iiltesperaf e I imtmmmm \mmm^ \i0ismmmvt "f^T^IMteDue Cornell University Library PR 4750.D46 1897 Desperate remedies; a novel. 3 1924 014 157 345 The original of tliis book is in tine Cornell University Library. There are no known copyright restrictions in the United States on the use of the text. http://www.archive.org/details/cu31924014157345 '^■'■'■xiii^^i^^mmwf^ He was in the very act of pouring something into her glass of wine.— Page S Desperate Remedies ^ ^ ^ ^ A Novel ^ii^^^^iS-g^^^^ rg^^S^-g iS by Thomas Hardy Chicago and New York *** Rand, McNally & Companj ft mi & ,,UU', DESPERATE REMEDIES. CHAPTER I. THE EVENTS OF THIRTY YEARS. § I. December and January, 183^-36. In the long and intricately inwrought chain of circumstance which renders worthy of record some experiences of Cytherea Graye, Edward Springrove, and others, the first event directly influencing the issue was a Christmas visit. In the above-mentioned year eighteen hundred and thirty- five, Ambrose Graye, a young architect who had just com- menced the practice of his profession in the midland town of Hocbridge, went to London to spend the Christmas holidays with a friend who lived in Bloomsbury. They had gone up to Cambridge in the same year, and, after graduating together, Huntway, the friend, had entered orders. Graye was handsome, frank, and gentle. He had a volatility of thought which, exercised on homeliness, was humor; on nature, picturesqueness ; on abstractions, poetry. Being, as a rule, broadcast, it was all three., Of the wickedness of the world he was too forgetful. To discover evil in a new friend is to most people only an addi- tional experience ; to him it was ever a surprise. While in London he became acquainted with a retired officer in the navy named Bradleigh, who, with his wife and their daughter, lived in a small street not far from Russell Square. Though they were in no more than comfortable circumstances, the captain's wife came of an ancient family whose genealogical 2 DESPERATE REMEDIES. tree was interlaced with some of the most illustrious and well known in the kingdom. The young lady, their daughter, seemed to Graye by far the most beautiful and queenly being he had ever beheld. She was about nineteen or twenty, and her name was Cytherea. In truth she was not so very unlike country girls of that type of beauty, except in one respect. She was perfect in her manner and bearing, and they were not. A mere distinguishing pecul- iarity, by catching the eye, is often read as the pervading charac- teristic, and she appeared to him no less than perfection throughout — ^transcending her rural rivals in very nature. Graye did a thing the blissfulriess of which was only eclipsed by its hazardousness. He loved her at first sight. His introductions had led him into contact with Cytherea and her parents two or three times on the first week of his arrival in London, and accident and a lover's contrivance brought them together as frequently the week following. The parents liked young Graye, and having few friends (for their equals in blood were their superiors in position), he was re- ceived on very generous terms. His passion for Cytherea grew not only strong, but ineffably strong; she, without positively encouraging him, tacitly assented to his schemes for being near her. Her father and mother seemed to have lost all confidence in nobility of birth, without money to give effect to its presence, and looked upon the budding consequence of the young peo- ple's reciprocal glances with placidity, if not actual favor. Graye's whole delicious dream terminated in a sad and unac- countable episode. After passing through three weeks of sweet experience, he had arrived at the last stage — a kind of moral Gaza — before plunging into an emotional desert. The second week in January had come round, and it was necessary for the young architect to leave town. Throughout his acquaintanceship with the lady of his heart there had been this marked peculiarity in her love: she had delighted in his presence as a sweetheart 'should, yet from first to last she had repressed all recognition of the true nature of the thread which drew them together, blinding herself to its meaiiing and only natural tendency, and appearing to dread his announcement of them. The present seemed enough for her without cumulative hope; usually, even if love is in itself an end, it must be regarded as a beginning, to be enjoyed. DESPERATE REMEDIES. 3 In spite of evasions as an obstacle, and in consequence of them as a spur, he would put the matter off no longer. It was evening. He took her into a little conservatory on the landing, and there among the evergreens, by the light of a few tiny lamps, infinitely enhancing the freshness and beauty of the leaves, he made the declaration of a love as fresh and beautiful as they. "My love — my darling, be my wife!" "We must part now," said she, in a voice of agony. "I will write to you." She loosened her hand and rushed away. In a wild fever Graye went home and watched for the next morning. Who shall express his misery and wonder when a note containing these words was put into his hand: "Good-by; good-by forever. As recognized lovers some- thing divides us eternally. Forgive me — I should have told you before ; but your love was sweet ! Never mention me." That very day, and, as it seemed, to put an end to a painful condition of things, daughter and parents left London to pay off a promised visit to a relative in a western county. No letter or message of entreaty could wring from her any explanation. She begged him not to follow her, and the most bewildering point was that her father and mother appeared, from the tone of a letter Graye received from them, as vexed and sad as he at this sudden renunciation. One thing was plain: without admitting her reason as valid, they knew what that reason was, and did not intend to reveal it. A week from that day Ambrose Graye left his friend Hunt- way's house and saw no more of the love he mourned. From time to time his friend answered any inquiry Graye made by letter respecting her. But very poor food to a lover is intelli- gence of a mistress filtered through a friend. Huntway could tell nothing definitely. He said he believed there had been some prior flirtation between Cytherea and some mysterious officer of the line, two or three years before Graye met her, which had suddenly been terminated by the vanishing of her vague military lover, and the young lady's traveling on the Continent with her parents the whole of the ensuing summer, on account of delicate health. Eventually Huntway said that circumstances had rendered Graye's attachment more hopeless still. Cytherea's mother had unexpectedly inherited a large fortune and estates in the west of England by the rapid fall of 4 DESPERATE REMEDIES. some intervening lives. This had caused their removal from the small house by Gower Street, and, as it appeared, a renun- ciation of their old friends in that quarter. Young Graye concluded that his Cytherea had forgotten him and his love; but he could not forget her. § 2. From 1843 to 1861. Eight years later, feeling lonely and depressed — a man with- out relatives, with many acquaintances but no friends — ^Am- brose Graye met a young lady of a different kind, fairly endowed with money and good gifts. As to caring very deeply for another woman after the loss of Cytherea, it was an abso- lute impossibility with him. Withal, the beautiful things of the earth become more dear as they elude pursuit; but with some natures utter elusion is the one special event which will make a passing love permanent forever. This second young lady and Graye were married. That he did not, first or last, love his wife as he should have done, was known to all; but few knew that his unmanageable heart could never be weaned from useless repining at the loss of his first idol. His character to some extent deteriorated, as emotional con- stitutions will under the long sense of disappointment at having missed their imagined destiny. And thus, though naturally of a gentle and pleasant disposition, he grew to be not so tenderly regarded by his acquaintances as it is the lot of some of those persons to be. The winning and sanguine impressibility of his early life developed by degrees a moody nervousness, and when not picturing prospects drawn from baseless hope he was tlie victim of indescribable depression. The practical issue of such a condition was improvidence, originally almost an un- conscious improvidence, for every debt incurred had been mentally paid off with religious exactness from the treasures of expectation before mentioned. But as years revolved, the same course was continued, from the lack of spirit sufficient for shifting out of an old groove when it has been found to lead to disaster. In the year eighteen hundred and sixty-one his wife died, leaving him a widower with two children. The elder, a son DESPERATE REMEDIES. 5 named Owen, now just turned seventeen, was taken from school, and initiated as pupil to the profession of architect in his father's office. The remaining child was a daughter, and Owen's junior by a year. Her Christian name was Cytherea, and it is easy to guess why. § 3. October the twelfth, 1863. We pass over two years in order to reach the next cardinal event of the story. The scene is still the Grayes' native town of Hocbridge, but as it appeared on a Monday afternoon in the month of October. The weather was sunny and dry, but the ancient borough was to be seen wearing one of its least attractive aspects. First on account of the time. It was that stagnant hour of the twenty-four when the practical garishness of day, having escaped from the fresh long shadows and enlivening newness of the morning, has not yet made any perceptible advance towards acquiring those mellow and soothing tones which grace its decline. Next, it was that stage in the progress of the week when business — which, carried on under the gables of an old country place, is not devoid of a romantic sparkle — - was well-nigh extinguished. Lastly, the town was intentionally bent upon being attractive by exhibiting to an influx of visitors the local talent for dramatic recitation, and provincial towns trying to be lively are the dullest of dull things. Provincial towns are like little children in this respect, that they interest most when they are enacting native peculiarities unconscious of beholders. Discovering themselves to be watched they attempt to be entertaining by putting on an antic, and produce disagreeable caricatures which spoil them. The weather-stained clock face in the low church tower standing at the intersection of the three chief streets was ex- pressing half-past two to the Town Hall opposite, where the much talked-of reading from Shakespeare was about to be com- menced. The doors were open, and those persons who had already assembled within the building were noticing the en- trance of the new-comers — silently criticising their dresses — questioning the genuineness of their teeth and hair — estimating their private means. 6 DESPERATE REMEDIES. Among these later ones came an exceptional young maiden who glowed amid the dullness like a single bright-red poppy in a field of brown stubble. She wore an elegant dark jacket, lavender dress, hat with gray strings and trimmings, and gloves of a color to harmonize. She lightly walked up the side pas- sage of the room, cast a slight glance around, and entered the seat pointed out to her. The young girl was Cytherea Graye ; her age was now about eighteen. During her entry, and at various times while sitting in her seat and listening to the reader on the platform, her personal appearance formed an interesting subject of study for several neighboring eyes. Her face was exceedingly attractive, though artistically less perfect than her figure, which approached unusually near to the standard of faultlessness. But even this feature of hers yielded the palm to the gracefulness of her movement, which was fascinating and delightful to an extreme degree. Indeed, motion was her specialty, whether shown on its most extended scale of bodily progression, or minutely, as in the uplifting of her eyelids, the bending of her fingers, the pout- ing of her lip. The carriage of her head — motion within motion — a glide upon a glide — was as delicate as that of a magnetic needle. And this flexibility and elasticity had never been taught her by rule, nor even been acquired by observation, but, nullo cultu, had naturally developed itself with her years. In child- hood, a stone or stalk in the way, which had been the inevitable occasion of a fall to her playmates, had usually left her safe and upright on her feet after the narrowest escape by oscilla- tions and whirls for the preservation of her balance. At mixed Christmas parties, when she numbered but twelve or thirteen years, and was heartily despised on that account by lads who deemed themselves men, her apt lightness in the dance covered this incompleteness in her womanhood, and compelled the self- same youths in spite of resolutions to seize upon her childish figure as a partner whom they could not afford to contemn. And in later years, when the instincts of her sex had shown her this point as the best and rarest feature in her external self, she was not found wanting in attention to the cultivation of finish in its details. Her hair rested gaily upon her shoulders in curls, and was of a shining corn yellow in the high lights, deepening to a definite DESPERATE REMEDIES. 7 nut brown as each curl wound round into the shade. She had eyes of a sapphire hue, though rather darker than the gem ordinarily appears; they possessed the affectionate and Hquid sparkle of loyalty and good faith as distinguishable from that harder brightness which seems to express faithfulness only to the object confronting them. But to attempt to gain a view of her — or indeed of any fas- cinating woman — from a measured category, is as difficult as to appreciate the effect of a landscape by exploring it at night with a lantern — or of a full chord of music by piping the notes in succession. Nevertheless it may readily be believed from the description here ventured, that among the many winning phases of her aspect, these were particularly striking: 1. During pleasant doubt, when her eyes brightened stealth- ily and smiled (as eyes will sniile) as distinctly as her lips, and in the space of a single instant expressed clearly the whole round of degrees of expectancy which lie over the wide expanse between Yea and Nay. 2. During the telling of a secret, which was involuntarily accompanied by a sudden rninute start, and ecstatic pressure of the listener's arm, side, or neck, as the position and degree of intimacy dictated, 3. When anxiously regarding one who possessed her affec- tions. She suddenly assumed the last-mentioned bearing during the progress of the present entertainment. Her glance was directed out of the window- Why the particulars of a young lady's presence at a very mediocre performance were prevented from dropping into the oblivion which their intrinsic insignificance would natu- rally have involved — why they were remembered and indi- vidualized by herself and others through after years — was simply that she unknowingly stood, as it were, upon the extreme posterior edge of a track in her life, in which the real meaning of Taking Thought had never been known. It was the last hour of experience she ever enjoyed with a mind entirely free from a knowledge of that labyrinth into which she stepped immediately afterward — 'to continue a perplexed course along its mazes for the greater portion of twenty-nine subsequent months. The Town Hall, in which Cytherea sat, was an Elizabethan 8 DESPERATE REMEDIES. building of brown stone, and the windows were divided into an upper and lower half by a transom of masonry. Through one opening of the upper half could be seen from the interior of the room the housetops and chimneys of the adjacent street, and also the upper part of a neighboring church spire, now in course of completion under the superintendence of Miss Graye's father, the architect to the work. That the top of this spire should be visible from her position in the room was a fact which Cytherea's idling eyes had discovered with some interest, and she was now engaged in watching the scene that was being enacted about its airy summit. Round the conical stonework rose a cage of scaf- folding against the white sky; and upon this stood five men — four in clothes as white as the new erection close beneath their hands, the fifth in the ordinary dark suit of a gentleman. The four workingmen in white were three masons and a mason's laborer. The fifth man was the architect, Mr. Graye. He had been giving directions, as it seemed, and now, retiring as far as the narrow footway allowed, stood perfectly still. The picture thus presented to a spectator in the Town Hall was curious and striking. It was an illuminated miniature, framed in by the dark margin of the window, the keen-edged shadiness of which emphasized by contrast the softness of the objects inclosed. The height of the spire was about one hundred and twenty feet, and the five men engaged thereon seemed entirely re- moved from the sphere and experiences of ordinary human beings. They appeared little larger than pigeons, and made their tiny movements with a soft, spirit-like silentness. One idea above all others was conveyed to the mind of a person on the ground by their aspect, namely, concentration of purpose; that they were indifferent to — even unconscious of — ^the dis- tracted world beneath them, and all that moved upon it. They never looked oi? the scaffolding. Then one of them turned; it was Mr. Graye. Again he stood motionless, with attention to the operations of the others. He appeared to be lost in reflection, and had directed his face toward a new stone they were lifting. "Why does he stand like that?" the young lady thought at length, up to that moment as listless and careless as one of the ancient Tarentines, who, on such an afternoon as this. DESPERATE REMEDIES. 9 watched from the theater the entry into their harbor of a power that overturned the state. She moved herself uneasily. "I wish he would come down," she whispered, still gazing at the sky-backed picture. "It is so dangerous to be absent-minded up there." When she had done murmuring the words her father inde- cisively laid hold of one of the scaffold-poles, as if to test its strength, then let it go and stepped back. In stepping, his foot slipped. An instant of doubling forward and sideways, and he reeled off into the air, immediately disappearing down- ward. His agonized daughter rose to her feet by a convulsive movement. Her lips parted, and she gasped for breath. She could utter no sound. One by one the people about her, unconscious of what had happened, turned their heads, and inquiry and alarm became visible upon their faces at the sight of the poor child. A moment longer, and she fell to the floor. The next impression of which Cytherea had any conscious- ness was of being carried from a strange vehicle across the pave- ment to the steps of her own house by her brother and an older man. Recollection of what had passed evolved itself an instant later, and just as they entered the door — through which another and sadder burden had been carried but a few instants before — her eyes caught sight of the southwestern sky, and, without heeding, saw white sunlight shining in the shaft-like lines from a rift in a slaty cloud. Emotions will attach themselves to scenes that are simultaneous — ^however foreign in essence these scenes may be — as chemical waters will crystallize on twigs and wires. Ever after that time any mental agony brought less vividly to Cytherea's mind the scene from the Town Hall windows than sunlight streaming in shaft-like lines. § 4. October the nineteenth. When death enters a house, an element of sadness and an element of horror accompany it. Sadness, from the death itself; horror, from the clouds of blackness we designedly labor to introduce. The funeral had taken place. Depressed, yet resolved in his demeanor, Owen Graye sat before his father's private escritoire. lb DESPERATE REMEDIES. engaged in turning out and unfolding a heterogeneous collec- tion of papers — forbidding and inharmonious to the eye at all times — most of all to one under the influence of a great grief. Laminae of white paper tied with twine were indiscriminately intermixed with other white papers bounded by black edges — these with blue foolscap wi'apped round with crude red tape. The bulk of these letters, bills, and other documents were submitted to a careful examination, by which the appended par- ticulars were ascertained: First, that their father's income from professional sources had been very small, amounting to not more than half their expenditure; and that his own and his wife's property, upon which he had relied for the balance, had been sunk and lost in unwise loans to unscrupulous men, who had traded upon their father's too open-hearted trustfulness. Second, that finding his mistake, he had endeavored to regain his standing by the illusory path of speculation. The most notable instance of this was the following. He had been induced, when at Plymouth in the autumn of the previous year, to venture all his spare Capital on the bottomry security of an Italian brig which had put into the harbor in distress. The profit was to be considerable, so was the risk. There turned out to be no security whatever. The circumstances of the case rendered it the most unfortunate speculation that a man like himself — ignorant of all such matters — could possibly engage in. The vessel went down, and all Mr. Graye's money with it. Third, that these failures had left him burdened with debts he knew not how to meet ; so that at the time of his death even the few pounds lying to his account at the bank were his only in name. Fourth, that the loss of his Wife two years earlier had awakened him to a keen sense of his blindness, and of his duty to his children. He had then resolved to reinstate, by unflag- ging zeal in the pursuit of his profession, and by no speculation, at least a portion of the little fortune he had let go. Cytherea was frequently at her brother's elbow during these examinations. She often remarked sadly: "Poor papa failed to fulfill his good intentions for want of time, didn't he, Owen? And there was an excuse for his past, though he never would claim it. I never forget that original disheartening blow, and how that from it sprang all the ills of DESPERATE REMEDIES. 11 his life — everything connected with his gloom, and the lassi- tude in business we used so often to see about him." "I remember what he said' once," returned the brother, "when I sat up late with him. He said, 'Owen, don't love too blindly: blindly you will love if you love at all, but a little care is still possible to a welUdisciplined heart. May that heart be yours as it was not mine,' father said. 'Cultivate the art Of renunciation.' And I am going to, Cytherea." "And once mamma said that an excellent woman was papa's ruin, because he did not know the way to give her up when he had lost her. I wonder where she is now, Owen? We were told not to try to find out anything about her. Papa never told us her name, did he?" "That was by her own request, I believe. But never mind her; she was not our mother." The love aiifair which had been Ambrose Graye's disheart- ening blow was precisely of that nature which lads take little account of, but girls ponder in their hearts. § 5. From October the nineteenth to July the ninth. Thus Ambrose Graye's good intentions with regard to the reintegration of his property had scarcely taken tangible form when his sudden death put them forever out of his power. Heavy bills, showing the extent of his obligations, tumbled in immediately upon the heels of the funeral from quarters previously unheard and unthought of. Thus pressed, a bill was filed in chancery to have the assets, such as they were, administered by the court. "What will become of us now?" thought Owen continually. There is an unquenchable expectation, which at the gloom- iest time persists in inferring that because we are ourselves, there must be a special future in store for us, though our nature and antecedents to the remotest particular have been common to thousands. Thus to Cytherea and Owen Graye the question how their lives would end seemed the deepest of possible enigmas. To others who knew their position equally well with themselves the question was the easiest that could be asked — "Like those of other people similarly circumstanced." Then Owen held a consultation with his sister to come to 12 DESPERATE REMEDIES. some decision on their future course, and a month was passed in waiting for answers to letters, and in the examination of schemes more or less futile. Sudden hopes that were rainbows to the sight proved but mists to the touch. In the meantime, unpleasant remarks, disguise them as well-meaning people might, were floating around them every day. The undoubted truth, that they were the children of a dreamer who let slip away every farthing of his money and ran into debt with his neighbors — that the daughter had been brought up to no profession — that the son who had, had made no progress in it, and might come to the dogs — could not from the nature of things be wrapped up in silence in order that it might not hurt their feelings; and, as a matter of fact, it greeted their ears in some form or other wherever they went. Their few acquaint- ances passed them hurriedly. Ancient potwallopers and thriv- ing shopkeepers, in their intervals of leisure, stood at their shop doors — their toes hanging over the edge of the step, and their obese waists hanging over their toes — and in dis- courses with friends on the pavement, formulated the course of the improvident, and reduced the children's prospects to a shadow-like attenuation. The sons of these men (who wore breastpins of a sarcastic kind, and smoked humorous pipes) stared at Cytherea with a stare unmitigated by any of tlie respect that had formerly softened it. Now it is a noticeable fact that we do not much mind what men think of us, or what Ihumiliating secret they discover of our means, parentage, or object, provided that each thinks and acts thereupon in isolation. It is the exchange of ideas about us that we dread most; and the possession by a hundred acquaint- ances, severally insulated, of the knowledge of our skeleton- closet's whereabouts, is not so distressing to the nerves as a chat over it by a party of half a dozen — exclusive depositaries though these may be. Perhaps, though Hocbridge watched and whispered, its ani- mus would have been little more than a trifle to persons in thriving circumstances. But, unfortunately, poverty, while it is new, and before the skin has had time to thicken, makes people susceptible inversely to their opportunities for shielding themselves. In Owen was found, in place of his father's impressibility, a larger share of his father's pride, and a square- ness of idea which, if coupled with a little more blindness, would DESPERATE REMEDIES. 12 have amounted to positive prejudice. To him humanity, so far as he had thought of it at all, was rather divided into distinct classes than blended from extreme to extreme. Hence, by a sequence of ideas which might be traced if it were worth while, he either detested or respected opinion, and instinctively sought to escape a cold shade that mere sensitiveness would have endured. He could have submitted to separation, sickness, exile, drudgery, hunger and thirst with stoical indifference,' but superciliousness was too incisive. After living on for nine months in attempts to make an income as his father's successor in the profession — attempts which were utterly fruitless by reason of his inexperience — Graye came to a simple but sweeping resolution. They would privately leave that part of England, drop from the sight of acquaintances, gossips, harsh critics, and bitter creditors of whose misfortune he was not the cause, and escape the position which galled him by the only road their great poverty left open to them — that of his obtaining some employment in a distant place by following his profession as a humble under-clerk. He thought over his capabilities with the sensations of a soldier grinding his sword at the opening of a campaign. What with lack of employment, owing to the decrease of his late father's practice, and the absence of direct and uncompro- mising pressure toward monetary results from a pupil's labor (which seems to be always the case when a professional man's pupil is also his son), Owen's progress in the art and science of architecture had been very insignificant indeed. Though anything but an idle young man, he had hardly reached the age at which industrious men who lack an external whip to send them on in the world are induced by their own common-sense to whip on themselves. Hence his knowledge of plans, eleva- tions, sections, and specifications was not greater at the end of two years of probation than might easily have been acquired in six months by a youth of average ability — himself, for instance — amid a bustling London practice. But at any rate he could rnake himself handy to one of the profession — some man in a remote town — and there fulfill his indentures. A tangible inducement lay in this direction of survey. He had a slight conception of such a man, a Mr. Grad- field — who was in practice in Creston, a seaport town and water- ing-place in the west of England. 14. DESPERATE REMEDIES. After some doubts, Graye ventured to write to this gentle- man, asking the necessary question, shortly alluding to his father's death, and stating that his term of apprenticeship had only half-expired. He would be glad to complete his articles at a very low salary for the whole remaining two years, provided payment could begin at once. The answer from Mr. Gradfield stated that he was not in a want of a pupil who would serve the remainder of his time on the terms Mr. Graye mentioned. But he would just add one remark. He chanced to be in want of some young man in his office — for a short time only, probably about two months — ^to trace drawings, and attend to other subsidiary work of the kind. If Mr. Graye did not object to occupy such an inferior position as these duties would entail, and to accept weekly wages which to one with his expectations would be considered merely nominal, the post would give him an opportunity for learning a few more details of the profession. "It is a beginning, and above all an abiding place, away from the shadow of the cloud which hangs over us here — I will go," said Owen. Cytherea's plan for her future, an intensely simple one, owing to the even greater narrowness of her resources, was already marked out. One advantage had accrued to her through her mother's possession of a fair share of personal property, and perhaps only one. She had been carefully edu- cated. Upon this consideration her plan was based. She was to take up her abode in her brother's lodging at Creston, when she would immediately advertise for a situation as governess, having obtained the consent of a lawyer at Reading who was winding up her father's affairs, and who knew the history of her position, to allow himself to be referred to in the matter of her past life and respectability. Early one morning they departed from their native town, leaving behind them scarcely a trace of their footsteps. Then the town pitied their want of wisdom in taking such a step. "Rashness; they would have done better in Hocbridge." But what is wisdom really? A steady handling of any means to bring about any end necessary to happiness. Yet whether one's end be the usual end — a wealthy position in life — or no, the name of wisdom is never applied but to the means to that usual end. CHAPTER II. THE EVKNTS OF A FORTNIGHT. § I. The ninth of July. The day of their departure was one of the most glowing that the cHmax of a long series of summer heats could evolve. The wide expanse of landscape quivered up and down like the flame of a taper, as they steamed along through the midst of it. Placid flocks of sheep reclining under trees a little way oi? appeared of a pale-blue color. Clover fields were livid with the brightness of the sun upon their deep-red flowers. All wagons and carts were moved to the shade by their careful owners; rain-water butts fell to pieces; well-buckets were lowered inside the covers of the well-hole, to preserve them from the fate of the butts, and generally, water seemed scarcer in the country than the beer and cider of the peasantry who toiled or idled there. To see persons looking with children's eyes at any ordinary scenery is a proof that they possess the charming faculty of drawing new sensations from an old experience — a healthy sign, rare in these feverish days — the mark of an imperishable brightness of nature. Both brother and sister could do this; Cytherea more noticeably. They watched the undulating corn-lands, monot- onous to all their companions; the stony and clayey prospect succeeding those, with its angular and abrupt hills. Boggy moors came next, now withered and dry — the spots upon which pools usually spread their waters showing themselves as circles of smooth, bare soil, overrun by a network of innumerable little fissures. Then arose plantations of firs, abruptly terminating beside meadows_ cleanly mown, in which high-hipped, rich- colored cows, with backs horizontal and straight as the ridge of a house, stood motionless or lazily fed. Glimpses of the sea 16 DESPERATE REMEDIES. now interest them, which became more and more frequent till the train finally drew up beside the platform at Creston. "The whole town is looking out for us," had been Graye's impression throughout the day. He called upon Mr. Grad- field — ^the only man who had been directly informed of his coming — and found that Mr. Gradfield had forgotten it. However, arrangements were made with this gentleman — a stout, active, gray-bearded burgher of sixty — by which Owen was to commence work in his office the following week. The same day Cytherea drew up and sent ofif the advertise- ment appended: "A young lady is desirous of meeting with an engagement as governess or companion. She is competent to teach English, French, and music. Satisfactory references. "Address, C. G., Post Office, Creston." It seemed a more material existence than her own that she saw thus delineated on the paper. "That can't be myself; how odd I look," she said, and smiled. § 2. July the eleventh. On the Monday subsequent to their arrival in Creston, Owen Graye attended at Mr. Gradfield's office to enter upon his duties, and his sister was left in their lodgings alone for the first time. Despite the sad occurrences of the preceding autumn, an unwonted cheerfulness pervaded her spirit throughout the day. Change of scene — and that to untraveled eyes — conjoined with the sensation of freedom from supervision, revived the sparkle of a warm young nature ready enough to take advantage of any adventitious restoratives. Point-blank grief tends rather to seal up happiness for a time than to produce that attrition which results from griefs of anticipation that move onward with the days: these may be said to furrow away the capacity for pleasure. Her expectations from the advertisement began to be ex- travagant. A thriving family who had always sadly needed her was already definitely pictured in her fancy, which, in its DESPERATE REMEDIES. 17 exuberance, led her on to picturing its individual members, their possible peculiarities, virtues, and vices, and obliterated for a time the recollection that she would be separated from her brother. Thus musing, as she waited for his return in the evening, her eyes fell on her left hand. The contemplation of her own left fourth finger by symbol-loving girlhood of this age is, it seems, very frequently, if not always, followed by a peculiar train of romantic ideas. Cytherea's thoughts, still playing about her future, became directed into this romantic groove. She leant back in her chair, and taking hold of her fourth finger, which had attracted her attention, she lifted it with the tips of the others, and looked at the smooth and tapering mem- ber for a long time. She whispered idly, "I wonder who and what he will be? "If he's a gentleman of fashion, he will take my finger so, just with the tips of his own, and with some fluttering of the heart, and the least trembling of his lip, slip the ring so lightly on that I shall hardly know it is there — ^looking delightfully into my eyes all the time. "If he's a bold, dashing soldier, I expect he will proudly turn round, take the ring as if it equaled Her Majesty's crown in value, and desperately set it on my finger thus. He will fix his eyes unflinchingly upon what he is doing, just as if he stood in battle before the enemy (though, in reality, very fond of me, of course), and blush as much as I shall. "If he's a sailor, he will take my finger and the ring in this way, and deck it out with a housewifely touch and a tenderness of expression about his mouth, as sailors do; kiss it, perhaps, with a simple air, as if we were children playing an idle game, and not at the very height of observation and envy by a great crowd saying 'Ah! they are happy now!' "If he should be rather a poor man — noble-minded and affec- tionate, but still poor — " Owen's footsteps rapidly ascending the stairs interrupted this fancy-free meditation. Reproaching herself, even angry with herself for allowing her mind to stray upon such subjects in the face of their present desperate condition, she rose to meet him, and make tea. Cytherea's interest to know liow her brother had been received at Mr. Gradfield's broke forth into words at once. 2 18 DESPERATE RE MEDIES. Almost before they had sat down to table, she began cross- examining him in the regular sisterly way. "Well, Owen, how has it been with you to-day? What is the place like — do you think you will like Mr. Gradfield?" "Oh, yes. But he has not beeii there to-day; I have only had the head clerk with me." Young women have a habit, not noticeable in men, of putting on at a moment's notice the drama of whomsoever's life they choose. Cytherea's interest was transferred from Mr. Grad- field to his representative. "What sort of a man is he?" "He seems a very nice fellow indeed; though of course I can hardly tell to a certainty as yet. But I think he's a very worthy fellow; there's no nonsense in him, and though he is not a public school man he has read widely, atid has a sharp appreciation of what's good in books and art. In fact, his knowledge isn't nearly so exclusive as most professional men's." "That's a great deal to say of an architect, for of all pro- fessional men they are, as a rule, the most professional." "Yes ; perhaps they are. This man is rather of a melancholy turn of mind, I think." "Has the managing clerk any family?" she mildly asked, after awhile, pouring out some more tea. "Family; no!" "Well, dear Owen, how should I know?" "Why, of course he isn't married. But there happened to be a conversation about women going on in the office, and I heard him say what he should wish his wife to be like." "What would he wish his wife to be like?" she said, with great apparent lack of interest. "Oh, he says she must be girlish and artless : yet he would be loath to do without a dash of womanly subtlety, 'tis so piquant. Yes, he said, that must be in her; she must have womanly cleverness. 'And yet I should like her to blush if only a cock- sparrow were to look at her hard,' he said, 'which brings me back to the girl again : and so I flit backward and forward. I must have what comes, I suppose,' he said, 'and whatever she may be, thank God she's no worse. However, if he might give a final hint to Providence,' he said, 'a child among pleas- ures, and a woman among pains, was the rough outline of his requirement.' " DESPERATE REMEDIES. 19 "Did he say that? What a musing creature he must be." "He did, indeed." § 3. From the twelfth to the fifteenth of July. As is well known, ideas are so elastic in a human brain, that they have no constant measure which may be called their actual bulk. Any important idea may be compressed to a molecule by an unwonted crowding of others; and any small idea will expand to whatever length and breadth of vacuum the mind may be able to make over to it. Cytherea's world was tolerably vacant at this time, and the head clerk became factitiously pervasive. The very next evening this subject was again re- newed. "His name is Springrove," said Owen, in reply to her. "He is a man of very humble origin, it seems, who has made him- self so far. I think he is the son of a farmer, or something of the kind." "Well, he's none the worse for that, I suppose." "None the worse. As we come down the hill, we shall be continually rrieeting people going up." But Owen had felt that Springrove was a little the worse, nevertheless. "Of course he's rather old by this time." "Oh, no. He's about six-and-twenty — not more.'' "Ah, I see ... . What is he like, Owen?" "I can't exactly tell you his appearance; 'tis always such a difficult thing to do." "A man you would describe as short? Most men are those we should describe as short, I fancy." "I should call him, I think, of the middle height; but as I only see him sitting in the office, of course I am not certain about his form and figure." "I wish you were, then." "Perhaps you do. But I am not, you see." "Of course not; you are always so provoking. Owen, I saw a man in the street to-day whom I fancied was he — and yet, I don't see how it could be, either. He had light-brown hair, a snub nose, very round face, and a peculiar habit of reduc- ing his eyes to straight lines when he looked narrowly at anything." "Oh, no. That was not he, Cytherea," 20 DESPERATE REMEDIES. "Not a bit like him, in all probability." "Not a bit. He has dark hair, almost a Grecian nose, regu- lar teeth, and an intellectual face, as nearly as I can recall to mind." "Ah, there now, Owen, you have described him. But I suppose he's not generally called pleasing, or — " "Handsome?" "I scarcely meant that. But since you have said it, is he handsome?" "Rather." "His tout ensemble is striking?" "Yes — Oh, no, no — I forgot: it is not. He is rather untidy in his waistcoat, and neckties, and hair." "How vexing! .... it must be to himself, poor thing." "He's a thorough book -worm — despises the pap-and-daisy school of verse — knows Shakespeare to the very dregs of the foot-notes. Indeed he's a poet himself in a small way." "How delicious !" she said ; "I have never known a poet." "And you don't know him," said Owen, dryly. She reddened. "Of course I don't. I know that." "Have you received any answer to your advertisement?" he inquired. "Ah — no!" she said, and the forgotten disappointment which had shown itself in her face at different times during the day became visible again. Another day passed away. On Thursday, without inquiry, she learnt more of the head clerk. He and Graye had become very friendly, and he had been tempted to show her brother a copy of some poems of his — some serious and some sad, some humorous — which had appeared in the poet's corner of a magazine from time to time. Owen showed them now to Cytherea, who instantly began to read them carefully and to think them very beautiful. "Yes — Springrove's no fool," said Owen didactically. "No fool! — I should think he isn't indeed," said Cytherea, looking from the paper in quite an excitement: to write such verses as these !" "What logic are you chopping, Cytherea? Well, I don't mean on account of the verses, because I haven't read tliem; but for what he said when the fellows were talking about falling in love." DESPERATE REMETDIES. 21 "Which you will tell me?" "He says that your true lover breathlessly finds himself engaged to a sweetheart, like a man who has caught some- thing in the dark. He doesn't know whether it is a bat or a bird ; takes it to the light when he is cool to learn what it is. He looks to see if she is the right age, but right age or wrong age, he must consider her a prize. Some time later he ponders whether she is the right kind of prize for him. Right kind or wrong kind — he has called her his, and must abide by it. After a time he asks himself, 'Has she the temper, hair, and eyes I meant to have, and was firmly resolved not to do without?' He finds it all wrong, and then comes the tussle — " ''Do they marry and live happily?" "Who? Oh, the supposed pair. I think he said — well, I really forget what he said." "That is stupid of you !" said the young lady with dismay. "Yes." "But he's a satirist — I don't think I care about him now.'' "There you are just wrong. He is not. He is, as I believe, an impulsive fellow who has been made to pay the penalty of his rashness in some love affair." Thus ended the dialogue of Thursday, but Cytherea read the verses again in private. On Friday her brother remarked that Springrove had informed him he was going to leave Mr. Grad- field's in a fortnight to push his fortunes in London. An indescribable feeling of sadness shot through Cytherea's heart. Why should she be sad at such an announcement as that, she thought, concerning a man she had never seen, when her spirits were elastic enough to rebound after hard blows from deep and real troubles as if she had scarcely known them? Though she could not answer this question she knew one thing, she was saddened by Owen's news. Ideal conception, necessitated by ignorance of the person so imagined, often results in an incipient love, which otherwise would never have existed. § 4. July the twenty-first, A very homely and rustic excursion by steamboat to Lew- borne Bay forms the framework of the next accident in the chain. The trip was announced through the streets on Thurs- 22 DESPERATE REMEDIES. day morning by the weak-voiced town crier to be at 6 o'clock the same evening. The weather was lovely, and the opportunity being the first of the! kind ofifered to them, Owen and Cytherea went with the rest. They had reached the bay, and had lingered together for nearly an hour on the shore and up the hill which rose beside the cove, when Graye recollected that a mile or two inland from this spot was an interesting medieval ruin. He was already familiar with its characteristics through the medium of an archaeological work, and now finding himself so close to the reality, felt inclined to verify some theory he had formed re- specting it. Concluding that there would be just sufficient time for him to go there and return before the boat had left the cove, he parted from Cytherea on the hill, struck downward, and then up a heathery valley. She remained where he had left her until the time of his expected return, scanning the details of the prospect around. Placidly spread out before her on the south was the open chan- nel, reflecting a blue intenser by many shades than that of the sky overhead, and dotted on the foreground by half a dozen small craft of contrasting rig, their sails graduating in hue from extreme whiteness to reddish brown, the varying actual colors varied again in a double degree by the rays of the declining sun. Presently the first bell from the boat was heard, warning the passengers to embark. This was followed by a lively air from the harps and violins on board, their tones, as they arose, be- coming intermingled with, though not marred by, the brush of the waves when their crests rolled over — at the point where the check of the shore shallows was first felt — and then thinned away up the slope of pebbles and sand. She turned her face landward, and strained her eyes to dis- cern, if possible, some signs of Owen's return. Nothing was visible save the strikingly brilliant, still landscape. The wide concave which lay at the back of the cliff in this direction was blazing with the western light, adding an orange tint to the vivid purple of the heather, now at the very climax of bloom, and free from the slightest touch of the invidious brown that so soon creeps into its shades. The light so intensified the color that they seemed to stand above the surface of the earth and float in mid-air like an exhalation of red. In the minor valleys, between the hillocks and ridges which diversified the contour DESPERATE KBMBDIES. 23 of the basin, but did not disturb its general sweep, she marked brakes of tall, heavy-stemmed ferns, five or six feet high, in a brilliant light-green dress — a broad ribbon of them, with the path in their midst winding like a stream along the little ravine that reached to the foot of the hill and delivered up the path to its grassy area. Among the ferns grew holly bushes deeper in tint than any shade about them, while the whole surface of the scene was dimpled with small conical pits, and here and there were round ponds, now dry, and half overgrown with rushes. The last bell of the steamer rang. Cytherea had forgotten herself, and what she was looking for. In a fever of distress lest Owen should be left behind, she gathered up in her hand the corners of her handkerchief, containing specimens of the shells, seaweed, and fossils with which the locality abounded, descended to the beach, and mingled with the knots of visitors there congregated from other interesting points around, from the inn, the cottages, and hired conveyances that had returned from short drives inland. They all went aboard by the primitive plan of a narrow plank on two wheels — the women being as- sisted by a rope. Cytherea lingered till the very last, reluctant to follow, and looking alternately at the boat and the valley behind. Her delay provoked a remark from Captain Jacobs, a thickset man of hybrid stains, resulting from the mixed effects of fire and water, peculiar to sailors where engines are the pro- pelling power. "Now, then, missie, if you please. I am sorry to tell 'ee our time's up. Who are you looking for, miss?" "My brother — he has walked a short distance inland; he must be here directly. Could you wait for him — just a minute?" "Really, I'm afraid not, m'm." Cytherea looked at the stout, round-faced man, and at the vessel, with a light in her eyes so expressive of her own opinion being the same on reflection, and with such resignation, too, that, from an instinctive feeling of pride at being able to prove himself more humane than he was thought to be — works of supererogation are the only sacri- fices that entice in this way — and that at a very small cost, he delayed the boat till some elderly unmarried girls among the passengers began to murmur. "There, never mind," said Cytherea decisively. "Go on with- out me — I shall wait for him," 24 DESPERATE REMEDIES. "Well, 'tis a very awkward thing to leave you here all alone," said the captain. "I certainly advise you not to wait." "He's gone across to the railway station, for certain," said another passenger. "No — here he is!" Cytherea said, regarding, as she spoke, the half-hidden figure of a man who was seen advancing at a headlong pace down the ravine which lay between the heath and the shore. "He can't get here in less than five minutes," the passenger said. "People should know what they are about, and keep time. Really, if—" "You see, sir,'' said the captain, in an apologetic undertone, "since 'tis her brother, and she's all alone, 'tis only nater to wait a minute now he's in sight. Suppose now you were a young woman, as might be, and had a brother, like this one, and you stood of an evening upon this here wild, lonely shore, like her, why, you'd want us to wait, too, wouldn't you, sir? I think you would." The person so hastily approaching had been lost to view during this remark by reason of a hollow in the ground, and the projecting cliff immediately at hand covered the path in its rise. His footsteps were now heard striking sharply upon the stony road at a distance of about twenty or thirty yards, but still behind the escarpment. To save time, Cytherea prepared to ascend the plank. "Let me give you my hand, miss," said Captain Jacobs. "No — please don't touch me," said she, ascending cautiously by sliding one foot forward two or three inches, bringing up the other behind it, and so on alternately — ^her lips compressed by concentration on the feat, her eyes glued to the plank, her hand to the rope, and her im.mediate thought to the fact of the distressing narrowness of her footing. Footsteps now shook the lower end of the board, and in another instant were up to her heels with a bound. "Oh, Owen, I am so glad you are com.e!" she said, without turning. "Don't shake the plank or touch me, whatever you do There, I am up. Where have you been so long?" she continued, in a lower tone, turning round to him as she reached the top. Raising her eyes from her feet, which, standing on the firm deck, denianded her attention no longer, she acquired percep- DBSPBBATE REMEDIES. 25 tions of the new-comer in the following order — unknown trous- ers; unknown waistcoat; unknown face. The man was not her brother, but a total stranger. Olif went the plank; the paddles started, stopped in confu- sion, then revolved decisively, and the boat passed out into deep water. One or two persons had said, "How d'ye do, Mr. Spring- rove?" and looked at Cytherea, to see how she bore her dis- appointment. Her ears had but just caught the name of the head clerk, when she saw him advancing directly to address her. "Miss Graye, I believe?" he said, lifting his hat. "Yes," said Cytherea, coloring, and trying not to look guilty of a surreptitious knowledge of him. "I am Mr. Springrove. I passed Humdon Castle about half an hour ago, and soon afterward met your brother going that way. He had been deceived in the distance, and was about to turn without seeing the ruin, on account of a lameness that had come on in his leg or foot. I proposed that he should go on, since he had got so near; and afterward, instead of walk- ing back to the boat, get across to Galworth station — a shorter walk for hirn — where he could catch the late train, and go directly home. I covild let you know what he had done, and allay any uneasiness." "Is the lameness serious, do you know?" "Oh, no; simply from over-walking himself. Still, it was just as well to ride home." Relieved from her apprehension on Owen's score, she was able slightly to examine the appearance of her informant — Edward Springrove, who now removed his hat for awhile, to cool himself. He was rather above her brother's height. Al- though the upper part of his face and head was handsomely formed and bounded by lines of sufficiently masculine regu- larity, his brows were somewhat too softly arched, and finely penciled for one of his sex; without prejudice, however, to the belief which the sum total of his features inspired — that though they did not prove that the man who thought inside them would do much for the world, men who had done most of all had had no better ones. Across his forehead, otherwise perfectly smooth, ran one thin line, the healthy freshness of 26 DESPERATE REMEDIES. his remaining features expressing that it had come there prema- turely. Though some years short of the age at which the clear spirit bids good-by to the last infirmity of noble mind, and takes to house-hunting and consols, he had reached the period in a young man's life when episodic pasts, with a hopeful birth and a disappointing death, had begun to accumulate, and to bear a fruit of generalities; his glance sometimes seeming to state, "I have already thought out the issue of such conditions as these we are experiencing." At other times he wore an abstracted look: "I seem to have lived through this moment before." He was carelessly dressed in dark gray, wearing a narrow bit of black ribbon as a necktie, the bow of which was disar- ranged, and stood obliquely — a deposit of white dust having lodged in the creases. "I am sorry for your disappointment," he continued, keep- ing at her side. As he spoke the words, he glanced into her face — then fixed his eyes firmly, though but for a moment, on hers, which at the same instant were regarding him. Their eyes having met, became, as it were, mutually locked together, and the single instant only which good breeding allows as the /length of such a glance became trebled: a clear penetrating ray 'ol intelligence had shot from each into each, giving birth to one of those unaccountable sensations which carry home to the heart before the hand has been touched or the merest compli- ment passed, by something stronger than mathematical proof, the conviction, "A tie has begun to unite us." Both faces also unconsciously stated that their owners had been much in each other's thoughts of late. Owen had talked to the head clerk of his sister as freely as to Cytherea of the head clerk. A conversation began, which was none the less interesting to the parties engaged because it consisted only of the most trivial and commonplace remarks. Then the band of harps and violins struck up a lively melody, and the deck was cleared for dancing; the sun dipping beneath the horizon during the pro- ceeding, and the moon showing herself at their stern. The sea was so calm that the soft hiss produced by the bursting of the innumerable bubbles of foam behind the paddles could be dis- tinctively heard. The passengers who did not dance, including DESPBKATH REMEDIES. 27 Cytherea and Springrove, lapsed into silence, leaning against the paddle-boxes, or standing aloof— noticing the trembling of the deck to the steps of the dance — watching the waves frotn the paddles as they slid thinly and easily under each other's bosom. Night had quite closed in by the time they reached Creston harbor, sparkling with its white, red, and green lights in oppo- sition to the shimmering path of the moon's reflection on the other side, which reached away to the horizon till the flecked ripples reduced themselves to sparkles as fine to the eye as gold dust. "I will walk to the station atid find out the exact time the train arrives," said Springrove, rather eagerly, when they had landed. She thanked him much. "Perhaps we might walk together," he suggested, hesitating- ly. She looked as if she did not quite know, and he settled the question by showing the way. They found, on arriving there, that on the first day of that month the particular train selected for Gray's return had ceased to stop at Galworth station. "I am very sorry I misled him," said Springrove. "Oh, I am not alarmed at all," replied Cytherea. "Well, it's sure to be all right — he will sleep there, and come by the first in the morning. But what will you do, alone?" "I am quite easy on that point; the landlady is very friend- ly. I must go indoors now. Good-night, Mr. Springrove." "Let me go round to your door with you?" he pleaded. "No, thank you; we live close by." He looked at her as a waiter looks at the change he brings back. But she was inexorable. "Don't — forget me," he murmured. She did not answer. "Let me see you sometimes," he said. "Perhaps you never will again — I am going away," she re- plied, in lingering tones; and turning into Cross street, ran indoors and upstairs. The sudden withdrawal of what was superfluous when first given is often felt as an essential loss. It was felt nowwith regard to the maiden. More, too, after a first meeting, so pleasant and so enkindling, she had seemed to imply that they would 28 DESPERATE REMEDIES. never come together again. The young man softly followed her, stood opposite the house, and watched her come into the upper room with the light. Presently his gaze was cut short Ijy her approaching the window and pulling down the blind — Edward dwelling upon her vanishing figure with a hopeless sense of loss akin to that which Adam is said by logicians to have felt when he first saw the sun set, and thought, in his in- experience, that it would return no more. He waited until her shadow had twice crossed the window, when, finding the charming outline was not to be expected again, he left the street, crossed the harbor-bridge, and entered his own solitary chamber on the other side, vaguely thinking as he went (for unnamed reasons), "One hope is too like despair For prudence to smother." CHAPTER III. THE EVENTS OF EIGHT DAYS. § I. From the twenty-second to the twenty-seventh of July. But things are not what they seem. A responsive love for Edward Springrove had made its appearance in Cytherea's bosom with all the fascinating attributes of a first experience — not succeeding to or displacing other emotions, as in olde^ hearts, but taking up entirely new ground; as when gazing just after sunset at the pale-blue sky we see a star come into existence where nothing was before. His parting words, "Don't forget me," she repeated to her- self a hundred times, and though she thought their import was probably commonplace, she could not help toying with them — looking at them from all points, and investing them with mean- ings of love and faithfulness — ostensibly entertaining such meanings only as fables wherewith to pass the time, yet in her heart admitting, for detached instants, a possibility of their deeper truth. And thus, for hours after he had left her, her reason flirted with her fancy as a kitten will sport with a dove, pleasantly and smoothly through easy attitudes, but disclosing its cruel and unyielding nature at crises. To turn now to the more material media through which this story moves, it so happened that the very next morning brought round a circumstance which, slight in itself, took up a relevant and important position between the past and the future of the persons herein concerned. j At breakfast-time, just as Cytherea had again seen the post- man pass without bringing her an answer to the advertisement, as she had fully expected he would, Owen entered the room. "Well," he said, kissing her, "you have not been alarmed, of course? Springrove told you what I had done, and you found there was no train?" "Yes, it was all clear. But what was the lameness owing to?" "I don't know — nothing. It has quite gone ofif now. . . . Cytherea, I hope you like Springrove. Springrove's a nice fel- low, you know." 30 DESPERATE REMEDIES. "Yes, I think he is, except that — " "It happened just to the purpose that I should meet him there, didn't it? And when I reached the station an(J learned that I could not get on by train my foot seemed better. I started off to walk home, and went about five miles along a path beside the railway. It then struck me that I might not be fit for anything to-day if I walked and aggravated the bother- ing foot, so I looked for a place to sleep at. There was no available village or inn, and I eventually got the keeper of a gate-house, where a lane crossed the line, to take me in." They proceeded with their breakfast. Owen yawned. "You didn't get much sleep at the gate-house last night," I'm afraid, Owen," said his sister. "To tell the truth, I didn't. I was in such very close and narrow quarters. Those gate-houses are such small places, and the man had only his own bed to offer me. Ah, by the by, Cythie, I have such an extraordinary thing to tell you in con- nection with this man! — ^by Jove, I had nearly forgotten it. But I'll go straight on. As I was saying, he had only his own bed to offer me, but I could not afford to be fastidious, and as he had a hearty manner, though a very queer one, I agreed to accept it, and he made a rough pallet for himself on the floor close beside me. Well, I could not sleep for my life, and I wished I had not stayed there, though I was so tired. For one thing, there were the luggage trains rattling by at my elbow the early part of the night. But worse than this, he talked con- tinually in his sleep, and occasionally struck out with his limbs at something or another, knocking against the post of the bed- stead and making it tremble. My condition was altogether so unsatisfactory that at last I awoke him, and asked him what he had been dreaming about for the previous hour, for I could get no sleep at all. He begged my pardon for disturbing me, but a name I had casually let fall that evening had led him to think of another stranger he had once had visit him, who had also accidentally mentioned the same name, and some very strange incidents connected with that meeting. The affair had occurred years and years ago; and what I had said had made him think and dream about it as if it were but yesterday. What was the word? I said. 'Cytherea,' he said. What was the story. I asked then. He then told me that when he was a young man in London he borrowed a few pounds to add to a few he had DESPERATE REMEDIES. 31 saved up, and opened a little inn at Hammersmith. One even- ing, after the inn had been open about a couple of months, every idler in. the neighborhood ran off to Westminster. The Houses of Parliament were on fire. "Not a soul remained in his parlor besides himself, and he began picking up the pipes and glasses his customers had has- tily relinquished. At length a young lady about seventeen or eighteen came in. She asked if a woman was there waiting for herself — Miss Jane Taylor. He said no; asked the young woman if she would wait, and showed her into the small inner room. There was a glass pane in the partition dividing this room from the bar to enable the landlord to see if his visitors, who sat there, wanted anything. A curious awkwardness and melancholy about the behavior of the girl who called caused my informant to look frequently at her through the partition. She seemed weary of her life, and sat with her face buried in her hands, evidently quite out of her element in such a house. Then a woman much older came in and greeted Miss Taylor by name. The man distinctly heard the following words pass between them: " 'Why have you not brought him?' " 'He is ill ; he is not likely to live through the night.' "At this announcement from the elderly woman, the younger one fell to the floor in a swoon, apparently overcome by the news. The landlord ran in and lifted her up. Well, do what they would, they could not for a long time bring her back to consciousness, and began to be much alarmed. 'Who is she?' the innkeeper said to the other woman. 'I know her,' the other said, with deep meaning in her tone. The elderly and young woman seemed allied, and yet strangers. "She now showed signs of life, and it struck him (he was plainly of an inquisitive turn) that in her half-bewildered state ihe might get some information from her. He stooped over her, put his mouth to her ear, and said sharply, 'What's your name?' 'Catch a woman napping if you can, even when she's asleep or half-dead,' says the gatekeeper. When he asked her her name, she said immediately: " 'Cytherea' — and stopped suddenly." "My own name!" said Cytherea. "Yes — your name. Well, the gateman thought at the time it might be equally with Jane a name she had invented for the 3 32 DESPERATE REMEDIES. occasion, that they might not trace her; but I think it was truth unconsciously uttered, for she added directly afterward, 'Oh, what have I said !' and was quite overcome again — ^this time with fright. Her vexation that the woman now doubted the genuineness of her other name was very much greater than that the innkeeper did, and it is evident that to blind the woman was her main object. He also learned, from words this other woman casually let drop, that meetings of the same kind had been held before, and that the falseness of the soi-disant Miss Jane Taylor's name had never been suspected by this com- panion or confederate till then. "She recovered, rested there for an hour, and first sending ofif her companion peremptorily (which was another odd thing), she left the house, ofTering the landlord all the money she had to say nothing about the circumstance. He has never seen her since, according to his own account. I said to him again and again, 'Did you find out any more particulars afterward?' 'Not a syllable,' he said. Oh, he should never hear any more of that — too many years had passed since it happened. 'At any rate, you found out her surname?' I said. 'Well, well, that's my secret,' he went on. 'Perhaps I should never have been in this part of the world if it hadn't been for that. I failed as a pub- lican, you know.' I imagine the situation of a gateman was given him and 'his debts paid off as a bribe to silence, but I can't say. 'Ah, yes,' he said, with a long breath, 'I have never heard that name mentioned since that time till to-night, and then there instantly rose to my eyes the vision of that young lady lying in a fainting fit.' He then stopped talking and fell asleep. Telling the story must have relieved him as it did the Ancient Mariner, for he did not move a muscle or make another sound for the remainder of the night. Now, isn't that an odd story?" "It is, indeed," Cytherea murmured. "Very, very strange." "Why should she have said your most uncommon name?" continued Owen. "The man was evidently truthful, for there was not motive sufficient for his invention of such a tale, and he could not have done it, either." Cytherea looked long at her brother. "Don't you recognize anything else in connection with the story?" she said. "What?" he asked. "Do you remember what poor papa once let drop — that Cytherea was the name of his first sweetheart in Bloomsbury, DESPERATE REMEDIES. 33 who SO mysteriously renounced him? A sort of intuition tells me this was the same woman." "Oh, no — not likely," said her brother skeptically. "How not likely, Owen? There's not another woman of the name in England. In what year used papa to say the event took place?" "Eighteen hundred and thirty-five." "And when were the Houses of Parliament burned? — stop, I can tell you." She searched their little stock of books for a list of dates, and found one in an old school history. "The Houses of Parliament were burned down in the evening of the sixteenth of October, eighteen hundred and thirty-four." "Nearly a year and a quarter before she met father," remarked Owen. They were silent. "If papa had been alive, what a wonder- fully absorbing interest this story would have had for him," said Cytherea, by and by. "And how strangely knowledge comes to us. We might have searched for a clue to her secret half the world over, and never found one. If we had really had any motive for trying to discover more of the sad history than papa told us, we should have gone to Bloomsbury; but not caring to do so, we go two hundred miles in the opposite direction, and there find information waiting to be told us. What could have been the secret, Owen?" "Heaven knows. But our having heard a little more of her in this way (if she is the same woman) is a mere coincidence after all — a family story to tell our friends, if we ever have any. But we shall never know any more of the episode now — trust our fates to that." Cytherea was silently thinking. "There was no answer this morning to your advertisement, Cytherea?" he continued. "None." "I could see that by your looks when I came in." "Fancy not getting a single one," she said sadly. "Surely there must be people somewhere who want governesses." "Yes; but those who want them, and can afford to have them, get them mostly by friends' recommendations; while those who want them, and can't afford to have them, do without them." "What shall I do?" 34 BESPEKATE REMEDIES. "Never mind it. Go on living With ine. Don't let the diffi- culty trouble your mind so; you think about it all day. I can keep you, Cythie, in a plain way of living. Twenty-five shillings a week do not amount to much, truly; but then many mechan- ics have no more, and we live quite as sparingly as journeymen mechanics 'Tis a meager, narrow life We are drifting into," he added gloomily, "but it is a degree more tol- erable than the worrying sensation of all the world being ashamed of you, .which we experienced at Hocbridge." "I couldn't go back there again," she said. "Nor I. Oh, I don't regret our course for a momellt. We did quite right in dropping out of the world." The sneering tones of the remark were almost too labored to be real. "Besides," he continued, "something better for me is sure to turn up soon. I wish my engagement here was a permanent one instead of for only two months. It may, certainly, be for a longer time, but all is uncertain." "I wish I could get something to do, and I must, too," she said firmly. "Suppose, as is very probable, you are not wanted after the beginning of October, the time Mr. Gradfield men- tioned, what should we do if I were dependeht on you only throughout the winter?" They pondered oh numerous schemes by which a young lady might be supposed to earn a decent livelihood, more or less convenient and feasible in imagination, but relinquished them all until advertising had been once more tried, this time taking lower ground. Cytherea was vexed at her temerity in having represented to the world that so inexperienced a bfeirtg as her- self was a qualified governess; and had a fancy that this pre- sumption of hers might be one reason why no ladies applied. The new and humbler attempt appeared in the following form: "Nursery Governess or Useful Companion — A young person wishes to hear of a situation in either of the above capacities. Salary very moderate. She is a good needlewoman. Address C., 3 Q-oSS street, Crestori." In the evening they went to post the letter, and then walked up and down the esplanade for awhile. Soon they met Spring- DESPERATE REMEDIES. 35 rove, said a few words to him, and passed on. Owen noticed that his sister's face had become crimson. Rather oddly, they ' met Springrove again in a few minutes. This time the three walked a little way together, Edward ostensibly talking to Owen, though with a single thought to the reception of his words by the maiden at the farther side, upon whom his gaze was mostly resting, and who was atten- tively listening — looking fixedly upon the pavement the while. It has been said that men love with their eyes; women with their ears. As Owen and himself were little more than acquaintances as yet, and as Springrove was wanting in the assurance of many men of his age, it now became necessary to wish his friends good-evening, or to find a reason for continuing near Cytherea by saying some nice new thing. He thought of a new thing; he proposed to pull across the bay. This was assented to. They went to the pier; stepped into one of the gaily painted boats moored alongside, and sheered off. C3rtherea sat in the stem steering. They rowed that evening; the next came, and with it the necessity of rowing again. Then the next, and the next, Cytherea always sitting in the stern with the tiller-ropes in her hands. The curves of her figure welded with those of the fragile boat in perfect continuation, as she girlishly yielded herself to its heaving and sinking, seeming to form with it an organic whole. Then Owen was inclined to test his skill in paddling a canoe. Edward did not like canoes, and the issue was, that, having seen Owen on board, Springrove proposed to pull off after him with a pair of sculls; but not considering himself sufficiently accomplished to do finished rowing before an esplanade full of promenaders when there was a little swell on, and with the rud- der unshipped in addition, he begged that Cytherea might come with him and steer as before. She stepped in, and they floated along in the wake of her brother. Thus passed the fifth evening. But the consonant pair were thrown into still closer com- panionship, and much more exclusive connection. § 2. July the twenty-ninth. It was a sad time for Cytherea — the last day of Springrove's 36 DESPE3RATB REMEDIES. management at Gradfield's, and the last evening before his return from Creston to his father's house, previous to his de- parture for London. Graye had been requested by the architect to survey a plot of land nearly twenty miles off, which, with the journey to and fro, would occupy him the whole day, and prevent his return- ing till late in the evening. Cytherea made a companion of her landlady to the extent of sharing meals and sitting with her during the morning of her brother's absence. Mid-day found her miserable under this arrangement. All the afternoon she sat alone, looking out of the window for she scarcely knew whom, and hoping she scarcely knew what. Half-past five o'clock came — the end of Springrove's official day. Two min- utes later Springrove walked by. She endured her solitude for another half-hour, and then could endure no longer. She had hoped^ — under the title of feared — that Edward would have found some reason or other for calling, but it seemed that he had not. Hastily dressing herself, she went out, when the farce of an accidental meeting was repeated. Edward came upon her in the street at the first turning. "He looked at her as a lover can; She looked at him as one who wakes — The past was a sleep, and her life began." "Shall we have a boat?" he said impulsively. How exquisite a sweetheart is at first ! Perhaps, indeed, the only bliss in the course of love which can truly be called Eden- like is that which prevails immediately after doubt has ended and before reflection has set in — at the dawn of the emotion, when it is not recognized by name, and before the consideration of what this love is has given birth to the consideration of what difficulties it tends to create; when, on the man's part, the mistress appears to the mind's eye in picturesque, hazy, and fresh morning lights and soft morning shadows ; when, as yet, she is known only as the wearer of one dress, which shares her own personality; as the stander in one special position, the giver of one bright, particular glance, and the speaker of one tender sentence; when, on her part, she is timidly careful over what she says and does, lest she should be misconstrued or underrated to the breadth of a shadow of a hair. DESPERATE REMEDIES. 37 "Shall we have a boat?" he said again, more softly, seeing that at his first question she had not answered, but looked un- certainly at the ground, then almost, but not quite, in his face, blushed a series of mimtte blushes, left off in the midst of them, and showed the usual signs of perplexity in a matter of the emotions. Owen had always been with her before, but there was now a force of habit in the proceeding, and with Arcadian innocence she assumed that a row on the water was, under any circum- stances, a natural thing. Without another word being spoken on either side they went down the steps. He carefully handed her in, took his seat, slid noiselessly off the sand, and away from the shore. They thus sat facing each other in the graceful yellow cockle- shell, and his eyes frequently found a resting-place in the depths of hers. The boat was so small that at each return of the sculls when his hand came forward to begin the pull, they approached so near to her bosom that her vivid imagination began to thrill her with a fancy that he was going to clasp his arms around her. The sensation grew so strong that she could not run the risk of again meeting his eyes at those critical moments, and turned aside to inspect the distant horizon ; then she grew weary of looking sideways, and was driven to return to her natural position again. At this instant he again leaned forward to begin, and met her glance by an ardent fixed gaze. An involuntary impulse of girlish embarrassment caused her to give a vehement pull at the tiller-rope, which brought the boat's head round till they stood directly for shore. His eyes, which had dwelt upon her form during the whole time of her look askance, now left her; he perceived the direc- tion in which they were going. "Why, you have completely turned the boat, Miss Graye,'' he said, looking over his shoulder. "Look at our track in the water — a great semicircle, preceded by a series of zigzags as far as we can see." She looked attentively. "Is it my fault or yours?" she in- quired. "Mine, I suppose?" "I can't help saying that it is yours." She dropped the rope decisively, feeling the slightest twinge of vexation at the answer. "Why do you let go?" 38 DESPERATE REMEDIES. "I do it SO badly." "Oh, no; you turned about for shore in a masterly way. Do you wish to return?" "Yes, if you please." "Of course, then, I will at oilce." "I fear what the people will think of us — going in such absurd directions, and all through my wretched steering." "Never mind what the people think." A pause. "You surely are not so weak as to mind what the people think on such a matter as that?" That answer might almost be called too firm and hard to be given by him to her, but never mind. For almost the first time in her life she felt the delicious sensation, although on such an insignificant subject, of being compelled into an opinion by a man she loved. Owen, though less yielding physically, and more practical, would not have had the intellectual independ- ence to answer a woman thus. She replied quietly and honestly — as honestly as when she had stated the contrary fact a minute earlier : "I don't mind." "I'll unship the tiller that you may have nothing to do going back but to hold your parasol/' he continued, and arose to perform the operation, necessarily leaning closely against her, to guard against the risk of capsizing the boat as he reached his hands astern. His warm breath touched and crept round her face like a caress; but he was apparently only concerned with his task. She looked guilty of something when he seated himself. He read in her face what that something was — she had experienced a pleasure from his touch. But he flting a practical glance over his shoulder, seized the oars, and they sped in a straight line toward the shore. Cytherea saw that he read in her face what had passed in her heart, and that, reading it, he continued as decided as before She was inwardly distressed. She had hot meant him to trans- late her words about returning home so literally at the first; she had not intended him to learn her secret; but more than all, she was not able to endure the perception of his learning it and continuing unmoved. There was nothing but misery to come now. They vi^ould step ashore; he would say good-night, go to London to-mor- row, and the miserable she would lose him forever. She did DESPERATE REMEDIES. 29 not quite suppose, what was the fact, that a parallel thought was simultaneously passing through his mind. They were now within tail yards, tiow within five; he was only now waiting for a "smooth" to bring the boat in. Svveet, sweet Love must not be slain thus, was the fair maid's reason- ing. She was qliite equal to the otcasion — ^lidies are— and de- livered the god: "Do you want very mhch to land, Mr. Spi^ingrove?" she said, letting her young violet eyes pine at him a Very, very little. "I? Not at all," said he, looking an Elstbnishment at her inquiry, which a slight twinkle of his eye half-belied. "But you do?" "I think that how we have come out, and it is such a pleasant evening," she said, gently and sweetly, "I should like a little longer rovi', if you don't mind. I'll ti-y to steer better than be- fore, if it makes it easier for you. I'll try very hard." It was the turil of his face to tell a tale now. He looked, "We understand each other — Ah, we do, darliiig!" tui-ned the boat, and pulled back into the bay once more. "Now steer me wherever you will," he said in a low voice. "Never mind the directness of the course — ^Wherever you will." "Shall it be Lay stead shore?" she said, jpdiritihg in that direc- tion. "Laystead shore," he said, grasping the sculls. She took the strings daintily, and they wended away to the left. For a long time nothing was audible in the boat but the regular dip of the oars and their movement in the row-locks. Springrove at length spoke: "I must go away to-morrow," he said tentatively. "Yes," she replied faintly. "To endeavor to advance a little in rhy profession in London.'' "Yes," she said again, with the same preoccupied softness. "But I sha'n't advance." "Why not? Architecture is a bewitching profession. They say that an architect's work is another man's play." "Yes. But worldly advantage from an art doesn't depend upon mastering it. I used to think it did ; but it doesn't. Those who get rich need have no skill at all as artists." "What need they have?" "A certain kind of energy which men with any fondness for 40 DESPERATE REMEDIES. art possess very seldom indeed — an earnestness in making ac- quaintances, and a love for using them. They give their whole attention to tlie art of dining out, after mastering a few rudi- mentary facts to serve up in conversation. Now after saying that, do I seem a man likely to make a name?" "You seem a man likely to make a mistake." "What's that?" "To give too much room to the latent feeling, which is rather common in these days among the unappreciated, that because some markedly successful men are fools, all markedly unsuc- cessful men are geniuses." "Pretty subtle for a young lady," he said slowly. "From that remark I should fancy you had bought experience." She passed over the idea. "Do try to succeed," she said, with wistful thoughtfulness, leaving her eyes on him. Springrove flushed a little at the earnestness of her words, and mused: "Then, like Cato the Censor, I shall do what I despise, to be in the fashion," he said at last. . . . "Well, when I found all this out that I was speaking of, whatever do you think I did? From having already loved verse passion- ately, I went on to read it continually; then I went rhyming' myself. If anything on earth ruins a man for useful occupa- tion, and for content with reasonable success in a profession or trade, it is the habit or writing verses on emotional subjects, which had much better be left to die from want of nourish- ment." "Do you write poems now?" she said. "None. Poetical days are getting past with me, according to the usual rule. Writing rhymes is a stage people of my sort pass through, as they pass through the stage of shaving for a beard, or thinking they are ill-used, or saying there's nothing in the world worth living for." "Then the difference between a common man and a recog- nized poet is, that one has been deluded and cured of his de- lusion, and the other continues deluded all his days." "Well, there's just enough truth in what you say to make the remark unbearable. However, it doesn't matter to me, now that I 'meditate the thankless muse' no longer, but . . . ." He paused as if endeavoring to think what better thing he did. Cytherea's mind ran on to the succeeding lines of the poem, and their startling harmony with the present situation suggested DESPERATE REMEDIES. 41 the fancy that he was "sporting" with her, and brought an awkward contemplativeness to her face. Springrove guessed her thoughts, and in answer to them simply said, "Yes." Then they were silent again. "If I had known an Amaryllis was coming here, I should not have made arrangements for leaving," he resumed. Such levity, superimposed on the notion of "sport," was in- tolerable to Cytherea; for a woman seems never to see any but the serious side of her attachment, though the most de- voted lover has all the time a vague and dim perception that he is losing his old dignity and frittering away his time. "But will you not try again to get on with your profession? Try once more; do try once more," she murmured. "I am going to try again. I have advertised for something to do." "Of course I will," he said with an eager gesture and smile. "But we must remember that the fame of Christopher Wren himself depended upon the accident of a fire in Pudding Lane. My success seems to come very slowly. I often think that before I am ready to live it will be time for me to die. How- ever, I am trying — not for fame now, but for an easy life of reasonable comfort." It is a melancholy truth for the middle classes, that in pro- portion as they develop, by the study of poetry and art, their capacity for conjugal love of the highest and purest kind, they limit the possibility of their being able to exercise it — the very act putting out of their power the attainment of means sufificient for marriage. The man who works up a good income has had no time to learn love to its exquisite extreme; the man who has learned that has had no time to get rich. "And if you should fail — utterly fail to get that reasonable wealth," she said earnestly, "don't be perturbed. The truly great stand upon no middle ledge; they are either famous or unknown." "Unknown," he said, "if their ideas have been allowed to flow with a sympathetic breadth. Famous only if they have been convergent and exclusive." "Yes; and I am afraid, from that, that my remark was but discouragement, wearing the dress of comfort. Perhaps I was not quite right in — " "It depends entirely upon what is meant by being truly great. But the long and the short of the matter is that men must stick to 42 DESPBEATB REMEDIES. a thing if they want to succeed in it — not giving way to over- much admiration for the flowers they see growing in other people's borders; which I am afraid has been my case." He looked into the far distance and paused. Adherence to a course with persistence sufficient to insure success is possible to widely appreciative minds only when there is also found in them a power — commonplace in its nature, but rare in such combination— the power of assuming to conviction that in the outlying paths which appear so much more brilliant than their own, there are bitternesses equally great — unper- ceived simply on account of their remoteness. They were opposite Laystead shore. The clififs here were formed of strata completely contrasting with those of the farther side of the bay, while in and beneath the water hard bowlders had taken the place of sand and shingle, between which, how- ever, the sea glided noiselessly, without breaking the crest of a single wave, so strikingly calm was the air. The breeze had entirely died away, leaviug the water of that rare glassy smooth- ness which is unmarked even by the small dimples of the least aerial movement. Purples and blues of divers shades were re- flected from this mirror according as each undulation sloped east or west. They could see the rocky bottom some twenty feet beneath them, luxuriant with wee^s of various growths, and dotted with pulpy creatures reflecting a silvery and spangled radiance upward to their eyes. At length she looked at him to learn the efifect of her words of encouragement. He had let the oars drift alongside, and the boat had come to a standstill. Everything on earth seemed taking a contemplative rest, as if waiting to hear the avowal of something from his lips. At that instant he appeared to break a resolution hitherto zealously kept. Leaving his seat amid- ships he came and gently edged himself down beside her upon the narrow seat at the stem. She breathed quicker and warmer; he took her right hand in his own right; it was not withdrawn. He put his left hand behind her neck till it came round upon her left cheek; it was not thrust away. Lightly pressing her, he brought her face and mouth toward his own; when, at this the very brink, some unaccountable thought or spell within him suddenly made him halt — even now, and, as it seemed, as much to himself q,s to her, he timidly whispered, "May I?" DESPERATE REMEDIES. 43 Her endeavor was to say No so denuded of its flesh and sinews that its nature would hardly be recogriized, or in other words a No from so near the positive frontier as to be affected with the Yes accent. It was thus a whispet-ed No, drawn out to nearly a quarter of a minute's length, the O making itself audible as a sound like the spring coo of a pigeon on unusually friendly terms with his mate. Though conscious of her success in producing the kind of word she had wished to produce, she at the same time trembled in suspense as to how it would be taken. But the time available for doubt was so short as to admit of scarcely more than half a dozen vibrations: pressing closer he kissed her. Then he kissed her again with a longer kiss. It was the supremely happy moinent of theit experiferlce. The bloom and the purple light were strong oh the lineainehts of both. Their hearts could hardly believe the evidence of their lips. "I love you, and you love me, Cytherea !" he whispered. She could not deny it; and all seemed well. The gehtle sounds around them from the hills, the plains, the distant town, the adjacent shore, the water heaving at their side, the kiss, and the long kiss, were all "many a voice of one delight," and in unison with each other. But his mind flew back to the same unpleasant thought which had been connected with the resolution he had broken a minute or two earlier. "I could be a slave at my profession to win you, Cytherea; I would work at the meanest honest trade to be near you — mtich less claim you as mine; I would — anything. But I have not told you all ; it is not this ; you don't know what there is yet to tell. Could you forgive as you can love?" She was alarmed to see that he had become pale with the question, "No — do not speak," he said. "I have kfept something from you, which has now become the cause of a great uneasiness. I had no right— to love you; but I did it. Sdmething for- bade—" "What?" she exclaimed. "Something forbade me — till the kiss — yes, till the kiss came ; and now nothing shall forbid it! We'll hope in spite of all. . . . . I must, however, speak of this Idvfe of ours to your brother. Dearest, you had better go indooCs while I meet him at the station, and explain everything." 44 DESPERATE REMEDIES. Cytherea's short-lived bliss was dead and gone. Oh, if she had known of this sequel would she have allowed him to break down the barrier of mere acquaintanceship — never, never! "Will you not explain to me?" she faintly urged. Doubt — indefinite, carking doubt had taken possession of her. "Not now. You alarm yourself unnecessarily," he said ten- derly. "My only reason for keeping silence is that with my present knowledge I may tell an untrue story. It may be there is nothing to tell. I am to blame for haste in alluding to any such thing. Forgive me, sweet — forgive me." Her heart was ready to burst, and she could not answer him. He returned to his place, and took to the oars. They again made for the distant esplanade, now, with its line of houses, lying like a dark-gray band against the light western sky. The sun had set, and a star or two began to peep out. They drew nearer their destination, Edward as he pulled tracing listlessly with his eyes the red stripes upon her scarf, which grew to appear as black ones in the increasing dusk of evening. She surveyed the long line of lamps on the sea-wall of the town, now looking small and yellow, and seeming to send long taper roots of fire quivering down deep into the sea. By and by they reached the landing-steps. He took her hand as before, and found it as cold as the water about them. It was not relinquished until he reached her door. His assurance had not removed the constraint of her manner : he saw that she blamed him mutely and with her eyes, like a captive sparrow. Left alone, he went and seated himself on a chair on the es- planade. Neither could she go indoors to her solitary room, feeling as she did in such a state of desperate heaviness. When Spring- rove was out of sight she turned back, and arrived at the corner just in time to see him sit down. Then she glided pensively along the pavement behind him, forgetting herself to marble, like Melancholy itself, and mused in his company unseen. She heard, without heeding, the notes of pianos and singing voices from the fashionable houses at her back, from the open win- dows of which the lamp-light streamed to meet that of the orange-hued full moon, newly risen over the bay in front. Then Edward began to pace up and down, and Cytherea, fearing that he would notice her, doubled behind and across the road, flinging him a last wistful look as she passed out of sight. No DESPERATE REMEDIES. 45 promise from him to write; no request that she herself would do so — nothing but an indefinite expression of hope in the face of some fear unknown to her. Alas, alas ! When Owen returned he found she was not in the small sit- ting-room, and creeping upstairs into her bedroom with a light he discovered her there lying asleep upon the coverlet of the bed, still with her hat and jacket on. She had flung herself down on entering, and succumbejl to the unwonted oppressive- ness that ever attends full-blown love. The wet traces of tears were yet visible upon her long drooping lashes. "Love Is a sowre delight, and sugred grlefe, A living death, and ever-dying life." "Cytherea," he whispered, kissing her. She awoke with a start, and ventured an exclamation before recovering her judg- ment. "He's gone!" she said. "He has told me all," said Graye, soothingly. "He is going off early to-morrow morning. "Twas a shame of him to win you away from me, and cruel of you to keep the growth of this attachment a secret." "We couldn't help it," she said, and then jumping up — "Owen, has he told you all?" "AH of your love from beginning to end," he said simply. Edward then had not told more — as he ought to have done ; yet she could not convict him. But she would struggle against his fetters. She tingled to the very soles of her feet at the very possibility that he might be deluding her. "Owen," she continued, with dignity, "what is he to me? Nothing. I must dismiss such weakness as this — believe me, I will. Something far more pressing must drive it away. I have been looking my position steadily in the face, and I must get a living somehow. I mean to advertise once more." "Advertising is no use." "This one will be." He looked surprised at the sanguine tone of her answer, till she took a piece of paper from the table and showed it him. "See what I am going to do," she said sadly, almost bitterly. This was her third effort: "Lady's maid. Inexperienced. Age eighteen. G., 3 Cross street, Creston." 46 DBSPEBATE REMEDIES. Owen — -Owep the respectable — loqked blank astonishment. He repeated in a nameless, varying tone the two words : "Lady's maid!" "Yes; lady's majd. 'Tis an honest pi-qfession," said Cytherea bravely. "But you, Cytherea?" "Yes, I— who am I?" "You will never be a lady's maid — never, I am quite sure." "I shall try to be, at any rate." "Such a disgrace — " "Nonsense! I maintain that it is no disgrace!" she said rather warmly. "You know very well — " "Well, since you will, you must," he interrupted. "Why do you put 'inexperienced?' " "Because I am." "iSFever niind that — scratch out 'inexperienced.' We are poor, Cytherea, aren't we?" he murmured, after a silence, "and it seems that the two months will close my engagement here." "We can put up with being poor," she said, "if they only give us work to do Yes, we desire as a blessing what was given as a curse, and even that is denied. However, be cheerful, Owen, and never iiiind." In justice to desponding men, it is as well to remember that the brighter endurance of women at these epochs — invaluable, sweet, angelic, as it is— owes more of its origin to a narrower vision that shuts out many of the leaden-eyed despairs in the van than to a hopefulness intense enough to quell them. CHAPTER IV. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY. § I. August the fourth. Till four o'clock. The e^rly part of the next week brought an answer to Cy- therea's last note of hope in the way of advertisement — ^not from a distance of hundreds of miles, London, Scotland, Ireland, the Continent, as Cytherea seemed to think it must, to be in keeping with the means adopted for obtaining it, but from a place in the neighborhood of that in which she was living, a country man- sion about fifteen miles off. The reply ran thus : "Knapwater House, August 3d, 1864. "Miss AldclyiTe is in want of a young person as lady's maid. The duties of the place are light. Miss Aldclyffe will be in Creston on Thursday, when (should G. still not have heard of a situation) she would like to see her at the Belvedere Hotel, esplanade, at four o'clock. No answer need be returned to this note.'' A little earlier than the time named Cytherea, clothed in a modest bonnet and a black silk jacket, turned down to the hotel. Expectation, the fresh air from the water, the bright, far-extending outlook, raised the most delicate of pink colors to her cheeks, and restored to her tread a portion of that elas- ticity which hei; past troubles, and thoughts of Edward, had well-nigh taken away. She entered the vestibule, and went to the window of the bar. "Is Miss Aldclyffe here?" she said to a nicely dressed bar- maid in the foreground, who was talking to a landlady covered vvith chains, knobs, clamps of gold in the background. 4 48 DESPERATE REMEDIES. "No, she isn't," said the barmaid, not very civilly. Cytherea looked a shade too pretty for a plain dresser. "Miss Aldclyffe is expected here," the landlady said to a third person, out of sight, in the tone of one who had known for several days the fact newly discovered from Cytherea. "Get ready her room — be quick." From the alacrity with which the order was given and taken, it seemed to Cytherea that Miss Aldclyffe must be a woman of considerable importance. "You are to have an interview with Miss Aldclyffe here?" the landlady inquired. "Yes." "The young person had better wait," continued the landlady, didactically. With a money-taker's intuition, she had rightly divined that Cytherea would bring no profit to the house. Cytherea was shown into a nondescript chamber, on the shady side of the building, which appeared to be either bed- room or dayroom, as occasion necessitated, and was one of a suite at the end of the first floor corridor. The prevailing color of the walls, curtain, carpet, and coverings of furniture was more or less blue, to which the cold light coming from the northeasterly sky, and falling on a wide roof of new slates — ^the only objects the small window commanded- — imparted a more striking paleness. But underneath the door communicating with the next room of the suite gleamed an infinitesimally small, yet very powerful, fraction of contrast — a very thin line of ruddy light, showing that the sun beamed strongly into this room ad- joining. The line of radiance was the only cheering thing visible in the place. People give way to very infantine thoughts and actions when they wait; the battlefield of life is temporarily fenced of? by a hard and fast line — the interview. Cytherea fixed her eyes idly upon the streak, and began picturing a wonderful paradise on the other side as the source of such a beam — reminding her of the well-known good deed in a naughty world. While she watched the particles of dust floating before the brilliant chink she heard a carriage and horses stop opposite the front of the house. Afterward came the rustle of a lady's dress down the corridor, and into the room communicating with the one Cytherea occupied. The golden line vanished in parts like the phosphorescent streak caused by the striking of a match; there was the fall of DESPERATE REMEDIES. 49 a light footstep on the floor just behind it; then a pause. Then the foot tapped impatiently, and "There's no one here!" was spoken imperiously by a lady's tongue. "No, madam; in the next room. I am going to fetch her," said the attendant. "That will do, or you needn't go in: I will call her." Cytherea had risen, and she advanced to the middle door with the chink under it as the servant retired. She had just laid her hand on the knob, when it slipped round within her fingers and the door was pulled open from the other side. § 2. Four o'clock. The direct blaze of the afternoon sun, partly refracted through the crimson curtains of the window, and heightened by reflec- tion from the crimson-flock paper which covered the walls, and a carpet on the floor of the same tint, shone with a burning glow round the form of a lady standing close to Cytherea's front with the door in her hand. The stranger appeared to the maiden's eyes — fresh from the blue gloom, and assisted by an imagina- tion fresh from nature — like a tall black figure standing in the midst of fire. It was the figure of a finely built woman, of spare though not angular proportions. Cytherea involuntarily shaded her eyes with her hand, re- treated a step or two, and then she could for the first time see Miss Aldclyffe's face in addition to her outline, lit up by the secondary and softer light that was reflected from the varnished panels of the door. She was not a very young woman, but could boast of much beauty of the majestic autumnal phase. "Oh," said the lady; "come this way." Cytherea followed her to the embrasure of the window. Both the women showed off themselves to advantage as they walked forward in the orange light; and each showed, too, in her face that she had been struck with her companion's appear- ance. The warm tint added to Cytherea's face a voluptuous- ness which youth and a simple life had not yet allowed to ex- press itself there ordinarily; while in the elder lady's face it reduced the customary expression, which might have been called sternness, if not harshness, to grandeur, and warmed her decaying complexion with much of the youthful richness it plainly had once possessed. 4 50 DESt'ERATE REMEDIES. She appeared now no more than five-and-thirty, thdUgh she might easily have been teh or A dozen yeafs older. She had clear, steady eyes, a Romslti nose in its purest form, and also the f-otmd prominent chin with which thfe Caesars are i-epre- sented in ancient marbles ; a mouth expressing a capability for and tendency to strong emotion, habitually controlled by pride. There was a severity about the lower outlines of the face which gave a masculitie cast to this portion of her countenance. Womanly weakness was nowhere visible save in one pstrt — the curve of the forehead and brows; there it vvas clear and em- phatic. She wore a lace shawl over a brown silk dress, and a net bonnet set with a few blue cornflowers. "You inserted the advertisement for a situation as lady's maid, giving the address G, Cross street?" "Yes, madam. Graye." "Yes, I have heard yoUr name — Mrs. Morris, my house- keeper, mentioned yotl, and pointed but your advertisement." This was puzzling intelligence, but there was not time enough to consider it. "Where did you live last?" continued Miss Aldclyffe. "I have never been a servatit before. I lived at home." "Never been out? I thought, too, at sight of yotl that yOii were too girlish-looking to have done rnUch. But why did you advertise with such assurahce? It misleads t)eople." "I am very sorry: I put 'inexperienced' at first, but my brother said it is absurd to trumpet your own weakness to tlie world, and Wbuld hot let it rernain." "But your rtiother knew what -v^as right, I suppose?" "I have no mother, ttladanl." "YoUi- father, then?" "I have no father." "Well," she said, tnore softly, "your sisters, aunts, or cousins?" "They didn't think anything about it." "You didn't ask them, I suppose?" "Nd." "You shotild have, then. Why didn't you?" "Because I haven't any bf them, either." Miss AldclyiTe showed hfer surprise. "You deserve forgive- ness, then, at any rate, child," she said, in a sort of dryly kind tone. "However, I am afraid you do not suit ttie, as I am looking for »n elderly person, You see, I want an exjjeriericecj DESPERATE-; RBMBOIES. 61 maid who knows all the usual duties of the office." She was going to add, "Though I like your appearance," but the words seemed offensive to apply to the ladylike girl before her, and she modified them to, "Though I like you much." "I am sorry I misled you, madam," said Cytherea. Miss Aldclyfife stood in a reverie, without replying. "Good-afternoon," continued Cytherea. "Gpod-by, Miss Graye. I hope you will succeed." Cytherea turned away toward the door. The movement chanced to be one of her masterpieces. It was precise : it had as mpch beauty as was compatible with precision, and as little coquettishness as was compatible with beauty. And she had in turning looked over her shoulder at the other lady with a faint accent of reproach in her face. Those who remember Greuze's "Head of a Girl" in one of the public picture galleries have an idea of Cytherea's look askance at the turning. It is not for a man to tell fishers of men how to set out their fascinations so as to bring about the highest possible average of takes within the year; but the action that tugs the hardest of all at an emotional beholder is this sweet method of turning which steals the hosom away and leaves the eyes behind. Now Miss Aldclyfife herself was no tyro at wheeling. When Cytherea had closed the door upon her, she remained for some time in her motionless attitude, listening to the gradually dying sound of the maiden's retreating footsteps. She murmured to herself, "It is almost worth while to be bored with instructing her in order to have a creature who could glide round my luxurious, indolent body in that manner, and look at me in that way — I warrant how light her fingers are upon one's head and neck -What a silly, modest young thing she is, to go away as suddenly as that!" She rang the bell. "Ask the young lady who has just left me to step back again," she said to the attendant. "Quick ! or she will be gone." Cytherea was now in the vestibule, thinking that if she had told her story. Miss Aldclyfife might perhaps have taken her into the household; yet her history she particularly wished to conceal from a stranger. When she was recalled, she turned back without feeling much surprise. Something, she knew not what, told her she had not seen the last of Miss Aldclyfife. "You have somebody to refer me to, of course," the lady said when Cytherea had re-entered the room. 52 DESPERATE REMEDIES. "Yes; Mr. Thorn, a solicitor at Reading." "And are you a clever needlewoman?" "I am considered to be." "Then I think that at any rate I will write to Mr. Thorn," said Miss Aldclyffe, with a little smile. "It is true, the whole pro- ceeding is very irregular; but my present maid leaves next Monday, and neither of the five I have already seen seem to do for me Well, I will write to Mr. Thorn, and if his reply is satisfactory you shall hear from me. It will be as well to set yourself in readiness to come on Monday." When Cytherea had again been watched out of the room. Miss Aldclyfife asked for writing materials, that she might at once communicate with Mr. Thorn. She indecisively played with the pen. "Suppose Mr. Thorn's reply to be in any way disheartening — and even if so from his own imperfect acquaint- ance with the young creature more than from circumstantial knowledge — I shall feel obliged to give her up. Then I shall regret that I did not give her one trial in spite of other people's prejudices. All her account of herself is reliable enough — yes, I can see that in her face. I like that face of hers." Miss Aldclyfife put down the pen, and left the hotel without writing to Mr. Thorn. CHAPTER V. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY. § I. August the eighth. Morning and afternoon. At post time on that following Monday morning, Cytherea watched so anxiously for the postman that as the time which must bring him narrowed less and less her vivid expectation had only a degree less tangibility than his presence itself. In an- other second his form came into view. He brought two letters for Cytherea. One from Miss Aldclyfife, simply stating that she wished Cytherea to come on trial ; that she would require her to be at Knapwater House by Monday evening. The other was from Edward Springrove. He told her that she was the bright spot of his life; that her existence was far dearer to him than his own; that he had never known what it was to love till he had met her. True, he had felt passing attachments to other faces from time to time; but they all had been weak inclinations toward those faces as they then ap- peared. He loved her past and future, as well as her present. He pictured her as a child: he loved her. He pictured her of sage years : he loved her. He pictured her in trouble : he loved her. Homely friendship entered into his love for her, without which all love was evanescent. He would make one depressing statement. Uncontrollable circumstance (a long history, with which it was impossible to acquaint her at present) operated to a certain extent as a drag upon his wishes. He had felt this more strongly at the time of their parting than he did now — and it was the cause of his abrupt behavior, for which he begged her to forgive him. He saw now an honorable way of freeing himself, and the percep- tioti had prompted him to write. In the meantime might he 54 DESPERATE REMEDIES. indulge in the hope of possessing her on some bright future day, when, by hard labor generated from her own encouraging words, he had placed himself in a position she would think worthy to be shared with him? Dear little letter! She huddled it up. How much more im- portant a love letter seems to a girl than to a man ! Springrove was unconsciously clever in his letters, and a man with a talent of that kind may write himself up to a hero in the mind of a young woman who loves him without knowing much about him. Springrove already stood a cubit higher in her imagina- tion than he did in his shoes. During the day she flitted about the room in an ecstasy of pleasure, packing the things and thinking of an answer which should be worthy of the tender tone of the question^ her love bubbling from her involuntarily, like prophecyings from a prophet. In the afternoon Owen went with her to the railway station, and put her in the train for Carriford Road, the station nearest Knapwater House. Half an hour later she stepped out upon the platform, and found nobody there to receive her — though a pony-carriage was waiting outside. In two minutes she saw a melancholy man in cheerful livery running toward her from a public-house close adjoining, who proved to be the servant sent to fetch her. There are two ways of getting rid of sorrows: one by living them down, the other by drowning them. The coachman drowned his. He informed her that her luggage would be fetched by a spring wagon in about half an hour, then helped her into the chaise and drove off. Her lover's letter, lying close against her neck, fortified her against the restless timidity she had previously felt concerning this new undertaking, and completely furnished her with the confident ease of mind which is required for the critical observa- tion of surrounding objects. It was just that stage in the slow decline of the summer days, when the deep, dark, and vacuous hot-weather shadows are beginning to be replaced by blue ones that have a surface and substance to the eye. They trotted along the turnpike road for a distance of about a mile, which brought them just outside the village of Carriford, and then turned through large lodge gates, on the heavy stone piers of DESPERATE HEMEDIBS. 55 which Stood a pair of bitterns cast in bronze. They then entered the park and wotlhd along a drive shaded by old and drooping lime-trees, not arranged in the form of an avenue, but standing irregularly, sometimes leaving the track completely exposed to the sky, at other times casting a shade over it which almost approached glodm — ^the under surface of the lowest boughs hanging at a uniform level of six feet above the grass, the extreme height to which the nibbling mouths of the cattle could reach. "Is that the house?" said Cytherea expectantly, catching sight of a gray gable between the trees, and losing it again. "No; that's the old manor-house — or rather all that's left of it. The Aldclyffes used to let it sometimes, but it was oftener empty. 'Tis now divided into three cottages. Respectable people didn't care to live there." "Why didn't they?" "Well, 'tis so awkward and unhandy. You see, so much of it has been pulled down, and the rooms that are left won't do very well for a small residence. 'Tis so disrnal, too, and like most old houses stands too low down in the hollow to be healthy." "Do they tell any horrid stories about it?" "No, not a single one." "Ah, that's a pity." "Yes, that's what I say. 'Tis just the house for a nice ghastly hair-on-end story, that would make the parish religious. Per- haps it will have one some day to make it complete ; but there's not a word of the kind now. There, I wouldn't live there for all that. In fact, I couldn't. Oh, no, I couldn't." "Why couldn't you?" • "The sounds." "What are they?" "One is the waterfall, which stands so close by that you can hear that there waterfall in every room of the house, night or day, ill or well. 'Tis enough to drive anybody mad; now listen." He stopped the horse. Above the slight common sounds in the air came the unvarying steady rUsh of falling water from some spot unseen on account of the thick foliage of the grove. "There's something awful in the regularity of that sound, is there not, miss?" 56 DESPERATE REMEDIES. "When you say there is, there really seems to be. You said there were two — ^what is the other horrid sound?" "The pumping engine. That's close by the Old House, and sends water up the hill and all over the Great House. We shall hear that directly There, now listen." From the same direction down the dell they could now hear the whistling creak of cranks, repeated at intervals of half a minute, with a sousing noise between each; a creak, a souse, then another creak, and so on continually. . "Now, if anybody could make shift to live through the other sounds, these would finish him off, don't you think so, miss? That machine goes on night and day, summer and winter, and is hardly ever greased or visited. Ah, it tries the nerves at night, especially if you are not very well; though we don't very often hear it at the Great House." "That sound is certainly very dismal. They might have the wheel greased. Does Miss Aldclyffe take any interest in these things?" "Well, scarcely; you see her father doesn't attend to that sort of thing as he used to. The engine was once quite his hobby. But now he's getting old and very seldom goes there." "How many are there in the family?" "Only her father and herself. He's an old man of seventy." "I had thought that Miss Aldclyffe was sole mistress of the property, and lived here alone." "No, m — " The coachman was continually checking him- self thus, being about to style her miss involuntarily, and then recollecting that he was only speaking to the new lady's maid. "She will soon be mistress, however, I am afraid," he con- tinued, as if speaking by a spirit of prophecy denied to ordi- nary humanity. "The poor gentleman has decayed very fast lately." The man then drew a long breath. "Why did you breathe sadly like that?" said Cytherea. "Ah ! . . . . When he's dead peace will be all over with us old servants. I expect to see the whole house turned inside out." "She will marry, do you mean?" "Marry — ^not she! I wish she would. No, in her soul she's as solitary as Robinson Crusoe, though she has acquaintances in plenty, if not relations. There's the rector, Mr. Raunham — he's a relation by marriage, yet she's quite distant toward him. DESPERATE REMEDIES. 67 And people say that if she keeps single there will be hardly a life between Mr. Raunham and the heirship of the estate. Dang it, she don't care. She's an extraordinary picture of woman- kind — very extraordinary." "In what way besides?" "You'll know soon enough, miss. She has had seven lady's maids this last twelvemonth. I assure you 'tis one body's work to fetch 'em from the station and take 'em back again. The Lord must be a Tory at heart, or he'd never permit such over- bearen goings on." "Does she dismiss them directly they come?" "Not at all — she never dismisses them — they go themselves. You see 'tis like this. She's got a very quick temper; she flies in a passion with them for nothing at all; next momen the}'' come up and say they are going; she's sorry for it, and wishes they'd stay, but she's as proud as Lucifer, and her pride won't let her say 'Stay,' and away they go. 'Tis like this in fact. If you say to her about anybody, 'Ah, poor thing!' she says, 'Pish! indeed!' If you say, 'Pish ! indeed !' 'Ah, poor thing !' she says directly. She hangs the chief baker, and restores the chief but- ler, though the devil but Pharaoh herself can see the difference between 'em." Cytherea was silent. She feared she might be again a burden to her brother. "However, you stand a very good chance," the man went on; "for I think she likes you more than common. I have never known her to send the pony-carriage to meet one before — 'tis always the trap; but this time she said, in a very particular lady- like tone, 'Roobert, gow with the pony-kerriage.' .... There, 'tis true, pony and carriage, too, are getten rather shabby now," he added, looking round upon the vehicle as if to keep Cytherea's pride within reasonable limits. " 'Tis to be hoped you'll please in dressen her to-night." "Why to-night?" "There's a dinner-party of seventeen; 'tis her father's birth- day, and she's very particular about her appearance at such times. Now look; this is the house. Livelier up here, isn't it, miss?" They were now on rising ground, and had just emerged from a clump of trees. Still a little higher up than where they stood 58 DESPBHATB REMEDIES. was situated the mansion, called Knapwater House, the offices gradually losing themselves among the trees behind. § 2. Evening. The house was regularly and substantially built of clean gray freestone throughout, in that plainer fashion of Greek classi- cism that prevailed at the latter end of the last century, when the copyists called designers had grown weary of fantastic variations in the Roman orders. The main block approximated to a square on the ground plan, having a projection in the cen- ter of each side, surmounted by a pediment. From each angle of the east side ran a line of buildings lower than the rest, turn- ing inward again at their farther end and forming within them a spacious ppen court, within which resounded an echo of astonishing clearness. These erections were in their turn backed by ivy-covered ice-houses, laundries, and stables, the whole mass of subsidiary buildings being half-buried beneath close- set shrubs and trees. There was opening sufficient thrqugh the foliage on the right hand to enable her on nearer approach to form an idea of the arrangement of the remoter or south front also. The natural features and coptour of this quarter of the site had evidently dictated the position of the house primarily, and were of the ordinary, aud, upon the whole, most satisfactory kind, namely, a broad, graceful slope running from the terrace beneath the walls to the margin of a placid lake lying below, upon the sur- face of which a dozen swans and a green punt floated at leisure. An irregular wooded island stood ifi the midst of the lake; beyond this and the further margin of the water were planta- tiofis apd greensward of varied outlines, the trees heightening, by half-veiling, the softness of the exquisitp landscape stretch- ing behind. The glimpses she had obtained of this portion were now checked by the angle of the building. In a minute or two they reached the side door, at which Cytherea alighted. She was welcomed by an elderly woman of lengthy smiles and general pleasantness, who announced herself to be Mrs. Morris, the hqu^ekeeper. "Mrs. Graye, I believe?" she said. "I am not — oh, yes, we are all mistresses," said Cytherea, DESPERATE REMEDIES. 59 smiling, but forcedly. Tlie title accorded hei" seetned disdgrfee- ably like the first slight scar of a bratid, and she thought of Owen's prophecy. Mrs. Morris led her into a comfortable parlor called The Room. Here tea was made feady, and Cytherea sat dowti, looking whenever occasion allowed at Mrs. Morris with great interest and curiosity, to discover if possible something in hfer which should give a clue to the secret of her knowledge df her- self, and the recommendation based hpoh it. But tiothing was to be learned, at any rate just then. Mrs. Morris was perpetually getting up, feeling in her pockets, goirig to cupboards, leaving the robm for two or three minutes, and trotting back again. "You'll excuse me, Mrs. Graye," she said. "But 'tis the old gentleman's birthday, and they always have a lot of people to dinner on that day, though he's getting up in years now. How- ever, none of them are sleepers — she generally keeps the house pretty clear of lodgers (being a lady with no intimate friends, though many acquaintances), which, though it gives us less to do, makes it all the duller for the younger maids in the house." Mrs. Morris then proceeded to give in fragtnentary speeches an outline of the constitution and government of the estate. "Now are you sure you have quite done tea? Not a bit or drop more? Why, you've eaten nothing, I'm sure Well, now, it is rather inconvenient that the other maid is not here to show you the ways of the house a little, but she left last Saturday, and Miss Aldclyffe has been making shift with poor old clumsy me for a maid all yesterday and this morning. She is not come in yet. I expect she will ask for you, Mrs. Graye, the first thing I was goihg to say that if you have really done tea, I ^^ill take you upstairs and show you through the wardrobes — Miss Aldclyffe's things are not laid out for the night yet." She preceded Cytherea upstairs, pointfed out her own room, and then took hfer into Miss Aldclyffe's dressing-room, on the first floor; where, after explaining the whereabout of various articles of apparel, the housekeeper left het, tellihg her that she had an hour yet upon her hands before dressing-time. Cytherea laid out upon the bed in the next room all that she had been told woilld be required that evening, and then went again to the little room which had been appropriated to herself. Here she sat down by the open window, leaned out Upon th? 60 DESPEEATE REMEDIES. sill like another Blessed Damozel, and listlessly looked down upon the brilliant pattern of colors formed by the flower-beds on the lawn — now richly crowded with late summer blossom. But the vivacity of spirit which had hitherto enlivened her was fast ebbing under the pressure of prosaic realities, and the warm scarlet of the geraniums, glowing most conspicuously, and mingling with the vivid cold red and green of the verbenas, the rich depth of the dahlia, and the ripe mellowness of the calceo- laria, backed by the pale hue of a flock of meek sheep feeding in the open park, close to the other side of the fence, were, to a great extent, lost upon her eyes. She was thinking that noth- ing seemed worth while ; that it was possible she might die in a workhouse; and what did it matter? The petty, vulgar de- tails of servitude that she had just passed through, her depend- ence upon the whims of a strange woman, the necessity of quenching all individuality of character in herself, and relin- quishing her own peculiar tastes to help on the wheel of this alien establishment, made her sick and sad, and she almost longed to pursue some free, out-of-doors employment, sleep under trees or a hut, and know no enemy but winter and cold weather, like shepherds and cowkeepers, and birds and animals — ay, like the sheep she saw there under her window. She looked sympathizingly at them for several minutes, imagining their enjoyment of the rich grass. "Yes — like those sheep," she said aloud; and her face reddened with surprise at a discovery she made that very in- stant. The flock consisted of some ninety or a hundred young stock ewes; the surface of their fleece was as rounded and even as a cushion, and white as milk. Now she had just observed that on the left buttock of every one of them were marked in distinct red letters the initials "E. S." "E. S." could bring to Cytherea's mind only one thought, but that immediately and forever — ^the name of her lover, Ed- ward Springrove. "Oh, if it should be . . . !" She interrupted her words by a resolve. Miss Aldclyflfe's carriage at the same moment made its appearance in the drive; but Miss Aldclyflfe was not her object now. It was to ascertain to whom the sheep belonged and to set her surmise at rest one way or the other. She flew downstairs to Mrs. Morris. DESPERATE REMEDIES. 61 "Whose sheep are those in the park, Mrs. Morris?" "Farmer Springrove's." "What Farmer Springrove is that?" she said quickly. "Why, surely you know? Your friend. Farmer Springrove, the cider-maker, who keeps the Three Tranters Inn, who recommended you to me when he came in to see me the other day?" Cytherea's mother-wit suddenly warned her in the midst of her excitement that it was necessary not to betray the secret of her love. "Oh, yes," she said, "of course." Her thoughts had run as follows in that short interval: "Farmer Springrove is Edward's father, and his name is Edward, too. • "Edward knew I was going to advertise for a situation of some kind. "He watched tlie Times, and saw it, my address being at- tached. "He thought it would be excellent for me to be here that we might meet whenever he came home. "He told his father that I might be recommended as a lady's maid; that he knew my brother and myself. "His father told Mrs. Morris; Mrs. Morris told Miss Ald- clyfife." The whole chain of incidents that drew her there was plain, and there was no such thing as chance in the matter. It was all Edward's doing. The sound of a bell was heard. Cytherea did not heed it, and she continued in her reverie. "That's Miss Aldclyflfe's bell," said Mrs. Morris. "I suppose it is," said the young woman placidly. "Well, it means that you must go up to her," the matron con- tinued, in a tone of surprise. Cytherea felt a burning heat come over her, mingled with a sudden irritation at Mrs. Morris' hint. But the good sense which had recognized stern necessity prevailed over rebellious indepndence; the flush passed, and she said hastily: "Yes, yes ; of course I must go to her when she pulls the bell — whether I want to or no." However, in spite of this painful reminder of her new position in life, Cjrtherea left the apartment in a mood far dififerent from the gloomy sadness of ten minutes previous. The place felt 62 DESPERATE REMEDIES. like home to her now; she did not mind the pettiness of her occupation, because Edward evidently did not mind it; and this was Edward's own spot. She found time on her way to Miss Aldclyfife's dressing-room to hurriedly glide out by a side door and look for a moment at the unconscious sheep bearing the friendly initials. She went up to them to try to touch one of the flock, and felt vexed that they all stared skeptically at her kind advances and then fan pell-mell down the hill. Then, fear- ing any one should discover her childish rnovements, she slipped indoors again, and ascended the staircase, catching glimpses, as she passM, of silver-buttoned footmen, who flashed about the passages like lightning. Miss Aldclyffe's dressing-room was an apartment which, on a casual survey, conveyed the impression that it was available for almost any purpose save the adornment of the feminine person. In its hours of perfect order nothing pertaining to the toilet was visible ; even the inevitable mirrors with their acces- sories were arranged in a roomy recess not noticeable from the door, lighted by a window of its own, called the dressing- window. The washing-stand figured as a vast oak chest, carved with grotesque Renaissance ornament. The dressing-table was in appearance something between a high altar and a cabinet piano, the surface being richly worked in the same style of semi-classic decoration, but the extraordinary outline having been arrived at by Mr. James Sparkman, an ingenious joiner and decorator from the neighboring town, after months of painful toil in cutting and fitting, under Miss Aldclyffe's immediate eye, the materials being the remains of two or three old cabinets the lady had found in the lumber-room. About two-thirds of the floor was carpeted, the remaining portion being laid with parquetry of light and dark woods. Miss Aldclyffe was standing at the larger window, away from the dressing-niche. She bowed and said pleasantly, "I am glad you have come. We shall get on capitally, I dare say." Her bonnet was off. Cytherea did not think her so hand- some as on the earlier day ; the queenlinesss of her beauty was harder and less warm. But a worse discovery than this was that Miss Aldclyffe, with the usual obliviousness of rich people to their dependents' specialties, seemed to have forgotten Cy- therea's inexperience, and mechanically delivered up her body PESPBEATE REMEDIES. 63 to her handmaid without a thought of details, and with a mild yawn. Everything went well at first. The dress was removed, stock- ings and black boots were taken off, and silk stockings and white shoes were put on. Miss Aldclyffe then retired to bathe her hands and face, and Cytherea drew breath. If she could get through this first evening, all would be right. She felt that it was unfortunate that such a crucial test for her powers as a birthday dinner should have been applied on the threshold of her arrival, but n'tmporte. Miss Aldclyffe was now arrayed in a white Jressing-gown, and dropped languidly into an easy-chair pushed up before the glass. The instincts of her sex and her own practice told Cytherea the next movement. She let Miss Aldclyffe's hair fall down about her shoulders, and began to arrange it. It proved to be all real — a satisfaction. Miss Aldclyffe was musingly looking on the floor, and the operation went on for some minutes in silence. At length her thoughts seemed to return to the present, and she lifted her eyes to the glass. "Why, what on earth are you doing with my head?" she exclaimed, with widely opened eyes. At the words she felt the back of Cytherea's little hand tremble against her neck. "Perhaps you prefer it done the other fashion, madam?" said the maiden. "No, no; that's the fashion right enough, but you must make more show of my hair than that, or I shall have to buy some, which God forbid." "It is how I do my own," said Cytherea naively, and with a sweetness of tone which would have pleased the most acri- monious under favorable circumstances ; but tyranny was in the ascendant with Miss Aldclyffe at this moment, and she was assured of palatable food for her vice by having felt the trem- bling of Cytherea's hand. "Yours, indeed! Your hair! come, go on." Considering that Cytherea possessed at least five times as much of that valuable auxiliary to woman's beauty as the lady before her, there was at the same time some excuse for Miss Aldclyffe's outburst. She remembered herself, however, and said more quietly, "Now, then, Graye .... By the by, what do they call you downstairs?" 64 DESPERATE REMEDIES. "Mrs. Graye," said the handmaid. "Then tell them not to do any such absurd thing — not but that it is quite according to usage; but you are too young yet." The dialogue tided Cytherea safely onward through the hairdressing till the flowers and diamonds were to be placed upon the lady's brow. Cytherea began arranging them taste- fully, and to the very best of her judgment. "That won't do," said Miss Aldclyffe harshly. "Why?" "I look too young — an old dressed doll." "Will that, madam?" "No. I look a fright — a perfect fright." "This way, perhaps?" "Heavens! Don't worry me so." She shut her lips like a trap. Having once worked herself up to the belief that her head dress was to be a failure that evening, no cleverness of Cy- therea's in arranging it could please her. She continued in a smoldering passion during the remainder of the performance, keeping her lips firmly closed and the muscles of her body rigid. Finally, snatching up her gloves, and taking her handkerchief and fan in her hand, she silently sailed out of the room, without betraying the least consciousness of another woman's presence behind her. Cytherea's fears that at the undressing this suppressed anger would find a vent kept her on thorns throughout the evening. She tried to read; she could not. She tried to sew; she could not. She tried to muse; she could not do that connectedly. "If this is the beginning, what will the end be?" she said in a whisper, and felt many misgivings as to the policy of being over-hasty in establishing an independence at the expense of congruity with a cherished past. § 3. Midnight. The sole object of this narration being to present in a regular series the several episodes and incidents which directly helped forward the end, and only these, every continuous scene with- out this qualification is necessarily passed over, and as one, the Aldclyiife state dinner. DESPERATE REMEDIES. 65 The clock struck twelve. The company had all gone, and Miss Aldclyffe's bell rang loud and jerkingly. Cytherea started to her feet at the sound, which broke in upon a fitful sleep that had overtaken her. She had been sitting drearily in her chair waiting minute after minute for the signal, her brain in that state of intentness which takes cognizance of the passage of time as a real motion — motion without matter — the instants throbbing past in the company of a feverish pulse. She hastened to the room, to find the lady sitting before the dressing-shrine, illuminated on both sides, and looking so queenly in her attitude of absolute repose that the younger woman felt the awfulest sense of responsibility at her vandalism in having undertaken to demolish so imposing a pile. The lady's jeweled ornaments were taken off in silence, some by her own listless hands, some by Cytherea's. Then followed the outer stratum of clothing. The dress being removed, Cy- therea took it in her hand and went with it into the bedroom adjoining, intending to hang it in the wardrobe; but on sec- ond thought, in order that she might not keep Miss Aldclyfle waiting a moment longer than necessary, she flung it down on the first resting-place that came to hand, which happened to be the bed, and re-entered the dressing-room with the noiseless footfall of a kitten. She paused in the middle of the room. She was unnoticed, and her sudden return had plainly not been expected. During the short time of Cytherea's absence. Miss Aldclyffe had pulled off a kind of chemisette of Brussels net, drawn high above the throat, which she had worn with her evening dress as a semi-opaque covering to her shoulders, and in its place had put her night-dress round her. Her right hand was lifted to her neck, as if engaged in fastening her night- dress. But on a second glance Miss Aldclyffe's proceeding was clearer to Cytherea. She was not fastening her night-dress; it had been carelessly thrown around her, and Miss Aldclyffe was really occupied in holding up to her eyes some small object that she was keenly scrutinizing. And now on suddenly dis- covering the presence of Cytherea at the back of the apartment, instead of naturally continuing or concluding her inspection, she desisted hurriedly; the tiny snap of a spring was heard, her hand was removed, and she began adjusting her robes. Modesty might have directed her hasty action of enwrapping 6 66 UESPfiRATE RfiMEDltlS. her shoulders, but it was scarcely likely, considering Miss Ald- clyffe's temperament, that she had all her life beeti used to a maid, Cytherea's youth, and the elder lady's mat-ked treatment of her as if she wei^e a mere child or plaything. The rrtatter was too slight to reason about, and yet Upon the whole it seenied that Miss Aldclyfle must have a practical reason for concealing her neck. With a timid sense of being an intruder Cytherea was about to step back and out of the room; but at the same moment Miss Aldclyffe turned, saw the impulse, and told her companion to stay, looking into her eyes as if she had half an intention to explain something. Cytherea felt certain it was the little mys- tery of her late movements. The lady withdrew her eyes; Cy- therea went to fetch the dressing-gown, and wheeled arouna again to bring it up to Miss Aldclyffe, who had now partly re- moved her night-dress to put it on the proper way, and still sat with her back toward Cytherea. Her neck was again quite open and uhcoveredy and though hiddeh from the direct line of Cytherea's vision, she saw it re- flected in the glass — the fair white surface and the inimitable combination of curves between throat and bosom which artists adOre being brightly lit up by the light burning on either side. And the lady's prior proceedings were now explained itl the simplest manner. In the midst of hei- bredst, like an island ih a sea of pearl, reclined an exquisite little gold locket, embellished with arabesque work of blue, red, and white enamel. That was undoiibtedly what Miss Aldclyfife had been contemplating, aiid, moreover, not having been put off with her other ornaments, it was to be retained during the night — a slight departure from the custom of ladies which Miss Aldclyffe had at first not cared to exhibit to her new assistant, though now, on further thought, she seemed to have becOme indifferent on the matter. "My dressing-gown," she said quietly, fastening h&t tiight- dress as she spoke. Cytherea came forward with it. Miss Aldclyffe did not turn her headj but looked inquiringly at her maid in the glass. "You saw what I wear oh my neck, I suppose?" she said to Cytherea's reflected face. "Yes, madam, I did," said Cytherea to Miss Aldytliffe's reflected face. Miss Aldclyffe agaiil looked at Cytherea's reflection as if she pKSPERATE RElVIEDIEg. 67 were on the point of explaining. Again she checked her re- solve and said lightly : "Few of my maids discover that I wear it always. I generally keep it a gecret — not that it njatters much. But I was careless with you, and seemed to want to tell you. You win nje to make confidences that . . . ." She ceased, took Cytherea's hand in her own, lifted the locket with the other, touched the spring, and disclosed a niiniature. "It is a handsome face, is it not?" she whispered mournfully, and even timidly. "It is." But the sight had gone through Cytherea like an electric shock, and there was an instantaneous awakening of perception in her, so thrilling in its presence as to be well-nigh insupport- able. The face in the miniature was the face of her own father ■ — younger and fresher than she had ever known him, but her father! Was this the woman of his wild and unquenchable early love? And was this the woman who had figured in the gate- man's story as answering the name of Cytherea before her judgment was awake? Surely it was. And if so, here was the tangible outcrop of a roniantic and hidden stratum of the past hitherto seen only in her imagination; but as i?Lr as her scope allowed, clearly defined therein by reason of its strangeness. Miss Aldclyffe's eyes and thoughts were so intent upon the miniature that she had not been conscious of Cytherea's start of surprise. She went on, speaking in a low and abstracted tone : "Yes, I lost him." She interrupted her words by a short meditation, and went on again. "I lost him by excess of honesty as regarded niy past. But it was best that it should be so. .... I was led to think rather more than usual of the circumstances to-night because of your name. Jt is pro- nounced the same way, though differently spelled." The only means by -which Cytherea's surname could have been spelled to Miss Aldclyffe must have been by Mrs. Morris or Farmer Springrove. She fancied Farmer Springrove would have spelled it properly if Edward was his informant, which made Miss Aldclyffe's remark obscure. Women make confidences and theij rpgret them- The impulsive rugh of feeling which had led Miss Aldclyffe to indulge in this revelation, trifling as it was, died out immedi- 68 bEgPERAtTE RBMEBIES. ately her words wfere beyond recall, and the turmoil occasioned in her by dwelling upon that chapter of her life found vent in another kind of emotion — the result of a trivial accident. Cytherea, after letting down Miss Aldclyffe's hair, adopted some plan with it to which the lady had not been accustomed. A rapid revulsion to irritation ensued. The maiden's mere touch seemed to discharge the pent-up regret of the lady as if she had been a jar of electricity. "How strangely you treat my hair!" she exclaimed. A silence. "I have told you what I never tell my maids as a rule; of course nothing that I say in this room is to be mentioned outside of it." She spoke crossly no less than emphatically. "It shall not be, madam," said Cytherea, agitated and vexed that the woman of her romantic wonderings should be so disagreeable to her. "Why on earth did I tell you of my love?" she went on. Cytherea made no answer. The lady's vexation with herself and the accident which had led to the disclosure swelled little by little till it knew no bounds. But what was done could not be undone, and though Cytherea had shown a most winning responsiveness, quarrel Miss Aldclyfife must. She recurred to the subject of Cytherea's want of expertness, like a bitter reviewer, who, finding the sentiments of a poet unimpeachable, quarrels with his rhymes. "Never, never before did I serve myself such a trick as this in engaging a maid." She waited for an expostulation: none came. Miss Aldclyffe tried again. "The idea of my taking a girl without asking her more tlian three questions, or having a single refei'ence, all because of her good 1 , the shape of her face and body! It was a fool's trick. There, I am served right — quite right, by being deceived in such a way." "I didn't deceive you," said Cytherea. The speech was an un- fortunate one, and was the very "fuel to maintain its fires" that the other's petulance desired. "You did," she said hotly. "I told you I couldn't promise to be acquainted with every detail of routine just at first." "Will you contradict me in this way! You are telling un- truths, I say." ' A woman, am 1 1 I'll teach you if I am a woman :"— Page 69. DESPERATE REMEDIES. 69 Cytherea's lip quivered. "I would answer that remark if —if—" "If what?" "If it were a lady's!" "You girl of impudence — ^what do you say? Leave the room this instant, I tell you." "And I tell you that a person who speaks to a lady as you do to me is no lady herself!" "To a lady? A lady's maid speaks in this way. The idea!" "Don't 'lady's maid' me; nobody is my mistress. I won't have it!" "Good heavens!" "I wouldn't have come — no — I wouldn't, if I had known!" "What?" ''That you were such an ill-tempered, unjust woman !" Possessed beyond the muse's painting. Miss Aldclyffe ex- claimed : "A woman, am I! I'll teach you if I am a woman!" and lifted her hand as if she would have liked to strike her com- panion. This stung the maiden into absolute defiance. I dare you to touch me!" she cried. "Strike me if you dare, madam ! I am not afraid of you — what do you mean by such an action as that?" Miss Aldclyffe was disconcerted at this unexpected show of spirit, and ashamed of her unladylike impulse now it was put into words. She sank back in the chair. "I was not going to strike you. Go to your room — I beg you to go to your room," she repeated in a husky whisper. Cytherea, red and panting, took up her candlestick and ad- vanced to the table to get a light. Standing close to them the rays from the candles struck sharply on her face. She usually bore a much stronger likeness to her mother than to her father, but now, looking with a grave, reckless, and angered expression of countenance at the kindling wick as she held it slanting into the other flame, her father's features were distinct in her. It was the first time Miss Aldclyffe had seen her in a passionate mood, and wearing that expression which was invariably its concomitant. It was Miss Aldclyffe's turn to start now; and the remark she made was an instance of that sudden change of tone from high-flown invective to the pettiness of curiosity which so often makes women's quarrels ridiculous. Even Miss 70 DESPERATE REMEDIES. Aldclyffe's dignity bad not sufficient power to postpone the absorbing desire she now felt to settle the strange suspicion that had entered her head. "You spell your name the common way, G, R, E, Y, don't you?" she said with assumed indifference. "No," said Cytherea, poised on the side of her foot, and still looking into the flame. "Yes, surely? The name was spelled that way on your boxes; I looked and saw it myself." The enigma of Miss Aldclyffe's mistake was solved. "Oh, was it?" said Cytherea. "Ah, I remember Mrs. Jackson, the lodging-house keeper at Creston, labeled them. We spell our name G, R, A, Y, E." "What was your father's trade?" Cytherea thought it would be useless to attempt to conceal facts any longer. "He was not a trade," she said. "He was an architect." "The idea of your being an architect's daughter!" "There's nothing to offend you in that, I hope?" "Oh, no." "Why did you say 'the idea?' " "Leave that alone. Did he ever visit in Gower street one Christmas, many years ago? — but you would not know that." "I have heard him say that Mr. Huntway, a curate some- where in that part of London, and who died there, was an old college friend of his." "What is your Christian name?" "Cytherea." "No! And is it really? And you knew that face I showed you? Yes, I see you did." Miss Aldclyffe stopped, and closed her lips impassibly. She was a little agitated. "Do you want me any longer?" said Cythetea, standing candle in hand and looking quietly in Miss Aldclyffe's face. "Well — no : no longer," said the lady lingeringly. "With your petmission, I will leave the house to-morrow morning, madam." "Ah!" Miss Aldclyffe had fto rlotion of what she Was saying. "And I ktiow you will be so good as not to intrude upon me during the short remainder of my stay?" Saying this Cytherea left the toom before her companion DESPERATE REMEDIES. 71 had answered. Miss Aldclyffe, then, had recognized her at last, and had been curious about her name from the beginning. The other members of the household had retired to rest. As Cytherea went along the passage leading to her room her dress rustled against the partition. A door on her left opened, and Mrs. Morris looked out. "I waited out of bed till you came Up," she said, "it being your first night, in case you should be at a loss for anything. How have you got on with MisS Aldclyffe?" "Pretty well — though not so well as I could have wished." "Has she been scolding?" "A little." "She's a very odd lady — 'tis all one way or the other with her. She's not bad at heart, but unbearable in close quarters. Those of us who don't have much to do with her personally stay on for years and years." "Has Miss Aldclyffe's family always been rich?" said Cy- therea. "Oh, no. The property, with the name, came from her mother's uncle. Her family is a branch of the old Aldclyffe family on the maternal side. Her mother married a Bradleigh — a mere nobody at that time — and was on that account cut by her relations. But very singularly the other branch of the fam- ily died out one by one — three of them, and Miss Aldclyfife's great-uncle then left all his property, including this estate, to Captain Bradleigh and his wife. Miss Aldclyflfe's father and mother, on condition that they took the old family name as well. There's all about it in the 'Landed Gentry.' 'Tis a thitlg very often done." "Oh, I see. Thank you. Well, now I am going. Good- night." CHAPTER VI. THE EVENTS OF TWELVE HOURS. § I. August the ninth. One to two o'clock a. m. Cytherea entered her bedroom, and flung herself on the bed, bewildered by a whirl of thought. Only one subject was clear in her mind, and it was that, in spite of family discoveries, that day was to be the first and last of her experience as a lady's maid. Starvation itself should not compel her to hold such a humiliating post for another instant. "Ah," she thought, with a sigh at the martyrdom of her last little fragment of self-con- ceit, "Owen knows everything better than I." She jumped up and began making ready for her departure in the morning, the tears streaming down when she grieved and wondered what practical matter on earth she could turn her hand to next. All these preparations completed, she began to undress, her mind unconsciously drifting away to the con- templation of her late surprises. To look in the glass for an instant at the reflection of her own magnificent resources in face and bosom, and to mark their attractiveness unadorned, was perhaps but the natural action of a young woman who had so lately been chidden while passing through the harassing ex- perience of decorating an older beauty of Miss Aldclyfife's temper. But she directly checked her weakness by sympathizing re- flections on the hidden troubles which must have thronged the past years of the solitary lady, to keep her, though so rich and courted, in a mood so repellant and gloomy as that in which Cytherea found her; and then the young girl marveled again and again, as she had marveled before, at the strange con- fluence of circumstances which had brought herself into con- tact with the one woman in the world whose history was so DESPERATE RBMBBIES. 73 romantically intertwined with her own. She almost began to wish she were not obliged to go away and leave the lonely woman to loneliness still. In bed and in the dark, Miss Aldclyffe haunted her mind more persistently than ever. Instead of sleeping, she called up staring visions of the possible past of this queenly lady, her mother's rival. Up the long vista of bygone years she saw, behind all, the young girl's flirtation, little or much, with the cousin, that seemed to have been nipped in the bud, or to have terminated hastily in some way. Then the secret meet- ings between Miss Aldclyffe and the other woman at the little inn at Hammersmith and other places; the commonplace sobriquet she adopted; her swoon at some painful news, and the very slight knowledge the elder female had of her partner in mystery. Then, more than a year afterward, the acquaint- anceship of her own father with this his first love ; the awaken- ing of the passion, his acts of devotion, the unreasoning heat of his rapture, her tacit acceptance of it, and yet her uneasiness under the delight. Then his declaration amid the evergreens ; the utter change produced in her manner thereby, seemingly the result of a rigid determination; and the total concealment of her reason by herself and her parents, whatever it was. Then the lady's course dropped into darkness, and nothing more was visible till she was discovered here at Knapwater, nearly fifty years old, still unmarried and still beautiful, but lonely, embit- tered, and haughty. Cytherea imagined that her father's image was still warmly cherished in Miss Aldclyffe's heart, and was thankful that she herself had not been betrayed into announcing that she knew many particulars of this page of her father's his- tory, and the chief one, the lady's unaccountable renunciation of him. It would have made her bearing toward the mistress of the mansion more awkward, and would have been no benefit to either. Thus conjuring up the past, and theorizing on the present, she lay restless, changing her posture from one side to the other and back again. Finally, when courting sleep with all her art, she heard a clock strike two. A minute later, and she fancied she could distinguish a soft rustle in the passage outside her room. To bury her head in the sheets was her first impulse ; then to uncover it, raise herself on her elbow, and stretch her eyes wide 1i DEgPEBATE REMEDIES. open in the darkness ; her lips being parted with the intentness of her Hstening, Whatever the noise was, it had ceased for the time. It began again, and came close to the door, lightly touching the panels. Then there was another stillness; Cythere^ made a movement which caused a faint rustling of the bedclothes. Before she had time to think another thought a light tap was given. Cytherea breathed; the person outside was evidently bent upon finding her awake, and the rustle she had made had encouraged the hope, The maiden's physical condition shifted from one pole to its opposite. The cold sweat of terror forsook her, and modesty took the alarm. She became hot and red; her door was not locked. A distinct woman's whisper came to her through the key- hole: "Cytherea." Only one being in the house knew her Christian name, and that was Miss Aldclyffe. Cytherea stepped out of bed, went to the door, and whispered back, "Yes?" "Let me come in, darhng." The young woman paused in a conflict between judgment and emotion. It was noyv^ mjstress and rnaid no longer ; woman and woman only, Yes, she must let her come in, poor thing. She got a light in an instant, opened the door, and raising her eyes and the candle, saw Miss Aldclyffe standing outside in her dressing-gown. "Now you see that it is really myself, put out the light," said the visitor. "I want to stay here with yon, Cythie. I came to ask you to come down into my bed, but it is snugger here. But remember that yon are mistress in this room, and that I have no business here, and that you may send me away if you choose. Shall I go?" "Oh, no; you sha'n't, indeed, if yon don't want to," said Cy- therea generously. The instant they were in bed Miss Aldclyffe freed herself from the last remnant of restraint. She flung her arms round the young girl, and pressed her gently to her heart. "Now kiss me," she said. Cytherea, upon the whole, was rather discomposed at this change of treatment; and, discomposed or no, her passions were not so impetnous as Miss Aldclyffe's. She could not bring her soul to her lips for a moment, try how she would. DEgfBRATE ttBMtiblBS. 75 "Come, kiss me/' repeated Miss Aldclyffe. Cythefea gavfe her A very small otie, As soft in touch and in sound as the bursting of a bubble. "More earnestly than that — come." She gave another^ a little, but not much, more eixpressively., "I don't deserve a more feeling one, I suppose," said Miss Aldclyffe, with an emphasis of sad bitterness in her tone. "I arti an ill-tempered woman, you think; tialf out of my mind. Well, perhaps I am; but I have had grief more that! you can thiilk or dream of. But I can't help loving you — your name is the same as mine— isn't it strange?" Cythet-ea was inclined to say no, but remained silent. "Now, don't yoU think I must love you?" continued the other. "Yes," said Cytheted ctbseritly. She Was still thinkirig whether duty to Owen and her father, which asked for silence on her knowledge of her father's unfortunate love, of- duty to the woman embracing her, which seemed to ask for cotifidence, ought to predominate; Here was a solution. She wotild wait till Miss Aldclyfle referred to her acquaintanceship and attach- ment to Cytherea's father In past times, then she would tell her all she knew ; that would be honor. "Why can't you kiss me as I cdh kiss you? Why can't you?" She impressed upon Cytherea's lips a warm, motherly salute, given as if in the outburst Of strOhg feelitlg, lOrig checked, and yearning for something to love and be loved by in return. "Do you think badly of me for my behavior this evehing, child? I don't know why I am so foolish as to Speak to yotl in thiswav. I am a vei-y fool, I believe. YeS. How old are yoh ?" "Eighteen." "Eighteen .... Well, why don't you ask me how old I am?" "Because I don't want to know." "Never mind if you don't. I am forty-six; and it gives me gfeater pleastii'e to tell you this thatn it does you to listen. I have not told my age truly for the last twenty years till now." "Why haveh't you?" "I have met deceit by deceit, till I am wealy of it — ^Weary, weary — arid I long to be what I shall never be again — artless and Inhocent, like you. Btit I suppose that you, top, will prove 76 DESPERATE REMEDIES. to be not worth ajhought, as every new friend does on more intimate knowledge. Come, why don't you talk to me, child? Have you said your prayers?" "Yes — no ! I forgot them to-night." "I suppose you say them every night as a rule?" "Yes." "Why do you do that?" "Because I always have, and it would seem strange if I were not to. Do you?" "I? A wicked old sinner like me! No, I never do. I have thought all such matters humbug for years — ^thought so so long that I should be glad to think otherwise from very weariness; and yet, such is the code of the polite world, that I subscribe regularly to missionary societies and others of the sort. . . . Well, say your prayers, dear — you won't omit them now you recollect it. I should like to hear you very much. Will you?" "It seems hardly — " "It would seem so like old times to me — ^when I was young, and nearer — far nearer Heaven than I am now. Do, sweet one." Cytherea was embarrassed; and her embarrassment arose from the following conjuncture of affairs : Since she had loved Edward Springrove, she had linked his name with her brother Owen's in her nightly supplications to the Almighty. She wished to keep her love for him a secret, and above all a secret from a woman like Miss Aldclyffe; yet her conscience and the honesty of her love would not for an instant allow her to think of omitting his dear name, and so endanger the efficacy of all her previous prayers for his success by an unworthy shame now ; it would be wicked of her, she thought, and a grievous wrong to him. Under any worldly circumstances she might have thought the position justified a little finesse, and have skipped him for once ; but prayer was too solemn a thing for such trifling. "I would rather not say them," she murmured first. It struck" her then that this declining altogether was the same cowardice in another dress, and was delivering her poor Edward over to Satan just as unceremoniously as before. "Yes; I will say my prayers, and you shall hear me," she added firmly. She turned her face to the pillow and repeated in low, soft tones the simple words she had used from childhood on such occasions. Owen's name was mentioned without faltering. DESPERATE REMEDIES. 77 but in the other case maidenly shyness was too strong even for rehgion, and that when supported by excellent intentions. At the name of Edward she stammered, and her voice sank to the faintest whisper in spite of her. "Thank you, dearest," said Miss Aldclyffe. "I have prayed, too, I verily believe. You are a good girl, I think." Then the expected question came. " 'Bless Owen,' and who, did you say?" There was no help for it now, and out it came. "Owen and Edward," said Cytherea. "Who are Owen and Edward?" "Owen is my brother, madam," faltered the maid. "Ah, I remember. Who is Edward?" A silence. "Your brother, too?" continued Miss Aldclyfife. "No." Miss Aldclyfife reflected a moment. "Don't you want to tell me who Edward is?" she said at last, in a tone of meaning. "I don't mind telling; only . . . ." "You would rather not, I suppose?" "Yes." Miss Aldclyfife shifted her ground. "Were you ever in love?" she inquired suddenly. C)^herea was surprised to hear how quickly the voice had altered from tenderness to harshness, vexation, and disap- pointment. "Yes — I think I was — once," she murmured. "Aha! And were you ever kissed by a man?" A pause. "Well, were you?" said Miss Aldclyfife, rather sharply. "Don't press me to tell — 1 can't — indeed, I won't, madam." Miss Aldclyfife removed her arms from Cytherea's neck. " 'Tis now with you as it is always with all girls," she said, in jealous and gloomy accents. "You are not, after all, the inno- cent I took you for. No, no." She then changed her tone with fitful rapidity. "Cytherea, try to love me more than you love him — do. I love you better than any man can. Do, Cythie; don't let any man stand between us. Oh, I can't bear that!" She clasped Cytherea's neck again. "I must love him now I have begun," replied the other. "Must — ^yes — ^must," said the elder lady, reproachfully. 78 DESPERATE REMEDIES. "Yes, women are all alike. I thought I had at last found an artless woman who had not been sullied by a man's lips, and who had not practiced or been practiced upon by the arts which ruin all the truth and sweetness and goodness in us. Find a girl, if you can, whose mouth and ears have not been made a regular highway of by some man or another! Leave the ad- mittedly notorious spots — ^the drawing-rooms of society — and look in the villages — leave the villages and search in the schools — and you can hardly find a girl whose heart has not been had — is not an old thing half worn out by some He or another. If men only knew the staleness of the freshest of us! that nine times out of ten the 'first love' they think they are winning from a woman is but the hulk of an old wrecked affection, fitted with new sails and re-used. Oh, Cytherea, can it be that you, too, are like the rest?" "No, no, no," urged Cytherea, awed by the storm she had raised in the impetuous woman's mind. "He only kissed me once^twice, I mean." "He might have a thousand times if he had cared to, there's no doubt about that, whoever his lordship is. You are as bad as I — we are all alike; and I — an old fool — have been sipping at your mouth as if it were honey, because I fancied no wasting lover knew the spot. But a minute ago, and you seemed to me like a fresh spring meadow— 'now you seem a dusty highway." "Oh, no, no I" Cytherea was not weak enough to shed tears except on extraordinary occasions, but she was fain to begin sobbing now. She wished Miss Aldclyfife would go to her own room and leave her and her treasured dreams alone. This vehement, imperious affection was in one sense soothing, but yet it was not of the kind that Cytherea's instincts desired. Though it was generous, it seemed somewhat too rank, sensu- ous, and capricious for endurance. "Well," said the lady in continuation, "who is he?" Her companion was desperately determined not to tell his name; she too much feared a taunt when Miss Aldclyffe's fiery mood again ruled her tongue. "Won t you tell me — not tell me after all the affection I have shown?" "I will, perhaps, another day." "Did you wear a hat and white feather in Creston for the week or two previous to your coming here?" DESfEBATE REMEDIES. 79 "Yes." "Then I have seen you and yOuf sweetheart at a distance. He rowed you round the bay with your brother," "Yes." "And without your brother — fie! There, there, don't let that Uttle heart beat itself to death; throb, throb: it shakes the bed, you silly thing. I didn't mean there was any harm in going alone with him, I only saw you from the esplanade, in common with the rest of the people. I often run down to CrestOn. He was a very good figure; now who was he?" "I — I won't tell, madam— I cannot, indeed !" "Won't tell — very well, don't. You are very foolish to treasure up his name and image as you do. Why, he has had loves be- fore you, trust him for that, whoever he is, and you are but a temporary link in a long chain of others like you, who only have your little day as they have had theirs." " 'Tisn't true! 'tisn't true, 'tisn't true!" cried Cytherea in agony of torture. "He has never loved anybody else, I know — I am sure he hasn't." Miss Aldclyffe was as jealous as any man could have been. She continued : "He sees a beautiful face, and thinks he will never forget it, but in a few Weeks the feeling passes ofif, and he wonders how he could have cared for anybody so absurdly much." "No, no, he doesn't. What does he do when he has thought that — come, tell me— 'tell me!" "You are as hot as fire, and the throbbing of your heart makes me nervous. I can't tell you if you get in that flustered state." "Do, do tell — oh, it makes me so miserable! but tell, come, tell!" "Ah, the tables are turned now, deaf!" she exclaimed in a tone which mingled pity with derision: " 'Love's passions shall rock thee As the storms rook the ravens on blgK, Bright reason will mock thee Like the sun from a -vrintry sky.' " "What does he do next? Why, this is what he does Hext: ruminates on what he has heard of woman's romantic impulses, 6 80 DESPERATE REMEDIES. and how easily men torture them when they have given way to those feelings, and have resigned everything for their hero. It may be that though he loves you heartily now — ^that is, as heartily as a man can — and you love him in return, your loves may be impracticable and hopeless, and you may be separated forever. You, as the weary, weary years pass by, will fade and fade — ^bright eyes will fade — and you will perhaps then die early — ^true to him to your latest breath, and believing him to be true to the latest breath also ; while he, in some gay and busy spot far away from your last quiet nook, will have married some dashing lady, and not purely oblivious of you, will long have ceased to regret you — ^will chat about you, as you were in long past years — ^will say, 'Ah, little Cytherea used to tie her hair like that — poor innocent, trusting thing! it was a pleasant, useless, idle dream — that dream of mine for the maid with the bright eyes and simple, silly heart; but I was a foolish lad at that time.' Then he will tell the tale of all your little Wills and Won'ts, and particular ways, and as he speaks, turn to his wife with a placid smile." "It is not true! He can't, he c — can't be s — so cruel — and you are cruel to me — you are, you are!" She was at last driven to desperation ; her natural common-sense and shrewdness had seen all through the piece how imaginary her emotions were — she felt herself to be weak and foolish in permitting them to rise; but even then she could not control them; be agonized she must. She was only eighteen, and the long day's labor, her weariness, her excitement, had completely unnerved her and worn her out; she was bent hither and thither by this tyrannical working upon her imagination, as a young rush in the wind. She wept bitterly. "And now think how much I like you," resumed Miss Ald- clyfife, when Cytherea grew calmer. "I shall never forget you for anybody else, as men do — never. I will be exactly as a mother to you. Now will you promise to live with me always, and always be taken care of, and never deserted?" "I can not. I will not be anybody's maid for another day on any consideration." "No, no, no. You shan't be a lady's maid. You shall be my companion. I will get another maid." Companion — that was a new idea. Cytherea could not resist the evidently heartfelt desire of the strange-tempered woman DESPERATE REMEDIES. 81 for her presence. But she could not trust to the moment's im- pulse. "I will stay, I think. But do not ask for a final answer to- night." "Never mind now, then. Put your hair round your mamma's neck and give me one good long kiss, and I won't talk any more in that way about your lover. After all, some young men are not so fickle as others; but even if he's the ficklest, there is consolation. The love of an inconstant man is ten times more ardent than that of a faithful man — that is, while it lasts." Cytherea did as she was told, to escape the punishment of further talk; flung the twining tresses of her long, rich hair over Miss Aldclyfife's shoulders as directed, and the two ceased conversing, making themselves up for sleep. Miss Aldclyfife seemed to give herself over to a luxurious sense of content and quiet, as if the maiden at her side afforded her a protection against dangers which had menaced her for a year; she was soon sleeping calmly. § 2. Two to five a. m. With Cytherea it was otherwise. Unused to the place and circumstances, she continued wakeful, ill at ease, and mentally distressed. She withdrew herself from her companion's em- brace, turned to the other side, and endeavored to relieve her busy brain by looking at the window-blind, and noticing the light of the rising moon — now in its last quarter — creep round upon it: it was the light of an old waning moon which had but a few days longer to live. The sight led her to think again of what had happened under the rays of the same month's moon a little before its full, the delicious evening scene with Edward; the kiss, and the short- ness of those happy moments — maiden imagination bringing about the apotheosis of a status quo which had had several un- pleasantnesses in its earthly reality. But sounds were in the ascendant that night. Her ears be- came aware of a strange and gloomy murmur. She recognized it: it was the gushing of the waterfall, faint and low, brought from its source to the unwonted distance of the house by a faint breeze which made it distinct and recog- nizable by reason of the utter absence of all disturbing sounds. 82 DESPERATE REIVIBDIES. The gropm's melanchply reprpspntation Ipnt to the sound a more dismal effect than it would have had of its own nature. She began to fanpy what t}ie waterfall must l3p like at that hour, under the trees in the ghostly moonlight. Black at the head, and over the surface of the deep cold hole into which it fell; white fiqd frothy at the f^ll ; black and white, like a pall and its border; sad everyyvhere. She was in the mood for sounds of every kind now, and strained her ears to catch the faintest, in wayward enmity to her quiet of mind. Another soon came. The second was quite different from the first — a kind of inter- inittent whistle it seerned primarily: no, a creak, a metallic creak, ever and anon, like a plow, or a rusty wheel-barrow, or at least a wheel of some kind. Yes, it was a wheel — ^the water- wheel in the shrubbery by the old manorThouse, which the coachpian had said would drive him mad. She deterrtiined not to think any more of these glooiny things; but now that she had once noticed the sound there was no seal- ing her ears to it. She could not help timing its creaks and putting on a dread expectancy just before the end of each half- minute that brought them. To imagine the inside of the engine- house, whenpe these npises proceeded, wag now a necessity. No windoWi but crevices in the door, through which, probably, the rnoonbeamg streamed in the most attenuated and skeleton- like rays, striking gharply upon portions of wet rusty cranks and chfiins; a glistening wheel, turning incessantly, laboring in the dark like a captive starving in a dungeon ; and instead of a floor below, gurgling water, which on account of the darkness could only be heard; water which labored up dark pipes almost to where she lay. She shivered- Now she w^s determined to go to sleep; there could be nothing else Jeft to be heard or to imagine-^it was horrid that her imagination should be so restlpss. Yet just for an instant before going to sleep she would think this^ — suppose another sound should come — ^just suppose it should ! Before the thought had well passed through her brain a third sound came. The third was a very soft gurgle or rattle — of a strange and abnormal kind — yet a sound she had heard before at some past period of her life — ^when, shp could not recollect. To make it the mpre disturbing, it spemed to be almost close to her-^ither close outside the window, or close under the floor, or close BBSPBRAT'E REiMEDlfiS. 83 above the ceiling* The accidental fact of its cotning so imme- diately upon the heels of hef Btifiposition tdld so pOWeffillly Upon her estcited net'Ves tha.t she jumped up in the bed. The same instant, a little dog in some t-oom near, having prdbablv heard the Same noise, set up a low Whine. The watch-dog in the yardj hfearing the rrioan of his associate, began to howl loudly and distinctly. His melancholy notes were taken Up directly afterward by the dogs in the kennel a lottg Way ofl, in every variety of wail. One logical thought alone was able to enter her flufried brain. The little dog that began the whining must have heard the other two sounds even better than herself. He had taken no notice of thertlj but he had taken notice of the third. The third, then, was an unusual sound. It was not like water, it was not like wind, it was not the night-jar, it Was not a dock, nor a fat, nor a person snoring. She crept tinder the clothes, aild flung het- arms tightly rOund Miss Aldclyfife, as if for protection. Cytherea perceived that the lady's late peaceful warmth had given place to a sweat. At the maiden's touch. Miss Aldclyfife awoke with a low scream. She remembered her position instantly. "Oh, such a ter- rible dream!" she cried, in A hUftied whiSper, holding to Cytherea in her turn; "and your touch was the end of it. It was dreadful. Time, with his wings, hour-glass, and scythe, coming neafet- arid nearef to tne-^gririnihg and mocking: then he seized me, tbok a t)iece of me only But I can't tell you, I cati't bear to think if it. How those dogs hOwl! People say it means death." The t-etuffi of Miss Aldclyfife to consciousness was sufficient to dispel the wild fancies which the loneUness of the night had woven in Cytherea's mind. She dismissed the thii-d noise as something Which in all likelihood cOUld easily be explained, if ttouble were taken to inquire into it; large houses had all kinds of strange soUndg floating about them. She was ashamed to tell Miss AldclyfTe her terrors. A silence of five minutes. "Afe you asleep?" said Miss Aldclyfte. "No," said Gythefea in a long-draWtt whisper. "How those dogs howl, don't they?" "Yes. A little dog in the house began it." 84 DESPERATE REMEDIES. "Ah, yes ; that was Totsy. He sleeps on the mat outside my father's bedroom door. A nervous creature." There was a silent interval of nearly half an hour. A clock on the landing struck three. "Are you asleep, Miss Aldclyffe?" whispered Cytherea. "No," replied Miss Aldclyffe. "How wretched it is not to be able to sleep, isn't it?" "Yes," replied Cytherea, like a docile child. Another hour passed, and the clock struck four. Miss Ald- clyffe was still awake. "Cytherea," she said, very softly. Cytherea made no answer. She was sleeping soundly. The first glimmer of dawn was now visible. Miss Aldclyffe arose, put on her dressing-robe, and went softly downstairs to her own room. "I have not ,told her who I am after all, or found out the particulars of Ambrose's history," she murmured. "But her being in love alters everything." § 3. Half -past seven to ten o'clock a. m. Cytherea awoke quiet in mind and refreshed. A conclusion to remain at Knapwater was already in possession of her. Finding Miss Aldclyffe gone, she dressed herself and sat down at the window to write an answer to Edward's letter, and an account of her arrival at Knapwater to Owen. The dismal and heart-breaking pictures that Miss Aldclyffe had placed before her the preceding evening, the later terrors of the night, were now but as shadow of shadows, and she smiled in derision at her own excitability. But writing Edward's letter was the great consoler, the effect of each word upon him being enacted in her own face as she wrote it. She felt how much she would like to share his trouble — how well she could endure poverty with him — and wondered what his trouble was. But all would be ex- plained at last, she knew. At the appointed time she went to Miss Aldclyffe's room, intending, with the contradictoriness common in people, to perform with pleasure, as a work of supererogation, what as a duty was simply intolerable. Miss Aldclyffe was already out of bed. The bright penetrat- DESPERATE REMEDIES. 85 ing light of morning made a vast difference in the elder lady's behavior to her dependent; the day, which had restored Cytherea's judgment, had effected the same for Miss Aldclyffe. Though practical reasons forbade her regretting that she had secured such a companionable creature to read, talk, or play to her whenever her whim required, she was inwardly vexed at the extent to which she had indulged in the womanly luxury of making confidences and giving way to emotions. Few would have supposed that the calm lady sitting so aristocratic- ally at the toilet-table, seeming scarcely conscious of Cytherea's presence in the room, even when greeting her, was the passion- ate creature who had asked for kisses a few hours before. It is both painful and satisfactory to think how often these antitheses are to be observed in the individual most open to our observation — ourselves. We pass the evening with faces lit up by some flaring illumination or other; we get up the next morning — the fiery jets have all gone out, and nothing con- fronts us but a few crinkled pipes and sooty wirework, hardly recalling the outline of the blazing picture that arrested our eyes before bedtime. Emotions would be half-starved if there were no candle-light. Probably nine-tenths of the gushing letters of indiscreet con- fidences are written after nine or ten o'clock in the evening, and sent off before day returns to leer invidiously upon them. Few that remain open to catch our glance as we rise in the morning survive the rigid criticism of dressing-time. The subject uppermost in the minds of the two women who had thus cooled from their fires, were not the visionary ones of the later hours, but the hard facts of their earlier conversation. After a remark that Cytherea need not assist her in dressing unless she wished to. Miss Aldclyffe said, abruptly: "I can tell that young man's name." She looked keenly at Cytherea. "It is Edward Springrove, my tenant's son." The inundation of color upon the younger lady at hearing a name which to her was a world handled as if it were only an atom, told Miss Aldclyffe that she had divined the truth at last. "Ah — it is he, is it?" she continued. "Well, I wanted to know for practical reasons. His example shows that I was not so far wrong in my estimate of men after all, though I only generalized, and had no thought of him." This was perfectly true, 86 DESPERATE REMEDIES. "What do you mean?" gaid Cytherea, visibly alarmed. "Mean? Why, that all the world knows him to be engaged to be married, and that the wedding is soon to take place." She made the remark bluntly and superciliously as if to obtain absolution at the hands of her family pride for the weak con- fidences of the night. But even the frigidity of Miss Aldclyffe's mood was over- come by the look of sick and blank despair which the carelessly uttered words had produced upon Cytherea's face. She sank back into a chair, and buried her face in her hands. "Don't be foolish," said Miss Aldclyffe. "Come, make the best of it. I can not upset the fact I have told you of, unfortu- nately. But I believe the match can be broken oflf." "Oh, no, no." "Nonsense. I liked him much as a youth, and I like him now. I'll help you to captivate and chain him down. I have got over my absurd feeling of last night in not wanting you ever to go away from me — of course I could not expect such a thing as that. There, now, I have said I'll help you, and that's enough. He's tired of his first sweetheart now that he's been away from home for awhile. The love which no outer attack can frighten away quails before its idol's own homely ways; 'tis always so. . . , Come, finish what you are doing if you are going to, and don't be a little goose about such a trump- ery affair as that." "Who — is he engaged to?" Cytherea inquired by a move- ment of her lips, but no sound of her voice. But Miss Alddyflfe did not answer. It mattered not, Cytherea thought. Another woman — ^that was enough for her; curiosity was stunned. She applied herself to the work of dressing, scarcely knowing how. Miss Aldclyfie went on: "You were too easily won. I'd have made him or anybody else speak out before he should have kissed my face for his pleasure. But you are one of those precipitantly fond things who are yearning to throw away their hearts upon the first worthless fellow who says good^morning. In the first place, you shouldn't have loved him so quickly; in the next, if you must have loved him off-hand, you should have concealed it. It tickled his vanity: 'By Jove, that girl's in love with me already!' he thought." To hasten away at the end of the toilet, to tell Mrs. Morris — • DESPERATE) RBMEDIBg. 87 who Stood waiting in a little room prepared for her, with tea poured out, bread and butter cut into diaphanous slices, and egg8\ arranged — that she wanted no breakfast; then to shut her- self alone in her bedroom was her only thought. She was followed thither by the well-intentioned matron with a cup of tea and one piece of bread and butter on a tray, cheerfully insisting that she should eat it, To those who grieve, innocent cheerfulness seems heartless levity. "No, thank you, Mrs. Morfis," she said, keeping the door closed. Despite the incivility of the action, Cytherea could not bear to let a pleasant person see her face then. Immediate revocation — even if revocation would be more efifective by postponement— is the impulse of young wounded natures. Cytherea went to her blotting-book, took out the long letter so carefully written, so full of gushing rejnarks and tender hints, and sealed up so neatly with a little seal bearing "Good Faith" as its motto, tore the missive into fifty pieces, and threw them into the grate. It was then the bitterest of anguishes to look upon some of the words she had so lovingly written, and see them existing only in mutilated forms without meaning — ^to feel that his eye would never read them, nobody ever know how ardently she had penned them. Pity for one's self for being wasted is mostly present in these moods of abnegation. The meaning of all his allusions, his abruptness in telling her of his love ; his constraint at first, then his desperate manner of speaking, was clear. They must have been the last flickering of a conscience not quite dead to all sense of perfidiousness and fickleness. Now he had gone to London: she would be dis- missed from his memory, in the same way as Miss Aldclyffe had said. And here she was in Edward's own parish, reminded continually of him by what she saw and heard. The landscape, yesterday so much and so bright to her, was now but as the banquet-hall deserted^all gone but herself. Miss Aldclyfife had wormed her secret out of her, and would now be continually mocking her for her trusting simplicity in believing him. It was altogether unbearable; she would not stay there. She went downstairs, and found that Miss Aldclyfife had gone into her breakfast-room, but that Captain Aldclyfife, who rose later, with increasing infirmities, had not yet made his appear- 88 DESPERATE REMEDIES. ance. Cytherea entered. Miss Aldclyffe was looking out of the window, watching- a trail of white smoke along the distant landscape — signifying a passing train. At Cytherea's entry she turned and looked inquiry. "I must tell you now," began Cytherea, in a tremulous voice. "Well, what?" Miss Aldclyffe said. "I am not going to stay with you. I must go away — a very long way. I am very sorry, but indeed I can't remain !" "Pooh! What shall we hear next?" Miss Aldclyffe surveyed Cytherea's face with leisurely criticism. "You are breaking your heart again about that worthless young Springrove. I knew how it would be. It is as Hallam says of Juliet — what little reason you may have possessed originally has all been whirled away by this love. I sha'n't take this notice, mind." "Do let me go." Miss Aldclyffe took her new pet's hand, and said with sever- ity, "As to hindering you, if you are determined to go, of course that's absurd. But you are not now in a state of mind fit for deciding upon any such proceeding, and I shall not listen to what you have to say. Now, Cythie, come with me; we'll let this volcano burst and spend itself, and after that we'll see what had better be done." She took Cytherea into her workroom, opened a drawer, and drew forth a roll of linen. "This is some embroidery I began one day, and now I should like it finished." She then preceded the maiden upstairs to Cytherea's own room. "There," she said, "now sit down here, go on with this work, and remember one thing — that you are not to leave the room on any pretext whatever for two hours, unless I send for you — I insist kindly, dear. While you stitch — you are to stitch, recollect, and not go mooning out of the window — think over the whole matter, and get cooled; don't let the foolish love affair prevent you thinking as a woman of the world. If at the end of that time you still say you must leave me, you may. I will have no more to say in the matter. Come, sit down, and promise to sit here the time I name." To hearts in a despairing mood, compulsion seems a relief; and docility was at all times natural to Cytherea. She prom- ised, and sat down. Miss Aldclyffe shut the door upon her and retreated. She sewed, stopped to think, shed a tear or two, recollected DESPERATE REMEDIES. 89 the articles of the treaty, and sewed again; and at length fell into a reverie which took no account whatever of the lapse of time. § 4. Ten to twelve o'clock a. m. A quarter of an hour might have passed when her thoughts became attracted from the past to the present by unwonted movements downstairs. She opened the door and listened. There was hurrying along passages, opening and shutting of doors, trampling in the stable-yard. She went across into another bedroom from which a view of the stable-yard could be obtained, and arrived there just in time to see the figure of the man who had driven her from the station vanishing down the coach-road on a black horse — galloping at the top of the animal's speed. Another man went in the direction of the village. Whatever had occurred, it did not seem to be her duty to inquire or meddle with it, stranger and dependent as she was, unless she were requested to, especially after Miss Aldclyffe's strict charge to her. She sat down again, determined to let no idle curiosity influence her movements. Her window commanded the front of the house ; and the next thing she saw was a clergyman walk up and enter the door. All was silent again till, a long time after the first man had left, he returned again on the same horse, now matted with sweat and trotting behind a carriage in which sat an elderly gentleman driven by a lad in livery. These came to the house, entered, and all was again the same as before. The whole house — master, mistress, and servants — appeared to have forgotten the very existence of such a being as Cytherea. She almost wished she had not vowed to have no idle curiosity. Half an hour later, the carriage drove off with the elderly gendeman, and two or three messengers left the house, speeding in various directions. Rustics in smock-frocks began to hang about the road opposite the house, or lean against trees, looking idly at the windows and chimneys. A tap came to Cytherea's door. She opened it to a young maid-servant. "Miss Aldclyffe wishes to see you, ma'am." Cytherea, has- tened down. 90 dbbPbratb remedies. Miss Aldclyffe was standirlg otl the hearth-rug, her elbow on the mantel, hef haiid to her temples, het- eyes oil the gtoUtid; perfectly calm, but very pale. "Cytherea," she said, in a whisper, "come here." Cytherea went close. "Somethifig very serious has taken place," she said again, and then paused^ with a tremulous movement of her mouth. "YeSj" said Cytherea. "My father — he was found dead in his bed this morning." "Dead !" echoed the younger woman. It seemed impossible that the announcement could be true- that knowledge of so great a fact could be contained in a statement so small. "Yesj dead," murmured Miss Aldclyfife solemnly. "He died alone, though within a few feet of me. The room we slept in is exactly over his own." Cytherea said, hurriedly, "Do they know at what hour?" "The doctor says it must have been between two and three o'clock this morning." "Then I heard him!" "Heard him?" "Heard him die!" "You heard him die? What did yoU hear?" "A sound i had heard otlce before in my life— ^at the death- bed of my mothen I could not identify it — thoUgh I recog- nized it. Then the dog howled: you remarked it. I did tiot think it worth while to tell you what I had heard a little eaf-lief." She looked agonized. "It would have been useless," said Miss Aldclyfife. "All Was over by that time." She addressed herself as much as Cytherea when she continued, "Is it a Providence who sent you here at this juncture that I might not be left entirely alone?" Till this instant Miss Aldclyffe had forgotten the reason of Cytherea's seclusion in hfer own room. So had Cytherea her- selfi The fact now recurred to both in one moment. "Do you still wish to go?" said Miss Aldclyffe anxiously. "I don't want to go now," Cytherea had femafk^d simul- taneously with the other's question. She was pondering on the strange likeness which Miss Aldclyffe's bereavement bore to her own: it had the appearance of being still anothet Call to hef not to forsake this woman so linked to her life, for the sake of any trivial vexation. DESPERATE REMEDIES. 91 Miss Aldclyffe held her almost as a lover would have held her and said musingly : "We get more and more into one groove. J now am left fatherless and motherless as you were." Other ties lay behind in her thoughts, but she did not mention them. "You loved your father, Cytherea, aqd wept for him?" "Yes; I did. Poor papa!" "I was always at variance with mine, and can't weep for him now. But you must stay here always and make a better woman of me." The compact was thus sealed, and Cytherea, in spite of the failure of her advertisements, was installed as a veritable com- panion. And, once inore ip the history of human endeavor, a position which it was impossible to reach by any direct at- tempt, w^s come to by the seeker's swerving from the path, and regarding the original object as one of secondary importance. CHAPTER VII. THE EVENTS OP EIGHTEEN DAYS. § I. August the seventeenth. The time of the day was four o'clock in the afternoon. The place was the lady's study or boudoir, Knapwater House. The person was Miss Aldclyffe sitting there alone, clothed in deep mourning. The funeral of the old captain had taken place and his will had been read. It was very concise, and had been executed about five years previous to his death. It was attested by his solicitors, Messrs. Nyttleton and Tayling, of Lincoln's-Inn- Fields. The whole of his estate, real and personal, was be- queathed to his daughter Cytherea, for her sole and absolute use, subject only to the payment of a legacy to the rector, their relative, and a few small amounts to the servants. Miss Aldclyffe had not chosen the easiest chair of her boudoir to sit in, or even a chair of ordinary comfort; but an uncomfortable, high, narrow-backed, oak framed and seated chair, which was allowed to remain in the room only on the ground of being a companion in artistic quaintness to an old cofler beside it, and was never used except to stand in to reach for a book from the highest row of shelves. But she had sat erect in this chair for more than an hour, for the reason that she was utterly unconscious of what her actions and bodily feelings were. The chair had stood nearest her path on enter- ing the room, and she had gone to it in a dream. She sat in the attitude which denotes unflagging, intense, concentrated thought — as if she were cast in bronze. Her feet were together, her body bent a little forward, and quite unsupported by the back of the chair; her hands on her knees, her eyes fixed intently on the corner of a footstool. At last she moved and tapped her fingers upon the table at DESPERATE REMEDIES. 93 her side. Her pent-up ideas had finally found some channel to advance in. Motions became more and more frequent as she labored to carry farther and farther the problem which occupied her brain. She sat back and drew a long breath : she sat side- ways and leaned her forehead upon her hand. Later still she arose, walked up and down the room — at first abstractedly, with her features as firmly set as ever; but by degrees her brow relaxed, her footsteps became lighter and more leisurely; her head rode gracefully and was no longer bpwed. She plumed herself like a swan after exertion. "Yes," she said aloud. "To get him here without letting him know that I have any other object than that of getting a useful man — that's the difficulty, and that I think I can master." She rang for the new maid, a placid woman of forty, with a few gray hairs. "Ask Miss Graye if she can come to me." Cytherea was not far off, and came in. "Do you know anything about architects and surveyors?" said Miss Aldclyffe abruptly. "Know anything?" replied Cytherea, poising herself on her toe to consider the compass of the question. "Yes — know anything?" said Miss Aldclyflfe. "Owen is an architect and surveyor's clerk," the maiden said, and thought of somebody else who was likewise. "Yes ; that's why I asked you. What are the different kinds of work comprised in an architect's practice? They lay out estates and superintend the various works done upon them, I should think, among other things?" "Those are, more properly, a land or building steward's duties — at least I have always imagined so. Country architects include those things in their practice ; city architects don't." "I know that. But a steward's is an indefinite fast-and-loose profession, it seems to me. Shouldn't you think that a man who had been brought up as an architect would do for a steward? Cytherea had doubts whether an architect pure would do. The chief pleasure connected with asking an opinion lies in not adopting it. Miss Aldclyff e replied decisively : "Nonsense ; of course he would. Your brother Owen makes plans for country buildings — such as cottages, stables, home- steads, and so on?" 94 desperate: remedies. "Yes; he does." "And superintends the building of them?" "Yes; he will soon." "And he surveys land?" "Oh, yes." "And he knows about hedges and ditches — ^how wide they ought to be, boundaries, leveling, planting trees to keep away the winds, measuringf timber, houses for ninety-nine years, and such things?" "I have never heard him say that; but I think Mr. Grad- field does those things. Owen, I am afraid, is inexperienced as yet." "Yes; your brother is not old enough for such a post yet, of course. And then there are rent days, the auditing and winding up of tradesmen's accounts. I am afraid, Cytherea, you don't know much more about the matter than I do myself I am going out just now," she continued. "I shall not want you to walk with me to-day. Run away till dinner-time." Miss Aldclyffe went out of doors, and down the steps to the lawn; then turning to the right, through a shrubbery, she opened a wicket and passed into a neglected and leafy carriage- drive leading down the hill. This she followed till she reached the point of its greatest depression, which was also the lowest ground in the whole grove. The trees here were so interlaced, and hung their branches so near the ground, that a whole summer's day was scarcely long enough to change the air pervading the spot from its normal state of coolness to even a temporary warmth. The unvarying freshness was helped by the nearness of the ground to the level of the springs, and by the presence of a deep, sluggish stream close by, equally well shaded by bushes and a high wall. Fol- lowing the road, which now ran along at the margin of the stream, she came to an opening in the wall, on the other side of the water, revealing a large rectangular nook, from which the stream proceeded, covered with froth, and accompanied by a dull roar. Two more steps, and she was opposite the nook, in full view of the cascade forming its farther boundary. Over the top could be seen the bright outer sky in the form of a crescent caused by the curve of a bridge across the rapids and the trees above. Beautiful as was the scene, she did not look in that direction. DESPERATE REMEDIES. 95 The same standing-ground afforded another prospect, straight in the front, less somber than the water on the right or the trees on the left. The avenue and grove which flanked it abruptly terminated a few yards ahead, where the ground began to rise, and on the remote edge of the greensward thus laid open stood all that remained of the original manor-house, to which the dark marginal line of the trees in the avenue formed an adequate and well-fitting frame. It was the picture thus presented that was now interesting Miss Aldclyffe — not artistically nor historically, but practically, as regarded its fitness for adaptation to modern requirements. In front, detached from everything else, rose the most ancient portion of the structure — an old arched gateway, flanked by the bases of two small towers, and nearly covered with creepers, which had clambered over the eaves of the sinking roof, and up the gable to the crest of the Aldclyffe family perched on the apex. Behind this, at a distance of ten or twenty yards, came the only portion of the main building that still existed — an Elizabethan fragment, consisting of as much as could be con- tained under three gables and a cross roof behind. Against the wall could be seen ragged lines indicating the form of other destroyed gables which had once joined it there. The mullioned and transomed windows, containing five or six lights, were mostly bricked up to the extent of two or three, and the remain- ing portion fitted with cottage window-frames carelessly inserted, to suit the purpose to which the old place was now applied, it being partitioned out into small rooms downstairs to form cottages for two laborers and their families; the upper portion was arranged as a storehouse for divers kinds of roots and fruit. The owner of the picturesque spot, after her survey from this point, went up to the walls and walked into the old court, where the paving-stones were pushed sideways and upward by the thrust of the grasses between them. Two or three chil- dren, with their fingers in their mouths, came out to look at her, and then ran in to tell their mothers, in loud tones of secrecy, that Miss Aldclyffe was coming. Miss Aldclyffe, however, did not come in. She concluded her survey of the exterior by making a complete circuit of the building, then turned into a nook a short distance off, where round and square timber, a saw-pit, planks, grindstones, heaps of building-stone and brick, 7 96 DESPERATE REMEDIES. explained that this spot was the center of operations for the building work done on the estate. She paused and looked around. A man who had seen her from the window of the workshops behind came out and respect- fully lifted his hat to her. It was the first time she had been seen walking outside the house since her father's death. "Burden, could the Old House be made a decent residence of without much trouble?" she inquired. The tradesman considered, and spoke as each consideration completed itself. "You don't forget, madam, that two-thirds of the place is already pulled down, or gone to ruin?" "Yes; I know." "And that what's left may almost as well be, madam?" "Why may it?" " 'Twas so cut up inside when they made it into cottages that the whole carcass is full of cracks." "Still, by pulling down the inserted partitions and adding a little outside, it could be made to answer the purpose of an ordinary six or eight roomed house?" "Yes, madam." "About what would it cost?" was the question which had invariably come next in every communication of this kind to which the clerk of works had been a party during his whole experience. To his surprise Miss Aldclyffe did not put it. The man thought her object in altering an old house must have been an unusually absorbing one not to prompt what was so instinctive in owners as hardly to require any prompting at all. "Thank you; that is sufficient. Burden," she said. "You will imderstand that it is not unlikely some alteration may be made here in a short time, with reference to the management of affairs." Burden said "Yes" in a complex voice, and looked uneasy. "During the life of Captain Aldclyfie, with you as the foreman of works and he himself as his own steward, everything worked well, but now it may be necessary to have a steward whose management will encroach farther upon things which have hitherto been left in your hands than did your late master's. What I mean is, that he will directly and in detail superintend all." "Then — I shall not be wanted," madam?" he faltered. DESPEKATE REMEDIES. 97 "Oh, yes ; if you like to stay on as foreman in the yard and workshops only. I should be sorry to lose you. However, you had better consider. I will send for you in a few days." Leaving him to suspense, and all the ills that came in its train — distracted application to his duties, and an undefined number of sleepless nights and untasted dinners — Miss Aldclyffe looked at her watch and returned to the house. She was about to keep an appointment with her solicitor, Mr. Nyttleton, who had been to Creston, and was coming to Knapwater on his way back to London. § 2. August the twentieth. On the Saturday subsequent to Mr. Nyttleton's visit to Knap- water House, the subjoined advertisement appeared in the ''Field" and the "Builder" newspapers: "Land Steward. "A gentleman of integrity and professional skill is required immediately for the management of an estate, containing about 800 acres, upon which agricultural improvements and the erec- tion of buildings are contemplated. He must be a man of svi- perior education, unmarried, and not more than thirty years of age. Considerable preference will be shown for one who pos- sesses an artistic as well as a practical knowledge of planning and laying-out. The remuneration will consist of a salary of £220, with the old manor-house as a residence. Address Messrs. Nyttleton and Tayling, solicitors, Lincoln's-Inn-Fields." A copy of each paper was sent to Miss Aldclyfife on the day of publication. The same evening she told Cytherea that she was advertising for a steward, who would live at the old manor- house, showing her the papers containing the announcement. What was the drift of that remark? thought the maiden; or was it merely made to her in confidential intercourse, as other arrangements were told her daily. Yet it seemed to have more meaning than common. She remembered the conversation about architects and surveyors, and her brother Owen. Miss Aldclyfife knew that his situation was precarious, that he was well educated and practical, and was applying himself heart and soul to the details of the profession and all connected with it. 7 98 DI3SPERATE REMEDIES. Miss Aldclyffe might be ready to take him if he could compete successfully with others who would reply. She hazarded a question : "Would it be desirable for Owen to answer it?" "Not at all," said Miss Aldclyffe peremptorily. A flat answer of this kind had ceased to alarm Cytherea. Miss Aldclyffe's blunt mood was not her worst. Cytherea thought of another man, whose name, in spite of resolves, tears, renunciations, and injured pride, lingered in her ears like an old familiar strain. That man was qualified for a stewardship under a king. "Would it be of any use if Edward Springrove were to answer it?" she said, resolutely enunciating the name. "None whatever," replied Miss Aldclyfife, again in the same decided tone. "You are very unkind to speak in that way." "Now, don't pout like a goosie, as you are. I don't want men like either of them, for, of course, I must look to the good of the estate rather than to that of any individual. The man I want must have been more specially educated. I have told you that we are going to London next week; it is mostly on this account." Cytherea thus found that she had mistaken the drift of Miss Aldclyffe's peculiar explicitness on the subject of advertising, and wrote to tell her brother that if he saw the notice it would be useless to reply. . § 3. August the twenty-fifth. Five days after the above-mentioned dialogue took place they went to London, and, with scarcely a minute's pause, to the solicitor's offices in Lincoln's-Inn-Fields. They alighted opposite one of the characteristic entrances about the place — a gate which was never, and could never be, closed, flanked by lamp-standards carrying no lamp. Rust was the only active agent to be seen there at this time of the day and year. The palings along the front were rusted away at their base to the thinness of wires, and the successive coats of paint, with which they were overlaid in by-gone days, had been completely undermined by the same insidious canker. DESPERATE REMEDIES. 99 which lifted off the paint in flakes, leaving the raw surface of the iron on palings, standards, and gate hinges, of a staring blood red. Put once inside the railings the picture changed. The court and ofiRces were a complete contrast to the grand ruin of the outwork which inclosed them. Well-painted respectability extended over, within, and around the doorstep; and in the carefully swept yard not a particle of dust was visible. Mr. Nyttleton, who had just come up from Margate, where he was staying with his family, was standing at the top of his own staircase as the pair ascended. He politely took them inside. "Is there a comfortable room in which this young lad)' can sit during our interview?" said Miss Aldclyffe. It was rather a favorite habit of hers to make much of Cy- therea when they were out, and snub her for it afterward when they got home. "Certainly — Mr. Tayling's." Cytherea was shown into an inner room. Social definitions are all made relatively: an absolute datum is only imagined. The small gentry about Knapwater seemed unpracticed to Miss Aldclyffe, Miss Aldclyffe herself seemed uiipracticed to Mr. Nyttleton's experienced old eyes. "Now, then," the lady said, when she was alone with the lawyer; "what is the result of our advertisement?" It was late summer; the estate-agency, building, engineering and surveying worlds were dull. There were forty-five replies to the advertisement. Mr. Nyttleton spread them one by one before Miss Aldclyffe. "You will probably like to read some of them yourself, madam?" he said. "Yes, certainly," said she. "I will not trouble you with those which are from persons manifestly unfit at first sight," he continued ; and began select- ing from the heap twos and threes which he had marked, collect- ing others into his hand. "The man we want lies among these, if my judgment doesn't deceive me, and from them it would be advisable to select a certain number to be communicated with." "I should like to see every one — otlly just to glance them over — exactly as they came," she said suasively. 100 DESPERATE REMEDIES. He looked as if he thought this a waste of his time, but dis- missing his sentiment unfolded each singly and laid it before her. As he laid them out, it struck him that she studied them quite as rapidly as he could spread them. He slyly glanced up from the outer corner of his eye to hers, and noticed that all she did was to look at the name at the bottom of the letter, and then put the inclosure aside without further ceremony. He thought this an odd way of inquiring into the merits of forty-five men, who at considerable trouble gave in detail reasons why they believed themselves well qualified for a certain post. She came to the final one, and put it down with the rest. Then the lady said that in her opinion it would be best to get as many replies as they possibly could before selecting — "to give us a wider choice. What do you think, Mr. Nyttleton?" It seemed to him, he said, that a greater number than those they already had would scarcely be necessary, and if they waited for more there would be this disadvantage attending it, that some of those they now could command would possibly not be available. "Never mind, we will run that risk," said Miss Aldclyfife. "Let the advertisement be inserted once more, and then we will cer- tainly settle the matter." Mr. Nyttleton bowed, and seemed to think Miss Aldclyfife, for a single woman, and one who till so very recently had never concerned herself with business of any kind, a very meddlesome client. But she was rich and handsome still. "She's a new broom in estate-management as yet," he thought. "She will soon get tired of this," and he parted from her without a senti- ment which could mar his habitual blandness. The two ladies then proceeded westward. Dismissing the cab in Waterloo place, they went along Pall Mall on foot, where in place of the usual well-dressed clubbists — ^rubicund with alcohol — were to be seen in linen pinafores flocks of house- painters pallid from white lead. When they had reached the Green Park, Cytherea proposed that they should sit down awhile under the young elms at the brow of the hill. This they did — the growl of Piccadilly on their left hand — ^the monastic seclu- sion of the palace on their right: before them, the clock tower of the Houses of Parliament, standing forth with a metallic luster against a livid Lambeth sky. Miss AldclyfTe still carried in her hand a copy of the news- DESPEBATE REMEDIES. 101 paper, and while Cytherea had been interesting herself in the picture around, glanced again at the advertisement. She heaved a slight sigh, and began to fold it up again. In the action her eye caught sight of two consecutive advertise- ments on the cover, one relating to some lecture on art, and addressed to members of the Society of Architects. The other emanated from the same source, but was addressed to the pub- lic, and stated that the exhibition of drawings at the society's rooms would close at the end of that week. Her eye lighted up. She sent Cytherea back to the hotel in a cab, then turned round by Piccadilly into Bond street, and proceeded to the rooms of the society. The secretary was sit- ting in the lobby. After making her payment, and looking at a few of the drawings on the walls, in the company of three gentlemen, the only other visitors to the exhibition, she turned back and asked if she might be allowed to see a list of the mem- bers. She was a little connected with the architectural world, she said with a smile, and was interested in some of the names. "Here it is, madam," he replied, politely handing her a pam- phlet containing the names. Miss Aldclyffe turned the leaves till she came to the letter M. The name she hoped to find there was there, with the ad- dress appended, as was the case with all the rest. The address was at some chambers in a street not far from Charing Cross. "Chambers" as a residence had always been assumed by the lady to imply the condition of a bachelor. She murmured two words, "There still." Another request had yet to be made, but it was of a more noticeable kind than the first, and might compromise the secrecy with which she wished to act through this episode. Her object was to get one of the envelopes lying on the secretary's table, stamped with the die of the society; and in order to get it she was about to ask if she might write a note. , But the secretary's back chanced to be turned, and he now went toward one of the men at the other end of the room, who had called him to ask some question relating to an etching on the wall. Quick as thought, Miss Aldclyfife stood before the table, slipped her hand behind her, took one of the envelopes and put it in her pocket. She sauntered round the rooms for two or three minutes longer, then withdrew and returned to her hotel. 102 DESPERATE REMEDIES. Here she cut the Knapwater advertisement from the paper, put it into the envelope she had stolen, embossed with the society's stamp, and directed it in a round, clerkly hand to the address she had seen in the list of members' names submitted to her: Aeneas Manston, Esq., Wykeham Chambers, Spring Gardens. This ended her first day's M^ork in London. § 4. From August the twenty-sixth to September ilie first. The two Cythereas continued at the Westminster Hotel, Miss Aldclyffe informing her companion that business would detain them in London another week. The days passed as slowly and drearily as days can pass in a city at that time of the year, the shuttered windows about the squares and terraces confronting their eyes like the white and sightless orbs of a blind man. On Thursday Mr. Nyttleton called, bringing the whole number of replies to the advertisenient. Cytherea was present at the inter- view, by Miss Aldclyfle's request — either from whim or design. Ten additional letters were the result of the second week's insertion, making fifty-five in all. Miss Aldclyffe looked them over as before. One was signed: Aeneas Manston, 133 Durngate Street, Liverpool. "Now then, Mr. N)^leton, will you make a selection and I will add one or two," Miss Aldclyffe said. Mr. Nyttleton scanned the whole heap of letters, testimonials and references, sorting them into two heaps. Manston's mis- sive, after a mere glance, was thrown among the summarily rejected ones, DESPERATE REMEDIES. 103 Miss Aldclyffe read, or pretended to read, after the lawyer. When he had finished, five lay in the group he had selected. "Would you like to add to the number?" he said, turning to the lady. "No," she said carelessly. "Well, two or three additional ones rather took my fancy," she added, searching for some in the larger collection. She drew out three. One was Manston's. "These eight, then, shall be communicated with," said the lawyer, taking up the eight letters and placing them by them- selves. They stood up. "If I myself, madam, were only concerned personally," he said in an off-hand way, and holding up a letter singly, "I should choose this man unhesitatingly. He writes honestly, is not afraid to name what he does not consider him- self well acquainted with — a rare thing to find in answers to advertisements; he is well recommended, and possesses some qualities rarely found in combination. Oddly enough, he is not really a steward. He was bred a farmer, studied building affairs, served on an estate for some time, then went with an architect, and is now well qualified as architect, estate agent, and surveyor. That man is sure to have a fine head for a manor like yours." He tapped the letter as he spoke. "Yes, I should choose him without hesitation — speaking personally." "And I think," she said, artificially, "I should choose this one as a matter of mere personal whim, which, of course, can't be given way to when practical questions have to be considered." Cytherea, after looking out of the window, and then at the newspapers, had become interested in the proceedings between the clever Miss Aldclyffe and the keen old lawyer, which re- minded her of a game at cards. She looked inquiringly at the two letters — one in Miss Aldclyffe's hand, the other in Mr. Nyttleton's. "What is the name of your man?" said Miss Aldclyffe. "His name," said the lawyer, looking down the page; "what is his name — it is Edward Springrove." Miss Aldclyffe glanced toward Cytherea, who was getting red and pale by turns. She looked inquiringly at Miss Ald- clyffe. "The name of my man," said Miss Aldclyffe, looking at her letter in turn, "is, I think — ^yes — Aeneas Manston." 104 DESPERATE REMEDIES. § 5. September the third. The next morning but one was appointed for the interviews, which were to be at the lawyer's offices. Mr. Nyttleton and Mr. Tayling were both in town for the day, and the candidates were admitted one by one into a private room. In the window recess was seated Miss Aldclyffe, wearing her veil down. The lawyer had, in his letters to the selected number, timed each candidate at an interval of ten or fifteen minutes from those preceding and following. They were shown in as they arrived, and had short conversations with Mr. Nyttleton — ^terse, and to the point. Miss Aldclyfle never moved nor spoke during this proceeding; it might have been supposed that she was quite unmindful of it, had it not been for what was revealed by a keen penetration of the veil covering her countenance — ^the rays from two bright black eyes directed toward the lawyer and his interlocutor. Springrove came fifth; Manston seventh. When the exam- ination of all was ended, and the last man had retired, Nyttle- ton again, as at the former time, blandly asked his client which of the eight she personally preferred. "I still think the fifth we spoke to, Springrove, the man whose letter I pounced upon at first, to be by far the best qualified, in short, most suitable generally." "I am sorry to say that I diflfer from you; I lean to my first notion still — that Mr.- — Mr. Manston is most desirable in tone and bearing, and even specifically I think he would suit me best in the long run." Mr. Nyttleton looked out of the window at the whitened wall of the court. "Of course, madam, your opinion may be perfectly sound and reliable; a sort of instinct, I know, often leads ladies by a short cut to conclusions truer than those come to by men after laborious roundabout calculations, based on long experience. I must say I shouldn't recommend him." "Why, pray?" "Well, let us look first at his letter of answer to the advertise- ment. He didn't reply until the last insertion; that's one thing. His letter is bold and frank in tone, so bold and frank that the second thought after reading it is that not honesty, but un- DESPERATE REMEDIES. 105 scrupulousness of conscience dictated it. It is written in an indifferent mood, as if he felt that he was humbugging us in his statement that he was the right man for such an office, that he tried hard to get it only as a matter of form which required that he should neglect no opportunity that came in his way." "You may be right, Mr. Nyttleton, but I don't quite see the grounds of your reasoning." "He has been, as you perceive, almost entirely used to the office duties of a city architect, the experience we don't want. You want a man whose acquaintance with rural landed proper- ties is more practical and closer — somebody who, if he has not filled exactly such an office before, has lived a country life, knows the ins and outs of country tenancies, building, farming, and so on." "He's by far the most intellectual looking of them all." "Yes; he may be — your opinion, madam, is worth more than mine in that matter. And more than you say, he is a man of parts — his brain power would soon enable him to master de- tails and fit him for the post, I don't much doubt that. But to speak clearly" (here his words started off at a jog-trot) "I wouldn't run the risk of placing the management of an estate of mine in his hands on any account whatever. There, that's flat and plain, madam." "But, definitely," she said, with a show of impatience; "what is your reason?" "He is a voluptuary with activity; which is a very bad form of man — as bad as it is rare." "Oh. Thank you for your explicit statement, Mr. Nyttle- ton," said Miss Aldclyffe, starting a little and flushing with dis- pleasure. Mr. Nyttleton nodded slightly, as a sort of neutral motion, simply signifying a receipt of the information, good or bad. "And I really think it is hardly worth while to trouble you further in this," continued the lady. "He's quite good enough for a little insignificant place like mine at Knapwater; and I know that I could not get on with one of the others for a single month. We'll try him." "Certainly, madam," said the lawyer. And Mr. Manston was written to, to the effect that he was the successful com- petitor. "Did you see how unmistakably her temper was getting the 106 DESPBftAtB REMEDIES. better of her that minilte you were in the room?" Said Nyttleton to Tayling, when their client had left the house. Nyttleton was a man who surveyed everybody's character in a sunless and shadowless northern light. A culpable slyness, which marked him as a boy, had been molded by Time, the Improver, into honorable circumspection. We frequently find that the quality which, conjoined with the simplicity of the child, is vice, is virtue when it pervades the knowledge of the man. "She was as near as damn-it to boiling over when I added up her man," continued Nyttleton. "His handsome face is the qualification in her eyes. They have met before; I saw that." "He didn't seem conscious of it," said the junior. "He didn't. That was rather puzzling to me. But still, if ever a Woman's face spoke out plainly that she was in love with a man, hers did that she was with him. Poor old maid, she's almost old enough to be his mother. If that Manston's a schemer he'll marry her, as sure as I am Nyttleton. Let's hope he's honest, however." "I don't think she's in love with him," said Tayling. He had seen but little of the pair, and yet he could not reconcile what he had noticed in Miss Aldclyffe's behavior with the idea that it was the bearing of a woman toward her lover. "Well, your experience of the fiery phenomenon is more recent than mine," rejoined Nyttleton carelessly. "And you may remember the nature of it best." CHAPTER VIII. THE EVENTS OP EIGHTEEN DAYS. § I . From the third to the nineteenth of September. Miss Aldclyffe's tenderness toward Cytherea, between the hours of her irascibility, increased, till it became no less than doting fondness. Like nature in the tropics, with her hurricanes and the subsequent luxuriant vegetation effacing their ravages. Miss Aldclyffe compensated for her outbursts by excess of generosity afterward. She seemed to be completely won out of herself by close contact with a young woman whose modesty was absolutely unimpaired, and whose artlessness was as perfect as was compatible with the complexity necessary to produce the due charm of womanhood. Cytherea, on her part, perceived with honest satisfaction that her influence for good over Miss Aldclyffe was considerable. Ideas and habits peculiar to the younger, which the elder lady had originally imitated in a mere whim, she grew in course of time to take a positive delight in. Among others were evening and morning prayers, dreaming over out-door scenes, learning a verse from some poem while dressing. Yet try to force her sympathies as much as she would, Cy- therea could feel no more than thankful for this, even if she always felt as much as that. The mysterious cloud hanging over the past life of her companion, of which the uncertain light already thrown upon it only seemed to render still darker the unpenetrated remainder, nourished in her a feeling which was scarcely too light to be called dread. She would have infinitely preferred to be treated distantly, as the mere dependent, by such a changeable nature — like a fountain, always herself, yet al- ways another. That a crime of any deep dye had ever been perpetrated or participated in by her namesake, she would not believe; but the reckless adventuring of the lady's youth seemed connected with deeds of darkness rather than light 108 DESPERATE REMEDIES. Sometimes Miss Aldclyffe appeared to be on the point of making some absorbing confidence, but reflection invariably restrained her. Cytherea hoped that such a confidence would come with time, and that she might thus be a means of soothing a mind which had obviously known extreme suffering. But Miss Aldclyfife's reticence concerning her past was not imitated by Cytherea. Though she never disclosed the one fact of her knowledge that the love-suit between Miss Aldclyffe and her father terminated abnormally, the maiden's natural ingenuousness on subjects not set down for special guard had enabled Miss Aldclyffe to worm from her, fragment by frag- ment, every detail of her father's history. Cytherea saw how deeply Miss Aldclyffe sympathized — and it compensated her, to some extent, for the hasty resentment of other times. Thus uncertainly she lived on. It was perceived by the servants of the house that some secret bond of connection existed between Miss Aldclyffe and her companion. But they were woman and woman, not woman and man, the facts were ethereal and refined, and so they could not be worked up into a taking story. Whether, as critics dispute, a supernatural machinery be necessary to an epic or no, a carnal plot is decid- edly necessary to a scandal. Another letter had come to her from Edward — ^very short, but full of entreaty, asking why she would not write just one line — just one line of cold friendship at least? She then allowed herself to think, little by little, whether she had not perhaps been too harsh with him ; and at last wondered if he were really much to blame for being engaged to another woman. "Ah, Brain, there is one in me stronger than you!" she said. The young maid now continually pulled out his letter, read it and re-read it, almost crying with pity the while, to think what wretched suspense he must be enduring at her silence, till her heart chid her for her cruelty. She felt that she must send him a line — one little line — ^just a wee line to keep him alive, poor thing; sighing like Donna Clara: "Ah, were he now before me. In spite of injured pride, I fear my eyes would pardon Before my tongue could chide.'' DESPERATE REMEDIES. 109 § 2. September ike twentieth. Three to four p, m. It was the third week in September, about five weeks after Cytherea's arrival, when Miss Aldclyffe requested her one day to go through the village of Carriford and assist herself in collecting the subscriptions made by some of the inhabitants of the parish to a religious society she patronized. Miss Ald- clyfife formed one of what was called a Ladies' Association, each member of which collected tributary streams of shillings from her inferiors to add to her own pound at the end. Miss Aldclyiife took particular interest in Cytherea's appear- ance that afternoon, and the object of her attention was, indeed, gratifying to look at. The sight of the lithe girl, set off by an airy dress, coquettish jacket, flexible hat, a ray of starlight in each eye, and a war of lilies and roses in each cheek, was a palpable pleasure which appeared to partake less of the nature of affectionate satisfaction than of mental gratification. Eight names were printed in the report as belonging to Miss Aldclyffe's list, with the amount of subscription money attached to each. "I will collect the first four, while you do the same with the last four," said Miss Aldclyffe. The names of two tradespeople stood first in Cytherea's share; then came a Miss Hinton; last of all in the printed list was Mr. Springrove the elder. Underneath his name was penciled in Miss Aldclyffe's handwriting, "Mr. Manston." Manston had arrived on the estate, in the capacity of steward, three or four days previously, and occupied the old manor- house, which had been altered and repaired for his reception. "Call on Mr. Manston," said the lady, impressively, looking at the name written under Cytherea's portion of the list. "But he does not subscribe yet?" "I know it; but call and leave him a report. Don't forget it." "Say you would be pleased if he would subscribe?" "Yes — say I should be pleased if he would," repeated Miss Aldclyffe, smiling. "Good-by. Don't hurry in your walk. If you can't get easily through your task to-day put off some of it till to-morrow." Each then started on her rounds: Cytherea going in the first place to the old manor-house. Mr, Manston was not indoors, 110 DESPERATE REMEDIES. which was a relief to her. She called then on the two gentle- man-farmers' wivesj who soon transacted their business with her, frigidly indifferent to her personality. A person who social- ly is nothing is thought less of by people who are not much than by those who are a great deal. She then turned toward Peakhill Cottage, the residence of Miss Hinton, who lived there happily enough, with an elderly servant and a house-dog as companions. Her father, and last remaining parent, had retired thither four years before this time, after having filled the post of editor to the "Froominster Chron- icle" for eighteen or twenty years. There he died soon after, and though comparatively a poor man, he left his daughter suffi- ciently well provided for as a modest fundholder and claimant of sundry small sums in dividends to maintain herself as mis- tress at Peakhill. At Cytherea's knock an inner door was heard to open and close, and footsteps crossed the passage hesitatingly. The next minute Cytherea stood face to face with the lady herself. Adelaide Hinton was about nine-and-twenty years of age. Her hair was plentiful, like Cytherea's own; her teeth equaled Cytherea's in regularity and whiteness. But she was much paler, and had features too transparent to be in place among household surroundings. Her mouth expressed love less forcibly than Cytherea's, and, as a natural result of her greater maturity, her tread was less elastic, and she was more self- possessed. She had been a girl of that kind which mothers praise as not forward, by way of contrast when disparaging those nobler ones with whom loving is an end and not a means. Men of forty, too, said of her, " a good sensible wife for any man, if she cares to marry," the caring to marry being thrown in as the vaguest hypothesis, because she was so practical. Yet it would be singular if, in such cases, the important subject of mar- riage should be excluded from manipulation by hands that are ready for practical performance in every domestic concern besides. Cytherea was an acquisition, and the greeting was hearty. "Good-afternoon! Oh, yes — Miss Graye, from Miss Ald- clyffe's. I have seen you at church, and I am so glad you have called! Come in. I wonder if I have change enough to pay my subscription." She spoke girlishly. DESPERATE REMEDIES. Ill Adelaide, when in the company of a younger woman, always leveled herself down to that younger woman's age from a sense of justice to herself-^as if, though not her own age at common law, it was in equity. "It doesn't matter. I'll come again." "Yes; do at any time; not only on this errand. But you must step in for a minute. Do." "I have been wanting to, for several weeks." "That's right. Now you must see my house — lonely, isn't it, for a single lady? People said it was odd for a young woman like me to keep on a house; but what did I care? If you knew the pleasure of locking up your own door, with the sensation that you reigned supreme inside it, you would say it was worth the risk of being called odd. Mr. Springrove attends to my gardening, the dog attends to robbers, and whenever there is a snake or toad to kill, Jane does it." "How nice. It is better than living in a town." "Far better. A town makes a cynic of me." The remark recalled, somewhat startlingly, to Cytherea's mind that Edward had used those very words to herself one evening at Creston. Miss Hinton opened an interior door, and led her visitor into a small drawing-room commanding a view of the country for miles. The missionary business was soon settled; but the chat con- tinued. "How lonely it must be here at night," said Cytherea. "Aren't you afraid?" "At first I was slightly. But 'I got used to the solitude. And you know a sort of common sense will creep even into timidity. I say to myself sometimes at night, 'If I were anybody but a harmless woman, not worth the trouble of a worm's ghost to appear to me, I should think that every sound I hear was a spirit.' But you must see all over my house." Cytherea was very interested in seeing. "I say you must do this, and you must do that, as if you were a child," remarked Adelaide. "A privileged friend of mine tells me this use of the imperative comes of being so constantly in nobody's society but my own." "Ah, yes. I suppose she is right." Cytherea called the friend "she" by a rule of ladylike prac- 8 112 DESPERATE REMEDIES. tice; for a woman's "friend" is delicately assumed by another friend to be of their own sex in the absence of knowledge to the contrary; just as cats are called shes until they prove themselves hes. Miss Hinton laughed mysteriously. "I get a humorous reproof for it now and then, I assure you," she continued. '"Humorous reproof:' that's not from a woman: who can reprove humorously but a man?" was the groove of Cytherea's thought at the remark. "Your brother reproves you, I expect," said that innocent young lady. "No," said Miss Hinton with a candid air. "'Tis only a gentleman I am acquainted with." She looked out of the window. Women are persistently imitative. No sooner did a thought flash through Cytherea's mind that the gentleman was a lover than she became a Miss Aldclyffe in a mild form. "I imagine he's a sweetheart," she said. Miss Hinton smiled a smile of experience in that line. Few women, if taxed with having an admirer, are so free from vanity as to deny the impeachment, even if it is utterly untrue. When it does happen to be true, they look pityingly away from the person who is so benighted as to have got no farther than suspecting it. "There now, Miss Hinton; you are engaged to be married!" said Cytherea, accusingly. Adelaide nodded her head practically. "Well yes, I am," she said. The word "engaged" had no sooner passed Cytherea's lips than the sound of it — the mere sound by her own lips — carried her mind to the time and the circumstances under which Miss Aldclyfife had used it toward herself. A sickening thought followed — based but on a mere surmise; yet its presence took every other idea away from Cytherea's mind. Miss Hinton had used Edward's words about towns ; she mentioned Mr. Spring- rove as attending to her garden. It could not be that Edward was the man! that Miss Aldclyfife had planned to reveal her rival thus! "Are you going to be married soon?" she inquired, with a steadiness the result of a sort of fascination, but apparently of indifference, DESPERATE REMEDIES. Ua "Not very soon — still, soon." "Ah — ha. In less than three months?" said Cytherea. "Two." Now that the subject was well in hand, Adelaide wanted no more prompting. "You won't tell anybody if I show you some- thing?" she said with eager mystery. "Oh no, nobody. But does he live in this parish?" "No." Nothing proved yet. "What's his name?" said Cytherea, flatly. Her breath and heart had begun their old tricks, and came and went hotly. Miss Hinton could not see her face. "What do you think?" said Miss Hinton. "George?" said Cytherea, with deceitful agony. "No," said Adelaide. "But now, you shall see him first; come here;" and she led the way upstairs into her bedroom. There, standing on the dressing-table in a little frame, was the unconscious portrait of Edward Springrove. "There he is," Miss Hinton said, and a silence ensued. "Are you very fond of him?" continued the miserable Cy- therea at length. "Yes, of course I am," her companion replied, but in the tone of one who lived in Abraham's bosom all the year, and was therefore untouched by solemn thought at the fact. "He's my cousin — a native of this village. We were engaged before my father's death left me so lonely. I was only twenty, and a much greater belle than I am now. We know each other thoroughly, as you may imagine. I give him a little sermoniz- ing now and then." "Why?" "Oh, it's only in fun. He's very naughty sometimes — not really, you know — ^but he will look at any pretty face when he sees it." Storing up this statement of his susceptibility as another item to be miserable upon when she had time, "How do you know that?" Cytherea asked, with a swelling heart. "Well, you know how things do come to women's ears. He used to live at Creston as an assistant architect, and I found out that a young giddy thing of a girl, who lived there somewhere, took his fancy for a day or two. But I don't feel jealous at all — our engagement is so matter-of-fact that neither of us can be 8 114 DBSf BftATB REMEDIES. jealous. And it was a mere flirtation— she was too silly for him. He's fond of rowing, and kindly gave her an airing for an evening or two. I'll warrant they talked the most unmiti- gated rubbish under the sun-^ill shallowness and pastime, just as everything is at wateting pla,ces— neither of them caring a bit for the other — she giggling like a goose all the time — " Concentrated essence of wortian pervaded the room rather than air. "She didn't ! and 'twasn't shallowness !" Cytherea burst out with brimming eyes. " 'Twas deep deceit on one side, and entire confidence on the other — yes, it was!" The pent-up emotion had swollen and swollen inside the young thing till the dam could no longer embay it. The instant the words were out she would have given worlds to have been able to recall them. "Do you know her— or him?" said Miss Hinton, starting with suspicion at the warmth shown. The two women had now lost their personality quite. There was the same keen brightness of eye, the same movement of mouth, the same mind in both, as they looked doubtingly and excitedly at each other. As is invariably the case with women where a man they care for is the subject of an excitement among them, the situation abstracted the differences which dis- tinguished them as individuals; and left ohly the properties com- mon to them as atoms of a sex. Cytherea caught at the chance afforded her of not betraying herself. "Yes, I know her," she said. "Well," said Miss Hinton, "I am really veXed if my speaking so lightly of any friend of yours has hurt your feelings, but — " "Oh, never mind," Cytherea returned; "it doesn't matter. Miss Hinton. I think I must leave you now. I have to call at other places. Yes, I must go." Miss Hinton, in a perplexed state of rhind, showed her visitor politely downstairs to the door. Here Cytherea bade her a hurried adieu^ and flitted down the garden into the lane. She persevered in her duties with a wayward pleasure ill giving herself misery, as was her wont. Mr. Springrove's name was next on the list, and she turned toward his dwelling, the Three Tranters Inn. DESPEBATH REMEDIES. 115 § 3. Pour to five p. m. The cottages along Carriford village street were not so close but that on one side or other of the road was always a hedge of hawthorn or privet, over or through which could be seen gardens or orchards rich with produce. It was about the middle of the early apple harvest, and the laden trees were shaken at intervals by the gatherers; the soft pattering of the falling crop upon the grassy ground being diversified by the loud rattle of vagrant ones upon a rail, hencoop, basket, or lean-to roof, or upon the rounded and stooping backs of the collectors — mostly children, who would have cried bitterly at receiving such a smart blow from any other quarter, but smil- ingly assumed it to be but fun in apples. The Three Tranters Inn, a many-gabled, medieval building, constructed almost entirely of timber, plaster, and thatch, stood close to the line of the roadside, almost opposite the churchyard, and was connected with a row of cottages on the left by thatched outbuildings. It was an uncommonly charac- teristic and handsome specimen of the genuine roadside inn of bygone times; and standing on the great highway to the southwest of England (which ran through Carriford), had in its time been the scene ^pf as much of what is now looked upon as the romantic and genial experience of stage coach traveling as any halting-place in the country. The i-ailway had absorbed the whole stream of traffic which formerly flowed through the village and along by the ancient door of the inn, reducing the empty-handed landlord, who used only to farm a few fields at the back of the house, to the necessity of eking out his attenuated income by increasing the extent of his agri- cultural business if he would still maintain his social standing. Next to the general stillness pervading the spot, the long line of outbuildings adjoining the house was the most striking and sad' dening witness to the pasged-away fortunes of the Three Tranters Inn. It was the bulk of the original stabling, and where once the hoofs of twoscore horses had daily rattled over the stony yard, to and from the stalls within, thick grass now grew, while the line of roofs — once so straight — over the decayed stalls, had sunk into vast hollows till they seemed like the cheeks of toothless age. On a green plot at the other end of the building grew two or 116 DESPERATE REMEDIES. three large, wide-spreading elm trees, from which the sign was suspended — representing three men called tranters (irregular carriers), standing side by side, and exactly alike to a hair's breadth, the grain of the wood and joints of the boards being visible through the thin paint depicting their forms, which were still further disiigured by red stains running downward from the rusty nails above. Under the trees now stood a cider mill and press, and upon the spot sheltered by the boughs were gathered Mr. Springrove himself, his men, the parish clerk, two or three otiier men, grinders and supernumeraries, a woman with an infant in her arms, a flock of pigeons, and some little boys with straws in their mouths, endeavoring whenever the men's backs were turned to get a sip of the sweet juice issuing from the vat. Edward Springrove the elder, the landlord, now more par- ticularly a farmer, and for two months in the year a cider-maker, was an employer of labor of the old school, who worked himself among his men. He was now engaged in packing the pomace into horsehair bags with a rammer, and Gad Weedy, his man, was occupied in shoveling up more from a tub at his side. The shovel shone like silver from the action of the juice, and ever and anon, in its motion to and fro, caught the rays of the declin- ing sun and reflected them in bristling stars of light. Mr. Springrove had been too young a man when the pristine days of the Three Tranters had departed forever to have much of the host left in him now. He was a poet with a rough skin: one whose sturdiness was more the result of external circum- stances than of intrinsic nature. Too kindly constitutioned to be very provident, he was yet not imprudent. He had a quiet humorousness of disposition, not out of keeping with a fre- quent melancholy, the general expression of his countenance being one of abstraction. Like Walt Whitman he felt as his years increased, "I foresee too much; It means more than I thought." On the present occasion he wore gaiters and a leathern apron, and worked with his shirt-sleeves rolled up beyond his elbows, disclosing solid and fleshy rather than muscular arms. They were stained by the cider, and two or three brown apple- pips from the pomace he was handling were to be seen sticking on them here and there among the hairs. DESPERATE REMEDIES. 117 The Other prominent figure was that of Richard Crickett, the parish clerk, a kind of Bowlderized rake, who ate only the quantity of a woman, and had the rheumatism in his left hand. The remainder of the group, brown-faced peasants, wore smock- frocks embroidered on the shoulders with hearts and diamonds, and were girt round their middle with a strap, another being worn round the right wrist. "And have you seen the steward, Mr. Springrove?" said the clerk. "Just a glimpse of him; but 'twas just enough to show me that he's not here for long." "Why m't that be?" "He'll never stand the vagaries of the female figure holden the reins — not he." "She d' pay en well," said a grinder; "and money's money." "Ah — 'tis; very much so," the clerk replied. "Yes, yes, naibor Crickett," said Springrove, "but she'll flee in a passion — all the fat will be in the fire — and there's an end. . . . . Yes, she is a one," continued the farmer, resting, raising his eyes, and reading the features of a distant apple. "She is," said Gad, resting too (it is wonderful how prompt a journeyman is in following his master's initiative to rest), and reflectively regarding the ground in front of him. "True; a one is she," the clerk chimed in, shaking his head ominously. "She has such a temper," said the farmer, "and is so willful too. You may as well try to stop a footpath as stop her when she has taken anything into her head. I'd as soon grind green crabs all day as live wi' her." "'Tis a temper she hev, 'tis," the clerk replied, "though I be a servant of the church that say it. But she isn't going to flee in a passion this time." The company waited for the continuation of the speech, as if they knew from experience the exact distance of? it lay in the future. The clerk swallowed nothing as if it were a great deal, and then went on, "There's some'at between them; mark my words, naibors — there's some'at between 'em." "D'ye mean it?" "I d' know it. He came last Saturday, didn't he?" "'A did, truly," said Gad Weedy, at the same time taking an 118 DESPERATE REMEDIES. apple frotn the hopper of the mill, eating a piecej and flinging back the remainder to be ground up for cider. "He went to church a-Sunday," said the clerk again. '"A did." "And she kept her eye upon en all the services her face flickerin' between red and white, but never stoppin' at either." Mr. Springrove nodded, and went to the press. "Well," said the clerk, "you don't call her the kind o' woman to make mistakes in just trotten through the weekly service o' God? Why, as a rule she's as right as I be myself." Mr. Springrove nodded again, and gave a twist to the screw of the press, followed in the movement by Gad at the other side; the two grinders expressing by looks of the greatest concern that, if Miss Aldclyffe were as right at church as the clerk, she must be right indeed. "Yes, as right in the service o' God as I be myself," repeated the clerk, adding length to such a solemn sound, like St. Cecilia. "But last Sunday, when we were in the tenth command^ ment, says she, 'Incline our hearts to keep this law,' says she, when 'twas 'Laws in our hearts we beseech thee,' all the church through. Her eye was upon him — she was quite lost — 'Hearts to keep this law,' says she ; she was no more than a mere shad- der at that tenth time — a mere shadder. You mi't ha' mouthed across to her, 'Laws in our hearts we beseech thee,' fifty times over — she'd never ha' noticed ye. She's in love wi' the man, that's what she is." "Then she's a bigger stunpoU than I took her for," said Mr. Springrove. "Why she's old enough to be his mother." "The row 'ill be between her and that young curly-wig, you'll see. She won't run the risk of that pretty face bein' near." "Clerk Crickett, I'd fancy you'd know everything about every- body," said Gad. "Well so's," said the clerk modestly. "I do know a little. It comes to me." "And I d' know where from." "Ah." "That wife o' thine. She's an entertainen woman, not to speak disrespectfully." "She is; and a winnen one. Look at the husbands she've had — God bless her!" DESPERATE REMEDIES. 119 "I wonder you could stand third in that list, Clerk Crickett," said Mr. Springrove. "Well, 't has been a power o' marvel to myself often- times. Yes, matrimony d' begin 'Dearly beloved,' and ends wi' 'Amazement,' as the prayer-book says. But what could I do, naibor Springrove? 'Twas ordained to be. Well do I re- member what your poor lady said to me when I had just married. 'Ah, Mr. Crickett,' says she, 'your wife will soon settle you as she did her other two : here's a glass o' rum, for I shan't see your poor face this time next year.* I swallered the rum, called again next year, and said, 'Mrs. Springrove, you gave me a glass o' rum last year because I was going to die — here I be alive still, you see.' 'Well said, clerk! Here's two glasses for you now then,' says she. 'Thank you, mem,' I said, and swal- lered the rum. Well, dang my old sides, next year I thought I'd call again and get three. And call I did. But she wouldn't give me a drop o' the commonest. 'No, clerk,' says she, 'you are too tough for a woman's pity.' .... Ah, poor soul, 'twas true enough. Here be I that was expected to die alive and hard as a nail, you see, and there's she moulderen in her grave." "1 used to think 'twas your wife's fate not to have a liven husband when I sid 'em die off so," said Gad- "Fate? Bless thy simplicity, so 'twas her fate; but she struggled to have one, and would, and did. Fate's nothen be- side a woman's schemen !" "I suppose, then, that fate is a he, like us, and the Lord, and the rest o' 'em up above there," said Gad, lifting his eyes to the sky. ' "Hullo! Here's the young woman comen that we were a-talken about by-now," said a grinder, suddenly interrupting. "She's comen up here, as I be alive!" The two grinders stood and regarded Cytherea as if she had been a ship tacking into a harbor, nearly stopping the mill in their new interest. "Stylish accouterments about the head and shoulders, to my thinken," said the clerk. "Sheenen curls, and plenty o' 'em." "If there's one kind of pride more excusable than another in a young woman, 'tis been proud of her hair," said Mr. Springrove. "Dear man! — ^the pride there is only a small piece o' the 120 DESPERATE REMEDIES. whole. I warrant now, though she can show such a figure, she ha'n't a stick o' furniture to call her own." "Come, Clerk Crickett, let the maid be a maid while she is a maid," replied Farmer Springrove chivalrously. "Oh," replied the servant of the church, "I've nothing to say against it — oh, no: " 'The chimney-sweeper's daughter Sue, As I have heard declare, O, Although she's neither sock nor shoe Will curl and deck her hair, O.' " Cytherea was rather disconcerted at finding that the gradual cessation of the chopping of the mill was on her account, and still more when she saw all the cider-makers' eyes fixed upon her except Mr. Springrove's, whose natural delicacy restrained him. She neared the plot of grass, but instead of advancing farther, hesitated on its border. Mr. Springrove perceived her embarrassment, which was relieved when she saw his old-established figure coming across to her, wiping his hands in his apron. "I know your errand, Missie," he said, "and am glad to see you and attend to it. I'll step indoors." "If you are busy I am in no hurry for a minute or two," said Cytherea. "Then if so be you really wouldn't mind we'll wring down this last filling to let it drain all night?" "Not at all. I like to see you." "We are only just grinden down the early pickthongs and griffins," continued the farmer, in a half-apologetic tone for being caught cider-making by any well-dressed lady. "They rot as black as a chimney-crook if we keep 'em till the regulars turn in." As he spoke he went back to the press, Cytherea keeping at his elbow. "I'm later than I should have been by rights," he continued, taking up a lever for propelling the screw, and beckoning to the men to come forward. "The truth is, my son Edward had promised to come to-day, and I made prepara- tions; but instead of him comes a letter: 'London, September the eighteenth. Dear Father,' says he, and went on to tell me he couldn't. It threw me out a bit." "Of course," said Cytherea. "He's got a place a b'lieve?" said the clerk, drawing near. DESPERATE REMEDIES. 121 "No, poor mortal fellow, no. He tried for this one here, you know, but couldn't manage to get it. I don't know the rights o' the matter, but willy-nilly they wouldn't have him for steward. Now mates, form in line." Springrove, the clerk, the grinders, and Gad, all ranged them- selves behind the lever of the screw, and walked round like soldiers wheeling. "The man that the old quean hev got is a man you can hardly get upon your tongue to gainsay, by the look o' en," rejoined Clerk Crickett. "One o' them people that can continue to be thought no worse o' for stealen a horse than another man for looken over hedge at en," said a grinder. "Well, he's all there as steward, and is quite the gentleman — no doubt about that." "So would my Ted ha' been, for the matter o' that," the farmer said. "That's true: 'a would, sir." "I said, I'll give Ted a good education if it do cost me my eyes, and I would have." "Ay, that you would so," said the chorus of assistants, sol- emnly. "But he took to books naturally, and cost very little; and as a wind-up the women folk hatched up a match between en and his cousin." "When's the wedden to be, Mr. Springrove?" "Uncertain — but soon, I suppose. Edward, you see, can do anything pretty nearly, and yet can't get a straightforward liven. I wish sometimes I had kept en here, and let pro- fessions go. But he was such a one for the prent." He dropped the lever in the hedge, and turned to his visitor. "Now then, Missie, if you'll come in-doors, please." Gad Weedy looked with a placid criticism at Cytherea as she withdrew with the farmer. "I could tell by the tongue o' her that she didn't take her degrees in our country," he said, in an undertone. "The railways have left you lonely here," she observed, when they were in-doors. Save the withered old flies, which were quite tame from the solitude, not a being was in the house. Nobody seemed to 122 DESPERATE REMEDIES. have entered it since the last passenger had been called out to mount the last stage coach that had run by. "Yes, the inn and I seem almost a pair of fossils," the farmer replied, looking at the room and then at himself. "Oh, Mr. Springrove," said Cytherea, suddenly recollecting herself; "I am much obliged to you for recommending me to Miss Aldclyfife." She began to warm toward the old man; there was in him a gentleness of disposition which reminded her of her own father. "Recommending? Not at all. Miss. Ted — that's my son — Ted said a fellow clerk of his had a sister who wanted to be doing something in the world, and I mentioned it to the house- keeper, that's all. Ay, I miss my son very much." She kept her back to the window that he might not see her rising color. "Yes," he continued, "sometimes I can't help feelen uneasy about en. You know he seems not made for a town life exactly; he gets very queer over it sometimes, I think. Perhaps he'll be better when he's married to Adelaide." A half-impatient feeling arose in her, like that which possesses a sick person when he hears a recently struck hour struck again by a slow clock. She had lived farther on. "Everything depends upon whether he loves her," she said, tremulously. "He used to — he doesn't show it so much now: but that's because he's older. You see, it was several years ago they first walked together as young man and young woman. She's altered, too, from what she was when he first coorted her.'' "How, sir?" "Oh, she's more sensible by half. When he used to write to her she'd creep up the lane, and look back over her shoulder, and slide out the letter, and kiss it, and look over one shoulder and t'other again, and read a word and stand in thought looken at the hills and seen none. Then the cuckoo would cry — *way the letter would slip, and she'd start a span wi' fright at the mere bird, and have a red skin before the quickest man among you could say, 'Blood, rush up.'" He came forward with the money and dropped it into her hand. His thoughts were still with Edward, and he absently took her little fingers in his as he said, earnestly and ingen- uously: DESPERATE BEMEDIES. 123 " 'Tis SO seldom I get a gentlewoman to speak to that I can't help speakerl to you, Miss Graye, on my fears for Edward; I sometimes am afraid that he'll never get on^-that he'll die poor and despised under the worst mental conditions, a keen sense of haven been passed in the race by men whose brains are nothen to his own, all through his seen too far into things — beeil discontented with makeshifts — -thinken o' perfection in things, and then sickened that there's no such thing as perfec- tion. I shan't be sorry to see him marry, since it may settle him down and do him good. . . . Ay, we'll hope for the best." He let go her hand and accompanied her to the door, saying, "If you should care to walk this way and talk to an old man once now and then it will be a great delight to him. Miss Graye. Good-evenen to ye. . . . Ah, look! a thunder- storm is brewen — be quick home. Or shall I step up with you?" "No, thank you, Mr. Springrove. Good-evening," she said in a low voice and hurried away. One thought still possessed hef : Edward had trifled with her love. § 4. Five to six p. m. ' She followed the road into a bower of trees, overhanging it so densely that the path appeared like a rabbit's burrow, and presently reached a side entrance to the park. The clouds rose more rapidly than the fattner had anticipated ; the sheep moved in a trail, and complained incoherently. Livid gray shades, like those of the modern French artists, made a mystery of the remote and dark parts of the vista, and seemed to insist upon a suspension of breath. Before she Was half-way across the park _the thunder rumbled distinctly. The direction in which she had to go would take her close by the old manor-house. The air was perfectly still, and between each low rumble of the thunder behind she could hear the roll of the waterfall before her, and the creak of the engine among the bushes hard by it. Hurrying ouy with a growing dread of the gloom and of the approaching storm, she drew near the Old House, now rising before her against the dark foliage and sky in tones of sttange whiteness. 124 DESPERATE REMEDIES. On the flight of steps, which descended from a terrace in front to the level of the park, stood a man. He appeared, partly from the relief the position gave to his figure, and partly from fact, to be of towering height. He was dark in outline, and was looking at the sky, with his hands behind him. It was necessary for Cytherea to pass directly across the line of his front. She felt so reluctant to do this that she was about to turn under the trees out of the path and enter it again at a point beyond the Old House; but he had seen her, and she came on mechanically, unconsciously averting her face a little, and dropping her glance to the ground. Her eyes unswervingly lingered along the path until they fell upon another path branching in a right line from the path she was pursuing. It came from the steps of the Old House. "I am exactly opposite him now," she thought, "and his eyes are going through me." A clear, masculine voice said at the same instant: "Are you afraid?" She, interpreting his question by her feelings at the moment, assumed himself to be the object of fear, if any. "I don't think 1 am," she stammered. He seemed to know that she thought in that sense. "Of the thunder, I mean," he said; "not of myself." She must turn to him now. "I think it is going to rain," she remarked for the sake of saying something. He could not conceal his surprise and admiration of her face and bearing. He said courteously: "It may possibly not rain before you reach the house, if you are going there." "Yes, I am." "May I walk up with you? It is lonely under the trees." "No." Fearing his courtesy arose from a belief that he was addressing a woman of higher station than was hers, she added : "I am Miss Aldclyffe's companion. I don't mind the loneli- ness." "Oh, Miss Aldclyfife's companion. Then will you be kind enough to take a subscription to her? She sent to me this after- noon to ask me to become a subscriber to her society, and I was out. Of course I'll subscribe if she wishes it. I take a great interest in the society." "Miss Aldclyffe will be glad to hear that, I know." "Yes: let me see — what society did she say it was? I am DESPERATE REMEDIES. 12S afraid I haven't enough money in_ my pocket, and yet it would be a satisfaction to her to have practical proof of my willingness. I'll get it, and be out in one minute." He entered the house, and was at her side again within the time he had named. "This is it," he said pleasantly. She held up her hand. The soft tips of his fingers brushed the palm of her glove as he placed the money within it. She wondered why his fingers should have touched her. "I think after all," he continued, "that the rain is upon us, and will drench you before you reach the house. Yes; see there." He pointed to a round wet spot as large as a nasturtium leaf, which had suddenly appeared upon the white surface of the step. "You had better come into the porch. It is not nearly night yet. The clouds make it seem later than it really is." Heavy drops of rain, followed immediately by a forked flash of lightning and sharp rattling thunder, compelled her, willingly or no, to accept his invitation. She ascended the steps, stood beside him just within the porch, and for the first time obtained a series of short views of his person, as they waited there in silence. He was an extremely handsome man, well-formed and well- dressed, of an age which seemed to be two or three years less than thirty. The most striking point in his appearance was the wonderful, almost preternatural clearness of his complexion. There was not a blemish or speck of any kind to mar the smoothness of its surface or the beauty of its hue. Next, his forehead was square and broad, his brows straight and firm, his eyes pene- trating and clear. By collecting the round of expressions they gave forth, a person who theorized on such matters would have imbibed the notion that their owner was of a nature to kick against the pricks; the last man in the world to put up with a position because it seemed to be his destiny to do so; one who took upon himself to resist fate with the vindictive determina- tion of a Theomachist. Eyes and forehead both would have expressed keenness of intellect too severely to be pleasing had their force not been counteracted by the lines and tone of the lips. These were full and luscious to a surprising degree, pos- sessing a woman-like softness of curve, and a ruby redness so 126 DESPBBATE JIBMEPIES. intense, as to testify strongly to much susceptibility of heart where feminine beauty was concerne4— a susceptibility that might require all the ballast of brain with which he had pre- viously been credited to confine within reasonable channels. His manner was elegant; his speech well-finished and un- constrained. The break in their discourse, which had been caused by the peal of thunder, was unbroken by either for a minute or two, during which the ears of both seemed to be absently following the low roar of the waterfall as it became gradually rivaled by the increasing rush of rain upon the trees and herbage of the grove, After her short looks at him Cytherea had turned her head toward the avenue for awhile, and now, glancing back again for an instant, she discovered that his eyes were engaged in a steady, thdugh delicate, regard of her face and form. At this moment, by reason of the narrowness of the porch, their dresses touched, and remained in contact His clothes are something exterior to every man; but to a woman her dress is part of her body; its motions are all present to her intelligence if not to her eyes; no man knows how his coat-tails swing. By the slightest hyperbole it may be said that her dress has sensation. Crease but the very Ultima Thule of fringe or flounce, and it hurts her as much as pinching her. Delicate antennae, or feelers, bristle on every outlying frill. Go to the uppermost: she is there; tread on the lowest: the fair creature is there almost before you. Thus the touch of clothes, which was nothing to Manston, sent a thrill through Cytherea, seeing, moreover, that he was of the nature of a mysterious stranger. She looked ovit again at the storm, but still felt him. At last to escape the sensation she moved away, though by so doing it was necessary to advance a little into the rain. "Look, the rain is coming into the porch upon you," he said. "Step inside the door." Cytherea hesitated. "Perfectly safe, I assure you," he added, laughing and holding the door open. You shall see what a state of disorganization I am in — boxes on boxes, furniture, straw, crockery in every form of transposition. An old woman is in the back-quarters some- where beginning to put things to rights. . . . You know the inside of the house, I dare say?" DBSPEIiAT^ BBlJEDiIiJS. 127 "I liaye nevef bpen in." "Oh, well, come along. Here, you see, they have made a door thrpjigh; here they h^ve put a p^rtitiqp dividing the old hall into two, one part is nqvy my parlpr; thpre they have put a plaster peiling, hiding the old chestnut carved rpof because it was too high ^nd would have been chilly for me ; you see, being the original hall, it was open right up to the top, and here the lor4 of the manof ajid his retainers used to meet and be merry by the light from the monstrous fire which shone out from that monstrous fire-pl^ce, now narrowed to a merp nothing for m.y grate, though you can see the old outline still. I almost wish I could have had it in its original state." "With rnore rom^npe and less comfort." "Yes, exactly. Vyell, perhaps the wish is not deep-seated. You will see how the things are tumbled in anyhow, packing- cases and ^11. The only piece of ornamental furniture yet un- packed is this one." "An organ?" "Yes, an organ. I made it myself, except the pipes. I opened the case this afternoon to commence soothing myself at once. It is not a very large one, byt quite big enough fpr a private house. You play, I dare say?" "The pianq. I am npt at ?ill used to an organ." "You would sqon acquire the touch for an organ, though it would spoil your touch for the piano. Not that that matters a great deal. A pi^no isn't much as an instrument.'' "It is the fashion to say so now. I think it is quite good enough." "That isn't altogether a right sentiment about things being good enough." "No — no. Wh^t I mean is, that the men who despise pianos do it as a rule from their teeth, merely for fashion's sake, because cleverer men h^ve said it before them — not from the experience of their ears." Now Cytherea all at once broke into a blush at the conscious- ness of a great sr(ub she had been guilty of in her eagerness to explain herself. He charitably expressed by a look that he did not in the least mind her blunder, if it were one; and this atti- tude forced him into a position of mental superiority which vexed her. "I play for my private amusement Pnly," he said. "I have 9 128 DESPERATE REMEDIES. never learned scientifically. All I know is what I taught my- self." The thunder, lightning, and rain had now increased to a terrific forte. The clouds, from which darts, forks, zigzags, and balls of fire continually sprang, did not appear to be more than a hundred yards above their heads, and every now and then a flash and a peal made gaps in the steward's descriptions. He went toward the organ, in the midst of a volley which seemed to shake the aged house from foundations to chimney. "You are not going to play now, are you?" said Cytherea uneasily. "Oh, yes. Why not now?" he said. "You can't go home, and therefore we may as well be amused, if you don't mind sit- ting on this box. The few chairs I have unpacked are in the other room." Without waiting to see whether she sat down or not, he turned to the organ and began extemporizing a harmony which meandered through every variety of expression of which the instrument was capable. Presently he ceased and began search- ing for some music-book. "What a splendid flash !" he said, as the lightning again shone in through the mullioned window, which, of a proportion to suit the whole extent of the original hall, was much too large for the present room. The thunder pealed again. Cytherea, in spite of herself, was frightened, not only at the weather, but at the general unearthly weirdness which seemed to surround her there. "I wish I — the lightning wasn't so bright. Do you think it will last long?" she said timidly. "It can't last much longer," he murmured, without turning, running his fingers again over the keys. "But this is nothing," he continued, suddenly stopping and regarding her. "It seems brighter because of the deep shadow under those trees yonder. Don't mind it; now look at me — look in my face — now." He had faced the window, looking fixedly at the sky with his dark, strong eyes. She seemed compelled to do as she was bidden, and looked in the too delicately beautiful face. The flash came; but he did not turn or blink, keeping his eyes fixed as firmly as before. "There," he said, turning to her, "that's the way to look at lightning." "Oh, it might have blinded you," she exclaimed. DESPEBATB REMEDIES. 129 "Nonsense — not lightning of this sort — I shouldn't have stared at it if there had been danger. It is only sheet lightning now. Now, will you have another piece? Something from an oratorio this time?" "No, thank you — I don't want to hear it while it thunders so." But he had commenced without heeding her answer, and she stod motionless again, marveling at the wonderful indifiference to all external circumstances which was now evinced by his complete absorption in the music before him. "Why do you play such saddening chords?" she said when he next paused. "H'm — because I like them, I suppose," he said lightly. "Don't you like sad impressions sometimes?" "Yes, sometimes, perhaps." "When you are full of trouble." "Yes." "Well, why shouldn't I when I am full of trouble?" "Are you troubled?" "I am troubled." He said this so thoughtfully and abruptly — so abruptly that she did not push the dialogue further. He now played more powerfully. Cytherea had never heard music in the completeness of full orchestral power, and the tones of the organ, which reverberated with considerable effect in the comparatively small space of the room, heightened by the ele- mental strife of light and sound outside, moved her to a degree out of proportion to the actual power of the mere notes, prac- ticed as was the hand that produced them. The varying strains - — now loud, now soft; simple, complicated, weird, touching, grand, boisterous, subdued; each phase distinct, yet modulat- ing into the next with a graceful and easy flow — shook and bent her to themselves, as a gushing brook shakes and bends a shadow cast across its surface. The power of the music did not show itself so much by attracting her attention to the subject of the piece, as by taking up and developing as its libretto the poem of her own life and soul, shifting her deeds and intentions from the hands of her judgment, and holding them in its own. She was swayed into emotional opinions concerning the strange man before her; new impulses of thought came with new harmonies, and entered into her with gnawing thrill. A dreadful flash of lightning then, and the thunder close upon it. She found Hfefself irivoluntafily shrinking ujl beside Hlttly and looking tvith jJki-ted lips at His face. He tiai-ried hife eyes dnd saw hef- gihotidrij which greatly increased the ideal element in her expressive face. She was iii the state in isrhicH Wfciiilah's instinct td bohcfeal has lost its power o\^er hgi- impulse tb tell ; and he saW it. Beilditlg: his haridsdttie face over hfer till his lipS almost tbiiched her ear, he rnuriiiured without breaking the hdrnlbnies : "Do you very rriUch like this pliete?" "Very much ihdteed," She Said. "I could see you were affected by it. I will copy it for ybii." "Thank you much." "I will bring it td the hoUse td ydtl td-rtldtrdw. Who Shall I' ask for?" "Oh, not for me. Don't bring it/' she said, hastily. "I shouldn't like you to." "Let me see — td-rtidtrdw everlitig at seven or a few minutes past I shall be passing the waterfall on my way hdine: I could cohvehiently give it ydU there, dtld I shoilld like you td have it." He mddhldtfed intd the paStdral symphony; still Idoking in her eyeS; "Vbry well/' she said, to get rid df the Iddk. The storm had by this time cohsidetably decreased in vio- lence, and iii seven ot ten inihUtes the sky pailially cleared, the clduds aroiirtd the western horizon betdrhirtg lighted up with the rays of the sinking siin. Cytherea drew d long breath of relief attd prepared to go aWay. She was full of a distressing sense that her detention in the old mdnor-hdtise, and the acquaintahteship it had set on fOdt, was not a thing she wished. It was such a fdolish thing to have been excited and dtagged irttb frankness by the wiles of a stranger; "Allow me to cdme with ydti/' lie said, accompanying her to the dbot; and again showing by his behavibr how powerfully he Was impressed with her. His influence over her had van- ished with the musical chbrds, and she turned her batk Upon hini. "May i cdme?'* he repeated. "No< no. The distance is not thtee hundred yards — it is rtot really necessary, thank you," she said quietly. And wishing him goOd-evehihg, withoilt ineeting his eyes< she weht down the steps, leaving him standing at the door. PESPERATE |lEIyI5;p;E^. ^31 "Oh, how is it that man has so fascin^tpfi me!" was ^U she could think. Her own self, as she had sat spellbour(4 before him, was ajl she co^ld sep. tjpr gajt w^s copstr^inP^i from the knowledge that his eyes were upon her until she had p^sspd the hollow by the waj:erfall, Jiq4 ^Y a-Scef(ding the rise had be- come hidden from his view by the boughs of the pyerh^pging trees. § 5. Six to seven p. ni. The wet, shiriing road threw the yvgstefn glare into her eyes with an invidipjis luster vyhich rendered the restlessr^ess of her mood niore wearyipg. Her thoughts flew frorn idea jio idea without asking for tl^e slightest lii:^ji qf connection betyveen one and another. One inoment she w^s full of tl^e wild rnusic and stirring scene wi1:h Manstpn — the nex|;, Ejiyi^ard's linage rose before her l^ke a shadovyy ghost TheR Manston's blaclc eyes seemed piercing her again, anc} the reckless, voluptuous jiiputh appeared bepding to the curve? qf his special words. Whaf CQuid tie those troubles to which he hafl ailt(de(l? Perhaps Miss Aldclyfife w£|.s at the bPttom of the|n- Sa-d at heaft she paced pn : her life was bewildepng hei". On coming into Miss 7\}clclyiife's presence, Cytherea tplfl her of the incident, npt without a fear tli|at she yyPViH burst into pnp of her ungoverpaljle fits pf tgniper at learning Cytherea's slight departure from the prpg|-^mnie. But, strangely tp Cytherpa, Miss Aldclyfife Ipoked delighted. The usual crpss-exatnina- tiqn fol|owe4: "And sp you vyere with him all that ivcuf.!" said the lady, with assvitned severity. ' "Yes,'l was."' "i did not teh ypti to call at the Old House twice." "i didn't pal}, as I h^ve said. He made me cpme intp the porch?" "What remarks did hp make, dp you say?" "That the lightning was, not ?o had ^s | thqught." "A very important rer(i^vk^ that. Did he" — she tyrppd her glance full upon the girl, an4 eyitig hef se^chingly, s^id : "Pid he say anything ^bput rne?" "Nothing," said Cytherea, returning h^r ga?e calmly, "ex- cept that I was tP give ypu the subscription." 132 DESPERATE- REMEDIES. "You are quite sure?" "Quite." "I believe you. Did he say anything striking or strange about himself?" "Only one thing — ^that he was troubled." "Troubled!" After saying the word, Miss Aldclyfife relapsed into silence. Such behavior as this had ended, on most previous occasions, by her making a confession, and Cytherea expected one now. But for once she was mistaken; nothing more was said. When she had returned to her room she sat down and penned a farewell letter to Edward Springrove, as little able as any other excitable and brimming young woman of nineteen to feel the wisest and only dignified course at that juncture was to do nothing at all. She told him that, to her painful surprise, she had learned that his engagement to another woman was a matter of notoriety. She insisted that all honor bade him marry his early love — a woman far better than her unworthy self, who only deserved to be forgotten, and begged him to remember that he was not to see her face again. She upbraided him for levity and cruelty in meeting her so frequently at Creston, and above all in stealing the kiss from her lips on the last evening of the water excursions. "I never, never can forget it," she said, and then felt a sensation of having done her duty, ostensibly persuading herself that her reproaches and commands were of such a force that no man to whom they were uttered could ever approach her more. Yet it was all unconsciously said in words which betrayed a lingering tenderness of love at every unguarded turn. Like Beatrice accusing Dante from the chariot, try as she might to play the superior being who contemned such mere eye-sensu- ousness, she betrayed at every point a pretty woman's jealousy of a rival, and covertly gave her old lover hints for excusing himself at each fresh indictment. This done, Cytherea, still in a practical mood, upbraided her- self with weakness in allowing a stranger like Mr. Manston to influence her as he had that evening. What right on earth had he to suggest so suddenly that she might meet him at the waterfall to receive his music? She would have given much to be able to annihilate the ascendency he had obtained over her during that extraordinary interval of melodious sound. Not DESPERATE REMEDIES. 133 being able to endure the notion of his Hving a minute longer in the belief he was then holding, she took her pen and wrote to him also: "Knapwater House, September 20th. "I find I can not meet you at seven o'clock by the waterfall as I promised. The emotion I felt made me forgetful of realities. ' "C. Graye." A great statesman thinks several times, and acts; a young lady acts, and thinks several times. When, a few minutes later, she saw the postman carry off the bag containing one of the letters, and a messenger with the other, she, for the first time, asked herself the question whether she had acted very wisely in writing to either of the two men who had so influenced her. CHAPTER IX. THE EVENTS OF TEN WEEKS. § I. From September the twenty-first to the middle of November. The foretnost figure within Cytherea's horizon, exclusive of the iriihdtes of Knapwdter House, was now the steward, Mr. Mahsttiti. It was iitipdssible that they should live within a quarter of a mile of each other, be fetigaged in thte sdme sfervice, and attend the same church, without meeting at some spot or another, twice or thrice a week. On Sundays, in her pew, when by chance she turned her head, Cytherea found his eyes waiting desirously for a glimpse of hers, and at first, more strangely, the eyes of Miss Aldclyffe furtively resting on him. On coming out of church he frequently walked beside Cytherea till she reached the gate at which residents in the house turned into the shrubbery. By degrees a conjecture grew to a certainty. She knew that he loved her. But this strange fact was connected with the development of his love — he was palpably making the strongest efforts to sub- due, or at least to hide, the weakness, and as it sometimes seemed, rather from his own conscience than from surrounding eyes. Hence she found that not one of his encounters with her was anything more than the result of pure accident. He made no advances whatever: without avoiding her, he never sought her: the words he had whispered at their first intei-view now proved themselves to be quite as much the result of unguarded impulse as was her answer. Something held him back, bound his impulse down, but she saw that it was neither pride of his person nor fear that she would refuse him — a course she unhesi- tatingly resolved to take should he think fit to declare himself. She was interested in him and his marvelous beauty, as she might have been in some fascinating panther or leopard — for some undefinable reason she shrank from him, even while she DESPERATE REMEDIES. 135 adftiired. The kfeynote of her nature, a wdrfn "pfedpitaface of soul" as Coleridge happily writes it, which Matiston had sb directly pounced upon at their very first interview, gave her now a tremulous sense of being ill some way in his power. The state of mind was on the whole a dangerous one for a young and inexperienced wornan; and perhaps the circum- stance which, more than ahy other, led her io cherish Edward's image now, was that he had takeil ho notice of the receipt of her letter, stating that fehe disCEtrded him. It was jplairi then, she sdid} that hfe did nbt care dfeeply foi- hei", arid she thereiipon coiild hot quite leave ott caring deeply for him: -Itigehium mulierum, l>fdlunt ubi vfelis, ubl nolis cupiuilt ulttd." The month bf Octbber passed, diid Novembei- began its course. The ihliabitahts of the village of Catrifbrd gi-ew weary of supposing that Miss Aldclyfife was going to marry her stfeward. Ne\v whispers arose and becdttie veiy distinct (though they did hot j-each Miss Aldclyffe's ears) to the effect that the steward was detejjly ih love with Cytherea Graye. -Indeed, the fact becartie so obvious that therfe ^as nothihg; left to say abbUt it fextept that their fnarriage Would he an excellent one fbr bbth ; fbi- her ih pbiht of triotiej^ — and for hiih in point of love. As circles in a pond grow wideir aiid widef, the next fact, which at first had been patent oiily to Cytherea herself, in due time spread to her neighbors, and they too Vi^Ondered that he made no overt advances. By the thiddle of Noverilbet d. theory made up of a combination of the other two was received with general favor: its substance being, that a gliilty ihtrigile had been commenced between Mansion and Miss Aldclyfte, sbme years before, when he v/'As a very young than, and she still in the enjoyment of some wOri:idrily beadty, but nbW that her feehiority begilii to g-rb\^ emphatic she was becbinirig distasteful to him. His fear of the effect of the lady*s jealbusj^ Wbuld, they fedid, thtis leM him to cbnceal frbth her his riew attachment to Cytherea. Alrhbst tile bnly wbrhan who did not beheve this was Cytherea herself; on unrhistdkable ^toiinds, whifch w'ei-'e hidderi frbtti ill besides. It was hot Ohly ih public, but even more hlarkedly ih secluded pldtes, on occasions when g-allaritry Wbuld have beeri safe froth all discovery, that this guarded 136 DESPERATE REMEDIES. course of action was pursued, all the strength of a consuming passion burning in his eyes the while. § 2. November the eighteenth. It was on a Friday in this month of November that Owen Graye paid a visit to his sister. His zealous integrity still retained for him the situation at Creston, and in order that there should be as little interruption as possible to his duties there he had decided not to come to Knapwater till late in the afternoon, and to return to Creston by the first train the next morning. Miss Aldclyffe having made a point of frequently offering him lodging for an unlimited period, to the great pleasure of Cytherea. He reached the house about four o'clock, and ringing the bell of the side entrance, asked of the page who answered it for Miss Graye. When Graye spoke the name of his sister, Manston, who was just coming out from an interview with Miss Aldclyffe, passed him in the vestibule and heard the question. The steward's face grew hot, and he secretly clinched his hands. He half crossed the court, then turned his head and saw that the lad still stood at the door, though Owen had been shown into the house. Manston went back to him. "Who was that man?" he said. "I don't know, sir." "Has he ever been here before?" "Yes, sir." "How many times?" "Three." "You are sure you don't know him?" "I think he is Miss Graye's brother, sir." "Then why the devil didn't you say so before?" Manston exclaimed and again went on his way. "Of course that was not the man of my dreams — of course it couldn't be!" he said to himself. "That I should be such a fool — such an utter fool. Good God ! to allow a girl to influence me like this, day after day, till I am jealous of her very brother. A lady's dependent, a waif, a helpless thing entirely at the mercy of the world; yes, curse it, that is just why it is; that fact of her DESPERATE RBMEblES. l37 being so helpless against the blows of circumstances which renders her so deliciously sweet." He paused opposite his house. Should he get his horse saddled? No. He went down the drive and out of the park, having started to proceed to an outlying spot on the estate concerning some draining, and to call at the potter's yard to make an arrange- ment for the supply of pipes. But a remark which Miss Ald- clyfife had dropped in relation to Cytherea was what still occu- pied his mind, and had been the immediate cause of his excite- ment at the sight of her brother. Miss Aldclyfife had meaningly remarked during their intercourse that Cytherea was wildly in love with Edward Springrove in spite of his engagement to his cousin Adelaide. "How I am harassed !" he said aloud, after deep thought for half an hour, while still continuing his walk with the greatest vehemence. "How I am harassed by these emotions of mine!" He calmed himself by an effort. "Well, duty after all it shall be, as nearly as I can efifect it. 'Honesty is the best policy,' " with which vigorously uttered resolve he once more attempted to turn his attention to the prosy object of his journey. The evening had closed in to a dark and dreary night when the steward came from the potter's door to proceed homeward again. The gloom did not tend to raise his spirits, and in the total lack of objects to attract his eye, he soon fell to intro- spection as before. It was along the margin of turnip fields that his path lay, and the large leaves of the crop struck flatly against his feet at every step, pouring upon them the rolling drops of moisture gathered upon their broad surfaces; but the annoyance was unheeded. Next reaching a fir plantation, he mounted the stile and followed the path into the midst of the darkness produced by the overhanging trees. After walking under the dense shade of the inky boughs for a few minutes he fancied he had mistaken the path, which as yet was scarcely familiar to him. This was proved directly after- ward by his coming at right angles upon some obstruction, which careful feeling with outstretched hands soon told him to be a rail fence. However, as the wood was not large, he experienced no alarm about finding the path again, and with some sense of pleasure halted awhile against the rails, to listen to the intensely melancholy yet musical wail of the fir-tops, and :t.38 I>ESPERA*E RBIjIEplES. as tlip wiod passe4 on, thp prqmpt mpan qf an adj^ceiit: planta- tion in reply. He could just dimly discprn the airy summons pf fhe two or tj^ree trpes nearest him waving restlessly back- ward and forward, and stretching out their boughs like hairy arnjs in(;p j:}ie 4^11 sky. T^e spene, fropi its striking ^nd em- phatic loneliness, jaegsp to grow congenial to his mood; all qf human kind seemed at the antipodes. A sadden rattle on hjs right hand caused hltn to start frojii his reverie and turn in that direction. There, before him, he saw rise up frqm arnong |:he tr^es a fountain of sparks and smoke, then a red glare of light coming forward toward him; then a flashing panorama of illuminated oblpng pictures; then the old darjcness, more impressive than ever. Tlie surprise, which had owed its origin to his imperfect acquaintance with the topographical features of that end of the estate, had been but momentary. The disttirbanpe, a wel}-known one to dwellers \)y a rail'^3-y> was caused by the 6:50 down-train passjqg along a shallo^v cut- ting \r\ the midst of the wppd immediately helqw wjierp he stood, the driver having the fire-door of the engine open at tjie minute pf going by. The train l^ad, ^yhen passing him, al- ready cpnsideralsly slackened speed, and now a whistle was heard amiotipcing tlfat Carriford-Road statiqri was not far ITi its van. J3ut cpijtrary to the natpral order of things, the discovery th^t it vi'as oply a commonplace train had not paused Manston tp stir frpm his position of facing the railway. if the ^rSQ down-train liad been a flash of fprkpd lightning transfixing him to the earth, he could scarcely have remained in a more trance-like state. He still leaned against the railings, his right hand stil} continued pressing pn hjis walking-stick, his weigllt Q^ pne foot, his otfte"" heel raised, his eyes wide open tpward ti^e tilackness of the cutting. The only movement in him yifas a slight dropping of the lower jaw, separating his previous- ly clpsedlips a little way, as when a strange cpnvietion rushes jiome suddenly upon a man. A new surprise, not nearly so trivial as the first, had taken possession of him. It was on this apcpunt. At one of the illuminated windows of the sepond-cjass carriage in thp series gone by he l^ad seen rtESPteitAtfi REalBDIES. 139 a ^alfe face, rfecHnitig llpdn oiife hand, the light from the l^iiip falling; full Upbn it. The face was a woman's. At last he moved; gaVe a whispering kind of whistle, ad- justed his hat ahd Walked on again. He was cross-qtiestioning hiihself in every direction as to hOw a piece of knowledge he had tarefully cOtitealed had found its way to another person's intelligence. "How can my address have becorhe kndWh,*' he said at lehgth aiidibly. "Well, it is a blessing I have befeh circUthspect ahd honorable, in relation to that — yes, I will say it, for once, feven if the wbrds choke ine, that darling of mine, Cythereaj never tb be my owh, never. I suppose all will come out hoW. All!" The great sadness of his Uttfei-arice pirbVed that ho mean force had befen exercised upbn himself to sustain the ciirfcumsptebtion he liad just claimed. He wheeled to the left, pursued thfe ditch bfeside the railway fence, and presently emerged frorh the wood; stepping into a road which ctbSSed the railway by a bridge. As he neared home, the anxiety lately writtefl in his face, merged by degtees into a grimly humorous sinile; Which hhng lorig tipoh his lips, and he quoted aloud a line ftbm the Book of Jeremiah : "A woman stlall cttinpass A man." § 3. November the nineteenth. Daybreak. Before it Was light the next tttdf'ning, two little naked feet pattered along the passa.ge in fcriapwater Hoiise, fi-orn Which Oweh Gi"aye's bedr-oorn Opened, and a tap Was given upon his dbdt-. "Owen, Owen, are you awake?" said Cyttiei-ea in a whisper throrl^h the keyhble. "You must get up directly, or you'll iniss the ti-ain." When he descended to his sister's little room, he found her there already Waiting With a ttip of cbcoa and a grilled rasher on the table for him. A hasty theal Was dispatched in the inter- vals of putting on his oyertoat and finding his iiat, ahd they then went softly thi-ough the lohg-desei-ted passages, the kitchen maid who had t^t-efjated their bfeakfaSf walking before therh with a lamp held high aboVe her head, which cast long wheeling shadbws dowti cortidors intersetting, the one they followed, theit teitibtef ends being lost ih the ddtkness. Th^ dobr Was unbolted and they stepped out. 140 DESPERATE REMEDIES. Owen had preferred walking to the station to accepting the pony-carriage which Miss Aldclyffe had placed at his disposal, having a morbid horror of giving trouble to people above him in rank, and especially to their men-servants, who looked down upon him as a hybrid monster from regions far below the touch-my-hat stage of supremacy. Cytherea proposed to walk a little way with him. "I want to talk to you as long as I can," she said tenderly. Brother and sister then emerged by the heavy door into the drive. The feeling and aspect of the hour were precisely similar to those under which the steward had left the house the evening previous, excepting that apparently unearthly reversal of natural sequence, which is caused by the world getting lighter instead of darker. "The tearful glimmer of the languid dawn" was just sufficient to reveal to them the melancholy red leaves, lying thickly in the channels by the roadside, ever and anon loudly tapped on by heavy drops of water, which the boughs above had collected from the foggy air. They passed the Old House engaged in a deep conversation, and had proceeded about twenty yards by a cross-route, in the direction of the turnpike road, when the form of a woman emerged from a porch of the building. She was wrapped in a gray waterproof cloak, the hood of which was drawn over her head and closely round her face — so closely that her eyes were the sole features uncovered. With this one exception of her appearance there, the most perfect stillness and silence pervaded the steward's residence from basement to chimney. Not a shutter was open; not a twine of smoke came forth. Underneath the ivy-covered gateway she stood still and lis- tened for two, or possibly three minutes, till she became con- scious of others in the park. Seeing the pair she stepped back, with the apparent inten- tion of letting them pass out of sight, and evidently wishing to avoid observation. But looking at her watch, and returning it rapidly to her pocket, as if surprised at the lateness of the hour, she hurried out again and across the park by a still more oblique line than that traced by Owen and his sister. These in the meantime had gone into the road, and were walking along it as the woman came up on the other side of the DESPEKATE REMEDIES. 141 boundary hedge, looking for a gate or stile by which she, too, might get off the grass upon hard ground. Their conversation, of which every word was clear and dis- tinct in the still air of the dawn to the distance of a quarter of a mile, reached her ears and withdrew her attention from all other matters and sights whatsoever. Thus arrested she stood for an instant as precisely in the attitude of Imogen by the cave of Belarius as if she had studied the position from the play. When they had advanced a few steps she followed them in some doubt, still screened by the hedge. "Do you believe in such odd coincidences?" said Cytherea. "How do you mean, believe in them? They occur some- times." "Yes, one will occur often enough — ^that is, two disconnected events will fall strangely together by chance, and people scarce- ly notice the fact beyond saying, 'Oddly enough it happened that so and so were the same,' and so on. But when three such events coincide without any apparent reason for the coinci- dence it seems as if there must be invisible means at work. You see, three things falling together in that manner are ten times as singular as two cases of coincidence which are distinct." "Well, of course: what a mathematical head you have, Cy- therea. But I don't see so much to marvel at in your case. That the man who kept the public-house in which Miss Ald- clyflfe fainted, and who found out her name and position, lives in this neighborhood, is accounted for by the fact that she got him the berth to stop his tongue. That you came here was simply owing to Springrove." "Ah, but look at this. Miss Aldclyfife is the woman our father first loved, and I have come to Miss Aldclyffe's; you can't get over that." From these premises, she proceeded to argue like an elderly divine on the designs of Providence which were apparent in such conjunctures, and went into a variety of details connected with Miss Aldclyffe's history. "Had I better tell Miss Aldclyffe that I know all this?" she inquired at last. "What's the use?" he said. "Your possessing the knowledge does no harm ; you are at any rate comfortable here, and a con- fession to Miss Aldclyffe might only irritate her. No, hold your tongue, Cytherea." 142 CjiSPEpATE REMEDIES. "I faiicy I shqvild have been tempted to tell her, too," Cy- therea weiit on, "had I not foupd qut there exists a very odd, alrnost imperceptible, ^p4 Y^t re^l ponnectiqn of some kind between hpr and Mr.' Mapston, which is more than that of a rnutual interest in the estate." "She is in love lyith him," exclainip4 Owen, "fancy that." "Ah — that's what everybody sq.ys who has been keen eiiough to notice anything. I said so at first. And yet now I cannot persuade myself that she is in love with him at all." "Why can't you?" ' "She doesn't act as if she were. She isn't — you will know I don't say it from ^ny vanity, Owen — she isn't the least jealous of me."' ' "Perhaps she is in so|ne way in his power." "No — ^she is not. He is qpenly advertised for and chosen from forty or fifty who answered the advertisement without knowing who§e it was. And since he has been here she has certainly done nothing to compromise herself in any way. Besides, why should she jiave brqyght an enemy here at all?" "Then she rnust have fallen in love with him. You know as well ^s I do, Cyth, that with women there's nothing between the two poles of emotion toward an interesting malp acquaint- ance- "Tis either love or hat^." They walked for a few Tniputes in silenpe, when Cytherea's eyes accidentally fell upon her brother's .feet. "Owen," she said, '4° YQU know that there is something unusual ip your manner of walking?" "What is it like?" he asked. "I can't quite say, except that you don't wajk so regularly as you used to." The woman behind the hedge, who had still continued to dog their footsteps, made an impatient movement at this change m their conversation, and looked at )ier watch again. Yet she seemed reluctant to give over listening. "Yes," Owen returned with assurned carelessness, "I do know it. I think the causp pf it is that mysterious pain which comes just above my ankle sometimes. You remember the first time I had it? The day we went by stean^-packet tq Lewborne Bay, when it hindered me from coming back to you and compelled rne to sleep with the gatenian we have been t^l^ing abotjt." DESPERATE liBMEDIES. 143 "But is it anything serious, dear Owen?" Cytherea exclaimed with some alarm- "Oh, nothing at all. It is sure to go off again. I never find a sign of it when I sit in the office." Again their unperceived companiori m^de a gesture of vexa- tion, and looked at her watch- But the dialogue still flowed on upon this new subject, and showed no sign of returning to its old channel. Gathering up her skirt decisively, she renounced all further hope, and hurried along the ditch until she had dropped into a valley, and came to a gate whjch was beyofid the view of those copiing behind- This she softly opened, and came out upon the road, following it in the direction of the railway station- Presently she heard Owen Graye's footsteps in her rear, his quickened pace implying that he had parted from his sister. The woiTjan thereupop increased lier rapid w3-lk to S ryn, and in a few minutes safely distarfced her fellow-traveler. The railway at Carriford Road consisted only of a single line of rails; and the short local down-train by which Owen was going to Creston was switched on to a siding while the first up- train passed- Graye entered the waiting-room, and the door being open he listlessly observed the movements of a woman wearing a long gray cloak, and closely hooded, who had asked for a ticket for London. He followed her with his eyes on to the platform, saw her waiting there and afterward stepping into the train; his recol- lection of her ceasing with the perception. § 4. Eight to ten o^ clock a- in. Mrs, Crickett, twice a widow, and now the parish clerk's wife, a fine-framed, scandal-loving woman, with a peculiar corner to her eye by which, without turning her head, she could see what people were doing almost behind her, lived in a cottage stand- ing nearer to the old manor-house than any other in the village of Carriford, and she had on that account been temporarily engaged by the steward, ^s a respectable kii|d of charwoman and general servant, until a settled arrangement could be made with some person as permanent domestic. Every morning, therefore, Mrs. Crickett, immediately ^he 10 144 DESPERATE REMEDIES. lighted the fire in her own cottage and prepared the bi^eakfast for herself and husband, wended her way to the Old House to do the same for Mr. Manston. Then she went home to break- fast, and when the steward had partaken of his, and had gone out on his rounds, she returned again to clear away, make his bed, and put the house in order for the day. On the morning of Owen Graye's departure, she went through the operations of her first visit as usual — proceeded home to breakfast, and went back again, to perform those of the second. Entering Mansion's empty bedroom, with her hands on her hips, she indifferently cast her eyes upon the bed, previously to dismantling it. While she looked, she thought in an inattentive manner: "What a remarkably quiet sleeper Mr. Manston must be !" The upper bedclothes were flung back, certainly, but the bed was scarcely disarranged. "Anybody would almost fancy," she thought, "that he had made it himself after rising." But these evanescent thoughts vanished as they had come, and Mrs. Crickett set to work; she dragged off the counter- pane, blankets, and sheets, and stooped to lift the pillows. Thus stooping, something arrested her attention; she looked closely — more closely — very closely. "Well, to be sure!" was all she could say. The clerk's wife stood as if the air had suddenly set to amber, and held her fixed like a fly in it. The object of her wonder was a trailing brown hair, very little less than a yard long, which proved it clearly to be a hair from some woman's head. She drew it off the pillow and took it to the window; there holding it out she looked fixedly at it, and became utterly lost in meditation; her gaze, which had first actively settled on the hair involuntarily dropped past its object by degrees and was lost on the floor, as the inner vision obscured the outer one. She at length moistened her lips, returned her eyes to the hair, wound it round her fingers, put it in some paper, and secreted the whole in her pocket. Mrs. Crickett's thoughts were with her work no more that morning. She searched the house from roof-tree to cellar for some other trace of feminine existence or appurtenance; but none was to be found. She went out into the yard, coal-hole, stable, hay-loft, green- DESPERATE REMEDIES. 145 house, fowl-house and piggery, and still there was no sign. Coming in again, she saw a bonnet, eagerly pounced upon it, and found it to be her own. Hastily completing her arrangements in the other rooms, she entered the village again, and called at once upon the post- mistress, Mrs. Leat, an intimate friend of hers, and a female who sported several unique diseases and afiflictions. Mrs. Crickett unfolded the paper, took out the hair, and waved it high before the perplexed eyes of Mrs. Leat, whiph immediately mooned and wandered after it like a cat's. "What is it?" said Mrs. Leat, contracting her eyelids, and stretching out toward the invisible object a narrow bony hand that would have been an unparalleled delight to the pencil of Carlo Crivelli. "You shall hear," said Mrs. Crickett, complacently gather- ing up the treasure into her own fat hand; and the secret was then solemnly imparted, together with the accident of its dis- covery. A shaving glass was taken down from a nail, laid on its back in the middle of a table by the window, and the hair spread carefully out upon it. The pair then bent over the table from opposite sides, their elbows on the edge, their hands support- ing their heads, their foreheads nearly touching, and their eyes upon the hair. "He ha' been mad a'ter my lady Cytherea," said Mrs. Crickett, "and 'tis my very belief the hair is — " "No, 'tidn'. Hers id'n so dark as that," said Mrs. Leat. "Mrs. Leat, you know me, and have known me for many years," said the clerk's wife parenthetically. "True, I have, Mrs. Crickett." "And you know that as the faithful wife of a servant of the church I should be glad to think as you do about the hair. Mind I don't wish to say anything against Miss Graye, but this I do say, that I believe her to be a nameless thing, and she's no right to stick a moral clock in her face and deceive the country in such a way. If she wasn't of a bad stock at the outset, she was bad in the planten, and if she wasn't bad in the planten, she was bad in the growen, and if not in the growen, she's made bad by what she's gone through since." "But I have another reason for knowing it idn' hers," said Mrs. Leat. 10 146 DESPteliAf E REMBfalES. "Ah! I know whose it is, then — Miss Aldclyffe's, upotl tiiy song!" " 'Tis the color of hers, but I do not believe it to be hfers, either." "Don't you believe what thfey d' say about her and him?" "I say nothen about thdt; but you don't kno^V what I know about his letters." "What about 'em?" "He d' post all his letters here except them foi" one pStsotij and they he d' take to Creston. My son is in Creston postoffice; as you know, and as he d' sit at desk he can see over the blihd of the window all the fteople who d' post letters. Mr. Manstoii d' unvariably go there wi' letters for that person; my boy d' know 'em by sight well enough now." "Is it a she?" " 'Tis a she." "What's her name?" "The little stunpoll of a fellow couldn't call to mind more than thit 'tis Miss Somebody of London. Ho^vever, that's the woman who ha' been here, depend upon't — a wicked one — some poor street-creature escaped from Sodom, I warrant ye." "Only to find herself in Gomorrah, seemingly." "That may be." "No, no, Mrs. Leat, this is clear to me. 'Tis tio miss who came het-e to see our steward last night — ^whenever she came, or wherever she vanished. Do you think he would ha' let a miss, get here hoiv she could, go aWay how she would, without breakfast or help of any kind?" Mrs. Leat shook her head — Mrs. Ctickett looked at her solemnly. "Mrs. Leat, I ask you, hiVe yoti, or ha'n't you knoWh me many years?" "True, I have." "And I say I d' know she had no help of any kind, I knOw it was so, for the grate was quite cold wherl I touched it this morning with these fingfers, and he was still in bed. NO; he wouldn't take the trolible to write letters to a girl and thert treat her so ofif-hand as that. There's a tie between 'em stronger than feelen. She's his wife." "He married ! The Lord so 's, what shall we hfeaf ti^xt. Do pESPEBATB REMEDIES. 147 he look married nqw? His are not the abashed eyes and lips of a married man." "Perhaps she's a tame one — but she's his wife still." '*No, nq ; he's not a married man.'' "Yes, yes; he is. I've had three, and I ought to know." "Well, well," said Mrs. Leat, giving way, "whatever may be the tryth on't I trust Providence will settle it all for the best, as he always do-" "Ay, ay, Elizabeth," rejoined Mrs. Crickett with a satirical sigh, as she turned on her foot to go home, "good people like you rriay say so, but I have always found Providence a difierent sort of felipr." § 5. November the twentieth. It was Miss Aldclyfife's custom, a custom originated by her father, and nourished by her own exclusiveness, to unlock the post-bag herself every morning, instead of allowing the duty to devolve on the butler, as was the case in most of the neighbor- ing county fatnilies. The bag was brought upstairs each morn- ing to her dressing-room, where she took out the contents, mqstly in the presepce of her maid and Cytherea, who had the entree of the chamber at all hours, and attended there in the njorning at a kind of reception on a small scale, which was held by Miss Aldclyffe of her namesake only. Here she read her letters before the glass, while undergoing the operation of being brushed and dressed. "What wonian can this be, I wonder?" she said on the morn- ing succeeding that of the last section, " 'London, N !' It is the first time in my life I ever had a letter from that outlandish place, the North side of London." Cytherea had just come into her presence to learn if there was anything for herself; and on being thus addressed, walked up to Miss Aldclyffe's corner of the room to look at the curios- ity which had raised such an exclamation. But the lady, having opened the envelope and read a few lines, put it quickly in her pqcket, before Cytherea could reach her side. "Oh, 'tis nothing," she said. She proceeded to make general retnarks in a noticeably forced tone of sang-froid, from which she soon lapsed into silence. Not another word was said about the letter; she sperned very anxious to get her dressing done and the room cleared. Thereupon Cytherea went away to the 148 , DESPERATE REMEDIES. other window, and a few minutes later left the room to follow her own pursuits. It was late when Miss Aldclyfife descended to the breakfast- table, and then she seemed there to no purpose; tea, coffee, eggs, cutlets, and all their accessories, were left absolutely un- tasted. The next that was seen of her was when walking up and down the south terrace, and round the flower-beds; her face was pale, and her tread was fitful, and she crumpled a letter in her hand. Dinner-time came round as usual; she did not speak ten words, or indeed seem conscious of the meal; for all that Miss Aldclyfife did in the way of eating, dinner might have been taken out as perfect as it was taken in. In her own private apartment Miss Aldclyfife again pulled out the letter of the morning. One passage of it ran thus : "Of course, being his wife, I could publish the fact, and com- pel him to acknowledge me at any moment, notwithstanding his threats and reasonings that it will be better to wait. I have waited, and waited again, and the time for such acknowledg- ment seems no nearer than at first. To show you how patiently I have waited I can tell you that not till a fortnight ago, when by stress of circumstances I had been driven to new lodgings, have I ever assumed my married name, solely on account of its having been his request all along that I should not. This writing to you, madam, is my first disobe'dience, and I am jus- tified in it. A woman who is driven to visit her husband like a thief in the night, and then sent away like a street dog; left to get up, unbolt, unbar, and find her way out of the house as she best may, is justified in doing anything. "But should I demand of him a restitution of rights, there would be involved a publicity which I could not endure, and a noisy scandal flinging my name the length and breadth of the country. "What I still prefer to any such violent means is that you reason with him privately, and compel him to bring me home to your parish in a decent and careful manner, in a way that would be adopted by any respectable man whose wife had been living away from him for some time, by reason, say, of peculiar family circumstances which had caused disunion, but not enmity, and who at length was enabled to reinstate her in his house. DESPEIJATB REMEDIES. . 149 "You will, I know, oblige me in this, especially as knowledge of a peculiar transaction of your own, which took place some years ago, has lately come to me in a singular way. I will not at present trouble you by describing how. It is enough, that I alone, of all people living, know all the sides of the story; those of whom I collected it having each only a partial knowl- edge which confuses them and points to nothing. One person knows of your early engagement and its sudden termination; another, of the reason of those strange meetings at inns and cofifee-houses ; another, of what was sufficient to cause all this, and so on. I know what fits one and all the circumstances like a key, and shows them to be the natural outcrop of a rational (though rather rash) line of conduct for a young lady. You will at once perceive how it was that some at least of these things were revealed to me. "This knowledge, then, common to, and secretly treasured by us both, is the ground upon which I beg for your friendship and help, with a feeling that you will be too generous to refuse it to me. "I may add that, as yet, my husband knows nothing of this, neither need he if you remember my request." "A threat — a flat, stinging threat! as delicately wrapped up in words as the woman could do it; a threat from a miserable unknown wretch to an Aldclyffe, and not the least proud mem- ber of the family either! A threat on his account — oh, oh, shall it be?" Presently this humor of defiance vanished, and the members of her body became supple again, her proceedings proving that it was absolutely necessary to give way, Aldclyffe as she was. She wrote a short answer to Mrs. Manston, saying civilly that Mr. Manston's possession of such a near relation was a fact quite new to herself, and that she would see what could be done in such an unfortunate affair. § 6. November the twenty-first. Manston received a message the next day requesting his attendance at the house punctually at eight o'clock the ensuing evening. Miss Aldclyffe was brave and imperious, but with the purpose she had in view she could not look him in the face while daylight shone upon her. 150 DESPERATE BiBHtfiblES. The steward was shown into the libl-dry. On entering it he was immediately struck with the untlsu&l gloom which pervaded the apartment. The fire was dead and dull, one lamp, and that a comparatively small one, was burnirtg- at the extreme end, leaving the main projjortion of the lofty ahd somber rootrl in an artificial twilight, scarcely powerful enough to render visible the titles of the folio and quarto VolUtries which were jammed into the lower tiers of the boOk-shelves. After keeping him waiting for rriore than twenty minutes (Miss Aldclyffe knew that excellent t&dps for taking the stiff- ness out of human flesh, atid for extractihg all pre-atrahge- ment from human speech) she entered the room. Manston sought her eye directly. The hue of her features was Hot discernible^ but the calm glance she flung at him, from which all attempt at returning his scrutiny was absent, awoke him to the perception that probably his secret was by some means or other kiiOWn to her; how it had become known he could not tell. She drew forth the letter, unfolded it, and held it up to him, letting it hang by one coriier from between her finger and thumb, so that the light from the latnp, though remote, fell directly upon its surface. "You know whose writing this is?" she said. He saw the strokes plairlly, instantly resolvittg to but'Il his ships dnd hazard all on an advance. "My wife's," he said calmly. His quiet answer threw her off her balance. She had tio more expected an answer than does a preacher whetl he exclaims from the pulpitj "Do you feel your Sin?" She had clearly expected a sudden alarm. "And why all this cotlCealitient?" she skid again, her voice rising, as she Vainly endeavored to cohtrol her feelings, what- ever they were; "It doesn't follow that, because a man is tttartied, he must tell every stranger of it, madam," he answered, just as calmly as before. "Stranger! well, perhajDs not; but Mr. Manston, wily did you choose to conceal it, I ask again? I have a perfect right to ask this question, as yoU will perceive, if you consider the terms of my advertisement." "I will tell you. There were two simple reasons. The fifst tIfiSPEftATjD HElMEiDiHS. 151 was this prattieal otie: yoti advertised for ah untnattried man, if you t-emember?" "Of course I remetnbeh" "Well, an incident suggested to tne that 1 should try for the situation. 1 was married; but knowing that in getting an office where there is a restrictioh of this Icitld, leaving one's wife be- hind is always accepted as a fulfillment of the article, I left her behind for a while. The other reason is, that these terms of yours afforded me a plausible eiccilse for escaping (for a short time) the company of a woman I had been mistaken in mar- rying." "Mistaken! what was she?" the lady inquired. "A third-rate actress, whom I met with during my stay in Liverpool last summer, where 1 had gone to fulfill a short engagement with an architect." "Where did she come from?" "She is an American by birth, and I grew to dislike hef when we had been married a week." "She was ugly, I imagine?" "She is not an Ugly woman by ahy means." "Up to the ordinary standard?" "Quite up to the ordinary standard, indeed handsome. After a while we quarreled and separated." "You did not ill-Use her, of course," said Miss Aldclyffe, with a little sarcasm. "I did not." "But at any rate, you got thoroughly tired of her." ManstoU looked as if he began to think her questions out of place ; however he said quietly, "I did get tired of her. I never told her so, but we separated ; I to come here, bringing her witli me as far as London arid leaving her there ih perfectly com- fortable quarters; and though your advertisement expressed a single man, I have always intended to tell you the whole truth ; and this was when I Was going to tell it, when your satisfaction with my careful management of yoUr affairs should have proved the risk to be a safe one to run." She bowed. "Then I saw that you were good enough to be interested in my welfare to a greater extent than I could have anticipated or hoped, judging you by the frigidity of other employers, atid this qaused me to hesitate. I was vexed at the complication of 152 DESPERATE REMEDIES. affairs. So matters stood until three nights ago; I was then walking home from the pottery, and came up to the railway. The down-train came along close to me, and there, sitting at a carriage-window, I saw my wife; she had found out my ad- dress, and had thereupon determined to follow me here. I had not been home many minutes before she came in; next morning early she left again — " "Because you treated her so cavalierly?" " — And as I suppose, wrote to you directly. That's the whole story of her, madam." Whatever were Manston's real feelings toward the lady who had received his explanation in these supercilious tones, they remained locked within him as within a casket of steel. "Did your friends know of your marriage, Mr. Manston?" she continued. "Nobody at all ; we kept it secret for various reasons." "It is true, then, that as your wife tells me in this letter, she has not passed as Mrs. Manston till within these last few days?" "It is quite true; I was in receipt of a very small and uncer- tain income when we married; and so she continued playing at the theater as before our marriage, and in her maiden name." "Has she any friends?" "I have never heard that she has any in England. She came over here on some theatrical speculation, as one of a company who were going to do much, but who never did anything; and here she has remained." A pause ensued, which was terminated by Miss Aldclyfie. "I understand," she said. "Now, though I have no direct right to concern myself with your private affairs (beyond those which arise from your misleading me and getting the office you hold)—" "As to that, madam," he interrupted, rather hotly, "as to com- ing here, I am vexed as much as you. Somebody, a member of the Society of Architects — ^who, I could never tell — sent to my old address in London your advertisement cut from the paper; it was forwarded to me; I wanted to get away from Liverpool, and it seemed as if this was put in my way on pur- pose, by some old friend or other. I answered the advertise- ment certainly, but I was not particularly anxious to come here, nor &m I ^nxious to stay." bESPEtlA'TE KEMEblES. 15S Miss Aldclyffe descended from haughty superiority to womanly persuasion with a haste whicli was almost ludicrous. Indeed, the Quos ego of the whole lecture had been less the genuine menace of the imperious ruler of Knapwater than an artificial utterance to hide a failing heart. "Now, now, Mr. Manston, you wrong me; don't suppose I wish to be overbearing, or anything of the kind ; and you will allow me to say this much at any rate, that I have become interested in your wife, as well as in yourself." "Certainly, madam," he said, slowly, like a man feeling his way in the dark. Manston was utterly at fault now. His previous experience of the effect of his form and features upon womankind en masse had taught him to flatter himself that he could account by the same law of natural selection for the extraordinary interest Miss Aldclyffe had hitherto taken in him, as an unmarried man; an interest he did not at all object to, seeing that it kept him near Cytherea, and enabled him, a man of no wealth, to rule on the estate as if he were its lawful owner. Like Curius at his Sabine farm, he had counted it his glory not to possess gold himself, but to have power over her who did. But at this hint of the lady's wish to take his wife under her wing also, he was perplexed : could she have any sinister motive in doing so? But he did not allow himself to be troubled with these doubts, which only concerned his wife's happiness. "She tells me," continued Miss Aldclyffe, "how utterly alone in the world she stands, and that is an additional reason why I should sympathize with her. Instead, then, of requesting the favor of your retirement from the post, and dismissing your interests altogether, I will retain you as my steward still, on condition that you bring home your wife, and live with her respectably, in short, as if you loved her; you understand. I wish you to stay here, if you grant that everything shall flow smoothly between yourself and her." The breast and shoulders of the steward rose, as if an expres- sion of defiance was about to be poured forth; before it took form, he controlled himself, and said in his natural voice: "My part of the performance shall be carried out, madam." "And her anxiety to obtain a standing in the world insures that hers will," replied Miss Aldclyfife. "That will be satisfac- tory, then." After a few additional remarks she gently signified that she 164 bESPERATE |lBMEt)|BS. wislfecl tp put an end to t):^p intervjpvv. The stew^r4 toplj the hint an4 retired. He felt vexpd and niQrtjfied; ye|; ii; walking homeward he was co^ivioced that telling the ^yhple truth as he had 4Qie. with the single exception of his Ipye for Cytl^prea (whip):? J-^e tfied tp hi4e even frqm himself), h^d never served him ip l^etter stead th^n \t h^4 that night. Manston went tp his dpsk an4 thought of Cythprea's beauty with the bitterest, widest regret. After the lapse of a few min- utes he cali:^ed himself by a stpical effort and wrptp the sub- jpined letter to his wife: "Knapwater, Nov. 21st, 1864. "Dear Evmice: "I hope ypu reached London safely after your flighty visit to me. "As I prpmised, I have thought over oiir cpnyprgation that night, an4 your wish that your coniing here should be no Ipnger delayed. After all, it was perfectly natural that you should have spoken unkindly as you did, ignorapt as ypu were of the circvtrpstances which bound me. "Sp I have rnade arrangements to fetch you horne at once. It is liar4}y worth while for ypu to attempt to bring with you any luggage ypu rnay have gathere4 abont you (beyond mere clothing). Pisppse of superflupns thipgs at a broker's; your bringing tliem wouW only niake a talk in this parish, and lead ppople to believe we had Ipng beerj keeping house separately. "Will next Monday suit you for corning? You have nptjiing to do that can occqpy you fpr more than a day or two, as far as I can see, and the rernainder of this week will afford ample time. I can be in London the night before, and we will come down together by the mid-day train. "Your very affectionate husband, "Apneas Manston. "Now, of course, I shall no longer write to you as Mrs. Rondley." TJie address pn the envelope was: "Mrs. Manstqn, "41 Charles Square, "Hoxton, "London, N." DESPERATE REMEDIES. 155 He took the letter to the house, and it being too late for the country post, sent one of the stablemen with it to Froominster, instead of troubling to go to Creston with it himself as hereto- fore. He had no longer any necessity to keep his condition a secret. § 7. Fi-oiH the twenty-second to the iwehiy'Seventk of November. But the next morning Mansion found he had been forgetful of another matter in namitlg the following Monday to his wife for the journey. The fact was this. A letter had jiist come, reminding him that he had left the whole of the succeeding Week opeii to ati im- portant business engagement with a neighboring land-agent, at that gentleman's residence thirteen miles off. The particular day he had suggested to his wife had, in the interim, been appropriated by his cot-responderit. The meeting could not now be put off. So he wrote agaiti to his wife, stating that busiiless, which could not be postponed, called him aWay from home on Mon- day, and would entirely prevent him coming all the way to fetch her oh Sunday night as he had intended, but that he would meet her at the Carriford-Road station with a conveyance when she arrived there in the evehihg. The next day came his wife's answer to his first letter, in which she said that she woUld be i^eady to be fetched at the time named. Having already written his second letter, which was by that time in her hands, he made no further reply. The week passed away. The steward had, in the meantime, let it become generally known in the village that he was a mar- ried man, and by a little judicious management, sound family reasons for his past secrecy Upon the subject, which were floated as adjuncts to the story, were placidly received; they seemed so natural and justifiable to the unsophisticated minds of ninc- tenths of his neighbors that curiosity in the matter, beyond a strong curiosity to see the lady's face, was well-nigh extin- guished. CHAPTER X. THE EVENTS OF A DAY AND NIGHT. § I. November the twenty-eighth. Until ten p. m. Monday came, the day named for Mrs. Mansion's journey from London to her husband's house; a day of singttlar and great events, influencing the present and future of nearly all the personages whose actions in a complex drama form the subject of this record. The proceedings of the steward demand the first notice. While taking his breakfast on this particular morning, the clock pointing to eight, the horse and gig that was to take him to Chettlewood waiting ready at the door, Manston hurriedly cast his eyes down the column of "Bradshaw," v/hich showed the details and duration of the selected train's journey. The inspection was carelessly made, the leaf being kept open by the aid of one hand, while the other still held his cup of cofifee; much more carelessly than would have been the case had the expected new-comer been Cytherea Graye instead of his lawful wife. He did not perceive, branching from the column down which his finger ran, a small twist, called a shunting-line, inserted at a particular place, to imply that at that point the train was divided into two. By this oversight he understood that the arrival of his wife at Carriford-Road station would not be till late in the evening: by the second half of the train, containing the third- class passengers, and passing two hours and three-quarters later than the previous one, by which the lady, as a second-class passenger, would really be brought. He then considered that there would be plenty of time for him to return from his day's engagement to meet this train. He finished his breakfast, gave proper and precise directions to his servant on the preparations that were to be made for .the lady's reception, jumped into his gig, and drove ofT to Lord Claydonfield's at Chettlewood. DESPERATE REMEDIES. 157 He went along by the front of Knapwater House. He could not help turning to look at what he knew to be the window of Cytherea's room. While he looked, a hopeless expression of passionate love and sensuous anguish came upon his face and lingered there for a few seconds; then, as on previous occa- sions, it was resolutely repressed, and he trotted along the smooth white road, again endeavoring to banish all thought of the young girl whose beauty and grace had so enslaved him. Thus it was that when, in the evening of the same day, Mrs. Mansion reached Carriford-Road station her husband was still at Chettlewood ignorant of her arrival, and on looking up and down the platform, dreary witii autumn gloom and wind, she could see no sign that any preparation whatever had been made for her reception and conduct home. The train went on. She waited, fidgeted with the handle of her umbrella, walked about, strained her eyes into the gloom of the chilly night, listened for wheels, tapped with her foot, and showed all the usual signs of annoyance and irritation: he was the more irritated in that this seemed a second and culminating instance of her husband's neglect — the first having been shown in his not fetching her. Reflecting awhile upon the course it would be best to take, in order to secure a passage to Knapwater, she decided to leave all her luggage, except a carpet-bag, in the cloak-room, and Walk to her husband's house, as she had done on her first visit. She asked one of the porters if he could find a lad to go with her and carry her bag: he offered to do it himself. The porter was a good-tempered, shallow-minded, ignorant man. Mrs. Manston, being apparently in very gloomy spirits, would probably have preferred walking beside him without saying a word; but her companion would not allow silence to continue between them for a longer period than two or three minutes together. He had volunteered several remarks upon her arrival, chiefly to the efifect that it was very unfortunate Mr. Manston had not come to the station for her, when she suddenly asked him con- cerning the inhabitants of the parish. He told her categorically the names of the chief — first the chief possessors of property; then of brains; then of good looks. As first among the latter he mentioned Miss Cytherea Graye. 15S PPSPERATE RPMEPIES. After getting him to describe her appearance as cornpletely as lay in his power, she wormed out of him the statement that everybody ha^d been saying — before Mrs. Manston's existence was heard of— how well the handsome Mr. Manston and the beautiful Miss Graye were suited for each other as man and wife, and that Miss Aldclyffe was the only one in the parish who took no interest in bringing about the match. "He rather liked her, you think?" The porter began to think he had been too explicit, and has- tened to correct the error. "Oh, no, he doesn't care a bit about her, madam," he said solemnly. "Any more than he does about me?" "Not a bit." "Then that must be little indeed," Mrs. Manston murmured. She stood still, as if reflecting upon the painful neglect her words had recalled to her mind; then with a sudden impulse, turned round, and walked petulantly a few steps back again in the direction of the station. The porter stood still and looked surprised. "I'll go back again, yes, indeed, I'll go back again!" she said plaintively. Then she paused and looked anxiously up and down the 4eserted road. "No, I mustn't go back now," she continued in a tone of resignation. Seeing that the porter -yvas watching her, she turned about and came on as before, giving vent to a slight laugh. It was a laugh full of character; the low forced laugh which seeks to hide the painful perception of a humiliating position under the mask of indifference. Altogether ber conduct had shown her to be what in fact she was, a weak, though a calculating woman, one clever to con- ceive, weak 'to execute: one whose best-laid schemes were for- ever liable to be frustrated by the ineradicable blight of vacilla- tion at the critical hour of action. "Oh, if I had only known that all this was going to happen!" she murmured again, as they paced along upon the rustling leaves. "What did you say, madam?" said the porter. "Oh, nothing particular; we are getting near the old manor- house by this time, I imagine?" DESPERATE REMEDIES. 156 "Very near now, madam." They sqqii reached Manston's residence, round which the wind blew mournfully and chill. Passing under the detached gateway, they entered the porch. The porter stepped forward, knocked heavily, and waited. Nobody came. Mrs. Manston then advanced to the door and gave a different series of rappings — less forcible, but more sustained. There was not a movement of any kind inside, not a ray of light visible ; nothing but the echo of her own knocks through the passages, and the dry scratching of the withered leaves blown about her feet upon the floor of the porch. The steward, of course, was not at home. Mrs. Crickett, not expecting that anybody would arrive till the time of the later train, had set the place in order, laid the supper-table, and then locked the door, to go into the village and converse with her friends. "Is there an inn in the village?" said Mrs. Manston, after the fourth and loudest rapping upon the iron-studded old door had resulted only in the fourth and loudest echo from the pas- sages inside. "Yes, madam." "Who keeps it?" "Farmer Springrove." "I will go there to-night," she said decisively. ''It is too cold, and altogether too bad, for a woman to wait in the open road on anybody's account, gentle or simple." They went down the park and through the gate, into the village of Carriford. By the time they reached the Three Tranters it was verging upon ten o'clock. There, on the spot where two months earlier in the season the sunny and lively group of villagers making cider under the trees had greeted Cytherea's eyes, was nothing now intelligible but a vast cloak of darkness, from which came the low sough of the elms and the occasional creak of the swinging sign. They vyent to the door, Mrs. Manston shivering; but less from the cold than from the dreariness of her emotion. Neglect is the coldest of winter winds. It so happened that Edv/ard Springrove was expected to arrive from London either on that evening or the next, and at the sound of voices, his father c^mp to the door fully expecting 11 ISO DESPERATE REMEDIES. to see him. A picture of disappointment seldom witnessed in a man's face was visible in old Mr. Springrove's when he saw that the comer was a stranger. Mrs. Manston asked for a room, and one that had been pre- pared for Edward was immediately named as being ready for her, another being adaptable for Edward should he come in. Without partaking of any refreshment, or entering any room downstairs, or even lifting her veil, she walked straight along the passage and up to her apartment, the chambermaid pre- ceding her. "If Mr. Manston comes to-night," she said, sitting on the bed as she had come in and addressing the woman, "tell him I can- not see him." "Yes, madam." The woman left the room, and Mrs. Manston locked the door. Before the servant had gone down more than two or three stairs, Mrs. Manston unfastened the door again, and held it ajar. "Bring me some brandy," she said. The chambermaid went, down to the bar and brought up the spirit in a tumbler. When she came into the room Mrs. Man- ston had not removed a single article of apparel, and was walk- ing up and down, as if still quite undecided upon the course it was best to adopt. Outside the door, when it was closed upon her, the maid paused to listen for an instant. She heard Mrs. Manston talk- ing to herself. "This is welcome home!" she said. § 2. From ten to half-past eleven p. m. A strange concurrence of phenomena now confronts us. During the autumn in which the past scenes were enacted, Mr. Springrove had plowed, harrowed, and cleaned a narrow and shaded piece of ground, lying at the back of his house, which for many years had been looked upon as irreclaimable waste. The couch-grass extracted from the soil had been left to wither in the sun; afterward it was raked together, lighted in DESPERATE REMEDIES. 161 the customary way, and now lay smoldering in a large heap in the middle of the plot. It had been kindled three days previous to Mrs. Mansion's arrival, and one or two villagers, of a more cautious and less sanguine temperament than Springrove, had suggested that the fire was almost too near the back of the house for its continu- ance to be unattended with risk ; for though no danger could be apprehended while the air remained moderately still, a brisk breeze blowing toward the house might possibly carry a spark across. "Ay, that's true enough," said Springrove. "I must look round before going to bed and see that everything's safe; but to tell the truth I am anxious to get the rubbish burned up be- fore the rain comes to wash it into the ground again. As to carrying the couch into the back-field to burn, and bringing it back again, why 'tis more than the ashes would be worth." "Well, that's very true," said the neighbors, and passed on. Two or three times during the first evening after the heap was lit, he went to the back door to take a survey. Before bolt- ing and barring up for the night he made a final and more care- ful examination. The slowly smoking pile showed not the slightest signs of activity. Springrove's perfectly sound conclusion was, that as long as the heap was not stirred, and the wind continued in the quarter it blew from then, the couch would not flame, and that there could be no shadow of danger to anything, even a combustible substance, and if it were no more than a yard o&. The next morning the burning couch was discovered in pre- cisely the same state as when he had gone to bed the preceding night. The heap smoked in the same manner the whole of that day ; at bed-time the farmer looked toward it, but less carefully than on the first night. The morning and the whole of the third day still saw the heap in its old smoldering condition; indeed, the smoke was less and there seemed a probability that it might have to be rekindled on the morrow. After admitting Mrs. Manston to- his house in the evening and hearing her retire, Mr. Springrove returned to the front door to listen for a sound of his son, and inquired concerning -him of the railway-porter, who sat for a while in the kitchen. The porter had not noticed young Mr. Springrove get out 11 162 DESPERATE REMErttEg. of the train, at which iritfelligetlce the old man concluded that he would probably not see his son till the next day; as Edward had hitherto iilade a point of coming by the trdin which brotight Mrs. Mansion. Half an hour latfer the porter left the inn, SprittgroVe at the same time going to the door to listen again for ah instant, tHeri he walked around and in at the back of the house. The farrner glanced at the heap casually and indifferently in passing; two nights of safety seemed to insure the third; ahd he was about to bolt and bar as usual, when the idea struck him that there was just a possibility of his son's return by the latest train, unlikely as it was that he would be sD delayed. The old man thereupon left the door unfastened, Ibokfed to his usual matters indoors, and then went to bed. This was at half-past ten o'clock. Farmers and horticulturists well know that it is the nature of a heap of touch grdss, when kindled in calm weather, to smolder for many days, and even weeks, until the whole mass is reduced to a powdery charcoal dsh, displaying the while scarcely a sign of combustion beyond the Volcano-like smoke from its summit; but the tontinuance of this quiet process is throughout its length at the mercy of one particular freak of nature; that is, a sudden breeze, by which the heap is liable to be fanned into a flaine so brisk as to consume the vt^hole in an hour or two. , Had the farmer narrowly watched the pile when he went to close the door, he would have seen, besides the familiar twine of smoke from its summit, a quivering df the air aroiind the mass, showing that a considerable hedt had arisen inside. As the railway-porter turned the comef of the row of houses adjoining the Three Trantetsj a brisk new wind greeted his face, and spread past him into the village. He walked along the high-road till he came to A gate, about thfee hUhdred yards from the inrt. Over the gate could be discerned the situation of the building he had just quitted. He carelessly turned his head in passing, and saw behind liim a clear red glow indicatirig the position of the couch-heap: a glow without a flame, inct-easiilg and diminishing in brightness as the breeze quickened or fell, like the coal of a newly lighted cigar. If those cottages had been his, he thoilght, he should not care to have a fire so hear to them as that — and the wind DESPERATE REMEDIES. 163 rising. But the cottages not being his, he went on his way to the station, where he was about to resurne duty for the night. The road was now quite deserted; till four o'clock the next morning, when the carters would go to the stables, there was little probability of any human being passing the Three Tranters Inn. By eleven, everybody in the house was asleep. It truly seemed as if the treacherous element knew there had arisen a grand opportunity for devastation. At a quarter-past eleven a slight stealthy crackle made itself heard amid the increasing moans of the night wind; the heap glowed brighter still, and burst into a flame; the flame sank, another breeze entered it, sustained it, and it grew to be first continuous and weak, then continuous and strong. At twenty minutes past eleven a blast of wind carried an airy bit of ignited fern several yards forward in a direction parallel to the houses and inn, and there deposited it on the ground. Five minutes later another puff of wind carried a similar piece to a distance of five and twenty yards, where it also was dropped softly on the ground. Still the wind did not blow in the direction of the houses, an4 even now to a casual observer they would have appeared safe. But nature does few things directly. A minute later still, an ignited fragment fell upon the straw covering of a long thatched heap or "grave" of mangel-wurzel, lying in a direction at right angles to the house, and down toward the hedge. There the fragment faded to darkness. A short time subsequent to this, after many intermediate deposits and seemingly baffled attempts, another fragme^ij" fell on the mangel-wurzel grave, and continued to glow; the glow was increased by the wind ; the straw caught fire and burst into flame. It was inevitable that the flame should run along the ridge of the thatch toward a piggery at the end. Yet had the piggery been tiled, the time-honored hostel would even now at this last moment have been safe; but it was constructed as piggeries are mostly constructed, of wood and thatch. The hurdles and straw roof of the frail erection became ignited in their turn, and abutting as the shed did on the back of the inn, flamed up to the eaves of the main roof in less than thirty seconds. xsi Desperate remedies. § 3. Half-past eleven to twelve p. m. A hazardous length of time elapsed before the inmates of the Three Tranters knew of their danger. When at length the dis- covery was made, the rush was a rush for bare life. A man's voice calling, then screams, then loud stamping and shouts were heard. Mr. Springrove ran out first. Two minutes later appeared the hostler and chambermaid, who were man and wife. The inn, as has been stated, was a quaint old building, and as inflammable as a bee-hive; it overhung the base at the level of the first floor, and again overhung at the eaves, 'which were finished with heavy oak barge-boards; every atom in its sub- stance, every feature in its construction, favored the fire. The forked flames, lurid and smoky, became nearly lost to view, bursting forth again with a bound and loud crackle, in- creased tenfold in power and brightness. The crackling grew sharper. Long quivering shadows began to be flung from the stately trees at the end of the house ; the square outline of the church tower, on the other side of the way, which had hitherto been a dark mass against a sky comparatively light, now began to appear as a light object against a sky of darkness; and even the narrow surface of the flagstaff at the top could be seen in its dark surrounding, brought out from its obscurity by the rays from the dancing light. Shouts and other noises increased in loudness and frequency. The lapse of ten minutes brought most of the inhabitants of that end of the village into the street, followed in a short time by the rector. Casting a hasty glance up and down, he beckoned to one or two of the men, and vanished again. In a short time wheels were heard, and Mr. Raunham and the men reappeared with the garden engine, the only one in the village, except that at Knapwater House. After some little trouble the hose was connected with a tank in the old stable-yard, and the puny instrument began to play. Several seemed paralyzed at first, and stood transfixed, their rigid faces looking like red-hot iron in the glaring light. In the confusion a woman cried, "Ring the bells backward !" and three or four of the old and superstitious entered the belfry DESPERATE REMEDIES. 165 and jangled them indescribably. Some were only half-dressed, and, to add to the horror, among them was Clerk Crickett, running up and down with a face streaming with bloo'd, ghastly and pitiful to see, his excitement being so great that he had not the slightest conception of how, when, or where he came by the wound. The crowd was now busy at work, and tried to save a little of the furniture of the inn. The only room they could enter was the parlor, from which they managed to bring out the bureau, a few chairs, some old silver candlesticks, and half a dozen light articles ; but these were all. Fiery mats of thatch slid off the roof and fell into the road with a deadened thud, while white flakes of straw and wood- ash were flying in the wind like feathers. At the same time two of the cottages adjoining, upon which a little water had been brought to play from the rector's engine, were seen to be on fire. The attenuated spurt of water was as nothing upon the heated and dry surface of the thatched roof; the fire prevailed without a minute's hindrance, and dived through to the rafters. Suddenly arose a cry, "Where's Mr. Springrove?" He had vanished from the spot by the churchyard wall, on which he had been standing a few minutes earlier. "I fancy he's gone inside," said a voice. "Madness and folly, what can he save!" said another; "Good God, find him! Help here!" A wild rush was made at the door, which had fallen to, and in defiance of the scorching flame that burst forth, three men forced themselves through it. Immediately inside the thresh- old they found the object of their search, lying senseless on the floor of the passage. To bring him out and lay him on a bank was the work of an instant; a basin of cold water was dashed in his face, and he began to recover consciousness, but very slowly. He had been saved by a miracle. No sooner were his preservers out of the building than the window-frames lit up as if by magic with deep and waving fringes of flame. Simultaneously the joints of the boards forming the front door started into view as glowing bars of fire; a star of red light penetrated the center, gradually in- creasing in size till the flames rushed forth. Then the staircase fell. "Everybody is out safe," said a voice. 166 DESPERATE REMEDIES. "Yes, thaiik God!" said three or four others. "Oh, we forgot that a stranger came ! I think she is safe." "I hope she is/' said the weak voice of some one coming up from behind. It was the chambertnaid's. Sprihgrove at that moment aroused himself; he staggered to his feet and tlirew his hands up wildly. "Everybody, no! no! The lady who came by train, Mrs. Manston! I tried to fetch her dlit, but I fell." An exclamation of horror burst from the crowd; it was caused partly by this disclosure of Springrove, more by the added perception which followed his words. An average intervctl of about three minutes had elapsed between one intensely fierce gust of wind and the ilext, atid now another poured over them ; the roof swayed, and a moment afterward fell in with a crash, polling the gable after it, and thrusting outward the front wall of wood-work, which fell into the road with a rumbling echo ; a cloud of black dust, myriads of sparks, and a great outburst of flame followed the liproar of the fall. "Who is she — what is she?" burst from every lip agfein and again, incoherently, and without leaving a sufHcient pause for a reply, had a reply been volunteered. The autumn wind, tameless, and swift, and proud, still blew upon the dying old house, which was constructed so entirely of combustible materials that it burned almost as fiercely as a corn-rick^ The heat in the road increased, and now for an instant at the height of the conflagration all stood still, and gazed silently, awe-struck and helpless, in the presence of so irresistible an enemy. Then, with minds full of the tragedy unfolded to them, they rushed forward again with the obtuse directness of waves to their labor of saving goods from the houses adjoining, which it was evident were all doomed to destruction. The minutes passed by. The Three Tranters Inn sank into a mere heap of red-hot charcoal : the fire pushed its way down the row as the church clock opposite slowly struck the hour of midnight, and the bewildered chimes, scal-cely heard amid the crackHng of the flames, wandered throtigh the wayward air of the Old Hundred and Thirteenth Psalm. DESPERATE REMEDIES. 167 § 4. Nine to eleven p. in. Manston mounted his gig and set out from Chettlewood that evening in no vfery enviable frame of mind. The thought of domestic life in Knapwatcr Old House^ with the nov»r eclipsed wife of the past, was more than disdgredablej was positively distasteful to him. Yet he knew that the influential position ^hich, from what- ever fortunate cause, he held on Miss Aldclyffe's manor, would never again fall to his lot on any otheir; and he tacitly assented to this dilemma, hoping that some cotlsOlation or other would soon suggest itself to him; married as he was, he was near Cytherea. He occasionally looked at his watch as he drove along the lanes, timing the pace of his horse by the hour, that he might reach Carriford-Road station just soon enough to meet the last London train. He soon began to notice in the sky a slight yellow halo, near the horizon. It rapidly increased ; it Changed color, knd grew redder; then the glare visibly brightened and dimmed at ihter- vals, showing that its origin was affected by the strong wind prevailing. Manston reined in his horse at the summit of a hill and considered. "It is a rick-yard on fire," he thought; "no house could pro- duce such a raging flame so suddenly." He trotted on again, attempting to particularize the local features in the neighborhood of the fire; but this it was too dark to do, and the excessive winding of the roads misled him as to its direction, not being an inhabitant of the district, or a coun- tryman used to forming such judgments; while the brilliancy of the light shortened its real remoteness to an apparent distance of not more than half: it seemed so near that he again stopped his horse, this time to listen ; but he could hear tio sound. Entering now a narrow valley, the sides of which obscured the sky to an angle of perhaps thirty or forty degrees abOve the mathematical horizon^ he was obliged to suspend his judgment till he was in possession of further knowledge, having, however, assumed in the interim that the fire was somewhere between Carriford-Road station and the village. 168 DESPERATE REMEDIES. The self-same glare had just arrested the eyes of another man. He was at that minute gliding along several miles to the east of the steward's position, but nearing the same point as that to which Mansion tended. The younger Edward Springrove was returning from London to his father's house by the iden- tical train which the steward was expecting to bring his wife, the truth being that Edward's lateness was owing to the simplest of all causes, his temporary want of money, which led him to make a slow journey for the sake of traveling at third-class fare. Springrove had received Cytherea's bitter and admonitory letter, and he was clearly awakened to a perception of the false position in which he had placed himself by keeping silence at Creston on his long engagement. An increasing reluctance to put an end to those few days of ecstasy with Cytherea had over- ruled his conscience and tied his tongue till speaking was too late. "Why did I do it, how could I dream of loving her," he asked himself as he walked by day, as he tossed on his bed by night; "miserable folly!" An impressible heart had for years — perhaps as many as six or seven years— been distracting him, by unconsciously setting itself to yearn for somebody wanting, he scarcely knew whom. Echoes of himself, though rarely, he now and then found. Sometimes they were men, sometimes women, his cousin Ade- laide being one of these; for in spite of a fashion which per- vades the whole community at the present day — ^the habit of exclaiming that woman is not undeveloped man, but diverse, the fact remains that, after all, women are Mankind, and that in many of the sentiments of life the difference of sex is but a diiiference of degree. But the indefinable helpmate to the remoter sides of himself still continued invisible. He grew older, and concluded that the ideas, or rather emotions, which possessed him on the sub- ject were probably too unreal ever to be found embodied in the flesh of a woman. Thereupon he developed a plan of satisfy- ing his dreams by wandering away to the heroines of poetical imagination, and took no further thought on the earthly reali- zation of his formless desire, in more homely matters satisfying himself with his cousin. DESPERATE REMEDIES. 1S9 Cytherea appeared in the sky; his heart started up and spoke: " 'Tis she, and here. Lo! I unclothe and clear • My wishes' cloudy character." Some women kindle emotion so rapidly in a man's heart that the judgment cannot keep pace with its rise, and finds, on comprehending the situation, that faithfulness to the old love is already treachery to the new. Such women are not necessa- rily tlie greatest of their sex, but there are very few of them. Cytherea was one. On receiving the letter from her he had taken to thinking over these things, and had not answered it at all. But "hungry generations" soon tread down tlie muser in a city. At length he thought of the strong necessity of living. After a dreary search, the negligence of which was ultimately overcome by mere conscientiousness, he obtained a situation as assistant to an architect in the neighborhood of Charing Cross; the duties would not commence until after the lapse of a month. He could not at first decide whither he should go to spend the intervening time; but in the midst of his reasonings he found himself on the road homeward, impelled by a secret and unowned hope of getting a last glimpse of Cytherea there. § 5. Midnight. It was a quarter to twelve when Manston drove into the station-yard. The train was punctual, and the bell, announ- cing its arrival, rang as he crossed the booking-office to go out upon the platform. The porter who had accompanied Mrs. Manston to Carri- ford, and had returned to the station on his night duty, recog- nized the steward as he entered, and immediately came toward him. "Mrs. Manston came in by the nine o'clock train, sir,'' he said. The steward gave vent to an expression of vexation. "Her luggage is here, sir," the porter said. "Put it up behind me in the gig if it is not too much," said Manston. "Directly this train is in and gone, sir." 170 DESPERATE HEl^EpIES. The man vanished and crossed the Hne to meet the entering train. "Where is that fire?" Manstoij said to the booking-clerk. Before the clerk cpi^Jd speak, anqther pian ran in and an- swered the question without having heard it. "Half Cftrriford is burned down, or will be!" he exclaimed. "You can'); see the flames from this station on account of the trees, but step on the bridge — 'tis tremendous!" He also crossed the line tp assist at the entry of the train, which came in the next minute. The steward stood in the office. One passenger alighted, gave up his ticket, and crossed the room in front of Manston: a young man with a black bag and umbrella in his hand. He passed out of the door, down the steps, and struck out into the darkness. "Who was that young man?" said Manston, when the porter had returned. The young man, ^jy a kind of magnetism, had drawn the steward's thoughts after him. "He's an architect's clerk." "My own old profession. J could have sworn it by the cut of him," Mansion murmyred. "What's his name?" he said again. "Springfove — Farrner Springrove's son, Edwar4." "Farmer Springrove's son, Edward," the steward repeated to himself, and considered the matter to which the words had painfully recalled his mind. The matter was Miss Aldclyfife's mention of the yoting man as Cytherea's lover, which, indeed, had scarcely ever been absent from his thoughts. "But for the existence of my wife that man might have been my rival," be pondered, following the porter, who had now come back to him, into the luggage-rooin. And while the man was carrying out and piitting in one box, which was sufficiently portable for the gig, Manston still thought, as his eyes watched the process: "But for my wife, Springrove might have been my rival." He examined the lamps of his gig, carefully laid oyt the reins, mounted his seat and drove along the turnpike road toward Knapwater Park. The exact locality of the fire was plain to him as he neared home. He soon could hear the sjiovit pf men, the flapping of DESPERA't'H bfiSifeblBS. 171 the flames, the crdckihg of burtiihg wood, and cbuld sitiell the smoke fronl the cohflagratiorl. Of a suddeh, a fe\y yards ahead, within the cdrtlj3clss of the fays frohi the right-hahd lamp, burst fotwird the figure of a man. Having beeh waUcing in darkness the new-comer raised his hands to his eyes, on approaching nearer, td screen then! from the glare of the reflectdr. Marlstdil saw that he was one df the villagers : a small farther originally, who had drunk himself dowh to a day-laborer aha teputed pdacher. "Hoy !" cried Manstoh, aloud, that the tnan might step aside Out of the way. "Is thjlt Mr. Mariston?" said the man. "Yes." "Somebody ha' COmte to Catiriford: and the test of it may concern you, sir." "Well, well." "Did you expect Mrs. Manston to-hight, sir?" "Yes, UrifortUnately she's cotrie, I know, and asleep long before this time, I slifJjpose?" The kboirer leaned his elbbw upon the sliaft of the gig ahd tuftied liis fate, J)ale and sweating frdtri his latfe woi-k at thb fire, up to Manston's. "Yes, she did come," he said "I beg pardon, sir, but I should be glad of — of — " "What?" "Glad of a trifle for brlHgen ye thfe ngws." "Not a farthing! I didn't want your news; I knew she was come." "Won't you give me a shillen, sir?" "Certainly not." "Then will you lend mfe a shillen, sir? I be tired out and ddii't know what to do. If I doh't pdy yoii tack some day I'll be d d." "The devil is so cheated that perdition isn't worth a ftenny as security." "Oh!" "Let me go Oh," said Matlstbn. "Thy wife is dead; that's thfe rest b' the hews," said the laborer slowly. He waited fbr ai i-eply : ndne catne. "She went to the Three Tranters, because she couldh't get 172 DESPERATE REMEDIES. into thy house, the burnen roof fell in upon her before she could be called up, and she's a cinder, as thou'lt be some day." "That will do, let me drive on," said the steward calmly. Expectation of a concussion may be so intense that its failure strikes the brain with more force than its fulfillment. The laborer sank back into the ditch. Such a Cushi could not real- ize the possibility of such an unmoved king. Manston drove hastily to the turning of the road, tied his horse, and ran on foot to the site of the fire. The stagnation caused by the awful accident had been passed through, and all hands were helping to remove from the re- maining cottages what furniture they could lay hold of: the thatch of the roofs being already on fire. The Knapwater fire- engine had arrived on the spot, but it was small and inefifectual.i A group was collected round the rector, who in a coat which had become bespattered, scorched, and torn in his exertions, was directing on one hand the proceedings relative to the re- moval of goods into the church, and with the other was pointing out the spot on which it was most desirable that the puny engines at their disposal should be made to play. Every tongue was instantly silent at the sight of Manston's pale and clear countenance, which contrasted strangely with the grimy and streaming faces of the toiling villagers. "Was she burned?" he said in a firm though husky voice, and stepping into the illuminated area. The rector came to him, and took him aside. "Is she burned?" repeated Manston. "She is dead: but thank God, she was spared the horrid agony of burning," the rector said solemnly; "the roof and gable fell in upon her and crushed her. Instant death must ■ have followed." "Why was she here?" said Manston. "From what we can hurriedly collect, it seems that she found the door of your house locked, and concluded that you had retired, the fact being that your servant, Mrs. Crickett, had gone out to supper. She then came back to the inn and went to bed." "Where's the landlord?" said Manston. Mr. Springrove came up, walking feebly, and wrapped in a cloak, and corroborated the evidence given by the rector. "Did she look ill, or annoyed, when she came?" said the steward. DBSPERATI3 REMEDIES. 173 "I can't say; I didn't see; but I think . . ." "What do you think?" "She was much put out about something." "My not meeting her, naturally," murmured the other, lost in reverie. He turned his back on Springrove and the rector, and retired from the shining light. Everything had been done that could be done with the limited means at their disposal. The whole row of houses was de- stroyed, and each presented itself as one stage of a series, pro- gressing from smoking ruins at the end where the inn had stood, to a partly flaming mass — glowing as none but wood embers will glow — at the other. A feature in the decline of town fires was noticeably absent here; steam. There was present what is not observable in towns ; incandescence. The heat, and the smarting effect upon their eyes of the strong smoke from the burning oak and deal, had at last driven the villagers back from the road in front of the houses, and they now stood in groups in the churchyard, the surface of which, raised by the interments of generations, stood four or five feet above the level of the road, and almost even with the top of the low wall, dividing one from the other. The headstones stood forth whitely against the dark grass and yews, their brightness being repeated on the white smock- frocks of some of the laborers, and in a mellower, ruddier form on their faces and hands, on those of the grinning gargoyles, and on other salient stonework of the weather-beaten church in the background. The rector had decided that, under the distressing circum- stances of the case, there would be no sacrilege in placing in the church, for the night, the pieces of furniture and utensils which had been saved from the several houses. There was no other place of safety for them, and they accordingly were gatli- ered there. § 6. Half-past twelve to one a. m. Manston, when he retired to meditate, had walked round the churchyard, and now entered the opened door of the building. He mechanically pursued his way round the piers into his 174 DESPERATE REMEDIES. own seat in the north aislp. The lower atmosphere of this spot was shaded by its own wall from the shine which streamed in over the window sills on the same side. The only light burning inside the church was a small tallow candle, standing in the froiit, in the opposite side of the building to that in which Man- ston had sat down, and near where the furniture was piled. The candle's mild r^ys were overpowered by the ruddier light from the ruins, making the weak flame to appear Hke the moon by day. Sitting there he saw Farmer Springrove enter the door, fol- lowed by his son Edward, still carrying his traveling-bag in his hand. They were speaking of the sad death of Mrs. Manston, hut the subject was relinquished for that of the houses burned. This row of hoyses, running from the inn eastward, had been built under the following circumstances. Fifty years before this date the spot upon which the cottages afterward stood was a blank strip, along the side of the village street, difficult to cultivate on account of the outcrop thereon of a large bed of flints called locally a "launch." The Aldclyfife then in possession of the estate conceived the idea that a row of cottages would be an improvement to the spot, and accordingly granted leases of portions to several respectable inhabitants. Each lessee was to be subject tq the payment of a merely nominal rent for the whole term of lives on condition that he built his own cottage and delivered it up intact at the end of the term. Those who had built had, one by one, relinquished their indentures, either by sale or barter, to Farmer Springrove's father. New lives were added in sorne cases by payment of a sum to the lord of the manor, etc., and all the leases were now held by the farmer himself, as one of the chief provisions for his old age. The steward had become interested in the following con- versation : "Try not to be so depressed, father; they are all insured." The words came from Edward, in an anxious tone. "You mistake, Edward; they are not insured," returned the old man gloomily. "Not?" the son asked. "Not one !" said the farmer. "In the Relmet Fire Office, surely?" DESPERATE REMEDIES. 175 "They were insured there every one. Six months ago the office, which had been raising the premiums on thatched prem- ises higher for some years, gave up insuring them ahogether, as two or three other fire offices had done previously, on account, they said, of the uncertainty and greatness of the rislc of thatch undetaclied. Ever since then I have been continually intending to go to another office, but have never gone. Who expects a fire?" "Do you remember the terms of the leases?" said Edward, still more uneasily. "No, not particularly," said his father absently. "Where are they?" "In the bureau there; that's why I tried to save it first, among other things." "Well, we must see to that at once." "What do you want?" "The key." They went into the south aisle, took the candle from the font, and then proceeded to open the bureau, which had been placed in a corner under the gallery. Both leaned over upon the flap; Edward holding the candle, while his father took the pieces of parchment from out of the drawers, and spread the first out before him. "You read it, Ted. I can't see without my glasses. This one will be sufficient. The terms of all are the same," Edward took the parchment, and read quickly and indis- tinctly for some time ; then aloud and slowly as follows : "And the said John Springrove for himself his heirs execu- tors and administrators doth covenant and agree with the said Gerald Fellcourt Aldclyfife his heirs and assigns that he the said John Springrove his heirs and assigns during the said term shall pay into the said Gerald Fellcourt Aldclyffe his heirs and assigns the clear yearly rent of ten shillings and six- pence .... at the several times hereinbefore appointed for the payment thereof respectively. And also shall and at all times during the said term well and sufficiently repair and keep the said Cottage or Dwelling-house and all other the premises and all houses or buildings erected or to be erected thereupon in good and proper repair in every respect without exception ; and the said premises in such good repair upon the determina- 12 176 DESPERATE REMEDIES. tion of this demise shall yield up unto the said Gerald Fellcourt Aldclyffe his heirs and assigns." They closed the bureau and turned toward the door of the church without speaking. Manston also had come forward out of the gloom. Not- withstanding the farmer's own troubles, an instinctive respect and generous sense of sympathy with the steward for his awful loss caused the old man to step aside, that Manston might pass out without speaking to them if he chose to do so. "Who is he?" whispered Edward to his father, as Manston approached. "Mr. Manston, the steward." Manston came near, and passed down the aisle on the side of the younger man. Their faces came almost close together: one large flame, which still lingered upon the ruins outside, threw long dancing shadows of each across the nave till they bent upward against the aisle wall, and also illuminated their eyes, as each met those of the other. Edward had learned, by a letter from home, of the steward's passion for Cytherea, and his mysterious repression of it, afterward explained by his marriage. That marriage was now naught. Edward realized the man's newly acquired freedom, and felt an instinctive en- mity toward him — he would hardly own to himself why. The steward, too, knew of Cytherea's attachment to Edward, and looked keenly and inscrutably at him. § 7. One to two a. m. Manston went homeward alone, his heart full of strange emotions. Entering the house and dismissing the woman to her own home, he at once proceeded upstairs to his bedroom. Reasoning worldliness and infidelity, especially when allied with sensuousness, cannot repress on some extreme occasions the human instinct to pour out the soul to some Being or Per- sonality, who in frigid moments is dismissed with the title of Chance, or at most Law. Manston was impiously and inhu- manly, but honestly and unutterably, thankful for the recent catastrophe. Beside his bed, for the first time during a period of nearly twenty years, he fell down upon his knees in a pas- sionate outburst of feeling. DESPERATE REMEDIES. 177 Many minutes passed before he arose. He walked to the window, and then seemed to remember for the first time that some action on his part was necessary in connection with the sad circumstances of the night. Leaving the house at once, he went to the scene of the fire, arriving there in time to hear the rector making an arrange- ment with a certain number of men to watch tlie spot till morn- ing. The ashes were still red-hot and flaming. Manston found nothing could be done toward searching them at that hour of the night. He turned homeward again in the company of the rector, who had considerately persuaded him to retire from the scene for a while, and promised that as soon as a man could live amid the embers of the Three Tranters Inn, they should be carefully searched for the remains of his unfortunate wife. Manston then went indoors, to wait for morning. 19 CHAPTER XL THE EVENTS OF FIVE DAYS. § I. November the twenty-ninth. The search was commenced at dawn, but a quarter past nine o'clock came without bringing any result. Manston partook of a little breakfast, and crossed the hollow of the park which intervened between the old and modern manor-houses to ask for an interview with Miss Aldclyffe. He met her midway. She was about to pay him a visit of condolence, and to place every man on the estate at his dis- posal, that the search for any relic of his dead and destroyed wife might not be delayed an instant. He accompanied her back to the house. At first they con- versed as if the death of the poor woman was an event which the husband must of necessity deeply lament; and when all under this head that social form seemed to require had been uttered, they spoke of the material damage done, and of the steps which had better be taken to remedy it. It was not till both were shut inside her private room that she spoke to him in her blunt and cynical manner. A certain newness of bearing in him, peculiar to the present morning, had hitherto forbidden her this tone : the demeanor of the sub- ject of her favoritism had altered, she could not tell in what way. He was entirely a changed man. "Are you really sorry for your poor wife, Mr. Manston?" she said. "Well, I am," he answered shortly. "But only as for any human being who has met with a violent death?" He confessed it — "For she was not a good woman," he added. "I should be sorry to say such a thing now the poor creature is dead," Miss Aldclyfife returned reproachfully. "Why?" he asked; "why should I praise her if she doesn't DESPERATE REMEDIES. 179 deserve it? I say exactly what I have often admired Sterne for saying in one of his letters — ^that neither reason nor scripture asks us to speak nothing but good of the dead. And now, madam," he continued, after a short interval of thought, '1 may, perhaps, hope that you will assist me, or rather not thwart me, in endeavoring to win the love of a young lady living abotit you, one in whom I am much interested already." "Cytherea?" "Yes, Cytherea." "You have been loving Cytherea all the while?" "Yes.'; Surprise was a preface to much agitation in her, which caused her to rise from her seat, and pace to the side of the room. The steward quietly looked on and added, "I have been loving and still love her." She came close up to him, wistfully contemplating his face, one hand moving indecisively at her side. "And your secret marriage was, then, the true and only reason for that backwardness regarding the courtship of Cy- therea, which, they tell me, has been the talk of the village ; not your indifference to her attractions." Her voice had a tone of conviction in it, as well as of inquiry; but none of jealousy. "Yes," he said; "and not a dishonorable one. What held me back was just that one thing — a sense of morality that perhaps, madam, you did not give me credit for." The latter words were spoken with a mien and tone of pride. Miss Aldclyffe preserved silence, "And now," he went on, "I may as well say a word in vindi- cation of my conduct lately, at the risk, too, of offending you. My actual motive in submitting to your order that I should send for my late wife, and live with her, was not the mercenary policy of wishing to retain an office which brings me a higher income than any I have enjoyed before, but this unquenchable passion for Cytherea. Though I saw the weakness, folly, and even wickedness of it continually, it still forced me to try to continue near her, even as the husband of another woman." He waited for her to speak : she did not. "There's a great obstacle to my making any way in winning Miss Graye's love," he went on. "Yes, Edward Springrove," she said quietly. "I know it, I did once want to see them married; they have had a slight 180 DESPERATE REMEDIES. quarrel, and it will soon be made up again unless — " she spoke as if she had only half attended to Manston's last statement. "He is already engaged to be married to somebody else," said the steward. "Pooh!" said she, "you mean to his cousin at Peakhill; that's nothing to help us; he's now come home to break it ofif." "He must not break it off," said Manston, firmly and calmly. His tone attracted her, startled her. Recovering herself, she said haughtily, "Well, that's your affair, not mine. Though my wish has been to see her your wife, I can't do anything dis- honorable to bring about such a result." "But it must be made your affair," he said in a hard, steady voice, looking into her eyes, as if he saw there the whole pano- rama of her past. One of the most difficult things to portray by written words is that peculiar mixture of moods expressed in a woman's coun- tenance when, after having been sedulously engaged in estab- lishing another's position, she suddenly suspects him of under- mining her own. It was thus that Miss Aldclyffe looked at the steward. "You — know — something — of me?" she faltered. "I know all," he said. "Then curse that wife of yours! She wrote and said she wouldn't tell you !" she burst out. "Couldn't she keep her word for a day?" She reflected, and then said, but no more as to a stranger, "I will not yield. I have committed no crime. I yielded to her threats in a moment of weakness, though I felt inclined to defy her at the time; it was chiefly because I was mystified as to how she got to know of it. Pooh! I will put up with threats no more. Oh, can you threaten me?" she added, softly, as if she had for the moment forgotten to whom she had been speaking. "My love must be made your affair," he repeated, without taking his eyes from her. An agony, which was not the agony of being discovered in a secret, obstructed her utterance for a time. "How can you turn upon me so when I schemed to get you here — schemed that you might win her till I found you were married? Oh, how can you! Oh! . . . Oh!" She wept; and the weep- DESPERATE REMEDIES. 181 ing of such a nature was as harrowing as the weeping of a man. "Your getting me here was bad poHcy as to your secret — the most absurd thing in the world," he said, not heeding her distress. "I knew all except the identity of the individual long ago. Directly I found that my coming here was a contrived thing and not a matter of chance, it fixed my attention upon you at once. All that was required was the mere spark of life to make of a bundle of perceptions an organic whole." "Policy, how can you talk of policy? Think, do think! And how can you threaten me when you know — you know — that I would befriend you readily without a threat?" "Yes, yes, I think you would," he said more kindly, "but your indifference for so many, many years has made me doubt it." "No, not indifference — 'twas enforced silence: my father lived." He took her hand, and held it gently. "Now listen," he said, more quietly and humanly, when she had become calmer. "Springrove must marry the woman he's engaged to. You may make him, but only in one way." "Well: but don't speak sternly, Aeneas!" "Do you know that his father has not been particularly thriving for the last two or three years?" "I have heard something of it, once or twice, though his rents have been promptly paid, haven't they?" "Oh, yes; and do you know the terms of the leases of the houses which are burned?" he said, explaining to her that by those terms she might compel him even to rebuild every house. "The case is the clearest case of fire by negligence that I have ever known, in addition to that," he continued. "I don't want them rebuilt; you know it was intended by my father, directly they fell in, to clear the site for a new entrance to the park?" "Yes, but that doesn't affect the position, which is that Farmer Springrove is in your power to an extent which is very serious for him." "I won't do it — 'tis a conspiracy." "Won't you for me?" he said eagerly. Miss Aldclyffe changed color, 182 DESPERATE REMEDIES. "I don't threaten now, I implore," he said. "Because you might threaten if you chose," she mournfully answered. "But why be so — when your marriage with her was my own pet idea long before it was yours! What must I do?" "Scarcely anything: simply this. When I have seen old Mr. Springrove, which I shall do in a day or two, and told him that he will be expected to rebuild the houses, do you see the young man. See him yourself, in order that the proposal made may not appear to be anything more than an impulse of your own. You or he will bring up the subject of the hotises. To rebuild them would be a matter of at least six hundred pounds, and he will almost surely say that we are hard in insisting upon the extreme letter of the leases. Then tell him, that neither can you yourself think of compelling an old tenant like his father to any such painful extreme — there shall be no compulsion to build, simply a surrender of the leases. Then speak feelingly of his cousin, as a woman whom you respect and love, and whose secret you have learned to be that she is heartsick with hope deferred. Beg him to marry her, his betrothed and your friend, as some return for your consideration toward his father. Don't suggest too early a day for their marriage, or he will sus- pect you of some motive beyond womanly sympathy. Coax him to make a promise to her that she shall be his wife at the end of a twelvemonth, and get him, on assenting to this, to write to Cytherea, entirely renouncing her." "She has already asked him to do that." "So much the better — and telling her, too, that he is about to fulfill his long-standing promise to marry his cousin. If you think it worth while, you may say Cytherea was not indis- posed to think of me before she knew I was married. I have at home a note she wrote me the first evening I saw her, which looks rather warm, and which I could show you. Trust me, he will give her up. When he is married to Adelaide Hinton, Cytherea will be induced to marry me — perhaps before; a woman's pride is soon wounded." "And hadn't I better write to Mr. Nyttleton and inquire more particularly what's the law upon the houses?" "Oh, no, there's no hurry for that. We know well enough how the case stands — quite well enough to talk in general terms about it. And I want the pressure to be put upon young Springrove before he goes away from home again." DESPERATE REMEDIES. 183 She looked at him furtively, long, and sadly, as aftet speak- ing he became lost in thought, his eyes listlessly tracing the pattern of the carpet. "Yes, yes, she will be mine," he whis- pered, careless of Cytherea Aldclyffe's presence. At last he raised his eyes inquiringly. "I will do my best, Aeneas," she answered. Talibus incusat. Manston then left the house, and again went toward the blackened ruins, where men were still raking and probing. § 2. From November the twenty-ninth to December the second. The smoldering remnants of the Three Tranters Inn seemed to promise that, even when the searchers should light upon the remains of the unfortunate Mrs. Manston, very little would be discoverable. Consisting so largely of the charcoal and ashes of hard dry oak and chestnut, intermingled with thatch, the interior of the heap was one glowing mass of embers, which on being stirred a1>out emitted sparks and flame long after it Was dead and black on the outside. It was persistently hoped, however, that some traces of the body would survive the effect of the hot coals and after a search pursued uninterruptedly for thirty hours, under the direction of Manston himself, enough was found to set at rest any doubts of her fate. The melancholy gleanings consisted of her watch, bunch of keys, a few coins, and two charred and blackened bones. Two days later the official inquiry into the cause of her death was held at the Traveler's Rest Inn, before Mr. Floy, the coroner, and a jury of the chief inhabitants qf the district. The little tavern — the only remaining one in the village — was crowded to excess by the neighboring peasantry as well as their richer employers : all who could by any possibility obtain an hour's release from their duties being present as listeners. The jury viewed the sad and infinitesimal remains, which were folded in a white cambric cloth, and laid in the middle of a well-finished coffin lined with white silk (by Manstpn's order), which stood in an adjoining room, the bulk of the coffin being completely filled in with carefully arranged flowers and evergreens — also the steward's own doing. 184 DESPERATE REMEDIES. Abraham Brown, of Hoxton, London — an old white-headed man, without the ruddiness which makes white hairs so pleasing — was sworn, and deposed that he kept a lodging- house at an address he named. On a Saturday evening less than a month before the fire, a lady came to him, with very little luggage, and took the front room on the second floor. He did not inquire where she came from, as she paid a week in advance, but she gave her name as Mrs. Manston, refer- ring him, if he wished for any guarantee of her respectabihty, to Mr. Manston, Knapwater Park, near Froominster. Here she lived for three weeks, rarely going out. She slept away from her lodgings one night during the time; at the end of that time, on the twenty-eighth of November, she left his house in a four-wheeled cab, about twelve o'clock in the day, telling the driver to take her to the Waterloo station. She paid all her lodging expenses, and not having given notice the full week previous to her going away, ofTered to pay for the next, but he only took half. She wore a thick black veil, and gray water-proof cloak, when she left him, and her luggage was two boxes, done of plain deal, with black japanned clamps, the other sewn up in canvas. Joseph Chinney, porter of the Carriford-Road station, deposed that he saw Mrs. Manston, dressed as the last wit- ness had described, get out of a second-class carriage on the night of the twenty-eighth. She stood beside him while her luggage was taken from the van. The luggage, consisting of the clamped deal box and another covered with canvas, was placed in the cloak-room. She seemed at a loss at find- ing nobody there to meet her. She asked him for some person to accompany her, and carry her bag to Mr. Man- ston's house, Knapwater Park. He was just ofif duty at that time, and offered to go himself. The witness here repeated the conversation he had had with Mrs. Manston during their walk, and testified to having left her at the door of the Three Tranters Inn, Mr. Mansion's house being closed. Next Farmer Springrove was called. A murmur of sur- prise and commiseration passed round the crowded room when he stepped forward. The events of the few preceding days had so worked upon his nervously thoughtful nature, that the blue orbits of his eyes, and the mere spot of scarlet to which the ruddiness of DESPERATE REMEDIES. 185 his cheeks had contracted, seemed the result of a heavy sick- ness. A perfect silence pervaded the assembly when he spoke. Flis statement was that he received Mrs. Manston at the threshold, and asked her to enter the parlor. She would not do so, and stood in the passage while the maid went upstairs to see that the room was in order. The maid came down to the middle landing of the staircase, when Mrs. Manston fol- lowed her up to the room. He did not speak ten words with her altogether. Afterward, while he was standing at the door listening for his son Edward's return, he saw her light extinguished, hav- ing first caught sight of her shadow moving about the room. The Coroner: "Did her shadow appear to be that of a woman undressing?" Springrove: "I cannot say, as I didn't take particular notice. It moved backward and forward: she might have been undressing or merely pacing up and down the room." Mrs. Fitler, the hostler's wife, and chambermaid, said that she preceded Mrs. Manston into the room, put down the candle and went out. Mrs. Manston scarcely spoke to her, except to ask her to bring a little brandy. Witness went and fetched it from the bar, brought it up, and put it on the dress- ing-table. The Coroner: "Had Mrs. Manston begun to undress when you came back?" "No, sir; she was sitting on the bed, with everything on, as when she came in." "Did she begin to undress before you left?" "Not exactly before I had left; but when I had closed the door, and was on the landing, I heard her boot drop on the floor, as it does sometimes when pulled off." "Had her face appeared worn and sleepy?" "I cannot say, as her bonnet and veil were still on when I left, for she seemed rather shy and ashamed to be seen at the Three Tranters at all." "And did you hear or see any more of her?" "No more, sir." Mrs. Crickett, provisional servant to Mr. Manston, said that in accordance with Mr. Manston's orders, everything had been made comfortable in the house for Mrs. Manston's expected return on Monday night. Mr. Manston told her 1S6 DESPERATE REMEDIES. that himself and Mrs. Manston would be home late, not till between eleven and twelve o'clock, and that supper was to be ready. Not expecting Mrs. Manston so early, she had gone out on a very important errand to Mrs. Leat's, the post- mistress. Mr. Manston deposed that in looking down the columns of "Bradshaw" he had mistaken the time of the train's arrival, and hence was not at the station when she came. The broken watch produced vi^as his wife's — he knew it by a scratch on the inner plate, and by other signs. The bunch of keys belonged to her; two of them fitted the locks of her two boxes. Mr. Flooks, agent to Lord Claydonfield at Chettlewood, said that Mr. Manston had pleaded as his excuse for leaving him rather early in the evening after Iheir day's business had been settled, that he was going to meet his wife at Carriford- Road station, where she was coming by the last train that night. The surgeon said that the remains were those of a human being. The small fragment seemed a portion of one of the lumbar vertebrae — the other the extreme end of the os fem- oris — but they were both so far gone that it was impossible to say definitely whether they belonged to the body of a male or female. There was no moral doubt that they were a woman's. He did not believe that death resulted from burn- ing by fire. He thought she was crushed by the fall of the west gable, which being of wood, as well as the floor, burned after it had fallen, and consumed the body with it. Two or three additional witnesses gave unimportant testi- mony. The coroner summed up, and the jury without hesitation found that the deceased Mrs. Manston came to her death accidentally through the burning of the Three Tranters Inn. § 3. December the second. Afternoon. When Mr. Springrove came from the door of the Travel- er's Rest at the end of the inquiry, Manston walked by his side as far as the stile to the park, a distance of about a stone's throw. DBSPERATIS REMEDIES. 187 "Ah, Mr. Springrove, this is a sad affair for everybody concerned." "Everybody," said the old farmer, with deep sadness; "'tis quite a misery to me, I hardly know how I shall live through each day as it breaks. I think of the words, 'In the morning thou shalt say, Would God it were even! and at even thou shalt say, Would God it were morning! for the fear of thine heart wherewith thou shalt fear, and for the sight of thine eyes which thou shalt see.' " His voice became broken. "Ah — true. I read Deuteronomy myself," said Manston. "But my loss is as nothing to yours," the farmer continued. "Nothing; but I can commiserate you. I should be worse than unfeeling if I didn't, although my own affliction is of so sad and solemn a kind. Indeed my own loss makes me more keenly alive to yours, different in nature as it is." "What sum do you think would be required of me to put the houses in place again?" "I have roughly thought six or seven hundred pounds." "If the letter of the law is to be acted up to," said the old man with more agitation in his voice. "Yes, exactly." "Do you know enough of Miss Aldclyffe's mind to give me an idea of how she means to treat me?" "Well, I am afraid I must tell you that though I know very little of her mind as a rule, in this matter I believe she will be rather peremptory; she might share to the extent of a sixth or an eighth perhaps, in consideration of her getting new lamps for old, but I should hardly think more." The steward stepped upon the stile, and Mr. Springrove went along the road with a bowed head and heavy footsteps toward his niece's cottage, in which, rather against the wish of Edward, they had temporarily taken refuge. The additional weight of this knowledge soon made itself perceptible. Though in-doors with Edward or Adelaide nearly the whole of the afternoon, nothing more than monosyllabic replies could be drawn from him. Edward continually dis- covered him looking fixedly at the wall or floor, quite uncon- scious of another's presence. At supper he ate just as usual, but quite mechanically, and with the same abstraction. 188 DESPERATE REMEDIES. § 4. December the third. The next morning he was in no better spirits. Afternoon came; his son was alarmed, and managed to draw from him an account of the conversation with the steward. "Nonsense! he knows nothing about it," said Edward, vehemently. "I'll see Miss Aldclyffe myself. Now promise me, father, that you'll not believe till I come back, and tell you to believe it, that Miss Aldclyfife will do any such unjust thing." Edward started at once for Knapwater House. He strode rapidly along the high-road, till he reached a wicket a few yards below the brow of Buckshead Hill, where a foot-path allowed of a short cut to the mansion. Here he leaned down upon the bars for a few minutes, meditating as to the best manner of opening his speech, and surveying the scene before him in that absent mood which takes cognizance of little things without being conscious of them at the time, though they appear in the eye afterward as vivid impressions. It was a yellow, lustrous, late-autumn day, one of those days of the quarter when morning and evening seem to meet together without the intervention of a noon. The clear yellow sunlight had tempted forth Miss Aldclyfife herself, who was at this same time taking a walk in the direction of the village. As Springrove lingered he heard behind the plantation a woman's dress brushing along amid the prickly husks and leaves which had fallen into the path from the boughs of the chestnut trees. In another minute she stood in front of him. He answered her casual greeting respectfully, and was about to request a few minutes' conversation with her, when she directly addressed him on the subject of the fire. "It is a sad misfortune for your father," she said, "and I hear that he has lately let his insurances expire?" "He has, madam, and you are probably aware that either by the general terms of his holding, or the same coupled with the origin of the fire, the disaster may involve the neces- sity of his rebuilding the whole row of houses, or else of becoming a debtor to the estate, to the extent of some hun- dreds of pounds?" DESPERATE REMEDIES. 189 She assented; "I have been thinking of it," she went on, and then repeated in substance the words put into her mouth by the steward. Some disturbance of thought might have been fancied as taking place in Springrove's mind during her statement, but before she had reached the end, his eyes were clear, and directed upon her. "I don't accept your conditions of release," he said. "They are not conditions exactly." "Well, whatever they are not, they are very uncalled-f(3r remarks." "Not at all — the houses have been burned by your family's negligence." "I don't refer to the houses — you have of course the best of all rights to speak of that matter; but you, a stranger to me comparatively, have no right at all to volunteer opinions and wishes upon a very delicate subject, which concerns no living beings but Miss Graye, Miss Hinton, and myself." Miss Aldclyfife, like a good many others in her position, had plainly not realized that a son of her tenant and inferior could have become an educated man, who had learned to feel his individuality, to view society from a Bohemian stand- point, far outside the farming grade in Carriford parish, and that hence he had all a developed man's unorthodox opinion about the subordination of classes. And fully conscious of the labyrinth into which he had wandered between his wish to behave honorably in the dilemma of his engagement to his cousin Adelaide, and the intensity of his love for Cytherea, Springrove was additionally sensitive to any allusion to the case. He had spoken to Miss Aldclyffe with considerable warmth. And Miss Aldclyfife was not a woman likely to be far behind any second person in warming to a mood of defiance. It seemed as if she was prepared to put up with a cold refusal, but that her haughtiness resented a criticism of her conduct ending in a rebuke. By this, Manston's discreditable object, which had been made hers by compulsion only, was now adopted by choice. She flung herself into the work. A fiery man in such a case would have relinquished per- suasion and tried palpable force. A fiery woman added unscrupulousness and evolved daring strategy; and in her obstinacy, and to sustain herself as mistress, she descended 190 DESPERATE HBMEDIES. to an action the meanness of which haunted her conscience to her dying hour. "I don't quite see, Mr. Springrove," she said, "that I am altogether what you are pleased to call a stranger. I have known your family, at any rate, for a good many years, and I know Miss Graye particularly well, and her state of mind with regard to this matter." Perplexed love makes us credulous and curious as old women. Edward was willing, he owned it to himself, to get at Cytherea's state of mind, even through so dangerous a medium. "A letter I received from her," he said, with assumed cold- ness, "tells me clearly enough what Miss Graye's mind is." "You think she still loves you? Oh, yes, of course you do — all men are like that." "I have reason to." He could feign no further than the first speech. "I should be interested in knowing what reason?" she said, with sarcastic archness. Edward felt he was allowing her to do, in fractional parts, what he rebelled against when regarding it as a whole; but the fact that his antagonist had the presence of a queen, and features only in the early evening of their beauty, was not without its influence upon a keenly conscious man. Her bearing had charmed him into toleration, as Mary Stuart's charmed the indignant Puritan visitors. He again answered her honestly. "The best of reasons — the tone of her letter." "Pooh, Mr. Springrove!" "Not at all, Miss Aldclyffe! Miss Graye desired that we should be strangers to each other for the simple practical reason that intimacy could only make wretched comphcations worse, not from lack of love— love is only suppressed." "Don't you know yet, that in thus putting aside a man, a woman's pity for the pain she inflicts gives her a kindness of tone which is often mistaken for suppressed love?" said Miss Aldclyffe, with soft insidiousness. This was a translation of the ambiguity of Cytherea's tone which he had certainly never thought of; and he was too ingenuous not to own it. DESPEKATB REMEDIES. 191 "I had never thought of it," he said. "And don't beheve it?" "Not unless there was some other evidence to support the view." She pauseci a minute and then began hesitatingly. "My intention was — what I did not dream of owning to you — my intention was to try to induce you to fulfill your promise to Miss Hinton, not solely on her account and yours (though partly). I love Cytherea Graye with all my soul, and I want to see her happy even more than I do yoU. I do not mean to drag her name into the affair at all, but I am driven to say that she wrote that letter of dismissal to you — for it was a most pronounced dismissal — not on accouilt of your engagement. She is old enough to know that engage- ments can be broken as easily as they can be made. She wrote it because she loved another rhan; very suddenly, and not with any idea or hope of marrying him, but none the less deeply." "Who?" "Mr. Manston." "Good ! I can't listen to you for an instant, madam; why, she hadn't seen him!" "She had; he came here the day before she wrote to you; and I could prove to yoUj if it were worth while, that on that day, she went voluntarily to his house, though not art- fully or blamably; stayed for two hours playing and singing; that no sooner did she leave him than she Went straight home, and wrote the letter saying she should hot see you again, entirely because she had seen him and fallen des- perately in love with him — a perfectly natural thing for a young girl to do, considering that he's the handsomest man in the county. Why else should she not have w^ritten to you before?" "Because I was such a — because she did not know of the connection between me and my cousin until then." "I must think she did." "On what ground?" "On the strong ground of my having told her so, dis- tinctly, the very first day she came to live with me." "Well, what do you seek to impress upon me after all? This — ^that the day Miss Graye Wrote to me, saying it Was 13 192 DESPERATE REMEDIES. better we should part, coincided with the day she had seen a certain man — " "A remarkably handsome and talented man." "Yes, I admit that." "And that it coincided with the hour just subsequent to her seeing him." "Yes, just when she had seen him." "And been to his house alone with him." "It is nothing." "And stayed there playing and singing with him." "Admit that, too," he said; "an accident might have caused it." "And at the same instant that she wrote your dismissal she wrote a letter referring to a secret appointment with him." "Never, by God, madam! never!" "What do you say, sir?" "Never." She sneered. "There's no accounting for beliefs, and the whole history is a very trivial matter; but I am resolved to prove that a lady's word is truthful, though upon a matter which con- cerns neither you nor herself. You shall learn that she did write him a letter concerning an assignation — that is, if Mr. Manston still has it, and will be considerate enough to lend it me." "But besides," continued Edward, "a married man to do what would cause a young girl to write a note of the kind you mention I" She flushed a little. "That I don't know anything about," she stammered. "But Cytherea didn't, of course, dream any more than I did, or others in the parish, that he was married." "Of course she didn't." "And I have reason to believe that he told her of the fact directly afterward, that she might not compromise herself, or allow him to. It is notorious that he struggled honestly and hard against her attractions, and succeeded in hiding his feelings, if not in quenching them." "We'll hope that he did." "But circumstances are changed now." "Very greatly changed," he murmured, abstractedly. DESPERATE REMEDIES. 193 "You must remember," she added, more suasively, "that Miss Graye has a perfect right to do what she likes with her own — her heart, that is to say." Her descent from irritation was caused by perceiving that Edward's faith was really disturbed by her strong assertions, and it gratified her. Edward's thoughts flew to his father and the object of his interview with her. Tongue fencing was utterly distasteful to him. "I will not trouble you by remaining longer, madam," he remarked, gloomily ; "our conversation has ended sadly for me." "Don't think so," she said, "and don't be mistaken. I am older than you are, many years older, and I know many things." Full of miserable doubt, and bitterly regretting that he had raised his father's expectations by anticipations impossible of fulfillment, Edward slowly wended his way into the village, and approached his cousin's /house. The farmer was at the door looking eagerly for him. He had been waiting there for more than half an hour. His eye kindled quickly. "Well, Ted, what does she say?" he asked, in the intensely sanguine tones which fall sadly upon a listener's ear, because, antecedently, they raise pictures of inevitable disappointment for the speaker, in some direction or another. "Nothing for us to be alarmed at," said Edward, with a forced cheerfulness. "But must we rebuild?" "It seems we must, father.'' The old man's eye swept the horizon, then he turned to go in, without making another observation. All light seemed extinguished in him again. When Edward went in he found •his father with the bureau open, unfolding the leases with a shaking hand, folding them up again without reading them, then putting them in their niche only to remove them again. Adelaide was in the room. She said thoughtfully to Edward, as she watched the farmer: "I hope it won't kill poor uncle, Edward. What should we do if anything were to happen to him? He is the only near relative you and I have in the world." It was perfectly 13 184 DESPERATE REMEDIES. true, and somehow Edward felt more bound up with her after that remark. She continued, "And he was only saying so hopefully, the day before the fire, that he wouldn't for the world let any one else give me away to ypu when we are married." For the first time a conscientious doubt arose in Edward's mind as to the justice of the course he was pursuing in resolv- ing to refuse the alternative offered by Miss Aldclyfife. Could it be selfishness as well as independence? How much he had thought of his own heart; how little he had thought of his father's peape pf mind! The old man did not speak again till supper-time, when he began asking his son an endless number of hypothetical (jiiestions on what might induce Miss Aldclyfife to listen to kinder terms; speaking of her now not as an unfair woman, but as a Lachesis or Fate whose course it behooved nobody to condemn. In his earnestness he once turned his eyes on Edward's face; their expression was woful; the pupils were dilated and strange in aspect. "If she will only agree to that!" he reiterated for the hun- dredth time, increasing the sadness of his listeners. An aristocratic knocking came to the door, and Jane entered with a letter, addressed: "Mr. Edward Springrove, Junior." "Charles from Knapwater House brought it," she said. "Miss Aldclyfife's writing," said Mr. Springrove, before Edward had recognized it himself. "Now 'tis all right! she's going to make an ofifer; she doesn't want the houses there, not she; they arp going to make that the way into the park." Edward opened the seal and glanced at the inside. He said, with a supreme effort of self-command: "It is only directed by Miss Aldclyfife, and refers to noth- ing connected with the fire. I wonder at her taking the trouble to send it to-night." His father looked absently at him, and turned away again. Shortly afterward they retired for the night. Alone in his bedroom Edward opened and read what he had not dared to refer to in their presence. The envelope contained another envelope in Cytherea's DHSPEHATB RBME3DIBe. 195 handwriting, addressed to " — Manston, Esq., Old Manor Mouse." Inside this was the note she had Written to the steward after her detention in his house by the thunder-storm: "Knapwater House, Septeiiibei' 20th. "I find I cannot meet you at seven o'clock by the Waterfall as I promised. The emotion I felt made me forgetful of realities. C. Graye." Miss Aldclyfife had not written a line, and, by the unvary- ing rule obseirVable when words are not an absolute necessity, her silence seemed ten times as convincing as any expression of opinion could have been. lie then, step by step, recalled all the conversation on the subject of Cytherea's feelings that had passed between him- self and Miss Aldclyffe in the afternoon, and by a corifusiorl of thought, natural enough under the trying' expetietice> con- cluded that because the lady was truthful in her pdrtraiture of effects, she must necessarily be right in her assumption of causes. That is, he was convinced that Cytherea — the hitherto- believed-fkithful Cytherea — had) at any rate, looked with some- thing more than indiference upon the extremely handsome face and form of Manston. Did he blame her, as guilty of the impropriety of allowing herself to love him in the face of his not being free to return her love? No; never for a moment did he doubt that all had occurred in her old) innocent, impulsive way; that her heart was gone before she knew it — before she knew anything) beybnd his existence, of the man to whom it had floWn. Perhaps the very note inclosed to him was the result of first feflecition. Manston he would unheSitatirlgly have called a scoundrel, but for one strikingly redeeming; fact. It had been patent to the whole parish, ahd had come to Edward's own knowledge by that indirect channel, that ManstoU) as a married man, conscientiously avoided Cytherea after those first few days of his arrival during which her irresistibly beautiful and fktal glances had rested upon him — hife upon hei". Taking from his coat a creased and pOcket-worn envelope contdining Cytherea's letter to himself, SprlngroVe opened it and read it through. He was upbraided therein) and he 196 ftESPERATfi REMEDIES. was dismissed. It bore the date of the letter sent to Manston, and by containing within it the phrase, "All the day long I have been thinking," afforded justifiable ground for assum- ing that it was written subsequently to the other (and in Edward's sight far sweeter) one, to the steward. But though he accused her of fickleness, he would not doubt the genuineness, of its kind, of her partiality for him at Creston. It was a short and shallow feeling; not genuine love. "Love is not love, Which alters when it alteration finds." But it was not flirtation; a feeling had been born in her and had died. It would be well for his peace of mind if his love for her could flit away so softly, and leave so few traces behind. Miss Aldclyffe had shown herself desperately concerned in the whole matter by the alacrity with which she had obtained the letter from Manston, and her labors to induce himself to marry his cousin. Taken in connection with her apparent in- terest in, if not love for, Cytherea, her eagerness, too, could only be accounted for on the ground that Cytherea indeed loved the steward. § 5. December the fourth. Edward passed the night he scarcely knew how, tossing feverishly from side to side, the blood throbbing in his temples and singing in his ears. As soon as day began to break he dressed himself. On going out upon the landing he found his father's bedroom door already open. Edward concluded that the old man had risen softly, as was his wont, and gone out into the fields to start the laborers. But neither of the outer doors were unfastened. He entered the front room, and found it empty. Then ani- mated by a new idea, he went round to the little back parlor, in which the few wrecks saved from the fire were deposited, and looked in at the door. Here, near the window, the shutters of which had been opened half way, he saw his father leaning on the bureau, his elbows resting on the flap, his body DESPERATE REMEDIES. 197 nearly doubled, his hands clasping his forehead. Beside him were ghostly-looking square folds of parchment — the leases of the houses destroyed. His father looked up when Edward entered, and wearily spoke to the young man as his face came into the faint light: "Edward, why did you get up so early?" "I was uneasy, and could not sleep." The farmer turned again to the leases on the bureau, and seemed to become lost in reflection. In a minute or two, with- out lifting his eyes, he said: "This is more than we can bear, Ted, more than we can bear! Ted, this will kill me. Not the loss only — ^the sense of my neglect about the insurance and everything. Borrow I never will. 'Tis all misery now. God help us — all misery now!" Edward did not answer, continuing to look fixedly at the dreary daylight outside. "Ted," the farmer went on, "this upset of been burned out o' home makes me very nervous and doubtful about everything. There's this troubles me besides — our liven here with your cousin, and fillen up, her house. It must be very awkward for her. But she says she doesn't mind. Have you said anything to her lately about when you are going to marry her?" "Nothing at all lately." "Well, perhaps you may as well, now we are so mixed in to- gether. You know, no time has ever been mentioned to her at all, first or last, and I think it right that now, since she has waited so patiently and so long — you are almost called upon to say you are ready. It would simplify matters very much, if you were to walk up to the church wi' her one of these morn- ings, get the thing done, and go on liven here as we are. If you don't I must get a house all the sooner. It would lighten my mind, too, about the two little freeholds over the hill- not a morsel apiece, divided as they were between her mother and me, but a tidy bit tied together again. Just think about it, will ye, Ted?" He stopped from exhaustion produced by the intense con- centration of his mind upon the weary subject, and looked anxiously at his son. "Yes, I will," said Edward. "But I am going to see her of the Great House this morn- ing," the farmer went on, his thoughts reverting to the old 198 DESPERATE REMEDIES. subject. "I must know the rights of the matter, the when and the where. I don't like seen her, but I'd rather talk to her than the steward. I wonder what she'll say to me." The younger man knew exactly what she would say. If his father asked her what he was to do, and when, she would sim- ply refer him to Manston: her character was not that of a woman who shrank from a proposition she had once laid down. If his father were to say to her that his son had at last resolved to marry his cousin within the year, and had given her a prom- ise to that effect, she would say, "Mr. Springrove, the houses are burned; we'll let them go; trouble no more about them." His mind was already made up. He said calmly, "Father, when you are talking to Miss Aldclyffe, mention to her that I have asked Adelaide if she is willing to marry me next Christ- mas. She is interested in my union with Adelaide, and the news will be welcome to her." ''And yet she can be iron with reference to me and her prop- erty," the farmer murmured. "Very well, Ted, I'll tell her." § 6. December the fifth- Of the many contradictory particulars constituting a woman's heart, two had shown their vigorous contrast in Cy- therea's bosom just at this time. It Tvas a dark morning, the morning after old Mr. Spring- rove's visit to Miss Aldclyffe, which had terminated as Edward had intended. Having risen an hour earlier than was usual with her, Cytherea sat at the window of an elegant little sitting- room on the ground floor, which had been appropriated to her by the kindness or whim of Miss Aldclyffe, that she might not be driven into that la4y's presence against her will. She leaned with her face on her hand, looking out into the gloomy gray air. A yellow glirnmer from the flapping fl^me of the newly Ht fire fluttered on one side of her face and neck like a butterfly about to settle there, contrasting warmly with the other side of the sanie fair face, which received froni the wincjpw the faint cold morning light, so weak that her shadow froni the fire had a distinct outline on tlie window-shutter in spite of it There the shadow danced like a demon, blue and grim. The contradiction alluded to was that in spite of the decisive mood which two months earlier in the year had caused her ta DESPEKATE REMEDIES. 199 write a peremptory and final letter to Edward, she was now hoping for sorjie answer other than the only possible one a man who, as she held, did not love her wildly, could send to such a communication. For a lover who did love wildly, she had left one little loophole in her otherwise straightforward epistle. Why she expected the letter on some morping of this particular week was, that hearing of his return to Carriford, she fondly assumed that he meant to ask for an interview before he left, Hence it was, too, that for the last few days she had not beeji able to keep in bed later than the tirne of the postrrjan's arrival. The clock pointed to half-past seven. She saw the postman emerge from beneath the bare boughs of the park trees, come through the wicket, dive throvigh the shrubbery, reappear on the lawn, stalk across it without reference to paths — as country postmeu do — and come to the porch. She heard hipi fling the bag down on the seat, and turn away toward the village, with- out hindering himself for a single pace. Then the butler opened the door, took up the bag, brought it in, and carried it up the staircase to place it on the slab by Miss Aldclyfife's dressing-room door. The whole proceeding had been depicted by sounds. She had a presentiment that her letter was in the bag at last. She thought then in diminishing pulsations of confidence, "He asks to see me! perhaps he asks to see me: I hope he asks to see me." A quarter to eight: Miss Aldclyfife's bell — ^rather earlier than usual. "She must have heard the post-bag brought," said the maiden, as, tired of the chilly prospect outside, she turned to the fire, and drew imaginative pictures of her future therein. A tap came to the door, and the lady's maid entered. "Miss Aldclyfife is awake," she said, "and she asked if you were mov- ing yet, miss." "I'll run up to her," said Cytherea, and flitted off with the utterance of the words. "Very fortunate this," she thought; "I shall see what is in the bag this morning all the sooner." She took it up from the side table, went into Miss Aldclyffe's bedroom, pulled up the blinds, and looked round upon the lady in bed, calculating the minutes that must elapse before she looked at her letters. "Well, darling, how are you? I am glad you have come in 200 DESPERATE REMEDIES. to see me," said Miss Aldclyflfe. "You can unlock the bag this morning, child, if you Hke," she continued, yawning facti- tiously. "Strange!" Cytherea thought; "it seems as if she knew there was likely to be a letter for me." From her bed Miss Aldclyfife watched the girl's face as she tremblingly opened the post-bag and found there an envelope addressed to her in Edward's handwriting; one he had written the day before, after the decision he had come to on an impar- tial, and on that account torturing, survey of his own, his father's, his cousin Adelaide's, and what he believed to be Cy- therea's position. The haughty mistress' soul sickened remorsefully within her when she saw suddenly appear upon the speaking countenance of the young lady before her a wan, desolate look of agony. The master-sentences of Edward's letter were these: "You speak truly. That we never meet again is the wisest and only proper course. That I regret the past as much as you do your self it is hardly necessary for me to say." CHAPTER XII. THE EVENTS OF TEN MONTHS. § I. December to April. Week after week, month after month, the time had flown by. Christmas had passed: dreary winter with dark evenings had given place to more dreary winter with light evenings. Thaws had ended in rain, rain in wind, wind in dust. Showery days had come — the period of pink dawns and white sunsets: with the third week in April the cuckoo had appeared; with the fourth, the nightingale. Edward Springrove was in London, attending to the duties of his new office, and it had become known throughout the neighborhood of Carriford that the engagement between him- self and Miss Adelaide Hinton would terminate in marriage at the end of the year. The only occasion on which her lover of the idle delicious days at Creston watering-place had been seen by Cytherea after the time of decisive correspondence was once in church, when he sat in front of her, and beside Miss Hinton. The rencontre was quite an accident. Springrove had come there in the full belief that Cytherea was away from home with Miss Aldclyfife; and he continued ignorant of her presence throughout the service. It is at such moments as these, when a sensitive nature writhes under the conception that its most cherished emotions have been treated with contumely, that the sphere-descended Maid, Music, friend of Pleasure at other times, becomes a positive enemy — racking, bewildering, unrelenting. The congregation sang the first Psalm, and came to the verse : "Like some fair tree wliich, fed by streams, With timely fruit doth bend, He still shall flourish, and success All his designs attend." 202 DESPERATE REMEDIES. Cytherea's lips did not move, nor did any sound escape her : but could she help singing the words in the depths of_ her, although the man to whom she applied them sat at her rival's side? Perhaps the moral compensation for all a woman's petty cleverness under thriving conditions is the real nobility that lies in her extreme foolishness at these other times: her sheer inability to be simply just, her exercise of an illogical power entirely denied to men in general — the power not only of kiss- ing, but of delighting to kiss the rod by a punctilious observ- ancfe df the fedf^imltlolating doctrines ih the Sertlion oil the MOUtlt: As for Edwai-d — a little like other men of his tettlperament, to Whdhij it is somev^hat humiliating to thitik, the abetrancy of a given love is iil itself a recoinmehdation — ^his setltimetitj as he looked over his cousin's book, Was of a lower fahk, Horatian rather than Psalmodic: "0, *liat hast thou of her, of her Whose everjr look did love ln^i»ire; Whose every breathing tanned my fire, And stole me from myself away!" Then, without letting him see her, Cytherea slljDpfed out Of chilfch early, atld Went hotrie, the toiles of the organ still litlger- ing ill her ears as she tried bravely to kill a jealous thought that would nevertheless live: "My natUt-e is otie capable of more, far more, itlteiise feelihg; than hets ! She can't appreciate all the sides of hiiti — she nevet will ! He is riioi'e tatigible to me eveu how, as a thought, than his presence itfeelf is to her!" She was less noble then. But she continually repressed her misery and bitterness of heatt till the effort to do so shoWed signs of lessening. At length she even tried to hope that heir lost lover and her rival would loVe One another very deariy. The scene and the sentiment dropped into the past. Mean- while, ManstoH continued Visibly before her. He, though quiet and subdued in his bearing for a long time after the calamity of November, had not simulated a grief that he did not feel. At first his loss seeined so to absorb him^^thoUgh as a star- tling change rather thah as a heavy sorfow — ^that he paid Cy- therea no 'attention Whatever. His conduct Was Uniformly kind and respectful, but little more. Then, as the date of the catastro- Two swans floated into view in front of the women.— Page 303. PESPEIIATB REMBRIBa. 303 phe grew rpraotpr, he began to wear a dififerent aspect toward her. J-Ie always coptrjved t:o ot)l}1;erate by h's tnanner all recol- lection on her side that she was cprnparatively more dependent than himself— ^nialvith, and no superiority to, a single entity under the sky. Hp came so closp that their clothes touched. "Will ypu try to loye vne? E)q try to loye me,'' he said in a whisper, talking her hand, fie had nevpr taken it before. She con}d feel his hand trembling excepdingly as it held hers in its clasp- Considering his kindness to her brother, his lovp for herself, and Edward's fickleness, ought she to forbid him to do this? How truly pitiful it was to feel his hand tremble so— all for her ! Should she lyyithdraw her hand? She would think whether she WQpldr Thinking and hesitating, she looked as far as the autunWP'J h9^ze on the marshy ground would allow her to see distinctly. There was the fragment of a hedge — all that re- mained of a wet old garden — standing in the rniddle of the rnead, without a definite beginning or ending, purposeless and valueless. It was overgrown and choked with m^andrakes, and she eonJd almost fancy she heard their shrieks. . . . Should she withdraw her hand? No, she could not withdraw it now; it was too late, the act would not imply refusal. She felt as one in a bpat without oars, drifting with closed eyes do\yn a river — she knew not whither. He gave her hand a. gentle pressure, and relinquished it. Then it seemed as if he were conning to the point again. I^p, he was not going to urge his suit that evening. Another respite. § 7. Tke early fart of Sep(emjier, Saturday came, and she went on some trivial errand to the village postoffipe. It was a little gray cottage with a luxuriant jasmine encirchng the doorway,. and before gping in Cytherea paused tQ admire this pleasing feature of the exterior. Hearing DBSPSIBATE BBMISniEe. 215 a step pn tl^e gravel behind the cprner of the house, she resigned the jasmine and entered. Nobody was in the room. She could hear Mrs. l.eat, the widow who acted as postmistress, walking about over her head. Cytherea was going to the foot of the stairs to call Mrs. Leat, but before she had accomplished her object another form stood at the half-open door. Manston came in. "Both on the same errand," he said gracefully. "I will call her," said Cytherea, moving in haste to the foot of the stairs. "One moment." He ghded to her side. "Don't call her for a moment,'' he repeated. "But she had said, "Mrs. Leat!" He seized Cytherea's hand, kissed- it tenderly, and carefully replaced it by her side. She had that morning determined to check his further ad- vances until she had thoroughly considered her position. The renionstrance was now op her tongue, but as accident would have it, before the word could be spoken, Mrs. Leat was step- ping from the last stair to the floor, and no remonstrance came. With the subtlety which characterized him in all his dealings with her, he quickly concluded his own errand, bade her a good-by, in the tones of which love was so garnished with pure politeness that it only showed its presence to herself, and left the house — putting it out of her pov/er to refuse him her com- paniofiship homeward, or to object to his late action of kissing her hand. The Friday of next week brought another letter from her brother^ In this he informed her that, in absolute grief lest he should distress her unnecessarily, he had some time earlier bor- rowed a iew pounds. A vveek ago, he said, his creditor became importunate, but that on the day on which he wrote the cred- itor had told him there was no hurry for a settlement, that "his sister's sujtor had guaranteed the sum." "Is he Mr. Manston? tell me, Cytherea," said Owen. He also mentioned that a wheeled chair had been anony- mously, hired for his especial use, though as yet he was hardly far enough advanced toward convalescence to avail himself of the luxury. "Is this Mr. Manston's doing?" he inquired- She CQHjd daily with her perplexity, evade it, trust to time 216 DE3SPERATE REMEDIES. for guidance no longer. The matter had come to a crisis : she must once and for all choose between the dictates of her under- standing and those of her heart. She longed, till her soul seemed nigh to bursting, for her lost mother's return to earth, but for one minute, that she might have tender counsel to guide her through this, her great difficulty. As for her heart, she half-fancied that it was not Edward's to quite the extent that it once had been ; she thought him cruel in conducting himself toward her as he did at Creston, cruel afterward in making so lightly of her. She knew he had stifled his love for her — -was utterly lost to her. But for all that she could not help indulging in a woman's pleasure of recreating defunct agonies, and lacerating herself with them now and then. "If I were rich," she thought, "I would give way to the lux- ury of being morbidly faithful to him forever without his knowledge." But she considered: in the first place she was a homeless dependent; and what did practical wisdom tell her to do under such desperate circumstances? To provide herself with some place of refuge from poverty, and with means to aid her brother Owen. This was to be Mr. Manston's wife. She did not love him. But what was love without a home? Misery. What was a home without love? Alas, not much; but still a kind of home. "Yes," she thought, "I am urged by my common sense to marry Mr. Manston." Did anything nobler in her say so too? With the death (to her) of Edward her heart's occupation was gone. Was it necessary or even right for her to tend it and take care of it as she used to in the old time, when it was still a capable minister? By a slight sacrifice here she could give happiness to at least two hearts whose emotional activities were still unwounded. She would do good to two men whose lives were far more im- portant than hers. "Yes," she said again, "even Christianity urges me to marry Mr. Manston." Directly Cytherea had persuaded herself that a kind of heroic self-abnegfation had to do with the mjitter, she becanie DESPERATE REMEDIES. 217 much more content in the consideration of it. A willful indif- ference to the future was what really prevailed in her, ill and worn out, as she was, by the perpetual harassments of her sad fortune, and she regarded this indifference, as gushing natures will under such circumstances, as genuine resigna- tion and devotedness. Manston met her again the following day : indeed there was no escaping him now. At the end of a short conversation between them, which took place in the hollow of the park by the waterfall, obscured on the side by the low outer hanging branches of the limes, she tacitly assented to his assumption of a privilege greater than any that had preceded it. He stooped and kissed her brow. Before going to bed she wrote to Owen explaining the whole matter. It was too late in the evening for the postman's visit, and she placed the letter on the mantel-piece to send it the next day. The morning (Sunday) brought a hurried postscript to Owen's letter of the day before. "September 9th, 1865. "Dear Cytherea: "I have received a frank and friendly letter from Mr. Manston explaining the position in which he stands now, and also that in which he hopes to stand toward you. Can't you love him? Why not? Try, for he is a good, and not only that but a talented man. Think of the weary and laborious future that awaits you if you continue for life in your present position, and do you see any way of escape from it except by marriage? I don't. Don't go against your heart, Cytherea, but be wise. "Ever affectionately yours, "Owen." She thought that probably he had replied to Mr. Manston in the same favoring mood. She had a conviction that that day would settle her doom. Yet "So true a fool is love," that even now she nourished a half hope that something would happen at the last moment to thwart her deliberately formed 218 DBiel*E!RA*rE tlBMEblES. iiltentions, and favbr thfe old erndtloii she was hsin'g all lifer strength to thrust down. § 8. T/ie ienih of Septiihber. The Sunday was the thirteenth after Ttihity; ahd the after- noon service at Carrifqrd was neaHy over. The people were singing the Evening Hyhin. Manston was at church as tlSUal in his acctlStoined pldce, two seats forward froth the large square pfew octupied by Miss Aldclyffe and Cytherea. The drdinary sadness of an aututtihal evehing servicfe seemed, in Cytherea's eyes, to be doubled dh this pdrtictHat dccasiori. She looked at all the people as they stood and sang, waving backward and forward like a fbrest of jaines swayed by a gentle breeze; then at the village childrfetl sitlging too, their heads inclined to one side, their eyes listlessly tracing some crack in the old walls, Or folld'tvitig the liiovement of a distant bough or bird with features petrified dlihdSt to painful- ness. Then she looked at Manston ; he was already regarding her with some purpose in his glance. "It is coming this evening," she said in her rfiirid. A miiihte later, at the end of the hymti, when the congi-egatioh began to move out, Manstoti came down the disle: He was opposite the end of her seat as she stepped fi-ohi it, the remainder of their progress to the dddr being in contact with each other. Miss Aldclyffe had lingered behind. "Don't let's hurry," he said, wheil Cytherea was abdut to enter the private path td the Hduse as usual. "Would ydti mind turning down this way for a minute till Miss Aldclyffe has passed?" She could not vety well reftlse now. They turned into a secluded path on their left, leading round through a thicket of laurels to the outer gate of the churchyard, walking very slowly. By the time the fflrther gate was reached, the church \Vas closed; They rnet the sextbn -vifith the keys in Kis hand. "We are going inside for a riiinute," said Mahstdn to him, taking the keys unceremoniously. "I will bring them to you when we return." The sexton nodded his asseiit, and Cytherea and Manston ■vlralked into the porch and ilp the haVe. r!?:SPB!BATB REMEDIES. 219 Tijpy difJ RQt spe^k a word during their progress, or in any way interfere with the stiirness and silence that prevailed everywhere around them. Everything in the place was the em- hodiiRent pf depay: the fading red glare from the setting sun, which came in at the west window, emphasizing the end of the day and all its cheerful doings, the mildewed walls, the uneven p^ying-stpnps, the wormy poppy-heads, the sense of recent occupation, and the dank air of death which had gathered with the evening, would have made grave a lighter mood than Cytherea's was then. "What sensations does the place impress you with?" she said at last, very sadly. ''I fpel imperativefy called upon to be honest, from despair of achieving anything hy stratagem in a world where the materials are such as these." He too spoke in a depressed voice, purposely or otherwise. "I feel as if I were almost ashamed to be seen walking such a world," she murmured; "that's the efifect it has upon me: but it dpes pot induce me to be hpnest particularly." fje tpok her hand in both his, and looked down upon the lids of fipr pyes. "I pity you sometimes,'' he said, more emphatically. "I ^m pitiable, perhaps: so are many peoplp. Why do you pity me?" "I think that you make yourself needlessly sad." "Not needlessly." "Yes, needlessly. Why should you be separated from your brpthpr so much, when you might have him to stay with you till he is well?" "That can't be," she said, turning away. He went on, "I think the rpal and only good thing that can l^e done for hipi is to get him away from Crestpn awhile; and I have been lyonderipg whether it pould not be managed for him to come to my house tP live fpr a few weeks. Only a quarter of a mile from yot(. How pleasant it would be!" "It would." He moved himself rpj:jnfi immediately to the front of her, and held her hand WPTq firmly, as he continued, "Gytherea, why dp you say 'It wQ|jjd,' so entirely in the tone of abstract supppsitiop? I want hiw there; I want him to be my brother too. Then make him so and be my wife! I cannot live with- 220 DESPERATE REMEDIES. out you — O Cytherea, my darling-, my love, come and be my wife!" His face bent closer and closer to her, and the last words sank to a whisper as weak as the emotion inspiring it was strong. She said firmly and distinctly, "Yes, I will." "Next month?" he said on the instant, before taking breath. "No; not next month." "The next?" "No." "December? Christmas Day, say?" "I don't mind." "Oh you darling!" He was about to imprint a kiss upon her pale cold mouth, but she hastily covered it with her hand. "Don't kiss me — at least where we are now!" she whispered imploringly. "Why?" "We are too near God." He ^ave a sudden start, and his face flushed. She had spoken so emphatically that the words, "Near God," echoed back again through the hollow building from the far end of the chancel. "What a thing to say!" he exclaimed; "surely a pure kiss is not inappropriate to the place!" "No," she replied, with a swelling heart; "I don't know why I burst out so — I can't tell what has come over me ! Will you forgive me?" "How shall I say 'Yes' without judging you? How shall I say 'No' without losing the pleasure of saying 'Yes?' " He was himself again. "I don't know," she absently murmured. "I'll say Yes," he answered, daintily. "It is sweeter to fancy we are forgiven, than to think we have not sinned; and you shall have the sweetness without the need." She did not reply, and they moved away. The church was nearly dark now, and melancholy in the extreme. She stood beside him while he locked the door, then took the arm he gave her, and wended her way out of the churchyard with him. Then they walked to the House together, but the great matter having been set at rest, she persisted in talking only on indiifer- ept subjects. DESPERATE REMEDIES. 221 "Christmas Day, then," he said, as they were parting at the shrubbery. "I meant Old Christmas Day," she said, evasively. "H'm! people do not usually attach that meaning to the words?" "No, but I should like it best if it could not be till then." It seemed to be still her instinct to delay the marriage to the utmost. "Very well, love," he said gently. " 'Tis a fortnight longer still, but never mind. Old Christmas Day." § 9. The eleventh of September. "There. It will be on a Friday !" She sat upon a little footstool gazing intently into the lire. It was the afternoon of the day following that of the steward's successful solicitation of her hand. "I wonder if it would be proper in me to run across the park and tell him it is a Friday," she said to herself, rising to her feet, looking at her hat lying near, and then out of the window toward the Old House. Proper or not, she felt that she must at all hazards remove the disagreeable, though, as she herself owned, unfounded impression the coincidence had occasioned. She left the house directly, and went to search for him Manston was in the timber-yard, looking at the sawyers as they worked. Cytherea came up to him hesitatingly. Till within a distance of a few yards she had hurried forward with alacrity; now that the practical expression of his face became visible she wished almost she had never sought him on such an errand : in his business-mood he was perhaps very stern. "It will be on a Friday," she said confusedly, and without any preface. "Come this way !" said Manston, in a tone he used for work- men, not being able to alter at an instant's notice. He gave her his arm and led her back into the avenue, by which time he was lover again. "On a Friday, will it, dearest? You do not mind Fridays surely? That's nonsense." "Not seriously mind them, exactly — but if it could be any other day?" "Well let us say Old Christmas Eve then. Shall it be Old Christmas Eve?" 16 222 DBSPERATH EBMEt>Ifig. "YeSj Old Christmas Eve." "Your word is solemn and irrevocable now?" "Certainly; I have solerrinl5r plfedged tny -Wbrd; I Should not have proniised to marry you if I had not meant it. Ddri't think 1 should." She spoke the words with a dignified impressivfe- ness. "You must not be vfexed at rriy remai-k, dearest. Cati ydu think the worse of an ardent man, Cytherea, for showing sdtne anxiety in love?" "No; no." She cOilld not say nldfe. She was alwdys ill at ease when he spoke of himself as a piece of human nature in that analytical way,- and Wanted to be oiit of his presence. The time of day and proximity of the House afforded her a means of escape. "I must be with Miss AldclyffS ndw; will yOu excuse my hasty coming and going?" she said prettily. Before he had replied she had parted from him. "Cytherea, was it Mr. Manston I saw you scudding away from in the avenue just now?" said Miss Aldclyffe, when C3'therea joined her. "Yes." " 'Yes.' Comcj why don't you say more thdri that? I hate those taciturn 'li^eses* of yours. I tfell you everything, and yet you are as close afe wax with me." "I parted from him because I wanted to come in." "What a novel and important announcement! Well, is the dav fixed?" "Yes." Miss Aldclyffe's face kindled into intense interest at once. "Is it indeed? When is it to be?" "Oil Old Christrhas £ve." "Old Christmas Eye." Miss Aldclyfife drew Cytherea roUiid to her froiit, arid took a hand in each of her own. "Atid then you will be a bride!" she said slowly, looking with critical thdughtfulriess upon the maiden's delicately rounded cheeks. Iriie normal area of the color upon each of them decreased perceptibly after that slow and emphatic utterance by the elder lady. Miss Aldclyfife continued impressively, "You did not say 'Old Christrhas £ve' as a fiancee should have said the words: and you don't receive my remark with the warm excitement that DESPERATE REMEDIES. 223 foreshadows a bright future How many weeks are there to the time?" "I have not reckoned tliem." "Not? Fancy a girl not counting the weeks ! I find I must take the lead in this matter— you are so childish, or frightened, or stupid, or something, about it. Bring me my diary, and we will count them at once." Cytherea silently fetched the book. Miss Aldclyffe opened the diary at the page containing the almanac, and counted sixteen weeks, which broilght her to the thirty-first of December — a Sunday. Cytherea stood by, look- ing on as if she had no appetite fot the scene. "Sixteen to the thirty-first. Then let me see: Monday will be the first of Januaty, Ttiesday the second, Wednesday the third; Thursday fourth, Friday fifth — you have chosen a Friday I do declare!" "A Thursday, surely?" said Cytherea. "No: Old Christmas Pay comes on a Saturday." The perturbed little brain had reckoned wrong. "Well, it must be k Friday," she muttered in a reverie. "No; have it altered, of course," said Miss Aldclyffe cheer- fully. There's nothing bad in Friday, but such a creature as you will be thinking about its being unlUcky — in fact, I wouldn't choose a Friday myself to be married on, since all other days are equally available." "I shall not have it altered," said Cytherea firmly; "it has been altered once, already; I shall let it be." 15 CHAPTER XIII. THE EVENTS OP ONE DAY. § I. The fifth of January. Before dawn. We pass over the intervening weeks. Tlie time of the story is thus advanced exactly three months and twenty-four days. On the midnight preceding the morning which would make her the wife of a man whose presence fascinated her into invol- untariness of bearing, and whom in absence she almost dreaded, Cytherea laid in her little bed, vainly endeavoring to sleep. She had been looking back amid the years of her short though varied past, and thinking of the threshold upon which she stood. Days and months had dimmed the form of Edward Springrove like the gauzes of a vanishing stage-scene, but his dying voice could still be heard faintly behind. That a soft small chord in her still vibrated true to his memory, she would not admit: that she did not approach Mansion with feelings which could by any stretch of words be called hymeneal, she calmly owned. "Why do I marry him?" she said to herself. "Because Owen, dear Owen, my brother, wishes me to marry him. Be- cause Mr. Manston is and has been uniformly kind to Owen and to me. 'Act in obedience to the dictates of common sense,' Owen said, 'and dread the sharp sting of poverty. How many thousands of women like you marry every year for the same reason, to secure a home and mere ordinary material comforts, which after all go far to make life endurable, even if not supremely happy.' "'Tis right, I suppose, for him to say that. Oh, if people only knew what a timidity and melancholy upon the subject of her future grows up in the heart of a friendless woman who is blown about like a reed shaken with the wind, as I am, they would not call this resignation of one's self by the DESPERATE REMEDIES. 226 name of scheming to get a husband. Scheme to marry? I'd rather scheme to die! I know I am not pleasing my heart; I. know that if I only were concerned, I should like risking a single future. But why should I please my useless self over- much, when by doing otherwise I please those who are more valuable than I?" In the midst of desultory reflections like these, which alter- nated with surmises as to the inexplicable connection that appeared to exist between her intended husband and Miss Aldclyfie, she heard dull noises outside the walls of the house, which she could not quite fancy to be caused by the wind. She seemed doomed to such disturbances at critical periods of her existence. "It is strange," she pondered, "that this my last night in Knapwater House should be disturbed precisely as my first was, no occurrence of the kind having intervened." As the minutes glided by the noise increased, sounding as if some one were beating the wall below her window with a bunch of switches. She would gladly have left her room and gone to stay with one of the maids, but they were without doubt all asleep. The only person in the house likely to be awake, or who would have brains enough to comprehend her nervousness, was Miss Aldclyffe, but Cytherea never cared to go to Miss Aldclyffe's room, though she was always welcome there, and was often almost compelled to go against her will. The oft-repeated noise of switches grew heavier upon the wall, and was now intermingled with creaks, and a rattling like the rattling of dice. The wind blew stronger; there came first a snapping, then a crash, and some portion of the mystery was revealed. It was the breaking off and fall of a branch from one of the large trees outside. The smacking against the wall, and the intermediate rattling, ceased from that time. Well, it was the tree which had caused the noises. The unexplained matter was that neither of the trees ever touched the walls of the house during the highest wind, and that trees could not rattle like a man playing Castanet or shaking dice. She thought, "Is it the intention of Fate that something connected with these noises shall influence my future as in the last case of the kind?" During the dilemma she fell into a troubled sleep, and dreamed that she was being whipped with dry bones suspended 226 DBSPERATH REMEDIES. on strings, which rattled at every blow like those of a rnale- f actor on a gibbet; that she shifted and shrarik and avoided every blow, and they ifeli then upon the wall to which she was tied. She could not see the face of the executioner for his mask, but his form -yvas like that of Manston's. "Thank heaven!" she said, when she awoke and saw a faint Hght struggling through her blind. "Now what were those noises?" To settle that question seemed more to her than the event of the day. She pulled the blind aside and looked out. All was plain. The evening previous had closed in with a gray drizzle, borne upon a piercing air from the north, and now its effects were visible. The hoary drizzle still continued; but the trees and shrubs were laden with icicles to an extent such as she had never before witnessed. A shoot of the diameter of a pin's heaci was iced as thick as her finger: all the boughs in the paric \Vere bent almost to the earth with the immense weight of the ghstenipg incupibrance : the walks were like a looking- glftss. Many boughs had snapped beneath their burden, and lay in heaps upon the icy grass. Opposite her eye, on the near- est tree, was a fresh yellow scar, showing where the branch that had terrified her had been splintered from the trunk. "I never qould have believed it possible," she thought, surveying the bowed-down branches, "that trees would bend so far oiit of their true positions without breaking." By watching a twig she could ^ee a drop collect upon it from the hoary fog, sink to the lowest point, and there Ijecome coagulated as the others had done. "Or that I could so exactly have imitated them," she con- tinued. "On this morning I am to be married — unless this is a scheme of the great Mother to hinder a union of which she does not approve. Is it possible for my wedding to take place in the face of such weather as this?" § 2. Morning. Her brother Owen was staying with Manston at the Old House. Contrary to the opinion of the doctors, the wound had healed after the first surgical operation, and his leg was gra4u- ally acquiring strength, though he could onjy as yet get about on crutches, or ride, or be dragged in a chair. Miss Aldclyffe had arranged that Cytherea should be mar- DESPEftATB REMEDIES. 227 ried froiti Knapwater House, and not from her brother's lodg- ings at Creston, which was Cytherea's first idea. Owen, too, seemed to prefer the plan. The capricious old maid had lat- terly taken to the contemplation of the wedding with even greater warmth than had at first inspired her, and appeared determined to do everything in her power, consistent with her dignity, to render the adjuncts of the ceremony pleasing and corhplete. But the Weather seemed in flat contradiction of the whole proceeding. At eight o'clock the coachman crept up to the house almost upon his hands and knees, entefed the kitchen, and stood with his back to the fire, panting from his exertions in pedestrianism. The kitchen was by far the pleasantest apartment in Knapwater House on such a morning as this. The vast fire was the center of the whole system, like a sun, and threw its warm rays upon the figures of the domestics, wheeling about it in true planetary style. A nervously feeble imitation Of its flicker was continudlly attempted by a family of polished metallic utensils standing in roWs and groups against the walls opposite, the whole collection of shines nearly annihilating the weak daylight from outside. A step farther in; and the nostrils were greeted by the scent of sWeet herbs just gathered, and the eye by the plump form of the cOok, wholesome, white-aproned, and floury — looking as edible as the food she manipulated — her movements being supported and assisted by her satellites, the kitchen and scullery maidg. Minute recurrent sounds pre- vailed — ^the click of the smokejack, the flap of the flames, and the light touches of the women's slippers upon the Stone floor. The Coachman hemmed, spread his feet more firmly upon the hearthstone, and looked hard at a small plate in the extreme corner of the dresser. "No wedden this mornen — that's my opinion. In fact, there can't be," he said, abruptly, as if the Words were the mere torso of a many-membered thought that had existed cottjplete in his bead. The kitchen-maid was toasting a slice of bread at the end of a very long toasting-fork which she held at arm's length toward the unapproachable fire, like the flanconnade in fencing-. "Bad Out of doors, isn't it?" she said, with a look of com- miseration for things in general. 238 bESPERATfi 3REMEt)IEg. "Bad? Not a liven soul, gentle or simple, can stand on level ground. As to getten up hill to the church, 'tis perfect lunacy. And, I speak of foot-passengers. As to horses and carriage, 'tis murder to think of 'em. I am going to send straight as a line into the breakfast-room, and say 'tis a closer .... Hullo, here's Clerk Crickett and John Day a-comen ! Nowr just look at 'em and picture a wedden if you can." All eyes were turned to the window, from which the clerk and gardener were seen crossing the court, bowed and stoop- ing like Bel and Nebo. "You'll have to go if it breaks all the horses' legs in the county," said the cook, turning from the spectacle, knocking open the oven door with the tongs, glancing critically in, and slamming it together with a clang. "Oh, oh; why shall I?" asked the coachman, including in his auditory by a glance the clerk and gardener, who had just entered. "Because Mr. Manston is in the business. Did you ever know him to give up for weather of any kind, or for any other mortal thing in heaven or earth?" "— Mornen so's — such as it is!" interrupted Mr. Crickett cheerily, coming forward to the blaze and warming one hand without looking at the fire. "Mr. Manston gie up for anything in heaven or earth, did you say? You might ha' cut it short by sayen 'to Miss Aldclyffe,' and leaven out heaven and earth as trifles. But it might be put off; putten off a thing isn't getten rid of a thing, if that thing is a woman ; oh, no, no." The coachman and gardener now naturally subsided into secondaries. The cook went on rather sharply, as she dribbled milk into the exact center of a little crater of flour in a platter. "It might be in this case: she's so indifferent." "Dang my old sides! and so it might be. I have a bit of news — I thought there was something upon my tongue: but 'tis a secret, not a word, mind, not a Word. Why, Miss Hinton took a holiday yesterday." "Yes?" inquired the cook, looking up with perplexed curiosity. "D' ye think that's all?" "Don't be so three-cunning — if it is all, deliver you from the evil of raising a woman's expectations wrongfully; I'll skmnrier your pate as sure as you cry Amen!" DESPERATE REMEDIES. 229 "Well, it isn't all. When I got home last night my wife said, 'Miss Hinton took a holiday this mornen,' says she (my wife, that is); 'walked over to Stintham Lane, met the comen man, and got married!' says she. "Got married! what, Lord-a-mercy, did Springrove come?" "Springrove, no — no — Springrove's nothen to do wi' it — 'twas Farmer Bollens. They've been playing bo-peep for these two or three months seemingly. While Master Teddy Spring- rove has been daddlen and hawken, and spettin about having her, she's quietly left him all forsook. Serve him right. I don't blame the little woman a bit." "Farmer Bollens is old enough to be her father!" . "Ay, quite ; and rich enough to be ten fathers. They say he's so rich that he has business in every bank, and measures his money in half-pint cups." "Lord, I wish it was me, don't I wish 'twas me!" said the scullery-maid. "Yes, 'twas as neat a bit of stitchen as ever I heard of," con- tinued the clerk, with a fixed eye, as if he were watching the process from a distance. "Not a soul knew anything about it, and my wife is the only one in our parish who knows it yet. Miss Hinton came back from the wedden, went to Mr. Man- ston, puffed herself out large and said she was Mrs. Bollens, but that if he wished she had no objection to keep on the house till the regular time of giving notice had expired, or till he could get another tenant." "Just like her independence," said the cook. "Well, independent or no, she's Mrs. Bollens now. Ah, I shall never forget once when I went by Farmer Bollens' gar- den — years ago now — ^years, when he was taken up ash-leaf taties. A merry feller I was at that time, a very merry feller — for 'twas before I took orders, and it didn't prick my conscience as 'twould now. 'Farmer,' says I, 'little taties seem to turn out small this year, don't 'em?' 'Oh, no, Crickett,' says he, 'some be fair-sized.' He's a dull man — Farmer Bollens is — he always was. However, that's neither here nor there, he's a-fnarried to a sharp woman, and if I don't riiake a mistake, she'll bring him a pretty good family, gie her time." "Well, it don't matter; there's a Providence in it," said the scullery-maid. "God A'mighty always sends bread as well as children," 330 DESPERATE REMEDIES. "But 'tis the bread to one house and the children to another. However, I think I can see my lady Hinton's reason for choosen yesterday to sicknegs-or-health-it^ Your young miss, and tbftt one, had crossed one another's path in regard to young Master Springrove: and I expect th^t when Addy Hinton found Miss Graye wasn't caren to have en, she thought she'd be before- hand with her old enemy in rparrying somebody else, too. That's maids' logic all oyer, and maids' malice, too." Women who are bad enough to divide against themselves under a man's partiality are good enough to instantly nnite in a common cause against his attack. "I'll just tell you one thing, then," said the cook, sbaHing ont her words to the time of a whisk she was beating eggs with. "Whatever maids' logic is, and maids' malice, too, if Cytherea Graye even now knows that young Springrove is free again, she'll fling over the steward as soon as look at him." "No, no; not now," the coachman broke in like a modera- tor. "There's honor in that maid, if ever there was in one. No Miss Hinton's tricks in her. She'll stick to Manston." "Pish!" "Don't let a word be said till the wedden is over, for heaven's sake," the clerk continued. "Miss Aldclyffe would fairly hang and quarter me if my news broke off that there wedden at a last minute like this." "Then you had better get your wife to bolt you in the closet for an hour or two, for you'll chatter it yourself to the whole boiling parish if she don't ! 'Tis a poor womanly feller." "You shouldn't ha' begun it, clerk. I knew how 'twould be," said the gardener soothxngly, in a whisper to the clerk's man- gled remains. The clerk turned and smiled at the fire, and warmed his other hand. § 3. Noon The weather gave way. In half an hour there began a rapid thaw. By ten o'clock the roads, though still dangerous, were practicable to the extent of the half-mile required by the people of Knapwater Park. One mass of heavy leaden cloud spread oyer the whole sky ; the air began to feel damp and mild out of doors, though still cold and frosty within. PBSPEBATE REMEDIES. 231 They reached the church and passed up the nave, the deep- colored glass of the narrow windows rendering the gloom of the morning almost night itself inside the building. Then the ceremony began. The only warmth or spirit imported into it came from the bridegroom, who retained a vigorous — even Spenserian — bridal-mood throughout the morning. Cytherea was as firm as he at this critical moment, but as cold as the air surrounding her. The few persons forming the wedding-party were constrained in movement and tone, and from the nave of the church came occasional coughs, emitted by those who, in spite of the weather, had assembled to see the termination of Cytherea's existence as a single woman. Many poor people loved her. They pitied her success, why, they could not tell, except that It was because she seemed to stand more like a statue than Cytherea Graye. Yet she was prettily and carefully dressed, a strange contra- diction in a man's idea of things; a saddening, perplexing contradiction. Are there any points in which a difference of sex amounts to a difference of nature ? Then this is surely one. Not so much, as it is commonly put. In regard to the amount of consideration given, but in the conception of the thing con- sidered, A man emasculated by coxcombry may spend more time upon the arrangement of his clothes than any woman, but even then there is no fetichism in his idea of them — they are still only a covering he uses for a time. But here was Cytherea, in the bottom of her heart almost indifferent to life, yet possess- ing an instinct with whith her heart had nothing to do, the in- stinct to be particularly regardful of those sorry trifles, her robe, her flowers, her veil, and her gloves. The irrevocable words were soon spoken — the Indelible writing soon written — and they came out of the vestry. Candles had been necessary here to enable them to sign their names, and on their return to the church the light from the candle i streamed from the small open door and across the chancel to a black chestnut screen on the sotlth side, dividing it from a small chapel, or chantry, erected for the soul's peace of some Aldclyffe of the past. Through the open-work of this screen could now he seen illuminated, inside the chantry, the reclining figures of cross-legged knights, damp and green with age, and above them a huge classic monument, also inscribed to the Aldclyffe family, heavily sculptured in cadaverous marble, 232 DESPERATE REMEDIES. Leaning here — almost hanging to the monument — was Ed- ward Springrove, or his spirit. The weak daylight would never have revealed him, shaded as he was by the screen; but the unexpected rays of candle- light in the front showed him forth in startling relief to any and all of those whose eyes wandered in that direction. The sight was a sad one — sad beyond all description. His eyes were wild, their orbits leaden. His face was of a sickly paleness, his hair dry and disordered, his lips parted as if he could get no breath. His figure was specter-thin. His actions seemed beyond his own control. Manston did not see him ; Cytherea did. The healing effect upon her heart of a year's silence^ — a year and a half's separa- tion — was undone in an instant. One of those strange revivals of passion by mere sight — commoner in women than in men, and in oppressed women commonest of all — had taken place in her — so transcendently, that even to herself it seemed more like a new creation than a revival. Marrying for a home — what a mockery it was ! It may be said that the means most potent for rekindling old love in a maiden's heart are, to see her lover in laughter and good spirits in her despite when the breach has been owing to a slight from' herself; when owing to a sHght from him, to see him suffering for his own fault. If he is happy in a clear conscience, she blames him; if he is misei'able because deeply to blame, she blames herself. The" latter was Cytherea's case now. First, an agony of face told of the suppressed misery within her, which presently could be suppressed no longer. When they were coming out of the porch there broke from her in a low plaintive scream the words, "He's dymg — dying! Oh, Grod, save us !" She began to sink down, and would have fallen had not Manston caught her. The chief bridesmaid applied her vinaigrette. "What did she say?" inquired Manston. Owen was the only one to whom the words were intelligible, and he was far too deeply impressed, or rather alarmed, to reply. She did not faint, and soon began to recover her self-command. Owen took advantage of the hindrance to step back to where the apparition had been seen. He was enraged with Spring- rove for what he considered an unwarrantable intrusion, DESPERATE REMEDIES. 233 But Edward was not in the chantry. As he had come, so he had gone, nobody could tell how or whither. § 4. Afternoon. It might almost have been believed that an impossibility had taken place in Cytherea's idiosyncrasy, and that her nature had changed. The wedding-party returned to the house. As soon as he could find an opportunity, Owen took his sister aside to speak privately with her on what had happened. The expression of her face was hard, wild, and unreal — an expression he had never seen there before, and it disturbed him. He spoke to her severely and sadly. "Cytherea," he said, "I know the cause of this emotion of yours. But remember this, there was no excuse for it. You should have been woman enough to control yourself. Remem- ber whose wife you are, and don't think anything more of a mean-spirited fellow like Springrove; he had no business to come there as he did. You are altogether wrong, Cytherea, and I am vexed with you more than I can say — very vexed." "Say ashamed of me at once," she bitterly answered. "I am ashamed of you," he retorted angrily. "The mood has not left you yet, then?" "Owen," she said, and paused. Her lip trembled; her eye told of sensations too deep for tears. "No, Owen, it has not left me; and I will be honest. I own now to you, without any disguise of words, what last night I did not own to myself, because I hardly knew of it. I love Edward Springrove with all my strength, and heart, and soul. You call me a wanton for it, don't you? I don't care, I have gone beyond caring for any- thing!" She looked stonily into his face, and made the speech calmly. "Well, poor Cytherea, don't talk like that!" he said, alarmed at her manner. "I thought that I did not love him at all," she went on hysterically. "A year and a half had passed since we met. I could go by the gate of his garden without thinking of him — look at his seat in church and not care. But I saw him this morning — dying because he loves me so — I know it is that! 234 CBrfPBRATE tlEMEDlJES. Can I help iDvitig him too? No, I canrlot, and I will love him, and I don't care. We have beeil Separated somehow by some contrivance — I know we have. Oh, if I could only 4ie!" He held her in his arms. "Many a woman has gone to ruin herself," he said, "and btoUght those Who love her into disgrace, by acting upon such impulses as possess you now. I have a rep- utation to lose as well as you. It seems that, do what I will by way of remedying the stains which fell upon us, it is all doomed to be undone again." His voice grew husky as he made the reply. The right and only effective chord had been touched. Since she had seen Edward she had thought only of herself and him. Owen — her name — position — future — had been as if they did not exist. "I won't give way and become a disgrace to you at any rate," she said. "Besides, your duty to society and those about you requires that you should live with (at any rate) all the appearance of a good wife, and try to love yout husband." "Yes — my duty to society," she murmtired. "But, ah, Owen, it is difflcult to adjust ouf outer and inner life with perfect honesty to all! Though it may be right to care more for the benefit of the many than for the indulgence of your own single self, when you consider that the many, and duty to them, only exist to you through your own existence, what can be sajd? What do our own acquaintances care about us? Not much. I think of mine. Mine will now (do they learn all the wicked frailty of my heart in this affair) look at me, smile sicklyj and condemn me. And perhaps, far in time to come, when I am dead and gone, some other's accent, or some other's song, or thought, like an old one of mine, will catry them back to what I used to say, and hurt their hearts a little that they blamed me so soon. And they will pause just for an instant, and give a sigh to me, and think, 'Poor girl,' believing they do great justice to my memory by this. But they will never, never realize that it was my single opportunity of existence, as well as of doing my duty, which they are regarding; they will not feel that what to them is but a thought, easily held in those two words of pity, 'Poor girl,' was a whole life to mej as full of hours, minutes, and peculiar minutes, of hopes and dreads, smiles, whisperings, tears, as theirs: that it was my world, what is to them their PESPEPATH RKMBDIHS. 235 \yorld, and they in that life of mine, hoyvever mUeh I cared for them, only as the thought I seem to them to be. Nobody can enter into another's nature truly, that's what is so grievous." "Well, it cannot be helped," said Owen. "But we must iTOt stay here," she continued, starting Up atid goifig. 'We shall be missed. I'll do my best, Owen — I will, indeed." It had been decided that, on account of the wretched state of the roads, the newly married pair should not drive to the station till the latest hour in the afternoon at which they could get a train t(3 take them to Southampton (their destination that night) by a reasonable time in the evenirig. They intended the next morning to cross to Havre, and thence to Paris — a place Cy- therea had never visited-^for their wedding tour. The afternoon drew on. The packitlg was dorte. Cytherea was so restless that she could stay still nowhere. Miss Ald- clyfife, who, though she tool? little part in the day's proceedings, was as it were instinctively conscious of all their movements, put down her charge's agitation for once as the natural result of the novel event, and Manston himself was as indulgent as could be wished. At length Cytherea wandered alone into the conservatory. When in it, she thought she would run across to the hot-hoUse in the outer garden, having in her heart a whimsical desire that she should also like to take a last look at the familiar flowers and luxuriant leaves collected there. She pulled on a pair of overshoes, and thither she went. Not a soul was in or around the place. The gai'dener was making merry on Manston's and her account. The happiness that a generous spirit derives from the belief that it exists in others, is often greater than the prirtiary happi- ness itself. The gardener thought, "How happy they are!" and the thought made }iim happier than they. Coming out of the forcing-house again, she was ah the point of returning indoors, when a feeling that these moments of solitude would be her last of freedom induced her to prolong them a little, and she stood still, unheeding the wintry aspect of the curly leaved plants, and straw-covered beds, and the bare fruit-trpes around her, The garden, no part of which was visible from the house, sloped down to a narrow river at the foot, dividing it from the m.eadows without. 236 DESPEKATE REMEDIES. A man was lingering along the public path on the other side of the river; she fancied she knew the form. Her resolutions, taken in the presence of Owen, did not fail her now. She hoped and prayed that it might not be one who had stolen her heart away and still kept it. Why should he have reappeared at all, when he had declared that he went out of her sight forever? She hastily hid herself in the lowest corner of the garden close to the river. A large dead tree, thickly robed in ivy, had been considerably depressed by its icy load of the morning, and hung low over the stream, which here ran slow and deep. The tree screened her from the eyes of any passer on the other side. She waited timidly, and her timidity increased. She would not allow herself to see him — -she would hear him pass, and then look to see if it had been Edward. But, before she heard anything, she became aware of an object reflected in the water from under the tree, which hung over the river in such a way that, though hiding the actual path, and objects upon it, it permitted their reflected images to pass beneath its boughs. The reflected form was that of the man she had seen farther off, but being inverted, she could not definitely characterize him. He was looking at the upper windows of the house — at hers — was it Edward, indeed? If so, he was probably thinking he would like to say one parting word. He came closer, gazed into the stream, and walked very slowly. She was almost cer- tain that it was Edward. She kept more safely hidden. Con- science told her that she ought not to see him. But she sud- denly asked herself a question : "Can it be possible that he sees my reflected image as I see his? Of course he does." He was looking at her in the water. She could not help herself now. She stepped forward just as he emerged from the other side of the tree and appeared erect before her. It was Edward Springrove — till the inverted vision met his eye, dreaming no more of seeing his Cytherea there than of seeing the dead themselves. "Cytherea!" "Mr. Springrove," she returned, in a low voice, across the stream. DESPERATE REMEDIES. 237 He was the first to speak again. "Since we have met I want to tell you something before we become quite as strangers to each other." "No — not now — I did not mean to speak — it is not right, Edward." She spoke hurriedly and turned away from him, beating the air with her hand. "Not one common word of explanation?" he implored. "Don't think I am bad enough to try to lead you astray. Well, go — it is better." Their eyes met again. She was nearly choked. Oh, how she longed — and dreaded — to hear his explanation ! "What is it?" she said desperately. "It is that I did not come to the church this morning in order to distress you ; I did not, Cytherea. It was to try to speak to you before you were — married." He stepped closer, and went on, "You know what has taken place? Surely you do? — my cousin is married, and I am free." "Married — and not to you?" Cytherea faltered in a weak whisper. "Yes, she was married yesterday ! A rich man had appeared, and she jilted me. She said she never would have jilted a stranger, but that by jilting me she only exercised the right everybody has of snubbing their own relations. But that's nothing now. I came to you to ask once more if But I was too late." "But, Edward, what's that, what's that!" she cried in an agony of reproach. "Why did you leave me to return to her? Why did you write me that cruel, cruel letter that nearly killed me?" "Cytherea! Why, you had grown to love — like — Mr. Man- ston, and how could you be anything to me — or care for me? Surely I acted naturally?" "Oh, no— never! I loved you — -only you — not him — always you! till lately. . . . I try to love him now." "But that can't be correct! Miss Aldclyfle told me that you wanted to hear no more of me — proved it to me !" said Edward. "Never! she couldn't." "She did, Cytherea. And she sent me a letter — a love-letter you wrote to Mr. Manston." "A love-letter I wrote?" la 338- nBSPBHATB REMEDIES. "Yes, a love-letter — ^you could not meet him just then, you said you were sorry, but the emotion yoU had felt with him made you forgetful of realities." The strife of thought in the Unhappy girl who listened to this distortion of her meaning could find no vent irt words. And then there followed the slow revelation in return, bringing with it all the misery of an explanation which comes too late. The question whether Miss Aldclyffe Was schemer or dupe was almost passed over by Cytherea under the immediate oppressiveness of her despair in the sense that her position was irretrievable. Not so Springrove. He saw through all the cunning half- misrepresentations — worse than downright lies — which had just been sufficient to turn the scale both with him and with her; and from the bottom of his soul he cursed the woman and man who had brought all this agony upon him and his love. But he could not add more misery to the future of the poor child by revealing too much. The whole scheme she should never know. "I was indifferent to my awn future," Edward said, "and was urged to promise adherence to my engagement with my cousin Adelaide by Miss Aldclyffe: now you are married I cannot tell you how, but it was on account of my father. Being for- bidden to think of you, what did I care about anything? My new thought that you still loved me was first raised by what my father said in the letter announcing my cousin's marriage. He said that although you were to be married on Old Christmas Day — that is to-mori'ow — he had noticed your appearance with pity ; he thought you loved me still. It was enough for me — I came down by the earliest morning train, thinking I could see you some time to-day, the day, as I thought, before your mar- riage, hoping, but hardly daring to hope, that you might be induced to marry me. I hurried from the station; when I reached the bottom of Church Lane I saw idlers about the church, and the private gate leading to the house open. I ran into the church by the north door, and saw you come out of the vestry ; I was too late. I have now told you. I was com- pelled to tell you. Oh, my lost darling, now I shall live con- tent — or die content!'' "I am to blame, Edward, I am," she said mournfully. "I was taught to dread pauperism; my nights were made sleep- bBSPERATE RfiMHDIES. 239 less; there was Continually reiterated in my ears till I believed it: '' 'The world and its WSys have a certain worth. And to press a point where thfese ojtjjofee Were a simple policy.' "But I will say nothing ftbbut wlio ihflueiltfed — wlio per- suaded. The att iS tHine after all. EdWatd, 1 ttiarried to escipe dependence for my bread lipoH the whim of Miss Alddyfle, or others like her. It was clearly i-epreseiited to me thdt depend- ence is bearable if we have ahothei- place which We can call hdihe ; but to be a depehdent afid ttt have ho other spot for the heart to anchor upon — oh, it is itioui'iiful and harassing! . . But that without which all pershasion would have been as air, was added by my miserable convictioii that yoii Were false; that did it, that tUtned me! Vou were to be considered is rlo- body to me, and Mr. ManstoH Was ihVariably kind. Well, the deed is done — I must abide by it. I shall never let him know that I do not loVe him^ — hever. If things had only remained as they seemed to be, if you had really forgotten me and mar- ried another woman, I cDUld have borrte it bettet. I wish I did not know the trUth as I ktldw it noW! But our life, What is it? Let us be brkvCj Edward; and live out our feW remaining yeats with dignity. They will not be long. Oh, I hope they will not be Ibng! .... NoWj good-by, gbdd^by!" "I Wish I cduld be lleai- arid tdUch yoii once, just dnce," said Springrdve, in a voice Which he vainly endedvdi-ed to keep firin and cleat. They looked at the riVet; then into it; a shdal of minnoWs was floating over the Sindy bdttom, like the black dashes on miniver; though nartdW, the sttekm was deep, aiid there was ■lio bridgei "Cytherefl,, reach out ydttf hahd that I hiay just touch it With mine." She stepped to the brink and stretched out het harid and fingers toward hiSj but hot Ihtd them. The river wis too wide. "Never mind," said Cythetea, her Voice bt-Okeri by kgitatioh, "I must be going. God bless attd keep yoli, tiiy EdWatd! Gbd bless you !" "I must touch you, I must pfess ydUr hkrid," he Skid. They came near— nearer — nearet still— their fingers met. xa 240 DESPERATE REMEDIES. There was a long, firm clasp, so close and still that each hand could feel the other's pulse throbbing beside its own. "My Cytherea! my stolen pet lamb!" She glanced a mute farewell from her large perturbed eyes, turned, and ran up the garden without looking back. All was over between them. The river flowed on as quietly and obtusely as ever, and the minnows gathered again in their favorite spot as if they had never been disturbed. Nobody indoors guessed from her countenance and bearing that her heart was near to breaking with the intensity of the misery Vhich gnawed there. At these times a woman does not faint, or weep, or scream, as she will in the moment of sudden shocks. When lanced by a mental agony of such refined and special torture that it is indescribable by men's words, she moves among her acquaintances much as before, and contrives so to cast her actions in the old molds that she is only con- sidered to be rather duller than usual. § 5. Half -past two to five o'clock p. -m. Owen accompanied the newly married couple to the railway station, and in his anxiety to see the last of his sister, left the .brougham and stood upon his crutches while the train was starting. When the husband and wife were about to enter the railway carriage they saw one of the porters looking frequently and furtively at them. He was pale, and apparently very ill. -""'Look at that poor, sick man," said Cytherea compassion- ately; "surely he ought not to be here." "He's been very queer to-day, madam, very queer," another porter answered. "He do hardly hear when he's spoken to, and d' seem giddy, or as if something was on his mind. He's been like it for this month past, but nothing so bad as he is to-day." "Poor thing." She could not resist an innate desire to do some just thing on this most deceitful and wretched day of her life. Going up to him she gave him money, and told him to send to the old m anor-house for wine or whatever he wanted. ■■ • The train moved oflf as the trembling man was murmuring his incoherent thanks. Owen waved his hand; Cytherea smiled DESPERATE REMEDIES. 241 back to him as if it were unknown to her that she wept all the' while. Owen was driven back to the Old House. But he could not rest in the lonely place. His conscience began to reproach him for having forced on the marriage of his sister with a little too much peremptoriness. Taking up his crutches he went out of doors and wandered about the muddy roads with no object in view save that of getting rid of time. The clouds which had hung so low and densely during the day cleared from the west just now as the sun was setting, calling forth a weakly twitter from a few small birds. Owen crawled down the path to the waterfall, and lingered there- about till the solitude of the place oppressed him, when he turned back and into the road to the village. He was sad; he said to himself: "If there is ever any meaning in those feelings which are called presentiments — and I don't believe there is — ^there will be in mine to-day Poor little Cytherea !" At that moment the last low rays of the sun touched the head and shoulders of a man who was approaching, and showed him up to Owen's view. It was Mr. Springrove. They had grown familiar with each other by reason of Owen's visits to Knapwater during the past year. The farmer inquired how Owen's foot was progressing, and was glad to see him so nimble again. "How is your son?" said Owen mechanically. "He is at home, sitting by the fire," said the farmer, in a sad voice. "This mornen he slipped indoors from God knows where, and there he sits and mopes, and thinks and thinks, and presses his head so hard, that I can't help feelen for him." "Is he married?" said Owen. Cytherea had feared to tell him of the interview in the garden. "No. I can't quite understand how the matter rests. . . . Ah! Edward, too, who started with such promise; that he should now have become such a careless fellow — not a month in one place. There, Mr. Graye, I know what it is mainly owing to. If it hadn't been for that heart affair he might have done — but the less said about him the better. I don't know what we should have done if Miss Aldclyffe had insisted upon tlie conditions of the leases. Your brother-in-law, the steward, had a hand in maken it Hght for us, I know, and I heartily thank 242 DESPERATE REMEDIES. him for it." He ceased speaking, and looked round at the sky. "Have you heard o' what's happened?" he said suddenly; "I was just comen out to learn about it." "I haven't heard of anything." "It is something very serjous, though I don't know what. All I know is what I heard a man call out by-now — that it very much concerns somebody who lives in the parish.'' It seems singular enough, evpn to minds who have na dim beliefs in adumbration and presentiment, that at that moment not the shadow of a thought crossed Owen's mind th^t the somebody whom the matter concerned might be himself, or any belonging to him. The event about to transpire was as portentous to the woman whose welfare was more dear to him than his own, as any, short of death itself, could possibly be; and ever afterward, when he considered the efifect of the knowl- edge the next half-hour conveyed to his brain, even his practical good sense could not refrain from wonder that he should have walked toward the village after hearing the words of the farmer in so leisurely and unconcerned a way. "How unutterably mean must my intelligence have appeared to the eye of a fore- seeing God," he frequently said in after time. "Columbus on the eve of his discovery of a world ■yvas not so contemptibly unaware." After a few additional words of commonplace, the farijier left him, and, as has been said, Owen proceeded slowly and indifferently toward the village. The laboring-men had just left work, and passed the park gate which opened into the street as Owen came down toward it. They went along in a drif.t, earnestly talking, and were finally about to turn into their respective doorways. Bjit upon seeing him they looked significantly at one another and paused. He came into the road, on that side of the village green which was opposite the row of cottages, and turned rour(d to the right. When Owen turned, all eyes turned; one or two men went hurriedly indoors, and afterward appeared at the doorstep, with their wives, who also contemplated him, talking as they looked. They seemed uncertain how to act in some matter. "If they want me, surely they will call me," he thought, won- dering more and more. He could no longer doubt that he was connected with the 8ubject of their discourse, DESPERAtE tlBMEbiaS. 243 Th6 first who aj^jproachiSd liiirl was a bby. "What has occurred?" said Owen. "Oh, a man ha' got ctazy-i-ehgious, and seilt fot the pi'sdn." "Is that all?" "Yes, sir. He wished he Was dead, he s&id, dtid he's almost out df his mind \vi' wisheh it so mUch; That was before Mr. Raunham came." "Who is he?" said OweH. "Joseph Chitiney, orie of the railway porters; he Used to be night porter." "Ah ! the man who \Vas ill this afterhooh ; by the way, he was told to come to the house for sortiething, but he hasn't been. But has anything else happened — anything that coticerlls the wedding td-day?" "No, sir." Concluding that the connection which had seethed to be traced between himself arid the evSnt must irl sbme way have arisen froin Cytherea's ftiendlihess toward the tnah, Owen turned about and went hottieward itl A mhch qilieter frame of mind, yet scarcely satisfied with the SOlutioil. Th6 toute he had chosen led through the dairy-y&td, aiid he Opened the gate. Five minutes before this point of time Edvvai-d Springrove Was looking over one of his father's fields at ati oUtlyihg hatnlet of thiree or four cottages some mile arid a half distant. A turrt- pike gate was close by the gate of the field. The carrier to Froomihster caiiie upj as Edward Stepped into the road, and jumped ddWn frdth the van to pay toll. He rec- ognized Springrove. "This is a piretty Set-td in your place, sir," he said. "Yoil don't know about it, I sttppdse?" "What?" said Springrove. The carrier paid his dues, came uj> to Edwatd, ahd spdke ten wordfe in a confidetltial whisper i then sjprang Updh the shafts of his vfehicle, gave a clinching tidd df sighificance to Sprihg- rove, and rattled away. Edwai'd turned pile with the intelligetiee. His first thoilght was, "Bring her home." The next — did Owen Graye know what had been discovered? He probably did by that time, but ho risk df probability ftiust be run by a woman he loved deafer than all the World besides. He Would at any rat^ make perfectly sUre that her brother Was 244 DESPERATE REMEDIES. in possession of the knowledge by telling it him with his Own lips. Off he ran in the direction of the old manor-house. The path was across arable land, and was plowed up with the rest of the field every autumn, after which it was trodden out afresh. The thaw had so loosened the soft earth, that lumps of stiff mud were lifted by his feet at every leap he took, and flung against him by his rapid motion, as it were doggedly impeding him, and increasing tenfold the customary effort of running. But he ran on — up hill and down hill, the same pace alike — like the shadow of a cloud. His nearest direction, too, like Owen's, was through the dairy-barton, and as Owen entered it he saw the figure of Edward rapidly descending the opposite hill, at a distance of two or three hundred yards. Owen ad- vanced amid the cows. The dairyman, who had hitherto been talking loudly on some absorbing subject to the maids and men milking around him, turned his face toward the head of the cow when Owen passed, and ceased speaking. Owen approached him and said: "A singular thing has happened, I hear. The man is not insane, I suppose?" "Not he; he's sensible enough," said the dairyman, and paused. He was a man noisy with his associates, stolid and taciturn with strangers. "Is it true that he is Chinney, the railway porter?" "That's the man, sir." The maids and men sitting under the cows were all attentively listening to this discourse, milking irregularly, and softly directing the jets against the sides of the pail. Owen could contain himself no longer, much as his mind dreaded anything of the nature of ridicule. "The people all seem to look at me as if something seriously concerned me; is it this stupid matter, or what is it?" "Surely, sir, you know better than anybody else if such a strange thing concerns you." "What strange thing?" "Don't you know? His confessing to Parson Raunham." "What did he confess? tell me." "If you really ha'n't heard, 'tis this: He was as usual on DESPERATE REMEDIES. 245 duty at the station on the night of the fire last year, otherwise he wouldn't ha' known it." "Known what? for God's sake, tell, man." But at this instant the two opposite gates of the dairy-yard, one on the east and the other on the west side, slammed almost simultaneously. The rector from one, Springrove from the other, came strid- ing across the barton. Edward was nearest, and spoke first. He said in a low voice, "Your sister is not legally married! His first wife is still living! How it comes out I don't know !" "Oh, here you are at last, Mr. Graye, thank heaven!" said the rector breathlessly. "I have been to the Old House and then to Miss Aldclyfife's looking for you — something very ex- traordinary." He beckoned to Owen, afterward included Springrove in his glance, and the three stepped aside together. "A porter at the station. He was a curious, nervous man. He had been in a strange state all day, but he wouldn't go home. Your sister was kind to him, it seems, this afternoon. When she and her husband had gone, he went on with his work, shifting luggage-vans. Well, he got in the way, as if he were quite lost to what was going on, and they sent him home at last. Then he wished to see me. I went directly. There was something on his mind, he said, and told it. About the time when the fire of last November twelvemonth was got under, while he was by himself in the porter's room, almost asleep, somebody came to the station and tried to open the door. He went out and found the person to be the lady he had accompanied to Carriford earlier in the evening, Mrs. Man- ston. She asked, when would be another train to London? The first the next morning, he told her, was at a quarter-past six o'clock from Creston, but that it was express, and didn't stop at Carriford Road — ^it didn't stop till it got to Froominster. 'How far is it to Froominster?' she said. 'Four miles,' he said. She thanked him, and went away up the line. In a short time she ran back and took out her purse. 'Don't on any account say a word in the village or anywhere that I have been here, or a single breath about me — I'm ashamed ever to have come.' He promised; she took out two sovereigns. 'Swear it on the Testament in the waiting-room,' she said, 'and I'll pay you these.' He got the book, took an oath upon it, received the 246 PBSPER4TK RHMEniPS. money, and she left him. He was off duty at balf-p&st five. He has kept silence all through the intervening tirne till now, but lately the knowledge he pp^spssed weighed heavily upon his PQqscipnce and weak mind. Ypt the nparpr came the wed- ding-day the more he feared tq tell The actual marriage filled him with remorse. He says your sister's kindness afterw^^fi wa? like a knife going through his he^Ft. He thought he had ruined her." "Elut whatever can be done? Why didn't he speak sppner?" cripd Owen. "He actually called at my house twipe yesterday," the rectpr cpntinued, "resplved, it seerns, tp unburden his rnind- I was out both times — hP left no message, and they say he looked relieved that hi? object was defeated. Then he says he resplved to come to you at the Old Houge last night — started, reached the door, and dreaded to l^nopk— art4 then went home again." "Here will be a tale for the newsmPngprs pf the cpunty," said Owen bitterly, "The idea of his not opening his mouth sooner — the criminality pf the thing!" "Ah, that's thp inconsistency qf a weak natnte. But now that it is put tp us in thjs way, hovy mueh more prpbablp it seems that she should have escaped than have heen burned — " "You will, of cpufse, gp straight tP Mr^ Manston and ask him what it al} means?" Edward interrupted, "Of course I shall. Manstpn has no right tq carry off my sister unless he's her hugban^." said Owen," "I ?hall go and separate them-" "Certainly you wiH/' said the recfor. "Where's the man?" "In his cottage." " 'Tis no use going tQ him, either. I must gq ofif at QUpe and overtake them — lay the case before Man^ton, and ask him fo'' additional and certain propfp of his first wife's death. An up- train passes spon, I think." "Where have thpy gpne?" sajd pdward. "To Paris — as far as Sputhamptpn this afternoon, tP prqceed to-morrow mofning." "Where in Southampton?" "I really don't know — sqme hotel. I only have their Paris address. But I shall find them by mftHing a few inquiries." The rectPr had in the meantime been taking put his pocket- DESPERATE RElVtBpiES. 247 book, and nqw Qpengd it at the first page, whergon it w^5 his custom every mpnth to gum a spiall railv^^ay tJrpe-table — cut from the local newspaper. "The afternoon express is just gone," he ^aid, holding open the page, "and the next train to Sovtthafpptop passes ^t ten minutes to six o'clock- Now it W^nt? — let me spe — f^ve-^nd- forty minutes to that time. Mr. Graye, i-jiy ftdyipe is th^t you come with me to the porter's cottage, where I wjU shortly wrjtf out the substanpe pf what he has said, and get hjrn to sign it You will then have far better grounds for interfering between Mr. and Mrs, Mfinston than if you went to them with ^ mere hearsay story." The suggestion seemed a good one. "Yes, there will be time before the train starts,'' said Owen. Edward had been rnusing restlessly. "J.et me go tp Southampton in your place, on account of your lameness?" he said suddenly to Gr^ye. "I am much obliged to you, but I think I can sparcely accept the ofifer," returned Owen cpldly, "Mr. Manston is ^n honor- able man, and J had much better see him myself," "There is no doubt," said Mr. p.aunham, "that the death of his wife was fully believed in by himself." "Mone whatever," said Owen ; "and the news must be broken to him, and the question pf pthpr proofs asked in a friendly Vv^ay. It would not do for Mr. Springrovg tP appear in the case at aU." He still sppl