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 LIFE AND RELIGIOUS LABORS 
 
 SARAH HUNT 
 
 (late of west GEOVE, CHESTER COUNTY, PENSTSYLYANIA.) 
 
 FRIENDS' BOOK ASSOCIATION 
 
 fifteenth and Race Sts. 
 
 1S92 
 
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 A T a Meeting of the Kepresentative Committee 
 -^^- or Meeting lor Sufferings, held Twelfth month, 
 18th, 1891. 
 
 The Book Committee reporting that they have 
 eaiefully examined and revised the "Journal of 
 Sarah Hunt." are authorized to procure a suitable 
 number of copies of the book for distribution. 
 
 On behalf of the Committee, 
 
 WM. WADE GRISCOM, 
 
 Clerk. 
 
 Copyright, 180'2, by FrieDds^ Book Association, of Philadelphia, 
 
JOURNAL 
 
 SARAH HUI^T. 
 
 I HAVE long felt that it would be right for me to leave 
 some record of an eventful life, combined with religious 
 labors, that those who come after may see that the path of 
 obedience is full of blessings, never failing to lead to Divine 
 approval. 
 
 I was born in Milton, Saratoga County, New York 
 State, Seventh month 25th, 1797. My parents were Jona- 
 than and Susanna Morey. My mother was a native of 
 Newport, Rhode Island ; my father's birthplace, Dutchess 
 County, New York. Neither was educated in the Society 
 of Friends. My father's parents were Baptists by profes- 
 sion, and in their faith he received his earliest religious im- 
 pressions. They were sincere adherents to the tenets of 
 those with whom they associated in religious profession, 
 and lived orderly, consistent lives. 
 
 I well remember my grandfather's meek and quiet de- 
 portment, and his great patience under suffering. My 
 grandmother died before my memory. My mother's par- 
 ents were favorable to Friends, and her mother became a 
 member late in life. My parents were convinced of the 
 
I JOURNAL OF 
 
 rectitude of Friends' principles by the secret workings of 
 the Divine Spirit in their own minds. They requested and 
 obtained a right of membership for themselves and their 
 older children — I think four in number. My father was 
 soon called to the miaistry, in which service he labored 
 acceptably until his death, adorning the doctrine he preached 
 by a life of watchfulness and self-denial. My mother was 
 an elder, and a useful member in administering church dis- 
 cipline, in a way to reclaim the delinquents if possible, and 
 restore ihem to the body. Their children were ten in num- 
 ber, eight of whom lived to be men and women. My par- 
 ents' house was always open to receive strangers, and many 
 came to partake of the kindness freely bestowed. Indeed, it 
 was the joy and delight of their children to give all a wel- 
 come. 
 
 I believe parents may do much to establish the minds 
 of their children in the principles that should govern their 
 lives, by teaching them to respect and reverence the good 
 wherever they find it. My mind was early impressed with 
 an awe for sacred things ; any items of weighty import 
 fastened firmly in my mind and remained with me. I 
 loved the society of the advocates of gospel truths, and 
 listened with intense interest to their counsels, both at 
 meeting and in the private circle. The privilege I had of 
 mingling with these was a great blessing to me. 
 
 The sense of right and wrong was very clearly awak- 
 ened in my mind when a mere child, with the feelings that 
 accompany it. For any little act of kindness, instant joy 
 sprang in the secret of the heart, while the reverse brought 
 distress. Oh hcAV forcible is the witness God has planted 
 within ! all we have to do is to heed it. But alas for in- 
 nocent childhood ! the alluring, fascinating things of this 
 
SAEAHHUNT. 6 
 
 world surround, and so powerful is their attraction they are 
 eagerly grasped, diverting from that strict attention to the 
 heavenly that would preserve from undue self-indulgence 
 and keep the mind pure as it came from God. Care- 
 takers frequently indulge infant fancies more than is pro- 
 per, thereby paving the way to excesses in riper years. 
 
 He that created me vouchsafed to watch over me and 
 teach me that His law is written in the heart ; that if I 
 would be happy I must fulfill it even in very small things ; 
 that I must not be vain, though I might be cheerful. But 
 the vivacity of my natural disposition ofttn led me beyond 
 due bounds, and I had to repent with sorrow. Having 
 brothers and one sister older than myself, I went into com- 
 pany young. This, however, continued but a short time. 
 At seventeen I retired from all young company that as- 
 sembled for pastime, and chose my associates among my 
 seniors in age and experience. By the secret workings of 
 Divine grace in the heart, I saw my peace consisted in re- 
 tirement, watchfulness and prayer. I laid aside the super- 
 fluous part of my apparel, — though there was but little, it 
 caused disquiet ; and with regard to dress I saw that I 
 must not wear anything that was not useful, and that must 
 be simple. I gave all up and found rest — sweet indeed. 
 Instead of going into cpmpany I retired to my own room, 
 where anthems of praise and thanksgiving ascended to my 
 God for His mercy in redeeming my soul. I saw that my 
 tongue must be restrained from too free expression, even of 
 things that were true, and that I ought not to speak very 
 positively. Oh the care I found necessary to keep a con- 
 science void of offence ! or, in other words, to keep peace 
 within. 
 
4 JOURNAL OP 
 
 My companions sought my company, and pleaded the in- 
 nocence of their amusements, but I replied that they were not 
 so to me, and they soon ceased to solicit me. At this period 
 I entered into covenant with my God, as did Jacob of old, 
 that my life and my all should be devoted to His service if 
 he would keep me and preserve me, and furnish ability to 
 do His will. During this season of exercise, many who 
 were entire strangers to me were dipped feelingly into my 
 state, and enabled to minister to my condition, confirming 
 and establishing the reality that the work of regeneration 
 was begun, and if not resisted would be perfected to the 
 praise of His grace who alone has power to redeem the soul 
 from all the pollutions of sin. The messengers of the Lord, 
 speaking a word in season, comforted me and strengthened 
 my resolutions to walk in the narrow way that leads to 
 life, and often did I bless God on their behalf I mention 
 this to encourage those called to speak in the name of the 
 Lord, who go bowed down under discouragement, and feel 
 that their labors are of little avail. Unknown to them the 
 incense of grateful hearts may ascend in secret before the 
 throne of the Most High. 
 
 My state was now like the Israelites', when they had 
 passed through the sea, and saw their enemies engulfed 
 behind them. They could sing joyfully to their Deliverer, 
 nor did they then see the trials that awaited them in the 
 wilderness journey before them. It is indeed enough that 
 we know the present, and could mankind realize the 
 necessity of acting well to-day and leaving all beside, a 
 vast amount of anxiety would be spared. For He who 
 helps through one difficulty, will continue His aid to the 
 end of time, if it be sought and waited for. At the age of 
 nineteen I was married to Benjamin Underwood, a religious 
 
SARAH HUNT. O 
 
 young man. We lived together twenty-two years, and 
 had seven children. Two sons died in infancy, and five 
 daughters lived to the age of womanhood. My husband 
 died in 1839, and I was left with six children and 
 little but our own exertions to rely upon. My married life 
 had been a chequered scene of changes and trial. My 
 eldest children were grown and educated, and, having kind 
 friends, we made our way comfortably, and enjoyed the 
 confidence and sympathy of these in an unusual degree. 
 Their kindness during my afflictions is worthy of note, and 
 of imitation in all Christian communities. 
 
 And through all, the everlasting arms were underneath, 
 bore me up, and carried through what otherwise would 
 have been insupportable. Had not my mind been early 
 brought under the discipline of the cross, I know not what 
 would have become of me. I looked to my Heavenly 
 Father for support, and he was a present helper in the 
 time of need. I must speak well of His excellent name, 
 and may I love and serve Him all the days of my life, and 
 through mercy be accepted when time shall cease to be ! 
 The Word that is quick and powerful continued to lead me 
 along step by step, and to show me what was required. At 
 times I saw that I must tell unto others what the Lord had 
 done for me, and I trembled when such a view presented. 
 In meeting sentences would rise, subjects present them- 
 selves, and spread with great power and clearness long 
 before I ventured to utter words. 
 
 Though I did not resist such a requisition, I desired to 
 be certified what and when, and that if called to so great a 
 work, I might do it to my Master's honor, that if I must 
 speak in the great congregation, I might speak intelligibly 
 and in a way to be understood. I desired to see clearly 
 
6 JOUENALOF 
 
 what was for myself, and what for the people, that I might 
 not deal out to others what was for my own sustenance. 
 My first public expressions were as gold seven times tried 
 in the fire. We must endure the furnace if we would come 
 forth pure, and know au establishment on the rock im- 
 mutable. The assembly was solemnized, and so was my 
 own soul deeply humbled. About two years after. Friends 
 acknowledged my gift in the ministry ; and I may say 
 after nearly thirty years' exercise, that my most pure 
 spiritual enjoyment has been in simply and faithfully 
 following my Holy Leader, and he has never failed to 
 assist in fulfilling what he required. May He be with 
 me to the end, and finally receive my spirit when the 
 work assigned is accomplished. I believe I aim at nothing 
 but the fulfillment of what He requires. What I have 
 writteQ is but a faint outline of the reality, — indeed, no 
 language could delineate or describe the extent and acute- 
 nessof my religious exercises. The remembrance of them 
 brings tears to my eyes, and awakens a flow of gratitude 
 in my soul to Him who kept me as in the hollow of His 
 holy hand, when temptations beset me day and night for 
 nearly two years, and the horrors of darkness took fast 
 hold of me. Evil thoughts assailed me, which my soul 
 abhorred. O Lord my God, thou only knowest the 
 inward agony I endured ! I have since seen it was in wis- 
 dom I had to pass through all these sufferings, that I 
 might know from experience how to feel for my fellow- 
 creatures, and testify to the sufficiency of His grace 
 who bestows His gifts freely upon all, and "will not 
 suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able, but 
 will with the temptation also make a way to escape, 
 that ye may be able to bear it." 
 
SAEAHHUNT. i 
 
 I know my best friends have sometimes feared I should 
 be puffed up with spiritual pride, but alas ! did they know 
 how I am reduced to the loss of all things, and plunged in 
 Jordan's swelling stream, even to the bottom thereof, imme- 
 diately after seasons of high favor, their fears would turn to 
 sympathy and intercession to the Father that he would not 
 suffer my soul to be swallowed up by overmuch sorrow. 
 There are others than Paul who laave to feel the " thorn in 
 the flesh," the buffetings of Satan, until all is brought down 
 as at the footstool of the great I Am, and He becomes their 
 all in all. Here let my abiding be. Here I think I may 
 say there is safety, tranquillity, and repose ; and a little sat- 
 isfies when the soul is anchored in God. 
 
 I think it right to state how ministers entire strangers 
 were led to wade with me in the deeps, and speak to my 
 state, tracing the past, and in prophetic vision opening my 
 future course, which has since been fulfilled. It is good to 
 speak a word in season to the weary. May these be encour- 
 aged, is my prayer, and never withhold what m:iy prove to 
 be a cup of cold water to one of the little ones. Here I 
 must not omit to mention the near unity I felt with those 
 whose lives were circumspect before God : hjw highly I 
 appreciated their society and the fellowship of their spirits 
 in this my beginning to appear as a spectacle to the world, 
 to angels, and to men ; it was cordial and comforting. 
 That precious oneness with the Father, Son, and our fellow- 
 servants is indeed lovely. Nor is it less desirable now to 
 feel the approval of God, who has richly dispensed His 
 gifts and His blessings to one so unworthy, and to know 
 the cementing power of His life-giving presence to bind 
 the soul in unison with living members of that body with 
 which I am associated in religious fellowship and com- 
 
JOURNAL OP 
 
 munion. My first desire is so to walk as to feel the 
 approval of my Father in Heaven ; next, to be worthy of 
 the esteem and prayers of His children. How I desired to 
 know my own heart, and to see by the light of the Holy 
 Spirit what was lurking there that Thou did'st not approve. 
 
 1 love to be alone with Thee, and pour out my. soul like 
 water, for Thou art merciful, and often approvest when men 
 condemn. The time is at hand when I must appear in Thy 
 presence without this veil of flesh ; then shall I see Thee as 
 Thou art, in thine ineffable glory and brightness. May I find 
 acceptance in that moment, and I ask no more. 
 
 Days are composed of seconds, minutes, hours ; which 
 swiftly flit by, and when gone can never be recalled. To 
 prize them, and use them as they pass, is a subject of the 
 highest moment to man, seeing that God has made our 
 eternal all to rest on the improvement of all He bestows, 
 under the wise direction of His Holy Spirit, which he has 
 given to be a " light to the feet, and a lantern to the path." 
 Some may think sentiments like the above rob God of His 
 hrnor, and Christ of His redeeming power, by his media- 
 tion restoring again the unregenerate to a state of reconcilia- 
 tion and acceptance with the Father. But what will avail 
 all He has done for us unless we receive Him in the way of 
 His coming, and embrace the terms established by Himself: 
 "If any man will be my disciple, let him deny himself, 
 take up his cross, and follow me." 
 
 In 1841 I obtained a minute from Rochester Monthly 
 Meeting, endorsed by Farmington Quarterly Meeting, to 
 attend the Yearly Meetings of New York, Philadelphia, 
 and Baltimore, with the meetings composing them, and to 
 appoint as wa,y opened, the concern being as much for 
 others as for Friends. Left home in time to be at Philar 
 
SAEAHHUNT. 9 
 
 delphia Quarterly Meeting and Abington Quarterly Meet- 
 ing before the Yearly Meeting. This opened the way for 
 the service before me in sweet fellow-feeling with very many 
 dear and kindred spirits. After these came the Yearly 
 Meeting. Many subjects of interest claimed its attention; 
 that of slavery was not the least. Though I believe all 
 desired to maintain our testimony against all oppression, 
 there were some conflicting views with regard to the meas- 
 ures used to attain the great boon of freedom for all man- 
 kind. 
 
 My mind was fixed and settled in the belief that indiv- 
 iduals should be lefl to move as seemed right for them ; so 
 they kept to this principle there was nothing to fear. People 
 entirely pure in their intentions cannot always see exactly 
 alike, but there may be unity in diversity where all are left 
 free to act in accordance with their highest convictions of 
 right. My spirit was nearly united to many who stood as 
 beacon lights amongst their fellows, and from my heart's 
 depths I bade them God speed. As branches of the true 
 vine, their daily lives exhibited fruits of goodness and 
 devotion that were indeed cheering to the lover of truth 
 and inviting to all. I think the good was strengthened, and 
 the meeting closed with the tribute of thanksgiving and 
 praise. Our friend James Andrews took us to Darby, 
 where meeting was large and solemn, and our social min- 
 glings were like the overflow of brotherly kindness and love. 
 We were at Chester, Providence, and Springfield Meetings, 
 and then returned to Philadelphia and attended all their 
 Monthly Meetings. Mu'h of interest passed in these; 
 many eminent men and women preside in these meetings, 
 and meekly exhibit a concern -to maintain the right, that 
 all may be kept sweet as becomes Christians. After this 
 
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 we crossed the river, and were at Haddonfield Monthly 
 Meeting, then went on to New York Yearly Meeting. After 
 this meeting closed, in company with Jesse Kersey, J. S. 
 Walton, and my own companion, Phebe Wing, with 
 Nathaniel Barney for care-taker, we went to New Bedford, 
 where we were kindly entertained by William Rotch. 
 Attended two meetings here, then sailed for Nantucket. 
 We lay eleven hours in a fog too thick to venture to move, 
 but finally landed safely, and were welcomed at Nathaniel 
 Barney's. We spent ten days on the island ; had several 
 meetings ; visited the almshouse ; mingled with Friends 
 socially in their families ; went to different parts of the 
 island ; surveyed the ocean in its grandeur and sublimity, 
 and in all were exceedingly interested. 
 
 The men here follow a seafaring life, their business the 
 whale fishery. They will marry, and leave directly after- 
 wards for a three years' voyage. All of home duty rests upon 
 the women, calling into action their business talents. Their 
 intellectual acquirements are of a high order; they are 
 quick and ready at almost everything requiring attention, 
 and show the benefit of free, untrammeled action. Their 
 mental powers are strong by reason of exercise, and they 
 shine in the social circle, and seem at ease on any subject, 
 probably the result of self-reliance. I observed they were 
 very acute in watching the clouds and observing which way 
 the wind blew. How natural this when all that was dearest 
 to them was abroad on the great deep, and frequently swal- 
 lowed up in its bosom. The last evening of our stay many 
 collected to be with us, very pleasantly. We had one 
 meeting with the colored people ; about two hundred 
 assembled, and they were very enthusiastic in their mani- 
 festations of joy, ran after us with hands full of shells. 
 
SAB AH HUNT. 11 
 
 desiring to make us presents. We bought some to satisfy 
 them, and left them pouring out blessings upon us. This 
 island seems desolate to me, — a little speck of land in mid- 
 ocean. Though I enjoyed the visit, I was quite willing to 
 leave it when the service was accomplished. We then re- 
 turned to New Bedford, had a very pleasant sail, and landed 
 safely. We were kindly received by Elizabeth Kodman, 
 sister of William Eotch. How sweet to feel at home among 
 strangers! Our meeting here was in the evening, and 
 among the dignitaries of the city. 
 
 New Bedford is a place of great wealth, called a city 
 of palaces. There is much luxury and extravagance here; 
 people fall almost imperceptibly into these things, unless 
 held in check by the pure principle of light and grace that 
 regulates everything. From here we went to New York ; 
 lodged and spent one day at Dobel Baker's. Here we 
 parted with Jesse Kersey and J. S. Walton, and pursued 
 our way to Philadelphia, thence to Byberry. Went to 
 Henry Pike's, where a number of friends came to see us. 
 This is a beautiful, fertile farming neighborhood, mostly 
 settled by Friends, who seemed to lack no good thing. 
 They received us with open hearts and open doors. 
 
 Sixth month 18th, 1841. — In company with Sarah 
 Hoopes and Thornton Walton, started for Fishing Creek 
 Half-Year's Meeting and the meetings constituting it, also 
 Centre Quarter, a part of Baltimore Yearly Meeting. 
 Our first step was to Plymouth, where a meeting had been 
 appointed for us, and where we had a large meeting. The 
 opening presented was the text, " If any man speak, let 
 him speak as the oracles of God ; if any man minister, 
 let him do it as of the ability which God giveth." After 
 elucidating this for some time the feeling turned to some 
 
12 J O U E N A L O F 
 
 minds under depression, with encouragement to such to cast 
 anchor in God, and trust in His mercy. Joseph Foulke 
 closed the meeting with supplication. 
 
 Dined with our friend, Thomas Livezey, near the meet- 
 ing, and then went to Providence. The country is undula- 
 ting and productive. We crossed the beautiful Perkiomen 
 on a good bridge, and reached the meeting in safety. It 
 was small ; perhaps thirty men and boys, and less women 
 present, and few of these bore any resemblance to Friends ; 
 yet the Good Shepherd that regards all was there, and they 
 were assured "God is no respecter of persons," that His care 
 is over all. But a mere name to religion would avail 
 nothing, nor would a mere reliance on outward observances 
 insure admission into the Kingdom of Heaven. They were 
 called to the divine gift, and encouraged to attend strictly 
 to its revealings, and assured that it might be relied upon 
 as an infallible guide, a teacher sent from God always at 
 hand, and would lead to the Haven of rest. 
 
 Sixth month 19th. — Pursued our course through a fine 
 farming country, where the hand of industry had been busy 
 in aiding nature, and in beautifying the home of the 
 agriculturist, while employed in procuring the needful 
 supplies to make life comfortable. 
 
 Near noon we arrived at Pottstown, on the Heading 
 turnpike, having ridden twelve miles. After dinner we 
 went to Reading, thirteen miles further, and to the house 
 of Samuel Griscom. Here we found a very interesting 
 family of twelve children, ^\ith both parents living. The 
 mother a queenly woman in appearance and bearing every 
 way ; the father a dignified, thoughtful, conscientious man, 
 presiding over such a household in the right way. Everything 
 seemed to move like clockwork, with regularity and sweet- 
 
SAEAHHUNT. 13 
 
 ness, and it was truly delightful to be with them. The 
 scenery was very beautiful, continually varying as we 
 passed over hill and dale in view of the river Schuylkill. 
 Truly, the works of the great Architect that no man can 
 rival are everywhere spread out before us. These are Thy 
 glorious works, Parent of good ! 
 
 Reading contains about 8,000 inhabitants — streets wide 
 and airy, fine houses and stores. The population is mostly 
 German, an industrious and frugal peoiJle. Friends' Meeting 
 house is an ancient log building, very humble, but sufficient 
 to accommodate those that meet to worship in it. On this 
 occasion it was filled. Ann Jackson and her son, S. P., 
 were present, and took part in the service. I mentioned the 
 man at the Pool of Bethesda, who lay waiting for assistance, 
 but one after another passed on and left him, each seeking 
 relief for himself — but when Jesus came and saw his con- 
 dition, He immediately raised him out of that helpless 
 state, and conferred ujjon him power to rise up and walk ; 
 then encouraged all to look in faith to Him, who can 
 alone forgive our sins, heal all our maladies, and love us 
 freely. 
 
 True followers of Christ harmonize in feeling whatever 
 name they assume. The parable of the Ten Virgins was 
 al-o brought to view. Their lamps had all been lighted, 
 those of the foolish as well as those of the wise, or they 
 pould not have gone out. It was their neglect, hence their 
 loss was irretrievable. The right authority to preach the 
 gospel was also set forth — no studied sermons, however 
 eloquent or earnestly delivered, could baptize the hearer 
 when composed of mere references to the experience of 
 others, or Scripture texts, without the aid of Divine grace 
 to assist and qualify the speakei', and impress the " woe if 
 
14 JOUENALOF 
 
 the •word be not preached.'' These, in connection with 
 other truths, were proclaimed in the authority given at the 
 time, and spread a solemnity over the assembly, composed 
 of intelligent, animated countenances. "May the word 
 preached profit, being mixed with faith in those that hear." 
 From here we went to Maiden Creek, where a large com- 
 pany assembled, though there were but few Friends. The 
 opening furnished was, " The way of the transgressor is 
 hard." Oh hard indeed it is for paor frail man when he 
 rejects the counsel of the Almighty, choosing his own 
 course, running the way of the multitude to do evil ; he 
 must finally end in ruin. All are invited to enter the 
 " strait and narrow way that leads to life," and may, 
 if they will, be numbered among the saved of the Lord. 
 Lodged at Sarah Hughes' ; in passing on we rode four 
 miles, mostly in sight of the Schuylkill. Our course led 
 us near the foot of the Blue Mountains. "VVe traveled a 
 good smooth road, mostly alongside of the mountain, 
 next to the river, through several villages, to Pottsville, 
 where we stopped and dined at Jamis Gillingham's. His 
 is, I think, the only Friends' family here, and we had 
 an opportunity with them. 
 
 In passing up the eminence we had a beautiful view of 
 the town and country around, with a long row of huts, the 
 dwellings of the miners, — accommodations poor enough. 
 We now traveled over the Broad Mountain, the view on 
 every hand very romantic, the road bordered with wild 
 flowers and various kinds of forest trees, with majestic pines 
 in abundance. We put up at a hotel at the foot of the 
 mountain for the night, having traveled in all forty miles 
 to-day. Our little band has enjoyed it exceedingly, admir- 
 ing the wonderful work of God as we pass along through 
 
SAEAHHUNT, 15 
 
 this mountain region, and were impressed by its grandeur, 
 surrounded as we were by the sublime in the heights above 
 and the depths below. We next crossed the Big Mountain, 
 on the top of which we found large quantities of sandstone, 
 flat and smooth, with pebbles imbedded in the surface. 
 Some were large enough for a centre table, and almost as 
 polished as marble. I quite wished I could take one as a 
 memento of the place. There were also sea shells cemented 
 on stones ; some terrible convulsions in a remote period 
 must have brought all this up from the ocean depths. Next 
 in our course was the Little Mountain. Much of our way 
 lay along the brink of a precipice two hundred feet high. 
 Below us lay a valley, uninhabited as far as we could see, 
 except by one family, who were probably hunters, as they 
 had not cleared any quantity of land. Next we came to 
 Roaring Creek Valley. Journeying on we passed Catawissa 
 Creek, and came to the home of Benjamin Sharpless, where 
 we stopped for dinner. After dinner we crossed the Sus- 
 quehanna on a toll-bridge, and passed on to Fishing Creek 
 to Ezra Eves'. Our ride has been interesting to us all ; we 
 have enjoyed social converse that has beguiled the time, and 
 almost prevented that weariness we sometimes feel. 
 
 Sixth month 24th. — "We attended Muncy Monthly 
 Meeting, held at Fishing Creek. Many among the women 
 had their infants in their arms, which I admired. The chil- 
 dren were so quiet they did not disturb any one. I felt for 
 the mothers, knowing they must be weary, but they re- 
 lieved each other, and in some instances handed their in- 
 fants to their husbands across the partition. The subject 
 here was the " feeding the multitude," the distrust of the 
 Disciples, and the sufficiency of the little when blessed by 
 the Master — this, with the belief that some were especially 
 
16 JOUENALOF 
 
 called, to whom invitation upon invitation had been ex- 
 tended. They were reminded of the lot of the foolish 
 Virgins, and pressed to yield ere the door was closed. A 
 visit was made to men's meeting. The peojile here live 
 mostly in great simjjlicity. I enjoyed being with them, 
 there seems such unaffected sincerity and honesty of pur- 
 pose. With all their privations and hardships they do not 
 complain. 
 
 Sixth month 25th. — Came on to the Half Year's Meet- 
 ing. There was a large collection for this place, and the 
 business was conducted in harmony. I felt to encourage 
 them. We dined at William Watson's and went to John 
 Rich's to tea. Here we had the company of many Friends 
 who came to meet us ; some from Centre Quarterly Meeting 
 were among them. 
 
 The country here is beautifully undulating, the soil 
 light, mixed with slate, the timber not very large, but in 
 great variety. Sixth-day morning was the Youth's meet- 
 ing, and the house was filled to overflowing. The subject 
 was : Christ's command to follow Him, and He would 
 make them Fishers of Men. Not the great, not the mighty 
 or noble of this world were called, but the lowly, and such 
 as had naught but the anointing to rely upon. All elo- 
 quence void of this would be inadequate to gather souls to 
 Christ the true Shepherd. The word of Divine life flowed 
 most feelingly toward the assembly by way of warning and 
 encouragement. Many were the tears shed on that occa- 
 sion — a time, I think, that will never be f6rgotten by some 
 while memory lasts. 
 
 When the meeting closed great were the demonstra- 
 tions of feeling, tenderness and love. We dined at Ezi-a 
 Eves', where a large company collected, among them a Ger- 
 
8ARAHHUNT. 17 
 
 man, ^ducated in the Catholic religion, who came to this 
 country when fourteen years old. When young he settled 
 in Northampton County. He counted his beads and con- 
 fessed his sins, but, becoming uneasy with these forms, he 
 and a few others conferred on the subject, and concluded 
 to meet together after the manner of Friends, to worship in 
 silence. During the time of their thus assembling, John 
 Simpson came along' and ministered to their infant state 
 of experience, confirming their belief in a God ever pres- 
 ent, to be worshipped in spirit and reverential silence. He 
 soon requested and obtained a membership with Friends. 
 
 Sixth month 27th. — We attended an appointed meeting 
 at Greenwood, four miles from Fishing Creek, on our way 
 to Berwick. The gathering was large, the people rcostly of 
 a sect that call themselves Christians, all were very at' entive 
 and quiet. The nd,ture and qualifications of a true gos- 
 pel ministry were dwelt upon. The millennium was also 
 brought to view, and the manner in which it is to be 
 brought about is to remove all that obstructs the reign of 
 Christ in our own hearts ; then would the kingdom of God 
 come and His will be done. 
 
 The pure stream of gospel love flowed freely : — the 
 melting power of Heavenly good was very remarkable, and 
 I trust God was glorified and praised for this day's favor. 
 Dined at Ephraim Parker's, and then went on to Berwick. 
 The meeting here was very large ; not more than two-thirds 
 of the people could get into the house. The subject of a 
 free gospel ministry was largely dwelt upon, and listened to 
 by an attentive audience. The Gospel of the grace of God, 
 through the great and eternal truths of life and salvation, 
 was opened in its, clearness and beauty, not only as stated 
 in the New Testament, but accompanied by the indwelling 
 
18 JOURXALOF 
 
 life and power called by the Apostle " the powers of the 
 world to come." 
 
 Several ministers of other denominations were present. 
 We went down the Susquehanna River four miles to Mah- 
 lon Hicks', where we dined. His house is beautifully sit- 
 uated on an eminence, commanding a lovely view, and with 
 water, forest, and verdure with a gentle slope, presented to 
 the eye of the admirer of natural scenery a picture delight- 
 ful to gaze upon. In following the Divine Master, how 
 the heart expands, and everything of earth seems to wear 
 the impress of heaven ! Leaving these kind friends we 
 traveled seven miles along the river, admiring the beauty 
 of the scene as we went. We next halted at the house 
 of our friend David Phillips. He has a mill on Big Fishing 
 Creek. These friends are from Bucks County, Pa., and the 
 wife has lately become a member with Friends. 
 
 They have four children, and are themselves a truly 
 interesting couple. But they seem too tender and delicate, 
 too well qualified for usefulness, to remain in this lonely 
 vale. Several friends being with us, we sat down together 
 in reverent silence, when they were assured that in their 
 devotion to serve their Maker, a blessing would rest upon 
 them spiritually and temporally. After this we went on to 
 Catawissa, eighteen miles from Berwick ; passed through 
 Bloomsburg, a handsome town, and brought up at Benja- 
 , min Sharpless', where we lodged. We had much to admire 
 on our way, as our ride was mostly in view of the river, 
 and all the surroundings exceedingly lovely. Near by, a 
 country well cultivated and good buildings ; distant moun- 
 tains always in view, those in the backgrouud rising highest, 
 and presenting a variety of colors from the forest trees 
 that overspread them. The effect was really charming as 
 
SABA H HUNT. 19 
 
 the sun shone through the branches, revealing the rich ver- 
 dure with which all was clothed. The buildings of Cata- 
 wissa are mostly frame— comfortable two-story abodes, and 
 the grand Susquehanna gives a loveliness to the place. 
 
 There is also a Catawissa Creek, and at the junction 
 where this empties into the river is the town rising up. We 
 attended meeting here in a house shaded by forest trees. 
 There seemed a lack of interest in anything higher than earth. 
 There were in olden times those of whom it was said, " They 
 have eyes, but see not ; ears, but hear not ; hearts, but do 
 not understand the things that belong to their peace." How 
 sad when we lose sight of the things that belong to our 
 highest interests. From here we went six miles to Roaring 
 Creek, to Reuben Johns'. These interesting friends live 
 from their own industry, and in great simplicity. They 
 have nine children, the eldest twenty years old. Their 
 home is a small log dwelling, but they were happy and con- 
 tented, and did not appear to covet luxuries. It was truly 
 pleasant to be with them. Reuben had been a member 
 with the Methodists for thirteen years, but felt a longing 
 for a deeper indwelling spiritual life, which forms did not 
 bring, and concluded to seek it elsewhere. His wife was 
 brought up among Presbyterians. They are now happily 
 united in the simple tenets of our Society, and live up to 
 their profession. There are few Friends here, and they are 
 straitened with regard to the education of their children. 
 I hope some opening may present to relieve them. After 
 meeting we went to John Hughs', at the foot of the 
 little mountain. Here we rested, and slaked our thirst 
 with pure spring water, then passed on to Shamokin ; the 
 ride was over a rough and hilly country, to Elida Johns' 
 and Sarah, his wife. They have nine children — altogether 
 
20 J O U K X A L O F 
 
 an interestiDg family. The Friends meet in the school 
 house, being few in number. The house was filled with 
 young and middle-aged people. They were exhorted to 
 faithfulness and perseverance, that the blessing was for the 
 few as well as for the many. Here we parted with Jesse 
 Broomall and wife, who had come fifteen miles to pilot 
 us. Friends in this section are so kind they will not 
 suffer us to go through a strange land by inquiry, which 
 is a favor we appreciated. These Friends desired to take 
 us home with them, but we were otherwise engaged, or it 
 would have been a peculiar pleasure. 
 
 From this place we went to Danville, a county town. 
 In this ride we had mountain scenery, beautifully grand. 
 We halted at Thomas Wilson's. His children live neaf and 
 came in to be with us. The Father's love spread over us, 
 and we parted under its sweet influence. We journeyed 
 on to Parvin Eves', where we dined. We went over 
 an elevation of great height, whence we could see for 
 miles in every direction, while the rising and falling around 
 seemed like the waves of the sea. From here we went to 
 Muncy. The meeting here has been dropped, but the 
 subject was under care. Our meeting was in a large school 
 house in the town. A great many more people came than 
 could get in, yet all were quiet, andgreat solemnity prevailed. 
 The opening was the query of Jesus concerning John : 
 " But what went ye out to see, etc." It was shown the 
 forms would avail nothing unaccompanied with life ; that 
 these must give way when the substance was revealed ; that 
 we must put off the old man and become new creatures, for 
 the baptism of Christ cleanseth the inner man and fits the 
 heart to be His Temple. God is no respecter of persons, but 
 accepts the sincere, of whatever name or profession. 
 
SAEAHHUNT. 21 
 
 I think lasting impressions were made on some minds ; 
 may: we thank God for all our favors. Here we parted 
 with a number of dear friends, and proceeded on our way 
 to Centre County. Our course was near the Susquehanna 
 river, the roads good, the scenery beautiful, the buildings 
 handsome, and country indicating thrift and comfort. We 
 went through Williamsport, a well-arranged town with 
 pleasant streets. Objects of interest present as we pass 
 along, which we enjoy, so that our ride of forty-two miles 
 has not been tedious. 
 
 We lodged at a hotel, where we were well cared for. 
 Near by was an island of three hundred acres in the river. 
 Joseph Dunn gave us a sail across and l)ack which we 
 enjoyed much. The surface of the water was like a mir- 
 ror, the golden rays of the setting sun spread over every- 
 thing, and we seemed surrounded with beauty. All day 
 we have been in view of the Muncy mountains, an ex- 
 tensive chain. In one place there were a hundred acres 
 covered with moss. The forest trees are mostly large. Here 
 we had to ford the river in two places, our road lying across 
 the island. We passed through safely, having a pilot. 
 Our road was by the river, with rich, fertile fields beside us, 
 a town on the opposite side. We journeyed on over hills 
 and ravines to Bellefonte, where we'dined at a tavern, and 
 then went to William Underwood's. In the evening we 
 went two miles further to William Fisher's. He is an aged 
 Friend, alive in the truth, and lives near the meeting-house. 
 Here we held a meeting. The house was not large, and 
 many more came than could get in, but all were quiet. 
 Our friend William Fisher is a remarkable man, and his 
 wife also a venerable, worthy woman. They were over 
 fourscore. He moved to this region from a sense of duty, 
 
22 JOUBNALOF 
 
 and has been prosperous in all his undertakings, a great 
 example in every way, so meek and humble in his demeanor 
 it is delightful to be wdth him. They have" heaven 
 here, and soon will inherit it in its fulness ; they are 
 only waiting to be called up higher. The earth is 
 under their feet ; its products their servants, not masters. 
 They entertain their friends freely, and seem happy 
 in conferring. From Bald Eagle Valley we went to 
 Clearfield, piloted by Joseph Iddings. We ascended the 
 Allegheny Mountains in a western direction. Arriving at 
 the summit we had a splendid view of several ranges of 
 mountains, with rich, fertile valleys and settlements between 
 them. In some places we were on the edge of precipices 
 hundreds of feet in perpendicular height. I stood and threw 
 down stones to see how long it would take them to reach the 
 tops of trees below, and it seemed a long time ere we heard 
 them rattle in the branches. We saw clam shells im- 
 bedded in stone on the very top of the mountain. In one 
 instance I broke one and saw that the flat side was, as it 
 were, glued down on a stone, and the ribbed side up, so it 
 was really a sea shell. There were many other evidences 
 that this high elevation had been at some period of time in 
 the ocean's bed, and by some terrible convulsion had been 
 raised from her depths. We passed through the Muncy, 
 Kittatiny, Blue, Broad, Tuscarora, and the South mountains. 
 We were told our view extended nearly to Harrisburg, and 
 the beauty in many places exceeded description. 
 
 We could only wonder, admire, and adore that Al- 
 mighty Being that formed h eaven and earth and all that 
 in them is. Afler a night in Clearfield, a country town, we 
 passed on to Grampian Hills, where there is a settlement 
 of Friends. We rode through a wilderness of pines, without 
 
SAEAHHUNT. 23 
 
 many inhabitants, till we came to the neighborhood of 
 Friends, where there is considerable improved productive 
 country. About eighteen families of Friends live in this 
 neighborhood. We had a meeting among them, and many 
 who were not Friends came, and it proved comfortable. 
 Many mothers brought their infants, but they disturbed no 
 one. 
 
 Dined at Gideon Widemore's, then left this place for 
 Clearfield ; several Friends went with us, and we lodged at 
 James Erwin's. Our meeting was large and satisfactory. 
 Though composed of a mixed multitude, all were attentive, 
 and the word of exhortation flowed freely. Some had 
 entertained the idea that we were unbelievers in the 
 Divinity of Christ, but went away satisfied on that point. 
 High professors were admonished not to trust in ceremo- 
 nials, that it was in vain to draw nigh to God with the lip 
 while the heart was far from -Him ; we might deceive one 
 another, but could not deceive him. The women were 
 assured they also had the Diving Gift, the holy anointing 
 poured out upon them, and they were exhorted to look 
 well to it and mind their calling whatever it might be. In 
 the life of the gospel a great solemnity spread over the 
 assembly ; everything seemed hushed and quiet, and in this 
 we parted, probably never to meet again this side of the 
 grave. 
 
 We returned to Bald Eagle settlement of Friends, and 
 lodged at Joseph Iddings's, near the creek. Our next meet- 
 ing was at what is called a union meeting house, six miles 
 from here. Small collection, and not much gained. Dined 
 at Zephaniah Underwood's with a number of Friends. 
 Next we crossed the Muncy mountains, regaled ourselves 
 with a drink from a pure spring, and feasted our eyes on the 
 
24 JOUENALOP 
 
 grandeur spread out on every side. On our way we called 
 on a suffering sister, who is nearly helpless, drawn out of 
 shape by neuralgia. To her we offered our sympathies, and 
 passed on to Centre Monthly Meeting. Here the service 
 was to arouse and awaken, calling individuals to faithful- 
 ness as the only means of restoration and renewing of 
 strength, lest when weighed in the balance they be found 
 wanting, or the handwriting on the wall be against them. 
 We were entertained at John and Mary Way's ; lodged at 
 David Spencer's'. First day morning attended Centre Meet- 
 ing. It was large: benches from the school-house were 
 brought in and placed about the door; with all this many 
 could not be seated. The house was situated in a beautiful 
 grove ; many stood under the trees, as it was warm and 
 pleasant, and such was the quiet that those who did not hear 
 felt the overshadowing of heavenly good. Tears were shed, 
 and many seemed baptized into the one spirit, in which 
 feeling the tribute of thanksgiving was offered, and the 
 meeting closed, though no one seemed willing or ready to 
 move. 
 
 Friends' settlement at Dunning's Creek is in a hilly 
 country, twenty miles or more from the railroad. They 
 seem isolated. Here one young woman walked six miles 
 to attend an appointed meeting. The same loving Father 
 watches over his children in all places. " Truth is net 
 local, but alike pervades the crowded city and the world 
 of shade." Seventh month 25th. — We were at West 
 Chester Meeting. It was large, and a great proportion 
 were young people. How lovely is youth, especially when 
 clothed with innocence and internal aspirings after wisdom, 
 and a knowledge of ihe truth. Dined at Abner Hoopes', 
 and went to Birmingham in the afternoon. A small com- 
 
SAEAHHUNT. 25 
 
 pany ; nothing remarkable to note. Went to Abraham 
 Darlington's to tea. Our next point was Concord Quarter, 
 where many Friends accompanied us ; the attendance was 
 large. George Truman occupied most of the time in ex- 
 hortation to temperance and an exemplary life. We dined 
 at Ellis Marshall's, thence to Darby and lodged at Joseph 
 Dodgson's. Fourth-day morning, spent a short time agree- 
 ably with Rachel Hunt ; after this went to Philadelphia 
 and lodged at Pierce Hoopes'. Thus closed this very 
 interesting journey, and in looking over it there is a sense 
 of my Master's approval, and I can say in truth, All was 
 done as unto the Lord. 
 
 I believe seed was sown and plants watered, — may fruit 
 appear unto His praise. 
 
 [Of the year 1842 there is no record, except the following extract from the 
 pen of Abel A. Hull: "In 1842, Sarah Underwood (afterwards Hunt), from 
 Rochester, New York, passed through Croton, and attended a meeting at this 
 place that bad been appointed for her. The circumstances attending that 
 meeting were not of an every-day occurrence, making an impression on ray 
 mind not yet obliterated. After a time of solemn stillness Sarah arose, and 
 commenced speaking, but not with her usual fluency. She labored : the chariot 
 wheels rolled heavily on ; so much so that I became anxious as to the result. 
 Just then she stopped : a pause ensued that took the attention of the audience. 
 She then stated that she found it necessary to go back and take up the first sub- 
 ject that had opened upon her mind in this meeting, viz. : * The awfulnoss of 
 self-destruction.' This subject was handled pathetically and with power. Then 
 she resumed the subject she had left, anddisposedpf it to the satisfaction of all. 
 Some months afterward a man who was at that meeting asked me if I remem- 
 bered that meeting? I answered in the affirmative. He said, ' I am that man: I 
 had that day matured a plan to destroy my life.' He lived many years, and 
 became a useful member in Society "] 
 
 In 1843 I left New York State and went to Shrewsbury, 
 New Jersey, and with my two daughters as teachers opened 
 a school. Here I spent two years very happily, — my social 
 enjoyments were exceedingly pleasant. Meeting small, but 
 very interesting. Such a kind feeling prevailed it seemed 
 
26 J O U H X A L O F 
 
 like a family of one heart and mind coming together, 
 exchanging greetings. 
 
 In 1845 I was married to Elisha Hunt, and came to 
 Moorestown, New Jersey. In this neighborhood I had- 
 very few acquaintances, though many very dear friends in 
 Philadelphia. I had desired to be rightly directed, and to 
 follow the true guide. Thy grace, O God, is sufficient ; 
 wilt Thou confer it daily according to my need. 
 
 1846 opened pleasantly. I feel the great responsibility 
 that must ever rest upon the ambassador for Christ, called 
 and commissioned by God to proclaim to mankind the 
 Gospel in its purity ; to assure the people that it is no 
 " cunningly-devised fable," but "glad tidings of great joy 
 to all people ; " an unchanging reality ; an immediate 
 emanation of light and grace, freely dispensed to every 
 immortal soul, to teach the great things of God's law, and 
 guide in the way of salvation. It is simple, and easy to be 
 understood ; warns against evil, convicts for wrong doing, 
 and comforts for well doing. To heed and obey it is to 
 establish the mind in peace. I feel my mission embraces 
 all intelligent beings. 
 
 Soon after coming here my husband and myself visited 
 the families of our Monthly Meeting ; eighty-seven families 
 belonging to Chester Preparative meeting, and over thirty 
 at Westfield Preparative meeting. It was pleasant to 
 mingle with them, and as way opened stir up the pure 
 mind, inciting to faithfulness, that all might find their true 
 places, and advance in experimental knowledge of the 
 highest good. 
 
 First month 3d, 1848.— Much to inspire gratitude, and 
 much that calls into requisition all my strength, mental and 
 physical. Happy is it for me that I was early taught to 
 
SAEAHHUNT. 27 
 
 seek aid and support from Him who is strength in our 
 weakness, and when called upon will hear. How sweet is 
 the voice of wisdom when she speaks after this manner, " I 
 love them that love me, and those that seek me early shall 
 find me." There is no time in life that we do not need this 
 assistance to rightly qualify us to do or to suffer whatever 
 may be required by our Heavenly Father, whose ways are 
 "true and righteous altogether." Though we are not 
 always capable of comprehending why He deals thus with 
 us, one thing we may know of a certainty ; that all Hit 
 turnings and over-turnings are intended for good. 
 
 This day has been clear and lovely, — hardly a breeze 
 to rattle the naked branches of the trees. Calmness and 
 tranquillity within and without. 
 
 5th. — I hope to be preserved in faith and patience, fill- 
 ing up the time rightly as it passes by. I ask the aid of 
 Thy spirit and wisdom. This I know I must have, or fall 
 short of what I ought to be in this scene of trial. My 
 weaknesses press upon me ; I feel them in full measure. 
 Gird me then, O Father, with Thy strength, and keep me 
 from falling into error. 
 
 6th. — The reasoning powers of man fail to comprehend 
 the workings of an invisible hand, and yet all the duties 
 required by the spirit of his Creator, enlightening his 
 understanding and drawing his attention to reflect and con- 
 sider what best promotes a quiet, comfortable feeling, 
 inspire confidence in a Divine influence, and lead him to 
 look beyond the things of a moment to that which is unfad- 
 ing in its character and eternal in duration. Contempla- 
 tions of this kind confirm a belief in the immortality of the 
 soul, and our accountability to God for the right improve- 
 ment of time and all the talents He has bestowed. By 
 
28 JOUENALOF 
 
 drawing uigh to Him in spirit, and acting under the direc- 
 tion of this His highest gift, every intellectual being may 
 not only hold the position in which his Maker placed him, ' 
 " a little lower than the angels," but rise still higher in the 
 scale of gradation until he becomes one with the Father, 
 and with the Son Jesus Christ, and is truly crowned with 
 glory and honor. 
 
 8th. — Yesterday felt too low to write in my own book, 
 but not without breathings to the Almighty for help. I 
 look to Him who is the light of the world and the life of 
 men, to bear me up in adversity and trials of every kind. 
 ' I have not forgotten the covenant made with Him when 
 I was a child, nor the day of my espousals to the beloved 
 of "my soul. Oh the rich promise of the Redeemer! — 
 "And him that cometh to me I will in no wise east out." 
 " If any man hear my voice, and open the door, I will 
 come in to him, and will sup with him and he with 
 ttie." If any man love me, my Father will love him, 
 and He will come unto him and make his abode with 
 him. Now what is there that all the sons of men stand 
 in need of that is not near when these Heavenly guests 
 are entertained ? The bread of life is He that cometh 
 down from Heaven ; a well of water springing up unto 
 eternal life unto all them that believe, a teacher to such 
 as will hear the still small voice of the spirit when it 
 speaks to the soul in the language of love, for such it 
 always is ; though it rebuke and chasten, it is but to redeem, 
 and when redeemed to salute with the endearing language, 
 " Thou art my Son, this day have I begotten thee." Having 
 believed the word spoken and obeyed it, repented of all evil 
 and obtained forgiveness, these may be called the " Sons 
 of God." Having escaped the pollutions that are in the 
 
SAEAHHUNT. 29 
 
 world, by faith they inherit the promise made unto the 
 Father, and fulfilled to us their children, who believed in 
 the same power, walk by the same rule, and mind the same 
 light. 
 
 What high and exalted privileges are in store for all 
 who are actuated by the pure principles of Christianity. 
 They behold the Lamb of God who taketh away the sins 
 of the world ; they love and follow Him through good 
 and evil report. They are not exalted by the favor of men, 
 nor cast down by their frowns ; they look to the Rock of 
 Ages, and feel they are established thereon. Therefore 
 when storms and tempests assail they stand, knowing Him 
 in whom they have believed to be mighty in power, a covert 
 from the heat and a safe hiding-place, — a comforter through 
 life and a supporter in the hour of death. 
 
 9th. — My heart is fixed, trusting in God, and I renew- 
 edly feel the need of Divine aid. I will lift up my soul in 
 prayer, and look toward the holy temple where the king in 
 His beauty sits enthroned, lifted up above all turmoil 
 attendant upon this state of being, where purity and 
 stability are uninterrupted — for there is nothing of a differ- 
 ent character found where this high and lofty One hath 
 fixed His habitation. 
 
 O my soul, never cease from thy intercessions with Him 
 who sees the state of the humble and poor in spirit, until 
 thou art permitted to rest under the shadow of His wing; 
 until thy redemption is sealed, and thou hast received the 
 " white stone, and in the stone a new name written, which 
 no man knoweth saving he that receiveth it." 
 
 10th. — The name of the Lord is a strong tower. May I 
 be permitted to flee to it, be protected by it, and forever 
 rely upon it. He that sleeps not by day nor slumbers by 
 
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 night is ever mindful of the little ones that believe in and 
 look to Him for aid. I will hope in His mercy ; I will sit 
 me down in a low place and ask His counsel ; I will try to 
 fulfill all my duties in the hope that He will bless me. He 
 gave me life and power to feel and act ; oh that all may be 
 regulated by pure wisdom, so as in no instance to thwart the 
 design of the Creator ; and whatever may attend my path- 
 way, may I be strengthened to steer my course straight 
 forward, till I go hence to be seen of men no more. It 
 matters not what judgment, censure, or condemnation men 
 may pass upon me, if I can only feel that God accepteth 
 my works ; for his favor is better than life, and at His right 
 hand are rivers of pleasure forever more. 
 
 Sometimes, unworthy as I am, He has permitted me to 
 swim in the purifying waters that flow from under the 
 threshold of the door of His house ; and the least issuing of 
 these streams gladdens the heart of the way-worn and weary 
 traveler, and causes the spirit to turn in confidence to Him 
 from whom all good cometh, and to say, " Draw me and I 
 will run after thee ; command me and I will obey." 
 
 13th. — Moderate weather. Went to meeting, which 
 was small and silent. I hope some were benefited, but it 
 seemed to me that listless indifierence prevailed, with too 
 little sense of the awfulness of presuming to make an oflfer- 
 ing publicly to Almighty God, when the heart and mind 
 were not in it. How shall we answer for these things when 
 called to final account by Him who will not be mocked by 
 vain oblations? We must fear God and keep His com- 
 mandments before we cto worship Him in spirit and in 
 truth, and such only will He accept. When obedience 
 keeps pace with knowledge, the heart is given up, and 
 the will subjected, there is then a drawing water from 
 
SAEAH HUNT. 31 
 
 the wells of salvation, and a sense of the continued obliga- 
 tion we lie under to Him who gave us life and breath and 
 all that which we enjoy, and under this feeling the query 
 arises in secret, " What shall I render for all Thy benefits ? " 
 
 14th. — Various incidents every day occur connected 
 with the affairs of this life that call for the assistance 
 of best Wisdom, and a watchful care that patience be 
 exercised. Sometimes all the powers of body and mind 
 seem exhausted, and the only source of comfort that 
 remains is the remembrance that help is laid on One that 
 is mighty, and oareth for such as cast their care upon Hira. 
 Such is often my case. How ardent are the appeals to this 
 Mighty Helper that He will look with compassion on one 
 that is weak and calls upon him in humble confidence ! 
 With such a protector I will not be afraid of the terrors 
 by night, of the pestilence that walketh in darkness, nor 
 of the arrows that fly at noonday. 
 
 17th.— The day has passed with little to disturb. Let 
 my soul centre more and more in a state that I may abide 
 in without weariness, even a quiet, peaceful frame, trusting 
 in my God. May Heavenly wisdom guide me, and teach 
 me truth everlasting. Her voice is sweet, and I love to 
 hear the sound thereof 
 
 Seeing time is momentary, and eternity' never ending, 
 ought not the latter to have the greater share of our 
 thoughts? Not in such a way as to cloud our enjoy- 
 ments here with gloom, but to heighten every one by 
 duly appreciating them, and keeping all these subservient 
 to a higher and more glorious state, where " Mortality 
 might be swallowed up of life." Muy this be my state 
 even here, tliat the mortal .part may be wholly subjected 
 and centred in that life which " is hid with Christ in God." 
 
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 — that I may say at all times and in truth, " I live, yet 
 not I, but Christ liveth in me ; and the life which I now 
 live iu the flesh I live by the faith of the Son of God, who 
 loved me and gave himself for me." 
 
 19th. — A very pleasant morning without, but a marked 
 difference in my state of mind ; a dull and languid feeling 
 prevails, and I feel hardly capable of dwelling upon the 
 good while things that are trying rush in like a flood. 
 But I have faith that will not overpower, for my God is 
 mightier than all that can arise to beset ; and as the Holy 
 Jesus promised another comforter, even the Spirit of Truth, 
 which he says should abide forever, I will look to this for 
 support ; for it is nigh in the heart and speaketh as never 
 man spake ; and what doth it say to the weighed down 
 soul ? " Cast thy burden upon the Lord, and He shall sus- 
 tain thee." 
 
 20th. — I feel that I need Holy help, but am too weak 
 to breathe a prayer. Will God in mercy look down on 
 such a being ? When I awoke I looked toward Him whose 
 habitation is in holiness, but my insignificance rushed upon 
 me and I turned back to my low estate. However, I do 
 remember that Jesus blessed her who washed His feet with 
 her tears and wiped them with the hairs of her head, by 
 forgiving all her sins, and is His compassion less now than 
 in days of old ? I believe not. Therefore He invites all 
 the ends of the earth to come to Him and be saved. I 
 went to meeting, but my thoughts wandered, though I 
 endeavored to centre them on the object of worship ; it 
 seemed difficult to keep out little intrusions that rose up to 
 
 divert. 
 
 My God, the power is all in Thee, 
 To still the raging of the sea, 
 And bring an awful calm ; 
 
SAEAHHUNT. 33 
 
 Thou knoweat how oft I am assailed, 
 And how my efforts all have failed, 
 Without Thine offered balm. 
 
 The parable of the householder that -went out early to 
 hire laborers into his vineyard revived, but not with suffi- 
 cient force to warrant making mention of it. It, however, 
 appeared to me that too many were standing in the market- 
 place, gazing upon the buyers and sellers, with seeming 
 indifference to what they themselves as accountable beings 
 ought to be engaged in, that when weighed in the balance 
 they might not be found wanting, or when the bridegroom 
 comes have no oil with them. Let me look to my own 
 state, and never lose sight of the delicate ground on which 
 the Christian treads, lest my lamp go out, and, after watch- 
 ings and fastings, the door be closed in that great day. 
 
 21st. — What a stimulus it ought to be to all to pursue 
 with exactness the path of virtue, when we consider we 
 are capable of possessing some of the attributes of the 
 Deity, who is in himself perfection, and as far as we have 
 capacity to receive, would lead us on in assimilation to 
 Himself, making the angelic hosts our aids and attendants 
 from earth to Heaven — or from an earthly to a heavenly 
 state. Oh the blessings that are in store for the pure in 
 heart, who cherish with all diligence the openings of that 
 inspiration of the Almighty that giveth the spirit that is in. 
 man an understanding of Heavenly and Divine things, and 
 by which they are made to appear so beautiful that the 
 false glitter of this world fades before them. Humility, 
 meekness, and childlike simplicity stand higher in estima- 
 tion, then, than the pomp and vain-glory of the deluded 
 multitude, who pursue phantoms, and find that they can 
 never overtake them, or realize their anticipations fulfilled, 
 
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 but iustead thereof have to acknowledge, oftentimes with 
 blushing and confusion of face, that " all is vanity and 
 vexation of spirit.'' My God, I thank thee that Thou 
 hast led me through the straight gate, and brought me 
 into the narrow way. I accept all as in Thy wisdom. Thou 
 hast stripped me from time to time, and then clothed me in 
 such raiment as seemed good for me to wear, for but a 
 little while and Thou wilt call the spirit hence to stand 
 unveiled before Thee, forever and forevermore. 
 
 Twenty-two days of 1848 have already passed, and what 
 have I gained ? I cannot see that I have made any addi- 
 tion to my store of wisdom or of knowledge. I hope, how- 
 ever, I have lost nothing. Every day ought to add some- 
 thing to the storehouse of the mind,' and make us more 
 intimately acquainted with the Author of our being, that 
 His spirit may rule every action. In times past I loved 
 society and other pleasures, everything that passed before 
 me that bore the appearance of loveliness, in nature and 
 art, mental, intellectual, and spiritual. I drank in these 
 fountains with intense interest as they opened before me ; 
 and all things that stand as they were made by my 
 Heavenly Father are still held most dear and have lost 
 none of their power to charm. But I am a wonder to 
 myself, that I feel so little inclination to contend with the 
 powers that be except such as exist within myself. I hope 
 this is not selfish. I know there are duties required of me, 
 and when called to fulfill them may I ever obey my Lord 
 and Master, lest I lose the reward promised to such as leave 
 all to follow Him. 
 
 24th. — During this present year, in company with my 
 husband and William Stabler, of Alexandria, Virginia, I 
 visited thirty-two families of Friends belonging to Cherry 
 
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 Street Monthly Meeting, Philadelphia. In doing our part 
 as individuals to promote the highest interests of the hum'an 
 family, we share in the good results, whatever they be, 
 sooner or later. I think a sweet feeling prevailed, and 
 hope some encouragement has been given. I can say I 
 have been instructed. " They that labor, receive wages, 
 and gather fruit unto life eternal." How truly do men 
 appear as bright and shining lights, when all their faculties 
 come under the guidance of the Spirit of Christ! Wheu 
 all His gifts are occupied rightly, and our measure filled up, 
 we are among the blessed. Ten young men, members, met 
 with us in the committee-room at the Meeting House, pre- 
 ferring it rather than their boarding-places. It was an 
 interesting opportunity to us. They were directed to the 
 alone preserving power, that their talents might be conse- 
 crated to the service of God while young. Though His 
 grace would restrain them in some things, it would enlarge 
 them in others, opening channels of usefulness through 
 which would flow rivers of pleasure, pure and satisfying far 
 beyond what self-indulgence could ever give. We visited 
 three families in Germantown, an aged widow with two 
 young friends, also one who stands as a father in the church. 
 We find in all a seed of good, which if nourished will bear 
 much fruit, to the glory of Him that sowed it. A peaceful 
 calm covers my spirit, and I rest in quiet r,s under the 
 shadow and wing of Divine protection. In secret prayer I 
 enter the holy of holies and commune with my Heavenly 
 Father, ask His aid and guidance, arid feel the mantle of 
 his love thrown around me. I will praise Him in the 
 assemblies of the people, I will speak of His goodness in 
 the great congregation, I will commend my children to His 
 care, that He may bless them, and uphold them by His 
 
36 JOURNAL OF 
 
 free spirit. Moments of tranquillity are precious, — they are 
 as .balm to the soul. There is indeed healing virtue when 
 from a tempest-tossed state we are favored with serenity 
 and quiet. 
 
 We estimate the number of families visited thus far at 
 about two hundred. It is a great satisfaction to see our 
 members at their own houses, and know a little of their 
 every-day life ; to feel for them in their difficulties, and 
 encourage them to lean on the strong arm of Omnipotence. 
 The call of a friend at my dwelling has often cheered me 
 for many days, and been as a ray of sunshine piercing 
 the clouds. It only costs a little effort, which the effect 
 overbalances ; we are always amply repaid when the honest 
 endeavor is to do right. It is ever to be alive to the things 
 of the highest moment, to look through faith to our true 
 helper, who is near at hand ready to assist in fulfilling what 
 is a present duty. 
 
 There are days of spring-like pleasure that in their 
 sweetness seem as bud and blossom ; and finally mature and 
 settle into a fixed purpose of action, where all the powers 
 we possess are concentrated to the diffusion of blessings in 
 our Father's name. Let the lowest of His children be 
 recipients ; then when life's slender thread gives way,- and 
 the curtain drops, what peaceful visions will stand revealed ! 
 Recollections of my native State and early life come vividly 
 before the mind, early joys revived. They come to view as 
 an oasis in the desert, — tender sympathy of loving friends, 
 their frequent calls to sit awhile in sweet and genial con- 
 verse, when every look was love. The lapse of time does 
 not diminish aught that is Heaven-^orn. No, instead it 
 strengthens. There is nothing sweeter than to minister to 
 the wants of one another, and to lighten the burden of the 
 
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 weary and heavy laden, whether of a spiritual or temporal 
 nature. 
 
 Have just returned from the city, having finished our 
 visits to the families of all who could receive us. Two 
 were too much engaged in business to give a half hour to 
 come in and sit with us, so we left them in the hands of an 
 all-merciful Father, with a prayer that He might rouse 
 them in time to trim their lamps, ere the bridegroom come 
 to summon them to give an account of their stewardship. 
 " Procrastination is the thief of time ; be wise to-day, 'tis 
 madness to defer." 
 
 Attended meeting. Had a word of exhortation to the 
 young men, that they might watch unto prayer, resist temp- 
 tation, escape the evils that are in the world, and by their 
 devotion hasten the day when righteousness shall cover 
 the earth as the waters cover the sea. I often feel the 
 need of constant -watchfulness lest, after having preached 
 to others, I myself might be a cause of stumbling to 
 honest inquirers. I know it is one thing to begin to serve 
 God, and quite another thing to hold out to the end. 
 God hath called me with an high and holy calling. He hath 
 poured out His Spirit, and renewed it from time to time as 
 circumstances requii'ed, to my astonishment and humilia- 
 tion. May I never doubt the sufficiency of grace to qualify 
 for all He requires. Many I have visited in Gospel love 
 come before me as I sit by the fireside as dear children of 
 my Father in Heaven, some among them of the poor of this 
 world, but rich in faith, and heirs of an heavenly kingdom. 
 May none trust in uncertain riches, but in the living God, 
 who giveth us all things richly to enjoy.' This morning is 
 lovely ; everything seems to praise the Divine Being, and 
 my heart joins the grand anthem. To live aright is to sub- 
 
38 JOUENALOF 
 
 due the life of self, that Christ, the eternal Word, the wisdom 
 and power of God, may rule, and in all things have the 
 pre-eminence. Fifty-one years have passed away ; so many 
 winters of frost and cold, and spring's renewings have come 
 and cheered the heart when almost all hope had fled. And 
 so my life has been diversified, light and shade, joy and 
 sorrow, alternate, never so entirely happy as when engaged 
 in my Master's service ; it always brings the hundredfold 
 reward promised by Jesus in His holy teachings. Ah ! He 
 overcame the world, " led captivity captive, and gave gifts 
 unto men," which if improved will bring an heirship with 
 Him in His Jcingdom. In visiting three hundred families, 
 many very touching incidents might be noted, but there 
 seemed no leisure, only a few minutes allowed to rest, each 
 day. 
 
 Since our return from the city, where we were engaged 
 in going from house to house, we have been so occupied in 
 various ways we have hardly had time to collect ourselves 
 and settle down into that quiet that is precious and needful 
 to renew our strength. The next thing that seems to be set 
 before me as a duty is a public meeting, in some hall in the 
 city, with a gonyral invitation to all. Our kind friends 
 there readily and willingly do their part in these things, 
 which I value and for which I feel thankful. The meeting 
 was held, in a large hall and was very crowded. A great 
 many stood, a solemn quiet prevailed, and the most 
 profound attention given. God be praised ; we can do 
 nothing without His aid, but all things through Christ 
 who strengthens us. When difficulties attend my pathway, 
 I remember Israel's wilderness travel, their straits and 
 deliverances. Alto the temptations of Jesus, and His 
 continued assaults from enemies, and how firmly He 
 
S A E A H H U N T . 39 
 
 maintained His ground, never giving way a hair's breadth 
 to a seducing spirit. So the path His followers tread 
 is not new, but paved by the footsteps of prophets and apos- 
 tles, with the Captain of our Salvation leading the way. 
 Everything in the outward creation smiles, "The heavens 
 declare the glory of God," and the earth is full of His 
 praise. He maketh the sun to shine by day, the moon to give 
 light by night, and all the host of stars to shed a radiance 
 through the night, that loveliness and beauty should sur- 
 round us in the silent hours of sleep. Let us dwell upon 
 His goodness and His wonderful works, and serve Him with 
 meekness, and reverently adore. To encourage each other 
 in well-doing is a precious work. By patient continuance 
 in well-doing, we are assured of immortality and eternal 
 life, nor need we desire more. Obedience to the Divine 
 Law brings a present reward of tranquillity and peace. 
 
 To honor my Lord by a life in conformity with His 
 will is my earnest desire, though it be to serve i:i the lowest 
 place in His house, for they that labor receive wages, and 
 gather fruit unto life eternal. Meekness, humility, gentle- 
 ness, and forbearance are the jewels that adorn the children 
 of God. More beautiful are they than diamonds set in the 
 crowns of- Kings. We may wear them in the assembly of 
 saints and angels in a future state, in His presence whose 
 sceptre is love and whose countenance is as the sun shining 
 in His strength. 
 
 Fifth month, 1848. — Have just returned from Yearly 
 Meeting. The social minglings on these occasions I some- 
 times think are as beneficial as the time devoted specially to 
 business ; it stirs up the pure mind, and we feel the bond of 
 union strengthened. With all our infirmities we are owned 
 by the Master's presence ; to Him be all praise. There is 
 
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 indeed much that is lovely in this world, we may enjoy its 
 sweets in the innocency, and the more fully by resisting 
 its vanities. By listening to the voice of the true Shep- 
 herd and following as He directs we may move on safely 
 through our journey here, and finally enter the city whose 
 walls are salvation and gates praise, to use the figurative 
 language of Scripture, which I suppose means to be freed 
 from all that defiles, and rest in peace forever. 
 
 26th. — Much rain has fallen through the day, and the 
 evening is delightful. " The showers descended and watered 
 the earth, and the pastures and the wilderness rejoice." 
 
 27th. — The inorning is lovely. " Bless the Lord, O my 
 soul, and forget not all His benefits." What a blessing to 
 soar above the perplexities of every-day life, and drink of 
 the pure spring of life and love; to feel in harmony with 
 beings who never ofiend, with those, who have left this 
 sphere for the celestial abodes, who are arrayed in fine 
 linen, clean and white, and see the King in His beauty, 
 always in His presence, with no veil between. 
 
 But we cannot always be thus elevated ;we have to come 
 down into an ordinary state. Retirement from all kinds 
 of excitement is good for us ; a little time in the quiet to 
 commune with our own hearts and see if all is in order 
 there. And then there are home duties that cannot be 
 rightly attended to but in family privacy, where parents and 
 children by themselves may speak of misses and encourage 
 amendment. I often long for more time to devote especially 
 to my own family, separate and alone from all interruptions. 
 A servant of the public cannot always command this ; 
 indeed it is a privilege seldom enjoyed ; there seems such a 
 continual demand upon the energies, my power to enjoy or 
 ability to confer is often exhausted, and I sit in sadness 
 
SARAHHUNT. 41 
 
 that I am unable to meet exigencies as I should. Some- 
 times body and mind give out together, but rest resuscitates 
 and we commence anew. To occupy what we have is all 
 that is required. Many are the obstructions, — what remains 
 is to do as near right as we can under the circumstances. 
 We are instructed to cast all our care upon God, and 
 assured that He cares for us. There is great encourage- 
 ment in this, for He knows what we need and how to ad- 
 minister. " His arm is not shortened that it cannot save, 
 neither His ear heavy that it cannot hear." He did 
 wonderful things of old, He is yet graciously disposed to 
 " Bless the dust of Zion, and satisfy her poor with bread," 
 as He supplied His people in the wilderness with waters 
 from the rock, and gave them bread from Heaven to eat. 
 
 When in reviewing the past we can feel peaceful it is 
 well with us, and we need not be troubled by the turmoil 
 of the world without. We may feel poor and desolate ; 
 this may be permitted to show us how dependent we are 
 and to keep us humble. I, feel a deep solicitude for my 
 children, that they may be kept from evil and guided by 
 grace, that their God may shield them from harm and be 
 their protector, that they may love and serve Him all their 
 days, and then dwell with Him in eternity. 
 
 Attended the funeral of John West, of Mount Holly. 
 Company was large and meeting solemn ; they were exhorted 
 to occupy time and talents rightly in order to be ready to 
 meet the close. To the faithful steward death has no ter- 
 rors, but is a messenger of release from all conflicts. There 
 is so much of the elementary in our composition we often 
 toil and row against wind and tide, seeming to forget that 
 the power that formed them is above all, and His word can 
 settle the most turbulent passions into a calm. 
 
42 JOUENALOF 
 
 1848. Seventh month 4th.— A most lovely morning, - 
 with the atmosphere pure from the showers of yesterday. 
 What beauty is exhibited in the order of creation ! — light 
 and shade, sunshine and shower, but we have no power to 
 command either. • All my life my first desire has been to do 
 right, to live in peace, to offend none, to be approved of God 
 and all good people ; to do all I could to alleviate suffering 
 and to try not to hurt the feelings of any ; to maintain 
 an equanimity of temper and keep a clear conscience, but 
 I often fail in many points. To be ready to meet the sum- 
 mons home without alarm, to pass calmly from works to 
 rewards, and stand before my Judge as one whose talent 
 has been used, are things ever in my thoughts, and to attain 
 to them I must attend to duties as they present, not putting 
 them by for trifles, for in that awful moment excuses will 
 avail nothing. Life's realities are solemn, and every day 
 has its work. Christian virtues shine everywhere, and 
 operate to endear human beings one to another. A gift 
 in the ministry is a solemn trust ; may all to whom it is 
 given dwell with it, and speak only as moved by it. Then 
 as branches of the true vine they would expand and grow 
 stronger and stronger, and their labors would be effectual 
 in bringing souls to Christ. 
 
 21st. — Myself and husband went to Wilmington. Were 
 kindly welcomed by Eli and Martha Hilles, where we 
 lodged. Attended meeting, and felt to direct the people to 
 the great minister of ministers, with them and in them. In 
 the afternoon went on toward Western Quarter. The 
 meeting of ministers and elders was a satisfactory oppor- 
 tunity, and in the general meeting we were blessed with the 
 presence of the Good Shepherd. Returned home, and feel 
 glad once more to rest in the quiet. 
 
SARAH HUNT. 43 
 
 Tenth month 10th. — Went to Darby and attended 
 meeting there ; a comfortable feeling prevailed, and good 
 counsel was given in the meeting for ministers and elders. 
 The general meeting was large and satisfactory. Next day 
 we had the company of several friends from a distance, and 
 were glad to see them. I enjoy social mingling when con- 
 versation turns on worthy subjects, and there is no speaking 
 evil of persons. 
 
 14th. — I feel the need of dwelling in the house of prayer 
 to gather strength to meet trials and fulfill duties. 
 
 17th. — A number of friends with us, which is a privi- 
 lege highly valued. These communings are precious, when 
 we can speak freely of subjects of general interest, and sug- 
 gest modes of improvement that would tend to elevale the 
 human family at large, and open avenues of instruction 
 for those who seem deprived of almost everything that is 
 desirable or improving. 
 
 Twelfth month 9th.— Went to Maryland. Dined at 
 Thornton Walton's, and then went to Benjamin Ferris' 
 and lodged. A number of friends had come to attend the 
 Quarterly Meeting, which was large and favored. The 
 subject was the inspiration of the Scriptures, with the series 
 of events recorded to establish the truths contained in them, 
 that we need not question what seems obscure, but leave it 
 till opened to our understanding, which it would be if need- 
 ful to our growth in grace, redemption from sin, or fulfil- 
 ment of the duties we are called to. God is mindful of His 
 creatures in all ages of the world, and will not fail on His 
 part if we are willing to do ours. " Neither grace nor 
 glory, nor any good thing, will He withhold from such as 
 walk uprightly." 
 
44 JOUKNALOF 
 
 To speak clearly what is given at the time, no more 
 nor less, should be the watchful care of all who minister. 
 Though it be plain and ever so simple, it will have its place 
 and effect. " My Word," saith the Almighty by His 
 Prophet, " which goeth out of my mouth, shall not return 
 unto me void, but shall accomplish that which I please, and 
 prosper in the thing whereto I sent it." This Word of the 
 Divine life, which comes through the anointing, is indeed 
 precious ; it meets the states of the people ; it comes as a 
 warning to the wayward and disobedient, who determine 
 in their hearts to enjoy the pleasures of sin for -a season. 
 It says in the midst of their revelings : " Touch not, taste 
 not, handle not the accursed thing ; for the sting of death 
 is in it," while it comforts the mourner whose tears are shed 
 in secret by the sweet assurance, " They shall be turned 
 into wine, new in the kingdom of Heaven." It assures 
 such as meekly lay down the life of self on the altar of 
 obedience that they shall take it again in the life that is 
 hid with Christ in God. 
 
 All this ministration is often immediately impressed 
 upon individuals by the Word " nigh in the heart ; " by 
 the Lord from Heaven ; " a quickening spirit," making 
 known the will of God by the visitations of His love. Then 
 instruments are employed to call the attention to these eman- 
 ations and calls, lest they be disregarded and passed by 
 unheeded. Oh how solemn, how weighty, how responsible, 
 is, the charge committed to an ambassador for Christ ! What 
 need of constant watch lest they mar the work by self- 
 activity ! To leave disputed points of doctrine that have 
 rent and shattered the Christian Church almost from its 
 rise down to the present time, letting each mind settle these 
 for itself according to the light given, without controversy ; 
 
S A E A H H U N T . 45 
 
 giving strict attention to the law written in the heart and 
 printed in the thoughts, by which the will of God is known. 
 
 '16th. — Feel very little like participating in anything of 
 a worldly nature any further than real duties require. 
 
 17th. — Weather fine for the season ; our meeting large 
 and satisfactory ; my children in a distant land are afflicted. 
 I pray for them, and for myself, that we may be able to bear 
 all without complaining ; that our trials may refine and fit 
 for a higher sphere. 
 
 25th. — It rained all day. There was grandeur and 
 beauty in the storm, and vegetation drank in the drops as 
 they fell, presenting the freshness and beauty of spring, 
 mingled with winter's blast. But the day before icicles cov- 
 ered the trees and glistened like emeralds; now they are 
 gone, to be seen no more. Such is our brief existence ; we 
 vanish and give place to a new race. 
 
 29th. — We had friends with us from New York and 
 Baltimore, and the conversation turned on religious sub- 
 jects, which is always pleasant to me when a right spirit 
 prevails. In exchanging views we may edify one another. 
 By imparting experience in the things of God, w£ may excite 
 a devotional feeling in others and not drain our own 
 treasury. I desire to feed on hidden manna, to commune 
 with Angels, to abide in Christ, the true vine, and rest 
 always under the outspread wing of my Father in Heaven, 
 acquiescing in His will, and doing it so far as I am able. 
 May nothing ever pluck me out of His hand. 
 
 First month 1st, 1849. — ^The opening of the year is 
 lovely ; bright sunshine ; ground covered with snow, pure 
 and white, beautiful to look upon ; attended a funeral. A 
 solemn season, reminding us all that this is not our rest; 
 that we ought ever to be vigilant to " make our calling 
 and election sure." 
 
46 J O U R N A L O F 
 
 20th. Went to tbe city to meet the Indian Com- 
 mittee ; visited several sick people, and met many I desiriy 
 love. Appointed to meet a committee in New York. We 
 took carriage and went to Bordentown, from there to Tren- 
 ton, and over the river to Samuel Comfort's. From here 
 we took the cars ; attended Quarterly Meeting and the com- 
 mittee ; all passed satisfactorily. Many young people were 
 collected ; may the God of all grace be with them, and 
 keep them from the evils that are in the world ; show 
 them the beauty of holiness and the emptiness of the vani- 
 ties of thi& world. 
 
 26th. — A large public meeting was held. My good 
 Master did not fail to furnish all that was needful to meet 
 the states of the people. His mercies are new every morn- 
 ing, and He delights to bless His children. I was com- 
 forted in meeting so many dear friends, and in the evi- 
 dence that time and distance had not had power to lessen the 
 affectionate regard we had for each other. We dined at 
 John D. Wright's with a number of Friends, then left for 
 Trenton. -Went to Thomas Sterling's. 
 
 27th. — Came home ; found all well. I am grateful for 
 the many favors received. May I be preserved in future 
 from distrusting my Heavenly Leader. He is truly the 
 beloved of my soul ; the chiefest among ten thousand, and 
 altogether lovely. 
 
 Second month 4th. — A few days since I felt drawn to 
 attend a meeting a few miles distant. The time seemed as 
 clear as the act itself, but there was an unusual impression 
 accompanying it. I knew it was the Master's voice, but 
 hindrances operated to prevent, and I had to suffer. In- 
 deed I seemed shut out from all sense of good ; I rebelled 
 against the light, and I was left in darkness. I felt the loss 
 
SARAHHUNT. 47 
 
 was not to myself only, but I had deprived others of what 
 was designed for them, and it seemed like trifling with 
 Omnipotence. As it was not a wilful act of disobedience, I 
 hope I may be forgiven. What a blessing is this monitor 
 within. May I ever attend to it and prize it as God's 
 crowning gift. " My sheep," said the blessed Jesus, " hear 
 my voice, I know them, and they follow Me, and the voice of 
 a stranger they will not follow." 
 
 15th. — Went to meeting ; sat through in sweet silence. 
 I love internal communion with the God of my life. He 
 is my strength and my portion forever. 
 
 16th. — We were gratified by the arrival of our friends 
 Amos Willets and wife from New York, and Eachel Hicks 
 from Westbury. On the 17th made some visits with them, 
 and on the 18th attended our First-day meeting. Eachel 
 labored in gospel love to draw the minds of the people to 
 Christ in them, the only hope of glory. I hope impressions 
 for good were fixed in some minds at least, that some were 
 awakened, and some encouraged. No doubt she had the 
 promised reward. It is a low time with me ; I hope to be 
 patient, as willing to be abased as to abound. So that my 
 Lord be honored, I am satisfied. 
 
 19th.— This morning our friends left us. May the pres- 
 ence of the Head of the church go with them, and be their 
 strength and support, and renew upon them His holy 
 anointing for every service. 
 
 26th. — Spring is near. Gladly we greet the changing 
 seasons ; each has its charms. 
 
 Third month 1st.- — This is the tenth day I have been in 
 my chamber, under great bodily sufiering, reminding me of 
 my frailty, and that dissolution may come at any moment. 
 But though the thought is solemn there is no fear, — I am 
 
48 JOUENALOP 
 
 always in the presence of my Judge, and having all my life 
 desired to do the best I could, with a sense of shortcomings, 
 I will hope for acceptance through the mercy of Christ my 
 Redeemer. 
 
 It seems to me impossible for any who have known the 
 regenerating power of God's grace to lightly esteem the 
 outward advent, or undervalue the holy example of Jesus 
 of Nazareth. His patience under suffering as shown in 
 His forbearance when reviled by wicked men, His prayer 
 to the Father for His persecutors when the agonies of 
 death were upon Him, — oh that I could be like Him I 
 
 2d. — How full of blessings is the storehouse of the 
 Father of mercies ; may none fail of inheriting their portion 
 through unbelief or disobedience. He bestows his gifts 
 upon all men, and calls for their occupation. 
 
 The last week has been dull and stormy, the sun has 
 appeared but once or twice, and then soon hid as under a 
 veil. How emblematic of the mind and its workings ! 
 
 10th. — Trials will and do come. Try our best we 
 cannot escape them. Lord, strengthen me to endure. I 
 long to be redeemed from the world, but so long as we are 
 in it we must feel its influences. Oh that mankind would 
 seek the one universal good, then peace and harmony would 
 abound in families, in societies, in neighborhoods, and in 
 the world. 
 
 Third month 15th. — Was held the Quarterly Meeting 
 of ministers and elders. Several Friends from a distance 
 were with us, and we were edified and instructed. The 
 general meeting was large and satisfactory. I trust the 
 good was strengthened in the minds of the people, and 
 Christ exalted. 
 
S A R A H H U N T . 49 
 
 17th. — This morning seems like sjiring ; the feathered 
 choir come round with their minstrels ; two beautiful birds 
 on one bough praise God in their way. From thinking 
 beings these anthems rise from the heart, and ought to be 
 in full accord with the Divine harmony. My heart responds 
 to the song of Moses, the servant of God, and the song of 
 the Lamb, " Great and marvelous are-Thy works, Lord God 
 Almighty ; just and true are all Thy ways. Thou King of 
 saints." 
 
 18th. — Attended meeting, felt how weak and poor I am, 
 but remembered I am a child of God, who numbers the 
 hairs of our heads, and without whose notice not a sparrow 
 falls to the ground. And now closes one of the happiest 
 winters of my life. I have had the society of my husband 
 and my two daughters almost constantly, devoted to my 
 comfort. The children happy in each other, satisfied with 
 the rules of the house, never complain, and are happy in 
 doing their part to contribute to the happiness of all. 
 
 One daughter will soon leave us, and assume the respon- 
 sible position of wife and head of a family. May she be 
 happy in her choice, and look well to the ways of her house- 
 hold, seeking for the wisdom from above to direct her 
 course. From very early life my faith has been tested in 
 what some call little things ; things others indulge in with 
 apparent satisfaction I have had to resign. Such as the 
 simple use of " thee " and " thou " to all persons, a plain 
 costume suited to comfort without ornament, to salute all 
 persons by their given names, and to give up music, of 
 which I was exceedingly fond. I suppose the design is to 
 subdue the strong will and discipline the mind to the 
 restraints of the cross of Christ. 
 
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 Fourth month 1st. — Attended meeting; had friends 
 with us in the afternoon ; the time passed in social min- 
 gling, and I trust all felt it was not misspent or misused, 
 but something gained, at least good feelings strengthened. 
 
 2d. — Went to Burlington Monthly meeting, and after 
 it to a large social gathering at a Friend's house. The 
 subjects dwelt upon were the goodness of God to His chil- 
 dren in all ages, the sufficiency of His grace, and what 
 it would effect for mankind if all were guided and actuated 
 by it. 
 
 4th. — Had friends with us from the city, a young 
 woman and her father. Their company was charming; 
 how pleasant for parents and children to harmonize and 
 mingle socially and religiously. It brings with it the " oil of 
 gladness." Such has always been the order of my family, 
 nor did my children ever incline to draw off and separate 
 by themselves when their friends were with them. I do 
 not think they ever felt me in their way. 
 
 13th. — My heart is lifted up to God, that He may pre- 
 serve and keep me, grant me grace to do His will in life, 
 and receive my soul when this mortal coil is laid in the 
 grave. 
 
 14th. — Peaceful and calm. 
 
 17th. — ^My heart lifts the incense of praise to the Most 
 High. 
 
 A visit to Genesee has been accomplished to our own 
 great satisfaction. We fulfilled all we had in prospect, 
 returned in safety, found all well, and rendered thanks to 
 the great Helper who was with us and magnified His 
 name among the people. Public meetings were crowded, 
 especially on First-days. Many could not get into the 
 house, and stood outside ; yet the attention was profound 
 
S A E A II II U N T . 51 
 
 hardly a move for two hours. The gospel was preached 
 in its own blessed authority, and met a response rarely 
 witnessed in the hearts of a mixed but listening audience. 
 May it fasten as a nail in a sure place driven by the 
 Master of assemblies. The sittings of the Yearly Meeting 
 were favored, and the feeling in conclusion was one of 
 gratitude for blessings dispensed. 
 
 Fourth day. — We ^^■ere at Macedon, where the people 
 were invited to Christ in them, the hope of glory, a Saviour 
 always with them. 
 
 23d. — The Lord on high is mightier than the noise of 
 many waters. He is now speaking to the nations by fam- 
 ine, by pestilence, and the sword. May they hear and 
 understand, and turn to Him with the whole heart ; then will 
 He remove the scourge, and scatter blessings instead. Most 
 of the miseries that afflict mankind come through their own 
 misdoings, the greatest calamities from unhallowed desires. 
 
 Seventh month 28th.— My only child now with' me lies 
 very ill ; can I part with her ? I must resign her into the 
 hands of a merciful God, and accept what He metes as best. 
 
 Eighth month 5th. — After ten days' extreme suffering 
 my dear Matilda is no more. She made a peaceful close 
 and is now at rest ; but alas for me, I am lonely indeed ! 
 May my deep afflictions redeem me from this world, and 
 fit me for the next. If our happiness depended on outward 
 circumstances we should be miserable, but thanks be to 
 God, resignation to His will brings tranquillity and peace. 
 
 15th. — Our dear friends Dr. Nathan Shoemaker and 
 wife came out from the city to see us. Their visit was com- 
 forting ; they had been afflicted, and could sympathize with 
 me in my great bereavement. 
 
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 17th. — I am sitting alone in my dear Matilda's room ; 
 it seems a sanctuary of sweetness ; recollections of her kind 
 attentions come in with every thought. How shall I do 
 without her in my feeble state of health ? God only knows. 
 On Hira I must lean. May He send streams from the river 
 of life, bringing healing virtue in them. 
 
 Ninth month 2d. — Have been walking in the yard view- 
 ing the flowers, but my thoughts are resting on the unseen, 
 and turn instantly away from the beauties of nature to 
 things beyond the veil. 
 
 4th. — Several friends came in on a social visit. It is 
 kind in them to remember us, and cheering to mingle with 
 kindred spirits, that can participate in our joys and sor- 
 rows, more in feeling than in expression. 
 
 Ninth month 9th. — Attended a meeting appointed for 
 me in Haddoniield. The subject presented was: "None of 
 them can, by any means, redeem his brother, nor give to 
 God a-ransom for him." All are free agents ; all have the 
 gift of grace, sufficient to guide them in the way of life and 
 salvation, and will be left without excuse when inquisition 
 is made, if not found among the elect of God's right hand. 
 
 Ninth month 12th. — Our Quarterly Meeting held at 
 Evesham. Henry Ridgway was with us. Had acceptable 
 service ; my husband and myself have been out nine days ; 
 had fourteen meetings. They were all well attended and 
 blessed with a precious solemnity. It is wise to weigh all 
 things well ; consider what will be the results of plans and 
 projects if carried out in action. It is a kind of safeguard, 
 and may prevent improprieties in movements that bring 
 sorrow. I am very fond of natural curiosities, the product 
 of sea or land. A friend in Nantucket sent me a nice col- 
 lection of shells, which I value highly. 
 
S A E A H H U N T . 53 
 
 Tenth month. — Nine months of this year already gone. 
 Many and varied have been my trials and duties ; solemn 
 have been scenes and feelings, deep mournirg and lowli- 
 ness. Just two months to-day since the death of my 
 daughter. I sit in her room in sadness, but a- heavenly 
 sweetness seems to pervade all, which calms my agitated 
 feelings. I am often led to testify to others the sufficiency 
 of the grace of God. A precious visit from dear friends 
 in the city — a visit that was comforting and interesing. 
 They were of the little flock of cross-bearers, alive in 
 Christ, and such are my brethren and sisters. A very severe 
 gale, demolishing buildings, wrecking ships, and doing much 
 damage in many places. Oh what force there is in the 
 elements ! In our meeting the subject that opened was the 
 pure river, spoken of in Revelation. The tree of life grew 
 on either side, and always had fruit on it. There was a 
 variety, but it was all good, and even the leaves had heal- 
 ing virtue in them. This was emblematical of the love of 
 God that flows toward all men everywhere, and carries a 
 blessing to all who receive it. 
 
 22d. — On awakening this morning I approached my 
 Maker in prayer. Before the day was over, I needed the 
 help asked for, for trials did come. Prayer is the Chris- 
 tian's armor, his buckler and shield, his source of strength 
 in the greatest emergencies. 
 
 Fourth month 1st. — My mind to-day is in a tossed state, 
 like the sea of Galilee when it was tempestuous. The disci- 
 ples were sailing upon it. May the power that settled the 
 waves for them appear for my relief, and speak the word 
 once more that establishes peace. May my whole life be 
 consecrated to God ; spent in His service ; living in His 
 fear, and in meek submission to His will. It is the meek 
 
54 J O U R X A L O F 
 
 He teaches of His ways, the meek He guides in the paths of 
 true j udgment. 
 
 6th. — My powers are quite exhausted ; I retire to my 
 chamber to gather strength in the quiet; read several chap- 
 ters in Ephesians, and felt comforted. The sun has just 
 set, closing the year 1849. It has been an eventful period 
 in my life ; solemn separations from those dear to me, and 
 strong ties severed. Had the veil that concealed the future 
 been lifted at the beginning, how would the heart have 
 recoiled at the view, and desired that -"this cup might pass 
 from me," but in great wisdom we know only what comes 
 with each day as it passes over our heads. 
 
 I remember this year commenced in a prayerful spirit 
 and I feel that I have abundant cause to give thanks in the 
 conclusion that strength has been given to bear the trials 
 dispensed with a good degree of composure, to number 
 blessings and hope for mercies to be continued. O Thou 
 who dwellest in the heavens. Thou knowest my heart is 
 almost continually lifted up to Thee, wherever I am, and 
 howsoever I am surrounded, petitions ascend, praise is 
 offered ! Oh that the devotion of one so unworthy may be 
 accepted by Thee! I do acknowledge that all I have, and 
 all I am, is Thine, and the first and last of my requests is 
 that I may live in Thy glory, and, when I die, dwell with 
 Thee forever. Yet a little while, and my joys and sorrows 
 will all be forgotten, and I shall sleep with the generations 
 that sleep the sleep of death. To be ready for this last and 
 solemn change, is my most earnest solicitude always. Very 
 seldom is my attention so much enlisted in anything as to 
 forget that I am born to die, and after death to come to 
 judgment. 
 
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 First month 1st, 1850. — This has been a very pleasant 
 day, spent quietly and peacefully at home, busily occupied 
 in domestic duties, which, when rightly pursued, do not 
 prevent from dwelling upon things higher in their nature. 
 We may be diligent in business, and at the same time 
 " fervent in spirit, serving the Lord." 
 
 10th. — During the night the storm ended, and the sun 
 rose in unusual beauty and splendor ; and yet I suppose 
 the rays were faint compared with that day where clouds 
 are not known, and where fogs and vapors rise not. To- 
 day was our Monthly Meeting, and I obtained a minute 
 with the general unity of Friends to attend the Western 
 Quarter, and perform such other service as may open at 
 the time. I feel very unfit to be called abroad to instruct 
 others, or to be an instrument of good to any, but I know 
 human wisdom is not called into requisition in these things, 
 and He whose work it is " will send by whom He will send, 
 and save by many or by few.'' He makes use of the weak 
 things of this world that the power aiid glory may be His. 
 
 12th. — The morning opened with bright sunshine, a 
 pleasant winter's day. My mind, however, dwells under a 
 sense of great weakness. 
 
 13th, First-day. — Attended meeting, and felt the savor 
 of life ; with little ability to communicate to the assembly. 
 A solemn covering spread over us, under which the multi- 
 tude dispersed. I felt peaceful and thankful. In the after- 
 noon we had the company of interesting friends. The 
 time passed in pleasant and agreeable conversation, and the 
 visit closed with a repast such as Divine grace alone can 
 furnish. 
 
 15th. — This day has passed in peaceful quiet, busily 
 engaged in domestic duties, thoughts often turned toward 
 
56 JOURNAL OP 
 
 the end of all things here, dwelling upon the soul's final 
 destiny when ushered into His presence " Who only hath 
 immortality dwelling in the light." 
 
 16th. — My soul doth magnify the Lord, my spirit hath 
 rejoiced in God my Saviour. I know Him to be mighty 
 and merciful, my soul draws nigh unto Him in faith. " The 
 Lord is my rock, my fortress, and my deliverer," He changes 
 not, but remains the same to-day, yesterday, and forever. 
 To the praise of His eternal name be it spoken, " He bring- 
 eth down the lofty from their seats, and exalteth them of 
 low degree." " Oh that men would praise the Lord for His 
 goodness, and for His wonderful works to the children of 
 men." 
 
 17th. — Made a visit more from duty than from pleasure, 
 and feel rejoiced again to sit by my own fireside, in holy 
 quiet, aside from all commotion, confiding in His care 
 " Who sees with equal eye, as Lord of all, a hero perish 
 or a sparrow fall." During this year I obtained a minute 
 to visit in gospel love Western Quarterly Meeting, with 
 most of the meetings belonging to it. The weather was 
 cold, and, being subjected to exposure, a heavy cold settled 
 on my lungs, and caused extreme suffering. Some appointr 
 ments being made, I kept up too long in order to fulfill 
 engagements. The last meeting was at Kennett Square ; it 
 was crowded and laboriously exercising, though the Foun- 
 tain of Life was opened, and words presented freely with 
 the subject, but I was so worn with a deep cough and con- 
 stant exertion, that further service was impossible, and 
 months of illness followed. 
 
 Second month 17th, 1851. — In looking over my mem- 
 oranda, I find the last date over one year ago, and what 
 have I gained ? It is true I have passed through a great 
 
SAEAHHUNT. 57 
 
 deal, like the furnace seven times hotter than it is wont to 
 be heated, but I fear impurities still exist and I am not 
 what my God would have me to be. I greatly desire to 
 live up to my profession, to exhibit a Christian spirit in my 
 walk, my words, my daily conduct every day. But alas, 
 my frailties! they beset me night and day, and I am indeed 
 brought low. I have lived fifty-three years, seen and felt 
 much, witnessed many changes, though many blessings 
 remain. I would weep, but tears avail little or nothing, — a 
 weak emblem of the depths of feeling. Yet they are at 
 times a source of relief for the moment. While I write I 
 remember one of old much stronger than I am, much more 
 deserving of favor, was buffeted by the messenger of Satan, 
 and was strengthened to endure by the promise, " My grace 
 is sufficient for thee; for my strength is made perfect in 
 weakness." If I am upheld it is not of myself, but by 
 grace, mercy, and truth. Earthly crowns I have long since 
 cast down, the beautiful and lovely have faded ; God alone. 
 His goodness and His grace, have power to charm. Many, 
 very many, silver cords are loosed and golden bowls 
 broken. 
 
 Second month 21st. — Very rainy ; many houseless and 
 homeless while we sit comfortably by our warm fire. May 
 gratitude ascend to the Giver of every good and perfect 
 gift, and truly it does from the altar of my heart. 
 
 22d. — The first sound that saluted my ear this morning 
 was the firiug of cannon in honor of him who is called the 
 Father of his Country ; a poor way indeed to exhibit 
 feelings of respect ; no doubt he was a great man and did 
 what he thought right ; however this may 1 e this kind of 
 manifestation is not right ; much property is uselessly ex- 
 pended, often attended with loss of life or limb. Whatever 
 
58 JOUENALOF 
 
 has a tendency to harden the heart cannot rank among 
 the virtues approved of God, and all else is of little account. 
 
 28th. — This is the last day of the Second month, 1851, 
 the mildest for the past century it is said, — no snow and 
 mostly pleasant sunshine, very unusual for the season. 
 
 Third month 10th. — A bright, clear morning, with some 
 snow remaining. Jly feelings are depressed. I desire 
 Divine aid, but a sense of unworthiness comes over me 
 when I would look to my Redeemer. He knows the heart, 
 and I hope in His mercy, that He will not cast off forever 
 such as draw nigh to Him in great poverty. In the evening 
 some friends came, and their company was pleasant, and in 
 great measure dispelled the gloom that all day had cast a 
 shade over me ; there is no doubt in my mind we were 
 formed for society. Our great Pattern walked among men, 
 nor did He retire except to pray. He also commanded His 
 disciples to let their light shine in the world ; not to put 
 their candle under a bushel, that the effect of faithfulness 
 to the movings of His spirit might be seen. 
 " Twelfth month, 13th. — Haddonfield Quarterly Meeting 
 was held at Moorestown. The weather was pleasant, and 
 thagathering large. The holy anointing was poured forth ; 
 the gospel preached in the right authority ; the business 
 conducted in harmony ; the flocks were gathered and 
 watered, and some made to rest as at noonday. We had 
 the company of a number of friends to satisfaction. 
 
 19th. — Still raining and windy, 20th cloudy, 21st still 
 cloudy, with frequent sprinkles of rain. Warm enough for 
 vegetation to grow, and the earth puts on a mantle of green. 
 Ah, how different from this time last year, when a bed of 
 languishing was my 1 t, and gloom rested on all visible 
 things; now I am enjoying the restoration of this great 
 
SAEAHHUNT. " 59 
 
 blessing of healtli, and though I may fall short of what 
 was intended when ushered into being, my desires are 
 incessant to be found filling up my measure, that when the 
 summons come I may be ready and willing to leave the 
 mutable and enter upon the ever-enduring. 
 
 26th. — I feel very low, poor and stripped every way, and 
 under this sense commit myself to a compassionate and 
 merciful High Priest, who trod this path and felt forsaken 
 before me. He was despised and rejected of men, and in 
 the hour of His greatest extremity all forsook Him and 
 fled, even His chosen, who had eaten and drank with Him, 
 and partaken of His benefits and blessings. Ah, it is one 
 thing to reign with Christ and quite another to suffer for 
 His name's sake, cast out as evil while those we have loved 
 stand aloof from us, and the more trying are these things 
 when on examination we cannot find we have given occasion 
 for the enemy to triumph. 
 
 27th. — Lord, be with them that are gathered in Thy 
 naine, whether by the fireside or collected especially to join in 
 worshiping Thee, that the good may be strengthened every- 
 where. Let Thy spirit follow such as wander from Thy 
 presence, for it is Thy will and good pleasure that all should 
 come to the knowledge of the truth and be saved. Be 
 pleased to crown the gathered Church with Thy loving- 
 kindness, for these, under whatever name, have among them 
 members that seek Thee and desire to honor Thee in their 
 lives and conversation. Thou knowest some who have been 
 washed have turned again to their pollutions; may it please 
 Thee to turn Thy holy hand upon them and refine them 
 still more. Yes, leave them not in their backsliding, but 
 make them meet for Thy Heavenly Kingdom, that Thou 
 mayest be glorified in all. Thou knowest there are in some 
 
60 JOURXAL OF 
 
 places such as profess Thy name, yet crucify the Son of Thy 
 love, and the life is borne down and the light smothered 
 because the wisdom of this world rules. Let Thy righteous 
 judgments arrest these to their humiliation, that in Thy life 
 they may see light, and seeing themselves also, may humbly 
 ask of Thee strength to resist temptation, and ability to 
 walk in the strait and narrow way that leads to life 
 eternal, giving unto Thee the honor due Thy name. 
 
 Fifth Month 5th, 1851.— Avery rainy day. In the 
 afternoon went to Philadelphia, and attended the Quarterly 
 Meeting of Ministers and Elders ; it was solemnized by the 
 power of the Highest, by which spirits that revolt from His 
 law are bound now as in ancient days. But ye that under- 
 stand what this meaneth, rejoice not in this alone, but rather 
 rejoice that your names are written in the Lamb's Book of 
 Life. My soul has been filled with thanksgiving to my God, 
 and my intercessions to my Father are almost continual. 
 Keep me, O Father, keep me in the hollow of thy hand) 
 that I perish not. Forgive my sins and make me meet for 
 Thy Heavenly Kingdom. 
 
 6th. — The frail bark suffers and trembles from yester- 
 day's exposure, but the mind is enriched by the consolation 
 of the spirit. Our Yearly Meeting for 1851 has afforded 
 continued evidence of Divine regard, notwithstanding our 
 many shortcomings and want of faith in and obedience to 
 Divine requisitions. From session to session the Holy 
 anointing was felt to descend and rest like dew upon the 
 tender plants, refreshing the spirits of such as love the 
 Father of lights above all. Harmony prevailed in trans- 
 acting the business, inspiring thanksgiving and praise. 
 The meeting of Ministers and Elders issued a minute of 
 advice, recommending all their members to stand fast in 
 
SARAH HUNT. 61 
 
 that wherein they had believed, that they be not moved 
 away from the hope of that gospel that stands not in word 
 but in power, the effect of which is to unite the members of 
 the one body into one spirit ; " that the strong bear the 
 infirmities of the weak, not pleasing themselves," with more 
 to this effect, which was transmitted down with very general 
 unity. May it prove as balsam to heal where wounds are 
 made, that gospel order be preserved in every department 
 of Society. In the general Yearly Meeting both men and 
 women Friends issued minutes of advice to all our con- 
 stituent branches, suited, I think, to the present low state, 
 as shown by the reports brought up from the Quarters, that 
 such as will may perceive there is yet a living exercise in 
 the "body collectively for the preservation of every member 
 wherever situated. We were blessed with the company of 
 several Friends from other Yearly Meetings, whose company 
 and gospel labors have been edifying, their example comport- 
 ing with their mission. 
 
 25th — I feel the awfulness of a being formed for immor- 
 tality, gifted by the Creator with faculties and powers for 
 usefulness, with the certainty affixed that one day an 
 account must be given for the application of all these, as 
 goods received not to be wasted. Time, O time, thou art 
 ever on the wing! and soon will thy sands be run, and 
 every soul now in existence be launched into eternity's vast 
 ocean, incomprehensible to mortals. O just and Holy 
 One, enable me to walk in Thy fear, to live under the in- 
 fluence of Thy Spirit, careful in all my movements that I 
 bring no dishonor to the Author of my being in any. way 
 May my words be few and savory, seasoned with grace, or 
 let me be silent and appear as a fool, for the love I bear 
 Thee. Thou knowest I delight in Thy law, that the world 
 
62 JOURXALOF 
 
 is receding from me ; its glory, with the beauty of every- 
 thing corruptible, is changed. Thou hast shown me I need 
 not expect much that is pleasurable in anything that has 
 the inscription of change written on it by its author, and 
 my humble petition to Thee is for an increase of faith and 
 patience to endure all things allotted to me here, with an 
 evidence that Thou wilt receive my spirit into Thy presence 
 when all my trials are accomplished. 
 
 26th. — Feel very much stripped; cast down but not 
 destroyed ; with little inclination to enter into anything 
 around me. Few there are that can meet my state, and very 
 seldom do I communicate with these, for almost every out- 
 ward spring that in former days cheered and gladdened the 
 heart is dried up. My Father ! enable me to say and to 
 feel that " all my well-springs are in Thee." 
 
 30th. — A feeling of loneliness is mine ; I sit as one of the 
 solitary in families ; I long to be able to say with the Holy 
 Jesus, I am not alone, for the Father is with me. The 
 Fathers in the visible church are few, and these seem to me 
 to manifest too little of that kindred feeling that should 
 abound in the brotherhood, where God is acknowledged to 
 be the one Father on whom the children call, and His only- 
 begotten " The way, the Truth, and the Life," by whom 
 salvation is known. 
 
 Sixth month 4th. — Attended the Monthly Meeting at 
 Haddonfield. The feeling that prevailed was above all 
 price. Though their rights had been trespassed upon by 
 our brethren called Orthodox, their meeting-house pulled 
 down without consulting them in the matter, there appeared 
 no hostile feeling or disposition to retaliate, and an evidence 
 was furnished that the Almighty "dwelleth not in temples 
 made by hands," that He delights to dwell with the contrite 
 
SAKAHHUNT. 63 
 
 r 
 
 in heart, and such as tremble at His word, such as delight 
 in His law. May the spirit of forbearance and Christian 
 endurance abound in all our members everywhere, then 
 should we deepen in the root of pure andundefiled religion 
 by an exemplification of a meek and quiet spirit that' re- 
 joiceth not in iniquity, but rejoiceth in the truth, delighting 
 in the practice of justice and equity among all men every- 
 where. 
 
 12th. — Our Quarterly Meeting was held at Medford, 
 and evidence was furnished that God is good. The Shep- 
 herd fed His flock, and such as loved Him rejoiced, 
 and gave thanks in His name who is " God over all, 
 blessed forever, amen." Such was the covering when the 
 meeting closed. Like Peter when he beheld the transfigura- 
 tion on the Mount, I would gladly have tabernacled in it, 
 and dwelt under it, always feeling an unwillingness to turn 
 again and mix with the multitude, where worldly themes 
 and differences among men engross the mind and conver- 
 sation, often dissipating what little strength has been gained 
 by watching unto prayer and fasting from self-indulgence. 
 When shall we see Christians disposed to dwell on heavenly 
 things with the earthly under their feet? Father, enable 
 me to attain to so full an establishment in Thy truth as 
 never to be moved from it. This pearl is more precious 
 than all outward treasures. 
 
 13th. — I feel drawn in spirit toward the sheep and lambs 
 of Christ not yet gathered into the fold, with His language. 
 Invite them into my pasture, where there is ever verdure, 
 where springs from the Fountain of Life are ever flowing, 
 and say to them. In my Father's house there is bread 
 enough and to spare ; regard not the forms of a vain 
 world ; " let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which 
 
64 JOUENALOF 
 
 doth SO easily beset us, and let. us run with patience the 
 race that is set before us," bearing the cross that we may 
 inherit the crown. 
 
 21st. — How can I say my Redeemer liveth when I feel 
 infirmities press upon- me on every side, casting a shade 
 over the beauties of this world ? I know one of the temp- 
 tations presented to Jesus was to cast Himself down, that 
 the angels had charge over Him to bear him up. My great 
 concern is to keep the balance of the mind, and labor to be 
 content in whatsoever state I am placed, that I may feast in 
 secret under all besetments, and have meal to eat the world 
 knows not of. I feel very unfit to instruct others, and a 
 prospect of public service bows me very low. My help is 
 in the Lord and in the word of His grace. 
 
 22d. — Attended two meetings appointed for me in the 
 city. Both were solid and attentive. Very closely have I 
 scanned myself and all that was spoken, and do not see 
 that anything escaped my lips that truth did not own, 
 though I feel a weight remaining and seem not permitted 
 to rejoice. This may be to prove my faith, and I remember 
 the saying of an apostle whose devotion is an example to 
 all, " Ye have need of patience, that after ye have done the 
 will of God, ye might receive the promise." A spirit that 
 would shut the kingdom of Heaven against men still lives 
 and as of old prevents many mighty works being done in 
 the Father's name. 
 
 29th. — In the evening attended a meeting held in Com- 
 missioners' Hall at Kensington. A crowded audience, very 
 attentive and quiet. The fountain of love and life was 
 unsealed by the Lion of the Tribe of Judah. My heart is 
 humbled in remembrance of the favor. The people were 
 invited to " Christ in them, the hope of glory," in whom is 
 
SARAH HUNT. 65 
 
 life and loving favor. A covering of solemnity prevailed, 
 and I said in the conclusion, It is enough, and since a 
 holy calm has pervaded my mind with the seal of Divine 
 approbation, which is all I crave. 
 
 Seventh month 2d. — " Day unto day uttereth speech, 
 and night unto night showeth knowledge." To the reflec- 
 ting, contemplating mind, not the knowledge that puffeth 
 up, but a knowledge of self and all its subtle entwinings. 
 
 3d. — Called to see a sick friend who has lain nine years 
 entirely helpless from paralysis. She manifested no impa- 
 tience, and seemed glad to see us. Ah, what a blessing is 
 health, and how wisely ought time to be employed whilst 
 we are able to move about, for we know not what calamities 
 may overtake us ! 
 
 4th. — This is the seventy-fifth anniversary of our 
 (so-called) national independence, and how my heart was 
 filled with sadness when my morning slumbers were broken 
 by the sound of artillery and the cannon's roar. How long 
 will these things be ? How long' will the disposition pre- 
 vail to destroy one another ? How long ere every weapon 
 of destruction will be converted into implements of useful- 
 ness, and the kingdom of this world be ruled by love 
 and kindness ? Hasten the day, if it please Thee, when the 
 sword shall be sheathed forever. 
 
 The morning of the 5th has come, and with it loneli- 
 ness and sadness, and a deep sense of strippedness ; no smile 
 of aflfection from son or daughter to greet me on rising, 
 or cheer me at noonday. A few days more, and life's brief 
 journey will be over, its joys and sorrows forgotten. 
 
 6th, Firs.t-day morning.^My spirit goes after my chil- 
 dren in their remote dwellings. O Father, hear and 
 accept the prayer of Thy servant for these. Keep them 
 
66 J O U R N A L O F 
 
 from evil, and stay their minds in an abiding trust in 
 Thee. Be their comfort in afflictions, and feed them with 
 the bread Thou only hast power to give, that they may eat 
 thereof and bless Thy holy name. Thou knowest I have not 
 asked for them riches or long life, but the gift of Thy Holy 
 Spirit, to the redemption and sanctification of their immor- 
 tal souls, that they may live in Thy fear, and enter into 
 the rest Thou alone canst give. And for myself, my petition 
 is that thou wilt enable me to keep that faith that over- 
 comes the world, and that all everywhere may " Come 
 taste and see, that the Lord is good, amen." Every day 
 should be spent as though it were the last. But alas, 
 how far otherwise it is with most, seemingly regardless of 
 the slender tenure of life and the uncertainty of its con- 
 tinuance, absorbed with cares and passing events ; seeking 
 satisfaction in almost everything other than the cnly reliable 
 source,— that is, a knowledge of God, His truth and their 
 own frailties, listening to the voice of His spirit, the unction 
 from the Holy One, that teaches truth and no lie. Our 
 meeting was solemn, and in the afternoon we had a pleasant 
 social circle numbering eight, some from a distance and 
 some our own members. I enjoyed it much, as I mostly 
 do, but often have to regret my lack of ability to turn 
 conversation into instructive channels ; perhaps this is 
 coveting more than is meet. 
 
 13th. — A crowded meeting in the city; many went 
 away for want of room. After these seasons of exercise it 
 is mostly my lot to retire into a desert place to hold a 
 close scrutiny over myself and all that has passed. If any 
 have been comforted it is the Lord's doing, and to Him be 
 the praise. 
 
SAKAH HUNT. 67 
 
 19th. — Being about to leave my pleasant home to visit 
 the sick and solitary, I pray the Father most fervently to ' 
 prosper my way and preserve me and mine in all places 
 where we may be. Be with us that go, O merciful 
 Protector, and with those that stay, that by watching unto 
 prayer we may know Thee to be our preserver and our 
 strength, our salvation and our exceeding joy in time, and 
 meet for an entrance into Thy heavenly kingdom. 
 
 Eighth month 4th, 1851. — My heart was cheered in 
 meeting many kindred spirits in New York and parts 
 adjacent ; such as have known regeneration through the 
 gift of the grace of God, and the effectual working of gos- 
 pel power, being saved from sin and its wages, death, and 
 made alive unto God through faith in the second appear- 
 ance of the Son of God, revealed by His spirit in the 
 heart. Oh that there were enough of these to save the pres- 
 ent generation from the flood of absurdity and deception 
 that is rushing in from every quarter, threatening a second 
 deluge. Many have already been swept away by the over- 
 flowing surge of human invention, and ceased to believe in 
 the inward principle of light and love revealed in the 
 heart, "The Lord from Heaven, a quickening spirit.'' My 
 prayer for these is that they may see whence they have 
 fallen, repent, and do the first works, lest they utterly 
 perish in their gainsaying. 
 
 Eighth month 7th. — Myself and beloved husband ob- 
 tained minutes from Chester Monthly Meeting to attend Ohio 
 Yearly Meeting, and meetings on our way to and coming 
 from it. When the time came for setting off we left ; as 
 regards myself, I can say ip full faith I was following Him 
 who inspired Paul in a night vision to go to Macedonia and 
 help the brethren. For this very purpose are religious 
 
68 JOUENALOF 
 
 associations formed, — to help and encourage one another in 
 all that is good. But such as become too wise to submit to 
 rules instituted in the wisdom of truth for regulating and 
 binding together the members of bodies thus drawn together, 
 that they may encourage one another in well doing, lose 
 the benefit and become estranged from the commonwealth 
 of Israel, or in other words enjoy not those privileges de- 
 signed to benefit all of a like precious faith. We passed on 
 without in'erruption, and reached Mount Pleasant on the 
 29th. Took lodgings at Samuel GriflSth's, and I feel to 
 commend the simplicity of their way of entertaining the 
 large company, who were made heartily welcome at their 
 home during Yearly Meeting. 
 
 30th. — The Meeting of Ministers and Elders assembled, 
 and entire harmony prevailed. 
 
 From Mount Pleasant we went to New Lisbon, where 
 we had two meetings, then to Salem, where we had an even- 
 ing meeting. Having relatives here we made it our port for 
 a few days, and attended meetings around the neighborhood, 
 returning at night to lodge. From Salem we went to 
 Columbiana, Carmel, and New Brighton, which close'd our 
 religious labors in this journey. Turning home from here 
 we were favored to reach it in safety. Now, being again 
 at home, I feel thankful for the special favor of a kind 
 Providence in enabling us to fulfill what we had in 
 prospect, to our own satisfaction. The journey through 
 the country was to me exceedingly interesting. 
 
 Tenth month 5th. — The sudden decease of a neighbor 
 called together a large company on Third-day. May all 
 be ready, with their lamps trimmed and burning, to meet 
 the like summons. O Father, continue Thy calls from the 
 third to the eleventh hour, that such as heed them not in 
 
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 the morning may be gathered in the evening, and know of 
 a truth that Thou art God, gracious and long-suffering, 
 forgiving iniquity, transgression and sin, showing mercy to 
 thousands that love Thee and keep Thy commandments. 
 
 8th. — A pleasant, calm and comfortable day spent alone 
 with my husband, with the heart turned heavenward by the 
 power of truth, of life and of love, stronger than death. I 
 delight in the law of the Lord after the inner man, and 
 meditate therein day and night and find pleasure ; and in 
 fulfilling this law there is comfort without alloy. " In the 
 world there is tribulation, but be of good cheer," said the 
 Immaculate Lamb. Help me to press on until I attain, 
 O Holy One ; help, Lord, for I am poor and needy ; 
 sanctify my afHictions to the purification of my immortal 
 soul, I beseech Thee, that I may rest with Thee when done 
 with time ! 
 
 Tenth month 14th. — We need an increase of minds 
 devoted to serve the one Master, Jesus Christ, redeemed 
 from anxiety in lesser matters, " ^vhat we shall eat and 
 drink, and wherewithal shall we be clothed," intent to ful- 
 fill the Father's will, and trust to His provisions, willing to 
 devote a little of their time to encourage their fellows to 
 faithfulness in all things, speaking a word in season to the 
 weary and calling the wanderer home. I can appreciate 
 the labors of these, for I am a stranger in a strange land, 
 and the heart of a stranger I know. Happily for me I also 
 know Him whose love and care are extended to the lowest 
 of all He has made. 
 
 Tenth month 24th, 1851. — I have full confidence in the 
 communication of the Divine mind to mankind everywhere, 
 the Holy Anointing that teaches all things, even the deep 
 things of God. And when I have simply adhered to this I 
 
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 have always found my way made safe and the result satis- 
 factory. Being ahout to leave home, I desire to keep close 
 to this in all my movements. Father of Mercies, enable me 
 to watch and keep a single eye to the light and teaching of 
 thy Spirit at home and abroad, that my household may 
 dwell in peace and love, first to Thee and then to one 
 another ! 
 
 Eleventh month 2d, 1851. — Again in my own habita- 
 tion, peaceful and calm, after a ten days' absence, during 
 which time we attended Baltimore Yearly Meeting, with a 
 minute of unity from our Friends at home. The Father's 
 love was felt to flow from sitting to sitting, and the beauti- 
 ful order truth owns is conspicuous in this Yearly Meeting- 
 Harmony and condescension prevailed, and I believe that 
 most, if not all, were encouraged to depend upon the great 
 I Am, and trust in Him always. Many dear Friends I had 
 mingled with in years gone by are gathered home to an abid- 
 ing rest — such as had been my armor-bearers. A sadness 
 covered my spirit in recurring to the past, but my confidence 
 for a succession is in God, and the effectual workings of His 
 grace in the heart. I know its sufficiency to redeem from 
 an inordinate love of lawful things, and centre the soul in 
 its God ; loosening the affections from earth to fix them on 
 heavenly enjoyments and treasures. Happy are they who 
 believe in and yield to its purifying power, realizing the 
 blessed results of perfect acquiescence. Thou, O Lord, " wilt 
 keep him in perfect peace whose mind is stayed on Thee," 
 because he trusteth in Thee. From Baltimore we went to 
 Harford County, then to Wilmington, where an evening 
 meeting had been appointed for us. My way was open 
 among them to speak gospel truths, and a very precious 
 solemnity prevailed in the conclusion, for which I felt 
 
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 thankful. We cannot command this covering, and when 
 blessed with it must acknowledge it is the Lord's doing. 
 
 Eleyenth month 6th, 1851. — Sitting quietly and alone 
 this sunshiny afternoon, my thoughts rest on the shad')wy 
 scenes of a fleeting existence, so little we see clearly as wo 
 would wish ; a veil hangs over the future, for us it may 
 never be ; uncertainty rests upon everything in mutability. 
 Our days are like a shadow, and life a dream, feeble in 
 tenure and may close at any moment; subject to fixed 
 la>ys of the Creator ; endued with power of choice and free 
 , agency, with penalties and rewards aiBxed ; solemn to think 
 upon ; the result determined in a never-ending eternity. 
 Under all these considerations who can be a trifler? or 
 suffer the tide of life to roll on regardless of what may be 
 the fatal consequences of living as without God in the 
 world ? 
 
 Eleventh month 15th, 1851. — The loveliest characteristic 
 of a christian is a distrust of his attainments, never assum- 
 ing a high standing, lest self should intrude upon the sanctu- 
 ary of the Highest, and lure away from the watch tower. 
 This subtle deceiver is very busy, and so plausible are his 
 presentations, they are only detected by the light of truth, 
 which is Christ, and through Him all may be enabled to 
 resist and overcome. Such as are rich and full of themselves 
 will be numbered amongst those the Evangelist calls " mis- 
 erable, poor and wretched, blind and naked." Oh, that this 
 enemy of all righteousness may be cast down and bound a 
 thousand years, that the earth may enjoy her sabbaths 
 again, and pure and undefiled religion take the place of 
 mere profession, and people may think and judge for them- 
 selves in things pertaining to their highest interests, and be 
 certified of the reality that they have a teacher in them. 
 
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 tbat Holy Anointing which is truth and no lie, the prom- 
 ised Comforter, the spirit of truth, that cannot be removed 
 into a corner. By this messenger sent from God is the gos- 
 pel of life and salvation freely preached to every intelligent 
 being, inviting to the Father's House, where there is bread 
 enough and to spare. Of His bounty there is no end ; all 
 that will come may come and partake of the water of life 
 freely, — that is, adhere to the teachings of the Holy Spirit, 
 by which the cravings of the immortal soul are satisfied, 
 and it is brought to inherit all things ; haying repented of 
 and forsaken evil, come to embrace the good and prefer it. 
 This great and glorious privilege is open to all nations of 
 mankind, the Divine call has been extended, all have not 
 obeyed ; hence many remain even until now. May the calls 
 of a merciful Creator be continued and wax louder, until 
 the attention is turned to listen and inquire, " What mean- 
 eth the sound of this trumpet, waking the soul from its 
 slumbers ? " it is but to redeem it from death, and put it in 
 possession of an endless life. 
 
 16th. — Attended an evening meeting appointed for me 
 in the city. It was large, many stood, yet there was entire 
 quiet, evincing the power of the gospel to enlist the atten- 
 tion, though published by a feeble instrument. 
 
 Bucks Quarter (no date given). — Some circum- 
 stances worthy of note occurred in passing through this 
 Quarter. The morning meeting at Middletown was large 
 and solemn. I felt it right to bring to view the gracious 
 dealings of the Almighty with me, how gently He had led 
 me along and cared for me when passing under His 
 forming hand, how He had upheld when all outward con- 
 solations failed, and I had faith He would do the like for 
 all who yielded submissively to His requirings. The same 
 
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 day at five o'clock in the afternoon attended an appointed 
 meeting at Fallsington, and though it was very rainy quite 
 a collection of people came together, and the blessed Master 
 was in the midst, breaking bread and directing distribution. 
 Went to Samuel Comfort's and rested till three o'clock 
 Second-day, when we went t d Yardley ville. We were next 
 at Newtown, in the evening, a very memorable meeting. 
 My only Helper was to me " mouth and wisdom, tongue 
 and utterance,'' and to Him alone praise was given. 
 Lodged with Joseph Briggs, and called at Thomas Janney's, 
 whose wife is a daughter of Emmor Kimber, whose min- 
 istry was blessed to me in my youthful days. From here 
 we went to Wrightstown, and though very rainy the house 
 was filled with people. I could but hope a desire to be 
 benefited had brought them together, and in order for this 
 it was needful to look beyond the instrument to the great 
 and good Shepherd, who guards His flock with tender care, 
 and will feed them and lead them to fountains of living 
 water and wipe all tears from their eyes. May I ever be 
 so watchful as not to minister discouragement to the sincere 
 seeker after truth, loveliness, and simplicity. Oh, that all 
 ministers may dwell with the gift and rely wholly upon it, 
 that seals of their apostleship may remain when they rest 
 from their labors. 
 
 Third-day in the afternoon at Solebury. The rain fell 
 in torrents and the traveling was very bad. I felt worn 
 and almost ready to faint when we arrived, a little late 
 through unavoidable detention. The meeting was settled. 
 Fatigued and depressed as I was, soon after I seated myself 
 I felt the spring of life and love to rise with authority to 
 speak in the name of the Highest, to magnify His unspeak- 
 able gift, freely dispensed to all, and if believed in, received, 
 
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 and obeyed, enabling all to work out their own salvation, 
 glorifying God, in time, aLd ultimately reaching an abiding 
 rest. At Bu3kinghain attended a marriage and dined at 
 Thomas Paxson's ; saw an aged veteran, Samuel Johnston, 
 whose soul seemed centred in the ocean of love. He said 
 he loved all who loved the Lord. We then pursued our 
 way to Doylestown, a county town, where the court was 
 sitting. The wife of one of the prominent lawyers being 
 deceased, we were inviti d to attend the funeral, where a 
 very large company was gathered. It proved a solemn, 
 impressive opportunity. Leaving here we dined with a 
 wedding party, and in the evening had a meeting in the court 
 house, which was filled; it was supposed about sixteen 
 hundred people were present. Judge Burnside had taken 
 a deep interest in get! iiig up the meeting, read a notice 
 when the court adjourned, and placed guards at the door to 
 see that order was kept without. Judges, lawyers, priests, 
 and people of all classes gave their company. It was a 
 very momentous season, and I may say with reverent feeling, 
 closed satisfactorily. Truth is powerful, and though ever 
 so simple will be respected by the wise and noble of this 
 world, though unwilling to embrace it because it divests of 
 the gilding of all earthly embellishments. Out next port 
 is Kingwood. 
 
 Seventh month 13th. — I have felt exceedingly distressed 
 to-day ; so oppressed it seemed for a time I could not live. 
 I went to my chamber, and kneeling by my bedside peti- 
 tioned my God to keep me and preserve me in the hollow 
 of His holy hand. He knew my wretchedness and forlorn 
 condition, and fervently did I entreat Him to have compas- 
 sion on a poor worm of the dust bowed before Him. After 
 which I felt relieved and comforted. Oh, the availableness 
 
SARAH HUNT. 75 
 
 of true prayer, when the soul is reverently bowed before 
 God; the blessedness of the promise, "He that cometh to me 
 I will in no wise cast out." 
 
 I remembered the apostle said, " Be careful for nothing, 
 but with prayer and thanksgiving make known your 
 requests unto God." He knoweth what we stand in need 
 of before we ask Him, and I think that I have had 
 evidence that He is a God hearing and answering prayer. 
 The elements are emblematical of what passes within; 
 sometimes all is calm and quiet and not a leaf is seen 
 to move, then winds blow and storms rise and seem 
 ready to crush all to atoms, and would destroy everything 
 were they not controlled by an over-ruling power. He who 
 rules over the world of matter is also manifest in guarding 
 the minds of all who confide in Him, that the baptisms 
 passed through may refine and strengthen, not destroying 
 anything good. 
 
 First month 8th, 1852. — Thus much of the year has 
 passed away, some very fair and sunshiny days, some dai k 
 and gloomy. The internal atmosphere has been equally 
 variable, and yet through all the soul casts anchor in God. 
 He is my Rock, my Fortress, and strong Tower. It is He 
 in whom I put my trust ; in His presence there is life to 
 the immortal soul ; however poor and abject the frail 
 dwelling it inhabits, it is under His immediate care. How 
 can I sufficiently adore His goodness, or commemorate 
 His mercy and tender care manifested from my infancy! 
 Huw has His everlasting arm sustained when there was 
 none to help ! His eye is on them that fear Him, and He 
 will surely keep them in the hollow of His hand forever. 
 " Oh that men would praise the Lord for His goodness, and 
 for His wonderful works to the children of men." He 
 
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 bringeth low and lifteth up, and blessed be His holy name. 
 
 9lh. — But for the presence of my Redeemer I should 
 be miserable indeed. To Him a prayer ascends for pres- 
 ervation through each day, whilst many a tear falls in 
 secret seen only by the all-seeing Majesty of Heaven. 
 Will He regard these? Yea, verily ; He hath said by 
 His Prophet, " To tliis man will I look ; to him that is poor 
 and of a contrite spiiit, and tremblcth at my word." 
 
 16lh. — My Soul ascends to Thee, O God of love ; I have 
 Thy goodness and Tliy mercy proved. It never fails to 
 such as love Thy law, and consolation from Thy Spirit 
 draw. 
 
 24th. — A very pleasant morning without, clear sun- 
 shine, but cold winter weather. So much of 1852 has gone 
 never lo return, and how fares it with thee, my soul ? Poor 
 enough, yet not quite without hope. I feel thankful for life 
 and health and all things given me to enjoy, but I remem- 
 ber my iniquities, and my sin is ever before me ; I know, 
 too, it is of no use to confess and not amend. Grant me 
 this power. Merciful Father, I beseech Thee. Thou knowest 
 on the bended knee of body, soul and spirit, bowed before 
 Thee this morning, I have desired ability to overcome my 
 many weaknesses, to walk more circumspectly before Thee 
 — before my family, that I may not cause a gloom of feeling 
 to shade my husband's declining years. Redeem me from 
 selfishness, that I may not covet more than is best for me in 
 any enjoyment or possession whatever. In a word, redeem 
 me from the world and make me a subject of thy Kingdom, 
 where there is no interruption to peace and love, with joy 
 in Thy presence forever. 
 
 Second month 2d, 1852. — Went to Philadelphia and 
 attended the Quarterly Meeting of Ministers and Elders. 
 
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 The life of pure and undefiled religion was felt to be low, a 
 winter season indeed. May none take their flight, but 
 keep the faith, and hope a change will come by the renew- 
 ing of His spirit whose covenant is sure with the cold as 
 with the heat, with the night as with the day, and has 
 ordained the changing of the seasons and made them 
 necessary to perfect His own gracious purposes, that 
 frail beings may realize their own dependence on Him 
 who first created them and upholds them by the word of 
 His power. In the general Quarter there was a great 
 mixture, like life and death contending with each other. 
 I thought, however, we had not met in vain — that the 
 good was strengthened and gained the ascendency. Met 
 the school committee, and expressed my concern that they 
 might feel the weight and importance of the subject under 
 their care, that in heavenly wisdom they might be favored 
 to make arrangements consistent with our principles and 
 practices, and then impose them as weighty matters not to 
 be disregarded ; — that in schools instituted by members and 
 under the care of Committees, children should be taught to 
 revere the principles of the christian religion as professed by 
 their parents, which could hardly fail to inspire a willingness 
 to adopt the peculiar testimonies because of their sweetness, 
 disregarding the singularity. Of what avail is the world's 
 opinion, emanating from the carnal mind that knoweth not 
 the things of the spirit of God, neither can it know them, 
 because they are spiritually discerned. When I retire I 
 commend myself to God, that He may guard me through 
 the night ; and in the morning I implore His aid through 
 the day. For I have none in heaven or earth beside Him 
 to whom I may appeal or spread out my cause. When I 
 sit down to meals my soul ascends in gratitude, with 
 
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 petitions for preservation. What would have become of 
 me hadst Thou not early brought me to love Thee and trust 
 in Thy care and provision. Thou hast stained the glory of 
 this world : it is dross. Enable me then to live a life of pure 
 self-denial, with entire dedication, enjoying heaven while 
 here, and receive me at last into everlasting rest. Though 
 sorrow be my portion in life, let my end, I pray Thee, be 
 crowned with peace. I remember the saying of the Son of 
 Thy love, " Blessed are they that mourn, for they shall be 
 comforted." 
 
 Second month 14th, 1862. — Surely there is a God, and 
 an immortality never ending, or there would not be sucli 
 ardent longing for something beyond the present — some- 
 thing substantial and certain, not subject to change or de- 
 cay. Prepare me, O Father, to inherit the riches held in 
 reserve for another and better state of existence. 
 
 Second month 19th, 1852. — In our meeting a cheering 
 promise of the Gospel opened as I sat in silence — made 
 conditional, " Be thou faithful unto death and I will give 
 thee a crown of life." That this refers to the death of self 
 is clear ; that by faithfully attending to every opening 
 made to the mind by the Divine /Spirit, our wills become 
 subject to the Divine will, and then the spirit is crowned 
 with a life of righteousness and of purity that renders us 
 acceptable unto God, and we live not unto ourselves, but to 
 do His will, who in great compassion loved us, and revealed 
 Himself for our redemption, giving us His spirit to direct 
 us through this life of besetments and trials to a place of 
 rest where all our conflicts are over. Oh that it were in 
 the hearts of men to encourage a closer walk with God, in 
 conduct and conversation. Much, indeed, might be done to 
 render life more lovely, so that all around might wear a 
 
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 smile of content and peace instead of feeling oppressed with 
 a load of sorrow because such as should lift this weight of 
 oppression have no inclination to do it. 
 
 Second month 24th, 1852. — To-day is spring-like, a de- 
 sirable change from the severity of an extremely cold win- 
 ter, and invigorating both to body and mind. My mind 
 turns toward a state where there is no change, where the 
 presence of the Eedeemer spreads a genial influence around 
 the soul liberated from its clay tenement far more desirable 
 than the returning spring. Here I greet the loved and 
 cherished of earlier days. Among the number, and first in 
 remembrance, are four precious children, called before me 
 to a rest undisturbed beyond worldly sorrows. With them 
 conflicts are no more. While here they had their share of 
 tribulation, but their measure was early filled. No clouds 
 may thicken around their dwelling now, no calamities as- 
 sail, no tears bedew the cheek. Happy thought, — there is a 
 state to be attained where anxious fears and sad forebod- 
 ings cease, — the past, the future, as one eternal now. 
 
 25th. — The weather very pleasant, so warm I took out- 
 door exercise, which is to me invigorating. Thanksgiving 
 has filled my heart to my great Benefactor for His bounty 
 and goodness, so wonderfully "displayed in richly supplying 
 all that is needful for comfort in outward things. But more 
 abundantly does the tribute of gratitude spring in recount- 
 ing His great mercies in preserving the mind stayed on 
 Him in times of great trial, when prostrated in body, and 
 the poor mind tossed as with a tempest. 
 
 Second month 29th, 1852. — My state is serene and tran- 
 quil beyond my deserts, heaven presiding over earthly en- 
 joyments. My lines are cast in pleasant places ; I have a 
 goodly heritage, the free bounty of my Heavenly Father, 
 
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 who deals with His children according to His great Mercy. 
 I do not speak of earthly, but spiritual consolations, but 
 oh, the sad void that remains in my heart by the removal 
 of her who, for six years after returning from school, was 
 almost continually my companion, my counsellor, and my 
 sympathizer. Who can enter into my stripped and lonely 
 state or realize the vacuum ? none but those who have been 
 surrounded by kind and affectionate children for many 
 years, and then deprived of them. Such can enter into my 
 feelings and drop the tear of commiseration. Though more 
 than three years have passed since this bereavement, my 
 spirit often turns again to that solemn period, vivid in re- 
 membrance. It seems hard to the fleshly part to reconcile ; 
 we cannot fathom the wisdom that deals thus with us — 
 youth taken, full of strength and vigor ; the aged left to 
 struggle with manifold infirmities — but I hope not to mourn, 
 but yield submissively to the Heavenly Father's mandate. 
 
 4th. — To-day was our m' nthly meeting, which was large 
 alid satisfactory. This afternoon we had six friends with 
 us, a very pleasant company. To mingle together as friends, 
 and feel a flow of love and grod will, is a high privilege. 
 
 5th. — Last night several inches of snow fell, and it is 
 winter -like again. But gratitude fills my heart that my 
 nervous system is so much improved and strengthened as 
 not to feel so keenly these sudden changes, or sufier so much 
 from them as has been my lot for many years. May this 
 increase of strength be continually devoted to my Maker's 
 cause and in His service, that when called to an account 
 the answer of " Well done " may be mine. All other con- 
 siderations have become of small moment in comparison 
 with the everlasting union with the spirits of just men made 
 perfect, in the presence of the High and Lofty One that in- 
 
S A R A H H U N T . 81 
 
 habiteth eternity. However manifold my weaknesses may 
 be in the view of those who look upon me as an erring 
 mortal, the desire is ever uppermost to be a child of God. 
 When I read the lives and labors of such as have truly 
 honored their Maker and greatly benefited their fellow-be- 
 ings, the query arises, Shall I ever be thought worthy to join 
 such society in the presence of a blessed Redeemer ? I must 
 leave all to Him who has promised a blessing to the poor in 
 spirit and the contrite heart. 
 
 Late in the evening received letters from my two 
 daughters more than a thousand miles from me. Both are 
 feeble, awakening feelings such as glow in a mother's heart. 
 I commended them to God, and humbly craved His assist- 
 ance, that He would send His angel to comfort them in all 
 their afflictions and be more to them than an earthly parent 
 could be — that His Holy Spirit might be their guide and com- 
 forter. In sitting down in our morning meeting my prayer 
 ascended to the Father that a solemnity might prevail 
 without voice or sound. We were in mercy favored with a 
 precious covering, and closed in silence. I felt exceedingly 
 low, and craved I might sit at my Redeemer's feet and be 
 brought to a safe and happy state, that the mind might not 
 lose its balance and cast away confidence, there being a great 
 difference between humility and despondency. 
 
 Third month 12th. — Our Quarterly Meeting is just 
 passed. An investigation of our state was entered into, show- 
 ing there was room for improvement. Yet it was comfort- 
 ing to know a feeling of brotherly kindness prevailed, and 
 the savor of life was felt among us. We had many friends 
 with us at our home, and were comforted in mingling to- 
 gether. 
 
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 20tli. — Three days we have spent iu Burlington Quar- 
 ter visiting the afflicted. We attended two meetings and 
 returned, finding all well at our own home, and felt glad 
 we had performed a duty in mingling with the bereaved 
 and feeble, knowing by experience that "As iron sharpeneth 
 iron, so doth the countenance of a man that of his friend." 
 The tender compassion of our Heavenly Father was felt to 
 be near, and His dispensations meted out in mercy. Happy 
 are those who discern it, and resignedly bless the hand that 
 smites, and love the rod lifted up in Fatherly correction. In 
 some family circles the aged were encouraged to look abid- 
 ingly to Christ our Rock ; the youth invited to seek first 
 the Kingdom of Heaven, letting their obedience keep pace 
 with knowledge, as the only source of true happiness here 
 and hereafter. 
 
 First-day the 28th. — Were at the afternoon meeting at 
 Green Street, Philadelphia, where a large company was as- 
 sembled. It was truly humbling to see people come in ; I 
 felt like a worm of the dust, and petitions ascended to the 
 Father that He would look with compassion on our low 
 estate, and multiply and bless His own provision, that His 
 name might be honored, and my poor unworthy self abased. 
 I felt the word of exhortation, which I trust entered the 
 hearts of some, and in the conclusion offered petitions to the 
 Father that He would bless the dust of Zion and satisfy her 
 poor with bread. But oh, how poor and entirely destitute I 
 felt after returning home and retiring to rest ! — what a close 
 scrutiny passed, with examination of all that I had said and 
 done ! I felt as an unworthy servant, to whom belonged 
 blushing and confusion of face, having in honesty of pur- 
 pose done what I felt right to do. And now I commit my- 
 self to the keeping of a Merciful Creator, who has promised 
 
S A R A H II U N T . 83 
 
 those who keep the word of His patience everlasting pro- 
 tection in every hour of temptation and trial, and though 
 emptied of all things I felt no condemnation or reproof, but 
 an unshaken trust in our great Preserver. 
 
 31st. — Very rainy, with high winds from the east. 
 Called to see the sick and destitute, to know how they fared. 
 The great Pattern said, " The poor ye have always with 
 you," aifd whensoever ye will ye can do them good. It is 
 also pleasant to show kindness to such as need these atten- 
 tions, for we are all brethren. 
 
 Fourth month 1st, 1852. — We attended our Fifth-day 
 meeting, and spiritual sacrifices were offered to the great I 
 Am, in solemn silence. Dined with our beloved and inter- 
 esting friends, William and Elizabeth Garrigues, who keep 
 a boarding-school for boys, and are well qualified in mind 
 and manners for so important a trust. There is a satisfac- 
 tion which attends such as wisely apply their time and tal- 
 ents unknown to the indolent who live on the labor of 
 others, and waste the boon of heaven in luxury and self- 
 indulgence. 
 
 Fourth month 4th, 1852. — Attended meeting appointed 
 for us at Lafayette Hall in the afternoon at three o'clock, 
 and though it began to storm about the time of gathering, 
 as many came as could get in, and more than were seated. 
 It was, however, quiet, and a sweet solemnity prevailed, 
 with solid attention, I think, from all, and the meeting 
 closed satisfactorily. I am often deeply impressed with the 
 correct deportment of the people wholly unacquainted with 
 our mode of conducting religious meetings. There is cer- 
 tainly in all intelligent beings a something that may be 
 touched by the spring of life and love — powerful to draw 
 and centre the mind to the one source of unbounded good. 
 
84 J O U E N A L O F 
 
 to which all are invited for refreshment and strength of a 
 spiritual character. 
 
 Fourth month 6th. — Sad and mournful feelings clothed 
 my mind, in consideration of the suffering condition of some 
 of my children who are far from me. - O my Heavenly 
 Father, be more to them, I pray Thee, than any outward 
 comforter could be, even an only surviving and deeply con- 
 cerned parent, whose appeals are often made on behalf of 
 those Thou hast given her. Be with them in all their afflic- 
 tions, and sanctify the dispensations of Thy wisdom to the 
 redemption of their spiriis, that in life or in death they may 
 be thine, and partake of the blessings in store for such as 
 serve Thee. 
 
 Fourth month 21st, 1852.— This is the fourth day it 
 has been raining without intermission, with high east winds 
 most of the time, a cold, wet, late spring, and vegetation 
 very backward ; the trees scarcely show the buds. It be- 
 comes us quietly to acquiesce in all these things ; they being 
 governed by Him who orders all things for the best. To 
 Him my soul draws nigh in prayer, imploring redemption 
 from the world, and a preparation to bear the inscription 
 of " holiness to the Lord." 
 
 22d. — Still cloudy, though there are some indications 
 of settled weather, which will be most acceptable to all, I 
 think. Storms and calms alternate through this life, both 
 within and without. O my soul ! will the sumbeams of a 
 morning without clouds shine upon thee, when the curtain 
 falls and eternity is revealed? Grant this one request, 
 merciful Father, and all my desires are consumed ; come 
 what will in this life, through Thy aid I will say amen. 
 
 Fifth month 8th. — To-morrow commences the Yearly 
 Meeting of Ministers and Elders. I go hoping to receive 
 
S A R A H H U N T . 85 
 
 some good, with an addition of strength, which I greatly 
 need. Lord, may it be a time of refreshing from Thy 
 presence ! that the faith, of all may be increased in the suffi- 
 ciency of Thy grace to save. Thy power to uphold, and 
 cause all things to work together for good to such as love 
 Thee. 
 
 10th. — Two sittings have been attended to my own 
 satisfaction, though there is much to search out and set in 
 order. The state is represented as being low, yet the 
 Master is good, and showed himself to be the promised Com- 
 forter to some minds. The Yearly Meeting has closed, and 
 we are again at our home. 
 
 On Fourth month 8th my husband and myself obtained 
 minutes to attend, in gospel love. New York Yearly Meet- 
 ing and Purchase and Westbury Quarterly Meetings, with 
 the meetings constituting them, and such public service as 
 might open while we were thus engaged. 
 
 Fifth month 24th, 1852.— Attended New York Yearly 
 Meeting. In the sittings of Ministers and Elders we were 
 blessed with a solemnity confirming some minds in the faith 
 that the care of the good Shepherd is still over us as a part 
 of his family — that though our shortcomings are many we 
 are not forsaken. First day morning the public meeting 
 was favored ; in the afternoon the bread of life was broken. 
 Ah, a crumb from the Master's table satisfies the meek and 
 humble follower of the Lamb of God ! But we have to de- 
 plore the prevalence of earthly-mindeduess and a worldly 
 spirit. May the unspeakable gift which has power to re- 
 deem from everything that can defile, be received and 
 obeyed ; enabling us to live in the world, yet not become 
 tarnished by its pollutions. Second day morning a very 
 
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 interesting assembly gathered, whose attention was called 
 to the uncertainty of life and all earth's fluctuating joys. 
 
 The word of exhortation went forth, calling in an im- 
 pressive manner to more faithfulness, that our allegiance to 
 God might be manifest by our holding faithfully the great 
 testimonies of the christian religion as professed by our pre- 
 decessors and by many in our day. The young were 
 tenderly invited to leave the vanities of the world, and 
 learn of Him who is " meek and lowly of heart," putting on 
 the ornament of a meek and quiet spirit. 
 
 Fifth-day afternoon the assembly dispersed under a 
 canopy of Heavenly good, under which precious covering 
 prayer was ofiered with thanksgiving to Him who has 
 power to " bless the dust of Zion and satisfy her poor with 
 bread." We lodged at Amos Willetts', who, with his wife 
 Caroline, are admirably calculated to make the stranger 
 feel at home. Having been blessed with abundance of 
 earth's comforts, they willingly dispense such things 
 as they have, I believe humbly desiring rightly to discharge 
 their trust as stewards of the manifold gifts of God. Verily 
 they have their reward, and no man taketh it from them. 
 Happy such as can understand that they are not their own, 
 but bought with a price more precious than silver or gold, 
 that they may live not unto themselves, but unto God. 
 
 Sixth-day we spent in a social way among our friends. 
 
 Seventh-day we took the cars for Mamaroneck, dined 
 at the Widow Burling's. She has one son with her, who met 
 us, and I think three interesting daughters, who appeared 
 glad to have us with them, and their amiable deportment 
 added much to our enjoyment, tending to cheer and gladden 
 our hearts. At three o'clock we attended a meeting which 
 had been appointed for us. There are but few members 
 
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 here, but we felt they were our brethren, and our Heavenly 
 Father's love was toward them. Here we were met by 
 Joshua and Phoebe Sutton, at whose house we lodged. 
 
 First-day morning were at Purchase meeting. A sweet 
 solemnity was felt to prevail, and the excellency of faith 
 was spoken of and the wonders which had been wrought 
 by it in the days of old. It is as efficacious now as ever. 
 Our kind friends, David and Naomi Barnes, took us in 
 their carriage to James Field's, where we dined, and then 
 went to North Castle. Here my way was closed for a long 
 time, no opening presenting. Tv/o friends spoke feelingly. 
 At length I felt it right to assert my faith in immediate 
 Divine revelation, and in the same power that raised Lazarus 
 from the dead. If we would be witnesses we must follow 
 Him whose words are spirit and life, that we might see and 
 believe He had power to raise the dead, and that miracles 
 had not ceased. .Robert Haviland and wife met us, and 
 took us to their house, where we lodged, and with them we 
 went to Chappaqua. 
 
 Second-day at ten o'clock quite a company assembled, and 
 we were blessed with a portion of Heavenly bread, for which 
 favor thanksgiving and praise were offered to God our 
 Father, with petitions for the afflicted, the poor and needy, 
 and such as sit in solitary places. From this place we went 
 to Croton Valley, where few Friends live, but the house 
 was filled, and a truly precious opportunity it was. Thanks 
 be to Him who is our only Helper ; none ever trusted Him 
 in vain. Wait upon Him, O my soul, and remember all 
 His mercies ! We took tea at Henry Sutton's and went with 
 Joseph Weeks to his house to lodge. 
 
 Third-day at eleven o'clock we were at Salem. The meet- 
 ing not large, but favored with the pure salutation of gospel 
 
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 love and life, which refreshes the weary and heavy laden, 
 and comforts the mourner. . At this place Silas Weeks took 
 us in charge, kindly supplied our wants that night, and 
 conveyed us to the next meeting. 
 
 Sixth month 22d, 1852. — Fourth-day at Amawalk we 
 were met by Stephanas Hunt and Jacob Denike. Dined 
 at George Hallock's, then rode to Peekskill, where a meet- 
 ing was called for us in the evening. The people collected, 
 and it proved a satisfactory opportunity. My own soul 
 marveled at the loving-kindness of the Lord in opening 
 great truths so clearly and plainly ; the attention of all 
 seemed riveted, while words flowed with ease as one subject 
 after another of vital importance opened. Truly, when He 
 who is wonderful in majesty opens, none can shut; such is 
 the force of right words that even enemies to truth have 
 not the power to gainsay or resist. Very weary with con- 
 tinued labor and exercise, we returned to Jacob Denike's 
 and lodged, himself and wife being exbeedingly kind in 
 supplying our wants. Somewhat refreshed in the morning, 
 we returned to Amos Willetts' and dined, and at 2 o'clock 
 took the cars for home, where we arrived safely in the 
 evening, thankful for favors dispensed. 
 
 Eighth month 8th, 1852. — When servants of the one 
 Lord and Master faithfully discharge the trust imposed upon 
 them, they find nothing to complain of; though they be fed 
 with bread of adversity and have the water of affliction to 
 drink they repine not, for all tends to establish them more 
 firmly on the immovable rock, Christ Jesus- Having held 
 a minute from Fourth month for service within the limits 
 of New York Yearly Meeting, on the 24th of Seventh 
 month I left home with my husband, and went to Shrews- 
 bury, wheie we stayed two days, attended meeting on First- 
 
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 day and mingled with our friends in a social way. Then 
 crossed the bay to New York, and went to Westbury 
 Quarterly Meeting. Attended select meeting, where my 
 way was open in gospel authority to exhort Friends to keep 
 their ranks in righteousness, watching over one another, and 
 the flock over which the Holy Ghost had made them over- 
 seers, humbling themselves to a willingness to wash one 
 another's feet if needful to promote harmony, that every 
 letting and hindering thing may be removed, and the word 
 of God have free course in all minds. In the general 
 meeting the horn was filled with oil, and authority given to 
 pour forth. 
 
 Seventh-day we were at Bethpage in the forenoon. A 
 good meeting ; the feeling of life and love prevailed, and 
 solemnized us together. In the afternoon we were at 
 Jerusalem. Here the seed is under oppression for some 
 cause, life low, hard labor, and no victory. Left them sad 
 and sorrowful. First-day morning at Martinicock, where 
 there was a large gathering, but there were obstructions to 
 the free course of gospel ministry. I think it is self- 
 sufficiency where there should be. humility and all lowliness 
 of mind. It is in vain for- any to deck themselves with the 
 Lord's jewels, unless Himself place them upon them ; their 
 folly will be manifest, and their deceit show itself however 
 thick the trees among which they hide themselves. In the 
 afternoon we were at Oyster Bay, where the word had free 
 course, and my soul rejoiced in the loving-kindness of the 
 Lord my Holy Helper. The stream of gospel life and love 
 was like the oil of gladness, but few members were present, 
 mostly other people. My way is generally more open 
 amongst these : " I will call her beloved, that was not 
 beloved, and where it was said unto them, Ye are not my 
 
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 people, there shall they be called the children of the living 
 God." The children of the kingdom cast out because of 
 disobedience, and others called in to sit at the heavenly 
 banquet and bless the name of the Lord. Second-day 
 morning at Jericho. Here we had a comfortable meeting, 
 the word of exhortation and invitation went forth, and I 
 think some minds were comforted. It is sweet to feel the 
 beloved of souls in the midst, when assemblies gather for 
 edification, and to worship the Father of Spirits. We may 
 however be left to ourselves to prove us, whether we follow 
 Him because His mighty miracles have been wrought in us 
 and for us, or whether we have only the loaves and fishes in 
 view ; whether our object be to meet the true Shepherd, 
 looking to Him only for the soul's sustenance, or whether 
 to see and to hear be the motive that draws us together. 
 Our reward will be according to what inspires us. We 
 lodged with our valuable friend and minister of the gospel, 
 Rachel Hicks, where we had the company of many Friends. 
 After our little service on the Island, we passed across the 
 bay to Purchase, and attended the Quarterly Meeting 
 there. Lodged at David Barnes'. Though in every place 
 there are some faithful exercised minds, many are indifier- 
 ent concerning their highest interests, lukewarm, and even 
 despising the meanness of that simplicity which adorns the 
 true follower of Christ. These rob God of His honor, and 
 their own souls of their highest joy. Lord, if it be con- 
 sistent with Thy will, rouse the careless from their slumbers, 
 and give all to see the necessity of working while it is called 
 to-day, lest their day close when their lamps are not 
 trimmed, nor oil in their vessels, though the bridegroom 
 come in the night watches, and call them to a final account. 
 The world with its friendships, its vanities and allurements 
 
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 attracts the attention, and the minds of many are almost 
 entirely absorbed in gratifying the senses, while things 
 touching another state are left for a more convenient sea- 
 son, when the inclination for self-indulgence begins to wane, 
 or the pale messenger's call to give up the stewardship 
 comes. Then, if unprepared, there is an awful considera- 
 tion. It is far wiser to seek first an interest in Christ who 
 gives eternal life to the soul, and trust in the promise of the 
 gospel as the believers did for salvation, and reward. 
 
 Eight month 16th, 1852. — Since my return home from 
 New York and Long Island everything has seemed to 
 smile. I could understand the prophet when he said, " The 
 mountains and the hills shall break forth before you 
 into singing, and all the trees of the field shall clap their 
 hands." When the spirit of the Highest approves our 
 works the outward creation appears doubly beautiful, and 
 we are ready to call upon everything animate and inanimate 
 to sing the praise of Him whose glory shines forth in all He 
 has made. Prayer and praise has been my theme night and 
 day ; calmness, tranquillity, and peace have presided 
 within. My rest has been undisturbed ; the accuser has 
 been bound and not permitted to assail me with His bufiet- 
 ings. Oh that I could so live as to triumph over him 
 forever ! 
 
 17th. — As I look over the landscape around me, many 
 times to-day I have exclaimed, " Oh, this beautiful world ! " 
 such an air of loveliness seems to rest on everything. The 
 trees and shrubs, the herbs and flowers, the fields of corn, 
 and even the green grass, exhibit a richness and freshness 
 inspiring feelings of gratitude to Him who formed all things 
 so replete with excellence, and gave to His creature man the 
 power to enjoy His blessings and His bounty. Bless thy 
 
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 God, then, O my soul, that He early brought thee into an 
 acquaintance with Himself, and taught thee to know and do 
 His will, finding in Him a fountain of joy that all earth's 
 changes could not destroy. 
 
 Ninth month 2d, 1852. — The mind stayed upon God, in 
 a good degree resigned to His dispensations ; dwelling in a 
 prayerful state, until raised from an humble petitioner by 
 the spring of adoration and thanksgiving that brings the 
 soul into a oneness with the Father and the Son. 
 
 8th. — Most of my time is spent in secret prayer, and 
 sometimes thanksgiving springs as a living stream to the 
 God of my life, and many are the tears of contrition that 
 flow when the All-seeing eye only is witness. Keep me, O 
 Holy One, humble before Thee at all times and at all places. 
 Thou knowest I love Thee above all the things Thou hast 
 created, however beautiful they may be. Take me to Thy- 
 self rather than suffer me to live to offend Thee, or bring 
 dishonor to Thy ever adorable name. In the afternoon 
 attended the meeting for Ministers and Elders. I thought 
 when we sat down together we were indeed a poor little 
 company. We read and answered the queries investigating 
 our state (this being the object of these meetings), by which 
 we were quickened and solemnized together, and I felt wc 
 had not come together in vain. 
 
 9th. — Our Monthly Meeting was held; it was large, 
 and I thought it was owned by the Master's presence. May 
 our abiding be in Him, the true and living vine, is my most 
 earnest prayer when I lay n-.e down at night, when I rise 
 in the morning, when engaged in my daily duties, or when 
 mingling in the assemblies of the people. This seems ab- 
 solutely necessary if we will promote good in ourselves or 
 others. He said " Without me ye can do nothing," and all 
 
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 His words are true. Oh, that they were more meditated 
 upon by such as profess His name ; methiuks it would have 
 a tendency to abase self. 
 
 28th. — My soul approaches my God with reverence and 
 humility. Father, redeem me from the world and from 
 selfishness ; make me meet to abide in Thy presence for- 
 ever. Thou hast given me a taste of Thy goodness, and I 
 loag to be wholly leavened into Thy nature. Clothe me, I 
 pray Thee, with wisdom and i^atience, that I may never 
 complain. I feel my weakness and frailty ; what would 
 any human being be, but for Thy mercy and everlasting 
 kindness. Uphold me by Thy free spirit, then shall my soul 
 praise Thee. 
 
 30th. — On awaking this morning my heart turned in 
 prayer to my Maker, but my unworthiness so rushed upon 
 me that I could only sigh in secret. In this low estate I 
 heard the voice of the beloved of my soul saying, " My 
 grace is sufficient for thee, for my strength is made perfect 
 in weakness." Lord, I believe that my hope is in Thee. 
 
 Tenth month 2d, 1852. — In the midst of afflictions 
 pressing on every hand, I am consoled in the certainty there 
 is a treasure no man can give nor take away, and that 
 through mercy I have received that treasure. O Holy 
 Helper, enable me to keep so near Thee that I may never 
 lose the blessed evidence that Thou hast loved me and 
 offered Thy holy spirit, the gift of Thy grace, for the re- 
 demption of my immortal soul from the pollutions of sin. 
 Wash me again and again, I beseech Thee, in the laver of 
 regeneration, until Thou hast finished the work, — until 
 nothing remains unfit to abide in Thy presence forever. 
 
 3d. — My soul thirsteth for God, for the living God 
 When shall I come and appear before Him ? In His pres- 
 
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 ence there is joy and gladness, the effusions of life and love. 
 He grants the rich boon of approval when the world with- 
 out censures and condemns. Happy is it for us, we shall 
 not be judged by beings selfish and frail as ourselves. At- 
 tended meeting at Cherry Street, Philadelphia, in which 
 the current of gospel love was felt to flow. It closed with 
 supplication and thanksgiving to God. When I am engaged 
 in my Master's service, I am always completely happy. 
 Though baptisms may and do attend, the consolations of 
 the spirit also abound, and I rejoice in being counted 
 worthy to suffer for His sake, whose Fatherly care has been 
 over me from my very childhood, and now I am growing 
 old, O Holy One, leave me not nor forsake me, but enable 
 me to hold out to the end. Shall I ever be found worthy to 
 join the patriarchs, prophets and apostles, with the right- 
 eous of all generations in the city of habitations ? Thou, 
 
 Lord, knowest I lean in faith upon Thy great mercy. 
 
 7th. — The soul doth magnify the Lord ; my heart 
 rejoices in God my Saviour. He is near to help in time of 
 trouble. His hand is underneath, and I feel its sufiiciency 
 to support. God is my refuge and the rock of my strength, 
 
 1 will cast all my care upon Him. The truth of God is 
 unchangeable, and will preserve all who trust in it through 
 good report and evil report. Yes, through all kinds of 
 trials we may be exposed to, in every situation. When 
 friends forsake and enemies triumph, this powerful princi- 
 ple will bear up, for it is a rock that never can be moved. 
 
 8th. — I have been viewing the forests, now picturesque 
 and beautiful in their autumnal hues. None the less do I 
 admire them because they show the decay of nature's most 
 tender and delicate productions, — the strongest also are 
 stripped of all their covering, the wintry blasts beat upon 
 
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 them naked and bare. Such is age ; years rob the strongest 
 of their vigor, with the ability to endure, and though our 
 weakness appears as deformity to those who are in their full 
 strength, happy is the arrangement made by the Creator, 
 "One generation passes away and another comes," and 
 this great inn is by turns evacuated and replenished by 
 troops of succeeding Pilgrims. 
 
 24th. — "Great is the Lord, and greatly to be praised in 
 the habitation of His holiness." As I sat musing this 
 morning on my own state with surrounding difficulties, this 
 seemed as if spoken with an. audible voice, though to the 
 mind only. Have I not been with thee in all thy ways ? 
 I could answer with reverence and gratitude. Truly Thou 
 hast, my Father. 
 
 Eleventh month 10th.— Went to Woodbury, and at- 
 tended the meeting of Ministers and Elders, in which the 
 spring of life and love was felt to flow, and the presence of 
 the great I Am administered comfort to those gathered in 
 His name. My soul rejoiced in His goodness, and blessed 
 His holy name. 
 
 11th. — Meeting for worship and discipline, in which the 
 word of exhortation flowed through many instruments with 
 power and gospel authority. All classes were invited and 
 encouraged to close in with the ofiers of redeeming love, 
 while the day of God's visitation lasts, that their lives 
 might be crowned with blessings and their end with peace. 
 T think it has seldom been my lot to witness such a precious 
 covering to rest upon so large an assembly without the least 
 interruption from beginning to end. May the praise be 
 given where it is due, even to Him who opens and none 
 can shut, and shuts and none can open. 
 
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 Twelfth month 25th. — Called Christmas, and spent by 
 most people in feasting, merriment, and sending gifts to 
 one another. I can rejoice in the birth of Christ in the 
 soul that renews us into the Heavenly image, crucifies to the 
 world and the world to us. By this work of regeneration 
 we are qualified to appreciate the outward advent of the 
 blessed Messiah, and give thanks to God the Father for 
 this wonderful manifestation of His love to his creature 
 man. 
 
 28th. — Very clear, lovely winter weather, both healthy 
 and cheering to the sick and drooping. Being composed 
 of the elementary we partake of variableness, and are 
 affected by atmospheric changes. A long season of dull, 
 damp, cloudy weather produces depression of spirits, which 
 a bright, clear sunshine has power to dispel, — and true as 
 this is, if it be of long continuance we desire to see the 
 vapors collect again and thicken around us, lest green 
 things should wither. The material world is full of in- 
 struction, its order and arrangements wisely adapted to our 
 wants. The contemplative mind can say as did the Apostle, 
 " In everything I am instructed." 
 
 31st.— The last day of 1852. When I awoke I thought 
 to commend myself to God, but felt too unworthy to lift up 
 my soul in secret prayer. I remembered the poor publican,' 
 and wondered if the mercy of One just and holy could 
 meet so weak a child as I ? The year is gone, and what 
 have I done for the honor of my Lord ? According to my 
 understanding it is not enough to avoid evil, though this is 
 the first step required. Then we should eye closely our 
 Holy Leader, and by the aid of His spirit endeavor to 
 promote that which is good. I am so much in the rear, I 
 am surely like the man spoken of by our blessed Lord who 
 
SAEAHHUNT. 97 
 
 owed five hundred pence and had nothing to pay. How 
 shall I fare in Thy presence, O my God and my King ? 
 " Create in me a clean heart, and renew a right spirit within 
 me." Cast me not out of Thy presence, nor take Thy Holy 
 Spirit from me. Restore unto me the joys of Thy salva- 
 tion, and uphold me with Thy free spirit, for in days gone 
 by I have known all these favors. If it please Thee to 
 restore them, then will. I teach transgressors Thy ways, and 
 sinners shall be converted unto Thee. Thou only canst 
 inspire the song that is ever new. 
 
 First month 1st, 1853. — I feel the awful responsibility of 
 entering upon the new year. Lord assist me, give me wis- 
 dom and understanding to govern myself, and order my 
 household aright. Visit my children, I pray Thee, by Thy 
 grace, — ^powerfully visit them by the operations of Thy 
 quickening spirit, until they are brought to see the vanity 
 of self-indulgence, and made willing to take up the cross 
 and follow Thee in the way that leads to peace. Thou 
 knowest I desired not earthly glory, riches, nor vain show 
 for them or for myself, but sanotification of spirit, justifica- 
 tion and redemption, that an entrance may be mercifully 
 granted into the everlasting kingdom of our Lord and 
 Saviour Jesus Christ. 
 
 2d. — Clear and pleasant ; attended meeting, which was 
 large. The bread of life was handed to my soul in secret, 
 with the feeling of necessity to dispense to the people. 
 How sweet is a sense of the loving favor of the Lord. His 
 name remains to be a strong tower, — such as trust in it will 
 flee thither in every calamity, and find a shelter from the 
 heat and the storm. No evil can come nigh their dwelling 
 place so long as He who hath all power in heaven and on 
 earth shows them His favor. " In His presence there is 
 
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 life, and at His right hand are rivers of pleasure forever- 
 more." O my soul ! give everlasting praise to Him whom 
 the heavens of heavens cannot contain, for He is thy 
 strength and thy stay. 
 
 3d. — A clear afternoon after a cloudy morning ; some 
 trials, but a degree of composure attained by turning to 
 God. What should we do, did we not know help is laid 
 upon one that is mighty and able to save to the uttermost 
 all who come to Him ? Children bring an anxiety from 
 the cradle to the grave, and yet we look to them to promote 
 our comfort in old age, when they can sympathize with their 
 parents, and appreciate their views and concerns. This may 
 be in a measure realized. 
 
 4th. — Tranquillity and peace preside within. 
 
 6th. — Attended Monthly Meeting ; several ministers 
 from other meetings present. It was evident to my mind 
 that the expectation of many was to hear words. The 
 eager desire to listen to discourses, instead of turning to the 
 Christ within our only hope of glory, brings death instead 
 of life and strength. It would seem that too many are 
 satisfied if their attention is diverted, and they amused. 
 But, alas ! how much such lose ; and they will surely say 
 my remarks are true if they leave outward dependence, 
 and look only to Him " in whom our well springs are." 
 He knows our need, and, if asked, will supply it. 
 
 12th.- — Morning cold, and more wintry than any the 
 present year. I often pass a close scrutiny upon myself, 
 and do indeed feel that I love the Lord my God above all. 
 Perhaps the world without may question whether this be 
 true, but what matters its judgment, so long as this sweet 
 evidence is furnished within when the Searcher of hearts is 
 appealed to ? That I am as faithful as I should be I will 
 
SAEAHHUNT. 99 
 
 not presume to say, and yet I know not how to do differ- 
 ently under the same circumstances. Thou knowest, O my 
 God, that Thy honor and Thy truth are more to me than 
 my life or any earthly treasure. Enable me to do or to 
 rest in quiet and patience as is most in accordance with Thy 
 will. 
 
 14th. — It is more mild, and the snow is melting away 
 again. My petitions ascend for wisdom and an understand- 
 ing heart, that I may fill up my measure while it is called 
 to-day, having the lamp God hath lighted in the soul 
 trimmed and burning, all being in readiness when the 
 bridegroom comes. 
 
 16th.— I desire the sincere milk of the Word to nourish 
 my soul, that I may grow in grace and become strong in 
 the Lord, and in the power of His might. Wilt thou en- 
 able me, O Holy Helper, to hold out to the end of every 
 conflict and trial that awaits me here, that Ijnay never 
 forfeit the inheritance that comes by faith ? Weakness is 
 mine, but in Thee is everlasting strength. 
 
 18th. — The law of the Lord is perfect. I love to meditate 
 thereon day and night ; I love, too, to trace the experience 
 of those whose minds have become subject to the cross of 
 Christ. There is something so touching in the testimony 
 they bear to the riches of the Divine Gift, and its power to 
 leaven all into one nature. The Apostle exhorts us to covet 
 earnestly the best gifts. 
 
 21st. — Still pleasant winter weather. The mind that 
 centres in God rejoices in all his works, and mourns over 
 every departure from that rectitude and simplicity His 
 Holy Spirit requires. 
 
 22d. — The necessity of doing and saying all things as in 
 the presence of God so weightily presses upon me that I 
 
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 spend many an hour in the night season looking over what 
 has passed through the day. So quick is the witness that 
 decides between right and wrong that condemnation is placed 
 upon the least violation of the Divine Law, which says, 
 " They that honor me I will honor." For this great favor I 
 give thanks, it being an evidence of the continued regard of 
 the Father of mercies to the poor soul. 
 
 Third month 10th. — Though I love those that love my 
 God, the glitter of the world has no charms that allure. 
 Like the Prophetess, Anna, I desire to dwell in the temple 
 — the inner temple of the heart — and spend the remainder 
 of my days in fasting and prayer day and night. 
 
 Five long months an afflicted daughter suffered and 
 languished, and then died. Her patience and quiet resig- 
 nation through the whole were truly an example worthy of 
 imitation by all. Four months before her departure she 
 buried a lovely infant nine months old, her only daughter. 
 This trial she bore with becoming fortitude, and I trust 
 they rest together in the kingdom of God. After its spirit 
 had fled she took it in her arms, and when desired to give 
 it up she said, " I have never been able to hold it and press 
 it to my bosom, but have always been obliged to keep at a 
 distance, and hold it as loose as possible. O ye mothers 
 who have health and strength to nourish your babes, think 
 of her, and thank God for the favors you enjoy ! Let your 
 concern be to raise them up in the nurture and admonition 
 of the Lord, to whom you must render an account, and from 
 whom you will receive a reward. Be more concerned to 
 preserve their minds in innocency than to adorn their bodies 
 with vain ornaments. 
 
 Fourth month 7th. — Went to town to call upon some 
 dear friends under affliction. In a retrospect the Divine 
 
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 Monitor showed me I had not been as guarded iu all my 
 expressions as I ought to be. Oh when shall I maintain 
 that strict watch over my speech and movements I feel is 
 required ? I so frequently fall, I almost despair of ever 
 attaining that perfect watchfulness without which prayer is 
 unavailing. 
 
 11th. — Walked a mile, and made a pleasant social visit 
 with an aged widow and daughter who live in a lonely 
 way — the mother feeble from a stroke of apoplexy, the 
 daughter devoted to her wants and comfort. 
 
 12th. — How shall I spend this day ? No time should 
 be trifled away or hang heavily, seeing our stay is short and 
 our obligations to one another great, and more than this, in 
 the conclusion a solemn account must be given. O my 
 Father, grant me strength, I pray Thee, to rise above every 
 discouragement, and fill up the duties I owe to Thee and 
 to my fellow beings ! The Church triumphant in Heaven 
 is made up of those redeemed from the earth and from among 
 men. 
 
 23d. — I am indeed brought very low under the consider- 
 ation that only such as hold out to the end can be saved ; 
 but in all my distress I have not murmured nor repined, 
 nor cast away my confidence. He who is our Lord and 
 Master was brought into a great strait, and felt forsaken 
 of God and men, but this scene with him was for our 
 sakes, and lasted not long. He soon passed the agonies of 
 death, and rose in the brightness of his Father's glory, and 
 sat down forever at the right hand of His majesty, where 
 enemies have no power. Can I hope to rise and hold com- 
 munion with Him there ? Oh that to my tried spirit the 
 language would apply, " Ye are they which have continued 
 
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 with me in. my temptations, and I appoint unto you a 
 Kingdom." 
 
 Fifth month 7th, 1853.— Attended the Yearly Meet- 
 ing of Ministers and Elders. The various sittings of 
 the Yearly Meeting were favored and instructive to minds 
 capable of receiving heavenly good. An increase of har- 
 mony was felt to prevail, with a condescension becoming 
 the disciples of Christ, hence I believe it may be said the 
 body was edified together in love. No women friends with 
 minutes were with us from other Yearly Meetings, a circum- 
 stance very rare, but I doubt not permitted in wisdom that 
 we might look beyond all outward help and know of a cer- 
 tainty " help is laid upon One that is Mighty." 
 
 Fifth month 18th. — I have long desired to be redeemed 
 from the earth and from among men. O Father of Mercies, 
 furnish, I pray Thee, the spirit of endurance, then let not 
 Thine eye pity or Thy hand spare until the work Thou hast 
 begun is perfected — until the soul immortal is sufficiently 
 purified to enter into Thy rest for ever and ever ! Thou who 
 art infinite in purity knowest the fervent appeals made to 
 Thee in secret for preservation, morning, evening, and at mid- 
 day. For Thou art my all in all ; I have none in Heaven 
 but Thee, none in all the earth to whom I may pour out all 
 my sorrows but to Thee. How can I sufficiently adore Thee, 
 seeing that Thou upbraidest me not ! 
 
 21st. — A peaceful calm clothes my mind, for which I 
 feel truly thankful to the God of my life. In good measure 
 raised above earth's perplexing cares and fading joys, 
 merciful Creator, keep my soul stayed on Thee ; grant I may 
 feel to a certainty that Thy grace is sufficient for me, O 
 Thou ineffable Fountain of Life and Light ! Attended 
 meeting ; some clear views were presented which I pondered 
 
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 in my own mind in silence. The church is made up of living 
 stones ; which implies unwavering stability, fixedness of 
 purpose, and solidity of character and deportment. All these 
 characterize the children of light. A chosen generation are 
 these, — a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a peculiar people, 
 to show furth the praises of Him who has called them from 
 darkness to light. These are members of the church mili- 
 tant on earth, and will ere long be joined to the church 
 triumphant in Heaven. I saw they were among the hidden 
 ones who sought nor received honor from men. They had 
 the white stone with the new name written thereon, and 
 were able to read it, though none discerned this seal but 
 themselves. O God of light and love, let me be numbered 
 amongst them, though despised and rejected of men, and all 
 my desires are consummated ! 
 
 Fifth month 24th, 1853.— O Lord my God, Thy Holy 
 name be magnified forever ! Thou hast rescued my 
 soul from the everlasting devourer ; Thou has kept me in 
 the hour of temptation when none knew the agony of my 
 soul ; Thou hast said in the hour of darkness and dismay, 
 " Let there be light," and there was light. Thou hast led 
 me about and instructed me, and kept me as the apple of 
 Thine eye. The floods of afiliction have compassed me 
 about, but they have not overpowered. The furnace through 
 which I have passed was seven times hotter than it was 
 wont to be heated ; but lo ! Thy preserving power was 
 there also, and I am not consumed. I now feel to enter 
 into covenant anew to devote my life and my all that 
 remains to Thee, and to Thy service in lowliness and 
 humility of mind, that henceforth I may be Thine, my King 
 and my God. Assist me by the renewings of Thy Holy 
 ' Spirit to fulfil all Thy will, to live continually in Thy fear. 
 
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 and may I never distrust Thy goodness, but hope always 
 in Thy mercy ! 
 
 27th. — My reflections have been on the magnificence 
 and grandeur of the material world, — the wonderful display 
 of wisdom and power manifested in the beauty and order 
 everywhere exhibited throughout the great whole. We 
 may admire, but cannot fathom ; the extent comes not with- 
 in the comprehension of beings limited in their conceptions. 
 As we study the great volume of nature our interest deepens 
 with its disclosures, and subjects that never tire reveal 
 themselves. Yet we see with astonishment the fathomless 
 expanse baffles all research. Instructed, we retire within 
 to commune with the great Author of all, who gives intelli- 
 gent beings the power to enjoy, and richly furnishes stores 
 inexhaustible to employ the reflective capacities and elevate 
 their thoughts above the absurdities that abound among 
 their own kind for want of high aims and praiseworthy 
 pursuits. 
 
 29th. — Attended Burlington meeting. In it the prom- 
 ise made to the two or three met in the Father's name was 
 realized. Some minds were contrited, and near the close 
 our beloved John Parrish offered both praise and thanks- 
 giving to God, with which my spirit harmonized in sweet 
 unison of feeling. He is a precious plant ; may he be pre- 
 served from errors on the right hand and on the left, by 
 keeping an eye single to Him in whom the fruit-bearing 
 branches must abide. 
 
 Sixth month 5th. — Attended meeting at Westfield, 
 which is composed of an interesting company, mostly of 
 young people and children. My own state was low, but I 
 felt the liberty to direct their attention to the anointing that 
 teaches all things a'.'d is " Truth and no lie." I have full 
 
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 faith in its efficacy, and its sufficiency to direct the course 
 of such as believe in it and are willing to follow its guid- 
 ance. 
 
 8th. — Time ever on the wing waits for no man, nor does 
 one moment ever return. Conscious of this great reality I 
 am roused to the necessity of a daily reckoning, that all my 
 accounts may stand clear, and every gift received be care- 
 fully improved, that when the time to put off mortality 
 comes a calm and serene dismissal may be given from this 
 life to a life of eternal duration and rest. 
 
 Sixth month 9th, 1853. — With a minute of concurrence 
 from Chester Monthly Meeting, and William and Sarah 
 Griscom as companions, I left home for Genesee Yearly 
 Meeting. Lodged that night at a hotel in New York. 
 Next day went on to Canandaigua, and were met by Edward 
 Herendeen, who took us to his house, where we were made 
 welcome by his wife and children. The country through 
 which we passed was fertile and beautiful. The scenery 
 on the banks of the Hudson I suppose equals almost any- 
 thing found in the world in its variety and picturesque 
 beauty. Elegant country mansions dot the landscape 
 everywhere, and the traveler passes on delighted with the 
 objects of interest surrounding him. Since I was here four 
 years ago, the daughters of E. Herendeen have married 
 and left home. I miss their smiling faces and kind atten- 
 tions. The sons, though young, are very attentive and seem 
 to take pleasure in showing kindness to all. The hurried 
 manner in which we pass through the country allows too 
 little opportunity to survey scenery, and requires that the 
 object of action be well weighed before it is entered upon. 
 
 11th. — We sat with the Ministers and Elders : a very 
 comfortai)le feeling prevailed. They were encouraged to 
 
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 faithfulness, and in their various allotments to give close 
 attention to their gifts, looking in childlike simplicity to the 
 alone qualifier, for the renewing of His spirit, to furnish 
 ability to do His will. Having in former days been a 
 member here, my soul seemed knit with my brethren and 
 sisters in close religious fellowship. May all be found 
 abiding in the true vine, bringing forth fruit to the praise 
 of the great Husbandman. Dined at William Clark's. 
 
 First-day the 12th. — Morning meeting was large ; many 
 standing, and others could not get into the house. They 
 were invited to the gift in themselves as the highest of all 
 blessings. By obedience to it all might bathe in the water 
 of the river of Life, and receive the seal of the soul's 
 redemption in the forehead and in the right hand. We 
 had cause to magnify Him without whom we can do noth- 
 ing. At 4 o'clock in the afternoon we were at Macedon. 
 The house was filled, and many seats were brought in, — 
 A. A. T. shared in the labor. The canopy of heavenly 
 love spread over, and the holy name of our Father in 
 Heaven was praised. In the evening at 7 o'clock we were 
 at Macedon Locks. The meeting closed under a solemn 
 feeling, inspiring the inquiry, What shall we render unto 
 Thee, O most Holy, for all Thy benefits ? 
 
 Second-day the general meeting opened, minutes of 
 Friends in attendance were read ; also the epistles from 
 other Yearly Meetings. Here Friends have but one sitting 
 a day. In the evening there was a large company at our 
 lodgings ; the opportunity was solemn. The children were 
 called to the Divine gift in themselves as the true guide, 
 comforter and preserver. 
 
 Third-day, the state of Society as given by the reports 
 passed before us, and showed room for improvement ; a 
 
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 concern was manifested by many members that this should 
 be realized in their various departments. 
 
 Fourth-day, public meetings were held in all their 
 meeting houses to satisfaction. In the evening A. A. T. 
 and self had one appointed at Palmyra, which closed com- 
 fortably, though no very mighty works were done ; returned 
 nine miles to our lodgings. 
 
 Fifth-day, meeting closed under a solemn feeling. The 
 general acknowledgment has been that the body was 
 edified together in love, and the good strengthened in many 
 minds , the name of our everlasting Father be praised. I 
 think an evidence has been furnished my mind that many 
 have deepened in the root of religious experience since I 
 was here four years ago. 
 
 Sixth-day, the 17th. — TVe went to Williamson, and held 
 a meeting with a few friends there, and though they are few 
 and lonely we felt satisfied all was not lost. 
 
 Seventh day, the 18th. — The morning devoted to'i-est 
 and preparation for leaving, in the afternoon we went to 
 Mendon, and lodged at William Cornell's. First-day at- 
 tended their morning meeting, and dined at John J. 
 Cornell's, — interesting young people, who seem to delight in 
 caring for their friends and helping them along. He took 
 part of our company to Rochester, and Nathaniel Russell 
 sent his son and carriage with us. Our meeting was ap- 
 pointed at six in the evening ; a large company convened, 
 €lling the house above and below. The language presented 
 was, " The fool hath said in his heart. There is no God," 
 no future state of rewards and punishments, no accounta- 
 bility to a Supreme Intelligence, — the gratification of the 
 senses the highest state of enjoyment attainable or desirable. 
 Then the low order of comfjrt this class partake of was 
 
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 illustrated by showing the elevated positiou of that mind 
 that trusteth in the Lord, and whose hope the Lord is ; 
 receiving His Holy spirit as a light to the path and a 
 lantern to the feet, filling the heart with love, casting out 
 all evil, and embracing the good in the love of it ; practicing 
 virtue for its own sake, and reaping the rich harvest of 
 tranquillity and peace. A sweet solemnity prevailed, and 
 the everlasting name was magnified through poor, feeble 
 instruments. Went to my son-in-law's, Matthew Coleman's, 
 and lodged, in company with A. A. Townsend and others. 
 Through all this journey an open door has been set, and no 
 man has been able to shut it. 
 
 Second-day at 6 p.m. we went to Wheatland meeting, — 
 small, but blest with the Master's presence, fulfilling His 
 promise to the two or three. Took tea with ray old friend, 
 Joseph Cox. He has passed through great reverses since I 
 saw him last. My heart craved for them durable riches 
 and Kghteousness, which far outweigh all fading treasure. 
 This man can say, as did Job in his strippings, " I have not 
 eaten my morsel myself alone.'' He had been eyes to the 
 blind, feet to the lame, sought out the cause he knew not ; 
 he had delivered the poor that cried, the fatherless and 
 him that hath none to help him ; had caused the widow's 
 heart to sing for joy, — all this extended benevolence I can 
 bear witness to, and sadness came over me to see his lovely 
 wife and children deprived of comforts. Such is the in- 
 stability of all things here. They did not repine, but 
 deeply feel the change, as every sensitive mind must. May 
 the God of all comfort be with them in every trial, giving 
 them " beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning, and 
 the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness." Having 
 a hired conveyance we returned to Rochester to lodge. 
 
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 where I rested three days with my children. On our 
 return we called at South Farmington, and attended a 
 meeting appointed for us there. Came to Canandaigua, 
 and lodged at William Burling's. Next day came direct 
 to New York, where I met my dear friend A. A. Townsend ; 
 we were glad to greet each other again, having heen banded 
 together in true fellowship for two weeks, harmonizing in 
 labor to slir up the pure mind by way of remembrance. 
 Apprehended duty had led us apart for a few days, and to 
 meet again in health was truly pleasant. We lodged at A. 
 Willett's, and First-day morning went to Sing Sing to visit 
 the prisoners ; no word having been sent we were too late 
 to sit with the men, but saw them, near nine hundred in 
 number, go to their cells, — some fine-looking, talented young 
 men, drawn into vice, dissipation and crime. The feeling 
 was sad. May they seek and find forgiveness ! In the 
 women's department were near one hundred : with them we 
 had a religious opportunity. The Chaplain, Warden and 
 Matron gave us their company. A good deal of feeling 
 was manifested, and to our minds the opportunity was one 
 of interest. We went through most of the apartments, 
 which were clean, and in a degree comfortable, though the 
 cells must be very close. Men Friends went through the 
 men's department, and conversed with some of them. At 
 six o'clock in the evening we took cars for New York, and 
 were met at the depot by A. Willetts, at whose house we 
 lodged, and next day turned toward home, which we 
 reached before night, and found all well. I have en- 
 deavored in this journey to maintain a close watch over 
 thoughts, words and actions, and never did I know the 
 consolation of the spirit to abound in greater fulness, — the 
 calmness, serenity and peace have been all I could desire. 
 
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 Truly I serve a good Master ! Tears often flow in remember- 
 ing His many mercies, how He has helped me in times of 
 great need. Sing joyfully to thy beloved, and bless and 
 praise Him, for He is worthy forever ! 
 
 Eighth month 23d, 1853. — Left home and went by rail- 
 road to Baltimore. The day was pleasant, mind tranquil, 
 journey safe. A little after one o'clock we were at the 
 house of John Needles, whose wife and son gave us a 
 cordial welcome ; some friends called to see us. In the 
 evening we attended a meeting previously appointed for us 
 at Oldtown. The house was pretty well filled, and the 
 deportment of the people solid and quiet, and I might say 
 exceedingly attentive, but the life was felt to be low, neither 
 did it rise into dominion, though I felt it right to speak of 
 what I knew of the word of life and the powers of the 
 world to come, and encourage to more dedication as the 
 means appointed by God to insure the richest blessings ; 
 lodged at John Needles', and this morning took cars for 
 Cumberland, where we arrived safely about five in the 
 afternoon. The country through which we traveled to-day 
 is rough in the extreme, in some places magnificently 
 grand. The Potomac River, canal and railroad nearly fill 
 the space between the mountains. A few poor little huts, 
 with dirty ragged children peeping through the windows, 
 with here and there an adult in the same condition, is all of 
 humanity we have seen. But perhaps there aie happiness 
 and contentment even here. 
 
 25th. — Pursued our way over a very rugged and 
 dangerous road to Wheeling, where we arrived in safety 
 about 4 o'clock, truly thankful fur lo great a mercy ; 
 passed over a hundred bridges, through ten tunnels, 
 
SARAH HUNT. Ill 
 
 and many steep acclivities and deep ravines terrific to 
 behold. Tlie work of art and genius in our day is 
 wonderful. 
 
 26th. — Took stage from Wheeling fcr Mount Pleasant, 
 and to our friend, S. Griffith's, where we now are. 
 
 27th. — Stripped and poor, I am ready to query, What 
 am I here for? I can answer, Because it seemed best, 
 and I could not feel it right to resist the force of impressions 
 leading to such exposure and sacrifice. Attended the 
 meeting of Ministers and Elders ; it was evident a feeling 
 of discouragement prevailed. Having been sifted from 
 sieve to sieve they are almost ready to cast away confidence, 
 or to say, like the Prophets of old, We have labored in 
 vain, and spent our strength for naught. They were called 
 to humility and simple obedience as the only means of 
 rising from their low estate. First-day morning ^;he house 
 was nearly filled below ; the attention of the people was 
 called to the Divine gift, — from the child to the man of gray 
 hairs, — as the means appointed by God to enable intelligent 
 beings to resist evil in all its various appearances, and 
 furnish ability to do His will and suffer His dispensations 
 with tranquillity and resignation, increasing in that faith 
 that overcometh the world, and has for its end the salvation 
 of the soul. At four in the afternoon our friend Henry 
 Ridgway appointed a meeting, in which he was favored to 
 preach the glad tidings of the gospel of life and salvation, 
 showing clearly the way of redemption to be through 
 Christ the resurrection and the life. " God so loved the 
 world that He gave His only begotten Son, that who- 
 soever believeth in Him should not perish but have ever- 
 lasting life." 
 
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 Second-day at 10 o'clock. — Yearly Meeting convened ; 
 a small company ; the business usual to that sitting was 
 done, and a comfortable feeling prevailed. 
 
 Third-day. — The state of the Society passed in review, 
 showing a low state indeed, leaving much room for im- 
 provement. The word of gospel exhortation went forth, 
 calling home to the gift, all sufficient to purify and regulate. 
 All were melted into tenderness, and it might be said that 
 truth reigned. 
 
 Fourth-day. — The harmonizing influence of heavenly 
 love prevailed, and we returned to our lodgings, grateful for 
 the favor. 
 
 Fifth-day. — Public meeting, in which Mary L. Caley 
 was favored to divide the word aright, and H. R. had some 
 service. In the afternoon sitting epistles to other Yearly 
 Meetings were read, with the minutes prepared to go down ; 
 a precious covering spread over us, and under a sweet 
 solemnity the meeting concluded. What shall we render 
 to Thee, O Lord, for all thy benefits ? 
 
 Ninth month 2nd — Sixth-day morning many Friends 
 took their departure to their homes. Attended a meeting 
 at Short Creek, in which was enforced the necessity of be- 
 coming still, in order to know the Divine Mind, and become 
 passive under it. A comfortable feeling prevailed. 
 
 Seventh-day. — Went to Smithfield, to Elmore Kirk's; it 
 rained and the roads were rough ; the scenery very romantic 
 and beautiful, hills and deep ravines exhibiting a grandeur 
 truly absorbing to the lover of nature. Our meeting here 
 was exercising but satisfactory ; we dined with Rachel 
 Haines, and returned to Aaron Packer's and lodged. 
 
 Second-day Ninth month 5th. — Went to Concord, 
 where a respectable company assembled, and gospel truths 
 
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 were held forth, for their consideration. We dined at 
 Francis Fox's ; stopped at the house of a Friend named 
 Wells and took tea, then went to Wheeling and attended an 
 evening meeting there. It was small, but I felt I was in 
 my place in being there. We lodged at James Baker's and 
 were very kindly entertained. 
 
 Third-day the 6th.— Went to St. Clairsville. Here 
 quite a large gathering assembled; an open door was set; 
 the people were solid and attentive, and, I trust, instruction 
 was sealed on many minds. We dined with our ancient 
 and worthy friend Levi Pickering, in company with a 
 number of others young and old. Parting under a cover- 
 ing of the Father's love, rode back to Aaron Packer's and 
 lodged. 
 
 7th. — Somewhat recruited I go to meeting at Harris- 
 ville, trusting in Him who hath led me hitherto to be my 
 strength and stay. Meeting is over, and we dine with the 
 widow Mary Rhoads ; this is a small village situated in 
 Harrison Co. 
 
 8th. — We are now at Charles Fox's. Himself, wife, 
 and three lovely children, — one son and two daughters — 
 constitute the family. It is pleasant to the stranger to turn 
 in and rest where true content is continual feast, with such 
 as feel it a pleasure to bestow hospitality. Here the fruits 
 of the earth abound in great variety. With these kind 
 friends we attended West Grove meeting, dined at John 
 Pope's, then rode through an undulating country to Reuben 
 Allen's, near Freeport, where we were kindly received and 
 entertained. Our meetings thus far have been satisfactory, 
 and crowned with a solemn covering. At Freeport a small 
 company assembled, and low indeed is the state of our 
 Society he^e. The house is brick, the wall not finished on 
 
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 the inside, open quite to the roof, cold and uncomfortable, 
 and going to decay. Some sense of good was felt ; we rode 
 to Joseph Mead's, dined and lodged. The country hilly 
 and stony, interesting to ride through but not desirable to 
 live in. From here we went to Lloydsville, and lodged at 
 Amos Garrettson's, and First-day morning attended Plain- 
 field meeting. It was large, and the word of exhortation 
 went forth among them to prepare the way of the Lord, 
 to make straight in the desert a highway for our God. 
 After meeting we dined at Amor Nichols', an interesting 
 family, — two lovely daughters and one son ; parents con- 
 sistent in their movements, and all around seemed prosper- 
 ous and happy. At 4 in the afternoon were at Goshen 
 meeting ; a large company assembled. An open time it 
 was; due attention was given, as He on whom I depend for 
 help was in the midst, in mercy furnishing ability to a depen- 
 dent servant. Yes, He was " mouth and wisdom, tongue and 
 utterance,'' and I trust His name was praised. Went home 
 with Elijah Gregg, and lodged. He goes with us to the 
 next meeting. Our travel to Centre has been through a 
 very rough country. People living in a level, pleasant 
 part of the world, where all they need is at hand or easily 
 obtained, too little prize their privileges ; indeed, it is hardly 
 possible for them to realize the advantages they enjoy, until 
 they share with those who labor under difficulties of various 
 kinds, such as are inseparable from the settling of new 
 countries, turning the wilderness into a fruitful field. Our 
 way from Centre to Sunbury is beyond description, hills 
 almost perpendicular, gullies and deep ravines rugged with 
 rocks. But our kind friend Elijah Gregg knows how to 
 get over all safely, and we were landed at Elijah Grey's. 
 At Centre the meeting is held at the house of an old friend 
 
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 named Samuel Yocum, aged eighty-seven, a good old man 
 and blind. He and his wife live by themselves, and Friends 
 meet at their house to accommodate him, as he cannot get 
 out. We dined here, and then went on our way. At 
 Sunbury quite a large meeting gathered, which proved 
 satisfactory. We dined with an aged Friend, William 
 Adams, and rode to Summertown, to Nathau Grisell's ; 
 truly our way has been prospered thus far, and we have 
 got along much to our own satisfaction, and for aught I 
 know to the satisfaction of others. The day was rainy ; we 
 called to see a sick woman before meeting, and dined at 
 Dr. William Schooley's, a worthy minister, his wife a 
 pleasant, kind woman. A number of friends took their 
 leave of us, and we passed on to Richland to John Hall's ; 
 here the opening and burden of the Word was to guard 
 against the delusion of false pretenders and designing men, 
 " Take heed, that no man deceive you," etc. A solemn 
 quiet prevailed ; we dined at J. Hall's, and rode to William 
 Blackstone's on the National Road. John Conard has been 
 so kind as to bring us on our way from Summertown to 
 this place. Here we lodged. William and wife took us to 
 Zanesville, where we lodged at a public house. This is a 
 business pi ace, with large stores and wide streets, exhibiting 
 a show of enterprise. 
 
 17th. — Came to Elma Howell's, ten miles from Newark, 
 where we spent three days resting, when she kindly took us 
 to the depot, and we passed on to Cincinnati. I had taken 
 cold, and was too poorly to go on or go out to meeting. We 
 were received by Mark Reeves and Isaac Stephens with 
 great hospitality, and their excellent wives nursed me until 
 I was able to go on to Richmond, and first we put up at 
 C. Ratcliffe's, but as I was feeble, it was deemed best for us 
 
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 to be in town and near meeting, and we are now pleasantly 
 settled at G. Hatton's. The First-day meeting was satis- 
 factory ; one appointed in the afternoon was also crowned 
 with a solemn covering. Second-day the Yearly Meeting 
 convened. A solemn silence prevailed on the women's side, 
 under which precious covering the meeting opened and the 
 business was entered upon, and through the various sittings 
 all was conducted in harmony and with a dignity becoming 
 the occasion. A concern was manifested for the right order- 
 ing of things, and that under the direction of the peaceful 
 spirit and wisdom of Jesus. Fifth-day the 29th, meet- 
 ing concluded and Friends dispersed, I believe with the 
 acknowledgment that they had been comforted in being 
 together. Being in Eichmond I felt it right to have a 
 meeting for the inhabitants when our meeting concluded, 
 which was accordingly appointed and a large company as- 
 sembled. It was one of those of which Job Scott would 
 have said he felt constrained to labor, and found little or no 
 relief. But I felt satisfied in giving up to do what I thought 
 to be a duty, and there was willing to leave it. 
 
 Sixth-day, the 30th. — We went to Robert Hatton's, 
 had an opportunity in the family, and parted under a 
 comfortable feeling. R. H. took us to Springboro, to 
 Jonathan AVright's, where we lodged ; then went on to 
 Waynesville, and attended meeting. It was large ; one 
 member said there were ten times as many as usual in 
 attendance. The subject opened was the incompetency of 
 human wisdom to scan the depths of infinitude, and such as 
 presumed it would find their researches to be as a seal to 
 the book wherein is written the " perfect and acceptable 
 will of God." The audience was attentive, and a solemnity 
 we have no power to command prevailed. We dined at 
 
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 Abram Cooke's, then returned to our friend J. Wright's. 
 Second-day attended meeting at Springboro. Here also 
 quite a company collected, and matter presented I think 
 suited to the state of the multitude. It was touching the 
 necessity of improving the present time. " Say not ye, 
 there are yet four months, and then cometh harvest ! 
 Behold, I say unto you, lift up your eyes and look on the 
 fields, for they are white already to harvest, and he that 
 reapeth receiveth wages, and gathereth fruit unto life 
 eternal." I believe the testimony of truth reached the 
 witness in the hearts of many, strengthening their good 
 desires and encouraging to faithfulness, that their day's work 
 might go on with the day, until an evidence was furnished 
 them that their redemption was sealed. Dined at Jonathan 
 Wright's, and then left for Green Plain, accompanied by 
 Jonas Janney. Lodged at George Barrett's, who, with his 
 wife, went with us to Green Plain. Lodged with Margaret 
 Warner, and dined at Isaac Warner's, after an exercising, 
 laborious meeting, in which life did not rise into dominion 
 as at other times. There are in this place a goodly number 
 of Friends concerned to maintain the testimonies of truth. 
 Many others are discouraged, and have turned back in 
 their minds, looking at circumstances instead of eying the 
 witness that leads each one to inind his calling, and make 
 his election sure. May these be aroused from their luke- 
 warmness, lest they become like withered branches fit to be 
 hewn down and cast into the fire. " He that puts his hand 
 to the plow and looks back, is not fit for the Kingdom of 
 Heaven.'' Our next port was Whetstone, where but few of 
 our members reside. Meeting was small, and for some 
 reason, silent ; I felt divested of all good. At length a 
 little light arose, and life, with the opening, which was, " He 
 
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 that knoweth to do good, and doeth it not, to him it is sin," 
 the lesson being on the necessity of obedience keeping pace 
 with knowledge. We were satisfied in having halted to sit 
 with Friends here. Our kind friends Joseph Mosher and 
 wife met us at the cars, took us to their mother's to dine, 
 and to their own house to lodge, then to the depot. They 
 are valuable, honest-hearted Friends, and we enjoyed being 
 with them, and desire their prosperity in the ever-blessed 
 truth. From Whetstone we went to Salem and attended 
 First-day meeting there. Rested a few days with our 
 relatives, and had an evening meeting, in which we had 
 evidence our labors were not in vain. One young man 
 came to me after meeting, and in the presence of many 
 thanked God for the blessing his soul had been made to 
 partake of in that opportunity. It was truly humbling to 
 hear the out-pourings of his heart in gratitude to God, and 
 to Him alone be the praise. This free and full confession 
 was encouraging to me, for I had appointed the meeting in 
 great weakness, and greatly in the cross. From the state of 
 things in that place, there could not be much expected save 
 the consciousness of fulfilling my part, and I find it best to 
 look no further than this, leaving it to Him that calls to 
 prosper His work. All we can do for another is to stir up 
 the pure mind by way of remembrance, turning the atten- 
 tion to the gift of Divine grace all have received, which is 
 suiEcient to enable us to do the will of the Giver, guide 
 safely through this world of change, and land at last in 
 the haven of eternal repose. From Salem we came directly 
 home, arriving on the 15th of Tenth month, having been 
 absent almost two months and traveled nearly two thousand 
 miles, attended two Yearly Meetings, with many of the sub- 
 ordinates, both spending and being spent, with no other 
 
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 motive in view than to feel acquitted when called to a final 
 account. 
 
 Eleventh month 21st. — Since our return we have been 
 at horns in the quiet, my mind tranquil and peaceful. In 
 reviewing our late journey, there is comfort in the reflection 
 that I aimed at nothing but simply to follow my great 
 Lord and Master in the way of His leading, and to feel the 
 approval of His spirit. This attained, I ask no more. 
 
 29th.— Our children left for Virginia; the day was 
 interesting to me, spent in a serious and solemn review of 
 the incidents of my life. "It is good to converse with our 
 past hours, and ask them what tidings they bore to Heaven, 
 and how they might have borne more welcome news." In 
 the afternoon we were cheered by the company of Elisha 
 Bassett and wife from Salem, B. Andrews and wife, who 
 took tea and spent the evening. First-day, the morning 
 meeting was richly blessed ; in the afternoon our friend 
 John Hunt was with us, a meeting having been appointed 
 by his request. It was large, and crowned with the over- 
 spreading canopy of heavenly love. Gospel truths were 
 delivered in gospel authority, the assembly solemnized, and 
 the Eternal Name praised. " Beautiful, indeed, upon the 
 mountains are the feet of those that bring glad tidings, that 
 publish peace, that say to the daughter of Zion, Thy King' 
 Cometh, thy God reigneth." 
 
 Twelfth month 10th. — I returned my minute, with in- 
 formation that I had been favored to accomplish what I had 
 in prospect to the peace of my own mind. 
 
 20th. — Attended our meeting, where I was entirely oc- 
 cupied with my own heart, searching with vigilance all its 
 secret recesses. I love to commune with my own heart and be 
 still, though a poor worm of the dust. To-day my investi" 
 
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 gations were close, but the holy Witness did not condemn, 
 so I sat tranquil and peaceful through the meeting in 
 silence, which I esteemed a favor. Every day calls aloud 
 for gratitude to the Dispenser of all good. I find self-ex- 
 amination is necessary ; to be very strict in this aifords me 
 comfort — to endeavor if possible to comprehend the spring 
 whence originates every impulse, and the motive that induces 
 action, my whole aim being to move in a way that will in- 
 sure the approbation of Him who sees all that passes within, 
 for nothing is hid from Omnipotence. 
 
 First month 1st, 1854. — In commencing another year 
 very solemn feelings pervade my mind. I see but little 
 gained in the past twelve months, save that much advance 
 toward a never-ending eternity. Trials have been meted 
 out to me : may they assist in redeeming the immortal soul 
 and fitting it for an abiding rest. Joys, too, have not been 
 withheld, but these arise from the spring of life within, the 
 streams of that river that gladden the heritage of God, 
 that strengthen the good that is ready to die. Father of 
 mercies and God of all comfort, I commend the keeping of 
 my soul to Thee ! 
 
 3d. — A solemn sadness is the mantle of the mind, a cov- 
 ering under which it is my lot to dwell in these my latter 
 days. I know there is much around me desirable, but the 
 delights of earth are of but little avail now. 
 
 Sixth-day. — To-day attended the funeral of an Orthodox 
 Friend. 
 
 11th. — Winter has its charms, where families enjoy free 
 communion, and communities mingle in sweet social con- 
 verse, imparting and receiving in return choice gems gath- 
 ered by mental industry and stored in the mind's treasury. 
 I know we may sit by ourselves and reflect and be in- 
 
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 structed, but interchange brightens. " There is that scatter- 
 eth and yet increaseth, and there is that withholdeth more 
 than is meet, but which tendeth to poverty." This I know 
 to be true. 
 
 18th. — Stormy and cold ; happily no necessity for me 
 to go out, having needful supplies within. How often by 
 day and night does my whole life pass in review before me; 
 many misses do I see and mourn over, and in abasement ask 
 forgiveness of God for omissions and commissions. He 
 knows my desire to fulfil the whole law of right. Shall I 
 ever attain to that perfect state which I long for and press 
 after ? Not only to attain, is my prayer, but continually to 
 abide in it, while carrying about with me this load of hu- 
 manity. Methinks I hear the reply, my merciful Crea- 
 tor, " My grace is sufficient for thee." 
 
 Second month 21st, 1854. — Having for some time felt 
 that it would conduce to my enlargement in spiritual enjoy- 
 ments to attend the meetings belonging to our Quarter, I 
 have accordingly commenced. At Medford a large com- 
 pany assembled. My way was open to declare gospel 
 truths, and to speak especially upon the necessity of faith, as 
 without faith it is impossible to please God by acting in 
 conformity to His most holy will ; then to show how we are 
 to attain this blessed gift by believing in and obeying that 
 grace which is freely conferred upon all. A sweet solemnity 
 spread over the meeting and under it we dispersed. At 
 Camden also quite a company convened. That Life which 
 is the spring of all true gospel ministry was very low, but 
 I felt constrained to arise and testify to the truth, bringing 
 to view the saying of the blessed Jesus, " If any man will 
 be wise, he must first become a fool." " He that will save 
 his life shall lose it, but he that will lay down his life for 
 
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 my sake and the gospel shall keep it unto life eternal," 
 showing it to be the life of self that is called for, to be 
 offered up in sacrifice to prepare us to inherit a life of a 
 higher order, " the life that is hid -with Christ in God." I 
 think some lasting impressions were made : I feel peaceful 
 in having done what I thought required. We dined at 
 Charles Kaighn's. He has a lovely wife and an interesting 
 family of children. May they choose the Lord for their 
 portion, the God of Jacob for the lot of their inheritance. 
 An early dedication is most acceptable to our Creator, mak- 
 ing men much wiser and happier here and preparing for a 
 higher sphere. I have also attended Haddonfield First-day 
 meeting, where the word seemed to have free course, though 
 spoken in much simplicity to an intelligent audience. I 
 have long felt drawn toward this meeting, and I think my 
 being there was ordered of Him whom I desire to serve 
 with all my heart and mind, might and strength. It is good 
 to serve so good a Master. The happiest moments of my 
 life are when thus employed, though often led through 
 humiliating scenes for His name's sake. 
 
 Third month 3d. — Again blessed with the company of 
 our friends, both old and young. May I so walk that 
 there may be no cause for stumbling, either in word or deed. 
 But so differently do we view things that others often con- 
 demn when our own hearts approve. Lord, enable me to 
 do all things as unto Thee ; then I am safe. 
 
 4th. — I am bowed very low in prospect of attending a 
 large meeting in the city to-morrow evening, so poor I am. 
 Perhaps I am to feel with and for such as myself; Lord, 
 preserve me from doing harm, I fervently pray Thee, and 
 grant, if it be consistent with Thy will, that I may gather 
 a little strength. 
 
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 6tli. — Have attended the meeting, and it was large and 
 solemn ; best help was near, and under great weakness I 
 entered the house. Secret aspirations arose to the Father 
 of spirits that He would preserve and bless and gather 
 into His fold. The meeting closed with thanksgiving to 
 His great and excellent name. To-day I feel peaceful and 
 thankful ; may I sit at wisdom's gate and watch at the posts 
 of her doors, and when I hear her voice listen with deep 
 and solemn attention, with all readiness to follow her 
 instruction. 
 
 Third month 15th. — I long to see more spirituality in 
 myself and others ; more clear-sightedness, and less of a 
 disposition to cast down or lay waste character. I was 
 early taught to be careful in this matter, to speak evil of 
 none, lest I might hurt the innocent life, and I find it need- 
 ful to search diligently after my own faults and try 1o mend 
 them. Our Quarterly Meeting was held to day ; it was a 
 season of comfort and edification, both in a social way and 
 religiously. 
 
 31st. — ^Ve have had a series of windy, cold, unpleasant 
 days for nearly three weeks. Ten of them were dry, then 
 misty, with fog and drizzling rain, very trying to feeble 
 and infirm people. Last evening the sun set clear, and 
 to-day is more pleasant, but with flying clouds and cold 
 wind still. To-day I thought our meeting solemn, near the 
 conclusion my spirit ascended in prayer after this manner : 
 Arise, O Lord, Thou and the ark of Thy strength, cause 
 the light of Thy countenance to shine upon those who sit in 
 darkness and the shadow of death, that by the inshining of 
 the Sun of Righteousness they may be attracted to the 
 sublime truths Thou only hast power to reveal, and by 
 obeying them find a realization of that blessed transforma- 
 
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 tion of mind that is ever acceptable to Thee. At this 
 precious opening my feelings were solemnized, but I felt no 
 authority to offer anything vocally. 
 
 16th. — A very severe snow storm all day, and seems 
 increasing. Since my last memorandum I have obtained a 
 minute, and visited nearly forty families of Friends and 
 others. At ]\Iedford I may say an open door was set, and 
 a cordial reception given us in all places. A number not 
 members sent invitations and desired visits, and though the 
 spring of life was low in some places, I felt no opposition 
 anywhere, and in very many families the word was quick 
 and powerful and had free course. How good a Master I 
 endeavor to serve ! was often the inmost language of my 
 heart. To go from house to house, to sit down stripped and 
 poor, and then to be favored with clear openings, with life 
 and power suited to the state of those present, is indeed 
 wonderful. Truly the gift is unspeakable, and I thank my 
 God in all lowliness of mind for its bestowal on so poor and 
 unworthy a recipient. I long to be able to move under its 
 influences without the obstructions and hindrances that 
 impede my way. Perhaps I do too easily yield to these, 
 neglect my duty and have poverty for my portion. Much 
 damage was done to shipping by the late severe snow storm, 
 and many lives lost. Merciful Father, I give Thee thanks 
 that Thou hast kept me hitherto ; leave me not, I humbly 
 pray Thee. Let me lean upon Thee and find favor. Not for 
 myself only do I ask Thy tender care, but for every human 
 being Thou hast formed, that the outcast may be gathered, 
 the dispersed brought home, the luke-warm aroused to 
 vigilance, the sinner to repentance, that all may come and 
 drink of the fountain of living waters, and bathe themselves 
 
SAEAH HUNT. 125 
 
 in the purifying streams ttat flow from the boundless ocean 
 of Thy love. None ever seek thy face in vain. 
 
 Fifth month 18th, 1854.— Our Yearly Meeting has 
 just closed. I think some renewed their strength, and others 
 saw the necessity of more self-reduction. As a people we 
 have nothing wherein to glory ; our members need to come 
 more fully to a,willingness to die daily, — die to self and its 
 activity, — and live unto God, which would enable all to say, 
 I came not to do mine own will, but the will of Him that 
 sent me, and finish His work. I know when men and 
 women are humble under the mighty hand of God, no flesh 
 can glory in His presence. All our righteousness is as 
 filthy rags ; so weak and insignificant does all we can do 
 appear, that humiliation covers the mind as a mantle. Our 
 garment then is not made of many pieces, but woven 
 throughout without a seam, — a robe prepared by Him who 
 has power to redeem. 
 
 Seventh month 13th. — The morning is lovely and cool, 
 crowned with Heaven's own blessings, but my mind is with 
 the mourners. The children of my valued friend, Emmor 
 Kimber, move from the city this morning with the remains 
 of their precious mother, to their old residence at Kimber- 
 ton, where she is to be laid beside her husband. They lived 
 long in love together, and will repose side by side in the 
 silent grave. For her we need not mourn ; she has lived a 
 long and useful life, and is gathered as a shock of corn fully 
 ripe to her eternal rest. Both these friends were inexpress- 
 ibly dear to me, and I love the children for their sakes. 
 May these know the same redeeming power to crucify them 
 to the world and renew them up into the image of Christ, 
 that through the wonderful working power of Divine grace, 
 
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 they may put on the heautiful robes of salvation, and stand 
 in the presence of God without spot or wrinkle or stain. 
 
 15th. — I awoke this morning with a great weight resting 
 upon my feelings, I know not why, but will rest under it, as 
 my practice is, until the effect designed is produced, or the 
 intent discovered. Oh for a closer walk with God, that I 
 may know His will and do it ! 
 
 Eighth month 2d. — I feel that there is no condemnation 
 in them that are in Christ Jesus, who walk not after the 
 flesh but after the spirit, bringing their deeds to the light, 
 that it may be made manifest whether they are wrought in 
 God, yea or nay. Though all the world's censure often 
 rests heavily upon these, it cannot take from them their 
 inner crown — the consolations of the spirit. 
 
 Eighth month 10th, 1854. — My feelings are sad and 
 lonely. I would not have believed it possible at one time 
 in my life, when surrounded by counsellors and advisers of 
 the wisest and best, ever to have felt so entirely stripped of 
 every outward reliance of the kind. I turn away from 
 human beings to Thee, my unfailing support, my God and 
 my Judge. Suffer not the afflictions that remain to over- 
 power ; keep me from evils both small and great, that I may 
 not dishonor my holy profession, or Icse my crown. Oh 
 how deej)ly has my soul drunk in the streams of celestial 
 joys when mingling with Thy servants in former days! 
 but now those streams are dried up, and I find I must look 
 to and draw consolation and strength from the fountain 
 only. Happily for such as I am God is unchangeable, and 
 our blessed Eedeemer easts off none who come to Him. 
 
 24th. — Since my last note I have been to Shrewsbury 
 Quarterly Meeting. It was small, but ths Master was 
 there to break the bread and bless. 
 
SAEAH HUNT. 127 
 
 I have just passed my fifty-seventh anniversary. 
 Alas ! how quickly do the fleeting moments number up 
 the years allotted to man. Truly, " He cometh forth 
 like a flower, and is cut down ; he fleeth also as a shadow, 
 and contiuueth." Of what account are all labor and 
 exercise and sorrow ? If they serve to humble and insure 
 acceptance with the Maker, the most important end will be 
 answered. my soul! if tribulations fit thee for the 
 kingdom, thou hast shared largely in those ; thy path has 
 been through multiplied reductions, until thou hast nothing 
 to glory in but infirmities. 
 
 26th. — May I keep the one thing needful ever in view, 
 and wait in all lowliness of mind for instructions from the 
 one gracious Lord and Lawgiver, and when His will is 
 made known, willingly and cheerfully fulfil the little He 
 requires from so poor a servant as I am. He is a rich 
 rewarder ; none but His obedient children can comprehend 
 the sweet inflowings of peace, which ever follow meek sub- 
 mission and implicit confidence. I feel it right to visit the 
 brethren and see how they fare. With this feeling I 
 obtained a minute from the Monthly Meeting expressive 
 of unity. 
 
 Ninth month 10th, 1854. — Have attended Burlington 
 Quarterly Meeting. There was life felt in the select meet- 
 ing ; a feeling jof harmony prevailed. The public meeting 
 was large. Our state to me resembled that of the Disciples 
 when the storm arose and they were tossed by the billows. 
 Though the Master was there. He did n.)t arise for their 
 help until called upon ; then He showed them His power 
 was sufficient. If our trust were here we should find in 
 every extremity a present Helper. Though there was much 
 expression, I could not rise above a low and somewhat 
 
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 depressed state. Since then I have been at Bucks Quarterly 
 Meeting. There was a large gathering, and I trust some 
 minds were edified and some awakened and comforted. Not 
 much public service fell to my lot, but I traveled in secret 
 for the welfare of all without respect to persons. We had 
 an appointed meeting at Pennsbury, where a few Friends 
 live. My way was open to speak gospel truths among 
 them. Thence to Bristol in the evening, where a large 
 collection assembled, and Christ our head was in the midst 
 to bless, breaking the bread that sustains the immortal 
 soul. Dear Harriet I. Moore closed with solemn prayer 
 and thanksgiving. Lodged at Joseph Warner's. 
 
 Ninth month 16th. — I am indeed reduced to a very 
 low extremity ; all outward helps removed ; every depend- 
 ence broken off, like a pelican of the wilderness ; a sparrow 
 on the housetop could not be more lonely. Cast me not out 
 of thy sight forever, O my Father and my God ! renew a 
 right spirit within me, and keep me, I pray Thee, under 
 the influence of that covering that breathes " Peace on 
 earth, good will to men." Make me meet for Thy king- 
 dom when my portion of sadness and sorrow shall be filled 
 up, that I may rest in Thy presence forever. Thou Gcd, 
 art unchangeable ; to Thee I come with all my infirmities, 
 and ask grace to help in time of need ; this time Thou 
 knowest is always. 
 
 17th. — The meetings both at Middletown and Newtown 
 were well attended and comfortable opportunities. Various 
 states were opened to my mind with clearness, and the 
 anointing furnished ability to testify " what mine eyes had 
 seen, my hands handled; what I had tasted of the good Word 
 of life." Some I believe were touched as with a live coal 
 from off God's holy attar. Meeting closed with thanks- 
 
SAEAH HUNT. 129 
 
 giving to Him without whose assistance all labor is in vain. 
 A morning appeal. My God! Thou knowest all things. 
 Thou knowest that I love Thee more than any earthly sub- 
 stance, and desire to serve Thee in the way of Thy requir- 
 ings. Keep me from evil of every kind ; enable me to 
 do Thy holy will. 
 
 Tenth month 6th, 1854. — This week I have attended 
 the Monthly Meetings of Burlington Quarterly Meeting 
 with my husband and Mary Jessup. I felt myself bene- 
 fited, as my heart was enlarged in love toward the visited 
 in all places where we went, and now the labor is accom- 
 plished I am privileged to rest in tranquillity and peace. 
 My trust is in Him who "leads furth His people like 
 sheep, and guides them in the wilderness like a flock." He 
 is my strength and my stay, whose word of old was, " Touch 
 not mine anointed, nor do my prophets harm." Ah, His 
 preserving power is a sun and shield ! In all these meetings 
 my exercise and labor were to show the fruit of the spirit 
 to be " sown in peace with them that make peace," and to 
 endeavor as ability was furnished to hold up to view the 
 blessed results that follow a course of conduct in accordance 
 with the simplicity of the gospel of Christ. 
 
 Tenth month 14th. — Went to Fallsington, Bucks Co., Pa. 
 
 15th. — Attended meeting: life did not rise into domin- 
 ion as at some other times. In the afternoon went over the 
 river to Trenton, where a large company was collected, and 
 my way was open to speak in the name of the Highest ; I 
 hope to His honor, and the edification of the sincere in 
 heart. 
 
 16th. — Returned home feeling poor and needy. Lord, 
 enable me, I pray Thee, to cast all my care upon Thee, and 
 rest under the shadow of Thy wing, now and forever. 
 
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 Twelfth month 10th, 1854. — Since my last entry I have 
 been mostly at home, exercised in spirit because I see " the 
 harvest is plenteous, but the laborers are few,'' and my con- 
 viction of duty would lead me to follow in the fuotsteps of 
 those who wandered in sheepskins, in goatskins, in dens, in 
 caves of the earth, that they might publish to a benighted 
 world the gospel of life and salvation, finish their course 
 with honor and inherit the promises. My love for Him 
 who early visited my soul, and conferred his grace upon me, 
 transcends everything besides. I know He has not given 
 talents to be bound up in a napkin or buried in the earth ; 
 I see the necessity of working while the day lasts ; time is 
 hastening on apace ; old age is near. May my last days be 
 consoled by the reflection that I have endeavored meekly to 
 fill up my measure in every department. God grant my 
 many misses may not be imputed sins ! I will cast my care 
 upon Him and confide in His mercy ; " He sees not as man 
 sees," but knows the motive that prompts to action and 
 may approve when men condemn. There have been times 
 in my religious career when I could perceive my best 
 friends were concerned lest I should be exalted above meas- 
 ure, either from the clear openings of gospel truths, with the 
 ability to disclose them to the people, or from the favor 
 shown me by mortals weak as myself. But could they have 
 looked deeper than the outside, and seen how I was cared for 
 by the great Preserver, all these fears would have vanished. 
 By the grace of God by which I am what I am, I see my 
 liability to fall or lose the pearl of great price. A feeling 
 of acceptance with my Father in Heaven is always before 
 me. He that knows how we are constituted, knows also 
 how to deal with His obedient children, and so to carry out 
 His own purposes that they may nev^r for a moment lose 
 
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 sight of their dependence on Him. There have been times 
 when I could see and feel that some I loved most dearly 
 thought me aspiring or claiming something to myself, when 
 every feeling of my heart would revolt from anything so 
 foreign to the humility becoming an ambassador for Christ. 
 Oh the subtlety of the serpent ! if he can only beguile the 
 mind from its right centre, and divert it from its own 
 proper business, and get it occupied without soanning all as 
 with a vulture's eye, there is no lack of employment then. 
 The lamentation may well be taken up by such : " They 
 made me keeper of their vineyards, but mine own I have not 
 kept. I have been down in my gardens to see if the vines 
 flourished, if the pomegranates are budded, or whether the 
 tender grapes appear." O my Soul, thou knowest thy 
 place of safety is at the King's gate, clothed in sackcloth, 
 though thy fellows see it not ! 
 
 To-day closes the year 1854. It has been fraught with 
 very many sweet and heart-cheering events, mixed howevfer 
 with their opposites. But changeable as all things here are, 
 and subject as we are to disapisointment, I am of the opinion 
 there is more joy than sorrow, more to be thankful for than 
 to complain of. My very soul abounds with gratitude to 
 God. What shall I render for all Thy benefits? Devotion, 
 thanksgiving and praise, in that Thou hast kept me as the 
 apple of Thine eye, nor suifered the devourer to prevail. 
 And now, humbled in thy presence, I ask Thy holy power 
 to shield me, Thy spirit to instruct and guide me through 
 the time that is yet to come. I forgive all, and hope to be 
 forgiven. I can most sincerely ask for all the " blessing 
 which maketh rich, and adds no sorrow with it." 
 
 First month 27th, 1855. — Nearly a month of the year 
 has passed away. Deep indeed, O my soul, have been the 
 
132 JOURJSAL of' 
 
 trials thou hast had to pass through, known in their fulness 
 only to God ! By His almighty hand thou hast been up- 
 he'.d. Cast all thy care upon Him, and wait in the attitude 
 of an humble suppliant for continued succor in every calam- 
 ity, until the short journey of life is accomplished. Keep 
 the faith in heights and in depths, and fight the good fight 
 with every foe thou hast to combat, until the course is run, 
 that a crown immortal may be thine. Ah, a little while 
 longer and the scene will close ! Hope in all thou hast to 
 pass through that through the mercy of God in Christ Jesus 
 thy light afflictions that are but for a moment compared 
 with eternity, may work out for thee " a far more exceed- 
 ing and eternal weight of glory " — a rest no man can dis- 
 turb. 
 
 Third month 2d, 1855. — ^Aspirations ascend to God on 
 High, who has chastened but not killed ; cast down but not 
 destroyed. 
 
 Fourth month 1st.— My child that for four months has 
 been languishing with disease of the lungs still lives. I 
 thank God her mind is tranquil and resigned to her lot 
 whether it be to leave her husband and children and all 
 things here, or to stay longer if it be His will who holds in 
 His hand the issues of life and death. I approach Thy 
 throne, O God, and ask forgiveness for her sins of omis- 
 sion and commission, if aught there be opposed to Thy 
 blessed requirings which are all in wisdom and mercy. 
 Grant that every dispensation meted by Thee may bring us 
 nearer to Thyself, until Thou hast made us fit fox Thy 
 kingdom. Thou knowest we have not desired great things, 
 but little with quietness, and to rest under the shadow of 
 Thy wing, and to feel that Thou art with us. Thy rod and 
 Thy staff comforting our spirits. I have been mostly at 
 
•feAEAH HUNT. 133 
 
 home thiij winter. Had an appointed meeting ia Moores. 
 town for apprentices, children, and day laborers. It was 
 well attended, and crowned with a sweet solemnity. Those 
 at Bordentown and Mount Holly were large, and though 
 exercising to me, closed satisfactorily, and now, O my 
 God ! I give Thee thanks that Thou hast kept me hither- 
 to, and I will look to Thee forever, and hope in Thy mercy. 
 Thou knowest it is my meat and drink to do Thy will. 
 
 Fourth month 4th. — Under a great discouragement 
 went to Haddonfield, and sat with friends in their Monthly 
 Meeting. 
 
 Fifth month 20th. — Prevented by feebleness from 
 attending my own Yearly Meeting, and passed the time 
 quietly at home. Accounts are satisfactory. What shall 
 we render for the continued care of the good Shepherd ? 
 May our return be the incense of thanksgiving from grate- 
 ful hearts. 
 
 Sixth month. — We attended New York Yearly 
 Meeting, wherein the great Helper manifested Him- 
 self in a heart-tendering manner from session to session, 
 raising some from a very low estate to declare His 
 goodness and exhort others to trust in His power. 
 " There is no enchantment against Jacob, nor divination 
 against Israel ; " abiding in their tents, they are safe. 
 From New York I went to Rochester to visit my de- 
 clining daughter, upon whom the blight of consumption 
 has fixed its mark. I could do but little for her but com- 
 mend her also to God, for I am truly sorrowful : may I 
 not repine. Maria Fox says, " There is but a step between 
 mourning and murmuring " ; may I be kept from the 
 latter, though I be called to part with all my choicest 
 treasures. Be thou, O God, my all in all ! Thou gavest 
 
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 and Thou takest away ; grant me strength to bless Thy 
 name. 
 
 Seventh month 6th. — And is it indeed true ? Our well 
 beloved sister, Harriet I. Moore, is now an inhabitant of the 
 world of spirits. She was ready to meet the messenger, with 
 the wedding garment on. In her was exhibited the suffi- 
 ciency of the power of Divine grace to redeem the immortal 
 mind from the thraldom of customs at variance with the 
 spirit of Christ, and to establish a circumspect walk in a 
 life of self-denial and the cross. She was the daughter of 
 a slaveholder, but was early given to see the iniquity of 
 the system, and to bear her testimony against it with 
 meekness and simplicity. Adopting when a young woman 
 the principles of the Christian religion as professed by 
 Friends, she became a public advocate of those great and 
 unchangeable truths calculated to confer the highest bless- 
 ing upon mankind, by bringing them under the govern- 
 ment of the Prince of Peace. Her testimonies were clear, 
 concise, and impressive, meeting the witness for God in the 
 hearer. And now that her work is done " she, being dead, 
 yet speaketh," saying to survivors, " Follow me as I followed 
 Christ." To me she was a sister truly beloved. We had 
 taken sweet counsel together, and walked to the house of 
 God in company. Grant, Father, I pray Thee, that I 
 may hold out to the end, and finally be united with loved 
 ones gone before, in celebrating Thy name through all 
 eternity, for Thou art worthy of all glory and honor, adora- 
 tion and praise, now and forever. 
 
 Seventh month 21st, 1855. — Arrangements have been 
 made for my going to Germantown to-day, a place I have 
 long felt drawn to by impressions that come " as thewind 
 that bloweth where it listeth." I feel very solemn ; it may 
 
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 be I shall never return. It is always trying to leave my 
 husband, even for a day, especially when he is more feeble 
 than usual. I commit him and myself to God ; may He 
 care for us and preserve us, and finally grant us admission 
 into His kingdom. I could make this petition for all 
 everywhere. "All that will come may come and partake 
 of the waters of life freely." Happy and blessed privilege ! 
 would that the whole human family might avail themselves 
 of it, and thirst no more. 
 
 If my daily record is tinged with gloom, it is not 
 because the way of obedience is hard, but because of the 
 many obstructions that prevent my coming up in that line 
 both in social and religious life. Substantial peace is 
 always the result of simply following the internal guide ; 
 may this testimony stand recorded for future generations. 
 The spontaneous language of my heart is, " Good is Thy 
 will, O Lord," concerning me. " Be it unto me according 
 to Thy word." Thou art my rock and my refuge, my 
 safe hiding-place, my hope, my salvation ; in Thee do I put 
 my trust. 
 
 26th. — This morning I bowed the knee in prayer for 
 myself and my two remaining children, whose condition is 
 critical. O my Father, bless whether life or death be 
 their portion ; grant resignation to Thy most holy will in 
 all things. May we be of Thy sheep, that none can pluck 
 out of Thy hand, and may I follow Thee in the way of 
 Thy requiringa the little time I have to stay in mutability, 
 and then enter into Thy rest. 
 
 Tenth month 4th, 1855. — How time flits by ! more than 
 two months have passed without any record of events, 
 though much of interest has transpired. I have been visiting 
 meetings in Bucks county, Pa. Some were very solemn 
 
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 and impressive ; indeed, every feeling seemed bound in awe 
 before God by the arising of His mighty power : His ever- 
 lasting name be praised. Let Him work ; He doeth all 
 things well. 
 
 Tenth month 22d, 1855. — The notes I make are to com- 
 memorate the goodness of God, and to inspire confidence 
 in some poor, wayworn traveler on his journey to the haven 
 lying beyond transient scenes. Two weeks past have been 
 spent wandering to and fro, not for any earthly gain or 
 honor, but for the approval of that God who gave me be- 
 ing. I have been in Bucks and Chester Counties, and at 
 Byberry, where many gathered. The subject opened was 
 the water of the river of life, flowing in every direction, 
 illustrative of the goodness and the mercy of our Heavenly 
 Father to all classes everywhere, leaving us without excuse, 
 if not purified and made meet for admission into His king- 
 dom. From Byberry, I went to Abington, Horsham and 
 Warminster. In all these places there seemed an openness 
 to receive, and I trust the name of the great Helper was 
 magnified. Ah ! our holy Helper will be mouth and wis- 
 dom, tongue and utterance, to such as have no other de- 
 pendence. At Gwynedd, Plymouth, Norristown, in every 
 place, a solemnity prevailed that of ourselves we have no 
 power to command. The praise be given where it is due. 
 In all these places there are numbers of precious young peo- 
 ple under the preparing hand, bending their minds to the 
 visitations of the Father's love. May they keep centered to 
 the gift, take heed to its operations, and then they will know 
 it to be suflScient in every emergency. Thence we passed 
 into the limits of Western Quarterly Meeting. We were at 
 Fallowfield, and sat with Friends in their Preparative 
 Meeting of Ministers and Elders in the morning, and in the 
 
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 general meeting in the afternoon. Lodged at J. S. Wal- 
 ton's, who has been with us as companion. 
 
 In tranquillity and peace closes the year 1855. God be 
 praised ; He has led me through deep waters, and now I can 
 praise His great and excellent name. By His grace I am 
 what I am ; to Him I owe everything, and He knows all is 
 often offered up in whatever form He requires. He has 
 blasted earthly hopes and broken the ties of kindred ; but 
 He has increased my hold on heaven's ever-enduring conso- 
 lations, and fixed my reliance on Him who has power to be- 
 stow them. My sixth child has lately been summoned to 
 the Eternal world, gathered in her prime from scenes of 
 uncertainty. Her existence was brief and she suffered much. 
 To her, tedious days and wearisome nights were appointed, 
 but through all she murmured not, nor complained. Sub- 
 mitting herself, her husband and children into the hands of 
 a merciful Creator, she breathed out her life in peace, and, 
 no doubt, now rests with her Saviour and God. A cheerful 
 smile, like a sunbeam of the morning, would play upon Ker 
 countenance when her distress of body amounted to an- 
 guish. I must bear this testimony to her worth and the gen- 
 tleness of her spirit. I never saw her contend for anything. 
 When a little child she would yield what she most loved 
 rather than assert her right ; when she saw uneasiness, her 
 whole aim was to allay it ; so she grew up, and so she lived 
 the short period of thirty-three years, then left for a higher 
 and holier sphere. I never knew that she had an enemy ; 
 as she lived, so she died, at peace with God and men. She 
 made no pretension to sanctity : her delight was in filling 
 up the duties of each day as it came, making the best of 
 everything, and brightening the pathway of life around her 
 wherever she went. Ours the loss, hers the gain. Soon 
 
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 shall I "join the innumerable caravan that moves to the 
 pale realms of shade." May my lot of salvation be hid with 
 the saints: may I join those who have been found worthy 
 to enter sooner that city " whose walls are salvation, and 
 whose gates are praise! " All else I leave. 
 
 First month, 1856. — Bright, beautiful and lovely the 
 new year opens, with clear sunshine and all the majesty of 
 winter, and there is a touching sensation awakened that 
 kindles emotions of gratitude to God, that in the revolution 
 of countless ages His promises have not failed. " Day and 
 night, summer and winter, seed time andharvest " still con- 
 tinue, with His merciful visitations to His creature man, to 
 redeem from the thraldom of sin, and make him meet for 
 an eternal inheritance in the regions of everlasting repose. 
 For this I thank Thee, my Father ! that Thou hast heard 
 and answered my prayers ; Thou hast given me to feel that 
 my sins are forgiven ; that Thou wilt no longer remember 
 the past. Now, most merciful, give me strength to watch 
 against every appearance of evil, that I may stand accepted 
 in Thy sight, and no more transgress Thy holy law. 
 Watch over and preserve my children and grandchildren, 
 that they may love Thee and serve Thee. I ask for all 
 the blessedness of Thy rest through obedience to Thy 
 requirings. 
 
 First month 2d. — May my works be judged every day by 
 the light of Christ within, by the word and pow?r bringing 
 everything to remembrance. If we cannot endure this here, 
 how shall we endure to stand in the presence of God, who 
 sees us just as we are, when the flesh is mouldering in the 
 dust? 
 
 First month 4th. — To-day is lovely, bright and clear. 
 God be thanked for the never-failing variety in the works 
 
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 of His own right hand. If this world is so delightful, what 
 must eternity be, where no blight comes ? 
 
 6th. — Feel feeble, poor and stripped. God, cast me 
 not out of Thy presence : in Thee is my hope, my confi- 
 dence : Thou knowest my secret sorrows ; preserve me from 
 repining ! 
 
 12th. — Nerve me with strength, O God, to do or to suffer 
 all that is necessary in the ordering of Thy wisdom ! I come 
 daily and almost hourly to Thee to pour out my soul : bless 
 me with the blessing of preservation ! Thy power alone has 
 sustained me: grant me access to this stronghold when 
 heart and flesh fail. 
 
 14th. — Feel thankful that a good degree of calmness is 
 attained. Abide in thy tent, O my soul, nor ever cease to 
 seek refuge in God. 
 
 15th. — Clear and pleasant ; this day William Wharton, 
 of Philadelphia, died. He was a valued member of Spruce 
 Street Monthly Meeting, and for many years an elder. 
 Truly it may be said, "A prince and a great man has fallen 
 to-day." Long will his memory be dear to many who felt 
 him to be a brother beloved in the spiritual relationship, in 
 the new and hidden life. He was an example of meekness 
 and self-denial, maintaining a praiseworthy simplicity in his 
 manner of living. His deportment was affable and court- 
 eous to all, and his surpassing colloquial powers made his 
 society exceedingly interesting and instructive. Being fur- 
 nished with a fund of valuable information connected with 
 his own original ideas, he was a pleasant companion, both 
 for the learned and the unlearned. His talents were of 
 the first order, his ready wit, quick perception, and sound 
 judgment made him very useful in religious, civil, and 
 domestic life. How brilliant is the example of such a man 
 
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 when all the faculties become subservient to the " unspeak- 
 able Gift." 
 
 24th. — Though poor in spirit I can say, as did our holy 
 Redeemer, " It is my meat and my drink to do the will of 
 my Father in heaven." The soul's sustenance must be ob- 
 tained by obedience to His law written in the heart and 
 printed in the thoughts. May I listen with deep and solemn 
 attention to the voice, though still and small it be, of the 
 high and Holy One. There is a precious harmony in the 
 truth, more to be prized than gold or rubies, known to 
 that little flock who are one in Christ. 
 
 28th. — Still stormy, with a thick, wintry atmosphere. 
 We had a nice company of young women with us. This 
 class is to me as the flowers of spring in the pathway of 
 life, especially when there is a manifestation of serious 
 thoughtfulness, with a respect for age and experience, 
 mingled with a sense of individual accountability. 
 
 30th. — Attended meeting ; it was dull and lifeless. To- 
 ward the close the solemn warning rose in view : " O earth, 
 earth, earth ! hear the word of the Lord ! " quick and power- 
 ful, rousing the energies ; which, if obeyed, turns the wilder- 
 ness into a fruitful field, and makes the desert blossom like 
 the rose. But rejected, a withering blight will result, as 
 when the words were spoken to the fig tree, " Let no fruit 
 grow on thee henceforward forever, and presently the fig 
 tree withered away." All this passed before the mind, but 
 I sat in silence and was instructed by it. 
 
 Second month 8th. — I believe it is possible for much real 
 happiness to be enjoyed if time and talents are usefully em- 
 ployed. In the domestic circle to confer together and re- 
 ceive sweet and kind attentions adds greatly to the pleasures 
 of life. 
 
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 On the 9th I went to Mount Holly, and on the 10th 
 attended meeting there, visited the sick, and returned home, 
 saying in ray heart : " Great is the Lord, and greatly to be 
 praised in the habitation of His holiness : He bringeth down 
 and lifteth up, and blessed be His name." There seemed 
 such a flow of life and love, with power to open gospel 
 truths, and I felt such aboundings of consolation for this 
 little act of obedience to what I believed to be a special call 
 from my good Master, that through nearly the whole night 
 I could not sleep ; but from the heart arose the humble 
 tribute of thanksgiving and praise. Oh, what a contrast 
 to the watchings and fastings that mostly are my portion ! 
 I will thank God and take courage for the blessed privilege 
 of once more coming into the banqueting house, and feeling 
 the banner of love so sweetly spread over me. 
 
 17th. — A favored meeting ; the Father's love was felt 
 to flow as from one vessel to another, and my heart was 
 made glad in the extension of His gathering arm. How 
 His goodness follows men from age to age, to show them 
 His loving kindness and His truth ! I felt to make a few 
 expressions on the subject of worship ; that the present com- 
 pany was gathered for that solemn purpose, and if we would 
 perform it as required by rational beings toward their Cre- 
 ator, we must not depend on one another, but call home our 
 wandering thoughts, and draw nigh to God in spirit, that 
 He would draw nigh to us, and enable us to worship Him 
 in spirit and in truth. Such He seeks to worship Him, and 
 the oiTerings of these He will accept. Others in attendance 
 followed in exhortation and entreaty to all, to look to their 
 own state, and make use of the gifts bestowed now, that God 
 might be praised through them, and an eternal inheritance 
 of joy and peace secured in the life to come. I felt thank- 
 
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 ful for a little spiritual refreshment ; but ah, how soon re- 
 duced to a state of hunger and thirst ! Lord God, keep me 
 ever dependent on Thee ; dispense as Thou pleasest, a crumb 
 from Thee satisfies ! 
 
 18th. — Extreme cold. The outward elements obey 
 Thee, the winds rise at Thy command ; at Thy command, O 
 God, they cease or change their course. Thou doest all 
 things well. Thou saidst truly, O my merciful Redeemer, 
 " In this world ye shall have tribulation." May I be so 
 watchful as to give no just occasion of offence. Prayer is 
 my stronghold, my only refuge in peril. 
 
 23d. — I have been cheered by a social visit from a feeling 
 friend. Sympathy is to me as the oil of gladness, elevating 
 the mind above the perplexities of every-day concerns, 
 which, though trivial in themselves, are sometimes unset- 
 tling, even to the watchful and prayerful. Another one 
 from the list of those I loved and esteemed is gathered home, 
 Clement Biddle, a worthy member of Philadelphia Monthly 
 Meeting, and for many years an elder. He had lived a long 
 and useful life, and like a shock of corn, fully ripe, is gath- 
 ered to his rest. But ah, how stripped is our portion of the 
 Church ! May others be called in to fill the vacancies, is my 
 prayer. 
 
 26th. — In pursuance of my religious duties I attended 
 Burlington Quarterly Meeting. It was large and solemn. 
 Evidently a renewed visitation was extended to many minds. 
 The melting power of love divine was very conspicuous in its 
 operations, especially among the young, very many of whom 
 were bathed in tears. May it be remembered as a special 
 favor for the gathering of some, and the encouragement of 
 others whose minds were dropping under discouragement, 
 almost ready to conclude, as did Elijah, that all was lost 
 
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 and they had better die than live. Several ministers were 
 present from other Quarterly Meetings, who harmonized in 
 their labors, and I think it may be said truly the body was 
 edified together in love. To God be the praise of his own 
 works, now and forever. In the evening I felt to invite 
 together the inhabitants of the town, having long rested 
 under a concern I dared not longer defer. A goodly num- 
 ber came, and I was enabled to relieve myself, thus paying 
 the legacy given me to distribute among the multitude. We 
 were kindly entertained at Restore Lamb's ; he also made 
 way for us to visit the prison. The inmates gave solid atten- 
 tion, and seemed somewhat impressed. It is sad indeed to see 
 the beautiful image of God defaced by immorality and vice, 
 even in youth and childhood. May God grant them repent- 
 ance unto life. 
 
 29th. — Sat in our own meeting ; in it I saw and felt and 
 had to proclaim, " To obey is better than sacrifice, and 
 to hearken, than the fat of rams.'' Thus two months of this 
 year have passed away ; no extraordinary event has hap- 
 pened. My mind's covering is mostly peaceful poverty, ex- 
 cept now and then an elevation which is but momentary in 
 comparison. No doubt to sit at the King's gate is safest and 
 best ; with it I am entirely satisfied. 
 
 Third month 16th. — Our Quarterly Meeting has just 
 passed. It was not crowned with a feeling that evidences a 
 deep indwelling of spirit, and abiding in the true and living 
 vine, '■ Except the Lord keep the city, the watchman waketh 
 in vain." Oh, that all could see the subtlety of self and but 
 rely only upon the holy anointing. Then would the solitary 
 places be made glad, and there are many of these ; and there 
 are many hearts that mourn in secret over the decline that 
 is manifest. In no department is this more conspicuous 
 
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 than in the exercise of the Ministry. How is the gold 
 become dim, the glory departed from the priesthood, when 
 men take it upon themselves to divine when they, are not 
 commanded, nor qualified by the renewings of the Lord's 
 power or spirit for the present work. Surely He sits in His 
 holy temple, and " will not give His glory to another, neither 
 His praise to graven images." To-day I felt it right to call 
 the people to God our Creator, as worthy of all our love, 
 that if it were possible we might in. a collective capacity 
 come into His house with thanksgiving, and enter His 
 courts with praise, offering the sacrifice of joy from a pure 
 heart, for these He will accept even from the most lowly. In 
 obedience there is peace. Though the offering to me seemed 
 very poor, a sweet tranquillity has been the reward. I thank 
 Thee, my God, for the favor ; Thou knowest I sit at the 
 King's gate, clothed in sackcloth and ashes for myself and 
 for Thy cause. 
 
 20th. — At a meeting to-day my business was to search 
 the inner temple of the heart, and pray that earthly guests 
 might be removed or give place to the Heavenly. I 
 desired the same for all, that the petition might ascend, 
 " Lord, make me to know mine end, and the measure of 
 my days what it is, that I may know how frail I am," this 
 being the first step to improvement, or ascending the ladder 
 from earth to Heaven, where the glory of the invisible is 
 revealed by His own light. 
 
 25th. — Lord, keep me centered in a holy reliance 
 upon Thee. I know Thou art good, that Thy mercy 
 endureth forever, or I should long ago have been cut 
 off from the land of the living. Many times hast Thou 
 raised me from the brink of the grave, and raised my head 
 above the waves of affliction and sorrow. Be thou 
 
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 my strength and stay while I live, and finally receive 
 my spirit. 
 
 Fourth month, 1856. — Having just returned from the 
 city, where my soul was solaced with Heavenly good, I 
 mingled sweetly with a number of dear friends in a social 
 way ; visited the bereaved, the aged and infirm in their 
 chambers, and attended the three meetings as they came in 
 course. My way seemed open for service ; the canopy of 
 love with the Master's enlivening presence covered us, and 
 my heart was filled with songs of thanksgiving and anthems 
 of praise. And now, O my Heavealy Father, I commend 
 my all to Thee ; keep me steadfast in the faith, and enable 
 me to watch unto prayer to do Thy will. 
 
 Fourth month 17th. — Left home for Chester County ; 
 was joined in the city by Sarah Sharpless, at West Chester 
 by Joseph S. Walton, who took us to Thomas Jenkinson's, 
 where we were kindly entertained. First-day morning 
 attended meeting at old Kennett, in the afternoon at Marl- 
 borough, in the evening at Unionville ; all were solemn 
 occasions, and though the day was rainy, the houses were 
 pretty well filled, and solid attention was given, for which 
 favor I felt thankful. A restless, uneasy manner of sitting 
 always distresses me. It indicates a want of interest, pro- 
 priety, and decorum, and, what is more than all, a want of 
 reverence for the worship of God, which every depend&nt 
 being ought to feel a duty. Second-day was very stormy, 
 with rain a,nd wind; attended the meeting for Ministers 
 and Elders. They have their trials, but it was evident 
 their labors were owned by the truth, and these at least 
 might humble some minds that were honestly engaged to 
 promote the right thing, though the desired effect be not 
 produced in all. Patience must be exercised toward one 
 
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 another. Oh, that all may guard against a false zeal or a 
 disposition to justify individuals instead of seeking to come 
 to a judgment in the wisdom that is Heavenly. In Western 
 Quarterly the general meeting was satisfactory, and I 
 thought edifying. Proceeded to Cain Quarterly Meeting, 
 and was happily disappointed in finding a goodly number 
 at the meeting of Ministers and Elders, and amongst them 
 the spring of life and love was unsealed, refreshing our 
 minds, in which I think we all felt to thank God and take 
 courage. Lodged at Jesse Moore's, who has a large family 
 of children. Before retiring, the canopy of Heavenly love 
 spread over us, and they were invited to the gift of God as 
 the only true guide and guard through this transient state. 
 Met the general assembly next day. By reports their state 
 is low, yet a comfortable feeling prevailed, and we parted 
 under a renewed sense that God is good though men are 
 frail. Returning, we had one appointed meeting and some 
 service in it ; but the preparation to receive seemed in a 
 measure wanting, which makes hard wurk. I had, however, 
 in simplicity done what I thought right, and am willing 
 to leave it. It it not for us always to triumph ; where 
 the life of Christ is oppressed, its advocates must sufier. 
 The circumstance of Naaman the Assyrian was brought 
 to view, and the captive maid who brought him to the 
 Prophet. 
 
 Fifth month 23d. — Since my return home from the 
 before-mentioned journey my portion has been praise and 
 tranquillity 
 
 24th.— The Yearly Meeting of Philadelphia for 1856 
 was large, and every sitting favored with the descendings 
 of Heavenly dew ; the ministrations of love seemed suited 
 to every class and state. What a mercy that our beneficent 
 
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 Father regards our low estate, and doth not utterly cast off 
 even the rebellious. He wooes and invites a return. May 
 none suffer these visitations to pass by unheeded until they 
 have to exclaim, " The harvest is past, the summer is ended, 
 and we are not saved." " I would have gathered you, but ye 
 would not." No lack on His part who has power to redeem. 
 He wills not the death of any, — ah no ! — but that all may 
 come to Him and live. 
 
 Sixth month 1st. — At home from meeting, but gathered 
 in spirit before my God. I have no other refuge or source 
 of strength ; I worship, reverence, and adore Him. " In 
 Him I live and move and have my being." 
 
 Seventh month 2d, 1856. — Yesterday I returned from 
 a short tour in Pennsylvania, accompanied by my kind 
 friends, Dillwyn and Susan M. Parrish. The scenery in some 
 places was magnificent ; grandeur and beauty were spread 
 on every side. The sight of the winding river gently bend- 
 ing its course toward the sea seemed to refresh us ; high 
 elevations in the distance rose before us ; sloping meadows 
 and fields laden with wheat and the variety needful for man 
 and beast were sufficient to attract our attention, and 
 awaken contemplations all-absorbing on the wise provisions 
 of a merciful, beneficent, and omniscient Father and care- 
 taker. Our motive for leaving home was to visit the few 
 friends at Reading and Maiden Creek. We called on 
 several in their families, attended one meeting, appointed 
 one, and visited the prison. If I did no good, I hope I did 
 no harm. But oh, my nothingness, my poverty ! I am 
 truly companion with Him who " trod the wine press 
 alone, and of the people there was none with him." They 
 . looked upon Him with an eye of contempt, they esteemed 
 Him stricken, smitten of God, and afflicted. 
 
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 15th. — I mourn over the depravity of mankind; 
 lament the apparent lack of wisdom in those who fill high 
 places, and presume a great deal on their gifts, age, exper- 
 ience, and what they have done and are doing in this 
 world. Lord, keep me, I pray, in a childlike state, humbly 
 dependent and ever watchful, assuming nothing to self, for 
 I know " Thou wilt not give Thy glory to another, neither 
 Thy praise to graven images." Every power to do is 
 received from Thee, and to Thee be all the praise. 
 
 Eighth month 9th. — To-day I leave my pleasant home 
 to mingle with my friends and others as they come together 
 in Salem Quarterly Meeting. Lord, be Thou my strength 
 and my stay ; may I keep so near Thee as not to give any 
 occasion to speak evil of Thee or of Thy blessed gift, by 
 which " I am what I am," wholly and entirely. Be with 
 my husband and family ; be more to them than any earthly 
 substance can be, even their all in all, that they may 
 realize all comes from Thee, — life and health and every 
 blessing, — and willingly make such returns as Thou in Thy 
 loving-kindness may show them is their reasonable duty. 
 
 14th. — Returned home and found all well. I was 
 absent five days, attended nine meetings, and rode one 
 hundred and fifty miles. In all the meetings I had some 
 service, though in some there seemed a deadness and dry- 
 ness. It might have been in myself altogether, though I 
 desire to know Him who is ," the resurrection and the life," 
 and to feel truth rise into dominion. " It is enough for the 
 disciple that he be as his Master and the servant as his 
 Lord." The pure principle is planted in the hea^t, and it 
 is only by individual attention to its openings that any can 
 advance, or encourage others. My dear friends, William 
 and Sarah Griscom, were my companions, and truly help- 
 
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 ful in sharing the exercises in different places, being of one 
 heart and mind with me in desiring to strengthen the good. 
 
 Tenth mqnth 11th, 1856. — Being again unwell I am 
 reminded that I may at any time in a moment be deprived 
 of the power to speak or write ; hence I feel it incumbent 
 upon me to make some statements while I have the ability. 
 My faith and hopes are fixed in immortality, where justice 
 will be done to everyone according as his works have 
 been. I believe in God the Creator of all things ; in His 
 Son Jesus Christ, — once in the flesh, always in the spirit, 
 offering Himself for the redemption of mankind, and to 
 such as receive Him in the way of His coming^ He will 
 appear the second time without sin unto salvation. Such 
 as cherish His reproofs", and leave off their rebellion, He 
 will wash in the laver of regeneration, and come to them as 
 a sanctifier and justifier, making them heirs of God and 
 joint heirs with Himself in His kingdom ; and having 
 loved Him from my youth more than any earthly treasure, 
 I have confidence that an admittance will be mercifully 
 granted into the rest which an all-merciful Father prepares 
 for His children when the conflicts of time are over. 
 
 Tenth month 28th. — God of my life, if consistent with 
 Thy will, grant Thy poor servant a sudden exit from this 
 life, that I may not be a source of watching and exercise to 
 the living. My works are before Thee, and I know that 
 Thou wilt do righteously ; may all be judged beforehand, 
 and the ordeal of purification pass again on everything sin- 
 ful, whatever its form or bearing. 
 
 Eleventh month 4th. — Attended Philadelphia Quarterly 
 Meeting ; several strangers were present, and there was a 
 free current of expression from a number, with a most 
 solemn prayer by Ann L. Singley, of Salem, N. J. The 
 
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 baptizing power of truth was felt to spread over the 
 assembly in a remarkable manner. Young and old were 
 drawn together in the cementing love, or so it seemed to 
 me. Could I but retain and dwell under these refreshing 
 ministrations of Heavenly good, how desirable it would be 
 to enjoy; but soon the scene changes to emptiness and 
 poverty. Lord, keep me in a resigned state, willing to 
 abound or to be abased, and enable me to say. In all things 
 I am instructed, in all states content. 
 
 Twelfth month 31st, 1856. — I sit down to record the 
 closing of the year. Ah, my soul, little indeed has been 
 thy advance in the line of that perfection thy Lord and 
 Master calls for ; little has been performed for the honor of 
 Him who gave thee an existence, and formed a temporary 
 tabernacle for thy abode ; allotted thee time and space to 
 prove thy allegiance to thy great Creator by simply obey- 
 ing His commands. I think I have not sinned willfully, 
 but very many misses and errors have been mine. Grant 
 me grace, I pray Thee, sufficient to .enable me to walk in all 
 circumspection before Thee. 
 
 New Year's Day, 1857. — To-day meeting was passed in 
 solemn review as in the presence of God, desiring to know 
 how I stood in His sight. I felt that my works had gone 
 beforehand to judgment, that there was no condemnation, 
 no fearful apprehension. O my soul, enter into the closet, 
 dwell in the house of prayer, for herein is thy safety ! 
 
 Third month 2d, 1857. — I have omitted to record my 
 attendance of Abington Quarterly Meeting in the Second 
 month, and how very satisfactory was its close, how full 
 and complete was the consolation that abounded afterwards, 
 even to preventing sleep. I could say with the Psalmist, 
 " Thou givest me songs in the night." There was a large 
 
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 attendance of young people, and many seemed impressed 
 with the occasion as a solemn one. May all seek their 
 Creator, and serve and honor him ! 
 Third month 17th. 
 
 I thank Thee, deareft Father, Thou hast the spring revealed. 
 And called Thy willing servant to labor in the field 
 That doth a plenteous harvest of peace and comfort yield. 
 Oh, be Thou mouth and wisdom as Thou hast been of old, 
 And when I droop with weariness unite me to Thy fold. 
 Oh, shield me in extremities, whether of heat or cold. 
 
 Third month 19th. — Redeeming love; — what a theme to 
 awaken gratitude ! The very lowest of intelligent beings 
 partakes of it, — it overshadows all. In our meeting my mind 
 was occupied in reflecting upon its sublimity, and viewing 
 the class of men to whom the Messiah was announced. It 
 was not to kings reveling over their wine, but to shepherds 
 watching their flocks by night. These saw the angels, and 
 heard their anthems ; and those men were called wise who 
 followed the star, and sought out the young child and wor- 
 shiped him, presenting gifts of gold, frankincense and 
 myrrh. 
 
 Fourth month 6th. — Went to Camden and attended 
 their meeting. The spring of life opened with the text, " I 
 live, yet not I, but Christ liveth in me ; and the life which I 
 now live in the flesh I live by the faith of the Son of God." 
 I spoke what presented in honesty, and there seemed an 
 entrance into the minds of those present. Dined at Charles 
 Kaighn's, and before leaving had a few minutes with the 
 family. But in review I felt depressed ; if I have erred may 
 I be able to see clearly ; if not, to bear the proving with 
 patience, as designed for my good. I can fully understand 
 the apostle where he says, " For ye have need of patience ; 
 
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 that after ye have done the will of God ye might receive 
 the promise." My daily experience is abasement and de- 
 pression ; not that these feelings are the effects or results of 
 a religious life, but of a natural tendency. The happiest 
 days aitd years of my life have been those given up in my 
 Master's service. These may be dwelt upon with pleasant 
 sensations, and no regret.- 
 
 Fifth month 4th. — " Whatsoever thy hand findeth to do, 
 do it with thy might." Give thy mind to it in earnest, what- 
 ever it be. In the line of duties the more willingly they 
 are entered upon, the better is the effect upon ourselves and 
 others. There is no time to lose ; life's brief period will 
 soon be passed. One is dropping on the right hand and 
 another on the left, and how soon the announcement will 
 be made. Thy turn has arrived, I know not. To watch and 
 be ready constitutes a very important part of the business 
 of life. I have just finished attending the meetings of our 
 Quarterly Meeting. In Haddonfield gospel light and 
 truth rose and triumphed in their own blessed authority. 
 At Medford quite a company collected, and ray way was 
 open to expostulate with them on the necessity of conversion 
 and the new birth, without which there is no admission into 
 the Kingdom of Heaven. In the afternoon, at Evesham, 
 the danger and the necessity of individual obedience were 
 the themes dwelt upon. It is indeed good for us to mingle 
 together, as beings formed for intercourse both religious and 
 civil, and in things of vital importance having one general 
 interest. 
 
 Seventh month 2d. — From my youth up I have loved 
 the law of my God. It is perfect, converting the soul ; it is 
 pure, making wise the simple. None can study it or medi- 
 tate upon it without being somewhat improved ; for here is 
 
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 made known the will of the Creator and a view of his 
 attributes given, more clear than ever came through any 
 secondary channel. And yet the records of the past ages 
 show that mankind have enjoyed the same privileges from 
 the earliest ages. Hence the value of corroborative testi- 
 mony. It strengthens our faith, as " Two are better than 
 one," " and a three-fold cord is not quickly broken.'' Since 
 my last record I have attended Genesee Yearly Meeting, 
 having a certificate of unity from our Monthly Meeting, 
 endorsed by the Quarterly Meeting, and though it was 
 evidently a low time, yet we had to acknowledge that God 
 is good, and I trust some minds were encouraged. Emmor 
 Comly and wife ^vere with me. My exercises were very 
 great ; the duties of home seemed pressing ; I was divided 
 between the two, and felt for a time that I could not go nor 
 could I stay ; my state was inward anguish, so strong were 
 my desires the balance should turn right, whatever might 
 be the result. Finally, after weighing the subject long and 
 seriously, viewing the uncertainty of life and the awfulness 
 of a gospel mission, I resolved to go, committing my all to 
 an infinitely wise care-taker, who presides everywhere. I 
 could not get from under the pressure of feeling produced by 
 circumstances, but my Master was good to me, and on various 
 occasions unsealed the spring of L fe, that I could speak of 
 His goodness in the great congregations. In the public 
 meeting on First-day at Farmington I had to speak of the 
 fulness of the gospel of Christ, with its excellency and its 
 sufficiency to bless all mankind, if they would believe in it, 
 receive it and obey it. Hundreds listened with deep and 
 solemn attention; a feeling arose and spread over the 
 assembly which produced a covering of holy awe, and under 
 its influence prayer and praise^ ascended to God from the 
 
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 altar of many hearts, bowed in the attitude of adoration, 
 worshiping in spirit and truth. Bless the Lord, O my 
 soul, and forget not all his mercies ; praise Him in heights 
 and depths ; retire always after seasons of high favor, and 
 sit low at the King's gate, and there wait His commands 
 and willingly obey. Every sitting of the Yearly Meeting 
 of the women's side was favored in an unusual degree; 
 all was harmony. The good Shepherd had compasssion on 
 the multitude, brake the bread, and commissioned His 
 servants to hand it forth, until all that were capable of rea- 
 lizing whence good cometh were satisfied, and I hope none 
 were like the heath in the desert. No doubt the oppor- 
 tunity will be remembered and recurred to by very many 
 so long as life lasts. May thy heritage, O God, be 
 blessed; may it be cultivated by wise and good servants ; 
 may it be watered, and bear fruit to thy glory. J. P. and 
 myself appointed an evening meeting in Rochester, a low, 
 low, low time. Though we felt Joseph was still alive, yet 
 he was in prison, and there we had to visit and minister 
 unto him. When he will arise and burst the bonds, and 
 stand in the presence of Kings, putting to defiance " the 
 wisdom of the wise, the understanding of the prudent, " is 
 only known to God in the highest heavens. He may yet 
 become a fruitful vine, filling the store-house with corn, and 
 dealing it out, too, to the hungry Egyptians, that now 
 despise him for his very littleness. With God all things 
 are possible. After this we returned to our friend Phebe 
 Frost's, and sitting down together we had a refreshing, 
 comforting time, wherein exhortation flowed, and encour- 
 agement also. Prayer was offered with praises, in which I 
 believe all present united. First-day morning at Wheat- 
 land my mind was arrested with the angelic anthem sung 
 
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 when the announcement was made that the long looked- 
 for Messiah had indeed come into' the world, with an 
 enlarged view of the blessings that would flow in upon 
 mankind by coming under the government of the Prince 
 of Peace, and how willingly they would ofier the best of 
 all they had in possession, even gold, frankincense and 
 myrrh. We went the same afternoon to Mendon. Here 
 was presented the subject of unbelief, which prevents any 
 good efiect from an outward ministry, even though it be 
 rightly authorized. The want of faith in the hearer did 
 not excuse the preacher ; having received a gift, he must 
 occupy it when authorized so to do, and thus secure his 
 own peace, leaving all considerations for the one great 
 desideratum of making his calling and election sure. The 
 danger of self-exaltation, that these shall be abased and 
 the humble exalted, with the case of Nebuchadnezzar, 
 was largely dwelt upon, — how he was brought to acknowl- 
 edge there was a God in Heaven. The children of the 
 captivity were also brought to view, how they were preserved 
 in the furnace and the lions' den, and by their faithfulness 
 was the power of the great Eternal magnified. May others 
 follow their example, and stand forth for the testimonies of 
 truth, though it hazard their lives! In returning we 
 stopped in Albany, and with less than three hours' notice 
 had a very interesting company assembled at Friends' 
 Meeting House. My only Helper was present to furnish 
 such openings of gospel favors and privileges as gained the 
 attention, or arrested those gathered in a manner that 
 produced a very solemn quiet. All seemed leavened into the 
 one spirit that gives God the praise of His own works 
 Though it is a thoughtless, restless age, yet there are in all 
 places some reflecting minds, some that look beyond the 
 
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 present moment and think of immortality and eternal 
 judgment, and for the sake of these are blessings showered 
 down, and God's mercies renewed or His power revealed, 
 to the awakening the careless and lukewarm, and pleasure- 
 seeking, who think life is given for amusement and to trifle 
 away, living as without God in the world. I pray for these 
 that they may see their condition and repent, amend their 
 ways, receive forgiveness, and be made partakers of the 
 promise made to those who overcome : " They shall inherit 
 all things." From Albany we came directly home. God 
 is my all in all ; may He be my strength and my stay ; then 
 I shall not give out entirely though outward help be with- 
 drawn. Send light from Thy Sanctuary, O my Father, 
 to illuminate my path. Let thy grace be my teacher in 
 every condition. Thy Holy Spirit my comforter. Bless 
 my companions in life with an abundance of Thy goodness, 
 that in its aboundings they may see the loveliness of Thy 
 truth, its excellency and value; and embracing its unfold- 
 ings be transformed into Thy likeness, and beautified with 
 salvation. 
 
 S^enth month 25th, 1857. — To-day I am sixty years 
 old. Though much of the past lies buried in oblivion, 
 blasted hopes and faded joys stand registered on every page 
 as life's leaves are turned over, and joys never again to be 
 revived, hopes never to be renewed, because the sources 
 whence they sprang are cut ofi" forever. May I so move 
 as not to offend my Maker, wound my own soul, or injure a 
 fellow being. Sixty years' experience should teach wisdom, 
 should lead to an entire dependence upon God. 
 
 26th. — In a good degree calm and resting upon God. 
 Thy name, O Father, be praised now and forever. A solemn 
 silence prevailed till near the conclusion of meeting to-day, 
 
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 when prayer and thanksgiving were offered. A large 
 company was assembled, very interesting to the beholder, 
 and I hope the great Supreme was worshiped, in spirit 
 and in truth. 
 
 Eighth month 28th. — Since my last entry, much of 
 interest has transpired. Many dear friends have shown 
 they are mindful of us by calling to see us in a social 
 way, which strengthens the ties that bind together, and 
 increases feelings of interest one for another. 11 is 
 encouraging to have a manifestation of remembrance given, 
 either by a relative, friend, or stranger. Angels sent on 
 errands full of love, from whatever quarter they come, 
 minister consolation, and open springs whence gratitude 
 flows to God. These evidences I highly appreciate, for I 
 often feel as one alone in the world, and can adopt the 
 exclamation of Job : " Oh, that I were as in months past, 
 as in the days when God preserved me ; when his candle 
 shined upon my head, and when by his light I walked 
 through darkness. As I was in the days of my youth, 
 when the secret of God was upon my tabernacle ; " when 
 the Almighty was yet with me, when my children were 
 about me, when in all I put. my hand to do or presumed to 
 say, approval instead of censure rolled in on every side. 
 It is so much easier to go with the current than against it, 
 yet true dignity of character consists in maintaining the 
 right through evil as through good report, and at this point 
 I aim. God grant me strength and wisdom equal to every 
 emergency ; then I will hold fast my integrity, and come 
 off" more than conqueror, through faith in the continued 
 assistance of his Holy Spirit, the all- sufficiency of the freg 
 gift of grace revealing His will and strengthening to fulfil 
 
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 it. Then will the end be more blest than the beginning, and 
 the works of the Creator praise Him forever. 
 
 Ninth month 23d, 1857. — My Master is very good, or I 
 should long ago have been cut off from amongst men, so 
 far have I fallen short iu the ministerial work when fields 
 of service opened and spread before my mind. How shall I 
 answer ? Will He acquit me because He knows " the spirit 
 is willing but the flesh is weak " ? Deferring from time to 
 time brings poverty, and anguish of spirit, and mourning, 
 when I might be joyful in the house of prayer if only fruit- 
 ful in the field of offerings. This delinquency does not 
 arise from a rebellious spirit, but from discouragements 
 that have seemed insurmountable. 
 
 [The following letter is found at this place in the journal.] 
 
 To THE Members of Duanesbuegh Quarterly 
 Meeting : 
 
 MooRESTowN, N. J., 10th mo. 7, 1857. 
 Dear Friends : — In the earliest ages of mankind, 
 " They who feared the Lord spake often one to another, 
 and a book of remembrance was written." It may be 
 supposed these manifestations of interest were well-pleasing 
 to God, and beneficial to men ; and we may thus be encour- 
 aged to fulfil the high obligations, one towards another, 
 which attend a sense of the mercy and goodness of our 
 Heavenly Father toward all His intelligent creatures. We 
 have an example, too, in the heart-moving messages of the 
 apostles, written in love and sent abroad to the scattered 
 tribes, exhorting all to steadfastness of faith and upright- 
 ness in life and conversation, under whatever trials might 
 attend them ; warning on the one hand, and encouraging 
 
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 on the other, that nothing might move them away from 
 the hope of the gospel, "That stands not in word, but 
 in power." 
 
 Onr worthy predecessors also frequently presented tes- 
 timonials of tender regard for the welfare and advance- 
 ment of the believers, in the teachings of the spirit — the 
 word nigh in the heart, and in the mouth. Their saluta- 
 tions went forth as the lively effusions of the spirit, some- 
 times written in loathsome prisons, where for the word of 
 God, and the testimony of Jesus Christ, they suffered the 
 loss of all earthly comforts. It will not therefore seem new 
 or strange that I should make use of the means approved 
 and practiced in other days, to impart to you the Sowings 
 forth of that pure stream of gospel love, by which you 
 have been brought so near to my feelings that I could 
 participate in the different states and exercises under which 
 you travail, for the soul's emancipation from the bondage 
 of sin, and her entrance into " the glorious liberty of the 
 sons of God." This blessed change from death to life, 
 from darkness to light, can be effected only by simple 
 obedience to the admonitions and openings of divine grace. 
 Through this unspeakable gift, mankind are put in posses- 
 sion of "the unsearchable riches of Christ," and know Him 
 to be their resurrection and their life ; and, because He 
 lives in them, they live also ; not in the oldness of the 
 letter, but in the newness of the spirit. Such draw daily 
 supplies from the pure river of life, issuing from the throne 
 of God and the Lamb, which is His Holy Spirit in them ; 
 and the least stream from the spring of life gladdens the 
 heritage wherever it flows. 
 
 Seeing, then, dear friends, the only true source of conso- 
 lation and strength is with you and in you, oh turn unto it; 
 
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 fix the attention upon it ; bow with reverence to its mandates, 
 for it is none other than the voice of the great Eternal, speak- 
 ing from the habitation of His Holiness, calling from the 
 throne of His glory, holding out the sceptre of His love, 
 and inviting all to come and inherit the good, things He hath 
 in store for them that love Him and keep His command- 
 ments Let every one be encouraged to leave the things that 
 are behind, and press forward to those that are before, even 
 to the mark for the prize of the high calling of God, in Christ 
 Jesus. May the aged put on strength in the name of the 
 Lord, and in His name set up their banners. He who hath 
 been with you in six troubles will not leave you in the 
 seventh. Look to Him of whom it is said, " In all their 
 . afilictions He was afilicted, and the angel of His presence 
 saved them." Leaji upon Him, and He will support you, 
 even in the last conflict, when the spirit leaves the clay 
 tenement and exchanges the struggles of mortality for an 
 eternal rest. Let the middle-aged gird up the loins of their 
 minds, and, watching unto prayer, enter cheerfully upon the 
 work assigned them, seeking an unction from the Holy 
 One that will enable them to stand forth in heavenly 
 meekness and overcome all that stand opposed to the 
 blessed truth. Let them speak in the persuasive language 
 of example, " Follow me, as I follow Christ." And I do 
 most afiectionately entreat the young to resist the vanities 
 and follies and vain amusements of the day, and cultivate 
 the more noble faculties of their minds, with reference to a 
 life of usefulness, that will close with peace to themselves, 
 and glory to their Great Creator. Let your petition be for 
 wisdom and an understanding heart. Then you may 
 confidently trust in your Heavenly Father's oare over you, 
 and provision for you. It is best for you. He has the power 
 
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 to adJ riches and long life ; but above all you will know 
 that contentment which is a continual feast. And may the 
 precious children listen to the voice of the Lord, as did 
 Samuel, that they may grow up in His temple, and stand 
 among His prophets, that out of their mouths praise to His 
 great and glorious name may be perfected. Finally, 
 brethren and sisters, farewell. May the grace of our Lord 
 Jesus Christ, the love of God, and the communion of the 
 Holy spirit, be with you always. 
 
 In Gospel Love, 
 
 Sarah Hunt. 
 
 Tenth month 12th. — It has not been the manner of my 
 life to put off, but weigh openings made to the mind, and 
 when they settle as duties required, to endeavor to fulfil 
 them. But of latter time it seems more difficult ; with 
 increased age the physical force relaxes, and it requires 
 great effort to put aside obstructions, and exercise that 
 "grain of faith " that removes mountains. I am, for want 
 of this, deferring a religious concern that should have been 
 accomplished this season, and though I have returned 
 my minute for good order's sake, having held it several 
 months, the weight still rests upon me, and I do most 
 solemnly pray my life may be spared till way opens to 
 perform a service, so clearly pointed out, for my Master, 
 the bearings whereof are of very serious import to myself, 
 and, I doubt not, to others. 
 
 Eleventh month 15th. — We were favored to have the 
 company of T. Janney, wife, and children, to our mutual 
 comfort. It being First-day, they attended our meeting 
 and mingled in spiritual devotion. M. K. J. had a savory 
 communication, which was acceptable. 
 
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 21st. — We again had several friends with us. I always 
 feel desirous that social mingling may be made profitable, 
 by guarding against evil speaking, that at least no one may 
 be injured. 
 
 Twelfth month 20th. — Attended meeting at Frankford, 
 and in the city attended a large evening meeting at Cherry 
 Street house. It was long and silent, but for a few expres- 
 sions dropped from me. I spent three days in the city, and 
 called upon quite a number of Friends ; some lonely widows, 
 some aged and infirm. Found some meek and humble, wait- 
 ing in confidence for the blessed Master's instructions, relying 
 on His protection. With these I could sympathize, having 
 myself no other dependence. 
 
 24th. — Went over to Camden and sat with a few friends 
 there. A heavenly covering spread over us, and I felt we 
 were owned by the Head of the Church. From Camden I 
 came home. 
 
 27th. — Attended a meeting appointed at three in the 
 afternoon at a large hall in Camden. Many assembled, 
 and I hope the blessed cause of truth was not dishonored. 
 All were quiet, and very attentive ; the opening presented 
 was the perfect law of God written in the heart and 
 printed in the thoughts, with the necessity of keeping our 
 inward eye fixed upon it, and so doing, the result would be 
 all we could desire. " But whoso looketh into the perfect 
 law of liberty and continueth therein, this man shall be 
 blest in his deed." Now closes the year 1857. In look- 
 ing over it I find some shortcomings, but on the whole 
 much to inspire gratitude and thanksgiving to my God. 
 O ray Father, accept this humble tribute from Thy child, 
 and keep me in the time yet to come attentive and obed- 
 ient to Thy requirings ! 
 
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 First month 1st, 1858. — Spent the day mostly in 
 endeavoring to make children happy. Rode to Evesham 
 Mount with my grandchildren, and let them run and 
 frolic free as air, with innocent glee and mirthfulness, 
 gathering moss and acorns. The weather pleasant and 
 balmy. 
 
 2d. — Went to Rancocas, and spent the day with my 
 children. Subjects of grave importance have occupied 
 the mind ; my Creator remembered with solemn reverence. 
 His mercies recounted, with reflections on how much is due 
 Him for an existence, and how I may best honor Him the 
 little time I have to stay here. 
 
 3d. — A large and solemn meeting, wherein the loving 
 presence of our Father in Heaven spread over us a 
 canopy. 
 
 4th. — ^Mild and beautiful without, — a feeling of lamenta- 
 tion rests within : " If thou, Lord, shouldst mark iniquities, 
 O Lord, who shall stand ? " 
 
 5th. — Calm and pleasant ; mind peaceful and thank- 
 ful, dwelling in the closet, and there communing with the 
 soul's beloved. Ah, His voice is sweet, His countenance is 
 comely. 
 
 8th. — My morning sacrifice is prayers and tears. It is 
 evening now, and the heart's oblation is thauksgiving to 
 my God, in that the mind has been tranquil and peaceful. 
 May He guard me through the night. 
 
 10th. — First-day our meeting was large and solemn ; 
 man's free agency, as understood by Joshua, was brought to 
 view when he gave the people their choice : to serve idols, 
 their appetites and passions, or the true and living God ; 
 but they must abide by their decision, and so would he, for 
 he was fully resolved at all hazards to serve that God 
 
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 whose power he had proved was all-sufBcient in all emer- 
 gencies. Oh, let this be mine, always to trust in the true 
 and living God, and serve Him with all the mind, soul, 
 heart, might, and strength. 
 
 14th. — Still delightful weather ; a blessing to all, espec- 
 ially the poor. A good meeting to-day, some time silent ; 
 then some appropriate remarks followed. 
 
 precious silence, I love thee more 
 Than all the pearls upon India's shore. 
 
 1 loTe to draw and drink from the well that is deep, 
 And say to my soul, Thy constant vigils keep ; 
 Stand clad in Heavenly armor, be firm and true. 
 
 And thou shall know old things done away and all made new. 
 
 For when the will of self is wholly slain, 
 
 The precious Lamb of God doth rule and reign : 
 
 Angelic anthems only fill the soul, 
 
 When over all Jehovah has control. 
 
 All this rose so lively in my meditations I left it with 
 the assembly. How deeply it impresses my own mind as 
 the immediate inspirings of the Divine Gift, for it rose with 
 such clearness and beauty. 
 
 16th. — We had the company of some interesting intelli- 
 gent young married people ; it was enlivening to me. I 
 always enjoy the society of such. It is an interesting period 
 of life, children growing up around, and parents endeavoring 
 to bend their own energies in the right direction, and lead 
 their children with due regard to their well-being every 
 way. 
 
 17th. — Still pleasant and warm for winter. Meeting 
 mostly silent ; near the close a Friend said " It was right 
 to put ourselves in the way of receiving good, and by 
 retiring to the inward Teacher, we should be instructed in 
 all that was needful." 
 
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 21st. — Pleasant, bright morning ; what a beautiful world 
 we live in ! May I ever adore the Creator and upholder ! My 
 Father and my God, keep me ever humble, and in a state 
 to realize my dependence upon Thee, that from my heart 
 may rise the incense of gratitude for all Thy favors, whether 
 great or small. 
 
 27th.— Went to New York ; lodged at Amos Willetts' ; 
 found himself and wife in poor health. It grieves me to 
 see the change time is making, prostrating so many valuable 
 members up and down, gathering one here and another 
 there to their final rest. But why grieve? Soon I shall 
 pass through death's portal, and, I hope, join the ransomed 
 in the Church triumphant. Attended Westbury Quarterly 
 Meeting in Hester St., N. Y. It was large, and the Master 
 was in the midst. After several pleasant visits among 
 friends, I came to Trenton, where I stayed over night. 
 Lodged at Isaac Stephens'. Their aged mother, Hannah 
 Stephens, lives here with her. children. A quiet and peace- 
 ful home, where filial affection flows out in the constant 
 attentions declining years require, to smooth the downward 
 passage to the tomb. I spent three nights, making some 
 social visits, and attended their meeting, where the stream 
 of pure gospel love was opened, and the word had free 
 course. Second-day went to Crosswicks and attended the 
 meeting of Ministers and Elders ; on Third-day attended the 
 Monthly Meeting, and then home. I was absent one week, 
 and enjoyed much, and I hope did no harm ; feel cheered 
 and comforted in taking this little round. 
 
 Eighth month 2d, 1858. — Our Quarterly Meeting wis 
 about the middle of Third month. I always greet ics 
 arrival with satisfaction, as afibrding an opportunity for 
 mingling spiritually and socially with those of different 
 
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 ages ; and even the countenances of those we have never 
 met before are cheering sometimes, if they bear the impress 
 of the Redeemer, — if the deportment exhibits the meekness 
 and gentleness of Christ. About this time my strength 
 declined ; a constant weariness prevailed, and everything 
 seemed a burden. At length the disease settled into lung 
 fever, with a deep cough and great debility. My frame 
 wasted away, and dissolution appeared near. There was 
 no fear of death ; I had a confidence in my Judge. I 
 knew I had not done all I ought to have done, but I could 
 appeal to my God ; He knew my heart was devoted to His 
 cause. There was no feeling of rebellion ; all had been 
 resigned often, yet discouragements had kept me in the 
 rear ; nevertheless I could hope in His mercy. After eight 
 weeks of languishing I was gradually restored, and, though 
 feeble, attended our own Yearly Meeting. I had at this 
 time a minute of approbation from my Monthly and 
 Quarterly Meetings for New York Yearly Meeting, with 
 service in its limits, and for Genesee Yearly Meeting which, 
 being unfinished work, had preyed upon my spirits, and 
 sometimes the exercise amounted to agony, under a sense 
 that God had furnished me with a gift, and showed me 
 what He required ; and yet I had deferred until the grave 
 was ready to close over me. I resolved, if my strength 
 was again restored, to embark without delay. With Mark 
 and Rachel Palmer I went to New York. Through all 
 the sittings of the Yearly Meeting there was an evidence 
 furnished that God remained to be gracious, though men 
 revolt and choose their own ways. God knows the hearts 
 of all, and His judgments are true and righteous altogether; 
 to Him we may safely commit ourselves and our fellows : 
 a God of justice and of truth is He, and He will give to 
 
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 every one according as their work shall be. To Him I 
 commit myself and the Church, in all confidence that He 
 will fulfil the promises made to those that abide with Him, 
 the Shepherd and Bishop of souls, the true and living Vine. 
 " My sheep," said He, "hear my voice, and I know them, and 
 they follow me. I give unto them eternal life, and they shall 
 never perish, neither shall any one pluck them out of my 
 hand." Oh, what a holy and blessed assurance of protec- 
 tion. Here I am willing to rest my all, and sit low in the 
 attitude of prayer, watching and waiting both night and 
 day. From New York we went to Albany, where we 
 lodged at Joseph Carey's ; he and his two daughters went 
 with us to New Scotland, and we dined at his brother's, 
 Samuel Carey's, on the old homestead of his valued father, 
 Samuel Carey. Our meeting at this place was at six 
 o'clock in the evening. The house was filled, and the word 
 of exhortation went forth as the flowing of a pure and 
 gentle stream. Then to Duanesburgh. First-day afternoon 
 there was a large gathering of all the sects and denomina- 
 tions abounding there. The feeling was that of fulness 
 or self-sufficiency, and like beating the air ; yet some degree 
 of solemnity prevailed. From here we went to Israel 
 Drake's, at Potter's Hollow, a long ride through a moun- 
 tainous region, and scenery grand and picturesque. Beau- 
 tiful, indeed, are the works of the Great Supreme, where 
 they have not been marred by man. We attended Duanes- 
 burgh Quarterly Meeting, and came to Hudson ; were at 
 their morning meeting on First-day, and in the afternoon 
 at Athens. The river was so rough the horse-boat could 
 not go over, so nine of us got into a skiff and were rowed 
 across, landing in safety. A carriage was waiting, and a 
 large and interesting company was assembled ; very intelli- 
 
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 gent in appearance, and attired in costumes gay as the 
 butterfly. Soon an opening presented ; it was the Apostle's 
 view of the instability of all things changeable, — " Yet 
 once more I shake not the earth only, but also Heaven," 
 with an enlargement • on the signification and result of 
 coming to realize that what was fluctuating must pass 
 away, that the immortal mind might centre home to the 
 gift of God, and know that His word endures forever. 
 Deep attention was given until the close. Just as the com- 
 pany was departing, a heavy thunder gust came up ; we 
 went to the house of a friend named Lawton, and took 
 tea. When the clouds dispersed, the river settled into a 
 calm, the sun shone on the water, and the scene was one of 
 resplendent loveliness. The fields on the opposite side were 
 of the richest green ; the reflection of the light of the sun 
 caused a variety of colors to shine out from the flying 
 clouds that remained as remnants of the storm ihat had 
 passed away, and a beautiful rainbow appeared, half 
 encircling the horizon and reminding us of God's promise 
 made to Noah : " My bow I set in the clouds as a token 
 that I will no more destroy mankind by a flood." We 
 lodged at Aaron Macy's. Next morning we proceeded 
 to Cornwall, where we were taken in charge by our kind 
 friend Jacob Seaman, who conveyed us two hundred miles 
 over a mountainous region. He was well calculated to aid 
 the poor pilgrim traveler, being deeply interested in the 
 best welfare of all, willing to devote his time and means 
 to promote the most noble objects, of a cheerful temperament, 
 in conversation instructive and a little spicy, beguiling the 
 attention when the ride was tedious, so that we hardly 
 realized that we were weary. The settlements of Friends 
 are remote from each other, sometimes thirty or forty 
 
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 miles apart, and the members few in number. We had 
 meetings in divers places, and felt the truth of the prophet's 
 declaration : " All souls are mine, saith the Lord." The 
 lowest and poorest are as dear to Him as the rich and 
 great, and often live nearer the standard of His requirings ; 
 having less to rely on as to the outward, the spirit is turned 
 within to the Spirit of the Father of Mercies, the promised 
 Comforter, looking to it as Counselor, Guide, and Instructor. 
 It points to the desired haven, and if followed will land all 
 safe at last, whatever may be their lot here. After this 
 journey among the mountains we came out at Poughkeepsie, 
 where we lodged at John D. Wright's. From there we 
 took the cars for Palmyra, where we landed safely a little 
 before sunset, then rode to Wm. Lawrence's. We were at 
 Farmington, Macedon, and South Farmington. At Mace- 
 don we rested at James Lawrence's, — his wife is a daughter 
 of Samuel Comfort's. At Eochester Monthly Meeting we 
 met Dr. Moore and his wife Rachel, and went in company 
 to Buffalo, where we parted, they going to Illinois and we 
 to Hamburg, to attend Farmington Quarterly Meeting. Our 
 home was with John Webster ; his wife, Isabella, was an 
 acquaintance in early life. He kindly took us to Collins 
 and Boston and back to his home, where we spent 
 several days. Made some evening visits, attended the 
 Quarterly Meeting, and had an evening meeting in Buffalo. 
 Then passed over into Canada ; attended two meetings, 
 came back by Niagara Falls, that stupendous work of 
 God, and then went pretty directly to Poughkeepsie and to 
 Oswego Monthly Meeting and Nine Partners ; lodged at 
 Jonathan Thome's. His wife Lydia went with us in their 
 carriage to Poughkeepsie, where we had an evening meeting. 
 Next day came directly home and found all well. Had 
 
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 been absent eight weeks, and traveled seventeen hundred 
 miles, and in taking a close surve}- of all my sayings and 
 doings I feel entirely peaceful. Good, indeed, is that Master 
 I endeavor to serve ; His promise is life to the soul that 
 loves Him and delights in His law ; at His right hand are 
 rivers of pleasure forevermore. He giveth power to the 
 faint, and to them that have no might He increaseth 
 strength ; He is my God and I will serve Him ; my father's 
 God, and I will exalt Him ; He hath brought my soul out 
 of the prison house, and said, " Behold I set before thee an 
 open door, and no man can shut it." " I will be to thee 
 in all places where thou goest, mouth and wisdom, tongue 
 and utterance." 
 
 This is the last day of 1858, the year is gone forever. 
 Little, indeed, have I done for the honor of my Maker, 
 and too little for mankind, yet I would not willingly injure 
 any. My heart is bowed before God, and in whatever I 
 have failed, I must trust His Mercy to forgive. Strengthen 
 me in future, I pray Thee, most Holy and beneficent 
 Father, by the renewings of Thy grace, to live in Thy fear, 
 and each day, as it passes, endeavor meekly to fulfil all 
 Thy will. 
 
 Fourth month 2d, 1860. — It is with great satisfaction I 
 record the intelligence received from my native state, that 
 by legislative enactment the death penalty has been annulled, 
 thus granting to a poor outlaw the privilege of all the time 
 allowed by his Maker to repent and prepare for his final 
 doom. If the State has thus fearlessly taken its stand in 
 the advance rank of Christian civilization, and borne away 
 the palm by setting its light in a conspicuous position, may 
 other states be encouraged " to go and do likewise." I 
 suppose in the city of New York there are more vagrants. 
 
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 more desperadoes, than any other city in the Union contains. 
 Oh that the leniency shown may have the effect to decrease 
 the evils that exist, that men and women may see it is far 
 better to do right and be happy than to do wrong and be 
 wretched; and may the experiment prove that it is better 
 to elevate the moral condition of mankind than to destroy 
 both soul and body by cutting them off in their sins. 
 
 Tenth Month, I860.— I attended Baltimore Yearly 
 Meeting, my friends having given me a minute of unity. 
 Lodged at Nathan Pusey's ; an open door was set, nor did 
 any man shut it. In the first sitting of Ministers and 
 Elders the subject given me was : The harvest truly is 
 pjenteous, but the laborers are few, and that we need to 
 unite in prayer to the Father that He would send laborers 
 into His harvest ; for if He sent them, their labors would 
 not be in vain. They would have their reward, and He 
 would show them where they should serve ; and whether 
 they sow or reap, they are entitled to wages, for He does 
 not ask us to labor for naught. We have a right in this 
 as in other things to look to the great Pattern, " who, for 
 the joy that was set before Him, endured the cross, des- 
 pising the shame, and is set down at the right hand of the 
 throne of God." It is one thing to begin and another to 
 hold out to the end. " If any man draw back, my soul 
 shall have no pleasure in him.' There is the same need of 
 perseverance to the last day of life as on the first day of 
 dedication to the service of God. Heavenly good was the 
 crown of this sitting, and we closed under a feeling that 
 we were owned by the Master of all rightly gathered 
 assemblies. In the afternoon Friends again met as is usual. 
 The queries and their answers were read, and much excel- 
 lent counsel was given. Among other things that occupied 
 
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 my mind was the need of watching over the children, 
 calling them to the witness God hath . placed in them, and 
 guarding them as much as possible from temptations to 
 evil, that their minds may be susceptible to good. It was 
 a good meeting, though a little jostled by some obstruction 
 to the free flow of life and love. The current, however, 
 soon bore all away, and a sweet solemnity prevailed, under 
 which we separated. First-day morning a large congrega- 
 tion of people gathered ; with me it was a low time, there 
 seemed something hard and impenetrable, like heavens of 
 brass and earth of iron. I felt, however, that I might open 
 the meeting by a few remarks touching the universality of 
 the mercy and goodness of God, and spoke of the River of 
 Life which gladdens the heritage of God wherever it flows. 
 George Truman followed in a lengthy discourse, and John 
 Hunt had something to say. Many were the kinds of soil 
 into which the seed fell ; it is to be hoped there was some 
 good ground where it will take root aud spring up and bear 
 fruit to the honor of God. In the afternoon another large 
 company came together, when the Kingdom of Heaven 
 compared to a grain cf mustard seed was brought to view, 
 and I opened it and enlarged a little upon it, that it grew 
 and became a great tree, or the greatest of herbs, and the 
 fowls of the air came and lodged in its branches. This is 
 the Divine gift to man of heavenly origin : and though in 
 its first appearances very small, if attended to it leavens 
 all into its own nature, makes us heirs of God, and joint 
 heirs with Christ in His Kingdom. William Dorsey 
 followed in a very impressive communication on the doctrine 
 of rewards and punishments, saying that every one must 
 receive according to the deeds done in the body : that how- 
 ever multiplied the titles Christians bear here, or however 
 
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 numerous the sects might be by divisions and subdivisions, 
 in the final arraignment there would be but two : the sheep 
 and the goats — one at the right hand, the other at the left, 
 and the sentence would be either. Come ye blessed, or, 
 Depart ye cursed, nor could any by any plea or excuse 
 evade it. I think an impression was made on some minds 
 for good. May the word preached profit by being mixed 
 with faith in those that hear. Second-day morning the 
 meeting for business opened, the spirit of supplication was 
 given me, and I bowed the knee in the presence of God 
 the Father, and petitioned the renewings of His Holy 
 Spirit upon us, to qualify us from session to session to trans- 
 act the business that might come before us. We had 
 nothing of our own — were wholly dependent, and we put 
 up our petition in faith, believing we should receive, and 
 His holy presence covered us as a crown of glory and 
 royal diadem of beauty. The word of exhortation also 
 went forth and we were comforted together. So it was 
 through all the sittings : Friends came together and dis- 
 persed under the same heavenly feeling, and truly it seemed 
 to me " a time of refreshing from the presence of the Lord " 
 that will not soon be forgotten. Fourth-day I was at Old- 
 town, where the meeting was small ; it was a good meeting, 
 much tenderness of spirit and many tears. "A broken 
 and a contrite heart, O God, Thou wilt not despise." Much 
 of this was manifested throughout the Yearly Meeting ; 
 very many, I believe, were brought to the banqueting house, 
 where the banner over them was love. May we never 
 forget the mercy and goodness manifested on that ever- 
 memorable occasion when the great Master brake the 
 bread and gave it to His Disciples, and they to the multi- 
 tude, till all were satisfied and said it was enough. I could 
 
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 and did say iu tlie conclufion, " Return unto thy rest, O my 
 soul, for the Lord thy God hath dealt bountifully with 
 thee," for in great poverty of spirit I went forth and 
 Thou hast furnished supplies, ample every day, blessed 
 forever be Thy name ; I will praise Thee in heights and in 
 depths. The word of exhortation went forth to all to arise 
 and put on the beautiful robes of righteousness now, to 
 obey the voice of the Lord when He calls, and be willing 
 in the day of His power. Such as felt small were reminded 
 of the widow's mite, which was more in the eyes of Him 
 who places a just estimate on true devotion of heart than 
 all the offerings the rich men cast into the treasury. Little 
 things are little things, but to be faithful in little things is 
 truly great, and is the only way an increase is known. The 
 circumstance of Naaman the Assyrian was cited to show 
 how needful it is for dependent beings to be humble, not 
 choosing for themselves. He turned away at the Prophet's 
 proposal to go and wash seven times in Jordan, but 
 when his servant's appeal touched his heart he went, washed 
 and was restored. Some great thing would have been 
 preferred, but ah ! it is the will of God to humble the 
 proud, and subdue the haughty spirit that despises the 
 Saviour's meek and lowly appearance ; and when this is 
 brought into subjection then He will reign in the heart, and 
 all the powers of the mind will own His sway. He will 
 heal our maladies, and pour oil and wine into the wounded 
 spirit ; He deals kindly with His children. He forgives 
 their iniquities and loves them freely. In the last sitting 
 there were several lively, sweet offerings from those quite 
 young in life, delivered in much tenderness and feeling ; 
 they were to me as the best wine, for evidently their hearts 
 had been touched as with a live coal from off God's Holy 
 
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 Altar, and in abasement the tongue gave utterance to 
 ■what the quickening Spirit inspired. O my Father ! keep 
 these little ones safe from harm ; let no evil touch them, no 
 discouragements prevail to turn them back from following 
 Thee. Be to them at all times strength in weakness, riches 
 in poverty, and a present helper in every needful time. 
 Establish their goings in the blessed way of Truth's reveal- 
 ings, and bring them to the Rock that is higher than all 
 the inventions ever designed by men ; settle them here and 
 they are safe. 
 
 1861. — I attended the Yearly Meeting of Friends held 
 in New York ; several others with minutes also attended, 
 and some without ; and though the order of Society is good 
 and ought to be observed, it needs something more to give 
 the seal of apostleship. For public service it needs the 
 renewings of the spirit of prophecy ; for private or social 
 intercourse it needs the watchful care that will guard against 
 speaking evil of any, or rehearsing in promiscuous gather- 
 ings things that have a tendency to weaken the faith of the 
 inexperienced in the efficacious power of the grace of God. 
 By making the weakness of our fellow-beings our theme, we 
 weaken ourselves and disgust the minds of listeners so much 
 as sometimes to induce the expression that all religion is 
 vain. In this kind of indulgence we become stumbling- 
 blocks to the sincere seekers after truth, instead of way- 
 marks to lead them to Zion, the city of the saints' solemnities. 
 Preserve me, O my Father, I pray Thee, from sinning with 
 my tongue, or causing Thy holy name to be evil spoken of. 
 I have often been sick at heart at what I have witnessed in 
 some who publicly advocate the possibility of bringing 
 every thought into captivity to the obedience of Christ, 
 themselves giving way to unjustifiable latitude in censuring 
 
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 and condemning others in Jjaore private social circles. How 
 much better that our words be few and savory, mixed with 
 grace, that they may minister grace to those that hear, that 
 subjects be chosen and elucidated that are instructive in 
 their nature, tending to stir up that which is pure and 
 suppress the opposite. The beautiful gift of speech is one 
 of the highest gifts of God to man, the power to communi- 
 cate the ideas that originate in the deep recesses within, in 
 their clearness one to another ; the ability to describe the 
 workings of the pure spirit of love and life in ourselves, and 
 the blessed effects of yielding to its moulding operations, 
 bringing all the passions under the sway of this heaven-born 
 spirit, leavening all into its own nature, is a theme saints 
 and angels might dwell upon, and swell the feeling of 
 admiration by exalting the name of the great Supreme from 
 whom we receive "every good and perfect gift" and to 
 whom we must account for their use. Then after this world 
 within comes the world without: beautiful in all its varia- 
 tions ; filled with objects of interest, from the smallest 
 pebble to the mighty rocks that rise majestic on mountain 
 heights, and resist the storms of ages. And then the lovely 
 flowers that burst upon us with all their varied hues, and 
 sweet perfumes that fill the air with fragrance such as virtue 
 gives to youthful ardor, such as devotion lends when love to 
 God and man rules supreme. And then to think of the 
 more substantial provision made in plentiful supplies of 
 corn, wheat, and fruits of various kinds to suit the different 
 forms of animal life. Truly and well may we exclaim, 
 " What shall we render to our Heavenly Father for all His 
 benefits ? " The sun to give light by day and the moon by 
 night ; the stars also, to gild the realms above with brilliance ; 
 oceans, lakes, and rivers, with gentler streams ; surrounding 
 
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 hills and plains ; vapors that collect and form the clouds, 
 distilling rain, and the dews so silently descending, 
 refreshing vegetation ; I mention these to show the much 
 there is that might be profitably dwelt upon when we mingle 
 together, and be as balm to our spirits by bringing us 
 nearer to Him who is our life and the length of our days, 
 and more, our portion forever. 
 
 "0 God of love! Thou art of all Thy gifts Thyself the crown. 
 Give what Thou wilt, without Thee we are poor, 
 And with Thee rich, take what Thou wilt away." 
 
 The Yearly Meeting was held in the new house, a large, 
 commodious building, with a school house on the same lot, 
 where a seminary is now opened under the care and super- 
 vision of the Society. It was greatly needed, and I hope it 
 may prosper. The assemblage was large, and I hope some 
 good was realized. There were some discouraging things, 
 showing that we are safe no longer than we keep on the 
 watch and guard closely against mixing lively imaginations 
 with divine openings. In this way I believe the work is 
 marred by very many who are rightly called to minister 
 the good word of life and proclaim the power of the world 
 to come. Such as give of their own are willing tp receive 
 of the same, thus self is nourished and becomes strong, and 
 the pure seed of life is oppressed and groans in bondage. 
 Jerusalem that is from above and her children lament 
 in secret. May we all see where we have missed our 
 way, and turn to the true Shepherd and Bishop of 
 souls, that His name may be honored ; the church brought 
 out of the wilderness, and the redemption of every im- 
 mortal soul wrought out through Christ the eternal word, 
 the wisdom and the power of God. Many very interest- 
 ing young people were in attendance ; may the Father 
 
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 of mercies gather them under His care, guide them by 
 His holy spirit, redeem them from all iniquity, and make 
 them meet for His heavenly kingdom. Almost the only 
 thing I had to regret in this visit was mingling so little 
 with them ; but they shared largely in my good wishes, and 
 my prayers for their present and eternal welfare. 
 
 We were kindly entertained at the home of Amos 
 Willets. We went to Rahway from New York ; had an 
 evening meeting which was well attended, and the people 
 quiet and attentive, though there was great commotion in 
 the place ; companies of soldiers were going off, and some 
 parading the streets, and I marveled so many came. The 
 subject that presented impressed my mind in an unusual 
 manner, comprising the text, "Verily there is a reward for the 
 righteous; verily He is a God that judgeth in the earth." 
 Now what was this reward ? It was unfaltering faith in 
 the superintending care of the Creator over us always, 
 whatever be our surroundings ; it was calmness in times of 
 excitement; tranquillity in the midst of commotion, and 
 trust in times of peril and danger. The opening enlarged 
 in a very remarkable manner, so it seemed to me especially 
 adapted to the state of things and individual minds, that 
 the Almighty would judge all wrong, whatever it be, 
 national or individual. A sweet solemnity prevailed, and 
 under it we separated. 
 
 First month 1st, 1862.— Now opens a new year. The 
 past has been full of events mournful and disastrous ; all 
 the calamities of war desolating our land, upon which 
 blessings have been multiplied without number. 
 
 Fourth month 6th, 1862. — The beautiful and simple 
 means used by the holy Jesus to instruct the multitudes 
 with whom he mingled, by calling their attention to 
 
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 familiar circumstances, to things they could understand, 
 that they might draw their own inferences and form 
 their own conclusions, is to me very impressivj. Wher- 
 ever they revive they strengthen the mind's energies and 
 cause streams of gratitude to flow. In one instance He 
 said : " A certain man had two sons ; and he came to the 
 first and said, ' Son, go work to-day in my vineyard.' He 
 answered and said, ' I will not,' but afterwards he repented 
 and went. And he came to the second and said likewise, 
 and he answered and said, ' I go, sir,' and went not. 
 Whether of them twain did the will of his father ? " It was 
 easy to determine : he that obeyed his commands, though 
 after a hasty refusal. How needful to stand ready, how 
 wise to follow the holy call ! Coincident with this is the 
 parable of the householder that went out early in the 
 morning to hire laborers into his vineyard. At the third 
 hour, and at the sixth, ninth, and eleventh, he still found 
 idlers and repeated his command: "Go ye also into the 
 vineyard, and whatsoever is right that shall ye receive." 
 A reward was promised them, and this reward is sure, 
 even to those who enter into the path of obedience at 
 the eleventh hour. May none ever suffer a doubt of this 
 to arise ; there is an hundred fold in this life, and in the 
 world to come life eternal. How beautifully the different 
 periods of life are represented in this parable, and yet I 
 would have none defer to a more convenient season ; all 
 do not live to old age ; it is safer to rise up with the first 
 call and let the work go on with the day, and then whenever 
 summoned to a final account we shall be ready. The fore- 
 going presented at a meeting held at the house at Fifteenth 
 and Race Streets, Philadelphia. In the evening at Green 
 Street the precious promise was revived : " They that wait 
 
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 upon the Lord shall renew their strength," and expressed 
 with desires that none may be overmuch discouraged, 
 whatever they may have to encounter, but rally to this 
 unfailing source where strength may be renewed, and mount 
 upward as with the wings of eagles, rising above the things 
 of time and sense and laying hold of the heavenly. At 
 Green Street Monthly Meeting, where my mind has been 
 for some time drawn, the feeling was to gather the minds 
 of the people home ; to strengthen the feeble desires that 
 had been awakened by the holy spirit, to seek more and 
 more retirement in the inner temple, there to commune 
 with the Lord of life and glory, and behold the beauty and 
 excellency of the heavenly and pure, by being conformed to 
 the Divine will and yielding simple obedience to it in all 
 its unfoldings, that by the gift of His grace all might run 
 the race that is set before them with patience, and win 
 the prize of complete redemption from the world and 
 acceptance with God. I came over the river and dined at 
 Charles Kaighn's ; had a pleasant social visit with his inter- 
 esting family. 
 
 Fourth month, 1862. — I obtained a minute to visit the 
 meetings of Burlington and Abington Quarters and to 
 appoint meetings as way opened. In company with Ann 
 Roberts and Nathan H. Conrow I embarked in the service 
 on this side of the Delaware. First went to Old Spring- 
 field. We were next at Mt. Holly, where the subject that 
 presented was that of working while the day lasted, for the 
 night Cometh wherein no man can work. The view had 
 two different bearings, first the brief period of our existence 
 here, when death would terminate all earthly things, for 
 there is neither work, knowledge nor device in the grave 
 whither thou goest. Another was the day of God's 
 
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 immediate visitations to his children, showing each one w Jat 
 is required of him ; that if these were disregarded and 
 rebelled against, the spiritual vision was closed and dark- 
 ness ensued, a night of darkness such as spread over Egypt, 
 that might be felt. I think an impression not soon to be 
 erased was made on some minds. May all feel their individ- 
 ual responsibility and accountability, and willingly devote 
 themselves to the work assigned them in early life, that 
 whether their stay here may be long or brief all may be 
 well ! We dined at Barclay White's, who, with his wife, 
 went with us to Upper Springfield. In all these places the 
 life of religion seemed low, and yet I believe there are 
 seeking concerned minds who really df sire to know the will 
 of God and do it. May they look to the alone source of 
 strength for ability to do or suffer. Our next point was 
 Mansfield. Here I had to assert : My heart is fixed trust- 
 ing in the Lord, in the firm belief that what he had done 
 for his children in days past, he was able and willing to do 
 still ; that we might lean in safety on that Almighty Arm 
 that had in all ages been sufficient to sustain. We dined 
 at Isaac Decou's, he and his wife went with us to upper 
 Freehold. Here the life rose into dominion and victory. 
 In going from here to Cross wicks we missed our way. Coming 
 to a place where two ways met, we took the most travelled 
 road, which led to Eecklesstown, some miles out of our 
 direct course. This brought us into meeting some time 
 after it was gathered. As soon as I took my seat the language 
 was with me, " Thou shalt hear a voice behind thee saying, 
 This is the way, walk thou in it." I mentioned the mistake 
 we made — that though in itself it was small, it made harder 
 work for us and made us late ; it taught me a lesson, how 
 very careful all ought to be who took upon them the re- 
 
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 sponsibility of instructing the people in the way they should 
 go, lest we be instrumental in leading them ia a wrong 
 direction, by turning the thoughts into a channel adverse 
 to those noble and generous sentiments the truth inspires 
 and the elevated standard its holy illumination establishes in 
 the attentive obedient mind. The most beaten track is not 
 always the right way, and there should be pointers in all 
 difficult places, and happily for the human family we have an 
 infallible Guide, a Teacher who cannot be removed into a 
 corner, one that will show us the way of life and salvation, 
 and if we follow Him He will guide us safe into port. Our 
 last meeting was at Trtnton, in the evening ; the house was 
 filled with an intelligent, interesting assembly. The subject 
 here was the adaptation of the blessed religion of Jesus 
 Christ to the members of the human family in all their 
 varied conditions in life, — that it was not designed for a 
 Sabbath-day dress to be worn and then to be laid aside, but 
 comes down into the every- day concerns of life, assists the 
 man of business to deal conscientiously, to live and let live 
 It was with the different members of a household, enabling 
 all to do their part. 
 
 Fourth month 27th. — First-day afternoon went to the 
 city, lodged at Samuel Parry's, intending to pursue my 
 prospect of visiting the meetings of Abinj,ton Quarterly 
 Meeting. Second-day morning Dillwyn Parrish and wife 
 took me to Thomas Mellor's, and in company with Martha 
 Mellor and children I went to Abington Monthly Meeting, 
 where I was met by my kind friends, Mark and Rachel 
 Palmer, who joined me as companions. It seemed pleasant 
 to be again united with them, having traveled together 
 many hundreds of miles in New York State and into Canada 
 some years ago. I stated, as the view presented, after a 
 
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 time of solemn silence, that we had assembled for a two-fold 
 purpose — to perform that worship due o^ir Maker, and to 
 look into the disciplinary arrangements of our Society, as 
 the queries with their answers were to come before us, with 
 a hope that we might suffer an individual investigation to 
 pass in every mind, that all might feel it obligatory upon 
 them to maintain our testimonies and the wholesome order 
 established amongst us. Yet it seemed to me the life of 
 religion was low ; that some important testimonies had 
 almost fallen in the streets. Women Friends thought they 
 could not answer the Sixth query at all, but must pass it 
 over in silence. Alas ! alas ! it is indeed true we have given 
 our strength to the political party warfare, until our harps 
 are hung upon the willows. We may indeed mourn when 
 we can palliate war under any circumstances whatever, or 
 plead its expediency, when even to cherish those dispositions, 
 which lead to seek revenge is directly forbidden by the 
 great Founder of the Christian religion, and we have many 
 evidences on record that the power of Divine grace is suffi- 
 cient to subdue and subject them all ; leaving all our cause 
 to him who said " Vengeance is mine, I will repay." The 
 governments of the world are in the spirit of this world, 
 sustained by the wisdom and policy of the world, and not in 
 the spirit of Christ. The rulers look to, and depend upon 
 military strength to repel invasions and put down insurrec- 
 tions. How can the followers of the Lamb of God aid or 
 assist in these things ? He said, " My kingdom is not of this 
 world ; if my kingdom were of this world then would my ser- 
 vants fight." He said further, " Do good for evil ; bless them 
 that cuTse you ; pray for them that despitefully use you, and 
 persecute you. If any sue thee at law and take thy coat, 
 give him thy cloak also ; if any compel thee to go a mile, 
 
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 go with him twain." There is no room left here for 
 resisting the powers that be, but simply to stand aloof from 
 all hostility of every kind as true and loyal citizens, comply 
 where we may without violating our religious principles, 
 and where we cannot conscientiously comply, meekly suffer 
 the penalty, whatever it be. Thus did our Divine Master, 
 on all occasions, and he has left us an example, that we 
 should walk even as He walked. What He gave in precept 
 He carried out in example, and laid down His life to seal this 
 great testimony of non-resistance, with others of like nature 
 and character, calculated to bless mankind. Oh, when will 
 the dove-like spirit rule among men ? Hasten the day, 
 my Father, if consistent with Thy will, when men shall cease 
 to destroy one another, I believe the assistance we, as a 
 Society, could render to the family of mankind in the time 
 of peril would be much more effective by keeping our true 
 position, resting always under the guidance and direction 
 of the peaceable spirit and wisdom of Jesus, showing by 
 our conduct that our confidence is in the Supreme Ruler 
 of the Universe, at the same time leaving others to 8ct as 
 they think right for them, remembering "to our own 
 Master we stand or fall." I cannot conceive a position 
 where we cannot hold up and maintain all the testimonies 
 of the Christian religion in their true simplicity, beauty and 
 loveliness, if we are sufficiently humble to be willing to 
 suffer. From Abington we went to Byberry, and lodged 
 with Sarah Comly. She still keeps her apartments in that 
 simplicity established by her father, and entertains friends 
 with cordiality, while her brother's family mingle freely, 
 and share in social enjoyment in that unity that is like 
 "the dew of heaven." Byberry is a beautiful neighborhood ; 
 there is also an interesting meeting, some hopeful young 
 
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 people. Some have appeared in the ministry ; may they 
 follow the Master, and not go before ; then He will lead them 
 in green pastures and cause them to lie down beside the still 
 waters, and rest at noonday as under the shadow of his wing, 
 secure from the heat and the storm. Called at Samuel 
 Comly's ; his wife is daughter of my dear friends Lindley 
 and Rachel Vail. How I desire for them the crown of all 
 blessings : Heavenly wisdom to keep them in all their ways, 
 to assist them in bringing up their children in the way our 
 Father in Heaven approves. We dined at James Thorn- 
 ton's ; they are interesting young people, with four well- 
 disciplined little children. They seem religiously inclined, 
 and are blessed with every outward comfort. Though the 
 day was very rainy, we went eight miles to Warminster 
 where a meeting was appointed at four o'clock. A goodly 
 number came together, and the Master was in the midst to 
 bless. Lodged at Charles Kirk's. Next to Horsham, the 
 largest Monthly Meeting I have attended since 1827. My 
 mind was arrested by the miraculous conversion of the 
 Apostle Paul, and how it was said to him : " For this same 
 purpose have I appeared unto thee, to make thee a miuister 
 and witness both of that thou hast seen and that in the 
 which I will appear unto thee," showing him to a certainty 
 that if he was faithful to what he had already seen, an 
 enlargement would be committed unto him. There he 
 " consulted not with flesh and blood, but yielded obedience 
 to the Heavenly vision, " by virtue of which he became an 
 able minister of the New Testament, and could speak under- 
 standingly of what he had " seen and heard, and tasted and 
 handled, of the good word of Life," and the powers of the 
 world to come. He received-not this mission nor commis- 
 sion from men, neither was taught by man, but by the reve- 
 
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 latiou of Jesus Christ, by the gift of the grace of God and 
 the effectual workings of his power : and marvelous were 
 the effects of his ministry, both to Jew and Gentile. It was 
 shown him, too, how great things he must suffer for the 
 cause he had espoused. And how much he did suffer, and 
 how willingly did he count all things but dross, that he 
 might win Christ ; stripes, imprisonments, shipwreck, perils 
 by sea and land, and finally his life was freely offered. 
 When the time of his departure came he could leave this 
 blessed testimony to survivors : " I have fought a good fight, 
 I have finished my course, I have kept the faith ; henceforth 
 there is laid up for me a crown of righteousness, which the 
 Lord, the righteous Judge, shall give me at that day ; and 
 not to me only, but unto all them also that love his appear- 
 ing." The flow of gospel love and the power and authority 
 attending it were very remarkable in this meeting. I went 
 to an appointed meeting at Upper Dublin at four o'clock- 
 This is a small meeting, with few members, yet a considerable 
 company came together, and the power of the word of life 
 rose into dominion among them. The language of encour- 
 agement went forth to all, especially to the young, as all 
 would soon devolve upon them. From here we went to 
 Hugh Foulke's and lodged. Thence to Gwynedd Monthly 
 Meeting. The subject was an assertion of the apostle 
 Peter : " I think it meet so long as I am in the tabernacle, 
 to stir up the pure mind by way of remembrance." As 
 each one knew his individual duty, it was only needful to 
 remind, and that is all we can do for one another. Fifth- 
 day afternoon we took cars to Richland, where we were met 
 by John Lester, and conveyed to his house. Sixth- day 
 attended their monthly meeting. We dined at Richard 
 Moore's, and called at Benjamin G. Foulke's, and spent the 
 
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 evening with a large company of young and old at Samuel J. 
 Levick's. Taking our visit all together it was very interest- 
 ing and instructive, and will not soon be forgotten. Seventh- 
 day morning we returned to Gwynedd, where our valued 
 friend, David Foulke, met us and took us to his house, and 
 then, accompanied by Daniel and Lydia Foulke, we went 
 to Plymouth, where we lodged at Thomas Livezey's. The 
 meeting at Plymouth is large. First-day morning the 
 opening was, " The gospel of Christ, for it is the power of 
 God unto salvation to every one that believeth," and as 
 this was the free gift of God to all men, we should be left 
 without excuse in the day of final account if we did not 
 stand with those at the right hand, entitled to the invitation, 
 " Come ye blessed of my Father, inherit the Kingdom pre- 
 pared for you from the foundation of the world," as Heaven 
 and happiness are always in reserve for those that love 
 and serve their Maker. Then all were desired to look to 
 their own state, that they might see whether it correspon- 
 ded with that self-denying life set forth by the Holy 
 Jesus in his teachings and example, that watchful and 
 prayerful attention to the impression of Divine grace, 
 which would enable us to follow a meek and crucified 
 Kedeemer in the way of His requirings, ever borne up b^ 
 that true and living faith that overcomes the world, and 
 has for its end the salvation of the soul. How earnest 
 was the appeal made to the young, that they would leave 
 the vanities and allurementsof a world that lieth in wicked- 
 ness, and enter into that portion of labor assigned them, 
 reaping the hundredfold reward even in this life, and in 
 the world to come life eternal. In the afternoon at four 
 o'clock a meeting convened at Norristown, composed of the 
 members of various denominations, as the invitation was 
 
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 general. It was a very intelligent and interesting assembly, 
 and all were quiet and attentive. The saying of the great 
 Master, " Herein is my Father glorified, that ye bear much 
 fruit," arose with life soon after the sitting down, and that 
 kind of fruit that would remain ; the eflTects being good they 
 were not lost, but honored the Father and blessed the family 
 of mankind. "I am the vine ; ye are the branches, and my 
 Father is the Husbandman." The fruitful branches were 
 pruned by the Father, the unfruitful ones cut off and cast 
 into the fire. There are wild vines and poison vines, but 
 there is but one true and living vine, and that vine is Christ, 
 the living and eternal Word, the wisdom and the power of 
 God ; and abiding in Him we live lives of righteousness, 
 and secure to ourselves that peace promised by the Messiah 
 when personally amongst men. " Not as the world giveth 
 give I unto you." A precious solemnity prevailed as the 
 subject of individual responsibility was enlarged upon : that 
 each one must work out his own salvation through the aid 
 of Divine grace, which is freely ofiered to all. In company 
 with a number of friends we took tea at B. Borden's) 
 lodged at the old home of Samuel Foulke, and Second-day 
 morning came to the city and then home, after an absence 
 of eight days. 
 
 Sixth month 20th. — Left home for Stroudsburgh- 
 Crossed the river to Bristol, where I was met by M. P. 
 Went to his house spent the afternoon at D. Palmer's very 
 pleasantly. 
 
 21st. — We went on our journey, mostly in sight of the 
 noble Delaware. The scenery was beautiful, and we had a 
 view of the Water Gap. We landed at Stroudsburgh toward 
 night, and took lodgings at the house of David Walton. 
 The late freshet having made sad destruction there, after 
 
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 dining and resting we went to take a "view of the place. 
 Many lost all their worldly goods in a very short time. 
 One mill was entirely swept away, and several dwellings. 
 In some places the channels of the streams were entirely 
 changed, and acres of land were ruined. The main street 
 of Stroudsburgh is very beautiful, wide, with elegant build- 
 ings. One hundred bridges were carried away in this 
 country; men with all their power could not stay the 
 flood. We attended meeting, and the house was pretty 
 well filled. The family of Dr. Walton collected at his 
 son Sidenham's, a large company of children and grand- 
 children, and perhaps some others. In the afternoon 
 we went to Charles Foulke's, and took a view of the 
 mountain scenery. 
 
 The year 1863 opened with nothing bright in prospect to 
 cheer, or dazzling to allure. The first month passed away 
 in the routine of daily life, with nothing especial to mark 
 its course. 
 
 In the Second and Third months a religious visit was 
 performed to the families of Friends in Darby, Pa., and to 
 some others not members, colored and white. Sarah Hoopes 
 was my fellow-laborer ; her husband. Pierce Hoopes, and 
 Joseph Powell, our helpers. The labor was arduous ; the 
 weather was very stormy and exposing to delicate people ; 
 this, with pressing on from eight o'clock in the morning 
 until late in the evening, proved overpowering to me ; my 
 health gave way, and a severe cold settled in pneumonia. 
 I did hold out till the work was done, but came home sick, 
 went to bed immediately, and for eight long weeks my 
 sufierings were indescribable. Often, too weak to speak, my 
 only remaining child, Sarah A. Ferris, left her family and 
 nursed me faithfully for six weeks. To her assiduous care 
 
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 and constant vigils, with a blessing from God, I owe my 
 restoration, so far as to be able to move about, though it is 
 but little that I can do. 
 
 To The Members of Daeby Monthly Meeting: 
 
 Dear Friends : — From the deep interest awakened in 
 our minds by our late mingling with you, we feel drawn 
 again to salute you in the renewings of Gospel love ; that, 
 if possible, we may be instrumental fn strengthening the 
 good desires raised in your hearts by the Holy Spirit of our 
 Father in Heaven, which, if yielded unto, will enable you 
 to fulfil all His will, and make you what He would have 
 you to be ; that no vessel may be marred for want of a will- 
 ingness to endure the refining process needful to sanctify and 
 fit it for His use. 
 
 We are sensible " ye have an unction from the Holy 
 One that teaches all things, is truth, and is no lie." May 
 none neglect instructions that come from such high 
 authority. If we disregard them by indifference or luke- 
 warmness, of our own choice we wrest away the highest of 
 all blessings, — the result of obedience to the Divine Life in 
 the soul, that always insures acceptance with God, and 
 establishes , on a foundation that cannot be shaken. May 
 you, dear young friends, secure for yourselves this boon, by 
 yielding to the calls and invitations of the beloved of souls, 
 that by your self-denying lives, by your meek and humble 
 walk with God, your example may speak the language, 
 " Come follow me, as I follow Christ." Let the leaven of 
 the Kingdom work in you ; it will subdue the passions, 
 regulate the propensities and inclinations, bringing them 
 into that order which is Heaven's first law ; you will 
 
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 find it will destroy the vain glory of this world, and present 
 all things before you in their true light. Then will you 
 rightly estimate these lower gifts, and, circumscribed by the 
 spirit of Divine Grace, you will use the things of this world, 
 and not abuse them, always bearing in mind that they are 
 dispensed by an all-wise Providence to make life comfortable, 
 and should redound to His praise. If you will follow the 
 Master in the way of His requirings, He will clothe you 
 with the spirit of meekness, and robes of purity, that the 
 fashions of the day can neither dazzle nor allure you. 
 When passing amongst you in the constrainings of Gospel 
 love, we felt there was a special call from the Father of 
 mercies to some who were holding back to enter into the 
 portion of labor assigned them; that if you were willing in 
 the day of His power, he would remove every obstacle out 
 of the way, and lead you upward and onward until you 
 were established on that mountain where nothing can hurt 
 nor destroy. We entreat you to be sober, vigilant, and 
 watchful unto prayer. May none say, " Am I my brother's 
 keeper?" but admonish in love, call home the wandering, 
 encourage the wavering and weak, comfort the feeble and 
 disconsolate, and say to them that sit in darkness and the 
 shadow of death, " Come forth to that life which is the light 
 of men,'' for none can escape the scrutiny of the All-seeing 
 One. Attend all your meetings, and take your children 
 with you ; cheerfully leave your wor'.dly concerns to per- 
 form this solemn duly ; though there may not be a vocal 
 sound heard in them, the Minister of ministers will be in 
 your midst, secretly breaking the bread of life, with the 
 invitation " Take, eat ; this is my body." -And the cup of 
 spiritual consolation will be administered, for this is the 
 blood of the New Testament which is shed for all. To the 
 
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 afflicted, bereaved, and heart stricken are our warmest 
 sympathies ; we commend these to, the comforter God will 
 send, even the spirit of truth that abides forever. May 
 those who have much of this world's goods remember they 
 are but stewards, and what they have has been received 
 from Him who is Lord of all ; we bring nothing into the 
 world, nor can we take anything out of it. All must ere 
 long render an account ; may we be able to do it with joy 
 and not with grief. Dear friends, farewell ; may the God 
 of all consolation be with you, settle, strengthen, and 
 establish you in the ever blessed truth, then keep you from 
 falling, and pr esent you faultless before the throne of His 
 glory, with exceeding joy. 
 
 Sarah Hunt. 
 
 Sarah Hoopes. 
 FouHh Month 20th, 1863. 
 
 Spring and summer have passed away, autumn also, 
 and on the last day of 1863 I set me down to make a little 
 entry here. The spring was very wet, and the summer 
 lovely, producing a plentiful harvest, enough to satisfy the 
 needs of the people could it be distributed among them. 
 The autumn has been beautiful. How much there is 
 to admire in the changing seasons! Who can pass through 
 them as they come and go without feeling a glow of grati- 
 tude to Him who has wisely adapted His arrangements to 
 the comfort and happiness of His creatures. And yet amid 
 all these provisions by the great Author of our being, 
 it must be recorded that "man's inhumanity to man makes 
 countless thousands mourn." The sad ravages made by 
 hostile armies, laying waste goodly heritages, and turning 
 fertile fields to desolation ; the reckless waste of life that is 
 
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 ever consequent upon war ; with the manifold enormities of 
 every kind connected with it, must stain the records of the 
 past year. Oh that, in connection with these, though not 
 in palliation of them, may it be added that " Liberty is pro- 
 claimed throughout all the land and to all the inhabitants 
 thereof," that every shackle may be broken, the colored 
 people privileged to enjoy the blessing of exercising all the 
 faculties God has given, in the way best calculated to 
 develop and set them in their true position. To note the 
 deep exercises and incidents of the past twelve months 
 would fill a volume. I have endeavored to make a careful 
 review, and do not find that I stand condemned. O my 
 Father, I thank and praise Thee for Thy goodness past, and 
 humbly ask its continuance. During the past fall I have 
 attended all the meetings of Philadelphia Quarterly Meeting. 
 Never did I enter upon any service more in the cross ; I 
 felt so inadequate and incompetent to go among the wise 
 and learned. I knew that in the city " her merchants were 
 princes, her trafiickers the honorable of the earth," that all 
 these things were of the earth and must vanish away; that 
 with the great efforts to obtain a high standing among men, 
 there was far too little attention given to those higher duties 
 that stand immediately between God and the soul ; that 
 with all the refinements that art could give, with all that 
 science and literature could bestow even upon the five- 
 talented, they could never shine in their true lustre until 
 polished by self-denial, and regulated by the regenerating 
 process of Divine Grace, and of these things I felt that 
 they had need to be reminded, or such were the impressions 
 made on my mind by the voice of Him whom I own as the 
 true Shepherd, and whom I delight to follow. As I gave 
 up to go. He went before, and just what he gave me in each 
 
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 assembly, I gave to the people, and I believe they were 
 satisfied, and I felt in the conclusion that I had received 
 high wages. I had been favored with the Master's presence, 
 breaking bread from place to place ; I had also been greatly 
 comforted and strengthened by mingling with Friends. All 
 a minister can do is to invite the people to Christ, that He 
 may instruct, protect and bless them, and He is ever ready ; 
 His invitation has gone forth to the ends of the earth, 
 " Come unto me, all ye that labor and are heavy laden," 
 but the terms that follow prevent too many from receiving 
 the benefits designed for them : — " Take my yoke upon you, 
 and learn of me, for I am meek and lowly in heart, and ye 
 shall find rest unto your souls." 
 
 First Month 26th, 1864.— There is much in this world 
 of sin and misery to enlist the feelings and call out the 
 energies of the Christian and philanthropist. Thousands 
 at this time are perishing with hunger and cold, and fam- 
 ishing with want, while others luxuriate on the spoils won 
 from war and oppression. O God of mercy and love, how 
 long shall these things be ? Thou hast endowed me with 
 spiritual gifts, and empowered me at times to difiuse the 
 "unsearchable riches of Christ" among my fellows. I 
 thank Thee for this blessed privilege, and most joyfully at 
 Thy command proclaim the glad tidings of Thy glorious 
 gospel dispensation. Could the nations be brought under 
 its benign influence, how soon would every shackle fall, 
 every sword be sheathed, and the better impulses of all 
 hearts awakened. One month of 1864 is past; a shroud of 
 sorrow hath been round it cast. With weight of years and 
 loneliness oppressed, I daily feel that earth is not my rest. 
 Second Month 3d, 1864. — I feel the solemn reality of 
 individual accountability. How needful to be ever ready 
 
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 to fulfil duties as they present, to occupy time and talents 
 wisely, without demur or excuse! this will insure peace, 
 the highest boon we can possess or enjoy. Some are called 
 into active service, and to others it belongs to render assis- 
 tance needful to accomplish their mission : and woe to him 
 who places a stone of stumbling in a brother's way. 
 
 Sixth Month 25th, 1864.— "With a minute of unity I 
 attended New York Yearly Meeting. George Gillingham 
 and Elizabeth Jessup were my caretakers and pleasant, 
 kind companions. We made our home at Samuel Willets', 
 who, with his wife Sarah, gave us every needful attention, 
 and made us feel quite at home. Returning I called at 
 Trenton, made some social visits among dear friends, and 
 attended the meeting, then home, where I found all well, 
 and nothing had suffered from my absence. 
 
 Eleventh Month 1st. — During the past month I have 
 paid a visit to Rahway, and also went with my dear friend, 
 Deborah F. Wharton, and her grandson to West Chester, 
 to visit our friends. Pierce and Sarah Hoopes. Attended 
 their meeting on First-day. It was large, and Deborah F. 
 Wharton had satisfactory service therein. She commenced 
 with the saying of the Holy Nazarene, " Ye call me Lord 
 and Master, but do not the things that I say," showing how 
 unavailing would be a mere belief in Christ, without actual 
 obedience to the requirings of His spirit, and following Him 
 in the way of self-denial and the cross. The way did not 
 seem open for me, nor did the life rise as is sometimes wit- 
 nessed, but I think we both moved in the little given us, and 
 I felt satisfied. 
 
 Twelfth Month 31st, 1864. — To-day closes the year, with 
 its light and shade, its joys and sorrows, its smiles and 
 tears ; and while national calamities still exist, individual 
 
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 blessings are many, and my heart is grateful for the con- 
 tinuance of health and tranquillity of mind, for an un- 
 faltering faith in the guardian care of my Heavenly Father 
 so mercifully vouchsafed. What shall I render? My 
 whole heart shall be the tribute offered ; my life also, the 
 remainder of my days, to be dedicated to Thee, my dearest 
 Lord, and spent in Thy service. Grant me grace to accom- 
 plish all Thy will, to glorify Thee on earth, and, dying, 
 enjoy thy presence forever. 
 
 First Month 1st, 1865. — This year was commenced 
 with many blessings ; a good degree of health, which none 
 can appreciate but those who have passed through long and 
 tedious scenes of illness ; and in addition, that peace this 
 world, with all its pomp and glitter, cannot give nor take 
 away by its- many fluctuations : also a competence to 
 supply what is needed for every-day comfort, without op- 
 pressing any. 
 
 Second Month 8th, 1865. — My mind is centered in God, 
 the great Eternal One, before whom all nations are as a 
 drop from the bucket, or small dust in the balance, and yet 
 he regards the poor in spirit and the contrite in hearj;. 
 May I ever be numbered among those, and receive His 
 loving favor. " As the rains descend and the snow from 
 Heaven, so is His mercy on them that fear Him." 
 
 Third Month 17th, 1865.— Our Quarterly Meeting has 
 just passed satisfactorily, or such was the feeling. A 
 number of Friends from other places were with us, and I 
 think we were edified together in that love that spreads far 
 and wide. But I miss kindred spirits with whom I have 
 been wont to mingle, and who are gone to return no more. 
 Yet I do not desire the return of any whose work is done 
 and to whom a happy release has been granted ; I only 
 
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 crave a succession, furnished with qualifications to fill the 
 vacancies by the same unction from the Holy One. 
 
 19th. — Attended Meeting at Camden. The house was 
 full, mostly with those who were young or in middle life, a 
 very interesting company and very quiet. The Word of 
 Life rose almost immediately to quicken and inspire all the 
 energies : flowing as a pure stream, it found free course. 
 Some were present who had never before attended a 
 Friends' Meeting, who expressed their satisfaction in being 
 there. To Thee, my dearest Father, be all the praise given. 
 I am nothing but a poor weak instrument in Thy hand. 
 
 Third Month 25th, 1865. — For many weeks the severity 
 of the cold has kept me mostly at home, where many 
 pleasant hours have passed away in heart communings 
 and heart searchings. But feeling a desire, as Spring 
 opened, to meet and greet long- tried friends, I went to the 
 City of Brotherly Love, and parsed around from house to 
 house amongst those with whom I had in former years 
 taken sweet counsel, — not that I look to human beings for 
 comfort, for all must draw this from the unfailing source, 
 yet I prize fellowship of spirit, and love to mingle with 
 such as follow Christ and endeavor above all to do the will 
 of the Father. Such associations cheer the traveler Zion- 
 ward on his way. I thought it was perceivable that, as 
 stated in the parable, " an enemy had gowed tares among 
 the wheat.'' May God in mercy send His Angels to pluck 
 them out, for no man can do it. I went to Frankford to 
 see the children of my dear friends, Isaac and Ann White- 
 lock, the latter deceased. She was one of the meek, humble, 
 unassuming spirits, and thought herself least of all in her 
 Father's house, and all she did seemed less than the 
 widow's mite in her own eyes. Truly she possessed that 
 
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 true " charity that vaunteth not itself," acteth not un- 
 seemly, seeketh not its own. No doubt a place in the 
 Kingdom of Heaven is assigned her, where she will magnify 
 redeeming grace forever. 
 
 Fourth month 8th. — I -went to West Philadelphia and 
 attended the meeting. Quite a company came together, 
 mostly of young people, and it was gratifying to me to 
 meet them. I had long felt an inclination to be at that 
 place, and to me the visit was satisfactory. I also visited 
 Margaret Atlee. She was feeble, in her chamber, but love 
 is the element in •which she lives. 
 
 Fourth month 14th. — An awful tragedy was enacted 
 at Washington, — the President killed by an assassin at a 
 theatre, in the midst of the multitude. A mantle of 
 mourning is spread over, at least, the loyal part of the 
 country. What awaits us is veiled in obscurity, — God 
 grant it may not be anarchy and misrule ! I never felt so 
 deeply touched at any announcement : there is so much at 
 stake now in the unsettled state of public affairs. But we 
 must look to God, and trust in Him in all emergencies. 
 We have had many evidences during the great struggle 
 that he over rules the devices of wicked men to the accom- 
 plishment of purposes they did not intend, and though we 
 must lament the desolations of this terrible war, the heart- 
 rending bereavements, the homes all over the land left 
 desolate ; fathers and sons stricken down in a moment ; 
 mothers and wives left to pine away in sorrow ; yet we may 
 iind some alleviation to our sorrow in the thought that mil- 
 lions of slaves are set free, their chains broken ; may they 
 rise in the siale of being from degradation and misery to be 
 happy and useful citizens. 
 
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 2d. — Arrived safely in New York, Mary Michener and 
 Joseph Powell my care takers. I feel low and fit for 
 nothing, yet love my Master and his service. May He 
 keep me in all my ways that I may not offend, but through 
 all trials possess my soul in patience. Seventh-day the 
 meeting for ministers aud elders was held, and great 
 harmony prevailed. First-day morning meeting was large, 
 and the time mostly occupied by Bennett "Walters. 
 Favored meetings on Second-day. Katy Hazard bore a 
 full testimony to the sufficiency of the anointiug itself to 
 qualify a gospel minister without an education, of which 
 truth her own labors are ample proof. 
 
 3d. — The affairs of Society were entered upon, and a 
 lively interest manifested by their own members that all 
 our Christian testimonies might be held up in their true 
 beauty. Fourth-day was public meeting and the house 
 crowded. My own' way was open ; the parable of the 
 householder presented immediately after sitting down, 
 with authority to rise and illustrate the long-suffering of a 
 righteous and merciful God to His children, by calling 
 upon them through every stage of life to enter into His 
 service, with the promise of a reward. Then I had to show 
 much that we miss by rejecting these offers. Those that 
 made excuses were left to their own choice, but others were 
 brought in to fill the places, yet there is room and always 
 will be for " Whosoever will, let him take the water of 
 life freely." Though a great many stood, a solemn quiet 
 prevailed. John Hunt rose, and said he was there by 
 permission, not of commandment, and made a few pertinent 
 remarks. Robert Stratton said, in much brokenness and 
 tears, that he hoped all there would take the resolution of 
 
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 good old Joshua, "As for me and my Louse, we will serve 
 the Lord." 
 
 The remaining sittings were lively and interesting, and I 
 think it might be said edifying. An address was prepared 
 to the President and Cabinet. The attendance was larger 
 than last year, and I have not for many years attended 
 so satisfactory a meeting in New York. The social ming- 
 ling was satisfying also, though I could not go out much ; a 
 great many came to our dear friend Samuel Willets's, whose 
 heart and house are open to receive his friends. From 
 New York we went direct to Albany, lodged at J. Carey's; 
 then on to Mechanics ville, where we were met by William 
 Shepherd, who took us to his house, where we rested. 
 We attended their First-day meeting, dined at Andrew 
 Dorland's, and in the afternoon went to my sister's, in the 
 old home at Milton. She is very nicely fixed there, one 
 daughter devoted to her, one only son and family close 
 by. They seemed to lack nothing except society around 
 them. From here we went to Galway and were at Hum- 
 phrey Allen's ; he with his family are very much isolated, 
 almost alone. We had a meeting which was well attended 
 for this place. There was once a good sized meeting here ; 
 many have died, and the country being rough and poor 
 the young have wisely sought other localities. From this 
 place we went to Greenfield and visited a niece, who with 
 her husband has the care of an aged uncle and aunt, one 
 eighty-eight, the other nearly as old. They were feeble, but 
 their minds seemed clear, and both attended meeting. The 
 subject was John's baptism, as being under the law, 
 and closing a dispensation that stood on ceremonials ; 
 shadowing forth better things, but could not purify the 
 heart ; that Christ's baptism made thorough work, setting 
 
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 all things in order : cleansing the inside of the cup and 
 platter, and preparing the temple of the heart for Christ's 
 habitation to receive the inscription of " Holiness unto 
 the Lord." From here we returned to my sister's, and in 
 the evening had a meeting in her house. A very interesting 
 meeting it was ; a more lovely looking company, mostly of 
 youngish people, was seldom seen. There was great attention 
 and solemnity, and when the service closed none seemed ready 
 to move. These were mostly children of people I knew in 
 early life, and they knew my parents. All these being gone, 
 and we thus brought together, added to the feeling of interest 
 on both sides. The subject treated of was Peter's vision : 
 how his eyes were opened to see that God is no respecter 
 of persons, but in every nation, kindred, tongue, and 
 people, they that fear Him and work righteousness are 
 accepted of Him; that we had one Master, even Christ 
 Jesus, and all were brethren that were led and guided by 
 His Spirit. The love of God removes all barriers, dissolves 
 all partitions, and brings all into that oneness prayed for 
 by the Redeemer. It was a great pleasure to me to be 
 once more in my native place, to see my sister and her 
 children living in such sweet harmony. Here I was born 
 and spent my youthful days under the care of very kind 
 parents, who brought up their children in industrious 
 habits, and at the same time gave them relaxation sufficient 
 to make labor pleasant, time for social mingling with a 
 large circle of friends, and to attend all meetings. From 
 my sister's we returned to Saratoga to Hannah Shepherd's, 
 the widow of Caleb Shepherd, who lives at her old home 
 where she went when first married and lived happily many 
 years. A single son and daughter watch over her tenderly 
 in her old age. This has always been a house of enter- 
 
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 tainment for Friends, and it was pleasant to me to be 
 there and feel the same freedom as in former days. 
 William Shepherd and wife took us to Easton, where we 
 attended two meetings and lodged with our friends Reuhen 
 and Alice Baker. Reuben and his son took us to the cars 
 for Granville, where we arrived just as the people were 
 collecting for Monthly Meeting ; we entered with the rest 
 and had a comfortable meeting. Dined and lodged at 
 Otis Dillingham's and went on to Darby. Our kind 
 friends Joseph Dillingham and wife took us in their 
 carriage. We stopped to view a cheese factory where the 
 milk from a whole neighborhood is used to make cheeses, 
 each weighing 100 pounds : when a few days old they are 
 boxed and sent to England. The process was worth 
 seeing. We dined with a friend by the name of Boyce, 
 attended meeting at four o'clock in the afternoon, and 
 lodged at Isaac Nichols'. The Green Mountains lay 
 stretched out in full view before the door of this humble 
 mansion, which stood in a valley just wide enough for the 
 river, a railroad and a carriage way, a green meadow and the 
 little village and high bluffs behind. From this lovely spot 
 we took the cars for Albany, and went to the house of our 
 friend, Joseph Gary. A little after our arrival a 
 telegraph despatch came saying a daughter of theirs, who 
 had been nurse in a hospital nearly all the time during the 
 war, was ill with malarial fever and on her way home from 
 Washington. The intelligence cast something of a gloom 
 over all, as we sympathized with them, and feared we should 
 be in the way. Early in the morning the invalid arrived 
 and all was managed with skill and quiet. She was happy 
 in getting home, and the family thankful to receive her> 
 hoping she would soon be better, which proved to be the 
 
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 case. She declined a few days, then rallied and mended 
 rapidly. A niece also lay very ill with typhoid fever, a 
 little out of the city, who has since departed this life. She 
 was near womanhood, an only daughter. We were at their 
 First-day meeting, a time I shall long remember for the 
 solemnity and quiet that prevailed and the attention given. 
 The subject that presented was the confession of King 
 Solomon, " Vanity of vanities," saith the preacher, " all is 
 vanity and vexation of spirit." He did not say this of the 
 wisdom of God, or its effects : he said it of his own inven" 
 tions when he had exerted his utmost skill to diversify and 
 gratify the senses. Had he kept to the wisdom he sought 
 on his first setting out he would have given a different 
 account. His desires would have found a limit, and all 
 his high privileges of an earthly nature would have been 
 subservient to its control, and his latter end blessed more 
 than the beginning. He could speak of wisdom and folly 
 he knew the value of the first and placed it on the highest 
 ground; he had sad experience in the latter, and could 
 give the voice of warning to generations unborn. Humility 
 is the robe in which the wise are arrayed — these God teaches 
 of His ways and these He guides in the paths of judgment. 
 In the afternoon we went to Troy. The meeting was small 
 but favored. We next went to Pittstown, where quite a 
 company came together. This neighborhood is remote from 
 other settlements of Friends, hence their opportunity for 
 general mingling is small. I felt for the children, who 
 suffer the want of such privileges. From here we bent our 
 course for Poughkeepsie, then to Nine Partners Monthly 
 Meeting, which was small. We dined at Deborah Willets' 
 and came to an appointed meeting at the Valley at four 
 o'clock in the afternoon. Lodged at the house of an old 
 
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 friend named William Thorn. Next morning Franklin 
 Carpenter came for us and took us back to Nine Partners 
 to attend a funeral, after -wHch we were at all the meetings 
 belonging to that quarter except Oblong. At Poughkeepsie 
 the subject was the adaptation of the Christian Religion to 
 all states and conditions. The spirit of the Lord qualifies 
 to preach the gospel to the poor ; to bind up the broken- 
 hearted ; to proclaim liberty to the captive ; to preach the 
 acceptable year of the Lord. Great solemnity prevailed 
 during the whole meeting, under which it closed, and we 
 went to our beloved friend, George Corlies', where a number 
 of friends called to see us in the afternoon. From here we 
 went direct to Tarrytown, and to the house of Hannah R. 
 Mott, the widow of Jacob L. Mott. She being lame from a 
 fall, we had a meeting at her house, where a goodly number 
 convened at short notice. All were encouraged to faithfulness 
 in their respective gifts and allotments. It was a precious 
 opportunity which I shall not soon forget. Jacob Mott, 
 Jr., took us to Robert Haviland's ; we attended several 
 meetings, and came around again, when he kindly took 
 us to Purchase. Here we had a large meeting, and a 
 number of Friends went with us to New Castle. "We re- 
 turned to David Barnes' to lodge, went to Mamaroneck 
 meeting, then to New Rochelle, and from there to New 
 York to our friend Samuel Willets', who took us in his 
 carriage to Flushing. We dined at his son Robert's, called 
 on his widowed daughter-in law, and returned to New 
 York. Second-day morning, rode through the Park 
 then took boat for Shrewsbury, where my company left me 
 and returned home. I spent a few days in social mingling, 
 attended two meetings there and one at Squan, came 
 in the cars to Philadelphia, where I took boat for Bristol ; 
 
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 went to Attleboro ; called at Israel Grahame's school ; 
 lodged at Samuel Paxson's, then ■went back to Bristol, 
 attended Monthly Meeting, and came home. Found all 
 well; after six weeks' absence it seems very sweet to be 
 again at home in the quiet. 
 
 Eighth Month 28th. — I feel as a sojourner, as there is 
 part of the work yet unfinished. God grant me renewed 
 ability to do it. Oh the need there is of willing laborers 
 in this wide field of service ; to turn men from darkness to 
 light, and from the power of Satan to God. Forgive, 
 dearest Father, my shortcomings, and accept the poor 
 oflferings of my declining energies in Thy work. I dedicate 
 them anew to Thee. 
 
 Eighth Month 29th. — Attended Burlington Quarterly 
 Meeting ; a large collection of people came together, and a 
 comfortable solemnity prevailed. I think the people were 
 edified together in love ; may all dwell in this heavenly 
 element. How soon it would put an end to all that would 
 scatter and alienate one from another. 
 
 Ninth Month 8th. — Attended Salem Quarterly Meeting 
 held at Woodstown, lodged with our kind friend David 
 Pancoast. From here we went to Salem to call on some 
 friends in delicate health, then came to Woodbury to visit 
 a lonely widow, whose husband departed with one hour's 
 illness. Her references to their past life together, and his 
 exceeding kindness, were very touching. To make her 
 comfortable had seemed his whole aim, and this remem- 
 brance is a solace now that separation has come. 
 
 Ninth Month 14th. — Was held our Quarterly Meeting 
 at Evesham. To me it was a low time ; we had strangers 
 with us who labored earnestly and acceptably ; but we have 
 been so accustomed to call after call, and invitation upon 
 
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 invitation, it sometimes seems like beating the air. My 
 heart's desire and prayer to God for Israel is that they may 
 be saved ; that all may come to the knowledge of the truth 
 as it is in Jesus, and know its efficacious power to set them 
 free from the bondage of sin and death. 
 
 Tenth month 19th. — When I look over the material 
 world I am enamored with the beauty and order that 
 everywhere prevail ; but when I look at men and see the 
 selfishness that everywhere prevails, and the neglect of the 
 obligations the Divine Law imposes, I lament and my heart 
 is sad. May the time of visitation in mercy be lengthened, 
 that an ingathering may be known ; that the love of the 
 world may not exclude the love of the Father, but the 
 latter so prevails as to furnish its own evidence of its 
 aboundings by keeping His Commandments pure. 
 
 Tenth month 23d. — In prosecuting an unfinished work 
 begun in the spring I left home for New York, landed in 
 safety, and was met by my friend Samuel Willets, who took 
 us to his house. 
 
 24th. — He and his wife went with us to Flushing, 
 where we attended the Select Meeting, and lodged at Sarah 
 Willets's. Next day was the general meeting, and on the 
 26th the Youths' Meeting, as is the practice through New 
 York Yearly Meeting. AVe dined and lodged at Kobert 
 Willets's, and in the evening we had several young people 
 with us to whom I felt the Father's love to flow. From 
 Flushing we went to Manhasset, and took tea at Henry 
 Willets', a most beautiful place near the Sound. From 
 here we went to Edmund Willets's and lodged, and on 
 Seventh-day morning a clever company came together. 
 The view that presented was the state of the Church ; that 
 it was much now as in olden time, when the Aoostle wrote 
 
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 that they had their favorite preachers, some were for Paul, 
 some for Apojlos, some for Cephas, and some for Christ ; 
 that our reliance ought not to be one upon another, but 
 upon Him that is in Himself " the Way, the Truth, and 
 the Life." Dwelling in Him we should be able to see what 
 comes from the imagination, and what from the inspirings 
 of the Almighty, and understanding the latter we should be 
 satisfied and strengthened to reject all that was but a sem- 
 blance. We went home with our friend Isaac Rushmore, 
 and dined. He took us in his comfortable carriage, which, 
 with his company, makes it very pleasant for us. He and 
 his son Stephen live together ; there are two thoughtful, 
 intelligent grandsons, who make up the family. We were 
 at an appointed meeting at Westbury at three o'clock in 
 the afternoon : a very interesting company came together. 
 Many young and middle-aged live here, with well-ordered 
 families around them. It was to me a precious meeting, a 
 stream of gospel life rose and flowed freely ; all seemed 
 leavened with it. We took tea with Rachel Hicks, and 
 lodged at Joseph Post's. First-day morning we went to 
 Matinicock, a large meeting, and the Master manifested 
 Himself by breaking bread ; blessed be His name. We 
 dined at Martha Cole's, then rode to Jericho, where we 
 found the people collected ; they said a large meeting for 
 that place, the members being few in number. The subject 
 of Elijah and Elisha presented, where the Jatter was 
 anointed. He was plowing with twelve yoke of oxen, 
 which he left and ran after Elijah ; but he was told to 
 return and did so, and made an offering of part of his 
 earthly substance, and joined his father, as he called him, 
 and ministered to his wants ; poured water on his hands, 
 and became so attached to him he would not leave him. 
 
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 but ■when he saw they must soon part, desired a double 
 portion of the same spirit, which to obtain he must watch 
 so closely as to see the messenger or sign given. This he 
 was favored to do, exclaiming, " My father, my father, 
 the chariot of Israel and the horsemen thereof," and lo ! 
 they parted, asunder and the mantle of Elijah fell from 
 him, and Elisha took it up and bent his way to Jordan. 
 Thus will the mantle of eternal love ever rest upon those 
 that are found watching. Spent the evening at Samuel 
 Underbill's, in pleasant converse with a large company of 
 friends from the neighborhood. Next day Samuel and 
 wife took us to Jerusalem and Bethpage, and put us on the 
 cars at Hicksville for Brooklyn. Owing to an accident 
 that had occurred a little before, we were detained and did 
 not arrive at Samuel Willets's till nine o'clock in the even- 
 ing. They made us welcome, ■which comforted the heart 
 of the traveler. Next morning took car on the Harlem K. 
 R. for Chappaqua, and were met at the depot by Effing- 
 ham Cock, at whose house we were kindly cared for 
 through the time of the Quarterly Meeting. The several 
 sittings of the Quarter were highly favored seasons ; the 
 canopy of heavenly love spread over all, and the eternal 
 name of Christ, the power of God, was magnified and 
 praised. From here we went to Oblong, and attended one 
 meeting which I thought the Master owned. We lodged 
 at John Vanderburgh's, whose wife, Caroline, is the daugh- 
 ter of my old friends, Daniel Merritt and wife. There is a 
 little company of Friends here ; may they be encouraged to 
 stand true to the principle of light and life in the soul, 
 which I believe has never failed any that have lived in it, 
 nor do I think it ever will. We left here in a heavy rain 
 for New York ; though the storm continued and increiased 
 
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 all day we landed safely in New York, and went direct to 
 our valued friend, Samuel Willets's, where we found a warm 
 welcome and shelter from the storm. Next morning the 
 sun shone and all was fair. Our friend, S. W., took us 
 seventeen miles to Yonkers, where Friends have a small 
 meeting on First-days, which we attended. Dined at James 
 Bell's, then returned to an evening meeting at Brooklyn, 
 which closed the service at this time, and next day we 
 returned home. We had been absent two weeks, and most 
 of the time attended two meetings a day. 
 
 Twelfth mouth 28th, 1865. — Now that one year more of 
 alternate joy and sorrow nears its conclusion, return unto 
 thy rest, 0, my Soul, for the Lord thy God hath dealt 
 bountifully with thee, in that He hath enabled thee to keep 
 the word of His patience, and the faith in His redeeming, 
 sustaining power in all thy trials. May it please Thee to 
 fulfil Thy gracious promise made to Jacob in former days, 
 " I will never leave thee nor forsake thee," for in Thee only 
 do I put my trust. 
 
 First month 1st, 1866. — I went to Rancocas and attend- 
 ed Monthly Meeting, and dined with my children. The 
 life of pure and undefiled religion is low, and needs stirring 
 up. Oh, that we might be quickened to gather in the fear 
 of the Lord; more dedicated to His work and service ; then 
 we should know a growth in grace, and give greater evi- 
 dence of our love to God and to one another. 
 
 First month 7th. — Went to Camden and attended an 
 appointed meeting ; the house was crowded and all atten- 
 tive ; the Word had free course and I thanked my good 
 Master for the help furnished. 
 
 21st. — Attended an appointed meeting at Rancocas ; 
 quite a company came together, though the weather was 
 
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 exceedingly cold. A feeling of darkness and deadness pre- 
 vailed, with little sense of that Divine influence that makes 
 our assembling together profitable or comforting. Could 
 men but humble themselves in the presence of God, He 
 would exalt them and raise them up by the right hand of 
 His power ; and until this is done none can stand in that 
 true dignity that is designed for them. " The strong man 
 armed must lay down his weapons " ere a stronger than he 
 can take possession and bear rule ; but great is the conflict 
 before the human will submits to the Divine, and all the 
 faculties yield passively to the control of Him who said, 
 "My kingdom is nut of this world." 
 
 Second month 4th. — Attended an afternoon meeting at 
 Haddonfield ; the feeling was low and painful, nor was 
 there ability to rise above it. There is evidently too little 
 religious concern among us as a people ; too little self-de- 
 nial ; too little of that " deep feeling that has no fellow ;" 
 too little reflection on the great doctrine of accountability 
 to God, and rewards and punishments for our work in 
 an after state of existence. May there be an awakening 
 before it is too late. Lord God omnipotent, preserve me, 
 I pray Thee, by the right hand of Thy Power; suflfer 
 me to draw nigh to Thee, and lean upon Thee in all 
 my conflicts ; I look to Thee as my only good, and appeal 
 to Thee as did Hagar in the wilderness ; " Thou God seest 
 me." 
 
 12th. — George Gillingham took me to Medford, where 
 I attended First-day meeting ; quite a company came togeth- 
 er, though the members are few in number. The world 
 and the things that are of it obscure the Light in many 
 minds, and when this is the case darkness ensues, and there 
 is no advancement in a Christian walk, for " No man can 
 
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 serve two Masters." " He that loveth anything more than 
 Me," said Christ, "is not worthj of Me." 
 
 Fourth month 5th, 1866. — Attended the marriage of 
 John Parry and Rachel Sharpless ; the company numbered 
 about seventy; the order was beautiful ; ceremony well said, 
 and the entertainment in that medium of simplicity all 
 could approve and enjoy. I came home weary, and felt 
 thankful for a quiet retreat in the sacred enclosure of a 
 country home. The birds sang so sweetly it seemed as 
 though in all nature there was a general burst of joy. 
 
 Fifth month 11th, 1866. — My mind has for some time 
 past rested under an indescribable pressure. I have very 
 much desired to seo, why it is, whether to qualify for service 
 cr to humble me. May I keep the patience through all and 
 hope to the end. To-morrow will be Select Meeting of our 
 annual assembly ; I feel incompetent to be of any use in 
 it ; God grant I may be so watchful as to do no harm. 
 Yearly Meeting is now past, and was a time worthy to be 
 remembered ; great harmony prevailed, Divine favor was 
 extended, and the meetings were large and very quiet. Oh, 
 that Friends would come home to Christ within them, the 
 true Light that lighteth every man that cometh into the 
 world, and abide in Him through whose power and Spirit 
 alone self is subdued and God exalted. 
 
 Seventh month 23d. — ^Went to Newtown, Bucks Coun- 
 ty, Penna., and had an evening meeting ; it was large, and 
 my heart rejoiced in being there, as I had long felt desires 
 to see those people. The subject that opened was the dis- 
 ciple's appeal to the Master for an increase of faith, and 
 His reply that the smallest portion, if exercised, though 
 like a grain of mustard seed, should grow till it would 
 remove mountains and root up things of an earthly nature 
 
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 as ■widespread and as firmly fixed in the soil as a sycamore 
 tree. There was quietness, attention, and a most precious 
 covering under which the assembly dispersed. We lodged 
 at Thomas Janney's, Joseph Powell and Martha Dodgson, 
 my companions. From here we went to Kingwood, called 
 at Abram Vail's and took tea, and went to AVilliani Clif- 
 ton's to lodge. The meeting is small, but few members ; 
 but we realized the promise made to the two or three 
 that meet in His name. We dined at James Wilson's ; 
 had a few words of encouragement for his family ; then 
 crossed the Delaware and lodged at Elias Fell's, where we 
 were kindly entertained and allowed to rest after our jour- 
 ney. From here we went to Plumstead, where an interest- 
 ing company came together; the opening was the word 
 given to anoint Israel, " Speak to my people, that they go 
 forward and compass this mountain no longer." They left 
 the things that were behind, and went right on in the way 
 their Heavenly Guide would lead them, which is ever a safe 
 way. The young were specially called, and entreated to 
 seek for Heavenly Wisdom, to prize her above rubies, to 
 walk in her ways and never turn aside from her instruc- 
 tions. A precious covering spread over us, and under its 
 influence we separated. Dined at Dr. Michener's, where 
 we had a large company of very interesting young people. 
 From here we went to New Hope, and had an evening 
 meeting, a promiscuous assembly, as few Friends live in the 
 place. We lodged at John Simpson's ; next went to Sole- 
 bury where the meeting was large ; and I hope it will be 
 an encouragement to some to enter more fully into the work 
 assigned them, and not put ofi". After dining with a Friend 
 named Reeder, we drove to Yardleyville, in the evening, 
 where we had a meeting. I went home with Sarah Flow- 
 
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 ers, ■who, ■with her son Charles, had been acceptably ■with 
 us several days. On Seventh-day I returned home, but I 
 feel the force of that saying of the Master, "When ye shall 
 have done all those things ■which are commanded, you say 
 we are unprofitable servants ; we have done that ■which ■was 
 our duty to do." 
 
 Eighth month 4th. — Left home in company with Dill- 
 wyn and Susan M. Parrish, and ■went to New York. Our 
 friend, Robert Willets, met us and took us to his house 
 First day he and his son went ■with us to Flushing, ■where 
 we met an interesting company in the old meeting house, 
 and felt that the banner spread over us -was love. Dined 
 at Robert Willets' house ; called to see the Bownes and 
 Sarah Hicks, a dear old friend 'whom I felt to encourage 
 in faithfulness for the remainder of her days, and to invite 
 the young people to give up all for Christ's sake. We then 
 returned to New York, and on Second-day morning took 
 the Harlem R. R. for Quaker Hill ; were met by James 
 Vanderburgh, at whose house we dined; then attended 
 Select Meeting. The current of life flowed freely, and my 
 way was open to exhort and encourage all to be faithful. 
 There seemed no obstruction ; the Word had free course 
 among them, though things were low, and their mid-week 
 meeting discontinued, which, I think, tends to weakness ; 
 may there be a revival ! There are precious minds among 
 them ; may God, by His grace, lead them upward and on- 
 ward, and establish them on the rock of Eternal Truth, 
 where nothing can prevail against them. Third-day was 
 the Quarterly Meeting for business ; it was dull and labori- 
 ous. Fourth-day a large public meeting, in which light 
 and life triumphed over death and darkness. The great 
 plan of redemption was shown to be simple, and all com- 
 
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 prised in the parable of the Prodigal Son ; that repentance 
 and amendment of life -were all that were required ; remis- 
 sion of sins followed, with admission into the Kingdom, 
 which waa found to be within, and stood in righteousness, 
 peace and joy in the Holy Spirit. Lodged and dined at 
 John James Vanderburgh's. I. Merritt took us to the 
 station, and we called at Jonathan Aiken's. They had 
 lately buried a daughter, their only one, and married but 
 a few months before. The bereavement was heart-rending, 
 but they seemed resigned and tranquil; He that gave had 
 taken, and they did not murmur at His will. Accompan- 
 ied by E. Haviland and E. Quinby, Aaron C. and George 
 Macy, we went to Ghent and lodged at George Macy's. 
 Fifth-day morning went to Hudson by railway, and to the 
 house of Aaron C. Macy. Attended meeting on Fifth- and 
 Sixth-days ; they have built a new meeting house, which 
 was nearly filled, though the members are not numerous. 
 A comfortable feeling prevailed. While we were in Hud- 
 son, I think we saw most of the Friends at 'the house of 
 Aaron Macy. Seventh-day morning we attended meeting 
 at Athens ; the subject was the reality of the Christian 
 religion, though from the imperfection of its professors, we 
 might be inclined to doubt ; then the parable of the " wheat 
 and tares ," " Let both grow together till the harvest, lest 
 in rooting up the tares, ye root up the wheat also." If we 
 undertake, of ourselves, to separate the good from the bad, 
 we make sad work of it. But looking to Infinite Power, 
 He commissions His angels to dj the work, and. it is done 
 right ; evils are removed and good established instead, and 
 all that is precious is saved. Dined at Abram Lawton's, 
 in the afternoon returned to Ghent, and on First-day 
 attended meeting there. A nice company came together, 
 
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 and the good Master broke bread and gave to distribute 
 among tbem. Scripture text opened witb life and power : 
 "Thus saith the Lord, The Heaven is my throne, and 
 the earth is my foot-stool ; where is the house that ye build 
 unto me? and where is the place of my rest? For all 
 those things hath mine hand made." This was enlarged 
 upon, for words flowed like a living stream. I told them I 
 felt it my mission to call the people away from a salaried 
 ministry and from all outward dependences to the teachings 
 of God's Grace or Holy Spirit in them, the anointing that 
 teaches all things and is truth and no lie. From here we 
 went to Chatham, where a large company collected ; the 
 subject was to draw the line between the spiritual and 
 the natural ; " No man knoweth the things of a man save 
 the spirit of a man which is in him." What the senses can 
 take in, what the rational powers can comprehend, — things 
 of every day life that lie open before us, — need no revelation ; 
 but things of higher order, things of God and pertaining to 
 the redemption of the immortal soul, no man can know but 
 by the Spirit of God, which searcheth all things, yea, the 
 deep things of God. The highest good that is designed for 
 man to enjoy in this life, and in that which is to come, is 
 revealed by His Spirit. We took tea at David Eay's 
 before meeting, and stopped a while after ; then went to 
 Henry Powell's and lodged. On Second-day morning we 
 returned to Hudson, and took cars to Hyde Park, where 
 we were welcomed by Thomas Stringham and his wife. On 
 Third-day attended meeting at Crum Elbow ; dined again 
 at Thomas Stringham's, and he took us to Creek Meeting, 
 where we were met by Thomas Sands. No one but a wan- 
 derer in the ministry can realize what has to be passed 
 through to prepare to meet continually large assemblies of 
 
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 diflferent states and conditions ; self must be reduced and 
 laid low, and all reliance placed on the opening by the 
 power of the Eternal Word. Then He who fed the multi- 
 tude of old, will furnish supplies adapted to the conditions 
 of the people, and a little thus furnished will satisfy. Took 
 tea at Alfred Underbill's, went to Thomas Sands's and 
 lodged, and in the afternoon attended meeting at Milan, or 
 Little Nine Partners, which was large. No meeting is held 
 there now, and the house had been opened but once in five 
 years. It was filled with an intelligent-looking collection 
 of people, mostly in the younger walks of life ; few of our 
 members, but of different denominations ; one minister was 
 present who, in conclusion, made a prayer for our preserva- 
 tion, that health and strength might be given to us to pros- 
 ecute the work in which we were engaged, and gave thanks 
 for the blessings received by the ministrations on that occa- 
 sion ; he said that they had been fed by Heaven's provision, 
 and desired we might be blessed in time to come. He 
 seemed humble and sincere. Before he arose I felt the 
 spirit of prayer, but not the commission to utter words, and 
 when I heard a voice in thanksgiving it met thefeelingand 
 I could respond, though the individual did walk under 
 another name, and sometimes received reward at the hands 
 of men. Though our testimony is clear against a salaried 
 ministry, I remember Job Scott, in speaking of these, said, 
 " He really did believe there were times when the Holy 
 Spirit came to their aid." The subject matter in this 
 meeting was mostly doctrinal. It is always trying to me 
 to speak upon disputed points, lest I should fail to give a 
 clear exposition ; but we cannot be our own choosers ; Orig- 
 inal Sin, Salvation by Christ, Baptism, and the Lord's Sup- 
 per, as it is called, were all touched upon and opened as 
 
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 we understand them. "We all come into the -world as pure 
 as Adam and Eve were when placed in the Garden of Eden ; 
 that which is natural is first, the senses and their gratifica- 
 tion, the world and its allurements come in to entice ; yield- 
 ing to these we transgress the Divine Law, and lose the 
 covering of innocence that clothed us when we came from 
 the hand of God. But we are not left here ; the Christ of 
 God, the Lord from Heaven, a quickening Spirit, comes as 
 a refiner with fire and a purifier of silver, as a swift witness 
 to show us where we are, and that by repentance and 
 amendment only can we be restored to favor. Expelled 
 from Eden, there is no return but by coming under the 
 flaming sword that turns every way to keep the way of the 
 Tree of Life. The Sword of the Spirit, the Word of God, 
 brings conviction, which, if heeded, effects conversion, 
 restores into favor, and reconciles to God. All is an inter- 
 nal work, eifected by the washing of regeneration and the 
 renewings of the Spirit, baptizing into its own nature and 
 essence. Here, too, is the Supper of our Lord Jesus Christ 
 partaken of. The heart opens to and receives Him ; He 
 breaks the bread ; His presence is the sustaining power. His 
 love is the best wine ; and in the enjoyment of this, all 
 shadows are dispensed with. We lodged with David Hicks ; 
 his son took us to Rhinebeck, from there by steamboat to 
 Poughkeepsie, and rested at Catharine Hicks's. In the 
 afternoon we called socially at George Corlies's and Alex- 
 ander Coffin's. On Sixth-day morning we took steamboat 
 to New York ; then on to Burlington. Here I parted with 
 my dear friends, Dillwyn and Susan M. Parrish, who had 
 been so acceptably with me. Truly they were armor- 
 bearers and helpers in the work. I went to Mount Holly, 
 took stage home, then on to Philadelphia. I found all 
 
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 well, and gratitude fills my heart for all the mercies dis- 
 pensed by the Father in Heaven. ^We traveled six hun- 
 dred and forty miles, about one hundred by private con- 
 veyance. I must not omit to mention the beautiful scenery 
 through •which we passed. We journeyed opposite to the 
 Catskill Mountains, on almost as great an elevation. The 
 atmosphere pure, the scenery beautiful, including hill and 
 valley, broad, cultivated field and meadow, and forest prim- 
 eval. Among the trees, the sugar maple, towering high in 
 full foliage, attracted my admiration. There is greater 
 variety of trees here than in New Jersey, and the people 
 are not so prodigal of them. They let them stand to beau- 
 tify the landscape, to retain moisture, and to provide shade 
 for beasts and homes for birds. Provision enough is made 
 by God for man and beast to induce such as have reason 
 to love and serve and praipe Him. 
 
 Ninth month 3d, 1866. — Since my return home I have 
 felt so tranquil and peaceful that nothing has seemed to 
 disturb. Yesterday attended an afternoon meeting at 
 Medford. The weather was exceedingly warm, but the 
 people came, and a goodly number ; and my good Master, 
 who has never yet failed me in time of need, was with us, 
 giving strength both to body and mind. Things opened 
 full and clear concerning the outward advent of the Mes- 
 siah, and spread in a very remarkable manner, — then how 
 He comes in Spirit and walks with His children, is with 
 them and in them, an ever-present Saviour, to teach them 
 the will of God and give them grace to fulfil it, to keep 
 them in the hour of temptation from all evil ; to lead them 
 safely through all the trials of this life, and finally bring 
 them into His Heavenly Kingdom. In reviewing my ser- 
 vice a solemn quiet covers my spirit, with reverent thank- 
 
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 fulness for the strength given ; for I am nothing, and the 
 language of my heart is : " Great and marvelous are Thy 
 works. Lord God Almighty ; just and true are Thy ways, 
 Thou King of Saints." " All nations shall come and wor- 
 ship before Thee, for Thy judgments are made manifest in 
 the earth. Thy everlasting Name be praised now and for- 
 ever." 
 
 14th. — Quarterly Meeting was held at Evesham ; we 
 had several strangers with us, and a comfortable feeling 
 prevailed. A number of Friends have been with us in a- 
 meek and humble spirit; may their labors be blest; some 
 in the meridian of life came out as advocates for the truth ; 
 my prayer is that they may grow and prosper. 
 
 Ninth month 26th. — Great have been the conflicts and 
 inward wrestlings which, combined with outward trials, 
 would surely overpower but for help from a power Divine ; 
 O my God, I pray Thee, leave me not in temptation, but 
 through the aid of Thy Spirit enable me to stand in noble 
 resistance against every presentation of the Soul's enemy ! 
 Thou hast withdrawn all human succor that I may lean 
 upon Thee only ; forsake me not in my great extremity ; 
 Thou knowest that I love Thee more than gold or silver, 
 that my meat and drink is to do Thy will ; bear me up and 
 give me once more to see that Thy grace is sufficient. 
 
 Eleventh month 3d, 1866. — Since my last entry scenes 
 have varied ; much of interest has transpired ; meetings 
 crowned with the Master's loving favor — one at Evesham, 
 one at Vincentown ; both large and solemn, and I trust 
 instructive to some at least. My soul magnified the power 
 of God, without which all our efforts to promote His cause 
 are vain. If Jesus of Nazareth could do nothing without 
 this power, surely we can not ; but with it much may be 
 
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 accomplished. I have attended two funerak — one of an 
 infant, one of a young woman ; all ages and classes are 
 called to join that assembly no mstn can number ; may I 
 be ready when called, and find acceptance. My short- 
 comings are many ; may God forgive, is my daily prayer. 
 
 Eleventh month 7th, 1866. — Our afternoon meeting 
 was large and unusually solemn ; that the impressions made 
 may be lasting is my prayer. My heart was filled with 
 thanksgiving and praise. Attended Philadelphia Quarterly 
 Meeting ; in this also we were blest with the presence of 
 Christ our Holy Head, and a sweet feeling prevailed. 
 
 Eleventh month 24th, 1866. — "We had several friends 
 to dine with us, which gave opportunity for pleasant social 
 mingling, and changed the current of thought to animating 
 subjects ; the efiects of a short interview are often attended 
 with good results. 
 
 First month 1st, 1867. — A new year has opened; I 
 greet it as a blessing from God ; may every day and hour 
 be spent to His glory, that the great end of creation may 
 be answered. 
 
 Third month 31st, 1867.— The great Author of my 
 being has been so good as to strengthen me in every way, 
 so that I am in a good degree comfortable ; may I make 
 the best amends in my power for all His favors ; to do His 
 will is certainly my pleasure ; to serve is my delight ; to 
 encourage the good everywhere and mar no one's happiness 
 is my desire. I am sensible there is no time to be idle, no 
 time to fold the hands and to be indifferent, lest we be 
 summoned in an unexpected hour, when our lamps are not 
 trimmed, nor oil in the vessel. 
 
 Fourtb month 25th, 1867. — A few days past have been 
 spent in the city, in performing a religious service for which 
 
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 I had held a minute for two months, my health having 
 been too delicate to enter upon it. My dear friend, Debor- 
 ah F. Wharton, has been my companion ; she also held a 
 minute of unity from Spnice Street Monthly Meeting. Our 
 concerns were similar, and truly have we harmonized in 
 the work. Tears of gratitude flow as I recur to the kind- 
 ness shown, and the feeling manifested. May I be humbled 
 more and more, and for every favor give thanks to God. 
 Almost the first thing that presented to me was to invite 
 ministers and elders in the city to come together. This 
 presentation bowed me as in the dust, the responsibility 
 seemed so great for such a little one as I ; and yet if the 
 Master commanded I must obey. They came together and 
 a sweet opportunity we had. I told them I had come 
 among them as a fellow-laborer and sympathizer, not pre- 
 suming to instruct a company I considered every way in 
 advance of myself Then I felt to open the state of Society 
 as it appeared to me, and the need there was for all who 
 take the lead to keep to the great fundamental principle ; 
 lest in the desire to advance, to become a luminous body, 
 to present an attractive front to the world, we slide away 
 from our moorings upon the rock, glide into the inventive 
 system, become merged into the mass of nominal professors, 
 and lose our identity as a people, which would be a great 
 loss to ourselves and the world. I reminded them we were 
 all frail and liable to err, that we needed to look favorably 
 upon one another, mingling often together, seeking oppor- 
 tunities to greet and encourage one another ; and above all, 
 that our abiding be in Christ, that in all our movements 
 we feel certified that He puts forth, then He will go before, 
 and make the work prosper. I attended all the meetings 
 in the city ; they were blest with the crowning presence of 
 
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 the Head of the Church ; to the praise of His grace be it 
 spoken. My prayer ever rises to God on high that He will 
 keep me low and humble, and exalt His own eternal Name. 
 I was at Darby, Frankford, Germantown and West Phila- 
 delphia, and in all these places I was comforted in meeting 
 with the people and feeling an evidence the Father's love 
 was si ill extended for their gathering; that with God there 
 is great mercy and plenteous redemption. "Whosoever 
 will let Him take the water of Life freely." We had one 
 meeting in a hall where the people generally were invited, 
 and a large company came. The subject was the effect of 
 Gospel power as portrayed by the blessed Messiah. " Every 
 valley shall be exalted, and every mountain and hill shall 
 be made low, and the crooked shall be made straight, and 
 the rough places plain." This was shown to be the regula- 
 tion of all the faculties God has given us, subduing every 
 proud thought, bringing down every high look. Though a 
 great many stood, an entire quiet prevailed, With my 
 dear friends Edward and Ann A. Townsend, I visited the 
 Eastern Penitentiary, where there were over six hundred 
 young men. Oh ! how sad it made me feel to see so many 
 in prison who, had they moved in the paths of virtue, would 
 have been as a bulwark to the nation. I did not feel it my 
 place to upbraid them with their sins, but to encourage 
 them to form resolutions to do right in future, and not to 
 think their lot more hard than they deserved ; that it was 
 a blessing to them to be arrested in their career of wicked- 
 ness and placed where they could reflect, and if sincerely 
 repenting of all their evil deeds, God would forgive them. 
 They were mostly still and attentive ; we were in five corri. 
 dors ; in one I felt to bring to mind the woman spoken of 
 when Jesus sat at meat in the house of a Pharisee, who 
 
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 came and stood behind Him and wept, bowed herself at His, 
 feet, washed them with her tears, and wiped them with the 
 hairs of her head. His compassion was all she implored, 
 and her desire was granted, for He looked upon her and 
 said : " Thy sins be forgiven thee." That same Holy One 
 is still ready to meet all such and blot out their iniquities, 
 though they may have been as scarlet. One young man 
 was found in tears ; said he was there for the first offence of 
 stealing, and if tears would but wash away the stain of 
 degradation they would flow as rivers. May God give him 
 grace to stand in all time to come. Much there was very 
 touching to a heart that could feel for erring human beings. 
 Dear Deborah F. Wharton and Ann A.Townsendspoke feel- 
 ingly and beautifully to them. Edward and Ann A. Town- 
 send also went with me to Moyamensing Prison, where were 
 over eight hundred, some under sentence and others waiting 
 trial. Load after load of vagrants, male and female, were 
 brought in while we were there. It was enough to make the 
 heartache, but we kept on as though there were no interrup- 
 tions ; all would soon settle, their attention become arrested 
 and they would listen. When we turned to leave, the keeper 
 ran after us to say he " never saw such quiet there before 
 in time of service,'' adding, " I wanted you to know it." He 
 said: " We have one old sinner here who will never give 
 any attention to sermons or serious things, but to-day he 
 listened, and said he could have listened all day." My 
 prayer is that God may grant repentance unto life to those 
 poor, wretched, and miserable creatures. In company with 
 Joseph C. Turnpenny and Deborah F. Wharton, I visited a 
 number of families in the neighborhood of Spruce Street 
 Monthly Meeting; some invalids and others in affliction of 
 various kinds. I love to mingle with the heart-stricken^ sit 
 
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 with them in solitary moments, and sympathize with them. 
 With Sarah J. Sharpless, I visited the same class in Eace 
 Street ; with Jane Johnson in Green Street ; and now it is 
 done I feel greatly relieved and comforted in the reflection 
 that I went from house to house simply from the impression 
 that it was right for me to do so, and left just what was 
 given me. In some places our mingling was all in a social 
 way ; in others a deeper feeling would take hold of the 
 mind, with a word of encouragement to struggle on and 
 hope for things not seen, trusting in the Great Helper 
 to carry through all. One dear old woman, not a member, 
 but one with us in feeling, said she had a presentiment of 
 our visit that morning ; in her deep sense of poverty she 
 was assured encouragement would come. Oh let us ever 
 follow the Master, rising up quickly at His call, ever ready 
 at His bidding to go and sit with the lowly. Jesus of 
 Nazareth set us an example ; He went about doing good. He 
 mingled with the poor and despised ; for it was His mission 
 to gather the dispersed and bring home the outcast, and He 
 was willing to share the ignominy heaped upon these, and 
 to give them His sympathy to encourage them to struggle 
 on, assuring them the end would crown all. There is no 
 condition in this life but has its trials ; weakh cannot 
 shield from these; though they may differ in many ways, 
 it requires no less fortitude to bear them, no less grace to 
 sustain under them. O my Father and my God ! be with 
 us all, I pray Thee, and in every time of proving be Thou 
 our strength and our stay, that we may never let go our 
 hold on Thee. Thou gave us an existence. Thou knowest 
 our infirmities. Thou rememberest we are dust : — send help 
 from Thy sanctuary and strength out of Zion, Thy Holy 
 Hill. 
 
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 Seventh Month 25th, 1867. — To-day I am seventy years 
 old ; there is no sadness in thinking so much of life's jour- 
 ney is over, so many of its ills encountered, so many of its 
 duties fulfilled. I would not recall the past if asking would 
 bring it ; a second trial might not come up to the first ; 
 humanity is weak and temptations various ; by grace only 
 can we prevail. My desire has ever been to honor my 
 Maker, to be a faithful servant, and to-day the feeling is 
 that with all my failures, nothing stands as a barrier 
 between my soul and its well-beloved. Thanksgiving and 
 praise to my all-merciful Father that He has not sufiered 
 changes and trials to overpower, that the mind by being 
 stayed on Him has not entirely lost its balance, though 
 often tossed as a " reed shaken by the wind." 
 
 Eighth Month 27th. — Attended Burlington Quarterly 
 Meeting in company with Martha Dodgson and Joseph 
 Powell, from Darby. In the meeting of Ministers and 
 Elders there was free expression on various subjects, but 
 good feeling prevailed, with an evident concern that all 
 might improve and reap instruction. The general 
 assembly was very large ; it is pleasant to see the people 
 come together on such occasions ; nothing I meet with is 
 more interesting than assemblies made up of all classes, 
 seekers after truth, desiring to know the way of the Lord, 
 and to walk in it. Towards these the streams of Gospel 
 love flow, for the Father of mercies delights to bless His 
 children. I felt it a privilege to be with the multitude in 
 partaking of these favors. We were kindly entertained by 
 our friend, Ehoda O. Lamb, whose husband, Restore S. 
 Lamb, had lately died. His illness was protracted, and for 
 months he was helpless with paralysis, but he bore all with 
 Christian meekness and great patience, while she, as a faith- 
 
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 ful wife, did all she could to alleviate. He is now released 
 from suffering, and no doubt all is well. We had a meeting 
 at Vincentown in the afternoon on First-day. The house was 
 full, but few members, as there were but few near. I feel 
 my mission is to the world of mankind, to invite all to 
 " Christ in them, the hope of glory," a present Saviour, a 
 Teacher to show all that will listen to His instructions the 
 way of Life and Salvation. The audience, though large, 
 was attentive and quiet, and a solemn covering spread over 
 us, and under it we dispersed. We took tea at Jacob 
 
 Githens's and lodged at Brown's, where we met Thomas 
 
 and Nancy Paxson, dear friends of mine. It was a feast 
 to be witKthem. Where the mind is like a well-cultivated 
 garden, with a free flow of language and a willingness to 
 divide mental stores, it is indeed a high privilege to be guest 
 and participant. Seventh day after the Quarter we were 
 at the Mount Meeting. Called at Josiah White's, a son of 
 John J. White. In all these families I had a word of en- 
 couragement for them and their children, that in early de- 
 votion a blessing would attend them. From here we went 
 to Barclay White's and lodged. He took us in his carriage 
 to Old Springfield, where quite a company convened. The 
 school children were brought in, and I think a blessing 
 from above rested upon us. Took tea with Dr. Kidgway, 
 and returned to Barclay White's to lodge. Next at Spring- 
 field and Mansfield Meetings, which were well attended, 
 and the Master of assemblies was there to provide an ample 
 supply, furnishing evidence that He can still bless the dust 
 of Zion and satisfy her poor with bread. From here we 
 went to Crosswicks' meeting, which was large, with a full 
 flow of life and love, encouraging all to endeavor to fill the 
 sphere assigned them, not looking at the weakness of oue 
 
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 another, but trying to get the victory over our own, and not 
 to weary in well-doing. From Crosswicks we returned 
 home, Joseph and Martha leaving for their homes. They 
 have been most acceptable companions. 
 
 21st. — "With Isaac Lippincott and wife went to Borden- 
 town and had an evening meeting ; the house was pretty well 
 filled and very quiet. The main subject here was the 
 sufficiency of grace, however weak the instrument; that 
 God would not give His glory to another, nor His praise to 
 graven images. First-day morning we went to Trenton ; a 
 large meeting. The Master was there to break the bread, and 
 I think the people were satisfied. In the afternoon we were 
 at the prison, over five hundred inmates there. Here the 
 Warden went with us to every ward, and introduced us to the 
 prisoners. We were kindly entertained at Isaac Stephens.' 
 He, with his wife and mother, went with us seventeen 
 miles to East Branch, where we attended a small meeting 
 This nearly closes my little service in Burlington Q. M. 
 
 Twelfth Month 31st, 1867.— To-day closes the year. I 
 have very carefully reviewed it, and though there have been 
 many misses and some duties deferred, there is on the whole 
 an assurance of the continued favor of my Heavenly 
 Father. May He never cast me out of His presence nor 
 take His Holy spirit from me, but renew this precious gift : 
 " then will I teach transgressors thy ways, and sinners shall 
 be converted unto Thee." 
 
 Sixth Month lOtb, 1874.— Through the mercy and 
 goodness of God I am able to embark upon my long con- 
 templated visit of love, to see how the brethren fare, and 
 feel with them in their difierent states and conditions. To 
 encourage the good is my only aim. Left Norristown in 
 company with John Haines and Anna Foulke. The day 
 
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 was lovely, and we passed swiftly through nearly three hun- 
 dred miles of picturesque and beautiful country, much of 
 the way along rivers, with mountains rising on either side, 
 covered with beautiful verdure. The elevations over 
 which we passed seemed to lift my spirit above the low and 
 ordinary things of life. We halted at Elmira and spent 
 the night, then bent our way to Farmington, where we 
 were met at the depot by our kind friend, Seth Bosworth, 
 at whose house we now are. 
 
 Seventh-day. —The meeting of Ministers and Elders was 
 a highly favored season. First-day attended the morning 
 meeting at Maeedon ; it was large, quiet and solemn, and 
 the stream of gospel love flowed freely. Second-day' morn- 
 ing opened the general Yearly Meeting, the usual business 
 was transacted, and a sweet covering prevailed. Third-day 
 morning I rose with grateful feelings, hoping for a continu- 
 ance of Divine favor. Went through all the queries and 
 considerable other business; the meeting very quiet and 
 solemn, no going out or unsettlement. Fourth day public 
 meeting was held, — an interesting, and, I trust, instructive 
 opportunity. Expressions of gratitude for favors received, 
 acknowledgment of the goodness and mercy of God to all 
 the workmanship of Ilis holy hand, were brought to view 
 with the obligation we are under to love and serve Him in 
 the way of His requirings, thus honoring Him in our daily 
 lives and conversation, and enjoying His holy presence 
 always in time and eternity. Fifth-day, after a sitting 
 wherein much business was transacted, advice given, accom- 
 panied with grateful feelings for the privilege of thus ming- 
 ling we separated. We then joined Canada Friends, 
 crossed Lake Ontario, and are now at the house of our kind 
 friend Letitia Barker, the widow of David Barker. We 
 
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 crossed the Lake in the boat "Norseman," sailed down 
 Quinta Bay in a small steamboat named "Shannon," a 
 pleasant voyage, several Friends in company, among them 
 Jacob Cronk and -v^ife, who are still with us. From here we 
 went on to Westlake, and were at a place called Melbourne. 
 We then continued our course to Bloomfield. Were at 
 James Armitage's and Isaac Wilson's with a large com- 
 pany of very interesting friends. Attended meeting here. 
 The subject seemed to be to show the difference between 
 true Christianity and Phariseeism ; between bigotry, super- 
 stition, and that sweet humility that assumes nothing to 
 self. We made a call at Stewart Brown's and lodged at 
 Isaac Wilson's, who the next morning, with his wife and two 
 children, took us to Jacob Cronk's at Pictou, where we 
 dined, had an hour or two of social mingling, then went 
 twenty miles to Belleville, where we took cars for Picker- 
 ing, the neighborhood and meeting of our valued friends 
 Nicholas and Margaret Brown, who now rest from their 
 labors, having lived long and useful lives in the exercise of 
 their gift in the ministry and in other relations in life. Our 
 friend Rowland Brown met us with his carriage and 
 brought us to his house, where we feel we may rest both 
 body and mind. 
 
 25th. — Attended Monthly Meeting. A goodly number 
 present, and a precious feeling spread over us. 
 
 27th. — Had a favored meeting at Uxbridge. We 
 made a visit to the widow Widdifield, and felt deeply 
 with her in her bereavement. E. Hillman took us 
 to Whitechurch, where a goodly number collected, and a 
 solemn quiet prevailed. Went to Ephraim May's to tea, 
 then on to Yonge St. to Oliver Phillips's, where we now are- 
 Here we had a comfortable meeting, and Isaac Armitage 
 
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 brought us twelve milea to Isaac Phillips's. In this place the 
 meeting is email. From here we went to Toronto and 
 lodged at John Hughes's, where we were met by our friends 
 Rowland Brown and wife, greatly to our j oy . With them we 
 went to Ingersoll and lodged at Ephraim Noxon's, whose 
 wife is a daughter of R. Brown ; our visit with these 
 friends was very pleasant. Then to Lobo to Daniel 
 Zavitz's. He met us at Kamoka and took us to his house. 
 In the evening his aged parents came, and with his family 
 we enjoyed social mingling, which closed under the canopy 
 of Divine love. First-day morning quite a large collection 
 of people came together, but my way seemed closed ; a dense 
 cloud seemed to rest over me, I could see nothing till our 
 friend Rowland Brown rose with a short lively communica- 
 tion. After it I felt a liberty to rise and express something 
 that had been passing before my mind on the object for 
 which we were assembled, with the duty of life ; the results 
 that followed an entire dedication to the will of God, but 
 the life did not rise into dominion as at other times. 
 
 Isaac Zavitz took us twenty-two miles to Levi Hillman's 
 at Basanquit. In this place they have an indulged meet- 
 ing held in Friends' houses. It was held at Levi Hillman's 
 by appointment this time, and proved an interesting occa- 
 sion. We rode three miles, dined, rested, and returned 
 with our kind friend I. Z. to his home. Here I met my 
 dear friend Harriet Vail ; in early life we had mingled in 
 sisterly feeling both socially and religiously, but near forty 
 years had passed since we had seen each other, though the 
 long separation had not lessened our regard. 
 
 Seventh month 7th. — Our friend D. Zavitz brought us 
 to London, where we took cars for St. Thomas. Our ride 
 this morning was delightful ; through a fertile country. 
 
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 highly cultivated and laden with the fruits of industry, 
 promising an abundant harvest. We rode ninety miles to 
 reach the last two meetings, forty in carriage, the rest by 
 railroad. The weather is excessively warm, and it has been 
 about as much as we could bear. Our friend Hugh 
 Webster met us and took us to his house. Here we part 
 with our valued friend Rowland Brown, a brother beloved 
 in the highest relationship, but we are blessed in having his 
 place filled by our kind care-takera Asa and Louisa 
 Schooley. 
 
 9th. — We came to Malahide, to David M. Bear's, where 
 we had a meeting appointed at four in the afternoon. We 
 were greatly fatigued traveling in the dust and heat. The 
 meeting small ; a political meeting near by drew many 
 away. But we did not meet in vain ; the beloved of Souls 
 ministered to the need of those present through a feeble in- 
 strument — to Him be all the praise. We rode on to Asa 
 Schooley's, where we are at ease and resting as under a vine 
 and fig tree where none can make afraid. 
 
 12th. — Were at Yarmouth Meeting, which was large 
 and solemn. Dined at Samuel Haight's, where a number 
 of Friends met us and we enjoyed social intercourse. Near 
 parting a Heavenly calm was spread over us, and under it 
 we separated, perhaps never to meet again on earth. We 
 then came to Henry Schooley's and took tea. A word of 
 encouragement went forth to them, and I shall not soon for- 
 get them. Our friend Asa Schooley was our care-taker to 
 Pelham, where we had a meeting. We lodged at Eichard 
 Wilson's and he took us to Bertie. With about three 
 hours in which to give notice, quite a company came 
 together in the evening. We lodged at Robert Wilson's and 
 he took us to Buffalo. We stayed at Willet Hazard's and 
 
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 attended their meeting. A very interesting assembly 
 gathered, and we were blessed with a full Qow of life and 
 love. 
 
 Second-day morning, the 20th of Seventh month, we left 
 for Rochester, where we arrived in safety and came to Wm. 
 Hallowell's. Third-day evening a meeting was appointed 
 for us, which proved a satisfactory opportunity. Fourth- 
 day morning our friend B. Reyneuf came with carriage and 
 took us to Mendon. A meeting had been appointed for us 
 at the eleventh hour ; a funeral also met at the same hour, 
 which brought together a large collection of pieople, mostly 
 young and middle-aged. It was altogether a moving 
 opportunity ; an unusual solemnity prevailed. Fifth-day 
 was their Select Meeting. 
 
 Sixth-day their Monthly Meeting was held, a deeply in- 
 teresting occasion to me. Divine life and love so abounded 
 as to melt many into tears. Could we but dwell in this, all 
 that can separate would be removed, and the " Unity of 
 the Spirit in the bond of Peace" be established. We 
 lodged with my dear niece Catharine Russell and her 
 husband. Were at William Cornell's one night, and took 
 dinner and tea at John J. Cornell's with a number of dear 
 friends, among them the wife of B. Reyneuf, his son's wife 
 and children, a lovely family. Our valued friends Wm. 
 Cornell and wife go on with us to Scipio, for which we are 
 truly thankful. Our journey lay through a rich farming 
 country. We rode twelve miles in a steamboat on Cayuga 
 Lake, quite a relief from the heat and dust that followed us 
 in the carriage. At Aurora we hired a carriage to take us 
 to John Searing's, where we were kindly received by him- 
 self and wife and sister Phebe Merritt, and their son and 
 wife. We had mingled together in near fellowship in early 
 
SAE-AH HUNT. 233 
 
 life, and to meet again was a comfort. We attended meet- 
 ing at South Street in the morning, at North Street in the 
 afternoon. Went to Ch3,rles Searing's, with a number of 
 others, and lodged. Here we part with our friends Wm. 
 and Phebe Cornell, whose company and assistance have been 
 a favor much appreciated. 
 
 27th. — I arose somewhat refreshed and thankful for 
 every favor. Eode eight miles to Union Springs, where an 
 evening meeting had been appointed for us. The day was 
 very rainy and the evening exposing, hence the collection 
 was small, but we were blessed with the loving presence of 
 our Father, andrejoiced'together in the evidence of the con- 
 tinuance of His love and goodness to His children. We 
 lodged with our friends Edward Eldredge and wife, 
 then left for Skaneateles ; were met by Anson Lap- 
 ham and kindly entertained. His wife I had known 
 from early life. Had an afternoon meeting, then took 
 the train for New York, reached Samuel Willets's near 
 sun-set, lodged with them, and next day came to my 
 present home in Norristown, Pa., humbled in spirit and 
 deeply impressed with a consciousness of my own weakness 
 and the sufficiency of the grace of God to enable all that 
 obey it to do His Will. " By grace, " said the great 
 Apostle, " I am what I am ;" and this precious gift wao not 
 bestowed in vain, but I labored the more abundantly. Oh 
 that I may be able to say the same ! Most willingly do I 
 serve at all times, ever leaning on the dear Master, looking 
 for the renewing of His Spirit day by day. O my Soul, 
 watch and pray always, that thou mayest be kept from all 
 evil, and in that meek an d quiet spirit owned by the Father ! 
 How shall I sufficiently magnify and adore the name of my 
 great Preserver, in that He has borne up my head aboVe 
 
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 the -waves of sorrow when I could say, " All Thy billows 
 passed over me " ? and strengthened me physically and 
 mentally to go on his errands, nor did He withhold the 
 renewings of His Holy Spirit. 
 
 Eighth month 26th, 1874— I left Philadelphia iu com- 
 pany with a number of friends, and in thirty hours was safely 
 landed at Mt. Pleasant, Ohio, and kindly welcomed by 
 Hannah GriiBth and children. They lodge about twenty, 
 take us to and from meeting, and render our stay delight- 
 ful. Meeting on Seventh-day was favored. Friends seemed 
 cheered to meet and greet each other in love, young and 
 old together. First-day morning's meeting was large and 
 solemn ; the one in the afternoon satisfactory. In the even- 
 ing at our lodging we had a time of waiting in sweet silence 
 and some expression, I suppose fifty or more were present. 
 Second-day the sitting was solemn and impressive, interesting 
 Epistles were read, and a flow of life and love prevailed 
 throughout. In the afternoon the school ccnference was 
 held, and was a most interesting occasion. Many of all 
 classes, even little children, were interested. 
 
 Ninth month 1st. — I rise with a thankful heart, and 
 humbly ask the continued care of the Great Helper, so to 
 move as to honor Him and accomplish the mission assigned 
 me. Fourth-day a public meeting was held. Met in ses- 
 sion to read the Indian report, the school also had a session, 
 and Fifth-day closed the Yearly Meeting. In the evening a 
 large company was at Hannah Griffith's, and a precious 
 covering spread over us, making it an opportunity worthy 
 of remembrance. On Sixth-day we separated, commend- 
 ing each other to the guardian care of the Great Preserver. 
 I went to a meeting appointed at Concord, a good company 
 assembled and a sweet covering spread over us. Dined at 
 
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 Benjamia Ellis Dungan's ; te and his wife took ua to 
 Charles Fox's. These dear friends have long been as epistles 
 written in my heart. The morning meeting at Plainfield 
 was large and highly favored ; one appointed in the afternoon 
 well-attended and satisfactory. I am now at Joseph Mead's, 
 where the wayfarer is made to feel at home. 
 
 Ninth month 10th, 1874. — Came to Wheeling, took car 
 for Salem, which place I reached in safety, and found 
 brother Stacy quite comfortable ; the weather very warm 
 and dry. The meeting was large and solemn ; very quiet 
 and serious attention given to gospel truths as they flowed 
 through a feeble instrument in their own simplicity. In the 
 afternoon at three o'clock went to a meeting appointed at 
 New Garden in a school house. We found a nice company 
 assembled, and had a comfortable time together. The Good 
 Shepherd was there, and fed His flock ; to Him be the 
 praise. Returned to Salem in the evening. 
 
 Second-day Wm. Nichols came for me with his carriage 
 and took me to Columbiana, where a meeting was held in 
 the evening. A small company assembled, but a sweet feel- 
 ing prevailed. Few members live here, death and removals 
 have reduced them, and it is likely the meeting will merge 
 into another ere long. From here I went to New Brighton, 
 to Thornton Walton's. Attended an appointed meeting 
 in the afternoon ; about thirty collected. It was a good 
 meeting : the language of invitation and encouragement 
 flowed freely to those assembled, and also warning, not to 
 put ofi'to another time the duties of the present, lest they 
 fail to accomplish the mission assigned them. After the 
 close I saluted many bright and pleasant countenances I 
 shall not soon forget. Ninth month 17th, went to Salem. 
 Eli Garrettson and sister Rebecca Satterthwaite took me to 
 
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 Deer Creek. We lodged at Ezra Branin's, -wlio is an old 
 and feeble man, kindly cared for by a daughter who lives 
 with him. The meeting was a solemn season ; when it closed 
 we went to Cope Eun to Joseph S. Hartley's. First-day morn- 
 ing attended meeting there ; the house was full and a very 
 interesting assembly ; a free flow of gospel love went forth 
 and individual duties to God and men were pressed home 
 and I believe fastened on many minds, with the accounta- 
 bility none can escape. From here we went to a meeting 
 held at a place called West ; a goodly company came to- 
 gether, and I trust some impression for good was made. 
 Went to Charles Middleton's to tea, and spent the evening 
 at Efibecca Mather's. After visiting a number of other 
 friends, Joseph S. Hartley and his wife took me to the train, 
 where I met Sarah Heacock, and we left for Waynesville, 
 arriving at eleven o'clock P. M. We lodged near the depot, 
 and next morning went to Rachel Evans's. 
 
 26th. — Attended the meeting of Ministers and Elders ; 
 many goodly Friends were present. May all dwell in that 
 love that gives ability to labor successfully in the Church 
 of Christ. First-day morning a large assembly convened, 
 and though hundreds were in attendance a very solemn 
 quiet prevailed. Very soon a spring of life stirred all 
 within me, and the language presented, " He that hath an 
 ear to hear, let him hear what the spirit saith to the 
 Churches," that through this channel of communication 
 the whole will of God was made known, and if heeded 
 as revealed, strength would be given to fulfil it, and 
 by simple obedience the soul immortal would be raised from 
 death in sin to a life of righteousness to the glory of God. 
 Seccnd-day the meeting for business convened. I felt to re- 
 mark that subjects of deep importance had brought us to- 
 
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 gether, to look into our state as a Society and renew our 
 spiritual strength, and I hoped our first aim would be to 
 draw nigh to God, and He would draw nigh to us, and 
 so solemnize our sittings that ia the conclusion all would feel 
 to acknowledge it was good for us that we had been to- 
 gether ; and I think in conclusion this was the united feel- 
 ing. The shutters were lowered, and I have seldom 
 witnessed such a close. The deliberations were all in 
 great harmony ; conclusions reached in feelings of unity. 
 The request for a new Yearly Meeting in Iowa was granted, 
 and a committee appointed to attend the opening next year. 
 One day we dined at Seth Furnas's with about twenty 
 others ; with thes3 and his son's family we had a religious 
 opportunity before leaving. Many of them were young 
 people ; they were exhorted to choose the good part none 
 could take from them. I think impressions were made that 
 will not be lost. Dined one day at Seth Haines's with a 
 large company. Their sou James took me to Springboro, 
 where we attended an afternoon meeting on First-day. The 
 country through which we passed was fertile and beautiful, 
 and the hand of industry had brought it to the highest 
 state of cultivation. I lodged at Dr. Wright's, whose wife 
 is a daughter of Amo3 Willetts, of New York. Parting now 
 with many dear friends I felt it best to return home. Am 
 now with my children. Eode fifteen miles yesterday to the 
 City of Washington to attend a meeting. About forty were 
 present ; we dined with Dr. Howland. After a time of rest 
 with my children in Virginia, I attended Baltimore Yearly 
 Meeting. Nearly all who were ths active members when I 
 first knew it are now gone from works to rewards, and 
 others labor in their places. My services in it were not 
 extensive, as there were many others in attendance with 
 
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 minutes. There is a growing interest among the young 
 and middle-aged ; several among them have openly avowed 
 they are on the Lord's side, and if they keep humble and 
 take His Holy Spirit for their guide they may be qual- 
 ified to act so wisely in the Church affairs as to keep her 
 moored on the Rock, the Rock of Divine Revelation, 
 against which the combined forces of human inventions 
 can never prevail. I found at John Brown's a pleasant 
 home. He is an invalid and a patient sufferer. The sittings 
 of the Yearly Meeting were favored, but the crgwn was 
 lost in the conclusion by closing in a hurry, crowding too 
 much business into one sitting, holding it until after dark, 
 preventing that swtet and solemn parting that proves the 
 last with very many. I came on to Wilmington, and spent 
 First-day. Attended their morning and evening meeting ; 
 went to Philadelphia, and attended meeting at Race 
 Street, on Fourth-day. Several hundred children from 
 Friends' School in attendance ; my testimony was, " God is 
 love, and they that dwell in God dwell in love." In this we 
 cannot harm each other ; " love works no ill to its neigh- 
 bor." And now I sit in my chamber and review the past 
 four months of continued travel, daily meeting strangers 
 and mixed companies. I feel no condemnation for any 
 commission in word or deed. Some little omissions rest 
 with me, but as they were not intentional, they are 
 reckoned as mistakes, not transgressions, and I can in rever- 
 ent thankfulness and deep humility say, in the language of 
 the Psalmist, " Return unto thy rest, O my soul, for the 
 Lord thy God hath dealt bountifully with thee. " I do in- 
 deed rest in sweetness and peace, with a great weight re- 
 moved that had been before me for many years, and the 
 portion yet unfinished seems light in comparison with what 
 
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 is fulfilled. I stand ready if life is spared till spring to en- 
 ter upon the remainder, and continue till a release is 
 sounded. 
 
 Sixth month 2d, 1875. — I left Philadelphia for religious 
 service in Indiana Yearly Meeting, reached Richmond on 
 the third, and attended Whitewater Quarterly Meeting. 
 Lodged at Noah Leeds's, and mingled pleasantly with Eliza 
 Starr and family and many other friends. The country 
 through which we passed seemed desolate, the grass light, 
 and wheat killed with the cold winter. The spring has 
 been cold and unfavorable for vegetation. The query 
 arose, What will there be to gather into the garners for 
 another year's supply ? This was in Ohio ; from there to 
 Indianapolis all was more fertile, fresh and beautiful ; then 
 for the space of seventy miles the country looked poor 
 enough, after which we entered the prairies, which abounded 
 with beauty. Joseph F. Schoiield and Ann Shoemaker are 
 my thoughtful care-takers and companions. To visit the 
 scattered members and mingle with them in their isolation 
 is the weight of my concern. Of the scattered members 
 there are many, but they are under the care of our all- 
 merciful Father, whose eye runs to and fro in the earth, see- 
 ing and guarding His children in every place and condi- 
 tion. At Peoria we stayed with James Ivins and family. 
 We had a meeting in their parlor ; a few neighbors were 
 invited in, and it proved an interesting occasion. From 
 here we took the morning train for Ipava, and were kindly 
 received at Joseph Russell's. At early candle-light a meet- 
 ing gathered in the basement of the Methodist Meeting- 
 house. They were repairing the main room in the building, 
 and a Presbyterian deacon was sent by their minister to 
 invite all over to their church, as they call it, as being 
 
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 more comfortable, but as the other had been freely granted 
 we remained where we were. It was the time appointed 
 for one of the Presbyterian prayer- meetings, but they ad- 
 journed, and all came to our meeting in a body. From 
 Ipaya we came to Burlington, Iowa, through a beautiful 
 country with well cultivated fields. There were hundreds 
 of acres of corn, all in good order, promising abundant 
 harvest. Oh that the ground of the heart and the 
 Heavenly seed may be as well cared for I At Mt. Pleasant 
 we called to see Sarah Dugdale, eighty-eight years old. Her 
 memory is nearly gone as to what passes now, but quick in 
 past experience, in Heavenly good, and in remembrance of 
 those who were devoted to serve Gud and advance the 
 cause of righteousness in the earth. She was only waiting 
 for the summons home, and a more beautifal specimen of 
 Christian redemption I never saw. We are now at Caleb 
 Russell's, near Prairie Grove ; here we had the company of 
 several Friends socially, and were interested in their con- 
 versation, it being upon subjects that evidenced thought 
 and reflection. 
 
 13th. — Attended the meeting of Ministers and Elders, 
 which proved satisfactory. First-day morning there was 
 a very severe storm, with thunder and lightning, yet 
 through all this the people came and filled the house. 
 Elihu Durfee was eminently favored to elucidate the doc- 
 trines of Christianity in their beautiful simplicity, and to 
 show that salvation could only be obtained through obe- 
 dience to the will of God revealed in the heart — Christ 
 within the hope of glory. All were solemnized, and I trust 
 impressions were made that will never be oTjliterated. A 
 meeting was appointed at four o'clock in the afternoon, 
 and though the storm continued the house was full, and 
 
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 the bread tke Good Shepherd only has power to give, 
 with His blessing added, was abundantly handed. Oa^he 
 fourteenth was held the Quarterly Meeting ; the meeting 
 for worship was long, though quiet and solemn ; several ap- 
 peared in testimony. Oh that all who speak in the assem- 
 blies would but begin in the life, rise with, and close ia it, 
 how much cause of stumbling would be avoided. A new 
 method has been adopted h: re : to close, rise and take lunch 
 before enterinT on the business of the meeting. It did not 
 unsettle so much as I should have supposed, and as many 
 take their little children to meeting, and labor hard before 
 going, they would hardly endure through all without re- 
 freshment. The meeting continued in session until five 
 o'clock in the afternoon. A little more lively, ensrgetic 
 action would add to the interest and facilitate business, and 
 enable meetings to close before Triends became too much 
 exhausted to appreciate or enjoy. The close, however, was 
 comforting as the shutters were lowered and we parted as 
 under the wing of the Father's love. Our dear friends, 
 T^homas and Mary Price, from Gunpowder, took us home 
 with them, and it did indeed seem like getting home. Their 
 son Edward took us to Mount Pleasant, where we took the 
 train for Marietta, and are now at the comfortable and 
 <juiet home of our friends, Amos and Rebecca Marsh. 
 
 Fifth-day 17th.— Were at Marietta Meeting. The 
 house was nearly filled, and a sense of Divine favor was 
 realized. 
 
 Sixth-day 18th. — ^We were at Minerva, had a meet- 
 ing in a school house, and the children attended. My friend 
 Amos Marsh took me this round, and back to his house, 
 where his wife had a repast provided for us, then on 
 to Albion, where we had an evening meeting; it was 
 
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 small and the spring of life low. We bow tlie seed in all 
 sorts of soil ; if happily some may spring up and grow, to 
 the praise of that grace by which we are saved, if we have 
 faith in its teachings, and look to God the giver to renew 
 it upon us day by day. We are now at Samuel Walton's, 
 at West Liberty, Iowa ; attended meeting here on First-day. 
 It was large and solemn ; many young people were present 
 whose manner evinced thoughtfulness, and I believe the 
 labor among them will not be lost. 
 
 Sixth month 23d.— We left West Liberty for Sterling, 
 where we were met by our fri'end Mark Penrose, and taken 
 to his house, there we found a warm welcome and much 
 needed rest. 
 
 24th. — ^We came through a beautiful country to East 
 Jordan Meeting, where a considerable number collected, 
 and the language of encouragement went forth ; a Heavenly 
 covering spread over all as a mantle. After meeting we 
 went to Elida Johns's. A death Lad occurred in a brother's 
 family, a child of one year old, and we attended the funeral. 
 It proved to be an interesting occasion ; the house was 
 nearly full, and all were admonished to prepare for the 
 summons to render an account of their stewardship, and so 
 to occupy their talents as to find acceptance with God. Our 
 friend Chalkley Johns took us to Francis Wilson's, where 
 we are resting. 
 
 Seventh month 2d. — We came to Clear Creek, to 
 Joshua Mills's. We attended the Monthly Meeting held here, 
 then went to Harry Mills's to dine. Our home was with 
 our friend Joshua Mills, who kindly took us from place to 
 place, and when our time came to leave started us on our 
 way to Bloomington, III., where we had an evening meet- 
 ing in a Friend's parlor ; it was solemn and satisfactory I 
 
SARAH HUNT. 243 
 
 think to all. From there we went to Benjamin villa, to 
 George HoUingshead's ; we called on a number of families, 
 and great kindness was shown us. 
 
 Seventh month 11th. — First-day morning meeting was 
 large, and it might be said as in the days of Fox, " Truth 
 reigned over all. " A solemnity prevailed that can only come 
 through the life and power of the gospel in its own blessed 
 authority ; the house, said to hold eight hundred people, was 
 filled, and the attention of all given in a remarkable degree. 
 My part was to call attention to the boundless mercy and 
 goodness of God to His children, in freely bestowing the 
 gift of His grace sufficient to enable them to do and sufier 
 all His will. We appointed another meeting in the after- 
 noon, which was greatly favored, and the people equally 
 attentive ; the language of my heart truly is, " What shall 
 we render unto thee, O God, for all Thy benefits ? " We 
 lodged at William Dorland's, and in the morning our kind 
 friend George Hollingsworth put us on our way to Hoopes- 
 ton, where we were kindly entertained by Richard 
 Lukens and wife. Their sons are settled near them, and 
 all interested in Society. Our meeting here was in a large 
 hall, and though the weather was oppressively warm a 
 goodly number came together. Joseph Schofield was 
 favored to spread before them Gospel truths, and the source 
 whence a minister must derive the qualification to preach, 
 that the anointing was as needful now as in the days of 
 the Apostles. Three ministers of other denominations 
 were in attendance ; my part was to encourage the seek- 
 ing to come home to Christ in them, and receive such coun- 
 sel and admonition as came to them through this pure 
 channel. 
 
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 14th, — We left Hoopeston and came to Honey Creek, 
 to Davis Eeynolds', near Terre Haute, on the Wabash 
 River, Vigo County, Indiana. Here but a few Friends re" 
 side. Our meeting was held in a Methodist house, as Friends' 
 meeting house was burned down during the war, and they 
 had not felt able to rebuild it. The house was pretty 
 well filled with a very attentive audience ; I felt it right to 
 bring to view the cardinal principles of the Society of 
 Friends, to say that with them minister and hearers stood 
 on equal ground, all alike having access to the same source 
 of light, life, and love; that no one was set apart to 
 occupy the time as ministers, no one prepared sermons 
 beforehacd ; that the prophets might all speak, one by one, 
 if anything was revealed to them. Great attention was 
 given, and they were very desirous to have another meet- 
 ing, but we felt no authority or liberty to appoint another, 
 as overdoing is undoing. From thence we came to Blue 
 River, where we had two large and highly-favored meet- 
 ings ; we were too much fatigued to make many calls on 
 Friends' families, which we regretted, as these Friends are 
 remote from other meetings, and seldom have visiting 
 Friends with them. From Blue River we came to Pendle- 
 ton, the home of our kind care-taker Joseph Schofield. 
 
 23d. — We made two visits, social and religious ; the 
 feeling was precious, parting under the covering of the 
 Father's Love. 
 
 24th. — I look towards home with a longing desire to get 
 settled down in quiet. To recount the mercies of my 
 Great Helper, my Father and God, humbles me as in the 
 dust, — how faith in His power has removed mountains and 
 dispersed difficulties, and how marvelously way has been 
 made to fulfil His will. It is in the Gospel mission to com- 
 
SAEAH HUNT. 245 
 
 fort the mourner, to raise the desponding and rouse the 
 indifferent and careless to increased vigilance, that all may 
 so run as to obtain the prize. 
 
 28th. — Dined at Edward Roberts's ; several others were 
 also there ; they are bright, social people, free and affable : 
 they had been on a visit to the Indians by appointment, 
 and were encouraged by the improvement manifested. 
 
 29th — Took a ride to where the waters of Fall Creek 
 rush in their fury, sweeping away fences and flooding corn 
 fields and meadows. We met one man going to look at his 
 wheat; he had sixteen acres, all cut and cured in the best 
 manner, ready to thrash in the field, as is their custom in 
 this country ; two-thirds of this was swept away, and the 
 remainder covered with water. He said there would have 
 been three or four hundred bushels. Happily he had enough 
 beside to live upon, but many have lost all. Not only here 
 have the people suffered from the severe storms, but 
 through a wide extent of country. 
 
 81st. — Still raining, it seems dismal and gloomy ; never 
 do I remember a time when blasting and mildew threatened 
 to destroy all things vegetable so alarmingly as now. Can 
 we turn to Him who has all power and say, " Spare not nor 
 have pity until Thy gracious purposes in these visitations 
 are accomplished, and men own Thy supremacy and right 
 to rule?" 
 
 Eighth month 1st. — It is still raining. We prepared for 
 raeeeting and tried two places of crossing, but the bridges 
 were either carried away or the waters sweeping over them 
 so that it was unsafe to cross, we returned and attended 
 the meeting held m Pend'.eton at three o'clock ; it was 
 small, but the good Master was with us, and a precious 
 feeling spread over us, and under it we parted. Quite & 
 
246 jouenaij op 
 
 number of Friends went with us to Joseph Schofield's to 
 tea. 
 
 2d. — Still rain and mist. It looks discouraging to start 
 for home, but it may be still worse, and if ve hear of no 
 break we think to venture. At the time we set we left for 
 Philadelphia at nine o'clock in the evening. The rain had 
 fallen in such quantities the land was flooded, and for hun- 
 dreds of miles the water lay in pools all along the railroad. 
 At Pittsburgh the Monongahela Eiver was rising several 
 inches an hour. It seemed like taking life in one's hand to 
 travel at such a time, and cross the mountains when a'.l the 
 streams were swollen aud rushing down in fury ready to 
 sweep all before them. I felt a holy awe to cover my 
 spirit, and cast my care on Him who has all power to save, 
 resigning myself to meet whatever might come, and He 
 that rules the tempest and rides the storm brought us safely 
 through to our destined haven. 
 
 Eighth month 8th. — I feel the necessity of dwelling in 
 the spirit of prayer as the only safety, so many are the 
 frailties of humanity. It is a pleasant morning, and I am 
 happy in the sweet quiet of home. Attended meeting, 
 which was small but solemn ; one woman, a widow, brought 
 in six little children. My mind often recurs to incidents 
 in my late journey ; to merciful preservations and Divine 
 openings in meetings and in families where my lot was cast. 
 He that said to His disciples, " Take no thought beforehand 
 what ye shall speak, but whatsoever shall be given you in 
 that hour, that speak ye, " fulfilled His promise. Matter 
 suited to the people at the time so presented that I often 
 had to marvel when made acquainted with the condition of 
 individuals afterward. But I had to dwell in the inner 
 Sanctuary, and go down to the lowest depths of baptism. 
 
sakah hunt. 247 
 
 emptied of all that would divert the attention from listen- 
 ing to the still small voice of the true Teacher, Shepherd 
 and Bishop, who feeds His sheep with the bread of Life, 
 and always gives what is the best for them. A desire to 
 partake daily of that bread God alone can give increases 
 our spiritual strength, and we are sustained day by day in 
 an humble trust that all will work together for good if we 
 patiently endure the turning and overturning of the Divine 
 hand until all the powers we possess are brought into con- 
 formity to the will Supreme, possessing in degree that meek- 
 ness and lowliness that so beautifully characterized Jesus 
 Christ during his ministrations among men. 
 
 Eighth month 15th. — I went to Oceanport, where I 
 was kindly received by my friends Thomas and Eliza Wil- 
 liams, and though a loneliness covers my spirit I feel 
 thankful for this, as for other blessings. Dearest Father, 
 preserve me while here from saying or doing aught that 
 would dishonor Thy name, or turn any aside from the right 
 way. Toward evening we rode to the sea ; the solemnity 
 and grandeur strikes the mind with awe, and lifts the soul 
 above the petty scenes of every day life that vex and try, 
 rising above all these to Him who set bounds to the great 
 deep that it should not pass. 
 
 [In the spring of the year 1877 Sarah Hunt removed from Nor- 
 ristownto reside with her only suryiving child, Sarah, the 'wife of 
 David Ferris, near West Grove, Chester Co., irithin the limits of 
 New Garden Monthly Meeting, where the following records were 
 made.] 
 
 I have attended every meeting on the continent of 
 America that is in unison with us [some in the far west may 
 have been established since my last journey over the moun- 
 tain range]. In early life my mission was to mankind gen- 
 
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 erally, high and low, rich and poor, the prisoner in his cell, 
 and legislative bodies, and I was always received with 
 that cordial attention the Gospel of Jesus Christ invites. 
 And I thank Thee, O God of mercy and love, for all Thy 
 favors, and humbly pray that Thou wilt bear me up through 
 all that is yet to come while probation continues, and ac- 
 cept the immortal spirit when disrobed of its clay vest- 
 ments. 
 
 1883. — I miss the companionship of a kind and loving 
 husband, who was almost always by my side ; social in feel- 
 ing, communicative in disposition, of large experience, dis- 
 creet and prudent, sound in judgment, a counsellor to me 
 of great value. Twenty-nine years we spent together in 
 that harmony that makes home a place of rest. Is it any 
 marvel that a loneliness sometimes comes over me as I sit 
 and muse, that brings the tears ? 
 
 Fifth month 6th, 1883. — First-day our meeting was 
 large and highly favored ; it seemed as though the heavens 
 were opened, and the anointing flowed like oil. Gospel 
 truths were opened and enlarged upon in such a clear and 
 impressive manner, I said in my heart, it is the Lord's 
 doing, and marvelous in mine eyes. And now I am look- 
 ing toward our Yearly Meeting, and I pray the Father of 
 all our sure mercies to be with us in our deliberations; 
 that the affairs of the Church may be conducted in a way 
 to honor His holy name, and strengthen the members ; 
 that our abiding henceforth may be in the true vine, Christ 
 Jesus ; that our faith may never fail in the sufficiency of 
 grace to accomplish the mission assigned us. One thing 
 more I must state : on my way home from meeting to-day, 
 after such high favor, I felt so poor, I queried why it was, 
 and the answer came that satisfied ; the empty vessels only 
 
SARAH HUNT. 249 
 
 can be filled, and Mordecai, after riding the king's horse, 
 arrayed in the king's apparel, put on sackcloth and sat 
 down at the king's gate. 
 
 Ninth month 2d. — I feel there is need of close investi- 
 gation into all my daily movements, that I may by my 
 actions adorn the profession I make, and be worthy the 
 place I feel called to fill in the Church of Christ. Christ's 
 words are truth, and His name I delight to honor; the 
 highest aspiration of my spirit is to be like Him in all 
 things, in meekness, in humility, in self-sacrifice in a close 
 walk with Him, in love of the brethren, in mingling with 
 the world ; He did not shut Himself up as a recluse, but went 
 forth with the multitude that gathered around Him to hear 
 His words, and be healed of all their maladies. He is in- 
 deed the door into the sheep-fold, the true Shepherd and 
 Bishop of souls, inviting all to enter and be saved with an 
 everlasting salvation. Oh that mankind would listen to 
 the still small voice that speaks in the language of love, 
 saying : " Come unto Me, all ye that labor and are heavy 
 laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, 
 and learn of me, for I am meek and lowly in heart, and 
 ye shall find rest unto your souls." All that will come may 
 come, none are excluded. 
 
 Twelfth month 9th, 1883.— To the lover of Nature she 
 speaks a varied language ; to her admirers she gives lessons 
 of instruction at every turn ; to the close observer there is 
 beauty in all our paths. Go where we will the handiwork 
 of the Supreme Architect stands out in grandeur; all around 
 us the changing seasons, as they come and pass away, are 
 enough to inspire homage to Him who said, " They shall not 
 fail." How can we do other than walk humbly before 
 Him who maketh the clouds His chariot, and rideth 
 
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 upon the wings of the wind? glorious in holiness, beautiful 
 in praises, doing wonders ! O my soul, abide in His 
 temple ! He alone is my Rock and my portion forever. 
 Thou hast lifted me up to the heights, and brought me 
 down again to the depths, and blessed be Thy name. 
 
 1884 has opened upon us. What months to come will 
 bring is veiled from us. We ask of Thee, O Lord, that 
 Thou wilt prepare us to meet all the dispensations meted in 
 Thy wisdom with calm resignation. We know Thy ways are 
 unsearchable, and Thy judgments past finding out. All my 
 life Thou hast been my strength and my stay ; may the 
 angel of Thy presence be with me to the last. Thou hast led 
 me in paths I had not known, and given me to reap where 
 I had not sown ; my range has been wide among Thy chil- 
 dren, and I have shared their love and their confidence in 
 large measure. For this also I give thanks, and praise Thee, 
 for all good comes from Thee. 
 
 How precious is the privilege of prayer, that in faith 
 and confidence we can approach the throne of grace, and 
 feel the favor of the promise, that all sincere petitions will 
 be heard and answered openly. Dearest Father, grant me, I 
 pray Thee, grace and strength to do Thy will, and answer 
 the end of my creation. 
 
 19th. — While I sit in my warm, comfortable room, I 
 think of the thousands that by storm and flood are left in 
 great suflfering. Mothers with infants, the sick and help- 
 less, the aged and infirm, to whom death would be a wel- 
 come messenger bringing release from all suffering. I know 
 it is possible to arrive at a state where heaven and earth 
 are so completely blended that all anxiety is taken away. 
 
 Fifth month 4th, 1884. — Our annual gathering is ap- 
 proaching ; may the wisdom that comes from above direct 
 
SARAH HUNT. 251 
 
 all deliberations, that we may deepen in the inner and 
 hidden life, feel we are benefited by mingling together, 
 and be stimulated to greater vigilance in our devotions 
 when we return to our little meetings at home. I feel too 
 weak to be of much use there. Lord, help my infirmities ! 
 During my last visit in Philadelphia I attended meeting 
 held on Eace Street. It was large, and to me very in- 
 teresting; the spring of Gospel ministry was opened full 
 and clear, with power of utterance very unusual, from the 
 text, " When thou wast young thou girdedst thyself, and 
 went whither thou wouldst, but when thou art old another 
 shall gird thee, and carry thee whither thou wouldst not." 
 The first was to follow the natural inclinations, to choose our 
 own course, without restraint, which ever brought con- 
 demnation and distress, when left alone in quiet reflection. 
 The second was turning away from all these indulgences, 
 and putting 01 the girdle of truth and right ; and the 
 strength that came with these to resist temptation, to inspire 
 confidence, to put aside obstructions, to master difficulties, 
 was incalculable ; we had an example in the Apostle Paul ; 
 neither priest, nor scribe, nor Pharisee, nor all combined, 
 could turn him from his high purpose, to gather soula to 
 Christ ; its enlargement of thought is wonderful, no lan- 
 guage can define it, no eloquence can tell its workings ; 
 feeling only can realize its glorious unfoldings. I had for 
 a long time been drawn to this place, and the people that 
 might assemble there to worship the Holy One, and the 
 
 opportunity was ample, all I could desire ; Haines, 
 
 from New Jersey, followed in a brief, lively testimony, and 
 Edith W. Atlee, in prayer, after which the meeting 
 closed. I feel the need of sympathizers ; I am old, the 
 weight of years is upon me ; resolution may be wanting ; 
 
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 strength must come from above. Companions have gone 
 before to their eternal rest. " My days are passed, my pur- 
 pose broken off, even the thoughts of my heart." 
 
 Fifth month 20th. — The morning is beautiful ; all nature 
 is in its freshness ; the sugar maple in front of my window 
 presents an attractive Btateliness ; not a leaf is moved, it 
 stands in all its lofty proportions ; evidences of an Almighty 
 power are spread out in full view ; how can any one fail tc 
 lift up the heart in gratitude and praise to its Author and 
 Creator. May I love Him and serve Him till called to a 
 world still more glorious, where nothing can come to inter- 
 rupt ray calm settlement and enjoyment. 
 
 Seventh month 27th. — Eighty-seven years have passed 
 away ; my condition to-day is like a tree standing alone 
 in an open field stripped of all its branches ; the storms 
 assail it, but it moves not nor changes in any way ; 
 it is ready for the axeman to lay it low, to remove it 
 from its place, that something more useful may occupy 
 it. The time of fruit is over ; no change can bring again 
 the past in beauty or in usefulness, but the past has many 
 sweet remembrances that will never be obliterated. The 
 gladsome voices of loving friends ever rise in thought as 
 Heaven-appointed agents to smooth my earthly pilgrimage 
 to a better country. I mourn over the state of the Church 
 militant : still, I believe there are many spiritually-minded 
 in the various associations that bear the name of Christ 
 that God will own in the day of final judgment, and seal 
 with His signet, " I have chosen Thee, and Thou art mine." 
 Trials come in various forms ; through much tribulation we 
 enter the Kingdom of rest and peace. None can measure the 
 length, and the breadth, and the height and depth of all 
 we have to feel. Lord God of Hosts, send us help in all 
 
SAEAH HUNT. 253 
 
 our extremities, be as a wall of defense •when we sigh in 
 secret, and when outward consolation is withdrawn, be to us 
 as the shadow of a great rock in a weary land. Our valued 
 friends, Watson Tomlinson and Joseph B. Livezey, are 
 now passing from house to house amongst us, breaking the 
 bread of life, awakening some and comforting many ; they 
 have the seal of true apostleship ; they sow the seed that 
 must bear fruit to the glory of the great Husbandman ; 
 they water the plants of His right hand planting. They 
 attended our meeting yesterday ; it was large, and a holy 
 solemnity prevailed, and closed with prayer, thanksgiving 
 and praise; tears flow as I review and feel assured that 
 there are yet true witnesses to the power of the word of 
 Divine Life. The Gospel of our Lord Jesus Christ is, and 
 ever will be, " Glad tidings of great joy to all people." 
 " "Whosoever will let him take the water of life freely." How 
 full, how precious is the love of God that would gather all 
 into the fold of rest and peace. No finite conception can ever 
 measure its power, it being boundless. 
 
 Ninth month 31st. — We have had a long dry time, 
 nearly if not quite a month ; it was as though a withering 
 blight was passing over us,, and the freshness and beauty 
 of vegetation changed to the seared leaf falling to the 
 ground; but lo, the scene is changing I the rain falls 
 gently, and my heart is lifted up in thanksgiving and 
 praise, that Thou hast remembered us in mercy once more. 
 Oh that the springs of divine life may be opened to refresh 
 the immortal soul, and keep it alive in Thee. 
 
 Tenth month 13th.— I have been spending a few days 
 with my dear friends, William and Elizabeth Hughes, and 
 in social converse enjoyed much of an interesting character. 
 Can we sufficiently appreciate the gift of speech by which 
 
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 we impart and receive ideas, cheer and comfort each other ? 
 With them attended the Circular Meeting at London 
 Grove. It was large and interesting ; several testimonies 
 were borne to the sufficiency of grace to save the soul if 
 obedience is given to all its teachings. " What is known 
 of God is manifested in man." 
 
 Sixth month 10th, 1885. — In the anguish of my spirit 
 I turn to Thee, O my Father. I asked for life, and Thou 
 gave it, may I use it to Thy honor ; my heart's desire is to 
 glorify Thee while I live, and finish the work Thou gavest 
 me to do. Only grant me but the lowest place with Thee, 
 and I ask no more ; forgive my sins, and let my short- 
 comings be blotted out of remembrance forever. Thou 
 knowest, O my God, " The Spirit is willing but the flesh is 
 weak." 
 
 Seventh month 25th, 1885. — This day I am eighty-eight 
 years old. My sight is getting dim ; I will close these 
 memoirs with thanksgiving and praise to my God, who has 
 been with me from my childhood to the present time, my 
 strength, ray joy, and my exceeding great reward, and I 
 pray, O my Father, that Thou wilt not leave me in old 
 age, but continue Thy blessings to the end. Oh send the 
 angel of Thy presence to guide the Spirit home to the rest 
 Thou hast in store for all that love Thee, and do Thy will, 
 even so it be. 
 
 Seventh month 25th, 1886. — To-day I am eighty-nine 
 years old. I seem to live to so little purpose. I marvel I 
 am held here so long. I humbly ask my God for patience 
 to endure all that is yet to come. I know humanity is weak 
 and infirmities increase ; my daily concern is that I may 
 not dishonor the ever-blessed truth by word or deed. 
 
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 Eleventh month 8th, 1886. — I have been cheered by a 
 visit from my dear friend, William Starr, from Richmond, 
 Indiana. He came fifty miles to see me, and I am sure it was 
 much more than the cost to me. O for more of that fellow- 
 ship that will induce the young to make sacrifices to 
 brighten the 'pathway of those descending to the tomb. 
 
 Eleventh month 23d. — A dark, cloudy morning. I have 
 much to be thankful for, a warm, comfortable room, no 
 particular suffering or lack of care ; though ■winter is near 
 there is no feeling of dread. 
 
A TESTIMONY OF NEW GAEDEN MONTHLY 
 MEETING, CHESTER CO., PA., CONCERN- 
 ING SARAH HUNT. 
 
 The way of the juit is 'uprightness, Hum that art upright dost direct the path 
 of the just Yea, in the v ay of Thy judgments., O Lard, have ue waited for Thee. 
 To Thy na-me and to Thy memorial is t/tedesire of our souls. —Isal&h 26 : 7, 8. 
 
 Sarah Hunt was born the 25th of the Seventh month, 
 1797, at Milton, Saratoga County, N. Y. Her parents, 
 Jonathan and Susanna Morey, were in early life convinced 
 of the Principles of Truth as professed by Friends, and, 
 with four children, were received into membership in the 
 Society. Jonathan became an approved minister, and his 
 wife an influential elder. 
 
 Sarah Morey, their second daughter, was of a delicate, 
 nervous temperament, tender conscience, and reverent spirit. 
 Of herself she has written : " I well remember, when but 
 five years old, how very keen were my sensibilities and affec- 
 tions ; how ardent my love for my parents and those ad- 
 vanced in life." 
 
 When only thirteen years of age, being of a lively turn 
 of mind, she often accompanied her sister and brothers to 
 their social circles and recreations, in which she appears to 
 have been a favorite. 
 
 Very soon, however, her tender spirit experienced a 
 check to these gratifications, and at seventeen she felt re- 
 strained from indulging in many of the amusements and 
 fashions common to those of her age, and about that time 
 adopted the plain dress and address to which she ever after- 
 wards adhered. 
 
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 Through the workings of Divine Grace iu her heart, she 
 found that her peace rested most in self-denial, watchfulness, 
 and prayer, and the companionship of her seniors of deeper 
 religious experiences was very grateful to her. 
 
 In her nineteenth year she entered into marriage with 
 Benjamin Underwood. 
 
 For several years of her early womanhood, and at times 
 in later life, she suifered greatly from physical debility and 
 extreme nervous prostration, in which she had seasons of 
 strong temptations, sore trials, and deep provings of her 
 faith. But Truth wrought the victory. " O God ! Thou 
 only knowest the inward agony I endured." But " I had 
 to pass through all these sufferings that I might know from 
 experience how to feel for my fellow-creatures, and testify 
 to the sufficiency of His grace, who will not suifer any to 
 be tempted above what they are able to bear." 
 
 Thus she felt that her Heavenly Father was fitting and 
 preparing her for His service. 
 
 About her twenty-fourth year she appeared in the min- 
 istry, and two years later her gift was acknowledged. She 
 felt in an humbling sense the responsibility resting upon her 
 as a minister of the Gospel ; and oftener than the returning 
 morning did her aspirations ascend to the Throne of Grace 
 for preservation in the Everlasting Truth and a qualification 
 to divide the word aright. 
 
 Her husband died in 1839, after a lingering, painful ill- 
 ness. She was left with five daughters, and but small tem- 
 poral means to rely on. In her affliction she sought the 
 Source of all comfort, and found an ever-present Helper in 
 time of need. 
 
 In 1841 Sarah Underwood obtained a minute from 
 Rochester Monthly Meeting, endorsed by Farmington Quar- 
 
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 terly Meeting, setting her at liberty to visit, in Gospel love. 
 New York, Philadelphia, and Baltimore Yearly Meetings 
 and their constituents, and to appoint meetings as way 
 opened, her concern being as much to others as those of her 
 own Society. In her journal she has written : " I feel that 
 my mission is to all intelligent beings." In this service she be- 
 came widely and favorably known as the bearer of glad tid- 
 ings of great joy to many people. Many of the meetings 
 attended were occasions to be remembered, the Power of 
 Truth so pervading the assemblies as to bind them in ten- 
 der feelings of reverence and love for the Giver of every good 
 and perfect gift. 
 
 In 1843 she removed to Shrewsbury, N. J. About two 
 years later she was married to Elisha Hunt, of Moorestown, 
 with whom she lived in much unity until his decease in 
 1873. In all these years, in a home abounding in plenty, 
 she did not forget she lived to do the work of her Master, 
 As fields for labor were presented to her in the light of duty, 
 she strove to obey tlie manifestation, and obedience thereto 
 brought to her peace and joy. 
 
 In the spring of 1877 she removed to the neighborhood 
 of West Grove, to reside with her only surviving daughter, 
 where the most of her remaining life was spent, becoming a 
 member of New Garden Slonthly Meeting. 
 
 Nearing fourscore years, enfeebled by age, and almost 
 blind, she felt that her life's labors were nearly finished, but 
 willing yet fur any work Truth required of her, even to 
 waiting quietly and hopefully to bo gathered to rest in the 
 Father's own good time, she writes : " The Almighty Arm 
 is not withdrawn, and I must rest upon it forevermore." 
 
 The dedication of her life to the service of truth seems 
 to have been complete; in which service she attended al- 
 
260 JOUENAL OP 
 
 most, if not all, the meetings of her Society on this conti- 
 nent, many of them several times, and held many meetings 
 amongst the people generally, visited prisons and public in- 
 stitutions, labored for the abolition of the death penalty, ad- 
 vocated prison and other reforms, and was favored to gain 
 mostly a respectful hearing from legislators and legal 
 bodies. She also visited and mingled in many families in 
 the different meetings, including the scattered Friends in 
 the far west isolated from all meetings, and was enabled to 
 make lasting impressions on many minds while thus en- 
 gaged. 
 
 She was often led to supplicate, not only for herself but 
 for those whom she loved, and even all people. Once she 
 writes : " my Father, give me daily bread sufficient to 
 keep me alive unto Thee, and I am satisfied. Send light 
 from Thy sanctuary, my Father, to illumine my path- 
 way. Let Thy grace be my teacher in every condition: 
 Thy holy spirit my comforter. Bless my companions in 
 life with the abundance of Thy goodness, that in its abound- 
 ings they may see the loveliness of truth, its excellency and 
 value, and embracing its unfoldings be transformed into 
 Thy likeness and beautified with salvation." 
 
 Warmly did her love go out to all with whom she came 
 in contact, and especially did it embrace the young married 
 peopleJn her beloved Society, — those to whom was entrusted 
 the care and training of the children, — desiring that they may 
 so walk before the little ones as to gather them into the true 
 fold where they would learn the voice of the true Shepherd 
 and follow only where He may lead. 
 
 She knew in what power she had trusted all through a 
 long and eventful life, and she longed that others might 
 drink at the same fountain of living water. 
 
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 Her last extended visit was to New York Yearly Meet- 
 ing and its constituents on Long Island in the early summer 
 of 1879, which was performed to her satisfaction and peace 
 of mind. 
 
 Not having physical ability to meet with her Prepara- 
 tive Meeting of /Ministers and Elders in the spring of 1888, 
 those composing it made a visit to her in her home. She 
 was frail in body but strong in spirit, and rejoiced to meet 
 her friends. The greeting over, after a short but impressive 
 silence, she was most feelingly led in testimony, in which she 
 gratefully alluded to the many preservations she had expe- 
 rienced and the numberless blessings that had been showered 
 upon her all aloncr her life's journey, and encouraged all to 
 a faithfulness in the performance of whatever may be re- 
 quired of them. 
 
 In the following winter and spring her weakness of body 
 had so much increased cs to confine her to her room, and 
 much of tbe time to her bed. But she retained her fresh- 
 ness of spirit, feeling, as she expressed to a friend, "There is 
 not so much as a grain of wheat between me and the King- 
 dom." And sometimes ready to query, "Why am I left? 
 And how much longer must I stay ? " 
 
 On the 16thof theSeve th month, 1889, aged 91 years, 
 11 months, and 21 days, the spirit was released from the 
 clay tenement, and on the following Fifth-day all that was 
 mortal of her was interred in the burying ground at "West 
 Grove. A solemn meeting was held on the occasion, and 
 testimonies borne to the beauty and value of a life so early 
 and so fully devoted to the service t f truth. 
 
 Read in and approved by New Garden Monthly Meeting 
 of Friends, held the 8th of First month, 1891, and directed 
 
262 JOXTENAL OF SARAH HUNT. 
 
 to be signed iind forwarded to the approaching Quarterly- 
 Meeting. 
 
 I. Frank Chandler,) ^, , 
 Sarah Ann ConardJ '^'■^''''^■ 
 
 Kead in and approved by the Western Quarterly Meet- 
 ing of Friends, held in Chester County, Pa., the 20th day of 
 First month, 1891, directed to be signed aud forwarded to 
 the Representative Committee or Meeting for Sufferings. 
 
 Evan T. Swayne, } ^,, , 
 Sarah Ann Conard, j