Bishop Morris appointed me to the London circuit. After the close of the conference I went down to Cincinnati, found my wife and daughter sick with chills and fever, made the best arrangement in my power for my afflicted family, and went on to my cir- cuit, which Was about seventy miles distant. My heart was heavy, but I remembered Lot's wife and dare Dot look behind. Zechariah Connell was my pre- siding elder, and William Sutton my colleague. I suppose they thought I could take care of myself, and they would say little to me. The work of the Lord soon began to revive in the town of London and other places. At our first quarterly meeting Z. Con- nell received a heavenly baptism, and was like a flaming herald the balance of the year. Brother Sutton was a very reliable man. We had several excellent preach- ers living on the circuit — brother Steele, brother China, brother Ebenezer Webster, and brother Jacob Martin — though much- afflicted and unJsle to do effect- ive work, his example and counsel was very useful. My coming on to the circuit was of great advantage to me, and I hope I was no disadvantage to it. I formed friendships that will be as lasting as eternity. James Foster, Stephen Moore, Isaac Moore, and Jo- seph Warner, and Sally Warner will never be forgot- 472 FIFTY TEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. ten by me. She was a mother in Israel, and one of the best friends I have met with in the house of my pilgrimage. I delivered my valedictory all round the circuit, and many tears were shed both by the preacher and the people. At this conference, they elected their delegates to the famous General conference, that was to meet in New York in 1844. We had rather a barren time. I did not hear of one soul being converted during the session. I was appointed to New Richmond circuit, which was within a few miles of my family. Michael Marlay was my presiding elder. He was an excellent man, had a correct view of moral justice in all its bearings and ramifications, treated the preachers on the district with great urbanity and brotherly kindness, and was a good theologian ; and his example, publicly, and privately, was worthy of imitation. W. H. Law- der was my colleague, who was the preacher in charge. He was a good preacher, and a pleasant colleague. We had as fine a body of local preachers on this circuit as I ever met with. Benjamin Lakin was then living in our midst, and these were some of his last days. He shone like a star of the first magnitude, and was truly^, primitive Gospel minister. He com- menced his itinerant career, in early life, in the state of Kentucky. In that part where he lived, the people dwelt in log-cabins, and their costume was that of the backwoodsmen and hunters. He lived and dressed like his neighbors; and used to go to meeting dressed in his hunting-shirt and moccasins. tAKIN — CONFERENCE. 4?3 When he was called upon to exhort, such was his thundering eloquence, that he astonished the congre- gations wherever he went. He entered the traveling connection while he was a young man, and traveled very extensively. He bore the toils and privations connected with an itinerant life for more than thirty years, and literally wore himself out. He took a superannuated relation to the conference. He pos- sessed his soul in great patience. Having no family of his own, he lived with his brother's children. Sometimes, his dividend would not be over twelve dollars in a year. He was ready to preach on all occasions, when his bodily strength would admit of it, was useful and acceptable till the last of his life, and died in the prospect of a blissful immortality. Andrew M'Lain, John M'Lain, William Nicholson, brother Daily, brother Shellcross, and brother Cal- houn were all useful local preachers on that circuit. The numerical strength was very great, numbering upward of fourteen hundred members. We had a year of success, and left the circuit in prosperity. Our conference met, this year, in Marietta. Bishop Waugh was our president; and Bishop Soule assisted him. The conference was very large, and nearly all the members seemed, in some degree, excited. We found it necessary, at an early hour, to attempt to define our position, and to know how we stood with regard to the plan of division. In order to ascertain this fact to our satisfaction, Rev. George W. Walker, William P. Strickland, and myself drew up a pream- •40 474 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINEKAKCY'. ble and resolutions, approving of what the General conference did in relation to Bishop Andrew, and, also, the general course which our own delegation pursued throughout the whole course of the General conference in New York. When the resolutions were read, it appeared to electrify Edmund W. Sehon and Dr. Latta. The venerable William Burke became clamorous. We could not speak to the resolutions. Both of the bishops appeared to throw all their influence against them. After the .first shock was over, the confer- ence became quiet. There were so many speakers anxious to get the floor, I resumed my seat. The question was debated with great warmth for several hours, when the vote was called for. The bishops appeared to be alarmed. Brother John F. Wright made a motion to refer the report to a committee of nine. I was appointed chairman of the committee. This was a plan to stave it off, that we might have more time for reflection. The preamble and resolutions met with great oppo- sition in the committee, but were finally reported back to the conference, by a vote of seven to two. It was taken up again in the conference, and both the preamble and resolutions passed triumphantly. The Bouthern brethren saw that we were men of decision, and that we had understandingly defined our position in relation to slavery, and that we were determined to keep it. By the blessing of a merciful Providence, we occupy the same ground to this day. I was never NORTH BEND-GEN. HARRISON. 475 a rabid abolitionist, yet I am antislavery, to all ; ntents and purposes ; and, like the great founder of Meth- odism, Rev. John Wesley, I regard slavery as the sum of all villainies. This was a tedious conference, but we closed up our business in the best manner we could, and took our departure to our several fields of labor. I was appointed to North Bend circuit, which lay near Cin- cinnati. Our presiding elder was Zechariah Connell; Joseph A. Reeder was my colleague. He was sorely afflicted with inflammatory rheumatism, and could do but little. We found the circuit in a low condition. We went to work as usual, but had very little help from local preachers on the circuit. Bishop Morris, Bishop Hamline, Dr. Elliott, and brother Mitchell assisted ail they could, conveniently. They gave a new impetus to the Lord's work within our bounds. This circuit lay on what might be called placid ground. North Bend was one of the oldest towns in Ohio, and was the residence of the celebrated General Harrison. His residence was called a "log-cabin;" and it was one, and a very pretty one, too. The scenery and shrubbery around that place were truly lovely. Mrs. Harrison was an honor to her husband, her father and mother, to her children, and to the Church of Christ. I have spent many happy hours in looking at the resting-place of the noble General Harrison. I often visited the home of his amiable •widow, and of the pious, intelligent young widow of his son Benjamin. I was always received cordially. 476 FIFTY TEARS IN THE ITINEHANCY. Cleve Symmes was the father-in-law of Harrison. He had lived within about two miles of Harrison's, in a little town now called after his given name. I found here some fine families — brother Samuel Brown, Mr. Rittenhouse, his brother-in-law, sister Hall, sister Rit- tenhouse, brother Biddle and family, brother Green and family, brother Matson and family, brother Moore and family, brother Woolley, and many others, whom I do not now recollect, who were really and truly the excellent of the earth, and all lived on our circuit. I had many things to contend with that were hard to control. Methodism had once flourished extensively in this country, but was now on the decline. Some of the villages the preachers had abandoned alto- gether, and many of the Church members had become worldly-minded, and prone to find fault with their ministers, and had very little fellowship among them- selves; many families were like the Jews and Samari- tans, having no dealings together. Yet, notwithstand- ing, we had some revival on different parts of the circuit, particularly in the town of Cheviot, Cleve- town and Rittenhouse-hill. We closed our labors on this circuit with a camp meeting — some little good was done. My family still lived in Cincinnati. " As iron sharpeneth iron, so doth the countenance of a man his friend." E. Thomson, John T. Mitchell, L. Swormstedt, T. A. Morris, L. L. Hamline, and C. Elliott, took a partic- ular interest in my welfare, and in that of my family, and were a great advantage to us. SOULE AND THE OHIO CONFERENCE. 477 CHAPTER XXXV. MARIETTA DISTRICT — 184 5-1848. The conference met this year, 1845, in Cincinnati; Bishop Hamline, President. Many of the preachers had dreaded going there — thought there were lions in the way. Bishop Soule had declared his intention to go to the Southern Church, but had not formally left the Methodist Episcopal Church as yet. He was expeeted to attend the conference. Hamline was a young Bishop, and Soule an old, experienced superin- tendent. He was long-headed, and we trembled for the safety of the conference. A number of the min- isters were under southern influence and intended to go South ; some said Bishop Soule would take the chair; others thought he would not dare to do it; some thought Hamline would not suffer it to be done ; but others were of the opinion that he would yield to Bishop Soule. The morning arrived, when it was expected he would take his seat as President of the Ohio conference. The preachers collected early in the yard, but would not enter the house till they knew whether he would take the chair or not. If he did, they determined to retire and break the quorum, so that the conference could not do business. About the time that the Bishop made his appear- 478 FIFTY YEARS IN Tilt ITINERANCY. ance, Pinley walked up, and urged all the preachers to go into the conference-room. They objected, and said Bishop Soule was going t;o preside. Finley told them he would not preside. The reply was, " Yes, he will — he has just gone into the house. Hardline will give way to him — and there is no one that will have courage enough to oppose him." Sure enough he took the chair with great boldness, looked round with much dignity, as he used to do, upon the confer- ence. After prayers there was a preamble and reso- lution read, setting forth the illegality of his presiding in the conference of the Methodist Episcopal Church, after having declared his ' intention to unite with another Church — and respectfully requesting him to leave the chair. Some brother, T suppose under the Bishop's influence, brought up a small item of busi- ness, wishing it to be acted upon before the vote was taken — supposing that if he put the question and then pronounced the vote, that would establish his author- ity to preside. Finley was wide awake ; Young sprang to his feet, and entered his solemn protest against one item being acted upon, till the vote was taken upon the foregoing resolutions. Bishop Hamline arose, and called David Young to the chair — David would not obey him. He then called Jacob Young. Many cried out, " That would not be in order." Hamline then called brother Quinn to the chair. Brother Burke commenced a big speech, and four or five other speakers were on the floor. Brother Quinn could not preserve order. THE DECISION. 479 Ilamline came walking back toward the chair cry- ing, " Order! order !" upon the top of his voice. Poor old brother Quinn got up out of the chair, quick enough. The Bishop then remarked that we were all out of order. He requested brother Burke to take his seat, and we all became calm. He then addressed us in a very clear and lucid manner, on the position the two Churches now occupied. "Now," said he, " none of these remarks have any reference to Bishop Soule." Thereupon he commenced again by say- ing, "The following remarks have particular refer- ence to Bishop Soule, and Bishop Soule alone." He showed in a few words the position Bishop Soule then occupied, and resumed his seat. The vote was then taken on the resolutions, and by an almost unanimous vote he was requested to leave the chair. Bishop Soule remained in his seat a few minutes, then quietly retired, and we saw him no more during our session. During the conference Dr. Latta made a long speech, and was responded to by brother Moody — much learned dust involved the combatants — both claimed truth — but I will not say the truth claimed them. This was an important and interesting conference — there was a vast amount of business done in a short time, and as far as came under my observation, done according to the Discipline of the Methodist Epis- copal Church. I was appointed to Marietta district. I located my family in the town of Athens. I then went on to my district, and- whatsoever my hand found to do, did it with my might. 480 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. My first quarterly meeting was held in Marietta. Brother E. V. Bing and Jos. T. Lewis were stationed in that place. They were preaching like evangelists. The Church was prospering. We had a good time — the mourners' bench was crowded every night during the meeting, and a goodly number were converted. These men were good ministers of the Lord Jesus Christ. Lewis was a very superior young man. As a pulpit orator, I never knew his superior, for one of his age. But by a mysterious Providence he was called away in his youth. His early death was uni- versally lamented by friends, and the Church sus- tained a great loss. From Marietta I went on to Barlow circuit, found it in a prosperous state. Arza Brown and John W. Fowble were their preachers ; they stood high in the confidence and affections of the people with whom they labored. From this place I went to Coolville circuit. Andrew Murphy and Richard Pitzer traveled there. Murphy was not a man of the first order of talents, but was an excellent, every-day, practical preacher. Pitzer was a young man who had just entered the ministry ; he had taken some pains to improve his mind, and had considerable native talent. His zeal reminded me of Dr. Coke's definition of zeal — love kindled into a flame. He was a pleasant companion wherever he went. From this place I went to Pomeroy; found the circuit a little below zero. Joseph Brown traveled BONTICUE, DILLON, ETC. 481 there. He was moving along with his usual speed. From thence I went to Chester circuit, and found it in a pretty bad condition. Orville Shelton and Charles EL Warren were there. They were somewhat dis- couraged — both good, experimental, and practical preachers. They held on their heavenly way, and the Lord blessed their labors. From Letart Falls I went on to Athens circuit. Brother J. C. Bontecou, and brother Isaac Dillon were traveling there. Brother Bontecou was a man of fine preaching talents — but was not successful that year. Brother Dillon was a very promising young man — a good scholar, and a very good preacher, for one of his age. From Athens I went on to M'Arthurstown cir- cuit, and found it in a state of great prosperity. James M'Cutchen and Andrew Dixon traveled there. M'Cutchen was a sprightly preacher, talented and useful — brother Dixon a patient, long-suffering, and good man. From here I went on to Mount Pleasant, and found the circuit prospering, but no preacher on it. The Kev. John C. Havens had been sent there, but was taken sick, and did not go on. I had to look for some one to supply his place, and another to fill the vacancy, for the Bishop had sent but one preacher there, and it needed the labor of two men. I pro- cured a young man by the name of Wesley Tibbets, and gave him the charge, and another young man by the name of Charles H. Lawton, to be his colleague. They went right into the work, and the Lord honored them publicly and privately. 31 482 FIFTY TbARS IN THE ITINERANCY. I found Tibbets to be a strong man. I will give one specimen that will serve for the whole. He ap- pointed a protracted meeting at one of his preaching- places — he held it thirty days — preached one sermon every day, and held prayer meeting at night — he had no preacher to help him, but his meeting resulted in the conversion of fifty or sixty souls. Lawton was a pleasant young man and a very acceptable preacher. This was the best year that Mount Pleasant ever enjoyed. From this circuit I went to Logan circuit, and found it flourishing like a green olive-tree, in a well- watered garden, under the faithful labors of James B. Austin, who was truly a faithful . minister — he was successful wherever he went. From Logan I went to Deavertown circuit, and found it prospering, with J. T. Holliday alone. I soon found a young man by the name of Wilson to help him. Holliday was known to be an excellent man, and generally useful to the people of his charge. Wilson had some talent, and was generally useful. From this place I rode to Amesville, and found brother Metealf laboring alone. I had now finished my first round of quarterly meetings on Marietta district. My strength had been increased. I felt that I was in my right place. All the circuits and stations appeared to smile upon me. The people and preachers received me kin ly where ever I went. In this manner I spent the first year on that delightful district. Our quarterly and pro- TIMES 01^ PROSPERITY. 483 » fcracted meetings were seasons of gracious revival throughout our bounds. It is true that some things transpired, occasionally, that marred our peace, but they were soon over, and it flowed on again as a river. Those joyful days will never be forgotten by me, in time or in eternity. I commenced my second round early in the win- ter — found the good work increasing in Marietta and Harniar. Brother Joseph T. Lewis was engaged in delivering a course of lectures on civil and ecclesias- tical history: those lectures were well received, and brought together large congregations. The Lord's work was still reviving in Barlow. Brother Brown's health was very poor — he was faint, yet pursuing. Every thing was flaming on Coolville. The preachers worked in harmony, and God blessed them. Chester circuit had changed for . the better. Pomeroy was much the same. M'Arthurstown was still prospering, and the Lord was doing wonders on Mount Pleasant. They had there an unusual increase within the last three months. There was no material change on Logan — dull times in Athens and Amesville — Deav- ertown still prospering. I returned home — sat down in my own little habitation, and reviewed my second round of quarterly meetings with great delight. I commenced my third round in the name of the Lord of hosts. My soul was happy. Every thing went on smooth and easy all around the district. The preachers were mostly in good health — working hard and pretty successfully ; and proved the truth of the 484 FIFTY TEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. saying of David, " Behold, how good and how pleas- ant it is for brethren to dwell together in unity." I closed the third round in good health, and happy in my own mind. This year I attended conference at Piqua. Bishop Morris was our president. We had a very agreeable conference, and were able to make a good report of all the preachers, showing a considerable increase on the district. I was reappointed to- the Marietta dis- trict. Uriah Heath was sent to Marietta, to the acceptance of the people ; Daniel D. Mather was sent to Barlow. They were excellent preachers. They worked together like two brothers, and the Lord blessed their labors. Abraham Cartlitch was in Ames- ville, a good and useful man ; Deavertown, James Gurley — he had excellent preaching talents. Levi Munsell was a very good man and made good improve- ment as a preacher. Logan, this year, had John Dil- lon and John C. Havens. Brother Dillon was a man of strong mind, well improved by education. His legal knowledge was a .great advantage to him. He was a good man and a good preacher. Brother Havens was a pious man, with a great gift to pray and exhort, and was one of the sweet singers of Israel. At M'Arthurstown, Andrew Dixon, a pattern of patience and brotherly kindness. At Athens station was Ezra Boring. He had enjoyed considerable literary and scientific advantages, was a man of piety, with preach- ing abilities about par, and a sociable and companion- able spirit. He had a prosperous year in the station. COLUMBUS CONFERENCE, 1847. 485 This was another prosperous year on the district, but not quite equal to last year. My health and strength held out well through the year. Conference met this year — 1847 — in Columbus ; Bishop Janes was our president. Our conference was large, had a vast amount of business to do, and the cabinet had to work night and day. At this time our delegates were elected to the General conference, to be held in Pittsburg in 1848 : James B. Finley, John F. Wright, Joseph- M. Trimble, Charles Elliott, John Stewart, Jacob Young, Joseph S. Tomlinson, G. W. Walker, and W. Herr. Our conference held its session in the Presbyterian church, and was treated with great Christian kindness. We had comfortable places for all our members — had many visitors, among whom was the far-famed Dr. Bond, and our much-lamented Henry Pitman, Mr. John Armstrong, and others equally as respectable, which made our conference highly interesting to me. As we had to raise a large amount of money for vari- ous purposes, the preachers were so drained that some of them had to borrow to get home. This conference was rendered a lasting blessing to the city of Columbus, especially the pulpit labors of the Lord's ministers. Truly the word had free course and was glorified. Here I will insert an explanatory note. I think it is called for at this time. When I was quite a young man I became deeply convinced of the impropriety of chewing or smoking tobacco. First, it has a bad 486 FIFTY TEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. influence on health, and I believe that many shorten their lives by this pernicious practice, and they die as the fool dieth; for their hands 'were not bound with fetters, neither was their feet made fast in the stocks. It is, secondly, injurious to decency and cleanliness. Thirdly. It has a bad influence on manners. I wish now to relate a circumstance to sustain a part of what I have said on the subject. The Pres- byterians politely offered us the First Presbyterian church in the city, and the house was put in the best order possible — fine carpets, pews well . cushioned, etc. Although our preachers are all gentlemen, or ought to be, the use of this nauseous weed had so blunted their sense of propriety that I apprehend they both chewed and smoked tobacco in that line house; for when the sexton came to clean the house he found quids of tobacco and half-burnt segars un- der the seats; so that if they did not smoke in the house, they must have been pretty near the door. I was reappointed to the same district; went home and moved my family from Athens to Harmar, at the mouth of the Muskingum, opposite Marietta, where I held my first quarterly meeting. The station was not divided. The Rev. William Young was their preacher this year. His work was hard and laborious, but still we had a good increase in the membership. My work was hard through the cold winter, and in the spring I had to leave for the General conference. This was the seventh that I had attended. I went under a heavy burden, feeling an awful responsibility resting DISTINGUISHED VISITORS. 487 upon me, knowing the best interests of the Methodist Episcopal Church were now in jeopardy, and her future prosperity depended much on the doings of this conference. It will be remembered that this was the first time we had met in this capacity after the unhappy division; The Methodist Church and the Southern Church took a lively interest in all our doings, and it was not to be wondered at, for the pros- perity of both Churches was closely connected in the doings of this General conference. We had some very talented men there, and the strength of the Southern Church — Bishop Soule, Dr. Early, Dr. Pierce, Dr. Lee, Dr. Bascom, and Dr. Parsons. Dr. Dixon was present from the British conference. He appeared to be a man of deep-toned, heaven-born , piety — acquitted himself with dignity and propriety, both in the pulpit and on the floor of the conference. His sermons were of a high order. He was prompt on all occasions in answering important questions, and to give important information, when called upon, with a clear head and a warm heart. I will give one speci- men of his ability to answer questions satisfactorily, and that will illustrate his general course. The Rev. James Porter, of the New England conference; asked him how the names of colored persons were entered on class-papers, and whether they were recorded with white people or by themselves. The Doctor replied, " If that brother had been as well acquainted with old England as he ought to have been, he never would have asked that question, for there are very few col- 488 FIFTY FEARS IN THE ITIHERANCY. ored people belonging to the Methodists in old Eng- land. In the course of my life I have seen one. I was once called upon to meet a class, and while I was passing through the class-room there rose up before me a fine-looking colored man. I asked him where he was from. He answered that he was from Amer- >ca. I asked him how he came here. He replied, ' I run away.' ' What ! run away from your master ?' ' Yes, I did.' ' Well, don't you think that was wrong?' ' No, sir, the wrong was on the other side.' So the conversation ended." The Doctor told the conference he had no sympathy with slavery ; but it was evident he sympathized deeply with the good men in the Southern Church, who were involved in that great national evil. I be- lieve he regarded it as a misfortune more than a crime ; but in this I may be mistaken. I shall not attempt to give a history of what was done at this General conference, for two obvious reasons. First, I have not the ability to do the subject justice. Sec- ondly, it has been already done by those that were well qualified to do it. Suffice it to say, we traveled through the whole multiplied business in a little more than one short month, and, in my humble opinion, doing some things right and others wrong. But wher- ever they erred, it was in the head, not in the heart; for I speak advisedly when I say, that I never saw a purer body of men assembled in General conference or any other. The bishops looked and acted like apostolic men divinely inspired. HEDDING— ARRIVAL HOME. 489 That was the last time the venerable Hedding ever presided on such an occasion. Although gone to heaven, he is not forgotten upon earth. Though he left but few books behind him, his name and his character are inscribed on the memory and in the hearts of the ministers and members of the Methodist Episcopal Church. Many generations will pass away before Bishop Hedding will be forgotten. Conference being over, I left the city of Pittsburg on a beautiful boat called the Brilliant. . Several of our brethren were our company. I was soon landed at my own habitation in Point Harmar. I was a happy man ; the vast unbounded prospect lay before me, and there was neither shadow, doubt, or dark ness resting upon it. I expected to preach God's holy word a" few years longer and then go where I should see the King in his beauty, and behold the land that was very far off, where all our strife and toils would be over. I performed two entire rounds on the district, after my return from the General conference ; nothing, how- ever, very peculiar took place. Our meetings were interesting, but not equal to those of the two pre- ceding years. I closed my business, and went to conference, which met in Newark. Bishop Hamline was our president. I was able to make a favorable report of the district. The preachers reported a good increase in nearly all the circuits and stations. Newark was in the midst of a revival at this time. Our conference opened under very propitious cir- 490 FIFTY TEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. cumstances — every thing was prospering within our bounds. Our literary institutions were all flourishing, with the exception of the Ohio Wesleyan University ; and that was greatly embarrassed for want of funds. The professors had exhausted their means, and the board had no funds to reimburse them. I advocated a proposition to use some of the permanent funds, rather than let the institution be suspended. The Bishop opposed me with all his energy, said we had better suspend the institution forever, than lay hands on the permanent funds. I was persuaded that I was right, and he was wrong ; for I was well satis- fied in my own mind, that if it was once suspended it was about ruin to the institution. The result proved that I was right in the matter. The debt has long since been paid off, and the college is well endowed, and its real value not less than two hundred thousand dollars — had it been suspended at that time, it would have long since been defunct. I have always been decidedly opposed to trustees using permanent funds for current expenses; but, like many other good rules, it has its exceptions. Our Sunday schools had done extremely well this year. The missionary spirit ran high, as was mani- fest by the collections that were made. The good cause of temperance was rapidly on the advance. The restoration of Wesley's rule, on ardent spirits, gave a fresh impetus to the temperance movement. Strong men were engaged in the cause, and were putting forth their best efforts. REAPPOINTMENT. 491 We had a very agreeable session. At the close, I was reappointed to Marietta district. Ezra Boring was sent to the station, and William H. Sutherland to Harmar. These brethren had been stationed in Athens one year apiece — Boring first, and Suther- land following him. They were good men and good preachers — a little like Saul and Jonathan, very pleasant and lovely in life. There was not much change in the district. James Given was sent to Barlow. He was a graduate of Marietta College, and from what I heard, ought to have had the first honors. His education, good sense, piety, and talents, will always be a recom- mendation for him. T. D. Crow was sent to Athens station, a man of piety and very good sense, who, like a Spanish mill dollar, grew brighter from use. This was a year of some prosperity on the district. All things moved on in the ordinary course. One thing might be saicl, a large majority of our members were strongly attached to Methodist doctrine and discipline. The time was now approaching when I must take my leave of this beloved district. I had so long wandered in this hilly country, that the high hills and deep ravines had become pleasant to me. After an absence of two or three months, they were like an old acquaintance, and I was glad to see them again. I was sent into this country in 1804, and I am here in 1848 — forty-four years seems like a few days. " 0, swift winged time, how rapid is thy flight!" I was sorry to part with them; peace and 492 FIFTY TEARS IN THE ITINE.RANCY. harmony prevailed in all our circuits and stations. I bade them along, and, as I expected, a last farewell, mounted my horse, and rode away to conference: dropped a few tears, but dried them soon. I had so long been accustomed to parting with - near and dear friends, that the cross had become light. ZANESVILLE DISTRICT. 493 CHAPTER XXXVI. ZANESVILLE DISTRICT — 1849-1852. We met this year in Dayton; Bishop Waugh was our president. The Governor of our state had appointed a day of fasting; and as several of our members had died, it was thought best to blend the sermon for fast-day and the funeral sermon into one. I was appointed to preach the sermon, and brother Finley followed in exhortation — many tears were shed. The conference passed through her ordinary busi- ness in the common way, and I was appointed to Zanesville district. My first quarterly meeting was in Newark. Boring was in the Western charge, and J. Dillon in the Eastern. We found the Church in a prosperous condition, especially in the Western charge. The quarterly meeting at the Eastern charge was not quite so interesting,' but passed off pretty well. I went from there on to Irville circuit ; brothers Lybrand and Longman were their preachers — two dignified, sober-minded, exemplary men, and pretty good Methodist preachers. Soon after I started for Zanesville, and, arriving safely, found Rev. Asbury Lowrey and Rev. Granville 494 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. Moody in the two stations. Our quarterly meetings were lively and profitable, especially in Seventh- Street. A. Lowrey is a man governed by very cor- rect principles, a good theologian, a fine scholar, a superior preacher, very companionable, and a faith- ful, confiding friend. Brother Moody is a man of superior talents, well skilled in human nature, a good theologian, first-rate historian, and, withal, an elo- quent orator. Although a little eccentric in his movements, he generally comes out about right. From here I crossed over the Muskingum to Putnam ; found brother B. W. Spahr in charge of the station — a man of talents and reading; and, if he is faithful to God, will prove a useful minister of the New Testament. The next appointment was Rehoboth circuit, which was prospering, under the labors of E. V. Bing, be- fore mentioned, and Joseph Creighton. The last- named brother is an eloquent man, mighty in the Scriptures, and is well calculated to be a useful Meth- odist preacher. There were three preachers here. The other was George Brush. Nature had done much for this young man, and he had received a fine education. If he continues' to be pious and humble, he will make a useful minister in the Church. When the preachers came on from conference, they found the circuit in a languid state, more so than I had known it for many years. An attempt had been made, by some of the influential men in the southern part of the county, to remove the seat of justice from PROSPERITY. 495 Somerset to Lexington. This met with strong oppo- sition, and created feelings bordering on a civil war TJie two contending parties took their position, each determined not to yield. The members of the Meth- odist Church took part in this unhappy controversy, and had become very hostile one to another, which had a withering influence on the prosperity of the Church. This dispute had come to maturity at the commencement of this conference year. But God, who always takes care of his own Church, in his own due time, sent the right kind of men to that circuit at this critical period. Bing was an excel- lent disciplinarian, Creighton a man of eloquence, and Brush a learned man. They soon gained the attention of the whole region, and, by the breath of faithful prayer, powerful preaching, and holy living, cooled the glowing coals of strife. The revival com- menced at our first quarterly meeting, and went on. without intermission, through the entire conference year. Rushville circuit I found in a bad condition, owing to financial difficulties in which some of the brethren had become involved. Brothers Webster and Fitch were here. From thence I went on to Hebron circuit. Brother Chase and brother Pitzer were traveling that circuit. Brother Chase was a good preacher, and an excellent man. His labors were blessed in almost every place where he was stationed. We had a fine quarterly meeting. There was a revival in progress. From hence I went to Granville circuit. The Rev. 496 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. A. Alexander and Samuel Bright were here. Alex- ander is a good man, an able minister, and an excel- lent administrator of Discipline. Brother Bright wa.s a young man, of good abilities, studious, zealous, and industrious. On Asbury circuit, we had A. M. Lorrain and San- ford Haines, both worthy men and good preachers, but they had no special revival through the year. On Roseville circuit, we had Stephen M. Merrill. Brother Merrill was a man of rather extraordinary preaching abilities, sober, truthful, and pious. We had a good year on that circuit. My second round commenced in Newark. A good work was in progress, and many souls were converted during our quarterly meeting. I then went on to Irville. The ice was broken, the brethren were look- ing up, and were expecting an extensive revival, in which they were not disappointed. In Zanesville, a glorious work was in progress in the Seventh-Street charge. The prospects were brightening in Putnam, in Rehoboth still more powerfully, Rushville was im- proving, and a great and good work was going on in Hebron. The third round was much like the second. Peace and harmony prevailed in almost every part of the work ; the preachers were working hard, and God was blessing them and tho people. Nothing very extraordinary took place on the fourth round, and we closed with a camp meeting. It was a pleasant year to my own soul, and a profit- PEW DISCUSSION. 497 able one to the district. The preachers reported an increase of eighteen hundred members. I shall long review, with great delight, the labors, peace, and joy of this year of my eventful life. The conference was to meet in Chillicothe. It was an unpleasant time to me. My mind was greatly embarrassed, and I had not the spirit of preachings At this conference, there was a great discussion on 'the subject of pews and promiscuous sittings in our con- gregations. I had no part in introducing this contro- versy, and wished to have nothing to do with it ; but I was involuntarily thrown into the arena, which caused "me to have many sleepless nights, and great anxiety for the result. The battle was long and hard. The bishops conducted the business of the conference with great propriety, and protected all the speakers, on both sides of the debate, in a manly and gentlemanly manner. The pew-men were plainly beaten by hard arguments and soft words. This debate being over, the conference resumed a better state of feeling, and the business went on with harmony. The German work had grown rapidly on our hands, which, together with the English, made a very un- wieldy conference. Our beloved Bishops Morris and Janes were likely to break down under the burden. They had to sit nearly all day in conference, and to meet the cabinet at night. They dispatched business rapidly, and in the right spirit and manner. Good bishops are a great acquisition to a Church. The time arrived when we were to receive our ap- 32 498 FIFTY TEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. pointments, or disappointments, as the ease might be. The rolls were read, and we left the conference-room. I was reappointed to the Zanesville district. There were some small alterations. Stephen Frampton was put on the Deavertown circuit. He was an excellent- young man and a good preacher. .. Upon the whole, this was another pleasant and prosperous year, but was not quite equal to the last. My health began to fail in December, by sleeping in a cold, damp room, without much covering on the bed. I took a desperate cold, and have never en- tirely recovered. This was a very cold winter. My cold was frequently renewed, and fell on my lungs, which produced a disagreeable hoarseness. Since that time, I have never been able to labor at the mourners' bench. This was the first year that 1 began to feel that I was an old man. My strength failed, and, for the want of a plentiful flow of animal spirits, clear indications were given me that my min- isterial labors were approximating to a final close. Our conference met, this year, in Springfield; Bishop Morris was our president. ■ At an early day, the pew question and promiscuous .sitting came up again. The advocates for these measures came pre- pared for another strong debate, and were gratified, to their heart's content. They were glad to closo the argument ; for they were men of sense, and saw thai they were worsted in the debate. The conference stood firmly opposed to pews, or promiscuous sittings, in any of our churches. TKIMBLE- WEST — HARVEY. 499 This was the eighth time that I had been elected to General conference. I am frank to confess, that it was highly gratifying to me to have the confidence and affection of these godly men. I was reappointed to the Zanesville district, and entered my field of labor as soon as I could possibly reach it. Unfortunately for me I fell from my horse, by which I came very near losing my life. I was confined a number of days before I was able to travel to my appointment. My health was very feeble. There were some few changes on the district. Joseph M. Trimble was at Seventh-Street charge, Zanesville. I might say many things in favor of this excellent man, who is a scholar, a gentleman, a Christian, and an able minister. On Irville circuit was George W. West, the son of one of my early colleagues, the Rev. John West, who, for prudence and sound wisdom, equaled any col- league I ever had. His son George was very much like his father. On Roseville circuit was the pious, zealous, and useful Samuel Harvey. The preachers were well, and the good-work went on with increasing energy — my health was greatly improved during this round. Although the weather was exceeding cold, we had some powerful quarterly meetings. The winter passed off, and spring came pleasantly. The time had come for us to make ready for our General conference in Boston. My health was not restored — my eyes at times very dim. I felt strongly inclined to stay at 500 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. home, and not go to the conference — and had it not been for the counsel and influence of my excellent friends, I should not have gone. After a journey of some peril, we reached Boston, the city of wonders, by way of Baltimore, Philadelphia, and New York. Bishop Janes proved himself to be not only a gentle- man, but a friend in this strange city. He, did not leave us till we were safely conducted to our boarding- house. Our host and hostess was our aged brother and sis- ter Marsh. They received us kindly. They were sanctified Christians, and would compare well with any old couple I ever had seen. In early life they were very active, had accumulated a fine fortune and were now enjoying it — we spent our time agreeably. Boston is a very inviting place. It was laid off with much taste. There was at first a great want of regularity in the streets and alleys, but notwithstand- ing this defect, it was the handsomest city I ever saw. The first thing that struck my attention, was its cleanness — not a single hog or cow was to be seen all the time I was there, and very few dogs. The horse- stables were cleaner than some dwellings in towns I have visited. Boston Common can not be excelled in beauty. There is more taste displayed in the envi- rons, than in the city itself. The General conference held its session in Brom- field-Street church, a very commodious edifice, hand- somely finished — pulpit and altar were beautifully ornamented. GENERAL CONFERENCE, 1852. 501 On the first day of May, 1852, Bishop Waugh opened the conference by reading the Scriptures, singing an.d prayer. The conference was then called to order, and the bishops took their seats — all fine- looking men. A sad change had taken place in our Episcopacy since the preceding General confer- ence. Bishop Hedding was not there with his dig- nified countenance — full of wisdom and of the Holy Ghost ; Bishop Hamline, one of the ornaments of our Episcopacy, was not present. The bishops appeared like children who had lost their father. This conference made an imposing appearance — there was certainly a great amount of talent and vital piety on that floor. After the preliminary arrangements were made, it fell to my lot to be placed an the Episcopal committee. The first two or three days passed off pleasantly. We felt a great responsibility resting upon us. The grave counte- nances of those men of God showed they were think- ing and acting with an eye to the glory of God — though they had different views on many subjects which came before them, they were laboring for the good of the whole Church. The committee on the Episcopacy made their report. One item in that report set forth the ne- cessity of strengthening the Episcopacy by electing three more bishops. Bishop Hedding had deceased, Bishop Hamline had resigned, which left only three, and the committee thought they were not able to do the work — their field of labor having become very 502 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. large, and in that large field a vast amount of labor was to be done. The conferences had become numer- ous, and some of them unwieldy. Foreign and do- mestic missions had been multiplied, and every one of them demanded the attention of the bishops. All the institutions of learning, with the Sabbath schools, were under their supervision. In view of all these interesting and important facts, the committee recom- mended three additional bishops. There was a motion made to strike out three, and put in five — one for Africa, and one for California. The one for Africa not to be a general superintendent, but confine his labors to the Liberian mission. This amendment was finally rejected — and the conference amended the report by adding four, instead of three, and accord- ingly, Scott, Simpson, Baker, and Ames were ^elected, ordained, and set apart for this high and holy office. I thought then, and I think now, that the confer- ence made a wise and happy choice ; and my prayer is that these godly men may live long, turn thousands to righteousness, and in the kingdom of glory shine like stars forever and ever. Much time was spent in electing book agents, editors, etc. The conference proceeded with great caution, and I believe made an excellent selection to fill these offices. There was a great deal of business done, and the most of it, we trust, met with the divine approbation. After spending one pleasant month, our conference closed, in great harmony. We took the cars for Albany. We had formed some POSITION OF OHIO CONFERENCE. 503 agreeable acquaintances, and found some relations in the city of Boston. The Bo'stonians excel all the people I ever knew for true Christian politeness. We became so much attached to our sociable, and respect- able friends, that we were sorry to part with them. How solemn was the morning when we left our board- ing-house, and took leave of our friends at the depot, expecting to meet them no more, till in that world where adieus and farewells are unknown. We met with some little trouble at Albany, but all was made right the next day. From Albany we went on to Schenectady — from there to Mr. Ford's, where we met our beloved friends, Bishop Hamline and his wife — sorry to find our dear brother still sorely afflicted. He had forwarded his resignation to the conference at Boston ; and, with reluctance, they had accepted it. He took his place among the elders, in the old Ohio conference. Before I dismiss the General conference, at Boston, I wish to submit a few remarks in allusion to one of the cases of appeal which were brought before that body. I refer to the appeal of Rev. J. S. Inskip from a judgment of the Ohio conference. I think that the course the Ohio conference pursued, in opposition to pewing our churches, or promiscuous sittings in our congregations, was not understood by the General conference in Boston, or if understood, misrepre- sented, by speeches and arguments offered on the floor of the General conference. It was often clearly indicated, that the Ohio conference had interfered 504 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY with the bishops' prerogative in appointing preachers to circuits and stations, especially and particularly to Union Chapel, in Cincinnati. Now this charge I deny, in the most positive terms; and would further say, that the Ohio conference ever has been, and is now, and I hope ever will be, firm Methodist Episco- palians. They think the appointing power is now in the righb hands, and they wish it to remain there. But while the Ohio conference cheerfully submits to the bishops' appointing power, it promptly and will- ingly obeys the laws eDacted, and the advice given, by the General conference. The General conference had commanded all the annual conferences to use their influence to prevent churches being built with pews — and 1;o try to make those free that were built with pews — and at the same time told the conference, that there was no exception to the rule, " Let the men and women sit apart." This command — or if you please, advice, had been reiterated every four years; and the Ohio conference from her first organiza- tion had cheerfully, with glad hearts and willing minds, obeyed the dictates of the General conference in these particulars as well as in every thing else ; and we have always kept our seats free, and the men and women sitting apart in accordance with primitive Methodism. Brother Hamline spoke of his resignation with pleasure — for he said he could not fill the office of a bishop, in the present condition of his health, and he did not wish to embarrass the Episcopacy. His soul RETURN — DECLINING HEALTH. 505 was happy. We spent a 'day or two very pleasantly, and to our mutual benefit. From this place we went on to Rochester, from thence to Parma Center, tarried a few days with our beloved brother in the flesh, Rev. John P. Kent, a reliable and valuable friend, with whom I had taken sweet counsel in days of other years. It is probable that when I left his house I parted with him for the last time. From this place we went on to Buffalo City ; here I left my wife with some of her relatives. She wished to take the overland route to Cleveland, to visit her friends, while I took passage on a steamboat. From Cleveland I took the cars for Columbus, and from thence went on to my field of labor. I found the dis- trict, in general, in a state of prosperity. Some things had taken place during my absence rather annoying — but we ought to bear particular adver- sities patiently, when we enjoy general prosperity. I held two rounds of quarterly meetings after my return from Boston. I was preparing to take final leave of traveling of districts. I felt myself failing in both body and mind, and resolved if I took another appointment it should be a circuit, where the responsi- bility would not be so great. I had spent twenty -five years of my long life a presiding elder ; and, during these years, I have seen Zion going forth as bright- ness, and the salvation thereof as a lamp that bumeth. f)06 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. CHAPTER XXXVII. GROVEPORT, PICKERINGTON, CHESTER, ANT) REHOBOTH CIRCUITS — 1852-1856. Our conference met this year, 1852, in Zanesville Bishop Janes was our president at this conference. This was the first time we had met after being divided from the Cincinnati conference. The General con- ference had complied with our request, fixed our boundaries, and had given us a very meek and pleasant conference. We still retained the ancient name of the Ohio conference. The conference opened at the appointed time, Bishop Janes in the chair. The business was conducted in the usual way. We had a very interesting missionary meeting — collection large ; and from the reports of the Secretary and Treasurer of the Missionary So- ciety, all our missions, domestic and foreign, were in a flourishing condition. This was the first time that I really felt I was an old man. I felt that I could no longer do efficient work. I took my leave of the Bishop and his counsel, with whom I had been so happily associated for many years. I did not expect ever to be engaged in stationing preachers again. This I regard as the most important work I was ever called to perform. It called forth my best GROVEPORT— REVIVAL. 507 thoughts, and employed much of my time between twenty and thirty years, not only at the session of the conferences, but throughout the whole year — en- djjporing to make myself fully and perfectly ac- quainted with the condition and wants of all the cir- cuits and stations in the district ; and at the same time • cultivating an intimate acquaintance with all the preachers within the bounds of my charge, that I might know how to put every man in his proper place, where he could do the most good upon the whole. I was this year appointed to Groveport. I was blessed with an excellent colleague, the Rev. Lovett Taft. He was a young preacher but a very good one, and his praise was in all the Churches round the cir- cuit. We went to work with might and main to get things in a better condition. The first thing we had .to do in Groveport was to provide ourselves a place to preach in. We begged money wherever we could get a dollar, took some out of our own pockets, and in a short time had a tolerably comfortable place for public worship. We then went to work as peace-makers, and in a few months the circuit began to look up. Our first quarterly meeting was rather dull and unin- teresting. We persevered, and it was not long before God gave us a gracious revival in a place called the " Barrens." I believe upward of a hundred professed to experience religion during the revival. There was another revival at Reynier's meeting- house, and a very extensive revival followed in Grove- port. We admitted on probation upward of three 508 FIFTY TEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. hundred on the circuit this year. Brother Taft and myself worked together in great harmony. He was, in many respects, a very superior young man. He was an experimental Christian, of practical piety, and appeared to understand human nature better than most good men do at fifty years of age. His social qualities are of no common order, his business tact is extraordinary, and he is, withal, an excellent preacher. Although our prospect was dull in the beginning, yet, on the whole, we had a prosperous year. I left the circuit early in August and settled my family in a small town on the Ohio river, in Meigs county. Having put them in comfortable circumstan- ces, I went to conference, which sat, this year, 1853, in Lancaster, Fairfield county, Ohio. Bishop Morris was our president. This was rather a dull conference. The people appeared to < take very little interest in our public meetings. I preached my semi-centenary sermon to a crowded audience. I had great freedom of speech, the congregation was very attentive, and all went off pleasantly. There was a request sent in for my return to Groveport, but I declined going, and the Bishop did not urge me. I was appointed to Pickerington circuit ; brother Heath was my presiding elder, and Richard Pitzer my colleague. The people received me as the Lord's messenger, with one or two exceptions. This was a pleasant and profitable year to my own bouI. I spent part of my time with my youngest son, APPOINTMENT TO CHESTER. 509 trying to improve his temporal and spiritual condition, and had the happiness to know that my labor was not in vain. The only serious drawback on my happiness was being absent from my family; but I knew they were comfortable and among kind friends. I closed my labors on this circuit much to my own satisfaction, and, as far as I could judge, to the bene- fit of the circuit. In the last of July, I returned home and found my little habitation very comfortable. While walking in the garden, and then along the banks of the Ohio river, I was reminded of what Milton said of Adam and Eve in paradise. I spent a month at home much to my own comfort. I then started, in company with my wife, to the conference, which sat this ' year — 1854 — in Portsmouth. Bishop Scott was our president. We had a delightful conference. The pulpit labors of the preachers were much blessed. I was appointed, this year, to Chester circuit, including Letart Falls, where my family reside. Ezra Boring was my pre- siding elder, and the Rev. Charles H. Warren my col- league. We commenced our labors in a few days after conference adjourned. I was the junior preacher, but enjoyed it as well as when I was the elder of my colleague. We found the circuit rather low in religion, and could not see much good done or change for the bet- ter during the first quarter. We met with a severe loss in the death of pur aged mother-in-law, eighty- eight years of age — a mother in Israel, and who had 510 FIFTY TEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. been to her daughter as the shadow of a great rock in a weary land. And we had some success throughout the year. At Kimes' school-house we did but little. At Ollum's school-house we had a delightful year. At Buffing- ton's Island we had some prosperity, and some ad- versity, but just about held our own. At Lauk's Chapel we had a very good year. There were many good members in that society. Sister Lauk, brother Haywood, and brother Middlesworth will never be forgotten. We had a pleasant year in the Great Bend. Our third quarterly meeting was held there, but it was not very successful. In Racine, we had some prosperity, but not equal to our expectations. We found the congregation divided on the subject of singing. Notwithstanding my colleague and myself labored incessantly from house to house, we could not reconcile them. At what was called Buffington's meeting-house, we had a good revival About forty united with the Church. We had pleasant times at Letart Falls, and East Letart, but not a great deal of good was accom- plished. This was not a very prosperous year on Chester circuit, but it was a pleasant one. We spent a great deal of time in making pastoral visits among our people, which was rendered a blessing to both preachers and people. I closed my year's labors here under an approving conscience; and, as far as I can judge from my religious feelings, God approved my labors of love ; and, if I may rely upon the testi- J. HUMPHREY — D. STEWART. 511 niony of friends, I had the confidence and affection of the people of the circuit almost entirely. May God bless them, and send them pastors after his own heart! I attended conference, which met this year in Athens — 1855. On my way to conference, I passed by a place called Waterman's Hill, where, in days of other years, stood an old log meeting-bouse, called Bethel, where I bad been in the habit of preaching and holding quarterly meetings for the last forty years, and with as much success as any other meet- ing-house I ever occupied. I found the old bouse entirely moved away, and a beautiful new church edifice standing in its place. On the Lord's day, I dedicated that fine building to the worship of al- mighty God. It was a high day on Waterman's Hill. God's ministers were clothed with salvation, and the saints shouted aloud for joy. When I saw the smil- ing face of Jacob Humphrey, and heard his well- known voice, it brought to my recollection those prosperous years when God was turning the captivity of Zion as the streams of the south. On Monday, I rode to the bouse of my old friend, Daniel Stewart, Esq., under whose hospitable roof I have spent many a happy night, and from whose hand I had received many a dollar, when I stood in great need of money. I first lodged with this good man in 1804, pleached, and organized a Church in his house. He was then in the vigor of manhood, and was one of the most active and enterprising men in Ohio. 512 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. He is now wayworn and feeble, and can not go from his sofa to bis table without the aid of two persons, one under each arm. May God preserve him, and give him a place in the first resurrection ! From this place, I rode to Athens, in order once more to meet the annual conference, which met, at the appointed hour, at the Methodist church — Bishop Morris in the chair. We had a full attendance, and the conference opened under auspicious circumstances. There was a good deal of extra business done at this conference. We elected our delegates to meet in General conference, at Indianapolis, in 1856. Zechariah Connell, Joseph M. Trimble, James Jami- son, Solomon Howard, Uriah Heath, and Jacob Young were elected. After a short and pleasant session, conference closed, and the appointments were read. I was ap- pointed, this year, to Rehoboth circuit. I started for my field of labor, thinking it probable that this would be my last appointment. On my journey through a hilly country, on horseback, I became very much exhausted, and feared I would not be able to reach my circuit, or do the work of an effective man after I got there. But, by a merciful Provi- dence, that had sustained me almost eighty years, I arrived safely in Lexington, the principal town in my circuit. BRIGHTNESS-SHADOWS. 513 CHAPTER XXXVIII. GENERAL CONFERENCE OF 1856 — CLOSE OF ITIN- ERANT LABORS. During my first round, my strength greatly in- creased. The congregations were large, the meetings lively, and, to all appearance, profitable. On my second round, my prospects were still brighter, and there was a prospect of a revival in almost every preaching-place. But, on my third round, my eyes became so much inflamed that I could not see to travel in the plain highway. I got a pilot to go with me several times, and resolved, in my own mind, that I would not give up the circuit. My colleague, Cyrus Felton, though talented, was quite a young man, and not very capable of giving advice to a man in my situation, and I could find no man on the circuit that was willing to give me advice. This was to me a dark and trying time. I had given myself wholly to God and his work, and intended to live and die at my post; and, as I had no human counselor, I went to the Wise for instruction, and continued in prayer till I was firmly persuaded that the same wise and holy Being who had counted me faithful, putting me into the ministry, and who, by his providence, led me into the great Methodist itinerancy, had now released 33 514 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. me. so that I could retire with a good conscience. The quarterly meeting came on, and I tendered my resignation. The elder accepted the same, and em- ployed another man to fill my place. I left my field of labor with a heart resigned to the, will of God. As I was traveling along, in search of a shelter to screen my naked head, I compared myself to some of Alexander's old Macedonian soldiers, who had worn themselves out under arms, were covered with scars, and were retiring to seek a resting-place, where they might lie down and die in peace. I passed a stormy and troublesome winter. At times, I was almost blind; and I spent the most of what little money I had in trying to get my eyes cured, but found no relief. I had a little cottage standing on the banks of the Ohio river, but it was under rent, and we could not go into it. I spent the winter as best I might, in watching, praying, and preaching God's holy word. God blessed me abun- dantly out of the treasures of his grace, and I often felt like quitting this world of woe and flying away to heaven. I had plenty of warm clothing, and plenty to eat, and that which was good. Toward the spring, I started on toward the Ohio river. I stopped in Lancaster, and found brothers Jamison and Clayton in the midst of a glorious re- vival. I took part in the exercises, and received a fresh baptism of the Holy Ghost. From Lancaster, I went on to Athens, and found an excellent revival in progress in that place. There I spent several GENERAL' CONFERENCE. 515 days, much to my own benefit, and, perhaps, with no disadvantage to the congregation. When I left Athens for Pomeroy, I came near being cast away; but that Providence , which had always watched over me, and numbered the very hairs of my head, delivered me, even in that day; and, in company with my wife, we arrived safely in Pomeroy, where we were kindly received, and cour- teously entertained, by our son-in-law and daughter, Hiram H. and Ann Eliza Swallow. During the six weeks I spent here, I preached every Sabbath day, and the good people of the place rewarded me very liberally. The time of General conference approaching, we journeyed by way of Cincinnati to Indianapolis, and found excellent lodgings with Miss Stephens, whose kindness to me and my wife will never be forgotten. The General conference met on the first day of May, according to appointment. Bishop Waugh be- ing the senior Bishop, took the chair as a matter of course. He opened the conference by reading the holy Scriptures, singing a hymn, and then addressed a throne of grace in fervent prayer — he was followed in prayer by ±wo other brethren. This General conference made a highly respectable appearance. There was a suitable number of old men in the body whose gray heads gave it a sober and dignified aspect; but a large majority of the members were young men who had not passed the meridian of life ; but they were like, young Timothy, 516 FLYTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. who was ordained first bishop of Ephesus, and had fully known the holy Scriptures from his youth. Two or three of the first days of our session was spent in preliminaries, such as appointing committees, and arranging important business that was to come before the conference. This being done they went to work, systematically, like men who understood what lay before them — who felt their responsibility to God, his Church, and the people at large; for the whole United States took a lively interest in the doings of this conference. Many matters, of vast importance, had to come be- fore this able body of men ; but the vexed question of slavery was the all-absorbing topic; and, though it was not a holy thing, as Aaron's rod, yet it was likely to swallow ail the rest. There was a number of ap- peals taken from the decision of the annual confer- ences, some of them having reference to charges of a most disgraceful character ; but I must do the con- ference the justice to say, that it traveled through the whole of them in such a manner that reflected honor upon itself, and the several annual conferences that were represented in that enlightened body. I hesitate not to give it as my opinion, that the mem- bers of this conference possessed as much native talent and useful learning, and, perhaps, vital piety, as any General conference I ever attended. After having spent a long time in committees, with much thought and many prayers being offered up to almighty God, the question of slavery was taken up. DEBATE -DE CIS ION- ADJOURNMENT. 517 The committee on that subject made an able and judicious report. The subject was debated for many days. Many of the speeches on that occasion would have done honor to Henry Clay or Daniel Webster, in their best days. When the debate first commenced, they talked about antislavery and pro-slave»y men; but we found, to our great comfort, that there were no pro-slavery men among us — no, not one ; we only differed in regard to the proper time and the most excellent way, to remove this great evil from the Methodist Episcopal Church. A spirit of piety and love of the Church prevailed over every other feeling, throughout the whole conference. Finally, a decision was made, and such a one as appeared to satisfy all parties concerned ; and, in my humble opinion, it was a righteous and benevolent decision. And, if Matthew Hale had been alive, and present, and Chief Justice Marshall by his side, they could have done no better. Other items of business that came before the con- ference were disposed of in a satisfactory manner ; and, after a long and harmonious session, the con- ference elected their officers, agents, and editors, for the next four years — read up their journals, and adjourned, sine die. The members stepped on to the cars, and into their carriages ; and, in a short time, were on their way to their several homes — never all to meet again in another General conference. In nine General conferences I have endeavored faith- fully to serve my brethren; and, I hereby return 518 FIFTY YEARS IK THE ITIXERANCY. them my sincere thanks for the honor of a seat in that body, so repeatedly conferred upon me — assured, as I am, that I have received that honor for the last time. I spent the summer in traveling and preaching God's holy word, and visiting from house to house: sometimes catechising children, and sometimes in- structing their parents. I attended several quarterly meetings, in which I took an active part — attended one camp meeting, which was a good one. There we witnessed the outpouring of the Spirit of God on the congregation, as I have seen it in other days, and in other countries. Soon after this camp meeting I went to the annual conference, which met this year in Newark, Ohio. This was a pleasant conference to me, and I trust to many others, but the want of eye-sight and my bodily infirmities, compelled me to ask a change in my rela- tion to the conference. During the last fifty years of my life, I had found it necessary to do many hard things, and take up many a heavy cross, which some- times felt like tearing the flesh from my bones ; but this was the hardest task I ever performed. The thought of no longer being a traveling preacher was like death to all my enjoyments. My habits had been confirmed by fifty-four years' constant exercise, and 1 had always esteemed my labor, as minister, as my best reward ; but I was convinced the time had come when I could no longer do the work of an effective Methodist preacher. Although I felt like a man, I SUPERANNUATION — PALSY. 519 reasoned like a Christian. I arose and spoke trem- blingly, like Ephraim of old, but I know not that I exalted myself in Israel. The conference granted my request, and I retired, as soon as convenient, to my humble cottage, where I intend to glorify God by suffering his will, which I had been endeavoring to do, actively, for more than sixty years. Just before I got my house put in order I was struck with the palsy, and have been laboring under this disease for upward of two months; and, here I sit, to-day, by the fire-side — a paralytic — eighty years of age, and nearly half blind — yet am I happier than the kings of the earth. 520 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. CONCLUSION. At the request of many of my friends, whos6 friendship I highly appreciate, and whose judgment I greatly respect, I have written a short and imper- fect narrative of my long and laborious life. Though I am a man of small abilities and limited acquire- ments, yet the force of circumstances, thrown around me by a wise and merciful Providence, has rendered my life, to some extent, an eventful one. My con- nection with the itinerant ministers of the Methodist Episcopal Church, at the close of the eighteenth and beginning of the nineteenth centuries, I regard as the most important and interesting of any part of my narrative. They were truly a noble company of men of God, thoroughly furnished unto every good work, I know not that I shall ever look upon their like again.' I am much indebted to these holy men. They were the honored instruments of my conversion to God. When I speak of these men, I speak the things that I do know, and say things that I understand. I was early associated with them, and took a very act- ive part in their labors and sufferings, poverty and persecutions, and shared, to some extent, in that glory and honor which the Holy Ghost shed upon them so abundantly. The great central intention of these primitive men was to do good of every possible sort, CONCLUSION. 521 and, as far as possible, to all mankind — both to their souls and their bodies — especially to the fallen souls of the sons and daughters of men. It appeared from their manner of life and conversation that they had given themselves wholly to God and his work; for many of them had but little book knowledge when they entered the ministry; yet by diligent study they soon acquired a large fund of the best kind of learn- ing, and, like well-instructed scribes, they could bring out of their treasury things new and old to edify and instruct their congregations. One thing that gave them the advantage of other men was, that they lived by rule — having a time for every thing that belonged to their office, and doing every thing at the proper time. They almost invariably arose at four o'clock, and devoted the time from four to eight in their secret retirement. They spent a greater part of these four hours on their knees — praying, reading, and meditating alternately. They then conducted the family devotion, after breakfast catechised the chil- dren, and conversed freely with the family on the spiritual condition of their souls, then took an affec- tionate leave of the family, commending them to God in a short prayer. They then rode to their appoint- ment, and were sure to be there in good time. They calculated on doing a vast amount of ministerial work, and neither expected or desired much money. Their fields of labor, circuits, districts, and conferences cov- ered large tracts of territory, and, by the blessing of God, they cultivated those fields well. 44 522 FIFTY TEAKS IN THE ITINEKANCY. Francis Asbury set the example of '•piety, benevo- lence, regularity, industry, and economy, and the choice ones of all the annual conferences followed his example. When I first knew him he received, for his services as general superintendent, sixteen dollars per quarter, which amounted to sixty-four dollars per an- num ; and, what will surprise the men of this genera- tion, he lived well upon that small salary. Some will say, "But he received a great many presents." But I will reply — and I know I say the truth — that he gave away more than he received in presents ; for he was one of those rare men that knew it was more blessed to give than receive. He observed the most rigid economy in every thing that related to spending money. Although he never loved money for its own sake, yet he knew its value as well as any other man I ever knew. His costume presented an example worthy of imitation, of neatness, plainness, and econ- omy. Even his horse, saddle and -saddle-bags, and bridle showed his close attention to good economy. While he was able he traveled on horseback, and when he was compelled to go upon wheels his carriage was of the plainest and cheapest kind. He used to tell us in conference that he never had time to marry a wife, buy a farm, or build a house, and I never knew him to take a long or a short journey for his own ac- commodation. He had, like St. Paul, counted all things as loss for the excellency of the knowledge of Christ Jesus his Lord. He presented his manly form and giant mind as a sacrifice, holy, acceptable unto CONCLUSION. 533 God. Yes, verily, he laid his all upon the altar of consecration, and never took it off again till God took him home to heaven. Although for many years he had no colleague — Dr. Coke being absent in Europe yet he visited almost every district in the , connection once in a year, and passed through many of our cir- cuits, preaching and visiting from house to house as he went along; so that we heard no one complaining that they had never seen a bishop. The presiding elders desired no larger salaries than the youngest and weakest circuit-riders. They were truly a band of brothers : they knew how to bear each others' burdens, and so fulfill the law of Christ. They had laid the whole of their time, talents, and strength under contribution to extend the Redeemer's kingdom unto all the nations of the earth. These good men had their day — have passed away and gone to their reward; but, during their short stay upon earth, they laid, the foundation for great good in the east, west, north, and south. About the beginning of the nineteenth century, the great western revival commenced in the vicinity of Nashville, middle Tennessee, under the pious labors of John Page, John M'Gee, and Thomas Wilkinson. They were Methodist preachers. William M'Gee, Mr. Hodges, and father M'Grada, were Presbyterian preachers. In my opinion this was the greatest revi- val ever known in these United States, or in any part of North America. It far exceeded the revival in New England under George Whitefield. The congre- 524 FlFTV YEARS IN THE ITIXERAKOI. gations soon became so large that they could not assemble in the meeting-houses. They continued sometimes for ten or twelve days at some of these meetings, and several hundred professed to experience salvation by the remission of sins. It soon spread a hallowed influence over many parts of the state of ' Tennessee and south-western Virginia, as far as Ab- bingdon, Eussel, Tazewell, and Wythe court-houses. Then it spread through the interior of Kentucky, which gave rise to the well-known Caneridge meeting. At the same time it took a southern direction and spread over the Carolinas and Georgia, then through the interior of old Virginia, till it reached the eastern states of Maryland and Delaware. In the days of Dr. Chandler, of Delaware, Nicholas Sneethen, of Maryland, Steth Mead, of Virginia, William M'Ken- dree, of Kentucky, John Adam Granadd, of Tennes- see, it appeared that the world would be converted through the instrumentality of camp meetings. Dr. Chandler frequently reported the success of his camp meetings, and, to the best of my recollection, he re- ported thirteen hundred conversions at one meeting ! The influence of this revival was felt, more or less, throughout all the states for upward of twenty years. At the present time, the Methodist Episcopal Church is doing a great and good work in her Sab- bath schools, much better than she was ever doing before. She is making strong and successful exer- tions to civilize and Christianize the heathen world. She is doing a noble part in the diffusion of literature CONCLUSION. 525 and science ; and if true to herself, she is destined to act a prominent part in bringing this fallen world to the feet of Christ. She has many schools, seminaries, and colleges all in a flourishing condition — her pul- pits, generally, are filled with men of piety, of respect- able talents, and acquirements, so that I may safely say that she is still like a green olive-tree, in the gar- den of God. But at the same time, it is thought by some of our wise ones, and old men, that Methodist preachers are not just such men as their predecessors were, in the beginning of the nineteenth century — that they manifest some disposition to curtail their labors, and increase their salaries. I will not vouch for the correctness of this opinion, but there are many facts standing out fully before the public, that give evi- dence that the opinion is too well founded ; one fact is, circuits are made very small, and though they do little preaching, except on the Sabbath days, yet there are great complaints in regard to pastoral visits. Many of our old people say, these visits are like those of angels, few and far between. Now the great argument in favor of reducing the districts and circuits, was to give the preachers an opportunity to make more pastoral visits — but it is thought that they do not visit near as much now as they did in former days, when there were from twenty- five to thirty preaching-places on a circuit, and the preacher was accustomed to preach as many ser- mons every round, meet twenty or thirty classes, and hold some prayer meetings, and then visit ten or 526 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITIN.ERAXCY. fifteen families every round, and over and above all this take in, or turn out members every day, and then reprove, advise with all long-suffering and doctrine. This was the way the fathers in the ministry lived, and this is the example they set to the generations that were to follow them. The presiding elder's dis- trict contained nearly half the territory there is now in the bounds of some of the annual conferences. Yet he elder traveled through the whole work four times in a year — not only holding quarterly meetings, but often preaching in the evening, and holding other meetings. I do not say, neither do I think, that it is necessary for' the present generation of preachers to. do as much work as their predecessors did; for there are many more of them, now, in proportion to the peo- ple, than there were in those days ; neither are they able to do the same amount of hard work, for they have not the same kind of elastic bodies. But these important facts the bishops and their counsel have taken into consideration, and have apportioned the work accordingly ; and if a man is not able to do the work efliciently that is required oh any station, cir- cuit, or district, he ought to retire, and not ask for a superannuated relation, till he is worn out in the itiner- ant work. I am very well aware of two or three things, though I thus speak — first, that there are a great many croakers, in the present day, that wish the Methodist Church to go down and rise no more ; and try to gratify themselves by saying she is going down. But I know that she is not going down, but rising. CONCLUSION. 527 Secondly, many of our people arc disposed to find fault ■with God's ministers, when they are not faulty. But though the Church is not going down yet, there- are strong indications that she is in extreme danger ; and in that very day that itinerant preachers begin to love pleasure, ease and idleness, the Church will sink in their hands ; and I am sorry to say there is a strong tendency in that direction. And we are in danger from another quarter. There are suspicions among our liberal laymen that some of the itinerant preachers begin to love money unduly ; and should that ever be ascertained as a fact, the laity will lose confidence in the ministry — and that loss of confidence will be ruinous both to the people and the preachers. We sometimes hear preachers complain that they can not live on their allowance — but still many of them live well at home, dress well, and have a surplus left to buy land. Even the bishops themselves are not out of danger ; although they have been hitherto self^ sacrificing and laborious men, yet they are not in- fallible. But I hope and pray that none of these evils may come upon our beloved Zion. It may be thought by many that it ill becomes a man in my standing thus to speak of bishops and ministers. My apology is this — that I have had a long standing among Meth- odist preachers, and I have gone out and in before them, while they have treated me with great respect and reverence — and the present generation of bishop 528 FIFTY YEARS IN THE ITINERANCY. and preachers have grown up since I have been an old man. And now, my brethren, I am passing away — and it is probable you will see my face, and hear my voice, no more — and I leave you this solemn caution, because I love you better than . any other body of men upon earth THE END