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Do not deface books ty marks and writing. BOUGHT WITH THE INCOME FROM THE SAGE ENDOWMENT FUND THE GIFT OF BUenrg M. Sage 1891 97»4 J^. i-^\ PklVA TEL Y PRMffED. 'M %1 Cornell University Library The original of this book is in the Cornell University Library. There are no known copyright restrictions in the United States on the use of the text. http://www.archive.org/details/cu31924013361740 THOMAS GRAY BY ARTHUR CHRISTOPHER BENSON, Of Eton College. Uti'umque sacro digna silentio Mirantur umbrce dicere ; — PRIVATELY PRINTED. ETON : R. INGALTON DRAKE. 1895., /\,-LTCj2.Lt-H- A LETTER TO THE REV. D. C. TOVEY, VICAR OF WORPLESDON. Eton College^ Feb. /St, i8gs. My dear Tovey, You remember how good Dr. Brown, Master of Pembroke Hall, paid a m,elancholy visit to Grays room.s a day or two after the funeral, when they had been dismantled. He records it in a letter to a friend, adding the well-known phrase, "He never spoke out." All that the Master m,eant, as is evident from the context, was, that Gray had no fancy for describing the symptoms of the suppressed gout from, which he suffered. But Matthew Arnold, with felicitous insight, makes this simple phrase the keynote of the life of one of the most reticent of mankind. Perhaps it would be difficult to find in history or literature a man, who would be less likely to have indulged in stich a rhetorical and retrospective soliloquy as the following, thaii Gray himself. But the soliloquy is a convenient figure, which, enables a writer, at the cost perhaps of the dignity of his subject, or as the ''Daily Telegraph" would write, his " biographee," to rip a man up, as Lord Tennyson said with m,ore force than delicacy, like a pig. The public is insatiable now-a-days, and if a man has the bad taste not to want his secret thoughts in lonely places published in the evening paper, the public is always glad to know what someone else thinks they may have been. "Of all the mistakes we commit" George Eliot said, '' prophecy is the most gratuitous :" and m^y only fear is that you will say that prophecy conducted in the pluperfect subjunctive is a mistake m,ore gratuitous still. You are an erudite critic, and one of the most accomplished of Grays accomplished biographers. You may have forgotten that I was your colleague, but I have not forgotten that you were also my friend. And it is that I may have the pleasure of reminding myself of that fact that I offer you the following verses. Believe m.e to be. Ever sincerely yours, ARTHUR CHRISTOPHER BENSON. \Time ; — March, lyyi. Place ; — Rooms in the Hitcham Building of Pembroke Hall, Cambridge. Gray is under- stood to speak.] THOMAS GRAY. :o:- ^ was at Ferrara, in a palace court, — The shafts methought of that vast colonnade Too slim and slight to bear the incumbent mass Of plinth and ashlar, and the luscious wreaths Of fruit and foliage looped from knob to knob — But that I hardly noted : 'twas a bird, A monstrous bird, the tyrant of the crag. With gilded claws and beak — a yellower fire Flamed in his eye — that dragged a gilded chain And ponderous ball, and loathed his servitude. And once he raised himself with urgent wings Winnowing the drowsy air, and grasped the frieze With shrieking claws — but soon the swinging weight Thrust him, all glaring, to the dust again, So that he fiercely beat his prisoned wings. And bit the unyielding metal, vexed at heart ; — I could have wept to hear the portress laugh. And I of late, raising these weary eyes, That taint the radiant beam with motes that flit Across my vision, thick as summer flies. Have seemed to see the baffled gaze, the glance That sad bird cast about him, as he stared. And snuffed the fragrant enervated air. So strange a heaviness has grown of late About me, from the hour when glimmering dawn Peers through my latticed panes, and from the court The wholesome sounds smite the distempered brain With most unmanning horror, clutch the heart In difficult panic, thick with labouring sighs ; Then in that shadow-land the dreaming mind — Like some new fly with crumpled wings undried, Breathless and dizzy from her unborn trance, — Retraces step by step her backward road, Down to the gates of nothing ; dips her brush To dash with radiant dyes what might have been. But smears what is, and what is yet to be. In most portentous dimness. First I see My mother, tender, careful, sore beset With sordid fears and fierce unloving words, And almost maddened with the faltering touch Of all those baby hands about her breast. That clung a moment and unclasped again. And were not : yet to me, sad heir, bequeathed The intolerable legacy of love, — Dumb love, that dares not own itself enthralled, Creep to the dear confessional of fate, But from some piteous instinct, hangs amazed, And slips into the silent throng again. Next, I remember how, a puny child, I drowsed and fretted o'er the outlandish task, Hard haunting names and misbegotten words. Like barbarous arms and shells from over sea, — Till all at once, as men, that pierce a well And batter, dizzied with their own hot breath. Drill through some cool and limpid reservoir. And hear the din of waters breaking out. Cooled through old years in green unnoted caves, — So, as I fumed, I was at once aware Of magic hands that beckoned, robes that waved. As though some pompous multitude swept by ; As Hermes drove to regions vexed and dim The hurrying ghosts, so Virgil waved his wand. And faces grew upon the hollow air, The snarling trumpets, and the noise of war. And once, but once, since that wild thunderstroke. The voice of waters, deep, ineffable. Hath thrilled my heart, when Ossian shaggy-haired. And veiled in flying rack of ragged cloud. Swept from the Northern wild, and smote his harp With such a stormy elemental rage, It made me mad, — he with such yearning deep, With such unconscious savage nakedness. Out of the world's youth, impotent, half-beast, Half-hero, leaned and cried upon the air. My sober manhood gained, not apt for jest Or loud uproarious revel, such a maze Of intertwined and tortuous passages, By which mankind wind backward to the dim And wailing Chaos, to the feet of God, Yawned vague before me, that I hastened on. And so, through many a dim and dreaming day. Wandered alone in labyrinthine glooms. And trackless wastes, with sight of giant souls. Whose robes I seemed to touch, and see their brows Contracted grim, and hear their muttered speech : Bishops and earls, tyrants and orators, Hugh with caressing gestures, Hereward With lion's mane, Morcar and Waltheof, Edward Confessor with his maiden flush. And Alfred, with a demon at his brain And clouded eyes at council ; Alcuin And stately Charlemagne ; the pomp of Rome, — Pale Nero softly smiling, Cato stern. Imperial Caesar with his haggard brow, And Sulla with the blotched and seamy face ; Or Alexander flashed, a meteor light. In sudden radiance ; Alcibiades Divinely insolent, and Socrates Battered and bruised in some prodigious strife. All these I saw, and lingered, glad at heart. In stately harbourage of gardens cool. By splashing fountains, leafy colonnades, White temples, bosomed deep in swelling woods, Where slender statues seemed to tread on air. And lastly, wearied of that bright young world Of eager glances, laughing certainty, I turned away, and drove my plough afield In tangled wastes, Bengala and Cathay, And stumbled through the tombs of nameless kings, Old dynasties, and fierce outlandish saints, Gods, demigods, till like a river vast From cold Siberian hills, the stream of time, By haggard capes and icy promontories. Weltered and widened to a shapeless sea. Yet to what purpose all this waste of years ? These vast abandoned schemes, these hopeless hopes .■* I know not : save it were to warm and soothe The shuddering soul, that fills its prison walls. When blank and bare, with scrawls of boding fate. And filmy shapes and dreary fantasies, Yet pleased perchance — I bare my inmost thought ! — With shadowy fame, that like a royal cloak Hung loose, and masked my wasted, naked frame. And, while I scorned the crowd, yet pleased to note That I was noted, — ah the sorry thought ! — When idle babblers hushed their vacant talk To gaze at me, and whisper I was one Who held deep converse with the secret muse. It pleased me, aye it pleased, to wrest respect For me, the scrivener's son, from ancient names. Effete inheritors of sires, whose deeds Are stamped and blazoned on the storied page ; — For witness ye : — beside our garden-end, Behind the leafy butts, where Ridley loved To walk, and con the scripture o'er and o'er, The hollow vaulted sphere of plaster, daubed To show the posture of the firmament To gazers, wondering at the measured chinks, The levers and the wheels, who briskly praise Our learned eccentric's ingenuities Agape, yet never wondered at the stars. Or stayed to gaze upon the enormous night. ******* O Earth, farewell, my Earth, whom I have loved More like a patient lover than a child, O leafy aisles, and winding rushy glades. Deep forest dingles, where I loved to lie Sequestered, while the sun wheeled overhead, And westering tinged the glimmering boles with fire ;- The ragged raincloud beating from the West, The pure and spacious morning : — I have watched With faithful heart, and fond obsequious eye, The sweep of punctual seasons, when the spring Enlaced the privet hedge with tender spears. And sudden greenness leapt from bush to bush. When swelled the peach, when bulged the buxom plum, When birds were mute, or fluted shrill and high. What time the figtree furled her leafy claw. And yellowing planetrees dangled velvet balls. Aye, in pursuit of some unheeded spirit, My weary foot through trackless solitudes Has threaded slow, by high and heathery moors. And passes, where the dripping ledges lean Together, and the writhing rowan clings, And shows her fretted leaf against the sky. Up to the brows of white and haggard rocks. And shoots of stone, and caves, where clammy drops Distil in horror from the flinty brows Of mountains, monstrous fantasies of God. All these I would have sung, but dim constraint Pressed close my stammering lips and trembling tongue ; It needs some ready singer, some young heart To throw a sacred sunshine of its own On these dark haunts, and read the riddle right Of monstrous laws, that work their purpose out For trembling man, unheeding how they crush A thousand hopes, so one sure step be gained, One soul set higher on the stairs of God. 8 Not I, who scarce, through sad laborious days, Can write, and blot, and write the languid verse Erase the erring strophe, gild the rhyme, Set and reset the curious epithet, And prune the rich parenthesis away ; Then thrust, but with a secret tenderness. As erring maidens clasp their babes of shame. My puny, piteous weakling from the doors. ^ ^t' ^ ^ 4f tP TP And ye, my friends, whose souls are knit with mine, I would not linger late, and make parade Of ceremonious weakness, fond adieux. With grave-eyed piteous faces round my bed ; For some are passed into the silent land. Who smile and beckon me in sudden dreams With most unearthly radiance ; some forget The gracious years, or flourish, whirled away On fuller tides ; Horace, the ailing lord Of plaster palaces and hollow groves. Absorbed in half-a-hundred tiny arts. Master of none ; who cannot learn to merge The fretful patron in the equal friend ; — The plump precentor, with his tragedies And pompous odes that tune their notes from mine Yet droop and wither to a sickly end. And last and dearest, he who flashed across My wintry gloom, a sweet and vivid ray. 9 Flashed from a land of ancient mountainous snows, Himself more pure, and charmed me from myself, Out of my shadowy cave of bitter thoughts, To warm and welcome sunshine — seized my hands With laughing hands, and drew from me my store Of hoarded learning, while I learnt from him. From those pure eyes so sweetly raised to mine, By youthful jest and petulant questioning. To stablish and repair my ancient faith In gracious love and sweet humanities. That in my sunless gloom had half-decayed. Farewell, beloved ; child of my heart, farewell ! And ere the dark stream thrust me from the shore. Know that these failing lips at last pronounced A thousand blessings on my tender child. tF ■)(• * * ^ TT "TF And now once more, before the dizzy will Relax her tremulous grip, ere nerve and limb Prove traitor to the faint and failing brain, I will look forth upon the spacious heaven, Will mount the battlemented tower, and see League upon league the interminable fen Ripple his steely waters to the wind, Glint in the horizon, break in reedy waves On woody islands crowned with byre and barn. Where all day long the goodman, biding, hears No sound save clack of waters, or the drum lO Of bittern, or the curlew's whistle faint, Or scream of ruffs, that stamp the marge to mire, Or booming of a culver down the marsh. Or grave entreating bells, that ring the folk To sermon, in the pauses of the wind. But I beyond the fen, the holy towers. Beyond the sluggish sea that laps the ooze With melancholy murmur, hear a cry That calls me, and is answered by the lapse Of pulses throbbing faint, intimate pangs Abhorred ; as old dismantled priories. That seem to doze across the summer fields, Yet slip, dismembered by the intruding frost. That cracks their hoary bones, and as they muse, With sudden start and shock portend decay. PR 4099.B5T4 " """"'"' "-'"'"^^ Thomas Gray, 3 1924 013 361 740 % M L^^S '5f>. IS^ i ^ '^m '^z^i ^d^m